¥ / iiiiiiiiiiiil 1 J THE HALF-FORGOTTEN SERIES GUY LIVINGSTONE HALF-FORGOTTEN BOOKS. Edited by E. A. BAKER, M.A. 2s. each. The following are NOW READY:- \ WHITEFRIARS ; or. The Court of Charles II. '\ By Emma Robinson. 518 pp. THE MYSTERIES OF UDOLPHO. By Anx Radcliffe. 314 pp. CALEB WILLIAMS. ' By AViLLiAM Godwin. 478 pp. TOM BULLKLEY OF LISSINGTON. I By R. :Mou.N-TENEwjKrnsoN. 444 pp. "! MEMOIRS OF GRIMALDI THE CLOWN. By Chakles D.ckens. With Cruikshank'8 ; Plates. '■ SAM SLICK, THE CLOCKMAKER. \ By JCDGE Halibukto-v. i THE POTTLETON LEGACY. ^ By Alb!;et Smith. ; OLD LONDON BRIDGE. ! G. H. RODWELL. ROMANCE OF THE FOREST. J By ANN Radcliffe. ' *,* Many others wi active preparation. QUY LIVINGSTONE DY G. A, LAWRENCE WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY E. A. BAKER, M.A. LONDON GEORGE ROUTLEDGE AND SONS, LIMITED NEW YORK: E. P. DUTTON ^ CO. 1903 DKAMATIS PERSONiE. Guy Livingstone, last of an ancient family, Squire of Brains- wick ; nicknamed " The Count " at school, for his arrogant and indomitable temper and Herculean strength. Flora Bellasys, the Society girl he flirts with. CoNST.iNCE Brandon, the girl he loves. Lady Catherint: LmNGSTONE, Guy's widowed mother. Frank Hammond, old schoolfellow and fond admirer of Guy Livingstone, and, nominally, author of the memoir. CuARLEY Forrester, a friend of Guy's, cuts out Bruce and marries Isabel Raymond. Isabel Raymond, engaged to Bruce, runs away with Forrester- Mr. Bruce, a surly, cowardly Scotchman, who is driven by revenge to commit murder, and goes insane. Ralph Mohun. an old cavalry officer, a friend of Guy's; hero of a terrific battue of Irish moonlighters ; kills Levinge. Horace Levtnge, a rich plebeian, brutal seducer and bully ; killed in a duel by Mohun. Sir Henry Fallowfield, an old roue, professional cynic and commentator ip' ordinary. - . : ■ Cyril Brant)on, brother of Comst^nee; . Willis, Guj's. man, a .traitor. , • The Axeine, Guy's hunter — a horse as strong and as savage as his master. 6-2 o INTRODUCTION, George Alfred LawPwENce (1827-1876), author of "Guy Livingstone," " Sword and Gown," " Brakespeaie," and half a dozen other novels, which appeared between the years 1857 and 1874, and were admired and denounced with fairly equal vehemence, was born at Braxted Rectory, in Essex. He went to school at Rugby, matriculated from Balliol, but took his degree, with a second in Classics, from New Inn Hall, in 1848. He was entered at the Middle Temple in 1852, but in 1857, owing to the success of " Guy Livingstone," he forsook law for literature. Lawrence took a great interest in military matters. He was a young man, just entering upon the serious business of life, at the time of the Crimean War, when, as Kingsley puts it, " the battle-roar was ringing in our ears," and the nation •was sthred with martial ardour even more powerfully than in our own days by the late war in South Africa. He obtained a commission in the Militia, and was commonly known to con- temporaries as Major Lawrence. At the outbreak of the American Civil War his sympathies with the South took a practical shape. He sailed to the States with the intention of joining the Confederate army, but before he reached their lines he was captured by the Federalists, and released from durance only at the English ambassador's intercession, and on the express condition that he should return at once to England. He wrote a narrative of these adventures in '* Border and Bastile " (1863). Besides his ten novels, Lawrence published a " Bundle of Ballads " (1864). One seems to have an inklmg of the peculiar character and spirit of his novels in their titles, " Sword and Gown," " Brakespeare," " Barren Honour," " Sans Merci; or, Kestrels and Falcons," " Anteros," "Breaking a Butterfly," " Hagarene." " Guy Livingstone " appeared anony- mously, the others being simply ascribed to the author of that work. The last w^as "Hagarene" (1874), and Lawrence died S31192 VI INTRODUCTION. '^ two years later. As a chief exemplar of the fiction that de- lighted the public of fifty years ago, and raore still as the leader of a school whose influence is powerful even now, and is mani- fested' strongly by one of our most conspicuous groups of novel writers, he deserves that two or three, at least, of his works should still be read. Nor need one hesitate to recommend hira to others than the professed student of literature. Though tho ideal of victorious manhood that he glorifies appeal but feebly to our cultivated tastes, yet the life and energy with which it is set before us prove Lawrence a novelist of no mean dramatic power. This scanty biography may help to illustrate how much Lawrence's imagination and feeling were affected by the war spirit that was abroad in the days of his early manhood. IIo speaks of that period in " Sword and Gown " as " a time that we all remember right well ; when, without note of preparation, the war-trumpets sounded from the East to the North; when Europe woke up, like a giant refreshed, from the slumber of a forty years' peace, and took down disused weapons from the wall, and donned a rusty armour." The influence of that martial spirit was wide and deep; it begat the '"muscular novel," and it reawakened among novelists and readers gener- ally a love for strenuousness, for action and adventure, and for types of character eminently adapted for action and adventure. One only has to compare the most eminent novelists of the second quarter of the nineteentli century with those of the third quarter — Dickens and Thackeray, the youthful Disraeli, Lytton and the Brontes, with the two Kingslcys and Whyte Melville, Charles Reade, Lawrence, Meadows Ta3'lor, James Grant, and the author of " Tom Brown's Schooldays " — to have this brought home to one. It was Kingsley's strenuous romances that sug- gested the name ; they were said to inculcate the gospel of " muscular Christianity " ; but the word " muscular " stuck to Lawrence with peculiar tenacity, probably because of the offensive, but not altogether unmerited, parody adopted by his detractors — to wit, " muscular blackguardism." lie accepted the word "muscular" without grumbling, and in "Sword and Gown " defended the " physical force doctrine " against critics by appeals to the tradition in favour of powerful heroes from the time of the Greeks down to that of " Adam Bede," published that same year, 1859. Add to this martial feeling of his a hatred for everything democratic, politically and socially, and a recoil from certain smugly virtuous and genteel types of INTLODUCTIOX. Vll cliaracter that were current in fiction at tliat time or earlier, and you have most of the prejudices and prepossessions that brought forth the " muscular hero." The recoil went too far, of course, but we may reasonabl}'- allow for a certain measure of violence and exaggeration in a conception of character that was, in a large degree, put forward as a defiance. The Laurentian hero was described, by those whom he irritated, as a mixture of libertine and prize-fighter. This hero, who reappears with merely superficial differences of character in novel after novel, is endowed wtth prodigious bodily strength, with a savage and implacable temper, usually masked under an imperturbable exterior, and with a haughty, domineering, and contemptuous demeanour towards ever3^l)ody and everything not belonging to his own order, for he is an aristocrat of purest blood — indeed every character of Lawrence's who is treated with the slightest respect is " thoroughbred." The fundamental selfishness of this half-civihzed being is quite in keeping with the other char- acteristics, but its true nature is disguised by a magnificence of manner that imposes as a lordly kind of generosity. And so far as his own order is concerned, it is kept in restraint by his nice sense of personal honour. The Laurentian hero has a likeness to the Byronic hero, and one can trace in the concep- tion not only the animus and Bohemianism that were con- spicuous in the author of " Don Juan," but also a very similar instinct for theatrical effect. " Guy Livingstone " is Lawrence^s representative novel and the biography of his representative hero. The memoir is supposed to be wiitten by an old crony, who idolizes Guy. Lawrence is said to have told the story of his own school and college life in the earlier chapters ; a report that added piquancy to the novel, whether true, or only a guess suggested by its biographical form. The redeeming quality of Guy's character, and in fact of all these heroes, a capacity for immense passion, comes out in the principal episode, the rupture of his engage- ment to Constance Brandon, a situation that recurs in other books, with slight differences. Major Royston Keene, the " Cool Captain," for instance, in " Sword and Gown," wins the heart of a proud society beauty, Cecil Tresilyan, and then divulges the fact that he has a wife living. She consents to elope, but the opportune arrival of an old lover who would fain save her honour frustrates the scheme. The lovers go their different wa3^s; Keene settles down to a gloomy and taciturn existence, and sails for the Crimean War, hoping to die. Then Vlll INlTtODUCTIO:^. Tresilyan follows liim as a sister of charity. They meet again ^vhen the " Cool Captain " is dying, wounded in the Balaclava charge, and Lawrence closes a tragic scene with the apostrophe, " Let us stand aside and hope — " That heaven may have more mercy than man On such a bold rider's soul." In spite of their endless amours, these heroes love but one woman in a lifetime ; and when that affair ends unhappily, life is a burden to them, and they meet their fate with more than resignation. The characters of Guy Livingstone and Royston Keene are put before us with singular force and energy ; Law- rence's objective manner renders all his men and women very real, yet every episode, every incident, every conversation enhances the predominating effect of the central character. Lawrence is fond of alluding to his typical hero as a Berserkyr. Guy is like a Berserkyr out of his element in an age of peace and civilization. The implied contrast between the inherent medisevalism of his character and the incongruous circum- stances of the modern world is, no doubt, the strong point of the novel. At any rate, Lawrence is not quite so interesting in " Brakespeare ; or, the Fortunes of a Free Lance," where he places his muscular hero in what would seem a perfectly natural environment, among the knights of Du Guesclin and Chandos. This stalwart knight-errant is not more powerful in body and mind, more stubborn and implacable, than Guy Livingstone, but his energies find vent in action, and in his strenuous life there is little room for the illicit enjoyments in which the modern heroes spend their too abundant leisure. Though he is as stern and sombre as the others, Brakespeare is, on the whole, an engaging hero — too simple-minded and primitive for cynicism — a type of true manliness ; there is real tragedy in the sadness of his end, not in the manner of it, glorified by a splendid feat of arms, but in the irony of fate that robbed him of hard- won happiness. The later novels are not distinguished by such strong features ; there is less muscularity, the characters having sobered down nearly to the average standard. The somewliat " naughty " and defiant tone prevails in all, however, down to the last, *' Hagarene," where Lawrence, like most novelists, gives us his idea of an adventuress. This Becky Sharp of his, Mariette Clyde, in spite of the wicked things she docB, is by no means an unpleasant character altogether. She has natural feeling, I:s^TKOI)t;cTIo^^ ix and .-he is devoid of meanness. Her end, too, is tragic enougli ; in fact, all the novels end disastrously, the calamities brought on their own heads by the misdeeds of his heroes being some compensation for the dubious morality. " Breaking a Butterfly " closes with a wholesale execution by poison, broken heart, and other mishaps. Although Lawrence's stories all deal with the theme of irregular love, he disdains to enter into scandalous details ; and no one is likely to be hurt much by his defiant morality, for the simple reason that when he is most defiant ho is least convincing. His fierce individualism and incorrigible prejudices against the people are a strange contrast to the Christian socialism of Kingsley, whom he admired warmly, and with whom he shared the " physical force " doctrine. He never tires of inventing contemptuous epithets for the plebeian, the roturier ; he loves to distinguish between the two classes of liuraanity represented by "the man and the serf," and his tirades upon aristocratic virtue, upon the unequalled gifts of endurance, for example, that belong to ancient blood, are often as eloquent as they are arrogant. — " I speak it diffidently, with the fear of the Divine voice of the people before my eyes, as is but fitting in these equalizing days, when territories, the title to which is possession imme- morial, are being plucked away acre by acre, and hereditary privileges mined one by one ; but it seems to me, in this per- haps solitary attribute, ' the brave old houses ' still keep their pre-eminence." — ^ At his best Lawrence's style is admirably vivid and imagi- native ; at his w^orst it is florid, pretentious, and not by any means a well of English undefiled. Bret Harte satirized his aftectation of learning, as well as other mannerisms, very effec- tively in " Guy Heavystone." He sacrifices everything to vivacity ; he is hardly ever dull. His prose can still delight those who appreciate " smartness," as well as certain finer qualities. "When such ohiter dicta as this sally about Homer drop from a man abundantly, he is, without question, a writer. " And yet they say that the glorious old Sciote w^as a mythe, and the Odyssey a magazine worked out by clever contributors. They might as well assert that all his marshals would have made up one Napoleon." And here is an imaginative simile : " His own outbreak of anger vanished before that terrible burst of wrath, just as the camp-fire, wiien the prairie is blazing, is swallowed up in the great roaring torrent of flame." Very superior people love to describe him as " Ouidaesque," X INTRODUCTION. a phrase that expresses rather aptly many qualities both of language and manner. Part of the entertainment that he purveys is due, some one whispers, to our superior discernment, to our laughter at his serene faith in the sublimity of his heroes and tragic situations, and at his pretensions to write in the grand style. But though his ideal of victorious manhood accord not with our refined tastes, though his crude hedonism be worthy of the dark ages, and the egoism of his ijatrician heroes outrage modern sensitiveness and humanity, yet the breath of life is in his books. In certain respects " Guy Livingstone " is a great novel, if we consider the ability to represent life rather than the author's theories about life. The energ}'-, the audacity, the dramatic force with which these singular types of character are made to think, to speak, and to act, justify Professor Saintsbury's dictum that Lawrence came " not so very far short of genius." E. A. P. GUY LIYINGSTONE. CHAPTER I. Neque imbellem feroces Progenerant a(=[uila3 columbam. It is not a pleasant epoch in one's life — the first forty eight hours at a large public school. I have known strong-minded men of mature age confess that they never thought of it without a shiver. I don't count the home- sickness, which perhaps only afiects, seriously, the most innocent of ddhutaiits, but there are other thousand-and-one little annoyances which make up a great trouble. If there were nothing else, for in- stance, the unceasing query, * What's your name?* makes you feel the possession of a cognomen at all a serious burden and bar to advancement in life. A dull afternoon, towards the end of October ; tlie sky a neutral tint of ashy grey ; a bitter north-east wind tearing down the yellow leaves from the old elms that girdle the school-close of ; a foul clinging paste of mud and trampled grass-blades under foot, Z GTDY LIVINGSTONE. that chilled you to the marrow ; a mob of two hun- dred lower-boys, vicious with cold and the enforcement of keeping goal through the first foot-ball match of the season — in the midst, I, who speak to j^ou, feel- ing myself in an eminently false position — there's the misc en scene. My small persecutors had sui-rounded me, but had hardly time to settle well to their work, when one of the plaj^ers came by and stopped for an instant to see what was going on. The match had not yet begun. There was nothing which interested him much ap- parently, for he was passing on, when my despond- ent answer to the everlasting question caught his ear. He turned roimd then — * Any relation to Hammond of Holt ? ' I replied, meekly but rather more cheerfully, that he was my uncle. 'I know him very well,' the new comer said. * Don't bully him more than you can help, you fel- lows ; I'll wait for you after calling over, Hammond. I should like to ask you about the squire.' He had no time to say more, for just then the ball was kicked off, and the battle, began. I saw him afterwards often during that afternoon, always in the front of the rush, or the thick of the scrimmage, and I saw, too, more than one player limp out of his path disconsolately, trj^ng vainly to dissemble the pain of a vicious * hack.' GUY LITINGSTONE. 3 I'll try to sketch Guy Livingstone, as he appeared to me then, at our first meeting. He was about fifteen, but looked fully a year older, not only from his height, but from a disproportionate length of limb and development of muscle, which ripened later into the rarest union of , activity and strength that I have ever known, f His features were very dark and pale, too strongly marked to be called handsome; about the lips and lower jaw especially there was a set sternness that one seldom sees before the beard is grown. The eyes were very dark grey, nearly black, and so deeply set under the thick eye- brows that they looked smaller than they really were; and I remember, even at that early age, their expres- sion, .when angered, was anything but pleasant to meet. " His di-ess was well adapted for displaying his deep square chest and sinewy arms — a close-fitting jersey, and white trousers girt by a broad black belt; the cap, orange velvet, fronted with a silver Maltese cross. — The few words he had spoken worked an imme- diate change in my favour. I heard one of my tor- mentors say, not \\dthout awe — ' The Count knows his people at home;' and they not only left me in peace, but, a little later, some of them began to tell me of a recent exploit of Guy's, which had raised him high in their simple hero-worship, and which, I dare say, is still enumerated among the feats of the brave days 4 GUY LIVINGSTONE. of old, by the fags over their evening small- beer. To appreciate it, you must imderstand that the highest form in the school — the Sixth — wore regard- ed by the fags, and other subordinate classes, with an inexpressible reverence and terror. They were con- sidered as exempt from the common frailties of school- boy nature : no one ventured to fix a limit to their power. Like the Gods of the Lotus-eater, they lay beside their nectar, rarely communing with ordinary mortals except to give an order, or set a punishment. On the form immediately below them part of their glory was reflected; these were a sort of r}/xt^eot, awaiting their translation into the higher Olympus of perfected omnipotence. In this intermediate state flourished, at the time I speak of, one Joseph Baines, a fat, small-eyed youth, with immense pendent pallid cheeks, rejoicing in the sobriquet of ' Buttons ' — his father being eminent in that line in the Midland Metropolis. The son was Bru mm agem to the back-bone. He was intensely stupid ; but, having been a fixture at beyond the memory of the oldest inhabitant, he had slowly gra^d- tated on into his present position, on the old Ring principle — ' weight must tell.' I believe he had been bullied continuously for many years, and now, with a dull pertinacious malignity, was biding his time, intending, on his accession to power^ to inflict full GUY LIVINGSTONE. 5 reprisals on those below him ; or, in his o^vn express- ive language, *to take it out of 'em, like smoke.* He was keeping his hand in by the perpetration of small tyrannies on all whom he was not afraid to meddle with ; but, hitherto, from a lingering suspi- cion, perhaps, that it was not quite safe, he had never annoyed Livingstone. It was on a Saturday night, the hebdomadal Satur- nalia, when the week's work was over, and no one had anything to do ; the heart of Joseph was jocund with pork-chops and mulled beer, and, his evil genius tempting him, he proposed to three of his intimates * to go and give the Count a turn.' Nearly every one had a nickname, and this had been given to Gruy, partly, I think, from his haughty demeanour, partly from a prevalent idea that this German dignity was dormant somewhere in his family. When the quar- tette entered, Guy knew perfectly what they came for, but he sat quite still and silent, while two of them held him down by the arms in his chair. *I think you'd look very well with a cross on. Count,' Baines said; *so keep steady while we de- corate you.' As he spoke he was mixing up a paste with tallow and candle-snuff, and, when it was ready, came near to daub the cross on Livingstone's forehead. The two who held him had been quite deceived by his unexpected tranquillity, and had somewhat relaxed 6 GXTY LIVINGSTONE. their gripe as they leant forward to witness the opera- tion ; but the fourth, standing idle, saw all at once the pupils of his eyes contract, and his lips set so ominously, that the words were in his mouth — ' Hold him fast ! * when Guy, exerting the full force of his arms, shook himself clear ; and grasping a brass can- dlestick within his reach, struck the executioner straight between the ej^es. The effort of freeing him- self to some extent broke the force of the blow, or the great Baines dynasty might have ended there and then ; as it was. Buttons fell like a log, and, rolling once over on his face, lay there bleeding and motionless. While the assistants were too much astounded to detain him, Guy walked out without a glance at his prostrate enemy ; and going straight to the head of the house, told him what had happened. The char- acter of the aggressor was so well known, that, when they found he was not seriously hui't, they let Guy off easy with * two books of the Iliad to write out in Greek.' Buttons kept the sick-room for ten days, and came out looking more pasty than ever, with his pleasant propensities decidedly checked for the time. In his parish church at Birmingham — two tons of marble weighing him down — the old button-maker sleeps with his father (to pluralize his ancestors would be a grave historical error), and Joseph II. reigns in his stead ; exercising, I doubt not, over his factory- GUY LI^TNGSTONE. 7 people the same ingenuity of torture, whicli, In old times, nearly drove the fags to rebellion. He is a Demosthenes, they say, at vestries, and a Draco at the Board of Guardians ; but in the centre of his broad face, marring the platitude of its smooth-shaven re- spectability, still bums angrily a dark red scar — Guy's sign-manual — which he will carry to his grave. The exultation of the lower school over this exploit was boundless. Fifty energetic admirers contended for the honour of writing out the punishment inflict- ed on the avenger ; and one sentimentalist, just in Herodotus, preserved the fatal candlestick as an in- estimable relic, wreathing its stem with laurel and myrtle, in imitation of the honours paid by Athens to the sword that slew the Pisistratid. 8 CHAPTEH 11. My only books Were woman's looks, And folly all they taught me The Count bore his honours very cakoly, though every week some fresb feat of bodily strength or daring kept adding to his popularity. It was no slight temptation to his vanity ; for, as some one has said truly, no successful adventurer in after-life ever wins such imdivided admiration and hearty partisans as a school hero. The jprestige of the Liberator among the Irish peasantry comes nearest to it, I think ; or the feeling of a clan, a hundred years ago, towards their chief. It must be very pleasant to be quoted so incessantly and believed in so implicitly, and to know that your decisions are so absolutely without appeal. From that first day when he interfered in my favour, Guy never ceased to accord me the oegia of his protection, and it served me well ; for, then as now, I was strong neither in body nor nerve. Yet our tastes, save in one respect, were as dissimilar as can be imagined. The solitary conformity was, that we were both, in a desultory way, fond of reading, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 9 and our favourite books were the same. Neither would do more school work than was absolutely neces- sary, but at light literature of a certain class we read hard. I don't think Guy's was what is usually called a poetical temperament ; for his taste in this line was quite one-sided. He was no admirer of the picturesque, certainlj^ I have heard him say that his idea of a country to live in was, where there was no hill steep enough to wind a horse in good condition, and no wood that hounds could not run through in fifteen minutes ; therein folloT\T.ng the fancy of that eminent French philosopher, who, being invited to climb Beu Lomond to enjoy the most magnificent of views, re- sponded meekly — ^ Aimez-vous les heaut^s de la Na- ture? Pour moiyje les ahhorre.^ Can you not fancy the strident emphasis on the last syllable, reveaKng how often the poor materiaKst had been victimized before he made a stand at last ? All through Livingstone's life the real was to pre- dominate over the ideal ; and so it was at this period of it. He had a great dislike to purely sentimental or descriptive poetry ; preferring to all others those battle-ballads, like the Lays of Borne, which stir the blood like a trumpet, or those love-songs which heat it like rough strong wine. He was very fond of Homer, too. He liked the diapason of those sonorous hexameters, that roll on, 10 GUY LIVINGSTONE. sinking and swelling witli the ebb and flow of a stormy sea. I hear his voice — deep-toned and power- ful even at that early age — finishing the story of Poseidon and his beautiful prize — their bridal-bed laid in the hollow of a curling wave — Tlopfvpeov S' dpa Kvfia TrtpitTrdOr], oiipi'i icrov, KvpT(t)6tv, Kpv^ev dk Otbv OvrjTi'jv re yvvaiKa. And yet they say that the glorious old Sciote was a mythe, and the Odyssey a magazine worked out by clever contributors. They might as well assert that all his marshals would have made up one Napoleon. I remember how we used to pass in review the beauties of old time, for whom ' many drew swords and died/ whose charms convulsed kingdoms and ruined cities, who called the stars after their own names. Ah, Gyneth and Ida ! peerless queens of beauty — it was exciting, doubtless, to gaze down from your velveted gallery on the mad tilting below, to see ever and anon through the yellow dust a kind handsome face looking up at you, pale but scarcely reproachful, just before the horse-hoofs trod it down ; ah, fairest Ninons and Dianas ; — ^prizes that, like the Whip at Newmarket, were always to be challenged for — you were proud when yoUr reckless lover came to woo, with the blood of last night* s favourite not dry on his blade ; but what were your fatal honours, compared to those of a reigning toast in the rough ancient days? GUY LIVINGSTONE. 11 The demigods and heroes that were suitors did not stand upon trifles; and the contest often ended in the extermination of all the lady's male relatives to the third and fourth generation. People then took it quite as a matter of course — rather a credit to the family than otherwise. Guy and I discussed, often and gravely, the relative merits of Evadne the violet-haired, Helen, Cleopatra, and a hundred others, just as, on the steps of White's, or in the smoking-room at the * Hag,* men compare the points of the debutantes of the season. His knowledge of feminine psychology — it must have been theoretical, for he was not seventeen — im- plied a study and depth of research that was quite surprising ; but I am bound to state that his estimate of the strength of character and principle inherent in the weaker sex, was anything but high ; nearly in- deed identical with that formed by the learned lady who, to the question, * Did she think the virtue of any one of her sisterhood impregnable?' replied * C^est selon.* He often used to astonish my weak mind by his observations on this head. I did not know till afterwards, that Sir Henry Fallowfield, the Bassompierre of his day, came for the Christmas pheasant-shooting every year into Guy's neighboui'- hood, and that he had already imbibed lessons of questionable morality, sitting at the gouty feet of that evil Gamaliel. 12 GUY LI"V^NGSTONE. lie spoke of and to women of every class readily, whenever he got the chance; always with perfect aplomb and self-possession, and I have heard older men remark since, that in him it did not appear the precocity of ' the rising generation,' but rather the confidence of one who knew his subject well. Per- haps the fact of his father having died when he was an infant, and his having always been suzerain among his women at home, may have had something to do with this. An absurd instance of what I have been saying happened just before Guy left. By time-honoured custom, four or five of the Sixth were invited every week to dine with the head-mas- ter. They were not, strictly speaking, convivial, those solemn banquets; where the host was con- descendingly affable, and his guests cheerful, as it were, under protest ; resembling somewhat the enter- tainments in the captain's cabin, where the chief is unpopular. Our Archididascalus was a kind-hearted honest man, albeit by virtue of his office somewhat strict and stern. You could read the Categories in the wrinkles of his colourless face, and contested passages of Thucy- dides in the crows- feet round his eyes. The ever- lasting grind at the educational treadmill had worn away all he might once have had of imagination ; he- translated with precisely the same intonations the Tusculan Disputatiojis and — "Y^pocts ai>UaT€ iJ-dxav. GUY LrvaXGSTONE. L3 He had lately taken to himself a wife, his junior by a score of years. The academic atmosphere had not had time then to freeze her into the dignity befitting her position ; when I met her, ten years later, she was steady and staid enough, poor thing! to have been the wife of Grotius. Guy sat next to her that evening, and before the first course was over a decided flirtation was estab- lished. The pretty hostess, albeit wife of a doctor and daughter of a dean, had evidently a strong co- quettish element in her composition, and a very slight spark was sufficient to relight the veteris vesti- gia JIammce. For some time her husband did not seem to realize the position ; but gradually his sentences grew rare and curt ; he opened his mouth, no longer to let fall the pearls of his wisdom, but to stop it with savoury meat ; finally this last resource failed, and he sat, looking wrathfuUy but helplessly on the proceedings at the other end of the table — a lamentable instance of prostrated ecclesiastical dignity. His disgust, how- ever, w^as far exceeded by the horror of one of the party, a meek cadaverous-looking boy, whose parents lived in the to^wTi, and who was wont to regard the head-master as the vicegerent of aU powers, civil and sacerdotal — I am not sure he did not include mili- tary as well. I caught him looking several times at the door and the ceiling with a pale guilty face, as if 14 GUY LIVINGSTONE. he expected some immediate visitation to punish, the sacrilege. However, Heaven, which did not inter- rupt the feast of Atreus, or of Tereus (till the dessert), allowed us to finish our dinner in peace. During the interval, when we sat alone over his claret, our host revived a little ; hut utterly relapsed in the drawing- room, where things went on worse than ever. Guy leant over the fair Penelope (such was her classical and not inappropriate name) while she was singing, and over her sofa afterwards, evidently considering himself her legitimate proprietor for the time, and regarding the husband, as he hovered round them, in the light of an unauthorized intruder. The latter would have given anything, once or twice, to have interfered, I am sure ; but, apart from the extreme ridicule of the thing, he was in his own house, and as hospitable as Saladin. It was a great scene, when, at parting, she gave Guy the camellia that she wore at her breast ; the Doctor gasped thrice convulsively and said no word ; but I wonder how she accounted afterwards for the smile and blush which answered some whispered thanks ? There are certain limits that even the his- torian dares not transgress ; a veil falls between the profane and the thalamus of an LL.D. ; but, I rather imagine, she had a hard time of it that night, the poor little woman I Let us hope, in charity, that she held her o^mi. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 15 When tlio Count was questioned as to the con- versation that had passed, he declined to give any particulars, merely remarking, that * he had to thank Dr for a very pleasant evening, and he hoped every one had enjoyed themselves very much,' — which was philanthropic, to say the least of it. I don't know if it was our imagination, but we fancied that when the head-master called up Living- stone, in form, after this, he did so with an air of grave defiance, such as a duellist of the Old Eegime may have worn, when, dofl&ng his plumed hat, he said to his adversary, ' En garde I * There was little time to make observations, for shortly afterward Guy went up to Oxford; whither^ six months later, I followed him. 16 CHAPTER III. Through many an hour of summer suns, By many pleasant ways, Like Hezckiah's, backward runs The shadow of my days. When I came up, I found Guy quite established and at home. He was a general favourite with all the men he knew at college, though iutimate with but very few. There was but one individual who hated him thoroughly, and I think the feeling was mutual — the senior tutor, a flaccid being, vdth a hand that felt like a fish two days out of water, a large nose, and a perpetual cold in his head. He consistently and impartially disbelieved every one on their word, requiring material proof of each assertion ; an original mode of acquiring the confidence of his pupils, and precluding anything like an attempt at deception on their part. I remember well a discussion on his merits that took place in the porter's lodge one night just after twelve. When several had given their opinions, more or less strongly, some one asked the gate-ward what he thought of the individual in question, to which that eminent functionary thus GUY LIVINGSTONE. 17 replied — * Why, you see, sir, I'm only a servant, and, as such, can't speak freely ; but I wish he was dead, I do.' As I have said, Livingstone disliked Selkii-k heartily, and did not take the trouble to conceal it. He used to look at him sometimes with a curious expression in his eyes, which made the tutor twiil and writhe uncomfortably in his chair. The latter annoyed him as much as he possibly could, but Guy held on the even tenor of' his way ; seldom con- travening the statutes, except in hunting three days a week, which he persisted in doing all lectures and regulations notwithstanding. He rode little imder fourteen stone, even then; but the three horses he kept were well up to his weight, and he stood A 1 in Jem Hill's estimation, as * the best heav}^- weight that had come out of Oxford for many a day ; ' for he not only went straight as a die, but rode to hounds instead of over them. I suppose this latter practice is inherent in University sportsmen. I know, in my time, the way in which they pressed on hounds for the first two fields out of cover, or after a check, used to make the grey hairs, which were the brave old huntsman's crown of glory, stand on end with in- dignation and terror ; so that he prayed devoutly for a big fence which, like the broken bridge at Leipsic, might prove a stopper to the pursuing army. . TheiX5 was the making of a good rider .in many of them, 18 GTJY LIVINGSTONE. too ; they only wanted ballast, for they knew no more of fear than Nelson did, and would grind over the Yale of the Evenlode and the Marsh Gibbon double timber as gaily and undauntedly as over the accommodating Bullingdon hurdles. And what screws they rode ! ancient animals bearing as many scars as a vicux de la vieille, that were considered short of work if they did not come out five days a fortnight. This was Guy's favourite pursuit ; but he threw off the superfluity of his animal energies in all sorts of athletics ; in sparring especially he attain- ed a rare excellence ; so well known was it indeed, that he passed his first year without striking a blow in anger, through default of an antagonist, except a chance one or two exchanged in the m^Iee which is imperative on the fifth of November. I did not hunt much myself, for my health was far from strongs and I confess my University recol- lections are not lively. After the first flush of novelty had worn off, they bored one intensely — those large wines and suppers where, night by night, a score of Nephelegeretae sat shrouded in smoke; chanting the same equivocal ditties ; drinking the same "fiery liquors miscalled the juice of the grape, villanous enough to make the patriarch that planted the vine stir remorsefully in his grave under Ararat — each man all the while talking * shop,' a Voutrance. The skeleton of ennui sat at GUT LIVINGSTONE. 19 these dreary feasts ; and it was not even crowned with roses. I often used to wondor what the majority of my contemporaries conversed about, when in the bosom of their families, during the 'long.* They couldn't always have been inflicting Oxford on their miserable relatives : the weakest of human natures would have revolted against such tyranny : and yet the horizon of their ideas seemed as utterly bounded by Bagley and Headington Hill, as if the great ocean stream had flowed outside those limits. Some adventurous spirits, it is true, stretched away as far as Woodstock and Abingdon; but I doubt if they returned much improved by the grand tour. One of their most remarkable characteristics was the invincible terror and repugnance that they ap- peared to entertain to the society of women of their own class. When the visitation was inevitable, it is impossible to describe the great horror that fell on these "/Unfortunate boys. The feeling of Zanoni's pupil, as the Watcher on the Threshold came float- ing and creeping towards him, was nothing to it. For example, at Commemoration — to which festival ' lions ' from all quarters of the earth resorted in vast droves — when one of this class was hard hit by the charms of some fair stranger, he never thought of expressing his admiration otherwise than by piteous looks, directed at her from an immense distance, out of shot for an opera-glass ; when in her immediate 20 GUY LIVINGSTONE. vicinity Lis motto was that of tlie Breton baron — mourir muet. Claret-cup flowed and cliampagne sparkled, powerless to raise him to the audacity of an avowal. Under the woods of Nuneham, in the gar- dens of Blenheim, amidst the crowd of the Com- memoration ball, the same deep river of diffidence flowed between him and his happiness. My own idea is that, after all was over, the silent ones, like Jaques' stricken deer, used to ' go weep,' over chances lost and opportunities neglected. With waitresses at way-side inns, et id genus omne, they were tolerably self-possessed and reliant; though even there a * thousand might well be stopped by three,' and I would have backed an intelligent barmaid against the field at odds : indeed, I think I have seen a security nearly allied to contempt on the fine features of a certain *lone star/ as she parried — so easily. — the compliments and repartees of a dozen assail « ants at once, accounted, in their own quadrangles, Millamours of the darkest dye. Guy accoimted for this unfortunate peculiarity by saying that a cigar in the mouth was the normal state of many of these men ; so that, when circum- stances debarred them from the Havannah courage, they lost all presence of mind, and, being unable to retreat under cover of the smoke, lapsed instantly into a sullen despair, suffering themselves to be shot down imresistingly. Perhaps some future GUY LIVIKGSTONE. 21 philosoplier will favour us with a better solution to this important problem in physics : I know of none. After all, the reading men did best, though we did not think so then, when we saw them creeping into morning chapel jaded and heavy-eyed, after a debauch over Herodotus or the Stagyrite. They had a pur- pose in view, at all events, and, I believe, were placidly content during the progress of its attain- ment — in the Seventh Heaven, when their hopes were crowned by a First, or even a Second. True ; the pace was too good for some of the half-bred ones, and such as could not stand the training, who de- parted, to fade away rapidly in the old house at home, or to pine, slowly but very surely, in remote curacies. Some of these, I fancy, must have sympathized wdth Madame de StaeFs consumptive niece, who answered to the question, * Why she was weeping all alone?' — ^ Je me regrette.* When, resting in their daily walk, shortened till it became a toil to reach the shady seat under the elms at the garden's end, they watched the stalwart ploughmen and di*overs go striding by, wdthout a trouble behind their tanned foreheads, except the thought that wages might fall a shilling^a week — was there no envy, I wonder, as they looked down on the wan hands lying so listless across then* knees ? Would they not have given their First, and their fellowship in embryo to boot, to have had the morning appetite of Tom Chauntrell, the horse- 22 GUY LIVINGSTONE. breaker, after twelve pipes over-niglit with gin-and- water to match, or to have been able, like Joe Sprin- gett, the under-keeper, to breast the steepest brae in Cumberland with never a sob or a painful breath ? Did they never murmur while thinking how brightly the blade might have flashed, how deftly have been wielded, if the worthless scabbard had only lasted out till, on some grand field-day, the word was given — * Draw swords ! ' ? Some felt this, doubtless ; but the most part, I imagine, were possessed with a com- fortable assurance, that their short life had been use- ful if not ornamental; and so, to a certain extent, they had their reward. At any rate, their ending was to the full as glorious as that of • some other friends of ours, who crawl away from the battle- ground of the Viveurs to die, or to linger on helpless hypochondriacs. If I have spoken depreciatingly or unfairly of the mass of my college coevals (and it may well be so), I do full justice, in thought at least, to some brilliant exceptions. I founded friendships there which, I trust, will outlive me. I do not forget Warrenne, too good for the men he lived with, a David in our camp of Kedar — always going on straight in the path he thought right, though ever and anon his hot Irish blood would chafe fiercely under the curb self-imposed ; and labounng incessantly, with aU gentleness, to induce others to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 23 follow ; a Launcelot in his devotion to womankind ; a Gralahad in pm*ity of thought and purpose. I have never known a man of the worlds so single-hearted, or a saint with, so much savoir vivre. I see before me now, Lovell, with Lis frank look and cheery laugh, the model of a stalwart English, squirehood : and Petre, equal to either fortune ; in reverse or success calm and impassible as Athos the mousquetaire ; regarding money simply as a circu- lating medium, with the profoundest contempt for its actual value — se ruinant en prince. He edified us greatly, on one occasion, by meeting his justly offend- ed father with, a stern politeness; declining^ to, hold any, communication with him by word or letter, till he (the sire) ' could express himself in a more Chris- tian spirit.* Then there was Barlowe, the peark of gentlemen- riders ; the very apple of Charles Symond's eye ; un- spoiled by a hundred triumphs, and never degenerat- ing into the professional, though, I believe, his idea of earthly feKcity was — A match, for £50, lOst. 71b. eacb. Owners up. Over 4 nules of a fair hunting country. I see him too, with his pleasant face, round, rosy, and beardless as a child- cherub of Rubens, tempting pale men with splitting heads to throw boots at him in the bitterness of, their envy, as he entered their rooms on the morning after a heavy drink ; his eyes c 24 GUY LIVINGSTONE. 