THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES w/l COLLECTION PROSE AND POETICAL WRITINGS MARY L. GARDINER NEW YORK: PRINTED AND PUBLISHED FOR THE AUTHOR, BY J.WINCHESTER, 30 ANN STREET. 1843. Entered according to Act of Congress, by J. WINCHESTER, in the Clerk'* Office of the Southern District of New York, in the year 1843. BENJAMIN F. THOMPSON, ESQ., MY EARLY FRIEND AND PATRON, THIS VOLUME IS VERT RESPECTFULLY INSCRIBED BY THE AUTHOR. PREFACE. IN committing a volume of some hundred pages to the press, it may not, without reason, be expected that the reader should be favored with some account of the author's labors, and of the reasons which may have induced the publication of the present work. Indeed, the explanation seems the more appropriate, at a period when productions of a similar character have become not only common, but, probably in the opinion of the great mass of readers, quite too frequent, to be useful. So considerable a volume filled with pieces mostly poetical, and upon subjects, many of which have scarcely the recommendation of novelty, may seem to demand some apology for its intrusion upon the public in these prosaic times. The author of this miscellaneous collection, (many parts of which have appeared in different publications,) is, but to a small extent, known to fame, and possesses no inordinate ambition for distinction as a writer, beyond the limits of her native island. Feeling, as she does, her own inferiority, in comparison with a host of others whom it would be easy to mention, it may be easily supposed, that it is not without much hesitation and solicitude, that she submits her literary labors to the judgment of Jin impartial community. The writer is as sensible as the most fastidious of her readers can be, of the many imperfections which exist in these compositions, and that others, which she knows not of, will be discovered, thereby exposing her performances (and justly too) to the severity of criticism. She is equally well assured that the privileges of her sex guaranties no exemption from an ordeal, to which all who venture before the public as authors, must sub- mit. Whether the circumstances, under which most of her pieces were composed, will be accepted as a partial excuse for their defects, must be left to the candor and consideration of the reader. It is, however, true, that no idea of their publication was origin- ally entertained, beyond, perhaps, the ephemeral pages of a news- paper ; and they are now collected into a volume, more for the gratification of her friends, than from a conviction of their possess- ing any intrinsic value. An almost Uninterrupted state of ill-health, of many years' con- tinuance, attended with a great prostration of energy, made it impos- sible for her to discharge the most ordinary domestic duties ; and the writer could only employ her occasional exemption from pain, in such amusements as her books and her pen afforded. Poetry has always been to her the most delightful species of liteiature, and this propensity will account for the preponderance of her poetical, over her prose compositions. The subject of many of them were, as will be perceived, prompted by particular incidents, and written upon the occasions which called them forth. A few were addressed to friends, whose hearts had been wounded by the stroke of death within their family circles ; while others were composed upon the happening of some event of a more general character. In all instances, the writer has had constantly in view the cause of virtue and religion. Whatever value may be attached to these effusions of her pen, the writer cannot help indulging the fond hope that the perusal may yield a pleasure proportionate, in some degree, to that experienced in their composition. In conclusion, the author cannot withhold the expression cf her gratitude to Heaven, by whose assistance alone she has been enabled to prepare her materials for this purpose ; and she consoles herself with the honest hope, that they contain naught which, in dying, she could wish to blot. MARY L. GARDINER. SAO HARBOR, L. I. PROSE AND POETICAL WRITINGS MARY L. GARDINER. VICISSITUDE. AH, what is our life but a dream, A shadow that passes away ; A light which is cast on the stream, By moonbeams that fitfully play. I CAME to the halls of Cona, where all was mirth and song. The old man in his pride sat gazing upon his children, while the silver tresses shaded his brow. The mother, living again in the fairy forms around her, revealed the joy of her heart in her expressive countenance. Their sons were like the mountain oak, and their daughters like the first roses of summer. The sun rose biightly upon their habitation, unobscured by a single cloud, and descended in rayless majesty into the crystal wave. The elms towered in the gusty air, and the willows waved in the gentle breeze. Flowers and shrubs emitted their sweet perfume, and the green grass bent in beauty beneath their feet. No sorrow was there, for love held its empire over every heart, and the holy chain of filial affection bound them together. They were bright and beautiful as the morning, and buoyant as the young fawns of the mountain. They danced at the sound of the viol and guitar, while the flute in its sweetness reverberated over the dewy land- scape. From each other's eyes they drank their fullest bliss ; for in their soft light was mirrored the harmony within, which as yet no blight had marred. Beautiful structure ! and transient as beautiful ! Again I traversed the mountain, drank at the clear cascades, scrambled over the shelving clefts, stood amid the rattling thun- der, and gazed upon the lightning as it played fitfully around my path. I saw the strong oak bend beneath the whirlwind, and trees 10 VICISSITUDE. of lesser strength uprooted by the blast. The spirit of the storm screamed wildly as she passed, and my ears were stunned by the roar of the elemental war. The music of the tornado was awfully sublime and terrible, as it swept from before it every trace of beauty. Prostrate, I lay upon the damp earth, and felt sensi- bly my connection with my fellow clay. Fiercely the tempest howled, and swept thundering down the sides of the mountain, at the base of which was situated the dwelling of Cona, and thither I bent my footsteps. As I approached, a kind of superstitious dread took possession of my bosom. Years had passed away since I was there, and as I mused amid the peltings of the storm, I anticipated a reverse of what I had witnessed during my first visit at the house of my friend. Hoarsely the tempest shrieked, and its fitful gusts hur- ried me forward. Brown and bare was the rock which, like a battlement, protected the house of Cona; no wild rose twined its clustering amis around its craggy points ; no young violets reared their timid heads amid the clefts all was bare and barren. Closed were the gates, and everything, as if awed to silence by the spirit of the storm , was still as death. There was something awfully foreboding in the silence which enwrapped every object as the storm suddenly became hushed so mysteriously enervating my whole system, that, as I rung faintly at the door of the man- sion, I leaned against the portico for support. Faintly as I rung, the sound of the bell came back upon my ear unbroken. Pres- ently a step approached the door opened, and I was ushered into the room where I had passed hours of unmingled delight. " Has the storm been here ?" I exclaimed, as I gazed around. "What means this silence? Has a tempest more destructive than the one I have witnessed torn from their native soil the beautiful blossoms which but yesterday were blooming in their dewy fresh- ness ? " As I mused, the aged parents entered. Bent were their totter- ing frames, which trembled as they drew near. They read my inquiry in my looks, and, pressing my hand, motioned for me to be seated. Sobs, loud and audible, burst from the broken heart of the mother; while the father, calm, patient, and submissive, bowed to the will of Heaven, knowing that with God there is no injustice. " Thou lookest around," he exclaimed, but what seest thou ? VICISSITUDE. 11 Thou listenest, but what dost thou hear? - The lights of my dwelling are extinct ; my birds of song are mute, and their notes of love and joyousness are no longer heard. You found us in prosperity, and left us united and happy ; but the dark storm of adversity overtook us, beat upon our bosoms, desolated our hopes, frustrated our fondest schemes, and blighted our sweetest flowers. My sons, the pride and glory of my house, died in a foreign land ; they fell in the field of battle, their brows crowned with laurels, and their life-blood swelling the tide of victory ! My daughters, young and beautiful as the morning, faded and died in the dreamy month of June, whose roses were not more sweet and lovely than those fair sisters, who, hand in hand,. wandered amid their blushing tints, training the delicate ones with their transparent fingers, not less transient than themselves. The flute and the viol ceased, the guitar quivered under their slight touch, as their voices died away like the evening breeze, leaving the world to us like the silence of midnight, unbroken by even the softest murmur." Tears flowed from the old man's eyes, they gushed in streams from his heartfull fountain, and mingled with those of the com- panion of his declining years. What, thought 1, are the outward storms to this ? Nature revives after the sweeping tempest ; the leafy oak becomes more erect, and the young shrubs and flowers, glittering in the rain drops, are again fragrant and flourishing; but where are the lovely, who were once here ? Transplanted to a purer clime They bloom forever, where No change, no storm, no coming time Their beauty can impair. THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. IT was a cold evening in November, when Mrs. Seldon, seated by a small fire, was anxiously waiting for her only son, who had left in the morning to ascertain whether he could find employment in a counting house in the city of New- York. Mrs. Seldon was the widow of a clergyman, who died when his son was in the twelfth year of his age, leaving him and his mother with a few hundred dollars, and an excellent library. Mr. Seldon had spared no pains in Henry's education ; and, at the early age of ten years, he had become acquainted, not only with the general rudiments of the English, but had made considerable advancement in the Latin, Greek, and French languages. Henry Seldon was beautiful as the morning ; his eye was keen as the young eagle's, at the same time soft as the beams of the setting sun. His hair was black and glossy as the raven's, his brow was lofty, his mouth sweet and fascinating, his nose aquiline, and the general contour of his face classical. His form was elegance and grace, and all who saw him loved him. His father and mother's existence seemed identified with his; they lived in their son, and next to their Saviour, they loved him. One Sabbath, after Mr. Seldon returned from church , he complained of indisposition. A physician was called ; life lingered until morning, when he breathed his last eigh upon the bosom of his wife, in the full hope of a glorious resurrection. Henry in vain strove to comfort his mother, who, for a few hours, was in a fearful delirium. So sudden had been the blow, that her frame, like a tree twisted by the tempest, could only recover from the shock by the slow application of time. After she became composed, she summoned every effort of her mind and body for her son. Alone, they pursued the course they considered the most prudent for their scanty means. Henry applied himself closely to his studies, while Mrs. Seldon attended THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. 13 to her domestic concerns. Henry instructed a few boys, sons ot their particular friends, who remembered them with undiminished affection, when the pastor they loved, and to whose voice they had listened for many years, was silent in the grave. Years rolled by, and Henry, who was well calculated for mercantile business, left home for the purpose of obtaining employment. Mrs. Seldon spent the day in deep reflection, and many were the tears which fell from her eyes as she thought of a separation. Fervent were her supplications, and her countenance shone with the holy emotions of her soul. The tumult in her bosom had subsided, and she felt a calmness within, such as the Christian alone knows, and affectionate mothers feel, when they have com- mitted the children of their love into the arms of their God. She had spread her table ; warm toast and coffee stood upon the hearth ; and she sat with a heart subdued by divine grace, waiting for her son's approach. She soon heard the sound of his welcome step ; the door opened, and Henry entered, his eyes sparkling with animation, and his face radiant with manly beauty. " My child," said Mrs. Seldon, " how rejoiced I am to see you ! Oh, how could I live without you ?" As she spoke the tears fell from her eyes upon the hand of her beloved son, who, kissing her affectionately, said " Dear mother ! just dry your tears, and pour me out some warm coffee, for T am both cold and hungry." Mrs. Seldon drew the table nearer the fire, and, seating herself by it, inquired how he had succeeded. Henry, after drinking a cup of excellent coffee, said " Now, my dear mother, I will tell you; just let me, however, finish this nice piece of toast. I called on cousin Mary as we proposed, who promised to remain with you during my absence, should I conclude to leave home. T then proceeded to New-York ; I found Mr. Oswald in his office, who received me both politely and affectionately. He invited me to dine with him, which I did." Henry's face crimsoned as he spoke ; his mother saw it, but inquired not the cause. In a moment he proceeded. " We have entered into an engagement which is satisfactory to both. I am to be there on the tenth, and cousin Mary is to stay with you." Mrs. Seldon thought she was composed, thought her will was Bubdued, and no more conflicts would arise. But when she heard 14 THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. him say he was going when, on looking up, she encountered the softened brilliancy of his expressive eyes, and saw his look of love resting upon her, she sighed deeply, and her hand trembled violently. Henry had finished ; he drew the table back ; he saw the struggle in her bosom. It was what he expected ; as he took her cold hand in his, while she endeavored to remove her handkerchief from her eyes, her feelings overpowered her, and she wept in the fullness of her soul. Henry sat with her hand clasped in his. He spoke not, for he knew the conflict would soon terminate, and his mother's good sense prevail. A little canary, who had been their sole companion for many years, as if he knew their feelings and wished to alleviate them, trilled his sweetest notes in long and reiterated strains. "Sweet bird," said Mrs. Seldon, looking up, " did you say you would cheer my solitude ? I will indeed listen to you, for there is wisdom in your voice, and I will be composed." "Thank you, my kind friend," said Henry, " you have broken a spell that was fastening too deep for nature." The word of God closed the scenes of the day, and both mother and son slept sweet under the guardianship of the angels. One week had elapsed since Henry Seldon left his home, when a letter was handed his mother by the post boy. She broke the seal with joyful emotions, and pressed the well-known characters to her bosom. Mary Greenly, anxious to hear from her cousin, begged her aunt to read aloud, which she did. " MY DEAR MOTHER In compliance with your request, I will now give you a description of the family with whom I am con- nected. Mr. Oswald is a man of wealth and influence, possessed of good sense, and strictly honest, but rather inattentive to his business. Ardently attached to his wife and daughters, he seldom denies them anything they wish. Mrs. Oswald is a fine-looking woman, fond of high life, and quite out of her element unless engaged in some scene of dissipation. Still she is an excellent woman, and kind to all around her. Julie and Emilie, her two eldest daughters, are handsome, genteel girls ; but, like their mo- ther ; their whole heart seems absorbed in pleasure. One remains, my dear mother, and now, as you ever have done, you shall still know every avenue to my heart. Smile, if you please, and say THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. 15 I am in Jove ; let it be so. I will endeavor to describe Gertrude, the youngest daughter of Mr. Oswald. Do you recollect hearing me speak of a young lady I saw on a sailing excursion, from the seminary of ? Gertrude Oswald is the same. She is just seventeen, and certainly one of the most lovely girls I ever beheld. She is truly beautiful ; there is a sedateness in her manners which renders her both dignified and interesting. Her mind is highly cultivated, and throws a charm around her whenever she speaks, that is irresistible. I would hope she might one day be mine, but I am poor, and although I confess I admire her, I will endeavor to banish the idea from my mind. But really, my dear mother, she is just the very being that you would, and I do love. My love to cousin Mary. I fancy I see you seated by your cheerful fire, your table covered with periodicals and papers, all laid aside to read my letter. Home, with its endearments, often rushes upon my mind ; scenes I can never forget, and a mother I can never cease to love, are the sweet anodynes which at night lull me to repose. You will say T am getting quite sentimental ; was I not always so, and will I not ever be ? Your affectionate son, " HENRY." All was confusion in Mr. Oswald's splendid mansion. Carriage after carriage rolled to and fro from the door, and the drawing- rooms were crowded with beauty and fashion. There was nothing wanting to make the scene interesting, for nature and art had united their efforts to render it enchanting. Mrs. Oswald was delighted, and Julie and Emilie were in raptures. But Gertrude, the youngest and the loveliest of the bright band, looked around upon a scene which, while it dazzled, sickened her. The conti- nued round of folly and dissipation she was compelled to witness was trying to her nature, and she trembled at the vortex she saw the whole family approaching. The saloon was elegantly adorned ; refreshments of various kinds were tastefully arranged. The fruit looked as if it was in reality growing upon the stem, so beau- tiful were the miniature trees represented ; and the grapes hung luxuriant upon the vines which curled around the little fairy arbors. Wine sparkled in the goblets, pyramids glittered beneath the rays of the hundred lights, while music echoed in thrilling sweetness through the apartments. Beauty languished on elegant ottomans and reclined on gilded sofas; large mirrors were empan. 16 THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. nelled in the wall, so that the rooms, as the giddy throng joined in the voluptuous waltz, had the appearance of magic. It was nearly twelve, when Henry Seldon made his appearance. He stood for some time absorbed in meditation leaning against an arch wreathed with artificial flowers, beautiful as if bursting from nature's shrine. Round and round flew the excited throng, and many were the bright eyes cast upon him, for there was not a lady present but would have been proud of his attention. Sighing deeply, he looked up and beheld Gertrude at the far end of the room, intently viewing a verbena he purchased a lew weeks previ- ous for his mother, and had given to her to nurse until he should send or carry it home. She was so engrossed in her own reflec- tions as not to heed his approach. " Can a simple flower," he inquired, " engage the attention of oe so young in the midst of so much mirth and pleasure ?" Gertrude raised her eyes at his well-known voice, and blushing deeply, said " I can find enjoyment in nothing else ; this alone seems re- deemed from the blight of sin and folly, and I love it for its purity." Henry, bending over her, whispered in tones which thrilled through every winding of her heart, " One other lovely creation is also redeemed ; will you allow me a few moments' conversation ?" Gertrude took his arm, and they walked about to escape interruption. Henry Seldon entered the family of Mr. Oswald, when his whole estate seemed suspended upon the action of a single moment. He found his accounts in a disordered, loose state, and immedi- ately commenced arranging them. Mr. Oswald's family was one of the most wealthy in the city. His wife and two eldest daugh- ters were wholly absorbed in the fashion and extravagance of the day. New equipage, furniture, and dress, were the themes of their conversation. Gertrude, the youngest, had lately returned from a boarding-school near the village where Henry Seldon and his mother resided. She had been absent four years, and boarded in a pious family, where her young heart became imbued with the spirit of religion. So strongly and steadily had the voice of wisdom sounded in her ears, and so beautifully were the precepts of the Gospel exemplified in the family of Mr. L., that she loved THE FOBCE OF EDUCATION. 17 the very earth which surrounded his habitation, and every shrub, flower and tree, were dear to her. It was during an excursion on a lake near the dwelling of Mr. L. she first saw Henry Seldon, though she never met him again until at her father's table. They con- versed but seldom ; but there was a mingling of souls, a commu- nion of hearts which expressed itself in their eyes, and unfolded the secrets of their love. Mr. Oswald, having the fullest confi- dence in Henry, intrusted him with the whole care of his business. Henry saw with regret Mr. Oswald's and his family's thirst for show and pleasure, and knew by the bills that were continually handed in, that he could not long keep up such an appearance. Anxious for his family, he consulted his excellent mother what course to pursue. Great responsibility rested upon him. Mr. Os- wald felt as if all was secure ; knowing the fidelity of Henry, whose control over the clerks was absolute, though not despotic. They loved him ; and a look, a single word, was sufficient, and they obeyed him as if by magic. Mrs. Seldon wrote her son that it was her opinion he had better speak to Mr. Oswald, and plainly state to him his situation. For weeks there was a continued rush of parties, etc. One day a bill of five thousand dollars was handed him, and he could not meet the demand. Mr. Oswald came into the counting-room at the same moment, when Henry, in the mildest manner possible, mentioned his fears to him. Mr. Oswald started, and his color went and came with every impulse of his feeling. " Young man, I certainly know my own business." "Dear sir," said Henry, "let me be candid with jou ; indeed, you do not. I do not mention this to irritate or displease you : far from it." And laying his hand kindly on Mr. Oswald's arm, begged him to pay instant attention to his affairs, as he felt the responsibility resting upon him more than he was willing to bear. Mr. Oswald listened for a moment with evident emotion. " What can I do ?" he inquired. " Retrench," said Henry ; " not suddenly, but gradually." " My wife and daughters will spurn the idea." *' Be resolute," replied Henry, " and all may yet go well ; a few steps further and you are lost." Mr. Oswald remained silent for a moment ; his face was blanched, and his bosom heaved with an inward struggle. " I have given my consent for a soiree to be at my house next 18 THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. week, and I cannot prevent it, for the invitations are given out." Henry looked distressed, but remained silent. Mr. Oswald walked the room much agitated, when turning suddenly round, he exclaimed, " Henry Seldon, can I bear these expenses ?" Henry spoke not. Mr. Oswald, still paler, said, " Speak quick, and save me from distraction, and my wife and daughters from despair." " Daughters !" said Henry ; " have you no bright spot, no redeeming virtue ?" " Yes, my Gertrude ; and if I mistake not, she is also your guiding-star. But you will not want a penniless wife. Oh, why did I not listen to you before, when in the gentlest terms you have hinted to me we were living too fast !" Henry felt deeply for Mr. Oswald, and taking him kindly by his arm, closed the door, and led him to the desk. " Here are all your bills ; I will look them over, and if this party can be given, and you can be saved, I will inform you ; but, then, you must remember and be resolute." After investigatiag the accounts, it was concluded to give the party, and then acquaint the family ; and if possible go on with the business. Henry and Gertrude conversed freely upon their situation. They had both for a long time dreaded the result of their extravagance. As they were promenading they met Mr. Oswald, who, looking upon them, rejoiced ; there were those who arose above the fascinations of folly and fashion. He longed for the scene to end ; it pained him to see his wife and daughters so wholly absorbed in pleasure, and he trembled for the morrow. He looked on Henry as his guardian angel ; and on Gertrude, who had so often been ridiculed by her sisters for her Methodism, as a beautiful flower which had escaped the blight of the destroyer. " To morrow, Mr. Oswald," said Henry. " To-morrow, my dear father," said Gertrude; "be resolute, and all will be well." " Can you bear the storm that will burst, my child ?" " Yes," replied Gertrude ; " and long to hear its approaching murmur." " Your father might have prevented it," said he ; " can you forgive him ?" Gertrude took his hand she loved her father dearly she was THE FOBCE OF EDUCATION. 