KEPT FOR MASTER'S USE lllllllll THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA IN MEMORY OF Georgia Stamm Chamberlain 1910-1916 t i j Kept for the Master's Use American Tract Society New York LOAN STACK H3 PREFATORY NOTE. A^v beloved sister Frances finished revising the proofs of this book shortly before her death on Whit Tuesday, June 3, 1879, ^ ut i ts publica- tion was to be deferred till the Autumn. In appreciation of the deep and general sym- pathy flowing in to her relatives, they wish that its publication should not be withheld. Know- ing her intense desire that Christ should be magnified, whether by her life or in her death, may it be to His glory that in these pages she, being dead, "Yet Speaketh!" MARIA V. G. HAVERGAL. OAKHAMPTON, WORCESTERSHIRE, nth yune, 1879 022 CONTENTS. CHAP. PAGE I. OUR LIVES KEPT FOR JESUS 9 II. OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS .... 33 III. OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS 43 IV. OUR FEET KEPT FOR JESUS 60 V. OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS 67 VI. OUR LIPS KEPT FOR JESUS 87 VII. OUR SILVER AND GOLD KEPT FOR JESUS 105 VIII. OUR INTELLECTS KEPT FOR JESUS . . . 122 IX. OUR WILLS KEPT FOR JESUS 129 X. OUR HEARTS KEPT FOR JESUS 140 XL OUR LOVE KEPT FOR JESUS 146 XII. OUR SELVES KEPT FOR JESUS 154 XIII. CHRIST FOR us 164 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. TAKE my life, and let it be Consecrated, Lord, to Thee. Take my moments and my days, Let them flow in ceaseless praise. Take my hands, and let them move At the impulse of Thy love. Take my feet, and let them be Swift and " beautiful " for Thee. Take my voice, and let me sing Always, only, for my King. Take my lips, and let them be Filled with messages from Thee. Take my silver and my gold ; Not a mite would I withhold. Take my intellect, and use Every power as Thou shalt choose. Take my will and make it Thine; It shall be no longer mine. Take my heart ; it is Thine own ; It shall be Thy royal throne. Take my love; my Lord, I pour At Thy feet its treasure-store. Take myself, and I will be Ever, only, ALL for Thee. M CHAPTER I. OUR LIVES KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my life that it may be Consecrated, Lord, to Thee ! " ANY a heart has echoed the little song, (< Take my life, and let it be Consecrated, Lord, to Thee ! " And yet those echoes have not been, in every case and at all times, so clear, and full, and firm, so continuously glad as we would wish, and perhaps expected. Some of us have said : tl I launch me forth upon a sea Of boundless love and tenderness." and after a little we have found, or fancied, that there is a hidden leak in our barque and though we are doubtless still afloat, yet we are not sail- ing with the same free, exultant confidence as at first. What is it that has dulled and weakened the echo of pur consecration song ? What is the little leak that hinders the swift and buoyant 9 io KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. course of our consecrated life ? Holy Father, let Thy loving Spirit guide the hand that writes, and strengthen the heart of every one who reads what shall be written for Jesus' sake. While many a sorrowfully-varied answer to these questions may, and probably will, arise from touched and sensitive consciences, each being shown by God s faithful Spirit the special sin, the special yielding to temptation which has hindered and spoiled the blessed life which they sought to enter and enjoy, it seems to me that one or other of two things has lain at the outset of the failure and disappointment. First, it may have arisen from want of the simplest belief in the simplest fact, as well as want of trust in one of the simplest and plainest words our gracious Master ever uttered ! The unbelieved fact being simply that He hears us ; the untrusted word being one of those plain, broad foundation-stones on which we rested our whole weight, it may be many years ago, and which we had no idea we ever doubted, or were in any danger of doubting now " Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out." OUR lylVES KKPT FOR JESUS. II " Take my life ! " We have said it or sung it before the Lord, it may be many times ; but if it were only once whispered in His ear with full purpose of heart, should we not believe that He heard it ? And if we know that He heard it, should we not believe that He has answered it, and fulfilled this, our heart's desire? For with Him hearing means heeding. Then why should we doubt that He did verily take our lives when we offered them our bodies when we presented them ? Have we not been wronging His faith- fulness all this time by practically, even if uncon- sciously, doubting whether the prayer ever really reached Him ? And if so, is it any wonder that we have not realized all the power and joy of full consecration ? By some means or other He has to teach us to trust implicitly at every step of the way. And so, if we did not really trust in this matter, He has had to let us find out our want of trust by withholding the sensible part of the blessing, and thus stirring us up to find out why it is withheld. An offered gift must be either accepted or refused. Can He have refused it when He has said, " Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise 12 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. cast out?" If not, then it must have been accepted. It is just the same process as when we came to Him first of all, with the intolerable burden of our sins. There was no help for it but to come with them to Him, and take His word for it that He would not and did not cast us out. And so coming, so believing, we found rest to our souls ; we found that His word was true, and that His taking away our sins was a reality. Some give their lives to Him then and there, and go forth to live thenceforth not at all unto themselves, but unto Him who died for them. This is as it should be, for conversion and con- secration ought to be simultaneous. But practi- cally it is not very often so, except with those in whom the bringing out of darkness into marvel- ous light has been sudden and dazzlhig, and full of deepest contrasts. More frequently the work resembles the case of the Hebrew servant described in Exodus xxi., who, after six years' experience of a good master's service, dedicates himself volunta- rily, unreservedly, and irrevocably to it, saying, " I love my master ; I will not go out free ; " the master then accepting and sealing him to a life-long service, free in law, yet bound in love. OUR U VKS KEPT FOR JESUS. 13 This seems to be a figure of later consecration founded on experience and love. And yet, as at our first coming, it is less than nothing, worse than nothing that we have to bring; for our lives, even our redeemed and par- doned lives, are not only weak and worthless, but defiled and sinful. But thanks be to God for the Altar that sanctifieth the gift, even our Lord Jesus Christ Himself! By Him we draw nigh unto God; to Him, as one with the Father, we offer our living sacrifice ; in Him, as the Beloved of the Father, we know it is accepted. So, dear friends, when once He has wrought in us the desire to be altogether His own, and put into our hearts the prayer, " Take my life," let us go on our way rejoicing, believing that He has taken our lives, our hands, our feet, our voices, our in- tellects, our wills, our whole selves, to be ever, only, all for Him. Let us consider that a bless- edly settled thing; not because of anything we have felt, or said, or done, but because we know that He heareth us, and because we know that He is true to His word. But suppose our hearts do not condemn us in this matter, our disappointment may arise from 14 KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. another cause. It may be that we have not re- ceived, because we have not asked a fuller and further blessing. Suppose that we did believe, thankfully and surely, that the Lord heard our prayer, and that He did indeed answer and accept us, and set us apart for Himself, and yet we find that our consecration was not merely miserably incomplete, but that we have drifted back again almost to where we were before. Or suppose things are not quite so bad as that, still we have not quite all we expected ; and even if we think we can truly say, "O God, my heart is fixed/' we find that, to our daily sorrow, somehow or other the details of our conduct do not seem to be fixed, something or other is perpetually slip- ping through, till we get perplexed and distressed. Then we are tempted to wonder whether, after all, there was not some mistake about it, and the Lord did not really take us at our word, although we took Him at His word. And then the strug- gle with one doubt, and entanglement, and temp- tation only seems to land us in another. What is to be done then? First, I think, very humbly and utterly honestly, to search and try our ways before our God; or OUR UV3S KSPT FOR J3SUS. 15 rather, as we shall soon realize our helplessness to make such a search, ask Him to do it for us, praying for His promised Spirit to show us unmis- takably if there is any secret thing with us that is hindering both the inflow and outflow of His grace to us and through us. Do not let us shrink from some unexpected flash into a dark corner; do not let us wince at the sudden touching of a hidden plague-spot. The Lord always does His own work thoroughly, if we will only let Him do it; if we put our case into His hands. He will search and probe fully and firmly, though very tenderly. Very painfully, it may be, but only that He may do the very thing we want cleanse us and heal us thoroughly, so that we may set off to walk in real newness of life. But if we do not put it unreservedly into His hands, it will be no use thinking or talking about our lives being con- secrated to Him. The heart that is not entrusted to Him for searching, will not be undertaken by Him for cleansing; the life that fears to come to the light lest any deed should be reproved, can never know the blessedness and the privileges of walking in the light. But what then? When He has graciously 1 6 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. again put a new song in our mouth, and we are singing, " Ransomed, healed, restored, forgiven, Who like me His praise should sing ? " and again with fresh earnestness we are saying, " Take my life, and let it be Consecrated, Lord, to Thee ! " are we only to look forward to the same disap- pointing experience over again ? are we always to stand at the threshold ? Consecration is not so much a step as a course ; not so much an act, as a position to which a course of action inseparably belongs. In so far as it is a course and a position, there must naturally be a definite entrance upon it, and a time, it may be a moment, when that entrance is made. That is when we say, ''Take ; " but we do not want to go on taking a first step over and over again. What we want now is to be maintained in that position, and to fulfill that course. So let us go on to another prayer. Hav- ing already said, " Take my life, for I cannot give it to Thee/' let us now say, with deepened conviction, that without Christ we really can do OUR UVES KEPT FOR JESUS. 17 nothing "Keep my life, for I cannot keep it for Thee." Let us ask this with the same simple trust to which, in so many other things, He has so liberally and graciously responded. For this is the confi- dence that we have in Him, that if we ask any- thing according to His will, He heareth us ; and if we know that He hears us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we de- sired of Him. There can be no doubt that this petition is according to His will, because it is based upon many a promise. May I give it to you just as it floats through my own mind again and again, knowing whom I have believed, and being persuaded that He is able to keep that which I have committed unto Him ? Keep my life, that it may be Consecrated, Lord, to Thee. Keep my moments and my days ; Let them flow in ceaseless praise. Keep my hands that they may move At the impulse of Thy love. Keep my feet that they may be, Swift and " beautiful" for Thee. 1 8 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Keep my voice that I may sing Always, only, for my King. Keep my lips, that they may be Filled with messages from Thee Keep my silver and my gold ; Not a mite would I withhold. Keep my intellect, and use Every power as Thou shalt choose. Keep my will, oh, keep it Thine, For it is no longer mine. Keep my heart ; it is Thine own, It is now Thy royal throne. Keep my love ; my Lord, I pour At Thy feet its treasure-store. Keep myself, that I may be Ever, only, ALL for Thee. Yes ! He who is able and willing to take unto Himself, is no less able and willing to keep for Himself. Our willing offering has been made by His enabling grace, and this our King has "seen with joy." And now we pray, " Keep this for- ever in the imagination of the thoughts of the heart of Thy people" (i Chron. xxix. 17, 18). OUR UVES KSPT FOR JKSUS. 19 This blessed " taking " once for all, which we may quietly believe as an accomplished fact, fol* lowed by the continual " keeping " for which He will be continually inquired of by us, seems analogous to the great washing by which we have part in Christ, and the repeated washing of the feet for which we need to be continually coming to Him. For with the deepest and sweetest con- sciousness that he has, indeed, taken our lives to be his very own, the need of His active and actual keeping of them in every detail and at every moment is most fully realized. But then we have the promise of our faithful God, " I, the Lord, do keep it, I will keep it night and day." The only question is, Will we trust this promise, or will we not ? If we do, we shall find it come true. If not, of course it will not be realized. For un- claimed promises are like uncashed cheques; they will keep us from bankruptcy, but not from want. But if not, why not? What right have we to pick out one of His faithful sayings, and say we don't expect Him to fulfill that ? What defence can we bring, what excuse can we invent, for so doing ? If you appeal to experience against His faith- 20 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. fulness to His word, I will appeal to experience too, and ask you, did you ever really trust Jesus to fulfill any word of His to you, and find your trust deceived ? As to the past experience of the details of your life not being kept for Jesus, look a little more closely at it, and you will find that though you may have asked, you did not trust. Whatever you really did trust Him to keep, He has kept, and the unkept things were never really entrusted. Scrutinize this past experience as you will, and it will only bear witness against }our unfaithfulness, never against His absolute faith- fulness. Yet this witness must not be unheeded. We must not forget the things that are behind till they are confessed and forgiven. Let us now bring all this unsatisfactory past experience, and, most of all, the want of trust which has been the poison-spring of its course, to the pre- cious blood of Christ, which cleanseth us, even us, from all sin, even this sin. Perhaps we never saw that we were not trusting Jesus as He deserves to be trusted ; if so, let us wonderingly hate ourselves the more that we could be so trust- less to such a Saviour, and so sinfully dark . OUR WVES KEPT FOR JESUS. 