60 clear and guileless that you would never guess lio\^ sharp they could be at times when a dangerous horse was coming up on his quarter. A strange compound his character was, of cool calculation and sentimental simplicity. The most astute of trainers never got the better of him in making a match ; and, I am sure, to this day, he believes in 's poetry, and in the immutability of feminine affection. How agreeable he was about the small hours, chirping over his grog ; alternating between remin- iscences of 'My tutor's daughter,* and recitals of choice morsels in verse and prose, misquoting, to the utter annihilation of rhythm and sense, but aU with perfect gravity, good faith, and satisfaction. Nee ley memorande, relinquam — true Tom Lynton I — ^not clever, not even high bred, but loved by every one for the honestest and kindest heart that ever was the kernel of a rough rind. Do we not remember that supper where the Fa- thers of England were being discussed ? Every one, drawn on by the current, had a stone to throw at his relieving officer ; the complaint, of course, being a general tightness in the supplies. At last, Tom, who, though his own sire was an austere man, could not bear to hear the absent run down, broke in, gravely remonstrating — * WeU, gentlemen,' he said, * remember they're our fellow-creatures, at all events.' GUY LIVINGSTONE. 25 They drank ' Lynton and the Governors/ with a compound midtiplication of cheers. I might mention more ; but a face rises just now before me, which makes me close the muster-roll — the face of one who united in himself many, very many of the best qualities of others ; of one whom I shrink from naming here, lest it should seem that I do so lightly — a face that I saw six hours before its features became set for ever. 26 CEAPTER IV. Ai) TOT* avaaxonkvu), 6 fihv -ijXaae St^iou a»/xov. 'Ipoc, 6 d' avxU' tkaaatv vtt' ovaTog, boTta S' uaut ''E.OXaaiv' avTiKa d' ijXOtv avd OTOfia vith her cousin too, she thought. "Was Mr Livingstone always plajnng with his uncle, and always losing ? She supposed he liked losing — at play. Did I know the lady in pink, wdth twenty-five flowers in her hair ? She had counted them. Yes ! that was her husband ; the stout man looking imcomfortable in the corner. An old friend of Mr Livingstone's ? He had so many old friends ; but he did not always talk to them for a whole evening Tv^thout intermission. Ah ! she was going to fiing ; that is, if Mr Livingstone had quite finished with her, and would let her go. Little women with pink cheeks and dresses always did sing, and never had any voice. I don't know how many more questions she put to me in the same quiet, clear tones ; but just then I happened to look doT^Ti on the handkerchief she held in her hand, and I saw a long rent in its broad Yal- enciennes border that I am very sure was not there an hour ago ; for Flora's toilette, morning and even- ing, was faultless to a degree. I had hardly time to remark this, when Guy lounged up to us. My companion's dark eyes were GUY LIVINGSTONE. 76 more eloquent than her lips, which quivered slightly, as she said — * I wonder you have not more consideration. A new arrival in the country, and compromised ii're- trievably ! Look at Mr Strafford now.' ' The husband ? ' Guy said, with intense disdain ; * the husband's helpless. He may sharpen his — tusks, but he'll never come to battle. How good and great you are ! It is quite refreshing to hear your strictures on innocent amusements. But I beg you will speak of that lady with due respect ; she is the first — yes, positively the first — woman I ever loved ! ' * 3Io)iseigncur, que cChonneur ! ' Flora said, curling her haughty lip. * It is true,' Guy went on. ' At a children's ball, about fifteen years ago, I met my fate ; she was in white muslin, with a velvet boddice' (Flora shud- dered visibly) ; * for a year after I pictured to myself the angels in no other attire, and now — years vitiate one's fancies so — I can fancy nothiog but a jockey, in *' black body and white sleeves.'' I suppose she was very pretty ; let us hope so ! it is my only ex- cuse for being enchanted ten minutes, and stupidly enslaved in half an hour. The thing would not have been complete without a rival ; he came — a plump, circular-faced boy, mth severely flaxen hair. No, you need not look across the room — not the least like "v^hat she is now ! Great jealousy may make me unjust^ 76 GUY LIVINGSTONE. but I don't think he had any advantage over me, save one, and he used that mercilessly. He* wore collars standing boldly erect under his fat cheeks, v'hile those of the rest of us lay prostrate, after the simple fashion of my childhood. The prestige was too much for Ellen's weak mind (did I tell you her name was Ellen ?) — Bottom monopolized Titania for the rest of the evening. I could have beaten him with ease and satisfaction to myself, but I refrained ; and, rushing into the supper-room, drained three glasses of weak negus with the energy of despair. ' I have never suffered anything since lilie the torment of the next two hours. I saw her several times afterwards, and might have made play, per- haps ; but the phantom of a roimd red face, with col- lars starched a routrance, always came between us. It was only a slight satisfaction to hear that she has utterly lost sight of my rival, and promises to cut him dead the first time they meet. There's the his- tory of a young heart blighted — of a crushed affection ! I am not aware that there is any moral in it ; if there is, you are welcome to it, I am sure. You might look a little more sympathizing, though^ even if I have bored j^ou.' Flora tried to look grave, but the dancing light in her rebellious ajQS betrayed her, even before her merry musical laugh broke in. 'It is far the most touching thing I overheard GUY LIVINGSTONE. 77 Poor child ! how you must have suffered ! I wonder you ever smiled again. How well she sings, does she not ? — when she does not try to go too high.' ' Don't be severe/ Guy retorted ; ' you may have to sing yourself some day. You prefer talking, though ? Well, with a well-managed contralto^ it comes nearly to the same thing ; and I suppose you consider the world in general is not worthy of it ? ' Almost imperceptibly, but very meaningly, her glance turned to where I sat close behind her. * How absurd ! you know why I don't sing often. To-night it would be — too cruel.^ (Flora's idea of modest merit was peculiar.) * JSTow, tell me, what are you going to ride to-morrow ? "We shall all go and see them throw off.' Without answering her question he leant over her, and said something too low for me to hear, which made her colour brighten. From a distant corner two ancient virgins, long past * mark of mouth,' surveyed the procedings with faces like moulds of lemon-ice. Flora glanced to- wards them this time, and said demurely, making a gesture of crossing her arms a la NapoUon I. — * Take care ; from the summit of yonder sofa forty ages be- hold you.' The caution was a challenge ; and so her hearer interpreted it, as he sank down beside her. I seemed to be lapsing rapidly lato the terrible 78 Gl/Y LIVINGSTONE. third tliat spoils sport, so I left them ; but not ail the adjurations of Godfrey Parndon invoking liis favourite antagonist to the whist-table could draw Guy from his post again that evening. I know men who would have given five years of life for the whisper that glided into his ear as he gave Miss Bellasys her candle on retiring, ten for ihc Par* thian glance that shot its arrow home. CHAPTER IX. 1 know the purple vestment ; I know the crest of flame ; So ever rides Mamilius, Prince of the Latian name. The next was a perfect hunting morning : a llglit breeze, steady from tlie south-west, and not too much Sim ; the very day when a scent, in and out of cover, would be a certainty, if there were any calculating on this contingency. Let us do our sisters justice — there is 0716 thing in nature more uncertain and capricious than the whims of womankind. The hounds had come up with their usual train of officials, and of those steady- going sportsmen who love the pack better than their own children, and can call each individual in it by his name. Godfrey Parndon was doing the civil to the * great men in Israel,' his heaviest subscribers ; pinks were gleaming in every direction through the clumps and belts of plantation, as the men came up at a hard gallop on their cover- hacks, or opened the pipes of their himters by a ^tretob over the turf of the park. 80 GUY LIVINGSTONE. On tlie hall- steps stood Flora Bellasys — Penthesilea in a wide-awake and plume ; a dozen men were round her, striving emulously for a word or a smile, and she held her own gallantly with them all ; she was wait- ing patiently till Guy had lighted an obstinate cigar, and was ready to mount her. He understood putting her up better than any one else, she said. Perhaps he did ; but, though he swung her into the saddle with one wave of his mighty arm as Hghtly as Loch- invar could have done, the arrangement of the skirt and stirrup seemed a problem hardly to be solved. If there was any truth in the old Courland super- stition, that the display of a lady's ankle to the hunters before they started brought them luck, we ought to have had the run of the season that day. He rode by her side, too, as near as the plunges of the chestnut would allow, till we reached the gorse that we were to di'aw ; once there the stronger passion prevailed. Aphrodite hid her face, and the great goddess Artemis claimed her own. As the first hound whimpered, he drew off towards a corner, where a big fence woidd give him a chance of shaking off the crowd, and I do not think he turned his head till the fox went away. The last thing I remember, there was the anxious look in two beautiful hazel eyes as they gazed after the Axcine, charging his second fence with the rush of an express train. GUT LIVINGSTONE. 81 1l\iq fetiche did not fail us; we had a wonderful run, of which only five men saw the end. I confess the second brook stopped me and many others. For- rester got over with a fall ; but they were preparing to break up the fox, when he came up first of the second flight. Guy came home in great spirits ; he had been ad- mirably carried. He and the first whip, a ten- stone man, were head and head at the last fence, while the hounds were rolling over their fox, a hundred yards farther, in the open. After dinner he amused himself by teasing his cousin. At last he asked her if she would lend him Bella Donna to hack to cover, as his own favourite was rather lame. Miss Raymond's indignation was superb ; for, be it known, she was prouder of the said animal than of anything else in the world. She (the mare, not the lad}^) was a bright bay, with black points, quite thorough-bred, and as handsome as a picture. Livingstone had bought her out of G training- stable, and had given her to his cousin, afte/ having her broken into a perfect Hght-weight hunter. One of the few extravagances in which Mr Ray- mond indulged his daughter was, allowing her to take Bella Donna wherever she went. ' Don't excite yourself, you small Amazon ! ' repHcd Guy to her indignant refusal. ' IIow you do believe 82 GUY LmNGSTONE. in tliat mare ! I wonder you don't put lier Into some ^f the great Spring Handicaps ! You would get lier in liglit, and might win enough to keep you in glovea for half a century.* *Well, I don't know/ Forrester's slow, languid voice suggested ; ' I think she's faster, for three miles, than anything in your stable. I should like to run the best you have for £50, weight for inches.' * I am not surprised at your supporting Bella's opinion,' said Gruy, with a shade of sarcasm in his voice ; * but I did not expect that you would back it. Come, I'll make this match, if you like : you shall ride catch- weight, which will be about list. 71b. ; and I'll ride the Axeine at 14st. 71b. : I must take a 71b. saddle to do that. They are both in hard condition, 80 it can come off in ten days ; and I'll give the farm- ers a cup to run for at the same time. Is it a match ? ' * Certainly, if Miss Baymond will trust me with Bella Donna.' Isabel's eyes sparlded — so brilliantly ! as she an- swered, ' I should like it, of all things.' *^ow, Puss,' Guy went on, * you ought to have something on it. There is a certain set of turquoises and pearls that I meant to give you whenever you had been good for three weeks consecutively ; it is no use waiting for such a miracle, so I'll bet you these against that sapphire and diamond ring you have taken to wearing lately.* GUY LiriXG STONE. 83 His cousin looked distressed and confused. ' Any- thing else, Guy ? * slie said. * I cannot risk that ; it was a present from — Mrs Molyneux.' * I don't think/ Charley suggested very quietly, 'Mrs — Molyneux, was it not ? — could object to your investing her present on such a certainty. I really believe we shall bring it off; and, if not — ' IIo checked himself with a smile. * Oh, if you think so,' answered Isabel, blushing more than ever, * I "will venture my ring. But you must win ; I don't l^now what I shoidd do if I lost it.' 80 it was settled. * You seem confident,' I remarked to Livingstone, later in the evening. I remember the peculiar expres- sion of his face, though I did not then understand it, as he answered gravely — * Bella ought to be ; for — she has laid long odds.' There was great excitement in the neighbourhood when the match, and the farmers' race to follow, be- came known. Half the county vras assembled on tho appointed morning, an off-day with the Pj^tchley. Godfrey Parndon was judge, and had picked the ground — a figure of 8, with 17 fences, large but fair for the most part ; the horses were to traverse it twice, missing the brook (16 feet clear of water) the second time. I wish they were not getting so rare, those purely country-meetings, where three wagons with an awn- 84 GUY LIVINGSTONE. ing make tlie grand stand ; where there are no ring men to force the betting and deafen you with their bhatant proffers — ' to lay agin anything in the race ; ' where the bold yeomen, in full confidence that their favourite will not be * roped/ back their opinions manfully for crowns. Livingstone's great local renown, and the reputation of the Axeine for strength and speed (though no one knew how fast he could go), made the betting 5 to 4 on him ; but takers were not wanting, calculating on the horse's truly Satanic temper. Miss Bellasys, who, with her mother, had arrived at Kerton the night before, laid half a point more — 7iot in gloves — on the heavy-weight. The bell for saddling rang, and the horses came out. The mare stripped beautifully, as fine as a star — ^no wonder her mistress was proud of her ; and I think she had to the full as many admirers as the Axeine. The latter was a dark chestnut with a white fetlock, standing full 16 hands (while the mare scarcely top- ped 15), well ribbed up, with a good sloping shoulder, immense flat hocks, and sinewy thighs ; his crest and forehand were like a stallion's ; and when you looked at his quarters, it was easy to believe what the Ilevesby stablemen said, — ' They coidd shoot a man into the next county.' He was * orkarder than usual that morning ' the groom remarked ; perhaps he did not fancy the crowd GUY LIVINGSTONE. 85 without the hounds, for lie kept lashing out perpetu- ally, with yicious backward glances from his red eyes. Then the riders showed : Livingstone in his o^vn coloui's, purple and scarlet cap, workmanlike and weather-stained ; Forrester in the fresh glories of light blue with white sleeves, his cap quartered with the same. Charley lingered a minute by Miss Raymond's side, taking her last instructions, I suppose : she looked very nervous and pale — her jockey pleasantly languid as ever. The instant the chestnut was mounted he reared, and indulged in two or three * buck-jumps ' that would have made a weaker man tremble for his back-bone, and then kicked furiously : but Guy seemed to take it all as a matter of course, sitting square and erect ; all he did was to drive the sharp rowels in repeatedly, bringing a dark blood spot out with each stroke. It was not by love, certainly, that he ruled the Axeine. Then came the preliminary gallops : the mare going easily on her 'bit, gliding over the ground smoothly and springily ; the horse shaldng his head, and every now and then tearing madly at the reins, without being able to gain a huir's breadth on the iron hands that never moved from his withers. ' They're off ! ' Guy taking the lead ; well over the first two fences, fair hunting ones; the third is a teaser — an ugly black bullfinch with a ditch on the SQ GUT LIVINGSTONE. landing side, and a drop into a ploughed field. Tlie chestnut's devil is thoroughly roused by this time. "When within sixty yards of the fence, he puts on a rush that even his rider's mighty muscles cannot check : his impetus would send him through a castle wall ; but he hardly rises at the leap, taking if, too, where there is a network of growers — a crash that might be heard in the grand stand — and horse and man are rolling in the field beyond. Flora Bellasys strikes her foot angrily with her riding- w^hip, and turns very pale. Ten lengths behind, the mare comes up, well 11 hand, and slips through the bullfinch without a mis- take — hardly with an efibrt — just at the only place where you can see daylight through the blackthorn. What is Guy doing ? Even in that thundering fall he has never let the reins go. Horse and rider strug- gle up together. A dozen arms are ready to lift hiin into the saddle, and a cheery voice says in his ear, * Hold up. Squire ; keep him a-going, and you'll catch the Captain j^et ! ' He hardly hears the words though, for his head is whirling, and he feels strangely sick and faint ; but before he has gone a hundred yards his face has settled into its habitual resolute calmness, only there is a thin thread of blood creeping from imder his cap, and his brow is bent and lowering. A fall, which would have taken the fight out of most horses, has only steadied the Axeine; and as wa GUY LI VmC STONE. 87 watcli Mm striding through the deep ground, casting the dirt behind him like a catapult, we think and say, * The race is not over yet/ i They are over the brook without a scramble : For- rester still leads, ' riding patiently and well. lie knows better than to force the running, even with the difFerence in weight ; for the going is too heaA^ quite to suit his marc. As Livingstone passed the spot where Miss Hay- moud was stationed, he turned half round in his saddle and looked curiously in her face. She did not even know he was near ; all her soul was ia her eyes, that were gazing after Forrester with an anxiety so dispro- portioned to the occasion, that her cousin fairly started. * Poor child ! ' he said to himself, all his angry feelings changing, ' she seems to haTC set her heart so upo7i winning, it would be sad if she were disap- pointed. No one has much on it : shall I try " Cap- tain Armstrong " for once ? It would make her very ■^'"^PP}^- ^^^ accidents, I must win. They don't know that the chestnut has not extended himself yet.* We lose sight of the horses for a little. T\nien wc see them again, the mare has decidedly gained ground; and, to our astonishment, the Axeiue swerves, and refuses at rather an easy fence. Hiss Bellasys* cheek flushes this time. She goes off at a sharp canter through a gate that takes her into a field where the horses must pass her close ; several G S8 GUT LIVINGSTONE. of her attendants follow. Cliarley comes up, looking rather more excited and happy than usual. TTe has made the pace better for the last half mile, and stiU seems going at his ease. ]More than a distance behind is the chestnut, evidently on bad terms with his jockey ; he is in a white lather of foam, and changes his leg twice as he approaches. Guy has his face turned slightly aside, as he nears the spot where Miss Bellasys waits for him, in the midst of her body- guard. For the first time, since the race began, her voice was heard, cutting the air with its clear mock- ing tones, Kke the edge of a Damascus sabre — ^ The chestnut wins — hard held ! ' Guy's kindly impulses vanished instantly before the sarcasm latent in those last two words. lie could sacrifice his own victory and the hopes of his backers, but he would not give a chance to Flora's merciless tongue. We saw him change his hold on the reins, and, with a shake and a fierce thrust of the spurs, ho set the Axcine fairly going.' Every man on the ground, including his late owner (who hated himself bitterl}^ at that moment for parting with him), was taken by surprise by the extraordinary speed the horse displayed. He raced up to Bella Donna just before the last fence, at which she hangs ever so little, while he takes it in his swing, cover- ing good nine j'ards from hoof to hoof. Nothing but hurdles now between them and home. The down-hill GUY LIVINGSTONE. 89 run-in favoiu-s his yast stride. A thousand voices echo Flora's words, ' The chestnut wins ! ^ Charley made his effort exactly at the right time, and the brave little mare'answered gallantly ; but it was not to be. He shook his head, and never touched her with whip or spur again. The race was over. No one disputed the judge's fiat : ' The Axeine by six lengths.' Up to the skies went the hats and the shouts of the sturdy yeomen, who * know'd he couldn't be beat,' exulting in the success of their favourite. Eound winner and loser crowded their friends, congratulating the- one, condoling with the other; praising both for their riding. At that moment I do not think any one, except myself, remarked Isabel EajTnond, who sat somewhat apart, her tears falling fast under her veil, as she looked upon her lost ring. Just then Forrester rode up. * TVoe to the van- quished ! ' he said. * All is lost but honour. Will you say something kind to me, after my defeat. Miss Eaymond ? You will find your pet not pimished in the least, and without a scratch on her.-* Without answering she held out her hand. As he bent over it, and whispered, what I could not hear, I saw her eyes sparkle, and a happy consciousness flush her cheeks, till they glowed like a sky at sunset when a storm is passing away in the west. Then I knew that he had won a richer prize than ever was 90 GUY LIVINGSTONE. set on a race, since the first Great Metropolitan was run for at Olympia. Livingstone had. washed away the traces of his fall (his wound was only a cut under the hair, ahove the temple), and was going to get the horses in line, to start them for the farmer^s cup. As he passed Miss Bellasys he checked his horse for an instant, and said, very coldly — * You are satisfied, I trust ? ' * All's well that ends well,' answered Flora ; * but I began to tremble for my bets. I thought you were waiting too long.' Guy did not wish to pursue the subject apparenlh% for he rode on without reply. Flora made no attempt to detain him ; she had studied the signs of the times in his countenance long enough to be weather-^isc, and to know that the better part of valour was ad- visable when the quicksilver had sunk to Stormy. The cup was a great success. Eleven started, and three made a most artistic finish — scarcely a length between first and third. The farmers of the present day ride very differently from their ancestors of fifty years ago, whose highest ambition was to pound along after the slow, sure 'currant-jelly dogs.' Go down into the vale of Bel voir, watch one of the Duke's tenants handing a five-year old over the Smite, and say if the modeni agriculturists might not boast with Tydides — GUY LIVINGSTONE. 91 i)fiiiQ Si) 7raTsp'ould not let the mare have it. 4 GUY LIVINGSTONE. 131 Guy regarded him with, intense contempt. *By G — d ! * he muttered ; * I beKeve the man*s afraid ! * Forrester laughed so unrestrainedly, that Isabel looked at him beseechingly, in evident dread of tho consequences. * My dear Miss Icayjiond,' he said, answering her frightened glance, * don't alarm yourself. Do you think I am a Quixote, to war with windmills ? ' 1^0 one could look at Bruce's long arms and legs, all working at once, without owning the aptness of the simile. For the third time he came down at the brook, and, I really believe, meant going ; but Kathleen, unused to such vacillating measures, had got sulky, and swerved on the very brink, almost sliding over it. Her rider lost his seat^ rolled over her shoulder, and for an instant disappeared in the water. Achelous or Tiber, emerging from his native waves, crowned with aquatic plants, presented, I doubt not, an appearance at once dignified and becoming ; but I defy any ordinary non -amphibious mortal to look, under similar circumstances, anything but supremely ridiculous. The wrathful face framed in dripping hair and plastered whiskers — the movements of the limbs, awkward and constrained — the rivulets dis- tilling from every salient angle, turning the victim into a walking Lauterbrunnen — when we saw all these absurdities exaggerated before us, no wonder that 132 GUY LIVINGSTONE. from the whole party, including the groom, there broke ' unnumbered laughters.' f * Curse the mare ! ' Bruce hissed out. The words came crushed and broken, as it were, through the white ranges of his griuding teeth. Li\ingstone's face hardened directly. * Swear as much as you think the cii'cumstances require, or as my cousin will allow,' he said ; * but be just before you're generous — don't anathematize Kathleen. It was no faidt of hers. I never saw her refuse before ; but she is used to be put straight at her fences. Hold her still, Harry ' (to the groom on' the fui-ther side, who had caught the mare's rein), * I'll ride her at it myself.' He threw his bridle to Forrester, and, dismounting, cleared the brook at a boimd. Then he went up to Kathleen, and began to coax her with voice and hand. ' I'll bet an even fifty he takes her over the first time,' said Charley. Bruce nodded his head, without speaking, to show that he took the bet. I thought he had the best of it, for the mare was so savage and sulky still that a refusal seemed a certainty. Guy had mounted by this time, and, after taking a wide sweep in the field, came down at the brook. Kathleen was curling her back up, and going short, with the most evident intention of balking ; but swerving was next to impossible, for she was fairly held in a vice by her rider's hands and knees. The GUY LIVINGSTONE. 133 whip fell, heavily twice on either shoulder, and, just at the water's edge, Livingstone drove his heels in and lifted her. It was almost a standing leap, and as Kathleen landed, a great fragment of the bank went crashing into the water from under her hind hoofs, and she was do^ra on her head ; but Guy re- covered her cleverly, and, turning again, sent her over twice, backwards and forwards. The first time, the mare did not try to refuse again, but rushed at it, snort- ing wrathfiilly, with her head in the air ; the second, she was quite tamed, and took it evenly in her stride. ' Give Mr Bruce your horse, Harry, and take the Czar,' Guy said. * I'll ride Kathleen home. Steady, old lady, don't fret. We are friends again now.' ' So you have got your pony back ? ' I remarked to Forrester. * Yes, and with interest,' was the quiet reply. * I don't think he will owe me much when I have done with him.' Though I had nothing on earth to do with it, I felt something like compunction, as I guessed what he meant. Bruce's was a hard, money-loving nature, imro- mantio to a degree ; but I believe he would gladly have waked to find himself a houseless, landless beg- gar, if he could thus have regained what Charley, with his soft voice and eyes and manner, had stolen from him long ago. 134 GUY LIVINGSTONE. Am I right in saying * stolen ' ? Perliaps he never had it ; at all events he thought he had, which comes to nearly the same thing. It is true that, unravelling the cord of a man's existence, you will generally find the blackest hank in it twined by a w^oman's hand ; but it is not less common to trace the golden thread to the same spindle. Great warrior, profound statesman, stanch cham- pion of liberty as he was, without Edith of the Swan's- neck, Harold would scarcely have risen into a hero of romance. We do not quite despise Charles YII. when we think how faithfully, in loneliness and ruin, the Lady of Beauty loved her apathetic, senseless, dis- crowned KiQg. Others never foimd it out ; but there must have been something precious hid in a dark corner of the wayward heart, near which Agnes nestled so long. "We look leniently on Otho — parasite and profligate — when we see him lingering on his last march, on the very verge of the death-struggle, in the teeth of Galba's legions, to decorate PoppEca's grave. More in pity than in scorn, to be sure, did Tacitus, the historic epigrammatist, WTite — ' Ne turn quidem veterum hnmetnor amorum.* Was it in remorseful consciousness of having in- flicted a deep irreparable wrong, that Isabel rode so constantly by Bruce's side, stri\dng, by all means of timid propitiation, to chase the cloud lowering on his sullen face, as we returned slowly home ? 135 CHAPTER XV. To Si TrpoKXveiy, 'Rirei ykvoLT dv i'/Xymg, TrpoxaiptTia' 'laov ck Ti^ TvpoaTsveiVj Topbv yap i]^ei avvopBpov avyaiQ. My stay at Kerton Manor was drawing to a close. I had lingered there too long already, and letters from neglected relatives and friends came, reproachful, with every post. The day before I went, Guy called me into his study. * Frank,' he said, * I am in a great strait of per- plexity ; my uncle has been attacking me this morn- ing about Isabel and Charle^^ Bruce puts him up to it, of course.' * I thought it would come ; but why on earth did not Bruce speak to you, if not to Forrester himself ? Perhaps it was fVom delicacy though. Let us hope so.' * How philanthropic we are ! ' Guy retorted. ' I don't believe any other man would have spoken of delicacy and that rough-hewn log of Scotch fir in the same breath. My dear boy, the thing is as simple as possible — the man is a coward. He is as careful of that precious person of his, as if it were worth pre- K 136 GUY LIVINGSTONE. serving ; so he shoots his arrows from behind Uncle Henry's Telamonian shield. Nothing is so acute and right-judging as the instinct of fear. He knows that if he had a fancy for a quarrel, either Charley or I would be too happy to indulge him.' * He can't be such a dastard/ I said. * I am sure of it ; but he is not the less dangerous for that. Such men are always the most unscrupulous in revenge. I have seen murder ia his eyes a score of times in the last fortnight. If our lines had fallen in the pleasant Italian places, he would have invested twenty scudi long ago in hiring a dagger. As it is, civilization and the rural police stand our friends ; but I have strongly advised Charley not to trust him- self near him in cover. By G — d ! I think, for once in his life, he would hold straight ! ' * You donH Like him, that's evident.' The pupils of Livingstone's eyes contracted omin- ously ; a lurid flash shot out from under his black, bent brows, and there came on his lip that peculiar smile that we fancy on the face of Homeric heroes — more fell, and cruel, and terrible than even their own frown — just before they levelled the spear. He laid his broad hand, corded across iivdth a net-work of tangled sinews, on the table before him, and the stout oak creaked and trembled. * If I were to strangle him,* he said, * as I constantly feel tempted to do, I believe I should deserve well of the GUY LIVINGSTONE. Ir37 State. But witli all that, I don't like plotting against him under my own roof ; it strikes me that is a phase of hospitality not strictly Arabian. My mother laments over him already, as hardly dealt with. Then Uncle Henry is a great difficulty. He is not in the least one of the light comedy fathers who, during two acts, stamps about with many strange oaths and stormy denials, but in the last yields to fate and soiibrettes, says, * Bless you, my children ! ' and hands out untold gold. There is no more appeal from his decisions than from Major A 's. He dislikes Bruce, of course ; but he would just as soon think of objecting to a partner at whist as to a son-in-law, because he happened to be unprepossessing. When the poor Kttle Iphigenia is sacrificed on the shrine of expediency, you will see him, not veiling his face, but taking snuff with the calm grace that is peculiar to him. Arguing with such a man is a simple absurdity.* * I cannot advise you,^ I answered, sadly ; ' but it seems hard on Miss Eaymond, too.' ' Of course it is,* Livingstone broke in ; * and the worst of it is, the poor child looks to me to help her. I can't bear to think of what her life would be if she married Bruce. He would be constantly retaliating on her for what he is suffering now — for he does suffer. A pleasant idea that she, who is only meant to be petted, should be set up as a target for his 138 GUY LIVINGSTONE. jealousy and ill-hiunoiir ! She woiild never be able lo stand it, and Charley wouldn't if she could ; and then there would be a denouement like that which ruined Balph Mohun. If there is to be a row, it had better come before than after marriage. It's more moral, and saves an infinity of trouble. I think Charley is better away, too, just now. Parndon wants us both to stay with him. "We'll go ; and so my conscience will stand at ease for the present. When we are on neutral ground I can help them ; or, at all events, " let the justice of the king pass by." ' f * Have you spoken to Forrester yet ? ' * No ! but he will do as I advise, and temporize, I am sure ; though he would hardly give up Bella, even if I asked him. He means business, for once, evi- dently. They will have plenty of time to concert their plans before the summer. Charley wants no help in that. As to carrying them out — we shall sec. "Well ! you will go to-morrow. I am very sorry, for aU reasons. I hope you have not been much bored here. Kerton counts on you for next winter.' I need not give my answer. I Mt really loth to go ; but, fortunately for my peace of mind, I could not guess at the changes that would be wrought in the hopes, the intentions, the destinies of all of us, before I should stand in the fine old manor-house again. If adieus are painful in reality, they are intensely GUY LI\^NGSTONE. 139 stupid on paper — a landscape without a foreground — 60 I spare you next morning's leave-takings. Guy had said nothing to his cousin then of the plan he had determined on. I was glad of it. I was glad not to see, at parting, her sweet face so sad as, I am sure it became, when she heard that she was to strug- gle against Bruce's persecutions and her own anti- pathies, unaided and alone. I wandered through many counties, and then wont to Ireland. Dm-ing the next few months I saw tho faces I had left behind me many times, but only in my dreams. 140 CHAPTER XYI. The only living thing he could not hate "Was reft at once — and he deserved his fate, But did not feel it less ; — the good explore For peace, these realms where guilt can never soar ; The proud — the wayward — who have fixed below Their joy, and find this earth enough for woe, Lose in that one their all — perchance a mite — But who in patience parts with all delight ? Pleasant days they were, when, through the soft spring weather, I wandered round the coasts of Kerry, Clare, and Galway ; hooking sahnon in broad pools, where the vexed water rests awhile from its labours under wooded cliffs, and at the tail of roaring rapids, specked with white foam-clots ; or sea-trout, in the estuaries where the great rivers hurry down to their stormy meeting with the Atlantic rollers. Ever3nvhere I met the frank cheery welcome that you must cross the Channel to find in its perfection. It is sad to see how widely over that fair land the abomination of desolation has cast its shadow. Many halls are tenantless besides those of Tara. The ancient owners of the soil — where are they ? Not a country in Europe but is conscious of these restless, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 141 careless, homeless Zingari. In distant provincial towns of France, you hear their enormous blunders in grammar, and musical Milesian brogue, breaking the uniformity of dull legitimist soirees. Homburg and Baden are irradiated with the glory of their whiskers. You find their blue eyes and open hand- some features diversifyiag the sameness of wooden- faced Austrian squadrons. IN'ayl has it not been whispered that the proudest name in Ireland attained a bad eminence in. the Grecian Archipelago, as the captain of the wickedest of those long low craft that, in the purple dawn or ivory moonlight, steal silently out from behind the headlands of the Cyclades ? But let us do justice to those who remain behind. The sceptre of Connemara has passed away from the ancient dynasty. If the penultimate monarch could rise from his peaceful grave, his place would know him. no more. If he travelled through all his thirty miles of sea-board, the Scotch labourers would doff their hats more respectfully to the steward of the * Law Life,' than to the humane old homicide. The royal writ, which he defied from his place at St Stephen's, might be served now, I imagine, without danger of the bailiff's breaking his fast on the same. Claret flows soberly from long-necked bottles whose corks bear the brand of the wine -merchant high priced and legal, instead of from the cask of which the snug sandy cove and the roguish-looking hooker 142 GUY LIVINGSTONE. could have told tales. But in spite of visionary rents, and poor-rates sternly real, the Irish squii-e still clings to the exercise of that hospitality which has been an heirloom with the Tribes since the days of Strong- bow. One of my longest halting places was at Ralph Mohun's, by whom, though personally unknown to him, I was made very welcome, as a friend of Guy's. My host deserves a more especial mention, for his history was a sad, though not an uncommon one. He began life in a cavalry regiment, wherein he conducted himself mth fair average propriety, till he met Lady Caroline Desborough. He fell in love \Wth her — most people did, — but unluckily, when she married Mr Mannering, to whom she had been pre- destined since her debut, he could not bring himself to wear the \^dllow decently and in order, like her other disappointed admirers. It was the old unhappy story : her husband neg- lected Lady Caroline consistently; ill-treated her sometimes. Mohun pursued his purpose with the relentless obstinacy of his character. Eighteen months after her marriage they fled together. lie was not rich ; so that the trial which ensued, with its heavy damages, completely crippled him. The partner of his crime was absolutely penniless. They went to Vienna ; and Ralph entered the Aus- trian cuirassiers, where he had some interest to push GUY LIVINGSTONE. 143 him. He had lingered some time within reach of England, to give Mannering an opportunity of de- manding satisfaction. But the injured husband knew his man too well to trust himself within fifteen paces of Mohun's pistol. He chose a surer, safer revenge, in taking no steps to procure a divorce, and so debar- ring Ralph from his only means of atonement — mar- riage with his victim. He varied the dull routine of seducers, it is true ; for he never wearied of, or behaved unkindly to, the woman he had ruined. Time brought many troubles on them, but never satiety or coolness. To the very last he worshipped, and, to the utmost of his power, guarded her tenderly. Bough and hard and morose as he was to others, she never heard his lips utter one harsh word. But she was of a proud, sensitive spirit, and had miscalculated her strength when she thought she could bear dishonour. After that duel with which Austria rang, in which the best schlager in his brigade fell, horribly mangled, the day after he had whispered a jest about Caroline Mannering, men were very cautious how they even looked askance at her ; but the women — who could bridle their tongu-es, or blunt their scornful glances ? Briareus, armed to the teeth, would not afiright our modern dowagers, or deter them from their prey. Wherever the carcass of a fair fame Hes, thither they fiock, screaming shrilly in triumph, 144 GUY LIVINGSTONE. vultoi'e-eyed, sharp-taloned — tlie Choosers of the Slain. I pity from my heart the frailest, the most utterly falleu of her sex, when once the social Nemesis hands her over to the chorus of the Eumenides. We deride the suhsignance who line the wall ; we make a mock at their old-fashioned whist ; we risk jokes whereat our partners smile approvingly on their false fronts and wonderful head-gears ; but may the wittiest of us never know by experience how much worse is the bite than the bark of the Veteran bat- talion ! Caroline Mannering had all this to contend with, ibr Vienna was a favourite resort in those days for the English, and she was constantly encountering some of her old set. She bore up bravely for a while, but it killed her. She never wearied her lover with her self-reproach, but crushed back her sorrows iuto her heart, and met him always "with a gentle smile. That same smile contrasted so sadly, at last, ■with the wan, worn features, that it often made him bend his bushy brows to conceal the rising tears. If her destiny had been different ; if she had died ripe in years, after a life spent in calm matronly hap- piness, with all that she loved best round her, would she have been nursed so tenderly, or moui-ned so bit- terly, by the nearest and dearest of them aU, as she was by her tempter to sin ? I think not. I believe GUY LIVINGSTONE. 145 that in all tlie world there never was a greater sorrow than that which Mohun endured, as he saw his treasure slowly escaping him ; never a desolation more complete and crushing than that which fell upon him as he stood by her corpse, with dry eyes, folded arms, and a heavy, frowning brow. It was not only that he felt her place could never be filled again — ^many feel that, and find it turn out so — ^but a part of his being was gone : all that was soft, and kind, and tender in his nature died with Caroline Mannering. He never could get rid of a certain chivalry which was inherent in him, so sometimes he would do a generous thing ; but he did it so harshly as to deprive the act of the semblance of good-nature. I think he very seldom again felt sympathy or compassion for any living creature. Perhaps he thought the world had behaved hardly to his dead love ; and so never forgave it. She passed away very stilly and painlessly. She was leaning on his breast when he saw death come into her eyes ; he shivered then all over, as if a cold wind had struck him suddenly, but spoke no word. She understood him though. Her last motion was to draw his cheek down to hers with her thin, shadowy arm ; and her last breath went up to the God who would judge them both, in an unselfish prayer. * She was rightly served,' says Cornelia ; ' such women ought to be miserable.* rigid mother of the Gracchi ! how we all respect 146 GUT LIVINGSTONE. you, trdnante in tlie comfortable cathedra of virtue inexpugnable, perhaps unassailed ! Your dictum must stand for the present. The Court is with you. But I believe other balances will weigh the strength of temptation, the weakness of human endurance, the sincerity of repentance, and the extent of suffered re- tribution, when the Father of all that have lived and erred since the world began shall make up His jewels. In that day, I think, the light of many orthodox vir- gins and dignified matrons Vill pale before the softer lustre of Magdalene the Saint. Mohun remained in the Austrian service some time after Caroline Mannering's death, and, by dint of good ser^HLce and interest, rose rapidly : but, about eight years before I saw him, a distant relation left him the estate in the west of Ireland, where he had resided ever since, making occasional visits to the Continent, and beating up his old quarters, but rarely coming to England. He did not mix much with the county society, such as it was ; and his visitors were chiefly friends from England who had not forgotten him yet, or the mili- tary quartered in his neighboui'hood. It was a dreary, desolate old house where he lived — massive, square, and grey. There were wooded banks and hollows just round it ; but, farther afield, the chill, bare moorland stretched away towards the sea, broken here and there by sullen, sedgy tarns. GUY LI^'TNGSTONE. 