■Hi ■&MM ■'■•' ■■'vi-i- ■.''■'■ ■ ■■;•'-'■■'.'•'•■•. m THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES The St. Louis Movement IN Philosophy, Literature, Education, Psychology with Chapters of Autobiography By DENTON J. SNIDER ST. LOUIS, MO. SIGMA PUBLISHING CO. 210 PINE ST. 1920 CONTENTS. Part First (Apprenticeship) Chap. I — Dedication ; Beginnings 5 The Four Elements of St. Louis 15 The Fifth Element of St. Louis 24 The Alignment 31 My Romanic Time in St. Louis 38 From Romanic to Teutonic 48 The Great St. Louis Deed 52 The St. Louis Hero 60 The Standing Army of St. Louis 65 Chap. II — Illusion and Disillusion 70 The Great St. Louis Illusion 76 The Prophet of the Illusion 82 Some Effects 94 The Economic Illusion 102 The Eads Bridge 107 The Illusion's Antiseptic 116 The Great Disillusion 129 Chap. Ill— The German Era of St. Louis . . 138 The German Overture 140 Carl Schurz of St. Louis 150 Joseph Pulitzer of St. Louis 161 A Book Writer's Life Lines 174 The Book Twins Born 188 The Poetic Element 202 Life's Central Node 212 3 4 CONTENTS PART SECOND. Part Second (Renascence) 215 Chap. I — The Classical Renascence 233 The Classical Itinerary 238 The St. Louis Literary Classes 254 The Concord Philosophical School 262 After School 278 Back to St. Louis 289 Back to Concord 302 The Kindergarten Class 315 Psychology at Concord 320 Finale at St. Louis 338 Finale at Concord 350 Some Results 361 A Writer of Books 373 Chap. II — Renascence Evolved 393 The New Mythical Setting 410 The Double Transfer 418 The Literary Bibles 431 The Wanderer 443 Goethe and Dante 459 The Sigma Publishing Company 479 Social Chicago 486 Chicago Literary Schools 519 Backflow to St. Louis 575 The Epoch's Crossing 585 Chap. Ill— The Psychological Renascence. . . 590 Appendix • 599 $tart Jftrst Apprenticeship DEDICATORY Fifty years and more have passed since the phrase The St. Louis Movement began to be heard in certain limited circles over the country, and occa- sionally to be used in brief printed reports of the Public Press. To most people it only meant some- thing started in St. Louis for the fleeting moment, a little bubble of the time soon to burst into lasting oblivion. Undoubtedly those who initiated it had a vague feeling that they might be doing a germinal deed of permanent and ever-growing significance; but that was just what the future alone could prove. Now it so happens that the present writer is the sole survivor of that early group of men for whose 6 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. designation this special locution, The St. Louis Movement, was first coined. And in one way or other to him alone, in his solitary condition, this same designation is not infrequently applied to- day. One inference at least may be made : the name still persists in living, and with it the thing, or conception, doubtless hazy enough in most cases. The subject keeps rising to the surface, asked about, talked about, written about, thought about, often very inaccurately and even mockingly; yet the old idea somehow will not die and get itself well buried for once and for all. Indeed it seems to have a certain weird power of assuming new shapes, of preserving itself through multiform stages of ev- olution, in fine the uncanny gift of re-incarnation. So that spirit, or ghost, or eidolon long ago risen and named The St. Louis Movement, is still among us and at work, even if under forms a good deal changed from its pristine epiphany. The scribe now addressing the reader has called himself the present writer with a bit of counterfeit modesty which he may as well henceforth lay aside, and use unblushingly the first personal pronoun without any mask, however transparent. So I shall have the hardihood to say that I was on hand at the primal genetic incident or historic occurrence, then very minute, even if gravid with long life, which can be set down as the first beginning or actual efflorescence of the St. Louis Movement, whereof the present book proposes to be some fragmentary record. DEDICATORY. 7 The foregoing event, which may be regarded as the starting-point of the St. Louis Movement, was the birth of the St. Louis Philosophical Society which took place in January, 1866, after due pre- liminaries. About a dozen gentlemen assembled in a down-town law-office, according to agreement; out of this number two men stepped forth as the original founders and first members. One of them, the real originator, was chosen President of the Society — Henry C. Brockmeyer, then a practicing lawyer in the city; the other the active organizer, became its Secretary — William T. Harris, then principal of one of the Public Schools. Each of them spoke briefly his inaugural, emphasizing with enthusiasm the prospects and purposes of the or- ganization ; both failed not to flash some prophetic lightning upon our unlit future. These two men were not only the officers, but were in essence the Society, and remained such. They proved themselves the two philosophers of us all; they might be called Philosophy incarnate; it