WEDLOCK JOHN STRANGE WINT1 WEDLOCK WEDLOCK BY JOHN STRANGE WINTER Author of " Beetle's Baby," "Grip," "Into an Unknown World,' "The Truth Tellers," Etc., Etc. NEW YORK R. F. FENNO & COMPANY 9 AND ii EAST i6TH STREET Copyright, 1898 BY R. F. FKNNO & COMPANY Wedlock WEDLOCK CHAPTEE I THE DINNER OF HERBS " I HAVE great news for you, Mary ; Captain Conway has been here." " Captain Conway yes ! And what did he want, mother ? What news did he bring ? " Mary Hamilton took off her black straw hat as she spoke and pushed the hair away from her forehead with a weary gesture. Mrs. Hamilton busied herself with the simple tea- table, assiduously arranging plates, setting the teaspoons straight in the saucers, laying the butter-knife at an exact angle, and smoothing away an infinitesimal crease in the white cloth. 7 ??9QfilQ Ad AA \J.J^.\J 8 Wedlock "He he he made a suggestion to me, Mary," she began, nervously. " A suggestion ! " Mary Hamilton sat down and eyed her mother expectantly. " You don't mean that he proposed to you, mother," she exclaimed. " Something very like it," replied Mrs. Ham- ilton, still keeping herself very busy with the table. For a moment there was silence between them ; Mary Hamilton sat looking with as- tonishment at her mother and at last she spoke. " I suppose it wouldn't be a bad thing in the mere way of money, mother," she said, slowly. " But but oh, mother dear, you could never bring yourself to do it." For the first time Mrs. Hamilton turned and looked straight at her daughter. " My dear child," she exclaimed "you don't understand. The Dinner of Herbs 9 There is no question of my marrying Captain Con way it is at least he never besides my devotion to your poor father's memory should have kept you from jumping to any such con- clusion. Captain Conway is a good man, and any woman might be honored in marrying him, but my heart is in the grave and and besides, he did not propose, he does not pro- pose that / should consider the question of be- coming his wife." Mary Hamilton stared open-eyed at her mother. " Dear mother," she said, gently " I am tired to-night the children were very troublesome to-day and the rooms seemed more stuffy than usual. I feel confused. Do tell me just what Captain Conway did suggest to you." Mrs. Hamilton began to pour out the tea with a vehemence which showed how per- turbed in mind she was. " Your poor father 1O Wedlock always said that I was injudicious in telling news," she cried, in honest self-abasement. " I ought to have seen that you were tired. Here is your tea, darling. Drink it at once and have another cup to go on with. The truth is, Mary, that Captain Conway has flurried me till I hardly know whether I am standing on my head or my heels and and I never gave a thought to your being tired out with that hateful school, oh, to think that my daughter should ever have been a board-school mistress, not one remove from a National school, and your poor father a clergyman in Holy Orders." " My dear mother, do explain yourself," said Mary, a fearful sense of coming evil gradually overspreading her. " Oh, my darling," cried the older woman, " it's all over now all the drudgery, all the pinching and the nipping. I've said little or nothing because you were slaving your youth The Dinner of Herbs 11 away in that horrid degrading school but now I may speak, now I may say how bitterly and cruelly I have felt it all, the humiliations, the the " " Dear, there can be no degradation or humiliation in honest work," said Mary, pa- tiently, and yet with a dignity which sat be- comingly on her tired young face. " And what do you mean by its being over? Not surely that Captain Con way wants to marry me" "Yes you. And oh, my darling, it has made me so happy," Mrs. Hamilton cried. " Almost delirious with happiness." " My dear mother," cried Mary, bolting a piece of bread and butter with what was al- most a convulsion. " You can't mean that you would like me to marry Captain Con way ? " " "Why not ? " asked the mother, blankly. " I couldn't do it," declared the girl, stoutly. "Couldn't do it!" Mrs. Hamilton's voice 52 Wedlock rose almost to a scream. "Couldn't do it! Why, dear heaven, surely you would never dream of flying in the face of Providence by refusing him ! " " Certainly, I would." " He is rich," cried Mrs. Hamilton. " He is old enough to be my father," said Mary. " And I doubt if he is rich." " Captain of one of the largest steamships afloat," protested Mrs. Hamilton. " He is ex- ceedingly well-off, he can provide for you adequately. He has an excellent position " " I don't couldn't never could love him," Mary burst out. " Perhaps not, but you can respect him," cried the mother. " I don't know that I should even do that much," Mary returned. Then suddenly clasped her hands together and looked appeal- ingly at the excited woman opposite to her. The Dinner of Herbs 13 "Oh, mother, don't you understand why I cannot do this thing ? Have you been so un- happy in our little home that you want to sell me to the first bidder ? I've been so contented in working for you has it all been for noth- ing?" " Working for me," Mrs. Hamilton exclaimed, indignantly. " Working for me indeed ! And what have / done all these years ? Look at my hands, worked to the bone cooking, scrubbing, sewing, contriving, making my own bits of clothes and never a place to show them in in this desolate wilderness of bricks and mortar! No one to associate with, living a pensioner on your bounty, without pleasures, interests or change of any kind. And then to have your work thrown in my teeth, indeed." " Oh, mother ! " "It's all very well to say 'Oh, mother!' but I'm speaking the truth. All these years I 14 Wedlock have struggled and striven for you and now when you have a chance of letting me end my days in peace, you turn up your nose at a man \vhom any woman might be honored by marrying. " " You married for love yourself," said Mary, in a very low voice. Mrs. Hamilton caught up the words and echoed them in the high pitched, querulous ac- cents of a thoroughly selfish and superficial person. "Married for love," she echoed, shrilly. " Yes, and what did love ever do for me? I married for love, married on eighty pounds a year, drudged on it, slaved, toiled, almost starved on it. Don't talk to me about marrying for love, Mary love in a cottage is a will-of-the-wisp that leads many people astray and your poor father and I were among the number. Was it natural, right, proper that he should die at thirty-five, a worn-out, pre- The Dinner of Herbs 15 maturely old man, leaving me helpless, home- less, penniless, to struggle on as best I could, to drag you up as best I could ? That was what marrying for love did for him, poor fellow. He never would own it, he died with his hand in mine his last words * The Lord will pro- vide,' and now when provision has come, it is only to be rejected." Mary Hamilton sat still while this incon- sequent torrent of recollection and vexation poured from her mother's lips. At the vision of the red-faced, burly, bluff sailor being re- garded as a provision sent by the Lord to take her from an independent life of honest work to one of degrading idleness, she almost laughed aloud, but she resolutely choked down the inclination and spoke quietly and reason- ably to the excited Avoman on the other side of the table. " Dear mother," she said, gently, " cannot 16 Wedlock you for my sake endure this life a little longer ? After midsummer we shall be better off. Even now we can well afford to have a woman in to do the rougher work it has always been for you to decide how the money shall be spent. For my sake, dear ? " "And why not for mine?" asked the mother, fiercely. " Listen he has laid all his plans before me. You will have a charming house and garden, a couple of good maidserv- ants, a handsome housekeeping purse, an ample allowance for your dress and pocket-money. There will always be room for me I am to live with you to give the- benefit of my ad- vice, my experience in housekeeping and all such things. You will have as much society as you care to take there will be no anxiety, no thinking about the rent, or how to get seven days' dinners out of a certain sum. You will have " The Dinner of Herbs 17 " Oh, don't, mother, please don't," the girl cried. " I know all these things are a tempta- tion to you poor dear, it must be to you just like opening a prison door and seeing a lovely view over which you may walk forever on one condition. But the condition, dear mother, the condition. Think ! It is that of reaching the fair pathways over your own child's body, oh, worse, worse, over her very soul. It means the sacrifice of all that is best in your child's life, the giving up of her freedom, her honor, her ambition, of all her better self. Don't ask me to do it, dear, pray, pray don't. I will work oh, how I will work how thankfully and gratefully I will bring you every farthing that I make, so that you may be more content, less straitened. Mother dear, speak to me ! For my father's sake say that you won't urge this upon me." But the words of appeal, glowing, passion- i8 Wedlock ate, heart-full as they were, failed to touch the shallow nature of the woman who in her day had married for love and had found the din- ner of herbs turn to dust and ashes between her teeth. She rested her head dejectedly upon her hand and gave several long-drawn sighs of misery, calculated to move the heart of a stone. " Dear mother," murmured Mary from the other side of the table. But Mrs. Hamilton shook her head resolutely. "No, Mary, it's no use your saying ' dear mother ! ' It's worth nothing it means noth- ing. I can't make you marry Captain Con- way indeed, I've no wish to do so. I can't make you see what is best for you, although you might trust your own mother to give you good advice on such a subject. I can do noth- ing but bear my disappointment with resigna- tion and fortitude. After all, it is only one The Dinner of Herbs 19 more bitter pill to swallow, one more drop of bitterness in my cup of humiliation and self- sacrifice. I'll say nothing more, Mary, only only don't prate to me about love and devo- tion. I've proved the value of both to-day. And, after all my struggles to give you the best of education it's hard it's heartbreak- ing." A sudden thought flashed across Mary Ham- ilton's mind of certain clerical charities which had from the time of her father's death pro- vided her mother with the wherewithal of living, of the great institution wherein she had received her education free of cost to her mother and because of the position in life which her father had occupied, but she said nothing; she felt that it would be useless. " So my dream ends," said Mrs. Hamilton, bitterly. " It says somewhere in the Bible 'Her children shall rise up and call her 2o Wedlock blessed.' It's a fallacy, nowadays at least, for veneration for parents has gone out of fashion." Mary Hamilton sat back in her chair won- dering whether it would be best to let the storm pass in silence or not. Mrs. Hamilton got up from her place and went blindly to- ward the door. I say blindly because she went stumblingly and groped her way like a person whose eyes were full of tears. There were, however, no tears in her eyes but a strange sightlessness, as if she had suddenly walked into a heavy sea-fog. Then at the door she stumbled and fell, not the sharp fall of a per- son tripping by accident but the huddled-up dropping to the ground of one unable any longer to keep her feet. Mary sprang from her seat with a cry. " Mother mother you are ill," she burst out. The answer came thick and indistinct. " Dying ! Dying ! You have killed me ! " The Dinner of Herbs 21 The girl tried to lift the prostrate woman but found herself powerless. She sank upon her knees in an agony of apprehension. "No no mother, don't say that. Let me help you only try to get up I'll do anything to please you mother mother." CHAPTEE II DONE IN A MOMENT WHEN Mary Hamilton found that her mother had slipped into utter unconsciousness, she ran to their nearest neighbors and begged them to come in and aid her. So her mother was with no little difficulty lifted from the ground and carried up to her bedroom, and a doctor was quickly sent for. His fiat was given without the smallest hesitation. " It's a stroke," he said, " but it might have been much worse ; for instance, if it had been on the other side it would probably have proved fatal al- most immediately. As it is, with care, your mother will probably recover and be quite or very nearly herself again." "With care ! Mary Hamilton's heart went down to zero as she heard the two little simple 22 Done in a Moment 23 words which give hope to some anxious watch- ers of the sick, but which open out endless pos- sibilities of unattainable needs to those who are poorly placed in the world. In her case it meant having an experienced person to tend her mother by day and night alike, for be the circumstances of life what they would, her work must go on just the same. With the best intentions in the world she could not be in two places at once yet how was she to afford skilled attendance for her mother. It was a terrible question to answer. At this point the advantages of the alliance which the sick woman had been pressing upon her daughter came prominently into view. During the course of the evening Captain Conway arrived eager and anxious as to his answer, only to be met with the mournful news that Mrs. Hamilton had been seized with a paralytic stroke and was still unconscious. 