147 Here he spent his monotonous existence, riding hard and drinking obstinately, but never, even in the latter case, rising into conviviality. A long, bushy beard and portentous moustache, grizzled, though he was scarcely past middle age, which could not conceal a deep sabre scar, gave him a grim, sinister expres- sion ; and his voics had that brief imperious accent wliich is peculiar to men for many years used to give the word of command. That worn, haggard face told a real tale. The fur- rows there had been ploughed by an enduring re- morse, very diflPerent from that comfortable, half- complacent regret which some feel at the retrospect of their jouihful fredaines. They shake their solemn old heads as they hold themselves up to us as a warning ; they sermonize with edifying gravity on the impropriety of such misdemeanors ; but we can trace through all this an under- current of satisfaction tenderly fatuitous, as they go back to the days of their gipsyhood, when Plancus was consul. I have been amused with watching these eminent but somewhat sensual Christians, on such occasions, and seeing the dull eyes begin to glisten, and the lips wrinkle themselves into a fat, unpleasant smile. They have prospered since, and certainly it would be most absurd to torment themselves now about the souls and bodies which they once sacrificed to a whim. Over 148 GUY LIVINGSTONE. those ruins and relics the River of Oblivion has rolled long ago — let them sleep on there, and take their rest ! Have we not the bright example of the protot}^e of this class — the pious ^neas ? How creditable was his behaviour when he looked back over the black water on the trail of flame stretching from the funeral pyre where Dido lay burning ! ' He knew/ says his admiring biographer, * what the madness of women could do ; ' but the breeze was getting up astern, and favouring gods beckoned him on to Italy and fortune : so he sighed twice or thrice — perhaps he wept, for the amiable hero's tears were always ready on the shortest notice — and then, like the captain of the Hesperus, * steered for the open sea.' Did he feel a pang of remorse or shame at that meeting in the twilight of Hades, when he called vainly on Elissa, and the dead Queen, from where she stood by the side of Sychaeus who had forgiven her all, turned on him the disgust and horror of her imperial eyes ? Who can tell ? The greatest and best of men have their moments of weakness. If so, be sure he was soon comforted as he reviewed the shadowy procession of his posterity of kings. The episode of Byrsa would scarcely trouble his conjugal happiness, or make him more indulgent to the mildest flirtation of Lavinia. I fancy that poor Princess — after listening to a long, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 149 intensely proper discourse from her immaculate hus- band, or when the young lulus had been unusually disagreeable — gazing wistfully in the direction where, against the sky-line, rose the clump of plane-trees, under which hot-headed, warm-hearted Turnus was resting after his brief life of storms. Then she would think of that unhappy mother who, with every impulse of a wilful natui'e, loved her child so dearly, till she would begin to doubt — it was very wrong of her — if Amata or the match-making gods were most right after all. The neighbouring peasantry regarded Mohun with mingled dislike and terror — a feeling which was in- creased tenfold by an event which occurred about three years before my visit, in the height of the agrarian troubles. I cannot do better than give it, as near as I can, in the words of one who was an actor in the scene. 150 CHAPTER XTlL Now "what wouldst thou do, good my squire, That rides beside my rein, "Wert thou Glenallan's earl to-day, And I were Eoland Cheyne ? My horse should ride through their ranks sae rud^, As he would through the moorland fern, And ne'er let the gentle Norman bluid, Grow cauld for the Highland kerne. It was in the beginning of December, 184 — (said Fred Carew), we were just sitting down to dinner after a capital day's cock-sbooting — besides myself tbere were Lord Clontarf, Mobun, and Kate, my wife — when we were disturbed by a perfect bail of knocks at tbe ball-door. Old Dan Tucker, or tbe Spectre Horseman, never clamoured more loudly for admit- tance. Fritz, Mobun's old Austrian servant, went down to see wbat was up ; and, on opening tbe door, was instantly borne down by tbe tumultuous rusb of ]\Iicbael Kelly, gentleman, agent to balf-a- dozen estates, and attorney-at-law. In tbe two last capaci- ties be bad given, it seems, great umbrage to tbe neighbour ing peasantry, and tbey bad caugbt bim GUY LI^aNGSTONE. 151 that night as he returned home, intending to put him to death with that ingenuity of torture for which the fine warm-hearted fellows are justly celebrated. They did not wish to hurry over the entertainment, so confined him in an upper chamber, while they called their friends and neighbours to rejoice with them, carousing meantime jovially below. The victim contrived to let himself down from the window, and ran for his life to the nearest house, which, unluckily, happened to be the Lodge. Two boy.«, however, saw and recognized him as he entered the demesne, and raised a whoop, to show that they knew where the fox had gone to ground. This we made out from a striag of incoherent inter- jections ; and then he lay, panting and contortiag himself in an agony of fear. Mohun sat on the hall-table, swinging his foot and regarding the spectacle with the indolent curiosity that one might exhibit towards the gambols of some ugly new importation of the Zoological Society. When the story was told, he pointed coolly to the door. The shriek that the miserable creature set up on seeing that gesture, I shall never forget. * Do you think I shaU turn my house into a refuge for destitute attorneys ? ' Ralph said, answering my look of inquiry. * If there were no other reason, I would not risk it, with your wife under my roof A night attack in the West is no child's play ! * 152 GUr LIVINGSTONE. Kate had come out, and was leaning over the gal- lery : she heard the last words, and spoke, flushing scarlet with anger. ' If I thought that my presence prevented an act of common humanity, I would leave your house this instant, Colonel Mohun/ Ealph smiled slightly, as he bent his head in cour- teous acknowledgment of her interruption. ' Don't be indignant, Mrs Carew. If you have a fancy for such an excitement, I shall be too happy to indulge you. It is settled, then ? We back the attor- ney. Don't lie there, sir, docking so like a whipped hound. You hear ? You are safe for the present.' He had hardly finished, when there came a rustling of feet outside, then hurried whispers, then a knock, and a summons. * We'd like to spake wid the Curnel, av ye plase.' * I am here ; what do you want ? ' Mohun growled. ' We want the 'torney. We know he's widin.* * Then I'm afraid you'U be disappointed. It's not my fancy to give him up. I wouldn't turn out a badger to you ; let alone a man.' You see, he took the high moral ground, now * Then we'U have him out, in spite of yez,' two or three voices cried out together. * Try it ! ' Ralph said. * Meantime I am going to dine; good-night.' A voice that had not spoken yet was heard, with a GUY LIVINGSTONE. 153 skrill, gibing accent. ' Ah, thin, the best of appetites to ye, Curnel, darlin ! and make haste o^er yer din ner. It's Pierce Delaney that'll give ye yer supper.* Then they went off. * The said Delaney is a huge quarryman,' Ralph ob- served. ' He represents the physical element of terror hereabouts, as I believe I do the moral. We shall have warm work before morning. He does not like me. Fritz, send Connell up ; he is below, somewhere.' The keeper came, looking very much surprised. He had been in the stables, and had only just heard of the disturbance. * Get the rifles and guns ready, with bullets and buck-shot,' his master said. ' We are to be attacked, it seems.' The man's bold face fell, blankly. * By the powers, yer honour, I haven't the value of an ounce of poudther in the house. . I meant to get some the morrow mornin, afore ye were up.' Mohun shrugged his shoulders, whistling softly. * Man proposes,' he said. ' It's almost a pity that we foimd so many cocks in the Lower Copse this afternoon. I have fifteen charges or so in my pistol- case. "We must make that do, loading the rifles light.' Then he went to a window, whence he could see down the road ; the moon was shining brightly. ' I thought so ; they have got scouts posted already. The barbarians know something of skirmishing, after 154 GUY LIVINGSTONB. all. Maddox, come here/ (The groom was a strong English boy, very much afraid of his master, but of nothing else on earth.) * Saddle Sunbeam, and go out by the back gates, keeping well under the shadow of the trees. "When you clear them, ride straight at the rails at the end of the paddock. You'll get over with a scramble, I think — keep fast hold of his head — you musn't fall. Then make the best of your way to A , and tell Colonel Harding, with my compli- ments, that I shall be glad if he will send over a troop as quickly as possible. They ought to be here in two hours. And mind, don't spare the horse going, but bring him back easy. You will be of no use here, and I won't have him lamed if I can help it. You'll have to risk a bullet or two as you get into the road ; but they can't shoot. It's odds against their hitting you. Now, go.' The groom pulled his forelock, as if the most ordin- ary commission had been given him, and vanished. * Connell,' Ralph went on, ' go and saw the ladders that are in the yard half through. They will hardly try the barred windows ; but it looks more workman- like to take aU precautions. Then come back, and help Fritz to pile chairs and furniture all up the stair- case, and about the haU near it. Line the gallery with mattresses, two deep, leaving spaces to fire through. Light aU the lamps, and get more candles to fix about ; we shall not see very clearly after the GUY LI^TNGSTONE. 155 smoke of the first dozen shots. When you have finished, come to me. Now, shall we go back to dinner ? ' I am not ashamed to own I had little appetite ; nevertheless, I sat down. Kate had gone to her room. If her courage was failing, she did not wish to show it. Suddenly our host got up, and went to the window. His practised ear had caught the tread of the horse which Maddox was taking out as quietly as possible, "We watched him stealing along under the trees, till their shelter failed him. Then he put Sunbeam to speed, and rode boldly at the rails. A yell went up from the road, and we saw dark figures running ; then came a shot, just as the horse was rising at the fence. He hit it hard, and the splinters flew up, white in the moonlight ; but he was over. We held our breath, while several flashes told of dropping shots after the fugitive. They did not stop him, though ; and, to our great relief, we heard the wild rush of the frightened horse subside into a long stretching gallop, and the wind brought back a cheery hollo — ' Forr'ard, forr'ard away ! ' 'So far, so good,' said Ralph Mohun, as he sat down again, and went in steadily at a woodcock. * Don't hurry yourselves, gentlemen. We have three- quarters of an hour yet ; they will take that time to muster. Clontarf, some hock ! ' The boy to whom he spoke held out his glass with 156 GUY LIVINGSTONE. a pleasant smile. The coming peril had not altered a tint on his fresh, beardless cheeks — rosy and clear as a page's in one of Boucher's pictures. A good contrast he made with the miserable attor- ney, who had followed us uninvited (it seemed he only felt safe in our presence), and who was crouch- ing in a corner, his lank hair plastered round his livid convulsed face with the sweat of mortal fear. It struck Mohun, I think. He laid his hand on Clontarf's shoulder, and spoke with a kindliness of voice and manner, most unusual to him — ' We'll quell the savage mountaineer, As tlieir Tinchell cows the game : They come, as fleet as forest deer ; We'll drive them back, as tame.' Even at that anxious moment, I could not help laughing at the idea of Ralph quoting poetry — of that grim Saul among the prophets. I went in to keep up Kate's spirits. She bore up gallantly, poor child, and I left her tolerably calm. She believed in me, as a ' plunger,' to an enormous extent, and in Mohun still more. When I returned, my companions were in the gaUery. This ran roimd two sides of the haU, which went up to the roof. The only access to the upper part of the house was by a stone staircase of a single flight. The kitchen and offices were on the ground floor, otherwise it was uninhabited. Ralph had his pistols by him, and his cavaliy GUY LIVINGSTONE. 157 sword, long and heavy but admirably poised, lay within bis rcacb. * I have settled it,' be said. ' You and Connell are to take tbe guns. Smootb bores are quickest loaded, and will do for tliis short distance. Clontarf, who is not quite so sure with the trigger, is to have the post of honour, and guard the staircase with his sabre. Throw another bucket of water over it, Connell— is it thoroughly drenched ? And draw the windows up * (these did not reach to within, ten feet of the floor), 'we shall be stifled else. But there will be a thorough-draught when the door's down,' that's one comfort. One word with you, Carew.' He drew me aside, and spoke almost in a whisper, while his face was very grave and stern. * You will do me this justice, whatever happens. Unless it had been forced upon me, I would not have risked a hair of your wife's head to save all the attorneys that are patronized by the father of lies. But, mark me, if it comes to the worst, keep back a bullet for her. Don't leave her to the mercy of those savage devils, j. know them. She had better die ten times over, than fall into their brutal hands. You must use your own discretion, though. I shall not be able to advise you then. Not a man of them wiU be in this gallery till I am past pra^dng for. IS'everthe- less, I hope and believe all wiU be right. Don't trouble yourself to reload, Fritz will do that for you. 158 GUY LIVINGSTONE. I have given him his orders. Aim very coolly, too ; we must not waste a bullet. You can choose your own sword ; there are several behind you. Ah, I hear them coming up. Now, men, to your posts.* There was the tramp of many feet, and the surging of a crowd about and against the hall-door. Then a harsh, loud voice spoke — * Onst for all, will ye give him up, or shall we take him, and serve the rest of yez as bad ? Ye've got women there, too — * I will not add the rest of the threat for very shame. I know it made me more wolfish than ever I thought it possible to feel ; for I am a good-natured man in the main. Mohun, who is not, bit his moustache furiously and his voice shook a little^ as he answered — * Do you ever say a prayer. Pierce Delaney ? You need one now. If you live to see to-morrow's sunset, I wish my right hand may wither at the wi'ist.' A shrill howl pealed out from the assailants, and then the stout oak door cracked and quivered under the strokes of a heavy battering-beam ; in a hundred seconds the hinges yielded, and it came clattering in ; over it leaped three wild figures, bearing torches and pikes ; but their chief, Delaney, was not one of them. ' The left-hand man is yours, Carew ; Connell, take the middle one,' said Ealph, as coolly as if we had sprung a pack of grouse. While he spoke his pistol cracked, and the right-hand intruder dropped across GUY LIVINGSTONE. 159 the threshold without a cry or a stagger, shot right through the brain. The keeper and I were nearly as fortunate. Then there was a pause: then a rush from without, an irregular discharge of musketry, and the clear part of the hall was crowded with enemies. I can^t tell exactly what ensued. I know they retreated several times, for the barricade was impass- able ; and while their shots fell harmlessly on the mattresses^ every one of ours told — nothing makes a man shoot straight like being short of powder — ^but they came on again, each time with added ferocity. .' I heard Mohun mutter more than once, in a dis- satisfied tone, *why does not that scoundrel show himself ? — I can't make out Delaney.' All at once I heard a stifled cry on my right, and, to my horror, I saw Clontarf dragged over the balustrade in the gripe of a giant, whom I guessed at once to be the man we had looked for so long. Under cover of the smoke, he had swung himself up by the balustrade of the stair- case, and grasping the poor boy's collar as he looked out incautiously from his shelter, dropped back into the hall, carrying his victim with him. "With a roar of exultation the wild beasts closed round their prey. Before I had time to think what could be done, I heard, close at my ear, a blasphemy so awful that it made me start even at that critical moment : it w^s Ralph's voice, but I hardly knew it-^ 160 GUY LIVINGSTONE. hoarse and guttural, and indistinct with passion. Without hesitating an instant, he swung himself over the balustrade and lighted on his feet in the midst of the crowd. They were half drunk with whisky, and maddened by the smell of blood ; but — so great was the terror of Mohun's name — all recoiled when they saw him. thus face to face, his sword bare and his eyes blazing. That momentary panic saved Clontarf. In a second, Ralph had thrown him under the arch of a deep doorway, and placed himself between the sense- less body and its assailants. Two or three shots were fired at him without efiect ; it was difficult to take aim in such a tossing chaos ; then one man, Delaney, sprung out at him with a clubbed musket. ' At last ! ' we heard Mohun say, laughing low and savagely in his beard, as he stepped one pace forward to meet his enemy. A blow that looked as if it might have felled Behemoth was warded dexterously by the sabre, and by a quick turn of the wi'ist, its edge laid the rap- paree's face open in a bright scarlet gash, extending from eyebrow to chin. His comrades rushed over his body, furious, though somewhat disheartened at seeing their champion come to grief ; but they had to deal with a blade that had kept half-a-dozen Hungarian swordsmen at bay ; and, with point or edge, it met them everyw^here, magically. They were drawing back, when Delaney, recovering from the first efiects of his fearful wound, crawled GUY LIVINGSTONE. 161 forward, gasping out curses that seemed floatiug on the torrent of his rushing blood, and tried to grasp Mohun by the knees and drag him down. Pah ! it was a sight to haunt one's dreams. — (You might have fiUed my glass, some of you, when you saw it was empty.) Ralph looked down on him, and laughed again ; his sabre whirled round once, and cleared a wide circle ; then, trampling down the wounded man by main force, he drove the point through his throat, and pinned him to the floor. I tell you I heard the steel plainly as it grated on the stone. There was an awful convulsion of aU the limbs, and then the huge mass lay quite still. Then came a lull for several moments. The Irish cowered back to the door, like penned sheep ; their ammunition was exliausted, and none dared to cross the hideous barrier that now was between them and the terrible cuirassier. AU this took about half the time to act that it docs to teU. I was hesitating whether to descend or to stay where my duty clearly called me — near my wife. Fritz knelt behind me, silent and motionless : he had got his orders to stay by me to the last ; but the sturdy keeper rose to his feet. * Faix,' he said, * I'm but a poor hand at the swoording, but I must help the masther, anyhow ; ' and he began to climb over the breastwork. The ColonePs quick glance caught the movement, and his 162 GUY LIVINGSTONE. brief imperious tones rang out over tlie tubbub of voices, loud and clear. ' Don't stir, Connell ; stay where you are. I can finish with these hounds alone.' As he spoke, he dashed in upon them with lowered head and uplifted sword. I don't wonder that they all recoiled; his whole face and form were fearfully transfigured; every hair in his bushy beard was bristling with rage ; and the incar- nate devil of murder was gleaming redly in his eyes. Just then there was a wild cry from without, answered by a shriek from my wife, who had been quite silent till now. At first I thought that some fellows had scaled the window ; but I soon distin- guished the accents of a great joy. My poor Kate ? She had roughed it in barracks too long, not to know the rattle of the steel scabbards. "When the dragoons came up at a hard gallop, there was nothing left in the court-yard but the dead and d}dng. Mohun had followed the flyers to get a last stroke or two at the hindmost. We clambered down into the hall, and, just as we reached the door, we saw a miserable crippled being clinging round his knees, crying for quarter. Poor wretch ! he might as well have asked it from a famished jungle-tiger. The arm that had fallen so often that night, and never in vain, came down once more ; the piteous appeal ended in a death-yell, and, as we reached him, Mohun was wiping GUY LIVINGSTONE. 163 coolly Lis dripping sabre — it had no more work to do. I could not lielp shuddering as I took his offered hand, and I saw Connell tremble for the first time, as he made the sign of the cross. The dragoons were returning from the pursuit; they had only made two prisoners ; the darkness and broken ground prevented their doing more. Ralph went up to the officer in command. ' How very good of you to come yourself, Hard- ing, when I only asked you for a troop. Come in ; you shall have some supper in half-an-hour, and Fritz will take care of your men. Throw all that carrion out,* he went on, as we entered the hall, strewn with corpses. ' "We'll give them a truce to take up their dead.' Clontarf came to meet us ; he had only been stunned and bruised by the fall. His pale face flushed up, as he said, * I shall never forget that I have to thank you for my life.' * It's not worth mentioning,' Mohun replied, care- lessly. * I hope you are not much the worse for the tumble. Gad ! it was a near thing, though. The quarrjTuan's arms were a rough necklace.' At that moment they were carrying by the dis- figured remains of the dead colossus. His slayer stopped them, and bent over the hideous face with a grim satisfaction. * My good friend, Delaney,' he muttered, ' you will 164 GUY LIVINGSTONE. own that I have kept my word. If ever we meet again, I think I shall know you. An rcvoir/ and he passed on. I need not go through the congratulatory scene, nor describe how Kate blushed as they complimented her on her nerve. Fortunately for her, she had seen nothing, though she had heard it all. Just as we were sitting down to supper, which Fritz prepared with his usual stoHd coolness, and when Kate was about to leave us, for she needed rest, we remarked the attorney hovering about us, with an exultation on his face yet more servile and repulsive than its late abject terror. * Mrs Carew,* said Mohun, * if you have quite done with your protege, I think we'll send him down-stairs. Give him something to eat, Fritz; not with the soldiers, though ; and let some one take him home as soon as it's light. If you say one word, sir, I'll have you turned out now. Mr Kelly crept out of the room, almost as fright- ened as he had been two hours before. The supper was more cheerful than the dinner, though there was a certain constraint on the party, who were not all so seasoned as their host. He was in unusual spirits ; so much so, that Clontarf confided to a comet, his particular friend, that ' it was a pity the Colonel could not have such a bear fight once a fortnight, it put him into such a charming humour.' We had nearly finished when, from the road outside, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 165 there came a prolonged ear-piercing wail, that made the window-panes tremble. I never heard any earthly sound at once so expressive of utter despair, and appealing to heaven or hell for vengeance. "We all started, and set down our glasses ; but Mohun finished his slowly, savouring like a connois- seur the rich Burgundy. * It is the wild Irish women, keening over their dead/ he remarked, with perfect unconcern. * They^il have more to howl for before I have done with them. I shall go round with the police to-morrow, and pick up the stragglers. Your men are too good for such work, Harding. There are several too hard hit to go far ; and my hand-writing is pretty legible.' The stout soldier to whom he spoke bent his head in assent, but with rather a queer expression on his honest face. * Gad! ' he said, 'you do your work cleanly, Mohun.' ' It is the best way, and the shortest in the end,' was the reply ; and so the matter dropped. ^The dragoons left us before daybreak ; their pro- tection was not needed, we were as safe as in the Tower of London. The next morning, while I was sleeping heavily, Ralph was in the saddle, scouring the coun- try, with what success the next assizes could tell. I go there again this winter for the cock-shooting, but I don't much think Kate wiU accompany me. Now^ who says ' a rubber ' ? Don't aU speak at once. 166 CHAPTER XYIII. He has mounted her on a milk-'«hite steed^ Himself on a dappled grey ; And a bugelet-horn hung down by his side, As lightly they rode away. It is hard to describe the terrible prestige which, after the event I have been speaking of, attached itself to Ealph Mohun. As for attempting a second attack on the fatal house, the peasantry would as soon have thought of storming the Bottomless Pit. They did not even try a shot at him from behind a wall ; con- sidering him perfectly invulnerable, they deemed it a pity to waste good powder and lead that might be usefully employed on an agent or process server. As his gaunt, erect figure went by, the men shrunk out of his path, and the women called their children in hastily, and shut their cabin-doors ; the very beggars, who are tolerably unscrupulous, gave his gate a wide berth, crossing themselves, with a muttered prayer, * God stand betwixt us and harm.' If Palph perceived this, I think he rather liked it ; at all events he made no attempt, either by softening his manner, or by any act of benevolence, to win the popular favour. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 167 Before going to the Lodge I had heard from Living- stone. He said that his cousin's affair with Charley- was progressing satisfactorily (I knew what that meant), and that he himself was going to sell out. I was not surprised at this ; for some time past even the light restraint of service in the Household Brigade had begun to bore him. But the intelligence, con- veyed in a brief note from him, during my stay with Mohun, startled me very much. It announced, with- out any preface or explanation, that he was engaged to Constance Brandon. I had observed that lately he had never mentioned or alluded to Miss Bellasys ; but he had been equally silent about his present betrothed. I told my host of the news directly. ' I am very glad to hear it,* he said. * I never heard anything but good of his fiancee. She is wonderfully beautiful, too, I beKeve, and her blood is unexception- able. And yet,' he went on musingly, ' I should hardly have fancied that she would quite suit Guy. I don't know any one who would exactly. By-the-by, was there not a strong flirtation with a Miss Bellasys ? ' ' Yes, so strong, that I should have been less sur- prised to have seen her name in this letter.' ' Then he has not got out of that scrape, yet,^ Mohun observed. * That girl comes of the wrong stock to give up anything she has fancied without a struggle. I knew her father, Dick Bellasys, well. He contrived M 168 GUY LIVINGSTONE. to compress as much, mischief into his five-and-thirty years, before De Lawnay shot him, as most strong men can manage in double the time. He was like the Visconti — never sparing man ia his anger, or woman in his love.' I felt that he was right. I did not fancy the idea of Flora's state of mind, when she heard that all her fascinations had failed, and that her rival had won the day. * I think I must leave you sooner than I had ia- tended,' I said ; * I should like to be in England to see how things are goiug on.' ' You are right,' answered Ealph, ' though I shall be sorry to lose you. You have some influence with Livingstone, I know, though he is so hard to guide and self-reliant that advice is almost useless. If I had to give you a consigne, it would be — Distrust. If Miss Bellasys seems to take thiags pleasantly, be still more wary. I never saw a peculiarly frank, winning smile on her father's face without there being ruin to some one m the backgroimd. After all, you can do but little, I suppose. Che sara, saraJ He said this drearily, and with something like a sigh. I had some busiuess which detained me in Dublin, and it was nearly a fortnight after I received Guy's letter before I reached London. Early on the morning after my arrival, I went down to his lodgings in Piccadilly. I found him at break- GUY LIVINGSTONE. 169 fast ; after the first greetings, before I could say one word about bis own afiairs, be began to speak eagerly. ' Wbat a pity you sbould have come too late for the catastrophe, when you had seen all the preface. Five days ago Bella and Charley made their great coupy and were married in Paris.^ * And Bruce ? ' I said, recovering from the intelli- gence, which was not so unexpected, after all. * Ah ! Bruce,' Guy replied ; * I should be very glad if I knew what he icas doing at this moment. I have been expecting him every day ; but nothing has been heard of him since he left my mother's presence, in a rabid state of fury. Did I tell you it was from Kerton they fled ? I thought he must have come to me for an explanation, knowing that I was an accessory before the fact. Indeed I lent Charley the sinews of war, in the shape of a blank cheque, which I see, this morning, he has filled up for a thousand — just like his modesty. "Well, I hope they'll amuse themselves! Bruce has never been near me. Suicide is the most charitable suggestion I've heard yet ; but coroners are silent, and the Thames, if it is conscious of that unlucky though disagreeable man, keeps his secret so far.' Then he went on to give me more particulars of the escapade. It seems that Miss Eaymond had gone out to walk alone, after luncheon^ and that nothing more was heard of her till dinner-time, when a note was found on her dressing-table, addressed to her aunt, 170 GUT LIVINGSTONE. containing the intelligence of her flight with Forrester, and a little piece of ready-made penitence : the first, for all whom it might concern ; the second, for her father. That placid Lord Ullin received the news by tele- graph, when ie was well into his second ruhber at the * Travellers ; ' he put the message into his pocket without remark, and won the rubber before he rose. It has been reported that he was somewhat absent during its progress, so much so, as to rough his part- ner's strongest suit ; but this I conceive to have been an after-thought of some one's, or a canard of the club. Impavid as the Horatian model-man — (just in all his dealings J and tenacious of the odd- trick) — I cannot imagine the convulsion of nature which would have made him jeopardize by any sin of omission or commission, the winning of the long odds. He found Bruce that night, and told him all. He never would give any account of that interview ; it must have been a curious one. Xvvb)}ioaav yap, ovreg ij(9iaroi to irpiv, wvp Kul 6d\aosc of her magnificent figure, with more than admiration in his eyes. * On se ra?ige,' Flora answered, demurely. 'And GUY LIVINGSTONE. 189 the first step iii the riglit dLrection will be to give up one's favourite partners/ He sat do^^Ti by ber, with a short laugh, that was rather forced. * Bah ! do you think because we are virtuous, there shall be no more cakes and ale ? ' * Of course I do. I could sketch your future so easily. It will be intensely respectable. You will become a model country sqmre. You will hunt a good deal, but never ride any more. (You must sell the Axeine, you know.) You will go to magistrates* meetings regularly, and breed immense cattle ; and you will grow very fat j^ourself. That's the worst of aU. I don't like to fancy j^ou, stout and unwieldy, like Athelstan.' She ended pensively. The languor of reaction seemed stealing over her ; but it only made her more charming, as she leant still farther back on the soft cushions, watching the point of her tiny foot tracing the pattern of the carpet. * What a brilliant horoscope,* said Guy ; * and so benevolently sketched, too ! JN^ow your own, Improvi- satrice ? ' * I shall marry, too,* she answered, gravely. ' I ought to have done so long ago. Perhaps I shall make up my mind soon. Evil examples are so con- tagious.* * And v/ho wlU draw ihe great prize ? ' 190 GUT LIVINGSTONE. ' I have not the faintest idea. I suppose some fine old Eno;lisli gentleman, who has a great estate' * I onl}^ hope the said estate will be near Kerton,' Livingstone suggested ; and he drew closer to his companion. ' Ah, dear old Kcrton ! ' she said, sighing again. * I shall never go there any more.' * The reason ? * * Perhaps, because my husband, whoever he may be, will not choose to bring me.' * Absurd ! ' Guy retorted, biting his lip hard. * As if that individual would have any will of his o^^^l. You want to provoke me, I sec.' The answer came in so low a whisper, that, though he bent his ear down, he had almost to guess at the words. * No ; I have never tried to do that, even during the last three months. I am not brave enough. Per- haps I should not come, because — I could not bear it.' They were silent. She was so near him now that her quick breath stirred his hair, and he could feel the pulse of her heart beating against his own side. The fiery Livingstone blood, heated seven-fold by wine and passion, was surging through his veins like molten iron. Memory and foresight were both swept away, like withered leaves, by the strength of the terrible temptation. His arm stole round Lcr waist, and he drew her GUY LIVINGSTONE. 191 towards him — close — closer yet ; then she looked up in his face. The cloud of thoughtful gravity has passed away fVom hers, and the provocations of a myriad of coquettes and courtesans concentrated in her marvellous eyes. He bent down his lofty head, and instantly their lips met, and were set together, fast. A kiss ! Tibullus, Secundus, Moore, and a thousand other poets and poetasters, have rhymed on the word for centuries, decking it with the choicest and quaintest conceits. But, remember ! — it was with a kiss that the greatest of all criminals sealed the Un- pardonable Sin — it was a kiss which brought on Fran- cesca punishment so unutterably piteous, that He swooned at the sight who endured to look on all other horrors of Nine-circled Hell. 192 CHAPTER XXI God help thee, then ! I'll see thy face no more. Like water spilt upon the plain, Not to be gathered up again, Is the old love I bore. Before tliat long caress was ended, close behind tliem there broke forth a low plaintive cry, such as might be wrung from the bravest of delicate women, in her ex- tremity of pain, when stricken by a heavy brutal hand. The hot blood ebbed back in Guy Livingstone's veins, and froze at its fountain-liead. His punish- ment had begun already. Before her face, white as the dress she wore, was revealed througli a break in the dark-green foliage of the camellias, he knew that he had trifled away his life's happiness, and lost Con- stance Brandon. She came forward slowly : with a valiant effort she had shaken off the first feeling of faintness that had crept over her, and there was scarcely a trace of emo- tion left on her features — calm and pale as the Angel of Death. Guy had risen, and stood still, ^^-ith his head bent down on his breast. For the first time in his life he GtJY LIVINGSTONE. 193 was unable to raise liis eyes — weighed down by tbe heavy sense of bitter disgrace and forfeited honour. But the bright flush on Flora's cheek spoke more of exultation than of shame ; the bouquet which she raised to her lips only half concealed a smile of tri- umph. She wreathed her slender neck haughtily, while she met her rivaPs glance without flinching. She thought that, if she had played for a heavy stake — no less than the jeopardy of her fair fame — this time, at least, the game was her own. Constance spoke first, in a voice perfectly measured and composed. There was not a false note in the soft, musical tones. After once conquering her emotion, she would have dropped dead at Flora's feet sooner than betray how she was wounded. * When you have taken Miss Bellasys back, will 3^ou come to me for a moment, Mr Livingstone ? I will wait for j'ou here.' Flora rose before Guj^ could answer. ' Don't trouble yourself,' she said, gaily. *Here is my partner for the polka looking anxiously for me. I am ready. Captain Kavenswood.'' She turned before reaching the door, to fire a last shot. * It is the next galop I am to keep for you, is it not?' This was to Guy ; but there was no answer. He stood in precisely the same attitude, without a muscle of his face stirring, or an eyelash quivering. 104 GUY LIVINGSTONE. In all the Rifle Brigade there was not a more reck- less dare-devil than Harry Ravenswood, nor one who adhered more devoutly to the convenient creed — ' All is fair in war or love/ But he saw that something had happened quite out of his line, and he did not venture on a single allusion to it, as he led his partner back to the dancing-room with a perplexed expression on his cheery face, which amused Flora intensely when she remarked it. When the subject came on for discus- sion afterwards, in the smoking-room at his club, he thus expressed himself in language terse and ele- gantly allegorical : — * You see, Livingstone is a very heavy weight ; a good deal better than most in the ring. When I saw him so floored as not to bo able to come to time, I knew there had been some hard hitting going on thereabouts, so I kept clear.' The two who were left alone in the conservatory remained silent for a few seconds. Then Guy roused himself and ofiercd his arm to his companion, with an impulse of courtesy that was simply mechanical. She took it without remark ; and they passed out through the door which led into the garden. There Constance left his side ; and, for the first time, their eyes met as they stood face to face under the bright moon. Guy read his sentence instantly— a sentence from which there was no appeal. The very hopelessness of his situation restored its elasticity to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 195 the somewhat £ullen pride, which was the mainspring of his character. He stood waiting for her to speak; and his eyes were not cast down now, but riveted on her face — gloomily defiant. * I hope you will believe,' Miss Brandon said, ' that it was quite involuntarily I became a spy on your ac- tions. I did not overhear one word : and my partner had that moment left me, when I saw .' Not all her self-command could check the shudder that ran through every limb, and the choking in her throat that would interrupt her. * I have very little to add,-' she went on, more steadi- ly. ' After what I witnessed, I need hardly say that we only meet again as the merest strangers. You might think meanly of me, indeed, if I ever allowed your lips to touch my cheek or my hand again. Remember, I told you from the first we were not suited to each other ; perhaps I deserve all I have met with for allowing myself to be overruled. You cannot contra- dict a word of this, or say that it is unjust or severe.' Did she pause in the expectation, or the hope, of an excuse, or an appeal from her hearer ? Only the hoarse answer came, — • * I have forfeited the right to defend myself, or to gainsay you.' ' You would find it difficult to do either,* Constance rejoined, rather more haughtily ; perhaps she was dis- appointed in the tone of his reply. * One word more ; 196 GUY LIVINGSTONE. if my name is ever called in question, I am sure no one will defend it more readily than yourself. My voice will never be heard against you ; and if, here- after, you should desire my forgiveness more than you now do, remember, I have given it unasked, and freely.' Guy's tone was pregnant with cold, cruel irony, as he answered — * I congratulate you on your position, Miss Bran- don ; it is quite unassailable. You are in the right now, as you always have been. You were right, of course, in always doling out the tokens of your love in such scanty measure as your pride and your priests would allow. They ought to canonize you — those holy men ; I doubt if they have another disciple so superior to all human weaknesses. It must be very gratifying to so eminent a Christian to be able to forgive plenarily, without danger of the favoui' being returned. I have nothing to urge against your de- cision — that we part for ever. You will have no difficulty in forgetting me, whom you ought never to have stooped to. Yet I will give you one caution. I am not romantic, as you know, and I generally mean what I say. If you should think hereafter of bestowing yourself on some worthier object, hesitate a little, for his sake, or wait till I am dead ; other- wise, the day that makes his happiness certain may bring him very near his grave.' GUY LIVINGSTON K. 197 His voice had changed during the last words into a growl of savage menace ; and his forehead was black and furrowed with passion. It might have been his otvtl excited fancy, or the passing just then of a light cloud over the moon ; but, for an instant, he thought he saw her steady lip quiver and tremble. If so, be very sure it was not fear which caused the emotion, though even that the circumstance might have excused ; rather, I think, it was a pang of self-reproach ; a consciousness of having acted unwisely, though for the best; perhaps, too, the stubbornness of the heart she had ruled once — so strong and proud even in its abasement — was con- genial to her own besetting sin ; she liked the fierce threat better than the cool sarcasm. At any rate, she answered more gently than she had yet spoken. ' I believe j^ou. But you know me better than to think a threat would influence me. Yet you need not fear my ever again trusting this world with my hap- piness. You will be very sorry hereafter for some thiQgs you have said to-night. Ask yourself — If I had loved you, as you seem to have expected, better than my own soul, woidd the result have been difier- ent ? It is too late now to say anything but — farewell. Will you not say it, as I do, kindly, or at least not in anger — Guy ? ' She paused between the last two words, and their imploring accent was almost piteous. There must 198 GUY LIVINGSTONE. have been a strange fascination about Livingstone, for, saint as she was, no other living creature would have won such a concession from the Christian charity of Constance Brandon. Had Guy spoken then, as he ought to have done, I believe all might have been amended ; but an angry devil was busy within him, and would not let go his prey ; he stood with his black brows downcast, and with folded arms, never seeming to notice the slender fingers that sought to touch his hand. True it is, that nothing makes a man so unforgiving as the con- sciousness of having inflicted a bitter wrong. lie heard a sigh, heavy and despaii-ing as Francesca's when her d^'ing prayer was spurned, a light shadow flitted across the streak of moon-lit grass, and, when he raised his head, he was left alone, lilie Alp on the sea-shore, to judge the battle between a remorseful conscience and a hardened heart. Livingstone was seen no more that night ; Con- stance glided in, alone, and her absence had been scarcely noticed. During the short time that she re- mained, no one could have guessed from her face that her heart was broken, any more than did Napoleon that the aid-de-camp who brought the news of Lannes' victory had been almost cut in two by a grape-shot. I speak it diflidently, with the fear of the Diviue Voice of the People before my eyes, as is but fitting in these equalizing days, when territories, the title to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 199 which is possession immemorial, arc being plucked away acre by acre, and hereditary privileges mined one by one ; but, it seems to mc, in this, perhaps solitary attribute, * the brave old Houses * still keep their pre-eminence. They are not better, nor wiser in their generation (forbid it, Manchester), nor even more daring in con- fronting danger, than the thousands whose grandsires are creations of a powerful fancy or of a complaisant King-at-xirms. In that terrible charge which swept away the E-ussian cavalry at Eylau, three lengths in front of the best blood in France rode the innkeeper's son. The * First Grenadier ' himself was not more splendidly reckless, though he was a La Tour d'Au- vergne. But in passive uncomplaining endurance, in the power of obliterating outward tokens of suffer- ing, physical or mental, may we not still say — Noblesse oblige ? Hundreds of similar isolated instances" may be quoted from the annals of the Third Estate ; but, in the class I speak of, this quaKty seems a sixth sense wholly independent of, and often contradicting, the rest of the individual's disposition. I remember meeting in France an old Italian re- fugee. He had not much principle, and very little pride ; he was ready qiiidvis facere aut pati to get a five-franc piece, which he would incontinently stake and lose at baccarat or ecarte, as he had done afore* 200 GUY LIVINGSTO^"E. time with a large ancestral inlieritance ; but his quiet fortitude, under privations that were neither few nor light, was worthy of Belisarius. Very often, I am sure, his evening meal must have been eaten with the Barmecide ; but his pale, hand- some face, finished off so gracefully by the white pointed beard, still met you, courteous and unruffled, the ideal of an exiled Doge, or a Rohan in disgrace. Once only I saw him moved ; when the landlord of our inn, a vast bloated bourgeois, smote the Count familiarly on the shoulder, and bantered him pleas- antly on the brilliant prospects of his eldest son. It was not unkindly meant, perhaps ; but the old man shrunk away from the large fat hand, as if it hurt him, and turned towards us a look piteously appealing, which was not lost on myself or Livingstone. When mine host, later in the evening, shook in his gouty slippers before an ebullition of Guy^s wrath, excited by the most shadowy pretext, I wonder if he guessed at the remote cause of that out-pouring of the vials ? Count Massa did, for he smiled intensely, as only an Italian can smile when amply revenged. One instance more to close a long digression. I have read of a baron in the fifteenth century, who once in his life said a good thing. He was a coarse, brutal marauder, illiterate enough to have satisfied Earl Angus, and as unromantic as the Integral Cal- culus. He was mortally wounded in a skirmish ; and GUT LIVINGSTONE. 