i ,UC-NRLF *B asi at,^ Amateur BY LE ROY J. LEISHMAN Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2007 with funding from Microsoft Corporation http://www.archive.org/details/amateurverseOOIeisrich Amateur 'MttBt BY LE ROY J. LEISHMAN PUBLISHED BY Dee-Neuteboom Printing Co. OGDEN. UTAH IN APPRECIATION OF HELPFUL SUGGESTIONS AND CRITICISM THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED TO LOFTER BJARNASON AND Nels L. Nelson IviSOlO? CONTENTS. Page When Easter Comes 7 Parcitine J> To the Wasatch Mountains 18 To Youth 19 Lines in Memoriam 20 The Pilgrim's Muse 21 The American Flag , 23 The Universe — The Possibility of Man 25 The Weeping Willow 27 Sunny Days 28 Spring 29 The Burst of Light 31 The Setting of Two Suns 32 The Close of Day 33 Sylvan Scenes 34 The Forget-Me-Not 35 The Stars: A Child's Poem ! 36 Mother * 37 A Snowfall in the Woods 38 The New Year 39 Winter 40 iltttroJiiurttnn HIS little volume of verse, publislied at the solicitation of several friends, is a collection of a few poems written during the past five years. The earliest of these poems were written during my thirteenth year, and the latest of the set — the three at the front of the book — were finished after I became eighteen. I have arranged the dif- ferent poems in the inverse order to that in which they were written, and I therefore wish to make an apology for those near the back. They were written in my very extreme youth, some of them when I was as young as thirteen. Al- though these earjiest verses have been somewhat revised, I trust that the critical reader will attribute a legitimate num- ber of the faults that he finds to this cause. Ogden, Utah, May, 1914. WHEN EASTER COMES. Fair Easter is breathing the breath of life, And the sleep of death is o'er. The birds have come over distant seas That wash on a distant shore. I feel the beat of my heart in its bound To the new born joy of spring, And I lend my ear to the babbling sound Of the swelling brooks that sing. The trees are clothing their naked limbs In a leafy garb of green; And the mountain top is earlier crowned By the sun in a golden sheen. The buds unfold at the kiss of spring Like hearts that are touched with love; And the plants are bathed when the breezes bring Sweet showers from the clouds above. All things are born into life aijew When this something fills the air, And the soul of man awakes at the call When the arched skies are fair. 7. , Our thoughts arise from the plain and low, • JJL^^ gur dreams and hopes are free As sylph and seraph that come and go ; In ihe liie that is to be. All these are the joys of the hoping heart When Easter and Spring are here; All these are the thoughts that bound and start When sunnier days are near. 'Tis the dream of life, of light and love That' Easter is ushering in, As her magic touches emotions move In the spirit that lives within. PARCITINE. Prelude. How like is man to man. Maternal earth Begets a myriad host of human forms, And freely, from her great, unfailing store, She measures to each his daily sustenance. Upon her bounty all types of men depend For nothing less than all that men receive. All have her wondrous gifts — informing eyes And ears, such things as these behold and hear, The light of day, the sky, the verdant garb Of earth, the sound of bird and brook, the sweet Inspiring music of the universe, — All these doth Nature give, and none can claim One tittle more than she endows. The School Of life, where master pedagogues instruct. Has taught all men the great, material law; And, moulded by the lessons that we learn. We form the traits that men have christened human. The great, the good, the wise, — And those of lesser worth, — all these abide Their day in fellowship upon the earth. The ancient place of man^s abode, where all Transpired that tongue of us can truly tell • 9v The Story. Quite vaguely bounded is the garden fair- Though it I think comprises most the earth, — Where things of greatest beauty meet the eyes Of him who loves, perceives, appreciates. The artful hand by which the stars were wrought Has fashioned here its crowning masterpiece: The storm-enduring hills, the sun-kissed vales. The streams that croon their optimistic song. The floTj'ers, the trees, the overlooking skies. These S S ^« adorn the garden. 