CASE =8= tlje H>ame Sltttfjor THE SACRED FOUNT. $1.50. THE WINGS OF THE DOVE. 2 vols. $2.50. THE BETTER SORT THE BETTER SORT BY HENRY JAMES NEW YORK CHARLES SCRIBNER S SONS 1903 COPYRIGHT, 1903, BY CHARLES SCRIBNER S SONS Published, February, 1903 -> *C II 48- :63 CONTENTS PAGE BROKEN WINGS i THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN 24 THE Two FACES 50 THE TONE OF TIME 68 THE SPECIAL TYPE . 93 MRS. MEDWIN . 116 FLICKERBRIDGE ......... 143 THE STORY IN IT . . . . . . . .168 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE . ... 189 THE BIRTHPLACE 245 THE PAPERS 312 A rr THE BETTER SORT BROKEN WINGS /CONSCIOUS as he was of what was between V^ them, though perhaps less conscious than ever of why there should at that time of day be anything, he would yet scarce have supposed they could be so long in a house together without some word or some look. It had been since the Saturday afternoon, and that made twenty-four hours. The party five-and- thirty people, and some of them great was one in which words and looks might more or less have gone astray. The effect, none the less, he judged, would have been, for her quite as for himself, that no sound and no sign from the other had been picked up by either. They had happened, both at dinner and at luncheon, to be so placed as not to have to glare or to grin across; and for the rest they could each, in such a crowd, as freely help the general ease to keep them apart as assist it to bring them together. One chance there was, of course, that might be beyond their control. He had been the night before half surprised at not finding her his " fate " when the long procession to the dining-room solemnly hooked itself together. He would have said in advance recognising it as one of the sharp " notes " of Mundham that, should the THE BETTER SORT gathering contain a literary lady, the literary lady would, for congruity, be apportioned to the arm, when there was a question of arms, of the gentleman present who represented the nearest thing to literature. Poor Straith represented " art/ and that, no doubt, would have been near enough had not the party offered for choice a slight excess of men. The representative of art had been of the two or three who went in alone, whereas Mrs. Harvey had gone in with one of the rep resentatives of banking. It was certain, however, that she would not again be consigned to Lord Belgrove, and it was just possible that he himself should not be again alone. She would be, on the whole, the most probable remedy to that state, on his part, of disgrace; and this precisely was the great interest of their situation they were the only persons present without some advantage over some body else. They hadn t a single advantage; they could be named for nothing but their cleverness; they were at the bottom of the social ladder. The social ladder, even at Mundham, had as they might properly have been told, as indeed practically they were told to end somewhere ; which is no more than to say that, as he strolled about and thought of many things, Stuart Straith had, after all, a good deal the sense of helping to hold it up. Another of the things he thought of was the special oddity for it was nothing else of his being there at all, and being there in particular so out of his order and his turn. He couldn t answer for Mrs. Harvey s turn. It might well be that she was in hers ; but these Saturday-to-Monday occasions had hitherto mostly struck him as great gilded cages as to which care was taken that the birds should be birds of a feather. There had been a wonderful walk in the afternoon, within the limits of the place, to a far-away tea-house ; and, in spite of the combinations and changes of this 2 BROKEN WINGS episode, he had still escaped the necessity of putting either his old friend or himself to the test. Also it had been all, he flattered himself, without the pusillanimity of his avoiding her. Life was, indeed, well understood in these great conditions ; the conditions constituted in their greatness a kind of fundamental facility, provided a general exemption, bathed the hour, whatever it was, in a universal blandness, that were all a happy solvent for awkward relations. It was beautiful, for instance, that if their failure to meet amid so much meeting had been of Mrs. Harvey s own contrivance he couldn t be in the least vulgarly sure of it. There were places in which he would have had no doubt, places different enough from Mundham. He felt all the same and without anguish that these were much more his places even if she didn t feel that they were much more hers. The day had been warm and splendid, and this moment of its wane with dinner in sight, but as across a field of polished pink marble which seemed to say that wherever in such a house there was space there was also, benignantly, time formed, of the whole proces sion of the hours, the one dearest to our friend, whQ on such occasions interposed it, whenever he could, between the set of impressions that ended and the set that began with " dressing." The great terraces and gardens were almost void; people had scattered, though not altogether even yet to dress. The air of the place, with the immense house all seated aloft in strength, robed with summer and crowned with suc cess, was such as to contribute something of its own to the poetry of early evening. This visitor, at any rate, saw and felt it all through one of those fine hazes of August that remind you at least, they reminded him of the artful gauze stretched across the stage of a theatre when an effect of mystery or some particular pantomimic ravishment is desired. Should he, in fact, have to pair with Mrs. Harvey 3 THE BETTER SORT for dinner it would be a shame to him not to have ad dressed her sooner; and should she, on the contrary, be put with someone else the loss of so much of the time would have but the greater ugliness. Didn t he meanwhile make out that were ladies in the lower gar den, from which the sound of voices, faint, but, as al ways in the upper air of Mundham, exceedingly sweet, was just now borne to him? She might be among them, and if he should find her he would let her know he had sought her. He would treat it frankly as an occasion for declaring that what had happened between them or rather what had not happened was too ab surd. What at present occurred, however, was that in his quest of her he suddenly, at the turn of an alley, perceived her, not far off, seated in a sort of bower with the Ambassador. With this he pulled up, going an other way and pretending not to see them. Three times already that afternoon he had observed her in different situations with the Ambassador. He was the more struck accordingly when, upward of an hour later, again alone and with his state unremedied, he saw her placed for dinner next his Excellency. It was not at all what would have been at Mundham her right seat, so that it could only be explained by his Excel lency s direct request. She was a success ! This time Straith was well in her view and could see that in the candle-light of the wonderful room, where the lustres were, like the table, all crystal and silver, she was as handsome as anyone, taking the women of her age, and also as " smart " as the evening before, and as true as any of the others to the law of a marked difference in her smartness. If the beautiful way she held herself for decidedly it was beautiful came in a great meas ure from the good thing she professionally made of it all, our observer could reflect that the poor thing he professionally made of it probably affected his attitude in just the opposite way; but they communicated 4 BROKEN WINGS neither in the glare nor in the grin that he had dreaded. Still, their eyes did now meet, and then it seemed to him that her own were strange. II SHE, on her side, had her private consciousness, and quite as full a one, doubtless, as he, but with the ad vantage that, when the company separated for the night, she was not, like her friend, reduced to a vigil unalloyed. Lady Claude, at the top of the stairs, had said, " May I look in in five minutes if you don t mind? " and then had arrived in due course and in a wonderful new beribboned gown, the thing just launched for such occasions. Lady Claude was young and earnest and delightfully bewildered and bewilder ing, and however interesting she might, through cer tain elements in her situation, have seemed to a literary lady, her own admirations and curiosities were such as from the first promised to rule the hour. She had al ready expressed to Mrs. Harvey a really informed en thusiasm. She not only delighted in her numerous books, which was a tribute the author had not infre quently met, but she even appeared to have read them an appearance with which her interlocutress was much less acquainted. The great thing was that she also yearned to write, and that she had turned up in her fresh furbelows not only to reveal this secret and to ask for direction and comfort, but literally to make a stranger confidence, for which the mystery of midnight seemed propitious. Midnight was, indeed, as the sit uation developed, well over before her confidence was spent, for it had ended by gathering such a current as floated forth, with everything in Lady Claude s own life, many things more in that of her adviser. Mrs. Harvey was, at all events, amused, touched, and effect ually kept awake ; and at the end of half an hour they 5 THE BETTER SORT had quite got what might have been called their second wind of frankness and were using it for a discussion of the people in the house. Their primary communion had been simply on the question of the pecuniary profits of literature as the producer of so many admired vol umes was prepared to present them to an aspirant. Lady Claude was in financial difficulties and desired the literary issue. This was the breathless revelation she had rustled over a mile of crimson velvet corridor to make. " Nothing ? " she had three minutes later incredu lously gasped. " I can make nothing at all ? " But the gasp was slight compared with the stupefaction produced in her by a brief further parley, in the course of which Mrs. Harvey had, after a hesitation, taken her own plunge. " You make so little wonderful you! " And then, as the producer of the admired vol umes simply sat there in her dressing-gown, with the saddest of slow head-shakes, looking suddenly too wan even to care that it was at last all out : " What, in that case, is the use of success and celebrity and genius? You have no success ? " She had looked almost awe struck at this further confession of her friend. They were face to face in a poor human crudity, which trans formed itself quickly into an effusive embrace. " You ve had it and lost it ? Then when it has been as great as yours one can lose it? " " More easily than one can get it." Lady Claude continued to marvel. " But you do so much and it s so beautiful ! " On which Mrs. Har vey simply smiled again in her handsome despair, and after a moment found herself again in the arms of her visitor. The younger woman had remained for a little a good deal arrested and hushed, and had, at any rate, sensitive and charming, immediately dropped, in the presence of this almost august unveiling, the question of her own thin troubles. But there are short cuts at 6 BROKEN WINGS that hour of night that morning scarce knows, and it took but little more of the breath of the real to suggest to Lady Claude more questions in such a connection than she could answer for herself. " How, then, if you haven t private means, do you get on ? " "Ah! I don t get on." Lady Claude looked about. There were objects scattered in the fine old French room. " You have lovely things." " Two." "Two?" " Two frocks. I couldn t stay another day." " Ah, what is that? I couldn t either," said Lady Claude soothingly. " And you have," she continued, in the same spirit, " your nice maid : " Who s indeed a charming woman, but my cook in disguise ! " Mrs. Harvey dropped. " Ah, you are clever ! " her friend cried, with a laugh that was as a climax of reassurance. " Extraordinarily. But don t think," Mrs. Harvey hastened to add, " that I mean that that s why I m here." Her companion candidly thought. " Then why are you?" " I haven t the least idea. I ve been wondering all the while, as I ve wondered so often before on such occasions, and without arriving at any other reason than that London is so wild." Lady Claude wondered. " Wild ? " " Wild ! " said her friend, with some impatience. " That s the way London strikes." " But do you call such an invitation a blow ? " " Yes crushing. No one else, at all events, either," Mrs. Harvey added, " could tell you why I m here." Lady Claude s power to receive and it was perhaps her most attaching quality was greater still, when she felt strongly, than her power to protest. " Why, how 7 THE BETTER SORT can you say that when you ve only to see how every one likes and admires you? Just look at the Ambas sador," she had earnestly insisted. And this was what had precisely, as I have mentioned, carried the stream of their talk a good deal away from its source. It had therefore not much further to go before setting in mo tion the name of Stuart Straith, as to whom Lady Claude confessed to an interest good-looking, dis tinguished, " sympathetic," as he was that she could really almost hate him for having done nothing what ever to encourage. He had not spoken to her once. " But, my dear, if he hasn t spoken to me! " Lady Claude appeared to regret this not too much for a hint that, after all, there might be a difference. "Oh,but?ttWhe?" " Without my having spoken to him first? " Mrs. Harvey turned it over. " Perhaps not; but I couldn t have done that." Then, to explain, and not only be cause Lady Claude was naturally vague, but because what was still visibly most vivid to her was her inde pendent right to have been " made up " to : " And yet not because we re not acquainted." " You know him, then? " "But too well." " You mean you don t like him ? " " On the contrary, I like him to distraction." " Then what s the matter? " Lady Claude asked with some impatience. Her friend hesitated but a moment. " Well, he wouldn t have me." " Have you?" " Ten years ago, after Mr. Harvey s death, when, if he had lifted a finger, I would have married him." "But he didn t lift it?" " He was too grand. I was too small by his measure. He wanted to keep himself; he saw his future." 8 BROKEN WINGS Lady Claude earnestly followed. " His present po sition? " " Yes everything that was to come to him ; his steady rise in value." " Has it been so great? " " Surely his situation and name. Don t you know his lovely work and what s thought of it ? " " Oh yes, I know. That s why " But Lady Claude stopped. After which : " But if he s still keep ing himself ? " " Oh, it s not for me," said Mrs. Harvey. " And evidently not for me. Whom then," her visitor asked, " does he think good enough ? " " Oh, these great people! " Mrs. Harvey smiled. " But we re great people you and I ! " And Lady Claude kissed her good night. " You mustn t, all the same," the elder woman said, " betray the secret of my greatness, which I ve told you, please remember, only in the deepest confidence." Her tone had a quiet purity of bitterness that for a moment longer held her friend, after which Lady Claude had the happy inspiration of meeting it with graceful gaiety. " It s quite for the best, I m sure, that Mr. Straith wouldn t have you. You ve kept yourself too ; you ll marry yet an ambassador ! " And with another good night she reached the door. " You say you don t get on, but you do." " Ah ! " said Mrs. Harvey with vague attenuation. " Oh yes, you do," Lady Claude insisted, while the door emphasised it with a little clap that sounded through the still house. Ill THE first night of The New Girl occurred, as everyone remembers, three years ago, and the play is running yet, a fact that may render strange the failure to be 9 THE BETTER SORT widely conscious of which two persons in the audience were guilty. It was not till afterward present either to Mrs. Harvey or to Stuart Straith that The New Girl was one of the greatest successes of modern times. In deed if the question had been put to them on the spot they might have appeared much at sea. But this, I may as well immediately say, was the result of their having found themselves side by side in the stalls and thereby given most of their attention to their own pre dicament. Straith showed that he felt the importance of meeting it promptly, for he turned to his neighbour, who was already in her place, as soon as her identity had come distinct through his own arrival and sub sidence. " I don t quite see how you can help speaking to me now." Her face could only show him how long she had been aware of his approach. " The sound of your voice, coming to me straight, makes it indeed as easy for me as I could possibly desire. 7 He looked about at the serried rows, the loaded gal leries and the stuffed boxes, with recognitions and nods ; and this made between them another pause, dur ing which, while the music seemed perfunctory and the bustle that, in a London audience, represents concen tration increased, they felt how effectually, in the thick, preoccupied medium, how extraordinarily, they were together. " Well, that second afternoon at Mundham, just be fore dinner, I was very near forcing your hand. But something put me off. You re really too grand." " Oh ! " she murmured. " Ambassadors," said Stuart Straith. " Oh ! " she again sounded. And before anything more could pass the curtain was up. It came down in due course and achieved, after various intervals, the rest of its movements without interrupting, for our friends, the sense of an evening of talk. They said 10 BROKEN WINGS when it was down almost nothing about the play, and when one of them toward the end put to the other, vaguely, " Is a this thing going? " the question had scarce the effect of being even relevant. What was clearest to them was that the people about were some how enough taken up to leave them at their ease but what taken up with they but half made out. Mrs. Harvey had, none the less, mentioned early that her presence had a reason and that she ought to attend, and her companion had asked her what she thought of a certain picture made at a given moment by the stage, in the reception of which he was so interested that it was really what had brought him. These were glances, however, that quickly strayed strayed, for instance (as this could carry them far), in its coming to one of them to say that, whatever the piece might be, the real thing, as they had seen it at Mundham, was more than a match for any piece. For it was Mundham that was, theatrically, the real thing; better for scenery, dresses, music, pretty women, bare shoulders, every thing even coherent dialogue; a much bigger and braver show, and got up, as it were, infinitely more " regardless." By Mundham they were held long enough to find themselves, though with an equal sur prise, quite at one as to the special oddity of their hav ing caught each other in such a plight. Straith said that he supposed what his friend meant was that it was odd he should have been there; to which she returned that she had been imputing to him exactly that judg ment of her own presence. " But why shouldn t you be? " he asked. " Isn t that just what you are? Aren t you, in your way like those people a child of fortune and fashion ? " He got no more answer to this for some time than if he had fairly wounded her. He indeed that evening got no answer at all that was direct. But in the next interval she brought out with abruptness, taking no ii THE BETTER SORT account of some other matter he had just touched, " Don t you really know ? " She had paused. " Know what ? " Again she went on without heeding. " A place like Mundham is, for me, a survival, though poor Mund- ham in particular won t, for me, have survived that visit for which it s to be pitied, isn t it ? It was a glit tering ghost since laid ! of my old time." Straith, at this almost gave a start. " Have you got a new time? " " Do you mean that you have? " " Well," said Straith, " mine may now be called mid dle-aged. It seems so long, I mean, since I set my watch to it." " Oh, I haven t even a watch ! " she returned with a laugh. " I m beyond watches." After which she added : " We might have met more or, I should say perhaps, have got more out of it when we have met." " Yes, it has been too little. But I ve always ex plained it by our living in such different worlds." Mrs. Harvey had an occasional incoherence. " Are you unhappy ? " He gave her a singular smile. " You said just now that you re beyond watches. I m beyond unhappiness." She turned from him and presently brought out: " I ought absolutely to take away something of the play." " By all means. There s certainly something / shall take." " Ah, then you must help me give it me." " With all my heart," said Straith, " if it can help you. It s my feeling of our renewal." She had one of the sad, slow head-shakes that at Mundham had been impressive to Lady Claude. " That won t help me." " Then you must let me put to you now what I should have tried to get near enough to you there to 12 BROKEN WINGS put if I hadn t been so afraid of the Ambassador. What has it been so long our impossibility ? " Well, I can only answer for my own vision of it, which is which always was that you were sorry for me, but felt a sort of scruple of showing me that you had nothing better than pity to give." " May I come to see you? " Straith asked some min utes after this. Her words, for which he had also awhile to wait, had, in truth, as little as his own the appearance of a reply. " Are you unhappy really? Haven t you everything ? " " You re beautiful ! " he said for all answer. "Mayn t I come?" She hesitated. " Where is your studio? " " Oh, not too far to reach from it. Don t be anxious ; I can walk, or even take the bus." Mrs. Harvey once more delayed. Then she an swered: " Mayn t I rather come there? " " I shall be but too delighted." It was said with promptness, even precipitation ; yet the understanding, shortly after, appeared to have left between them a certain awkwardness, and it was al most as if to change the subject and relieve them equally that she suddenly reminded him of something he had spoken earlier. " You were to tell me why in particular you had to be here." " Oh yes. To see my dresses." "Yours!" She wondered. " The second act. I made them out for them drew them." Before she could check it her tone escaped. You ? " " I." He looked straight before him. " For the fee. And we didn t even notice them." " / didn t," she confessed. But it offered the fact as a sign of her kindness for him, and this kindness was 13 THE BETTER SORT traceably what inspired something she said in the draughty porch, after the performance, while the footman of the friend, a fat, rich, immensely pleased lady, who had given her a lift and then rejoined her from a seat in the balcony, went off to make sure of the brougham. " May I do something about your things?" " Do something ?" " When I ve paid you my visit. Write something about your pictures. I do a correspondence," said Mrs. Harvey. He wondered as she had done in the stalls. " For a paper? " " The Blackport Banner. A London Letter. The new books, the new plays, the new twaddle of any sort a little music, a little gossip, a little art. You ll help me I need it awfully with the art. I do three a month." " You wonderful you ? " He spoke as Lady Claude had done, and could no more help it again than Mrs. Harvey had been able to help it in the stalls. " Oh, as you say, for the fee ! " On which, as the footman signalled, her old lady began to plunge through the crowd. IV AT the studio, where she came to him within the week, her first movement had been to exclaim on the splendid abundance of his work. She had looked round charmed so struck as to be, as she called it, crushed. " You ve such a wonderful lot to show." " Indeed, I have ! " said Stuart Straith. " That s where you beat us." " I think it may very well be," he went on, " where I beat almost everyone." BROKEN WINGS " And is much of it new ? " He looked about with her. " Some of it is pretty old. But my things have a way, I admit, of growing old extraordinarily fast. They seem to me in fact, nowadays, quite born old/ She had the manner, after a little, of coming back to something. " You are unhappy. You re not beyond it. You re just nicely, just fairly and squarely, in the middle of it." " Well," said Straith, " if it surrounds me like a desert, so that I m lost in it, that comes to the same thing. But I want you to tell me about yourself." She had continued at first to move about, and had taken out a pocket-book, which she held up at him. " This time I shall insist on notes. You made my mind a blank about that play, which is the sort of thing we can t afford. If it hadn t been for my fat old lady and the next day s papers ! " She kept looking, going up to things, saying, " How wonderful! " and " Oh, your way! " and then stopping for a general impression, something in the whole charm. The place, high, hand some, neat, with two or three pale tapestries and sev eral rare old pieces of furniture, showed a perfection of order, an absence of loose objects, as if it had been swept and squared for the occasion and made almost too immaculate. It was polished and cold rather cold for the season and the weather; and Stuart Straith himself, buttoned and brushed, as fine and as clean as his room, might at her arrival have reminded her of the master of a neat, bare ship on his deck awaiting a cargo. " May I see everything ? May I use every thing?" " Oh no ; you mayn t by any means use everything. You mayn t use half. Did I spoil your London Let ter ? " he continued after a moment. " No one can spoil them as I spoil them myself. I can t do them I don t know how, and don t want to. 15 THE BETTER SORT I do them wrong, and the people want such trash. Of course they ll sack me." She was in the centre, and he had the effect of going round her, restless and vague, in large, slow circles. " Have you done them long? " " Two or three months this lot. But I ve done others, and I know what happens. Oh, my dear, I ve done strange things ! " "And is it a good job?" She hesitated, then puffed, prettily enough, an indif ferent sigh. " Three and ninepence. Is that good ? " He had stopped before her, looking at her up and down. " What do you get? " she went on, " for what you do for a play ? " " A little more, it would seem, than you. Four and sixpence. But I ve only done, as yet, that one. Noth ing else has offered." " I see. But something will, eh ? " Poor Straith took a turn again. " Did you like them for colour ? " But again he pulled up. " Oh, I for got ; we didn t notice them ! " For a moment they could laugh about it. "I noticed them, I assure you, in the Banner. The costumes in the second act are of the most marvellous beauty. That s what I said." " Oh, that will fetch the managers ! " But before her again he seemed to take her in from head to foot. " You speak of using things. If you d only use yourself for my enlightenment. Tell me all." " You look at me," said Mrs. Harvey, " as with the wonder of who designs my costumes. How I dress on it, how I do even what I still do on it, is that what you want to know ? " " What has happened to you ? " Straith asked. " How do I keep it up ? " she continued, as if she had not heard him. " But I don t keep it up. You do," she declared, as she again looked round her. 16 BROKEN WINGS Once more it set him off, but for a pause once more almost as quick. " How long have you been ? " " Been what ? " she asked as he faltered. " Unhappy." She smiled at him from a depth of indulgence. " As long as you ve been ignorant that what I ve been wanting is your pity. Ah, to have to know, as I be lieved I did, that you supposed it would wound me, and not to have been able to make you see that it was the one thing left to me that would help me! Give me your pity now. It s all I want. I don t care for any thing else. But give me that." He had, as it happened at the moment, to do a smaller and a usual thing before he could do one so great and so strange. The youth whom he kept for service ar rived with a tea-tray, in arranging a place for which, with the sequel of serving Mrs. Harvey, seating her and seeing the youth again out of the room, some min utes passed. " What pity could I dream of for you," he demanded as he at last dropped near her, " when I was myself so miserably sore?" " Sore? " she wondered. " But you were happy then." "Happy not to have struck you as good enough? For I didn t, you know," he insisted. " You had your success, which was so immense. You had your high value, your future, your big possibilities; and I per fectly understood that, given those things, and given also my very much smaller situation, you should wish to keep yourself." " Oh, oh ! " She gasped as if hurt. " I understand it; but how could it really make me happy ? " he asked. She turned at him as with her hand on the old scar she could now carry. " You mean that all these years you ve really not known ? " " But not known what ? " 17 THE BETTER SORT His voice was so blank that at the sound of it, and at something that looked out from him, she only found another " Oh, oh ! " which became the next instant a burst of tears. SHE had appeared at first unwilling to receive him at home; but he understood it after she had left him, turning over more and more everything their meeting had shaken to the surface, and piecing together mem ories that at last, however darkly, made a sense. He was to call on her, it was finally agreed, but not till the end of the week, when she should have finished " mov ing " she had but just changed quarters ; and mean while, as he came and went, mainly in the cold chamber of his own past endeavour, which looked even to him self as studios look when artists are dead and the public, in the arranged place, are admitted to stare, he had plenty to think about. What had come out he could see it now was that each, ten years before, had miserably misunderstood and then had turned for re lief from pain to a perversity of pride. But it was himself above all that he now sharply judged, since women, he felt, have to get on as they can, and for the mistake of this woman there were reasons he had, with a sore heart, to acknowledge. She had really found in the pomp of his early success, at the time they used to meet, and to care to, exactly the ground for her sense of failure with him that he had found in the vision of her gross popularity for his conviction that she judged him as comparatively small. Each had blun dered, as sensitive souls of the " artistic temperament " blunder, into a conception not only of the other s atti tude, but of the other s material situation at the mo ment, that had thrown them back on stupid secrecy, where their estrangement had grown like an evil plant 18 BROKEN WINGS in the shade. He had positively believed her to have gone on all the while making the five thousand a year that the first eight or ten of her so supremely happy novels had brought her in, just as she, on her side, had read into the felicity of his first new hits, his pictures " of the year " at three or four Academies, the absurd- est theory of the sort of career that, thanks to big dealers and intelligent buyers, his gains would have built up for him. It looked vulgar enough now, but it had been grave enough then. His long, detached de lusion about her " prices," at any rate, appeared to have been more than matched by the strange stories occasion ally floated to her and all to make her but draw more closely in on the subject of his own. It was with each equally that everything had changed everything but the stiff consciousness in either of the need to conceal changes from the other. If she had cherished for long years the soreness of her not being " good " enough, so this was what had counted most in her sustained effort to appear at least as good as he. London, meanwhile, was big; London was blind and benighted; and nothing had ever occurred to under mine for him the fiction of her prosperity. Before his eyes there, while she sat with him, she had pulled off one by one those vain coverings of her state that she confessed she had hitherto done her best and so al ways with an eye on himself deceptively to draw about it. He had felt frozen, as he listened, at such likenesses to things he knew. He recognised as she talked, and he groaned as he understood. He under stood oh, at last, whatever he had not done before! And yet he could well have smiled, out of their common abyss, at such odd identities and recurrences. Truly the arts were sisters, as was so often said; for what apparently could be more like the experience of one than the experience of another ? And she spared him things with it all. He felt that too, just as, even while show- 19 THE BETTER SORT ing her how he followed, he had bethought himself of closing his lips for the hour, none too soon, on his own stale story. There had been a beautiful intelligence, for that matter, in her having asked him nothing more. She had overflowed because shaken by not finding him happy, and her surrender had somehow offered itself to him as her way the first that sprang up of con sidering his trouble. She had left him, at all events, in full possession of all the phases through which in " literary circles " acclaimed states may pass on their regular march to eclipse and extinction. One had but one s hour, and if one had it soon it was really al most a case of choice one didn t have it late. It might, moreover, never even remotely have approached, at its best, things ridiculously rumoured. Straith felt, on the whole, how little he had known of literary circles or of any mystery but his own, indeed ; on which, up to actual impending collapse, he had mounted such anxious guard. It was when he went on the Friday to see her that he took in the latest of the phases in question, which might very well be almost the final one; there was at least that comfort in it. She had just settled in a small flat, where he recognised in the steady disposal, for the best, of various objects she had not yet parted with, her reason for having made him wait. Here they had to gether these two worn and baffled workers a won derful hour of gladness in their lost battle and of freshness in their lost youth ; for it was not till Stuart Straith had also raised the heavy mask and laid it be side her own on the table, that they began really to feel themselves recover something of that possibility of each other they had so wearily wasted. Only she couldn t get over it that he was like herself, and that what she had shrunken to in her three or four sim plified rooms had its perfect image in the hollow show of his ordered studio and his accumulated work. He 20 BROKEN WINGS told her everything now, kept as little back as she had kept at their previous meeting, while she repeated over and over, " You wonderful you ? " as if the knowl edge made a deeper darkness of fate, as if the pain of his having come down at all almost quenched the joy of his having come so much nearer. When she learned that he had not for three years sold a picture " You, beautiful you ? " it seemed a new cold breath out of the dusk of her own outlook. Disappointment and despair were in such relations contagious, and there was clearly as much less again left to her as the little that was left to him. He showed her, laughing at the long queerness of it, how awfully little, as they called it, this was. He let it all come, but with more mirth than misery, and with a final abandonment of pride that was like changing at the end of a dreadful day from tight boots to slippers. There were moments when they might have resembled a couple united by some misdeed and meeting to decide on some desperate course; they gave themselves so to the great irony the vision of the comic in contrasts that precedes sur renders and extinctions. They went over the whole thing, remounted the dwindling stream, reconstructed, explained, under stood recognised, in short, the particular example they gave, and how, without mutual suspicion, they had been giving it side by side. " We re simply the case," Straith familiarly put it, " of having been had enough of. No case is perhaps more common, save that, for you and for me, each in our line, it did look in the good time didn t it? as if nobody could have enough." With which they counted backward, gruesome as it was, the symptoms of satiety up to the first dawn, and lived again together the unforgettable hours distant now out of which it had begun to glimmer that the truth had to be faced and the right names given to the wrong facts. They laughed at their original explana- 21 THE BETTER SORT tions and the minor scale, even, of their early fears; compared notes on the fallibility of remedies and hopes, and, more and more united in the identity of their lesson, made out perfectly that, though there ap peared to be many kinds of success, there was only one kind of failure. And yet what had been hardest had not been to have to shrink, but the long game of bluff, as Straith called it to have to keep up. It fairly swept them away at present, however, the huge ness .of the relief of no longer keeping up as against each other. This gave them all the measure of the motive their courage, on either side, in silence and gloom, had forced into its service. " Only what shall we do now for a motive? " Straith went on. She thought. " A motive for courage? " < Yes to keep up." " And go again, for instance, do you mean, to Mund- ham? We shall, thank heaven, never go again to Mundham. The Mundhams are over." " Nous n irons plus au bois ; Les lauriers sont coup6s," sang Straith. " It does cost." " As everything costs that one does for the rich. It s not our poor relations who make us pay." " No ; one must have means to acknowledge the others. We can t afford the opulent. But it isn t only the money they take." " It s the imagination," said Mrs. Harvey. " As they have none themselves " "It s an article we have to supply ? We have cer tainly to use a lot to protect ourselves," Straith agreed. " And the strange thing is that they like us." She thought again. " That s what makes it easy to cut them. They forgive." 22 BROKEN WINGS " Yes," her companion laughed ; " once they really don t know you enough ! " " They treat you as old friends. But what do we want now of courage ? " she went on. He wondered. " Yes, after all, what? " " To keep up, I mean. Why should we keep up ? " It seemed to strike him. " I see. After all, why ? The courage not to keep up " "We have that, at least," she declared, "haven t we ? " Standing there at her little high-perched win dow, which overhung grey housetops, they let the con sideration of this pass between them in a deep look, as well as in a hush of which the intensity had some thing commensurate. "If we re beaten!" she then continued. " Let us at least be beaten together ! " He took her in his arms; she let herself go, and he held her long and close for the compact. But when they had re covered themselves enough to handle their agreement more responsibly, the words in which they confirmed it broke in sweetness as well as sadness from both to gether : " And now to work ! " THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN MRS. MUNDEN had not yet been to my studio on so good a pretext as when she first put it to me that it would be quite open to me should I only care, as she called it, to throw the handkerchief to paint her beautiful sister-in-law. I needn t go here, more than is essential, into the question of Mrs. Mun- den, who would really, by-the-way, be a story in her self. She has a manner of her own of putting things, and some of those she has put to me ! Her im plication was that Lady Beldonald had not only seen and admired certain examples of my work, but had literally been prepossessed in favour of the painter s " personality." Had I been struck with this sketch I might easily have imagined that Lady Beldonald was throwing me the handkerchief. " She hasn t done," my visitor said, " what she ought." " Do you mean she has done what she oughtn t? " " Nothing horrid oh dear, no." And something in Mrs. Munden s tone, with the way she appeared to muse a moment, even suggested to me that what she " oughtn t " was perhaps what Lady Beldonald had too much neglected. " She hasn t got on." " What s the matter with her? " " Well, to begin with, she s American." But I thought that was the way of ways to get on." 24 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN " It s one of them. But it s one of the ways of being awfully out of it too. There are so many ! " " So many Americans? " I asked. :< Yes, plenty of them Mrs. Munden sighed. " So many ways, I mean, of being one." " But if your sister-in-law s way is to be beauti ful ?" " Oh, there are different ways of that too." " And she hasn t taken the right way ? " " Well," my friend returned, as if it were rather dif ficult to express, " she hasn t done with it " " I see," I laughed; " what she oughtn t! " Mrs. Munden in a manner corrected me, but it was difficult to express. " My brother, at all events, was certainly selfish. Till he died she was almost never in London; they wintered, year after year, for what he supposed to be his health which it didn t help, since he was so much too soon to meet his end in the south of France and in the dullest holes he could pick out, and when they came back to England he always kept her in the country. I must say for her that she always behaved beautifully. Since his death she has been more in London, but on a stupidly unsuccessful footing. I don t think she quite understands. She hasn t what / should call a life. It may be, of course, that she doesn t want one. That s just what I can t exactly find out. I can t make out how much she knows." " I can easily make out," I returned with hilarity, " how much you do ! " " Well, you re very horrid. Perhaps she s too old." Too old for what? " I persisted. " For anything. Of course she s no longer even a little young; only preserved oh, but preserved, like bottled fruit, in syrup ! I want to help her, if only be cause she gets on my nerves, and I really think the way of it would be just the right thing of yours at the Academy and on the line." 25 THE BETTER SORT " But suppose," I threw out, " she should give on my nerves ? " " Oh, she will. But isn t that all in the day s work, and don t great beauties always ? " " You don t," I interrupted ; but I at any rate saw Lady Beldonald later on the day came when her kins woman brought her, and then I understood that her life had its centre in her own idea of her appearance. Nothing else about her mattered one knew her all when one knew that. She is indeed in one particular, I think, sole of her kind a person whom vanity has had the odd effect of keeping positively safe and sound. This passion is supposed surely, for the most part, to be a principle of perversion and injury, leading astray those who listen to it and landing them, sooner or later, in this or that complication ; but it has landed her lady ship nowhere whatever it has kept her from the first moment of full consciousness, one feels, exactly in the same place. It has protected her from every danger, has made her absolutely proper and prim. If she is " preserved," as Mrs. Munden originally described her to me, it is her vanity that has beautifully done it putting her years ago in a plate-glass case and closing up the receptacle against every breath of air. How shouldn t she be preserved, when you might smash your knuckles on this transparency before you could crack it? And she is oh, amazingly! Preservation is scarce the word for the rare condition of her sur face. She looks naturally new, as if she took out every night her large, lovely, varnished eyes and put them in water. The thing was to paint her, I perceived, in the glass case a most tempting, attaching feat; ren der to the full the shining, interposing plate and the general show-window effect. It was agreed, though it was not quite arranged, that she should sit to me. If it was not quite arranged, this was because, as I was made to understand from an early 26 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN stage, the conditions for our start must be such as should exclude all elements of disturbance, such, in a word, as she herself should judge absolutely favour able. And it seemed that these conditions were easily imperilled. Suddenly, for instance, at a moment when I was expecting her to meet an appointment the first that I had proposed, I received a hurried visit from Mrs. Munden, who came on her behalf to let me know that the season happened just not to be propitious and that our friend couldn t be quite sure, to the hour, when it would again become so. Nothing, she felt, would make it so but a total absence of worry. " Oh, a total absence, " I said, " is a large order! We live in a worrying world." " Yes ; and she feels exactly that more than you d think. It s in fact just why she mustn t have, as she has now, a particular distress on at the very moment. She wants to look, of course, her best, and such things tell on her appearance." I shook my head. " Nothing tells on her appearance. Nothing reaches it in any way; nothing gets at it. However, I can understand her anxiety. But what s her particular distress ? " " Why, the illness of Miss Dadd." " And who in the world s Miss Dadd? " " Her most intimate friend and constant companion the lady who was with us here that first day." " Oh, the little round, black woman who gurgled with admiration? " " None other. But she was taken ill last week, and it may very well be that she ll gurgle no more. She was very bad yesterday and is no better to-day, and Nina is much upset. If anything happens to Miss Dadd she ll have to get another, and, though she has had two or three before, that won t be so easy." "Two or three Miss Dadds? Is it possible? And still wanting another ! " I recalled the poor lady com- 27 THE BETTER SORT pletely now. " No ; I shouldn t indeed think it would be easy to get another. But why is a succession of them necessary to Lady Beldonald s existence ? " " Can t you guess ? " Mrs. Munden looked deep, yet impatient. " They help." "Help what? Help whom?" " Why, every one. You and me for instance. To do what? Why, to think Nina beautiful. She has them for that purpose; they serve as foils, as accents serve on syllables, as terms of comparison. They make her * stand out. It s an effect of contrast that must be familiar to you artists; it s what a woman does when she puts a band of black velvet under a pearl orna ment that may require, as she thinks, a little showing off." I wondered. " Do you mean she always has them black?" " Dear no ; I ve seen them blue, green, yellow. They may be what they like, so long as they re always one other thing." "Hideous?" Mrs. Munden hesitated. " Hideous is too much to say; she doesn t really require them as bad as that. But consistently, cheerfully, loyally plain. It s really a most happy relation. She loves them for it." " And for what do they love her? " " Why, just for the amiability that they produce in her. Then, also, for their home. It s a career for them." " I see. But if that s the case," I asked, " why are they so difficult to find? " " Oh, they must be safe ; it s all in that : her being able to depend on them to keep to the terms of the bargain and never have moments of rising as even the ugliest woman will now and then (say when she s in love) superior to themselves." I turned it over. " Then if they can t inspire 28 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN passions the poor things mayn t even at least feel them?" " She distinctly deprecates it. That s why such a man as you may be, after all, a complication." I continued to muse. " You re very sure Miss Dadd s ailment isn t an affection that, being smothered, has struck in?" My joke, however, was not well timed, for I afterwards learned that the unfortunate lady s state had been, even while I spoke, such as to forbid all hope. The worst symptoms had appeared ; she was not destined to recover ; and a week later I heard from Mrs. Munden that she would in fact " gurgle " no more. II ALL this, for Lady Beldonald, had been an agitation so great that access to her apartment was denied for a time even to her sister-in-law. It was much more out of the question, of course, that she should unveil her face to a person of my special business with it ; so that the question of the portrait was, by common consent, postponed to that of the installation of a successor to her late companion. Such a successor, I gathered from Mrs. Munden, widowed, childless, and lonely, as well as inapt for the minor offices, she had absolutely to have ; a more or less humble alter ego to deal with the servants, keep the accounts, make the tea and arrange the light. Nothing seemed more natural than that she should marry again, and obviously that might come; yet the predecessors of Miss Dadd had been contemporaneous with a first husband, and others formed in her image might be contemporaneous with a second. I was much occupied in those months, at any rate, so that these questions and their ramifications lost themselves for a while to my view, and I was only brought back to them by Mrs. Munden s coming to 29 THE BETTER SORT me one day with the news that we were all right again her sister-in-law was once more " suited." A cer tain Mrs. Brash, an American relative whom she had not seen for years, but with whom she had continued to communicate, was to come out to her immediately; and this person, it appeared, could be quite trusted to meet the conditions. She was ugly ugly enough, without abuse of it, and she was unlimitedly good. The position offered her by Lady Beldonald was, more over, exactly what she needed; widowed also, after many troubles and reverses, with her fortune of the smallest and her various children either buried or placed about, she had never had time or means to come to England, and would really be grateful in her declining years for the new experience and the pleasant light work involved in her cousin s hospitality. They had been much together early in life, and Lady Beldonald was immensely fond of her would have in fact tried to get hold of her before had not Mrs. Brash been al ways in bondage to family duties, to the variety of her tribulations. I dare say I laughed at my friend s use of the term " position " the position, one might call it, of a candlestick or a sign-post, and I dare say I must have asked if the special service the poor lady was to render had been made clear to her. Mrs. Munden left me, at all events, with the rather droll image of her faring forth, across the sea, quite consciously and re signedly to perform it. The point of the communication had, however, been that my sitter was again looking up and would doubt less, on the arrival and due initiation of Mrs. Brash, be in form really to wait on me. The situation must, further, to my knowledge, have developed happily, for I arranged with Mrs. Munden that our friend, now all ready to begin, but wanting first just to see the things I had most recently done, should come once more, as a final preliminary, to my studio. A good foreign 30 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN friend of mine, a French painter, Paul Outreau, was at the moment in London, and I had proposed, as he was much interested in types, to get together for his amusement a small afternoon party. Everyone came, my big room was full, there was music and a modest spread; and I have not forgotten the light of admira tion in Outreau s expressive face as, at the end of half an hour, he came up to me in his enthusiasm. " Bonte divine, tnon cher que cette vieille est done belle! " I had tried to collect all the beauty I could, and also all the youth, so that for a moment I was at a loss. I had talked to many people and provided for the music, and there were figures in the crowd that were still lost to me. " What old woman do you mean ? " " I don t know her name she was over by the door a moment ago. I asked somebody and was told, I think, that she s American." I looked about and saw one of my guests attach a pair of fine eyes to Outreau very much as if she knew he must be talking of her. " Oh, Lady Beldonald ! Yes, she s handsome; but the great point about her is that she has been put up to keep, and that she wouldn t be flattered if she knew you spoke of her as old. A box of sardines is only old after it has been opened. Lady Beldonald never has yet been but I m going to do it." I joked, but I was somehow disappointed. It was a type that, with his unerring sense for the banal, I shouldn t have expected Outreau to pick out. "You re going to paint her? But, my dear man, she is painted and as neither you nor I can do it. Ou est-elle done? " He had lost her, and I saw I had made a mistake. " She s the greatest of all the great Holbeins." I was relieved. " Ah, then, not Lady Beldonald ! But do I possess a Holbein, of any price, unawares ? " " There she is there she is ! Dear, dear, dear, what THE BETTER SORT a head ! " And I saw whom he meant and what : a small old lady in a black dress and a black bonnet, both relieved with a little white, who had evidently just changed her place to reach a corner from which more of the room and of the scene was presented to her. She appeared unnoticed and unknown, and I imme diately recognised that some other guest must have brought her and, for want of opportunity, had as yet to call my attention to her. But two things, simulta neously with this and with each other, struck me with force; one of them the truth of Outreau s description of her, the other the fact that the person bringing her could only have been Lady Beldonald. She was a Holbein of the first water; yet she was also Mrs. Brash, the imported " foil," the indispensable " accent," the successor to the dreary Miss Dadd! By the time I had put these things together Outreau s " Ameri can " having helped me I was in just such full pos session of her face as I had found myself, on the other first occasion, of that of her patroness. Only with so different a consequence. I couldn t look at her enough, and I stared and stared till I became aware she might have fancied me challenging her as a person unpre- sented. " All the same," Outreau went on, equally held, " c est une tete a faire. If I were only staying long enough for a crack at her ! But I tell you what " and he seized my arm " bring her over ! " "Over?" " To Paris. She d have a succes fou" " Ah, thanks, my dear fellow," I was now quite in a position to say; " she s the handsomest thing in Lon don, and " for what I might do with her was already before me with intensity " I propose to keep her to myself." It was before me with intensity, in the light of Mrs. Brash s distant perfection of a little white old face, in which every wrinkle was the touch of a master ; but something else, I suddenly felt, was not less so, 32 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN for Lady Beldonald, in the other quarter, and though she couldn t have made out the subject of our notice, continued to fix us, and her eyes had the challenge of those of the woman of consequence who has missed something. A moment later I was close to her, apolo gising first for not having been more on the spot at her arrival, but saying in the next breath uncontrolla bly, " Why, my dear lady, it s a Holbein ! " "A Holbein? What?" " Why, the wonderful sharp old face so extraor dinarily, consummately drawn in the frame of black velvet. That of Mrs. Brash, I mean isn t it her name? your companion." This was the beginning of a most odd matter the essence of my anecdote ; and I think the very first note of the oddity must have sounded for me in the tone in which her ladyship spoke after giving me a silent look. It seemed to come to me out of a distance im measurably removed from Holbein. " Mrs. Brash is not my * companion in the sense you appear to mean. She s my rather near relation and a very dear old friend. I love her and you must know her." " Know her ? Rather ! Why, to see her is to want, on the spot, is to * go for her. She also must sit for me." "She? Louisa Brash?" If Lady Beldonald had the theory that her beauty directly showed it when things were not well with her, this impression, which the fixed sweetness of her serenity had hitherto struck me by no means as justifying, gave me now my first glimpse of its grounds. It was as if I had never before seen her face invaded by anything I should have called an expression. This expression, moreover, was of the faintest was like the effect produced on a surface by an agitation both deep within and as yet much con fused. "Have you told her so?" she then quickly asked, as if to soften the sound of her surprise. 33 THE BETTER SORT " Dear no, I ve but just noticed her Outreau a mo ment ago put me on her. But we re both so taken, and he also wants " "To paint her?" Lady Beldonald uncontrollably murmured. " Don t be afraid we shall fight for her," I returned with a laugh for this tone. Mrs. Brash was still where I could see her without appearing to stare, and she mightn t have seen I was looking at her, though her protectress, I am afraid, could scarce have failed of this perception. " We must each take our turn, and at any rate she s a wonderful thing, so that, if you ll take her to Paris, Outreau promises her there " " There? " my companion gasped. " A career bigger still than among us, as he con siders that we haven t half their eye. He guarantees her a succes fou." She couldn t get over it. " Louisa Brash. In Paris?" "They do see," I exclaimed, "more than we; and they live extraordinarily, don t you know? in that. But she ll do something here too." "And what will she do?" If, frankly, now, I couldn t help giving Mrs. Brash a longer look, so after it I could as little resist sound ing my interlocutress. " You ll see. Only give her time."" She said nothing during the moment in which she met my eyes ; but then : " Time, it seems to me, is ex actly what you and your friend want. If you haven t talked with her " " We haven t seen her ? Oh, we see bang off with a click like a steel spring. It s our trade ; it s our life ; and we should be donkeys if we made mistakes. That s the way I saw you yourself, my lady, if I may say so; that s the way, with a long pin straight through your body, I ve got you. And just so I ve got her." 34 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN All this, for reasons, had brought my guest to tier feet ; but her eyes, while we talked, had never once fol lowed the direction of mine. " You call her a Hol bein?" " Outreau did, and I of course immediately recog nised it. Don t you? She brings the old boy to life! It s just as I should call you a Titian. You bring him to life." She couldn t be said to relax, because she couldn t be said to have hardened; but something at any rate on this took place in her something indeed quite disconnected from what I would have called her. " Don t you understand that she has always been sup posed ? " It had the ring of impatience ; never theless, on a scruple, it stopped short. I knew what it was, however, well enough to say it for her if she preferred. " To be nothing whatever to look at? To be unfortunately plain or even if you like repulsively ugly? Oh yes, I understand it per fectly, just as I understand I have to as a part of my trade many other forms of stupidity. It s nothing new to one that ninety-nine people out of a hundred have no eyes, no sense, no taste. There are whole com munities impenetrably sealed. I don t say your friend is a person to make the men turn round in Regent Street. But it adds to the joy of the few who do see that they have it so much to themselves. Where in the world can she have lived? You must tell me all about that or rather, if she ll be so good, she must." " You mean then to speak to her ? " I wondered as she pulled up again. " Of her beauty?" " Her beauty ! " cried Lady Beldonald so loud that two or three persons looked round. " Ah, with every precaution of respect ! " I declared in a much lower tone. But her back was by this time 35 THE BETTER SORT turned to me, and in the movement, as it were, one of the strangest little dramas I have ever known was well launched. Ill IT was a drama of small, smothered intensely private things, and I knew of but one other person in the secret ; yet that person and I found it exquisitely susceptible of notation, followed it with an interest the mutual communication of which did much for our enjoyment, and were present with emotion at its touching catas trophe. The small case for so small a case had made a great stride even before my little party sep arated, and in fact within the next ten minutes. In that space of time two things had happened ; one of which was that I made the acquaintance of Mrs. Brash, and the other that Mrs. Munden reached me, cleaving the crowd, with one of her usual pieces of news. What she had to impart was that, on her hav ing just before asked Nina if the conditions of our sitting had been arranged with me, Nina had replied, with something like perversity, that she didn t propose to arrange them, that the whole affair was " off " again, and that she preferred not to be, for the present, further pressed. The question for Mrs. Munden was naturally what had happened and whether I under stood. Oh, I understood perfectly, and what I at first most understood was that even when I had brought in the name of Mrs. Brash intelligence was not yet in Mrs. Munden. She was quite as surprised as Lady Beldonald had been on hearing of the esteem in which I held Mrs. Brash s appearance. She was stupefied at learning that I had just in my ardour proposed to the possessor of it to sit to me. Only she came round promptly which Lady Beldonald really never did. Mrs. Munden was in fact wonderful ; for when I had 36 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN given her quickly " Why, she s a Holbein, you know," she took it up, after a first fine vacancy, with an imme diate abysmal " Oh, is she ? " that, as a piece of social gymnastics, did her the greatest honour ; and she was in fact the first in London to spread the tidings. For a face-about it was magnificent. But she was also the first, I must add, to see what would really happen though this she put before me only a week or two later. " It will kill her, my dear that s what it will do ! " She meant neither more nor less than that it would kill Lady Beldonald if I were to paint Mrs. Brash; for at this lurid light had we arrived in so short a space of time. It was for me to decide whether my aesthetic need of giving life to my idea was such as to justify me in destroying it in a woman after all, in most eyes, so beautiful. The situation was, after all, sufficiently queer; for it remained to be seen what I should positively gain by giving up Mrs. Brash. I appeared to have in any case lost Lady Beldonald, now too " upset " it was always Mrs. Munden s word about her and, as I inferred, her own about herself to meet me again on our previous footing. The only thing, I of course soon saw, was to temporise to drop the whole question for the present and yet so far as possible keep each of the pair in view. I may as well say at once that this plan and this process gave their principal interest to the next several months. Mrs. Brash had turned up, if I remember, early in the new year, and her little wonderful career was in our par ticular circle one of the features of the following sea son. It was at all events for myself the most attach ing ; it is not my fault if I am so put together as often to find more life in situations obscure and subject to interpretation than in the gross rattle of the fore ground. And there were all sorts of things, things touching, amusing, mystifying and above all such an instance as I had never yet met in this funny little 37 THE BETTER SORT fortune of the useful American cousin. Mrs. Munden was promptly at one with me as to the rarity and, to a near and human view, the beauty and interest of the position. We had neither of us ever before seen that degree, and that special sort of personal success come to a woman for the first time so late in life. I found it an example of poetic, of absolutely retributive, jus tice; so that my desire grew great to work it, as we say, on those lines. I had seen it all from the original moment at my studio ; the poor lady had never known an hour s appreciation which, moreover, in perfect good faith, she had never missed. The very first thing I did after producing so unintentionally the resentful retreat of her protectress had been to go straight over to her and say almost without preliminaries that I should hold myself immeasurably obliged if she would give me a few sittings. What I thus came face to face with was, on the instant, her whole unenlightened past, and the full, if foreshortened, revelation of what among us all was now unfailingly in store for her. To turn the handle and start that tune came to me on the spot as a temptation. Here was a poor lady who had waited for the approach of old age to find out what she was worth. Here was a benighted being to whom it was to be disclosed in her fifty-seventh year (I was to make that out) that she had something that might pass for a face. She looked much more than her age, and was fairly frightened as if I had been trying on her some possibly heartless London trick when she had taken in my appeal. That showed me in what an air she had lived and as I should have been tempted to put it had I spoken out among what children of darkness. Later on I did them more justice; saw more that her wonderful points must have been points largely the fruit of time, and even that possibly she might never in all her life have looked so well as at this particular moment. It might have been that if her hour had 38 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN struck I just happened to be present at the striking. What had occurred, all the same, was at the worst a sufficient comedy. The famous " irony of fate " takes many forms, but I had never yet seen it take quite this one. She had been " had over " on an understanding, and she was not playing fair. She had broken the law of her ugli ness and had turned beautiful on the hands of her em ployer. More interesting even perhaps than a view of the conscious triumph that this might prepare for her, and of which, had I doubted of my own judgment, I could still take Outreau s fine start as the full guaran tee more interesting was the question of the process by which such a history could get itself enacted. The curious thing was that, all the while, the reasons of her having passed for plain the reasons for Lady Bel- donald s fond calculation, which they quite justified were written large in her face, so large that it was easy to understand them as the only ones she herself had ever read. What was it, then, that actually made the old stale sentence mean something so different? into what new combinations, what extraordinary language, unknown but understood at a glance, had time and life translated it ? The only thing to be said was that time and life were artists who beat us all, working with recipes and secrets that we could never find out. I really ought to have, like a lecturer or a showman, a chart or a blackboard to present properly the relation, in the wonderful old tender, battered, blanched face, between the original elements and the exquisite final " style." I could do it with chalks, but I can scarcely do it thus. However, the thing was, for any artist who respected himself, to feel it which I abundantly did; and then not to conceal from her that I felt it which I neglected as little. But she was really, to do her complete justice, the last to understand ; and I am not sure that, to the end for there was an end she 39 THE BETTER SORT quite made it all out or knew where she was. When you have been brought up for fifty years on black, it must be hard to adjust your organism, at a day s notice, to gold-colour. Her whole nature had been pitched in the key of her supposed plainness. She had known how to be ugly it was the only thing she had learnt save, if possible, how not to mind it. Being beautiful, at any rate, took a new set of muscles. It w r as on the prior theory, literally, that she had developed her ad mirable dress, instinctively felicitous, always either black or white, and a matter of rather severe squareness and studied line. She was magnificently neat; every thing she showed had a way of looking both old and fresh ; and there was on every occasion the same pict ure in her draped head draped in low-falling black and the fine white plaits (of a painter s white, some how) disposed on her chest. What had happened was that these arrangements, determined by certain consid erations, lent themselves in effect much better to cer tain others. Adopted as a kind of refuge, they had really only deepened her accent. It was singular, more over, that, so constituted, there was nothing in her aspect of the ascetic or the nun. She was a good, hard, sixteenth-century figure, not withered with innocence, bleached rather by life in the open. She was, in short, just what we had made of her, a Holbein for a great museum; and our position, Mrs. Munden s and mine, rapidly became that of persons having such a treasure to dispose of. The world I speak of course mainly of the art-world flocked to see it. IV " BUT has she any idea herself, poor thing? " was the way I had put it to Mrs. Munden on our next meet ing after the incident at my studio; with the effect, however, only of leaving my friend at first to take me 40 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN as alluding to Mrs. Brash s possible prevision of the chatter she might create. I had my own sense of that this prevision had been nil; the question was of her consciousness of the office for which Lady Bel- donald had counted on her and for which we were so promptly proceeding to spoil her altogether. " Oh, I think she arrived with a goodish notion," Mrs. Munden had replied when I had explained ; " for she s clever too, you know, as well as good-looking, and I don t see how, if she ever really knew Nina, she could have supposed for a moment that she was not wanted for whatever she might have left to give up. Hasn t she moreover always been made to feel that she s ugly enough for anything? " It was even at this point al ready wonderful how my friend had mastered the case, and what lights, alike for its past and its future, she was prepared to throw on it. " If she has seen herself as ugly enough for anything, she has seen herself and that was the only way as ugly enough for Nina ; and she has had her own manner of showing that she un derstands without making Nina commit herself to any thing vulgar. Women are never without ways for doing such things both for communicating and re ceiving knowledge that I can t explain to you, and that you wouldn t understand if I could, as you must be a woman even to do that. I dare say they ve ex pressed it all to each other simply in the language of kisses. But doesn t it, at any rate, make something rather beautiful of the relation between them as affected by our discovery ? " I had a laugh for her plural possessive. " The point is, of course, that if there was a conscious bargain, and our action on Mrs. Brash is to deprive her of the sense of keeping her side of it, various things may happen that won t be good either for her or for ourselves. She may conscientiously throw up the position/ " Yes," my companion mused " for she is conscien- THE BETTER SORT tious. Or Nina, without waiting for that, may cast her forth." I faced it all. " Then we should have to keep her." " As a regular model ? " Mrs. Munden was ready for anything. " Oh, that would be lovely ! " But I further worked it out. " The difficulty is that she s not a model, hang it that she s too good for one, that she s the very thing herself. When Outreau and I have each had our go, that will be all; there ll be nothing left for anyone else. Therefore it behoves us quite to understand that our attitude s a responsibility. If we can t do for her positively more than Nina does " " We must let her alone? " My companion contin ued to muse. " I see ! " " Yet don t," I returned, " see too much. We can do more." " Than Nina ? " She was again on the spot. " It wouldn t, after all, be difficult^ We only want the di rectly opposite thing and which is the only one the poor dear can give. Unless, indeed," she suggested, " we simply retract we back out." I turned it over. " It s too late for that. Whether Mrs. Brash s peace is gone, I can t say. But Nina s is." " Yes, and there s no way to bring it back that won t sacrifice her friend. We can t turn round and say Mrs. Brash is ugly, can we ? But fancy Nina s not having seen! " Mrs. Munden exclaimed. " She doesn t see now," I answered. " She can t, I m certain, make out what we mean. The woman, for her still, is just what she always was. But she has, nevertheless, had her stroke, and her blindness, while she wavers and gropes in the dark, only adds to her discomfort. Her blow was to see the attention of the world deviate." " All the same, I don t think, you know," my inter locutress said, " that Nina will have made her a scene, 42 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN or that, whatever we do, she ll ever make her one. That isn t the way it will happen, for she s exactly as conscientious as Mrs. Brash." " Then what is the way? " I asked. " It will just happen in silence." " And what will it, as you call it, be? " " Isn t that what we want really to see ? " " Well," I replied after a turn or two about, " wheth er we want it or not, it s exactly what we shall see; which is a reason the more for fancying, between the pair there in the quiet, exquisite house, and full of superiorities and suppressions as they both are the extraordinary situation. If I said just now that it s too late to do anything but accept, it s because I ve taken the full measure of what happened at my studio. It took but a few moments but she tasted of the tree." My companion wondered. " Nina ? " " Mrs. Brash." And to have to put it so ministered, while I took yet another turn, to a sort of agitation. Our attitude was a responsibility. But I had suggested something else to my friend, who appeared for a moment detached. " Should you say she ll hate her worse if she doesn t see? " " Lady Beldonald ? Doesn t see what we see, you mean, than if she does? Ah, I give that up!" I laughed. " But what I can tell you is why I hold that, as I said just now, we can do most. We can do this : we can give to a harmless and sensitive creature hither to practically disinherited and give with an unex pectedness that will immensely add to its price the pure joy of a deep draught of the very pride of life, of an acclaimed personal triumph in our superior, sophisticated world." Mrs. Munden had a glow of response for my sud den eloquence. " Oh, it will be beautiful! " 43 THE BETTER SORT WELL, that is what, on the whole, and in spite of everything, it really was. It has dropped into my memory a rich little gallery of pictures, a regular pan orama of those occasions that were the proof of the privilege that had made me for a moment in the words I have just recorded lyrical. I see Mrs. Brash on each of these occasions practically enthroned and surrounded and more or less mobbed ; see the hurrying and the nudging and the pressing and the staring ; see the people " making up " and introduced, and catch the word when they have had their turn ; hear it above all, the great one " Ah yes, the famous Holbein ! " passed about with that perfection of promptitude that makes the motions of the London mind so happy a mixture of those of the parrot and the sheep. Noth ing would be easier, of course, than to tell the whole little tale with an eye only for that silly side of it. Great was the silliness, but great also as to this case of poor Mrs. Brash, I will say for it, the good nature. Of course, furthermore, it took in particular " our set," with its positive child-terror of the banal, to be either so foolish or so wise; though indeed I ve never quite known where our set begins and ends, and have had to content myself on this score with the indication once given me by a lady next whom I was placed at dinner : " Oh, it s bounded on the north by Ibsen and on the south by Sargent ! " Mrs. Brash never sat to me ; she absolutely declined ; and when she declared that it was quite enough for her that I had with that fine precipi tation invited her, I quite took this as she meant it, for before we had gone very far our understanding, hers and mine, was complete. Her attitude was as happy as her success was prodigious. The sacrifice of the portrait was a sacrifice to the true inwardness of Lady 44 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN Beldonald, and did much, for the time, I divined, tow ard muffling their domestic tension. All that was thus in her power to say and I heard of a few cases of her having said it was that she was sure I would have painted her beautifully if she hadn t prevented me. She couldn t even tell the truth, which was that I cer tainly would have done so if Lady Beldonald hadn t; and she never could mention the subject at all before that personage. I can only describe the affair, natur ally, from the outside, and heaven forbid indeed that I should try too closely to reconstruct the possible strange intercourse of these good friends at home. My anecdote, however, would lose half such point as it may possess were I to omit all mention of the charming turn that her ladyship appeared gradually to have found herself able to give to her deportment. She had made it impossible I should myself bring up our old, our original question, but there was real dis tinction in her manner of now accepting certain other possibilities. Let me do her that justice ; her effort at magnanimity must have been immense. There couldn t fail, of course, to be ways in which poor Mrs. Brash paid for it. How much she had to pay we were, in fact, soon enough to see ; and it is my intimate convic tion that, as a climax, her life at last was the price. But while she lived, at least and it was with an in tensity, for those wondrous weeks, of which she had never dreamed Lady Beldonald herself faced the music. This is what I mean by the possibilities, by the sharp actualities indeed, that she accepted. She took our friend out, she showed her at home, never attempted to hide or to betray her, played her no trick whatever so long as the ordeal lasted. She drank deep, on her side too, of the cup the cup that for her own lips could only be bitterness. There was, I think, scarce a special success of her companion s at which she was not personally present. Mrs. Munden s theory of 45 THE BETTER SORT the silence in which all this would be muffled for them was, none the less, and in abundance, confirmed by our observations. The whole thing was to be the death of one or the other of them, but they never spoke of it at tea. I remember even that Nina went so far as to say to me once, looking me full in the eyes, quite sublimely, "I ve made out what you mean she is a picture." The beauty of this, moreover, was that, as I am persuaded, she hadn t really made it out at all the words were the mere hypocrisy of her reflective endeavour for virtue. She couldn t possibly have made it out ; her friend was as much as ever " dreadfully plain " to her ; she must have wondered to the last what on earth possessed us. Wouldn t it in fact have been, after all, just this failure of vision, this supreme stu pidity in short, that kept the catastrophe so long at bay? There was a certain sense of greatness for her in seeing so many of us so absurdly mistaken; and I recall that on various occasions, and in particular when she uttered the words just quoted, this high serenity, as a sign of the relief of her soreness, if not of the effort of her conscience, did something quite visible to my eyes, and also quite unprecedented, for the beauty of her face. She got a real lift from it such a mo mentary discernible sublimity that I recollect coming out on the spot with a queer, crude, amused " Do you know I believe I could paint you now? She was a fool not to have closed with me then and there ; for what has happened since has altered every thing what was to happen a little later was so much more than I could swallow. This was the disappear ance of the famous Holbein from one day to the other producing a consternation among us all as great as if the Venus of Milo had suddenly vanished from the Louvre. " She has simply shipped her straight back " the explanation was given in that form by Mrs. Munden, who added that any cord pulled tight enough 46 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN would end at last by snapping. At the snap, in any case, we mightily jumped, for the masterpiece we had for three or four months been living with had made us feel its presence as a luminous lesson and a daily need. We recognised more than ever that it had been, for high finish, the gem of our collection we found what a blank it left on the wall. Lady Beldonald might fill up the blank, but we couldn t. That she did soon fill it up and, heaven help us, how? was put before me after an interval of no great length, but during which I had not seen her. I dined on the Christmas of last year at Mrs. Munden s, and Nina, with a " scratch lot," as our hostess said, was there, and, the preliminary wait being longish, approached me very sweetly. " I ll come to you to-morrow if you like," she said; and the effect of it, after a first stare at her, was to make me look all round. I took in, in these two motions, two things; one of which was that, though now again so satisfied herself of her high state, she could give me nothing comparable to what I should have got had she taken me up at the moment of my meeting her on her distinguished concession; the other that she was " suited " afresh, and that Mrs. Brash s successor was fully installed. Mrs. Brash s successor was at the other side of the room, and I became conscious that Mrs. Munden was waiting to see my eyes seek her. I guessed the meaning of the wait; what was one, this time, to say? Oh, first and foremost, assuredly, that it was immensely droll, for this time, at least, there was no mistake. The lady I looked upon, and as to whom my friend, again quite at sea, appealed to me for a formula, was as little a Holbein, or a specimen of any other school, as she was, like Lady Beldonald herself, a Titian. The formula was easy to give, for the amusement was that her prettiness yes, literally, pro digiously, her prettiness was distinct. Lady Beldon ald had been magnificent had been almost intelligent. 47 THE BETTER SORT Miss What s-her-name continues pretty, continues even young, and doesn t matter a straw! She matters so ideally little that Lady Beldonald is practically safer, I judge, than she has ever been. There has not been a symptom of chatter about this person, and I believe her protectress is much surprised that we are not more struck. It was, at any rate, strictly impossible to me to make an appointment for the day as to which I have just re corded Nina s proposal; and the turn of events since then has not quickened my eagerness. Mrs. Munden remained in correspondence Xvith Mrs. Brash to the extent, that is, of three letters, each of which she showed me. They so told, to our imagination, her ter rible little story that we were quite prepared or thought we were for her going out like a snuffed candle. She resisted, on her return to her original conditions, less than a year; the taste of the tree, as I had called it, had been fatal to her; what she had contentedly enough lived without before for half a century she couldn t now live without for a day. I know nothing of her original conditions some minor American city save that for her to have gone back to them was clearly to have stepped out of her frame. We performed, Mrs. Munden and I, a small funeral service for her by talking it all over and making it all out. It wasn t the minor American city-^-a mar ket for Holbeins, and what had occurred was that the poor old picture, banished from its museum and re freshed by the rise of no new movement to hang it, was capable of the miracle of a silent revolution, of itself turning, in its dire dishonour, its face to the wall. So it stood, without the intervention of the ghost of a critic, till they happened to pull it round again and find it mere dead paint. Well, it had had, if that is anything, its season of fame, its name on a thousand tongues and printed in capitals in the catalogue. We 48 THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN had not been at fault. I haven t, all the same, the least note of her not a scratch. And I did her so in inten tion ! Mrs. Munden continues to remind me, however, that this is not the sort of rendering with which, on the other side, after all, Lady Beldonald proposes to con tent herself. She has come back to the question of her own portrait. Let me settle it then at last. Since she will have the real thing well, hang it, she shall ! THE TWO FACES THE servant, who, in spite of his sealed, stamped look, appeared to have his reasons, stood there for instruction, in a manner not quite usual, after an nouncing the name. Mrs. Grantham, however, took it up " Lord Gwyther? " with a quick surprise that for an instant justified him even to the small scintilla in the glance she gave her companion, which might have had exactly the sense of the butler s hesitation. This companion, a shortish, fairish, youngish man, clean-shaven and keen-eyed, had, with a promptitude that would have struck an observer which the butler indeed was sprang to his feet and moved to the chim ney-piece, though his hostess herself, meanwhile, man aged not otherwise to stir. " Well ? " she said, as for the visitor to advance ; which she immediately followed with a sharper " He s not there ? " " Shall I show him up, ma am ? " " But of course ! " The point of his doubt made her at last rise for impatience, and Bates, before leav ing the room, might still have caught the achieved irony of her appeal to the gentleman into whose com munion with her he had broken. " Why in the world not ? What a way ! " she exclaimed, as Sut- ton felt beside his cheek the passage of her eyes to the glass behind him. " He wasn t sure you d see anyone." " I don t see anyone, but I see individuals." 50 THE TWO FACES That s just it ; and sometimes you don t see them." " Do you mean ever because of you? " she asked as she touched into place a tendril of hair. " That s just his impertinence, as to which I shall speak to him." " Don t," said Shirley Sutton. " Never notice any thing." That s nice advice from you," she laughed, " who notice everything ! " " Ah, but I speak of nothing." She looked at him a moment. " You re still more impertinent than Bates. You ll please not budge," she went on. "Really? I must sit him out?" he continued as, after a minute, she had not again spoken only glanc ing about, while she changed her place, partly for an other look at the glass and partly to see if she could improve her seat. What she felt was rather more than, clever and charming though she was, she could hide. " If you re wondering how you seem, I can tell you. Awfully cool and easy." She gave him another stare. She was beautiful and conscious. " And if you re wondering how you seem " "Oh, I m not!" he laughed from before the fire; " I always perfectly know." " How you seem," she retorted, " is as if you didn t!" Once more for a little he watched her. " You re looking lovely for him extraordinarily lovely, within the marked limits of your range. But that s enough. Don t be clever." "Then who will be?" " There you are! " he sighed with amusement. " Do you know him ? " she asked as, through the door left open by Bates, they heard steps on the land ing. Sutton had to think an instant, and produced a THE BETTER SORT " No " just as Lord Gwyther was again announced, which gave an unexpectedness to the greeting offered him a moment later by this personage a young man, stout and smooth and fresh, but not at all shy, who, after the happiest rapid passage with Mrs. Grantham, put out a hand with a frank, pleasant " How d ye do ? " " Mr. Shirley Sutton," Mrs. Grantham explained. " Oh yes," said her second visitor, quite as if he knew ; which, as he couldn t have known, had for her first the interest of confirming a perception that his lordship would be no, not at all, in general, em- ,barrassed, only was now exceptionally and especially agitated. As it is, for that matter, with Button s total impression that we are particularly and almost exclu sively concerned, it may be further mentioned that he was not less clear as to the really handsome way in which the young man kept himself together and little by little though with all proper aid indeed finally found his feet. All sorts of things, for the twenty minutes, occurred to Sutton, though one of them was certainly not that it would, after all, be better he should go. One of them was that their hostess was doing it in perfection simply, easily, kindly, yet with some thing the least bit queer in her wonderful eyes; an other was that if he had been recognised without the least ground it was through a tension of nerves on the part of his fellow-guest that produced inconsequent motions; still another was that, even had departure been indicated, he would positively have felt dissuasion in the rare promise of the scene. This was in especial after Lord Gwyther not only had announced that he was now married, but had mentioned that he wished to bring his wife to Mrs. Grantham for the benefit so certain to be derived. It was the passage immediately produced by that speech that provoked in Sutton the intensity, as it were, of his arrest. He already knew of the marriage as well as Mrs. Grantham herself, and 52 THE TWO FACES as well also as he knew of some other things ; and this gave him, doubtless, the better measure of what took place before him and the keener consciousness of the quick look that, at a marked moment though it was not absolutely meant for him any more than for his companion Mrs. Grantham let him catch. She smiled, but it had a gravity. " I think, you know, you ought to have told me before." " Do you mean when I first got engaged? Well, it all took place so far away, and we really told, at home, so few people." Oh, there might have been reasons; but it had not been quite right. " You were married at Stuttgart ? That wasn t too far for my interest, at least, to reach." " Awfully kind of you and of course one knew you would be kind. But it wasn t at Stuttgart ; it was over there, but quite in the country. We should have man aged it in England but that her mother naturally wished to be present, yet was not in health to come. So it was really, you see, a sort of little hole-and-corner German affair." This didn t in the least check Mrs. Grantham s claim, but it started a slight anxiety. " Will she be a, then, German ? " Sutton knew her to know perfectly what Lady, Gwyther would " be," but he had by this time, while their friend explained, his independent interest. " Oh dear, no ! My father-in-law has never parted with the proud birthright of a Briton. But his wife, you see, holds an estate in Wurtemberg from her mother, Countess Kremnitz, on which, with the awful condi tion of his English property, you know, they ve found it for years a tremendous saving to live. So that though Valda was luckily born at home she has prac tically spent her life over there." " Oh, "I see." Then, after a slight pause, " Is Valda her pretty name? " Mrs. Grantham asked. 