THE LIBRARY
OF
THE UNIVERSITY
OF CALIFORNIA
LOS ANGELES
IN MEMORY OF
Helen Clinton
PRESENTED BY
Kathryn and Edna Greiner
THE DIARIES OF
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY
From thf painting by Briyyx, in the collection o/ E. Y. Loicne, Km/.
THE DIARIES
OF
WILLIAM CHARLES
MACREADY
18331851
EDITED BY
WILLIAM TOYNBEE
AUTHOR OF
'VIGNETTES OF THE REGR*;CY," "GLIMPSES OF THE TWENTIES," ETC.
WITH FORTr-NINE PORTRAITS
IN TWO VOLUMES
VOL. I.
NEW YORK
G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS
1912
RICHARD CLAY & SONS, LIMITED,
BRUNSWICK STREET, STAMFORD STREET, S.B.
AND BUNGAY, SUFFOLK.
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PREFATORY NOTE
IN 1875, two years after Macready's death, his Reminiscences and
Selections from his Diaries and Letters, edited by the late Sir W. F.
Pollock, Bart., were published by Messrs. Macmillan. At that time it
was thought desirable to withhold a considerable portion of the diaries,
but after the lapse of nearly forty years the reasons for this suppression
no longer hold good, and the most important of the omitted passages
are accordingly given, for the first time, in the present work. They
are not only profoundly interesting, but constitute an invaluable
addition to the literary and social history of the period. Besides
shedding new light on Macready himself and his famous stage con-
temporaries, they abound in intimate glimpses of Dickens, Thackeray,
Browning, Bulwer, Procter, Forster, Talfourd, and other Victorian
celebrities ; in fact, they present a series of character sketches unsur-
passed even in the vivid pages of Greville and Creevey.
The editor's thanks are due to Messrs. Macmillan for kindly placing
at his disposal the copyright portion of their volumes.
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INTRODUCTION
IN 1833 the starting-point of these diaries Macready was, with
one exception (Edmund Kean), foremost among English actors. His
life, extending from 1793 to 1873, presents a remarkable span of years.
He could recall Pitt's first premiership, and was still living when that
of Gladstone was drawing to a close. He had trodden the boards with
Mrs. Siddons, and survived to see the Bancrofts' successful manage-
ment, and Irving rising into renown. At the age of twenty-three he
was already a personage in his profession, and after the death of Kean
his supremacy was undisputed. But although it was to the stage that
he owed his fame, he would probably have won equal distinction in
more than one other calling. He had, indeed, been destined for the
Bar, but a calamitous stroke of fortune abruptly changed his career.
While a sixth-form boy at Rugby, with the University and a learned
profession in prospect, he was suddenly transported into the squalid
atmosphere of a bankrupt provincial theatre which his father, hitherto
prosperous, was precariously directing, shadowed by the sheriff's
officer. To an aspiring and highly sensitive public-school boy such
a transition must have been little less than torture. Worse, however,
was to follow, for after a few months' hopeless struggle, the unfortunate
manager disappeared behind the walls of Lancaster gaol, leaving his
son to face the situation alone, a truly appalling plight for a lad of
sixteen, with practically no experience and not a shilling in the
treasury. But a great public school, if in some respects a defective
training-ground, seldom fails to implant a certain degree of fortitude,
and Tu ne cede mails was a maxim that the Rugby class-rooms had not
inculcated in vain. Heroically mastering his distress, the friendless
youngster took command of the stranded company, which, thanks to a
dauntless spirit and no little resourcefulness, he contrived to hold
together until his father regained his liberty, and was able to resume
control.
The elder Macrendy's return to management was signalized by the
inauguration of a season at Birmingham, a town in which he had long
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been a favourite, and there he wisely decided that his son should make
his de"but. Although at Rugby a speech-day actor of conspicuous
talent, the youth had necessarily received very little regular technical
instruction, and in casting him on such an occasion for the part of
Romeo his father must have formed the highest opinion of his powers.
The event amply justified his decision. Modestly announced as " A
Young Gentleman, being his first appearance on any Stage," on the
evening of Thursday, June 7, 1810, the ex-boy-manager formally
initiated his long and distinguished career. According to the portrait
painted shortly afterwards by De Wilde, he cut a gallant and
picturesque figure ; and though the audience was prepossessed in his
favour, and the local Press, perhaps, somewhat partial, the perform-
ance was evidently one of singular merit, revealing, if not exactly
genius, artistic qualities of the highest order. So pronounced a success
induced the manager to repeat the play two or three times, also to
entrust his son with other roles, in all of which he achieved fresh
triumphs. The precaution of anonymity was now no longer necessary ;
thenceforward, the young actor was boldly " billed " under his own
name, and for the next four years took the leading position in his
father's company, playing a variety of parts with continuous success,
to which his careful and unremitting study not a little contributed.
During this period, while still in his teens, he was accorded an unex-
pected honour, being cast at Newcastle in two plays, The Gamester and
Douglas, with no less a star than the illustrious Siddons. Naturally
so august an associate inspired him with no little awe, and in the first
few minutes he was on the point of breaking down ; but she good-
naturedly gave him the missing word, and, gaining courage, he
acquitted himself so well as to evoke her hearty applause from the
wings. From one celebrity he quickly passed to another, though of
a very different type ; for a few months afterwards he was cast at
Leicester for Don Felix in The Wonder (by Mrs. Centlivre) to Mrs.
Jordan's Violante. Her rare charm appears to have captivated him
even more than her exquisite art, and it is not surprising that in after
years he should have poured bitter contempt on the royal lover who,
having profited for years by her splendid earnings, abruptly consigned
her to poverty and neglect.
For the next six years Macready continued to act in the provinces,
steadily adding to his reputation, which had now reached the metro-
polis, where, in 1816, he was definitely engaged for a five years' term
at Covent Garden, making his first appearance there as Orestes in
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WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY
AS ROMEO
(1810)
from the pointimj b;i De Wild?, in thf collection of Mi^or-Qfnerut C. F. X. Mammlit, C.H.
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The Dislrcst Mother. The result was a conspicuous success, the more
gratifying since at that time he was almost a stranger in London. The
severer test of Othello soon followed, and from that, too, he emerged
with flying colours. Though he was not more than twenty-three, his
position as an actor of the first rank was now assured ; and at a banquet
given to Talma in 1817 by the English actors, his status in the pro-
fession received public recognition from no less a celebrity than John
Kemble, who singled him out for the compliment of drinking wine
with him, a significant tribute from so illustrious a veteran to a new-
comer on the London stage. A couple of years later the manager of
Covent Garden theatre, the fortunes of which had sunk to a low ebb,
resolved on the bold stroke of appointing him leading tragedian, and,
with equal daring, chose for the inaugurating role Kean's most famous
impersonation, Richard III. The experiment was one that Macready
would gladly have escaped, for, apart from Kean's triumphant associa-
tion with this character, neither his figure nor his features were in the
least suggestive of Richard. But his apprehensions proved to be ill-
founded. His performance captivated not only the public but the
Press, and he had the special gratification of receiving a generous
tribute to its excellence from Kean himself.
Macready 's next great success was in the play of Virginius, by
Sheridan Knowles. Though a striking drama, it was defaced by a
good deal of turgidity, and would have little chance in the present day ;
but on reading it at the request of a friend of the author (then a
stranger to him), Macready perceived that the name-part supplied many
opportunities which he could turn to good account, and he promptly
procured the play's acceptance. Virginius confronted the footlights
with the advantage of distinguished literary sponsorship, two poets of
repute, John Hamilton Reynolds and Barry Cornwall, respectively
furnishing prologue and epilogue ; the success, however, that ensued
was attributable less to the author and his auxiliaries than to the actor,
whose impersonation, powerful yet well-restrained, was pronounced on
all sides to be a masterly performance. Such an achievement, following
so closely on that of Richard III, set the seal on Macready's reputation.
He was now not only in the first rank, but the acknowledged heir to
the first place, an artist, moreover, who combined with professional dis-
tinction an absolutely unblemished character, in those days a decidedly
rare conjunction. But though a favourite with the public, he was, un-
fortunately, far from popular with the members of his own vocation, a
fact which at various times not a little prejudiced his career. The causes
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are not far to seek ; in addition to a naturally violent temper, he had
a hearty and ill-concealed contempt for his calling. He loved his art,
but he abhorred the atmosphere to which it subjected him. Haughty
and inclined to be exclusive, he recoiled in disgust from the manners
and customs of the green-room. His public-school education and his
alienated prospects were constantly rising up in indignant protest
against the associations, mostly vulgar and often sordid, among which
he was doomed to pass his life. He was, in truth, " a cut above his
calling," arid was at no pains to disguise the fact that he felt it acutely.
Moreover, for an Irishman, he had very little sense of humour, which
furnished his fellow-actors with many tempting opportunities of " taking
a rise out of him." Under such conditions it is hardly surprising that
he had scarcely a friend in the profession, at any rate of the masculine
gender. Coldly ceremonious when in a good temper, fiercely abusive
when in a bad one, always on the watch for slights, and morbidly alert
to conjure up affronts, his existence in the theatre was little better
than a long-drawn ordeal to himself and a frequent source of exaspera-
tion to his associates. On this phase of his character the diaries are
continually shedding a lurid light, and it amply accounts for many of
the contretemps that chequered his distinguished and, on the whole,
prosperous career.
An event now occurred that brought these unfortunate defects of
temperament prominently into play. In 1822 the management of
Co vent Garden theatre passed into new hands, the principal control
being assumed by Charles Kemble, the "first-rate actor of second-rate
parts," as Macready, with envenomed accuracy, once described him.
Hitherto Kemble had always been well-disposed towards Macready,
who, however, very soon broke out into open revolt against him. He
had various grievances, some well founded, but no doubt Kemble's
main delinquency was an inadequate appreciation of his artistic merits
and position. That Kemble was too prone to cast himself for parts
to which he was little suited there can be no question, and he may have
been at times somewhat autocratic ; but when it is considered that he
was a man of nearly fifty, and not only manager but part proprietor
of the theatre, while Macready was still under thirty, and, though an
actor of established eminence, in point of actual status merely a salaried
subordinate, it seems only too likely that the fault chiefly lay with the
younger man. At all events, an incident soon occurred which revealed
pretty clearly the extent of Macready's pretensions. Kemble had pro-
mised to play for some Benefit, but was prevented from doing so by
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the death of his brother John, whereupon the organizers approached
Macready with a request for his services instead. "So, sir," was his
preposterous reply to the emissary of the charity, " because the corporal
refuses to do his duty you apply to the commander-in-chief." Such
being his attitude, it is not surprising that his engagement at Covent
Garden was but of short duration. After prolonged correspondence,
squabbles, and attempts at arbitration, his relations with the management
reached breaking-point, and in 1823 he crossed over to Drury Lane, to
enlist under Elliston at the comfortable salary of 20 a night, though
in reality it was less than it appears, as in those days an actor very
seldom performed every night in the week.
The Drury Lane engagement did not add to Macready's laurels.
In fact, his professional career, hitherto brilliantly progressive, now
entered upon a comparatively uneventful period ; though holding his
own, he made no striking new successes, and certain acrimonious em-
broilments with the critics, whom, with exaggerated sensibility, he
accused of a malignant attempt to belittle him, produced a condition
of dissatisfaction and depression that contrasted painfully with the
elation of previous years. But if he had his professional trials, he, at
all events, found solace in the world outside. On the occasion of his
youthful appearance with Mrs. Siddons, the great tragedienne had
solemnly impressed upon him this excellent piece of advice : " Study,
study, study, and do not marry till you are thirty." The counsel was
faithfully observed, but the age limit had now been passed, and in
June 1824 he embarked on marriage with a young lady some twelve
years his junior, a Miss Catherine Frances Atkins, who had played
Virginia to his Virginius in 1819, and whom he had first known as a
child, when he took her to task for some shortcoming in a juvenile part.
He had met her afterwards from time to time, and gradually assumed
the relation of preceptor, an office that he seldom found uncongenial ;
but as the child grew into womanhood his attitude underwent a change,
and adopting the role of suitor without altogether relinquishing that of
mentor, he proposed and was no doubt somewhat fearfully accepted.
The marriage proved on the whole a happy one, though Macready must
have been in some respects a trying husband. With the tenderest
affection he mingled a tendency to " preachiness " and to dogmatize
on " rules of conduct " which can hardly have been palatable to so
young a wife. " Improving the mind " was a process which he imported
into his home life with an assiduity that would have inspired Mr. Barlow
of Sand ford and Mcrton renown with the liveliest envy. Nevertheless,
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in spite of his sermons and sententiousness, he was truly loved
by his family, though not without a certain admixture of awe.
But if he suggested in some features the " good husband and affec-
tionate father " so frequently commemorated on eighteenth-century
tombstones, it only needed a great sorrow to elicit the strong and
poignant emotions that lay beneath the surface, and which he records
in language of almost overpowering pathos. In his friendships, too,
he often did himself scant justice, for, though generous and warm-
hearted, he gave far too much rein to over-sensitiveness and a disposi-
tion to manufacture grievances. The diaries, indeed, teem with narra-
tions of temporary estrangements due to these failings, Dickens being
about the only member of his intimate circle who contrived to secure
immunity.
During the two years that succeeded his marriage, Macready was
seen comparatively little in London. For a time he was incapacitated
by a serious illness, which necessitated a complete rest, and when
restored to health he devoted himself to a series of provincial tours,
re-appearing, however, at Drury Lane in the spring of 1826. This
engagement, which was in no way noteworthy, was followed by a visit
to America, where he first saw his future enemy, Forrest, then a youth
of little more than twenty. The impression which Macready then
formed of Forrest was that with diligent study he was likely to make
a fine actor, though he anticipated (as it proved correctly), that the
flattery with which the youth was constantly beset would lead him to
rate himself as a finished artist before he had well mastered the rudi-
ments of his craft. As a good deal will be heard of Forrest in the
later portions of these diaries, it should be stated that Mac ready's atti-
tude to him was from the first not only fair but generous, and that
Forrest's savage and relentless hostility proceeded solely from insensate
jealousy and baseless suspicions fomented by his admirers, in alliance
with certain of Macready's enemies both on the stage and in the Press.
On his return to England, after a short and somewhat featureless
interval at Drury Lane (where he came into contact with another indi-
vidual also destined to become a formidable enemy, Alfred I3unn),
Macready paid a visit to Paris, the tclat of which went far to com-
pensate him for the uneventfulness of his recent appearances in London.
The Parisian Press, in fact, acclaimed him with an almost universal
chorus of praise, the culminating honour being paid by Jules Janin,
who went so far as to pronounce him the equal of Talma.
The triumphs of Paris were succeeded by a series of rather humdrum
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WILLIAM MACREADY
AS COLI.OONY IN "THE IRISHMAN IN LONDON'"
From a painting li>/ De Wilde i tin' collection of E. Y. Lorne, K.n/.
INTRODUCTION
provincial tours, which, however, were by no means unremunerative,
their earnings representing an income of over .1800, a very consider-
able one for an actor in those days, unless he possessed the genius and
magnetic qualities of an Edmund Kean.
In the autumn of 1830 Macready re-appeared at Urury Lane. With
the exception of William Tell in Sheridan Knowles's drama of that
name, his ventures in new characters, though always interesting, had
for some time past made no particular impression ; but in the name-
part of Byron's Werner he now scored another notable achievement.
In contrast to this sombre impersonation, he also enacted Joseph
Surface and Mr. Oakley (in The Jealous Wi/e), the latter performance
winning enthusiastic approval from the critics. This became his
favourite part on the comparatively rare occasions when he appeared
in comedy.
In 1831 a Captain Polhill (frequently mentioned in the diaries in
far from complimentary terms) took over Drury Lane theatre, with
Bunn as his stage-manager, and in the following year it was decided to
run Kean and Macready as twin-stars. Hitherto Kean had firmly
refused to act with Macready, in whom he recognized a dangerously
formidable competitor ; but he now, probably for monetary reasons,
saw fit to withdraw his objection, and the two appeared in the same
piece for the first time, Kean playing Othello to Macready 's lago.
This combination was repeated on several occasions, but the amenities
of former years had now been transformed into strained, if not hostile
relations. Macready complained of Kean taking up unfair positions
on the stage, while Kean, by this time sunk in degeneracy, with the
brandy-bottle always at his elbow, treated Macready 's rather pompous
protests conveyed through manager Bunn with opprobrious inso-
lence ; recriminatory epithets duly embroidered, no doubt, by Mr.
Bunn were, in fact, the order of the day between the eminent pair,
and it was perhaps fortunate that Kean was soon removed from the
scene, otherwise the warfare of words might have developed into
physical reprisals, a species of denouement with which Macready was
destined to become disastrously familiar a year or two afterwards.
From this point the diaries will speak for themselves, and, as the
reader will find, in no reticent fashion. The period at which the} 7 open
is, socially and politically, one of the most interesting of the nineteenth
century. The old order was beginning to pale before the new. Rail-
roads were in their infancy, and the first Reform Bill had just passed
into law. Gladstone, a ducal protfgc, was '"the hope of the stern,
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unbending Tories," while Disraeli, an embarrassed adventurer, was
desperately coquetting with democracy. Dickens and Thackeray,
Tennyson and Browning, had barely emerged into manhood, and formed
a connecting link with Wordsworth, Coleridge, Lamb, and Southey,
men who had made their mark well before the century began. Rogers
was still distilling venom in St. James's Place, and Luttrell airing
epigrams to the elite of Holland House ; Croker was slashing in the
Quarterly, Macaulay glittering in the Edinburgh ; while Sydney Smith
with every flash of his reckless wit was widening the distance between
his motley and a mitre. In this brilliant world Macready had already
won for himself a definite position, increasing in importance as years
went on ; and he appears before the reader a man in the prime of life,
and prosperous, with a country home at Elstree and a pied-a-terre in
London ; a member, also, of the Garrick Club, then of recent origin,
but steadily acquiring the prestige and popularity which it has so long
enjoyed.
W. T.
30, South Eaton Place, 8.W.
July 1912.
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WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY Frontispiece
(From the paint-ing by Briggs in the collection of E. Y. Loume, Esq.)
To face page
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY AS ROMEO (1810) .... viii
(From the painting by De Wilde in the collection of Major-General C. F. N.
Macready, C.B.)
WILLIAM MACREADY AS COLLOONY IN " THE IRISHMAN IN LONDON " xii
(From a painting by De Wilde, in the collection of E. Y. Lowne, Esq.)
W. C. MACREADY'S MOTHER N&B CHRISTINA ANN BIRCH . . 2
(From the miniature by Cosioay in the collection of Major-General C. F. K.
Macready, C.B.)
W. C. MACREADY'S FATHER, WILLIAM MACREADY .... 2
(From the miniature by Halpin in the collection of Major-General C. F. N.
Macready, C.B.)
MADAME MALIBRAN .30
(From a lithograph)
ALFRED BUNN 64
(From a lithograph)
B. W. PROCTER 86
(From an engraving)
JOHN M. KEMBLE 98
(From an engraving by 0. Adcock of a painting by Sir Thomas Lawrence, P,R.A.)
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY AS RICHARD III .... 136
(From the painting by De Wilde in the collection of E. Y. Lowne, Esq.)
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY AS KINO LEAR 144
(From an engraving)
EDMUND KEAN 160
(From an engraving)
ELIZABETH O'NEILL 180
(From a lithograph of a painting by W. Davis)
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To fact jxifff
THE HON. MRS. NORTON 232
(From an engraving by Thcrnson of a painting by Sir George Hayter, Kt.)
CHARLES MATTHEWS .... .... 243
(From an engraving)
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY (1835) 272
(From the painting by Daniel Maclise, R.A., in the collection of Major -General
C. F. N. Macreculy, C.B.)
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY AS OTHELLO ..... 288
(From an engraving of the painting by Tracey)
J. P. HARLEY "... 296
(From an engraving)
T. N. TALFOURD 3.18
(From an engraving)
ELLEN TREE (MRS. CHARLES KEAN) ...... 328
(From an engraving by J. Brown after a miniature)
CHARLES KEMBLE 352
(From, an engraving.)
JAMES SHERIDAN KNOWLES 378
(From an engraving by Finden of a drawing by T. Wageman)
EGBERT BROWNING 390
(From an engraving by 0. Cooke of a painting by Field Talfourd)
BENJAMIN WEBSTER . . . . \ 396
(From an engraving by W. J. Pound of a photograph by Mayall)
HELEN FAUCIT, AS PAULINE IN " THE LADY OF LYONS " . . 446
(From a lithograph by R. J. Lane, R.A.)
DOUGLAS JERROLD .......... 490
(From an engraving)
CHARLES DICKENS (1839) ... 504
(From an engraving by Finden of the painting by Daniel Afaclise, R.A.)
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1833
Elstree, January 1st. With God's merciful help I trust to make
my i conduct and use of my time during this year more acceptable in
His oight than that of my previous life has been ; and I enter upon it
with prayers for His blessings on my wife, friends and myself. Amen !
Spent much of the day in purchasing necessaries ; loitered away an
hour, for rest, at the Garrick Club, where I read a violent letter of
Bulwer 1 in reply to the impertinences of Lockhart. 2 How much
precious tranquillity of heart and mind is lost by the inability of man,
"weak man," to let these feeble injuries and perishable insults die of
themselves. Our own self-love it is that blows the spark into a flame,
which is fed by our own cares and pains ! Short-sighted man ! Looked
idly through Napier's Peninsular War; an interesting account of
senseless and wicked proceedings.
January 2nd. My performance this evening of Macbeth afforded
me a striking evidence of the necessity there is for thinking over my
characters previous to playing, and establishing, by practice if necessary,
the particular modes of each scene and important passage. I acted
with much energy, but could not (as I sometimes can, when holding
the audience in wrapt attention) listen to my own voice, and feel the
truth of its tones. It was crude, and uncertain, though spirited and
earnest ; but much thought is yet required to give an even energy
1 The author and politician (1803-1873) ; afterwards successively Sir E. Bulwer Lytton,
Bart., and Lord Lytton. In 1833 his reputation as a novelist was already established ; he
had also sat for two years in Parliament as an advanced Liberal. In later years he joined
the Conservatives, and became Colonial Secretary in Lord Derby's second Administration.
1 John Gibson Lockhart (1794-1854) ; Sir Walter Scott's biographer, and for nearly thirty
years editor of the Quarterly Review. His mordant pen and not too scrupulous tongue
provoked many enmities, notably that of Harriet Martineau, who scathingly denounces him
in her Autobiography.
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and finished style to all the great scenes of the play, except perhaps
the last, which is among the best things I am capable of. Knowles l
is ravished with his own acting, and the supposed support it has met
with. I wish I was with mine.
January 3rd. Went home to breakfast. Spent an idle, but in all
other respects a happy day. A well-spent day is pleasing while it lasts,
and pleasant to remember when for ever gone ; a day of mere pleasure
is agreeable in its passage, but regret attends its close in the reflection
that time which God has given for employment has been squandered,
or lost in idleness. Compunction is injurious if unproductive of im-
provement ; let my revision of this day enable me to be more resolute
in my resistance of future temptations, and teach me for my own and
my children's good the necessity of blending activity with enjoyment.
In my absence from home I am sometimes inclined to question the
prudence of living so far from town ; but when, on reaching home, I
taste the fresh air of the country, look over its extent of prospect, feel
in a manner the free range of thought and sense through the expanse
of earth and sky surrounding me, I confess to myself, in the delightful
sensations I experience, that such enjoyment is worth some sacrifice.
January 4>th. I am again called upon to note down an instance of
my indolence and weakness ; the reflections of yesterday only expose
me to further self-reproach to-day. I lay in bed until a very late hour.
As some atonement I walked to town, redeeming part of the day from
general censure by using it in the wholesome exercise of the body,
which is the best use of time after employing it in strengthening and
invigorating our minds. My acting to-night was coarse and crude no
1 James Sheridan Knowles (1784-1862) ; better known as a dramatist than as an actor,
though he did not leave the stage till 1843. His principal plays were Virginius, produced
in 1820; The Hunchback, produced in 1832 ; and The Love Chase, produced in 1832. Of
these, Virginius was the most successful, and provided (in the name-part) one of Macready's
favourite rdles, in which he, from time to time, continued to appear until his final retirement
in 1851. To the present generation Knowles's plays are practically unknown ; but in the
early Victorian era he enjoyed a considerable reputation, according, at any rate, to Bulwer,
who thus eulogizes him in a note in The New Timon (1847) : " I have no blind enthusiasm
for Mr. Knowles, and I allow both the grave faults of his diction, and the somewhat narrow
limits within which is contracted his knowledge of character and life ; but no one can
deny that he has nobly supported the British Drama that he moved the laughter and
tears of thousands ; that he forms an actual, living, and imperishable feature in the loftier
literature of his time that the History of the English Stage can never be rewritten hereafter
without long and honorable mention of the Author of Virginius and The Hunchback"
(The note concludes with a disparagement of Tennyson which, together with some bitingly
contemptuous lines in the text, provoked the poet's celebrated retaliation in Punch, an
episode that is fully dealt with later on.)
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identification of myself with the scene ; and what increased my chagrin
on the subject, some persons in the pit gave frequent vent to indulgent
and misplaced admiration. The consciousness of unmerited applause
makes it quite painful and even humiliating to me. I thought this
day of taking the Bath and Bristol theatres ; it will probably go no
further. After the play I read some chapters of Napier's History of
the Spanish War. A book hard to lay down, sometimes ambitious in
style, but full of philosophical observation and reflections, and con-
taining most spirited and interesting narratives. 1
January 5th. I have made a proposal to take the Bath and Bristol
theatres for a short season during Lent. I hope my vanity or sanguine
desire of gain has not misled me in my anticipations and dependences.
I wish to procure an independence for my dear children, 2 and I think
this speculation likely to be productive of good in itself, and to offer
me a certainty of remoter benefit. I have had some doubts as to the
sum in which I should subscribe to Mrs. Jackson's 3 print ; but I have
decided upon the larger, which is still much less than I wish to give ;
I know that I expose myself to the charge of imprudence and extrava-
gance, but am I to endeavour to feed the widow and the orphan literally
with the crumbs that fall from my table? I cannot so interpret the
text of that Teacher whose name be blessed by all who have hearts to
feel the love He taught. Amen.
January 6th. By an omission of my messenger I was not up before
eight o'clock, which compelled me to undergo the expense of a chaise to
Elstree. My thoughts, when led to more important things than the day
before me, were divided between the character of Othello and my pro-
posed speculation at Bath, etc. I saw my dear children quite well, and
1 Macready's literary judgments are, for the most part, well worth quoting. Naturally
endowed with much clearness of insight and correctness of taste, he never allowed himself to
lose touch with the classical authors, of which he had acquired a sound knowledge when a
sixth-form boy at Rugby. He thus attained a degree of scholarly culture that was wholly
exceptional among the actors of that day, whose reading was mostly confined to the newspaper
and the prompt-book. It is, accordingly, not surprising to find him the intimate associate of
such men as Dickens, Thackeray, Browning, Carlyle, Bulwer, Henry Taylor, and other
notable Victorian writers.
2 The " wish " here expressed became, in fact, a cherished and paramount duty which
Macready always kept steadfastly before him. To secure an adequate provision for his family
was with him a far greater object than professional distinction, and one for which he made
constant sacrifices of both health and comfort.
3 The widow of John Jackson, R.A. (1778-1831), who had died recently leaving little
provision for his family. He had painted a portrait of Macready, who had a warm regard
for him.
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observed with satisfaction improvement in my dear Christina. 1 I
received some guests to-day to whom I have stood indebted in the dues
of hospitable attention. So that some purpose was fulfilled to-day.
The weather was beautiful, and made me enjoy the short walk I took,
worshipping the God of Nature in grateful enjoyment of His blessings.
A tranquil and comfortable day with my guests. My dear wife well
and cheerful, and as I wish to see her.
January 1th. A delightful morning, which made me still more
reluctant to leave home. Acted pretty well this evening, 2 particularly
in the dagger soliloquy, where I took time and felt what I did. The
murder wants finish still, and the banquet scene revision and careful
polishing. The manly colloquial tone that I often used to-night was
earnest and good.
London, January 8th. Paid some visits of ceremony unmeaning,
hollow practices, irksome and embarrassing in act and productive of
no good results. I allude entirely to the G s, who are incom-
prehensible to me; if they like me, why do they not cultivate my
society ? if they are indifferent, why not relinquish my acquaintance ? 3
"What art thou, thou idol, ceremony? " Why is it that my spirits,
rather depressed before, rose when I saw an expression of discontent
on the face of Mrs. at the retired life she led? Is it an evil
feeling? I think not or that principle of our nature that makes all
human happiness comparative?
1 Macready's eldest child, generally referred to in the Diaries as Nina ; her death in
1850, at the age of nineteen, was, perhaps, his greatest sorrow. His heart-broken account
of it is one of the most touching passages in the Diaries. Though a strict, and not always
judicious disciplinarian, he was tenderly devoted to his children, giving them every advantage
within his power, and concerning himself unceasingly with their happiness and welfare.
If at times too rigorous a taskmaster, he effectively supervised their education, and early
familiarized them with sterling literature. There are almost daily references to them in the
Diaries, but they are mainly of too intimate a character to admit of quotation. Their faults
as well as their merits are impartially recorded, but even his severest displeasure was seldom
untempered with evidences of deep and anxious affection.
J Macready's criticisms of his acting are always full of interest. His standard was of the
highest, and it will be found that he was far more often dissatisfied than pleased with his
performances.
8 Macready was extremely sensitive as to his social status, and apt to suspect cold-
ness and avoidance where they did not exist, but there is no doubt that at Elstree, as
afterwards at Sherborne, he occasionally found himself looked upon askance by certain
pompous nonentities simply on account of his calling. In London the honoured associate
oi nearly every literary and artistic genius, he was too often treated by "local gentility"
with scant courtesy and consideration, an experience which had a decidedly embittering
influence.
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January 9th. In attending the book-club last night I was
furnished with another instance of that silly and unamiable ambition so
common in men, particularly little men, of directing and legislating
for others. Observation of the errors of others is wise or uncharitable
according to its result either as it affords us a practical lesson, or a
subject to descant upon. This morning I rose betimes, and rode out-
side to Elstree. I felt pleasure in this little instance of economy
both in time and money. A beautiful morning, and, though misty
afterwards, giving me the opportunity of a delightful walk with
my wife and sister. In the afternoon I read much of Frederick IPs
Life : an evidence of selfish vanity abusing great abilities, and
brutal subserviency in the men who tolerated his dominion over
them.
January lOt/t. A letter from Mrs. Jackson accompanied the prints
which she sent to my order ; I found them on my return to town, and
felt glad that I had not measured out more sparingly the amount of
my contribution, when I ascertained from the expressions of her
gratitude how much she and her children stood in need of assistance.
This evening I was surprised with a billet-doux, 1 which ought to have
found its way to the fire before me, instead of suggesting amusement
to my vanity or curiosity. It is harder for a player to be a wise man
than for most of his fellow creatures ; he can never learn the lesson
that time teaches when his own assumptions and the idle incense of
those around him blind him to the fact of his growing old. " A fool
at forty is a fool indeed " should be my text in future.
January lltfo. Little to comment on to-day, beyond my own loss
of it. Rose late, and omitted dinner, in order to have my powers
more at command during my performance, which was certainly better
for my abstinence. I find the good effect of that natural manly tone
of dialogue, with which I must endeavour to improve the colloquial
groundwork of my acting. This evening I left at the theatre for the
1 This species of attention was of frequent occurrence throughout Macready's career,
though his powers of attraction hardly lay in his physiognomy. But, like Jack Wilkes, he
was "only half-an-hour behind the handsomest," and, had he chosen, his conquests might
have heen numerous. But he resolutely held all fair besiegers at arm's length, though always
with chivalrous courtesy. In one instance, however, the lady (a gifted and charming actress,
nearly twenty years his junior) proved so persistent that, without any fault on his side,
he found himself involved in a situation of the greatest embarrassment. To a man of less
principle there could have been only one end to such an affair, but with every temptation to
become her lover, Macready constituted himself her guardian, and, with inflexible honour,
contrived to save her, in spite of herself.
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managers a tragedy by a Mr. Heraud, 1 a dramatic poet in his own
confident opinion, secure of success ; perhaps misled by the injudicious
recommendation of Mr. Southey which led him to experiment in tragic
composition. Such advice leads me to a reluctant doubt of the
Laureate's sincerity, for it is scarcely possible in this case to suppose
defect of judgment. Can that be called good nature which shrinks
from inflicting a slight pique to the amour propre of a friend with intent
to cure his mind of a dangerous and still-strengthening delusion ? It
is selfishness, worldliness, anything, I think, but justice or kindness, yet
how universally practised !
January 12t/t. My thoughts wandering on idle, vain, unprofitable
subjects, and only occasionally resting on the important consideration
of economy in my expenditure for the sake of my dear children.
Resumed my consideration of Othello, to which my mind must be
given up. Visited by a lady, who mistook me for a relation of Mr.
Macready, a writer of seven tragedies and various farces ; this is one
of the many who waste life and paper in their hopeless mockery of
employment. Happy to return home ; began with great delight
Lardner's 2 volume on Mechanics.
January 13th. Lost my morning in indolent and criminal sloth-
fulness, when I should have been engaged in exercises for the purifica-
tion of my mind and for invigorating my body, besides affording to
my servants and poor neighbours an instructive example by my attend-
ance at church. Most blameable! For my own part a much more
devotional spirit is awakened in me by family prayers or lonely medita-
1 John Abraham Heraud (1799-1887), critic and journalist ; connected, at various times,
with Eraser's Magazine, The Illustrated London News and The Athentrum ; became a
Charterhouse Brother in 1873 ; friend of the Carlyles and Lockhart, as well as of Southey,
whose recommendation was certainly not justified by any dramatic success on the part of his
protlgt. The title of Mr. Heraud's tragedy is not given, but it appears that in 1830 he
wrote a poem called The Descent into Hell, which may very well have appealed to Southey
as the author of a kindred work, The Vision of Judgment. In point of fact, the Laureate,
though an admirable biographer, was a very indifferent poet, and scarcely competent to
pronounce on Mr. Heraud's qualifications in this particular instance.
2 Dionysius Lardner (1793-1859), a scientific writer of considerable repute; in holy
orders, but devoted himself entirely to literary and scientific work ; editor of various useful
compilations ; at one time Professor of Natural Philosophy at London University (now
University College). His career in London came to an ignominious end, owing to his
elopement with the young wife of a Brighton magistrate, who pursued the pair to Paris and
subjected the philosopher to a severe castigation, supplemented in the law courts with
damages amounting to ^8000. Macready, who had been on friendly terms with Lardner,
though reprobating his conduct, characteristically declined to drop him in his disgrace, and
visited him in America, during his tour there in 1843, when he describes the professor's
fallen fortunes with quite a "Thackeray" touch.
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tions than by the forms of church service, undevoutly listened to and
often irreverently gone through, where charity is on the lip of the
rich and learnt as a word difficult of comprehension by the poor. But
for those who cannot profit by reflection, and in whom, for their own
sakes, it is merciful to generate or induce, by the effect of repeated
ordinances, respect for piety as a step towards its actual inculcation,
it is charity to afford example and seriously remiss to neglect an occasion
of impressing a notion of duty on their minds in their regular attendance
at divine service. 1
London, January 22nd. I acted to-night with spirit and in a
manly tone, better perhaps than ordinarily in the part Rob Roy. 2 A
curious evidence of egotism and importunate demand of attention to
business of no concern to me was afforded me to-night in Mr. Heraud's
letter. 3 The universe is but an atom before the vastness of one's
self!
January 23rd. Although I cannot boast a victory over my lazy
habits in the morning, the day has not been an idle one ; indeed, too
active in reference to its principal object principal, as respects my
means of life, of educating and providing for my children, viz. my
performance, which I may here observe was " weary, stale, flat and
unprofitable " a lack of energy, of heartedness, with more than
enough of muscular exertion, and all attempts at effect in expression
overclouded by the perpetual scowl that contracted and darkened my
countenance ; a bad performance. Again I reproach myself with
exhibiting that odiosam et inutilem morositatem, against which I
am so anxious to guard myself, in the instances both of Mr. F.'s
proposed election to the Garrick Club and of the performer's in-
correctness in William Tell.* Could I sober or improve the latter?
1 There was only one kind of religion that appealed to Macready : the practical carrying
out of Christ's teaching. With mere forms and ceremonies he had no sympathy, while the
narrowness and intolerance of the average clergyman of that day aroused his bitter indigna-
tion. But in the highest sense of the term he was essentially a religious man ; a firm
believer in the divine Spirit of Goodness, endeavouring his utmost to lead an upright, cleanly
life, and ever ready to sympathize with and to help his suffering fellow-creatures. Highly
strung, and with a naturally violent temper, he was occasionally betrayed into language and
conduct that exposed him to grave misconstruction and caused him the keenest regret. But
his fine qualities far outweighed his faults, and in scrupulous rectitude and true kindliness
of heart he was surpassed by few of his generation, on or off the stage.
* The play had been revived in the previous October, followed by a Waverley Pageant,
to commemorate Sir Walter Scott.
8 In reference, presumably, to the drama submitted to the Drury Lane managers
(see p. 6).
4 By James Sheridan Knowles ; first produced in May 1825, when Macready played the
name-part and Mrs. Alfred Bunn (nte Somerville) that of Tell's wife.
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Whom but myself could I affect by such moroseness ? Why cannot I
act upon my " own gained knowledge " ? In the other case both person
and thing were equally beneath me ; why should not a person like
Mr. F belong to such a society ? Why cannot I hold my peace and
stay away ? Such should be my course ; I dread the effects of my own
intolerant and impetuous temper. God be my friend, for I am too
often an enemy to myself!
January %5th. In discussing the propriety of Mr. F.'s admission
to the Garrick Club this morning I so far improved upon my late
violence of language as to refrain from any exhibition of temper : a
very negative praise. Quite made up my mind to leave the managers
to their own course in the particular of their pledge to me on the
alternation of Othello and lago. 1 Why did I feel excited and stung
into a kind of nervous alacrity by Kean's 2 inability to act? Our
interests in this profession come too frequently into collision to ensure,
without steady vigilance, that magnanimity which makes the peace of
conscience.
January 28t/i. Found, on my arrival in town, the play of Macbeth
substituted for that of Othello. In reply to 's invitation for to-
morrow, preferred the society of my dear family to an evening spent
with a relation who is humbled in his pride by the connection of a
player, which I must, moreover, have purchased at the expense of a
whole day passed in London. Acted parts of Macbeth well, but must
be careful to preserve that manly natural tone, more especially in
soliloquies.
January 29th. In reading Scott's Life of Fielding, I fancy I
1 The parts were to have been alternated, but owing, no doubt, to opposition from Kean ,
the stipulation was not carried out.
* Edmund Kean (1787-1833), the celebrated actor, now on the verge of his fatal illness.
He died a few weeks later. Macready relates the circumstances under which he first saw
him act in his Reminiscences, They were never on intimate terms, Macready being strongly
repelled by Kean's dissolute habits, though he fully acknowledged his genius. Oxberry's
Dramatic Biography gives the following account of Kean's career at Drury Lane: "Since
Mr. Kean's first appearance at Drury Lane Theatre he has appeared in many characters, and
though he has not in every instance gratified the unreasonable expectations of his admirers,
yet he has always displayed considerable originality and unequalled talent. In portraying
the emotions of the heart-sad Romeo and the whining Jaffier he has certainly not eclipsed his
contemporaries, but in depicting the malignant revenge of Shylock, the bold villainy of
Overreach, the soul-subduing agonies of the noble and unsuspecting Othello, and the vast
phalanx of evil passions that swayed the daring, desperate and crafty Richard, Mr. Kean
has not in our day been equalled, and perhaps will never be surpassed. In fact, every
character which he has sustained has elicited some bright scintillation of his matchless
genius."
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perceive a restless discontent and something of an invidious deprecia-
tion of the dramatist's powers (when he makes the machinist and
scene-painter the sharers of his triumphs) in his estimate of the
difficulties of the novelist's and playwright's tasks. In his Essay on the
Drama the same writer, unworthily I think, endeavours to degrade a
walk of genius which he could never reach, and affects a plea of disin-
clination to an art in which his repeated failures betray at once his
ambition and his incapacity to excel. 1
January 30t/i. Feel my mind fettered by the state of suspense in
which it is held in regard to Othello. 2 Must give my attention to the
performance of it.
February 2nd. The bad weather, considerations of expense, and
uncertainty of what was to be done, came to the aid of my inclination,
and kept me at home to-day. My principal known business in town was
to oppose Mr. F at the Garrick Club ; 3 in practising Othello, and
acquiring the valuable and interesting truths in my perusal of Harris's
Hermes, which I have done to-day, I have been far better employed.
February 4sth. On my arrival in town I found the theatre closed
for this night ; the pretext is the preparation for the opera 4 to-morrow.
I believe it a piece of quackery of the manager, who did not anticipate
a good audience to Othello this evening. The sort of showman's bill
1 Scott himself places the subject in quite a different light, in a note on a passage in
Byron's Detached Thoughts relative to the large number of worthless plays submitted to the
Drury Lane Committee. Byron had applied to him in the hope that he might write a play
for them himself, or at all events recommend some dramatist of promise. In commenting
on this request, Scott says : "I remember declining to write for the stage, and alleging in
excuse not only the probability that I might not succeed, but the unpleasant yet necessary
and inevitable subjection in which I must as a dramatic writer be kept by the ' good folks
of the green-room. ' " This statement is hardly reconcilable with Macready's allegation of
Scott's " repeated failures " as a playwright.
* Since November 1832 Macready had played lago to Kean's Othello ; they had never
played together previously. Macready's " suspense " was apparently as to whether he would
have to play Othello during Kean's illness ; Cooper, however, replaced Kean at the only
performance given in his absence.
* Unsuccessfully ; Mr. F was elected. Macready was never very happy in his relations
with the Club, from which he retired after a few years' membership, as a protest against the
election of certain intimate associates of his bete noire, Mr. A Ifred Bunn. But it is doubtful
whether in the Johnsonian sense he was "a clubbable man," at all events to the extent that
would have rendered the Garrick a favourite haunt. There was a touch of rigidity about
him that was out of keeping with its spirit of camaraderie. The atmosphere of the Athenaeum
was more congenial, though his appearances there were by no means frequent. He was,
in fact, too fond of his home to care much for Clubs.
4 The management was running, as an additional attraction, a German Opera Company,
with Schroder-Devrient as its " star."
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put forth to-day shocked my taste, but I am at the same time disposed
to ascribe to offended vanity a small portion of the disgust I felt ; I
am uncertain on the point. Assuredly I was not pleased with the use
of my name, but the general merits of the bill are enough to decide
one's aversion to the mountebank who issued it, without having recourse
to particulars.
February 6t1i. A very restless night incapacitated me from the
very early rising I had resolved on. Part of it I used in separating
passion from my reflections on Mr. Bunn's l behaviour, regarding it
with total indifference and determining to do all in my power for my
family by perseverance and economy.
February Sth. It is a strange weakness, whether imputable to
some physical cause, or to an insuperable distrust of myself, I know
not, that on arriving in town to play a part often done before, as
lago, I should feel a trepidation and sudden sinking of heart as I
get sight of the bill announcing my performance. 2 But it is so, and,
though my reason soon subdues the emotion, I go to the theatre with
as much restlessness and more uncertainty than many untried and less
favoured actors know. To-night, however, it did not affect my energy
or skill ; perhaps I have not played lago with more entire self-
possession, more spirit, and in a more manly unembarrassed tone.
February $th. I apprehend, though without temper or uneasiness,
more baseness on the part of Polhill 3 and Bunn. The latter told me
to-day that my Lent did not begin until Ash Wednesday. He is an
unprincipled person. I saw Knowles, who told me his play would
soon be finished so will the season. Why am not I one of those
"whose heart the holy forms of young imagination have kept pure "?
Alas ! my reason is too often my reproach.
1 Alfred Bunn (1796-1860), manager of Drury Lane Theatre. Supposed to be the
prototype of " Mr. Dolphin " in Thackeray's Pendennis. Ridiculed in Punch as the " Poet
Bunn," in consequence of his not too felicitous ventures in verse. A vulgar and pretentious
speculator in theatrical enterprises from which, oftener than not, he emerged in a state of
insolvency with an unpaid salary-list. Between such a man and an artist of Macready's high
quality and character sharp antagonism was inevitable. It culminated in an unfortunate
fracas, which is fully described later on. In these days such managers as Bunn are fortunately
rare, but it was otherwise in the Thirties.
2 Macready remained liable to this feeling to the end of his career, even when on tour
in small provincial towns.
* Captain Polhill, then largely interested in Drury Lane Theatre. His theatrical ventures
nvolved him in enormous losses. He afterwards sat for some time in Parliament. He is
requently bracketed with Bunn by Macready, though the manager was, in fact, mainly
responsible for the ' ' shiftiness " complained of.
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February 10th. The bad weather prevented me from going to
morning church. Read over the debates of the last week. How dis-
gusting it is to see men like Macaulay, 1 possessing a knowledge of
truth, and gifted with the power of diffusing it widely, using those
means of virtue in the base cause of a party for his own baser interests ;
trading in sentiments which are no longer held forth than they are
marketable. What a theatre is the House of Commons ; what wretched
actors and what vile parts they play ! Looking from my window over
the clear landscape before, I feel how far beyond the vanities and
cares of a town life are the pleasures of my country home. Thank
God!
February \%ih. Fixed in my resolve to met the baseness of Messrs.
Polhill and Bunn with the most perfect indifference, and to yield the
night in question. 2 If I had always acted with so much foresight how
different had been my lot !
London, February I4ith. A very busy day after a very disturbed
night. My spirits became depressed after taking leave and losing sight
of my dear wife and children, but the active employment of to-day, at
chambers and abroad, has dissipated the gloom which hung upon me.
I found myself announced for "the ensuing week " in the bills, but
Mr. Bunn said it "meant nothing." My divinings were just! In
writing to W I have adhered to my resolution of advancing
nothing without security; I am right. His failings are not mis-
fortunes, or I would distress myself (as I have done) to relieve him.
I have practised a finesse in my negotiation for Glasgow, which may
possibly lose the engagement ; I surely ought not to do that from the
want of money which I would not otherwise do. The highest principle
is the best rule of conduct.
February 15th. Divided between settling affairs, calling on
persons, and packing. So much fatigued with the occupations of
yesterday, that I lost two hours in bed to-day. Dr. Lardner proposed
to me to advance with him 50 for W ; seemed quite agitated when
I mentioned, on his inquiring, the amount with which I had furnished
him. I agreed to his proposals only on conditions. I am not sure
that I am right in doing so much. Saw Mrs. Watts and Mrs.
1 Macaulay was at this time Secretary of the Board of Control and a member of the
Whig Government, which was beginning to fall into discredit. Though a thorough-going
supporter of his party, he had certainly no "base interests" in view. But Macready was a
severe and not always a just critic of public men.
2 See entry for February 9.
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Talfourd, 1 and received a note from Shell, 3 inquiring my address.
This is different from his conduct last year, but we are all the creatures
of circumstance in this world, and are only happy as we are above
pride and pretence.
To Exeter, February 167i. My morning was cut into as many
portions as I had boxes, bags, notes, messages and hundreds of
etceteras. I gave too much to the porter at the coach ; this is a very
silly fault, and a wrong to any poor creature that may need one's
charity. There was nothing remarkable in the three passengers with
whom I started ; the woman was very vulgar, which was not her fault
her husband, an outside, was equally so and rather drunk, but redeem-
ingly civil. I passed Edwardes Place, and marked the house where I
left my dearest Catherine nine years ago ; never shall I forget my
feelings in quitting her. I looked with extreme interest too at the Inn
at Hounslow where we breakfasted and changed our clothes on the
morning of our marriage. Few have more cause to bless that important
day than I.
February 17t/i. I could see little of the beautiful country through
which I passed to-day for the mist. Arrived at my lodgings, I entered
immediately on business.
February 18t/i. Greaves 3 called as I was on the point of going out
to seek him. What long recollections he brings to me ; he was what I
may term the first cordial admirer in my art that I had ; and he has
been as unchanging as the laurel leaf. I acted pretty well this evening,
but in the dagger scene wanted that fresh natural manner, so real and
impressive on an audience. Thank God, was not angry or harsh.
February 19/i. The essay I read yesterday on the drama and its
professors will, I hope, sustain me in my desire of upholding in myself
1 Wife of Serjeant Talfourd ; he and Macready became lifelong friends in spite of
periodical estrangements.
2 Richard Lalor Shell (1791-1851), author and politician ; Repealer, but accepted office
from the Whig Government, 1837 ; was Master of the Mint, 1846-1850, and at the time of
his death British Minister at Florence. A man of many gifts, but his transformation from
an Irish "patriot " into a Whig placeman was ignominious, if not something more. He
and Macaulay were sworn in together as Privy Councillors in 1839, an event which the
Times recorded in the following passage: "These men Privy Councillors! These men
petted at Windsor Castle ! Faugh ! Why, they are hardly fitted to fill up the vacancies
that have occurred by the lamented death of Her Majesty's two favourite monkeys ! " A
day or two later appeared the even grosser attack on "Mr. Babble-Tongue Macaulay," for
having addressed a letter to his constituents from Windsor Castle. But at that period Mr.
Barnes still wielded the bludgeon in Printing House Square.
3 A retired solicitor ; an old friend of Macready.
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and for my dear children a respectable as well as honourable character ;
but an actor has more temptation than other men. I can scarcely enter
a theatre without seeing beauty that too often cares not to conceal a
flattering approval of one's talent, and that would not receive with
avidity a reciprocal homage. What other condition in life brings you
into personal contact with beauty under such dangerous circumstances ?
It is my fortune, not my merit, God knows, to have escaped unscathed
in reputation.
February 21st. My performance of lago to-night was an example
of what I wrote this morning. There was a want of sustained earnest-
ness and spirit there was no proper direction of the sight, and in
consequence a scowl instead of clear expression, besides a want of
abstraction in the soliloquies.
Bristol, February 23rd. Forgot, in stepping into the coach for
Bristol, my many expostulations with myself on the subject of temper,
and was guilty of a display of ill humour because a gentleman, a
Quaker, claimed, on the right of pre-occupation, the back seats ! I
notice it to shame and condemn my absurdity ! Last night I heard of
Kean's illness; a subject which has little interest for me, since his
ability to play or not will make no difference in the style of language
qy. cant ? used on him and me.
February 25th. Felt some ill effects of yesterday's indulgence.
In the Birmingham coach was accosted by Graham Clarke, whom I
remember a handsome, gay young man in Newcastle, and now see a
portly white-haired "country gentleman." Another of "the bench "
rode ten miles with us, and afforded me an amusing insight into the
quality of mind peculiar to this species county magistrates. Turn-
pike roads, covers, poachers, rents, county politics, and important
county persons, never heard of beyond the boundaries of the shire,
give unwearied exercise to their tongues. Such men are not without
a certain interest to me in my cogitations on mankind and his purpose
here. Possessed of thousands per annum, this person G. C. gave a ready,
and seemingly an habitual, refusal to a beggar's request, and a most
imperious " good day to you " to the village inn-keeper on the road.
Is this superiority of sense, good breeding, or charity ?
Liverpool, February 26th. I had intended saving the price of
my dinner to-day, but the rain prevented me from walking, and
I felt some mal a propos pinches of hunger. Two poor creatures
came to the coach door to beg, one an Irishman with children and
no work, the other a child employed, as I suspect. Of the con-
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dition of the Irish there can be little doubt, and is a Christian to deny
this poor fellow-creature? Too often hypocrisy assumes the mask of
religion ; it is the almost universal face put on in this country by those
who call themselves Christians to hide their disgusting selfishness and
indifference to the privations of the poor. How men, with the divine,
the blessed precepts of our Saviour in their hands, can so blaspheme
His simple religion of meekness, love and charity as to turn from the
poor beggar and show reverence to the rich bishop, I cannot conceive.
Dublin, February 28t/i. On my arrival this morning I was too
confused either to enjoy the beauty of the harbour, or to think much
upon the character presented to a stranger's contemplation in the
dilapidated, tumbling houses and cabins, made more painfully obvious
by the rotting verandas, or large shattered lamps that caricatured
instead of decorating them ! My fellow-passengers I saw little of ;
several were military who knew me ; one claimed acquaintance with me.
The captain was very civil. Calcraft 1 sent me to my lodgings a letter
from Catherine a very sweet letter and one from Birch, declining
to be sponsor to my boy. I strive to reason myself into not feeling
this as a disappointment, but the consciousness I have of meaning it
only as the highest mark of respect I could offer makes it very difficult.
It is done, thank God !
March 1st. Annoyed and displeased with Miss H.'s repetition of
the impudent falsehood, circulated, it seems, by Miss K , now
Mrs. F , of having received serious attentions from me. It is not
only a gross falsehood, but one unsupported by even the semblance
of foundation. How is it possible to guard against such calumniators ?
March 2nd. What an irascible disposition I must have had, when
even now I have such frequent occasions to rebuke my waspish impati-
ence and pettishness at the various trifles that happen to cross my mood
as I sit here alone. I have attended rehearsal to-day, and received
calls from Sir C. Morgan 2 (whom I previously met in Calcraft's room),
Meldrum and Colonel D'Aguilar. Calcraft gave me La vie de Faublas,
but I neither wish to read nor retain a merely indelicate book ; my own
thoughts are of themselves sufficiently disposed to evil. I wished and
intended to have played well this evening, but I was crossed by circum-
1 Lessee of the Dublin theatre. His real name was Cole. He had been in the army,
and held some social position in Dublin. Subsequently he failed, not very creditably,
involving Macready, who had shown him much forbearance, in considerable loss.
1 Sir Thomas Charles Morgan (1783-1843), physician and author ; his wife (formerly
Sydney Owenson) was the well-known novelist.
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stances in the piece, and did not satisfy myself, although the audience
called for me. Since my return from the theatre I have read the
debate on the Irish Coercion Bill, particularly Stanley's 1 and
O'Connell's 2 speeches. The accounts of Irish atrocities are most dis-
gusting and appalling ; but where are efforts to prevent and ameliorate ?
The inequality of society arising from unequal laws is a human
grievance, and ought to be corrected.
March 3rd. I AM FORTY YEARS OF AGE ! Need I add one word to
the solemn reproof conveyed in these, when I reflect on what I am,
and what I have done ? What has my life been ? a betrayal of a great
trust, an abuse of great abilities ! This morning, as I began to dress,
I almost started when it occurred to me that it was my birthday.
Last night I began reading parts of Faublas, and, as is my custom
with novels, sat up late and continued it in bed until half-past five this
morning. I rose late, and was shocked and ashamed to think that I
had wasted, or rather misused, so much precious time over such
immoral, irrational and debasing stuff.
March 4>th. In my walk to-day with Calcraft I looked into the
Adelphi theatre, and was introduced to Sir J. Kingsmill and several of
the officers there. After dinner to-day I received a letter from my
Catherine. I cannot call it unkind, because it was not intended to
be so, but since she has been my wife I do not remember any pain or
distress of heart to compare with the dead pressure of misery that she
has laid upon my mind by that beautifully written letter. I cannot
lift up my heart I am unhappy wretchedly unhappy ; and shall not
regain the quiet of my soul until I see her once again. I went to act
Rob Roy before the Lord Lieutenant 3 in a very dejected state. The
rabble tried to find applications in every speech to existing circum-
stances, but the house was decorous.
March 5th. I rose earlier to attend rehearsal ; the low spirits of
yesterday still were upon me. Have determined on reconsidering that
distressing letter, and answering it. Wrote to Gaspey 4 a hasty and
1 Afterwards fourteenth Earl of Derby (1799-1869) ; twice Conservative Prime Minister.
In 1833 he was Irish Secretary in Lord Grey's Administration. Left the Whig Party in
2 Daniel O'Connell (1775-1847), the Liberator.
8 Henry William, first Marquis of Anglesey, K.G. ; soldier and politician ; distinguished
in the Peninsula and at Waterloo ; " pro-Catholic " Viceroy in 1828 ; recalled by the Duke
of Wellington in 1829 ; reappointed by Lord Grey in 1830 ; resigned in September 1833,
and was succeeded by the Marquis Wellesley.
4 Editor of the Sunday Times.
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brief account of last night ; received and answered a very kind invitation
from Mr. Colles, to whom I had shown some civility in London.
Acted Macbeth with spirit, earnestness, and self-possession ; carried
into effect the corrections I had thought of in the morning ; was
obliged to appear before the audience after the play. To what end
is thought or care, when next morning we read notices of our labours
by the ignorant and incompetent ?
March 6th. Deliberated for some time on a very polite invitation
to dinner this day from Sir Hussey Vivian l ; reflected that I must
relinquish altogether, or imperfectly complete my letter of advice and
consolation to my beloved wife ; and also distress myself in the accumula-
tion of business that must result from this indulgence of my inclination
and curiosity. The proper study of mankind is man 1 and I like to
contemplate him under his various phases. But I concluded, against
the pressing entreaties of Calcraft, to remain at home. I neglected
my calls to-day, but after a long walk wrote to my Catherine, and
afterwards gave a reading which was much wanted to the Merchant
of London. 2 I was right in remaining to attend to my duties.
Perceive that much improvement is to be obtained by attention at
rehearsals ; and in my profession, as in my observation of Catherine's
progress, discern the meaning, and admit the truth, of the meta-
physician who defines genius to be patience.
March 1th. My morning was spent in rehearsal and calls. I was
right in desiring the repetition of the scenes at rehearsal, though by
no means justified in betraying anger at the imbecility of the prompter.
How much is to be gained at rehearsals ! I saw an old gentleman in
the shop (who, Milliken told me, was Jno. Crampton) that had lost
,10,000 in the theatre, and now called every day to read theological
lectures to Mrs. M ! I saw him in 1815, a very fine, dashing man,
with whom I made my first Dublin engagement. Being annoyed by
some trifles in the early scenes of the play to-night, I was deficient in
freshness and intensity of feeling, but I came out a different person in
the third act, and maintained my power over the audience till I made
my bow of acknowledgment after the play. I have not been idle to-day,
1 Sir Richard Hussey Vivian (1775-1842) ; afterwards first Lord Vivian. A distinguished
general officer, who in 1833 was commander of the forces in Ireland. Master-General of the
Ordnance in 1835.
J A play by T. J. Serle, in which Macready took the part of Scroope ; it was produced
at Drury Lane in the preceding year, but failed to attract, though well received on the first
night.
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but am checked in my desire of employment by the feeling of
fatigue.
To Manchester, March 10th. After completing my arrangements,
leaving cards for Mrs. Hemans 1 and Mr. Colles, I set off in a carriage
with Mr. Calcraft and Miss Huddart 2 to Kingstown. We dined at
the Royal Hotel. How disenchanting in the female character is a
manifestation of relish for the pleasures of the table !
Manchester, March lltfc. We landed after ten o'clock, and with
some trouble got our luggage to the railway station, whence after
waiting half an hour we rushed along to Manchester. I placed Miss
H in a coach with her luggage, and saw her off, as I took my own
course to my lodgings. With a handsome person, a good heart, and
a fair average of understanding, she wants the charm of her sex,
gentleness in manner, tact and delicacy. She gains respect for her
good qualities, but neither admiration nor affection for the graces so
fascinating in woman. I tried to play, but effort must have been
too perceptible throughout the performance. The company is very
indifferent " two of the eleven " in a state of intoxication.
March IQth. On returning home I sat down to read over Othello ;
the idea of which even here gave me a sensation of nervousness. I am
inclined to reproach myself for my precipitation in declining the
reduced terms offered me at Bath and Newcastle ; perhaps, however,
I was not wrong.
March I2th. Have given up the entire day to the rehearsal, con-
sideration, and preparation of Othello. The lago of Cooper 3 was a
very bad performance, neither distinctness of outline nor truth of
colour. Of my own Othello I am inclined to speak in qualified terms.
There was not exactly a lack of spirit in the early scenes, but a fresh-
ness and freedom in its flow must have been manifest. I was nervous,
and under that oppression effort will show itself. The audience, as
cold as the snow that was falling at the beginning, waxed warmer
and warmer, and actually kindled into enthusiasm at the burst in the
third act, which was good, but the part still requires much study.
1 Presumably Felicia Dorothea Hemans (1793-1835), the well-known poetess.
* Mary Amelia Huddart, afterwards Mrs. Warner (1804-1854), an accomplished and
popular actress, professionally associated with Macready for many years. She was strongly
attracted by him and he had a true regard for her, which he proved by constant acts of
generous friendship to the close of her life.
* John Cooper (1790-1870), an actor of some vogue, first in the provinces and afterwards
in London. He made his first appearance in 1810.
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The address to the Senate, the arrival at Cyprus, the second scene of
the fourth act and the last act demand all my care and energy. The
house was very thin, and I am yet irresolute as to my further course.
March 16th. "It is in ourselves that we are thus or thus." The
unhealthy condition of my mind, with which my body too closely
sympathizes, is a comment on this text which I vainly strive to gainsay.
I read nothing ; I rise at the very latest moment, and have barely time
through the day for the business demanded. I have cold on me, and
my lodgings are uncomfortable ; but still I ought to put myself above
the influence of such petty matters. I should do so, were it not that
I have suffered my mind to become the prey of unwholesome and
enervating thoughts, that cling like disease about it, and which act in
reciprocal support with my physical maladies. I have dispatched a
large sum to my bankers to-day, for which I thank God. In the play
I acted lago pretty well, but was certainly disconcerted, if not annoyed,
by the share of applause bestowed on Mr. Cooper. What little beings
does selfishness make us ! Where there is little time to think, how
liable I am to fall into those vices and littlenesses which none more
loudly condemn. In the farce I was mangled by the shameful idleness
of the actors.
March 18th. Read in last week's debate the Bishop of London's 1
vindication of the wealth of the clergy ! Appeared before a wretched
assemblage of devoted playgoers in the part of Virginius, which neither
my health, spirits, nor interest could encourage me to act. I made some
saving hits in passages, and tried experiments through it. Perceive that
I have acted injudiciously, as respects profit, in not preferring Glasgow,
but I feel that I must humiliate myself by going to that theatre.
March 19fo. For my health's sake took a walk of about three miles
up and down Oxford Road. Thought on many things, my father's
inconsiderate speculation here and consequent ruin its effect on my
destiny the mystery of human nature ; and the sweet musings on
my darling children, on seeing a little girl about the age and form of
dear Nina, came like delight upon my spirit. Read many pages of
Racine's History of Port Royal. What fools and villains are the
bishops, priests and particularly the Jesuits, of whom he speaks. My
1 Charles James Blomfield (1786-1857). A vigorous champion of the privileges of his
order, thereby incurring the trenchant denunciation of William Cobbett, whose views on the
Church in general, and the bench of bishops in particular, were largely shared by Macready.
Blomfield, however, was not of the perfunctory class of prelates, and did good work in his
diocese, especially in the direction of church extension.
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acting in Tell to-night was bad, but had the excuse of bad health and
audience. I wish I could offer any excuse for my ill temper.
March 20th. Acted Werner with unusual force, truth and col-
lectedness ; finished off each burst of passion, and in consequence
entered on the following emotion with clearness and earnestness; the
house was miserable. Came home and read the newspaper, until I
became uncomfortable from the disgust I felt at the conduct of such
men as Althorp, 1 Stanley, 2 Hobhouse, 3 in fact the base-minded clique
of apostates that make up the present Ministry.
March 21st. I have done nothing else to-day beyond rehearsing,
taking a very short walk, and reading part of Oakley, 4 preparatory to
my performance of it, which merits little commendation. It is a
character, as being very easy, that I ought to play well ; and merit
censure for not doing it better than well. My opinion of Ministers
does not improve. Who shall throw a stone at the guilty in this
world ? Yet political vice seems so poor in its gain, and so wide in its
mischief, that the worst seem entitled to judgment.
March 22nd. Went to rehearsal after a breakfast without appetite,
where I was kept so long that I deferred till to-morrow my search for a
surgeon. Oh ! that to-morrow ! that trap of fools, that cheat of idle-
ness ! When shall I learn to establish a principle of acting upon the
demand that duty makes upon me ? Read over Wolsey for to-morrow
evening, and looked at my accounts, which, thank God, are more satis-
factory than they have lately been. Read over again my Catherine's
last letter, and let my thoughts loose on their ramble home. Read
the part of Scroope, and acted it effectively, but not with the truth,
reality and taste that would satisfy my own judgment. Acted the
1 Viscount Althorp, afterwards Earl Spencer (1782-1845), Chancellor of the Exchequer
and leader of the House of Commons in Lord Grey's Administration ; a statesman of abso-
lute consistency and rectitude, in no way deserving this stigma of Macready, who was too
prone, particularly in political matters, to pass ill-considered judgments. On Lord Grey's
retirement Lord Althorp's position remained unchanged, but on succeeding to his father's
earldom he necessarily resigned both the Chancellorship of the Exchequer and the Leader-
ship of the House, a circumstance that was seized upon by William IV as a pretext for
dismissing the Melbourne Ministry, the King insisting that there was no one in the Govern-
ment capable of replacing Althorp as Leader of the House. There has been no juster
appreciation of Lord Althorp than that of Macaulay, who described him as possessing " the
principles of Romilly, with the temper of Lord North."
1 See note, p. 15.
8 Sir John Hobhouse, Bart., afterwards Lord Broughton (1786-1869). Best known as
Byron's intimate friend ; at this time Irish Secretary ; earlier in his career he advocated
extreme Radical principles, and accordingly gave some colour to Macready's appellation.
4 In The Jealous Wife, the most popular of Macready's comedy parts.
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scene of J. Surface middlingly. The house was much better for the
billy and I am glad to have rendered Miss Huddart such a service. The
play excited so much interest that Mr. Cooper was recommended to
take it to-morrow night, but he preferred playing Henry VIII, which
I do not envy him.
March %&rd. I was wrong in suggesting Henry VIII for to-night,
as I am not at home in Wolsey ; after the rehearsal (during which
Mr. Clarke paid me, and deducted the price of a pint of claret he
had sent me a silly economy) I called on Miss H and gave her some
advice, for which I commend myself. My afternoon was passed in
reading Wolsey (which I acted in a style not worthy of my reputation,
though with effect) and getting calico, muslin, etc., and packing it for
home. My landlady has given me the third dose to-day of "Tom
and Jane " an exercise of patience. Spoke to Mr. Cooper, in taking
leave of him, on the state of the theatres; am hopeless of any good
result from any combination of actors. This night finishes my
Manchester engagement, and sets me free from a temptation, and
my mind from a struggle, that has lost it much valuable time
and cost me much self-reproach. I have no other person than myself
to accuse.
March 24
th. Read a criticism in a newspaper which intends to be
discerning, but which is a mere cold admission of power in myself,
appended to the ordinary exceptions that the ferocity of the London
Press used with so much bitterness to take against me ; written by a
person who evidently is ignorant of the characters he presumes to
write on ! Called on Allan, and saw his Orphan on the easel, his
sketches of the rooms, etc., at Abbotsford, and the study of his picture
of Rizzio's murder. He is a very interesting man ; he promises to come
and see me on his arrival in London. Called on Mrs. Spence and
chatted. Received two petitions, but I unlearn my own precepts of
generosity here. Answered Mr. Farren's letter, declining to act Puff.
Played the Stranger pretty well, but had particular evidence of the
comparatively phlegmatic temper of this audience in the applause to
the burst in act sixth. Supped with Mr. Pritchard, 1 and met a party
with whom I was amused, and who were too kind for Edinburgh.
Why should one feel so uncontrollable a disposition to laugh at the
torture of a man singing out of tune from fright? I do not know,
but I incline to laugh at the mere recollection.
April 5th. I see that I can improve myself in my profession con-
siderably, and I will do it. Called about my trunks and letters on
Mrs. Pritchard, was asked for autographs ; saw an impromptu by a
Mr. Power, headed " Du mortuis nil nisi JUSTEM " ! And impudent
ignorance like this has worshippers ! Called on Mrs. H. Siddons ;
received a message from Miss Siddons. Struck with the surpassing
beauty of this city, which I delight in getting free from. On my
return home to fasten and send off my trunks (which I fear are sent
by smack instead of steam) I received a letter from dearest Catherine
telling of darling Willie's 2 head. The news quite struck me down,
making me quite faint and sick. If it be the will of Almighty God
to try my spirit by the illness of these dear babes, may He give me
power of mind and body to support it ; at present I am helpless under
1 Probably John Langford Pritchard (1799-1850), then one of Murray's Edinburgh
company.
8 His eldest son, William Charles (1832-1871), educated at Westminster and Christ
Church, Oxford ; of the Ceylon Civil Service.
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the idea. Obliged to dine with Mr. Bell, 1 where I met Allan and
some agreeable legal men.
April 6th. Inconvenienced by my late hours last night, I went to
rehearsal, my mind continually recurring to my darling boy. Took
a warm bath afterwards, and called on Mr. Coulson, who, I may say,
has beset me with civilities. I escaped from him by a violent effort.
On coming home I received a letter from my dear Catherine with
better news of darling Willie, for which I thank God, while I pray
for his complete restoration. Sent a verbal request to Mr. Murray 2
for an order for my hostess, which I did not like to write; he sent
back : * if I would write a note he would send one.' Upon this really
impertinent piece of coxcombry I considered and 'wrote a note. I had,
on a wrong belief of the terms we stood upon, placed myself in a bad
position, and therefore recovered myself at once. What can a man
say to himself on thus exposing his conceit and vanity? I acted as
well as the bad support and imperfectness of the actors would let me.
Much of Werner well, and J. Surface very well. Was called for by
the audience, and instantly put on my cloak and left the theatre.
Mr. Bell, a friend, called, told me there had been much noise and
interruption, and that Mr. M told the audience that I had left the
house. What could I have said to the Edinburgh audience?
April 1th. I arose very early to be certain of my departure, which,
after settling my various small accounts, I took by mail from that
beautiful and queen-like city. I was angry when shall I learn to
abstain from such senseless intemperance? with the coachman, and
gave him nothing, wherein I was right, but justice should, to be
justice, always be calm. It is impossible to imagine any objects more
in harmony with the character of a city like Edinburgh than the hills
and crags on and among which it stands. But my spirit felt lighter
as I receded from it.
April 8th. Reached York in a comparatively comfortable state.
Left it with ruminations on its historical importance, and the waste
1 Henry Glassford Bell (1803-1874), sheriff and author; one of the founders of the
Royal Scottish Academy.
2 William Henry Murray (1790-1852), brother of Mrs. Henry Siddons (q.v.), manager
of the Edinburgh theatre and an accomplished actor. Fanny Kemble describes him "as
one of the most perfect actors I have ever known on any stage." Incidents of the sort here
related were not infrequent with Macready, who while closely on the look-out for affronts
from others was not always conciliatory in his own attitude and methods. He was not a man
to "suffer fools gladly," or to treat with much ceremony fellow-members of a profession
which, apart from its artistic element, he thoroughly disliked and despised.
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of time and money in its twenty-four churches. Rode outside a few
miles to enjoy the weather and the country. Amused with an inscrip-
tion at Belford the "Newcastle Arms and Conservative Hotel."
Joined by some passengers, whose presence was anything but company.
A son of Lord Grey's, about fourteen, got in at Stamford ; a pair of
unloaded pistols in his pockets, which he frequently presented. A per-
fect consciousness of the importance in some persons' minds to be
attached to consanguinity with the Prime Minister made his exuberance
of spirits very much resemble impertinent forwardness. But this was
not so offensive as the obsequiously and adulating tone of approval and
admiration that marked the discourse of my companions on the dis-
covery of his claims to their homage. When he spoke of his brother,
a post-captain at twenty-two, and another a colonel, my disgust at the
rapacious patriotism of the Arch- Whig, Lord Grey, was centupled. 1
London Elstree, April 9th. Had the comfort of reaching my
chambers, stiff and wearied ; disappointed in not finding Catherine
and my baby there ; dressed myself, and set out to catch the Crown
Prince coach, which I missed, and came to the parting of the roads
by a Hemel Hempstead one. W r alked with a quick and light step towards
Elstree, and reached my dear home about half-past ten. What can I
record beyond this? As Francesca says: " Quel giorno piu non vi
leggemmo avanti." I found my darling boy much better than I could
have expected ; my dearest Nina in full health, and all well ! I looked
round the house, and about the ground, satisfying myself with review-
ing what was pleasing for not being new. I only looked over my
accounts, talking in idle gossip the rest of this happy day away. I
can only thank God, as I humbly and fervently do, for so dear and
precious a gift as the home with which he has blest me, and for the
feeling to appreciate and enjoy it.
London, April 10th. Immediately on coming down, which I did
at a late hour, I lunched and set off in the carriage to town with
Catherine and my boy. Called at the theatre, where I saw my name
announced for Mr. Farren's farce ; saw him, and observed to him how
gross, impertinent, and ungentlemanly such an action was ; he seemed
ashamed of himself, and floundered about in some nonsensical
1 For a " Friend of the People " Lord Grey was certainly rather a profuse benefactor of
his family at the public expense. In nepotism, in fact, he was hard to beat, a failing
which his numerous offspring rendered particularly formidable. It is not surprising that,
in spite of his services to reform, he was regarded with disfavour by all thorough-going
Radicals.
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explanations or excuses. 1 Endeavoured at my chambers to prepare
myself for night, but found a difficulty in settling and concentrating
my thoughts. Endeavoured to act Macbeth well, but found myself
strange to the stage, the size of the theatre, and the effect of my own
voice. My earnestness must have been a redeeming quality in my
acting, as the applause was frequent; as I advanced, I think I im-
proved, and my death was very warmly applauded. I was called for
at the fall of the curtain, and obliged to go forward.
April 19t7i. Wallace 2 walked over from Mill Hill and staid
dinner. He is grown lusty and florid, without the least shade of
concern upon his brow, and speaking in high spirits of his sanguine
expectations. He spoke of Wolfe's illness so as to recall Roche-
foucauld's observation on our feelings of our friends' misfortunes, and
also acquainted me with the stupid infatuation of O'Hanlon 3 in
sending again for the vulgar little Frenchwoman from whom he had
twice separated. The Haymarket theatre is closed until Wednesday
next on account of the illness of the performers.
April 9,5th. Saw by newspapers that Mr. Bunn is made lessee of
Drury Lane Theatre ; a more dishonest choice could not have been
made, but I must " abide the change of time."
April 27t/i. Called at the theatre, where I received several letters
on various subjects; among them one from the Garrick Club,
threatening me with " suspension as a defaulter " if my subscription
be not paid. My disgust or indignation was a little excited by it.
Saw Mr. Bunn, who is certainly the lessee of Drury Lane, under
Polhill's security, and had some conversation with him ; he seems
inclined to be very civil, but it is only to try to make me useful to
him. I know him to be destitute of honesty and honor, and from
Mr. Reynolds's 4 communication to-day he is evidently double-
tongued ; my policy is Silence and Vigilance; I can do without him,
and must not yield to his schemes. Learnt the success of Knowles'
play, which will soon blow over. Saw Reynolds, and heard news of the
Covent Garden Company at issue with M. Laporte ; also some anecdotes,
1 Farren's conduct was, of course, inexcusable ; but such proceedings were apparently
not uncommon at that time.
2 A barrister and historical writer, with whom Macready was on intimate terms. His
reputation has not survived, but he appears to have been considered noteworthy by his
associates.
8 Hugh Marmaduke O'Hanlon, counsel to the Irish Office ; his friendship was occasion-
ally somewhat embarrassing to Macready.
* Presumably Frederic Mansel Reynolds, editor of the Keepsake,
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not very creditable, of the latter gentleman. Returned home; finished
my race through Woodstock, which I altogether dislike. Tried to
write a note to the Secretary of Garrick Club, but could not satisfy
myself.
April 28th. Received a letter from Birmingham, and read with
much interest the history of the last week's politics, which do not
improve my opinion of either the capacity or honesty of ministers.
Am at a loss upon the proper course of proceeding with regard to the
impertinent note of Mr. Winston ; 1 am anxious to avoid acting from
passion or with petulance, yet do not like to yield to such vulgar
freedom. Answered Mr. Winston.
May 2nd. After breakfast I read a few letters in Jefferson's
correspondence. I assent to his declaration that it is "a charge of
injustice on the Creator to say He made men incapable of governing
themselves." I read as practice the chief part of Hamlet's second act ;
must continue my professional studies. Spent the evening in writing
to John Twiss. 2 I may certainly note to-day as an improvement on
yesterday, much of it, though not enough, being occupied in necessary
or useful employment.
To London, May 3rd. A messenger arrived with notes from
Messrs. Bunn and Bartley, 3 asking me to act for benefit of latter,
Monday, 20th inst. I assented, as I had no choice, though I have no
motive for serving Mr. Bartley, whom I look upon as a false, base,
treacherous hypocrite ; but the impartial public are my judges, and
"I must hold my tongue," with Hamlet, whatever vicious or bestial
rulers usurp the influence that honest men should have.
May 4th. Received letter from John Twiss, mentioning his purpose
of appropriating funds here to our reimbursement. I never dreamt
of such a thing, nor would accept one farthing for his boy, as our
guest. Went to town on a morning so beautiful that it looked only
to be enjoyed in the country. Called on Mr. Cooper and engaged
him to go to Birmingham at Whitsuntide. Was surprised to hear him
speak in what seemed to me a silly manner on the junction of the two
1 Secretary of the Garrick Club, whose threat of suspension had so greatly incensed
Macready.
* A member of the numerous Twiss Family, for whom Macready was a trustee.
8 George Bartley (1762-1858), comedian; stage manager at Covent Garden in 1829.
How Mr. Bartley incurred these opprobious adjectives there is no indication. Probably his
offence consisted in being more or less allied with Mr. Alfred Bunn. Macready commanded
an opulence of invective, which he too often discharged on insufficient provocation and in
calmer moments sincerely regretted.
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theatres, but he is to be manager of one, and is therefore salaried to
approve. Called on Mr. Kenneth about Paris and on Mr. Spence ; on
Mr. Bunn about Birmingham, Benefit, W.'s melodrama, Raymond, etc.
Met Captain Polhill, to whom eighteen of the actors or employes have
given a dinner ! For what ? " Oh, father Abraham ! what these actors
are ! " Returned home after paying my subscription to the Garrick
Club, and expressing my opinion, perhaps as well kept to myself, on
the ungentlemanly tone of the note. Saw a quarrel on my return
between a negro and a carter. Who can say the negro is the inferior
animal ?
May 5th. Knowles sent me his play of The Wife, a Tale of
Mantua. The weather is really delicious, it is a luxury to breathe the
air, to inhale the fragrance of the flowers, and listen to the music of
the birds, watching the graceful motion of the gently-waving boughs.
As a contrast I read the newspaper the parliamentary debates, the
actions and speeches of Lord Althorp, Hobhouse, Peel, 1 Spring Rice, 2
etc. Oh, Nature, let me find relief and comfort from the painful
contemplation of so much baseness in the wisdom and benevolence
observable throughout thy works!
May 6th. I came to town with my family, principally that Mr.
Earle might see Catherine and Nina. My morning was occupied in
executing commissions for home, until I parted from my darlings to
see Mr. Bunn at the theatre ; my conversation with him was not satis-
factory my Benefit will probably be sacrificed, and I cannot see my
way into next season. My conversations with Cooper and Reynolds, on
the subject of Covent Garden being managed by myself, leave me still
in doubt. I remained in town to see the German opera of Fidelio,
which, though short, is to an English auditor rather heavy. The
general acting also disappointed me ; it was opera-acting the same
unnatural gesticulation and redundant holding up of arms and beating
of breasts. Madame Schroder-Devrient 3 is a splendid exceptio'n to the
1 The great statesman ; at that time Leader of the Opposition. Macready, as a rule, had
little liking either for Whigs or Tories, but in later years he was ready to acknowledge Peel's
high-minded and enlightened statesmanship.
2 Thomas Spring Rice (1790-1866), then Secretary to the Treasury ; afterwards Chancellor
of the Exchequer ; retired with a peerage as Lord Monteaglein 1839. A colourless Minister
whose one notable measure was the introduction of Rowland Hill's penny postage scheme.
3 Wilhelmina Schroder-Devrient, whom Richard Wagner had seen at Leipzig for the first
time four years before. The opera on that occasion was also Fidelio, and it is interesting to
compare his impressions with Macready's. " The Italian Company (Wagner writes in his
Life) " arrived from Dresden and fascinated the Leipzig audience with their consummate
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commonplace of the rest : it was as tender, animated, passionate and
enthusiastic as acting in an opera could be she quite abandoned herself
to her feelings ; she was admirable. Next to her came the chorus. I
am fatigued, and not very well. Have looked into the Quarterly
Review and some dull books from the Club. I feel called upon so far
to revise the opinions I may seem to hold of my conduct this day as
to censure largely and unqualifiedly my imprudence in babbling or
gabbling of plans, which might have found a prosperous issue had I
played my cards with discretion ; but the fact is I had no clear resolve
in my head, and wanted rather to drive others to decision than to rush
into action myself.
May 1th. La Sonnambula. The opera was the very excrement of
trash ! My morning, which began betimes, was occupied in the
business of settling the disorder of my chambers, and attending to
business of a domestic kind. I made several calls, O'Hanlon, Price,
Mr. Dow, 1 with whom I began an acquaintance, H. Smith, 2 Birch.
Looked into Quarterly; find in it opinions on the old dramatists and
the blind worship of them by the Cockney school coinciding with my
own ; am obliged to assent to the justice of their satire on Alfred
Tennyson. 3 Is this the writer from whom I read extracts in the Toiler ?
Went to Drury Lane, relinquishing my visit to the House, to see
Malibran 4 what an artiste ! Whether it be that excellence gains an
mastery of their art. Even I was almost carried away by the enthusiasm with which the
town was overwhelmed into forgetting the boyish impressions which Signor Sassarti had
stamped upon my mind, when another miracle which also came from Dresden suddenly
gave a new direction to my artistic feelings, and exercised a decisive influence over my whole
life. This consisted of a special performance given by Wilhelmina Schroder-Devrient, who
at that time was at the zenith of her artistic career, young, beautiful and ardent, and whose
like I have never again seen on the stage. She made her appearance in Fidelia. If I look
back on my life as a whole, I can find no event that produced so profound an impression
on me. Any one who can remember that wonderful woman at this period of her life
must to some extent have experienced the almost Satanic ardour which the intensely human
art of this incomparable actress poured into his veins."
1 A special pleader of the Temple with whom Macready for a time became very intimate ;
eventually, however, they drifted apart, though Macready always entertained a kindly
feeling for him and visited him in his last illness.
2 One of Maaeady's oldest friends. He was actuary of the Eagle Insurance Company,
and Macready constantly sought his advice on financial matters.
3 Though only 24, Tennyson had already produced some of his most notable poems.
He was, however, regarded with little favour by the critics, certain of whom treated him
with hardly more ceremony than that accorded by the Quarterly Jteview to Keats. It was
not till the mid-Fifties that he became an established favourite with the public, though even
then Maud (published in 1855) made very few friends.
* Maria Felicia Malibran (1808-1836), then at the height of her fame.
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advantage in competition by producing the last effect, and thereby
leaving its impression strongest, I do not know ; but perhaps it is to
this cause I should attribute the superiority, as it seemed, of Malibran
to-night over what appeared to me perfection in Schroder yesterday.
It perplexes me to decide between these two gifted creatures Schroder-
Devrient absolutely thrilled me, made me start, and some time after
the agitation into which she threw me had not subsided ; Malibran
delighted me I think I may say there was greater variety of excellence
in her performance, and I fancy, though loth to let it escape me, lest
it should not be strictly just, that there is rather more finish in
Malibran. I could not prevent the thought, as I sat in the theatre,
of how much vice, frivolity, idleness and folly went to make up the
world of mind enclosed within those walls. It is not my thought or
wish to " throw a stone " at frailty ; but I feel the slang of the Press
on the unimportance of private character to a performer to be as false
in fact as it is disgusting in principle. All are so far honest or hypo-
critical as to render virtue homage by applauding it in a theatre ; and
what mind of common decency but must feel pain at listening to
asseverations of purity, sentiments of delicacy, and solemn protestations
of truth and fidelity, which Heaven is called to witness and record,
from a wanton's lips? It is a profanation of what should be held in
reverence to make virtue a mere toy for our amusement, as this utter
indifference to character actually does.
May 8th. Rose early to meet the business before me ; acknow-
ledged to Knowles his play of The Wife. In his inscription upon it
he terms himself "my attached," etc. ; he does the same to Reynolds,
of whom he knows nothing ! Busied through the morning in domestic
commissions and duties. Harley l called by appointment to talk over
the state of the profession. Cooper came in to excuse himself, on
account of a new farce, from his Elstree engagement. We had much
conversation on the subject of the theatre; the opinion seemed to be
that it would be much better for the profession that Covent Garden
should be opened by others than by the Drury Lane manager ; it was
agreed to wait the event of Mr. Bunn's negotiation.
May lOt/i. Heard from O'Hanlon that Hobhouse had lost his
election ; conceived that he had brought the disgrace needlessly upon
himself, by first tampering with the integrity of his character, and then
finessing too grossly for its reparation.
1 John Pritt Harley (1786-1858), chiefly noted for his impersonations of Shaksperian
clowns.
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May l\th. A letter from Harley asked to see me at the theatre
between one and two o'clock. Though satisfied of the little importance
of his information, I decided on going, in order to keep my promise
with him, and to convince him that in business I was not disposed to
trifle. Letitia at first determined to go with me to Cartwright, 1 but
yielded her resolve to the hope of recovery. Received dEthelgiva from
Serle; called at Reynolds's, and heard no more news, except that the
decisive answer to Mr. Dunn's offer for Covent Garden theatre was
deferred beyond to-day. Called at Morgan's.
May l%th. Rose with the intention of going to morning service,
and of devoting the after-part of the day to writing and reading.
Unluckily a very short time after breakfast we were surprised by the
arrival of Mr. Gaspey and his daughter, who came to breakfast, and
to read a farce to me. There was a good deal of smartness in the
piece, but it seemed overlaid with puns. After luncheon this good-
natured, good-hearted little fellow left us to wish we had many friends
as warm and faithful as himself. He spoke of Jerdan's 2 habit of
laying his friends under contribution and cautioned me; it was kind,
but needless.
May 15th. Saw Reynolds, who had no other news for me than that
the two negotiators for the union of the theatres, Moore and Robins, 3
came to words in their conferences, and could not talk without quarrel-
ling. Returned with Dr. Lardner, invalided. My conversation with
Dr. Lardner after dinner was very interesting, whether on politics,
religion or science, in all of which one gains new or clearer views of
a subject by its discussion with him. The facts he related in
astronomy were to me new and most interesting. I have certainly
been more industrious to-day ; on my journey I thought on Macbeth.
May 16th. Dr. Lardner was unwell, much, I conjecture, from his
want of caution. The weather is perfectly Italian, and the indolence
of basking in it too seductive. Took down my Shakspeare, and looked
at Macbeth, but did little more. Endeavoured to render any assistance
1 Samuel Cartwright (1789-1864), originally an ivory turner ; the fashionable dentist of his
day ; famous also for his recherchf dinners, at which he entertained many of his eminent
patients, thus atoning for the tortures of the chair with the pleasures of the table.
2 William Jerdan (1782-1869), editor and subsequently proprietor of the Literary Gazette,
one of the most notable journalists of his day ; his Autobiography contains much interesting
matter, political as well as literary. Macready was on friendly terms with him, though at
times sorely tried by his borrowing proclivities.
3 George Henry Robins (1778-1847), the renowned auctioneer; a proficient alike in
puffery and repartee.
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to my guest, who continued very unwell. Spent much of the day in
the garden. Dr. Lardner got up to tea, and afforded us by his com-
munications a most interesting evening. The facts regarding the
nebulse of stars, the suggestions on the dis- and re-appearance of stars,
the distance from the nearest fixed star conveyed in the supposed
opacity of the earth's orbit only being a speck of light seen from it,
Herschel not visible to the naked eye, the direction of the comets from
the sun, were new truths to me. Campbell's, Knowles' and Moore's
characters were interesting in their successive reviews.
May 17th. At five o'clock left Birmingham in the " Red
Rover," with a guard dressed for the part, in a red coat and red hat.
Much of the way I slept, and was averse to produce my book of Rule a
Wife on account of the fellow-passengers of my journey. On arriving I
found by a note from Bunn that Vestris declined Estifania, and I had
a play to seek. After a few moments' talk School for Scandal was
decided on, myself as Charles. Some time had elapsed before I had
read the part, and saw my unfitness for it, I therefore took my name
down and retained my former part of Joseph. This is not such a
bill as the tragedian of the theatre should put out, and I feel it a sort
of suicide, but look at the company, look at the time, and then what
is to be decided on for Monday. I saw Malibran to-night in a state
of ridiculous confusion, owing to a tumble she had had in a dance.
She would have done better to have laughed.
June 5th. Took up my pen to contradict a paragraph (*' author-
ized ") stating my declaration of furthering the objects of the present
lessee of the theatres. Think it better to reserve the contradiction of
the falsehood until I can do it with more effect. Mr. Jones's 1 refusal
of my request that he would act Sir B. Backbite gave me reason to
congratulate myself on my prudence in not announcing him, as I had
hastily thought of doing. Mr. J gave me several reasons for
refusing what he was pledged to in a better character Copper Captain.
One good one would have been worth a thousand such. Harley made
himself especially ridiculous in affecting a repugnance to the same, his
own, part. What fools are actors ! ! Came home, found my dear
family well. Delighted to look around me.
June 6th. My cold kept me a prisoner in my bed the whole of the
morning. I often wish for that energy with which I see some men
under the pressure of heavy bodily ailment still continue the active
exercise of their minds. No man is justified before experiment has
been made in saying that he cannot do anything ; and I ought to have
made proof of my inability to get through business and make use of
time before I put forward this plea for inaction. Received a letter
from Mrs. Gibbs, 2 accompanied by one from those jacks-in-office, the
Covent Garden Committee at the Olympic, forbidding her (dogs in
1 Presumably Richard Jones (1779-1851) ; a clever comedian, chiefly identified with
" eccentric " parts. Known as " Gentleman Jones."
a Formerly Susanna Graddon( 1 804- 1 854); actress and vocalist ; of no special reputation.
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a manger) to play on my night. It was not of sufficient consequence
to disturb or harry myself about, and therefore I have deferred any
notice of it till to-morrow. Felt a strange disinclination to application
of any kind, and went to bed very early.
June 1th. My day began earlier than yesterday, but still I felt
oppressed by slothfulness and inertness. I enclosed Mrs. Gibbs's
letters to Bunn, with one to Mrs. Orger, 1 requesting her, in my
dilemma, to resume on that occasion her part of Mrs. Candour. Went
again at an early hour to bed.
June 8th. Obliged, through the forgetfulness of the carrier, who
omitted to bring my letters, to go to London ; took Catherine and
Nina in the carriage with me ; delighted with my little darling child's
remarks and playfulness. Found notes in chambers from Mr. Grainger,
importuning me about his play.
June 9th. Went to church with Catherine. Mr. Chalk's baby
was to be christened ; the entire duty was performed by a clergyman
whose vulgar appearance and pronunciation set me on conjecturing
who our curate's friend could be. After some reflection I thought
it probable he might be the son of a St. Albans tradesman, a boyish
companion of Mr. Chalk, who had subsequently been a sizar at college.
He, however, showed too little accuracy for such an education. He
gave out the wrong psalms, read the wrong lessons, made frequent
blunders, said "peremptory" "spiritual," etc., and preached such
a sermon in such a manner as to offer the strongest arguments against
the genuineness of the Church of England's Christianity that a dis-
senter could wish. The reverend teacher proved to be Lord R .
Shame on him, and the institution that tolerates his companionship.
London, June lOt/i. Benefit. Amount of House with all the
foreign aid <408 2s. 6d. Profit .116. Our hay began to be cut
under the hottest sun of the season ; and I left it, with Catherine and
Letitia, to attend my Benefit in Town. Found several affairs con-
nected with it demanding my attention. Arranged what was neces-
sary for the night both at chambers and at the theatre. Mr. Dow
called. The Duchess of St. Albans 2 sent two guineas for two tickets,
which I did not think worth while otherwise to notice than by sending
1 Mary Ann Orger, nfe Ivers (1788-1849) ; connected for many years with Drury Lane ;
was most successful in farcical pieces.
a Formerly Harriet Mellon (1777-1837) ; an actress of some attractiveness but moderate
capacity; married in 1815 Thomas Coutts the banker; and, secondly, the ninth Duke of
St. Albans. Her first husband bequeathed her an enormous fortune. A good-hearted
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the messenger to the box office. The day was overpoweringly hot. I had
some fuss about my dress, hat, etc. Acted as well as I could. Farren
was very flat and coarse. Vestris pointless and vulgar. Miss Phillips *
looked all that the author would have imagined of the beauty and
modesty of Maria. Mr. Bunn mentioned to me the base conduct of
Mr. Farren, who, it seems, in aggravation of his impertinence in
advertising my name for his benefit without my leave, contrived to
have me paragraphed in the newspapers. Qn. What shall I do with
the contemptible blackguard? I am almost ashamed to be angry with
such a reptile. In order to avoid the Cav : Servent : of the prima
donnas, I hurried to Catherine's private box ; I fancied Malibran took
umbrage at it, but was perhaps mistaken. She sang the " Deep Sea "
in quite a poetical manner. She is a creature of genius. And what
is Taglioni ? A realization of some young poet's dream whose amorous
fancy offered to his slumbers beside some stream or fountain the
nymph whose divine being consecrated the natural beauty of the
scene. She presents to me an idea of the soul of the Peri tenanting
a woman's form. She looks wholly la Bayadere and her graceful
pensiveness is only equalled by Flaxman's Pandora. Our hired carriage
was not to be found, and we were obliged to send for our own from
Lincoln's Inn Fields. It was two o'clock a beautiful twilight of sum-
mer morning when we reached Elstree. The moon was in beauty in
the eastern sky the birds singing around us. Quite indisposed to bed,
we retired at three o'clock.
June 1.1th. My indisposition, or feeling of inability to rise this
morning was at least equal to my reluctance to go to bed. The wind
was high, even to tempest, occasionally ; the hay cut yesterday looked
very well, but the rain has come to place all our hopes in jeopardy.