201 when liis men came back from the pursuit, lie was bleeding to death, resting against a tree. "When they lifted him up, they noticed his eyes fixed with a curious complacent expression on the red stream that surged and gurgled out of his wound ; just as a gour- mand looks at a bumper of a rare vintage held up to the light. They heard him growl to himself — ' QuHl coule, rouge et forty le hon vicux sang de Bourgogne.^ And then he fell back, dead. PubHcola Thompson — Phosphor to the Tower Hamlets and Boanerges of the platform — will you not allow that, amidst a wilderness of weeds, this one fair plant flourishes imder * the cold shade' ? CHAPTER XXII. Shy she was, and I thouglit her cold ; Thought her proud, and fled over the sea ; Filled I was with folly and spite, When Ellen Adair was dpng for me. "When I came to Livingstone's cliambers on the fol- lowing morning, I found him alone. His head was resting listlessly against the back of the vast easy chair in which he was reclining ; and his face, thrown out in relief against the crimson velvet, looked hag- gard and drawn. The calumet — not of peace — was between his lips, and the dense blue clouds were wreathing round him Hke a Scotch mist. On a table near lay a heap of gold and notes. He had finished the night at his club, where lansquenet had been raging till long after sunrise. Fortimc had been more kind than usual, and the fruits of ' passing * eight times lay before me. An open liqueur-case close at his elbow showed that play was not the only counter- excitement to which he had resorted. I hoped to have found him in a repentant mood ; but his first words undeceived me — * I start for Paris by this evening's train' — and then I remarked all about me the signs of immediate departure. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 203 I had only a confused idea of what had happened, and was anxious to know the truth, but he was very brief in his answers : the particulars of what had passed I learnt long afterwards. * Can nothing be done ? * I asked, when he had finished all he chose to tell me ? * Nothing,' replied Livingstone, decisively. * If excuse or explanation had been of any use, I think I should have tried them last night. You woidd not advise me to humiliate myself to no purpose, I sup- pose ? ' There is a certain scene in ^schylus which camo into my mind just then. A group of elderly men, with grave, rather vacuous faces, and grizzled beards, stand in the court-yard of an ancient palace. On one side is the peristyle, ^dth its square stunted pillars, looking as if the weight above crushed them, though it wearies them no more than the heavens do Atlas ; on the other, a gateway, vast, low-browed, shadowy with Cyclopean stones. Some- what apart is a strange weird figure, ever and anon starting up and tossing her arms wildly as she utters some new denunciation, and then cowering dov/u again in a despairing weariness. There are traces, yet, in the thin, wan face, of the beauty which en- slaved Loxian Apollo, and of the pride which turned his great love into a greater hate : round it hang the black elf-locks, dishevelled, that have never beeij 201 GUY LIVINGSTONE. braided since the gripe of Tcliimouiaii A]ax ruffled them so rudely. In her great troubled eyes, you read terrible memories, and a prescience of coming death — death, most grateful to the dishonoured princess, but before which the frail womanhood can- not but shudder and quail. 'No wonder that the reverend men glance at her uneasily ; scarcely mustering courage enough sometimes to answer her with a pious platitude. Alas ! alas, Cassandra ! While we gaze, forth from the recesses of tlie gynocceimi there breaks a cry, expressing rather wrath and surprise than mere pain. Then there comes another, more plaintive, — the moan of a strong man in the death-throe. We know that voice very well ; we have heard it many times, calm and regal, above the wrangle of councils and the roar of battle ; often it prayed for vic- tovy, or for the people's weal ; but it never yet called on earth or heaven to help Agamemnon. The Chorus hear it too ; but they linger and palter, while each gives his grave sentence deliberately in his proper turn. One or two advise action and interference, and stand perfectly still. At last, we hear a heavy choking groan, and a great stillness follows. We know that all is over — we know that there is a stir already down there in Hades — we seem to catch a far-ofi" murmur raised b}' a thousand weak tremulous voices — the very ghost of a wail — as the shadows of those who died GU\' LIVINGSTONE. 205 gallantly in tlieir harness before Troy gather to meet tlieii- old leader — the mightiest Atride. In the background of all, we fancy a hideous Eidolon, from whose side even the danmed recoil in loathing. There is a grin on the lips yet red and wet with the traces of the unholy banquet. Th^^estes exidts over the fulfilment of another chapter in the inevitable Curse. Who has not grown savage over that scene ? We hate the old drivellers less, when, a few minutes later, they truckle and temporize with the awful Shape, who comes forth with a splash of blood on her slender wrist, and a speck or two on her white lofty forehead. Just so helpless and useless I felt at that moment. I was standing by while a fo\A wrong was being wrought. I saw notliing but ruin for Guy, and desolate misery for Constance, in the black future. Yet I could think of no argument or counsel that would in the least avail. I felt sick at heart. It was some minutes before I answered his last question. At last the words broke from me almost unconsciously ■ — 'Ah! how will you answer to God and man for last night's work ? ■' I forgot that I was quoting the cry of the Cove- nanter's widow, when she knelt by her husband's corpse, and looked up into Claverhouse's fiice, with those sad eyes, that were ever dim and cloudy after the carbines flashed across them. But Guy re- 200 GUY LIVINGSTONE. membercd it, and answered instantly in llie words of liis favourite hero — ' I can answer it to man well enough ; and I will take God in my own hand/ Years afterwards, we both recalled that fatal defi- ance, when the speaker lay helpless, at the mercy of the Oimiipotcnce whose might he challenged. Just then his ser^'ant, who was busily preparing for de- parture, entered the room.j Willis was a slight, under-sized man, of about fifty; his complexion was muddy and indefinite ; his small whiskers, of a greyish red, were trimmed and pruned as accurately as a box border- edging, and the partial absence of eyebrows and eyelashes gave his face a sort of unfinished look. The expression natural to it was, I think, a low, vicious cunning ; but his features and little green 03'es were so rigidly dis- ciplined that, as a rule, neither had any characteristic save utter vacuity. In his own line he was perfect. No commission that could be intrusted to him would draw from him a remark or a look of surprise. He executed precisely what he was told, and fulfilled the minutest duties of his station irreproachably, with a noiseless, feline activity. He was like the war-horse of the Douglas — Though somcwliat old, Swift ia his paces, cool, and bold. lie held a miniature-case in his hand as he entered, GUY I.IVINGSTOXT!. 207 * Am I to put tliis in, sir ? * he asked in the slow, measured voice that was hahitual to him. His master gazed sharply at him, as if trying to detect a covert sneer — it would have been safer to have stroked a rattle-snake's crest than to have trifled with Livingstone just then — but Willis's face was as innocent of any expression as a dead wall. ^ Put it down, and go on with your packing ; you have no time to spare.' The man laid the case on a marble table near, and went out. Guy took the miniature and regarded it steadfastly for some moments, then he looked up and caught my eye. Perhaps there was an eager appeal there (for I knew well whose likeness lay before him) which dis- pleased and provoked his sullen temper ; for he fro^vned darkly, and then his clenched hand fell with the crushing weight of a steam-hammer. I^othing but a heap of shivered wood, glass, and ivory re- mained of what had been the life-like image of Con- stance Brandon. A thrill of horror shot through me, icily, and a low cry burst from my lips. I felt at that moment as if tlie blow had fallen not on the portrait, but on the original. But I kept silence. The dark hour was on Saul, and I knew no spell to chase the evil spirit away. Guy sj^oks at last. Ilis manner was unusually chill and constrained. 208 GUY LIVINGSTONE. ' I expect to meet !Mohuu in Paris, and we shall probably go on to Vienna. I hardly like troubling j'ou with commissions ; but I must. Listen. I leave my own name — and another person's — in your keep- ing. I wish it to be clearly understood that the en- gagement was broken off by Miss Brandon — not by me. If 3'ou hear any man speak disparagingly of her, in connection with what has passed, you can insult him, on my behalf, as grossly as you please. I will be here, as ftist as steam can bring me, to back what you may have said or done. This is the only point in which I hope you will guard my honour. As for blaming mc — they may say what they please. Do you quite understand ? And will you promise ? ' I did promise ; and so, after a few more last words, we parted, more coldly that we had ever done in all the years through which we had been intimate. Guy left England the same evening, and descended like a thunder-clap on the joyous little menage in the Eue de la Madeleine, where Forrester and his bride were still fluttering theii* wings in the honeymoon- ehine of post-nuptial spring. They were miraculously happy, those two. Indeed, they seemed to have only one taste between them, and that was Charley's. If he felt inclined, which was not seldom, to utter inaction, his wife encouraged him in his laziness — sitting contentedly for hours on her footstool, with her silky hair just within reach of his GTTY MVIXf.'STONK. 209 indolent hand. If, after dinner, lie suggested tlie * Italiens/ or tlie ' Bouffes/ it was always precisely that theatre that she had been thinking of all the morning. She was in the seventh heaven when he won a hurdle race in the Champ de Mars. They made excursions into the banlleice, and further afield yet, like a couple of the Pa7/s Latin in their first loves. The cabinets of Bercy and St Cloud knew them ; so did the arbours of Asnieres, where, in oil- skin and vareuse, muster for their Sabbat the ancient mariners of the Seine. Nay, it has been whispered, that, more than once — close-veiled and clinoin<> tightly to her husband's arm — Isabel witnessed at Ilabille and. the Chaumiere the chorographic triumphs of Frisette, Pomare, and Mocjador. My hand trembles while I record such enormities and backslidings. Brougham-girls of Belgravia, who 'never gave your mothers a moment's uneasiness/ — stars of the western hemisphere, who can be trusted anywhere, without fear of your wandering from your orbits — think on this lost Pleiad, once your com- X)anion, and be warned. Men are deceivers ever, even when they mean matrimony ; and the tender mercies of the light dragoon are cruel. Isabel was dreadfully startled at the sudden appear- ance of her cousin. Her notions of his power were quite unlimited and irrational ; and, I believe, her first thought was, that he luid changed his mind about the 210 GUY LIVINGSTONE. propriety of her marriage, and was come to carry her back into the house of her bondage with the strong hand. When his curt sentences told her the facts, sorry as she was, it certainly was rather a relief to her. Charley was full of compassion, too, but he only confided this to his \\iSo. lie knew better than to try condolence with Guy, and felt instantly that the case was far be- yond his simple powers of heaKng. They did not see much of him. The contrast of their happiness with his own state must have grated on his feelings. His grim presence chilled and clouded their little banquets at the Trois Freres, or the Cafe de Paris. lie sat there amongst the bright lamps and flowers, like a statue of dark marble that it is impossible to light up ; drinking all the while, moodily, of the strongest wines to that portentous ex- tent that it made Isabel nervous and her husband grave. Perhaps Guy was conscious of the effect he produced; at all events he rather avoided the Forresters, finding in Mohun more congenial society. The latter pro- bably regretted what had happened; perhaps he felt an approach to sympathy, after his rough fashion ; but with this mingled a dreary sort of satisfaction at the sight of a strong mind and hardy nature rapidly de- scending to his own misanthropical level. Such an exultation was breathed in that ghastly chorus of the GUY LIVINGSTONE. 211 dead Kings and Chief Ones of the Earth, when they rose, each on his awful throne, and Hell from beneath was moved, at the advent of The Son of the Morning. These two did not stay long in Paris, before they took their departure for Vienna. We who were left behind in England talked a lit- tle at first, of course, about the broken engagement ; but I had no occasion to throw down the gauntlet that had been left in my hands. I never heard any- thing more spiteful about Miss Brandon than that * she was never suited to her fiance — far too good for him.' Others * had always thought how it would be ; it would take a good deal more yet to tame Living- stone.* Sir Henry Fallowfield observed — * Nothing could be more natural and correct. The lady was a saint ; and there is always a sort of incompleteness about saints, if they are not made martyrs. Sufiering is their normal state.' It was remarked that he was unusually cheerful for some dajs afterwards ; and when Guy's conduct was canvassed, seemed inclined to quote the old school- master's words, on witnessing his pupil's success — • * Bless the ooy ! I taught him.' Some other subject soon came up, and replaced the week's wonder. Constance left town with her uncle almost immedi* ately ; and I heard nothing more of her for many months. Miss Bellasys remained. Very few persons 212 GUY LIVINGSTONE. even guessed at the share slic had had in breaking off the match ; so her credit was not much impaired, and her campaign was as brilliantly successful as usual. If she felt any disappointment at Guy's abrupt de- parture, she concealed it remarkably well. In some things, though naturally impetuous and impatient, she was as cool as a Red Indian, and would wait and watch for ever, if she saw a prospect of ultimate suc- cess. So the days rolled on, bringing swiftly and surely the bitter harvest- time, when he who had sown the wind was to reap the whirlwind. 213 CHAPTER XXIII. And from his lips those words of insult fell — His sword is good who can maintain them well. It was the middle of October ; the reflux of the winter season was beginning to fill Paris, and thither Mohun and Livingstone had returned from their German tour ; the latter decidedly the worse for his wanderings. He had not sufiered much physically ; for the hard living that would have utterly broken up some con- stitutions had only been able to make his face rather thinner, to deepen the bistre tints under the eyes, and to give a more angular gauntness to his massive frame. But morally he was not the same man. Play, which had formerly been only an occasional excite- ment, had now become a necessary part of his daily existence. Mohun would never say — perhaps he did not know — how much Guy had lost during those few months. In spite of several gigantic coups (he broke the bank both at Baden and Hombourg), the balance was fearfully on the wrong side ; so much so, that it entailed a heavy mortgage — the maiden one in his time— on the fair lands of Kerton Manor. 214 GUY LIVINGSTONE. I wonder people have not got tired of quoting — ^Ilcureuxcnjcu; malhcurcux en amour J It seems one of the least true of aU stale, stupid proverbs. Luck will run itself out in more waj'S than one ; and sometimes you will never hold a trump, however often the suit changes. The ancients knew better than wc, when they called the double-sixes — * Ycnus's cast.' The monotony of Guy's reckless dissipations was soon broken by an event which ought to have sobered him. ; lie had been dining ^*ith Mohun at the Trois Freres, and they were returning late towards the Boulevards, when their attention ^vas attracted by a group in one of the narrow streets leading out of the Rue Yivienne. Five or six raffish-looking men had surrounded a fair, delicate girl, and were preparing to besiege her in form ; deriving apparently intense amusement from the piteous entreaties of their victim to be released. Kot the roues of the Regency after the suppers that have become a by-word — not the mousquetaircs after the wildest of their orgies — were ever so unrelenting in brutality towards women quite lonely and unde- fended, as those unshorn ornaments of Yoimg France, when replete with a dinner at forty sous, and with the anomalous liquor that Macon blushes to own. In all Europe there is no more genial companion and gallant gentleman than the aristocrat of France pur sang — in all the world no more terrible adversary than her wiry, well-trained soldier ; but, from the GtJy LIVINGSTONE. 2l5 prolific decay of old institutions and prejudices, a musliroom-growth has sprouted of child- atheists and precocious profligates, calculating debauchees while their checks are still innocent of doTni ; who, after the effervescence of a foul, vicious youth has spent itself, simmer down into avaricious, dishonest bourgeois and bloated caf^-politicians. The teeth of the Eepublican Dragon have been drawn, but they are sown broad- cast from Dan even to Beersheba. Ancient realm of Capet, Yalois, and Bourbon — Motherland of Du Gucsclin and Bayard — you may well be proud of your Cadmean offspring ! Guy was passing the scene with a careless side glance, when the accent of the suppKant caught hia ear — not French, though she spoke the language perfectly. * By G— d,' he said, dropping Mohun's arm, * I be- lieve it's an Englishwoman they are bullying ; ' and three of his long strides took him into the midst of the group. Two of the aggressors reeled back right and left, from the shock of his mighty shoulders ; and griping another, the tallest, by his collar, he whirled him some paces off on his back in the streaming kennel, as one might do with a very weak, light, little child. * Au large canaille ! * he said, as he advanced on the two who still kept their feet. These drew back from his path -without a second warning. One indeed, 216 GUY LIVINGSTONE. cmiuent in tlie savafc, made a demonstration for an instant ; but his comrade, wlio had just gathered him- self up, caught his arm, muttering, Ne fy frotte pas, AIpJio7ise. Cest trop dur! None of them fancied an encounter with the grim giant "svho confronted them - -his muscles braced and salient — his eves gleaming w^ith the gaudia certajnmis, and his nostrils dilated, as if they snuffed the battle. So they made way for Guy and his charge to pass, only grinding out between their teeth the strange guttural blasphemies that characterize impotent Gallic wrath. Mohun, a reserve scarcely less formidable, stood by all the while, looking on lazily ; he saw that his com- panion was more than equal to the emergency. * I hope you have not been much annoyed,' Living- stone said, kindly. ^ Where were you going to ? I shall be too happy to escort you, if you will allow me.' She named the street, only a few hundred yards off, and tried to thank him gratefully ; but her voice was broken and scarcely audible, and the blinding tears would rush into her eyes. Poor child ! it was very long since she had heard gentle, courteous words in her mother tongue. She recovered herself, how- ever, during their short walk, and they had nearly reached her destination when Livingstone said, ' For- give me for being impertinent ; I have no right to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 217 advise you ; but I tliink j'ou will find it better not to walk alone, often, at this hour. There is always a chance of something disagreeable.' He could see her blush painfully, as she answered, * I have no one to accompany me. I work hard at drawing and painting as long as there is light ; and I had gone out to see if I could sell what I have done. But I fear I am a very poor artist ; no one would offer me as much as they had cost me. And I tried at so many places ! ' It was piteous to hear the heav}^, heart-broken sigh. * Perhaps I have better taste,' replied Livingstone. * Those printsellers are absurdly ignorant of what is good and anonymous. At all events, they will in- terest me, as a memorial of to-night. Will you give them to me ? I will promise not to be too critical.' He drew the roll out of her hand, as she spoke, re- placing it by his note-case ; and before she could open it, or make any objection, he followed Mohun (for they had reached the artist's door hj this time), first rais- ing his hat to her, in adieu, as courteously as he would have done to a reigning archduchess. How much did the case contain ? Gruy himself could hardly have told you. But, be sure, the Re- corder of his many misdeeds knew, and reckoned it to the uttermost farthing, when he wrote down that one kind action on the credit side. 218 GUT LmNGSTO:>E. ' Philanthropic, for a change ! ' Mohun remarked, when his companion joined him. ' Well ! it's not worse than many of your yagarics. We shall have you founding an asylum next, I suppose ? ' In his heart the savage old cjoiic approved ; but, for the life of him, he could not check the sneer. Livingstone made no reply. It was a habit of his, very often not to answer Ralph ; and the latter did not mind it in the least. In a few moments they reached Guy's apartments, where they found abaut a dozen men — French and English — awaiting their arrival to begin an unbridled lansquenet. It was a favourite rendezvous for this purpose. The thorough- bred gamblers preferred it to the brilliant entertain- ments of the Quartier BrMa. They liked to court or fight Fortune by themselves, without being congratu- lated in success or compassionated in defeat by the fair PhrjTies and Aspasias, whose s^Tupathy was somewhat expensive ; inasmuch as they always would borrow from the heap whenever any one won, repay- ing the loan in kind by smiles and caresses, which cost the happy recipient about fifteen I^apoleons apiece. Here was an Eden from which Eves were excluded : and on the nights of the Mercurialia, the brightest Peri that ever wore camellias might have knocked at the gate disconsolately, but in vain. While the tables were being prepared, Guy began to tell his late adventure. lie spoke of it very lightly, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 219 but he tlioiiglit if he passed it over altogether, Mohun would probably betray him. Immediately there was a great cry for a sight of the performances of the unknown genius. Livingstone looked over the drawings himself care- fully, and then passed them to the man who sat nearest him. * I have seen worse,' he said. * There is no signatui'e, and I shall not give you the address. You are none of you just the patrons slie would fancy. You don^t care much for high art.' Amongst the guests was Ilorace Levinge, a pale, dark man, with a face that was decidedly handsome, in spite of its Jewish contour, and the excessive fulness of the scarlet, sensual lips. His grandfather, report said, had been a prize-fighting Israelite, and after- wards a celebrated betting-man — equally eminent in either Hing for an unscrupulous scoundi^elism which made his fortune. His father had added to the family treasure and importance by cautious usury and adven- turous stock-jobbing. Horace himself was a gentle- man at large, vdth no other profession than the con- sistent pursuit of all kinds of debauchery. He was calculating even in his pleasures; and, they say, kept a regular ledger and day-book of the moneys dis- bursed in his vices. When the drawings came to him, he glanced at them for a moment, and then threw them down with ^ little contemptuous laugh. 220 GUY IJVIXGSTONE. ' I am sorry to spoil your romance, Liviiigsfone ; but I have a pretty good right to recognize the artist's touch. You know her, some of you : it is Fanny Challoncr?' ' AVhat, the girl you sent away about three weeks ago?' someone asked. ^Poor thing! she was not Borr}', I should think. She had a hard time of it be- fore she left you.' 'Precisely,' Lc\dngc replied. *IIcr modest}^ and high moral principles, which I never could quite sub- due, gave a zest to the thing at first. You imder- stand ; — a sort of caviare flavour. But at last it bored me horribly. I really believe she had a conscience. Can you conceive anything so out of place ? I did offer her a little money when she went away ; but she would not take anj-, and said she would try to main- tain herself honestly. Bah ! I defy her. She was a governess, you know, when I took her first ; so she is trying some of the old accomplishments. I wish 3'ou joy of y OUT prof cffce, Livingstone ; and as for her address, if any of you want it, I vrill give it you to- morrow.' Before Guy could reply, Mohun broke in. A\liile Levinge had been spealdng, the colonel's face had grown very dark and threatening. ' Did her fiither live near Walmer ? And was he a half-pay officer ? ' ' Quite correct,' was the answer. 'lie died about GUY LIVINGSTONE. 221 eigliteen montlis before I met Fanny. You knew liim, perhaps ? How interesting ! Excuse my emotion.' * I did know him/ E-alph said. * He was a gentle- man, and well born. Perhaps that was the reason you could not get on long with his daughter ? ^ It is a popular error, that a bully is always a coward. Certainly Horace was an exception to the rule, if such exists. Nothing could be more calmly insolent than his tone, as he answered deliberately — * How admirable to find Colonel Mohun in the cha- racter of the Censor ! A Clodius come to judgment. I should hardly have expected it, from his past life, either.' The reply came from the depths of Ralph's chest, very distinct, but with a strange effect of distance and echo, as if the words had been spoken under the vault of some vast dome. * You will leave my past life alone, if you are wise. I don't preach against immorality ; it is only brutality that I find simply disgusting.' * Bah ! ' the other retorted. * It comes to the same thing. I shoidd have thought Lady Caroline Man- ncring might have taught you to be less critical.' The cuirassier rose from his seat, and strode a pace forwards, the grey hair bristling round his savage face, lil^e a wild boar's at bay. * If you dare to breathe that name again^ except 222 GUT LIVINGSTONE with respect and honour — I'll cram the words down your throat, by the Eternal God ! ' Levinge crimsoned with passion. The brutal blood of the dead prize-fighter, who, when he ' crossed ' a fight, lost it ever by a foid blow, was boiling in his descendant. He had been drinking, too, and, as the French say — avaii le tin maiicais — so he answered coldly and slowly, letting the syllables fall one by one lOvO drops of hail — *I shall mention it just as often as it pleases me; and with just so much respect as is due to Manner- ing's cast-ofi" wife and your — ' The fold word that was on his lips never left tliem, for Mohun's threat was literally fulfilled. His right hand shot out from the shoulder, with a sudden impulse that seemed rather mechanical than an action of the will, and catching the speaker full in the moutb, laid him on the carpet, senseless, and streaming with blood. 223 . CHAPTEPt XXIY. Look doun, look doun now, layde fair, On liim ye lo'ed sae weel : A bi-a\ver man than yon blue corse Never drew sword of steel. The dead silence that ensued was broken first by Guy Livingstone. ' It was well done ! I say it, and main- tain it ; Moluin, I envy you that blow ! ' He looked round, as if to cliaUenge contradiction ; but evidently the general opinion was, that Levinge bad only got his deserts. By this time the fallen man had recovered his consciousness, and struggled up, first into a sitting posture, then to his feet ; he stood leaning against a table, swaying to and fro, and staring about him Tvith wild eyes half- glazed. At last he spoke in a thick, faint voice, stanching all the while the gushing blood with his handkerchief. ' Will any one here be my second ? or must I look for a friend elsewhere ? ' There was a pause ; and then from the circle stepped forth Camille De Eosny. He did not like Levinge, iind thought in the present instance he had behaved 224 GUY LIVINGSTONE. infamously, but it was tlie faslilon hereditary in liis gallant house to back the losing side ; so, when he saw every one else shrink from the appeal, he bowed gravely and said — * I shall have that honour, if you will permit me. In an hour I shall be at the orders of M. le Colonel's second. Where shall I find him ? ' ^ Here,' replied Livingstone. * I think no one will contest my right to see my old friend through this quarrel.' Mohun grasped his hand. * I would have chosen you among a thousand. You understand me, and know what I wish.' * Then I shall expect 3^ou, De Eosny ? ' Guy went on : the Frenchman assented courteously, and then, turning to his principal — * Let us go/ he said. * My coupe is at your disposi- tion, M. Levingc. Messieurs, au plaisir.* Horace followed him with a step that was still fal- tering and imcertain ; but, at the door he turned, and straightening himself up, faced his adversary with such a look as few human countenances have ever worn. There was more in it than mortal hatred ; it expressed a sort of devilish satisfaction and anticipation, as if he knew that his revenge was secui-ed. Mohun read all this as plainly as if it had been written down in so many words ; but he only smiled, as he seated himself, and lighted a cigar. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 225 There was an end of lansquenet for that night. An ordinary quarrel would have made little impression on those reckless sj)irits, who had, most of them, at one time or another, ' been out * themselves ; but they felt that what they had witnessed now was the prologue to a certain tragedy ; there was a savoui* of death in the air ; so they droj)ped off, one by one, leaving Guy and Ralph alone ; not before the latter had expressed, with much politeness, his ' desolation at having been compelled to interrupt apay^tie, which he trusted was only deferred till the morrow/ Before long De E,osny returned. The preliminaries were soon arranged. Pistols were necessarily to be the weapons, for Levinge had seldom touched a foil ; and, as the Frenchman said with a bow that made his ob- jection a compliment, * Colonel Mohun's reputation as a swordsman was European.^ An early hour next morning was fixed for the ve?itie, in the Pre aux Clercs of the nineteenth century — the Bois de Boulogne. When they were alone again, Guy turned gravely to his companion. * It is a bad business, I fear, though you could not have acted otherwise; but I would rather your adversary were any one than Levinge. It is a murderous, unscrupulous scoundrel as ever lived. He can shoot — that's nothing, so can you, better than most men — but, mark me, Ralph, he has been out twice, and hit his man each time, the last mortally ; ut on neither occasion was his fire returned. Men 226 V.VY LIVINGSTONE. say he has au awkward knack of pulling the trigger half a second too soon. I don't know if this is true ; but I do know that Seymour, who seconded him at Florence when he killed O'Neill, has been more than cool to him ever since/ * Faith, I can well believe it,' Mohun answered, quietly, * and it is very probable I may get hard hit to-morrow; but of killing him I feel morally cer- tain. Do you believe in presentiments ? I do. Before that di'unken brute had half done speaking, I saw imminent death written in his face, as plainly as if I had possessed the Highland second-sight. I think I could almost tell you how it will look n/ler my shot. TVell, we must talk of business. My ar- rangements won't take me long. I have very little to dispose of, it is almost all entailed property. I shall leave you the choice of anything among my goods and chattels. You will find some arms that you may fancy. But if my pistols ftiil me to-morrow, so that Levinse lives over it, do me the favour to throw them into the Seine ; they deserve nothing better. As for the ready-money I have with me, and some more at my bankers — ' he hesitated, and then went on in a gentler voice, *I should Hke it to go to that poor child whom we met to-night. If I live I will take care she is settled in England, where some one will be kind to her. Her father was a good soldier, and a true-hearted gentleman. And, Guy, I am sorry GirV LiVlNGSTOKE. 227 that I sneered at you to-night ; I hardly meant it, when I said it/ This was a great concession from Mohun, and his hearer thought so, as he wrung his hand hard, and replied, * Don't think of that again. I did you justice an hour ago.' ^ There was this peculiarity about Ralph ; he was not only insensible to danger, like other men, but he absolutely seemed to revel in it. The genial side of his character came out at the approach of deadly peril, just as some morose natures will soften and brighten temporarily under the influence of strong wine. His mood seemed to change, however, suddenly ; and when, after a long pause, he spoke again, it was in a low, broken voice, as if to himself. *■ " Be sure your sin will find you out." It is thirty years since I heard that text ; I forgot it the same day, and never thought of it again till now. There may be truth in that. It hunted her to her grave, and it will not leave her in peace, even there. And yet she suffered enough to make atonement. She tried not to let me see how much, but I did see it ; I watched her dying for a year and more. I am sure she is an angel now. I like to think so, though I shall never see her again. I would not believe other- wise if a thousand priests said it and swore it ; for I never moved from her side, after she was dead, till I 228 GUY LIVINGSTONE. saw tlie smile come on her face. She must have been happy then; do you not think so? They would hardly have gone on, punishing her for ever. It was all my fault, you know.' He gazed at Livingstone anxiously, almost timidl3^ Guy bowed his head in assent, but he could not find words to answer just then. There was something very terrible in that opening of the flood-gates, when a life's pent-up remorse broke forth. ' I think you will end better than I have done/ Mohun went on ; ' though you are going down-hill fast now. But I have no right even to warn you. Only, take care — .' He broke off suddenly, and roused himself with an effort. * I shall go home and dress now, and get through what little I have to write, and then lie down for an hour or two. Nothing makes the hand shake like a sleepless night. I'll call for 3^ou in good time.' So he went away. Livingstone sat thinking, without ever closing his eyes, till Mohun returned. The latter looked fresh and alert ; he had slept for the time he had allotted to himself quite calmly and comfortably — the old habits of picquet-duty had taught him to watch or sleep at pleasure. After Guy had made a careful toilette, at the special request of his principal, they started, and in forty minutes were on the ground. Levingc and his second, with the surgeon, arrived almost immediately; GUY LIVINGSTONE. 229 the former stood somewhat apart, keeping the lower part of his face carefully muffled. It was a dull, chill morning ; the sky of a steely- grey, without a promise of a gleam from the sun, which had risen somewhere, but was reserving himself for better times. There was a desultory sort of wind blowing, just strong enough at intervals to bring the moist brown leaves sullenly down. After the pistols had been scientifically loaded, the seconds placed their men fifteen yards apart — with such known shots it was not worth while shortening the distance. The sensations of ordinary mortals under such cir- cumstances are somewhat curious. Yery few are afraid, I think ; but one has an impression that one's own proportions are becoming sensibly developed — ' swelling wisibly,' in fact, like the lady at the Pick- wickian tea-fight — while those of our adversary diminish in a like ratio, so that he does not appear near so fair a mark as he did a few minutes ago. But, with all this, there is a quickening of the pulse not unpleasurable — something like the excitement of the ^ four to the seven ' chance at hazard, when you are backing the In for a large stake. I do not believe Mohun felt anything of this sort. It was not his own life, but his adversary's death he was playing for ; the other was busy, too, with still darker thoughts and purposes. 230 Gtt LIVINGSTON^:. ' Listen,' Guy said in French ; ' M. de Pcosny gives the signal, w;?, deuXy trois ; if either fires before the last is fully pronounced, it is murder/ He looked sharpl}^ at Levinge ; but the latter seemed studiously to avoid meeting his ej'e. Guy felt very uncomfort- able and very savage. The men stood opposite to one another, like black marble statues, neither showing a speck of colour which might serve as a j)oint de mirc^ each turning only a side-front to his opponent. De E,osny pronoimced the two first words of llic signal in a clear, deliberate voice ; the last left his lips almost in a shriek, for, before it was half syllabled, his principal fired. Quick as the movement was, it was anticipated ; as Levinge's hand stirred, Mohun made a half-face to the right, and looked his enemy straight between the eyes. That sudden change of position, or the con- sciousness of detection, probably unsettled the prac- tised aim, for the ball, that would have drilled Ralph through the heart, only scored a deep furrow in his side. Kg one could have guessed that he was touched ; he brought his pistol to the level just as coolly as he vrould have done in the shooting-gallery, and, after the discharge, dropped his hand with measured de- liberation. Before the smoke had curled a yard up- wards, Horace Levinge sprang into the air, and, with GUY LIVINGSTONE. 231 outstretched arms, fell crasliing down upon (lie grass — a bullet through, his brain. They turned him over on his back. It was a ghastly- sight ; the ball had penetrated just below the arch of the right eyebrow, and all the lower features were swollen and distorted with the blow of last night, adding to the hideous disfigurement. Is that the face on which the dead man used to spend hours, tending it, like an ancient coquette, with washes and cosmetics, dreading the faintest freckle or suuburn which might mar the smoothness of the deli- cate skin ? No need of the surgeon there. Cover it up quickly — the mother that bore him, if she could recognize it, would recoil in disgust and loathing. * Cen estfiniy Livingstone said to De Rosny, who stood by shuddering in horror, not at the death, but at the treachery which had preceded it. None but a Frenchman could have given such an accent to the low hissing reply — ^ je Vesjjh'e.^ Then they looked to Mohun's wound ; it was no- thing serious — there were a dozen deeper on the war- worn body and limbs. Indeed, I imagine his general health was materially benefited by the blood-letting. The first remark he made was, when he was deposit- ing his pistol in its case — tenderly as you would lay a child in its cradle — *Do you believe in presenti- ments 7ioiOy Guy ? * The sullen sun broke out just as they turned to go, 232 GUY LIVING STONE. and peered curiously through the boughs till it found out and lighted on the angular ominous heap, shrouded with a cloak, that, ten minutes ago, was a strong, hot-blooded man. There the garde soon after discovered Horace Levinge ; and, when he had been owned, they buried him in Pere la Chaise. Such events were common then, and the police gave themselves no trouble to trace who had slain the stranger. Amongst his tribes- men and kinsfolk in Hounsditch and the Minories there was great joy at first, and afterwards bitter, endless litigation. They screamed and battled over the heritage like vultures over a mighty carrion — tearing it at length piecemeal. He did not keep a pet dog, and so no living creature regretted him, unless it were the thin delicate girl, with white checks and hollow eyes, who came once and knelt to pray by his grave for hours, her tears falling fast. Hard as they may find it to observe other precepts of the Great Master, this one, at least, most women have practised easily and naturally for eighteen hundred years — 'Forgive, until seventy times seven.* The acts of some of these — how they warred with their husbands and were worsted ; how they provoked the presiding Draco, and stultified the atttesting policeman, by obstinately ignoring their injuries written legibly in red, and black, and blue ; how they interceded with many sobs for the aggressor — are GLT LIVINGSTONE. 233 they not written in the book of the chronicles of Bow Street and Clerkenwell ? This propensity leads them into scrapes, it is true, for our world in its wisdom will take advantage of such weakness. Perhaps the next will make them some amends. But the mourner strewed no flowers on the grave. It would have been too bitter a mockery ; for, if there were sympathy in sweet roses and pure white lilies, on no other spot of God^s earth would they have withered so soon ; she hung up no wreath of inmior- tclles; for, if such things could be, the dearest wish one could have formed for the dead man's soul would have been swift, utter annihilation. Yet Fanny Challoner would scarcely have accepted Mohun's good offices, if she had guessed that the blood of her seducer and tyrant was on his hand. She never suspected it, and so went gratefully to the home he found for her ; and there she lives yet, tranquil and contented, though always sad and humble, among people who know nothing of her history and love her dearly, trying her best to be useful in her generation — alone in her cottage that nestles under a sunny cliff, just above the white spray-line of the Irish Sea. 234 CnAPTER XXY. Let me see her once again, Let her hring her proud dark eyes, And her petulant quick replies ; Let her wave her slender hand "With its gesture of command, And throw back her raven hair With the old imperial air ; Let her be as she was then — The loveliest lady in all the land Iseult of Ireland. MoHL'N and Liviugstone soon fell back into the groove of their old habits ; if anything, the former was more forbidding and morose; the latter, more reckless than es'er. Just at this time, Mrs Bellasys and her daughter arrived in Paris. It was Flora's debut there, and she had an immense success. The jcunesse dor4e of Iho Chaussee d'Antin, and the cavaliers of the Faubourg, thronged about her, emulously enthusiastic. Her repartees and sarcasms were quoted like Talleyrand's. They never wearied in raving over her perfections, taking them in a regular catalogue — from her magnifi- cent eyes and hair that flashed back the light from its GUY LIVINGSTONE. 