53 THE BETTER SORT " Well," said the young man, only wishing, in his candour, it was clear, to be drawn out " well, she has, in the manner of her mother s people, about thirteen; but that s the one we generally use." Mrs. Grantham hesitated but an instant. " Then may / generally use it? " " It would be too charming of you ; and nothing would give her as, I assure you, nothing would give me, greater pleasure." Lord Gwyther quite glowed with the thought. " Then I think that instead of coming alone you might have brought her to see me." " It s exactly what," he instantly replied, " I came to ask your leave to do." He explained that for the moment Lady Gwyther was not in town, having as soon as she arrived gone down to Torquay to put in a few days with one of her aunts, also her godmother, to whom she was an object of great interest. She had seen no one yet, and no one not that that mattered had seen her; she knew nothing whatever of Lon don and was awfully frightened at facing it and at what however little might be expected of her. " She wants some one," he said, " some one who knows the whole thing, don t you see ? and who s thoroughly kind and clever, as you would be, if I may say so, to take her by the hand." It was at this point and on these words that the eyes of Lord Gwyther s two audi tors inevitably and wonderfully met. But there was nothing in the way he kept it up to show that he caught the encounter. " She wants, if I may tell you so, for the great labyrinth, a real friend; and asking myself what I could do to make things ready for her, and who would be absolutely the best woman in Lon don " " You thought, naturally, of me? " Mrs. Grantham had listened with no sign but the faint flash just noted ; now, however, she gave him the full light of her ex- 54 THE TWO FACES pressive face which immediately brought Shirley Sut- ton, looking at his watch, once more to his feet. " She is the best woman in London ! " He addressed himself with a laugh to the other visitor, but offered his hand in farewell to their hostess. You re going?" " I must," he said without scruple. " Then we do meet at dinner ? " " I hope so." On which, to take leave, he returned with interest to Lord Gwyther the friendly clutch he had a short time before received. II THEY did meet at dinner, and if they were not, as it happened, side by side, they made that up afterwards in the happiest angle of a drawing-room that offered both shine and shadow and that was positively much appreciated, in the circle in which they moved, for the favourable " corners " created by its shrewd mistress. Her face, charged with something produced in it by Lord Gwyther s visit, had been with him so constantly for the previous hours that, when she instantly chal lenged him on his " treatment " of her in the after noon, he was on the point of naming it as his reason for not having remained with her. Something new had quickly come into her beauty; he couldn t as yet have said what, nor whether on the whole to its ad vantage or its loss. Till he could make up his mind about that, at any rate, he would say nothing ; so that, with sufficient presence of mind, he found a better ex cuse. If in short he had in defiance of her particular request left her alone with Lord Gwyther, it was sim ply because the situation had suddenly turned so ex citing that he had fairly feared the contagion of it the temptation of its making him, most improperly, put in his word. 55 THE BETTER SORT They could now talk of these things at their ease. Other couples, ensconced and scattered, enjoyed the same privilege, and Sutton had more and more the profit, such as it was, of feeling that his interest in Mrs. Grantham had become what was the luxury of so high a social code an acknowledged and protected relation. He knew his London well enough to know that he was on the way to be regarded as her main source of consolation for the trick that, several months before, Lord Gwyther had publicly played her. Many persons had not held that, by the high social code in question, his lordship could have " reserved the right " to turn up in that way, from one day to another, en gaged. For himself London took, with its short cuts and its cheap psychology, an immense deal for granted. To his own sense he was never could in the nature of things never be any man s " successor." Just what had constituted the predecessorship of other men was apparently that they had been able to make up their mind. He, worse luck, was at the mercy of her face, and more than ever at the mercy of it now, which meant, moreover, not that it made a slave of him, but that it made, disconcertingly, a sceptic. It was the ab solute perfection of the handsome; but things had a way of coming into it. " I felt," he said, " that you were there together at a point at which you had a right to the ease that the absence of a listener would give. I reflected that when you made me promise to stay you hadn t guessed " That he could possibly have come to me on such an extraordinary errand? No, of course, I hadn t guessed. Who would ? But didn t you see how little I was upset by it ? " Sutton demurred. Then with a smile, " I think he saw how little." " You yourself didn t, then? " He again held back, but not, after all, to answer. " He was wonderful, wasn t he? " 56 THE TWO FACES " I think he was," she replied after a moment. To which she added : " Why did he pretend that way he knew you ? " " He didn t pretend. He felt on the spot as if we were friends." Sutton had found this afterwards, and found truth in it. " It was an effusion of cheer and hope. He was so glad to see me there, and to find you happy." "Happy?" " Happy. Aren t you ? " " Because of you? " Well according to the impression he received as he came in." " That was sudden then," she asked, " and unex pected?" Her companion thought. " Prepared in some de gree, but confirmed by the sight of us, there together, so awfully jolly and sociable over your fire." Mrs. Grantham turned this round. " If he kne\* 7 I was happy then which, by the way, is none of his business, nor of yours either why in the world did he come? " " Well, for good manners, and for his idea," said Sutton. She took it in, appearing to have no hardness of rancour that could bar discussion. " Do you mean by his idea his proposal that I should grandmother his wife? And, if you do, is the proposal your reason for calling him wonderful ? " Sutton laughed. "Pray, what s yours?" As this was a question, however, that she took her time to answer or not to answer only appearing interested for a moment in a combination that had formed itself on the other side of the room he presently went on. " What s his? that would seem to be the point. His, I mean, for having decided on the extraordinary step of throwing his little wife, bound hands and feet, into 57. THE BETTER SORT your arms. Intelligent as you are, and with these three or four hours to have thought it over, I yet don t see how that can fail still to mystify you." She continued to watch their opposite neighbours. " Little, you call her. Is she so very small? " " Tiny, tiny she must be ; as different as possible in every way of necessity from you. They always are the opposite pole, you know," said Shirley Sutton. She glanced at him now. " You strike me as of an impudence ! " " No, no. I only like to make it out with you." She looked away again and, after a little, went on. " I m sure she s charming, and only hope one isn t to gather that he s already tired of her." " Not a bit ! He s tremendously in love, and he ll remain so." " So much the better. And if it s a question," said Mrs. Grantham, " of one s doing what one can for her, he has only, as I told him when you had gone, to give me the chance." " Good ! So he is to commit her to you ? " " You use extraordinary expressions, but it s settled that he brings her." "And you ll really and truly help her?" " Really and truly ? " said Mrs. Grantham, with her eyes again upon him. " Why not ? For what do you take me?" " Ah, isn t that just what I still have the discomfort, j every day I live, of asking myself ? " She had made, as she spoke, a movement to rise, which, as if she was tired of his tone, his last words J appeared to determine. But, also getting up, he held her, when they were on their feet, long enough to hear the rest of what he had to say. "If you do help her, you know, you ll show him that you ve understood." "Understood what?" " Why, his idea the deep, acute train of reasoning 58 THE TWO FACES that has led him to take, as one may say, the bull by the horns ; to reflect that as you might, as you probably would, in any case, get at her, he plays the wise game, as well as the bold one, by assuming your generosity and placing himself publicly under an obligation to you/ Mi;s. Grantham showed not only that she had list ened, but that she had for an instant considered. " What is it you elegantly describe as my getting at her?" " He takes his risk, but puts you, you see, on your honour." She thought a moment more. " What profundities indeed then over the simplest of matters ! And if your idea is," she went on, " that if I do help her I shall show him I ve understood them, so it will be that if I don t- " You ll show him " Sutton took her up " that you haven t? Precisely. But in spite of not wanting to appear to have understood too much "I may still be depended on to do what I can? Quite certainly. You ll see what I may still be depend ed on to do." And she moved away. Ill IT was not, doubtless, that there had been anything in their rather sharp separation at that moment to sustain or prolong the interruption ; yet it definitely befell that, circumstances aiding, they practically failed to meet again before the great party at Burbeck. This occasion wa& to gather in some thirty persons from a certain Friday to the following Monday, and it was on the Friday that Sutton went down. He had known in ad vance that Mrs. Grantham was to be there, and this perhaps, during the interval of hindrance, had helped him a little to be patient. He had before him the cer- 59 THE BETTER SORT titude of a real full cup two days brimming over with the sight of her. He found, however, on his arrival that she was not yet in the field, and presently learned that her place would be in a small contingent that was to join the party on the morrow. This knowledge he extracted from Miss Banker, who was always the first to present herself at any gathering that was to enjoy her, and whom, moreover partly on that very account the wary not less than the speculative w r ere apt to hold themselves well-advised to engage with at as early as possible a stage of the business. She was stout, red, rich, mature, universal a massive, much-fingered volume, alphabetical, wonderful, indexed, that opened of itself at the right place. She opened for Sutton instinctively at G , which happened to be remark ably convenient. " What she s really waiting over for is to bring down Lady Gwyther." " Ah, the Gwythers are coming? " " Yes ; caught, through Mrs. Grantham, just in time. She ll be the feature everyone wants to see her." Speculation and wariness met and combined at this moment in Shirley Sutton. " Do you mean a Mrs. Grantham ? " " Dear no ! Poor little Lady Gwyther, who, but just arrived in England, appears now literally for the first time in her life in any society whatever, and whom (don t you know the extraordinary story? you ought to you!) she, of all people, has so wonderfully taken up. It will be quite here as if she were i present ing her." Sutton, of course, took in more things than even appeared. " I never know what I ought to know ; I only know, inveterately, what I oughtn t. So what is the extraordinary story ? " " You really haven t heard ? " " Really," he replied without winking. " It happened, indeed, but the other day," said Miss 60 THE TWO FACES Banker, " yet everyone is already wondering. Gwyther has thrown his wife on her mercy but I won t believe you if yu pretend to me you don t know why he shouldn t." Sutton asked himself then what he could pretend. " Do you mean because she s merciless ? " She hesitated. " If you don t know, perhaps I oughtn t to tell you." He liked Miss Banker, and found just the right tone to plead. " Do tell me." " Well," she sighed, " it will be your own fault ! They had been such friends that there could have been but one name for the crudity of his /original precede. When I was a girl we used to call it throwing over. They call it in French to lacker. But I refer not so much to the act itself as to the manner of it, though you may say indeed, of course, that there is in such cases, after all, only one manner. Least said, soonest mended." Sutton seemed to wonder. " Oh, he said too much ? " " He said nothing. That was it." Sutton kept it up. " But was what? " Why, what she must, like any woman in her shoes, have felt to be his perfidy. He simply went and did it took to himself this child, that is, without the pre liminary of a scandal or a rupture before she could turn round." " I follow you. But it would appear from what you say that she has turned round now." " Well," Miss Banker laughed, " we shall see for ourselves how far. It will be what everyone will try to see." " Oh, then we ve work cut out ! " And Sutton cer tainly felt that he himself had an impression that lost nothing from a further talk with Miss Banker in the course of a short stroll in the grounds with her the 61 THE BETTER SORT next day. He spoke as one who had now considered many things. " Did I understand from you yesterday that Lady Gwyther s a child ? " " Nobody knows. It s prodigious the way she has managed." " The way Lady Gwyther has ? " " No ; the way May Grantham has kept her till this hour in her pocket." He was quick at his watch. " Do you mean by this hour that they re due now ? " " Not till tea. All the others arrive together in time for that." Miss Banker had clearly, since the previous day, filled in gaps and become, as it were, revised and enlarged. " She ll have kept a cat from seeing her, so as to produce her entirely herself." " Well," Sutton mused, " that will have been a very noble sort of return " " For Gwyther s behaviour ? Very. Yet I feel creepy." "Creepy?" " Because so much depends for the girl in the way of the right start or the wrong start on the signs and omens of this first appearance. It s a great house and a great occasion, and we re assembled here, it strikes me, very much as the Roman mob at the circus used to be to see the next Christian maiden brought out to the tigers." "Oh, if she is a Christian maiden !" Sutton murmured. But he stopped at what his imagination called up. It perhaps fed that faculty a little that Miss Banker had the effect of making out that Mrs. Grantham might individually be, in any case, something of a Roman matron. " She has kept her in the dark so that we may only take her from her hand. She will have formed her for us." 62 THE TWO FACES " In so few days ? " " Well, she will have prepared her decked her for the sacrifice with ribbons and flowers." " Ah, if you only mean that she will have taken her to her dressmaker ! " And it came to Sutton, at once as a new light and as a check, almost, to anxiety, that this was all poor Gwyther, mistrustful probably of a taste formed by Stuttgart, might have desired of their friend. There were usually at Burbeck many things taking place at once ; so that wherever else, on such occasions, tea might be served, it went forward with matchless pomp, weather permitting, on a shaded stretch of one of the terraces and in presence of one of the prospects. Shirley Sutton, moving, as the afternoon waned, more restlessly about and mingling in dispersed groups only to find they had nothing to keep him quiet, came upon it as he turned a corner of the house saw it seated there in all its state. It might be said that at Burbeck it was, like everything else, made the most of. It con stituted immediately, with multiplied tables and glit tering plate, with rugs and cushions and ices and fruit and wonderful porcelain and beautiful women, a scene of splendour, almost an incident of grand opera. One of the beautiful women might quite have been expected to rise with a gold cup and a celebrated song. One of them did rise, as it happened, while Sutton drew near, and he found himself a moment later seeing nothing and nobody but Mrs. Grantham. They met on the terrace, just away from the others, and the movement in which he had the effect of arresting her might have been that of withdrawal. He quickly saw, however, that if she had been about to pass into the house it was only on some errand to get some thing or to call someone that would immediately have restored her to the public. It somehow struck him on the spot and more than ever yet, though the im- 63 THE BETTER SORT pression was not wholly new to him that she felt herself a figure for the forefront of the stage and in deed would have been recognised by anyone at a glance as the prima donna assoluta. She caused, in fact, dur ing the few minutes he stood talking to her, an extraor dinary series of waves to roll extraordinarily fast over his sense, not the least mark of the matter being that the appearance with which it ended was again the one with which it had begun. " The face the face," as he kept dumbly repeating ; that was at last, as at first, all he could clearly see. She had a perfection resplen dent, but what in the world had it done, this perfection, to her beauty? It was her beauty, doubtless, that looked out at him, but it was into something else that, as their eyes met, he strangely found himself looking. It was as if something had happened in consequence of which she had changed, and there was that in this swift perception that made him glance eagerly about for Lady Gwyther. But as he took in the recruited group identities of the hour added to those of the previous twenty-four he saw, among his recognitions, one of which was the husband of the person missing, that Lady Gwyther was not there. Nothing in the whole business was more singular than his conscious ness that, as he came back to his interlocutress after the nods and smiles and handwaves he had launched, she knew what had been his thought. She knew for whom he had looked without success ; but why should this knowledge visibly have hardened and sharpened her, and precisely at a moment when she was unprece- dentedly magnificent? The indefinable apprehension that had somewhat sunk after his second talk with Miss Banker and then had perversely risen again this nameless anxiety now produced on him, with a sudden sharper pinch, the effect of a great suspense. The action of that, in turn, was to show him that he had not yet fully known how much he had at stake on a THE TWO FACES final view. It was revealed to him for the first time that he " really cared " whether Mrs. Grantham were a safe nature. It was too ridiculous by what a thread it hung, but something was certainly in the air that would definitely tell him. What was in the air descended the next moment to earth. He turned round as he caught the expression with which her eyes attached themselves to something that approached. A little person, very young and very much dressed, had come out of the house, and the ex pression in Mrs. Grantham s eyes was that of the artist confronted with her work and interested, even to impatience, in the judgment of others. The little per son drew nearer, and though Sutton s companion, with out looking at him now, gave it a name and met it,, he had jumped for himself at certitude. He saw many things too many, and they appeared to be feathers, frills, excrescences of silk and lace massed together and conflicting, and after a moment also saw strug gling out of them a small face that struck him as either scared or sick. Then, with his eyes again returning to Mrs. Grantham, he saw another. He had no more talk with Miss Banker till late that evening an evening during which he had felt himself too noticeably silent; but something had passed be tween this pair, across dinner-table and drawing-room, without speech, and when they at last found words it was in the needed ease of a quiet end of the long, lighted gallery, where she opened again at the very par agraph. " You were right that was it. She did the only thing that, at such short notice, she could do. She took her to her dressmaker." Sutton, with his back to the reach of the gallery, had, as if to banish a vision, buried his eyes for a minute in his hands. " And oh, the face the face! " " Which? " Miss Banker asked. 65 THE BETTER SORT " Whichever one looks at." " But May Grantham s glorious. She has turned herself out -" " With a splendour of taste and a sense of effect, eh ? " Yes." Sutton showed he saw far. " She has the sense of effect. The sense of effect as exhibited in Lady Gwyther s clothes ! " was some thing Miss Banker failed of words to express. " Every body s overwhelmed. Here, you know, that sort of thing s grave. The poor creature s lost." "Lost?" " Since on the first impression, as we said, so much depends. The first impression s made oh, made! I defy her now ever to unmake it. Her husband, who s proud, won t like her the better for it. And I don t see," Miss Banker went on, " that her prettiness was enough a mere little feverish, frightened freshness; what did he see in her? to be so blasted. It has been done with an atrocity of art " That supposes the dressmaker then also a devil ? " " Oh, your London women and their dressmakers ! " Miss Banker laughed. " But the face the face ! " Sutton woefully repeated. "May s?" " The little gin s. It s exquisite." "Exquisite?" " For unimaginable pathos." " Oh ! " Miss Banker dropped. " She has at last begun to see." Sutton showed again how far he saw. " It glimmers upon her inno cence, she makes it dimly out what has been done with her. She s even worse this evening the way, my eye, she looked at dinner ! than when she came. Yes " he was confident " it has dawned (how couldn t it, out of all of you?) and she knows." " She ought to have known before ! " Miss Banker intelligently sighed. 66 THE TWO FACES " No ; she wouldn t in that case have been so beauti ful." " Beautiful? " cried Miss Banker; " overloaded like a monkey in a show ! " " The face, yes ; which goes to the heart. It s that that makes it," said Shirley Sutton. " And it s that " he thought it out " that makes the other." " I see. Conscious? " "Horrible!" " You take it hard," said Miss Banker. Lord Gwyther, just before she spoke, had come in sight and now was near them. Sutton on this, appear ing to wish to avoid him, reached, before answering his companion s observation, a door that opened close at hand. " So hard," he replied from that point, " that I shall be off to-morrow morning." " And not see the rest? " she called after him. But he had already gone, and Lord Gwyther, arriv ing, amiably took up her question. " The rest of what?" Miss Banker looked him well in the eyes. " Of Mrs. Granthanrs clothes." THE TONE OF TIME I WAS too pleased with what it struck me that, as an old, old friend, I had done for her, not to go to her that very afternoon with the news. I knew she worked late, as in general I also did; but I sacrificed for her sake a good hour of the February daylight. She was in her studio, as I had believed she would be, where her card ("Mary J. Tredick " not Mary Jane, but Mary Juliana) was manfully on the door; a little tired, a little old and a good deal spotted, but with her ugly spectacles taken off^as soon as I appeared, to greet me. She kept on, while she scraped her palette and wiped her brushes, the big stained apron that covered her from head to foot and that I have often enough before seen her retain in conditions giving the measure of her renunciation of her desire to dazzle. Every fresh reminder of this brought home to me that she had given up everything but her work, and that there had been in her history some reason. But I was as far from the reason as ever. She had given up too much ; this was just why one wanted to lend her a hand. I told her, at any rate, that I had a lovely job for her. " To copy something I do like? " Her complaint, I knew, was that people only gave orders, if they gave them at all, for things she did not like. But this wasn t a case of copying not at all, at least, in the common sense. " It s for a portrait quite in the air." 68 THE TONE OF TIME " Ah, you do portraits yourself ! " " Yes, and you know how. My trick won t serve for this. What s wanted is a pretty picture." "Then of whom?" "Of nobody. That is of anybody. Anybody you like." She naturally wondered. " Do you mean I m my self to choose my sitter? " " Well, the oddity is that there is to be no sitter." " Whom then is the picture to represent? " " Why, a handsome, distinguished, agreeable man, of not more than forty, clean-shaven, thoroughly well- dressed, and a perfect gentleman." She continued to stare. " And I m to find him my self?" I laughed at the term she used. Yes, as you find the canvas, the colours and the frame." After which I immediately explained. " I ve just had the rum- mest visit, the effect of which was to make me think of you. A lady, unknown to me and unintroduced, turned up at my place at three o clock. She had come straight, she let me know, without preliminaries, on account of one s high reputation the usual thing and of her having admired one s work. Of course I in stantly saw I mean I saw it as soon as she named her affair that she hadn t understood my work at all. What am I good for in the world but just the impression of the given, the presented case? I can do but the face I see." " And do you think I can do the face I don t? " " No, but you see so many more. You see them in fancy and memory, and they ve come out, for you, from all the museums you ve haunted and all the great things you ve studied. I know you ll be able to see the one my visitor wants and to give it what s the crux of the business the tone of time." She turned the question over. " What does she want it for?" 69 THE BETTER SORT " Just for that for the tone of time. And, except that it s to hang over her chimney, she didn t tell me. I ve only my idea that it s to represent, to symbolise, as it were, her husband, who s not alive and who per haps never was. This is exactly what will give you a free hand." " With nothing to go by no photographs or other portraits ? " " Nothing." " She only proposes to describe him ? " " Not even ; she wants the picture itself to do that. Her only condition is that he be a tres-bel homme" She had begun at last, a little thoughtfully, to remove her apron. " Is she French ? " " I don t know. I give it up. She calls herself Mrs. Bridgenorth." Mary wondered. " Connais pas! I never heard of her." " You wouldn t." " You mean it s not her real name ? " I hesitated. " I mean that she s a very downright fact, full of the implication that she ll pay a down right price. It s clear to me that you can ask what you like; and it s therefore a chance that I can t con sent to your missing." My friend gave no sign either way, and I told my story. " She s a woman of fifty, perhaps of more, who has been pretty, and who still presents herself, with her grey hair a good deal pow dered, as I judge, to carry it off, extraordinarily well. She was a little frightened and a little free; the latter because of the former. But she did uncommonly well, I thought, considering the oddity of her wish. This oddity she quite admits ; she began indeed by insisting on it so in advance that I found myself expecting I didn t know what. She broke at moments into French, which was perfect, but no better than her English, which isn t vulgar; not more at least than that of 70 THE TONE OF TIME everybody else. The things people do say, and the way they say them, to artists ! She wanted immensely, I could see, not to fail of her errand, not to be treated as absurd; and she was extremely grateful to me for meeting her so far as I did. She was beautifully dressed and she came in a brougham." My listener took it in ; then, very quietly, " Is she respectable? " she inquired. "Ah, there you are!" I laughed; "and how you always pick the point right out, even when one has endeavoured to diffuse a specious glamour ! She s ex traordinary," I pursued after an instant; "and just what she wants of the picture, I think, is to make her a little less so." " Who is she, then ? What is she ? " my companion simply went on. It threw me straightway back on one of my hobbies. " Ah, my dear, what is so interesting as life ? What is, above all, so stupendous as London ? There s every thing in it, everything in the world, and nothing too amazing not some day to pop out at you. What is a woman, faded, preserved, pretty, powdered, vague, odd, dropping on one without credentials, but with a carriage and very good lace? What is such a person but a person who may have had adventures, and have made them, in one way or another, pay? They re, however, none of one s business; it s scarcely on the cards that one should ask her. I should like, with Mrs. Bridgenorth, to see a fellow ask! She goes in for propriety, the real thing. If I suspect her of being the creation of her own talents, she has clearly, on the other hand, seen a lot of life. Will you meet her? " I next demanded. My hostess waited. " No." "Then you won t try?" "Need I meet her to try?" And the question made me guess that, so far as she had understood, she 71 THE BETTER SORT began to feel herself a little taken. " It seems strange," she none the less mused, " to attempt to please her on such a basis. To attempt," she presently added, " to please her at all. It s your idea that she s not mar ried?" she, with this, a trifle inconsequently asked. " Well," I replied, " I ve only had an hour to think of it, but I somehow already see the scene. Not im mediately, not the day after, or even perhaps the year after the thing she desires is set up there, but in due process of time and on convenient opportunity, the transfiguration will occur. Who is that awfully hand some man ? l That ? Oh, that s an old sketch of my dear dead husband. Because I told her insidiously sounding her that she would want it to look old, and that the tone of time is exactly what you re full of." " I believe I am," Mary sighed at last. " Then put on your hat." I had proposed to her on my arrival to come out to tea with me, and it was when left alone in the studio while she went to her room that I began to feel sure of the success of my errand. The vision that had an hour before deter mined me grew deeper and brighter for her while I moved about and looked at her things. There were more of them there on her hands than one liked to see ; but at least they sharpened my confidence, which was pleasant for me in view of that of my visitor, who had accepted without reserve my plea for Miss Tredick. Four or five of her copies of famous portraits orna ments of great public and private collections were on the walls, and to see them again together was to feel at ease about my guarantee. The mellow manner of them was what I had had in my mind in saying, to excuse myself to Mrs. Bridgenorth, " Oh, my things, you know, look as if they had been painted to-mor row ! " It made no difference that Mary s Vandykes and Gainsboroughs were reproductions and replicas, for I had known her more than once to amuse herself 72 THE TONE OF TIME with doing the thing quite, as she called it, off her own bat. She had copied so bravely so many brave things that she had at the end of her brush an extraor dinary bag of tricks. She had always replied to me that such things were mere clever humbug, but mere clever humbug was what our client happened to want. The thing was to let her have it one could trust her for the rest. And at the same time that I mused in this way I observed to myself that there was already something more than, as the phrase is, met the eye In such response as I felt my friend had made. I had touched, without intention, more than one spring; I had set in motion more than one impulse. I found myself indeed quite certain of this after she had come back in her hat and her jacket. She was different her idea had flowered ; and she smiled at me from un der her tense veil, while she drew over her firm, narrow hands a pair of fresh gloves, with a light distinctly new. " Please tell your friend that I m greatly obliged to both of you and that I take the order." " Good. And to give him all his good looks? " " It s just to do that that I accept. I shall make him supremely beautiful and supremely base." " Base? " I just demurred. " The finest gentleman you ll ever have seen, and the worst friend." I wondered, as I was startled; but after an instant I laughed for joy. " Ah well, so long as he s not mine ! I see we shall have him," I said as we went, for truly I had touched a spring. In fact I had touched the spring. It rang, more or less, I was presently to find, all over the place. I went, as I had promised, to report to Mrs. Bridgenorth on my mission, and though she declared herself much gratified at the success of it I could see she a little resented the apparent absence of any desire on Miss Tredick s part for a preliminary con- 73 THE BETTER SORT ference. " I only thought she might have liked just to see me, and have imagined I might like to see her." But I was full of comfort. " You ll see her when it s finished. You ll see her in time to thank her." " And to pay her, I suppose," my hostess laughed, with an asperity that was, after all, not excessive. " Will she take very long? " I thought. " She s so full of it that my impression would be that she ll do it off at a heat." " She is full of it then ? " she asked ; and on hearing to what tune, though I told her but half, she broke out with admiration. " You artists are the most extraor dinary people ! " It was almost with a bad conscience that I confessed we indeed were, and while she said that what she meant was that we seemed to understand everything, and I rejoined that this was also what 7 meant, she took me into another room to see the place for the picture a proceeding of which the effect was singularly to confirm the truth in question. The place for the picture in her own room, as she called it, a boudoir at the back, overlooking the general garden of the approved modern row and, as she said, only just wanting that touch proved exactly the place (the space of a large panel in the white woodwork over the mantel) that I had spoken of to my friend. She put it quite candidly, "Don t you see what it will do?" and looked at me, wonderfully, as for a sign that I could sympathetically take from her what she didn t literally say. She said it, poor woman, so very nearly that I had no difficulty whatever. The portrait, taste fully enshrined there, of the finest gentleman one should ever have seen, would do even more for herself than it would do for the room. I may as well mention at once that my observation of Mrs. Bridgenorth was not in the least of a nature to unseat me from the hobby I have already named. In the light of the impression she made on me life 74 THE TONE OF TIME seemed quite as prodigious and London quite as amaz ing as I had ever contended, and nothing could have been more in the key of that experience than the manner in which everything was vivid between us and nothing expressed. We remained on the surface with the ten acity of shipwrecked persons clinging to a plank. Our plank was our concentrated gaze at Mrs. Bridgenorth s mere present. We allowed her past to exist for us only in the form of the prettiness that she had gallantly res cued from it and to which a few scraps of its identity still adhered. She was amiable, gentle, consistently proper. She gave me more than anything else the sense, simply, of waiting. She was like a house so freshly and successfully " done up " that you were sur prised it wasn t occupied. She was waiting for some thing to happen for somebody to come. She was waiting, above all, for Mary Tredick s work. She clearly counted that it would help her. I had foreseen the fact the picture was produced at a heat; rapidly, directly, at all events, for the sort of thing it proved to be. I left my friend alone at first, left the ferment to work, troubling her with no ques tions and asking her for no news ; two or three weeks passed, and I never went near her. Then at last, one afternoon as the light was failing, I looked in. She immediately knew what I wanted. " Oh yes, I m doing him." " Well," I said, " I ve respected your intensity, but I have felt curious." I may not perhaps say that she was never so sad as when she laughed, but it s certain that she always laughed when she was sad. When, however, poor dear, for that matter, was she, secretly, not? Her little gasps of mirth were the mark of her worst mo ments. But why should she have one of these just now ? " Oh, I know your curiosity ! " she replied to me ; and the small chill of her amusement scarcely met n THE BETTER SORT it. " He s coming out, but I can t show him to you yet. I must muddle it through in my own way. It has in sisted on being, after all, a * likeness, " she added. But nobody will ever know." "Nobody?" " Nobody she sees." " Ah, she doesn t, poor thing," I returned, " seem to see anybody ! " " So much the better. I ll risk it." On which I felt I should have to wait, though I had suddenly grown impatient. But I still hung about, and while I did so she explained. " If what I ve done is really a portrait, the condition itself prescribed it. If I was to do the most beautiful man in the world I could do but one." We looked at each other ; then I laughed. " It can scarcely be me! But you re getting," I asked, " the great thing? " " The infamy? Oh yes, please God." It took away my breath a little, and I even for the moment scarce felt at liberty to press. But one could always be cheerful. " What I meant is the tone of time." " Getting it, my dear man ? Didn t I get it long ago? Don t I show it the tone of time?" she sud denly, strangely sighed at me, with something in her face I had never yet seen. " I can t give it to him more than for all these years he was to have given it to me." I scarce knew what smothered passion, what remem bered wrong, what mixture of joy and pain my words had accidentally quickened. Such an effect of them could only become, for me, an instant pity, which, how ever, I brought out but indirectly. " It s the tone," I smiled, " in which you re speaking now." This served, unfortunately, as something of a check. " I didn t mean to speak now." Then with her eyes on the picture, " I ve said everything there. Come back," she added, " in three days. He ll be all right." 76 THE TONE OF TIME He was indeed when at last I saw him. She had produced an extraordinary thing a thing wonderful, ideal, for the part it was to play. My only reserve, from the first, was that it was too fine for its part, that something much less " sincere " would equally have served Mrs. Bridgenorth s purpose, and that relega tion to that lady s " own room " whatever charm it was to work there might only mean for it cruel ob scurity. The picture is before me now, so that I could describe it if description availed. It represents a man of about five-and-thirty, seen only as to the head and shoulders, but dressed, the observer gathers, in a fash ion now almost antique and which was far from con temporaneous with the date of the work. His high, slightly narrow face, which would be perhaps too aquiline but for the beauty of the forehead and the sweetness of the mouth, has a charm that even, after all these years, still stirs my imagination. His type has altogether a distinction that you feel to have been firmly caught and yet not vulgarly emphasised. The eyes are just too near together, but they are, in a wondrous way, both careless and intense, while lip, cheek, and chin, smooth and clear, are admirably drawn. Youth is still, you see, in all his presence, the joy and pride of life, the perfection of a high spirit and the expecta tion of a great fortune, which he takes for granted with unconscious insolence. Nothing has ever hap pened to humiliate or disappoint him, and if my fancy doesn t run away with me the whole presentation of him is a guarantee that he will die without having suffered. He is so handsome, in short, that you can scarcely say what he means, and so happy that you can scarcely guess what he feels. It is of course, I hasten to add, an appreciably fem inine rendering, light, delicate, vague, imperfectly syn thetic insistent and evasive, above all, in the wrong places ; but the composition, none the less, is beautiful 77 THE BETTER SORT and the suggestion infinite. The grandest air of the thing struck me in fact, when first I saw it, as coming from the high artistic impertinence with which it of fered itself as painted about 1850. It would have been a rare flower of refinement for that dark day. The " tone " that of such a past as it pretended to was there almost to excess, a brown bloom into which the image seemed mysteriously to retreat. The subject of it looks at me now across more years and more knowl edge, but what I felt at the moment was that he man aged to be at once a triumphant trick and a plaus ible evocation. He hushed me, I remember, with so many kinds of awe that I shouldn t have dreamt of asking who he was. All I said, after my first incoher ences of wonder at my friend s practised skill, was: " And you ve arrived at this truth without docu ments ? " " It depends on what you call documents." " Without notes, sketches, studies? " " I destroyed them years ago." " Then you once had them? " She just hung fire. " I once had everything." It told me both more and less than I had asked; enough at all events to make my next question, as I uttered it, sound even to myself a little foolish. " So that it s all memory? " From where she stood she looked once more at her work ; after which she jerked away and, taking several steps, came back to me with something new whatever it was I had already seen in her air and answer. " It s all hate! " she threw at me, and then went out of the room. It was not till she had gone that I quite understood why. Extremely affected by the impression visibly made on me, she had burst into tears but had wished me not to see them. She left me alone for some time with her wonderful subject, and I again, in her absence, made things out. He was dead he had 78 THE TONE OF TIME been dead for years; the sole humiliation, as I have called it, that he was to know had come to him in that form. The canvas held and cherished him, in any case, as it only holds the dead. She had suffered from him, it came to me, the worst that a woman can suffer, and the wound he had dealt her, though hidden, had never effectually healed. It had bled again while she worked. Yet when she at last reappeared there was but one thing to say. " The beauty, heaven knows, I see. But I don t see w r hat you call the infamy." She gave him a last look again she turned away. " Oh, he was like that." " Well, whatever he was like," I remember replying, " I wonder you can bear to part with him. Isn t it better to let her see the picture first here? " As to this she doubted. " I don t think I want her to come." I wondered. " You continue to object so to meet her?" " What good will it do ? It s quite impossible I should alter him for her." " Oh, she won t want that! " I laughed. " She ll adore him as he is." " Are you quite sure of your idea ? " " That he s to figure as Mr. Bridgenorth? Well, if I hadn t been from the first, my dear lady, I should be now. Fancy, with the chance, her not jumping at him ! Yes, he ll figure as Mr. Bridgenorth." " Mr. Bridgenorth ! " she echoed, making the sound, with her small, cold laugh, grotesquely poor for him. He might really have been a prince, and I wondered if he hadn t been. She had, at all events, a new notion. " Do you mind my having it taken to your place and letting her come to see it there?" Which as I im mediately embraced her proposal, deferring to her rea sons, whatever they were was what was speedily ar ranged. 79 THE BETTER SORT II THE next day therefore I had the picture in charge, and on the following Mrs. Bridgenorth, whom I had notified, arrived. I had placed it, framed and on an easel, well in evidence, and I have never forgotten the look and the cry that, as she became aware of it, leaped into her face and from her lips. It was an extraor dinary moment, all the more that it found me quite unprepared so extraordinary that I scarce knew at first what had happened. By the time I really per ceived, moreover, more things had happened than one, so that when I pulled myself together it was to face the situation as a whole. She had recognised on the instant the subject; that came first and was irrepres- sibly vivid in her. Her recognition had, for the length of a flash, lighted for her the possibility that the stroke had been directed. That came second, and she flushed with it as with a blow in the face. What came third and it was what was really most wondrous was the quick instinct of getting both her strange recognition and her blind suspicion well in hand. She couldn t control, however, poor woman, the strong colour in her face and the quick tears in her eyes. She could only glare at the canvas, gasping, grimacing, and try to gain time. Whether in surprise or in resentment she in tensely reflected, feeling more than anything else how little she might prudently show; and I was conscious even at the moment that nothing of its kind could have been finer than her effort to swallow her shock in ten seconds. How many seconds she took I didn t measure; enough, assuredly, for me also to profit. I gained more time than she, and the greatest oddity doubtless was my own private manoeuvre the quickest calcula tion that, acting from a mere confused instinct, I had 80 THE TONE OF TIME ever made. If she had known the great gentleman represented there and yet had determined on the spot to carry herself as ignorant, all my loyalty to Mary Tredick came to the surface in a prompt counter-move. What gave me opportunity was the red in her cheek. " Why, you ve known him ! " I saw her ask herself for an instant if she mightn t successfully make her startled state pass as the mere glow of pleasure her natural greeting to her acquisi tion. She was pathetically, yet at the same time almost comically, divided. Her line was so to cover her tracks that every avowal of a past connection was a danger; but it also concerned her safety to learn, in the light of our astounding coincidence, how far she already stood exposed. She meanwhile begged the question. She smiled through her tears. " He s too magnificent ! " But I gave her, as I say, all too little time. " Who is he? Who wo? he?" It must have been my look still more than my words that determined her. She wavered but an instant longer, panted, laughed, cried again, and then, drop ping into the nearest seat, gave herself up so com pletely that I was almost ashamed. " Do you think I d tell you his name? " The burden of the backward years all the effaced and ignored lived again, al most like an accent unlearned but freshly breaking out at a touch, in the very sound of the words. These per ceptions she, however, the next thing showed me, were a game at which two could play. She had to look at me but an instant. " Why, you really don t know it ! " I judged best to be frank. " I don t know it." " Then how does she? " " How do you ? " I laughed. " I m a different mat ter." She sat a minute turning things round, staring at the picture. " The likeness, the likeness ! " It was almost too much. 81 THE BETTER SORT "It s so true?" " Beyond everything." I considered. " But a resemblance to a known in dividual that wasn t what you wanted." She sprang up at this in eager protest. " Ah, no one else would see it." I showed again, I fear, my amusement. " No one but you and she ? " " It s her doing him! " She was held by her wonder. " Doesn t she, on your honour, know ? " That his is the very head you would have liked if you had dared? Not a bit. How should she? She knows nothing on my honour." Mrs. Bridgenorth continued to marvel. " She just painted him for the kind of face ? " That corresponds with my description of what you wished ? Precisely." " But hozv after so long? From memory? As a friend?" " As a reminiscence yes. Visual memory, you see, in our uncanny race, is wonderful. As the ideal thing, simply, for your purpose. You are then suited ? " I, after an instant added. She had again been gazing, and at this turned her eyes on me; but I saw she couldn t speak, couldn t do more at least than sound, unutterably, " Suited ! " so that I was positively not surprised when suddenly just as Mary had done, the power to produce this effect seeming a property of the model she burst into tears. I feel no harsher in relating it, however I may appear, than I did at the moment, but it is a fact that while she just wept I literally had a fresh inspiration on be half of Miss Tredick s interests. I knew exactly, more over, before my companion had recovered herself, what she w r ould next ask me ; and I consciously brought this appeal on in order to have it over. I explained that I had not the least idea of the identity of our artist s 82 THE TONE OF TIME sitter, to which she had given me no clue. I had noth ing but my impression that she had known him known him well; and, from whatever material she had worked, the fact of his having also been known to Mrs. Bridgenorth was a coincidence pure and simple. It partook of the nature of prodigy, but such prodigies did occur. My visitor listened with avidity and credulity. She was so far reassured. Then I saw her question come. " Well, if she doesn t dream he was ever any thing to me or what he will be now I m going to ask you, as a very particular favour, never to tell her. She will want to know of course exactly how I ve been struck. You ll naturally say that I m delighted, but may I exact from you that you say nothing else? " There was supplication in her face, but I had to think. " There are conditions I must put to you first, and one of them is also a question, only more frank than yours. Was this mysterious personage frustrat ed by death to have married you ? " She met it bravely. " Certainly, if he had lived." I was only amused at an artlessness in her " certain ly." " Very good. But why do you wish the coin cidence " Kept from her? " She knew exactly why. " Be cause if she suspects it she won t let me have the picture. Therefore," she added with decision, " you must let me pay for it on the spot." " What do you mean by on the spot ? " " I ll send you a cheque as soon as I get home." " Oh," I laughed, " let us understand. Why do you consider she won t let you have the picture ? " She made me wait a little for this, but when it came it was perfectly lucid. " Because she ll then see how much more I must want it." " How much less wouldn t it be rather, since tHe bargain was, as the more convenient thing, not for a likeness?" 83 THE BETTER SORT " Oh," said Mrs. Bridgenorth with impatience, " the likeness will take care of itself. She ll put this and that together." Then she brought out her real apprehen sion. " She ll be jealous." ".Oh ! " I laughed. But I was startled. "She ll hate me!" I wondered. " But I don t think she liked him." " Don t think? " She stared at me, with her echo, over all that might be in it, then seemed to find little enough. " I say I " It was almost comically the old Mrs. Bridgenorth. " But I gather from her that he was bad." " Then what was she? " I barely hesitated. " What were you? " " That s my own business." And she turned again to the picture. " He was good enough for her to dc that of him." I took it in once more. " Artistically speaking, for the way it s done, it s one of the most curious things I ve ever seen." " It s a grand treat ! " said poor Mrs. Bridgenorth more simply. It was, it is really ; which is exactly what made the case so interesting. " Yet I feel somehow that, as I say, it wasn t done with love." It was wonderful how she understood. " It was done with rage." " Then what have you to fear? " She knew again perfectly. " What happened when he made me jealous. So much," she declared, " that if you ll give me your word for silence " " Well ? " " Why, I ll double the money." " Oh," I replied, taking a turn about in the excite ment of our concurrence, " that s exactly what to do a still better stroke for her it had just come to me to propose ! " 84 THE TONE OF TIME " It s understood then, on your oath, as a gentle man? " She was so eager that practically this settled it, though I moved to and fro a little while she watched me in suspense. It vibrated all round us that she had gone out to the thing in a stifled flare, that a whole close relation had in the few minutes revived. We know it of the truly amiable person that he will strain a point for another that he wouldn t strain for himself. The stroke to put in for Mary was positively pre scribed. The work represented really much more than had been covenanted, and if the purchaser chose so to value it this was her own affair. I decided. " If it s understood also on your word." We were so at one that we shook hands on it. " And when may I send ? " " Well, I shall see her this evening. Say early to morrow." " Early to-morrow." And I went with her to her brougham, into which, I remember, as she took leave, she expressed regret that she mightn t then and there have introduced the canvas for removal. I consoled her with remarking that she couldn t have got it in which was not quite true. I saw Mary Tredick before dinner, and though I was not quite ideally sure of my present ground with her I instantly brought out my news. " She s so de lighted that I felt I must in conscience do something still better for you. She s not to have it on the original terms. I ve put up the price." Mary wondered. " But to what? " " Well, to four hundred. If you say so, I ll try even for five." " Oh, she ll never give that." " I beg your pardon." "After the agreement?" She looked grave. "I don t like such leaps and bounds." " But, my dear child, they re yours. You contracted 85 THE BETTER SORT for a decorative trifle, and you ve produced a breathing masterpiece." She thought. " Is that what she calls it? " Then, as having to think too, I hesitated, " What does she know ? " she pursued. " She knows she wants it." " So much as that ? " At this I had to brace myself a little. " So much that she ll send me the cheque this afternoon, and that you ll have mine by the first post in the morning." " Before she has even received the picture ? " " Oh, she ll send for it to-morrow." And as I was dining out and had still to dress, my time was up. Mary came with me to the door, where I repeated my assurance. " You shall receive my cheque by the first post." To which I added : " If it s little enough for a lady so much in need to pay for any husband, it isn t worth mentioning as the price of such a one as you ve given her ! " I was in a hurry, but she held me. " Then you ve felt your idea confirmed ? " "My idea?" " That that s what I have given her ? " I suddenly fancied I had perhaps gone too far; but I had kept my cab and was already in it. " Well, put it," I called with excess of humour over the front, " that you ve, at any rate, given him a wife ! " When on my return from dinner that night I let myself in, my first care, in my dusty studio, was to make light for another look at Mary s subject. I felt the impulse to bid him good night, but, to my aston ishment, he was no longer there. His place was a void he had already disappeared. I saw, however, after my first surprise, what had happened saw it moreover, frankly, with some relief. As my servants were in bed I could ask no questions, but it was clear that Mrs. Bridgenorth, whose note, containing its 86 THE TONE OF TIME cheque, lay on my table, had been after all unable to wait. The note, I found, mentioned nothing but the enclosure; but it had come by hand, and it was her silence that told the tale. Her messenger had been in structed to " act " ; he had come with a vehicle, he had transferred to it canvas and frame. The prize was now therefore landed and the incident closed. I didn t altogether, the next morning, know why, but I had slept the better for the sense of these things, and as soon as my attendant came in I asked for details. It was on this that his answer surprised me. " No, sir, there was no man ; she came herself. She had only a four-wheeler, but I helped her, and we got it in. It was a squeeze, sir, but she would take it." I wondered. " She had a four-wheeler? and not her servant? " " No, no, sir. She came, as you may say, single- handed." " And not even in her brougham, which would have been larger." My man, with his habit, weighed it. " But have she a brougham, sir ? " " Why, the one she was here in yesterday." Then light broke. " Oh, that lady! It wasn t her, sir. It was Miss Tredick." Light broke, but darkness a little followed it a darkness that, after breakfast, guided my steps back to my friend. There, in its own first place, 1 met her creation ; but I saw it would be a different thing meet ing her. She immediately put down on a table, as if she had expected me, the cheque I had sent her over night. " Yes, I ve brought it away. And I can t take the money." I found myself in despair. You want to keep him?" " I don t understand what has happened." "You just back out?" 87 THE BETTER SORT " I don t understand," she repeated, " what has hap pened." But what I had already perceived was, on the contrary, that she very nearly, that she in fact quite remarkably, did understand. It was as if in my zeal I had given away my case, and I felt that my test was coming. She had been thinking all night with intensity, and Mrs. Bridgenorth s generosity, coupled with Mrs. Bridgenorth s promptitude, had kept her awake. Thence, for a woman nervous and critical, imaginations, visions, questions. " Why, in writing me last night, did you take for granted it was she who had swooped down? Why," asked Mary Tredick, " should she swoop? " Well, if I could drive a bargain for Mary, I felt I could a fortiori lie for her. " Because it s her way. She does swoop. She s impatient and uncontrolled. And it s affectation for you to pretend," I said with diplomacy, " that you see no reason for her falling in love " " Falling in love? " She took me straight up. " With that gentleman. Certainly. What woman wouldn t? What woman didn t? I really don t see, you know, your right to back out." " I won t back out," she presently returned, "if you ll answer me a question. Does she know the man represented ? " Then as I hung fire : " It has come to me that she must. It would account for so much. For the strange way I feel," she went on, " and for the extraordinary sum you ve been able to extract from her." It was a pity, and I flushed with it, besides wincing at the word she used. But Mrs. Bridgenorth and I, between us, had clearly made the figure too high. " You think that, if she had guessed, I would naturally work it to extract more ? " She turned away from me on this and, looking blank in her trouble, moved vaguely about. Then she 88 THE TONE OF TIME stopped. " I see him set up there. I hear her say it. What you said she would make him pass for." I believe I foolishly tried though only for an in stant to look as if I didn t remember what I had said. "Her husband?" " He wasn t." The next minute I had risked it. " Was he yours ? " I don t know what I had expected, but I found my self surprised at her mere pacific head-shake. " No." " Then why mayn t he have been ? " " Another woman s ? Because he died, to my abso lute knowledge, unmarried." She spoke as quietly. " He had known many women, and there was one in particular with whom he became and too long re mained ruinously intimate. She tried to make him marry her, and he was very near it. Death, however, saved him. But she was the reason " " Yes? " I feared again from her a wave of pain, and I went on while she kept it back. " Did you know her?" " She was one I wouldn t." Then she brought it out. " She was the reason he failed me." Her suc cessful detachment somehow said all, reduced me to a flat, kind " Oh! " that marked my sense of her telling me, against my expectation, more than I knew what to do with. But it was just while I wondered how to turn her confidence that she repeated, in a changed voice, her challenge of a moment before. " Does she know the man represented ? " " I haven t the least idea." And having so acquitted myself I added, with what strikes me now as futility : " She certainly yesterday didn t name him." " Only recognised him? " " If she did she brilliantly concealed it." " So that you got nothing from her ? " It was a question that offered me a certain advantage. " I thought you accused me of getting too much." 89 THE BETTER SORT She gave me a long look, and I now saw everything in her face. " It s very nice what you re doing for me, and you do it handsomely. It s beautiful beauti ful, and I thank you with all my heart. But I know." " And what do you know ? " She went about now preparing her usual work. " What he must have been to her." " You mean she was the person? " " Well," she said, putting on her old spectacles, " she was one of them." " And you accept so easily the astounding coinci dence ?" " Of my finding myself, after years, in so extraor dinary a relation with her? What do you call easily? I ve passed a night of torment." " But what put it into your head ? " " That I had so blindly and strangely given him back to her ? You put it yesterday." "And how?" " I can t tell you. You didn t in the least mean to on the contrary. But you dropped the seed. The plant, after you had gone," she said with a business like pull at her easel, " the plant began to grow. I saw them there in your studio face to face." " You were jealous ? " I laughed. She gave me through her glasses another look, and they seemed, from this moment, in their queerness, to have placed her quite on the other side of the gulf of time. She was firm there ; she was settled ; I couldn t get at her now. "I see she told you I would be." I doubtless kept down too little my start at it, and she immediately pursued. " You say I accept the coinci dence, which is of course prodigious. But such things happen. Why shouldn t I accept it if you do ? " "Do I? "I smiled. She began her work in silence, but she presently ex claimed : " I m glad I didn t meet her! " 90 THE TONE OF TIME " I don t yet see why you wouldn t." " Neither do I. It was an instinct." " Your instincts " I tried to be ironic " are mi raculous." " They have to be, to meet such accidents. I must ask you kindly to tell her, when you return her gift, that now I have done the picture I find I must after all keep it for myself." " Giving no reason ? " She painted away. " She ll know the reason." Well, by this time I knew it too; I knew so many things that I fear my resistance was weak. If our wonderful client hadn t been his wife in fact, she was not to be helped to become his wife in fiction. I knew almost more than I can say, more at any rate than I could then betray. He had been bound in common mercy to stand by my friend, and he had basely for saken her. This indeed brought up the obscure, into which I shyly gazed. ;< Why, even granting your theory, should you grudge her the portrait? It was painted in bitterness." Yes. Without that ! " " It wouldn t have come ? Precisely. Is it in bitter ness, then, you ll keep it ? " She looked up from her canvas. " In what would you keep it? " It made me jump. " Do you mean I may? Then I had my idea. " I d give you her price for it ! " Her smile through her glasses was beautiful. " And afterwards make it over to her? You shall have it when I die." With which she came away from her easel, and I saw that I was staying her work and should properly go. So I put out my hand to her. " It took whatever you will ! to paint it," she said, " but I shall keep it in joy." I could answer nothing now had to cease to pretend ; the thing was in her hands. For a moment we stood there, and I had again the 91 THE BETTER SORT sense, melancholy and final, of her being, as it were, remotely glazed and fixed into what she had done. " He s taken from me, and for all those years he s kept. Then she herself, by a prodigy ! " She lost her self again in the wonder of it. " Unwittingly gives him back? " She fairly, for an instant over the marvel, closed her eyes. " Gives him back." Then it was I saw how he would be kept! But it was the end of my vision. I could only write, rueful ly enough, to Mrs. Bridgenorth, whom I never met again, but of whose death preceding by a couple of years Mary Tredick s I happened to hear. This is an old man s tale. I have inherited the picture, in the deep beauty of which, however, darkness still lurks. No one, strange to say, has ever recognised the model, but everyone asks his name. I don t even know it. THE SPECIAL TYPE I NOTE it as a wonderful case of its kind the finest of all perhaps, in fact, that I have ever chanced to encounter. The kind, moreover, is the greatest kind, the roll recruited, for our high esteem and emulation, from history and fiction, legend and song. In the way of service and sacrifice for love I ve really known noth ing go beyond it. However, you can judge. My own sense of it happens just now to be remarkably rounded off by the sequel more or less looked for on her part of the legal step taken by Mrs. Brivet. I hear from America that, a decent interval being held to have elapsed since her gain of her divorce, she is about to marry again an event that will, it would seem, put an end to any question of the disclosure of the real story. It s this that s the real story, or will be, with nothing wanting, as soon as I shall have heard that her husband (who, on his side, has only been waiting for her to move first) has sanctified his union with Mrs. Cavenham. SHE was, of course, often in and out, Mrs. Cavenham, three years ago, when I was painting her portrait ; and the more so that I found her, I remember, one of those comparatively rare sitters who present themselves at odd hours, turn up without an appointment. The thing is to get most women to keep those they do make; but she used to pop in, as she called it, on the chance, 93 THE BETTER SORT letting me know that if I had a moment free she was quite at my service. When I hadn t the moment free she liked to stay to chatter, and she more than once expressed to me, I recollect, her theory that an artist really, for the time, could never see too much of his model. I must have shown her rather frankly that I understood her as meaning that a model could never see too much of her artist. I understood in fact every thing, and especially that she was, in Brivet s absence, so unoccupied and restless that she didn t know what to do with herself. I was conscious in short that it was he who would pay for the picture, and that gives, I think, the measure of my enlightenment. If I took such pains and bore so with her folly, it was funda mentally for Brivet. I was often at that time, as I had often been before, occupied for various " subjects " with Mrs. Dun- dene, in connection with which a certain occasion comes back to me as the first slide in the lantern. If I had invented my story I couldn t have made it begin better than with Mrs. Cavenham s irruption during the pres ence one morning of that lady. My door, by some chance, had been unguarded, and she was upon us with out a warning. This was the sort of thing my model hated the one, I mean, who, after all, sat mainly to oblige ; but I remember how well she behaved. She was not dressed for company, though indeed a dress was never strictly necessary to her best effect. I re call that I had a moment of uncertainty, but I must have dropped the name of each for the other, as it was Mrs. Cavenham s line always, later on, that I had made them acquainted; and inevitably, though I wished her not to stay and got rid of her as soon as possible, the two women, of such different places in the scale, but of such almost equal beauty, were face to face for some minutes, of which I was not even at the moment un aware that they made an extraordinary use for mutual 94 THE SPECIAL TYPE inspection. It was sufficient; they from that instant knew each other. " Isn t she lovely? " I remember asking and quite without the spirit of mischief when I came back from restoring my visitor to her cab. " Yes, awfully pretty. But I hate her." " Oh," I laughed, " she s not so bad as that." " Not so handsome as I, you mean ? " And my sitter protested. " It isn t fair of you to speak as if I were one of those who can t bear even at the worst or the best another woman s looks. I should hate her even if she were ugly." " But what have you to do with her? " She hesitated; then with characteristic looseness: " What have I to do with anyone? " " Well, there s no one else I know of that you do hate." " That shows," she replied, " how good a reason there must be, even if I don t know it yet." She knew it in the course of time, but I have never seen a reason, I must say, operate so little for relief. As a history of the hatred of Alice Dundene my anec dote becomes wondrous indeed. Meanwhile, at any rate, I had Mrs. Cavenham again with me for her reg ular sitting, and quite as curious as I had expected her to be- about the person of the previous time. " Do you mean she isn t, so to speak, a lady? " she asked after I had, for reasons of my own, fenced a little. " Then if she s not professional either, what is she?" " Well," I returned as I got at work, " she escapes, to my mind, any classification save as one of the most beautiful and good-natured of women." " I see her beauty," Mrs. Cavenham said. " It s immense. Do you mean that her good-nature s as great?" I had to think a little. " On the whole, yes." 95 THE BETTER SORT " Then I understand. That represents a greater quantity than /, I think, should ever have occasion for." " Oh, the great thing s to be sure to have enough," I growled. But she laughed it off. " Enough, certainly, is as good as a feast! " It was I forget how long, some months after this that Frank Brivet, whom I had not seen for two years, knocked again at my door. I didn t at all object to him at my other work as I did to Mrs. Cavenham, but it \vas not till he had been in and out several times that Alice which is what most people still really call her chanced to see him and received in such an ex traordinary way the impression that was to be of such advantage to him. She had been obliged to leave me that day before he went though he stayed but a few minutes later; and it was not till the next time we were alone together that I was struck with her sudden interest, which became frankly pressing. I had met her, to begin with, expansively enough. " An American ? But what sort don t you know ? There are so many." I didn t mean it as an offence, but in the matter of men, and though her acquaintance with them is so large, I always simplify with her. " The sort. He s rich." "And how rich?" " Why, as an American. Disgustingly." I told her on this occasion more about him, but it was on that fact, I remember, that, after a short silence, she brought out with a sigh : " Well, I m sorry. I should have liked to love him for himself." THE SPECIAL TYPE II QUITE apart from having been at school with him, I m conscious though at times he so puts me out that I ve a taste for Frank Brivet. I m quite aware, by the same token and even if when a man s so rich it s dif ficult to tell that he s not everyone s affinity. I was struck, at all events, from the first of the affair, with the way he clung to me and seemed inclined to haunt my studio. He s fond of art, though he has some awful pictures, and more or less understands mine; but it wasn t this that brought him. Accustomed as I was to notice what his wealth everywhere does for him, I was rather struck with his being so much thrown upon me and not giving London the big fish that rises so to the hook baited with gold more of a chance to perform to him. I very soon, however, understood. He had his reasons for wishing not to be seen much with Mrs. Cavenham, and, as he was in love with her, felt the want of some machinery for keeping tempo rarily away from her. I was his machinery, and, when once I perceived this, was willing enough to turn his wheel. His situation, moreover, became interesting from the moment I fairly grasped it, which he soon en abled me to do. His old reserve on the subject of Mrs. Brivet went to the winds, and it s not my fault if I let him see how little I was shocked by his confi dence. His marriage had originally seemed to me to require much more explanation than anyone could give, and indeed in the matter of women in general, I confess, I ve never seized his point of view. His in clinations are strange, and strange, too, perhaps, his indifferences. Still, I can enter into some of his aver sions, and I agreed with him that his wife was odious. " She has hitherto, since we began practically to live 97 THE BETTER SORT apart," he said, " mortally hated the idea of doing any thing so pleasant for me as to divorce me. But I ve reason to believe she has now changed her mind. She d like to get clear." I waited a moment. " For a man ? " " Oh, such a jolly good one ! Remson Sturch." I wondered. " Do you call him good? " " Good for her. If she only can be got to be which it oughtn t to be difficult to make her fool enough to marry him, he ll give her the real size of his foot, and I shall be avenged in a manner positively ideal." Then will she institute proceedings ? " " She can t, as things stand. She has nothing to go upon. I ve been," said poor Brivet, " I positively have, so blameless." I thought of Mrs. Cavenham, and, though I said nothing, he went on after an instant as if he knew it. l They can t put a finger. I ve been so d d particular." I hesitated. " And your idea is now not to be par ticular any more? " " Oh, about her" he eagerly replied, " always ! " On which I laughed out and he coloured. " But my idea is nevertheless, at present," he went on, " to pave the way ; that is, I mean, if I can keep the person you re thinking of so totally out of it that not a breath in the whole business can possibly touch her." " I see," I reflected. " She isn t willing? " He stared. " To be compromised ? Why the devil should she be? " " Why shouldn t she for you? Doesn t she love you?" Yes, and it s because she does, dearly, that I don t feel the right way to repay her is by spattering her over." " Yet if she stands," I argued, " straight in the splash ! " 98 THE SPECIAL TYPE " She doesn t ! " he interrupted me, with some curt- ness. " She stands a thousand miles out of it; she stands on a pinnacle ; she stands as she stands in your charming portrait lovely, lonely, untouched. And so she must remain." " It s beautiful, it s doubtless inevitable," I returned after a little, " that you should feel so. Only, if your wife doesn t divorce you for a woman you love, I don t quite see how she can do it for the woman you don t." "Nothing is more simple," he declared; on which I saw he had figured it out rather more than I thought. " It will be quite enough if she believes I love her." " If the lady in question does or Mrs. Brivet? " " Mrs. Brivet confound her ! If she believes I love somebody else. I must have the appearance, and the appearance must of course be complete. All I ve got to do is to take up " " To take up ? " I asked, as he paused. " Well, publicly, with someone or other ; someone who could easily be squared. One would undertake, after all, to produce the impression." " On your wife naturally, you mean? " " On my wife, and on the person concerned." I turned it over and did justice to his ingenuity. " But what impression would you undertake to pro duce on ?" " Well? " he inquired as I just faltered. " On the person not- concerned. How would the lady you just accused me of having in mind be affected toward such a proceeding? " He had to think a little, but he thought with success. " Oh, I d answer for her." " To the other lady ? " I laughed. He remained quite grave. " To myself. She d leave us alone. As it would be for her good, she d un derstand." I was sorry for him, but he struck me as artless. 99 THE BETTER SORT " Understand, in that interest, the spattering of an other person? " He coloured again, but he was sturdy. " It must of course be exactly the right person a special type. Someone who, in the first place," he explained, " wouldn t mind, and of whom, in the second, she wouldn t be jealous." I followed perfectly, but it struck me as important all round that we should be clear. " But wouldn t the danger be great that any woman who shouldn t have that effect the effect of jealousy upon her wouldn t have it either on your wife? " " Ah," he acutely returned, " my wife wouldn t be warned. She wouldn t be in the know. " I see." I quite caught up. " The two other ladies distinctly would." But he seemed for an instant at a loss. " Wouldn t it be indispensable only as regards one ? " Then the other would be simply sacrificed ? " " She would be," Brivet splendidly put it, " remu nerated. I was pleased even with the sense of financial power betrayed by the way he said it, and I at any rate so took the measure of his intention of generosity and his characteristically big view of the matter that this quickly suggested to me what at least might be his ex posure. " But suppose that, in spite of remunera tion/ this secondary personage should perversely like you? She would have to be indeed, as you say, a special type, but even special types may have general feelings. Suppose she should like you too much." It had pulled him up a little. " What do you mean by too much ?" " Well, more than enough to leave the case quite as simple as you d require it." " Oh, money always simplifies. Besides, I should make a point of being a brute." And on my laughing at this : " I should pay her enough lo keep her down, 100 THE SPECIAL TYPE to make her easy. But the thing," he went on with a drop back to the less mitigated real " the thing, hang it ! is first to find her." "Surely," I concurred; "for she should have to lack, you see, no requirement whatever for plausibility. She must be, for instance, not only squareable, but before anything else even awfully handsome." " Oh, awfully ! " He could make light of that, which was what Mrs. Cavenham was. " It wouldn t do for her, at all events," I maintained, " to be a bit less attractive than "Well, than who?" he broke in, not only with a comic effect of disputing my point, but also as if he knew whom I was thinking of. Before I could answer him, however, the door opened, and we were interrupted by a visitor a visitor who, on the spot, in a flash, primed me with a reply. But I had of course for the moment to keep it to my self. " Than Mrs. Dundene! " III I HAD nothing more than that to do with it, but before I could turn round it was done ; by which I mean that Brivet, whose previous impression of her had, for some sufficient reason, failed of sharpness, now jumped straight to the perception that here to his hand for the solution of his problem was the missing quantity and the appointed aid. They were in presence on this oc casion, for the first time, half an hour, during which he sufficiently showed me that he felt himself to have found the special type. He was certainly to that ex tent right that nobody could in those days in par ticular without a rapid sense that she was indeed " special," spend any such time in the company of our extraordinary friend. I couldn t quarrel with his recognising so quickly what I had myself instantly rec- 101 THE BETTER SORT ognised, yet if it did in truth appear almost at a glance that she would, through the particular facts of situa tion, history, aspect, tone, temper, beautifully " do," I felt from the first so affected by the business that I desired to wash my hands of it. There was something I wished to say to him before it went further, but after that I cared only to be out of it. I may as well say at once, however, that I never was out of it; for a man habitually ridden by the twin demons of im agination and observation is never enough for his peace out of anything. But I wanted to be able to apply to either, should anything happen, " Thou canst not say 7 did it ! What might in particular happen was represented by what I said to Brivet the first time he gave me a chance. It was what I had wished before the affair went further, but it had then already gone so far that he had been twice as he immediately let me know to see her at home. He clearly desired me to keep up with him, which I was eager to declare im possible ; but he came again to see me only after he had called. Then I instantly made my point, which was that she was really, hang it ! too good for his fell purpose. " But, my dear man, my purpose is a sacred one. And if, moreover, she herself doesn t think she s too good " " Ah," said I, " she s in love with you, and so it isn t fair." He wondered. " Fair to me?" " Oh, I don t care a button for you ! What I m thinking of is her risk." " And what do you mean by her risk? " " Why, her finding, of course, before you ve done with her, that she can t do without you." He met me as if he had quite thought of that. " Isn t it much more my risk ? " " Ah, but you take it deliberately, walk into it with 1 02 THE SPECIAL TYPE your eyes open. What I want to be sure of, liking her as I do, is that she fully understands." He had been moving about my place with his hands in his pockets, and at this he stopped short. " How much do you like her ? " " Oh, ten times more than she likes me ; so that needn t trouble you. Does she understand that it can be only to help somebody else ? " " Why, my dear chap, she s as sharp as a steam- whistle." " So that she also already knows who the other per son is ? " He took a turn again, then brought out, " There s no other person for her but me. Of course, as yet, there are things one doesn t say ; I haven t set straight to work to dot all my i s, and the beauty of her, as she s really charming and would be charming in any relation is just exactly that I don t expect to have to. We ll work it out all right, I think, so that what I most wanted just to make sure of from you was what you ve been good enough to tell me. I mean that you don t object for yourself." I could with philosophic mirth allay that scruple, but what I couldn t do was to let him see what really most worried me. It stuck, as they say, in my crop that a woman like yes, when all was said and done Alice Dundene should simply minister to the con venience of a woman like Rose Cavenham. " But there s one thing more." This was as far as I could go. " I may take from you then that she not only knows it s for your divorce and remarriage, but can fit the shoe on the very person? " He waited a moment. " Well, you may take from me that I find her no more of a fool than, as I seem to see, many other fellows have found her." I too was silent a little, but with a superior sense of being able to think it all out further than he. " She s magnificent! " 103 THE BETTER SORT " Well, so am I ! " said Brivet. And for months afterward there was much in fact everything in the whole picture to justify his claim. I remember how it struck me as a lively sign of this that Mrs. Cavenham, at an early day, gave up her pretty house in Wilton Street and withdrew for a time to America. That was palpable design and diplomacy, but I m afraid that I quite as much, and doubtless very vulgarly, read into it that she had had money from Brivet to go. I even promised myself, I confess, the entertainment of finally making out that, whether or no the marriage should come off, she would not have been the person to find the episode least lucrative. She left the others, at all events, completely together, and so, as the plot, with this, might be said definitely to thicken, it came to me in all sorts of ways that the curtain had gone up on the drama. It came to me, I hasten to add, much less from the two actors themselves than from other quarters the usual sources, which never fail, of chatter; for after my friends direction was fairly taken they had the good taste on either side to handle it, in talk, with gloves, not to expose it to what I should have called the danger of definition. I even seemed to divine that, allowing for needful pre liminaries, they dealt even with each other on this same unformulated plane, and that it well might be that no relation in London at that moment, between a remarkable man and a beautiful woman, had more of the general air of good manners. I saw for a long time, directly, but little of them, for they were naturally much taken up, and Mrs. Dundene in particular inter mitted, as she had never yet done in any complication of her chequered career, her calls at my studio. As the months went by I couldn t but feel partly, per haps, for this very reason that their undertaking an nounced itself as likely not to fall short of its aim. I gathered from the voices of the air that nothing what- 104 THE SPECIAL TYPE ever was neglected that could make it a success, and just this vision it was that made me privately project wonders into it, caused anxiety and curiosity often again to revisit me, and led me in fine to say to myself that so rich an effect could be arrived at on either side only by a great deal of heroism. As the omens marked ly developed I supposed the heroism had likewise done so, and that the march of the matter was logical I in ferred from the fact that even though the ordeal, all round, was more protracted than might have been feared, Mrs. Cavenham made no fresh appearance. This I took as a sign that she knew she was safe took indeed as the feature not the least striking of the sit uation constituted in her interest. I held my tongue, naturally, about her interest, but I watched it from a distance with an attention that, had I been caught in the act, might have led to a mistake about the direction of my sympathy. I had to make it my proper secret that, while I lost as little as possible of what was being done for her, I felt more and more that I myself could never have begun to do it. IV SHE came back at last, however, and one of the first things she did on her arrival was to knock at my door and let me know immediately, to smooth the way, that she was there on particular business. I was not to be surprised though even if I were she shouldn t mind to hear that she wished to bespeak from me, on the smallest possible delay, a portrait, full-length for preference, of our delightful friend Mr. Brivet. She brought this out with a light perfection of assur ance of which the first effect I couldn t help it was to make me show myself almost too much amused for good manners. She first stared at my laughter, then wonderfully joined in it, looking meanwhile extraor- 105 THE BETTER SORT dinarily pretty and elegant more completely hand some in fact, as well as more completely happy, than I had ever yet seen her. She was distinctly the better, I quickly saw, for what was being done for her, and it was an odd spectacle indeed that while, out of her sight and to the exclusion of her very name, the good work went on, it put roses in her cheeks and rings on her fingers and the sense of success in her heart. What had made me laugh, at all events, was the number of other ideas suddenly evoked by her request, two of which, the next moment, had disengaged themselves with particular brightness. She wanted, for all her confidence, to omit no precaution, to close up every issue, and she had acutely conceived that the posses sion of Brivet s picture full-length, above all! would constitute for her the strongest possible appear ance of holding his supreme pledge. If that had been her foremost thought her second then had been that if I should paint him he would have to sit, and that in order to sit he would have to return. He had been at this time, as I knew, for many weeks in foreign cities which helped moreover to explain to me that Mrs. Cavenham had thought it compatible with her safety to reopen her London house. Everything accordingly seemed to make for a victory, but there was such a thing, her proceeding implied, as one s at least as her susceptibility and her nerves. This question of his return I of course immediately put to her; on which she immediately answered that it was expressed in her very proposal, inasmuch as this proposal was nothing but the offer that Brivet had himself made her. The thing was to be his gift; she had only, he had assured her, to choose her artist and arrange the time ; and she had amiably chosen me chosen me for the dates, as she called them, immediately before us. I doubtless but I don t care give the measure of my native cynicism in confessing that I didn t the least 1 06 THE SPECIAL TYPE avoid showing her that I saw through her game. Well, I ll do him," I said, " if he ll come himself and ask me." She wanted to know, at this, of course, if I impugned her veracity. " You don t believe what I tell you ? You re afraid for your money? " I took it in high good-humour. " For my money not a bit." "For what then?" I had to think first how much I could say, which seemed to me, naturally, as yet but little. " I know perfectly that whatever happens Brivet always pays. But let him come; then we ll talk." " Ah, well," she returned, " you ll see if he doesn t come." And come he did in fact though without a word from myself directly at the end of ten days ; on which we immediately got to work, an idea highly favourable to it having meanwhile shaped itself in my own breast. Meanwhile too, however, before his arrival, Mrs. Cavenham had been again to see me, and this it was precisely, I think, that determined my idea. My present explanation of what afresh passed between us is that she really felt the need to build up her security a little higher by borrowing from my own vision of what had been happening. I had not, she saw, been very near to that, but I had been at least, during her time in America, nearer than she. And I had doubtless somehow "aggravated" her by appear ing to disbelieve in the guarantee she had come in such pride to parade to me. It had in any case befallen that, on the occasion of her second visit, what I least expected or desired her avowal of being " in the know " suddenly went too far to stop. When she did speak she spoke with elation. " Mrs. Brivet has filed her petition." " For getting rid of him? " " Yes, in order to marry again ; which is exactly 107 THE BETTER SORT what he wants her to do. It s wonderful and, in a manner, I think, quite splendid the way he has made it easy for her. He has met her wishes handsomely obliged her in every particular." As she preferred, subtly enough, to put it all as if it were for the sole benefit of his wife, I was quite ready for this tone; but I privately defied her to keep it up. Well, then, he hasn t laboured in vain." " Oh, it couldn t have been in vain. What has hap pened has been the sort of thing that she couldn t pos sibly fail to act upon." " Too great a scandal, eh ? " She but just paused at it. " Nothing neglected, cer tainly, or omitted. He was not the man to undertake " And not put it through ? No, I should say he wasn t the man. In any case he apparently hasn t been. But he must have found the job " Rather a bore? " she asked as I had hesitated. :< Well, not so much a bore as a delicate matter." She seemed to demur. " Delicate? " " Why, your sex likes him so." " But isn t just that what has made it easy? " " Easy for him yes," I after a moment admitted. But it wasn t what she meant. " And not difficult, also, for them." This was the nearest approach I was to have heard her make, since the day of the meeting of the two women at my studio, to naming Mrs. Dundene. She never, to the end of the affair, came any closer to her in speech than by the collective and promiscuous plural pronoun. There might have been a dozen of them, and she took cognizance, in respect to them, only of quantity. It was as if it had been a way of showing how little of anything else she imputed. Quality, as distinguished from quantity, was what she had. " Oh, I think," I said, " that we can scarcely speak for them." 108 THE SPECIAL TYPE " Why not? They must certainly have had the most beautiful time. Operas, theatres, suppers, dinners, diamonds, carriages, journeys hither and yon with him, poor dear, telegrams sent by each from everywhere to everywhere and always lying about, elaborate ar rivals and departures at stations for everyone to see, and, in fact, quite a crowd usually collected as many witnesses as you like. " Then," she wound up, " his brougham standing always half the day and half the night at their doors. He has had to keep a brougham, and the proper sort of man, just for that alone. In other words unlimited publicity." " I see. What more can they have wanted? Yes," I pondered, " they like, for the most part, we suppose, a studied, outrageous affichage, and they must have thoroughly enjoyed it." " Ah, but it was only that." I wondered. " Only what ? " " Only affiche. Only outrageous. Only the form of well, of what would definitely serve. He never saw them alone." I wondered or at least appeared to still more. "Never?" " Never. Never once." She had a wonderful air of answering for it. " I know." I saw that, after all, she really believed she knew, and I had indeed, for that matter, to recognise that I myself believed her knowledge to be sound. Only there went with it a complacency, an enjoyment of having really made me see what could be done for her, so little to my taste that for a minute or two I could scarce trust myself to speak : she looked somehow, as she sat there, so lovely, and yet, in spite of her loveliness or perhaps even just because of it sc smugly selfish; she put it to me with so small a consciousness of any thing but her personal triumph that, while she had kept her skirts clear, her name unuttered and her reputation 109 THE BETTER SORT untouched, " they " had been in it even more than her success required. It was their skirts, their name and their reputation that, in the proceedings at hand, would bear the brunt. It w r as only after waiting a w r hile that I could at last say : " You re perfectly sure then of Mrs. Brivet s intention ? " " Oh, we ve had formal notice." " And he s himself satisfied of the sufficiency ? " " Of the sufficiency ?" " Of what he has done." She rectified. " Of what he has appeared to do." That is then enough?" " Enough," she laughed, " to send him to the gal lows ! " To which I could only reply that all was well that ended well. ALL for me, however, as it proved, had not ended yet. Brivet, as I have mentioned, duly reappeared to sit for me, and Mrs. Cavenham, on his arrival, as consistently went abroad. He confirmed to me that lady s news of how he had " fetched," as he called it, his wife let me know, as decently owing to me after what had passed, on the subject, between us, that the forces set in motion had logically operated ; but he made no other allusion to his late accomplice for I now took for granted the close of the connection than was conveyed in this intimation. He spoke and the effect was almost droll as if he had had, since our previous meeting, a busy and responsible year and wound up an affair (as he was accustomed to wind up affairs) involving a mass of detail ; he even dropped into occasional rem iniscence of what he had seen and enjoyed and disliked during a recent period of rather far-reaching advent ure; but he stopped just as short as Mrs. Cavenham had done and. indeed, much shorter than she of in- no THE SPECIAL TYPE troducing Mrs. Dundene by name into our talk. And what was singular in this, I soon saw, was apart from a general discretion that he abstained not at all be cause his mind was troubled, but just because, on the contrary, it was so much at ease. It was perhaps even more singular still, meanwhile, that, though I had scarce been able to bear Mrs. Cavenham s manner in this particular, I found I could put up perfectly with that of her friend. She had annoyed me, but he didn t I give the inconsistency for what it is worth. The obvious state of his conscience had always been a strong point in him and one that exactly irritated some people as much as it charmed others; so that if, in general, it was positively, and in fact quite aggressively ap proving, this monitor, it had never held its head so high as at the juncture of which I speak. I took all this in with eagerness, for I saw how it would play into my work. Seeking as I always do, instinctively, to represent sitters in the light of the thing, whatever it may be, that facially, least wittingly or responsibly, gives the pitch of their aspect, I felt immediately that I should have the clue for making a capital thing of Brivet were I to succeed in showing him in just this freshness of his cheer. His cheer was that of his being able to say to himself that he had got all he wanted precisely as he wanted : without having harmed a fly. He had arrived so neatly where most men arrive be smirched, and what he seemed to cry out as he stood before my canvas wishing everyone well all round was : " See how clever and pleasant and practicable, how jolly and lucky and rich I ve been ! " I de termined, at all events, that I would make some such characteristic words as these cross, at any cost, the footlights, as it were, of my frame. Well, I can t but feel to this hour that I really hit my nail that the man is fairly painted in the light and that the work remains as yet my high-water mark. in THE BETTER SORT He himself was delighted with it and all the more, I think, that before it was finished he received from America the news of his liberation. He had not de fended the suit as to which judgment, therefore, had been expeditiously rendered; and he was accordingly free as air and with the added sweetness of every aug mented appearance that his wife was herself blindly preparing to seek chastisement at the hands of destiny. There being at last no obstacle to his open association with Mrs. Cavenham, he called her directly back to London to admire my achievement, over which, from the very first glance, she as amiably let herself go. It was the very view of him she had desired to possess; it was the dear man in his intimate essence for those who knew him; and for any one who should ever be deprived of him it would be the next best thing to the sound of his voice. We of course by no means lin gered, however, on the contingency of privation, which was promptly swept away in the rush of Mrs. Caven- ham s vision of how straight also, above and beyond, I had, as she called it, attacked. I couldn t quite my self, I fear, tell how straight, but Mrs. Cavenham per fectly could, and did, for everybody: she had at her fingers ends all the reasons why the thing would be a treasure even for those who had never seen " Frank." I had finished the picture, but was, according to my practice, keeping it near me a little, for afterthoughts, when I received from Mrs. Dundene the first visit she had paid me for many a month. " I ve come," she im mediately said, " to ask you a favour " ; and she turned her eyes, for a minute, as if contentedly full of her thought, round the large workroom she already knew so well and in which her beauty had really rendered more services than could ever be repaid. There were studies of her yet on the walls; there were others thrust away in corners; others still had gone forth from where she stood and carried to far-away places 112 THE SPECIAL TYPE the reach of her lingering look. I had greatly, almost inconveniently missed her, and I don t know why it was that she struck me now as more beautiful than ever. She had always, for that matter, had a way of seeming; each time a little different and a little better. Dressed very simply in black materials, feathers and lace, that gave the impression of being light and fine, she had indeed the air of a special type, but quite as some great lady might have had it. She looked like a princess in Court mourning. Oh, she had been a case for the petitioner was everything the other side wanted ! " Mr. Brivet," she went on to say, " has kindly offered me a present. I m to ask of him what ever in the world I most desire." I knew in an instant, on this, what was coming, but I was at first wholly taken up with the simplicity of her allusion to her late connection. Had I supposed that, like Brivet, she wouldn t allude to it at all? or had I stupidly assumed that if she did it would be with ribaldry and rancour? I hardly know; I only know that I suddenly found myself charmed to receive from her thus the key of my own freedom. There was something I wanted to say to her, and she had thus given me leave. But for the moment I only re peated as with amused interest : " Whatever in the world ?" " Whatever in all the world." " But that s immense, and in what way can poor / help ?" " By painting him for me. I want a portrait of him." I looked at her a moment in silence. She was lovely. " That s what in all the world you ve chosen? " " Yes thinking it over: full-length. I want it for remembrance, and I want it as you will do it. It s the only thing I do want." "Nothing else?" " Oh, it s enough." I turned about she was won- THE BETTER SORT derful. I had whisked out of sight for a month the picture I had produced for Mrs. Cavenham, and it was now completely covered with a large piece of stuff. I stood there a little, thinking of it, and she went on as if she feared I might be unwilling. " Can t you do it?" It showed me that she had not heard from him of my having painted him, and this, further, was an in dication that, his purpose effected, he had ceased to see her. " I suppose you know," I presently said, " what you ve done for him ? " " Oh yes; it was what I wanted." " It was what he wanted ! " I laughed. " Well, I want what he wants." " Even to his marrying Mrs. Cavenham ? " She hesitated. " As well her as anyone, from the moment he couldn t marry me." " It was beautiful of you to be so sure of that," I returned. " How could I be anything else but sure ? He doesn t so much as know me ! " said Alice Dundene. " No," I declared, " I verily believe he doesn t. There s your picture," I added, unveiling my work. She was amazed and delighted. " I may have that? " So far as I m concerned absolutely." " Then he had himself the beautiful thought of sit ting for me? " I faltered but an instant. " Yes." Her pleasure in what I had done was a joy to me. " Why, it s of a truth ! It s perfection." " I think it is." " It s the whole story. It s life." "That s what I tried for," I said; and I added to myself: " Why the deuce do we? " " It will be him for me," she meanwhile went on. " I shall live with it, keep it all to myself, and do you know what it will do? it will seem to make up." 114 THE SPECIAL TYPE "To make up?" " I never saw him alone," said Mrs. Dundene. I am still keeping the thing to send to her, punctual ly, on the day he s married ; but I had of course, on my understanding with her, a tremendous bout with Mrs. Cavenham, who protested with indignation against my " base treachery " and made to Brivet an appeal for redress which, enlightened, face to face with the mag nificent humility of his other friend s selection, he couldn t, for shame, entertain. All he was able to do was to suggest to me that I might for one or other of the ladies, at my choice, do him again; but I had no difficulty in replying that my best was my best and that what was done was done. He assented with the awk wardness of a man in dispute between women, and Mrs. Cavenham remained furious. " Can t * they of all possible things, think ! take something else ? " " Oh, they want him! " " Him ? " It was monstrous. 