21 and stupid that we did not even see it. And oh, let us wonderingly love Him the more that He has been so patient and gentle with us, up- braiding not, though in our slow-hearted foolish- ness we have been grieving Him by this subtle unbelief ; and then by His grace may we enter upon a new era of experience, our lives kept for Him more fully than ever before, because we trust Him more simply and unreservedly to keep them! Here we must face a question, and perhaps a difficulty. Does it not almost seem as if we were at this point led to trusting to our trust, making everything hinge upon it, and thereby only re- moving a subtle dependence upon ourselves one step farther back, disguising instead of renounc- ing it? If Christ's keeping depends upon our trusting, and our continuiug to trust depends upon ourselves, we are in no better or safer posi- tion than before, and shall only be landed in a fresh series of disappointments. The old story, something for the sinner to do, crops up again here, only with the ground shifted from "works 1 ' to trust. Said a friend to me, "I see now ! I did trust Jesus to do everything else for me, but 22 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. I thought that this trusting was something that / had got to do." And so, of course, what she "had, got to do" had beem a perpetual effort and frequent failure. We can no more trust and keep on trusting than we can do anything else of ourselves. Even in this it must be " Jesus only ; " we are not to look to Him only to be the Author and Finisher of our faith, but we are to look to Him for all the intermediate fulfillment of the work of faith (2 Thess. i. n); we must ask Him to go on fulfilling it in us, committing even this to His power. For we both may and must Commit our very faith to Him, Entrust to Him our trust. What a long time it takes us to come down to the conviction, and still more to the realization of the fact that without Him we can do nothing, but that He must work all our works in us ! This is the work of God, that ye believe in Him whom He has sent. And no less must it be the work of God that we go on believing, and that we go on trusting. Then, dear friends, who are longing to trust Him with unbroken and unwavering OUR UVES KEPT FOR J3SUS. 23 trust, cease the effort and drop the burden, and now entrust your trust to Him ! He is just as well able to keep that as any other part of the complex lives which we want Him to take and keep for Himself. And oh, do not pass on con- tent with the thought, "Yes, that is a good idea; perhaps I should find that a great help ! ' ' But, " Now, then, do it" It is no help to the sailor to see a flash of light across a dark sea, if he does not instantly steer accordingly. Consecration is not a religiously selfish thing. If it sinks into that, it ceases to be consecration. We want our lives kept, not that we may feel happy, and be saved the distress consequent on wandering, and get the power with God and man, and all the other privileges linked with it. We shall have all this, because the lower is included in the higher ; but our true aim, if the love of Christ constraineth us, will be far beyond this. Not for "me" at all, but "for Jesus; " not for my safety, but for His glory ; not for my comfort, but for His joy; not that I may find rest, but that He may see the travail of His soul, and be satisfied! Yes, for Him I want to be kept. Kept 24 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. for His sake ; kept for His use ; kept to be His witness ; kept for His joy. Kept for Him, that in me He may show forth some tiny sparkle of His light and beauty; kept to do His will and His work in His own way ; kept, it may be, to suffer for His sake ; kept for Him, that He may do just what seemeth Him good with me ; kept, so that no other lord shall have any more dominion over me, but that Jesus shall have all there is to have little enough, indeed, but not divided or diminished by any other claim. Is not this, O you who love the Lord is not this worth living for, worth asking for, worth trust- ing for ? This is consecration, and I cannot tell you the blessedness of it. It is not the least use arguing with one who has had but a taste of its blessed- ness, and saying to him, " How can these things be ? " It is not the least use starting all sorts of difficulties and theoretical suppositions about it with such a one, any more than it was when the Jews argued with the man who said, " One thing I know, that whereas I was blind, now I see." The Lord Jesus does take the life that is offered to Him, and He does keep the life for Himself OUR I.IVKS KEPT FOR JESUS. 25 that is entrusted to Him ; but until the life is offered we can not know the taking, and until the life is entrusted we can not know or under* stand the keeping. All we can do is to say, " O taste and see ! * ' and bear witness to the reality of Jesus Christ, and set to our seal that we have found Him true to His every word, and that we have proved Him able even to do exceeding abundantly above all we asked or thought. Why should we hesitate to bear this testimony ? We have done nothing at all ; we have, in all our efforts, only proved to ourselves, and perhaps to others, that we had no power either to give or keep our lives. Why should we not, then, glorify His grace by acknowledging that we have found Him so wonderfully and tenderly gracious and faith- ful in both taking and keeping as we never supposed or imagined ? I shall never forget the smile and emphasis with which a poor working- man bore this witness to his Lord. I said to him, "Well, H., we have a good Master, have we not ? " "Ah," said he, "a deal better than ever / thought !" That summed up his experi- ence, and so it will sum up the experience of every 26 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. one who will but yield their lives wholly to the same good Master. I can not close this chapter without a word with those, especially my younger friends, who, although they have named the name of Christ, are saying, "Yes, this is all very well for some people, or for older people, but I am not ready for it; I can't say I see my way to this sort of thing." I am going to take the lowest ground for a minute, and appeal to your " past experi- ence." Are you satisfied with your experience of the other "sort of thing?" Your pleasant pursuits, your harmless recreations, your nice occupations, even your improving ones, what fruit are you having from them? Your social intercourse, your daily talks and walks, your in- vestments of all the time that remains to you over and above the absolute duties God may have given you, what fruit that shall remain have you from all this ? Day after day passes on, and year after year, and what shall the harvest be? What is even the present return ? Are you getting any real and lasting satisfaction out of it all ? Are you not finding that things lose their flavor, and that you OUR UVES KEPT FOR JESUS. 27 are spending your strength day after day for nought ? that you are no more satisfied than you were a year ago rather less so, if any- thing ? Does not a sense of hollowness and weariness come over you as you go on in the same round, perpetually getting through things only to begin again ? It can not be otherwise. Over even the freshest and purest earthly fountains the Hand that never makes a mistake has written, " He that drinketh of this water shall thirst again/' Look into your own heart and you will find a copy of that inscription already traced, "Shall thirst again." And the characters are being deepened with every attempt to quench the inevi- table thirst and weariness in life, which can only be satisfied and rested in full consecration to God. For " Thou hast made us for Thyself, and the heart never resteth till it findeth rest in Thee." To day I tell you of a brighter and happier life, whose inscription is, (< Shall never thirst" a life that is no dull round-and -round in a circle of unsatisfactorinesses, but a life that has found its true and entirely satisfactory centre, and set itself towards a shining and entirely satisfactory goal, 28 KE;pr FOR THE; MA .T^R'S USE. whose brightness is cast over every step of the way. Will you not seek it ? Do not shrink, and suspect, and hang back from what it may involve, with selfish and uncon- fiding and ungenerous half-heartedness. Take the word of any who have willingly offered them- selves unto the Lord, that the life of consecration is " a deal better than they thought ! " Choose this day whom you will serve with real, thorough- going, whole-hearted service, and He will receive you ; and you will find, as we have found, that He is such a good Master that you are satisfied with His goodness, and that you will never want to go out free. Nay, rather take His own word for it ; see what He says : " If they obey and serve Him, they shall spend their days in pros- perity, and their years in pleasures." You can not possibly understand that till you are really in His service ! For He does not give, nor even show, His wages before you enter it. And He says, " My servants shall sing for joy of heart. " But you cannot try over that song to see what it is like, you cannot even read one bar of it, till your nominal or even promised service is ex- changed for real and undivided consecration. OUR UVES KEPT FOR JESUS. 29 But when He can call you " My "servant," then you will find yourself singing for joy of heart, because He says you shall. "And who, then, is willing to consecrate his service this day unto the Lord ? ' ' " Do not startle at the term, or think, because you do not understand all it may include, you are therefore not qualified for it. I dare say it comprehends a great deal more than either you or I understand, but we can both enter into the spirit of it, and the detail will unfold itself as long as our probation shall last. Christ demands a hearty consecration in will, and He will teach us what that involves in act." This explains the paradox that " full consecra- iiuti ' ' may be in one sense the act of a moment, and in another the work of a lifetime. It must be complete to be real, and yet, if real, it is always incomplete ; a point of rest, and yet a perpetual progression. Suppose you make over a piece of ground to another person. You give it up, then and there, entirely to that other ; it is no longer in your own possession ; you no longer dig and sow, plant and reap, at your discretion or for your own profit. 30 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S usic. His occupation of it is total ; no other has any right to an inch of it ; it is his affair thenceforth what crops to arrange for and how to make the most of it. But his practical occupation of it may not appear all at once. There may be waste land which he will take into full cultivation only by degrees, space wasted for want of draining or by over-fencing, and odd corners lost for want of enclosing; fields yielding smaller returns than they might, because of hedgerows too wide and shady, and trees too many and spreading, and strips of good soil trampled into uselessness for want of defined pathways. Just so is it with our lives. The transaction of, so to speak, making them over to God is definite and complete. But then begins the practical de- velopment of consecration. And here He leads on "softly, according as the children be able to endure. " I do not suppose any one sees anything like all that it involves at the outset. We have not a notion what an amount of waste of power there has been in our lives; we never measured out the odd corners and the undrained bits, and it never occurred to us what good fruit might be grown in our straggling hedgerows, nor how the OUR UVS KEPT FOR JESUS. 3! shade of our trees has been keeping the sun from the scanty crops. And so, season by season, we shall be sometimes not a little startled, yet always very glad, as we find that bit by bit the Master shows how much more may be made of our ground, how much more He is able to make of it than we did ; and we shall be willing to work under Him and do exactly what He points out, even if it comes to cutting down a shady tree or clearing out a ditch full of pretty weeds and wild-flowers. As the seasons pass on, it will seem as if there was always more and more to be done; the very fact that He is constantly showing us something more to be done in it, proving that it is really His ground. Only let Him have the ground, no matter how poor or overgrown the soil may be, and then " He will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord." Yes, even our "desert!" And then we shall sing, " My beloved is gone down into His garden, to the beds of spices, to feed in the gardens and to gather lilies." Made for Thyself, O God! Made for Thy love, Thy service, Thy delight; Made to show forth Thy wisdom, grace, and might; $2 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Made for Thy praise, whom veiled archangels laud Oh, strange and glorious thought, that we may be A joy to Thee ! Yet the heart turns away From this grand destiny of bliss, and deems J Twas made for its poor self, for passing dreams. Chasing illusions melting day by day, Till for ourselves we read on this world's be*t, "This is not rest!" OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS. 33 CHAPTER II. OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my moments and my days; Let them flow in ceaseless praise." IT may be a little help to writer and reader if we consider some of the practical details of the life which we desire to have " kept for Jesus M in the order of the little hymn at the beginning of this book, with the one word " take " changed to " keep." So we will take a couplet for each chapter. The first point that naturally comes up is that which is almost synonymous with life our time. And this brings us at once face to face with one of our past difficulties, and its probable cause. When we take a wide sweep, we are so apt to be vague. When we are aiming at generalities we do not hit the practicalities. We forget that faithfulness to principle is only proved by faith- fulness in detail. Has not this vagueness had something to do with the constant ineffectiveness 3 34 KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. of our feeble desire that our time should be de- voted to God ? In things spiritual, the greater does not always include the less, but, paradoxically, the less more often includes the greater. So in this case, time is entrusted to us to be traded with for our Lord. But we cannot grasp it as a whole. We instinc- tively break it up ere we can deal with it for any purpose. So when a New Year comes round, we commit it with special earnestness to the Lord. But as we do so, are we not conscious of a feel- ing that even a year is too much for us to deal with? And does not this feeling, that we are dealing with a larger thing than we