Walked in the fields and garden is not this better than to have been
one of the rout whose carriages and servants filled Portland Place last
night? Thought and talked upon Mr. Bunn's declaration that his
manifesto "did not apply to ?ne." Looked over my accounts. All of
us weary and languid and sleepy after yesterday's gaiety. The straps
of our carriage were stolen ! The tempest to-day has been almost
alarming ; the weariness and oppression among us all extreme. This
vulgar woman, who, notwithstanding her lavish entertainments and high rank, was not
generally accepted in society.
1 Louisa Anne Phillips, a pleasing young actress who had made some success as Julia
and as the original Ida Stratenheim in Werner. She joined Macready's company at Covent
Garden in 1839.
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morning I thought how comfortable my wife, children, house and
comforts ought to make me. I shall think still further on that vile
thing, Mr. Farren.
June l%th. Answered Farren's application in the negative.
Vining's l doubtfully. " Yes " to old Angelo. 2 Thanks to Honble.
Misses Hill. Came to town, leaving my hay to the mercy of the elements,
for the rehearsal and performance of the Exile this evening, the closing
night of the season. I took no notice of Mr. Farren, the chances
are that every one would say : " How could you notice such as ass? "
In a conversation with Mr. Bunn, he seemed anxious to accede to all
my proposals ; how these preliminaries will end is a separate question.
A delightful rebuke to the self-importance of myself and Madame
Vestris on Monday night ! I imagined, as did Catherine and Letitia,
that Malibran was angry because I did not lead her on. It appears
there was a dispute for precedence between her and Vestris, who, on
Malibran 's slipping on before her, declared she would not sing at all
about which the audience was quite indifferent, never noticing the
omission.
June I4fth. Thomas Dibdin 3 sent me a letter, too humble to be
pleasant, of acknowledgment for my subscription to his work. Dined
with H. Smith, and in consequence of Mr. Knowles not sending him
orders (proh pudor ! the man to whom he has owed the bread he ate),
went with him to the House of Commons. Was much amused. Gisburne
and, I think, Aglionby spoke well. E. Ruthven cut a most ludicrous
figure. Littleton 4 spoke with confidence, but not like a Secretary for
Ireland ! Altogether it is a great farce. How long will the country
consent to be amused with it?
June 15th. Received Mr. Bunn's written proposals ; if this were
my first transaction with the man, I should set him down as a shuffling
fellow. As it is, he only confirms my confirmed opinion of him. Saw
Farren at the theatre, who wanted to be very friendly, and was evidently
very uneasy ; Cooper, who seemed very anxious that I should not break
1 James Vining (i795~i87) ; an actor of no particular note ; his son, George J. Vining,
was a well-known Victorian actor, connected at one time with the Princess's theatre.
* Henry Angelo (1760-1839) ; the famous fencing-master.
3 Thomas John Dibdin (1771-1841); dramatist, song-writer and actor; wrote nearly
2,000 songs and about 200 operas and plays.
4 Edward John Littleton, afterwards first Lord Hatherton (1791-1863). As J. Wai-
house, he was a school-friend of Macready at Rugby. His unauthorized communications
with O'Connell in 1834 led to his resignation of the Irish Secretaryship. His wife, a natural
daughter of Lord Wellesley, was one of the most beautiful women of that day.
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off with Bunn, and P. Farren, who seemed to have an itching to bring
me some overture from Morris. Arrived at home to see the men
carting the last load of hay. All well.
June Yith. Came up to London in company with a very gentle-
manly, and a very vulgar man, both of whom I often meet ; in waiting
at Brewster's 1 the Age was put into my hand, in which I read some low
abuse of myself, probably suggested by Mr. Bunn ; it did not long
annoy me. At my chambers after rehearsal I read Wolsey, and
endeavoured to satisfy myself in my answer to Mr. Bunn's proposal.
I could not do it. My performance of Wolsey was, on the whole, the
best I have ever given of the part ; there is care and concentration of
feeling and energy upon some of the striking points particularly needed ;
but in the general portraiture there was more freedom, a more natural
and yet more earnest delivery, a less stern and ascetic demeanour and
appearance than I ever before gave to it ; above all I was in possession
of myself, and paused with meaning, and therefore with confidence.
The applause was great at my entrance and final exit. I gave my usual
gratuities to the servants. Received notes of thanks from Messrs.
Gurney and Hussey about their plays, which are rejected. 2 Talfourd 3
came to my room, highly pleased with the performance, and after going
to the Temple, returned to sup with me.
June 18th. Began the day in bed by reflecting on my last night's
performance, and cogitating on the best mode of proceeding with
Mr. Bunn. In calling at Drury Lane for my account, saw Serle, with
whom I had much talk on the memorial for a third theatre, which he
had just signed. His arguments on the reduction of rent were quite
just, but did not seem to me to justify the measure they are pursuing.
Appointed a meeting with Dunn for to-morrow. Mr. Bunn not in the
theatre. Wrote to Mason and to Walker on the subject of the latter 's
visit. Went to the Temple, and embarked with Dow in a fast sailing-
gig on a very intricate navigation arrived at Camberwell. Made
myself quite comfortable and at home in my new friend Dow's house.
Spent a quiet, pleasant day the good of human nature is always
agreeable.
1 Macready's hairdresser and wigmaker.
2 Macready was always studiously considerate and polite to playwrights, however unknown
and insignificant, though at times he was sorely tried by them.
3 Thomas Noon Talfourd (1795-1854); lawyer and man of letters, attaining considerable
reputation in both capacities. Serjeant-at-Law in 1833. Judge in 1849. Died suddenly
while charging the Grand Jury at Stafford. Author of Ion, produced by Macready with marked
success.
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June 19t7i. After a disturbed night in my strange bed I was
shown something of the locale and live stock of my kind host, and
driven by him to town, with the promise of a pair of laying fowls.
Arrived tired and lanquid ! Set out shopping with Letty, who was
waiting for me. Returning, I first sought vainly for Mr. Dunn and
then successfully for Mr. Bunn. I found him installed at C. G. He
seemed confused when told I did not understand his note. He talked
much, but "not to the purpose." I conceded the point of benefit,
but remained inflexible on payment while in town, play or no play.
After a long and interrupted conference he agreed to all 20 per
week for 200 consecutive nights at D. L. the option resting with me
to play or not at C. G. Saw The Wife; disappointed in E. Tree;
much to praise, but much exception to make ; her voice, sometimes
unpleasant, not always distinct, is subject to abrupt, artificial transi-
tion ; but she has the materiel of the best actress on the stage. E. Tree
has seen Miss Kemble * to her own disadvantage. Ward was very bad.
Bennett but middling. Abbott bad. C. Kean, with the promise of
something good, often came near to pleasing me much. Knowles was
Knowles ; raw, energetic, harsh, but with mind and purpose, badly and
bluntly expressed, that gave interest to his performance ; but he is no
artist, nor, in my opinion, can he ever be such.
June 21st. The day was beautiful, the garden and lawn were
delightful to me, and the presence of my wife and children made me
feel that there are moments and hours of bliss even here. " What is
the world to us, Its pomps, its pleasures, and its nonsense all ? "
Contrasting the sky above me, " the glory of the grass, the splendour
of the flower," with the recollection of the gilt-bedaubed guards, the
plumed women, the tumult of spectators, I could not help feeling the
difference of the joys that belong to a town and country life. Catherine
and I took down the dogs to the reservoir, found the boat injured by
some blackguard boys from Stanmore, but enjoyed a delightful row
upon the water.
June 22nd. Went to town in the carriage, called on Lord Lyttleton ~
1 Frances Anne Kemble, afterwards Mrs. Butler (1809-1893); daughter of Charles Kemble,
generally known as " Fanny Kemble "; a gifted but somewhat unequal actress ; also wrote
dramas and poems. She and her sister Adelaide (Mrs. Sartoris) were much sought after in
cultured society.
2 William Henry, third Baron Lyttelton of the second creation (1782-1837) ; Whig
politician and eloquent speaker. Macready's animus against the aristociacy, which constantly
asserts itself throughout the Diaries, appears in this instance to have rather sought for a
cause of complaint.
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at Lord Spencer's. Shown into the small library, where were many
editions of the classics. Lord L came down, apologizing for his delay ;
I asked of him the favour of presenting W. Birch at court previous to
his going abroad ; after answering his various inquiries respecting the
condition, residence, etc., of W.B.,he assented, and engaged to accom-
pany him on third July. Lord L - is really a good-natured man ;
but although he apologized for delaying me, invited me to Hagley, and
consented to introduce my kinsman, yet from his allowing me, who had
been his guest more than once, to be shown into a lower room, from
which he, after some conversation, asked me to walk into the drawing-
room from the business that he appeared to make of the affair, and
some etceteras observable even in him, one of the very best of " his
order," I am inclined to think aristocratic titles incompatible with that
lowliness of heart which man, to be just to his fellow-creatures and
himself, must preserve.
June QTiih. Received a letter from Mr. Cooper calling on me to
play to-morrow night at D. L. This is another instance of the roguery
of Captain P , alias Mr. Bunn ; also one from Miss Strickland, 1 wish-
ing to have assistance in reading Shakspeare. Continued to make up
arrears. Walked to Edgeware, and took Doug's coach to Duke Street.
Met at dinner with Mason a Mr. Gretton, and a Dr. Elwin and son ;
the doctor seemed to me a person of more pretension than actual title
to respect coxcombical and superficial. Mason and I had some con-
versation on religion, when left alone, which much interested me. The
more I hear or see of sects, i. e. the endeavour of individuals to flatter
their own opinions by gaining assent to them among men, instead of
attempting to reconcile them to God the more I see the prudence
of placing morality before religion.
June 28th. My first visit to-day was to the British Gallery, where
I had the pleasure of looking at some of the masterpieces of Sir Joshua,
his own portrait in spectacles (equal to any in my opinion), the mar-
vellous expression of the Ugolino, Dido, Iphigenia, Infant Samuel,
Fortune-teller, Dr. Johnson, Rodney, Keppel, Dyer, Nelly O'Brien,
Chancellor Lifford, and several other pictures, gave me great pleasure.
My judgment would point out few of Lawrence's, besides the heads
of young Napoleon and himself, Lady Blessington and Kemble.
West 2 I cannot like ; to great painters he stands among the mediocre ;
1 Agnes Strickland (1796-1874) ; the well-known historian.
* Benjamin West, R.A. (1738-1820) ; much patronized by George III. Best known
by the picture of the Death of Wolfe, now in the National Collection.
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his Mentor and Telemachus pleased me as much as any of his
selection.
June 29t/i. At the Exhibition this morning (my first business) saw
a person who appeared to know me ; I neglected to ascertain whether
he did or did not a neglect that was not courteous, and might make
an enemy of one who was inclined friendlily. Bad ! Much to please
me. Wilkie's Confessional, Collins's Stray Kitten, Landseer's Jack-in-
office, Mulready's First Voyage, all good. Etty, Callcott, Turner and
others have beautiful specimens of the high state of English art. The
newspapers instruct us farther in the indecorous and indecent conduct
of the House of Commons, disgusting us with the ignorant impatience
they exhibit as reasoners upon a nation's welfare. Pleased with the
Water-colour Exhibition, the most equal collection among the London
galleries. Suffolk Street shows great improvement, and gives promise
of much more. The Panorama of Antwerp interested me as the repre-
sentation of a siege ; but Niagara is a failure. There is no distance,
vastness, effect of colour nothing. I almost felt indignant at the
artist's presumption. It confirms my opinion of the impossibility to
paint or describe this sublimest phenomenon of nature. Met Knowles
at the Garrick Club ; his son is not going on well ; do I notice this from
Rochefoucauld's motive of satisfaction at our acquaintance's mishaps?
I fear, if I search, I shall find it so. 'Tis unworthy a thinking man.
I paid Knowles some comparative compliments on his acting ; he pleased
himself with the unascertained quantity of praise contained in my
words. Met Vining, with whom I settled the terms of a Brighton
engagement. Called at the theatre, and am to see Dunn next week.
Dined with Talfourd, where Catherine and Letty met me. We spent
a very cheerful day ; in the evening Leigh Hunt 1 came in, whom I was
curious to see, and gratified in meeting. Our conversation was chiefly
theatrical ; we seemed to part mutually good friends. I returned with
Catherine and Letitia in the carriage to Elstree.
July 2nd. I read Coleridge's Christabel, which, though rich in the
dress of poetical language, and stirring the heart with the thrill of
expectation, yet leaves little impression on the mind. Read some
passages from Milton aloud as a double exercise ; also four acts of
Serle's tragedy of AZthelgiva, which is beneath every other attempt he
has made. Dunstan in love is too patent an improbability for the
historical reader.
1 James Henry Leigh Hunt (1784-1859) ; the well-known author and poet of the
"Cockney" school.
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July 3rd. Began my day, after a very disturbed night, with the
discovery of a sore throat and lounging about the garden with my
children. Received letters from Talfourd declining invitation, and
George. Wrote to Gaspey. Read the last act of dEthelgiva, and
wrote to Serle upon it, declaring my opinion of its feebleness; wrote
to Mr. Grainger for instructions on his play. Looked through a guide
to Padua for materials for a Keepsake article : am apprehensive that I
shall not be able to satisfy myself with it ; looked into Duppa's *
Travels, and Landscape Annual, for the same purpose. Walked in
the garden, and watched the bees.
July 6th. Began to read in bed Voltaire's Adelaide du Guesclin.
Wrote a letter in reply to Mr. Bunn, which I am now doubtful of
sending. The less a man writes the better. The old Irish saying has
much truth " When the devil has a spite against a man, he sticks
a pen in his hand." Wrote to Fanny Twiss a brief answer to her
selfish letter, in which she declines not only seeing, but even inquiring
about a school for her nephew Arthur. I noticed in it the rude and
ungentlemanly conduct of her brother Horace. 2
July 1th. In the newspaper was much struck with the grand
appropriation of Lord Grey's expression of " standing by his
order," which Mr. Brotherton 3 made in the debate on the Fac-
tory Bill, declaring himself to have been employed in the factories
till sixteen pitying the children, and resolving to " stand by his
order."
July 8th. Called at Covent Garden theatre on Bunn saw Mr.
Cooper, who goes to Liverpool, where therefore I shall not go this
season. Bunn agreed to every clause I mentioned of my engagement,
exemption from fine, etc. He told me much of Farren's and Knowles's
absurdity. I promised to send him Antony and Cleopatra and Maid's
Tragedy.
July Qth. Began with alacrity to make the most of what would be
allowed me of the day. In reading the Examiner was struck with a
quotation from Bentham ; speaking of the people he says : " They have
not that pride which keeps men from getting better." I attentively
1 Richard Duppa (1770-1831) ; artist and miscellaneous writer.
z Horace Twiss (1787-1849) ; lawyer, politician and journalist, K.C., M.P. ; held minor
offices in the Administrations of Lord Liverpool and the Duke of Wellington. Nephew of
Mrs. Siddons and John and Charles Kemble. A good though somewhat dogmatic talker,
and one of the recognized wits of the day. His dinners to celebrities are frequently
mentioned in contemporary Diaries and Reminiscences.
3 Joseph Brotherton, M.P. (1783-1857); manufacturer and social reformer.
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revised and corrected two acts of the Bridal, 1 and finished the perusal
of a tragedy called the Countess of Provence, sent to me yesterday by
a Mr. Sulivan, whom I had known some eight or nine years ago in
London. There is much merit in it, and I should recommend its trial,
but am not confident of its success. How events seem to arise in this
world to deride our foresight and expedients !
July 10th. My mind feels fatigued after suffering the societ)^
of men whose tastes and ideas differ so widely from my own as those
of my guests. I was relieved by the departure of Mr. Gaspey a man
whose kindliness of heart I really esteem, and whose other good
qualities have my respect, but whose manners and conversation shock
me. Wrote a laudatory note to Mr. Sulivan on his play. Resumed
the revision and correction of the Bridal, which occupied me, as far
as I was employed, during the remainder of the day. Enjoyed the
beauty of the day, and the sight and society of my dear wife and
children. I feel that there is a want of completeness in the Bridal,
which shakes my confidence in its success. Many of the scenes are
excellent, but there is not that singleness of interest throughout so
necessary to great triumphs.
July l%th. After looking at the workmen about the house and
in the field, resumed my study of Lear, the difficulty of which does
not yet diminish before my attempts ; studied in practice parts of
Hamlet and Antony in the drawing-room. I ought to have begun
this as the season closed, while my mind was active in thinking upon
different characters from disuse and relaxation labour becomes harder
and the faculties duller. To stop is to lose ground most men in this
world have to pull against a stream ; at some period of their lives, all
I must work hard ; in an interval of study I was playing with my little
Willie, and the sight of him gave a spur to my work.
July Yfth. Saw Reynolds, as usual humorous, shrewd and
indecent. After further business, snatched an uncomfortable dinner
at the Garrick Club. Went to Drury Lane to see Paganini 2 ; foolishly
allowed myself to be angry at the door-keeper's obstinacy, refusing me
passage. Dignity is only truly displayed in coolness. Passion is the
snare of reason. Saw Paganini ; his power over his instrument is
surprising ; the tones he draws from it might be thought those of the
sweetest flageolet and hautboy, and sometimes of the human voice ;
the expression he gives to a common air is quite charming. His playing
1 Adapted by Macready, Knowles adding three scenes, from Beaumont and Fletcher's
Maid's Tragedy, produced at Dublin in the following year.
8 Nicolo Paganini (1784-1840). He was then visiting England for the first time.
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of Patrick's Day was the sweetest piece of instrumental music I ever
heard, but he is a quack.
July 18th. Got a seat to Edgware, and on my way read the debate
in the Lords on the Irish Church Bill. It is irritating, as a degrada-
tion to human nature, to see the weal of millions subjected to the nod
of the imbecile wretches who inherit the office of law-givers in that
House. Who would not, that could, be the Samson to crush them at one
effort once and for ever ? Delighted to feel myself at home once more,
to look upon my wife and children. After looking over the premises,
and settling some affairs, I resumed my reading and practice of Lear,
in which I begin to think I feel myself advancing. I saw in Paganini
last night a striking illustration of Locke's arguments on the effect
of perseverance, and I will try to force myself to work.
July 20th. Much better to-day ; received a letter from Reynolds
on the subject of my two alterations of Antony and Cleopatra and
Maid's Tragedy. Our tastes in the construction of plays so differ,
that it is not a surprise to me to learn his disapproval of them nor
is it in the smallest degree an annoyance ; he looks at them with an eye
to their chance of profit, and in that regard his judgment is probably
correct.
July 21st. Was delighted to hear in bed the little improvised
song of my Nina, mentioning her fault of yesterday, and promising to
love her little brother. God bless the darling ! After dinner had an
argument with Mr. Dow, in which I took exception to the unqualified
eulogy he passed on Buchanan's character. This is an unamiable part
to take, and likely to bring in question my sense of justice. I fear it
originates in an impatience of others' praise, which annoys me to
believe existent in myself. I fear I am envious ; and although I could
not be led thereby to any offence against justice, yet the vice is wear-
ing, degrading, and disturbing to the mind. I must endeavour to
eradicate it.
July 22nd. Heard news of the Theatre Bill * to be passed the
conceited ignorant fools ! Was glad of a motive to get me earlier than
usual out of bed ; saw my wife, sister and party of visitors off to town ;
like Dow very much ; he is downright and hearty. Heard the children
their lessons. Gave my morning to the study of Lear, and practised
a little of Othello. When I look at my children I think how little 1
1 Presumably Bulwer's Bill, which was afterwards thrown out of the House of Lords.
In principle it was against the ' ' monopoly " theatres, and should therefore have met with
Macready's approval, but as he was contemplating management at Covent Garden (one of
those theatres), the Bill would f course have seriously affected his interests.
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have deserved the blessings that are heaped upon me I wish to deserve
them. In looking again to-night at the comforts around me, house,
garden, country, etc., I cannot repress my gratitude for the bounty
that out of nothing has given me so much.
July 23rd. Received letter from Serle, written on the fly-sheet of
a circular from the Society of Dramatic Authors; how easy it is to
legislate for one side of a question, and how weak and ineffectual is
such legislation ! This Bill in my opinion will be as impotent in its
operation as it is unjust and partial in principle. Serle seems to have
lost his head in the success of these his schemes ; he is a most amiable
man and a very pretty poet, but Acts of Parliament will neither make
him a more powerful writer nor more skilful actor ; his profit there-
fore will be much what it now is, or would have been. Gave several
hours to Lear. Wrote to Reynolds, maintaining my opinion on
Antony and Cleopatra.
July %4tth. Last night I finished Voltaire's Play of Adelaide du
Guesclin, which has little ingenuity of plot, no extraordinary power or
beauty of language, and not much felicity in its situations. The ful-
some compliments to the Bourbons have made more impression on my
memory than any other passages. On rising this morning I looked
after some matters in the fields and about the premises, and afterwards
took up my usual study of Lear and Hamlet's soliloquy. Finished
the perusal of Sardanapalus, which for the fourth time, I think, I have
examined on its capabilities for undergoing adaptation. It might
have been an acting play, but it is too monotonous, passionless and
devoid of action, I fear, to satisfy an English audience. My whole
evening has been spent in revolving the possibility of turning it to a
representable form, and of considering the effect of his other plays.
I reluctantly conclude upon abandoning the hope of them. We
purchased a new cow to-day, a very interesting event in our
farmyard.
July 25/i. Last night I began in bed the Mariamne of Voltaire.
Suffered myself to lose two hours this morning, which I cannot now
afford. After my customary walk in the garden, sat down to the
consideration of the mad scenes of Lear; I have much to do with it
yet ; was not so persevering to-day as I should have been. Went with
my servant, Green, to the reservoir to clean my boat ; had much
trouble in getting to her ; afterwards rowed for a short time with
Catherine and Letitia ; the day was most beautiful ; if I can enjoy the
beauty of this country and the comforts of this residence, putting by
a property for my dear children, I shall have reason to be most grateful
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to Almighty God. After walking about the premises I turned over
the leaves of Massinger's plays, in the faint hope of finding some con-
vertible material, " but I find none, sir." Must make more use of my
time, as my classical reading is fading from me.
July 26/i. Called on Reynolds ; from thence to Jonathan Birch's,
where I saw Mrs. Walter, and invited her here. Jonathan met me in
Russell Square, and, taking me back, detained me an hour with letters
and relations about William. On leaving me he presented me with
a finger ; this is either unintentional ill-breeding or gross impertinence.
I shall return the compliment No ; another's rudeness or insolence
is no warrant for my adoption of the same offensive practices. Dined
with Reynolds; heard that Lord Castlereagh, 1 on being asked by
Bunn to oppose Bulwer's theatrical Bill, asked : " Bulwer ! oh ! he's a
low fellow, is he not? "
July 9,1th. Read Lear, with scarcely any practice (the weather
was so hot) for two hours ; made the alteration, judiciously suggested
by Reynolds, in Antony and Cleopatra, and wrote a note enclosing it
to him ; wrote to Dr. Woodroffe and to George.
July SSth. I have begun more seriously this month to apply to the
study of my profession, impelled by the necessity which the present
state of the drama creates. I do not feel that I have the talent to
recall attention to an art from which amusement cannot be drawn but
by an exertion of the intellect. The age is too indolent in part, and
in part too highly cultivated. But while I see the desperate condition
to which, at this late period of my life, my profession is reduced, I
am not thereby inclined to let my spirits sink under the disheartening
prospect. To do my best is still my duty to myself and to my children,
and I will do it. I will contend while there is ground to stand on
even with neglect, the bitterest antagonist, and I will try to merit
honours, if I cannot obtain them. I have resumed my classics, to keep
myself prepared for the education of my boy.
July 31st. Wrote to make an appointment with Bunn, walked in
the garden and gave orders to the workmen. Resumed the counsel
of Artabanus to Xerxes in Herodotus, the simplicity of whose style
1 Eldest son of the third Marquis of Londonderry and nephew of the statesman, the
second Marquis. He dabbled in music and was a conspicuous admirer of Grisi, which
involved him in a duel with her first husband, M. de Melcy. His contemptuous comments
on Bulwer proved him to be a true son of his father, probably the most preposterously
arrogant peer of the day. In point of fact, Bulwer was of quite as good family as Lord
Castlereagh, whose grandfather but little more than forty years before was an Irish Commoner
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delights me ; returned to Cicero, De Oratore, which I take up chiefly
as an exercise. Gave three hours of attentive practice and reading to
Lear touching on Antony, Hamlet and Othello. I fancy, and hope
I do not deceive myself, that I perceive improvement in my manner.
Walked with Lydia and dear Catherine to Lechmere Heath, and after-
wards to the reservoir. Who ought to be contented, if I, with so
much to enjoy, and so great a spirit of enjoyment, cannot make myself
so ? How much have I to be grateful for !
August 1st. Before setting off for town to meet Mr. Bunn on
business I read some lines of Herodotus, and tried to think of Lear
as we drove along. Found, on reaching my chambers, that there
had been some omission of duty in the care of my note to Mr. B ,
and that I could not expect to see him. Gave Brewster directions
about Lear's coiffure; and, waiting for Bunn's note, read a little of
the De Officiis. From my chambers went to the Garrick Club, met
Fladgate, 1 who showed me Bulwer's retaliation on Mr. Westmacott, 2
which immediately recalled to me some excellent remarks on anger,
which I found in Cicero this morning ; met Abbott, J. H. Reynolds, 3
Barham 4 ; looked in Hamilton Smith's 5 Costume for a dress for Lear ;
found what I wished. Called on Reynolds, met Bunn and Dunn, who
had been beating up for Lords' votes against the Theatres' Bill.
August 3rd. After my garden walk (in which I felt the comfort
of my health, and the pleasure of feeling " the chartered wind to be
free to blow against me ") I betook myself to Herodotus, whose manner
and matter delight me in their simplicity and wisdom. Read a little
Homer, and pursued my study of Cicero, who tells us how very rare
in his day were even tolerable actors ; it seems that the scarcity has
been of all time.
August 4>th. In looking steadfastly at the comforts I possess, I
am convicted of equal folly and ingratitude when occasionally I permit
reflections on particular advantages possessed by others or on the
imagined slights cast upon myself, to assume the appearance of dis-
content, or to cast a shade across the sunshine which the bounty of the
Almighty has shed upon my heart. I am led to this observation by
some extracts from Bulwer's book, which I read in the Spectator this
1 An eminent solicitor much interested in theatrical matters.
2 The editor of the Age (see note, p. 20).
8 John Hamilton Reynolds (1796-1852) ; poet and friend of Keats.
4 The Revd. Richard Harris Barham (1788-1845) ; author of The Ingoldsby Legends.
5 Colonel Hamilton Smith, an authority on historical costumes. Macready frequently
enlisted his aid and entertained a great regard for him.
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morning. Letters from Best on business, and Reynolds announcing the
defeat of the Dramatic Performances Bill. 1
August 6th. Received a notification this day from Reynolds of
Bunn's intention to act my version of Antony and Cleopatra; heard
also of Bunn's hostile correspondence with Bulwer, and reflected on
Bulwer's recommendation of kicking as a cure for calumny. I look
calmly and dispassionately on the irrationality of such reprisals. The
character for manly spirit is not wanted where the virtue exists; it
is like the loaded gun, if touched in the right place you will soon be
made sensible of the danger you incur. Where you can disprove a
falsehood, do it as placidly as if in the cause of abstract truth your
end is obtained. Where an insult is offered you by an unworthy person,
your best triumph is in an exhibition of utter indifference ; the sting
is harmless, if the flesh it wounds is not in an inflammatory state. 2
My professional practice of Antony and Lear was very loose and
unsatisfactory. Worked in garden till dinner : walked there afterwards.
Read some pages of Cicero read Examiner. Read the character of
Antony through : it is not very powerful.
August 12th. I finished the chapter of Thucydides' account of
the ancient Greeks, and read in Homer the battle array of the Myrmi-
dons, and Achilles' exhortation, which is abrupt and stirring.
Practised Lear, which I feel to be a benefit. After tea, went over the
words of Lear, Catherine holding the book, whereby I discovered
how much I have yet to think of in the part, and how much to practise
of that already thought upon, to arrive at any moderate degree of
confidence ; remained thinking on the part afterwards. Must give
more attention still, and with it all, I fear, I never can produce a
finished performance. 3
London, August \5th. Arranged my stage clothes, and packed up
what was ready for my tour. Saw J. Palmer, and gave orders for
beard and Lear's dress. Met Jerdan, and agreed to stay and dine
In 1832 Bulwer had, in the House of Commons, attacked the monopolies of the patent
theatres, Drury Lane and Covent Garden. On his motion a Select Committee was
appointed to investigate the subject, and the Committee reported that the monopolies of
Drury Lane and Covent Garden had " neither preserved the dignity of the drama," nor
"been of direct advantage to the monopolists themselves." It considered that the number
of theatres should be determined by the demand for theatrical performances, and that the
Lord Chamberlain should cease to administer a system of monopoly. Bulwer introduced a
Bill to give effect to the Committee's report, but it was thrown out by the House of Lords in
1833 and again in 1834.
* Excellent precepts, which unfortunately Macready jailed to put into practice on a
memorable occasion a little later in his career.
8 I>ear was considered in after years to be on the whole Macready's greatest performance.
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with him at the Garrick and go to the Victoria. This day I wrote a
short statement of my wish as to the disposal of my property after my
death, which will serve for my will until I can have a better made
out. Dined with Jerdan and Captain Williams, whom I invited on
Wednesday next to Elstree. Went with them to the Victoria theatre
a very pretty salle, and well appointed but Warde's * acting was
the most elaborate defiance of nature and taste I ever witnessed. At
the Victoria theatre I saw Mr. Keeley 2 and Miss Garrick : why did
I not speak to them ? it was not pride, but a false shame which is
always taken for it, and does the exhibitor equal injury.
August ISth. Have received answers to my invitations from Dunn,
Cooper and Planch e ; 3 the two first not coming, the latter doubtful.
August 20t/i. Went to the drawing-room, resolute to give the
whole morning or what remained of it to Lear. Practised the first
act, and, desponding and dissatisfied, was told Mr. Best had arrived
with bed for the west room. This settled my study, and with Catherine
and Lydia I went into the fields to shoot with the bow. Mr. Best
finished the room, and we returned to approve of his work. After
dinner turned over the Elegant Extracts, and was much gratified by
a song of Shirley's on death ; it is worth remembering. Read the last
act of Antony and Cleopatra, and Hazlitt's 4 observations on that play
and Lear. What conceited trash that man has thought to pass upon
the public, and how willingly many of them received the counterfeit
as sterling.
Bristol, August %4>th. It is nearly twenty years since, with a heart
palpitating between hope and fear, I first entered Bath. What changes
since ! What revolutions in the world around me, and the world
within me ! Is life worth possessing ? I, who have so many blessings
in it, cannot decide the question at once. On reaching Bristol, was
1 James Prescott Warde (1792-1840) ; his real name was Prescott ; first appeared at Bath ;
was not a success in London, and died in poverty.
8 Robert Keeley (1793-1869), the well-known comedian ; was associated with Macready
at Drury Lane in 1841-1842.
8 James Robinson Planch^ (1796-1880) ; dramatist, theatrical manager, and authority on
heraldry. His career was a varied one, as he was at different times manager of Vauxhall
Gardens and of the Adelphi theatre, ending as Somerset Herald and member of missions
for the investiture of foreign sovereigns with the Garter. He was a prolific writer for the
London theatres, but his plays have made no permanent reputation.
4 William Hazlitt (1778-1830) ; journalist and critic, especially on the drama. He had
certainly plenty of vanity, but though many of his criticisms provoked a good deal of
dissent, he can hardly be accused of writing "trash." His pen, however, could be
exceedingly rancorous, and when dramatic critic to the Morning Chronicle he may possibly
have given Macready just cause for resentment, but he was on the whole an able and
accomplished writer.
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most civilly received by Mrs. Niblett ; read newspapers, and went to
bed.
Swansea, August 25tJi. Rose in good time, and went to pay my
fare at the Bush ; remarkably civil people. Wrote to my dearest
Catherine. After leaving the White Lion inn, found myself too soon
for the mail, and walked about the streets; interested by looking into
a sort of crypt underneath one of the churches. Started with a full
coach, and proceeded in "dumb amazement all" to Passage. The
view of the Severn, and the splendid prospects presented by the road
through Wales, made me wish for the presence of my dear Catherine.
Colonel Cameron of the 79th was one of our passengers. The ice was
broke, and conversation became general from Passage. In the course
of the day he mentioned the behaviour of Lord Hill, 1 first promising
to present his petition for his father's regiment and then refusing, on
which he retired. There is much upon the road to interest and delight
a traveller. On arriving at Swansea I had to stand the brunt of much
curiosity. At length I was set free, and went to take tea with Mr.
and Mrs. Woulds, who have very sweet children.
August 26/i. Mr. Woulds 2 called before I had left my bedroom ;
until the hour of rehearsal I employed myself in making up my accounts.
Rehearsed lago with a very loud and bold Othello. Afterwards walked
by the road to the shore and along the beach to my lodgings with
Mr. Woulds. After dinner read over lago and slept laid out my
clothes and wrote to my dear wife. Acted lago pretty well to an
indifferent house drank rather more sherry than was good for me,
and in consequence returned to my lodgings fevered, and incapable of
business or reflection. I fell on the stage, from treading on a purse,
as I rushed off in the assassination scene it was, however, before I
had drunk wine. Mr. Woulds showed me a letter from Knowles, which,
from its hilarious condescension, seemed to me the strongest evidence
I have yet seen of the idea he entertains of himself. Could not help
wishing for the quiet of a country life, as I passed a very neat villa
here, that I might dedicate my remaining years to the culture of my
own mind and the careful education of my children's.
1 Rowland Hill, first Viscount Hill (1772-1842); Commander-in-Chief of the Army.
Made his reputation in the Peninsula. As Commander-in-Chief he was opposed to innova-
tion and reform ; accordingly many of the old abuses still flourished under his administration,
creating much dissatisfaction among officers who had only their merits to look to for
advancement.
8 Manager of the Swansea theatre.
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August 21th. Mr. Woulds again surprised me in my bedroom, not
much refreshed from a feverish night. Continued my arrears of
accounting until ten, when I went to my first rehearsal of Lear, with
which I was much dissatisfied : I am not yet at ease in the character.
I have much labour yet to bestow upon it before I can hope to make
it such a representation as I am ambitious of. Spent five hours in
rehearsing, and left the theatre jaded and worn out. Lay down after
dinner, and with pain in my limbs, and " between sleep and wake,"
made myself perfect in the last scene of Lear. A poor player called
Dunn, whom I remember in a dirty old coat as D. Dashall at Wexford
calling rouleaux "roorZoors," sent in a petition to me to buy some
fishing-flies from him. Acted particularly well William Tell, with
collectedness, energy and truth ; the audience felt it. I spoke in my
own manly voice, and took time to discriminate. I was much pleased.
Received letters from Calcraft and from dear Catherine. Learnt from
the last Dr. Dibdin's call at Elm P., which gratified me very much ;
but am not satisfied with her state of health. What would life be to
me under the load of regret that I should bear to my grave if I were
to lose that dear woman? Went to bed very much fatigued.
August 28/i. Rose very reluctantly to attend an early rehearsal
of Hamlet; I am better to-day, but feel my labour heavy on me.
Wrote an answer to Calcraft's letter, and went to rehearsal, at which
I paid much attention to my business. Took the opportunity of writing
to my dear Catherine, chiefly on the subject of her health, about which
I am very anxious. Talked with Woulds about the Bristol theatre ; if
let on reasonable terms it might be a fair speculation, at least for one
year. Went to his lodgings to hear his little girls play and sing, which
they do very charmingly. Heard much of Malibran's extravagances
while visiting at Loder's ; what a wonderful creature she is ! Found
cards of Dr. Howel and Mr. Thomas, the port-reeve, on my return
home. Acted Hamlet very unsatisfactorily ; having rehearsed it very
well, I anticipated a good performance, but I did not begin well, and
Horatio quite threw me off my balance. I did the best I could, but
I had not my audience in my grasp. Returning home, I sat down on
the loose stones to gaze at the moon and listen to the silence, recalling
scenes of bitter anguish endured under the same bright, clear, and
tranquil light.
August 29th. Endeavoured to make the most of the day by
beginning to pack up my clothes before rehearsal. At the rehearsal
of Lear I found myself very deficient, undecided, uncollected ; in short,
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unprepared for the attempt. After rehearsal took a walk of two miles
and more to return the port-reeve's call the way along the hills
about Swansea afforded beautiful views of the bay. Reposed, and
tried to think of Lear during the afternoon, but vainly ; my thoughts
gain an evil mastery over me a great misfortune, or a great crime ;
the latter. Acted Lear ; how ? I scarcely know. Certainly not
well not so well as I rehearsed it ; crude, fictitious voice, no point ;
in short, a failure ! To succeed in it I must strain every nerve of
thought, or triumph is hopeless. Woulds called and paid me ; not a
very profitable engagement, but I am seldom discontented. Letter
from dearest Catherine; thank God, she is better. Packed up the
remainder of my things. Paid servants of the theatre.
Gloucester, August 30t/i. As I walked along the street to the
coach office this morning a little before four, I perceived clearly my
want of directness, reality, and truth in Lear. Will not give it up.
My failure last night, like Peter's overthrow at Narva, may be a step
to final success.
Birmingham, August 31st. Balanced my wakefulness of the pre-
vious night by my sleep last night. A crowd passed along the street,
but my curiosity did not induce me to mingle in it. I afterwards
learned it was eager to see two ignorant creatures (a young man, whose
angry feelings were excited by bad cider, or short measure, and violent
expulsion, consequent upon his dissatisfaction with it and a passionate
woman) executed for arson. A cavalry regiment, 8th, passed along the
street. Is not a man an ass or a monkey in mind for condescending
to put on a fool's jacket, and sell his time and opinions, at least the
power of uttering them, for the return of soldier's pay and rations?
When will the soul of man walk abroad in its own majesty ?
Harrogate, September 2nd. Shall I ever be able to obtain a perfect
control of my thoughts? And, until I do so, of what use are my
purposes and aspirations? This morning I called on McGill in reply
to his letter, but he was from home. Walked to Harrogate, thinking
of Lear, and saw Benn at the Granby ; 1 he gave me no assistance in
furthering my wish to dispose of the property, but promised his rent.
Went along the beautiful wood on the river's side to the Dropping
Well, which is both beautiful and curious ; found some specimens of
petrifaction ; continued my walk along the opposite bank (and the walk
is so varied and pleasing it needs no object beyond itself) to the cave
1 A hotel in which Macready had rather incautiously invested.
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where Eugene Aram and Houseman deposited the bones of Dan Clarke.
It had been a Hermitage, but nearly choked up with earth ; it is now
cleared away, and exhibits in its regular floors and steps its original
purpose. Called on Mr. Powell, absent, and enjoyed the lovely and
extensive view through the dingle and over the distant country from the
castle grounds. Called again on Mr. Powell (again was gratified with
the splendid view from the castle), and deputed him to advertise and
try to find a purchaser for the Granby. Mr. Gill called, and I gave
him my name to oppose the public-house licence opposite the Granby.
Read the newspaper and Eugene Aram. Have been more interested
this evening with the very ingenious and staggering defence of Eugene
Aram than by all the external beauty of the woods and waters, the
overhanging cliffs and distant hills, the bright green slopes and shadowy
outlines that have held me in rapturous gaze this morning. I am even
now almost inclined to doubt his guilt ; my difficulty is in reconciling
the cold-blooded meanness of the transaction with his clearly dis-
criminating perception of right and wrong, his habits, his wants, and
his pursuits. I would rather have hung Houseman and Terry but
perhaps this, like many anomalies in the physical world, is placed before
us to teach us the impotency of our own reasoning. God and His
works are inscrutable.
September 3rd. My self-broken rest, or rather entire absence of it
last night, made me only wake to-day each time to sleep again. I
have observed nothing, and have been able to think on little. Lear
has been the only subject on which my mind has been employed with
any advantage, and I think my reflection on my late experiment has
furnished me with the key to the truth of the character. My obstinate
impatience of imposition cost me my breakfast this morning at Sheffield,
and instead of the filthy smoking-room into which we were shown, I
went in search of my razors, which Barber had done for me and is to
send to town. My companions were nothings, and one a little below
that harmless character inflated by ideal importance into something
disagreeable. I really slept through the entire day, which was rainy
and dull. I was asked at Sheffield, after some impertinence and much
incivility, if I would go outside to " accommodate " ; this modest
request, instead of either not answering or slightly refusing, I so far
forgot myself as to rudely repel, which was forgetting my own preten-
sion to the character of a gentleman, and which I regard as highly
censurable. At Birmingham I read an extract from Grattan's reminis-
cences of Kean, which offended my stomach ; but am I capable of
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judging that man ? If others see his merits with the magnifying-glass
of the telescope, perhaps I turn it to examine them !
Elstree, September 4>th. At intervals of sleep or conversation read
various Essays of Bacon ; they made me think, and, as they always do,
gratified me extremely. That on envy led me to question and condemn
myself for the occasional " discontentment " in which I sometimes
indulge, which I can find no reason to call by any other name than
envy. It is as unjust to my condition in life as it is mean and debasing
in itself. I never suffer it to have a place in my mind, when perceived,
and I pray to God I may be able to eradicate it. Reached home, and
had the comfort of finding my family well, for which I truly thank
God. Listened to all the news, and noted down my accounts.
Brighton, September 1th. Set off with Catherine, Nina and Hales
to London. Our journey offered little to remark upon ; we were rather
inconvenienced by the heat and dust ; my little Nina was a very good
child, and I felt the pleasure at my heart of looking upon such dear
treasures as the wife and child beside me. The country about Cuckfield
is very beautiful. We drove, unluckily, to the Clarence Hotel, which
is now become, from a private hotel, a commercial and coach house.
Glad to escape from it. W and myself went in search of lodgings,
which through the kindness of a house-agent, who knew me, we found
after some perambulation. My dislike to Brighton was mitigated by
the clean lodgings into which we got. I took a room for Wallace over
the way.
September 8th. Walked out to post office and round the Steyne
as far as Kemp Town in company with Wallace ; met Mr. Broadwood ;
saw Mr. C , a man to make men think selfish, sensual, obdurate,
vindictive to the last and vilest degree, injuring any one in his way
to wound the object of his hate I And this man is extolled by the Bar
and Press for his amiable and honourable character ! He sold up poor
old Boaden for inability to pay his rent. In the evening read some
of Wallace's History, which I thought, with some exception, good.
Passed the evening in conversation, not very amusing, but affording
one further insight into the vanity of human nature, in showing how
we colour to ourselves the motives of our conduct. Am already wearied
with Brighton, a place to which my aversion increases with my
experience of its monotony.
September 9th. After a little writing, went to rehearsal, where
I received my luggage and settled the business of the week. Discovered
that I had been announced by mistake for the previous Monday, and
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that the play of Macbeth had been acted with an apology for a substi-
tute, owing to an error of Mr. Vining's. Rehearsed tolerably well,
and afterwards took a warm bath. Received an invitation to Worthing
from Mr. Stanley, the manager, which I answered doubtfully. After
dinner I lay down from fatigue, and endeavoured ineffectually to
recover my spirits, while Catherine, Nina and Wallace went out to
drive about the cliff. Acted Macbeth to a very fair house, but indif-
ferently ; there was a want of self-possession in the performance that
caused an exuberance of physical effort which never can have a proper
effect when perceptible to an audience. There were precipitation and
stress throughout, which often cost me the applause I ought to have
gained; my best attempt was the "to-morrow and to-morrow." Was
very much fatigued and went beaten to bed.
September IQth. The rehearsal of to-day gave little hope of our
passing muster at night ; no one perfect, and every one indifferent even
where the words were spoken. Endeavoured to rehearse naturally and
gain my self-possession ; abandoned the idea of acting Lear here from
the confused manner in which it must be done. Scarcely able to conceal
my disgust at the conceit of a very bad actor, called Haynes. Lay
down in the afternoon, while Catherine, Nina and Wallace drove about
the cliff. Met them on my way to the theatre, but shrank from a
parley, owing to the manner in which W tried to stop the coachman.
Acted Werner, for the most part very well ; although the characters
were imperfect and ill acted, the play was received with interest and
enthusiasm. I was master of myself, and felt what I was doing, and
how to do it. Mr. Stanley came from Worthing, and settled an engage-
ment with me for Saturday next. He brought me a very kind message
from Dr. Wooll, 1 inviting me to his house. Came home in a fly, and
thought much upon Sir H. B. Dudley's 2 objection to my acting, that
I " was too lavish of physical effort." He was right.
September llth. At rehearsal bore in mind Sir H. B. D.'s criti-
cism, and endeavoured to act from the mind direct, and not lash myself
1 The Rev. John Wooll, D.D. (1767-1833) ; Headmaster of Rugby lor over twenty years.
Macready was under him for a short time before he left ; he gives an interesting account of
him in his Reminiscences.
2 Presumably Sir Henry Bate Dudley, Bart. (1745-1824); clergyman, journalist, and news-
paper editor. Nicknamed the " Fighting Parson." Edited the Morning Post, and originated
the Morning Herald. Having been imprisoned for libel and practised simony, he eventually
settled down as prebendary of Ely. His baronetcy was the reward of " delicate services"
rendered to the Regent. He assumed the name of Dudley, his rightful surname being
Bate.
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into excitement by physical exertion. Wished to act well, and to bear
in mind the principle inculcated in Sir H. B.'s objection. Proceeded
with tolerable success to the third act, but, owing to the inattention
of the Lucius, my scene at the camp was utterly destroyed, and I
incapable of recovering my self-possession through the night. I must
not omit to notice the temper I displayed on the occasion, which calls
up my bitter regret, as it merits the heaviest censure. What would
I not do, or give, to cure myself of this unjustifiable, dangerous, and
unhappy disposition? Regret is no expiation of a vice that injures
others and degrades myself.
September 12th. At rehearsal I again took the same precaution as
yesterday, and hoped to have given a fresh and earnest representation
of Hamlet this evening. Returning from the theatre, I called at the
agency office to show all the sense I could of the attention I had
received there. On the parade met Listen, 1 looking pretty well, but
older and much graver the flexibility of that humorous visage seems
to stiffen under the chill of age. Wrote a letter of acknowledgment to
Dr. Wooll. Lay down, while Catherine, etc., took their daily drive.
Procured her a private box at the theatre ; was anxious to play well,
but felt myself ineffective, and was told by her of my hurry and want
of deliberate method. In comparing my performances with my
rehearsals, when I frequently speak and act with an abandonment and
a reality that surprises me, I feel the great advantage which Eean,
Miss O'Neill, and Mrs. Siddons enjoyed in passing their earliest years
upon the stage, and thereby obtaining a power of identification only
to be so acquired.
September 13th. Finding scarcely any one at the rehearsal, I went
into my dressing-room, and began the packing of my clothes. I might
have done this without an angry comment or sarcasm. Took a warm
bath, and walked on the chain pier, where I met Mrs. Liston, who
accosted me, and chatted for some time. Going home, I met and
returned with Catherine and Nina, whom we accompanied in her
little goat-carriage ; again met Mrs. Liston, and was too proud
of introducing my little girl to her. Saw a steam-carriage pass and
repass us. Catherine made some purchases. Acted Werner pretty
well, but not as on Tuesday night. The audience were cold and
very difficult to excite. Gave an explanation, as some atonement,
to Lucius, with whom I had been so angry on Wednesday. Made
1 John Liston (1776-1846), the famous comedian ; began life as a schoolmaster ; retired
from the stage in 1837.
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largesses to the servants. Settled with manager, and received his
compliments.
Worthing, September 14th. After settling all my accounts, and
waiting some time for Wallace, we set off for Worthing. Most
journeys are interesting to me, if merely from the change of object.
On this road there is the western end of Brighton, the church of
Shoreham, the Duke of Norfolk's suspension bridge, and "the sea, the
sea," to keep attention awake. The last time I travelled on this road
my feelings and my situation were as wretched as man's could well be.
How grateful ought I not to be for the blessed contrast which this
day affords ! We reached a very pleasant hotel at Worthing, on the
beach, and from rehearsal, which offered me a doubtful prospect, I
called on Dr. Wooll. Poor Dr. Wooll ! " Heu ! quantum mutatus ! " I
dressed as well as I could without dresser, and acted as well as I could,
earnestly wishing to please my poor old master. Much I did well in
the betrothment of Virginia the thought of my own beloved wife and
child flashed across me, and I spoke from my soul the tears came from
my heart.
September 15th. I saw in the Globe an announcement of my name
for Prospero in the Tempest on the opening night of D. L. theatre.
I felt very indignant at such an opening part, which Mr. Bunn knows
very well I except to. I settled my bill, and set off on a very pleasant
road towards London, through Horsham, Dorking and Leatherhead.
At Kingston we lunched, and turned off through Twickenham, Isle-
worth, and Baling, crossed the Uxbridge and Harrow roads, and
reached Elstree by the Bushey road. Was soured and annoyed (without
any due cause) by the occurrence of the morning, and suffered myself
to break into passion upon the slightest provocation, or, to speak truly,
without any provocation at all. Spoke in an overbearing and im-
petuous mariner to Wallace, who endured my insolence with most
friendly forbearance. How bitterly I reproach myself ! On my arrival
at home found my dear boy and sister quite well, for which, as for His
other mercies, I thank God.
September 16th. Wallace returned to London ; our manners and
habits of thought and action grow so diversely, that it is not to be
wondered at if friendships cool. Was vexed at the loss of my blood-
hound bitch Luath, but amused with Letty's Irish handbill "Deaf,
and answers occasionally to the name of Luath." Went over the
garden, etc. Considered Mr. Bunn's letter, which I thought rude and
imperious ; returned the part of Prospero, as not being yet engaged
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in the theatre. Wrote to Pritchard, inviting him here to-morrow. Made
arrangements for the current fortnight which occupied in canvassing
them much time. Wrote to Mr. Kenneth about Richmond, but on
a change of plan held back the letter. Have felt very languid and
ailing through the day, rheumatic and cold. Much vexed by having
to deal with such an unprincipled person as this Mr. Bunn, but hope
I have acted rightly by him. Read some of Voltaire's Candide.
September llth. News was brought me in my dressing-room of
Luath's return, having been brought back by the men-servants. Mr.
Pritchard arrived to dinner. He informed me of his discharge from
Edinburgh and his engagement at Dublin. I also learnt from him
the confirmation of what I had long suspected, an envious dislike on
the part of the manager at Edinburgh Murray to me. It is no
discredit to me.
September ISth. Was met at rising by a letter, in an altered tone,
from Bunn ; resolved on going to town. Met Letitia in chambers, and
after looking over papers went to Mr. Bunn's appointment at Drury
Lane ; he was absent, and after some delay I crossed to Covent Garden.
He "could not understand" me, nor "I him." He was ready to
agree to everything in my " Algerine " engagement, as he called it;
but when we came to the stipulation for "collateral security," he
demurred, and, reference to the motive becoming necessary, I was
obliged to ask Dunn to withdraw. I then observed upon the debt of
.200 due to me on my Dublin engagement, and that we did not meet
on equal footing ; he talked and evaded, said " my father had also
been unfortunate," and much that had no relation to the case, and
ultimately I altered my security to a stipulation that " upon infringe-
ment I should be free to leave the theatre," and so agreed on the
engagement. Afterwards walked out with Letitia pricing barouches.
Looked at some books while waiting for Billing's coach, and returned
together to Elstree, bringing with me the Yeoman's Daughter, which
Serle very kindly sent me. Talked over the day's events and read
Prospero.
September 19th. Began the morning with reading the dull, un-
grammatical version of Prospero by Dryden and Reynolds oh, the
genius ! Walked in the garden and yard, and spent the whole of the
day in altering and writing out copies of my engagement, an accom-
panying letter, making part of the agreement, with a letter to Mr.
Bunn, intended only to put on record, litera scripta, the position in
which we stand towards each other. Mr. Tomlins called, and offered
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me 35 for my largest rick, and left me requesting I would not part
with it for a pound more. I read Serle's petit drama in the evening
and was very much pleased with its humour, character and pathos ; the
keeping of the piece is excellent. Before I went to bed I read Prospero,
and as long as my eyes would keep open to it, in bed too. I am
indolent, and my mind is in an unsettled state. I have no good augury,
in my feelings, of the engagement I have made. Mr. B is destitute
alike of honour and common honesty, and my trust is in Providence
only.
September 21st. Was led, by paying the week's charge, to a con-
sideration of the cost of maintaining this house, which, at it present
rate, is far more than I can afford, and more than I will afford. The
subject would not depart from my thoughts the whole day ; the reflec-
tion that I might leave my beloved wife and children with bare
support quite distressed me. I spoke to Catherine and my sister
upon it.
London, September 25th. Went to rehearsal of the Tempest, and,
to my astonishment, no less than that of the acting-manager and
prompter to see me, found there was none. This is an omen to draw
prediction from. Went to the Garrick Club ; read the papers, and
was directed to the Age, where I read, evidently on the dictation of
Bunn, some abuse of myself a good beginning ! Saw Bartley there,
who observed that Westmacott * was always in his room, and that he
did not yet know the Covent Garden opening play ! Returned to
chambers, and wrote to Letty, invitations to Wallace and F. Reynolds.
On my way to Bricklayers' Arms overtook Price, who told me Talfourd
had bought in 1500, 3 per cents., since Xmas. Non equidem
invideo but it is hard that I should be the subject of envy.
Returned by a flying van to dinner, and passed a pleasant afternoon,
playing at whist.
September 30t/i. Went by Billings's coach, outside with Dr.
Lardner, to town ; on our way he made me acquainted with the French
and Prussian systems of education, of which I was wholly ignorant ;
they are admirable the beginning with natural history is excellently
conceived to awaken interest and exercise the memory in an agreeable
manner. In London, after executing several domestic commissions,
and calling at my banker's, I went to the rehearsal of the Tempest
at Drury Lane. Here I found that the opening was postponed to
Saturday, and received fresh evidence of the ignorance and utter
1 The editor of the Age.
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incompetency of Bunn in his treatment of poor King, a new actor
from Dublin. The prospect of the theatrical season scarcely presents
a hope of its continuance, but fortune is oft pleased to baffle judgment
and calculation.
October 1st. After dinner I received a parcel, containing a note
and the part of Ford from Cooper ; I was quite angry at this seeming
succession of bad parts, and felt really exasperated. I wrote an angry
note through Cooper, but had the sense to destroy it, and sent
another to say I had never done it. Afterwards I read it, and did
not dislike it.
October 2nd. Walked in the garden ; and sent, by Crown Prince,
D'Aguilar's Fiesco and Sulivan's Countess of Provence to Bunn, with
strong recommendation. Began to read Prospero : looked through
some parts of Bulwer's England, etc. Dressed and walked to Dr.
Dibdin's. The party consisted of Dr. Fitton, Mr. Newcome, Jenkins,
Phillimore, two Howarths. The day was not disagreeable, and to me
amusing in giving me the power of estimating the value of that society
which has set itself so much above me. I owe them no resentment.
I expected from Dr. D.'s language to meet only a gentleman's party,
and was astonished as well as hurt in going in to coffee to see the room
half filled with women Phillimores, Haworths, Boltons, Jerkins, and
unknown etcs. This slight on my dearest relations was inexcusable
either in regard to my feelings or my position in this neighbourhood.
He detained me to talk to Miss Haworth, and I " marched out by
moonlight wearily."
October 3rd. The thought occurs to me as I begin this day,
dejected but grateful to God for the undeserved blessings I enjoy,
"what is ever gained by resentment?" What benefit do we meet
from exasperating men ? We sink ourselves to the level of those who
have injured us ; and we justify the fate that oppresses us. These
reflections arose as I ruminated on the strange behaviour of Dr. Dibdin
yesterday, and its effect upon my wife and sister. I was detained in
bed by a very bad headache, and on rising walked with Catherine
round the garden. The chief occupation of the day has been to
perfect myself in Prospero, which has no charm or recompense to
allure me. I am more indolent than I wish to be ; my pursuit is so
distasteful to me. I read the lives of Blake and Sir Francis Drake
by Johnson, very much praised (I think, over-praised) by Dr. Dibdin.
Received a note from Dr. Dibdin, extremely free and cordial in its
tone, which therefore I had much rather he had not sent, as it will
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tax my art of contrivance to answer it without betraying some symptom
of my real feeling.
October 5th. To-day being the opening of Drury Lane theatre,
I went to town by Billings, and, executing some domestic commissions
previously, attended the rehearsal of the Tempest at half-past eleven.
There was nothing to notice but its tedium, and the offer made me
of a night's performance at Richmond, which I declined on the double
reason of interference with my attention to business and anticipation
of a longer and more lucrative engagement. Received two letters about
new plays. Dined on a chop at the Garrick Club (really a blackguard
place), where I saw G. Robins, Winston, T. P. Cooke, Raymond and
Collier 1 the two last are worthy of better society. Mr. King, the
debutant of Monday next, came to request my advice as to his best
course under the fearful responsibility forced on him by Bunn. As he
thought he could get through it with some effort, I recommended him
to set to work manfully : though I fear he miscalculates his powers.
Was obliged to force the locks of my trunks for my dress of Prospero,
acted the part unequally, but maintained myself in the only great
passage retained in the characterless, stupid old proses of common-
place which the acted piece calls Prospero. The house was good, and
the play went off well.
October 6th. After a night that only afforded me two hours' sleep,
I rose to catch the Crown Prince, and walked above four miles before
it overtook me. The guard informed me that Knowles was one of
the passengers on the day the coach was detained 2^ hours at Elstree
by the breaking of the axle tree, and with another passenger took a
chaise on after waiting If hours at this place. Am I to wonder that
he did not call to inquire after my family ? After the benefits he has
received from me, I think I am justified in classing it with other
evidences of unthankful conduct noticed in him. Found all well
(L. D.) at home; wrote two civil notes to authors (G. Pattison and
Phillips) who had applied to me. Enjoyed the mild beauty of the day
in the garden ; went to afternoon service ; a gentleman here, who has
not called on me, seemed anxious to get an opportunity of speaking,
which I manoeuvred to avoid. Looked into Bulwer's book, which has
this advantage, at least, that it may lead others to right conclusions,
1 Probably John Payne Collier (1789-1883), Shaksperean critic and essayist; forged
marginal corrections in first and second folios of Shakspeare, on the basis of which he
brought out annotated editions and a new text. His forgeries were afterwards exposed.
He also forged ballads, and falsified various documents and public records.
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even where he is wrong. Thought on my arrogance to men when I
was but a boy, and lament the want of proper discipline in my youth.
Read through the part of Ford.
October Sth. Did not feel well at rehearsal, but tried to take
pains. Went to dine at the Garrick Club, where I saw Savory and
Raymond, who described Miss Placide as a " Rule Britannia kind of
woman." Was very glad to hear that Mr. King had made so favour-
able an impression in Hollo. Acted partially well, my voice was not
in complete management. Some things I did well particularly last
act. I was very low-spirited to-day, and in my view of my profession
I see little ground for hope; the Press will not accept me as a first
actor, and my genius and talent, whatever it may be, has not its free
scope with a public whom I fear (on account of my family), and have
little occasion to love for all they have done for me.
October Qth. To my great surprise saw the cards of Messrs.
Ha worth, and learnt that the ladies of the family, with Dr. Dibdin,
had paid a morning visit yesterday. It became a question, in the
event of their proceeding further in the acquaintance by sending invita-
tions, what course was best to adopt, as the choice was in our own
power. For the mere convenience of making up parties to meet our
London friends I would willingly overlook their slighting behaviour
to us before, and consult my own convenience ; but the consideration
of the expense it might induce, the distraction of time and thought,
when time and thought should be applied to the care of and provision
for my children, made me decide against accepting more than a mere
calling acquaintance from them.
October 10th. At theatre received an anonymous note on the
subject of Lear, which came like a friendly breath upon my dying
enthusiasm a very kind note also from Gaspey, with extract from
the Observer's critique on Prospero and his own remarks on Macbeth.
Acted Prospero but indifferently ; there is little to sustain one's spirits,
and mine could not bear up against the weight of the part (Dryden's
Davenant !) and the oppression of my cold. Came back not well, and
read the part of Oakley, before I went to bed, and, in order to get the
start of the study on my mind, read Biron again in bed. I wish to
play what I have to do in an artist-like manner, but I feel I shall never
receive the recompense which comparatively my attention and care
might claim.
October llth. Read Ford in bed, which I am very anxious to
act well. In reflecting on Lear I begin to apprehend that I cannot
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make an effective character of it. I am oppressed with the magnitude
of the thoughts he has to utter, and shrink before the pictures of the
character which my imagination presents to me. Did not intend to
go to rehearsal, but reflecting it was for a novice, I thought it my
duty to go. I saw Miss Phillips and talked to her (perhaps more
kindly than wisely) on the subject of the business cast to her. My
own concerns are enough for me; at the Garrick Club, where I dined,
I also allowed my opinions to be suspected, if not known, which I might
as well have kept to myself. Nature has given us two ears, but only
one mouth why do we not take the hint ?
October \%,ih. Went to the rehearsal of Oakley. Many jests in
the green-room, one of Fawcett 1 falling through a trap on a man
and thrashing him for it. Went to Garrick Club. Read papers,
Lit. Gazette and scrutiny on Bunn. Dined and saw Raymond,
Williams, Fladgate, Blood, T. P. Cooke, Duruset looked through
magazines. Saw Grattan's memorandum of his own play under the
hand of Edmund Kean looked into some of the vulgar abuse of
Fraser. 2 Read Oakley. Acted with more self-possession and nature
than formerly, and should have done much better but for Miss P.'s
interruption. Talfourd called in room ; supped with him at Garrick
Club. Saw that reptile Westmacott behind scenes ; he betrays his
consciousness of having injured me. Talfourd friend told me of
the general denial of my ability to act Shakspeare ! !
October ISth. Late in bed made late rising. Gave about five
hours to the study of Pierre. 3 It has occurred to me to write a
current review of this season and endeavour to show the incompetency
of Mr. Bunn from his ignorance of the art he has to deal with. " Send
them on " is his plan of tactics; like old Thornton's, "they must go
forward ! " Thinking over Grattan's Kean made me consider what
was Kean's generosity his Irish benefit was a trick his drunken
prodigality and his distressed family make up a bad account of
generosity. It is not worth undeceiving the world, which is willingly
deceived ; but it is well to know the world and see the hollowness of
its judgment in the value of its opinion. Our own good opinion is
all we ought to care for, but our title to that ought to be severely
questioned. At dinner with Talfourd (Price, Serle and afterwards
Forster) I indulged my besetting vice for it is more than weakness
1 John Fawcett (1768-1837), playwright and comedian ; he and his contemporary,
T. P. Cooke, were reputed to be the best Falstaffs of their day.
8 Eraser's Magazine. * In Venice Preserved.
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in speaking on Knowles, when I might better have kept silence.
The world is to me a lesson which I am ever learning, but I should
die without being perfect in it. May my example and experience teach
my children and I am content to bear.
October 14tJi. Went to the rehearsal of Venice Preserved, curious
to see the bepuffed Mrs. Sloman, 1 who was standing on the stage as
I entered. I listened with interest to her opening speech, but the
first five lines spoke disappointment to me. I soon, as the play pro-
ceeded, became convinced that no permanent success could follow so
artificial and vulgar a manner. At the Garrick Club, where I dined,
saw some rather favourable criticisms on Oakley, which gratified me
in making me feel that I was not now so much the object of personal
dislike. My acting of Pierre did not satisfy me, though I felt it to
be better than my former efforts in the part. Mrs. Sloman more than
realized my anticipations ; it was the worst kind of rant that pervaded
her performance. Wrote a note of excuse to Talfourd for next
Sunday's dinner, in consequence of being announced every night this
week.
October 16th. Seeing immense placards of Mrs. Sloman's success,
I called at the Garrick to see yesterday's papers, all of which, except
the Post, let her down gently. What an injudicious ass Mr. Bunn
is ! Saw Knowles at Garrick. Nothing could be cooler than his greet-
ing, as mine, I daresay, to him. If ever a man was at heart ungrateful,
it is this man I would not have his genius for his heart. At rehearsal
Cooper spoke to me about Antony, and tried to cast it. Oh ! what
these managers are ! Bunn also talked to me ; it is evident he already
begins to feel himself enscraped.
October V^ih. Lay late in bed, thinking over characters ; and
busied myself in chambers during the short interval before rehearsal.
Attended a very tedious rehearsal of Cymbeline, in the course of which
I went over to the Garrick Club to dine and read the papers. Mrs.
Sloman seems a complete failure, and certainly she communicates no
pleasure to me in her acting not one tone or look of truth have I
yet witnessed from her. Our rehearsals are more like country ones
than those of a patent theatre. Acted part of Posthumus with free-
dom, energy and truth, but there must have been observable an
absence of all finish. To-night there was a delay of nearly half an
hour and consequent clamour at Covent Garden, the singers having
1 A tragic actress who had made some reputation at Norwich, which she failed to
maintain in London.
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been unable to go through their songs. The play of Antony and
Cleopatra was called for to-morrow as a new play, but I induced
Mr. Cooper to alter it to Saturday. On coming home read part of
Antony. The more I see of the management of Mr. Bunn, the more
I find cause to blame the proprietors who gave the theatre to him !
October 18t7i. Read over Antony and Cleopatra in preparation
for the next day's repetition of the task to the performers. Continued
my attention to Antony through the evening. My long absences from
home make my visits there so many holidays ; I ought not to indulge
in the delicious idleness into which I fall, but there is so much to
say and to enjoy in the society of my dear wife and children, that I
am unable to resist its influence.
October 19th. Rehearsed the Stranger. Mrs. Sloman thanked me
for my support in Isabella ; I do not know whether this was conceit,
or humility. I am inclined to believe the former. Afterwards I read
the play of Antony and Cleopatra in the green-room, with which, to
my surprise, the performers expressed themselves much pleased. I
acted but indifferently may claim some right to excuse myself in part
from the noise made by the irruption of the half-price. My first
suspicion of Mrs. Sloman is fully confirmed ; she has neither imagina-
tion, feeling nor grace of course, cannot have expression.
October %Qth. Lay in bed meditating on the characters now on
my mind for study, and occasionally thinking on the information,
foolishly given me by Gaspey last night, of the Satirist's abuse of
me ; he told me that it dismissed my Macbeth with the simple epithet
"execrable," which gave me very little concern. It seems strange to
me how men can cherish malignant feelings, and how they can seek
to gratify them at the expense of truth ; there is much baseness
certainly in human nature. Wrote two notes, one to Mrs. Hatton
declining to subscribe for her book, another to Mrs. Lewis, enclosing
1 for a poor sick actor ; I do not like to expend my money, but the
really wretched have a claim which duty bids me not evade. Read
over my part of Antony, and afterwards that of Cardinal Wolsey.
Went to dine at Talfourd's chambers, where I met Price, Serle,
Knowles, Abbott, Forster and two Reading gentlemen. 1 Spent a very
agreeable evening, but drank rather more wine than was good for
me, though begging for coffee. Knowles was very dejected, perhaps
it is not charitable to think that his oddity looked like acting occasion-
ally ; still he was very odd to me as cordial as he was cold some days
1 Talfourd was a native of Reading, for which borough he afterwards sat in Parliament.
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ago. Forster walked home with me at a very late hour ; he appears
quite an enthusiast; I like him.
October 21st. Headache and nausea were this morning the penalty
incurred for last night's enjoyment ; I overcame them just in time to
reach rehearsal at the moment I was wanted. All was confusion ; so
much tumult and noise, that it quite made me nervous. Went to the
Garrick Club, where I dined. Met T. Hill, 1 Hartley and Robinson ;
read the papers. Bartley told me that the management was three
hours ( !) in settling to-night's play. Read in a sleepy manner Wolsey.
Acted it not quite to my own satisfaction, for I did not feel collected,
nor always identified with the part, but Talfourd, who came into my
room, praised it very much (still, he is so good-natured), and Cooper
observed how well the last scene went. I might have done it better.
Read Hotspur, on which character I received some hints from Tal-
fourd, which, if I had time to polish my examination of, would greatly
improve my performance.
October 22nd. Rehearsed well, but still all was uncertain and
unsettled in my mind. Dowton 2 recommended me to try Benedict.
I must pause before I decide on it ; I stated positively my inability to
act Osmond ( !) on Monday. Notes from Captain Medwin, 3 whom I
do not like, and a Mr. Carroll, wanting an engagement ; answered
both. Lay down to recruit my spirits and read Hotspur. Acted
Hotspur I scarcely know how. I could and should have done it
well if I had had rehearsal to prove myself, and a few days to think
upon it. Received a severe blow on the eye and cheek in falling,
which I apprehend will be a large black eye. Cooper thinks I am
so furious and so strong ! Felt tired and dissatisfied with myself.
October 247i. On arriving in town hurried to rehearsal, where
I saw Mr. King, congratulating him on his success ; he did not appear
quite so modest as before, but how very excusable under the applause
he has received ! He afterwards told me he felt himself in a " false
position " and that he "was in a fever." Received a book of Castle
1 Thomas Hill (1760-1840), a familiar figure in journalistic and theatrical circles;
depicted as "Hull" in Theodore Hook's Gilbert Gurney ; a liberal entertainer and dis-
criminating book -collect or ; mentioned as "a character" in many contemporary Journals
and Reminiscences.
8 William Dowton (1764-1851), an actor of note ; his principal parts were Dr. Cantwell,
Falstaff, Sir Anthony Absolute, Sir Christopher Curry.
* Thomas Medwin (1788-1869), cousin of Shelley, through whom he made the acquaint-
ance of Byron ; wrote a Life of Shelley and Conversations of Lord Byroti, neither of which is
regarded as trustworthy.
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Spectre a fit play for Mr. Bunn's management. In my chambers
found a parcel containing notes and a play from Mr. Hiscox, a very
dull bore, who wanted me to read and champion his rejected play.
Answered Mr. Hiscox. Lay down and tried to read Werner, but
was too tired for anything but sleep. Took especial pains in acting
Werner, made due pause, so as to discriminate clearly, and subdued
all tendency to exaggeration. Satisfied myself. Read Osmond ugh I
trash I
October 25th. Before I went out a note arrived from Captain
Medwin, requesting an order, which I sent " I do not like thee, Dr.
Fell." At rehearsal, where I went for Mrs. Sloman's scenes, Mr.
Cooper informed me of the favourable newspaper reports, which I
went to read at the Garrick Club ; was truly sorry to see Mr. King
so severely handled, much, I believe, resulting from Mr. Bunn's
injudicious puffery.
October 21th. Read the Spectator, a paper that extols ,Mr.
Knowles as an artist above myself, and thought upon and read part
of the character of Antony. Spent some time in my dressing-room,
and on coming down settled my accounts ; read Leontes, and
endeavoured to methodize and temper with more skill my delivery of
the passionate part. Read some judicious remarks on the evils of
English society, particularly in the point of pride of caste, extracted
in the Spectator. After dinner I bestowed some attention on the
reading of Ford, and listened to Captain Ross's narrative ; after which I
read Hotspur through, and then read family prayers. The demand
of the theatre upon my time leaves me none for attention to my mind's
improvement.
October %8th. Arrived in town, found myself late for the
rehearsal, which was called at ten. Went to the theatre, and under
the sensation of wearied body and mind proceeded with the play. In
the wardrobe found no df%ss for me, and lost my temper at the black-
guard (I have no other word descriptive of the man) Bunn for his
behaviour. Reflection, however, convinced, and convinces me, that if
I want to yield him occasion of success, I shall do so by passion.
Read some very warm panegyrics on Wolsey and Werner by Forster
dined at the Garrick. Medwin sent for an order, which I refused,
having none to give. Read a little of Leontes, oppressed with weari-
ness. Acted very ill, being literally imperfect this disgusting
management ! Notes from Mr. Atherstone, an ass ! Mr. Crooke, a
knave ! Mr. Hiscox, a bore ; Mr. Young, I know not who ; worried
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and kept up to a late hour in answering them. Sent a note to Cooper
stating my inability to play Ford on Tuesday.
October 29fc. Awoke with uncomfortable thoughts upon the
conduct of the theatre ; distressed by the exacting ignorant manage-
ment. Soothed down my angry musings into a resolution to be quiet
and to receive annoyances quietly, but to stand firmly upon strong
grounds of resistance. Answered several notes, and proceeded to read
Ford, which I did with much attention. Sent a poor fellow with his
drama, at his request, to Abbott. Answered very kindly Serle's
request to read again his play, as upon my decision is to rest the
performance of it. Took the note to Miller's, where I saw Serle and
explained to him how much I was oppressed by the management.
Dined at the Garrick Club, found very pleasant mention of my Leontes
in the papers, and held a cheerful conversation with some whom once
I thought my enemies. I read through Hotspur, but failed in giving
the effect of the previous evening to it, it was not collected, nor artist-
like, an absence of finish and point throughout. Is this my fault,
or to be attributed to the hurried state of mind in which the manager
keeps me? If it be the last, I ought to combat and overcome its evil
influence.
October 3Qth. Acted Werner fairly, not so well in some parts,
but better in others than the previous evening. Time, time, and dis-
crimination; but time ensures discrimination. Poor King was hardly
used by the audience ; he came to speak to me, and I gave him the
best comfort I could.
October 31st. At Garrick Club saw the papers, laudatory of
myself in Werner, and announcing the damnation of melodrama. Met
Mr. Bernard, the author, very dejected, poor fellow ! What a change
from the smile of hope that lit up his countenance a day or two ago !
Mr. Bunn has announced the Merry Wives if for me, I will be quiet.
Gave a good reading to Ford, and sent notes to some advertising
servants and to Wallace. Received three plays, Countess of Provence,
Adorno and The Bridal, from a Mr. Girard by order of Mr. Bunn
without word of comment or explanation ; this so far from vexes me
that it really amuses me ; I like to see such a person show himself out
in things that are innoxious. I also received a call for Ford, on
which I sent a note to Mr. Cooper explaining my inability to play the
part on Tuesday. Mr. Bunn appears to me in a Malay humour, ready
to run amok pitiful wretch ! Read Macbeth over to correct some
faults in my last performance.
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November 1st. Rose late and did little before rehearsal (Ford).
At the theatre I heard Dowton speaking to Duruset on the subject
of Kemble's erudition, which I have always believed to have been
falsely attributed to him, and quoting Cumberland, 1 Sheridan, 2 and
G. Colman, 3 as persons who had a most contemptuous opinion of his
classical acquirements. Cumberland, a ripe scholar, said that he
scarcely knew anything of Latin and no Greek at all. A man, called
Jones, said he was only a year at Douay ! ! In a conference with
Bunn it was decided that Ford should be laid aside, and that
Antony and Cleopatra should be done (sacrificed) on Monday sennight.
Mr. Bunn is such a blackguard, and so out of the pale of respectability,
that I have resolved to have no more dealings with him, but transact
all my business with Mr. Cooper. Acted Macbeth passably, held in
check by Mrs. Sloman, who I think derived her fire from what would
have quenched many others.
November 4*th. Came to town. Ran directly to rehearsal and
very attentively went through Henry V. My dress was beggarly as
usual from the theatre, and inappropriate from my own wardrobe.
Dined at the Garrick, where I saw Yates, 4 from whom I got an order
for Colonel Birch. Went home; lay down in bed and read Henry
very attentively. Acted it with more self-possession than I have felt
before a London audience for years. Three accidents, however,
occurred (on such trifles does an actor's success depend !) that damped
the general effect of the play which, I incline to think, I acted well :
my truncheon broke in my hand during the great speech to Westmore-
land, which for a moment disconcerted me Mr. Russell was not called
to his time and cut out his part and Miss Phillips bewildered me in
the last scene by forgetting her speech to me. I never, in my own
mind, acted the part so well. After the play I marked two acts of
Antony and Cleopatra, and at a very late hour went to bed and thought
upon Othello.
November 5th. Was up in good time and out to the theatre with
1 Richard Cumberland (1732-1811), Fellow of Trinity College, Cambridge; Secretary to
the Board of Trade ; wrote various plays.
2 In point of classical attainments it is questionable whether Sheridan was much better
off than Kemble.
3 George Colman the younger (1762-1836), dramatist and examiner of plays (1824-1836) ;
educated at Westminster, Christchurch, Oxford, and Aberdeen University.
4 Frederick Henry Yates (1797-1842), actor and theatrical manager; possessed con-
siderable talent and versatility, but never attained the front rank. He was the father of
Edmund Yates, the novelist and journalist, and the husband of Mrs. Elizabeth Yates, an
accomplished actress.
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the book of Antony. Rehearsed part of Antony and noted the sulki-
ness of Miss Kenneth a person surely not at all fit to be in a London
theatre. Offered some advice to Miss Phillips, to whom Bartley
behaved very ill about the Queen in Richard. Mr. Cooper showed
me my name in the bills for Othello on Friday next, which I said I
would not do. Why should I be thrust before my audience in an
unprepared state, because Mr. Bunn's incapacity involves him in a
dilemma ?
November 6th. Rehearsed Antony ; inclined, from aversion to row,
to yield on the question of Othello; dined at Garrick Club. I gave
Cooper notice that on the terms of my engagement I claimed, in right
of choice, lago which induced a correspondence that I retain as
evidences of Mr. Bunn's character. I received his note to Cooper after
twelve o'clock, and did not see the simple grounds on which the ques-
tion rested, viz. I could, or I could not. Sat up until four o'clock,
writing answers and copying notes. More annoyed than I ought to
have been by a mere question of law. Acted Werner very well, and
to a fair house, though Mr. Bunn said it was .62 ! ! !
November 1th. Rose very early from anxiety to settle this un-
pleasant business ; " in nocte consilium " the view I now took of it was
totally different from that of last night. I looked with perfect in-
difference on any possible attempt of Mr. Bunn's to embroil me with
the public, regarding the matter as merely a difference of opinion, on
which I must be the best judge ; saw that I had written too much, and
set off to ask counsel of Wallace. He at once decided so, and agreeing
together on what should be said, he wrote a note of about ten lines,
with which, after just shaking hands with Lardner, I omnibused down
to Drury Lane. Thence I returned to the Garrick Club, where I
looked at the papers and talked for two hours with Mills, then went
and presented myself to rehearse lago to Mr. Cooper. All was right,
and lago it was to be. Cooper sent me afterwards the second epistle
of Mr. Bunn on the subject, which I copied. Most thankful to God for
the relief I felt in disengaging myself from that ruffian, Mr. Bunn.
Read first act of Hamlet.
November Sth. Began my day with the rehearsal of lago, in which
I had to encounter and try to fortify myself against the prospect of
an imperfect Roderigo, the gentleman only having received the part
the morning before, or late the previous evening. This is most
shameful. Dined at the Garrick Club, where I saw Fladgate and
Harley ; returning, met Knowles and Mr. Weekes, an actor whom I
did not at all recollect. Wrote to Catherine and had a visit from
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Ellen and one from Dow, who sat long, too long for the necessary
self-possession and nerve of lago. I must be resolute when I have
important characters on my mind, and must refuse to expend either
spirits, thought, or voice in idle conversation. Of course I acted
indifferently, and I think I may ascribe much of my deficiency to the
miserable support. Wallace came round to my room. I was satisfied
that I acted ill. Mr. Perkins lent me a volume of plays, containing
one of Antony and Cleopatra, by Sir Charles Sedley, in rhyme mere
trash. Forgot to notice that in going to the theatre this morning I
saw my name in the bills for Hastings, in which Mr. King had been
announced the whole week at Covent Garden for to-morrow !
November $th. Saw a nursemaid for Catherine, who looked more
like a producer than a rearer of children ; dismissed her. Rehearsed
Jane Shore without Dumont or Ratcliffe in order to regenerate the
drama. Dined at Garrick Club, saw the papers, which gave me
certainly not less commendation than I merited in lago, if indeed they
did not give me more; but I was knocked up. Oh, Mr. Warde's
" mi-i-i-ser-r-ry ! " Sent Colonel Birch orders, and wrote to dear
Catherine. Forster called, whom I have real pleasure in seeing. I
returned Mr. Grainger 's play of Adorno with a note of self-
exculpation. I acted Lord Hastings well really well ; I almost satis-
fied myself; a little more truth in part of the last scene would have
made it a very commendable performance.
November IQth. Dined at the Garrick Club, and looked at all
the papers except the Age, which I expected would abuse me. I
certainly acted lago inefficiently, but for it must throw much of the
blame on Roderigo and Othello. Looked through Fraser's disgusting
magazine. Came home after coffee to resume my reading of Hamlet,
about which I am most anxious and anticipate disappointment.
November llth. Birthday of my beloved, my adored Catherine ;
God for ever and for ever bless her ! Amen. This day I devote to
Hamlet, for which I post to rehearsal at ten, though feeling the pains
and languor of fatigue before entering on my day's work. Rehearsed
Hamlet so well, that could I act it in the same manner I should not
fear criticism but diffidence and nervousness have to come with night.
Mr. Baker (Guildenstern) was ordered to leave the rehearsal, but I
said if he left I would. Dined, seeing newspapers, which praised my
Lord Hastings, at Garrick Club. Found notes at home, which I could
not read, but betook myself to bed, where I endeavoured to impress
my purpose in Hamlet on my mind, and to gain some refreshment to
my body and spirits. Letters from Mr. Close and Butler about a play,
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which I could not read. I acted Hamlet how? Not so well as I
rehearsed it, but still I think well. I can infuse more effect, and
spread more finish over it, if the newspapers will only give me the
confidence in the audience necessary to effect so much. A Mr. Hiscox
followed me out of the theatre and very ludicrously badgered me about
his play.
November 12t/i. Have not yet seen the papers, but can scarcely
expect them to gainsay their former opinions on my Hamlet. I must
endeavour to " unassuming win my way." Rehearsed Antony, and was
gratified in reading a good report of my Hamlet in the Herald and
Post. Acted Prospero merely in reference to general style. Notes
from Mr. Lough on my Hamlet, from Mills on the Bridal. Set off
after the play for Elstree through a fog so dense that I thought at
Kilburn I must turn back : we ran on the bank, against a gig, a post,
and at last to my great comfort arrived safely.
November 14tfc. Went to rehearse William Tell; was much con-
cerned to hear and read of the success of the gewgaw opera at Covent
Garden, as likely to protract the period of this wretched fellow's
management, and to confirm the ignorant in the belief of the extinction
of dramatic art. Acted William Tell middlingly. The glee and chorus
and all the female peasants were omitted, because the chorus were at
Covent Garden.
November 15th. Read a little of Plutarch's Cato ; how he brings
you into the chambers, nay, into the very hearts of men ! I began
Hamlet very languidly, my spirits were low, and my mind not in the
part. I felt the absence of what the French justly term, inspiration ;
but in the middle of the second act I rallied, and asserted myself
through the remainder of the play, acting the advice to players and
some passages better than on Monday.
November 16th. Went to the theatre about my dress for Antony,
which I persisted, after evasion and delay, in seeing. Was disgusted
with the ignorant impertinence of Mr. Cooper informing me, that
because he studied his parts at so short a notice, I might also do the
same. Called at hairdresser's, and at the Garrick Club, where I saw
the papers, and railed (qu. wisely?) at the state of things. Jerdan
hoped I would keep account of the various absurdities in the manage-
ment, which I will do. Read Plutarch's life of Antony, and then
gave a careful reading to the part itself, which is long, and I fear not
effective.
November 18th. Acted Werner as well as I could against my
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illness. Made several strong effects by management and taking time
the great secret. My indisposition was so manifest that Mr. Cooper
sent over for Mr. Bunn, counselling him not to keep me in the bills
for the morrow. Mr. B seemed not to think me ill or hoarse, but
offered to "shut the theatre if I wished." I peremptorily declined,
and said I was ready to act, if able. He decided, it seems, on closing
to-morrow. Settled dresses for Antony, of which nothing was allowed
to be new but a cloak.
November 19th. On walking through the streets from the
Hummum's to my chambers the inhalation of the air was like breathing
prickles. I met Mr. Lee, who noticed my illness the previous evening.
Found dear Catherine weak, but better. I felt very unwell myself,
cold, hoarse, and with a catch on my breath. Went to rehearsal of
Antony, which was in a very backward state, and mounted with very
inappropriate scenery, though beautifully painted by Stanfield. Earle
called to see me, said I ought to lay by for several days, and forbade
me to play on the morrow. I reported his words to Cooper and left
the rehearsal at a quarter before five ! Wallace called and Cooper sent
a note from Bunn requiring, "for the satisfaction of the public,"
Earle's certificate. On Henley's return from Savoy and Moore's I sent
him to H. Earle ; he kept me in a state of some anxiety, not returning
till nearly ten with a certificate, ordering me not to play for " several
days," which I instantly sent "to Mr. Bunn's satisfaction."
November 20th. Forster called, and had a long theatrical gossip ;
Catherine and Letitia liked him very much. Cooper called, and on his
promise that I should have Friday and Saturday for rest, obtained
my consent to play the following day. Bunn had intended publishing
my certificate, but on perusal withheld it. Earle called, desired me not
to play on the morrow, if not feeling perfectly well. Sent note to
the theatre to that effect, notwithstanding which Mr. B persisted in
announcing me. Read Antony through the whole evening and dis-
covering many things to improve and bring out the effect of the part,
though unable from a pain at my heart, impeding my respiration, to
practise it. I found that I had just got an insight into the general
effect, but had no power of furnishing a correct picture or of making
any strong hits.
November 21st. Went to rehearsal, certainly with amended health,
but still rather hoarse, not quite free from the pain at the heart, and
generally depressed and weak. I remained there until four o'clock,
and protested to Messrs. Wilmott and Cooper against the hurried
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manner in which I was thrust before the public. Mr. Bunn came for
a short time, and spoke to me about Lear, to which I returned a
vague answer, and about "a great go," on which he wished to speak
with Stanfield and myself. Felt quite knocked up and very unwell.
I was so wretchedly low, fretted and exhausted, that I could not speak
to him. I nursed the minutes on the sofa until five, when I went to the
theatre. I acted what shall I say? As well as I could under the
circumstances ; was raw, efforty and uncertain in the scenes of passion,
but had just taken precaution enough to make my pauses, although not
to make use of them it was not a performance to class w r ith what I
have lately done. Wallace and Dow came into my room. Wallace
congratulated me! Beaten.
November 22nd. Went to the theatre to speak to Cooper about
my exhausted state of body and mind. From him I learned that I
was announced for William Tell to-morrow ; he quite sympathized with
me, and took from me a proposal to Mr. Bunn, to the effect that " if
he would for the next fortnight limit my performances to three nights
per week I would try to go on without impeding the business if
not, I would be guided by Mr. Earle." Cooper went with me to see
some very beautiful gold coins, among which were several of Antony.
At G. Club saw Fladgate, and spoke to him on the subject of a bust
to Mrs. Siddons. Read the newspapers, which were, I thought, very
liberal in their strictures on Antony. Acted Antony better to-night
than last night, but it is an hasty, unprepared, unfinished performance.
Mr. Cooper's report of Mr. Bunn's reply to my proposal was that he
asked, "Is Mr. Macready disposed to give up half his salary for that
fortnight ? "
November 23rd. H. Earle's answer, desiring me to rest from
acting, was brought. I acted languidly, but not very badly, William
Tell; I did not wish to possess the actors with an idea of good
health by any desperate efforts to act well. Received note from Mr.
Bunn, humble and false, stating that Cooper said I " demanded "
what I proposed, which Cooper directly denied. I learned also that
he had stopped my salary for the Wednesday night ! ! At Cooper's
request I left a note intimating that I should not play next week.
On reaching chambers I wrote to H. Earle.
November 24fh. Began a letter to Cooper, which I found too
long. Read prayers to my family. Wrote a letter to Cooper, tender-
ing through him the resignation of my engagement, and offering a
premium for it.
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November 27t/i. I was awoke in the morning by letters from
Messrs. Bunn and Cooper. Mr. Cooper's informing me that Mr. B
would reply to my proposal, and Mr. Bunn taking up a very friendly
tone to say nothing in extenuation of his annoyance to me, but pro-
mising that in future my wishes should be consulted, at the same time
refusing to relinquish my engagement. All this is mere froth, and
the froth of a venomed dog, too ; he has been mighty in his promises
before, and they have only become means of alluring me to cajole-
ment. Henceforth I put no trust in him whatever. On getting up, I
applied myself to answer him, which I did not very satisfactorily to
myself, but mildly and in a temper rather inclining to smooth asperities.
December 1st. The news which letters conveyed to me this morn-
ing from the papers was the death of my old master Dr. Wooll. I
really regret him, he was kind, most hospitable, ready to enjoy and
delighted to look upon enjoyment, in short of a most benevolent dis-
position; this made 'the weaknesses of his character, his vanity and
French abbe-like manner less unamiable. He had little or no pre-
tensions to profound learning, but he was a thoroughly good-natured,
kind-hearted man. After giving up some time to my darling children,
sat down to read through the character of Antony, which I can see
how imperfectly I have played, yet have not time nor motive to re-
study. Dow called just in time to intercept me going to church ; he
sat and chatted some time ; I was glad to hear him (with his idolatry
of Kean) say that he liked my Hamlet. He stayed some time and
accepted an invitation for Miss D and self for Christmas Eve and
day. Dow asked me to-day about Sardanapalus ; I will look once more
at it, but I have no hopes of it.
December 2nd. At the theatre I began Antony very feebly, but
rallied and acted parts of it better than I had yet done. I learned
from Cooper that Sardanapalus was to be done with a grand scene,
the proposal I made in the beginning of the season to Reynolds ! This,
I take it, is the " great go " ! I was very indiscreet in speaking to that
sottish man, Mr. , about the acting of the last scene. I cannot
sufficiently blame myself. I was quite foolish.
December 3rd. Walked with Harley to Garrick Club, saw Ray-
mond, etc. ; they said Sheil was suspected to be the traitor spoken of
by Hill. 1
1 Mr. Matthew Davenport Hill, M.P. for Hull, in a speech to his constituents made
at this time stated that an Irish member who spoke violently against the Coercion Bill
had in private advised members not to relax any of its provisions, and that he had
asked, "Who is the traitor?" On the 5th February, 1834, Mr. O'Connell called the
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December 4tth. Dear Letitia's birthday : may God bless her and
send her many happy ones ! At Garrick Club, where I dined, I chatted
with Collier on the drama, and with Bartley on the subject of my late
correspondence with Mr. Bunn he saw my first letter, and thought it
a most temperate and straightforward one. I sent Smith orders in
answer to his note, and went to bed, so very tired and weak was I.
Looked at the part of Sardanapalus, which Mr. Cooper had given me
with "Mr. Bunn's best compliments." Acted Virginius not to my
satisfaction, was tame and inefficient in the early part, but warmed
with the progress of the play, and was myself in the two last acts.
December 5th. Read through the part of Sardanapalus, which I
think (but had better not say) is injudiciously cut. Dined at Garrick
Club, and looked at some of the magazines ; a criticism in the New
Monthly, finding fault with a passage in my Jaques, pleased me much
from its truth and good taste. Came home, and read King John, after
looking over the parts of Shakspeare for one to excite attention in.
I fear it is not to be done, but by slow degrees, and " while the grass
grows," etc. Looked at parts of Coriolanus. I should have been
taught to think and look through the subjects of my consideration.
December 6th. Only rose to attend the rehearsal of King John,
which, if I wish to act well, I must give much of to-morrow to, for
I am not master in execution of my own wishes and exceptions in the
part, which I ought to act grandly. I looked after my John's dress,
and received a letter of thanks for Virginius. Brewster called, ordered
wig for Coriolanus ; if the public choose to be pleased, I will spare no
pains nor expense to please them. Sheil is in a predicament, I would
counsel him to fight, but that I do not like to incur the possible con-
sequences of reflection. Acted leisurely, without inspiration or per-
spiration, still I seemed to produce an effect upon the audience, but I
was not identified with Werner. "Je n'e*tais pas le personnage."
Lost my temper (oh! fool) about an interference with my order for
King John's dress.
December 1th. Rose at a very early hour with perfect pleasure
to return home by the Crown Prince coach ; endeavoured on my way
to keep my thoughts on King John, but they ludicrously mixed them-
attention of the House of Commons to this subject, and on behalf of the Irish members
asked for an explanation. Lord Althorp, then leading the House of Commons, declined to
assure Mr. Sheil that he was not the member intended. A duel seemed impending, and
they were both put in the custody of the Sergeant-at-Arms. Mr. Sheil was afterwards
cleared of the suspicions raised against him by a Select Committee (note by Sir
F. Pollock}.
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selves with other subjects and lulled me into invincible slumbers.
Arriving on a very rainy and tempestuous day, I found my darling
Nina better, but very thin, and dearest Willie better, but fretful and
not quite well. After breakfast, I read with a desire of improvement
King John, and remained in the drawing-room (coming down only
twice for short periods) until past four o'clock. I then took up Sar-
danapalus, which I read, comparing it with the original and marking
my book by it. I do not think, with whatever adjuncts, that it can do ;
it seems to me very undramatically prepared ; and most injudiciously
have the selections of its poetry been made. After dinner (what with
a yule log, and good port wine, I enjoyed my fireside) I returned to
my tiresome task of collating Sardanapalus .
December 9th. Came to town by Billings, and went to rehearsal,
at which there was no Hubert; an unusual and not very pleasant
occurrence. From the theatre went to dine and see the papers at the
Garrick Club. Returning to chambers, wrote notes and was a good
deal disturbed, by loss of temper as well as time (a loss attributable
only to my own folly), on the subject of my armour for King John.
Captain de Visme called about Mr. Sulivan's play; I have to charge
myself with some deficiencies in good breeding during his stay. I told
him of the manager's answer, and parted from him with at least
civility; but I was careless in my interview with him of the "fashion
and ceremony " due to a gentleman. I went to the theatre, thinking
first of my dress and secondly of King John ! I am ashamed, grieved
and distressed to acknowledge the truth : I acted disgracefully, worse
than I have done for years ; I shall shrink from looking into a news-
paper to-morrow, for I deserve all that can be said in censure of me.
I did what I feared I should do, sacrificed my character to my dress ! !
Wallace and Talfourd came into my room, and I felt what they thought
of my performance ; it has made me very unhappy.
December IQth. I could neither go to bed last night from self-
dissatisfaction, for I sat up reading Luke and Sardanapalus till past
one, nor could I get up this morning from the same depressing cause.