1 To live with," I explained" to make up." To make up for what ? " " Why, you know, they never saw him alone." MRS. MEDWIN " \\7 ELL, we are a pair ! " the poor lady s visitor VV broke out to her, at the end of her explana tion, in a manner disconcerting enough. The poor lady was Miss Cutter, who lived in South Audley Street, where she had an " upper half " so concise that it had to pass, boldly, for convenient; and her visitor was her half-brother, whom she had not seen for three years. She was remarkable for a maturity of which every symptom might have been observed to be admir ably controlled, had not a tendency to stoutness just affirmed its independence. Her present, no doubt, in sisted too much on her past, but with the excuse, suf ficiently valid, that she must certainly once have been prettier. She was clearly not contented with once she wished to be prettier again. She neglected nothing that could produce that illusion, and, being both fair and fat, dressed almost wholly in black. When she added a little colour it was not, at any rate, to her drapery. Her small rooms had the peculiarity that everything they contained appeared to testify with vividness to her position in society, quite as if they had been furnished by the bounty of admiring friends. They were adorned indeed almost exclusively with ob jects that nobody buys, as had more than once been remarked by spectators of her own sex, for herself, and would have been luxurious if luxury consisted main ly in photographic portraits slashed across with sig- 116 MRS. MEDWIN natures, in baskets of flowers beribboned with the cards of passing compatriots, and in a neat collection of red volumes, blue volumes, alphabetical volumes, aids to London lucidity, of every sort, devoted to addresses and engagements. To be in Miss Cutter s tiny draw ing-room, in short, even with Miss Cutter alone should you by any chance have found her so was somehow to be in the world and in a crowd. It was like an agency it bristled with particulars. This was what the tall, lean, loose gentleman loung ing there before her might have appeared to read in the suggestive scene over which, while she talked to him, his eyes moved without haste and without rest. " Oh, come, Mamie ! " he occasionally threw off ; and the words were evidently connected with the impression thus absorbed. His comparative youth spoke of waste even as her positive her too positive spoke of econ omy. There was only one thing, that is, to make up in him for everything he had lost, though it was dis tinct enough indeed that this thing might sometimes serve. It consisted in the perfection of an indifference, an indifference at the present moment directed to the plea a plea of inability, of pure destitution with which his sister had met him. Yet it had even now a wider embrace, took in quite sufficiently all conse quences of queerness, confessed in advance to the false note that, in such a setting, he almost excruciatingly constituted. He cared as little that he looked at mo ments all his impudence as that he looked all his sha b- biness, all his cleverness, all his history. These differ ent things were written in him in his premature bald ness, his seamed, strained face, the lapse from bravery of his long tawny moustache; above all, in his easy, friendly, universally acquainted eye, so much too so ciable for mere conversation. What possible relation with him could be natural enough to meet it? He wore a scant, rough Inverness cape and a pair of black 117 THE BETTER SORT trousers, wanting in substance and marked with the sheen of time, that had presumably once served for evening use. He spoke with the slowness helplessly permitted to Americans as something too slow to be stopped and he repeated that he found himself asso ciated with Miss Cutter in a harmony worthy of won der. She had been telling him not only that she couldn t possibly give him ten pounds, but that his un expected arrival, should he insist on being much in view, might seriously interfere with arrangements nec essary to her own maintenance ; on which he had begun by replying that he of course knew she had long ago spent her money, but that he looked to her now exactly because she had, without the aid of that convenience, mastered the art of life. " I d really go away with a fiver, my dear, if you d only tell me how you do it. It s no use saying only, as you ve always said, that people are very kind to you. What the devil are they kind to you for? " " Well, one reason is precisely that no particular in convenience has hitherto been supposed to attach to me. I m just what I am," said Mamie Cutter ; " noth ing less and nothing more. It s awkward to have to explain to you, which, moreover, I really needn t in the least. I m clever and amusing and charming." She was uneasy and even frightened, but she kept her temper and met him with a grace of her own. " I don t think you ought to ask me more questions than I ask you." " Ah, my dear," said the odd young man, " I ve no mysteries. Why in the world, since it was what you came out for and have devoted so much of your time to, haven t you pulled it off? Why haven t you mar ried?" " Why haven t you? " she retorted. " Do you think that if I had it would have been better for you? that my husband would for a moment have put up with 118 MRS. MEDWIN you ? Do you mind my asking you if you ll kindly go now? " she went on after a glance at the clock. " I m expecting a friend, whom I must see alone, on a matter of great importance " And my being seen with you may compromise your respectability or undermine your nerve ? " He sprawled imperturbably in his place, crossing again, in another sense, his long black legs and showing, above his low shoes, an absurd reach of parti-coloured sock. " I take your point well enough, but mayn t you be after all quite wrong? If you can t do anything for me couldn t you at least do something with me ? If it comes to that, I m clever and amusing and charming too! I ve been such an ass that you don t appreciate me. But people like me I assure you they do. They usually don t know what an ass I ve been; they only see the surface, which " and he stretched himself afresh as she looked him up and down " you can im agine them, can t you, rather taken with ? I m what I am too ; nothing less and nothing more. That s true of us as a family, you see. We are a crew ! " He delivered himself serenely. His voice was soft and flat, his pleasant eyes, his simple tones tending to the solemn, achieved at moments that effect of quaintness which is, in certain connections, socially so known and enjoyed. " English people have quite a weakness for me more than any others. I get on with them beau tifully. I ve always been with them abroad. They think me," the young man explained, " diabolically American." * You ! " Such stupidity drew from her a sigh of compassion. Her companion apparently quite understood it. " Are you homesick, Mamie ? " he asked, with wonder ing irrelevance. The manner of the question made her for some rea son, in spite of her preoccupations, break into a laugh, 119 THE BETTER SORT A shade of indulgence, a sense of other things, came back to her. " You are funny, Scott ! " " Well," remarked Scott, " that s just what I claim. But are you so homesick? " he spaciously inquired, not as if to a practical end, but from an easy play of intel ligence. " I m just dying of it ! " said Mamie Cutter. " Why, so am I ! " Her visitor had a sweetness of concurrence. " We re the only decent people," Miss Cutter de clared. " And I know. You don t you can t ; and I can t explain. Come in," she continued with a return of her impatience and an increase of her decision, " at seven sharp." She had quitted her seat some time before, and now, to get him into motion, hovered before him while, still motionless, he looked up at her. Something intimate, in the silence, appeared to pass between them a com munity of fatigue and failure and, after all, of intelli gence. There was a final, cynical humour in it. It determined him, at any rate, at last, and he slowly rose, taking in again as he stood there the testimony of the room. He might have been counting the photo graphs, but he looked at the flowers with detachment. "Who s coming?" " Mrs. Medwin." "American?" "Dear no!" " Then what are you doing for her? " " I work for everyone," she promptly returned. " For everyone who pays ? So I suppose. Yet isn t it only we who do pay? " There was a drollery, not lost on her, in the way his queer presence lent itself to his emphasised plural. " Do you consider that you do? " At this, with his deliberation, he came back to his charming idea. " Only try me, and see if I can t be 120 MRS. MEDWIN made to. Work me in." On her sharply presenting her back he stared a little at the clock. " If I come at seven may I stay to dinner? " It brought her round again. " Impossible. I m dining out." "With whom?" She had to think. " With Lord Considine." " Oh, my eye! " Scott exclaimed. She looked at him gloomily. " Is that sort of tone what makes you pay? I think you might understand," she went on, " that if you re to sponge on me success fully you mustn t ruin me. I must have some remote resemblance to a lady." " Yes ? But why must If " Her exasperated silence was full of answers, of which, however, his inimitable manner took no account. " You don t understand my real strength; I doubt if you even understand your own. You re clever, Mamie, but you re not so clever as I supposed. However," he pursued, " it s out of Mrs. Medwin that you ll get it." "Get what?" " Why, the cheque that will enable you to assist me." On this, for a moment, she met his eyes. " If you ll come back at seven sharp not a minute before, and not a minute after, I ll give you two five-pound notes." He thought it over. " Whom are you expecting a minute after? " It sent her to the window with a groan almost of anguish, and she answered nothing till she had looked at the street. " If you injure me, you know, Scott", you ll be sorry." " I wouldn t injure you for the world. What I want to do in fact is really to help you, and I promise you that I won t leave you by which I mean won t leave London till I ve effected something really pleas ant for you. I like you, Mamie, because I like pluck ; 121 THE BETTER SORT I like you much more than you like me. I like you very, very much." He had at last with this reached the door and opened it, but he remained with his hand on the latch. " What does Mrs. Medwin want of you? " he thus brought out. She had come round to see him disappear, and in the relief of this prospect she again just indulged him. " The impossible." He waited another minute. " And you re going to doit?" " I m going to do it," said Mamie Cutter. " Well, then, that ought to be a haul. Call it three fivers ! " he laughed. " At seven sharp." And at last he left her alone. II Miss CUTTER waited till she heard the house-door close; after which, in a sightless, mechanical way, she moved about the room, readjusting various objects that he had not touched. It was as if his mere voice and accent had spoiled her form. But she was not left too long to reckon with these things, for Mrs. Medwin was promptly announced. This lady was not, more than her hostess, in the first flush of her youth; her appearance the scattered remains of beauty manip ulated by taste resembled one of the light repasts in which the fragments of yesterday s dinner figure with a conscious ease that makes up for the want of presence. She was perhaps of an effect still too im mediate to be called interesting, but she was candid, gentle and surprised not fatiguingly surprised, only just in the right degree ; and her white face it was too white with the fixed eyes, the somewhat touzled hair and the Louis Seize hat, might at the end of the very long neck have suggested the head of a princess carried, in a revolution, on a pike, A She immediately 122 MRS. MEDWIN took up the business that had brought her, with the air, however, of drawing from the omens then discern ible less confidence than she had hoped. The complica tion lay in the fact that if it was Mamie s part to pre sent the omens, that lady yet had so to colour them as to make her own service large. She perhaps over- coloured, for her friend gave way to momentary despair. " What you mean is then that it s simply impossi ble?" "Oh no," said Mamie, with a qualified emphasis. " It s possible: 11 But disgustingly difficult? " " As difficult as you like." " Then what can I do that I haven t done? " " You can only wait a little longer." " But that s just what I have done. I ve done noth ing else. I m always waiting a little longer ! " Miss Cutter retained, in spite of this pathos, her grasp of the subject. " The thing, as I ve told you, is for you first to be seen." " But if people won t look at me? " " They will." " They will? Mrs. Medwin was eager. " They shall," her hostess went on. " It s their only having heard without having seen." " But if they stare straight the other way? " Mrs. Medwin continued to object. " You can t simply go up to them and twist their heads about." " It s just what I can," said Mamie Cutter. But her charming visitor, heedless for the moment of this attenuation, had found the way to put it. " It s the old story. You can t go into the water till you swim, and you can t swim till you go into the water. I can t be spoken to till I m seen, but I can t be seen till I m spoken to." She met this lucidity, Miss Cutter, with but an in- 123 THE BETTER SORT stant s lapse. "You say I can t twist their heads about. But I have twisted them." It had been quietly produced, but it gave her com panion a jerk. " They say Yes ? " She summed it up. " All but one. She says No. Mrs. Medwin thought ; then jumped. " Lady Wantridge?" Miss Cutter, as more delicate, only bowed admission. " I shall see her either this afternoon or late to-morrow. But she has written." Her visitor wondered again. " May I see her let ter?" " No." She spoke with decision. " But I shall square her." "Then how?" " Well " and Miss Cutter, as if looking upward for inspiration, fixed her eyes awhile on the ceiling " well, it will come to me." Mrs. Medwin watched her it was impressive. "And will they come to you the others?" This question drew out the fact that they would so far, at least, as they consisted of Lady Edward, Lady Bell- house and Mrs. Pouncer, who had engaged to muster, at the signal of tea, on the I4th prepared, as it were, for the worst. There was of course always the chance that Lady Wantridge might take the field in such force as to paralyse them, though that danger, at the same time, seemed inconsistent with her being squared. It didn t perhaps all quite ideally hang together; but what it sufficiently came to was that if she was the one who could do most for a person in Mrs. Medw r in s position she was also the one who could do most against. It would therefore be distinctly what our friend familiarly spoke of as " collar-work." The ef fect of these mixed considerations was at any rate that Mamie eventually acquiesced in the idea, hand somely thrown out by her client, that she should have 124 MRS, MEDWIN an " advance " to go on with. Miss Cutter confessed that it seemed at times as if one scarce could go on; but the advance was, in spite of this delicacy, still more delicately made made in the form of a banknote, sev eral sovereigns, some loose silver and two coppers, the whole contents of her purse, neatly disposed by Mrs. Medwin on one of the tiny tables. It seemed to clear the air for deeper intimacies, the fruit of which was that Mamie, lonely, after all, in her crowd, and always more helpful than helped, eventually brought out that the way Scott had been going on was what seemed momentarily to overshadow her own power to do so. " I ve had a descent from him." But she had to explain. " My half-brother Scott Homer. A wretch." ; What kind of a wretch?" " Every kind. I lose sight of him at times he dis appears abroad. But he always turns up again, worse than ever." "Violent?" " No." "Maudlin?" " No." "Only unpleasant?" " No. Rather pleasant. Awfully clever awfully travelled and easy." " Then what s the matter with him ? " Mamie mused, hesitated seemed to see a wide past. " I don t know." " Something in the background ? " Then as her friend was silent, "Something queer about cards?" Mrs. Medwin threw off. " I don t know and I don t want to ! " " Ah well, I m sure / don t," Mrs. Medwin returned with spirit. The note of sharpness was perhaps also a little in the observation she made as she gathered herself to go. " Do you mind my saying something? " 125 THE BETTER SORT Mamie took her eyes quickly from the money on the little stand. " You may say what you like." " I only mean that anything awkward you may have to keep out of the way does seem to make more won derful, doesn t it, that you should have got just where you are? I allude, you know, to your position." " I see." Miss Cutter somewhat coldly smiled. " To my power." " So awfully remarkable in an American." " Ah, you like us so." Mrs. Medwin candidly considered. "But we don t, dearest." Her companion s smile brightened. " Then why do you come to me? " " Oh, I like you! " Mrs. Medwin made out. " Then that s it. There are no Americans. It s al ways you. " Me ? " Mrs. Medwin looked lovely, but a little muddled. " Me!" Mamie Cutter laughed. "But if you like me, you dear thing, you can judge if I like you." She gave her a kiss to dismiss her. " I ll see you again when I ve seen her." "Lady Wantridge? I hope so, indeed. I ll turn up late to-morrow, if you don t catch me first. Has it come to you yet? " the visitor, now at the door, went on. " No; but it will. There s time." " Oh, a little less every day ! " Miss Cutter had approached the table and glanced again at the gold and silver and the note, not indeed absolutely overlooked the two coppers. " The bal ance," she put it, " the day after ? " " That very night, if you like." " Then count on me." " Oh, if I didn t ! " But the door closed on the dark idea. Yearningly then, and only when it had done so, Miss Cutter took up the money. 126 MRS. MEDWIN She went out with it ten minutes later, and, the calls on her time being many, remained out so long that at half -past six she had not come back. At that hour, on the other hand, Scott Homer knocked at her door, where her maid, who opened it with a weak pretence of holding it firm, ventured to announce to him, as a les son well learnt, that he had not been expected till seven. No lesson, none the less, could prevail against his native art. He pleaded fatigue, her, the maid s, dread ful depressing London, and the need to curl up some where. If she would just leave him quiet half an hour that old sofa upstairs would do for it, of which he took quickly such effectual possession that when, five min utes later, she peeped, nervous for her broken vow, into the drawing-room, the faithless young woman found him extended at his length and peacefully asleep. Ill THE situation before Miss Cutter s return developed in other directions still, and when that event took place, at a few minutes past seven, these circumstances were, by the foot of the stair, between mistress and maid, the subject of some interrogative gasps and scared ad missions. Lady Wantridge had arrived shortly after the interloper, and wishing, as she said, to wait, had gone straight up in spite of being told he was lying down. " She distinctly understood he was there? " " Oh yes, ma am; I thought it right to mention." " And what did you call him ? " " Well, ma am, I thought it unfair to you to call him anything but a gentleman." Mamie took it all in, though there might well be more of it than one could quickly embrace. " But if she has had time," she flashed, " to find out he isn t one?" 127 THE BETTER SORT " Oh, ma am, she had a quarter of an hour." Then she isn t with him still? " " No, ma am ; she came down again at last. She rang, and I saw her here, and she said she wouldn t wait longer." Miss Cutter darkly mused. " Yet had already waited ?" " Quite a quarter." " Mercy on us ! " She began to mount. Before reaching the top, however, she had reflected that quite a quarter was long if Lady Wantridge had only been shocked. On the other hand, it was short if she had only been pleased. But how could she have been pleased? The very essence of their actual crisis was just that there was no pleasing her. Mamie had but to open the drawing-room door indeed to perceive that this was not true at least of Scott Homer, who was horribly cheerful. Miss Cutter expressed to her brother without reserve her sense of the constitutional, the brutal selfishness that had determined his mistimed return. It had taken place, in violation of their agreement, exactly at the moment when it was most cruel to her that he should be there, and if she must now completely wash her hands of him he had only himself to thank. She had come in flushed with resentment and for a moment had been voluble ; but it would have been striking that, though the way he received her might have seemed but to aggravate, it presently justified him by causing their relation really to take a stride. He had the art of confounding those who would quarrel with him by reducing them to the humiliation of an irritated cu riosity. " What could she have made of you ? " Mamie de manded. " My dear girl, she s not a woman who s eager to make too much of anything anything, I mean, that 128 MRS. MEDWIN will prevent her from doing as she likes, what she takes into her head. Of course," he continued to ex plain, " if it s something she doesn t want to do, she ll make as much as Moses." Mamie wondered if that was the way he talked to her visitor, but felt obliged to own to his acuteness. It was an exact description of Lady Wantridge, and she was conscious of tucking it away for future use in a corner of her miscellaneous little mind. She with held, however, all present acknowledgment, only ad dressing him another question. " Did you really get on with her ? " " Have you still to learn, darling I can t help again putting it to you that I get on with everybody? That s just what I don t seem able to drive into you. Only see how I get on with you." She almost stood corrected. " What I mean is, of course, whether " " Whether she made love to me ? Shyly, yet or because shamefully? She would certainly have liked awfully to stay." ;< Then why didn t she?" " Because, on account of some other matter and I could see it was true she hadn t time. Twenty min utes she was here less were all she came to give you. So don t be afraid I ve frightened her away. She ll come back." Mamie thought it over. " Yet you didn t go with her to the door ? " " She wouldn t let me, and I know when to do what I m told quite as much as what I m not told. She wanted to find out about me. I mean from your little creature; a pearl of fidelity, by the way." " But what on earth did she come up for? " Mamie again found herself appealing, and, just by that fact, showing her need of help. " Because she always goes up." Then, as, in the 129 THE BETTER SORT presence of this rapid generalisation, to say nothing of that of such a relative altogether, Miss Cutter could only show as comparatively blank : " I mean she knows when to go up and when to come down. She has in stincts; she didn t know whom you might have up here. It s a kind of compliment to you anyway. Why, Mamie," Scott pursued, " you don t know the curios ity we any of us inspire. You wouldn t believe what I ve seen. The bigger bugs they are the more they re on the look-out." Mamie still followed, but at a distance. " The look out for what ? " " Why, for anything that will help them to live. You ve been here all this time without making out then, about them, what I ve had to pick out as I can ? They re dead, don t you see? And we re alive." " You ? Oh ! " Mamie almost laughed about it. " Well, they re a worn-out old lot, anyhow ; they ve used up their resources. They do look out; and I ll do them the justice to say they re not afraid not even of me ! " he continued as his sister again showed some thing of the same irony. " Lady Wantridge, at any rate, wasn t; that s what I mean by her having made love to me. She does what she likes. Mind it, you know." He was by this time fairly teaching her to know one of her best friends, and when, after it, he had come back to the great point of his lesson that of her failure, through feminine inferiority, practically to grasp the truth that their being just as they were, he and she, was the real card for them to play when he had renewed that reminder he left her absolutely in a state of dependence. Her impulse to press him on the subject of Lady Wantridge dropped ; it was as if she had felt that, whatever had taken place, some thing would somehow come of it. She was to be, in a manner, disappointed, but the impression helped to keep her over to the next morning, when, as Scott had 130 MRS. MEDWIN foretold, his new acquaintance did reappear, explain ing to Miss Cutter that she had acted the day before to gain time and that she even now sought to gain it by not waiting longer. What, she promptly intimated she had asked herself, could that friend be thinking of ? She must show where she stood before things had gone too far. If she had brought her answer without more delay she wished to make it sharp. Mrs. Med- win? Never! "No, my dear not I. There I stop." Mamie had known it would be " collar-work," but somehow now, at the beginning, she felt her heart sink. It was not that she had expected to carry the position with a rush, but that, as alw r ays after an interval, her visitor s defences really loomed and quite, as it were, to the material vision too large. She was always planted with them, voluminous, in the very centre of the passage; was like a person accommodated with a chair in some unlawful place at the theatre. She wouldn t move and you couldn t get round. Mamie s calculation indeed had not been on getting round ; she was obliged to recognise that, too foolishly and fondly, she had dreamed of producing a surrender. Her dream had been the fruit of her need ; but, conscious that she was even yet unequipped for pressure, she felt, almost for the first time in her life, superficial and crude. She was to be paid but with what was she, to that end, to pay? She had engaged to find an answer to this question, but the answer had not, according to her promise, " come." And Lady Wantridge meanwhile massed herself, and there was no view of her that didn t show her as verily, by some process too obscure to be traced, the hard depository of the social law. She was no younger, no fresher, no stronger, really, than any of them; she was only, with a kind of haggard fine ness, a sharpened taste for life, and, with all sorts of things behind and beneath her, more abysmal and more immoral, more secure and more impertinent. The THE BETTER SORT points she made were two in number. One was that she absolutely declined; the other was that she quite doubted if Mamie herself had measured the job. The thing couldn t be done. But say it could be; was Mamie quite the person to do it ? To this Miss Cutter, with a sweet smile, replied that she quite understood how little she might seem so. " I m only one of the persons to whom it has appeared that you are." " Then who are the others ? " " Well, to begin with, Lady Edward, Lady Bell- house and Mrs. Pouncer." " Do you mean that they ll come to meet her? " " I ve seen them, and they ve promised." "To come, of course," Lady Wantridge said, "if / come." Her hostess hesitated. " Oh, of course, you could prevent them. But I should take it as awfully kind of you not to. Won J t you do this for me?" Mamie pleaded. Her friend looked about the room very much as Scott had done. " Do they really understand what it s for? " " Perfectly. So that she may call." " And what good will that do her ? " Miss Cutter faltered, but she presently brought it out. " Of course what one hopes is that you ll ask her." "Ask her to call?" " Ask her to dine. Ask her, if you d be so truly sweet, for a Sunday, or something of that sort, and even if only in one of your most mixed parties, to Catchmore." Miss Cutter felt the less hopeful after this effort in that her companion only showed a strange good nature. And it was not the amiability of irony; yet it was amusement. "Take Mrs. Medwin into my family?" " Some day, when you re taking forty others." 132 MRS. MEDWIN " Ah, but what I don t see is what it does for you. You re already so welcome among us that you can scarcely improve your position even by forming for us the most delightful relation." " Well, I know how dear you are," Mamie Cutter replied ; " but one has, after all, more than one side, and more than one sympathy. I like her, you know." And even at this Lady Wantridge was not shocked; she showed that ease and blandness which were her way, unfortunately, of being most impossible. She re marked that she might listen to such things, because she was clever enough for them not to matter; only Mamie should take care how she went about saying them at large. When she became definite, however, in a minute, on the subject of the public facts, Miss Cutter soon found herself ready to make her own con cession. Of course, she didn t dispute them: there they were ; they were unfortunately on record, and nothing was to be done about them but to Mamie found it, in truth, at this point, a little difficult. " Well, what ? Pretend already to have forgotten them?" " Why not, when you ve done it in so many other cases?" " There are no other cases so bad. One meets them, at any rate, as they come. Some you can manage, others you can t. It s no use, you must give them up. They re past patching ; there s nothing to be done with them. There s nothing, accordingly, to be done with Mrs. Medwin but to put her off." And Lady Want- ridge rose to her height. " Well, you know, I do do things," Mamie quavered with a smile so strained that it partook of exaltation. You help people? Oh yes, I ve known you to do wonders. But stick," said Lady Wantridge with strong and cheerful emphasis, " to your Americans ! " Miss Cutter, gazing, got up. " You don t do justice, 133 THE BETTER SORT Lady Wantridge, to your own compatriots. Some of them are really charming. Besides," said Mamie, " working for mine often strikes me, so far as the in terest the inspiration and excitement, don t you know? go, as rather too easy. You all, as I con stantly have occasion to say, like us so ! " Her companion frankly weighed it. " Yes ; it takes that to account for your position. I ve always thought of you, nevertheless, as keeping, for their benefit, a regular working agency. They come to you, and you place them. There remains, I confess," her ladyship went on in the same free spirit, " the great won der " " Of how I first placed my poor little self? Yes," Mamie bravely conceded, " when / began there was no agency. I just worked my passage. I didn t even come to you, did I? You never noticed me till, as Mrs. Short Stokes says, I was way, way up ! Mrs. Medwin," she threw in, " can t get over it." Then, as her friend looked vague : " Over my social situation." " Well, it s no great flattery to you to say," Lady Wantridge good-humouredly returned, " that she cer tainly can t hope for one resembling it." Yet it really seemed to spread there before them. " You simply made Mrs. Short Stokes." " In spite of her name ! " Mamie smiled. " Oh, your names ! In spite of everything." " Ah, I m something of an artist." With which, and a relapse marked by her wistful eyes into the grav ity of the matter, she supremely fixed her friend. She felt how little she minded betraying at last the extrem ity of her need, and it was out of this extremity that her appeal proceeded. " Have I really had your last word ? It means so much to me." Lady Wantridge came straight to the point. " You mean you depend on it? " "Awfully!" 134 MRS. MEDWIN "Is it all you have?" "All. Now." " But Mrs. Short Stokes and the others rolling/ aren t they ? Don t they pay up ? " " Ah," sighed Mamie, " if it wasn t for them ! " Lady Wantridge perceived. " You ve had so much?" " I couldn t have gone on." " Then what do you do with it all ? " " Oh, most of it goes back to them. There are all sorts, and it s all help. Some of them have nothing." " Oh, if you feed the hungry," Lady Wantridge laughed, " you re indeed in a great way of business. Is Mrs. Medwin " her transition was immediate "really rich?" " Really. He left her everything." " So that if I do say yes " " It will quite set me up." " I see and how much more responsible it makes one ! But I d rather myself give you the money." " Oh ! " Mamie coldly murmured. " You mean I mayn t suspect your prices ? Well, I daresay I don t ! But I d rather give you ten pounds." " Oh ! " Mamie repeated in a tone that sufficiently covered her prices. The question was in every way larger. "Do you never forgive?" she reproachfully inquired. The door opened, however, at the moment she spoke, and Scott Homer presented himself. IV SCOTT HOMER wore exactly, to his sister s eyes, the aspect he had worn the day before, and it also formed, to her sense, the great feature of his impartial greet ing. " How d ye do, Mamie? How d ye do, Lady Want ridge? 135 THE BETTER SORT " How d ye do again ? " Lady Wantridge replied with an equanimity striking to her hostess. It was as if Scott s own had been contagious; it was almost in deed as if she had seen him before. Had she ever so seen him before the previous day? While Miss Cut ter put to herself this question her visitor, at all events, met the one she had previously uttered. " Ever l forgive ? " this personage echoed in a tone that made as little account as possible of the interrup tion. " Dear, yes ! The people I have forgiven ! " She laughed perhaps a little nervously ; and she was now looking at Scott. The way she looked at him was precisely what had already had its effect for his sister. " The people I can ! " " Can you forgive me? " asked Scott Homer. She took it so easily. " But what? " Mamie interposed ; she turned directly to her broth er. " Don t try her. Leave it so." She had had an inspiration ; it was the most extraordinary thing in the world. " Don t try him " she had turned to their companion. She looked grave, sad, strange. " Leave it so." Yes, it was a distinct inspiration, which she couldn t have explained, but which had come, prompted by something she had caught the extent of the recog nition expressed in Lady Wantridge s face. It had come absolutely of a sudden, straight out of the oppo sition of the two figures before her quite as if a con cussion had struck a light. The light was helped by her quickened sense that her friend s silence on the incident of the day before showed some sort of con sciousness. She looked surprised. " Do you know my brother?" " Do I know you? " Lady Wantridge asked of him. " No, Lady Wantridge," Scott pleasantly confessed, "not one little mite! " " Well, then, if you must go ! " and Mamie of fered her a hand. " But I ll go down with you. Not 136 MRS. MEDWIN you! " she launched at her brother, who immediately effaced himself. His way of doing so and he had al ready done so, as for Lady Wantridge, in respect to their previous encounter struck her even at the mo ment as an instinctive, if slightly blind, tribute to her possession of an idea ; and as such, in its celerity, made her so admire him, and their common wit, that, on the spot, she more than forgave him his queerness. He was right. He could be as queer as he liked! The queerer the better! It was at the foot of the stairs, when she had got her guest down, that what she had assured Mrs. Medwin would come did indeed come. " Did you meet him here yesterday? " " Dear, yes. Isn t he too funny ? " " Yes," said Mamie gloomily. " He is funny. But had you ever met him before? " "Dear, no!" " Oh ! " and Mamie s tone might have meant many things. Lady Wantridge, however, after all, easily over looked it. " I only knew he was one of your odd Americans. That s why, when I heard yesterday, here, that he was up there awaiting your return, I didn t let that prevent me. I thought he might be. He cer tainly," her ladyship laughed, " is." " Yes, he s very American," Mamie went on in the same way. " As you say, we are fond of you ! Good-bye," said Lady Wantridge. But Mamie had not half done with her. She felt more and more or she hoped at least that she looked strange. She was, no doubt, if it came to that, strange. " Lady Wantridge," she almost convulsively broke out, " I don t know whether youll understand me, but I seem to feel that I must act with you I don t know what to call it ! responsibly. He is my brother." " Surely and why not? " Lady Wantridge stared. " He s the image of you ! " 137 THE BETTER SORT " Thank you ! " and Mamie was stranger than ever. " Oh, he s good-looking. He s handsome, my dear. Oddly but distinctly ! " Her ladyship was for treat ing it much as a joke. But Mamie, all sombre, would have none of this. She boldly gave him up. " I think he s awful." " He is indeed delightfully. And where do you get your ways of saying things? It isn t anything and the things aren t anything. But it s so droll." " Don t let yourself, all the same," Mamie consist ently pursued, " be carried away by it. The thing can t be done simply." Lady Wantridge wondered. " Done simply ?" " Done at all." "But what can t be?" " Why, what you might think from his pleasant ness. What he spoke of your doing for him." Lady Wantridge recalled. " Forgiving him? " " He asked you if you couldn t. But you can t. It s too dreadful for me, as so near a relation, to have, loyally loyally to you to say it. But he s impos sible." It was so portentously produced that her ladyship had somehow to meet it. " What s the matter with him?" " I don t know." " Then what s the matter with you? " Lady Want ridge inquired. " It s because I won t know," Mamie not without dignity explained. Then/ won t either!" " Precisely. Don t. It s something," Mamie pur sued, with some inconsequence, " that somewhere or other, at some time or other he appears to have done ; something that has made a difference in his life." " Something ? " Lady Wantridge echoed again. "What kind of thing?" 138 MRS. MEDWIN Mamie looked up at the light above the door, through which the London sky was doubly dim. " I haven t the least idea." " Then what kind of difference? " Mamie s gaze was still at the light. " The difference you see." Lady Wantridge, rather obligingly, seemed to ask herself what she saw. " But I don t see any ! It seems, at least," she added, " such an amusing one! And he has such nice eyes." " Oh, dear eyes ! " Mamie conceded ; but with too much sadness, for the moment, about the connections of the subject, to say more. It almost forced her companion, after an instant, to proceed. " Do you mean he can t go home? " She weighed her responsibility. " I only make out more s the pity! that he doesn t." "Is it then something too terrible ?" She thought again. " I don t know what for men is too terrible." " Well then, as you don t know what is for women either good-bye ! " her visitor laughed. It practically wound up the interview; which, how ever, terminating thus on a considerable stir of the air, was to give Miss Cutter, the next few days, the sense of being much blown about. The degree to which, to begin with, she had been drawn or perhaps rather pushed closer to Scott was marked in the brief col loquy that, on her friend s departure, she had with him. He had immediately said it. " You ll see if she doesn t ask me down ! " "So soon?" " Oh, I ve known them at places at Cannes, at Pau, at Shanghai to do it sooner still. I always know when they will. You can t make out they don t love me!" He spoke almost plaintively, as if he wished she could. 139 THE BETTER SORT " Then I don t see why it hasn t done you more good." " Why, Mamie," he patiently reasoned, " what more good could it? As I tell you," he explained, " it has just been my life." " Then why do you come to me for money? " " Oh, they don t give me that! " Scott returned. " So that it only means then, after all, that I, at the best, must keep you up ? " He fixed on her the nice eyes that Lady Wantridge admired. " Do you mean to tell me that already at this very moment I am not distinctly keeping you? " She gave him back his look. " AVait till she has asked you, and then," Mamie added, " decline." Scott, not too grossly, wondered. " As acting for you? " Mamie s next injunction was answer enough. " But before yes call." He took it in. " Call but decline. Good." " The rest," she said, " I leave to you." And she left it, in fact, with such confidence that for a couple of days she was not only conscious of no need to give Mrs. Medwin another turn of the screw, but positively evaded, in her fortitude, the reappearance of that lady. It was not till the third day that she waited upon her, finding her, as she had expected, tense. " Lady Wantridge will ? " " Yes, though she says she won t." " She says she won t ? O oh ! " Mrs. Medwin moaned. " Sit tight all the same. I have her! " "But how?" " Through Scott whom she wants." "Your bad brother!" Mrs. Medwin stared. " What does she want of him? " " To amuse them at Catchmore. Anything for that. And he would. But he sha n t!" Mamie declared. 140 MRS. MEDWIN "" He sha n t go unless she comes. She must meet you first you re my condition." " O o oh ! " Mrs. Medwin s tone was a wonder of hope and fear. " But doesn t he want to go? " " He wants what / want. She draws the line at- you. I draw the line at him." " But she doesn t she mind that he s bad ? " It was so artless that Mamie laughed. " No ; it doesn t touch her. Besides, perhaps he isn t. It isn t as for you people seem not to know. He has settled everything, at all events, by going to see her. It s before her that he s the thing she will have to have." "Have to?" " For Sundays in the country. A feature the feature." " So she has asked him? " Yes; and he has declined." " For me? " Mrs. Medwin panted. " For me," said Mamie, on the doorstep. " But I don t leave him for long." Her hansom had waited. " She ll come." Lady Wantridge did come. She met in South Aud- ley Street, on the fourteenth, at tea, the ladies whom Mamie had named to her, together with three or four others, and it was rather a masterstroke for Miss Cut ter that, if Mrs. Medwin was modestly present, Scott Homer was as markedly not. This occasion, however, is a medal that would take rare casting, as would also, for that matter, even the minor light and shade, the lower relief, of the pecuniary transaction that Mrs. Medwin s flushed gratitude scarce awaited the dispersal of the company munificently to complete. A new un derstanding indeed, on the spot rebounded from it, the conception of which, in Mamie s mind, had prompt ly bloomed. " He sha n t go now unless he takes you." Then, as her fancy always moved quicker for her client than her client s own " Down with him to 141 THE BETTER SORT Catchmore! When he goes to amuse them, you" she comfortably declared, " shall amuse them too." Mrs. Medwin s response was again rather oddly divided, but she was sufficiently intelligible when it came to meeting the intimation that this latter would be an opportunity involving a separate fee. " Say," Mamie had suggested, " the same." " Very well; the same." The knowledge that it was to be the same had per haps something to do, also, with the obliging spirit in which Scott eventually went. It was all, at the last, rather hurried a party rapidly got together for the Grand Duke, who was in England but for the hour, who had good-naturedly proposed himself, and who liked his parties small, intimate and funny. This one was of the smallest, and it was finally judged to con form neither too little nor too much to the other con ditions after a brief whirlwind of wires and counter- wires, and an iterated waiting of hansons at various doors to include Mrs. Medwin. It was from Catch- more itself that, snatching a moment on the wondrous Sunday afternoon, this lady had the harmonious thought of sending the new cheque. She was in bliss enough, but her scribble none the less intimated that it was Scott who amused them most. He was the feature. FLICKERBRIDGE FRANK GRANGER had arrived from Paris to paint a portrait an order given him, as a young compatriot with a future, whose early work would some day have a price, by a lady from New York, a friend of his own people and also, as it happened, of Addie s, the young woman to whom it was publicly both affirmed and denied that he was engaged. Other young women in Paris fellow-members there of the little tight transpontine world of art-study professed to know that the pair had been " several limes " over so closely contracted. This, however, was their own affair; the last phase of the relation, the last time of the times, had passed into vagueness; there was per haps even an impression that if they were inscrutable to their friends they were not wholly crystalline to each other and themselves. What had occurred for Granger, at all events, in connection with the portrait was that Mrs. Bracken, his intending model, whose return to America was at hand, had suddenly been called to Lon don by her husband, occupied there with pressing busi ness, but had yet desired that her displacement should not interrupt her sittings. The young man, at her re quest, had followed her to England and profited by all she could give him, making shift with a small studio lent him by a London painter whom he had known and liked, a few years before, in the French atelier that then cradled, and that continued to cradle, so many of their kind. 143 THE BETTER SORT The British capital was a strange, grey world to him, where people walked, in more ways than one, by a dim light; but he was happily of such a turn that the impression, just as it came, could nowhere ever fail him, and even the worst of these things was almost as much an occupation putting it only at that as the best. Mrs. Bracken, moreover, passed him on, and while the darkness ebbed a little in the April days he found himself consolingly committed to a couple of fresh subjects. This cut him out work for more than another month, but meanwhile, as he said, he saw a lot a lot that, with frequency and with much expression, he wrote about to Addie. She also wrote to her absent friend, but in briefer snatches, a meagreness to her reasons for which he had long since assented. She had other play for her pen, as well as, fortunately, other remuneration; a regular correspondence for a " prominent Boston paper," fitful connections with public sheets perhaps also, in cases, fitful, and a mind, above all, engrossed at times, to the exclusion of every thing else, with the study of the short story. This last was what she had mainly come out to go into, two or three years after he had found himself engulfed in the mystery of Carolus. She was indeed, on her own deep sea, more engulfed than he had ever been, and he had grown to accept the sense that, for progress too, she sailed under more canvas. It had not been par ticularly present to him till now that he had in the least got on, but the way in which Addie had and evident ly, still more, would was the theme, as it were, of every tongue. She had thirty short stories out and nine descriptive articles. His three or four portraits of fat American ladies they were all fat, all ladies and all American were a poor show compared with these triumphs; especially as Addie had begun to throw out that it was about time they should go home. It kept perpetually coming up in Paris, in the trans- 144 FLICKERBRIDGE pontine world, that, as the phrase was, America had grown more interesting since they left. Addie was at tentive to the rumour, and, as full of conscience as she was of taste, of patriotism as of curiosity, had often put it to him frankly, with what he, who was of New York, recognised as her New England emphasis : " I m not sure, you know, that we do real justice to our country." Granger felt he would do it on the day if the day ever came he should irrevocably marry her. No other country could possibly have produced her. II BUT meanwhile it befell, in London, that he was strick en with influenza and with subsequent sorrow. The attack was short but sharp had it lasted Addie would certainly have come to his aid ; most of a blight, really, in its secondary stage. The good ladies his sitters the ladies with the frizzled hair, with the diamond ear rings, with the chins tending to the massive left for him, at the door of his lodgings, flowers, soup and love, so that with their assistance he pulled through; but his convalescence was slow and his weakness out of proportion to the muffled shock. He came out, but he went about lame; it tired him to paint he felt as if he had been ill for a month. He strolled in Kensing ton Gardens when he should have been at work ; he sat long on penny chairs and helplessly mused and mooned. Addie desired him to return to Paris, but there were chances under his hand that he felt he had just wit enough left not to relinquish. He would have gone for a week to the sea he would have gone to Brighton; but Mrs. Bracken had to be finished Mrs. Bracken was so soon to sail. He just managed to finish her in time the day before the date fixed for his breaking ground on a greater business still, the circumvallation of Mrs. Dunn. Mrs. Dunn duly waited on him, and 145 THE BETTER SORT he sat down before her, feeling, however, ere he rose, that he must take a long breath before the attack. While asking himself that night, therefore, where he should best replenish his lungs, he received from Addie, who had had from Mrs. Bracken a poor report of him, a communication which, besides being of sudden and startling interest, applied directly to his case. His friend wrote to him under the lively emotion of having from one day to another become aware of a new relative, an ancient cousin, a sequestered gentle woman, the sole survival of " the English branch of the family," still resident, at Flickerbridge, in the " old family home," and with whom, that he might immediately betake himself to so auspicious a quarter for change of air, she had already done what was proper to place him, as she said, in touch. What came of it all, to be brief, was that Granger found himself so placed almost as he read : he was in touch with Miss Wenham of Flickerbridge, to the extent of being in correspondence with her, before twenty-four hours had sped. And on the second day he was in the train, set tled for a five-hours run to the door of this amiable woman, who had so abruptly and kindly taken him on trust and of whom but yesterday he had never so much as heard. This was an oddity the whole incident was of which, in the corner of his compartment, as he proceeded, he had time to take the size. But the sur prise, the incongruity, as he felt, could but deepen as he went. It was a sufficiently queer note, in the light, or the absence of it, of his late experience, that so com plex a product as Addie should have any simple insular tie ; but it was a queerer note still that she should have had one so long only to remain unprofitably uncon scious of it. Not to have done something with it, used it, worked it, talked about it at least, and perhaps even written these things, at the rate she moved, repre sented a loss of opportunity under which, as he saw 146 FLICKERBRIDGE her, she was peculiarly formed to wince. She was at any rate, it was clear, doing something with it now; using it, working it, certainly, already talking and, yes, quite possibly writing about it. She was, in short, smartly making up what she had missed, and he could take such comfort from his own action as he had been helped to by the rest of the facts, succinctly reported from Paris on the very morning of his start. It was the singular story of a sharp split in a good English house that dated now from years back. A worthy Briton, of the best middling stock, had, early in the forties, as a very young man, in Dresden, whither he had been despatched to qualify in German for a stool in an uncle s counting-house, met, admired, wooed and won an American girl, of due attractions, domi ciled at that period with her parents and a sister, who was also attractive, in the Saxon capital. He had mar ried her, taken her to England, and there, after some years of harmony and happiness, lost her. The sister in question had, after her death, come to him, and to his young child, on a visit, the effect of which, between the pair, eventually defined itself as a sentiment that was not to be resisted. The bereaved husband, yield ing to a new attachment and a new response, and find ing a new union thus prescribed, had yet been forced to reckon with the unaccommodating law of the land. Encompassed with frowns in his own country, how ever, marriages of this particular type were wreathed in smiles in his sister s-in-law, so that his remedy was not forbidden. Choosing between two allegiances he had let the one go that seemed the least close, and had, in brief, transplanted his possibilities to an easier air. The knot was tied for the couple in New York, where, to protect the legitimacy of such other children as might come to them, they settled and prospered. Children came, and one of the daughters, growing up and marrying in her turn, was, if Frank rightly fol- 147 THE BETTER SORT lowed, the mother of his own Addie, who had been deprived of the knowledge of her indeed, in childhood, by death, and been brought up, though without undue tension, by a stepmother a character thus, in the con nection, repeated. The breach produced in England by the invidious action, as it was there held, of the girl s grandfather, had not failed to widen all the more that nothing had been done on the American side to close it. Frigidity had settled, and hostility had only been arrested by in difference. Darkness, therefore, had fortunately su pervened, and a cousinship completely divided. On either side of the impassable gulf, of the impenetrable curtain, each branch had put forth its leaves a foliage wanting, in the American quarter, it was distinct enough to Granger, in no sign or symptom of climate and environment. The graft in New York had taken, and Addie was a vivid, an unmistakable flower. At Flickerbridge, or wherever, on the other hand, strange to say, the parent stem had had a fortune comparatively meagre. Fortune, it was true, in the vulgarest sense, had attended neither party. Addie s immediate belong ings were as poor as they were numerous, and he gath ered that Miss Wenham s pretensions to wealth were not so marked as to expose the claim of kinship to the imputation of motive. To this lady s single identity, at all events, the original stock had dwindled, and our young man was properly warned that he should find her shy and solitary. What was singular was that, in these conditions, she should desire, she should endure, to receive him. But that was all another story, lucid enough when mastered. He kept Addie s letters, ex ceptionally copious, in his lap; he conned them at in tervals; he held the threads. He looked out between whiles at the pleasant Eng lish land, an April aquarelle washed in with wondrous breadth. He knew the French thing, he knew the 148 FLICKERBRIDGE American, but he had known nothing of this. He saw it already as the remarkable Miss Wenham s setting. The doctor s daughter at Flickerbridge, with nippers on her nose, a palette on her thumb and innocence in her heart, had been the miraculous link. She had be come aware, even there, in our world of wonders, that the current fashion for young women so equipped was to enter the Parisian lists. Addie had accordingly chanced upon her, on the slopes of Montparnasse, as one of the English girls in one of the thorough-going sets. They had met in some easy collocation and had fallen upon common ground; after which the young woman, restored to Flickerbridge for an interlude and retailing there her adventures and impressions, had mentioned to Miss Wenham, who had known and pro tected her from babyhood, that that lady s own name of Adelaide was, as well as the surname conjoined with it, borne, to her knowledge, in Paris, by an ex traordinary American specimen. She had then re- crossed the Channel with a wonderful message, a courteous challenge, to her friend s duplicate, who had in turn granted through her every satisfaction. The duplicate had, in other words, bravely let Miss Wen- ham know exactly who she was. Miss Wenham, in whose personal tradition the flame of resentment ap peared to have been reduced by time to the palest ashes for whom, indeed, the story of the great schism was now but a legend only needing a little less dimness to make it romantic Miss Wenham had promptly re sponded by a letter fragrant with the hope that old threads might be taken up. It was a relationship that they must puzzle out together, and she had earnestly sounded the other party to it on the subject of a possi ble visit. Addie had met her with a definite promise; she would come soon, she would come when free, she would come in July; but meanwhile she sent her dep uty. Frank asked himself by what name she had 149 THE BETTER SORT described, by what character introduced him to Flicker- bridge. He felt mainly, on the whole, as if he were going there to find out if he were engaged to her. He was at sea, really, now, as to which of the various views Addie herself took of it. To Miss Wenham she must definitely have taken one, and perhaps Miss Wen- ham would reveal it. This expectation was really his excuse for a possible indiscretion. Ill HE was indeed to learn on arrival to what he had been committed; but that was for a while so much a part of his first general impression that the fact took time to detach itself, the first general impression demanding verily all his faculties of response. He almost felt, for a day or two, the victim of a practical joke, a gross abuse of confidence. He had presented himself with the moderate amount of flutter involved in a sense of due preparation; but he had then found that, how ever primed with prefaces and prompted with hints, he had not been prepared at all. How could he be, he asked himself, for anything so foreign to his experience, so alien to his proper world, so little to be preconceived in the sharp north light of the newest impressionism, and yet so recognised, after all, really, in the event, so noted and tasted and assimilated? It was a case he would scarce have known how to describe could doubtless have described best with a full, clean brush, supplemented by a play of gesture; for it was always his habit to see an occasion, of whatever kind, primarily as a picture, so that he might get it, as he was wont to say, so that he might keep it, well together. He had been treated of a sudden, in this adventure, to one of the sweetest, fairest, coolest impressions of his life one, moreover, visibly, from the start, complete and homogeneous. Oh, it was there, if that was all one 150 FLICKERBRIDGE wanted of a thing! It was so " there " that, as had befallen him in Italy, in Spain, confronted at last, in dusky side-chapel or rich museum, with great things dreamed of or with greater ones unexpectedly present ed, he had held his breath for fear of breaking the spell ; had almost, from the quick impulse to respect, to pro long, lowered his voice and moved on tiptoe. Supreme beauty suddenly revealed is apt to strike us as a pos sible illusion, playing with our desire instant freedom with it to strike us as a possible rashness. This fortunately, however and the more so as his freedom for the time quite left him didn t prevent his hostess, the evening of his advent and while the vision was new, from being exactly as queer and rare and impayable, as improbable, as impossible, as delightful at dinner at eight ( she appeared to keep these immense hours) as she had overwhelmingly been at tea at five. She was in the most natural way in the world one of the oddest apparitions, but that the particular means to such an end could be natural was an inference diffi cult to make. He failed in fact to make it for a couple of days ; but then though then only he made it with confidence. By this time indeed he was sure of every thing, including, luckily, himself. If we compare his impression, with slight extravagance, to some of the greatest he had ever received, this is simply because the image before him was so rounded and stamped. It expressed with pure perfection, it exhausted its character. It was so absolutely and so unconsciously what it was. He had been floated by the strangest of chances out of the rushing stream into a clear, still backwater a deep and quiet pool in which objects were sharply mirrored. He had hitherto in life known nothing that was old except a few statues and pictures ; but here everything was old, was immemorial, and nothing so much so as the very freshness itself. Vague ly to have supposed there were such nooks in the world THE BETTER SORT had done little enough, he now saw, to temper the glare of their opposites. It was the fine touches that counted, and these had to be seen to be believed. Miss Wenham, fifty-five years of age, and unap- peasably timid, unaccountably strange, had, on her re duced scale, an almost Gothic grotesqueness ; but the final effect of one s sense of it was an amenity that ac companied one s steps like wafted gratitude. More flurried, more spasmodic, more apologetic, more com pletely at a loss at one moment and more precipitately abounding at another, he had never before in all his days seen any maiden lady ; yet for no maiden lady he had ever seen had he so promptly conceived a private enthusiasm. Her eyes protruded, her chin receded and her nose carried on in conversation a queer little in dependent motion. She wore on the top of her head an upright circular cap that made her resemble a caryatid disburdened, and on other parts of her person strange combinations of colours, stuffs, shapes, of metal, mineral and plant. The tones of her voice rose and fell, her facial convulsions, whether tending one could scarce make out to expression or repression, succeeded each other by a law of their own ; she was embarrassed at nothing and at everything, frightened at everything and at nothing, and she approached ob jects, subjects, the simplest questions and answers and the whole material of intercourse, either with the in directness of terror or with the violence of despair. These things, none the less, her refinements of oddity and intensities of custom, her suggestion at once of conventions and simplicities, of ease and of agony, her roundabout, retarded suggestions and perceptions, still permitted her to strike her guest as irresistibly charm ing. He didn t know what to call it; she was a fruit of time. She had a queer distinction. She had been expensively produced, and there would be a good deal more of her to come. 152 FLICKERBRIDGE The result of the whole quality of her welcome, at any rate, was that the first evening, in his room, before going to bed, he relieved his mind in a letter to Addie, which, if space allowed us to embody it in our text, would usefully perform the office of a " plate." It would enable us to present ourselves as profusely illus trated. But the process of reproduction, as we say, costs. He wished his friend to know how grandly their affair turned out. She had put him in the way of something absolutely special an old house un touched, untouchable, indescribable, an old corner such as one didn t believe existed, and the holy calm of which made the chatter of studios, the smell of paint, the slang of critics, the whole sense and sound of Paris, come back as so many signs of a huge monkey-cage. He moved about, restless, while he wrote; he lighted cigarettes and, nervous and suddenly scrupulous, put them out again; the night was mild and one of the windows of his large high room, which stood over the garden, was up. He lost himself in the things about him, in the type of the room, the last century with not a chair moved, not a point stretched. He hung over the objects and ornaments, blissfully few and adorably good, perfect pieces all, and never one, for a change, French. The scene was as rare as some fine old print with the best bits down in the corners. Old books and old pictures, allusions remembered and aspects con jectured, reappeared to him ; he knew now what anx ious islanders had been trying for in their backward hunt for the homely. But the homely at Flickerbridge was all style, even as style at the same time was mere honesty. The larger, the smaller past he scarce knew which to call it was at all events so hushed to sleep round him as he wrote that he had almost a bad con science about having come. How one might love it, but how one might spoil it! To look at it too hard was positively to make it conscious, and to make it 153 THE BETTER SORT conscious was positively to wake it up. Its only safety, of a truth, was to be left still to sleep to sleep in its large, fair chambers, and under its high, clean can opies. He added thus restlessly a line to his letter, maun dered round the room again, noted and fingered some thing else, and then, dropping on the old flowered sofa, sustained by the tight cubes of its cushions, yielded afresh to the cigarette, hesitated, stared, wrote a few words more. He wanted Addie to know, that was what he most felt, unless he perhaps felt more how much she herself would want to. Yes, what he su premely saw was all that Addie would make of it. Up to his neck in it there he fairly turned cold at the sense of suppressed opportunity, of the outrage of privation, that his correspondent would retrospectively and, as he even divined with a vague shudder, almost vin dictively nurse. Well, what had happened was that the acquaintance had been kept for her, like a packet enveloped and sealed for delivery, till her attention was free. He saw her there, heard her and felt her felt how she would feel and how she would, as she usually said, " rave." Some of her young compatriots called it " yell," and in the reference itself, alas ! illustrated their meaning. She would understand the place, at any rate, down to the ground ; there wasn t the slight est doubt of that. Her sense of it would be exactly like his own, and he could see, in anticipation, just the terms of recognition and rapture in which she would abound. He knew just what she would call quaint, just what she would call bland, just what she would call weird, just what she would call wild. She would take it all in with an intelligence much more fitted than his own, in fact, to deal with what he sup posed he must regard as its literary relations. She would have read the obsolete, long-winded memoirs and novels that both the figures and the setting ought 154 FLICKERBRIDGE clearly to remind one of; she would know about the past generations the lumbering county magnates and their turbaned wives and round-eyed daughters, who, in other days, had treated the ruddy, sturdy, tradeless town, the solid square houses and wide, walled gardens, the streets to-day all grass and gossip, as the scene of a local " season." She would have warrant for the assemblies, dinners, deep potations; for the smoked sconces in the dusky parlours; for the long, muddy century of family coaches, " holsters," highwaymen. She would put a finger, in short, just as he had done, on the vital spot the rich humility of the whole thing, the fact that neither Flickerbridge in general nor Miss Wenham in particular, nor anything nor anyone con cerned, had a suspicion of their character and their merit. Addie and he would have to come to let in light. He let it in then, little by little, before going to bed, through the eight or ten pages he addressed to her; assured her that it was the happiest case in the world, a little picture yet full of " style " too absolutely composed and transmitted, with tradition, and tradition only, in every stroke, tradition still noiselessly breath ing and visibly flushing, marking strange hours in the tall mahogany clocks that were never wound up and that yet audibly ticked on. All the elements, he was sure he should see, would hang together with a charm, pre senting his hostess a strange iridescent fish for the glazed exposure of an aquarium as floating in her native medium. He left his letter open on the table, but, looking it over next morning, felt of a sudden indis posed to send it. He would keep it to add more, for there would be more to know; yet when three days had elapsed he had still not sent it. He sent instead, after delay, a much briefer report, which he was moved to make different and, for some reason, less vivid. Meanwhile he learned from Miss Wenham how Addie 155 THE BETTER SORT had introduced him. It took time to arrive with her at that point, but after the Rubicon was crossed they went far afield. IV " OH yes, she said you were engaged. That was why since I had broken out so she thought I would like to see you ; as I assure you I ve been so delighted to. But aren t you ? " the good lady asked as if she saw in his face some ground for doubt. " Assuredly if she says so. It may seem very odd to you, but I haven t known, and yet I ve felt that, being nothing whatever to you directly, I need some warrant for consenting thus to be thrust on you. We were," the young man explained, " engaged a year ago; but since then (if you don t mind my telling you such things ; I feel now as if I could tell you anything !) I haven t quite known how I stand. It hasn t seemed that we were in a position to marry. Things are better now, but I haven t quite known how she would see them. They were so bad six months ago that I understood her, I thought, as breaking off. I haven t broken; I ve only accepted, for the time be cause men must be easy with women being treated as the best of friends. Well, I try to be. I wouldn t have come here if I hadn t been. I thought it would be charming for her to know you when I heard from her the extraordinary way you had dawned upon her, and charming therefore if I could help her to it. And if I m helping you to know her" he went on, " isn t that charming too ? " " Oh, I so want to ! " Miss Wenham murmured, in her unpractical, impersonal way. " You re so differ ent !" she wistfully declared. " It s you, if I may respectfully, ecstatically say so, who are different. That s the point of it all. I m 156 FLICKERBRIDGE not sure that anything so terrible really ought to hap pen to you as to know us." " Well," said Miss Wenhani, " I do know you a little, by this time, don t I ? And I don t find it terri ble. It s a delightful change for me." "Oh, I m not sure you ought to have a delightful change!" "Why not if you do?" " Ah, I can bear it. I m not sure that you can. I m too bad to spoil I am spoiled. I m nobody, in short; I m nothing. I ve no type. You re all type. It has taken long, delicious years of security and monotony to produce you. You fit your frame with a perfection only equalled by the perfection with which your frame fits you. So this admirable old house, all time-softened white within and time-faded red without, so every thing that surrounds you here and that has, by some extraordinary mercy, escaped the inevitable fate of ex ploitation : so it all, I say, is the sort of thing that, if it were the least bit to fall to pieces, could never, ah, never more, be put together again. I have, dear Miss Wenham," Granger went on, happy himself in his ex travagance, which was yet all sincere, and happier still in her deep, but altogether pleased, mystification " I ve found, do you know, just the thing one has ever heard of that you most resemble. You re the Sleeping Beauty in the wood." He still had no compunction when he heard her be- wilderedly sigh : " Oh, you re too delightfully droll ! " " No, I only put things just as they are, and as I ve also learned a little, thank heaven, to see them which isn t, I quite agree with you, at all what anyone does. You re in the deep doze of the spell that has held you for long years, and it would be a shame, a crime, to wake you up. Indeed I already feel, with a thousand scruples, that I m giving you the fatal shake. I say it even though it makes me sound a little as if I thought myself the fairy prince." 157 THE BETTER SORT She gazed at him with her queerest, kindest look, which he was getting used to, in spite of a faint fear, at the back of his head, of the strange things that some times occurred when lonely ladies, however mature, began to look at interesting young men from over the seas as if the young men desired to flirt. " It s so won derful," she said, " that you should be so very odd and yet so very good-natured." Well, it all came to the same thing it was so wonderful that she should be so simple and yet so little of a bore. He accepted with gratitude the theory of his languor which moreover was real enough and partly perhaps why he was so sensitive; he let himself go as a convalescent, let her insist on the weakness that always remained after fever. It helped him to gain time, to preserve the spell even while he talked of breaking it; saw him through slow strolls and soft sessions, long gossips, fitful, hopeless questions there was so much more to tell than, by any contortion, she could and explana tions addressed gallantly and patiently to her under standing, but not, by good fortune, really reaching it. They were perfectly at cross-purposes, and it was all the better, and they wandered together in the silver haze with all communication blurred. When they sat in the sun in her formal garden he was quite aware that the tenderest consideration failed to disguise his treating her as the most exquisite of curiosities. The term of comparison most present to him was that of some obsolete musical instrument. The old-time order of her mind and her air had the stillness of a painted spinnet that was duly dusted, gently rubbed, but never tuned nor played on. Her opinions were like dried roseleaves; her attitudes like British sculpture; her voice was what he imagined of the possible tone of the old gilded, silver-stringed harp in one of the corners of the drawing-room. The lonely little decencies and modest dignities of her life, the 158 FLICKERBRIDGE fine grain of its conservatism, the innocence of its ig norance, all its monotony of stupidity and salubrity, its cold dulness and dim brightness, were there before him. Meanwhile, within him, strange things took place. It was literally true that his impression began again, after a lull, to make him nervous and anxious, and for reasons peculiarly confused, almost grotesquely mingled, or at least comically sharp. He was distinct ly an agitation and a new taste that he could see; and he saw quite as much therefore the excitement she already drew from the vision of Addie, an image in tensified by the sense of closer kinship and presented to her, clearly, with various erratic enhancements, by her friend the doctor s daughter. At the end of a few days he said to her : " Do you know she wants to come without waiting any longer ? She wants to come while I m here. I received this morning her letter proposing it, but I ve been thinking it over and have waited to speak to you. The thing is, you see, that if she writes to you proposing it " " Oh, I shall be so particularly glad ! " THEY were, as usual, in the garden, and it had not yet been so present to him that if he were only a happy cad there would be a good way to protect her. As she wouldn t hear of his being yet beyond precautions she had gone into the house for a particular shawl that was just the thing for his knees, and, blinking in the watery sunshine, had come back with it across the fine little lawn. He was neither fatuous nor asinine, but he had almost to put it to himself as a small task to resist the sense of his absurd advantage with her. It filled him with horror and awkwardness, made him think of he didn t know what, recalled something of Maupassant s the smitten " Miss Harriet " and her 159 THE BETTER SORT tragic fate. There was a preposterous possibility yes, he held the strings quite in his hands of keeping the treasure for himself. That was the art of life what the real artist would consistently do. He would close the door on his impression, treat it as a private museum. He would see that he could lounge and linger there, live with wonderful things there, lie up there to rest and refit. For himself he was sure that after a little he should be able to paint there do things in a key he had never thought of before. When she brought him the rug he took it from her and made her sit down on the bench and resume her knitting; then, passing behind her with a laugh, he placed it over her own shoulders; after which he moved to and fro before her, his hands in his pockets and his cigarette in his teeth. He was ashamed of the cigarette a villainous false note; but she allowed, liked, begged him to smoke, and what he said to her on it, in one of the pleasantries she benevolently missed, was that he did so for fear of doing worse. That only showed that the end was really in sight. " I dare say it will strike you as quite awful, what I m going to say to you, but I can t help it. I speak out of the depths of my respect for you. It will seem to you horrid disloyalty to poor Addie. Yes there we are; there 7 am, at least, in my naked monstrosity." He stopped and looked at her till she might have been almost frightened. " Don t let her come. Tell her not to. I ve tried to prevent it, but she suspects." The poor woman wondered. " Suspects ? " " Well, I drew it, in writing to her, on reflection, as mild as I could having been visited, in the watches of the night, by the instinct of what might happen. Something told me to keep back my first letter in which, under the first impression, I myself rashly raved ; and I concocted instead of it an insincere and guarded report. But guarded as I was I clearly 160 FLICKERBRIDGE didn t keep you down, as we say, enough. The won der of your colour daub you over with grey as I might must have come through and told the tale. She scents battle from afar by which I mean she scents quaintness. But keep her off. It s hideous, what I m saying but I owe it to you. I owe it to the world. She ll kill you." " You mean I sha n t get on with her ? " " Oh, fatally ! See how / have. She s intelligent, remarkably pretty, remarkably good. And she ll adore you." "Well then?" " Why, that will be just how she ll do for you." " Oh, I can hold my own ! " said Miss Wenham with the head-shake of a horse making his sleigh-bells rattle in frosty air. " Ah, but you can t hold hers ! She ll rave about you. She ll write about you. You re Niagara before the first white traveller and you know, or rather you can t know, what Niagara became after that gentleman. Addie will have discovered Niagara. She will under stand you in perfection ; she will feel you down to the ground ; not a delicate shade of you will she lose or let anyone else lose. You ll be too weird for words, but the words will nevertheless come. You ll be too exactly the real thing and to be left too utterly just as you are, and all Addie s friends and all Addie s editors and contrib utors and readers will cross the Atlantic and flock to Flickerbridge, so, unanimously, universally, vocifer ously, to leave you. You ll be in the magazines with illustrations; you ll be in the papers with headings; you ll be everywhere with everything. You don t un derstand you think you do, but you don t. Heaven forbid you should understand ! That s just your beauty your * sleeping beauty. But you needn t. You can take me on trust. Don t have her. Say, as a pretext, as a reason, anything in the world you like. Lie to 161 THE BETTER SORT her scare her away. I ll go away and give you up I ll sacrifice everything myself." Granger pursued his exhortation, convincing himself more and more. " If I saw my way out, my way completely through, / would pile up some fabric of fiction for her I should only want to be sure of its not tumbling down. One would have, you see, to keep the thing up. But I would throw dust in her eyes. I would tell her that you don t do at all that you re not, in fact, a desirable acquaintance. I d tell her you re vulgar, improper, scandalous; I d tell her you re mercenary, designing, dangerous; I d tell her the only safe course is im mediately to let you drop. I would thus surround you with an impenetrable legend of conscientious misrepre sentation, a circle of pious fraud, and all the while privately keep you for myself." She had listened to him as if he were a band of music and she a small shy garden-party. " I shouldn t like you to go away. I shouldn t in the least like you not to come again." " Ah, there it is ! " he replied. " How can I come again if Addie ruins you ? " " But how will she ruin me even if she does what you say? I know I m too old to change and really much too queer to please in any of the extraordinary ways you speak of. If it s a question of quizzing me I don t think my cousin, or anyone else, will have quite the hand for it that you seem to have. So that if you haven t ruined me ! " " But I have that s just the point ! " Granger in sisted. " I ve undermined you at least. I ve left, after all, terribly little for Addie to do." She laughed in queer tones. " Well, then, we ll ad mit that you ve done everything but frighten me." He looked at her with surpassing gloom. " No that again is one of the most dreadful features. You ll positively like it what s to come. You ll be caught 162 FLICKERBRIDGE up in a chariot of fire like the prophet wasn t there, was there, one? of old. That s exactly why if one could but have done it you would have been to be kept ignorant and helpless. There s something or other in Latin that says that it s the finest things that change the most easily for the worse. You already enjoy your dishonour and revel in your shame. It s too late you re lost! " VI ALL this was as pleasant a manner of passing the time as any other, for it didn t prevent his old-world corner from closing round him more entirely, nor stand in the way of his making out, from day to day, some new source, as well as some new effect, of its virtue. He was really scared at moments at some of the liberties he took in talk at finding himself so familiar ; for the great note of the place was just that a certain modern ease had never crossed its threshold, that quick in timacies and quick oblivions were a stranger to its air. It had known, in all its days, no rude, no loud in vasion. Serenely unconscious of most contempo rary things, it had been so of nothing so much as of the diffused social practice of running in and out. Granger held his breath, on occasions, to think how Addie would run. There were moments when, for some reason, more than at others, he heard her step on the stair-case and her cry in the hall. If he played freely, none the less, with the idea with which we have shown him as occupied, it was not that in every meas urable way he didn t sacrifice, to the utmost, to still ness. He only hovered, ever so lightly, to take up again his thread. She wouldn t hear of his leaving her, of his being in the least fit again, as she said, to travel. She spoke of the journey to London which was in fact a matter of many hours as an experiment fraught 163 THE BETTER SORT with lurking complications. He added then day to day, yet only hereby, as he reminded her, giving other com plications a larger chance to multiply. He kept it be fore her, when there was nothing else to do, that she must consider; after which he had his times of fear that she perhaps really would make for him this sacri fice. He knew that she had written again to Paris, and knew that he must himself again write a situation abounding for each in the elements of a quandary. If he stayed so long, why then he wasn t better, and if he wasn t better Addie might take it into her head ! They must make it clear that he was better, so that, suspicious, alarmed at what was kept from her, she shouldn t suddenly present herself to nurse him. If he was better, however, why did he stay so long? If he stayed only for the attraction the sense of the attrac tion might be contagious. This was what finally grew clearest for him, so that he had for his mild disciple hours of still sharper prophecy. It consorted with his fancy to represent to her that their young friend had been by this time unsparingly warned; but nothing could be plainer than that this was ineffectual so long as he himself resisted the ordeal. To plead that he re mained because he was too weak to move was only to throw themselves back on the other horn of their di lemma. If he was too weak to move Addie would bring him her strength of which, when she got there, she would give them specimens enough. One morn ing he broke out at breakfast with an intimate convic tion. They would see that she was actually starting they would receive a wire by noon. They didn t receive it, but by his theory the portent was only the stronger. It had, moreover, its grave as well as its gay side, for Granger s paradox and pleasantry were only the most convenient way for him of saying what he felt. He literally heard the knell sound, and in 164 FLICKERBRIDGE expressing this to Miss Wenham with the conversa tional freedom that seemed best to pay his way he the more vividly faced the contingency. He could never return, and though he announced it with a despair that did what might be to make it pass as a joke, he saw that, whether or no she at last understood, she quite at last believed him. On this, to his knowl edge, she wrote again to Addie, and the contents of her letter excited his curiosity. But that sentiment, though not assuaged, quite dropped when, the day after, in the evening, she let him know that she had had, an hour before, a telegram. " She comes Thursday." He showed not the least surprise. It was the deep calm of the fatalist. It had to be. " I must leave you then to-morrow." She looked, on this, as he had never seen her; it would have been hard to say whether what was in her face was the last failure to follow or the first effort to meet. " And really not to come back ? " " Never, never, dear lady. Why should I come back? You can never be again what you have been. I shall have seen the last of you." " Oh ! " she touchingly urged. Yes, for I should next find you simply brought to self-consciousness. You ll be exactly what you are, I charitably admit nothing more or less, nothing dif ferent. But you ll be it all in a different way. We live in an age of prodigious machinery, all organised to a single end. That end is publicity a publicity as ferocious as the appetite of a cannibal. The thing there fore is not to have any illusions fondly to flatter your self, in a muddled moment, that the cannibal will spare you. He spares nobody. He spares nothing. It will be all right. You ll have a lovely time. You ll be only just a public character blown about the world for all you are and proclaimed for all you are on the housetops. 