THE STORY OF MOLLIE THE STORY OF MOLLIE BY MARIAN BOWER BOSTON ROBERTS BROTHERS 1897 Copyright, 1897, BY MARIAN BOWER. JortN WILSON AND SON, CAMBRIDGE, U.S.A. SRLB IJB11 The Story of Mollie CHAPTER I THE nursery at the Dower House was in the oldest part of that building. It was a low, long room with a wide window, rilled with little diamond-shaped panes, and with a seat below the frame, formed out of the thickness of the wall. Without, the ivy had climbed for so many years up the dull-colored bricks that its more tender arms, those that had not yet learned how to attach themselves for their upward journey, often strayed across the glass and tapped on the panes, so that Mollie might notice them at least, so Mollie thought. But at this moment, though the latest green spray was across the window, and the sunshine was making it even a fuller, clearer color than usual, Mollie's attention was occupied at the other end of the room. 2 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Close to the old-fashioned fireplace, where in winter Mollie saw all the fairies and sprites dance up the chimney on the blaze, and where she saw, in the bright embers, enchanted palaces and wonderful caverns that were the homes of magicians and princes, but which was now quite dark and empty, all the fairies and princes and magicians and sprites having gone to whisper to the leaves on the trees, or dance with the butterflies and swing on the flower bells, or sleep in the heart of the red roses, close by this empty grate, nurse had pushed up the table and was unpacking a box. It came from the big shop to which mamma sometimes took Mollie, and in that box was a new dress for Claude. He was such a little boy/ he still had to wear dresses. No doubt, he would be very glad when he was promoted to sailor suits and wide trousers. Mollie sup- posed being a boy made those things peculiarly acceptable, but, for her part, she thought blue velvet and lace collars more beautiful. Nurse held up the little garment and ex- amined the Irish point with appreciative fingers. " It 's beautiful ! he will look a picture in it, he will ! " she remarked, and then she added, THE STORY OF MOLLIE 3 more to herself, " There 's a pleasure as well as a credit in dressing him," with a stress on the pronoun. Mollie's thin little hands went together; the dark eyes grew rounder, larger. She was only a little girl, hardly nine years old, but she knew what nurse meant. Not that nurse intended to be unkind. The mistake was she had not calculated upon the child's understanding. But to miss the obvious with a mind like Mollie's is no guarantee that it will not grasp the unusual, the remote. The thought, and the consequence she at- tached to it, pressed so hard on the child that she endeavored to translate it into words. Mollie did not often deliberately put such inquiries; they usually drew down on her the rebuke she dreaded. Generally when she asked for the explanation to her puzzles, she was called unnatural, not like other little girls, and that seemed to her a dreadful term of reproach, all the more so, because it was at once so vague and so apparent. If it had meant anything like sitting straight on one's chair or keeping a pina- fore clean, Mollie would have at once set to work to remedy the defect, for she was a little 4 THE STORY OF MOLLIE person with quite a passion for doing her duty. But it was something in herself; she was quite clear upon that, though she connected it, by who can tell what curious links and chains, with mamma's partiality for Claude and with that young gentleman's golden hair and lace collars. " Nurse," she said now, in response to the prompting of her little mind, " is God angry with little girls that are not like other little girls? Is that why my hair has to be put into curl-papers every night? I wish "with a long sigh " it was yellow like Claude's, and curled when you just brushed it round your finger." But nurse was shocked, not explanatory. " It 's very naughty of you to say such things, Miss Mollie," she decreed. " You are n't going to be jealous of your little brother, are you?" " Jealous, nursie," ventured the small woman ; "what is jealous?" " There now," retorted nurse, " it 's something very naughty. You '11 know all about it when you are grown up ; it will be time enough to learn then, I can tell you." So saying, nurse took up Claude's frock and retreated, by way of closing the discussion. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 5 When she was left alone, Mollie walked very soberly across the room to the far corner where Josephine sat propped up between the tram- stables and the Tower of Babel bricks. The child took Josephine into her arms and went to curl herself up in the sunniest corner of the window-seat. Mollie loved sunshine as she loved the flowers, the birds, the clouds, especially the tiny white ones, which looked like snowflakes that had asked if they might run races across the blue sky until " Mr. Jack Frost " wanted them to help him to make the ground all white for Christmas. She loved them all without in the least know- ing why. She loved, too, the stars which came twinkling out of the darkness at night; but she only loved them sometimes. She was very glad to see them when she had been a good girl during the day ; but when she had been naughty, she was afraid that, as they were so near to God, they might tell Him what they saw, and then what if He should say any- thing to papa? who was up there because God wanted him to live with Him. She leaned her head against the window- 6 THE STORY OF MOLLIE frame, and let the warmth of the sunshine rest on her cheek. She laid Josephine where she too could feel how warm it was, and for a few minutes Mollie was silent, rocking Josephine to and fro. Josephine was old and ugly and battered, but she had been Mollie's doll ever since the little girl could remember anything; she was her very own, her playmate, her confidant, her charge. "Josephine," she whispered, and her little face wore an expression of great perplexity, " I wonder what it 's like to be grown up. I do want to be grown up ; but I '11 love you always, dear; you won't mind my being big because I '11 always take you with me. You won't mind if I want to grow big very fast." In her earnestness, Mollie's voice rose above a whisper. "Miss Mollie! " The child started; she clutched Josephine a little tighter. " Nurse ! " she faltered. The woman came up to the window. "You were talking to yourself," she said severely, for this, she held, was one of the un- THE STORY OF MOLLIE 7 comfortable habits of which it was her duty to " break " her charge. "No," rejoined Mollie; " I was telling Jose- phine something." Nurse looked down impatiently. " You know that 's only an excuse," she rejoined. " You might just as well be talking to yourself as to a doll. You know that." "No," demurred the child; "I was tell- ing" " There you go ! You are arguing now. It 's very rude of little girls to argue." Mollie's eyes fell beneath the reproof. " You are very tiresome, very ! " concluded nurse, who was of those individuals who always round off a victory with an extra blow to the vanquished. The color sprang to the child's cheeks. That was another hopeless thing. She was so often rude without intending it. The little hand went out timidly. Timidly she pulled her nurse's white frock ; there was something in the action which touched the woman. Nurse was by no means ill-natured, and in reality she was much attached to the little girl ; but she was irritated and perplexed 8 THE STORY OF MOLLIE by what she termed Mollie's unnaturalness. She objected to lapses from the accepted pat- tern of childhood. She wondered why the little girl's head was full of unlikely fancies. " She did n't know where she had got them from, she was sure." For it asks much of a mind to grasp much less to comprehend the exquisiteness of a deviation toward sensibility and imagination of anything in itself so naturally exquisite as a child's nature. But all at once, as the little hand clung to her, nurse remembered, " What a fuss the master had made of the child before he was took ! " " Would you like to go into the garden and play while Claude is asleep?" she suggested. " You won't get into mischief if I let you go alone?" The child slipped down. She held up a shining face. " No," she said softly. " Come, and I '11 put on your bonnet," con- tinued nurse. "May I take Josephine?" the child asked, when the strings of her white sunbonnet were tied under her chin. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 9 '* You always do," replied nurse, impatiently, and Mollie's face fell again, for she had put the question as a proof of extra submission and respect. Very soberly Mollie walked into the garden. Her plain little face was still downcast, and its lack of childhood's prettiness was more appar- ent than usual. The white sunbonnet accentu- ated the sallow complexion, though, as mamma put it, " There never was a child except Mollie to whom they were not becoming." The sun was still shining, the flowers were so bright and gay, the great trees in the beech walk met and formed an arch of green. A butterfly danced by, flirting its delicate blue wings, the "painted lady" following it, settled on a rose, poised itself, an upright wedge of beflowered color, then, with a salutation of its little black arms, Mollie thought they were arms, it dipped to kiss the rose and fluttered away again. " Josephine," whispered the child, as the but- terfly flashed out of sight, " do you think there are any little butterflies that are not grown up?" For this one was so joyous it could hardly be very young. To be grown up was the very head and front of the child's desires. It meant io THE STORY OF MOLLIE so many things. First and foremost, it meant the right to knowledge. Nurse always rele- gated an inconvenient thirst for information to that hazy period. Then it meant never doing wrong without knowing it, never being rude without intending it. It meant several other things, things without names to the child, but which her elders, had any one been shrewd enough to guess the desires of that small heart, could have told her was a thirst for happiness. There are many fallacies, but surely one of the greatest is, that childhood and happiness are virtually synonymous terms. On the con- trary, is not your first heartache the one you remember to your dying day ? Mollie lingered among the flowers until she was tired, then she went into the beech walk to a little seat she knew of there, formed by a stump of a dead tree. She wedged herself in, close to the trunk of the silver birch. She looked up at the lace- like foliage. "Josephine, isn't it nice?" she murmured; " see, you can see all the sky coming through. I wish I could read to you, Josephine, but all the books are in the nursery." THE STORY OF MOLLIE 11 Mollie had just begun to read to herself, and what a delight she found it ! She sighed ; she wished nurse did not mind her running into the nursery to fetch things. She waited a little. " Josephine," she murmured, as the thought struck her, " I '11 tell you a tale." She began, and the story which Mollie found for that day of warmth and gladness and sun- shine was the story of the Deluge. Mamma had recently given her a book of Bible stories in words of not more than six letters, and, whatever else Mollie might do, she extracted the dramatic possibilities out of the narratives. She knew all about the Flood, especially about the horror of it. She had, more than once, been kept awake at night fancying she could hear the rush of the water, and she was very frightened when she wondered whether it would come over again if people grew so wicked that God took the bow out of the sky. She was doubly frightened when she wondered if grown-up people were ever naughty toward God without knowing it; because if it was as easy for them to displease Him without mean- ing it, as it was for her to displease mamma and 12 THE STORY OF MOLLIE nurse in that way, then it almost seemed as if a second Deluge might be expected at any moment. God knew all about people, and He would n't punish them for what they did not mean, would He? She told Josephine about the Flood. She had just reached the point where the land was all covered with water. " It was cold water, Josephine," she explained, " colder even than the bath before nurse puts the kettleful in." Just as she said that she heard nurse call- ing. Mollie did not want to move: she wanted to finish her story ; she was quite as much in- terested in it as Josephine could possibly be. She curled closer into her corner. She would not say she did not hear; but nurse would go away and think she had not. Mollie proceeded to explain to Josephine how the little babies cried out in the cold water, babies wanted water the warmest of all ; Claude had nearly two kettlefuls to her one in his bath, how these poor babies' mammas were so sorry, but they could not help it though their babies did cry more than than Mrs. Wilson's new one at the Lodge. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 13 " Miss Mollie ! " came the impatient voice. The child tried to go on with her story. " Josephine," she interrupted, sinking her tone into a very thin whisper, " it is n't a story if I sit still. I never said anything." But nurse did not go away. Again came the call. The child began to understand that it was a case of going or being discovered. She slipped to the ground. " I '11 tell you all the rest as soon as I can," she said, and she kissed Josephine twice. She ran down the path into the garden. " Miss Mollie," cried nurse, as soon as the little girl came in sight, " I 've been calling ever so long. Stay with Claude ; I 'm so busy." " Yes," said the child, and nurse turned to go- Mollie and Claude went a few steps down the walk hand in hand, and then the little girl turned. " Stay there," she said to her brother, and she hurried after nurse. " Nursie," she called, " nursie ! " " Well," said the woman, as she waited on the path. "Will you take Josephine in?" 14 THE STORY OF MOLLIE " Are you tired of her? " inquired nurse. The little hands went together. It was a habit of Mollie's when she was in difficulty ; but she seemed to be the only little girl who ever found such a proceeding a help, because every one objected so much to it. Mamma had perplexed her exceedingly by calling the movement af- fected. The child had thought about it a great deal, and had come to the conclusion that it was another of the naughty things she did without meaning to. Nurse, too, objected to the action. In her opinion, it looked as though she ill-treated the child. " Why are you screwing your hands up ? " she asked sharply. Mollie stood abashed, confused. Claude, however, created a diversion. He toddled up and directed longing looks toward Josephine. " Me want dolly," he intimated. " No," cried Mollie, for the small man was by no means gentle in his treatment of Josephine. She owed the biggest dent in her nose and the scar on her cheek to him. Mollie pressed Josephine tightly to her. " Let him have her," suggested nurse. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 15 Mollie hugged her doll yet more tightly. " Me," demanded Claude. " No," said Mollie. " Miss Mollie, I do call that selfish," decreed nurse. " He 'd pull her hair," faltered Mollie, and her lip began to tremble. " He pulled it dreadfully the last time I let him hold her." "She's only an old doll," argued nurse. " She 's Josephine," Mollie reminded her. " Give it to him," went on nurse ; " I never saw such a queer child as you are. You would n't part with one of your old things, no, not was it ever so ! I believe you would a great deal rather give up your newest toy. But Claude is only a little boy, and you ought to give way to your little brother." But the child still shook her head. Mollie was evidently about to be obstinate. Her self-will usually manifested itself over much this kind of matter. " Now," said nurse, growing peremptory, " give it to him this minute, or you go straight into the nursery, and into the corner." For a moment Mollie looked toward the sunlight, the flowers, the trees. A bee droned 1 6 THE STORY OF MOLLIE fussily past. She wondered if it were going to the mignonette bed. She would like to follow and see ; but she pressed Josephine's battered face right down into her arms, and, hanging her head, walked up the drive to the house. CHAPTER II NURSE, as she emphatically expressed it, " could n't abide sulks neither in children nor in their betters; " so by the time the nursery dinner was placed on the table, Mollie was out of the corner and restored to all but the favor of her own conscience. That troubled her. Nurse had called her selfish, and it was very naughty to be selfish ; besides, she had been selfish toward Claude, and that was yet worse. Little girls ought to be ever so kind to their little brothers ; above all, they ought to give way to them. Still there was Josephine, and Mollie was sure that Josephine was to be considered. The child knew nothing about such a long word as " protection," but she felt as though that were the thing Josephine expected of her. How could she have taken care of Josephine and satisfied Claude? An older person would 1 8 THE STORY OF MOLLIE have met the question with an epigram, and taken comfort in the contrariness of this world ; but Mollie was only conscious of penitence. She wondered what she could do to show it. She had not long to wait. Nurse put a plate before her. " Sugar," said the woman. Mollie looked down at her rice pudding. She particularly disliked rice pudding without sugar. " No, thank you," she said. Nurse found this an occasion of cavilling. " I never saw anything like you, Miss Mollie," she declared. " You are as changeable as the wind. Last time you teased for sugar until your pudding was as sweet as sweet as sugar itself. This time you don't want any. I don't know what you will be like when you grow up if you go on in this way." Mollie looked toward Claude. Surely he would understand. But Claude's baby face was bent over his plate. Mollie's hands went together. " Eat your dinner," commanded nurse. The child took up her spoon. She had been been what did mamma call it? It was quite a long word, longer than any in her Bible story-book. Anyway, whatever it might be THE STORY OF MOLLIE 19 called, she had done something naughty, and nurse was cross with her again. She felt choked. She raised her dark eyes, which were the only good feature in her thin, wistful little face, and they were so large and so plaintive that they only emphasized the insignificance of their set- ting, she raised her eyes to the window. The loose sprig of ivy was lying on the pane, the leaves just brushed the glass, Mollie could see that the wind must be stirring them, and then between them and the window seemed to dart a bright gleam of sunlight. The glass had stopped the ivy leaf, but the sunlight came through. Mollie knew that. She saw it a moment, a straight cut of light on the dark polish of