Sat a long time in conversation with Forster, who called. I feared to
look into the papers, but found them, on going to meet Fladgate by
appointment at the Garrick Club, very indulgent indeed. The Herald
remarked, in objection, upon my dress ; so that I suffered as I ought,
but not in the degree I merited. Went with Fladgate to call on
Chantrey 1 who received us very kindly, and with whom we had a most
1 Sir Francis Legatt Chantrey, R.A. (1781-1842), the famous sculptor.
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interesting conversation. Our purpose was to ascertain his price for
a bust of Mrs. Siddons, to be placed in Westminster Abbey by the
Garrick Club. He told us 200 guineas, but that the price should be
no obstacle ; he spoke most pleasingly and liberally. Fladgate was
delighted with him. On leaving him to inquire at his request of
Deville if he had a cast of Mrs. Siddons, we arranged our plan of
operations, viz. to learn all, ask the practicability of the plan, and then
at a " house dinner " engage members of the Club to support it. We
went to Deville 's, saw the cast of Siddons, Miss O'Neill, etc. Looked
through the illustrations of Byron's works, in which are some very
beautiful and some very indifferent engravings. I think I should be
ashamed to see a portrait of myself with the expression of coxcombical
pertness that marks that of Moore. 1 I was very much gratified with
Chantrey's conversation. He observed that to satisfy relations or
friends it was desirable that the likeness of a bust should be as exact
as possible, but that in the case of a person of genius we must have
something to engage the attention and respect of those who could never
be able to judge of a likeness. His remarks on the necessity of supply-
ing the want of colours by shadows pleased me much ; that if he copied
exactly a face, as it actually was, it would neither have effect nor
resemblance, but that he was obliged to vary, always with due caution
and care, the exact surface, giving prominence where shadows might
be needful to give the corresponding effect to colour.
December 12t/i. How strange it is that our experience of the pain
as well as unprofitableness of passion should not teach us the lesson of
subduing it ! How many times this morning had I to accuse myself,
and reason myself out of my wrath and impatience, as I drove along,
because Healey had brought me a slow coach instead of a fast cab ? If
there be one folly more injurious to man than another it is the senseless
fury of anger. Read the heavy part of Sardanapalus. Turned the
leaves of Byron's Don Juan, a wanton display of thought, wit and
brilliancy. Thought of going by a late coach to-morrow, but the
recollection of poor Billings 's empty vehicle this morning determined
me to rise and go by him.
December Iftth. Came to town by Billings, and found a call for
rehearsal. Paid Healey, and went to rehearse Coriolanus. At the
theatre found a pamphlet enclosed from Mr. G. Farren on the char-
1 Thomas Moore (1779-1852), the poet. He and Macready were acquaintances, but there
are many strictures on him in the Diaries. It would certainly be difficult to find two
Irishmen more unlike in character and temperament.
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acter of Shylock, which I felt as rather an impertinence. I acted
Hotspur in a way that showed me my ability to play it much better,
and indeed very well. I took more time over the opening speech, but
found, as I proceeded, the want of study, and how very little pains
would make it good. I also found in the progress of the scene the
vast benefit derived from keeping vehemence and effort out of passion.
It is everything for nature. The reading the letter was not bad, chiefly
on that account. The other scenes would have been better had I taken
less wine, but it made me dry and hurried. At home I looked through
the leaves of V. Hugo's play.
December 14/i. Awoke late, and got up in great haste to dress
for rehearsal ; was there in time, saw the play, Coriolanus, in so dis-
graceful a state that it was useless to bestow a word upon the mise en
scene : had not even the power to try myself in the feeling of the part.
After rehearsal went to pay in some money at Ransom's, and called
at the Garrick Club, where I found Robins, 1 Reynolds, Fladgate, etc.
Our conversation was on the state of the theatres ; Robins denied
being the cause of their present state, and mentioned that it had been
reported: "Polhill had said at the Blackguard, alias Beefsteak Club,
that he was the manager, and Bunn merely put in by him." This was
contradicted, as was said, by Dunn. Mention was made of Mr. Bunn's
letter stating, in obscene and disgusting language, his design to produce
a licentious spectacle ! A worthy caterer for English taste ! At dinner
indulged too much in the luxuries of home, and found the evening-
gone when I wished to begin my work.
December 1.5th. Rose late, and, on coming down, looked through
the Spectator, which grows more and more dull. Dow called while
I was looking through Shakspeare's Julius Csesar, with an eye to its
mise en scene.
December \Qih. Acted languidly and ineffectively most of the two
first acts of Coriolanus, but in the third act I assumed the character, and
in the last blazed out ; the audience were much excited. Wallace came
into my room, and said it was splendid.
December 18th. At the theatre I found a note from Kenneth,
overtures from Bath. I acted William Tell tolerably well. Forster
called for me in a coach with Talfourd and Procter. 2 I met at his
1 George Robins, the auctioneer (see note, p. 32) ; he was connected with various theatrical
enterprises.
2 Bryan Waller Procter (1787-1874) ; poet, conveyancer and Lunacy Commissioner. Wrote
under the name of " Barry Cornwall " ; a school-fellow of Byron at Harrow, and on
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lodgings Blanchard, 1 a pleasing man, Abbot, Knowles and others. A
pleasant but too indulging evening. Toasts and commendations flying
about. A great deal of heart, and when that is uppermost the head
is generally subjected. Procter is to send ,his play.
December I9th. Quite unable to get up, or to hold up my head
from the effects of my facile temper last night. I lay in bed from
hour to hour expecting an amelioration of my condition. Ruminated
on the bygone evening ; the facility in summoning and uttering their
ideas so conspicuous in Talfourd, Blanchard, and even Abbott, con-
trasted with the difficulty I have in arranging and expressing my
thoughts. Forster called to bring my cloak, which I had left last
night, and my pocket-handkerchief, which Knowles in jest had taken
from me unperceived. Read through Coriolanus, which I am very
anxious to make a part of, but fear the uninteresting nature of the
story and the recollection of Kemble are objections too strong to over-
come. Made calculations on the various proposals from Dublin, in
reference also to my future country excursions and my general income,
which occupied me some time, and wrote thereon a long letter to
Calcraft. Felt much better. In future I will not be betrayed into
such weaknesses.
December %Qth. Called at the theatre and spoke to Mr. Cooper
about Colonel D'Aguilar's Fiesco and my own absence. Spoke to
Kenneth about Bath and Newcastle. Dined at the Garrick and read
the article on Sheil. I looked upon him as lost, 2 for want of discretion
in involving himself, and want of firmness to extricate himself. Wrote
invitations to Stanfield and Abbott. Wallace called. Note of excuse
from Stanfield. Acted Coriolanus, not so well as on Monday, the
scene with Volumnia much better, but gave too much voice to some
speeches in the last scene, chiefly through that pleasant actor,
Aufidius, purposely disconcerting me.
December 21st. Had a long conversation with Mr. Meadows on
the subject of the theatres ; spoke to him about a dinner to Dowton,
which I requested him to speak to the actors about ; told him that
intimate terms with Charles Lamb, Dickens, Leigh Hunt and most of the eminent literary
men of his day. He was the father of the poetess, Adelaide Anne Procter.
1 Samuel Laman Blanchard (1804-1845) ; by turns proctor's clerk, itinerant actor,
secretary to the Zoological Society, and, latterly, editor, author and journalist.
2 Macready's pessimism regarding Sheil proved to be at fault, for in 1837 his "lost"
friend became a member of the Whig Government and thenceforward was uniformly
prosperous, ending his career as British Minister at Florence.
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I should be glad to see him at Elstree. Read over the two first acts
of Sardanapalus in the carriage, which does not improve upon me.
Must employ the few days of leisure before me in getting ahead of
business and digesting some plan towards the re-establishment of my
profession. How much might be done if opportunity were only in
my power.
December 22nd. Went to morning service and gave Mr. Chalk
20 to be distributed in coals among the poor. I do not perceive why,
with the sentiments I entertain of this as a religious and moral duty,
I should mix myself with persons who have nothing else in common
with me. ** My order " is an extensive one that of humanity, and
"homo sum " is my motto, a truly Christian sentiment uttered by a
heathen poet.
December 23rJ. Read through attentively an adaptation of
Goethe's play of Egmont ; unacquainted as I am with the language,
and knowing by translation but a very few of Goethe's works, it would
be impertinent to hint an opinion on them ; all I may say is that I do
not feel the power of those I have read.
December 24t7i. Received a letter from Mr. Cooper (which, from
the utter want of sense displayed in it, I do not like to dwell on),
asking me from Mr. Bunn to resume the part of Joseph Surface,
especially excluded in my engagement, " out of kindness " ! I read the
Examiner, and answered this silly application, desiring to retain the
terms of my engagement. Walk to Mr. Fowler's. As I walked I
went over several scenes of Richard III, which, Mr. Cooper's note
announced to me, I am to play on Monday. Shortly after my return
home, Mr. and Miss Dow arrived ; we did not wait for Wallace, as his
former visits warranted us in not doing. About eight o'clock he came,
whitened by his contact with sacks of flour, having travelled to Edg-
ware in a wagon, and thence walked here. I felt unwell in the evening
from imprudence, which I must be careful in future to avoid.
December 9,5th. Wrote an answer to Serle on his application
respecting the theatrical monopoly, suggesting, as some security to
actors, authors and the public, a price graduated according to the
quality of the dramatic exhibitions, to be set upon the licence granted.
Wallace came in while I was speaking on it to Dow, and opened a
furious invective against the plan, contending for universal and
unrestricted licence to act the drama in every street.
December 26t7i. On this day three years my beloved Christina was
given to me. I bless the day, the name of the Almighty Giver, and
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the darling child, whose life, I pray God, may be one of virtuous
happiness. Received a letter from Mr. Willmott, prompter, informing
me that Richard should not be acted on Monday, in order to give me
leisure for the study of Sardanapalus. This makes me believe what
I before suspected, that the announcement of Richard was an artifice
of Mr. Bunn's! Did very little through the day. The presence of
people is always a hindrance to me, and I found it particularly so to-day.
December 28th. Our friends, Messrs. Forster and Price, also Mr.
and Mrs. Smith arrived in the afternoon ; Dr. Lardner just before we
sat down to dinner. We spent a very pleasant evening, and in the
drawing-room sat down to whist. After the retirement of the rest,
which did not happen until very late, Forster acquainted me with the
strange fact of Knowles having written a letter to him, repudiating his
friendship on the plea of F having done him an injury by his, F.'s,
criticism on Knowles 's performance of Macbeth !
December 297i. Again an idle day! Up late, and losing the
morning in idle chat and skimming over the papers. Sent to every
probable possessor in the village for a newspaper containing the
theatrical advertisements to know whether or not I was to play to-
morrow ; after much search learned that I was announced for Werner.
After dinner Wallace got into a high tone of invective against what he
termed the "impertinence" of Lough, 1 for making Mile's hand, and
not his " hands," caught in the tree. I hope the ardour of my defence
did not provoke I am sure it did not justify the rudeness of his tone
and manner to me. After dinner Forster showed me in the drawing-
room Knowles's letter and his own criticism the gentlest and kindest,
nay, most flattering apology that one friend could have made for the
deficiency of another. But Knowles will have defenders.
December 2Qth. Forster called, whom I advised to let Talfourd
arrange a reconciliation with him and Knowles. Acted Werner very
well in some parts, and not so well in the third and fourth acts. Found
a number of Fox's paper on my return (Dow walked with me) containing
an enthusiastic eulogium on Coriolanus.
December 31s. The last day of the year ! I sit down to take my
everlasting farewell of it ; to write my adieux to a period of time on
which I look back with many pleasing recollections to soothe me in the
thought that I have approached so much nearer to my grave, with
some melancholy ones, and with some compunctious ones. I sent a
note to a Miss Cope, who I fancy must be crazy, poor creature ! as
1 John Graham Lough (1806-1876), a sculptor of no special note.
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she informed me that the fate of Lucretia bore so close a resemblance
to her own ! Serle called, and I had a very long conference with him,
as adjourned from yesterday. I could not, on reconsideration, be a
party to throwing open the drama indiscriminately, so ruinous did it
appear to me to the general interests of the profession. We at last
concurred in the expediency of confining the right of acting the classic
drama to the four large theatres of Westminster, restricting its per-
formance elsewhere to a great distance, not including therein the
Garrick and Pavilion ; I agreed to see Arnold on the subject, and
Morris ; and if the former entered into our views, to endeavour to move
the actors to join in a petition to Parliament.
And now having reached this point of time, the verge of another
year, which warns me how rapidly I am nearing the brink of eternity,
I turn my thoughts to my God, the giver of all the good I enjoy, either
in external things, or in the feelings with which I appreciate them.
I bless and praise His sacred name for the undeserved mercies He has
showered upon me, and I close this year's record with my humble and
fervent prayers for the continuance of His mercy and many blessings
on my dear wife and children and myself, beseeching Him to instil
wisdom, virtue and love into our hearts, and make us merit as well as
enjoy His divine blessings. Amen.
1834
London, January 1st. Forster related to me an anecdote of much
interest that Hazlitt in his emergency had applied to Kean 1 for
the loan of 50, which K , on the pretence of inability, refused ! I
called in at Miller's to look for Serle ; not finding him went on to the
Garrick Club, where I dined, and heard, among other observations on
Messrs. Bunn and Ducrow from Mr. Meadows, that the language of
the former to the women was so horridly revolting that had a relative
of his been there he must have knocked him down.
January 4ith. Rose very late after a night through which I
scarcely slept, but occupied myself with thinking on my present con-
dition in the theatrical profession, and attending to my darling child,
as she turned in her bed. The necessity of rising still in my pro-
fession, and of gaining suffrages to my reputation, presented itself
so strongly to my mind, that I determined, contrary to my original
intention, of offering such benefit as my advice could yield towards the
play of Sardanapalus, and of doing my best to make the play successful,
which notwithstanding I have no hope of effecting. Coming home I
sat down to read with attention the play of Sardanapalus, which I did,
and confirmed myself in my opinion of the expediency of cutting much
and restoring some passages to give any chance (and even then a faint
one) of the play's success.
January 5th. Mr. Monro followed me and asked me to sign a
petition to the Chancellor in behalf of Mr. Chalk, who, it appears, is
about to leave this cure in consequence of Dr. Morris coming to reside.
As curates go he is, I should say, of average respectability; but
measuring him by the standard I set up for a minister of that beautiful
and philosophic system of charity and universal love which our
Redeemer set up, I think him wanting in the essentials of talent, zeal,
and independence : the worshipper of any golden calf that may be the
neighbourhood's god, and without reach of thought or comprehension
to adore the Creator and Sustainer of the Universe. I wish him well,
but am indifferent about his going or staying.
1 Edmund Kean.
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January 6th. Read and marked for curtailment the play of
Sardanapalus , anticipating the freedom to do so ; it occupied me the
greatest part of the morning. After luncheon Catherine walked with
me to call on Mr. Chalk, which I thought necessary as he was said to
be leaving Elstree. We found upon our visit that it was at present
doubtful. We heard too, for the first time, that Lady Pole had been
resident in the parish above three weeks, and of a marriage in the
Monro's family ; facts to us of less interest than the arrival or increase
of so many rats in our stable. Dear Nina fell asleep in my arms in
the dining-room, and kept me some time from my employment. These
blessed children, even when I am most busy, allure me from my resolves
of diligence for a time ; I cannot speak the overflowing love with which
I look at them. After dinner we received the Twelfth-cake from
London, which as a household superstition I had ordered. In the
evening I read four acts of Serle's play of the Spanish Maid, which I
think a pretty, pleasing comedy or play, but do not regard the part
of the Duke as beyond that of if indeed equal to Sir William
Dorrillon ; still, I think the play too good to be rejected.
January 7th. Rehearsed part of Sardanapalus, which was stopped
by a conversation on some suggestions of mine. Mr. Cooper is a
person as capable of directing the mise en scene of a play as a man
devoid of information, industry, genius or talent may be supposed
to be. He could not understand the object of what I pointed out as
necessary, but wished me to correct the various errors, grammatical as
well as dramatic, that fell in my way, which I declined doing, and at
length Mr. Bunn ordered the MS. to be sent to my chambers to
be cut. Mr. Cooper, Mr. Willmot l and Mr. Bunn to arrange the
characters and body out the imaginations of Shakespeare! . . . and
in England ! ! ! Saw Dowton, and Bartley, and Dunn. Called at
Miller's for Serle, who caught me going away, and went home with
me. To my surprise and regret he told me that his opinions had
changed, and that he found he could not consistently abandon a
principle he had advocated before. We went into the question 2 and
handled most of its bearings, in all of which, except upon the one
great principle of universal licence (which may also be met by its con-
sequence, universal annoyance), Serle was manifestly a weak, inter-
ested and sophistical arguer. Forster called in during the discussion,
and quite concurred in my opinion on the shallow and self-delusive
reasoning of Serle. Mr. Hollingsworth called, and reflecting that I
1 The prompter. 2 That of the monopoly theatres.
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too might have been no richer than the " poor player " who applied to
me, I gave him seven shillings. Forster drove with me to the coach
office to wait for Bryant's last coach. On our road he told me of a
most extraordinary letter from Knowles to Abbott, insisting on " open-
ing " in Macbeth, asking if he was to be " slain by a cold," and
speaking of the cruellest and weightiest blow that had ever been dealt
upon him, as that inflicted by Forster 's kind notice of him writing
Macbeth on the outside of the letter, and not subscribing his name.
Forster promised me that L. Hunt would do what I asked for Reynolds.
While waiting, my old school-fellow and master, Lateward, passed me,
and turning to recognize me, introduced his daughter (labuntur anni!)
to me, and asked me to procure a private box for his children,
which I promised to try to do. Coming home I thought on
Sardanapalus, and arriving set to work upon reducing my own part to
form.
January 9th. Went to rehearsal of Sardanapalus, saw Bunn, who
asked me if I would speak Mr. Moore's prologue, which I declined,
having enough to speak. Miss Phillips observed to me what a
"wooden-headed" man Mr. Cooper was, and so he appears to the
people on the stage. Dined at the Garrick Club, saw among others
Linley, 1 and very foolishly allowed myself to get into a silly discussion
with him on Bunn's management ; a club-room was not a place for
such an argument. Saw Bartley also, and told him of the chance lost
to the profession in Serle's opposition to his former agreement.
Bartley professed himself charmed with the plan, and ready to go all
lengths with such a one. He told me of Polhill's purchase of half the
Age newspaper from Westmacott for <5000. Went to Talfourd's
(from whom I had received a note of invitation to supper in the
morning) to meet Charles Lamb ; met there Price, Forster, Mr. and
Mrs. Field (I fancy a Gibraltar judge), Charles Lamb, Moxon the
publisher, and not Mrs. Moxon, 2 whose absence was noted by those
present as a most ungrateful omission of respect and duty, as he
(Lamb) had literally brought her up, and wanted her attention and
assistance. I noted one odd saying of Lamb's, that " the last breath
he drew in he wished might be through a pipe and exhaled in a pun."
Spent a pleasant evening and walked home under a "pitiless storm "
with Price. Talfourd apologized to me for the critique, for which I
1 Probably George Linley (1798-1865), playwright and verse-writer.
2 Lamb's adopted daughter, Emma Isola, who had married Moxon in the preceding year .
Lamb died a few months later.
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thanked him, as he avowed he felt he had not done me justice and had
been seduced by his imagination.
January lOtft. At rehearsal (Sardanapalus) I heard of the great
expectations formed of the new play, read yesterday, and in the regret
I acknowledge to have felt at the intelligence I afford an evidence of
the selfishness which must accompany an actor's professional career.
If he is idle, he feels he is or fears to be lost sight of, and his income
suffers in the exaltation of those who "push him from his stool."
"The present eye praises the present object." I say this without any
spleen, merely wishing it were otherwise, which perhaps ere long it
may be. Miss Phillips again railed at Cooper's dogmatic and dull
correction of errors, which, she said, she threw in his way on purpose.
He sent for a family box for me, of which I sent the card to Lateward.
Returning to chambers I met George Robins, and walked with him to
his door, mentioning the necessity there was for moving some interest
towards opening the monopoly of the drama ; he wished me to call
on Lord Glengall, 1 and ask him what he had in project on the subject.
I agreed to do so. Looked for Serle at Miller's, and left my name
for him, being desirous of trying to persuade him out of his resolve
on the dramatic Bill. Called at the Garrick, had a little conversation
with Bartley, and settled with T. Cooke the outline of plan of our
dinner to Dowton. 2 Made some purchases, posted letters to Mrs.
Twiss and Ellen McCready, and called on Horace Twiss. Waited long
at the door, and met with a wavering answer to the question if at
home, not in keeping with the situation, and suggesting uncomfortable
and doubtful thoughts. In the drawing-room, to my surprise, saw
Fanny Twiss ! the so-called pretty Mrs. T , and the daughter, whom
I had last seen almost an infant! "Oh! world, thy slippery turns,"
etc. Horace Twiss soon appeared, " white his head as mountain
snow " ( !), as if to greet the friend he parted from yesterday! He
gave me some advice on Mrs. J. Twiss's trust, 3 which may prove
serviceable, and in some general conversation Fanny stated her inten-
tion of paying Catherine a visit. I neither saw the excelling beauty
nor surpassing grace of Mrs. H. Twiss. I paid my visit as easily as
I could, and came away.
January lltfc. At Dr. Spurgin's met a party of seventeen, and
spent a very pleasant day; the only name I caught was Mr. Warren,
1 One of the Drury Lane Committee. 2 See note p. 72.
3 Macready was one of her trustees, and in that capacity had for a time taken charge of
her child Arthur.
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the author, 1 he is agreeable but too conscious of being somebody,
and I write this observation reluctantly, because he seemed desirous
of being pleased with me. Why is it that in society I so often have
the pleasure of receiving marked attention and particular courtesy,
and that my acquaintance is so little sought ? so little, as to make me
think myself either disagreeable in manner or dull in conversation.
Mr. Warren followed me and requested my acquaintance.
January 13tft. Went into the drawing-room to try Sardanapalus,
and received quite a disgust at the want of directness, truth and
passion in the language. It is out of my way, and I can make nothing
of it. I went through much of it.
January 14t/t. Before setting out for town received a card of
invitation to supper from Mr. Bunn, to "celebrate the fiftieth night
of Gustavus III." The least that decency could have suggested
would have been to have enclosed the amount of his debt to me with
the card. Went to rehearse Sardanapalus, requested Mr. Cooper to
acknowledge Mr. Bunn's invitation, and say that I should not be in
town. Bartley spoke to me about a letter from C. Kemble, but I did
not well understand him. Inquired of Miss Phillips if she intended
going to the supper ; she said : * yes ; she was given to understand that
she was expected to go, and that she must.' I am sorry she did not
feel her own value more correctly. She makes me suspect that she
was not much grieved to be " forced " to go. Went to Garrick Club,
where I saw papers and dined heard of Miss Kemble's great houses
in New York ; on reflection this is not to be wondered at, the circum-
stances of her marriage to an American 2 and her approaching retire-
ment sufficiently explain it. After vainly seeking a coach at the
Golden Cross, got a place in the mail to Canterbury. Is it possible
for a mind of any reflection to see the departure or return of the
mails at the Post Office without emotions of delight and wonder at the
progress which the human intellect has made? I was highly gratified.
There was little to note on my journey ; I tried to think over Macbeth.
My companions were a conceited officer-sort of person, of whom I
thought very little, and two foreigners ; one was the third of a
party who were outside, and but lightly clad against the intense
cold of the wind over the river. But they were young, looked like
soldiers, and perhaps cheered themselves onward in life by the hope
1 Samuel Warren (1807-1877), the author of Ten Thousand a Year; Q.C., M.P., and
eventually a Master in Lunacy ; a constant subject of ridicule by reason *of his egregious
egotism, which exceeded even that of Lord Erskine.
1 Pierce Butler, whom she married in 1834 and divorced in 1847.
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of a marshal's baton, or some such toy ! Poor fellows I felt for
them. Arrived at Canterbury ten minutes past three and got a
comfortable bed.
Canterbury, January 1.5th. Rehearsed Macbeth, and resolved not
to mind the absurdity, incorrectness or inattention of the other per-
formers, but to think of how I could best act my own character.
Short-sighted mortal ! After rehearsal walked up to the Cathedral to
learn my way there, and was taken by Mr. Dowton 1 to the Philosophic
Institution, where he had been giving a short course of lectures on
Phrenology. The building is very neat ; the museum a very pretty
beginning, and its purpose most pleasing to those who wish well to
human nature. Came to my hotel (the Lion) and wrote to Catherine.
Acted Macbeth in a very inferior manner; there was scarcely even
reality, and very often positive affectation. A total absence of that
directness of look, voice and attitude that tells to the actor far more
truly than the thunders of an audience that he is possessed with his
part and must bear his hearers with him. It is certain (I do not write
it in extenuation of my own faults) that some of the actors were so
attired, and others so inaccurate, that my morning's resolution was
blown to Heaven, or worse. When the murderers came on one was
dressed up in an old tattered cloak wrapt round him, no bad garb
for Edgar as Mad Tom. I could not look at the audience, and was
obliged to slur the scene at any rate my nerves quite failed me. I
feel ashamed of the professional relationship between us. I cannot
subdue it, and money is bought dearly by the pain I suffer under
operations of this sort. Mr. Dowton so pressed me to play another
night, and gave me to understand how very much it would benefit
him, that chiefly on his account I suffered myself to be overruled and
consented to play to-morrow.
January 1.6th. Hurried my toilet to keep my appointment with
Mr. Dowton, who accompanied me to call on Mr. Austin, surveyor,
architect, etc., to the Cathedral. I was struck with the acquired
knowledge and unlettered lore of my friend Mr. Austin ; his observa-
tion of " Oliver Cromwell at the Reformation '* and Queen Elizabeth
granting the crypt to the French emigrants at the revocation of the
Edict of Nantes made me smile, but his conversation was not therefore
less interesting. Austin's anecdote of the late Lord Tenterden 2 was
1 William Dowton, junior, manager of the Kent Circuit from 1815 to 1835. He became
a Charterhouse Brother in 1846, and remained so till his death in 1883.
* Charles Abbott, first Lord Tenterden (1762-1832), Lord Chief Justice of England ; son
of a Canterbury barber ; one of the most distinguished judges of the nineteenth century. In
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worth recording. Acted lago very indifferently, indeed the habit of
scowling or looking from under my brows, especially when an audience
is close upon me, as in a small theatre, is a direct prevention to good
acting. I wanted reality and directness, indeed a revision of the
execution of the character, and strict attention to my general style.
The anecdote told by Mr. Austin of Lord Tenterden, which, he said,
" so warmed his heart to the old man, he could have given him a
cheer," was on the occasion of his revisiting Canterbury, where he
had been born and educated in the Grammar School. Mr. Austin was
attending him about the place, when he came opposite to the west
entrance. He turned to his son, who was with him, and said, " Charles,
on this very spot your grandfather shaved for a penny ; never forget it,
it is the proudest reflection of my life, do you never forget it." My
cicerone's indignation at the intrusion of two bodies within the bury-
ing ground of the cloisters was very droll. " You see, sir, those two
gravestones covered with ivy ? " " Yes." " They were two excisemen ;
fellows like those, sir, sneaked into a burial-ground like this was too
much, so I just put a slip or two of ivy under the stones it looks
quite picturesque, don't it, sir? the rascals! I've settled their
immortality ! "
London, January 18t/i. Forster called and made some report of
what he had heard of Mr. Bunn's supper his own and Mr. West-
macott's women seated with His Majesty's Reverendships ! What can
be more truly disgusting ?
Elstree, January 19t/t. I returned to my copying work (altera-
tions of Riches), which detained me in my study until the time to
expect O'Hanlon and Brydone. The accounts he gave us of the
society of the Castle and Phoenix Park were as interesting as those
of his own love affairs were amusing. Sheil seems quite to have played
a false game, letting his private opinions, in opposition to his public
assertions and acts, be as carelessly reported as if they were harmless
or even beneficial to him. Littleton's x is a life, with all his proud
advantages of place and wealth, that I do not envy. I am an actor
his last years of office his infirmities necessitated his being carried on to the Bench ; his abilities
were, however, unclouded to the end. Before being appointed Chief Justice he had served
for two years as a puisne judge, to which post he was promoted from the outer Bar. He is
the only instance, at any rate during the nineteenth century, of the Head of the Common
Law attaining that position without having sat in Parliament and served as Attorney-General.
Like Lord Penzance, Lord Blackburn and Lord Bowen, he won judicial eminence unaided
by political status or the adjunct of a silk gown.
1 Then Chief Secretary for Ireland (see note p. 43).
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for a few hours, his is a life of acting. His children's minds are not
the objects of his concern and anxiety. His existence, like all fashion-
able ones, seems selfish and unreflecting, and affords one illustration
of Bacon's essay on, I think, "Great Place." Our discussion on
Hamlet only served to show how little the judges of the drama in
England understand what they presume to criticize. Our guests stayed
late, but the subjects of our discourse were to me the contrary of
tiresome.
January %6th. Read the Examiner and W. True Sun newspapers,
in the latter of which was some news of the Kembles which I was not
displeased to see. This is an unworthy kind of satisfaction. It is the
business of a man to steadily and vigorously strive for his own advance-
ment by his own desert, and not measure it by the retrogression or
demerits of others. In the same paper was a criticism on Lear by
Forster, which was well worth the perusal, and made me regret the
mistake he committed in his oversight of the great line "if yourselves
are old." It has had the effect on me of making me revolve the
prudence and practicability of acting the original Lear, which I shall
not abandon without serious reflection.
London, January 29/t. Dined at the Garrick Club with Forster,
and made an appointment with Fladgate ; had much theatrical con-
versation, and went out with my friend, who indeed reeled after me, 1
to Covent Garden theatre, where the box-keeper, rudely as I think,
knowing who I was, refused me admission. We then went to the
Olympic, but finding no room returned to my chambers, and took tea.
Forster showed me some criticisms, one on Macbeth, which I could
not clearly comprehend, requiring "imagination in lieu of feeling."
He told me in confidence of the affaire de cceur between Ellen Tree
and Mr. C. Kean, with the proceedings of the family. Forster kept
me up until half-past two sobered himself and bade me good-night
at an advanced hour of the morning.
February 4sth. As I lay in bed this morning longer than I should
have done, reflecting on my own precarious condition, and the anxiety
almost painful which I sometimes feel to leave some provision for my
1 It is difficult to associate this post-prandial episode with the verge of the Victorian era.
The tipsy critic lurching through Covent Garden, preceded by the sober and somewhat
scandalized actor ; their repulse by the surly box-keeper ; the return of the baffled pair to
chambers ; the critic, still unsteady in spite of the tea, roaring out dicta and sputtering
scandal till the small hours, while his sleepy host sits inwardly chafing, yet not daring to cut
short so potent a pressman the whole scene suggests the era of coffee-houses and sedan
chairs rather than the third decade of the nineteenth century.
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blessed wife and children, the inutility, often experienced, of striving
to fashion circumstance or induce events was forced strongly on my
reflection, and gave birth to the resolution to endeavour steadily in
the labour of self-improvement, and leave results to that Providence
whose benignity I feel within me and around me. I could not for-
bear measuring out half an hour's reading of the sweet book I began
last night, and which indeed I persisted in devouring till my dying
candle robbed me of my enjoyment : it was Mrs. Brunton's 1 Self-
Control. I did not close the book until I reached the last page
exactly as the fingers of my watch pointed twelve. It is one of the
most delightful books I ever read the only exception I should make
is to that gratuitous piece of romance and " hair-breadth escape " at
the conclusion, which is not in keeping with what reads like the sober
and instructive truth of the rest of the work. It has touched my
heart and temporarily, at least, improved my mind. I know no book
in which religion wears a more alluring form. I ought not, however,
to have sacrificed my study of Macbeth to this delightful indulgence.
Received a pettish and offended note from Mr. Holme about his play,
which I answered.
February 5th. Was at least busy during the early part of the
morning, though only in domestic duties of arrangement, payment,
etc. Read two or three stanzas of Tasso, and did little more than
open Cicero, and proceeded to read through Macbeth, in which I have
much to improve and polish. After a thorough perusal of it I sallied
forth to the theatre first, where I got an order from Cooper, and
told him of the Dowton dinner, which he heard of with anything but
a resemblance of satisfaction. This person could give a dinner to
Captain Polhill to Mr. Wallack, etc., but talent and integrity are
not the objects of his admiration or hospitality. He sickened me, but
I had the sense not to show it. At Garrick Club, dined ; saw Taylor,
Duruset, Price, Villiers, 2 Collier, etc. Heard of Mr. Westmacott's
speech at Mr. Ducrow's dinner that his " unspotted character had
raised him to his present eminence " ! ! ! Oh ! Virtue ! Forster called.
I laughed at him about his notice of the Garrick anniversary dinner,
and he seemed annoyed at his own defect of judgment. Acted Macbeth
1 Mary Brunton (1778-1818), a novelist whose works have apparently passed completely
out of notice.
1 Presumably the Right Hon. Charles Pelham Villiers (1802-1878), afterwards for sixty-
three years M.P. for Wolverhampton. He was a prominent opponent of the Corn Laws.
President of the Poor Law Board from 1859 to 1866, when he retired from public life ; drew
an ex-Minister's pension for the unexampled period of thirty-two years.
JOHN M. KEMBLE
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not, I think, altogether badly; I was distressed by that worst sub-
stitute for an actress that I ever saw in London, Mrs. Sloman, 1 but I
exerted myself where I could. In striving at too much in the last
act I injured my effects in some measure, but taken altogether it was
not a bad performance, though much attention and pains are yet
required to make it a finished picture. I hope it may yet be thought
so. Forster came into my room, and gave me an account of the
ballet at Covent Garden, which he reluctantly admitted had succeeded ;
he walked home with me.
February 6th. Letty arrived before I had finished my toilette,
and a newspaper was sent for. To me it contained inexpressibly
painful matter in its report of the hostile conference between Sheil
and Lord Althorp. 2 I actually suffered intense pain of mind in feeling
the triumphant position in which Sheil 's conduct had placed his
antagonist, and my anxiety that his fame should stand clear made me
regard his credit more depressed than I subsequently found it. Lord
Althorp beyond all question acted his part like a man and gentleman ;
but I was distressed to see him reaping credit at Sheil's expense. I
could not avoid asking myself the question ' ' should I have acted so
well, if similarly circumstanced?" I do not know; but indiscreet
and thoughtless as I sometimes am, I think I never should have placed
myself so gratuitously in such a predicament, or that I should have
preferred an early and private settlement of the affair, with all its
danger, to the test I should have to encounter before such an assembly.
Called on Chantrey, and after a long and very pleasant conversation
left him to proceed on his recommendation to endeavour to influence
individually the Dean and Chapter of Westminster to remit the fees
for a monument to Mrs. Siddons. My visit to Chantrey was equally
interesting with my former one. We were shown into his studio, where
a bust was in a state of working, and several marble pieces were placed
around. He soon informed us that his conversation with the Dean 3
1 See note p. 70.
2 Lord Althorp had declared in the House of Commons that more than one Irish member
while publicly opposing the Coercion Bill had in private approved it. When pressed for
names, he mentioned Sheil, who immediately declared in impassioned tones that the charge
was a gross and scandalous calumny. This produced a " scene," and eventually both Althorp
and Sheil were taken into custody by the Sergeant-at-Arms, but were liberated on agreeing to
submit to the authority of the House. A committee was then appointed to inquire into the
affair, with the result that Althorp 's information was found to have been derived from a
reported conversation at the Athenceum Club, the truth of which there was no evidence to
support. Sheil was, accordingly, exonerated, receiving an apology from Althorp.
8 John Ireland (1761-1842), Dean of Westminster from 1816 to 1842; founder of the
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on the subject of remitting the fees for Mrs. Siddons's monument in
Westminster Abbey had produced merely a vague and doubtful answer.
He questioned us on our views of the description of monument, in
which we were disposed to defer to his judgment. He observed that
such a record of a great and interesting person should afford posterity
the means of knowing and feeling something of the character of the
individual through a portrait, which would impart some sentiment in
its elevated expression ; and that could only be done by a high relief
a bust, or a statue. As to any allegorical device he was toto coelo
opposed to it. He referred to his communication with the committee
for Wilberforce's monument, who had voted ,500 for that purpose,
quite forgetting the fees, nearly half that sum, to the Dean and
Chapter. Chantrey read his letter to Gaily Knight, in which he
recommended upon the hospital, college or whatever the subscription
should be appropriated to, a slab inscribed with Wilberforce's name,
and claims to the honour of giving a title to such an institution ; but
deprecating any paltry record in Westminster Abbey, where it would
teach no lesson and attract no attention ; or if any monument were
placed there he advised a statue, concealing his deformity, but bearing
in its expression indications of those great qualities which had dis-
tinguished him if desirable let there be a bas-relief upon his pedestal
representing his giving freedom to the negroes. He denounced
allegory without reservation take the wings from victory and what
is she? In young Bacon's 1 monument of Sir J. Moore, he told us,
a stout fellow, representing Valour, was lowering the feet of the dead
hero, and a winged Victory letting down by a wreath under the arms
the body into the grave, i. e. Valour and Victory burying Sir John
Moore. When Valour is represented digging a grave, put him on a
soldier's jacket and he becomes a pioneer. His account of his
employment by the Committee of Taste showed what such committees
are ; yet Sir George Beaumont 2 was on this referred to, but had
honesty enough eventually to confess himself in error. Chantrey never
would send in a sketch, or submit to their criticism. He would not
Ireland Scholarships at Oxford ; son of an Ashburton butcher ; his intimate friend, William
Gifford, the famous critic and editor of the Quarterly Review, was the son of an Ashburton
glazier. ,
1 John Bacon (1777-1859), son of John Bacon, R.A. ; both father and son executed
monuments for Westminster Abbey and St. Paul's.
2 Sir George Ho wland Beaumount, Bart. (1753-1827), country gentleman and amateur
painter ; best known as the friend of Wordsworth ; one of the originators of the National
Gallery.
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allegorize, and therefore he was vulgar and unpoetical. Once, for a
freak, he sent in a sketch of a relievo for Lord - 's monument, who
recovered the day, almost lost, by a desperate charge, in which he was
killed and twenty-two bullets were picked from his coat and waistcoat.
He portrayed the event in relief the hero in the act of charging
with his troops : he copied the same, only substituting a figure of
Victory for the General ; sent both. The Committee chose the
Victory ! Chantrey pointed out the folly and bad taste they had been
guilty of, and, when too late to rectify, they began to know their
mistake. Chantrey has not received ,8000 of the money voted for
public monuments, while others have taken above <40,000. I asked
him if he did not value highly, in comparison with himself, his statue
of Washington ; he said he did ; and I observed to him how strongly
the simple dignity of the figure, and the happy union of the military
and civil characters, had impressed themselves on my memory. He
said that he had been most anxious about it, and as the order had been
transmitted to him through Mr. West l he thought it only a due
compliment to him, as an American and President of our Academy,
to consult him upon it. In consequence he called on him and requested
that he would sketch a design for the statue. West promised that
he would. Six years elapsed, during which Chantrey had often urged
and as often been answered by the old man, that " he was thinking
of it, that it was a difficult subject." At last, having heard that he
was ill, Chantrey went determined to press him upon the subject.
He found him so much weakened that he evidently had not a fortnight
to live, and yet the old man was indulging in dreamy hopes and
intentions of completing pictures on a scale far beyond anything he
had ever yet attempted. Chantrey pressed him on the design for
Washington's statue. " Why, sir, I am thinking of it ; I have thought
a great deal about it, but it is very difficult." Chantrey, clearly
perceiving this to be the last opportunity he should ever have of
learning his views, requested some intimation of the idea that had
presented itself to him. " Why, sir," said West, " I intend represent-
ing him with one hand laying down the sword and with the other taking
up the plough-share." "This satisfied me," said Chantrey, "as to
my hopes of assistance from him, and six days after I left him I heard
of his death."
The impossibility of distinguishing which hand was in the act
1 Benjamin West (1738-1820) ; succeeded Sir Joshua Reynolds as P.K.A.
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of laying down and which of taking up was directly apparent ; but
Chantrey gave an instance of it, which I do not wish to forget.
Home Took, with whom he was on terms of intimacy, told him that
when his book, the Diversions of Purley, was coming out, Cipriani
offered to make the design for a frontispiece, and Bartolozzi to engrave
it ; Home Took accepting the offers, mentioned the subject he wished :
Mercury putting off his winged sandals. The piece was completed and
sent to Home Took, who could not distinguish the precise action of
the figure, who, instead of taking off, seemed to him to be putting
his sandals on. I questioned him on the applicability of sculpture to
subjects of such extent as precluded the power of taking in the whole
at a coup d'ceil, in reference to Lough's group of the Centaurs and
Lapithae. He at once pronounced against it, or against more than
one figure, except where combination is necessary to explain and
strengthen the sentiment of part. He instanced the Niobe, and our
conversation rambling to the Laocoon, an exception to the general
rule against action in statues laid down by Chantrey, he called on us
to note that the attitude of the Laocoon, though one of active and
agonizing pain, was still one of ease, and sitting down he threw himself
into the attitude of a man yawning, which exactly corresponded with
the figure of the Laocoon before us.
Returned home much fatigued, which I ascribed to my unrecruited
expenditure of strength last night. Went to Mr. Warren's l met
two or three pretty, agreeable women. Mr. Holt, 2 Bencher, Mr.
Malins, 3 Perry, 4 Smith, who had just published a tragedy, Dr. Spurgin
and others, not omitting a very interesting man, Mr. Walpole, 5 who
came in after dinner. I enjoyed a pleasant day, except that Mr. Holt
introduced a discussion of Homer and Greek during dinner, which
1 See note p. 94.
* Francis Ludlow Holt, of the Northern Circuit, and Vice-Chancellor of the Duchy of
Lancaster.
3 Richard Malins (1805-1882), Q.C., M.P., and eventually one of the Vice-Chancellors,
in which capacity, nearly forty years later, he tried a case which must have greatly interested
Macready, namely, that in which Dr. Hayman sought redress against Dr. Temple and others
in connection with his Headmastership of Rugby School.
4 Fellow of Jesus College, Cambridge, and for some time principal secretary to Lord
Lyndhurst when Chancellor.
8 Spencer Horatio Walpole (1806-1898), Q.C., M.P. Home Secretary in three Con-
servative Administrations. Proved unequal to his responsibilities during the Hyde Park
" Reform " riots in 1866, when he retired from official life. His lachrymose interview with
the Reform League leaders, at which he concluded an ignominious peace, was much derided
at the time.
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drew a common line of Homer from me, and gained me very undeserved
credit for my general knowledge of the poet. A long discussion on
religion, in which I was opposed by all the remaining party, kept me
there till half-past one, as I did not chose to leave my character behind
me. I walked home with Mr. Walpole, whom I liked much.
February 7t/i. Called on Wallace to learn his feeling on Shell's
affair ; he was in the House on Wednesday night, and told me that
Sheil behaved well, that he had seen him on the previous day, dis-
suaded him from allowing O'Connell to interfere, and gained his
assurance that he would stand forward and vindicate himself; at the
same time Wallace dissuaded him from his first intention of speaking
on the address. All this good counsel was neutralized by Sheil 's want
of firmness and judgment to resist the offer of O'Connell 's interference ;
and Wallace's plan was abandoned for the less direct one of O'ConnelFs
leading. Nothing could be more frank than the testimony Wallace
bore to the unaffected cheerfulness with which Sheil consented to place
himself in his hands and go to any necessary extremities. I was
greatly relieved by this, and in hearing Wallace's confident expectation
that he would come triumphantly out of the inquiry. At Warren's
yesterday he was spoken of more respectfully than I had anticipated,
but my own anxiety for him blinded me to his actual position. Wallace
said that the two men who showed the most generous and friendly
spirit to Sheil were Sir H. Hardinge 1 and Sir Robert Peel. Read
Pemberton's review of my King John, which is too eulogistic. His
imagination lends me attributes not my own.
February 9th. Read eight chapters of Leviticus. In reading these
chapters of the Bible, it occurred to me as a question why the present
Churchmen hold us partially and not generally to the Jewish law ;
why we are called on for a literal belief of everything asserted, yet
exempted from obedience to many things commanded especially as
Christ came not to destroy the law, but to confirm the law ; and
especially as we find by St. Paul that circumcision was practised among
the Christians after the death of our Saviour. It is merely an addi-
tional instance of how much the intermeddling hand of man has
1 Henry Hardinge (1785-1856), afterwards first Viscount Hardinge ; on Sir John Moore's
staff at Corurma and present at his death ; served with distinction throughout the Peninsular
campaign ; entered Parliament 1820 ; member of Wellington's and Peel's Administra-
tions ; Governor-General of India 1844-7 > Commander-in-Chief in England 1852-5 ;
Field Marshal 1855. He imported into politics the chivahy that distinguished him in the
field.
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perverted for his own convenience the divine religion which Jesus
Christ taught.
February lOt/i. Could not get up when called this morning, so
overcome did I feel from want of sleep ; all the coaches had passed,
and left me to make a virtue of necessity, which I did by sending my
cloak, etc., to town, and setting off in the sharp air of the morning
upon a most delightful walk. It thawed as the sun shone out, but not
enough to lessen the pleasure of my exercise and the enjoyment of my
respiration in the fresh pure air. I quite luxuriated in the exhilarating
sensations I experienced. As I came in sight of the fourth milestone
a gentleman in a very neat gig reined up and inquired : " Mr.
Macready, would you like to ride? " I thanked him with all the
courtesy I could summon, but told him I was walking for exercise,
and very thankfully declined his offer. This circumstance, and having
met several of our villagers wheeling home the coal I had given them,
united to increase the cheerful spirits which enlivened my walk. The
coach passed me, but I would not use it. Took an omnibus as I
approached the New Road ; coming home found notes from Smith,
Fred. Reynolds and Atherstone. Went to the Garrick Club and saw
newspapers the Times basely endeavouring to prejudice Sheil. The
translation of Scribe's comedy has succeeded, but is said by those who
saw it to be overpraised in the papers. Wallace called for me, wishing
me to call with him on Sheil at the Athenaeum, which we did, but in
vain ; he was absent. Returning Wallace asked me to lend him 16
and accept his note at three months. I received the application very
ungraciously, for it is unfeeling, indelicate, and scarcely honest to
importune me who have a family to provide for, whose expectations
are seriously injured by what I have already done for Wallace and
some others. I know not what to think of it, but I feel it is too bad!
Returning to Club, saw Abbott, Fladgate, etc. Wallace came in from
the House, and represented Shell's position as greatly improved by
the debate of the night.
February 12th. I took up Mr. Atherstone's tragedy of Philip,
and with the single intervention of one quarter of an hour to the
newspaper, persevered even to its complete perusal. I wrote a note
to Mr. Atherstone expressive of my opinion of its very great merit,
and recommending him to send it to the manager with a reference to
me, if he thought such a testimony of any value. There is much to
praise in it some very sweet poetical passages, and a very good attempt
at character in Philip ; but a want of acquaintance with effect, and
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dramatic tact is too frequently manifested to leave hope of its success
in representation. Wrote also to Mr. Condy, Manchester, and Rev.
Mr. Butler, Nottingham (who sends his hero into a dog-kennel with
the exception of one leg, by which the heroine discovers him, imagining
that it is all that is left of him, the dog having eaten the rest !), and
returned them their plays from the theatre. Read the review
(Edinburgh) of Wiffen's House of Russell, which was lively, and gave
a confirmation of all that one had heard disgusting in that disgusting
man George III ; represented Lord Chatham much less amiable than
I had believed him ; and accused Burke of wilful defamation in his
character of the first Earl of Bedford, under Henry VII and VIII.
Wiffen traces the family to a Norman descent, du Rozel. 1 As a family
they do not appear conspicuous for talent. Lord William Russell 2
is the most interesting name in the whole line. Read a review on the
Law of Libels against Christianity, in which an acute and sensible
work, by a writer under the name of Edward Search, is cleverly and
liberally examined. Coming home found my dear family all woll,
thank God ! Read the review of Thackeray's 3 Lord Chatham, which
gives amusing sketches of himself and his contemporaries and some
entertaining anecdotes : Temple's parallel of Byng at Minorca and
the King at Oudenarde, etc.
February 13t7i. On going to my study I looked over the towns
that seemed likely to afford me employment in the summer, and thought
over some plans for profit, which do not promise much one was the
Birmingham theatre, but the recollection of this being the Oratorio
year and the opening of the new Town Hall obliges me to lay aside
any further thought on the subject. In looking at the Edinburgh
Review the name of Stanley 4 arrested me, and I was led into an
inquisition on the cause of my dislike to that man. It is very much
owing to his pertness and petulance, something to the quality which
is the theme of praise in the review, his skill in debate, which argues
subtlety and disingenuousness such as I have more than once noted
in him. It also occurred to me to ask how far it may be referable
1 A myth ; see " The Origin of the Russells " in Studies in Peerage and Family History
by H. Round.
* vVilliam, Lord Russell (1639-1683), the Patriot.
3 Not the novelist, but his relative, a clergyman, whose Life of Chatham was very con-
temptuously treated by Macaulay, though he used it as a peg on which to hang his two
fs>T"->'is essays on the great statesman.
* Afterwards Earl of Derby, the Prime Minister. Macready's comments on his character
were not unjustified.
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to that envious impatience of others' progress in life, when we feel our-
selves stationary ; I would not deny the existence of such an unbecoming
motive, lest I should deprive myself by such confidence of the power of
eradicating what I utterly condemn. Read review (Edinburgh) of
Miss Aikin's memoirs of Charles I. We may be mistaken in our ideas
of that man's belief of his prerogative's extent ; we can have no doubt
of his barbarity, injustice, and treachery. What horrid blasphemy is
the form of prayer on his martyrdom ! Read two party reviews against
the Tories, which were too manifestly Whiggish to interest one who
would despise any distinctions but those of right and wrong.
February 14-th. My valentine was Mr. Bartley, whose letter com-
municated to me the reluctance of the actors to join in giving a dinner
and testimonial to poor old Dowton. For myself this resolution takes
much care from me, and renders to me time which I want. It liberates
me, moreover, from any notion of interest or concern as due from me
to my "professional brethren." There is no single feeling or idea of
duty common to us. " Down to the dust with them, slaves as they
are." They are low men, of low extraction, uneducated, and un-
restrained in their naked baseness by any moral or gentlemanly feeling.
So be it ! 1 Answered Mr. Bartley 's note in a civil and regretful
strain, and really I felt regret at the loss of an occasion to gladden
the declining years of a meritorious actor by an acknowledgment from
his profession of his worth and talent, and at the obligation pressed
upon me of thinking less kindly of the members of my unfortunate
profession. I took up Miss Austen's novel of Emma, which engrossed
my attention the whole evening.
Elstree, February 15th. Finished Miss Austen's Emma, which
amused me very much, impressing me with a high opinion of her powers
of drawing and sustaining character, though not satisfying me always
with the end and aim of her labours. She is successful in painting
the ridiculous to the life, and while she makes demands on our patience
for the almost intolerable absurdities and tediousness of her well-mean-
ing gossips, she does not recompense us for what we suffer from her
conceited and arrogant nuisances by making their vices their punish-
ments. We are not much better, but perhaps a little more prudent
1 Macready's kindly interest in Dowton somewhat moderated when that veteran not long
afterwards joined his company at Bath. The profession probably had good reason for not
considering him at that time an appropriate subject for a complimentary dinner ; moreover,
it is likely that, with the best intentions, Macready was not an ingratiatory advocate. His
demeanour to his ' ' professional brethren " was somewhat reserved and haughty, making
them feel that though of them he was not with them.
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for her writings. She does not probe the vices ; but lays bare the
weaknesses of character : the blemish on the skin, and not the corrup-
tion at the heart is what she examines. Mrs. Brunton's books have a
far higher aim ; they try to make us better, and it is an addition
to our previous faults if they do not. The necessity, the comfort and
the elevating influence of piety is continually inculcated throughout
her works which never appear in Miss Austen's. 1
London, February llth. Went to Garrick Club, lunched, and read
the Times the honourable Times of Saturday on Sheil's acquittal.
How difficult to repress the murmurs of discontent, beholding success
attendant on such base persons as the writers of this paper, 2 the Age,
Satirist, etc., but it is our duty to think to our own good, and as little
as possible to others' evil. Came home very uncomfortable in mind.
Reynolds 's information of the money Bunn had last year received
25 per week, and an immense benefit, was an added proof (even let
the man hereafter do what he may, for he could not then know, nor
guess at subsequent events) how vile a being he is. My own con-
dition, and the fate of my blessed children, which only makes it fearful,
looked most uncheerily to me. I could not rally my spirits to go to
the theatre or the House of Commons, but sat for a time in unhappy
and sickly musing. I then began to think on what was necessary to
be done, and on one point am satisfied : that I must shake off my
indolence for my children's sake. Thought on the necessity of
cultivating my profession daily of rising early using industry and
energy. Let me hope these will not turn out mere resolutions, but
have the seeds of good within them.
February 18th. Went to Drury Lane to see the Minister and
Mercer; felt it heavy, and was disappointed in the acting. Farren,
who is highly praised, was as hard and harsh as a crabstick and artificial
to the last degree ; a man speaking points at an audience all through
the play. Dowton was better than my fears, often very humorous.
Miss E. Tree is not the actress ; she is good, but not more ; in embrac-
ing Mrs. Glover 3 her heart should have been in her arms, but there
1 Macready may have been right, but at the -present day Miss Austen ranks among the
most honoured of English novelists, while probably Mrs. Brunton cannot be credited with a
single reader.
1 As may be gathered from quotations given elsewhere, the style and tone of the Times
were then very different to those which, inaugurated by Delane, invariably distinguish it at the
present day.
8 Julia Glover, nee Betterton (1779-1850) ; a brilliant comedienne, but at her zenith in the
second decade of the nineteenth century.
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was no tlancement, no forgetfulness of self; it was pretty and
moderately interesting ; it might have been much more. Cooper was
a very dull middle-aged man acting the part of an ardent boy ; Webster
was as coarse and unreal as the clown of an amphitheatre ; a most
unartistlike performance. Read Livy in bed, and was impressed
with the graphic power of the historian. Read Childe Harold aloud
for practice and amusement. I have reflected much of late on my
condition ; my mind, that emanation from and best gift of the Divinity,
has elevated me to the mere rank of a player, whose merit, as such,
is admitted by few, or when admitted in a degree, grudgingly and
with indifference by the many. And it is this for which I have lived !
to be classed in common repute with things like Mr. H . . 1 . y 1 and
Mr. Farren, or sunk beneath the ungenerous, vulgar nature of Kean !
And in the future no prospect, no hope of redemption ; my energies
must be, ought to be, and I trust will be, bent to improve myself in
my profession, in the dear hope of my heart its dearest to leave my
children at least independent of a world that, with much of individual
good, is a mere material for a higher mind to use in compassing the
object of its ambition. Perhaps I might have been far happier had
my education been level with my situation ; let it be a lesson to me in
the formation of my dear children's minds.
February 19th. Felt disgusted and ashamed of the prostitution
of the word honour, when I hear it assigned to men like Althorp and
Stanley, who would gloze over such baseness as appears in the pension
list, 2 and denounce men, as in Shell's supposed case, for mere levity
of conversation. Went out, as soon as I could despatch my business
within, and called at the theatre for Mr. Bunn, then at his house ;
was denied, afterwards admitted into a richly, not tastefully furnished
dining-room. Turkey carpet, damask curtains, liqueurs and cake on
the sideboard, easy chairs which my unpaid ,200 and gift of 100
would have more than paid for. He acknowledged Dunn's mistake,
and said it was rectified. Talked much ridiculous slang about the
theatres "Knowles's Blind B . . . r of Bethnal Green," and such
like ribaldry ; pretended that he merely wished to get afloat, and then
give the drama its chance. Yes! ! !
Elstree, February 24t7i. Rose again in good time, and immediately
proceeded to the business before me ; wrote to Mr. Mackie about my
1 Presumably Harley.
2 The Whig Government's pension list was hardly in acrord with their gospel of retrench-
ment, but Macready's invective was (as too often) greatly exaggerated.
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books, and read nearly a hundred lines of Virgil, continuing the sixth
book, dEneid, from where I had left off : the interview between the
shade of Deiphobus and ^Eneas ; there seems little judgment in making
the ghosts of the victor Greeks fly in terror from the sight of a leader
who had so frequently been discomfited by them ; it is unworthy of
the poet, and does not tend to elevate his hero. There were several
lines which impressed me strongly. A letter from Kenney, 1 stating
his having heard of my wish to belong to the Athenaeum, 2 and that if
it were so, he thought it might be accomplished, requesting me at the
same time to keep his communication a secret. I answered it, thank-
fully accepting his good offices, if they could procure me admission
without a ballot. The whole of the afternoon was occupied without
intermission in replacing my books in the study. After dinner I began
Pope's preface to his Homer, but desisted from it to read Fox's
speech on the law of libel, which is clear reasoning, and I think
demonstrative in its effect.
February %6th. Read the last acts of Luke, 3 which, though
possessing a considerable share of truth and much originality, is still
little more than a sketch : the result is not enough ; there are no
struggles of the heart, no gradual revolutions of man's nature it is
a brief dramatic tale. Walked in the garden, enjoying the beauty of
the day, the fond rough salutations of my dogs, the peeping flowers,
and, most of all, my darling Christina's playfulness. A note from
Forster about Knowles's play, Talfourd's speech, Bulwer's bill and
other miscellanies, which I answered in equal variety. A note also
from Kenney, explanatory of the mode of getting me into the
Athenaeum, by naming me as a candidate for a yearly nomination :
I answered it.
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sleep, that the book of Lear was useless before me ; I fell asleep, and
remained inactive for some time. On recovering myself I began to
think of, and read over Lear. I fear I have little chance of executing
my conceptions. Dined at luncheon hour in order to accommodate
the servants, and thereby still more cut up my day ; but application
is so difficult here, especially with a guest in the house, that I may
almost declare it impossible. Was in the garden again in the after-
noon with dear Catherine, and at tea read the abridgment with
extracts from Mrs. Gore's * novel of The Hamiltons, which has great
merit, also extracts from one called Trevelyan. After tea I returned
to Lear, giving my attention particularly to the last scene, which I find
much more difficult than I had supposed. I ought not to know home
while such a work is on my mind I shall not succeed in it !
May 18t7i. Before coming downstairs I received a letter from
Mr. Cooper, requiring me to act Richard III at Covent Garden
Theatre on Monday week ; I am quite disposed to put up with an
inconvenience for the sake of quietly terminating this engagement, and
think I will do it though it is both a sacrifice and a serious incon-
venience. Had some doubtings on the point, but I will do it, because
in doing it, I have done with Mr. Bunn as far as his power of annoying
me goes. Walked out in the garden with my sweet children regu-
lated my accounts, and began the practice of Lear ; gained some
confidence in it by studying before Catherine ; went through the two
first acts and thought of it onwards. Went to afternoon church with
Letitia and Miss E. Hughes read in Greek Testament 19th chapter
of Acts, and 14th of St. Luke on that beautiful principle of our
religion, self-humiliation. After dinner walked round the garden,
while " the clear cold eve " was declining. Read prayers to the family,
and afterwards read over the latter part of Lear, which requires both
more practice and thought than I shall have time to give. I must hus-
band what is left to me, and trust to the Goodness which has hitherto
befriended me to strengthen and assist me in this important trial.
London, May 19th. Took leave of my dear wife and children at
the gate and watched them looking after me. Saw Mr. Phillimore
at the coach, and had some short converse with him, in which I heard
of the reconciliation of Brougham and Sugden, 2 Brougham making
1 Catherine Grace Frances Gore (1799-1861), novelist, dramatist, and musical convwer.
1 Edward Bnrtenshaw Sugden (1781-1875), son of a London hairdresser; twice Irish
Lo 1 d Chancellor and eventually Lord Chancellor of England. A grent real property lawyer,
and consequently indignant at Brougham's promotion to the Chancellorship, which in those
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the advance, because it is thought Sugden must be brought in ! Came
to town outside Billings 's coach, and tried to keep Lear in my mind.
Called on Wallace, whom I found much better, and highly satisfied
with the result of my notice to Mr. Bunn. Saw Dr. Lardner, who
informed me of Campbell's gaucherie and McKinnon's poltronnerie
in the affair of the Clarence Club. Took a cab to the theatre and
rehearsed Lear, also tried my dress. At Garrick Club read news-
papers and dined. Miss Phillips informed me that she had engaged to
go to America, which I was sorry to hear ; her good conduct and lady-
like deportment will cause her to be missed in a green-room where she
leaves so little like herself. I promised her letters to the States and
will do all I can for her. Went to theatre, did not satisfy myself by
my acting Henry IV, nor can I give my mind to it, until I have decided
the fate of myself in Lear. My mind has room for nothing else. Gave
Cooper Mr. H. Phillips's (the ill-bred coxcomb !) note, and inquired
after Mr. Kelly's play, about which he is to ask. Talfourd came into
my room, and sat a short time. I told him I had tried, but vainly,
to purchase Mathews' picture. Dow called, and walked home with
me, taking tea ; when he had left me, I gave my attention to the last
scenes of Lear.
May %Qth. Before rising thought over the madness of Lear, which
now begins to obtain something resembling that possession of my mind
which is necessary to success in whatever we desire to reach excellence.
Messrs. Twinings, the most gentlemanly merchants in London, sent to
me for tickets, as did Mr. Gass, receiving the order for the alteration
of the zone for Lear. In looking over a book observed the narration
of a circumstance that is only credible from our experience of the
folly and ignorance of human nature. A woman in the boxes of a
theatre or concert-room, exclaimed, "One God, one Farinelli ! "
Would not a mad-house have been a light punishment for such an
idiot? After tea, took up Lear, which I read through, and very much
fear my success in it, the nearer I approach to the trial.
May 21st. Mr. Brewster came to cut my hair, and to arrange my
Lear's coiffure : he also asked me for tickets. Mr. Warren called on
days involved the functions of principal equity jud^e, for which Brougham was notoriously
unfit. Sugden was leader in Brougham's court, and openly displayed his contempt for him.
Though more fortunate than Brougham, who was destined in a few months' time to leave the
Woolsack never to return to it, Sugden was forced to content himself until 1852 with an
occasional tenure of the Irish Chancellorship. In that year, when past seventy, he at last
obtained the Great Seal, but he had to relinquish it in less than a twelvemonth, owing to the
fall of Lord Derby's Government, and never held office again.
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the latter part of his errand, and sat with me while I despatched my
breakfast. In the course of my conversation with Mr. Warren, I
was much struck with his indiscreet divulging of things which one
ought to weigh well over before confiding to a friend. When not
called on in our own justification to disclose such things, respect for
others and for ourselves should make us endure the burthen of the
secret. He told me that he had an interview with Lord Lyndhurst on
Sunday, who I scarcely think would lay much upon him, however
he might lay on Lord Brougham. He mentioned that he had spoken
of me to Lyndhurst, 1 who observed I was a man of genius. W T hy
mention me? and why mention it to me? A sad want of tact.
Rehearsed Lear very unsatisfactorily several important persons not
being there, and I at intervals tormented with a toothache. Went
to the theatre, and acted Henry IV very indifferently indeed : the truth
is I can give my mind to nothing until the fate of this Lear, which
indeed is my fate, be decided. I have not satisfied myself any night
in the part, and, least of all, this evening. It may be some extenuation
that during part of it the couch I lay on was one of torture from a
racking toothache, but this is not an excuse. Finished the article in
Foreign Monthly upon Turkey and Egypt, which is able and interest-
ing. Received a pamphlet from Mr. Warren, the purpose of which I
do not clearly see. A paroxysm of pain with this treacherous tooth
an old ally turned corrupt and traitorous.
May 22nd. An invitation, which is very complimentarily worded,
but which I do not quite understand, from the Literary Fund Society.
Was in considerable perplexity what course to pursue in regard to the
newspapers ; decided at length on sending tickets to the morning and
evening ones. Wrote notes with orders to Pemberton and Leigh Hunt,
enclosed to Forster. Went to the Garrick Club, where in the news-
papers I read the account of Lafayette's death. I feel this dropping
off of those who knew and regarded me ; the good of my acquaintance
are fast diminishing : he was a good, not what is usually admitted to be
a great man or perhaps to speak of him truly, great only in his
1 It was at Lord Lyndhurst's that Warren once exposed himself to the quaint sarcasm of
Charles Lamb. They met there at a breakfast-party, and Warren rashly ventured on telling
some anecdote in French, a language of which he knew very little ; consequently the anecdote
fell flat. Thereupon, by way of covering his discomfiture, he turned to Lamb with the
characteristic remark : "Not that I know much French for a gentleman." To which Lamb
rejoined with a stutter: "Nor I for a bl- bl- blackguard." Not the least amusing part of
the incident was Warren's inability to perceive the rebuke. He used to quote the retort as
an instance of Lamb's occasional common placeness.
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goodness. My dress for Lear not nearly ready, and what done, done
very badly. I was too much concerned and distressed to be in a
passion ; if we allow the importance of the occasion to measure out
our quantity of wrath, we should lose very soon all self-commend. I
did bridle myself, though I was made very nervous by this worthless
fellow's conduct ; it is not easy. Received a very comfortable letter
from dearest Catherine, and read over with attention the whole of
Lear. I have now only to keep myself collected, exert myself to the
utmost, and put my hope and confidence in God to prosper my desires
of providing for, and well educating my dear children. May it be so !
Amen!
May 23rd. Benefit. King Lear first time and Lord of the
Manor. Rose in good time, with the impression that the day was one
of serious results to me. Sent tickets to the Literary Gazette,
Athenaeum and Sunday Times. I justified myself in my experiment in
the reflection that otherwise I should leave unbroken ground to an
adventurer who might work it to my disadvantage. Rehearsed I
should say exceedingly well, giving great promise for the night,
Miss Kenneth's wish to see the play, and Cooper's confidence in its
going well were all the indications of approval I could pick out from
the company. Arranged my dresses, and kept a strong check upon
myself, not permitting anything like an ebullition of discontent or
violence. Returned to my chambers, settled all that was necessary for
the night, dined, and went to bed at ten minutes past two, giving
orders not to be disturbed I could not sleep for the state of my mind
and the heat I thought over some of the play. Went to the theatre
dressed became excessively nervous took wine went on the stage
as nervous as the first night I acted in London, without the overbearing
ardour that could free me from the thraldom of my fears. My
performance in the two first acts was so unlike my rehearsal, that,
although I goaded myself to resistance by suggestions of my own
reputation, of my wife and children's claims upon me still I sunk
under the idea that it was a failure. In the third act, the audience
struck me as being interested and attentive, and in the fourth and fifth
they broke out into loud applauses ; the last scene went tamely, but
I was called for by my friends, and went on was much applauded, and
said that "gratified as I was by their approbation, I hoped when
relieved from the nervousness of a first appearance to offer them a
representation more worthy their applause." Dow, Talfourd and his
little boy, Bourne and Forster came into my room they were all much
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pleased. Cooper came afterwards and told me the play was to be
repeated on Monday at Covent Garden. I told him to say to Bunn
that I was gratified with this act of justice, for had I failed, it ought
to have been repeated. Came to chambers, and lay upon the sofa to
collect and ascertain my tumultuous, mingled, and quickly-passing
thoughts. I felt the excitement of wine, and of what seems success,
but I must wait until to-morrow to know with certainty the impression
I have produced. This is the last of the great characters of Shak-
speare that I have left unattempted, and the tone which the Press
takes up on it will materially influence my after life. I can put no
reliance on the partial feelings of friends. I do not feel that I have
yet succeeded, but it is consoling to me to believe that I have not
failed. Persons think that we carry the applauses of the audience to
our pillows, and that the sound still rings as a delightful lullaby in our
ears. I have no such pleasure; I wish the night past, that I may
make up my mind to the impression diffused through the public mind.
My old friend, the Times, will not forget me, but either treat me with
contempt, or damn with faint praise, and I wish to know the worst
that he may choose to say. I must admit that there is an immense deal
to except at in the performance, but there is a spirit of persecution
as well as of taste and sensibility. Attendez; nous verrons.
May 24tth. The worst is known, and varies little from my expecta-
tions. The Times does ''damn with faint praise," but the Herald
writes in a tone of gentlemanly liberality, and the Post is not less
courteous. I could not sleep ; at half-past three I was wide awake, and
at a quarter-past four I read Lear through and then got up to bring
the Foreign Quarterly into bed. I looked through an article on home
colonization, and then slept till nearly eight. Sent for the newspapers,
and read them with extreme anxiety. Is the Times justified in the
partial view it takes of the characters which Mr. Kean had acted? I
wish I could think the writer less base than 1 believe him. Lardner
was very warm about the play and wondering at the Times. Before
leaving chambers, I sent for a cab to take me to Elstree this evening ;
wrote a note to Mr. Fox to one received last night, and one of enquiry
to H. Smith. My mind was in the state of a sea after a storm still
tossed and agitated as if from the upturning^ of its deepest feelings.
I want a sedative. Called at Covent Garden, and saw Bunn told
him I was gratified by his announcement of Lear in place of Richard,
and that as I expressed my discontents, I thought it only fair to
acknowledge acts of justice. He stated his continual wish to serve my
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interests, and that he had made it a point with Westmacott to be civil
to Lear. Saw Liston on the stage and talked to him, C. Dance,
G. Dance, etc. Went to Garrick Club, where I dined and read a very
kind notice on Henry IV in Athenveurn; saw Forster I did not com-
prehend him ; but kindness is valuable with whatever peculiarities.
Saw Jerdan, Price, Bartley (who praised), Meadows, Douglas, etc.
Found at home notes from Pemberton he is a partizan ; 'twere well for
me, if I had many such. Made up my bag for home, and went to
theatre, where I received a note from Mr. Benson Hill unworthy of
an " officer and gentleman " to write, in my opinion and one from
Misses Hill, enclosing five guineas for their box. Acted Henry IV
pretty well. Forster came into my room and told me Fonblanque 1
had been looking at the play and expressing himself in the highest terms
of praise on the improvement of my style. Came home by 11 to
Elstree. Forster brought me Globe.
Elstree, May 25th. I slept well, not awaking until 8 o'clock ; and
recruiting my nerves and spirits from the demand made on both,
yesterday and the day before. I had much to tell to very anxious
inquirers ; I had brought the newspapers, not forgetting the extract
from the Globe, which appears to me equally liberal and discriminating.
I shall bear in mind the caution it suggests. On coming down I could
not resist walking out upon the lawn before I sat down to breakfast,
and never did I feel the charm of " rural worth " more deeply. The
garden was quite delicious to my senses, and I could not but think ib
was an enjoyment that deserved my pains and labour, and the resolution
followed the thought to labour in gratitude and hope for my dear wife
and children, for whom my heart constantly sends up its prayers to
God to bless and to protect them. Amen ! Hastily summed up my
accounts, and wrote notes enclosing orders to Dow and Pemberton,
from both of whom I had received applications. Irksome as is the
study of my profession to me, I set to work at Lear, to correct the
errors of my performance, and to give myself confidence and finish.
My intention of going to afternoon service (which was sincere) was
frustrated by the state of mind I found myself in with this difficult
character, and I thought on reflection that my duty was not com-
promised by remaining at home and steadily pursuing my practice
and study. I did so ; Catherine listening to me, in order to overcome
1 Albany Fonblanque (1793-1872); journalist, newspaper editor and proprietor; also,
later in life, Board of Trade official. He was at this time editor of the Examiner, and a
staunch supporter of Macreadv.
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my nervousness. I found much to correct, and much to confirm myself
in. At half-past four I had finished, and ran down into the garden
to enjoy a romping play with my dear children ; dressed for dinner
and walked in the garden with dear Catherine. After dinner read the
Examiner, that excellent paper, and paid some attention to the trees
I had planted. Read prayers to the family.
London, May 26/t. At my chambers found a note of excuse from
Lord Belfast or Duke of Bedford, I know not nor care which, about
a private box, and one from the treasurer of that disgusting ugly
pauper, the ; 1 I know no better i. e. no truer designation for
her. Rehearsed Lear at Covent Garden. Went to Drury Lane about
my dress. Came home and answered a note from that everlasting
indefatigable bore, Mr. Atherstone, sending him orders. Went to
bed, and thought over some of the work before me. Was a little
flurried in dressing, but soon collected myself, and acted to prove the
baseness and the falsehood of the Times : an avowed enemy Bacon. 2
I acted really well and felt that my audience were under my sway
I threw away nothing took time and yet gave force to all I had to
do above all, my tears were not those of a woman or a driveller, they
really stained a "man's cheeks." In the storm, as indeed throughout,
I greatly improved upon the preceding night, I was frantic with
passion, and brought up expectation to the dreadful issue of such a
conflict. I lost the great effect of "every inch a king," but will be
more careful in future. The scene with Cordelia and the death were
both better than the first night. Dow came into my room, and thought
me greatly improved throughout.
Elstree, May 21th. Applied myself to business in my chambers,
which occupied time, and then sallied forth. In the hall I saw two
persons at Mr. Dyne's door, and had gone but a few steps when I
heard a strange sort of hailing, that I never guessed was for myself,
and passed on ; it followed me into the Square, and a gentleman accosted
me in French, observing that he had known me in Paris and mentioning
the name of De Fresne. I inquired of him whom I had the pleasure
of addressing he told me "Monsieur de Fresne." I was delighted
to meet him, but grieved to see what I recollected as a handsome young
man so much altered. I asked his address, which he promised to leave
with me, and invited him to our house. He told me he had lost his
wife, and that he had one child. I felt deeply the joy of seeing him,
1 A certain economical "Royalty." 2 One of the Times' staff.
3 A Parisian friend to whom Macready was much attached.
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but it was sorrow to my heart to see a man of such a prepossessing
exterior, such cheerful manners, and such elegant tastes, so changed.
Took a cab to Reynolds 's, where the foolish servant paid the driver
Is. 8d. instead of 8d., and where I learned that Bunn drove a carriage
with a liveried attendance. This will follow his former carriage
knavery is not of durability enough to do this long. Called on Wallace,
whom I found in excellent spirits, and on Lardner, who showed me a
very interesting map of the London and Birmingham Railway. Came
home by Bryant's coach, and found my darling children and wife quite
well.
London, May 28th. Came to town by Reeves 's coach ; found a note
from Dr. Spurgin about a young lady aspiring to be an actress
" God help thee, silly one ! " Paid the furrier's bill for Lear, and
wrote an answer to Mr. Gandy's x critical letter on my performance
and costume of Lear, by which I had been gratified, and for which
I felt obliged. Went with some anxiety to the Garrick Club to see
the result of last night's debate, and found, after the Irish Church had
been brought on, that Lord Althorp had moved an adjournment to
Monday. I am glad to hear that Stanley is out. 2 Called on Hayward,
who proposed an immediate visit to Mrs. Jameson, to which I assented,
and we started on a short cut by Carlton Place to Margaret Street,
Cavendish Square. He is agreeable, with a little of the what we all
have. I left a card at the lady's, and then, after struggling through
the crowd at St. James's a horrid annoyance parted from Hayward,
and went on my way to call at Sheil's, where I left my card. Return-
ing, I inquired at Robins 's, and learned he had sent a note to me
which, a very kind one, I found at my chambers, with Mr. Warren's
book and a very warm presentation of it. Heard from Hayward by
mistake on his part that it was the intention of some members of the
Garrick Club to invite me to dinner on my performance of Lear.
This is really a great and flattering compliment. Acted Henry IV
pretty well ; was requested by Mr. Cooper to study " either Sir Edward
Mortimer or Shylock " by Monday week for his Benefit. I should not
hazard certainly shall not injure advisedly my reputation for him ;
I could not justify myself in committing so gross a folly.
May 29th. Received a very kind and gentlemanlike letter of
apology from Leigh Hunt, in answer to my note. Wrote to Cooper
an explanation of the impossibility of my acceding to his request of my
1 Probably a member of the well-known family of architects.
* Lord Stanley shortly afterwards joined the Conservative party.
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studying Mortimer or Shylock without doing myself a serious injury ;
this dull-brained clod has no idea beyond his own s. d. Forster
called and staid only a few minutes. Sent 2, which I grudged, to
the prompter, Willmott, and wrote to Calcraft on the subject of Dublin
for November ; to Messrs. Penley and Anderson, agreeing to visit
Leicester, but leaving the time open. Went to Garrick Club, where
I saw the papers and dined ; returning to chambers, I crossed O'Hanlon,
who walked with me here, and sat some few minutes. He acknow-
ledged that he supplied Littleton with the most of his speech on the
Repeal question, and observed that he got it off admirably. He
thought Lear was a failure from the report of the Times, and this
impression upon him sank my spirits very low. Acted Virginius
infamously, with the exception of the beginning of the Forum scene,
into which I rushed with resistless earnestness. I was out of temper
with myself, which did me no good, and with everybody else, which
was impertinent and unjustifiable. Talfourd came into my room to
invite me to dine with a party of the Garrick Club members, which, of
course, I gratefully accepted, but could not fix a day. Forster came
in, and I learned that he was excluded, as the committee would not sit
down with him. It seems they sent him a letter of which he took no
notice. He is very indiscreet.
May 2Qth. Miss Rudall arrived with Miss Tucker, a very pretty,
interesting girl of fourteen, with all the enthusiasm of a novice, and
all the fearlessness of inexperience. She has an insight into the art
of playing that gives promise of great success she may be a great
actress she has most of the requisites to make her so, but promise
has been so delusive in this particular that it is unsafe to trust it. She
rehearsed some scenes of Juliet, and recited a poem called The Captive,
with very considerable effect. I promised to endeavour to procure her
an engagement with Calcraft of Dublin, and to hear her rehearse
occasionally. Called at theatres in search of Bunn ; found Cooper and
Hartley locked up together two knaves in manifest collusion ; but the
theatre is a chaos, and knaves and fools the jarring atoms that compose
it. Saw Bunn, who talked about the Kembles, Power, Wallack, etc.
Called at the Literary Fund Office, and saw Mr. Snow the secretary,
who explained, in answer to my inquiries, that nothing but a compli-
ment was intended by the invitation to me, and that they would not
even drink my health if it was objectionable to me. I accepted the
invitation.
May 31st. Received a note from a Mr. Jackson, requesting an
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interview about his play and a book on Shakspeare evidently an
unfortunate believer in his possession of talent which no one else would
give him credit for. Called at Drury Lane and Covent Garden in
search of Bunn, to ascertain from him my nights of performance next
week ; could not see him, but met Mr. Bartley, who is brimful of
discontent, and evidently looking towards the Kembles with some hope
of help ; he told me, privately, that Mr. Cooper had sent in his resigna-
tion. Now, as Mr. Cooper exultingly told me the other day that he
was engaged for three years, I think his thought of resigning must
have grown out of his conference with closed doors yesterday. Bartley
spoke of the attack upon him in the Age, and that he was sure he
should not be there next season. I did not feel pity for this man, but
listened with complacency to his grumblings, for he is deep-dyed in
treachery a hollow, Fawcett-like kind of fellow, i. e. a traitor. At
Garrick Club I dined, and saw the Athenseum and Literary Gazette on
my Lear, both complimentary. Forster's criticism in the New Monthly
was lengthy and over-done ; he directly attacked the Times for its
article on me, which will assuredly provoke the dirty scribblers of that
profligate paper to revenge themselves upon me the very first oppor-
tunity. One must feel grateful for his intention, but at the same time
it is not easy to suppress the sigh that rises with the wish of " Save me
from my friends ! "
Elstree, June 1st. Woke with a feeling of great fatigue, but rose
in tolerably good time, intending to give a reading to Lear. On
coming downstairs I could not resist the beauty of the morning, and
walked round the garden with my precious children, enjoying the
bounty and blessings of nature. How much have I to be grateful for !
And how strange it is that, surrounded by so much of real pleasure,
I should sometimes wish to mingle in the less pure and unalloyed ones
of the world ! After breakfast went down to see my dogs, and then
went into the drawing-room, where I read aloud two acts of Lear, and
finished the remainder to the reconciliation-scene in my study. The
ringing of the bell announced arrivals, and Messrs. Phipson and King
came, with whom I chatted and lounged round the garden ; we after-
wards walked down to the reservoir. Returning, I observed that the
Dows had arrived, and after a little further lounge in the garden I went
to my study and settled my accounts. Attended to the concerns of the
house, and sat down to dinner with my guests. Our day was spent
cheerfully enough, but I began to look with apprehension on the wine
Mr. King drank, fearing, from the gradual alteration of his manner,
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lest he might fall into excess. Fortunately he did not. Mr. Dow,
against all declaration and evidence, maintained that T. Moore finished
Mackintosh's History of England, and offered to cut off his finger if it
were not so which it is not ; but, notwithstanding, he will not hurt his
finger. King became very theatrical and affected ; but told me very
truly and discriminately of the failure of the exit in the fourth act,
which I must try to amend. The Dows left us at ten o'clock.
London, June 2nd. Rehearsed Kent's scenes. Here is one among
the many instances afforded by Mr. Bunn to prove his utter disregard
of the interests of the drama. Kent is to Lear the most important
personage in the play, requires powers for comedy and tragedy, and
should be entirely at his ease in the business of the play. Mr. Bartley
was removed from it to take a very insignificant old man in the opera
of the Cabinet at Drury Lane, and Mr. Mathews (Mr. Mathews !),
without time to learn the words and with one rehearsal, was to be the
Kent of Covent Garden. And thus are directed the rational amuse-
ments of the English public ! Posted Calcraft's letter on my way to
the Garrick Club, where I read the papers ; returned to chambers and
saw Ellen, who repeated to me the impertinence of her landlady, which
amused me a little ; her assertion that she knew many persons who
would not sit down to table with an actor of any kind diverted me a
good deal. Ellen's vindication of my respectability was equally
ridiculous ; once perhaps, however, I might have been annoyed by such
nonsense ! Went to bed after dinner, slept and read a little of Lear,
but could not bring my mind to that feeling of possessing all my
purposes of manner and degree which is indispensable to success. In
the performance of Lear, thanks to my audience, I was better than my
fears. I was not good in the early scenes of passion, not real, not
clearly possessed of my intentions, and therefore effort took the place
of wit and inspiration. I was not le personnage. In the madness and
latter scenes I reasserted myself. Mr. Cooper (it is scarcely worth
noting), upon Miss Phillips declining his request to act Y. Ly. Lambert
for him, thanked her ironically in the green-room, told her he was the
less obliged to her, and that she must have done it if he had sent it in
his official capacity. The impertinence of a second- or third-rate
actor, 1 not good as such, speaking thus to a young lady holding first
rank, is really difficult to hear with patience.
1 According to Oxberry, "Just as good an actor as art without one spark of genius or
any effort of the mind could make, has been made in the person of Mr. Cooper. Coldly
correct, scrupulously exact, minutely perfect, are his qualifications ; he is about as much like
a real first-rate actor as a fine statue is to a living being."
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June 3rd. Went to Garrick Club, on my way posting a True Sun
newspaper, and read last night's debate, with which, as far as ministers,
Tories, and trimming Whigs are concerned, I was sufficiently disgusted.
The ministers are base, dishonourable, place-loving men ; to with
them as soon as possible, Grey, Althorp, Brougham, Russell, etc. I
Called to pay bill at Colnaghi's ; saw the engraving of the cast of
Napoleon's face very striking, but scarcely retaining a resemblance
to the portraits of him in life ; if the nose were more curved it might
pass for a head of Julius Caesar. Colnaghi related a curious fact of
the Countess de Grey, who when stone-blind used to take him to a
picture which she had bought at a great price as an original, and would
feel different parts with her hands, pointing out to him its beauties.
She would make him put her hand on the different parts of prints which
he would bring her, telling her the subject and the parts of it she
touched ; and on observing once there was a little cat in the corner of
one, she immediately exclaimed, "Oh, I'll have that." With only
the power of imagining what was before her, which on blank paper
she would have done as satisfactorily to herself, it is curious that
she should be content to pay money for enjoyment beyond her
reach.
June 4>th. Acted pretty well, to a very bad house, King Henry IV.
Talfourd came to my room, and mentioned to me that from the Oxford
Commemoration and Ascot Races they could not muster on Tuesday
next such a party as they had expected, but that if I would meet " the
few," their pleasure would be the same. I expressed my deep sense of
obligation, and left it to his own judgment to decide as he, on
deliberation, might think best.
June 5th. Having the appointment with Mr. Fox before me, which
I knew would engross much of my morning, I took the opportunity
of visiting the Exhibition at nine o'clock. I saw much to delight me,
particularly Hilton's, Landseer's, Wilkie's, Etty's, and Eastlake's
pictures. Returning, I found Mr. Fox and his friends had anticipated
our appointment nearly half-an-hour. I thought Miss S. Flower
intelligent and clever, but I fear that she is too conscious of it, and
am almost certain she is too old ever to make much proficiency in the
dramatic art. I heard her rehearse in Lady Macbeth and Ophelia, and
recommended her to study Constance and let me see her in a week,
when I would give her a more decisive opinion. Went to the Garrick
Club, where I saw the newspapers, dined, and had some conversation
with Price about the Kembles ; by his account they must have realized
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15,000. I felt vexed and chagrined to hear it, for the man, Kemble, 1
is n o matter ; but it is my business to dismiss any concern about the
matter, for perhaps I should not have felt much less if he had been as
unstained as Bayard himself.
June 6th. With a good deal of business before me, I was somewhat
annoyed by my messenger's late arrival, but employed the interval in
thinking of my speech to-morrow at the Literary Fund Dinner. At
eleven o'clock Miss Allison (alias Tucker) called with her aunt, Mrs.
Tucker, a very fine-looking woman, and went over some scenes of
Virginia and Juliet before me, and also read a page of Milton, of which
I perceived she understood little or nothing. This ought to be a
reason on which one might augur ill success, but it is not. There is
much in Milton and Shakspeare which I am sure Kean could not under-
stand, nor Miss O'Neil, nor, I am confident, Mr. C. Kemble, nor
Mr. Young. From the appreciators, therefore, of her efforts she need
not fear on the score of her own ignorance, as acquirement and informa-
tion are certainly of little value. Is it the critic of a newspaper, or,
still less, those who take their judgments from him, that are to set me
right on the question of taste, erudition or metaphysical truth ? Of
course, among that audience are a few but, alas, how few ! whose
highly cultivated minds enable them to judge an actor by the standard
of his poet, to detect his errors, and to confirm his researches by their
acquaintance with his authorities. But these are very, very rare
instances, and generally their sentiments extend no further than their
most intimate circle. A Mr. Zach. Jackson, with a play and a book
on Shakspeare, called one of those " fools who rush in " to criticize,
where modest knowledge shrinks from the sacredness of the temple.
Called to see O'Hanlon's house, which is really beautiful in its carving?,
but for him quite out of keeping. To the Atheneeum, which I liked
exceedingly. To Garrick Club, which looked unusually vulgar, where
I dined and saw papers. Met Hayward, who inquired of me about the
dinner to myself, on which I could not satisfy him. Received a note
from R. Price with intimation of the dinner having been fixed for
Tuesday next. Returned to the subject of to-morrow's dinner, and
endeavoured to collect the substance of what I ought to say in answer
to the proposal of my health, which I think, as a person before the
public, I ought not to shrink from, although I feel myself so uncertain
upon the mode in which I may acquit myself. I could not satisfy
myself with sentence after sentence, nor was it until three o'clock that
1 Charles Kemble, for whose character Macready had very little respect.
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I wrote down, without hiatus, what I thought might do, and went to
rest, jaded and spirit-tired.
June 1th. Again returned to this annoying and perplexing speech,
which would have been most annoying to a looker-on ; but which, like
the frog in the fable, I could truly say was " death to me." My whole
day was the speech not always the whole speech, but certainly nothing
but the speech. Took a cab to reach my place of appointment with
Fladgate, whom I saw at the fixed place to the moment. It should
be the very first principle of a gentleman, among the lesser obligations
of society, never to break an appointment. A man who is guilty of
such a dereliction of good manners cannot justify his title to the rank
of gentleman ; his rudeness exposes another to real inconvenience, and
he himself has pledged his word to a falsehood. Waited some time
at Chantrey's and at last saw him ; he mentioned the Duke of Welling-
ton's expectation of seeing him at Oxford that he was therefore
obliged to go. Settled to apprise Fladgate, who was to notify the same
to me, of his interview with the Dean, etc. Read papers at the Garrick
Club, having walked there with Fladgate, and discussed the mode of
laying the proposal for Mrs. Siddons's monument before the Club ;
also having related to him some very creditable anecdotes of her.
Returned to my chambers, and my eternal and infernal speech, at which
I laboured, but so unsuccessfully that as I was leaving the room to
go out I found on trial every word gone from my mind ; an effort
at recollection called back to me its substance, and I went along,
conning it over, uncertain whether or no to request my health to be
omitted. I saw T. Hook 1 in the reception-room, and Jerdan, by whom
I was presented a mere matter of form to the Duke of Somerset ; 2
Lord Mulgrave, 3 who chatted a little, as did Villiers, who seemed very
ill. Lucien Bonaparte and Tricoupi, the Greek Minister, were also
there, and Holman, the blind traveller. At dinner I was placed next
to Murray, opposite to Captain Marryat, Theodore Hook to my great
surprise, Dick, 4 and, near me, Gleig, Lockhart, and, also to my great
surprise, Christie, who reintroduced himself to me. I spent rather a
1 Theodore Edward Hook (1788-1841), the notorious practical joker and improviser ; at
that time editor of John Bull, the scurrilous Tory and " Society " newspaper.
1 Edward Adolphus, I2th Duke of Somerset (1775-1855), K.G. ; president of various
scientific and literary societies, including the Royal Literary Fund.
8 Second Earl and first Marquis of Normanby (1797-1863) ; then Lord Privy Seal in Lord
Melbourne's Administration.
4 Probably Quintin Dick, a wealthy Tory M.P. whose name was prominently before the
public earlier in the century in connection with a borotigh-mongering transaction with Lord
Castlereagh, then leader of the House of Commons.
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pleasant day, only overshadowed by anticipations of ray speech, which,
like many good and evil anticipations of our life, never came. The
Duke left the chair I followed. Parturiunt monies, nascitur nihil.
Elstree, June Sth. It is ludicrous to think on the annoyance I
suffered myself to feel from the care and thought I had given to the
consideration of what I should say in answer to the compliment, of
which I had been officially notified, and the disappointment I endured
in the ridiculous sacrifice of so much valuable time and thought. Still
I had scarcely an alternative between looking as miserable as poor
Pickersgill, whom I pitied from my soul, or making some preparation
for what I unfortunately have so much neglected in my general self-
instruction. No man should speak without clear thought without a
perfect arrangement of his ideas ; if he has these, words are as certain
to follow them as what? Here is the very error of my life, con-
tinually beginning a half-arranged sentence, and then reduced to a
perplexity, of which my habitual hesitation is the offspring, to find
words and exact ideas to conclude it. It is one of the most important
principles in forming the manners of man or woman to check in them
that tendency to precipitancy which commits the speaker to the utter-
ance of words before his mind has clear and full possession of what
ought to be said. Foolish persons will flatter you (they have done so
by me, and I believed them) by saying this hesitation and confusion of
sentences arises from a too rapid flow of ideas. " 'Tis a foolish
saying ; " it arises from a total want of ideas, or such a huddled mixture
of them as makes them inapplicable to use. At breakfast read the
Examiner; was surprised, and not pleased with its criticisms on my
Lear, which the writer could not have seen. He accuses me of too great
a show of senility, when the general exception, where any is made, is
upon the opposite side. Walked much in the garden, and submitted
myself to the hands of Catherine and Letitia to take out the footmarks
of time upon my head.
June 9th. Walked down to the lower field with my little Nina and
Willie to look at the mowers, who had begun to cut. What delight
it is to see these little creatures running about one, and how thankful
ought I not to be to the Giver of so many blessings, which my life has
so ill deserved ! Blessed be His name ! and may I show myself in their
education at least sensible, though not worthy, of His divine goodness.
Amen. After breakfast walked with my dear Catherine in the garden.
Gave up the entire day to think on what I ought to say to-morrow
at the Garrick Club, where, of course, the very compliment of the
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invitation, and the certainty that my health will be proposed as the
leading toast, make it incumbent on me to endeavour to express my
sense and appreciation of the kindness of my friends. The difficulty
I had in retaining, as it was written, a prepared speech on Saturday,
induced me to try if I could from my own feelings utter in order and
proper arrangement such an answer as might suit the occasion. I
thought on the matter, walking on the lawn, and at last fixed something
in my mind, which I thought would sufficiently translate the warm
emotions of my gratitude; I repeated it to Catherine and my sisters,
who thought it sufficient. Looked at the flowers, the shrubs, and
grass, the beauty of the day, with inexpressible delight nor was the
night less lovely than the day. It is not hard to be happy, if we will
but look for wisdom ; if we will open our eyes to the beneficence of our
Creator and the benevolence of His laws ; if we will but put that
restraint upon our evil passions which repays us in its very act.
Returned to the subject of to-morrow, and was preparing to go to bed
satisfied with the preparation I had made, when Catherine same into
my study to inform me that she thought what I purposed saying would
make me enemies. This was ill-timed, at least. The lateness of the
hour made it a nervous as well as difficult task to alter it, and the
uncertainty of retaining clear possession of what I might substitute
harassed and perplexed me. I altered it and went to bed.
London, June 10th. I was dressing to go to town by Bryant, when
a note came from Alger, at Hartley's order, informing me that I was
announced for Hamlet this evening at Covent Garden, and that the
rehearsal was at eleven ! I as usual felt, before I thought, and im-
puting this step of the manager to malice prepense, went downstairs
to make Catherine write a note by Billings, saying that I was not at
home, and I was to go out to give the semblance of fact to the
equivocation. A very little reflection showed me the un worthiness and
imprudence of such a course, and, muttering indignant reproaches on
Messrs. Bunn and Bartley, I returned to my dressing-room and con-
tinued my toilet to be ready for the coach, that I might not lose the
rehearsal. I consoled myself in the thought that it would be practice,
and tend to help me on, but of all characters I am most disconcerted
by being called on suddenly for Hamlet. I came up and was first at
rehearsal ; from the prompter's table I wrote a hasty note to R. Price,
requesting him to intimate my inability to dine at the Garrick to
Talfourd, and sent it by Healey. Rehearsed with much care I cannot
entirely dismiss the suspicion that this play has been announced partly
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to cross me ; but perhaps I do Bunn an injustice. Dined and looked
at papers at the Garrick Club. Wrote orders for Pemberton and
Dow; lay down in bed, where I had some matters to raccommoder
about my dress which only I could do. Acted very well, considering
the circumstance of my surprise and little preparation, very well indeed.