165 THE BETTER SORT It will be for that, mind, I quite recognise because Addie is superior as well as for all you aren t. So good-bye." He remained, however, till the next day, and noted at intervals the different stages of their friend s jour ney ; the hour, this time, she would really have started, the hour she would reach Dover, the hour she would get to town, where she would alight at Mrs. Dunn s. Perhaps she would bring Mrs. Dunn, for Mrs. Dunn would swell the chorus. At the last, on the morrow, as if in anticipation of this, stillness settled between them; he became as silent as his hostess. But before he went she brought out, shyly and anxiously, as an appeal, the question that, for hours, had clearly been giving her thought. " Do you meet her then to-night in London ? " " Dear, no. In what position am I, alas ! to do that? When can I ever meet her again?" He had turned it all over. " If I could meet Addie after this, you know, I could meet you. And if I do meet Addie," he lucidly pursued, " what will happen, by the same stroke, is that I shall meet you. And that s just what I ve explained to you that I dread." " You mean that she and I will be inseparable ? " He hesitated. " I mean that she ll tell me all about you. I can hear her, and her ravings, now." She gave again and it was infinitely sad her little whinnying laugh. " Oh, but if what you say is true, you ll know." " Ah, but Addie won t ! Won t, I mean, know that I know or at least won t believe it. Won t believe that anyone knows. Such," he added, with a strange, smothered sigh, " is Addie. Do you know," he wound up, " that what, after all, has most definitely happened is that you ve made me see her as I ve never done before?" She blinked and gasped, she wondered and despaired. 166 FLICKERBRIDGE " Oh, no, it will be you. I ve had nothing to do with it. Everything s all you ! " But for all it mattered now! " You ll see," he said, " that she s charming. I shall go, for to-night, to Ox ford. I shall almost cross her on the way." " Then, if she s charming, what am I to tell her from you in explanation of such strange behaviour as your flying away just as she arrives ? " " Ah, you needn t mind about that you needn t tell her anything." She fixed him as if as never again. " It s none of my business, of course I feel ; but isn t it a little cruel if you re engaged ? " Granger gave a laugh almost as odd as one of her own. " Oh, you ve cost me that ! " and he put out his hand to her. She wondered while she took it. " Cost you ? " " We re not engaged. Good-bye." THE STORY IN IT THE weather had turned so much worse that the rest of the day was certainly lost. The wind had risen and the storm gathered force; they gave from time to time a thump at the firm windows and dashed even against those protected by the verandah their vicious splotches of rain. Beyond the lawn, beyond the cliff, the great wet brush of the sky dipped deep into the sea. But the lawn, already vivid with the touch of May, showed a violence of watered green; the budding shrubs and trees repeated the note as they tossed their thick masses, and the cold, troubled light, filling the pretty drawing-room, marked the spring afternoon as sufficiently young. The two ladies seated there in silence could pursue without difficulty as well as, clearly, without interruption their respective tasks; a confidence expressed, when the noise of the wind allowed it to be heard, by the sharp scratch of Mrs. Dyott s pen at the table where she was busy with letters. Her visitor, settled on a small sofa that, with a palm- tree, a screen, a stool, a stand, a bowl of flowers and three photographs in silver frames, had been arranged near the light wood-fire as a choice " corner " Maud Blessingbourne, her guest, turned audibly, though at intervals neither brief nor regular, the leaves of a book, covered in lemon-coloured paper and not yet despoiled 168 THE STORY IN IT of a certain fresh crispness. This effect of the volume, for the eye, would have made it, as presumably the newest French novel and evidently, from the attitude of the reader, " good " consort happily with the special tone of the room, a consistent air of selection and suppression, one of the finer aesthetic evolutions. If Mrs. Dyott was fond of ancient French furniture, and distinctly difficult about it, her inmates could be fond with whatever critical cocks of charming dark- braided heads over slender sloping shoulders of mod ern French authors. Nothing had passed for half an hour nothing, at least, to be exact, but that each of the companions occasionally and covertly intermitted her pursuit in such a manner as to ascertain the degree of absorption of the other without turning round. What their silence was charged with, therefore, was not only a sense of the weather, but a sense, so to speak, of its own nature. Maud Blessingbourne, when she lowered her book into her lap, closed her eyes with a conscious patience that seemed to say she waited; but it was nevertheless she who at last made the movement representing a snap of their tension. She got up and stood by the fire, into which she looked a minute ; then came round and approached the window as if to see what was really going on. At this Mrs. Dyott wrote with refreshed intensity. Her little pile of letters had grown, and if a look of determination was compatible with her fair and slightly faded beauty, the habit of attending to her business could always keep pace with any excursion of her thought. Yet she was the first who spoke. " I trust your book has been interesting." " Well enough; a little mild." A louder throb of the tempest had blurred the sound of the words. " A little wild? " " Dear, no timid and tame ; unless I ve quite lost my sense." 169 THE BETTER SORT " Perhaps you have," Mrs. Dyott placidly suggested " reading so many." Her companion made a motion of feigned despair. " Ah, you take away my courage for going to my room, as I was just meaning to, for another." " Another French one? " " I m afraid." " Do you carry them by the dozen " " Into innocent British homes? " Maud tried to re member. " I believe I brought three seeing them in a shop window as I passed through town. It never rains but it pours ! But I ve already read two." " And are they the only ones you do read? " " French ones ? " Maud considered. " Oh, no. D Annunzio." "And what s that?" Mrs. Dyott asked as she af fixed a stamp. "Oh, you dear thing!" Her friend was amused, yet almost showed pity. " I know you don t read," Maud went on ; " but why should you ? You live ! " " Yes wretchedly enough," Mrs. Dyott returned, getting her letters together. She left her place, hold ing them as a neat, achieved handful, and came over to the fire, while Mrs. Blessingbourne turned once more to the window, where she was met by another flurry. Maud spoke then as if moved only by the elements. " Do you expect him through all this? " Mrs. Dyott just waited, and it had the effect, in describably, of making everything that had gone before seem to have led up to the question. This effect was even deepened by the way she then said, " Whom do you mean ? " " Why, I thought you mentioned at luncheon that Colonel Voyt was to walk over. Surely he can t." " Do you care very much ? " Mrs. Dyott asked. Her friend now hesitated. " It depends on what you call much. If you mean should I like to see him then certainly." 170 THE STORY IN IT " Well, my dear, I think he understands you re here." " So that as he evidently isn t coming," Maud laughed, " it s particularly flattering! Or rather," she added, giving up the prospect again, " it would be, I think, quite extraordinarily flattering if he did. Ex cept that, of course," she subjoined, " he might come partly for you." " Partly is charming. Thank you for partly. If you are going upstairs, will you kindly," Mrs. Dyott pursued, " put these into the box as you pass? " The younger woman, taking the little pile of letters, considered them with envy. " Nine ! You are good. You re always a living reproach ! " Mrs. Dyott gave a sigh. " I don t do it on purpose. The only thing, this afternoon," she went on, reverting to the other question, " would be their not having come down." " And as to that you don t know." " No I don t know." But she caught even as she spoke a rat-tat-tat of the knocker, which struck her as a sign. "Ah, there!" " Then I go." And Maud whisked out. Mrs. Dyott, left alone, moved with an air of selection to the window, and it was as so stationed, gazing out at the wild weather, that the visitor, whose delay to appear spoke of the wiping of boots and the disposal of drenched mackintosh and cap, finally found her. He was tall, lean, fine, with little in him, on the whole, to confirm the titular in the " Colonel Voyt " by which he was announced. But he had left the army, and his reputation for gallantry mainly depended now on his fighting Liberalism in the House of Commons. Even these facts, however, his aspect scantly matched; partly, no doubt, because he looked, as was usually said, un-English. His black hair, cropped close, was lightly powdered with silver, and his dense glossy beard, 171 THE BETTER SORT that of an emir or a caliph, and grown for civil reasons, repeated its handsome colour and its somewhat foreign effect. His nose had a strong and shapely arch, and the dark grey of his eyes was tinted with blue. It had been said of him in relation to these signs that he would have struck you as a Jew had he not, in spite of his nose, struck you so much as an Irishman. Neither responsibility could in fact have been fixed upon him, and just now, at all events, he was only a pleasant, weather-washed, wind-battered Briton, who brought in from a struggle with the elements that he appeared quite to have enjoyed a certain amount of un- removed mud and an unusual quantity of easy expres sion. It was exactly the silence ensuing on the retreat of the servant and the closed door that marked between him and his hostess the degree of this ease. They met, as it were, twice : the first time while the servant was there and the second as soon as he was not. The dif ference \vas great between the two encounters, though we must add in justice to the second that its marks were at first mainly negative. This communion con sisted only in their having drawn each other for a minute as close as possible as possible, that is, with no help but the full clasp of hands. Thus they were mutually held, and the closeness was at any rate such that, for a little, though it took account of dangers, it did without words. When words presently came the pair were talking by the fire, and she had rung for tea. He had by this time asked if the note he had despatched to her after breakfast had been safely delivered. " Yes, before luncheon. But I m always in a state when except for some extraordinary reason you send such things by hand. I knew, without it, that you had come. It never fails. I m sure when you re there I m sure when you re not." He wiped, before the glass, his wet moustache. " I see. But this morning I had an impulse." 172 THE STORY IN IT " It was beautiful. But they make me as uneasy, sometimes, your impulses, as if they were calculations ; make me wonder what you have in reserve." " Because w r hen small children are too awfully good they die ? Well, I am a small child compared to you but I m not dead yet. I cling to life." He had covered her with his smile, but she con tinued grave. " I m not half so much afraid when you re nasty." " Thank you ! What then did you do," he asked, "with my note?" " You deserve that I should have spread it out on my dressing-table or left it, better still, in Maud Blessingbourne s room." He wondered while he laughed. " Oh, but what does she deserve ? " It was her gravity that continued to answer. " Yes it would probably kill her." " She believes so in you? " " She believes so in yon. So don t be too nice to her." He was still looking, in the chimney-glass, at the state of his beard brushing from it, with his hand kerchief, the traces of wind and wet. " If she also then prefers me when I m nasty, it seems to me I ought to satisfy her. Shall I now, at any rate, see her ? " " She s so like a pea on a pan over the possibility of it that she s pulling herself together in her room." " Oh then, we must try and keep her together. But why, graceful, tender, pretty too quite, or almost as she is, doesn t she remarry? " Mrs. Dyott appeared and as if the first time to look for the reason. " Because she likes too many men." It kept up his spirits. " And how many may a lady like ?" " In order not to like any of them too much ? Ah, 173 THE BETTER SORT that, you know, I never found out and it s too late now. When," she presently pursued, " did you last see her?" He really had to think. " Would it have been since last November or so? somewhere or other where we spent three days." " Oh, at Surredge ? I know all about that. I thought you also met afterwards." He had again to recall. " So we did ! Wouldn t it have been somewhere at Christmas? But it wasn t by arrangement ! " he laughed, giving with his forefinger a little pleasant nick to his hostess s chin. Then as if something in the way she received this attention put him back to his question of a moment before. " Have you kept my note ? " She held him with her pretty eyes. " Do you want it back?" " Ah, don t speak as if I did take things ! " She dropped her gaze to the fire. " No, you don t ; not even the hard things a really generous nature often would." She quitted, however, as if to forget that, the chimney-place. " I put it there! " "You ve burnt it? Good!" It made him easier, but he noticed the next moment on a table the lemon- coloured volume left there by Mrs. Blessingbourne, and, taking it up for a look, immediately put it down. " You might, while you were about it, have burnt that too." "You ve read it?" "Dear, yes. And you?" " No," said Mrs. Dyott ; " it wasn t for me Maud brought it." It pulled her visitor up. " Mrs. Blessingbourne brought it?" " For such a day as this." But she wondered. " How you look ! Is it so awful ? " " Oh, like his others." Something had occurred 174 THE STORY IN IT to him; his thought was already far. "Does she know?" "Know what?" " Why, anything." But the door opened too soon for Mrs. Dyott, who could only murmur quickly "Take care!" II IT was in fact Mrs. Blessingbourne, who had under her arm the book she had gone up for a pair of covers that this time showed a pretty, a candid blue. She was followed next minute by the servant, who brought in tea, the consumption of which, with the passage of greetings, inquiries and other light civilities between the two visitors, occupied a quarter of an hour. Mrs. Dyott meanwhile, as a contribution to so much amenity, mentioned to Maud that her fellow-guest wished to scold her for the books she read a state ment met by this friend with the remark that he must first be sure about them. But as soon as he had picked up the new volume he broke out into a frank " Dear, dear!" "Have you read that too?" Mrs. Dyott inquired. " How much you ll have to talk over together ! The other one," she explained to him, " Maud speaks of as terribly tame." " Ah, I must have that out with her ! You don t feel the extraordinary force of the fellow ? " Voyt went on to Mrs. Blessingbourne. And so, round the hearth, they talked talked soon, while they warmed their toes, with zest enough to make it seem as happy a chance as any of the quieter opportunities their imprisonment might have involved. Mrs. Blessingbourne did feel, it then appeared, the force of the fellow, but she had her reserves and re- T75 THE BETTER SORT actions, in which Voyt was much interested. Mrs. Dyott rather detached herself, mainly gazing, as she leaned back, at the fire; she intervened, however, enough to relieve Maud of the sense of being listened to. That sense, with Maud, was too apt to convey that one was listened to for a fool. " Yes, when I read a novel I mostly read a French one," she had said to Voyt in answer to a question about her usual practice ; " for I seem with it to get hold more of the real thing to get more life for my money. Only I m not so in fatuated with them but that sometimes for months and months on end I don t read any fiction at all." The two books were now together beside them. " Then when you begin again you read a mass ? " " Dear, no. I only keep up with three or four authors." He laughed at this over the cigarette he had been allowed to light. " I like your keeping up, and keep ing up in particular with * authors. " One must keep up with somebody," Mrs. Dyott threw off. " I dare say I m ridiculous," Mrs. Blessingbourne conceded without heeding it ; " but that s the way we express ourselves in my part of the country." " I only alluded," said Voyt, " to the tremendous conscience of your sex. It s more than mine can keep up with. You take everything too hard. But if you can t read the novel of British and American manu facture, heaven knows I m at one with you. It seems really to show our sense of life as the sense of puppies and kittens." " Well," Maud more patiently returned, " I m told all sorts of people are now doing wonderful things; but somehow I remain outside." " Ah, it s they, it s our poor twangers and twaddlers who remain outside. They pick up a living in the street. And who indeed would want them in ? " 176 THE STORY IN IT Mrs. Blessingbourne seemed unable to say, and yet at the same time to have her idea. The subject, in truth, she evidently found, was not so easy to handle. " Peo ple lend me things, and I try; but at the end of fifty pages " There you are ! Yes heaven help us ! " But what I mean," she went on, " isn t that I don t get wofully weary of the eternal French thing. What s their sense of life? " " Ah, voila! " Mrs. Dyott softly sounded. " Oh, but it is one ; you can make it out," Voyt promptly declared. " They do what they feel, and they feel more things than we. They strike so many more notes, and with so different a hand. When it comes to any account of a relation, say, between a man and a woman I mean an intimate or a curious or a sug gestive one where are we compared to them? They don t exhaust the subject, no doubt," he admitted; " but we don t touch it, don t even skim it. It s as if we denied its existence, its possibility. You ll doubt less tell me, however," he went on, " that as all such relations arc for us, at the most, much simpler, we can only have all round less to say about them." She met this imputation with the quickest amuse ment. " I beg your pardon. I don t think I shall tell you anything of the sort. I don t know that I even agree with your premise." " About such relations? " He looked agreeably sur prised. " You think we make them larger ? or subt ler?" Mrs. Blessingbourne leaned back, not looking, like Mrs. Dyott, at the fire, but at the ceiling. " I don t know what I think." " It s not that she doesn t know," Mrs. Dyott re marked. " It s only that she doesn t say." But Voyt had this time no eye for their hostess. For a moment he watched Maud. " It sticks out of 177 THE BETTER SORT you, you know, that you ve yourself written something. Haven t you and published? I ve a notion I could read you" 11 When I do publish," she said without moving, " you ll be the last one I shall tell. I have" she went on, " a lovely subject, but it would take an amount of treatment !" " Tell us then at least what it is." At this she again met his eyes. " Oh, to tell it would be to express it, and that s just what I can t do. What I meant to say just now," she added, " was that the French, to my sense, give us only again and again, for ever and ever, the same couple. There they are once more, as one has had them to satiety, in that yellow thing, and there I shall certainly again find them in the blue." " Then why do you keep reading about them ? " Mrs. Dyott demanded. Maud hesitated. " I don t! " she sighed. " At all events, I sha n t any more. I give it up." " You ve been looking for something, I judge," said Colonel Voyt, " that you re not likely to find. It doesn t exist." " What is it? " Mrs. Dyott inquired. " I never look," Maud remarked, " for anything but an interest." " Naturally. But your interest," Voyt replied, " is in something different from life." " Ah, not a bit ! I love life in art, though I hate it anywhere else. It s the poverty of the life those people show, and the awful bounders, of both sexes, that they represent." " Oh, now we have you ! " her interlocutor laughed. " To me, when all s said and done, they seem to be as near as art can come in the truth of the truth. It can only take what life gives it, though it certainly may be a pity that that isn t better. Your complaint 178 THE STORY IN IT of their monotony is a complaint of their conditions. When you say we get always the same couple what do you mean but that we get always the same passion? Of course we do ! " Voyt declared. " If what you re looking for is another, that s what you won t anywhere find." Maud for a while said nothing, and Mrs. Dyott seemed to wait. " Well, I suppose I m looking, more than anything else, for a decent woman." " Oh then, you mustn t look for her in pictures of passion. That s not her element nor her whereabouts." Mrs. Blessingbourne weighed the objection. " Doesn t it depend on what you mean by passion ? " " I think one can mean only one thing : the enemy to behaviour." " Oh, I can imagine passions that are, on the con trary, friends to it." Her interlocutor thought. " Doesn t it depend per haps on what you mean by behaviour ? " " Dear, no. Behaviour is just behaviour the most definite thing in the world." Then what do you mean by the * interest you just now spoke of? The picture of that definite thing?" Yes call it that. Women aren t always vicious, even when they re " " When they re what? " Voyt asked. " When they re unhappy. They can be unhappy and good." " That one doesn t for a moment deny. But can they be good and interesting? " " That must be Maud s subject ! " Mrs. Dyott ex plained. To show a woman who is. I m afraid, my dear," she continued, " you could only show yourself." ;< You d show then the most beautiful specimen con ceivable " and Voyt addressed himself to Maud. " But doesn t it prove that life is, against your conten- 179 THE BETTER SORT tion, more interesting than art? Life you embellish and elevate; but art would find itself able to do noth ing with you, and, on such impossible terms, would ruin you." The colour in her faint consciousness gave beauty to her stare. " Ruin me? " " He means," Mrs. Dyott again indicated, "that you would ruin art. " Without, on the other hand " Voyt seemed to assent " its giving at all a coherent impression of you." " She wants her romance cheap ! " said Mrs. Dyott. " Oh, no I should be willing to pay for it. I don t see why the romance since you give it that name should be all, as the French inveterately make it, for the women who are bad." " Oh, they pay for it ! " said Mrs. Dyott. "Do they?" " So, at least " Mrs. Dyott a little corrected herself "one has gathered (for I don t read your books, you know!) that they re usually shown as doing." Maud wondered, but looking at Voyt. " They re shown often, no doubt, as paying for their badness. But are they shown as paying for their romance ? " " My dear lady," said Voyt, " their romance is their badness. There isn t any other. It s a hard law, if you will, and a strange, but goodness has to go with out that luxury. Isn t to be good just exactly, all round, to go without?" He put it before her kindly and clearly regretfully too, as if he were sorry the truth should be so sad. He and she, his pleasant eyes seemed to say, would, had they had the making of it, have made it better. " One has heard it before at least / have; one has heard your question put. But always, when put to a mind not merely muddled, for an inevitable answer. Why don t you, cher monsieur, give us the drama of virtue ? ( Because, chere 180 THE STORY IN IT madame, the high privilege of virtue is precisely to avoid drama. The adventures of the honest lady? The honest lady hasn t can t possibly have advent ures." Mrs. Blessingbourne only met his eyes at first, smil ing with a certain intensity. " Doesn t it depend a little on what you call adventures? " " My poor Maud," said Mrs. Dyott, as if in compas sion for sophistry so simple, " adventures are just ad ventures. That s all you can make of them ! " But her friend went on, for their companion, as if without hearing. " Doesn t it depend a good deal on what you call drama? " Maud spoke as one who had already thought it out. " Doesn t it depend on what you call romance? " Her listener gave these arguments his very best at tention. " Of course you may call things anything you like speak of them as one thing and mean quite another. But why should it depend on anything ? Be hind these words we use the adventure, the novel, the drama, the romance, the situation, in short, as we most comprehensively say behind them all stands the same sharp fact that they all, in their different ways, represent." " Precisely ! " Mrs. Dyott was full of approval. Maud, however, was full of vagueness. " What great fact? " " The fact of a relation. The adventure s a relation ; the relation s an adventure. The romance, the novel, the drama are the picture of one. The subject the novelist treats is the rise, the formation, the develop ment, the climax, and for the most part the decline, of one. And what is the honest lady doing on that side of the town? " Mrs. Dyott was more pointed. " She doesn t so much as form a relation." But Maud bore up. " Doesn t it depend, again, on what you call a relation ? " 181 THE BETTER SORT " Oh," said Mrs. Dyott, " if a gentleman picks up her pocket-handkerchief " " Ah, even that s one," their friend laughed, " if she has thrown it to him. We can only deal with one that is one." " Surely," Maud replied. " But if it s an innocent one ?" " Doesn t it depend a good deal," Mrs. Dyott asked, " on what you call innocent? " 1 You mean that the adventures of innocence have so often been the material of fiction? Yes," Voyt re plied ; " that s exactly what the bored reader complains of. He has asked for bread and been given a stone. What is it but, with absolute directness, a question of interest, or, as people say, of the story? What s a situation undeveloped but a subject lost? If a relation stops, where s the story ? If it doesn t stop, where s the innocence ? It seems to me you must choose. It would be very pretty if it were otherwise, but that s how we flounder. Art is our flounderings shown." Mrs. Blessingbourne and with an air of deference scarce supported perhaps by its sketchiness kept her deep eyes on this definition. " But sometimes we flounder out." It immediately touched in Colonel Voyt the spring of a genial derision. " That s just where I expected you would! One always sees it come." " He has, you notice," Mrs. Dyott parenthesised to Maud, " seen it come so often ; and he has always waited for it and met it." " Met it, dear lady, simply enough ! It s the old story, Mrs. Blessingbourne. The relation is innocent that the heroine gets out of. The book is innocent that s the story of her getting out. But what the devil in the name of innocence was she doing in? " Mrs. Dyott promptly echoed the question. " You have to be in, you know, to get out. So there you are 182 THE STORY IN IT already with your relation. It s the end of your good ness."* " And the beginning," said Voyt, " of your play ! " " Aren t they all, for that matter, even the worst," Mrs. Dyott pursued, " supposed some time or other to get out? But if, meanwhile, they ve been in, however briefly, long enough to adorn a tale " " They ve been in long enough to point a moral. That is to point ours ! " With which, and as if a sud den flush of warmer light had moved him, Colonel Voyt got up. The veil of the storm had parted over a great red sunset. Mrs. Dyott also was on her feet, and they stood be fore his charming antagonist, who, with eyes lowered and a somewhat fixed smile, had not moved. " We ve spoiled her subject! " the elder lady sighed. " Well," said Voyt, " it s better to spoil an artist s subject than to spoil his reputation. I mean," he ex plained to Maud with his indulgent manner, " his ap pearance of knowing what he has got hold of, for that, in the last resort, is his happiness." She slowly rose at this, facing him with an aspect as handsomely mild as his own. " You can t spoil my happiness." He held her hand an instant as he took leave. " I wish I could add to it ! " III WHEN he had quitted them and Mrs. Dyott had can didly asked if her friend had found him rude or crude, Maud replied though not immediately that she had feared showing only too much that she found him charming. But if Mrs. Dyott took this, it was to weigh the sense. " How could you show it too much ? " " Because I always feel that that s my only way of showing anything. It s absurd, if you like," Mrs. 183 THE BETTER SORT Blessingbourne pursued, " but I never know, in such intense discussions, what strange impression I may give." Her companion looked amused. Was it intense? " " / was," Maud frankly confessed. " Then it s a pity you were so wrong. Colonel Voyt, you know, is right." Mrs. Blessingbourne at this gave one of the slow, soft, silent headshakes to which she often resorted and which, mostly accompanied by the light of cheer, had somehow, in spite of the small ob stinacy that smiled in them, a special grace. With this grace, for a moment, her friend, looking her up and down, appeared impressed, yet not too much so to take, the next minute, a decision. " Oh, my dear, I m sorry to differ from anyone so lovely for you re aw fully beautiful to-night, and your frock s the very nicest I ve ever seen you wear. But he s as right as he can be." Maud repeated her motion. " Not so right, at all events, as he thinks he is. Or perhaps I can say," she went on, after an instant, " that I m not so wrong. I do know a little what I m talking about." Mrs. Dyott continued to study her. " You are vexed. You naturally don t like it such destruction." "Destruction?" " Of your illusion." " I have no illusion. If I had, moreover, it wouldn t be destroyed. I have, on the whole, I think, my little decency." Mrs. Dyott stared. " Let us grant it for argument. What then?" " Well, I ve also my little drama." "An attachment?" " An attachment." " That you shouldn t have? " " That I shouldn t have." " A passion? " 184 THE STORY IN IT " A passion." "Shared?" " Ah, thank goodness, no ! " Mrs. Dyott continued to gaze. " The object s un aware ? " " Utterly." Mrs. Dyott turned it over. " Are you sure ? " " Sure." " That s what you call your decency ? But isn t it," Mrs. Dyott asked, " rather his? " " Dear, no. It s only his good fortune." Mrs. Dyott laughed. " But yours, darling your good fortune: where does that come in? " :< Why, in my sense of the romance of it." :< The romance of what? Of his not knowing? " " Of my not wanting him to. If I did " Maud had touchingly worked it out " where would be my hon esty?" The inquiry, for an instant, held her friend; yet only, it seemed, for a stupefaction that was almost amusement. " Can you want or not want as you like? Where in the world, if you don t want, is your ro mance ? " Mrs. Blessingbourne still wore her smile, and she now, with a light gesture that matched it, just touched the region of her heart. " There ! " Her companion admiringly marvelled. " A lovely place for it, no doubt ! but not quite a place, that I can see, to make the sentiment a relation." " Why not ? What more is required for a relation for me? " " Oh, all sorts of things, I should say ! And many more, added to those, to make it one for the person you mention." " Ah, that I don t pretend it either should be or can be. I only speak for myself." It was said in a manner that made Mrs. Dyott, with 185 THE BETTER SORT a visible mixture of impressions, suddenly turn away. She indulged in a vague movement or two, as if to look for something; then again found herself near her friend, on whom with the same abruptness, in fact with a strange sharpness, she conferred a kiss that might have represented either her tribute to exalted consist ency or her idea of a graceful close of the discussion. " You deserve that one should speak for you ! " Her companion looked cheerful and secure. " How can you, without knowing ? " " Oh, by guessing! It s not ? " But that was as far as Mrs. Dyott could get. " It s not," said Maud, " anyone you ve ever seen." " Ah then, I give you up ! " And Mrs. Dyott conformed, for the rest of Maud s stay, to the spirit of this speech. It was made on a Saturday night, and Mrs. Blessingbourne remained till the Wednesday following, an interval during which, as the return of fine weather was confirmed by the Sunday, the two ladies found a wider range of action. There were drives to be taken, calls made, objects of interest seen, at a distance; with the effect of much easy talk and still more easy silence. There had been a question of Colonel Voyt s probable return on the Sunday, but the whole time passed without a sign from him, and it was merely mentioned by Mrs. Dyott, in explanation, that he must have been suddenly called, as he was so liable to be, to town. That this in fact was what had happened he made clear to her on Thursday afternoon, when, walking over again late, he found her alone. The consequence of his Sunday letters had been his taking, that day, the 4.15. Mrs. Voyt had gone back on Thursday, and he now, to settle on the spot the question of a piece of work begun at his place, had rushed dow r n for a few hours in anticipation of the usual collective move for the week s end. He was to go up again by the late train, and had to count a 186 THE STORY IN IT little a fact accepted by his hostess with the hard pliancy of practice his present happy moments. Too few as these were, however, he found time to make of her an inquiry or two not directly bearing on their situation. The first was a recall of the question for which Mrs. Blessingbourne s entrance on the previous Saturday had arrested her answer. Did that lady know of anything between them ? " No. I m sure. There s one thing she does know," Mrs. Dyott went on ; " but it s quite different and not so very wonderful." "What, then, is it?" " Well, that she s herself in love." Voyt showed his interest. " You mean she told you?" " I got it out of her." He showed his amusement. " Poor thing ! And with whom? " " With you." His surprise, if the distinction might be made, was less than his wonder. * You got that out of her too? " " No it remains in. Which is much the best way for it. For you to know it would be to end it." He looked rather cheerfully at sea. " Is that then why you tell me? " " I mean for her to know you know it. Therefore it s in your interest not to let her." " I see," Voyt after a moment returned. " Your real calculation is that my interest will be sacrificed to my vanity so that, if your other idea is just, the flame will in fact, and thanks to her morbid conscience, ex pire by her taking fright at seeing me so pleased. But I promise you," he declared, " that she sha n t see it. So there you are ! " She kept her eyes on him and had evidently to admit, after a little, that there she was. Distinct as he had made the case, however, he was not yet quite satisfied. " Why are you so sure that I m the man?" 187 THE BETTER SORT " From the way she denies you." "You put it to her?" " Straight. If you hadn t been she would, of course, have confessed to you to keep me in the dark about the real one." Poor Voyt laughed out again. " Oh, you dear souls!" " Besides," his companion pursued, " I was not in want of that evidence." " Then what other had you? " " Her state before you came which was what made me ask you how much you had seen her. And her state after it," Mrs. Dyott added. " And her state," she wound up, " while you were here." " But her state while I was here was charming." " Charming. That s just what I say." She said it in a tone that placed the matter in its right light a light in which they appeared kindly, quite tenderly, to watch Maud wander away into space with her lovely head bent under a theory rather too big for it. Voyt s last word, however, was that there was just enough in it in the theory for them to allo\v that she had not shown herself, on the occasion of their talk, wholly bereft of sense. Her consciousness, if they let it alone as they of course after this, mercifully must was, in the last analysis, a kind of shy romance. Not a romance like their own, a thing to make the fortune of any author up to the mark one who should have the invention or w r ho could have the courage ; but a small, scared, starved, subjective satisfaction that would do her no harm and nobody else any good. Who but a duffer he stuck to his contention would see the shadow of a " story " in it? THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE WHAT determined the speech that startled him in the course of their encounter scarcely mat ters, being probably but some words spoken by himself quite without intention spoken as they lingered and slowly moved together after their renewal of acquaint ance. He had been conveyed by friends, an hour or two before, to the house at which she was staying ; the party of visitors at the other house, of whom he was one, and thanks to whom it was his theory, as always,, that he was lost in the crowd, had been invited over to luncheon. There had been after luncheon much dis persal, all in the interest of the original motive, a view of Weatherend itself and the fine things, intrinsic feat ures, pictures, heirlooms, treasures of all the arts, that made the place almost famous; and the great rooms were so numerous that guests could wander at their will, hang back from the principal group, and, in cases where they took such matters with the last seri ousness, give themselves up to mysterious apprecia tions and measurements. There were persons to be observed, singly or in couples, bending toward objects in out-of-the-way corners with their hands on their knees and their heads nodding quite as with the empha sis of an excited sense of smell. When they were two they either mingled their sounds of ecstasy or melted into silences of even deeper import, so that there were aspects of the occasion that gave it for Marcher much 189 THE BETTER SORT the air of the " look round," previous to a sale highly advertised, that excites or quenches, as may be, the dream of acquisition. The dream of acquisition at Weatherend would have had to be wild indeed, and John Marcher found himself, among such suggestions, disconcerted almost equally by the presence of those who knew too much and by that of those who knew nothing. The great rooms caused so much poetry and history to press upon him that he needed to wander apart to feel in a proper relation with them, though his doing so was not, as happened, like the gloating of some of his companions, to be compared to the move ments of a dog sniffing a cupboard. It had an issue promptly enough in a direction that was not to have been calculated. It led, in short, in the course of the October after noon, to his closer meeting with May Bartram, whose face, a reminder, yet not quite a remembrance, as they sat, much separated, at a very long table, had begun merely by troubling him rather pleasantly. It affected him as the sequel of something of which he had lost the beginning. He knew it, and for the time quite welcomed it, as a continuation, but didn t know what it continued, which was an interest, or an amusement, the greater as he was also somehow aware yet with out a direct sign from her that the young woman her self had not lost the thread. She had not lost it, but she wouldn t give it back to him, he saw, without some putting forth of his hand for it; and he not only saw that, but saw several things more, things odd enough in the light of the fact that at the moment some acci dent of grouping brought them face to face he was still merely fumbling with the idea that any contact between them in the past would have had no impor tance. If it had had no importance he scarcely knew why his actual impression of her should so seem to have so much ; the answer to which, however, was that 190 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE in such a life as theyall appeared^tgj^e leaflinp^Foj__thg ff\^^^^n^r^r^^T ^\<:p tTMngsas thev__came. He was satisfied, without "nTIhe" least bemg^Lbie^to say why, that this young lady might roughly have ranked in the house as a poor relation ; satisfied also that she was not there on a brief visit, but was more or less a part of the establishment almost a working, a remun erated part. Didn t she enjoy at periods a protection that she paid for by helping, among other services, to show the place and explain it, deal with the tiresome people, answer questions about the dates of the build ings, the styles of the furniture, the authorship of the pictures, the favourite haunts of the ghost? It wasn t that she looked as if you could have given her shillings it was impossible to look less so. Yet when she finally drifted toward him, distinctly handsome, though ever so much older older than when he had seen her be fore it might have been as an effect of her guessing that he had, within the couple of hours, devoted more imagination to her than to all the others put together, and had thereby penetrated to a kind of truth that the others were too stupid for. She was there on harder terms than anyone ; she was there as a consequence of things suffered, in one way and another, in the inter val of years; and she remembered him very much as she was remembered only a good deal better. By the time they at last thus came to speech they were alone in one of the rooms remarkable for a fine por trait over the chimney-place out of which their friends had passed, and the charm of it was that even before they had spoken they had practically arranged with each other to stay behind for talk. The charm, happily, was in other things too; it was partly in there being scarce a spot at Weatherend without something to stay behind for. It was in the way the autumn day looked into the high windows as it waned ; in the way the red light, breaking at the close from under a low, sombre 191 I THE BETTER SORT sky, reached out in a long shaft and played over old wainscots, old tapestry, old gold, old colour. It was most of all perhaps in the way she came to him as if, since she had been turned on to deal with the simpler sort, he might, should he choose to keep the whole thing down, just take her mild attention for a part of her general business. As soon as he heard her voice, however, the gap was filled up and the missing link supplied; the slight irony he divined in her attitude lost its advantage. He almost jumped at it to get there before her. " I met you years and years ago in Rome. I remember all about it." She confessed to disappointment she had been so sure he didn t; and to prove how well he did he began to pour forth the particular recollections that popped up as he called for them. Her face and her voice, all at his service now, worked the miracle the impression operating like the torch of a lamplighter who touches into flame, one by one, a long row of gas jets. Marcher flattered himself that the illumination was brilliant, yet he was really still more pleased on her showing him, with amusement, that in his haste to make everything right he had got most things rather wrong. It hadn t been at Rome it had been at Naples; and it hadn t been seven years before it had been more nearly ten. She hadn t been either with her uncle and aunt, but with her mother and her brother; in addition to which it was not with the Pembles that he had been, but with the Boyers, coming down in their company from Rome a point on which she insisted, a little to his confusion, and as to which she had her evidence in hand. The Boyers she had known, but she didn t know the Pem bles, though she had heard of them, and it was the people he was with who had made them acquainted. The incident of the thunderstorm that had raged round them with such violence as to drive them for refuge into an excavation this incident had not occurred at 192 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE the Palace of the Caesars, but at Pompeii, on an occa sion when they had been present there at an important find. He accepted her amendments, he enjoyed her cor rections, though the moral of them was, she pointed out, that he really didn t remember the least thing aboutTier ; and he^only felt it as a drawback that when all was made conformable to the truth there didn t appear much of anything left. They lingered together still, she neglecting her office for from the moment he was so clever she had no proper right to him and both neglecting the house, just waiting as to see if a memory or two more wouldn t again breathe upon them. It had not taken them many minutes, after all, to put down on the table, like the cards of a pack, those that constituted their respective hands; only what came out was that the pack was unfortunately not perfect that the past, invoked, invited, encouraged, could give them, naturally, no more than it had. It had made them meet her at twenty, him at twenty- five; but nothing was so strange, they seemed to say to each other, as that, while so occupied, it hadn t done a little more for them. They looked at each other as with the feeling of an occasion missed ; the present one would have been so much better if the other, in the far distance, in the foreign land, hadn t been so stupidly meagre. There weren t, apparently, all counted, more than a dozen little old things that had succeeded in coming to pass between them ; trivialities of youth, sim plicities of freshness, stupidities of ignorance, small possible germs, but too deeply buried too deeply (didn t it seem?) to sprout after so many years. Marcher said to himself that he ought to have rendered her some service saved her from a capsized boat in the Bay, or at least recovered her dressing-bag, filched from her cab, in the streets of Naples, by a lazzarone with a stiletto. Or it would have been nice if he could T93 THE BETTER SORT have been taken with fever, alone, at his hotel, and she could have come to look after him, to write to his people, to drive him out in convalescence. Then they would be in possession of the sorp^thin^ ftr other that- their actual show seemed to lack^ It yet somehow presented itself, this show, as too good to be spoiled; so that they were reduced for a few minutes more to wondering a little helplessly why since they seemed to know a certain number of the same people their reunion had been so long averted. They didn t use that name for it, but their delay from minute to min ute to join the others was a kind of confession that they didn t quite want it to be a failure. Their at tempted supposition of reasons for their not having met but showed how little they knew of each other. There came in fact a moment when Marcher felt a positive pang. It was vain to pretend she was an old friend, for all the communities were wanting, in spite of which it was as an old friend that he saw she would have suited him. He had new ones enough was sur rounded with them, for instance, at that hour at the other house ; as a new one he probably wouldn t have so much as noticed her. He would have liked to invent something, get her to make-believe with him that some passage of a romantic or critical kind had originally occurred. He was really almost reaching out in im agination as against time for something that would do, and saying to himself that if it didn t come this new incident would simply and rather awkwardly close. They would separate, and now for no second or for no third chance. They would have tried and not suc ceeded. Then it was, just at the turn, as he afterwards made it out to himself, that, everything else failing, she herself decided to take up the case and, as it were, save the situation. He felt as soon as she spoke that she had been consciously keeping back what she said and hoping to get on without it ; a scruple in her that 194 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE immensely touched him when, by the end of three or four minutes more, he was able to measure it. What she brought out, at any rate, quite cleared the air ancj supplied the link the link it was such a mystery he should frivolously have managed to lose. " You know you told me something that I ve never * forgotten and that again and again has made me think of you since; it was that tremendously hot day when we went to Sorrento, across the bay, for the breeze. What I allude to was what you said to me, on the way back, as we sat, under the awning of the boat, enjoy ing the cool. Have you forgotten ? " He had forgotten, and he was even more surprised than ashamed. But the great thing was that he saw it was no vulgar reminder of any " sweet " speech. The vanity of women had long memories, but she was mak ing no claim on him of a compliment or a mistake. With another woman, a totally different one, he might have feared the recall possibly even some imbecile " offer." So, in having to say that he had indeed for gotten, he was conscious rather of a loss than of a gain ; he already saw an interest in the matter of her reference. " I try to think but I give it up. Yet I remember the Sorrento day." " I m not very sure you do," May Bartram after a moment said ; " and I m not very sure I ought to want you to. It s dreadful to bring a person back, at any time, to what he was ten years before. If you ve lived away from it," she smiled, " so much the better." " Ah, if you haven t why should I ? " he asked. " Lived away, you mean, from what I myself was ? " " From what / was. I was of course an ass," March er went on ; " but I would rather know from you just the sort of ass I was than from the moment you have something in your mind not know anything." Still, however, she hesitated. " But if you ve com pletely ceased to be that sort ? " 195 THE BETTER SORT " Why, I can then just so all the more bear to know. Besides, perhaps I haven t." "Perhaps. Yet if you haven t," she added, "I should suppose you would remember. Not indeed that / in the least connect with my impression the invidious name you use. If I had only thought you foolish," she explained, " the thing I speak of wouldn t so have re mained with me. It was about yourself." She waited, as if it might come to him; but as, only meeting her eyes in wonder, he gave no sign, she burnt her ships. " Has it ever happened ? " Then it was that, while he continued to stare, a light broke for him and the blood slowly came to his face, which began to burn with recognition. " Do you mean I told you ?" But he faltered, lest what came to him shouldn t be right, lest he should only give himself away. " It was something about yourself that it was nat ural one shouldn t forget that is if one remembered you at all. That s why I ask you," she smiled, " if the thing you then spoke of has ever come to pass ? " Oh, then he saw, but he was lost in wonder and found himself embarrassed. This, he also saw, made her sorry for him, as if her allusion had been a mis take. It took him but a moment, however, to feel that it had not been, much as it had been a surprise. After the first little shock of it her knowledge on the con trary began, even if rather strangely, to taste sweet to him. She was the only other person in the world then who would have it, and she had had it all these years, while the fact of his having so breathed his secret had unaccountably faded from him. No won der they couldn t have met as if nothing had happened. " I judge," he finally said, " that I know what you mean. Only I had strangely enough lost the con sciousness of having taken you so far into my confi dence." 196 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE " Is it because you ve taken so many others as well ? " " I ve taken nobody. Not a creature since then." " So that I m the only person who knows? " " The only person in the world." " Well," she quickly replied, " I myself have never spoken. I ve never, never repeated of you what you told me." She looked at him so that he perfectly be lieved her. Their eyes met over it in such a way that he was without a doubt. " And I never will." She spoke with an earnestness that, as if almost ex cessive, put him at ease about her possible derision. Somehow the whole question was a new luxury to him that is, from the moment she was in possession. If she didn t take the ironic view she clearly took the sympathetic, and that was what he had had, in all the long time, from no one whomsoever. What he felt was that he couldn t at present have begun to tell her and yet could profit perhaps exquisitely by the accident of having done so of old. " Please don t then. We re just right as it is." " Oh, I am," she laughed, " if you are ! " To which she added : " Then you do still feel in the same way? " It was impossible to him not to take to himself that she was really interested, and it all kept coming as a sort of revelation. He hacjjjapught of himself so Ipng as abominably alone^ and, lo, he wasn t alone a b 1 1 "- He hadn t beenT it appeared, for an hour since those mo ments on the Sorrento boat. It was she who had been, he seemed to see as he looked at her she who had been made so by the graceless fact of his lapse of fidelity. To tell her what he had told her what had it been but to ask something of her? something that she had given, in her charity, without his having, by a remem brance, by a return of the spirit, failing another en counter, so much as thanked her. What he had asked of her had been simply at first not to laugh at him. She had beautifully not done so for ten years, and she 197 THE BETTER SORT was not doing so now. So he had endless gratitude to make up. Only for that he must see just how he had figured to her. " What, exactly, was the account I gave ?" " Of the way you did feel ? Well, it was very sim ple. You said you had had from your earliest time, as the deepest thing within you, the sense of being kept for something rare and strange, possibly prodigious and terrible, that was sooner or later to happen to you, that you had in your bones the foreboding and the con viction of, and that would perhaps overwhelm you." " Do you call that very simple?" John Marcher asked. She thought a moment. " It was perhaps because I seemed, as you spoke r to nnrlrntnnd it " You do understand it ? " he eagerly asked. Again she kept her kind eyes on him. " You still have the belief?" " Oh ! " he exclaimed helplessly. There was too much to say. " Whatever it is to be," she clearly made out, " it hasn t yet come." He shook his head in complete surrender now. " It hasn t yet come. Only, you know, it isn t anything I m to do, to achieve in the world, to be distinguished or admired for. I m not such an ass as that. It would be much better, no doubt, if I were." " It s to be something you re merely to suffer? " " Well, say to wait for to have to meet, to face, to see suddenly break out in my life ; possibly destroy ing all further consciousness, possibly annihilating me ; possibly, on the other hand, only altering everything, striking at the root of all my world and leaving me to the consequences, however they shape themselves." She took this in, but the light in her eyes continued for him not to be that of mockery. " Isn t what you describe perhaps but the expectation or, at any rate, 198 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE the sense of danger, familiar to so many people of ** falling in love? " John Marcher thought. " Did you ask me that be fore?" " No I wasn t so free-and-easy then. But it s what strikes me now." " Of course," he said after a moment, " it strikes you. Of course it strikes me. Of course what s in store for me may be no more than that. The only thing is," he went on, " that I think that if it had been that, I should by this time know." " Do you mean because you ve been in love ? " And then as he but looked at her in silence : " You ve been in love, and it hasn t meant such a cataclysm, hasn t proved the great affair ? " " Here I am, you see. It hasn t been overwhelm- ing." * Then it hasn t been love," said May Bartram. " Well, I at least thought it was. I took it for that I ve taken it till now. It was agreeable, it was de lightful, it was miserable," he explained. " But it wasn t strange. It wasn t what my affair s to be." " You want something all to yourself something that nobody else knows or has known ? " " It isn t a question of what I want God knows I don t want anything. It s only a question of the ap prehension that haunts me that I live with day by day." He said this so lucidly and consistently that, visibly, it further imposed itself. If she had not been interested before she would have been interested now. " Is it a sense of coming violence? " &. Evidently now too, again, he liked to talk of it " I don t think of it as when it does come necessar ily violent. I only think of it as natural and as of course, above all, unmistakable. I think of it simply as "the thing. The thing will of itself appear natural." 199 THE BETTER SORT r>( Then how will it appear strange?" Marcher bethought himself. " It won t to me." "To whom then?" " Well," he replied, smiling at last, " say to you." " Oh then, I m to be present? " l( Why, you are present since you know." " I see." She turned it over. " But I mean at the catastrophe." At this, for a minute, their lightness gave way to their gravity ; it was as if the long look they exchanged held them together. " It will only depend on yourself if you ll watch with me." " Are you afraid? " she asked. " Don t leave me now he went on. " Are you afraid? " she repeated. " Do you think me simply out of my mind? " he pur sued instead of answering. " Do I merely strike you as a harmless lunatic ? " =-y " No," said May Bartram. " I understand you. I believe you." * You mean you feel how my obsession poor old thing! may correspond to some possible reality? " To some possible reality." " Then you will watch with me ? " She hesitated, then for the third time put her ques tion. " Are you afraid ? " " Did I tell you I was at Naples? " " No, you said nothing about it." " Then I don t know. And I should like to know," said John Marcher. " You ll tell me yourself whether you think so. If you ll watch with me you ll see." " Very good then." They had been moving by this time across the room, and at the door, before passing out, they paused as if for the full wind-up of their un derstanding. "I ll watch with you," said May Bar- tram. THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE II THE fact that she " knew " knew and yet neither } chaffed him nor betrayed him had in a short time< begun to constitute between them a sensible bond^x which became more marked when, within the year that followed their afternoon at Weatherend, the oppor tunities for meeting multiplied. The event that thus promoted these occasions was fh^ c|eath of the ancient lady. Jher_great-aunt. under whose wing, since losing her mother, she had to such an extent found shelter, and who, though but the widowed mother of the new successor to the property, had succeeded thanks to a high tone and a high temper in not forfeiting the supreme position at the great house. The deposition of this personage arrived but with her death, which, followed by many changes, made in particular a differ ence for the young woman in whom Marcher s expert attention had recognised from the first a dependent with a pride that might ache though it didn t bristle. Noth ing for a long time had made him easier than the thought that the aching must have been much soothed by Miss Bartram s now finding herself able to set up a small home in London. She had acquired property, to an amount that made that luxury just possible, under her aunt s extremely complicated will, and when the whole matter began to be straightened out, which in deed took time, she let him know that the happy issue was at last in view. He had seen her again before that day, both because she had more than once accompanied the ancient lady to town and because he had paid an other visit to the friends who so conveniently made of Weatherend one of the charms of their own hospitality. These friends had taken him back there; he had achieved there again with Miss Bartram some quiet detachment; and he had in London succeeded in per- 20 1 THE BETTER SORT suading her to more than one brief absence from her aunt. They went together, on these latter occasions, to the National Gallery and the South Kensington Museum, where, among vivid reminders, they talked of Italy at large not now attempting to recover, as at first, the taste of their youth and their ignorance. That recovery, the first day at Weatherend, had served its purpose well, had given them quite enough; so that they were, to Marcher s sense, no longer hovering about the head-waters of their stream, but had felt their boat pushed sharply off and down the current. They were literally afloat together; for our gentle man this ^wasmarked, quite as marked as that the fort unate cause oTTTwaS just the buried treasure_of heF knowledge] He had with his own hands" dug upThTs little hoard, brought to light that is to within reach of the dim day constituted by their discretions and priva cies the object of value the hiding-place of which he had, after putting it into the ground himself, so strangely, so long forgotten. The exquisite luck of having again just stumbled on the spot made him in different to any other question; he would doubtless have devoted more time to the odd accident of his lapse of memory if he had not been moved to devote so much to the sweetness, the comfort, as he felt, for the future, that this accident itself had helped to keep fresh. It had never entered into his plan that anyone should " know," and mainly for the reason that it was not in him to tell anyone. That would have been im possible, since nothing but the amusement of a cold world would have waited on it. Since, however, a mysterious fate had opened his mouth in youth, in spite of him, he would count that a compensation and profit by it to the utmost. That the right person should know tempered the asperity of his secret more even than his shyness had permitted him to imagine; and May Bartram was clearly right, because well, be- 202 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE cause there she was. Her knowledge simply settled it ; he would have been sure enough by this time had she been wrong. There was that in his situation, no doubt, that disposed him too much to see her as a mere con fidant, taking all her light for him from the fact the fact only of her interest in his predicament, from her mercy, sympathy, seriousness, her consent not to regard him as the funniest of the funny. Aware, in fine, that her price for him was just in her giving him this con stant sense of his being admirably spared, he was careful to remember that she had, after all, also a life of her own, with things that might happen to her, things that in friendship one should likewise take ac count of. Something fairly remarkable came to pass with him, for that matter, in this connection some thing represented by a certain passage of his conscious ness, in the suddenest way, from one extreme to the other. He had thought himself, so long as nobody knew, the most disinterested person in the world, carrying his concentrated burden, his perpetual suspense, ever so \ quietly, holding his tongue about it, giving others " no glimpse of it nor of its effect upon his life, asking of them no allowance and only making on his side all those that were asked. He had disturbed nobody with the queerness of having to know a haunted man, though he had had moments of rather special tempta tion on hearing people say that they were " unsettled." If they were as unsettled as he was he who had never been settled for an hour in his life they would know what it meant. Yet it wasn t, all trie same, for him to make them, and he listened to them civilly enough. This was why he had such good though possibly such father colourless manners ; this was why, .above all, hejruvki rp.garjhirnsHf, in a greedy_world t as decently as, in factTperhaps even a littlel^ihljmely unselfish. that he valued this character 203 THE BETTER SORT quite sufficiently to measure his present danger of let ting it lapse, against which he promised himself to be much on his guard. He was quite ready, none the less, to be selfish just a little, since, surely, no more charm ing occasion for it had come to him. " Just a little," in a word, was just as much as Miss Bartram, taking one day with another, would let him. He never would be in the least coercive, and he would keep well before him the lines on which consideration for her the very highest ought to proceed. He would thoroughly es tablish the heads under which her affairs, her require^ ments, her peculiarities he went so far as to give them the latitude of that name would come into their inter course. All this naturally was a sign of how much he took the intercourse itself for granted. There was nothing more to be done about that. It simply existed ; had sprung into being with her first penetrating ques tion to him in the autumn light there at Weatherend. The real form it should have taken on the basis that stood out large was the form of their marrying. But the devil in this was that the very basis itself put marry ing out of the question. (His conviction, his apprehen sion, his obsession, in short, was not a condition he could invite a woman to share/ and that consequence of it was precisely what was the matter with hirnT} Something or other lay in wait for him, amid the twists and the turns of the months and the years, like a crouching beast in the jungle. It signified little whether the crouching beast were destined to slay him or to be slain. CThe definite point was the inevitable spring of the creature ; and the definite lesson from that was that a man of feeling didn t cause himself to be ac companied by a lady on a tiger-hunt. Such was the image under which he had ended by figuring his lifeTJ They had at first, none the less, in the scattered hours spent together, made no allusion to that view of it; which was a sign he was handsomely ready to 204 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE give that he didn t expect, that he in fact didn t care always to be talking about it. Such a feature in one s outlook was really like a hump on one s back. The difference it made every minute of the day existed quite independently of discussion. One discussed, of course, like a hunchback, for there was always, if noth ing else, the hunchback face. That remained, and she was watching him ; but people watched best, as a gen eral thing, in silence, so that such would be predom inantly the manner of their vigil. Yet he didn t want, at the same time, to be solemn; solemn was what he imagined he too much tended to be with other people. The thing to be, with the one person who knew, was easy and natural to make the reference rather than be seeming to avoid it, to avoid it rather than be seem ing to make it, and to keep it, in any case, familiar, facetious even, rather than pedantic and portentous. Some such consideration as the latter was doubtless in his mind, for instance, when he wrote pleasantly to Miss Bar tram that perhaps the great thing he had so long felt as in the lap of the gods was no more than this circumstance, which touched him so nearly, of her acquiring a house in London, it was the first allusion they had yet again made, needing any other hitherto so little ; but when she replied, after having given him the news, that (she was by no means satisfied with such a Jrifle, as thejcljmaxtoso^speciar a suspense,jshe_af- most set him woricIerTng it she hadnTeven a larger con ception "bt singularity tor him than he had for himself. He was at all events destined to become aware little by little, as time went by, that she was all the while look ing at his life, judging it, measuring it, in the light of the thing she knew, which grew to be at last, with the consecration of the years, never mentioned between them save as " the real truth " about him. That had always been his ow r n form of reference to it, but she adopted the form so quietly that, looking back at the 205 THE* BETTER SORT end of a period, he knew there was no moment at which it was traceable that she had, as he might say, got inside his condition, or exchanged the attitude of beau tifully indulging for that of still more beautifully be lieving him. It was always open to him to accuse her of seeing him but as the most harmless of maniacs, and this, in the long run since it covered so much ground was his easiest description of their friendship. He had a screw loose for her, but she liked him in spite of it, and was practically, against the rest of the world, his kind, wise keeper, unremunerated, but fairly amused and, in the absence of other near ties, not disreputably oc cupied. The rest of the world of course thought him queer, but she, she only, knew how, and above all why, queer ; which was precisely what enabled her to dispose the concealing veil in the right folds. She took his gaiety from him since it had to pass with them for gaiety as she took everything else; but she certainly so far justified by her unerring touch his finer sense of the degree to which he had ended by convincing her. She at least never spoke of the secret of his life ex cept as " the real truth abouLyou," and she hadin fact a wonderful way ot making it seem, as such, the secret of her own life too. That was in fine how he so con stantly felt her as allowing for him ; he couldn t on the whole call it anything else. He allowed for himself, but she, exactly, allowed still more; partly because, better placed for a sight of the matter, she traced his unhappy perversion through portions of its course into which he could scarce follow it. He knew how he felt, but, besides knowing that, she knew how he looked as well ; he knew each of the things of importance he was insidiously kept from doing, but she could add up the amount they made, understand how much, with a lighter w r eight on his spirit, he might have done, and thereby establish how, clever as he was, he fell short. 206 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE Above all she was in the secret of the difference between the forms he went through those of his little office under Government, those of caring for his modest pat rimony, for his library, for his garden in the country, for the people in London whose invitations he accepted and repaid and the detachment that reigned beneath them and that made of all behaviour, all that could in the least be called behaviour, a long act of dissimula tion. What it had come to was that he wore a mask painted with the social simper, out of the eye-holes of which there looked eyes of an expression not in the least matching the other features. This the stupid world, even after years, had never more than half discovered. It was only May Bartram who had, and she achieved, by an art indescribable, the feat of at once or perhaps it was only alternately meeting the eyes from in front and mingling her own vision, as from over his shoulder, with their peep through the apertures. A So, while they grew older together, she did watch with him, and so she let this association give shape and colour to her own existence. Jjeneathfoy ^ forms as well detachment had learned to sit, and jbeT^viouTTiacPbe- come for herT^^e^^aTTenseTa false account of her self. Theje was "But *one"acC5 ufit of "lief that would have been true all the while, and that she could give. directly, to nobody, least of all_tojohn Marcher, Her wfiole attituHe~was a "virtual statement, but the percep tion of that only seemed destined to take its place for him as one of the many things necessarily crowded out of his consciousness. If she had, moreover, like him self, to make sacrifices to their real truth, it was to be granted that her compensation might have affected her as more prompt and more natural. They had long periods, in this London time, during which, when they were together, a stranger might have listened to them without in the least pricking up his ears ; on the other 207 THE BETTER SORT hand, the real truth was equally liable at any moment to rise to the surface, and the auditor would then have wondered indeed what they were talking about. They had from an early time made up their mind that society was, luckily, unintelligent, and the margin that this gave them had fairly become one of their common places. Yet there were still moments when the situa tion turned almost fresh usually under the effect of some expression drawn from herself. Her expressions doubtless repeated themselves, but her intervals were generous. " What saves us , you know^J^jthat we answer so completely to so usual an appearance: that of the man and woman whose friendship has become such a daily habit, or almost, as to be at last indispen sable." That, for instance, was a remark she had fre quently enough had occasion to make, though she had given it at different times different developments. What we are especially concerned with is the turn it happened to take from her one afternoon when he had come to see her in honour of her birthday. This an niversary had fallen on a Sunday, at a season of thick fog and general outward gloom; but he had brought her his customary offering, having known her now long enough to have established a hundred little cus toms. It was one of his proofs to himself, the present he made her on her birthday, that he had not sunk into real selfishness. It was mostly nothing more than a small trinket, but it was always fine of its kind, and he was regularly careful to pay for it more than he thought he could afford. " Our habit saves you, at least, don t you see? because it makes you, after all, for the vulgar, indistinguishable from other men. What s the most inveterate mark of men in general? Why, the capacity to spend endless time with dull women to spend it, I won t say without being bored, but without minding that they are, without being driven off at a tangent by it ; which comes to the same 208 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE thing. I m your dull woman, a part of the daily bread for which you pray at church. That covers your tracks more than anything." " And what covers yours ? " asked Marcher, whom his dull woman could mostly to this extent amuse. " I see of course what you mean by your saving me, in one way and another, so far as other people are con cerned I ve seen it all along. Only, what is it that saves you? I often think, you know, of that." She looked as if she sometimes thought of that too, but in rather a different way. " Where other people, you mean, are concerned? " - " Well, you re really so in with me, you know as a sort of result of my being so in with yourself. I mean of my having such an immense regard for you, being so tremendously grateful for all you ve done for me. I sometimes ask myself if it s quite fair. Fair I mean to have so involved and since one may say it interested you. I almost feel as if you hadn t really had time to do anything else." " Anything else but be interested? " she asked. " Ah, what else does one ever want to be? If I ve been watching with you, as we long ago agreed that I was to do, watching is always in itself an absorption." " Oh, certainly," John Marcher said, " if you hadn t had your curiosity ! Only, doesn t it sometimes come to you, as time goes on, that your curiosity is not being particularly repaid ? " May Bartram had a pause. " Do you ask that, by any chance, because you feel at all that yours isn t ? I mean because you have to wait so long." Oh, he understood what she meant. " For the thing to happen that never does happen? For the beast to jump out? No, I m just where I was about it. It isn t a matter as to which I can choose, I can decide for a change. It isn t one as to which there can be a change. It s in the lap of the gods. One s in the 209 THE BETTER SORT hands of one s law there one is. As to the form the law will take, the way it will operate, that s its own affair." " Yes," Miss Bartram replied ; " of course one s fate is coming, of course it has come, in its own form and its own way, all the while. Only, you know, the form and the way in your case w^ere to have been well, something so exceptional and, as one may say, so par ticularly your own." Something in this made him look at her with suspi cion. " You say were to have been, as if in your heart you had begun to doubt." " Oh ! " she vaguely protested. " As if you believed," he went on, " that nothing will now take place." She shook her head slowly, but rather inscrutably. " You re far from my thought." He continued to look at her. " What then is the matter with you ? " *"Well," she said after another wait, "the matter with me is simply that I m more sure than ever my curiosity, as you call it, will be but too well re paid. " A They were frankly grave now ; he had got up from his seat, had turned once more about the little draw ing-room to which, year after year, he brought his inevitable topic; in which he had, as he might have said, tasted their intimate community with every sauce, where every object was as familiar to him as the things of his own house and the very carpets were worn with his fitful walk very much as the desks in old counting- houses are worn by the elbows of generations of clerks. The generations of his nervous moods had been at work there, and the place was the written history of jhis whole middle life. Under the impression of what this friend had just said he knew himself, for some Reason, more aware of these things, which made him, 210 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE after a moment, stop again before her. " Is it, possibly, that you ve grown afraid ? " l " Afraid? " He thought, as she repeated the word, that his question had made her, a little, change colour ; so that, lest he should have touched on a truth, he ex plained very kindly. " You remember that that was what you asked me long ago that first day at Weath- erend." " Oh yes, and you told me you didn t know that I was to see for myself. We ve said little about it since, even in so long a time." " Precisely/ Marcher interposed " quite as if it rwere too delicate a matter for us to make free with. Quite as if we might find, on pressure, that I am afraid. For then," he said, "we shouldn t, should we? quite ^ know what to do." She had for the time no answer to this question. There have been days when I thought you were. Only, of course," she added, " there have been days when we have thought almost anything." " Everything. Oh ! " Marcher softly groaned as with a gasp, half spent, at the face, more uncovered just then than it had been for a long while, of the im agination always with them. It had always had its incalculable moments of glaring out, quite as with the very eyes of the very Beast, and, used as he was to them, they could still draw from him the tribute of a sigh that rose from the depths of his being. All that they had thought, first and last, rolled over him; the past seemed to have been reduced to mere barren speculation. This in fact was what the place had just struck him as so full of the simplification of every thing but the state of suspense. That remained only by seeming to hang in the void surrounding it. Even his original fear, if fear it had been, had lost itself in the desert. " I judge, however," he continued, " that you see I m not afraid now." 211 THE BETTER SORT " What I see is, as I make it out, that you ve achieved something almost unprecedented in the way of getting used to danger. Living with it so long and so closely, you ve lost your sense of it; you know it s there, but you re indifferent, and you cease even, as of old, to have to whistle in the dark. Considering what the danger is," May Bartram wound up, " I m bound to say that I don t think your attitude could well be sur passed." John Marcher faintly smiled. " It s heroic? " " Certainly call it that." He considered. " I am, then, a man of courage? " " That s what you were to show me." He still, however, wondered. " But doesn t the man of courage know what he s afraid of or not afraid of? I don t know that, you see. I don t focus it. I can t name it. I only know I m exposed." " Yes, but exposed how shall I say ? so directly. So intimately. That s surely enough." " Enough to make you feel, then as what we may call the end of our watch that I m not afraid ? " " You re not afraid. But it isn t," she said, " the end of our watch. That is it isn t the end of yours. You ve everything still to see." " Then why haven t you? " he asked. He had had, all along, to-day, the sense of her keeping something back, and he still had it. As this was his first impres sion of that, it made a kind of date. The case was the more marked as she didn t at first answer; which in turn made him go on. " You know something I don t." Then his voice, for that of a man of courage, trembled a little. " You know what s to happen." Her silence, with the face she showed, was almost a confession it made him sure. " You know, and you re afraid to tell me. It s so bad that you re afraid I ll find out." All this might be true, for she did look as if, unex pectedly to her, he had crossed some mystic line that 212 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE she had secretly drawn round her. Yet she might, after all, not have worried ; and the real upshot was that he himself, at all events, needn t. " You ll never find out." Ill IT was all to have made, none the less, as I have said, a date; as came out in the fact that again and again, even after long intervals, other things that passed be tween them wore, in relation to this hour, but the character of recalls and results. Its immediate effect had been indeed rather to lighten insistence almost to provoke a reaction; as if their topic had dropped by its own weight and as if moreover, for that matter, Marcher had been visited by one of his occasional warnings against egotism. He had kept up, he felt, and very decently on the whole, his consciousness of the importance of not being selfish, and it was true that he had never sinned in that direction without promptly enough trying to press the scales the other way. He often repaired his fault, the season permit ting, by inviting his friend to accompany him to the opera; and it not infrequently thus happened that, to show he didn t wish her to have but one sort of food for her mind, he was the cause of her appearing there with him a dozen nights in the month. It even hap pened that, seeing her home at such times, he occa sionally went in with her to finish, as he called it, the evening, and, the better to make his point, sat down to the frugal but always careful little supper that await ed his pleasure. His point was made, he thought, by his not eternally insisting with her on himself; made for instance, at such hours, when it befell that, her piano at hand and each of them familiar with it, they went over passages of the opera together. It chanced to be on one of these occasions, however, that 213 THE BETTER SORT he reminded her of her not having answered a certain question he had put to her during the talk that had taken place between them on her last birthday. " What is it that saves you? " saved her, he meant, from that appearance of variation from the usual human type. If he had practically escaped remark, as she pretended, by doing, in the most important particular, what most men do find the answer to life in patching up an alliance of a sort with a woman no better than himself how had she escaped it, and how could the alliance, such as it was, since they must suppose it had been more or less noticed, have failed to make her rather positively talked about? /. I never said," May Bartram replied, " that it hadn t made me talked about." jt" Ah well then, you re not saved. " It has not been a question for me._ If you ve had your woman, I ve had," she said, " my man."- " And you mean that makes you all right? " She hesitated. " I don t know why it shouldn t make me humanly, which is what we re speaking of as right as it makes you." " I see," Marcher returned. " Humanly, no doubt, as showing that you re living for something. Not, that is, just for me and my secret." May Bartram smiled. " I don t pretend it exactly shows that I m not living for you. It s my intimacy with you that s in question." He laughed as he saw what she meant. " Yes, but since, as you say, I m only, so far as people make out, ordinary, you re aren t you? no more than or dinary either. You help me to pass for a man like another. So if I am, as I understand you, you re not compromised. Is that it? " She had another hesitation, but she spoke clearly enough. " That s it. It s all that concerns me to help you to pass for a man like another." 