235 emootli bands, like clouded steel, down to tlie small h^odequias of white satin, which it was her fancy to wear instead of the ball-room chaussure of ordinary mortals. The intrigues to secure her for a waltz or a mazurka displa^^ed diplomatic talent enough to have set half-a-dozen German principalities and powers by the ears. The succession of admirers was never broken; as fast as one dropped off, killed by her coldness or caprice, another stepped into his place. It reminded one of the old * Die-hards' at Waterloo, filling up their squares torn and ravaged by the pelting grape-shot. Here, as elsewhere, she pursued her favourite amuse- ment, remorselessly. Fallowfield called it * her cut- ting-out expeditions.' She used to watch, till a mother and daughter had, between them, secured a good matrimonial prize, and then employ her fascinations on the captured one — seldom without effect — so as to steal him out of their hands. Do you remember Waterton's story of the osprey? The hard-working bird, by dint of perseverance, has brought up a good fish. Just as it emerges from the water, there is heard a flap and a whistle of mighty pinions ; and, from his watch-tower on the cliff fiir above, swoops down the great sea-eagle. The poor osprey a beau crier, it must drop its booty ; and the strong marauder sails off with a slow and dignified flight, to discuss it in the wood at his leisure. The only faidt in the parallel was, that Flora always 236 GUT LIVINGSTONE. dropped tlic prey, with the coolest disdain, when it was once fairly within her clutches. How the match-makers did hate her ! AMiat vows for her dis- comfiture must have been breathed into bouquets, held up to conceal the angry flush of disappointment, or the paleness of despair ! I own this practice of hers did not raise her in my opinion. I cannot thmk so hardly as it is the fashion to do, of the junior and working members, at least, of the manoeuvring Guild. It is not an elevating or very creditable profession, certainly ; but it seems such a disagreeable one, that none would take it up from choice. The chief fault, at all events, lies with the trainers; the jocke3^s (poor little things!) only ride to orders ; and, by-the-wa}^, I think they generally err in not knovring how to waity and in making the running too strong at first. As I meet, year after year, one of these — to whom the seed sown in London ball-rooms and German watering-places had produced nothing yet but those tiresome garlands of the vestal — I look curiously to see how she wears, thinking of the courtier's answer to Louis XI Y., when the latter asked if he was looking older — ' Sire, I see some more victories written on your forehead.' It is more defeats that one can read 80 plainl}' on poor Fanny Singleton's. How many shipwrecks close to port ; how many races lost by a head ; how many games, by a point, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 237 slio must have known, before her silver laugh became so hollow, and her pleasant smile so evidentl}^ theatri- cal and lip-deep ; before what once was chanceful became desperate, and she fell back into the ranks of the forlorn hope — of the * liOst Children ! ' On one of these occasions I met her. She was just be- ginning her condotticre life then, and was ver}^ attract- ive even to those on whom she had no designs — be- lieved in balls, and had an ingenious talent for original composition. I don't think those entertainments are dangerously exciting to her now; and Heaven forcfend that she should write poetry ! One shudders to think of what it would be. Well — she was returning to the house after a moonlight flirtation (if you can call it so, when it was all on one side). She had been trying to fascinate a stupid, sullen, commercial Orson — a boy not clever, but cimning, w^ho calculated on his share in the Bank as a means of procuring him these amuse- ments, as other men might reckon on their good looks or soft tongue. He had just left her, and I was wishing her good night under the porch ; she forgot her cue for a moment and became natural. — * I feel so very, very tired,' she said. I remember how drearily she said it, and how the tears glittered in her weary eyes. I re- member, too, how, ten minutes later, I heard that amiable youth boasting of what had happened, and giving a hideous travestie of her attempts to captivate him ; till at last my wrath was kindled, and, to his 238 GUY LIVINGSTONE. great confusion (for he was of a timid disposition), I 623oke, and sharply, with my tongue. Ah, me ! I mind the time when men used to way- lay Fanny Singleton in the cloak-room, and shoot her flying as she went up the staircase, in their anxiety to secure her for a partner ; and now — she is a refuge for the destitute, except when some one, for old acquaintance sake, takes a turn with one of the best waltzers in Europe. I like her for one thing — she has never tried the gu'lish dodge on yet. She has never been heard to eay * Mamma always calls me a wild thing.^ It is better that she should be bitter and sardonic, as she is sometimes, than that. Mars herself could hardly play the ingenues, when in mature age. Grisi's best part now is not Amina. The last thing I heard of Fanny was, that she was about to unite herself (the actice voice is iho, proper one) to a very Low Church clergyman, a distinguished member of the Evangelical Alliance, pregnant with the odour of sanctity — bouquet de Baptiste treble dis- tilled. I dare say they will get on well enough. If the holy man wants to collect * experiences,' his wife wiU be able to furnish them, — that's certain. It will be very ' sweet.' I pity, but I condemn. In the name of Matuta, and of common sense, is there an imperative necessity that all our maids should become matrons ? GUY LIVINGSTONE. 239 If sucli exists, think, I beseecli you, virgins — pretty but penniless — apt for tlie yoke, liow many chances of subjection may turn up, without rushing to put your necks under it. Is the aspiring race of H.E.I.C.S. cadets extinct ? Are Erin's sons so good or so cold, as not to be tempted by woman, even witii out the gold? Are tliere not soldiers still to the fore, too inflammable to bo trusted near an ammunition waggon ? Are there not — the boime louche comes last — are there not priests and deacons ? The instant that a man takes orders, celibacy becomes intolerable to him. I firmly believe that half the offers made in the year throughout broad England emanate from those energetic ecclesiastics. After all, what specimens you do pick up sometimes, in your haste ! If you are to lead apes, is it not better to defer the evil day as long as possible, instead of parading the animals about by your sides, here on this upper earth ? My sermon is too long for the occasion — too short for the text. I close a discourse, not much wiser, per- haps, than poor Wamba's, with his — 'Pax vohlsciim !' Flora and Guy met with perfect composure on both sides. She did not appear to think that she had any claim upon him arising from what had passed ; but it was evident he was still the favourite, and that all others were complete 'outsiders.' 'No betting-man would have backed the field for a shiUing. She 240 GUY LIVINGSTONE. waltzed witli liiin whenever he asked licr, to tlic utter oblivion and annihilation of previous engagements ; whereat the Frenchmen chafed inexpressibl}^, cursing and gnashing their teeth when, after the ball was over, they went forth into the outer darlmess. No- thing but Livingstone's extraordinary reputation in the shooting-galleries, added to a certain ferocity of demeanour which had become habitual to him of late, saved him from more than one serious quarrel. Ke took it all as a matter of course. Flora amused him, certainly : she s}Tnpathized with his tastes, and perhaps flattered his vanity. For instance, she always took an interest in his fortunes at play, watching and sometimes backing him at ecarte, and often inquiring the next morning how the battle had gone in her ab- sence at the Board of Green Clctli. Once when an unfortunate adorer — in bitterness of spirit at being thrown over twice in one evening — hinted at some of the intrigues which had made Guy's name unenviabl}^ notorious (play was not the guiltiest of his distractions to thoughts that would come back) Miss Bcllasj^s only smiled haughtily, and did not even deign to betray any curiosity on the sub- ject. Those ephemeral passions were not the rivals si 10 feared. Iler mother all this while was ver}^ uncomfortable. Though herself per fcctl}^ innocent of any connivance in Flora's schemes, she was afflicted with a perpetual in- GUY LIVINGSTONE. 2-11 distinct sort of remorse. Once or twice, I believe, she did venture on a remonstrance, but she was put down decisively, and did not try it again. One evening Guy bad been lingering for some time in the Bellasys' box at the opera : as lie went out into i\iQ foyer lie saw an old acquaintance coining to- wards bim. Lord Killowen was past sixty : the world bad used bim rougbly, and be bad been ruined very early in life ; but be bore botb j^ears and troubles ligbtly. Looking- at bis smooth forebead and square erect figure, and listening tu bis ready cheery laugh, you would never have guessed how long he had led that guerilla existence — for forty years keeping the bailiffs at bay. His nerve and bis seat in the saddle were as firm as they were on the first night of his joining the Hussars^ when he rode Kicldng Kate over the iron pales round Hounslow Barrack-yard, and hit the layers of the long odds for a cool thousand. He had been intimate with Colonel Livingstone, and had kno"\vn his son from childhood ; but he was a still closer friend of the Brandon family, with whom, indeed, he was distantly connected. He bad never seen Guy since the breaking off of the latter's en- gagement till this night, when he caught a glimpse of his lofty head bending over Flora Bellasj^s' chair. Lord Killowen's blood was as hot, and bis impulses as quick, as if he had not yet seen his twentieth win- 242 GUY LIVINGSTONE. ter ; and the cliivalry within liim was stirred at wliat he considered an insolent parade of treachery ; for he had guessed muchi of what had happened, though he did not know all the truth. So he passed Guy's ex- tended hand, turning his head studiously aside. The latter was startlev' for a moment ; but he could not believe in an intentionul ' cut,' and he knew his friend to be rather short-sighted ; so with one stride he overtook him, and, touching him on the shoulder, said, * I must be very much changed if you do not know me. Lord Killowen.' The bravo old Irishman turned short upon his heel and confronted the ppcaker, bending on him all the light of his clear blue eyes : Ae drew himself up to the full height of a stature that nearly equalled Living- stone's, and said, coolly and slowly, * Pardon me, you are not changed in the least ; I know you very well.' The insult was palpable. Guy fairly staggered, as if he had received a sword-thrust ; thea tlie angry blood rushed up to his temples, making the veins start out like muscles, and he spoke in a voice hoarse and indistinct with passion, * You will answer this ? ' True, his antagonist was more than old enough to have been his father ; but in feast, field, and fray. Lord Killowen remembered his own age so seldom, that other men might be excused for forgetting it sometimes. The old man was going to answer eagerly, but he checked himself with an effort, as if repressing a strong GUY LmNGSTONE. 243 temptation ; wlien, after some seconds, lie spoke, there was more of sadness and warning than of anger, in his tone. * No ; I will not fight, even in this quarrel, with your father's son ; besides, I might be anticipating one who has a better right. Four days ago, Cyril Brandon landed from India.' It would have been difficult, I think, to have found another, among living men, both by constitution and temperament, so inaccessible to material terrors as Livingstone ; yet when that name came upon him thus suddenly, he felt a thrill and a start through his nerves, so unpleasantly like commonplace physical fear, that ever, when he thought of it, it made his cheek burn with shame. lie could not, after that, controvert gallant Lannes' maxim : ' It is only a coward who says that he never was afraid.* He stood silently, and allowed Lord Killowcn to pass him, bowing courteously, though coldly, to him. The latter never knew what mischief he had done. After that momentary sensation had passed off, all the worst elements of Guy's stubborn haughty nature rose in rebellion at what he deemed a despicable weakness. As if in defiance of the consequences, all that evening and on the succeeding daja he devoted himself to Ilora Bellasys with such unusual ardour that it made her nervous : she thought it was too good to last. Wlicu ^[ohun heard what had happened, he would 244 GUY LIVINGSTONE. not admit that there was the slightest chance of a meeting with Cyril Brandon, though he knew the character of the latter — fierce and intractable to a degree. * Don't flatter j^ourself you will wipe off the score in that way,' he said to Guy, with his sardonic laugh. * Men will quarrel over cards and about lorcttes, easily enough ; but who fights for a " broken Covenant " now ? ^^^^e live two hundred years too late.' Ralph remembered how long he had lingered on the French sea-board, waiting for a challenge from beyond the Channel, which never came ; though there was deeper provocation to justify it. A few mornings after this had occurred, Living- stone found himself without a servant. His demeanour towards this estimable class had alwa3's been imperi- ous and stern to a fault ; but latterly they, as well as others, had felt the effects of his exasperated temper, and he was sometimes brutally overbearing in his re- primands. On this particular occasion he must have been unusuall}^ oppressive, for it exhausted the pa- tience of the much-enduring Willis ; so that the worm turned again — insolently. Before he had said ten words his master inter- rupted him — his eye turning towards a heavy horse- whip that lay near, with an expression that made A\^illis retreat towards the door. * So you have robbed me of enough to make you GUT LIVINGSTONE. 245 independent ? Very well ! make your book up : the maitre d' hotel will settle with you. You will carry away some of my property, of course. I shall not trouble myself to have your trunks searched ; but if you take anything that I happen to want afterwards, I'll have you arrested, wherever you are. Now go.' The man left the room sulkily : an hour later he returned. ' I am going this instant, Mr Livingstone ; but I could tell you something first that you ought to know, if you would promise not to be violent. I am very sorry now I did it.' There was a curious ex- pression — ^half spiteful, half frightened — on his cun- ning face, as he spoke. Guy looked at him carelessly. ' Thank you ; I am in no humour to listen to your confessions. You may be quite easy ; I give you credit for all imaginable rascality. Kemcmber what I said ; if I miss any- thing, the police will be after you the same day. Now, once more, go. If I see j^our face about here again, it will be the worse for you.' There was a good deal of meaning in Willis's smile, though his lips were white with fear. * You will never miss what I was going to tell you about, sir/ he said ; and then faded away out of the room, with his usual noiseless step, closing the door softly behind him. If his master could have guessed what was the secret he had refused to hear, haughty as he was, I do believe there is no earthly degradation to which ho 246 GUY LIVINGSTONE. would not liavG abased himself to gain its knowledgo. But the hour for the humbling of the strong, self- reliant nature had not come yet, though it was very near. The wild bull never saw the net till its meshes had trapped him fast The same morning, Guy, who was lounging an hour away at the Bellasys*, mentioned to them w^hat had occurred. If he had glanced at Flora's face just then, he would have been puzzled to guess what there was in the intelligence to turn her so deadly pale. It was only for an instant that the accomplished actress forgot her part ; and when he looked at her next, there was not a trace of emotion in her ftxce. * Have you filled up his place ? ' she asked, care- lessly. * I have ordered my landlord to provide me,' replied Gnj. * I shall find some well-trained scoundrel on my return, I hope. I shall never get another like Willis, though. It's just my luck. The great prin- ciple of the Gazelle runs through life. AYhen they come to know you well, &c. What made you ask ? Surely you have no protegee to recommend ? ' Flora laughed gaily, as she answered in the nega- tive, and so the subject dropped ; but all the after- noon she was pensive and absent, and flashes of vex- ation gleamed every now and then fitfully in her stormy eyes. 247 CHAPTER XXVI. Let none tliink to fly the danger, For, soon or late, Love is Lis own avenger. OiiRiSTMAS-TiDE had conie round again ; and hall, manor-house, and castle were filling fast. But the pheasants had a jubilee at Kerton to the great dis- couragement of Mallet, who ' could not mind such another breeding season/ Foxes were strong and plentiful with the Belvoir and the Pytchley ; and, during two months of open weather, many a straightgoer had died gallantly in the midst of the wide pasture- grounds, testifying with his last breath to the generalship of Goodall and Payne. But the best shot and the hardest rider in Northamptonshire lingered on still in Paris, wasting his patrimony in most riotous living, and trying his iron constitution presumptuously. Lady Catherine sat alone in the grey old house, paler and more careworn than ever. I think she would have preferred the noisiest revel that ever broke her slumbers in the old times, to the dead silence that brooded like a mist in the deserted rooms. 248 GUY LTVIXC.STONE. Gu}' had always been a bad correspondent, and now ho hardly ever wrote to her ; but rumours of his wild life reached his mother often, though dimly and vaguely. It was best so : what would that poor lady have felt if she could have guessed at the scene in which her son was the principal figure as the Christ- mas morning was breaking ? It is the close of a furious orgie ; the Babel of cries, of fragments of songs, of insane meaningless laughter, is d^^ing away, through the pure exhaustion of tlic revellers ; on the gay carpet and the rich damask are pools of spilt liquors, heaps of shivered glass, and bou- quets and garlands that have ceased to be fragrant hours ago. All around in different attitudes — ignoble and helpless — are strewn the bodies of those who have gone down early in the battle of the Bacchanals : they lie in their ranks as they fell. One figure towers above the rest — pre-eminent as Satan in the conclave of the ruined angels — the guiltiest, because the most conscious of his own utter degradation. The frequent draughts that have prostrated his companions have only brought out two roimd scarlet spots in the pale bronze of his cheeks ; his voice retains still its deep, calm, almost solemn tone. Listen to it, as he raises to his lips an immense glass brimming-full of Bur- gundy — * One toast more, and with funeral honours — " To the memory of those who have fallen glori- ously on the 24th of December." * GUY LIVINGSTONE. 249 It is true that, six montlis ago, the soft, pui'e cheek of Constance Brandon rested often on the broad breast that pillows now the dishevelled head of that wild- eyed, shrill- voiced Maenad ? Draw the curtains closer yet : shut out the dawn of the Nativity, for very shame. Mohun was breakfasting with Livingstone on a cold, gusty January morning that succeeded a night of heavy drinldng and heavier play. The Colonel would see him through one of these readily enough ; but if there was even a single female face present, he would retreat in disgust and contempt unutterable. Guy had been hit so hard, that it made him graver than usual as he thought of it, though he was tolerably inured and indifferent to evil fortune ; so the convers- ation languished during the meal. After it was over, Mohun rose to light a cigar, while his companion took up a pile of letters and began to glance at them list- lessly. Suddenly the former dropped the match from his hand, starting in irrepressible astonishment. He had seen strong men die hard, mangled and shattered by sabre or bullet ; but he had never heard a sound so terribly significant of agony as the dull, heavy groan that, just then, burst from Livingstone's lips. In those few seconds his face had grown perfectly livid : his eyes were riveted upon a small note that he held in his shaking fingers ; they glittered strangely, but there was no meaning or expression in tlieir fixed stare. 250 GUY LIVINGSTONE. * In the name of God, what has happened ? * Ealph asked. Guy's lips worked and moyed ; but no sound caino from them, except an irregular catching of the breath, and a gasping rattle in the throat. Mohun took the note from his hand without his seeming to be aware of it, and read it through. These were the words : — * I have tried very hard to persuade myself that you never received the letter I wrote to you two months ago. I think you would have answered it, for you would know how much I must have suffered before my pride broke down so utterly. Yet I could not have risked being scorned a second time, if I had not learnt yesterday that my life must now be reckoned by weeks, if not by days. I do not know if I shall be allowed to see j^ou, if you come. But you will come ; will you not ? Dear, dear Guy, I cannot die as I ought to do, contentedly, unless I speak to you once again. In spite of all, I will sign my last letter, * Your own, * Constance Brandon.* It was dated Ventnor. Hard and cynical as he was, Mohun was thoroughly shocked and grieved ; but the urgency of the crisis brought back the prompt decision of thought and purpose that were habitual to the trained soldier. He sprang to his feet^ alert and ready for action, as he GUY LIVINGSTONE. 251 would have done in the old times, from his bivouac, to meet a night surprise of the wild Hungarians. * Get everything ready,' he said to the servant, who entered at that moment ; ' your master is going to England immediately. The train starts for Havre at two o'clock. You will catch the night boat for Southampton.' ^VTien the man had left the room, he turned to Guy — ' Rouse yourself, man ! There is all a lifetime for remorse, but only a few hours for the little amends you can make. You will be at Yentnor to-morrow ; and mind — you must see her, whatever difficulties ma}' be thrown in your way. You won't lose your temper if you meet her brother ? Ah ! I see you are not listening.^ Then Livingstone spoke for the first time, in a hoarse, grating whisper, articulating the words one by one, with difficulty. * I never dreamt of this. I did not mean to kill her.' Mohun knew his friend too well to attempt conso- lation or sympathy, even if these had not been foreign to his own nature, so he answered deliberately and coldly — ' Of having brought bitter sorrow on Constance Brandon, I do hold you guilty ; of having caused her death — not ; and so you will find when you know all. But her note of two months ago — of course you never 252 GUY LIVINGSTONE. saw it ? You must have overlooked it ; you are so careless with your papers.' * It never reached me/ Livingstone replied. * I have alwa3^s looked at the outside of my letters, and I should liave known tliat handwriting among ten thousand. Some one must have intercepted it. I wish I knew who.* He was recovering from the first stunning efiects of the shock, and the old angry light came back into his eyes. * I will find out when you are gone,' said Mohun. ' You have not a moment to spare. I won't ask you to write ; I will join you in England in three days. Only remember one thing — keep cool. Yes ; I know what you mean ; but your patience may be tried more than you have any idea of.' He was thinking of Cyril Brandon. The hurry of departure prevented any further con- Tcrsation. At the station, just before the train started, Ralph said, grasping his comrade's hand as he spoke — ' I did not think you loved her so dearly.' It was very long before he forgot the di-eary look which accompanied the answer — * I did not know it myself till now.' * I must trace the note,' the Colonel muttered, as he strode away from the station. * That handsome tiger-cat has laid her claw on it, I am certain. But she won't confess ; red-hot pincers would not drag a secret from her, if she meant to keep it. I doubt GUY LIVINGSTONK. 253 if slie will even betray herself by a blusli. Poor Constance ! Wbat cliance bad sbe against such a Macbiavel in petticoats ? I am bad at diplomacy, too. If I only bad tbe slightest proof, or if sbc bad any weak point. Unless sbc loses ber bead wben sbe bears wbere Guy is gone, I bave no cbance of finding out mucb in tbat quarter. There's Willis, to be sure. Sbe bribed bim, no doubt. D — n tbem botb ! * In tbis complimentary and charitable mood, be went straight to Flora Bellasys. He found her alone. She was sitting in her riding - dress ; and the broad Spanish hat, with its curl- ing plimies, lay close beside her, with the gauntlets and whip across it. Sbe did not much like Mohun, for she had an idea tbat bis sarcasms, with her for their object, bad made Guy smile more than once approvingly. She knew, too, that all her fascinations recoiled harmlessly from tbat rugged block of ironstone. Whatever be might have been in early years, be was harder of heart than stout Sir Artegall now. Radigund, unhelming ber lovely face, would never bave tempted bim to forego bis advantage and throw his weapons down. However, she greeted bim with perfect composure and satisfaction. '^Do you join our party this afternoon. Colonel Mohun ? I expect them to call for me every moment. "We are going to the Croix de Berny, to see the 254 GUY J.IVINGSTONE. ground for tlio race next week. Mr Livingstone was to have lunched here ; but I never reckon on his keeping an engagement.* There was something in Ealph's manner which made her uncomfortable. She took up her whip, and began twisting its slender stock rather nervously ; you would not have thought there was so much strength in the delicate fingers. * You are right/ he replied, coolly, ' not to count too much on Guy's punctuality. He is very imcer- tain in his movements. I fear he cannot accompany you this afternoon. He would have charged me with his excuses, I am sure, if he had not been so hurried.' Flora looked up quickly. * It must have been something very sudden, then. Have you any idea where he is now ? ' Ralph consulted his watch. 'About Mantes, I should imagine. He started for Havi'e by the last train. He will be at Southampton to-morrow ; and the same day he can reach — .' He stopped, gazing at his companion with a cold, cruel satisfaction. The blood was sinking in her cheeks, not with a sudden impulse, but gradually — as the sunset rose-tints fade from the brow of the Jung- frau, leaving a ghastly opaque whiteness behind them. During the silence that ensued, a sharp tinkle might be heard, as the jewelled head of the riding- whip, snapped by a convulsive movement, fell at Flora's feet. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 255 It teas weak in lier to betray sucli loss of self-com- mand; but remember the blow came unexpectedly. She saw the edifice she had plotted, and toiled, and risked so much to build, ruined and shattered to its foundation-stone. How many whispers, and smiles, and eloquent glances had been lavished, only to end in this Pavia, where not even honour was saved from the utter wreck ! "Was not the perfect waxen mask of the First Napo- leon shivered in that terrible Abdication-night at Fon- tainebleau ? Where was Cleopatra's queenly dignity when she heard that Antony had rejoined Octavia ? * Why has he gone ? What called him back ? ' Her voice had lost the clear ring of silver, and sounded dull and flat, like base metal. * Constance Brandon wrote to tell him she was dying. Do you wonder that he went to her ? ' A passing cloud of horror swept across Flora's pale face ; but after it broke forth a gleam of strange fero- cious exultation, which stifled the rising pity in her hearer's breast, and changed it into contempt. * I don't believe it,' she cried, passionately. * It is a trick. She was quite well two months ago. At least, she said nothing — .' She checked herself, but too late. The practised duellist laughed grimly in his moustache, as he might have done on discovering the weak point in his enemy's ward which laid him open to his rapier. 256 GUY LIVINGSTONE. * You make my task easier/ lie said; * I caine to in- quire about a note v/hich miscaiTicd about tlie time you speak of. I will know what became of it, Miss Bellasys, thougb I wish to spare you unnecessary exposure and shame.' lie had gained a momentary advantage, but it did not profit him much. There are swordsmen who will not own that they are touched, though their lilb-blood is ebbing fast. Flora rose without a sign of yielding or weakness in her dry eyes, drawing up lier magnificent figure proudly, llalph could not help thinking how like her father she was just then. 'I will answer, though I deny youi* right to question mo. I have not the faintest idea of what you refer to. I have seen no note, except such as were addressed to myself: and you will hardly think that Miss Brandon would choose me as a confidante or correspondent.' Mohim saw that she would persist to the last, un- daunted as Sapphira. So he rose to leave her, with- out another word. * You do not doubt me ? ' Flora asked, as he turned away, after saluting her. It was a rash question, all things considered, and scarcely worthy of the accom- plished speaker. There is no more useful maxim in diplomacy than this — Quieia non movere. Ralph faced her directly. ' Miss Bellasys, when a lady tells me what I cannot believe, I question — not her GUY LIVINGSTONE. 257 word, but — lier agent/ He was lialf-way down-stairs before she coiild answer or detain liim. He found out Willis's direction at Guy's botel; but lie bad to wait some time before obtaining it ; and other things delayed him en route y so that it was nearly two hours before he reached the modest lodg- ings an quatneme, where the discharged valet was hiding his greatness. Willis had an extensive connection ; this, and his well-knoAvn talents, made him tolerably sure of a situation whenever he chose to seek one. He had luxurious tastes, and thoroughly appreciated self-in- dulgence ; so he determined to devote some time and a portion of his perquisites to relaxation, before going into harness again. On this particular evening he had in prospect a little dinner at Philippe's — not uncheered by the smiles of venal beauty — and had just completed a careful toilette. He was above the small peculations of his order ; indeed, had he been inclined to plunder his late master's wardrobe, the absurd disproportion in their size would have saved him from that vulgar temptation. He was somewhat choice in his tailors; and his clothes fitted him and suited him well. He was reviewing the general efiect in the glass with a complacent, and rather egrillarde expression in his little eyes, when — between him and his partie fine — rose the apparition of the Colonel, like that of the 258 GUY LIVINGSTONE. commander before a bolder profligate, lie knew that the interview must come, and did not wish to avoid it ; but just at this moment it was singu- larly ill timed. TVTiat a contrast between the stem fixed gaze that seemed to nail him to the spot where he stood and the well-tutored glances of fair, frail Heloise ! He felt as if he had been put into the ice-pail by mistake for the champagne. However, he met his ill-luck placidly, and, handing his visitor a chair, begged to know * what he could do to serve him?* * You can tell me what became of a letter from Miss Brandon, which ought to have reached your master two months ago, and miscarried.' Willis was forewarned and armed for the question ; but, even with this advantage given in, his blank un- conscious look and start of astonishment did him in- finite credit. * A letter, sir?' he said, vaguely, as if consulting his recollections. * From Miss Brandon ? I have never seen or heard of such a thing. If I had, of course I should have given it to Mr Livingstone. What else could I have done with it ? ' ' I will give a thousand francs for it,* Mohim went on, without noticing the denial, * or for a written ac- knowledgment of how you disposed of it, and at whose orders.' He laid the bank-note on the table. The flats changed ; the look of bewilderment gave GUY LIVINGSTONE. 259 place to one of injured innocence — an appeal against manifest injustice. It was really artistically done. * I am soriy, sir, that you should think I want a bribe to serve you or Mr Livingstone. It is quite out of my power now. I don't know what you refer to.* ' I have no time to bargain/ Ealph growled, and his eyes began to glisten ominously. * Name your price and have done with it.* Finale and grand tableau — virtuous indignation — the faithful servant asserting his dignity as a man. There was a hitch here somewhere ; the scene-shifter was hardly up to his work, so that it was rather a failure. * I have told you twice, sir, that I do not know any- thing about it. I beg you will not insult me with more questions. You have no right to do so ; I am neither in your service nor Mr Livingstone's now.* Mohun bent his bushy brows in some perplexity. After all he had not a shadow of proof, though he felt a moral certainty. His sheet-anchor was the avarice of the scoundrel he was dealing with, and this seemed to fail. Evidently a strong counter-influence had been at work. * Curse her ! * he muttered between his clenched teeth ; ' she has been here before me.* Then he looked up suddenly, and what ho saw caused the shallow cup of his patience at once to overflow. 260 GUY LIVINGSTONE. In Willises eyes was an ill-repressed twinkle of ex- ultation and amusement, and on his thin lips the dawn- ing of an actual sneer. It was but seldom the trained satellite allowed himself the luxury of betraying any natural feeling. In truth he chose his time badly for its exhibition now. Before he could collect himself so as to utter a cry, he lay upon his back on the carpet, a heavy foot on his chest ; and the Colonel was gazing down on him with a fell murderous expression, that made the victim's blood run cold. ' By G — d ! ' Mohun said, in the smothered tones of concentrated passion, * if you trifle with me ten seconds longer — if you open your lips except to answer my question — I'll crush your breast-bone in.' Willis knew the desperate character of the man who held him in his power ; it was no vain threat he had just heard ; the pressure on his breast was agonizing already. * For God's sake, don't murder me ! ' he gasped out ; * I — I gave it to Miss Bellasys.' * Of course you did,' Mohun said, coolly ; * I knew it all along. Now get up, and write that down.' He spurned away the fallen man as he spoke, till he rolled over and over on the floor. There is nothing which disconcerts a nature long used to obey like a sudden brutal coup-de-main. Re- member the Scythians and their slaves. The rebels met their masters boldly enough on a fair field with GUY LIVINGSTONE. 261 sword and spear, but they cowered before the crack of the horse-whips. All the spider-webs of the unfortunate Willis's diplomacy were utterly swept away ; his powers of thought and volition were concentrated now on one point — to get rid of his visitor as soon as possible. He rose slowly and painfully (for the mere physical shock had been heavy), and placing himself at a table, tried to write the few words of acknowledgment that Mohun dictated ; but his hand trembled so excessively that he could hardly form the letters. As he looked up, in piteous deprecation, evidently fearing lest liis inability to comply should be construed into un- TNTilingness or rebellion, he presented a spectacle of degraded humanity, so revolting in its abasement that even the c^Tiic turned away in painful disgust. It was done at last. As WiUis saw his confession consigned to Mohun's pocket-book, his avarice gave him courage to try one last effort to gain something by the transaction — a salve to his bruises ; a set-off against the relida non bene pm^mula. * I hope you will consider I have done all I can, sir,' he said, looking wistfully at the bank-note, which stni lay on the table. ' I shall be ruined if this becomes known.' The cast-steel smile which was peculiar to him hardened the Colonel's face. * You must come down on Miss Bellasys for compen- 262 GUT LIVINGSTONE. sation. She pays well, I have no doubt. You never get another sott from our side, if it were to keep you from starving. My second thought was the best after all ; it saved time — and money.' (lie put the note back into his purse.) * I'll give you one caution, though. Keep out of Mr Livingstone's way. If ho meets you, after hearing all this, he'll break your neck, I believe in my conscience.' So he left him. For the second time in the evening Willis looked in the glass — the reflection was not so satisfactory. Was that unseemly crumpled ruin, the white tie, sublime in its scientific wriakles, on which its author had gazed with a pardonable paternal pride ? No wonder that he stamped in wrath, not the less bitter because impotent, while he shook ofi" the dust from his gar- ments as a testimony against Halph Mohun. He repaired the damages though, to the best of his power, and then went off to keep his appointment ; but the pdt^s a la hcchamelle were as ashes, and the gelee au marasquin as gall, to his parched, disordered palate. He mad 3 himself so intensely disagreeable, that poor Heloise thenceforth swore an enmity against his com- patriots, which endured to the end of her brief mis- spent existence. Gredin d' Angle is, vaf she was wont to say, grinding her little white teeth melo- dramatically, whenever she recalled that dreary entertainment, and the failure of her simple strata- gems to enliven her satunune host, 263 CHAPTEH XXVII. Tten let tlie funeral bells be tolled, a requiem be sung, An antbem for the qucealiest dead that ever died bo young ; A dirge for her, — the doubly dead, in that she died so young. For the first few minutes after the train had moved off, Guy \Yas unable to collect his thoughts. As the tall figure of Mohun passed from his view, it seemed as if a sustaining prop had been suddenly cut away from under him, and he felt more than ever helpless. The stubborn strength of his character asserted itself before long, and he faced his great sorrow as he would have done an enemy in bodily shape ; but neither then, nor for many days after, could he pursue any one train of reflection long unbroken. First he began to think how Constance would look when he saw her. Would she be much changed? How beautiful she was the night they parted, with the blue myosotis gleaming through her bright hair! "Would her eyes be as cold as he remembered them then (he had not seen their last look), or would they forgive him at once, and tell him so ? Not if she knew all. And then, in hideous contrast to her pure stately beauty, there rose before him faces and figures which 264 GUY LIVINGSTONE. had shared his orgies dui*ing the past months, gay with paint and jewels, and meretricious ornament. There was a deeper horror in those mocking shapes than in the most loathsome phantasms of corporeal corruption that feverish dreams ever called up from the grave- yard. If his lips were unworthy, months ago, to touch Constance's cheek or hand, what were they now? He ground his teeth in the bitterness of self-condemn- ation. It would be easier to bear, if she met him coldly and proudly, than if she yielded at once, as her letter seemed to promise. Her letter! — what became of the first one ? If that had reached him, how much might have been saved ! Perhaps Constance's life — certainly much of his own dishonour. The idea did cross him, that Flora might have been concerned in intercepting it; but it seemed improbable, and he drove it away. With all his revived devotion to Constance, he did not like to think hardly of her rival ; in a lesser degree he had wronged her too. You wiU rarely find the sternest or wisest of men disposed to be harsh towards errors that spring from a devotion to themselves. It is only just, as well as natural, that it should be so. If the Second Cause of the crime did not find an excuse for the defendant, I don't know where he or she would look for an advocate. St Kevin need not have troubled himself : there were plenty of people ready to push poor Kathleen down. I think it is a pity they canonized him. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 265 Tkrougli all Guy's reflections tliere ran this under- current — * how easily all miglit have been avoided if the slightest things had turned out differently ! ' Just so, after a heavy loss at play, a man loill keep thinking how he might have won a large stake, if he had played one card otherwise, or backed the In instead of the Out. I have heard good judges say, that this pertinacious after- thought is the hardest part to bear of all the annoyance. Of course he worries himself about it — just as if ' great results from small beginnings ' were not the tritest of all truisms. I don't wish to be historical, or I would reflect how often the Continent has been convulsed by a dish that disagreed with some one, or by a ship that did not Btart to its time. The Jacobites were very mso in toasting ' the little gentleman in black velvet,' that raised the fatal mole-hill. Does not the old romance say, that an adder starting from a bush brought on the terrible battle, in which all the chivalry of Eng- land were stre^vTi like leaves around Arthur, on Barren-Down ? Guy could still hardly realize to himself the cer- tainty of Constance's approaching death. He tried to fix his thoughts on this, till a heavy, listless torpor, like drowsiness, began to steal over him. He roused himself impatiently, and began to think how slow they were going. Nevertheless, the green coteaux that swell between Bouen and the sea were flying past 266 Gxnr Livingstone. rapidl}', and they arrived at Ilavre as Mohun liad said, just in time to catcli the Southampton packet. There was threatening of foid weather to windward. The clouds, in masses of indigo just edged with copper, were banking up fast, and the * white horses,' more and more frequent, were beginning to toss their manes against the dark sky-line. To the few travellers, whom the stem necessities of business drove forth, lingering and shivering, from their comfortable inns on to the deck, already wet and unstead}^ Livingstone was an object of great interest and many theories. His impatience to be gone was so marked, that the conscientious official looked more than once suspiciously at his passport. Mr Phineas Hackett, of Boston, U.S., Marchand (so self- described in the Livre des Yoyageurs at Chamounix), made up his mind that he saw before him the hero of some gigantic forgery, or a fraudulent bankrupt on a large scale ; but, just as he had fixed on the astute question which was to drive the first wedge into the mystery, Guy turned in his quick walk and met him full. I doubt if he even saw the smooth-shaven eager face close at his elbow ; but he was thinking again of the lost letter, and the savage glare in his eyes made the heart of the * earnest in- quirer' quiver under his black satin waistcoat. * D — d hard knot, that,' he muttered, disconsolately! and retreated with great loss, to writhe during the GUT LI\aNGSTONE. 2G7 rest of tliG passage in an orgasm of unsatisfied curiosity. The weather looked worse every moment, as the wild north wind came roaring from seaward, with a challenge to the Tessels that lay tossing within the jetty to come forth and meet him. The waste-pipe of the Sea-gull screamed out shrilly in answer ; and the brave old ship, shaking the foam from her bows after every plunge, as her namesake might do from its breast-feathers, steamed out right in the teeth of the gale. A regular ' Channel night * — a night which Mr Augustus Winder, Paris traveller to II and Co., the might}^ mercers of Regent Street, spoke of in after days, with a shudder of reminiscence mingling with the pride of one who has endured and survived great pern ; who has gone down to the sea in ships, and seen the wonders of the deep. His associates — the elite of the silk and ribbon department — j^ouths of polished manners and fascinating address, than whom non alii Jeviore saltu took the coimtcr in their stride — would gather round the narrator in respectful admiration ; just as the young sea-dogs of Nantucket might Hsten to a veteran hunter of the sperm-whale, as he tells of a hurricane that caught him in the strait between the Land of Fire and terrible Cape Horn. Mr Winder represented himself as having assisted all on board, from the captain down to the cabin-boy, 268 GUY LIVINGSTONE. >viih his counsel and encouragement, and as having been materially useful to the man at the wheel. The fact was, that he cried a good deal during the night, and was incessant in his appeals to the steward and to ITcaYen for help. In his appeals to the latter Power, he employed often a strangely modified form of the Apostles' Creed ; for his religious education had been neglected, and this was his solitary and simple idea of an orison. However, no one was present to do- tract from his triumph, or to controvert his conclud- ing words — ' An awful night, gents ; but duty's duty, and the firm behaved handsome. Mr Sassnett, I'll trouble you for a light, sir.' And so he ig- nited a fuller- flavoured Cuba, and drank, in a sweeter grog, 'our noble selves' — olim hcec meminissc ju- valat. There was one striking contrast on board to the gallant Winder. Livingstone did not go below, but w^alked the deck all night long, straining his eyes eagerly forward through the thick darkness and the driving rain. Captain "Wcatherby regarded him approvingly, as, halting in his walk, Guy stood near him upright and steady as a mainmast of Memel pine. * That's the sort I like to carry,' the old sailor remarked confidentially to his second-in-command, as they shared an amicable grog under the shelter of the companion. The wind abated towards morning ; and, as the GI;Y LIVINGSTONE. 269 dawn broke, tliey were under the lee of the Wight, and moving steadily into the quiet Solent Guy made his way straight to Yentnor. Twenty- four hours after her summons reached him, Constance knew that her lover had never received her first letter, and that now he was within five hundred yards of her, waiting to be called into her presence. It was long before her answer came. It only con- tained a few hurried words, saying, that it was im- possible for her to see him that day, and begging him not to be angr}^, but to wait. The handwriting was far more faltering and uncertain than that which had struck him so painfully with its weakness the day before. It spoke plainly of the effort which it had cost the invalid to trace even those brief lines. He did not try to delude himself any more : but aU that day remained alone, face to face with his despair. He went out after nightfall, and stole up cautiously to the house where Constance was staying. It is not only ghosts that icalk. Men, as powerless to retrieve the past as if they were already disem- bodied spirits, will haunt the scenes and sepulchres of their lost happiness, even before they die. Though the world was all before them where to choose, I doubt not that the exiles from Paradise lingered long, just without the sweep of the Flaming Sword. Two rooms in the house were lighted, one with the faint glimmer peculiar to the shaded lamp of a 270 GUY IJVINnSTOXE Sick-room. Guy's pulse bounded wildly at first, and then grew dull and still. In that room he knew Con- stance lay dying. The other window was brightly lighted, but half shaded by a curtain. A\^ile ho gazed, this was torn suddenly aside, as if by an angry impatient hand, and a man leant out, throwing back the hair from his forehead, to catch the cold wind which was blowing sharply. Guy had never seen the dark passionate face before ; but he knew whose it was very well, though there was little family likeness to guide him. Cyril Brandon's features were small and finely cut, like his sister's ; but there the resemb- lance ended. His complexion, naturally sallow, had been burnt three shades deeper by the Indian sun. His fierce black eyes, and thin lips that seemed always ready to curl or quiver, made the contrast with Constance very striking. Livingstone drew back into the farthest shadow of the garden trees. He knew how much reason Cyril had for hating him above aU living men ; and he did not wish to risk a meeting. Mohun's warning shot across his mind, and he felt it was rightly founded. Brandon looked out for some minutes without moving, then he dropped his head suddenly on his arms with a heavy groan. The bright Hght was be- hind him, and Guy could see his clasped fingers twisting and tearing at each other, as if he wished to distract mental agony by the sense of bodily pain. GUY LIVIN JSTONE. 