'Mid all this, The work that Nature's unseen hands have wrought, A thriving people makes its habitat. Designers, painters, sculptors, architects, — All these are here, and working out their dreams, Have moulded Beauty's self in fairest form. AVell pleased, it seems, with all the works of man, A thoughtless population «iost denies The subtler art by which the earth Was clad in rich, majestic garb. In fact, Where plainest works of Nature fail to please, 10. No time is lost in making changes mete To suit the cultured eye. From plant and tree And flowers all fair — from Nature's handiwork — An artificial beauty, more adapt To such as people this peculiar place, Uprears its form at man's commanding call. He rules the earth, and his ingenious skill Has made this garden to be Allurement's self, A rendezvous for all who seek those things That appease the appetite of him who drinks From Pleasure's cup. The lure of this was brought To Parcitine. He, young and full of the love Of men, impelled by thirst for truth and knowledge, Desired above all other things to know The source of happiness, for this, he thought, Must be the goal of all humanity. Where all external things are clad in beauty. Where plenty leaves no room for aught of worth To be desired, there surely is the fount of happiness. (Too often do |fie thus decide.) The quest To which his thirsting soul had bended long No more could lead him on. The sought-for goal Was now attained. The glorious garden holds The clearest font of human joy, a wealth Of ease, of beauty. Else than this could not 11. Produce, thought youthful Parcitine, the joy That men have right to claim. The people here Spent life pursuing happiness, and one Would think, to view their pleasure chase, that they Had found their Eldorado. Music fair Fell softly on the ears of Parcitine. Sweet music — yes, 'twas more than that! The soul Could not but bathe enchanted in the spell Its harmony, its lovely melody Outpoured upon the charmed ears of all. And perfume sweet — ah, yes, 'twas more than sweet! Its ravishing odor claimed the very air. And beauty! Parcitine could not conceive Re yair a paradise. At last, one day Wnen all pursued with maddening zeal the form Of phantom pleasures, all the place was changed. A crimson ray, enkindled by the fire Of animated and enamored souls, Arose above the happiest throng of all that host- That host which ever sought abundant joy. The heavens laved within its lucid light. High rose the Elysian flame; and then, as if Some fairy elf had wrought with magic art, 12. |i It burst into a thousand brilliant hues. Aurora's beauty could not half compare. Then came a vision-cloud. The purple mist About the sable garb of night withdrew. Ah! — glorious wonder — vision of the fair! A sweet Celestial City floated there Within the cloud that hovered high overhead. Luxuriant beauty reared its concrete form In palaces and palisades; and though The nebulae, surrounding like a wall, Forbade a clear discernment of the true Content of the vision-cloud, all things that make For happiness serene had zenith found In this translucent, hovering, dreamy film. And better still than this to selfish eyes That saw, no law forbade a single deed. Ideal, and quite transcending highest hope Was this fair city floating in a cloud. Their mode of living fascinated all The ardent worshipers; and Parcitine, Like all the rest, was moulding day by day His every thought and deed to this new code. Straightway the garden took new beauty on, And being beautiful before, became Unearthly so, more like the cloud. 32. The mellow music grew more soft, more sweet; The perfume of the flowers, more fragrant still; The pleasure-loving spirit now became Far more intense, more nearly universal. The vision-cloud began to move; and all Vfithin the garden fair, infused wdth that For which the vision stood, went following near. As mighty thoughts from tiny causes spring When men would justify their every deed. So now, when these pursued their guiding star, — Well worshiped both in thought and deed — contrived To find a just excuse. They sought not far. But came to quite believe that they had found iSTot some delusion, but a living truth. The misty dream became their code of life. N'ot even in hours of most unselfish thought Did they believe that this which they pursued Would lead them from their cherished course. They rather thought it led them toward the goal That all the race, impelled by just desire. Must need attain, although tradition told Of men who saw its glories, followed near, and then Condemned its fascinating spell. The code Evolv*ed by all this maddened caravan Imbued them with a false conceit. To those Who followed not, they even forbade the right Of being called as human. 