19 his youngest, and his darling child pressing it affectionately to her bosom, she said, " Dear father, you have never offended me ; you need nothing but resolution, and we shall again be happy." Mr. Oswald could not rest. Such were his emotions, that sleep departed from him. After the company had all retired, and the family, as he sup- posed, asleep, he entered the deserted rooms. All was still and cheerless. Their silence spoke volumes to his soul. He looked around; the few remaining lights burned dimly. Here was a glove from the hand of beauty, and there a wilted flower, dropped amid the strife of folly and affectation. Looking upon it, he ex- claimed, " Such will be the remembrance of the past, and the scene for which I last night expended thousands, live no longer in remembrance than this simple flower, which, last evening for an hour, drew around it the gaze of the multitude." He walked on the terrace, for his brow was feverish, and his heart beat wildly. The scene from where he stood was delightful. The night was still the moon wending her way through fields of light, surrounded by innumerable stars, all singing in sweetness and harmony, "The hand that made us is divine ;" while man, God's best and noblest work, lives unmindful of his high destiny. The East River lay in beautiful relief before his eyes ; it was calm and peaceful as the sleep of inlancy ; not a sound was heard ; nature was hushed, and silence spread her pall over the universe. He gazed upon the scene until he became composed. " I will," said he, " listen to Henry and Gertrude. I will be resolute ! I will now enter my office and see the worst of my affairs. Alone, I can venture to look over my bills." As he proceeded, he passed hy Gertrude's room, from whence he heard a murmuring souni. He listened. It was his daughter's voice ; it was his own Gertrude at that late hour praying for him. He heard her distinctly say, " Sustain him, oh, my God ! in this trying scene, and give him fortitude to perform his duty." Mr. Oswald wept ; " Fortitude to perform my duty !" and clasping his hands, he hurried to his office, repeating, " fortitude to perform my duty." On opening the door, he was startled by a light at the further end of the room, where, sitting by a table, was Henry Seldon busily engaged in looking over bills and papers which were strewed around. His entrance was so still, he was unheard by THE FORCE OF Henry, who, with a pen in one hand, was resting his head upon the other. On seeing Mr. Oswald, he arose precipitately from his seat, and approached him. " Excellent young man !" said Mr. Oswald, extending his hand, " and have you devoted your hours for rest to me, who have been so ungrateful and unmindful of your kindness ? What do I not owe you ?" " Mr. Oswald," said Henry, knowing the probability of receiv- ing many bills to-morrow, and the necessity of having the past accounts accurate, " I have deferred taking my rest that I might aid you." " How are my affairs ?" said Mr. Oswald ; " let me know the worst, for 1 am nerved for the investigation nerved by a daugh- ter's prayers." Henry cast a look of inquiry, and Mr. Oswald related how he had passed the night. " Gertrude is a treasure," said Henry, " an exception to all I ever knew." " And she shall be yours, Henry Seldon. I have read your note, and shall with pride own you for my son. You have, since you have been here, accumulated a handsome property. I am happy to hear from you that your mother has come in possession of so handsome an estate. But had you not a penny, and Gertrude a million, I would rather have her your wife, than any other man's living." Henry's heart was full ; he had loved Gertrude from the first moment he saw her. She was just the being he admired just what his young heart panted for. They had plighted their vows, and he had that day asked her of her father. Gertrude seldom went with her sisters and mother ; she did not wish to go ; and they, conscious of her superior charms, did not urge her. At home, conversing with Henry, and reading his mother's letters and talking of her, she had derived more enjoyment than in all the round of fashionable life. Mrs. Oswald had always been accustomed to parade and show, and knew not how to live with- out it. She loved her husband and worshipped her children ; and thoughtlessly, rather than wilfully, pressed her wishes upon him. She, with all the family, looked upon Henry as a superior being, and shrank from his penetrating eye, and chilling but true remarks. They knew he loved Gertrude, and was willing she should return THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. 21 his affection. Still, in the moment of irritable excitement, she was often the butt of their unpleasant feelings she and her Cal- vinistic beau, as ihey termed him. The next morning Gertrude hastened to the breakfast-room, where she waited long for the family. At length Mrs. Oswald entered. " My dear mother," said Gertrude, approaching her, " you need not wait for my father, he is engaged, and cannot breakfast with you." " Not breakfast with us ! why, this is quite uncommon ; where are your sisters ?" " Here," said Gertrude, as they entered. " Well, girls, how did you enjoy yourselves last evening ?" inquired Mrs. Oswald. " Very much indeed, ft was indeed a brilliant affair Did you notice how astonished the Darlingtons were when they entered the room ?" " Yes, : ' replied the mother; " and many others. We succeeded in our plan to admiration, and eclipsed all the other parties that have been given this winter. You were a good girl, Gertrude, for arranging the flowers and fruit so beautifully. All, even Henry Ssldon, admired it ; but how singularly you behaved !" " I know it," said Emilie ; " I never saw you so provokingly Calvinistic in my life." " You are well aware, my dear sisters," replied Gertrude, " I do not love these parties; I cannot enjoy them, and I do sincerely hope our father will never give his consent for another." " Mercy !" cried Julie ; " why, you are growing not only more puritanical, but a real pope ; and before we know it, we shall have an inquisition established." As she spoke, Mr. Oswald and Henry entered. Gertrude turned deadly pale. " Why, really, Mr. Oswald," said his wife, " what in the world has detained you ? it was very late when I arose ; we waited some time for the girls, and now it is nearly twelve. But here," ringing the bell, " you shall have a good cup of coffee." " No, my dear," replied he, in a softened voice ; " I do not wish any. I have particular business to attend to." " Well, do hurry, papa," said the girls, " for we have an engagement at two, and must be ready at the time appointed." " Where ?" demanded the father. 22 THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. " To Harlem ; all of us. It is Queen Victoria's birth day, and there will be a great rush to the celebration." " I cannot go," said Mr. Oswald. " Cannot go ?" said his wife and daughters ; " but we are abso- lutely engaged." Gertrude, " severe in her youthful beauty," reproved her sis- ters, and urged them to be still. " I cannot," said Mr. Oswald ; and approaching his wife, he reached her his hand. " Mercy !" shrieked Mrs. Oswald, " what ails you ? How pale you look ! Oh, reach me my salts I shall faint." Julie and Emilie looked wildly at their father, but meeting Mr. Seldon's look and Gertrude's pale face, they remained silent. Gertrude handed the smelling-bottle to her mother, who was indeed faint, took her hand, and affectionately pressing it to her bosom, said, " My dear mother, do not go ; do not urge papa ; be silent for a few moments." In a few words, Mr. Oswald made his family acquainted with their situation. A clap of thunder from a clear sky could not be more sudden. The girls shrieked, and their mother fainted. Mr. Oswald looked to Henry, who, waving his hand, said, " Be still. The storm is at its height, and will soon be over." Mr. Oswald kissed his wife and folded her to his bosom. Ger- trude and Henry soothed the sisters, who became calm by listening to their melting importunities. " How the Aldingtons will exult !" said they ; " oh, how can we endure their scorn ! how they will delight to see our pride humbled !" Mrs. Oswald, recovering, said, " Why was this delayed ? Why did you not tell us before ?" " It was owing to my neglect," said Mr. Oswald. " Can you forgive me ?" and he wept freely. " Oh, my husband !" said Mrs. Oswald. " Oh, my father, my dear father!" said the girls, all hanging around him ; "you never did wrong. Oh, look up and smile, and we shall be happy!" As Henry Selclon gazed upon the interesting scene, he seemed like the fabled Mentor, when he saved Ulysses from the snare of the Syren. " Mrs. Oswald," said he, approaching her, " I'hope you will pardon me for being the cause of this sudden sorrow ? Mr. Oswald might have continued for some time in the course you were pursuing ; but the bubble would eventually have burst, and THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. 23 there would have been no redemption. Now, my dear madam, by retrenching gradually, and by proper management, you can be saved." " We owe all to Mr. Seldon," said Mr. Oswald. "He is our preserver, and what reward can we make him ? It is owing entirely to him we have a house to live in that we are not beg- gars in the street." Mrs. Oswald and the girls crowded round him and wept their thanks. " We can never repay him," said Mrs. Oswald, " and I blush to look up." Henry gazed around, and his eyes overflowed with the pure emotions of his soul. " May I claim my reward ?" said he, bow- ing to Mrs. Oswald ; " will you bestow on me the richest gift heaven can bestow ?" " With all my heart, provided it is in my power." " Then, give me," said he, stepping to Gertrude, and leading her forward, " give me your child." Gertrude, trembling with excess of feeling, sank upon her mother's breast. " Will you bestow the gift ?" he tenderly inquired. " My child," said Mrs. Oswald " my sweet Gertrude, what Bhall I say ?" " Have I no debt to pay my mother ?" she said, and bursting into tears, she hid her blushing face in her bosom. ******* It was on one of those beautiful mornings in June, when every- thing in nature has a softening influence upon the mind, and comes home to the soul in a mysterious, yet delightful manner, when a carriage stopped at the parsonage of C , and Henry Seldon led his young and lovely bride to his fund and doting mother. Mrs. Seldon wept tears of joy as she folded Gertrude to her bosom. She had been acquainted with all the circumstances relative to her father's family, having heard from her son all that had transpired. " We have just stopped to look at you, my dear mother," said Henry ; " we are on a short tour; when that is accomplished, we will return and spend the remainder of our days together." Gertrude gazed around in an ecstacy of delight. Rural simpli- city reigned in every direction. Nothing could have been more gratifying, more as she wished. It was a true picture of what, in her imagination, she had long sighed for. The place had under- gone a thorough repair. A beautiful lawn surrounded the dwell- 24 THE FORCE OF EDUCATION. ing, embowered with trees of various descriptions, among which were elms of half a century, under whose branches Henry had wiled away the happy hours of childhood. The shrubs and curling vines ran luxuriantly over the portico, the seats of which were filled with flowers of the choicest kind. Henry led her to one, which was placed upon his mother's work-table. It was the verbena she nursed. Gertrude's heart was full, as Henry asked her, " if there it was the only redeeming virtue ?" " No ! oh, no !" she replied ; " all is redeeming here. This is the earthly paradise my soul has panted for." At that moment the canary trilled his sweetest notes, and associations, strong and irresistible, came over them. Cousin Mary appeared with strawberries and cream. After partaking of them, and enjoying a walk in the garden, they bade Mrs. Seldon adieu, and started for Saratoga. Reader, would you behold a scene of as perfect happiness as this changing world can afford, go to the parsonage of C , and in a room neatly furnished, you will find seated on a sofa, two females, their feet resting on an ottoman, on which sits Henry Seldon, with a hand of each clasped in his. They are his wife and mother. The breath of love lingers upon their lips, as the dew of the morning on the young rose leaves. The law of kind- ness is in their hearts, and their dwelling is the abode of happiness and peace. Such is the force of education, such the effect of rightly training the mind, such the ways of virtue that there is more real pleasure to be derived from the consciousness of doing good, than from any other source. Here in this picture is plainly portrayed from whence all true enjoyment springs. Religion and virtue wreath the altar of domestic love, and happiness flows spontaneously from a fount so pure and lovely. FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. MRS. STANHOPE was the widow of an American officer, who was killed in the battle of Princeton, and who fell by the side of the brave Col. Mercer. Mr. Stanhope's grandfather, Robert Stanhope, crossed from Europe to America in the Mayflower, and was one of that bright constellation, who sang the song of praise on Ply- mouth's ice-clad rock. His son, Samuel Stanhope, penetrated the wilds of Virginia, cleared for himself a farm, on which he hved many years, and which, at his death, he bequeathed to his son, Robert Stanhope, the officer above mentioned. He had become in early life attached to Adelaide Mowbray, whom he married with every prospect of earthly enjoyment. Never were hearts more truly devoted. They lived in each other's smiles in calm retirement, and cultivated their farm with comfort and pleasure. The risinz sun brightened, as he cast his radiance upon their dwelling; and the soft rays of their beaming counte- nances, as they knelt at their devotions, mingled with the pure glow of the morning. Labor to them was sweet, for it was love which prompted them to action ; love cleared the land ; love spread the table ; love enlightened the winter's eve, and shed its benign influence on all around. The labors of the day ended with a smile ; their slumbers were sweet and tranquil ; their own soft breathings lulled them to repose, and with the lark their songs of praise arose on the morning breeze. One lovely child was the pledge which sealed their vows, and made their union still more sweet. For her they labored, and each shared in her soft caresses. Her infant glee, her merry laugh, her tottering steps, her every action, served but to rivet the chains which bound them closer together. The little Emily operated like a charm upon their senses, and her presence threw around them a halo of increasing brightness. Religion, innocence, peace, and contentment were the inmates of their abode. When the difficulties first commenced between Great 26 FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. Britain and America, a day was set apart, as one of fasting and prayer in their own State, which was observed by them with holy devotion. Mr. S. was a true patriot ; his country was as dear to him as life, and he was among the first who stepped forward in the defence of his nation's rights and privileges. It was an hour of bitterness when he told his young and lovely wife he must leave her. Well as she loved her husband, agonizing as was the idea of parting, she did not yield to despair. He saw the color forsake her cheek as he spoke of his departure ; saw the tears, like rain drops, fall from her beautiful eyes, but heard no loud exclamation from her lips. She was a woman of noble mind ; she understood the situation of her country, and panted for its deliverance. But could she yield up her husband, dear as her own life, the father of her Emily, the sharer of every joy and sorrow ? Could she be left without him ? It was indeed a strug- gle ; but he must go. Never did a more fervent desire ascend before the throne of infinite purity, than arose from this fond pair on the night previ- ous to the departure of Mr. S. As their petitions ended, they embraced each other in silence for some moments; while on their knees they took little Emily between them, and solemnly dedi- cated her to God, and gave themselves renewedly to his care. Overcome by contending emotions, they sank to repose. The morning broke upon them, and the bright rays, which peeped through the casements of their window from the rising sun, were the last beams which ever met their views together while in this vale of tears. Mr. Stanhope took his beloved Adelaide in his arms, and held her for many moments in speechless agony : as he brushed back the raven curls from her beautiful brow, he im- printed upon her lips his farewell kiss. With frantic agony she hung upon his neck, and clasped him to her bosom bathed his face, his hands, with her tears, and stood the silent picture of wo. Stepping to the bed, he kissed and blessed his sleeping babe cast one more glance upon his beloved wife, and hurried away from the spot dearest to him on earth, to return no more. After the agony of parting was over, Mrs. Stanhope turned her attention to the cultivation of her farm, to her household, and her child. She was a woman of high-souled courage, although pos- sessed of the finest sensibilities of her sex. Well as she loved her husband, she gloried in his patriotism and his honor. Many were FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. 27 the prayers, which arose from pious mothers and wives during that momentous struggle for liberty and independence, but none more fervently than those of Adelaide Stanhope, while her husband was following his brave commander, the immortal Washington, from place to place, amid discouragements, hardships, cold, wea- riness and hunger, even with naked, bleeding feet, over our newly fertilized land, in the pursuit of those blessings we so richly enjoy. For hours would she plead for them and for her beloved country; and often would her little Emily, while kneeling by her mother's side, wipe the tears from her eyes, and twine her little arms around her neck. So fervent, so pure, so rapt, were the devotions of this sainted woman, that the sacredness of the scene was such as to inspire her child, young as she was, with feelings that her mother's communion was holy and sublime ; and thus her youthful mind became imbued wilh the pure precepts that were continually instilled into her expanding intellect. Anxiously did Mrs. Stanhope watch for any intelligence con- cerning the army ; sometimes encouraged, sometimes almost ready to despair of ever seeing him she loved, or of hearing the silver clarion of peace echoing throughout our then bloodstained land. It was in November, just at evening's soft and tranquil hour, as Mrs. S. was sitting with her little Emily, chanting her vesper hymn, that a rap was heard, and a stranger entered. Mrs. S. read the fatal news in his eye, and it was soon confirmed. Her be- loved husband was no more ! He had fallen on the battle-field, crowned wilh the laurels of his country ! Like the lily which bows its gentle head to the winds of heaven, Mrs. Stanhope yielded to the blow with the meekness of a Chris- tain. Closer than ever did she cling to the throne of grace, and nearer and more holy was her communion with her God. The salvation of her child was now her chief desire, and she looked forward with a sacred joy to their re-union in heaven. After the storm of war was hushed through our land, and Peace sat triumphantly upon her throne, crowned with a chaplet of unfading laurels ; when Liberty, waving her star-spangled banner, declared our country free, Mrs. Stanhope disposed of her farm, bade adieu to the place with which the image of her beloved hus- band was strongly associated, and settled upon the banks of the beautiful Potomac. Her health received a shock at her husband's death, from which 28 FILIAL PIETY EEWAKDED. ehe never recovered. She was a stranger in R. ; lived secluded, and was seldom seen, save in the sanctuary of God. Possessed of a well-cultivated mind, she attended to the education of her daugh- ter, whose intellectual powers were not inferior to her own; and under her fostering hand she bloomed, like the young flowers of summer; nor were they more beautiful or more pure than Emily Stanhope. One Sabbath afternoon, while they were at church, a shower suddenly arose, accompanied by heavy thunder and vivid light- ning. Mr. James, the clergyman, awed by the sublimity of the scene, spoke eloquently of the coming judgment. The earth had become drenched with rain : Mrs. Stanhope's health being ex- tremely delicate, she hesitated on going immediately out. As she and her daughter were standing near the door, viewing the scenery around, the trees and bushes, dripping with the rain drops, now glittering like emerald blossoms, Emily directed her mother's eye to a beautiful rainbow which arched the heavens. The sun at the same moment, bursting from behind a cloud, added brilliancy to the scene. Laying her hand gently upon her mother's arm, she exclaimed, in a sweet, soft voice, " Is not this delightful ?" Her mother, glancing her eye upward, said, " It is the bow of promise, my child ; it tells me we shall meet in yonder heaven." There was a sacredness, a solemnity, in the words of Mrs. S. which touched Emily's heart, while an unaccountable sensation pervaded her soul. At that moment a carriage drove up to the door, and a young gentleman, who had been a silent spectator of the scene, had heard the conversation between the mother and daughter, and had more than once seen Emily Stanhope, stepped forward, and asked them to take seats in his carriage. As he was a stranger, Mrs. Stanhope declined his proposal ; when Mr. James came for- ward, and, introducing him as Mr. Charles Hammond, said, " I am to go in this carriage, and beg that you and your daughter will permit us to see you safe home." Mrs. Stanhope trembled violently ; her countenance was pale with excitement; the discourse to which she had been atten- tively listening had affected her spirits. Bowing to the young man, she ascended the steps, followed by her daughter. When seated, Mr. James, being animated with the beautiful appearance of na- FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. 29 ttire after the shower, spoke in raptures. But his observations were unheeded by Emily, who saw her beloved mother unusually agitated ; and knowing how frail she was, she trembled with fear lest some rude blast might sweep her away forever. As she sat silently gazing upon her wan countenance, she sighed involunta- rily, and a silent tear fell heavily upon her hand. She raised her eyes, and met the ardent, the fixed gaze of the stranger riveted upon her, as if to read her very soul. When they reached their dwelling, the gentlemen assisted Mrs. Stanhope from the carriage, who, leaning on the arm of the cler- gyman, walked toward the door, while the stranger aided Emily. On opening the gate, she raised her eyes to thank him for his po- liteness ; but she was confused, and without saying one word, entered the yard. " Good afternoon," said Mr. Hammond ; " I hope neither your- self nor your mother will receive injury from the storm." She turned, and met a smile so sweet, fhat her young heart drank in its exuberance, while a sun-lit glow came over her al- most new existence. Hastening to her 'mother, she prevailed upon her to lie down for a short time and rest. She then entered her chamber, where alone she poured out her soul to her heavenly Father for submis- sion to his will ; for she saw evidently she must soon be left an orphan. She arose calm and serene ; on entering the parlor, she found her mother seated on the sofa. " Come here, my Emily," said Mrs. Stanhope, when taking her daughter's hand. " I see you are agitated about me, and beg you will be composed. You have ever heard from me, my child, how fleeting and vain are all terrestrial things. I have ever endeavored to lead your mind above, to prepare you for the scenes of life ; and feel confident that He, who clothes the lilies of the field, will take care of you. I may live long, but feel a presentiment that I shall not. The discourse this afternoon has opened a future state so clearly and powerfully to my mind, and the glories of the upper world have beamed so sweetly upon me, I feel almost anxious to become one of the happy number who, through much tribulation, have washed their robes white in the blood of the Lamb." " Oh ! my dear mother my dear mother," said the weeping Emily, " what can I do in this bleak world without you ? Oh that I might die too !" 30 FILIAL PIETY BEWARDED. " Say not so, my child," replied Mrs. S. ; " be willing to remain here, and accomplish your Father's will. Endeavor to fill with fidelity every station in which you may be placed, looking by faith to One who will never leave or forsake you. You have long been devoted to me, and your filial piety and affectionate love will never pass unrewarded. Look, my Emily, to yonder setting sun, and as he quickly sinks behind the mountain, sing me my favorite hymn." With a faint voice, and a countenance lit up with holy fervor, the sweet girl obeyed her mother's commands. Her soul caught the inspiration of the hour, and her voice, clear and melodious, rose and swelled on the gentle breeze, then died away in heavenly strains, as she sang the following hymn AN EVENING THOUGHT. AH ! what is our life but a dream, A shadow which fleeth away, A light which is cast on the stream, By moon-beams that fitfully play ; A flash of delight, which at best Is false as 'tis fleeting and vain, Which retires like the sun in the west ; When he dips his bright disk in the main ; An arrow which flies through the air, And is borne in its speed from our sight ; A vision as transient as fair, And brief as a dream of the night ; A dew-drop which sparkles at mom, And glows in the sun's golden rays : Its brilliance. the flow'rets adorn, Then dies and expires in his blaze. Then why, oh my soul ! dost thou sigh To drink in its cup of delight, When earth's brightest glories all die, All vanish and fade on our sight ! Its cup of enchantment is broke, Its loveliest vision has fled ; FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. 31 'Tis crushed, 'tis eclipsed by a stroke, 'Tis withered, 'tis blighted and dead. Away through yon regions of peace, Where pleasures unceasingly roll, I would fly to behold that lov'd face, Whose beauties enrapture the soul. Where tempest and clouds never come, Where all is immortal and fair, I would rest in my heaven, my home, And revel in blessedness there. On the ensuing day, Mr. James called : his conversation and his prayers were soothing to the souls of both, and his visit more esteemed, more gratifying, than the choicest treasures of the East. He informed them that the young gentleman to whom they were introduced was the only son of a respectable merchant, who had lately fixed himself in the place. He left them with the promise of calling soon. Mrs. Stanhope's circumstances were humble. Emily had the sole care of her mother, who was so unwell as to be confined to her room. She did not let her know how many difficulties she had to encounter, but carefully concealed them from her. She was her nurse by day and by night, and watched with intense anxiety her very breath. One day, as she was crossing the street to obtain from a store opposite some necessaries, being in haste, the wind took her bon- net, which was untied, and carried it a short distance from her. Throwing back her hair, which hung in wild confusion around her beautiful neck and finely-turned shoulders, she saw a gentle- man bringing her bonnet. It was Charles Hammond, Whose memory, like a brilliant star, Around her pathway shone ; Whose twinkling beauty from afar, Oft cheered her when alone. She received it from him blushingly, and thanked him. He in- quired after her mother's health, and passed on. Mrs. Stanhope continued more unwell ; a physician was applied to. She was subject to faintness, wkich so much alarmed Emily, FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. that she was entirely overpowered. She had become nervous through continued walchings. It was after one of these affections, that Mrs. S. opened her eyes, and beheld her beloved child gazing upon her with all the tenderness of her young heart. " I am better, my love, I am better," she exclaimed, " and shall live a little longer, I hope, for your sake." " Oh ! my mother," said Emily, " I was fearful the long agony of your life was over;" and, stooping down, her warm tears mingled with her kisses. Long and still was the silence which ensued, broken only by an hysterical sob from the lovely being, who, while bending over her mother's almost inanimate body, saw nothing before her but one wild solitary waste. Just then the physician entered, who was about forty years of age, kind and attentive, constituting a friend and physician both. He entered their abode as a stranger, but he felt, after a few visits, like a fiiend and a father. He admired Mrs. Stanhope for her meekness, her piety, her sweetness of manners ; and he looked upon Emily as one of the most perfect of huma>i beings. He had witnessed her unwearied care, her entire devotedness ; saw how her whole soul was identified with her mother's life : and his heart bled within him, when he beheld how fast the messenger, death, was approaching to sever this young and tender blossom from its parent stem, and at a time when she most needed her counsel and her love. He became acquainted with their circum- stances, and had consulted with Mr. James, who was his friend, what course to pursue in regard to Emily after her mother's de- cease. Mr. James was anxious she should live with him, as he had no child ; and it was concluded upon. On entering the room one day, he found Emily sitting by the bed side of her mother, and reading aloud in the sacred book. Upon Mrs. Stanhope's wan countenance a glow of unearthly brightness lingered ; for, as she listened to the soft voice of her child, she seemed to catch a glimpse of a better world. " Oh !" said she, " doctor, could I but see my Emily pleasantly situated, I should have no further wish. I could depart," raising her emaciated hands, " yes, this moment." " Say not so, dearest madam," said the doctor ; " perhaps your wish may yet be granted." As he spoke, he handed Emily a note. She opened it a deep blush overspread her face. FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. 