214 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE He was careful to acknowledge the remark hand somely. " How kind, how beautiful, you are to me! How shall I ever repay you? " She had her last grave pause, as if there might be a choice of ways. But she chose. " By going on as you are." It was into this going on as he was that they re lapsed, and really for so long a time that the day in evitably came for a further sounding of their depths. It was as if these depths, constantly bridged over by a structure that was firm enough in spite of its lightness and of its occasional oscillation in the some what vertiginous air, invited on occasion, in the in terest of their nerves, a dropping of the plummet and a measurement of the abyss. A difference had been made moreover, once for all, by the fact that she had, all the while, not appeared to feel the need of rebutting his charge of an idea within her that she didn t dare to express, uttered just before one of the fullest of their later discussions ended. It had come up for him then that she " knew " something and that what she knew was bad too bad to tell him. When he had spoken of it as visibly so bad that she was afraid he might find it out, her reply had left the matter too equivocal to be let alone and yet, for Marcher s special sensibility, almost too formidable again to touch. He circled about it at a distance that alternately narrowed and widened and that yet was not much affected by the consciousness in him that there was nothing she could " know," after all, any better than he did. She had no source of knowledge that he hadn t equally gxcept of course that she might have finernerves. That was what Worherfftad \vlieie" they wei ^Interested; they made out things, where people were concerned, that the people often couldn t have made out for them selves. Their nerves, their sensibility, their imagina tion, were conductors and revealers, and the beauty of 215 THE BETTER SORT May Bartram was in particular that she had given herself so to his case. He felt in these days what, oddly enough, he had never felt before, the growth of a dread of losing her by some catastrophe some catastrophe that yet wouldn t at all be the catastrophe : partly be cause she had, almost of a sudden, begun to strike him as useful to him as never yet, and partly by reason of an appearance of uncertainty in her health, coincident and equally new. It was characteristic of the inner detachment he had hitherto so successfully cultivated and to which our whole account of him is a reference, it was characteristic that his complications, such as they were, had never yet seemed so as at this crisis to thicken about him, even to the point of making him ask himself if he were, by any chance, of a truth, within sight or sound, within touch or reach, within the im mediate jurisdiction of the thing that waited. When the day came, as come it had to, that his friend confessed to him her fear of a deep disorder in her blood, he felt somehow the shadow of a change and the chill of a shock. He immediately began to imagine aggravations and disasters, and above all to think of her peril as the direct menace for himself of personal privation. This indeed gave him one of those partial recoveries of equanimity that were agreeable to him it showed him that what was still first in his mind was the loss she herself might suffer. " What if she should have to die before knowing, before see ing - ? " Tj; wnnlrl h^ve been brutal, in the e.arly stages pf hpr trnnhlp, fr> put that question + it had immediately sn^r^H for him fn hi* own rprn ; and {tig possibility was what most m?,rJ frim sorry fnr )ipr If she did " know," moreover, in the sense of her having had some what should he think ? mystical, irresistible light, this would make the mat ter not better, but worse, inasmuch as her original adoption of his own curiosity had quite become the 216 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE basis of her life. She had been living to see what would be to be seen, and it would be cruel to her to have to give up before the accomplishment of the vision. These reflections, as I say, refreshed his gen erosity; yet, make them as he might, he saw himself, with the lapse of the period, more and more discon certed. It lapsed for him with a strange, steady sweep, and the oddest oddity was that it gave him, independ ently of the threat of much inconvenience, almost the only positive surprise his career, if career it could be called, had yet offered him. She kept the house as she had never done; he had to go to her to see her she could meet him nowhere now, though there was scarce a corner of their loved old London in which she had not in the past, at one time or another, done so; and he found her always seated by her fire in the deep, old-fashioned chair she was less and less able to leave. He had been struck one day, after an absence exceeding his usual measure, with her suddenly look ing much older to him than he had ever thought of her being ; then he recognised that the suddenness was all on his side he had just been suddenly struck. She looked older because inevitably, after so many years, she was old, or almost; which was of course true in still greater measure of her companion. If she was old, or almost, John Marcher assuredly was, and yet it was her showing of the lesson, not his own, that brought the truth home to him. His surprises began here ; when once they had begun they multiplied ; they came rather with a rush : it was as if, in the oddest way in the world, they had all been kept back, sown in a thick cluster, for the late afternoon of life, the time at which, for people in general, the unexpected has died out. / - One of them was that he should have caught him self for he had so done really wondering if the great accident would take form now as nothing more than 217 THE BETTER SORT his being condemned to see this charming woman, this admirable friend, pass away from him. He had never so unreservedly qualified her as while confronted in thought with such a possibility ; in spite of which there was small doubt for him that as an answer to his long riddle the mere efTacement of even so fine a feature of his situation would be an abject anticlimax. It would represent, as connected with his past attitude, a drop of dignity under the shadow of which his existence could only become the most grotesque of failures. He had been far from holding it a failure long as he had waited for the appearance that was to make it a suc cess. He had waited for a quite other thing, not for such a one as that. The breath of his good faith came short, however, as he recognised how long he had waited, or how long, at least, his companion had. That she, at all events, might be recorded as having waited in vain this affected him sharply, and all the more because of his at first having done little more than amuse himself with the idea. It grew more grave as the gravity of her condition grew, and the state of mind it produced in him, which he ended by watching, himself, as if it had been some definite disfigurement of his outer person, may pass for another of his sur prises. This conjoined itself still with another, the really stupefying consciousness of a question that he would have allowed to shape itself had he dared. What did everything mean what, that is, did she mean, she and her vain waiting and her probable death and the soundless admonition of it all unless that, at this time of day, it was simply, it was overwhelmingly too late? He had never, at any stage of his queer con sciousness, admitted the whisper of such a correction ; he had never, till within these last few months, been so false to his conviction as not to hold that what was to come to him had time, whether he struck himself as having it or not. That at last, at last, he certainly 218 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE hadn t it, to speak of, or had it but in the scantiest meas ure such, soon enough, as things went with him, be came the inference with which his old obsession had to reckon: and this it was not helped to do by the more and more confirmed appearance that the great vagueness casting the long shadow in which he had lived had, to attest itself, almost no margin left. Since it was in Time that he was to have met his fate, so it was in Time that his fate was to have acted ; and as he waked up to the sense of no longer being young, which was exactly the sense of being stale, just as that, in turn, was the sense of being weak, he waked up to an other matter beside. It all hung together; they were subject, he and the great vagueness, to an equal and indivisible law. When the possibilities themselves had, accordingly, turned stale, when the secret of the gods had grown faint, had perhaps even quite evaporated, that, and that only, was failure. It wouldn t have been failure to be bankrupt, dishonoured, pilloried, hanged ; it was failure not to be anything. And so, in the dark valley into which his path had taken its unlooked-for twist, he wondered not a little as he groped. He didn t care what awful crash might overtake him, with what ignominy or what monstrosity he might yet be asso ciated since he wasn t, after all, too utterly old to suffer if it would only be decently proportionate to the posture he had kept, all his life, in the promised presence of it. He had but one desire left that he shouldn t have been " sold." IV THEN it was that one afternoon, while the spring of the year was young and new, she met, all in her own way, his frankest betrayal of these alarms. He had gone in late to see her, but evening had not settled, and she was presented to him in that long, fresh light of wan- 219 THE BETTER SORT ing April days which affects us often with a sadness sharper than the greyest hours of autumn. The week had been warm, the spring was supposed to have begun early, and May Bartram sat, for the first time in the year, without a fire, a fact that, to Marcher s sense, gave the scene of which she formed part a smooth and ul timate look, an air of knowing, in its immaculate order and its cold, meaningless cheer, that it would never see a fire again. Her own aspect he could scarce have said why intensified this note. Almost as white as wax, with the marks and signs in her face as nu merous and as fine as if they had been etched by a needle, with soft white draperies relieved by a faded green scarf, the delicate tone of which had been con secrated by the years, she was the picture of a serene, exquisite, but impenetrable sphinx, whose head, or in deed all whose person, might have been powdered with silver. She was a sphinx, yet with her white petals and green fronds she might have been a lily too only an artificial lily, wonderfully imitated and constantly kept, without dust or stain, though not exempt from a slight droop and a complexity of faint creases, under some clear glass bell. The perfection of household care, of high polish and finish, always reigned in her rooms, but they especially looked to Marcher at present as if everything had been wound up, tucked in, put away, so that she might sit with folded hands and with nothing more to do. She was " out of it," to his vision; her work was over; she communicated with him as across some gulf, or from some island of rest that she had already reached, and it made him feel strangely abandoned. Was it or, rather, wasn t it that if for so long she had been watching with him the answer to their question had swum into her ken and taken on its name, so that her occupation was verily gone? He had as much as charged her with this in saying to her, many months before, that she 220 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE even then knew something she was keeping from him. It was a point he had never since ventured to press, vaguely fearing, as he did, that it might become a dif ference, perhaps a disagreement, between them. He had in short, in this later time, turned nervous, which was what, in all the other years, he had never been; and the oddity was that his nervousness should have waited till he had begun to doubt, should have held off so long as he was sure. There was something, it seemed to him, that the wrong word would bring down on his head, something that would so at least put an end to his suspense. But he wanted not to speak the wrong word; that would make everything ugly. He wanted the knowledge he lacked to drop on him, if drop it could, by its own august weight. If she was to forsake him it was surely for her to take leave. This was why he didn t ask her again, directly, what she knew ; but it was also why, approaching the matter from another side, he said to her in the course of his visit : " What do you regard as the very worst that, at this time of day, can happen to me? " He had asked her that in the past often enough; they had, with the odd, irregular rhythm of their inten sities and avoidances, exchanged ideas about it and then had seen the ideas washed away by cool intervals, washed like figures traced in sea-sand. It had ever been the mark of their talk that the oldest allusions in it required but a little dismissal and reaction to come out again, sounding for the hour as new. She could thus at present meet his inquiry quite freshly and patiently. " Oh yes, I ve repeatedly thought, only it always seemed to me of old that I couldn t quite make up my mind. I thought of dreadful things, between which it was difficult to choose; and so must you have done." " Rather ! I feel now as if I had scarce done any thing else. I appear to myself to have spent my life in thinking of nothing but dreadful things. A great 221 THE BETTER SORT many of them I ve at different times named to you, but there were others I couldn t name." " They were too, too dreadful ? " " Too, too dreadful some of them." She looked at him a minute, and there came to him as he met it an inconsequent sense that her eyes, when one got their full clearness, were still as beautiful as they had been in youth, only beautiful with a strange, cold light a light that somehow was a part of the effect, if it wasn t rather a part of the cause, of the pale, hard sweetness of the season and the hour. " And yet," she said at last, " there are horrors we have men tioned." It deepened the strangeness to see her, as such a figure in such a picture, talk of " horrors," but she was to do, in a few minutes, something stranger yet though even of this he was to take the full meas ure but afterwards and the note of it was already in the air. It was, for the matter of that, one of the signs that her eyes were having again such a high flicker of their prime. He had to admit, however, what she said. " Oh yes, there were times when we did go far." He caught himself in the act, speaking as if it all were over. Well, he wished it were; and the con summation depended, for him, clearly, more and more on his companion. But she had now a soft smile. " Oh, far ! " It was oddly ironic. " Do you mean you re prepared to go further? " She was frail and ancient and charming as she con tinued to look at him, yet it was rather as if she had lost the thread. " Do you consider that we went so far?" " Why, I thought it the point you were just making that we had looked most things in the face." " Including each other? " She still smiled. " But you re quite right. We ve had together great imagina- 222 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE tions, often great fears; but some of them have been unspoken." " Then the worst we haven t faced that. I could face it, I believe, if I knew what you think it. I feel," he explained, " as if I had lost my power to conceive such things." And he wondered if he looked as blank ,as he sounded. " It s spent." " Then why do you assume," she asked, " that mine isn t?" " Because you ve given me signs to the contrary. It isn t a question for you of conceiving, imagining, comparing. It isn t a question now of choosing." At last he came out with it. " You know something that I don t. You ve showed me that before." These last words affected her, he could see in a mo ment, remarkably, and she spoke with firmness. " I ve shown you, my dear, nothing." He shook his head. " You can t hide it." " Oh, oh ! " May Bartram murmured over what she couldn t hide. It was almost a smothered groan. " You admitted it months ago, when I spoke of it to you as of something you were afraid I would find out. Your answer was that I couldn t, that I wouldn t, and I don t pretend I have. But you had something therefore in mind, and I see now that it must have been, that it still is, the possibility that, of all possibilities, has settled itself for you as the worst. This," he went on, " is why I appeal to you. I m only afraid of ig norance now I m not afraid of knowledge." And then as for a while she said nothing : " What makes me sure is that I see in your face and feel here, in this air and amid these appearances, that you re out of it. You ve done. You ve had your experience. You leave me to my fate." Well, she listened, motionless and white in her chair, as if she had in fact a decision to make, so that her whole manner was a virtual confession, though still 223 THE BETTER SORT with a small, fine, inner stiffness, an imperfect sur render. " It would be the worst," she finally let herself say. " I mean the thing that I ve never said." It hushed him a moment. " More monstrous than all the monstrosities we ve named? " "More monstrous. Isn t that what you sufficiently express," she asked, " in calling it the worst? " Marcher thought. " Assuredly if you mean, as I do, something that includes all the loss and all the shame that are thinkable." " It would if it should happen," said May Bartram. ;< What we re speaking of, remember, is only my idea." " It s your belief," Marcher returned. " That s enough for me. I feel your beliefs are right. There fore if, having this one, you give me no more light on it, you abandon me." " No, no!" she repeated. "I m with you don t you see? still. And as if to make it more vivid to him she rose from her chair a movement she seldom made in these days and showed herself, all draped and all soft, in her fairness and slimness. " I haven t forsaken you." It was really, in its effort against weakness, a gener ous assurance, and had the success of the impulse not, happily, been great, it would have touched him to pain more than to pleasure. But the cold charm in her eyes had spread, as she hovered before him, to all the rest of her person, so that it was, for the minute, almost like a recovery of youth. He couldn t pity her for that ; he could only take her as she showed as capable still of helping him.. It was as if, at the same time, her light might at any instant go out ; wherefore he must make the most of it. There passed before him with in- tensity the three or four things he wanted most to know; but the question that came of itself to his lips really covered the others. " Then tell me if I shall consciously suffer." 224 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE She promptly shook her head. " Never ! " It confirmed the authority he imputed to her, and it produced on him an extraordinary effect. " Well, what s better than that? Do you call that the worst? " You think nothing is better? " she asked. She seemed to mean something so special that he again sharply wondered, though still with the dawn of a prospect of relief. " Why not, if one doesn t know? After which, as their eyes, over his question, met in a silence, the dawn deepened and something to his purpose came, prodigiously, out of her very face. His own, as he took it in, suddenly flushed to the forehead, and he gasped with the force of a perception to which, on the instant, everything fitted. The sound of his gasp filled the air ; then he became articulate. " I see -if I don t suffer!" In her own look, however, was doubt. " You see what?" " Why, what you mean what you ve always meant." She again shook her head. " What I mean isn t what I ve always meant. It s different." " It s something new ? " She hesitated. " Something new. It s not what you think. I see what you think." His divination drew breath then; only her correc tion might be wrong. " It isn t that I am a donkey? " he asked between faintness and grimness. " It isn t that it s all a mistake?" ELA. mistake ? " she pityingly echoed. That possibil ity, for her, he saw T would be monstrous:, and if she* guaranteed him theimmunity from pain it would ac- cordingly not be what she had in mind. " Oh, no," she declared ; " it s nothing of that sort. You ve been right." Yet he couldn t help asking himself if she weren t, thus pressed, speaking but to save him. It seemed to 225 THE BETTER SORT him he should be most lost if his history should prove all a platitude. " Are you telling me the truth, so that I sha n t have been a bigger idiot than I can bear to know? I haven t lived with a vain imagination, in the most besotted illusion? I haven t waited but to see the door shut in my face? " She shook her head again. " However the case stands that isn t the truth. Whatever the reality, it is a reality. The door isn t shut. The door s open/ said May Bartram. "Then something s to come?" She waited once again, always with her cold, sweet eyes on him. " It s never too late." She had, with her gliding step, diminished the distance between them, and she stood nearer to him, close to him, a minute, as if still full of the unspoken. Her movement might have been for some finer emphasis of what she was at once hesitating and deciding to say. He had been standing by the chimney-piece, fireless and sparely adorned, a small, perfect old French clock and two morsels of rosy Dresden constituting all its furniture; and her hand grasped the shelf while she kept him waiting, grasped it a little as for support and encourage ment. She only kept him waiting, however; that is he only waited. It had become suddenly, from her movement and attitude, beautiful and vivid to him that she had something more to give him ; her wasted face delicately shone with it, and it glittered, almost as with the white lustre of silver, in her expression. She was right, incontestably, for what he saw in her face was the truth, and strangely, without consequence, while their talk of it as dreadful was still in the air, she appeared to present it as inordinately soft. This, prompting bewilderment, made him but gape the more gratefully for her revelation, so that they continued for some minutes silent, her face shining at him, her contact imponderably pressing, and his stare all kind, 226 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE but all expectant. The end, none the less, was that what he had expected failed to sound. Something else took place instead, which seemed to consist at first in the mere closing of her eyes. She gave way at the same instant to a slow, fine shudder, and though he remained staring though he stared, in fact, but the harder she turned off and regained her chair. It was the end of what she had been intending, but it left him thinking only of that. " Well, you don t say ? " She had touched in her passage a bell near the chim ney and had sunk back, strangely pale, " I m afraid I m too ill." " Too ill to tell me? " It sprang up sharp to him, and almost to his lips, the fear that she would die without giving him light. He checked himself in time from so expressing his question, but she answered as if she had heard the words. *| Don t you know nowjj" Now - ^-f" She had spoken as if something that had made a difference had come up within the moment. But her maid, quickly obedient to her bell, was already with them. " I know nothing." And he was afterwards to say to himself that he must have spoken with odious impatience, such an impatience as to show that, supremely disconcerted, he washed his hands of the whole question. " Oh ! " said May Bartram. " Are you in pain? " he asked, as the woman went to her. " No," said May Bartram. Her maid, who had put an arm round her as if to take her to her room, fixed on him eyes that appeal- ingly contradicted her ; in spite of which, however, he showed once more his mystification. " What then has happened? " She was once more, with her companion s help, on 227 THE BETTER SORT her feet, and, feeling withdrawal imposed on him, he had found, blankly, his hat and gloves and had reached the door. Yet he waited for her answer. " What was to," she said. HE came back the next day, but she was then unable to see him, and as it was literally the first time this had occurred in the long stretch of their acquaintance he turned away, defeated and sore, almost angry or feel ing at least that such a break in their custom was really the beginning of the end and wandered alone with his thoughts, especially with one of them that he was unable to keep down. She was dying, and he would lose her; she was dying, and his life would end. He stopped in the park, into which he had passed, and stared before him at his recurrent doubt. Away from her the doubt pressed again; in her presence he had believed her, but as he felt his forlornness he threw himself into the explanation that, nearest at hand, had most of a miserable warmth for him and least of a cold torment. She had deceived him to save him to put him off with something in which he should be able to rest. What could the thing that was to happen to him be, after all, but just this thing that had begun to happen ? Her dying, her death, his consequent solitude ihat was what he had figured as the beast in the jungle, that was what had been in the lap of the gods. HeTiad had her word for it as he left her; for what else, on earth, could she have meant ? It wasn t a thing of a monstrous order; not a fate rare and distin guished; not a stroke of fortune that overwhelmed and immortalised ; it had only the stamp of the common doom. But poor Marcher, at this hour, judged the common doom sufficient. It would serve his turn, and even as the consummation of infinite waiting he would 228 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE bend his pride to accept it. He sat down on a bench in the twilight. He hadn t been a fool. Something^ had been, as she had said, to come. Before he rose in deed it had quite struck him that the final fact really / matched with the long avenue through which he had had to reach it. As sharing- his sngp^nftf , and as giving herself all, giving her life, to bring it to an end, .she had Come WJth>im every step nf flip A*ray Hf hpfl IJvH by her ?H, anH tn IP^IVP li^r hahinH wnnlH hr rmpTly, damnably to miss her. ^Qiat^could be more_over- \vhplmincr than tha? Well, he was to know within the week, for though she kept him a while at bay, left him restless and wretched during a series of days on each of which he asked about her only again to have to turn away, she ended his trial by receiving him where she had always received him. Yet she had been brought out at some hazard into the presence of so many of the things that were, consciously, vainly, half their past, and there was scant service left in the gentleness of her mere desire, all too visible, to check his obsession and wind up his long trouble. That was clearly what she want ed; the one thing more, for her own peace, while she could still put out her hand. He was so affected by her state that, once seated by her chair, he was moved to let everything go; it was she herself therefore who brought him back, took up again, before she dismissed him, her last word of the other time. She showed how she wished to leave their affair in order. " I m not sure you understood. You ve nothing to wait for more. It has come." Oh, how he looked at her! " Really? " " Really." The thing that, as you said, zvas to ? " " The thing that we began in our youth to watch for." Face to face with her once more he believed her; 229 THE BETTER SORT it was a claim to which he had so abjectly little to op pose. " You mean that it has come as a positive, def inite occurrence, with a name and a date ? " " Positive. Definite. I don t know about the * name, but, oh, with a date ! " He found himself again too helplessly at sea. " But come in the night come and passed me by? " May Bartram had her strange, faint smile. " Oh no, it hasn t passed you by ! " " But if I haven t been aware of it, and it hasn t touched me ?" " Ah, your not being aware of it," and she seemed to hesitate an instant to deal with this " your not being aware of it is the strangeness in the strangeness. It s the wonder of the wonder." She spoke as with the softness almost of a sick child, yet now at last, at the end of all, with the perfect straightness of a sybil. She visibly knew that she knew, and the effect on him was of something co-ordinate, in its high char acter, with the law that had ruled him. It was the true voice of the law; so on her lips would the law itself have sounded. " It has touched you," she went on. " It has done its office. It has made you all its own." " So utterly without my knowing it? " " So utterly without your knowing it." His hand, as he leaned to her, was on the arm of her chair, and, dimly smiling always now, she placed her own on it. " It s enough if / know it." " Oh ! " he confusedly sounded, as she herself of late so often had done. " What I long ago said is true. You ll never know now, and I think you ought to be content. You ve had it," said May Bartram. "But had what?" " Why, what was to have marked you out. The proof of your law. It has acted. I m too glad," she 230 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE then bravely added, " to have been able to see what it s not" He continued to attach his eyes to her, and with the sense that it was all beyond him, and that she was too, he would still have sharply challenged her, had he not felt it an abuse of her weakness to do more than take devoutly what she gave him, take it as hushed as to a revelation. If he did speak, it was out of the foreknowledge of his loneliness to come. " If you re glad of what it s * not/ it might then have been worse?" She turned her eyes away, she looked straight before her with which, after a moment : " Well, you know our fears." He wondered. " It s something then we never feared?" On this, slowly, she turned to him. " Did we ever dream, with all our dreams, that we should sit and talk of it thus?" He tried for a little to make out if they had; but it was as if their dreams, numberless enough, were in solution in some thick, cold mist, in which thought lost itself. " It might have been that we couldn t talk? " " Well "she did her best for him" not from this side. This, you see," she said, " is the other side." " I think," poor Marcher returned, " that all sides are the same to me." Then, however, as she softly shook her head in correction : " We mightn t, as it were, have got across ? " " To where we are no. We re here " she made her weak emphasis. " And much good does it do us ! " was her friend s frank comment. " It does us the good it can. It does us the good that it isn t here. It s past. It s behind," said May Bartram. " Before " but her voice dropped. He had got up, not to tire her, but it was hard to 231 THE BETTER SORT combat his yearning. She after all told him nothing but that his light had failed which he knew well enough without her. "Before ?" he blankly echoed. " Before, you see, it was always to come. That kept it present." " Oh, I don t care what comes now ! Besides," Marcher added, " it seems to me I liked it better pres ent, as you say, than I can like it absent with your absence." " Oh, mine ! " and her pale hands made light of it. " With the absence of everything." He had a dread ful sense of standing there before her for so far as anything but this proved, this bottomless drop was con cerned the last time of their life. It rested on him with a weight he felt he could scarce bear, and this weight it apparently was that still pressed out what remained in him of speakable protest. " I believe you; but I can t begin to pretend I understand. Nothing, for me, is past; nothing will pass until I pass myself, which I pray my stars may be as soon as possible. Say, however," he added, " that I ve eaten my cake, as you contend, to the last crumb how can the thing I ve never felt at all be the thing I was marked out to feel?" She met him, perhaps, less directly, but she met him unperturbed. " You take your feelings for granted. You were to suffer your fate. That was not necessarily to know it." " How in the world when what is such knowledge but suffering ? " She looked up at him a while, in silence. " No you don t understand." I suffer," said John Marcher. " Don t, don t ! " " How can I help at least that? " " Don t! " May Bartram repeated. 232 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE She spoke it in a tone so special, in spite of her weakness, that he stared an instant stared as if some light, hitherto hidden, had shimmered across his vision. Darkness again closed over it, but the gleam had already become for him an idea. "Because I haven t the right ? " " Don t know when you needn t/ she mercifully urged. " You needn t for we shouldn t." "Shouldn t?" If he could but know what she meant ! " No it s too much." " Too much ? " he still asked but with a mystifica tion that was the next moment, of a sudden, to give way. Her words, if they meant something, affected him in this light the light also of her wasted face as meaning all, and the sense of what knowledge had been for herself came over him with a rush which broke through into a question. "Is it of that, then, you re dying? " She but watched him, gravely at first, as if to see, with this, where he was, and she might have seen some thing, or feared something, that moved her sympathy. " I_wquld_live for you stillif I could." Her eyes closed for a little, as if, withdrawn into herself, she were, for a last time, trying. " But I can t! " she said as she raised them again to take leave of him. She couldn t indeed, as but too promptly and sharply appeared, and he had no vision of her after this that was anything but darkness and doom. They had parted forever in that strange talk; access to her cham ber of pain, rigidly guarded, was almost wholly forbid den him; he was feeling now moreover, in the face of doctors, nurses, the two or three relatives attracted doubtless by the presumption of what she had to " leave," how few were the rights, as they were called in such cases, that he had to put forward, and how odd it might even seem that their intimacy shouldn t have 233 THE BETTER SORT given him more of them. The stupidest fourth cousin had more, even though she had been nothing in such a person s life. She had been a feature of features in his, for what else was it to have been so indispensa ble? Strange beyond saying were the ways of ex istence, baffling for him the anomaly of his lack, as he felt it to be, of producible claim. A woman might have been, as it were, everything to him, and it might yet present him in no connection that anyone ap peared obliged to recognise. If this was the case in these closing weeks it was the case more sharply on the occasion of the last offices rendered, in the great grey London cemetery, to what had been mortal, to what had been precious, in his friend. The concourse at her grave was not numerous, but he saw himself treated as scarce more nearly concerned with it than if there had been a thousand others. He was in short from this moment face to face with the fact that he was to profit extraordinarily little by the interest May Bartram had taken in him. He couldn t quite have said what he expected, but he had somehow not ex pected this approach to a double privation. Not only had her interest failed him, but he seemed to feel him self unattended and for a reason he couldn t sound by the distinction, the dignity, the propriety, if noth ing else, of the man markedly bereaved. It was as if, in the view of society, he had not been markedly be reaved, as if there still failed some sign or proof of it, and as if, none the less, his character could never be affirmed, nor the deficiency ever made up. There were moments, as the weeks went by, when he would have liked, by some almost aggressive act, to take his stand on the intimacy of his loss, in order that it might be questioned and his retort, to the relief of his spirit, so recorded; but the moments of an irritation more helpless followed fast on these, the moments during which, turning things over with a good conscience but 234 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE with a bare horizon, he found himself wondering if he oughtn t to have begun, so to speak, further back. He found himself wondering indeed at many things, and this last speculation had others to keep it company. What could he have done, after all, in her lifetime, without giving them both, as it were, away? He couldn t have made it known she was watching him, for that would have published the superstition of the Beast. This was what closed his mouth now now that the Jungle had been threshed to vacancy and that the Beast had stolen away. It sounded too foolish and too flat; the difference for him in this particular, the extinction in his life of the element of suspense, was such in fact as to surprise him. He could scarce have said what the effect resembled; the abrupt cessation, the positive prohibition, of music perhaps, more than anything else, in some place all adjusted and all accus tomed to sonoriety and to attention. If he could at any rate have conceived lifting the veil from his image at some moment of the past (what had he done, after all, if not lift it to her?) so to do this to-day, to talk to people at large of the jungle cleared and confide to them that he now felt it as safe, would have been not only to see them listen as to a goodwife s tale, but really to hear himself tell one. What it presently came to in truth was that poor Marcher waded through his beaten grass, where no life stirred, where no breath sounded, where no evil eye seemed to gleam from a possible lair, very much as if vaguely looking for the Beast, and still more as if missing it. He walked about in an existence that had grown strangely more spacious, and, stopping fitfully in places where the undergrowth of life struck him as closer, asked himself yearningly, wondered secretly and sorely, if it would have lurked here or there. It would have at all events sprung; what was at least complete was his belief in the truth itself of the assurance given him. The change from 235 THE BETTER SORT his old sense to his new was absolute and final : what was to happen had so absolutely and finally happened that he was as little able to know a fear for his future as to know a hope ; so absent in short was any ques tion of anything still to come. He was to live entirely with the other question, that of his unidentified past, that of his having to see his fortune impenetrably muf fled and masked. The torment of this vision became then his occupa tion ; he couldn t perhaps have consented to live but for the possibility of guessing. She had told him, his friend, not to guess ; she had forbidden him, so far as he might, to know, and she had even in a sort denied the power in him to learn : which were so many things, precisely, to deprive him of rest. It wasn t that he wanted, he argued for fairness, that anything that had happened to him should happen over again; it was only that he shouldn t, as an anticlimax, have been taken sleeping so sound as not to be able to win back by an effort of thought the lost stuff of consciousness. He declared to himself at moments that he would either win it back or have done with consciousness for ever ; he made this idea his one motive, in fine, made it so much his passion that none other, to compare with it, seemed ever to have touched him. The lost stuff of consciousness became thus for him as a strayed or stolen child to an unappeasable father; he hunted it up and down very much as if he were knocking at doors and inquiring of the police. This was the spirit in which, inevitably, he set himself to travel; he started on a journey that was to be as long as he could make it; it danced before him that, as the other side of the globe couldn t possibly have less to say to him, it might, by a possibility of suggestion, have more. Before he quitted London, however, he made a pilgrimage to May Bartram s grave, took his way to it through the endless avenues of the grim suburban necropolis, 236 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE sought it out in the wilderness of tombs, and, though he had come but for the renewal of the act of farewell, found himself, when he had at last stood by it, be guiled into long intensities. He stood for an hour, powerless to turn away and yet powerless to penetrate the darkness of death; fixing with his eyes her in scribed name and date, beating his forehead against the fact of the secret they kept, drawing his breath, while he waited as if, in pity of him, some sense would rise from the stones. He kneeled on the stones, how ever, in vain; they kept what they concealed; and if the face of the tomb did become a face for him it was because her two names were like a pair of eyes that didn t know him. He gave them a last long look, but no palest light broke. VI HE stayed away, after this, for a year ; he visited the depths of Asia, spending himself on scenes of romantic interest, of superlative sanctity; but what was present to him every where was that for a man who had known what he had known the world was vulgar and vain. The state of mind in which he had lived for so many years shone out to him, in reflection, as a light that coloured and refined, a light beside which the glow of the East was garish, cheap and thin. The terrible truth \vas that he had lost with everything else a he saw couldn t help being common when he had become common to look at them. He was simply now one of them himself he was in the dust, without a peg for the sense of differ ence; and there were hours when, before the temples of gods and the sepulchres of kings, his spirit turned, for nobleness of association, to the barely discriminated slab in the London suburb. That had become for him, THE BETTER SORT and more intensely with time and distance, his one witness of a past glory. It was all that was left to him for proof or pride, yet the past glories of Pha raohs were nothing to him as he thought of it. Small wonder then that he came back to it on the morrow of his return. He was drawn there this time as ir resistibly as the other, yet with a confidence, almost, that was doubtless the effect of the many months that had elapsed. He had lived, in spite of himself, into his change of feeling, and in wandering over the earth had wandered, as might be said, from the circumference to the centre of his desert. He had settled to his safety and accepted perforce his extinction; figuring to him self, with some colour, in the likeness of certain little old men he remembered to have seen, of whom, all meagre and wizened as they might look, it was related that they had in their time fought twenty duels or been loved by ten princesses. They indeed had been wondrous for others, while he was but wondrous for himself; which, however, was exactly the cause of his haste to renew the wonder by getting back, as he might put it, into his own presence. That had quickened his steps and checked his delay. If his visit was prompt it was because he had been separated so long from the part of himself that alone he now valued. It is accordingly not false to say that he reached his goal with a certain elation, and stood there again with a certain assurance. The creature beneath the sod knew of his rare experience, so that, strangely now, the place had lost for him its mere blankness of expression. It met him in mildness not, as before, in mockery; it wore for him the air of conscious greeting that we find, after absence, in things that have closely belonged to us and which seem to confess of themselves to the connection. The plot of ground, the graven tablet, the tended flowers affected him so as belonging to him that he quite felt for the hour like a contented landlord 238 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE reviewing a piece of property. Whatever had hap pened well, had happened. He had not come back this time with the vanity of that question, his former worrying, " What, what? " now practically so spent. Yet he would, none the less, never again so cut himself off from the spot; he would come back to it every month, for if he did nothing else by its aid he at least held up his head. It thus grew for him, in the oddest way, a positive resource; he carried out his idea of periodical returns, which took their place at last among the most inveterate of his habits. What it all amount ed to, oddly enough, was that, in his now so simplified world, this garden of death gave him the few square feet of earth on which he could still most live. It was as if, being nothing anywhere else for anyone, nothing even for himself, he were just everything here, and if not for a crowd of witnesses, or indeed for any witness but John Marcher, then by clear right of the register that he could scan like an open page. The open page was the tomb of his friend, and there were the facts of the past, there the truth of his life, there the back ward reaches in which he could lose himself. He did this, from time to time, with such effect that he seemed to wander through the old years with his hand in the arm of a companion who was, in the most extraor dinary manner, his other, his younger self; and to wander, which was more extraordinary yet, round and round a third presence not wandering she, but sta tionary, still, whose eyes, turning with his revolution, never ceased to follow him, and whose seat was his point, so to speak, of orientation. Thus in short he settled to live feeding only on the sense that he once had lived, and dependent on it not only for a support but for an identity. It sufficed him, in its way, for months, and the year elapsed; it would doubtless even have carried him further but for an accident, superficially slight, which 239 THE BETTER SORT moved him, in a quite other direction, with a force beyond any of his impressions of Egypt or of India. It was a thing of the merest chance the turn, as he afterwards felt, of a hair, though he was indeed to live to believe that if light hadn t come to him in this par ticular fashion it would still have come in another. He was to live to believe this, I say, though he was not to live, I may not less definitely mention, to do much else. We allow him at any rate the benefit of the conviction, struggling up for him at the end, that, whatever might have happened or not happened, he would have come round of himself to the light. The incident of an autumn day had put the match to the train laid from of old by his misery. With the light before him he knew that even of late his ache had only been smothered. It was strangely drugged, but it throbbed ; at the touch it began to bleed. AndL the touch, in the event, was the face of a fellow-mortak This face, one grey afternoon when the leaves were thick in the alleys, looked into Marcher s own, at the cemetery, with an expression like the cut of a blade. He felt it, that is, so deep down that he winced at the steady thrust. The person who so mutely assaulted him was a figure he had noticed, on reaching his own goal, absorbed by a grave a short distance away, a grave apparently fresh, so that the emotion of the vis itor would probably match it for frankness. This fact alone forbade further attention, though during the time he stayed he remained vaguely conscious of his neighbour, a middle-aged man apparently, in mourning, whose bowed back, among the clustered monuments and mortuary yews, was constantly presented. March er s theory that these were elements in contact with which he himself revived, had suffered, on this occa sion, it may be granted, a sensible though inscrutable check. The autumn day was dire for him as none had recently been, and he rested with a heaviness he had 240 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE not yet known on the low stone table that bore May Bartram s name. He rested without power to move, as if some spring in him, some spell vouchsafed, had suddenly been broken forever. If he could have done that moment as he wanted he would simply have stretched himself on the slab that was ready to take him, treating it as a place prepared to receive his last sleep. What in all the wide world had he now to keep awake for? He stared before him with the question, and it was then that, as one of the cemetery walks passed near him, he caught the shock of the face. His neighbour at the other grave had withdrawn, as he himself, with force in him to move, would have done by now, and was advancing along the path on his way to one of the gates. This brought him near, and his pace was slow, so that and all the more as there was a kind of hunger in his look the two men were for a minute directly confronted. Marcher felt him on the spot as one of the deeply stricken a perception so sharp that nothing else in the picture lived for it, neither his dress, his age, nor his presumable character and class; nothing lived but the deep ravage of the features that he showed. He shoived them that was the point; he was moved, as he passed, by some im pulse that was either a signal for sympathy or, more possibly, a challenge to another sorrow. He might already have been aware of our friend, might, at some previous hour, have noticed in him the smooth habit of the scene, with which the state of his own senses so scantly consorted, and might thereby have been stirred as by a kind of overt discord. What Marcher was at all events conscious of was, in the first place, that the imaged of scarred passion presented to him was con scious too of something that profaned the air; and, in the second, that, roused, startled, shocked, he was yet the next moment looking after it, as it went, with envy. The most extraordinary thing that had happened 241 THE BETTER SORT to him though he had given that name to other mat ters as well took place, after his immediate vague stare, as a consequence of this impression. The stran ger passed, but the raw glare of his grief remained, making our friend wonder in pity what wrong, what wound it expressed, what injury not to be healed. What had the man had to make him, by the loss of it, so bleed and yet live? Something and this reached him with a pang that he, John Marcher, hadn t ; the proof of which was precisely John Marcher s arid end. No passion had ever touched him, for this was what passion meant; he had survived and maundered and pined, but where had been his deep ravage? The extraordinary thing we speak of was the sudden rush of the result of this question. The sight that had just met his eyes named to him, as in letters of quick flame, something he had utterly, insanely missed, and what he had missed; made these things a train of fire, made them mark themselves in an anguish of inward throbs. He had seen outside of his life, not learned it within, the way a woman was mourned when she had been loved for herself; such was the force of his conviction of the meaning of the stranger s face, which still flared for him like a smoky torch. It had not come to him, the knowledge, on the wings of experience ; it had brushed him, jostled him, upset him, with the disrespect of chance, the insolence of an accident. Now that the il lumination had begun, however, it blazed to the zenith, and what he presently stood there gazing at was the sounded void of his life. He gazed, he drew breath, in pain ; he turned in his dismay, and, turning, he had before him in sharper incision than ever the open page of his story. The name on the table smote him as the passage of his neighbour had done, and what it said to him, full in the face, was that she was what he had missed.. This was the awful thought, the answer to 242 THE BEAST IN THE JUNGLE all the past, the vision at the dread clearness of which he turned as cold as the stone beneath him. Every thing fell together, confessed, explained, overwhelmed ; leaving him most of all stupefied at the blindness he had cherished. The fate he had been marked for he had met with a vengeance he had emptied the cup to the lees; he had been the man of his time, the man, to whom nothing on earth was to have happened. That was the rare stroke that was his visitation. So he saw it, as we say, in pale horror, while the pieces fitted and fitted. So she had seen it, while he didn t, and so she served at this hour to drive the truth home. It was the truth, vivid and monstrous, that all the while he had waited the wait was itself his portion. This the companion of his vigil had at a given moment per ceived, and she had then offered him the chance to baffle his doom. One s doom, however, was never baffled, and on the day she had told him that his own had come down she had seen him but stupidly stare at the escape she offered him. The escape would have been to love her ; then, then he would have lived. Sfy> had hVrf wh n rnnlH <^y now with what passion ? since she had loved him for himself; whereas he had never thought of her (ah, how it hugely glared at him!) but in the chill of his egotism and the light of her use. Her spoken words came back to him, and the chain stretched and stretched. The beast had lurked indeed, and the beast, at its hour, had sprung; it had sprung in that twilight of the cold April when, pale, ill, wasted, but all beautiful, and per haps even then recoverable, she had risen from her chair to stand before him and let him imaginably guess. It had sprung as he didn t guess ; it had sprung as she hopelessly turned from him, and the mark, by the time he left her, had fallen where it was to fall. He had justified his fear and achieved his fate ; he had failed, with the last exactitude, of all he was to fail of; and 243 THE BETTER SORT a moan now rose/lo his lips as he remembered she had prayed he mightn t knowjH_This horror of waking this was knowledge, knowledge under the breath of which the very tears in his eyes seemed to freeze. Through them, none the less, he tried to fix it and hold it; he kept it there before him so that he might feel the pain. That at least, belated and bitter, had some thing of the taste of life. But the bitterness suddenly sickened him, and it was as if, horribly, he saw, in the truth, in the cruelty of his image, what had been appointed and done. He saw the Jungle of his life and saw the lurking Beast ; then, while he looked, per ceived it, as by a stir of the air, rise, huge and hideous, for the leap that was to settle him. His eyes dark ened it was close; and, instinctively turning, in his hallucination, to avoid it, he flung himself, on his face, on the tomb. THE BIRTHPLACE IT seemed to them at first, the offer, too good to be true, and their friend s letter, addressed to them to feel, as he said, the ground, to sound them as to in clinations and possibilities, had almost the effect of a brave joke at their expense. Their friend, Mr. Grant- Jackson, a highly preponderant, pushing person, great in discussion and arrangement, abrupt in overture, un expected, if not perverse, in attitude, and almost equal ly acclaimed and objected to in the wide midland region to which he had taught, as the phrase was, the size of his foot their friend had launched his bolt quite out of the blue and had thereby so shaken them as to make them fear almost more than hope. The place had fallen vacant by the death of one of the two ladies, mother and daughter, who had discharged its duties for fifteen years; the daughter was staying on alone, to accommodate, but had found, though ex tremely mature, an opportunity of marriage that in volved retirement, and the question of the new in cumbents was not a little pressing. The want thus determined was of a united couple of some sort, of the right sort, a pair of educated and competent sisters possibly preferred, but a married pair having its ad vantages if other qualifications were marked. Appli cants, candidates, besiegers of the door of everyone supposed to have a voice in the matter, were already beyond counting, and Mr. Grant- Jackson, who was in 245 THE BETTER SORT his way diplomatic and whose voice, though not per haps of the loudest, possessed notes of insistence, had found his preference fixing itself on some person or brace of persons who had been decent and dumb. The Gedges appeared to have struck him as waiting in silence though absolutely, as happened, no busybody had brought them, far away in the north, a hint either of bliss or of danger; and the happy spell, for the rest, had obviously been wrought in him by a remem brance which, though now scarcely fresh, had never before borne any such fruit. Morris Gedge had for a few years, as a young man, carried on a small private school of the order known as preparatory, and had happened then to receive under his roof the small son of the great man, who was not at that time so great. The little boy, during an ab sence of his parents from England, had been danger ously ill, so dangerously that they had been recalled in haste, though with inevitable delays, from a far country they had gone to America, with the whole continent and the great sea to cross again and had got back to find the child saved, but saved, as couldn t help coming to light, by the extreme devotion and per fect judgment of Mrs. Gedge. Without children of her own, she had particularly attached herself to this tini est and tenderest of her husband s pupils, and they had both dreaded as a dire disaster the injury to their little enterprise that would be caused by their losing him. Nervous, anxious, sensitive persons, with a pride as they were for that matter well aware above their position, never, at the best, to be anything but dingy, they had nursed him in terror and had brought him through in exhaustion. Exhaustion, as befell, had thus overtaken them early and had for one reason and an other managed to assert itself as their permanent por tion. The little boy s death would, as they said, have done for them, yet his recovery hadn t saved them; 246 THE BIRTHPLACE with which it was doubtless also part of a shy but stiff candour in them that they didn t regard themselves as having in a more indirect manner laid up treasure. Treasure was not to be, in any form whatever, of their dreams or of their waking sense; and the years that followed had limped under their weight, had now and then rather grievously stumbled, had even barely es caped laying them in the dust. The school had not prospered, had but dwindled to a close. Gedge s health had failed, and, still more, every sign in him of a capac ity to publish himself as practical. He had tried several things, he had tried many, but the final appearance was of their having tried him not less. They mostly, at the time I speak of, were trying his successors, while he found himself, with an effect of dull felicity that had come in this case from the mere postponement of change, in charge of the grey town library of Black- port-on-Dwindle, all granite, fog and female fiction. This was a situation in which his general intelligence acknowledged as his strong point was doubtless conceived, around him, as feeling less of a strain than that mastery of particulars in which he was recognised as weak. It was at Blackport-on-Dwindle that the silver shaft reached and pierced him ; it was as an alternative to dispensing dog s-eared volumes the very titles of which, on the lips of innumerable glib girls, were a challenge to his temper, that the wardenship of so different a temple presented itself. The stipend named differed little from the slim wage at present paid him, but even had it been less the interest and the honour would have struck him as determinant. The shrine at which he was to preside though he had always lacked occasion to approach it figured to him as the most sacred known to the steps of men, the early home of the su preme poet, the Mecca of the English-speaking race. The tears came into his eyes sooner still than into his 247 THE BETTER SORT wife s while he looked about with her at their actual narrow prison, so grim with enlightenment, so ugly with industry, so turned away from any dream, so in tolerable to any taste. He felt as if a window had opened into a great green woodland, a woodland that had a name, glorious, immortal, that was peopled with vivid figures, each of them renowned, and that gave out a murmur, deep as the sound of the sea, which was the rustle in forest shade of all the poetry, the beauty, the colour of life. It would be prodigious that of this transfigured world he should keep the key. No he couldn t believe it, not even when Isabel, at sight of his face, came and helpfully kissed him. He shook his head with a strange smile. " We sha n t get it. Why should we? It s perfect." " If we don t he ll simply have been cruel ; which is impossible when he has waited all this time to be kind." Mrs. Gedge did believe she would; since the wide doors of the world of poetry had suddenly pushed back for them it was in the form of poetic justice that they were first to know it. She had her faith in their patron ; it was sudden, but it was now complete. " He remembers that s all ; and that s our strength." " And what s his? " Gedge asked. " He may want to put us through, but that s a different thing from being able. What are our special advantages? " " Well, that we re just the thing." Her knowledge of the needs of the case was, as yet, thanks to scant information, of the vaguest, and she had never, more than her husband, stood on the sacred spot; but she saw herself waving a nicely-gloved hand over a collec tion of remarkable objects and saying to a compact crowd of gaping, awe-struck persons : " And now, please, this way." She even heard herself meeting with promptness and decision an occasional inquiry from a visitor in whom audacity had prevailed over awe. She had been once, with a cousin, years before, to a great 248 THE BIRTHPLACE northern castle, and that was the way the housekeeper had taken them round. And it was not moreover, either, that she thought of herself as a housekeep er : she was well above that, and the wave of her hand wouldn t fail to be such as to show it. This, and much else, she summed up as she answered her mate. " Our special advantages are that you re a gentleman." " Oh ! " said Gedge, as if he had never thought of it, and yet as if too it were scarce worth thinking of. " I see it all," she went on ; " they ve had the vulgar they find they don t do. We re poor and we re mod est, but anyone can see what we are." Gedge wondered. "Do you mean ?" More modest than she, he didn t know quite what she meant. We re refined. We know how to speak." "Do we?" he still, suddenly, wondered. But she was, from the first, surer of everything than he; so that when a few weeks more had elapsed and the shade of uncertainty though it was only a shade had grown almost to sicken him, her triumph was to come with the news that they were fairly named. " We re on poor pay, though we manage " she had on the present occasion insisted on her point. " But we re highly cultivated, and for them to get that, don t you see? without getting too much with it in the way of pretentious and demands, must be precisely their dream. We ve no social position, but we don t mind that we haven t, do we? a bit; which is because we know the difference between realities and shams. We hold to reality, and that gives us common sense, which the vulgar have less than anything, and which yet must be wanted there, after all, as well as anywhere else." Her companion followed her, but musingly, as if his horizon had within a few moments grown so great that he was almost lost in it and required a new orientation. The shining spaces surrounded him; the association alone gave a nobler arch to the sky. " Allow that we 249 THE BETTER SORT hold also a little to the romance. It seems to me that that s the beauty. We ve missed it all our life, and now it s come. We shall be at head-quarters for it. We shall have our fill of it." She looked at his face, at the effect in it of these prospects, and her own lighted as if he had suddenly grown handsome. " Certainly we shall live as in a fairy-tale. But what I mean is that we shall give, in a way and so gladly quite as much as we get. With all the rest of it we re, for instance, neat." Their letter had come to them at breakfast, and she picked a fly out of the butter-dish. " It s the way we ll keep the place " with which she removed from the sofa to the top of the cottage-piano a tin of biscuits that had refused to squeeze into the cupboard. At Blackport they were in lodgings of the lowest descrip tion, she had been known, with a freedom felt by Black- port to be slightly invidious, to declare. The Birth place and that itself, after such a life, was exaltation wouldn t be lodgings, since a house close beside it was set apart for the warden, a house joining on to it as a sweet old parsonage is often annexed to a quaint old church. It would all together be their home, and such a home as would make a little world that they would never want to leave. She dwelt on the gain, for that matter, to their income ; as-, obviously, though the salary was not a change for the better, the house, given them, would make all the difference. He assented to this, but absently, and she was almost impatient at the range of his thoughts. It was as if something, for him the very swarm of them veiled the view ; and he presently, of himself, showed what it was. " What I can t get over is its being such a man ! " He almost, from inward emotion, broke down. "Such a man ?" " Him, him, HIM ! " It was too much. " Grant-Jackson ? Yes, it s a surprise, but one sees 250 THE BIRTHPLACE how he has been meaning, all the while, the right thing by us." " I mean Him," Gedge returned more coldly; " our becoming familiar and intimate for that s what it will come to. We shall just live with Him." " Of course it is the beauty." And she added quite gaily : " The more we do the more we shall love Him." " No doubt but it s rather awful. The more we knozv Him," Gedge reflected, " the more we shall love Him. We don t as yet, you see, know Him so very tremendously." " We do so quite as well, I imagine, as the sort of people they ve had. And that probably isn t unless you care, as we do so awfully necessary. For there are the facts." " Yes there are the facts." " I mean the principal ones. They re all that the people the people who come want." " Yes they must be all they want." " So that they re all that those who ve been in charge have needed to know." " Ah," he said as if it were a question of honour, " we must know everything." She cheerfully acceded: she had the merit, he felt, of keeping the case within bounds. " Everything. But about him personally," she added, " there isn t, is there? so very, very much." " More, I believe, than there used to be. They ve made discoveries." It was a grand thought. " Perhaps we shall make some ! " " Oh, I shall be content to be a little better up in what has been done." And his eyes rested on a shelf of books, half of which, little worn but much faded, were of the florid " gift " order and belonged to the house. Of those among them that were his own most were common specimens of the reference sort, not ex- 251 THE BETTER SORT eluding an old Bradshaw and a catalogue of the town-library. " We ve not even a Set of our own. Of the Works," he explained in quick repudiation of the sense, perhaps more obvious, in which she might have taken it. As a proof of their scant range of possessions this sounded almost abject, till the painful flush with which they met on the admission melted presently into a dif ferent glow. It was just for that kind of poorness that their new situation was, by its intrinsic charm, to con sole them. And Mrs. Gedge had a happy thought. " Wouldn t the Library more or less have them ? " " Oh no, we ve nothing of that sort : for what do you take us ? " This, however, was but the play of Gedge s high spirits : the form both depression and ex hilaration most frequently took with him being a bitter ness on the subject of the literary taste of Blackport. No one w r as so deeply acquainted with it. It acted with him in fact as so lurid a sign of the future that the charm of the thought of removal was sharply enhanced by the prospect of escape from it. The institution he served didn t of course deserve the particular reproach into which his irony had flowered; and indeed if the several Sets in which the Works were present were a trifle dusty, the dust was a little his own fault. To make up for that now he had the vision of immediately giving his time to the study of them; he saw himself indeed, inflamed with a new passion, earnestly com menting and collating. Mrs. Gedge, who had sug gested that they ought, till their move should come, to read Him regularly of an evening certain as they were to do it still more when in closer quarters with Him Mrs. Gedge felt also, in her degree, the spell; so that the very happiest time of their anxious life was perhaps to have been the series of lamplight hours, after supper, in which, alternately taking the book, they de claimed, they almost performed, their beneficent author. 252 THE BIRTHPLACE He became speedily more than their author their per sonal friend, their universal light, their final authority and divinity. Where in the world, they were already asking themselves, would they have been without him ? By the time their appointment arrived in form their relation to him had immensely developed. It was amusing to Morris Gedge that he had so lately blushed for his ignorance, and he made this remark to his wife during the last hour they were able to give to their study, before proceeding, across half the country, to the scene of their romantic future. It was as if, in deep, close throbs, in cool after-waves that broke of a sudden and bathed his mind, all possession and com prehension and sympathy, all the truth and the life and the story, had come to him, and come, as the news papers said, to stay. " It s absurd," he didn t hesitate to say, " to talk of our not knowing. So far as we don t it s because we re donkeys. He s in the thing, over His ears, and the more we get into it the more we re with Him. I seem to myself at any rate," he declared, " to see Him in it as if He were painted on the wall." " Oh, doesn t one rather, the dear thing ? And don t you feel where it is? " Mrs. Gedge finely asked. " We see Him because we love Him that s what we do. How can we not, the old darling with what He s doing for us? There s no light" she had a senten tious turn " like true affection." " Yes," I suppose that s it. And yet," her husband mused, " I see, confound me, the faults." " That s because you re so critical. You see them, but you don t mind them. You see them, but you for give them. You mustn t mention them there. We sha n t, you know, be there for that." " Dear no ! " he laughed : " we ll chuck out anyone who hints at them." 253 THE BETTER SORT II IF the sweetness of the preliminary months had been great, great too, though almost excessive as agitation, was the wonder of fairly being housed with Him, of treading day and night in the footsteps He had worn, of touching the objects, or at all events the surfaces, the substances, over which His hands had played, which his arms, his shoulders had rubbed, of breathing the air or something not too unlike it in which His voice had sounded. They had had a little at first their bewilderments, their disconcertedness ; the place was both humbler and grander than they had exactly pre figured, more at once of a cottage and of a museum, a little more archaically bare and yet a little more richly official. But the sense was strong with them that the point of view, for the inevitable ease of the connection, patiently, indulgently awaited them ; in ad dition to which, from the first evening, after closing- hour, when the last blank pilgrim had gone, the mere spell, the mystic presence as if they had had it quite to themselves were all they could have desired. They had received, by Grant- Jackson s care and in addition to a table of instructions and admonitions by the num ber, and in some particulars by the nature, of which they found themselves slightly depressed, various little guides, handbooks, travellers tributes, literary memo rials and other catch-penny publications, which, how ever, were to be for the moment swallowed up in the interesting episode of the induction or initiation ap pointed for them in advance at the hands of several persons whose connection with the establishment was, as superior to their own, still more official, and at those in especial of one of the ladies who had for so many years borne the brunt. About the instructions from above, about the shilling books and the well-known 254 THE BIRTHPLACE facts and the full-blown legend, the supervision, the subjection, the submission, the view as of a cage in which he should circulate and a groove in which he should slide, Gedge had preserved a certain play of mind; but all power of reaction appeared suddenly to desert him in the presence of his so visibly competent predecessor and as an effect of her good offices. He had not the resource, enjoyed by his wife, of seeing himself, with impatience, attired in black silk of a make characterised by just the right shade of austerity; so that this firm, smooth, expert and consummately re spectable middle-aged person had him somehow, on the whole ground, completely at her mercy. It was evidently something of a rueful moment when, as a lesson she being for the day or two still in the field he accepted Miss Putchin s suggestion of " going round " with her and with the successive squads of visitors she was there to deal with. He appreciated her method he saw there had to be one; he admired her as succinct and definite; for there were the facts, as his wife had said at Blackport, and they were to be disposed of in the time; yet he felt like a very little boy as he dangled, more than once, with Mrs. Gedge, at the tail of the human comet. The idea had been that they should, by this attendance, more fully em brace the possible accidents and incidents, as it were, of the relation to the great public in which they were to find themselves; and the poor man s excited per ception of the great public rapidly became such as to resist any diversion meaner than that of the admirable manner of their guide. It wandered from his gaping companions to that of the priestess in black silk, whom he kept asking himself if either he or Isabel could hope by any possibility ever remotely to resemble; then it bounded restlessly back to the numerous persons who revealed to him, as it had never yet been revealed, the happy power of the simple to hang upon the lips of 255 THE BETTER SORT the wise. The great thing seemed to be and quite surprisingly that the business was easy and the strain, which as a strain they had feared, moderate ; so that he might have been puzzled, had he fairly caught himself in the act, by his recognising as the last effect of the impression an odd absence of the ability to rest in it, an agitation deep within him that vaguely threatened to grow. " It isn t, you see, so very complicated," the black silk lady seemed to throw off, with everything else, in her neat, crisp, cheerful way ; in spite of which he already, the very first time that is after several parties had been in and out and up and down went so far as to wonder if there weren t more in it than she imagined. She was, so to speak, kindness itself was all encouragement and reassurance; but it was just her slightly coarse redolence of these very things that, on repetition, before they parted, dimmed a little, as he felt, the light of his acknowledging smile. That, again, she took for a symptom of some pleading weak ness in him he could never be as brave as she; so that she wound up w r ith a few pleasant words from the very depth of her experience. " You ll get into it, never fear it will come; and then you ll feel as if you had never done anything else." He was afterwards to know that, on the spot, at this moment, he must have begun to wince a little at such a menace ; that he might come to feel as if he had never done anything but what Miss Putchin did loomed for him, in germ, as a penalty to pay. The support she offered, none the less, con tinued to strike him; she put the whole thing on so sound a basis when she said : " You see they re so nice about it they take such an interest. And they never do a thing they shouldn t. That was always every thing to mother and me." " They," Gedge had al ready noticed, referred constantly and hugely, in the good woman s talk, to the millions who shuffled through the house; the pronoun in question was for- 256 THE BIRTHPLACE ever on her lips, the hordes it represented filled her consciousness, the addition of their numbers ministered to her glory. Mrs. Gedge promptly met her. "It must be indeed delightful to see the effect on so many, and to feel that one may perhaps do something to make it well, permanent." But he was kept silent by his becoming more sharply aware that this was a new view, for him, of the reference made, that he had never thought of the quality of the place as derived from Them, but from Somebody Else, and that They, in short, seemed to have got into the way of crowding out Him. He found himself even a little resenting this for Him, which perhaps had something to do with the slightly invidious cast of his next inquiry. " And are They always, as one might say a stupid?" " Stupid ! " She stared, looking as if no one could be such a thing in such a connection. No one had ever been anything but neat and cheerful and fluent, except to be attentive and unobjectionable and, so far as was possible, American. " What I mean is," he explained, " is there any per ceptible proportion that take an interest in Him ? " His wife stepped on his toe; she deprecated irony. But his mistake fortunately was lost on their friend. " That s just why they come, that they take such an interest. I sometimes think they take more than about anything else in the world." With which Miss Putchin looked about at the place. " It is pretty, don t you think, the way they ve got it now ? " This, Gedge saw, was a different " They " ; it applied to the pow ers that were the people who had appointed him, the governing, visiting Body, in respect to which he was afterwards to remark to Mrs. Gedge that a fellow it was the difficulty didn t know " where to have her." His wife, at a loss, questioned at that moment the neces sity of having her anywhere, and he said, good-hu- 257 THE BETTER SORT mouredly, " Of course; it s all right." He was in fact content enough with the last touches their friend had given the picture. " There are many who know all about it when they come, and the Americans often are tremendously up. Mother and me really enjoyed " it was her only slip " the interest of the Americans. We ve sometimes had ninety a day, and all wanting to see and hear everything. But you ll work them off ; you ll see the way it s all experience." She came back, for his comfort, to that. She came back also to other things : she did justice to the considerable class who arrived positive and primed. " There are those who know more about it than you do. But that only comes from their interest." Who know more about what ? " Gedge inquired. " Why, about the place. I mean they have their ideas of what everything is, and where it is, and what it isn t, and where it should be. They do ask ques tions," she said, yet not so much in warning as in the complacency of being seasoned and sound ; " and they re down on you when they think you go wrong. As if you ever could! You know too much," she sagaciously smiled ; " or you will." " Oh, you mustn t know too much, must you ? " And Gedge now smiled as well. He knew, he thought, what he meant. :< Well, you must know as much as anybody else. I claim, at any rate, that I do," Miss Putchin declared. " They never really caught me." " I m very sure of that" Mrs. Gedge said with an elation almost personal. " Certainly," he added, " I don t want to be caught." She rejoined that, in such a case, he would have Them down on him, and he saw that this time she meant the powers above. It quickened his sense of all the ele ments that were to reckon with, yet he felt at the same time that the powers above were not what he should 258 THE BIRTHPLACE most fear. " I m glad," he observed, " that they ever ask questions; but I happened to notice, you know, that no one did to-day." " Then you missed several and no loss. There were three or four put to me too silly to remember. But of course they mostly are silly." " You mean the questions? " She laughed with all her cheer. " Yes, sir ; I don t mean the answers." Whereupon, for a moment snubbed and silent, he felt like one of the crowd. Then it made him slightly vicious. " I didn t know but you meant the people in general till I remembered that I m to understand from you that they re wise, only occasionally breaking down." It was not really till then, he thought, that she lost patience; and he had had, much more than he meant no doubt, a cross-questioning air. " You ll see for yourself." Of which he was sure enough. He was in fact so ready to take this that she came round to full accommodation, put it frankly that every now and then they broke out not the silly, oh no, the intensely in quiring. " We ve had quite lively discussions, don t you know, about well-known points. They want it all their way, and I know the sort that are going to as soon as I see them. That s one of the things you do you get to know the sorts. And if it s what you re afraid of their taking you up," she was further gra cious enough to say, " you needn t mind a bit. What do they know, after all, when for us it s our life? I ve never moved an inch, because, you see, I shouldn t have been here if I didn t know where I was. No more will you be a year hence you know what I mean, put ting it impossibly if you don t. I expect you do, in spite of your fancies." And she dropped once more to bed-rock. " There are the facts. Otherwise where would any of us be ? That s all you ve got to go upon. 259 THE BETTER SORT A person, however cheeky, can t have them his way just because he takes it into his head. There can only be one way, and," she gaily added as she took leave of them, " I m sure it s quite enough ! " III GEDGE not only assented eagerly one way was quite enough if it were the right one but repeated it, after this conversation, at odd moments, several times over to his wife. "There can only be one way, one way," he continued to remark though indeed much as if it were a joke ; till she asked him how many more he sup posed she wanted. He failed to answer this question, but resorted to another repetition, "There are the facts, the facts," which, perhaps, however, he kept a little more to himself, sounding it at intervals in different parts of the house. Mrs. Gedge was full of comment on their clever introductress, though not restrictively save in the matter of her speech, "Me and mother," and a general tone which certainly was not their sort of thing. "I don t know," he said, "perhaps it comes with the place, since speaking in immortal verse doesn t seem to come. It must be, one seems to see, one thing or the other. I dare say that in a few months I shall also be at it me and the wife. "Why not me and the missus at once?" Mrs. Gedge resentfully inquired. "I don t think," she observed at another time, "that I quite know what s the matter with you." "It s only that I m excited, awfully excited as I don t see how one can not be. You wouldn t have a fellow drop into this berth as into an appointment at the Post Office. Here on the spot it goes to my head ; how can that be helped ? But we shall live into it, and perhaps," he said with an implication of the other pos sibility that was doubtless but part of his fine ecstasy, 260 THE BIRTHPLACE "we shall live through it." The place acted on his imagination how, surely, shouldn t it? And his imagination acted on his nerves, and these things to gether, with the general vividness and the new and complete immersion, made rest for him almost impos sible, so that he could scarce go to bed at night and even during the first week more than once rose in the small hours to move about, up and down, with his lamp, standing, sitting, listening, wondering, in the stillness, as if positively to recover some echo, to surprise some secret, of the genius loci. He couldn t have explained it and didn t in fact need to explain it, at least to him self, since the impulse simply held him and shook him ; but the time after closing, the time above all after the people Them, as he felt himself on the way to think of them, predominant, insistent, all in the foreground brought him, or ought to have brought him, he seemed to see, nearer to the enshrined Presence, enlarged the opportunity for communion and intensified the sense of it. These nightly prowls, as he called them, were dis quieting to his wife, who had no disposition to share in them, speaking with decision of the whole place as just the place to be forbidding after dark. She rejoiced in the distinctness, contiguous though it was, of their own little residence, where she trimmed the lamp and stirred the fire and heard the kettle sing, repairing the while the omissions of the small domestic who slept out ; she fore saw herself with some promptness, drawing rather sharply the line between her own precinct and that in which the great spirit might walk. It would be with them, the great spirit, all day even if indeed on her making that remark, and in just that form, to her hus band, he replied with a queer "But will he though?" And she vaguely imaged the development of a domestic antidote after a while, precisely, in the shape of cur tains more markedly drawn and everything most mod ern and lively, tea, "patterns," the newspapers, the fe- 261 THE BETTER SORT male fiction itself that they had reacted against at Blackport, quite defiantly cultivated. These possibilities, however, were all right, as her companion said it was, all the first autumn they had arrived at summer s end ; as if he were more than con tent with a special set of his own that he had access to from behind, passing out of their low door for the few steps between it and the Birthplace. With his lamp ever so carefully guarded, and his nursed keys that made him free of treasures, he crossed the dusky inter val so often that she began to qualify it as a habit that " grew." She spoke of it almost as if he had taken to drink, and he humoured that view of it by confessing that the cup was strong. This had been in truth, al together, his immediate sense of it; strange and deep for him the spell of silent sessions before familiarity and, to some small extent, disappointment had set in. The exhibitional side of the establishment had struck him, even on arrival, as qualifying too much its charac ter ; he scarce knew what he might best have looked for, but the three or four rooms bristled overmuch, in the garish light of day, with busts and relics, not even ostensibly always His, old prints and old editions, old objects fashioned in His likeness, furniture "of the time" and autographs of celebrated worshippers. In the quiet hours and the deep dusk, none the less, under the play of the shifted lamp and that of his own emo tion, these things too recovered their advantage, min istered to the mystery, or at all events to the impression, seemed consciously to offer themselves as personal to the poet. Not one of them was really or unchallenge- ably so, but they had somehow, through long associa tion, got, as Gedge always phrased it, into the secret, and it was about the secret he asked them while he rest lessly wandered. It was not till months had elapsed that he found how little they had to tell him, and he was quite at his ease with them when he knew they were 262 THE BIRTHPLACE by no means where his sensibility had first placed them. They were as out of it as he ; only, to do them justice, they had made him immensely feel. And still, too, it was not they who had done that most, since his senti ment had gradually cleared itself to deep, to deeper re finements. The Holy of Holies of the Birthplace was the low, the sublime Chamber of Birth, sublime because, as the Americans usually said unlike the natives they mostly found words it was so pathetic ; and pathetic because it was well, really nothing else in the world that one could name, number or measure. It was as empty as a shell of which the kernel has withered, and contained neither busts nor prints nor early copies; it contained only the Fact the Fact itself which, as he stood sen tient there at midnight, our friend, holding his breath, allowed to sink into him. He had to take it as the place where the spirit would most walk and where he would therefore be most to be met, with possibilities of recognition and reciprocity. He hadn t, most prob ably He hadn t much inhabited the room, as men weren t apt, as a rule, to convert to their later use and involve in their wider fortune the scene itself of their nativity. But as there were moments when, in the conflict of theories, the sole certainty surviving for the critic threatened to be that He had not unlike other successful men not been born, so Gedge, though little of a critic, clung to the square feet of space that con nected themselves, however feebly, with the positive appearance. He was little of a critic he was nothing of one; he hadn t pretended to the character before coming, nor come to pretend to it ; also, luckily for him, he was seeing day by day how little use he could pos sibly have for it. It would be to him, the attitude of a high expert, distinctly a stumbling-block, and that he rejoiced, as the winter waned, in his ignorance, was one of the propositions he betook himself, in his odd man- 263 THE BETTER SORT ner, to enunciating to his wife. She denied it, for hadn t she, in the first place, been present, wasn t she still present, at his pious, his tireless study of every thing connected with the subject? so present that she had herself learned more about it than had ever seemed likely. Then, in the second place, he was not to pro claim on the housetops any point at which he might be weak, for who knew, if it should get abroad that they were ignorant, what effect might be produced ? "On the attraction" he took her up "of the Show?" He had fallen into the harmless habit of speaking of the place as the "Show"; but she didn t mind this so much as to be diverted by it. "No ; on the attitude of the Body. You know they re pleased with us, and I don t see why you should want to spoil it. We got in by a tight squeeze you know we ve had evidence of that, and that it was about as much as our backers could manage. But we re proving a comfort to them, and it s absurd of you to question your suitability to people who were content with the Putchins." "I don t, my dear," he returned, "question anything : but if I should do so it would be precisely because of the greater advantage constituted for the Putchins by the simplicity of their spirit. They were kept straight by the quality of their ignorance which was denser even than mine. It was a mistake in us, from the first, to have attempted to correct or to disguise ours. We should have waited simply to become good parrots, to learn our lesson all on the spot here, so little of it is wanted and squawk if off." "Ah, squawk, love what a word to use about Him!" "It isn t about Him nothing s about Him. None of Them care tuppence about Him. The only thing They care about is this empty shell or rather, for it isn t empty, the extraneous, preposterous stuffing of it." 264 THE BIRTHPLACE "Preposterous ?" he made her stare with this as he had not yet done. At sight of her look, however the gleam, as it might have been, of a queer suspicion he bent to her kindly and tapped her cheek. "Oh, it s all right. We must fall back on the Putchins. Do you remember what she said ? They ve made it so pretty now. They have made it pretty, and it s a first-rate show. It s a first-rate show and a first-rate billet, and He was a first- rate poet, and you re a first-rate woman to put up so sweetly, I mean, with my nonsense." She appreciated his domestic charm and she justified that part of his tribute which concerned herself. "I don t care how much of your nonsense you talk to me, so long as you keep it all for me and don t treat Them to it." "The pilgrims? No," he conceded "it isn t fair to Them. They mean well." "What complaint have we, after all, to make of Them so long as They don t break off bits as They used, Miss Putchin told us, so awfully to conceal about Their Persons? She broke them at least of that." "Yes," Gedge mused again; "I wish awfully she hadn t!" "You would like the relics destroyed, removed? That s all that s wanted!" "There are no relics." "There won t be any soon, unless you take care." But he was already laughing, and the talk was not dropped without his having patted her once more. An impression or two, however, remained with her from it, as he saw from a question she asked him on the morrow. "What did you mean yesterday about Miss Putchin s simplicity its keeping her straight ? Do you mean mentally?" Her "mentally" was rather portentous, but he prac tically confessed. "Well, it kept her up. I mean," he amended, laughing, "it kept her down." 265 THE BETTER SORT It was really as if she had been a little uneasy. "You consider there s a danger of your being affected ? You know what I mean. Of its going to your head. You do know," she insisted as he said nothing, " through your caring for him so. You d certainly be right in that case about its having been a mistake for you to plunge so deep." And then as his listening without re ply, though with his look a little sad for her, might have denoted that, allowing for extravagance of state ment, he saw there was something in it : "Give up your prowls. Keep it for daylight. Keep it for Them." "Ah," he smiled, "if one could! My prowls," he added, "are what I most enjoy. They re the only time, as I ve told you before, that I m really with Him. Then I don t see the place. He isn t the place." "I don t care for what you don t see," she replied with vivacity; "the question is of what you do see." Well, if it was, he waited before meeting it. "Do you know what I sometimes do?" And then as she waited too : "In the Birthroom there, when I look in late, I often put out my light. That makes it better." "Makes what ?" "Everything." "What is it then you see in the dark?" "Nothing!" said Morris Gedge. "And what s the pleasure of that ?" "Well, what the American ladies say. It s so fas cinating." IV THE autumn was brisk, as Miss Putchin had told them it would be, but business naturally fell off with the winter months and the short days. There was rarely an hour indeed without a call of some sort, and they were never allowed to forget that they kept the shop in all the world, as they might say, where custom was 266 THE BIRTHPLACE least fluctuating. The seasons told on it, as they tell upon travel, but no other influence, consideration or convulsion to which the population of the globe is ex posed. This population, never exactly in simultaneous hordes, but in a full, swift and steady stream, passed through the smoothly-working mill and went, in its variety of degrees duly impressed and edified, on its artless way. Gedge gave himself up, with much in genuity of spirit, to trying to keep in relation with it; having even at moments, in the early time, glimpses of the chance that the impressions gathered from so rare an opportunity for contact with the general mind might prove as interesting as anything else in the connection. Types, classes, nationalities, manners, diversities of be haviour, modes of seeing, feeling, of expression, would pass before him and become for him, after a fashion, the experience of an untravelled man. His journeys had been short and saving, but poetic justice again seemed inclined to work for him in placing him just at the point in all Europe perhaps where the confluence of races was thickest. The theory, at any rate, carried him on, operating helpfully for the term of his anxious beginnings and gilding in a manner it was the way he characterised the case to his wife the somewhat stodgy gingerbread of their daily routine. They had not known many people, and their visiting-list was small which made it again poetic justice that they should be visited on such a scale. They dressed and were at home, they were under arms and received, and except for the offer of refreshment and Gedge had his view that there would eventually be a buffet farmed out to a great firm their hospitality would have made them princely if mere hospitality ever did. Thus they were launched, and it was interesting, and from having been ready to drop, originally, with fatigue, they emerged even-winded and strong in the legs, as if they had had an Alpine holiday. This experience, Gedge opined, 267 THE BETTER SORT also represented, as a gain, a like seasoning of the spirit by which he meant a certain command of im penetrable patience. The patience was needed for the particular feature of the ordeal that, by the time the lively season was with them again, had disengaged itself as the sharpest the immense assumption of veracities and sanctities, of the general soundness of the legend with which everyone arrived. He was well provided, certainly, for meeting it, and he gave all he had, yet he had sometimes the sense of a vague resentment on the part of his pilgrims at his not ladling out their fare with a bigger spoon. An irritation had begun to grumble in him during the comparatively idle months of winter when a pilgrim would turn up singly. The pious individual, enter tained for the half-hour, had occasionally seemed to offer him the promise of beguilement or the semblance of a personal relation; it came back again to the few pleasant calls he had received in the course of a life almost void of social amenity. Sometimes he liked the person, the face, the speech : an educated man, a gentle man, not one of the herd; a graceful woman, vague, accidental, unconscious of him, but making him won der, while he hovered, who she was. These chances represented for him light yearnings and faint flutters; they acted indeed, within him, in a special, an ex traordinary way. He would have liked to talk with such stray companions, to talk with them really, to talk with them as he might have talked if he had met them where he couldn t meet them at dinner, in the " world," on a visit at a country-house. Then he could have said and about the shrine and the idol always things he couldn t say now. The form in which his irritation first came to him was that of his feeling obliged to say to them to the single visitor, even when sympathetic, quite as to the gaping group the particular things, a dreadful 268 THE BIRTHPLACE dozen or so, that they expected. If he had thus ar rived at characterising these things as dreadful the reason touches the very point that, for a while turning everything over, he kept dodging, not facing, trying to ignore. The point was that he was on his way to be come two quite different persons, the public and the pri vate, and yet that it would somehow have to be man aged that these persons should live together. He was splitting into halves, unmistakeably he who, whatever else he had been, had at least always been so entire and, in his way, so solid. One of the halves, or perhaps even, since the split promised to be rather unequal, one of the quarters, was the keeper, the showman, the priest of the idol; the other piece was the poor unsuccessful honest man he had always been. There were moments when he recognized this pri mary character as he had never done before; when he in fact quite shook in his shoes at the idea that it per haps had in reserve some supreme assertion of its identity. It was honest, verily, just by reason of the pos sibility. It was poor and unsuccessful because here it was just on the verge of quarrelling with its bread and butter. Salvation would be of course the salvation of the showman rigidly to keep it on the verge; not to let it, in other words, overpass by an inch. He might count on this, he said to himself, if there weren t any public if there weren t thousands of people demand ing of him what he was paid for. He saw the approach of the stage at which they would affect him, the thou sands of people and perhaps even more the earnest individual as coming really to see if he were earning his wage. Wouldn t he soon begin to fancy them in league with the Body, practically deputed by it given, no doubt, a kindled suspicion to look in and report observations? It was the way he broke down with the lonely pilgrim that led to his first heart-searchings broke down as to the courage required for damping an 269 THE BETTER SORT uncritical faith. What they all most wanted was to feel that everything was " just as it was"; only the shock of having to part with that vision was greater than any individual could bear unsupported. The bad moments were upstairs in the Birthroom, for here the forces pressing on the very edge assumed a dire in tensity. The mere expression of eye, all-credulous, omnivorous and fairly moistening in the act, with which many persons gazed about might eventually make it difficult for him to remain fairly civil. Often they came in pairs sometimes one had come before and then they explained to each other. He never in that case corrected; he listened, for the lesson of listening: after which he would remark to his wife that there was no end to what he was learning. He saw that if he should really ever break down it would be with her he would begin. He had given her hints and digs enough, but she was so inflamed with appreciation that she either didn t feel them or pretended not to understand. This was the greater complication that, with the re turn of the spring and the increase of the public, her services were more required. She took the field with him, from an early hour ; she was present with the party above while he kept an eye, and still more an ear, on the party below ; and how could he know, he asked himself, what she might say to them and what she might suffer Them to say or in other words, poor wretches, to be lieve while removed from his control ? Some day or other, and before too long, he couldn t but think, he must have the matter out with her the matter, name ly, of the morality of their position. The morality of women was special he was getting lights on that. Isabel s conception of her office was to cherish and en rich the legend. It was already, the legend, very tak ing, but what was she there for but to make it more so ? She certainly wasn t there to chill any natural piety. 