the window-seat. She began to wonder how it got through the glass. It was not cut or hurt. She did not think sunbeams could be hurt. She would be hurt if she tried to get through glass, and the window would be broken. She lost herself in this tangle. Was this one of the many things she would know when she was grown up? " Miss Mollie ! " The child started. " Miss Mollie," repeated nurse, " I Ve spoken 20 THE STORY OF MOLLIE to you twice. Finish your pudding, do ! How you loiter ! " With a little gasp the child lifted her spoon to her lips. The tastelessness of the food re- minded her. She had forgotten Claude, for- gotten to be sorry that she had been unkind to him, in thinking of the sunbeam. Nurse had said to her, that time when she up- set the tea and made such a mess on the draw- ing-room carpet, if she were really sorry, she would remember to be more careful in future. Then to be sorry was to do what she had not done. " Claude," she said, as soon as they had put their hands nicely and nurse had said grace, " I '11 play with you. You," bravely, " shall have my man with a bell." No sooner were they released from the table than Claude demanded the fulfilment of the promise. " Bell," he said, as he seated himself in their favorite corner close to the tram-stables. Mollie looked at him a moment. "Would n't you like these horses, Claude?" suggested she; "they all come out of their stalls. Make them all stand in a row, like THE STORY OF MOLLIE 21 this," and she began to take them out, one by one. " Bell man," persisted Claude. "Won't the bricks do?" continued Mollie. " I '11 build you ever such a big castle, and you can knock it all down again." " Bell man," was Claude's response. "You said he might have it yourself, Miss Mollie," interposed nurse. " I should let him have that, instead of those nice new tram-stables, if I were you." " Bell," clamored Claude, seizing his advan- tage. Silently Mollie thrust the biggest horse into the small man's hand ; but Claude let it drop impatiently. " Bell," he repeated. He drew a long face. Mollie thought he was going to cry. She got up quickly and fetched her treasure. It was old, it was ugly, it was much the worse for wear. She had defaced it herself when she was too little to know any better ; but she had been sorry ever since, and had tried to take extra care of it to make up for her thoughtlessness. There was no doubt at all that Mollie re- gretted her generous impulse. She wished she 22 THE STORY OF MOLLIE had not offered to let Claude play with it. She placed the toy before him. " You won't spoil it," she said, as she ran the square carriage along and showed the little boy how the man, seated thereon, hammered the bell before him with each turn of the wheels. " You won't spoil it," she repeated. But the demon of mischief had entered into Master Claude. As it made its first trip before him, he grabbed at the carriage and overturned it. " You must n't, Claude," cried Mollie. She moved a little farther away. " Me," demanded Claude. " I '11 roll it for you," said Mollie. " Me," came the answer. Claude clutched the little man by the up- raised arm, and the wire hand which held the bell fell useless. The wheels went round, but there was nothing with which to strike the bell. " You Ve broken it," said Mollie, very slowly. Claude appeared totally unmoved by that. He pushed himself along the floor nearer to the toy. He took it in his hand and laughed as he felt it really in his possession. Then happened one of those dreadful things THE STORY OF MOLLIE 23 which did occur to Mollie sometimes. She rushed at her little brother; she she did not quite know what she had done until she found herself in nurse's grasp and that Claude was crying. " You naughty, bad, wicked little girl ! " said nurse. But Mollie was reduced to that state of resent- ment which takes refuge in self-justification. " He broke my man, he did ! " she said. " Well, if he did," conceded nurse, " it was very naughty of him; but you need not have flown into a passion. He 's only a little boy, and little boys don't know any better. You are far more naughty than he is, far ! " " Don't little boys know when they are naughty?" demanded Mollie. " No," answered nurse, thinking that this would serve as an easy way out of many per- plexities. " Did they never know?" persisted the child. " Not when they are very little," explained nurse. " You are old enough to know, because you are bigger than Claude ; but if you were a little baby and could n't speak, it would be different." 24 THE STORY OF MOLLIE " Then," decided Mollie, her mind darting on to quite another matter, " I don't call it fair of God." " Miss Mollie ! " cried nurse, aghast. " He," clamored the child, " drowned all the babies at the Flood. They could n't have told stories, because they couldn't speak; and if they did n't know when they were naughty, it isn't fair." This argument quite took nurse's breath away. " I do declare," she exclaimed, as soon as she had somewhat recovered from her astonishment. " You are the very unnaturalist little girl that ever was born. Go into the corner ! Taking up the Almighty like that ! It 's wicked, it is ! I have a good mind to keep you with your face to the wall all the afternoon." CHAPTER III THE children always went into the drawing-room about five o'clock; but on this afternoon that is, two afternoons after Mollie had been in a " naughty temper " with Claude the little girl gathered that mamma was expecting visitors. She came to that conclusion because nurse had put out her best muslin frock, the one with white daisies all over it. It had rained all the morning, so the children had spent their time in the nursery. But Mollie had not found it dull. She had watched the big raindrops catch the little ones upon the window- panes ; she had played with Claude ; and when, after dinner, the small man fell asleep, she curled herself up on the favorite window-seat with Josephine and her book. At length she looked up. " Sit there, Josephine," she whispered, as she propped the doll between a cushion and the window. " I won't be long before I come back." 26 THE STORY OF MOLLIE She went across the room to nurse's side. "Well," said the woman. Nurse had found a hole, and was darning the muslin. She raised her head with a pleasant smile ; but as she saw the expression on the child's face, she knew that she was about to be asked a string of incon- venient questions. " Go and play, dear," she hastily interposed. "I'm too busy to talk. Your mamma wants you to wear this dress, and I can't let you go down till it's darned." But Mollie's need was great. " Nurse," she argued, " you can talk, too. You don't sew with your tongue." " Lor ! " ejaculated nurse, as she stayed her needle in the air. " Was there ever such a child ! If you were Claude now," she continued, "and him so fair and that like a picture, I 'd say you weren't long for here. But " And nurse paused, unable to determine the fate of a child who was at once plain and peculiar. "What's 'for here'?" demanded Mollie. Nurse snapped her thread. She was shocked at her own indiscretion. She had not meant the child to hear ; at least, she had not realized that she was speaking aloud. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 27 " How you do take one up, child ! " she de- clared. " Come, it 's time you had your hair done." Thus Mollie found that, instead of having her doubts set at rest, she was lifted onto a high chair to undergo a process she particularly de- tested. Her hair was never intended to wave, and she was tired of sitting still and holding her head in one position long before it was crimped to nurse's satisfaction. Besides, she was afraid that Josephine might wonder why she was left all alone. Then she and Claude were dressed, and just as her sash was tied, Martha came to say that mamma had asked for them. The children went down hand in hand. " You must keep hold, Claude," the little woman whispered. " Mamma said I was to take hold of your hand whenever we went into the drawing-room." But no sooner was the door opened than Claude forgot, he was a very little boy, you see; he wrenched his fingers out of Mollie's grasp, and bounded across to mamma. Mollie looked at her mother. What a pretty picture they made, the two together, mamma 28 THE STORY OF MOLLIE bending over Claude, the two golden heads to- gether ! But would mamma think she had not done as she was told would A voice broke on her perplexity. "Can't you say how do you do, Mollie?" asked Mrs. Hargraves; and then the little girl realized that she was still standing by the door, and that she had never looked to see who was in the room. She went forward. Claude had already made friends with the new lady. He was standing by her side, looking up into her face with that con- fident, friendly smile of his. "How do you do?" said Mollie, as she joined the group. "Is this your little girl, Mrs. Hargraves?" said the visitor. " Well ! " with a laugh, " it is easy to determine which child resembles you." Mrs. Hargraves moved her golden head with the deliberately graceful movement which was so characteristic of her. " Claude," she said, "has my coloring. Mol- lie," with a sharper note in her voice, " can you take this cup to the lady?" The child came unwillingly toward the tea- table. Over there by the armchair Mollie THE STORY OF MOLLIE 29 could see it now; there was nearly always a sunbeam which seemed especially to point it out to her was the big stain she had made on the carpet when she spilled Aunt Amy's cup. She had not known then how it happened ; she was always in terror that the same thing might occur again. She did wonder, when the men brought a new carpet here, as they had brought one to the nursery only a few weeks ago, whether she would forget what had been, and be able to carry a tea-cup as easily as Claude carried that little plate of bread and butter. " Come," repeated mamma, as the child hesi- tated, for Mollie seemed to see that stain with unusual clearness to-day. " Me," interposed Claude. " Not that, my precious," said mamma, as she bent over him; "you shall take this," and she placed a slice of bread and butter on a very little plate. " My little boy is so anxious to bring you something himself," said Mrs. Hargraves, as she turned to her visitor with that fascinating smile which had served her so well all her life. " Dear little man ! " came the gratified answer. " Mollie," said mamma. 30 THE STORY OF MOLLIE But the sunlight was on that dark stain. It seemed to the child that it was telling her she would spill the cup again if she took it in her hand. Yet mamma was holding one out to her. She came up to the tea-table. Her hands were pressed tightly together; her eyes quite stared from the thin face and its incongruous frame of befrizzled hair. " I can't, mamma," she gasped. Mrs. Hargraves looked at her little daughter. There was a gleam in her cold blue eyes ; she opened her lips, then checked herself. It was an instinct with Eva Hargraves to save the situation. She smiled again toward her visitor. " Mollie," she said suavely, " is eminently a careful little person. I can hardly get her to touch these cups; I believe she is frightened of breaking them." "Dear me!" said the visitor; "how queer for a child to think of that ! " " Mollie is certainly unusual," said Mollie's mother, easily. Then the little girl slipped into a corner and only came out, as frightened as a mouse, when the lady took her leave. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 31 As the door closed, Mrs. Hargraves sank into her chair and turned toward the child. " Mollie," she said, " come here." The culprit advanced. She was looking into her mother's face with a glance of fascinated dread ; her movement was as the action of a rabbit fascinated by a serpent. Only while the poor animal stands motionless to meet his doom, Mollie came reluctantly forward. When she was close by the tea-table, mamma spoke. " Do you know," and the words fell in the slow cold voice as the dropping of icy water, " that lady said you were a very queer little girl?" " Yes," quavered the child. "Claude could say, 'How do you do?' I had not to tell him, and he is ever so much younger than you are ; and though he is al- most a baby, he tries to , help me. What did you do?" Mollie turned her head helplessly toward the stain on the carpet. Oh, mamma, mamma ! if only you would understand ! "Shall I tell you what people will say?" Mrs. Hargraves continued: " they will say I am 32 a very queer mamma if I can't teach my little girl to behave properly." " No," gasped the child. " That is what they will say," determined Mrs. Hargraves. Mollie thought about that for a moment. How could people call mamma naughty because she had not done as she was told ! Oh, how bad a little girl she must be ! " No," she reiterated. " Yes," repeated Mrs. Hargraves. There was a pause, that pause of stillness before the bursting of a storm, and then Mollie's sobs sounded through the room. " What are you crying for? " demanded Mrs. Hargraves. She did not like to see tears unless she set the example. " I might have whipped you to hear you cry like that. There is nothing to cry about. If you had been a good Jittle girl, I should not have scolded you ; it 's all your own fault. What " as Mollie's tears continued to flow as fast as ever " what a baby you are ! a far bigger baby than Claude ! He never cries unless he is hurt, and even then he 's a brave little man, is n't he ? " and mamma drew him nearer to her and popped a tiny sugar biscuit into his mouth. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 33 But Mollie's sobs continued. She tried to press them back ; but it seemed to her if they did not come out of her mouth, they would force themselves right through the bodice of her frock. " Mollie," decreed mamma, looking up again, " if you will make that noise, you must go upstairs." The child turned away. She was bewildered with her own naughtiness. She crept up to the nursery ; the room was empty. Only Josephine still sat where she had left her upon the window- seat. Mollie went up to her; she took the doll into her arms; she kissed the battered face again and again ; the tears streamed down her cheeks. " Oh, Josephine," she sobbed, in what with an older person would have been called a passion of pain, " oh, Josephine, they will say mamma is naughty; and I could n't! I could n't! " She rocked herself to and fro. After a time she was too exhausted to weep any more, and then something else presented itself for consideration. She had been told not to cry. "Josephine," she whispered, "that's naughty, 3 34 THE STORY OF MOLLIE too. Little girls ought never to cry unless they are hurt. If they cut their fingers or knock their heads. Only " with a long sigh " only then, Josephine, only " catching her breath " only then." CHAPTER IV THE following afternoon Mollie knew that she and Claude were expected in the drawing- room, and she also thought that mamma must be going to have a great many ladies and gentlemen to drink tea out of the pink cups, and use the spoons with the little men at the end of their handles, which was Mollie's way of describing one of her mother's " At Homes," for nurse was getting ready her best muslin frock, and Claude's blue velvet dress, and his new lace collar had been taken out of the tissue paper in the big box. And after nurse had twisted her hair into two rows of curls instead of the one which usually made her head ache, the little girl was quite sure; but when she ventured to ask about it, nurse merely replied that Mr. Gerard had arrived at Rookwood the night before, and was expected at the Dower House that afternoon. 36 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "Mr. Hargraves, as he is now," amended the woman. "Does he know that God took Great-uncle George as he took papa ? " inquired the child. "That is why Mr. Gerard has come home," nurse informed her. "Is that why I am having out the frock with the daisies and my best sash? " continued Mollie, who always took full advantage of nurse's communicative moods, and enjoyed them exceedingly. "Your cousin is the heir." "What's 'heir'?" "Oh, dear! The place belongs to him." "Place?" ventured Mollie. " Rookwood Hall this house all around. " " Our house ! Josephine belongs to me, doesn't she?" and Mollie supplied the illus- tration to make sure that she understood. " Yes, " said nurse ; " Rookwood and the estate belong to your cousin as Josephine belongs to you." "This house," repeated the child. "I said so." " Our house, " insisted Mollie. " But mamma THE STORY OF MOLLIE 37 lives here. He won't take it from mamma? He'll like to give it to her." "Very like," acquiesced nurse; and there was an expression on the woman's face which it was as well Mollie did not understand. About an hour later the children went down to the drawing-room. But as soon as the door was opened, Claude again broke away from Mollie. He had, perhaps, found the experi- ment so successful the day before that his baby brain remembered to repeat it. With a little chuckle he toddled across the floor and buried his head in the folds of mamma's black skirt. " He is always in such a hurry to get to me," murmured Mrs. Hargraves to the tall man standing by the window; "he is so fond of me, and he can't see why he should not show it, poor little man." "He assuredly has his excuse," said Gerard Hargraves. " He 's my boy," returned the widow. "Yes; I see he is his mother's son," com- mented Mr. Hargraves, with an accent which brought a resentful gleam into the eyes bent upon Claude. 38 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Mr. Hargraves twisted his mustache thought- fully as he contemplated the group by the tea- table. It was so effective that he felt inclined to think it rehearsed. He had always credited Eva with the theatrical instinct. Some men never suspected a pose in a pretty woman. His cousin George certainly never had, or he would not have married Eva Cornell; but Gerard himself was not so trustful, or was he more experienced? He turned away with an air which invested the movement with significance. He glanced indifferently around the room ; it was so dainty, so reposeful, in some ways so shallow, so, in fact, as he concluded, so like Eva. At length, when his gaze travelled in the direction of the door, it rested upon a wistful, undecided little girl looking toward his cousin's widow. There certainly was nothing studied about the pose of that child. He got up quickly. The awkward little figure refreshed him as a breath of cool air refreshes one who leaves the hot atmosphere of a crowded hall. "Well, little woman," he began. The child lifted her eyes timidly. Then a THE STORY OF MOLLIE 39 world of wonder and surprise dawned in them. "Are you," said Mollie, in an awe-stricken voice, " are you papa come back from heaven? " Gerard Hargraves looked down at the child. He was well aware that his resemblance to his late cousin was striking. In the old days those good old days ! and Gerard shot a glance which was not wholly friendly toward the fair- haired woman opposite, how merry they used to make over the fact ! But, then, that was when they were younger. Time, and many things besides time, as Gerard knew all too well, had left their traces on his face. But the child saw nothing of that ; she only saw his features as they were designed to be. Gerard drew a long breath as he recognized this. It was as a respite. Dear little child ! He put out his hand. " Little one," he said, as he drew Mollie close to him, "I 'm not papa, but I 'm his cousin." Gerard Hargraves spoke in his most caress- ing voice. People said it was that voice, when he chose to exert it, which did all the mis- chief; but Mollie's little .face only grew blank. 