was their breath of life, but likewise their limit, as time revealed. They turned out very different from each other, not only in their lives but even in their philo- sophic gift; and yet, as to persistence they were quite alike, inasmuch as both clung to their favorite discipline and its one master till the light of their days went out. They both died, as it were, with their favorite philosopher's favorite book clutched in the still hand. Moreover, from this time forward, I became more g THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. deeply associated with these two strongly pro- nounced personalities in my practical career as well as in my spiritual evolution, than with any other living men. From the natal hour of this Philosoph- ical Society, they were my friends and fellow-work- ers in the same general cause, which goes under the name of the St. Louis Movement. Each of them wrought in very different fields of external voca- tion; Brockmeyer became Missouri's Lieutenant Governor, and Harris rose to be the Nation's Educa- tional Head; still, the enduring undercurrent of both their natures remained Philosophy to the last, and just the one Philosophy, indeed just the one Book of Philosophy. A single remark I may add here about myself : my life-stream persisted in cut- ting a distinct channel for its flood, though it kept inside the same St. Louis Movement. With an affection, which hopes to be eternal, I write the last sentence of this prefatory note to dedicate the present history of our common labors as a monument to the memory of my life-long friends and associates: Henry C. Brockmeyer William T. Harris CHAPTER FIRST Beginnings at St. Louis Thus the Philosophical Society was born into the world, and proceeded to its work under its two leaders, certainly minds of unusual gift in the line of thought. The formal Society has long since van- ished, having been soon taken up into the larger and more lasting St. Louis Movement which became not merely a doctrine for the few, but a pervasive influence in the community, and had its followers throughout the country. It must be remembered that philosophy brought not revenue, but rather ex- pense. Each of us had to make his living by some special vocation, which gave him bread, but not the bread of life. Two very different callings we had to practice, the economic and the spiritual, and this remained the discipline of a life-time. Among the members seated in a little group about the officers, I was seemingly the youngest, having just passed a birth-day which tallied me twenty- five years old, on the preceding ninth of January of said year (1866). There is no doubt that strong pulsations of Hope burst up expressed by the lead- ers, or cowered down unexpressed in the hearts of the rank and file, among whom I took my position in the rear line, but always ready to step forward when the hour struck. 9 10 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. Such, then, was the open, explicit starting-point of the St. Louis Movement, though evidently it must have had earlier premonitory throbbings. The two officers of the Society before mentioned, Brockmeyer and Harris, took hold of their work as men already experienced. Indeed their first acquaintance dated back to 1858. I had met them informally at a small gathering in North St. Louis the preceding autumn of 1865, when I first heard them plan the Society. Still there had been no organization, probably no very definite purpose beyond the mutual benefit of conversation on favorite topics. It may be mentioned here in advance that our two leaders were students and indeed well-disci- plined followers of the German philosopher Hegel, and they naturally turned the rest of us in the same direction, though the Society laid no claim in its Constitution to the propagation of any single philo- sophic system. Thus it was in principle an open tournament for the best jouster. Moreover, Harris was a zealous missionary by nature, as well as a born teacher ; especially in those early years his zeal was aflame for the one he deemed the philosophic master. He had all of Hegel's Works in the orig- inal, and he soon found out those of us who could muster a little German, and he formed the design of putting us into an inner group of pupils who might become agitators and promulgators. The first time I met him at his home in the fall of 1865, some months before the organization of the Society, he slipped into my hand one of Hegel's volumes and BEGINNINGS AT ST. LOUIS. U set me at once to work on a lesson. He would even go around to our rooms and correct our transla- tions. At that time only one volume of Hegel's "Works had been done into English (Sibree's Trans- lation of the Philosophy of History). Thus the first experience of mine was that I had become a pupil in a school for the study of Hegel. That was just what I needed at the moment, so I eagerly fol- lowed the hint of Providence. The situation possibly for a year or so took this shape : I, and perhaps half a dozen others, became the free