33 The doctor said he would retire for a few moments, and cajl again, casting an arch look at Emily; "for I wait your commands." After he was gone, Emily read the note to her mother. Tt waa from Charles Hammond, stating an avowal of his love, and re- questing permission to visit her. Mrs. Stanhope fixed her eyes upon her child. She had, from the day they met in the church, felt confident an attachment had sprung up in her heart, although she never mentioned it ; for Charles Hammond was a youth of uncommon beauty and suavity of manners. She remembered her young dream of love, a bright vision which had followed her through life, and never slumbered ; and she read in her daughter's face, which was the index of her heart, that all was not quiet there. " Shall we admit his visits, my dear ?" said Mrs. Stanhope, " for I see the doctor is coming, and he will require an answer." " Dear mother," said the blushing girl, " what shall I do ?" " Just as you please, my love." As she spoke, the doctor entered. He seated himself by Mrs. S., while Emily retired. Alone, in her chamber, she knelt and prayed for divine direction. That she loved was true sincerely, devotedly, from the first hour they met. She arose from her rest- ing-place, calm, determined, and happy. Having answered the note, she handed it to the doctor, who" immediately withdrew ; then leaning her head on her mother's pillow, she burst into tears. Mrs. Stanhope, parting the raven rair which shaded her beauti- ful face, kissed her ; Ihen, laying her trembling hand upon her daughter's, she closed her eyes in silent prayer. The next day brought Charles Hammond to the habitation of one he had adored from the first moment he saw her. Emily re- ceived him with modest dignity, and unaffectedly listened to an avowal of his ardent affections. " I had seen you often," said he, " before you knew it ; have often watched you and your mother as you walked in the garden, and wished for an introduction, a desire that was granted me in the church. I am anxious you should receive assistance ; your mother's health and your own require it. Will you permit me to see her ?" Emily led the way into her mother's room. Mrs. Stanhope received him with ease and a degree of cheerfulness. She listened to his requests, and peimitted him to supply her with a nurse. 34 FILIAL PIETY BEWARDED. From this time Mrs. Stanhope gradually declined. A smile of content rested upon her once beautiful features. She saw her be- loved Emily surrounded with friends, with the pleasing prospect of being united to one truly deserving of her. One day, as Emily and Mr. Hammond were sitting by her mo- ther, each had tenderly taken her hand. She was gazing intently upon them. Emily was pale with excitement, and her eyes red with weeping ; for she loved her mother as her own life, and she wept as she saw her sinking to the grave. Mrs. S., sensible of her feelings, spoke of the happiness which awaited her in a better land, and of the re-union which would take place when liberated from her prison of clay. Seeing a change in her appearance, they arose. At that moment the doctor and Mr. James entered. They assisted Mrs. S., who had fainted. Emily bent in anguish over her beloved parent, who, looking up, motioned for Mr. Hammond ; then taking a hand of either, she joined them together, saying, " Love and cherish one another, and meet me in " Heaven, she would have said, but again fainted. In a few mo- ments she revived, when, looking upon Mr. James, she feebly articulated " Pray." All knelt but Emily : she hung in agony over her dying mo- ther, kissed her cold marble brow, laid her hand softly on her's, bent low to catch her last breath. Her respirations grew fainter and fainter ; and as Mr. James poured forth his soul to God, Mrs. Stanhope's pure spirit fled, and Emily fell senseless into the arms of her friends As the timid flower rears its beauteous head beneath the genial rays of a summer's sun after a pitiless shower, so did Emily Stan- hope look up and smile amid kind and devoted friends. Her lovely eyes beamed with lustrous softness as she met the ardent gaze of Charles Hammond, who watched over her with intense affection, and, by Ins kindness and love, caused her gentle soul to repose quietly under his protecting care. After spending a few months with her reverend friend with a blushing face, and a trembling hand, she gave herself forever to the object of her dearest affec- tions, who received her from Mr. James as the choicest blessing heaven could bestow. On the evening of the same day, winding her arm around her lover's, with a look of ineffable sweetness, and a countenance ra- diant with smiles and tears, she asked him to accompany her on FILIAL PIETY REWARDED. 35 a short excursion. With a basket of fresh flowers in one hand, culled from the choicest plants, she led their way to the place in silence. Over the green turf which covered the remains of her beloved mother, she strewed the sweet blossoms of spring, and round the white urn of love she twined a garland of jessamine and roses, formed by her own fair hands, and bathed with her flowing tears ; then, kneeling upon her mother's grave, she looked upward as if to invoke her sainted spirit to smile upon and bless them. So calm and tranquil was the scene, so impassioned her look, so exalted her piety, so free, so unmixed with earth, that her hus- band, as he gazed "upon her, felt his own soul imbued with the spirit of Emily's, and, like her, he inhaled the very atmosphere of heaven. Years have passed away, but the place remains. It is hallowed by the recollection of those who sleep within its bosom. A white stone, inscribed to Filial Piety, points the wanderer to the resting- place of Charles and Emily Hammond, and their sainted mother. THE CONTRAST; OR, THE BLUE MANTILLA. CHARLES MILNOR and Edward Crayton, were, for many years, joint partners in a mercantile house in the city of Philadelphia, where they accumulated an immense fortune. When they closed their business, Mr. Milnor retired with his family about two miles from the city, and took possession of a beautiful villa he had pur- chased. He married in early life an amiable, pious, and judicious woman ; one whom he loved from his youth. A striking simila- rity of taste existing between them, rendered every object they pursued both pleasant and delightful. Heaven had blessed them with three lovely children Charles, Alice, and Augusta who shared equally in their affections. They were educated by their mother, who was possessed of a superior mind, and had received a thorough education. Their servants were faithful, and but sel- dom exchanged owing to the prudent management of Mrs. Mil- nor. Her knowledge of housewifery, and the systematic arrange- ment, afforded them leisure hours for their own benefit, without the suffering of her domestic affairs by their relaxation. Theirs was indeed a happy family, whose chief source of de- light sprung from their own hearts, which were fountains of con- tentment, and the little tributary streams that flowed from them fertilized every spot they visited. Mr. Crayton was himself fond of parade and show, and exceedingly fond of his wife, who, sensi- ble of her complete influence over him, by her management and tact accomplished every undertaking. Extravagant in the highest degree, her ambition knew no bounds ; every new and fashionable article was eagerly sought alter until obtained, when the gratifi- cation ceased with the possession. The more exorbitant the price, the more congenial to her taste for display, until Mr. Cray- ton saw, too late to remedy it, the evil result of his indulgence. THE CONTRAST. 37 The last article she had fixed her eyes upon was a blue man- tilla ; the extreme beauty of the color rendered it an object of at- traction, being one becoming her complexion, and she was deter- mined to procure it. For the first time in his life, her husband was resolved not to purchase. Their children Agnes, Isabella, and George were very handsome, but ungoverned and unres- trained. They were seldom the companions of their mother, who should have concentrated their centre of attraction whose bosom, to them, should have been a receptacle of all that was delightful, her smile their meed of reward, and her kiss their seal of enjoy- ment. They were placed under a governess, and foreign teachers, who were more anxious to obtain a handsome support, than to bend the young minds, committed to their training, as woiil I be most beneficial to them, to their parents, and to the world. Thus these sweet children were left to the guidance of their own wills, without that restraint which would have rendered them agree- able to all. Mr. Crayton beheld with mingled emotions the situation of his family ; his expenses were enormous ; a contin- ued routine of fashionable life engrossed every moment of time ; and not until he felt his own health impaired did he awake fully to the misery of his situation. He pitied, while he admired, his beautiful wife, the victim of folly and dissipation. He was ar- dently attached to his children, and much, indeed, did he wish for an alteration in his mode of living. He called occasionally on his friend Mr. Milnor, and was struck with the order and regula- rity of his family; and wished Mrs. Crayton and his children to have more frequent interviews with them hoping his wife might be led to imitate what she could not but admire in Mrs. Milnor, and the children be prompted to obedience by the amiable deport- ment of the little Milnors. Although Mr. Milnor and Mr. Crayton were daily together, their families were, for a long time, strangers to each other. A sister of Mr. Crayton's married under the most cheering prospects, but her hopes were soon cut off in the death of her husband ; and, in giving birth to a daughter, she expired, leav- ing her little Emilie in the care of her brother, in whose family she became a member. Although surrounded by her cousins, who were of the same age as herself, she was lonely, and sighed for something she knew not what. She delighted in sitting alone, gazing upon the clear blue sky, fancying each beautiful fringed cloud, as it floated in the liquid air, the abode of her parents ; and, 38 THE CONTRAST; when oppressed with a sense of her desolation, would reach forth her dimpled hands, as if to implore their blessing. She lovel to ramble among the flowers, and rear their drooping heads ; and was never more happy than when nursing the little slips commit- ted to her care by her cousins, who seldom gave their attention to them leaving, like their mother, the cultivation of all that is lovely, to the gardener and nature. One day, on his return home, Mr. Crayton expressed his desire for his wife to call upon Mrs. Milnor. " Why, if she wishes my acquaintance, does she not call on me ? but I imagine she is such a home body, and has so little intercourse with the fashionable world, that she is quite out of the way of making or receiving calls from them." " You are much mistaken in your opinion, Mrs. Crayton," said her husband ; " I have been there a number of times, and am anxious you should call upon her. I will order tke carrid e and go-" " Well, you can go if you please, but I shall remain at home. I do not like to be dictated to, when and where I shall go." " 1 do not know wherein I have dictated ; name your own time, and we will go whenever you say." " I have been waiting for these two hours for the money I asked you for this morning." " Why, really, my dear, I thought you had given up that fool- ish project." " No, indeed, I have not; and if I am not there by eleven o'clock, the mantilla will be sold, as it was to be kept for ma no longer. Have you the money ?" Mr. Crayton shrugged his shoulders, and commenced hum- ming an air, which he ever did when he felt determined not to comply with a request. "Oh, do, mamma, go," said Agnes. ' Oh, yes, do,'' responded Isabella. " And let me hold the whip, papa," said George. " Life is but a song," said Mr. Crayton, walking up and down the room, occasionally viewing himself in a large mirror. " Do go, mamma," said the children. " Father, will you ?" " Certainly, if it is your mother's wish." "Dear papa, if you will just drive down to Coney's, and let mother get the mantilla, and me a whip," said George, " and Ag THE CONTRA ST. 39 nes, and Isabella, and Emilie, each, one of those beautiful boxes made at the fair, she will go." " Only hear these sweet coaxers," said his wife ; and putting her arm in her husband's, being determined to get the mantilla, she promenaded the room with him, to the great delight of their little ones, who followed them. "What a dear little group of love," continued Mrs. Cray ton. " Come, love, please us all ; give me the bill I have asked you for, and we will go ; and you will have the sweet consolation of knowing you have made us all happy." " Oh, do, papa," cried the children ; " it is a beautiful morning, and we want a ride very much." Mr. Crayton hesitated a moment; then, putting his pocket-book into his wife's hand, he yielded to her request, in the hope it might eventually be for the best. "Oh, this is really very good very kind;" then, call ing for her hat and shawl, and ordering the children to be ready on their return, she gave her hand to her husband, and, putting on her sweetest smiles, asked him, " if she did not look happy ?" Mr. Crayton, with a sigh, replied, " Yes, if it would but last : but I have not the most distant hope the mantilla will satisfy you; for, as has ever been the case, the possession of this article will only make you wish for another." " Oh, fye, Mr. Crayton, why do you wish to check my viva- city, when you know how very nervous I am ? I am almost tempted to be angry with you ;" then, casting her eyes upon the ground with much tact, her husband, fearing an overflow of un- pleasant words, called aloud for the carriage. " Your most obedient, Mrs. Crayton you have come just in time," said the witty tradesman. " Five minutes more, and the mantilla would have been sold ; there are three ladies now wait, ing for it." " How very fortunate we are, my dear," said Mrs. Crayton, turning to her husband her spirits reviving at the idea of being the purchaser. " I think the mantilla, you said, I might have for eighty-five dollars, the pocket-handkerchief for thirty, the cape for twenty-five, and six yards of lawn for fifty, which makes one hundred and ninety dollars; take this bill, and hand me the remainder." " Thank you, madam, thank you ; but will you not just look 40 THE CONTRAST. at this piece o| dark satin ? It is partly engaged, but it is such a good fit for the mantilla, and so becoming to your complexion," holding it up, and letting the rich folds fall over her white hands, her taper fingers peeping from beneath as if to show the contrast. " Partly engaged, I allow," whispering her ; " but you have been such a constant customer of mine, that I really feel bound to let you have it, if you wish." , , Mrs. Crayton took up the satin and examined it. It was, in- deed, beautiful ; and so soft as to show no marks of pressure. " There is but one like it in the city, and that I sold to Judge Laurens' lady. It was not quite so nice as this. I was fearful she would discover it, for she seemed most inclined to .take this; but I thought of you, and just laid it aside, praising the piece she purchased very highly, that you might, if you wished, take this for yourself there is but one pattern." Mrs. Crayton wanted the satin its being superior to Mrs. Laurens', increased her desire. "Come," said Mr. Crayton, "the children will be waiting for us." " Stop one moment, my dear ; do you not think this satin elegant ?" Mr. Crayton said nothing, but looked reproachfully at her. " Oh, you see, my dear madam, your husband has no objec- tions ; let me do it up for you." " How much is it ?" inquired Mrs. Crayton. " It comes to just the remainder of the bill, with the exception of these three quarters of a yard, which I will throw in. It is quite a bargain quite a bargain, I assure you." " Mr. Crayton, if you have no objections, I will take it." Her husband bit his lip with vexation, and, turning round, bent his steps toward the door. The bundle was placed in the carriage by the delighted shopkeeper, who bowed low to his fair customer as she ascended the steps, when they went home in silence Mr. Crayton offended, and his wife conscious she had gone a step too far, but determined to conceal her feelings. The mantilla had occupied her thoughts both day and night, but never met with her husband's approbation : he seemed from the first opposed to it. She had " priced" the other articles unknown to him, and knew not how lie would bear the purchase, but as he had given her much more than she expected, she presumed to take them. The THE CONTRAST. 41 satin was what she never thought of. But she was taken in the snare of the practised salesman, and could not resist the tempta- tion ; she knew her husband had too much pride to deny her in public, and she took advantage of his situation to her future sorrow. On the steps of their fine dwelling, stood the children equipped for the ride. " What have you got for me and for me ?" cried the children, after they were seated. Mr. Crayton looked at his wife, who had been so completely engrossed in her own selfish motives, that she had forgotten their simple requests. " Did you get me a whip ?" said George. " I said I wanted a whip, so t could drive the horses." " Did you buy me the box and the screen ?" said the girls ; " oh, do let us see them ?" " What did you expect, Emilie ?" inquired her uncle. " Not anything." " Well, I declare," said the heartless Mrs. Crayton, " you alone are not disappointed " " What is this ?" said George, taking up the bundle, which they omitted leaving at home. " My whip is here, I know ?" " No, my child, it is not ; I forgot to buy it, but you shall have one." " I want one now, and will have one ;" and down went the contents of the bundle. "Oh, you image !" said Mrs. Crayton, picking them up; "my mantilla is unfolded, and my lace undone." George, persisting in searching for his whip, became entangled in the lace, and, in extricating himself, tore it. "Oh, my lace !" exclaimed Mrs. Crayton ; " George, you must be corrected. Mr. Crayton, why do you not speak to him ?" "He wants his whip," he replied ; " and he is a child." Mrs. Crayton felt the reproof. The girls helped her to collect the articles. Mr. Crayton took George upon his knee, and gave him the driver's whip. Thus the difficulties were settled, and the children became composed as they drove up to Mr. Milnor's dwelling. " I have never seen them in their new habitation," said Mrs. Crayton. " It is a pity that people of so much wealth should be so penurious; no one knows they are al ; ve." 42 THE CONTRAST. " In your circle they may not," replied her husband ; " but ask those around them," pointing to the neat white houses on either side of the road. As the carriage drove up the avenue, the children were told to behave well. They were met by Mr. and Mrs. Milnor, and re- ceived with much politeness. " You have got a very pretty place," said Mrs. Crayton, aston- ished at the elegance of the hall and rooms through which they " I believe you have never called upon us since we moved," said Mrs. Milnor. "Why, no; I have so many engagements always on hand, that I " Come here, Emilie," said Mrs. Milnor, very prudently turn- ing the conversation, in order to prevent the fashionable beauty framing a wrong excuse. " How do the plants grow that Alice gave you ?" " Oh, finely ; they are as large as those," pointing to a number arranged in the window. Agnes and Isabella, observing a beautiful geranium in bloom, without thought, broke off a large branch. At that moment, Alice and Augusta, with their brother, entered. "Good morning, my dears," said Mr. Crayton, " you see I have fulfilled my promise, and brought you your young friends to see you." "Bless me," said Mrs. Crayton, taking Alice by the hand, " how j'ou have grown ! and Charles, too ! why, really, I am surprised ;" and a feeling of envy rankled in her bosom as she looked upon them. Charles and his sisters returned her compliments with so much dignity and ease that she was confounded. ' " Come," said George and his sisters, " come, let us go down the lawn we want to see the flowers and the beautiful pond." " Shall we go, dear mother ?" inquired the little Milnors. " You may, but be careful of the plants." Alice took Emilie's hand, and away they flew, followed by George, with the whip, of which he still kept possession. " What have you here .'" inquired Mrs. Crayton, turning over some new books which lay upon the centre-table. " Anything new ?" THE CONTRAST. 43 " This is the ' Patriarch,' and this the 'Christian Family Ma- gazine,' " replied Mrs. Milnor ; " the plates in both are very fine, and they are excellent works." " Dear me, do you read them ? I seldom read, and when I do, it is always my favorite authors 'Buhver,' and 'Byron,' and sometimes ' The Lady's Book' all other reading appears insipid." " We have a great variety of books. Here is Abbott's works, Phillips's writings, and my favorite Cowper." " What is this ?" inquired Mrs. Crayton, taking up an elegantly bound book. " ' Milton's Paradise Lost.' " " Mercy ! Did you ever read it through ?" " Often," replied Mrs. Milnor. " Why, I should think it would take you an age. Is it a late production ?" Mrs. Milnor caught Mr. Crayton's eye, who blushed deeply at his wife's ignorance. " ' Johnson's works,' ' Montgomery's Poems,' ' Rogers,' Campbell,' ' Henry Kirke While' why, these are quite new ;" and, laying them down, she walked to the window. " Isn't it very lonely out here ?" " By no means," replied Mrs. Milnor; " our time is all occupied." " Who are your teachers?" " Mrs. Milnor is the principal one," replied her husband. " Mercy ! you teach your children ? I should never have pa- tience. I am always rejoiced when school commences, that I may be relieved from their noise and confusion. But, pray, how do you employ yourselves ?" " It would take some time to make you acquainled with my form of managing. Shall we walk out and meet the children ?" " Oh, yes, for it is nearly time for us to go." " Will you not spend the day ? you surely cannot be lonely with your husband and children." Mrs. Crayton pleaded an engagement, and they walked down the lawn. Charles and Alice were busily engaged in arranging the pots of flowers, some of which were overthrown and the branches broken. At the same moment came Agnes and Isabella, followed by George with his whip in his hand. In his haste he overthrew a beautiful verbena, and broke the pot which con- tained it. 44 THE CONTRAST. " You have made sad work with the plants, my children," said Mr. Cray ton, very much mortified, and trying to replace them. " Oh, they are nothing but children," said his wife ; " I know you will forgive them." " See, he has broken another !" said Agnes. " No, I did not 'twas you," he replied, with a stroke of his whip. " Come, come," said his mother, " you are crazy, I believe. Really, Mrs. Milnor, you have a very fine yard The children are like birds let out of a cage ; we brought them out for liberty, and they do so enjoy it." "Shall we return?" inquired Mr. Crayton, extremely grieved. " Oh, don't go," cried the children, " we want to stay longer." Mrs. Crayton thought of her new purchase, and told them they must. On returning to the house, they visited the music room, in which was an elegant organ, a piano, and harp : at the end of the room was an extensive library of choice books. Charles played the organ, Alice the piano, and Mrs. Milnor the harp. At Mrs. Crayton's request, they performed a few pieces in such an admirable manner that her heart died within her, as she listened to a hymn in which every member of the family joined. Mrs. Milnor ordered refreshments, and the children, without ceremony, enjoyed the banquet. Strawberries, raspberr es, cream and cake, disap- peared under their touch, like dew in the sunlight. " Will you come again and see your young friends ?" inquired Mrs. Milnor. " Yes, ma'am," replied George, " if you will give us more of your nice fruit." " I wish I could stay now," said Emilie. " Do you ?" inquired Mrs. Milnor " If your uncle and aunt are willing, you may stay." " Can I stay, dear aunt ?" "I have no objections, if you wish to stay, and Mrs. Milnor requests you." " Let her remain, if you please ; we shall be happy to have her spend a few weeks with us." " Good morning," and, with his whip in his hand, George led the way to the carriage, followed by his parents and sisters. Mrs. Milnor soon arranged her books and flowers, and, after a few orders to the servants, entered the recitation room. THE CONTRAST. 