14. Parcitine , O'erfull of the love of men, was drawn by all That bore a human sign. Their hearts and thoughts Were sacred gods to him. Because of this, He too became adapted to the phantom, And followed with the great deluded throng. Not many weeks had passed. They had not found The sweet content for which they long had sought. A sad and sombre melody, a drear And doleful monody, arises from Their heart-strings tuned in minor key. Some thoughts Arise in minds of men too deep for word Or tear; and now, when hangs unhappiness O^er the souls of all, their sad and solemn thoughts Came forth in melancholy music. Like The fragrance breathed by summer flowers, or mist That rises from the spring-caressed lakes, The notes that spoke their sorrow rose and fell When impassioned zephyr breezes touched the strings Of their disturbed souls. Their gloom made life A weary dream of base desire, and stern Eeality of pain. Corruption dogged The life of unrestraint. 15. Now Parcitine Desired above all other things to know The source of happiness, for this he thought Must be the goal of all humanity. He had not found surcease from sorrow's pang; He had not found the sought-for city fair. Could life itself be God's mistake, or this — This false deceiving cloud — was it alone The evil genius working woe in hearts Of men? 'Twas this that now he longed to know. Absorbed in silent meditation, earth And life to understand, he saw a light — A glorious light all white with holiest ray — That o'er a far horizon shone like that Of high noon-tide. He gazed, inspired with awe. Far more inviting and enticing than The floating mist of base deceit, was this New light that spoke a richer, holier sphere. While gazing on its sweet resplendency A child approached. '^Kind mister, I have come From yonder light you gaze upon. Come now With me, for I shall lead the way, and you May see the source of that transforming light.'* 16. The child was clothed in spotless white and bore The look of one who knew the truth and lived Where blessedness was given to souls of men. Now Parcitine desired to live in peace, To knoAV the truth, to give his spirit rest. He followed where the child his footsteps guided. A melody that sang of luxury And constant ease came to his ears from that Infatuating garden fair. The smell Of perfume floated on the air, and called To Parcitine. He faltered not; he kept His path with her who led him onward still. They scaled the height of some lone mountain peak, And there the glorious light he saw in its Transcendent beauty. Earth, as Nature made It, now appealed to Parcitine. He loved The luminous light, and by its wondrous power He read the minds of men. He knew their hearts. And all events and all conditions now Were understood. His soul was full of joy; His spirit knew the sacred peace he craved. The phantom cloud no longer could allure The better Parcitine, and all for which Its misty vision stood was now quite clear. The light of truth was sweet to Parcitine, And soul and body bathed in ecstasy. His joy surpassed his power to tell. All things In God^s unbounded open did unfold. And Parcitine could read a deeper meaning. 17. TO THE WASATCH MOUNTAINS— AN APOSTEOPHE. Majestic hills! Thy rocky domes declare The might of God. Thy many canyons fair, Ee-echoing the sound of hurrying brooks^ Reveal the sacred peace that in thy nooks Is undisturbed by man's intrusion. Where The winter's snow &A. heavy here and there, The shadows of the clouds in summer pass. The heated atmosphere does make the mass Of thy great peaks to tremble in the sun. How sweet it is, when worldly toil is done, To roam among thy canyoned hills, and gaze Upon the wondrous work of Nature! Days And years, and tens of centuries have all Left thee as now. Thy narrow ravines, thy tall Proud pines, and thy winding crystal streams inspire The soul with nobler thoughts, and deep desire. IS. TO YOUTH. We stand before a life that is to be, — Before the years that hope has pictured fair; The future looms up bright, and there we see A thousand things that call to do and dare. Overfull of life itself, and full of zeal, Enthused by Nature's transcendental store Of beauty, ought we not at least to feel That we than older folk are favored more! Yet we must learn on every passing day. From Nature's open book of sacred truth, Those things that help us beat the narrow way, Those things that keep for us this joy of youth. And then, with all that makes a life worth while. May youth, not face the future with a smile? Id. LINES IN MEMORIAM. A trillion souls, lion-hearted, brave and true, Companionship with mortals hold no more; Yet highest reason does the mind imbue With faith that eyes of them are watching o'er. Today we turn our every solemn thought iTJpon their birth where endless life is fair, And find a fitting change in nature wrought, For life is blooming, spring:like, everywhere. We deck each grave with lovely scented flowers, — Fair signs of immortality are they, And breathe the hope that in eternal hours The dead remember tributes that we pay. 20. THE PILGRIM'S MUSE. My tears have wet the dim, uncertain