With due pause and care, and real, not vocal, energy. I was, however,
foolish enough to lose my temper in two instances : once at the gross
buffoonery of that drunken old man, Blanchard 1 a sad instance of
abused talent and again at Mr. Warde, 2 who distressed me by his
incorrectness, which was occasioned by his absenting himself from
rehearsal ; he was very inexcusable, but I was more so, for I ought to
have known better. Talfourd came from the dinner, which took place
without me, to tell me the party had resolved on carrying their purpose
into effect at the close of the season.
June llt/i. Mr. Fox and Miss Flower called ; heard her rehearse
part of Constance ; confirmed in my opinion that, with a mind quite
equal to the first place in the profession of a player, she has applied
herself too late in life to its practice to give her a hope of success.
This I endeavoured, as delicately as possible, to suggest to her ; but
as she did not scorn to take my view of the subject, I recommended to
her the experiment of a short engagement at Liverpool, if it could
be obtained, and promised to write to the managers there on the
subject.
June 18t/i.- Hayward called for me ; I got into his coach, and went
with him to Mrs. Jameson's. 2 She was not present ; on her coming
down, I was introduced by Hayward in a low tone, and conversation
began. Hayward mentioned my name, saying he had detained Macready.
''Oh," said she, "why did you not bring Macready?" "This is
Mr. Macready," he said. I bowed and smiled, she apologized, curtsied
and blushed. After a little conversation, she introduced me to Mrs.
Austin, 3 who seemed to me grave-minded, austere, if not haughty ;
she was looking at some German outline engravings of illustrations ;
we talked a little. Hayward took me away to introduce me to Miss
Martineau, 4 with whom I talked a little on America, where she is going
1 William Blanchard (1769-1835), actor of broad comedy ; performed chiefly at Covent
Garden.
2 See note, p. 131.
3 Sarah Austin (1793-1867), translator and editor of various well-known historical works.
Wife of John Austin, the Professor of Jurisprudence.
4 Harriet Martineau (1802-1876), the well-known writer, then at the height of her
reputation.
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this summer. Talked with Mrs. Duller, 1 a very handsome, intelligent
woman ; asked to be introduced to Eastlake, and conversed with him
for some time ; fell into conversation about Miss Wright. Mrs. Opie 2
objected to her. I liked very much the benevolent, cheerful coun-
tenance of Mrs. Opie; she looked what I should have expected. Mrs.
Jameson talked about the stage and Miss Kemble, 3 whom she affected
not to have considered a great actress. I heard nothing particular.
The people were agreeable and well-bred. Walked home.
June 15th. While dressing, received a note from Sheil, accepting
my invitation for Tuesday ; I was pleased with the hope of seeing him.
The Examiner, which last Sunday contained so unfriendly and, I may
truly say, so unjust a remark upon my Lear, has to-day a sort of note
of preparation to Mr. Vandenhoff's appearance to-morrow night
unusual in any paper, and most particularly so in the Examiner. If
the sequel does not prove this preparatory to puffing and indicative of
factious intrigue, I do the writer great injustice. For my defence
against the treachery and business of newspapers I have no reliance but
on my God's bounty to me, and my own industry. Walked round the
garden before breakfast and was charmed with the deliciousness of the
air, the trees and flowers ; I have never remembered so delightful a
spring. Coming in, I referred to my past accounts, and ascertained
that the expense of carriage to and from town, not including goods,
nor hackney coaches, had exceeded, since last October, 52 10s., which
makes me think of using horses of my own, if I am still stationary in
London. After dinner the children came down, and I took a walk
round the garden and in the field, to examine the hay, with Catherine.
Read the newspaper and listened to arrangements for our party on
Tuesday. The situation in which I stand, dependent as I am for my
own means of subsistence and for my hopes of making provision for my
1 The mother of Charles Buller, the brilliant Whig statesman, alluded to by Thackeray
in his touching lines on Buller's death
"Who knows the inevitable design?
Blest be He who took and gave !
Why should your mother, Charles, not mine,
Be weeping at her darling's grave ?
We bow to Heaven that willed it so,
That darkly rules the fate of all,
That sends the respite or the blow,
That's free to give or to recall."
* Amelia Opie (1769-1853), the second wife of John Opie, the well-known R.A. ; an
accomplished writer ; also devoted to philanthropy.
* Fanny Kemble, about whose acting opinions appeared to have been greatly divided.
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children, accounts for the kind of uncertainty, or perhaps anxiety, with
which I regard every effort to displace me or share with me the leading
station of my profession ; and as the conduct of the newspapers towards
me renders this particularly easy to any new aspirant, it can scarcely
be called weakness if I look forward with uneasiness till the result
determines for me. May the blessing of God be with me and mine !
Amen!
June 16th. A note from Pemberton for orders, and one from Mr.
Cooper, requesting me "to meet him in Mr. Bunn's room at twelve on
the subject of the Theatrical Bill in the House of Lords." I answered
him that my brother's promotion took me into the City, and that I
could not go. This is an attempt to curry favour with Mr. Bunn, on
his and Mr. Bartley's part, at the expense of the interests of all the
actors these are "basest of the basest," these ignorant, servile stage-
managers; but "fit body to fit head." Went to the Garrick Club,
where I met Forster, who accepted our invite for Sunday. Bartley
came in, who, very reserved upon the subject, told me that nothing was
done in Bunn's room, the intention having been given up of petitioning.
Dined, and, returning to chambers, received notes from Dance, de-
clining, Miss P accepting invitations for Sunday. Lay down.
Letitia returned and dined. A Mr. Bromley wrote a note to Catherine,
which was a very great impertinence, asking assistance on the plea of
having seen her as a child ; I tore it. Acting Macbeth with much
earnestness and freedom ; was good in the soliloquy on the murder
very good ; in the murderers', murder, banquet scenes, also good ; and
before the battle, though my effects were injured by Messrs. Warde
and Mathews being strange in their respective parts. Dowton spoke to
me about the requisition of the morning, and was, of course, opposed
to it. I was angry (which I had no right to be in consideration of
him and myself) with Mr. Warde.
Elstrce, June Ylth. Received note from Mason, intimating his
intention of dining with us to-day. Walked in garden and gathered
some fruit ; went into the field and looked at the hay ; the wind was
high, and, though occasionally showery, the men were carrying.
Looked out wine for our dinner, as I knew no time would be left
me if our guests should have anticipated me. At about two o'clock
Captain Thruston arrived, and after sauntering in the field and
road, I proposed our entering upon the business of his early visit ;
he read to me his play called the Sister's Tragedy, with several scenes
of which I was much pleased, and also with the individuality of char-
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acter sustained through the piece ; it appeared to me to possess much
merit. I recommended him to leave it with me in the hope I might
be able to suggest some more effective termination, which is strained,
without either terror or pathos. Before five o'clock Dr. Lardner and
the Chevalier De Fresne arrived, and for an hour we held a discussion
to me very interesting on les beaux arts and the drama, particularly
on the play of Macbeth, Mrs. Siddons and Talma. In the drawing-
room we found my family, my sweet children with their dear mother,
looking like two little cherubs, or emblems of innocence. A servant
in livery brought a note from Sheil, regretting that the continuation
of the Coercion Bill by Ministers obliged him to press a motion, which
he had purposed to suspend (in order not to embarrass ministers), but
which he was urged by the Irish Members to press this evening, and
that, in consequence, he "could not come." It was a disappointment,
but I believe it was undesired on his part. Hayward and Mason
arrived, and we sat down to dinner. Le Chevalier was particularly
interesting, his account of some letters in his own or his friend's posses-
sion engaged our deepest attention : one was from Herault de Sechelles
to the Librarian of the Bibliotheque du Roi for a copy of the laws of
Minos to frame a code from. The sudden demand upon my French
gave me less trouble than I expected, and I contrived to convey my
meaning in my translated English thoughts. All our guests left us
except Dr. Lardner; Captain Thruston taking away with him, to my
great regret, M. De Fresne. We had an hour of most interesting con-
versation, or rather information, from Dr. Lardner before retiring. Of
Newton he observed he made about a dozen discoveries, any one of
which would have immortalized any other man.
June 18th. Battle of Waterloo 1815. Woke with oppressive
headache, and unable to talk or play with my little darling Nina, who
was awake in her crib beside me, and who lay in patient silence not to
disturb her mother till the servant came for her the sweet child ! On
rising, I walked round the garden, drawing refreshment and pleasure
from the freshness of the air. Dr. Lardner was at breakfast, which
was prolonged to an unusual hour by the cheerful and interesting con-
versation. Found no opportunity of sitting down to business of any
kind. Dr. Lardner fixed on going to town by the Bedford coach, and
seemed resolute to be idle until his departure. Mentioned his intended
tour to Paris, etc., and wished me to accompany him, which dear
Catherine's situation, independent of the expense, would not permit.
We walked for some time in the garden, and then, on his proposal, to
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the reservoir, taking Luath with us ; we found the water so low that
I countermanded my boat, when we returned, which in the early morn-
ing I had ordered down to be floated. We discussed the subject of
keeping horses and carriage, which he computed would amount to X70
per annum. This is so much more than I had thought, although only
10 or little more (perhaps not so much) above my present annual
amount of carriage expense, that I am disposed to pause upon it. The
advantages would certainly be great, but I must be sure that I do not
purchase them at too dear a rate. Walked up with Dr. Lardner to
the coach, and saw him off. Met our old servant, Green ; again out
of place, I fear. Felt very much fatigued ; more, I apprehend, from
indulgence of appetite and stretch of attention, than from absolute
exertion. Read some notices on the poet Gower, Henry IV, and their
tombs, in Blore's Monumental Remains. Was sorry to hear from
Lardner to-day the weakness of Babbage * in his childish query base ?
anxiety for the notice of titled persons. In Moore such meanness is
notorious, and in a mere song-writer may not so much surprise one ;
but in a man of science we are obliged to blush for the character of
philosophy.
London, June 21st. Dined with Talfourd, where I met Hayward,
Whitmore, Baines, Price, Forster and several others of legal note
a very pleasant afternoon.
Elstree, June 22nd. Talfourd and Forster arrived, and we sat
down to a very pleasant dinner. We were certainly a very merry set
of people, with much to enjoy, and with a spirit of enjoyment amongst
us. We carried our last bottle of claret into the summer-house, where
we found a "locus desipere." We rambled about the garden in the
beautiful summer twilight, and at last went into the drawing-room,
where Mr. Lough was so engrossing in his attentions to that very sweet
girl, Miss P , that parties were detached to her rescue. I felt I
had taken too much wine, and could not trust myself; so went into
my study, where I sat in the dark in my easy-chair, endeavouring to
steady my head and tranquillize my nerves. They left us at a late
hour, Mrs. Sloman lowing good-night to them, and we soon retired, I
most gladly, to bed.
June 23rd. Went to the Garrick Club, where I dined, read the
newspapers, and looking through Quarterly Review was, of course,
offended and disgusted with that puppy Lockhart's notice of great
1 Charles Babbage (1792-1871), the eminent mathematician and inventor of the calculating
machine.
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tragedians. Went to Mrs. Jameson's at eight for whom I waited
till half-past, and with whom I had to endure a tete-a-tete " too much
Mr. Merriman " of two hours. Phillips of musical-lecturing celebrity
called, I knew his voice, and heard her dismiss him as if she feared
to let me know of her acquaintance. She told me much of Fanny
Kemble, and her father's making a trade of her. I waited impatiently
for the announcement of the carriage, and when it came got very
thankfully into it to return to Elstree to my home my dear home.
June 24t/t. On this day ten years ago I was married to my beloved
Catherine, whose affection, mildness, and sweet disposition have made
the greater part of my life since that dear event most truly happy.
The cares and concerns which have taken up my thoughts for the last
few days have made me unobservant of the approach of this blessed
anniversary, and it was not until the morning had nearly passed away
that I remembered it, and insisted upon its being kept as well as our
brief notice and domestic party could mark and do it honour. I bless
the day and bless the dear woman whose love and virtues consecrate
it in my thoughts, and I humbly and devoutly thank my God for the
bounties He has vouchsafed me, and fervently implore a continuance of
His divine blessings on my wife, my children and myself. Amen !
June 26th. Began my work of preparation for Dublin by marking
the first act of the Bridal, which I almost fear rushes too abruptly in
medias res.
June 27t/i. Mr. Lee arrived with a letter from Mr. Kenneth,
informing me that a committee had been appointed to set on foot a
monument to Mr. Kean, and wishing to know if I would act at Rich-
mond next Thursday for him ; also sending a list of the committee, of
which I, uninvited, was set down as one ! I talked to Mr. Lee much
more than I ought how sadly am I deficient in discretion and self-
government ! and wrote a cool, stiff note back, stating that I was
engaged on Thursday, and being engaged at Richmond could not act
there until such engagement was over, when I would do it or give
my name to a subscription which I feel ashamed of doing.
London, June 28th. Went to town by Billings, endeavouring to
arrange in my mind what I should say at the Garrick Club dinner,
but distracted by the intervening thoughts of this disgusting piece of
quackery, the monument to Mr. Kean. Went to the Garrick Club
and ate a sandwich, which gave me a headache ; read the papers think
that the tone is lowering on Mr. Vandenhoff's merits ; was Vexed and
surprised to hear that I was expected to subscribe 10 to Kean's
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monument the greatest disgrace to the art of all the disgraceful
members that ever practised it ! ... Met Stanfield, to whom I men-
tioned Mrs. Siddons's affair ; he asked me if I would sit to Mr. Simpson,
who wished to present my portrait to the Garrick Club. Of course I
acknowledged the compliment.
July 3rd. Mr. Z. Jackson called; one of the most adhesive and
troublesome of all burrs or bores. I promised to look over his stuff
which he calls a play and had the pleasure of restoring to him an
octavo volume of nonsense, which he calls corrections of Shakspeare's
text. Paid Freeman and Healey, and still repeated and repeated what
I had to say. Between my speech, the heat, want of exercise and
luncheon I was quite oppressed, and lay down in the hopes that a little
sleep would tranquillize my nerves, which were much and painfully
excited. To the very last moment I persisted in thinking over and
repeating my speech oh ! this annoying compliment ! and went at
last to the dinner. Saw Fladgate in the drawing-room, who agreed
to bring forward the business of Mrs. Siddons's monument, and I
engaged that Talfourd should press it forward. Introduced to Messrs.
Thackeray, 1 Graves, Bredel, Maynard, Maitland, Brown, Murphy,
Palmer, besides met Talfourd, Price, Forster, J. Smith, White, Simp-
son, Blood, Willett and three or four more gentlemen, whose names
I cannot remember. There was venison, etc., and excellent wines.
Talfourd proposed my health, with a speech as eloquent as it was
kind which says all for it that truth and admiration can wish to say.
I answered it as well as I could with self-possession, but under strong
nervous excitement. We had some very good songs from James
Smith 2 and Blood, and the evening was very pleasant. Talfourd left
us on business with a promise to return. Shortly after Thackeray
and one or two others dropped away, and I intimated to Fladgate the
necessity of proceeding with our purpose, lest our audience should
become too diminished. He accordingly broached the subject, which
he very shortly transferred to me, and I had to lay before the
party my views as to the desire of myself and others that the Club
exclusively should have the honour of erecting a monument to that
great actress, alluded to the generosity of her character in encouraging
merit in obscurity, relating an anecdote of Kean's appearance before
her, and of her kind predictions, which I hinted at, of my own success.
1 Thackeray, then only twenty-three, had just embarked on miscellaneous journalism,
and, as yet, made no literary reputation.
* Joint author of the famous Rejected Addresses.
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I mentioned what Fladgate and myself had done in the interviews we
had had with Chantrey and the Dean of Westminster, and concluded
by hoping that they would not think I wished to dictate to them, but
that they would concur with me in thinking that it would confer
honour on our Society to carry this object into effect. It was very
cordially received, resolutions were passed, and upwards of 50 was
voted instantly. Talfourd returned, and was informed of it he rose
to return thanks for his health being drunk, and spoke on the subject
of the monument, again adverted to the occasion of the meeting, and
pronounced a most brilliant panegyric upon me. The day passed off
most happily, and at twelve, or nearly so, we went into the drawing-
room, where I introduced myself to Simpson, and where Bredel intro-
duced himself to me. We talked on the merits of Mrs. Siddons,
Kemble, Miss O'Neil and Kean very agreeably until one o'clock, when
I went to my chambers, leaving the few behind to broiled bones and
iced champagne. In bed I read short memoirs of Vauzan and
William III, and went to sleep in great dread of to-morrow's headache.
July 4ith. Turned over in my mind the events of yesterday what
had been said to me, and what I had replied, and resolved to act up
to the pledge I had given in my speech, and to endeavour to merit the
character Talfourd had drawn of me. Read newspapers the quarrel
between Littleton and O'Connell, 1 weakness in the one and total dis-
regard of punctilio in the other. Read the Observer respecting myself
in the matter of Kean's monument. It was very absurd extremely
ridiculous, but not mischievous. Saw Captain Williams, who told me
that it was certain Polhill had applied to Bunn for the lease of Covent
Garden, which he refused to surrender. At Kenneth's, where I went
to order a book of Sardanapalus, I met Meadows and Cooper suffer-
ing from the effects of the brandy and water they had drunk on their
way home from Richmond, where they played last night for Kean's
monument the house was .44. These are the men who do honour
to Mr. Kean laudari a laudatis!!! I was so disgusted with them
1 Littleton, without the authority of the Cabinet, had, as Chief Secretary, intimated to
O'Connell that certain clauses in the Coercion Bill would be dropped. A majority of the
Cabinet, however, decided to bring in the Bill in its integrity. Consequently, O'Connell
considered that he had been duped, and disclosed his interview with Littleton to the House.
Littleton resigned, and Althorp, who was personally opposed to Coercion, followed his
example. Thereupon Lord Grey, feeling that he could not go on without Althorp, also
resigned. Althorp was induced to reconsider his resignation, which he reluctantly did, and
at his instance Littleton was reinstated. Lord Grey, however, finally retired from official
life, and was succeeded in the Premiership by Lord Melbourne, whose administration was
ignominiously dismissed by William IV in the following November.
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that I fear I showed them great coolness, if not incivility. I could
not command myself. This was very wrong. One ought to receive
b g ds, with whom necessity compels one to act, as b g ds of
course. Called on R. Price and settled with him a meeting at two
o'clock on Tuesday next on Mrs. Siddons's monument. He told me
that he had acquainted Forster with all his extravagances, and certainly
had been of service to him. Called on Hay ward and got Miss
Martineau's address, who wished, he said, to see me. He told me
that C. Kemble l had shown himself the greatest scoundrel in his
behaviour to his daughter Fanny, which did not surprise me.
Elstree, July 5th. Enjoyed the beauty of the morning and the
sweetness of the air on coming down into the garden before breakfast.
The country was delicious from its contrast with the few days of town
life I have lately had. Answered Mr. Vining's letter, received yester-
day. I was amused with his passing from " My dear Sir " to " Dear
Sir," which shows me he has taken offence at something. The style
of Fugglestone is that of all players we are a vile set. I answered
him as before. After tea I read through the whole of the Maid's
Tragedy once more, and was highly gratified with much of its excel-
ling beauty and occasional truth to nature ; how much to be lamented
that it should be disfigured by so much absurdity, coarseness and
extravagance !
July 6th. Walked in the garden before breakfast, enjoying the
freshness of the flowers and foliage after the rain. Read the Examiner,
which as usual contains more clear and honest reasoning than all the
rest of the periodical Press together. Sat down to arrears of my
record of which I finished one page when Dow arrived, and made me
gossip in the garden and my study until the time for afternoon church.
He told me he had seen Vandenhoff in Hamlet, and that he could not
sit the performance through that he was coarse, ill-bred and vehe-
ment. He also mentioned that a friend of his had questioned Barnes 2
as to the depreciating tone of the Times about me, and that he had
disavowed any unkind feeling towards me, adding on the contrary that
he entertained a high opinion of me. When Dow had left us I went
to afternoon church, where I read a little Greek Testament ; saw Miss
1 Hayward was an inveterate scandal-monger, and his statements must always be received
with a considerable amount of caution. Kemble's " scoundrelly " treatment of his daughtei
consisted in his making the most of her earning power on the stage, his financial afiairs being
in a critical condition. He was warmly attached to her, as she was to him, if we are to judge
by her Records of a Girlhood.
8 Editor of the Times from 1817 to 1841.
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Munro, and chatted with Mr. Chalk. Returning I spent an idle but
very pleasant evening, enjoying the delicious temperature and looking
through Nattali's catalogue, while Catherine was the Minerva of my
Ulyssean locks, and my darling little children were rolling about me.
Must not let another day thus escape me. Read prayers to the servants
and family, and went betimes to bed.
July 8th. Called on Warren ; how very much possessed with him-
self he is ! He gave me a pamphlet he had written, an attack on
Brougham, which he says has infuriated the Chancellor like Cleve-
land, he might be induced to hang himself if he discovered that it was
not so. He told me a very shocking story of a baronet and his wife,
and talked much on his own kind and a little on mine.
July 10th. Read the account of the Ministerial resignations.
Waited some time sauntering by the river's side, and at last got a
sight of the Times. The deportment and tone of Lord Grey I
thought feeble, and unbecoming a proud character let men at least
be so far consistent as, if unwise enough to show pride in prosperous
circumstances, not descend to betray humiliation in adversity. Lord
Brougham, I think, must have been drunk 1 it is scarcely possible to
imagine anything more undignified. Returned, and wrote a short
letter to dear Catherine. Dressed for the archery meeting, and went
with B. and Mrs. B. in the pony chaise to Danson ; met Miss Johnson
in their carriage at the gate, and proceeded in it to North Cray. We
were received by a knot of servants in a very handsome hall that ran
the length of the house, and presented in the drawing-room to a
pretty-looking, waning woman ; one side of the room was occupied by
gaily dressed women, and I got into a window looking out upon the
lawn with its tents and archery preparations, and chatted with Bourne.
Mrs. Wilkinson, the lady of the house, merely received me, did not
speak to me, and I wished that my kind friends had taken me to a
hovel that would have welcomed me rather than to this heartless scene
of vanity and gaiety. Without Bourne I should have felt the solitude,
1 Brougham was undoubtedly given to "deep potations," under the influence of which
he frequently spoke and acted. On one occasion, during the Reform Bill debates, mulled
port led him to indulge in some amazing antics while speaking from the Woolsack. This
habit, and his wild eccentricities, gave rise to all sorts of rumours as to his mental condition,
and atone time it was actually reported that he was passing the long vacation in the seclusion
of a private lunatic asylum. Lord Broughton, in his Reminiscences, records an extraordinary
incident of Brougham's circuit days, when his friends found it necessary to seclude the future
Chancellor for several weeks. His conduct at times certainly suggested, if not insanity, an
unregulated intellect, and savoured more of a political Suwarrow than of the Head of the
Law and Keeper of the King's conscience.
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the terrible solitude, of finding myself alone in this throng of strangers.
We soon escaped to the lawn, and after an introduction to Mr.
Wilkinson, began to shoot for exercise or trial. The scene was very
animated : three stands of targets were fixed on an elevated turf
terrace of the lawn, behind which were two tents, and hidden among
the gardens and shrubberies beyond was a band playing occasional
airs through the day. The rain interrupted our shooting and drove
us to the tents. Whilst here Lord Bexley l arrived, looking good-
natured and as shallow as he is thought to be. There were many
members of the Toxophilite Club in their uniform among them Dan.
Finch, as slovenly and vulgarly looking as when a boy at Rugby ;
Sir Henry Martin, a wizened old admiral, with three Toxophilite badges
on his breast one medal would have been more in character with his
profession. He shot left-handed. Young Mr. Haworth also was there,
with whom I chatted a little while, and two or three whom I remem-
bered at Gillett's party five years ago. After a little more shooting
we were summoned to dinner and sat down to a cold repast with
various wines but little enough of everything from want of attend-
ance, and the attention which so many paid exclusively to themselves.
The ladies soon left the room in which we were, and the men were
soon following, when called back by some one telling Sir H. Martin
the health of the Toxophilite Society had been drunk, which was not
the case, but nevertheless the old man returned thanks. The match
came on, and the prize was won by a Mr. Bernard, the ladies' by Miss
Johnson and Mrs. Bourne. We walked about the grounds with the
Johnsons, who were all there. Got some tea in the drawing-room,
where I saw and chatted with young Palmer of the Garrick Club ;
looked at the dancing, which was very bad, promenaded the hall and
a tent fixed outside of it ; longed for ten, and at last got home,
sickened and tired.
July llt/i. Rose with a slight cold and sensations of general
uncomfortableness ; packed up my clothes and came down, having for-
gotten my prayers, which I remembered as I knelt down with the
family in the dining-room. In our conversation after breakfast Mrs.
Bourne mentioned some anecdotes of our host and hostess of yester-
day. She is a silly woman, in the real acceptation of the term ; he, Mr.
Wilkinson 2 (who obtained his fortune by opening his pew-door in
1 The ci-devant Vansittart, Lord Liverpool's puzzle-headed Chancellor of the Exchequer
and Cobbett's favourite butt.
* Originally a Mr. Green, his "pew-door" acquaintance being a Mr. Wilkinson, who
endowed him in the manner described. He then became Mr. Green- Wilkinson, and the
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church to an elderly gentleman ; from chance an acquaintance sprang,
which ended with the death of the old man, and the bequest of his
whole fortune to Mr. W ) seems a good-natured, thoughtless person ;
his first morning's employment is to feed his canaries, of which he
keeps a great number ; he then shoots with the bow till one, rides over
to Crayford and plays at chess with a gentleman there till five ; rides
home, dresses, goes out to dinner, talks till twelve, and has not time
even to read the newspaper. Walked in the garden, and having given
a gratuity to the servant, took leave of Mrs. B , who gave me a note
for Catherine, and went down the village with B . While waiting
for the coach we read the paper no Ministry yet settled and Brougham
still drunk ; looked at the trout ; at length I came away, and arrived
in town about two o'clock. Took a cab for John Birch's. Met
John Morice, Dr. Moore and, I suppose, his curate. Saw a letter from
William Birch was not favourably impressed by Dr. Moore ; he seems
to me consequential, shallow and unprincipled. I call every churchman
unprincipled who advocates pluralities, defends or palliates non-
residence, and asks from a bishop only courteous manners and good
address " to be known by his works " is avowed by him as unnecessary
to the calling. He asserts much, which politeness declines contradict-
ing, but which is not only dogmatism, but falsehood to boot, and he
is a popular preacher "Milton, thou shouldst be living at this hour;
England has need of thee."
London, July 12t7i. To Garrick Club, where I met S. Price,
Loudham, Wallack, Fladgate, Harley, Meadows, etc. Harley expressed
himself much disappointed in having been unable to attend my dinner,
and equally so at the proceedings upon Kean's monument ; to which,
Meadows observed, he had given his services, but certainly should not
subscribe. Called at Miller's to inquire about the expense of publish-
ing Lear; learnt that it would cost about 20, which is more than I
can afford ; at the same time I denied the title of the Drury Lane
managers to Werner as acted ; the alterations are my property. Called
on Miss Martineau and sat with her about twenty minutes, talking of
America and Miss Wright, whom she thought very shallow and
illogical. She wished to have letters with the power of delivering them
as she might feel convenient, which I promised to send her. Went to
R. Price's chambers, where I met Willett and White at dinner. We
passed a pleasant day, and proceeded to the Victoria Theatre, to see
founder of a family that by dint of ample means and auspicious matches won a considerable
position for itself in the social world.
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Charles I. The play is wretchedly constructed, with some powerful
scenes, many passages of power and considerable effect in the sketch of
Cromwell's character, which, deserving first-rate support, was consigned
to the murderous hands of Mr. Cathcart a very poor pretender
indeed. There was so little plot in it that I could not remember the
order of the scenes. Some German musicians afterwards were very fair,
and some Spanish dancers excellent.
Elstree, July 12th. Sent Healey with the bottle of Natchitocha
snuff to Fladgate at the Garrick Club to be prepared for Chantrey.
Was only just in time for Billings's coach. On my study table
stood Mr. Lough's Horses of Duncan in plaster, with a note
from him requesting my acceptance of them. I was pleased with
the gift itself and the estimation in which the giver appeared to
hold me.
July 14 ! ! ! Went to theatre, where I saw a
Dublin paper, in which was a letter from Sheil to Lord Wellesley ;
and a correspondence on Littleton's behalf, calling on Lord London-
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derry for explanation ; he thought so the papers had reported that
Londonderry had implied he was a knave he had only insinuated that
he was a fool ; which was, of course, satisfactory, and there the matter
rests. 1 Went into Calcraft's room, who wished to consult me on a
complaint he had received from Mrs. Hamilton of Mr. Pritchard
engaging her daughter's affections, and declining to state his intentions ;
the girl is not more than seventeen ; this is very bad. I advised him
to point out to him as a friend the danger he, Pritchard, was incurring
by his conduct, if the Dublin gallery should get wind of the fact and
went into particulars. Calcraft decided on adopting the method,
complimenting me as a Machiavel.
November 11th. The Age newspaper from Calcraft with imperti-
nent notice of myself; what a filthy wretch is that Mr. Westmacott,
but not more so than Mr. Bunn ! Wished to act Werner well, as the
Marchioness Wellesley was to be at the theatre, but she did not come
(ill), and it was an audience attracted chiefly by her and not myself,
which makes it very hard to kindle them to enthusiasm. I acted
unequally striving against my own feeling of hors de moi, and many
annoyances, particularly Mr. Pritchard's imperfectness, and a drunken
man talking loud. Some things I did very well. Miss Huddart held
me to my promise to visit her on Sunday, as she said it was her last
chance. The house was very good. Calcraft came into my room to
abuse Pritchard.
November 12th. Refreshed and strengthened by my sleep last
night, I went to rehearsal of Hamlet, with which I took much pains,
but did not feel myself, as I like to do, free from effort, prompt and
spontaneous in my passion, with complete absence of all muscular
exertion. Went to the theatre collected and at ease, but not with
that certainty of preserving the tout ensemble that in the characters
of Shakspeare I am ambitious of doing. I felt confident of being
very fair, but not entirely Hamlet. My performance seemed to give
great satisfaction, and there were a great many things that I did really
well scenes that I played well. Some of the first act was good
particularly the concluding soliloquy, from time and self-possession ;
the third act had much to praise, the soliloquy, scene with Ophelia,
part of advice, part of closet scene the rest was to me unsatisfactory,
the grave-scene was not good till Laertes's entrance the death was
very well, and the whole of last scene. Calcraft came into my room
1 The third marquis, a vituperative Tory of the most bigoted type. Littleton's indiscre-
tion (see note, p. 160) was, of course, a capital asset for the Opposition.
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and seemed quite satisfied in thinking this will be one of my Dublin
plays it ought to be, for there is more thought in it than in all I do.
Supped on oysters.
November \2th. Received a newspaper from home, but no letter ;
I thought Mr. Bunn would have written, but I have perhaps imagined
myself of more consequence to him than he considers me ; I am not
sorry that affairs stand as they do so long as I have reason to believe
that they are not prosperous to the management at London. Went
to the theatre to rehearse Lear, which I did very badly, and what
is worse in very bad temper. Ridiculous as it is, I really believe the
cause of it at least principally was the sight of my neat book in the
dirty prompter's hands, suffering with every turning of the leaves.
Received a note for tickets from Mr. McNamara and also from Lady
C. Whiteford. Notes from James about freedom of the City and coat-
of-arms, and from a young ass called Maxwell, wishing to play Edgar
for my night. Read the newspapers, in which to my disappointment
there was no notice of Hamlet. Acted Sardanapalus during the three
last acts very indifferently annoyed very much in the last by the
vulgar and malicious noises of some fellows in the gallery. Calcraft
came into my room, and talked about the Woods, etc. Miss Allison
kept me in the passage, playing with me. Miss Huddart asked me to
see her home, as her servant had not arrived, but I showed so much
reluctance that she relinquished it. I did not like persons to see
me walking out of the theatre with her or any young woman at that
late hour.
November 15/i. Went to rehearsal, with which I took pains, and
I find from experience that care and attention is all in all. I cannot
be just to myself without. Sheil called ; expressed himself greatly
pleased with W T erner and recommended me to think of Philip Van
Artevelde, promising that he would think of it for me. Quite tired
dozed on my chair for about a quarter of an hour, and then looked
out my clothes. Tried to act, but could not satisfy myself all was
effort, which in William Tell gives a vulgar and melodramatic character
to the part, that I dislike and feel ashamed of. Also I ought to
and I do feel ashamed and deeply sorry for my morose and petulant
behaviour to everybody; it is really outrageous. I must curb this
hateful and most distressing infirmity of temper.
November 17tfo. Dressed and went on the stage prepared to act
my best, and resolute to do so, but such a Babel of a house was scarcely
ever heard from the beginning to the end of King Lear and through
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the interlude of the screen scene of School for Scandal, almost all
was dumb show. Colonel D'Aguilar came round in despair. I had
to go on to address them. I told them I had the greatest pleasure in
playing before them when they chose to be an audience, and how am-
bitious I was to uphold myself in their opinion. It must have been the
only entertainment of the evening. I made gratuities to the servants
shook hands with those actors I saw came home. Woulds called and
supped, and we signed the agreement of partnership. Quod felix sit.
November l$th. Got on shore about 9 o'clock, took a car up to
the Angel Inn, where I breakfasted, and read the newspaper account
of the discharge of the Ministry. The question that rises to me on
this is simply how long will men permit such an impious and inequit-
able arrangement as the possession of power by any one man, or set
of men, without the severest responsibility ? l Dined and went to the
theatre, to see if there was anything decent there. The play was
Brutus and a brute part of him that played it Tarquinia all very
miserable. A Miss Leclerq, a dancer, and a Mr. Simpson, in an old
man, were the sole exceptions to the general badness of the company.
Hammond, who was a good actor, has spoiled himself by managing ;
let me not forget that ! !
Lincoln, November 23rd. At 10 Mr. Robertson called, and having
paid my bill and posted my letters, I got a sight of the gorgeous front
of the Cathedral, and the Heaven's Gate, as I passed down to the
river. This canal-like stream, the Witham, embanked on both sides,
offers no variety of prospect ; the cattle in the water, or grazing along
its sides, a horseman on the bank, recall Cuyp and Wouverman to one's
recollection, and afford us a guess at what Holland must be. We
walked six miles, sometimes turning to look upon the regally-sited
Cathedral, which alone is worth a visit to this city and constantly
enjoying the freshness of the brisk cool air, the beauty of the morning,
and our exhilarating exercise.
1 William IV had for some time past been greatly dissatisfied with the Whig Ministry,
and, on Lord Althorp (who had succeeded to his father's earldom) vacating the Leader-
ship of the House of Commons, he (the King) dismissed the Ministry on the pretext
that there was no one qualified to replace Althorp. This coup-de-main was generally
regarded as an abuse of prerogative, and naturally created bitter resentment in Whig circles,
Brougham signalizing his indignation by despatching a communication the same night to the
Times (concluding with the words, "The Queen has done it all ''), which appeared in that
newspaper on the following morning. Brougham's conduct was the more discreditable in
that Lord Melbourne had imparted to him the news under a pledge of secrecy ; he sub-
sequently aggravated the affront by sending the Great Seal b:ick to the King in a bag instead
of returning it in person.
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Boston, November 26th. Head the Examiner, and felt my blood
boil at the disgusting conduct of the senseless, heartless old wretch
whom we call a King. ''Is there no hidden thunder in the stones of
Heaven, red with uncommon wrath to blast that man? " How shock-
ing that the well-being of millions of reasoning beings is at the mercy
of him or any man irresponsible for his conduct I 1 Acted indifferently
the accompaniments are so bad I cannot sustain the feeling, or
persevere against so much that annoys me.
November 21th. Arrived at Louth, which seems a miserable little
place. After dinner (too good a one!) lounged away some time over
old magazines accounts of young Betty's 2 first appearance much
violent abuse of Napoleon as the " Corsican assassin," and of Josephine
as the most notorious strumpet. Things have mended, judging both
from the prose and poetry, which is horrid stuff.
Louth, November 29th. Read an ode and part of an epistle in
Horace ; found on examining the current in which my thoughts set,
that management would never answer for me ; I have not that manage-
ment of my mind that would enable me to dismiss one subject, and
substitute another ; I should lose my profession by it, and already I
am alarmed at its effects in the possession it takes of my thoughts.
Walked with Mr. Robertson to the post office and to the theatre,
which answers also the double purpose of a Sessions House; it is not
the worst I have seen. Went to the theatre dressed in the magis-
trates' room "quite convenient." When ready to go on the stage,
Mr. Robertson appeared with a face full of dismay ; he began to
apologize, arid I guessed the remainder. "Bad house?" "Bad?
Sir, there's no one!" "What? nobody at all?" "Not a soul,
sir except the Warden's party in the boxes." "What the d 1!
not one person in the pit or gallery? " "Oh, yes, there are one or
two." "Are there five?" "Oh, yes, five." "Then go on; we
have no right to give ourselves airs, if the people do not choose to
come and see us ; go on at once ! I " Mr. Robertson was astonished at
what he thought my philosophy, being accustomed, as he said, to be
" blown up " by his Stars, when the houses were bad. I never acted
1 This fierce outburst was prompted by the King's dismissal of the Melbourne Ministry,
which Macready had denounced in terms almost as scathing. William IV had certainly
stretched his powers, but it must be borne in mind that the Whig Government had outlived
its usefulness, while the antics of Brougham, personal and political, were daily discrediting
both the Crown and the nation. The King was wrong in principle, but there was much
to extenuate his action.
2 The Infant Roscius, with whom Macready had performed in former years.
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Virginius better in all my life good taste and earnestness. Smyth,
who was contemporary with me at Rugby and has a living in this
neighbourhood, came in and sat with me, and saw the play, with
which he was greatly pleased.
November 20th. Read the newspaper, in which my abhorrence of
that wretch Cobbett l and his beastly faction was kindled anew. Note
came from Mrs. Robertson, inviting me to tea, which I accepted.
Went there, and was much amused by Mr. W. Robertson's account
of the extremities of ludicrous distress though sometimes it was no
laughing matter to which he was reduced in his vagabondizing tours
in Scotland and Cumberland.
December IsL Walked out with Mr. Robertson ; posted my
letters, and then walked two miles on the Horncastle road. He related
to me two anecdotes of Kean, to which he was witness : once of his
having, on coming off the stage in Othello, thrashed a man of the
name of Williams, whom I remember well, for distressing him by
being imperfect in lago ! and another a pure specimen of his char-
latanry. A vagabond who lived upon petitioning companies and drank
their charity, applied for the third or fourth time while Kean was
with Mr. Robertson. Mr. Robertson represented to Mr. Kean that he
was a worthless drunken man, and lived upon this practice. Mr.
K - (there were several present) said : " You dined very well yester-
day, sir, and you will have a good dinner to-day ; why should you wish
to prevent this poor man from doing the same? " And this Kean left
his wife without one shilling for herself and son ; the woman that lived
with him having taken the comparatively small residue left of his
disgusting and reckless dissoluteness ! ! Enjoyed my walk very much ;
wrote directions for my luggage. Dozed from fatigue after dinner ;
wrote a letter to Kenneth, made my toilet, and went to theatre. Felt
that the house was not very good ; but determined to make a study
of the night, which I did, and certainly acted great part of Hamlet
in a very true and impressive manner. I hit upon the exact feeling
in the passage which I have often thought on : " He was a man," etc. ;
my intercourse with Horatio, Rosencrantz, Guildenstens, etc., was
earnest and real ad homines. Indeed, it was a good performance.
Smyth came into my room after the play, and talked of my speaking
1 William Cobbett (1762-1835) ; the famous Radical journalist, whose political views
were calculated to enlist Macreaily's sympathy rather than his " abhorrence," for both were
good haters of peers temporal and spiritual, besides entertaining scant respect for the
Crown.
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the closet scene at Rugby. He also told me of endeavouring to com-
mit a poacher. He is a clergyman ! Thought and calculated for
Bath. Read in Racine's Esther.
Sheffield, December IQth. Went to the theatre, where I acted
William Tell only tolerably ; was a good deal distressed by the actors,
imperfect and inattentive, and once or twice rather angry with them,
but very kind to the poor little child who acted with me, though
several times disconcerted by her, but this is from having children of
my own, the dear ones. My dresser is a Benedictine monk on leave
from the convent in Ireland on account of derangement; his trade is
a tailor.
December 11th. Went to theatre, where I acted very ill, but
should not have been so bad but for the shamefully neglectful and
imperfect state of the play. Idenstein, Josephine and Guba were all
more or less imperfect ; Ulric did not know two consecutive lines of
the three last acts. I sat down at last attempting nothing. I never
was so completely terrassti in my life. But I was rude and uncivil to
no one.
Nottingham, December 1%th. Went to theatre, and found a horrid
fellow in the part of Gesler, whom I had met at Richmond it was
enough ! Rehearsed, dressed and acted William Tell to a very good
house in a creditable manner ; but was very cross with the little dull
boy whom they had placed in Albert, and fined myself half-a-crown,
which I paid him for my ill-behaviour.
Brighton, December 18th. Read the newspapers. Sir R. Peel's
address to his Tarn worth constituents and Sir J. Graham's to his. Little
opinion have I of the honesty of either, but the first I think a cold, heart-
less man. 1 Went to the theatre, where in the play of Sardanapalus not
one person was perfect, and whenever I attempted effect I was foiled ;
still, I did not play well, and want study. Heard the news of Mr. J.
Webster taking fright at Ulric, and in consequence the play of Werner
cannot be done to-morrow pleasant ! Was told of Polhill having
retired from Drury Lane on paying ,2000 this, I suppose, is not the
exact truth or all of it, but there is some truth in it. He takes
with him the execration and contempt of every real actor.
December 19th. Ellen called ; she told me of John Bull having
said that " I had been playing in a conventicle at Louth." I was not
at all angry how mad it would once have made me !
Elstree, December MUli. Dearest Christina's birthday.
1 Macready, like many others, changed his opinion of Peel in later years.
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December 28t/i. Mr. Lovell 1 arrived before I had finished my
toilet ; after detaining him some time I went down and found him in
the study. I explained to him the necessity under which I lay of
inviting him so abruptly, and hurried forward breakfast, that I might
complete my critical task before Forster's arrival. When we had
breakfasted we adjourned to the drawing-room, and I went scene by
scene through his play, suggesting remedies to what seemed faults to
me and giving him my candid opinion on the merits of his play. He
received it with earnest expressions of gratitude and confidence, and
assented to every proposal of correction. On coming downstairs, and
after introducing him to Dr. Lardner, with whom it appeared he had
previously been slightly acquainted, Forster arrived ; and while the
morning was whiled away in conversation by them, I cut the leaves
and arranged the pages of the three-act arrangement of King Henry V.
A letter from Mr. Lovell, accepting my invitation, had arrived in the
course of the morning. Went to afternoon church, accompanied by
Mr. Lovell, where I read two chapters of Greek Testament, and was
struck by the Samaritans appropriating the well to Jacob the wells
in Arabia and Syria being believed to have been the work of the
Patriarchs see Dyer. Returning I read the Examiner, and after-
wards gave myself to my domestic duties of preparing for and enter-
taining my guests, with whom I passed a very pleasant afternoon.
Mr. Lovell I was disappointed in I had expected a very modest, very
intelligent, very gentlemanly man ; I did not think him on general
matters a very modest man, and only of an average character as to
intelligence and address. Read prayers to the family in the study
thanking God Almighty for the blessings of the expiring year, and pray-
ing for a continuance of them to me and mine for those to come. Amen !
To Bristol, December 31st. Sent a note to Miss E. Tree, question-
ing her upon an engagement at Bath. Left Catherine to go out and
buy her presents for herself and sisters whilst I sought and found
Mr. Bunn. He was extremely civil about the Overtures, for which I
asked him, and professed himself anxious to give me every accommoda-
tion. Sent for the musical copyist, and settled the mode of sending
the Overtures to Bath. About Farren and Miss E. Tree he was to
give me an answer in a fortnight. Miss E. Romer was out of the
question. 2 \Vrote to Wallace requesting him to contradict the Morning
1 Author of the Provost of Bruges, performed in the following year.
2 Emma Romer (1814-1868), afterwards Mrs. Almond, a singer of considerable reputa-
tion ; made her chief success at Covent Garden ; manageress of Surrey Theatre in 1852.
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Chronicle's assertion that I was the Bath manager. Paid Healey and
went to Gloster Coffee House, where I took tea, and got into the
Bristol mail, after waiting some time to see my luggage put into the
coach. My companions were very great asses, talking much nonsense
about politics, and vehement Tories. I said my prayers and endeavoured
to compose myself to sleep. In closing this year, which has been a
prosperous and a happy one, I turn to the Cause of my felicity and
success, and humbly and devoutly bless the name of Almighty God,
and offer up to Him my earnest thanks for all the good bestowed on
me and mine ; grateful for what is given, and humbly imploring a
continuance of His mercies. Amen ! Amen ! Amen !
2IO
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Bath, January 2nd. Sat down to read with deliberate care the
piece of Beau Nash; I read and reconsidered it. With one or two
smart sayings there is nothing to do in it ; it leads to nothing. The
"tendency " of which the author speaks I looked in vain for except
it be to puzzle his readers. Tried to find some means of making it
convertible, but relinquished it as hopeless.
January 3rd. Went to the theatre, and was satisfied with the
performance of the Rivals, but distressed by the very discreditable
manner in which Lodoiska was played, and got up. I feel at this
early stage that I am not fit for a managerial speculation. No more
spectacles !
January 4>th. Thought over the third act of Othello, which ought
to be one of my best characters if I could realize my own conceptions.
Read over Macbeth. In bed read an essay in Locke on despondency
which did me good.
January 5th. Went to theatre and fell into ill-humour with the
old and incapable hairdresser ; dismissed him, but sent for him again,
not wishing to distress or offend him. He made a figure of me ! I
acted, as I thought, the first scene of Macbeth well, but the audience
were perfectly apathetic, and in the second became vulgarly unquiet.
This unhinged me, and I did not recover myself the whole night. I
am ready to ascribe the greater share of blame to myself, but the
audience were like no other I ever saw ; they did not notice me on
my first entrance on the bridge and very indifferently afterwards.
I acted very ill, but better than such an audience deserved, which is
not saying much. The play was excellently done.
January 1th. Wrote to Catherine, whose presence, and my
children's, I feel necessary to me now, for I become irritated at the
mistake blunder folly I have committed in coming here. Went to
the theatre and acted Werner as well as the imperfectness of Mr.
Thompson and the vulgar rant of Mr. Saville, which often interfered
with me, would let me. But this with the face-making mysteries of
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Mr. Stuart the enlightened audience applauded as much as myself,
who was using the utmost care to act in the best taste. I feel as if
I could willingly give 300 to be released from this unfortunate engage-
ment. I scarcely know what I should do I cannot attend to my
profession if this continues, and I see no prospect of change. It is a
bitter passion when we are angry with ourselves ! Oh, God, assist
me ! I dread to look forward.
January 8th. Acted Othello with a feeling of having no sympathy
from my audience ; thought myself deficient in earnestness and spirit,
but do not regret having done it, as it was a useful rehearsal to me.
I never saw the Senate put so well upon the stage. I think I may
play Othello well, but the prescriptive criticism of this country, in
looking for particular points instead of contemplating one entire
character, abates my confidence in myself. Mr. Woulds told me that
he had heard from Mr. Field of general discontent at the prices being
restored. The house to-night was wretched, but what could be
expected at such a time?
January 9th. My landlady brought me up her bill, and began
some inquiries about my stay the number of my family and some
etcs., which showed a disposition to impose; she added that Mrs.
Woulds had not mentioned my profession. My blood rose at this
impertinence, and I was foolish enough to be so angry as to observe
that there was no person in Bath, whether titled or not, that could
claim a higher character and that I would relieve her of the incon-
venience of such an inmate. She attempted to excuse herself, but I
cut the matter short. Heard from Mr. Woulds the account of the
first week's balance, which was very satisfactory. Read the newspaper,
and to my astonishment and satisfaction saw Talfourd member for
Reading !
January 10th. Expedited the rehearsal as much as possible, but it
proceeded slowly owing to the inattention of the actors. What a
calling this is ! How deeply I feel the degradation of belonging to it,
which yet for my dear children's sake I will endeavour cheerfully to
pursue. One of the actors (whom Mr. Woulds boasted he could do
anything with) refused to act a part he had agreed to play ; he is a
fool, and nearly crazy. Laid out my clothes ; saw old Mr. Taylor,
who talked about " next season " recovering this. If they catch me
in this hateful occupation again may all its worst consequences fall on
me ! Acted William Tell to an improved house very fairly parts of it
very well, and should have done so throughout, had the actors been
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perfect with me. I was very angry, and wish I could avoid showing
temper as I do, but I fear this is a vice which will accompany me to
my grave.
January 13th. Went to the rehearsal of King Henry V. Mr.
Thompson proposed to me a play by Lord Byron's natural daughter 1
he supposes me very simple. Read the newspaper in which I see
Captain Polhill is made a legislator. Shame !
January 14th. Rehearsed King Lear not well, for I do not feel
quite prepared for the character and settled the outline of the busi-
ness of King Henry IV. Found a letter from Mr. Wood written in
rather an impertinent strain ; these are the fellows that make up the
profession of a player ! I answered it in a mild and gentlemanly tone.
My dear Catherine and my babes arrived God bless them !
January 17 'th. In going through the box-office heard a woman
inquiring for something entertaining for children. Brownell mentioned
that Mr. Macready and Dowton would play on Monday. "Oh no,"
she replied, " they are very good actors, but I want something enter-
taining for children ; when will Aladdin be done? " So much for Bath
taste ! Acted King Lear unequally wanted the sustaining stimulant
of an enthusiastic audience wanted in them the sensibility to feel
quickly what I did, and the ready manifestation of their sympathy ;
some parts I did tolerably well ; acted with some degree of vivacity
and nature in Puff.
To Bristol, January %6th. Went to the theatre, and acted Macbeth
extremely well, with earnestness, care and feeling : never before spoke
the ''To-morrow and to-morrow " with such truth. Dowton ( !) made
a complaint that his name was in smaller letters than mine, and wrote
the same to the prompter.
January 20th. Going out of the theatre Mr. Mude addressed me,
having heard that I had said "It was very beastly in him as acting
manager not to be at rehearsal in time." I distinctly told him that
" it was wholly untrue, that I had been very angry at the person who
had to begin the play not being there and had given his words to
another ; the expression I used was in reference to the general mode
of doing the business that I knew he was not the manager." Acted
Lord Townley effectively, but not with the ease to please myself.
1 In all probability an apocryphal author. Byron was still a name to conjure with ;
accordingly, liaisons and illegitimate offspring were fastened on him as occasion required.
The only natural daughter with whom he was and is publicly identified was Allegra, who
died when little more than an infant.
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February 6th. Mr. Moutrie, our landlord, knocked, and entering
told me a lady like a dissenter wished to see me that she had a
message to deliver to me in person. I begged him to excuse me to
her, being too harassed to see any one that she could write, or see
me a fortnight hence in Bath. She went away, saying she would
write, for that it would not suit to see me in Bath. In less than a
minute she returned with a letter which he brought up ; to my great
surprise it was anonymous and contained a 5 note. How very strange !
how very kindly intended !
To London, February 1th. Travelled through the night from
Bristol not so rapidly as I expected, but very comfortably, thanks to
dear Catherine for suggesting the carriage! Breakfasted, etc., at Salt
Hill, saw the Times, that disgustingly profligate newspaper. Was
extremely disgusted with the pert, flippant and vulgar tone of some
extracts from Miss Kemble's Journal. I had given her credit for
rather a superior understanding ; I think her a shallow instead of a
clever impostor. 1
To Manchester, February 8th. Rose at half-past four for my day's
journey to Manchester, which, though the manner in which it is per-
formed calls forth my admiration, is very fatiguing. The coach was
full, outside and in, of very uninteresting people. Read the newspapers
I borrowed from my fellow travellers. EelVs Weekly Messenger, and
that most disgusting of the base and rascally tribe the Satirist, in
which scandal and obscenity were the only remarkably prominent
qualities.
February 10th. At the theatre received letter from Mr. Gould,
wishing, I suppose, to exculpate himself, but I do not clearly see the
drift of his vulgar letter. When a person alters his superscription
from " Esqre." to " Mr." he only makes one laugh at the impotence of
his spleen.
February 11th. Sent a note to Clarke for a newspaper : he sent
me three Heralds, and I was disgusted beyond patience ; one piece
of intelligence was satisfactory, viz. that that odious pauper, - ,
is not likely to transmit her principles in her race to curse this
country. What rank villains politicians are ! What signifies the
name?
February 15th. Rose late, and spent much time in my bedroom
before I came down. Applied myself to my accounts, and to the
1 Fanny Komble's Journal is occasionally affected, but Macready's epithets are as usual
exaggerated. Whatever her shortcomings, she was undoubtedly remarkably clever, and in
no sense an impostor.
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consideration of the best mode to improve their condition ; am per-
haps too impatient to increase my store ; I think it is as much for my
dear children's sake as my own ; I hope more. Mr. Clarke called, and
made a very long visit. I made up the cast of next week's business at
Bath, settled all and wrote the heading of the bill, which I inclosed
to Mr. Woulds. Received letters with receipts and balance up to
Friday at Bath ; from Mr. Fox, respecting the MS. play sent to me,
in whose letter Catherine wrote a hasty greeting.
February 16t/i. Began to read the MS. tragedy of Cosmo, and
after an interruption of a long visit by Clarke, finished it. It is a
bold, irregular attempt to give the workings of various minds, and
display their effects upon the outward forms of men. I cannot say
it will be successful, but there is more than sufficient talent in it to
deserve and make me anxious for its success. Went to theatre, acted
Werner very well to a good house ; but was very cross with one of the
actors which was very reprehensible in me.
February llth. Wrote to Jeston about the money paid by mis-
take into Drummond's bank for me. Am forced into reflection upon
the system of delusion which the world subscribes to, when I address
this good-natured, thick-headed old fellow. This man, according
to churchmen, is gifted with the Holy Ghost, and qualified to take
care of the souls of men ! Mighty God ! when will this blasphemous
abuse of Thy Holy name, this infamous traffic in the beautiful
religion of Christ become a crime before men, as it must be before
Thee?
February 18th. Arrived at Halifax. Went to rehearsal ; poor
Guildenstern had only one eye. From rehearsal one of the actors,
Mr. Nantz, went with me to show me the Gibbet Hill, where the stone
on which the criminals laid their heads is still visible, though deeply
embedded in earth ; from thence he accompanied me to a public-house,
formerly the gaol, and now called the Jail Inn, where the blade of
the axe, called the Maiden, was shown to me ; it is very like the
blade of a spade with two holes in it. Not so weighty as I should
suppose its office would require. Some of the actors, the principal
with his family, lived in the public-house, seemingly domesticated,
and mixing in all the business of the place ! Such a residence would
have suited in every way Mr. Kean, and no doubt he often took up his
abode contentedly in worse and I am abused, libelled and an object of
persecution because I do not make companions of actors ! Oh, world,
what a scene of quackery thou art !
February 20th. Heard the cheering news of Sir R. Peel's defeat
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in Abercromby's election (as Speaker). 1 Went to the theatre, where
I found letters from Letty in a frank from Forster inclosing a request
from Mr. W , formerly 30th Foot, to procure him any, the
humblest situation in some theatre, so dreadfully was he reduced by
his extravagance and thoughtlessness.
February 27t/i. Again greeted by a letter of ill news. Our house
at Elstree has, it seems from dear Letitia's letter, been entered by
robbers, whom an early alarm obliged to escape before further mis-
chief was done than the breaking our windows. A letter also from
Mr. Fox, franked by Roebuck. 2 Received a very vulgar note from
that very vulgar, vain and foolish old man Mr. Dowton, 3 which I
answered very mildly. Oh, what a curse it is to connect oneself with
ignorant, conceited and obstinate people these fools !
February 28th. Went to the theatre, and acted Rob Roy languidly.
Felt provoked to think that I was paying everybody concerned, even to
that sot, Mr. Woulds, by my own unrequited labour. Saw Mr. Perkins,
who told me that the business at Edinburgh was great his second
night ,187. Nothing under 80 or 90. I felt envious and angry
to my shame I note it. Oh God, exalt me above this demoralizing
atmosphere !
Bristol, March 2nd. My mind is still returning to the subject of
reduced expenditure, but often interrupted by the savage wishes of
revenge and passionate desires that agitate, disturb and distress me ; I
feel ashamed of them and grieved at them. I school them down, but
they return in a variety of forms. The connection with this theatre
at Bath seems to have brought back my mind to its former littleness ;
I feel disgusted with the beings in connection with me and ashamed
of myself. Acted Hamlet in my very best manner to a very good
house, and in my own voice. Saw Mr. Lovell ; talked with him about his
1 This was the first of several defeats sustained by Sir Robert Peel during his short-lived
Administration, 1834-1835. Manners-Sutton, who had been Speaker for nearly twenty years
and had remained at his post at the urgent request of the Whig Government, was now opposed
by Abercromby, a Whig nominee, who was elected by a majority of ten. He proved an
indifferent Speaker and resigned four years later.
* John Arthur Roebuck (1801-1879) the well-known politician, then Radical M.P. for
Bath. Promoted the inquiry into conduct of the Crimean War which resulted in the over-
throw of Lord Aberdeen's Ministry. In his later years he relinquished his extreme views and
became a supporter of Lord Beaconsfield's policy, receiving in recognition a Privy Coun-
cillorship. In 1835 he attained prominence by representing in England the Lower Canada
House of Assembly.
8 Mr. Dowton must have sadly deteriorated since the preceding year when, it will be
remembered, Macready considered him worthy of a complimentary dinner.
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play. Received my coats of arms from Mrs. McC , enormously
dear ! May they be useful to my boy when my name is past away !
March 3rd. My birthday ! Awoke unrefreshed from a night made
restless by the storm to a sense of great unhappiness ; said my prayers,
imploring Almighty God (as I fervently do) to enable me to bring
up my children in a course of virtue and in the paths of peace. The
summer of my life is gone, and what has it left me? My domestic
blessings, which indeed are great, are all ; and these from their very
dearness are made aggravations of every disappointment I encounter
in my endeavour to raise them above the world's pity or scorn. The
embarrassment of my little property through by own imprudence and
my lawyer's incorrectness make' this day, which ought to be cheerful,
a very wretched one. I do not recollect a more unhappy anniversary
of my birth than this my forty-second. Went to rehearsal or rather
to my morning's annoyance striving and wishing to master my fretful,
impatient temper, but in vain. Letter from dear Catherine, giving
the news of the house, and acquainting me with my being blackballed
at the Athenaeum. I do not wish to disguise truth ; it was a bitter
annoyance to me. I had objected to undergoing the trial of the
ballot, knowing the dirty tricks practised at this and other clubs, and
only consented to the insertion of my name upon the assurance that it
was decided on I should be admitted this year. 1 The advantages of the
club are not equivalent to the subjection to any blackguard's caprice.
I use a strong term, but Mr. Croker, 2 having been my excluder, justifies
it. It shall not occur again. My pride has been destined to a series
of mortifications this day ; perhaps it is wholesome that it should be,
for I discover by what I suffer that I have " much too much." I hope
and trust I may be able so to educate my darling children as to save
them much of the smart that I have borne I will not say undeservedly.
I feel the present rebuke is an insult ; I cannot qualify it to myself ;
holding the rank I do in my art and with no aspersion on my good
name, it is nothing less. The conviction of my own sensitiveness to
1 Macready had evidently hoped to be elected under the special rule, but he was,
apparently, " put up" in the ordinary way. Thackeray experienced a similar repulse, but
both were elected, under the special rule, on a second attempt.
2 Croker (the Wenham of Vanity Fair and the Rigby of Coningsby), though an
"excluder" at the Athena-uin had himself been "excluded" at White's. The Candidates'
Books at Clubs supply curious reading, men of the highest rank and distinction figuring
among the rejected while the ' ' colourless obscure " have often secured unanimous acceptance.
In fact, at certain clubs "nobody" has a far better chance of election than "somebody,"
even Earldoms and Garters proving powerless, at times, to avert disaster.
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such an affront prevented me from having my name inserted, nor would
I ever have consented to it, but under the assurances of the secretary
through Mr. Kenney. 1 It teaches, as all things do, its own lesson.
A principle once established by reason in the mind should be held
with the same temerity as virtue. I have suffered keenly for to hide
is not to diminish pain ; how forcibly has Peel's quotation from Dryden
been brought to my mind
Tis easy said : but oh ! how hardly tried
By human hearts to human honor tied !
Oh, sharp conclusive pangs of agonizing pride !
March 5th. Low-spirited from the ascendency my temper gains
over me ; and not much cheered by the universal dirt of my lodgings.
Played much of Rob Roy very well, and should have been uniformly
good if the very bad company would have permitted it. Oh,
my temper ! my temper ! how truly unhappy even to sometimes
growing indifferent about existence does this morose and impatient
temper make me ! These theatres have brought it on in its early
offensiveness.
March 6th. Received a very sensible and affectionate letter from
dear Catherine. Reasoning has power over grief, but pride is a fool
that stops its ears. I can put aside the thought of the insult offered
me at the Athenaeum, but have not that enviable self-command to
reflect on it and the names connected with it indifferently ; it chiefly
annoys me because it was in the bargain of my consent that I was
secure of admission. When men like Messrs. Mathews, C. Kemble,
Young, 2 Hook, Croker, etc., are eligible it is difficult to flatter oneself
into the belief that there is no indignity in being rejected. To forget
it is my wish, for the recollection is not pleasing to me. Went to
theatre, and should have acted Oakley well, but that in the only scene
in which the performers were not very imperfect with me, the prompter
in very pause I made in a scene where the pauses are effects kept shout-
ing "the word " to me till I was ready to go and knock him down.
I was cut up, right and left, root and branch and as usual I grieve
and shame to say it was very angry.
Bath, March 1th. Spoke to Mr. Thompson, assuming all the
1 See entries under February 24 and 26, 1834.
2 If Macready considered Young ill-qualified for the Athenseum it is strange that he
should have chosen him as his seconder. Hook, with all his brilliant gifts, was certainly a
questionable acquisition, but the other names cited were at least without reproach, though
possibly Mathews found admission easier than he would have done now-a-days, when
comedians, however eminent, would hardly be regarded as eligible.
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load of accusation made upon his being cast for the actor in Hamlet.
Mr. Woulds had told me of letters having been sent to the news-
papers abusing me, stating that I was only here because I could not
get engaged in London ! that I sent puffs of myself to the papers,
etc. this he more than suspected to be the work of that scoundrel
Thompson ! Acted Sardanapalus indifferently ; the whole appoint-
ment of the play was wretched Myrrha execrable ! I as morose and
foolishly passionate as hate could wish me ! Oh ! why cannot I cure
myself of this odious vice which seems growing on me?
Elstree, March 12th. Began Bulwer's Pelham.
London, March 15th. Forster told me of Talfourd having com-
pleted a tragedy called Ion. What an extraordinary, what an in-
defatigable man !
Salisbury, March 16th. Reached Salisbury at five o'clock, where I
went to bed at the Black Horse and was called at ten ; rose, breakfasted
and went to my lodgings ; after some search found the theatre, and
went through the rehearsal. My Lady Macbeth was a relic of a style
gone by, the veritable "ti-tum-to" "jerk and duck and twist" in
a most engaging manner. Tried to act Macbeth, but, " confusion to
my Lady ! " it was too farcical, and would have been good as Dollalolla,
but quite a travesty in the part she played. Nearly betrayed on one
occasion my anger at one of the performers, but was very thankful
that I subdued it before an opportunity for explosion was given ;
most happily I did not expose myself. The end of the play found me
very much exhausted. My spirits have been much depressed ; the
heavy labour of my onward life, indispensable to secure my blessed
children's independence, makes more uncertain the fulfilment of my
desire to watch over and direct their education ; but the consideration
of the truth condensed in the precept, "To thine own self be true,
and it must follow as the night the day, thou canst not then be false
to any man," has comforted and reassured me. After rehearsal I
walked to Brodie's shop, the bookseller, printer, banker, member of
parliament, etc., of this city. I like to see such a choice. Bought
guide and history of Salisbury, and experienced great attention from
the gentleman in the shop ; read the papers there. Went to the next
door to see a Gothic banqueting-hall, which had been many years built
up, but was now restored to its original form and decoration ; it was
very interesting as the hall of a merchant and shows the wealth of this
city in earlier times.
March 18th. Letter from dear Catherine, and the M. Post news-
paper sent by Mr. Gould (I think he is not hard to fathom !) con-
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taining a criticism of Mr. Vandenhoff's Werner, and speaking of it as
the last and most signal of a long list of failures. I would not wish
to disguise my feelings and thoughts ; it gave me satisfaction to see
even this vindication of myself and my claims on popular favour ; this
man is no artist ; he is a very vile imitator, a servile slave of the Press,
and I believe an utterly low and worthless character. The article upon
him was like justice to myself, and it really cheered me. Acted Hamlet
remarkably well, and made some manifest improvements in the first
scene, third scene and second act.
March I9th. Began my packing before I came downstairs ;
received letters from Mrs. Bennett conceding the alteration of the time
of my engagement, and from Mr. Beetham, stating his opinion that
Mr. Bunn meant to defend an action for the ,30 due. What will not
such a miscreant do I Acted Werner but middlingly ; was harassed
and disconcerted occasionally by the performers, and disturbed by
various riotous spirits in the course of the performance. The door-
keeper asked me for something, and I rebuked him for asking. The
check-taker (who next?) put in a claim which I with much reserve
and cold civility said I would speak to the manager about, and, if
usual, would satisfy him the impudent fellow ! I perceive Sir Edward
Sugden has thrown up the Chancellorship of Ireland. This very
intemperate man's behaviour is a lesson to any observer ; his precipita-
tion constantly places him in dilemmas which his want of temper and
of judgment make real evils to him. His wife, ci-devant mistress,
wished to go to the Irish Court. The Lady-Lieutenant would not
receive her, and the Lord Chancellor gave up the Seals ! *
Elstrcc, March 23rd!. I took up the novel of Pclham again,
which interested me less from its story than from the maxims
and deductions which the reader is enabled to draw from it,
among these, not among the least profitable, if well weighed and
duly acted on, is that wise remark : " Common sense never quarrels
with any one." Oh, that I had early received the benefit of such
wise inculcations. Let me hope that my children may learn to be
wise from their father's errors. Catherine, Letty and children
returned, bringing with them medicine, etc., and a Salisbury paper for
me with a criticism of the most detracting character. I thought the
incivility of the sender, the superintendent of Mr. Brodie's shop, quite
1 This was, apparently, a canard ; Sugden may have contemplated resignation but he did
not relinquish the Irish Chancellorship till a week or two later when Sir Robert Peel's
Government quitted office.
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inexcusable ; I was annoyed by it and by the article. Ought I to look
at newspapers ? they irritate and pain me, as affecting in a degree my
income. Should I not, with " my wing on the wind and my eye on
the sun," go onward, right on, without looking for or heeding aught
save what I feel affects my interest. I very soon dismissed it. Finished
Pelham, which I think a very useful book.
London, March 26t/t. Calling at Forster's, Procter came in,
haggard, old and miserable with grief and care ; he very soon told his
story nine of his family sick at once with the scarlet fever ! in one
month 100 visits from a physician to his boy, his hope and delight,
whom he had buried, only six years old, ten days since ; my heart
turned to my own blessed children and my prayer now lifts itself to
God for His mercy upon them. How light are the causes of my
complaining when weighed in the balance with poor Procter's ills !
To Bath, March 21th. Towards the latter part of my journey fell
into a musing on the questionable profit of indulging the imagination
by the study of poetry and history, or even by the glance upon the
surface of truth which the limited advance of science can give us. It
seemed to me, whose remaining years on earth are so few, as merely
"vanity, vanity." Virtue is the only real good love the only real
enjoyment in this world. Moral philosophy, which is the practice of
religion, is the only study about which man needs to busy himself,
yet surely it is that which last and least seems to concern him. My
life seems to have gone from me, and what have I made of it, either
for myself or others ? The care (and an anxious, almost a fretting care
it is) which now agitates my heart is the provision for and education
of my beloved children. My life to come, whatever it may be, is
theirs. May God of His infinite mercy grant that it may be spent in
effectual endeavour to confirm them in virtue and to secure to them
in every respect the means of happiness ! Amen !
March 28t/i. Went to the theatre, and acted both Cardinal
Wolsey and Sir C. Rackett very indifferently ; in the latter I was made
much worse than I should have been by the gross imperfectness of
Mrs. Lovell, but I did not scold.
Exeter, March &Qth. Saw Hayward on the box of a britzska, and
recognizing him followed him to the inn saw Douglas, and was intro-
duced to Mr. H. Williams, Vinerian Professor at Oxford. Walked
out with Hayward, who gave me the history of my rejection through
Croker at the Athenaeum. He talks of " bringing people over to
me " ; but I do not wish to enter that or any society on such grounds,
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and I say cheerfully with Coriolanus : "Why, let it go! " Met
Greaves, who had been to call upon me ; settled that he should call
on me to-morrow at ten ; walked with Hay ward and half promised to
breakfast with him. Coming to lodgings, laid out my clothes for
night dined cautiously rested and looked over part of Macbeth :
acted it unequally, but of the entire personation I must speak in
censure ; want of tone, want of collectedness, time, countenance, and
many important items ; among the most important, temper !
March 31st. Greaves called at ten o'clock, and after sitting a short
time, during which he alluded to his loss, I accompanied him to his
house over the bridge ; he told me that in forty years' practice a
Leicester lawyer could not say he had seen five Chancery suits fairly
carried through, nor could he acknowledge more than one ; he spoke of
the premises he intended taking when first setting up in Leicester, but
hearing they were the subject of a Chancery suit "to be finished next
term " he declined them ; they stood to become a ruin, past which
he used to walk, as if accidentally, his clients whenever they wished him
to file a bill. It saved many suits. 1
April 2nd. Kept awake by a long train of angry and vindictive
thought upon Mr. Croker's hostile interposition at the Athenaeum
upon my election. So much for the desirability of our mental con-
quests ! Pride is the most deaf of all the follies that buzz their false-
hoods into the ears of men. An anecdote in Chambers 9 Journal
exposing the weakness and littleness of revenge restored me to com-
placency. How strong my passions must have been ! and how unfit
to cope with the world ! How grateful ought I to feel, ill-regulated
as they have been, for the comparatively little mischief they have drawn
upon me when I reflect on what they might have led me to !
April 3rd. Went to rehearsal, and on my return took a warm
bath ; learnt that the baths are very little used, and that throughout
England the same observation is to be made ; this does not say much
for our cleanliness. I acted Werner indifferently (Qua fugere vires ?),
was very much distressed ; played Delaval a little better, but not
buoyantly. I am a middle-aged man, and not beseeming a juvenile levity.
To London, April 4>th. Paid all dues on self and luggage, and
took my seat. Slept to Ilminster, where I was astonished to see
Hay ward again. He told me he was going to town by the coach
asked me of the Ministerial minority on which I could say little. We
1 The term "in Chancery" had still the dread significance revealed by Dickens in his
famous description ofjarndyce v. [amdycc.
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talked away much of the journey and some of the skin of my throat.
He is very intelligent, good-natured, and, if a little vain, may find
an ample set-off in his deservings. He reasoned very clearly, I thought,
against the Local Courts Bill, observing, if it were passed, it should
presume the existence of a Code of Laws to make the law certain and
equal. He produced some several extracts from Whittle Harvey's 1
own defence, which utterly condemned him. How necessary it is to
receive with caution ex parte statements, or evidence of any kind !
Gave me a little of the scandal of high ( I ) life, which only shows its
lowness more disgustingly. Saw in the newspaper the death of Dr.
Maton, 2 a loss to his country, and individually to me a great one from
the confidence I had in his skill, and the gratitude with which I have
ever remembered him. He saved my life, I firmly believe, in my very
serious illness.
April 6th. Wrote to old Mr. Knowles, 3 who had, I think, im-
portunately and indelicately applied for my subscription to his diction-
ary. He has been, I believe, instrumental in exciting ill-will against
me in the Press, and has been the disseminator of much falsehood and
misrepresentation respecting me. I told him that I should not object
to purchase his completed work, but that I disliked subscribing.
April 9th. Letter from H. Smith, informing me of the rejection of
Ministers ; 4 I felt little exultation at their disgrace, as their acceptance
of office appeared to be more disgraceful to them than their dismissal ;
nor do I concern myself much about their successors ; they are all selfish
knaves I know little difference among them.
London, April Wth. Called on Forster, who said that it had
1 Daniel Whittle Harvey (1786-1863) solicitor and M.P.; an eloquent speaker and thus
of service to the Whig Government who, however, hesitated to give him a place owing to his
doubtful reputation. Having been frequently passed over, he at last sought an interview
with Lord Melbourne, to whom he complained of the neglect with which he had been treated,
citing as an instance a small Commissionership which had not even been offered to him.
" My dear sir," replied Melbourne, " there you do me an injustice. I wanted to give you that
post, but took the precaution of first sounding jour future colleagues and, would you believe it,
the d d fellows flatly refused to sit with you ! " Eventually, in 1840, Harvey obtained a
Commissionership of Police which he held for over twenty years. An old Parliamentarian of
that day who entered the House in 1826 informed the Editor that he considered Harvey the
most eloquent speaker he had heard in the House of Commons since Canning.
2 William George Maton (1774-1835) an eminent physician ; M.D. Oxford and F. L.S. ;
physician-extraordinary to Queen Charlotte and the Duchess of Kent, also to the Princess,
afterwards, Queen Victoria.
3 James Knowles ( 1 759-1840) author of A Pronouncing and Explanatory Dictionary oj the
English Language.
* Sir Robert Peel's Government ; it had been outvoted six times in six weeks.
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been proposed to Fonblanque l to go into Parliament and take office ;
I question it, not his ability or desert, but the ripeness of time is not
yet come when a man will be judged by his merit alone. In the coach
to Crayford. Walked with Bourne through Bexley to North Cray ;
went over the villa where Lord Londonderry lived and died into the
room where he destroyed himself. Men more different in temperament,
intellect and disposition could scarcely be found than Whitbread,
Romilly and Londonderry, yet the same fate attended all. 2 An enigma !
The grounds are pretty.
April llth. Dined at Garrick Club, saw Captain Williams, heard
that news of Mathews's death is daily expected. Is fr as we near the
verge of life we mark more attentively the departure of our fellow-
men? Or is there an unusual hard run on life at the present period?
Went to Drury Lane, saw Poole's 3 new comedy : old jests, not good,
and the old style of jest a violent and vulgar caricature, with no
pretensions to the title of comedy ; void of all semblance of character,
wit or situation, its humour (if it be allowed to possess any) of the
most exaggerated kind. How remote in appearance, dress, manners
and deportment from well-bred persons were the " ladies and gentle-
men " of the play ! how destitute of grace, freedom and address !
Messrs. Cooper and Vining and Miss Taylor 4 how can a comedy be
acted with such persons to represent educated or fashionable people?
Much is not needed to give a beau ideal of the class that affects the
latter designation.
Elstree, April 14tfe. Read in a paper of Mr. Kean's 5 continued
success. Here is an evidence of the evil tendency of our profession
there is so little room for talent, and degrees of success are so unim-
portant below the first (for scarcely any below the very head can reckon
upon an income to give a surplus) that we look with apprehension upon
every aspirant to a first rank and feel our own means of subsistence
1 Albany Fonblanque (see note, p. 142).
1 Whitbread was suffering from a specific disorder of the brain, and Romilly's mind, or
rather his mental control, gave way under his overwhelming grief at the loss of his wife.
Lord Londonderry (better known as Lord Castlereagh) had long been the victim of an
infamous gang of blackmailers, who, plying their persecutions when his nervous system became
unstrung from overwork, drove him, in a paroxysm of apprehension, to destroy himself.
Ordinarily both he and Romilly were characterized by imperturbable courage and
fortitude.
3 John Poole (1786-1872) a comedy and farce-writer of some popularity in his earlier
days.
4 Harriette Deborah Taylor (1807-1874) married Walter Lacy, otherwise Williams. In
spite of his depreciation Macready enlisted her in his company later on.
5 Charles Kean.
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trenched upon by the progress of youthful genius. Hence that selfish
feeling of fear and in too many that desire of detracting from con-
temporary merit that too frequently disgraces us. God grant that I
may neither manifest nor entertain such unworthy sentiments !
April 16th. Received letter from Mr. Bunn, offering me 30
per week to act four nights in the week and half a clear Benefit. Con-
sidered all the motives that my desire to form a right judgment could
suggest, and thought it unadvisable to appear in London under the
circumstances of the present season. I have endeavoured to see the
path most likely to lead to good for my own and my dear family's
sake ; I hope in God that I have chosen it. I wrote to decline the offer.
Norwich, April 21st. Saw some letters of a vulgar, troublesome
player who would demonstrate to any one needing it the paltriness and
uselessness of striving to say bitter and insulting things. What is ever
obtained by an insult? Nothing but an enemy.
April 22nd. With an earnest desire of acting Hamlet well,
lay down on the bed after dinner striving to keep it in my mind.
Went refreshed and rather confident to the theatre, but very much
disappointed in my own performance. I might find an excuse for my
inability to excite the audience in the difficulty of ascertaining where
the audience was, but I allow no plea or reservation in the question of
playing as I ought or not.' I did not satisfy myself. My only con-
solation was that, though provoked once or twice, I manifested not
the slightest appearance of anger. How is it that, with the pains and
precaution I take, I should thus disappoint myself? Am I too fastidious
and too careful ? Were I less so, what would become of me ? In the
opening speeches to the king and queen I was better than usual
more direct, and with more meaning and true feeling. My soliloquy
was, at least the latter part of it, flurried, not well discriminated, not
well given in regard to action it wants finish and study. The scene
with Horatio, etc., still requires study and earnestness; the interview
with and address to the Ghost, re-arrangement, except the latter part,
which I did well to-night. The last scene of the first act was amended
to-night, but needs study, finish, clear discrimination. Act second
scene with Polonius more ease, abstraction, and point ; with Rosen-
crantz and Guildenstern, more ease and dignity and purpose ; with the
players, more point and discrimination. The soliloquy also requires a
little finish. Act third soliloquy requires, and always will require,
study and practice. I was pretty well to-night ; with Ophelia, a little
softening and practice ; with the players, throughout, rearrangement
and study ; the scene with Horatio, a little more melancholy and tender-
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ness. The music beginning piano is very good, the play scene is good,
and the remainder of the act. The closet scene requires a little revision
and correcting. Act fourth try over that scene often. Act fifth
requires much earnestness and much study; it was, as a whole, the
best part of the play to-night.
April 23rd. I must not forget an anecdote Mr. Simpson told me
of Madame Schroder 1 which evinces clearly the love of their art with
which the German actors are inspired. He asked her, after the play
of Romeo and Juliet, how she, who could so delineate the sublime
character of Lady Macbeth, could condescend to represent one so
inferior as Lady Capulet? "Condescend," she replied, "is it not
Shakspeare I acted? "
To Elstree, April %9th. Read the Times, being curious to see
their reasonings and their tone of politics ; was shocked and disgusted
at the insidious attempt to make their deluded readers believe that
the safety of their religion was endangered by the Catholic leaders.
If ever there was venal turpitude in a larger amount to one man's
share than to another, Mr. Barnes or Mr. Walter, 2 or both, are covered
with sin and infamy.
London, May 1st. From chambers took cab to St. James's Square.
Dined at the Windham (the best club in London) with Lardner, and
went with him to the Royal Institution.* Saw in the theatre 3 Mr.
Willett, Faraday, 4 Hume, Brown, General Peachy, Tomlinson, and
George Ward. Was very much interested by the lecture on Halley's
comet and pleased with Lardner 's delivery.
May 6th. Came to town by Bryant, reading the pleasing poem
of Van Artevelde on the road. Found at chambers Talf curd's play
of Ion, in the preface to which is a most kind mention of myself.
Called on Forster, whom I found in a mysterious sort of uneasiness
he talked of having expected to " go out " with some one, 5 and
1 Schroder-Devrient (see note, p. 29).
2 John Walter (1776-1847) the second of that name. Proprietor and joint editor of the
Times, and that time M.P. for Berkshire. Originator of the foreign "Special Corre-
spondent."
3 Of the Royal Institution.
4 Michael Faraday (1791-1867) then at the height of his fame as a scientific dis-
coverer.
8 This duel did not take place ; Forster's pugnacity had an admixture of prudence which
always contrived to obviate the ordeal of pistols. Once, however, he narrowly escaped coming
to a violent end by the hand of the usually amiable Robert Browning, who, stung beyond
endurance by his offensiveness at a friend's house after dinner, seized a heavy cut-glass decanter
with murderous intent, and was only prevented from hurling it across the table by the nimble
intervention of his host.
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of his possible journey into Devonshire. All that I could collect
to the purpose was that he could not see me at dinner to-morrow.
Lunched, and came home by Billings, continuing the perusal of Van
Artevelde, and admiring the clear and pearly beauty of the sky and
the extent of prospect it afforded. Pleased with the extracts of
Bulwer's book.
Elstree, May 1th. Read Talfourd's tragedy of Ion; pleased with
the opening scenes and, as I proceeded, arrested and held by the
interest of the story and the characters, as well as by the very beautiful
thoughts, and the very noble ones, with which the play is interspersed.
How delightful to read his dedication to his master and benefactor,
Dr. Valpy, 1 and the gentle outpourings of his affectionate heart towards
his friends and associates ; if one did not love, one would envy such a
use of such abilities. Letter from Forster mysteriously repeating his
answer of yesterday. Wrote to Talfourd on his tragedy, and inviting
him to dinner. After dinner I watered some of the plants in the
garden and enjoyed the freshness of the air, the verdure and the flowers,
and the lightly clouded sky that was soon naked and bare, one placid
depth for the moon's brightness to sail through. It was enjoyment.
May 8th. A note from Bunn, inquiring if I would play in con-
junction with Malibran in La Juive, to which I answered no. Read
three acts of Miss Agnes Strickland's 2 play ; how much time I am
forced to expend in this kind of unprofitable labour !
To London, May I0th. A letter from Dr. Lardner, accepting our
invitation and sending us two one to dine on Thursday, the other
to an evening party on Tuesday week ; read Examiner^ Wrote notes
to Messrs. Warren, O'Hanlon, Walker, inviting them ; t Dr. Lardner
accepting invitations, and to Fred Reynolds on Miss Strickland's play.
Came to town by Billings's afternoon coach, and read some cantos in
Gary's Dante, much of which I found difficult, and to some of which
I could make out no meaning. Arrived in town ; my spirits were
particularly low, and the mauvaise honte, which makes me uncomfort-
able in being seen for my reason contradicts the notion of being
looked at quite annoyed and distressed me.
To Bath, May llt/t. A woman in the coach to-day was very
anxious in her inquiries after "the lord," a young lad on the top of
the coach whether he dined, etc. It seems Mary Bucknill stared at
1 Richard Valpy (1754-1836), D.D. ; headmaster of Reading School, over which he pre-
sided for nearly fifty years with great distinction and success.
1 Agnes Strickland (1796-1874) the historian, best known by her Lives of the Queens of
England.
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the dull face of Lord Northland all church time to satiate her gaze on
a lord, I suppose. When are these people lords, except when they are
called so ? If a few men would refuse to call them so, what are they ?
May 12th. Ruminated on the sore subject of my expenses, and
certainly were I not hampered with the lease of my house I would
leave it ; as it is, I do not well know what to do. A case of self-
interest brought to my mind the counterpart of the case of a graduated
property-tax, and feeling in my own person the injustice of such a scale
I am obliged to apply it where the argument makes for me. A
graduated property-tax is an injustice. Fonblanque is right.
Worcester, May 13th. Arrived about five ; and, after looking at
my rooms, proceeded to the theatre ; could not gain admission, and had
to wait about a quarter of an hour in a public-house for the arrival
of the housekeeper. Unpacked and dressed ; though the rain poured
down the house was very good, and I acted Virginius very well, and
without any anger at all. It was very decently done ; only Dentatus
had put a surplice over his street clothes and put part of a sheep's
fleece on his chin for a beard. Mr. Bennett paid me, and I came to the
Star, where I read the paper.
Elstree, May 11th. Talfourd, White, Price and Mrs. Talfourd
arrived. Talfourd brought me four books of Ion. An agreeable day,
except that the argument on Malthus between ourselves and Dr.
Lardner became loud and earnest.
London, May 21st. Called at Forster's chambers to arrange with
him a visit to Mr. Maclise. 1 Accompanied Forster to Mr. Maclise 's
lodgings found him a young, prepossessing, intelligent man, anxious
to paint my picture. Saw his large one of Captain Rock, and several
smaller of great merit. Agreed to sit to him.
May 22nd. Read newspaper, in which was an account of a dinner
to Mr. C. Kean by the inhabitants of Waterford. It is not pleasant
to me to see these frequent demonstrations of partiality to him, as
they naturally excite the apprehension that he must merit them.
May 23rd. Proceeded to Warren Street, and called on old Rey-
nolds, 2 whom I found the same in inveteracy, obscenity, and only
changed in politics. Note from H. Smith, acquainting me with a
message from M. Cloup, the director of the French company, regretting
he had not known of my visit that he might have offered me a box,
and wishing to know if the speculation would answer at Bath ; a note
1 Daniel Maclise (1806-1870) the eminent painter. R.A. 1840.
* Frederic Reynolds (1764-1841) the dramatist.
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from Bunn, stating that he had called yesterday. Dined with Mr.
Warren, where I met Mr. Brockedon, 1 whose acquaintance I desired
to make. Passed a very cheerful afternoon.
May 24t7i. Dined with Catherine at Talfourd's, where we met
Sheil, Procter, Douglas, Whitton, Chilton, who seemed quite glad to
renew our acquaintance, Messrs. Healey and Northcott; after dinner
Mrs. Talfourd's sisters came with their father, a most intelligent,
interesting old gentleman. Returned to Elstree, where we arrived at
half-past one, and I found notes from Dr. Lardner, pressing me to dine
on Tuesday with him to meet Mrs. Stanhope, Mrs. Norton, 2 Jenny
Vertpr, Fonblanque, etc., inviting Catherine to join the party, and
asking me for an introduction to Malibran.
May 9,6th. Went to read the papers at the Garrick Club, where
I saw Talfourd, Fladgate, Raymond ; went upstairs and read Miss
F. Kemble's Journal a confirmation of my original opinion of her
presumption, conceit, vulgarity of mind and quackery a correction
of the idea I had entertained of her literary talent. It was evidently
written for publication, and the papers are not the actual thoughts and
feelings which a person notes down for the purposes of reference and
self-correction, but what a person besotted with the flattery of the
ignorant and undiscriminating elaborates for effect, and to support the
reputation she arrogates as belonging to her ! Coming downstairs,
saw Price, Forster, Stanhope, Villiers. Went to Dr. Lardner 's ; met
Mrs. Shelley, Miss Sheridan, Lord Adare, Colonel 3 and Mrs. Stanhope,
Mr. and Mrs. Norton, Fonblanque and Miss Keene. I could not look
at Mrs. Norton without looking long her face is one to think of.
Mrs. Stanhope is lively, but trifling. She spoke of the "vulgarity"
of a blue coat, not perceiving that I wore one. She endeavoured to
amend it, but patching such a thing only makes the place more remark-
able. I liked Fonblanque very much and Colonel Stanhope Lord
Adare was very quick. Mr. Norton 4 is a coxcomb I think. Saw
the Sheils, Hayward, O'Hanlon (who told me that the French of my
note to Vertpre 1 was much better than the English), Martin, to whom
1 William Brockedon (1787-1854% F.R.S., one of the founders of the Royal Geographical
Society ; a well-known painter and illustrator.
8 The Hon. Mrs. Norton (1808-1877) ; the famous "society beauty" and authoress.
3 Colonel the Hon. Leicester Stanhope (1784-1862) afterwards fifth earl of Harrington.
Well known as Byron's friend and colleague in Greece.
4 The Hon. George Chappie Norton ; Mrs. Norton's husband, who in the following year
brought an abortive action for crim. con. against Lord Melbourne. He was a moody,
pragmatical man, but Mrs. Norton with her Sheridan temperament and troops of admirers
was in many respects a trying wife.
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I was introduced, Lady Seymour and I think Mrs. Black wood l
Babbage. Mrs. Norton, on going away, returned to find me, and
expressed her wish to see me at her house. I do not understand this ;
I cannot feel that I contribute to the pleasure of society, and must
suppose that the policy of persons " in the world " suggests the
expediency of having, when mere civility can purchase it, the good
word of every one. It is wise, but hollow. I was distressed in fearing
I had used a wrong expression in French to Mrs. Shelley. 2 What
satisfaction I had in finding at home that I was correct!
May 27tfe. Lay very late, though early awake, but I continued
Van Artevelde from where I left off last night until my headache
warned me to sleep again. I am not formed for the world's vain
pleasures they must be substantial ones of feeling, thought or sense
to hold me captive. Sent Healey upon errands, and made Van
Artevelde my breakfast companion. Talfourd objects to the second
volume, and seems almost to feel his Artevelde 's love for Elena a
pollution of his own heart and a wrong to the memory of Adriana.
I do not feel it so. We are human beings ; the heart of man cannot
endure a state of solitude and bereavement ; it is not that alone which
is lovable that induces us to love, the disposition to love is part of our
being, we lean towards something with a natural yearning, and if we
find it not we weaken or grow hard in selfish purpose. To live alone
a man must be either brutal or divine, as Bacon tells us, and what
loneliness is like that of a desolated heart? I feel, in Artevelde's love
for Elena, that it is a pillow on which he rests his heart, bruised and
somewhat weakened by its affliction and desert state, and wearied with
the cares, from which hope slowly is detaching itself, that have no
other solace. What a charming book it is ! Forster called in, and
wished me to write a review of Miss F. Kemble's book ; but I cannot
conceal the fact from myself that I cannot write now for the public.
I have been left behind in the world's march. It is not vanity that
makes me case myself in pride, but a consciousness of not having won
a secure title to distinction, and the nervous and unquiet apprehension
of its being questioned. Called on Pickersgill, 3 who introduced me
1 Mrs. Norton's sister, afterwards respectively the Duchess of Somerset and Lady Dufferin.
2 The widow of Shelley the poet, who was now "cultivating society" for the sake of her
son (the late Sir Percy Shelley), much to the indignation of her rejected suitor, Edward
Trelawney.
3 Henry William Pickersgill (1782-1875), R. A., a portrait-painter greatly in request during
this and the earlier Victorian period ; his reputation, however, has not survived, and, to judge
by the existing examples of his work, with good reason.
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to his wife and daughter and showed me his pictures one very good
of Wordsworth, and one that interested me much, of H. Taylor
P. Van Artevelde. Bought gloves, and, to escape the threatening
storm, took cab and drove to the Garrick Club. Read the papers,
dined, and proceeded in Mrs. Butler's Journal what affected, vulgar,
stilted trash ! Yet despite the general disgusting character of her
book you see evidences of thought and a superior intellect. To my
deep sorrow I committed myself most rashly, most foolishly, in speaking
before a stranger, Mr. McMahon, of the Quarterly Review, which on
account of the ill-blood it stirred between America and this country
I stigmatized as that "accursed book."
May 28th. Called on Bunn in Prince's Place ; talked long on
other matters, and at length came to the point of our meeting, and
agreed on next season's engagement : 20 unsubtracted ; four nights
per week ; half a Benefit ; Bridal l on usual terms ; three weeks' vacation,
last of Lent. Which I pray to God may be fortunate and prosperous.
Sent to order carriage for the evening. Dined at Garrick Club, where
I was much amused by a quiz put upon a Middlesex magistrate there
of giving power of expelling five members annually to the Com-
mittee. Went to Horace Twiss's. Saw Hook, Dance, Hayward, Mrs.
Whitlock 2 quite old Mrs. Arkwright, 3 Twisses, Lockharts and
Lord and Lady Courtenay. Was very much delighted with the singing
of Mrs. Arkwright, whose powers of expression, with but little voice,
proves the truth of the theory I have always held with regard to music.
Her style is what we would suppose the troubadours or bards to have
been. Heard Hook improvise a song on "The Child's Christening."
I was disappointed in this exhibition it seems more a knack to me
than a talent ; as for himself, I think him a very vulgar buffoon
wonder at his admission and still more at his retention of place in
society. 4 Planche's imitation of James Smith 5 was admirable.
1 The dramatic copyright of the Bridal belonged to Macready (note by Sir F.
Pollock}.
2 Elizabeth Whitlock (1761-1836) nee Kemble, sister of Mrs. Siddons, but very inferior to
her as an actress.
3 One of the Twiss family, a charming singer, made much of by the fashionable world ;
the Duke of Devonshire had a great regard for her.
4 Macready undoubtedly underrated Hook's improvising powers, which according to con-
temporary accounts and quotations amounted to a good deal more than " a knack," though
the gift was not, of course, of an exalted order. That he was " vulgar " and a " buffoon" is,
however, undeniable, but in order to be well amused " Society" was as tolerant of vulgarity
in those days as it is at present.
5 The joint author of Reiected Addresses.
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May 30th. Took cab to St. James's Square and called on Lardner
at Windham Club ; found Mr. Donovan with him, a chemist ; accom-
panied them to a lamp shop in Regent Street, where I saw a curious
French lamp and heard of one by Donovan to burn naptha. Went
in the coach to call on Mrs. Norton ; found Lord Castlereagh l in the
drawing-room, who stared, as I, entrenching myself in my democratic
pride, did again. We waited some little time, when Mrs. Norton
appeared, dressed for a walk ; she introduced us, and, after a little
chat wherein we heard of the duel between Lord Seymour and Sir
Colquhoun Grant, 2 we ended our short visit, and took the way to
Malibran, on whom we left cards. I had written to Bunn for opera-
box, and wished to go home to hear of my success. Called at the
Garrick Club, and read in papers the account of the duel. Saw Price,
H. Reynolds, with whom I shook hands, etc. Coming home, made out
parties for Sunday and Monday next, and sent out notes. Dressed
and went to Fonblanque's. Saw there Lucien Bonaparte, Maclise,
Colonel Alexander (who recognized me), Cattermole, 3 O'Hanlon, who
is offensively coarse : saying Mrs. M danced too well, and appeal-
ing to Mrs. Norton, who, with Mr. Norton, was there, to explain his
meaning the brute ! I was at one time much overcome by the heat
Countess Winterton, Colonel Evans, Lardner, were there. I did not
enjoy it. My hat was lost, as I left it on a bench to hand Mrs. Norton
into the refreshment-room. Set off Catherine and Lydia, and obliged
to wait till the last for the left hat. Fonblanque's son at half-past
two set the curtain on fire and crept under the sofa. Mr. and Mrs.