45 " My dear Emilie, as you have expressed a wish to remain with us, you must submit to the rules of the school, and if you wish, can study with the girls; would you like that?" "Oh, yes, very much." " Well, here is a geography, and here are globes, atlases, etc. ; your first lesson will be on this page. Have you ever studied geography ?" " I have a little ; I like it much, but aunt says it is too hard for us, and not very necessary." " Have you studied grammar?" " Yes, madam, and can parse very well ; aunt says that it is a dry study, and we must be older to understand either." " Well, my dear, we shall see what proficiency you can make here." " I will show you," said Charles, who was older than his sisters. * " You must not think you are too young to learn any of the branches my children study. You must be patient, be willing to be taught, and apply yourself closely." The evening closed with reading a chapter in the Bible with the notes, and singing a hymn, in which all, including the servants, joined. A prayer was offered by Mr. Milnor, whose grateful heart went up in holy aspirations under a sense of the goodness of God. After Emilie retired to rest, she could not sleep ; the idea of returning home was painful. At her uncle's all was noise and confusion. Continued calls occupying most of her aunt's time, either in making or receiving them, she paid but little attention to her children, who were often ill-natured it restrained by their go- verness, and out of patience with their teachers if they exacted a perfect lesson. They flew with every little complaint to theirmother, who, fatigued with continued excitements, satisfied them by say- ing she would write an excuse thus every attempt of the teach- ers for their improvement, was rendered abortive. They were pleased with Emilie, and took much pleasure in instructing her. But it was in vain to keep up any regular system in the school, it being continually interrupted by calls to ride, to see particular friends, etc. ; thus their education was neglected. Mr. Crayton saw with pain the situation of his family, but knew of no way in which it could be remedied. He was struck with the order, neatness, and regularity of Mr. Milnor's, whenever he called ; and 46 THE CONTRAST. concluded the best way to commence a reformation in his own, was to take Mrs. Crayton there, with her children. He was much attached to Emilie ; saw how unlike in many ways she was from her cousins, and knew she was unhappy. He conversed with Mr. and Mrs. Milnor respecting her the latter proposed her staying with them, which was brought about as has before been mentioned. Emilie was left with a handsome \estate, and only required proper instruction to be all he wished. She was the exact image of his sister, whom he idolized ; and he felt a deep interest in her welfare. Owing to Mrs. Crayton's extravagance and utter ne- glect of household duties, their expenses were enormous, and continually increased. On looking into his affairs, he was aston- ished at finding his expenditures much larger than he apprehended. The pressure of the times he felt to bear hard upon him. One bank, in which he had thirty thousand dollars, failed ; others were fol- lowing failures every day, and he trembled for himself. It was in vain for him to inform his wife that they were living too fast, that the times were hard, and every kind of business in a fluctuating state. She only laughed at him, told him he was growing old, and that avarice increased with years. Fashion was her idol, a shrine at which she worshipped, and wreathed with her own wild fancies. She gave large parties, attended places of amusement, was excessively vain, fond of flattery, and little suspected those loudest in her praise, who were the first, when absent, to laugh at her ignorance and folly. Mr. Crayton hesitated a long time about the mantilla, not on account of the price, but, seeing no end to her requests, he felt it was time to be firm. She had many times in a joke called him Rip van Winkle,' and, although he knew it was done in mere pleasantry, still he saw with his own eyes, a resemblance. He knew of no way to induce her to call on the Milnors except by gratifying her in the purchase, and it was to accomplish that end he gave her the money, not knowing what other articles she had in view. These, too, he could have put up with, but her effrontery in purchasing the satin, and taking advantage of him in public, was a point beyond what he conceived to be right. And in this last act, she severed the chain which had hitherto bound them, and her beauty from that hour ceased to attract. His whole soul was in requisition for his children he saw the precipice on THE CONTRAST. 47 which they stood. He felt his own health yielding to the nervous tremor, which, by weariness of mind, shook his frame, and an occasional coagh he could not control. When they returned, the bundle was opened ; and when the mantilla was unfolded and thrown around her, she discovered a large spot on the corner. It was found to be a stain from a bunch oi strawberries, accidentally dropped into the bundle by the children. The lace was torn in two places. After scolding George, and fretting at the servants, for not leaving it at home, she tried in vain to remedy the injury; it was seriously hurt and looked bad. " Are you not ashamed, George ? you must be punished, indeed you must." " Why did you not buy me a whip ? I should not have touched them if you had. I only wanted a little whip to drive the horses, mamma." " Go away you are a troublesome boy. How the satin is injured ; dear me ! 1 wish I had never seen the Milnors, nor heard of them." " Oh, mamma, I do not," said the girls ; " I loved to be there ; what a fine yard, and what a beautiful woman ; how pleasant she spoke to her children." " And how well her children behaved," said Mr. Crayton. " I hope my own little boy and girls will pattern after them. I was grieved that you should behave so rude, and overturn the pots of flowers ; you must never do so again." " I never upset them," said George. " Yes, you did," said Agnes. " And where is the orange you picked ? You need not deny it, for I saw you," said Isabella. Poor little George, already irritated by his mother, and sensible he had done wrong, could not restrain his passions ; and giving his sister a blow, said, " take that !" " Stop, stop !" said their father; "come here, and I will tell you what I wish you to do in future." " Mercy, Mr. Crayton, do let the children be; you are always raising a breeze in some way or another. If it had not been for the Milnors, all would have been well, and my mantilla would not have been spoiled. Do, pray, let the children alone, they have done no material injury to anything." " Done no injury, Mrs. Crayton ! Have you not just scolded George for injuring your shawl, and said he ought to be corrected? 48 . THE CONTRAST. His behavior at the Milnors, in my opinion, requires far more censure. I do hope we have all seen that in our friends we shall delight to imitate." " Imitate ! Do you think I am going to keep school, and con- fine myself to the drudgery of housekeeping, cooking, etc. ? but 1 am both hungry and tired." " And vexed," said Mr. Crayton, "about the mantilla." A servant entering, announced dinner was ready ; when the children scampered after him, followed by their parents. The next day Mr. Crayton received a note from Mrs. Milnor, saying Emilie would like to remain with them a few weeks, per- haps months, with her aunt's permission. Mrs. Crayton con- sented, quite will-ng to be released from her niece, who, young as she was, became often a silent reprover of her actions. George bad his hobby-horse and whip, the girls their embroidered boxes, and all went on as usual. "We will, if you please, ride to town this afternoon, and take the children to the water works," said Mr. Milnor, to his wife, one pleasant morning. " I will mention it to them," she replied, " and we will go." " Shall we return Mrs. Crayton's call ?" he inquired. " I think we will ; I should like to see how they appear at home. Emilie is a very interesting child ; she certainly has the most discernment I ever saw one possess at her age ; she has al- ready wound herself around my heart. I am fearful her cousins are suffering, in consequence of improper example, from a reverse, where they ought to derive the most profit- -a mothers ex-ample and instruction." "I fear the same," replied Mr. Milnor; "I tremble for my friend. He has, it is true, many imperfections, but some excellent traits of character. He is the dupe of his wife an artful, design- ing, ignorant, ungrateful woman. He married her without a penny married her for her beauty ; he loves hi$ 'children, and of late has manifested his anxiety for them." " Why does he let her have such influence over him ? Why not at once put a stop to her extravagance, and deny her ?" " Because she has so much tact to manage him. He hates confu- sion ; and would rather suffer that he may have peace. He \va unwell when he called last ; he has a cough, and looks pale and THE CONTRAST. 49 care-worn. I am fearful, should these times continue, he may be still a greater loser. He has indorsed notes for a large amount for two of our great business men, who, to-day, I hear, are calling in their accounts." " We will call there this afternoon, and, in the meantime, I will attend to the children's recitations ; we shall be ready by four." As Mrs. Milnor entered the study, she found the children busily engaged in studying the globes, and pointing out particular places to Emilie, showing her the meridians, equator, latitudes and longitude, of which she understood but little. These neces- sary items had been overlooked, and she was anxious to learn every particular. Their lesson was a description of Palestine. With delight did Emilie listen to Mrs. Milnor, as she mingled the history of the Jews with their lesson commencing with their ear- liest history. Emilie, to whom the theme was new, listened with intenseness to the description given of Abraham and his descend- ants. As Mrs. Milnor led her through their wanderings until their entrance into the promised land ; and gave their history, their types and shadows, their sacrifices, their captivity, ele., to the birth of the promised Messiah, she became entranced. Mrs. Milnor, pleased and gratified with the deep interest she took in the story, drew her affectionately to her bosom ; and pictured the Saviour in such glowing colors, that her young heart seemed as if it would burst its frail tenement. " This is the Saviour who sweat drops of blood in the garden of Gethsemane, and who expired upon the cross to save sinners this is the God we worship ; and will you love him, too ? You have no father, nor mother, my dear Emilie, but God will be both, if you put your confidence in him." Thus did this excellent woman lead the little orphan to Him in whom she afterwards found comfort. "Your dear father intends taking you all to town this after- noon, and I will now release you ; you must be ready precisely at four " At the hour appointed, the coach was at the door, and soon each one of the happy family were seated. Mr. and Mrs. Milnor, with the truest pleasure, pointed out the surrounding scenery, and the children were delighted. " See what a beautiful world God has made, my children," said their father ; " how he clothes the field with grass and flowers 50 THECONTRASTi how the harvest bends with its rich stores ; and, like the waves of the ocean, rises and falls beneath the gentle breeze, forming the most perfect shades. Behold the clouds, how sweetly they blend their gorgeous hues, and sail away in the distance like islands of the blessed. We shall have, I think, a brilliant sunset when we return." " Dear father !" said the children, " will you have the curtains up that we may see the sun's rays upon the mountains, and watch his retiring beams as we ride upon the banks of the Delaware ?" " I would much rather look at the fields, and remain in the coach with you, than go to my aunt's, or ride around the town," said Emilie. " Why, my dear, do you not wish to see your uncle, aunt and cousins, and shop with us ? are there no little things you wish to purchase ?" "Oh, yes, I love my uncle dearly; I do want to see him," said Emilie, brushing away a tear ; " and my aunt and cousins, too, but I do not want to stay with them." " You shul! return with us, my dear." " May I ? that is all I desire ; and I would like to buy some oranges for the poor sick woman we visited last evening." " You shall, my love, and carry them to her when you return." " I love to go with you to visit poor Mrs. N., and hear her talk about heaven ; she said we should all meet there by and by, and be happy." Snap went the coachman's whip, as they turned the street by Girard College. " Drive slowly," said Mr. Milnor, " while we view this noble edifice." " Mr. Girard was a good man to do so much for the poor, was he not?" ". Yes, my son, he was compassionate and full of benevolence." " Was he very rich, father ?" inquired the girls. " He was. He endowed this college, and thus immortalized his name. Through coming time he will be handed down to posterity, like many other great and good men. Drive now to the water- works," said Mr. Milnor. Here the children were delighted, as their father explained in what manner the water was conducted in its devious course through the city. THE CONTRAST. 51 " I wish you could have been with me at the Croton celebra- tion in New- York," said Mr. Milnor, ' it was, indeed, a splendid affair." " How far is the Croton River lake from the city ?" inquired Charles. " It is forty-five miles from the Battery ; it cost the city twelve millions of dollars ; a large sum, but well appropriated. The fountain in the Park is very beautiful, its jets throwing the water sixty feet into the air. I saw it playing, and its appearance was like a silver tree ; the sun-light on the spray was fine, forming ten thousand diadems sparkling with excessive brightness. So transparent were the streams, and so tremblingly beautiful did the beams of a noon-day sun fall on them, that they wore the semblance of magic as their mimic rainbows fantastically arched the scene." " Do, dear father ! tell us the particulars of the celebration." " At sunrise, one hundred guns were fired, and all the bells in the city were rung. Every one seemed to wake up upon the ac- casion, and in less than an hour the streets and public places be- gan to be filled. In the centre of the Bowling-Green there was a beautiful temporary fountain, constructed of shells, and marble images of the Graces, etc., arranged with great taste, and having eight jets, throwing small streams to a height of some twenty feet. The procession was very large, consisting of the various societies, fire companies, etc., and was two hours and fifteen minutes in passing Niblo's Garden. You would have been delighted to have seen it all, but particularly a little boat eight feet lonsj, mounted upon wheels ; in it were seated two little girls and two boys, some seven or eight years old, tastefully dressed and bearing flags ; the boat was inscribed ' The Sisters of the Croton Lake.' Among others was the identical press lately brought from England by J. B. Murray, Esq., on which Franklin there worked. Colonel Stone, the oldest representative of the craft, was comportably seated in a large arm-chair, and presided over the typographical perform- ance with due grace and dignity. Copies of the ode of General Morris were worked off and distributed through the crowd, as the procession moved along the streets ; the one I brought you was struck off in Broadway. All day the bells rang ; balloons were sent into the air ; trees were covered with banners ; flags and stream- ers waved from the Astor House, City Hall, Museums, Tribune Buildings, and other public places the roofs of which were cov- 52 THECONTEAST. ered with spectators. It was, indeed, a proud day for the city of New-York ; and well may she be named the City of Fountain*." " Oh, how delighted we should have been could we have been there !" exclaimed the children. " Let us turn our attention for a moment," said Mrs. Milnor, " to another topic. I have been thinking, while standing here viewing this beautiful city, of the day when Washington, Eo- chambeau, and La Fayette, passed through with their troops, before the surrender of Cornwallis. What a brilliant throng, and what patriotic hearts there panted, trembled, and died, for the blessings we now enjoy. But for them, New- York would never have witnessed such a day as your father has described." " Mother, will you tell us how the victory was obtained when we get home ?" " Yes, my children. We must now hasten, and make our pur- chases and our calls, for it will soon be time for us to return." Mr. and Mrs. Milnor, with their lovely family, were welcome customers in the few stores they entered. They inquired for nothing but what they wished, and were decided in what articles they purchased. The dress patterns for the girls were quickly chosen, a few books and worsteds, and a box of oranges. They then called at Mr. Crayton's. Mrs. Crayton was out : the chil- dren had gone a walking. Mr. Crayton was confined to the house by his cough. "I am very glad, indeed, to see you," said he ; " pray be seated. I regret Mrs. Crayton is out, and the children and yet 1 am glad, on my own account, they are ; I have long wished to see you. Come here, Emilie," taking her upon his knee ; " how do you like your new home ?" " Oh, my dear uncle, I am very happy there ; I like it much better " " Than here, my child, do you not ?" " Yes, dear uncle," said Emilie, clasping her arms around his neck, and kissing him ; " but I do love you." " Is your cough better ?" inquired Mrs. Milnor. " No better," he replied ; " I have tried various remedies, but they afford me no relief." Mr. and Mrs. Milnor were startled at his altered appearance. " I have wished to see you for some time, my friend. I see by the papers the banks are giving way, and the Cliffords have THE CONTRAST. 53 closed their business. They have ten thousand dollars of mine, which I fear 1 shall lose. It is in vain for me to convince my wife of our situation. She either does not wish to know, or will not believe me, when I converse with her upon the subject of re- trenchment. Should my health fail," and he wept, " what will become of my children ?" At that moment they entered ; George first, with his hands full of toys ; the girls with each a new basket made of shells. " Look, father, see what we have got !" " But, my children, do you not see Mr. and Mrs. Milnor, and your cousin and friends ?" Emilie flew to them and kissed them. They Avere delighted at seeing her. "Now, you will stay with us will you not?" inquired her " Do you wish me to ?" " Yes, indeed, we do." " Well, I will one of these days." " Oh, do stay now," they cried. " My dears," said Mrs. Milnor, seeing Emilie's distress, " your cousin is now engaged in her studies ; we shall have a vacation by and by, when she shall come and see you." Then, calling them to her, and brushing back their rich flowing hair, she kissed them, and folding them to her bosom, a tear of commiseration stole down her cheek at the idea of their situation. Mr. Crayton had a very severe attack of coughing, and broke a slight blood vessel. They were much alarmed. However, it soon subsided, and he was better. He lay upon the sofa, sup- ported by pillows; Mrs. Milnor stood bending over him, with her bonnet partly off, when his wife entered. Had she been dressed for the opera, she could not have made a greater display. She wore the elegant satin before mentioned, a collar of the finest work trimmed with broad Mecklin lace, a pink shirred hat, and a blonde veil thrown over her shoulders which nearly reached the floor. Flowers were wreathed in her dark hair pearls and bril- liants glistened on her hands and arms. Entering the room with her usual grace, she inquired the cause of such deep interest as was manifested. When explained, she replied that Mr. Crayton's cough had been better, and she presumed he would soon recover. " Do you feel better ?" she inquired, approaching him. 54 THE CONTRAST. " I do," he replied. " How long have you been here ?" said Mrs. Crayton, ad- dressing Mrs. Milnor. " Nearly an hour." " Dear me, I did not think I had been gone so long; but time flies so quickly in good company, and I have been so delighted since I have been gone " " That you forgot your husband," said Mrs. Milnor. Had a viper stung her, she could not have started quicker. Conscience-struck, and surprised that any one would have the presumption to speak to her in such a manner, she blushed and remained silent. "We must leave you, Mr. Crayton," said Mrs. Milnor, taking his hand ; " I hope you will soon be better." The children kissed each other seeing their father ill , and wit- nessing the kindness and attention of their friends, they were filled with surprise ; and following them to the door, begged they would come again. Mr. Craytoa took Mr. Milnor's hand. " Come to-morrow, will you '" " If nothing prevents ; good afternoon." They left Mrs. Crayton still sitting in the elegant chair into which she had thrown herself on entering, her bonnet in her hand, her cap untied, her face flushed, and holding in her hand a bouquet ot flowers which partly concealed the brilliants that sparkled upon her fingers. After Mr. Milnor's family were seated in the coach, they were silent for a few moments. Emilie's tears fell fast, and her young heart beat with fearful rapidity. "Poor friend Crayton," exclaimed Mr. Milnor; "yours is a hard case." His eyes filled as he looked at his amiable and be- loved wife. "You see, my children, in Mrs. Crayton, the effect of vanity and folly. We will all allow she is beautiful very beautiful ; but heartless and cold. So strong is her ruling pas- sion, she can leave her husband for display, for dress leave him when he needs her care, to gratify her vanity ; she is truly to be pitied." " Had mother found you so ill, how frightened she would have been," said Alice ; " but Mrs. Crayton was not." " It is not fashionable, my dear, to weep and to make a fuss, as it is called, when our friends are sick, or die ; we must be THE CONTRAST. 55 philosophers we cannot alter anything, and it is not genteel to mourn." " Who says so, my dear mother ?" " The fashionable and the gay, my daughter." " Not you, my mother." " No, my children," replied their father, "not your mother She is quite the reverse, and I wish you all to be like her." " I hope I shall be just like her," said Emilie. " I hope you will" said Charles ; " and then I shall love you still better." He spoke with animation and feeling. Emilie, young as she was, blushed ; and Charles understood by his own emotions the secret spring from which the roseate hue emanated. " Then you would rather have your mother appear in her plain dress, and manage in her own way, than be like Mrs. Crayton ?" " I do not like Mrs. Crayton at all she does not please me," said Charles. " But you allow she is handsome." " I do not see her beauty to me it is hid under the dark shade of unkindness. If we had found her with her husband, administer- ing to his wants, and cheering his solitude by her efforts to please, even in a cottage, in the humblest garb, she would have appeared more lovely." " Well, my children, I hope we shall all profit by this day's scene." " See the sun, dear father! it is not so brilliant as you antici- pated." " 'Tia true," he replied ; " human life is drawn in glowing colors upon the heavens. The sky was bright when we left bright and beautiful and indicated a rich, an Italian sunset; but see, it is obscured, and a dark cloud awaits the sun's disk; the mountains are dark : can you not draw a moral from it ?" The children looked at their mother who sat absorbed in thought, and had scarcely spoken since she entered the coach. The scene she had witnessed oppressed her her heart was touched ; and she pitied the heartless beauty she had beheld, and still more the dying husband, for as such she looked upon him. The chil- dren had touched her soul ; she saw and felt what they needed, to be useful and respected in the world, and imagined what might be their circumstances should their father die. 56 THS CONTRAST. " Come, dear mother, the moral." "Have you not," she replied, "seen those whose prospects were bright as the blue heavens when we left our home. No cloud dimmed their horizon, and all was serene and lovely. Have you not witnessed the gathering cloud setting around the strong and the healthy as they shrank away beneath the chill blast of adversity, while their nearest and dearest, best beloved ones, de- serted them ? Have you not seen blasted hopes, losses, trials, dis- appointment and gloom, settle upon each treasured object, until the horizon, but yesterday so brilliant, became obscured, and the soul setting like the sun in darkness .'" Mr. Milnor looked at his children ; his heart was full as he gazed upon the being dearest to his soul, and beheld her counte- nance light up with the pure principles fixed in her bosom, as invariable as true. " Do you understand the moral, my children ?" They looked one upon another. " Speak," said their father. "Oh, yes, papa, we all understand it; it is Mr. Crayton's family. Do you think he will die, dear mother ?" " I fear he will. Let us remember him and his dear children in our prayers also his dear wife." Emilie laid her head on Mrs. Milnor's hand as she spoke, and kissed it in the fervency of her soul. All was silent until they reached home. Early the next morning, Mr. Milnor received a note requesting his immediate attendance on Mr. Crayton, who was very ill having had an attack of hemorrhage during the night, and was thought to be dying. His wife, conscience-smitten by Mrs. Milnor's remark, for the first time condemned herself. She looked at the happy family of Milnors as they left ; she looked at her own blooming children, so entirely neglected both in mind and morals ; she looked upon the altered countenance of her husband, and she recollected his conversation with her respecting his property all rushed upon her recollection, and for some time she remained mo- tionless. She felt her heart softened by reflection, and repented of her unkindness to her husband. The children entered, crying because Emilie had left them. Mr. Crayton called them to him and embraced them, while tears coursed rapidly down his cheeks. Mrs. Crayton was touched ; she threw down her bonnet, and ap- proaching him, said, in a subdued tone, " I did not think you was THECONTRA8T. 57 so unwell. I am sorry I left you," and, sinking upon the sofa beside her husband, burst into tears. Her sympathy was, indeed, welcome to both father and children ; and they spent a more plea- sant evening than they had in a long time. Mr. Crayton rested well the first part of the night, but toward morning he was ex- tremely restless. About sunrise he coughed much, which pro- duced another hemorrhage. A physician was called. Mrs. Crayton went into strong hysterics, and the children cried aloud. Mr. Crayton desired Mr. Milnor to be sent for. When he arrived he was no better. "I want to see you, my friend," said he. " I feel I am going. It is my wish that you attend to my business when I am gone ; save what you can, and take care of my wife and children." Mr. Milnor begged him to be composed, and hoped he might re- vive although he feared that the hand of death was fast fixing its seal upon his sunken features. He pointed his views to a brighter and a happier world, and found, by Mr. Crayton's reply, that he had reflected upon their former conversation respecting a fu- ture stale. " I wish my children to be religiously educated ; will you pro- mise to be their guardian ?" " I will," replied Mr. Milnor. He then administered some medicine, and begged him to seek repose. He lay very still for a few moments, when, opening his eyes, he asked for his wife and children. They came horror- stricken, Mrs. Crayton fainted the children, seeing their father's altered looks, and their mother's fainting form, cried aloud. He extended his hand ; they clung to it and kissed it. He was deeply affected as he clasped one after the other to his aching heart, and, exhausted by the effort, he sank upon his pillow. " Oh, my father my dear father !" they cried ; " do not die ; do not leave us !" " Love God," said their dying father ; and, casting a look of thrilling interest upon them, expired. All was confusion. Mr. Milnor dispatched a messenger for his wife, who, in a short time, arrived there. He led her immedi- ately to Mrs. Crayton, who lay in violent hysterics. She did not notice her children, although their fears that she would die made them nearly frantic. Mrs. Milnor removed them gently from the room, and sat down by their wretched mother. She untied 1 e r 58 THE CONTRAST. cap, bathed her beautiful forehead, and parted her long dark hair, which hung in profusion over her face hair that she had dressed and adorned to please her vanity, and influence her husband to submit to her requests by her unrivalled beauty bathed her clenched hands, sparkling with diamonds, and removed them one by one as they relaxed. By judicious management she succeeded in restoring her. She inquired for her husband. Knowing by her friend's looks that he was dead, again she would have fainted, but the administering of prompt remedies relieved her. She sat by her until she fell into a gentle slumber, and leaving her with a domestic, she sought the children. They flew to her as she opened the door of their apartment ; taking them in her arms, and folding them affectionately to her bosom, she wept tears over them of kindness and love. They were like frightened lambs ; their eyes were red with weeping, and their little hands burnt as with a fever. Overcome by her feelings, she drew them still closer in her embrace, and, falling upon her knees, she raised the voice of supplication and prayer for them. So sweetly did she plead, so fervently did she pray that God would be their father, and so unreservedly did she commit them to the care of the gen- tle shepherd so touching was her language, so new, so novel was the scene, they felt as if they indeed had a father somewhere, although they knew him not, who would take care of them. Emilie and Mrs. Milnor were admitted to the chamber where the remains of Mr. Crayton lay enshrouded. Emilie wept bit- terly. Mrs. Milnor soothed her, by saying she should remain with them ; and Charles, taking her hand, wiped away her falling tears. The little Craytons ran to meet their cousin and the chil- dren, and wept together. Silence was at last restored where mirth and hilarity had so long held their sway where discontent and vanity had been a worm that had gnawed at the root of every enjoyment, and nipped every flower in the bud. The breath of passion and folly had blighted every unfolding petal, and its per- fume died away ere it was inhaled. The parlor was closed the piano's notes were hushed. The servants stepped lightly; the hall echoed to every tread, as awe-struck they wandered through the lonely rooms, once the resort of the fashionable and the gay where wine and music flowed, and where many a sharp contest was held. Mr. Milnor attended to the funeral obsequies ; all was over, and the body of his friend left to mingle with its kindred dust. THE CONTRAST. 