can grasp, take away from the sense of reality ? Thus we are brought to a more manageable measure ; and as the Sunday mornings or the Monday mornings come round, we thankfully commit the opening week to Him, and the sense of help and rest is renewed and strengthened. But not even the six or seven days are close enough to our hand, even to-morrow exceeds our tiny grasp, and even to- morrow's grace is therefore not given to us. So we find the need of considering our lives as a matter of day by day, and that any more general OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS. 3$ committal and consecration of our time does not meet the case so truly. Here we have found much comfort and help, and if results have not been entirely satisfactory, they have, at least, been more so than before we reached this point of subdivision. But if we have found help and blessing by going a certain distance in one direction, is it not probable we shall find more if we go farther in the same? And so, if we may commit the days to our Lord, why not the hours, and why not the moments? And may we not expect a fresh and special blessing in so doing ? We do not realize the importance of moments. Only let us consider those two sayings of God about them, " In a moment shall they die," and, " We shall all be changed in a moment, " and we shall think less lightly of them. Eternal issues may hang upon any one of them, but it has come and gone before we can even think about it. Nothing seems less within the possibility of our own keeping, yet nothing is most inclusive of all other keeping. Therefore let us ask Him to keep them for us. Are they not the tiny joints in the harness 36 KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. through which the darts of temptation pierce us ? Only give us time, we think, and we should not be overcome. Only give us time, and we could pray and resist, and the devil would flee from us ! But he comes all in a moment ; and in a moment an unguarded, unkept one we utter the hasty or exaggerated word, or think the un-Christ-like thought, or feel the un-Christ-like impatience or resentment. But even if we have gone so far as to say, "Take my moments," have we gone the step farther, and really let Him take them really en- trusted them to Him ? It is no good saying "take," when we do not let go. How can another keep that which we are keeping hold of? So let us, with full trust in His power, first com- mit these slippery moments to Him, put them right into His hand, and then we may trustfully and happily say, "Lord, keep them for me! Keep every one of the quick series as it arises. I cannot keep them for Thee ; do Thou keep them for Thyself!" But the sanctified and Christ-loving heart can not be satisfied with only negative keeping We do not want only to be kept from displeasing OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS. 37 Him, but to be kept always pleasing Him. Every " kept from" should have its corresponding and still more blessed "keptyfrr." We do not want our moments to be simply kept from Satan's use, but kept for His use ; we want them to be not only kept from sin, but kept for His praise. Do you ask, " But what use can He make of mere moments ? " I will not stay to prove or illustrate the obvious truth that, as are the mo- ments so will be the hours and the days which they build. You understand that well enough. I will answer your question as it stands. Look back through the history of the Church in all ages, and mark how often a great work and mighty influence grew out of a mere moment in the life of one of God's servants ; a mere moment, but overshadowed and filled with the fruitful power of the Spirit of God. The moment may have been spent in uttering five words, but they have fed five thousand, or even five hundred thousand. Or it may have been lit by the flash of a thought that has shone into hearts and homes throughout the land, and kindled torches that have been borne into earth's darkest corners. The rapid speaker or the lonely thinker little 38 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. guessed what use his Lord was making of that single moment. There was no room in it for even a thought of that. If that moment had not been, though' perhaps unconsciously, ' ' kept for Jesus, ' ' but had been otherwise occupied, what a harvest to His praise would have been missed ! The same thing is going on every day. It is generally a moment either an opening or a cul- minating one that really does the work. It is not so often a whole sermon as a single short sen- tence in it, that wings God's arrow to a heart. It is seldom a whole conversation that is the means of bringing about the desired result, but some sudden turn of thought or word which comes with the electric touch of God's power. Sometimes it is less than that ; only a look (and what is more momentary ?) has been used by Him for the pulling down of strongholds. Again, in our own quiet waiting upon God, as moment after moment glides past in the silence at His feet, the eye resting upon a page of His Word, or only looking up to Him through the darkness, have we not found that He can so irradiate one passing moment with His light that its rays never die away, but shine on and on through days and OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JBSUS. 39 years? Are not such moments proved to have been kept for Him ? And if some, why not all ? This view of moments seems to make it clearer that is impossible to serve two masters, for it is evident that the service of a moment cannot be divided. If it is occupied in the service of self, or any other master, it is not at the Lord's dis- posal ; He cannot make use of what is already occupied. Oh, how much we have missed by not placing them at His disposal ! What might He not have done with the moments freighted with self or loaded with emptiness, which we have carelessly let drift by ! Oh, what might have been if they had all been kept for Jesus ! How He might have filled them with His light and life, enrich- ing our own lives that have been impoverished by the waste, and using them in far-spreading bless- ing and power ! While we have been undervaluing these frac- tions of eternity, what has our gracious God been doing in them ? How strangely touching are the words, "What is man, that Thou shouldest set Thine heart upon him, and that Thou shouldest visit him every morning, and try him every 40 KEPT FOR THE) MASTER'S USK. moment?" Terribly solemn and awful would be the thought that He has been trying us every moment, were it not for the yearning gentleness and love of the Father revealed in that wonderful expression of wonder, " What is man, that Thou shouldest set Thine heart upon him ? ' ' Think of that ceaseless setting of His heart upon us, careless and forgetful children as we have been ! And then think of those other words, none the less literally true because given under a figure : " I, the Lord, do keep it ; I will water it every moment" We see something of God's infinite greatness and wisdom when we try to fix our dazzled gaze on infinite space. But when we turn to the mar- vels of the microscope, we gain a clearer view and more definite grasp of these attributes by gazing on the perfection of His infinitesimal handiworks. Just so, while we cannot realize the infinite love which fills eternity, and the infi- nite vistas of the great future are "dark with excess of light" even to the strongest telescopes of faith, we see that love magnified in the micro- scope of the moments, brought very close to us, and revealing its unspeakable perfection of detail to our wondering sight. OUR MOMENTS KEPT FOR JESUS, 41 But we do not see this as long as the moments are kept in our own hands. We are like little children closing our fingers over diamonds. How can they receive and reflect the rays of light, analyzing them into all the splendor of their prismatic beauty, while they are kept shut up tight in the dirty little hands? Give them up ; let our Father hold them for us, and throw His own great light upon them, and then we shall see them full of fair colors of His manifold loving-kindnesses ; and let Him always keep them for us ; and then we shall always see His light and His love reflected in them. And then surely they shall be filled with praise. Not that we are to be always singing hymns, and using the expressions of other people's praise, any more than the saints in glory are always literally singing a new song. But praise will be the tone, the color, the atmosphere in which they flow ; none of them away from it or out of it. Is it a little too much for them all to " flow in ceaseless praise ? ' ' Well, were will you stop ? What proportion of your moments do you think enough for Jesus ? How many for the spirit of praise, and how many for the spirit of heavi- 42 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. ness ? Be explicit about it, and come to an understanding. If He is not to have all, then how much ? Calculate, balance, and apportion. You will not be able to do this in heaven you know it will be all praise there ; but you are free to halve your service of praise here, or to make the proportion what you will. Yet, He made you for His glory. Yet, He chose you that you should be to the praise of His glory. Yet, He loves you every moment, waters you every moment, watches you unslumberingly, cares for you unceasingly. Yet, He died for you ! Dear friends, one can hardly write it without tears. Shall you or I remember all this love and hesitate to give all our moments up to Him ? Let us entrust Him with them, and ask Him to keep them all, every single one, for His own beloved self, and fill them all with His praise, and let them all be to His praise ! OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 43 CHAPTER III. OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. '* Keep my hands, that they may move At the impulse of Thy love." WHEN the Lord has said to us, "Is thine heart right, as My heart is with thy heart?" the next word seems to be, "If it be, give Me thine hand." What a call to confidence, and love, and free, loyal, happy service is this ! and how different will the result of its acceptance be from the old lamentation: "We labor and have no rest; we have given the hand to the Egyptians and to the Assyrians." In the service of these "other lords," under whatever shape they have presented themselves, we shall have known something of the meaning of having " both the hands full with travail and vexation of spirit." How many a thing have we " taken in hand," as we say, which we expected to find an agreeable task, an interest in life, a something towards filling up that uncon- 44 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. fessed "aching void " which is often most real when least acknowledged ; and after a while we have found it change under our hands into irk- some travail, involving perpetual vexation of spirit ! The thing may have been of the earth and for the world, and then no wonder it failed to satisfy even the instinct of work, which comes natural to many of us. Or it may have been right enough in itself, something for the good of others so far as we understood their good, and unselfish in all but unravelled motive, and yet we found it full of tangled vexations, because the hands that held it were not simply consecrated to God. Well, if so, let us bring these soiled and tangle-making hands to the Lord, "Let us lift up our heart with our hands" to Him, asking Him to clear and cleanse them. If He says, "What is that in thine hand? " let us examine honestly whether it is something which He can use for His glory or not. If not, do not let us hesitate an instant about dropping it. It may be something we do not like to part with ; but the Lord is able to give thee much more than this, and the first glimpse of the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus your Lord will OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 4$ enable us to count those things loss which were gain to us. But if it is something which He can use, He will make us do ever so much more with it than before , Moses little thought what the Lord was going to make him do with that " rod in his hand ! " The first thing he had to do with it was to " cast it on the ground," and see it pass through a startling change. After this he was commanded to take it up again, hard and terri- fying as it was to do so. But when it became again a rod in his hand, it was no longer what it was before, the simple rod of a wandering desert shepherd. Henceforth it was " the rod of God in his hand ' ' (Ex. iv. 20), wherewith he should do signs, and by which God Himself would do " marvellous things " (Ps. Ixxviii. 12). If we look at any Old Testament text about consecration, we shall see that the marginal read- ing of the word is, "fill the hand" (e. g., Ex. xxviii. 41 ; i Chron. xxix. 5). Now, if our hands are full of " other things,'' they cannot be filled with " the things that are Jesus Christ's; ' there must be emptying before there can be any true 46 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. filling. So if we are sorrowfully seeing that our hands have not been kept for Jesus, let us humbly begin at the beginning, and ask Him to empty them thoroughly, that He may fill them com- pletely. For they must be emptied. Either we come to our Lord willingly about it, letting Him un- clasp their hold, and gladly dropping the glitter- ing weights they have been carrying, or, in very love, He will have to force them open, and wrench from the reluctant grasp the "earthly things ' ' which are so occupying them that He cannot have His rightful use of them. There is only one other alternative, a terrible one, to be let alone till the day comes when not a gentle Master, but the relentless king of terrors shall empty the trembling hands as our feet follow him out of the busy world into the dark valley, for " it is certain we can carry nothing out." Yet the emptying and the filling are not all that has to be considered. Before the hands of the priests could be filled with the emblems of consecration, they had to be laid upon the em- blem of atonement (Lev. viii. 14, etc.). That OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 47 came first. " Aaron and his sons laid their hands upon the head of the bullock for the sin- offering/' So the transference of guilt to our Substitute, typified by that act, must precede the dedication of ourselves to God. " My faith would lay her hand On that dear head of Thine, While like a penitent I stand, And there confess my sin." The blood of that Holy Substitute was shed " to make reconciliation upon the altar." With- out that reconciliation we cannot offer and pre- sent ourselves to God ; but this being made, Christ Himself presents us. And you, that were sometime alienated, and enemies in your mind by wicked works, yet now hath He reconciled in the body of His flesh through death, to present you holy and unblamable and unreprovable in His sight. Then Moses " brought the ram for the burnt- offering; and Aaron and his sons laid their hands upon the head of the ram, and Moses burnt the whole ram upon the altar; it was a burnt-offering for a sweet savor, and an offering 48 KSPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. made by fire unto the Lord." Thus Christ's offering was, indeed, a whole one, body, soul and spirit, each and all suffering even unto death. These atoning sufferings, accepted by God for us, are, by our own free act, accepted by us as the ground of our acceptance. Then, reconciled and accepted, we are ready for consecration ; for then " he brought the other ram, the ram of consecration : and Aaron and his sons laid their hands upon the head of the ram." Here we see Christ, " who is consecrated forevermore." We enter by faith into union with Him who said, " For their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they also might be sanctified through the truth. " After all this their hands were filled with " consecrations for a sweet savor," so, after lay- ing the hand of our faith upon Christ, suffering and dying for us, we are to lay that very same hand of faith, and in the very same way upon Him as consecrated for us, to be the source and life and power of our consecration. And then our hands shall be filled with "consecrations," filled with Christ, and filled with all that is a sweet savor to God in Him. OUR HANDS KEPI" FOR JESUS. 