Norton took me home at least part of the way and were at infinite
pains by the way to explain their freedom from blame in the late elope-
ment. Sir C. Grant had very absurdly, I think, insulted Norton upon
it, who had replied very properly that he was not present. They are
too anxious to exculpate and justify themselves to be wholly free from
censure. Mrs. Norton is most beautiful, witty, clever, but not elegant ;
she is affected and an intriguer. I suspect purpose in all she says.
Went to bed sick and wearied at daylight, to rise again in three hours'
time. Oh, pleasure ! what a fatiguing, unwholesome business art thou !
May 31st. Went to Forster's to dine. Met Stanfield, Bulwer,
Fonblanque, Blanchard, Talfourd, Howard, Maclise, Cattermole,
1 See note, p. 52.
2 Relative to the elopement of Sir C. Grant's daughter with Mr. Sheridan, Lady Seymour's
brother, which Sir C. Grant alleged had been encouraged, or, at any rate, countenanced by
Lady Seymour and Mrs. Norton.
1 George Cattermole (1800-1868), the well-known artist and illustrator.
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Procter, Leigh Hunt, T. Fonblanque, Price. Pleasant day. Howard
wanted me to go to Lady Blessington's, but was not dressed.
Elstree, June 3rd. Received notes from Talfourd and May wood
accepting their several invitations, and another from Gaspey, declining,
and at some length observing upon the Chancery Bill. He intends me
kindness, and I can only feel kindly the manifestation of his good-will.
His manners are unpolished, even to disagreeableness, but through
evil report and good report, known and unknown, he has been uniformly
consistent in advocating my claims to public favour, and now that he
has relinquished the situation which enabled him to serve me I will not
let him suppose me quite undeserving the opinion he has held of me.
He is kind-hearted and true.
June 6th. Read the remainder of first book of Paradise Lost ; with
the exception of Addison, Milton seems almost as unfortunate in his
commentators as Shakspeare. How shallow and coxcombical are the
remarks and exceptions of the sparrow-like flock that try to pursue his
eagle-flight ! He actually makes us believe in his Satanic host, and
they live in our minds, armed and endowed and created after his
mighty will.
June 1th. Messrs. Forster and Maclise arrived, literally drenched
with rain, having been caught in the thunderstorm which had fallen
during the afternoon. Gave them entire changes of garment and
made them very comfortable. Fonblanque, Miss Keene and Dr. Lard-
ner arrived, Mrs. Fonblanque being too unwell to come. Passed a
very pleasant day. Liked Fonblanque the more I saw of him. Got
into a very long conversation with him and Smith, with which Lardner
did not seem pleased. They left us late ; and, against our remon-
strances, Messrs. Forster and Maclise rode home.
June 8th. Received the Spectator, which contained a reference to
myself of the most ill-natured and injurious tendency; a statement
made on no grounds, for I am certain the person who wrote it has not
seen me act Shakspeare for years. It annoyed me and disgusted me ;
I sicken at the subjection to which I am doomed, and these base
assaults make my thoughts turn mournfully and forebodingly to my
beloved children. I was in very low spirits, but soon recovered myself.
June 9th. Letter from Bulwer at some length, excusing himself
from dining here on Sunday. One expression in his letter I disliked
the "honour of my acquaintance." My acquaintance can be no
honour to such a man as Bulwer, and it almost seems like irony.
June 11th. Read over Lord Byron's Foscari, which does not seem
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to me to contain the power, or rather the variety and intensity of
passion which many of his other plays do.
June 127t. Received notes from Frederick Reynolds, regretting
his inability to visit us on Sunday, which I believe he would desire ;
from Lardner, informing me that his editors' party was to take place
this (last) evening ; I would have gone had I been sure of it, as I would
not willingly leave a means untried to aggrandize myself for my dear
children's sake. With the exception of those few and high-souled
spirits such as Fonblanque, Wallace, Forster, Dance, and some kind
ones as Jerdan, Threlford, Gaspey, etc., I may say of them, "I do
despise them, for they do prank them in authority beyond all noble
sufferance." Began to read Marino Faliero, but read it drowsily. I
wish I could think it dramatic, at present I do not.
June 12th. Note from Procter, excusing himself on the plea of
illness from dining with us to-morrow. Came to town in carriage with
Christina and Letitia, reading by the way Marino Faliero, which con-
tains much beautiful poetry, lofty sentiment, but little action, and,
consequently, little dramatic situation. Called at Garrick Club.
Planche proposed to me the half of the Adelphi theatre. I could not
give up my whole self to the employment of conducting it, and if I
did not, it would not answer.
June 14fth. Omitted going to church. The Talfourds came.
Walked with Talfourd and Chilton and Willie some time in the garden,
awaiting the Sheils' arrival ; they at length appeared, not, however, to
remain the night, and we sat down to an excellently-served dinner.
O'Hanlon was evidently conscious of his past rudeness, the sense of
which seemed to sit heavy on him the whole day ; which was, generally
speaking, spent cheerfully and pleasantly. Sheil invited us to dine on
Thursday and accompany them to Dr. Lardner's ; we accepted his
invitation. No prayers!
June 15th. The newspapers arrived ; in one, the Spectator, I again
read a pert and vulgar tirade against the actor's art, which this
refined critic asserts must still be considered the "vagabond's trade."
Wrote to Bunn for boxes at the theatre and opera, and to sound him
on the subject of the drama. Played idled away the day with my
children ; going into the hayfield, was discontented with the appear-
ance of the crops, from which I thought O'Mery, my harvest-man,
had been filching for his own fields. If I do him wrong I shall be
sincerely sorry, but it looks very ill.
June 16th. Went into the garden and hayfield with my children,
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and played with them before and after dinner. In the evening sat
in my study ruminating upon the possible consequence of my dining
to-morrow with the Literary Fund viz. that I may have to make a
speech and meditating on my own inability to collect, arrange, and
give utterance to my ideas. I ought to cure this very bad habit of
hesitation, and for my children's sake apply myself to a more rapid
and precise delivery of my thoughts.
London, June 111th. Thought upon what I ought to say at the
dinner and dressed for it Dr. Lardner called for me, and we went.
I saw Wyse, 1 whom I liked much, Christie, French, Emerson Tennent. 2
The whole proceedings of the day were dull and wearisome with the
exception of Wilkie's 3 speech, in which he noticed the connection of
literature and art ; and the Turkish Attache, who in acknowledgment
of the compliment paid to him in drinking his health, rose and gulped
down a bumper of wine, then sat down. Urquhart, 4 his cicerone,
spoke very well, but in a low tone of voice. Lord Teignmouth spoke
pretty well, and Murchison 5 fairly. On paying my subscription, Mr.
Snow told me that my name was in the list of toasts. This decided
me. I feel unequal from the want of habit, and the uncertainty of
my position. I read in every newspaper of this week that my art is a
very humble one if indeed it be an art at all and that its professors
are entitled to little respect ; and here, when in courtesy I am admitted
as Mr. Macready among the esquires of the Royal Academy, the King's
Printing Office, the Quarterly Review, etc., I am to speak without
the possibility of knowing what place is allowed me as an artist, or
what degree of particular consideration may be extended to me as a
man consistent in his private conduct.
June 18th. Is it twenty years since, in Greenock, I waited with
anxiety the particular return of the dead and wounded from the Battle
of Waterloo wishing to be certified of dear Edward's safety ? Went
1 Thomas Wyse (1791-1862), afterwards British Minister at Athens, K.C.B.; a successful
diplomatist in various affairs connected with Greece, especially the famous Don Pacifico
incident.
a James Emerson Tennent (1804-1869), author and politician ; M. P. 1832 ; supporter ot
Lord Grey, afterwards of Peel, in whose second Administration he was for a time Secretary
to the Indian Board : created a baronet 1867.
3 David Wilkie (1785-1841), the famous painter ; he was knighted in the following year.
4 David Urquhart (1805-1877), diplomatist and political writer ; notable when in Par-
liament as a bitter opponent of Lord Palmerston, who had recalled him from Constantinople
(where he was Secretary of Embassy) in 1836, owing to his hostile attitude to Russia.
fi Roderick Impey Murchison (1792-1871), the distinguished geologist ; afterwards K.C.B.
and baronet.
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to Sheil's. Wallace dined there. Catherine and Lydia arrived from
Elstree. The Shells are good-natured, but there is pride somewhere
among them. Catherine and Lydia do not perceive it, but there is
an instinctive quickness of feeling this myself that, like a torn skin,
quivers at the slightest touch of what offends it. Had I married (as
I might) a fortune, should I have yielded to this weakness of an
ambitieux ? I think it is more than probable ; men are to all appear-
ance as happy with much substantial good to hug themselves in. I
have my disappointments, but resulting from my own temperament.
Went on the box of Sheil's carriage to Dr. Lardner's, where I saw
and was introduced to the Guiccioli 1 saw Mrs. Norton, Mrs. L. Stan-
hope, etc. Was surprised to see Mr. Cooper, Miss Betts, and Miss
enter the room. Oh, Dr. Lardner ! Is this society for a
philosopher ?
June 19th. Saw Malibran in Fidelio ; the dulness of the opera was
really wearisome ; it was, with the exception of this gifted creature's
performance, miserably done ; and even she was not in her own element
the part seemed a weight upon her that she energetically but vainly
struggled with. The scena at the end of the second act was superior
to Schroder-Devrient's, but in all besides she was inferior straining
at effect, melodramatic, elaborate, but not abandoned ; her resolution
was strong, but her identity never seemed for a moment lost. Her
costume was admirable will our actors never learn? Never. I went
into her room after the opera there were several persons, Mr. Cooper
among them. She saluted me most affectionately, and, perhaps, to
her I was what she was to me a memorial of years of careless, joyous
hope and excitement ; she said I was not altered ; I could not say what
I did not think of her. I could have loved once almost did love her,
and I believe she was not indifferent to me. It often occurs to me on
such recollections : how would my destiny have been altered ! I should
have possibly been 'an ambitieux should I have been happier ? should
I have had my Nina, my Willie and little Catherine ? Left Malibran
with a very great depression of spirits.
June 21st. Read Examiner, pleased with the clear views taken by
Fonblanque, and disgusted with the paltering conduct of these Whigs
can there be a baser political character than an aristocrat timidly
1 The comtessa of that name, who had become a celebrity owing to her much-discussed
relations with Lord Byron, of which her second husband was so proud that he used to
introduce her as " Madame la Marquise de Boissy, autrefois la mattrcsse de Milord
Byron."
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professing just and liberal principles of government for the sake of
place ? Such is a Whig !
June 20th. Cut the leaves of Procter's Life of Kean, and con-
signed the volumes to the store-room shelves. I have made some
remarks which savour of anger ; on reviewing them, and comparing
them with his conduct, there appears to me no reason for qualifying
them. My first acquaintance with him was of his own seeking he
sent me his Dramatic Scenes, which I greatly liked, and like ; and
thence grew acquaintance, which soon ripened into intimacy. We were
very much together, and as I believed a belief that it ivas pain to me
to part with we were really friends. He brought his poetry to me as
he wrote it, and fancied it more as I read it ; he wrote sonnets on my
performances of Rob Roy and Coriolanus, and held me (it is long
since) only not before the best. I felt towards him fervidly and
affectionately. He was the person to whom I rushed in a state of
excitement that approached to intoxication with the news of Virginius,
after I first read it. He was ambitious of writing a play. He chose
for his subject Don Carlos or Parisina began a scene at random in
the second act it was very good ; there he stuck. He wrote another
the opening scene ; he then began to consult me ; he wrote the second
scene of the first act : he stood still the second act was nearly com-
pleted, and he could not move "I must write him down a plot." I
did, and consulted Sheil, who had been staying with me many weeks
on a visit, upon its fitness ; he said he could not mend it, hedged in, as
the fabricator must be, between the beginning already made and the
necessary catastrophe. Procter did not altogether like it, nor did I,
but gave it as the best his predicament admitted. He wished Sheil
to be again consulted, who very peremptorily returned as his opinion
that under the peculiar circumstances no better plan could be sug-
gested. He went to work again, and brought the scenes piecemeal
to me altering them, three or four times individually to the passion
I acted over before him I may really aver he almost wrote the play
of Mirandola under my inspection ; he has been with me from ten till
five o'clock, when I have sent him away, having to dress for dinner.
It was I who urged Warren to give him 300 for the copyright.
Unusual pains were taken with it, and it was bolstered by the zeal of
his friends into a sudden, temporary reputation. His preface spoke in
a very cool manner of my performance, and acknowledged an obligation
to me for suggesting a curtailment in one of the acts ! He came,
manifestly afraid and ashamed to see me; he "hoped I was satisfied."
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I said " I was not that I could have been well satisfied had he given
me credit for sufficient high-mindedness to have rested content in the
satisfaction of serving him, but to acquit himself of my services in such
a manner was anything but satisfactory." He said that this was "a
greater annoyance to him than anything that had happened that he
had been told he ought to dedicate the play to an old friend of his,
but that he had said, * If I inscribe it to any one, it must be to
Macready.' ' I explained to him that such a compliment at that time,
so far from being desirable, would have been injurious to me. Well,
time rolled on and took Procter with it. I did not alter my demeanour
to him, for I do not easily wrench kindly feelings from my heart. He
sat silent and heard my character attacked, till a friend of mine in
indignation said to him, " Have you not a word to speak for your
friend?" He was silent. I believe the Rev. Mr. Harness 1 was
among my slanderers at the time. Procter was so full of spleen against
J. H. Reynolds for not quoting passages from a book of his (P.'s)
which he reviewed, that he declared, with the most energetic malevo-
lence, that he would take an opportunity of punishing Reynolds when
any book of his came out. Forster showed me a note, wherein Procter
manifestly ascribes (disclaiming all the time any such intention) the
authorship of a hostile critique on Kean's Life in the Observer to him,
Forster! His flippant and contemptuous toleration of players in his
book is in keeping with his indifference to those he has made all possible
use of. 2
July 1st. Called on Forster, who told a lamentable tale of Procter's
littleness and excessive soreness, which made me feel less sorrow for
the violence of Blackwood's review of his book.
July 5th. Went to the Garrick Club, where I dined, saw the
newspapers, and looked into some books. Forster and Price came in.
Forster asked me to accompany him to Talfourd's, to which I agreed.
We spent the evening there. Talfourd took me into the other drawing-
room, and, talking over Ion, expressed his firm resolve that no one
1 The Rev. William Harness (1790-1869), well known as a friend of Byron, whose
school-fellow he was at Harrow. He attained some eminence as a preacher and was the
author of various works, including an edition and "Life" of Shakspeare, and the Life of
Mary Russell Alitford, published after his death. Macready, who had had a difference with
Miss Mitford relative to a play of hers, suspected Harness of having attacked him in her
interests by means of an anonymous article in Blackwood. The matter is gone into more
fully in a later portion of the Diaries.
* Over the foregoing entry Macready wrote the following comment presumably, at a later
period ; " TRUE ; I cannot in justice cancel this though I really love Procter."
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should act the character but myself. I shall therefore address myself
to it. Talfourd walked home part of the way with Forster and myself.
Elstree, July 6th. Read the Examiner. Every newspaper now
gives its record of Mathews's * death, and all write in celebrating his
powers of entertainment and his private virtues. I may seem envious
in noting down my own exceptions to this cant of praise; the papers
certainly do not speak from knowledge "I am to speak what I do
know." His talents for mimicry were most extraordinary, and, though
a very indifferent actor of the comic drama, his personations of the
characters imagined for and by himself were admirable and inimitable.
He was amusing for a short time as a companion, few persons more
so, but as he merely unpacked his memory of his anecdotes and imita-
tions, when the best samples were delivered he grew tiresome in offering
the same goods and requiring, not always agreeably, the same price
of attention and applause. Of his "high and honourable character,"
he was, generally speaking, respectable in life he was not so dis-
honourable as C. Kemble, nor so penurious as Listen, but he was not
a high-souled man, nor what I distinguish as a gentleman.
July \%th. Letters from Morris, wishing to negotiate for the
Haymarket, and from W. Birch. The latter imparts to me the signifi-
cant tidings that the reviews in the Quarterly on Procter's book and
Miss Kemble's are written by an "enemy of mine." It is sufficiently
intelligible that I am abused. This is not agreeable simply, as I
believe from the bottom of my heart, because it may by possibility bear
upon my income. Whether it be written by Mr. Harness, Mr. Lock-
hart or Mr. Croker, Maginn 2 or T. Hook, in point of feeling it does
not reach me it is the apprehension I endure for my power of educating
and providing for my children that makes me at all attach importance
to it. I feel myself in intention and duty to my fellow-men far above
such persons, who gain their livelihood and draw their gratifications
from the imagined triumphs of their envious and malignant nature ;
the contest, if such it can be called where the attack is all on one side
and from ambuscade, too, is not a very chivalrous one. But I can
truly say, " I am richer than my base accusers " in all that man is
justified in valuing. The yearning of my heart is for tranquil inde-
pendence, to form the minds of my beloved children, and learn the
lesson to die well in teaching them to live so. Did the fiendish host
whose name was legion, not being destined to drown, survive their leap
1 The elder Mathews.
2 William Maginn (1793-1842), the well-known journalist, founder of Fraser's Magazine.
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and transmigrate through the bodies of certain reviewers, Antoine
Pasquin, Dr. Wolcot, 1 J. W. Croker, J. G. Lockhart, W. Harness,
etc., etc., etc., in after ages, that spirits so out of harmony with the
beauty and benevolence of the Creator's works should be of those ?
Walked with Dow down to the reservoir : he spoke of the hostility of
the Press to me. My children are the stimulants I bring to my mind
to counteract my despondency.
July 14>th. Looked at the Quarterly Review and found that the
passages from which W. Birch inferred hostility to myself were two
separate declarations that Mr. C. Kemble was the best actor now
living. As this only proves the ignorance of Messrs. Croker and
Lockhart, the profound Aristarchi of the Quarterly, it in no manner
annoyed me.
London, July 15th. Went to Mrs. C. Buller's, where I saw Mrs.
Austin, who does not like me I feel it tant pis pour moi talked a
little with her, a good deal with M. C. Buller, 2 saw O'Connell ;
talked the remainder of the night with Fonblanque the rooms are
exceedingly pretty, but the attendance was thin : H. Bulwer, 3 Lord
Devon, Elphinstone, Count Morel. Fonblanque came away with
me. Count Morel and his friend had taken my coach and were for
retaining it, but I very good-naturedly made them understand their
mistake and offered to set them down, which offer they accepted.
Fonblanque told me of the King's rudeness to Lord Durham ; he seems
a very disgusting old man. Instead of returning home after parting
with Fonblanque (who wished to see me when I came again to town),
I drove to the Garrick Club. On entering, Talfourd and Price uttered
joyous exclamations, and I shook them both cordially by the hand ;
a person with his back to the room at their table, turning round,
displayed the face of Mr. C. Kemble, and, to my great surprise, said,
" Come ! " and took hold of my hand, which I instantly withdrew ;
he said, "What, you won't shake hands with me? " which I believe
he repeated. He was drunk, or nearly so. I am not quite clear how
I should have behaved. I do not mean as to whether I should have
1 John Wolcot (1738-1819), the notorious satirist who wrote under the pseudonym of
" Peter Pindar."
* Charles Buller (1806-1848), M.P. for Liskeard ; best known as secretary to Lord
Durham, when Governor-General of Canada, in which capacity he displayed statesmanlike
qualities of a high order. He and his brother Arthur (afterwards a Ceylon Judge) were
pupils of Thomas Carlyle.
8 William Henry Lytton Earle Bulwer (1801-1872), the distinguished diplomatist, created
Lord Bailing and Bulwer 1871 ; elder brother of the first Lord Lytton.
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accepted his offer of reconciliation for really to do that would be
tantamount to making alliance with fraud, treachery, falsehood, the
meanest and most malignant species of intrigue : in fact, with vileness
and profligacy of the most barefaced character but whether I should
have resented the liberty he took . I felt no anger ; but really it was
a gross impertinence. Talked with Talfourd, who was tipsy, which
perhaps accounts for and excuses his indefensible account of the trial
of the Griswold cause and the blame he threw upon Smith for his
honest and zealous endeavour to gain the cause for the officer. Tal-
fourd quite forgot himself. At chambers I ruminated much on the
strange occurrence of the evening and thought of writing a note to
Kemble on the freedom he had used. I wrote and thought, thought
and wrote, and went very late to bed.
Elstree, July 18th. I wish I were anything rather than an actor
except a critic ; let me be unhappy rather than vile ! If I meant by
this that men who usually criticize are vile I should convict myself of
equal folly and injustice. It is the assumption of the high duties of
criticism (demanding genius and enthusiasm tempered by the most
exact judgment and refined taste) by mere dealers in words, with no
pretensions to integrity of purpose or the advancement of literature,
that disgusts and depresses me. The sight of the Quarterly Review
the arena of Croker, Lockhart, Harness, Hall, etc. which H. Smith
has sent me, induced a train of thought upon the (so-called) criticism
of the country. Generally speaking it takes its tone from faction.
The most profound ignorance is no obstruction to the most dogmatic
assertions these are made, of course, on points that few persons are
interested in contradicting, or in seeing contradicted, therefore they
remain as texts for the declaimers from the particular Review to preach
from. It is really my opinion that in the classification of minds such
a one as Lockhart's hireling, defamer, corrupt (not by direct means
of pecuniary bribe, but by party and power), malignant trader in sen-
tences pointed to stab, and draw by slow droppings the life-blood of a
man's heart is of the base the basest.
July 19th. Sometimes the poignancy of my reflections on the
little I have done and the little I now can do is quite distressing. My
only hope is to make the minds of my blessed children rich in those
good qualities of which I lament the deficiency. Was much struck
with the prayer of Plato, quoted in the notes to Milton. Delighted
with the morning thanksgiving and prayer of Adam and Eve, which is
quite touching in its fervour and beauty. Went to afternoon church.
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Read the last book of the Excursion. It is difficult for me to express
the grateful and reverential feelings with which I think of its author.
Milton elevates, thrills, awes, and delights me but Wordsworth,
" alluring to higher worlds " by their types on earth, kindles anew
my expiring fervour, strengthens my hope, and reconciles me to myself.
He comforts me ; he makes me anxious to be virtuous, and strengthens
my resolution to try to be so.
July 20t/i. Made very indifferent progress with my professional
study the ease and dignified familiarity, the apparent levity of
manner, with the deep purpose that lies beneath, which should be
marked distinctly in the representation of Hamlet are so difficult of
execution that I almost despair of moderately satisfying myself. I cannot
congratulate myself on having reduced the difficulty by my efforts to-day.
July 22nd. Laboured not successfully at Hamlet. I would gladly
have discontinued my task, but my little ones pull at my coat God
bless them ! and I cannot bear to add to my causes of self-reproach.
Worked fairly for at least two hours.
July %4sth. Among the advertisements I observe Mathews's pictures,
etc., are announced to be sold. I shall buy my own picture, which
ought not to be put up to auction. Perhaps my ideas of delicacy
and the dues of courtesy between men in the society of gentlemen are
too rigid and punctilious ; it might have been better for myself in the
very dependent calling from which my means are derived if I had
been more frequently disposed to let things take their course. Among
all the men whom through my life I have known how very few high-
minded men I can reckon ! It is a sad and humiliating truth.
Dublin, August 8th. Went to theatre, and acted Werner with con-
siderable care, and I think with much earnestness and sometimes with
reality ; occasionally I sank into my old muscular efforts, and was cut
out of the most striking opportunities for effect in the play by that
very imperfect actor, Mr. Pritchard. I was very angry, but did not
allow my displeasure to interfere with the performance. I thought
that in a general point of view I acted well. I wished to ask Miss
Huddart whether I betrayed any deficiency of energy, and sent up to
request she would speak with me for a few minutes. She came down,
and assured me that she thought I acted well ; as I was at tea she stayed
and drank tea. She spoke about Mr. Calcraft and his liaison with
Miss H n, observing upon the injury it had done her. She also,
as every one else seems to have done, had heard of Knowles's intrigue
with Miss Elphinstone, whom he brought from America. This is
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unfortunate, for his singleness and purity of heart or the character
he had for such a rare property was one of his great holds on the
public. May I be wise ! Amen !
August 10th. Went to the theatre, and acted Macbeth in parts
very well, but it was an unequal performance part of the murder
scene, part of the banquet and the greater part of the fifth act
were in my best manner; but still it wants study, polish and perfect
collectedness. The " to-morrow " was better than I ever gave it. I
was quite exhausted. Miss Huddart called in and sat late. This is
dangerous and ill-advised. A woman's company is always soothing,
but it is a perilous indulgence.
August llth. To my surprise Jerdan came into my room with a
Colonel Dick, of New Orleans, who brought me a letter of introduction
from Forster, which informed me that Wallace had fought a duel with
Mackintosh x a step I can but too readily believe he took to relieve
the irritation and pain of mind he must lately have endured. At dinner
the conversation led to the alleged cause of Lord Byron's parting with
Lady Byron, and some observations were made which occasioned me
disagreeable sensations; being evidently perceived, it made me quite
embarrassed, and I did not in consequence recover the tone of my mind
all day, uncomfortable as to the impression my want of self-possession
might have caused, for which there was no actual reason. In the
same way I always became embarrassed and confused before I had
children, when the want of them was alluded to. I am very weak in
this respect.
August 13th. Jerdan called, and sat some time; agreed to go with
Birch and self to Wicklow on Sunday ; mentioned the scandal of Lady
Mulgrave having broken open the desk of her lord, and sent Mrs.
Norton's letters to Mr. Norton! There! Went to the theatre, and
acted Hamlet to an audience extremely difficult to provoke to applause.
I thought that I must have lacked spirit and earnestness in the first
act, at which I was vexed, and took all the pains I could with the
remainder of the play, but I acted under a sense of effort and a sup-
position of deficient sympathy in the auditors. The best passages in
my mind were the affected madness with Ophelia, and the closet scene.
I must not give it up. I must also study my appearance as well as my
acting in it.
August 15th. W. Birch came to breakfast, and accompanied me
to Dr. Lardner's, where some friends called for him in a car, and I
1 Not Sir James Mackintosh who died in 1832.
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accepted their offer of a seat, W. Birch making his own way. I would
not have wished it so, but there was no remedy. The lady with whom
I sat was very agreeable ; we arrived at the Pigeon House and received
much attention from some artillery officers who knew Lardner by
reputation, at least apparently. Sir J. Franklin, 1 who looks his
adventures and sufferings, was on the parapet where we stood ; Sir
E. Blakeney 2 and others on the pier ; the light was sufficiently sub-
dued to give the colours of the hills in full beauty, and yet clear enough
to mark with the nicest precision the outline of the hills, the horizon,
the vessels, etc. The various exercises of small and great guns, mortars
and Congreve rockets were gone through by the artillery on the sands,
who performed their evolutions in the most interesting manner. I
returned with the same party, and entering with Dr. Lardner the
private garden gate of the College, was introduced to Dr. Sandys, and
got the benefit of a clothes-brush at Lardner 's room. At the theatre
I found the stage still occupied by the trash of Mr. Power 3 a person
whose unblushing defiance of truth, whose ignorance, impertinence
and mountebank effrontery make him as disgusting as it is possible
for any creature with the common claims of humanity to be. Rehearsed
Oakley. Afterwards Miss Huddart came to inquire about my mode
of going to the Lodge to-night, on Miss Tree's account. I instantly
offered her a seat in my carriage, observing that I did not volunteer it,
as I was uncertain how far it might be acceptable, but that I had pur-
posed doing so at night. She accepted it. Colonel D'Aguilar called,
and in a short but interesting conversation gave me a sketch of his
life, counselled me not to let Edward purchase an " unattached," and
left me with warm professions of friendship. Tried to read Oakley.
Acted it indifferently. I was not prepared. Tom Moore came in very
late, and was greatly cheered ; the gods would not be satisfied till
he addressed them, which he did in a very short speech. Jerdan came
into my room, and I at his request introduced him to Calcraft.
Dressed and called in carriage for Miss E. Tree ; took her and her
mother to the Vice-Regal Lodge. The Lord Lieutenant 4 received us ;
1 Sir John Franklin (1786-1847), the celebrated Arctic explorer ; he had already headed
three expeditions, involving great hardships and privations.
2 Sir Edward Blakeney (1778-1868), a distinguished Peninsular officer, eventually
governor of Chelsea Hospital and a field-marshal.
3 Tyrone Power (1797-1841), an Irish comedian of some note ; was lost in the President
on a return voyage from the United States.
4 The second Earl of Mulgrave, afterwards first Marquis of Normanby (1794-1863). He
succeeded the Earl of Haddington on the fall of Sir Robert Peel's Government. Held
various offices under Whig Administrations at home and abroad.
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supper had been served; I sat by Mrs. Williams, opposite Major
Forster; party of from twenty-four to thirty. T. Moore, Wilkie,
I.ady Campbell, 1 (Lord E. Fitzgerald's daughter) were there, and
Mrs. Forster, a piquante woman whom I had met at D'Aguilar's.
Moore sang charmingly. I heard that Mrs. Butler 2 had returned to
this country ! ! ! Am not quite at ease in these parties.
August 167i. To Christ Church, where I was taken to the organ
gallery a most unenviable post of distinction and was gratified with
the Te Deum, Jubilate and anthem (Haydn).
August 17fe. Went to the theatre, where I tried all I could and
all in vain to act Virginius well to the Lord Lieutenant, who commanded
the play. The house was very brilliant, and I did all I could, which
produced little effect. Lord Mulgrave was the great actor of the night.
August I&th. Lardner called ; was to dine with Lady Cloncurry.
This was the result of his handing her to the platform at his lecture
upon which she said to Birch : " She supposed she must ask him to
dinner! " This is the world. Rested myself, being very tired. Went
to the theatre, and acted in a very middling manner William Tell to
a very middling house for my own Benefit it was a bad and angry
performance ; I was very cross and petulant. Most luckily I was not
called for, which I had much feared. Calcraft informed me that Mr.
Power, who had given him to understand that he was to dine to-day
with the Lord Lieutenant, dined with Sheridan and Captain Williams
in Sheridan's room. Lofty, Brazen, Bobabil and Bessus would be
ingredients only in Mr. Power's character !
Elstree, August 22nd. Read and slept on until nearing Brickhill,
when my attention was attracted and distracted from my book by a
very pretty demoiselle, who was very communicative on all points :
giving me her name, occupation, residence, etc. It would be much
better that I should endeavour to turn my time to my mind's profit
as I might do, instead of trifling it away in idle and not altogether
harmless frivolity. Arrived at home to find all my dear family well,
for which I truly thank God.
August 23rd. Letters from Forster, informing me that Mathews's
pictures had been bought by Mr. Durrant for the Garrick Club. In
the evening began Wordsworth's last volume of poetry, which, as far
as I have read, offers nothing comparable to his former works ; if his
reputation were built upon what I have read it would scarcely rise
above a very low level indeed.
1 Her mother was the mysterious " Pamela. " * Fanny Kemble.
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To London, August 29t/i. Dined, and read that unprincipled
newspaper the Times a disgrace to the moral feeling and the intelli-
gence of the age ! Saw Stanfield and Durrant. Mr. C. Kemble walked
in and walked out again. Looked at some of the pictures of Mathews's
collection purchased by the Garrick Club. Wrote a note to H. Smith.
Received a volume of poems (qu.) from Mr. Wade. 1 Returned home
by Bryant ; read Wordsworth ; read some good lines, but am sorry to
say that the idea of twaddle obtrudes itself in working through some
of the poems.
Elstree, August 31st. Made out the draught of my engagement
with Mr. Bunn upon the terms agreed on between us, and the list of
plays accompanying it, in order that I might not be taken by surprise.
Read some short poems Voluntaries of Evening by Wordsworth,
which are not of a high order ; they are often obscure, pointless and
often prosaic ; there are good lines in them, but that is their chief
praise ; they smack of senility. Mrs. Hemans's sonnet on her last
Sabbath day is worth all of them.
September 2nd. Finished the sixth book of Milton, and went over
the third act of Macbeth. My object is to increase the power and
vigour of my performance, and to subdue all tendency to exaggeration
of gesture, expression and deportment, to make more simple, more
chaste and yet more forcible and real the passions and characters I
have to portray. After dinner indulged in rioting and disciplining
in sport my children ; for thus I make them companions to myself,
and teach them to "know as a friend," while I can gently check any
disposition to wrong which may appear in them. Then sat down to
read over attentively, and endeavour to reduce into an acting form
and dimensions, Talfourd's sweet tragic poem of Ion, which I accom-
plished, though it occupied more time than I anticipated. I expect to
find him refractory on some points and where some of the most
poetical passages are omitted, it is difficult to persuade an author
that the effect of the whole is improved ; but imagery and sentiment
will not supply the place of action. Forster it occurs now to me
objects to the player's art, because it can employ its powers as
successfully on mean, as on sublime, writing it is not so to the
ear and eye of taste ; but were it so, in what does it suffer by
comparison with music, the noblest strains of which are often wasted
on the poorest language or with painting, which gains a price as
well for a pissevache as a Salvator Mundi ! Read on in Words-
1 Thomas Wade (1805-1875), poet and journalist ; edited Bell's Weekly Messenger.
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worth's volume, wherein I find nothing to reward my time and
attention.
September 4tth. Read in Milton the expedition of the Messiah
into Chaos to create the world. It moves one's wonder and excites a
smile to hear that Wordsworth * can think himself fit to be named
with Milton with Milton ! ! ! to whose sublime conceptions we
stretch our thoughts, and whose melodious lines we chime over in our
musings like favourite tunes. I read some trash of Gibber's, and
some passages of the Careless Husband, in which I could not discover
the merit that extorts praise from Pope. Reduced still further and,
I think, to the last point the tragedy of Ion, and marked it with
ink for reference and use. Read Madame de Stael's preface to
L'Allemagne. Could any one call a man of such little actions as
Napoleon was guilty of a great man ? Psha ! Looked through a very
stupid play of Goldoni's La Dama Prudent e horribly dull.
September 6th. Read the Examiner with much anxiety to know
the fate of the Corporation Bill ; it is yielded by the House of
Commons. How difficult it is to subdue the impatience which would
work itself into vehement expression on the monstrous spectacle which
European governments generally present, viz. the many oppressed,
defrauded and brutalized by the few ! How long is the general ignor-
ance of man to make him the slave of these stupid aristocrats and these
priests, whose lives are a blasphemy against the pure religion of Christ,
and a profanation of the worship of the Eternal and Universal God !
Went to afternoon service with Letitia ; thought how very little the
sermon and sermons in general are adapted to influence men's minds,
and what an instrument of good the pulpit might be made if the true
worship of God, in the knowledge of His attributes and His creation,
and the adoration of Him through the wonder and delight such a know-
ledge would induce, were industriously inculcated, instead of the
unmeaning stuff which the priests call doctrine. Was again in the
garden with the children. Finished the Examiner, reading the extracts
from a poem called Paracelsus 2 of great merit. Read prayers to the
Wordsworth's high opinion of his own poetry was notorious, and aroused a good deal of
ridicule even among his admirers. Lamb's jest on the subject is well known.
2 Browning's well-known poem. In her article on Macready, Lady Pollock describes
his amazement at her admission that she had not read Paracelsus : " He lifted his eyebrows ;
he muttered expressions of wonder ; he once or twice said, ' Oh, good God ! ' He took a
turn or two up and down the room, and then said, ' I really am quite at a loss ; I cannot
understand it.' I pleaded the claims of the babies, they left me little time, etc. To which he
replied : ' Hand over the babies to the nurse, and read Paracelsus. ' " (Macready as I knew
Him, by Juliet Lady Pollock).
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family. Why, if religious observances be unimportant, should the
attention to them give me, who disapprove of the unapostolic, unsatis-
fying mode in which they are ministered, such soothing and complacent
feelings ?
September 1th. Again took up the volume of Wordsworth, with
which I cannot deny I am wearied ; it is to me sometimes poor, even
to drivelling ; lines and passages flash out from its dulness, but not
in sufficient brilliancy or number to enliven the heavy labour of working
through the book. His politics are in direct contradiction to the
general sentiments which he would have supposed to be his principles,
and manifest an arrogance and selfishness (pensioned, or beplaced as
he is) that is scarcely less than disgusting. Read several of Shak-
speare's sonnets, which, quaint and quibbling as most of them are, are
far more interesting than Wordsworth's last. Began reading and
thinking on Othello, which I fear I shall not realize in representation
according to my conception.
September 8th. Had just sat down to dinner when a loud knock
came, and, in vain denying ourselves, we heard Talfourd and Forster
give their names. We asked them to dine as we were dining ; and
adding a little to our table, we soon replaced ourselves, though with
the loss of dear Nina and Willie, and dined. In the evening we dis-
cussed the whole, and read the greater part, of Ion. Talfourd was
amusing in resisting several of the proposed cuttings as the best in the
play, and that it would be better not to act the play, but he took it
all in good part. His account of Wordsworth's silence about his play
disgusted me. They left me a little after ten.
September 9th. Practised part of Othello, to which I do not find
I yet give that real pathos and terrible fury which belongs to the
character. Read over attentively the whole of Melantius. 1 I do not
much fancy it.
To London, September lOt/i. Calling on Forster I saw a Mr.
Mahoney, 2 who writes in Fraser under the name of "Father Prout " ;
he was, I thought, almost churlish in his manners. Dined with Forster
at the club ; spoke to Captain Williams about my picture, which I
might as well have let alone perhaps better, but they have used it
very scurvily. Saw Beazley, Jerdan, Douglas, Blood ; went to the Hay-
1 In the Bridal.
1 Francis Silvester Mahoney (1804-1866), the brilliant contributor to Fraser s Magazine.
One of his most ingenious tours-de-force was a French version of C. Wolfe's Burial of Sir
John Moore, which purported to have been written in the previous century to commemorate
the death of a French general in some Indian campaign.
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market ; saw Beazley's five-act piece (it is called a comedy) of Hints to
Husbands. It really has no claim to criticism dull and commonplace
sentiment, impossible situations, no character, most laboured yet most
trashy language, and without exception very indifferent acting. Is
this Mr. Farren's and Mr. Wade's acting like nature? It was very
wretched, and the audience particularly vulgar.
To Knaresborough, September \3th. Travelled to Knaresborough,
and conversed a good deal with a man, rather agreeable and well
informed. He had been at the (Leeds) festival, which he spoke of as
quite a failure. The Duchess of Kent and Princess Victoria were the
attraction at the concert room, where, as in the Minster in the house
of God these servile idolaters of wealth and an empty name actually
cheered and applauded two human beings ! A clever monarch but
where is there such a monster in nature? might soon enslave this
country! "We must look within for that which makes us slaves! "
Truly said by Talfourd.
September 1.5th. Read the paper upon the consequence of the
Repeal of the Corn Laws it certainly contains some strong arguments
and, I think, generally speaking, the reasoning is fair, but why does
the writer keep out of sight those causes in the expense of the Govern-
ment that aggravate the pain of the burden to those who labour under
it, if they do not add very much to the load ? Why have we such an
expensive establishment? Why are our chief magistrate's bastards to
be pensioned and his widow portioned in that disgustingly profligate
manner? Why is not Ireland pacified, the Church reduced, the army
withdrawn and disbanded ? Why are our Ministers to be found in the
means of giving expensive dinners? What stuff! Would Andrew
Marvel have thought such banquets necessary to the conduct of state
affairs, if he had been a Minister ? The instruments of government are
overpaid; its creatures and pensioned vermin ought to be made to
disgorge what they have obtained. Look at the virtues and merits of
our court and say, should the people be taxed for such worse than
nothings in the great world of intellect and virtue?
Elstree, September 18th. Laboured to get through the volume of
Wordsworth, and made some way, but wearied with the cumbrous
verbiage and disgusted with the fulsome adulation that disgrace it.
It is a volume which I think Wordsworth ought to be ashamed of.
September %Qth. O'Hanlon's servant arrived, announcing the
intended arrival of his master, who very soon after appeared and
dined here. Our conversation in the evening was varied and inter-
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esting. He told me of his offer to give up his situation on the ejection
of the Melbourne Ministry and of the former's confidence in his " dis-
cretion " as to what should be withheld from the Peel party ; of his
offer to Peel to relinquish his office, and of Peel's Surface-like mode
of address to him ; of his application for the place of Deputy Remem-
brancer, etc., and of the kindly expressions of the Cabinet to him;
of Sheil's and O'Connell's opposition to him, which seems to me very
little, especially when exerted for an insignificant person like Mr.
Horsley. He seemed to think there was no doubt of Mrs. being
Lord Melbourne's mistress. We talked of my own prospects and
situation, and he frankly spoke of my personal unpopularity which he
attributed to various causes. I must endeavour to diminish this pre-
judice against me, but it is too late to do much. Was very late.
Read a little of Horace in bed.
London, September 21st. Bunn came, and the business of my
plays and engagement was discussed. He said, * The Bridal was a pet
of mine.' I told him, 'No; that I wished to make it a means of
remuneration without loading the theatre with additional salary, and
I only regarded it as additional to my income.' Ion, he agreed, should
be read by me to himself and others, and that he would then come to
a judgment on its performance, without at present pledging himself
to act it. Bertulphe he had decided on not hearing read, and I agreed
to write to the author and gain his consent to give it to him. Miss
Huddart he declined for the present season, but, as I believe, on
Calcraft's representation that her terms were <10 to 12. If this
be so, shame upon Calcraft ! He said Mrs. Yates * would do one part
in the Bridal, Ellen Tree the other Ellen Tree also Lady Macbeth.
We read over the engagement, making the time of the Bridal Christmas
instead of the Spring, signed and interchanged it, I speaking about
room and flesh-stockings. On consideration gave him The Provost of
Bruges, reading him one passage in it.
September 22nd. A very delightful walk down to the reservoir
with my children. Returning met a poor Dutchman and his little
daughter, just going to take their scanty breakfast on the roadside.
Spoke to the man, and could understand little beyond "nix monnay."
Gave his little child a trifle, whose little face sparkled with pleasure
as she first kissed it, then came and took my hand to shake, then
Nina's and then Willie's. The spontaneous and graceful manner in
1 Elizabeth Yates (1799-1860), wife of Frederick Henry Yates (see note, p. 75) ; mostly
impersonated Shakspeare's heroines in the earlier period of her career. In later years
associated with the Adelphi and the Lyceum theatres. Edmund Yates, the journalist, was
her son.
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which her gratitude spoke was very touching, and put our own
peasantry, in the quality of warmth of heart, in no very flattering
point of contrast.
September 23rd. Walked in the garden ; after which read Marino
Faliero, proposed to be acted by Bunn, and again came to the con-
clusion that abounding, as it does, in beautiful poetry and noble
sentiment, it drags along from want of action and interest. Read
the Foscari, which seems to me capable of being made much more
dramatic but still it is not enough.
September 25th. Letter from Mr. Bunn, assenting to my arrange-
ment of the Provost of Bruges, but reserving to himself the power of
making any alterations in my dispositions ! I was at first indignant
with his stupid conceit, but soon composed myself to laugh at it and
reflect on my earlier and more imprudent days when I should have made
hostility more bitter by resenting his impertinence.
September 29th. I returned to Macbeth. It is strange that I do
not feel myself at all satisfied with myself : I cannot reach in execution
the standard of my own conception. I cannot do it ; and I am about to
enter on the season which will decide my fortune, with the drawback of
the consciousness of not being able to realize my own imaginations.
September SOth (Drury Lane). Left my dear home to begin this
eventful season, in entering upon which I earnestly ask God's blessing
upon my efforts, and that I may receive and deserve success by my
care and industry ; or, if it be the Almighty's will that I should be
rebuked by ill-fortune, I humbly and heartily pray to Him for strength
and wisdom to bear it well, and to turn it to good. Went to Hay-
market and saw a few scenes of the Steward, in which I thought Mr.
Strickland quite as good as Mr. Farren, who very much oversteps the
modesty of nature. Read through Macbeth.
October 1st. Went to the theatre, played ill (Macbeth), I must
presume, because ineffectively ; and yet I never tried so much to play
well, and never, never was it of so much importance to me to play well.
The audience called for me a kindness on their part and I went on,
but when Talfourd, Forster, and Wallace came to my room, not one
had a word of comfort or congratulation. What have I omitted to
make this evening successful ? I do not know, but the bitterness of my
feelings is such, with the anticipation of the newspapers to-morrow,
that if I had not ties which bind me down to this profession (and I
could curse the hour that it was suggested to me), I would eat a crust,
or eat nothing, rather than belong to it. I scarcely recollect when
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my feelings have been so wrought up to a state of agonizing bitterness
as to-night ; I feel almost desperate.
October 2nd. I cannot remember it may be because the exact
recollections of our sufferings cannot be preserved amid the multitude
of feelings that sweep over them but I cannot call to mind more than
one evening of my whole life which brought to me more acute distress
than yesterday's. The stake of my future life was upon it, for speedy
profit or, perhaps, poverty, and it is lost ! I cannot charge myself
with neglect ; I really applied to my task, and bent my mind down to
it; my mistake was in not demanding an opening character, and
making that one in which I could feel myself independent of the
humour of the audience (which I do not accuse) or of the strangeness of
the theatre. I could not touch any refreshment ; I threw myself on
the sofa, and lay there in a state of mind that an enemy would have
pitied. In a reckless, hopeless fever of thought I went to bed, and
dropped asleep with my candle on my pillow ; I awoke to see the danger,
which was really very great. I slept again for a short time, and awoke
to pass most of the remainder of the night in an agony of despondent
fretfulness and sad anticipations. Arose very little better ; my bath
composed my spirits a little, and the Times newspaper, which, though
not highly laudatory, was not written in an unkind spirit, gave me back
some portion of my wonted tranquillity. The other papers were very
cold ; I sent them with a letter to my dear Catherine.
October 3rd. Passed an indifferent night, though better than the
preceding, but my mind was still in a very depressed condition,
although I made efforts to reason myself into serenity. Looked at my
accounts, and thought of my resources in the event of " this blow "
proving fatal to my prospects. Went to rehearsal, where I felt un-
easy, and not collected on the stage during the rehearsal of As You
Like It; I returned to chambers, and went back to finish the play.
Dined and saw the papers at the Garrick Club, where I saw Fladgate,
Bartley and Dunn. Read over the part of Jaques until the time of
going to the theatre arrived. Acted I know not how so occupied
was I with the care of my voice, and the performance, and withal so
nervous was I that I cannot guess at the real effect whether good
or ill that I produced. Came home in a light cab, and reached Elm
Place my blessed home about half-past eleven. There was all the
misery to talk over and though I was happier, I could not be happy
in seeing the dejection of my wife, and my sister's tears. Looked at
my blessed children, and drew comfort and encouragement from their
dear sight."
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Elstree, October 4th. Received a letter from Mr. Lovell, offering to
have his play acted for nothing rather than let it be stopped, which
from the appearance of the play-bills seems intended. Letter from
Mr. Woulds, wishing me to go to Bath the week of the 7th March !
Wrote a note of excuse to Bulwer, deferring my visit till to-morrow.
Forster called ; told me of his father's expected death. He did not
seem much distressed. Read, or rather looked over, the newspaper.
Wrote to Mr. Woulds, assenting to his proposal ; to Mr. Lovell, send-
ing him the books which Mr. Macrone had brought me. Saw Bunn
and spoke to him about Mr. Lovell's desire that the play should be
acted gratuitously rather than withdrawn ; also spoke to him, without
mentioning the author's name, of Bulwer's play, and asked him what
remuneration he would offer. Would he give 100 3rd, 6th, 9th,
16th and 25th nights? He said "Yes." Read very attentively over
the play of La V oilier e, and made my notes upon what I thought it
needed.
February 9,5th. Mr. Lovell called and gave me a presentation
copy; expressed himself satisfied with all I had done. Forster called
and I entreated him not to notice the Provost of Bruges on Sunday ; it
would be dealing a death-blow upon it. He seemed to yield to my
solicitations. Sent the MS. of La Valliere to Bulwer with a message
that I would call almost immediately. Received a parcel another
play from Mr. Wightwick of Plymouth. 3 I could have dispensed
with it, but he cherishes kindly feelings towards me and is entitled to
my best offices. Called on Bulwer (shopping on the way) and found
1 James Silk Buckingham (1786-1855) ; M.P. and public lecturer. He had been expelled
from India some years before for attacking the Tory Government of the day, and it was,
probably, in respect of this incident that he had claimed and received compensation.
2 An accomplished architect, who became one of Macready's most intimate friends.
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him less carefully set up than on my former visit. We talked over the
play, and I mentioned my objections, at the same time suggesting
some remedies. He yielded to all readily except the fifth act ; upon
that he seemed inclined to do battle, but at length I understood him
to yield. We talked over terms. He was not satisfied with Bunn's
proposal, but added to that 200 down, and to be paid through the
two following seasons 5 per night, after which the copyright to revert
to him. This is rather a hard bargain ; I do not think Bunn will
concede so much. He wished me to write my remarks and send them
to him, for which purpose he would return me the MS. Took a cab
to Buller's ; he had not come in, so that, I might have spared my haste.
Looked at the paper. Dined with Mrs. Buller and the two young men.
Went to the House of Commons ; sat under the gallery. Heard Lord
Francis Egerton l talking as loudly as he could for nearly half-an-hour,
and now and then caught the word "paper," about the manufacture
of which he was speaking to himself. Some words passed also on the
subject of railways. Mr. Lennard moved for a return of the corporal
punishments in the Army since 1830. Captain Ferguson, O'Connell,
Major Beauclerk, Hume, Colonel Thompson, General Parry, very badly,
and Wakley 2 best of all, spoke for it. Two very great blockheads,
General Sharpe and Colonel Sibthorp 3 against it, and for the con-
tinuance of flogging ! C. Buller made his motion for a Committee to
inquire into Election Committees, in a speech which he began admirably,
but, having got the ear of the House, he relaxed his care and energy
and nearly lost it. He became indistinct and flippant, wanted arrange-
ment, and the recapitulation of cases (the evidence of the necessity of
alteration in the law) should have been well prepared rapidly, clearly
and succinctly, though forcibly, passed in review and a greater solidity
of manner generally preserved, which would have made his playful
1 Lord Francis Egerton (1800-1857) afterwards first Earl of Ellesmere ; author and
politician ; one of the most enlightened members of the Whig party, also an accomplished
litterateur and art patron. Fanny Kemble, of whose acting he had a high opinion, owed
much to his generous encouragement both professionally and socially.
2 Thomas Wakley (1795-1862) M.P. for Finsbury ; founder of the Lancet ; coroner for
West Middlesex from 1839 till his death. He was concerned in an action against a Fire
Insurance Company which was the occasion of a pungent witticism of Shell. This company
had refused to pay under the policy, considering the circumstances of the fire suspicious.
Shortly afterwards an M.P. commenting on \Vakley's maiden speech in the House added :
" He certainly won't set the Thames on fire." " No," rejoined Sheil, "not unless he has
insured it ! "
* Colonel Charles de Laet Waldo Sibthorp (1783-1855) ; well-known as the ultra-Tory
M.P. for Lincoln. He was a violent opposer of every innovation, and regarded all foreigners
as scoundrels, characteristics which procured for him the constant attentions of Mr. Punch.
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observations tell with more effect. The speech should have been
modelled, and it would have been much more successful than it was,
with all the success it actually obtained. With a little care he will
speak very well indeed. Saw, but not to speak with them, Sheil and
H. Twiss in the House. C. Wynne, 1 who spoke loud and long, with
not one word distinguishable, tired me out, and I came away with
Arthur Buller. Looked over Mr. Tyrone ( !) Power's book ( !) on
America. I cannot pass any criticism upon it. He has the impudence
to put Latin words in it (for his knowledge of Latin, consult Mr. Bunn
on his pronunciation of the words viva voce), and prints for "de
mortuis nil nisi bonum," " nisi justem." Shook hands with Cattermole
in the square, who introduced me to Mr. Stone. 2
To Elstree, February 26th. Read in the Times the report of last
night's debate, and of the failure of Miss Baillie's play of Separation ;
"Unfortunate Miss Baillie ! " Sent for a play-bill, and found that
Mr. Bunn had announced four nights without the Provost; his inten-
tion is manifest, for, however bad it may be, it must be better than
the Provoked Husband for Tuesday next.
February 2,7th. Read the two last acts of Ion, which, if I had
personal advantages, I am confident I could make effective in perform-
ance. Read some scenes of Othello. Continued and finished La
Valliere, which perplexes me to decide on in reference to its effect in
representation ; its story runs so smoothly on in the reading that,
though I have misgivings of some scenes, I have at the same time
doubts of my own judgment. Made out the sketch of my notes to send
to Bulwer. Forster and Browning called in. My nerves and spirits
were quite quelled by them all, and I was rejoiced in seeing them leave
me excepting Browning, whose gentle manners always make his
presence acceptable. I acted Othello I scarcely know in what way
not to please myself ; the truth is, I have lost the tone, the pitch of
voice, the directness of the part, and I strive in vain to recall it ;
perhaps, and as I believe, because I do not strive enough Aide-toi,
et le del t'aidera. I was better in the latter part of the play. Was
called for by the audience and obliged to go forward ; so was Mr.
Vandenhoff !
1 Charles Watkin Williams Wynne (1775-1850) a Tory politician whose peculiar utterance
earned for him the nickname of the " Squeaker." He is frequently mentioned in the Duke
of Buckingham's Diaries.
2 Frank Stone (1800-1859) the popular artist; A.R.A. 1851. He was on intimate
terms with Dickens and his circle.
* A quotation from a notorious ballad dealing with the murder of a lady of that name.
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March 1st. To my surprise, Shell called. He told me, among
other things, that C. Kean had talent. I would trust his judgment
where I would question that of another. St. Aubyn had said he did
not like him, but in reply to my queries had admitted enough to prove
that he had talent. There is nothing for it but to endeavour to
accelerate my own improvement. He has the great advantage of
youth and a good name. I must depend upon myself and God.
Sheil told me of the resolution of himself, Woulfe, French, Ball and
another member to go to Lord John Russell, and ask him for some-
thing for Wallace observing that he dare not refuse five members.
Read review of Provost of Bruges in Monthly Repository. Read
Macbeth. Mr. Lovell called and took his books ; I counselled him to
draw on Bunn for his money, and told him of the cause of the with-
drawal of the Provost of Bruges the dresses having been cut up for
Chevy Chase! Sent him Monthly Repository. Acted Macbeth very
unequally ; latter part of first act second act part of third act
part of fourth first and last scenes of fifth act well ; the rest badly.
I cannot act Macbeth without being Macbeth, which I must have time
to prepare my mind for. I cannot work myself into such a tempest
of ever-waking thought. Wallace came to my room. I was much
tired. Mr. Willmott told me that the reason of Mr. Ward's nervous-
ness oh ! how nervous he is ! was that he drank nearly a bottle of
gin every night ! ! Spoke to Bunn about La Valliere ; he would say
nothing, until he knew the author. A man came into the room with
a "Hurrah! " I took him for a vulgar auctioneer, or one of the
blackguard hangers-on of Bunn. Bunn, however, introduced him to
me as Lord A lien ! 1 Found at chambers a very long note from Bulwer
pn La Valliere.
March 2nd. Sent the note written last night to C. Buller, and
used the intermediate minutes of breakfast to write notes to A. Watts
and to Power. As I was going out, Buller, to my surprise, came in.
I expressed my regret that he had not received my note, but he quite
understood it, and went with me to rehearsal. He was amused at
the confusion, and remained while Virginius was proceeded with in a
true Drury Lane style. He observed to me that he did not like Mac-
beth so well as Hamlet, and that he thought I exhibited too much
terror after the murder. I am not quite satisfied on the subject of
1 Joshua William, first Viscount Allen (1781-1845) ; known as " King" Allen. Formerly
in the Guards ; distinguished himself as a subaltern at Talavera ; one of the " bow-window "
coterie at White's, and noted for his not too amiable eccentricities.
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this criticism, as he only entered the theatre at that scene. Therefore
he wanted the preparation for it; but very likely I exaggerated
about which I will inquire. Called on Bulwer, and evidently came on
him by surprise; he could not well avoid seeing me; indeed he did
not demur, though evidently a little discomposed. He was in complete
deshabille" a white nightcap on his head, looking like a head of Gay
or some poet of that time it was a picture : his busts, papers, etc.,
around him, and the unornamented man of genius undaridified. I
told him of Bunn's desire to know the author's name before he com-
mitted himself, and that I could not counsel it, as I knew Mr. B
to be utterly faithless and treacherous. He at last commissioned me
to give his name to Mr. Bunn, but would not consent to his seeing
the play to judge of it ; the price down was for his name. We talked
over the objections to his play, and I think he inclined at last to my
view.
March 4t/i. Buller called, and sat about an hour and a half. I
think I did him some good. Wrote a note to Bulwer, returning his
MSS., with which I had been very much pleased. Went on to Garrick
Club. The only newspaper that mentioned the name of the play last
night was the Post. Saw Taylor, Villiers, who spoke out about
Bulwer's play ! Taylor informed me that Mrs. Mathews 1 had sent
in her claim to be placed upon the Covent Garden Fund ! ! ! Alas !
what changes in life! God grant that I may never apprehend such
a disastrous reverse to my beloved ones ! Amen !
March 5th. Went to the theatre ; saw Bunn, delivered Bulwer's
proposal of his play without being looked at. Bunn refused, but said
he would write to Bulwer. Spoke about Lovell's money, which he said
could not be paid immediately, but should be very soon. A woman
called for relief, "because she was of the same name." I paid a
shilling for the unlucky accident. Just as I was going into my bed-
room, half-past ten, Dow called, bringing with him his friend, Mr.
Berry. I told him at once that I could not ask him to stay, that
I was very ill and tired and going immediately to bed ; on which he
seemed to me in a sort of dudgeon offended and affecting indifference
asked after the family and went away, either in a kind of ill-humour
or so sullenly that it looked like it. If a man has so little tact as to
think the health, comfort, and convenience of his friends are to stand
as naught against his demands for recreation and amusement, and that
1 The widow of Charles Mathews the elder, who had recently died.
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a denial of this claim is to be resented by ill-humour, it little matters
whether you part with him to-day or to-morrow, for he is too unsafe
to hold, however worthy a man he may be.
To Bath, March 6th. An outside passenger was driven in by the
rain, and soon began reading the Age newspaper. Upon his offering
it to me, I was tempted by the heading of a paragraph to look over
it, which I did very rapidly, for who could read such stuff? I glanced
at the births and deaths, and startled by the name of Green Jeston,
read the death of " Lettice, wife of the Rev. R. Green Jeston, 1 aged
84." I was shocked and grieved the being whom I remembered in
her first blush of beauty, whom I had loved, and who had loved me ;
who, I believe, through her life retained a deep feeling of attachment
to me whom I would have married, had our stars, adverse as they
were, permitted. She is gone ! How many, many recollections are
associated with her ; all that I had of independent youth flew by under
the perplexing, tantalizing struggle with the affection I bore her.
Here it was I first knew her the beautiful, the radiant girl ! All her
little foibles are forgotten, and I can only now think of her as dear
Letty : she is gone before me, and in her early doom, snatched from
her husband and children, gives birth to gloomy apprehensions for my
own fate, or still dearer to me, that of my beloved wife and children.
May the Almighty God watch over them and guard them ! Amen !
I thought much upon my poor friend so young, so beautiful, and
once so loved may I not now almost say, and still so loved for it is
only my love of her that I retain to remember? (In the stage-coach.)
Captain Bourchier, as I soon learned his name to be, talked much ;
among other subjects mentioned young Kean's success at Bath, told
me that he knew him, and that his dresses cost him ,300 per annum,
that he was very pleasant and related many amusing stories about the
theatre. One of Macready, who is a good actor, but he can never
play without applause. He went on one night to play and no notice
was taken of him, on which he said to the manager, " I cannot get
on, if they do not applaud me." Upon which the manager went round
and told the audience that Mr. Macready could not act if they did
not applaud him. When Macready reappeared, the applause was so
incessant as to disconcert him, and he observed, " Why, now I cannot
act, there is so much applause." I told him I rather discredited the
story. " In short," I observed, " perhaps I ought to apologize to you
1 A schoolfellow of Macready at Rugby.
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for allowing you to tell it without first giving you my name my name
is Macready." He was very much confused, and I as courteous in
apologizing as I could be.
March 7t/i. Tried to act Werner well, and think I did go through
much of it very naturally perhaps not with all that free and spon-
taneous energy which I intended, but in an artist-like and impressive
manner. From the second act to the end of the play, I was literally
in torture; the pain of my arm was so extreme that I was frequently
obliged to hold it with my right hand. These are the peculiar hard-
ships of this art, that with a demand of every faculty of mind and body
unimpaired and free, we are obliged to conquer even agony some-
times, and superinduce a feeling in direct contrast with the anguish
that may be preying upon us. " Vaunting cloud, but racked with deep
despair," is often an appropriate picture of an actor's condition.
March 8th. Went to the theatre in a tolerable state of feeling :
not much pain, but as the play, Virginius, proceeded, the torturing
achings of my arm returned, and the very bad manner in which, the
piece was acted distressed me mentally almost as much as I was
suffering bodily. The Icilius (a Mr. Savile) was either half-stupidly
drunk, or is, as is very probable, a born ass. Virginia would have
made an excellent representation of Appius' cook, as far as appearance
went, added to which she seemed to think that she was playing
Virginius, not Virginia, and fortified herself for some extraordinary
efforts by a stimulant which was too easily detected on a near approach
to her. The whole business was most slovenly and last year this play
was actually a pattern of correctness. Therefore last year there was a
loss on the theatre, and now there is a considerable profit. So much
for the judgment and taste of a Bath public. Pshaw ! It is all
quackery.
March IQth. Felt better, but not entirely free from painful sensa-
tions in my head. Received a letter from Bulwer, apprising me of the
expected termination of negotiation with Mr. Bunn on the subject
of his play, and wishing me to impress on Mr. Bunn that the com-
munication was confidential also desiring to be informed of the extent
of my engagement with Bunn, and whether I should be at liberty to
enter into any other with Mr. Osbaldiston ; further inquiring as to the
possibility of Morris's acceptance of the play. Wrote to Bulwer in
reply, and to Bunn, urging the necessity of silence on the negotiation.
Went to rehearsal and felt extremely ill, and I believe looked very
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ill. The play was in a very bad state. There is no management, no
superintendence, no intelligence, and (qu. therefore ?) the concern
succeeds ! It is hard to be forced to acknowledge this. Returning
from rehearsal, at my lodgings I felt surprisingly better. Laid out
my dress, and dined very heartily. Had received in the morning a
very kind note from St. Aubyn, which I answered. Made a parcel of
books of Werner and Provost of Bruges, which I sent to Exeter.
Wrote a very kind note to Bellamy, regretting that I had not seen
him on my last and present visit ; I did not choose to lose a friend
for such a worthless "snipe " as Mr. Woulds! Went to the theatre,
and before I had put on my dress for Bertulphe, the pain in my arm
and shoulder, in all its depressing, irritating power came on, and
distressed me through the whole evening. Taking my bodily infirmity
into consideration for my arm was so weak I could not hold the Earl,
in endeavouring to seize him I did not act badly. I was called for
by the audience rather vociferously, as it seemed, at the end of the
play, and I fear I did not behave with all my better judgment. I
peremptorily and not very courteously refused to go on. Mr. Woulds
was obliged to make the best excuse he could he might with truth have
said I was very ill, but he chose to say that I "declined appearing."
Why did I not go forward ? Temper, I believe, was the real cause.
I was angry with Mr. Woulds's treacherous decoy of me into an
engagement the week before the Dramatic Fete, and I felt something
like impatience perhaps disgust at the neglect of the public, who
had crowded to see Mr. Kean in such characters as Rolla, King John,
Sardanapalus which it is certain he could not play and who deserted
me altogether. I more than fear that I was wrong indeed, the very
admission of anger condemns me. I was to blame.
March 11th. Read the newspapers, containing the debates on the
Municipal Corporation Bill. We have no right to refuse faith to the
asserted convictions of our opponents in argument, but it is difficult
to yield belief to the sincerity of the doctrines broached by Sir R.
Peel still more to those of Stanley and most to those of the apostate
radical Graham. 1 Why did not, as O'Connell properly inquires, Sir
1 Sir James Robert George Graham, Bart. (1702-1861) ; a member of Lord Grey's Cabinet,
but resigned with Stanley in 1834 ; ioined Peel's Government in 1841 as Home Secretary.
Served in the Coalition Cabinet, and afterwards in that of Lord Palmerston. He incurred
great unpopularity by opening the letters of foreign refugees when Home Secretary under
Peel, and never succeeded in living it down. As a statesman he was too "crotchety" to
command a reputation equal to his abilities
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R. Peel discover before the necessity for sweeping away these institu-
tions, whose corruption now calls for their annihilation ? It does not
look like honesty.
March I%th. Rose, not so well as I had hoped. While dressing
received letters from my beloved wife, from dear Letitia, and Mr.
Bartley, communicating to me Mr. Bunn's intimation to the Drury
Lane Company, through Mr. Cooper, of his inability to carry on the
theatre beyond Lent, unless the company consented to a reduction of
their salaries ! I am not included in this precious business by the
terms of my engagement. It is right that I should well ponder the
issues, before I decide to become a party to any movement. Once I
stood forward for the art ; and the actors, Mr. Bartley at their head,
basely deserted me.
Bristol, March 14tth. Went to the theatre. There was a good
house ; good old Bristol ! I acted Bertulphe particularly well to an
audience who came to be delighted. Was loudly called for by the
audience, and long and loudly cheered when I went forward. I told
them how happy I was to receive their applause, and hoped next season
to have another new play to submit to their judgment.
Exeter, March 1.6th. Acted Othello as well as the wretched
lago and Desdemona and Emilia would permit me, and better than
the miserable account of empty boxes could have expected. Bulwer
seems keen after money. He does not let the grass grow under his
feet.
March Ylih. Acted Werner tolerably well ; wanted a sustained
reality which I want, and must acquire, in Othello. It is to be done,
and if I had gained it, I should have been a very superior artist but
oh ! how hard to gain what seems easier the more difficult it is ! Mr.
Hay told me that Mr. Kean is a palpable, and avowed copy of the
father, and often for effect at the expense of reason. If this be the
case, he will reach no high mark.
March 18t7i. Was late in coming downstairs, and did not feel
quite well. C. Buller called in whilst I was at breakfast, and sat with
me nearly an hour. Went to rehearsal, and soon made an end of it
by going through my own scenes consecutively. Sent to my lodgings
for any letters, hoping to receive an affirmative answer from Plymouth.
There were none, but a card from Captain Bourchier, my compagnon
de voyage. I had built upon the hope of a favourable answer from
Plymouth, the intention of making all I could of next week at Bath,
Exeter and even Bristol. But without Plymouth it all falls to the
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ground, and I must go home. Went to the theatre, where I had the
satisfaction to have a very numerous audience. As I dare not strip
my rheumatic arm, I was obliged to act Virginius in my shirt sleeves.
What would a French critic have said or done ? The extreme careless-
ness of the actors very much distressed and disabled me. It was
inexcusable ; I tried to overcome it, but I could not lose myself, so
perpetually was I recalled to the painful reality of the unfit state of
things about me. Between the third and fourth acts the manager
came into my room to apologize for a delay of some minutes, while
Mr. H. Hughes stripped the toga and decemviral insignia from Appius
Claudius, a Mr. Bartlett, and invested himself with them to finish the
character, Mr. Bartlett having been so excessively drunk as to tumble
from the sella curulis in the Forum. Oh, Rome ! If the man had been
acting Cato, it might have been taken for a point of character. This
is the profession which the vulgar envy, and the proud seem justified
in despising ! I come from each night's performance wearied and
incapacitated in body, and sunk and languid in mind ; compelled to be
a party to the blunders, the ignorance, and wanton buffoonery which,
as to-night, degrade the poor art I am labouring in, and from which
I draw an income that scarcely promises me, with a moderate scale of
expenditure, a comfortable provision for my old age and a bequest for
my children. Oh, ye wretches, that in your coward shelter insidiously
murder and pillage for your slanders (Messrs. Theodore Hook, Har-
ness, Thompson, etc.) have stung my heart and have reduced my
income I would I could acquire your obtuseness and callousness. I
would almost take your blackguardism and rascality with it !
March 19th. A letter from Mr. Mude informed me that my terms
at Plymouth were acceded to, which, much as I long to return home,
I was very much pleased to learn. Seeing that there was a prospect
of making something out of the week, I wrote to Mr. Woulds, offering
to play at Bath on Saturday. I would not, on ordinary occasions,
for trifling gains harass myself, but here is a prospect of adding to my
invested money, and such an occasion is not idly to be neglected.
Wrote to Mr. Mude. Buller called and sat for about an hour ; he
was very agreeable, seems very candid, and has, I think, a quick insight
into character. Wrote me some franks. 1 At the theatre the manager
came in, with an elongated visage, to say that " the rascal " of a
1 Charles Buller was then M.P. for Liskeard, and the privilege of parliamentary
franking was still in existence (note by Sir F. Pollock).
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prompter had sent him a note that moment to the effect that he had
"never been so insulted as he was that morning, and that he should
in consequence not come to the theatre this evening." (This prompter
had given away the prompt-book during rehearsal, for which the
rehearsal was, of course, obliged to wait, and he was censured for doing
so this is the head and front of the offending against this vagabond.)
These are players. Some willing hearts set to work to " double,
double toil and trouble," and doubled accordingly their own parts with
his. I sent my dresser, also a sort of actor, for my bag, and to call
about a warm bath. I waited his return until it became necessary to
think of time ; I proceeded to do all I could at last my mind misgave
me that the arch rebel had perhaps "drawn after him " some of Hay's
power. I sent for my clothes, which were brought by a strange
messenger, and the fatal truth came out that the dresser could not
get by a public-house, had been sucked in by the maelstrom, and sunk
its victim. I had recommended Mr. Hay to send after the other vaga-
bond, but his answer was, " God bless you, sir ! he's dead drunk by
this time, that's it ! He has written this letter on the beer he's
pot-valiant. He'll never be found to-night." Well, with the abdica-
tion of one and the desertion of the other we got through very toler-
ably ; though never did the assumer of royalty justify the act of regicide
more truly than the Earl of Flanders this evening.
To Plymouth, March %Qth. Buller parted from me at my lodgings.
I fear his health is not good. He seems very amiable. I like him
more the more I see him. He is frank and sensible.
March 23rd. My endeavour to act Werner well was completely
frustrated. The whole play was acted very indifferently ; Josephine
was dressed like a flower-girl for a fancy ball ; Idenstein, Fritz, Strala-
heim all bad Gaber not good but Ulric was beyond all power of
description winking with his eyes, then starting, and looking very
fine, mysterious and assassin-like then as flippant as a man-milliner.
He quite paralyzed me. I contended with this oppressive incubus,
and made some effect, but the heart was absent.
March 24tfo. Arriving at Exeter, went to rehearsal, where I went
rapidly through it. Saw there an Edinburgh newspaper, containing
an account of the extraordinary success of young Kean " the houses
literally crammed every night." Can this be bad ? Tried to act well
to a very good house ; was disconcerted at first by fancying that some
persons in the stage box were uncivil, when I found they were warmly
admiring. Still more thrown off my balance by a letter from Mr.
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Cooper, giving me notice of Richard III for Easter Monday. Oh,
Mr. Bunn I was distressed at first, and, as usual, angry, but soon
reasoned myself into complacency, or at least resolution not to let it
be any advantage to the man who thinks to annoy me and perhaps
to make me relinquish my engagement but it is a night's uncomfort-
able feeling and then an end ! It cannot kill my reputation, for my
reputation does not rest upon the past ; I will, however, do my best
with it. Acted as well as I could to a very prepossessed audience,
who would make me go forward at the end, which, after much delay,
I did.
March 25th. In the Examiner newspaper I see a paragraph stating
that the King has appointed "Alfred Bunn, Esq., one of his honour-
able gentlemen-at-arms ! 1 Is character of any value in this world,
when a miscreant like this can dare to let his name be seen beyond
the eyes of his dirty associates? "Oh, thou world! thou art indeed
a melancholy jest."
Elstree, March 29th. Answered, by acceptance, the invitation of
the Literary Fund Committee to be steward at their festival.
April 4ith. Letter from Talfourd, proposing to be here on Friday.
Read over /on, in order to get a general idea of its arrangement.
April 8th. A letter from Talfourd mentioned the time of his
arrival, and enclosed Mr. Vandenhoff's refusal to act Adrastus. I did
not expect the man to do it from any feeling to me, since he would
pay a premium to have my throat cut, and he has no sense of delicacy,
but to the character of Talfourd and to the merit of his play, some
consideration was due. He excused himself on the plea of his
daughter's dtbut, which takes place on Monday next a fortnight
before the representation of Ion! He is, as I have ever observed him,
a nasty fellow! On Talfourd's arrival about three o'clock we went
over the play, he not offering an objection to all my omissions. After
dinner we settled the terms of the announcement ; Letitia returned
from town. Talfourd and myself went together in his carriage to
town. On our way, in speaking of the heartburnings and littlenesses
practised in the theatrical profession, and observing that, though
lawyers said that in their vocation they were exposed to equal annoy-
ances, yet there was the restraint which the character of gentlemen
1 The qualifications for the corps must have differed widely from those of the present
day ! That Bunn, the insolvent theatrical speculator, should be considered eligible for the
Royal Bodyguard, while an actor of Macready's distinguished abilities and high character
found himself debarred from so much as attending a levee represents an almost incredible
anomaly even for the regime of William IV.
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laid on them, Talfourd surprised me by replying that he did not think
there were any unworthy feelings displayed from rivalry or envy at
the Bar. I did not acquiesce in his opinion, but it served to convince
me of the happier life they lead who do not stop in their life's journey
to remove every impediment from their path and kick every bramble
out of their way how much more easily and more readily the traveller,
who steps over the dirt, goes out of the way of obstinate hindrances,
and leaves the thorns through which he picks his path, attains the
goal of his desires ! Talfourd's easiness of disposition, his general
indulgence for others' faults, and good-natured aversion to dispute, has
proved, in the happiness that has resulted from such amiability, the
best wisdom.
London, April 9th. Called on Miss Tree. To my distress and
consternation, she was not at home, nor expected to return until May.
Reflected on my situation and thought the matter hopeless without
Miss Tree. Pondered on my situation, and called on Talfourd ; proved
to him the impossibility of acting the play of Ion without Miss Tree,
but luckily thought of writing to her, to ask her to assist me on a
more distant day if Bunn, as I doubted not, would consent to its
postponement. We walked together to Drury Lane theatre, and I
went in to see Mr. Bunn. I proposed the delay, to which he assented,
and I left him to carry the news to Talfourd at the Garrick Club.
Saw there Harley, Meadows, Bartley, Fladgate, H. Reynolds and
Price, who asked if I thought of America this year. I said " No ; I
should not go for a year or two." Repeated to Talfourd what had
occurred with Bunn ; he wrote me a frank for Miss Tree, and I, going
to my chambers, wrote to her, asking her if she could assist me. Mrs.
Bradshawe, a pretty little woman, whom I found to be the daughter
of Dodd, an old usher at Westminster, sat for two hours, asking and
repeating her request that I would procure her a situation in some
theatre. Harding sent a note to ask for money, with which I was
not quite pleased. Went out, "walked, to Nelson Square ( !) to dine
with Dow : was introduced to Miss Andrew a nice piece of flesh
enough, rien autre. Dow makes an ass of himself by what I suppose
he calls "courting," but what I denominate playing the fool! He
is most absurd.
Elstree, April IQth. The Iron Chest 1 seemed to me an alternative,
if Ion be out of the question, for my Benefit, should I feel myself
capable of studying the character in time, which is doubtful.
1 By George Colman the younger.
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April llth. Read over the part of Sir Edward Mortimer, to see
if I could adopt it for my benefit. Found I could not do justice to
myself in it.
London, April 14t/i. Rehearsed Lady Macbeth's scenes with Mrs.
Sharpe, and to my great surprise and certainly to my amusement,
as I reflected on the man, his personal hatred of me, and his vanity and
pride Mr. Vandenhoff wished to speak to me in Mr. Cooper's room,
and dinned me with the account of his own compromise with Mr. Bunn
for a reduced salary on condition of his daughter's appearance of her
success and his ill-treatment of her. This to me showed his own
weakness more than anything he could have done. Mr. Kenneth called
from Mr. Osbaldiston, to learn whether I would make an engagement
at Covent Garden ; after much disjointed chat, I said that I had no
wish to go to that theatre, but that for money I would, viz., for ,20
per night for twenty nights. He is not likely to give it, and nothing
but the want of money could induce me to ask it. Took all the pains I
could with Macbeth, but had not made due preparation ; acted pretty
well, but did not finish off some of my effects so well as I should have
done with a little more preparation. The audience persisted in calling
for me, and cheered me most enthusiastically. Talfourd came in from
the House, where he had been speaking on flogging in the Army. He
said that he was nervous and rapid, but listened to with great in-
dulgence. Showed him a letter from Ellen Tree which I had just
received, in which she mentioned her intention of being in town
22nd May, and her willingness to study Clemanthe for me. Neither
Cooper nor Bunn was in the theatre, so that nothing could be
settled.
April 15n. Sent to Talfourd for franks, examined my accounts,
and calculated my means. Enclosed a note in a parcel, containing a
book of Jon, which I had marked, for Ellen Tree, to Clarke at Liver-
pool. Wrote to Ellen Tree in answer to hers received last night.
Called at the theatre to speak about my night, and my dress for King
John. Speaking to Mr. Cooper, I saw in the play-bill that I was
announced for to-morrow night in William Tell as the after-piece. I
directly told Mr. Cooper that I would not do it ; that it was utterly
unjustifiable. He said it was, but I had better write a letter, disclaim-
ing Mr. Bunn's right, and do it on that occasion. I refused. He
then said, "What shall I do? " wanting me to play King Henry IV
(second part) as an after-piece on his night. He talked like a fool,
as he is, about my unkindness in not doing it for him, but I cut the
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conversation as short as I could. Palmer had left the wardrobe and I
went on, calling at the Garrick Club, where I read the list of the
celebrators of Shakspeare's birthday. Saw the papers Times, of
course, did not mention my name the other papers, as coldly as they
could. Looked at Heraud's review of Knowles, in which he makes
out Knowles to be the comic writer, adding that the tragic has not
yet appeared, but is coming, and that he can see him. Called on
Bulwer ; thought I passed Fitzgerald turned and looked in his face,
could not swear to him, but thought it him. If I were sure, his cut
should be a deep one. Forster came in and walked to chambers with
me. A boy stopped and told me he had left a note for me at my
chambers. At my request he returned with me. It was from Cooper,
intimating Bunn's intention to keep up the announcement of William
Tell. I wrote to repeat my refusal and quoted his own assertion of the
unjustifiability of the action. He wrote again a dirty attempt to
qualify his free declaration, and I answered refusing to admit any
departure from facts, telling him that I would put him into a witness-
box upon the words ; was much divided and sometimes agitated by
varying reflections and resolutions. God help me ! The world uses
me worse than I use it !
April \6th. Passed a most miserably uncomfortable night, tor-
mented and kept awake by the headache, and worried by the thoughts
of this base scoundrel's attempts to injure me. Did not, for once,
find the consilium which the night has often before given me. Thought
on Forster coming here last night, as if for mere curiosity. I hope
it was not so. Rose, after revolving all modes of meeting and treating
this business, with the purpose of endeavouring to obtain an engage-
ment that there should be no recurrence of this half-price work, and
so far to concede. Sent a note to Dow, after having seen the announce-
ment in the bills, requesting him to call here, and a note to Cooper
to the same effect. Dow called and we talked over the affair ; he was
very averse to my appearing in William Tell this evening, but, like
myself, had a dread of giving offence to the public. Whilst he went
on an embassy to Cooper to state my consent to perform the part this
night, provided an engagement was given that nothing of the sort
should recur during my engagement, and, in the event of Mr. Bunn
refusing to give such pledge, that I should hold Cooper personally
responsible for anything he might say derogatory to my interests this
evening (all of which he did in a very direct and spirited manner), I
wrote out a copy of a handbill, to be delivered at the doors of the
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theatre, giving notice of my non-appearance. Dow returned with a
letter from Cooper, which was a silly answer to that sent by me last
night, in which I spoke of the " atrocious villainy " of Mr. Bunn.
Dow observed that he grew manifestly more civil after the intimation
of his probable "personal responsibility." I observed to Dow that I
did not like the idea of issuing a handbill, and that I should prefer
playing the game of this scoundrel Bunn, and giving up my engage-
ment. He was satisfied that in so doing I should be liable to an
action for damages. It was then agreed finally between us that I
should stand on the guarantee (having been required to appear in two
plays as after-pieces) and, if it were refused, that I should not act.
On his departure another note arrived from Mr. Cooper, inquiring if
he were at liberty to communicate to Mr. Bunn the notes with
" atrocious villainy " and " falsehood " which last expression I do not
recollect. I told him to use his discretion, that I did not care, but
wanted an answer to my friend's communication. I thought he wished
to shift the personal responsibility and secure himself behind a melee
with myself and Bunn. I was in considerable anxiety to know whether
Mr. Bunn would come over here for a scene and endeavour to make
a bullying row, for which I quite prepared myself ; but the time passed
and no one came from him. Forster called and told me of the
indignant feeling that had been displayed by several upon the indignity
offered me; added that Vandenhoff had seceded, and soon left us.
He must have seen that I was nervous and distrait. Dow called and
reported his second interview with Cooper, in which he had made
certain what before he had said conjecturally. He did well. When
he had left me, a strange gentleman (anonymous) called about a play
he had written. I received him very courteously, and promised all in
my power. A note came in a yielding tone, but declining to give the
undertaking against recurrence of the matter, and I wrote shortly back
that on no other condition would I consent to appear. Very low-
spirited, and oppressed with a sense of degradation and the indignity
put upon me. Spoke to Meadows, Brindal, Jones, etc., upon it, very
quietly. Lardner called and went behind the scenes with me. Spoke
to Mr. Cooper about my Benefit night, to which I required an answer,
and asked him if he was authorized to send the note he did ? He said
"No, for Mr. Bunn was not in the theatre, but that subsequently he,
Bunn, had sanctioned it." This I believe to be an equivocation. He
dared not have given the guarantee in Mr. Bunn's name unless Bunn
had left him a discretionary power to that effect. There seemed to
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be a very general feeling of disgust at Mr. Bunn's behaviour among
the people connected with the theatres. Had not been able to read
William Tell, but took all the pains in my power with its performance,
and rendered it very effective, particularly when the lateness of the
hour is taken into account. The audience did not move till the very
last, and, after going to my room, I was obliged to return at the call
of the remaining audience, who would not depart, and who cheered me
most enthusiastically. Talfourd and Forster had come into my room,
and stayed with me whilst I undressed. Forster walked to chambers,
took tea with me and heard the correspondence between Cooper and
myself, which seemed to give him great amusement. So ended a day,
and thus was passed over a threatening danger, which might have had
an evil influence, with a different issue, on my whole future life. As it
is, the events of to-day are more likely to make friends for me than
enemies. Humbly and gratefully do I lift up my heart in gratitude
to Almighty God for my escape from disasters that seemed to beset
me. May I be more circumspect in future, and may my actions be
more prosperous. The thought of my children several times to-day
served to retard and to impel me, as I grew into passion or sank into
despondency. May God Almighty bless them and give us life and
means to make them all we wish ! Amen !
April 18th. A note from Mr. Cooper with Mr. Bunn's assent
to the proposal of Tuesday, May 24th, for my Benefit ; wrote to
Talfourd acquainting him with the news, requiring a frank for Miss
Ellen Tree, and asking him (for Catherine and self) to be godfather to
our little Edward. Wrote to Mr. Cooper, sending him the prompt-
book of Jon and the cast of the characters as I should advise ; at the
same time, to save any pain to his feelings, I wrote a note to Mr.
Brindal asking him, as an indulgence to myself, to play the part of
Crythes, which I had assigned to him. Received a note from Tal-
fourd, very heartily acquiescing in my request. Wrote a letter
to Ellen Tree, apprising her of the night fixed for the performance
of Jon, and thanking her. Returning to dinner, wrote notes to
Farren, Harley, and Bartley, requiring them to meet here on
Wednesday, to consider our condition, and its chances and means of
amendment.
April 19f/t. Spent the time of my toilet labour in vain and angry
reflections on the impertinence of the self-elected Committee of the
Garrick Club. I am certainly impatient of the coxcombry of such
things as Messrs. Hay ward, Theodore Hook, Williams, and the etcs.
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that make up that very despicable body. But at last I inquired of
myself why I could not be happy without the Garrick Club, and if so,
why I should concern myself with its pitiful intrigues or its profligate
and trifling frequenters. I wondered at my own littleness in wasting
mind upon such trash. It is not my wish to be proud. I would live
a life of love with all mankind, and redeem the sins of my life by
benevolence of thought and deed. Why, then, have I so few com-
panions ? Why am I so much a stranger to society as I have become ?
Is it a want of that suppleness which makes an empty, and dull, and
dishonoured man like C. Kemble acceptable or of the effrontery of
Mr. Power, which "will not be denied "? How much I wish I could
see and know myself ! Went to rehearsal, when I arranged my dress,
there being nothing in the theatre that could be worn. Notes of orders
and promise of attendance to-morrow from Farren and from Kenneth,
conveying to me Mr. Osbaldiston's refusal to accede to the terms I
had mentioned. I feel no regret at it ; for it is money purchased at a
heavy cost of feeling to go into that theatre. Acted King John in a
way that assured me that I could play it excellently; it seemed to
make an impression on the house, but I had not made it sure, finished,
and perfectly individualized. Some fools set up a monstrous hubbub
at the passage of defiance to the Pope, and Mr. Charles Dance told
me afterwards in the green-room that the Catholics would " cut our
throats." Is it a sin or ought it not to be to have the faculty of
reason and the power of cultivating it by examination, and yet remain
so low in the intellectual scale? Mrs. Sharpe was very ineffective in
the effective part of Constance. What a character ! But it is because
every line is so effective that common minds cannot rise from one level,
and have not the skill by contrast and variety to give relish and effect
without great effort.
April 20th. Looked at the Times, which, as usual, took no notice
of me, and the Morning Post, which made but slight mention of me,
devoting much space to Mrs. Sharpe 's Constance and to Grisi's Norma.
Mr. Bartley came to his appointment, and we fell into a general con-
versation upon the condition of the theatres, and the means of restoring
the art to a better state. He spoke of my situation as at the very
head of my profession, and his readiness to go onward in. any path
that I might point out as likely to lead to success ; he also corrected
the statement of his letter to me in Bath about the advance of money,
saying that he would not render himself liable to unknown responsi-
bilities, but that as far as one, two, three, or even more hundred
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pounds would go, he would not hesitate. I told him that was all I
could expect, and all that I myself intended to venture ; that I believed
I was a poorer man than any of the parties summoned, with heavier
claims upon me ; and that nothing could induce me to incur an uncertain
responsibility. Messrs. Harley and Farren came, and I told them that
I had summoned them to learn their opinion and dispositions in the
acknowledged depressed and oppressed state of an art, as to making
some effort towards its re-establishment. It was difficult to confine
Messrs. Harley and Farren to the question ; they would ramble to
their individual wrongs and insults. I brought them back, and
requested their separate declarations of their resolutions to co-operate
or no. I addressed myself first to Bartley as the eldest present. He,
with every appearance of frankness, gave his entire assent to any plan
that wore a face of likelihood for the drama's regeneration, and that
as far as 500 would go, he would venture. I replied, " That was all
any one could ask." Harley seemed disposed to go further, but rested
upon a similar declaration, giving in his hearty adhesion. Farren
began with an assertion of his resolution always to act for himself, and
digressed into complaints of the treatment he had received from the ladies
and gentlemen of the company in a vote of censure passed on him.
I used the most conciliatory language I could, and represented Bartley
and Harley (who acquiesced in the explanation) as having been misled
into concurrence by the false statement of Mr. Cooper, that I had
subscribed to the plan of a general reduction of the company's salaries.
They both expressed their regret at having been led into error by the
deception practised on them, and I observed to Farren that he must
now be satisfied with the amende offered him. He was still rambling
and desultory, and I was obliged, as courteously as I could, to pin him
to the point. He then at last gave his full consent to go the full
length that the others had agreed to, and, unless our union were
previously dissolved by mutual consent, to hold himself bound to its
resolutions if acted upon unanimously ; but that if nothing effectual
were accomplished by the end of July, he, as the rest of us, should
then be free to pursue his own separate interest. This point settled, I
asked if any one had any plan to propose ? Bartley had ; namely, to
call a meeting and try and prevail on 300 persons to lend 100 each
towards the purchase or erection of a theatre for the drama, without
interest or free admission, but with the security of the building for
the repayment of their principal. This I immediately objected to as
visionary and impracticable. I then alluded to the expostulation to
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the Committee of Drury Lane, which I had thought of, upon letting
their theatre to such a bankrupt profligate as Mr. Bunn, and entreating
them to protect the actors from his fraudulent tyranny by excepting
him from any interference with the theatre in their next lease or at
least requiring them, if they were so indifferent to the trust they
held, in the Patent for the actor's security, not to oppose their
endeavour to gain their livelihood by employing their industry in
some other place. This was partially approved, and Hartley suggested
a memorial for a licence; I doubted its success, if presented to the
King, who gives a licence to Mr. Braham, a rich man in active employ,
for vaudevilles, etc., but would refuse us because we need the profits
of our calling, and act the works of Shakspeare I I put the question,
if it were not better to try the old Bill of Bulwer in the House of
Commons. After some discussion, we agreed to meet at one o'clock
on Monday, and consider on the subject of a memorial to the Lord
Chamberlain or to the King, exposing our grievances, and supported
by the names and recommendations of all the literary and influential
men we could procure to sign it. It was also agreed that, previous to
its presentation, we should, as I counselled, meet the D.L. Committee
and confer with them on an offer started by Bartley, namely, to risk
with them the chances of full or partial rent and salaries. On this
we parted.
April %4th. A letter from Knowles declining for himself
and family an invitation for to-morrow ; every ceremony of this kind
has been repeated sufficiently often, and we are now free from any
further necessity of the kind. Henry Smith arrived in the afternoon
with the Morning Chronicle. I read the debate with avidity, and was
1 Probably Caesar Otway (1780-1842); an Irish man of letters.
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particularly disgusted with the discord-breeding speech of Whittle
Harvey. 1 " I do not like thee, Dr. Fell."
June 6th. Mr. Gray called to inquire how far the necessity of
prompt payment upon the assessment of damages, in the event of
letting judgment go by default, would inconvenience me in a pecuniary
point of view, as that was a matter to be considered in arriving at a
conclusion upon their proceedings. I told him if the expense was not
likely to exceed 1000 the blow might as well, or better, fall at once,
as hang over my head. Talfourd wrote to me, wishing to see me on
a very particular subject. I surmised it to be the same as Mr. Gray's
communication, and sent to say that Mr. Gray would see him.
June 1th. Mr. Fox, Miss Flower, and Mrs. Adams arrived ; we
spent the day very agreeably talking over the best course for Mrs.
Adams to adopt in following the theatrical profession ; advised her as
I thought best for her. In the drawing-room Mrs. Adams acted
several scenes Lord Ullin's Daughter; the Cid of Mrs. Hemans
My boy Tammie; and the mad scene of Ophelia, in which, particularly
the three first, she displayed more poetical conception, more imagina-
tion, and more genius than Malibran, Grisi and Pasta combined could
have done. She is a wonderful woman. 2 They left us at ten o'clock.
There was a fracas in the kitchen the footman and housemaid
fighting.
June Sth. Before setting out to come to town by Billings, I had
the disagreeable and painful task to perform of discharging Connor
for his behaviour last night. This is the world ! I am obliged to
punish a fellow creature for the same vice intemperance of conduct
in which I stand condemned. There is the aggravation of my servant's
case, that he raised his hand against a woman an unpardonable
offence. Tried to think of Ion as I journeyed along, but was over-
powered by sleep the greater part of the way. Purchased rouge, and
on reaching chambers sent cheque for five guineas to Literary Fund.
Mr. Corkran 3 called about his play, and I was glad to find him so
1 See note, p. 223.
1 This is surprisingly high praise of a lady who apparently gave no subsequent
evidence of the qualities Macready attributed to her. She was probably Sarah Flower
Adams (1805-1848), a minor poetess, best known as the writer of the hymn Nearer to Thee.
3 J. Frazer Corkran ; the Daily News correspondent in Paris, where he was well known
in literary circles. His daughter, Miss Alice Corkran, is a charming story-writer and
accomplished journalist. Thackeray, who knew Corkran well in his Paris days, once said
of him : " Corkran is so good a man that when he goes to Heaven the angels will turn out
and present aims."
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satisfied with the little pains I had taken. Called on Forster, whom
I found full of Eton and aristocracy. Dined and looked at papers at
the Garrick Club, where I saw Bartley, etc. Returning by Covent
Garden, looked in, and found a very kind letter from Mr. Hill of
Wisbech. In Mr. Osbaldiston's room saw Farren, who, in a full
and fresh burst of friendliness, wished me to act for Miss H. Faucit's
Benefit, from which I escaped by my absence from London. Mr.
Osbaldiston talked with me about my engagement, and agreed to give
me <40 per week and half a clear Benefit for twenty-two weeks. We
are to sign, etc., on Saturday. At the theatre found a note from
A. Buller, accepting Saturday's invitation. Acted Ion, in my own
opinion, better than I have done since the first night ; the house was
good, and the audience entered into my performance. I was called
for, and very fervently cheered on going forward. Saw Polhill, and
met Knowles, who had left Literary Fund in dudgeon, because his
toast the Drama was not given while the Duke of Somerset was in the
chair. Knowles and Talfourd were to have acknowledged the toast,
but Knowles would not receive it from the deputy, Emerson Tennent,
and left with the Duke. When our natures come to be sifted there is
a greater quantity of real pride found in the hearts of those who have
been esteemed most lowly than in the individuals who have been
pointed at in life for their overweening opinion of themselves. Went
up to Mrs. Talfourd's box, and talked a short time with her. Coming
to chambers found a note from Lardner, who really bores me, about
Jenny Vertpre appointing a call before eleven to-morrow ! ! A letter
from dear Edward (with a few affectionate lines from Catherine),
enclosing me the papers, statements, etc., of the quarrel and duel
between Sir J. Wilson and the Chief Justice of Ceylon, in which
Edward was " second " to Sir John. I felt extremely pleased (but I
begin to doubt the policy of his behaviour) with his conduct to Sir
W. Horton, 1 whom he seems to have walked over in a very dignified
and soldier-like manner. He, Sir W. Horton, as Governor and
President of the Council, was bound in the first place to have pre-
vented the Chief Justice from giving the cause of offence, and secondly
to have forbidden what he authorized : the publication of the offensive
matter. As a man and a gentleman and a soldier Edward did himself
1 Sir Robert John Wilmot Horton (1784-1841)^.?. and Tory Under- Secretary for War
and Colonies for some years. Governor of Ceylon from 1831 to 1837. Represented Mrs.