59 Mrs. Cray ton continued in an excited state until a fever fixed upon her nervous system, and she was ill indeed. Mrs. Milnor watched over her continually, and she awoke to consciousness only to relapse again into a state of deeper despair. She talked ot her husband, of the Milnors, the mantilla said she had never worn it, that it was spoiled, and she would never look upon it again. Her physician was of the same mind with Mrs. Milnor; both thought she would not recover. A continued round of excitement, close rooms, late hours, and excesses, had injured her health, and brought on a nervous attack, which they feared would prove fatal. At one time she would call for the carriage, then for the children, and always for the mantilla; then declare she would not wear it. The third week she was more rational. Mrs. Milnor remained with her, and, like an angel of mercy, watched around her bed. " T know all," said Mrs. Crayton, gazing upon her one day as she awoke ; " I know all ! Where are my children ?" " At my house." " How very kind you are,*' she replied, and a tear trickled down her face. Mrs. Milnor bending over her, kissed it away, and quieted her by saying they were well. She expressed her thanks for her friend's kindness and attention ; and through the night conversed considerably, acknowledging her faults, and lamenting over them. Mrs. Milnor, by degrees, led her mind to the subject of religion ; she read the Bible, which was once, to her, a sealed book, and its truths fell like idle tales upon her ear. But she could not resist the melting importunities of Mrs. Milnor for her salvation, and wept under their soul-subduing influence. Daily she mourned her ingratitude, and said she had never enjoyed an hour's peace since she purchased the mantilla, for Mr. Crayton's conduct was ever marked and cold after it : she saw her error, but could not remedy it. The more cold he became, the more she would have her own way. When she saw how correctly everything was managed in Mrs. Milnor's family, she was filled with envy. The more Mr. Crayton praised, the more she condemned them, until her own children reproved her. And now she saw her folly when too late to atone for it. Her children were permitted to see her occasionally; she besought them to listen to Mr. and Mrs. Mil- nor's advice ; and calling Agnes, her eldest daughter, told her to keep the mantilla, the cause of all her sorrow, and never part with 60 THE CONTRAST. it ; and, whenever in after life she was disposed io act contrary to the wishes of a superior, to look at the mantilla, and think of her mother. A rapid decline soon laid the unfortunate woman, the victim of folly and extravagance, hy the side of her husband. Mr. Crayton's estate, after his affairs were settled, was sufficient to make his children independent. Charles and George entered the University in New- York. The Miss Craytons are placed under the care ai\d instruction of Mrs. Milnor with Emilie and her own daughters, for she has no disposi- tion to resign them or her own to other hands. Under her fostering care they grow in every virtue, and they love her as their own mother. THE DISAPPOINTMENT. A TRUE STORY. E. 1'H. WAS the youngest child of a large family, and the "pet lamb" of the flock. His brothers and sisters were well settled in life, and happy in their connections. His parents were of the old Puritan origin, who were driven to this country during the persecutions of the Huguenots in France in the reign of Louis XIV. They settled first in Rochelle, to which place they gave the name. His father, S. 1'H., was converted under the preach- ing of the immortal Whitfield, at the time when he passed through our land like a brilliant meteor, whose dazzling light was remem- bered long after the bright vision had fled. They were great readers of history ; their library consisted of a selection of books from the best English and American authors. The first book their children remember, next to the Bible, is Josephus, a large, unwieldy volume, filled with pictures of the Jews and Romans, which they were permitted to look at when- ever they pleased, with the express command not to injure it. Scarcely was there a step taken by the Jews, from the days of Abraham, until the first society was formed for the melioration of that devoted sect, with which their parents were not more or less acquainted. His mother, among various other reading, from the time she was eleven years of age until her sixty-ninth year, when she died, read the Bible every year once, twice, and very often three times. The village, where they resided, was one hundred miles from the emporium of our land. The population was small, and although very near a town of the first settlement in our country, was young in its institutions. Mr. 1'H., the father ol E., was a man of eminent piety, sound and vigorous mind, of much influence, wealthy and respected. For some time after the close of the American revolution there T 62 H DISAPPOIMTMfi Jtf< was no church in the place where he resided. Mr. 1'H. on the Sabbath met with the few, but devoted Christians, dwelling in the village ; after organizing a church, he himself, ior a long time, led their worship, when the people were called together by the beating of a drum.* The abode of Mr. 1'H. was, for many years, the resort of gospel ministers, among whom none met with a more cordial reception than the Rev. Dr. Richards, of Newburgh. A clergyman was soon settled among them, and, in a few years, they were a fast growing people. Commerce and agriculture increased with institutions for learning. The eldest son of Mr. 1'H. was, for many years, a merchant in London, after which he returned to America, and established himself in New- York, where he became a police officer. Another son removed to the then far West. Dispersed thus, in the providence of God, the young E. became the idol of their hearts. He was kept constantly at school, under excellent teachers, in an adjoining town. At the early age of fourteen, he delivered an oration before the debating society, which gained him great applause. He continued his academical studies in a classic school, where he made rapid advances, until he went to New Haven, then under the superintendence of the Rev. Timothy D wight, D. D., and grad- uated with much honor at nineteen years of age. He delivered an oration in his native village during the war of 1814, wherein he displayed his oratorical powers much to the satisfaction of his friends. His vacations were spent at home, in the bosom of his father's family, and were often afterwards looked upon as green spots in their existence. Never was a youth more idolized than E., and how could it have been otherwise. He was all the fondest wish could desire. His heart overflowed with the very milk of human kindness; his address was easy ; his manners winning and endearing ; his whole soul was devoted to his parents, brothers and sisters, and one other, whom he dearly loved a young lady of intelligence and virtue, possessed of every pleasing attraction. Many and long were the petitions offered for him by his parents. Oh, hovr has that tender father plead for his child ; many are the petitions * The same village has now three churches, a population of nearly three thousand, and a fleet of whaling ships, amounting to between forty and fifty. THE DISAPPOINTMENT. 63 registered in heaven, that ascended for his salvation ; and how delighted was that father when his son returned from New Haven, as he placed his diploma in his hands, and thanked him for all he had done for him ! After spending a few weeks at home, he left for New York, where he studied with the Hon. N. Sandford until admitted to the bar. With much delight his friends saw him rising to eminence, pleasantly situated in his office, with his hooks, etc., around him. Young, healthful, ambitious, talented and respected his prospects were bright, his sky clear, the world smiled, and he was happy. Alas, for human expectations ! the morning came the long- desired and looked for day, when the full cup of happiness was to be drunk. Yes, the morning dawned ; the nuptial feast was prepared, all things were ready, and the lovely Mary, looking from the window, discovered a sail in the distance. " He is coming ? " she exclaimed, and dressed her hair with maiden pride to receive him. " There is a sail in sight," said one te the doting parents. The aged father, delighted, walked the room ; the mother wiped the full tear of joy from her eye ; and the sisters, with smiles, prepared the festive board, and impatiently waited the coming of their beloved brother. The door opened, and a person entered. " Has he come ? " eagerly inquired his father. The messenger remained silent. " Has he come ? " again inquired the old gentleman. "No!" " Is he coming ? " "No!" Rising suddenly from his chair, and looking earnestly in the speaker's face, he tremblingly inquired : " What is the cause of your silence ? " He returned no answer. " Is my child dead ? " said the old man. " Yes," replied the messenger, " he is ! " Great God ! what a scene ensued. Covering his face with his hands, his father bowed his hoary head, and, like David of old, exclaimed : " My son, my son, would to God I had died for thee !" His mother, pale as the mountain lily, remained immovable ; tears coursed each other down her cheeks ; her hands were clasped around her weeping daughters, as they knelt before her. 64 THE DISAPPOINTMENT. " Oh, my son ! " " Oh, my brother my dear brother ! " they cried. Sighs, groans, prayers, despair and agony, mingled in their aspirations. One beloved sister had been with her hus- band to a neighboring town, where he had been preaching on a thanksgiving day. On their return home, a cloud, dark and impervious, was seen rising with fearful rapidity from the north. She watched it with much trembling, as it indicated a heavy rush of wind. Expecting her brother, it alarmed her, and wrapping herself in her cloak, she silently watched the scowling heavens until she reached her father's dwelling. Seeing the front door open, she said quickly to her husband : " He is come ! " As she entered, a gentleman's cloak was hanging across the bannister " He is here ! " she cried ; and ran quickly through the hall, and opened the door leading into the parl Dr. But, oh God ! what a scene met her eye ! Letters lay scattered upon the table ; a profound silence reigned, although the room was filled with people. Instantly she guessed the cause, and flinging herself upon her knees before her aged father, she faintly inquired : " Is my brother dead ? " The old gentleman laying his trembling hand upon her head, said: " Yes, my daughter, he is gone winged his way to a brighter world gone from us for ever gone from his poor old father." Again their sorrows burst forth, when the door opened, and a brother of the deceased entered, leading in the young lady to whom E. was betrothed, almost in a state of distraction. She, who in the morning was the affianced bride the happy antici- pator of promised bliss who dressed the hymeneal bower with taste and beauty ; who counted the lingering moments as they fled ; who watched each rippling wave, until the bark that was to bring to her embraces a lover, arrived ; bearing not E. not the young, the lovely, the ardent admirer but the heart-rending intelligence of his death ! Can fancy paint more finished wretch- edness ? What a scene ! Amid this tempest of grief, the aged father's voice arose in prayer. His soul still relied upon his God, although smitten with the rod of his power. And, while his heart was bleeding at every pore, by faith he drew near to Him, who controls not only the elements of nature, but the conflicting, overwhelming passions of THE DISAPPOINTMENT. 65 the soul. What a lesson ! How uncertain and fleeting are all earthly joys ! how frail the tenure by which we hold alTcreated things ! how liable to disappointment is man ! how quickly are his best plans frustrated, his fairest prospects blighted, and his fondest hopes destroyed ! Alas! for E. ; when his heart beat high with promised happiness when all was bright, and the cup of enjoyment had well nigh reached his lips death, -sudden and unexpected, came, and in three days laid the young and the lovely low. When the arms of beauty were opened to receive him, the, cruel spoiler claimed him as his own, and clasped him for ever within his cold embrace. Like evening's sweetest star, The earliest in the train ; While pleasure woo'd him from afar He sank beneath the main. Just as he raised his head, To quaff the honied bowl, The charm dissolv'd the vision fled, And night involved his soul. Far from the friends he lov'd, He gently closed his eyes ; Passed like a meteor from the^sight, And sought his native skies. His beloved mother yielded to the blow, and faded away like the flower of the field, when visited too rudely by the winds of heaven. Patient, resigned, and calm, she sat am.'d her surviving children a treasured one indeed. But all their fond desires, nor all their tender care, could keep her with them. The husband of her youth bent in anguish over her dying bed like the oak that withstood the tempest's rage, with its branches spread around the objects of his love, forming a shade from the heated furnace. Her children clustered around, and knelt beside her, when dressed for the grave; knelt beside the mother who bore them who shared their every sorrow, and their every joy ; knelt by her, as she lay sweetly released from every earthly ill her countenance calm, composed and happy ; her hands, which were ever ready to administer to their wants, gently laid upon that bosom which had been a receptacle of every kindness which had so often beat 66 THE DISAPPOINTMENT. with convulsive sorrow that dear bosom, to which in their infancy they had clung was still and motionless. Ye, who have bent over a beloved mother, and felt as if every tie on earth was riven ye can only know their feelings. Tken,in a good old age, with a hope full of immortality, the aged father smiled, as the messenger of Death approached^ and with a brighter, and a happier world in view, bade him welcome. " Sure the last end of the good man is peace* Night dews fall not more gently on the earth, Nor weary, worn-out winds expire more soft." How many precious souls have met above how many beloved ones are garnered there. Delightful hour, when the cherished of earth shall meet in a " better land," where separations, and adieus, can never come, and disappointments never have admis- sion. THE RETURN ON a cold December evening, Mr. and Mrs. Heartly, seated by their cheerful fire, surrounded by their children, seemed lost in deep reflection, as the winter winds howled around their dwelling. " Father," said little Gilbert, "when will brother Henry return ?" His father, with a deep-drawn sigh, fastened his eyes upon his little boy, and attempted to speak, but the effort was ineffectual; and, placing his hands over his eyes, he remained silent. The child, as if divining the cause of the father's musings, again in- quired, " When will my brother Henry come, for I want him to make me some more tops, and balls, and help me to fly my kite as he used to do when he was at home." His father arose from his chair, and cast his eyes upon the countenance of his amiable com- panion, which was pale, and her eyes suffused with tears. He read in her bosom feelings corresponding with his own for they had both been thinking of their eldest, best beloved son, away from his home, and under what circumstances they knew not. Henry Heartly was the eldest son of the Rev. James and Mary Heartly, occupants of the parsonage of C , a delightful village in one of the New England States. It was a lovely spot, seem- ingly designed by nature for a contemplative mind. Their dwell- ing, embowered by large elms, shewed its white front through the vines, which curled around the piazza and bow windows ; and was situated upon a beautiful sloping lawn, adoriied with beds neatly arranged, and bordered with green myrtle and box, forming a name of each loved inhabitant. Trees of various descriptions decorated this earthly paradise, and flowers of the choicest kind emitted their sweet perfume, and displayed their beauteous hues to the eye of the passing stranger. It was here that Henry Heartly first drew his infant breath, and was first taught to lisp the endearing names of father and mother. He was a young man of ardent piety, promising talents, beautiful exterior, manners soft 68 THE RETURN. and dignified, a heart tremblingly alive to every sense of honor, and ardently attached to his parents, brothers and sisters. He was ever the idol of the family one, whom every member had ex- erted themselves to assist in educating. He had been graduated at Yale College, at the early age of eighteen. His vacations were a sweet repast ; and it was during these seasons of enjoyment, he as- sisted his little brother Gilbert in spinning his top and flying his kite, and entered into all his little sports with the feelings of boyhoo"d. He assisted his sister Mary in drawing and painting, and se- lected such books as he wished her to read. In the garden was a beautiful arbor, where, for hours, he would read to her, and watch with delight the bright beams of her intelligent countenance, ani- mated by the inward impulse of her sensitive mind as it responded to the touching descriptions. His father, whose salary amounted to one thousand a year, by the prudence and economy of an ex- cellent wife, managed to live genteely, and within their means. Mrs. H. was a woman of highly cultivated mind, and eminently pious. She loved her husband with an intensity of soul which is known by few, and her children seemed identified with her very existence. Henry was her eldest child, upon whose infant charms she had gazed with all a mother's love ; and, as he lay upon her bosom, with laughing eyes and dimpled mouth, her tears and prayers would mingle with her smiles and caresses ; and her heart was so full of rapture, that its clay tenement seemed too small to contain its prisoner. For this son she had exerted every faculty of mind and body. In the nursery, she had poured into his open- ing intellect lessons of wisdom and piety. With his little hands clasped together, as he knelt at her maternal feet, often and often would he repeat " Our Father" in accents sweet as the rapt seraph's song. Mr. H. was also much attached to Henry, and looked upon him with glowing pride as he arose to manhood. His heart beat but for his welfare, so anxious did he feel for his temporal and spiritual interest. He exerted every effort, and denied himself and family many necessaries, that he might meet his expenses. Many a homely meal was sweetened by the mentioning of his name, and smiles and prayers were to them a richer desert than all the choice viands of the great. Each one arose stimulated to greater efforts for one so beloved. His sister, contented with her plain white dress without ornaments, for she needed none and THK RETT7RN. DV her close cottage hat, with a wreath of green and white flowers made by her own fair hands, exerted every power for him she loved. The piece of embroidery she worked, the baskets she made, the flowers she formed of wax so beautifully constructed, so exquisitely blended in their different shades, that, ere one was aware, they would eagerly strive to inhale their perfume were all quickly disposed of by the discreet and devoted mother, and the avails carefully expended to procure such articles as were necessary for her son's advancement. Nor was he insensible to it. In a thousand ways did he return this love. Books, atlases, and prints, would he send to his brothers and sisters. Thus this happy family glided on in peace. In the city of New-York, he rose rapidly to eminence and res- pectableness, and faithfully did he return every testimony of their affection. Mary, his idolized sister, was fully compensated for all she had done, as on her guitar she played and sung the fol- lowing piece, which Henry composed for her one day as he placed in her hand a beautiful rose which he brought her : TO MARY . OH, let me place this rose divine Beside thy forehead fair, Its blushing beauties, let them twine Among thy raven hair. The tear which falls from thy dark eye Shall but renew its bloom, And, fanned by memory's gentle sigh, Yield thee a sweet perfume. Remember, that a brother's love Till death for ever flows Pure as the drops that from above Fall on this beauteous rose. Dear sister ! keep this little flower, Which blooms so sweet for thee, And oft in twilight's pensive hour, When gone remember me. Pure incense arose from the domestic altar, and often did the firm voice of the pastor tremble under a sense of the goodness of God. 70 THEK.ETURM. It was on an evening of one of those autumnal days which often diffuse the beauty of a southern clime in the surrounding atmosphere, as this happy family were seated at their evening's employment, a carriage drove up the lawn, in which, from the window, by the clear light of the silvery moon, they discovered, as they alighted from it, their brother, accompanied by two young gentlemen. They soon entered, and were introduced as Edward Middleton and Charles Bentley, who were his classmates at Yale. The latter was tall, well proportioned, handsome, and ex- tremely polite a beau ideal of the polished world ; but there was an expression of haughtiness in the curl of his lip, as he cast a hasty glance around the room. Edward Middleton, a fine, noble- looking young, roan, in the full flush of youthful manhood, as he cast his expressive eyes around the apartment, seemed delighted with all he saw. If he was pleased with the appearance of the parsonage as he rode up the beautiful lawn, decorated with dah- lias of varied hues, artimisias, and every description of those bright, gaudy flowers which, at seasons of the year, charm every eye; if he in voluntarily jumped from the carriage after Henry, as they stopped before this charming spot, and with him caught a glimpse of the bright faces peeping from the window, how was he now pleased and delighted ! He looked from the father to the mother, to her beautiful daughter, from her to the two little boys, and their youngest sister, whose eyes were fixed on thair beloved Henry. Happy, thrice happy scene ! Contentment, innocence, and lore, were there. The father spoke ; but the mother, her countenance radiant with the overflowing of a grateful heart, sat with her hands clasped in her lap, in which she held one of her little Adelia's, who would look alternately from one to the other, and then nestle in her mother's bosom. The little boys had climbed upon their brother's knees, and were engaging him for their sports on the morrow. Mary, with a heart vibrating like the aspen leaf, to the feelings and sympathies which surrounded her, could only reply by her smiles to the remarks of her friends, as she cautiously wiped away a tear of the purest joy from her eyes, which vied in beauty with earth's brightest gems, and sparkled more resplendently from the liquid gems which filled them. Henry gazed with pride on all around; his young heart was full; his eye rested upon his father with delight, as he saw him con- THE RKtTIRK. 