24 Wedlock His first words were a suggestion. "You will want a nurse." " I shall want some one to look after my mother while I am away at my work," Mary admitted. "For to-night Mrs. Eobinson has kindly promised to stay with me and to- morrow I must find some nice, respectable person " " I will send in a proper nurse at once," said the sailor, speaking in rough but kindly ac- cents. " Skilled nursing is half the battle in such cases as these. I never did believe in makeshift nursing, it's the very the very mischief." He had been going to use another word but changed it out of deference to Mary with a very perceptible effort over the substi- tution. " I can't let you," began Mary, at which he put up his hand imperatively. "Now, Miss Mary, none of that, if you Done in a Moment 25 please. I'm your friend, and friends are al- lowed to make themselves useful to one an- other in times of trouble all the world over. I'll take it all on myself and will account to your mother for the liberty I'm taking when she's well enough to discuss such things. So now I'll be off and will send in a suitable nurse at once. Good-bye God bless you, my dear." He roughly pressed her hand and was gone in a moment, leaving her standing looking desolately after him. She shuddered as she thought of him as her possible, nay probable husband, he was so bluff and burly and griz- zled, so loud of voice, so red of face, so dom- inant ; he jarred upon every fibre of her being. But it was useless to fight longer against fate, even in the person of a man who was utterly and entirely distasteful to her. She had strug- gled with all her might against the sacrifice of 26 Wedlock her soul's best instincts but to no purpose, the threads were drawing closer and closer around her and if her mother recovered and still de- manded the complete sacrifice of herself against which she had so passionately fought, she had given her word and must carry it through to the very end. Before a couple of hours had gone by a white-capped nurse in dainty uniform had ar- rived at the little house and had installed her- self in charge of the case, and when Mary got home from her work the following afternoon, Mrs. Hamilton had recovered her senses again and was pronounced to be vastly improved. Her first mumbled words were as a death- knell to Mary's heart " You promised," she said, thickly. " Yes, yes, I have not forgotten," Mary said, hurriedly. " Don't think of that, dear ; only get well and I will do anything you like." Done in a Moment 27 The sick woman gave a murmur of satisfac- tion and closed her eyes again. Mary turned away and went to the window, where she stood looking out trying to keep herself under control. Her face was white and set, her hands shaking and cold. So her mother had not forgotten, the sacrifice would have to be made and she must at no distant time sell her- self into a slavery which would be a living horror. And this was the end of all her toil, of all her ambitions, of all her brilliant hopes and vivid dreamings ! Small wonder that her heart seemed as if it had turned to water within her, that her soul seemed numb and dead as if she had lost herself in a deep and treacherous morass from which she could never be extricated, try and struggle as she would. I need not dwell upon this part of Mary Hamilton's story. The hot and dusty summer 28 Wedlock days dragged drearily by, each one that slipped into the tale that is fast bringing the inevitable nearer and nearer. Mrs. Hamilton slowly improved in health, Mary went to and fro to her work, the white-capped nurse remained in attendance and Captain Conway hovered around the little household like a good angel, an angel with a red weather-beaten face and with a very large circumference. The end came all too soon. He spoke to her one evening, told her his hopes and fears ; a great many hopes it must be owned, and a very few fears it must be confessed. And Mary told him honestly that she had never thought of him before her mother's illness as a possible husband, told him that she had never thought of marrying him or any one else, thanked him with tears in her grey eyes for his goodness to her mother and promised that if he would not expect too much of her, Done in a Moment 29 she would do her best to be a good and faith- ful wife to him. Captain Con way's answer was characteristic of the man. He told her with all the assur- ance and confidence of an Adonis of twenty years his junior that he was perfectly satisfied with her promises, that he would teach her to love him when once she was really his own. Mary shuddered but allowed the remark to pass in silence and, if the whole truth be told, let an inward prayer escape her heart that some thunderbolt might fall and strike her before that terrible day dawned. Such prayers, however, are mostly futile. Mary's wedding-day dawned all too soon and the warning "be not afraid with any amazement" rang out over the heads of an ashen-pale bride, who had steadfastly and resolutely refused to allow herself to be decked in bridal attire, a rather nervous and 30 Wedlock rubicund bridegroom, who dropped the ring and mumbled his vows defiantly after the officiating minister, a mahogany-faced grooms- man and a frail, elderly lady in a mauve silk who leaned upon the arm of a tall young woman in nurse's uniform. So the sacrifice was completed! To Mary Hamilton, Mary Conway by then, it passed like a hideous dream, only there was no awak- ening. "My darling child," cried her mother, en- thusiastically. " I am so happy My dear children." " I am glad, mother," Mary whispered back and wondered the while if God would ever for- give her for the false vows she had plighted, the outrage she had done to herself, for being the living lie that she Avas. And then began a life which was an hourly, daily torture and martyrdom. The husband Done in a Moment 31 was quick to see that he had made the gravest of all mistakes, that he had bought the casket but could not possess himself of the jewel within, to realize that his wife was his, but that her heart was miles and miles away and would never be his, even though he were to live for a thousand years. He was quick to learn that he would never be the master to teach this particular pupil to conjugate the verb to love and the knowledge coming upon his passionate love and admiration for her, was as oil poured upon a fierce flame. How can I describe those few weeks which passed between the marriage and Captain Conway's first departure on a voyage to the other side of the world ? They were hideous ! Mary, who had been awakened also, was pos- sessed of only one desire to hide the truth from the mother for whose sake she had sold herself, to hide from her the knowledge which 32 Wedlock had come to her all too surely, that the genial, bluff, jovial sailor, with his frank, hearty ways and his open-handed generosity, was in reality of a coarse and calculating nature, which had taken count of every farthing that he had ex- pended and who looked to have payment and interest for every single coin ; to hide from her that his geniality too often meant drink and that his frank bluifness was merely the cover for a vindictive and passionate temper. To hide from her, in short, all that he really and truly was. It was not until within a few days of the time fixed for the sailing of Captain Conway's ship that there was actually any open disa- greement between them and even then the full measure of her humiliation and misery came upon her like a thunderclap. It hap- pened that Captain Conway had been explain- ing to her how she must manage about money Done in a Moment 33 during his absence. "The rent is paid," he said. " And you can draw ten pounds a week which ought to cover the bare expenses. If you fall short at the end of the month when the wages are due Are you listening Mary ? " he broke off in a voice of thunder. "Yes, Edward, of course I am listening," said Mary with a violent start. " Then what do you want to look like that for ? Do you want to make me think you're pining because I am going? Bah! You're enough to sicken a man, you white-faced cat." The girl's first instinct was to start to her feet, her fingers almost without her own will clenched themselves together, her cheeks were as red as peonies until, in her anger at such an insult, they faded to the paleness of death. Then she remembered her mother, the frail, weak, feeble soul who persisted in calling Captain Conway her dear boy, and in attribut- 34 Wedlock ing to him every noble and generous attribute that could by any chance be found in the character of any man, and her instinct was to hide it, to smooth things over, to to go on living the lie as she had begun. " Edward, don't say that," she began, nerv- ously. " You will frighten my mother." " And if I do ! " he cried, roughly. " It's always mother here, mother there. What do I care whether she's frightened or not ? " "You frighten me," Mary gasped, and in truth she was shaking in every limb, shaking like an aspen leaf in a storm. " I'm glad of that. It's a relief to find I can make you feel something. What did you marry me for ? " " You wanted me to marry you," she said, unsteadily. " I wanted you ! I I Yes, and you laid yourself out to please me " Done in a Moment 35 " My God, no 1 " she cried, sharply, forget- ting for a moment her policy of conciliation. And then I don't like to write it I don't like to think of it then there was a blow a fall and dead silence only broken by the deep-drawn, gasping sobs of an outraged and broken-hearted woman. For a moment he said nothing. Then he seemed to pull himself together and he put out his hand to help her. " I didn't mean to do that," he said, shamefacedly. "I ought not to have done it. You drew it on your- self, Mary, but I'm sorry. Kiss me and be friends." She put his hand aside and rose to her feet without aid ; and there they stood facing each other, he flushed and ashamed, she with the mark of his hand upon her face. " You struck me," she said, at last. Her whole face and being were changed. From a 36 Wedlock passive martyr, she had become an accusing spirit. " You struck me ! " The words hissed out like whips cutting through the air. The man shrank a little as he heard. " I forgot myself," he muttered, sullenly. " I admit it. I want to be friends." The girl's grey eyes were fixed upon him and seemed to look into his very soul. " You told me you would teach me to love you," she said, with intense scorn. " Your way is rough and ready. I congratulate you upon your success." "Mary," he burst out. "You never did care you've cheated me " " Care If " she echoed. " You are strong for a man I am not even strong for a girl, for all my life has been passed in sitting at a desk. You may kill me if you like. I dare say you will and I shall not mind, for at least, it will take me out of this ; but at any rate I Done in a Moment 37 will tell you one thing. I have hated myself for not caring. I have never ceased to re- proach myself for having loathed you. Now, with all my heart, I thank God for it." CHAPTER III HER LAST WORD WHEN Mary Con way uttered those scathing words " I have never ceased to reproach my- self for having loathed you. Now, with all my heart, I thank God for it," they were fol- lowed by a long, dead silence. She, slight and frail and ashen-white, stood boldly fronting him, her eyes filled with intensest scorn and showing no shred of the fear with which her heart was quaking, he, divided between rage and astonishment just touched with shame that he should have raised his hand to a woman and that woman his young wife. So they stood until at last he found words with which to speak. " So you loathe me, do you ?" An older or a wiser woman might have 38 Her Last Word 39 given a softer answer than leaped to Mary Con way's lips in reply. "Yes," she said, harshly. "Only loathing is too mild a word." "But you married me you were willing enough to marry me," he said, gnawing at his under lip viciously. " "Willing never ! " she flashed out. " I married you, it is true, with feelings of grati- tude, with a desire to do my best to repay you for the money you had laid out, with a belief that you were kind and good, if not the lover of my heart nor the husband of my imagina- tion. I have learned since that there was no need of gratitude from me to you, that there was no kindness or goodness in the help you gave during my mother's illness, that every day the nurse remained, every drop of wine my mother drank, every strawberry she ate were all entered into an account which I was 40 Wedlock to pay one day with nay very heart's blood. Well, you have had your pound of flesh, you have bought your wife, and the bargain is complete, the debt all paid. To-day you have broken every bond, every link, every chain be- tween us. I bear your name, that's all." " Is that your last word, Mary ? " " Yes my last word. No, I am not afraid of you. My poor little frail body is afraid, horribly, desperately afraid of you but my heart and my soul and all that's best of me never never never." " You'll be glad when I'm gone ? " "Thankful." " You'll never remember anything of what I did for you ? " " I shall always remember you as the man who struck me." " You'd like to be free of me ? " She drew a deep breath more significant Her Last Word 41 than words. He laughed aloud, a laugh void of merriment, such as one might hear from the friends in hell. " You'd like me to provide for you perhaps ? To make you a suitable allowance and clear out myself, eh ? To leave you and your old mother " "Leave my mother out of it," she cried, fiercely. " Oh, I've no wish to say anything against her," he retorted. "To do her full justice, she's always been appreciative enough of me, a thundering deal more so than you have. Still she's there. She's got to be reckoned with, to be provided for, and you'd like to see her end her days in comfort." " I was satisfied enough with my life before you came and made her dissatisfied with the provision that I was able to make for her. You took away my living it is but right that 42 Wedlock you should provide for both. You did noth- ing with your eyes shut." "Nor you. Well I do provide for you both I shall continue to do so. But there's a side to my part of the bargain. I didn't look to provide for a wife, to say nothing of her mother, and to keep away from her, and I won't do it. You've no witness that I struck you and it wo aldn't sound a likely story any- how. I'll go away to-day instead of Monday, for I'm sore and angry and not master of my- self and neither are you. But I shall come back again. I shall come home again and you'll receive me as if nothing had happened between us. I'm sorry I forgot myself just now and for that reason, I'll give you till I come home again to pull yourself together in and after that, we will begin again as if noth- ing had happened." " I shall never begin again as if nothing had Her Last Word 43 happened," she exclaimed, passionately. " How could I ? You struck me. So long as you were only old and rough and and distaste- ful to me, I endured you. But you have gone beyond " " You took me for better or worse," he in- terrupted. " I know it ; but I did not bargain for its being all for worse." " "We'll see about that," he said with a sneer. "It's easy work talking of what one will or one won't do. You've left yourself in a cleft stick, my fine little lady wife, and I think when you come to facing the world from the very bottom of the ladder, with your invalid mother who has got used to a comfortable way of living, you'll find it harder than you think for. It's one thing to talk large about break- ing loose and it's another thing to do it with your handicap tied round your neck. Any 44 Wedlock way, that's my last word. I've made up my mind. It's a case of my will giving way to yours, or yours breaking down to mine. I don't intend if there's any breaking down that it shall be on my side." He did not give her time to reply but went out of the room with a great bustle and the next moment she heard him giving directions to the servants about his baggage. A few minutes afterward she heard him go out of the house, and then came the sound of her mother's voice calling to her. " Mary, Mary, where are you ? " " Here, mother. Do you want anything ? " She ran down into the bright little entrance- hall to find her mother, who still dragged one leg a little, holding on to the door-post of the drawing-room. " My poor child, my poor darling child, what terrible news," she exclaimed. She was Her Last Word 45 smartly and daintily dressed and looked very pretty as she stood there. " What terrible news ? " asked Mary. For a moment her heart stood still, for she thought that her husband had blurted out all the truth in his anger. "What news?" echoed Mrs. Hamilton. " Why, that dear Edward has had a telegram which will take him away from us to-day in- stead of next week. Try to bear up, my poor darling." " Yes, I will try, mother," said Mary, feel- ing almost ready to let herself go off into wild shrieks of hysterical laughter at the irony of the situation. "In the first flush of your married happi- ness, too," Mrs. Hamilton said, mournfully, as she dragged slowly back again to her seat by the window. " Of course duty is duty, as I said to the dear fellow." 46 Wedlock "And what did he say to that?" Mary asked the question involuntarily. " Oh, he is always so full of his quaint, bluff humor," replied Mrs. Hamilton, smiling ten- derly at the recollection. " ' It's no use keep- ing a mill to turn, mother,' he said in his hearty way ' unless one finds grist to put in it.' Dear fellow." Mary sat down at the other side of the win- dow and got out her embroidery from the smart workbasket. Mrs. Hamilton looked at her with astonished eyes, first at her and then at the bit of dainty work in her hands. " Are you not going to help Mouncey ? " she asked. It was a point of honor with Mrs. Hamilton that Mary's maids should be called by their surnames, although both of them de- tested the custom. "No, mother Mouncey has all instructions from Edward." Her Last Word 47 For a moment Mrs. Hamilton kept silence, but at last she burst out impulsively. " You are very strange, Mary," she cried. "When your poor father was going away, I always arranged every little detail for him with my own hands but you sit there as coldly as if you had been married twenty years instead of this being your first parting with your hus- band, little more than a bridegroom." It must be owned that the girl felt a thrill of disgust go through her at her mother's words. A wild prayer half formed itself in her heart that this first parting might be the last and an alluring picture of a quiet grave with the inscription " Mary Conway, aged 23 " on the headstone, slipped sweetly through her mind. She even smiled, heart-sick as she was, as she answered her mother's plaintive and wondering words. " Ah, but you see it was different with you, 48 Wedlock mother, you married for love. Edward doesn't keep me to pack his things for him. Mouncey will do it better than I." " It is most strange," said Mrs. Hamilton, " but, of course, we express our feelings so dif- ferently. You are so like your poor father, and not in the least like me. He was always so quiet and reserved just as you are." " One cannot help one's nature," said Mary, trying to speak with indifference. " And, of course, we have known all along that Edward would have to be away a good deal ; a few days more or less makes little difference." " Ah I well, it is all for the best that you do take things like that," said Mrs. Hamilton, dis- tinct reproach in her tones. " I should never have done for a sailor's wife I should have broken my heart every time he went away." " God tempers the wind to the shorn lamb," said Mary. Her Last Word 49 She felt that the remark was flippant, even unfeeling, and yet the effort which she was putting upon herself was so great that it was only by the most severe determination that she was able to keep herself calm. The thrill of compunction was, however, thrown away, for Mrs. Hamilton's shallow mind was not capable of taking in two ideas at the same time. " Ah, yes, truer words were never spoken," she remarked. "I often wonder what I should have done if Providence had not sent dear Edward our way. I shudder to think what my life would have been, ill and alone all day, in that miserable little house, in that dreary, sordid neighborhood." " I should have made other arrangements. I should have done my best," said Mary, a lit- tle indignantly. "Yes, darling child, I know you would," 50 Wedlock Mrs. Hamilton returned, in an indulgent tone, as one might speak to a feeble person who had tried to stem the river of life and had failed utterly. "But mercifully and truly the ways of Providence are wonderful, I feel it more and more every day that I live mercifully God did think fit to temper the wind to the shorn lamb or the shorn sheep as one might say in my case. Mary, what have you done to your face ? " She asked the last question in a totally different voice Mrs. Hamilton was always two people at one and the same time, the artificial fine lady who was given to preaching little sermonettes all in platitudes, and the shallow, self-centred person with a keen eye to the main chance of num- ber one. Mary started at the direct question. She was accustomed to hearing her mother babble aimlessly on from subject to subject, but a Her Last Word 51 change of tone always called for attention. " My face," she said, slowly ^ putting up her hand to the red mark " oh it got knocked." For half a word she would have burst out with the whole story, but in Ler sudden upward glance she had noted Mrs. Hamilton's serene, well-satisfied expression, the look of care and attention which pervaded her whole person, her smart gown, her dainty little coquettish cap. All these things meant money, all these little details were as the breath of life to the shallow and narrow soul who had never before known what it was to revel in a fairly good income. As the conviction came home to her, Mary's heart failed or her better nature pre- vailed, so that she kept the truth to herself. " it got knocked," she said, evasively, and Mrs. Hamilton was satisfied. She went into a long dissertation of how she once had run against a closet door in the dark and of 52 Wedlock how "your poor father" said that her face looked exactly as if some one had struck her ; and in the midst of this Mary suddenly re- membered something that would carry her up- stairs, and once in the shelter of her own room, she fought with her pain and misery, ay, as desperately as any martyr