Leigh at the burning of Byron's Memoirs. His wife was the subject of Byron's famous
lines: "She walks in beauty like the night."
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honour. A man of the world would perhaps take exception to his
style of conduct. But he did well.
London, June 9th. Felt tired and loth to rise. Wrote a note to
White about the Saturday's Club Dinner and paid Freeman. Lardner
called to carry us to Jenny Vertpre, and Forster looked in while he
was here. The conversation was on general subjects. Went with
Lardner to call on Jenny Vertpre in Albemarle Street. I found her a
very piquante, engaging little creature, but I think profoundly deep.
She wished me to act a scene of Virginius on the occasion of her Benefit ;
luckily, though I should have been very happy to have served her, I
shall be engaged in the country when her night takes place. I promised
to send her a private box for Ion on Saturday. I called on T. Cooke
(seeing Bartley and Sir G. Smart 1 on my way) to ask him if the new
Opera was at all delayed by Mr. Bunn's illness. He said in the most
unequivocal manner that it was not that it could not have been
produced previous to the 27th May under any circumstances.
June lOtfo. Send to purchase books of Ion, and was very much
pleased with the grateful and touching Notice which Talfourd has
substituted for the Dedication to Dr. Valpy, 2 in the published edition.
Lay down, much fatigued so much so that I could not read. It is
evident, I cannot to do myself justice play on consecutive nights ;
I am beaten down. Acted Ion pretty well ; not as on Wednesday
night. The house was great, which some persons, as well as Knowles,
may attribute to his name ; but it was the play, with an added motive
for selecting this night. I was called for, and went forward at the
end very warmly received. It seems they now regret not having
extended my engagement ; I am disposed to do so, but if anything
insolent or unpleasant should be said by that base wretch's counsel
on the trial, I should not like to be playing here underneath the pain
it would give me.
June llt/i. Mr. Gray called, and talked over the matter of my
lawsuits with the scoundrel Bunn about which I am altogether in
the dark. I have not even the power of a guess at the result, but my
apprehensions picture something bad. A moment's indiscretion must
be paid for by perhaps the labour of a year, whilst this fellow's
villainy actually makes a premium for itself by the extent of his knavery
it is too bad! Note of invitation to Mrs. Buller, which I answered ;
1 Sir George Smart (1776-1867), the well-known composer and conductor.
2 Talfourd's Head Master at Reading School (see note, p. 227), who had died since the
dedication of /.
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and, having written to Catherine and packed up ray sword-box, I
went to the theatre, where I saw Mr. Osbaldiston, who would most
gladly engage me for a succession of nights to continue the run of
Ion. I acted Ion fairly pretty well, and was loudly called for, and
enthusiastically received by the audience.
June 127i. Forster called and remained some time, whilst I
continued my employment, talking about all sorts of things. He
seems to think that Talfourd is quite in earnest about getting up
Ion as "private theatricals," and acting Ion himself. He alluded to
it at supper last night, but I humoured what I supposed the joke.
It begins to look serious, for private actors are very awful personages.
Since the wild and unwise, ungentlemanly burst of passion into which
I suffered myself to be betrayed by my impatience of a base and bad
man's conduct knowing well how base and bad that man is my mind
has had scarcely one minute of repose, my body has been in almost
equally constant exercise. I now look back, in a moment's pause of
rest, and with astonishment, contrition, and deep gratitude thank
Almighty God that the consequence and punishment of my offence
my offence against every dictate of prudence, every principle of
gentlemanly demeanour, every precept by which I sought to guide my
conduct has been so lenient. Such an act under slightly modified
circumstances, and against any other person might have been my
ruin ! ! ! May it act as a warning to me ! But my life seems to be
passed in forming schemes and making resolutions of conduct, only
to break through them.
June 14t/i. I looked into some papers, and saw that Mr. Morris
was said to have obtained Talfourd 's permission to perform Ion with
Ellen Tree as Ion. Here was another instance of my exacting temper.
I felt displeased. My interest was menaced, and I only looked at
my own supposed degree of damage. In strict justice, I do think that
having arranged the play (which Talfourd would not have done suc-
cessfully see his version) and put it upon the stage, it is scarcely fair,
before the attraction is decided as past, to turn over my labours to any
other persons. But it is not worth caring for, even if Talfourd has
given permission, which is not certain, though far from improbable.
On reflection I almost wished it might be so, for the conversation upon
the play would be maintained, and I cannot think it possible that the
experiment can succeed. But here is another instance of my selfish
temper why could I not regard it, as I should have done, with
indifference? Went to the theatre, and acted Virginius passably to
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a very good house. Dentatus had to play a fop in the farce, and
he anticipated it in the tragedy, making the Roman Achilles a
coxcomb.
June 15th. Went to rehearsal, where I found Mrs. Robertson,
my Lady Macbeth very old, poor woman, not very perfect, and
cutting out the passage "I have given suck," etc., as too horrible!
I am now prepared for this evening, and do not think that I shall
lose my temper, though it will be tried but I think I shall only
laugh in my sleeve. Called on Mrs. Hill, who showed me some very
beautiful drawings illustrating the Giaour and Last Days of Pompeii
by Miss Margaret Gillies, 1 the young lady I met and liked so much
on Monday evening. Went to the theatre, and met the several checks
to the abandonment of myself to Macbeth with tolerable evenness.
Lady Macbeth acted, and hauled and patted me, and I endured most
heroically most philosophically. It was a trial. I got angry at the
last at an occurrence that was stupidly gratuitous. The thought of
darling Catherine when a girl, as her face looked at me in this very
play, arose and pleased my fancy for a short time. Mrs. Hill sent to
invite me to supper ; I could not go. I find it quite true, as Forster
says, that the performance of a character is my day. I can do nothing
else of any moment when I have an important part to act. I cannot
do it.
Lincoln, June I8th. It seems difficult to assent to the fact that
twenty-one years have passed away since the battle of Waterloo was
fought, my greatest interest in which event is derived from the remem-
brance of Edward's presence there, and the anxiety it occasioned me.
Looked over the newspaper, and was caught by the utter recklessness
of the Times in throwing away all considerations for persons or past
transactions when interfering with the cause it champions. It is
barely decent in its mention of Moore, 2 who was until lately one of its
powerful contributors. Made up some very heavy arrears of record,
which occupied me long. Sauntered out to discover the theatre and
see the cathedral ; found the first very soon, and was directed to the
cathedral, the towers of which rose directly before me. How much
pleasure do objects of art afford, particularly when rich in associations
as these monastic temples are, whether general as to the usages of
1 Margaret Gillies (1803-1887); a well-known exhibitor at the Old Water Colour Society,
of which she was an associate for thirty-five years.
2 Thomas Moore the poet, who had been a frequent contributor to the Times, mainly of
rhymed satires against the Tory party, also, in earlier days, against the Prince Regent.
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past times, or preserving any individual recollections! The front of
this beautiful pile held me in delight for some time, and the very
observation of its imperfectness is an amusement to the mind. Acted
Virginius, not as well as I could have wished ; the house was very fair ;
but two or three accidents interfered with me. How little does an
audience guess upon what filmy threads an actor's effects depend !
Birmingham, June 19tft. My first journey through this place,
when a boy, to return to my mother and father for my first holidays
from Rugby when I arrived to kiss the cold brow and marble lips of
that ever beloved and respected, that blessed mother these, with
many other less touching memories, were fresh upon my mind. At
Meriden similar recollections of time, passed there with her, awoke
vividly to my thoughts.
June %4th. Began the day with needful attention to my
clothes, which occupied me some time ; looked over and cast up my
accounts, and began the draught of a letter to Bulwer upon his play
of Cromwell. This same play has cost me much time and pains. I am
not sure whether I ought to have undertaken it, but he has been kind
in his expressions to me, and that has been my inducement. Called
on Miss Huddart, who talked much about herself, Mr. Calcraft and
Mr. C. Kean. I find her opinion of the talents of the last-named
person very much raised. It is strange that a person should possess
the mental qualifications of an actor whose life is passed in trifling and
amusement ! If it really be good of a high order I shall think of
art infinitely more lowly than I have yet done.
September l%th. Deferred, from mauvaise honte, repugnance, and
a bad hat, my necessary calls. Returning to lodgings, slept, and read
three Odes of Horace, which had a good effect upon my mind. Read
over the part of Bertulphe. Ate an exceedingly moderate dinner one
mutton chop rien autre. Went to the theatre, prepared for a bad
house, but thought it an occasion for expressing myself in the study of
my art, and in the better art of keeping my temper. Cannot say that
I was very successful in either experiment. Acted Bertulphe very
badly ; strove, but vainly, to act well ; couldn't infuse reality into my
performance. I never felt more strongly the invita Minerva. Fortun-
ately, made no exhibitions of ill-humour, though frequently feeling,
and subduing, the rising of petulance and anger. The house was very
bad. I am teaching myself philosophy, but I could wish to learn
it with less anxiety for my dear family. Made up my mind that it
was of no consequence at all what Kemble did at Covent Garden ; it
is impossible he could persuade the people that he is an actor " let
him do his spite! "
Elstree, September 22nd. Wrote a letter, which I copied, to Miss
Ellen Tree, expressing my desire to offer her a mark of regard, and
.suggesting a farewell Benefit as the most serviceable mode of doing so,
mentioning Mr. Osbaldiston's assent to the proposal of having it at
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Co vent Garden theatre, and offering to do anything myself upon the
occasion to study Adrastus for her, if she would wish to have Ion for
her play. I was glad when I had done it, as a kind thing to her, and
an evidence to Talfourd and his friends that I had no unworthy feeling
in respect to this play's subsequent performance.
Shrewsbury, September 27f/i. Went to rehearsal. It was my wish
to be courteous and good-natured, but my tolerating spirit was tried
by the sullen demeanour of more than one person. It is not fair to
compare the disadvantages of this art, or profession, or whatever name
may be accorded to it, with those of the other callings which require
education. In the others men must be educated as gentlemen. What
are players? The refuse of trades, discarded servants; in short, idle
persons from every low stage of society. It is some excuse it really
is that my lot has cast me among such persons. Went in a heavy
rain to the theatre, to play Virginius. The drudgery of my employ-
ment was painfully present to my mind. There is little or nothing
to disguise the bare meanness of my occupation from me. Crowded
theatres, enthusiastic audiences, the adulatory attentions and caressings
of the distinguished and influential might, if I had enjoyed them, hide
my actual condition from myself, but with an intellect and taste to
detect and grieve beneath the vile trade of " making myself a motley
to the view," I have all its labour of study and practise with the full
sense of its degradation, and a very, very moderate success attending
it. I continue it in the hope of making by my gains my blessed
children's lot more happy. Oh, God, grant it, and then I shall not
have toiled and borne these frettings of the heart in vain. I strove
to act well was frequently thwarted and sometimes annoyed by the
imperfectness, inattention, and wilful neglect or rather the refusal to
do their rehearsed parts of the performers. With several successful
efforts to restrain my temper, it once or twice escaped my power of
repression, and gave me additional pain and dissatisfaction. In thinking
over Miss E. Tree's letter, I do not feel that it is quite responsive to the
act of kindness shown to her. I may be mistaken, but the tone of the
epistle is rather cold and, I think, lofty. I hope I misconceive it.
Returning to my inn in discontent and repining at the fate which
exposes me to these unhappy transports of temper, while I wish and
strive to check them I asked for the newspaper. I had read three
pages of it, and one or two columns of the fourth it was the Standard
when my eyes struck upon the words : " Malibran is no more ! "
The loudest clap of thunder in the calmest sunshine could not have
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given me a greater start. I felt as if my mind was stunned ; it was
a shock that left me no power to think for some little time. I read
on, when recovered from the horror and surprise of the news, and was
quite restored by the stuff the newspaper sentiment and string of
falsehoods that went to disfigure the melancholy and affecting truth
of one in youth, so rich in talent, once so lovely, with so much to
enchant and fascinate, and so much to blame and regret suddenly
taken from a world so full of delight to her, and to which she was
so frequently a minister of delight. I once could have loved her, and
she has since said that she loved " was in love with " me. Had
I known it for certain, I might have been more miserable than I am.
Latterly she had decreased in my regard, and in my esteem she had
no place. This world is a sad loss to her, and she to it. Poor
Malibran ! *
September %8th. Went over with care the dagger soliloquy of
Macbeth, which I think I can improve, and I feel I must (as this is
the only profession by which I have a chance of earning my own inde-
pendence and my children's education) give my mind diligently to it.
Went to rehearsal. How exceedingly distasteful to me is the character
of William Tell ! I cannot throw myself into it now. While finishing
my letter to dear Catherine, I had the comfort of receiving one from
her. Looked again at the account of Malibran, the thought of whom
kept me wakeful through the greater part of last night. I was cold,
and in my inability to sleep could retain no other thought but of her
and her untimely fate. Acted William Tell to an indifferent house but
indifferently. How much I wish that all tyrants were like the Gesler
of this evening, and then mankind would rise en masse and smother
them. I never saw his fellow Termagaunt and Herod were fools and
innocents to him and he enjoyed it. I envied him the relish he had
for his own grimacings and intonations. Happy being ! In thinking
upon the very little I do in life beyond attending to my profession, and
to that I cannot give much attention out of the theatre, I was surprised
to find that, in these country engagements where I have usually a daily
rehearsal, the time that is consumed in the theatre, rehearsing and
1 She died at Manchester on September 23, at the age of twenty-eight. Her last
appearance was on the I4th. She had been ailing for some days, but was determined
not to disappoint the public. In repeating the duet of " Vanne se alberghi in petto " in
Mercandante's Andronico, it was manifest that she was making a painful effort, and on leaving
the stage she was seized with the illness that proved fatal a few days later. Of fragile and
delicate physique she for a long time seriously overtaxed her strength. In fact, in the
words of Lablache : "Son esprit e"tait trop fort pour son petit corps."
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acting, is very rarely, if ever, less than eight hours ! This does not
leave much time or spirits for other labours.
September %9th. My spirits were rather low, as I went to rehearsal,
determined to make the utmost of it as a study. I did try, but try !
With all the discouragement this wretched art labours under, and the
utter neglect that I have to deplore, I wonder how I can rally my
resolution to persevere as I do but these efforts at animation are like
a dying candle's flashes ! Called on H. Bloxam ; saw his wife and
children not very interesting everyday sort of persons. I was
forcibly struck with his picture, taken when a boy by Harlow * and
touched by Lawrence ; it gave back the very child I recollect so well
the lovely boy and opposite to it was an accurate resemblance of him
as he is, bald-headed, long-faced and spectacled ; it made me feel the
utter worthlessness and insecurity of beauty and yet how irresistible
it is ! He walked with me by the Castle to the inn. Read after dinner
a chapter in Montesquieu on the reign of Justinian. Looked over also
the Standards of yesterday and to-day. Buckland's 2 treatise has, it
appears, given birth to much controversy, and the Standard has devoted
a leading article to the defence of the Mosaic account of the Creation ;
or, as it piously observes, gives a "word for his Master." Now really
this is too bad ! it is enough to drive men, by the attempt to stultify
them with such blasphemy, from the Church of England, if it were less
exceptionable than it is. But why should men be at such pains to
defend the ipse dixit statement of Moses? If it be strictly true, of
what consequence is the interference of man in the question? it is
before mankind, as are many other accounts of the Creation as widely
believed. Why, then, is not man to exercise his unbiassed reason
the reason God has given him to use upon this and other questions,
which, as those of morality, for example, materially affect his salvation ?
The Moslem, Hindoo, Japanese, Pagan, Christian, all term each other
infidels ! Need he, who feels he possesses the truth, or is near the
truth, disturb himself with the obstinacy or pitiable blindness of his
less fortunate fellow-creatures? The Christian is expressly forbidden
to do so, but his religion, which from its blessed Author was a religion
of charity and love, is now a base and bloody trade, extorting money
1 George Henry Harlow (1787-1819) ; a gifted pupil of Lawrence, who painted various
theatrical celebrities. He is, however, probably best known by his drawing of Byron,
whose intimate friends considered it the most lifelike of the many portraits taken of the
poet.
* William Buckland(i784~i856); geologist and Dean of Westminster from 1845 to 1856 ;
he was the father of "Frank " Buckland, the well-known naturalist.
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by artifice and violence, and caring little or nothing for the immortal
objects which ought to be its care. I believe I am a Christian so
distinguished from that Moloch-and-Mammon-worship, the Church of
England. ... I acted Macbeth very unequally. I strove, but some-
times through my own fault, and others through the inattention of
these doggers, I was far beneath myself. Banquo, who had no ring,
pretended to pull one off his finger and give it me, but I would not take
it ! I was not so cross as I have often been with less provocation. The
very niggardly scale on which this theatre is conducted subjects one to
great inconvenience ; no attendant, one towel to last the whole week,
no fire, and other deficiencies make it a hard task to go through a heavy
night's performance. I did not put on my second dress from the
ill-humour in which I was.
Worcester, October 1st. A Mr. Brough saluted me from the coach
that met us, and came down to speak to me for the sake of speaking
to me. One of his fellow-passengers, who had learned from him who
I was, accosted me ( !) told me I was anxiously looked for at
Worcester. I bowed. He went up to his coach and, I suppose, told
some one inside that I was on this coach. I heard the vulgar fellow
say: "Ask him how Mr. Bunn is?" On which this person again
approached the box where I sat, and said : " Pray, how is Mr. Bunn? "
I suppose I looked rather surprised, but said nothing. The man
laughed very loudly, and seemed to think it a very witty thing. I do
not know whether he was intoxicated or no. Coming out of Kidder-
minster, I think, I met Turner, an old Rugbeian, in his carriage. On
approaching Worcester, having gone over my part of Ion by the way,
I had my old battle to fight with the mauvaise honte that always
harasses me in entering a town where I have to play, but wet and
soiled, and outside oh, quelle horreur ! I managed very well to reach
the theatre, having left my luggage with the book-keeper, an old actor
(" See, actors, what things ye are ! "), where I shaved and got tea,
and acted Ion very fairly to a crowded house, for which unexpected
good fortune I feel most grateful. I received a letter from Mr. Osbald-
iston, wanting the book of Werner to rehearse with ! and very plainly
showing me that Mr. Pritchard is to be the Ulric of my first night.
Mr. Osbaldiston is a very ignorant and incapable man, but that is not
within my province to notice. 17 jaut cultiver notre jardin !
Elstree, October 2nd. Anticipated the call of the servant, and was
down to breakfast, and took my departure by the six o'clock coach ;
found Mr. Anfossi, the double-bass player, my companion ; we talked
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over music meetings ; Malibran, her predecessors in opera ; Tramez-
zani, who went mad from his failure in Paris something for very
harsh critics to pause upon ; and Ambrogetti, who has become a
Trappist ! I slept occasionally, and went over to myself the character
of Werner, endeavouring to guard against monotony and tameness,
and above all to set myself above impatience and ill-temper.
London, October 3rd. Forster called in, and to my great astonish-
ment told me the play of the evening was Macbeth ! I felt that anger
or irritation would only make that an evil which was mal a propos, and
that the best must be done that could be with the circumstances as
they stood. I was very quiet and self-possessed. Oh ! the advantage
of being so I Several notes were lying on the table, but I had not the
time to open them. Went to Covent Garden, and observed to Mr.
Wallack that I had only just learned that Macbeth was to be acted,
that I was quite unprepared, and that it would be out of the question
to attempt it without a rehearsal. In consequence, Macbeth was
rehearsed in lieu of Werner. I tried to keep myself in a state of self-
possession, and to look at what I had to do. Returning to chambers,
I laid out my Macbeth's dress, read the notes from H. Smith, Ransom's,
enclosing stock receipts ; Archdeacon Robinson wishing to see me ;
Mr. Phail, with a tragedy and farce; Mr. Whitehead, wishing me to
play his Cavalier. I could only read them. Tried to keep my mind
on the task before me; dined, and went to bed. Rose and went to the
theatre, having just received a note from Lardner relating to Wallace,
who now is comfortable, but for whom, I perceive, he entertains strong
apprehensions. Was very warmly received by the audience, and acted
Macbeth I think in many parts as well as I could. If I had had the
advantage of a little time, I fancy I could have smoothed several things
which I fear were harsh. The enthusiasm of the audience seemed raised
very high at last, and I was very loudly called for, and when I went
before the curtain, most cordially greeted. I felt very thankful for the
kindness shown to me, and my heart turned upwards to my God, as
the fountain of all the good that flows to me. May He enable me to
be worthy of it! Amen! Fitzgerald, Forster, Cattermole, and
Browning came into my room. They were glad to see me.
October 4>th. At the theatre, whither I went to rehearse King
John and Werner, was much amused by Kemble, when I met him, not
offering to shake hands with me, and it occurred to me that the
reception of the play last night might have cooled his cordiality. /
believe it to be so. Spoke to Mr. Osbaldipton about Miss Tree's
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Benefit. Called on her after rehearsal and sat some time with her;
she seemed very grateful for my disposition to serve her. Went to the
Garrick Club and saw the newspapers Post, Chronicle and Standard,
brief but very warm in their report of last night. At chambers found
the True Sun sent to me very laudatory. Wallace had called and
left a note for orders. A note from a Mr. Percy for a few shillings !
Forster had called at the theatre and requested me to go to dine with
him, Fitzgerald, and Cattermole ; and in the morning I had received
my book of Ion and a very kind note from Wightwick of Plymouth.
Sent the two papers I had received to Elstree. Called on Forster, who
went with me to call on Cattermole, with whom we found Fitzgerald ;
all went to dine at the Cafe de V 'Europe ; spoke to them about Miss
E. Tree ; all agreed to become Committee. Fitzgerald left us ; we took
tea at Catter mole's. Forster told me of a tragedy which Browning
had completed in ten days (!) on the subject of Strafford. I cannot
put faith in its dramatic qualities the thing seems, not to say
incredible, but almost impossible. I cannot place reliance on the world.
October 5th. Acted Werner, as well as I could under the circum-
stances. I rehearsed it more powerfully and naturally than I had ever
done, and hoped to make it a splendid impersonation to be le per-
sonnage; but Mr. H. Wallack was prompted through the whole of
Ulric and otherwise distressed me, and Mr. G. Bennett was as
sensational as the gasping out the text could make him.
October 6th. Forster called. I looked in the newspaper Times
for the chance of some notice of Werner, but of course there was
none. Tried to read King John, but, if one has not made oneself
master of a character before the day of performance, it is not then to
be done ; all is chance, and raw, and wild not artist-like. Acted
King John in a style very much beneath myself no identity, no absorb-
ing feeling of character ; the house was great, and at the close (my
dying scene was the best) there were calls for Kemble and myself ; we
went on together. I do not fancy these duets.
October lOtfo. Called on Forster, at whose chambers I saw Brown-
ing, who had not yet finished his play, which I think a circumstance
to rejoice at. An application for relief from Mr. Y , an indifferent
actor and not a good man. He strove to run his sword into my father
on the stage at Manchester, and when my father asked him why he was
so violent, he said : " Because you struck me, sir ! " which, in the
character of Cassio, my father had to do. I gave him what I ought
not to have given him. Went to theatre. Acted Macbeth as badly as
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I acted well on Monday last. The gallery was noisy, but that is no
excuse for me; I could not feel myself in the part. I was labouring
to play Macbeth; on Monday last I was Macbeth. Mr. Pritchard
came into my room to try over the fight and asked me not to " strike
so hard." I observed to him that he struck much harder than I did,
to which he replied : " Yes, but I am obliged to do it " ! ! ! I said I
could not act gently on purpose, and that it was a mere accident that
he was struck ; he was disposed to be very absurd, and said that I had
" damned him " on the previous night. This I declare to be a shameful
falsehood. I never uttered a word to him. He made me extremely
angry and threw me into great agitation, just as I was going on the
stage. I was very much to blame very much indeed for losing my
presence of mind, and especially to such a fool, for he is really no
better. Oh, God ! Oh, God ! Shall I never learn to act with wisdom ?
October 13t7i. Acted Ion very much beneath my summer repre-
sentations ; and yet I strove to act well ; but I have lost the freshness,
the directness, the energy of heart and mind with which I broke out
in Macbeth. I cannot account for it. I am all effort now, not artist-
like at all. I was called for at the end of the play, but the applause
was not at least it did not look so cordial and general as on my
previous nights. Dow walked to chambers with me; we talked about
the trial Mr. Thesiger the scoundrel Talfourd and the wretch
Bunn. He attempted to defend that hired calumniator Thesiger, but
admitted that Talfourd had not satisfied him in his exposition of that
wretch's villainy.
October 14t/t. Went to Adam Street, to the Garrick Club, to
Covent Garden theatre, inquiring for the address of Mr. Forrest ;
called at Mr. Hughes's for it, and found him there. Liked him much
a noble appearance, and a manly, mild, and interesting demeanour. 1
I welcomed him wished him success, and invited him to my house.
He mentioned to me his purpose of leaving the stage, and devoting
himself to politics if he should become President ! On going to the
Club, I met Mr. Bartley, who told me that Mr. Forrest would do, that
his play was good, and he himself likely to hit. This I could sincerely
wish, while it did no injury to myself; but my home is so dear to me
that charity must satisfy itself there before it can range abroad.
Elstree, October 15th. Rose late, and canvassed with my counsel
1 This favourable impression of Forrest, the American actor, is especially interesting in
connection with the fierce enmity, nearly culminating in a tragedy, which afterwards spran
up between him and Macready.
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of the Home Department the best mode of arrangement in inviting
Mr. Forrest to our home. Wrote a note of invitation to him.
London, October 17th. Dow called, and brought me the news of
the Drury Lane representation, viz. that Mr. Forrest had quite suc-
ceeded, and that the play had been as completely damned. His opinion
was that he was a very good actor, but he did not think him a great
one. I cannot of course have, as yet, any opinion ; but this I know,
that when I saw him nine years ago, he had everything within himself
to make a very great actor.
October \8th. Woke late and much fatigued. Wilkin called
about greatcoat. Looked at the Times for the account of Mr.
Forrest, whom they pronounced to be " more spirited than any tragic
actor now on the stage." It is not surprising ; the only wonder is how
I have retained any spirit at all, that I have not long since My
heart is chafed, bruised, and almost crushed ; yet I must bear ; it is the
lesson of my life, which I must early teach to those beloved children.
At Garrick Club saw newspapers, high in praise of Forrest, which the
persons there were not. Wrote a note to Forrest ; enclosed with a note
George's letters to him in Bulwer's frank. Lay down quite tired.
Dow called about nothing. Acted Ion, judging from the little applause,
very feebly, and yet I strove to be in earnest and energetic. Miss
- would make me think, if I were a young man, that she had
designs upon me but I suppose it is all the truth of acting.
October 19th. Called on Forster, and learned there that my mis-
givings about Talfourd's coldness were not ill-founded ; he has taken
some caprice into his head and is weak enough to indulge it. I am
sorry, very sorry for this ; but it is most unjust, for I have ever acted
honestly, zealously, and with pure disinterestedness in my whole course
of friendship with him. He has twice sought my intimacy, and I
suppose will twice relinquish. This is not well but here is the rise
of pride ! Very, very unworthy.
October 20t/t. Wrote to Forster urging him to deal liberally and
kindly by Forrest in his notice. 1 Began to read Othello, which
occupied me the whole evening. Debated upon the propriety of writing
a note to Talfourd, but am so entirely at a loss to guess at the cause
of his conduct that I really know not how.
October 21st. Battle of Trafalgar. On my way to rehearsal
1 This is an important entry inasmuch as Forrest afterwards alleged that Macready had
taken an exactly opposite course, thus furnishing him (Forrest) with a just ground for
retaliation.
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called on Forster, who would have stimulated me to repel with indiffer-
ence Talfourd's conduct. Such is not my nature. Went to rehearsal,
where I was depressed by finding myself not possessed with the char-
acter of Othello, and annoyed by the carelessness of the people about
the arrangement of the last scene. Oh, what a change has taken place
in this theatre! I remember it offering accommodation to the actor
in every particular, and now it is a dirty desert except before the
curtain, which perhaps may be looked on as a reproof to my complaint.
Lay down and looked over Othello, about which I was exceedingly
nervous. Forster called for an order. Suffered very much from want
of self-possession in truth from want of time to have prepared myself.
Very fortunately there was a riot from the exceeding crowd in the
theatre, which made, I fancy, other persons as nervous as myself, and
I was pleased and encouraged on hearing the other actors in the play
receive as little applause as myself if indeed they did not meet with
less. But in the third act of Othello I rose into energy, though wanting
finish, and produced a great deal of applause ; in fact, I felt myself
lauded, but I was very much distressed. I held the audience through
the play, and was called for at the end ; when I went on, I was very
enthusiastically received.
Elstree, October 22nd. It was a great relief a great gratification
to me to read in the Times a very laudatory notice of my Othello. I
read two acts and the preface of La V oilier e and enjoyed my walk in
a sweet, sunshiny morning to my dear home, where, thank God, I found
all well.
London, October 24tth. My spirits were very low, and I had begun
the page on which I am now writing, when old Dow staunch old Dow
came in ; shortly after him, Forster. They gave me an account of
Mr. Forrest's performance of Othello. It would be stupid and shallow
hypocrisy to say that I was indifferent to the result careless whether
he is likely to be esteemed less or more than myself; it is of great
importance to me to retain my superiority, and my wishes for his
success follow the desire I have to be considered above him ! Is this
illiberal ? I hope not. Their accounts of his performance have cer-
tainly reduced very much my opinion of his mind, which from the
particulars they related cannot be of the highest order. Forster says
that he will be greatly praised in the papers, but both agree that he
will not attract.
October 25th. Looked at the newspapers with great anxiety for
the account of Mr. Forrest's Othello. The Times had a most insidious
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article a Times article! upon which, if charged, it would disclaim
all intention of comparison, but intended to convey the idea of
superiority in Mr. Forrest, still unable to use strong terms of praise
to apologize for and offer excuses and reasons for much which it
admitted to be feeble and ineffective. The Herald and Post were both
qualified ; felt the performance not to have been a thoroughly successful
one. Letitia arrived. I wrote a note, with order, to Colonel Birch
and to Sir J. Marshall. Forster called, angry about the newspapers to
Mr. Forrest. Wrote an invitation to Bowling. Lay down, my spirits
depressed by the unfair tone of the newspapers, and read over Othello.
At the theatre there was a violent disturbance from the overcrowded
state of the pit ; the audience demanded that the money should be
returned, the play could not be heard. Charles Kemble went forward,
addressed the audience, spoke to Mr. Wallack but by merely tem-
porizing he effected nothing. The first scene ended in dumb show.
Mr. H. Wallack went forward in the next scene, but his speech was
shuffling, evasive anything but an answer to the downright demand
of "Return the money 1 " The audience would not allow the play to
proceed and, at last, after speaking to Mr. Vandenhoff, I went forward.
I said that ' under the circumstances of peculiar inconvenience from
which so many seemed to be suffering, I scarcely knew what to say, and
that if I should say anything that might appear to give offence either to
them or the management, I hoped I should stand excused ; but as the
only means of remedying the present inconvenience and relieving both
those who were desirous of going and those who wished to remain, if
the ladies or gentlemen who could not obtain room would require their
money from the door-keeper, and tell him to charge it to my account,
I should be most happy to be responsible for it.' The whole house
cheered very enthusiastically, and like the sea under the word of
Neptune, the waves were instantly stilled. Kemble said afterwards,
"If he had thought of it, he should have said the same, but it never
entered his head." Voila Kemble ! I was shaken out of my identity
by the disturbance, but I did my best not very good, though Forster,
who came into my room, very kindly thought it was. Was called for
at the end, and went forward. Forster walked to chambers with me.
October 21th. I sent in to Forster, and heard further from him
of the set that is making against me to elevate Mr. Forrest. This is
ungenerous, but as I did not wish to be an ungenerous rival to him,
I again requested Forster not to write in harshness or hostility upon
his performance. He was very peremptory and distinct in his expressed
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resolution to keep his own course. At Garrick Club I saw the papers
the Morning Herald also of yesterday, of which the Editor ought to
be ashamed. It was an effort to abuse and depreciate me, but in the
most positive manifestation of his own ignorance the writer seemed as
if he could not or dared not I do not know what he means. The
play-bills of Drury Lane pronounce Mr. Forrest the " most extraordi-
nary actor of the day." He has never been cheated by, nor punished
the writer it is therefore true! Saw Kemble, Fladgate, and Price, 1
who came to me with a list of names for a complimentary dinner to
Mr. Forrest, asking me to put my name to it. I had no alternative,
but it is very indelicate, to say the very least, that an American should
thus make himself a party in such a business.
October 28th. Mr. G. Dance told me that C. Kemble had been
appointed, without solicitation, to the office of Licenser vice George
Colman, 2 who died the day before yesterday. How poorly he has
shrunk out of existence a man of some talent, much humour and
little principle. Fortune seems to shower her benefits on those who
certainly from their talents and virtues can make little claim to them.
For character, look at C. Kemble what he really is and what he
passes for ! I feel discontented (am I envious?) at seeing place and
wealth conferred so unmeritedly ; but thus it almost always has been,
and I suppose ever will be. They called me to go on the stage, but
I heard one or two voices roaring out "Vandenhoff," and I declined
the honour. I do not know if they had him on. Talfourd came into
my room and seemed very glad to see me. Dow walked home with me
and sat very late. I expressed to him strongly how very much annoyed
and distressed I felt at Forster's expressed resolution to write a severe
article on Mr. Forrest ; he being known to be a friend of mine, my
situation was particularly painful.
October 29t/i. Read Forster's criticism on Mr. Forrest, which
gave me very great pain. I thought it ill-natured and not just
omitting all mention of his merit, with the enumeration of his faults.
I would have done much to have prevented it. Forster came, and
I expressed candidly my dissatisfaction to him. 3
October SQth. Browning arrived, told me of a most exaggerated
1 Stephen Price, manager of the Park Theatre, New York.
1 George Colman the younger (1762-1836) ; dramatist and theatrical manager. He
fulfilled his duties as licenser with scrupulousness and judgment.
3 This article was the origin of Forrest's animus against Macready ; it was evidently one
of Forster's "slashers," and though honestly intended in Macready's interest had the most
disastrous consequences.
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notice of Mr. Forrest's Othello in the Athenaeum " Decius (Mr. C.
Dance) was once my friend ; " he is now the close ally of Mr. Price,
and thus we obtain just and correct criticism. Whilst I was dressing,
Messrs. Forrest, S. Price and Jones arrived. We talked in the draw-
ing-room with Browning and Dow, till the arrival of Talfourd and
Mr. T. R. Price and White. Introduced all to Forrest. Asked him
to take Mrs. Macready down. Spent an agreeable and cheerful after-
noon. My American friends did not return to the drawing-room. I
was very much relieved from any feeling of regret I may have felt in
learning from Talfourd that he .thought Forster's article in the
Examiner borne out in its fidelity by the evidence it gave ; he thought
it well done. Dow and Browning left us early then the Talfourd party.
London, October 31st. Forster and Browning called. Browning,
who said his play of Strafford was finished, soon left. Forster told me
that Bulwer would call at one o'clock. He did, and we discussed the
alterations I had suggested, to which he assented. I advised him to
see Mr. Osbaldiston, and we agreed that the play should be read on
Wednesday. Called at Covent Garden theatre, but Mr. Osbaldiston
was not to be found. Went to Garrick Club, where I dined and saw
newspapers and puffings of Mr. Forrest in all directions : " Mac-
ready's opinion of Mr. Forrest : ' Sir, there has been nothing like him
since Kemble ! ' ' Fact ! Globe. This is rather too bad. My spirits
were low. Every one around me seems helped on by fortune ; I have
the dogged course of labour to pursue with all its uncertainties. Acted
King John tolerably well the second scene with Hubert better than
before by talcing time between the periods of passion.
November 1st. I think I acted Othello well with considerable
spirit, and more pause than I generally allow myself, which is an
undoubted improvement. Dow and his friend came into my room I
wish he would not bring his friends to me ! Forster, and afterwards
Wallace ; Wallace thought I acted pretty well, but not so "well as he
had seen me. I think that this must have referred to a want of
finish in deportment and aplomb, which I have not had in the character
at Covent Garden, from want of notice to prepare myself. Forster
was in my chambers when I reached them. He wished to tell me of
an intrigue that is on foot to secure Knowles's new play to Drury Lane
and Mr. Forrest ; he suspects that Mr. S. Price is concerned in the
purchase or traffic, whatever it may be. Mr. S. Knowles requested the
loan of 50 from me a few days since. I think he might have paid
back the kindness I showed him by giving me at least the refusal of
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his play, as he said to Forster he would do. But I have only known
Mr. Knowles, to know him as a man utterly forgetful of the deepest
obligations ; if I live, I shall see severer retribution than I wish to do.
Forster told me of Browning's play which he praised most highly ; but
I fear he has such an interest in the individual characters, the bio-
graphies of whom he has written, that he is misled as to its dramatic
power ; character to him having the interest of action. Nous verrons I
Heaven speed it ! Amen !
November 2nd. Read Bulwer's play of the Duchess of La Valliere
in Mr. Osbaldiston's room. The actors and actresses were, or seemed
to be, very much pleased with the play, but I cannot put much con-
fidence in them. Going out of Covent Garden theatre I met Mr.
Sheridan Knowles at the door ; he did not seem, because he endeavoured
to seem, at ease in meeting me. He asked, I think, what news? I
told him none, but that his play had been sent to Drury Lane.
"Yes," he said; ' that it was entirely a woman's play, and he could
not trust it to Miss Faucit that I should not have done the man's
part in it.' "Then," I observed, "it is as well you have not given
me the pain of refusing it." I asked him what woman they had at
Drury Lane. He said that they were expecting some one. I answered,
" Yes, Miss Phillips." I then called Mr. Pritchard, spoke to him
a word or two on La Valliere, and left Mr. Knowles rather coolly.
Dined at the Garrick Club, where I also received with marked coolness
the advances of Mr. Bartley. Of what use is it to keep a smiling face ?
They cut your throat or heart while they smile on you Mr. Meadows,
Price, W. Jones ( ! ), Fladgate. Called on Forster; Mr. Mahoney
(Father Prout) called in. Wrote notes to Dow and to Catherine, and
read over part of Ion, which I acted very well ; the audience were quite
tumultuous in their call for me, but I was undressed. Dow came into
my room. Spoke to Mr. H. Wallack about the National Theatre, New
York, and told him I should be happy to receive communications from
them and send them any books, etc. I spoke a long time with Mr.
Osbaldiston, suggesting the expediency of making an offer to Miss
Phillips either by that means to secure her services or to raise her
terms at the other theatre. Osbaldiston agreed to do so.
November 3rd. Called on Miss Martineau, 1 who told me of many
friends she had seen in the United States, and of her intended book
upon the country. I was surprised and sorry to hear her say of
1 Harriet Martineau (1802-1876), the well-known writer, then just returned from a two
years' visit to America.
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Webster 1 that his private character was bad. Alas! Alas! She
liked Clay the best of the American statesmen. She is a very zealous
abolitionist, but, I think, has got some illusive notions on the actual
state of opinion on that perplexing question. She talks more than she
did should I say too much ? and it fatigues one to hold her trumpet
long. She spoke in the warmest terms of Mrs. Butler ; her qualities of
head and heart. Forster and Browning called, and settled next
Wednesday sennight for the reading of the Earl of Strafford. A note
from Bowling. Dined with Forster at the Garrick Club, where I saw
the papers, in which was a quiz upon the Drury Lane players giving
a box to Mr. Forrest in token of their appreciation of his " private
worth." "Price the clown had thrown thirty-one somersaults succes-
sively, for which the company had given him a box in testimony of
their admiration of his talent as a somersault thrower and his worth
as a man, but they had known him a week ! " James Smith, Poole,
Price, Fitzroy Stanhope, etc., dined there and left soon. Murphy and
Raymond came in, and I was indiscreet enough mad enough to let
my "dear judgment out," and lose my temper in speaking of the
Drury Lane proprietors, and Mr. Bunn. Mr. Raymond was first
speaking of his cleverness, and then appeared to doubt the correctness
of the general persuasion that he was a scoundrel. I very foolishly
spoke very vehemently upon the subject. " Oh ! fool ! fool ! fool ! "
November 4th. Acted Brutus in Julius Csesar very, very feebly
crudely badly I was not prepared for it and ought not to have
yielded to the desire of the stupid and ignorant manager. I am
punished for my folly by a complete failure. Such a thing I have not
known these many days. The Senate scene, altered at my instigation,
was very good. The play altogether was bad.
Elstree, November 15th. Lane called with the drawings of Miss
E. Tree and myself, C. Kemble, Mr. and Mrs. Bartley and Mr. Farren.
"An I be not ashamed of my company," etc. My experience of the
professors of my art confirms me in my opinion of their vileness, their
utter un worthiness. Yesterday some of them went to the church,
St. Martin's, where Bannister 2 was buried privately, to pay respect. I
would, if I could, have a police officer stationed in the church where
I may be buried, to take out these vile intruders on the sorrows and
rites of affection and respect. Out upon them ! Odi et arceo !
November 16th. Looked at as much as I could of Othello. Took
all the pains I could with it, and acted it very well. I improve nightly,
I think, in the character from taking time ; I acted it well. The
audience called for me, and received me most enthusiastically. Talfourd
1 Forrest gave a very different account in after years.
8 John Bannister (1760-1836); the original Don Whiskerandos in the Critic; a useful
all-round comedian. He retired from the stage in 1815.
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and White came into my room, and afterwards Dow, who also told
me of the cordial tone of the newspapers on Brutus. Talfourd
and White talked much of Forrest. Talfourd showed me a letter
he had received from Forrest in acknowledgment of his own note with
his book of Ion ; he showed it me in his own words, * that I might
see by the answer the sort of note he had written to Forrest.' This
is poor work ; why should I object to any fair demonstration of respect
to Mr. Forrest's good qualities as a man, or his talents as an artist?
I do not but Talfourd is a weak, an inconsistent, not a sterling man.
I do not like the mode of showing me the letter. 1 Talfourd wished me
to dine with him on Sunday. I could not. Endeavoured to see Mr.
Osbaldiston, or Mr. Wallack, about Bulwer's play. Could not. Went
to the oyster shop on my way to chambers ; called on Forster, found
Cattermole there, talked over an edition of Shakspeare to be illus-
trated by him. Forster talked of a critical work on my performances
after I had left the stage. I was pleased to hear him speak of it.
November 18t/i. Rose late I do not know why ; read the news-
paper, in which I was pleased to see that the attempt of Bunn to get
a new trial v. Vandenhoff was defeated ; it is now established by law
that a manager cannot be guilty of the infamous injustice this wretch
was guilty of last season driving away Miss Tree, Messrs. Harley,
Yarnold, at his will against their express engagements. Forster called,
but had no conclusive information to give me respecting Bulwer's play.
I fear it ; I see clearly that Forster has apprehensions about it as a
reading play, which I had not ; and I have my misgivings, from the
mode in which it will be acted, of its success in representation.
November IQth. Browning came with Dow to bring me his tragedy
of Strafford ; the fourth act was incomplete. I requested him to write
in the plot of what was deficient. Dow drove me to the Garrick Club,
while Browning wrote out the story of the omitted parts. I found
remaining of the party of eighteen who sat down to the dinner given
to Mr. Forrest himself, Talfourd (in the Chair), Mr. Blood opposite,
S. Price, C. Kemble, W. Jones, Zachary ( !), Dance, Murphy, Ray-
mond and three others unknown. I greeted Forrest, and told him I
was anxious to be among his hosts ; Talfourd mentioned that my
health had been drunk very cordially, but repeated it in my presence.
I was drunk to, and briefly stated that " the attention was unex-
1 Talfourd was evidently aware of Macready's extreme susceptibility on matters affecting
his professional position, and not unnaturally wished to protect himself against any ground
for grievance or complaint.
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pected ; that I came to pay, not to receive, a compliment ; and could
assure my highly-talented friend that no one extended the hand
of welcome to him more fervently or sincerely than myself, in doing
which I only endeavoured to repay a small part of the debt of gratitude
which had been heaped on me by the kindness of his countrymen,' etc.
C. Kemble wished that we should take wine together, which we did.
Browning and Dow soon summoned me, and I received the MS., started
in a cab to Kilburn, where I found a chaise, vice fly, waiting for me.
I bought a couple of cigars and smoked to Edgware. Got comfortably
to Elstree and found, thank God, all in tolerable health.
Elstree, November 20th. Applied myself to the perusal of Brown-
ing's MS. of Strafford. I was greatly pleased with it, read portions
of it to Catherine and Letitia. My little remainder of the day was
spent with my darling children playing with and telling them stories.
London, November 21st. Browning called in some anxiety to have
my opinion of his play. I told it frankly, and he was very much
pleased, agreeing in my objections, and promising to do everything
needful to the play's amendment. He sat very long. Read some
part of Brutus acted the part partially well not altogether. Dow
came into my room, having previously seen Mr. Booth's l appearance
in Gloucester ; he thought it very bad. Went with Dow to an oyster
shop, and thence we adjourned to my chambers, where I gave him tea.
Letters from Mr. Freeman about his trash, which he calls a tragedy
of A masis ; from Mr. Lazarus I wish he were in Abraham's bosom.
November 22nd. Forster called about nothing. I spoke to him
of the importance of his new undertaking, and that he should not
trifle with it. I fear he gives too much to indulgence to carve out a
great reputation " to scorn delights and live laborious days " is no
more his motto than that of many others ; and yet it is the only one
under which to be secure of advancing. Forster called with Brown-
ing's MS. Mr. Booth, I perceive, has made a signal failure last night.
Talfourd came in ; Forster, Dow. I thought Forster in rather a
splenetic mood. There is a want of manly consistency in Talfourd's
character which is not pleasing to his intimate acquaintance. I do not
admire it. Forster was annoyed with his praise of Mr. Forrest. The
conversation turned on Miss Mitford, who, it seems, has been making
application to Mr. Forrest to act Rienzi a new play of hers to be
written. I made some observations on Miss M - not very com-
1 Junius Brutus Booth (1795-1852) ; tragedian. He played chiefly in America. He had
failed as Richard III at Covent Garden some years previously.
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plimentary, which Talfourd did not seem to like, I thought. I cannot
understand this sort of capricious siding with a person whom he has
proved so base and worthless. When I compare the demeanour of
Talfourd now, and his frank, unembarrassed heartiness, speaking out
in looks, words, and actions, a year ago, I am reluctantly obliged to let
go the half-belief, half-hope, to which I clung, that no change had
taken place. I must say I now feel it too true. It is a painful admis-
sion, but one I am forced upon. In my own conduct I can find no
grounds for this falling off ; he is not a high-minded man ; he is, and
ever has been, compromising, in some cases to a degree of servility
I may almost say meanness. This has seemed to me arising from, and
in some degree explained, if not excused, by his timidity of disposition.
It is very painful to me to entertain such opinions, but I believe the
" cooling " of this " hot friend " began in the ardour and successful
issue of my exertions for his play, and settled in his own weak and
timorous advocacy of my cause. He is not what he has been, when he
had a play in prospect of performance, which performance could only
have been effected by myself, and was undertaken solely because I
believed it "would make him happy. I have nothing in his case with
which I can accuse myself. 1
Elstree, November 23rd. Began very attentively to read over the
tragedy of Straff ord, in which I find more grounds for exception than
I had anticipated. I had been too much carried away by the truth of
character to observe the meanness of plot, and occasional obscurity.
Went into the garden to induce my children to exercise ; set them at
play and returned to my work on Strafford.
London, November 24t7i. Browning called, and I told him that
I could not look at his play again until Bulwer's was produced, in which
he acquiesced. Dow called when I was trying to snatch a few minutes'
sleep ; he told me that the Age abused me in Brutus for having a " pug
nose and massive face." I laughed sincerely. Acted Brutus very well,
better on the whole than I think I had done before. Talfourd came
into my room, and gave me the book (bound) of Ion for Birth. I was
much pleased with it. He told me that he had had a letter from Miss
Mitford, informing him that she had written to Mr. Forrest, and that
1 Macready's attitude to Talfourd was at this time largely dominated by his resentment
at the proceedings in the Bunn case, in which he considered that Talfourd ought to have
taken a much stronger line as his advocate. Brooding over this grievance, he allowed
himself to conjure up suspicions, which, in view of Talfourd's acknowledged character, had
little justification. The incident illustrates the desirability of trusting your fortunes in a
Court of Law to any one but your "own familiar friend."
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her father had settled with him that he was to play Otto after Christmas,
and that, her novel being postponed, she was to finish her play imme-
diately. I have no faith in her power of writing a play, and to that
opinion Talfourd subscribed to-night concurring in all I thought of
her falsehood and baseness! He asked me to dine on Saturday when
Lane dines with him to which I assented.
November 26th. Went to Talfourd's. Met Kenyon, whom I
much like, White, Lane, and some agreeable men. Found on my
return to chambers a note from a Mr. Milford, asking my autograph.
Talfourd had mentioned his intention of making a book of the auto-
graphs of the distinguished persons from whom he had received letters
on his Ion a most interesting collection, and what a treasure to the
child who inherits it.
Elstree, November With. Dr. Elliotson arrived. 1 Saw and pre-
scribed for Letitia; he took tea with us. I liked him very much. He
talked of Dr. Gregory, 2 the homoeopathic system, of which he expressed
the absurdity, and other subjects very agreeably. I gave him a cheque
for twelve guineas, which I hope was right, thanked him, and he left
us greatly relieved by his visit.
London, November 29fr. Dow and Forster came into my room
from Drury Lane, where they had been attending the representation
of Knowles's new play, the Wrecker's Daughter. They both agreed
in the opinion that it was not good, indifferently acted, and melo-
dramatic in its plot and construction ; that it would not be greatly
attractive. When Knowles parted with his purity of mind, he threw
away the great power of simplicity and truth that made him so strong.
Delilah has shorn the head of Samson !
November 3Qth. Went to rehearsal. Bulwer came with Forster;
went over part of the play. Is the frank the volunteered expression
of admiration and partiality of the part of Miss simplicity, deceit,
coquetry, or passion? I really do not know, but suspect that neither
the first nor last have much to do with it. Mr. Farren has, in my
mind, seriously injured this play by his intrusion of himself into the
part of Lauzun. He does not understand it. He is a very, very
ignorant man. Sent coat of arms to Johnson and Allen, coachmakers.
1 John Elliotson (1791-1868) ; an eminent London physician ; professor of medicine
in the University of London, a post which he was compelled to relinquish owing to his
practice of mesmerism. He was consulted by, and intimate with many distinguished literary
men of the day, among them Thackeray, who dedicated to him one of his novels.
2 Probably George Gregory (1790-1853); F.R.S., F.R.C.P., author of Elements of the
Theory and Practice of Physic.
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I already repent the order for the carriage, and wish my money in my
pocket and the horse in Yorkshire. Acted King John tolerably well,
but was much less applauded than either Miss Faucit or Kemble. I do
not think that the low prices raise the judgment of the audience, for
they hail rant and roar with an ardent spirit of reciprocity.
December 1st. Saw the papers and was amused to read the Times'
criticism on Mr. Forrest's Macbeth as "inferior to his former efforts
in the last act tame and not sufficiently studied deficient in that
robust power, which is the main characteristic and essential quality of
his acting " his " variations of tone not in accordance with the text " ;
but "it is questionable if his second act could be surpassed by any
actor now on the stage on the whole, considering the state of the
stage, the performance is entitled to considerable praise." Has
Forster said worse than this? He has spoken truth honestly and not
like a craven parasite, as the writer of this recanting article is. It is
too bad. Went to the Garrick Club ; took up Post, saw that it was
a flaming panegyric upon Macbeth, about which even the play-bills are
cold, and laid it down again. Saw a notice of myself in Brutus in the
Athenseum trash! Saw Mr. H. Harris, now an old man twenty
years ago in all the lustihood of youth and vigour careworn and fast
falling to a wreck! Oh, my God! what is this life? what is my
life? days worn out without the least improvement of mind, without
any enjoyment, merely to get the means of living ! Good fortune
seems to help the base and profligate.
December 2nd. Acted Othello with earnestness and spirit, but
occasionally weak as to physical power ; very much applauded, and in
possession of the audience ; heard that Mrs. Butler l was in the theatre
before the fifth act, and from a feeling of pique which I cannot alto-
gether account for, except that I thought her an impostor in the art,
took particular pains with the last scene, and played it very powerfully ;
was much applauded, and heard a call begun for me as I left the stage.
The prompter came to my room for me, but when I reached the stage
I heard that Mr. Kemble ( !) had gone on ; this was too good, so I
observed that they would no doubt be quiet, and returned. This was
either a most extraordinary freak in the audience, or a most consum-
mate piece of Jesuitical impertinence in him to make something of
himself before his daughter. I was not very pleased, but showed no
feeling about it.
December 5th. Acted Brutus fairly ; was much struck by a person
1 Fanny Kemble.
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whom I thought to be Mrs. Butler leaning forward with looks of
extreme intense fondness on C. Kemble, when he stood in his military
dress in the last act of the play. Lane l was behind the scenes, making
a sketch of C. Kemble (pourquoi ?). Talfourd came into my room,
and after dressing went with me to the Garrick Club, where we
discussed a supper and Mr. Forrest's merits with Poole, Douglas,
White, etc.
December 6th. Miss Huddart, to my great surprise, called, and sat
an unreasonably long time, informing me of the performers of Drury
Lane having been recommended to make an " offer " of their salaries
till Christmas to Mr. Bunn ; also mentioning the utter failure of Mr.
Forrest in Macbeth, and Mr. Abbott's regret at having been led into
such a mistake as to think him a man of genius.
December 1th. Went to rehearsal of La Valliere. Mrs. Glover
observed to me, hoping I should not be offended at the observation,
that she had never seen such an improvement in any person as in myself
lately. I told her I was extremely gratified to hear her say so, since
every art needed study and was progressive in its course towards
perfection. Rehearsed Bragelone. 2 I cannot make out Miss .
December Sth. A note from Miss Huddart, informing me of the
submission to Mr. Bunn's or Mr. Dunn's proposal of yielding, in
addition to the salary of the past week, half their salaries till Christmas ;
the beast is made for the burthen the player is fashioned to paltry
oppression. Called at the Garrick Club, where I saw Mr. Meadows,
Planche, and C. Dance, who were speaking of the exaction made upon
the Drury Lane Company. Dow called, and half-amused, half-
displeased me by his folly, and utter want of judgment, in railing at
Mr. C. Kemble for advertising singly in the newspapers his Benefit, and
not in all at once, by which accident he, Dow, not seeing the announce-
ment until three days after the first advertisement, was too late to get
places. No name was bad enough for Kemble. I endeavoured to con-
vince him of his absurdity, but when he inclines to stupidity and folly
of this kind, he knows no mean ; he is donkey from ears to hoofs.
Acted Macbeth to an indifferent house in a very earnest and grand
manner. I think I was very good ; called for by the audience, but
declined going on.
December 9th. Went much fatigued to an early rehearsal of La
Valliere, of which I begin to entertain strong and painful apprehen-
1 John Bryant Lane (1788-1868) ; portrait painter.
* Macready's part in Bulwer's play, La Valltirc.
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sions. Mr. Farren does not convey to me the least tinge of resemblance
to the character of Lauzun. Webster l seems very unmeaning and
inefficient in Montespan ; Vandenhoff not very impassioned in the King,
Miss Pelham awfully bad in Madame Montespan, and Miss Faucit
frequently feeble and monotonous in La Valliere. I do not feel that
I can do anything worthy of myself in the part, but I will do my
utmost. Bulwer and Count D'Orsay 2 were at rehearsal. The necessity
of deferring the play until after Christmas was suggested, and upon
reflection espoused by Bulwer. Dined at that vulgar place, the Garrick
Club, where the principal conversation is eating, drinking, or the
American Presidency ! It is really a disgusting place. Mr. Price in
reference to his falsehood of Wednesday, admitted that Mr. G. Ray-
mond had been misinformed. Saw newspapers, in one of which, the
Morning Chronicle, was a letter containing unqualified abuse of me in
Othello praising Messrs. Kemble, Young and Pope (!) in the part,
depreciating Kean, and extolling C. Kemble as a " Cassio and a man "
beyond all Cassios and all men. I strongly suspect this attack to be
the production of an ignorant coxcomb who writes the notices in Cum-
berland's Theatre and signs himself D G . Read some
amusing papers of Theodore Hook's in the New Monthly. Coming to
my chambers lost more than an hour in disgust and ill-humour at the
liability to insult and injury under which my calling lays me. What
have we in this unhappy art to compensate for what we endure the
mischievous puncture of such a rude goad as this wretch's abuse gives
more pain than Bulwer's or D'Orsay's eulogy can give pleasure. Bulwer
and Forster called to consult with me on Osbaldiston's proposed post-
ponement of La Valliere to Christmas week. I concurred. Wrote a
note to O'Hanlon about the Morning Chronicle attack.
December 10t7i. Acted Brutus particularly well. Lady Blessing-
ton and Count D'Orsay 2 were there, and I took pains. I felt the part ;
I think I may say "J'ttois le personnage." Forster came into my
room and told me they were delighted.
December \3th. Called on Forster, and proposed to him to write
1 Benjamin Nottingham Webster (1797-1882) ; afterwards the popular manager of the
Haymarket and Adelphi theatres; from 1829 he took rank as a leading London comedian.
1 Count D'Orsay (1801-1852) was then at the height of his vogue as an "exquisite."
Macready, who soon afterwards became acquainted with the Count and Lady Blessington,
appears to have entertained an unqualified regard for him, in spite of shortcomings which
he would have severely denounced in members of his own fraternity. D'Orsay, in fact,
stripped of his social glamour was anything but an estimable character, and it is surprising
to find so austere a moralist as Macready a frequent visitor of the tarnished D'Orsay-
Blessington establishment.
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a courteous valedictory notice of Mr. Forrest, disclaiming personal
feelings and paying a tribute to his private character. Forster very
decidedly refused upon the belief or suspicion that Mr. Forrest had
looked, if not with a gratified, at least an indifferent eye upon the
attacks that had been made upon me.
December 15th. Acted Brutus moderately. Was weak enough to
retort on Mr. Vandenhoff the tricks to which he has nightly resorted
in Othello, and latterly in Cassius, to deprive my effects of their
applause. He wanted the hint and I gave him a strong one; he is a
most unfair actor a regular Jesuit he was very angry, but dared not
show it beyond his discontented look. C. Kemble seems very gloomy
or glum.
London, December 20th. Browning called and left with me the
omitted scenes in his play. I called on Forster, who reported to me of
Mr. Forrest's Virginius last night that it was the worst of his per-
formances he almost seems now in each new character to fit to himself
the line: "But worse remains behind." Lay down on the sofa and
read part of Brutus. Acted the character well with energy, dignity,
and freshness. I was anxious to do so, and I felt my own superiority.
Mr. Vandenhoff again resorted to his dirty tricks of endeavouring to
impede my effects, and take the applause from them, but I left him
to the enjoyment of his unavailing efforts, and made my character
stand conspicuously foremost in his despite. At the end of the play
Mr. Kemble lingered in a ridiculous manner about the scenes, so that
I was forced to pass by him. I heard some noise afterwards and sent
to see if the audience were not applauding on the occasion of Mr.
Kemble "going forward." The prompter came to say that the
audience were calling for me, Mr. Kemble having gone on ; I merely
observed that I should not go. I cannot believe that the sense of the
audience (if sense were indeed among them) could be in favour of paying
a compliment to the worst among the leading actors of the play, and
for such a miserable performance as is the Mark Antony of Mr.
C. Kemble, and that at the expense of those who stood before him.
If they did it was very insulting, whether through ignorance or
prejudice. Mrs. Butler and Miss Kemble x were behind the scenes, but
I did not look at them. I thought the latter, whom I saw before I
knew who she was, a very pretty girl. Dow came into my room, and
corroborated the account of Forster regarding Mr. Forrest's Virginius.
1 Adelaide Kemble (1814-1879); afterwards Mrs. Sartoris, singer and authoress;
daughter of Charles Kemble and sister of Mrs. Butler.
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He spoke of it as a failure, unredeemed and even offensive ; doubting
if he would return to London. Read over the omitted scene in Brown-
ing's play of Straff ord, which still is not up to the high- water mark.
I have performed for the last time with Mr. C. Kemble my profes-
sional account is closed with him, and I part with him without regret
or esteem. As an artist, I think him by comparison good in second
and third-rate characters ; excellent in parts of them, as in the
drunkenness of Cassio, but complete in scarcely any, great in none,
and very bad in those of a higher class. There is no character, no
assumption in anything he does the only difference between the
serious scenes of Cassio and Mark Antony are, with him, a Roman-
looking dress in this and in the other doublet and hose.
December 24t/i. The coldness of the morning contested with my
good resolutions the hour of quitting my bed, but I was not late.
After breakfast I lost some time in calculating and reflecting on my
means, and my chance of increasing them. Last night Mr. C. Kemble
left the stage with an income of, at least I should suppose, 1200. 1
Seven years ago or indeed five years ago, this man, after having
enjoyed an excellent income all his married life, was worse than
nothing ! With a moderate degree of talent, without learning, with-
out one amiable or estimable trait of character, he makes us wonder at
his good fortune, and would create discontent and doubt in the minds
of those who believed the recompenses of Providence to be distributed
in this world. It has been his luck and luck, as the sun shines, smiles
indiscriminately.
December SOth. In the course of the morning Bulwer came to the
theatre, and I mentioned to him the omissions I had suggested and
left for his approval in all of which he acquiesced. Acted Ion with
considerable care, and with considerable effect ; was in some sort inter-
rupted by the noise of the galleries. Talfourd came into my room
and was as usual delighted with the performance; he wished us to
dine, if in town, en famille on Sunday and on going away hoped I
would "promote the repetition of Ion."
1 This was derived from the place given to him by Government .500 per annum and
the interest of the money made by Fanny Kemble in the States.
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January 2nd. Acted Lord Hastings very, very ill indeed, in the
worst possible taste and style. I really am ashamed to think of it ;
the audience applauded, but I deserve some reprobation. I have no
right to trifle with any, the least important, character ; whatever is
good enough to play is good enough to play well, and I could have
acted this character very well if I had prepared myself as I should
have done. Without study I can do nothing. I am worse than a
common nightly drudge.
January 3rd. Before I rose thought over some scenes of Brage-
lone ; saw Mr. Brewster and arranged my coiffure with him. Griffiths
called also about my dress. Went to theatre, found they had begun
before the appointed time. Rehearsed Bragelone ; suggested some
improvements in the arrangements of the last scene. Tried on and
settled my dress. Bulwer and Forster were there ; Bulwer liked what
I did, but authors are no judges of the performance of their own plays.
The rehearsal was not over till past four o'clock. Read the Times,
which highly-principled paper is the advocate of Mr. Bunn. Wrote
to Kenny, requesting him to withdraw my name from the candidates'
list at the Atheneeum Club.
January 4>th. Sent to inquire after Mrs. Fitzgerald to Brewster
and to Thresher's. Sent also my note to Kenny, requesting him to
withdraw my name from the Athenaeum books. I feel relieved in
having done so, as there would be little convenience, great expense, and
no compliment in my election, and my rejection, independently of the
mortification it would cause me, might be used by my enemies to my
disadvantage. Received, in a note from Forster, an invitation to
supper from Lady Blessington. Acted Bragelone well, with earnest-
ness and freshness ; some passages were deficient in polish. Being
called for, I did not choose to go on without Miss Faucit, whom I led
forward. The applause was fervent, but there had been considerable
impatience manifested through the play, which did not end until eleven
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o'clock. I fear it will not have any considerable success. Dow, Fitz-
gerald, Browning, Talfourd and his son Frank, C. Duller, came into
my room ; they all seemed to think much of my performance, but
otherwise thought the play much under-acted. It was shamefully
performed. Bulwer came in when they had gone, and in the most
energetic and ardent manner thanked me for my performance, and
for making him cut out the first scene of the fifth act, which I had
done. Mr. Standish took Forster and myself to Lady Blessington's ;
Count D'Orsay and herself received me most warmly. We had too
rich a supper ; our talk was all on the play. Bulwer did not seem
happy his mind was " away ! away ! " Byng and Chorley 1 were
there. Bulwer drove me'home, all his talk was La Valliere.
January 5th. Sent for the newspapers ; they were all in a faint
tone, except the Times, which was maliciously abusive. A very kind
note of thanks for my performance from Fred. Reynolds. Forster
called, and accompanied me to the theatre, where the process of cut-
ting was in act. Bulwer was there ; Forster proposed his own rearrange-
ment, which was acceded to. Mr. Farren came to explain to me that
" merely to oblige the theatre, Mr. Bulwer, etc., he had undertaken
Lauzun, which was not in his line " ; this part, and only this the man
insisted on doing, and certainly was one of the causes of the play's
ill-success. Received a play (oh !) and a note, full of admiration,
from a Mrs. Warton. No wonder that a player is vain, the praise he
gets is so immediately to his face. R. Price and Talfourd came.
Very absurdly lost a guinea in a wager with Dow about the Times
criticism a just punishment, but one I cannot with propriety
afford.
January 6th. Bulwer and Forster called about my note, and after
talking on the proposed omission of the third act, on which I did not
feel competent to speak decisively, they left me to urge it on Mr.
Osbaldiston. I agreed that it was a desperate experiment, but per-
haps worth making. Acted pretty well. I thought Miss Faucit was
inclined to play some tricks to mar my effects, but it did not much
disconcert me. I was called for, and went on ; as far as I could judge,
the play seemed to run on very smoothly, but I heard that there was
disapprobation expressed at the short third act not ten minutes long !
Bulwer, full of delight at my performance, came into my room with
Forster. They have concocted some plan for a new scene for me
1 Henry Fothergill Chorley (1808-1872) ; a well-known musical critic, for many years on
the staff of the Athenaum.
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to which I decidedly objected ; indeed, as far as I can judge, it would
destroy the character.
January 1th. A note from Bulwer came couched in the strongest
terms, asking as " a personal favour " that I would act the scene he
had written and sent me. I did not stay to read the scene, but wrote
back by his servant to say that I could not resist the impulse of
striving to show my appreciation of the honour he had done me, and
that I would do it. Forster called, and I explained to him wherein I
thought it hazardous and impolitic, but he seemed to regard it as
another desperate stroke to retrieve the cast-down nature of Bulwer's
fame. I felt it so, and did not repent having assented. Note from
Count D'Orsay as if to urge me to do it, I could only send a verbal
answer. My domestic affairs occupied me much ; I left directions for
Richard and went to the theatre. Bulwer again expressed himself most
deeply obliged to me; he and Forster came into my room.
Elstree, January 8th. Read over both to correct and to study
the introduced scene of Bragelone. There is nothing in it, and no
play can derive strength from a scene which is not missed when omitted,
and which does not contain some new and striking effect with regard
to the character. I think this has no power, and is merely to make
time ! the worst motive for a scene.
January 9th. Heard the children go through part of their lessons,
and was delighted with their progress. Received a letter from Bulwer
with some brief alterations. I hope he does not flatter himself with
too sanguine hope, but under any result I must admire the indomitable
resolution that struggles to the last against defeat ; it deserves to
triumph. Returned to the new scene and went over the whole part of
Bragelone who is now the play.
London, January lOt/i. Forster called, and I inquired of him how
far I was right in the alterations I had made in the scene. He smiled
at me, which decided me in retaining the original of Bulwer which
was very feeble. Went to theatre, anxious to make an effort with
Bragelone, but did not act the part to satisfy myself, being discon-
certed by the inaudibility of Miss Faucit, who was ill, and the nervous-
ness I endured about the new scene. Was called for by the audience,
and went forward. Bulwer came into my room, and was in very good
spirits. I did not myself feel the play to go so well as he, Messrs.
Osbaldiston and Wallack seemed to think it had done ; and I fear the
report of it will not be very cordial. Bulwer took Forster and myself
in his cab to the Albion, Aldersgate Street, where the Garrick Club
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gave their complimentary dinner to C. Kemble. I went into the
room, and after looking at the several tables for some one whom I
knew, sat on a vacant chair at the bottom of the L. Table near Mr.
Blood and Captain Williams. I was beckoned soon to the cross-table
and taken there by Captain Williams and placed between Sir G.
Warrender and Standish. Sir G. Warrender introduced me to the
Chairman, Lord Francis Egerton. Mr. Knowles returned thanks for
the dramatic authors in a very rambling drunken speech it was
nothing, and a little worse. Captain W - had come to me twice or
three times, to ask me to return thanks when "The stage and its
professors " was drunk. I declined, but saw at last that I had no
power of retreat. The toast was given by Mr. S. Price, in rather a
confused manner, and his want of self-possession restored my con-
fidence. I replied, first, to him in reference to his allusion to the
American stage expressing the cordial feeling that all actors felt
towards that country who had visited it, and of my own particular
attachment to it ; that the toast which had been given, in referring
to what we possessed, made us more strongly feel what we had to
deplore ; that the sentiment of regret was universal among the members
of the profession at the loss of our guest, and that none was more
sorry to lose his companionship than myself, when I reflected how, in
" many a well-fought field, we had kept together in our chivalry " ;
that I was only expressing the general feeling of the professors of the
art in congratulating him upon and lamenting his retirement, and
that I only uttered their wishes in my desire for every joy, every good,
that the remainder of his life could give him. This was very well
received, and as good a complimentary effusion as I could , hope to
make, where my heart was not interested and my esteem was not con-
ciliated. Supped on oysters, as I came home with Forster. I forgot
to notice Mr. Yates's speech, which was in the worst style and taste
of the worst green-room.
January llt/i. A note from Bui we r with the altered passage of
the introduced scene ; informing me also that Mr. Farren had written
to him to be removed from the part of Lauzun ; really the ignorant
effrontery of this empty coxcomb is most offensive.
January \%th. Forster called and told me that Osbaldiston had
written to Bulwer on the ill-success of the play, wishing to modify
the terms agreed on the shabby fellow ! Bulwer behaved like himself
like a gentleman in a high-minded and proper manner.
January 16th. Lay down and tried to think of Hamlet. Acted
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the character pretty well ; the effect of the influenza in the house
obliged me to pitch my voice (for the sake of overmastering the coughs)
in an unusually high key, which in some measure, I think, interfered
with the nicety of many touches, but there was a good deal of earnest-
ness in the performance. The play was disgracefully disgustingly
acted Mrs. W. West, Mr. Thompson, Mr. G. Bennett are really
unfit persons to place in important characters on such a stage ! This
does not justify my loss of temper, which I have again to bewail and
condemn ; but, indeed, the conduct of the stage is most disgraceful.
I was called for after the performance, and very warmly received.
January 17th. After dinner read over the part of Bragelone.
Bulwer has, I fear, added very little to the general effect of the play
by the insertion of the new scene, and in my particular case he has
done actual mischief. If he has not diminished the interest by lessen-
ing the probability (which, I think, he has) in the too sudden change
of Bragelone from the warrior to the monk yet he has so flurried
me, so thrown me off my centre by the want of due preparation and
proper harmonizing of the scene with the rest of the character, and
so distresses me nightly by the hurry and fret into which I am thrown
by the very brief allowance of time for my metamorphosis, that I am
confident he would have acted more judiciously in leaving the play as
it stood on the third night or of restoring some other person's scene.
Acted Bragelone as well as I could, but not well. I am spoiled in it
by Bulwer's injudicious amendments. There was disapprobation at
the end of the play. Bulwer looked into my room for a minute in the
middle of the play.
January ISth. Forster inquired of me if I were willing to under-
take an edition of Shakspeare. I said that I should like the task,
and had thought of it, but that I could not venture on the attempt
whilst occupied with my profession. He said Moxon x was the person
who wished it, and that he would speak of it as a thing for my hours
of retirement. Met Miss Stephens, 2 Miss Johnson, her niece and her
brother; Miss Stephens! " the cynosure of neighbouring eyes!"
We talked very cordially, she asking me why I did not sometimes call
as I passed, and observing that she had never been so happy as when
1 Edward Moxon (1801-1858) ; one of the most enlightened and discriminating publishers
of the nineteenth century ; also a graceful verse-writer. Published for Landor and
Wordsworth ; also for Tennyson, Browning, Barry Cornwall, Patmore, and other Victorian
poets. He married Iamb's adopted daughter, Emma Isola (see note, p. 92).
1 Catherine Stephens (1794-1882) ; the celebrated ballad-singer, also a considerable
actress ; retired from the stage in 1835, and married the fifth Earl of Essex in 1838.
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she was on the stage. Ah, me ! how much I wish I had her means of
being free from it. Very much fatigued, went to the theatre; took
pains and, though a little put out by Miss Faucit's inopportune coughs,
acted well.
January \9th. Mrs. Fitzwaylett called. In answer to my in-
quiries she told me she had ten shillings per week six children and
a sick husband; that Lady Byron, 1 who had found her in such a
state of destitution at Ramsgate, had written to Mrs. H. Siddons about
her, but had given no other assistance of any kind whatsoever. Is
this a specimen of evangelical charity? I told her I would do what I
could, giving her ten shillings.
January 23rd. Forster called among other things mentioned
that Trelawney 2 had said Mrs. Butler was so delighted with the per-
formance of Bragelone on Friday that she had requested her father
to introduce me to her, which he had promised to do. In what way I
cannot exactly foresee. Browning, with all his kind heart, called and
sat a few minutes.
Manchester, February 6th. Clarke talked much of Mr. C. Eean,
giving his opinion that he would not succeed in London, that he did
not improve; it is natural to ask how should he. He observed that
he was arrogant and extravagant lived at hotels and squandered his
money. This young man ought to have started into wisdom from
the sight and consequence of his father's follies and vices, but it is not
improbable that he has been spoiled. It is very hard (qu. is it pos-
sible?) for a person on the stage to preserve a well-regulated mind.
Called on Mrs. Clarke, who is in the same house with me. She gave
me an account of Mr. C. Mathews, not much dissimilar to that I had
just heard of Mr. C. Kean. Bitter and galling hours of wounded pride
and repentant self-accusations seem to be laid up for those young men.
Read a few pages of Goldoni. Slept a little and looked over part of
Macbeth. Acted the part with energy and discrimination the
audience seemed to be riveted by the performance ; they were loud in
their calls for a re-appearance, and very enthusiastic in their reception
1 The widow of the poet ; her charity as a rule was not of the open-handed order, one
of the many characteristics in which she presented a marked contrast to her much-maligned
husband. The more that is known of Lady Byron the less cause is there for surprise that
her marriage resulted as it did. Not content with helping to wreck Byron's life, she spared
no pains to brand his memory with infamy after he had been nearly half a century in the
grave ; but time, however tardily, has now done justice to them both.
1 Presumably Edward John Trelawney (1792-1881), well known as the friend of Byron
and Shelley.
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of me, when I went on the stage. I was exceedingly distressed by
extreme weakness, and my cough. I endeavoured to get through the
play without the assistance of wine, but was compelled to have recourse
to a small quantity. Was very, very much fatigued, and I thought
to myself surely this is earning bread by the brow's sweat.
February 10th. Going to the theatre in the rain, I expected but
an indifferent house; was most agreeably surprised when I went on
the stage to see a very well-filled theatre ; was very anxious to act well,
and did as well as the drawbacks of the inefficient representatives of
the other characters would let me. I was gratified to see the play of
Ion go so well. I was called for and very warmly received at the end
of the play. The actors here, who are very bad, and very conceited,
wish to show me their low estimation of me by an absence of all
courtesy. They are welcome to do so. Condy came into my room,
to express his surprise and pleasure at the effect of the play. Miss
Faucit asked me to write in her album, which I did some lines from
Metastasio. The house was excellent, thank God !
February 25th. At my lodgings read with great interest the con-
clusion of the debate on the Irish Municipal Bill, with Sheil's splendid
speech. Let those who think little of the advantages of labour look
at the result of that man's application. Like Demosthenes, he was
hissed at the Catholic Association when in its infant state, and is now
the most eloquent man in the Imperial Parliament. 1 On one occasion
that he was hissed, he extorted the applause of his assailants by
observing to them : "You may hiss, but you cannot sting! "
February 26t7i. Colonel D'Aguilar seemed to think that Lord
Mulgrave was much more a man of pleasure than of business. He is
a man of some talent, but I begin to suspect it is not of great depth
or extent. 2
1 Lord Chief Justice Bushe thus described Shell's oratory : " His mind is one of the
richest in poetry and eloquence I ever knew. For the purpose of producing an effect upon
a popular audience in Ireland I consider him as standing in the very first rank. He seems
to me to have high powers for didactic poetry. The rich poetical invectives with which his
speeches abound, if versified, would be fine satirical poems." In 1837 Sheil probably
deserved Macready's description, though in Stanley, Macaulay and Whittle Harvey (see
note, p. 223) with, in the Upper House, Grey, Lyndhurst and Brougham, he had by no means
inconsiderable competitors.
1 Macready's judgment of Lord Mulgrave (afterwards Lord Normanby) was on the whole
correct. He was no statesman, in the higher sense of the term, and far from successful as
a diplomatist. Having held various Cabinet offices, besides serving as Irish viceroy and
ambassador at Paris, he ended his public career in the second-rate position of Minister at
Florence, where his diplomatic achievements were less notable than his wife's entertain-
ments. She had a pretty wit, and one of her mots is still quoted in Florence with lively
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March 1st. Calcraft called, under the annoyance of having been
refused a " command " by Lord Mulgrave. For a professed patron
of the art, who, as such, is President of the Garrick Club, and besides
takes pleasure in private theatricals, to refuse his patronage to a
leading artist, and that upon the request of a person like Calcraft, who
explained to him the necessity of the case, and its importance to him
especially as he " dragooned " him (to quote Calcraft 's expression)
into the Italian's engagement, which has cost C - above 700 to
refuse his name under such circumstances was neither good-natured
nor liberal. I think it directly the reverse. Calcraft asked me if I
had received an invitation from the Castle, and expressed his surprise
that I had not. I do not expect one, nor do I wish one. If I were
in fashion I should be sought. These things do not reach me.
March 2nd. Spoke with Calcraft about the future plays, and he,
of course, recurred to the ill-natured refusal of Lord Mulgrave. I am
not sorry to see these traits, which at once display a man's character.
Mulgrave is good-tempered, but particularly selfish and very vain,
which renders any services he may confer on others indulgences of his
own self-love, and not benevolences ; he is a man of the world, in its
most sordid acceptation, and a man likely to be very popular with those
who see little of him his manners are most agreeable.
March 3rd. From time to time and sometimes for hours to-
gether my heart has been racked with the torture I have endured
in recalling the calumnious misstatements, the slanderous misrepre-
sentations, and base insinuations of that unprincipled man, Thesiger,
in his charges against me in the trial ; my determination to retaliate
upon him a palpable disgrace, though sometimes it has relaxed before
the arguments of religion and reason, has always been resumed and
has become fixed in my mind. I now see that if I longer allow such
thoughts and feelings place, I must abandon the hope and intention
of purifying my mind I cannot make a bargain (for such would be
the gross and impious fact) for the indulgence of a particular sin with
God or my conscience for it is the same thing. It cost me some
very severe struggles to resolve to submit to the opprobrium cast upon
me, and leave to time to give that contradiction to my calumniator,
which he ought to receive, and to repose upon the clearness of my
own conscience. But I have done it I have relinquished my inten-
appreciation. The Brownings with their child were then resident there, and on one occasion
when Lady Normanby only expected Browning, he appeared accompanied by his wife
and son. " Not one incomprehensible but three incomprehensibles ! " she murmured
protestingly to a friend, as she advanced to greet the trio.
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tions. I have expelled all passionate feeling on the subject. I have
resolved never again to permit the idea to remain in my thoughts I
thank God. I am already much happier for it. Prayed to God to
confirm me in my good resolves, and rose with a lighter heart than
I have felt these many days. Went to dine at Colonel D'Aguilar's;
met Major Hankey, the principal amateur performer here, Sir Charles
and Lady Morgan and her niece, Miss Clarke, Miss Hopkins, and
Frank Sheridan. The conversation was lively and diversified. Colonel
D'Aguilar mentioned an anecdote of Sir Sidney Smith, 1 in instance
of his great but harmless egotism. Having minutely narrated the
circumstances of his escape from the Temple, and upon Colonel
D'Aguilar's expression of his gratification at the great interest of the
relation, he significantly put the question : " Did you ever hear me
tell it in French?" "No," replied D'Aguilar. "Then I'll tell it
you; " which he did, fact for fact, only varying the language.
March 4th. Looked in the Times for the chance of some notice
of my performance of King Richard, but I might have reposed on
my experience; there was nothing. Browning called in with altera-
tions, etc. ; sat and talked whilst I dined. A young gentleman came
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in, who spoke with a foreign accent, and, on speaking to him in French,
he replied in the same language, telling me he was a Greek that he
was an enthusiastic lover of the drama, and such an admirer of mine
that he called to request my autograph in his album. I introduced
Browning to him as a great tragic poet, and he added his name. The
youth told us that he was setting off for Athens directly. He was an
interesting, lively person. Forster called ; they sat late, talking much
about Dow's extraordinary request to attend the reading of the new
tragedy, which they resolved he should not do. Read a little of Ion
after they left me, but I was too much fatigued to do any good.
Acted Ion very, very languidly and ineffectively. Read over three
copied acts of Straff ord.
April 5th. After thinking in bed of the want of connection in
the scenes of Browning's play, and also thinking on the necessity of
continuing my study of my art going over the fourth act scene of
King John I rose and sent for Forster ; explained to him the dangerous
state of the play, and the importance it was of to remedy this defect.
We sat down to work he first mentioning an attack on him in the
Times, through a piece of trash by that very wretched creature, Mr.
Poole, and also showing me a notice of my Richard in the True Sun.
We went over the play of Straff ord, altered, omitted, and made up one
new scene ; we were occupied from eleven till four o'clock ; the day
entirely surrendered to it. Went to the theatre to procure the two
last acts of the play. Warren called ; I did not let him in, and could
not recollect his name was obliged to say " Madame " in speaking
of his wife. Sent a note to Catherine. Began Forster's life of
Strafford. Acted King John very well to a most wretched house, but
I felt the advantage of taking pains. I must study more. Forster and
Dow called with the MS. of Strafford. Read and marked to read, etc.,
the four acts they left us.
April 1th. Mr. Pritchard came to me with a statement about
Mr. Webster threatening to assault him, and a parcel of nonsense
about publishing, from which I endeavoured to dissuade him. Forster
and Browning both came to my room Browning with some of the
passages to be supplied very feebly written. Forster and he had
rather a warm altercation Browning, as I understood him, asserting
that no change had been made in the conduct of the play since its
first draught, which was not, in my mind, correct.
April Sth. Browning called, whom I accompanied to the theatre.
Read over Strafford to the persons in the green-room, but did not
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produce the impression I had hoped it dragged its slow length along.
Read Strafford to Catherine and Letitia, and I lament to say they
were oppressed by a want of action and lightness ; I fear it will
not do.
Elstree, April 9th. Dined with Fred. Reynolds, arriving about
an hour after the hour he had named. Met the two Bulwers, Henry l
and Edward, General Palmer 2 a Dundas and Bernal 3 ; spent rather
an agreeable day. Bulwer took me to chambers in his cab, mentioning
his conviction that he could write a play with the experience he had
gained.
London, April llth. The first intelligence of this day was enough
in itself to make it an unfortunate one. A letter from Mr. Calcraft,
asking me to renew his first bill due on Friday next. In truth, I expect
that I shall lose all this money due to me from Mr. Calcraft, as I
have done with Mr. Bunn. It is very hard, and I do not think it
strictly honest to make an engagement which he would have enforced
to the uttermost farthing against me, unless he had the means of
strictly observing his part of it. I am much distressed and not a little
disgusted. Forster came to breakfast; after which we read through
the play of Strafford. Forster evidently felt all the objections that I
had stated was obliged to acknowledge the feebleness and heaviness
of the play.
April 12th. Forster called ; I gave him the MS. of Strafford,
which I had cut, and went to the rehearsal of Julius Caesar. Knowles
accosted me as if he had been my best friend and in the habit of
doing me all manner of kind offices. I have done my last to him ; he
is utterly worthless and yet what a man ! I looked at him with
admiration and pity this morning, as I thought on his powers and his
misuse of them. Spoke to Osbaldiston about Strafford, and, having
been anxious to find some of the actors restive about their parts, to
1 The diplomatist, afterwards Lord Balling.
* Charles Palmer (1777-1851); major-general, and proprietor of the Bath theatre.
Formerly in the loth Hussars. Gronow tells a curious story about a speculation of his in
some vineyards, the claret from which (a lighter wine than that then in vogue) he introduced to
the Prince Regent, who though himself favourably impressed, was malevolently prejudiced
against it by Lord Yarmouth (afterwards the " Steyne" and " Monmouth " Lord Hertford).
Palmer in consequence expended large sums in endeavouring to improve his vines, but
without success, and became thereby involved in heavy losses which permanently
impoverished him.
1 Either Ralph Bernal, M.P. for Rochester, and Chairman of Committees (well known
as an art connoisseur), or his son, Ralph Bernal Osbome (then about twenty-nine), the
caustic politician of a later period.
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furnish Browning with a decent excuse to withdraw the play, was dis-
appointed at their general acquiescence. Forster called, and went
twice over the play of Strafford approving of all the omissions and
expressing himself much raised in hope by the alterations. He thought
my view of the work quite a clear one, and in the most earnest spirit
of devotion set off to find and communicate with Browning on the
subject a fearful rencontre. Talfourd, Browning, Forster, Dow and
Mr. George Stephens l came into my room ; at his own request I intro-
duced the latter to Talfourd. Called at Forster's chambers, whence
Browning and he came to mine. There were mutual complaints
much temper sullenness, I should say, on the part of Forster, who
was very much out of humour with Browning, who said and did all
that man could do to expiate any offence he might have given. Forster
(who has behaved most nobly all through the matter of this play no
expression of praise is too high) showed an absence of sense and
generosity in his behaviour which I grieved to see. There was a scene.
Browning afterwards told me how much injury he did himself in society
by this temper, corroborating what Talfourd had just before said of
my poor friend Forster's unpopularity. I was truly sorry to
hear from Browning much that rendered his unpopularity scarcely
doubtful. Browning assented to all the proposed alterations, and
expressed his wish, that coute que coute, the hazard should be made,
and the play proceeded with. Bulwer would scarcely have done
this, and in playing the great game he has before him he should
regard this as a trivial offence, and so dismiss it. He left me at a
late hour.
April 14/i. Calling at Forster's, met Browning, who came upstairs
and who produced some scraps of paper with hints and unconnected
lines the full amount of his labour upon the alterations agreed on.
It was too bad to trifle in this way, but it was useless to complain ; he
had wasted his time in striving to improve the fourth act scene, which
was ejected from his play as impracticable for any good result. We
went all over the play again ( !) very carefully, and he resolved to
bring the amendments suggested by eleven o'clock this evening. Met
Browning at the gate of my chambers ; he came upstairs and, after
some subjects of general interest, proceeded to that of his tragedy.
He had done nothing to it ; had been oppressed and incapable of
carrying his intentions into action. He wished to withdraw it. I
1 George Stephens (1800-1851); a fertile dramatist of that day, whose plays were only
moderately successful.
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cautioned him against any precipitate step warned him of the con-
sequences, and at last got him to offer to go and bring Forster, whom
I wished to be a party to all this business. He came with Browning,
and we turned over all the pros and cons for acting or not acting
the play. They both decided on its performance, Browning to have
more time than he had asked for the completion of his alterations.
It was fixed to be done. Heaven speed us all ! I thank God I felt
quite satisfied with my conduct throughout this delicate affair of
Browning.
April 15th. Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I spoke to
the copyist about Strafford. We were obliged to make arrangements
very tardy in their effects subservient to the parsimonious regula-
tions of Mr. Osbaldiston. Went to dine at the Garrick Club, saw
two or three persons with whom I have a slight acquaintance, but not
to speak to them. Was disgusted by a most filthy and offensive speech
made by a man whose name I do not know whilst I was dining ; it is a
horrid club! In low spirits I dressed and went to Miss Martineau's
party, where I knew was acquainted with no one; was introduced to
a Mrs. Gaskell, 1 and a Mrs. Reade a very pretty Boston girl U.S.
and to Hallam. Rogers, Mrs. Butler, and Harness were there, and
many distingufe whom I did not know. Harness came into the study,
where I was, and retreated as if he had trod upon a serpent; it was
curious ; if that man has not wronged me, his bearing and behaviour
are inexplicable. I was not comfortable ; I came away in an unsatis-
factory state of mind, and sat for a long while brooding on my own
uncomfortable feelings. I am quite a stranger in society! I fear I
must be a disagreeable companion, or my acquaintance would be more
sought. I feel as if people left me with the notion that there is
nothing in me; there is not much; there is certainly a want of the
necessary power to express those thoughts which pass through my
mind, so as to impress my listeners with a favourable opinion of my
understanding ; and what there is, is scarcely communicable. My
mind is chiefly employed in self-discipline and weak endeavours to make
itself better.
April l&th. In thinking this morning upon my own advancement
in public opinion, and its many disadvantages and impediments, the
truth passed convincingly on my mind, that no labour is thrown away ;
PATIENCE that great virtue, that true philosophy, that alleviation
of all toil and care and industry are sure of their reward : it is the
1 Probably Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell (1810-1865); the distinguished novelist.
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impatience of obscurity, the immature anxiety for reward and
distinction in such men as Disraeli, junior, 1 that makes empirics.
April %Qth. After dinner read over Strafford, which I strongly
fear will fail it is not good.
April 21st. Miss Faucit said to me that her part in Browning's
play was very bad, and that she did not know if she should do it.
She wanted me to ask her to do it. But I would not, for I wish she
would refuse it, that even at this late point of time the play might
be withdrawn it will do no one good. Forster and Talfourd came
into my room. Mr. Fitzball also asked me if I would play lago to
Mr. Forrest in Othello, to which I gave an unqualified refusal.
"Would I refuse to play with him? " to which I answered, "By no
means, but I must play my own parts."
April 22nd. Browning came to breakfast, very pale, and appar-
ently suffering from over-excitement. I think it is unfortunate that
without due consideration and time for arranging and digesting his
thoughts on a work so difficult as a tragedy, he should have committed
himself to the production of one. I should be too glad of any accident
that would impede its representation, and give me a fair occasion for
withdrawing it ; but this I cannot now do without incurring the sus-
picion of selfishness and of injustice to him, and therefore, though I
feel convinced that the performance of this play on my Benefit night
will cause much dissatisfaction will in some measure compromise my
judgment, and injure my future benefits yet still, co&te que co&te,
Browning shall not have the power of saying that I have acted otherwise
than as a true friend to his feelings.
Elstree, April %3rd. Took up the part of Strafford, at which I
continued, having looked over the newspaper at breakfast, during the
entire morning to dinner-time. The more I consider the play the
lower my hopes smile upon it ; I expect it will be damned grievously
hissed at the end from the unintelligibility of the motives, the want
of action, and consequently of interest. Looked at Browning's altera-
tions of the last scene of Strafford found them quite bad mere feeble
rant neither power, nor nature, nor healthful fancy very unworthy
of Browning. I felt certainly convinced that the play must be utterly
condemned.
1 Disraeli had already made a reputation as a novelist, and in July of this year (1837) he
first entered Parliament as M.P. for Maidstone ; in December he delivered the memorable
maiden speech which many believed would extinguish him as a politician. His methods in
pushing his fortunes were at this time not over-fastidious, and Macready was not singular in
regarding him as an aspiring adventurer with a genius for self-advertisement.
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London, April 26th. Thought in my bed some time on Straff ord
how I could make the most of every line. I am deeply anxious,
though despairing, for Browning's sake, and shall not lose effect from
not labouring for it. Told Forster my conviction about the fate of the
play, which I look upon, despite all that can be done, as inevitable.
Forster related to me the 'substance of Browning's preface and
dedication, 1 which appear very good.
April 21th. Went to the rehearsal of Straff ord (after a hasty
breakfast and a glance at the newspaper), with which I took much
pains and the general effect of which I improved considerably. Called
on Forster with Browning. Browning amused me much by his con-
fidence in the success of the play ; he looked at the acting and move-
ment of a subject in which he had a deep interest ensure that same
interest in the audience, and I will ensure its success but the question
is : will the audience be kindled to such an interest ? I grieve to think
that my experience will not allow me to say yes. Gave the evening
to the perusal and study of Strafford.
April 28th. Thought over some scenes of Strafford before I rose,
and went out very soon to the rehearsal of it. There is no chance in
my opinion for the play but in the acting, which by possibility might
carry it to the end without disapprobation ; but that the curtain can
fall without considerable opposition, I cannot venture to anticipate
under the most advantageous circumstances. In all the historical
plays of Shakspeare, the great poet has only introduced such events
as act on the individuals concerned, and of which they are themselves
a part ; the persons are all in direct relation to each other, and the
facts are present to the audience. But in Browning's play we have a
long scene of passion upon what? A plan destroyed, by whom or
for what we know not, and a parliament dissolved, which merely seems
to inconvenience Strafford in his arrangements. There is a sad want
of judgment and tact in the whole composition. Would it were over!
It must fail and it grieves me to think that I am so placed. Brown-
ing will efface its memory by the production of Sordello; but it will
strike me hard, I fear. God grant that it may not be a heavy blow.
Called at the box-office for a private box for Miss Martineau. Forster
introduced me to young Mr. Longman there, who consulted with me
1 The dedication, dated April 23, 1837, runs as follows in Browning's Collected
Poems
"DEDICATED, IN ALL AFFECTIONATE ADMIRATION,
TO
WILLIAM C. MACREADY."
390
ROBERT BROWNING
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upon the publication, and yielded to my reasons for delaying it until
Monday afternoon. Sent Miss Martineau her box with a note. The
friend of the young man, who, I find, was dissuaded by me from his
foolish desire of going on the stage, called for some tickets. I did
not like to give them ; they seemed to me the price of an act of duty.