270 THE BIRTHPLACE If it was all in the air all in their "eye," as the vulgar might say that He had been born in the Birthroom, where was the value of the sixpences they took ? where the equivalent they had engaged to supply? "Oh dear, yes just about here;" and she must tap the place with her foot. "Altered? Oh dear, no save in a few trifling particulars; you see the place and isn t that just the charm of it ? quite as He saw it. Very poor and homely, no doubt ; but that s just what s so wonder ful." He didn t want to hear her, and yet he didn t want to give her her head ; he didn t want to make dif ficulties or to snatch the bread from her mouth. But he must none the less give her a warning before they had gone too far. That was the way, one evening in June, he put it to her; the affluence, with the finest weather, having lately been of the largest, and the crowd, all day, fairly gorged with the story. "We mustn t, you know, go too far." The odd thing was that she had now ceased to be even conscious of what troubled him she was so launched in her own career. "Too far for what ?" "To save our immortal souls. We mustn t, love, tell too many lies." She looked at him with dire reproach. "Ah now, are you going to begin again ?" "I never have begun ; I haven t wanted to worry you. But, you know, we don t know anything about it." And then as she stared, flushing : "About His having been born up there. About anything, really. Not the least little scrap that would weigh, in any other connec tion, as evidence. So don t rub it in so." "Rub it in how?" "That He was born " But at sight of her face he only sighed. "Oh dear, oh dear !" "Don t you think," she replied cuttingly, "that He was born anywhere ?" He hesitated it was such an edifice to shake. "Well, 271 THE BETTER SORT we don t know. There s very little to know. He cov ered His tracks as no other human being has ever done." She was still in her public costume and had not taken off the gloves that she made a point of wearing as a part of that uniform; she remembered how the rustling housekeeper in the Border castle, on whom she had be gun by modelling herself, had worn them. She seemed official and slightly distant. "To cover His tracks. He must have had to exist. Have we got to give that up ?" "No, I don t ask you to give it up yet. But there s very little to go upon." "And is that what I m to tell Them in return for everything?" Gedge waited he walked about. The place was doubly still after the bustle of the day, and the summer evening rested on it as a blessing, making it, in its small state and ancientry, mellow and sweet. It was good to be there, and it would be good to stay. At the same time there was something incalculable in the effect on one s nerves of the great gregarious density. That was an attitude that had nothing to do with degrees and shades, the attitude of wanting all or nothing. And you couldn t talk things over with it. You could only do this with friends, and then but in cases where you were sure the friends wouldn t betray you. "Couldn t you adopt," he replied at last, "a slightly more discreet method? What we can say is that things have been said; that s all we have to do with. And is this really when they jam their umbrellas into the floor the very spot where He was born? So it has, from a long time back, been described as being. Couldn t one meet Them, to be decent a little, in some such way as that?" She looked at him very hard. "Is that the way you meet them?" "No; I ve kept on lying without scruple, without shame." 272 THE BIRTHPLACE "Then why do you haul me up ?" "Because it has seemed to me that we might, like true companions, work it out a little together." This was not strong, he felt, as, pausing with his hands in his pockets, he stood before her ; and he knew it as weaker still after she had looked at him a minute. "Morris Gedge, I propose to be your true companion, and I ve come here to stay. That s all I ve got to say." It was not, however, for "You had better try yourself and see," she presently added. "Give the place, give the story away, by so much as a look, and well, I d allow you about nine days. Then you d see." He feigned, to gain time, an innocence. "They d take it so ill ?" And then, as she said nothing : "They d turn and rend me ? They d tear me to pieces ?" But she wouldn t make a joke of it. "They wouldn t have it, simply." "No they wouldn t. That s what I say. They won t." "You had better," she went on, "begin with Grant- Ja-ckson. But even that isn t necessary. It would get to him, it would get to the Body, like wildfire." "I see," said poor Gedge. And indeed for the mo ment he did see, while his companion followed up what she believed her advantage. " Do you consider it s all a fraud? " "Well, I grant you there was somebody. But. the details are naught. The links are missing. The evi dence in particular about that room upstairs, in itself our Casa Santa is nil. It was so awfully long ago." Which he knew again sounded weak. "Of course it was awfully long ago that s just the beauty and the interest. Tell Them, tell Them," she continued, "that the evidence is nil, and I ll tell them something else." She spoke it with such meaning that his face seemed to show a question, to which she was on the spot of replying "I ll tell them that you re a " 273 THE BETTER SORT She stopped, however, changing it. " I ll tell them exactly the opposite. And I ll find out what you say it won t take long to do it. If we tell different stories, that possibly may save us." "I see what you mean. It would perhaps, as an odd ity, have a success of curiosity. It might become a draw. Still, they but want broad masses." And he looked at her sadly. "You re no more than one of Them." "If it s being no more than one of them to love it," she answered, "then I certainly am. And I am not ashamed of my company." "To love what?" said Morris Gedge. "To love to think He was born there." "You think too much. It s bad for you." He turned away with his chronic moan. But it was with out losing what she called after him. "I decline to let the place down." And what was there indeed to say ? They were there to keep it up. V HE kept it up through the summer, but with the queer est consciousness, at times, of the want of proportion between his secret rage and the spirit of those from whom the friction came. He said to himself so sore as his sensibility had grown that They were gregari ously ferocious at the very time he was seeing Them as individually mild. He said to himself that They were mild only because he was he flattered himself that he was divinely so, considering what he might be ; and that he should, as his wife had warned him, soon enough have news of it were he to deflect by a hair s breath from the line traced for him. That was the col lective fatuity that it was capable of turning, on the instant, both to a general and to a particular resentment. Since the least breath of discrimination would get him 274 THE BIRTHPLACE the sack without mercy, it was absurd, he reflected, to speak of his discomfort as light. He was gagged, he was goaded, as in omnivorous companies he doubtless sometimes showed by a strange silent glare. They would get him the sack for that as well, if he didn t look out ; therefore wasn t it in effect ferocity when you mightn t even hold your tongue? They wouldn t let you off with silence They insisted on your committing yourself. It was the pound of flesh They would have it; so under his coat he bled. But a wondrous peace, by exception, dropped on him one afternoon at the end of August. The pressure had, as usual, been high, but it had diminished with the fall of day, and the place was empty before the hour for closing. Then it was that, within a few minutes of this hour, there presented themselves a pair of pilgrims to whom in the ordinary course he would have remarked that they were, to his regret, too late. He was to wonder afterwards why the course had, at sight of the visitors a gentleman and a lady, appealing and fairly young shown for him as other than ordinary; the consequence sprang doubtless from something rather fine and unnameable, something, for instance, in the tone of the young man, or in the light of his eye, after hearing the statement on the subject of the hour. "Yes, we know it s late; but it s just, I m afraid, because of that. We ve had rather a notion of escaping the crowd as, I suppose, you mostly have one now ; and it was really on the chance of finding you alone !" These things the young man said before being quite admitted, and they were words that any one might have spoken who had not taken the trouble to be punctual or who desired, a little ingratiatingly, to force the door. Gedge even guessed at the sense that might lurk in them, the hint of a special tip if the point were stretched. There were no tips, he had often thanked his stars, at the Birthplace ; there was the charged fee and nothing THE BETTER SORT more ; everything else was out of order, to the relief of a palm not formed by nature for a scoop. Yet in spite of everything, in spite especially of the almost audible chink of the gentleman s sovereigns, which might in another case exactly have put him out, he presently found himself, in the Birthroom, access to which he had gracefully enough granted, almost treating the visit as personal and private. The reason well, the reason would have been, if anywhere, in something naturally persuasive on the part of the couple, unless it had been, rather, again, in the way the young man, once he was in the place, met the caretaker s expression of face, held it a moment and seemed to w r ish to sound it. That they were Americans was promptly clear, and Gedge could very nearly have told what kind ; he had arrived at the point of distinguishing kinds, though the difficulty might have been with him now that the case before him was rare. He saw it, in fact, suddenly, in the light of the golden midland evening, which reached them through low old windows, saw it with a rush of feeling, unexpected and smothered, that made him wish for a moment to keep it before him as a case of inordinate happiness. It made him feel old, shabby, poor, but he watched it no less intensely for its doing so. They were children of fortune, of the greatest, as it might seem to Morris Gedge, and they were of course lately married ; the husband, smooth-faced and soft, but resolute and fine, several years older than the wife, and the wife vaguely, delicately, irregularly, but mercilessly pretty. Somehow, the world was theirs; they gave the person who took the sixpences at the Birthplace such a sense of the high luxury of freedom as he had never had. The thing was that the world was theirs not simply because they had money he had seen rich people enough but because they could in a supreme degree think and feel and say what they liked. They had a nature and a cult ure, a tradition, a facility of some sort and all pro- 276 THE BIRTHPLACE ducing in them an effect of positive beauty that gave a light to their liberty and an ease to their tone. These things moreover suffered nothing from the fact that they happened to be in mourning; this was probably worn for some lately-deceased opulent father, or some delicate mother who would be sure to have been a part of the source of the beauty, and it affected Gedge, in the gathered twilight and at his odd crisis, as the very uniform of their distinction. He couldn t quite have said afterwards by what steps the point had been reached, but it had become at the end of five minutes a part of their presence in the Birth- room, a part of the young man s look, a part of the charm of the moment, and a part, above all, of a strange sense within him of "Now or never!" that Gedge had suddenly, thrillingly, let himself go. He had not been definitely conscious of drifting to it; he had been, for that, too conscious merely of thinking how different, in all their range, were such a united couple from another united couple that he knew. They were everything he and his wife were not; this was more than anything else the lesson at first of their talk. Thousands of couples of whom the same was true certainly had passed before him, but none of whom it was true with just that engaging intensity. This was because of their tran scendent freedom; that was what, at the end of five minutes, he saw it all come back to. The husband had been there at some earlier time, and he had his impres sion, which he wished now to make his wife share. But he already, Gedge could see, had not concealed it from her. A pleasant irony, in fine, our friend seemed to taste in the air he who had not yet felt free to taste his own. "I think you weren t here four years ago" that was what the young man had almost begun by remarking. Gedge liked his remembering it, liked his frankly speaking to him; all the more that he had given him, 277 THE BETTER SORT as it were, no opening. He had let them look about be low, and then had taken them up, but without words, without the usual showman s song, of which he would have been afraid. The visitors didn t ask for it; the young man had taken the matter out of his hands by himself dropping for the benefit of the young woman a few detached remarks. What Gedge felt, oddly, was that these remarks were not inconsiderate of him; he had heard others, both of the priggish order and the crude, that might have been called so. And as the young man had not been aided to this cognition of him as new, it already began to make for them a certain common ground. The ground became immense when the visitor presently added with a smile : "There was a good lady, I recollect, who had a great deal to say." It was the gentleman s smile that had done it; the irony was there. "Ah, there has been a great deal said." And Gedge s look at his interlocutor doubtless showed his sense of being sounded. It was extraordi nary of course that a perfect stranger should have guessed the travail of his spirit, should have caught the gleam of his inner commentary. That probably, in spite of him, leaked out of his poor old eyes. "Much of it, in such places as this," he heard himself adding, " is of course said very irresponsibly." Such places as this! he winced at the words as soon as he had ut tered them. There was no wincing, however, on the part of his pleasant companions. "Exactly so; the whole thing becomes a sort of stiff, smug convention, like a dressed- up sacred doll in a Spanish church which you re a monster if you touch." "A monster," said Gedge, meeting his eyes. The young man smiled, but he thought he looked at him a little harder. "A blasphemer." "A blasphemer." It seemed to do his visitor good he certainly was THE BIRTHPLACE looking at him harder. Detached as he was he was in terested he was at least amused. "Then you don t claim, or at any rate you don t insist ? I mean you personally." He had an identity for him, Gedge felt, that he couldn t have had for a Briton, and the impulse was quick in our friend to testify to this perception. " I don t insist to you" The young man laughed. "It really I assure you if I may wouldn t do any good. I m too awfully in terested." "Do you mean," his wife lightly inquired, "in a pulling it down? That is in what you ve said to me." "Has he said to you," Gedge intervened, though quaking a little, "that he would like to pull it down?" She met, in her free sweetness, this directness with such a charm ! "Oh, perhaps not quite the house /" "Good. You see we live on it I mean we people." The husband had laughed, but had now so complete ly ceased to look about him that there seemed nothing left for him but to talk avowedly with the caretaker. "I m interested," he explained, "in what, I think, is the interesting thing or at all events the eternally tor menting one. The fact of the abysmally little that, in proportion, we know." "In proportion to what?" his companion asked. "Well, to what there must have been to what in fact there is to wonder about. That s the interest ; it s immense. He escapes us like a thief at night, carrying off well, carrying off everything. And people pre tend to catch Him like a flown canary, over whom you can close your hand and put Him back. He won t go back ; he won t come back. He s not" the young man laughed "such a fool ! It makes Him the happiest of all great men." He had begun by speaking to his wife, but had ended, with his friendly, his easy, his indescribable competence, 279 THE BETTER SORT for Gedge poor Gedge who quite held his breath and who felt, in the most unexpected way, that he had somehow never been in such good society. The young wife, who for herself meanwhile had continued to look about, sighed out, smiled out Gedge couldn t have told which her little answer to these remarks. "It s rather a pity, you know, that He isn t here. I mean as Goethe s at Weimar. For Goethe is at Weimar." "Yes, my dear; that s Goethe s bad luck. There he sticks. This man isn t anywhere. I defy you to catch Him." "Why not say, beautifully," the young woman laughed, "that, like the wind, He s everywhere?" It wasn t of course the tone of discussion, it was the tone of joking, though of better joking, Gedge seemed to feel, and more within his own appreciation, than he had ever listened to; and this was precisely why the young man could go on without the effect of irritation, answering his wife but still with eyes for their com panion. "I ll be hanged if He s here!" It was almost as if he were taken that is, struck and rather held by their companion s unruffled state, which they hadn t meant to ruffle, but which suddenly presented its interest, perhaps even projected its light. The gentleman didn t know, Gedge was afterwards to say to himself, how that hypocrite was inwardly all of a tremble, how it seemed to him that his fate was being literally pulled down on his head. He was trembling for the moment certainly too much to speak ; abject he might be, but he didn t want his voice to have the ab surdity of a quaver. And the young woman charm ing creature ! still had another word. It was for the guardian of the spot, and she made it, in her way, de lightful. They had remained in the Holy of Holies, and she had been looking for a minute, with a rueful ness just marked enough to be pretty, at the queer old floor. "Then if you say it wasn t in this room He was born well, what s the use ?" 280 THE BIRTHPLACE "What s the use of what?" her husband asked. "The use, you mean, of our coming here? Why, the place is charming in itself. And it s also interesting," he added to Gedge, "to know how you get on." Gedge looked at him a moment in silence, but he answered the young woman first. If poor Isabel, he was thinking, could only have been like that! not as to youth, beauty, arrangement of hair or picturesque grace of hat these things he didn t mind; but as to sympathy, facility, light perceptive, and yet not cheap, detachment ! "I don t say it wasn t but I don t say it was." "Ah, but doesn t that," she returned, "come very much to the same thing? And don t They want also to see where He had His dinner and where He had His tea?" "They want everything," said Morris Gedge. "They want to see where He hung up His hat and where He kept His boots and where His mother boiled her pot." "But if you don t show them ?" "They show me. It s in all their little books." "You mean," the husband asked, "that you ve only to hold your tongue?" "I try to," said Gedge. "Well," his visitor smiled, "I see you can." Gedge hesitated. "I can t." "Oh, well," said his friend, "what does it matter?" "I do speak," he continued. " I can t sometimes not." "Then how do you get on ?" Gedge looked at him more abjectly, to his own sense, than he had ever looked at anyone even at Isabel when she frightened him. "I don t get on. I speak," he said, "since I ve spoken to you." "Oh, we sha n t hurt you ! " the young man reassur ingly laughed. The twilight meanwhile had sensibly thickened ; the 281 THE BETTER SORT end of the visit was indicated. They turned together out of the upper room, and came down the narrow stair. The words just exchanged might have been felt as pro ducing an awkwardness which the young woman grace fully felt the impulse to dissipate. "You must rather wonder why we ve come." And it was the first note, for Gedge, of a further awkwardness as if he had definitely heard it make the husband s hand, in a full pocket, begin to fumble. It was even a little awkwardly that the husband still held off. "Oh, we like it as it is. There s always something." With which they had approached the door of egress. "What is there, please?" asked Morris Gedge, not yet opening the door, as he would fain have kept the pair on, and conscious only for a moment after he had spoken that his question was just having, for the young man, too dreadfully wrong a sound. This personage wondered, yet feared, had evidently for some minutes been asking himself ; so that, with his preoccupation, the caretaker s words had represented to him, inevitably, "What is there, please, for me?" Gedge already knew, with it, moreover, that he wasn t stopping him in time. He had put his question, to show he himself wasn t afraid, and he must have had in consequence, he was subsequently to reflect, a lamentable air of waiting. The visitor s hand came out. "I hope I may take the liberty ?" What afterwards happened our friend scarcely knew, for it fell into a slight confusion, the con fusion of a queer gleam of gold a sovereign fairly thrust at him ; of a quick, almost violent motion on his own part, which, to make the matter worse, might well have sent the money rolling on the floor; and then of marked blushes all round, and a sensible embarrass ment ; producing indeed, in turn, rather oddly, and ever so quickly, an increase of communion. It was as if the young man had offered him money to make up to him 282 THE BIRTHPLACE for having, as it were, led him on, and then, perceiving the mistake, but liking him the better for his refusal, had wanted to obliterate this aggravation of his orig inal wrong. He had done so, presently, while Gedge got the door open, by saying the best thing he could, and by saying it frankly and gaily. "Luckily it doesn t at all affect the work!" The small town-street, quiet and empty in the sum mer eventide, stretched to right and left, with a gabled and timbered house or two, and fairly seemed to have cleared itself to congruity with the historic void over which our friends, lingering an instant to converse, looked at each other. The young wife, rather, looked about a moment at all there wasn t to be seen, and then, before Gedge had found a reply to her husband s re mark, uttered, evidently in the interest of conciliation, a little question of her own that she tried to make earnest. "It s our unfortunate ignorance, you mean, that doesn t?" "Unfortunate or fortunate. I like it so," said the husband. " The play s the thing. Let the author alone." Gedge, with his key on his forefinger, leaned against the door-post, took in the stupid little street, and was sorry to see them go they seemed so to abandon him. "That s just what They won t do not let me do. It s all I want to let the author alone. Practically" he felt himself getting the last of his chance "there is no author; that is for us to deal with. There are all the immortal people in the work; but there s nobody else." "Yes," said the young man "that s what it comes to. There should really, to clear the matter up, be no such Person." "As you say," Gedge returned, "it s what it comes to. There is no such Person." The evening air listened, in the warm, thick midland 283 THE BETTER SORT stillness, while the wife s little cry rang out. "But wasn t there ?" "There was somebody," said Gedge, against the doorpost. "But They ve killed Him. And, dead as He is, They keep it up, They do it over again, They ki Him every day." He was aware of saying this so grimly more grim ly than he wished that his companions exchanged a glance and even perhaps looked as if they felt him ex travagant. That was the way, really, Isabel had warned him all the others would be looking if he should talk to Them as he talked to her. He liked, however, for that matter, to hear how he should sound when pro nounced incapable through deterioration of the brain. "Then if there s no author, if there s nothing to be said but that there isn t anybody," the young woman smil ingly asked, "why in the world should there be a house?" "There shouldn t," said Morris Gedge. Decidedly, yes, he affected the young man. "Oh, I don t say, mind you, that you should pull it down !" "Then where would you go?" their companion sweetly inquired. "That s what my wife asks," Gedge replied. "Then keep it up, keep it up!" And the husband held out his hand. "That s what my wife says," Gedge went on as he shook it. The young woman, charming creature, emulated the other visitor; she offered their remarkable friend her handshake. "Then mind your wife." The poor man faced her gravely. "I would if she were such a wife as you !" THE BIRTHPLACE VI IT had made for him, all the same, an immense differ ence; it had given him an extraordinary lift, so that a certain sweet after-taste of his freedom might, a couple of months later, have been suspected of aiding to pro duce for him another, and really a more considerable, adventure. It was an odd way to think of it, but he had been, to his imagination, for twenty minutes in good society that being the term that best described for him the company of people to whom he hadn t to talk, as he further phrased it, rot. It was his title to society that he had, in his doubtless awkward way, af firmed; and the difficulty was just that, having affirmed it, he couldn t take back the affirmation. Few things had happened to him in life, that is few that were agree able, but at least this had, and he wasn t so constructed that he could go on as if it hadn t. It was going on as if it had, however, that landed him, alas! in the situa tion unmistakeably marked by a visit from Grant- Jack son, late one afternoon toward the end of October. This had been the hour of the call of the young Americans. Every day that hour had come round something of the deep throb of it, the successful secret, woke up ; but the two occasions were, of a truth, related only by being so intensely opposed. The secret had been successful in that he had said nothing of it to Isabel, who, occu pied in their own quarter while the incident lasted, had neither heard the visitors arrive nor seen them depart. It was on the other hand scarcely successful in guarding itself from indirect betrayals. There were two persons in the world, at least, who felt as he did ; they were per sons, also, who had treated him, benignly, as feeling as they did, who had been ready in fact to overflow in gifts as a sign of it, and though they were now off in space they were still with him sufficiently in spirit to make 285 THE BETTER SORT him play, as it were, with the sense of their sympathy. This in turn made him, as he was perfectly aware, more than a shade or two reckless, so that, in his reaction from that gluttony of the public for false facts which had from the first tormented him, he fell into the habit of sailing, as he would have said, too near the wind, or in other words all in presence of the people of wash ing his hands of the legend. He had crossed the line he knew it ; he had struck wild They drove him to it ; he had substituted, by a succession of uncontrollable pro fanities, an attitude that couldn t be understood for an attitude that but too evidently had been. This was of course the franker line, only he hadn t taken it, alas ! for frankness hadn t in the least, really, taken it, but had been simply himself caught up and dis posed of by it, hurled by his fate against the bedizened walls of the temple, quite in the way of a priest pos sessed to excess of the god, or, more vulgarly, that of a blind bull in a china-shop an animal to which he often compared himself. He had let himself fatally go, in fine, just for irritation, for rage, having, in his predica ment, nothing at all to do with frankness a luxury re served for quite other situations. It had always been his sentiment that one lived to learn; he had learned something every hour of his life, though people mostly never knew what, in spite of its having generally been hadn t it? at somebody s expense. What he was at present continually learning was the sense of a form of words heretofore so vain the famous "false position" that had so often helped out a phrase. One used names in that way without knowing what they were worth ; then of a sudden, one fine day, their mean ing was bitter in the mouth. This was a truth with the relish of which his fireside hours were occupied, and he was quite conscious that a man was exposed who looked so perpetually as if something had disagreed with him. The look to be worn at the Birthplace was properly the 286 THE BIRTHPLACE beatific, and when once it had fairly been missed by those who took it for granted, who, indeed, paid six pence for it like the table-wine in provincial France, it was compris one would be sure to have news of the remark. News accordingly was what Gedge had been expect ing and what he knew, above all, had been expected by his wife, who had a way of sitting at present as with an ear for a certain knock. She didn t watch him, didn t follow him about the house, at the public hours, to spy upon his treachery ; and that could touch him even though her averted eyes went through him more than her fixed. Her mistrust was so perfectly expressed by her manner of showing she trusted that he never felt so nervous, never so tried to keep straight, as when she most let him alone. When the crowd thickened and they had of necessity to receive together he tried him self to get off by allowing her as much as possible the word. When people appealed to him he turned to her and with more of ceremony than their relation war ranted : he couldn t help this either, .if it seemed ironic as to the person most concerned or most competent. He flattered himself at these moments that no one would have guessed her being his wife; especially as, to do her justice, she met his manner with a wonderful grim bravado grim, so to say, for himself, grim by its outrageous cheerfulness for the simple-minded. The lore she did produce for them, the associations of the sacred spot that she developed, multiplied, embroidered ; the things in short she said and the stupendous way she said them! She wasn t a bit ashamed; for why need virtue be ever ashamed? It was virtue, for it put bread into his mouth he meanwhile, on his side, taking it out of hers. He had seen Grant-Jackson, on the October day, in the Birthplace itself the right setting of course for such an interview ; and what occurred was that, precisely, when the scene had ended and he had 287 THE BETTER SORT come back to their own sitting-room, the question she put to him for information was : "Have you settled it that I m to starve?" She had for a long time said nothing to him so straight which was but a proof of her real anxiety; the straightness of Grant- Jackson s visit, following on the very slight sinuosity of a note shortly before re ceived from him, made tension show for what it was. By this time, really, however, his decision had been taken; the minutes elapsing between his reappearance at the domestic fireside and his having, from the other threshold, seen Grant- Jackson s broad, well-fitted back, the back of a banker and a patriot, move away, had, though few, presented themselves to him as supremely critical. They formed, as it were, the hinge of his door, that door actually ajar so as to show him a pos sible fate beyond it, but which, with his hand, in a spasm, thus tightening on the knob, he might either open wide or close partly and altogether. He stood, in the autumn dusk, in the little museum that consti tuted the vestibule of the temple, and there, as with a concentrated push at the crank of a windlass, he brought himself round. The portraits on the walls seemed vaguely to watch for it ; it was in their august presence kept dimly august, for the moment, by Grant-Jack son s impressive check of his application of a match to the vulgar gas that the great man had uttered, as if it said all, his "You know, my dear fellow, really !" He had managed it with the special tact of a fat man, always, when there was any, very fine ; he had got the most out of the time, the place, the setting, all the little massed admonitions and symbols; confronted there with his victim on the spot that he took occasion to name to him afresh as, to his piety and patriotism, the most sacred on earth, he had given it to be understood that in the first place he was lost in amazement and that in the second he expected a single warning now to suf- 288 THE BIRTHPLACE fice. Not to insist too much moreover on the question of gratitude, he would let his remonstrance rest, if need be, solely on the question of taste. As a matter of taste alone ! But he was surely not to be obliged to fol low that up. Poor Gedge indeed would have been sorry to oblige him, for he saw it was precisely to the atro cious taste of unthankfulness that the allusion was made. When he said he wouldn t dwell on what the fortunate occupant of the post owed him for the stout battle originally fought on his behalf, he simply meant he would. That was his tact which, with everything else that had been mentioned, in the scene, to help, really had the ground to itself. The day had been when Gedge couldn t have thanked him enough though he had thanked him, he considered, almost fulsomely and nothing, nothing that he could coherently or rep utably name, had happened since then. From the mo ment he was pulled up, in short, he had no case, and if he exhibited, instead of one, only hot tears in his eyes, the mystic gloom of the temple either prevented his friend from seeing them or rendered it possible that they stood for remorse. He had dried them, with the pads formed by the base of his bony thumbs, before he went in to Isabel. This was the more fortunate as, in spite of her inquiry, prompt and pointed, he but moved about the room looking at her hard. Then he stood before the fire a little with his hands behind him and his coat-tails divided, quite as the person in permanent pos session. It was an indication his wife appeared to take in ; but she put nevertheless presently another question. "You object to telling me what he said?" "He said You know, my dear fellow, really ! "And is that all?" "Practically. Except that I m a thankless beast." "Well !" she responded, not with dissent. "You mean that I amf" "Are those the words he used?" she asked with a scruple. 289 THE BETTER SORT Gedge continued to think. "The words he used were that I give away the Show and that, from several sources, it has come round to Them." "As of course a baby would have known!" And then as her husband said nothing: "Were those the words he used ?" " Absolutely. He couldn t have used better ones." "Did he call it," Mrs. Gedge inquired, "the Show ?" " Of course he did. The Biggest on Earth." She winced, looking at him hard she wondered, but only for a moment. "Well, it is." "Then it s something," Gedge went on, "to have given that away. But," he added, "I ve taken it back." "You mean you ve been convinced ?" "I mean I ve been scared." "At last, at last !" she gratefully breathed. "Oh, it was easily done. It was only two words. But here I am." Her face was now less hard for him. "And what two words?" " You know, Mr. Gedge, that it simply won t do/ That was all. But it was the way such a man says them." "I m glad, then," Mrs. Gedge frankly averred, "that he is such a man. How did you ever think it could do?" "Well, it was my critical sense. I didn t ever know I had one till They came and (by putting me here) waked it up in me. Then I had, somehow, don t you see ? to live with it ; and I seemed to feel that, somehow or other, giving it time and in the long run, it might, it ought to, come out on top of the heap. Now that s where, he says, it simply won t do. So I must put it I have put it at the bottom." "A very good place, then, for a critical sense !" And Isabel, more placidly now, folded her work. "If, that is, you can only keep it there. If it doesn t struggle up again." 290 THE BIRTHPLACE "It can t struggle." He was still before the fire, looking round at the warm, low room, peaceful in the lamplight, with the hum of the kettle for the ear, with the curtain drawn over the leaded casement, a short moreen curtain artfully chosen by Isabel for the effect of the olden time, its virtue of letting the light within show ruddy to the street. "It s dead," he went on; "I killed it just now." He spoke, really, so that she wondered. "Just now?" "There in the other place I strangled it, poor thing, in the dark. If you ll go out and see, there must be blood. Which, indeed," he added, "on an altar of sac rifice, is all right. But the place is forever spattered." "I don t want to go out and see." She rested her locked hands on the needlework folded on her knee, and he knew, with her eyes on him, that a look he had seen before was in her face. "You re off your head you know, my dear, in a way." Then, however, more cheer ingly : "It s a good job it hasn t been too late." "Too late to get it under ?" "Too late for Them to give you the second chance that I thank God you accept." "Yes, if it had been !" And he looked away as through the ruddy curtain and into the chill street. Then he faced her again. "I ve scarcely got over my fright yet. I mean," he went on, "for you." "And I mean for you. Suppose what you had come to announce to me now were that we had got the sack. How should I enjoy, do you think, seeing you turn out? Yes, out there!" she added as his eyes again moved from their little warm circle to the night of early winter on the other side of the pane, to the rare, quick footsteps, to the closed doors, to the curtains drawn like their own, behind which the small flat town, in trinsically dull, was sitting down to supper. He stiffened himself as he warmed his back ; he held 291 THE BETTER SORT up his head, shaking himself a little as if to shake the stoop out of his shoulders, but he had to allow she was right. "What would have become of us?" "What indeed ? We should have begged our bread or I should be taking in washing." He was silent a little. "I m too old. I should have begun sooner." "Oh, God forbid !" she cried. "The pinch," he pursued, "is that I can do nothing else." "Nothing whatever !" she agreed with elation. "Whereas here if I cultivate it I perhaps can still lie. But I must cultivate it." "Oh, you old dear !" And she got up to kiss him. "I ll do my best," he said. VII "Do you remember us?" the gentleman asked and smiled with the lady beside him smiling too; speak ing so much less as an earnest pilgrim or as a tiresome tourist than as an old acquaintance. It was history re peating itself as Gedge had somehow never expected, with almost everything the same except that the evening was now a mild April-end, except that the visitors had put off mourning and showed all their bravery besides showing, as he doubtless did himself, though so differ ently, for a little older ; except, above all, that oh, see ing them again suddenly affected him as not a bit the thing he would have thought it. "We re in England again, and we were near ; I ve a brother at Oxford with whom we ve been spending a day, and we thought we d come over." So the young man pleasantly said while our friend took in the queer fact that he must himself seem to them rather coldly to gape. They had come in the same way, at the quiet close; another August had passed, and this was the second spring ; the Birthplace, 292 THE BIRTHPLACE given the hour, was about to suspend operations till the morrow ; the last lingerer had gone, and the fancy of the visitors was, once more, for a look round by themselves. This represented surely no greater pre sumption than the terms on which they had last parted with him seemed to warrant; so that if he did inconse- quently stare it was just in fact because he was so su premely far from having forgotten them. But the sight of the pair luckily had a double effect, and the first precipitated the second the second being really his sudden vision that everything perhaps depended for him on his recognising no complication. He must go straight on, since it was what had for more than a year now so handsomely answered; he must brazen it out consistently, since that only was what his dignity was at last reduced to. He mustn t be afraid in one way any more than he had been in another; besides which it came over him with a force that made him flush that their visit, in its essence, must have been for himself. It was good society again, and they were the same. It wasn t for him therefore to behave as if he couldn t meet them. These deep vibrations, on Gedge s part, were as quick as they were deep; they came in fact all at once, so that his response, his declaration that it was all right " Oh, rather; the hour doesn t matter for you! " had hung fire but an instant; and when they were within and the door closed behind them, with in the twilight of the temple, where, as before, the votive offerings glimmered on the walls, he drew the long breath of one who might, by a self-be trayal, have done something too dreadful. For what had brought them back was not, indubitably, the sentiment of the shrine itself since he knew their sentiment; but their intelligent interest in the queer case of the priest. Their call was the tribute of curiosity, of sympathy, of a compassion really, as such 293 THE BETTER SORT things went, exquisite a tribute to that queerness which entitled them to the frankest welcome. They had wanted, for the generous wonder of it, to see how he was getting on, how such a man in such a place could; and they had doubtless more than half expected to see the door opened by somebody who had succeeded him. Well, somebody had only with a strange equiv ocation; as they would have, poor things, to make out for themselves, an embarrassment as to which he pitied them. Nothing could have been more odd, but verily it was this troubled vision of their possible bewilder ment, and this compunctious view of such a return for their amenity, that practically determined for him his tone. The lapse of the months had but made their name familiar to him ; they had on the other occasion inscribed it, among the thousand names, in the current public register, and he had since then, for reasons of his own, reasons of feeling, again and again turned back to it. It was nothing in itself ; it told him noth ing "Mr. and Mrs. B. D. Hayes, New York" one of those American labels that were just like every other American label and that were, precisely, the most re markable thing about people reduced to achieving an identity in such other ways. They could be Mr. and Mrs. B. D. Hayes and yet they could be, with all pre sumptions missing well, what these callers were. It had quickly enough indeed cleared the situation a little further that his friends had absolutely, the other time, as it came back to him, warned him of his original dan ger, their anxiety about which had been the last note sounded between them. What he was afraid of, with this reminiscence, was that, finding him still safe, they would, the next thing, definitely congratulate him and perhaps even, no less candidly, ask him how he had managed. It was with the sense of nipping some such inquiry in the bud that, losing no time and holding himself with a firm grip, he began, on the spot, down- 294 THE BIRTHPLACE stairs, to make plain to them how he had managed. He averted the question in short by the assurance of his answer. "Yes, yes, I m still here ; I suppose it is in a manner to one s profit that one does, such as it is, one s best." He did his best on the present occasion, did it with the gravest face he had ever worn and a soft se renity that was like a large damp sponge passed over their previous meeting over everything in it, that is, but the fact of its pleasantness. "We stand here, you see, in the old living-room, hap pily still to be reconstructed in the mind s eye, in spite of the havoc of time, which we have fortunately, of late years, been able to arrest. It was of course rude and humble, but it must have been snug and quaint, and we have at least the pleasure of knowing that the tradition in respect to the features that do remain is delightfully uninterrupted. Across that threshold He habitually passed ; through those low windows, in childhood, He peered out into the world that He was to make so much happier by the gift to it of His genius; over the boards of this floor that is over some of them, for we mustn t be carried away ! his little feet often pattered ; and the beams of this ceiling (we must really in some places take care of our heads!) he endeavoured, in boyish strife, to jump up and touch. It s not often that in the early home of genius and renown the whole tenor of existence is laid so bare, not often that we are able to retrace, from point to point and from step to step, its connection with objects, with influences to build it round again with the little solid facts out of which it sprang. This, therefore, I need scarcely remind you, is what makes the small space between these walls so modest to measurement, so insignificant of aspect unique on all the earth. There is nothing like it" Morris Gedge went on, insist ing as solemnly and softly, for his bewildered hearers, as over a pulpit-edge ; "there is nothing at all like it any- 295 THE BETTER SORT where in the world. There is nothing, only reflect, for the combination of greatness, and, as we venture to say, of intimacy. You may find elsewhere perhaps abso lutely fewer changes, but where shall you find a pres ence equally diffused, uncontested and undisturbed? Where in particular shall you find, on the part of the abiding spirit, an equally towering eminence? You may find elsewhere eminence of a considerable order, but where shall you find with it, don t you see, changes, after all, so few, and the contemporary element caught so, as it were, in the very fact? " His visitors, at first confounded, but gradually spellbound, were still gaping with the universal gape wondering, he judged, into what strange pleasantry he had been suddenly moved to break out, and yet beginning to see in him an intention beyond a joke, so that they started, at this point, al most jumped, when, by as rapid a transition, he made, toward the old fireplace, a dash that seemed to illustrate, precisely, the act of eager catching. "It is in this old chimney corner, the quaint inglenook of our ancestors just there in the far angle, where His little stool was placed, and where, I dare say, if we could look close enough, we should find the hearthstone scraped with His little feet that we see the inconceivable child gaz ing into the blaze of the old oaken logs and making out there pictures and stories, see Him conning, with curly bent head, His well-worn hornbook, or poring over some scrap of an ancient ballad, some page of some such rudely bound volume of chronicles as lay, we may be sure, in His father s window-seat." It was, he even himself felt at this moment, wonder fully done ; no auditors, for all his thousands, had ever yet so inspired him. The odd, slightly alarmed shy ness in the two faces, as if in a drawing-room, in their " good society," exactly, some act incongruous, some thing grazing the indecent, had abruptly been perpe trated, the painful reality of which faltered before com- 296 THE BIRTHPLACE ing home the visible effect on his friends, in fine, wound him up as to the sense that they were worth the trick. It came of itself now he had got it so by heart; but perhaps really it had never come so well, with the staleness so disguised, the interest so renewed and the clerical unction, demanded by the priestly character, so successfully distilled. Mr. Hayes of New York had more than once looked at his wife, and Mrs. Hayes of New York had more than once looked at her husband only, up to now, with a stolen glance, with eyes it had not been easy to detach from the remarkable counte nance by the aid of which their entertainer held them. At present, however, after an exchange less furtive, they ventured on a sign that they had not been ap pealed to in vain. "Charming, charming, Mr. Gedge !" Mr. Hayes broke out ; "we feel that we ve caught you in the rnood." His wife hastened to assent it eased the tension. "It would be quite the way ; except," she smiled, "that you d be too dangerous. You re really a genius!" Gedge looked at her hard, but yielding no inch, even though she touched him there at a point of conscious ness that quivered. This was the prodigy for him, and had been, the year through that he did it all, he found, easily, did it better than he had done anything else in his life; with so high and broad an effect, in truth, an in spiration so rich and free, that his poor wife now, liter ally, had been moved more than once to fresh fear. She had had her bad moments, he knew, after taking the measure of his new direction moments of read justed suspicion in which she wondered if he had not simply embraced another, a different perversity. There \vould be more than one fashion of giving away the show, and wasn t this perhaps a question of giving it away by excess ? He could dish them by too much ro mance as well as by too little ; she had not hitherto fairly apprehended that there might be too much. It was a 297 THE BETTER SORT way like another, at any rate, of reducing the place to the absurd ; which reduction, if he didn t look out, would reduce them again to the prospect of the streets, and this time surely without an appeal. It all depended, indeed he knew she knew that on how much Grant-Jackson and the others, how much the Body, in a word, would take. He knew she knew what he himself held it would take that he considered no limit could be drawn to the quantity. They simply wanted it piled up, and so did everybody else; wherefore, if no one reported him, as before, why were They to be uneasy ? It was in conse quence of idiots brought to reason that he had been dealt with before; but as there was now no form of idiocy that he didn t systematically flatter, goading it on really to its own private doom, who was ever to pull the string of the guillotine ? The axe was in the air yes ; but in a world gorged to satiety there were no revolu tions. And it had been vain for Isabel to ask if the other thunder-growl also hadn t come out of the blue. There was actually proof positive that the winds were now at rest. How could they be more so? he ap pealed to the receipts. These were golden days the show had never so flourished. So he had argued, so he was arguing still and, it had to be owned, with every appearance in his favour. Yet if he inwardly winced at the tribute to his plausibility rendered by his flushed friends, this was because he felt in it the real ground of his optimism. The charming woman before him ac knowledged his "genius" as he himself had had to do. He had been surprised at his facility until he had grown used to it. Whether or no he had, as a fresh menace to his future, found a new perversity, he had found a vocation much older, evidently, than he had at first been prepared to recognise. He had done himself injustice. He liked to be brave because it came so easy ; he could measure it off by the yard. It was in the Birthroom, above all, that he continued to do this, having ushered 298 THE BIRTHPLACE up his companions without, as he was still more elated to feel, the turn of a hair. She might take it as she liked, but he had had the lucidity all, that is, for his own safety to meet without the grace of an answer the homage of her beautiful smile. She took it apparently, and her husband took it, but as a part of his odd hu mour, and they followed him aloft with faces now a little more responsive to the manner in which, on that spot, he would naturally come out. He came out, according to the word of his assured private receipt, " strong." He missed a little, in truth, the usual round-eyed question from them the inveterate art less cue with which, from moment to moment, clus tered troops had, for a year, obliged him. Mr. and Mrs. Hayes were from New York, but it was a little like singing, as he had heard one of his Americans once say about something, to a Boston audience. He did none the less what he could, and it was ever his practice to stop still at a certain spot in the room and, after having secured atention by look and gesture, suddenly shoot off: " Here! " They always understood, the good people he could fairly love them now for it; they always said, breath lessly and unanimously, There ?" and stared down at the designated point quite as if some trace of the grand event were still to be made out. This movement pro duced, he again looked round. "Consider it well : the spot of earth !" "Oh, but it isn t earth!" the bold est spirit there was always a boldest would gener ally pipe out. Then the guardian of the Birthplace would be truly superior as if the unfortunate had fig ured the Immortal coming up, like a potato, through the soil. "I m not suggesting that He was born on the bare ground. He was born here!" with an uncom promising dig of his heel. "There ought to be a brass, with an inscription, let in." "Into the floor?" it al ways came. "Birth and burial : seedtime, summer, 299 THE BETTER SORT autumn !" that always, with its special, right cadence, thanks to his unfailing spring, came too. "Why not as well as into the pavement of the church? youVe seen our grand old church?" The former of which questions nobody ever answered abounding, on the other hand, to make up, in relation to the latter. Mr. and Mrs. Hayes even were at first left dumb by it not indeed, to do them justice, having uttered the word that produced it. They had uttered no word while he kept the game up, and (though that made it a little more difficult) he could yet stand triumphant before them after he had finished with his flourish. Then it was only that Mr. Hayes of New York broke silence. " Well, if we wanted to see, I think I may say we re quite satisfied. As my wife says, it zvould seem to be your line." He spoke now, visibly, with more ease, as if a light had come : though he made no joke of it, for a reason that presently appeared. They were coming down the little stair, and it was on the descent that his companion added her word. "Do you know what we half did think ?" And then to her husband : "Is it dreadful to tell him?" They were in the room below, and the young woman, also relieved, expressed the feeling with gaiety. She smiled, as before, at Morris Gedge, treating him as a person with whom relations were possible, yet remain ing just uncertain enough to invoke Mr. Hayes s opin ion. "We have awfully wanted from what we had heard." But she met her husband s graver face; he was not quite out of the wood. At this she was slight ly flurried but she cut it short. "You must know don t you? that, with the crowds who listen to you, we d have heard." He looked from one to the other, and once more again, with force, something came over him. They had kept him in mind, they were neither ashamed nor afraid to show it, and it was positively an interest, on the part 300 THE BIRTHPLACE of this charming creature and this keen, cautious gen tleman, an interest resisting oblivion and surviving sep aration, that had governed their return. Their other visit had been the brightest thing that had ever hap pened to him, but this was the gravest ; so that at the end of a minute something broke in him and his mask, of it self, fell off. He chucked, as he would have said, con sistency; which, in its extinction, left the tears in his eyes. His smile was therefore queer. "Heard how I m going it?" The young man, though still looking at him hard, felt sure, with this, of his own ground. " Of course, you re tremendously talked about. You ve gone round the world." " You ve heard of me in America ?" "Why, almost of nothing else!" "That was what made us feel !" Mrs. Hayes contributed. "That you must see for yourselves?" Again he compared, poor Gedge, their faces. " Do you mean I excite a scandal? " " Dear no ! Admiration. You renew so," the young man observed, " the interest." " Ah, there it is ! " said Gedge with eyes of advent ure that seemed to rest beyond the Atlantic. " They listen, month after month, when they re out here, as you must have seen ; and they go home and talk. But they sing your praise." Our friend could scarce take it in. "Over there?" "Over there. I think you must be even in the papers." "Without abuse? " "Oh, we don t abuse everyone." Mrs. Hayes, in her beauty, it was clear, stretched the point. " They rave about you." " Then they don t know ? " "Nobody knows," the young man declared; "it 301 THE BETTER SORT wasn t anyone s knowledge, at any rate, that made us uneasy." " It was your own ? I mean your own sense ? " "Well, call it that. We remembered, and we won dered what had happened. So," Mr. Hayes now frankly laughed, " we came to see." Gedge stared through his film of tears. " Came from America to see me? " "Oh, a part of the way. But we wouldn t in Eng land, not have seen you." "And now we have ! " the young woman soothingly added. Gedge still could only gape at the candour of the tribute. But he tried to meet them it was what was least poor for him in their own key. "Well, how do you like it ? " Mrs. Hayes, he thought if their answer were im portant laughed a little nervously. "Oh, you see." Once more he looked from one to the other. " It s too beastly easy, you know." Her husband raised his eyebrows. " You conceal your art. The emotion yes; that must be easy; the general tone must flow. But about your facts you ve so many : how do you get them through ? " Gedge wondered. " You think I get too many ? " At this they were amused together. " That s just what we came to see ! " "Well, you know, I ve felt my way ; I ve gone step by step ; you wouldn t believe how I ve tried it on. This where you see me is where I ve come out." After which, as they said nothing : " You hadn t thought I could come out ? " Again they just waited, but the husband spoke : "Are you so awfully sure you are out? " Gedge drew himself up in the manner of his moments of emotion, almost conscious even that, with his sloping shoulders, his long lean neck and his nose so prominent 302 THE BIRTHPLACE in proportion to other matters, he looked the more like a giraffe. It was now at last that he really caught on. " I may be in danger again and the danger is what has moved you ? Oh ! " the poor man fairly moaned. His appreciation of it quite weakened him, yet he pulled himself together. " You ve your view of my dan- ger?" It was wondrous how, with that note definitely sounded, the air was cleared. Lucid Mr. Hayes, at the end of a minute, had put the thing in a nutshell. " I don t know what you ll think of us for being so beast ly curious." " I think," poor Gedge grimaced, " you re only too beastly kind." " It s all your own fault," his friend returned, " for presenting us (who are not idiots, say) with so striking a picture of a crisis. At our other visit, you remem ber," he smiled, " you created an anxiety for the op posite reason. Therefore if this should again be a crisis for you, you d really give us the case with an ideal completeness." "You make me wish," said Morris Gedge, " that it might be one." "Well, don t try for our amusement to bring one on. I don t see, you know, how you can have much margin. Take care take care." Gedge took it pensively in. "Yes, that was what you said a year ago. You did me the honour to be un easy as my wife was." Which determined on the young woman s part an immediate question. " May I ask, then, if Mrs. Gedge is now at rest ? " " No ; since you do ask. She fears, at least, that I go too far; she doesn t believe in my margin. You see, we had our scare after your visit. They came down." His friends were all interest. "Ah ! They came down?" 303 THE BETTER SORT " Heavy. They brought ine down. That s why- " Why you are down ? " Mrs. Hayes sweetly de manded. "Ah, but my dear man," her husband interposed, " you re not down ; you re up! You re only up a differ ent tree, but you re up at the tip-top." "You mean I take it too high? " " That s exactly the question," the young man answered ; " and the possibility, as matching your first danger, is just what we felt we couldn t, if you didn t mind, miss the measure of." Gedge looked at him. " I feel that I know what you at bottom hoped." "We at bottom hope, surely, that you re all right." " In spite of the fool it makes of every one? " Mr. Hayes of New York smiled. "Say because of that. We only ask to believe that everyone is a fool ! " "Only you haven t been, without reassurance, able to imagine fools of the size that my case demands ? " And Gedge had a pause, while, as if on the chance of some proof, his companion waited. "Well, I won t pretend to you that your anxiety hasn t made me, doesn t threat en to make me, a bit nervous ; though I don t quite un derstand it if, as you say, people but rave about me." "Oh, that report was from the other side; people in our country so very easily rave. You ve seen small children laugh to shrieks when tickled in a new place. So there are amiable millions with us who are but small children. They perpetually present new places for the tickler. What we ve seen in further lights," Mr. Hayes good-humouredly pursued, "is your people here the Committee, the Board, or whatever the powers to whom you re responsible." "Call them my friend Grant-Jackson then my orig inal backer, though I admit, for that reason, perhaps my most formidable critic. It s with him, practically, 34 THE BIRTHPLACE I deal; or rather it s by him I m dealt with was dealt with before. I stand or fall by him. But he has given me my head." " Mayn t he then want you," Mrs. Hayes inquired, " just to show as flagrantly running away? " "Of course I see what you mean. I m riding, blindly for a fall, and They re watching (to be tender of me!) for the smash that may come of itself. It s Machiavellic but everything s possible. And what did you just now mean," Gedge asked " especially if you ve only heard of my prosperity by your further lights ?" His friends for an instant looked embarrassed, but Mr. Hayes came to the point. "We ve heard of your prosperity, but we ve also, remember, within a few minutes, heard you." " I was determined you should," said Gedge. " I m good then but I overdo?" His strained grin was still sceptical. Thus challenged, at any rate, his visitor pronounced. "Well, if you don t; if at the end of six months more it s clear that you haven t overdone ; then, then " "Then what?" Then it s great." " But it is great greater than anything of the sort ever was. I overdo, thank goodness, yes; or I would if it were a thing you could." "Oh, well, if there s proof that you can t !" With which, and an expressive gesture, Mr. Hayes threw up his fears. His wife, however, for a moment, seemed unable to let them go. " Don t They want then any truth? none even for the mere look of it ? " " The look of it," said Morris Gedge, " is what I give ! " It made them, the others, exchange a look of their own. Then she smiled. " Oh, well, if they think 305 THE BETTER SORT "You at least don t? You re like my wife which indeed, I remember," Gedge added, "is a similarity I expressed a year ago the wish for! At any rate I frighten her." The young husband, with an "Ah, wives are ter rible ! " smoothed it over, and their visit would have failed of further excuse had not, at this instant, a move ment at the other end of the room suddenly engaged them. The evening had so nearly closed in, though Gedge, in the course of their talk, had lighted the lamp nearest them, that they had not distinguished, in con nection with the opening of the door of communication to the warden s lodge, the appearance of another person, an eager woman, who, in her impatience, had barely paused before advancing. Mrs. Gedge her identity took but a few seconds to become vivid was upon them, and she had not been too late for Mr. Hayes s last remark. Gedge saw at once that she had come with news; no need even, for that certitude, of her quick retort to the words in the air " You may say as well, sir, that they re often, poor wives, terrified ! " She knew nothing of the friends whom, at so unnatural an hour, he was showing about ; but there was no live lier sign for him that this didn t matter than the pos sibility with which she intensely charged her "Grant- Jackson, to see you at once ! " letting it, so to speak, fly in his face. " He has been with you? " " Only a minute he s there. But it s you he wants to see." He looked at the others. "And what does he want, dear?" " God knows ! There it is. It s his horrid hour it was that other time." She had nervously turned to the others, overflowing to them, in her dismay, for all their strangeness quite, as he said to himself, like a woman of the people. She 306 THE BIRTHPLACE was the bare-headed good wife talking in the street about the row in the house, and it was in this character that he instantly introduced her : " My dear doubting wife, who will do her best to entertain you while I wait upon our friend." And he explained to her as he could his now protesting companions " Mr. and Mrs. Hayes of New York, who have been here before." He knew, without knowing why, that her announcement chilled him ; he failed at least to see why it should chill him so much. His good friends had themselves been visibly affected by it, and heaven knew that the depths of brooding fancy in him were easily stirred by contact. If they had wanted a crisis they accordingly had found one, albeit they had already asked leave to retire before it. This he wouldn t have. "Ah no, you must really see ! " " But we sha n t be able to bear it, you know," said the young woman, " if it -is to turn you out." Her crudity attested her sincerity, and it was the latter, doubtless, that instantly held Mrs. Gedge. " It is to turn us out." "Has he told you that, madam?" Mr. Hayes in quired of her it being wondrous how the breath of doom had drawn them together. "No, not told me; but there s something in him there I mean in his awful manner that matches too well with other things. We ve seen," said the poor pale lady, " other things enough." The young woman almost clutched her. " Is his manner very awful? " " It s simply the manner," Gedge interposed, " of a very great man." "Well, very great men," said his wife, " are very aw ful things." " It s exactly," he laughed, " what we re finding out! But I mustn t keep him waiting. .Our friends here," he went on, " are directly interested. You mustn t, mind you, let them go until we know." 307 THE BETTER SORT Mr. Hayes, however, held him; he found himself stayed. "We re so directly interested that I want you to understand this. If anything happens " " Yes? " said Gedge, all gentle as he faltered. "Well, zve must set you up." Mrs. Hayes quickly abounded. "Oh, do come to us !" Again he could but look at them. They were really wonderful folk. And but Mr. and Mrs. Hayes! It affected even Isabel, through her alarm; though the balm, in a manner, seemed to foretell the wound. He had reached the threshold of his own quarters ; he stood there as at the door of the chamber of judgment. But he laughed; at least he could be gallant in going up for sentence. "Very good then I ll come to you ! " This was very well, but it didn t prevent his heart, a minute later, at the end of the passage, from thumping with beats he could count. He had paused again before going in ; on the other side of this second door his poor future was to be let loose at him. It was broken, at best, and spiritless, but wasn t Grant-Jackson there, like a beast-tamer in a cage, all tights and spangles and circus attitudes, to give it a cut with the smart official whip and make it spring at him? It was during this moment that he fully measured the effect for his nerves of the impression made on his so oddly earnest friends whose earnestness he in fact, in the spasm of this last effort, came within an ace of resenting. They had upset him by contact ; he was afraid, literally, of meet ing his doom on his knees ; it wouldn t have taken much more, he absolutely felt, to make him approach with his forehead in the dust the great man whose wrath was to be averted. Mr. and Mrs. Hayes of New York had brought tears to his eyes ; but was it to be reserved for Grant- Jackson to make him cry like a baby? He wished, yes, while he palpitated, that Mr. and Mrs. Hayes of New York hadn t had such an eccentricity THE BIRTHPLACE of interest, for it seemed somehow to come from tlmn that he was going so fast to pieces. Before he turned the knob of the door, however, he had another queer instant; making out that it had been, strictly, his case that was interesting, his funny power, however accidental, to show as in a picture the at titude of others not his poor, dingy personality. It was this latter quantity, none the less, that was marching to execution. It is to our friend s credit that he believed, as he prepared to turn the knob, that he was going to be hanged; and it is certainly not less to his credit that his wife, on the chance, had his supreme thought. Here it was that possibly with his last articulate breath he thanked his stars, such as they were, for Mr. and Mrs. Hayes of New York. At least they would take care of her. They were doing that certainly with some success when, ten minutes later, he returned to them. She sat between them in the beautified Birthplace, and he couldn t have been sure afterwards that each wasn t holding her hand. The three together, at any rate, had the effect of recalling to him it was too whimsical some picture, a sentimental print, seen and admired in his youth, a " Waiting for the Verdict," a " Counting the Hours," or something of that sort; humble respect ability in suspense about humble innocence. He didn t know how he himself looked, and he didn t care; the great thing was that he wasn t crying though he might have been; the glitter in his eyes was assuredly dry, though that there was a glitter, or something slightly to bewilder, the faces of the others, as they rose to meet him, sufficiently proved. His wife s eyes pierced his own, but it was Mrs. Hayes of New York who spoke. " Was it then for that ? " He only looked at them at first he felt he might now enjoy it. " Yes, it was for that. I mean it was about the way I ve been going on. He came to speak of it," 309 THE BETTER SORT " And he s gone? " Mr. Hayes permitted himself to inquire. " He s gone." " It s over ? " Isabel hoarsely asked. " It s over." Then we go?" This it was that he enjoyed. "No, my dear; we stay." There was fairly a triple gasp; relief took time to operate. " Then why did he, come? " " In the fulness of his kind heart and of Their dis cussed and decreed satisfaction. To express Their sense !" Mr. Hayes broke into a laugh, but his wife wanted to know. " Of the grand work you re doing? " " Of the way I polish it off. They re most hand some about it. The receipts, it appears, speak " He was nursing his effect; Isabel intently watched him, and the others hung on his lips. " Yes, speak ? " " Well, volumes. They tell the truth." At this Mr. Hayes laughed again. " Oh, they at least do?" Near him thus, once more, Gedge knew their intelli gence as one which was so good a consciousness to get back that his tension now relaxed as by the snap of a spring and he felt his old face at ease. " So you can t say," he continued, " that we don t want it." " I bow to it," the young man smiled. " It s what I said then. It s great" " It s great," said Morris Gedge. " It couldn t be greater." His wife still watched him ; her irony hung behind. " Then we re just as we were? " " No, not as we were." She jumped at it. " Better? " " Better. They give us a rise." 310 THE BIRTHPLACE "Of income?" " Of our sweet little stipend by a vote of the Com mittee. That s what, as Chairman, he came to an nounce." The very echoes of the Birthplace were themselves, for the instant, hushed; the warden s three companions showed, in the conscious air, a struggle for their own breath. But Isabel, with almost a shriek, was the first to recover hers. " They double us ? " " Well call it that. In recognition. There you are." Isabel uttered another sound but this time in articulate; partly beacuse Mrs. Hayes of New York had already jumped at her to kiss her. Mr. Hayes meanwhile, as with too much to say, but put out his hand, which our friend took in silence. So Gedge had the last word. " And there you are ! " THE PAPERS THERE was a longish period the dense duration of a London winter, cheered, if cheered it could be called, with lurid electric, with fierce " incandes cent " flares and glares when they repeatedly met, at feeding-time, in a small and not quite savoury pot house a stone s throw from the Strand. They talked always of pot-houses, of feeding-time by which they meant any hour between one and four of the afternoon ; they talked of most things, even of some of the great est, in a manner that gave, or that they desired to show as giving, in respect to the conditions of their life, the measure of their detachment, their contempt, their gen eral irony. Their general irony, which they tried at the same time to keep gay and to make amusing at least to each other, was their refuge from the want of savour, the want of napkins, the want, too often, of shillings, and of many things besides that they would have liked to have. Almost all they had with any security was their youth, complete, admirable, very nearly invulner able, or as yet inattackable ; for they didn t count their talent, which they had originally taken for granted and had since then lacked freedom of mind, as well indeed as any offensive reason, to reappraise. They were taken up with other questions and other estimates the remarkable limits, for instance, of their luck, the remarkable smallness of the talent of their friends. They were above all in that phase of youth and in that 312 THE PAPERS state of aspiration in which " luck " is the subject of most frequent reference, as definite as the colour red, and in which it is the elegant name for money when people are as refined as they are poor. She was only a suburban young woman in a sailor hat, and he a young man destitute, in strictness, of occasion for a " topper " ; but they felt that they had in a peculiar way the free dom of the town, and the town, if it did nothing else, gave a range to the spirit. They sometimes went, on excursions that they groaned at as professional, far afield from the Strand, but the curiosity with which they came back was mostly greater than any other, the Strand being for them, with its ampler alternative Fleet Street, overwhelmingly the Papers, and the Papers be ing, at a rough guess, all the furniture of their con sciousness. The Daily Press played for them the part played by the embowered nest on the swaying bough for the par ent birds that scour the air. It was, as they mainly saw it, a receptacle, owing its form to the instinct more remarkable, as they held the journalistic, than that even of the most highly organised animal, into which, regu larly, breathlessly, contributions had to be dropped odds and ends, all grist to the mill, all somehow digest ible and convertible, all conveyed with the promptest possible beak and the flutter, often, of dreadfully fa tigued little wings. If there had been no Papers there would have been no young friends for us of the figure we hint at, no chance mates, innocent and weary, yet acute even to penetration, who were apt to push off their plates and rest their elbows on the table in the interval between the turn-over of the pint-pot and the call for the awful glibness of their score. Maud Blandy drank beer and welcome, as one may say; and she smoked cigarettes when privacy permitted, though she drew the line at this in the right place, just as she flattered her self she knew how to draw it, journalistically, where 313 THE BETTER SORT other delicacies were concerned. She was fairly a prod uct of the day so fairly that she might have been born afresh each morning, to serve, after the fashion of certain agitated ephemeral insects, only till the mor row. It was as if a past had been wasted on her and a future were not to be fitted ; she was really herself, so far at least as her great preoccupation went, an edition, an " extra special," coming out at the loud hours and living its life, amid the roar of vehicles, the hustle of pavements, the shriek of newsboys, according to the quantity of shock to be proclaimed and distributed, the quantity to be administered, thanks to the varying tem per of Fleet Street, to the nerves of the nation. Maud was a shocker, in short, in petticoats, and alike for the thoroughfare, the club, the suburban train and the humble home; though it must honestly be added that petticoats were not of her essence. This was one of the reasons, in an age of " emancipations," of her in tense actuality, as well as, positively, of a good fortune to which, however impersonal she might have ap peared, she was not herself in a position to do full jus tice; the felicity of her having about her naturally so much of the young bachelor that she was saved the dis figurement of any marked straddling or elbowing. It was literally true of her that she would have pleased less, or at least have offended more, had she been obliged, or been prompted, to assert all too vainly, as it would have been sure to be her superiority to sex. Nature, constitution, accident, whatever we happen to call it, had relieved her of this care; the struggle for life, the competition with men, the taste of the day, the fashion of the hour had made her superior, or had at any rate made her indifferent, and she had no difficulty in remaining so. The thing was therefore, with the aid of an extreme general flatness of person, directness of step and simplicity of motive, quietly enough done, without a grace, a weak inconsequence, a stray reminder 314 THE PAPERS to interfere with the success ; and it is not too much to say that the success by which I mean the plainness of the type would probably never have struck you as so great as at the moments of our young lady s chance comradeship with Howard Bight. For the young man, though his personal signs had not, like his friend s, especially the effect of one of the stages of an evolution, might have been noted as not so fiercely or so freshly a male as to distance Maud in the show. She presented him in truth, while they sat together, as comparatively girlish. She fell naturally into gest ures, tones, expressions, resemblances, that he either suppressed, from sensibility to her personal predomi nance, or that were merely latent in him through much taking for granted. Mild, sensitive, none too solidly nourished, and condemned, perhaps by a deep delusion as to the final issue of it, to perpetual coming and going, he was so resigned to many things, and so disgusted even with many others, that the least of his cares was the cultivation of a bold front. What mainly con cerned him was its being bold enough to get him his dinner, and it was never more void of aggression than when he solicited in person those scraps of information, snatched at those floating particles of news, on which his dinner depended. Had he had time a little more to try his case, he would have made out that if he liked Maud Blandy it was partly by the impression of what she could do for him : what he could do for herself had never entered into his head. The positive quantity, moreover, was vague to his mind ; it existed, that is, for the present, but as the proof of how, in spite of the want of encouragement, a fellow could keep going. She struck him in fact as the only encouragement he had, and this altogether by example, since precept, frankly, was deterrent on her lips, as speech was free, judgment prompt, and accent not absolutely pure. The point was that, as the easiest thing to be with 315 THE BETTER SORT her, he was so passive that it almost made him grace ful and so attentive that it almost made him dis tinguished. She was herself neither of these things, and they were not of course what a man had most to be; whereby she contributed to their common view the impatiences required by a proper reaction, forming thus for him a kind of protective hedge behind which he could wait. Much waiting, for either, was, I hasten to add, always in order, inas much as their novitiate seemed to them interminable and the steps of their ladder fearfully far apart. It rested the ladder against the great stony wall of the public attention a sustaining mass which appar ently wore somewhere, in the upper air, a big, thank less, expressionless face, a countenance equipped with eyes, ears, an uplifted nose and a gaping mouth all convenient if they could only be reached. The ladder groaned meanwhile, swayed and shook with the weight of the close-pressed climbers, tier upon tier, occupying the upper, the middle, the nethermost rounds and quite preventing, for young persons placed as our young friends were placed, any view of the summit. It was meanwhile moreover only Howard s Bight s perverse view he was confessedly perverse that Miss Blandy had arrived at a perch superior to his own. She had hitherto recognised in herself indeed but a tighter clutch and a grimmer purpose; she had recog nised, she believed, in keen moments, a vocation; she had recognised that there had been eleven of them at home, with herself as youngest, and distinctions by that time so blurred in her that she might as easily have been christened John. She had recognised truly, most of all, that if they came to talk they both were nowhere; yet this was compatible with her insisting that Howard had as yet comparatively had the luck. When he wrote to people they consented, or at least they answered ; al most always, for that matter, they answered with greed, 316 THE PAPERS so that he was not without something of some sort to hawk about to buyers. Specimens indeed of human greed the greed, the great one, the eagerness to figure, the snap at the bait of publicity, he had collected in such store as to stock, as to launch, a museum. In this museum the prize object, the high rare specimen, had been for some time established ; a celebrity of the day enjoying, uncontested, a glass case all to himself, more conspicuous than any other, before which the arrested visitor might rebound from surprised recognition. Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., stood forth there as large as life, owing indeed his particular place to the shade of direct acquaintance with him that Howard Bight could boast, yet with his eminent presence in such a collection but too generally and notoriously justified. He was universal and ubiquitous, commemorated, un der some rank rubric, on every page of every public print every day in every year, and as inveterate a feature of each issue of any self-respecting sheet as the name, the date, the tariffed advertisements. He had always done something, or was about to do something, round which the honours of announcement clustered, and in deed, as he had inevitably thus become a subject of falla cious report, one half of his chronicle appeared to con sist of official contradiction of the other half. His ac tivity if it had not better been called his passivity was beyond any other that figured in the public eye, for no other assuredly knew so few or such brief inter- mittences. Yet, as there was the inside as well as the outside view of his current history, the quantity of it was easy to analyse for the possessor of the proper cru cible. Howard Bight, with his arms on the table, took it apart and put it together again most days in the year, so that an amused comparison of notes on the subject often added a mild spice to his colloquies with Maud Blandy. They knew, the young pair, as they consid ered, many secrets, but they liked to think that they 317 THE BETTER SORT knew none quite so scandalous as the way that, to put it roughly, this distinguished person maintained his distinction. It was known certainly to all who had to do with the Papers, a brotherhood, a sisterhood of course inter ested for what was it, in the last resort, but the inter est of their bread and butter? in shrouding the ap proaches to the oracle, in not telling tales out of school. They all lived alike on the solemnity, the sanctity of the oracle, and the comings and goings, the doings and undoings, the intentions and retractations of Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., were in their degree a part of that solemnity. The Papers, taken together the glory of the age, were, though superficially multi fold, fundamentally one, so that any revelation of their being procured or procurable to float an object not in trinsically buoyant would very logically convey dis credit from the circumference where the revelation would be likely to be made to the centre. Of so much as this our grim neophytes, in common with a thousand others, were perfectly aware ; but something in the nat ure of their wit, such as it was, or in the condition of their nerves, such as it easily might become, sharpened almost to acerbity their relish of so artful an imitation of the voice of fame. The fame was all voice, as they could guarantee who had an ear always glued to the speaking-tube; the items that made the sum were in dividually of the last vulgarity, but the accumulation was a triumph one of the greatest the age could show of industry and vigilance. It was after all not true that a man had done nothing who for ten years had so fed, so dyked and directed and distributed the fitful sources of publicity. He had laboured, in his way, like a navvy with a spade ; he might be said to have earned by each night s work the reward, each morning, of his small spurt of glory. Even for such a matter as its not being true that Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., 318 THE PAPERS M.P., was to start on his visit to the Sultan of Samar- cand on the 23rd, but- being true that he was to start on the 29th, the personal attention required was no small affair, taking the legend with the fact, the myth with the meaning, the original artless error with the subsequent earnest truth allowing in fine for the statement still to come that the visit would have to be relinquished in consequence of the visitor s other press ing engagements, and bearing in mind the countless channels to be successively watered. Our young man, one December afternoon, pushed an evening paper across to his companion, keeping his thumb on a para graph at which she glanced without eagerness. She might, from her manner, have known by instinct what it would be, and her exclamation had the note of satiety. " Oh, he s working them now? " " If he has begun he ll work them hard. By the time that has gone round the world there ll be some thing else to say. We are authorised to state that the marriage of Miss Miranda Beadel-Muffet to Captain Guy Devereux, of the Fiftieth Rifles, will not take place. Authorised to state rather! when every wire in the machine has been pulled over and over. They re authorised to state something every day in the year, and the authorisation is not difficult to get. Only his daughters, now that they re coming on, poor things and I believe there are many will have to be chucked into the pot and produced on occasions when other matter fails. How pleasant for them to find themselves hurtling through the air, clubbed by the paternal hand, like golf-balls in a suburb! Not that I suppose they don t like it why should one suppose anything of the sort? " Howard Bight s impression of the general appetite appeared to-day to be especially vivid, and he and his companion were alike prompted to one of those slightly violent returns on themselves and the work they THE BETTER SORT were doing which none but the vulgar-minded alto gether avoid. " People as I see them would almost rather be jabbered about unpleasantly than not be jab bered about at all : whenever you try them whenever, at least, I do I m confirmed in that conviction. It isn t only that if one holds out the mere tip of the perch they jump at it like starving fish; it is that they leap straight out of the water themselves, leap in their thou sands and come flopping, open-mouthed and goggle- eyed, to one s very door. What is the sense of the French expression about a person s making dcs yeux de carpe? It suggests the eyes that a young newspaper man seems to see all round him, and I declare I some times feel that, if one has the courage not to blink at the show, the gilt is a good deal rubbed off the ginger bread of one s early illusions. They all do it, as the song is at the music-halls, and it s some of one s sur prises that tell one most. You ve thought there were some high souls that didn t do it that wouldn t, I mean, to work the oracle, lift a little finger of their own. But, Lord bless you, give them a chance you ll find some of the greatest the greediest. I give you my word for it, I haven t a scrap of faith left in a single human creature. Except, of course," the young man added, " the grand creature that you are, and the cold, calm, comprehensive one whom you thus admit to your fa miliarity. We face the music. We see, we under stand; we know we ve got to live, and how we do it. But at least, like this, alone together, we take our in tellectual revenge, we escape the indignity of being fools dealing with fools. I don t say we shouldn t en joy it more if we were. But it can t be helped; we haven t the gift the gift, I mean, of not seeing. We do the worst we can for the money." " You certainly do the worst you can," Maud Blandy soon replied, " when you sit there, with your wanton wiles, and take the spirit out of me. I require a work- 320 THE PAPERS ing faith, you know. If one isn t a fool, in our world, where is one? " " Oh, I say ! " her companion groaned without alarm. "Don t you fail me, mind you." They looked at each other across their clean platters, and, little as the light of romance seemed superficially to shine in them or about them, the sense was visibly enough in each of being involved in the other. He would have been sharply alone, the softly sardonic young man, if the somewhat dry young woman hadn t affected him, in a way he was even too nervous to put to the test, as saving herself up for him; and the con sciousness of absent resources that was on her own side quite compatible with this economy grew a shade or two less dismal with the imagination of his somehow being at costs for her. It wasn t an expense of shil lingsthere was not much question of that; what it came to was perhaps nothing more than that, being, as he declared himself, " in the know," he kept pulling her in too, as if there had been room for them both. He told her everything, all his secrets. He talked and talked, often making her think of herself as a lean, stiff person, destitute of skill or art, but with ear enough to be performed to, sometimes strangely touched, at mo ments completely ravished, by a fine violinist. He was her fiddler and genius; she was sure neither of her taste nor of his tunes, but if she could do nothing else for him she could hold the case while he handled the instrument. It had never passed between them that they could draw nearer, for they seemed near, near verily for pleasure, when each, in a decent young life, was so much nearer to the other than to anything else. There was no pleasure known to either that wasn t further off. What held them together was in short that they were in the same boat, a cockle-shell in a great rough sea, and that the movements required for keep ing it afloat not only were what the situation safely 321 THE BETTER SORT permitted, but also made for reciprocity and intimacy. These talks over greasy white slabs, repeatedly mopped with moist grey cloths by young women in black uni forms, with inexorable braided " buns " in the nape of weak necks, these sessions, sometimes prolonged, in halls of oilcloth, among penal-looking tariffs and pyra mids of scones, enabled them to rest on their oars ; the more that they were on terms with the whole families, chartered companies, of food-stations, each a race of innumerable and indistinguishable members, and had mastered those hours of comparative elegance, the earlier and the later, when the little weary ministrants were limply sitting down and the occupants of the red benches bleakly interspaced. So it was, that, at times, they renewed their understanding, and by signs, man nerless and meagre, that would have escaped the notice of witnesses. Maud Blandy had no need to kiss her hand across to him to show she felt what he meant; she had moreover never in her life kissed her hand to any one, and her companion couldn t have imagined it of her. His romance was so grey that it wasn t romance at all ; it was a reality arrived at without stages, shades, forms. If he had been ill or stricken she would have taken him other resources failing into her lap; but would that, which would scarce even have been mother ly, have been romantic ? She nevertheless at this mo ment put in her plea for the general element. " I can t help it, about Beadel-Muffet ; it s too magnificent it appeals to me. And then I ve a particular feeling about him I m waiting to see what will happen. It is genius, you know, to get yourself so celebrated for nothing to carry out your idea in the face of everything. I mean your idea of being celebrated. It isn t as if he had done even one little thing. What has he done when you come to look?" " Why, my dear chap, he has done everything. He has missed nothing. He has been in everything, of 322 THE PAPERS everything, at everything, over everything, under everything, that has taken place for the last twenty years. He s always present, and, though he never makes a speech, he never fails to get alluded to in the speeches of others. That s doing it cheaper than any one else does it, but it s thoroughly doing it which is what we re talking about. And so far," the young man contended, " from its being in the face of any thing, it s positively with the help of everything, since the Papers are everything and more. They re made for such people, though no doubt he s the person who has known best how to use them. I ve gone through one of the biggest sometimes, from beginning to end- it s quite a thrilling little game to catch him once out. It has happened to me to think I was near it when, on the last column of the last page I count advertise ments, heaven help us, out ! I ve found him as large as life and as true as the needle to the pole. But at last, in a way, it goes, it can t help going, of itself. He comes in, he breaks out, of himself; the letters, under the compositor s hand, form themselves, from the force of habit, into his name any connection for it, any context, being as good as any other, and the wind, which he has originally raised, but which continues to blow, setting perpetually in his favour. The thing would really be now, don t you see, for him to keep himself out. That would be, on my honour, it strikes me his getting himself out the biggest fact in his record." The girl s attention, as her friend developed the pict ure, had become more present. " He can t get him self out. There he is." She had a pause ; she had been thinking. " That s just my idea." " Your idea ? Well, an idea s always a blessing. What do you want for it? " She continued to turn it over as if weighing its value. " Something perhaps could be done with it only it would take imagination." 