71 versing with his friends, for he was in early life an elegant schol- ar, and in the University held a high eminence. Years had but brightened his intellect, and on this happy occasion he developed the powers of his feeling, eloquent heart. Henry's eye caught his mother's enraptured glance, and Mary's ardent gaze ; delicacy alone prevented their flying to him, and folding him in their warm embrace. Moments otrapture could you fear an end ? " That ghastly thought, would drink up all your joy, And quite unparadise" this realm of bliss. Before they retired family prayers were offered, and on their pillows each one sought repose. But " tired nature's sweet res- torer" came not to all ; Mary's eyes, although " unsullied with a tear," she could not close as usual. She had before seen Edward Middleton, and she loved him ; he of whom she had so often dreamed, and of whom her brother spoke in the most glowing terms as his friend. The next morning, as she was gathering fresh flow- ers for the vases, he approached and begged permission to assist her. His discriminating eye soon selected the fairest ; as he pre- sented them to her, he took one of the purest white, and said, " ac- cept this, Miss Heartly, a an emblem of yourself." She received it with blushing sweetness, and, as she raised her eyes, the glance which emanated from his thrilled through her soul, and the words *' thank you," died away upon her parted lips. At that instant Charles Bentley drew near ; he had witnessed the scene, and felt, as the wily serpent did when he saw our first parents in Eden's blissful bowers, that it was to him " Sight hateful sight tormenting." He had heard much of Mary Heartly ; often had she been the theme of her loved brother's conveisation, and he knew that Mr. Middleton's visit was to her, whom he had before seen and admired. Though confident of Edward's favored reception, he took every opportunity of rendering himself agreeable, to win Mary's gentle heart, and make an avowal of his love. She received his proposal with modest dignity, but declined his attentions. Stung to the quick, he left the day following. His sudden de- parture caused Henry some uneasiness, and he inquired the rea- aon of his sister, who told him all. " You have done right," said he ; " my Mary it is not wealth that will make you happy ; 72 THE RKTUXtf. true merit, like a never-failing spring, will ever tend to enjoyment Let the man you love be worthy of you." She affectionately pressed his hand in silence, and at that moment their father appeared. He was soon made acquainted with the circumstances, and enjoined silence respecting it. Mrs. Heartly, on Henry's arrival, had perceived in him, occasionally, a disposition to cough. She did not at first mention it, but her maternal bosom augured evil. She thought it might pass off in a few days, but was disappointed. In answer to her inquiries, he always replied he was well, and gently reproved her for her unnecessary anx- iety. The time drew near when he and his friend were to leave his paternal roof. Mr. Middleton had become ardently attached to Mary. Her innocent loveliness had won his undivided heart ; and sweet were the hours he passed with her in reading, walking, and listening to her soft voice, as she accompanied her guitar. He loved the sensibility of her soul, the fervor of her piety, which led her to breathe cadences of such thrilling pathos, such entrancing melody, as awakened, as if by magic, those sensations in his bosom which drew from him the warm expressions of his subdued heart. As he gazed upon this sweet child of nature, the fascination of her mind riveted the chains her artless beauty forged, and he longed to call her his that no rude hand might tear her from him. To Edward and Mary the hours flew imperceptibly away ; they plighted their young vows in the pastor's beautiful garden, when the flowers shed their delightful fragrance, and seemed vicing with each other to attract the eyes of the one who had arranged them in their perfect order. Herself the fairest flower, unconscious of her surpassing loveliness, she listened to the fascinating voice of Edward, as he pictured before her youthful imagination, years of unclouded happiness. The day arrived when Henry and his friend were to leave the parsonage for New- York. Henry, after embracing his little brother and sister, turning to Mary, said, " In a few months we shall return," and, as the soft flush of beauty lighted up her cheek, he whispered, "when you will be given away forever." He took his father's hand, and received his part- ing blessing. Last was his mother she was pale, and her eyes red with weeping ; clasping him in her arms, she held him long to her agonized bosom. Tears, burning tears, stole down her face, for she felt a sickness at her heart a presentiment that this washer last embrace. " God bless you, my beloved son !" she cried; THE BET U EN. 73 " oh, fly to Him in every time of need." Henry folded her closely to his bosom, as he whispered, " farewell, my mother !" As the drops of dew on the blushing leaves of the rose, so stood the tears on the beautiful cheeks of Mary, which fell fast from her humid eyes, as she received the hardly articulate adieu of Edward. He took her passive hand, and led her to her father, saying, " Into your care I commit this precious trust ; keep her for me." The servants had taken their trunks from the hall, and announced that all was ready. They were gone, and silence reigned in the pas- tor's dwelling. Six months from this period had elapsed, when little Gilbert, softly whispering his father, asked him the startling question when his brother Henry would return ? For some time after the departure of Henry and Edward, every mail brought letters of love and affection to this happy family. Henry mentioned his leaving New- York for a short time, to ac- company Mr. Middleton as far as Washington, on his intended tour ; he thought it might be of service to him, as his health was delicate. After an absence of two months, he returned to New- York, but his letters only brought a confirmation of his illness. Edward's had entirely ceased, and a paleness came over the beau- tiful face of Mary, " who never told her grief," but her parents marked the change, and trembled for its consequence. Her elastic step became slow, and her sylph-like form no longer glided like the fawn before them. She loved with all the ardor of youth, and had received letters from Edward, which she treasured up as a sacred deposit. She had read them again and again, and laid them in her bosom. By some unaccountable circumstance they had ceased, and she knew not where the beloved of her young heait now was. Per- haps he loved another, and she was forgotten. Uncertainty rested upon this once happy family; and it was while musing upon these events, that Mr. Heartly placed his hands over his eyes, and sighed in the fullness of his soul, as little Gilbert urged him to answer his questions ; for his young heart participated in the general gloom, although he knew it not, and he longed for his brother to return, that all might be bright again. " Sister, dc sing," said he ; " here is your guitar," placing it before her; " sing to me as you used to do," and he softly whispered, " when Mi. Middleton was here !" 74 THE RETURN. She clasped him in her arms, and burst into tears. The dear child, not willing to yield his point, collected his books and took them to his mother. " Will you," said he, " hear me reaJ and say my lesson ? I will recite the one brother Henry taught me, and you and father must clap your hands when I am done, just as you used to." That angel woman, regardless of her own feelings, strove to render her little son happy, although he had touched the finest chord of her soul ; and as her bosom hove with a convulsive effort, she told him to begin. He commenced, but suddenly stopped. *' Father," said he, looking around," what is that ?" He bounded to the window, for his ear had caught the distant sound of a car- riage. " Come h,ere," said he, " for I see something coming very slowly." Amid the shadows of the evening, they descried a carriage. vJt drew near it turned toward their dwelling it stopped at the door. All was intense anxiety. " Who is it ?" said Mary. " Hush !" said her discreet mother. " Let us raise no hopes nor anticipate joy, but calmly wait." Mr H. went to the door, and soon returned. " Come, my love," said he to his wife, " our beloved Henry has come ; will you not go and meet him ?" "I cannot," she replied for she saw by her husband's looks that something dreadful awaited her. Mary sprang forward, and returned with her beloved, idolized brother. He clasped his mother to his bosom, who silently re- turned his embrace, as she beheld him pale, wan, and enfeebled. Although cold, there was an unnatural heat in his breath, and she beheld with agony upon his countenance, the premonitor of the tomb! While under her mingled emotions she fainted. Her husband assisted her to a sofa; Henry knelt at her feet assuring her he was better; and Mary, kissing her mother, begged her to be composed. Mrs. H. soon became tranquil the deep agony of her soul was over. The bitterness of death was lost in the in- terview so long desired, so often dreaded, so truly anticipated. From that moment she arose in her Saviour's strength. With her faith fixed on heaven, she forgot herself, forgot earth, and lived only for her son and his soul's salvation. She saw the grave opening before him ; she viewed the dark chamber of the tomb, where the son she loved so well must soon lie ; where that beau- THE RETURN. 75 tiful form and intelligent eye must repose in darkness. As soon as Henry was sufficiently rested, he related to his listening friends what they so much wished to know. Ho, soon after leaving home, found his cough very troublesome. Edward, anxious for his health, knowing how dear he was to his friends, procured him a physician, who thought a change of climate might be beneficial to him. It was Mr. Middleton's intention to travel, and spend about six months in different parts of the United States, then re- turn, accompany Henry home, and receive from a father's hand his precious treasure. They informed Mr. H. of their intentions, carefully concealing Henry's indisposition, hoping soon to com- municate the pleasing intelligence of his recovery. At Washington they were met by Mr. Bentley, who, chagrined and mortified by Miss Heartly's refusal, had vowed vengeance upon that happy family ; and had long been waiting for an oppor- tunity to inflict a wound which Mary, in particular, should feel. As soon as he ascertained from Mr. Middieton his intention of travelling, he offered to accompany him, and was accepted. On leaving, Mr. Middieton gave Henry a letter to Mary, assuring her of his undiminished love, his intention of soon returning and claiming her by the endearing appellation of husband. Henry re- turned to New-York, but finding his cough increase, he settled his business and hastened to his beloved home. He had received but two letters from his friend the first in his usual warm, friendly style ; the last, cold and distant, and without alluding to the par- sonage. He was surprised-and grieved on finding that Mary had received no intelligence from Edward. He conversed freely on the subject with his parents, but said little to Mary, who strove to be cheerful for her brother's sake; while, at the same time, her re- tired moments and sleepless nights witnessed her utter desolation of soul. "Oh, my Edward i" she would often exclaim "oh, my Edward, where are you ? Has another supplanted me in your affections ? If so, indulgent heaven, let me never know it; let me fall and die, like my own fair flowers, and with my beloved Henry, soar to our native heaven !" Week after week passed away the storms of winter beat around that hallowed spot, while the fervent prayers of the parents, and the secret sighs of the sufferer mingled with the mournful breeze and the howling tempest. Often would Henry, for he was now confined to his room, request his mother and sister to bring their 76 THERE-TURN. work-baskets, and sit with him. His little brothers and sister, finding his strength decay, teased him no longer with their balls and tops, but stood still at a distance, as their mother, with her linger on her lips, motioned them to silence. Occasionally, as they peeped in at the door, they were admitted for a few moments, and each in turn permitted to take their brother's emaciated hand in theirs, and softly imprint upon it a kiss of love. One very cold afternoon, when nature was locked in adamantine chains, all were at Henry's particular request, seated in his room. He looked at his father, calm, dignified and submissive, who sat with his eyes closed, his hand resting upon the word of God which he had just been reading. His mother evidently struggled with conflict- ing emotions ; while Mary was silent over her piece of embroi- dery. As he gazed upon her, he saw a tear fall from her eye upon a beautiful rose she had just finished, and, blending with its rich colors, for a moment it seemed robbed of its beauty. She looked at her brother, who, in his sister, beheld a striking resemblance of the lovely flower. Disappointment had withered the bloom on her cheek. As she rested it upon her fairy hand, and sighed a response to ' her brother's anticipated thoughts, he motioned for her to approach, when, ben.ling over him, he whispered, " Fear not, my dear sister, all will yet be well ; and your own Edward will restore again, by his presence, the bloom on your cheek." She sobbed aloud in the embrace of her brother, as he held her close to his bosom. What a scene for their beloved parents ! Overcome by their emotions, they involuntarily fell upon their knees, and fled by faith to their only refuge. Fervent was that prayer, and as the recording angel registered it in heaven it was heard and answered. The ensuing month brought a letter, which was quickly opened. In it was one inclosed to Mary. They were from Edward. He was in New- York, and would soon be with them. At Henry's request, his father read as follows : " MY DEAR FRIEND My feelings at this moment rush upon me with such impetuosity, I can hardly allow myself time to write one word, so anxious am I to see you. Henry, could I but know how you are, how our beloved Mary is, and our dear friends, I should feel relieved. But oh ! uncertainty rests upon everything dear to me. I will try to be composed, while I state to you the cause of my present agitation. Charles Bentley, whom you left with me as a companion and friend, is dead ! but my resentment THE RETURN. TT follows him no further than the grave. He has been a deceiver a villain ; he has made me wretched, and wrapt all my bright visions in gloom and obscurity. We travelled through different States, visited every place of notoriety much to my satisfaction, and I should have been charmed with my tour, but for your and your sister's silence. I wrote continually, but received no answer. When I spoke of you to Mr. Bentley, he would reply by a disdainful smile, and sing, ' They say that absence conquers love,' in an ironical, unfeeling manner. Two weeks since he was seized with a ma- lignant disease, whichjerminated in his death. I rendered him every assistance in my power, and was continually with him. He seemed one day unusually agitated as he looked upon me. I in- quired the cause. " ' I am very ill,' said he ; ' my physicians give me little encou- ragement. Oh, Mr. Middleton, lam wretched beyond description I Now do T awake to the awful realities of what I have ever ridi- culed the immortality of the soul. I am a villain, a deceiver ; I have ruined my own soul, and I fear ruined your peace for ever.* I asked him what he meant? He replied, ' T loved Mary Heartly ; I offered myself, and was refused, as you know.' 'No,' I replied; ' 1 never knew it.' ' Noble girl !' said he ; ' and did she then con- ceal what so many of her sex would have triumphed to declare ? Buf it is too late to make reparation. Now, then, Mr. M., 1 was determined upon revenge ; I hated you because you were beloved, and I felt as if you gloried in it. I swore revenge ; I intercepted your letters not one has ever reached your friends. I wrote Mr. H. in your name. You know how well I can counterfeit your hand. It was a letter calculated to wound deep, and lead him to believe your friendship for him and his sister had ceased.' Oh, Henry, my friend, judge what my feelings were. Seeing my dis- tress 'Oh ! forgive me,' said he, with an imploring look ; 'you will see them again -you will be happy. But where, oh, where shall I appear !' His anguish was intense ; I bent over him as he grasped my hand. ' Forgive me,' said he. ' I do,' 1 cried ; ' I do forgive you.' He lived but one day after this ; and after seeing him consigned to his mother earth, I have written this hasty letter. I shall write to my beloved, my injured Mary, and be with you immediately. Oh ! that I could annihilate both time and space, and be with you. Yours, ." E. 78 THE RETURN. Mary's letter contained sentiments of unaltered love and fidelity. What a change ! Health and strength quailed beneath the over- powering effects of joy ; and she who had never sunk amid earth's desolations, now fainted. On the following morning, Mary Heartly entered the room where her flowers were kept flowers often watered by the tears of sadness, but now moistened by those of joy. She loved them all but the one most dear was the white dahlia, from which Edward had selected one on the first morning after they met, and presented her. Overcome with mingled emo- tions, she sank involuntarily upon her knees; and so engaged was she in prayer, so fervent were the aspirations of her soul, so deep were her devotions, that she heeded not the sound of the carriage which conveyed Edward Middleton to the parsonage. He was met at the door by Mr. and Mrs. Heartly, who received him with paternal kindness. As he entered the room, he cast his eyes around in search of still dearer objects. He was informed of Henry's illness, but it was thought proper that he should not see him immediately. " Then lead me to Mary," said he. Mrs. H. led the way to the flower-room ; the door was open just sufficient for them to have a view of the fair pleader. Her eyes were filled with tears were turned upward ; her hands were clasped together, while a beautiful glow played over%er almost divine countenance, as she ejaculated, " Let me but see my Edward again, oh ! my heavenly Father !" " You shall, my Mary my lovely, injured Mary," said he, and caught her fainting form in his arms. Restored to life, to happiness, she gazed upon the beloved face of Edward, and listened to his well-known voice. Mrs. H. hast- ened with her husband to their beloved Henry, to inform him of his friend's arrival. He was calm and collected ; a holy joy beamed in his eye, for he, too, had held sweet communion with his Maker, and by faith had tasted the blessedness of a brighter world. In a few moments Edward and Mary entered. Henry extended his hand and welcomed his friend, who started at beholding the change in him; his beautiful form prostrate; his eloquent eye ..sunken, yet resplendently bright ; the hectic flush across his pale face, and his raven hair falling over one of the most beautiful foreheads he had ever beheld, thrilled through his soul. Henry perceived it, and exerting all his strength, said, THE RETURN. 79 " Look not thus upon me, Edward, bat rather rejoice I am so near my Father's house above so nearly released from the con- flicting scenes of life." Together they conversed upon the past events, upon the perfi- dy of Charles Bentley, and rejoiced that vice was not permitted to triumph over virtue. It was Henry's wish that Edward and Mary should be soon united, and the day was fixed for the cere- mony. The lamp of life burned dimly, and its flickering light seemed ready to expire ; but death for once spared his victim until his last earthly wish was accomplished. On the morning of the eventful day, little Gilbert entered with his brother and sister, bearing a small basket of white roses. They took them to their mother, who had them formed into a beautiful wreath according to Henry's directions, which she then gave to him. The children were seated ; the nurse and servants entered, happy, yet melancholy, and took their seats in silence. Mr. Heartly entered with light and tremulous step ; he assisted Mrs. H. in supporting Henry, as the nurse pillowed him up. She took her station behind her beloved son, whose head rested on her maternal bosom. As Edward and Mary entered, they per- ceived a change in him ; they knelt at his bed side he laid his hand upon their heads, and uttered a short prayer. As they arose, he placed the wreath of white roses around the head of his idol- ized sister, and give her a parting kiss ! A profound silence reigned as Mr Heartly, with the deepest emotion, began the cere- mony. Mary was slightly pale, although happy in the prospect of being for ever united to the one she had ever so fondly loved ; still, to her young heart, there was something so awfully sacred about her as sent a chill to her soul. Occasionally a faint glow passed over her beautiful face, like the reflection of a summer's sunset cloud upon the blue expanse of waters. Edward gazed with unmingled admiration upon her as he pressed her trembling hand, and his warm, eloquent blood mantled his manly brow, as they gave themselves to each other in that chamber of death. Henry had fixed his eyes intently upon them : as the ceremony closed, a celestial smile played over his icy features. He placed his hand in his mother's, and turned his cold cheek upon her be- loved face ; and quiet and serene as the first born pledge of love falls asleep in its young mother's bosom, so did this pure and gentle spirit pass into the hands of Him who gave it. A TALE OF THE REVOLUTION. SUGGESTED BY THE LATE CELEBRATION AT BUNKER HILL. " OH ! is not this a favored spot ? 'Tis the high place of freedom's birth. God of our fathers ! is it not The holiest spot of all the earth ?-" I SAID, as I gazed upon the immense multitude which crowded Boston heights, on the late memorable and glorious celebration. It was a day of uncommon loveliness ; a morning without clouds. The sun, as if exulting on the occasion, appeared in his most brilliant attire, and cast a flood of the purest light over the whole heavens. The air was soft and balmy ; the atmosphere exhili- rating, as if filled with the wild harpings of martyred souls, who hovered around and chimed their sweet response to the many thousands there congregated. Amid that immense throng, my attention was particularly arrested by an aged man, who sup- ported himself, partly by the fence on which he leaned, and partly by his staff. He gazed around upon the multitude, and then raised his eyes to the noble spire which towered in all the majesty of American glory ; and covering his face with his hands, wept in the fullness of his soul. I approached him with caution and deep respect, for there was a sacredness in his tears which inspired me with awe, as I gazed upon his venerable form, bent with infirmity, while over his sunken temples the silvery locks flowed carelessly in the breeze. After the throng had dispersed, and the noise and shouts of the populace had ceased although surrounded with loveliness and beauty, (for never were brighter eyes seen, in this land of song, than sparkled that day on that consecrated ground,) I tore myself from the fascination of their charms, and followed the aged veteran, determined, if possible, to learn the cause of his A TALK OF THE REVOLUTION. 81 emotion. He was among the last who left the enchanted spot, when, casting his eyes upward, he exclaimed " Stand thou there, thou noble spire, a lasting monument of our nation's gfory, and a terror to every foreign foe ; lay your foun- dation deep, for the soil on which you stand, was moistened by the choicest blood of my country !" He tottered under the mingled emotions of his heart, and would have fallen had I not caught his arm ; for in his enthusiasm, he raised his hand, and the staff on which he leaned had dropped. I picked it up and presented it to him. He received it with grati- tude; and, as he walked along, I accompanied him. " This is a proud day for America," I remarked, " and the ex- citement will be long felt by those who witnessed the interesting scene." Looking upon me with surprise, he replied " A proud day, indeed I can remember well, when a foreign foe paraded through these streets, and brave-hearted colonists met the points of their bayonets." " You are weary," said I, " and if you will permit me to convey you to your home, I will order a carriage, and take you there." " You are near my home," said he, pointing to a neat white house, but a little distance from the road ; " and if you will enter my humble dwelling, I will tell you a story which will ever be fresh in my mind, and which this day's scene, as old as I am, has rendered vivid in my remembrance." He was received at the door by an intelligent-looking woman, who politely invited me to enter, which I did. Seated in his easy chair, surrounded by myself, Mrs. , and two fine lads, who, with their cheeks glowing with health and beauty, had just re- turned from the all-absorbing monument, he related the following narrative. " My name is Sidney ; my forefathers were among those who were treated with rigor and ciuelty during the reign of Elizabeth, Queen of England, and, in the commencement of the reign of James the first, fled from the kingdom to Holland. After remaining there a few years they sailed for America, and in 1620 arrived in Ply- mouth, where the first permanent settlement was made in New England. The colony then was small ; they landed amid all the perils and privations of a barren shore, and labored under various 82 A TALK OF THE REVOLUTION. difficulties in erecting habitations for their wives and children. At the time Governor Winthrop and others came over, they brought the charter of the colony, and founded Boston. My grandfather at that time became a resident of this town ; he suffered much on account of the hostilities of the Indians, and lived through those days of terror and oppression, which tried the patriot spirits of our fathers. He had but one child, Frederick Sidney, who was the father of three sons, James, Henry, and myself, and one daughter. He inherited all the energy of his father, and was one of the bravest men of the colony : he was among the first who rose up against the taxation imposed upon the colonists. The stamp act he deprecated; and helped to muffle the bells when the knell of freedom was tolled in this place. " He was determined, with others, to resist the enforcement of British laws ; and when the bill was repealed in England by our bold defender, William Pitt, he assisted in firing the cannon, and aided in all the festivities of joy. He was one of those fearless ones, who, disguised in their Indian costume, poured the tea into the ocean, and came home rejoicing. My eldest brother, (who was married to one of the most lovely of women,) accompanied him. I can remember well, how my father spoke to my mother as he entered ' Come, Isabel, make me some toast, and biing me some pure water; I would rather drink it until I die, than submit to British task-masters.' And I can remember how she spread that oaken table with a cloth, white as the pure snow of heaven, and with what pleasure she listened to his relation of that daring at- tempt, as the tears fell from her eyes on the head of my young sister, who stood by her side. On the 5th of September, 1774, my father was among the delegates who met in Congress, at Phil- adelphia. This session continued eight weeks. Many and long were the speeches there made; theirs was burning eloquence ; their patriotism was pure flowing from hearty firm in the cause of freedom. Their sound reasonings and ardent vindication of their rights, caused many of the British Parliament to favor their cause, particularly Mr. Pitt, who spoke in the highest terms of the Congress. My eldest brother, James, was a captain in the militia; my brother Henry was a bold, intrepid lieutenant, when I was 18 years of age. Great was the excitement among us. We began to train ourselves to the use of the sword and musket, and were among the 12,000 men who stood ready to march at a mo- A TALE OF THE REVOLUTION. 