49 "And who then is willing to fill his hand this day unto the Lord ? ' ' Do you want an added motive? Listen again : " Fill your hands to-day to the Lord, that He may bestow upon you a blessing this day. ' ' Not a long time hence, not even to-morrow, but "this day." Do you not want a blessing? Is not your answer to your Father's "What wilt thou?" the same as Ach- sah's, "Give me a blessing!" Here is His promise of just what you so want ; will you not gladly fulfill His condition? A blessing shall immediately follow. He does not specify what it shall be ; He waits to reveal it. You will find it such a blessing as you had not supposed could be for you a blessing that shall verily make you rich, with no sorrow added a blessing this day. All that has been said about consecration ap- plies to our literal members. Stay a minute, and look at your hand, the hand that holds this little book as you read it. See how wonderfully it is made; how perfectly fitted for what it has to do; how ingeniously connected with the brain, so as to yield that instantaneous and instinctive obedi- ence without which its beautiful mechanism would be very littk good to us ! Your hand, do you 4 50 KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. say? Whether it is soft and fair with an easy life, or rough and strong with a working one, or white and weak with illness, it is the Lord Jesus Christ's. It is not your own at all; it belongs to Him. He made it, for without Him was not anything made that was made, not even your hand. And He has the added right of purchase He has bought it that it might be one of His own instruments. We know this very well, but have we realized it ? Have we really let Him have the use of these hands of ours ? and have we ever simply and sincerely asked Him to keep them for His own use ? Does this mean that we are always to be doing some definitely "religious" work, as it is called? No, but that all that we do is to be always defi- nitely done for Him. There is a great difference. If the hands are indeed moving ' ' at the impulse of His love,' 7 the simplest little duties and acts are transfigured into holy service to the Lord. " A servant with this clause Makes drudgery divine; Who sweeps a room as for Thy laws, Makes that and the action fine." GEORGE HERBERT. OUR HANDS KKPT FOR J^SUS. 51 A Christian school-girl loves Jesus ; she wants to please Him all day long, and so she practices her scales carefully and conscientiously. It is at the impulse of His love that her fingers move so steadily through the otherwise tiresome exercises. Some day her Master will find a use for her music ; but meanwhile it may be just as really done unto Him as if it were Mr. Sankey at his organ, sway- ing the hearts of thousands. The hand of a Chris- tian lad traces his Latin verses, or his figures or his copying. He is doing his best, because a banner has been given him that it may be displayed, not so much by talk as by continuance in well-doing. And so, for Jesus' sake, his hand moves accurately and perseveringly. A busy wife, or daughter, or servant has a number of little manual duties to perform. If these are done slowly and leisurely, they may be got through ; but there will not be time left for some little service to the poor, or some little kindness to a suffering or troubled neighbor, or for a little quiet time alone with God and His word. And so the hands move quickly, impelled by the loving desire for service or communion, kept in busy motion for Jesus' sake. Or it may $2 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. be that the special aim is to give no occasion of reproach to some who are watching, but so to adorn the doctrine that those may be won by the life who will not be won by the word. Then the hands will have their share to do ; they will move carefully, neatly, perhaps even elegantly, making everything around as nice as possible, letting their intelligent touch be seen in the details of the home, and even of the dress, doing or arranging all the little things decently and in order for Jesus' sake. And so on with every duty in every position. It may seem an odd idea, but a simple glance at one's hand, with the recollection, "This hand is not mine ; it has been given to Jesus, and it must be kept for Jesus," may sometimes turn the scale in a doubtful matter, and be a safeguard from certain temptations. With that thought fresh in your mind as you look at your hand, can you let it take up things which, to say the very least, are not " for Jesus? " things which evidently cannot be used, as they most certainly are not used, either for Him or by Him ? Cards, for instance ! Can you deliberately hold in it books of a kind which you know perfectly well, by sadly repeated experi- ence, lead you farther from instead of nearer to OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 53 Him ? books which must and do fill your mind with those "other things" which, entering in, choke the word? books which you would not care to read at all, if your heart were burning within you at the coming of His feet to bless you ? Next time any temptation of this sort approaches, just look at your hand ! It was of a literal hand that our Lord Jesus spoke when He said, "Behold, the hand of him that betrayeth Me is with Me on the table ; ' ' and, " He that dippeth his hand with Me in the dish, the same shall betray Me." A hand so near to Jesus, with Him on the table, touching His own hand in the dish at that hour of sweet- est, and closest, and most solemn intercourse, and yet betraying Him ! That same hand taking the thirty pieces of silver ! What a tremendous les- son of the need of keeping for our hands ! Oh that every hand that is with Him at His sacra- mental table, and that takes the memorial bread, may be kept from any faithless and loveless motion ! And again, it was by literal " wicked hands ' ' that our Lord Jesus was crucified and slain. Does not the thought that human hands have been so treacherous and cruel to our beloved 54 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Lord, make us wish the more fervently that our hands may be totally faithful and devoted to Him? Danger and temptation to let the hands move at other impulses is every bit as great to those who have nothing else to do but to render direct service, and who think they are doing nothing else. Take one practical instance our letter- writing. Have we not been tempted (and fallen before the temptation), according to our various dispositions, to let the hand that holds the pen move at the impulse to write an unkind thought of another ; or to say a clever and sarcastic thing, or a slightly colored and exaggerated thing, which will make our point more telling ; or to let out a grumble or a suspicion ; or to let the pen run away with us into flippant and trifling words, unworthy of our high and holy calling? Have we not drifted away from the golden reminder, " Should he reason with unprofitable talk, and with speeches wherewith he can do no good? " Why has this been, perhaps again and again ? Is it not for want of putting our hands into our dear Master's hand, and asking and trusting Him OUR HANDS K^PT FOR JESUS. 55 to keep them ? He could have kept ; He would have kept ! Whatever our work or our special temptations may be, the principle remains the same, only let us apply it for ourselves. Perhaps one hardly needs to say that the kept hands will be very gentle hands. Quick, angry motions of the heart will sometimes force them- selves into expression by the hand, though the tongue may be restrained. The very way in which we close a door or lay down a book may be a victory or a defeat, a witness to Christ's keep- ing or a witness that we are not truly being kept. How can we expect that God will use this member as an instrument of righteousness unto Him, if we yield it thus as an instrument of unright- eousness unto sin ? Therefore let us see to it, that it is at once yielded to Him whose right it is ; and let our sorrow that it should have been even for an instant desecrated to Satan's use, lead us to entrust it henceforth to our Lord, to be kept by the power of God through faith "for the Master's use." For when the gentleness of Christ dwells in us, He can use the merest touch of a finger. 56 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Have you not heard of one gentle touch on a wayward shoulder being the turning-point of a life? I have known a case in which the Master made use of less than that only the quiver of a little finger being made the means of touching a wayward heart. What must the touch of the Master's own hand have been ! One imagines it very gentle, though so full of power. Can He not communicate both the power and the gentleness? When He touched the hand of Peter's wife's mother, she arose and ministered unto them. Do you not think the hand which Jesus had just touched must have ministered very excellently? As we ask Him to "touch our lips with living fire," so that they may speak effectively for Him, may we not ask Him to touch our hands, that they may minister effectively, and excel in all that they find to do for Him ? Then our hands shall be made strong by the hands of the Mighty God of Jacob. It is very pleasant to feel that if our hands are indeed our Lord's, we may ask Him to guide them and strengthen them, and teach them. I do not mean figuratively, but quite literally. In OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 57 everything they do for Him (and that should be everything we ever tmdertake), we want to do it well better and better. " Seek that ye may excel." We are too apt to think that He has given us certain natural gifts, but has nothing practically to do with the improvement of them, and leaves us to ourselves for that. Why not ask Him to make these hands of ours more handy for His service, more skillful in what is indicated as the " next thynge ' ' they are to do ? The " kept' ' hands need not be clumsy hands. If the Lord taught David's hands to war and his fingers to fight, will He not teach our hands, and fingers too, to do what He would have them do ? The Spirit of God must have taught Bezaleel's hands as well as his head, or he was filled with it not only that he might devise cunning works, but also in cutting of stones and carving of timber. And when all the women that were wise- hearted did spin with their hands, the hands must have been made skillful as well as the hearts made wise to prepare the beautiful garments and curtains. There is a very remarkable instance of the hand of the Lord, which I suppose signifies in that case the power of His Spirit, being upon the $8 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. hand of a man. In i Chron. xxix. 19, we read: " All this," said David, "the Lord made me un- derstand in writing by His hand upon me, even all the works of this pattern. ' ' This can not well mean that the Lord gave David a miraculously- written scroll, because a few verses before, it says that he had it all by the Spirit. So what else can it mean but that as David wrote, the hand of the Lord was upon his hand, impelling him to trace, letter by letter, the right words of descrip- tion for all the details of the temple that Solomon should build, with its courts and chambers, its treasuries and vessels ? Have we not sometimes sat down to write, feeling perplexed and ignorant, and wishing some one were there to tell us what to say ? At such a moment, whether it were a mere note for post, or a sheet for press, it is a great comfort to recollect this mighty laying of a Divine hand upon a human one, and ask for the same help from the same Lord. It is sure to be given ! And now, dear friend, what about your own hands? Are they consecrated to the Lord who loves you? And if they are, are you trusting OUR HANDS KEPT FOR JESUS. 59 Him to keep them, and enjoying all that is in- volved in that keeping ? Do let this be settled with your Master before you go on to the next chapter. After all, this question will hinge on another : Do you love Him ? If you really do, there can surely be neither hesitation about yielding them to Him, nor about entrusting them to Him to be kept. Does He love you ? That is the truer way of putting it ; for it is not our love to Christ, but the love of Christ to us which constraineth us. And this is the impulse of the motion and the mode of the keeping. The steam engine does not move when the fire is not kindled, nor when it is gone out ; no matter how complete the machinery and abundant the fuel, cold coals will neither set it going nor keep it working. Let us ask Him so to shed abroad his love in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us, that it may be the perpetual and only impulse of every action of our daily life. 60 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. CHAPTER IV. OUR FEET KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my feet, that they may be Swift and beautiful for Thee." THE figurative keeping of the feet of His saints, with the promise that when they run they shall not stumble, is a most beau- tiful and helpful subject. But it is quite distinct from the literal keeping for Jesus of our literal feet. There is a certain homeliness about the idea which helps to make it very real. These very feet of ours are purchased for Christ's service by the precious drops which fell from His own torn and pierced feet upon the cross. They are to be His errand-runners. How can we let the world, the flesh, and the devil have the use of what has been purchased with such payment? Shall ' < the world ' ' have the use of them ? Shall they carry us where the world is paramount, and the Master cannot be even named because the OUR FEET KEPT FOR JESUS. 