I sent him to the box-office. Forster called here idly. I thought
over Browning's play when he had gone ; I am confirmed in my opinion
of its ill-success. Mr. Knowles came into my room to ask me to play
St. Pierre in his play of the Wife for his Benefit ! ! ! a piece of
effrontery, which is really disgusting. A man steeped in ingratitude
for t'ZZ-requited kindnesses to have the impudence to ask such a favour
of me ! I refused him. Talfourd came into my room for a few
minutes ; I went into Mrs. Talfourd's box to speak to her. I thought
her not quite so free as usual, and having the appearance of tending
towards assumption. Perhaps if I were elevated in life I should be
the same and yet I know no person to whom I have felt kindness
that I have since disregarded because I had grown richer or more
valued.
April %9th. Brewster called with my wig for Strafford. Went
to the theatre and rehearsed Strafford, which I am disposed to think
might pass muster not more if it were equally and respectably
acted, but Mr. Dale in the King must ensure its utter failure.
Browning was incensed at Mr. Dale's unhappy attempts it is too bad.
A year ago I was hurried into the intemperate and frenzied act of
striking that most unworthy and disgusting wretch, MX. Bunn. My
sufferings from compunction have been very great, not perhaps more
than my folly has deserved ; but I pray to God that I may never again
so far forget what is due to His laws, to myself, and to society.
Elstree, April 20th. Called on Forster, who gave me a ludicrous
account of the silliness of Dow about this play of Strafford, which he
thinks so very fine, and that it is to be so greatly successful. Again
I repeat my conviction that it must fail if, by some happy chance,
not at once to-morrow, yet still at best it will only stagger out a
lingering existence of a few nights and then die out and for ever.
It is dedicated to me most kindly by Browning. Dow still clings to
the chance of my presence at his party which I have never intended.
Read over Strafford which I pray God may far exceed my hopes of
its success, and send Browning and myself home in happiness to-morrow
night.
London, May 1st. Called at the box-office about the boxes and
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places for which I had been applied to. Rehearsed Strafford. Was
gratified with the extreme delight Browning testified at the rehearsal
of my part, which he said was to him a full recompense for having
written the play, inasmuch as he had seen his utmost hopes of character
perfectly embodied. He was quite in raptures, I warning him that
I did not anticipate success. Parted with Browning with wishes of
good fortune to him. Read Strafford in bed, and acted it as well as
I could under the nervous sensations that I experienced. Edward and
Henry Bulwer, Fitzgerald, Talfourd, Forster, Dow, Browning (who
brought his father to shake hands with me), and Jerdan came into my
room. Went back to chambers, whence I proceeded with Catherine
to Elstree. Arrived there about half-past one.
May 2nd. Looked at newspapers, which I was gratified to find
lenient and even kind to Browning. On myself the " brutal and
ruffianly " journal observed that I " acquitted myself exceedingly
well." Sent a note to Mason, accepting his invitation to dinner.
Called on Forster with whom I found Browning. I told him the play
was a grand escape, and that he ought to regard it only as such, a
mere step to that fame which his talents must procure him.
May 4>th. Looked at newspapers ; read a criticism on Strafford in
the Morning Herald it extolled the play as the "best that had been
produced for many years," and abused me for "pantings a-a-s, etc."
which the writer supposed "it was too late to cure." This attempt
to fasten upon my acting a general censure for a vice that was only
detectable in one unstudied character is made by Mr. Conan, who has
quarrelled with Forster.
May 1th. Looked at the Examiner, and thought that Forster had
given a very kind and judicious criticism on Strafford. Wilkin arrived
on business ; I endeavoured to induce him to vote for Leader against
that very unworthy that false and vain man Burdett. He would
only engage not to vote for Burdett another proof of the necessity
for the ballot. A letter from Ransom acknowledging ,118 7s. 3d.,
the proceeds of my Benefit. Answered the invitation, or rather
solicitation, of the Covent Garden Theatre Fund Committee a set of
persons who beg for their own annuities and ask the persons to whom
they apply to condescend to answer them ! Is it to be wondered at if
players are despised ?
London, May 9th. Called on Forster, who informed me how much
he had been hurt by Browning's expressions of discontent at his
criticism, which I myself think only too indulgent for such a play as
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Strafford. After all that has been done for Browning with the painful
apprehension of failure before us, it is not pleasing to read in his note,
" Let . . . write any future tragedies " ! Now, really, this is too bad
without great assistance his tragedy could never have been put in a
condition to be proposed for representation without great assistance
it never could have been put upon the stage nor without great assist-
ance could it ever have been carried through its " perilous " experi-
ment. 1 It is very unreasonable and indeed ungrateful in him to write
thus.
May \%th. Note from Bulwer inviting me to dine on Sunday week.
Called on Forster. Acted Ion but in a middling style. Mr. Dale, as
Adrastus, was indeed too bad. Talfourd came into my room I invited
him to dine at Edward's christening on the 24th, and we settled finally
for the 25th. The indifference with which the audience received the
substitution of Mr. Dale for Mr. Vandenhoff this evening ought to
impress on my mind the conviction of how little importance our art is
to the community how easily the best specimens (not meaning Mr.
Vandenhoff to be included among them) can be dispensed with and
of what consequence to us it is rightly to appreciate our value.
May \%ih. Mr. Gass, junior, 2 called with specimen of silver plate
I chose a salver value 50 for Talfourd. Went to the rehearsal of
scenes of King Henry VIII ; thence to the Garrick Club, where I saw
the newspapers and attended the Committee, where was debated the
mode of meeting the attack intended to be made upon us by a set of
resolutions proposed by Mr. S. Price and his clique. Hayward was
there and asked me if my Benefit was not next Saturday. This was
either affectation or only strange ignorance of what was proceeding;
if the first, my good-humour made it recoil on himself. At chambers
saw the Literary Gazette on Miss Martineau ; Jerdan is not a man of
sufficient intelligence, extent of view, probity or philanthropy enough
to estimate such a work his notice is in my mind a disgrace to him-
self. He does not understand, nor can he feel the truth contained in
the book. Went in the evening to Miss Martineau's ; knew no one,
but passed a cheerful evening.
May 15th. I endeavoured to act Cardinal Wolsey well, but the
clamours of the gallery were so great in the last scene that I could not
1 Whatever the literary merit of Strafford, it is quite certain that Macready did not
exaggerate its shortcomings as an acting play ; and, considering how little Browning was
known at that time, to produce it at all needed no ordinary amount of enterprise and courage.
2 Still an honoured house among West End jewellers, being one of the very few firms
of that day still carrying on business under the same name.
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play them down. Forster, Browning, Dow, Cattermole whom I
engaged to go to the Club on Saturday and Fitzgerald came into my
room. I went with Forster in a cab to Fonblanque's. On our way
he acquainted me with the particulars of a row which Fitzgerald 1 had
spoken of that he (Fitzgerald) had had with a hackney coachman, in
which he had given and received a severe beating, and finally had to
pay 80 for the rascal's insolence and his own want of self-command.
At Fonblanque's, whom I invited to Elstree, I saw Begrez, who is
passe; Lady Stepney, who is a very dull and empty person a mindless
beauty, striving to keep up an appearance over her years, that grow
too fast upon her ; Doctor Lardner, who had brought his sister, a
kind act, but I question its discretion ; she could not have been com-
fortable ; he must have been and was very much the contrary ; she is
strange to society and never likely to become familiarized with its
usages; Bulwer, D'Orsay, and Miss Roberts with her embroidered
shawl. Went home in carriage with Catherine.
May 18th. Acted Posthumus in a most discreditable manner,
undigested, unstudied. Oh, it was most culpable to hazard so my
reputation ! I was ashamed of myself ; I trust I shall never so commit
myself again. The audience applauded, but they knew not what they
did ; they called for me with Miss Faucit. I refused to go on, until
I found it necessary to go in order to hand on the lady. They then
called for Mr. Elton, who had been very bad in the play and he went
on. They called for Thompson, who did not. Browning who walked
home with me and again evinced an irritable impatience about the
reproduction of Straff ord Dow, and Talfourd came into my room.
Talfourd had come from the House, where he had been making a
speech on his Copyright Bill ; his manner seems to me changed or
changing. I thought he displayed much affectation, and I am really
not disposed to look for failings in him. I am very glad I have
prepared this present for him.
May 19th. Acted Wolsey, at which I had not one moment to
look, but in a mediocre style, and what I might have done was im-
paired, if not destroyed, by the shamefully imperfect and inaccurate
manner in which the play was done it was worse than in a country
theatre.
May %Qth. Went to the rehearsal of Winter's Tale; in the
interval of the third and fifth acts went to the Garrick Club and dined,
looking at the papers. Saw Fladgate, Williams, etc. At the con-
1 Not the poet.
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elusion of the rehearsal returned to the Garrick Club, where I met the
Committee; was introduced to Mr. Barney very quiet man con-
gratulated Mr. Broadwood on his election for Bridgwater which I
wish he had lost. The General Meeting of the Club took place, at
which a cat's-paw of Mr. Price's moved some resolutions reflecting on
the Committee. Mr. JBarham l put the question on its actual merits,
and threw the Committee upon the judgment of the members, who were
very numerous. Mr. C. Dance disclaimed all personal feeling or
objection individually to the Committee, but wished a more democratic
delegation. Mr. Price, the doli fabricator Epeus, merely objected to
the indifferent accommodation of the coffee-room ; he afterwards recom-
mended the mover to withdraw his motion, which the meeting would
not allow. He (Mr. Price) was white with rage or shame, and the
Duke of Beaufort, who was in the chair, took the sense of the meeting ;
the Committee urged a division, and the malcontents were left with
seventeen chiefly Mr. Price's clique to seventy-four. A more pitiful
figure (undeserving, however, of pity) than Mr. Price made I have
rarely seen. Mr. Planche was importantly absurd. Planche and
Jerdan accepted my invitation on the spot. Acted Brutus tolerably
well, Mr. Vandenhoff being the Cassius of the evening, vice Mr. Ward
announced, but arrested. Webster 2 told me he had taken the Hay-
market, and proposed an engagement to me, settling to call on me in
the morning. Went to Warren's, 3 where I found Catherine, Mr. and
Mrs. Austin, Sir Howard and Lady Elphinstone, 4 Major Anstruther,
Etty, 5 with whom I was delighted to renew my acquaintance.
May %Ist. Arose with a very severe headache, and was obliged
to bear up against it during a long breakfast, and much longer story
which Warren inflicted upon me of his early fortunes. He is the
son of a dissenting clergyman in Manchester, a schismatic from his
sect ; was intended to study physic, left it in disgust refused to qualify
himself as a dissenting preacher, gained credit at the University of
Edinburgh, and was turned out of doors by his father; wrote to his
uncle, whom he had never seen, for assistance to follow the law ; to his
surprise, the answer gave him liberty to draw for 300 ; he came to
London, struggled, and at last married his present wife, then a widow,
with a good fortune. Mr. Webster and I talked over the engagement
1 The author of the Ingoldsby Legends.
a Benjamin Nottingham Webster (1797-1882); the well-known actor and play adaptor.
* Samuel Warren.
4 Sir Howard Elphinstone, Bart. (1773-1846); a distinguished Engineer officer.
5 William Etty (1787-1849); the well-known R.A.
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he had spoken of last night. I dissuaded him from it in the strongest
manner, fearing its success, and more than half wishing not to go. I
asked high terms, which he tried in vain to make me moderate. Went
to dine with Bulwer, with whom I met Fonblanque, Auldjo, Count
D'Orsay, Fred Reynolds, Mill and Trelawney, and some other persons.
It was a very pleasant day. His house is fitted up in the best taste,
and he is well learned in the savoir vivre. From thence I went to
Mrs. Leicester Stanhope's, where I saw a crowd, and remained but a
short time.
May 22nd. Called on Forster, who gave me a letter from Brown-
ing, at which I was surprised and annoyed ; as if I had done nothing
for him having worn down my spirits and strength as I have done
he now asks me to study a speech at the end of the second act, and
an entire scene which I am to restore in the fourth act. Such a selfish,
absurd, and useless imposition to lay on me could scarcely have entered
into any one's imagination. I was at first disgusted by the sickly and
fretful over-estimate of his work and was angry ; but reflected that he
did not know what he required me to do, and had forgotten what I
have done; "so let him pass, a blessing on his head! " I shall not
do it.
May 23rd. Webster came into my room, and, after a long con-
versation upon the bargain, it was concluded. For two months at the
Haymarket theatre, 20 per night, at three nights per week, the first
fortnight ; to return ,10 per night the third week if the Bridal be
produced, for which I am to receive 12 per night additional ; during
its run to throw in an additional night per week, or, if it fails, to be
liable to be called on for a fourth night, extra work at 10 per night.
Acted Posthumus.
Elstree, May %4>th. Note of excuse from Mr. Forrest, to whom
I have now shown every courtesy, and who must admit, "if he have
any justice," my conduct most attentive to him; from Stanfield,
excusing himself, to my sorrow, on the score of illness. The salver for
Talfourd arrived, which I thought very handsome. Took a cab, and in
it wedged out our way through the crowds of Piccadilly and Regent
Street, gaping at the illuminations of a set of fools and slaves who,
in their own "weakness, gasping for the shows of outward strength,"
build up an earthen idol whose weight may one day crush them.
May 25tfc. Talfourd, Mrs. Talfourd, Price, White arrived. As
the Talfourds were leaving us I placed the salver and its case in the
carriage, and then went up to the drawing-room, where I gave the key
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to Talfourd, telling him it belonged to a case which I had put in the
carriage, and in which he would find a small remembrance that I hoped
he would keep for my sake.
London, May 26th. Arriving, I found a note from a Mrs. Matthew
Linwood, whose name I knew in Birmingham as a boy, but who, a
brewer's daughter, would have looked down on me; she now applies
to me to give an opinion upon her son's qualifications for the stage.
Was exceedingly fatigued ; looked at newspaper. Lay down after
dinner, and could do nothing but sleep. Acted Pierre with as much
spirit as I could, but I require a complete reconsideration of the char-
acter. Heard the prompter go and summon Miss Faucit to appear,
having been called. He afterwards came to me, and after him Mr.
Webster, to say that I was required, but I thought it no compliment
if the audience had summoned me after the other performers ; and if
they had required me first, it was only right the persons guilty of
the impertinence of placing me in such a position should be responsible
for it. A most gratifying note of acknowledgment from Talfourd,
making me very happy in the reflection of having done rightly and
kindly by him.
Elstree, May 28th. Left dear home in the carriage a little after
six, and reached Lady Blessing-ton's about a quarter before eight.
Found there Fonblanque, Bulwer, Trelawney, Procter, Auldjo, Forster,
Lord Canterbury, 1 Fred Reynolds, and Mr. and Mrs. Fairlie, Kenney,
a young Manners-Sutton, Count D'Orsay and some unknown. I
passed an agreeable day, had a long and interesting conversation in
the drawing-room (what an elegant and splendid room it is !) with
D'Orsay on pictures. He has great taste and the proper accompani-
ment of fine taste, if indeed it be not its primary element, great
enthusiasm. Lardner was there in the evening, but I merely shook
hands with him ; spoke to Fonblanque about coming down to Elstree
next week, to which he most pleasantly and cheerfully agreed. Walked
home with Forster and Trelawney.
London, May 20th. Was a little displeased to see Mr. Listen's
and Madame Pasta's names put in the playbill as superior persons, and
felt disposed to make Mr. Rodwell pay for the impertinence, but with
Lord Falkland I say, " Peace ! Peace ! " Called on Miss Huddart,
1 Charles Manners-Sutton, first Viscount Canterbury (1780-1845); G.C. B.; Speaker ot
the House of Commons from 1817 to 1835, when he was defeated by Abercromby in a
contest for the Chair, and was created Viscount Canterbury. His wife was a sister of Lady
Blessington.
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whom I found much less tractable than I had expected. I would not
advise or persuade her, but endeavoured to make her distinguish
between the fallacy of certain opinions which led to nothing, and facts
which were frequent with substantial advantages. I lost time, which
I needed much ; but at last she agreed to take 9 per week, if Mr.
Webster would give it.
Elstree, May 31sL Miss , in her nightly flirtation, told me
that she thought of going to the Haymarket, and chiefly because I was
to be there. Nous verrons !
June 2nd. I should almost say, virtue is impossible in a theatre
the mind cannot remain pure, unless some strong attachment absorbs the
heart on the first lighting up of passionate emotion. It cannot be
the same in other stations at least, nowhere is there so much to be said
in palliation of frailty as on the stage, and THEREFORE it should be
shunned as infection or as death for purity cannot live there.
June 3rd. A person, calling himself Mr. Monteagle, of good
property, wished to know what I should require for instructing him
so completely as to bring him not exactly up to my own degree of
talent, but very near it. I told him I would pay very willingly to be
taught, if any one could teach. I civilly dismissed him, after enduring
the bore for some time. Acted Othello pretty well unequally, but
some parts, in the third act particularly, forcibly. Was called for at
the end of the play and well received. Thus ended my Covent Garden
engagement, which, thank God, has been profitable and agreeable to
me. God be praised. Mr. C. Mathews had the cool impudence to
ask me to play Joseph Surface for his Benefit ! The self-satisfied
assurance of this young man really surprised me. Spoke to Webster
about Miss Faucit.
Elstree, June 5th. Found at chambers a note from George Barker,
inviting me to subscribe to a monument to Dr. Wooll at Rugby, which,
it now appears, is stopped for want of funds, and therefore I am
honoured by a notice of the measure. There is no use in being
offended ; I shall think on what I ought to do, and do it. Called on
Miss Martineau on the arrival of the carriage drove her home, talking
the whole way. After dinner heard the dear children's prayers, and,
with the exception of one walk round the garden, talked away the
whole evening. The only subject on which I did not cordially agree
with this fine-minded woman, and on which I do not clearly understand
her, is her advocacy of the restoration of the rights of women. I do
not see what she would have in point of political ppwer, nor for what.
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She told some things of Calhoun, the Senator for South Carolina,
that quite surprised me ; and gave me information upon Lord Durham's
character * which raises him greatly in my estimation.
June 6th. After breakfast, when I asked Miss Martineau if she
would like to see Ascot races, and on her expressing her desire to do so,
decided on going there ; took up Hamlet, and studied part of the
second act. Received a letter from dear Letty, written apparently in
very good spirits. Drove out through Aldenham to Watford, and
thence to the tunnel of the railway, returning through Bushey, with
Miss Martineau and Catherine. The weather was beautiful, and Miss
Martineau's conversation most agreeable ; it was a very delightful drive.
Listened to Miss Martineau's narration of the proceedings of the
Abolitionists at Boston, and their persecutions ; Miss Martineau's share
in them, as far as any public act went, was the acceptance of an
invitation to be present at a meeting of the Society, and, being there,
in obedience to a question, which might be regarded as a challenge
or test of her sincerity, her declaration before about 130 ladies of her
adherence to anti-slavery principles.
London, June 15th. Went to the Haymarket, and read the Bridal
in the green-room, which seemed to interest the actors much.
June 16th. Sent to the theatre about the rehearsal, and after
looking at the newspaper to ascertain the state of the King's health 2
what an absurdity that the natural ailment of an old and ungifted man
should cause so much perplexity and annoyance ! went to the Hay-
market and rehearsed, with some care, Othello. Acted Othello in some
respects very well, but want much attention to it still. Mr. Elton is
not good, and is unfair. I was called for, and after long delay went
forward. Forster came into my room with a gentleman, whom he
introduced as Dickens, alias Boz I was glad to see him. 3
1 Miss Martineau had a very high opinion of Lord Durham, both in his political and
private capacity, which was not generally shared at that time. In her Autobiography she
pays him a feeling and eloquent tribute, laying the responsibility for his early death on
Brougham, whom she charges with the grossest treachery to his friend and former colleague.
Of this, unfortunately, Brougham in other instances had shown himself to be fully capable;
but according to the verdict of history Durham was hardly deserving of Miss Martineau's
glowing eulogium. He was an able man with some generous impulses, but inordinately
ambitious, and a headstrong and far from tractable colleague.
2 William IV was then dying, but Macready was too rigorous a democrat to feel much
sympathy with Royal sufferers.
8 Thus began a friendship of the happiest and most genial description that was only
terminated by Dickens's death, thirty-three years afterwards. Dickens was then not more
than twenty-five, and had not yet published any of his novels, though the Sketches by Bot
had brought him a good deal of reputation as a magazine contributor.
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June 11th. Called on Mr. Robertson and spoke with him about
his note to me on the subject of entering into the management of
Covent Garden theatre ; premising that I would not venture any part
of my little property, nor make any venture beyond that of my own
talent. He was to lay Mr. Osbaldiston's refusal to continue in the
management before the proprietors, to sound them upon the re-opening
of the theatre, and give me notice of their views.
June ISth. Dined with Talfourd, where I met Hayter 1 (Chancery
Bar), Dickens (Boz), Procter, Price, Forster. Lane and another came
in the evening. Procter sounded me on a new play, but I did not
encourage him.
June 19th. Went to rehearsal, having previously looked at the
newspaper for the King's health. Went to theatre ; when half dressed
a person passed my door saying the King "was off." Upon inquiry
I heard that notices of the event his death had been fixed up at the
offices of the Courier and Observer, and it was said that it had been up
at the Mansion House more than two hours since. The state of sus-
pense in which I was kept to the very moment of the beginning of the
play so agitated me that when I went on the stage I was weaker than
I often am when I finish a character. I laboured through Richard, but
it was labour, and most ineffectual. I was very bad, very bad.
June %Qth. Breakfasted at the Garrick Club, where I heard of
the King's death a subject that the newspapers will moralize and
sentimentalize upon, until one becomes ashamed of one's species the
ruthless, heartless, shameless sicarii of the Times canting about "the
affectionate adieux " and " death-bed counsels " of the poor old King
to his successor, if she had been permitted to see him. What a
wearying riddle is this world ! Nothing seems vile to the vile majority
of its inhabitants but poverty. There must be a better, since this is
so hard to endure. Went to the Garrick Club and read a most unmanly
and Billingsgate attack of the Times on the Duchess of Kent. 2 Bartley
walked out with me, and we talked long on the subject of Covent
Garden theatre ; he seemed to expect that he was to be a " brother of
the war," but I discountenanced that idea. He thought it best last
year that I should stand alone I think so now.
June 22nd. Overtook an omnibus on my way to the theatre, in
which I found Lane, who showed me a drawing he had made (which he
1 Sir William Goodenough Hayter (1792-1878); Q.C. 1839; afterwards Chief Whip of
the Liberal party.
* The Duchess of Kent had not been on good terms with the King, and was considered
in many quarters to have given herself undue prominence as mother of the future Queen.
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acknowledged to be too handsome) of the young Queen for a medal
the gold medals to be 10 10s., the silver 1 10s., the copper 10s. Does
it not sicken a rational mind to see the great gifts of reason enslaved
and debased! to such senseless folly as that men should set up these
golden calves to worship, of their own fabrication, and then bow down
before them, instead of keeping their eyes fixed on the mighty God
who made them, and all His mighty works that He created with them
and for them ? The crowd of fools that herded together yesterday to
sweat for hours under a burning sun, choking the streets, and lining
the house-tops and the windows upon the occasion of the proclamation
of Queen Victoria, shows how distant is the hope of the people in this
country living for themselves and seeking the real truth in the knowledge
and machinery of Government !
June 23rd. Called on Forster, with whom I found Browning ; we
talked of the abuse of human reason in the worship offered to a
creature (for what is it but worship, and what other God, or kind of
God do these people bow down and pray to, etc.) whom we choose to
call king or queen, instead of the adoration of mind and heart poured
forth in thought and deed by the effort to approach nearer to His
perfection to Him, the Almighty, the All-wise, All-good !
June 24/i. The anniversary of my marriage a day which recalls
to my heart its duty of gratitude to Almighty God for the manifold
blessings He has bestowed upon me through my dear and blessed wife,
upon whose dear head, as upon my precious children's, I implore, in
all humility and earnestness of heart, the continuance of His divine
protection and mercy, now and for evermore.
June 26th. Acted Melantius in the Bridal, which I had altered
with some scenes by Knowles, from Beaumont and Fletcher's Maid's
Tragedy. The play went with considerable applause. I did not please
myself in the acting of Melantius, which was a crude, unfinished per-
formance. Being called for, I led on Miss Huddart. Wallace and
Bryden, Browning, Forster, and Dickens came into my room.
June 27t/i. Called at Forster's, where a note had been left, which
I got at 61, Lincoln's Inn Fields, and on its direction proceeded to
Dickens's in Doughty Street. Another note directed me, under the
guidance of his brother, to Cold-Bath Fields, where I found Dickens,
Forster, Cattermole and Brown, the Pickwick artist. I went through
this sad scene of punishment and shame, and rny heart sank in its
hope for the elevation of my kind. From this place we proceeded
to Newgate, over which we went, and in the second room into which
we were shown I saw a man reading ; he turned as we entered it was
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Wainewright l with large, heavy moustaches the wretched man over-
laid with crime. Several in solitary cells under sentence, and one to
be hanged for rape. He seemed the most cheerful of them all ; but in
all the pride of our nature seemed eradicated or trodden down it was
a most depressing sight. We proceeded to Dickens's to dinner, where
Harley, Mr. Hogarth, 2 and a Mr. Banks (who had married Maclise's
sister) joined us. Our evening was very cheerful, and we laughed
much at Mr. Harley's theatrical efforts to entertain.
June %8th. At Forster's chambers I met Browning prevented
what seemed to be ripening into a quarrel between them ; told them of
Miss H.'s match, and was sorry to find my worst fears confirmed by
Forster. He wished me to " stop the marriage." I explained to him
that I could not, on his vague abuse, interfere between two persons
so engaged, and that he was speaking without judgment. Browning
walked with me to H. Smith's, complaining by the way of Forster's
unreasonable expectations ; that he (B ) should shake off acquaint-
ances with whom he (F ) had quarrelled. This seemed absurd, and
I so expressed myself, though one of these persons I believe to be a
very poor and little-minded person. Forster, walking towards home
with me, complained much and censured severely Browning's behaviour.
Note from Ransom's; played with the children. Wrote to Maclise,
Mrs. and Miss Martineau, L. Twanley.
June 2$th. Called on Forster, who mentioned some things about
Browning that gave me concern.
July lltft. Wrote to Miss Faucit, 3 offering her .15 per week.
Went to dine with Mrs. Buller, where I met C. Buller. Thackeray
came in the evening, Dickens, John Mill, 4 Martineau, Hawes, 5 Stanley,
Miss Martineau, Miss Austin. Walked with Dickens to Garrick Club,
where we met Forster. Took a cab home.
July 14rf/i. Received an answer from Miss Faucit. 6 Spoke to
1 Thomas Griffiths Wainewright (1794-1852); art-critic, forger, and suspected poisoner.
He was at one time acquainted with Charles Lamb, and other well-known literary men of
the day.
* George Hogarth (1783-1870), musical critic ; father-in-law of Charles Dickens.
8 Macready was negotiating for a lease of Covent Garden theatre, with a view to
management and provisionally forming the company.
* John Stuart Mill (1806-1873); the distinguished philosopher.
* Probably Sir Benjamin Hawes (1797-1862), a Whig politician ; at that time M.P. for
Lambeth.
* Miss Faucit's letter was as follows :
"36, Hunter Street,
"Liverpool.
"Mv DEAR MR. MACREADY,
" I have just received your letter, and let me say how proud and happy I should
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Farren about Miss Faucit. Fladgate, T. Hill, and some others spoke
to me about "having taken Covent Garden theatre." I told them I
had not taken it.
July 18th. Called at the Garrick Club, and looked at newspapers ;
went on to the Haymarket theatre, where I saw Webster, and learned
from him that it was true Mr. Phelps * was to have a trial there, whom
I thought of engaging if he should prove good.
July \9th. Acted Melantius not well. The occupation of my
mind in other matters is already beginning to display its effect on my
acting, and I must be most careful to guard against its encroachment
on my labours for improvement ; I was not good to-night. Spoke to
Mrs. Humby, 2 and secured her for 6 10s. per week.
July 9,3rd. Rose rather early and considerably tired, to go post
to Penn, where Listen lives. On my way I arranged in my own mind
the business of Hamlet, scenery, etc. Arriving at Penn, I drove up
to Liston's house, and found that he had gone to church ; I was glad
of the opportunity, and, going in, was shown into a pew. The service
was most respectably performed, the church very clean and neat, and
the sermon, according to the opinions of the preacher, in a very
becoming tone. I was pleased and interested, and happy in the
opportunity of imploring the Divine blessing upon the enterprise I
feel in being under the management of one for whom I entertain such warm feelings of
respect and regard.
"I am very sorry I am not at liberty to answer your letter as I could wish, but I am
almost a novice in my profession and should be fearful of doing wrong and incurring the
censure of my friends were I to give an assent to what you propose without first consulting
them ; indeed, as Mr. Farren arranged my engagement with Mr. Osbaldiston, and as I had
no hand at all in it, I could not relinquish any part of that which is entirely at my mother's
disposal, without his consent. I must therefore, if you please, refer you to Mr. Farren for
an answer to your letter. I shall write home by this post, and state every particular of what
you have so kindly explained to me, and what they consider best, and decide upon (which
I think will be as I wish), I feel it my duty to abide by.
" With many thanks for your kind inquiries after myself and sister, who I grieve to say is
still very ill indeed,
" Believe me, my dear Sir,
" Yours most sincerely,
" Wednesday evening, " HELEN FAUCIT.
I2tk."
1 Samuel Phelps (1804-1878); the eminent Shakspearian actor ; his first London appear-
ance was as Shylock at the Haymarket in 1837. He produced Shakspeare's plays at Sadlers
Wells theatre with marked success from 1844 to 1862.
1 Anne Humby, ne'e Ayre, an excellent light comedy actress ; she first appeared in 1817,
and died in 1849. Her charms were celebrated in a couplet more ingenious than con-
ventional which has not yet wholly passed out of circulatir.i.
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have in hand. After service I looked about the churchyard for Liston,
whom I had observed very gravely attending to his duty in church,
and when I approached him his surprise was extreme. I walked home
with him, and saw Mrs. L and another lady ; talked for some time,
lunched, and walked out with Liston to look at Taylor's house, and
see something of the country, which is pretty, but not comparable
to the neighbourhood of Elstree. We talked of many things, chiefly
theatricals, and I asked him to come to Covent Garden. He said
that he never intended to act again. I did not urge him, but as we
talked on, I told him we should not differ on terms, and that I should
be happy to see him and would make him as comfortable as I could.
I got a frequent repetition of the promise from him that, if he acted
anywhere, it should be with me, and I thought I perceived a disposition
in him to yield, which I thought it better not to press. Met Taylors,
declined their invitations to dinner, and left them on Liston's premises.
Returned to Hamlet. Reached home by half-past five.
July %4>th. Went into the theatre to take possession of it, invok-
ing the blessing of Almighty God upon my undertaking. Talked with
Marshall, who seemed to enter into all my plans respecting scenery, etc.
July 25th. Mr. Buckstone called. 1 I received him very
courteously, but was by no means captivated by his manners, or
sentiments. I thought him a coxcomb.
July 27t/t. Answered Messrs. Bennett, Montague, and Tilbury.
Received a letter, in very kind strain, from Calcraft, lamenting my
undertaking ; his lamentation was a prophecy. Called on Wallace to
ask his opinion of memorializing the Queen for her special patronage,
and the liberty to assume the title of Her Majesty's Company of Per-
formers. He thought, if obtained, it would be of great service, and
assented to the proposal to get an introduction to Lord Durham, and
ask his interest. I called on Miss Kelly, who wished me to hear some
pupils of hers. Went on, in my day's cab, to Covent Garden theatre,
saw Mr. Bartley, and received many letters.
July 29th. Dickens and Forster called, and I walked out with
them, Dickens speaking to me of the comedy he was desirous of
attempting.
August I%th. Proceeding to Covent Garden theatre; listened to a
long account of Mr. Bartley 's about Lord Hertford 2 and the sub-
1 John Baldwin Buckstone (1802-1879); tne well-known actor-manager; he was
principally identified with the Haymarket theatre, which was under his management from
1853 to 1876..
* The original of Thackeray's Lord Steyne and Disraeli's Lord Monmouth.
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committee and Mr. Bunn, which very little affected me, except to con-
firm me in my contempt for such disgusting blots on humanity as
these things called Lords generally are ; here is a man uttering a parcel
of the greatest folly and falsehood that was ever heard, vouching for
the character of a notorious scoundrel, whose life has been a series of
failures and unsuccessful knaveries, for the purpose, as it is supposed,
of quartering some prostitute upon his Drury Lane salary list ! Mr.
Farren called, and detained me about two and a half hours. I was
wrong, perhaps, not to sign the shameful article he imposes on me
at once, since it must be signed, but I vainly and therefore injudiciously
indeed absurdly thought that reason might have some weight with
a fool. I could not move him, and once I thought him on the point
of starting off ; but the conversation ended in his agreeing to send the
article as mutually agreed on to myself and to Miss H. Faucit for
signature. 1
Southampton, August 14tk August, 1837."
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and claptraps upon national privileges, humanity, and all the other
virtues in which G. Colman was so rich on paper. Mr. Phelps in
Sir Edward Mortimer displayed intelligence, occasionally great energy,
some imagination not much ; want of finish, of experience, of logic
in the working out the character (to lay violent hands on the term)
of depth in all the great parts. His best scene decidedly was his
death, but even there was a want of method. His level speaking is
often very pleasing always sensible, I expected from his opening more
than he achieved. There was no absorbing feeling through the great
scenes, no evidence of the " slow fire " " wearing his vitals " ; this was
particularly manifest in the last act, where he was direct and straight-
forward even to commonplaceness. I think he will improve, and run
both Warde and Elton hard, and very likely do much more. I left
my note for him. He called at the Dolphin, and I offered him either
the salary he might take from Mr. Webster, or to give him now a
salary, if he would name one, that I could meet. He preferred waiting
for Mr. Webster, and we interchanged agreements to that effect. I
liked his tone and manner.
To London, August 157i. Rose early; in leaving Southampton
old Mr. Maxfield, the former manager of Southampton theatre, got
into the coach to go to Winchester to see a cricket match ; it was
pleasing to see so hale, active, and cheerful an old man of seventy-five
years of age. He mentioned what very much disgusted me with that
old wretch, the Duchess of St. Albans l that, though an old theatrical
acquaintance, she would only communicate with him from one room
to another by an intermediate messenger.
To Elstree, August 1.6th. Took Bartley in carriage to Hyde Park.
Called on Lord Conyngham 2 at Dudley House ; saw some good pictures.
Lord C received me very courteously and entered (or seemed to
do so) into my views, promised to present my memorial to the Queen,
and to say all he could for it. I left him much pleased. Returned
to Covent Garden theatre. Occupied the whole morning. Wrote to
Phillips. Signed articles with Diddear, Miss P. Horton, 3 Wilson,
Mrs. East. Wrote to Mr. Pritchard. Dickens called with Mr.
Hullah, 4 who has a comic opera nearly ready. I do not think his
1 Harriet Mellon.
1 The second Marquis, then Lord Chamberlain.
3 Priscilla Horton (1818-1895); afterwards Mrs. German Reed, then a young actress of
much attractiveness, also a charming singer.
4 John Pyke Hullah (1812-1895); the well-known musical composer and teacher. His
Village Coquettes^ for which Dickens wrote the words, was produced in the preceding year.
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manners argue much genius if the contrary, it can only be musical
genius.
London, August IQth. Wrote my memorial to the Queen, request-
ing her to let me call the Covent Garden players, " Her Majesty's
Company of Performers." Inclosed it in a note to the Lord
Chamberlain and sent it.
Elstree, August %2rd. Bartley came ; he brought me letters, news,
and a message from the Lord Chamberlain. In answer to my memorial
the Queen had expressed herself much interested in Covent Garden ;
stated that she had great respect for Mr. Macready and admiration for
his talent, that the precise object of his request required consideration,
but if it should be deemed impracticable to concede, that she trusted
other means might be found of rendering assistance to his undertaking.
Talked over various matters, and decided on several. After dinner
arranged the first fortnight's business, and cast the plays.
To London, August %6th. Left my dear, my blessed home, its
quiet, and its joys, to enter on a task for which nature and taste have
disqualified me. I seemed to catch hope from what looked to me like
omens of good yesterday, but to-day, when I make trial of the dis-
position and intellects of those around me I sicken into despondency
even before I begin my course. I lift up my heart to God for my
children and myself, for I am not a match for the baseness and
treachery of those with whom I must deal.
September 1st. Miss Huddart told me that Messrs. C. Kean,
Bunn and Hughes were seen very familiarly arm-in-arm together in
the street this is Mr. C. Kean, who set up for a preux chevalier !
Acted Werner very unequally ; could have played it better than I ever
in my life did ; and did perform some parts in a perfect style, but was
cut up by the dreadful inaccuracy of the actors in others.
September 3rd. Thought over and calculated on paper my chances,
and find on the present prices, and with the advantage I give the
proprietors in my name, that the bargain with them is very hard
and heavy on me ; but I have no complaint or discontent with them ;
they did for the best for themselves; I ought not to have been led
away so inconsiderately. Read over King Richard III. Read in
Homer.
Birmingham, September Wth. Went down to the railway ;
Bartley waited to see me off. I felt much excited wonder and delight
filled my heart at enjoying this triumph of human intellect over the
obstacles of matter and of time. I could not satisfy the fulness of
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my feelings but in saying my prayers. It is much to see and to enjoy.
We want no aristocracy for such works as these.
September Hth. Went to rehearsal half amused, half disgusted
with the mad conceit of the premier tragedian of this company. Heard
much gossip of the profligacy of players. It does me good to listen
to these stories, for the deformity of the lives of such men as Messrs.
is quite frightful enough to drive one into the arms of virtue.
Rather unwell, and a little disconcerted by the conceit and presumption
of the actors here.
September l%th. When it (the rehearsal) was over, I talked with
Miss Faucit about her engagement told her how Mr. Farren had
behaved in altering the agreements and what they were. Demonstrated
to her the impracticability of such an engagement, and the danger it
contained to herself in the case of the hostility of authors the necessity
of keeping her out of business, etc. that in the worst result to me if
the experiment were unsuccessful it would be of no consequence ; if it
were triumphant the penalty would be of little consideration. She
was seriously affected by this representation, and wished to think that
Mr. Farren did not mean all in what he did, but promised when she
was of age after October llth to strike out of my article the
obnoxious clause and sign her name to it. I told her that it did her
great honour, and that it bound me more than all the parchments in
the world to be her friend, and to do my utmost to promote her
welfare "which J "will do. I was very much pleased with her. Acted
Othello indifferently. I was made nervous at the outset and, though
I laboured, I could not hide the labour it was a bad performance.
The great error of my performance of Othello was in the heavy, stately
tone in which I pitched the part, instead of the free, bold, cheerful,
chivalrous bearing of the warrior, the happy lover, and the high-born
man.
September 12th. Went to rehearsal ; talked with Clarke about
Messrs. Phelps and C. Kean, from whom he does not expect much.
Made calculations, which were more cheering than they have been.
Lay down on the sofa. Not at all well. Cold and disordered system.
Letter from Lord Dudley Stuart, 1 requesting me to act on Monday,
25th inst., for the destitute Poles. This I cannot do. Went to
1 Lord Dudley Coutts Stuart (1803-1854); a younger son of the first Marquis of Bute,
and grandson on his mother's side of Thomas Coutts the banker. His whole-hearted efforts
in the cause of Poland only ceased with his life, which he devoted to it. He died when
visiting Stockholm, where he was endeavouring to enlist the sympathy and aid of the
Swedish King.
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theatre. Began with a feeling of inability to strive with my own
depression and the languor of the audience. In some degree over-
mastered it as I proceeded, and finished the play in a sort of doubtful
manner really not knowing what effect I had produced. Mr. Prit-
chard came into my room, and afterwards Clarke. Both told me it
had made a very strong impression, the latter saying that it would
be repeated on Monday. I cannot understand this audience. The
labour is great to act to them.
September \4>th. Rose in very good time, and wrote an answer
to Lord Dudley Stuart's application, excusing myself from playing
at the Haymarket, and enclosing a cheque for 5. Was very anxious
to act Hamlet well ; really tried to do my duty ; began well, spoke the
first speech to the Queen excellently well as I proceeded, I fancied
I had reason to complain of the coldness of the audience, and the
neglect of the actors perhaps my own inefficiency was the real cause
of blame, and yet I did some things certainly very well ; the soliloquies,
the play, with the players, part of the closet, etc., but the audience
were by no means enthusiastic. I suppose the fault was in myself.
September \5th. Acted Melantius partially well, certainly not
to my own satisfaction throughout. The audience were unusually
sympathetic, and the play was said to have gone well. After the
terrible moral of the play, in which she had just been acting for the
first time, Miss preferred coming to my room rather than receive
me in hers, because she knew in hers some one would be present. It
seems a weakness in her, an unconsciousness of wrong yet what does
she propose to herself? Is it that she does not know, or does not set
the due estimation on the worth of character? Does she think? or
does she only feel and obey a feeling ? What a world this is ! And
how little of it beyond its thin surface do those in it know of it !
September I6th. The uncomfortable position in which I am
placed with this girl disturbed me, but I came to the resolution of not
allowing myself to suffer from my own vanity or weakness. I really
like her much as a friend, and I will be a friend to her. Gave Miss
- the part of Clothilde in the Novice. She told me that she had
not been to see her sister, and that she had expected me to call in the
afternoon ! She had no grounds for doing so. Looked over the play
of Wives as They Were.
Semptember llth. Lardner detailed the history of Babbage's
quarrel with Government about his calculating machine. It seems
Government assisted him with funds to the amount of 15,000 to
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16,000 for the construction of the first, which he relinquished, and
for a second, an improvement on the first, which he discontinued,
because Government had not given him the distinction and reward to
which he thought himself entitled. Government said, " Finish the
work, and then " but he said to his friends that he ought not to
be kept waiting till he was old, but should be remunerated now ! He
has subsequently discovered a still further improvement, and leaves
the second (No. 2) machine to Government desiring to make a fresh
bargain with them for No. 3. Professor Airey l says the thing is a
humbug ; other scientific men say directly the contrary.
September 18tfo. Went to call on Miss , who, I hope, would
not have returned from Wavertree, but she was at home. I received
the book of Foscari from her, and she decided on the character of
Mariana in preference to that of Isabella, Measure for Measure. She
told me that she had made up her mind not to be disappointed in
travelling to town with me, so that I had no alternative not that I
had even expected she would change her mind. I cannot affect or
doubt as to her affection for me. She must either love me, or be
one of the most extraordinary and senseless deceivers that ever existed.
I would to God it were not so, or that I could believe it not so.
September 19tft. Miss did not like to say she would act
Hester in To Marry, and feared she had incurred blame by taking
Miss Dorrillon, from which I relieved her at once. I sent in a note
afterwards, requiring a Yes or No answer to the part of the Novice.
She wrote back very affectionately and promptly "Yes." Finished
copying the address. A little of Hamlet.
September %Qth. Acted Ion very languidly indeed ; occupation
through the day is scarcely compatible with a really successful perform-
ance. The nerves and spirits cannot keep their tone. How strange
are the thoughts that pass through one's brain, when acting without
being possessed by the character. I was looking at the Adrastus, and
thinking to myself was it the proper business of a human being, with
the " god-like qualities " peculiar to him, to expend his life in repeating
parts of plays, and trying to represent human passions. How I felt
the low condition of a player I And when we know what these players
are, oh God ! Worked at Talfourd's address. Miss declined
Hester in To Marry or Not, also refused to act Emma in William Tell
for me.
1 George Biddell Airey (1801-1892); F.R.S., K.C.B.; Astronomer-Royal from 1856 to
1881.
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September 22nd. Letter from Bartley ; the defection of Warde,
and the envious malice of that reptile leaves us in a very serious
dilemma, but I feel strong in myself, and my hope and reliance is on
the goodness of God to protect me. And yet, as I write this, am I
not conscious of thoughts in my heart which are evil ? Oh, man !
man ! Let me hope that I shall root them out.
September 24t/i. Forster and Talfourd came in, and they were
all against me on the subject of the pit tickets, but I heard no reasons
against it, and would not yield, till Talfourd suggested the possibility
of a row on the first night. This decided me, and I resolved to leave
the question for the first two or three weeks, and endeavour to bring
it on afterwards. The address, prices, etc., Waldron, many matters
were discussed and settled. Robertson told me that Sir H. Wheatley
had, on the part of the Queen, expressed a wish that the price of her
box should be reduced from 400 to 350. If this be Royal
Patronage, commend me to popular favour ! Patronage to a declining
art!
September 26th. Forster called to inquire if I would advance
Knowles money on the new tragedy he was going to write. I said,
" Let me know his subject and his confidence in the treatment, and
then the matter will wear a face of business."
September 27th. Going out, called at the Morning Herald, Morn-
ing Post, Chronicle, Spectator, Globe, Sun, True Sun, Courier,
Athenaeum. Saw editors of the Post and Courier, and explaining to
them my motives in taking the theatre, hoped that the undertaking
would have the support of the papers ; they were most courteous.
September 28t7i. After dinner went to look at my blessed children,
as they slept, blessed them, and in the hope which my heart in silence
lifted up to God that He would bless them, and me for them, I went
out to the theatre. Still upon the address. Was very much pleased
with the appearance of the theatre it looked very elegant ; spoke on
several points and gave directions. Conferred with Knowles and
Forster on the terms for his plays ; Knowles agreed upon those terms to
give me the refusal of all his plays. This in the presence of Bartley,
Robertson and Forster. It was a clear understanding.
September 29th. Called on H. Smith on my way to Mr. Delane l
of the Times, who in Mr. Barnes's absence had answered my note to
him. Called at the Times office that mighty cauldron or vomitory
1 Father of John Thadeus Delane (1817-1879), the famous editor of the Times from 1841
to 1877.
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of ill and good ! Was directed to Mr. Delane's house ; saw him ;
my pride had been hurt by Mr. Barnes not answering my letter, but
I determined to act for the cause, not for myself. Found Mr. Delane
very civil, and, mentioning the object of my call, settling matters of
advertisements, and giving unlimited leave of orders, I left him,
satisfied in having called.
September 80th. When I am actor I must forget that I am
manager. Co vent Garden theatre opens. Before coming down I
prayed from my heart to Almighty God, imploring His mercy upon
me in the effort, which this day begins, and in what so much of good
or evil to my beloved family is involved. When I was going into the
coach it was like the setting out upon a long journey (may it be a
pleasant one !). I kissed my dear children, and bade adieu to my home
with a heart full to overflowing. Repeated the address on my way,
and entered the theatre with an invocation of God's blessing on me.
Rehearsed the play, 1 and attended to the various claims on my notice ;
received many letters of acknowledgment for the freedom of the theatre.
Took every occasion of repeating the address. Bartley and Robertson
came into my room with a slip from one of the newspapers of an address
to the public by that reptile, Mr. Bunn ; it was meant as an answer or
comment upon mine. I thought it inconsiderate in Bartley to pester
me with such a thing at such a time, and gave as little attention to it
as I could ; it simply left the notion with me of being an ebullition of
temper from such a person ! I thought little of it. It consumed
some time to arrange my dresses, etc., and when this was done I lay
down in bed. Repeatedly went over my address, and also read over
the first scene of Leontes. Dressed and, being called to the address,
went and found the overture only just begun. Much agitated, the
thought of the Rubicon-like plunge I was about to make and my home
came upon me and affected me for a moment. When I went on the
stage the enthusiasm of the audience was very great ; I began my
address with tolerable composure, but in the last part of it I stopped
it was a pause of about half a minute but, in agony of feeling, longer
than time can measure ; I recovered myself, and tripped slightly again
before the conclusion of the address. Mr. Vining came to speak to
1 Covent Garden opened under Macready*s management with A Winter's Tale and A
Roland for an Oliver. Boxes, $s., second price, 2s. 6rf. ; pit, 2s. 6d., second price, is. 6d. :
lower gallery, is. 6d., second price, is. ; upper gallery, is., second price, 6d. Second price
at the end of the third act of plays, and the second of operas. Stage director, Mr. Willmott ;
musical director, Mr. G. H. Rodwell ; acting manager, Mr. Bartley (note by Sir F.
Pollock).
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me as I was going on the stage, but I put him away. Acted Leontes
artist-like but not, until the last act, very effectively. Was called on
to give out, which I did. Fitzgerald, Forster, Procter, Talfourd,
Kenny came into my room ; Talfourd made no secret of his authorship
now how very weak he is on these points of vanity ! I thought it
for his interest not to avow it, but he left me a discretionary power
to publish it or no, as I might deem best from the tone of the papers
respecting it. Forster brought D'Orsay to see me, with that old
dtbauche, Lord Allen. Bartley and Robertson also came in. Sat up
late, and when I went to bed slept very little.
October 2nd. Rose in good time and tried to keep my thoughts
on Hamlet. Went in coach to the theatre, and arriving there spoke
about the bad delivery of the bills. Robertson sank my spirits very
low by an account of the Times' report of our opening, which he
represented as altogether blame. I went through the rehearsal of the
play taking pains with it, and attending to other business as it fell
out. Among other letters was one I should say ruffianly, if intended,
as I suspected, to convey a personal menace from that wretched
profligate, Mr. . Other letters. I dined, and lay down in bed.
Very, very much dejected. Felt myself quite unequal to perform.
As the time drew near I rallied, dressed. Mr. Brewster failed in his
appointment ; I would not let it annoy me, but went on, determined
to do my best. I acted the greater part of Hamlet in my best manner ;
and the play was put beautifully on the stage. The audience noticed
with applause several of the improvements.
October 5th. Called on Mr. Dilke ; 1 saw Mr. D , junior, 2
talked with him upon the " splenetic or unscientific " invective of the
Athenaeum critic upon the Bridal. He assured me that there was no
hostility to myself, but quite a contrary sentiment on the part of the
critic; I liked his frank manner. We agreed that the Athenaeum
orders should pass, and our advertisements be inserted gratuitously. I
left him seemingly well pleased. Sent freedom of theatre to Rogers
with note. Lay down, very much tired, for about three quarters of
an hour. A bad headache. Acted Leontes feebly, but with care ;
spoke to Miss Huddart about her acting, on which subject I feel appre-
hension and concern. Was called for feebly gave out the play.
1 Charles Wentworth Dilke (1789-1864); editor and critic ; was long connected with the
Athtnceum.
2 Charles Wentworth Dilke, jun. (1820-1869); son f l ^ e above. Created a haronet ;
father of the late Sir C. W. Dilke, Bart., the Liberal statesman.
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The house was very respectable most satisfactory. Saw a little of
the farce, which was well acted.
October 6th. Thought on the business of the theatre as I awoke
and dressed. Went to the theatre, where I arrived at a little before
ten, applied to business, reading, and answering letters. Rehearsed
the Bridal, and took much pains with Mr. Anderson. The Messrs.
Dilke called, and went over the affair of the Athen&um criticism,
speaking with great candour and good-nature, endeavouring to palliate
the false statement of the Bridal's " want of attraction," and coming
to a very amicable, agreeable arrangement, as settled yesterday,
respecting the interchange of orders for advertisements. Parted very
good friends. Mr. Fisher called and told me he had bailed Mr. Warde,
who he hoped would be out to-morrow, and that the money required
would be the round sum 100. Superintended the rehearsal of two
acts of the Novice, which occupied me till past four, took all pains with
it. Had promised Miss Taylor a new wig, and sent for Brewster to
measure her for it, which he did. Received a note from Faraday 1
abjuring his claim to knighthood, thanking me for the card of admis-
sion, but returning it on account of the "Sir"; answered him and
sent him a corrected card. Sent note and cards of admission to
Milman, 2 his wife, and friend. 3 Wrote notes to Messrs. Willmott and
Meadows with additions of one pound per week each to their salaries.
Acknowledged Murray's present of Lord Byron's works.
October 1th. Arose reluctantly, feeling indisposed from the- very
indifferent night I had had. Went to the theatre and applied myself
to business. Bartley came to speak about Warde, whose solicitors
had gone out of town, and in their place a friend and relation appeared
whom I did not know how to trust. Sent Bartley with cheque to
settle the various matters. Miss Huddart, who had asked to see me,
now told me that Mr. Abbot (a ... attorney !) had, on hearing of
Warde's approaching release, said, "I think I'll let him play on
Monday night " adding that he had a writ against him. I sent for
Bartley, and it became a question whether the money should be risked
or no ; the question to me was whether the money should be risked, or
1 Michael Faraday (1791-1867); the celebrated scientist. He died without having even
received the offer of a knighthood, much to the discredit of the various Governments of his
time.
* Henry Hart Milman (1791-1866); afterwards the well-known Dean of St. Paul's. His
drama Fazio (produced in 1815) had, with other dramatic pieces, already gained him con-
siderable reputation.
* Under Macready's managements free admissions were sent by him to persons dis-
tinguished in science, art, and literature (note by Sir F. Pollock).
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the season. I did not long hesitate, and gave the word for his release,
and despatched Bartley ; the matter superintended by one of White
and Whitmore's clerks occupied the whole day, and I had several
communications on it. Meantime rehearsed the Bridal. Felt much
obliged to Miss Huddart for her kindness and friendship. Lay down,
not well. Various notes one from Meadows, another from Willmott,
expressive of their gratitude for my addition to their salaries. Acted
Melantius pretty well. Kenny was in my room, whilst dressing, and
he told me that Planche ' ' had been inveighing most warmly against
his erasion from the Free List, saying that he had written one act of
a play for the theatre, which had been submitted to me and Mr.
Bartley a falsehood. Called on after the play, and gave out the
three next nights. Mr. Anderson was also called forward, of which I
was very glad. Kenny, Talfourd, Wallace, Forster and Robertson
came into my room. Warde also, who expressed himself very grateful
for his liberation, and for the manner in which it was done.
October 8th. Rose at a late hour after a sleepless night, but
before I got up read over a one-act piece by Haynes Bay ley, a very
milk-and-water production. Read over a notice in the Atlas, which
seemed reluctant to be kind and yet unwilling to compromise its
character. I did not like it, but got one or two hints from it ; fas est
et ab hoste doceri. Wrote note to Talfourd, excusing myself from
dinner. Wallace called. I proposed to him the publication in
pamphlet of Forster 's notice in this day's Examiner. After some
consideration he assented to the idea.
October 9th. Among notes received one, very kindly written,
from Rogers. 1 Lay down, and glad to do so, in bed. My mind a
good deal excited, but I acted Hamlet pretty well. My self-possession
returns to me in a surprising way. Kenny, H. Smith, Wallace, and
Forster came into my room. I spoke to the latter about the article in
the Examiner being reprinted in a pamphlet form. The house falling
off in the half-price, decided, with my council, on putting up Othello
for next Monday.
October 10th. Rose, after a night of very little sleep, in which I
thought of Othello, at an early hour, and reached the theatre by nine
o'clock ; found no carpenter, in fact, no workmen there ! Received
a very civil acknowledgment of his card from Milman. Wrote eight
notes or letters, and then gave myself entirely to the rehearsal of the
1 The veteran "banker-poet" (1763-1855). His poem, the Pleasures of Memory, was
published the year before Macready was born.
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play of the Novice; l took great pains in endeavouring to infuse a
spirit into the actors engaged in it. Settled the cast of Othello with
Mr. Bartley for the Duke, as an example to the other actors, and to
show the public that there would be no impediments to the best possible
disposition of the characters in a play. Looked over papers and dined
at the Garrick Club, saw only disagreeable and most vulgar persons
there. Forster had taken a note home for me to say I should not dine
there. Miss had begun to talk to me in a way that inclines me
to waver in my opinion of her constancy or sincerity. We shall see !
Attended a night rehearsal of the Novice, in which all did their best.
Forster was there. Came home and cut the play of the Novice.
October llth. Rose much fatigued. Went to the theatre. Letters
from a French pantomimist, wishing to represent animals and a fly !
Attended the rehearsal of the Novice. Spoke to Sloman about his
men ; not satisfied with the state of the accounts, nor with the vigilance
of Robertson. The play of the Novice, which if acted well in the part
of Carolstadt would have been most effective, was marred and almost
ruined by the inefficiency of Mr. Vining. It escaped, but will do no
good. Forster, Talfourd, Wallace, etc., came into my room. The
house was wretched.
October 12th. Rose rather tired, and went to the theatre as soon as
I could. Summoned a rehearsal ' of the Novice. Wrote answers to
Mr. Home and a person who wrote very kindly to wish me success.
Sent a note to Miss Faucit to come to rehearsal or send her part.
Searched for plays and afterpieces. At twelve o'clock went out to call
on Listen at Brompton ; saw and sat with him some time. He said he
should never act again, and I certainly think he never will. He seems
to be breaking up. I left him with an expression that he had carte-
blanche from me. Returning to the theatre, took the book of the
Novice, and went over the play with the actors, cutting their parts and
arranging all for a rehearsal to-morrow. I lay down about half-past
three, and rested most comfortably till half-past five, thinking over
some part of Melantius, which I acted very fairly. Was called for,
and very enthusiastically received by the audience. Talfourd, Forster,
and Bartley came into my room.
October 12th. Went to the theatre, and sent for Robertson to
speak about the accounts. Mentioned the fact of the bills I had twice
before spoken of being continued despite of my complaints. Sent for
Mr. Harris he began again to talk ; I checked him, and told him it was
1 A translation, attributed to W. Dimond.
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merely a question of business; he was inclined to be impertinent, as
often idle persons are to hide their own faults. My dresser thought
he could undertake the office of regulating the coals and candles for
twelve shillings, which saves me at once eighteen shillings per week.
Went over Bradwell's account with Willmott and Robertson ; the
latter is not the man for such a duty in such a time; he is one of
those on "Lethe's Wharf." A letter from Mr. Phillips to Bartley,
refusing to act Rashley in to-morrow night's bill, threw us into embar-
rassment. This fellow, who never attracts individually one sixpence,
will now receive a week's salary 35 for playing in one farce and
perhaps not that. Miss Shirreff was affecting nerves and hysterics, and
to pacify her I was obliged to change Artaxerxes, announced for
Tuesday. So much for these knavish singers. Went over the Novice
in the saloon. Messrs. Paine, of the Morning Gazette, called for
advertisements and orders. Bagnall called for an engagement ; I heard
him speak and dismissed him civilly. Wrote several notes. Spoke
with Head about Othello's dresses. Coming home, tried to read an
adaptation of Volpone, but fell asleep, overpowered with fatigue of
mind and body. Went to theatre after dinner with Catherine and
Letitia. Saw the Novice, which is destroyed by the stupid, unmeaning
and tedious recitation of Mr. Vining. Spoke to Miss Faucit about
her illness.
October 14ith. Very tired when I arose. Went to the theatre, and
found that the play of Othello was in course of rehearsal attended to
it. Transacted business of various sorts ; wrote answers to letters.
Talked over several matters with Kenney. A note from Mr. Phillips
inquired why he did not act to-night. The cool effrontery of this man,
who picks my pockets in this manner, is too bad. Mr. Webster called
to speak, as he said, about Mr. Phelps, who, it appears, has received
10 per week from him (Mr. W ), and given in a protest against
the same being a precedent for his engagement with me. Wallace,
Forster, Talfourd came into my room. The latter told me of some
abuse of himself and Forster in the Age, which was unimportant except
as its matter testified that there are some treacherous persons about
the theatre.
October 15th. Rose with feelings of heavy weariness, and, coming
downstairs, gave my first attention to my domestic accounts. Then
looked at the theatrical business of the week. It is, I think, this week
which will show me the degree of hope that a reasoning man may
entertain of the final issue of my enterprise. The impossibility of
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revoking the step I have made enforces the propriety of putting a
resolute and cheerful face upon the matter; and though I go forward
with very little hope, yet still I do not bate much of heart in urging
my purpose forward. There is at present a loss upon the concern, and
this is beginning early, but the statements laid before me could not
be accurate ; and though I do not think that Robertson has wilfully
deceived me, yet certainly things are not as he represented them to be.
Let me, however, strenuously persist in the fulfilment of my duty, and
put my trust in Almighty God to protect me from all evil consequences,
and to guard and bless my beloved family. Wrote notes to Hartley
and to the Sunday Times on their very shameful abuse of Talfourd
upon a misconception. Kenney called, and sat longer than I wished,
as did also Wallace. When they left me, I turned to the reading
of Othello, upon which I continued, rather drowsily, till dinner-time.
After dinner, looked over the newspaper, and was shocked by the
worship which the base wretches of this world are transferring from
their God to a girl of eighteen, whom they choose to call a Queen I
They haunt her path, and receive (and to the equal shame of the other
party, are given) tickets to have entrance to the chapel on Sunday
where she is supposed to pray. Mighty Heaven ! how long is folly and
impiety like this to be triumphant on earth ? Read Othello the
remainder of the evening. Read prayers to the family.
October 167i. Attended to what business I could ; just before I
lay down, Mr. Anderson came to inform me that he had received from
an agent of Drury Lane an offer, which I afterwards heard was ' double
his present salary, to act what he pleased, and to play a new part in
a play which the author would only consent to his performing.' Mr.
Bunn is certainly an honest man, and his friends are honest men. Lay
down, and tried to think over Othello. Very much dissatisfied with
my own performance of the part of Othello, very much indeed. I can
scarcely tell why I was so heavy and cold, except that the fatigues of
management are beginning to tell upon my acting. The Council of
Forty was a scene of beautiful effect, one of the most real things I
ever saw. Talfourd and Browning came into my room ; the former
asked me if I had seen the Age. Mr. Phelps called, but I did not
see him.
October llth. Went to the theatre, where I immediately began
on business; read my letters, etc., and went upon the stage to look at
the condition of the new melodrame ; did not think it good, and was
not satisfied with the acting ; it will not serve us. Signed the articles
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of Messrs. Bennett, Leffler, and Anderson. Faraday called and sat a
short time. I was quite glad to see him. Dined at the Garrick Club ;
looked at the papers, not one of which noticed the mise en scene of
Othello ! So much for the assistance of the Press! Spoke to Miss
Faucit about Virginia; she promised to do her best. Looked over
Serle's melodrame. The house was wretched.
October 18th. Went to theatre. Miss Huddart, in talking to me,
showed temper, which I did not like to see. Miss Faucit assented to
Virginia, saying that her mother was very much against it, etc. Forster,
Talfourd, Dickens, Kenney, Bartley, Robertson and Willmott came
into my room.
October 19th. Saw Bartley and asked him his opinion of our
prospect ; he said that he began to be afraid of it.
October 20t/i. Braced up my nerves, and strengthened my mind
to look cheerfully in the face of the fate that is before me. The
question of interest has now ceased entirely ; it is now a point of char-
acter upon that I am resolved to stand, and be consistent not only
with my conduct, but with my thoughts. The hope of elevating my
art is now lost to me, but I will do my utmost to protect those who
have confided in my fortune, and devote myself to that I hope
honourable effort. It is that thought and resolution that keep a smile
upon my face, when sorrow and foreboding look with gloomy pity on
me from almost every eye. I will be true to them and to myself.
May God assist me ! Amen ! Went to theatre, leaving poor Letty
with the tears in her eyes ; it seems she is fretting for me, but that,
though kind, is unwise.
October 21st. Went to theatre. Rehearsed Werner, and gave
Robertson a cheque for 300 to meet the week's deficiencies. Saw
Elton and talked with him on business. Bartley brought me some
casts for this and next week, which I looked at, but felt some effort
must be made. I spoke with Marshall, who has quite betrayed his
trust, and deceived me. Mr. Rooke, the composer, came into my
room, and insisted that his opera could not be done for three weeks.
We had a long altercation ; the singers were sent for ; they behaved
very well for singers I and were ready to make an effort to produce
it to the day announced, but it appeared at last that Mr. Rooke had
not the music ready to give to the band ! ! ! And for this the theatre
loses another week ! Looked over Werner my spirits, body, and mind
exhausted. Anxious to play well, I took great pains, and very success-
fully. I touched off the character very happily, and quite satisfied
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myself. I was called for and very enthusiastically received. Talfourd,
Forster, and Wallace came into my room.
October 22nd. Came down at eleven o'clock to meet Robertson,
and settle my amount of loss, and give him in the full amount of what
I could still permit him to count upon. My banker's account stands
s. d. s. d.
Paid in 3682 1 1
Drawn . 2734 9 4
Balance at Ransom's . 947 11 9
Already paid on account of Covent Garden 623 14
Making myself liable for the remainder of
1,000 376 6
My salary to be returned . . . 90
466 6
Leaving in at Ransom's an available surplus of . . 481
October 23rd. Called on Stanfield, taking Letitia and Catherine
with me on their way to Shoolbred's. Asked Stanfield to paint me
a diorama for the pantomime. He almost promised, and in the kindest
manner. He is a fine creature. Went to theatre, where of course
business awaited me. Signed engagement with Mr. Howe. 1 Business
with Robertson and Bartley, who went down on a message to the Vice-
Chamberlain's Office, and brought word that the Queen would come
to the theatre in November. Agreed with Mr. Phelps. Cut part of the
Royal Oak, 2 which I think will make a decent after-piece. Lay down,
very much tired ; fear my health is beginning to shake. Acted fairly
to a very wnapplauding audience. Forster and Kenney came into my
room. I gave Kenney the Royal Oak to finish. Sat up late. The
papers are almost all unfriendly to me. So much more probable is it
that my cause is good, and that I am honourable.
October 24t/i. C. Duller called, and stayed with me some time.
He mentioned his disappointment in my Othello not being more tender,
a criticism that I will not forget.
October 25th. Called on Stanfield, whom I found what he is said
to be, and must be thought to be, the very spirit of kindly feeling.
He assented to my request and promised to make all arrangements
1 Henry Howe (1812-1896); originally Henry Howe Hutchinson, the well-known
Haymarket actor. His first appearance in London was in 1834, and he was a member of
Sir H. Irving's American Company at the time of his death, sixty-two years later.
* By W. Dimond.
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with me. I told him I could not thank him, both for the act itself,
and its moral influence on the undertaking I have in hand.
October 26th. Went to the theatre, and applied to business.
Looked over the accounts of last week. Colonel D'Aguilar called,
who seemed and I know is most anxious for my success. My success
is not to lose my principal. Beyond that hope, all seems visionary.
A kind note from T. Moore. Went over business of the pantomime
with Young. Rehearsed Pierre. Miss Faucit wished to alter her
engagement, but I did not think it necessary, choosing rather to rely
on her word than on any obtained advantage. Confidence is generally,
where there is any feeling, the strongest bond.
October 27tft. As I begin to note briefly the events of this day,
I must observe that it is the most disastrous one that has yet occurred
under my management. I have been tried severely. I went to the
theatre, where I learnt that Mr. Rooke's opera was not in the theatre,
nor could be on the day it was announced to be acted ! The effect on
my head was such that it ached all day after. I -rehearsed Pierre.
Attended as well as I could, which was scarcely at all, to business.
This news had struck me down. My income is destroyed my mind
tortured. I sat down for a few minutes overwhelmed. I saw Mr.
Haines, who shuffled and could say nothing. I would not see
Mr. Rooke, or I should have told him my opinion of him. I sent Mr.
Bartley, etc., to him. He and Willmott, after a long absence, returned
to say that " perhaps the music would be in the orchestra on Saturday,
November llth !!!" I did not know what to do or say. I lay down
for three quarters of an hour, and prayed to God to tranquillize and
strengthen my mind. I acted indifferently ; was called for on account
of Mr. Phelps, I suppose. Kenney, Wallace, Jerdan, Bartley, and
Robertson came into my room. Passed a wretched night.
October 28th. Went to theatre. Acted Werner to a -wretched,
wretched house as well as I could, but not well. I spoke with Miss
Faucit after the play, asked her to play the part in the new drama to
oblige me, to which she kindly assented, but told me that she suffered
much at home for it. When Robertson heard of her acquiescence, he
observed that "there was nothing like a little rational conversation,"
to which I assented. She is a kind, good-hearted girl.
November 1st. Browning came into my room, Robertson, etc.
As this day closes I begin to have doubts of my ability to rally. I fear
"it is a hopeless struggle."
November 2nd. Uneasy and unhappy thoughts. I begin to
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despair, but I hope I shall not despond. The hopelessness of the
struggle, unaided by the Press, and thwarted by the knavery of one
and the indolence of another, begins to weigh upon me. Still, I bate
nothing of resolution ; I will do all I ought to do. I only fear I have
already done much more than I should have done. God help me ! I
murmur at His dispensations sometimes, but I hope and pray He will
forgive my ungrateful forgetfulness of His many mercies. Amen !
Rehearsed, with much care, Virginius. At half-past four tried to
snatch a little sleep in my chair. Acted Virginius pretty well con-
sidering that I had no time to read it ; was called on, and very warmly
received by the audience. Forster came into my room. I got angry
about the Press, which I never ought to do.
November 3rd. Thought over part of Macbeth before I rose ; went
to the theatre. Superintended the rehearsal of three acts of Macbeth,
which was not satisfactorily proceeding. Sat down to my letters and
wrote ten, dining on my daily chop. What am I doing all this for ?
What is to be my recompense ? Indifference, pity, and, from some
very few, respect ; I should have thought of this before. I bear up
well against the load that is thrown on me, but I cannot long up-bear it.
November 4th. Went to the theatre, where I went on a first rehearsal
of King Lear.' My opinion of the introduction of the Fool is that, like
many such terrible contrasts in poetry and painting, in acting repre-
sentation it will fail of effect ; it will either weary and annoy or distract
the spectator. I have no hope of it, and think that at the last we shall
be obliged to dispense with it. Settled the scenery, which will be very
striking. Received the last act of Bulwer's play with a note from him.
Read it, and have my apprehensions about it ; he writes too hastily,
he does not do himself justice. Note from Bartley with account of
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house, and information that Polhill had challenged all the sub-
committee of Drury Lane theatre, all of whom had refused to go out ;
that Westmacott was to leave the Age on Sunday, and that Bunn was
to receive 760 for his two shares on Tuesday ! ! What a mass of
filth!
January 5th. Robertson paid me back a cheque for 965 10s.
the money I had advanced. God grant I may be able to keep it!
Amen ! Attended to business. Speaking to Willmott and Bartley
about the part of the Fool in Lear, and mentioning my apprehensions
that, with Meadows, we should be obliged to omit the part, I described
the sort of fragile, hectic, beautiful-faced, half-idiot-looking boy that
he should be, and stated my belief that it never could be acted. Bartley
observed that a woman should play it. I caught at the idea, and
instantly exclaimed: "Miss P. Horton is the very person." I was
delighted at the thought. Received notes from Stanfield, declining to
name any sum in compensation for his labour. Bulwer called and talked
with me about the play. I went over the last act with him. He told me
of the works upon his hands ; his industry is astonishing ! Consulted
Robertson and Bartley about Stanfield ; mentioned my purpose of send-
ing him 250 and a present of plate, value 50. Robertson thought
it liberal ; Bartley thought it only what was requisite. Bartley is
liberal with others' money, and I was annoyed to think that I might
be supposed to undervalue Stanfield 's kindness.
January 6th. Spoke to Miss Faucit, who seems to have taken up
a very discontented tone.
January 1th. Began to read with much attention the play Bulwer
had left me yesterday. Talfourd came in, and, after some conversation
upon the action against Bunn (which I feel disposed to relinquish from
disgust at the mixture of his filthy name with mine), Talfourd took me
into the dining-room and told me he had finished his play, and asked
me if I would come and dine with him and hear it read this afternoon.
I declined it, as I could not judge of it from his reading. He told me
that he was quite disappointed in it. Wallace mentioned to me a letter
he had written to Lardner in a most gentlemanly tone, expressing his
deep concern at having written that harsh article against Bulwer, which
was shown to Bulwer. How much more noble is atonement than
obstinacy ! How positively beautiful it is ! Talfourd called again to
say that in his ride he had reconsidered his tragedy, and did not feel
the despondency about it he had before expressed. I told him I did
not pay any regard to what he had said on such a subject. Finished
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the perusal of Bulwer's play, which I think, considering the time in
which it has been planned and written, is really wonderful.
January 8th. Waited with some impatience until eleven o'clock
for the arrival of Bartley and Robertson from Drury Lane ; they came
with Forster, and gave an account of the reception and performance
of Mr. C. Kean. In going over the different points, each one enumer-
ated confirmed me in the opinion I had long since taken up on very
good grounds, that this young man has been trading in the part of
Hamlet upon my conception and performance. Willmott exclaimed
as they detailed the various passages : " Every point is Mr. Mac-
ready's." They spoke of it as a dull affair. The papers will, of
course, laud it beyond all measure. We must trust in the strength of
truth, and the God of truth.
January 9th. Thought upon King Lear in bed ; on coming down,
read two of the newspapers upon the debut of Mr. C. Kean. They
were evidently disposed to give all the praise they could, but in spite
of their partiality they could not raise the tone of their commendation
sufficiently high to give me any cause of apprehension on the success
of our theatre. I hope I do not deceive myself. Went to the theatre ;
wrote a letter to Stanfield, enclosing a cheque for =300.
January IQth. Received a paper of the Figaro in London, contain-
ing a page and a quarter of the most violent abuse and strangest
inventions of falsehood about myself. I laughed at it, and enclosed
it without notice or comment to Mr. Beckett, St. James's theatre.
Called at the Garrick Club to look at some costumes for Lear; saw
Thackeray, who promised to send me a book on the subject. Coming
home read Talfourd's tragedy of the Athenian Captive. This was a
great disappointment to me ; no one could believe it to be by the author
of I on ; it has nothing of it but its faults of style exaggerated. How
am I to tell Talfourd this, I scarcely know. I fear the effect of such
a communication, but I will do " all in honour." A letter from Stan-
field refusing to accept the .300 I sent him, returning me the cheque
I had sent him, and asking for 150. This is one of the few noble
instances of disinterested friendly conduct I have met with in my life.
God bless him.
January llth. Talfourd called to know the fate of his tragedy. I
could not deal otherwise than honestly and kindly by him. I told him
he should dictate as to its performance ; that if he wished it, I would
act it, but as a friend I advised him on every account not to do so. It
was painful he was evidently much disappointed. I said I would read
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it again, and talk with him upon it. I think he will have it done and
if he does, it will be a serious calamity to him. I feel sure of it.
January \%th. Read part of Talfourd's tragedy. Saw some
salvers, and chose one for Stanfield. Rested. Acted Werner mid-
dlingly. Called for, and very kindly received. Received in a note a
slip of paper to be printed, I suppose, in some Sunday paper abusing
Forster and essaying to turn me into ridicule. A passage from a letter
of mine to Mr. C. Kean was referred to.
January 13t/i. Looked at the newspapers. Read in the Literary
Gazette a notice of Mr. C. Kean's performance. It \\as in a kind tone
of praise, seemingly anxious to do him justice. I should think it did
so. Came home. Catherine showed me the criticism on Mr. C. Kean
in the Examiner, which Mr. Forster had carried up here. I was aston-
ished dejected and sickened with disgust at the recreant contradiction
of his own strongly expressed opinions in my room on Monday night
before Bartley, Robertson, etc. This is the man, who to my
earnest entreaty last season refused to compromise his character for
integrity upon the merits of Mr. Forrest, a stranger and a visitor !
and this is my friend ! and so is Talfourd ! Friends ! ! ! Such men
have neither the heart, the courage, nor the honesty to be friends.
They do not know what the noble and romantic bond means.
January 14th. Before I had dressed I received a note from Forster,
evidently intended to sound my state of feeling upon his criticism, under
which I had been suffering much. I answered it as coolly as I could,
expressing my surprise and disappointment. Read over the newspaper,
and was just about to begin my accounts when Forster called. He said
that he could not remain at home, he was so distressed by my note,
and he came here to explain it, and to prove to me that it was not
likely to be as injurious as I supposed. He was evidently deeply pained
and affected by the circumstance, and my displeasure vanished at once.
We all talked it over, but his very anxiety to persuade me of its harm-
lessness only fortified my conviction of its power of mischief. We shall
see. I was too hasty in my angry feeling towards him, for I must think
his regard for me deep and sincere. Read an act of Talfourd's play,
which is not good.
January 15th. Newspapers. The Times as usual puffs Drury
Lane! Read the two acts of Talfourd's tragedy, which on reconsidera-
tion I think positively bad. Went to the theatre, where I attended to
business ; was detained long by Mr. Gye, 1 who wanted to argue with
1 Frederick Gye the elder (1781-1869); originally a fishmonger; won ,30,000 in a
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me that I ought to retain his light through the run of the pantomime,
which he charged at 1 10s. per night, with no stipulation or statement
as to the expense.
January I8th. Received a querulous note from Talfourd, who
seems annoyed at my opinion upon his play, which he says, having been
written for the most disinterested purpose of serving the cause I uphold,
he cannot consent to let his labour perish, and insists on its perform-
ance ! How different from Bulwer, who, without giving his name,
writes a play for the same ostensible purpose, and desires me not to
act it unless I feel confident of its success ! Talfourd has relieved me
from all thought of obligation by the evidence he has given of seeking
to gratify his own vanity at the expense of the cause he affects to wish
to serve ! Thus we deceive ourselves !
January 12th. Collier called, and I mentioned to him Stanfield's
noble conduct, etc. He told me that he had said to a friend of Mr.
Kean that his Mr. K.'s performance of Hamlet was not half so
good as my own, and that the Messieurs of the Garrick Club ascribed
Forster's criticism to the effects of influence upon him and of fear ! So
much for temporizing ! Talfourd came into my room, and kept me
late ; he said he did not mean his note to impugn my motives. Told
me of the surprising efforts that had been made by the friends of Mr.
C. Kean in Scotland, etc., to induce people viz. from the House of
Commons and the Courts of Law to go to see him !
January 20th. At home ; received a note and the salver, properly
inscribed, from Gass. Stanfield, Kenney, Wallace, Cattermole, Forster,
Browning, and Robertson dined with us ; we spent a cheerful afternoon.
Before we went upstairs I expressed to Stanfield how deeply I was
indebted for the noble act of friendship he had shown me, and that
I had a slight tribute to offer him, on which the record of my gratitude
was engraved, though not so deeply as on the more perishable substance
of my heart. I gave him the salver, which was admired, and the
inscription, as altered by Wallace, was read.
To CHARLES STANFIELD, ESQ., R.A.
In remembrance of the kindness and zeal with which he brought the magic of
his pencil and the celebrity of his name to the aid of a discouraged and declining
sister art, this humble tribute is presented by his grateful friend,
WILLIAM CHARLES MACREADY.
January 20th, 1838.
lottery and embarked on various speculative enterprises, including Vauxhall Gardens ; was
M.P. for Chippenham from 1826 to 1831.
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Stanfield, dear fellow, was quite overcome, but seemed very happy. I
was happy in seeing one making him so.
January 23rd. Received a note from Mr. Capel, the clergyman of
Watford, who wanted " to have permission to come behind the scenes
in the evening " a modest request for a clergyman.
January 24/i. Received the account of house, which was, con-
sidering all things, not to be complained of ; but with it heard that the
Drury Lane house was very good. This is news that really disturbs
my patience giving up, as I do, my talent (such as it is), my experi-
ence, my mind to the advancement of the interests of this art ; and here
is a person quacked into celebrity without one original thought, without
anything to constitute superiority, made an attraction ! It is too
disgusting.
January 31st. Saw Fitzgerald in Catherine's box, who told me of
an interview with Mr. C. Kean, that I should have thought incredible
if not borne out by facts. This young man's egotism and coxcombry
amount almost to insanity.
February 1st. Lady Charlotte Bacon, 1 Lord Oxford's daughter,
called, wishing to go on the stage ; she read before me. I dissuaded
her from the attempt. She gave me part of her history.
February 2nd. Miss Martineau called, and sat a short time. Dr.
Elliotson called, thought me much better. Wrote to Thomas Moore
with cards of admission. Read over King Lear. Went to the theatre
and acted King Lear pretty well ; was called for, and very enthusiastically
received.
February 3rd. Wrote a long letter to Bartley about Mr. Wilson's
refractory declaration respecting his part in the Domino; these opera
people are enough to turn one sick, and what are they worth, at their
very best? Received a letter from Bulwer with the title of The
Adventurer, 2 but when I saw it written down I would not consent
to it. Received a note from Bartley, from which I learn that he has
not attended to my instructions sent this morning ; that Mrs. Glover
sent an apology for her non-appearance this evening (the !) ; and
that Mr. Anderson was very well received in Felix, which will make
him untractable, to a certainty ! A note rather an impertinent one
from Mr. Manvers about the mistake as to his part in the Domino. I
wish they were all tied in a sack together ! They worry my heart out.
February 4tth. Read over, in the course of day, Bulwer 's play ;
1 Lord Byron's "lanthe."
8 Afterwards named The Lady of Lyons (note by Sir F. Pollock}.
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a conversation with Forster on its degree of power, and more par-
ticularly of the quantity given to the character of Melnotte induced me
to give it a more scrutinizing examination. To my surprise and regret, I
find that it tapers off after the third act, and that the female character has
the strength of the two last acts tant pis ! Read prayers to the family.
February 5th. Acted Macbeth with a care and an energy that I
have not done these many nights ; and in the intervals of the scenes my
heart was almost breaking, to think of the time, toil, and money that
I have so heedlessly thrown away on so ungrateful a cause. An empiric
like this Mr. C. Kean is paid <40 per night, and followed by crowds ;
an ignorant and infamous wretch like that disgusting beast is sustained
in his system of open pillage on the actors, while all my labours, enter-
prise, and talent, such as it is, would only lead me and my children to
beggary, if my fate now depended on the integrity and intelligence of
the newspapers or the taste of the public. There was a report that the
Queen was at Drury Lane to-night another cause of thankfulness.
Was asked for and very enthusiastically received. Forster and Robert-
son brought reports from Drury Lane the first that C. Kean's Richard
was a failure, the last different.
February 6th. Heard the accounts in the newspapers of Mr.
C. Kean's performance, which record it as a triumph ; and, coupled
with the Queen's presence, will no doubt make it fashionable for many
nights to come. It is not possible for me to receive with placidity a
blow like this, which, giving power to empiricism and ignorant puffery,
prostrates all my hopes of making a permanent asylum in Covent Garden
theatre for the drama. The hope is gone, and I have to toil on with
the conviction of the uselessness of my efforts. This indignation I
suffer from is great, and I could curse the fate that threw me into a
sphere of life with violent passions, where these passions are so cruelly
acted on !
February 9th. Acted King Lear pretty well ; took pains, but was
not equal to myself on Wednesday. Bulwer came into my room at the
end of the second act. I sent him round to a private box and he
returned to me at the end of the play. Expressed himself in very warm
terms upon what he styled my " gigantic " performance, talked about
the play, with the arrangements for which he seemed well satisfied. In
speaking of the Ballot question, he said he would never support Ministers
again if they did not leave it an open question. Was called for, and
very cordially received by the audience.
February 15th. Went to an early rehearsal of the new play.
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Message from the Vice-Chamberlain to say that the Queen was not
coming, which I hailed as excellent news. Acted Claude Melnotte in
Bulwer's play pretty well ; the audience felt it very much, and were
carried away by it; the play in the acting was completely successful.
Was called for, and leading on Miss Faucit, was well received ; gave
out the play. Forster, Kenney, Bartley, etc., came into my room.
February Ylth. Forster called, spoke against the base conduct of
the Morning Post, and mentioned his conviction that the play was
Bulwer's ! I evaded him as well as I could. Read over part of the
play, being anxious to play well, as I knew Bulwer would be there.
Acted pretty well ; was called for, led on Miss Faucit, and was very
cordially received. Spoke to Miss Faucit about standing behind me,
etc. Bulwer came into my room, and expressed himself much pleased ;
offered to give his name, whenever I might wish it. Was disappointed
in not finding the character of Melnotte more prominent.
February I&th. Saw the newspapers, which I only glanced over
political as well as theatrical matter. I do not feel that our play will be
attractive ; fearing that it cannot overcome the insidious imputation
of disaffection which was inserted in the Times newspaper. The indig-
nation and vindictive emotions which those despicable assassins of men's
reputations excite in me would alone resolve me to relinquish the
management of the theatre, had I no other motives, but in my dis-
tressed and disquieted mind I have more than enough to compel me.
Bulwer called, and, giving me full power to act on my own judgment,
seemed not to wish his name to be published until further experiment
of the play's success had been made until Thursday. I resolved to
wait the whole week.
February 21st. Bulwer called ; I was preparing to go on the stage,
and mentioned his uncertainty about the policy of publishing his name.
I told him of the improvement in the prospect of the house, and we
agreed that we would wait and see the progress of the night. I acted
well. Bulwer came into my room. My dresser was there. I affected
surprise at his appearance, and talked of the play for a few minutes,
then in French told him I had given up the idea of publishing his name
to-night, and requested him to wait and observe what I would do. He
said: "Then I shall see you again," and went away. I was loudly
called for, and said: "Ladies and Gentlemen, After the very kind
reception with which you have honoured this play, I hope I may be
permitted to say a few words in regard to some objections which have
been urged, and from opinions I am disposed to respect, upon passages
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that are said to be political. I beg to assure you that, upon the
strictest investigation, there are no political allusions that do not grow
out of the piece, and are necessarily conducive to the working of the
story. Had it been otherwise I am certain the author, whom I have
the honour to know, would never have descended to such means to
entrap your applause ; the licenser would not have permitted it, nor, I
believe, will you think that I should have had the bad taste to
encourage it. If I may associate such a name with an existing author's,
our divine Shakspeare is liable to similar imputations, and I trust I shall
receive credit for the assertion of the principle upon which I conduct
this theatre that art and literature have no politics." Saw Bulwer,
who left with me carte-blanche as to the time and mode of announcing
his name. 1
February 24ms in the Covent Garden playbill of Saturday, February 24, 1838 (note by
Sir F. Pollock. )
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March 8th. Acted Claude Melnotte middlingly ; was called for by
the audience, and well received. Miss Faucit wished to speak a few
words to me they were, to ask me if she had not " better leave out
the line between my two long speeches." Bulwer came into my room
and seemed very much delighted with the success of his play. He told
me of a message he had received from the Queen, full of courteous
expressions to him about the play, and wishing him to communicate
to me how very much she was delighted with my acting the comedy,
the third act, and the fifth. He added that she did not like Miss
Faucit. 1 It was curious to see a man of Bulwer's great mind evidently
1 In later years, after her marriage with Mr., eventually Sir, Theodore Martin, Miss Faucit
became a persona grata with Queen Victoria, as is shown by the following letter written to
Macready not long before his death
" 31, ONSLOW SQUARE,
"March 2nd, /JO.
" Will you accept, my very dear friend, my heartiest greetings on your Birthday, with
my best wishes that it may find you in better health than when I last heard of you.
" I fear this trying winter has been hard for you to bear all have suffered more or less
but now we may believe the worst is over and may we all revive and take good heart, and
look up hopefully once more ! I have been more delicate than usual only getting rid of
one cold to fall into another. This has brought me into such low health that neuralgia has
seized hold of me, and for the last week I have been writhing in its grasp. However, all
will be well soon, no doubt, and we must leave this exhausting London air as early as
possible in the season.
" The Queen honoured us again this winter with an invitation to Osborne for five days.
The first time I saw Her Majesty the morning after our arrival, she asked most kindly after
your health and said with what great regret she had heard of the loss you had sustained and
with what pathetic and tender interest it was all entwined. H.M. has the most winning
way with her ! All who converse with her are soon made her captives. I am sure this
arises from the kindness of her heart. This makes her remember everything that is kind and
gracious and is a right queenly part of her character. We dined twice at the Queen's own
table, where since the Prince's death only a very small number meet daily by H.M.'s
special invitation. I think I told you before that I had often been asked to read to the
Queen in the evenings when she retires to her own private drawing-room with only the
Princess. On this occasion I read twice. On the first evening Dora and some of
Tennyson's short poems on the second Lady Gera/cft'ne's Courtship. I read usually what I
like, but consult with the Princess as to the authors and poets the Queen likes l>est. H.M.
admires Mrs. Browning immensely. I had her own private copy to select and read from and
found it marked admiringly from beginning to end. But, oddly, she does not care for Mr.
Browning says she cannot understand him. I wish the Queen had time to read for herself
The Ring and the Book. How she would change her opinion ! What a grand poem it is I
The drawing of even that one character alone the fine, dear old Pope would make it
immortal.
"Do you remember -who first put Tennyson into my hand? Your remarks upon Dora
and other of your favourites still remain, and I never read the poems but out of this your gift
copy. This was only one act of your kindness. I have many others to remind me, if I ever
wished to forget, how good you were in putting things before me to help to work upwards !
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AS PAULINE ix "THE I.ADY OF LYONS"
From a lithograph by R. J. Lane, R.A.
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so much delighted by the praise and compliments of a little girl
because a Queen !
March \%th. The house was very indifferent ; this was a blow.
The reputation of this theatre for producing Shakspearian plays ought
to have commanded more attention. I give up all hope ! Lay down
to rest. Acted parts of Coriolanus well; parts not to satisfy myself.
Jerdan, Dickens, Bulwer, Blanchard, Forster, came into my room.
March 13t/i. Read the newspapers, and in them, excepting always
the eloquent writer in the Morning Chronicle, found additional cause
to regret that I had devoted myself to the ungrateful task of striving
to win the opinions of such profligate, ignorant, and bad men. The
labour of the two or three past weeks was dismissed by the Times in
about six lines of the coldest, faintest kind of admission.
March 20/i. Saw the Times newspaper, which couples the
Coriolanus with the Magic Flute ( !) as to the skill, learning, and taste
of its production pronouncing the acting merely "passable." My
spirits were affected by this infamous attempt to injure and depreciate
me. A note from that ass, Captain Polhill, about the entree of the
stage, which I answered. Acted Claude Melnotte in a middling style ;
was called for and well received.
March 21st. Went to the theatre, reading the Foscari upon my
way. Arrived there, I had to encounter Mrs. Glover, who came in
the highest tone of offended dignity to complain of the treatment she
had received, in my neither having called on her nor sent the money.
The fact was, I informed myself of her health through the messages
taken by Partridge, and did not think it right to pay her salary, as
she had met with her accident in seeking to deceive and defraud me
in asking leave to go to Brighton to see her son, when, as it after-
wards appeared, she went to Coventry to play. She wished to have
her engagement returned to her. I told her I would give the matter
consideration, but could not answer her immediately. Next was
introduced Mr. Wilson, who persisted in refusing to act in Amdlie
" I must not weary you longer with all this egotistic talk especially on a day when you
will have so many friends claiming your attention.
" Will you tell dear Mrs. Macready that at her convenience I would ask an account of
your health. That it may be a good one I earnestly desire.
"Mr. Martin unites in all kindest wishes and regards and desiring to be remembered to
Mrs. Macready.
" I am always, dear Mr. Macready,
" Your very affectionate friend,
" HELEN FAUCIT MARTIN."
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if at all reduced. I spoke to him with great temper and good-nature,
but also with firmness as to my intentions. He, after a long discussion,
yielded the point, and all was settled. Read or tried to read The
Athenian Captive, but was obliged to give the two last acts to Serle,
who finished it. The opinion was evidently against it. Miss Faucit
came to refuse her part. I recommended her, against her will, to write
me a note of expostulation, and consent to act the part ; which letter I
would send to Talfourd.
March 22nd. Received a letter from Bulwer returning me the
cheque for .210, a letter which is a recompense for much ill-requited
labour and unpitied suffering ; it is an honour to him, and a subject
of pride to myself. Acted Claude Melnotte very well though the
audience were cold ; was called for, and very warmly received.
March %3rd. Looked at the newspapers, in which I read an
advertisement for a dinner to Mr. C. Kean, to present him with a
piece of plate, Lord Morpeth in the chair ! This is to take place in
the saloon of Drury Lane theatre (a fitting place for such an exhibition)
on the 30th inst. How long is the intelligence of this country to be
insulted by his quackeries? I was not angry, but really the stolidity
of the many, and the knavery of the few, make it difficult to keep
one's patience.
March 25th. Looked at the Examiner. The other papers that I
heard of only irritated, sickened, and disgusted me, showing me what
are the judges to whom I have to appeal, and making me impatient of
my own quixotism, that has led me into the sacrifice I have made ;
it will soon, however, be over, and let the work of gulling and gulli-
bility go on. I am sick sick of it all. Forster called and, staying
dinner, read a very interesting letter from Savage Landor.
March 'UTith. A pretty girl, with a strong lisp, came to present
herself as a would-be Thespian. I thought she had mistaken her
vocation and seemed much better adapted for a Cyprian. I did not,
however, tell her so. Acted Claude Melnotte pretty well ; was called
for and warmly received by the audience. Some person, a lady, I
fancy, sent me a laurel chaplet ; I do not see the exact meaning of the
anonymous affair. Wallace came into my room, and told me that
he had seen Mr. C. Kean in Hamlet, and Sir Giles Overreach, and in
the last act of King Richard that "he had nothing in him," that
"he could not stand." This is an authority more convincing than
any I have yet heard. Faraday sent me a note with his pamphlet on
electricity.
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March 30tfc. Received a letter from Talfourd, enclosing a note
from Miss Faucit. Jerdan called in answer to my note of yesterday ;
I told him the object of my note that I thought Bulwer's behaviour
should be known, and that he might be happy in the opportunity of
giving publicity to it.
March 31st. Read in the Literary Gazette Jerdan's report of
Bulwer's noble conduct to me ; in the Morning Herald the report of
the dinner to Mr. C. Kean and the plate presented to him ; at which
ceremony the credit of having restored the national drama was given
by Lord Clanricarde x and the Morning Herald to Mr. C. Kean ; and
the wretched creature, Mr. Bunn, took his revenge for the chastise-
ment he received by asserting that the reason he had hitherto not laid
out money on Shakspeare was because till now he had not been able
to find an artist capable of acting his characters. It is well that such
a wretch should talk thus ; truth even in degree would misbecome him .
April 1st. Looked at the newspapers; was disgusted (what wonder
at a newspaper?) with the writer in John Bull, who seems now trim-
ming to Mr. C. Kean, whom he has tried to stamp with the impress
of mediocrity ; he also writes ignorantly on the subject of Rome in
two instances one the site of the temples, the other the habits of
the slaves. Wallace called ; told us that in consequence of a reflection
cast upon him and his work on the History of England, he had sent
a retorting letter to Lord Mahon, 2 who had (as he wished) sent a
message to him by a Mr. Ashley; that S. French, M.P., was his
(W.'s) friend, and that after some negotiation, it was agreed that
the letters on both sides should be withdrawn, Lord Mahon under-
taking in writing to give a satisfactory explanation and retraction in
the House of Commons.