fought with beasts of old in the amphitheatre of cruel Home. It was hard work, hard work, this martyrdom of hers, a voluntary sacrifice for a mother in- capable of appreciating a nature finer than her own ; it was nobility thrown away, con- sideration for one who never considered any one but herself. Some glimmering and it was only a glimmering, for our knowledge of natures with which we have grown up, comes but slowly and tremblingly came to her when she had calmed herself and forced her- self to go down again to the pretty drawing- room which was part of her prison. Her Last Word 53 "Frozen, poor darling," she heard her mother say "quite frozen. Be very tender with her, dear boy, she has a highly sensitive nature and feels things terribly. Those who can sob and cry, get off very easily in this life, my dear Edward but it is the quiet, un- demonstrative ones who feel. My poor darl- ing, my heart aches for her." CHAPTER IT PAETED THE actual parting between Captain Conway and Mary was got over more easily than she had hoped. She had been afraid that Mrs. Hamilton would be present to the last moment and that she would inevitably discover at least something of the true state of affairs between them. Fortunately, however, Mrs. Hamilton was dominated by a keen desire to spare herself any needless excitement, so that she ensconced herself in her favorite chair in the drawing-room window and bade farewell to her son-in-law in that place. "Go to the gate to see the last of the master," she said to the two servants. " Mrs. Conway is feeling the parting terribly and it 64 Parted 55 will be less hard for her if she has no one to look on." The two girls were not a little sceptical as to the depth of their young mistress' woe, but they fell in with cheerful obedience to the wishes of " Missis's mother " and went off to the front gate leaving the husband and wife to part without on-lookers. What actually took place was this. Captain Conway went in to the drawing-room to say good-bye to Mrs. Hamilton, enduring her tears and clinging embraces like a true Briton. " I'll take care of her, dear boy," she whispered, brokenly. " My poor, poor child." "Good-bye, mother," he said, briefly. "I haven't a minute to spare. Good-bye. Take care of yourself," and then he went out of the room closing the door behind him. ""Well, good-bye, Mary," he said, holding out his hand to his wife. 56 Wedlock " Good-bye," said Mary, without looking at him. " You haven't changed your mind yet ? " he asked. " Not in the least." For a moment he said nothing. " You little devil," he hissed at last between his teeth " you're prettier and more fetching than ever." He caught hold of her and held her closely to him. " Do you think you are going to keep me at arm's length forever ? Not a bit of it. I love you ten thousand times more for being such a little devil as you are. All the other women I've ever known are as tame as new milk compared to you. There's no mistake about your being like strong drink to a man. You'll kiss me before I go ? " " Not I ! " " No ! Well, I'll wait for that. Meantime you're here, my lady-bird, and I'll have a Parted 57 few kisses to remember you by before we part." "No no." " Yes yes," he persisted, and being like a frail reed in the hands of a giant, she could not prevent him from covering her face with kisses. He set her free as suddenly as he had caught her and turning went out of the house and away down the garden-path without once again looking at her. Mary, as soon as she was free, fled to her own room and locked herself into that sanctuary. Her first act was to run to the dressing-glass and to look at her- self, and somehow the sight of her scarlet face and blazing eyes but served to fan the fierce flame of bitter resentment which was burning so passionately in her heart. " How dared he, how dared he ? " she burst out. " Does he think I am a toy to be flung down one minute 58 Wedlock and played with the next? Oh, how dared he?" She was quivering with rage but there was no suspicion of tears about her eyes; out- raged pride, anger, womanly fury possessed her, but grief had no place in that tumult of emotions. She felt more deeply insulted than if some strange man had seized her in the street and had deliberately kissed her without so much as a with your leave or a by your leave. Such a proceeding her thoughts might have put down to a dozen motives, admiration, daring, or a wager ; but to think that the man who only that morning had raised his hand and struck her to the floor, to think that he had dared to force his loathsome kisses upon her and in sight of her absolute refusal, it was horrible it was an outrage, no more, no less. She was still raging when the bell rang in Parted 59 the hall and after a minute or so Mouncey came up and told her that tea was served in the drawing-room. With the best intentions in the world, and believing thoroughly in a cup of tea as a universal panacea for every woe, Mrs. Hamilton had ordered the small repast to be served a full half-hour earlier than usual, and when Mary, still flushed and full of ire, came down, she entered into a voluble explanation of her reasons for so doing. "Come, my darling, a cup of tea will do you all the good in the world. I suggested to Mouncey that she should let us have it at once. There are little hot buns, dear child. Come, try to eat some, for fretting will not bring our dear boy home one day earlier." A reply rose to the tip of Mary's tongue, one which would have relieved her mother's mind forever as to the likelihood of her fret- 60 Wedlock ting; she choked it back, however, and sat down before the tea-table. Mrs. Hamilton looked at her furtively. "Evidently she is bottling it all up, poor darling ; there's not a sign of a tear. Such an intense yet reserved nature. My poor, poor girl ! " and then Mrs. Hamilton helped herself to a little hot bun with a virtuous air as one who is conscious of having done her whole duty in every relation of life. From that moment the household went on with the regularity of clockwork and in all respects as if no absent master was in exist- ence. Mrs. Hamilton assiduously studied the daily papers for news of the Arikkama, and she babbled from time to time of " our dear boy." After several days she, however, gave up even that much and as Mary did not di- vulge the contents of several letters which she received from her husband, Mrs. Hamilton Parted 61 was positively afraid to question her on the subject but contented herself with seeing that extra good things were provided for Mary's meals. " Yes see that there are little buns, Moun- cey," she said each morning. " And tell Fos- ter to make them very hot and with plenty of butter. What would Mrs. Con way like for a sweet ? "Well, let me see, she used to love a trifle with almonds, ratafias and strawberry jam. You might tell Foster to make a nice little dish of trifle and perhaps mushrooms on toast for afterward. "We must take care to keep Mrs. Conway's strength up. She is feel- ing the parting terribly." "Which" commented Julia Mouncey as she repeated the conversation to the neat cook in the kitchen " which between you and me, Alice, I'm more than doubtful about. It's my opinion that missis married master out of con- 62 Wedlock sideration for her ma. 'Tain't likely a grizzled, gruff, unreasonable beast such as 'im's going to break any young girl's 'eart when he goes away." " I shouldn't wonder but what you're right, Julia," returned Foster, wisely. Meantime in Mary's mind only a huge sense of relief from an obnoxious presence dominated every other feeling. She heard her mother's remarks about " our dear boy " it is true, but she simply endured them as so much babble which it would be useless to answer. Her one idea was to think out some plan by which she could be rendered free of her husband's purse at the end of the time of his absence. She had fully made up her mind that she would never under any circumstances live with him again. She told herself that it was no part of a wife's duties to live with a man who had used per- sonal violence toward her ; she went over the Parted 63 situation many times in her own mind, and she had deliberately come to the conclusion that in striking her to the ground, Captain Conway had forfeited all further right to her consider- ation. " I knew," her thoughts ran, " that he was elderly, or at least of advanced middle age, that he was rough and plain in ways and manners, but I did not know that he was a brute, an un- mitigated brute. If I had known it, even for my mother's sake I could not and would not have married him. Now I feel I am perfectly justified in carving out the rest of my own life independently of him." But though it is an easy thing to say that one will carve out a life for oneself, it is an- other thing to do it. It is one thing to declare for independence ; it is another thing to free oneself from a dependent position. And when Mary Conway came to weigh herself in the 64 Wedlock balance against fate, she found that she was not able to press down her side of the scales so much as a jot. Her own career in which she had been do- ing so well at the time of her marriage was ir- revocably closed to her, even had she been willing to begin again at the lowest rung of the ladder, and no other one seemed to be open to her. She thought of many ways of earning a living, but the very first question which common sense put to her always brought her up sharp like a bird tied by the leg which, when it would flutter away, is brought up sharply to a standstill by the string that ties it. The question was "What do you know about it ? " the answer was always the same and replied with uncomprising curtness "Nothing I " She gave more than a thought to going on the stage always a woman's first instinct in Parted 65 times of stress ; but when she heard of there being eleven hundred names on the books of one theatre and fifteen hundred on the promise- list of another, she was discouraged from any hopes of success in that direction. She thought of trying literature and she did write a little story which she smiled and cried over and copied out many times and loved dearly. But she sent her bantling out into the hard world and she never saw or heard of it again I She wondered whether she could start a better-class school for small children but again, although she felt herself competent enough to teach, common sense stepped in and asked " How are you going to furnish a house, how are you go- ing to live during the first quarter ? Will your mother ever consent to tear herself away from 4 her dear boy ' and Acacia Yilla ? " And the answer to each was such as showed the utter hopelessness of attempting any such scheme 66 Wedlock as a way out of her present difficulties. The want of experience, the want of capital, the drag that her invalid mother must always be upon her movements, these disadvantages al- ways came home to her when she thought out some fresh scheme for earning a living. " If I had only myself to consider, I could go and be a scullery-maid," she said to herself passionately, forgetting, poor girl, that a school-teacher would be of but little use in kitchen or scullery. So the days went by, peacefully and un- eventfully enough, in perfect content on Mrs. Hamilton's part, in feverish unrest for Mary. And as each one darkened into night, she felt that she was one day nearer to a terrible alter- native, to a meeting with the man who had sworn to protect her against all possible troubles, but who had outraged her woman- hood, and broke down every shred of respect Parted 67 and gratitude which she might, nay would have felt for him. She felt more and more as each morning rose that she was fast approaching the time when she must either submit to the vilest degradation of herself or see her mother thrust out in her feebleness to face a cold world in which there was not so much as the barest provision for her 1 It was a terrible situation, a cruel alternative, yet it was the natural out- come of a marriage entered into without the one great