6l mention of His name would be so obviously out of place? I know the apparent difficulties of a subject which will at once occur in connection with this, but they all vanish when our bright banner is loyally unfurled, with its motto, "All for Jesus ! ' ' Do you honestly want your very feet to be "kept for Jesus ! " Let these simple words, "Kept for Jesus" ring out next time the dancing difficulty or any other difficulty of the same kind comes up, and I know what the result will be ! Shall " the flesh " have the use of them ? Shall they carry us hither and thither merely because we like to go, merely because it pleases ourselves to take this walk or pay this visit ? And after all, what a failure it is ! If people only would believe it, self-pleasing is always a failure in the end. Our good Master gives us a reality and fulness of pleasure in pleasing Him which we never get out of pleasing ourselves. Shall " the devil " have the use of them ? Oh, no, of course not ! We start back at this, as a highly unnecessary question. Yet if Jesus has not, Satan has. For as all are serving either the Prince of Life or the prince of this world, and 62 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. as no man can serve two masters, it follows that if we are not serving the one, we are serving the other. And Satan is only too glad to disguise this service under the less startling form of the world, or the still less startling one of self. All that is not "kept for Jesus/' is left for self or the world, and therefore for Satan. There is no fear but that our Lord will have many uses for what is kept by Him for Himself. " How beautiful are the feet of them that bring glad tidings of good things ! ' ' That is the best use of all ; and I expect the angels think those feet beautiful, even if they are cased in muddy boots or goloshes. Once the question was asked, " Wherefore wilt thou run, my son, seeing that thou hast no tid- ings ready? " So if we want to have these beau- tiful feet, we must have the tidings ready which they are to bear. Let us ask Him to keep our hearts so freshly full of His good news of salva- tion that our mouths may speak out of their abundance. ( ' If the clouds be full of rain they empty themselves upon the earth. " The " two olive branches empty the golden oil out of them- OUR FEET KEPT FOR JESUS. 63 selves." May we be so filled with the Spirit that we may thus have much to pour out for others ! Besides the great privilege of carrying water from the wells of salvation, there are plenty of cups of cold water to be carried in all directions; not to the poor only, ministries of love are often as much needed by a rich friend. But the feet must be kept for these; they will be too tired for them if they are tired out for self- pleasing. In such services we are treading in the blessed steps of His most holy life, who "went about doing good." Then there is literal errand-going, just to fetch something that is needed for the household, or something that a tired relative wants, whether asked or unasked. Such things should come first instead of last, because these are clearly indicated as our Lord's will for us to do, by the position in which He has placed us ; while what seems more direct service, may be after all not so directly apportioned by Him. " I have to go and buy some soap," said one with a little sigh. The sigh was waste of breath, for her feet were going to do her *,ord's will for that next half-hour much more 64 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. truly than if they had carried her to her well- worked district, and left the soap to take its chance. A member of the Young Women's Christian Association wrote a few words on this subject, which, I think, will be welcome to many more than she expected them to reach : " May it not be a comfort to those of us who feel we have not the mental or spiritual power that others have, to notice that the living sacrifice mentioned in Rom. xii. i is our ' bodies ? ' Of course, that includes the mental power, but does it not also include the loving, sympathizing glance, the kind, encouraging word, the ready errand for another, the work of our hands, opportunities for all of which come oftener in the day than for the mental power we are often tempted to envy? May we be enabled to offer willingly that which we have." For if there be first a willing mind, it is accepted according to that a man hath, and not according to that he hath not. If our feet are to be kept at His disposal our eyes must be ever toward the Lord for guidance. We must look to Him for our orders where to go. Then He will be sure to give them. " The step? OUR FEET KEPT FOR JESUS. 65 of a good man are ordered by the Lord." Very often we find that they have been so very literally ordered for us that we are quite astonished, just as if He had not promised ! Do not smile at a very homely thought ! If our feet are not our own, ought we not to take care of them for Him whose they are? Is it quite right to be reckless about " getting wet feet," which might be guarded against either by fore- thought or after- thought, when there is, at least, a risk of hindering our service thereby? Does it please the Master when even in our zeal for His work we annoy anxious friends by carelessness in little things of this kind ? May every step of our feet be more and mon like those of our beloved Master. Let us continu- ally consider Him in this, and go where He would have gone, on the errands which He would have done, " following hard " after Him. And let us look on to the time when our feet shall stand in the gates of the heavenly Jerusalem, when holy feet shall tread the streets of the holy city; no longer pacing any lonely path, for He hath said, 61 They shall walk with Me in white." 66 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. " And He hath said, < How beautiful the feet ! ' The ' feet ' so weary, travel-stained, and worn = The ' feet ' that humbly, patiently have borne The toilsome way, the pressure, and the heat. "The 'feet,' not hasting on with winged might, Nor strong to trample down the opposing foe ; So lowly, and so human, they must go By painful steps to scale the mountain height. "Not unto all the tuneful lips are given, The ready tongue, the words so strong and sweetc Yet all may turn, with humble, willing 'feet,' And bear to darkened souls the light from heaven. "And fall they while the goal far distant lies, With scarce a word yet spoken for their Lord His sweet approval He doth yet accord ; Their * feet ' are beauteous in the Master's eyes. "With weary human 'feet ' He, day by day, Once trod this earth to work His acts of love ; And every step is chronicled above His servants take to follow in His way." SARAH GERALDINA STOCK C OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 67 CHAPTER V. OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. ' Keep my voice, and let me sing Alvr'ays, only, for my King." 1HAVE wondered a little at being told by an experienced worker, that in many cases the voice seems the last and hardest thing to yield entirely to the King ; and that many who think and say they have consecrated all to the Lord and His service, " revolt M when it comes to be a question whether they shall sing "always, only," for their King. They do not mind singing a few general sacred songs, but they do not see their way to really singing always and only unto and for Him. They want to bargain and balance a little. They question and argue about what pro- portion they may keep for self-pleasing and com- pany-pleasing, and how much they must "give up; " and who will and who won't like it; and what they " really must sing, - * and what they " really must net smg ' ' at certain times and places ; 68 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. and what "won't do," and what they "can't very well help," and so on. And so when the question, " How much owest thou unto my Lord ? ' ' is applied to this particularly pleasant gift, it is not met with the loyal, free-hearted, happy re- sponse, ' ' All ! yes, all for Jesus ! ' ' I know there are special temptations around this matter. Vain and selfish ones whispering how much better a certain song suits your voice, and how much more likely to be admired. Faith- less ones suggesting doubts whether you can make the holy song "go." Specious ones ask- ing whether you ought not to please your neigh- bors, and hushing up the rest of the precept, " Let every one of you please his neighbor for his good to edification " (Rom. xv. 2). Cowardly ones telling you that it is just a little too much to ex- pect of you, and that you are not called upon to wave your banner in people's very faces, and pro- voke surprise and remark, as this might do. And so the banner is kept furled, the witness for Jesus is not borne, and you sing for others and not for your Kingo The words had passed your lips, " Take my voice ! " And yet you will not let Him have it; OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 69 you will not let Him have that which cosk you something, just because it costs you something ! And yet He lent you that pleasant voice, that you might use it for Him. And yet He, in the sureness of His perpetual presence, was beside you all the while, and heard every note as you sang the songs which were, as your inmost heart knew, not for Him. Where is your faith ? Where is the consecra- tion you have talked about ? The voice has not been kept for Him, because it has not been truly and unreservedly given to Him. Will you not now say, "Take my voice, for I had not given it to Thee ; keep my voice, for I can not keep it for Thee?" And He will keep it ! You can not tell, till you have tried, how surely all the temptations flee when it is no longer your battle, but the Lord's; nor how completely and curiously all the difficul- ties vanish, when you simply and trustfully go forward in the path of full consecration in this matter. You will find that the keeping is most wonderfully real. Do not expect to lay down rules and provide for every sort of contingency. If you could, you would miss the sweetness of the 70 KEPT FOR THE; MASTER'S USE. continual guidance in the " kept " course. Have only one rule about it just to look up to your Mas- ter about every single song you are asked or feel inclined to sing. If you are " willing and obe- dient," you will always meet His guiding eye. He will always keep the voice that is wholly at His disposal. Soon you will have such experience of His immediate guidance that you will be utterly satisfied with it, and only sorrowfully wonder you did not sooner thus simply lean on it. I have just received a letter from one who has laid her special gift at the feet of the Giver, yield- ing her voice to Him with hearty desire that it might be kept for His use. She writes: "I had two lessons on singing while in Germany from our Master. One was very sweet. A young girl wrote to me, that when she had heard me sing, 'O come, every one that thirsteth,' she went away and prayed that she might come, and she did come, too. Is not He good ? The other was : I had been tempted to join the Gesang Verein in N . I prayed to be shown whether I was right in so doing or not. I did not see my way clear, so I went. The singing was all secular. The very first night I went I caught a bad cold OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 11 on my chest, which prevented me from singing again at all till Christmas. Those were better than any lessons from a singing-master ! ' ' Does not this illustrate both the keeping from and the keeping for? In the latter case I believe she honestly wished to know her Lord's will whether the training and practice were needed for His better service with her music, and that, therefore, she might take them for His sake ; or whether the concomitants and influence would be such as to hinder the close communion with Him which she had found so precious, and that, therefore, she was to trust Him to give her "much more than this." And so, at once, He showed her unmis- takably what He would have her not do, and gave her the sweet consciousness that He Himself was teaching her and taking her at her word. I know what her passionate love for music is, and how very real and great the compensation from Him must have been which could thus make her right down glad about what would otherwise have been an immense disappointment. And then, as to the former of these two " lessons," the song she names was one substituted when she said, " Take my voice,' ' for some which were far more effective 72 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. for her voice. But having freely chosen to sing what might glorify the Master rather than the singer, see how, almost immediately, He gave her a reward infinitely outweighing all the drawing- room compliments or concert-room applause ! That one consecrated song found echoes in heaven, bringing, by its blessed result, joy to the angels and glory to God. And the memory of that song is immortal ; it will live through ages to come, never lost, never dying away, when the vocal triumphs of the world's greatest singers are past and forgotten forever. Now you who have been taking a half-and-half course, do you get such rewards as this ? You may well envy them ! But why not take the same decided course, and share the same blessed keeping and its fulness of hidden reward ? If you only knew, dear hesitating friends, what strength and gladness the Master gives when we loyally "sing forth the honor of His Name," you would not forego it ! Oh, if you only knew the difficulties it saves ! For when you sing "al- ways and only for your King," you will not get much entangled by the King's enemies. Singing an out-and-out sacred song often clears one's path OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 73 at a stroke as to many other things. If you only knew the rewards He gives very often then and there; the recognition that you are one of the King's friends by some lonely and timid one; the openings which you quite naturally gain of speak- ing a word for Jesus to hearts which, without the song, would never have given you the chance of the word ! If you only knew the joy of believing that His sure promise, " My Word shall not return unto me void," will be fulfilled as you wVs^that word for Him ! If you only tasted the solemn happiness of knowing that you have indeed a royal audience, that the King Himself is listening as you sing ! If you only knew and why should you not know ? Shall not the time past of your life suffice you for the miserable, double-hearted calculating service? Let Him have the whole use of your voice at any cost, and see if He does not put many a totally unexpected new song into your mouth ! I am not writing all this to great and finished singers, but to everybody who can sing at all. Those who think they have only a very small talent, are often most tempted not to trade with it for their Lord. Whether you have much or 74 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. little natural voice, there is reason for its cul- tivation and room for its use. Place it at your Lord's disposal, and He will show you how to make the most of it for Him ; for not seldom His multiplying power is brought to bear on a consecrated voice. A puzzled singing-master, very famous in his profession, said to one who tried to sing for