April 5th. At home heard of the death of poor Miss Stackpoole,
who taught dear Nina music. I had known her slightly in affluence,
but did not know the degree of poverty to which she had been reduced.
My heart bled to hear of what she had endured. And to see the
success of cant and roguery in this world. My God ! My God !
1 The first Marquis, so created owing to the influence of Canning, whose only daughter
he married. He held office under Lord Palmerston, but the revelations of a cause cMbre in
which he was indirectly concerned terminated his political career.
2 Philip Henry Stanhope (1805-1875) ; afterwards fifth Earl Stanhope, the well-known
historian. The incident is noteworthy as being one of the few instances in which an adverse
criticism gave rise to an interchange of hostile messages. Lord Mahon, one of the mildest
and most amiable of men, was the last person willingly to give offence ; but in those days
affairs of honour were still settled in the field, and Wallace's " retorting letter " was doubtless
of a nature that could not be passed over.
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April 6th. Rose, rather tired, after a bad night. My night was
disturbed by angry and passionate thoughts. How strongly returned
upon me the line I had been repeating "Fellest foes, whose passions
and whose plots have broke their sleep to take the one the other."
My ill-conditioned nature, ray ill-disciplined mind is a constant cause
of self-infliction. God send that I may so instruct my blessed children
as to save them the loss of quiet and of time that my evil propensities
induce ! Amen I
April 1th. Acted Foscari very well. Was very warmly received
on my appearance; was called for at the end of the tragedy and
received by the whole house standing up and waving handkerchiefs
with great enthusiasm. Dickens, Forster, Procter, Browning,
Talfourd, etc., came into my room. Jerdan came also into my room
and talked with me about the Garrick Club, which he wished me not
to leave. The operetta of Windsor Castle was in active process of
damnation as I left the theatre. Note from Mrs. C. Buller, wishing
me to go to her on Wednesday.
April 14>th. Thackeray came to the evening rehearsal and told
me that he had written the criticism on Macbeth in the Times, but
that much of it had been cut out x that in what he wrote of Bulwer
every word of praise was omitted. How sick I am of that scoundrel
paper ! Attended the night rehearsal, which reduced me to despair ;
it will be almost a miracle if the piece goes through. The painter has
behaved in a very scandalous manner. At the last moment half-past
twelve when all was over settled on an alteration of the last scene.
Left the theatre at one.
April 16th. Went to the theatre, where I was engaged incessantly
the whole day with the superintendence of the Easter piece. The
labour was oppressive. Here am I sacrificing myself, and still I must
ask, for what for whom ? At a quarter past four I lay down to rest
until five o'clock. Notes from various persons. Acted Macbeth in
an odious style; was called for and well received by the audience.
Spoke to Miss Taylor about her name being in the Hay market bills.
She said she thought she had been very ill-used. I told her that I
heard her say so without any self-reproach. The afterpiece, 2 to which
1 Thackeray had a similar experience with an article contributed by him to the Edinburgh
Review, and protested against the curtailment in a humorous letter, which appears in The
Correspondence of Macvey Napier, at that time editor of the Review.
1 Sindbad, the Sailor ; or, the Valley of Diamonds. The pieces performed in this week
were : Macbeth, The Lady of Lyons, The Two Foscari, Coriolanus, The Hypocrite, High
Life Below Stairs, and the opera of Amelie ; and this is a fair sample of the variety of per-
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I carefully attended, was not over until nearly half-past twelve ; reached
home at one.
April llth. H. Smith called, and told me, among other things,
that he had received a note from Mrs. Leigh, 1 which he showed me.
In it she said " that she had not been able to go, and only could
afford to send two to bring her the news of Foscari's success." Sent
for Mrs. Humby (whom Mr. Webster announced in his bills to play
this evening) and desired her to give Mr. Webster notice that he was
not authorized to put her name in the bills without permission from
Covent Garden. She assented most cheerfully, and asked me to write
her a copy of the note. Looked over Morning Chronicle. Read over
Claude Melnotte. Acted the part very well ; was called for by the
audience and very warmly received.
April 18t/i. Spoke with Willmott and Marshall about the altera-
tion of Sindbad; directions were given about it. Talking with Serle,
we entered into a discussion of the practicability of carrying on the
theatre next year ; Bartley and Robertson came in and participated
in the conversation. Much as I lament to see the work I have done
fall uselessly into nothing, I do not feel that I can with propriety
continue in the direction of the theatre. Read as hard as I could the
part of Foscari. Acted it indifferently, for want of preparation ; was
called for and well received by the audience. Miss Faucit came to
my room to speak to me about her Benefit.
April 19/i. Went to the theatre; made arrangements for closing
the house on the 16th of May which I shall do unless some unlooked-
for turn of fortune should warrant me in keeping it open longer.
April 20th. Gave the evening to the study of Thoas, 2 a bitter
drug. Account from the theatre most wretched, .55. So that this
at least tells us the value of Coriolanus, and even the Foscari.
April 21st. Saw the papers, and went to the theatre, where I was
startled at learning that there was only just enough cash to meet the
day's demands; and this included the remainder of my Benefit. The
prospect is fearful. I sent for Willmott, and immediately made
arrangements to dismiss Sindbad from the bills, and reduce every
expense. Went to the Garrick Club, where I saw White, Collier,
etc. In the Committee I put in a white ball to Lord de Tabley,
formances given under Macready's management, himself playing in four of them (note by
Sir F. Pollock).
1 Byron's sister, Augusta.
* In Talfonrd's Athenian Captive (note by Sir F. Pollock).
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but did not ballot for the friends of Messrs. Oyle, Evans, and Bacon.
They were elected, and I requested Winston to take my name off the
books, * knowing nothing of the two latter persons, except that they
were the intimate associates of the greatest scoundrel and blackguard
I know (Mr. Bunn), I did not choose to meet the society of their recom-
mendation ; that if hereafter the Club should undergo re-organization
I should be very happy to return to it.' Stanfield motioned me to
return ; this was strange, as he was most resolute to leave the Club !
but men are very uncertain. On consideration I regret I did not leave
the Club without any notice of these people. Walked home and in
the evening learned second act of Thoas. Oh, what a life !
April 22nd. Looked at the newspapers before I went to work.
Very uncomfortable in my mind from apprehension of the evil con-
sequences of my precipitate at least ill-considered splenetic and ill-
tempered (I do not well know how to characterize it) ill-judged
proceeding yesterday at the Garrick Club. I felt that it merited a
return of punishment upon me, and was consequently very uneasy. I
thought if I escaped trouble and annoyance upon it, that I would be
more circumspect in future. Gave the whole day to learning the
words of Thoas, which I find a more difficult task than any of the
same kind I have ever in my life had to encounter ; laboured at it, but
it escaped me, after I had gained the power of repeating it. It is so
overloaded, and so roundabout the subject. Beazley called from the
Committee of the Garrick Club to say how very sorry they all were
at my resignation, which they would not accept ; that they hoped I
would not persist in my intention, and that it was their wish that
things should be comfortable, etc., all in a very kind and complimentary
strain. I explained to him my motives of action, and that I did not
wish either to injure the Club, nor the feelings of those to be elected,
but that I did not like the society of Mr. Bunn's friends' friends, etc.
As, however, they complimented me by asking me to return, I could in
courtesy do no less. 1 Forster called again from Talfourd, to ask if
he might invite his friends to supper. I was obliged to say Yes.
Reflecting afterwards upon the consequences of failure to him, I
resolved to do my best in arranging the play without consulting him.
Forster came again and brought me carte blanche. I set to work and
worked away.
1 Macready adds in a footnote : " Forster was very much annoyed at my assent to the
request of the Committee of the Garrick Club to return and yet would have continued a
member of the whole year, although anxious to induce me to leave it ! "
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April 23rd. Rose early, and applied to the study of Thoas.
Received a note of kind expostulation from Jerdan about the affair
of the Garrick Club which I received as it was intended, and answered
in the same tone. Wrote a note to Forster, requesting him to call at
the theatre about the cutting of Talf curd's play. Went to the theatre,
where I rehearsed The Athenian Captive. Forster and Dickens called at
the theatre, and I submitted to them the proposed omission of two scenes.
April 24ith. Heard to my great disgust from Forster that Mr.
Webster is actually a member of the Garrick Club ! ! ! This puts the
seal upon the door. I will not have anything more to do with it. 1
April 26th. Rehearsed The Athenian Captive, in which I find no
effect for my character. Arranged business with Head, Marshall, etc.
Talfourd called. I told him that my part had no effect in it, that the
play lay upon Mrs. Warner and Mr. Anderson. Willmott called with
a note from Mr. Warner informing Bartley of Mrs. Warner's sudden
indisposition (her labour having come unexpectedly upon her). Mrs.
Clifford had Volumnia sent to her and we talked over the business of
the ensuing week, deciding on closing the theatre Saturday night.
Forster came in great fuss about the postponement of The Athenian
Captive, and busying himself very much, set off to find Talfourd and
apprise him of the disappointment. Acted Coriolanus pretty well.
Talfourd, Dickens, and Forster came and debated on what was to be
done. Talfourd who had come from Lord Lansdowne's dinner party,
went up with Forster, etc., to see Miss H. Faucit and ask her to act
the part. She entertained the subject, but could give no answer till
the morrow.
April 21th. Sent Partridge up to Miss Faucit for her answer.
She very soon afterwards arrived, and agreed to play Ismene in The
Athenian Captive, but just before her entrance a note came from
Mrs. Talfourd, written in a less courteous strain than I would write
to any servant, or poor trades-person it is an outrage on good
breeding and decency which I never would have permitted a wife or
sister of mine to have been guilty of it was shocking. I sent it to
Forster, from whom I had just received a note of inquiry, and detained
Miss Faucit, that I might tell her what she was to do. Mrs. Talfourd 's
note was to the effect of declining Miss Faucit's performance of
Ismene, which Talfourd had last night requested her to perform ! I
had sent Bartley in quest of Talfourd to Westminster Hall, to learn
1 Macready had for some time been on bad terms with Webster, against whose character
there was nothing to disqualify him for membership of the Club.
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from him distinctly whether the play was or was not to be acted.
Hartley had been calling on Mrs. Talfourd, and described her in a
state of excitement little short of frenzy. I fear he has done no good,
if he has not done actual mischief. Forster and Dickens came, the
former loudly indignant at Talfourd 's weakness, and at being made,
as he termed it, such an ass of by Talfourd. They sat long waiting
for Hartley's return, who came unsuccessfully back, and whom I again
despatched to Talfourd 's chambers. Dickens told me one thing that
pained me much for human nature, as well as for the individual. I
had mentioned to him Mrs. Talfourd 's visit here (after her very cold
reception at her own house of Catherine and Letitia) and her extrava-
gant tone of cordiality. He said : " Yes, I saw her after, and she
told me she was * quite fatigued with over-acting.' ' This is about
as bad an instance of duplicity and bad feeling as I ever heard of in
friendly social intercourse. Bartley at length arrived with Talfourd
and a more melancholy, pitiable sight I think I never saw than the
poor dejected fellow. I truly pitied him. He was depressed almost
to tears; I got Willmott out of the room, as I thought he might
wish to say something and I did not desire W to witness the pain
he endured. He said very little endeavoured to get from me an
expression of a wish that the play should be done. I said, as I had
from the first said, that "I would not utter one word." I mentioned
having received a note from Mrs. Talfourd, which too manifestly was
the result of feeling and temper that as written by a lady I could
not comment upon it further than to say : "It was unmerited, that
I had not deserved it it was an injustice." I added that had I the
same occasion twenty or twenty thousand times, I should in all I had
said or done, do and say exactly what I had done that I had acted
by Talfourd as I should have done by my own brother ; that it was
at an end, etc. We shook hands, and they left me to my labours.
April %&th. Rehearsed the play of Romeo and Juliet, with my part
of Friar Lawrence. Settled with Marshall the scenery for Ion and
Romeo and Juliet, and with Head the dresses for the latter.
April 29th. I told Kenney that I Jiad cast his piece of Love
Extempore, and was satisfied that Harley would do the part in it well.
Forster called, and showed me a note from Talfourd, in which I must
say he manifested an abject spirit, observing, that "if Bartley were to
call at his house, whilst he were at home, Mrs. Talfourd might perhaps
be worked upon to consent to its performance." The tone of the note
was most unmanly and most pitiable. Forster told me much about
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Mr. Hartley that leads me to believe he has been most impertinently
communicative, if not treacherous. Much of Mrs. Talfourd's silly
intemperance of conduct has been evidently fomented by the busy inter-
ference of this faithless servant. Read over the acts of King Lear.
Went to dine with Dickens, at whose house I met Procter, Ainsworth,
Bell of the True Sun, and Forster. An agreeable day.
April 20th. Went to the theatre, where I attended to the various
matters requiring inspection, etc., in the painting-room and wardrobe.
Rehearsed the play of Romeo and Juliet with much attention. Received
two books of The Athenian Captive from Talfourd with his "regards,
thanks, and regrets." Read over Friar Lawrence. Acted it. I find
the playing a part of this sort, with no direct character to sustain, no
effort to make, no power of perceiving an impression made, to be a
very disagreeable and unprofitable task. Having required many of the
actors to do what they conceived beneath them, perhaps it was only a
just sacrifice to their opinions to concede so far but it is for the first
and last time.
May 2nd. Bartley called in, and told me that the Edinburgh
papers had turned round upon Mr. C. Kean. I lay down on bed to
rest, and read Lear. Acted the part not to my own satisfaction, but
apparently to the content of the audience. Liston was in the green-
room, and rather drunk. I saw him for a few minutes. Was called
for by the audience and very kindly received. Bulwer came into my
room to inquire after the circumstances of Talfourd's tragedy.
May 3rd. Robertson and Bartley came into my room ; the receipt
wath. Began the day with packing up things for the
theatre; looked over my children's sums, and read in Hamlet. Went
to Covent Garden theatre where I attended the rehearsal of High
Life, and the play of Coriolanus. Arranged and read my letters, giving
several to Serle and Robertson to answer, answering others myself.
Spoke with Marshall on business, and was fully occupied each moment
of the day. Thought of what I would say if I were to be called on.
Began to unpack my portmanteau and to arrange my wardrobe, etc.,
in my room. Dressed myself and prepared for the play. After '* God
save the Queen " there was a general call for myself. I went down
from the box, and returned flurried, prepared to go on ; the reception
of the audience was most enthusiastic. I said that I was at a loss to
thank them for the compliment. I hoped my exertions would prove
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the estimation I set upon their kind opinion, that professions were of
little avail, and therefore I would only assure them that unremitting
zeal, good intentions, and good faith should be my rules of conduct
in the establishment. I was to play Coriolanus, which is certainly
beautiful. Bulwer came and sat it out with me ; he talked of a subject
on which he is thinking. A fine house. 1
1 Notice had been given of the re-opening of the theatre by the following announcement :
THEATRE ROYAL COVENT GARDEN.
MR. MACREADY begs most respectfully to announce that this
Theatre will be re-opened
on Monday , September 24^, 1838.
In entering upon this second, and to him most serious, experiment, he will only say the
same views with which he undertook the conduct of this establishment last season will be
followed up, and his more specific pledges will continue to be strictly fulfilled.
No exertion will be spared in presenting the National Drama, whether as a branch oi
literature or as a department of art, with every advantage.
The revival of the standard plays of Shakspeare in the genuine text of the Poet will be
persevered in with increased activity, and without regard to expense in attaining the utmost
fidelity of historic illustration.
New pieces will be brought out in quick succession, with the same attention to decoration,
especially pieces of such a character as to depend mainly upon extrinsic attractions ; and the
system of abstaining from all exaggerated and delusive announcements in the playbills will
be rigidly adhered to.
THE COMPANY OF THE SEASON CONSISTS OF
MESSRS.
ANDERSON,
FRASER,
ROBERTS,
AYLIFFE,
HARLEY,
SERLE,
BARTLEY,
HOWE,
STRICKLAND,
G. BENNETT,
LEFFLER,
C. J. SMITH,
BEDFORD,
LEE,
TILBURY,
BURNETT,
MACREADY,
VANDENHOFF,
BENDER,
MEADOWS,
F. VINING,
COLLETT,
T. MATHEWS,
WARDE,
DlDDEAR,
PHELPS,
WALDRON,
ELTON,
W. H. PAYNE,
YARNOLD, Etc.
MES DAMES
W. CLIFFORD,
GARRICK,
SERLE,
CHARLES,
P. HORTON,
TAYLOR,
EAST,
HUMBY,
VANDENHOFF,
HELEN FAUCIT,
E. PHILLIPS,
WARNER,
FAIRBROTHER,
RAINFORTH,
WORTLEY, Etc.
GRIFFITHS,
Acting Manager, MR. SERLE. Musical Director , MR. T. CoOKE.
Stage Director. MR. WlLLMOTT.
(Note by Sir F. Pollock
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September %5th. Read the new drama to the performers, but was
disappointed in the impression I hope to produce. Bulwer called whilst
I was reading it. I told him I did not think it possible to make the
Murder of Clytemnestra palatable to an English audience. He seemed
stiff and not pleased at my want of enthusiasm. Read the papers ;
heard that the Times was as disgusting in its insidious treatment of me
and my exertions as ever.
September 26th. Spoke to Miss Faucit about her boy's dress for
Imogen, and suggested to her, on the supposition that her legs were
rather thin, the use of a pair of fleeced stockings " such as Malibran
used to wear." I managed this "delicate negotiation " as dexterously
as I could, and reconciled her easily to the experiment ; went out and
purchased a pair for her, which were sent home at three o'clock, with
a pair of my own, and I gave them to her. Surprised at the return
of the house, which far exceeded my expectations.
October 1st. Rose early, and, after looking over my dear children's
lessons, turned over the leaves of Hamlet, about which I felt very
doubtful and uneasy. Bade good-bye to my children and Catherine
with depression that was a misgiving. Went to the theatre, where I
was annoyed by finding my orders and intentions completely frustrated
through the indolence and ignorance of the persons employed ; the
closet scene, which I had intended to be a beautiful effect, was neces-
sarily left in its original state. Rehearsed the play very feebly and
unsatisfactorily; in one or two places I proved to myself that I could
act the character well if I could only throw myself heartily and naturally
into it. Looked at my letters. Lay down on my bed, which I was
obliged to make up with cloaks, etc. Rose almost hopeless, nerved
myself as I dressed, and acted Hamlet perhaps altogether as well as I
have ever done ; was very cordially received, and called on afterwards
with much enthusiasm.
October Sth. Went to Covent Garden theatre ; attended to busi-
ness in the painting-room and stage, etc. Superintended the rehearsal
of the three last acts of the Tempest. Head came to me to go over
again the dresses I had arranged on Saturday. Lay down, slept, and
thought of Hamlet ; acted Hamlet in parts tolerably well. His advice
to the players I never gave so well ; was called for, and well received
by the audience. Settled again the clothes for the Tempest with
Head.
October 18th. Went to Covent Garden theatre. Attended to
the business of the day. Rehearsed the play and made some valuable
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alterations. Read Prospero as well as I could; acted it as well as I
could but how could I act it well with the excitement and load of
such a production on my mind? Was greatly received. Called for
after the play, and received again with enthusiasm. Dickens and
Forster went to our box. Spoke to Miss P. Horton on her perform-
ance; thanked her and kissed her. Gave largess to the carpenters. 1
October I4tth. Could not recover myself from the excitement of
last night. The scenes of the storm, the flights of Ariel, and the
enthusiasm of the house were constantly recurring to me.
October 15th. Went to the theatre, where I saw the newspapers,
renewed the excitement that I thought had subsided. I tried to
tranquillize myself, but vainly. This is not a life to live for one who
wishes to improve himself by living it is a tempest itself.
October 16th. Acted Prospero very roughly was called for, and
led on Miss P. Horton. Spoke to Willmott about inaccuracies ; to
Mr. W - about his probable arrest, of which I had been apprised
by Notter. Would not permit the sheriff's officer to enter the theatre,
nor would I consent to Mr. W.'s request to let him through the
private boxes.
October 22nd. Bartley brought the news of the failure of the
" horse and beast " piece at Drury Lane. I do feel thankful for this
defeat of a bad man's attempt to debase still lower the art and artists
he has so long and brutally oppressed. Serle came into my room ; told
me that Mr. G. Smith in the John Bull had violently abused the
Tempest!!!
October %4th. Read the two acts of Jerrold's play, with which
I was much pleased. Went to Covent Garden theatre, and attended
to the rehearsal of the Royal Oak; gave much attention to it. Spoke
with Serle about Jerrold, and gave him an order for <50 upon his play.
Forster showed me a note of Bulwer's, enclosing a letter to him from
Mr. C. Kean in a most sycophantic strain, asking him " to write him
a play, in consequence of his success in the country in Claude Melnotte
after going twice to see me play it! Saw the Royal Oak, which the
clique, who attend all our new afterpieces, hissed ; it is too bad.
November \5th. Read greater part of Bulwer's play of Richelieu,
which, though excellent in parts, is deficient in the important point
of continuity of interest. I should also say that the character is
not servatus ad imum. At home read some scenes in the latter part
of Richelieu, which are not effective. I fear the play will not do
cannot be made effective.
November Ylih. Looked at the newspaper. Read a very strongly
put charge of gross inhumanity against Sir H. Halford 2 leaving his
friend to die in the road and going on to his own dinner! He is a
1 Douglas William Jerrold (1803-1857) ; the well-known wit and dramatist. His Black-
eyed Susan, produced in 1829, at once made his reputation as a playwright.
2 Sir Henry Halford, Bart. (1766-1844) ; the fashionable physician of that day, who, it
was said, owed more to his manners than to his knowledge of medicine. He was much in
the confidence of George IV, and numbered among his many distinguished patients the
Duke of Wellington, for whom, on the strength of his use of Latin in prescriptions, he was
invited to compose the Duke's inaugural speech as Chancellor of the University of Oxford !
So the Duke informed Thomas Raikes ; presumably at the time (1834) his Grace was still on
bad terms with his elder brother, Lord Wellesley, who, as one of the most elegant Latinists
of the century, was his obvious resource on such an occasion.
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heartless man. At Rugby, on a visit to Dr. Wooll, he went to see a
dying boy at the school, and only took 20 for it ! jam satis ! Called
on Bulwer, and talked over the play of Richelieu. He combated my
objections, and acceded to them, as his judgment swayed him ; but
when I developed the object of the whole plan of alterations he was
in ecstasies. I never saw him so excited, several times exclaiming he
was " enchanted " with the plan, and observed, in high spirits, " What
a fellow you are! " He was indeed delightful. I left him the play,
and he promised to let me have it in a week ! He is a wonderful
man. Left him to go to the theatre, where I caught the new
piece x in rehearsal, which I did not much like. Mr. Scharf 2 called,
to whom I gave the freedom of the theatre, to encourage him as an
artist.
November 18th. Sir E. Bulwer called, and showed me two scenes,
good ones, that he had already written. Settled the plot of the
remainder. Forster called. Read part of Cinq Mars. Considered
William Tell. Read prayers to the family. Heard of the continued
abuse in John Bull; angry at first, but soon learned to disregard it.
November 20th. Read Cinq Mars in bed. Letters from Mrs.
Jameson warmly complimenting me on my revival of the Tempest.
Acted Prospero coldly ; called for by the audience and well received.
Saw Morton's farce, which I thought very poor, and that it would
have failed had it been produced after the Tempest. Forster wished
me to ask Bulwer to dine on Sunday and read his play to him. George
Meredith 3 in his letter tells me that I am considered a "great man."
If I am, I do not feel the difference!
November 9,1st. Finished the novel of Cinq Mars, much of which
I thought very clever very graphic sometimes profound the
characters well sustained, and the situations deeply interesting some-
times overstrained, and persons like Milton, Corneille, etc., uselessly
paraded before us. Sent back Cinq Mars, with a note of invitation to
Bulwer. Read a short account of Richelieu in Disraeli. Bulwer
called, bringing with him the completed Richelieu. Seemed glad to
come here on Sunday. Arrived at home, read through Bulwer's play
1 A farce, called Chaos is Come Again, or the Race Ball (note by Sir F. Pollock).
2 Mr. George Scharf, whose early production, under the modest title of Recollections cf
the Scenic Effects of Covent Garden Theatre during the season 1838-9, gives an ^ admirable
notion of the scenery and stage grouping of the plays produced under Macready's manage-
ment at Covent Garden theatre (note by Sir F. Pollock).
3 Not the author of that name.
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of Richelieu. I begin to be deadened to the interest of its story ;
it seems to be occasionally lengthy. I fear it has not the clinging
interest of his present successful play, but hope and trust are good
supporters.
November 22nd. Thought over Richelieu do not yet see my way
into it. Marked the first act for cutting, snatched a hasty dinner,
and went to the theatre. Saw Serle on his business of William Tell ;
sent a note to Mrs. Talfourd, with a private box for Friday night.
Rooke called with the libretto of his opera. Robertson read and
marked the second act of Richelieu. Very much fatigued. Note of
thanks from Chantrey. Brydone on business. Slept for about a
quarter of an hour. Acted Prospero feebly. Called for and well
received by the audience.
November 23rd. Thought over Richelieu before I rose. Read
and marked the third act. Went to theatre, reading Richelieu by the
way. Received notes from Dr. Elliotson inviting me to an exhibition
of phenomena in animal magnetism on Sunday next ; he is infatuated
on this subject. Answered Bulwer's note. Read the remainder of the
libretto of Mr. Haynes for Rooke's opera, which I think the greatest
mass of unintelligible trash that ever perplexed a moderate intellect
perfectly detestable.
November 25th. Began the reading and punctuating and cutting
of the play of Richelieu, which lasted through the whole day until
dinner-time. Was obliged to write a note to Dr. Elliotson excusing
myself from attending the exhibition of mesmerism. Sir Edward
Bulwer and Forster came to dinner; after which I read the play of
Richelieu to them and Catherine and Letitia ; its effect was not what
I had hoped, and in the fifth act Forster was asleep. This evidently
hurt Bulwer, and we talked long after it. Forster, when Bulwer had
gone, sat long talking over it, and admitted (what he never would have
done but for this accident) that the interest of the play was not
sufficient. I deeply feel the disappointment on Bulwer's account, to
whom I am so much indebted.
November 9,6th. Forster came into my room, and went to our
box, where Catherine gave me a letter from Bulwer ; chagrined, and
evidently angry with Forster. It gave me great pain. Forster was
importunate on its purport, which I was obliged to tell him I could
not (according to Bulwer's expressed wish) communicate. He has
warmth of feeling (Forster), but not much judgment, and wants the
fine tact of good breeding. I went home very ill, and hastened to bed.
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Listen had called on me in the morning old and rickety to ask for
a " friend's " name to be added to his wife's on the free list.
November %lth. Wrote to Bulwer in answer to his note, express-
ing to him how foremost in my consideration was his reputation ; that
his play would have been valuable from any other person, but that it
would not serve his interest, whether in reference to his literary fame,
his station, or his political position. Acted Prospero rather better
than I have lately done, but was not called on. Bulwer came
into my room, and in a very warm manner expressed himself most
gratified with my note, and much obliged. He sat and talked about
Richelieu, and left me the note (a very valuable one) that he had
written to me.
November 2&th. Went to theatre, where I was informed that
Messrs. Warde and Waldron had refused their parts in William Tell.
Took summary proceedings with Mr. Waldron, and sent for Mr.
Warde, who -would not be found. Rehearsal of William Tell; spoke
to Read about dresses, to Young about the pantomime, several scenes
of which I read, disapproving of some reflecting on the Queen's
partiality to foreigners and Lord Melbourne's stay at Windsor.
November %9th. Forster called, and showed me a very kind letter
from Bulwer to him ; asked my advice as to his proper course of con-
duct with Thackeray, who he said had disclaimed acts of treachery,
of which he, Forster, was well assured (on confidential statements) he
had been guilty. I told him his only course was to be passive. He
then talked about "the world's opinion," and I observed to him that
there was no such thing as "the world." "The world," of which we
all talked, consisted of the two or three friends or listeners who would
in the course of conversation entertain our story ; and it was by this
foolish word, "the world," that we constantly argued ourselves into
foolish actions. He took my advice. Spoke to Mr. Warde about his
refusal to act Gessler ; explained to him his own value and my estima-
tion of him ; he consented to do it. Acted Prospero tolerably well ;
was called for and well received.
November 20th. Acted Werner, not by any means to my own
satisfaction. The incessant occupation of my mind in the management
does not allow me to do justice to my acting. I was extremely dis-
pleased with myself, although the general opinion would have induced
me to think differently ; but I know when I act with truth, energy and
finish. Was called for, and very warmly received.
December 1st. Looked at my letters after dining, and then began
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to read, for a few minutes only, an opera which Fonblanque, who had
called in the course of the morning, and whom I was delighted to see,
had left with me. Acted Prospero very fairly, was called for and
warmly received.
December 2nd. Finished reading the ppera, begun in bed last
night, which Fonblanque left with me ; it is the best libretto in point
of plot and words of the songs that I have yet received. Bulwer called
and discussed at great length the plot of Richelieu and also read me
the plot of a new comedy.
December 3rd. Went to the theatre ; looking at the play as I
drove along. Gave the whole day to the rehearsal of William Tell,
which cost me much time and toil. There is no one that I can trust
no one to whom I can devolve the care of a scene. I am alone, and
cannot bear up against the pressure. Nothing but the conviction of
it being my last season could sustain me in it. Lay down a little before
five o'clock. Acted William Tell indifferently not by any means so
well as I rehearsed it ; I was very nervous and dispossessed. Was
called for by the audience, and very enthusiastically received.
December 5th. Dickens brought me his farce, which he read to
me. The dialogue is very good, full of point, but I am not sure about
the meagreness of the plot. He reads as well as an experienced actor
would he is a surprising man.
December 6th. Gave the whole morning to compressing and
correcting the pantomime. Wrote to the editor of the Weekly Dis-
patch, striking that paper off the free list. Letter from Hon. R.
Grimston l about a reading in Shakspeare.
December 1th. Read the paper. Knowles called, ostensibly to
ask for two private boxes, but, as I think, to ascertain what money was
likely to come. He said he would make no charge, but as the play of
William Tell did not belong to Covent Garden I might pay him for it
by the night. N.B. He had given me a promise several years ago
to give me the gratuitous right of performing this play ! ! ! I would
not take it on this footing, but gave him 20 for the work he had
done which was very little! A very grossly insulting letter from the
1 The Hon. Robert Grimston (1816-1894) ; the well-known sportsman. He and the
Hon. Frederick Ponsonby (afterwards sixth Earl of Bessborough) were for many years
familiar figures in the Harrow cricket-field, where they coached successive " elevens " of
their old school with a thoroughness rivalling that of the best professional. "Bob"
Grimston was as much at home across country as he was on the cricket-ground, while as the
able chairman of more than one important telegraph company, he acquired a high reputation
in the business world.
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editor of the Weekly Dispatch which, in my first impulse, I re-enclosed
in its own turned over ; but hesitated, under the supposition that it
might seem too haughty, and wrote a gentlemanly letter of retort,
quietly repeating that falsehood had been my provocation and that the
subsequent reply to me was impertinent. Brydone suggested the
return of the letter, as I had at first intended, and I, concurring with
him, re-enclosed it in its own cover, and sent it back to the editor.
December 8th. Looked at the paper, and read a very pretty
sonnet on the Tempest and its revival in the Literary Gazette. Mr.
Willmott told me that Mr. Williams, the editor of the Dispatch, had
published my letter and the one he sent me (which I returned to him)
in the paper the wretched blackguard 1 He had not said that I had
returned it ! Miss Faucit asked me to write my name on a print
of Virginius, which I did. Note from Bulwer with his play, which
I read; it is greatly improved, but still not quite to the point of
success.
December 9/i. Rose very late after reading the newspaper, in
which Forster had written ho notice of William Tell an omission
which I felt as a disservice. He told me of an insidious article in
John Bull. Bulwer called and I agreed to ask some person to hear
the play read on Sunday next.
December IQth. Wrote notes of invitation to Browning, Fox,
Rintoul, Wallace, H. Smith, Blanchard, asking them to dine and hear
Bulwer's play on Sunday. Dickens, Forster, Serle, Willmott, etc.,
came into my room. Dickens agreed to read his farce to-morrow.
December 11th. Dickens came with Forster and read his fare*.
There was manifest disappointment ; it went flatly, a few ready laughs,
but generally an even smile, broken in upon by the horse-laugh of
Forster, the most indiscreet friend that ever allied himself to any
person. He has goaded Dickens to write this farce, and now (without
testing its chances of success) would drive it upon the stage. Defend
me from my friends I It was agreed that it should be put into
rehearsal, and, when nearly ready, should be seen and judged of by
Dickens! I cannot sufficiently condemn the officious folly of this
marplot, Forster, who embroils his friends in difficulties and distress
in this most determined manner. It is quite too bad.
December I%th. A long discussion on Dickens's farce; called in
for their opinion Messrs. Bartley and Harley. The result was that
Forster decided on withdrawing the farce.
December 13th. Wrote to Bulwer, and to Dickens, about his
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farce, explaining to him my motives for wishing to withdraw it, and
my great obligation to him. He returned me an answer which is an
honour to him. How truly delightful it is to meet with high-minded
and warm-hearted men. Dickens and Bulwer have been certainly to
me noble specimens of human nature, and show out strongly the
pitiful contrast that a man like Talfourd offers. Answered Mr.
Warren, sending him the freedom of the theatre. Wrote to Mrs.
Buller about her piece ; to Hayward about his note, sending him the
freedom.
December 16th. Attended to my accounts, and then gave the
whole morning to the conclusion of the marking of Richelieu. Henry
Smith and Serle called first, then Browning, Fox, Blanchard, and
Lane to hear the reading of the play. I told them that no one must
speak during the process, gave pencils and paper to each, with which
they were severally to write down their opinions. The play was
listened to with the deepest interest, and the opinions, all of which
were favourable, were given in. I then spoke to them individually
and endeavoured to gain their precise opinions more in detail. Mrs.
Serle, Miss P. Horton, Mr. and Mrs. P. Cooke, Mr. Vining, and
Mr. Sloman came afterwards to dinner ; spent a cheerful evening ;
music afterwards. Wrote an account of the result to Bulwer.
December IQth. Received a letter and MS. of a play from Mrs.
Butler, 1 of Philadelphia, brought by Mr. Power.
December QQth. Went to Covent Garden theatre ; on my way
continued the perusal of Mrs. Butler's play, which is a work of
uncommon power. At the theatre gave my attention to the rehearsal
of the pantomime. Business with Serle, Willmott, etc. Read the
newspapers. Saw that the printer of the Times was found guilty of
libel on Sir J. Conroy ; 2 will be imprisoned for the villainy of some
wretched coward who skulks behind his incognito. Finished the read-
ing of Mrs. Butler's play, which is one of the most powerful of the
modern plays I have seen most painful, almost shocking, but full of
power, poetry, and pathos. She is one of the most remarkable women
of the present day.
December 21st. A son born. 3 A note from Jerdan asking me
1 Fanny Kemble.
* Sir John Conroy was a prominent member of the Duchess o. Kent's household, and an
article in the Times had imputed to him not only mismanagement of her affairs, but the
application of her moneys for his own purposes. Conroy in consequence took proceedings
against the printer of the Times for libel, which resulted in a verdict of guilty, and a sentence
of one month's imprisonment together with a fine of 200.
9 Henry Frederick Bulwer, died August 12, 1857.
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to withhold the cheque for 70, upon the faith of which he had
borrowed that sura from me. The fact cannot be disguised; he is a
man who has no conscience in obtaining the means of other men. The
money is gone! Wrote notes to Ransom's, to withhold Jordan's
cheque. It is useless to make strife with a man who has it in his power
to cheat you, and is determined to do so. One's mind must be made
up. He has sold me, as others have done ! Wrote to a person of the
name of Rahles, who very kindly sent me a rich velvet cap in testimony
of the pleasure he had received from my performances.
December 22nd. Letter from Jerdan. More frivolous excuses.
He has robbed me, and there is an end.
December 24tth. Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I found
Forster, Dickens, and Browning, who, with Fonblanque, came to see
what I would gladly have been excused from, the rehearsal of the
pantomime. I remained attending to it from eleven o'clock, the hour
of my arrival, to twenty minutes past eight. Towards the close it
appeared in a state so utterly desperate, that I had the carpenters,
etc., into my room to give me information respecting my con-
templated alteration of the playbill. I found that much of the con-
fusion arose from the stupidity of the men always excepting Marshall's
shameful inefficiency and still more shameful vanity and presumption in
undertaking what he could not hope to effect. Discovering the cause
of their difficulty, I made arrangements for easing them, and so far
relieved the pantomime from so much cause of fear ; but there is not
in its execution, whatever may be its fortune, justice done to the
lavish expenditure which has been made for it. If successful, I shall
owe most to the exertions of Bradwell ; if unfortunate, its ruin rests
with Mr. Marshall. I have very, very little hope and great fear ;
indeed, I am bracing my mind up to the event. God befriend me in
all my doings! Amen! A letter from Bulwer the noble-hearted
fellow! wishing to try the play before the green-room. I wrote
assenting.
December 25th. My dear children's voices greeted me with the
wish of a merry Christmas and a happy New Year. Mr. Pope called
whilst I was in dear Catherine's room, who with her blessed babe is,
thank God, going on extremely well. Was reluctant to go out, but
thought it my business to be seen by the workmen in the theatre, and
therefore went there, taking dearest Willie with me, and leaving him
in the coach outside at the box-office, whilst I went into the theatre
to observe the progress the men had made. Was much cheered by
the tone of all, and the appearance of diligence among them.
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December 26/i. Went to Covent Garden theatre, and rehearsed
Hastings ; then giving my attention to the pantomime until twenty
minutes past five o'clock. Acted Lord Hastings indifferently my
mind was on the pantomime. 1 From the utter absence of arrangement
on the part of Mr. Marshall, his clumsy attempt at contrivance, and
the deficiency of his work, the pantomime completely failed. What
will be the result I cannot guess it will go near to ruin me. It is a
terrible blow.
December 27t/i. After a bad night I awoke to think of the desper-
ate state of our affairs, and looked with a very complacent face upon
the gloomy prospect before me. Poor Letitia was sadly broken down
by it. Went to Covent Garden theatre ; on my way looked through
the often-searched Shakspeare for some play. Thought of King
Henry V, with the choruses to be spoken by Vandenhoff. Attended
to the pantomime, which I cut, and set the performers and the
carpenters about. Serle, when I suggested Henry, observed that the
choruses would admit of illustration, a hint which I instantly caught
at, and determined upon doing it. Attended to the performance of
the pantomime, which went off very smoothly. Afterwards arranged
business for rehearsing it. Received notes from H. Smith and Win-
ston, wishing me to withdraw my resignation at the Garrick Club.
Attended to the performance of the pantomime, which, thank God,
went off very smoothly. Afterwards arranged business for rehearsing
it. Wrote notes to Serle and Winston, persisting in my withdrawal.
December 29t?i. Miss H. Faucit came into my room, during the
play, to ask for a box for Monday. I spoke to Miss P. Horton about
her insubordinate language. She was much distressed about it.
December 8Qth. Forster sent the papers to Letitia, by which it
seems our pantomime stands fair for attraction. L.D. Forster and
Talfourd called. Spoke about Mrs. Butler's play, which Forster
thought I was called upon to act. After dinner continued the
attentive perusal of King Henry V. Talked with Letitia over King
Henry, explaining to her how I would produce it. Resolved to defer
it to Easter, and make it the last Shakspearian revival of my manage-
ment. Wrote to Mr. Powell, thanking him for his dedication of an
edition of Shakspeare 's plays to me.
December 31st. Forster called to ask me for private boxes ; told
me he believed that he should continue in the Garrick Club ! Now he
1 The title was Harlequin and Fair Rosamond; or, Old Daine Nature and the Fairy Art
(note by Sir F. Pollock).
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has laboured to induce me to retire from it, and I have no doubt has
instigated Dickens to leave it ; his words had no weight with me, but
he gives me a very low opinion of his " gentlemanly " feelings to
endeavour thus to make cat's paws of his friends to satisfy his own
vindictive feelings. Cut the first act of the new drama. Looked
at newspapers. Mrs. Warner rode rather restive about the part of
Mrs. Placid. I was not altogether pleased with her. Bulwer called
and talked long about Richelieu, which he is to send me to-morrow
night. Cast up my accounts for the year at the end of which I
prostrate my heart in humble gratitude before the throne of mercy,
the seat of His Divine Power, to whom I owe all the blessings I enjoy,
and from whom alone is happiness and peace. Blessed be His Name !
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London, January 1st. Knowles came in, and wished to back out
from the undertaking he gave me the other day ; he is a b g d in
heart a mean, blood-sucking, loud-tongued, vulgar-minded man ; an
unjust man. Read the papers. Reduced the drama of Siege of
Alen$on to two acts. Wrote notes to Cattermole, Harness, Warde.
Read part of Mrs. Butler's play. Acted Prospero tolerably. Called
for by the audience and well received. Miss H. Faucit came into my
room about her dress. Mr. Duncan, Warde's friend, called and talked
over his affairs. I recommended, as his only chance, the Insolvent Act.
Sent him 5, as Mr. Duncan said he was starving. Received a letter
and the MS. of Richelieu from Bulwer.
January 2nd. Wrote a note to Bulwer, sending him Mrs. Butler's
MS. Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I found notes from Mr.
Warde, thanking me for my kindness, and stating his intention of
taking again the benefit of the Insolvent Act ! We were young men
together at the head of the theatre in Bath ! Forster and Dr. Quin
came into my room ; afterwards poor Blanchard, in dreadfully low
spirits; it now appears that poor L. E. L., the gifted creature,
perished by her own hand ! * What is genius ? Cattermole came and
sat some time with me. Appointed an amanuensis to come and copy
Bulwer's play to-morrow.
January 3rd. The copyist, whom I had appointed, was disposed
in the drawing-room, where I saw him, and found that in two hours
he had not written twenty lines. Talfourd came in, and gave me
another copy of Ion and Athenian Captive, with the sonnet on Nina's
birth altered, and one to Dickens on Oliver Twist. Spoke again to
Robertson about the Gloucester box, which the proprietors hold from
me, and nightly use. Last night, in addition to this, Captain Forbes
1 She had married George Maclean, Governor of Cape Coast Castle, and accompanied
him to the colony, where her death took place in October of the previous year, only a few
months after her marriage. Macready suggests that she committed suicide, but the circum-
stances, when fully known, seemed rather to indicate that she died from an accidental
overdose of prussic acid, taken medicinally.
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took one of the letter boxes, one of the best in the theatre. I told
him that I was annoyed and hurt by their conduct. Mr. Harness was
announced, and they left the room. I explained to him (Mr. Harness)
the difficulty in which I found myself with regard to Mrs. Butler's
play ; that its extraordinary talent challenged representation, but that
the grossness of the subject made it questionable how far the result of
its performance might be gratifying to her and her friends. He seemed
to think that there was hazard in it from the three acts he had read,
and proposed to submit it to Mr. Miiman and Miss Martineau, and to
endeavour to arrive at a proper judgment from their joint opinions;
at the same time he would write to Mrs. Butler on the subject. This
conversation lasted long ; he was going away, when I told him there
was another business on which I wished to speak with him. I observed
to him that whatever faults of character might be ascribed to me, I
was incapable of doing any one an injury wittingly ; that my notions
of honour and virtue, such as they were, were strictly revered by me,
and if I had done him a wrong, I held myself bound to expiate it in
every possible way. I then mentioned to him the libellous article which
in June, 1825, had been written against me in Block-wood's Magazine;
the effect it had had in raising the Press against me ; the partial con-
tradiction that Miss Mitford had given it ; the strong and loud He that
Procter gave to it ; the injury it had done me, in reducing my income
at least one half; that it had driven me to leave the stage, on which
resolution I was only deterred from acting by the birth of my children ;
that I had suspected him of being the author, and had mentioned my
suspicions ; that it had nearly driven me to extremities which it is
dreadful to think of. He was evidently much embarrassed and seemed
to suffer much ; his mode of expressing himself was confused and
rambling; he said that he must acknowledge he was inculpated so far
as that he had heard the story told by Miss Mitford, and had com-
municated it to the writer of the article, but that he had not written
it, nor anything in periodical literature of a critical kind except, etc. I
told him that I was very glad to hear that he was not the author, as
I was happy to think well of all men, and was very sorry that I had
suspected him of the fact. He was going away, when he turned back,
having passed the door, and said : " I think we ought to shake hands."
I gave him my hand, saying, * I was very happy to do so,' and we
parted. My heart was much lighter, and I fear his was much, very
much heavier, as it is evident, though not the author, that he was deeply
implicated in that shocking transaction that assassination of my char-
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acter. I think of him with perfect charity, and with the most entire
and cheerful forgiveness. Looked over part of the MS. of Richelieu,
marking it. Sent a note to dear Letitia, desiring her to dismiss the
copyist, who, she wrote me word, was doing scarcely anything. A
note from Bulwer on Mrs. Butler's play expressed his apprehensions
of its success, in reference to its grossness, and of its effect on the
character of the theatre. Acted Prospero indifferently.
January 4>th. Miss Holder, a girl of seventeen, who had been a
year in writing a quire-full of nonsense, called about her play a pretty
girl. Note from Mr. Harness, with his play of Welcome and Farewell,
telling me that his sister would not let him continue Mrs. Butler's play,
and being perplexed with his charge. I answered him.
January 5th. Read Bulwer's play of Richelieu to the actors, and
was most agreeably surprised to find it excite them in a very extra-
ordinary manner. Besides our company, Brydone, Marshall, and a
Mr. Clarke, Serle's brother-in-law, were present. The expression of
delight was universal and enthusiastic. When all were gone, I wrote
a note to Bulwer, informing him of the play's reception. Answered
Mrs. Butler's letter, speaking in the highest terms of her play. Looked
at papers. Read a very strange note from some woman, threatening
to destroy herself for love of me ! The ugly never need despair after
this. Answered it shortly. Acted Prospero indifferently. Stayed to
see the pantomime with Letitia much dissatisfied with it. Bulwer
came into our box, and seemed much delighted with the news of his
play's reception.
January 1th. Went to supper at Dickens's, where was a large party
for the christening of his youngest and the birthday of his eldest. At
the supper there were speeches, which much annoyed me.
January 8th. A note from the woman who had written to me on
Saturday with so much abandon, enclosing her address, and begging
for an answer. Answered the note I had received, saying that I would
see the writer in Newman Street this evening, and hear what she had
to say. Wrote a note enclosing pit tickets to Bulwer, and another
to Robertson, officially resigning the theatre after this season. Miss
H. Faucit came to my room to ask for a private box. She is liberal
in her requisitions. Miss P. Horton asked leave to accept an engage-
ment at the Surrey theatre, which I, with great kindness, refused.
Was called for, and well received by the audience. Talfourd and
Dickens came into my room. Dickens wanted a private box. Tal-
fourd brought me a message from the Garrick Club Committee, wishing
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me to remain. Declined. Left my coach at Newman Street, and met
there the writer of the letters a fine-looking young woman, of modest
deportment. I inquired of her, as we walked, her object in writing
to me, and wishing to see me. She begged my pardon, and I learned
that she had been living at Sir 's. She asked if I was married.
I told her I was, which seemed a bitter shock to her. I told her I was
many years older than herself, and spoke to her with kindness. She
made me uneasy from the deep and as it seemed to me desperate
melancholy of her expression. I told her to let me know if I could
do anything to serve her, and I would do it. I parted from her by
Westminster Hall. I felt quite uneasy and dejected at what seemed
to me her unhappiness. She had evidently encouraged the hope of
marrying the ideal that had filled her mind from the representation of
Claude Melnotte. Poor girl ! I was quite depressed. How much are
we the victims of an inevitable destiny ! Read two acts of Jerrold's
play, which is too didactic.
January 3th. Read the remaining three acts of Jerrold's play,
which I was concerned to find a very heavy and, in my opinion, a hope-
less affair ; but alterations may give it a better chance. I was in very
low spirits, and could not disguise the dejection into which the thought
of that poor girl whom I saw last night sunk me. How hard seems to
me the lot of the uneducated, with all the passions and feelings of those
who are instructed to control and subdue them, yet subject to merely
equal, or perhaps not so severe, penalties for indulging them ! A
strange world ! Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I attended
to business. Mr. Jerrold called, and in the presence of Serle I gave
him my opinion on his play, of its want of action and purpose. He
assented to much that I urged, and Serle agreed to read the play and
give his digested opinion. Brydone afterwards came and showed me
the account. The pantomime has cost 1500 1 ! ! just. 1000 more
than it should have cost, and more than it appears to have cost. Began
to punctuate Richelieu, which we had decided to produce without
further delay. Acted Claude Melnotte pretty well ; was called for and
well received. Note from Harness, about Mrs. Butler's play.
January 10th. Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I found
several letters, one from a Mr. Winfield, in great anger about not
having his money returned last night. How very foolish does passion
make men look ! the folly of our lives is for the most part passion.
An angry man is almost sure to expose himself. Answered very civilly
Mr. Winfield's note, telling him to call for his money.
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January llth. Looked at the newspaper. Went to Covent Garden
theatre, superintended the rehearsal of the new drama, which I saw
there was an absolute necessity for altering still further, and took the
MS. for that purpose. Serle and Willmott came to speak on business ;
looked at the dresses for the Invincibles, and was sorry to note the
prudery of Miss Horton and Miss Taylor. Revised the third act of
Richelieu and gave it to Wilson. Brydone brought me the bills, which
I signed. Acted Werner very unsatisfactorily. I am really deterio-
rating from the surrendering my time and thought to the management.
It distresses me to think of it. Was called for and well received by
the audience. Mr. Thompson was brought in by Harley to speak to
me about some banners for the new drama. Serle gave me the first
act of his melodrame. Heaven grant its success ! A note from a
Mr. Glenny, editor and proprietor of the Court Gazette, very abruptly
and, I think, rudely questioning me upon the admission granted to his
paper. Found a note from Bulwer at home. Answered Mr. Glenny's
note.
January 12th. Went to theatre. Spoke to Miss P. Horton on her
unreasonable objection to the dress of the character in the Invincibles ;
to Mrs. Warner, suggesting to her the part of Frangois in Richelieu.
It seems, however, I had some years ago recommended her, as a woman,
not to wear male attire at all, and she has scrupulously adhered to my
advice, and now resolutely acted on it. I did not press the point, for
I respected her grounds of objection. A note from Miss Horton, resist-
ing, most prudishly, the dress already spoken of; annoyed by it.
Bulwer called, and we talked over the play.
January 12th. Read the newspaper ; noted an excellent extract
from Bulwer's works on good sense. I have received great benefit from
his observations ; far more than from anything that Talfourd can write,
and yet how the latter decries him ! it is envy. Noted also an observa-
tion on the licence of that foul-mouthed man, Thesiger, in dragging
forth some circumstance of H. Berkeley's private life. I shall remember
it to use it. Read over and proceeded to alter the new drama, which
is weak and has no strong points.
January 14ith. Looked at the newspaper, in which were some really
brutal aristocratic charges of brutality on the Irish people by those
wretched things of Lords or roue's, - ! Is it not a disgrace to
human reason that such wretches as these, the - - and such a herd
of worthless reptiles in human form should be allowed to legislate for
men ! It sickens one of the world.
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From nti c>i;ir, mais j'irai achever
ma phrase en t'embraasant,
"A toi mille fois,
"ALFRED DE VIOKY."
Acted Claude Melnotte very fairly. Her Majesty did not arrive until
twenty-five minutes past seven. My reception was most enthusiastic,
and the play, Lady of Lyons, was very warmly received. I had
undressed, and was preparing to put on my court suit, when an equerry
came from her Majesty to desire me to go on, as the audience were
calling for me. I did not know what to do told him, and showed him
that I was quite undressed, but that I would do whatever her Majesty
desired. He left me, and I thought it better to put on my dress again,
which I did, and receiving a second message from her Majesty, went on
as Melnotte before the audience, and met with a most enthusiastic
reception, her Majesty and the Lord Chamberlain joining in the
applause. Dressed in full court dress, went up to see Miss Martineau,
and then into Marianne Skerrett's box. She was delighted to see me,
and introduced me to her two friends, colleagues in office ! The
coulisses were crowded. I saw, just to grasp hands as I passed, Flad-
gate, R. Price, Warren, Harris, Browning, Forster, Mr. and Mrs.
T. Chitty, C. Barker an old schoolfellow, to whom I had given a card
in the morning Fitzgerald, Troughton, etc. Went into the ante-
room when her Majesty came out. Lord Conyngham called me to her,
and she condescended to say "I have been very much pleased." I
bowed, and lighted her down. Glad to conclude a day that has been
very wearying to me. All went off very satisfactorily.
February 2nd. Saw the newspapers. The Morning Post reported
the proceedings of the night in a fair spirit. The Morning Herald
and the Times merely mentioned what related to the Queen these
honest persons. Saw the Court Journal, which contains a wretched
piece of trash, justifying the Queen's patronage of Mr. Van Amburgh !
February 3rd. Answered D'Orsay's letter, and copied Comte de
Vigny's note to him.
February 4>th. Received a note from Marianne, giving me a long
account of the Queen, Baroness Lehzen, 1 and the Duchess of Kent.
February 5th. Very kind note from D'Orsay, enclosing one from
Byng, Comptroller of the Household, expressing the satisfaction which
was given by Covent Garden theatre at the command. Miss Taylor
1 Formerly the Queen's governess. She had great influence over the Queen, which was
much resented in certain quarters.
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refused to wear the dress in the Invincibles, and I accordingly was
obliged to take her out of the part. Note from the Queen's equerry
informing me of her intention to visit the theatre this evening. Looked
at the papers Times and Herald both of which noticed in terms of
high commendation Mr. Van Amburgh's beasts; of course were silent
on Co vent Garden. Acted Prospero partially well not entirely. The
Queen came but was not recognized. Attended to business.
February 6th. Acted Claude Melnotte tolerably well in parts.
Was called for, and in leading on Miss Faucit was offended with her
ill-humour, evidently arising from not having been called upon the
Queen's visit. Was well received. Sir E. Bulwer came into my room
and sat some time. Forster came in.
February 8th. Barham called to thank me for his card of entree
on Friday last ; told me he feared the Garrick Club would not stand.
Received a note of invitation for Saturday from D'Orsay to meet De
Vigny. Went home ; spent an evening with my children, romping
and playing. They were very happy.
February 9/i. Answered two girls, who wrote, wishing to come on
the stage. I thought it much better not to see them. What business
have I with them ? Note from Brockedon enclosing one, attesting the
spread of my reputation to Germany. Wrote to a petitioner in great
distress, sending him 1. Heard from Mr. Burnett that the Anti-
Corn Law Committee had decided on holding their meeting at Covent
Garden, although Drury Lane was offered for ,50 less!
February llth. Bulwer, Tennyson D'Eyncourt, and Forster came
into my room and sat some time. Note from D'Orsay. Found a note
informing me that he had a play from B. Disraeli ! !!
February I%th. Serle, Robertson, and Brydone came into my
room ; the latter told me that the Queen was at Drury Lane ; that the
claqueurs tried to get up a call to bring the performers on, and that
the Queen came forward in her box and responded to it !
February 18th. Read the newspaper, or rather that portion of it
which gave the debate on national education, in which I entirely sympa-
thized with the feelings and opinions uttered by Mr. Wyse. All that
these wretched Lords John and Francis, Stanleys, Ashleys, Peels, etc.,
think of is the question of place; the welfare of millions, their intel-
lectual progress, the cultivation of their reason is to depend on the
question. Is this earth still to be the mere material for these wretched
knaves' ingenuity to work power and name out of? Or is there can
there be a hell of adequate punishment for such cold blooded perverters
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of benevolent and gracious purposes? I am sick at heart with them
all. Called on Mrs. Jameson. She wished to read a play with me
made an appointment for to-morrow.
February \4>th. Received a note from the equerry-in-waiting to
intimate her Majesty's intention of coming to the theatre this evening.
Mrs. Jameson called, and read the greater part of her MS. a transla-
tion from a German play by the Princess Amelia of Saxony. There
was much to praise in it. Acted Claude Melnotte rather wearily.
Mrs. Jameson's visit had knocked me up. Was called for, and well
received by the audience. The Queen and Duchess of Kent were at
the theatre to see the farce.
February 16th. Went to Lady Blessington's with Forster, who
had called in the course of the day. Met there Count de Vigny, with
whom I had a most interesting conversation on Richelieu. I made an
appointment with him to see him on mardi prochain. Met also, with
D'Orsay, Bulwer, Charles Duller, Lord Durham, who was very cordial
and courteous to me, Captain Marryat, who wished to be re-introduced
to me, Hall, Standish, Chorley, Greville, who wished to be introduced
to me also, Dr. Quin, etc. Passed a very agreeable two hours. Mr.
Greville told a story of Le Kain in Mithridate. When some one on
the stage observed, "II changera son visage," one in the parterre
exclaimed, " Laissez-le faire."
February 18th. Letter from the equerry-in-waiting, apprising
me of the Queen's intended visit to Covent Garden this evening. Read
over King Lear. Went to Covent Garden theatre. Acted King Lear
well. The Queen was present, and I pointed at her the beautiful lines :
"Poor naked wretches I " Was called for, and well received.
February 19th. Received Jerdan's dishonoured note, or draught
on Longmans for his debt to me of <70. Oh, Jerdan ! Jerdan !
Attended to business with Marshall, who engaged to have the scenery
of the new play finished on Monday ; with Bradwell about the armour
for play ; with Serle on various matters. Robertson informed me that
there was every chance of the ejection of that scoundrel, Mr. Bunn,
from Drury Lane theatre. If such an end be accomplished I shall think
my pains and sacrifices amply recompensed in the wide benefit conferred
on all engaged in this profession. Went over his part of Mauprat
with Mr. Anderson ; afterwards the part of Francois with Mr. Howe ;
settled dresses with Head, and talked on business with Brydone.
February 20t/i. Read the newspaper, which, with the debate on
Villiers's motion for hearing evidence on the Corn Law question, and
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some sparring about Mr. Turton 1 in the House of Lords occupied me
long. Gave my attention to the consideration of the character of
Richelieu, which Bulwer has made particularly difficult by its incon-
sistency ; he has made him resort to low jest, which outrages one's
notions of the ideal of Cardinal Richelieu, with all his vanity, and
suppleness, and craft.
February 21st. Walked out, and called on Comte de Vigny ; sat
with him very long, and was amply repaid for the time I gave. He
related to me a variety of anecdotes illustrative of the characters of
Louis XIII, Richelieu, of Cinq Mars, etc. He is an enthusiast,
particularly for dramatic literature. He made a literal translation
of Othello, and produced it at the Theatre Fran$ais. He spoke with
fervour of my performances, and was much dissatisfied with our custom
of allowing women to frequent our pit, because the sympathy was
checked by their intervention. He spoke like a poet, and with all the
power and characteristic effect of a superior actor. I was very much
pleased with him. A MS. tragedy and note from B. Disraeli.
February 22nd. Read the paper, and gave my attention to the
inquiry as to the possibility of reconciling the character which Bulwer
has drawn under the name of Cardinal Richelieu with the original,
from which it so entirely differs. Was not much cheered by the result
of my investigation and experiment. Mr. Elton called by appoint-
ment, and I spoke to him about the manner in which he had rehearsed
the part of Louis XIII. He talked in his old strain of disappoint-
ment, etc., although he came from playing in the Love Chase at the
Haymarket to act Edgar, Beauseant, etc., at Covent Garden. He is
bent on his ruin, I am confident. I read him various extracts from
Anquetil and Cinq Mars, to show him the weak and nervous character
of Louis, of which he knew nothing, nor would he have known any-
thing. He went away seemingly more at ease about his part than he
came. A letter from Wightwick (who had heard that I was coming
to Plymouth) informing me that Mr. C. Kean had been playing to
houses of 140 and 150 each more than the theatre will hold !
and entreating me not to come, as I should be mortified by the
contrast. It was kind in him, but I had no thought of going, as I
told him in my answer. Resumed Richelieu, which I must fabricate.
Attended to it in the evening.
February 23rd. Found at the theatre a letter about a play from
1 One of Lord Durham's secretaries in Canada ; though an able man, his antecedents wrre
somewhat questionable, and his appointment was severely criticized.
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Mr. James, 1 the novelist. Rehearsed the play of Richelieu, with which
I had some trouble. Miss Faucit spoke to me about her dress. Note
from the equerry-in-waiting, announcing the Queen's intention of
coming. The Queen came and went directly the play was over. I was
called for, and well received. C. Duller came into my room, and
stayed talking some time.
February 24tfc. Went through with some attention, though I
could not read word for word, the tragedy of Mr. G. Stephens. 2 Serle
has given a very complimentary opinion upon it. This gentleman,
in my mind, with very superior abilities, has a warp in his mind or
taste, which nullifies his best efforts. Answered Mr. Phelps's applica-
tion very courteously, sending him an order for 50. Wrote to Count
de Vigny with the card of the Kent box. Mr. and Mrs. Dickens,
Forster and O'Hanlon called.
February 25th. Acted King Lear, not to my own satisfaction,
though I was called for, and very warmly received by the audience.
Bulwer and Forster came into my room, and afterwards the Comte
de Vigny, who expressed himself much pleased with the play. Bulwer
spoke to me about Richelieu, and satisfied me on the justice of his
draught of the character from the evidence that history has given us.
Allans done a la gloire! Coming home found letters (as he had
forewarned me) and more MS. from Bulwer.
February %lth. Read the paper, in which was a very sensible
article on the canting restriction put upon the Lent nights of perform-
ance. Misconceived the substance of a note from that ludicrously
wretched fellow, Mr. E. Reade, author of The Deluge, etc. He
had endeavoured to bribe me, by a promise of dedicating his miserable
play to me, to act it. There were two previous dedications erased in
the MS. to make way for me one to Sir, something, Charles Reade,
his cousin ; the other to J. S. Knowles. He had also published his
intention of dedication. He, now that I again refuse to act it, writes
to intimate his intention of publishing it " and dedicating it accord-
ingly " ! For this relief much thanks ! Note from Bulwer, which I
answered. Note from Forster, which I also answered. Bulwer lias
asked Lady Blessington and D'Orsay to go to the rehearsal an
indiscreet step to me an unpleasant one. Continued my work on
1 George Payne Rainsford James (1799-1860) ; the well-known novelist and historian.
He had written a novel on the subject of Richelieu some years previously.
* George Stephens (1800-1851); a dramatist of no particular note. His best-known
work was a tragedy entkled Afartinnzzi, produced by Phelps at the English Opera House in
1841.
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Richelieu. Received a note from Comte de Vigny. Gave the evening
to Richelieu. Wrote another note to Bulwer.
February 28t/i. Went to Covent Garden theatre. Received two
MSS. one from a person signing Septimus, another from Mr.
Mayhew, with a recommendatory letter from Mr. G. Smith, the gentle-
man who has been doing us all the injury in his power in John
Bull! Rehearsed the play of Richelieu, which occupied the whole
morning till past four o'clock. Forster was present for most of the
time. Bulwer called to seek him after he had gone. A letter from
Knowles inquiring " when the play of Woman's Wit would be done " !
A play that was only sustained by the proprietors foregoing rent and
I salary ! ! Miss Faucit wished to speak to me to ask for leave of
absence to-morrow, which I could not grant.
March 1st. Looked at the paper, in which was the debate upon
theatrical entertainments on the Wednesdays and Fridays in Lent. I
am quite indifferent to the question, which does not now affect myself ;
but could any man, with a desire to distinguish religion from hypo-
crisy and cant, read the speeches of Lord John Russell and Lord
Teignmouth, and that recreant caitiff, Sir James Graham, without
feelings of indignation and disgust. Such seemed to have been the
general feelings of the House of Commons ; and these are our legis-
lators our rulers ! ! ! God help us I
March 2nd. Went to Covent Garden theatre, where I rehearsed
Richelieu; was much annoyed by Mr. - -'s absence, who is confined
by gout induced by a system of nightly intoxication. He is too bad
a wretched man, on whom there is no dependence. Paid constant
attention to the progress of the play, and thought it wore an improved
appearance. Miss Faucit dined with me at half-past four. Mr. J.
Vining called at the theatre in the course of the morning to inquire
if I intended to act on Wednesday, 1 as they would do so at Drury
Lane, and if I did the same that Madame Vestris would. I said
certainly not ; that while the law existed, though I condemned, I
thought it more graceful to obey than to infringe it.
March 3rd. Looked at the newspaper, in which was an excellent
review of Sydney Smith's letter; a clergyman!! Mr. and Mrs.
Dickens, Mr. and Mrs. T. Cooke, Forster, Ainsworth, Cattermole,
Maclise, G. Bucknill came to dine with us.
1 At this time there were no theatrical performances on Wednesdays and Fridays in
Lent at the London theatres under the Lord Chamberlain's jurisdiction (note by Sir F.
Pollock).
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March 5th. Went with much care through the rehearsal of
Richelieu. By an accident of the printers Mrs. Warner's name was
inserted in the bills for Catherine in the farce instead of Miss Faucit's ;
notice was sent to her, and she came in very ill temper to speak about
it. I accosted her very kindly, and she attacked me, asserting that the
measure had been adopted " for the mere accommodation of Miss
Faucit." This was too bad from a person under such obligations as
Mrs. Warner is to me. It is indeed most ungrateful. She wished to
speak to me again, and I went to hear what she had to say, expecting
to find her anxious to express her regret for her previous intemperance,
but she only aggravated what had passed before. Bulwer came in and saw
the last three acts rehearsed, with which he seemed very well satisfied.
March 6th. Rehearsed Richelieu. Mr. Bainbridge, of the Lord
Chamberlain's office, called to say the Queen was coming to-morrow
night, and wished to have a book of the play. I wrote to Forster
about it ; received his answer, to which I returned a reply, and dis-
missed Mr. Bainbridge with the assurance that a copy would be sent
to Lord Conyngham in the course of the evening. Tried on my dress
with Head. Went home about six o'clock. Read through the part
of Richelieu. God grant a triumph ! Amen !
March 1th. Colonel Cavendish and his two sons called ; his busi-
ness was to tell me that the Queen would come this evening. Lay
down after dinner to compose my shaken nerves. Bulwer called, and
disturbed me to give me a book for the Queen. At the same time
a letter was delivered to me ; when Bulwer had left me I opened the
letter. It was from Colonel Cavendish to inform me that the Queen
would not come this evening. Acted Cardinal Richelieu 1 very
nervously; lost my self-possession, and was obliged to use too much
effort ; it did not satisfy me at all, there were no artist-like touches
through the play. How can a person get up such a play and do justice
at the same time to such a character ? It is not possible. Was called
for and very enthusiastically received ; gave out the play for every
night. Jerdan, Smith, Brydone, D'Orsay, Bulwer and Forster came
into my room. The success of the play seemed to be unequivocal.
What will the papers say?
March 8th. Saw the papers. The Morning Chronicle was as usual
1 The principal parts in Richelieu were cast as follows : Louis XIII, Mr. Elton ;
Gaston, Mr. Diddear ; Richelieu, Mr. Macready ; Baradas, Mr. Warde ; Mauprat, Mr.
Anderson ; De Beringhen, Mr. Vining ; Father Joseph, Mr. Phelps ; Huguet, Mr. George
Bennett ; Fra^ois, Mr. Howe ; Julie de Mortemar, Miss Helen Faucit ; Marion de Lorme
Miss Charles (note by Sir F. Pollock).
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most kind and eulogistic ; the Times, although trying to damn with
faint praise, admitting much more than I expected, and enough to
give to its readers, who know its baseness, the assurance of success.
Went to the theatre, where I cut the play with the performers, and
expressed myself much obliged by their zeal and industry. When we
had separated, Bulwer came and altered all that we had arranged
annoying and disconcerting me very much. I struggled for the omission
of several passages, but he was triumphant, and therefore no longer
so docile as I had heretofore found him.
March Qth. Met Mrs. Warner, who looked very differently at
me, poor foolish woman. Spoke with great kindness to Miss Rain-
forth about her neglect of the opportunity afforded her, ascribing
it to the attention a gentleman in the theatre was showing her, caution-
ing her against the danger of trifling with the part in the new opera.
She seemed very grateful, and promised to give her mind to her study.
Colonel Cavendish brought me word that the Queen, prevented by
the weather on Thursday night, would come this evening.
March Wth. Bulwer called and remained for about two hours
making alterations. Forster called with the various newspapers.
Forster related Bulwer 's domestic imbroglio. 1 Read passages from a
play of Landor's Giovanna of Naples of great beauty.
March llth. Note from Comte de Vigny. Attended the rehearsal
for the cutting of the play. Acted the part of Richelieu very indif-
ferently ; was quite out of temper with myself and everybody else.
Was called for and well received much better than I deserved.
Business with Bulwer, making further alterations.
March 12M. Saw the paper, in which Lord John Russell, upon
the debate on Buncombe's motion, drew a comparison between the
conduct pursued at Covent Garden and Drury Lane to my advantage
it is, however, a poor compliment to be mentioned in company with
that wretched dastard, Mr. Bunn. Looked again at the play. Acted
Cardinal Richelieu well; was called for and very enthusiastically
greeted. Forster, Brydone, Serle, Robertson, etc., came into my
room.
March 12th. Two long notes from Bulwer 2 with more last
1 Bulwer's differences with his wife, which led to separation and soon became public
property.
2 One of these is given below :
"Mv DRAR MACRKADY,
" I saw a good deal of the plav last night, which went off better than
The restitution of the second scene, Act III, was quite right. I wish time could allow a little
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words and a lengthy criticism on some points of rny performance, in
which he wishes me to substitute coarse and vulgar attempt at low
farcical point in one instance, and melodramatic rant in another for
the more delicate shadings of character that I endeavour to give. I
have long had surmises about Bulwer's taste from several things in the
comedy of La Valliere in the original of The Lady of Lyons and in
the original copy of this play. I am sure that his taste is not to be
of the comic part, Act II. It is missed, and has been complained of to me in many quarters.
But, perhaps, at all events it is too late to re-alter, even if time could be spared.
" I wish to say I was much more struck by your acting in the three last acts to-night than
even heretofore, and so, I think, was the House generally. Forgive me if I say that the more
you come out from subdued dryness into power (which you did to-night) the more brilliant
your success will be, and the more you will realize the Cardinal " colere et orgutilleux dont
chaque pensee avait tout le chaleur d'une passion." De Vigny was wrong in thinking him
so sec ; there was plenty of animal spirits in him. In the grave part of your performance
I see only one sentence in which I could wish another conception. It is the end of the
act where you say 'away with him.' Now you speak 'away with him ' with contemptu-
ous sport like a man brushing away a trifle ! The audiences, however, are prepared for
something much more vehement and the thought of your conception is almost too subtle
for the gigantic audiences you have but I think it would be more like the Cardinal, who is
accustomed to come and feast over the execution of his foes, to throw more of the deadly
force of malignant and exulting vindictiveness into the words something more to corre-
spond with his laugh in baffling the murderers at the castle. I would have him release the
devil of his rage upon his victim. I would make him follow with eyes that threaten savage
victory the retreating form of Baradas in fact, here I would have the effect that of power,
the closing power of the speech. In the comic part (you must pardon my presumption in
this) I must still fancy that greater breadth of humour more of what the French call
malice would illustrate the character more vividly, and be infinitely more effective. I
fancy the Cardinal with a CHUCKLE ' le rire presque gai, mais toujours insultant ' which is
ascribed to him. Thus in 'Colonel and Nobleman, my bashful Huguet, that can never be'
if it could be said with a more jovial laugh, and then with a pointed slyness (no pause, but
fronting the audience) and almost a wink of the eye to Joseph, 'We'll promise,' etc. this,
I think, would be more effective. So after he has told Huguet he may be noble, why not
let him exchange a broad humorous glance with Joseph, whom he passes at the moment,
as much as to say, 'There now, isn't that cleverly done ?' In 'Joseph, Bishop Joseph,' I
think it will be much more effective if you don't repeat Joseph twice but make the point
more sudden and hearty, 'Ah Joseph Bishop Joseph,' and absolutely touch his ribs with
the forefinger ; there should, I am sure, be no pause and no reiteration between Joseph and
Bishop Joseph. Now I have said eno' to make you think me the most presuming dog you
have ever seen thrusting his paw into other people's paniers ! But, mon cher, you have been
as frank with me so tit for tat.
" May I further beg you to IMPLORE Miss Faucit to say, ' I love AND I am a woman ' ;
and with as much majestic swelling as she can ; to-night she says ' I love but I am a woman,'
which is nonsense, and she whined it into the bargain.
' ' Think as leniently as you can of my suggestions.
" Yrs. ever,
"E. L. B.
"H. of C.
" Tuesday night."
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depended on. Saw the Times, in which was a letter from that con-
temptible wretch, Mr. Bunn. His anger and indiscretion look as if he
were near the end. God grant it ! Amen ! Difficulty in answering
Bulwer's notes without giving offence at last dismissed his worrying
prosings with brief generalities.
March I4ith. Received a note from Buhver proposing another
subject for a play this season, if I wished it. What an indefatigable
man. Read over Richelieu. Acted the part very fairly ; was called
for and well received. The Queen was in the theatre. De Vigny came
round after the play and expressed himself delighted. He said he
would write to me from Paris, and would come over to see Shakspeare's
plays acted ; he could not dine with me, as he was leaving town.
March I8th. Buhver looked in ; asked me if I would come and
dine to meet Lady Holland. Sat to Miss Gillies for the portrait.
Forster came in.
March 21st. Webster called, and expressed his anxiety to give
me .100 per week 25 per night for four nights a week, for his
whole season, to the 15th of January. I promised him that I would
sign with him directly the proprietors of Covent Garden theatre
declined my offer.
March 23rd. Called on Dickens, and spoke to him about Haynes
Bayley ; he gave me 5. He is a noble fellow ; he promised to go to
the Literary Fund about the .50. Robertson came into my room,
and I explained to him the nature of the offer which I intended to
make to the proprietors. He seemed to think it not unlikely to be
entertained by them. Serle behaved very nobly, when the engage-
ment at the Haymarket as affecting his play Avas brought forward ;
he said in greater matters smaller should give way, and his play should
not be an obstacle to an arrangement. Miss Faucit came for my
signature to two prints of Virginius.
March 24/i. Sheil and his son Richard, whom I last saw in petti-
coats, now a young man, called. Home with his horrid moustaches
and a curious cape of a " cloak around him " called. Sheil promised
to urge Leigh Hunt's claim for a pension.
March 25th. Mr. and Mrs. Procter, Mr. and Mrs. Stanfield. Mr.
and Mrs. Dickens, Mrs. Reid, Dowling, Price, Martin, Ktty, Forster,
Rooke, Stone, dined with us ; a cheerful day.
March 26t/i. Went to Covent Garden theatre, rending by the
way Disraeli's play. Coming home. I finished the perusal of Disraeli's
play, which will never come to any good. It is taken from an old
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Spanish ballad on the Count Alarcos, and the Infanta Solisa, etc.
Mr. and Mrs. Blanchard, Mr. and Mrs. Lough, Mr. and Mrs. H.
Smith, Messrs. E. Webbe, Z. Troughton, Mr. and Miss Pope, Mr.
Harley, came to dine.
March With. Read the newspaper; was disgusted with the tone
of the American Press anticipating a war with England. War ! war !
That men, the creatures of a God of wisdom and of love, should rush
forward in savage delight to mangle and slay each other ! Oh, God !
oh, God ! when will Thy blessed gift of reason be universal in its use
among men? Mr. and Miss Rolls, Mr. and Mrs. Fonblanque, Miss
Martineau, Mr. Carlyle, Dr. Elliotson, Charles and Arthur Buller,
Browning, Darwin, Miss P. Horton, and Mr. Brockedon dined with
us ; an agreeable day.
March %8th. Forster called at the theatre, and told me that
Bulwer had nearly finished his play, which is most powerful. Return-
ing from the theatre, read two more acts of Mr. James's milk-and-water
play. Mr. and Mrs. Horace Twiss, Mrs. Kitchener, Fanny and Amelia
Twiss, Barham, Fladgate, Munro, Walker, Cattermole, Maclise dined
with us.
March 9&th. Mr. and Mrs. Kenney, Mr. and Mrs. Serle, Mr. and
Mrs. T. Cooke, Forster, Wallace, Vining, Anderson, Jerdan came to
dinner.
March 30tfo. After looking over the newspapers, gave my atten-
tion to the consideration of what I ought to say, and how I should
say it, at the dinner to be given to me to-day by the Shakspeare Club.
My whole morning I was fretting and endeavouring to string together
in my mind some connected chain of ideas to serve me for a speech or
speeches this evening. Went to dine at the Shakspeare Club. Dickens
was in the Chair, Jerdan and Blanchard, the two Vice-Presidents,
Procter, Stanfield, Leigh Hunt, Maclise, Cattermole, Jerrold, Thacke-
ray, Lover, Charles Landseer, T. Landseer, Dow, Stone, Forster,
King, T. Hill, Bell, Harley invited, and about twenty more sat down
to dinner. The day passed off most agreeably ; the dinner was very
handsome, songs well selected. One song immediately after the health
of my dear wife and family, "Was She not passing fair? " was very
sweet, as also the " Love and Glory." The most hearty sympathy
I almost ever witnessed was unbroken through the evening. I was
obliged to remain until the business of the day was done, and was
astonished to learn from the waiter that it was a quarter past twelve.
I set Mr. Harley down, and on coming home, racked with headache
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from the heat of the room, reported all to Catherine and Letty, whilst
I had the power of remembering. Dickens's speech in proposing my
health was most earnest, eloquent, and touching. It took a review
of my enterprise at Covent Garden, and summed up with an eulogy
on myself that quite overpowered me. In reply I said, "That in
expressing the peculiar gratification of such a compliment from a society
met to do honour to Shakspeare, I disclaimed all credit beyond what
was due for faithful service to him, transferring from the priest to the
object of their adoration the honour they offered. I had no claim for
originating or creating ; I had merely removed and restored ; was only
the purifier of the temple, had only restored to its sublime simplicity
the text of Shakspeare. I said that I must ever deeply feel the obliga-
tions they had conferred on me ; that it added to the pleasure I felt,
to know that among those willing to contribute their sympathy to the
occasion, I might reckon my excellent and amiable friend, our absent
President, whose genius as poet and as critic had shed such additional
lustre on the glories of our dramatic literature ; to see presiding on
this day my highly gifted friend Mr. Dickens ; and to number amongst
my distinguished hosts the poet, whose youthful muse, when just
* waving her joyous song,' stooped from the nobler flight she was
pursuing to bestow a wreath upon my then unnoted efforts the poet
whose beautiful dramatic scenes, then just given to the world, induced
us to believe that the sweet and brilliant spirit of Fletcher, which we
had thought long dead, had only been sleeping. With so much to
enhance the pleasure they conferred upon me, I could not adequately
convey the expression of my feelings, but I requested them to believe
that I thanked them, as I felt, most fervently and most deeply, and
that I never could forget their kindness," etc. I sat down amid loud
applause, and then prepared to enjoy what was left of the day. Dickens
spoke on each occasion remarkably well ; dear Stanfield said his little
with his usual modesty. Mr. Bell made a very good speech, kindly
adverting to me. Leigh Hunt was called up, being an honorary
member and guest of the day, and in a rambling, conversational style
talked of what Shakspeare would think if he could walk into the room
and ask on what man's account all this festivity and sympathy was
raised, and how surprised and pleased he would be to learn that it was
himself. Jerdan spoke very well ; Doo the engraver ; Forster ; Stanfield
gave Mrs. Macready and her family, and I answered by wishing that
I had the readiness of one of them who would be delighted to be there
(a little girl) and to make a speech on the occasion. I rose to propose
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Dickens 's health, and spoke ray sincere opinion of him as the highest
eulogy, by alluding to the verisimilitude of his characters. I said
that I should not be surprised at receiving the offer of an engagement
from Crummies for the next vacation. All went off in the happiest
spirit. Procter mirabile dictu! so yielded to the spirit of enjoy-
ment that he fell at last into a profound sleep of nearly two hours ; we
parted, in the best of spirits, at past one o'clock.
March 81st. Forster called, and spoke very warmly of the success
of yesterday's fete that the delight was universal through the party.
I am pleased to hear it. Finished the perusal of Mr. James's play, and
came to an opinion that will shock his anticipations. Wrote a very
courteous note to J. Disraeli * on his play, and to Mr. G. B. James on
his ; it is not so easy to write a play as a novel.
April 3rd. Went to Covent Garden theatre ; on my way
looked at Marino Faliero, with a view to its production for my
Benefit.
April 6th. Received a note from Miss M. Gillies, with the
miniature of Richelieu, which she asked me to present to Catherine.
Webster called, talked over with him the terms of engagement ; he
yielded everything to me that I required, and I signed an agreement
with him to the 15th January next. Forster called and heard the
news, which seemed to stagger him. When he had had time to think
over it, he thought it for the best. Went with Forster to Covent
Garden theatre. Robertson had been inquiring for me. When he came
in, he had nothing to say looked very gloomy and seemed to under-
stand that the business of my separation from the theatre was finally
settled. Decided on announcing my retirement. Drew up the
advertisement. 2
April 1th. Called on Stanfield, and told him the state of affairs
at Covent Garden theatre that I should get out King Henry V and
wish to have his aid. He most readily heart and hand went with
my views, blaming extremely the stupidity of the proprietors. Took
Willie with me, and called on Messrs. Chalon to see their pictures ;
met Mr. Ward there ; went on and called on Sir D. Wilkie ; saw his
sister and himself; the picture of the "Highland Cotter's Grave,"
"The Discovery of Tippo Sahib's Body," etc. Met Dickens and his
wife there.
1 If the initial of the Christian name was accurately given by Marready, the author of the
play must have been James, not Benjamin Disraeli.
* -Negotiations for a prolongation of Macready's tenancy had been broken off.
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April 8th. Willmott came in, spoke of the grief and gloom that
had been spread over the theatre. Robertson came; informed me
that Mr. C. Kean was engaged by Mr. Webster. I was not disposed
to believe it. Serle and Brydone were in my room ; nothing but
lamentation and despondency on the subject of my retirement. Harley
came in, and was quite affected in speaking about it. Elton called to
ask me to be a Trustee to the General Theatrical Fund ; also inquired
if I should object to Mr. Farren as a colleague. I said certainly I
should. He then spoke of Bulwer and Talfourd. Haynes called, in
a state of weak despair. I cheered him as well as I could and recom-
mended him to get the programme of Rizzio ready for me. Webster
called. I questioned him about Mr. C. Kean ; he admitted it ; I
thought it very disingenuous in him and was not pleased. I recom-
mended if he could with prudence and safety to his financial arrange-
ments and if he wished to make his theatre a miniature Covent Garden,
that he should strengthen his company by engaging Mr. Anderson,
Willmott, and Mrs. Warner. He said he certainly would, though
the recommendation did not seem very palatable to him.
April 9th. In nocte consilium. It should be a rule for every
man to forbear a judgment upon his own affairs or condition, until
the passion and excitement attendant upon any circumstance acting
on them shall have passed away. My greatest enemy the stumbling-
block of my life has been passion, and its consequent evil, precipita-
tion. If I could have deferred acting or speaking (and speech is
action "words are things") until I had deliberated, how much of
pain, how much of misrepresentation I should have escaped! In this
recent affair of retiring from Covent Garden theatre I now see, that
though my retirement is injurious to the interests of dramatic taste,
and will jeopardize the comfort of certain individuals, yet it is a thing
with which the public will no further concern itself than by a casual
expression of regret or indifference. We hold our own conduct and
actions so close to our own eyes that they seem to fill all space of sight
the world looks at them in their proper distance, and sees their
infinite littleness. I ought to remember my poor father's '* world "
which he conceived in his affairs. It consisted of two or three
miserable dependents! I must go quietly on, conduct myself evenly
and modestly, and be contented with what God arives me. But this
impatience of opposition is one of the ills, induced or aggravated by a
course of Management. Let me then bo thankful that I am arrain
restored to the healthier state of meditative tranquillity and peace of
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mind ! God bless my dearest family and grant that I may make them
good and happy. Willmott came into my room to tell me that a
notice had been put up in the Hall, requiring " the performers to
meet the proprietors in the Saloon at three o'clock. Signed H. Robert-
son." I was shocked at this gross impertinence of my servant, Mr.
Robertson and the vulgar outrage on my rights by the proprietors.
Passing by the green-room I saw the same notice on the glass. I
pulled it down and threw it into the fire. As the play proceeded I
saw more clearly the very low conduct of these men, and my equanimity
returned particularly on reading and repeating some of the beautiful
maxims of Prospero. There is some virtue in poetry ; it has often
helped my mind in its struggles. Acted fairly Prospero ; was called
for by the audience, and well received. (Miss P. Horton and Miss
Faucit came to speak to me. I desired them both to go to the Actors'
Meeting.) Talfourd thought that they might just as well have called
the " Meeting " in my private room, or even in my " drawing-room at
Cumberland Terrace." Talfourd thought it a most happy thing that
I was released from the management, which was actually consuming
life, health, and all delight-.
April lOtfo. Dickens called, and told me that the Shakespeare Club
had an objection to Mr. Fox as a member, and that he certainly would
be black-balled, except through the effect of my proposal of him ; he
wished the ballot therefore to be deferred, to which I very regretfully
assented. Brydone called. Webster came and spoke to me about his
engagements. A little after five Willmott came from the meeting of
actors and proprietors, and told me that Serle had been behaving in
the noblest manner, and had defended me from the attacks made upon
me by Messrs. Lowndes, Forbes, and attested by Mr. Robertson, who
read all the letters that I had written in confidence to him ! ! ! Serle
came in and gave me an account of the rascally proceeding of these
men, and the dastardly behaviour of the players. Of all the base
occurrences that have come to fret my life, this has been among the
most disgusting. I was dreadfully excited, my head aching with its
throbbing. Sent for Mr. Robertson ; he came the very picture of the
most abject guilt that I ever in my life saw. I very quietly upbraided
him with his perfidy, and desired him to make up his accounts and pay
my balance into Ransom's. He said that he could not do that without
speaking to the proprietors. So that it appears these wretched scoun-
drels have kept me on for two years in the delusion that I have been
the lessee of the theatre upon a mutual pledge of honour which they
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have utterly disregarded and held as nothing. Acted well ; called for
and well received.
April llth. Looked at the paper. Went to the theatre. The
business of the negotiation occupied the whole day it was to get the
theatre exclusively into my hands to get rid of Mr. Robertson.
Letters passed ; I am now in such a state of excitement that I cannot
write down the circumstances. This is the worst kind of torture, this
St. Vitus's dance of the mind it is horrible. Dreadfully excited !
God help me!
April 12/i. Went down to Covent Garden theatre Willmott and
Serle debated over the state of things ; Willmott read the papers which
Mr. Robertson had sent as the basis of the agreement, and we found
that, according to them, I was manacled in every way as, literally, the
servant instead of the tenant of the proprietors. They went away,
saying it was useless to contend with these papers ; I was in the toils,
and 1 must be patient. Mr. Harley called, and with much weeping
offered to be security for the payments of my offered 2000, as lessee
of Covent Garden theatre. I thanked him, but told him I was engaged
elsewhere. Lay down in bed and tried to sleep ; could neither eat dinner
nor drink wine ; ate nothing the whole day ; was surprised to find myself
so strong upon two cups of tea. Acted Claude Melnotte very fairly,
but was much excited by seeing Captain Forbes ' with a large party
behind the scenes, and occupy the Kent box ! Felt disposed to insult
him ; thank God, I did not !
April 13t/t. Willmott and Brydone returned from their appoint-
ment with Messrs. Robertson and Bartley, Mr. Hartley who, on the
two previous evenings, had distinctly remarked that I was the uncon-
trolled, undisputed "lessee, or for he wished to quibble on that word
director, or conductor or tenant" "aye, that was the word,
tenant" had, as he expressed it, "slept upon it, and this morning
found out that he had recollected wrongly before, and that Mr. Rolnrt-
son was the person who was to have the whole custody of the monies,
etc. ! ! ! Mr. Bartley was a traitor from the beginning, and, as Swift
says of Walpole, only acts according to his nature. It therefore now
appears that I am the foreman of this concern upon a salary from tin-
proprietors. The effect of the communication was very distressing to
me. I resolved at first to withdraw my name from the bills, and let
the theatre close itself. I could not bear the thought of keeping the
piece of plate which the actors had given me, after their Inte behaviour
1 One of the proprietors.
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to me. I showed my Diary to Serle, Willmott, and Brydone, and they
felt that it was evidence. Brydone began with some of his prudential
suggestions, which excited me to such a pitch of impetuosity that poor
Brydone was quite overcome. I explained to him afterwards that it
was not ad hominem, but ad rein that my impatience went. Resolved
at once to summon the performers, and state the facts before them.
They were in considerable numbers in the green-room when I entered
with the proprietors' letter and this book. I began my address to them
by informing them what I feared from a recent circumstance would
seem strange to some of them that it was possible a man might have
high aspirations and be actuated by nobler motives than the merely
getting money. I asserted the intentions with which I had entered
on the theatre, and went through the history of my being ensnared into
this shameful toil ; of my conversations, etc., with that wretched
Robertson ; of Mr. Bartley's treacherous memory ; of my proposal for
a future lease, and the full account of my conduct and motives since I
had entered on the theatre ; my principal object having been, not
wishing to ruin or injure myself, their advancement and comfort. I
stigmatized as it deserved the shameful falsehood and dishonourable
conduct of the proprietors ; I concluded by stating the position in which
I stood having been for two years juggled into the belief that I was
the lessee, and finding myself only the salaried foreman of the theatre.
But, without any conditions, as our connection was soon to end, I would
under all the indignities I endured, for their sakes, carry on the theatre
to the end. There was great emotion, indignation, and much applause
in various parts of my long speech for it lasted more than an hour
and a quarter. Mrs. Warner came into my room, quite overcome, and
unable to speak for her tears ; I kissed her, and understood perfectly
what she could not give utterance to. The assembled actors, etc., sent
a message to me by Serle and Willmott, expressive of their unqualified
admiration, gratitude and sympathy, and thanking me in the strongest
terms that they could find for my care of them. They also sent a
resolution, which a committee was to meet and prepare for signature
on Monday. I was greatly relieved by this discharge of my irritation
and indignation, and felt quite comfortable ; it was a sedative to me.
Acted Richelieu as well as I could. Poor Miss Faucit was very ill
fainted away, and Miss P. Horton read the remainder of her part. Saw
her after the play ; she was much better. Talfourd came into my
room, Forster and Dickens also.
April I4>th. Dined with Mrs. Rolls ; met an agreeable party. Sir
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W. and Lady Herries, Mr. Powell, Mr. and Mrs. Bohn, and Elliotson ;
Etty, Miss Rolls, etc.
April 15th. Looked at, the paper, and was glad to find that there
was no notice from those base persons, the proprietors. Went to
Covent Garden theatre. The deputation of the company came into
my room Messrs. Harley, Vandenhoff, Anderson, Elton, and Phelps
to present me with the resolutions of the Covent Garden company, and
expressing their desire to publish them, if I would permit it, and that
they would receive my answer to-morrow. I replied in a few words,
expressive of my satisfaction that the understanding which should
subsist between myself and the company had been re-established, and
thanking them, etc. When they had left me, I found the resolution
altered and emasculated from that of Saturday ; in fact, I set no value
on it ; a mere string of empty praises from men, whose praise has no
charm for me, and an omission of the important passage of the first
copy, attributing their acquittal of the proprietors to the mwtatementi
made by those persons. I was shocked and pained to see the hopeless
feebleness and servile character of these men. Serle came in, and
expressed a cordial sympathy with me on the subject, adding his con-
viction that they never could be depended upon ; that they were, and
ever would be, slaves.
April 16th. Went to Covent Garden theatre. I sent for Mr.
Elton, and told him that I supposed it was unnecessary to see the whole
deputation of performers, but that I might communicate to him for
the body that I had read the resolution and wished it not to be printed.
He was very much confused, and evidently distressed. He said he
feared that it was not altogether satisfactory to me. I told him that
it was useless to enter upon any question upon the subject, that I had
said all that wns necessary last night, and that I had only to-day to
return an answer to the question of publication. He left mo very
uncomfortably. Mr. Fox wondered at my coldness, but when I narrated
to him the facts as they had occurred, he said that I was perfectly
right. Acted King Lear very well as well, if not better than I had
ever done. Was called for by the audience, and went on, leaning
upon Miss P. Horton ; was very greatly received. Note of invitation
to dinner from old Lady Cork ' for Friday next. Dickens and Forster
came into my room.
1 Mary, Countess of Cork and Orrery (1746-1840), nfe the Hon. Mary Monckton ; the
aristocratic "blue stocking "; for over sevent y years she had mingled in the most brilliant
circles of the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries, and could claim to have entertained nearly
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April %8th. Woke early, and fell into reflections, painful at first
from the indignation and disgust which must arise in thinking upon
baseness and evil ; but I have thought myself into a happier state of
mind by considering the actual amount of injury which these base and
bad men have the power of doing me. If I do not injure myself, if I
only preserve my temper, and let the facts between us speak, I must
remain with a great increase of reputation, and they, when their conduct
is known, must be condemned ; they may rob me of my claims for
surplus, but what is 350 to the peaceful possession of the honour that
must attach to me for what I have done, and striven to do ! I feel
myself above them.
April 30fe. Went to Elstree in the carriage with Catherine and
Willie ; enjoyed to a degree I cannot describe the air, the freedom, the
sight of the country, and the old familiar objects of my passage to and
from Elstree ; it was luxury, quiet, ease, content ; it was happiness. I
could only liken my sensations to those of a person first tasting the
fresh and genial air from the long confinement of a sick room, or the
captivity in a prison. It was delightful. Surprised to find Elstree,
that used to look so pretty, now appear close, flat, shabby ! Thus we
judge of all things in this world ah, how unwisely ! by comparison ;
the glory in the grass, the splendour in the flower, the delicious breath
of heaven, and its gorgeous vision of cloud, and star, and sun, are
everywhere the same.
every literary and political celebrity during that period. In her youth she had been flattered
by Johnson and painted by Reynolds. There are many anecdotes of her eccentricities, which
included in her old age an inability to appreciate -the distinction between " meum and
tuum."
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