amalgamating alloy love ! But time goes on. Be the need ever so great, there are no Joshuas nowadays to bid the sun stand still in the heavens and so time flits on with noiseless and relentless step. The summer faded, autumn drew on, winter was nigh at hand and Mary Conway had found no resting-place, no coign of vantage, no protec- tion against the humiliation that loomed be- fore her. 68 Wedlock Her last effort was to go round the great dress-shops in the "West End but each one found some fault and would have none of her. One told her that want of experience was an insu- perable objection, another that they never took young ladies into the show-rooms without a handsome premium. A third complained that she was not tall enough, a fourth that she looked delicate, a fifth that she was too shy in manner. So she went home wearied in mind and body alike with one more avenue closed to her, one more hope gone. And when she with a word of explanation upon her lips, opened the drawing-room door, it was to find her mother lying senseless upon the ground, and in her stiffened fingers an evening paper tightly clutched. CHAPTEE Y SHIPWKECK MARY CON WAY forgot in an instant all the weariness and heartsickness which had pos- sessed her when she entered the house. She cast but one glance at the helpless figure lying on the hearth-rug, then ran to the bell and pulled at it hard, an eager peal such as brought the two maidservants running in to see what was amiss. " Mouncey my mother ! How long has she been left ? " Mrs. Conway gasped. Mouncey with a scared face knelt down on the other side of the unconscious woman. " Lor, ma'am," she said, in trembling tones, " it's not ten minutes since I carried tea in. I 69 7 o Wedlock came twice and Mrs. Hamilton said she'd rather wait for you and at last Foster made the buns hot and I brought tea in without saying anything. And Mrs. Hamilton she says, ' Why, Mouncey,' she says, ' you do spoil me.' And I says to her, * Lor, ma'am, misses will be vexed, if you go any longer past your tea-time.' And then she says, 'There's the newsboy. I'd like a paper, Mouncey.' So I went out and got one and I give it to her and why, poor lady, she's never had any tea at all." " "We must get her up to bed at once," said Mary, anxiously. " Can we carry her among us?" "Lor, yes, ma'am," answered Mouncey, promptly "a little bit of a thing like her. Here, Foster, take her feet I'll take her head. No, ma'am, we can do better just the two of us." Shipwreck 7 1 . She was right and Mrs. Hamilton, who was very small and slight, was soon safely laid upon her own bed. " I'd better fetch the doctor, ma'am ? " asked Foster. " Oh, yes, yes, at once. We must get her into bed, Mouncey." " Yes, ma'am, but there's no need to hurry. Poor lady, I'm afraid it will make very little difference to her." " Hush sh ! " cried Mary, fearfully. " Kay, ma'am, she hears nothing. If I was you I would just cover her over with the eider- quilt till the doctor has seen her. Anyway I wouldn't undress her till the fire has burned up. I was just coming up to light it." She covered the old lady with the warm, gay-colored quilt as she spoke and taking, after the manner of housemaids, a box of matches from her pocket set light to the fire, which j2 Wedlock soon burned up cheerfully, casting a bright glow over the pretty room. " I'll fetch you a cup of tea now, ma'am," she remarked, "for I'm sure you need it." The protest which instinctively rose to her lips, died away under a newborn realization of her intense weariness. " I am very, very tired, Mouncey," she said, helplessly. The good-natured girl drew her into a chair by the fire. " Sit here, ma'am, until I bring your tea. You can't do anything for the poor lady and you may want all your strength for later on." She sped away, returning in a very short time with the tea-tray on which was a pot of fresh tea and a covered plate of hot buns which had been on the stove awaiting the mis- tress's return. This she arranged on a little table by the fireside, then poured out the tea Shipwreck 73 and held the inviting little cakes that Mary might take one. In truth Mary was too tired to refuse such ministrations which were doubly welcome just then, and Mouncey fairly stood over her until she had eaten enough to satisfy her sense of what was necessary and right. Then she went downstairs leaving her mistress sitting in the big armchair wondering what the end of it all would be. "Poor mother," her thoughts ran "poor, poor mother. Are you going this time and have I made the sacrifice for nothing ? No, not for nothing, for I shall always be able to say ' The end of her life was peace.' " She rose restlessly from her chair and went to the side of the bed, where she stood look- ing down upon the drawn, grey face already so deathlike in the immobility of unconscious- ness. " I wonder what caused her to have an 74 Wedlock attack ? " Mary said to herself. " She was so bright and well this morning. Could there have been anything in that paper ? Where is it ? What did Mouncey do with it ? " She looked about for it but without success, and then she remembered that possibly it was still in her mother's hand. So it proved to be and Mary was obliged to tear the sheet a little in order to release it from that vice-like grip. A glance was sufficient to tell the cause of Mrs. Hamilton's seizure. As she smoothed the crumpled page, her eye caught the head- ing of the latest telegraphic news " Reported loss of the Ocean Liner, Arikhama, with over three hundred lives." Mary Conway was still staring wildly at the paper when Mouncey came in with the doctor in her wake. "What is it?" she asked, seeing the horror on her young mis- tress's face. Shipwreck 75 " Oh, Mouncey the paper the news my poor mother," was all that Mary could say ere exhausted nature gave way under the strain and she dropped to the ground as dead to all sound and feeling as the poor lady stretched upon the bed. "Dear, dear, dear," said the doctor, "but this is a pretty kettle of fish. Dear, dear, a bad seizure this time. I was afraid it might happen before long. My good girl, is there bad news in that paper ? " "Lor, sir master's ship loss of the Ari- Jchama with three hundred souls. That's mas- ter's ship he's the captain. Oh, my poor missis, my poor, poor missis ! " " Good heavens are you sure ? " "See here, sir oh, it's true enough. Oh, my poor, poor missis." " "Well, help me to get her off the floor in her case it's no more than a simple faint. 76 Wedlock Yes, in that chair undo her gown a few drops of brandy. There, there, my dear lady, you'll be all right now." " What has happened ? " asked Mary, strug- gling up but sinking back again as her head began to swim " Oh, I remember, it doesn't matter about me, doctor, but my mother she is very ill. The shock was too much for her. Do attend to her, please." "If you will lie still, the maid and I will attend to Mrs. Hamilton," said the doctor, soothingly. "Little or nothing to be done," he murmured to Mouncey, as they turned to the bed. " She is not likely to live the night out. She must be got into bed, of course. What strength have you ? " " Oh, I'm very strong, sir," replied Mouncey, in a matter-of-fact tone. "No, no, I meant how many of you are there?" Shipwreck 77 " Me and cook, sir." " What is she like ? n " As strong and sensible a young woman as you could wish to see in a day's march, sir," replied Mouncey, promptly. " And'll do any- thing in the world for the missis." "That's good. If Mrs. Hamilton lingers there must be a nurse got in, of course ; but for to-night there will be little or nothing to do, only she must not be left. I'll help you to get her into bed." " "We can manage, sir." " It is not so easy as you think. Besides I'd like to see her safely into bed before I leave." The desired end was soon accomplished, un- der the skilled hands of the doctor and the willing ones of Mouncey. Then the doctor wrote down a few simple instructions and left, promising to look in again the last thing. " Mrs. Con way," he said, gently, to Mary, 78 Wedlock " I must beg of you to try to eat your dinner. You have had a great double-shock and you will need all your reserve of strength. I have given your maid all instructions there is little, almost nothing to be done while your mother continues in this state." He went away then and Mary sat down again in the big chair. The cook was busy with the dinner and Mouncey, after clearing up some imaginary litter, disappeared with the tray, promising to come back in a few min- utes. So she was left alone with her dying mother and the knowledge of her own widow- hood, left alone to face the fact that she was practically free, that all the horror and wretchedness which had but a few hours be- fore lain directly facing her, had suddenly been removed. The tears gushed out from her sad eyes as she realized how this had come about, but although she wept, the sense of re- Shipwreck 79 lief was there, involuntary, yet very, very strong. It was a wretched night which followed. Mary honestly tried to eat the dainty little dinner which Foster served to her while Mouncey mounted guard in the sick-chamber, but all the time the sound of rushing waters was in her ears and the vision of drowned faces before her eyes, and she turned loathingly from the lonely meal which would have been thoroughly enjoyed by the the poor soul up- stairs fast drifting into eternity. The pretense of dinner over she crept back again to the sick-room, sending the two maids down to supper and staying alone to keep the watch by the dying beloved for whom she had worked so hard and suffered so much, to watch the outward passage of that frail and feeble little bark which would leave her tossing to 80 Wedlock and fro upon the ocean of life with none to counsel or guide. It was a terrible night and it was followed by a still more terrible day. Mary received from the owners of the great ship full con- firmation of the news which the newspaper had taken to them in the first instance. There was not the smallest doubt that the large vessel was gone, that she was many fathoms under water. There was little or no doubt that Captain Conway had gone down with her and so far as was known only five persons of all her goodly company had lived to tell the tale of her disastrous end. Two of these were passengers, two were ordinary sailors, the fifth was the ship's purser ; all the rest of the three hundred souls who had sailed aboard of her had found a watery grave and would be seen no more. All through the long hours of watching and Shipwreck 8l suspense did Mary Conway try to battle down the overwhelming sense of relief which had taken possession of her. She cared not, did not feel the very smallest grief for the husband who had forgotten his manhood and her Avomanhood alike, but she hated herself for not feeling it. Her heart was torn in twain one half was singing a pa3an of thankfulness for deliverance, the other was bursting with a sense of her own impotence and helplessness to avert the sword then hanging above the head of her sick mother as the sword of Dam- ocles hung suspended by a single hair. She was glad in her heart that her care and anxiety for her mother would naturally ac- count for the absence of any exhibition of great or noisy grief for her husband. The doctor spoke of the loss of the AriMama once or twice, and Mouncey brought her the latest details that were published in the papers, but 82 Wedlock Mrs. Hamilton was during those first few days the object of paramount interest. Captain Conway was gone ! All the love or loathing in the world could not affect him any more, for him all was over, he had already passed among the things that have been and shall be no more. But Mrs. Hamilton was still alive, still needed the most minute care and the closest attention. She was in spite of that ter- rible tragedy of the sea, the most important person of that small household. In health she did not improve. At times faint flashes of understanding came back but they were only feeble and flickering efforts of the clouded