271 The gazer saw that another bcsiiet himself had given up all hope ; and, with a hea\der heart than ever, he stole away home — not to sleep, but to think, and wait for the morning. About noon next day the expected message came. * Dear Guy, — I have got leave to see you at last, but it was very diflBcult to gain. It is only on these conditions — you are not to stay with me a moment beyond three hours ; and you must leave Yentnor immediately afterwards, and not return. I have promised all for you. It seems very hard ; but we must not think of that now. Come directly. ♦C. B.' Ten minutes later there was only a closed door between Livingstone and the interview he longed for and dreaded so much. His steel nerves stood him in good stead then ; it was not at the crisis that these were likely to fail. When Constance heard his step, it was measm-ed and firmly planted as she always re- membered it. So it would have been, if he had been walking to meet the fire of a platoon. Her aunt, Mrs Vavasour, was with her, but left the room as Guy opened the door, and so they met again as they had parted — alone. 272 CHAPTER XXVI II. I charge thee, hj the living's prayer, By the dead's silentness, To wring from out thy soul a cry That God may hear and bless ; Lest Ileaven's o-\vn palm fade in my hand, And, pale among the saints, I stand A saint companionless. Constance was lying on a coucli near the fire propped up by many pillows. She felt weaker than usual : what she had gone through in the morning had ex- hausted her. Guy never knew, till long after, that the effort she had made to secure the meeting with him had, in all human probability, shortened her life by weeks. She thought it cheaply purchased at that price, — and she was right. Even the excitement of the moment had hardly brought a tinge of colour into the pure waxen cheeks ; but the beautiful clear eyes were more brilliant than ever. A ribbon of the blue which was Guy's favourite was twisted in her bright glossy hair. He saw nothing of this at first ; he did not see her raise herself with a faint joyful cry, as he advanced with hJs eyes cast down ; he never knew how it was that he GUY LIVINGSTONE 273 fouud himself kneelmg by Constance, with her arms clinging fondly round his neck, and her voice mur- muring in his ear, — ' I said 3'ou would come — I knew you would come/ Though her soft cheek lay so very near his lips, they never touched it. He drew back, shuddering all over, and said, hoarselj^ — ' I cannot ; I dare not ; I am not worthy.' I do not know if she guessed what he meant ; but she tried to lift his head which was bent down on the cushion beside her, so that he might look into her true ej^cs, as she answered — You must not think that ; you must not say so. I know you have been angry and almost mad for many months, but you are not so now, and you never will be any more. It was my fault ; — yes, mine. If I had not been so cold and proud, you would never have left me. You thought I did not love you ; but I did ; my own, my darling ; I did — so dearly ! * All Gruy's stout manhood was shivered within him, utterly and suddenly, as 4000 years ago the rock was cloven in Horeb, the Moimt of God. Now, too, from the rift in the granite the waters flowed : the first tears that he had shed since he was a very little child — the last that any mortal saw there — streamed hot and blinding from his 03^03 down on the thin trans- parent hand that he held fast. Would those with whom he was a byword for hard 274 GUY LIVINGSTONE. sternness of character, have known him then ? They would have been almost as much surprised to see Con- stance Brandon — though so haughty and cold — over- coming her terror at his passionate burst of grief, to soothe him with every tenderest gesture and with words that were each a caress, till the convulsion passed away, and calm self-government returned. Guy did not speak till he could quite control him- self ; then he said firml}^, but vdih a sob in his voice still— * Yet I have killed you ! ' * No, no,' Constance answered, quickly : ' indeed it is not so. A cold which attacked my chest caused this illness ; but they say that my lungs were affected long ago, and that I could hardly have lived many months. You must think of that, dear ; and perhaps it is much better that it should be so. Life is very hard and difficult, I think ; and I should never have been strong enough to bear my part in it well.' Guy shook his head sadly, is if only half convinced ; though he knew she would not have said an untrue word, even to save him from suffering. ' U 3'ou could only stay with me — if I could only keep you ! ' he cried out, and threw his arms round her, as if their strong clasp would hold her back one step on the road, along which the messengers of God had been beckoning her for many days past. * Hush I ' Constance whispered : ' you must be GUY LIVINGSTONE. 275 patient. Yet I Kke to think that you will not forget me soon. Now, Ksten — ' and she held up her finger, with something of the ' old imperial air.' * I have something to ask of you. Will you not like to do it for my sake, even if it is hard ? * He did not answer ; but she understood the pres- sure of his hand, and went on. * I have been fearing so much that something ter- rible will happen between you and Cyril. He is so passionate and wilful, he will not listen to me ; though he loves me dearly, and though I have tried every entreaty I could think of (She grew paler than ever, and shuddered visibly.) *And you are not patient, Guy, dear ; but you would be, this time, would you not ? Only think how it would grieve me if — * The deep hollow cough that she had tried hard to keep back would break in here. * You cannot doubt me,' Guy replied, caressing her fondly : ' I promise that nothing he can say or do shall tempt me to defend myself by word or deed. How could I, even if you had not asked this ? Has he not bitter cause ? Ask me something harder, my own ! * Constance hesitated ; then she spoke rapidly, as if afraid to pause, when she had once made up her mind. The lovely colour came and flickered for a moment on her cheek, and then went out again as suddenly. * I know it is easier for me to submit than for you ; yet it is very hard to be obliged to leave you, Guy ; 276 GUY LIVINGSTONE. it is harder still to leave you to Flora Bellasys I hope my jealousy — I r/m jealous— does not make me unjust ; but I don^t think she will make you better, or even happier in the end. Now, do forgive me ; perhaps I ought not — * Guy interrupted here : he had not stopped her till she began to excuse herself. * I must see her once again ' (the laiitting of his black brows omened ill for the peace of that inter- view) ; * afterwards, on my honour and faith, I will never speak to her one word, or willingly look uj)on her face.' true heart ! that had suffered so long, and hitherto imavailingly, till your life-blood was drained in the struggle, be content, for the victory is won at la^t. Never did loyalty and right triumph more absolutely, since those who stood fast by their King in the dies tree of the great battle saw the rebel angels cast head- long down. If, in the intense joy that thrilled through every fibre of Constance's frame, there mingled an element of gratified pride, who shall blame her ? Not I ; for fear of being less indulgent than, I believe, was her Eternal Judge, when, not many days later, she stood before him. She needed no fui'ther protest or explanation ; she never thought that, because her lover had once been entangled, there was danger of his falling into the GUY LIVINGSTONE. 277 net again ; site never doubted, for an instant, — and she was right. The gaze of the spirit is far-seeing and rarely fallible, when so near its translation as was hers. As she leant her head against his shoidder, mur- muring, * You have made me so very, very happy,' there were pleasant tears in the beautiful eyes that had known so many bitter ones, and had not lost their brightness yet. There was silence for some minutes ; then Constance spoke again, looking wistfully, and more sadly than she had yet done, on her companion — *Do you know, Guy, I have been thinking that yours wiU not be a very long life. You are so strong, that it seems foolish in me ; but I cannot help it.' The faintest glimmer of satisfaction, like the ghost of a smile, came upon Livingstone's miserable haggard face : there had been nothing like it there for many hours : there was nothing like it again for many days. *You may be right,' he said, very calmly. *I trust in God you are.' * Yes,' Constance went on ; * but I was thinking more than that. I was hoping that, perhaps, for my sake, if not for your own, you would try to grow better every day. Only think what it would be, if, through- out all ages, we were never to meet after to-day.' She drew him closer to her, and her voice almost failed her. * I don't believe you ever could be what is called 278 GUY LIVINGSTONE. a very religious character. I am so weak — strong- m in (led as you thought me— that I fear I have found an attraction in this fault of yours : but you could keep from great sins, I am sui*e. Try and be gentler to others first ; and with every act of unselfish kind- ness, you will have gained something. Any good clerg}Tnan will tell you the rest better than I. Re- member how happy you will make me. I believe I shall see and know it all. It may be hard for you, dear, but, it may not be for long.' The same strange, wistful look came into her eyes again, as if shadows of the dim future were passing before them. Poor child ! Pure as she was in principle and fii-m in truth, she would have made but a weak controver- sial theologian ; but her simple words went straight to her hearer's heart, with a stronger power of con- version than, could have been found in the discourses of aU the surpliced Chrysostoms that ever anathema- tized a sinner or anatomized a creed. Yet Guy did not answer so soon this time. "When he did, he spoke firmly and resolutely — ' Indeed, in- deed, I will try.' Constance nestled down on his broad chest, wearily, but with a long-di-awn breath of intense relief. * I have said all my say,' she whispered ; ' I have not tired you ? Now, I wiU rest, and you shall pet me, and talk to me as you used to do.* GtJY LIVINGSTONE. 279 What broken sentences — what pauses of silence yet "Cxore eloquent — what lavish, tender caresses passed between those two, over whom the shadow of desola- tion was closing fast, I have never guessed, nor if I could, would I write them in these pages. I hold, that there are partings bitterer to bear than a father's from his child, and sorrows worthier of the veil than those of Agamemnon. Though Guy repressed now all outward signs of painful emotion, he suffered, I believe, far the most of the two. It is always so with those whom death is about to divide. The agony is unequally distributed, falling heaviest on the one that remains behind. If the separation were for years, and both were healthy and hopeful, very often the positions would be reversed ; but — whether it be that bodily weakness blunts the sharp sense of anticipated sorrow, or that, to eyes bent forward on the glories and ter- rors of the Unknown world, earthly relations lessen by comparison — you will find that with most, however impetuous it may have been in mid-channel, the Rive?? of Life flows calmly and evenly, just before its junction with the Great Ocean Stream. Besides, the dying girl had suffered so much of late, that the present change left no room for other feelings than those of unalloyed happiness ; and the words of love murmured into her ear brought with them a deeper delight than when ska heard them for the first time from the same Kps. 280 GUY LIVINGSTONE. Both were so engaged with their own thoughts and with each other that they never noted how the narrow space of time allotted to them was vanishing, rapidly as the last dry islet of sand when the spring-tide is flowing. They never heard the footsteps, more impa- tient at every turn, sounding from the room beneath, where Cyril Brandon paced to and fro. Constance had cut off one of her long sunny braids, and was twin- ing it, in and out, in fetterlocks round Guy^s fingers, as she lay nestling in the clasp of his other arm ; it was only their eyes that were speaking then. They started, as the door opened suddenly, and Mrs Yavasour came in, her face white, and her eyes wild with terror. She was too frightened to be gentle or considerate. * You must go this instant ! ' she cried out, catching Livingstone's arm. * Constance ! make him go ; he has stayed too long already. You know you promised.* 'I did promise,* Constance answered, calmly, almost proudly ; ' and he will keep it.* Then she turned to Guy, who was kneeling by her, and hid her face in his neck, locking her arms round him. Her aunt caught the words — ' Not forget ! * Beyond these her farewell was a secret known only '.0 her lover and the angels. But the parting, which had come so suddenly, di-ained the last weak remnant of strength already taxed too hardly. Guy felt the lips that were mur- muring in his ear grow still at fii'st, and then cold ; GUY LIVINGSTONE. 281 the tender arms unknit themselves ; and his imploring eyes could draw no answer from hers that were closed. ' She has only fainted/ Mrs Yavasour said, answer- ing his look ; ' I wlU recover her. But pray, pray go ! ' He laid the light burden that scarcely weighed upon his arm down on the pillows, very softly and gently, smoothing them mechanically with his hand. Then he stooped and pressed one kiss more on the pale lips ; they never felt it, though the passion of that lengthened caress might almost have waked the dead. And so those two parted, to meet again — ^upon earth, never any more. The next time that a woman's lips touched Guy Livingstone's they were his mother's, and he had been a corpse an hour. He went, without looking back ; his step was slow and unsteady, very different from the firm even tread of three hours ago. The power of volition and self-direc- tion was very nearly gone. Through a half-open door on the lower storey, he caught a glimpse of a haggard face lighted up by wolfish eyes, and heard a savage, growling voice. He felt that both eyes and voice cursed him as he passed; and afterwards, recalling these things vaguely, as one does the incidents of a hideous dream, he knew that, for the second time, he had seen Cyril Brandon. Guy could hardly tell how he reached London that night, for the brain fever was coining on, that, the next morning, held him in its clutches fast. 282 CHAPTER XXIX. Quanto minus est cum reliquis versari, quam tui meminisse. The tidings of her son's illness reached Lady Ca- therine quickly, at Kerton Manor. I did not hear of it till a day later ; and when I arrived I found her nearly exhausted by sleeplessness and anxiety, though she had not been Guy's nurse for more than thirty - six hours. The sick-bed of delirium taxes the energies of the watcher very differently from any other. There is a sort of fascination in the roll of the restless head, toss- ing from side to side, as if trying to escape from the pressure of a heavy hot hand ; in the glare of the eager eyes that follow you everywhere, with a ques- tion in them that they never wait to have answered ; in the incoherent words, just trembling on the verge of a revelation, but always leaving the tale half told — that creates a perpetual strain on the attention, enough to wear out a strong man. There have been mei., they say, who, sensible of the approach of delirium, chose the one person who flhould attend them, and ordered their doors to be GUY LIVINGSTONE. 283 closed against all others, preferring to die almost alone to tlie risk of what their ravings might betray. But I have heard, also, that there are secrets — secrets shared, too, by many confederates — to which neither fever nor intoxication ever gave a clue. The hot blood grew chill for an instant, and the babbling tongue was tied, when the dreamer came near the frontier-ground, where the Oath reared itself distinct and threatening as ever, while all else was fantastic and vague. There was something of this in Guy's case. We could hear distinctly many of his broken sentences, relating sometimes to the hunting- field, sometimes to the orgies of wine or play. There were names, too, occurring now and then, which to his mother were meaningless, but to me had an evil significance. Once or twice — not oftener — ^he was talking to Flora Bel- lasys. But when the name of Constance Brandon came, the harsh loud voice sank into a whisper so low that if you had laid your ear to his lips you would not have caught one syllable. Yery, very often I had occasion to remark this, and to wonder how the heart could guard its treasure so rigidly, when the brain was driving on, aimless as a ship before the hurricane with her rudder gone. On the fifth day after Guy's illness began, an angel might have interceded for him in the stead of a pure true-hearted woman ; for Constance was dead. I saw Lady Catherine tremble, and bend her head 284 OUY LIVINGSTONE. down low, when she heard the news, as if herself crushed by the blow which would fall so heavily on her son. She had known but very little of Con- stance : that little had made her love her dearly — who could help doing that ? Yet it was not Constance she was regretting then. I could see the same thought was in her mind as in mine — who will tell Guy this if he recovers ? I did all I could to spare her ; but the anxiety she felt when out of the sick-room tried her almost more than the bodily fatigue. It was best to let her have her way. I never guessed, till then, the extent of a weak woman's endurance. It was a close struggle, indeed, between life and death. The fire of the fever died out, when there was little left for it to feed on. The arm which, a month ago, was fatal as old Front-de-bceuf's, had not strength enough in its loosened sinews to lift itself three inches from the coverlet. Guy had fallen at last into a heavy sleep. The doctors said it was the turning-point. If he woke quite calm and sane, the immense power of his con- stitution would probabl}^ enable him to rally ; if not, the worst that could be feared was certain. He woke after many hours. There was such a stillness in the room as he unclosed his eyes, that you might have heard his mother's heart beat as she sat motionless by his bedside. They recognized her at once — heavy and dija as they were — for he tried to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 285 turn his head to kiss her hand that lay on the pillow beside him. Then we knew that he was saved ; and I saw, for the first time, tears stream down Lady Catherine's worn cheeks. She could check the evi- dence of her grief better than that of her joy. He saw me, too, as I came forward out of the shadow. *Is that you, Frank?' he said, faintly. * How very good of you to come ! ' We could not let him speak any more. On the third day after the change for the better, I was alone with the invalid. He turned to me sud- denly, and spoke in a low voice, but so steady that it surprised me. * Frank, what have you heard of Con- stance ? ' Had I been arming myself to meet that question — disciplining my voice and countenance for days — only to fail so miserably at last ? I felt unspeakably angry and self-reproachful, when I saw that my face had told him all. * When did she die ? ' he went on in the same measured tone, without taking his eyes off me. I think he had nerved himself just enough for the effort, and was afraid of breaking down if he paused. I could speak now, and told. him. I was going on to tell him, too, how calmly and happily her Kfe had ended (her aunt had written all this to Lady Cather- ine), when Guy stopped me — not coldly, but with a hopeless sadness in his accent very painful to hear. 286 GUY LmNG STONE. * Thank you, it is meant kindly ; but I would rather not speak of this, even to you — at least for some time.* His self-command carried him through bravely, but it only just lasted out. Then he turned his head aside, and threw his arm across it. As I drew back to the window, I saw the quivering of the long emaci- ated fingers that veiled his face. I did not look again till Guy's voice called to me, quite composedly ; for I did not dare to pry into or meddle with the secrets of the strong heart that knew its own bitterness so well. I told Lady Catherine what had passed. She was very much relieved to hear that it was all over. She never opened her lips on the subject to her son : indeed, though those two understood each other thoroughly, there were wonderfully few confidences between them. Guy's convalescence was slow — far slower than we had hoped for. It seemed as if some spring was broken in his being, not easily to be replaced. He was moody and listless always, speaking very seldom ; but his words and manner, when he did talk, were gentler and more kindly than I ever remembered them. One of his first visitors was Colonel Mohun. He had been incessant in his inquiries, and had ofi*ered to share our watching; but Lady Catherine would not hear of it. She had a sort of dread at the idfea of that grim face lowering over the sick man's bed. No one was present at their first interview. Ralph was more moved than he cared to show at his old GUY LIVINGSTONE. 287 friend's altered looks and ways ; but he gave him the account of his search after the lost letter conscien- tiously, without sparing a single detail. * It must have gone hard with Guy/ he remarked to me, thoughtfully, as he came away. ' He's very far from^ right yet. When I told him what WilKs had done, I made sure he would be very angry. He only said " Poor wretch ! he acted under orders, and did not know what mischief he was doing." Ho wants rous- ing ; but I am sure I don't know what is to do it.' Forgiveness and forgetfulness of injuries seemed to that hard old heathen the most dangerous sign of bodily and mental debility. He came almost daily after that ; and I think his rough ways and sharp sarcastic remarks acted on Livingstone as a sort of tonic — bitter, but strength- ening. A few days later Mrs Yavasour called. She, too, saw Guy alone. She surely had a message to deliver, or she would not have ventured on an interview which must have been so painful to both. It did not last long ; but when she came down, her thick black veil was drawn closely over her face ; and that evening Guy was denied to Ealph Mohun. One afternoon Livingstone was quite by himself. The Colonel had gone into Warwickshire for a few days' hunting ; Lady Catherine had paid her usual visit and had gone back to her hotel, and I was out 288 GUY LIVINGSTONE. for an hour or two. We did not mind leaving him a good deal alone ; indeed, he preferred it very often, and said so. His servant came in, looking rather puzzled, to say that a lady wished to see him. She woidd not give her name, but said that she would not detain him many minutes. Guy had not time to refuse admittance to the visitor, she followed so close upon her message. Though she was closely wrapped in her mantle, and her veil fell in triple folds, there was no mistaking the turn of the haughty head, the smooth elastic step, and the lithe undulations of a figure matchless between the four seas. No wonder that he drew his breath hard as he recognized Flora Bellasvs. 289 CHAPTER XXX. Treu und fest. As the door closed, Flora advanced quickly. * Confess you are surprised to see me/ slie said, holding out her little gloved hand. The courtesy towards the sex, which was hereditary with the Livingstones, con- trasting strangely with their fierce, ungovernahle tem- pers, made him not reject it ; but his lay passive and nerveless in her slender fingers, never answering their eager pressure ; it had no longer the elastic quiver of repressed strength that she remembered and liked so well. * I am surprised to see you here, and so soon,* he answered, coldly : * but I knew we should meet before long.* * The surprise does not seem too charming,* Miss Bellasys said, pouting her scarlet lip, as she threw herself into a deep bergere opposite to the couch on which Livingstone had already sunk down again — he was very weak and unsteady in his movements still. Was it by chance or calculation that a fold of her dress disarranged displayed the slender foot with its arched instep — set ofi* by the delicate J)rodequin, a 290 GVY LIVINGSTONE. labour of love to the Parisian Crispin — and the straight, beautifully- turned ankle, cased in dead- white silk ? The latter, I think ; for Flora knew how to fall as well as Caesar or Polyxena, and had studied her part to its minutest shade. It was by the senses that she had always been most successful in attacking Gu}^ and she knew that, in old days, no point of feminine perfection had a greater attraction for him. The temptation, if so it was intended, had about as much effect upon him now, as it might have had on weather-beaten St Simeon Stylites when his penances had lasted twenty years. After a minute's silence, during which Flora was gazing intently on her companion, leaning her chin upon her hand, she spoke again : ' I fear you must have been very ill. IIow — how changed you are ! ' Li^ingstone was, indeed, fearfully altered. The healthy brown of his complexion had given place to a dull, opaque pallor ; there were great hollows under the prominent cheek-bones, and his loose dressing- robe of black velvet hung straight down from the gaunt angles of the immense joints and bones. His voice sounded deeper than ever, as he replied : — . * Yes, I have been very ill, and I am utterl}^ changed. But you must have had something more important to say to me, or you would hardly have ventured on this ttep.* GUT LIVINGSTONE. 291 She was getting very nervous — inexplicably so for lier, wlio generally kept her head, while she made others lose theirs. *No. I only wished — * she hesitated, trying to force a smile, and then broke off suddenly — ' Guy, do speak kindly to me. DonH look at me so strangely.' His answer came, brief and stern. *I will speak, then. Miss Bellasys, on what au- thority from me did you venture to interfere in my concerns so far as to intercept my correspondence ? * She tried denial still ; it was her way ; she always would do it, even when it could avail nothing — per- haps to gain time. * I don't know what you mean. I never — ' Livingstone interrupted her, with a curl of con- tempt on his lip. * Stop, I beg of you. It is useless to stoop lower than you have done already. I have WiUis's written confession here. Ah ! I know your talents too well to accuse you without material proof.* She raised her head, haughtily enough now. There was something Spartan about that girl. She had such an utter recklessness of exposure — it was in failure that she felt the shame. * At least you ought not to reproach me. You might guess my motive — ^my only one — without forc- ing me to confess it. Have I not gratified your pride enough already ? * 292 GUY LI^^NGSTONE. 'You know tliat is not the question ? ' Guy answered, gravely. * Yet you are lialf riglit. I could not re- proach you for any fair, honest move. In much I own myself more guilty than you. But this is very different. Miss Bellasys, you must have distrusted greatly your own powers of fascination before you stooped to such cruel treachery.' *I did not know what I was doing,* she whispered, * I did not know she was dying. Ah, Guy ! — have pity.' *But you knew it might kill her, to find her letter — such a letter — unanswered. You knew what she must have suffered before she wrote it. You did all this in cold blood, and now you say to me, " have pity I '•' If an accountable being — not a woman and her miserable instrument — had wronged me so, I would have risked my soul to have revenge ; and, because that is im- possible, you think I feel less bitterly ? You might have known me better by this time.' Instead of being softened by her appeal, his heart, features, and tone were hardening more and more. The sting of defeat, imminent and unavoidable, that, ere this, has driven strong and wise men headlong into the thickest of the battle to hunt for death there, proved too much for a temper never well regulated. * You have decided, then?' she cried, passionately, her QyQs flashing and her lip quivering. * After all I have risked and borne for vou, I am to be sacrificed to GUY LIVINGSTONE. 293 a shadow — a memory — the memory of that cold, pale statue of propriety ? ' She checked herself suddenly, only just in time. Guy had sprung to his feet, excitement bringing back for the moment all his lost strength. If Ralph Mohun had seen him, he would not have feared that the wrathful devil was cast out. It was raging within him then, untamed and dangerous as ever. * Do you dare to insult her now that she is dead — and to me, not a month after I have lost her ? It is not safe — take care, take care ! ' The tempest of his passion made him forget, for the first time in his life, the weakness of her who had roused it. Elora was only a woman after aU, though haughty and bold of spirit as any that had breathed. Her own outbreak of anger vanished before that terrible burst of wrath, just as the camp-fire, when the prairie is blazing, is swallowed up in the great roaring torrent of flame. She bowed her head on her hands, trem- bling all over in pure physical fear. Guy felt ashamed when he saw the efiect of his violence, and spoke more gently than he had done yet. * Forgive me. I was very wrong ; but I have not learnt to control myself — I never shall, I fear; but you ought not to say such words, even if I could bear them better. Now, it is time that we should part ; you have stayed here too long already. You must not risk your 294 GTJY LIVINGSTONE. reputation for mc, who cannot even be grateful for the venture. We shall never meet again, if I can avoid it ; it would be strange to do so as mere acquaintance, and in any other way — no, don't stop me — it is impos- sible. It will be long before I go much into society again, so I shall not cross your path.* Flora knew it was hopeless then. She was quite broken down, and did not raise her head from her hand, through the fingers of which, half shading her face, the tears trickled fast. Guy heard her murmur, very low and plaintively — *I have loved you so long — so dearly ! * Mistress as she was of every art that can deceive, I believe she only spoke the simple truth then. "With all the energy of her strong sensual nature, I believe she did worship Livingstone. To most men she would have been far more dangerous thus, in the abandon- ment of her sorrow, than ever she had been in the insolence of her splendid beauty. — -^ There are some women, very few (Johnson's fair friend, Sophy Streatfield, was one), whom weeping does not disfigure. Their eyelids do not get red or swollen, only the iris softens for a moment ; and the di"ops do not streak or blot the polished cheeks, but glitter there, singly, Like dew on marble ; their sobs are well regu- lated, and follow in a certain rhythm ; and the heav- ing bosom sinks and swells, not too stormily. It is a rare accomplishment. Miss Bellasys had not prac- GUY LIVINGSTONE. 295 tised it often, being essentially Democritian — not to say Rabelaisian — in her pbilosopby ; but she did it very well. Like every other emotion, it became her. Guy hardly glanced at her, and never answered a word. She rose to go ; then turned all at once to try one effort more. * Yes, we must part,' she said. ' I know it now. But give me a kind word to take with me. I shall be so lonely, now that you are my enemy. Will you not say you wish me well? Ah, Gruy ! remember all the hours that I have tried to make pleasant for you. Say " good-bye. Flora," only those two little words, gently.* Her voice was broken and uncertain, but full of music still, like the wind wandering through an organ. Just at that moment I opened the door. (I had not an idea Livingstone was not alone.) I closed it before either had remarked my entrance, but not be- fore I had caught sight of a very striking picture. Guy was leaning one arm against the mantelpiece ; the other was crossed over his chest ; on that arm Flora was clinging, with both her hands clenched in the passion of her appeal. Her slight bonnet had fallen rather back, showing the masses of her glorious hair, and all her flushed cheeks, and her eyes that shone with a strange lustre, though there were tears still on their long trailing lashes. I saw the imper- gpnation of material Ijfe, exuberant and vigoroug^ 296 GUT LIVINGSTONE. 3'et dellcatel}'' lovely — the Lust of the Eye incarnate. He stood perfectly still, making no effort to cast her off. Had he done so with violence, it would scarcely have evinced more repidsion than did the expression of his face. There was no more of yielding or softening in the set features and severe eyes than you would find in those of a corpse three hours old, whose spirit has passed in some great anger or pain. Can you guess what made him more than ever hard and unrelenting? He was thinking loho tried to win a kind farewell from him six months ago, and utterly failed. Should her rival have this triumph, too, over the dead ? As he answered deliberately, each slow word shut out another hope, like bolts shot, one by one, in the lock of a prison-door. * I remember nothing of the past except your last act, for which I will never, never forgive you. I form no wish for your welfare or for the reverse. There shall not stand the faintest shadow of a connecting link that I can break asunder. _ Between you and me there is the gulf of a fresh-made grave ; and no thought of mine shall ever cross it — so help me God in heaven!^ Florals last arrow was shivered : if she had had another in her quiver she would have had no courage to try it, after hearing those terrible words. She caught his hand, however, before he could guess her intention, and pressed her lips upon it, till they left their print behind ; and then she was gone. Her light GUY LIVINGSTONE. 297 foot hardly sounded as it sprang down tlie stairs, but its faint echo was the last living sound connected with Flora Bellasjs that ever reached the ear of Guy- Livingstone. "When I heard more of the interview, I thought, and think still, that he erred on the side of harshness. He vras so fixed and steady in his purpose, that he could have afforded to have compromised a little in express- ing it. But he did things in his own way, and fought with his own weapons — effective, but hardly to be wielded by most men, like the axe of the King-maker or the bow of Odysseus. In carrying out his will, he was apt to consider the softer feelings of others as little as he did his own. It was just so with him, when riding to hounds : he went as straight as a line, and if he did not spare his horses, he certainly did not himself. To each man alive, one particular precept of the Christian code is harder to realize and practise than all the rest put together. It was this, perhaps, which drove the Anchorites on from one degree of penance to another, and made them so savage in self- tormenting. "\^nien the macerated flesh had almost lost sensation, the thorn that had galled it sometimes in their hot youth rankled incessantly, more venomous than ever. That one injunction — 'Forgive, as you would hope to be forgiven ' — was ever a stumbling-block to Guy. Besides all this, he knew, better than any one, what 298 GUY LIVINGSTONE. sort of an adversary he was contending against ; one with whom each step in negotiation or temporizing was a step towards discomfiture. It was like the Spaniard with his navaja against the sabre : your only chance is, keeping him steadily at the sword's-point, without breaking ground ; if he once gets under your guard, not all the saints in the calendar can save you. Perhaps, then, he was right after all. Certainly, E,alph Mohun thought so, as he listened to a sketch of the proceedings with a grim satisfaction edifying to witness. As for me, before I went to bed that night, I read through those chapters in the * Mort d' Arthur * that tell how the long guilty loves of Launcelot and Guen- ever ended. In the present case, there was certainly wonderfully little penitence on the lady's side ; but yet there were points of resemblance which struck me. (I always think the Queen must have been the image of Flora.) It is worth while wading through many chapters of exaggeration and obscurity to come out into the light of the noble epilogue at last. Good King Arthur is gone. It bit deep, that blow which Mordred the strong traitor struck when the spear stood out a fathom behind his back : and Morgan la Fay came too late to heal the grievous wound that had taken cold. The frank, kind, generous heart that would not mistrust till certainty left no place for sus- picion, can never be wrung or betrayed again. The GUY LIVINGSTONE. 299 bitter parting between the lovers is over too ; and Launcelot is gone to his own place, without tlie fare- well caress he prayed for when he besought the Queen ' to kiss him once and never more.' After a very few short months the beautiful wild bird has beaten her- self to death against her cage, and the vision comes by night, bidding Launcelot arise and fetch the corpse of Guenever home. She wandered often and far in life ; but where should her home be now^ but by the side of her husband ? Hardly and painfully in two days, he and the faithful Seven accomplish the thirty miles that lay between ; so utterly is that unearthly strength^ before which lance-shafts were as reeds, and iron- bars as silken threads (remember the May night in Meliagraunce's castle), enfeebled and broken down. He stands in the nunnery- church at Almesbury ; he hears from the Queen's maidens of the prayer that was ever on her lips through those two days when she lay a-dying, how * she besought God that she might never have power to see Sir Launcelot with her worldly eyes.* Then, says the chronicler, * he saw her visage ; yet he wept not greatly, but sighed. And so he did all the observance of the service himself, both the dirge at night and the mass on the morrow.* Not till every rite was performed, not till the earth had closed over the marble coffin, did Launcelot swoon. I know nothing in fiction so piteous as the words that tell of his dreary, mortal sorrow. * Then, Sir 300 GUY LIVINGSTONE. Launcelot never after eat but little meat, nor drank, but continually mourned until he was dead ; and then he sickened more and more, and dried and dwined away ; for the bishop nor none of his fellows might make him to eat, and little he drank ; so that he waxed shorter by a cubit than he was, and the people could not know him ; for evermore day and night he prayed ; but needfully as nature required sometimes he slum- bered a broken sleep ; and always he was lying grovelling on King Arthui-'s and Queen Guenever's tomb. And there was no comfort that his fellows could make him ; it availed nothing.' 'We know that it cannot last long ; we know that the morning is fast approaching, when they will find him * stark dead, and lying as he had smiled ; ' when they will bear him forth, according to his vow, to his resting-place in Joyous Guard ; when there v.ill be pronounced over him that famous funeral oration — the truest, the simplest, the noblest, I think, that ever was spoken over the body of a sinful man. 301 CHAPTEH XXXI. I pray God pardon me, That I no more, without a pang, His choicest works can see. IT was long before Livingstone's health recovered the check to its improvement given by that interview. However, as the spring advanced he began to regain strength rapidly ; and towards the end of May he and I started in the Petrely which he had just bought, for a cruise in the Mediterranean. It would seem hard that any one, coasting for the first time along the shores of Italy, and penetrating ever and anon far into the interior, should not feel and display some interest in the succession of pictures, of living Nature and dead Art, that meet you at every step. I cannot say that I ever detected the faintest symptom of such in my companion. He strayed with me through the old Forum, and through Adrian's villa, and lingered by the Alban lake ; but it was more to keep me in countenance than anything else. I liked them better this second time of seeing them than I did the first ; I doubt if they left an impression 302 GUY LIVINGSTONE. on his mind equal to the dimmest photograph that ever was the pride of an amateur and the puzzle of his friends. The brilliant landscapes made up of bold headlands, hanging woods, and sunny bays, fared no better. Guy did not come on deck for two hours after we cast anchor off Mola di Gaeta. Out ciceroni were much pained and scandalized at an indifference which exceeded all that they had yet en- countered in the matter-of-fact Signori Inglesi. I saw one of them look quite relieved_, when, after quitting us, he had to listen to an excitable young Jewess en- deavouring to express her raptures in the most execrable Italian. The physical effort it cost her was awful to witness, especially as she was wintering in Italy for her lungs. 0, long-suffering stones of the CoKseum ! which returned the most barbarous echo — the growls from the cells when their tenants scented the Christian ; the jargon of the Goth and the Hun ; or the lingua Anglo- JRo?na?ia in hocca Bloomshuriana ? The two first-named classes at all events confined themselves to their own dialect, and spoke it, doubt- less, with perfect propriety. However, in the present instance, the custode took the sentimental ebullition of the Maid of Judah as an amende honorable, and rubbed his key complacently. I do not believe that our travels brought to Guy a single distraction to the great sorrow that all the while held him fast. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 303 A Gorman pLilosopher under similar circumstances would have written reams and spoken volumes (eating and drinking all the while PantagruelicaUy), theoriz- ing and abstracting his emotions till they vanished into cloud and vapour. A true disciple of Rousseau or Lamartine would have analyzed his grief, dividing it into as many channels as Alexander did the Oxus, till the main- stream was lost, and each individual rivulet might be crossed dry-shod. Both would have shed tears perpetual and profuse. I read the other day of a Frenchman who, in the midst of a mixed assembly remembering that on that day ten years he had lost a dear friend, instantly went out and wept bitterly. He was so charmed with the happiness of the thought that, as he says, * I took the resolution henceforth to weep for all whom I have loved, each on the anniversary _of their death.* Can you conceive anything more touching than the picture of the Bereaved One consulting his almanack and then ' going at it with a will ? ' It was an athletic performance, certainly ; but remember what condition he must have been in from the constant training. From the episode of Niobe down to the best song in the * Princess,' how many beautiful lines have been devoted to those outward and visible signs of sorrow ! Sadder elegiacs, more pathetic threnodies might have been written on the tears that were stifled at their source, either from pride or from physical in- 301 GUY LIVliNGSTONE. ability to let tliein flow. Great regrets, like great Bcheines, are generally matured in the shade. If I had to choose the tombs where most hopes and af- fections are buried, I should turn, I think, not to those with the long inscriptions of questionable poetry or blameless Latinity, but to where just the initials and a cross are cut on the single stone. The philosophical and poetical mourners hardly suffered much more than Guy did during those months, and for long after too, though he w^as always quite silent on the subject, and would speak cheerfully on others, now and then ; and though, from the day that he parted with Constance to that of his own death, his eyes were as dry as the skies over the Delta. He used to lie for hours in that state of utter listlessnesa which gives a reality to the sad old Eastern proverb, *Man is better sitting than standing, lying down than sitting, dead than l^'ing down.' With all this, however, his health improved every day. After the wHd. life he had led latel}', the per- fect rest, and the clear pure air, refreshed him marvellously. It had the effect of coming out of a room heated and laden with smoke into the cool sum- mer morning. His strength, too, had returned almost completely. I found this out at Baiae. The guardian of the Cetito Catnerelie, a big hzzarone, became inordinately abusive. My impression is that he had received about fifteen times his due; but seeing GUT LIVINGSTOXK. 