way In which I wander, dreary and forlorn. It is a valley of gloom, and sulky shadows gray The rugged tops of ghostly hills adorn. Alone and sad! All is wrong to me: In Nature I can find no thing of cheer, And in the heart of man I look and see A nothingness, save discord, pain and fear. In all the earth there is but endless woe — No balm to pacify my fevered brain! I wonder why the Lord should make it so That life and all creation seem in vain. Despondent now, I start to meditate. Life's mystery once for all I strive to know, That I, with added light, shall hesitate No more before the way that I must go. At last I find that men must need obey The moral law, the conscience of the race. And, making this my guidance and my stay, I feel that I approach a resting place. 21. Ah, surely so! I enter a valley fair Where melancholy moods shall find surcease. The flowers perfume sweet the pleasant air, And all is rich accord and silent peace. I see that men have found eternal joy In living outward from the human heart. — 1 see that all may know the sweet alloy Whose charm the tongue is powerless to impart. How many things I knew not of before Are clad in beauty now that I can see! How many shadows flee forevermore Since I have learned that God has made me free! Dark vale of tears, thy skies were black as night, But these are ever warm and blue and clear. Oh, that my way way had seen, as well it might. No sin at all, no day of doubt, no tear! 22. THE AMERICAN FLAG. O Flag, undo thy honored folds To float upon the breeze. What mast in all dominion holds More meaning stripes than these? For justice stands the navy field Where states have each a star; In white is peace, the nation's shield Against the hand of war; And red, the stain upon the white, Is blood of servants brave, And stands for love, and every right. That God His children gave. The stripes are for the thirteen states That freed for us the land. -^^ They raised the flag, and from thf^m dates A nation great and grand. O Freedom's flag, we look above And smile to see thee wave. With loss of life and friends we love We'd serve thee to the grave! 23. When in thy stars' soft gilded light The martial breezes play, Or thunder-cannons shake the night, To thee we leave the day. Our trust and faith we give to thee, Sweet natal flag of yore, That thou mightst wave on land and sea Thy stripes forevermore. In triumph dost thou fly today, Freed from the storm and blast; Thy stars illume the nation's way And shine in peace at last. 24. GOD'S UNIVERSE: THE POSSIBILITY OF MAN. I looked across the spacious plain — Beyond the streams that move along, And saw a mighty mountain chain With lofty summits builded strong. Again I looked upon the scene And knew that it was small beside The ample land that lies between The shores that kiss the swelling tide. In fancy then, I saw the sea, With parts unknown, as yet, to man; Then, far beyond, I knew to be Of hills and plains an endless span. I saw that life was everywhere Since first began the flight of time, — Beneath the sea and in the air, Upon the earth in every clime. At last the welkin ^s veil withdrew, And countless stars bedecked the night. The watchful moon, and planets, too. Sent forth their cold, reflected light. 25. I knew that God had made the whole. It could not be the work of fate. Then reason told me that the soul Could w^ell accomplish deeds as great. Yes, we may do an equal thing If we but use the force of will; Then man, like God, will be a king. Subduing all, progressing still! 26. THE WEEPING WILLOW. *^I have heard/' said the old weeping willow, *'Wheii earth was all garnished in green, The song of the brook as it rippled Its mossy embankments between. I then was enriched in my glory, The foliage my stems lightly bore; But the Autumn has come and has taken My hues, and I'm happy no more." '^I have seen,'' said the sad weeping willow, ''My leaves grow both withered and red. They have fallen like snow on the breezes, And now they lie scattered and dead. May the snow in the winter embalm them Till May with her skies of good cheer. And though naked I'll listen to music The brook sings the rest of the year." SUNNY DAYS. The glare from the fire is forgotten and gone In the far greater joy of Sol's luminous glow, And hours that hung heavy as time lingered on Now beguile us to mirth with the sunshine they show. O Sunny Days, fleet not so quickly away, In the rolic and frolic of sunbeams at play. The birds and the bees from the morning till night Sing love songs in ecstasy sweetly expressed; The brook laughs as it passes and winds out of sight. And the trees sigh themselves on the breezes to rest. The flowers with their perfume and Sol up above Shed fragrance and beams as a maiden sheds love. In thy splendor, O Sun, wealth of glories abound, 'Tis thy glow that makes summer so rare, so sublime; AVhere thy sunbeams are dancing the blithesome are found. And life to us all seems a dream all the time. O Sunny Days, ever so happy and free, Thy joys rend all gloom on the land and the sea. SPEING. Sweet Easter marks the end of winter days And bids the songsters welcome with their lays; And Spring, with wealth of beauty unsurpassed, Beguiles our thoughts and makes us glad at last. In clouds above her lovely face appears, Devoid of every sign of former years. 