brain to reestablish its mastery of what was going on around her. If she knew any one definitely it was Mary, but of that, even, they were none of them very certain. The nurse who was in charge said positively that Mrs. Hamilton knew no one. Mouncey Shipwreck 83 on the other hand insisted that she had seen the poor lady's eyes follow the mistress as she moved away from the bed. This, however, was a question which no one could decide pos- itively but in discussing it,, the on-lookers, although it is proverbial that on-lookers see most of the game, never realized that in anxiety for her mother, Mrs. Conway suffered no grief for her husband. On the fourth day after the coming of the news, Mary received a visit from two gentle- men. One was the managing-director of the company to which the AriJchama had belonged, the other was by him introduced as the lawyer to the company. "You are perhaps," said Mr. Lawson, the managing-director, " not aware, Mrs. Conway, that your husband made a will three days before the Arikhama sailed from London." " I did not know it," said Mary. 84 Wedlock "Such, however, was the case," he said, suavely, " and, moreover, his last instructions were that should anything happen during either of these voyages, Mr. Mannington" indicating his companion by a gesture " should at once seek you out and make you acquainted with as little delay as possible with his last wishes with regard to the property he had to leave." CHAPTER VI THE HAND OP THE DEAD MR. LAWSON ceased speaking and fixed his attention upon his companion. Mary also turned her clear eyes upon the lawyer and awaited what he might say next. To say the least of it his remark was unexpected. "I may say at once that I did not make this will of Captain Conway's," he said, in polite and strictly professional accents. "It was made by some person unknown to me and handed to me by Captain Conway sealed as you see it with instructions that should necessity arise I should at once seek you out, break the seals in your presence and make you acquainted with the contents." " I am quite at your service," said Mary, tremulously. 85 86 Wedlock The lawyer at once broke the seals and drew from the long, tough envelope a folded paper. Mary sat with hands quietly clasped in her lap waiting. Mr. Mannington cast his eye over the writing, frowned, bit his lip, glanced at the girl- widow apprehensively and then coughed nervously. "You have no idea I should say I mean " he stammered. Mary looked up. " Will you read it ? " she suggested. " I have no idea what is in it but I shall be surprised at nothing. Captain Con- way had strange ideas on some subjects." "Very strange," murmured Mr. Lawson, who gathered from the lawyer's manner that the will contained nothing of pleasant import to the lady. " I will read it," said the lawyer then coughed again and began. " I, Edward Con- way, Captain of the & S. Artichama, being of The Hand of the Dead 87 sound mind on this the eleventh day of July 18 declare this to be my last will and testa- ment. All and any property of which I die possessed, I give and bequeath to my nephew, Howard Conway, to be absolutely and entirely at his own disposal (Signed) "EowAKD CONWAY. " In the presence of " Henry Challerton, "John Walker." For a few moments the widow and the ship- owner were too much surprised to speak. Of the three Mary was the most composed Mr. Lawson was, however, the first to break the silence. " You were perhaps otherwise provided for, Mrs. Conway ? " he said, gently. Mary shook her head. " No, I am entirely unprovided for," she replied. 88 Wedlock "But but such a will is preposterous. Mannington, is there no possibility of upset- ting it ? " " Wills have been upset, of course, and will be again," said the lawyer, guardedly. " In this case, however, such a course would be costly and uncertain. Mrs. Conway Avas living with her husband up to the time of his leaving home, she is living under his roof now it would be difficult to prove that the nephew had possessed or exercised any undue influence or that the testator was not of sound mind at the time of making the will. You for instance could not come forward to throw any doubts upon his sanity from your own ob- servation, for the jury and the public would alike ask what were you about to send out a vessel like the Arikhama in charge of a per- son whom you believed to be more or less of a lunatic." The Hand of the Dead 89 " You could not say it," put in Mary, rising to her feet. " Nor should I wish it. Gentle- men, you need not trouble about me I dare say Mr. Howard Conway will not turn me out of this house while my mother is so ill or until she is gone where there is no need of any refuge." "I will communicate with him at once," said Mr. Mannington. " It is not at all likely, especially as he inherits everything which must be a great and unexpected thing for him," he added. " Then I need not detain you any longer," said Mary, holding out her hand. Mr. Lawson possessed himself of it. " For- give me, my dear young lady," he said, kindly, "but have you means for the moment? If you have illness in the house and you spoke of your mother " " My mother is very ill, very, very ill," said go Wedlock Mary. " She was an invalid when I married, but the news of Captain Conway's death came upon her without warning and brought on an- other stroke, a very serious one. "We have not much hope of her." Her voice dropped away to what was little more than a whisper. Mr. Lawson kept hold of her hand and murmured consoling little phrases ; Mary, however, was quite dry-eyed, her grief and despair were too deep for ordi- nary ways of sorrow. " You must let me see you through this," he said at last. "Your husband was in the service of my company for many years and you must not hesitate to take from me what is necessary to tide you over this unlooked-for time. Have you formed any idea or plans yet? But no of course you have not. Who was to expect that such a will would be left behind ? " Mary looked up at him with her wonderful The Hand of the Dead 91 clear eyes. "I earned my living for years before I was married," she said, simply. " And I shall be able to earn it again. Just now, of course, I am all out of reckoning and can set about nothing. You are very kind, Mr. Lawson but I have some money left." " I will supplement it," he said, hurriedly, and tore himself away unable longer to bear the dumb pain of her eyes and mouth. At last she was left alone, alone to think over the end to which her fine marriage had brought her, to think that here she was in a house which she had thought her own, but which had been left away from her to one whom her husband had always professed to hate fiercely, penniless except for the few pounds which she happened to have drawn out of the bank before the news of the foun- dering of the Arilchama had reached them. 92 Wedlock Well, she had wished, longed, prayed to be free, and her wishes, longings and prayers had been heard and answered. She was free, she was a white slave no longer, she would never again realize with a thrill of shuddering hor- ror that she had sold herself into bondage, into the worst and most hateful kind of bond- age, that she had sold not only herself, her body, but to all intents and purposes her very soul. Well, it was all over now. She was herself again, accountable to no one for her actions, she was free of that unbearable chain, of that hated union. The worldly dross for which she had sacrificed herself had fallen away like the links of the chain of fate and she would have to begin at the lowest rung of the ladder again. Still she would be content. Every crust of bread that she earned would be her own, and sweet would be the taste thereof it would be The Hand of the Dead 93 better, far better to sweep a crossing and to live contentedly on the pence earned by sweep- ing it well, than to live in luxury earned by the loss of all her womanly self-respect. There came to her mind more times than once a verse out of the Great Book " Better a din- ner of herbs where love is than a stalled ox and hatred therewith." How true, how true, and yet the poor soul above struggling with the rapids of life and death had never seen the beauty of the dinner of herbs, she had longed to be as the stalled ox, believing that the smoothest pathways must always be the most pleasant and the best for us. Well, she had enjoyed her brief spell of the stalled ox to the full and it was prob- able that she would slip away over the great barrier without ever knowing that there had been hatred at all. And if that should be so, Mary Conway felt that she would be able to 94 Wedlock face all the rest of her life fearlessly and with a thankful spirit. Late in the evening a messenger arrived bringing a letter by hand from Mr. Lawson. It read : "DEAR MRS. CONWAY. I do not ask, I do not seek to know the reason that your husband left so strange and almost inhuman a will behind him ; it is enough for me that you are a woman, alone, young and in trouble. Will you accept the enclosed as a gift from one who knew your husband for many years and who liked and respected him ? I beg you to accept it as kindly as it is offered to you. " Sincerely yours, " HENRY LAWSON." Enclosed with this letter was a check for a hundred pounds. It would be hard to describe Mary's feelings that night. The kindness, the distant dignity of the few words impressed her deeply. She The Hand of the Dead 95 never thought of refusing the kindly gift, so welcome to save her from unheard-of horrors, she only longed fiercely and passionately that she might, nay could, would go and tell this man everything, tell him the whole story of her marriage and the cause pure and simple why Captain Conway had left a cruel and wholly unjust will behind him, a sinister blow to strike her in a vulnerable part, and from which she had no chance of defending herself. She went to her bed that night with a fixed intention of going in the morning to seek out Mr. Lawson and to tell him everything, with a determination that she would justify herself in his eyes. But morning brought different feelings ; in the early dawn a change for the worse came over Mrs. Hamilton and the nurse called Mary from her bed believing that the end was nigh at hand. And as she stood by the side of that 96 Wedlock poor, flickering, feeble light so soon to burn out into nothingness so far as concerned this world, a voice came to her telling her to do nothing, to say nothing, the voice of a strange, curious, wise instinct which said "You are free don't fetter your freedom by troubling about the past. With good intentions you did what you thought and believed was for the best. The sacrifice was made, served its purpose and you are released. Do nothing. Accept the kindness of this stranger, take it as it is offered, endure all in silence. At the very worst his suspicion, if he has one, is only a suspicion. No good can come to you by blackening the memory of a dead man. If you speak you will but save your fair fame at the expense of his. If he has been ungenerous to you, so spiteful as to aim a blow at you from his sailor's grave, do not retaliate by striking back at him now. Best, far best to suffer in silence ; wisest, The Hand of the Dead 97 far wisest to cut yourself oif as completely as may be from the mistaken past, to begin life afresh on your own lines and as free as is pos- sible from the influences which have domi- nated you, hurt you, and poisoned your better self heretofore. Mary Con way knew that her instinct was a wise one, that the strange mysterious voice was that of a friend in the best sense of the word. She made up her mind during those few terrible hours of watching that she would follow the advice which had come to her from her inner self, that she would bury the past and begin a new life with the day that she turned her back upon the home of her brief married life, the house which had been in no sense a home to her. And the following day Henry Lawson re- ceived this note : " I thank you with all my heart for your 98 Wedlock kind and generous