83 merit's warning ; determined not to submit, but maintain our rights against the most powerful nation in the world. " At this time, the Colonists had collected a quantity of provi- sions and military stores at Concord, which General Gage resolved to destroy. This news spread like electricity, and bells and signal suns gave the alarm. My father and brother were at the battle of Lexington, and heard Major Pitcairn exclaim, Disperse, you rebels !' Well I remember when Colonel Ethan Allen demanded the surrender of Ticonderoga, and took it without resistance. And why ? because he demanded it in the name of the Great Jehovah ! who fought our battles and gave us victory ! yes, the victory !" Here the old gentleman paused, and, raising his eyes, exclaimed, " Oh, liberty ! liberty '. how deadly thou wert purchased ! For thee, the brightest flowers were withered that ever bloomed in the western Acadia. For thee, men fell, whose hearts were firm as their own mountains. For thee, mothers' cheeks became blanched, and the young and the lovely wept over their heart's first love, be'neath the moon's pale beams, and mingled their souls' deep symphonies with the breeze of evening Congress again assem- bled in May, 1775, when John Hancock was chosen President, and voted that an arxy of 20,000 men should be raised, under the command of the immortal Washington. Many a night have we sat in close debate, and many and fervent were the players offered under my paternal roof. My brother's wife, as I have before mentioned, was truly lovely, and was ardently attached to her husband. Often have I seen her twine her affectionate arms around his neck, the tears flowing like rain from her beautiful eyes, and exclaim, ' I love you, James; and I love my country t be faithful to its cause ; and when peace spreads her soft banner over us, may we, with our sweet little ones, rest in calm security beneath its flowing banners.' My mother possessed a true Roman spirit, while her heart was filled with the finest sensibilities of woman. How often have T seen her weep as she wiped the dust from our muskets, and smile through her tears as she gave them to us, saying, Never forsake your cause ; be firm ; be faithful !' " The evening preceding the eventful battle of Bunker Hill, we eat around our table, for the last time together : we gazed upon each other in silence. My mother spoke not, but her countenance was voluminous with feelings too deep for utterance. My sister, paler than the mountain lily, looked upon her husband with in- 84 A TALE OP THE REVOLUTION. tense affection, as the tears fell fast on her sleeping babe, which lay cradled on her bosom ; she rested her head upon her hand, waiting for the usual blessing to be implored. My father at- tempted to speak, but could not : the solemnity of death reigned in that peaceful dwelling, broken only by sighs from the heart's deep fountain. At length, my aged grandfather, lifting his trem- bling hands, and raising his streaming eyes to heaven, prayed that ' God would give us the victory over our enemies ; bless us toge- ther ; bless us when separated ; and finally, gather us, an unbroken band, in heaven.' It was our last meal, and it was a cheerless one like the Israelites of old, it was eaten with bitter herbs. " The hour of separation had come ! My father and brothers were to leave immediately, and commence operations on Breed's Hill at midnight. We separated amid sobs and groans ! As the door closed on those beloved ones, my mother sank beside my aged sire, and buried her face on his knees; he laid his clasped hands upon her head, and bowed his silvered brow in silence, and incense, pure and holy, ascended to heaven from their souls' deep orisons ! As I received from the arms of my sister her sleeping babe, her blue eyes opened from her tranquil slumbers amid this scene of anguish, as the light of heaven gleams forth amid the gathering tempest. I released it from its mother's arms as she fell senseless in mine. Oh ! it was a night of thrilling interest one I shall never cease to remember!" exclaimed the old man, with excitement. " The morning was ushered in by a roar of artillery ; and every house-top, hill, and street, was crowded with anxious spectators I need not tell you how nobly they fought how repeatedly they vanquished the foe ; I need not say how they retreated, overcome by numbers. There the brave Warren fell ; and with him, my two brothers !" As the solitary oak is shaken by the winds of many winters, BO did this aged man tremble under the mingled emotions of his soul's deep feeling. My tears flowed with his ; the little boys, who had often heard him " recount his battles o'er," listened at this time with increased interest, and sobbed aloud. The lady of the house advanced, and tenderly soothed his bursting sighs, say- ing, " My dear uncle, this is too much for your feeble nature." Again and again I thanked the heart-broken pilgrim, no longer won- dering at the feelings he manifested on viewing the monument on Bunker Hill. Taking my hand, he exclaimed A TALE OF THE REVOLUTION. 85 " Did I not say right, when I told you the soil was moistened by the choicest blood of the nation ? A brother's blood ! blood, which brought the gray hairs of my aged grandfather to the grave broke my mother's heart, and drove the smile of joy for ever from the bright blue eyes of my beloved sister. This is her daugh- ter," said he, pointing to Mrs. , " the babe I took from her mother's arms on that eventful night." I took her hand I took his my heart was full ; and bowing, I bade them adieu. It was an eventful day to me, a day which will live on the last pages of my memory. I had seen the famed city of the East, the grand theatre of events gone for ever events pregnant with the future destiny of my beloved country. I had gazed on Bunker Hill, till I became inspired with the spirit of Warren and his brave associates. I walked over those grounds, wet with their tears, and hallowed by their blood. I entered Faneuil Hall with feelings of veneration, and almost listened to catch the burst of Ciceronian eloquence which had there rolled over congregated assemblies, and, by its magic influence, moved them, as the waves of the ocean are agitated by the winds of hea- ven. But never were my feelings more strongly excited, and my heart more deeply touched, than while listening to the narrative of the descendant of those who fled from the cruel rage of perse- cution, and found an asylum " Where the star-spangled banner in triumph doth wave, O'er the land of the free, and the home of the brave." THOUGHTS ON THE PAST. TIME, where hast thou fled ! Thou hast heen here, but where art thou now ? Where can we trace thy steps, or listen to thy awakening voice ? Look we to the leafless trees, now brown and bare, bending beneath the tempest ? But yesterday they were co- vered with foliage, which scarcely trembled in the summer's breeze. The spirit of beauty rested upon them, but it has departed. Flow- ers, which drank the evening dews, and smiled with renovated loveliness in the morning beams opening their petals to the rising sun, and exulting in his splendor whose perfume floating on the gentle gale, embalmed the air with their odors these, also, have departed ; and all we can "re tain of their beauty, are the trea- sured leaves which affection lias placed in some favorite book. Time, time has laid his withering hand upon them, -and they have passed away. Look we into the dear domestic circle, where mirth and song resounded through the dwelling ; where the young and the beautiful clustered around their parents, and drank in their fullest bliss from their smiles and approbation ; where the beam- ing eye, the light step, the merry voice echoed and re-echoed from day to day; where hearts light as their own mountain air, beat in sweet unison with each other, unconscious of what awaited them upon the tremulous billows of life. Where are they now ? They were but now, now where are they ? Time has been there, but is gone. The hearth is desolate, the music has ceased ; the light step, the pleasant laugh, is heard no more ! The spirit of beauty placed her stamp upon the fairest of earth's creatures, but they vanished benealh her plastic hand ! The parents sleep in tke tomb; some have passed into maturity, while the bright- eyed and beautiful, who were actors upon life's busy stage, are no more ! The family circle has narrowed; the harp hangs ne- glected, the piano's notes are hushed, the books remain untouched, and the music-seat is desolate. The spirit of beauty, which THOUGHTS ON THE PAST. delighted in lingering over a scene so pure, has departed ! Who are those that sit weeping, as the grate burns brightly, and the astral lamp emits its softened lustre ? Why do they weep, when all around bespeaks comfort and enjoyment ? Why do they weep ? Because their hearts are full of sorrow. " They had but one, one darling child," who grew up in all the pride of beauty. " Each morn their life they lighted at her eye." From the dawn of infancy they watched each opening charm, cherished each honeyed word, steadied each trembling step, until increased strength enabled her to approach them, and eagerly share the impassioned kiss of fond affection. From infancy to child- hood they loved and caressed her ; from childhood to youth, they idolized they more than loved her. She was the light of their eyes, the joy of their hearts, the sun of their existence. Theirs was a wealth greater than Peru more valuable than all the riches of the East. On such an evening as this, she would strew the table with her choicest books, and read aloud to them. Her voice was as sweet as a seraph's, and such was the melting expres- sion of her words, that music flowed in every sentence ; while the characters, feelings, and scenery described, stood in beautiful relief before them. She played, she sung to them she loved them. She was their all : the " Eden bird" which formed their paradise. " Grace was in all her steps, heaven in her eye, In every gesture dignity and love." Her beauty and accomplishments drew around her many ad- mirers, who sought her hand in vain ; until a youth of talent and beauty, by his winning address, his fascinations and smiles, won her young and trusting heart, and she vowed to be his. There they sat in that very room by the same grate, read by the same lamp, where her parents watched her, as she listened to his voice, her fair cheek resting upon her jewelled hand, shaded by the rich dark curls which clustered around her beautiful face watched her as they saw her turn her eyes with such confiding trustful- ness to his, as drew tears from their own. Not that they were unwilling she should love him, but lest in some future day he might wound the fair being who clung thus fondly to him. Hers was no common love ; it was deep, fixed, and changeless. He left them for the South, where his parents resided, with the pro- mise of soon returning, when they were to yield their hearts' S3 . THOUGHTS ON THE PAST. sweetest treasure to his embraces. A correspondence, tender, affec- tionate, breathing love, picturing unclouded days of bliss, became less frequent, until it finally ceased. They saw, with deep regret, the effect it produced upon their child. Their hearts ached with intense anxiety ; while they encouraged, they trembled, nor were their fears groundless. A report of his marriage reached them, and his perfidy became public. Before his acquaintance with Matilda, he was engaged to a young lady in his native town, who was heiress to an immense property, which had far more attrac- tions than her mind or person. The beauty and arflessness of Matilda captivated his heart, and won his affection. He was determined on his return home to break his engagement with Miss E , and marry Matilda, whom he truly loved. Great, indeed, was his astonishment on his return home, to find his father deeply involved in debt, and extremely anxious for his immediate union with Miss E . As there was no other possible way to save him, he yielded to his wish, and was married. Matilda gave no credit to the report, and believed him true, until it could be no longer doubted, for the full conviction of his treachery flashed upon her, and she fell senseless into her parents' arms. In vain was their sympathy- -in vain their love, to heal the anguish of her soul. For her parents' sake, she endeavored to be cheerful, and would try to smile ; but it was transient as a sunbeam, and served only to deepen her gloom. No word of reproach escaped her lips, no wish breathed, but for the happiness of one who had smiled but to destroy. Her parents beheld her fade away like a beautiful flower, when too roughly visited by the winds of heaven. The bright hectic flush upon her cheek, and increasing lustre of her eyes, revealed the fatal malady which was rioting within. Fainter and fainter grew each trembling step ; quicker and quicker each hurried breath, until upon her mother's bosom she closed her lovely eyes upon all created things, and her pure and trusting spirit took its upward flight. Weep on, ye bereaved ones ; let the tears gush forth from your heart's full fountain. The finest chord of life is touched, and well may you weep. The chain which bound you to life is sundered. Look where the treasured object of your garnered affections is at rest ; where the unfaithful will wound no more, nor the trusting heart be deceived by the perfidy of inconstant man. What has the present to do with the past ? Yet how striking the resem- THOUGHTS ON THE PAST. 89 blance ! as in a mirror we view each living i'eature, and trace each varying expression. Time was time is. The present mo- ment will be sought for, but none will find it! The verdant grove, the balmy leaf, the beautiful maiden, which passed away in their own brief loveliness they will be sought, but never found. Remembrance will sweep the chords of the soul, whose echoes will die, when the spirit of beauty departs from this world for ever! A SKETCH. " IT is a dreadful night," said Joseph Anderson, to his wife, as he shook the snow from his fishing coat " it is a dreadful night, " God have mercy on the poor sailors, and save them," said his wife, wiping a tear from her eye with the corner of her apron. " Oh ! that my poor William had never left his father's cabin on this lonely shore, for the. dangers of the ocean. For never since he left us have I heard its dashing waves, but they seemed to speak his name." " Just so," replied her husband ; " and yet, when I have been fishing from the banks, when it was clear and pleasant, I could not blame him." As he spoke, Susan Ellis came in. " I have come over to stay with you to-night," said she, in a plaintive tone; " I fear we are going to have a heavy tempest." " You are a kind, good girl, Susan," said Mrs. Anderson ; " and I hope God will reward you for all your kindness to us this lonely winter." " Ay," replied Joseph, " that he will ; and I do hope our boy will return again, and make us all happy once more." "Amen," said the young girl, laying aside her bonnet and cloak, which were wet with sleet and rain ; and throwing back a redundance of fine auburn hair, displayed a face of loveliness. As she drew near the fire, a tremendous gust of wind shook the ca- bin, and at the same time twisted the only tree which shaded it in pieces. " Alack-a-day," said Mrs. Anderson, " what a crash that was. Oh, my poor William !" " I thought of him, too," said her husband ; " dear me, how he loved that tree." Susan spoke not, but her heart died within her at the sound ; ASKETCH. 91 beneath its branches she had passed many a pleasant hour with William Anderson, who was a youth, and who loved his parents, and the fair Susan, with all his heart. " I will endeavor to make my father and mother more comfortable," thought he, "in their old age ; and as for Susan, she is worthy of a better home. Well as I love her, I will leave her for this purpose." His parents expostulated ; Susan wept, but promised him she would come often and see them when he was gone. He embraced his father and mother, and received their parting blessing ; bade Susan good bye, and kissed her, promising to make her his wed- ded wife when he returned. " A sail was seen this morning," said Susan. " Who saw it r" inquired Joseph. " My father." " Dear me," said Mrs. Anderson ; " husband, did you see it ?" " T did," said the husband, " but did not tell you, because a sail always worries you ; and, since the gale, I was glad I ilid not." " 1 am exceedingly sorry I mentioned it," said Susan, observ- ing how deadly pale Mrs. Anderson looked." "Well," said Joseph, " since we cannot make ' one hair white or black,' let us get the Bible and read, and try to pray." Susan took the sacred Book it was one William had bought, and his name was written on the first leaf. She looked at it for some time. " Ay, you are a good girl, Susan," said Joseph, " to look for some passage to comfort us." She blushed and turned over the leaves, and read the 107th Psalm " Let us pray," said the husband. " Our Father, who art in Heaven, oh, be our Father on earth this dreadful night," prayed Joseph ; " hold these angry winds in thy fist, and these raging seas in the hollow of thy hand ; cause them to be still, until thou dost return our dear son to us again, if it be thy will." And the wind, which for a moment had lulled, broke forth with redoubled fury, and Joseph's cabin shook like a leaf. " Halloo !" said a voice. Dismayed, they flew to the door. " Who's there ?" said Joseph. " Help ! help ! for God's sake !" said a voice. Joseph hastened with a light. 92 ASKETCH. " There is a ship on shore, and I am afraid that every soul on board has perished ! Hasten, and we will try to aid them. Go back, young woman," said he to Susan, " you cannot live long out of doors on such a night as this is." The heavens were wrapped in gloom, and the clouds scowled as they rolled their dense black folds together, which, as they faintly parted, made the scene still more appalling. The roaring of the sea was awful as it lashed the shore with tremendous surges. The men proceeded on their way; Susan returned to the cabin, wrapped herself in a close jacket which hung by the door, tied her handkerchief around her head, and followed them. As she proceeded toward the shore, the scene was awfully terrific : pre- senting to her view,5pars, masts, and heavy planks, strewed along the beach, with here and there a dead body. The men hallooed at a distance their voices broke wildly upon her ear amid the fitful blast, and she trembled as she gazed upon the elemental flood which threatened to overwhelm her with in- evitable destruction. Following the sound of their voices, she discovered a number of men busily engaged in rescuing from the sea the senseless bodies which floated from the wreck ; over which the breakers, with their wreaths of white foam, swelled and broke, as if the very waves were mad. " Here is a young man," said one, clapping his hands to pre- vent their freezing. The wind, at the same time, took his hat, which whistled as it bore it from him. " Look ye, young woman," said he, " seeing you would come, look ye to this poor body, that it float not back into the water again, and I will once more see what I can do, stiff as I am with cold." The poor girl stooped down and turned the drenched body over, wiped the sand from his face with her coarse coat, and brushed back his dripping hair. A parting cloud cast a gleam of light upon his countenance, and discovered, to her astonished sight, her own dear William ! She shrieked aloud, drew him toward her, laid his head upon her lap, put her face to his, breathed on his pale lips, bent over him in agony then, looking up to heaven, implored divine aid. The man, hearing her shriek, returned. " Who have you here ?" As he stooped down, Joseph approached. A SKETCH. yc$ " What, Susan, are you here ? Ah, you have a good heart, but who is this you are so busy with : look up, Susan, and tell me if you know him? It must be some one you have seen, or you would not sit here shivering such a night as this over him." " Look !" said the gentle girl, as she raised the coarse covering from his face,. which she had held close to her beating heart " look here !" The day was faintly dawning as Joseph stooped down, and in the bitterness of his soul, exclaimed " It is my poor William !" " Ay, and so it is," said the man, " and we must try to restore him to life. Come, let us carry him home." Susan went first toward the cabin to prepare Mrs. Anderson for the scene before her. She met her on the shore, and urged her to return. The men brought in the cold and senseless body. " Mother," said Susan, " it is our poor William ; pray be calm and still, and he may yet live." Poor Mrs. Anderson, pale as death, hung over the apparently dead body of her son, with streaming eyes and clasped hands. They succeeded in restoring him to life. William once more opened his eyes, and beheld, bending over him, those dearest to him on earth. The storm was hushed, and the morning sun cast his bright rays upon their humble dwelling. The sea, spread out before them, slumbered in calm security, and mirrored the bright scintil- lations of heaven in its pellucid bosom. And in that rude cabin, on that lonely shore, there were grateful hearts and true happiness. REFLECTIONS ON DEATH. WHY do we cling so closely to this earth, when everything around tells us it is not our home ? Why do we love earthly objects with such intensity, when we know they are lent bless- ings, and are liable every moment to be taken from us : when everything in nature warns us by its decay of our own mortality ? Why are we so deaf to its voice ? The trees of the forest, the shrubs and flowers, all have a voice to speak, and show us how transient are all earthly enjoyments ; how fleeting and vain are all terrestrial things. The aged oak, which has towered for years, and withstood the tempest's rage, is in an instant scathed by the lightnings of heaven : its branches are severed, and its trunk de- cays. The sweetest flowers speak the loudest their beauty and fragrance charm us : while we hold them, while we admire them, even in our hands, they recoil at our touch ; the breath which (speaks their praises, withers their bloom they droop and fade, while but a moment in our possession. We arrange them with the nicest skill ; we place them in gilded vases ; replenish them with pure water ; touch them lightly ; yet, with all care, how soon they die ! The leaves fall from the stalk, their loveliness departs, their beauty is withered ! What a lesson ! They teach us their choicest comforts are as the morning flowers ; that " the spider's most attenuated thread, is chord, is cable, to man's tender tie on earthly bliss." See that lovely maiden how she trips along ; health blooms upon her cheek; joy sparkles in her eye; her step is light as the young fawn's ; her laugh is clear and plea- sant ; her voice is sweet as the breath of morn ; her accents fall upon the ear like the mellifluous sounds of the flute on the pellucid bosom of the placid lake. The idol of her parents, the delight of their eyes, the joy of their hearts ; their looks follow her as she moves, and they seem to live only in her smiles. Who would mar such beauty ? Is there a touch so rude ? Look again in a REFLECTIONS OR DEATH. 95 retired room, silent as the house of death, a flickering light is seen ; a form moves around with steps as light as the falling snow- ilakea ; while on a bed, beneath its white drapery, palej restless, emaciated, lies this beauteous fab: one. The raven hair hangs loosely around her neck of snow, her dark eye kindles with un- earthly brightness ; and the hue of her cheek varies from pale to the deepest crimson. A sepulchral voice breaks the dreary si- lence. " Mother, I am dying !" She stretches out her transparent hand the father enters ; he bends in agony over his idolized child ; the mother, cold as the lovely form before her, lays her face on her beloved daughter 5 ?, kisses her marble brow, clasps in anguish her lifeless hand, presses it to her lips, to her heart she bends, she weeps, she is heart-broken ! " Father*," says the dying fair one, " father, pray ; mother, dear mother, we shall meet in heaven we shall see our Saviour." Then, with a celestial smile, she looks upward, and hails the messenger, Death ! Sure, life is like a morning flower, Which blossoms bright and gay ; It lives and blooms but one short hour, Before it fades away. CONTENTMENT. " WHY does not your father return ?" said Mrs. Selwyn, as she looked anxiously from the window, on which the rain beat violently; " what can detain him from home on such a night as this, when the very elements seem to war with each other ?" " I observed he was pale at dinner," said Julia. " Did you ?" replied the mother, with a deep sigh ; " how I wish he would return." Silence reigned in Mrs. Selwyn's parlor for some moments, when, rising abruptly, Mrs. Selwyn ordered more coal on the grate, and inquired of James where his master was ? " I do not know, madam," he replied ; " but when he left home, I saw him, after looking around for some time, take his handkerchief from his pocket, and wipe his eyes." " Bless me, what can this mean .' Go, James, go immediately to the office, and see if your master is there." Agitated and alarmed, Mrs. Selwyn walked to and fro in her princely room, whose magnificence seemed to mock the agony of her soul. Julia endeavored to calm her mother's feelings by assuring her all was well, and begged her to be composed. "Oh, my child," said Mrs. Selwyn, "something unusual has occurred, I am confident, or your father would not absent himself from his home at this late hour, amid the peltings of this pitiless storm. Oh, if he is but alive, and I can once more hear his cheer- ing voice, I shall be happy." " Look, mamma," said Julia, terrified by her mother's intense anxiety, " look at these beautiful prints, and the splendid orna- ments you so much desired." " Not at present," said Mrs. Selwyn, " I could not endure the sight of them now. I wish I had never seen them. Oh, my husband, how willing would I give them up, and everything I possess, could I once more hear your welcome voice." CONTENTMENT. 