40 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "I thought you were papa," she said, with a lingering accent. " Can you really remember him ? " questioned Mr. Hargraves, for Mollie had been fatherless for nearly two years. Something invited that very unusual thing, Mollie's confidence. She slipped her hand into his. "He 's in the dining-room, you know. I 've been to see him so often all by myself, and I did ask God ever so hard if He would mind if papa came back for a little. He used to ride me on his shoulder. It was " wistfully "so nice." Gerard felt something unusual tugging at his heart. He tightened his grasp of the child's hand, and led her to his chair. Mrs. Hargraves asked a question, and he answered at random. He was thinking of the child. So she missed her father, actually longed for him. Gerard had missed his cousin, had longed for him, for they had been closer than brothers ; but that longing and that loss had begun more than two years ago. He won- dered if Mollie, who was a plain edition of her father, would like to come onto his knee. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 41 He gave the invitation, and a few minutes later the little girl's head was resting on his shoulder. "Papa has gone to heaven, you know," the child began, after a short pause; "it's a long way, ever " " Mollie," the word broke from mamma, "how can you? One would think I was not kind to you to hear you talk." The little arms clutched at Gerard's coat; the little figure quivered in his grasp. "I mustn't," Mollie whispered, and it seemed to the man that those dark eyes ap- pealed to him for help, "I mustn't." The white face grew still more white. "It's being naughty," the child continued, as though she were striving to keep the true view of the case before her, "it's being naughty for little girls. Mamma said so yesterday." Yet mamma was crying ! Mamma's face was buried in her lace handkerchief. This, then, was another of those things which grown-up people might sometimes permit themselves and not little children. Oh, how easy it must be to be grown up ! 42 THE STORY OF MOLLIE At the opposite side of the room Claude put up his hand and tried to stroke his mother's pink-and-white cheek. "Pitty mamma," he lisped; "naughty, naughty Mollie!" Mollie did not move. She kept her eyes fixed on her new friend. She was such a hard- hearted child, Mrs. Hargraves afterward ex- plained to nurse. Even a baby like Claude knew how unnatural it was But Mr. Har- graves scarcely viewed the matter in that way. He gathered the child into his arms. His mind travelled back to that night when he and George had lain out under the cold September sky, benighted, befogged, on a bleak Scotch moor. They had clung to each other then with that silent clinging of man to man, and now George's child, in the very first hour of their acquaintance, had appealed to him for help. He determined that she should not ask in vain. "Come," he whispered; "mamma will not want us now;" and before the child knew where she was, Gerard had lifted her through the French window, and was standing by her side on the gravel. But, as he walked about the garden, not a THE STORY OF MOLLIE 43 smile could he win from the little girl. He exerted himself to the utmost; he did every- thing except notice the timid pulls at his hand each time they came within sight of the draw- ing-room windows. But, charm he never so wisely, what was the use of his proficiency in the art if the adder were deaf? Mollie's thoughts were evidently elsewhere. The irony of the situation brought a peculiar smile to Mr. Hargraves' lips. He was not accustomed to failure. It spurred him. He told Mollie wonderful stories. She should come to be content with him. Besides, he was sure that to send her back to Eva would be little less than cruel. Mrs. Hargraves un- doubtedly considered herself injured, and would be at some pains to make that clear to the offender. At last he bethought himself of a device. "Take me to see papa's picture," he sug- gested. He felt the involuntary movement of Mollie's hand. He had never believed much in heart- ache. With his own sex, it meant the pretext for a little extra dissipation, or for employing cartridges in the most inaccessible quarter of 44 THE STORY OF MOLLIE the globe; with women a few new jewels, a larger bill at the milliner's, an extra month at Brighton. But he was convinced that this child could surfer. " Good God ! " he ejaculated, as he noticed the endurance, the reserve, which seemed so like familiarity with pain. " How old are you ? " he demanded abruptly. Mollie knew that. He repeated the figure. A quick, rushing sense of the incomprehensi- bleness of human life made him lift the child into his arms. He thrust out his lower lip, caught his mus- tache, and bit it; he'd paid his price, struck his bargain, and if suffering came to him, it was his due. But what had this little thing done that she should be tortured? "Come," he said; and it was not until they were in the dining-room that he set Mollie on her feet again. She led him to the far end of the room. They stood hand in hand. Even in the pic- ture the resemblance between Gerard and his cousin was striking. The child looked from the living face to the one on the canvas. "I wish," she said, "you had come back." THE STORY OF MOLLIE 45 Gerard was indescribably touched. She was George's daughter; and did death sever the friendship of Jonathan and David? The old feeling flowed again; but it took form with regard to the child. Once more Gerard took her into his arms. He laid his cheek close to hers. "It feels like papa's," said the child, and her fingers lingered upon Mr. Hargraves' face. "Little one," he murmured. He forgot to think about the ridiculous side of his being pleased that Mollie should notice that his cheek was shaven as her father's had been. " I can't be your little girl, can I ? " whis- pered Mollie. It was the echo of his own heart. "I wish you could," he answered. He felt a tear trickle onto his face. The little thing was actually crying. He remembered that he never could bear to see a woman cry. Most men could not; not even and again his teeth closed on his mus- tache when they were pretty sure they were being made fools of. But Mollie knew noth- ing about that process. 46 THE STORY OF MOLLIE For one instant he reflected that she was Eva's child; but only for one instant. "Look here," he said hastily, "you need not mind that. We '11 do lots of things together, just as though you were my little girl." But Mollie's head only moved in a slow dissent. "Nursie before this nursie went away," she said mournfully, "and she can't come back and tuck me up 'cause I 'm not her little girl. She said so." Gerard was nonplussed. He did not know how to satisfy the child. It partly amused him, partly angered him, to find that simplicity recjuced him to worse straits than guile. "Look here," he exclaimed, speaking, per- haps, with unconscious reference to past experi- ences, "I'll tell you what. You must be very quick and grow up, and then you shall be my wife." The child lifted her tear-stained face. "Mamma was papa's wife," she inquired, as though to make sure what was being offered to her. "Yes," said Gerard. The light dawned on the little face. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 47 " You will have to stay with me always, then, " he added. Mollie's arms stole round his neck. He held her a moment. The next minute he put her down and hastily turned to the window. The child made him think; and he never thought on principle. It was a little before he could jeer at himself for a fool. He came back to Mollie. The child was waiting. She met his glance timidly; he saw that she was uncertain whether she had been repulsed or no. She should not think that. "Come," he said, "you must hurry and grow big. That's a bargain." The light shone in Mollie's eyes. "I'll try, oh, I will try to be like other little girls ! " she assured him, as they stepped out onto the lawn, hand in hand. CHAPTER V IT very quickly came to be an established fact in Mollie's mind that as soon as she was grown up she was to be Gerard's wife. She spent much time in endeavoring to hasten that most desirable end. She sat very straight and almost always in a high-backed chair ; she lay on her back in her cot with her arms pressed to her sides that she might grow more quickly. She went farther, and this time for a more subtle end, she relinquished her favorite pillow, for pillows, nurse decreed, made little girls round- shouldered, and they did not grow up " beautiful figures," like Mollie's mamma. The child knew that it was Claude, not she, who would grow up like mamma ; but she had an idea that she ought to do her best toward reaching this impossible goal for Gerard's sake. She told Josephine again and again about this wonderful new cousin; she harassed nurse's mind with many questions relative to the state THE STORY OF MOLLIE 49 of matrimony. Not that Mollie knew anything about the word in its accepted sense. Nurse had her good points, and an appreciation of the innocence of childhood was one of them. No nursery prattle of sweethearts had spoiled Mollie's freshness. She, in a way, understood that Gerard liked her better than Claude, bet- ter, impossible as it might seem, than mamma ; and she poured out her heart on him, but just as she would have done on her father had he lived, as she would have done on her mother had Mrs. Hargraves ever afforded her the opportunity. Still Mollie said little about what was in store for her. Gerard had once let fall a word before mamma in her presence, and mamma replied, " How absurd you are, Gerard ! " and when he had asked in that funny voice in which he some- times spoke to mamma, "How so?" mamma had said " Absurd " again. So Mollie was very quiet. There was no intention of concealment; she was not aware that there was anything to conceal. It was mostly that she remembered that mamma had used the same expression the time when papa carried her in his arms nearly the whole night through. 4 50 THE STORY OF MOLLIE She had not been ill then, because no one had asked her to take any medicine. She had only been so hot, and the bed was so hard, and " Mr. Sleepy-Mouse " could n't come. Those long hours and the arms which had borne her, as the tall man paced to and fro, came back to Mollie as often as she thought of her father. And with it came another thought, an instinct, rather, she had gathered that her father had been shy about speaking of his vigil. So Mollie was shy about speaking of her happiness, guided to that attitude by mamma's use of that term "absurd." Winter had been and gone, spring had been and gone, summer had come, the haymaking was over, and now, since Mollie was learn- ing the months of the year, she knew it was August. The corn was turning to a full yellow, the poppies looked like red islands in a sea of gold, the plums were ripe and had covered themselves with what the gardener called " bloom," in order, Mollie supposed, that the important functionary might know when unauthorized little fingers pinched them to see if they were soft. But Mollie only half enjoyed the sunshine, the THE STORY OF MOLLIE 51 flowers, and the birds. Gerard had been away such a long time. The day before he left, he had shown her a blackbird's nest in the hedge by the beech walk, and had lifted her up that she might see the blue eggs lying in their brown nest. He had told her that there would belittle birds in there soon, but that she must not touch the nest, because Mr. and Mrs. Blackbird would not like it. Mollie had gone nearly every day since to stand near and wonder when Gerard would come back and lift her up again, that she might see the little baby birds she could just hear chirruping. When it rained, she wondered if the blackbirds were very cold ; when the sun shone, she wondered if its warmth was as pleasant to them as to her. But lately that nest had been deserted. Why was that ? It was one of the many questions with which Mollie stored her mind against Gerard's return. Gerard was such a satisfactory person to question. He never was too busy or hinted that it would be time to inquire into this or that when she was grown up. He gave his answer then and there. He even set her theological doubts at rest, though possibly his answers might not have satisfied a Council of Trent. She was 52 THE STORY OF MOLLIE thinking now of two or three knotty points on which she wished to consult him; for Mollie was not prone to take things for granted, and the Sacred Writ presented many difficulties. There was " Mollie ! will you do your sum ? " Miss Fraser's voice broke up the little girl's revery. For the last two months Miss Fraser, from the vicarage, had come every morning to give Mollie lessons instead of her having them with nurse. As a rule, the child submitted cheerfully enough. Lessons, Miss Fraser assured her, were the royal road to growing up. But from time to time Mollie was tempted to inquire if the course of necessity included "adding sums" and "twice times," she so particularly detested them. She looked down on her slate now. Before her was a tangle of ill-formed figures, which refused to come like the answer at the end of the arithmetic book. Miss Fraser leaned forward and took the slate, while Mollie wondered once more if there were more bones they were bones ; Gerard had once said so in Miss Fraser's THE STORY OF MOLLIE 53 hand than in other people's. She seemed to see so many more. "You had better begin all over again," said Miss Eraser, as she surveyed the smeared and crooked addition sum; and when the slate was handed back, the three columns of figures were neatly set down, and Mollie's attempts effaced. The clock chimed out twelve long strokes. Mollie's pencil fell, she raised her head. "You must finish that first," decreed Miss Eraser. The child looked at her with imploring eyes. "Please let me go," she ventured. But Miss Eraser was eminently a disciplina- rian. Mollie had been idle, Mollie had been inattentive; she must pay the penalty. This was set before the child. The tears brimmed over the big brown eyes. "Come!" said Miss Eraser, "crying will not do any good. You have been very inattentive all the morning. Be quick now. " But the tears rolled faster down the little cheeks; great round drops fell on the slate; Mollie absently dabbed her fingers into them, spreading the wet lines from one side of the frame to the other. 54 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "See," remonstrated Miss Fraser, "you are rubbing out the figures, and I wrote them so nicely for you not a moment ago. Come " Once more Mollie made her appeal. She would be so good to-morrow, this once, only this once; would not Miss Fraser let her go? But Miss Fraser was obdurate. "You have wasted all the morning," shfe adjudged. "You must stay in and do your lessons now." The charge was true. Mollie knew she had not been thinking about her sums. She was afraid, too, that she did not remember one word of the morning chapter out of the " Peep of Day. " But she must go out. She must! Mollie thought of the high gate leading out of the drive, of the little chink through which she always watched for Gerard. He came back to Rookwood last night. Mollie knew that because she had heard Martha telling nurse that James, the Rookwood foot- man, who was that mysterious appendage, "her young man," had said that the "master" had come down again. Mollie had watched by that gate day after day, feeling as though Gerard must come up to THE STORY OF MOLLIE 55 it, because she missed him so; and now, when he might lift the latch at any moment, she was not to be there waiting for him. Something seemed to choke the little girl. "I will go!" she cried, she clamored; "I will go, I shall ! " She pushed back her chair; she swept her slate off the table ; she heard it crack ; she was not a bit sorry, nay ! she was glad! " I will go ! " she screamed; " I will ! " It was not until nearly half an hour later that Mollie could be brought to recognize that she had been in one of her naughty tempers. When she was calm enough to admit this, Miss Eraser was standing before her, the table- cloth was half off the table, her chair was over- turned, and, worst of all, the slate lay on the floor, cracked from end to end. "Mollie," said Miss Eraser, as she went back to her seat, " I don't know whether you are too naughty to be ashamed of yourself, but I am ashamed and shocked to think that any little girl could behave so badly. " The child was exhausted. She lifted a tear- stained face. She had no excuse; not one. Suddenly there came the quick opening and 56 THE STORY OF MOLLIE shutting of the door leading to the nursery, and a sharp, firm step on the landing. The color flooded Mollie's cheeks. "Gerard," she whispered. "You cannot want " began Miss Fraser, but the door was flung open, interrupting her. " Little woman ! " exclaimed Gerard Har- graves, "why didn't you come down the drive to look for me? Had no one told you I was back? You had n't forgotten me, had you? " Forgotten him! Mollie sprang toward him. As he bent, she put her arms round his neck; she laid her head on his shoulder. Forgotten him! The very quietness of the greeting, since he was wise enough to know that it was still from intensity, touched Mr. Hargraves. How fond of him this little thing must be! It was nice of her. It gratified him. It did not occur to him to consider what might be the outcome of it to her. If a time of change and disillusion arrived, it would be enough to say that he had not thought. That is always such a man's excuse. The failing is its own justification. Thoughtlessness is a useful robe, which amply covers a large collection of sins. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 57 "Mollie has been such a naughty little girl," interposed Miss Eraser. The child unfolded her arms. She slipped off her cousin's knee. "I have, awful," she said, standing before him as she might before a judge. Gerard looked past the child to her governess. He was annoyed that Mollie's delinquencies should be thrust in front of him before he had been in the room ten minutes. It savored, too, of tale-telling; and Gerard had preserved a single idea on that subject ever since he received his first caning an unmerited one to impress it upon his mind. Besides, he was very ready to find cause of offence in Miss Eraser. There was a distinct antagonism between the vicarage and the present owner of Rookwood. In the old days, when Gerard had perpetually trembled on the brink of his uncle's displeasure, Mr. Eraser had branded him as " a fast young man " (he thought so still), and had not hesitated to proclaim this opinion in the quarter where it might have the most serious results. Gerard did not forget that now. "Well," he remarked, and he addressed the 58 THE STORY OF MOLLIE vicar's daughter, "naughtiness is only a ques- tion of looks and opportunity with a woman, isn't it?" "I don't understand you, Mr. Hargraves," returned Miss Eraser, and she drew herself a little farther back in her chair. Gerard smiled, and twisted the ends of his mustache. "Ah!" he rejoined, "then that is one of the things to which you will not own. But I " letting his eyes rest on her with a certain inso- lence in their challenge "have been told that a woman confesses to more by what she denies than by what she proclaims." Miss Eraser's dull gray eyes emitted a spark; the lips were drawn into a tight line. It was evident that, however limited might be her power of retort, her indignation was not. "What," resumed Mr. Hargraves, and he turned to Mollie with quite another note in his voice, "what was it, little one?" "I have been so naughty," reiterated Mollie. "But it is over now," suggested Mr. Har- graves. "Come and talk to me." "Mollie must finish her sum first," decreed Miss Eraser. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 59 Gerard bit his lip. He wanted the child to himself. He wanted to take her out, and he did not want "this sour old woman," as he was ill-natured enough to label Miss Fraser. For once he tried persuasion. "I have only just come home, you know," he said. " I cannot let Mollie go until she has finished her sum," Miss Fraser returned, and she folded her hands upon her drab skirt with an air of finality. "Then we shall have to stay here, little one," Mr. Hargraves answered, and he put the child back on his knee. Mollie looked at her cousin. Her conscience would not let her off in this easy fashion. Her eyes grew moist ; her cheeks burned. "I have been in a naughty temper," she con- fessed. " Look," and she pointed to the broken slate; "I did that, "cause" with the lump growing in her throat "I was in a naughty temper." It was Gerard's impulse to receive the con- fession as it was made; but unfortunately Miss Fraser' s glance was on him, and there was an expectancy on her face which, as Gerard said 60 THE STORY OF MOLLIE to himself, it would not have been Gerard Hargraves had he disappointed. "Very naughty, and therefore so human, Mollie," he answered flippantly. "We most of us end by breaking our playthings, but we learned first how very easily the useful articles would crack and chip. You are naughty, per- haps, but nice, and you can't claim to be unique in that respect. Be thankful. Super- fine goodness may be profitable, but I have never found it alluring." "Mollie," commanded Miss Fraser, "get off your cousin's knee and finish your sum." The child slipped down. She went toward the table. She stooped and picked up the slate, but one of the cracked pieces fell away from the frame. It held about half the figures. Silently the child picked up the fragment; she endeavored to fit it in again. She could not. She directed an imploring glance toward Miss Fraser, but that lady was too conscious of Gerard Hargraves' presence. She maintained an unmoved appearance. A suppressed exclamation struggled through the man's lips. He rose. He flung a bitter look at the angular figure in the straight chair. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 61 "I'll tell you what," he proposed, as he came toward the table, "let us do that sum together, Mollie." The child responded with a long sigh. " Oh ! " she murmured, as though her burden had been lifted; but her joy was short-lived. "It's broken right through," she confessed, and a large tear rolled down her cheek. "Don't don't cry," exclaimed Gerard; "look here, we will manage somehow." He turned the slate round, meaning to repeat the figures on the opposite end, but that por- tion, too, slipped away from its frame. Mollie gave a gasp which caused Gerard to put his arm around her. "Don't," he muttered again, and his teeth closed over his mustache. (If he could ever be half as penitent as this for his worst sins !) " Let me see," he went on, as he pulled him- self together. He looked toward Miss Fraser; but she still preserved that uncompromising attitude. The truth was, she was meditating whether she dared exert her authority and insist on Mr. Hargraves' withdrawal. She would have liked 62 THE STORY OF MOLLIE nothing better. But she had an uncomfortable suspicion that the case might be carried to a higher court, where the judge would be fully prepared to enter a verdict against her. Eva Hargraves, she knew, would never imperil her position with the owner of Rookwood for the sake of a point of discipline. So Mollie and her cousin must, perforce, work out the matter their own way; only she would have no part in the arrangement. Gerard guessed pretty nearly how the case stood. "See here, Mollie," he said, "I 've got it." He dived into his pocket. He brought out a bundle of letters. There were missives in long narrow envelopes, generally blue ones, those he put back again. The sheet belong- ing to the first square envelope he opened was entirely filled with writing. He took out another. "Oh!" said Mollie, attracted by the pink paper and the great golden monogram on the flap, "it 's been among the flowers. It smells like them." She moved her hand toward it. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 63 Gerard glanced at the little face. With an angry movement, he crumpled the sheet in his palm. He closed his fingers over it, until the paper crackled with the pressure. He shot a glance, from under half-closed lids, toward Miss Eraser. He put his hand into his coat pocket, and drew it out empty. "Not that one, little woman," he said, with a long breath. "It looked so pretty," ventured Mollie. "That's just it," he responded, and there was a bitter note in his voice; "so do they all the first time you see them." Mollie guessed that something was wrong. She put her hand timidly onto Gerard's knee. She lifted her face. Mr. Hargraves looked into it. He had prayed for penitence a moment ago, and his prayer was answered. "I can't," he muttered. He straightened his figure, and drew his neck farther out of his collar. It was a char- acteristic action; he had so met reproof ever since he could remember. He went back to his letters; he found one with a blank sheet. 64 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "Let us see what this will do for us," he said. "Now, then, Mollie, here we are!" He carefully copied the figures, taking care that his should be such that the child could easily read. "Now," he said, as he handed her the pen- cil, "you must put down the others." "With this? " asked Mollie, overpowered by using a pencil, "like the back of mamma's watch," for such an every-day process as her addition sum. "Yes," said Gerard. "Now, Mollie, five and seven and four." "It isn't so nasty with this pencil," con- cluded the little girl, as she carefully formed the figure at the foot of the column. " You will have to add up for me when you get big," suggested Mr. Hargraves. "In a little book like mamma's?" inquired Mollie, who had seen her mother settling ac- counts; " is that adding up and twice times? " " Very much so, especially the latter, " said Mr. Hargraves; " but the next line, Mollie." "There," said Gerard, when they came to an end, and he handed the paper to Miss Fraser, " we are released now, are we not ? " THE STORY OF MOLLIE 65 "I told Mollie all along that she might go when her sum was finished," returned the lady. "Behold," began Gerard, with that mocking air which so irritated the people he did not like, and always made the vicar's daughter think what a very wicked young man he must be, "behold a woman who keeps her word. Mollie, go and put on your bonnet." Miss Fraser waited until the door closed. "Mr. Hargraves," she began, as soon as they were alone, "I am Mollie's governess." "Lucky Mollie," murmured Gerard. "I think," continued Miss Fraser, her thin voice quivering, "though we all know what has been your attitude toward authority all your life, that I, who have watched you since you were a boy " "You hardly pay yourself a compliment," interpolated Mr. Hargraves. " Since you were a boy, " repeated Miss Fraser, bravely, "may tell you that were I Mollie's mother I should hardly like to see your influ- ence over my daughter." Her listener drew himself upright. There was a dangerous gleam in his eyes. 5 66 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "Your sex is privileged," he said; "so is your father's cloth. You and he have remem- bered that ever since, as you say, I was a boy." He turned and sauntered to the window. He was careful to look supremely at his ease, he was so disproportionately angry, all the more so because "Hang it all," he muttered. He assured himself that it was this prying and meddling that did all the mischief. Rookwood was his own. It was his concern, his alone, to whom its roof afforded hospitality. But what was Miss Fraser saying? He did not want to listen. He had an impulse to silence her at any cost ; then the door opened, and Mollie entered. Miss Fraser rose. "Good-morning, Mollie," she said. The child went toward her and held up her face. Miss Fraser was tempted to kiss it; but she remembered the man by the window. "Do you think you deserve it? " she asked. Mollie hung her head. With an impatient movement and a hard word between his teeth, Gerard strode down the room. He held open the door. Miss Fraser responded to the action. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 67 "Do you," questioned Gerard, as she came up to him, "think it part of your Christian duty to take vengeance on a child?" There was another look, and then the door went to. "Now, little one, "said Gerard, "we are glad to be alone. Shall we go out ? But, tell me, what have you been doing all the time I have been away." " Oh ! " said Mollie, as the question reminded her, " I have a surprise for you. " " A surprise ! " Mr. Hargraves' eagerness left nothing to be desired. "What is it?" he questioned. "You must not keep my curiosity on the rack." " Rack ! What 's that ? " inquired Mollie. " Where I have been for the last ten minutes, " Gerard answered. " You have been here ; you have been in the nursery," announced the little girl. "Yes," said Gerard, "but you see it's this way, Mollie; it 's only a stupid way of saying that I wanted something very much. I wanted you to be very quick and put your bonnet on, and now I want to know all about my surprise. " 68 THE STORY OF MOLLIE The child walked across the room. There was the solemnity of a great moment upon her curious little face. " I 've learned it all for you," she announced, and she paused in the midst of the room to give weight to this remark. " Quick ! " cried Mr. Hargraves. The little girl went to the piano and opened it ; she mounted the stool ; she turned over the leaves of her instruction book until she came to the "Vesper Hymn." Slowly, laboriously, for Mollie was by no means musical, she fought her way from bar to bar, and when she had finished she turned. "Mollie," said Gerard, "how nice, how clever of you ! " "It 's got one flat," explained the child, tri- umphantly. " Look ! " and she pointed to the symbol. " Is that a flat ? " inquired Gerard. "Don't you know?" asked the child. "I thought there was nothing you didn't know." Her amazement came as a pang to him. " There is n't much," he said bitterly. " Oh, Mollie, I am glad you are not older." Then he insisted on going into the garden. CHAPTER VI DURING the next few days, greatly to Mollie's perplexity, Gerard did not appear at the Dower House. As a rule he came almost every morn- ing when he was at Rookwood ; for Mrs. Hargraves was very gracious to him. She took pains to let him know that he was welcome at all seasons. Perhaps she hoped for something personal as the outcome of it all. Eva, who never hesitated to call things by their proper names, to herself, had not made up her mind on this point. At any rate, and this was sufficient for the time being, Gerard aroused within her some of that inclination to conquest which the unusual check of seeing her wiles powerless to move the victim of them did the most to stimulate. But this morning, Mollie heard mamma say- ing to Aunt Amy that Gerard was " too bad," that " he had no excuse at all," " this Leigh girl was such bad style; " and Mollie, who had 70 THE STORY OF MOLLIE just returned from peeping through the gate, wondered what " bad style " might mean. " I suppose you won't take any notice of her," said Aunt Amy, as she put out her foot to start her chair swinging. Lady Pilister was spending a few days at the Dower House ; and the sisters were seated on the lawn, beneath the trees. Mrs. Hargraves had an open book; Aunt Amy was frankly doing nothing. It was one of those days of rare glory, when the heat lay as a soft mantle of mist in the hol- low, when the air was filled with the quivering radiance of the sunbeams, when the drip, drip, of the water in the fountain was as cooling music. Mrs. Hargraves waited a moment. Her blue eyes looked away in the direction of Rookwood ; her face gave no indication of her decision. " Eva," exclaimed Lady Pilister, " you must be a clever woman. I have come to the con- clusion you are, you can afford to look so vacant." "Am I to feel complimented? " inquired Mrs. Hargraves, and she laid her book on her lap. " That 's as you like," retorted her sister. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 71 " I only know I can't afford to appear a fool. People would insist it was nature having its way." " There is no occasion for it with you," ob- served Mrs. Hargraves. " A rent-roll of five figures implies the right to emotions; besides," carefully tipping her dart, " you might clash. You ought to consider that Sir Harry has never seemed ambitious to shine as an intellectual light." The color glowed under Lady Pilister's fair skin. " You are as prompt as ever in paying your debts," she rejoined. " Oh, no," came the response ; " when they are worth it, I have learned to leave them to gather interest." For a little the impatient creak of the ropes of Lady Pilister's chair was the only sound which competed with the splash of the water, then Mrs. Hargraves looked up from her book. " Miss Leigh and Mrs. Marsden are coming to tea this afternoon with Gerard," she announced. Aunt Amy's chair went back with a jerk. The eyes which were a brighter edition of Eva's examined the tranquil face. Mrs. Hargraves 72 had found her paragraph and was about to turn a leaf. " You are certainly incomprehensible," Lady Pilister exclaimed. The statement was met by a cold smile. " To a rich woman with an easy-going hus- band, doubtless," answered Mrs. Hargraves, as she removed a fly from her white bodice. Lady Pilister looked toward the house. " It is a nice old place," she admitted, and she nodded her head with an air of agreement. Mollie heard all this conversation, and was exceedingly puzzled. She asked Josephine what mamma could mean by saying that Gerard was " too bad." He could not have been naughty ; she was sure of that. But Josephine was only a doll and could not help her. " I wish you could speak," the little girl sighed, and she looked wistfully into the battered face. She wondered whether she dared ask Aunt Amy about it; Aunt Amy was sometimes like Gerard about answering questions. Not so nice, of course ; but still a substitute, though a poor one. The child pulled herself along the grass. Dared she? THE STORY OF MOLLIE 73 "Aunt Amy "she began, and timidly she pulled her aunt's skirt. Lady Pilister glanced down. " Good gra- cious! Are you here, Mollie?" she exclaimed. " Aunt Amy " began the child. " Run and play," came the quick answer. " It 's good for little girls to be running about." " But " ventured Mollie. " No," objected Lady Pilister ; " it 's too hot to be taken to task to-day, Mollie. Run and play." The child got up. Yet she lingered. "Did you hear your aunt?" inquired Mrs. Hargraves. Mollie hurried away. She went down the drive and looked through the gate. She thought Gerard must come ; she had looked for him yes- terday morning and all the afternoon; she had spent nearly all the time since her lessons were over to-day watching for him. After a little she retraced her steps and went into the garden. But there was no joy in the roses and pinks, none even in lifting off the pots at the head of the dahlia sticks to see the funny little earwigs drop out. Gerard had once as- sured her that earwigs did not a bit mind being 74 THE STORY OF MOLLIE disturbed ; that it did not hurt them at all to be dropped on the ground, they would, of course, prefer not to be trampled upon, so, since then, Mollie had found watching them a most fascinating employment. They wriggled their bodies, and clasped and unclasped the " little-pincers-instead-of-a-tail " in the most delightful fashion. To-day the sight was marred by a sense of disloyalty. Mamma had called Gerard " too bad." She had said, too, that he had no excuse at all. It was only when Mollie had been un- usually naughty that nurse or Miss Fraser applied that term to her. Mollie grew more and more certain that there must be some mistake about Gerard. Then she ought to tell mamma so ! Only yesterday, nurse had read a story about a little girl who had not spoken out when her little friend had been punished for what she had not done, and the tale had concluded by declaring that it was a long time before little Mary, who ought to have spoken and had not, could be happy again. Mollie was not at all prepared to incur little Mary's fate. She was quite sure of what she ought to do; and she meant doing it, but that THE STORY OF MOLLIE 75 did not make it easy. She knew that it would be a hard matter to face her mother. In the end, she went very slowly back to the lawn and up to the tent-chairs. " Mamma," she began, and her hands went together. " How often am I to tell you about your hands?" interrupted Mrs. HargraveS. Mollie unclasped them; she was trembling, such a big lump seemed to have grown in her throat. " Well," said mamma, impatiently, " what do you want?" The words would not come. The child strug- gled; but not a sound would pass her lips. " If," said mamma, " you are so foolish, you had better go away." " Gerard," stammered Mollie. " Well," said Mrs. Hargraves, a small increase of interest in her tone. " Oh," cried Mollie, her voice rising with a sharp note, " he 's never naughty." Mrs. Hargraves raised her arched eyebrows; she looked toward her sister. " Has any one been saying he was"? " she in- quired of her little daughter. 