pupils of Harris as instructor, while Brock- meyer remained more in the background as a kind of overlord or higher scholarch. But in the fall of 1866, I, wishing to see and hear more of him, en- tered his law office, professedly as a student of jurisprudence, but really as a pupil of the Univer- sity Brockmeyer in person, for he had become to me a personal University whose curriculum I must take at least for a year, before anything else in this world was for me possible. Moreover I bought the entire set of Hegel's eighteen volumes in the orig- inal, and began making explorations in that philo- sophic ocean on my own account and at my own risk. Thus I began my mental circumnavigation, not of the globe only, but of the Universe. It soon became manifest that there was one book of Hegel which uprose the lofty center round which all the other works of the philosopher, all our stud- ies, in fact all the thought of the All itself gathered -—that was Hegel's so-called Larger Logic. This 12 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. was very different from Whately's text-book which I had studied at College, indeed it went quite the reverse of the whole line of treatises on Logic from Aristotle down to the present. This Logic was de- clared to be the movement of the pure essences of the world, stripped from their outer illusory vest- ure. Of course I rebounded from it at the start, but I always returned to it as the one fortress of thought to be assaulted and captured for dear life's sake, wherein I was helped often by quick flashes of Brockmeyer's lightning insight. This book has the reputation of being the hardest book in the world, the one least accessible to the ordinary human mind even when academically trained. My wrestle with it was long, intense, and not wholly victorious at the close ; still after years of entanglement I pulled through its magic web of abstractions and obstruc- tions, and left them behind me, not lost but tran- scended. Now it so happened that an English translation had been made of this book by Brockmeyer about the year 1860, near the beginning of the Civil War. The volume was handed around in writing, copied, discussed, and to a greater or less extent appropri- ated spiritually. The strange fact is that it was not then printed, and still stays unborn in manu- script after nearly sixty years of waiting. Thus the creative book of the system was never put into English type, and has remained quite inaccessible to the English speaking student. This to my mind has been the chief fatality in the propagation of BEGINNINGS AT ST. LOUIS. 13 the work and its doctrines, for it always has had and always will have its distinctive appeal to certain minds and even to certain times. Indeed one is inclined to think that this transla- tion of Hegel's Logic has had a peculiar doom hang- ing over it from the moment of its first written line. I have watched it more than half a century, now rising to the surface, then sinking out of sight as if under some curse of the malevolent years. Personally I never used it, never needed it, I had the original and could read it more easily than Brockmeyer's English, which on the whole was very literal — so literal that I often had to turn back to the German, in order to understand the English. Here was supposed to be the first duty of the Philosophical Society : to revise and pay for publishing this central work; still we never seri- ously started. Harris might have printed it in his Journal, but for some reason or other which to this day remains conjectural, he would not. I found Brockmeyer re-translating the original on his re- turn from the Indians in the early nineties. And I saw him thumbing over the manuscript only a few days before his death in 1906. It was his one Su- preme Book, his Bible ; it meant to him more than any other human production, and was probably the source of his great spiritual transformation from social hostility and inner discord and even anarch- ism, to a reconciliation with his government and in- deed with the World-Order, after his two maddened flights from civilization. X4 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. So our Philosophical Society, and after it the St. Louis Movement, had its weird Book of Fate inter- woven through it from the first yet never fully realized at the last, in print or otherwise. And a similar lot befell our President Brockmeyer him- self, who to my mind represented Genius born but never fully realized in print or otherwise. And must not something of the kind be said of St. Louis herself ? But that man and his sole volume, both of unwon destiny, will often peer out of this narrative for a moment, as the stream flows on toward the outlet. Our Secretary, Harris, had also his life- long wrestle with this same elusive, if not illusive, Book of Fate, which caught and held him in its sub- tle labyrinthine texture of finest-spun metaphysic. Undoubtedly we all partook of the character of our communal environment. My stay in St. Louis caused me to share in its innermost life, and had the effect of making me believe that in it lurked a greater possibility than in any other city of the West, if not of the whole United States. This huge dreamy potentiality of civic grandeur we all be- lieved to be quite on the point of pitching over into a colossal reality. Just that was the strongest, most pronounced trait of the town at this time : it clung to an unquestioning faith in its own indefeasible fortune. This was bound to come, and in a hurry ; we did not even need to fight for our greatness, it would be forced upon us. And we did not seriously fight for it, but with calm* resignation awaited the resistless downpour of riches, population, and life's THE FOUR ELEMENTS OF ST. LOUIS. 