Jesus, " Well, you have not much voice ; but, mark my words, you will always beat anybody with four times your voice ! ' ' He was right, though he did not in the least know why. A great many so-called "sacred songs " are so plaintive and pathetic, that they help to give a gloomy idea of religion. Now don't sing these; come out boldly, and sing definitely and unmis- takably for your King, and of your King, and to your King. You will soon find, and even out- siders will have to own, that it is a good thing thus to show forth His loving kindness and His faithfulness (see Ps. xcii. 1-3). Here I am usually met by the query, "But what would you advise me to sing ? " I can only say that I never got any practical help from ask- ing any one but the Master Himself, and so I OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 75 would advist you to do the same ! He knows ex- actly what will best suit your voice and enable you to sing best for Him ; for He made it, and gave it just the pitch and tone He pleased ; so, of course, He is the best counsellor about it. Refer your question in simplest faith to Him, and I am perfectly sure you will find it answered. He will direct you, and in some way or other the Lord will provide the right songs for you to sing. That is the very best advice I can possibly give you on the subject, and you will prove it to be so if you will act upon it. Only one thing I would add : I believe there is nothing like singing His own words. The preacher claims the promise, " My word shall not return unto Me void," and why should not the singer equally claim it ? Why should we use His own inspired words, with faith in their power, when speaking or writing, and content ourselves with human words put into rhyme (and sometimes very feeble rhyme) for our singing ? What a vista of happy work opens out here ! What is there to prevent our using this mightiest of all agencies committed to human agents, the Word, which is quick and powerful, and sharper 76 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. than a two-edged sword, whenever we are asked to sing ? By this means even a young girl may be privileged to make that Word sound in the ears of many who would not listen to it otherwise, By this the incorruptible seed may be sown in otherwise unreachable ground. It is a remarkable fact that it is actually the easiest way thus to take the very highest ground. You will find that singing Bible words does not excite the prejudice or contempt that any other words, sufficiently decided to be worth singing, are almost sure to do. For very decency's sake a Bible song will be listened to respectfully; and for very shame's sake no adverse whisper will be ventured against the words in ordinary English homes. The singer is placed on a vantage ground, certain that at least the words of the song will be outwardly respected, and the pos- sible ground of unfriendly criticism thus narrowed to begin with. But there is much more than this. One feels the power of His words for oneself as one sings. One loves them and rejoices in them, and what can be greater help to any singer than that? And one knows they are true, and that they cart OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 77 not really return void, and what can give greater confidence than that ? God may bless the sing- ing of any words, but He must bless the singing of His own Word, if that promise means what it says ! The only real difficulty in the matter is,, that Scripture songs, as a rule, require a little more practice than others. Then practice them a little more ! You think nothing of the trouble of learning, for instance, a sonata, which takes you many a good hour's practice before you can ren- der it perfectly and expressively. But you shrink from a song, the accompaniment of which you cannot read off without any trouble at all. And you never think of such a thing as taking one-tenth the pains to learn that accompaniment that you took to learn that sonata ! Very likely, too, you take the additional pains to learn the sonata off by heart, so that you can play it more effectively. But you do not take pains to learn your accompani- ment by heart, so that you may throw all your power into the expression of the words, undistracted by reading the notes and turning over the leaves. It is far more useful to have half a dozen Scrip- ture songs thoroughly learnt and made your own 78 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. than to have in your portfolios several dozen easy settings of sacred poetry which you get through with your eyes fixed on the notes. And every one thus thoroughly mastered makes it easier to master others. You will say that all this refers only to draw- ing-room singing. So it does, primarily, but then it is the drawing-room singing which has been so little for Jesus and so much for self and society ; and so much less has been said about it, and so much less done. There would not be half the complaints of the difficulty of witnessing for Christ in even professedly Christian homes and circles, if every converted singer were also a con- secrated one. For nothing raises or lowers the tone of a whole evening so much as the character of the music. There are few things which show more clearly that, as a rule, a very definite step in advance is needed beyond being a believer or even a worker for Christ. Over how many grand or cottage pianos could the Irish Society's motto, "For Jesus' sake only" be hung, without being either a frequent reproach, or altogether inappro- priate ? But what is learnt will, naturally, be sung. And OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 79 oh ! how many Christian parents give their daugh- ters the advantage of singing ' lessons without troubling themselves in the least about what songs are learnt, provided they are not exceptionally foolish ! Still more pressingly I would say, how many Christian principals, to whom young lives are entrusted at the most important time of all for training, do not give themselves the least con- cern about this matter. As I write, I turn aside to refer to a list of songs learnt last term by a fresh young voice which would willingly be trained for higher work. There is just one " sacred " song in the whole long list, and even that hardly such a one as the writer of the letter above quoted would care to sing in her fervent -spirited service of Christ. All the rest are harmless and pleasing, but only suggestive of the things of earth, the things of the world that is passing away ; not one that might lead upward and onward, not one that might touch a careless heart to seek first the kingdom of God, not one that might show forth the glory and praise of our King, not one that tells of His grace and love, not one that carries His comfort to His weary ones or His joy to His loving ones. She is left to find and learn such So KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. songs as best she may ; those which she will sing with all the ease and force gained by good teach- ing of them are no help at all, but rather hin- drance in anything like wish or attempt to " sing for Jesus. ' ' There is not the excuse that the songs of God's kingdom, songs which waft his own words to the souls around, would not have answered the teach- er's purpose as well. God has taken care of that. He has not left Himself without witness in this direction. He has given the most perfect melo- dies and the richest harmonies to be linked with His own words, and no singer can be trained be- yond His wonderful provision in this way. I pray that even these poor words of mine may reach the consciences of some of those who have this responsibility, and lead them to be no longer unfaithful in this important matter, no longer giv- ing this strangely divided service training, as they profess to desire, the souls for God, and yet allowing the voices to be trained only for the world. But we must not run away with the idea that singing sacred songs and singing for Jesus are OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 8 1 convertible terms. I know by sorrowful personal experience that it is very possible to sing a sacred song and not sing it for Jesus. It is easier to have one's portfolio all right than one's heart, and the repertory is more easily arranged than the motives. When we have taken our side, and the difficulties of indecision are consequently swept away, we have a new set of more subtle temptations to encounter. And although the Master will keep, the servant must watch and pray; and it is through the watch- ing and the praying that the keeping will be effec- tual. We have, however, rather less excuse here than even elsewhere. For we never have to sing so very suddenly that we need be taken unawares. We have to think what to sing, and perhaps find the music, and the prelude has to be played, and all this gives quite enough time for us to recollect whose we are and whom we serve, and to arouse to the watch. Quite enough, too, for quick, trustful prayer that our singing may be kept free from that wretched self-seeking or even self-con- sciousness, and kept entirely for Jesus. Our best and happiest singing will flow when there is a sweet, silent undercurrent of prayerful or praise- ful communion with our Master all through the 6 82 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. song. As for nervousness, I am quite sure this is the best antidote to that. On the other hand, it is quite possible to sing for Jesus without singing a sacred song. Do not take an ell for the inch; this seems to give and run off with the idea that it does not matter after all what you sing, so that you sing in a good frame of mind ! No such thing ! And the ad- mission needs very careful guarding, and must not be wrested into an excuse for looking back to the world's songs. But cases may and do arise in which it may be right to gratify a weary father, or win a wayward brother, by trying to please them with music to which they will listen when they would not listen to the songs you would rather sing. There are cases in which this may be done most truly for the Lord's sake, and clearly under His guidance. Sometimes cases arise in which we can only say, " Neither know we what to do, but our eyes are upon Thee." And when we honestly say that, depend upon it we shall find the promise true, "I will guide thee with Mine eye." For God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able, but will, with the OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 83 temptation, also make a way (Gr. the way) to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. I do not know why it should be so, but it cer- tainly is a much rarer thing to find a young gen- tleman singing for Jesus than a young lady a very rare thing to find one with a cultivated voice consecrating it to the Master's use. I have met some who were not ashamed to speak for Him, to whom it never seemed even to occur to sing for Him. They would go and teach a Bible class one day, and the next they would be practicing or performing just the same songs as those who care nothing for Christ and His blood-bought salvation. They had left some things behind, but they had not left any of their old songs be- hind. They do not seem to think that being made new creatures in Christ Jesus had anything to do with this department of their lives. Nobody could gather whether they were on the Lord's side or not, as they stood and sang their neutral songs. The banner that was displayed in the class-room was furled in the drawing-room. Now, my friends, you who have or may have far greater opportunities of displaying that banner than we womenkind, why should you be less brave and 84 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. loyal than your sisters ? We are weak and you are strong naturally, but recollect that want of decision always involves want of power, and com- promising Christians are always weak Christians. You will never be mighty to the pulling down of strongholds while you have one foot in the ene- my's camp, or on the supposed neutral ground, if such can exist (which I doubt), between the camps. You will never be a terror to the devil till you have enlisted every gift and faculty on the Lord's side. Here is a thing in which you may practically carry out the splendid motto, "All for Jesus/' You cannot be all for Him as long as your voice is not for Him. Which shall it be? All for Him, we partly for Him ? Answer that to Him whom you call Master and Lord. When once this drawing-room question is set- tled, there is not much need to expatiate about other forms of singing for Jesus. As we have op- portunity we shall be willing to do good with our pleasant gift in any way or place, and it is won- derful what nice opportunities He makes for us. Whether to one little sick child, or to a thousand listeners, according to the powers and openings granted, we shall take our happy position among OUR VOICES KEPT FOR JESUS. 85 those who minister with singing (i Chron. vi. 32). And in so far as we really do this unto the Lord, I am quite sure He gives the hundredfold now in this present time more than all the showy songs or self-gratifying performances we may have left for His sake. As we steadily tread this part of the path of consecration, we shall find the diffi- culties left behind, and the real pleasantness of the way reached, and it will be a delight to say to oneself, " I cannot sing the old songs; " and though you have thought it quite enough to say, "With my song will I please my friends," espe- cially if they happened to be pleased with a mildly sacred song or two, you will strike a higher and happier, a richer and purer note, and say with David, "With my song will I praise Him." David said also, "My lips shall greatly rejoice when I sing unto Thee, and my soul, which Thou hast redeemed. " And you will find that this comes true. Singing for Jesus, our Saviour and King ; Singing for Jesus, the Lord whom we love ! All adoration we joyously bring, Longing to praise as they praise Him above. 86 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Singing for Jesus, our Master and Friend, Telling His love and His marvellous grace, ~ Love from eternity, love to the end, Love for the loveless, the sinful, and base. Singing for Jesus, and trying to win Many to love Him, and join in the song ;, Calling the weary and wandering in, Rolling the chorus of gladness along. Singing for Jesus, our Life and our Light ; Singing for Him as we press to the mark j Singing for Him when the morning is bright; Singing, still singing, for Him in the dark ! Singing for Jesus, our Shepherd and Guide ; Singing for gladness of heart that He gives ; Singing for wonder and praise that He died ; Singing for blessing and joy that He lives ! Singing for Jesus, oh, singing with joy ; Thus will we praise Him, and tell out His love s Till He shall call us to brighter employ, Singing for Jesus forever above. OUR WPS KEPT FOR JESUS. 