76 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Mollie was bewildered. Had not mamma said it herself a few moments ago? " You," she faltered, " said he was too bad." " So," rejoined Mrs. Hargraves, " you have been prying. Claude, I am sure, would not listen to what was not meant for him." " But he is n't naughty," persisted Mollie. "You don't understand," retorted mamma; " and if you will listen to what is not intended for you to hear, I must not have you with me again. Go away now." Mollie turned silently. When she was out of hearing, Aunt Amy bent forward. " Do you want her to pour the tale into Gerard's ears?" she asked her sister. Mrs. Hargraves let the leaves of her book slip onto her hand with an impatient air. " She is the most provoking child," she de- clared. " Gerard seems to find her interesting," Lady Pilister rejoined. " Gerard ! " echoed Mrs. Hargraves. Lady Pilister settled herself back in her chair. She swung to and fro a few times. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 77 "I do not think he is a consideration to be despised in your arrangements," she observed. " Do you mean me to tell Mollie she is to say nothing to him?" questioned Mrs. Hargraves. " And leave her to put him on the ' qui vive ' by the effort to obey," retorted Lady Pilister. Mrs. Hargraves rose. She stood before her sister. " What am I to do, then? " she demanded. "You always had a talent for explaining things away," remarked Aunt Amy. A look passed between the sisters. " I suppose," said Mrs. Hargraves, reluctantly, " I had better go and find Mollie." CHAPTER VII " WE will go by the Park," announced Gerard, as he came onto the terrace that afternoon at Rookwood, accompanied by Miss Leigh and Mrs. Marsden. " It is a little longer, but it 's the more pleasant way." " I don't see why we should walk a step farther than we need on a day like this," interposed Miss Leigh. Gerard watched the sunlight dancing through the leaves of the great trees. " We need n't start at all ; we can stay here, if you like," he answered. He turned until he faced the clump of green which hid the Dower House. Would Mollie be watching at the gate? But he did not mean to go by that gate to-day. He wondered why Eva had thought fit to in- vite his guests. If they had not met face to face in the lane, Miss Leigh would never have known that his cousin's widow existed. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 79 " Let me," he said, with the air of doing his duty as a host, " put you a chair under that tree." Miss Leigh looked at the cool shadow lying across the path. She made a step toward it. " No," she said, standing in the midst of the walk ; " there is that child. One must go out of one's way for that. When a man thrones a child's photograph in solitary state on his man- telpiece, I 'm curious to see the original." " Mollie," explained Gerard, and he spoke very quietly, " is not a pretty child. There is nothing picture-like about her." "Then what is there?" demanded Miss Leigh, lifting her eyebrows until they nearly touched the fashionable golden fringe. " What is there?" Mr. Hargraves smiled. It was a quiet, dreamy smile ; it seemed to say, " There would be no use in my trying to tell you." " The photograph bears you out, or I should not believe you," cried the young lady. "Have I such a character for mendacity?" asked Gerard. Miss Leigh laughed. " I never believe half you say," she confessed. 8o THE STORY OF MOLLIE " Perhaps," retorted Mr. Hargraves, moved with his customary recklessness toward thin ice, " that is why I don't say more." " No," returned Miss Leigh, and her chest heaved ; " that is because you have the courage of your caution." They looked at each other. Mr. Hargraves made a sweeping salutation, hat in hand. "Caution," he mocked; "I never was so accused." " Oh ! " cried the girl, slipping by the expres- sion to her true level, " you will always keep your skin whole. You always have taken care of that." There was a moment's silence. Miss Leigh pulled the rose from her belt and slowly whirled it round. Her hands showed white against the red of its petals; she put it to her lips; her eyes looked an invitation. Gerard made no pretence of not understand- ing. With a half-laugh and a shrug of his shoulders, he thrust his hands into his pockets as though they were safer there. "Am I to find that chair?" he asked. Miss Leigh tossed aside her flower. " No," she said ; " I am not to be told what THE STORY OF MOLLIE 81 you see in the plain child, so I am going to find out for myself. My sunshade, please." Mr. Hargraves picked up the striped parasol and put it into her hand. " Now," said Miss Leigh, " come along." She moved down the path. Gerard drew to one side to make room for Mrs. Marsden. "No," said Miss Leigh; "we don't want you, Mrs. Marsden, until we get to the high-road." Gerard laughed again. "There is nothing like saying what you want," he observed, as the elder lady obediently started by another way. " Oh, Mrs. Marsden ! " rejoined Miss Leigh, and she raised her shoulders. " Mrs. Marsden understands her duties," con- tinued Gerard. " Mrs. Marsden," amended that lady's charge, " understands what they are not, and that is a great deal more to the purpose." " So I see." The statement was greeted by a gratified laugh; while Gerard found himself wondering if a woman ever really thought to impress a man by showing him how few were her quali- fications for so doing. 82 THE STORY OF MOLLIE " May I ? " he asked, and he took out his cigarette case. He held it toward his guest. " No," decided Miss Leigh, after a brief examination, and she pushed forward her full lips; "they are not my kind." " I ought to have filled one side for you," he said. It was not far to the main entrance, and there they found Mrs. Marsden awaiting them. " This way," said Mr. Hargraves, as the heavy gate closed behind them. "Is this the shortest path?" inquired Miss Leigh, and she glanced suspiciously down the level white road. " They are about the same distance," returned her host. The young lady lowered her sunshade. She looked him full in the face. "That's a lie! " she announced. " My love ! " murmured Mrs. Marsden. Miss Leigh turned upon her companion. " I always call things by their proper names, you ought to know that," she declared ; " it saves trouble." " And leaves one in no doubt of your mean- ing," amended Mr. Hargraves. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 83 Miss Leigh put up her sunshade. "You will perhaps take me the other way? " she demanded. "With pleasure," came the answer; but Gerard's under-lip drew in the whole line of his mustache. He crossed the road and held open the hand- gate. "If you tear your dress with the bramble sprays, or scratch your face with the wild-rose bushes, or find the path rough for fashionable heels, on your own head be it," he said. "I'll take all the risk," answered Miss Leigh. "It must be single file," he announced; and it was actually a relief to him to think that the arrangement would do something to add to the difficulty of conversation. "Go first," said Miss Leigh, and she ad- dressed Mrs. Marsden. "You shall have " and this time she spoke to her host "an excellent opportunity of determining whether my hair is all my own." "Its glory," replied Gerard, promptly say- ing the thing required of him, "must blind one to its defects, should there be any." 84 THE STORY OF MOLLIE . "I'm glad you added that last clause," re- torted Miss Leigh. The way, a narrow track between high hedges, was overrun here and there with trailing black- berry bushes, or broken from time to time by clumps of wild roses which late though it were were still dotted with little pink flowers. Gerard broke off a spray. He pulled the leaves absently, one by one, from the stalk, until he chanced to look at the pink bud; then, with an impatient movement, he thrust it into his button-hole. He was a fool, of course. No one but a fool would have imagined such a connection, but those pink petals, so tenderly folded and enfold- ing one another, and showing their delicate veins as they tapered to a point, somehow made him look toward the Dower House. He confessed to himself that he would give a good round sum to be through the next hour. A few feet farther along, where a solitary elm sprang from the hedge, a mass of cool green against the brilliant sky, the path made a curve, and from there he would be able to see Mollie's gate. Would she be watching for him ? He THE STORY OF MOLLIE 85 almost prayed that she might not. He did not want to see that little face now. He wondered if she could possibly have been kept in the house. He would even have heard that she was detained there in disgrace without resent- ment. With every step of the way his dis- like grew, until he became so reluctant to face what must follow that, could he have invented any excuse for the return of his party, he would not have scrupled to advance it. He racked his brains. To merely arouse Miss Leigh's suspicions would only be to aug- ment her curiosity. His device must carry conviction, otherwise she would be certain to reach the Dower House or perish in the endeavor. He experienced a fine contempt for himself. To what end had he acquired his savoir vivre, his fertility, if it would not help him out of this poor little trap? Mrs. Marsden had already passed the elm- tree. The track widened here, and was broad enough for the three in line; but the elder lady kept steadily on her way without even as much as a glance over her shoulder. "She has been well trained," concluded 86 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Gerard; but the contempt which rose out of the reflection was for himself. Miss Leigh waited. She let a few more steps separate Mrs. Marsden. " Have you settled the affairs of the nation ? " she began. "I looked back at you once or twice as we came along, but you were in such a brown study you did not notice me." " Is that possible ? " mocked Mr. Hargraves. Miss Leigh surveyed him steadily. She closed her sunshade and let it slip against the skirt of her dress. The brilliant smile, which was her great point, so her friends said, and of which, as a rule, she made generous use, died from her eyes and lips. She had seen herself with her neighbor's eyes. Every woman does that now and again ; and the pleasure or pain of it especially when that neighbor happens to be a man marks her true position. "I am nothing but a peg for you to hang compliments upon," she said disconsolately. "No," replied Mr. Hargraves; "you are the magnet which attracts them." Miss Leigh let her glance fall upon the ground; she trailed her sunshade with a scratch along the path; she sighed softly. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 87 There was a few moments' silence, another long sigh. Suddenly she lifted her eyes. They seemed to sweep over, to storm the man's face. "Give me," she said, "that flower out of your coat." Gerard put up his hand. Why not? Miss Leigh's blue eyes were, after all, sufficiently blue. He took out the pink rose-bud; his fingers closed upon it; he remembered. "No," he replied, laughing uneasily; "it's too inappropriate." The woman by his side forced back her lips until they showed the double row of white clenched teeth. "Please," she pleaded, as she changed her expression with a dexterity which betokened practice. Gerard loosened his fingers. The bud fell to the ground; he put his foot on it. " You shall have the finest roses Rookwood can show," he promised; "you shall select and I will cut." Their eyes met ; his defied, hers compelled. The wooden gate was in sight. 88 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "Here we are," said Mr. Hargraves, with an accent of relief. The next instant the quick childish note broke on the air. " Gerard ! " called Mollie. "Mollie!" responded Mr. Hargraves. Miss Leigh turned and faced him. "The two paths," she said, "were about the same length. Oh ! " A quick motion of anger stirred Gerard. Was this to be vulgarized, Mollie's attitude toward him, and his toward her? He hurried forward, outstripping Mrs. Marsden. "Mollie," he said, and he did not kiss her, he only put his hand on her shoulder, "run and tell mamma that I am bringing the ladies." The child's disappointed face hurt him; but the next instant he saw the cloud lift. Mollie was too well behaved not to know that she, being only a little girl, must expect nothing before visitors. She set off running up the path. "Where have you sent her?" asked Miss Leigh, as soon as she came within speaking distance. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 89 " To tell her mother of your arrival, " answered Gerard. Miss Leigh shot a glance at him which made him think she could never have been a child like Mollie. "This way," he said. They went up the drive together. Mrs. Marsden had assumed an air of protection; she seemed to be, all at once, conscious of a change, and when they found Mrs. Hargraves, it was she who directed a benevolent look of introduction toward Miss Leigh. Gerard laughed outright ; and Mrs. Hargraves, who had come from the sheltered side of the lawn to greet her guests, turned, with her leisurely manner, toward him. " What is it ? " she asked. Gerard muttered an excuse. The line of Mrs. Hargraves' upper lip softened. That the excuse was clumsy as well as obvious had its charm for her. " Shall we go to the lawn ? " she asked, and she addressed Miss Leigh, "or do you prefer the house ? " "Oh! " cried Gerard, "outside on a day like this." 90 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Mrs. Hargraves turned to him again. "Whatever we decide," she said, "you may go and talk to Amy. She is in the tent-chair, and I think it would require something very serious to get her out of it before the sun goes down." " Lady Pilister here ! " exclaimed Gerard ; " of course I must go and speak to her. She gen- erally lets me think she is one of my good friends. What an age it is since we met ! " "Since Ascot, I believe," said Mrs. Har- graves, very distinctly. "Who," retorted Gerard, "measures time by vulgar reckoning where friendship is con- cerned ? " "You are growing poetical," laughed Mrs. Hargraves; "and after that " "The other swing-chair as the reward of genius," put in Gerard. "I hurry to secure my prize." Mrs. Hargraves looked after the tall figure crossing the lawn; but her face, when she turned to the other guests, was particularly expressionless. " Which shall it be for us ? " she asked. "The lawn, of course," said Miss Leigh. 91 "I thought so," added Eva. There was an under meaning in the calm voice. The two pairs of eyes, alike in shade, so different in all other respects, challenged each other; then Miss Leigh led the way toward the fountain. Mrs. Hargraves followed a step behind ; she wore a subtle but admirably marked air of detachment. It was evident that she was in this company, not of it. "Gerard," she said, when they stood in a group, with the exception of Lady Pilister, who had just explained that, with the thermometer at the height it registered that day, no one could expect her to have the manners to get up "Gerard," asked Mrs. Hargraves, "do you mind seeing about some more chairs ? " The tone made Lady Pilister smile. She understood; there was an unusual note in Eva's request, a taking for granted of intimacy, an ex- pectation of that something from Gerard which should be denied to the rest of the party. "Certainly," replied Mr. Hargraves, who was very ready to sing second in this duet; "will those out of the hall do?" " No, " answered Eva; "you always grumble 92 THE STORY OF MOLLIE at them. You declared the last time that the wicker chairs were far more comfortable." Lady Pilister's laugh rippled softly. "It is a hot day," she said, addressing Miss Leigh. That young lady sank into the remaining swing-chair. She lay back negligently; she put it in motion, settled her head, with more regard to her hat than to comfort, crossed her feet, and displayed her pointed shoes. She was pleased to think that her hostess must stand while she was so evidently at her ease. She forgot that it requires a vast amount of breeding to be rude effectively. " Do you make a long stay ? " inquired Lady Pilister. Miss Leigh was indefinite. But had her hour of departure been fixed with the immuta- bility of the Medes and Persians, she would not have named it. " Have you seen the church ? " pursued the questioner. Miss Leigh's blue eyes began to glitter. " It is considered quite a fine specimen of its kind," continued the level voice; "and the ruins, I believe Rookwood contrives to be THE STORY OF MOLLIE 93 quite proud of one whole pillar, three broken ones, and a bit of untidy wall, which it is pleased to call the remains of an. abbey. You ought to see them while you are here." The insolence grew as the speaker came to the end of the sentence. "What else is there?" asked Lady Pilister, addressing her sister. "I don't care for sights, and I care less for scenery," broke in Miss Leigh. She understood. It was a way of marking the gulf between her and these two graceful, languid women. She must be quick, and in- spect, while she ha'd the chance, those things with which they had been familiar ever since they could remember. But might she, too, not assert herself? "Gerard, "she said, as soon as Mr. Hargraves returned, "please move this chair back a little, and there " indicating the position of the one he held in his hand "shall be your reward. " She attached him with a touch of ostenta- tion, offered him her sunshade, since he was in the glare and she in the shadow. Mrs. Hargraves and her sister exchanged 94 THE STORY OF MOLLIE another glance. They smiled, and the smile was both unconcealed and contemptuous. Something about Miss Leigh made Gerard look toward his cousin, and, had he seen the slightest malice on her face, he would have felt impelled to defend his guests ; but Eva, when he glanced at her, wore a perfectly neutral air. "Indeed," he heard her saying to Mrs. Marsden, "there are a great many trials with an incubator. The chickens have not nearly realized my expectations." " Are you going to try to make your fortune out of poultry, Eva? " he inquired. "It is honest dealing," retorted Mrs. Har- graves, without lifting her head, "which is more than can be said for most forms of feminine fortune-hunting." After that the conversation was kept in safe channels until the tea appeared, when Miss Leigh recollected Mollie. " May I not see your children ? " she asked, turning to her hostess. " I have heard so much of them from Mr. Hargraves; he is always singing their praises." The easy mendacity of the remark amused Gerard. He stroked his mustache to hide a smile. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 95 He saw Eva hesitate. "They must be having tea," he broke in. "It's a pity to interrupt them." Mrs. Hargraves smiled. "Martha shall tell them," she said, and she looked toward the maid, who chanced to be coming across the lawn. "They will only be too glad to leave their tea." It seemed to Gerard as though he could not keep his eyes off the house; and when he saw the children walking hand in hand, he even forgot to be amused at that regulation manoeuvre. There was no defining, no analyzing, the sit- uation. He had no desire to do either. All he knew was that he did not want Mollie at this juncture. He might have learned something if he required the teaching. A man's estimation of a woman is ever ex- pressed by those of his acquaintance to whom he would present her. "This is my little boy," began Mrs. Har- graves, and Claude made friends with the new ladies at once, while Mollie stood a little aloof, casting a timid glance now and then toward her cousin. 96 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Ordinarily Gerard would have taken the child on his knee, but to-day he hardly looked at her. His head was turned in the other direction, while he talked very diligently to Aunt Amy. It was Lady Pilister who beckoned to the little girl. " Where is Josephine ? " she asked, when the child stood beside her chair. "Josephine does not come down to mamma's teas; she never does," Mollie explained. "Who is Josephine?" inquired Miss Leigh, darting into the conversation. Mollie fell back a step. "She is is my doll," the little girl con- fessed. She always bungled a little over the word "doll." She was reluctant to apply such a term to Josephine. "Your doll," continued Miss Leigh, who recollected that she had determined to find out for herself the attractiveness of the " plain child;" "have you only one?" Mollie nodded her head slowly. "Only Josephine," she replied. "You should buy her another," said Miss Leigh, as she turned to Mr. Hargraves; then THE STORY OF MOLLIE 97 swinging her head back, "If I had a devoted cousin, Mollie, I would make him buy me no end of things." An enigmatical smile flitted across Mr. Hargraves' face. "Would you like a new doll, Mollie?" ques- tioned Lady Pilister. " Shall I give you one ? " The child's hands went together. For once mamma saw the movement and let it pass unrebuked. "Do you want a new doll, Mollie? " chimed in Mr. Hargraves. The little girl looked piteously from Aunt Amy to Gerard, from Gerard back to Aunt Amy. She looked toward her mother; but her mother made no sign. "Please," faltered the child, "she would n't be Josephine." Gerard rose abruptly. " Mrs. Marsden," he said, " if you are rested, I think we must be going." He went over to his cousin; he shook hands with Lady Pilister. "Mollie," he whispered, when he came to the child, who searched his face with anxious eyes, "that 's right. Stick to Josephine." 7 98 THE STORY OF MOLLIE " Secrets ! Oh ! " exclaimed Miss Leigh. Gerard threw back his head ; he bit his mustache. He was reminded of his bondage; and though the shackles had been forged deliberately, and link after link, by himself, as he felt their weight he was revolted by the indignity of them. He lifted the child into his arms. "I may whisper to you, may I not, Mollie? " he proclaimed. "Tell them," his tone grow- ing fuller, "what you are going to be as soon as you are grown up." The child understood, but she hesitated. Mamma's "absurd" rang in her ears. She looked appealingly toward her mother, but Mrs. Hargraves was too wise a woman to spoil the situation by prompting. "Tell them," urged Gerard. He held the child tighter to him. It seemed to him that she was precious beyond all measure; she represented his better self; it seemed to him that life would be better if she would but own him now. "Tell them," he repeated. "I'm," said the child, the words coming THE STORY OF MOLLIE 99 with a shrill note, " I 'm going to be Gerard's wife when I grow up. " Miss Leigh's sunshade rattled against the frame of the chair as it fell to the ground. There was a pause before she spoke. " You," she declared, as she rose and faced Mrs. Hargraves, "don't mind long engage- ments, evidently." She made her farewells. Gerard put down Mollie, and drew a long breath. "I am afraid I must hurry you," he said, turning to his guests. When they were left alone Lady Pilister and her sister resumed their seats in silence. The silence continued until the last glimpse of the retreating figures was lost to view ; then Aunt Amy's laugh rang out clear and full. " ' Out of the mouth of babes and suck- lings, ' " she quoted. "Mollie," said mamma, "had you finished tea?" "No, mamma." "You must be hungry again," continued Mrs. Hargraves. " Run and tell nurse you may have some jam. What kind do you like best? You may choose for yourself." CHAPTER VIII " CHILDREN," announced Gerard Hargraves, as he sat beside his cousin on the lawn at the Dower House, "and kittens ought never to grow up. Can't you keep Mollie a child, Eva?" Mrs. Hargraves hesitated. It was three days since the memorable tea- party, and Miss Leigh had taken her departure baffled. Perhaps there had never been any real hope for her ; the young lady was not clear about that herself; but she was certain that none remained from the moment when Mollie pro- claimed her preference for Josephine. Mrs. Hargraves recalled that scene now. " My dear Gerard," she answered, and her tone was tolerant, " do you think you con- tribute greatly to that end yourself? " Mr. Hargraves started. He threw away his cigarette, uncrossed his legs, and sat a trifle more upright. " Of what do you accuse me ? " he asked wearily. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 101 He was so tired, tired of everything. Every- thing worked round to the same point, to the same old satiety. There was no freshness any- where. It seemed to him if he could but duck himself mentally, morally, into cold water and come up, panting and breathless, maybe, but eager, he would be a happy man. It was the tepidness of everything which sapped his strength. He took out his case and selected another cigarette. " What is my new offence? " he persisted, as he pressed the little white roll backward and for- ward between his finger and thumb. " Don't be considerate, Eva, and search about for smooth phrases. I would as soon take the thing in plain English." His irritability gave Mrs. Hargraves an advan- tage. She could play upon him when he was in this state. It was when he armed himself with cynicism that her efforts fell aside as a dart falls from steel. " I don't think I want to scold you," she said, and the words slipped out one by one, as though she were musing over them, " neither did I mean anything very dreadful. I was thinking that if you continued to spoil Mollie as you do now, 102 THE STORY OF MOLLIE she would grow exigtante, and that is hardly a childlike attitude." "Ah!" said Mr. Hargraves, '" cxigtante /' That would be a pity." He leaned back in his chair, and watched the blue rings of smoke as they curled upward. He was perfectly aware that Eva meant a great deal more than that. What if she did? The question gave him an odd sensation of breathlessness. Then his mind leaped ahead. Would Mollie love him then as she loved him now? Would that love have as little alloy in it then as it had now? If so A smile touched the dark discontent of his face. It might be like crying for the moon ; but when for many a year had the moon seemed bright enough to cry for? Mrs. Hargraves took up her embroidery. She threaded her needle without a glance toward the man by her side. Eva had plenty of the wisdom of her generation. She knew that the word too much far more often spoiled a cause than the word too little. She knew, too, that a man never fails to appreciate the woman who can be silent ; and at this moment it was of consequence that she should be appreciated. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 103 Moreover, she had her reflections. Mrs. Hargraves had never attached the small- est importance to Gerard's fancy for Mollie. She had regarded it merely as the whim of an idle man, and had looked to see it fade before the first new amusement. But the last three days had put a different complexion upon the matter. When Mrs. Hargraves accepted her cousin's assurance that the Dower House was hers as long as she chose to consider it her home, she had not overlooked the possibility of its serving as a stepping-stone to Rookwood. But she had quite perspicacity enough to see that the stream between that stone and her mainland flowed strongly and against her. Gerard was dis- tinctly inclined to regard her with prejudiced eyes. Eva, however, cared little for masculine prejudice. It merely existed to be overcome if it were worth the while ! If! That was what she had never been able to make up her mind upon. Gerard would be a doubtful advantage if gained. His sharp-edged speech was distasteful to her ; his habit of stripping the glamour from her devices was more so. She knew that she 104 THE STORY OF MOLLIE had him now at a rare moment of weakness. Ordinarily, he would hold his coolness as a shield before him. But should his fancy for Mollie mean some- thing more than a fancy it was hardly likely it would; but meantime the advantage lay in acting as though it did. Eva selected another shade of green silk with a smile on her lips. If it should? as she mentally repeated. To pay for a fancy was the invariable accom- paniment to wanting it. In this case, why should not she reap the benefit, and preserve her ease? The reasoning was as emotionless as Mrs. Hargraves' nature, and as much to her mind. " Will you have the house full for ' the first ' ? " she asked, when she considered that Gerard had been left long enough to his own devices. " Some one must kill the birds," he answered. "Of course." Eva drew her silk in and out. " Men only, then?" she continued. Gerard changed his position, and dropped the end of his cigarette into the grass. " I want you to let me take Mollie to Rook- wood for a day or two," he announced. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 105 Mrs. Hargraves' work slipped from her ringers. " My dear Gerard ! " she expostulated. " She does not require a chaperone, does she?" he demanded. "You can send a maid with her, half a dozen maids, if you like." He waited. He opened his case and sought out a new cigarette. He wished Eva would not take such a time about things. " I really don't know," Mrs. Hargraves began. Gerard felt that he must have Mollie. He would make the little thing sit opposite to him in the dining-room; he would take her out; they would spend whole days together. " Let her come," he pleaded. " If I could ask Miss Eraser to go with her," Eva began. " But you " with an uplifting of her eyebrows "don't like Miss Eraser." " No," he concurred, " I don't. Besides, she would n't come." He left the subject and sank into his chair again. " I had another request to make," he re- marked, " but you have not given me much encouragement with my first one. I expect Mrs. Conyers, with her husband, for ' the first,' and one or two other ladies. I wonder if you io6 THE STORY OF MOLLIE would come to the rescue of a man without a wife." He looked away, and flicked the ash from his cigarette. He appeared to have no hope that this petition might meet with more favor. Mrs. Hargraves laughed lightly and promptly. " You forget," she said, " what you and Mol- lie announced the other day. Since you pro- claim your engagement aloud, I think I had better lose no time in assuming my position as your mother-in-law." " You are thoughtful," Gerard answered, and his voice had taken its incisive note again. Mrs. Hargraves bit her lip. "No; merely kind," she said. Gerard turned his head until he faced the woman by his side. "You will allow Mollie to come?" he said. There was a pause. Mr. Hargraves' glance did not waver. Eva looked at her work and then at him again. " Yes," she said. Mr. Hargraves pushed back his chair. In a moment the lady rose. "Have I been detaining you?" he asked, as he followed the example. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 107 Mrs. Hargraves looked at him with a superior smile. " Not at all ! " she said. " Don't you see " with a mocking laugh "that I am beginning both early and well. Mollie will be in the far garden. Don't I understand my part admirably? " Mr. Hargraves moved his shoulders. "You are always admirable in your parts," he acquiesced. The blue eyes flashed. " You have always appreciated me," she returned. " Let me carry that into the house for you," said Mr. Hargraves, and he took the piece of silk from her ; " only be careful about the needles." " My needles never prick people," replied Eva, promptly. " That 's your cleverness, you see," he an- swered; "but they have points all the -same, and one does impale one's self on one occa- sionally." When they reached the terrace Mrs. Har- graves put out her hand for the embroidery. " Don't come any farther," she said. io8 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Gerard lifted his hat. He turned and saun- tered down the flower-garden toward the beech walk. Just at the entrance to it, where the trees fell away to let in the sunshine, was the little patch of ground which Mollie had appro- priated for her garden. The child was as interested in it as in every- thing that came under her care. Her flowers were not merely things which came up and died down ; they were her friends. Before Gerard reached his destination he caught a glimpse of Mollie, toiling along under the weight of a water-can. She and Claude were there together. He saw the little boy rush toward his sister. " You are spilling it," expostulated Mollie, as Claude seized the handle of the can. But the young man showed no intention of desisting. He clasped his fingers tightly; he tipped the can, and as the water splashed over, his high laugh rang out. " Oh," cried Mollie, " it 's too bad of you ! You are unkind, Claude!" Gerard strode forward. He lifted the little boy to the other side of the path. " You are very naughty," decreed Mr. Hargraves. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 109 Claude began to scream, and that was too much for Mollie. " Please," she interposed, " don't be cross with Claude. It was only fun." Gerard held the child at arm's length, quite regardless of his urgent desire to kick or bite. He felt inclined to assure Mollie that it was only selfishness; but her faith in her brother was so perfect it seemed a pity to spoil it. " He was only playing," murmured Mollie, reproachfully. Mr. Hargraves heard the reproach. " You see, dear," he explained, " Claude might get wet, and then he 'd catch cold." Mollie looked toward her brother ; she looked toward her cousin. It was the first time she had ever questioned one of Gerard's actions, and she knew she had been wrong. She slipped her hand into his. " Oh," she pleaded, " I do love you ! " Gerard let go his hold of Claude. He looked at Mollie. He shook his head with a wistful smile. He wondered why this child's inno- cence had such power to move him. " I know, dear," he said reassuringly, and the child smiled gratefully back at him. i io THE STORY OF MOLLIE " Let us go," he suggested, " and see the garden." They went hand in hand. Once there, he gave his opinion on many matters. He was quite sure that one red rose was sweeter than all those at Rookwood ; he was confident that the Gloire would blossom again. The ferns under the trees did not require any more sun- shine; they liked a shady position the best He carried the watering-can back to the pump; he went again and again until everything was moistened. "But why don't you pull up those, Mollie?" he asked, and he alluded to a clump of wall- flowers which had finished blooming; "they are not pretty now." The child surveyed the yellow drooping leaves, the long seed-pods, the discolored stalks. "No," she said reluctantly. "Pull them up, little woman," he urged. "See, they are in the way of this mignonette. I like mignonette. You must always have a lot of it in your garden; it's my favorite flower." " You like it the best? " questioned the little girl. THE STORY OF MOLLIE in "I think so," answered Mr. Hargraves. "Then," said the child, with great convic- tion, " I shall sow two whole packets next year. " " But these things ? " asked Gerard, return- ing to the wall-flowers. The little face grew troubled. "They'll think I didn't like them," she said; "and they did try hard to have as many flowers as ever they could." "But," said Gerard, "they are not flowers any more. " (He wanted to see her piill them up that he might know then, at that moment, that he could persuade her.) "These are the seeds here," and he showed her the pods. " The seeds know that they must be taken out of the ground so that they may ripen." Without comment, without hesitation, Mollie's hand went out. Obediently she pulled up root after root. She laid them on the path. " Where are they to go now ? " she asked. Gerard pulled his mustache. He dared not suggest the rubbish heap. 112 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "I'll tell you what," he said, and he was much relieved when he found a solution for the difficulty, "you might give them to me, and when it 's time I '11 send you back some seed from Rookwood." Mollie gathered the wall-flowers into a bundle. "It will be all right then," she said, with a sigh of satisfaction, as she thrust them into his hand ; and Mr. Hargraves remembered the words and smiled over them, as he carried the remains of those wall-flowers back to Rookwood. CHAPTER IX AFTER that followed the most delightful day Mollie had ever experienced. The very next afternoon Gerard himself came to fetch her with "the Phantom " in his dog-cart; and when she arrived at Rookwood, after quite a long drive, she found nurse putting out one of her best frocks, just as though she were in the nursery at home and was going down to mamma's tea. " Who is taking care of Claude ? " she asked. "Martha," said nurse, conscious of the im- portance of her position; "of course I had to come here with you." "Claude won't mind," Mollie faltered. "He won't have to," decreed nurse. Mollie was silent for a time. She was puzzled. The last day or two every one had seemed to treat her quite as though she were like other little girls. This afternoon mamma U4 THE STORY OF MOLLIE had kissed her, and had called her back to kiss her again, while Gerard was waiting to lift her into the cart. "Nurse," inquired Mollie, with character- istic abruptness, "do you think God has let me be more like other little girls? I told Him I did try ever so hard, and that mamma would be so pleased if I were, and I 'm sure she is." The woman passed the brush once or twice sharply across her charge's hair. "Maybe," she said shortly. "You are not cross with me?" asked the child, turning that she might catch a glimpse of her nurse's face. "I shall be," answered nurse, relieved to find a legitimate outlet for her irritation, " if you will keep turning your head like that. How am I to roll your curls, do you think, if you go bobbing your head first on one side and then on the other? " Mollie received this reproof very humbly. She kept quite still until she was told that she might get down from her chair. "You are to dine with Mr. Gerard to-night," nurse said, as she tied the little girl's sash. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 115 "Dinner like mamma's?" inquired Mollie. "Yes," returned nurse. "Mr. Gerard is having it at six for you. I must take you down. You were to go into the drawing-room as soon as you were ready. I never knew a little girl that had such a fuss made of her." "Is it because I have got two numbers in this birthday ? " suggested Mollie, for she was ten years old that day. "Perhaps," said nurse; but she was still grim. In the drawing-room Mollie found Gerard waiting for her. It was more and more like mamma's dinner. "Come," he said, and he took her hand. "Josephine would have liked this," sighed the little girl. "She's never been in to dinner." " Where is Josephine ? " asked Mr. Hargraves. "Mamma said she was to stop at home," Mollie replied. " She said you would not want her." "Why not?" questioned Gerard. "Never mind, Mollie, next time I'll ask her particu- larly." Mollie gave her cousin's hand a squeeze. ii6 THE STORY OF MOLLIE They went solemnly across the hall together; across that old dark hall that Mollie somehow knew was so beautiful, and then into the long dining-room where the ceiling was made into curious white patterns, with thick pieces of dark wood between them, and where the walls were hung with pictures of men and women, who, Mollie thought, were dressed very funnily, and not like anybody she had ever seen. There were no seats at the big table, but Gerard took her to where a great round window made something like a little room all to itself. "You must sit opposite to me, Mollie," Mr. Hargraves said; and he placed her that she might see through that window onto the beau- tiful rose-garden. The summer evening was very warm, and the casement was propped a little way open. The scent of the flowers came in, while there was quiet music, the birds were calling and singing so gayly. "Are you comfortable, Mollie?" asked Gerard. The child looked across at him. This was the most wonderful, the most beautiful thing that had ever happened to her. It was so won- THE STORY OF MOLLIE 117 derful that she could not talk. It was all quite like mamma's dinner. When the dessert came Gerard found a big peach, peeled it, came round, and put it on her plate. Then, just as he turned to his seat, one of the sun's rays, darting through the stained glass of the window behind him, threw a beam of gold upon Mr. Hargraves' head. The child gazed at it, fascinated. She had seen the same effect through the great window in church. But church was God's house, and Mollie thought such things were to be expected there. This was different. Mollie gazed and gazed. The golden light kept its steady stream upon Mr. Hargraves. "What is it, little one?" he asked, as he saw that the child was looking at him with round eyes. "Gerard," she said, "a little angel has put its wing right over your head." Mr. Hargraves did not reply for a moment. He could not follow the flight of Mollie's thought, and he did not want to startle the child by asking abruptly for an explanation. It must be some fancy; but Mollie's fancies ii8 THE STORY OF MOLLIE were usually so exquisite that they were worth inquiring into. "What, dear?" he ventured, and his voice was very gentle. " It 's all gold ; it touches your head. Does," and the little face grew tender, " does papa have a little angel like that all to himself in heaven ? " "Perhaps, dear," softly answered the man who was currently reported to care neither for heaven nor hell. The child leaned her elbow on the table and put her head on her hand. "And you '11 have one too when you go to heaven, and I " she was saying, when Mr. Hargraves pushed back his chair. It over- balanced, and the echo of its fall rang through the room. A halo for him ! "Mollie," he said, and there was that strain in his voice which betrayed that it was difficult to speak, "let us go into the garden." They roamed about hand in hand, across the lawn, up and down the drive, through the apple orchard; but they lingered the longest in the rose-garden. Again and again Mollie THE STORY OF MOLLIE 119 paused to examine a flower; a pull at Gerard's hand would make him halt ; he would wait with a smile of which Mollie happily did not understand the significance, for it gave expres- sion to the tumult stirring in the man's heart while she bent over the white lily cups. He lifted her up that she might look right down on a standard rose, which had covered itself with full pink blooms. "Look," said Mollie, as she gazed on the flowers; "they are all red. They look as though they had fire in them." Gerard's attention was aroused. "I think," he said, as he considered the matter, "that it must be the glow from the sunset." Mollie's eyes swept over to where long bright bands of crimson and gold lay dipping down into the horizon, behind the line of beech-trees. "Are they red from there? " she asked. "I think so," answered Gerard, dubiously. It came to him as something of a shock to find that he had never remarked the phenome- non before. But when he had walked in the garden at sunset what time had there been to spare for its beauties? When he was alone, 120 THE STORY OF MOLLIE there was reflection or memory for his com- panion, the alternative of things he had done or was about to do, which had been better left undone, as he cynically put it to himself. When a man was his companion it was not the roses. When a woman he nearly laughed aloud how much less the roses ! A wave of gratitude for Mollie's simplicity surged up in his heart. Yet it pointed a con- trast, a contrast which hurt. "Oh, Mollie," he sighed, "I wish you were not quite such a wise little woman." The child looked at him pitifully. She had caught the dissatisfaction. "Have I been naughty?" she asked, going straight to the origin of most of the dissatis- faction of her life. He shook his head lightly. "It is I who have been naughty," he said. Mollie's curls swung with the energy of her dissent. "But I have," he persisted, to see how she would take it. " I was such a bad boy." "Bad, naughty?" repeated Mollie. "Very naughty," said Gerard. The child looked troubled. Mr. Hargraves THE STORY OF MOLLIE 121 watched her; he wanted her to find her solution quite in her own way. Suddenly her face cleared. "It was when you were a little boy like Claude?" she said, lifting her wistful eyes to his. "Yes," he said. He had not the heart to set her right. " And you have been sorry, ever so sorry ? " "Of course," conceded Mr. Hargraves, and he just prevented himself from adding, " That 's part of the business." "It is all right, then," said Mollie, and she rubbed her head against his sleeve. But at that moment Mollie saw her nurse coming down the path. "Oh, dear," she sighed; "and I 'm not a bit sleepy yet." "It is past eight, sir," nurse ventured, when Mr. Hargraves seemed unwilling to part with the little girl. " ' Early to bed, early to rise, ' " he quoted. "Well, nurse, I should be sorry to interfere with the working of that excellent maxim, but you might give us five minutes more, and then I'll bring in Miss Mollie." 122 THE STORY OF MOLLIE "All good things come to an end, little one," sighed Mr. Hargraves as soon as the echo of nurse's footsteps had ceased. He was disconsolate, irritated, too, as an undisciplined nature always is, that when he did happen to be content with something that was absolutely harmless, circumstances should dare to curtail his hour of enjoyment. But even at the end of this day, which had been such a day of bliss to her, there was more in store for Mollie. "See," began Gerard, and then he paused and passed his hands down his coat. "You put it in there," said the child, nod- ding her head wisely, for she was familiar with that method of searching for a cigarette case. "No, not that now," laughed Mr. Hargraves; "but I never do know into which pocket I put it, do I, Mollie ? What should I do with- out you to tell me ? But it is n't cigarettes this time." He put his hand into the inside pocket of his coat, and when he drew it out it held a tiny crystal heart hanging upon a slender golden chain. "Hold up your head, Mollie," he said. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 123 He put his arms around her, the clasp went together, and the little heart was lying on Mollie's dress. " Oh ! " gasped the child. " You must wear it always, " he said. " Every day? " whispered Mollie, and she put her head on one side, then peered downward, drawing her mouth until her chin rested on her bodice, to get a better view of this treasure. "Always," repeated Gerard. The child's hand stole into his. "You are the nicest Gerard in all the world," she declared. "Ah, Mollie," he answered, and the man's voice was almost a cry, " will you always think that?" CHAPTER X IT was several hours later when Gerard Har- graves, as he gained the head of the staircase, on his way to his room, saw something white in the opening of one of the windows in the corridor. He went toward it, more than half deter- mined that it was but the effect of a shadow or his fancy. His footsteps made no sound upon the thick carpet; the moonlight, streaming in its silver glory through the row of long mullioned win- dows, mocked the feeble glimmer of his candle. " Mollie ! " he exclaimed, when he came near enough to see that it was the child. She had evidently fallen asleep, huddled close to the window, with her cheek pressed against the pane, and one hand clasping the crystal heart, that crystal heart, which, if Mollie could have her way, would never leave her neck. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 125 At the sound of Gerard's voice the little girl stirred. She raised her hands to her sleepy eyes, started, shivered. She looked about. Her unaccustomed surroundings evidently frightened her. Her face grew pitiful. She struggled to her feet. "Mollie," repeated Gerard. He was afraid to touch her for fear that she might be startled. The child examined him. "Are you real? " she said doubtfully. He put out his hand ; he clasped hers. "Did you think you were dreaming?" he questioned. Mollie turned away from him to the window. Without, in the purple of the night, countless stars were twinkling, and at that moment the moon, which had been half obscured by a cloud, rode out to shine with its full white light. Mollie's disengaged hand stole back to her neck. She felt for her treasure. "I came to tell papa," she whispered. "Why did you come here; wouldn't the other window do?" asked Gerard, struggling, as usual, after the flight of her imagination. "He could see better," Mollie replied; and 126 THE STORY OF MOLLIE then Mr. Hargraves recollected that a great tree partially shaded the light from Mqllie's room. " What did you want papa to see ? " he asked, for he always acquiesced in the little girl's notion of holding communication with her father. "This, of course," said Mollie, and she lifted the crystal heart. Gerard pressed the child to him. "You fell asleep telling him I gave it to you," he said. "I didn't mean to go to sleep," the child interposed. " Oh ! " Gerard hastened to assure her, " papa knows that." The little girl put up her hand and stroked the man's face. He felt the action; he felt the absolute trust- fulness of it. It was one of those moments of sweetness too sweet to be prolonged. "Mollie," he exclaimed, and he gave his head a shake, "what am I thinking of? You '11 catch cold. I shall carry you straight back to bed ! " He rose with the child still in his arms, THE STORY OF MOLLIE 127 walked along, and pushed open the last door on the landing. He laid the little girl in the ponderous mahogany bed, told her, with a low laugh, that she was nearly lost in it, kissed her, and then stood listening a moment. He was relieved that nurse, sleeping in the next room, had not heard them. He wolud have been hard pressed before he had let the woman know where he had found the child, and what had taken her to that particular window. When he left Mollie, he went back to the window. He stood leaning against its frame with his hands in his pockets, except that every now and then one of them went out to drag fiercely at his mustache. The desire for sleep had entirely left him. When he had been there a little while, he lit a cigarette, and looked out into the night. The weirdness of the moonlight was over the gar- den, the trees, the landscape. The stillness was as a hush of nature ; but to Gerard it only pointed a contrast to his own mood. It seemed to him as though the rest of the world might be elected to this peace, but he was surely an outcast. 128 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Restlessness, dissatisfaction, had him at their mercy. Everything he strove to ignore rose up and demanded attention, the uselessness, the wastefulness of his career persisted in intruding their claims upon his consciousness. In vain he told himself that he was no phil- osopher; in vain he reiterated that stoicism was impossible for such men as he; in vain he took refuge in that old excuse, which urged that, though he had not been virtuous, many a man had been much worse; in vain he called on temperament to declare that it was the initial cause, on training and circumstance to take the responsibility for the results. Self would not be annihilated; individuality would not be set aside. He knew had known all along that he himself had chosen his part. It was one of those hours of reckoning when Conscience presents her balance sheet, and demands that the deficit shall be made good in Remorse. All at once Gerard felt that the house would not hold him. He tossed away his cigarette. It glowed a few feet before him, a point of bright light. He put out his foot and crushed THE STORY OF MOLLIE 129 the flame. He went along the corridor, down the steps, through the hall, and then to the side door. Carefully he withdrew the bolts ; he pulled the door after him ; he breathed hard when he stood with the night air on his face. He sauntered down the paths. All at once he paused, listened. His limbs grew tense; there was an alertness about him. He listened again. There was the watchful- ness of a man who has a prey to track. Gerard stole cautiously forward. He stepped on the grass, on the mould, that his footfall might not be heard. His depression had vanished. He forgot that his head was bare, that he had no warmer covering than his dinner-jacket. He thought he saw a figure glide toward the rabbit-warren. " Fool ! " he muttered, surprised that any one should choose a bright moonlight night for a poaching affray. He stole more and more cautiously onward. The shadow grew deeper, for the moon had passed behind a belt of clouds. "Now," he muttered, clenching his teeth. 9 130 THE STORY OF MOLLIE He crept into the plantation, through the narrow strip of trees, until he faced the open of the warren. He looked on a moment. He could see more than one figure at work spread- ing the nets. His blood was up. He forgot prudence; he forgot that he was but one man; that the poachers might be many; that he was unarmed, while they, assuredly, would not want for heavy sticks, even should they have omitted to pro- vide themselves with more dangerous weapons. The moment came ! With a shout, he rushed into the field. There was a thought of flight on the part of the thieves; the certainty that they had but one man with whom to contend, and then The unbroken stillness, the earth torn with the trampling of many feet, a heavy stick dis- colored at its knob, a white face, lying with sightless eyes turned to the moonlit sky. CHAPTER XI IN the morning there was no Gerard to greet Mollie. Consternation reigned at Rookwood and at the Dower House. Mrs. Hargraves, when she heard the news, ordered all the blinds to be drawn, retired to her own room, and tearfully demanded her dressing-gown. " It was all so sudden, so terrible ! " she mur- mured, as Martha tucked the blanket over the sofa, and arranged another cushion behind her mistress's head. Mrs. Hargraves was nothing if not appro- priate. She held that it was impossible to mourn in an upright position, or without her scent-bottle; just as she did not feel that it would be fitting to shed abundant tears in a tailor-made gown. Nurse brought Mollie home before the nursery dinner; but as yet the child knew nothing. She had been told that her cousin 132 THE STORY OF MOLLIE had gone away before she got up, and she had accepted the statement, though she wondered why Gerard had not come to say "good-bye," and why, when she went down to breakfast in the housekeeper's room, Mrs. Miles had kept repeating, " Poor lamb ! " and had put the corner of her black silk apron to her eyes as though she were crying. Who was to tell Mollie? Mrs. Hargraves immediately decided that she was not equal to the task. She never could bear to see her children suffer. So nurse went down to the opening by the beech walk, where Mollie was weeding her garden.' She took the little girl's hand. She saw the crystal heart gleaming on the child's cotton bodice. She prepared for a passion of tears. As gently as she could, she told Mollie that God had taken Cousin Gerard to heaven. "The same as papa? " breathed Mollie. Her face was white, frightened; but her eyes were dry. "Yes," said nurse. "The same as papa," repeated Mollie. Both hands stole upward, and clasped the crystal heart. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 133 Nurse's sympathy began to evaporate. Ordi- narily Mollie's tears flowed rapidly enough. Did the child care so little, and after she had been made such a fuss of ? "He's dead," said the woman; and she brought out the two bald words with the idea that she might spare herself the trouble of searching for a more gentle phrase. Mollie looked over to the beech-trees. How dared they whisper and be green? How dared the sky be blue ? She looked at her garden, but only to feel that she must rush into the midst of it and trample under foot each flower that dared to raise its bright head. She was quite a little girl ; but is it too much to say that the very blackness of despair settled over her soul? "Then how can I be Gerard's wife?" she asked herself. It came to her that she must be alone. She walked away, slowly, deliberately. She went through the path between the beeches, out into the field. The grass there was long, and the furrows were deep. She struggled on ; she walked as steadily as though she had a destination in view. She came to a ridge, 134 THE STORY OF MOLLIE breasted it, went down into the hollow, straight on through the thick bed of nettles, all heed- less of their stings, through the little trickle of a stream at the bottom, unmindful of the mud and of the water which splashed into her low shoes. She struggled up the opposite bank. (She had never gone so far away alone before.) She stood on its crest; she faced a field of golden corn. Why had the reapers left it standing? A bird began to sing and Gerard was in heaven. , With a long moan the child threw herself upon the ground, face downward. Her chest heaved with great hard sobs; the tears forced themselves out of her eyes. She looked up to the sky. There was not a cloud in all that brilliant blue. "God," she clamored, "you took papa, and now you have taken Gerard. You are not good at all ; you are greedy. " She buried her face in the grass. She fully expected the lightning to leap forth and scorch her, or the earth to open and swallow her. She did not think God would hear her say such things to Him without punishing her. She did not care. It was true, true ! With THE STORY OF MOLLIE 135 her limbs as strained as though she were ex- pecting a blow, she waited. Nothing came. "Gerard! Gerard!" The child almost screamed the words. She clutched the grass around her. She tore up handful after handful; the coarse blades cut her fingers, and she never knew it; she beat the ground with her feet; she moaned with her pain. The birds went on singing. She rubbed her face into the grass. Meantime nurse had reported to Mrs. Har- graves how Mollie had borne the blow, and, according to that version, the child had " walked away as unconcerned as if she had been spoken to about her dinner." Mrs. Hargraves was greatly scandalized. She looked up from her luncheon, put down her fork, and rested her fingers thoughtfully upon the stem of her champagne glass; for Eva's grief demanded invalid's fare as well as its other distinguishing characteristics. "You say she did not cry at all," she repeated. "Not as much as a tear, ma'am," nurse assured her. 136 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Mrs. Hargraves carefully dabbled her eyes with her lace handkerchief. "It is incomprehensible," she murmured, "so unnatural, so unchildlike. She is really one can call it nothing less she is posi- tively hard-hearted." But if Mollie declined to be decorously heart- broken, Mrs. Hargraves determined that noth- ing she could do should be lacking to make her daughter look as like it as possible. All the child's colored ribbons were put away that very afternoon ; and not content with banishing the blue and pink sashes, Mrs. Hargraves arrayed her little daughter in a straight black dress, which made the sallow face look still more sallow and the large eyes larger than ever. " Not that she approved of a parade of mourn- ing," as Mrs. Hargraves was careful to inform the dressmaker, who would be sure to pass the remarks onward, "but considering Mr. Har- graves' touching devotion to her little daugh- ter, she felt she could not do less. Besides, if one really grieved, a black dress was so appro- priate. She knew that " and a sigh and a drooping of the eyelids marked the experience "for months after her husband's death it THE STORY OF MOLLIE 137 hurt, really hurt her to think of a colored gown. " Then a great white wreath came down from London, and Mrs. Hargraves desired Mollie to write the words, " From little Mollie " on the card attached to it. The child complied. Carefully, laboriously, she formed the letters in her best round hand ; yet when its destination was explained to her, she looked almost scornfully at the circle of expensive hothouse flowers. As soon as she could, she slipped away. Mollie, during the last three days, had very often been alone. She went down to her gar- den. She had not been near for three days, but now it had all at once regained its interest. She looked around. The sun had shone brightly ever since. Mollie could not forgive the sun for that. She was certain that it could not be part of heaven. Heaven, as she put it, would not do such a thing. The flowers were many of them drooping; there were little cracks in the soil by the mi- gnonette patch. Last time how soon for a child to learn the bitter significance of those 138 THE STORY OF MOLLIE curt words ! last time Gerard had carried the can for her; he had prevented Claude's spilling the water. " Gerard," she whispered, and her lips quiv- ered, " it aches all over, I want you so." She bent over the mignonette. Gerard had said that it was his favorite flower; that her garden must always be full of it for him. A thought struck her. What was the good of sending him that ring of white greenhouse flowers, if he liked the mignonettes the best? She began to select spike after spike. She took only the most perfect. Then she paused. A perplexed look overspread her face. Would mamma be displeased? Mamma had bought the other flowers, and mamma always knew better than she. Mollie wondered what she could do. She did so want to send to Gerard the flowers he loved the best. Would he see them? know about them? She tried to come to a conclu- sion. She had shown papa her heart, and she had been very certain he would see ; but he had been in heaven a long time. Mollie could not help thinking there was a difference. She lost herself in one of her characteristic tangles, only THE STORY OF MOLLIE 139 to recognize, with a fresh burst of misery, that Gerard was no longer here to help her out of her difficulties. The mignonette dropped from her hand, yet she could not easily relinquish her plan. Gerard had bade her remember that it was his favorite flower. At length an idea occurred to her. She could send the mignonette as well. She could fasten it inside the other flowers. Gerard could easily find it there. She thought mamma would let her do that; and she would ask God to let Gerard look for the mignonette. She had better ask him at once. She kneeled down. " Please, God ! " she began. Then a long sigh forced its way through her lips. She had told God that afternoon in the field that He was greedy. She rocked to and fro. In her heart she thought so still. " It is ! " she protested ; " it is ! it is ! " She knelt there, battling, striving. " It is ! " she wailed. " You took papa, and now you have taken Gerard. You have all the angels, and they '11 sing for you whenever you 140 THE STORY OF MOLLIE tell them; it it it" her voice rising in her energy "it is greedy!" She sobbed ; she could not tell a lie and say what she did not think. Forlornly she rose; forlornly she gathered stalk by stalk of her offering. The big tears fell, drop after drop, one by one. She passed the mignonette first into one hand, then into the other. She threw herself upon her knees again. " Oh, God," burst from her lips, " I can't help it ! You are greedy ! But let Gerard see the mignonette." CHAPTER XII AFTER Gerard's death, Mollie still continued to live at the Dower House, for mamma had made an arrangement with the new owner of Rook- wood. In the nursery, life seemed to go on as it had always done; but to one little mortal everything was changed. Mollie guarded her secret with all the reticence of an older person, but to her the days and weeks seemed to be only a time of waiting. Mollie's nature knew nothing of forgetfulness. The impressions were graven, not sketched on her heart ; and it was Gerard who had fixed the pattern there. Very soon she arranged a solution for herself; she settled in her mind that as she could not be Gerard's wife here, God would take her to heaven as soon as she was old enough. She sup- posed she must be ill and die. To be sure, Elijah went up to heaven in a flaming chariot, but that 142 THE STORY OF MOLLIE was long ago : Mollie considered that the people of long ago enjoyed many advantages. She shrank from the idea of dying. The graves in the churchyard looked so cold. But she would not be there, not really there. Her body would be, but not her spirit so she had been told. She wondered which part of her was her spirit. She thought of all this as she sat in the high- backed pew by mamma's side one Sunday morn- ing. Generally she tried not to think of Gerard in church, because God wished her to give all her thoughts to Him. She recollected that now. She brought her mind into order and tried to listen to the sermon. A little sigh floated past her lips. She could not help feeling that sermons were very tire- some. " There shall be neither marriage nor giving in marriage in heaven " What! The words fell on the child's ears. She started ; both her hands sought for the crystal heart; she nearly slipped off her seat. Mamma looked at her reproachfully, but that seemed of no consequence at all. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 143 Mr. Fraser was repeating his sentence, leaning over the pulpit to give it weight. Then she could never be Gerard's wife not even in heaven ! Blindly Mollie struggled with the idea ; blindly she fought against it. Might not Mr. Fraser have made a mistake ? Clergymen did not know everything, though undoubtedly they knew a great deal. Mollie began to hope that if Mr. Fraser had produced the saying " out of his own head," she might venture to disregard it. But if it should be in the Bible? She clung tighter and tighter to her crystal heart. That action had come to take the place of clasping her hands together. Mamma never reproved her for that. Indeed, Mrs. Hargraves considered that it had its value. It was a picturesque example of a child's devotion; something to which one could allude gracefully, if one did not do it too often. Mollie's mind was racked with misgiving. She must find out whether Mr. Fraser had invented those words. She decided to ask nurse ; she knew how unsatisfactory nurse was, but she was better than Miss Fraser. Gerard and a lump rose in the little girl's throat. 144 THE STORY OF MQLLIE Mollie soon found an opportunity for putting her question. After dinner, when nurse was showing some Bible pictures, the child made her way across the room. " Nurse," she began, " does Mr. Fraser say anything that isn't in the Bible?" " Miss Mollie," exclaimed nurse, " what do you mean? Of course he does." " Then," eagerly, " he might have made a mis- take." "What do you mean?" questioned nurse. Mollie was silent. A shyness had seized her. She went back to the window. The new little ivy spray, which had been growing bigger and fuller all the autumn, and which had taken the place of her particular favorite of last year, tapped and tapped against the window-panes. Mollie looked at it wistfully, eagerly. She never knew how such thoughts came, but it seemed too beautiful to let her be so hopeless. She went back to her nurse. " Nurse," she began, " are there any wives in heaven?" The good woman let her book drop. There was something appalling about this child. Yet the little face was so wistful. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 145 " You should n't think of such things," nurse went on; "they are not for little girls. Wait until you are grown up." Mollie shook her head. This was a matter which would not bear putting off until a more convenient season. " He said no One was married in heaven." " Who said so?" " Mr. Fraser, this morning." " Yes," said nurse, and the words had a more encouraging ring. She felt that if the little girl had listened so attentively to a discourse which she had found not a little wearisome, some con- sideration might be granted to her. " What of that, Miss Mollie?" "Is it true?" " It is in the Bible." The child's face grew white ; her breath came in a long sob. Then there was no hope for her. She went and sat by the window. Without, it looked grim and mournful. The trees were bare, and the great branches creaked as they swung to and fro ; the flowers were over, the frost had spoiled the last of the dahlias and turned the geraniums into little withered clumps of brown. The leaves were being driven hither 10 146 THE STORY OF MOLLIE and thither over the lawn. Mollie was very sorry for those crumpled, torn leaves. They seemed to have no home ; they did not appear to know where they ought to go. She remem- bered how bright and fresh they had been all the summer, how cool had been their shade. It was not their fault if the wind swept them off the branches. She leaned her face against the window. The tears slowly trickled one by one down her cheeks. No wives in heaven ! Who had said it ? She sat bolt upright. What if it should be in the Old Testament? Mollie had lately learned that the books of that volume were of very ancient date. Perhaps, since it was so long since they were written, there might be a mistake in them. She slid off her seat and hurried to nurse. "Did David say it?" she demanded. Nurse asked of what she was speaking, and the whole matter had to be explained anew. "No," said nurse; "but how you do worry, Miss Mollie ! Can't you be like other children and read about Jesus and His lambs?" But the little girl was not daunted. " Is it in the New Testament?" she persisted. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 147 "Yes, I think so," replied nurse. Mollie's hands expressed her pain. Yet she clung to every straw, and there was just one more floating on her stream. "Did St. Paul say it?" She hoped so ; for in that case she might still venture to hold another view. She knew that St. Paul had never followed Jesus as John and Peter had. So he could only have known what some one else had told him. He must have asked a great many questions, Mollie thought, to have learned as much as he had. And she had discovered that, when she asked too many questions, she was sometimes answered at random. If the same thing should have happened to St. Paul? " Nurse," she demanded, " is it in the Epis- tles?" "No," came the answer; "our Lord said it Himself." "Where?" breathed Mollie. But nurse's patience as well as her knowledge was pretty well exhausted. " In one of the Gospels," she answered. "In which?" Nurse did not recollect, so she administered 148 THE STORY OF MOLLIE a reproof to cover her lack of knowledge. Miss Mollie ought to remember that she was a little girl. She was enough to tire a saint, always why? why? why? Where would they be if Claude was forever plaguing people as she did? Mollie hardly listened. She felt dull, dazed. She went and fetched the nursery Bible. She curled into the window-seat and commenced to turn over the leaves. Nothing would satisfy her but seeing the words with her own eyes. She began at St. Matthew ; she spelled through all the long table of generations. Tea-time came, and she had not advanced very far. She saw that it would be a labor of days, but she must find it. She once thought if she met Mr. Fraser she would ask him, but the idea did not commend itself. He always put a fat finger under her chin and called her "little dear." She went steadily on with her researches. Hour after hour she bent laboriously over the pages of her Testament, until at last, one wet Sunday morning, when the weather kept her from church, she found the famous reply to the Sadducees. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 149 The child read it again and again. She closed her Bible. It was quite true; she never could be Gerard's wife. She leaned her head on her hands. She was so unhappy, worse even than when she had been naughty, and mamma was displeased with her. It was no use at all, trying to master the mul- tiplication table. What was the good of learning the " Blue Bells of Scotland" on the piano? Of lying flat and sitting on a straight chair? Gerard would never tell her that he was pleased : he was not waiting for her. He had promised that she should be his wife, and God had made him break his promise. To break a promise was even worse than to be greedy. A protest too deep for sound or speech swelled up in the child's heart. No man or woman, smarting under the sting of the inex- plicable, ever protested with more vehemence than Mollie did at this moment. She sat still, huddled farther and farther into the corner of the window-seat, battling with the mystery of pain. Yet mostly she rebelled. ISO THE STORY OF MOLLIE She would never say her prayers again. At dinner she held her head quite straight, and would not shut her eyes while grace was being said ; neither would she fold her hands, they hung either side of her chair. After dinner, she sat in a corner, and reso- lutely closed her ears against the Bible stories. To break a promise was worse than to be greedy. She said that over and over. She was not going to try to love God any more. She thought of Gerard. How could she see him when she died and know that he did not want her not one little bit for his wife? But she would only see him if she went to heaven; and would she go there? Only peo- ple who loved God went to heaven ; she would go to hell and be burned. A shudder ran through the little frame. Mollie remembered how her finger smarted when she rubbed it, by accident one day, against nurse's hot iron. To be burned always ! to cry always for a drink of cold water and never to get it ! to feel the fire within her, around her, from morning until night, day after day, year after year! She trembled. Yet she could not say she THE STORY OF MOLLIE 151 loved God if she did not. Gerard used to tell her that there was nothing worse than a lie. But Gerard had once said, when Mollie ven- tured to tell him that it was hard to have papa always in heaven, that God knew best. She she did not think that. But if Gerard said so ! Her mind paused before this question. Gerard ! If Gerard had said so ! She pondered, turning the matter this way and that. She could hardly eat her tea for thinking of it. When nurse returned thanks she could not bend her head ; but she did shut her eyes, because Gerard had said that, and she did fold her hands, but under the table. It came to bed-time, and still she was unde- cided. She could not say her prayers ; but no one knew that, for Martha, who had undressed the children, was in a hurry to go downstairs, and had left Mollie to get into bed alone. The child lay in her cot, open-eyed and so miserable. Sometimes a tear trickled slowly down her cheek, but she dared not sob for fear of waking Claude. She clasped her hands upon her crys- tal heart. Oh, the " why " of it all ! 152 THE STORY OF MOLLIE Then the moon, bursting through a bank of cloud, sent its white beams between the laths of the blind and into the room. One single long ray of silver fell across the floor and upon the little girl's bed. She remembered that night at Rookwood, when she had gone out to seek the moonlight by the window. To-night it seemed to come in to seek her. Had God sent an angel to her in this way? Had Gerard asked God to send one to remind her that He always knew best? The child took up the idea and pressed it into her mind. She became more and more certain that the steady, long ray was not like any other moonlight that she had ever seen. It must be an angel. Angels did shine all over. What must she do? She sat up. The ray never wavered. It did not go near Claude's cot; no, he was quite a good little boy. But the angel had come to tell her that she had been very naughty. The tears sprang into her eyes. She slipped out of bed. Carefully she avoided the ray of moonlight; she must not step on an angel. THE STORY OF MOLLIE 153 She kneeled down. God had taken papa ; God had taken Gerard. She could never be Gerard's wife. Yet she must try to love Him. What must she say? She clasped the little heart at her neck and held it out to the length of its chain toward the moonlight. What must she say? She knelt on. She grew cold, benumbed. "Our Father " THE END HB UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A 000718791 7