15 other blessings from the fascinated Gods. Such was the divine belief which became a kind of St. Louis religion, and entered deeply into the char- acter of the city, of the individual citizens, not spar- ing the philosophers whose special claim was to pierce to the Pure Essences underneath all lying Appearances. Certainly I was not an exempt. Hence when the prophet came voicing to our ears what lay already in our hearts: Behold, St. Louis the Future Great City of the World, we all accepted it as a divinely sent Gospel, as very Truth denuded of all her illusory drapery. In my own case through this long deep partici- pation in our city's most fateful experience, a bond of the spirit was formed which all my absences, de- feats, disillusions have not wholly shattered. Where- of I hope to erect in the present book a little me- morial. The Four Elements op St. Louis "Tell us without going further," I hear my alert reader demanding, "what, who is this St. Louis of yours ? Analyze her a little for us, that we may catch some notion of the original stuff of which she may be composed. As she too must have a soul, which has become so deeply ingrown with yours, can you not draw a slight sketch of her elemental psychology ? ' ' Let it be said at once in reply that I asked a sim- IQ THE ST. LOVIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. ilar question as I took my early surveys of the city, which finally revealed to my prying vision several heterogenous cleavages or layers in its folk, not simply ethnical but pronouncedly cultural. Various nations were indeed present and active, but more fundamentally various cultures were present and active. Of these I shall first give some reckoning, as I understand them. My studies of the city taken as a whole soon led me to see in it four distinct strains, not so much national or racial as spiritual, which have held their way alongside of one another, touching on the edges, intermingling at times, but often secretly or openly colliding. To this inner fundamental separation may be in part ascribed that lack of communal unity and enterprise which has been so many times noted by impartial and even friendly observers. St. Louis has seemed cut not merely in two but in four down to its very soul, which deepest scission has been in part the ground-work of its fate. On a number of sides I began to come upon this ultimate fact in the course of my experience. Still I clung to the city and shared its hope. The St. Louis Movement, being of a cultural character, thus fell athwart other and older cultures already inocu- lated and bearing fruit. I have often tried to think that this on the whole was the city's advantage, per- chance its opportunity. For these four diverse and somewhat antagonistic streams of human spirit were mutually limiting and to a degree mutually THE FOUR ELEMENTS OF ST. LOUIS. 17 neutralizing, so that the field was open for any new doctrine, which a single dominant belief or estab- lished creed might persecute or undermine or even openly suppress. These four cultural elements which I found here distinctly marked off when I arrived, and which remained deeply graven on the communal character for many years, and are still not wholly obliterated, I shall set down as follows : the Roman-Catholics, the New Englanders, the Southerners, the Germans. It will be seen that the division is not strictly racial, not national, not religious, though race and nation and religion played in sometimes with no little in- tensity. But the profounder and more influential distinction I believe to have been cultural, being based upon the deepest spiritual affiliations of the very conglomerate population. Most of the new- comers would easily fall into one of these four classes. For instance I, rather a misfit everywhere, was born in Ohio of Southern parentage, but was educated at Oberlin College which was decidedly of the old Puritanic type. Hence, amid these clashing elements I felt myself at first more closely related to New England, and even let people call me a Yankee, when they were curious about my an- tecedents. Still I felt a certain aloofness from and ignorance of all these forms of St. Louis humanity, yet with an intense desire to know them and even to share in their consciousness. I. The Roman Catholics I place at the head, since they