305 our yacht in. the offing, he conceived the idea that we were princes in our o\vti country, and ought to be robbed in his proportionally. Guy's eyes began to gleam at last, and he made a step towards the offender. I thought he was going to be heavily visited ; but Livingstone only lifted him by the throat and held him suspended against the wall, as you may see the children in those parts pin the Kzards in a forked stick. Then he let him drop, unhurt, but green with terror. A year ago, a straightforward blow from the shoulder would have settled the business in a shorter time, and worked a strange alteration in good Gfiu- eeppe's handsome sunburnt face. But the old hard- ness of heart was wearing away. I had another proof of this some days later. We were dropping down out of the Bay of Naples. Though we weighed anchor in early morning, it was past noon before we cleared the Bocca di Capri^ for there was hardly wind enough to give the Petrel steerage-way. The smoke from our long Turkish pipes mounted almost straight upwards, and lingered over our heads in thin blue curls ; yet the sullen, dis- contented heave and roll in the water were growing heavier every hour. The black tufa cliffs crested with shattered masonry — the foundations of the sty where the Boar of Caprese wallowed — were just on our star- board quarter, when Riddell, the master, came up to Livingstone. * I think we'd better make all snug, 306 OUY LIVINGSTONE. sir/ he said. * There's dirty weather to windward, and we haven't too much sea-room.' He was an old man-of-war's boatswain, and had had a tussle, in his lime, on evciy sea and ocean in the kno^vn world, with every wind that blows. He had rather a con- tempt for the Mediterranean, esteeming it j ust one degree above the Cowes Roads, and attaching about as much importance to its vagaries as one might do to the fractiousness of a spoilt child. If he had been caught in the most terrible tempest that ever deso- lated the shores of the Great Lake, I don't believe he would have called it anything but * dirty weather.' He was too good a sailor, though, not to take all pre- cautions, even if he had been sailing on a piece of or- namental water : and he went quickly forward to give the necessary orders, after getting a nod of as- sent from Guy. The latter raised himself lazily on his arm, so as to see all round over the lower bulwarks. There was a blue-black bank of cloud rolling up from the S. W. Puffs of wind, with no coolness in them, but dry and uncertain as if stirred by some capricious artificial means, struck the sails without filling them, and drove the Petrel through the water by fits and starts. *I really believe we are going to have a white squall,' Guy remarked indifferently. * Well ! we shall see how the boa!; behaves. Eiddell only spoke just in time.* GUY LIVINGSTONE. 307 Suddenly his tone changed, and he said, quickly and decidedly, * Hold on everything ! ^ The master turned his weatherwiso eye towards the quarter where the danger lay, and frowned. * We're none too soon with it, Mr Livingstone. If there's a yard too much canvas spread when that reaches us, I won't answer for the spars.' Deeper and deeper the blackness came rushing down upon us, an angry ridge of foam before it — the white squall showing its teeth. Guy took the old man by the arm, and pointed to an object to leeward that none on board had remarked yet. It was a small harca with four men in it. They were Capriotes, as we found afterwards, the boldest boatmen in the Bay. Had they been pure- bred Neapolitans, they would have been down on their faces long ago, screaming out prayers to a long mus- ter-roll of Saints. As it was, they stood manfully to their oars, straining every muscle to reach us ; there was no other safety for them then. * They will never get alongside in time, unless we bear down to meet them,' Li^dngstone said, ' and what chance will they have in ten minutes hence ? ' Riddell was only half satisfied. His creed evi- dently was, that a sailor's first duty is to his own ship ; but neither he nor any one else ever argued with Guy. 'As you like, sir,' he grumbled, soniewhat 308 OUT LIVINGSTONE. discontenteaiy. ' Keep her full, Saunders ; we shall fetch them so/ If a stitch of sail had been taken off our vessel she could never have reached the harca, though her crew strove hard to meet us. She forged down slowly enough as it was, but we were just in time to tako them on board. ' Reef everything now ! ' Eiddell shouted, leaping himself first into the rigging, like a wild cat. * Cheerily men — with a will ! ' All his ill-humour was gone when the peril became imminent. We were strong-handed, and the four Capriotes did us seamen's service : but it was ' touch and go.' The last man had scarcely reached the deck when the line of foam was within half-cable's length. Then there came a sound unlike any I had ever heard before in the elements, beginning with a whistling sort of scream and deepening into a roar as of many angry voices, bestial and human, striving for the mastery ; and then the Petrel staggered and reeled over almost on her beam-ends, in the midst of a white boiling caldron of mad water. She recovered herself, however, quickly, quivering and trembling as a live creature might do after severe punishment ; and we drove on, the strong arms at the wheel keeping her well before the blast. In a very few minutes, I suppose (though it seemed very long), I heard old Hiddell say, * Sharp GVY LIVINGSTONE. 300 while it lasted, Mr Livingstone ; but they're right to call it a squall. TheyVe nothing down here-away like a good right-do's\Ti hard gale.' I looked up, clearing my eyes blinded with tlie hissing spray, just as Guy answered, coolly as ever. He had run his arm through a becket, and did not seem to have moved otherwise ; whereas I disgraced myself by falling at full length as the squall struck us. * Ah, youVe got difficult to please ; it's always so when one sees so much of life. IsTever mind, Riddell, the Mediterranean does its best, and perhaps we'll go and try your tornadoes some day. Where's the harca now ? ' "Where ? The eyes that could have told you that must have looked a hundred fathoms deep. There was not the faintest vestige of such a thing to be seen ; not even a shivered plank. The poor Capriotes' * bread- winner ' had gone the way of Antonio's argosies — another whet to the all-devouring appetite, for which nothing that swims is too large or too small. It was almost calm again when we landed the res- cued men at Salerno ; we were glad to get rid of them,, for their gratitude was overpowering, especiaU}^ as all the salt-water that had soaked them could not dis- guise the savour of their favourite hjerb. You may break, you may ruin the clay if j^-ou will, but the scent of the garlic ^vill cling to it still. Guy gave them enough to buy two such boats as 310 GUY LIVINGSTONE. they had lost — about as much as one wins or loses in an evening's whist, with fair luck and half-crown points. This incident showed the change that was coming over my companion. His principle had always been that, a man who could not help himself was not worth helping. He never asked for aid himself, and never gave it to his own sex, as a rule. I believe his rescuing me at B was a solitary case, and I took it as a great compliment. You will say this one was only an act of common humanity. If you had known the man, you would have thought, as I did, that the words of her, who was an angel then, were bearing fruit already. Nothing happened of the slightest interest as we ran down through the Straits of Messina, and up the eastern coast of Calabria. We did not stay to see Sicily then, for we had settled to be in Venice by a certain day, to meet the Forresters. If I were to be seduced into ' word-painting,* the Queen of the Adriatic would tempt me. I know no other scene so provocative of enthusiasm as the square acre round St Mark's. AU things considered, the author of the * Stones of Venice ' seems very suffi- ciently rational and cold-blooded. We cannot all be romantic about landscapes. Nature has worshippers enough not to grudge a few tp Art. For rayselfj admiring both when in perfeq* GUY LIVINGSTONE. 311 tion, I prefer hewn stones to rough rocks — the Canal- azzo to any cascade. The glory of old days that clings round the Palace of the Doges stands comparison, in my mind's eye, with the Iris of Terni. But why trench on a field already amply cultivated ? I will never describe any place till I find a virgin spot untouched by Murray, and then I will send it to him, with my initials. Does such exist in Europe ? * Faith, very hardly, sir.' Nil intentatiim reliquit. What obligations do we not owe to the accomplished compilers? Earely rising into poetry (I except 'Spain^* — the field, and bar one), never jocose, they move on, severe in simplicity, straight to their solemn end of enlightening the British Tourist. Upright as E-hada- manthus^ they hold the scales that weigh the merits of cathedrals, hotels, ruins, guid-es, pictures, and mountain-passes, telling us what to eat, drink, and avoid. Let us repose on them in blind but contented reliance. I heard of one man, clever but eccentric, who be- came so exasperated at seeing the volumes in every- body's hand, and hearing them in everybody's mouth, that he conceived a sort of personal enmity to them, impiously dissenting from their conclusions and questioning their premises. The well-known red cover at last had the same efiect on him as the scarlet cloak on the buU in the corrida^ making him stamp and roar hideously. The angry gods had demented 312 GUY LIVINGSTONE. him. VcB miscro ! How could sucli sacrilege end but badly ? Braving and deriding the solemn warning of the Prophet, he attempted a certain pass in the Tyrol alone, and losing his way, caught a pleurisy which proved fatal. lie died game, but, I am sorry to say, impenitent, speaking blasphemy against The Book, with his last breath. Discitejustitiam, moniti, ct 7ion temnerc — . Such heresy, be it far from me ! If I had my will, I protest I would found a ' Murray's Travelling Fel- lowship ' in one or both of the Universities. If I had the poetic vein, I would indite a pendant to Byron's Iambics to that enlightened bibliopole. He published *Childe Harold,' and the Handbook to Everywhere. Could one man in one century do more for the Ideal and the Real. 313 CHAPTER XXXII. Sweetest lips that ever were kissed, Brightest eyes that ever have shone, May sigh and whisper, and he not list, Or look away, and never be missed Long or ever a month be gone. It was a very curious manage that of tlie Forresters. They were wonderfully happy, yet you could not call theirs domestic felicity. They went out perpetually everywhere, and were scarcely ever alone together at home. The cold-water cure of matrimony had not been able to cool either down into the dignity and steadiness befitting that honourable state. As far as I could see, Charley flirted as much as ever ; the only difference was, that he stole upon his victims now with a sort of protecting and paternal air, merging gradually, as the interest deepened, into the old con- fidential style. The whole effect was, if anything, more seductive than before. The fair Venetians admired him intensely. His bright, clear complexion and rich chestnut hair had the charm of novelty for them. Though without the faintest respect for granmiar or idiom, he spoke their 314 GUY LmNGSTONE. language with perfect composure, confidence, and self-satisfaction ; and his tones were so well adapted to the slow, soft, languid tongue, that his blunders sounded better than other men's correctness of speech. MaUem mehercule cum Platone errare. When ho said, * Si Siora/ it seemed as if he were calling the lady by a pet-name. Isabel did a good deal of mischief too in her unas- suming way ; but I think she confined her depreda- tions chiefly to her compatriots. The best of it was, that neither objected in the least to the other's proceedings, appearing, indeed, to consider them rather creditable than otherwise. Per- haps it would be as well if this principle of reciprocal free-agency were somewhat extended, though not quite to the latitude to which they carried it. We cannot send our wives about surroimded by a detachment of semiviri to keep the peace ; our cli- mate is too uncertain, and influenza too prevalent, for us to watch their windows ourselves, as they do at Cadiz. Fancy mounting guard in Eaton Square, at four p.m., shrouded in a yellow fog, on the chance of surprising a forbidden morning- visitor ! Supposing that we could adopt either of thos« methods, why should they prove more efiicacious than they are said to be on their native soil ? If the British husband will allow nothing for the principles, chari- tably supposed by others to be inherent in the wife of GTJY LIVINGSTONE. 315 his bosom — notliing for tlie Damoclean damages hang- ing over the imaginary plotter against his peace — why should he depreciate his own merits and powers so completely as to consider himself out of the lists al- together ? If he would only desist from making him- self consistently disagreeable, I believe, in most cases, his substantial interest would be little endangered. That poor Ilephcestus ! The net was an ingenious device, and a pretty piece of workmanship, but — it didn't answer. In despite of Mrs Ellis, there are women whose mission it is not to be good housewives ; they can't be useful if they would, any more than May-flies can spin silk. Like them, they can attract fish (and sometimes get snapped up if they go too close), that's all. If you marry them, you must accept them as they are, and take your chance. Be generous, then, and don't stop their waltzing. I believe there may be flirting without the most distant idea of crimin- ality — fencing with wooden foils, where no blood is drawn. A lady was asked the other day, * what she did when an admirer became too lover-like ? ' Her answer was — ' I never had such a case.' I think she spoke the truth ; yet she was a coquette renowned through a good part of two hemispheres. As for the doubts and fears of the other sex, the subject is too vast for me. To the end of time there 3l6 GUY LIVINGSTONE. will be Dcianiras (with imaginary lolcs), Zaras, and Mrs Caudles. Tragedy and comedy have tried in rain to frighten or to laugh them out of the indulgence of the fatal passion that wreaks itself indiscriminately on the best and the worst, the youngest and the oldest, ih.Q simplest and the most guileful of adult males. Let us not attempt to argue then ; but, wrapping our- selves in our ^nrtue, endure as best we may the ground- less reproaches and accusations of our ox-eyed Junes. "V\''e did Venice very severely, with the exception of Forrester, who, after strolKng once through the Palace of the Doges (a pilgrimage interrupted by many halts and profuse lamentations), declined seeing anything more than what he could view from his gon- dola. I never saw any one so completely at home in that most delicious of conveyances. His Venetian friends encouraged and sympathized with him in his laziness, and pitied him with eyes and words, for ever being teased about it. Indeed he was generally left alone ; but one day we were landing to see a church of great repute, and Miss Devereux made a strong appeal to him to follow her. She was a handsome clever girl, a great favourite of Charley's. I believe they used to quarrel and make it up again about six times in every twenty-four hours. We saw that it was hopeless ; but she was obstinate enough to try and persuade him. * Now, Captain Forrester, you must come. I have set my heart upon it.* GUY LIVINGSTONE. 317 He lifted his long eyelashes in a languid satisfaction. ' Thank you very much ; I like people to be interested about me ; but you see it's simply impossible. Look at Ptinaldo ; there's a sensible examj)le for you. He doesn't mean to stii- till he is obliged to do so/ The handsome gondolier had already couched, to enjoy a bask in the sun, which was blazing fiercely down on his bi'own face and magnificent black hair. * There is the most perfect Titian,' she persisted. * ]N"o use. I should not appreciate it,^ he replied. ' I have been through a gallery with you before. It's a delusion and a snare. I never looked at a single picture. The canvas won't stand the comparison.' ' I did not think you w^ould have refused me,' Miss Devereux went on, 'particularly after last night, when you were so very — amusing.'' She hesitated out the last word with a blush. It evidently was not the adjective that ought to have closed the sentence. 'Amusing!' replied Charley, plaintively. 'You need not say any more. I am crushed for the day. I meant to be especially touching and pathetic. Well, there's some good in everything, though. I enter- tained an angel unaw^ares.' ' I shall know how far to believe you another time, at all events,' she retorted, getting rather provoked. 'Don't be unjust,' said Forrester, profoundly regard- less of the fact that his wife was within three paces of them. ' I said I was ready to die for you. So I am. 313 GUY LIVINGSTONE. You may fix tlie time ; but I may clioose tlie place. If you insist upon it, I'll make an end of it now — here.* And he settled himself deeper into the pile of cushions. "We had no patience to listen to any more, but went off to perform our duty. Long before he had exhausted his arguments against moA'ing, we had returned. Margaret Devereux missed seeing the church and its Titian, but she got a ' great moral lesson.* She never wasted her pretty pleadings in such a hopeless cause again. I remember when we mounted the Campanile the solemn way in which he wished us huon viaggio. When we reached the top, we made out his figure reclining on many chairs in front of ' Florian's.' He saw us, too, and lifted the glass before him to his lips with a wave of approval and encouragement, just as they do at Chamounix when the telescopes make out a few black specks on the white crests of the mountain. "\ATien we came down, he stopped us be- fore we could say one word. * Yes, I know — it was magnificent. Bella, I see you are going to rave about the view. If you do, I'll shut you up for a week en penitence, and feed you on nothing but " Bradshaw " and water.* "We spent a very pleasant month in Venice. It did Guy good, being with the Forresters. He lu\d always been very fond of his cousin, and she seemed to suit GUY LIVINGSTOXE. 319 him better than any else now. She would sit by him for hours, talking in her low caressing tones that soothed him like a cool soft hand laid on a forehead fever-heated. Isabel was not afraid of him now ; but a great awe mingled with her pity. It is curious, and tells well perhaps for our human nature ; neither pride of birth, nor complete success, nor profound wisdom, surrounds a man with such reverence as the being possessed with a great sorrow. At least none can envy him ; and so those who were his enemies once — like the gallant Frenchman when he saw his adversary's empty sleeve — bring their swords to the salute and pass on. At last we started for Rome, our party nearly filling tvro carriages. There are only two w^ays of travelling : in your own carriage, with courier and fourgon, like a Russian or transatlantic noble ; or in vetturino. This last mode, which was ours, is scarcely less pleasant, if you are not in a hurry. The charm of having, for a certain period, every care as to ways and means off your mind, compensates for the six-miles- an-hour pace. So we moved slowly southward, through Yerona — where one thinks more of the Avon than the Adige — where, in tombs poised like Mahomet's coffin, the mighty Scagliari sleep between earth and heaven, as if not quite fit for either — where are the cypresses in the trim old garden, soaring skyward tiU the eyes that fol- 320 GUY LIVINGSTON'E. low grow dizzy, the trees that were green and luxuri- ant years before the world was redeemed. So, tlirough Mantua and Bologna down to Florence, where, I think, the spirits of Catherine and of Cosmo linger yet ; — • the women and the men are all so soft-toned, and silk}-, and sinful, and cruel. We did not stay long there, for we had all visited it before, once or twice, but kept on our way, by the upper road to Pcome, till we reached our last halting-place — Civita Castellana. We were gathered round the wood-fire after dinner (for the October evenings grew chilly as they closed in) ; I don^t know how it was that Forrester began telling us about their flight. * You ought to have seen Bella's baggage,' he said at last ; * it was so compact. You can't fancy an}'- thing so tiny as the sac-de-nuit. A courier's money- bag would make two of it. Then a vast cloak, and that's all. Quite in light marching order.^ * I wonder 3'ou are not ashamed to talk about bag- gage,' his wife retorted. * When we got to Dover, there was his servant with four immense portmanteaus and a dressing-case nearly as large, waiting for us. Was it not romantic ? ' ' Bah ! ' Charlej^ said. ' A man must have his com- forts, even if he is eloping. I am sure I arranged everything superbly. I don't know liow I did it. An undeveloped talent for intrigue, I suppose.' GUY LIVINGSTONE. 321 * 'Was it not kind of him to take so mucli trouble?' Isabel asked, quite innocently, and in perfect good faith, I am sure ; but her husband pinched the little pink ear that was within his reach. * She means to be sarcastic,' he said. * You've spoilt her, Guy. If I had had time to deliberate though, I don't think I should ever have come to the post. I wonder how any one stands the training.' ' I'll tell you what would have suited you exactly/ Livingstone remarked — 'to have been one of those men in the Arabian Nights, who wake and find themselves at a strange city's gate, 10,000 leagues from home, to whom there comes up a venerable vizier, saying, " My son, Heaven has blessed me with one daughter, a very pearl of beauty ; many have sought her in marriage, but in vain. Your appearance pleases me, and I would have you for my son-in-law." ' * Exactly,' said Forrester. 'I should not have minded turning out somebody else's child eventually — (they all did that, didn't they ?) — for such a piece of luck as to be taken in and done for offhand, with- out the trouble of thinking about it.' Instead of looking vexed, Isabel laughed merrily, and her eyes glittered as they rested on him, full of a proud loving happiness. * The best of it was,' Charley went on, ' she was in the most dreadful state of alarm and excitement all the 322 GUY LIVINGSTONE. way to Dover ; looldng out at every station, under tlie impression that she should see the bridegroom there, *' dangling his bonnet and plume/' (Though how he was to have got ahead of us, unless he came by elec- tric telegraph, does not appear.) What sport it would have been ! I should have liked so to have seen the " laggard in love " once more/ * He was not quite that,'' Isabel interrupted, rather mischievously. * Ah ! I dare say you kept him up to the traces,' her husband remarked, languidly. * You have a talent that way. "What " passages," as Yarney called them, there must have been, eh, Guy ? We won't hear your confession now. Puss. In pity to Mademoiselle Agliie's eyes (which are very fine), if not to j^our own (which are very useful), I think you had better go to bed. That ferocious vctturino will have us up at un- holy hours, and is not to be mitigated.' We sat talking for a little while after Isabel left us ; then Forrester rose and strolled to the window. The flood of light that poured in when he drew the curtain was qiute startling, making the three beaked oil lamps look smoky and dim. * I shall smoke my last cigar al fresco ,' Charley said; ' I suppose it's the correct thing to do, with such a moon as that. Won't you come, Guy ? I must not tempt you out into the night air, Hammond.' GUY LIVINGSTONE. 323 ' Not to-night/ Livingstone answered. * I am not in the humour for admiring anything. I should bo rather in your way.' One of his gloomy fits was coming over him, at which times he always chose to be alone. * Well, I shall go and consume the " humble, but not wholly heart-broken weed of every- day life," as Tyrrel used to say — (Don't you remember his double- barrelled adjectives ?) If you hear any one singing very sweetl}^ don't be alarmed ; you'll know it's the harmless lunatic who now addresses you; the fit won't last more than an hour. We shall be in Rome to-morrow. The only thing on my mind now is, whether I shall find anything there to carry me across the Campagna. K has a very fair pack, I understand, and no end of foxes.' Have you ever watched the completion of a photo- graph, when the nitrate of silver (or whatever the last lotion may be) is applied ? First, one feature comes out, that you may indulgently mistake for a tree or a gable- end, or a mountain- top ; then another, till the whole picture stands out in clear brilliant relief. Just so, when I recall that scene — little heed as I took at the time of them — every gesture, and look, and tone of Forrester's becomes as distinct as if he stood in the body, before me now. I can see him standing in the shadow of the doorway, the red glare from the 324 GUY LIVINGSTONE, blazing wood with whicli he was lighting his cigar falling over his delicate features and bright chestnut hair — I can hear his kind soft voice as he speaks these last two words — ' Al rivederci.* Whether that wish will be accomplished hereafter, God alone can tell: if so, it must be beyond the grave. In life we never saw him any more. 325 CHAPTER XXXIII. But time at length makes all things even. And if we do but bide the hour, There never yet ^Yas human power That could evade, if unforgiven, The patient search and vigil long Of him who treasures up a wrong. Three-quautehs of an hour later, Guy was sitting in his room, gazing at the embers on the hearth, in the attitude of moody thought, that of late he was apt to fall into. Suddenly there came a timid knock at his door. "When he opened it, his cousin stood on the threshold — ghost-like, against the background of darkness, with her white dressing-gown, pale cheeks, and long hair unbound. * Guy, don't be angry,' she said; * it's very foolish of me, I know; but Charley has not come in yet, and, just now, I am certain there was a shot quite near. Agliie heard nothing, but I did. You know he always carries a pistol. I made him do so. It is nothing, I am sure ; but I am so frightened. If you would ' She tried to smile ; but that ghastly look of terror that he had seen once before, long ago, in the library 326 GUY LIVINGSTONE. at Kcrtou Manor, again swept over, and possessed all her face, like a white chill mist. * Don't be absurd, you silly child,' Guy said, kindly. * Of course I'll go out directly, and bring him in in five minutes, to laugh at you. Now go back to your room; there's nothing on earth to be alarmed about.' But the instant she had gone, I heard his voice quick and stern, * Frank, come here.* There was a door of communication between our rooms, and, though it was closed, I had caught some words of this conversation, so I was ready nearly as soon as he. Guy only stayed to take a short lance- wood club, headed vath a spiked steel head, which was his constant travelling companion — a very simple weapon, but deadly in his hands as the axe of R-ichard the King — and then we sallied out, taking our servants and some other men that wxre below, with torches, in case the moon sliould fail us unexpectedly. Twice, three times, when we had gone a short dis- tance, Livingstone shouted Forrester's name, llis powerful voice rang far through the ravines, and struck against the rocks, rolling and reverberating in their hollows, like a blast fired in a deep mine ; but no answer came. I looked at my companion very nervously ; he never spoke, but I saw him gnaw his under-lip till the blood ran down. We had gone a hundred paces or so further along a narrow path outside the town. On our right the cliff GtJT LIVING STONt!. 32? fell almost abruptly towards tlie river. Guy was a few paces in front ; when suddenly there broke from his lips such a sound as I have never heard from those of any mortal before or since. It is impossible to describe it. It was utterly invol- untary, as if some spirit had spoken within the man — a cry of horror and of unspeakable wrath, such as might have burst from the chestof oneof the old-world giants, when the rock fell from heaven that crushed him like a worm. The Italians, used to every tone that can ex- press passion, shrunk and cowered back in terror. Our ej^es all followed the direction of his, that were staring down upon a flat open space, clear from brush- wood, down in the hollow on our right. Our search was ended, and we knew it. The moon that flickered and quivered elsewhere through bough and brake, settled there steadily on a single white spot. In all the world there is but one object on which She can cast so ghastly a reflection — a dead man's face. Guy recovered himself first, and plunged recklessly down the cliif side ; when we reached him, he was supporting on his knee the head of poor Charley Forrester, stone-dead, and foully murdered. The first glance told how unavailing all human aid must be. One small deep wound just above the left temple must have been fatal instantly. Close by his side lay the instrument of the slaughter — a thin, tri- angular piece of granite — and, ten paces off — his pistol. 328 GUT LIVINGSTONE. one barrel discharged. Ilis watcli and (as we after- wards found) his purse were gone ; but an emerald ring of great value was still untouched on his finger. I staggered back, heart-sick and faint. "WTien I re- covered, I saw dimly the group of men awe-stricken and whispering, and Guy still gazing down at the face that rested on his knee, as if it fascinated his eyes. I could not bear to look upon the piteous sight. All through the bright hair the dark blood had soaked, and a slow stream was stealing through it still ; the fair features were all defaced and deformed with the wrath and agony of the last mortal struggle. Yet I do remember that, if any one definite expression still lingered there, it was bitter contempt and scorn. ' In God's name, sir, what is to be done ? ' It was Hardy who spoke, poor Forrester's own servant, the only Englishman among our attendants. He was choking, and could hardly gasp out the words. Livingstone rose slowly, first pilloTNing the mangled head on a soft tuft of moss, tcnderl}^ as if it were con- scious stiU. His nature was such, that no shock, or pain, or sorrow to which humanity is liable, could bend or quell it, so as to deprive him, beyond a brief instant, of self-possession and calmness. It was not inscnsi- biKty now, and hardly stoicism, but an elasticity of resistance and strength of endurance that, in my own knowledge, have never been matched. In history, or in Indian life, you might find many parallels. GtlT LIVINGSTONE. 329 He answered quite steadily, though in a low tone, as if reverencing the presence of the dead. ' There is no hope ! It is useless to send for a sur- geon. Hard J, you will take all the men whom you can collect, and scour the country. Send to the shirri im- mediately, they will go with you. There must be traces of the murderer. Frank, will you see that — ^he — is brought carefully to the house ? I will ' — ^he stopped, and drew a long, hard breath — ' I will go and break it to Isabel.* His hand, that happened to touch mine as he spoke, was damp and icy cold. In his life, Guy Livingstone had done and dared more than most men ; but he never ventured on any- thing so thoroughly brave, and vaKant, and strong- hearted as when he left me, without another word, on that errand. For myself, though weak both in body and nerve, I swear I would rather have gone up the breach at Badajoz with the forlorn hope, than up that bank, with the certainty before me of what awaited him. Trees overhanging, and high walls on either side, and the change from the bright moonlight, made it so dark just as you approached the Inn, that Guy scarcely saw a white figure crouching down a few paces from the door, till he was close upon it. He threw his artn round Isabel Forrester's waist before she could pass him. Half his task was done ; there was nothing to break to her now. She under- stood all when she saw him come back alone. 3(i0 GUY LIVIS^G STONE. For a few moments there they stood in tlie dark, no \\ord passing between them ; the only sound washer quick panting, as she struggled in his grasp, battling to get free. 'Isabel/ he said, at last, gravely, *come in ; I must speak to you/ Ko answer still, but the same desperate struggle to get loose. There was a savage, supernatural power in her writhings that taxed even his gigantic strength to hold her ; as it was, he j^ielded unconsciously to her impulse so as to recede some paces, till they issued out into the moonlight. He could scarcely recognize her features ; they were all working and contorted, the lips especially horribly drawn back and tense. She bent her head down at last, and made her teeth meet in the arm that detained her. Guy never flinched or stirred, but spoke again in the same slow, deliberate tone. ' Isabel, come in. I swear that joii shall see him when it is safe. They are bringing him back now.' She ceased struggling, and stood straight up, shak- ing all over, straining her ej^es forward to the turning in the path where the torches began to gleam. ' Is he not dead, then ? ' she said, in a strange, harsh voice, utterly unlike her own. Her cousin did not try to delude her ; all the stem outline of his face softening in an intense pity told her enough. Such a scream — weird, long drawn out, and un* GUY LIVINGSTONE. 331 eartMy, such as we fancy the Banshee's — as that which pierced through my very marrow (thougli I stood three hundred yards away), as if it had been uttered close at my ear, I trust I shall never hear again. Then followed the contrast of a great stillness ; for, as the last accents died away on her lips, Isabel sank down, without a struggle, into a dead swoon. A sad satisfaction came into Guy's face. 'It is best so,' he muttered; 'I hope she won't wake for an hour,' and he carried her into the house. They were trying to revive her, unsuccessfully, when I reached it with those who bore the corpse on a litter of pine-branches. By Guy's directions it was laid on his oa^ti bed ; and there the Italian women rendered the last offices to the dead man, weeping and wailing over him, as though he had been a brother or dear friend — only for his rare beauty — even as the Moorish girls mourned over that fair-faced Christian knight, whom they found lying, rolled in blood, by the brook of Alpujarro. Soon they came to tell Guy that Isabel was recover- ing from her swoon. She was hardly conscious when he entered the room, and he heard her moaning — ' I am so cold, so cold,' shivering all over, though she was warmly wrapped in cloaks and shawls. The village doctor, a mild, helpless-looking man, was sitting by her bedside ; he tried to feel her pulse just then, I suppose to show that he could be of some use; but she shrunk away from him^ and beckoned to her 332 GUY LIVINGSTONE. cousin to come near. lie motioned to the others to leave them alone, and, kneeling down by her, took her hand in his. *Giiy, dear,' she said, ' I know I have been so very wicked and ungrateful to you ; but you must not be angry. I have no one left to take care of me but you, now. I will try to be patient ; indeed, indeed I will.' Iler voice was faint and exhausted, but as gentle as ever. lie held her hand faster, and bent his forehead down upon it. * You are not wicked — only too weak to bear your sorrow. If I only knew what to do to comfort you ! But I am so rough and harsh, even when I mean to be kind. I can say nothing, either. I suppose you ought to submit, but I cannot teU you how ; it is a lesson I have never been able to learn.* * You can do this,' she said. ^Let me go to him. Ah ! don't refuse. I will be calm and good ; indeed, I will. But I must go,' — she sank her voice into a lower whisper yet — * I have not kissed him to-night.' There was something so unspeakabl}' piteous in her tone and in her imploring eyes that had grown quite soft again, though no tears had moistened them, that Guy could hardly answer her. ' I did not mean to refuse you, dear,' he said, at last. *I won't even ask you to wait. If 3'ou are not strong enough to walk I will carry you.' GUY LIVINGSTONE. 333 She rose slowly and painfully, as if her limbs were stiff with cold, but she could stand, and walk with his arm round her ; and so these two moved slowly along the deserted passages towards the room where the corpse lay. There was nothing shocking in its appearance now. All the traces of murder had been washed away, and they had arranged the silky chestnut hair till it con- cealed the wound, and fell in smooth waves over the white forehead. That sweet calm which will sometimes descend on the face of the dead, even when their end has been violent — the sad Alpen-gluth that comes only when the sun has set — was there in all its beauty. Save that the features were somewhat sharper than in life, there was nothing to mar their pure classical outline. It was well, indeed, that Guy held her back two hours ago. If Isabel had looked on them then, I believe she woidd have gone mad with terror if not with sorrow. It matters much, the expression of a face, when it is sure to mingle in our dreams for many after years. Guy led her up to the bedside, and left the room as she sank down on her knees. He remained outside the closed door, for he thought she might need help if her strength failed suddenly; and I joined him there. For some time we heard only the quick stormy sobs, and the kisses showering down ; then came the piteous heart-broken wail that called upon her husband's name; and then, the great gush of tears that saved her. o34 GUY LIVINGSTONE. After that tlierc was a murmur, often broken off but always renewed : we both bowed our beads reverently, for we knew tbe widow was praying. She came fortb at length, her head buried in her hands ; but she could walk to her room unassisted, and allowed them to undress her there, without a word but thanks. Lefore long Nature would have her way, and she was sleeping quietly. AVhilc we were waiting the return of the men who had gone out in pursuit, Livingstone went alone into the death-chamber. He stayed there some minutes; when he came out his face was paler than ever, and there was a sort of horror in his eyes. He took my arm and led me into the room, without spealdng. * Do you see that ? ' he asked, lifting the hail*, gentl}^, that fell over the left cheek of the corpse. Distinctly and lividly marked on the waxen flesh were the five fingers of a man's ojwn hand. * Do you think that was a brigand's work?' he went on, his gripe tiglitening till I could scarcely bear the pain. 'They always strike vrith a weapon or with the clenched fist. Shall I tell you wlioso mark that is ? — Bruce's. If he did not murder him himself, he struck him after he was dead.* ' Impossible,' I said ; * how could he ? — He has never ' Livingstone cast my arm loose somewhat im- patiently. * We shall know all some day,' he growled, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 335 his whole face black with passion. I am convinced of it. If he's on earth I'll find him ; and when I do, if I show him mercy or let him go ' The impre- cation that followed was not less solemn and terrible because it was muttered to his own heart. * We must never let Isabel guess the truth/ he said, when he became calmer. * It would be worse than all. She would always think she had caused this ; and she has enough to bear up against abeady, God help her ! ' Soon Agliie came to tell us that her mistress was asleep. The Frenchwoman's first impulse had been to be hysterical and helpless ; it was only her terror of Guy prevailing over all others that made her, as she was — very useful. He went to the door for an instant, and looked at Isabel. Dreamland was kinder and pleasanter to her than real life, poor child ! for there was a smile on her lips that, when she was waking, would be long in visit- ing them. How would ships or men ever last out, if there were not some harbours of refuge to rest in before going out into the wild weather again ? Truly she had won hers for the moment : it looked as if an angel had come down to smooth, this time, instead of troub • ling the waters. The pursuers came back empty-handed ; they had not come upon the faintest trace, nor could they hear of any suspicious character having been seen in the neighbourhood. 333 GUY LIVINGSTONE. Guy betrayed no impatience when he heard this ; but he went out himself with some of the best men, and spent the rest of the night and all the following morn- ing on the quest. All to no purpose. He returned about noon, with his companions quite fagged out; but iiitigue and sleeplessness seemed to have no grasp upon his frame. Isabel was up, and had been asking for him several times. When he saw her, she offered no opposition to his wish to go on straight to Bome the next day. Neither then nor at any future time did she ever ask for any particulars of her husband's death. Her old child-like dependence and trust in her cousin had come back, and all through the journey she was quite tranquil. It is true, we hardly ever saw her face, for her veil was closely drawn. Her grief was not the less painful to witness because it was so little demon- strative. Yery old and very young women, in the plenitude of their benevolence, are good enough to sympathize with an}^ tale of woe, however absurdly ex- aggerated ; but men, I think, are most moved by the simple and quiet sorrows. 'SVe smile at the critical point of a spasmodic tragedj^, complacently as the Lucretian philosopher looking down from the cliff on the wild sea ; we ya^vn over the wailings of Werter and Haphael; but we ponder gravely over the last chapters of the Heir ofEeddyffe; and feel a curious sensation in the throat — perhaps the slightest dimness of vision — GUY LIVINGSTONE. 337 when we read in The NewcomeSy how that noble old soldier crowned the chivalry of a stainless life, dying in the Grey Brother's gown. There were many at Eome who had known For- rester and loved him well, and all these followed him to his grave. I do not think he had an enemy on earth except the man who slew him. What are the qualifications of a General Favourite? Good looks, good birth, good humour, and good as- surance, Tvall do much; but the want of one or more of these will not invalidate the election, nor the union of all four insure it. It must be very pleasant to serve in the compagnie d^elite. They have privileges to which the Line may not aspire. It does not much matter what thoy do. Their victories make them no enemies, and their defeats raise them up hosts of sym- pathizers and apologists. When they err gravely, if you hint at the misdemeanor, a * true believer ' looks at you indignantly, not to say contemptuously, and says — ^ What could you expect ? It^s only poor .^ Yes, it is a great gift — Amiability ; and when the pos- sessor dies, it is profoundly true that better men might be better spared. Yery soon, HajTuond came to take his daughter back to England. That calm old calculating machine was more deranged and shocked by the catastrophe than I should have thought it possible he would have been by any earthly disaster. lie was getting older now, and 338 GUY LIVINGSTONE. more broken, it is true ; and so, perhaps, was more accessible to the weakness of sympathy. At all events, nothing could be kinder and more considerate than his conduct to Isabel. Guy and I still lingered on in E-ome. lie was un- tiring in his researches, but quite unsuccessful. Yet it was not that the police were remiss, or the country- people inclined to shield the murderer. The best of them would have sold his own father to the guillotine for half the reward offered by Livingstone ; for he lavished as much gold in trying to clear up that crime, as in old da3's the Cenci or Colonna did to smother theirs. At length we were forced to give it up, and returned home in the Petrel. I own I despaired of ever being more successful ; but my companion evidently had not done so ; for I heard him, more than once, mutter to himself, in the same low determined tone, *If he is on earth, I'll find him.' Immediately on our arrival, Guy went up to Bruce's home in Scotland. He only learnt that the latter had not been there for a long time ; but that some months back, Allan Macbane, a sort of steward and old de- pendent of the family, had left suddenly, summoned, it was supposed, b}^ his master. More the people could not or would not tell. At his bankers' it was discovered that, immediately after the Forresters' marriage, he had drawn out a very large sum — not in letters of credit, but in bank-notes — GUY LIVINGSTONE. 