97 " Listen, mamma," said Julia, scarcely less disturbed, " they are coming." It was James. " Where is your master ?" " I do not know; I cannot find him ; the office is closed, and it is now past one o'clock." Clasping her hands, Mrs. Selwyn would have fainted, but a step was heard. It was her husband he entered she rushed forward and threw herself into his arms, as did Julia. Mr. Sel- wyn folded them both to his beating heart, and then seated him- self between them on the sofa. " I see I have caused you both much anxiety, and am exceed- ingly sorry." " It is of no consequence now," said Mrs. Selwyn, " you are here ; I see you, and hear your voice it is enough." " What ails you, my dear father ?" said Julia, " you are very pale ; are you sick ?" Placing his hands over his eyes, Mr. Selwyn sighed deeply, while his countenance betrayed feelings of the most intense nature. " Mr. Selwyn," said his wife, " I can bear anything but this eilence ; speak, or you will kill me." " Can you bear anything,'' said he, " my love, but this ? Can you bear disappointment, mortification, poverty, and labor ? Can you bear to hear me say I am penniless ?" " Yes," said his amiable companion, who now anticipated his miserable situation, " yes, my dear, I can. Nor shall you find me the weak woman you suppose." The next day, Mr. Selwyn's property was given up to his cre- ditors. When I saw them last, they were living in a small, neat house, cheerful and happy. Mrs. Selwyn and Julia attended to domestic concerns, while Mr. Selwyn managed a small, but ex- cellent farm. I have often visited them in their days of splendor, but never have I seen them more truly happy. THE LAST CALL OF THE SABBATH OF 1842. LISTEN to the knell of departed hours ! Listen to the year's last call ! Behold I am passing away with all my brightness, with all my joys and sorrows, hopes and fears. I am winging my way to a vast unknown, where every event I have witnessed will be registered. I am going to hand in my report of Earth's scenes, soon to be closed for ever ! One hour more, and the seal will be made sure, the signature stamped, and laid over for the great day of account. I have in my turn to follow my sister years. I have shielded you through the cold blast of winter 1 have spread my white ermine over the earth T have formed for your delight, fairy castles sparkling with innumerable gems. Silvered trees have bent in the sunbeams, emerald bowers have reflected their beauty, while each young shrub has laughed in its fleeting splendor. I have locked the rivers and covered the ponds with a glassy pavement, where the young have bounded in their glee, and passed some of the brightest hours of their existence. I have warmed the earth with my gentle breath, streams of adamant have dissolved, meandered sweetly in their silvery course, and ran de- lighted to the ocean. Flowers have burst upon their native shrine, and perfumed the air with their fragrance. The summer fruits have been gathered in ; and the husbandman has rejoiced, as his fields, bending with their golden store, have waved in beauty be- fore him. I have appeared in majesty and glory on the floating vapor. I have enrolled myself in darkness, and spoken in thun- der ; and by the electric flash have purified the air for your preser- vation. 1 have rained gentle showers upon the earth, and clothed it in a mantle of green, embossed with flowers and shrubs to please the eye. I have lingered upon the autumnal cloud, and cast my mellowed light over the landscape. I have dressed the western sky in gorgeous array, and from evening's glowing censer thrown a flood of liquid light over the world. I have delighted THKLASTCALL. 99 the eye of -the poet with my varied hues, and brought to his con- templative mind the songs of the blessed, as on the floating clouds they have bent in immortal beauty over redeemed man. I have overshadowed him with spirits of the departed, until the myste- rious music of their golden lyres have murmured around him at the softened hour of twilight. I am once more on my throne of ice The God of storms is marshalling his forces. The ice-king is coming to hold his revels upon the tempest to sport with human misery around the wi- dow's hearth and on the flowing deep. He chills the sailor boy upon the shivered ,mast, whose last thoughts are of home and mother. I am going; my speed is fleeter than the wind, swifter than the weaver's shuttle ! I fly to join unnumbered years before me. What tidings shall I bear to Him who created all things, and bestows upon man every needed blessing ? What return, oh, man, hast thou made for mercies received ? How hast thou improved Sabbath days and sanctuary privileges where the sceptre of divine love has been extended ? Have ye touched it, ye care- less ones ? For that is all that is required of you. Touch the sceptre, and you are safe ! You shall live and reign for ever and ever. I am going. What shall I say ? Will you live ? One short hour remains for your decision ! On these moments of time may turn your everlasting destiny ! Shall 1 say to the God of mercy you are thankful for his gifts ? Fathers, are you not thankful for the preservation of your families ? Mothers, are you grateful for your children's lives ? How many hearts have been wrung ; how many idols have been rent away ; how many souls have writhed in anguish over their cherished ones, while others have enjoyed uninterrupted pleasure, and drank freely from the enchanted cup ! Remember all is change. The brightest clouds are followed by dark and impervious vapors. Storms succeed the sunshine. All is fleeting, evanescent, baseless ! The Saviour is pleading the hours are flying. He smiles upon you from his throne of mercy. " Come," he cries, " come and revel in the fullness of my joy. Come and rest in the bowers of Paradise." Come, then, you young and lovely, come in the spring-tide of your life. Come in your beauty, and give your hearts to God. Bright as the world appears, many are its shadows. You will need the support of divine grace in your hours of darkness. When your bosoms are wrung with convulsive sorrow when smiles 100 THE LAST CALL. depart when earth's love grows cold when the averted eye, the chilling neglect, the bitter retort withers the soul and drinks up the senses when friends prove false, and pass away like the deceitful brook when the scorching rays of an arid sky shall beat upon your defenceless heads, amid the dreary desert, this cold world may prove to you that Jesus Christ is the green oasis ; his love, the cooling fountain ; his promises, your bowers of delight; his spirit, your fullness. You will see the rivers of pleasure, and wander amid the verdant groves, where the air is redolent with ever blooming flowers, and where the birds of Paradise warble their sweetest notes. Amid your woes you will behold the far off land of bliss. Its songs will reach your spirit's depths, and buoy you up through every ill. Hope, like a star of beauty, will beam upon your path, and light you to the Eden above. I am going time closes the shadows descend darkness enwraps the uni- verse : what say you ? A few more sands remain ! Fainter, and still more faintly they fall decide, for the moon's disk is in the ocean ! Her brilliance is dimmed her last rays illume the moun- tain ! They fade ! they die ! my missioo is closed. THE COUSINS. ADELAIDE MOWBRAY was the only child of wealthy parents, who hailed her birth as the brightest era of their existence. Lov- ing each other with that pure and, holy affection which connects kindred souls, their every wish centered in this sweet pledge of their affections ; who, ere she attained her tenth year, was left an orphan a prevailing disease having swept her parents 10 the grave. Mrs. Mowbray's spirit was the first to soar away to a brighter sphere. She committed her child to God, as an unfailing friend. As she drew near the final scene, Adelaide, who but sel- dom left her, clung still more closely to her bosom,, kissed her pale lips again and again, as the last mortal agony fixed its seal upon, her icy features. Mr. Mowbray, with a heart overflowing with anguish, hung over his beloved wife, and supported her head upon his bosom ; while his daughter, clasping her mother's hand, pressed it to her heart. Mrs. Mowbray gazed upon them with intense affection, returned their love by an agonizing kiss ; and then, with a hope full of immortality, welcomed the messenger of death. Mr. Cleaveland, who was a brother of Mrs. Mowbray, on re- ceiving news of her death, hastened, with Mrs. C., to their brother, whom they found very ill ; and remained with him until he died, which was only two weeks after the death of his wife. Sensible he could not recover, Mr. Mowbiay, tenderly embracing Ade- laide, committed her to the care of her uncle and aunt ; requesting them to bring her up, and educate her with their own children. Taking the weeping child in their arms, they promised faithfully to attend to his request, and be a father and a mother unto her. Their hearts were touched by her grief, as in anguish of soul she clung to her beloved father ; nor could they separate her from him. Knowing she must be composed, or relinquish his hand, which she grasped firmly in her own, with her face resting upon 102 THE COUSINS. it, she would sit by his bed-side and gaze upon him until her young heart was nigh bursting, while her only movement was to frequently brush away her gushing tears. She received a lesson in the death of her parents she never for- got. She recollected, through her whole after life, the chapters that were read, and the hymns that were sung around their dying beds: and ere Adelaide Mowbray was twelve years of age, she was a lamb of Christ's fold. She returned with her uncle and aunt to their abode, where they were welcomed by Edwin and Emma. Mr. and Mrs. Cleaveland sighed as they saw the little orphan wipe away the tears from her eyes, as they embraced their children. " Come here, my dear," said Mr. Cieaveland, " these are your cousins." Emma wound her arms affectionately around Adelaide's neck, and kissed her. " You must love each other," continued Mrs. Cleaveland ; " Adelaide has no parents, no brother or sister; you must be very kind to her and remember, as an orphan, she has a double claim upon your affections." Adelaide retired to rest, but " tired nature's sweet restorer" fled from her eyes, steeped with sorrow's tears ; while her cousins rested and slept in sweet tranquillity. Parents whom she loved rushed upon her mind kind words, pleasant voices, endearing actions, soft and cherished smiles stole over her, and she wept under their soul-subduing influence. If she for a moment be- came lost in sleep, she heard the soft murmuring of their voices, and her arms were extended to embrace them which effort broke the ideal charm, and she awoke to a perfect consciousness of her situation. Mr. and Mrs. Cleaveland were untiring in their efforts to render her happy ; nor was Adelaide insensible to their kindness and affection. Edwin Cleaveland, although a youth, had the maturity of man- hood. He was sixteen years of age when his cousin first met his eyes. He saw her in the very bud of her being. As the opening rose becomes more lovely by morning dews, so were the charms of Adelaide heightened by her falling tears. Her mourning dress, her white neck, her rich and flowing hair, her expressive eyes, ever moistened by sorrow, even in her gayest mood, rendered her THE COUSINS. 103 an object of peculiar interest, as if the spirits of the departed were present to her view. Emma soon became attached to her cousin. So much did they resemble each other, they were like " a double cherry seeming parted, but a union in partition." Mr. Cleaveland procured teach- ers of the first respectability for the girls, who closely and faith- fully applied themselves to their studies. Theirs was no superfi- cial education : every branch which they pursued was thoroughly understood. They were proficient in the English and French languages, skilled in music, fond of reading, fond of retirement, and happy in themselves. Their own family circle formed their world of enjoyment. No seeds of bitterness sprung up among them : all was peace and love. They mingled but little with the gay world : independent and free from the shackles of the fashion- able routine of cily life, they studied their owji happiness, and the happiness of those around them ; and their own fireside and shaded arbor were to them the brightest spots below the sky. Mr. Cieaveland's dwelling was situated on the banks of a beau- tiful river, which wound its silvery way amid wooded hills and valleys. The grounds around were laid out with the nicest taste, exhibiting the high character of their possessor. The lawn was clothed in nature's own dress, with here and there a forest tree, rendered dear by associations, and which shared equally in admi- ration with the magnolias which towered in majesty above them. Flowers and shrubs sparkled in the sunbeams, while Adelaide and Emma presided over these mute emblems of their Creator. The little birds, won by their gentleness and love, warbled their sweet- est notes, happy and unrestrained amid the branches. Edwin Cleaveland watched the progress of his sister and cou- sin's minds. He was at the University of R , and during his vacations he devoted his leisure hours to them. The opening charms of both surprised, while they pleased ; and he felt a glowing delight, as he contrasted them with many young ladies in the city of R . They were buoyant as the air, and their forms were light as theyoungfawns of the mountain, when, with disheveled hair and glowing cheeks, they indulged in their favor- ite ramble on the river's banks, climbing the sloping hills, and reposing on the velvet sod. But in conversation they were ra- tional, sensible, and communicative. So well read were they in the English classics, they hesitated not in giving their opinion 104 THE COUSINS. of different authors. They read no works so slightly as to be un- able to judge of their merits or defects; neither praising nor con- demning as the popular voice decided. This was what he wished, and approved. He furnished them with the literature of the day, and saw with pleasure their judicious selections. Their favorite retreat was a Gothic structure on the banks of the river, at the termination of the lawn, beneath the spreading branches of two splendid magnolias. The room was large there being but one in which was a library of select books. Flowers of various de- scriptions ornamented this rural abode. The front of the veranda was arched with folding doors of Venitian work ; which, when opened, commanded a view of the river and the surrounding scenery. It was here they loved to assemble ; it was here that poetry and music hallowed every feeling of their souls, and made their lives pass on in uninterrupted happiness. At the close of a summer evening, when even nature herself seemed dressed in primeval loveliness, Emma requested her bro- ther to read to them, as they reclined beneath the curling vines which wreathed the arched dome. " Come," said she, " read now our favorite pieces." Edwin cheerfully complied with her request, and taking from his pocket a small book, inquired what she would like. " Read ' Marco Bozzaris,' if you have it." " It is here, I believe," said he. " I always carry that, and a few other choice pieces with me," smiling sweetly on Adelaide as he spoke. " Are they those Ady placed in your pocket-book ?" inquired Emma, archly. " Yes," replied he, opening it. " Here is Bryant's ' Thana- topsis' that is a favorite piece of yours, I believe, Adelaide; Hal leek's ' Marco Bozzaris ;' part of Campbell's ' Vale of Wyo- ming ;' ' The Musician's Last Hour,' by Park Benjamin ; Long- feliow's ' Voice of the Night ;' ' David's Lament over Absalom,' by N. P. Willis, and Irving's ' Broken Heart.' Choice pieces, indeed ; and now we will form a Lyceum hem ladies, which piece shall be the first ?" " Speak," said Emma to Adelaide, " for I see you are getting quite sentimental." Adelaide turned her soft blue eyes upon her cousin, while a faint smile played over her countenance. THE COUSINS. 105 " Read what you please, but let the ' Musician's Last Hour' be the concluding one." " Then," said Emma, " while it is bright, read ' Marco Boz- zaris.' " Edwin commenced, but the look Adelaide gave Emma had reached his very soul, quickening every pulsation of his heart. Piece after piece he read, until, excited by the irresistible pathos of the poems, his eyes, like the personification of Genius, kindled with unusual brightness ; and never had Adelaide Mowbray known until that hour, how closely her existence was connected with his. During the first years they were together, he won her affections by his tenderness and watchful care; many a falling tear had he wiped away, and hushed many a half suppressed sob and bursting sigh, which wrun^ her young and tender heart; led her forth among the flowers, plucked the fairest and dressed her flowing hair with wreaths his own hands had formed ; fed the canary, and listened with pleasure to its reiterated notes; wooed the ring-dove to their hands, and listened to its shrill.coos as they caressed it. These attentions won her friendship and her affec- tions ; she sighed when he was absent ; but never, never until this hour, did she know how dearly she loved him. While read- ing the pieces mentioned, the spirit of them took such full pos- session of their hearts, that the very air seemed impregnated with the witching strains of poetry ; and the breeze, as it gently moved the branches of the magnolias, chimed a dulcet note to every awak- ening and soul-subduing measure. The spirits of the brave, the dead and dying, overshadowed them, as they sat rapt and in- spired beneath the melting influence of exalted minds. " Do not read the ' Broken Heart,' Edwin," said Adelaide. " I cannot bear it now." " No," said Emma, " do not read it, I beg of you. I confess I am all poetry myself, and shall fly away, if a little more excited, upon some floating zephyr." " Shall I read the ' Musician's Last Hour ?' " said Edwin, as he gazed upon Adelaide, who sat with her head resting upon her cousin's bosom, whose arm was wound around her neck. " Yes," said Adelaide, " for see, the sun's last rays are de- parting." As Edwin gazed upon her, he felt as his sister did when she gaid she was all poetry: he felt as if he could have gazed, end 106 THK COUSINS. gazed for ever, on the two beautiful beings before him. " 'Where shall the pure and lovely rest ?' " said he. " Proceed," said Adelaide. Never was that inimitable sketch read with more feeling than in that hour. The air seemed rife with the harp's last echoes, and the fire and enthusiasm of the dying musician, as his daugh- ter swept the chords, flushed their beating hearts with the same glowing flame. " Let us return," said Adelaide. " Oh, lead us home. What a scene is this ! Methinks I hear the dying away of distant music, like the soul's last echo ! Oh, the sun is setting, unobscured by a single ckmd. Now now he sinks is gone ! So die the right- eous so let me die ?" " Talk not of dying, dear Adelaide," said Emma ; " but really, brother, you must not let me see that pocket-book again while you are home. " What shall we name this spot ?" said Edwin. " This fatal spot," said Emma, as she saw the blush which mantled the cheeks of her brother and cousin. " It has three names already," said Edwin. " When I am gone, and you here gaze upon this beauteous landscape, will you think of the one, who, with you, so richly enjoyed this ban- quet of soul, this never to be forgotten hour ?" Alone in her chamber, Adelaide mused upon her feelings dur- ing the past hour. " He will leave us soon, and how lonely we shall be. Oh, my parents, my beloved parents, were you but here to guide and direct me. But I will look to One, even my Father in heaven, and pray for wisdom. There was something in that setting sun that had a voice which whispered, ' so die the right- eous,' when my heart responded ' so let me die.' " She took the sacred volume, and opened to her favorite psalm. " Best of books," cried she, " while mortals' writings pain me by their exquisite power, these calm and delight me by their beautiful influence. Both I love but oh ! how different the effects which they pro- duce." Calm and composed by communion with her Maker, she sunk to repose ; nor awaked until Emma, kissing her forehead, beauti- ful as a Madonna's, softly whispered, " Dear Adelaide, come, we have an invitation to spend the day with the Misses Morton ; they have company from New York, and wish for our fair selves THE COUSINS. 107 to help to form a constellation, whose brilliance shall dazzle even the widower, their father." When Adelaide appeared, there was indeed a smile upon her face, like a sunset glow, which lights up every surrounding object, while a roseate flush covered her face. " My dear child," said her aunt, approaching her, " did you feel fatigued with your walk last evening? Have you rested well ?" and leading her to a sofa, she threw her arm around her beautiful niece, and drew her closely to her affectionate bosom. Mrs. Cleaveland was one of those mothers who live their lives over in their children. She was the confident of each one, and knew the avenues to their young hearts. She had heard from Edwin of the last evening's scene : she loved her niece, and what more could a fond mother wish, than to know that all around her were happy. " My dear cousin," said Emma, "are you ready for our visit ?" Adelaide would rather have remained at home, and expressed her wish to stay. " Why, my dear," said Mrs. Cleaveland, " you are not afraid to meet these city ladies, are you ?" " No, not exactly afraid, my dear aunt, but I had rather remain with you." " Nonsense," said Emma, " I insist upon your going : there is just enough poetry remaining in you to render you enchanting ; and as for myself, I shall be a looker on. But go I certainly shall, and see who the gay ladies are ; perhaps there is a beau among them for me. What say you, my fair cousin ?" " I will go with you," said Adelaide. Edwin had not spoken ; he hardly knew whether he wished her to go or not. But when he saw how willingly she yielded to his sister's request, he banished self from his own heart, and hast- ened to accompany them. The cousins were met at the door by Frances and Elizabeth Morton two sweet, blooming girls the only children of the Hon. E. Morton of R . Their mother died when they were young ; and they were the idols of their father's heart. They received their visiters with much pleasure, and hastened to introduce them to their friends. The drawing-room was rilled with gentlemen and ladies, who chatted incessantly about " Fanny Elssler," "Mr. Slick's Letters," " Prince de Joineville," &c., until dinner was an- 108 THE COUSINS. nounced, paying but little attention to the cousins. At the table the conversation turned upon general subjects. Mr. Morton was a member of Congress, possessed of a highly cultivated mind, affable and agreeable in his address, attentive to all, particularly to Adelaide and her cousin. He by degrees drew them forth in conversation ; the readiness and tact they manifested in their quick replies, their prompt and decided answers, their unrestrained man- ners, their gracefulness and ease, their beauty and intelligence, produced a spell, which, unconsciously to themselves, wound itself around every heart. While some admired, others envied; and even the orphan Adelaide, the child of tears, became the ob- ject of vituperation and scorn. " I wonder," said Miss Mountford, to a gentleman sitting near her, " who these two little importants are ?" The gentleman seeing her object, and knowing from whence it came, replied, " I do not know. I had no idea of finding such beauty and talent in so secluded a place as this." " Beauty and talent ! Do you think them handsome ?" " I do," he replied ; " with the exception of your fair self, be- yond anything I have lately, if ever, met with." " I dislike very much to see country girls put on su;h airs ; to me they are always disgusting." " True merit," replied Mr. Vernon, " is often concealed. The poet spoke true when he said ' Full many a flower is born to blush unseen.' " Miss Mountford bit her lip with vexation as Mr. Vernon turned away. Mr. Morton led the way to the music room, and all followed him. " Now, ladies," said he, " for the melting strains of Orpheus such as shall indeed soothe the savage breast, soften rocks, and bend the knotted oaks." The Misses Mountford exulted in the victory they anticipated, and with apparent pleasure suffered themselves to be led to the piano. They had no idea the cousins understood music, and played with manifest consciousness of their superior powers. They were a long time selecting their pieces, but their taste was not calculated to please. Edwin looked at the girls, but he THK COUSINS. 109 trembled not conscious pride sustained him, for he knew their powers. When the Misses Mountford finished, or rather stopped, with the idea of being urged to play longer, Frances Morton asked Emma to play. Mr. Vernon, the gentleman who had been conversing with Miss Mountford, led Emma to- the piano, and while he hoped, he trembled for the lovely girl. Seating herself with much composure, she turned over but one leaf when a fa- vorite piece met her eye. How he was pleased, on her being asked to sing, to see her commence without fear ; and listened with delight to her voice, which, while it enraptured, enchained his heart. She arose covered with blushes, and Mr. Vernon led her to the sofa where her cousin was sitting. Mr. Morton, approaching Adelaide, said, " Will you permit me, Miss Mowbray, to conduct you to the piano ?" Adelaide looked up as if to say, excuse me, when she met the encouraging eye of Edwin, who, with a sweet smile, beckoned her to come. She arose with dignity, and seating herself, Edwin turned to their favorite piece, " I would not live alway ;" and as he pressed the leaf down with his hand he at the same time pressed hers, which was under it, as if to say, fear nothing. They both overheard the remarks made by Miss Mountford, and he was anxious she should see what " the little important" could do. At first her voice was weak and tremulous, but on recollect- ing the remark, she exerted herself; and her clear, rich voice rose and fell in impassioned strains with the instrument, which seemed to feel the electric touch of her taper fingers, as they flew over, rather than touched the keys. Not with her strength did she play, not mechanically, but her whole soul was in requisition ; for both Edwin's and Mr. Vernon's voice mingled with heir's ; and BO forcible, so touching were her strains so imbued had she become with the spirit of the words she was singing, that she seemed to have forgotten all else till she had finished them. Loud was the applause as she arose ; but she displayed no vanity, fox she felt none. " I dare say she is some poor clergyman's daughter," said Mies Mountford to Mr. Williams, a young lawyer present, " and this is all done for effect." " And what an effect it has produced," he replied -with em- phasis. ,-