87 CHAPTER VI. OUR LIPS KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my lips, that they may be Filled with messages from Thee." THE days are past forever when we said, " Our lips are our own." Now we know that they are not our own. And yet how many of my readers often have the miserable consciousness that they have " spoken unadvisedly with their lips ! ' ' How many pray, " Keep the door of my lips/' when the very last thing they think of expecting is that they will be kept ! They deliberately make up their minds that hasty words, or foolish words, or exaggerated words, according to their respective temptations, must and will slip out of that door, and that it can't be helped. The extent of the real meaning of their prayer was merely that not quite so many might slip out. As their faith went no farther, the answer went no farther, and so the door was not kept. 88 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. Do let us look the matter straight in the face. Either we have committed our lips to our Lord, or we have not. This question must be settled first. If not, oh, do not let another hour pass ! Take them to Jesus, and ask Him to take them. But when you have committed them to Him, it comes to this, is He able or is He not able to keep that which you have committed to Him ? If He is not able, of course you may as well give up at once, for your own experience has abundantly proved that you are not able, so there is no help for you. But if He is able nay, thank God there is no "if" on this side! say, rather, as He is able, where was this inevitable necessity of perpetual failure ? You have been fancying your- self virtually doomed and fated to it, and there- fore you have gone on in it, while all the time His arm was not shortened that it could not save, but you have been limiting the Holy One of Israel. Honestly, now, have you trusted Him to keep your lips this day ? Trust necessarily implies expectation that what we have entrusted will be kept. If you have not expected Him to keep, you have not trusted. You may have tried and tried very hard, but you have not trusted, and OUR WPS KEPT FOR JESUS. 89 therefore you have not been kept, and your lips have been the snare of your soul (Prov. xviii. 7). Once I heard a beautiful prayer which I can never forget ; it was this : " Lord, take my lips, and speak through them ; take my mind, and think through it; take my heart, and set it on fire." And this is the way the Master keeps the lips of His servants, by so filling their hearts with His love that the outflow can not be unloving, by so filling their thoughts that the utterance can not be un-Christ-like. There must be filling before there can be pouring out ; and if there is filling, there must be pouring out, for He hath said, "Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh.' ' But I think we should look for something more direct and definite than this. We are not all called to be the King's ambassadors, but all who have heard the messages of salvation for them- selves are called to be "the Lord's messengers," and day by day, as He gives us opportunity, we are to deliver " the Lord's message unto the peo- ple." That message, as committed to Haggai, was, " I am with you, saith the Lord." Is there not work enough for any lifetime in unfolding and distributing that one message to His own peo- 90 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. pie? Then, for those who are still far off, we have that equally full message from our Lord to give out, which He has condensed for us into the one word, " Come ! " It is a specially sweet part of His dealings with His messengers that He always gives us the mes- sage for ourselves first. It is what He has first told us in darkness that is, in the secrecy of our own rooms, or at least of our own hearts that He bids us speak in light. And so the more we sit at His feet and watch to see what He has to say to ourselves, the more we shall have to tell to others. He does not send us out with sealed dis- patches, which we know nothing about, and with which we have no concern. There seems a seven-fold sequence in His filling the lips of His messengers. First, they must be purified. The live coal from off the altar must be laid upon them, and He must say, " Lo, this hath touched thy lips, and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin is purged." Then He will create the fruit of them, and this seems to be the great message of peace, " Peace to him that is far off and to him that is near, saith the Lord ; and I will heal him" (see Isa. Ivii.ip). Then comes OUR UPS KEPT FOR JESUS. 9! the prayer, " O Lord, open Thou my lips," and its sure fulfillment. For then come in the prom- ises, ' ' Behold, I have put My words in thy mouth," and, "They shall withal be fitted in thy lips." Then, of course, "the lips of the righteous feed many," for the food is the Lord's own giving. Everything leads up to praise, and so we come next to " My mouth shall praise Thee with joyful lips, when I remember Thee.' ' And lest we should fancy that "when" rather implies that it is not, or can not be, exactly always, we find that the mediation of Jesus throws this added light upon it, "\>y Him, therefore, let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually ', that is, the fruit of our lips, giving thanks to " (margin, confessing) "His name." Does it seem a coming down from the mount to glance at one of our King's commandments, which is specially needful and applicable to this matter of our lips being kept for Him ? " Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation." None of His commands clash with or supersede one another. Trusting does not supersede watch- ing ; it does but complete and effectuate it. Un- watchful trust is a delusion, an untrustful watch- 92 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. ing is in vain. Therefore, let us not either will- fully or carelessly enter into temptation, whether of place, or person, or topic, which has any tendency to endanger the keeping of our lips for Jesus. Let us pray that grace may be more and more poured into our lips as it was into His, so that our speech may be alway with grace. May they be pure, and sweet, and lovely, even as " His lips, like lilies, dropping sweet-smelling myrrh." We can hardly consider the keeping of our lips without recollecting that upon them, more than all else, (though not exclusively of all else), de- pends that greatest of our responsibilities, our influence. We have no choice in the matter ; we can not evade or avoid it ; and there is no more possibility of our limiting it, or even tracing its limits, than there is of setting a bound to the far- vibrating sound-waves, or watching their flow through the invisible air. Not one sentence that passes these lips of ours but must be an invisibly prolonged influence, not dying away into silence, but living away into the words and deeds of others. The thought would not be quite so oppressive if we could know what we have done and shall be OUR UPS KKPT FOR JESUS. 93 continuing to do by what we have said. But we never can, as a matter of fact. We may trace it a little way, and get a glimpse of some results for good or evil ; but we never can see any more of it than we can see of a shooting star flashing through the night with a momentary revelation of one step of its strange path. Even if the next instant plunges it into apparent annihilation as it strikes the atmosphere of the earth, we know that it is not really so, but that its mysterious material and force must be added to the complicated materials and forces with which it has come in contact, with a modifying power none the less real because it is beyond our ken. And this is not comparing a great thing with a small, but a small thing with a great. For what is material force compared with moral force ? What are gases, and vapors, and elements compared with souls and the eternity for which they are preparing ? We all know that there is influence exerted by a person's mere presence, without the utterance of a single word. We are conscious of this every day. People seem to carry an atmosphere with them, which must be breathed by those whom they approach. Some carry an atmosphere in 94 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. which all unkind thoughts shrivel up and cannot grow into expression. Others carry one in which " thoughts of Christ and things divine" never seem able to flourish. Have you not felt how a happy conversation about the things we love best is checked, or even strangled, by the entrance of one who is not in sympathy? Outsiders have not a chance of ever really knowing what de- lightful intercourse we have one with another about these things, because their very presence chills and changes it. On the other hand, how another person's incoming freshens and develops it, and warms us all up, and seems to give us, without the least conscious effort, a sort of lift ! If even unconscious and involuntary influence is such a power, how much greater must it be when the recognized power of words is added ! It has often struck me as a matter of observa- tion, that open profession adds force to this in- fluence, on whichever side it weighs ; and also that it has the effect of making many a word and act, which might in other hands have been as nearly neutral as anything can be, tell with by no means neutral tendency on the wrong side. The question of Eliphaz comes with great force OUR UPS KEPI' FOR JESUS. 95 when applied to one who desires or professes to be consecrated altogether, life and lips : " Should he reason with unprofitable talk and with speeches wherewith one can do no good ?" There is our standard ! Idle words, which might have fallen comparatively harmlessly from one who had never named the Name of Christ, may be a stumbling- block to inquirers, a sanction to thoughtless juniors, and a grief to thoughtful seniors, when they come from lips which are professing to feed many. Even intelligent talk on general subjects by such a one may be a chilling disappointment to some craving heart, which had indulged the hope of getting help, comfort, or instruction in the things of God by listening to the conversa- tion. It may be a lost opportunity of giving and gaining no one knows how much ! How well I recollect this disappointment to myself, again and again, when a mere child ! In those early seeking days I never could understand why, sometimes, a good man whom I heard preach or speak as if he loved Christ very much, talk about all sorts of other things when we came back from church or missionary meeting. I did so wish he would have talked about the Saviour, 96 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. whom I wanted, but had not found. It would have been so much more interesting, even to the apparently thoughtless and merry little girl. How could he help it, I wondered, if he cared for that Pearl of Great Price as I was sure I should care for it if I could only find it ! And oh ! why didn't they ever talk to me about it, instead of about my lessons or their little girls at home ? They did not know how their conversation was observed and compared with their sermon or speech, and how a hungry little soul went empty away from the supper-table. The lips of younger Christians may cause, in their turn, no less disappointment. One sorrow- ful lesson I can never forget ; and I will tell the story in hope that it may save others from causes of similar regret. During a summer visit, just after I had left school, a class of girls about my own age came to me a few times for an hour's singing. It was very pleasant indeed, and the girls were delighted with the hymns. They listened to all I had to say about time and expres- sion, and not with less attention to the more shyly-ventured remarks about the words. Some- times I accompanied them afterwards down the OUR lylPS KEPT FOR JBSUS. 97 avenue ; and whenever I met any of them I had smiles and plenty of kindly words for each, which they seemed to appreciate immensely. A few years afterwards I sat by the bedside of one of these girlsthe most gifted of them all with both heart and head. She had been led by a wonderful way, and through long and deep suffering, into far clearer light than I enjoyed, and had witnessed for Christ in more ways than one, and far more brightly than I had ever done. She told me how sorrowfully and eagerly she was seeking Jesus at the time of those singing-classes. And I never knew it, because I never asked, and she was too shy to speak first ! But she told me more, and every word was a pang to me, how she used to linger in the avenue on those summer evenings, longing that I would speak to her about the Saviour; how she hoped, week after week, that I would just stretch out a hand to help her ; just say one little word that might be God's message of peace to her, instead of the pleasant, general remarks about the nice hymns and tunes. . And I never did ! And she went on for months, I think for years, after, without the light and glad- ness which it might have been my privilege to 7 98 KEPT FOR THK MASTER'S USE. bring to her life. God chose other means, for the souls that he has given to Christ cannot be lost because of the unfaithfulness of a human instrument. But she said, and the words often ring in my ears when I am tempted to let an opportunity slip, "Ah, Miss F., I ought to have been yours ! f ' Yes, it is true enough that we should show forth His praise not only with our lips, but in our lives ; but with very many Christians the other side of the prayer wants praying they want rousing up even to wish to show it forth not only in their lives, but with their lips. I wonder how many, even of those who read this, really pray, "O Lord, open Thou my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Thy praise/* And when opened, oh, how much one does want to have them so kept for Jesus that He may be free to make the most of them, not letting them render second-rate and indirect service when they might be doing direct and first-rate service to His cause and kingdom ! It is terrible how much less is done for Him than might be done, in consequence of the specious notion that if what we are doing or saying is not bad, we are OUR UPS KEPT FOR JESUS. 