gift. It will be my salva- tion and will enable me to start myself afresh. I am quite alone in the world now. My mother died at five o'clock this afternoon. " Yours, with deep gratitude, " MARY CONWAY." CHAPTEE VII LIFE ON NEW LINES As soon as she could be quietly and decently laid away Mrs. Hamilton was carried out of the pretty villa in which she had enjoyed her brief spell of prosperity, and then Mary made her preparations for turning her back upon her old life forever. She was not obliged to leave the house with undue haste, for Howard Conway wrote to her as soon as he heard the news of his inher- itance, telling her that the house was quite at her disposal for a few weeks, until indeed she had time to make her arrangements. Mary, however, replied that if Mr. Conway would send some one to take possession at eleven o'clock on the following Monday morning she 99 1 oo Wedlock would be ready and that she would prefer to give up possession, as she would be leaving the house then. Greatly to her relief Howard Conway did not think it necessary to appear himself but sent a young solicitor who treated the outgo- ing widow with a curious mixture of condo- lence and admiration such as would have made a woman who knew the world better, exceed- ingly angry. Upon Mary, however, this man- ner had no effect. She had just passed through the great tragedy of her life, she was face to face with a great question " how to live in the future " and a flippant young man with rather bad manners had no more effect upon her than she might have felt from a gnat humming to and fro in the air. She took nothing with her excepting such things as had been absolutely her own, bought with her own money, earned by her own labor. Life on New Lines 101 Howard Conway's friend was astonished to find all the little woman's treasures which she left lying about. " But surely these are your own personal be- longings, Mrs. Conway ? " he exclaimed, in his surprise pointing to various photographs in pretty frames which stood on a little table near the drawing-room window. "JSTo, they were not mine," she replied. " They all belonged to Captain Conway and of course, they go with the house." "But my dear lady," and here he grew quite affectionate in tone " surely, you are interpreting the letter of the will too literally. My friend Howard Conway is the last man in the world to wish to be hard on a woman a young woman his uncle's widow. He will not expect or wish you to leave such purely personal things as these behind." " I prefer it," said Mary. 1O2 Wedlock " Most ladies In your circumstances would have stripped tlie house," he persisted " and would have left nothing but the bare chairs and tables." " Perhaps. But I am not one of those ladies and besides, I wish to take nothing away to remind me of of " "Yes?" "That I once lived here," she said, with a sudden flash of feeling, the first that she had shown. "Oh, well, of course if that is the way the " he had been on the point of saying " the cat jumps," but broke the homely simile off short " if that is how you feel, Mrs. Con- way, it is no use my suggesting anything else." " But it is very kind of you to feel an inter- est in me," said Mary, a smile breaking over her face for the first time. " I shall never for- get it. I thank you." Life on New Lines 103 A few minutes later she had passed out of the house and away from her old life forever. She had made her plans carefully with a view to furthering her resources to the utter- most, she had taken a single room in a respect- able house in Bloomsbury. She was not des- titute, for she had still nearly a hundred pounds to call her own. Mrs. Hamilton's life had been insured for a sum which had almost covered the cost of her illness and burial, and Mary had bought her mourning with a keen eye to economy, in fact she had spent and meant to spend nothing that she could possibly avoid. She knew that if need be she could live for a year on her little store and she knew too that it was a totally different thing to seek a living free and independent as she was, to seeking it while tied and hampered with an invalid mother. But she did not find it an easy thing to Wedlock drop into a pleasant, comfortable position such as she wanted, by no means. For several weeks she tramped to and fro, here and there, always seeking something more or less indefi- nite, a something which she found it difficult to describe-in words. Then she pulled herself up short and began to think the situation out in a different way. And she came to the conclusion that she could not go on in this vague, indefinite way, that she must make up her mind to follow a certain course and she must follow it. The question was what ? She went over all the openings which she had already tried to follow up and she came after much anxious cogitation to the conclusion that there were only left to her now, either of which she might take as her metier and train herself to become proficient in there were nursing and typewriting. She enquired fully into the merits and de- Life on New Lines 105 merits of both. She found that she could not properly qualify for a nurse under a training of at least three years. Even then she would not have got to the top of the tree and it was more than likely that long before three years had gone by she would have broken down, for she was not physically or constitutionally an especially strong person. If all the tales she heard of hospital or infirmary training were true, she felt that a month or six weeks would about show her how fruitless it was for her to attempt a career of which magnificent health and nerve are the very first requisites. So practically the career of a nurse was dis- posed of and put on one side as an impossible one. There only remained then open to her that of a typewriter. The accounts which she gathered of this way of making a living were more hopeful. She would pay ten guineas to be taught the 106 Wedlock trade and six months would see her in a fair way of earning a decent living. She could, until she was proficient, live very cheaply and quietly in her modest little room, and she would have every interest in forcing herself ahead as quickly as possible. There was noth- ing in the manipulation of a delicate and intel- ligent machine (this was the way that a young girl, whose acquaintance she made in a tea- shop, spoke of her typewriter,) which could be in any way revolting to her, or which was in any sense beyond her powers.* " And, of course," said the girl, " if you gD in for shorthand as well, you just double your value from the very start." " Is it difficult ? " Mary asked, rather diffi- dently. " Yes, it is difficult," the girl replied, " kit by no means insurmountable. And the ad- vantages are enormous. Oh, it is a grand life Life on New Lines 107 for a woman. Any woman of average intel- ligence can make a living at it and a woman whose intelligence is above the average can do more than make a living. She can command her own price. Then it is a free life ! I mean in this way. If a woman goes in for nursing, she needs years and years of training and goodness only knows whether she will prove herself a really skilled nurse at the end of it. She needs superhuman strength, endless pa- tience, infinite tact ; and for what ? To earn at best two guineas a week, to be treated a little better than a servant, to be always in a position that is entirely temporary. A typist on the other hand, especially if she is also a stenographer, can easily make a hundred a year, provided that she is really good at her work. She has her fixed hours, her fixed holi- days. She has always her Sundays and her Saturday afternoons. All the tact that is neo io8 Wedlock essary for her is to mind her own business and hold her tongue. She has her evenings to herself and, if she likes, she can get extra work then so as to put by an extra sum to her ordi- nary earnings for her summer holiday. It is a fine life for a woman there is no mistake about that." The result of this chance meeting and con- versation with an utter stranger was that Mary went straight away to a certain school of typewriting and at once entered herself as a pupil for the entire course. And then she set herself to work. She was an apt pupil. Her well-balanced mind, tinged by disappointment and trouble but unruffled by the greater passions of life, quickly grasped the intricacies of the curious dots and dashes which seem so mysterious and confusing to the majority of mortals. She made rapid progress, and before the six Life on New Lines 109 months, which she had allowed herself for her pupilage, had come to an end, she found her- self established in the office of a small firm of brokers at a salary of fifteen shillings a week. It was, of course, but a beginning. Still it was a beginning and Mary had accepted it gladly, both for what it brought her and as an earnest of better things to come. And each evening when she had left the office and had had tea at the nearest X. Y. Z. shop, she went off to the school and worked hard at her short- hand. A few months more saw her in different cir- cumstances, for she left the firm of brokers and engaged herself to a lawyer of large practice who paid her thirty shillings a week and treated her pleasantly into the bargain. After nearly a year in this office her employer sud- denly died and she was thrown out of work. Not that she was destitute by no means. l io Wedlock She had lived carefully, almostly frugally, keeping always in mind the possibility of a rainy day in time to come. She took a week's holiday and spent it at Dovercourt, where she sat by the glorious sea, basking in golden sun- shine and the keen brisk air, revelling in novels and drinking in a full supply of health and strength which would last her for at least a year to come. Among the books she had taken down with her was one which had been lent to her by her one intimate friend, the girl, Lucy Chalmers, who had first given her information about the life and career of a typist. Mary had been three golden days by the sea ere she began to read it it was called "A Lover's Creed of Love." It is almost impossible for me to tell the ef- fect that this story had upon Mary Conway. It was a story of passion passionately written. Life on New Lines ill It was fervid, full of life and stir and color, and it was clean and wholesome in tone withal. It was unmistakably the work of a man rich in imagination who was yet full of common sense and sound judgment. It fasci- nated, enthralled, amazed her. She went to bed and dreamed of it. She read it over again several times during the rest of her week's holiday, leaving the other books unread after the first glance into their, to her, meaningless pages ; during those few days she lived with it. Then she went back to London. She was feeling stronger and more really free just then than she had ever been in all her life before. She was independent, she stood face to face with the world it is true, but it was no longer a world of which she was afraid. She stood firm upon her own feet. She owed not a penny to any man. 112 Wedlock Her first errand was to go to a great shop where typewriters are sold "I wish to put my name down on your books," she said. " As typist ? " " And stenographer." " What is your speed ? " " One hundred and twenty," said Mary, with quiet assurance such as carried conviction with it. " You are used to our machines ? " " Yes I have used no other." " "Well, if you will give me your name and address, I will let you know if anything suit- able offers itself." "Thank you. Mrs. Conway, 201 Welling- ton Street, Bloomsbury." The clerk wrote down the name and address and Mary turned to go. "By the by," he said, " I don't know if you wouldn't be just the Life on New Lines 113 one for a gentleman now on our list. Let me see," turning over the pages of a big book "'Lady not young girl quiet must have speed over a hundred.' You might go and see this gentleman. I'll give you a card. It is Mr. Alan Stacey, the novelist." "The author of 'A Lover's Creed of Love ' ! " cried Mary, breathlessly. CHAPTER YIII ALAN STACEY, THE NOVELIST IT was with a beating heart filled with nervousness and apprehension that Mary Con- way found herself waiting at the door of Alan Stacey, the novelist's house in Fulham. It was evidently a somewhat old house and was enclosed in a high-walled garden. It was at the gate of this garden-door that she waited patiently after giving a humble little pull at the handle of the bell such as she would not have given at the door of a duke. At last she rang again and then her summons attracted attention. She heard footsteps on the other side of the door and then it was flung open and a man in the usual decorous garb of a servant stood to hear what she wanted. 