'Tis blissful joy to see her pleasant smile, Pier sweet fresh face the brighter all the while; To hear her voice in Nature ^s singing birds, Expressing beauteous thoughts too deep for words. The eyes of Spring begin to speak of flowers, Foretell sweet bliss, and promise happy hours. The meadow lark makes all the earth sublim^e; The robin's song completes the charming rhyme; A fault forms not a part of Spring-time days. Like magic chants those clear melodious lays Pierce. earthly bounds and reach those realms afar Where fancy rests, and blithesome spirits are. 29. Majestic beauty comes abreast with Spring, And all things fair her budding blossoms bring. The brooklet leaves its home of snow and ice When Spring arrives with all her Paradise. The buttercups that bloom beside the brook From some most glorious realm their sweetness took. The modest violet, sweetest flower of all, Outdoes in beauty all the blooms of Fall. Each primrose helps to glorify the hours; The silvery stream turns forth to kiss the flowers; The birds in one grand chorus greet the Spring, Taught by some fairy elf their songs to sing. A cloak of verdure gayly clothes each day When earth is young aagin in happy May. SO. THE BURST OF LIGHT. The dawn approaches and the shadows fade away, From dismal depths there bursts a flood of radiant light. The sun climbs swiftly upward, and the new-born day Dispels the darkness and the ugly mist of night. Thus from the gloom of ignorance a truth may spring, Its light resplendent lighting up some murky sky! And one of us full well might be a sun, to bring The welcome ray of truth that lights and cannot die. 31. THE SETTING OF TWO SUNS One night I saw the sun go down Enshrouded in a robe of red, And streams of gold, his shining crown, On blushing earth in splendor shed. The crimson clouds did dance in glee Around his great and fiery flame, — No richer scene could mortals see. — He sank to rest and darkness came. One day a greater sun went down. His light was truth — not beams just spread- And on His brow a thorny crown, His blood, his precious life-blood, shed. The earth did shake at God's command For miles around this Lord divine. He sank to rest, but on all land His holy light doth brighter shine. 32. THE CLOSE OF DAY. The fast departing sun adieu has said To all the land and to the fading day; But since he leaves no token of his love Behind, the day grows sad, and gray, and wan. The boys from school, their tasks at study done. The kine, unmindful of approaching night, The laborer, the swain, and all the rest, Plod homeward, 'mid the gathering darkness, for The night comes on. The shades fall fast Upon the land, and now the frogs resume The same drear song they sang the night before. The chirping crickets take their lonesome lay And while the hours away till midnight comes. The moon long since has hushed the song The lark upraises as the day goes by. So that the nightingale may chant alone. The nervous stars peep through the far-off depths That separate all earthly things from heaven, And even the glory that they shed seems not To move the gloom of night. The silent spell , Enchants the soul, and sleep reigns all around. 33. SYLVAN SCENES: THE FOREST OF ARDEN, The ancient oak trees sigh themselves to sleep, And all the sounds in peaceful blending keep: The brooklet murmurs at the task of babbling on From morn till night, and then from night till dawn; The blooms of summer scattered through the green,. The arched sky encompassing the scene, The stars by night, the golden sun by day. All listen to the bird^s enchanting lay. But something lurking in the fragrant air Brings greater beauty to the forest fair. Beneath the boughs, and upwards to the skies^ An unseen power prevades, and in it lies The greatest charm since nature's work began — The charm that bears a message all for man. The graceful deer and fawn together played Alone within the sylvan forest shade. But now their human enemies appear To steal a birth-right and a home of cheer. The courtiers live a life of ease and mirth, Enjoying all the natural things of earth. In freedom from the bonds of vassalage They fleet the time as in the golden age, When intellect combined with chastity Made man from toil and care and labor free. The mistic charm of Arden works its way Into the heart of men both young and gray, And always does it make the moments fleet Like hours, and life is made more long and sweet. 