99 doing good in a certain way, and therefore may be quite easy about it. We should think a man rather foolish if he went on doing work which earned five shillings a week, when he might just as well do work in the same establishment and under the same master which would bring him in five pounds a week. But we should pronounce him shamefully dishonest and dishonorable if he accepted such handsome wages as the five pounds, and yet chose to do work worth only five shillings, excusing himself by saying that it was work all the same, and somebody had better do it. Do we not act something like this when we take the lower standard, and spend our strength in just making ourselves agreeable and pleasant, creating a general good impression in favor of religion, showing that we can be all things to all men, and that one who is supposed to be a citizen of the other world can be very well up in all that con- cerns this world ? This may be good, but is there nothing better? What does it profit if we do make this favorable impression on an outsider, if we go no farther and do not use the influence gained to bring him right inside the fold, inside the only ark of safety? People are not converted 100 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. by this sort of work ; at any rate /never met or heard of any one. "He thinks it better for his quiet influence to tell!" said an affectionately excusing relative of one who had plenty of special opportunities of soul- winning, if he had only used his lips as well as his life for his Master. "And how many souls have been converted to God by his ' quiet influence * all these years ? ' ' was my reply. And to that there was no answer ! For the silent shining was all very beautiful in theory, but not one of the many souls placed specially under his influence had been known to be brought out of darkness into marvellous light. If they had, they must have been known, for such light can't help being seen. When one has even a glimmer of the tremen- dous difference between having Christ and being without Christ ; when one gets but one shudder- ing glimpse of what eternity is, and of what it must mean, as well as what it may mean, without Christ ; when one gets but a flash of realization of the tremendous fact that all these neighbors of ours, rich and poor alike, will have to spend that eternity either with Him or without Him, it is hard, very hard indeed, to understand how a man OUR UPS KEPT FOR JKSUS. IOI or woman can believe these things at all, and make no effort for anything beyond the temporal elevation of those around, sometimes not even beyond their amusements! ''People must have entertainment," they urge. I do not find that must in the Bible, but I do find, "We must all stand before the judgment-seat of Christ. ' ' And if you have any sort of belief in that, how can you care to use those lips of yours, which might be a fountain of life to the dying souls before you, merely to " entertain " them at your penny read- ing or other entertainment? As you sow, so you reap. The amusing paper is read, or the lively ballad recited, or the popular song sung, and you reap your harvest of laughter or applause, and of complacence at your success in ' i entertaining ' ' the people. And there it ends, when you might have sown words from which you and they should reap fruit unto life eternal. Is this worthy work for one who has been bought with such a price that he must say, " Love so amazing, so divine, Demands my soul, my life, my all? " So far from yielding "all" to that rightful 102 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. demand of amazing love, he does not even yield the fruit of his lips to it, much less the lips themselves. I cannot refrain from adding, that even this lower aim of "entertaining" is by no means so appreciated as is supposed. As a cot- tager of no more than average sense and intelli- gence remarked, "It was all so trifling at the reading; I wish gentlefolks would believe that poor people like something better than what's just to make them laugh." After all, nothing really pays like direct, straightforward, uncom- promising words about God and His works and word. Nothing else ever made a man say, as a poor Irishman did when he heard the Good News for the first time, " Thank ye, sir; you've taken the hunger off us to-day ! ' ' Jephthah uttered all his words before the Lord ; what about ours? Well, they are all uttered before the Lord in one sense, whether we will or no ; for there is not a word in my tongue, but lo, Thou, O Lord, knowest it altogether ! How solemn is this thought, but how sweet does it become when our words are uttered consciously before the Lord as we walk in the light of his OUR UPS KEPT FOR JESUS. IOJ perpetual presence ! Oh, that we may so walk, that we may so speak, with kept feet and kept lips, trustfully praying, " Let the meditation of my heart and the words of my mouth be always acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer ! ; ' Bearing in mind that it is not only the words which pass their lightly-hinged portal, but our literal lips which are to be kept for Jesus, it can not be out of place, before closing this chapter, to suggest that they open both ways. What passes in should surely be considered as well as what passes out. And very many of us are be- ginning to see that the command, " Whether ye eat or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God," is not fully obeyed when we drink, merely because we like it, what is the very greatest obstacle to that glory in this realm of England. What matter that we prefer taking it in a more refined form, if the thing itself is daily and actively and mightily working misery, and crime and death, and destruction to thousands, till the cry thereof seems as if it must pierce the very heavens ! And so it does sooner, a great 104 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. deal, than it pierces the walls of our comfortable dining-room ! I only say here, you who have said, " Take my lips/' stop and repeat that prayer next time you put that to your lips which is bind- ing men and women hand and foot, and deliver- ing them over, helpless, to Satan ! Let those words pass once more from your heart out through your lips, and I do not think you will feel com- fortable in letting the means of such infernal work pass in through them. OUR SII,VKR AND GOLD KEPT FOR JESUS. I0l| CHAPTER VII. OUR SILVER AND GOLD KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my silver and my gold, Not a mite would I withhold." " HPHE silver and the gold is Mine,-saith the 1 Lord of Hosts. ' ' Yes, every coin we have is literally our "Lord's money." Simple belief of this fact is the stepping-stone to full consecration of what He has given us, whether much or little. " Then you mean to say we are never to spend anything on ourselves?" Not so. Another fact must be considered, the fact that our Lord has given us our bodies as a special personal charge, and that we are responsible for keeping these bodies, according to the means given and the work required, in working order for Him. This is part of our " own work/ 1 A master entrusts a workman with a delicate machine, with which his appointed work is to be done. He also provides him with a sum of money with 106 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. which he is to procure all that may be necessary for keeping the machine in thorough repair. Is it not obvious that it is the man's distinct duty to see to this faithfully ? Would he not be failing in duty if he chose to spend it all on something for somebody else's work, or on a present for his master, fancying that would please him better, while the machine is creaking and wearing for want of a little oil, or working badly for want of a new band or screw ? Just so, we are to spend what is really needful on ourselves, because it is our charge to do so ; but not/^r ourselves, because we are not our own, but our Master's. He who knoweth our frame, knows its need of rest and medicine, food and clothing ; and the procuring of these for our own entrusted bodies should be done just as much " for Jesus " as the greater pleasure of procuring them for some one else. Therefore there need be no quibbling over the assertion that consecration is not real and com- plete while we are looking upon a single shilling as our own to do what we like with. Also the princi- ple is exactly the same, whether we are spending pence or pounds ; it is our Lord's money and must not be spent without reference to Him. OUR SILVER AND GOI * No ; I lay them down my jewels, Truly on the altar now. Stay! I see a vision passing Of a gem-encircled brow. Heavenly treasure worn by Jesus, Souls won through my gift outpoured ; Freely, gladly I will offer Jewels thus to crown my Lord." From Woman's Work. 122 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. CHAPTER VIII. OUR INTELLECTS KEPT FOR JESUS. " Keep my intellect, and use Every power as Thou shalt choose." THERE are two distinct sets of temptation which assail those who have, or think they have, rather less, and those who have, or think the have, rather more than an average share of intellect ; while those who have neither less nor more are generally open in some degree to both. The refuge and very present help from both is the same. The intellect, whether great or small, which is committed to the Lord's keeping, will be kept and will be used by Him. The former class are tempted to think them- selves excused from effort to cultivate and use their small intellectual gifts ; to suppose they can not or need not seek to win souls, because they are not so clever and apt in speech as So-and-so ; to attribute to want of gift what is really want of grace ; to hide the one talent because it is not OUR INTSI^ECTS KEPT FOR JESUS. 12* five. Let me throw out a thought or two for these. Which is greatest, gifts or grace? Gifts are given " to every man according to his several ability." That is, we have just as much given as God knows we are able to use and what He knows we can best use for Him. " But unto every one of us is given grace according to the measure of the gift of Christ." Claiming and using that royal measure of grace, you may, and can and will do more for God than the mightiest intellect in the world without it. For which, in the clear light of His Word, is likely to be most effectual the natural ability which at its best and fullest, without Christ, "can do nothing ," (observe and believe that word !), or the grace of our Almighty God and the power of the Holy Ghost, which is as free to you as it ever was to any one ? If you are responsible for making use of your limited gift, are you not equally responsible for making use of the grace and power which are to be had for the asking, which are already yours in Christ, and which are not limited ? Also, do you not see that when there are great natural gifts, people give the credit to them, 124 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. instead of to the grace which alone did the real work, and thus God is defrauded of the glory ? So that, to say it reverently, God can get more glory out of a feeble instrument, because then it is more obvious that the excellency of the power is of God and not of us. Will you not henceforth say, " Most gladly, therefore, will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me ? " Don't you really believe that the Holy Spirit is just as able to draw a soul to Jesus, if He will, by your whisper of the one word " Come" as by an eloquent sermon an hour long ? / do ! At the same time, as it is evidently God's way to work through these intellects of ours, we have no more right to expect Him to use a mind which we are wilfully neglecting, and taking no pains whatever to fit for His use, than I should have to expect you to write a beautiful inscription with my pen, if I would not take the trouble to wipe it and mend it. The latter class are tempted to rely on their natural gifts, and to act and speak in their own strength ; to go on too fast, without really looking up at every step, and for every word ; to spend OUR INTEI and so forth, while really, down at the bottom, it is for the sake of the keen enjoyment of the process ; and perhaps, most of all, to spend the strength of these intellects " for that which doth not profit," in yielding to the specious snare of reading clever books " on both sides," and eat- ing deliberately of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The mere mention of these temptations should be sufficient appeal to conscience. If consecra- tion is to be a reality anywhere, should it not be in the very thing which you own as an extra gift from God, and which is evidently closest, so to speak, to His direct action, spirit upon spirit? And if the very strength of your intellect has been your weakness, will you not entreat Him to keep it henceforth really and entirely for Himself? It is so good of Him to have given you something to lay at His feet ; shall not this goodness lead you to lay it all there, and never hanker after taking it back for yourself or the world? Do you not feel that in very proportion to the gift you need the special keeping of it? He may 126 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. lead you by a way you know not in the matter ; very likely He will show you that you must be willing to be a fool for His sake first, before He will condescend to use you much for His glory. Will you look up into His face and say, "Not willing ?" He who made every power can use every power memory, judgment, imagination, quickness of apprehension or insight; specialties of musical, poetical, oratorical, or artistic faculty; special tastes for reasoning, philosophy, history, natural science, or natural history, all these may be dedicated to Him, sanctified by Him, and used by Him. Whatever He has given, He will use if we will let Him. Often, in the most unexpected ways, and at the most unexpected turns, some- thing read or acquired long ago suddenly comes into use. We cannot foresee what will thus "come in useful;" but He knew, when He guided us to learn it, what it would be wanted for in His service. So may we not ask Him to bring His perfect foreknowledge to bear on all our mental training and storing ? to guide us to read or study exactly what He knows there will OUR INTEl,lvECTS KEPT FOR JESUS. 127 be use for in the work to which He has called or will call us ? Nothing is more practically perplexing to a young Christian, whose preparation- time is not quite over, or perhaps painfully limited, than to know what is most worth studying, what is really the best investment of the golden hours, while yet the time is not come for the field of active work to be fully entered, and the " thoroughly furnish- ing" of the mind is the evident path of present duty. Is not His name called " Counsellor ? " and will He not be faithful to the promise of His name in this, as well as in all else ? The same applies to every subsequent stage. Only let us be perfectly clear about the principle that our intellect is not our own, either to culti- vate, or to use, or to enjoy, and that Jesus Christ is our real and ever-present Counsellor, and then there will be no more worry about what to read and how much to read, and whether to keep up one's accomplishments, or one's languages, or one's " ologies /" If the Master has need of them, He will show us ; and if He has not, what need have we of them ? If we go forward with- out His leading, we may throw away some talent, 128 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. or let it get too rusty for use, which would have been most valuable when other circumstances arose or different work was given. We must not think that " keeping" means not using at all! What we want is to have all our powers kept for His use. In this they will probably find far higher de- velopment than in any other sort of use. I know cases in which the effect of real consecration on mere mental development has been obvious and surprising to all round. Yet it is only a confir- mation of what I believe to be a great principle, viz., that the Lord makes the most of whatever is unreservedly surrendered to Him. There will always be plenty of waste in what we try to cut out for ourselves. But He wastes no material ! OUR WII