323 THE BETTER SORT He wondered, and she seemed to wonder that he didn t see. " Is it a situation for a ply ? " " No, it s too good for a ply yet it isn t quite good enough for a short story." " It would do then for a novel? " " Well, I seem to see it," Maud said " and with a lot in it to be got out. But I seem to see it as a ques tion not of what you or I might be able to do with it, but of what the poor man himself may. That s what I meant just now," she explained, " by my having a creepy sense of what may happen for him. It has al ready more than once occurred to me. Then," she wound up, " we shall have real life, the case itself." "Do you know youve got imagination?" Her friend, rather interested, appeared by this time to have seized her thought. " I see him having for some reason, very imperative, to seek retirement, lie low, to hide, in fact, like a man wanted, but pursued all the while by the lurid glare that he has himself so started and kept up, and at last literally devoured ( like Frankenstein, of course !) by the monster he has created." " I say, you have got it ! " and the young man flushed, visibly, artistically, with the recognition of ele ments which his eyes had for a minute earnestly fixed. " But it will take a lot of doing." " Oh," said Maud, " we sha n t have to do it. He ll do it himself." " I wonder." Howard Bight really wondered. " The fun would be for him to do it for us. I mean for him to want us to help him somehow to get out." " Oh, us ! " the girl mournfully sighed. " Why not, when he comes to us to get in? " Maud Blandy stared. " Do you mean to you per sonally? You surely know by this time that no one ever comes to me." " Why, I went to him in the first instance; I made up 324 THE PAPERS to him straight, I did him at home/ somewhere, as I ve surely mentioned to you before, three years ago. He liked, I believe for he s really a delightful old ass the way I did it ; he knows my name and has my ad dress, and has written me three or four times since, with his own hand, a request to be so good as to make use of my (he hopes) still close connection with the daily Press to rectify the rumour that he has recon sidered his opinion on the subject of the blankets sup plied to the Upper Tooting Workhouse Infirmary. He has reconsidered his opinion on no subject what ever which he mentions, in the interest of historic truth, without further intrusion on my valuable time. And he regards that sort of thing as a commodity that I can dispose of thanks to my close connection for several shillings." "And can you?" " Not for several pence. They re all tariffed, but he s tariffed low having a value, apparently, that money doesn t represent. He s always welcome, but he isn t always paid for. The beauty, however, is in his marvellous memory, his keeping us all so apart and not muddling the fellow to whom he has written that he hasn t done this, that or the other with the fellow to whom he has written that he has. He ll write to me again some day about something else about his al leged position on the date of the next school-treat of the Chelsea Cabmen s Orphanage. I shall seek a market for the precious item, and that will keep us in touch ; so that if the complication you have the sense of it in your bones does come into play the thought s too beauti ful! he may once more remember me. Fancy his coming to one with a What can you do for me now? Bight lost himself in the happy vision ; it gratified so his cherished consciousness of the " irony of fate " a con sciousness so cherished that he never could write ten lines without use of the words. 325 THE BETTER SORT Maud showed however at this point a reserve which appeared to have grown as the possibility opened out. " I believe in it it must come. It can t not. It s the only end. He doesn t know; nobody knows the simple-minded all : only you and I know. But it won t be nice, remember." " It won t be funny? " " It will be pitiful. There ll have to be a reason." "For his turning round?" the young man nursed the vision. " More or less I see what you mean. But except for a ply will that so much matter ? His rea son will concern himself. What will concern us will be his funk and his helplessness, his having to stand there in the blaze, with nothing and nobody to put it out. We shall see him, shrieking for a bucket of water, wither up in the central flame." Her look had turned sombre. " It makes one cruel. That is it makes you. I mean our trade does." " I dare say I see too much. But I m willing to chuck it." " Well," she presently replied, " I m not willing to, but it seems pretty well on the cards that I shall have to. / don t see too much. I don t see enough. So, for all the good it does me ! " She had pushed back her chair and was looking round for her umbrella. " Why, what s the matter? " Howard Bight too blankly inquired. She met his eyes while she pulled on her rusty old gloves. " Well, I ll tell you another time." He kept his place, still lounging, contented where she had again become restless. " Don t you call it see ing enough to see to have had so luridly revealed to you the doom of Beadel-MufYet ? " " Oh, he s not my business, he s yours. You re his man, or one of his men he ll come back to you. Be sides, he s a special case, and, as I say, I m too sorry for him." 326 THE PAPERS "That s a proof then of what you do see." Her silence for a moment admitted it, though evi dently she was making, for herself, a distinction, which she didn t express. " I don t then see what I want, what I require. And he" she added, " if he does have some reason, will have to have an awfully strong one. To be strong enough it will have to be awful." " You mean he ll have done something? " Yes, that may remain undiscovered if he can only drop out of the papers, sit for a while in darkness. You ll know what it is ; you ll not be able to help your self. But I sha n t want to, for anything." She had got up as she said it, and he sat looking at her, thanks to her odd emphasis, with an interest that, as he also rose, passed itself off as a joke. " Ah, then, you sweet sensitive thing, I promise to keep it from you." II THEY met again a few days later, and it seemed the law of their meetings that these should take place mainly within moderate eastward range of Charing Cross. An afternoon performance of a play translated from the Finnish, already several times given, on a series of Sat urdays, had held Maud for an hour in a small, hot, dusty theatre where the air hung as heavy about the great " trimmed " and plumed hats of the ladies as over the flora and fauna of a tropical forest ; at the end of which she edged out of her stall in the last row, to join a small band of unattached critics and correspondents, spectators with ulterior views and pencilled shirtcuffs, who, coming together in the lobby for an exchange of ideas, were ranging from "Awful rot " to " Rather jolly." Ideas, of this calibre, rumbled and flashed, so that, lost in the discussion, our young woman failed at first to make out that a gentleman on the other side of 327 THE BETTER SORT the group, but standing a little off, had his eyes on her for some extravagant, though apparently quite respect able, purpose. He had been waiting for her to recog nise him, and as soon as he had caught her attention he came round to her with an eager bow. She had by this time entirely placed him placed him as the smoothest and most shining subject with which, in the exercise of her profession, she had yet experimented; but her rec ognition was accompanied with a pang that his ami able address made but the sharper. She had her reason for awkwardness in the presence of a rosy, glossy, kindly, but discernibly troubled personage whom she had waited on "at home " at her own suggestion promptly welcomed and the sympathetic element in whose " personality," the Chippendale, the photograph ic, the autographic elements in whose flat in the Earl s Court Road, she had commemorated in the liveliest prose of which she was capable. She had described with humour his favourite pug, she had revealed with permission his favourite make of Kodak, she had touched upon his favourite manner of spending his Sundays and had extorted from him the shy confession that he preferred after all the novel of adventure to the novel of subtlety. Her embarrassment was there fore now the greater as, touching to behold, he so clearly had approached her with no intention of asper ity, not even at first referring at all to the matter that couldn t have been gracefully explained. She had seen him originally had had the instinct of it in making up to him as one of the happy of the earth, and the impression of him " at home," on his proving so goodnatured about the interview, had begot ten in her a sharper envy, a hungrier sense of the in vidious distinctions of fate, than any her literary con science, which she deemed rigid, had yet had to reckon with. He must have been rich, rich by such estimates as hers ; he at any rate had everything, while she had 328 THE PAPERS nothing nothing but the vulgar need of offering him to brag, on his behalf, for money, if she could get it, about his luck. She hadn t in fact got money, hadn t so much as managed to work in her stuff anywhere ; a practical comment sharp enough on her having repre sented to him with wasted pathos, she was indeed soon to perceive how " important " it was to her that people should let her get at them. This dim celebrity had not needed that argument; he had not only, with his alacrity, allowed her, as she had said, to try her hand, but had tried with her, quite feverishly, and all to the upshot of showing her that there were even greater outsiders than herself. He could have put down money, could have published, as the phrase was a bare two columns at his own expense; but it was just a part of his rather irritating luxury that he had a scruple about that, wanted intensely to taste the sweet, but didn t want to owe it to any wire-pulling. He wanted the golden apple straight from the tree, where it yet seemed so unable to grow for him by any exuber ance of its own. He had breathed to her his real secret that to be inspired, to work with effect, he had to feel he was appreciated, to have it all somehow come back to him. The artist, necessarily sensitive, lived on encouragement, on knowing and being reminded that people cared for him a little, cared even just enough to flatter him a wee bit. They had talked that over, and he had really, as he called it, quite put himself in her power. He had whispered in her ear that it might be very weak and silly, but that positively to be himself, to do anything, certainly to do his best, he required the breath of sympathy. He did love notice, let alone praise there it was. To be systematically ignored well, blighted him at the root. He was afraid she would think he had said too much, but she left him with his leave, none the less, to repeat a part of it. They had agreed that she was to bring in prettily, somehow, 329 THE BETTER SORT that he did love praise ; for just the right way he was sure he could trust to her taste. She had promised to send him the interview in proof, but she had been able, after all, to send it but in type- copy. If she, after all, had had a flat adorned as to the drawing-room alone with eighty-three photo graphs, and all in plush frames ; if she had lived in the Earl s Court Road, had been rosy and glossy and well filled out; and if she had looked withal, as she always made a point of calling it when she wished to refer without vulgarity to the right place in the social scale, " unmistakeably gentle " if she had achieved these things she would have snapped her fingers at all other sweets, have sat as tight as possible and let the world wag, have spent her Sundays in silently thanking her stars, and not have cared to know one Kodak, or even one novelist s " methods," from another. Except for his unholy itch he was in short so just the person she would have liked to be that the last consecration was given for her to his character by his speaking quite as if he had accosted her only to secure her view of the strange Finnish " soul." He had come each time there had been four Saturdays ; whereas Maud herself had had to wait till to-day, though her bread depended on it, for the roundabout charity of her publicly bad seat. It didn t matter why he had come so that he might see it somewhere printed of him that he was " a conspicuously faithful attendant " at the interesting series; it only mattered that he was letting her off so easily, and yet that there was a restless hunger, odd on the part of one of the filled-out, in his appealing eye, which she now saw not to be a bit intelligent, though that didn t matter either. Howard Bight came into view while she dealt with these impressions, whereupon she found herself edging a little away from her patron. Her other friend, who had but just arrived and was ap parently waiting to speak to her, would be a pretext for 330 THE PAPERS a break before the poor gentleman should begin to ac cuse her of having failed him. She had failed herself so much more that she would have been ready to reply to him that he was scarce the one to complain ; fortu nately, however, the bell sounded the end of the inter val and her tension was relaxed. They all flocked back to their places, and her camarade she knew enough often so to designate him was enabled, thanks to some shifting of other spectators, to occupy a seat beside her. He had brought with him the breath of business; hurrying from one appointment to another he might have time but for a single act. He had seen each of the others by itself, and the way he now crammed in the third, after having previously snatched the fourth, brought home again to the girl that he was leading the real life. Her own was a dull imitation of it. Yet it happened at the same time that before the curtain rose again he had, with a " Who s your fat friend ? " professed to have caught he. in the act of making her own brighter. " Mortimer Marshal ? " he echoed after she had, a trifle dryly, satisfied him. " Never heard of him." " Well, I sha n t tell him that. But you have" she said ; " you ve only forgotten. I told you after I had been to him." Her friend thought it came back to him. " Oh yes, and showed me what you had made of it. I re member your stuff was charming." " I see you remember nothing," Maud a little more dryly said. " I didn t show you what I had made of it. I ve never made anything. You ve not seen my stuff, and nobody has. They won t have it." She spoke with a smothered vibration, but, as they were still waiting, it had made him look at her; by which she was slightly the more disconcerted. " Who won t?" " Everyone, everything won t. Nobody, nothing THE BETTER SORT will. He s hopeless^ or rather / am. I m no good. And he knows it." "O oh ! " the young man kindly but vaguely pro tested. " Has he been making that remark to you ? " " No that s the worst of it. He s too dreadfully civil. He thinks I can do something." " Then why do you say he knows you can t." She was impatient; she gave it up. " Well, I don t know what he knows except that he does want to be loved." " Do you mean he has proposed to you to love him ? " " Loved by the great heart of the public speaking through its natural organ. He wants to be well, where Beadel-MufTet is." "Oh, I hope not ! " said Bight with grim amuse ment. His friend was struck with his tone. " Do you mean it s coming on for Beadel-MufTet what we talked about ? " And then as he looked at her so queerly that her curiosity took a jump : " It really and truly is? Has anything happened ? " " The rummest thing in the world since I last saw you. We re wonderful, you know, you and I together we see. And what we see always takes place, usually within the week. It wouldn t be believed. But it will do for us. At any rate it s high sport." " Do you mean," she asked, " that his scare has liter ally begun? " He meant, clearly, quite as much as he said. " He has written to me again he wants to see me, and we ve an appointment for Monday." " Then why isn t it the old game? " " Because it isn t. He wants to gather from me, as I have served him before, if something can t be done. On a souvent besoin d un plus petit que soi. Keep quiet, and we shall see something." This was very well ; only his manner visibly had for 332 THE PAPERS her the effect of a chill in the air. " I hope," she said, " you re going at least to be decent to him." "Well, you ll judge. Nothing at all can be done it s too ridiculously late. And it serves him right. I sha n t deceive him, certainly, but I might as well en joy him." The fiddles were still going, and Maud had a pause. "Well, you know you ve more or less lived on him. I mean it s the kind of thing you are living on." " Precisely that s just why I loathe it." Again she hesitated. " You mustn t quarrel, you know, with your bread and butter." He looked straight before him, as if she had been consciously, and the least bit disagreeably, sententious. "What in the world s that but what I shall just be not doing? If our bread and butter is the universal push I consult our interest by not letting it trifle with us. They re not to blow hot and cold it won t do. There he is let him get out himself. What I call sport is to see if he can." "And not poor wretch to help him ? " But Bight was ominously lucid. " The devil is that he can t be helped. His one idea of help, from the day he opened his eyes, has been to be prominently damn the word ! mentioned : it s the only kind of help that exists in connection with him. What therefore is a fellow to do when he happens to want it to stop wants a special sort of prominence that will work like a trap in a pantomime and enable him to vanish when the situa tion requires it ? Is one to mention that he wants not to be mentioned never, never, please, any more ? Do you see the success of that, all over the place, do you see the headlines in the American papers? No, he must die as he has lived the Principal Public Person of his time." "Well," she sighed, " it s all horrible." And then without a transition : "What do you suppose has hap pened to him?*" 333 THE BETTER SORT " The dreadfulness I wasn t to tell you ? " " I only mean if you suppose him in a really bad hole." The young man considered. " It can t certainly be that he has had a change of heart never. It may be nothing worse than that the woman he wants to marry has turned against it." " But I supposed him with his children all so boomed to be married." " Naturally ; else he couldn t have got such a boom from the poor lady s illness, death and burial. Don t you remember two years ago? We are given to un- stand that Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., par ticularly desires that no flowers be sent for the late Hon. Lady Beadel-Muffet s funeral. And then, the next day : We are authorised to state that the im pression, so generally prevailing, that Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet has expressed an objection to flowers in connection with the late Hon. Lady Beadel-Muffet s obsequies, rests on a misapprehension of Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet s markedly individual views. The floral tributes already delivered in Queen s Gate Gardens, and remarkable for number and variety, have been the source of such gratification to the bereaved gentleman as his situation permits. With a wind-up of course for the following week the inevitable few heads of re mark, on the part of the bereaved gentleman, on the general subject of Flowers at Funerals as a Fashion, vouchsafed, under pressure possibly indiscreet, to a ris ing young journalist always thirsting for the authentic word." " I guess now," said Maud, after an instant, " the rising young journalist. You egged him on." " Dear, no. I panted in his rear." " It makes you," she added, " more than cynical." " And what do you call more than cynical? " " It makes you sardonic. Wicked," she continued; " devilish." 334 THE PAPERS " That s it that is cynical. Enough s as good as a feast." But he came back to the ground they had quitted. "What were you going to say he s prominent for, Mortimer Marshal ? " She wouldn t, however, follow him there yet, her curiosity on the other issue not being spent. " Do you know then as a fact, that he s marrying again, the be reaved gentleman?" Her friend, at this, showed impatience. " My dear fellow, do you see nothing ? We had it all, didn t we, three months ago, and then we didn t have it, and then we had it again; and goodness knows where we are. But I throw out the possibility. I forget her bloated name, but she may be rich, and she may be decent. She may make it a condition that he keeps out out, I mean, of the only things he has really ever been in. 1 The Papers?" " The dreadful, nasty, vulgar Papers. She may put it to him I see it dimly and queerly, but I see it that he must get out first, and then they ll talk; then she ll say yes, then he ll have the money. I see it and much more sharply that he wants the money, needs it I mean, badly, desperately, so that this necessity may very well make the hole in which he finds himself. Therefore he must do something what he s trying to do. It supplies the motive that our picture, the other day, rather missed." Maud Blandy took this in, but it seemed to fail to satisfy her. " It must be something worse. You make it out that, so that your practical want of mercy, which you ll not be able to conceal from me, shall affect me as less inhuman." " I don t make it out anything, and I don t care what it is ; the queerness, the grand irony of the case is it self enough for me. You, on your side, however, I think, make it out what you call something worse, be cause of the romantic bias of your mind. You see 335 THE BETTER SORT red. Yet isn t it, after all, sufficiently lurid that he shall lose his blooming bride?" "You re sure," Maud appealed, "that he ll lose her?" " Poetic justice screams for it ; and my whole inter est in the matter is staked on it." But the girl continued to brood. " I thought you contend that nobody s half decent. Where do you find a woman to make such a condition ? " " Not easily, I admit." The young man thought. " It will be his luck to have found her. That s his tragedy, say, that she can financially save him, but that she happens to be just the one freak, the creature whose stomach has turned. The spark I mean of decency has got, after all, somehow to be kept alive ; and it may be lodged in this particular female form." " I see. But why should a female form that s so particular confess to an affinity with a male form that s so fearfully general? As he s all self-advertisement, why isn t it much more natural to her simply to loathe him?" " Well, because, oddly enough, it seems that people don t." " You do," Maud declared. " You ll kill him." He just turned a flushed cheek to her, and she saw that she had touched something that lived in him. "We can," he consciously smiled, " deal death. And the beauty is that it s in a perfectly straight way. We can lead them on. But have you ever seen Beadel- Muffet for yourself? " he continued. " No. How often, please, need I tell you that I ve seen nobody and nothing? " "Well, if you had you d understand." "You mean he s so fetching?" " Oh, he s great. He s not all self-advertisement or at least he doesn t seem to be : that s his pull. But I see, you female humbug," Bight pursued, " how much you d like him yourself." 336 THE PAPERS " I want, while I m about it, to pity him in sufficient quantity." " Precisely. Which means, for a woman, with ex travagance and to the point of immorality." " I ain t a woman," Maud Blandy sighed. " I wish I were ! " " Well, about the pity," he went on; " you shall be immoral, I promise you, before you ve done. Doesn t Mortimer Marshal," he asked, " take you for a wo man?" " You ll have to ask him. How," she demanded, " does one know those things? " And she stuck to her Beadel-Muffet. " If you re to see him on Monday sha n t you then get to the bottom of it? " "Oh, I don t conceal from you that I promise myself larks, but I won t tell you, positively I won t," Bight said, " what I see. You re morbid. If it s only bad enough I mean his motive you ll want to save him." " Well, isn t that what you re to profess to him that you want ? " " Ah," the young man returned. " I believe you d really invent a way." " I would if I could." And with that she dropped it. " There s my fat friend," she presently added, as the entr acte still hung heavy and Mortimer Marshal, from a row much in advance of them, screwed himself round in his tight place apparently to keep her in his eye. " He does then," said her companion, " take you for a woman. I seem to guess he s littery. " That s it ; so badly that he wrote that littery ply Corisanda, you must remember, with Beatrice Beau mont in the principal part, which was given at three matinees in this very place and which hadn t even the luck of being slated. Every creature connected with the production, from the man himself and Beatrice her- self down to the mothers and grandmothers of the six- 337 THE BETTER SORT penny young women, the young women of the pro grammes, was interviewed both before and after, and he promptly published the piece, pleading guilty to the * littery charge which is the great stand he takes and the subject of the discussion." Bight had wonderingly followed. " Of what discus sion?" " Why, the one he thinks there ought to have been. There hasn t been any, of course, but he wants it, dread fully misses it. People won t keep it up whatever they did do, though I don t myself make out that they did anything. His state of mind requires something to start with, which has got somehow to be provided. There must have been a noise made, don t you see? to make him prominent ; and in order to remain prominent he has got to go for his enemies. The hostility to his ply, and all because it s littery, we can do nothing without that ; but it s uphill w r ork to come across it. We sit up nights trying, but we seem to get no for arder. The public attention would seem to abhor the whole matter even as nature abhors a vacuum. We ve noth ing to go upon, otherwise we might go far. But there we are." " I see," Bight commented. " You re nowhere at all." * No ; it isn t even that, for we re just where Cori- sanda, on the stage and in the closet, put us at a stroke. Only there we stick fast nothing seems to happen, nothing seems to come or to be capable of being made to come. We wait." " Oh, if he waits with you! " Bight amicably jibed. " He may wait for ever? " " No, but resignedly. You ll make him forget his wrongs." " Ah, I m not of that sort, and I could only do it by making him come into his rights. And I recognise now that that s impossible. There are different cases, 338 THE PAPERS you see, whole different classes of them, and his is the opposite to Beadel-Muffet s." Howard Bight gave a grunt. " Why the opposite if you also pity him? I ll be hanged," he added, " if you won t save him too." But she shook her head. She knew. " No ; but it s nearly, in its way, as lurid. Do you know," she asked, what he has done? " " Why, the difficulty appears to be that he can t have done anything. He should strike once more hard, and in the same place. He should bring out another ply." Why so? You can t be more than prominent, and he is prominent. You can t do more than subscribe, in your prominence, to thirty-seven press cutting agencies in England and America, and, having done so, you can t do more than sit at home with your ear on the postman s knock, looking out for results. There comes in the tragedy there are no results. Mortimer Mar shal s postman doesn t knock ; the press-cutting agencies can t find anything to cut. With thirty-seven, in the whole English-speaking world, scouring millions of papers for him in vain, and with a big slice of his pri vate income all the while going to it, the * irony is too cruel, and the way he looks at one, as in one s degree responsible, does make one wince. He expected, nat urally, most from the Americans, but it s they who have failed him worst. Their silence is that of the tomb, and it seems to grow, if the silence of the tomb can grow. He won t admit that the thirty-seven look far enough or long enough, and he writes them, I infer, angry letters, wanting to know what the deuce they suppose he has paid them for. But what are they either, poor things, to do ? " " Do? They can print his angry letters. That, at least, will break the silence, and he ll like it better than nothing." 339 THE BETTER SORT This appeared to strike our young woman. " Upon my word, I really believe he would." Then she thought better of it. " But they d be afraid, for they do guar antee, you know, that there s something for everyone. They claim it s their strength that there s enough to go round. They won t want to show that they break down." " Oh, well," said the young man, " if he can t man age to smash a pane of glass somewhere ! " " That s what he thought / would do. And it s what / thought I might," Maud added ; " otherwise I wouldn t have approached him. I did it on spec, but I m no use. I m a fatal influence. I m a non-con ductor." She said it with such plain sincerity that it quickly took her companion s attention. " I say! " he covertly murmured. " Have you a secret sorrow ? " Of course I ve a secret sorrow." And she stared at it, stiff and a little sombre, not wanting it to be too freely handled, while the curtain at last rose to the lighted stage. Ill SHE was later on more open about it, sundry other things, not wholly alien, having meanwhile happened. One of these had been that her friend had waited with her to the end of the Finnish performance and that it had then, in the lobby, as they went out, not been pos sible for her not to make him acquainted with Mr. Mor timer Marshal. This gentleman had clearly waylaid her and had also clearly divined that her companion was of the Papers papery all through; which doubt less had something to do with his having handsomely proposed to them to accompany him somewhere to tea. They hadn t seen why they shouldn t, it being an ad venture, all in their line, like another ; and he had car ried them, in a four-wheeler, to a small and refined 340 THE PAPERS club in a region which was as the fringe of the Picca dilly region, where even their own presence scarce availed to contradict the implication of the exclusive. The whole occasion, they were further to feel, was es sentially a tribute to their professional connection, espe cially that side of it which flushed and quavered, which panted and pined in their host s personal nervousness. Maud Blandy now saw it vain to contend with his de lusion that she, underfed and imprinted, who had never been so conscious as during these bribed moments of her non-conducting quality, was papery to any purpose a delusion that exceeded, by her measure, every other form of pathos. The decoration of the tea-room was a pale, aesthetic green, the liquid in the delicate cups a copious potent amber; the bread and butter was thin and golden, the muffins a revelation to her that she was barbarously hungry. There were ladies at other tables with other gentlemen ladies with long feather boas and hats not of the sailor pattern, and gentlemen whose straight collars were doubled up much higher than Howard Bight s and their hair parted far more at the side. The talk was so low, with pauses somehow so not of embarrassment that it could only have been earnest, and the air, an air of privilege and privacy to our young woman s sense, seemed charged with fine things taken for granted. If it hadn t been for Bight s company she would have grown almost frightened, so much seemed to be offered her for something she couldn t do. That word of Bight s about smashing a window-pane had lingered with her ; it had made her afterwards wonder, while they sat in their stalls, if there weren t some brittle surface in range of her own elbow. She had to fall back on the consciousness of how her elbow, in spite of her type, lacked practical point, and that w r as just why the terms in which she saw her services now, as she believed, bid for, had the effect of scaring her. They came out most, for that matter, THE BETTER SORT in Mr. Mortimer Marshal s dumbly-insistent eyes, which seemed to be perpetually saying : " You know what I mean when I m too refined like everything here, don t you see ? to say it out. You know there ought to be something about me somewhere, and that really, with the opportunities, the facilities you enjoy, it wouldn t be so much out of your way just to well, reward this little attention." The fact that he was probably every day, in just the same anxious flurry and with just the same superlative delicacy, paying little attentions with an eye to little re wards, this fact by itself but scantily eased her, con vinced as she was that no luck but her own was as hope less as his. He squared the clever young wherever he could get at them, but it was the clever young, taking them generally, who fed from his hand and then forgot him. She didn t forget him ; she pitied him too much, pitied herself, and was more and more, as she found, now pitying everyone; only she didn t know how to say to him that she could do, after all, nothing for him. She oughtn t to have come, in the first place, and wouldn t if it hadn t been for her companion. Her companion was increasingly sardonic which was the way in which, at best, she now increasingly saw him; he was shameless in acceptance, since, as she knew, as she felt at his side, he had come only, at bottom, to mis lead and to mystify. He was, as she wasn t, on the Papers and of them, and their baffled entertainer knew it without either a hint on the subject from herself or a need, on the young man s own lips, of the least vulgar allusion. Nothing was so much as named, the whole connection was sunk; they talked about clubs, muf fins, afternoon performances, the effect of the Finnish soul upon the appetite, quite as if they had met in society. Nothing could have been less like society she innocently supposed at least than the real spirit of their meeting; yet Bight did nothing that 342 THE PAPERS he might do to keep the affair within bounds. When looked at by their friend so hard and so hintingly, he only looked back, just as dumbly, but just as intensely and, as might be said, portentously; ever so impenetrably, in fine, and ever so wickedly. He didn t smile as if to cheer the least little bit ; which he might be abstaining from on purpose to make his promises solemn : so, as he tried to smile she couldn t, it was all too dreadful she wouldn t meet her friend s eyes, but kept looking, heartlessly, at the " notes " of the place, the hats of the ladies, the tints of the rugs, the intenser Chippendale, here and there, of the chairs and tables, of the very guests, of the very waitresses. It had come to her early : " I ve done him, poor man, at home, and the obvious thing now will be to do him at his club." But this inspiration plumped against her fate even as an imprisoned insect against the win dow-glass. She couldn t do him at his club without decently asking leave ; whereby he would know of her feeble feeler, feeble because she was so sure of refusals. She would rather tell him, desperately, what she thought of him than expose him to see again that she was herself nowhere, herself nothing. Her one com fort was that, for the half-hour it had made the sit uation quite possible he seemed fairly hypnotised by her colleague ; so that when they took leave. he,as good as thanked her for what she had this time done for him. It was one of the signs of his infatuated state that he clearly viewed Bight as a mass of helpful cleverness, though the cruel creature, uttering scarce a sound, had only fixed him in a manner that might have been taken for the fascination of deference. He might perfectly have been an idiot for all the poor gentleman knew. But the poor gentleman saw a possible " leg up " in every bush; and nothing but impertinence would have convinced him that she hadn t brought him, com- punctiously as to the past, a master of the proper art. 343 THE BETTER SORT Now, more than ever, how he would listen for the postman ! The whole occasion had broken so, for busy Bight, into matters to be attended to before Fleet Street warmed to its work, that the pair were obliged, outside, to part company on the spot, and it was only on the morrow, a Saturday, that they could taste again of that comparison of notes which made for each the main savour, albeit slightly acrid, of their current conscious ness. The air was full, as from afar, of the grand in difference of spring, of which the breath could be felt so much before the face could be seen, and they had bicycled side by side out to Richmond Park as with the impulse to meet it on its way. They kept a Saturday, when possible, sacred to the Suburbs as distinguished from the Papers when possible being largely when Maud could achieve the use of the somewhat fatigued family machine. Many sisters contended for it, under whose flushed pressure it might have been seen spin ning in many different directions. Superficially, at Richmond, our young couple rested found a quiet cor ner to lounge deep in the Park, with their machines propped by one side of a great tree and their associated backs sustained by another. But agitation, finer than the finest scorching, was in the air for them; it was made sharp, rather abruptly, by a vivid outbreak from Maud. It was very well, she observed, for her friend to be clever at the expense of the general " greed "; he saw it in the light of his own jolly luck, and what she saw, as it happened, was nothing but the gen eral art of letting you starve, yourself, in your hole. At the end of five minutes her companion had turned quite pale with having to face the large extent of her confession. It was a confession for the reason that in the first place it evidently cost her an effort that pride had again and again successfully pre vented, and because in the second she had thus the 344 THE PAPERS air of having lived overmuch on swagger. She could scarce have said at this moment what, for a good while, she had really lived on, and she didn t let him know now to complain either of her privation or of her disappointments. She did it to show why she couldn t go with him when he was so awfully sweep ing. There were at any rate apparently, all over, two wholly different sets of people. If everyone rose to his bait no creature had ever risen to hers ; and that was the grim truth of her position, which proved at the least that there were two quite different kinds of luck. They told two different stories of human vanity ; they couldn t be reconciled. And the poor girl put it in a nutshell. " There s but one person I ve ever written to who has so much as noticed my letter." He wondered, painfully affected it rather over whelmed him; he took hold of it at the easiest point. " One person ? " " The misguided man we had tea with. He alone he rose." " Well then, you see that when they do rise they are misguided. In other words they re donkeys." " What I see is that I don t strike the right ones and that I haven t therefore your ferocity; that is my feroc ity, if I have any, rests on a different ground. You ll say that I go for the wrong people; but I don t, God knows witness Mortimer Marshal fly too high. I picked him out, after prayer and fasting, as just the likeliest of the likely not anybody a bit grand and yet not quite a nobody ; and by an extraordinary chance I was justified. Then I pick out others who seem just as good, I pray and fast, and no sound comes back. But I work through my ferocity too," she stiffly continued, " though at first it was great, feeling as I did that when my bread and butter was in it people had no right not to oblige me. It was their duty what they were prom inent for to be interviewed, so as to keep me going; 345 THE BETTER SORT and I did as much for them any day as they would be doing for me." Bight heard her, but for a moment said nothing. " Did you tell them that ? I mean say to them it was your little all." " Not vulgarly I know how. There are ways of saying it s important ; and I hint it just enough to see that the importance fetches them no more than any thing else. It isn t important to them. And I, in their place," Maud went on, " wouldn t answer either; I ll be hanged if ever I would. That s what it comes to, that there are two distinct lots, and that my luck, being born so, is always to try the snubbers. You were born to know by instinct the others. But it makes me more tolerant." " More tolerant of what? " her friend asked. " Well, of what you described to me. Of what you rail at." " Thank you for me!" Bight laughed. " Why not? Don t you live on it? " " Not in such luxury you surely must see for your self as the distinction you make seems to imply. It isn t luxury to be nine-tenths of the time sick of every thing. People moreover are worth to me but tup pence apiece; there are too many, confound them so many that I don t see really how any can be left over for your superior lot. It is a chance," he pursued " I ve had refusals too though I confess they ve some times been of the funniest. Besides, I m getting out of it," the young man wound up. "God knows I want to. My advice to you," he added in the same breath, " is to sit tight. There are as good fish in the sea ! " She waited a moment. " You re sick of everything and you re getting out of it; it s not good enough for you, in other words, but it s still good enough for me. Why am I to sit tight when you sit so loose ? " " Because what you want will come can t help com- 346 THE PAPERS ing. Then, in time, you ll also get out of it. But then you ll have had it, as I have, and the good of it." " But what, really, if it breeds nothing but disgust," she asked, " do you call the good of it ? " " Well, two things. First the bread and butter, and then the fun. I repeat it sit tight." "Where s the fun," she asked again, " of learning to despise people? " "You ll see when it comes. It will all be upon you, it will change for you any day. Sit tight, sit tight." He expressed such confidence that she might for a minute have been weighing it. " If you get out of it, what will you do ? " " Well, imaginative work. This job has made me at least see. It has given me the loveliest tips." She had still another pause. " It has given me my experience has a lovely tip too." " And what s that? " " I ve told you before the tip of pity. I m so much sorrier for them all panting and gasping for it like fish out of water than I am anything else." He wondered. " But I thought that was what just isn t your experience." "Oh, I mean then," she said impatiently, " that my tip is from yours. It s only a different tip. I want to save them." "Well," the young man replied, and as if the idea had had a meaning for him, " saving them may perhaps work out as a branch. The question is can you be paid for it?" " Beadel-Muffet would pay me," Maud suddenly suggested. " Why, that s just what I m expecting," her com panion laughed, " that he will, after to-morrow di rectly or indirectly do me." " Will you take it from him then only to get him in 347 THE BETTER SORT deeper, as that s what you perfectly know you ll do? You won t save him; you ll lose him." " What then would you, in the case," Bight asked, " do for your money ? " Well, the girl thought. " I d get him to see me I should have first, I recognise, to catch my hare and then I d work up my stuff. Which would be boldly, quite by a master-stroke, a statement of his fix of the fix, I mean, of his wanting, his supplicating to be dropped. I d give out that it would really oblige. Then I d send my copy about, and the rest of the matter would take care of itself. I don t say you could do it that way you d have a different effect. But I should be able to trust the thing, being mine, not to be looked at, or, if looked at, chucked straight into the basket. I should so have, to that extent, handled the matter, and I should so, by merely touching it, have broken the spell. That s my one line I stop things off by touch ing them. There d never be a word about him more." Her friend, with his legs out and his hands locked at the back of his neck, had listened with indulgence. " Then hadn t I better arrange it for you that Beadel- Muffet shall see you? " " Oh, not after you ve damned him ! " You want to see him first? " " It will be the only way to be of any use to him. You ought to wire him in fact not to open his mouth till he has seen me." " Well, I will," said Bight at last. " But, you know, we shall lose something very handsome his struggle, all in vain, with his fate. Noble sport, the sight of it all." He turned a little, to rest on his elbow, and, cycling suburban young man as he was, he might have been, outstretched under his tree, melancholy Jacques looking off into a forest glade, even as sailor-hatted Maud, in for elegance a new cotton blouse and a long-limbed angular attitude, might have prosefully 348 THE PAPERS suggested the mannish Rosalind. He raised his face in appeal to her. " Do you really ask me to sacrifice it?" " Rather than sacrifice him? Of course I do." He said for a while nothing more; only, propped on his elbow, lost himself again in the Park. After which he turned back to her. "Will you have me? " he sud denly asked. " Have you ?" " Be my bonny bride. For better, for worse. I hadn t, upon my honour," he explained with obvious sincerity, " understood you were so down." " Well, it isn t so bad as that," said Maud Blandy. " So bad as taking up with me? " " It isn t as bad as having let you know when I didn t want you to." He sank back again with his head dropped, putting himself more at his ease. " You re too proud that s what s the matter with you. And I m too stupid." " No, you re not," said Maud grimly. " Not stupid." " Only cruel, cunning, treacherous, cold-blooded, vile?" He drawled the words out softly, as if they sounded fair. " And I m not stupid either," Maud Blandy went on. " We just, poor creatures well, we just know." " Of course we do. So why do you want us to drug ourselves with rot? to go on as if we didn t know? " She made no answer for a moment ; then she said : " There s good to be known too." " Of course, again. There are all sorts of things, and some much better than others. That s why," the young man added, " I just put that question to you." "Oh no, it isn t. You put it to me because you think I feel I m no good." " How so, since I keep assuring you that you ve only to wait ? How so, since I keep assuring you that if you 349 THE BETTER SORT do wait it will all come with a rush? But say I am sorry for you," Bight lucidly pursued ; " how does that prove either that my motive is base or that I do you a wrong? " The girl waived this question, but she presently tried another. " Is it your idea that we should live on all the people ? " " The people we catch ? Yes, old man, till we can do better." " My conviction is," she soon returned, " that if I were to marry you I should dish you. I should spoil the business. It would fall off ; and, as I can do noth ing myself, then where should we be ? " "Well," said Bight, " we mightn t be quite so high up in the scale of the morbid." " It s you that are morbid," she answered. " You ve, in your way like everyone else, for that matter, all over the place sport on the brain." "Well," he demanded, "what is sport but success? What is success but sport? " " Bring that out somewhere. If it be true," she said, " I m glad I m a failure." After which, for a longish space, they sat together in silence, a silence finally broken by a word from the young man. " But about Mortimer Marshal how do you propose to save him? " It was a change of subject that might, by its so easy introduction of matter irrelevant, have seemed intended to dissipate whatever was left of his proposal of mar riage. That proposal, however, had been somehow both too much in the tone of familiarity to linger and too little in that of vulgarity to drop. It had had no form, but the mild air kept perhaps thereby the better the taste of it. This was sensibly moreover in what the girl found to reply. " I think, you know, that he d be no such bad friend. I mean that, with his appetite, there would be something to be done. He doesn t half hate me." 350 THE PAPERS "Ah, my dear," her friend ejaculated, " don t, for God s sake, be low." But she kept it up. " He clings to me. You saw. It s hideous, the way he s able to * do himself." Bight lay quiet, then spoke as with a recall of the Chippendale Club. " Yes, I couldn t do you as he could. But if you don t bring it off ? " "Why, then, does he cling? Oh, because, all the same, I m potentially the Papers still. I m at any rate the nearest he has got to them. And then I m other things." " I see." " I m so awfully attractive," said Maud Blandy. She got up with this and, shaking out her frock, looked at her resting bicycle, looked at the distances possibly still to be gained. Her companion paused, but at last also rose, and by that time she was awaiting him, a little gaunt and still not quite cool, as an illustration of her last remark. He stood there watching her, and she followed this remark up. " I do, you know, really pity him." It had almost a feminine fineness, and their eyes con tinued to meet. "Oh, you ll work it ! " And the young man went to his machine. IV IT was not till five days later that they again came to gether, and during these days many things had hap pened. Maud Blandy had, with high elation, for her own portion, a sharp sense of this ; if it had at the time done nothing more intimate for her the Sunday of bit terness just spent with Howard Bight had started, all abruptly, a turn of the tide of her luck. This turn had not. in the least been in the young man s having spoken to her of marriage since she hadn t even, up to the late hour of their parting, so much as answered him 351 THE BETTER SORT straight : she dated the sense of difference much rather from the throb of a happy thought that had come to her while she cycled home to Kilburnia in the darkness. The throb had made her for the few minutes, tired as she was, put on speed, and it had been the cause of still further proceedings for her the first thing the next morning. The active step that was the essence of these proceedings had almost got itself taken before she went to bed ; which indeed was what had happened to the extent of her writing, on the spot, a meditated letter. She sat down to it by the light of the guttering candle that awaited her on the dining-room table and in the stale air of family food that only had been a residuum so at the mercy of mere ventilation that she didn t so much as peep into a cupboard ; after which she had been on the point of nipping over, as she would have said, to drop it into that opposite pillar-box whose vivid maw, opening out through thick London nights, had received so many of her fruitless little ventures. But she had checked herself and waited, waited to be sure, with the morning, that her fancy wouldn t fade ; posting her note in the end, however, with a confident jerk, as soon as she was up. She had, later on, had business, or at least had sought it, among the haunts that she had taught herself to regard as professional; but neither on the Monday nor on either of the days that directly followed had she encountered there the friend whom it would take a difference in more matters than could as yet be dealt with to enable her to regard, with proper assurance or with proper modesty, as a lover. Whatever he was, none the less, it couldn t otherwise have come to her that it was possible to feel lonely in the Strand. That showed, after all, how thick they must constantly have been which was perhaps a thing to begin to think of in a new, in a steadier light. But it showed doubtless still more that her companion was probably up to something rather 352 THE PAPERS awful ; it made her wonder, holding her breath a little, about Beadel-Muffet, made her certain that he and his affairs would partly account for Bight s whirl of ab sence. Ever conscious of empty pockets, she had yet always a penny, or at least a ha penny, for a paper, and those she now scanned, she quickly assured herself, were edited quite as usual. Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., had returned on Monday from Undertone, where Lord and Lady Wispers had, from the previous Friday, entertained a very select party; Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., was to attend on Tuesday the weekly meeting of the society of the Friends of Rest ; Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., had kindly consented to preside on Wednesday, at Samaritan House, at the opening of the Sale of Work of the Mid dlesex Incurables. These familiar announcements, however, far from appeasing her curiosity, had an ef fect upon her nerves ; she read into them mystic mean ings that she had never read before. Her freedom of mind in this direction was indeed at the same time lim ited, for her own horizon was already, by the Monday night, bristling with new possibilities, and the Tuesday itself well, what had the Tuesday itself become, with this eruption, from within, of interest amounting really to a revelation, what had the Tuesday itself become but the greatest day yet of her life? Such a description of it would have appeared to apply predominantly to the morning had she not, under the influence, precisely, of the morning s thrill, gone, towards evening, with her design, into the Charing Cross Station. There, at the bookstall, she bought them all, every rag that was hawked; and there, as she unfolded one at a venture, in the crowd and under the lamps, she felt her con sciousness further, felt it for the moment quite im pressively, enriched. " Personal Peeps Number Ninety-Three : a Chat with the New Dramatist " need- 353 THE BETTER SORT ed neither the " H. B." as a terminal signature nor a text spangled, to the exclusion of almost everything else, with Mortimer Marshals that looked as tall as if lettered on posters, to help to account for her young man s use of his time. And yet, as she soon made out, it had been used with an economy that caused her both to wonder and to wince ; the " peep " commemorated being none other than their tea with the artless creature the previous Saturday, and the meagre incidents and pale impressions of that occasion furnishing forth the picture. Bight had solicited no new interview ; he hadn t been such a fool for she saw, soon enough, with all her in telligence, that this was what he would have been, and that a repetition of contact would have dished him. What he had done, she found herself perceiving and perceiving with an emotion that caused her face to glow was journalism of the intensest essence; a column concocted of nothing, an omelette made, as it were, without even the breakage of the egg or two that might have been expected to be the price. The poor gentle man s whereabouts at five o clock was the only egg broken, and this light and delicate crash was the sound in the world that would be sweetest to him. What stuff it had to be, since the writer really knew nothing about him, yet how its being just such stuff made it perfectly serve its purpose! She might have marvelled afresh, with more leisure, at such purposes, but she was lost in the wonder of seeing how, without matter, without thought, without an excuse, without a fact and yet at the same time sufficiently without a fiction, he had managed to be as resonant as if he had beaten a drum on the platform of a booth. And he had not been too personal, not made anything awkward for her, had given nothing and nobody away, had tossed the Chip pendale Club into the air with such a turn that it had fluttered down again, like a blown feather, miles from 354 THE PAPERS its site. The thirty-seven agencies would already be posting to their subscriber thirty-seven copies, and their subscriber, on his side, would be posting, to his ac quaintance, many times thirty-seven, and thus at least getting something for his money; but this didn t tell her why her friend had taken the trouble if it had been a trouble; why at all events he had taken the time, pressed as he apparently was for that commodity. These things she was indeed presently to learn, but they were meanwhile part of a suspense composed of more elements than any she had yet tasted. And the suspense was prolonged, though other affairs too, that were not part of it, almost equally crowded upon her; the week having almost waned when relief arrived in the form of a cryptic post-card. The post-card bore the H. B., like the precious " Peep," which had already had a won drous sequel, and it appointed, for the tea-hour, a place of meeting familiar to Maud, with the simple addition of the significant word " Larks ! " When the time he had indicated came she waited for him, at their small table, swabbed like the deck of a steam-packet, nose to nose with a mustard-pot and a price-list, in the consciousness of perhaps after all hav ing as much to tell him as to hear from him. It ap peared indeed at first that this might well be the case, for the questions that came up between them when he had taken his place were overwhelmingly those he him self insisted on putting. " What has he done, what has he, and what will he?" that inquiry, not loud but deep, had met him as he sat down ; without however produc ing the least recognition. Then she as soon felt that his silence and his manner were enough for her, or that, if they hadn t been, his wonderful look, the straightest she had ever had from him, would instantly have made them so. He looked at her hard, hard, as if he had meant " I say, mind your eyes ! " and it amounted really to a glimpse, rather fearful, of the subject. It was 355 THE BETTER SORT no joke, the subject, clearly, and her friend had fairly gained age, as he had certainly lost weight, in his recent dealings with it. It struck her even, with everything else, that this was positively the way she would have liked him to show if their union had taken the form they hadn t reached the point of discussing; wearily coming back to her from the thick of things, wanting to put on his slippers and have his tea, all prepared by her and in their place, and beautifully to be trusted to regale her in his turn. He was excited, disavowedly, and it took more disavowal still after she had opened her budget which she did, in truth, by saying to him as her first alternative : " What did you do him for, poor Mor timer Marshal? It isn t that he s not in the seventh heaven !" "He is in the seventh heaven !" Bight quickly broke in. " He doesn t want my blood ? " " Did you do him," she asked, " that he should want it? It s splendid how you could simply on that show." "That show? Why," said Howard Bight, "that show was an immensity. That show was volumes, stacks, abysses." He said it in such a tone that she was a little at a loss. " Oh, you don t want abysses." " Not much, to knock off such twaddle. There isn t a breath in it of what I saw. What I saw is my own affair. I ve got the abysses for myself. They re in my head it s always something. But the monster," he demanded, " has written you? " " How couldn t he that night? I got it the next morning, telling me how much he wanted to thank me and asking me where he might see me. So I went," said Maud, " to see him." " At his own place again? " " At his own place again. What do I yearn for but to be received at people s own places? " 356 THE PAPERS " Yes, for the stuff. But when you ve had as you had had from him the stuff? " * Well, sometimes, you see, I get more. He gives me all I can take." It was in her head to ask if by chance Bight were jealous, but she gave it another turn. "We had a big palaver, partly about you. He appre ciates." "Me?" " Me first of all, I think. All the more that I ve had fancy ! a proof of my stuff, the despised and re jected, as originally concocted, and that he has now seen it. I tried it on again with Brains, the night of your thing sent it off with your thing enclosed as a rouser. They took it, by return, like a shot you ll see on Wednesday. And if the dear man lives till then, for impatience, I m to lunch with him that day." " I see," said Bight. "Well, that was what I did it for. It shows how right I was." They faced each other, across their thick crockery, with eyes that said more than their words, and that, above all, said, and asked, other things. So she went on in a moment : " I don t know what he doesn t ex pect. And he thinks I can keep it up." " Lunch with him every Wednesday ? " " Oh, he d give me my lunch, and more. It was last Sunday that you were right about my sitting close," she pursued. " I d have been a pretty fool to jump. Suddenly, I see, the music begins. I m awfully obliged to you." " You feel," he presently asked, " quite differently so differently that I ve missed my chance ? I don t care for that serpent, but there s something else that you don t tell me." The young man, detached and a little spent, with his shoulder against the wall and a hand vaguely playing over the knives, forks and spoons, dropped his succession of sentences without an apparent direction. " Something else has come up, and you re 357 THE BETTER SORT as pleased as Punch. Or, rather, you re not quite en tirely so, because you can t goad me to fury. You can t worry me as much as you d like. Marry me first, old man, and then see if I mind. Why shouldn t you keep it up ? I mean lunching with him ? " His questions came as in play that was a little pointless, without his waiting more than a moment for answers; though it was not indeed that she might not have answered even in the moment, had not the pointless play been more what she wanted. " Was it at the place," he went on, "that he took us to?" " Dear no at his flat, where I ve been before. You ll see, in Brains, on Wednesday. I don t think I ve muffed it it s really rather there. But he showed me everything this time the bathroom, the refrigerator, and the machines for stretching his trousers. He has nine, and in constant use." " Nine? " said Bight gravely. " Nine." "Nine trousers?" " Nine machines. I don t know how many trou sers." "Ah, my dear," he said, "that s a grave omission; the want of the information will be felt and resented. But does it all, at any rate," he asked, " sufficiently fetch you ? " After which, as she didn t speak, he lapsed into helpless sincerity. " Is it really, you think, his dream to secure you ? " She replied, on this, as if his tone made it too amus ing- " Quite. There s no mistaking it. He sees me as, most days in the year, pulling the wires and beating the drum somewhere ; that is he sees me of course not exactly as writing about our home once I ve got one myself, but as procuring others to do it through my being (as you ve made him believe) in with the Organs of Public Opinion. He doesn t see, if I m half decent, why there shouldn t be something about him THE PAPERS every day in the week. He s all right, and he s all ready. And who, after all, can do him so well as the partner of his flat? It s like making, in one of those big domestic siphons, the luxury of the poor, your own soda-water. It comes cheaper, and it s always on the sideboard. Vichy cliez soiJ The interviewer at home." Her companion took it in. " Your place is on my sideboard you re really a first-class fizz! He steps then, at any rate, into Beadel-Muffet s place." " That," Maud assented, " is what he would like to do." And she knew more than ever there was some thing to wait for. " It s a lovely opening," Bight returned. But he still said, for the moment, nothing else ; as if, charged to the brim though he had originally been, she had rather led his thought away. " What have you done with poor Beadel? " she con sequently asked. " What is it, in the name of good ness, you re doing to him? It s worse than ever." " Of course it s worse than ever." " He capers," said Maud, " on every housetop he jumps out of every bush." With which her anxiety really broke out. " Is it you that are doing it ? " " If you mean am I seeing him, I certainly am. I m seeing nobody else. I assure you he s spread thick." " But you re acting for him ? " Bight waited. " Five hundred people are acting for him ; but the difficulty is that what he calls the terrific forces of publicity by which he means ten thousand other persons are acting against him. We ve all in fact been turned on to turn everything off, and that s exactly the job that makes the biggest noise. It ap pears everywhere, in every kind of connection and every kind of type, that Sir A. B. C. Beadel-Muffet K.C.B., M.P., desires to cease to appear anywhere; and then it appears that his desiring to cease to appear is observed 359 THE BETTER SORT to conduce directly to his more tremendously appearing, or certainly, and in the most striking manner, to his not in the least ^appearing. The workshop of silence roars like the Zoo at dinner-time. He can t disappear ; he hasn t weight enough to sink; the splash the diver makes, you know, tells where he is. If you ask me what I m doing," Bight wound up, " I m holding him under water. But we re in the middle of the pond, the banks are thronged with spectators, and I m expecting from day to day^ to see stands erected and gate-money taken. There, r he wearily smiled, " you have it. Be sides," he then added with an odd change of tone, " I rather think you ll see to-morrow." He had made her at last horribly nervous. " What shall I see?". " It will all be out" " Then why shouldn t you tell me? " " Well," the young man said, " he has disappeared. There you are. I mean personally. He s not to be found. But nothing could make more, you see, for ubiquity. The country will ring with it. He van ished on Tuesday night was then last seen at his club. Since then he has given no sign. How can a man dis appear who does that sort of thing? It is, as you say, to caper on the housetops. But it will only be known to-night." " Since when, then," Maud asked, " have you known it?" " Since three o clock to-day. But I ve kept it. I am a while longer keeping it." She wondered ; she was full of fears. "What do you expect to get for it ? " " Nothing if you spoil my market. I seem to make out that you want to." She gave this no heed; she had her thought. " Why then did you three days ago wire me a mystic word? " "Mystic ?" 360 THE PAPERS " What do you call Larks ? " " Oh, I remember. Well, it was because I saw larks coming ; because I saw, I mean, what has happened. I was sure it would have to happen." " And what the mischief is it? " Bight smiled. " Why, what I tell you. That he has gone." "Gone where?" " Simply bolted to parts unknown. Where is what nobody who belongs to him is able in the least to say, or seems likely to be able." " Any more than why? " " Any more than why." " Only you are able to say that? " " Well," said Bight, " I can say what has so lately stared me in the face, what he has been thrusting at me in all its grotesqueness : his desire for a greater privacy worked through the Papers themselves. He came to me with it," the young man presently added. " I didn t go to him." " And he trusted you," Maud replied. " Well, you see what I have given him the very flower of my genius. What more do you want ? I m spent, seedy, sore. I m sick," Bight declared, " of his beastly funk." Maud s eyes, in spite of it, were still a little hard. " Is he thoroughly sincere? " " Good God, no ! How can he be? Only trying it as a cat, for a jump, tries too smooth a wall. He drops straight back." Then isn t his funk real?" " As real as he himself is." Maud wondered. " Isn t his flight ? " " That s what we shall see ! " " Isn t," she continued, " his reason? " " Ah," he laughed out, " there you are again ! " But she had another thought and was not discour aged. "Mayn t he be, honestly, mad?" 361 THE BETTER SORT " Mad oh yes. But not, I think, honestly. He s not honestly anything in the world but the Beadel- Muffet of our delight." " Your delight," Maud observed after a moment, " revolts me." And then she said : " When did you last see him? " " On Tuesday at six, love. I was one of the last." " Decidedly, too, then, I judge, one of the worst." She gave him her idea. " You hounded him on." " I reported," said Bight, " success. Told him how it was going." " Oh, I can see you ! So that if he s dead " " Well? " asked Bight blandly. " His blood is on your hands." He eyed his hands a moment. " They are dirty for him ! But now, darling," he went on, " be so good as to show me yours." " Tell me first," she objected, " what you believe. Is it suicide ? " " I think that s the thing for us to make it. Till somebody," he smiled, " makes it something else." And he showed how he warmed to the view. " There are weeks of it, dearest, yet." He leaned more toward her, with his elbows on the table, and in this position, moved by her extreme grav ity, he lightly flicked her chin with his finger. She threw herself, still grave, back from his touch, but they remained thus a while closely confronted. " Well," she at last remarked, " I sha n t pity you." " You make it, then, everyone except me ? " " I mean," she continued, " if you do have to loathe yourself." " Oh, I sha n t miss it." And then as if to show how little, " I did mean it, you know, at Richmond," he de clared. " I won t have you if you ve killed him," she present ly returned. 362 THE PAPERS " You ll decide in that case for the nine? " And as the allusion, with its funny emphasis, left her blank: " You want to wear all the trousers? " " You deserve," she said, when light came, " that I should take him." And she kept it up. " It s a lovely flat." Well, he could do as much. " Nine, I suppose, ap peals to you as the number of the muses ? " This short passage, remarkably, for all its irony, brought them together again, to the extent at least of leaving Maud s elbows on the table and of keeping her friend, now a little back in his chair, firm while he listened to her. So the girl came out. " I ve seen Mrs. Chorner three times. I wrote that night, after our talk at Richmond, asking her to oblige. And I put on cheek as I had never, never put it. I said the public would be so glad to hear from her * on the occasion of her engagement. " Do you call that cheek? " Bight looked amused. " She at any rate rose straight." " No, she rose crooked ; but she rose. What you had told me there in the Park well, immediately hap pened. She did consent to see me, and so far you had been right in keeping me up to it. But what do you think it was for ? " To show you her flat, her tub, her petticoats ? " " She doesn t live in a flat; she lives in a house of her own, and a jolly good one, in Green Street, Park Lane ; though I did, as happened, see her tub, which is a dream all marble and silver, like a kind of a swagger sarcophagus, a thing for the Wallace Collection; and though her petticoats, as she first shows, seem all that, if you wear petticoats yourself, you can look at. There s no doubt of her money given her place and her things, and given her appearance too, poor dear, which would take some doing." " She squints ? " Bight sympathetically asked. 363 THE BETTER SORT " She s so ugly that she has to be rich she couldn t afford it on less than five thousand a year. As it is, I could well see, she can afford anything even such a nose. But she s funny and decent; sharp, but a really good sort. And they re not engaged." " She told you so ? Then there you are ! " " It all depends," Maud went on; " and you don t know where I am at all. / know what it depends on." Then there you are again ! It s a mine of gold." " Possibly, but not in your sense. She wouldn t give me the first word of an interview it wasn t for that she received me. It was for something much bet ter." Well, Bight easily guessed. " For my job? " " To see what can be done. She loathes his pub licity." The young man s face lighted. " She told you so? " " She received me on purpose to tell me." " Then why do you question my larks ? What do you want more? " " I want nothing with what I have : nothing, I mean, but to help her. We made friends I like her. And she likes me" said Maud Blandy. " Like Mortimer Marshal, precisely." " No, precisely not like Mortimer Marshal. I caught, on the spot, her idea that was what took her. Her idea is that I can help her help her to keep them quiet about Beadel : for which purpose I seem to have struck her as falling from the skies, just at the right moment, into her lap." Howard Bight followed, yet lingered by the way. " To keep whom quiet ? " " Why, the beastly Papers what we ve been talk ing about. She wants him straight out of them straight-" She too ? " Bight wondered. " Then she s in ter ror? 364 THE PAPERS " No, not in terror or it wasn t that when I last saw her. But in mortal disgust. She feels it has gone too far which is what she wanted me, as an honest, decent, likely young woman, up to my neck in it, as she sup posed, to understand from her. My relation with her is now that I do understand and that if an improvement takes place I sha n t have been the worse for it. There fore you see," Maud went on, " you simply cut my throat when you prevent improvement." " Well, my dear," her friend returned, " I won t let you bleed to death." And he showed, with this, as confessedly struck. " She doesn t then, you think, know ?" "Know what?" " Why, what, about him, there may be to be known. Doesn t know of his flight." " She didn t certainly." " Nor of anything to make it likely? " " What you call his queer reason? No she named it to me no more than you have ; though she does men tion, distinctly, that he himself hates, or pretends to hate, the exhibition daily made of him." " She speaks of it," Bight asked, " as pretend ing- -? r Maud straightened it out. " She feels him that she practically told me as rather ridiculous. She honestly has her feeling ; and, upon my word, it s what I like her for. Her stomach has turned and she has made it her condition. Muzzle your Press, she says ; then we ll talk. She gives him three months she ll give him even six. And this, meanwhile when he comes to you is how you forward the muzzling." " The Press, my child," Bight said, " is the watch dog of civilization, and the watchdog happens to be it can t be helped in a chronic state of rabies. Muzzling is easy talk; one can but keep the animal on the run. Mrs. Chorner, however," he added, " seems a figure of fable." 365 THE BETTER SORT " It s what I told you she would have to be when, some time back, you threw out, as a pure hypothesis, to supply the man with a motive, your exact vision of her. Your motive has come true," Maud went on " with the difference only, if I understand you, that this doesn t appear the whole of it. That doesn t matter " she frankly paid him a tribute. " Your forecast was in spiration." " A stroke of genius " he had been the first to feel it. But there were matters less clear. " When did you see her last? " " Four days ago. It was the third time." " And even then she didn t imagine the truth about him?" " I don t know, you see," said Maud, " what you call the truth." " Well, that he quite by that time didn t know where the deuce to turn. That s truth enough." Maud made sure. " I don t see how she can have known it and not have been upset. She wasn t," said the girl, " upset. She isn t upset. But she s original." " Well, poor thing," Bight remarked, " she ll have to be?" "Original?" " Upset. Yes, and original too, if she doesn t give up the job." It had held him an instant but there were many things. " She sees the wild ass he is, and yet she s willing ?" Willing is just what I asked you three months ago," Maud returned, " how she could be." He had lost it he tried to remember. " What then did I say?" " Well, practically, that women are idiots. Also, I believe, that he s a dazzling beauty." " Ah yes, he is, poor wretch, though beauty to-day in distress." " Then there you are," said Maud. They had got THE PAPERS up, as at the end of their story, but they stood a mo ment while he waited for change. " If it comes out," the girl dropped, " that will save him. If he s dishon oured as I see her she ll have him, because then he won t be ridiculous. And I can understand it." Bight looked at her in such appreciation that he for got, as he pocketed it, to glance at his change. " Oh, you creatures ! " "Idiots, aren t we?" Bight let the question pass, but still with his eyes on her. " You ought to want him to be dishonoured." " I can t want him, then if he s to get the good of it to be dead." Still for a little he looked at her. "And if you re to get the good ? " But she had turned away, and he went with her to the door, before which, when they had passed out, they had in the side-street, a backwater to the flood of the Strand, a further sharp colloquy. They were alone, the small street for a moment empty, and they felt at first that they had adjourned to a greater privacy, of which, for that matter, he took prompt ad vantage. " You re to lunch again with the man of the flat?" " Wednesday, as I say; 1.45." " Then oblige me by stopping away." " You don t like it? " Maud asked. " Oblige me, oblige me," he repeated. " And disoblige him? " " Chuck him. We ve started him. It s enough." Well, the girl but wanted to be fair. " It s you who started him; so I admit you re quits." " That then started you made Brains repent ; so you see what you both owe me. I let the creature off, but I hold you to your debt. There s only one way for you to meet it." And then as she but looked into the roar ing Strand : " With worship." It made her, after a minute, meet his eyes, but something just then occurred 367 THE BETTER SORT that stayed any word on the lips of either. A sound reached their ears, as yet unheeded, the sound of news boys in the great thoroughfare shouting " extra-spe cials " and mingling with the shout a catch that startled them. The expression in their eyes quickened as they heard, borne on the air, " Mysterious Disappearance ! " and then lost it in the hubbub. It was easy to complete the cry, and Bight himself gasped. " Bea- del-Muffet? Confound them ! " " Already? " Maud had turned positively pale. " They ve got it first be hanged to them ! " Bight gave a laugh a tribute to their push but her hand was on his arm for a sign to listen again. It was there, in the raucous throats ; it was there, for a penny, under the lamps and in the thick of the stream that stared and passed and left it. They caught the whole thing " Prominent Public Man ! " And there was something brutal and sinister in the way it was given to the flaring night, to the other competing sounds, to the general hardness of hearing and sight which was yet, on London pavements, compatible with an interest sufficient for cynicism. He had been, poor Beadel, public and prominent, but he had never affected Maud Blandy at least as so marked with this character as while thus loudly committed to extinction. It was horrid it was tragic; yet her lament for him was dry. " If he s gone I m dished." " Oh, he s gone now," said Bight. " I mean if he s dead." " Well, perhaps he isn t. I see," Bight added, "what you do mean. If he s dead you can t kill him." " Oh, she wants him alive," said Maud. " Otherwise she can t chuck him? " To which the girl, however, anxious and wondering, made no direct reply. " Good-bye to Mrs. Chorner. And I owe it to you." " Ah, my love ! " he vaguely appealed. THE PAPERS " Yes, it s you who have destroyed him, and it makes up for what you ve done for me." " I ve done it, you mean, against you ? I didn t know," he said, " you d take it so hard." Again, as he spoke, the cries sounded out : " Mys terious Disappearance of Prominent Public Man ! " It seemed to swell as they listened ; Maud started with im patience. " I hate it too much," she said, and quitted him to join the crowd. He was quickly at her side, however, and before she reached the Strand he had brought her again to a pause. " Do you mean you hate it so much you won t have me ? " It had pulled her up short, and her answer was pro portionately straight. " I won t have you if he s dead." " Then will you if he s not? " At this she looked at him hard. " Do you know, first?" " No blessed if I do." " On your honour ? " " On my honour." " Well," she said after an hesitation, " if she doesn t drop me : " It s an understood thing? " he pressed. But again she hung fire. " Well, produce him first." They stood there striking their bargain, and it was made, by the long look they exchanged, a question of good faith. " I ll produce him," said Howard Bight. VI IF it had not been a disaster, Beadel-Muffet s plunge into the obscure, it would have been a huge success ; so large a space did the prominent public man occupy, for the next few days, in the Papers, so near did he come, nearer certainly than ever before, to supplanting other 369 THE BETTER SORT topics. The question of his whereabouts, of his ante cedents, of his habits, of his possible motives, of his probable, or improbable, embarrassments, fairly raged, from day to day and from hour to hour, making the Strand, for our two young friends, quite fiercely, quite cruelly vociferous. They met again promptly, in the thick of the uproar, and no other eyes could have scanned the current rumours and remarks so eagerly as Maud s unless it had been those of Maud s compan ion. The rumours and remarks were mostly very wonderful, and all of a nature to sharpen the excite ment produced in the comrades by their being already, as they felt, " in the know." Even for the girl this sense existed, so that she could smile at wild surmises ; she struck herself as knowing much more than she did, especially as, with the alarm once given, she abstained, delicately enough, from worrying, from catechising Bight. She only looked at him as to say " See, while the suspense lasts, how generously I spare you," and her attitude was not affected by the interested promise he had made her. She believed he knew more than he said, though he had sworn as to what he didn t; she saw him in short as holding some threads but having lost others, and his state of mind, so far as she could read it, represented in equal measure assurances unsup ported and anxieties unconfessed. He would have liked to pass for having, on cynical grounds, and for the mere ironic beauty of it, believed that the hero of the hour was only, as he had always been, " up to " some thing from which he would emerge more than ever glorious, or at least conspicuous; but, knowing the gentleman was more than anything, more than all else, asinine, he was not deprived of ground in which fear could abundantly grow. If Beadel, in other words, was ass enough, as was conceivable, to be working the occasion, he was by the same token ass enough to have lost control of it, to have committed some folly from 370 THE PAPERS which even fools don t rebound. That was the spark of suspicion lurking in the young man s ease, and that, Maud knew, explained something else. The family and friends had but too promptly been ap proached, been besieged; yet Bight, in all the prompt ness, had markedly withdrawn from the game had had, one could easily judge, already too much to do with it. Who but he, otherwise, would have been so naturally let loose upon the forsaken home, the bewil dered circle, the agitated club, the friend who had last conversed with the eminent absentee, the waiter, in ex clusive halls, who had served him with five o clock tea, the porter, in august Pall Mall, who had called his last cab, the cabman, supremely privileged, who had driven him where ? " The Last Cab " would, as our young woman reflected, have been a heading so after her friend s own heart, and so consonant with his genius, that it took all her discretion not to ask him how he had resisted it. She didn t ask, she but herself noted the title for future use she would have at least got that, " The Last Cab," out of the business ; and, as the days went by and the extra-specials swarmed, the situation between them swelled with all the unspoken. Matters that were grave depended on it for each and nothing so much, for instance, as her seeing Mrs. Chorner again. To see that lady as things had been had meant that the poor woman might have been helped to believe in her. Believing in her she would have paid her, and Maud, disposed as she was, really had felt capable of earning the pay. Whatever, as the case stood, was caused to hang in the air, nothing dangled more free than the profit derivable from muzzling the Press. With the watchdog to whom Bight had compared it barking for dear life, the moment was scarcely adapted for calling afresh upon a person who had offered a reward for silence. The only silence, as we say, was in the girl s not mentioning to her friend how these embarrassments THE BETTER SORT affected her. Mrs. Chorner was a person she liked a connection more to her taste than any she had pro fessionally made, and the thought of her now on the rack, tormented with suspense, might well have brought to her lips a " See there what you ve done ! " There was, for that matter, in Bight s face he couldn t keep it out precisely the look of seeing it; which was one of her reasons too for not insisting on her wrong. If he couldn t conceal it this was a part of the rest of the unspoken ; he didn t allude to the lady lest it might be too sharply said to him that it was on her account he should most blush. Last of all he was hushed by the sense of what he had himself said when the news first fell on their ears. His promise to " pro duce " the fugitive was still in the air, but with every day that passed the prospect turned less to redemption. Therefore if her own promise, on a different head, de pended on it, he was naturally not in a hurry to bring the question to a test. So it was accordingly that they but read the Papers and looked at each other. Maud felt in truth that these organs had never been so worth it, nor either she or her friend whatever the size of old obligations so much beholden to them. They helped them to wait, and the better, really, the longer the mys tery lasted. It grew of course daily richer, adding to its mass as it went and multiplying its features, loom ing especially larger through the cloud of correspond ence, communication, suggestion, supposition, specula tion, with which it was presently suffused. Theories and explanations sprouted at night and bloomed in the morning, to be overtopped at noon by a still thicker crop and to achieve by evening the density of a tropical for est. These, again, were the green glades in which our young friends wandered. Under the impression of the first night s shock Maud had written to Mortimer Marshal to excuse herself from her engagement to luncheon a step of which 372 THE PAPERS she had promptly advised Bight as a sign of her playing fair. He took it, she could see, for what it was worth, but she could see also how little he now cared. He was thinking of the man with whose strange agitation he had so cleverly and recklessly played, and, in the face of the catastrophe of which they were still so likely to have news, the vanities of smaller fools, the conven iences of first-class flats, the memory of Chippendale teas, ceased to be actual or ceased at any rate to be im portunate. Her old interview, furbished into fresh ness, had appeared, on its Wednesday, in Brains, but she had not received in person the renewed homage of its author she had only, once more, had the vision of his inordinate purchase and diffusion of the precious number. It was a vision, however, at which neither Bight nor she smiled; it was funny on so poor a scale compared with their other show. But it be fell that when this latter had, for ten days, kept being funny to the tune that so lengthened their faces, the poor gentleman glorified in Brains succeeded in making it clear that he was not easily to be dropped. He wanted now, evidently, as the girl said to herself, to live at concert pitch, and she gathered, from three or four notes, to which, at short intervals, he treated her, that he was watching in anxiety for reverberations not as yet perceptible. His expectation of results from what our young couple had done for him would, as always, have been a thing for pity with a young couple less imbued with the comic sense; though indeed it would also have been a comic thing for a young couple less attentive to a different drama. Disappointed of the girl s company at home, the author of Corisanda had proposed fresh appoint ments, which she had desired at the moment, and in deed more each time, not to take up ; to the extent even that, catching sight of him, unperceived, on one of these occasions, in her inveterate Strand, she checked on the 373 THE BETTER SORT spot a first impulse to make herself apparent. He was before her, in the crowd, and going the same way. He had stopped a little to look at a shop, and it was then that she swerved in time not to pass close to him. She turned and reversed, conscious and convinced that he was, as she mentally put it, on the prowl for her. She herself, poor creature as she also mentally put it she herself was shamelessly on the prowl, but it wasn t, for her self-respect, to get herself puffed, it wasn t to pick up a personal advantage. It was to pick up news of Beadel-MufTet, to be near the extra-specials, and it was, also as to this she was never blind to cultivate that nearness by chances of Howard Bight. The blessing of blindness, in truth, at this time, she scantily en joyed being perfectly aware of the place occupied, in her present attitude to that young man, by the simple impossibility of not seeing him. She had done with him, certainly, if he had killed Beadel, and nothing was now growing so fast as the presumption in favour of some catastrophe, yet shockingly to be revealed, en acted somewhere in desperate darkness though prob ably " on lines," as the Papers said, anticipated by none of the theorists in their own columns, any more than by clever people at the clubs, where the betting was so heavy. She had done with him, indubitably, but she had not it was equally unmistakeable done with let ting him see how thoroughly she would have done ; or, to feel about it otherwise, she was laying up treasure in time as against the privations of the future. She was affected moreover perhaps but half-consciously by another consideration; her attitude to Mortimer Marshal had turned a little to fright; she wondered, uneasily, at impressions she might have given him; and she had it, finally, on her mind that, whether or no the vain man believed in them, there must be a limit to the belief she had communicated to her friend. He was her friend, after all whatever should happen ; and 374 THE PAPERS there were things that, even in that hampered charac ter, she couldn t allow him to suppose. It was a queer business now, in fact, for her to ask herself if she, Maud Blandy, had produced on any sane human sense an effect of flirtation. She saw herself in this possibility as in some gro tesque reflector, a full-length looking-glass of the in ferior quality that deforms and discolours. It made her, as a flirt, a figure for frank derision, and she en tertained, honest girl, none of the self-pity that would have spared her a shade of this sharpened conscious ness, have taken an inch from facial proportion where it would have been missed with advantage, or added one in such other quarters as would have welcomed the gift. She might have counted the hairs of her head, for any wish she could have achieved to remain vague about them, just as she might have rehearsed, disheart ened, postures of grace, for any dream she could com pass of having ever accidentally struck one. Void, in short, of a personal illusion, exempt with an exemption which left her not less helplessly aware of where her hats and skirts and shoes failed, than of where her nose