339 and had not been heard of since. After much trouble we did find out that one of the large notes had been changed at Florence, about the time of the murder ; but the description of the person did not answer in tho least to that of Bruce or the man who was supposed to be his attendant. All trace stopped there. So the months rolled away. I constantly saw Guy, and sometimes was with him both in town and at Kerton, where Isabel was staying with Lady Catherine. He still appeared to have no doubt of the ultimate result of the search, which, personally or by deputy, he never intermitted for a day. 840 CHAPTER XXXIV. lie threw His -wrathful hand aloft, and cried Away. Earth could not hold lis both, nor can one heaven Contain my deadliest enemy and me. AVe were sitting in Livingstone's chambers one night in the following March, and dinner was just over, when the Detective was announced, who, for months, had been in Guy's pay and on Bruce's track. He was a stout, hale man, rather past middle age, with a rosy face, a cheerful moist eye, and full sensual lips ; just the proper person to return thanks for 'The Successful Candidates' at an agricultural meeting. Originally of a kindly convivial nature, he had grown familiar with crime till he despised it. The reward set upon the criminal's capture was his only standard of guilt. He took a real pleasure in the chase, I imagine ; but had no preference for any game in particuLir, and was quite indifferent whether the cover he had to draw was a saloon or a cellar. He would hunt a fraudulent bankrupt or a parricide with equal zeal, and, when he had caught him, be just as jocularly affable with the OL'Y LIVINGSTONE. 341 one as with, tlie other. In a drama of life and death, the fierce passions of the actors were only so many gleams of light showing him where the right path lay, for which assistance he thanked them heartily. The foulest mysteries of the sinful himian heart touched and shocked him no more than the evidences of disease do the dissecting surgeon : with both it was a simple question of defective organization. The possession of secrets, far less weighty than some that he never told, have made men look worn, and miserable, and grey ; but he would pat his corpulent leather pocket-book with a self-sufficient satisfaction, scarcely hinting that the pubKcation of its contents would have caused more devastation in some well-regulated families than the bursting of a ten-inch shell in their front drawing-room. His lips and eyes wore a smile pleasantly signifi- cant, as he entered ; and, before he could speak, Guy leapt up, wa^dng his hand high in irrepressible tri- umph. * I told you so, Frank. I knew we should find him. Come — come quickly.' He was more ex- cited than I had seen him in the last dozen years. I exulted too ; but I confess a certain repugnance and nervousness mingled with, that feeling : it was a new thing to me, to stand face to face with a murderer. Neither of us gave as much, attention as it deserved to the narrative with which the officer favoured us en route J of how lie had been gradually getting the clue to 312 GVY LIVINGSTONE. thefugitivc's many doublings and disguises tillhecarae upon his retreat at last. ' They mostly make for home when they're dead-beat/ he remarked, alluding to B ruce's having selected London as his final hidin g-placc. AYe soon reached the spot, one of those dreary by- ways that trend westward out of the Waterloo Road. As we drew up, the outline of a figure revealed itself out of the darkest nook of the dim street, and a man came forward and opened the door of a cab, inter- changing a word or two with our companion. As we got out, the Detective laid his hand on Guy's arm. * Grentl}^, sir,' he said. * You must be careful. We've not quite so much proof as I could wish. It would be straining a point to arrest him, as it stands I'd do it though — -for you. Get him to talk, and don't luuuy him ; he's safe to commit himself ; and we'll nail him at the first word. M}^ comrade says he has not left his bed since yesterday. Per- haps he's ill. All the better. We can frigliten him, if we get his man out of the way. Guy's hand was on the bell before the last words were said, and he rang it sharply. The two officers drew back into the shadow. In a few moments an old man opened the door, whom we guessed to be Bruce's attendant. lie had one of those stubborn rough-hewn faces that even white hair cannot soften, any more than hoar-frost can the outline of a granite crag. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 343 *AVhat's ye'rc wull ?' he drawled out, in the rugged Aberdeen Doric. * I wish to see Mr. Bruce/ ' No sic a pairson here/ was the reply, accompanied by a vigorous elFort to close the door. A heavy groan proceeding from a room on the ground- floor gave him the lie as he spoke. Guy threw up his head, like a hound breaking from scent to view, and thrust Macbane back violently. The old man stag- gered and fell; but he clung round Livingstonc^s knees, as he grovelled, till he was actually trampled down. There was a difficulty in the lock somewhere ; but bolt and staple were torn away in an instant by the furious hand that grasped the handle ; and so at last we stood in the presence of the man we had sought so long. Do you remember that hideous picture in Hogarth's * Two Apprentices,' where the sleeping robber is alarmed by the crash in the chimney? That was exactly Bruce's attitude. lie had started into a sitting posture, and was braced up on his hands — his face thrust forward, half covered by the straight unkempt hair. What a face it was ! White and flecked with sweat- drops, marbled here and there with livid stains — the lips quivering and working till they twisted themselves sometimes into a ghastly mockery of a smile — the long teeth gleaming more wolfish than ever. The iris of the prominent eyes had grown yellowish, and the whites were bloodshot, 60 that the light seemed to flush from them iawnily. 344 GUT LIVINGSTONE. Bruce had always been very mucli afraid of Living- stone. His terror had gone on increasing during months of relentless pursuit ; it had reached its cli- max now. Guy stood at the foot of the bed, contem- plating the unhappy wretch with a cruel calmness that seemed to drive him wild. lie writhed and cowered under the fixed gaze, as if it gave him physical pain. * What are you here for ? ' lie screamed out at last. In strong contrast to the shrill strained voice, the answer came slow and stern. * To arrest Charles Forrester's murderer.* Then Bruce seemed to lose his head all at once, and began to rave. It is impossible to transcribe the string of protestations, prayers for mercy, and horrible blas- phemies : but there was enough, of self-betrayal to complete the proof we wanted ten times told. The Detective chuckled more complacently than ever, as he insinuated the handcuffs round Macbane's wrists. Over all Bruce's cries, I remember, the old man's harsh voice made itself heard — ' "VVhisht, whisht, I tell ye, and keep a quiet tongue ; they canna harm ye.* The other did not seem to hear him, or to notice his removal by the officers — muttering, as he went, that * we had driven his master mad, and were killing him.' Livingstone waited patiently till the outbreak had spent itself, then he said — ' Get up, and come with us instantly. You shall finish your night in Xewgate.* The sick man lay back for some moments with his GUY LIVINGSTONE. 345 eyes closed, panting and evidently quite exhausted. When he opened his eyes, there was a steadiness in them which surprised us. He spoke, too, quite calmly. * I do not mean to deny anything, nor to resist, even if I could. I am tired of running away. It is as well over: but I was taken by surprise at first. Guy Livingstone, do you choose to listen to me for five minutes ? My head is clear now. I do not know how long that will last ; but I do know that, after to-night, I wiU never speak about Forrester's death one word.' * Will you tell me how you killed him?' Livingstone asked, controlling his voice wonderfully. * That is what I wish to do,' Bruce said. I believe he was glad of the opportunity of showing us how much we had misjudged him in thinking him harmless ; for a curious sort of grin was hovering about his mouth. Guy, whose eyes were bent down at the moment, did not see it, or the tale would never have been told. 'You know how you were all against me at Kerton,' he began. * She did not care for me then, perhaps ; but I would have been so patient and persevering, that she must have loved me at last — only you never gave me fair play. Ah, do you think, because I was ugly and awkward, I had no chance ? ' ' No — but because she knew you were a coward/ Guy said. There was something grand in the utter indifier- ence with which Bruce met the insult. 346 GtY LI^^NGStOj^l5. ' You aro wrong,' lie replied, coolly, ' she did not know it. You all did, and reckoned on my being long- suffering and inoffensive. I saw, at last, what Forrester had done ; yet I never guessed but that she would marry me. I trusted to her father and her own fears for keeping her straight. After marriage, I would have tried still, what great love and tenderness could do. I meant — never mind what I meant. It's all over now. I was nearly mad for a week after their flight. Then I became quite cool, and I said — " I will kill him myself." And so I did. Mind, I swear, Allan knew nothing of it till all was done. I thought I should be brave enough for that. Fifty times during the months that I tracked them, always changing my disguise, I nearly caught him alone ; but each time I was balked. Wherever they went, I watched under their windows for the chance of his coming out ; but I only saw .* lie gnashed his teeth, and rolled over and over in a paroxysm of jealous recollection. We guessed what he meant. Then he went on — * That night, he saunt- ered backwards and forwards for some time. I thought he would not go far enough away, and I called to the Devil to help me. lie did ; for, very soon, Forrester walked straight down the path. I crept after him till he had gone some hundred j-ards — my heart was beat- ing so quickly that I could hardly breathe — then I ran forward and stood before him. I had taken off GUY LIVINGSTONE. 347 the black wig and beard that I always wore, and he knew me directly. * *' Mr Bruce, I believe ? '* he said, raising his hat, just as if he had met me by appointment. *"Yes,^' I said. "I have got you at last, as I wished.^' I tried to speak as steadily as he had done ; but, as the moment for action came near, my d d cowardice made me stammer. f * " I am not invisible, as a rule," he replied. " You, or any friend of yours, might have found me long ago. You have been some time making up your mind. It's that imfortunate constitutional — caution, I suppose. Well, I'll meet you in Eome : it's more than you deserve.'* ' " You'll fight me here — now," I said. '"I shall do nothing half so melodramatic," he answered. "I'll give you a fair chance on the ground ; but if you don't move out of my path now, I'll shoot you as I would any other disagreeable ruffian," and he put his hand into his breast, where I knew he carried a pistol. * I was brave then. I sprang in upon him all at once. " You may shoot now, if you like," I said. *'I swear I am quite unarmed. But show that to your wife when you go back," and I struck him with my open hand.' (I remembered the mark on the corpse's cheek, and looked at G uy eagerly. I could not see his face^, which 348 GUY LIVINGSTONE. was hidden by the curtain, but all his lower limbs were shaking and quivering.) * I thought how it would be/ Bruce went on ; * he drew his hand out with the pistol in it, but he only flung it over the bank — one barrel went off in the fall, then we grappled. After wrestling for a minute or two on the narrow path, we lost our footing and rolled down the rocks ; neither quitted his hold, but I fell uppermost and kept him do-s^Ti. He struggled des- perately at first; but when he found I was much the stronger, he lay quite still, looking up into my face. I said, " It's my turn at last. Do you think I'll let you off?" * lie did not answer at first. I believe he would not tiU he had quite recovered his breath ; then he said, coolly, " No, I don't. Finish it quicldy, if you can, that's all.'' I would have delayed a little, to enjoy my triumph, but I thought the pistol-shot might bring some one ; so I tightened my grip on his throat, and looked roimd for a weapon. I found none at first, and my purpose actually began to soften when I saw him so lielpless ; but, as I relaxed my fingers, I heard him whisper to himself, ^' Poor Bella — we have been very happy — I wish we had had more time — " I got mad again dii-ectly. " D— n you ! " I cried out, ** I'll kill you now, and marry her some day." His old insolent smile came on his lip. "No, you wont," he said ; "you don't know how she hates you, and how we have GUY I-IVIXGSTONE. 349 laughed — ** he had no time to say more, for I fomid my weapon then — a stone, triangular and sharp- pointed, like a dagger — and I struck him over the temple with all my force. He gave one convulsive spring that threw me clear of him ; and never stirred again. ' I did not repent when it was done ; I have never repented since ; I do not now. I only thought how best to escape the consequences. I took his watch and purse that brigands might be suspected, and threw them into the river a mile off. I robbed him of one thing more — this ! ' All his haggard face was transfigured with a ghastly triumph as he opened a small leathern case that hung round his neck, and held up before us two locks of hair. There they were — the love-gift and the death-spoil — the memorials of defeat and of victory, of foiled affection and of gratified hate — the one, beguiled from Isabel by Bruce himself, with many earnest pleadings, in the early days of their engagement ; the other, torn from her husband's temples before they were cold. The long light -brown tress was scarcely more soft and satin-smooth than the chestnut curl ; but one end of the last was matted, and discoloured by a dark rusty stain — the stain that, the Greek poet said, all the rivers of earth flowing in one channel could never wash away — the testimony, to our ears mute enough now, but which perhaps Tvdll make itself heard above 350 GUY LIVINGSTONE. the Babel of all other cries, at the Day of Judgrnent. The two tokens were twined together lovingly, as if they were sensitive and conscious still. Bruce plucked them asunder — 'I never can keep them apart,' he said, querulously. Then he put them back into the case separately, and began to mutter to him- self many words that I could not distinguish. ' Ilavo you anything more to say ? ' Livingstone asked. His lips were rigid and compressed like a steel-trap, opening and closing mechanically. As he spoke, he snatched the leathern bag from Bruce'* hand and threw it into the fire. A sharp howl, like a flogged hound's, broke from tlie sick man as he saw his treasure shrivel up in the flame. Then he began to whimper out all sorts of incoherent supplications ; crj'ing, ' that we did not know how much he had suffered before he killed Forrester, and since, too ; that he had been cruelly used from the beginning ; that he was very, very ill, now ; would not we let him die in peace ? ' The tears were streaming down his face. It was a sight of abasement that sent a shiver through one's veins. Guy laid his hand on tlie miserable creature's shoulder. Though he scarcely touched it, I saw the great muscles starting out on his arm like ropes from the intensity of his supprcvocd emotion ; his lower lip trembled, but his tones did not in the least. I can give no idea of their pitiless, deliberate ferocity> GUI' ijvingsto.se. 351 * Listen/ he said. * I told you before to get up, and come with us — that is my answer now. If you have life enough left to be carried to the gallows-foot, you shall never cheat the hangman.* Bruce looked up into the speaker's face for some moments. Gradually the agonized appeal in his wild eyes died away into vacancy; an expression, half cunning, half amused, stole over his face ; and, lean- ing gently back, he began pulling threads out of the coverlet, laughing low. The blood gushed from Guy's clenched hand,, as he struck it furiously against the stone mantel. ' By ' he said, with a fearful oath, ' he has escaped me after all.' It was so. The mind, worn and strained by the ter- rors of the long pursuit, perhaps by remorse not ac- knowledged even to himself, and by the last great effort at self-control, had given way at last — for ever. G od had recorded his verdict, and no earthly court could try the criminal again. Bruce is living now (and I dare say will outlive most of us, for his bodily health is perfect), vicious sometimes, but never con- scious ; hard to please, but easy to manage, so long as his attendant is a man, and a strong one ; access- ible only to the one emotion which drove him mad — • physical fear. Li\dngstone called the officers ; they came in with ^acbane. The 0I4 man pretended to be very wroth 352 GUY LIVINGSTONE. when lie saw his master's state, but, I believe, he re- joiced secretly. The credit of the family, with him, outweighed all considerations of personal attachment, and he would think public disgrace cheaply averted at any price. On our poor Detective, perhaps, the blow fell heaviest ; for, after some time, Guy did come round to my idea, that no punishment we could have brought about would have been so ample and terrible ; but Mr Fitchett could not see it in that light at all. Not only was the termination of the affair dreadfully un- professional, but the little triumph he had antici- pated at the trial was spoiled. If human weakness ever could touch this great man, it was when he heard the judge pay a compliment to * the sagacity and zeal of that most efficient officer.' On such occasions his bow of conscious merit abnegating praise was, I am told, wonderful to see. After a few words of explan- ation, he glanced wistfully at Bruce, and shook his head, like a broken-hearted Lord Burleigh. Then he unloosed the handcuffs from Macbane's wrists ; whistling all the while softly a popular air, lively in itself, with a cadence so plaintive, that it might have been a penitential psalm. No romantic school-girl opening the cage to her pet starling, ever displayed more hesitation and reluctance than Mr Fitchett, setting that grim old bird free. In truth there was no evidence to attach to the GUY LIVINGSTONE. 353 servant, so wc left him and his master together. I could not have stood that room much longer. The ceaseless complacent chuckle of the idiot, and his fear- ful grimaces when he could not make the threads match, had the effect on my chest of a nightmare. Very slowly and silently we walked home through the darkness. 354 CHAPTER XXXV. Be tlie day weary, or never so long, At length it ringeth to even song. There is little to clironicle in tlie events of the next few years. Livingstone resided almost entirely at Kerton. lie rode as liard, and distinguished himself in all other field-sports as much as ever ; but even in these, his favourite pursuits, he had lost the intense faculty of enjoyment which once seemed a part of his powerful organization. Do you remember that scene in the NeKma, where the Eidolon of Achilles comes slowly through the twilight, to meet his old brother- in-arms? Not only are liis form and features altered after so ghastly a fashion, that even the wanderer, wave-worn and travel-stained, Jooks brilliant by comparison ; but all his feelings are utterly and strangely changed. Listen. lie asks after the father from whom he parted when quite a child ; after the son, whom he never saw ; but not one word of his fair first love — not one of her who was the passion of his manhood, whom he bucklered once against ten t]]oiisai;d. IJe had rq,tlier hear of Peleus and Neopto- GUY LIVINGSTOKE. 355 lemus, than of Deidamia or Brisois. Of Polyxena, bo siire that he remembers nothing, but that he was hold- ing her hand when her brother slew him. Will he ever forgive her that ? Not if she could have made amends by the sacrifice of ten lives, instead of that one which she gave, willingly, on Sigacmn. Has am- bition any hold on him either ? Only to breathe the fresh clear air above instead of that murkj^, hea^^'' atmosphere, he would resign the empire of the Dead, and be a drudge to the veriest boor. Yet once, if we remember right, he chafed fiercely enough at a word of authority uttered by the King of Men. One of his old tastes clings to him still — a v^ry simple one. He has forgotten the savour of Sciote and Chian wine ; but — were it only for the sake of the carouses they have had together — Odysseus will not grudge him another draught out of the black trench ? It is so long since he tasted blood ! Guy was no more like his former self than the shadow was like the substance of Pelides. He was not languid, but simply apathetic and indifierent ; so that one could not help being constantly struck by the contrast between his moral and physical state : the latter was still the perfection of muscular power. He was everything that was kind to his mother, and to Isabel Forrester, too, who spent much of her time at Kerton, and whose health was very delicate. If Lady Catherine could only have seen him more 3§6 GUY LIVINGSTONE. cheerful, she would have been too happy. It was her great delight to try and spoil him, as she used to do when he was a child ; trying to suit his tastes to the minutest shade. For instance, Guy was always find- ing in his own rooms some new ornament or addition to their comfort. Indifierent as he was to everything, it was good in him that he never failed to remark these instantly. You would not have thought a cold haughty face could light up so brilliantly as his mother's always did when he thanked her. Poor lady ! Those last few years were her Summer of St Martin — not the less pleasant because winter was gathering already on the crests of the whitening hills. There were a good many guests in the house at times, almost invariably men ; but none of the wild revels of the old daj^s ; very little hard drinliing, and no play, to speak of. One thing was remarkable — the great eagerness Guy displayed to keep the party together at night. He would engage us in arguments, and employ all sorts of ingenious devices to prevent us from going to bed ; so that it became very trying to a weak constitution. I observed this to him one night when the rest had gone. The slight flush left by the excitement of convers- ation was vanishing rapidly from his cheeks, and a grey tinge was creeping over them like that which we see on a sick man's, very near his end. * It is too bad to keep you up, and too selfish/ ha said ; ' but I find the nights so long I * GtlY LIVlNGStONfi. 357 I left him without another word ; but I lay long awake, haunted by that haggard face and dreary eyes. I wish I did not see them so often, still, in my dreams. There were changes in other houses besides Kcr- ton Manor, and a vacancy in the most luxurious set of chambers in the Albany. Duns, and rheumatic gout, and satiet}'-, had proved too much at last for the patience of Sir Henry Fallow- field. So one night he preached his farewell sermon in the smoking-room of the ; in which he was especially severe and witty, on the absurdity and bad taste of a'man condescending to suicide under any cir- cumstances. The next morning they found him with — 'that across his throat that you had scarcely cared to see.^ The hand whose tremor used to make him so savage when he was lifting a glass to his lips, had been strong and steady enough when it shattered the Golden Bowl and cut the Silver Cord asunder. Whether he was looking death in the face while he uttered those last cynicisms, and calculated on heightening the stage effect of the morrow ; or whether a paroxysm of pain drove him mad, as it has done better men — who can tell ? I think and hope the latter was the case, but — I doubt. Though Sir Henry Fallowfield had never read Aristotle, he had studied, all his life, the principles of the TreptVercta. Godfrey Parndon no longer ruled over the Pytch- ley. He had backed his own opinions and other merits bills once or twice too often j and had retired, 358 GUY L1\LNGST0XE. tcmporaril}', into private life, till he could ' get liis second wind.^ The new M. F. II. was his complete contrast — pale-faced, low- voiced, mild-eyed, and mel- ancholy as a Lotus-Eater, one of the class of * weak- minded but gentlemanly 3'oung men ' that Tom Crad- dock used to ask his friends to recommend to him, as pupils. The farmers missed sadly Godfrey's bluff face and stalwart figure at the cover-side ; while the * bruisers ' from Leamington, and the * railers ^ from Town, hearing no longer his great voice, good-na- turedly imperative, adjuring them to 'hold hard, and not spoil their own sport,' — rode over the hounds, rejoicing. Flora Bellasys was married. It was just the match I thought she would make. Sir Marmaduke Dorrillon's possessions were vast enough to satisfy any ambition, and his years put love out of the question. His friends had been as prophetic in their warnings as Januarj^'s were ; but even they never guessed what he would have to endure at the hands of that cruel May. He tried very hard not to be jealous, but he could not help being sensitive ; and so, day by da}', she inflicted on him the peine forte ct dure, ' lajdng on him as much as he could bear, and more.' It was sad to see how the kind old man withered and pined away; yet he never complained, and quarrelled mortally with his best friend for daring to compassionate him, GUY LIVINGSTONE. 359 He was so courteous, and gentle, and chivalrous ; so conscious of his own disadvantage in age ; so generous in trusting her, and in hoping against hope ; so con- siderate in anticipating all her wishes and whims, that it might have moved even Flora to pity. But her great disappointment had strangely altered and embittered her character. She was quite "merciless now, and never seemed really amused unless she was doing harm to some one. It vv^as not that her manner had become harsh or repellant, or even more sarcastic ; she was to the full as fascinating as ever; but she was cool and calculating in her caprices. She took pains to make the momen- tary pleasure as exquisite as possible, that the after suffering might be the more terrible ; just like that ingenious Borderer who fed his enemy- with all pun- gent and highly -seasoned dishes, and then left him to die of thirst. Yet, all the while, her own feelings must have been scarcely enviable. They say that great enchantresses from Medea and Circe downwards, have generally been unhappy in their loves. Either they could not raise the Spirit, or it proved unmanageable ; either their affection was not returned, or its object was unfaith- ful at last. In the single case, where they put their science and their philtres aside, and were womanly, and natural, and sincere ; where, to gain or to keep their treasure, they woidd gladly have broken their 2a 360 GUY LIVINGSTONE. wand, they failed utterly, and found they were only half-omnipotent. The justice was retributive, but it was very complete. Be sure, with those passionate natures, the honey of a thousand triumphs never dead- ened the sting of the one discomfiture. Suitors flock- ing from every shore and island of the -<9Egean never made Sappho forget, for one hour, that stubborn im- passible Phaon. No wonder such are cruel and un- just to their subjects in after days. Poor innocent iEgeus very often has to do penance for the infidel- ity of Jason. I have little more to tell ; and that is of the sort that is best told briefly. The hounds met one morning, not far from Kerton. A three-days* frost had broken up ; but it was not out of the ground yet — ^making the 'take-ofi"' slippery, and the north side of the fences dangerously hard. Living- stone rode the Axeine that day. The chestnut was still his favourite, and the crack himter of three coun- ties, though he had never lost his habit of pulling. It was a large, straggling cover that we drew ; but the fox went awaj very^soon. From the lower end of the wood a great pasture sloped down ; at the bot- tom of which was a flight of post-and-rails — very high, new, and strong, with a deep cutting on the further side. At one end of this was an open gate, through which the whole field passed. The hounds were just settling to the scent, when I happened to turn my head, and saw Livingstone GUY LI\^NGSTONE. 361 coming down at the rails. He had got a bad start, and saw that, by taking them straight in his line, he would gain greatly on the pack, which was turning towards him. ' As the Axeine tore down the hill at furious speed, pulling double, it was evident that neither he nor his rider had the remotest idea of refusing. It was the last fence that either of them ever charged. As the chestnut rose to the leap his hind legs slipped ; he chested the rail,' which would not break, and turned quite over, crushing Guy beneath him. I hadseenthelatterfallahundred times, without feel- ing the presentiment that seemed to tighten round my heart, as I galloped up to the spot. Many others must have felt the same ; for they let the hounds go away without another glance, and some were before me there. The Axeine lay stone dead, with his neck broken, the huge carcass pressing on the legs of his rider. Guy was quite senseless ; his face of a dull ghastly white ; there was a deep cut on his forehead ; but we all felt we did not see the worst. With great trouble w^e drew him from under the dead horse. StiU we coidd discover no broken bone, or further external injury. We dashed water over him. In a few minutes he opened his eyes, and seemed to recognize every one directly ; for he looked up into the frightened face of the first-whip, who w^as supporting him, and said — *You always told me I went too fast at timber, Jack.' 362 GUY LIVINGSTONE. I was sure, then, lie was desperately injured. His voice w^as so weak and changed. 'Where are you hurt, Guy?' some one asked. I could not speak myself. ' I don't know/ he said, looking down in a strange, bev/ildered way. ' My head and arm pain me ; but I feel nothing helow the waist.' His lower limbs were not much twisted or dis- torted ; but they bore a horribly inert, dead appear- ance. There was not even a muscular quiver in them. I saw the Squire of Brainswick turn his head away, with a shudder and a groan (he loved Guy as his own son), and I heard him mutter — ' The sjnne ! * It was so, and Livingstone soon knew it himself. lie sighed once, drearily ; but not a man there could have commanded his voice as he did, when he said — * You must carry me home, heavy as I am. My walking days are ended.' We made the best litter we could of poles and branches ; and, I remember, as we bore him past the carcass of the Axeine, he made us stop for an instant, and di'opping his hand on the stiff, distorted neck, stroked it softly. ' Good-bye, old horse ! ' he said. ' It was no fault of yours. IIow well 3^ou always carried me ! ' lie never spoke again, till we reached Kerton Manor. Isabel Forrester was, fortunately, out ; but Lady Catherine met us on the hall-s(ops. She did not GU^ LIVINGSTONE. 363 shriek or faint when she saw the horror, which had haunted her for years, fulfilled there to the uttermost. She knelt by her son when we laid him down, and wiped off a spot or two of blood from his forehead, and then kept his hand in hers, kissing it often. We had sent on before to warn the village doctor, and he visited Guy alone in his room. Powell had been a surgeon's-mate in his youth, and was serving under Collingwood at Trafalgar, when his ship stood first into action, and, like a Sovereign of the old days, led the van of the battle. There was no shape of shattered and maimed humanity with which he had not been familiar ; and my last hope died away when I saw him come forth, trembling all over, his rugged features convulsed with grief. * I saw him born,' the old man sobbed out. * I never thought to see him die — and die so ! ' Guy had received a mortal injury in the spine ; though how long he might linger none could tell. There broke from Lady Catherine's white lips one terrible heart-broken cry — ' If God would only take me first ! ' Then her self-control returned, and she went into her son's room, outwardly quite calm. I have never tried to fancy what passed at the meeting of those two strong hearts, after the one had been brought suddenly, face to face, with an awful death ; the other, with a yet more awful sorrow. 364 CHAPTER XXXYI. Ah, Sir Launcclot, there thou liest, that never wert matched of earthly hands. Thou wert the fairest person, and the goodliest of any that rode in the press of knights : thou wert the truest to thy sworn brother of any that buckled on the spur ; and thou wert the faithful- lest of any that have loved pay-amours : most courteous wert thou, and gentle, of all that sate iu hall among dames ; and thou wert the sternest knight to tliy mortal foe that ever laid spear in the rest. "NYiiEN Powell's self-command gave waj^so completely, after lie saw the nature of Guy's case, it was not be- cause he knew it must end fatally, but because his skill told him what fearful agonies must precede the release. All the surgeons who were called in could do nothing but confirm these forebodings. The colos- sal strength and vital energy of Livingstone's frame and constitution yielded but slowly to a blow which would have crushed a weaker man instantly. All the outworks were ruined and carried; but Death had still to fight hard before he won the citadel. I cannot go through the details ; I will only say that, some- times, none of us could endure to look upon sufferings which never drew a complaint or a moan from him. Almost every Pleasure has been discussed and dis- GUY LIVINGSTONE. 365 sected ; but we kiiow comparatively nothing of the physiology of Pain. There is no standard by which to measure it, even if the courage and endurance of any mortal man could enable him to analyze his own tortures philosophically. Was it not always supposed that the guillotine is merciful, because quick in anni- hilation ? Look at Wiertz's pictures at Brussels. If his idea (shared, too, now by many clever sur- geons) be true, jou will see the amount of a long life's suffering exceeded by, what seems to us, a minute^s agony. But it is lilie the Eastern King^s gaining the experience of fifty years, by dipping his head for a second in the magic water. For a soul in torment there is no horologe. Of one thing be sure ; the strong temperaments who enjoy greatty, suffer greatly too — those who en- dure in silence, most of all. I think the wolf's death-pang is sharper than the hare's. But Gu}^ was not only patient ; he was actually more cheerful than I had seen him since Constance died. He liked to see his old friends, and to hear accounts of their sport with hound and gun. To do these justice, there was not one who would not give up, gladly, the best meet of the Pytchley, or the shooting of the best cover in the county, to sit, for half a day, in that sick room. He talked, too, always pleasantly and kindly to his mother and his cousin. Poor Isabel Forrester was quite broken down by this 866 GUY LIVINGSTON^. second blow. Next to her dead husband, I belieye, she loved Guy better than any one ; not unnaturally, for he had petted and protected her all her life long. She could not help giving way ; though she tried hard, for the sake of others. It was piteous to see her, sitting alone for hours, gazing out on the bleak winter-landscape, while the tears welled slowly from under her heavy eyelids. Foster, who was still at Kerton, came often to visit Livingstone. No one could do him so much good. The curate was just as confident and uncompromising in the discharge of his office, as he was yielding and diffident when only himself was in question. He was so honest, and straightforward, and true — so free from rant or cant — so strong in his simple theology — that Guy soon trusted him implicitly when he spoke of the Past and of the Future that was so near. The repentance that was begun by Constance's dying bed, was completed, I am sure, on his own. * Frank,' Guy said, one morning, suddenly, * I have written to ask Cyril Brandon to come to me. He will be here to-day. It would make me very happy if I could hear him say, he forgave me.* * Do you think you will succeed ? ' I asked, sadly ; for I felt a nervous certainty that the pain the inter- view must cost him would be unavailing. ' I cannot teU,' he answered, firmly ; * but Foster says, and I know, that it is my duty to try. You may GUY LIVINGSTONE. 307 oe present, if you like, on one condition — you must promise, whatever lie may say or do, not to interfere by a look or a word/ I did promise ; but I looked forward witb dread to Brandon's coming. In an hour's time he was an- nounced. It was the first time I had seen him ; and I was much struck by the mingled expression of suffering and ferocity that sat, like a mask, on his worn dark face. I have seen its like but once — in a dangerous maniac's. He walked straight up to Guy's couch, without noticing me, and stood there silent ; glaring down on the sick man with his fiery black eyes. * It is very good of you to come,^ Guy said ; ' I scarcely hoped you would. I have wronged you more deeply than any living man ; so deeply that I could never have dared to ask jouv forgiveness if I had not been very near my death. Can j^ou give me your hand-? Indeed, indeed, I have repented sorel}^' Brandon's hoarse tones broke in. * I came, because, years ago — to see this sight, to see you lying there, like a crushed worm — I would have sold my soul. Wronged me ? Shall I tell you what j^ou have done ? There was only one creature on earth I cared for ; that was my sister. All those years in India I had been fancying our meeting. I came back, and found her dying: more than that, I found her love turned away from me. You did all this. I tell you, I 368 GUY LIVINOSTONE. never could get one of her old fond looks or words from her all the time she was dying. She was only afraid of me. By hell ! you stood between us to the last. Do you know that she dragged herself across the room at my knees — mine — who never refused to indulge her in a whim before — first, to be allowed to see you, and then to make me swear not to attempt your life!' He stopped — gnashing his teeth. All Guy^s features — wan and worn by pain — were lighted up with atendernessand joy inexpressible, ashe heard what his dead love had borne and done for him. He would have hidden his face, had he guessed how its expression would exasperate Cyril's furious temper. * D — n you ! ' he howled out, like a madman. * Do you dare to triumph ? ' and, tearing oiF his glove, he struck Livingstone on the cheek with it, a sharp blow. A great shudder swept through every fibre of the maimed giant's frame, in which sensation lingered still; the blood surged up to his forehead, and ebbed again instantly, leaving even the lips deathly white ; he raised his hand quickly, but it was only to wami me back, for — mild and peaceable as I am — I leapt up then, as savage as Cain. With that hand he caught Bran- don's wrist. The latter stood with his eyes cast down suUenl}^— already, I am sure, horror at the act of foul cowardice into which his passion had driven him was creeping over him — he did not try to disengage him- self. Had he done so, thrice his strength would not have set him iree. (iUY Ln^NGSTONE. 3G0 *I tlianli God, fVom my heart/ Guy said, very slowly and stead%, * that, if I meet your sister here- after, I shall not shrink before her : for, I believe, all I promised her has been kept. Listen — you would feel shame to your life's end, thinking that you had struck a helpless, dying cripple. It is not so. You don't know what you risked. You were within arm's length ; and at close quarters I could be dangerous still. Look.' He took up a small silver cup that lay near, and crushed it flat between his fingers. There was silence then : only Brandon's breath was heard, drawn hard and irregularly, as if he was try- ing to throw off a weight from his chest. Guy looked up at him, and said very gently, hold- ing out his hand, ' Once more, forgive me.' Cyril answered in a thick smothered voice — * I will not take your hand. I will never forgive you. But I forgive Constance ; for — I understand her now. He turned on his heel, and left the room without another word : still with his head bent down, as if in thought. I gazed after him till the door shut softly. Then I looked round at Guy. His head had fallen back, and the features looked so drawn in and changed, that I cried out, thinking he w^as dead. It was only a long, long swoon. Just another scene, and my talc is told. 370 GUY LIVINGSTONE. I was reading in Guy's room one evening. He tad not spoken for some time, and I fjincied lie was asleep. Suddenly he called to me — ' Frank, come here — nearer. I have several things to say to you, and I feel I must make haste. No — don't call any one. I said farewell to my mother yesterday, and we must spare her all we can.' In the presence of that sublime self-command, I dared not betray m}^ grief by any outward sign. I knelt down by his side silentl3\ He went on in a voice that, though hollow and often interrupted by failing breath, was perfectly measured and steady ^ You can only be glad that the end has come at last ; though it is well I have had time to prej)are myself. Am I ready nov/ ? I cannot tell. Foster says I ought to hope. I trust it is not wicked to say — I do not fear. I have sinned often and deepl}^ ; but He who will judge me created me ; and He knows how strong the passions of my nature were. He knows, too, how much I have suffered. I do not mean from this (he threw his hand towards his crippled limbs with the old gesture of disdain) ; but from bitterness and loneliness of heart. More than all — I am sure my darling has been pleading for me ever since she died. I will not believe her prayers have been wasted. * I want to tell you what I have done. You know the direct line of my family ends with me. I am glad GUY LIVINGSTONE. 6i i it does. The next in succession would be a cousin, who has taken to some trade in Edinburgh. A good man, I believe — but he would not do here. So I have left Kerton to my mother for her life, and then — to you. Hush — the time is too short for objections or thanks ; and death-bed gifts show little generosity. Besides, I would have left it to Isabel, only it would be more a trouble to her than anything else. You mil take care of everything and everybody. Say farewell for me to my old friends, especially to Mohun. Poor Halph ; he will be sorry — though he will not own it — when he comes back from Bohemia, and finds me gone.* He raised himself a little, so as to rest his hand on my shoulder, as I knelt, while his voice deepened in its solemn calm. * Dear Frank — one other word for yourself, who have borne so patiently with my perverse temper since we were boys together. I have been silent, but, indeed, not ungrateful. For all your kind, imselfish thoughts, and words, and deeds — for all the good you would have counselled — for all j'our efforts to stand between me and wrong-doing — tried friend, true comrade ! I thank j^ou now, heartily, and I pray God to bless you alwa3^s.' It was only self-control, almost superhuman, that enabled him to speak those words steadily, for the fierce death-throe was possessing him before he ended. Through the awful minutes that followed, not another 372 GUY LlA^NGSTONE. sound tlian the hissi^jg breath escaped through his set lips ; his face was not once-distorted, though the hair and beard clung round it — matted and dank with the sweat of agony. The brave heart and iron nerve ruled the body to the last imperially — supreme over the intensity of torture. When he opened his eyes, which had been closed all through the protracted death-pang, there was a look of the ancient kindness in them, though they were glazing fast. He found my hand, and grasped it, till I felt the life ebbing back in his fingers. I saw his lips syllable ' Good-bye ; * then he leant his head back gently, and — without a sigh or a shiver — the strong man's spirit went forth into The Night. A sense of utter desolation — as it were a Horror of great Darkness — gathered all around me, as I leant my forehead against the corpse's cheek, sobbing like a helpless child. You will not care to hear how we all mourned him. Will you care to hear that — often as his mother visits his grave — there is owe woman who comes oftener still? None of us have ever met her ; for she comes always at late night, or early morning. But, finding in the depth of winter, or in the bleak spring, the ground about strewed with the choicest of exotic flowers — not carefully arranged, but showered down by a reckless, despergte hand — we know that Flora Dorrillon has been there. GUY LIVINGSTONE. 373 Do not laugli at licr too much, for clingmg to tlie one romance of her artificial existence. Remember, while he lived, there was nothing so rare and precious — ay, even to the sacrifice of her own body and soul — that she would not have laid, ungrudgingly, at Guy Livingstone^s feet. THE END. PBISTED BT WILLIAM CLOWES AND SOKS, LIMITED, 10NIK>» AXD BECCLES. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY BERKELEY Return to desk from which borrowed. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. 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