114 Alan Stacey, the Novelist 115* "Does Mr. Alan Stacey live here?" she asked. " Yes, ma'am." " Is he at home ? " " Mr. Stacey is not out, ma'am," the man replied, " but he does not usually see any one at this hour. Mr. Stacey is in his study, ma'am." " Still I think he will see me," said Mary, eagerly, " if you will give him this card." ""Walk this way, ma'am," said the man, taking the card between his finger and thumb in the peculiar manner of a well-trained servant. He led the way down a broad flagged path- way which led to the house. It was covered by a kind of veranda and on either side a charming garden spread until bounded by the old wall. It was a charming garden, rich in ancient, mossy turf and gay with many flow- Ii6 Wedlock ers. All manner of creepers entwined them- selves about the pillars which supported the sheltering roof overhead, and great hydran- geas bloomed at the bases of them. The house was long and low, had long win- dows opening like doors, and a wide veranda running its entire length. This veranda was paved with brilliant colored tiles on which were flung here and there rich-looking rugs. Huge, easy chairs, wicker tables and a ham- mock made a pleasant lounge, and there were flowering plants everywhere. " "Will you take a seat here, ma'am ? " said the man, indicating a large chair. "I will enquire if Mr. Stacey will see you." Mary sat down and he disappeared into the house. She sat drinking in the pleasant scene, doubly pleasant after the arid stretches of Bloomsbury bricks and mortar to which she was accustomed. To her it seemed like a syl- Alan Stacey, the Novelist 117 van retreat far, far away from the rush and turmoil of cities where strife lives. She could hear her first acquaintance the servant speak- ing and a man's tones answering. " All right. I'll come out," said the man's voice. The next moment a tall man in light grey clothing came out by the window. . . . Mary was in Alan Stacey's presence. " Mrs. Con way," he said, looking at the card in his hand and then at her. Mary sprang to her feet. " Yes, I am Mrs. Con way," she said, tremulously. "Messrs. Bloomingby thought that I should suit you." " As a typist ? " " And stenographer," she added, quickly. " Pray sit down," said Alan Stacey, kindly, and himself pulled a chair near enough to talk with ease. " What is your speed as a short- hand writer ? " li8 Wedlock " A hundred and twenty." "Good! You look intelligent which is more to the point. Have you been with any author before ? " " No," answered Mary, " I have been with a solicitor and that, of course, was work need- ing great care and precision." " Ah, yes. And why did you leave him ? " " I did not leave him," she replied ; " unfor- tunately for me he died." " I see. Do you think you would like my kind of work ? " " Yes," said she, promptly. " I am not very easy to work with. I'm as crochetty as most other literary men," Mr. Stacey said. " I have just got rid of a man, an excellent fellow, for no reason than that he sat on the edge of his chair and waited. I would have forgiven him many things but his waiting became oppressive it killed every idea Alan Stacey, the Novelist 119 I had. Before that I had a young lady. She knew Shakespeare by heart, and could quote Xenophon but she would mend my copy as she went on " "Oh, how dared she?" Mary burst out. Mr. Stacey looked at her with a vague sense of amusement. " I assure you Miss well, never mind her name, it is immaterial but Miss Blank we will call her thought very small potatoes of me. I can't write by hand, I've got writer's cramp and I have always a terri- ble lot of work in hand. If I had gone on with Miss Blank, I should have been as dead as a doornail by this time. She could not do my work without ironing it out as she went along, so that every vestige of style and indi- viduality was eliminated completely." Mary gave a little gasp. "But I thought she took down what you dictated," she said, almost breathlessly. 1 2o Wedlock " Yes, but if she saw what she thought was an error she was always kind enough to mend it for me," said Alan Stacey, smiling at the re- membrance. " She knew just a little too much for me she must have been over-educated or something. My last helper had on the con- trary no ideas. He had a notebook and a sharp-pointed lead pencil. When I was in form he was excellent. When I had to get a certain amount of copy turned out by a cer- tain time and I hadn't so much as the ghost of an idea in my head, he used to sit on the edge of a chair waiting till I did get an idea. If he would have read the newspaper, gone to sleep, walked about the garden if he would have yawned even I should not have minded ; but he never did. He once said it was all in the day's work whether he worked or waited. So when I couldn't work, he waited. I had to get rid of him. I found him an excellent Alan Stacey, the Novelist 121 billet and swore I would never have another helper of any kind. Then my hand came in and said ' No, I'm hanged if you shall use me. I'm delicate.' So I sent to Bloomingby's. So now, Mrs. Cosway, you see what kind of man I am to deal with nervous, irritable, almost eccentric." "I am not afraid," said Mary, smiling. This man was wholly delightful to her, sur- rounded by a halo of romance, still young, strong, unconventional and wholly human. "Have you seen any of my work?" he asked. " I have read the ' Lover's Creed ' a dozen times at least," she answered. " Ah ! Then you will to a certain extent understand me. I should need you from ten to five each day well, not on Saturday after- noons, that goes without saying." " I am ready," said Mary. 122 Wedlock " You would lunch here By the by, where do you live ? " " In Bloomsbury." " That's a far cry." " I should seek for rooms in this neighbor- hood," she said, quickly. " I am not wedded to my present quarters." " Still better. You are married, Mrs. Cos- way ? " "My name is Conway," she said, gently. " I am a widow." " Oh ! forgive me. One likes to know every- thing. Have you children ? " "None nor a single relation in all the world." " Poor little soul ! " The words slipped out unconsciously, as if he were thinking aloud. " Then about terms ? " " I will take what you are accustomed to pay," said Mary. Alan Stacey, the Novelist 123 " I gave let us say two guineas a week," he returned, hurriedly. " But, won't you try me first ? " said Mary, rather taken aback by this unceremonious way of arranging the matter. "No no your speed is a hundred and twenty and you look as if you would just suit me." " But my references ! " she exclaimed. " Mrs. Con way " said the novelist, turning and looking directly and fixedly at her, " I would just as soon not see your references. I know too well the lies one tells when one wants to pass some one on to one's friends. I know too well what they are worth. Your last employer died you tell me " " But it mightn't be true," she faltered. " I would really rather " "Do you want a character with me?" he broke in. 12 4 Wedlock "But everybody knows you," she cried, ingeniously. "Everybody has read your books." " I wish they did I should make a decent income then. !N"o, no, Mrs. Con way, I know what I am and what I'm not. I know my own limitations and exactly what I am capable of. It's my business to read character. You may not suit me as a secretary but only time can show and prove that. So far as you yourself are concerned, honesty is the domi- nant note of your life." Mary could not help starting. Alan Stacey continued, " You give yourself away continu- ally because you cannot conceal your real feelings. In a sense you are bad for your- self because you cannot dissemble. You couldn't tell a downright lie if you tried and you are so honest that you wouldn't try." " I do hate lies," said Mary, in a tone as if Alan Stacey, the Novelist 12$ such a fact were rather to her detriment than otherwise. "Let me look at your hand. Yes, it is capable, precise, upright and highly nervous. We shall be able to work together very well, I am certain. At all events, let us try to- morrow morning." "Mr. Stacey," said Mary, rising as she spoke. " I will do my very best." ""We shall get on splendidly," he replied, holding out his hand. " I am doing a particu- larly difficult piece of work just now, a most difficult subject in which the handling is everything, the whole difference between suc- cess and failure. I was writing with my fist yes, doubled up so in despair when my servant told me you were here. Look at this " spreading out his hand and showing an angry swollen red ridge of muscle which rose between the first and second fingers and 126 Wedlock extended beyond the wrist. "That means the intensest and most exquisite agony it seems to disappear above the wrist and to rise again in the under side of the arm, from where it runs in a rope of pain to the very arm-pit." "It must be horrible," said Mary. "Are you working now ? " " I was when you came." " Why don't you let me begin right away, sir ? " she ventured to say. He looked at her again with the same quick, alert glance as before. " Don't call me ' sir,' " he said, half amused and half irritable. " I always called Mr. Desmond so," she said, meekly. " He had an office and a lot of clerks, that was different. I don't require that kind of thing. One c sir ' would upset me for a morn- ing. Come into my study. I like you for Alan Stacey, the Novelist 127 tackling the work straight away. "We'll try how it goes." Mary followed him into the study, a long, low-ceiled room with many books, a few pic- tures, some guns, fishing-rods, golf-clubs, two luxurious sofa-lounges, and half-a-dozen capa- cious chairs. A rough terrier dog lay before the open window and a big Angora cat brin- dled like a bulldog was in possession of a fur rug before the empty fireplace. It was a revelation to Mary Conway she had never seen such a room in all her life before. She established herself at a table and they began. She was amazed at the ease and rapid- ity with which Alan Stacey poured out his story, taking it up at the last written word and spinning it out in the most vivid and in- teresting way, almost indeed acting it all. So for nearly two hours they worked without a hitch, until the servant came to say that 128 Wedlock luncheon was served. Alan Stacey drew a long breath and rose to his feet. " Come to lunch," he said. " I used to have ideas about not interrupting the flow of genius but I take my meals at regular times now it pays better all round. Do you think you've got all that ? " " I think so," said Mary. " If you will allow me, I will transcribe it after lunch so that you can see for yourself." CHAPTEE IX THE INTERPRETER To Mary's surprise the table was only laid for two persons. It was essentially a man's table, it was small and was spread with a nice clean cloth and serviettes ; its dominant note was a cruet-stand. " Take that seat," said Alan Stacey, with a gesture to a chair. " It will be a simple lunch, I warn you. If I eat a big meal now, I am no good for the rest of the day. Some people like a regular dinner at midday / believe it means apoplexy if you only eat enough and sleep soon enough afterward. What have you to-day, John ? " " An omelette, sir," said John " and cold beef and salad." 139 130 Wedlock " A luncheon for a king, if the omelette and salad are properly made, don't you think so, Mrs. Conway ? 5