and mouth and complexion, and, above all, where her poor figure, without a scrap of drawing, did, she blushed to bethink herself that she might have affected her young man as really bragging of a conquest. Her other young man s pursuit of her, what was it but rank greed not in the least for her person, but for the con nection of which he had formed so preposterous a view? She was ready now to say to herself that she had swaggered to Bight for the joke odd indeed though the wish to undeceive him at the moment when he would have been more welcome than ever to think what he liked. The only thing she wished him not to think, as she believed, was that she thought Mortimer Marshal thought her or anyone on earth thought her intrinsically charming. She didn t want to put to 375 THE BETTER SORT him " Do you suppose I suppose that if it came to the point ? " her reasons for such avoidance being eas ily conceivable. He was not to suppose that, in any such quarter, she struck herself as either casting a spell or submitting to one ; only, while their crisis lasted, rec tifications were scarce in order. She couldn t remind him even, without a mistake, that she had but wished to worry him ; because in the first place that suggested again a pretension in her (so at variance with the image in the mirror) to put forth arts suggested possibly even that she used similar ones when she lunched, in bristling flats, with the pushing; and be cause in the second it would have seemed a sort of chal lenge to him to renew his appeal. Then, further and most of all, she had a doubt which by itself would have made her wary, as it distinctly, in her present suspended state, made her uncomfortable; she was haunted by the after-sense of having perhaps been fatuous. A spice of conviction, in respect to what was open to her, an element of elation, in her talk to Bight about Marshal, had there not, after all, been ? Hadn t she a little liked to think the wretched man could cling to her ? and hadn t she also a little, for her self, filled out the future, in fancy, with the picture of the droll relation? She had seen it as droll, evidently; but had she seen it as impossible, unthinkable ? It had become unthinkable now, and she was not wholly un conscious of how the change had worked. Such work ings were queer but there they were ; the foolish man had become odious to her precisely because she was hardening her face for Bight. The latter was no fool ish man, but this it was that made it the more a pity he should have placed the impassable between them. That was what, as the days went on, she felt herself take in. It was there, the impassable she couldn t lucidly have said why, couldn t have explained the thing on the real scale of the wrong her comrade had done. It was a 376 THE PAPERS wrong, it was a wrong she couldn t somehow get out of that; which was a proof, no doubt, that she con fusedly tried. The author of Corisanda was sacrificed in the effort for ourselves it may come to that. Great to poor Maud Blandy as well, for that matter, great, yet also attaching, were the obscurity and ambiguity in which some impulses lived and moved the rich gloom of their combinations, contradictions, inconsistencies, surprises. It rested her verily a little from her straight- ness the line of a character, she felt, markedly like the line of the Edgware Road and of Maida Vale that she could be queerly inconsistent, and inconsistent in the hustling Strand, where, if anywhere, you had, under pain of hoofs and wheels, to decide whether or no you would cross. She had moments, before shop-windows, into which she looked without seeing, when all the un- uttered came over her. She had once told her friend that she pitied everyone, and at these moments, in sharp unrest, she pitied Bight for their tension, in which nothing was relaxed. It was all too mixed and too strange each of them in a different corner with a different impossibility. There was her own, in far Kilburnia; and there was her friend s, everywhere for where didn t he go ? and there was Mrs. Chorner s, on the very edge of Park " Line," in spite of all petticoats and marble baths ; and there was Beadel-Muffet s, the wretched man, God only knew where which was what made the whole show supremely incoherent : he ready to give his head, if, as seemed so unlikely, he still had a head, to steal into cover and keep under, out of the glare ; he having scoured Europe, it might so well be guessed, for some hole in which the Papers wouldn t find him out, and then having what else was there by this time to pre sume ? died, in the hole, as the only way not to see, to hear, to know, let alone be known, heard, seen. Final ly, while he lay there relieved by the only relief, here 377 THE BETTER SORT was poor Mortimer Marshal, undeterred, undismayed, unperceiving, so hungry to be paragraphed in some thing like the same fashion and published on something like the same scale, that, for the very blindness of it, he couldn t read the lesson that was in the air, and scrambled, to his utmost, toward the boat itself that ferried the warning ghost. Just that, beyond every thing, was the incoherence that made for rather dismal farce, and on which Bight had put his ringer in naming the author of Corisanda as a candidate, in turn, for the comic, the tragic vacancy. It was a wonderful mo ment for such an ideal, and the sight was not really to pass from her till she had seen the whole of the won der. A fortnight had elapsed since the night of Bead- el s disappearance, and the conditions attending the af ternoon performances of the Finnish drama had in some degree reproduced themselves to the extent, that is, of the place, the time and several of the actors in volved; the audience, for reasons traceable, being dif ferently composed. A lady of " high social position," desirous still further to elevate that character by the ob vious aid of the theatre, had engaged a playhouse for a series of occasions on which she was to affront in per son whatever volume of attention she might succeed in collecting. Her success had not immediately been great, and by the third or the fourth day the public con sciousness was so markedly astray that the means taken to recover it penetrated, in the shape of a complimentary ticket, even to our young woman. Maud had com municated with Bight, who could be sure of a ticket, proposing to him that they should go together and of fering to await him in the porch of the theatre. He joined her there, but with so queer a face for her subtlety that she paused before him, previous to their going in, with a straight " You know something ! " "About that rank idiot? " He shook his head, look ing kind enough ; but it didn t make him, she felt, more natural. " My dear, it s all beyond me." 378 THE PAPERS " I mean/ she said with a shade of uncertainty, " about poor dear Beadel." " So do I. So does everyone. No one now, at any moment, means anything about anyone else. But I ve lost intellectual control of the extraordinary case. I flattered myself I still had a certain amount. But the situation at last escapes me. I break down. Non comprenny? I give it up." She continued to look at him hard. " Then what s the matter with you ? " " Why, just that, probably that I feel like a clever man done, and that your tone with me adds to the feeling. Or, putting it otherwise, it s perhaps only just one of the ways in which I m so interesting; that, with the life we lead and the age we live in, there s always something the matter with me there can t help being : some rage, some disgust, some fresh amazement against which one hasn t, for all one s experience, been proof. That sense of having been sold again pro duces emotions that may well, on occasion, be reflected in the countenance. There you are." Well, he might say that, " There you are," as often as he liked without, at the pass they had come to, mak ing her in the least see where she was. She was only just where she stood, a little apart in the lobby, listen ing to his words, which she found eminently character istic of him, struck with an odd impression of his talk ing against time, and, most of all, tormented to recog nise that she could fairly do nothing better, at such a moment, than feel he was awfully nice. The moment that of his most blandly (she would have said in the case of another most impudently) failing, all round, to satisfy her was appropriate only to some emotion consonant with her dignity. It was all crowded and covered, hustled and interrupted now ; but what really happened in this brief passage, and with her finding no words to reply to him, was that dignity quite appeared 379 THE BETTER SORT to collapse and drop from her, to sink to the floor, under the feet of people visibly bristling with " paper," where the young man s extravagant offer of an arm, to put an end and help her in, had the effect of an invitation to leave it lying to be trampled on. Within, once seated, they kept their places through two intervals, but at the end of the third act there were to be no less than five they fell in with a move ment that carried half the audience to the outer air. Howard Bight desired to smoke, and Maud offered to accompany him, for the purpose, to the portico, where, somehow, for both of them, the sense was immediately strong that this, the squalid Strand, damp yet incandes cent, ugly yet eloquent, familiar yet fresh, was life, palpable, ponderable, possible, much more than the stuff, neither scenic nor cosmic, they had quitted. The difference came to them, from the street, in a moist mild blast, which they simply took in, at first, in a long draught, as more amusing than their play, and which, for the moment, kept them conscious of the voices of the air as of something mixed and vague. The next thing, of course, however, was that they heard the hoarse newsmen, though with the special sense of the sound not standing out which, so far as it did come, made them exchange a look. There was no hawker just then within call. "What are they crying? " " Blessed if I care ! " Bight said while he got his light which he had but just done when they saw themselves closely approached. The Papers had come into sight in the form of a small boy bawling the " Winner " of something, and at the same moment they recognised their reprieve they recognised also the pres ence of Mortimer Marshal. He had no shame about it. " I fully believed I should find you." " But you haven t been," Bight asked, " inside? " 380 THE PAPERS " Not at to-day s performance I only just thought I d pass. But at each of the others," Mortimer Mar shal confessed. " Oh, you re a devotee," said Bight, whose reception of the poor man contended, for Maud s attention, with this extravagance of the poor man s own importunity. Their friend had sat through the piece three times on the chance of her being there for one or other of the acts, and if he had given that up in discouragement he still hovered and waited. Who now, moreover, was to say he wasn t rewarded? To find her companion as well as at last to find herself gave the reward a charac ter that it took, somehow, for her eye, the whole of this misguided person s curiously large and flat, but distinctly bland, sweet, solicitous countenance to ex press. It came over the girl with horror that here was a material object the incandescence, on the edge of the street, didn t spare it which she had had perverse moments of seeing fixed before her for life. She asked herself, in this agitation, what she would have likened it to; more than anything perhaps to a large clean china plate, with a neat " pattern," suspended, to the exposure of hapless heads, from the centre of the do mestic ceiling. Truly she was, as by the education of the strain undergone, learning something every hour it seemed so to be the case that a strain enlarged the mind, formed the taste, enriched, even, the imagination. Yet in spite of this last fact, it must be added, she con tinued rather mystified by the actual pitch of her com rade s manner, Bight really behaving as if he enjoyed their visitor s " note." He treated him so decently, as they said, that he might suddenly have taken to liking his company; which was an odd appearance till Maud understood it whereupon it became for her a slightly sinister one. For the effect of the honest gentleman, she by that time saw, was to make her friend nervous and vicious, and the form taken by his irritation was 381 THE BETTER SORT just this dangerous candour, which encouraged the candour of the victim. She had for the latter a resid uum of pity, whereas Bight, she felt, had none, and she didn t want him, the poor man, absolutely to pay with his life. It was clear, however, within a few minutes, that this was what he was bent on doing, and she found her self helpless before his smug insistence. She had taken his measure; he was made incorrigibly to try, irre deemably to fail to be, in short, eternally defeated and eternally unaware. He wouldn t rage he couldn t, for the citadel might, in that case, have been carried by his assault; he would only spend his life in walking round and round it, asking everyone he met how in the name of goodness one did get in. And everyone would make a fool of him though no one so much as her companion now and everything would fall from him but the perfection of his temper, of his tailor, of his manners, of his mediocrity. He evidently rejoiced at the happy chance which had presented him again to Bight, and he lost as little time as possible in proposing, the play ended, an adjournment again to tea. The spirit of malice in her comrade, now inordinately ex cited, met this suggestion with an amendment that fair ly made her anxious; Bight threw out, in a word, the idea that he himself surely, this time, should entertain Mr. Marshal. " Only I m afraid I can take you but to a small pot house that we poor journalists haunt." " They re just the places I delight in it would be of an extraordinary interest. I sometimes venture into them feeling awfully strange and wondering, I do assure you, who people are. But to go there with you / " And he looked from Bight to Maud and from Maud back again with such abysses of apprecia tion that she knew him as lost indeed. 382 THE PAPERS VII IT was demonic of Bight, who immediately answered that he would tell him with pleasure who everyone was, and she felt this the more when her friend, making light of the rest of the entertainment they had quitted, ad vised their sacrificing it and proceeding to the other scene. He was really too eager for his victim she wondered what he wanted to do with him. He could only play him at the most a practical joke invent ap petising identities, once they were at table, for the dull consumers around. No one, at the place they most frequented, had an identity in the least appetising, no one was anyone or anything. It was apparently of the essence of existence on such terms the terms, at any rate, to which she was reduced that people comprised in it couldn t even minister to each other s curiosity, let alone to envy or awe. She would have wished therefore, for their pursuer, to intervene a little, to warn him against beguilement ; but they had moved together along the Strand and then out of it, up a near cross street, without her opening her mouth. Bight, as she felt, was acting to prevent this; his easy talk re doubled, and he led his lamb to the shambles. The talk had jumped to poor Beadel her friend had startled her by causing it, almost with violence, at a given moment, to take that direction, and he thus quite sufficiently stayed her speech. The people she lived with mightn t make you curious, but there was of course always a sharp exception for him. She kept still, in fine, with the wonder of what he wanted; though indeed she might, in the presence of their guest s response, have felt he was already getting it. He was getting, that is and she was, into the bargain the fullest illustration of the ravage of a passion ; so sublimely Marshal rose to the proposition, infernally thrown off, that, in what- 383 THE BETTER SORT ever queer box or tight place Beadel might have found himself, it was something, after all, to have so power fully interested the public. The insidious artless way in which Bight made his point ! " I don t know that I ve ever known the public (and I watch it, as in my trade we have to, day and night) so consummately in terested." They had that phenomenon the present consummate interest well before them while they sat at their homely meal, served with accessories so differ ent from those of the sweet Chippendale (another chord on which the young man played with just the right effect!) and it would have been hard to say if the guest were, for the first moments, more under the spell of the marvellous " hold " on the town achieved by the great absentee, or of that of the delicious coarse table cloth, the extraordinary form of the saltcellars, and the fact that he had within range of sight, at the other end of the room, in the person of the little quiet man with blue spectacles and an obvious wig, the greatest author ity in London about the inner life of the criminal classes. Beadel, none the less, came up again and stayed up would clearly so have been kept up, had there been need, by their host, that the girl couldn t at last fail to see how much it was for herself that his in tention worked. What was it, all the same since it couldn t be anything so simple as to expose their hap less visitor? What had she to learn about him? especially at the hour of seeing what there was still to learn about Bight. She ended by deciding for his appearance bore her out that his explosion was but the form taken by an inward fever. The fever, on this theory, was the result of the final pang of responsibility. The mystery of Beadel had grown too dark to be borne which they would presently feel; and he was mean while in the phase of bluffing it off, precisely because it was to overwhelm him. "And do you mean you too would pay with your 384 THE PAPERS life? " He put the question, agreeably, across the table to his guest; agreeably of course in spite of his eye s dry glitter. His guest s expression, at this, fairly became beauti ful. "Well, it s an awfully nice point. Certainly one would like to feel the great murmur surrounding one s name, to be there, more or less, so as not to lose the sense of it, and as I really think, you know, the pleas ure; the great city, the great empire, the world itself for the moment, hanging literally on one s personality and giving a start, in its suspense, whenever one is men tioned. Big sensation, you know, that," Mr. Marshal pleadingly smiled, "and of course if one were dead one wouldn t enjoy it. One would have to come to life for that." "Naturally," Bight rejoined "only that s what the dead don t do. You can t eat your cake and have it. The question is," he goodnaturedly explained, "whether you d be willing, for the certitude of the great murmur you speak of, to part with your life under circumstances of extraordinary mystery." His guest earnestly fixed it. "Whether / would be willing?" "Mr. Marshall wonders," Maud said to Bight, "if you are, as a person interested in his reputation, defi nitely proposing to him some such possibility." He looked at her, on this, with mild, round eyes, and she felt, wonderfully, that he didn t quite see her as joking. He smiled he always smiled, but his anxiety showed, and he turned it again to their com panion. "You mean a the knowing how it might be going to be felt?" "Well, yes call it that. The consciousness of what one s unexplained extinction given, to start with, one s high position would mean, wouldn t be able to help meaning, for millions and millions of people. The point is and I admit it s, as you call it, a nice one 385 THE BETTER SORT if you can think of the impression so made as worth the purchase. Naturally, naturally, there s but the im pression you make. You don t receive any. You can t. You ve only your confidence so far as that s an impression. Oh, it is indeed a nice point; and I only put it to you," Bight wound up, "because, you know, you do like to be recognised." Mr. Marshal was bewildered, but he was not so be wildered as not to be able, a trifle coyly, but still quite bravely, to confess to that. Maud, with her eyes on her friend, found herself thinking of him as of some plump, innocent animal, more or less of the pink-eyed rabbit or sleek guinea-pig order, involved in the slow spell of a serpent of shining scales. Bight s scales, truly, had never so shone as this evening, and he used to admira tion which was just a part of the lustre the right shade of gravity. He was neither so light as to fail of the air of an attractive offer, nor yet so earnest as to betray a jibe. He might conceivably have been, as an undertaker of improvements in defective notorieties, placing before his guest a practical scheme. It was really quite as if he were ready to guarantee the " mur mur " if Mr. Marshal was ready to pay the price. And the price wouldn t of course be only Mr. Marshal s ex istence. All this, at least, if Mr. Marshal felt moved to take it so. The prodigious thing, next, was that Mr. Marshal was so moved though, clearly, as was to be expected, with important qualifications. " Do you really mean," he asked, " that one would excite this delightful interest? " " You allude to the charged state of the air on the subject of Beadel? " Bight considered, looking vol umes. " It would depend a good deal upon who one ." He turned, Mr. Marshal, again to Maud Blandy, and his eyes seemed to suggest to her that she should 386 THE PAPERS put his question for him. They forgave her, she judged, for having so oddly forsaken him, but they ap pealed to her now not to leave him to struggle alone. Her own difficulty was, however, meanwhile, that she feared to serve him as he suggested without too much, by way of return, turning his case to the comic; whereby she only looked at him hard and let him re vert to their friend. " Oh," he said, with a rich wistful- ness from which the comic was not absent, " of course everyone can t pretend to be Beadel." " Perfectly. But we re speaking, after all, of those who do count." There was quite a hush, for the minute, while the poor man faltered. " Should you say that / in any appreciable way count? " Howard Bight distilled honey. " Isn t it a little a question of how much we should find you did, or, for that matter, might, as it were, be made to, in the event of a real catastrophe? " Mr. Marshal turned pale, yet he met it too with sweetness. " I like the way " and he had a glance for Maud " you talk of catastrophes ! " His host did the comment justice. " Oh, it s only because, you see, we re so peculiarly in the presence of one. Beadel shows so tremendously what a catas trophe does for the right person. His absence, you may say, doubles, quintuples, his presence." " I see, I see ! " Mr. Marshal was all there. "It s awfully interesting to be so present. And yet it s rather dreadful to be so absent." It had set him fairly musing; for couldn t the opposites be reconciled? " If he w," he threw out, " absent ! " " Why, he s absent, of course," said Bight, " if he s dead." " And really dead is what you believe him to be? " He breathed it with a strange break, as from a mind 387 THE BETTER SORT too full. It was on the one hand a grim vision for his own case, but was on the other a kind of clearance of the field. With Beadel out of the way his own case could live, and he was obviously thinking what it might be to be as dead as that and yet as much alive. What his demand first did, at any rate, was to make Howard Bight look straight at Maud. Her own look met him, but she asked nothing now. She felt him some how fathomless, and his practice with their infatuated guest created a new suspense. He might indeed have been looking at her to learn how to reply, but even were this the case she had still nothing to answer. So in a moment he had spoken without her. " I ve quite given him up." It sank into Marshal, after which it produced some thing. " He ought then to come back. I mean," he explained, " to see for himself to have the impres sion." "Of the noise he has made? Yes "Bight weighed it " that would be the ideal." " And it would, if one must call it noise, " Marshal limpidly pursued, " make a more." " Oh, but if you can t! " " Can t, you mean, through having already made so much, add to the quantity? " " Can t " Bight was a wee bit sharp " come back, confound it, at all. Can t return from the dead ! " Poor Marshal had to take it. " No not if you are dead." " Well, that s what we re talking about." Maud, at this, for pity, held out a perch. " Mr. Marshal, I think, is talking a little on the basis of the possibility of your not being ! " He threw her an in stant glance of gratitude, and it gave her a push. "So long as you re not quite too utterly, you can come back." " Oh," said Bight, " in time for the fuss? " 388 THE PAPERS " Before "Marshal met it" the interest has sub sided. It naturally then wouldn t would it? sub side ! " " No," Bight granted; " not if it hadn t, through wearing out I mean your being lost too long al ready died out." " Oh, of course," his guest agreed, " you mustn t be lost too long." A vista had plainly opened to him, and the subject led him on. He had, before its extent, another pause. "About how long, do you think ? " Well, Bight had to think. " I should say Beadel had rather overdone it." The poor gentleman stared. " But if he can t help himself ? " Bight gave a laugh. " Yes; but in case he could." Maud again intervened, and, as her question was for their host, Marshal was all attention. "Do you con sider Beadel has overdone it? " Well, once more, it took consideration. The issue of Bight s, however, was not of the clearest. " I don t think we can tell unless he were to. I don t think that, without seeing it, and judging by the special case, one can quite know how it would be taken. He might, on the one side, have spoiled, so to speak, his market; and he might, on the other, have scored as never be fore." " It might be," Maud threw in, " just the making of him." " Surely " Marshal glowed " there s just that chance." " What a pity then," Bight laughed, " that there isn t some one to take it ! For the light it would throw, I mean, on the laws so mysterious, so curious, so in teresting that govern the great currents of public at tention. They re not wholly whimsical wayward and wild; they have their strange logic, their obscure rea son if one could only get at it ! The man who does, 389 THE BETTER SORT you see and who can keep his discovery to himself ! will make his everlasting fortune, as well, no doubt, as that of a few others. It s our branch, our preoccupa tion, in fact, Miss Blandy s and mine this pursuit of the incalculable, this study, to that end, of the great forces of publicity. Only, of course, it must be re membered," Bight went on, " that in the case we re speaking of the man disappearing as Beadel has now disappeared, and supplanting for the time every other topic must have someone on the spot for him, to keep the pot boiling, someone acting, with real intelli gence, in his interest. I mean if he s to get the good of it when he does turn up. It would never do, you see, that that should be flat !" " Oh no, not Hat, never ! " Marshal quailed at the thought. Held as in a vise by his host s high lucidity, he exhaled his interest at every pore. " It wouldn t be flat for Beadel, would it? I mean if he were to come." " Not much ! It wouldn t be flat for Beadel I think I can undertake." And Bight undertook so well that he threw himself back in his chair with his thumbs in the armholes of his waistcoat and his head very much up. "The only thing is that for poor Beadel it s a luxury, so to speak, wasted and so dreadfully, upon my word, that one quite regrets there s no one to step in." " To step in? " His visitor hung upon his lips. " To do the thing better, so to speak to do it right: to having raised the whirlwind really ride the storm. To seize the psychological hour." Marshal met it, yet he wondered. " You speak of the reappearance? I see. But the man of the reap pearance would have, wouldn t he? or perhaps I don t follow? to be the same as the man of the cfoyappear- ance. It wouldn t do as well would it? for some body else to turn up? " 390 THE PAPERS Bight considered him with attention as if there were fine possibilities. " No; unless such a person should turn up, say well, with news of him." " But what news?" " With lights the more lurid the better on the darkness. With the facts, don t you see, of the disap pearance." Marshal, on his side, threw himself back. " But he d have to know them ! " " Oh," said Bight, with prompt portentousness, " that could be managed." It was too much, by this time, for his victim, who simply turned on Maud a dilated eye and a flushed cheek. " Mr. Marshal," it made her say " Mr. Mar shal would like to turn up." Her hand was on the table, and the effect of her words, combined with this, was to cause him, before re sponsive speech could come, to cover it respectfully but expressively with his own. " Do you mean," he panted to Bight, " that you have, amid the general col lapse of speculation, facts to give? " " I ve always facts to give." It begot in the poor man a large hot smile. " But how shall I say? authentic, or as I believe you clever people say, inspired ones? " "If I should undertake such a case as we re sup posing, I would of course by that circumstance under take that my facts should be well, worthy of it. I would take," Bight on his own part modestly smiled, " pains with them." It finished the business. "Would you take pains for me? " Bight looked at him now hard. " Would you like to appear? " " Oh, appear ! " Marshal weakly murmured. " Is it, Mr. Marshal, a real proposal? I mean are you prepared ? " THE BETTER SORT Wonderment sat in his eyes an anguish of doubt and desire. " But wouldn t you prepare me ? " " Would you prepare me that s the point," Bight laughed " to prepare you? " There was a minute s mutual gaze, but Marshal took it in. " I don t know what you re making me say; I 1 don t know what you re making me feel. When one is with people so up in these things " and he turned to his companions, alternately, a look as of conscious doom lighted with suspicion, a look that was like a cry for mercy " one feels a little as if one ought to be saved from one s self. For I dare say one s foolish enough with one s poor little wish " " The little wish, my dear sir " Bight took him up " to stand out in the world ! Your wish is the wish of all high spirits." " It s dear of you to say it." Mr. Marshal was all re sponse. " I shouldn t want, even if it were weak or vain, to have lived wholly unknown. And if what you ask is whether I understand you to speak, as it were, professionally " You do understand me? " Bight pushed back his chair. " Oh, but so well ! when I ve already seen what you can do. I need scarcely say, that having seen it, I sha n t bargain." "Ah, then, / shall," Bight smiled. " I mean with the Papers. It must be half profits." " Profits ? " His guest was vague. " Our friend," Maud explained to Bight, " simply wants the position." Bight threw her a look. " Ah, he must take what I give him." "But what you give me," their friend handsomely contended, "is the position." " Yes; but the terms that I shall get! I don t pro duce you, of course," Bight went on, " till I ve pre- 392 THE PAPERS pared you. But when I do produce you it will be as a value/ " You ll get so much for me? " the poor gentleman quavered. " I shall be able to get, I think, anything I ask. So we divide." And Bight jumped up. Marshal did the same, and, while, with his hands on the back of his chair, he steadied himself from the ver tiginous view, they faced each other across the table. " Oh, it s too wonderful ! " "You re not afraid?" He looked at a card on the wall, framed, suspended and marked with the word " Soups." He looked at Maud, who had not moved. " I don t know; I may be; I must feel. What I should fear," he added, " would be his coming back." "Beadel s? Yes, that would dish you. But since he can t !" " I place myself," said Mortimer Marshal, " in your hands." Maud Blandy still hadn t moved; she stared before her at the cloth. A small sharp sound, unheard, she saw, by the others, had reached her from the street, and with her mind instinctively catching at it, she waited, dissimulating a little, for its repetition or its effect. It was the howl of the Strand, it was news of the absent, and it would have a bearing. She had a hesitation, for she winced even now with the sense of Marshal s intensest look at her. He couldn t be saved from himself, but he might be, still, from Bight; though it hung of course, her chance to warn him, on what the news would be. She thought with con centration, while her friends unhooked their overcoats, and by the time these garments were donned she was on her feet. Then she spoke. " I don t want you to be dished. He allowed for her alarm. " But how can I be? " 393 THE BETTER SORT " Something has come." " Something ? " The men had both spoken. They had stopped where they stood; she again caught the sound. " Listen ! They re crying." They waited then, and it came came, of a sudden, with a burst and as if passing the place. A hawker, outside, with his " extra," called by some one and hurrying, bawled it as he moved. " Death of Beadel- Muffet Extraordinary News ! " They all gasped, and Maud, with her eyes on Bight, saw him, to her satisfaction at first, turn pale. But his guest drank it in. " If it s true then " Marshal tri umphed at her "I m not dished." But she only looked hard at Bight, who struck her as having, at the sound, fallen to pieces, and as having above all, on the instant, turned cold for his worried game. " Is it true? " she austerely asked. His white face answ r ered. " It s true." VIII THE first thing, on the part of our friends after each interlocutor, producing a penny, had plunged into the unfolded " Latest " was this very evidence of their dispensing with their companion s further attend ance on their agitated state, and all the more that Bight was to have still, in spite of agitation, his function with him to accomplish: a result much assisted by the in sufflation of wind into Mr. Marshal s sails constituted by the fact before them. With Beadel publicly dead this gentleman s opportunity, on the terms just ar ranged, opened out; it was quite as if they had seen him, then and there, step, with a kind of spiritual splash, into the empty seat of the boat so launched, scarcely even taking time to master the essentials be fore he gave himself to the breeze. The essentials in deed he was, by their understanding, to receive in full 394 THE PAPERS from Bight at their earliest leisure; but nothing could so vividly have marked his confidence in the young man as the promptness with which he appeared now ready to leave him to his inspiration. The news, more over, as yet, was the rich, grim fact a sharp flare from an Agency, lighting into blood-colour the locked room, finally, with the police present, forced open, of the first hotel at Frankfort-on-the-Oder; but there was enough of it, clearly, to bear scrutiny, the scrutiny represented in our young couple by the act of perusal prolonged, intensified, repeated, so repeated that it was exactly perhaps with this suggestion of doubt that poor Mr. Marshal had even also a little lost patience. He vanished, at any rate, while his supporters, still planted in the side-street into which they had lately issued, stood extinguished, as to any facial com munion, behind the array of printed columns. It was only after he had gone that, whether aware or not, the others lowered, on either side, the absorbing page and knew that their eyes had met. A remarkable thing, for Maud Blandy, then happened, a thing quite as re markable at least as poor Beadel s suicide, which we re call her having so considerably discounted. Present as they thus were at the tragedy, present in far Frankfort just where they stood, by the door of their stale pothouse and in the thick of London air, the logic of her situation, she was sharply conscious, would have been an immediate rupture with Bight. He was scared at what he had done he looked his scare so straight out at her that she might almost have seen in it the dismay of his question of how far his re sponsibility, given the facts, might, if pried into, be held and not only at the judgment-seat of mere mor als to reach. The dismay was to that degree il luminating that she had had from him no such avowal of responsibility as this amounted to, and the limit to any laxity on her own side had therefore not been set 395 THE BETTER SORT for her with any such sharpness. It put her at last in the right, his scare quite richly in the right; and as that was naturally but where she had waited to find herself everything that now silently passed between them had the merit, if it had none other, of simplifying. Their hour had struck, the hour after which she was definitely not to have forgiven him. Yet what oc curred, as I say, was that, if, at the end of five minutes, she had moved much further, it proved to be, in spite of logic, not in the sense away from him, but in the sense nearer. He showed to her, at these strange mo ments, as blood-stained and literally hunted; the yell of the hawkers, repeated and echoing round them, was like a cry for his life; and there was in particular a minute during which, gazing down into the roused Strand, all equipped both with mob and with con stables, she asked herself whether she had best get off with him through the crowd, where they would be least noticed, or get him away through quiet Covent Gar den, empty at that hour, but with policemen to watch a furtive couple, and with the news, more bawled at their heels in the stillness, acquiring the sound of the very voice of justice. It was this last sudden terror that presently determined her, and determined with it an impulse of protection that had somehow to do with pity without having to do with tenderness. It settled, at all events, the question of leaving him; she couldn t leave him there and so; she must see at least what would have come of his own sense of the shock. The way he took it, the shock, gave her afresh the measure of how perversely he had played with Marshal of how he had tried so, on the very edge of his pre dicament, to cheat his fears and beguile his want of ease. He had insisted to his victim on the truth he had now to reckon with, but had insisted only because he didn t believe it. Beadel, by that attitude, was but lying low; so that he would have no promise really tq 396 THE PAPERS redeem. At present he had one, indeed, and Maud could ask herself if the redemption of it, with the lead ing of their wretched friend a further fantastic dance, would be what he depended on to drug the pain of re morse. By the time she had covered as much ground as this, however, she had also, standing before him, taken his special out of his hand and, folding it up carefully with her own and smoothing it down, packed the two together into such a small tight ball as she might toss to a distance without the air, which she dreaded, of having, by any looser proceeding, dis owned or evaded the news. Howard Bight, help-less and passive, putting on the matter no governed face, let her do with him as she liked, let her, for the first time in their acquaintance, draw his hand into her arm as if he were an invalid or as if she were a snare. She took with him, thus guided and sustained, their second plunge; led him, with decision, straight to where their shock was shared and amplified, pushed her way, guarding him, across the dense thoroughfare and through the great westward current which fairly seemed to meet and challenge them, and then, by reaching Waterloo Bridge with him and descending the granite steps, set him down at last on the Embank ment. It was a fact, none the less, that she had in her eyes, all the while, and too strangely for speech, the vision of the scene in the little German city: the smashed door, the exposed horror, the wondering, in sensible group, the English gentleman, in the dis ordered room, driven to bay among the scattered per sonal objects that only too floridly announced and em blazoned him, and several of which the Papers were al ready naming the poor English gentleman, hunted and hiding, done to death by the thing he yet, for so long, always would have, and stretched on the floor with his beautiful little revolver still in his hand and the effusion of his blood, from a wound taken, with 397 THE BETTER SORT rare resolution, full in the face, extraordinary and dreadful. She went on with her friend, eastward and beside the river, and it was as if they both, for that matter, had, in their silence, the dire material vision. Maud Blandy, however, presently stopped short one of the connec tions of the picture so brought her to a stand. It had come over her, with a force she couldn t check, that the catastrophe itself would have been, with all the unfathomed that yet clung to it, just the thing for her companion s professional hand; so that, queerly but absolutely, while she looked at him again in reproba tion and pity, it was as much as she could do not to feel it for him as something missed, not to wish he might have been there to snatch his chance, and not, above all, to betray to him this reflection. It had really risen to her lips "Why aren t you, old man, on the spot? " and indeed the question, had it broken forth, might well have sounded as a provocation to him to start without delay. Such was the effect, in poor Maud, for the moment, of the habit, so confirmed in her, of seeing time marked only by the dial of the Papers. She had admired in Bight the true journalist that she herself was so clearly not though it was also not what she had most admired in him; and she might have felt, at this instant, the charm of putting true journalism to the proof. She might have been on the point of say ing : " Real business, you know, would be for you to start now, just as you are, before anyone else, sure as you can so easily be of having the pull"; and she might, after a moment, while they paused, have been looking back, through the river-mist, for a sign of the hour, at the blurred face of Big Ben. That she grazed this danger yet avoided it was partly the result in truth of her seeing for herself quickly enough that the last thing Bight could just then have thought of, even un der provocation of the most positive order, was the 398 THE PAPERS chance thus failing him, or the train, the boat, the ad vantage, that the true journalist wouldn t have missed. He quite, under her eyes, while they stood together, ceased to be the true journalist; she saw him, as she felt, put off the character as definitely as she might have seen him remove his coat, his hat, or the con tents of his pockets, in order to lay them on the para pet before jumping into the river. Wonderful was the difference that this transformation, marked by no word and supported by no sign, made in the man she had hitherto known. Nothing, again, could have so expressed for her his continued inward dismay. It was as if, for that matter, she couldn t have asked him a question without adding to it; and she didn t wish to add to it, since she was by this time more fully aware that she wished to be generous. When she at last uttered other words it was precisely so that she mightn t press him. " I think of her poor thing : that s what it makes me do. I think of her there at this moment just out of the Line with this stuff shrieked at her win dows." With which, having so at once contained and relieved herself, she caused him to walk on. " Are you talking of Mrs. Chorner? " he after a moment asked. And then, when he had had her quick " Of course of who else? " he said what she didn t expect. " Naturally one thinks of her. But she has herself to blame. I mean she drove him " What he meant, however, Bight suddenly dropped, taken as he was with another idea, which had brought them the next minute to a halt. " Mightn t you, by the way, see her?" "See her now ?" " Now or never for the good of it. Now s just your time." " But how can it be hers, in the very midst ? " " Because it s in the very midst. She ll tell you 399 THE BETTER SORT things to-night that she ll never tell again. To-night she ll be great." Maud gaped almost wildly. " You want me, at such an hour, to call ? " " And send up your card with the word oh, of course the right one ! on it." " What do you suggest," Maud asked, " as the right one?" " Well, The world wants you that usually does. I ve seldom known it, even in deeper distress than is, after all, here supposable, to fail. Try it, at any rate." The girl, strangely touched, intensely wondered. " Demand of her, you mean, to let me explain for her? " "There you are. You catch on. Write that if you like Let me explain. She ll want to explain." Maud wondered at him more he had somehow so turned the tables on her. " But she doesn t. It s ex actly what she doesn t; she never has. And that he, poor wretch, was always wanting to " " Was precisely what made her hold off? I grant it." He had waked up. " But that was before she had killed him. Trust me, she ll chatter now." This, for his companion, simply forced it out. " It wasn t she who killed him. That, my dear, you know." " You mean it was I who did? Well then, my child, interview m-e" And, with his hands in his pockets and his idea apparently genuine, he smiled at her, by the grey river and under the high lamps, with an effect strange and suggestive. " Thai would be a go ! " " You mean " she jumped at it " you ll tell me what you know? " " Yes, and even what I ve done ! But if you ll take it so for the Papers. Oh, for the Papers only ! " She stared. " You mean you want me to get it in ? " 400 THE PAPERS " I don t want you to do anything, but I m ready to help you, ready to get it in for you, like a shot, my self, if it s a thing you yourself want." " A thing I want to give you away? " " Oh," he laughed, " I m just now worth giving ! You d really do it, you know. And, to help you, here I am. It would be for you only judge ! a leg up." It would indeed, she really saw; somehow, on the spot, she believed it. But his surrender made her tremble. It wasn t a joke she could give him away; or rather she could sell him for money. Money, thus, was what he offered her, or the value of money, which was the same; it was what he wanted her to have. She was conscious already, however, that she could have it only as he offered it, and she said therefore, but half heartedly, " I ll keep your secret." He looked at her more gravely. "Ah, as a secret I can t give it." Then he hesitated. "I ll get you a hundred pounds for it." " Why don t you," she asked, " get them for your self? " " Because I don t care for myself. I care only for you." She waited again. " You mean for my taking you? " And then as he but looked at her : " How should I take you if I had dealt with you that way? " " What do I lose by it," he said, " if, by our under standing of the other day, since things have so turned out, you re not to take me at all? So, at least, on my proposal, you get something else." "And what," Maud returned, " do you get? " "I don t get ; I lose. I have lost. So I don t matter." The eyes with which she covered him at this might have signified either that he didn t satisfy her or that his last word as his word rather imposed itself. Whether or no, at all events, she decided that he still did matter. She presently moved again, and 401 THE BETTER SORT they walked some minutes more. He had made her tremble, and she continued to tremble. So unlike anything that had ever come to her was, if seriously viewed, his proposal. The quality of it, while she walked, grew intenser with each step. It struck her as, when one came to look at it, unlike any offer any man could ever have made or any woman ever have re ceived; and it began accordingly, on the instant, to affect her as almost inconceivably romantic, absolutely, in a manner, and quite out of the blue, dramatic; im measurably more so, for example, than the sort of thing she had come out to hear in the afternoon the sort of thing that was already so far away. If he was joking it was poor, but if he was serious it was, properly, sublime. And he wasn t joking. He was, however, after an interval, talking again, though, trembling still, she had not been attentive; so that she was unconscious of what he had said until she heard him once more sound Mrs. Chorner s name. " If you don t, you know, someone else will, and someone much worse. You told me she likes you." She had at first no answer for him, but it presently made her stop again. It was beautiful, if she would, but it was odd this pressure for her to push at the very hour he him self had renounced pushing. A part of the whole sub limity of his attitude, so far as she was concerned, it clearly was; since, obviously, he was not now to profit by anything she might do. She seemed to see that, as the last service he could render, he wished to launch her and leave her. And that came out the more as he kept it up. " If she likes you, you know, she really wants you. Go to her as a friend." "And bruit her abroad as one?" Maud Blandy asked. " Oh, as a friend from the Papers from them and for them, and with just your half-hour to give her be fore you rush back to them. Take it even oh, you 402 THE PAPERS can safely " the young man developed " a little high with her. That s the way the real way." And he spoke the next moment as if almost losing his pa tience. You ought by this time, you know, to un derstand." There was something in her mind that it still charmed his mastery of the horrid art. He could see, always, the superior way, and it was as if, in spite of herself, she were getting the truth from him. Only she didn t want the truth at least not that one. "And if she simply, for my impudence, chucks me out of window? A short way is easy for them, you know, when one doesn t scream or kick, or hang on to the furniture or the banisters. And I usually, you see " she said it pensively " don t. I ve always, from the first, had my retreat prepared for any occasion, and flattered myself that, whatever hand I might, or mightn t, become at getting in, no one would ever be able so beautifully to get out. Like a flash, simply. And if she does, as I say, chuck me, it s you who fall to the ground." He listened to her without expression, only saying " If you feel for her, as you insist, it s your duty." And then later, as if he had made an impression, " Your duty, I mean, to try. I admit^if you will, that there s a risk, though I don t, with my experience, feel it. Nothing venture, at any rate, nothing have; and it s all, isn t it? at the worst, in the day s work. There s but one thing you can go on, but it s enough. The greatest probability." She resisted, but she was taking it in. " The proba bility that she will throw herself on my neck? " " It will be either one thing or the other," he went on as if he had not heard her. " She ll not receive her, or she will. But if she does your fortune s made, and you ll be able to look higher than the mere common form of donkey." She recognised the reference to 403 THE BETTER SORT Marshal, but that was a thing she needn t mind now, and he had already continued. " She ll keep nothing back. And you mustn t either." " Oh, won t I? " Maud murmured. " Then you ll break faith with her." And, as if to emphasise it, he went on, though with out leaving her an infinite time to decide, for he looked at his watch as they proceeded, and when they came, in their spacious walk, abreast of another issue, where the breadth of the avenue, the expanses of stone, the stretch of the river, the dimness of the distance, seemed to isolate them, he appeared, by renewing their halt and looking up afresh toward the town, to desire to speed her on her way. Many things meanwhile had worked within her, but it was not till she had kept him on past the Temple Station of the Underground that she fairly faced her opportunity. Even then too there were still other things, under the assault of which she dropped, for the moment, Mrs. Chorner. " Did you really," she asked, " believe he d turn up alive? " With his hands in his pockets he continued to gloom at her. " Up there, just now, with Marshal what did you take me as believing? " " I gave you up. And I do give you. You re be yond me. Only," she added, " I seem to have made you out since then as really staggered. Though I don t say it," she ended, " to bear hard upon you." " Don t bear hard," said Howard Bight very simply. It moved her, for all she could have said; so that she had for a moment to wonder if it were bearing hard to mention some of features of the rest of her thought. If she was to have him, certainly, it couldn t be without knowing, as she said to herself, something something she might perhaps mitigate a little the solitude of his penance by possessing. " There were moments when I even imagined that, up to a certain point, you were still in communication with him. Then 404 THE PAPERS I seemed to see that you lost touch though you braved it out for me; that you had begun to be really uneasy and were giving him up. I seemed to see," she pursued after an hesitation, " that it was coming home to you that you had worked him up too high that you were feeling, if I may say it, that you had bet ter have stopped short. I mean short of this." " You may say it," Bight answered. " I had bet- ten" She had looked at him a moment. " There was more of him than you believed." " There was more of him. And now," Bight added, looking across the river, " here s all of him." " Which you feel you have on your heart? " " I don t know where I have it." He turned his eyes to her. " I must wait." " For more facts? " " Well," he returned after a pause, " hardly perhaps for i more if with what we have this is all. But I ve things to think out. I must wait to see how I feel. I did nothing but what he wanted. But we were behind a bolting horse whom neither of us could have stopped." " And he," said Maud, " is the one dashed to pieces." He had his grave eyes on her. " Would you like it to have been me? " " Of course not. But you enjoyed it the bolt; everything up to the smash. Then, with that ahead, you were nervous." " I m nervous still," said Howard Bight. Even in his unexpected softness there was some thing that escaped her, and it made in her, just a little, for irritation. " What I mean is that you enjoyed his terror. That was what led you on." " No doubt it was so grand a case. But do you call charging me with it," the young man asked, " not bearing hard ? " 405 THE BETTER SORT " No " she pulled herself up " it is. I don t charge you. Only I feel how little about what has been, all the while, behind you tell me. Nothing ex plains." " Explains what?" " Why, his act." He gave a sign of impatience. " Isn t the explana tion what I offered a moment ago to give you? " It came, in effect, back to her. " For use? " " For use." "Only?" " Only." It was sharp. They stood a little, on this, face to face; at the end of which she turned away. " I ll go to Mrs. Chorner." And she was off while he called after her to take a cab. It was quite as if she were to come upon him, in his strange insistence, for the fare. IX IF she kept to herself, from the morrow on, for three days, her adoption of that course was helped, as she thankfully felt, by the great other circumstance and the great public commotion under cover of which it so little mattered what became of private persons. It was not simply that she had her reasons, but she couldn t during this time have descended again to Fleet Street even had she wished, though she said to herself often enough that her behaviour was rank cowardice. She left her friend alone with what he had to face, since, as she found, she could in absence from him a little recover herself. In his presence, the night of the news, she knew she had gone to pieces, had yielded, all too vulgarly, to a weakness proscribed by her original view. Her original view had been that if poor Beadel, worked up, as she inveterately kept seeing him, should embrace the tragic remedy, How- 406 THE PAPERS ard Bight wouldn t be able not to show as practically compromised. He wouldn t be able not to smell of the wretched man s blood, morally speaking, too strongly for condonations or complacencies. There were other things, truly, that, during their minutes on the Embankment, he had been able to do, but they constituted just the sinister subtlety to which it was well that she should not again, yet awhile, be exposed. They were of the order from the safe summit of Maida Hill she could make it out that had proved corrosive to the muddled mind of the Frankfort fugi tive, deprived, in the midst of them, of any honest issue. Bight, of course, rare youth, had meant no harm; but what was precisely queerer, what, when you came to judge, less human, than to be formed for offence, for injury, by the mere inherent play of the spirit of observation, of criticism, by the inextinguish able flame, in fine, of the ironic passion? The ironic passion, in such a world as surrounded one, might as sert itself as half the dignity, the decency, of life; yet, none the less, in cases where one had seen it prove gruesomely fatal (and not to one s self, which was nothing, but to others, even the stupid and the vul gar) one was plainly admonished to well, stand off a little and think. This was what Maud Blandy, while the Papers roared and resounded more than ever with the new meat flung to them, tried to consider that she was doing; so that the attitude held her fast during the freshness of the event. The event grew, as she had felt it would, with every further fact from Frankfort and with every extra-special, and reached its maximum, inevitably, in the light of comment and correspondence. These features, before the catastrophe, had indubitably, at the last, flagged a little, but they revived so prodigiously, under the well-timed shock, that, for the period we speak of, the poor gentleman seemed, with a con- 407 THE BETTER SORT tinuance, with indeed an enhancement, of his fine old knack, to have the successive editions all to himself. They had been always of course, the Papers, very largely about him, but it was not too much to say that at this crisis they were about nothing else worth speaking of; so that our young woman could but groan in spirit at the direful example set to the emulous. She spared an occasional moment to the vision of Mortimer Marshal, saw him drunk, as she might have said, with the mere fragrance of the wine of glory, and asked herself what art Bight would now use to furnish him forth as he had promised. The mystery of BeadeFs course loomed, each hour, so much larger and darker that the plan would have to be consummate, or the private knowledge alike be yond cavil and beyond calculation, which should at tempt either to sound or to mask the appearances. Strangely enough, none the less, she even now found herself thinking of her rash colleague as attached, for the benefit of his surviving victim, to this idea; she went in fact so far as to imagine him half-upheld, while the public wonder spent itself, by the prospect of the fun he might still have with Marshal. This implied, she was not unconscious, that his notion of fun was in fernal, and would of course be especially so were his knowledge as real as she supposed it. He would in flate their foolish friend with knowledge that was false and so start him as a balloon for the further gape of the world. This was the image, in turn, that would yield the last sport the droll career of the wretched man as wandering forever through space under the ap prehension, in time duly gained, that the least touch of earth would involve the smash of his car. Afraid, thus, to drop, but at the same time equally out of con ceit of the chill air of the upper and increasing soli tudes to which he had soared, he would become such a diminishing speck, though traceably a prey to wild hu- 408 THE PAPERS man gyrations, as she might conceive Bight to keep in view for future recreation. It wasn t however the future that was actually so much in question for them all as the immediately near present, offered to her as the latter was in the haunt ing light of the inevitably unlimited character of any real inquiry. The inquiry of the Papers, immense and ingenious, had yet for her the saving quality that she didn t take it as real. It abounded, truly, in hy potheses, most of them lurid enough, but a certain ease of mind as to what these might lead to was per haps one of the advantages she owed to her constant breathing of Fleet Street air. She couldn t quite have said why, but she felt it wouldn t be the Papers that, proceeding from link to link, would arrive vindictively at Bight s connection with his late client. The enjoy ment of that consummation would rest in another quarter, and if the young man were as uneasy now as she thought he ought to be even while she hoped he wasn t, it would be from the fear in his eyes of such justice as was shared with the vulgar. The Papers held an inquiry, but the Authorities, as they vaguely figured to her, would hold an inquest; which was a matter even when international, complicated and ar- rangeable, between Frankfort and London, only on some system unknown to her more in tune with pos sibilities of exposure. It was not, as need scarce be said, from the exposure of Beadel that she averted her self; it was from the exposure of the person who had made of Beadel s danger, Beadel s dread whatever these really represented the use that the occurrence at Frankfort might be shown to certify. It was well before her, at all events, that if Howard Bight s reflec tions, so stimulated, kept pace at all with her own, he would at the worst, or even at the best, have been glad to meet her again. It was her knowing that and yet lying low that she privately qualified as cowardice; 409 THE BETTER SORT it was the instinct of watching and waiting till she should see how great the danger might become. And she had moreover another reason, which we shall pres ently learn. The extra-specials meanwhile were to be had in Kilburnia almost as soon as in the Strand; the little ponied and painted carts, tipped at an extra ordinary angle, by which they were disseminated, had for that matter, she observed, never rattled up the Edgware Road at so furious a rate. Each evening, it was true, when the flare of Fleet Street would have begun really to smoke, she had, in resistance to old habit, a little to hold herself; but for three successive days she tided over that crisis. It was not till the fourth night that her reaction suddenly declared itself, determined as it partly was by the latest poster that dangled free at the door of a small shop just out of her own street. The establishment dealt in buttons, pins, tape, and silver bracelets, but the branch of its in dustry she patronised was that of telegrams, stamps, stationery, and the "Edinburgh rock " offered to the appetite of the several small children of her next-door neighbour but one. " The Beadel-Muffet Mystery, Startling Disclosures, Action of the Treasury " at these words she anxiously gazed; after which she de cided. It was as if from her hilltop, from her very house-top, to which the window of her little room was contiguous, she had seen the red light in the east. It had, this time, its colour. She went on, she went far, till she met a cab, which she hailed, " regardless," she felt, as she had hailed one after leaving Bight by the river. " To Fleet Street " she simply said, and it took her that she felt too back into life. Yes, it was life again, bitter, doubtless, but with a taste, when, having stopped her cab, short of her in dication, in Covent Garden, she walked across south ward and to the top of the street in which she and her friend had last parted with Mortimer Marshal. She 410 THE PAPERS came down to their favoured pothouse, the scene of Bight s high compact with that worthy, and here, hesitating, she paused, uncertain as to where she had best look out. Her conviction, on her way, had but grown; Howard Bight would be looking out that to a certainty; something more, something portentous, had happened (by her evening paper, scanned in the light of her little shop window, she had taken instant possession of it), and this would have made him know that she couldn t keep up what he would naturally call her "game." There were places where they often met, and the diversity of these not too far apart, how ever, would be his only difficulty. He was on the prowl, in fine, with his hat over his eyes; and she hadn t known, till this vision of him came, what seeds of romance were in her soul. Romance, the other night, by the river, had brushed them with a wing that was like the blind bump of a bat, but that had been something on his part, whereas this thought of bring ing him succour as to a Russian anarchist, to some victim of society or subject of extradition, was all her own, and was of this special moment. She saw him with his hat over his eyes; she saw him with his over coat collar turned up; she saw him as a hunted hero cleverly drawn in one of the serialising weeklies or, as they said, in some popular " ply," and the effect of it was to open to her on the spot a sort of happy sense of all her possible immorality. That was the ro mantic sense, and everything vanished but the richness of her thrill. She knew little enough what she might have to do for him, but her hope, as sharp as a pang, was that, if anything, it would put her in danger too. The hope, as it happened then, was crowned on the very spot; she had never so felt in danger as when, just now, turning to the glazed door of their cookshop, she saw a man, within, close behind the glass, still, stiff and ominous, looking at her hard. The light of 411 THE BETTER SORT the place was behind him, so that his face, in the dusk of the side-street, was dark, but it was visible that she showed for him as an object of interest. The next thing, of course, she had seen more seen she could be such an object, in such a degree, only to her friend himself, and that Bight had been thus sure of her; and the next thing after that had passed straight in and been met by him, as he stepped aside to admit her, in silence. He had his hat pulled down and, quite for getfully, in spite of the warmth within, the collar of his mackintosh up. It was his silence that completed the perfection of these things the perfection that came out most of all, oddly, after he had corrected them by removal and was seated with her, in their common corner, at tea, with the room almost to themselves and no one to con sider but Marshal s little man in the obvious wig and the blue spectacles, the great authority on the inner life of the criminal classes. Strangest of all, nearly, was it, that, though now essentially belonging, as Maud felt, to this order, they were not conscious of the danger of his presence. What she had wanted most immediately to learn was how Bight had known; but he made, and scarce to her surprise, short work of that. "I ve known every evening known, that is, that you ve wanted to come; and I ve been here every evening, waiting just there till I should see you. It was but a question of time. To-night, however, I was sure for there s, after all, something of me left. Be sides, besides ! " He had, in short, another certi tude. You ve been ashamed I knew, when I saw nothing come, that you would be. But also that that would pass." Maud found him, as she would have said, all there. " I ve been ashamed, you mean, of being afraid? " " You ve been ashamed about Mrs. Chorner; that is, about me. For that you did go to her I know," 412 THE PAPERS " Have you been then yourself? " " For what do you take me?" He seemed to won der. " What had I to do with her except for you? " And then before she could say : " Didn t she receive you?" Yes, as you said, she wanted me." " She jumped at you? " " Jumped at me. She gave me an hour." He flushed with an interest that, the next moment, had flared in spite of everything into amusement. " So that I was right, in my perfect wisdom, up to the hilt?" " Up to the hilt. She took it from me." " That the public wants her? " " That it won t take a refusal. So she opened up." "Overflowed?" " Prattled." "Gushed?" "Well, recognised and embraced her opportunity. Kept me there till midnight. Told me, as she called it, everything about everything." They looked at each other long on it, and it deter mined in Bight at last a brave clatter of his crockery. " They re stupendous ! " " It s you that are," Maud replied, " to have found it out so. You know them down to the ground." " Oh, what I ve found out ! " But it was more than he could talk of then. " If I hadn t really felt sure, I wouldn t so have urged you. Only now, if you please, I don t understand your having apparently but kept her in your pocket." " Of course you don t," said Maud Blandy. To which she added, " And I don t quite myself. I only know that now that I have her there nothing will in duce me to take her out." " Then you potted her, permit me to say," he an swered, " on absolutely false pretences." 413 THE BETTER SORT "Absolutely; which is precisely why I ve been ashamed. I made for home with the whole thing," she explained, " and there, that night, in the hours till morning, when, turning it over, I saw all it really was, I knew that I couldn t that I would rather choose that shame, that of not doing for her what I had offered, than the hideous honesty of bringing it out. Because, you see," Maud declared, " it was well, it was too much." Bight followed her with a sharpness ! " It was so good?" " Quite beautiful ! Awful ! " He wondered. " Really charming? " " Charming, interesting, horrible. It was true and it was the whole thing. It was herself and it was him, all of him too. Not a bit made up, but just the poor woman melted and overflowing, yet at the same time raging like the hot-water tap when it boils. I never saw anything like it; everything, as you guaranteed, came out; it has made me know things. So, to have come down here with it, to have begun to hawk it, either through you, as you kindly proposed, or in my own brazen person, to the highest bidder well, I felt that I didn t have to, after all, if I didn t want to, and that if it s the only way I can get money I would much rather starve." " I see." Howard Bight saw all. " And that s why you re ashamed? " She hesitated she was both so remiss and so firm. "I knew that by my not coming back to you, you would have guessed, have found me wanting; just, for that matter, as she has found me. And I couldn t ex plain. I can t I can t to lier. So that," the girl went on, " I shall have done, so far as her attitude to me was to be concerned, something more indelicate, some thing more indecent, than if I had passed her on. I shall have wormed it all out of her, and then, by not 414 THE PAPERS having carried it to market, disappointed and cheated her. She was to have heard it cried like fresh her- ring." Bight was immensely taken. " Oh, beyond all doubt. You re in a fix. You ve played, you see, a most unusual game. The code allows everything but that." " Precisely. So I must take the consequences. I m dishonoured, but I shall have to bear it. And I shall bear it by getting out. Out, I mean, of the whole thing. I shall chuck them." " Chuck the Papers? " he asked in his simplicity. But his wonder, she saw, was overdone their eyes too frankly met. " Damn the Papers ! " said Maud Blandy. It produced in his sadness and weariness the sweetest smile that had yet broken through. " We shall, be tween us, if we keep it up, ruin them ! And you make nothing," he went on, " of one s having at last so beautifully started you? Your complaint," he de veloped, " was that you couldn t get in. Then sud denly, with a splendid jump, you are in. Only, how ever, to look round you and say with disgust * Oh, here? 1 Where the devil do you want to be?" " Ah, that s another question. At least," she said, " I can scrub floors. I can take it out perhaps my swindle of Mrs. Chorner," she pursued "in scrubbing hers." He only, after this, looked at her a little. " She has written to you? " " Oh, in high dudgeon. I was to have attended to the press-cutting people as well, and she was to have seen herself, at the furthest, by the second morn ing (that was day-before-yesterday) all over the place. She wants to know what I mean." " And what do you answer? " " That it s hard, of course, to make her understand, 415 THE BETTER SORT but that I ve felt her, since parting with her, simply to be too good." " Signifying by it, naturally," Bight amended, " that you ve felt yourself to be so." " Well, that too if you like. But she was exquisite." He considered. " Would she do for a ply? " " Oh God, no ! " "Then for a tile?" " Perhaps," said Maud Blandy at last. He understood, visibly, the shade, as well as the pause; which, together, held him a moment. But it was of something else he spoke. " And you who had found they would never bite ! " " Oh, I was wrong," she simply answered. " Once they ve tasted blood ! " " They want to devour," her friend laughed, " not only the bait and the hook, but the line and the rod and the poor fisherman himself? Except," he con tinued, " that poor Mrs. Chorner hasn t yet even * tasted. However," he added, " she obviously will." Maud s assent was full. " She ll find others. She ll appear." He waited a moment his eye had turned to the door of the street. " Then she must be quick. These are things of the hour." " You hear something? " she asked, his expression having struck her. He listened again, but it was nothing. " k No but it s somehow in the air." "What is?" " Well, that she must hurry. She must get in. She must get out." He had his arms on the table, and, locking his hands and inclining a little, he brought his face nearer to her. " My sense to-night s of an open ness ! I don t know what s the matter. Except, that is, that you re great." She looked at him, not drawing back. " You know 416 THE PAPERS everything so immeasurably more than you admit or than you tell me. You mortally perplex and worry me." It made him smile. " You re great, you re great," he only repeated. " You know it s quite awfully swagger, what you ve done." " What I haven t, you mean; what I never shall. Yes," she added, but now sinking back "of course you see that too. What don t you see, and what, with such ways, is to be the end of you?" "You re great, you re great" he kept it up. " And I like you. That s to be the end of me." So, for a minute, they left it, while she came to the thing that, for the last half-hour, had most been with her. " What is the action/ announced to-night, of the Treasury? " " Oh, they ve sent somebody out, partly, it would seem, at the request of the German authorities, to take possession." " Possession, you mean, of his effects? " Yes, and legally, administratively, of the whole matter." " Seeing, you mean, that there s still more in i t p " " Than meets the eye," said Bight, " precisely. But it won t be till the case is transferred, as it presently will be, to this country, that they will see. Then it will be funny." " Funny? " Maud Blandy asked. " Oh, lovely." " Lovely for you? " " Why not? The bigger the whole thing grows, the lovelier." " You ve odd notions," she said, " of loveliness. Do you expect his situation won t be traced to you? Don t you suppose you ll be forced to speak? " " To speak ? " 417 THE BETTER SORT " Why, if it is traced. What do you make, other wise, of the facts to-night? " " Do you call them facts? " the young man asked. " I mean the Astounding Disclosures/ " Well, do you only read your headlines? The most astounding disclosures are expected that s the valuable text. Is it," he went on, " what fetched you?" His answer was so little of one that she made her own scant. " What fetched me is that I can t rest." " No more can I," he returned. " But in what danger do you think me? " " In any in which you think yourself. Why not, if I don t mean in danger of hanging? " He looked at her so that she presently took him for serious at last which was different from his having been either worried or perverse. " Of public discredit, you mean for having so unmercifully baited him? Yes," he conceded with a straightness that now sur prised her, " I ve thought of that. But how can the baiting be proved? " " If they take possession of his effects won t his effects be partly his papers, and won t they, among them, find letters from you, and won t your letters show it?" "Well, show what?" " Why, the frenzy to which you worked him and thereby your connection." " They won t show it to dunderheads." " And are they all dunderheads? " " Every mother s son of them where anything so beautiful is concerned." " Beautiful? " Maud murmured. " Beautiful, my letters are gems of the purest ray. I m covered." She let herself go she looked at him long. : You re a wonder. But all the same," she added, "you don t like it." 418 THE PAPERS " Well, I m not sure." Which clearly meant, how ever, that he almost was, from the way in which, the next moment, he had exchanged the question for an other. You haven t anything to tell me of Mrs. Chorner s explanation? " Oh, as to this, she had already considered and chosen. " What do you want of it when you know so much more? So much more, I mean, than even she has known." " Then she hasn t known ? " "There you are ! What," asked Maud, " are you talking about? " She had made him smile, even though his smile was perceptibly pale; and he continued. " Of what was behind. Behind any game of mine. Behind every thing." " So am I then talking of that. No," said Maud, " she hasn t known, and she doesn t know, I judge, to this hour. Her explanation therefore doesn t bear upon that. It bears upon something else." "Well, my dear, on what?" He was not, however, to find out by simply calling her his dear; for she had not sacrificed the reward of her interview in order to present the fine flower of it, unbridled, even to him. " You know how little you ve ever told me, and you see how, at this instant, even while you press me to gratify you, you give me noth ing. I give," she smiled yet not a little flushed " nothing for nothing." He showed her he felt baffled, but also that she was perverse. " What you want of me is what, originally, you wouldn t hear of : anything so dreadful, that is, as his predicament must be. You saw that to make him want to keep quiet he must have something to be ashamed of, and that was just what, in pity, you posi tively objected to learning. You ve grown," Bight smiled, " more interested since." 419 THE BETTER SORT " If I have/ said Maud, " it s because you have. Now, at any rate, I m not afraid." He waited a moment. " Are you very sure? " Yes, for my mystification is greater at last than my delicacy. I don t know till I do know " and she ex pressed this even with difficulty " what it has been, all the while, that it was a question of, and what, conse quently, all the while, we ve been talking about." " Ah, but why should you know? " the young man inquired. " I can understand your needing to, or somebody s needing to, if we were in a ply, or even, though in a less degree, if we were in a tile. But since, my poor child, we re only in the delicious muddle of life itself !" " You may have all the plum of the pudding, and I nothing but a mouthful of cold suet? " Maud pushed back her chair; she had taken up her old gloves; but while she put them on she kept in view both her friend and her grievance. " I don t believe," she at last brought out, " that there is, or that there ever was, anything." " Oh, oh, oh ! " Bight laughed. " There s nothing," she continued, " behind. There s no horror." " You hold, by that," said Bight, " that the poor man s deed is all me? That does make it, you see, bad for me." She got up and, there before him, finished smooth ing her creased gloves. " Then we are if there s such richness in a ply." " Well, we are not, at all events so far as we our selves are concerned the spectators." And he also got up. " The spectators must look out for them selves." " Evidently, poor things ! " Maud sighed. And as he still stood as if there might be something for him to come from her, she made her attitude clear which 420 THE PAPERS was quite the attitude now of tormenting him a little. " If you know something about him which she doesn t, and also which / don t, she knows something about him as I do too which you don t." " Surely : when it s exactly what I m trying to get out of you. Are you afraid / // sell it? " But even this taunt, which she took. moreover at its worth, didn t move her. " You definitely then won t tell me?" " You mean that if I will you ll tell me? She thought again. " Well yes. But on that con dition alone." " Then you re safe," said Howard Bight. " I can t, really, my dear, tell you. Besides, if it s to come out !" " I ll wait in that case till it does. But I must warn you," she added, " that my facts wont come out." He considered. " Why not, since the rush at her is probably even now being made? Why not, if she re ceives others? " Well, Maud could think too. " She ll receive them, but they won t receive her. Others are like your people dunderheads. Others won t understand, won t count, won t exist." And she moved to the door. " There are no others." Opening the door, she had reached the street with it, even while he re plied, overtaking her, that there were certainly none such as herself; but they had scarce passed out before her last remark was, to their somewhat disconcerted sense, sharply enough refuted. There was still the other they had forgotten, and that neglected quantity, plainly in search of them and happy in his instinct of the chase, now stayed their steps in the form of Morti mer Marshal. THE BETTER SORT X HE was coming in as they came out; and his " I hoped I might find you," an exhalation of cool candour that they took full in the face, had the effect, the next mo ment, of a great soft carpet, all flowers and figures, suddenly unrolled for them to walk upon and before which they felt a scruple. Their ejaculation, Maud was conscious, couldn t have passed for a welcome, and it wasn t till she saw the poor gentleman checked a little, in turn, by their blankness, that she fully per ceived how interesting they had just become to them selves. His face, however, while, in their arrest, they neither proposed to re-enter the shop with him nor invited him to proceed with them anywhere else his face, gaping there, for Bight s promised instructions, like a fair receptacle, shallow but with all the capacity of its flatness, brought back so to our young woman the fond fancy her companion had last excited in him that he profited just a little and for sympathy in spite of his folly by her sense that with her too the latter had somehow amused himself. This placed her, for the brief instant, in a strange fellowship with their vis itor s plea, under the impulse of which, without more thought, she had turned to Bight. "Your eager claim ant," she, however, simply said, " for the opportunity now so beautifully created." "I ve ventured," Mr. Marshal glowed back, " to come and remind you that the hours are fleeting." Bight had surveyed him with eyes perhaps equivocal. " You re afraid someone else will step in? " " Well, with the place so tempting and so emp- ty -I" Maud made herself again his voice. " Mr Marshal sees it empty itself perhaps too fast." He acknowledged, in his large, bright way, the help 422 THE PAPERS afforded him by her easy lightness. " I do want to get in, you know, before anything happens." " And what," Bight inquired, " are you afraid may happen? " " Well, to make sure," he smiled, " I want myself, don t you see, to happen first." Our young woman, at this, fairly fell, for her friend, into his sweetness. " Do let him happen ! " " Do let me happen !" Mr. Marshal followed it up. They stood there together, where they had paused, in their strange council of three, and their extraordi nary tone, in connection with their number, might have marked them, for some passer catching it, as per sons not only discussing questions supposedly reserved for the Fates, but absolutely enacting some encounter of these portentous forces. " Let you let you? " Bight gravely echoed, while on the sound, for the mo ment, immensities might have hung. It was as far, however, as he was to have time to speak, for even while his voice was in the air another, at first remote and vague, joined it there on an ominous note and hushed all else to stillness. It came, through the roar of thoroughfares, from the direction of Fleet Street, and it made our interlocutors exchange an altered look. They recognized it, the next thing, as the howl, again, of the Strand, and then but an instant elapsed before it flared into the night. " Return of Beadel- Muffet! Tremenjous Sensation! " Tremenjous indeed, so tremenjous that, each really turning as pale with it as they had turned, on the same spot, the other time and with the other news, they stood long enough stricken and still for the cry, multi plied in a flash, again to reach them. They couldn t have said afterwards who first took it up. " Re turn ? " " From the Dead I say! " poor Marshal piercingly quavered. 423 THE BETTER SORT "Then he hasn t been ?" Maud gasped it with him at Bight. But that genius, clearly, was not less deeply affected. " He s alive? " he breathed in a long, soft wail in which admiration appeared at first to contend with amaze ment and then the sense of the comic to triumph over both. Howard Bight uncontrollably it might have struck them as almost hysterically laughed. The others could indeed but stare. " Then who s dead? " piped Mortimer Marshal. " I m afraid, Mr. Marshal, that you are," the young man returned, more gravely, after a minute. He spoke as if he saw how dead. Poor Marshal was lost. "But someone was killed !" " Someone undoubtedly was, but Beadel somehow has survived it." " Has he, then, been playing the game ? " It baffled comprehension. Yet it wasn t even that what Maud most wondered. " Have you all the while really known? " she asked of Howard Bight. He met it with a look that puzzled her for the in stant, but that she then saw to mean, half with amuse ment, half with sadness, that his genius was, after all, simpler. " I wish I had. I really believed." " All along? " " No; but after Frankfort." She remembered things. " You haven t had a no tion this evening? " " Only from the state of my nerves." " Yes^jour nerves must be in a state ! " And some how now she had no pity for him. It was almost as if she were, frankly, disappointed. " /," she then boldly said, " didn t believe." " If you had mentioned that then," Marshal ob served to her, " you would have saved me an awkward ness." 424 THE PAPERS But Bight took him up. " She did believe so that she might punish me." " Punish you ? " Maud raised her hand at her friend. " He doesn t understand." He was indeed, Mr. Marshal, fully pathetic now. " No, I don t understand. Not a wee bit." " Well," said Bight kindly, " we none of us do. We must give it up." " You think / really must ? " " You, sir," Bight smiled, " most of all. The places seem so taken." His client, however, clung. " He won t die again ? " " If he does he ll again come to life. He ll never die. Only we shall die. He s immortal." He looked up and down, this inquirer; he listened to the howl of the Strand, not yet, as happened, brought nearer to them by one of the hawkers. And yet it was as if, overwhelmed by his lost chance, he knew himself too w r eak even for their fond aid. He still therefore appealed. " Will this be a boom for him? " " His return? Colossal. For fancy! it was ex actly what we talked of, you remember, the other day, as the ideal. I mean," Bight smiled, " for a man to be lost, and yet at the same time " To be found? " poor Marshal too hungrily mused. " To be boomed," Bight continued, " by his smash and yet never to have been too smashed to know how he was booming." It was wonderful for Maud too. " To have given it all up, and yet to have it all." "Oh, better than that," said her friend : " to have more than all, and more than you gave up. Beadel," he was careful to explain to their companion, " will have more." Mr. Marshal struggled with it. " More than if he were dead? " 425 THE BETTER SORT " More," Bight laughed, " than if he weren t ! It s what you would have liked, as I understand you, isn t it? and what you would have got, It s what / would have helped you to." " But who then," wailed Marshal, " helps him? " " Nobody. His star. His genius." Mortimer Marshal glared about him as for some sign of such aids in his own sphere. It embraced, his own sphere too, the roaring Strand, yet mystification and madness ! it was with Beadel the Strand was roar ing. A hawker, from afar, at sight of the group, was already scaling the slope. " Ah, but how the devil ? " Bight pointed to this resource. " Go and see." "But don t you want them? " poor Marshal asked as the others retreated. " The Papers? " They stopped to answer. " No, never again. We ve done with them. We give it up." " I mayn t again see you? " Dismay and a last clutch were in Marshal s face, but Maud, who had taken her friend s meaning in a flash, found the word to meet them. " We retire from busi ness." With which they turned again to move in the other sense, presenting their backs to Fleet Street. They moved together up the rest of the hill, going on in silence, not arrested by another little shrieking boy, not diverted by another extra-special, not pausing again till, at the end of a few minutes, they found themselves in the comparative solitude of Covent Gar den, encumbered with the traces of its traffic, but now given over to peace. The howl of the Strand had ceased, their client had vanished forever, and from the centre of the empty space they could look up and see stars. One of these was of course Beadel-Muffet s, and the consciousness of that, for the moment, kept- down any arrogance of triumph. He still hung above 426 THE PAPERS them, he ruled, immortal, the night; they were far beneath, and he now transcended their world; but a sense of relief, of escape, of the light, still unquenched, of their old irony, made them stand there face to face. There was more between them now than there had ever been, but it had ceased to separate them, it sus tained them in fact like a deep water on which they floated closer. Still, however, there was something Maud needed. " It had been all the while worked? " " Ah, not, before God since I lost sight of him by me." " Then by himself? " " I dare say. But there are plenty for him. He s beyond me." " But you thought," she said, "it would be so. You thought," she declared, " something." Bight hesitated. " I thought it would be great if he could. And as he could why, it is great. But all the same I too was sold. I am sold. That s why I give up." " Then it s why 7 do. We must do something," she smiled at him, " that requires less cleverness." " We must love each other," said Howard Bight. " But can we live by that? " He thought again; then he decided. "Yes." "Ah," Maud amended, " we must be littery. We ve now got stuff." " For the dear old ply, for the rattling good tile? Ah, they take better stuff than this though this too is good." " Yes," she granted on reflection, " this is good, but it has bad holes. Who was the dead man in -the locked hotel room?" " Oh, I don t mean that. That" said Bight, " he ll splendidly explain." " But how? " " Why, in the Papers. To-morrow." 427 THE BETTER SORT Maud wondered. " So soon? " " If he returned to-night, and it s not yet ten o clock, there s plenty of time. It will be in all of them while the universe waits. He ll hold us in the hollow of his hand. His chance is just there. And there," said the young man, " will be his greatness." " Greater than ever then? " " Quadrupled." She followed; then it made her seize his arm. " Go to him!" Bight frowned. " Go -? " " This instant. You explain ! " He understood, but only to shake his head. " Never again. I bow to him." Well, she after a little understood; but she thought again. " You mean that the great hole is that he really had no reason, no funk ? " " I ve wondered," said Howard Bight. " Whether he had done anything to make publicity embarrassing? " " I ve wondered," the young man repeated. " But I thought you knew ! " " So did I. But I thought also I knew he was dead. However," Bight added, " he ll explain that too." " To-morrow? " " No as a different branch. Say day after." " Ah, then," said Maud, " if he explains ! " " There s no hole? I don t know! " and it forced from him at last a sigh. He was impatient of it, for he had done with it; it would soon bore him. So fast they lived. " It will take," he only dropped, " much explaining." His detachment was logical, but she looked a mo ment at his sudden weariness. " There s always, re member, Mrs. Chorner." 428 THE PAPERS " Oh, yes, Mrs. Chorner; we luckily invented her. 9 " Well, if she drove him to his death ? " Bight, with a laugh, caught at it. " Is that it? Did she drive him? " It pulled her up, and, though she smiled, they stood again, a little, as on their guard. " Now, at any rate, Maud simply said at last, " she ll marry him. So you see how right I was." With a preoccupation that had grown in him, however, he had already lost the thread. " How right ? " " Not to sell my Talk." " Oh yes," he remembered. " Quite right." But it all came to something else. " Whom will you marry? " She only, at first, for answer, kept her eyes on him. Then she turned them about the place and saw no hindrance, and then, further, bending with a tender ness in which she felt so transformed, so won to some thing she had never been before, that she might even, to other eyes, well have looked so, she gravely kissed him. 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