34. THE FORGET-ME-NOT. There's a flower on the lea And its beauty to me Is fairer than all fancy's sway; For its message is real, And the things that we feel Are trifles that soon p9,ss away. It appears in my dreams. And its tiny "bloom seems Like a smile, or a hope, or a tear. It is dainty, and blue Of a beautiful hue. And it whispers, '* Forget me not, dear." If its bloom is unseen As it hides in the green Still its message will ring in some ear. With its delicate hue 'Tis forever *Hrue blue'' With its message, ''Forget me not, dear." 35. THE STARS: A CHILD'S POEM. Before I go to bed at night A host of stars come in the sky. They seem so near and look so bright, I might climb up there if I 'd try. Sometimes the clouds get in the way, And then the wind gets mad and blows. The moon and stars then march away Like soldiers off for war with bows. The moon, their leader, takes command O'er every big and little star; But, if I rightly understand, They never ever get to war. I'd like to stay awake and see How long the'd march there overhead. Gee Whiz! I guess 'twill never be! I always have to go to bed. 36. MOTHER Oh! guardian of childhood and teacher of truth, I love all thy virtues and ways, May thy lessons instruct me and brighten my youth, And guide every act of my days. Maternal affection is better than gold; Thine approval, the light of my time; Thy name was revered by the sages of old, And upheld by the good, the sublime. The greatest of mortals that trod Freedom's soil Owed their fame to maternity's care, For 'twas mother who taught them the incessant toil That is needed, Life's burdens to bear. Thy love — it is greater than all other love, Thy sympathy, equaled by none; Thy care is co-equal with that from above; Thy kindness is virtue alone. Oh! first to forgive and forget my misdeeds, My fancy was nurtured by thee, Thy kindness and tenderness planted the seeds That have grown to high hope within me. I long for thy presence when absence brings woe To comfort and lighten my heart. The day when thy name is held sacred, I know Is a time that shall never depart. 37. A SNOWFALL IN THE WOODS. A snowfall in the forest broad Is very fair to see. The beauteous, universal white Finds rest on every tree, And hanging on their bending boughs It brings a song to me. IVe heard a wondrous whisper say When snowflakes leave the sky, That Mother Nature, queen of earth. Sends them to beautify; And to that wondrous whisper sweet. This song is my reply: When clouds bend low to kiss the pines, A tale in song is told; For like the strains of gentle tunes The snowflakes charm the cold. Their music fills my soul with mirth And thrills me manifold. 38. THE NEW YEAPw. As if on wingS; or fairy feet, There comes at midnight from afar A saintly maid whose life till now Was nurtured on a distant star. In mid of winter bleak and cold, When trees and woods are still and bare, She comes in robes of peace and joy To fill the all-pervading air. She tells the dying year adieu, And humbly takes her vacant place, Intent on passing her short life With hoping heart and smiling face. She comes upon a midnight cold When bells of mirth peal out a cheer, — A farewell to her sister maid, A welcome to the newer year. 39 WINTER. Old Winter is here with his breezes that cheer, His snow, and his meadows of white. I welcome the season, the last in the year. With its source of pure joy and delight. The squirrel and the chipmunk are sleeping till spring In contentment all through the long day; The birds of the snow with the song that they sing Cheer our souls into moods that are gay. The Autumn is past, and Old Winter at last Brings a token from some distant clime. The joys of the snow make the moments fly fast, For Winter is grand in his prime. A gleam from the sun and a smile from the skies Deprive the cold day of its chill; A glimpse of the stars and a beam from their eyes Keep the hoary frost glistening still. All through the long night the cold moon sheds her light On the evergreen trees and the snow. And the bare, frozen branches, all ghostly and white, Sift the beams of the luminous glow. In Autumn 's sad hours every tree casts the leaf To rightfully meet winter days. XJ^ Now — the king of pure beauty rules earth -^^ a thief Steals the snow and cheers earth with his ways. 40 ^icr "-'■■'nimn,u)„. YB / ivi50107 THE UNIVERSITY OF CAUFORNIA LIBRA) * -^f-^-^^i •^^»>5^* V*^^^ r%