were the most numerous, diversified, 18 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. and pervasive element, and at the same time the one with which I experienced my first contact, to my great astonishment. For I did not know that the Christian Brothers were a Catholic Order when I engaged by letter from Cincinnati to teach in their school, and they wrote me never a word about religion. Association with them for over two years in their daily work was a great new experience, producing a decided expansion of my mental hori- zon. Toward me, though not of their confession, they were tolerant, honest, and appreciative, and I tried to requite their goodness, certainly to my moral betterment and intellectual illumination through life. More intimately than ever before or since I beheld the Catholic world-view at work in the human soul, and some of the characteristic re- sults thereof, perhaps not the deepest. Also I ex- perienced with a thrill the Church's world-organi- zation when some Superior of the Order, a monk from Paris or possibly from Rome, came into my Latin class and examined my pupils and myself with friendly approval in broken English. Such was my Catholic epoch, no negligible part of this earthly apprenticeship of mine. It helped to uni- versalize me. The mother-church in St. Louis held under her wings many different peoples with their different tongues, histories, prejudices, antagonisms. The old French families of the first settlers were still in evidence, but seemed on the decline. The Irish held ecclesiastical sway from the archbishop down THE FOUR ELEMENTS OF ST. LOUIS. 19 the whole hierarchical line; their zeal and energy- won and deserved the prize. G-erman Catholics also were numerous, as well Slavic. All these different and often recalcitrant ethnic elements were fused together by the church in a common faith and in a common education, so that they, in all their diversities, national and otherwise, formed a single cultural element in the city. Outside of this bond, the religious primarily, they were often inclined to fly asunder and showed cleavages, espe- cially political. Thus Catholicism was busied with its peculiar problems in St. Louis. As far as I re- member, it never had a pronounced representative in our Philosophical Society, though Dr. Harris himself, in his later years, showed a tendency to Catholize, as some of us thought, through his sympa- thetic study of Aquinas and the Scholastics, as well as on account of his self-surrendering love of the poet Dante. And perhaps in his universality he could not altogether omit that institution which asserts in its very title the claim to be universal. Here it may be added that two other members of the St. Louis Movement manifested a Catholicizing stage in their evolution, without, however, crossing over and getting inside the Church's boundary. II. The New England element I may place next both for the sake of contrast and of similarity. It was the least in numbers, yet the most homogeneous ; its chief cleavage was probably a religious or rather a theological one, for it had brought along to the West its two sorts of theology, the trinitarian and 20 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. unitarian, with their accompanying congregations. But its chief cultural power and influence lay in the field of education ; to its enthusiasm as well as to its ability must be largely ascribed the city's system of Public Schools for the commonalty, as well as "Washington University for the higher dis- ciplines. The majority of the teachers were of the New England mould, though not always of New England birth. Indeed American popular educa- tion had its unflagging propagation as well as its origin, in the land of the Puritans. The Public School was the main though not the only seed-field of the St. Louis Movement. This was doubtless owing to the influence of Superin- tendent Harris, a born New Englander. Washing- ton University, decidedly New Englandish, how- ever, held aloof; only one of its Professors, George H. Howison, ever became an active member, and he quit us and the city after a few years' domicile. III. The Southern element was well represented in the city, and put its decided impress upon the same, so that St. Louis might well in one sense be called a Southern city. This element showed itself in a pervasive social character, and still more in a superior political ability. A strain of Southern courtesy made itself pretty generally felt, not with- out its streak of arrogance perhaps; but the crea- tive greatness of the South before the War was its gift of leadership, especially in politics — a gift which has shown itself emphatically in the history of St. Louis as well as of the United States. The THE FOUR ELEMENTS OF ST. LOUIS. 21 leaders of all parties were for the most part South- erners—of Union and Disunion, of Anti-slavery and Pro-slavery, of the Future and of the Past. Very significant is the fact that the greatest leader the North ever had was a born Southerner — Abra- ham Lincoln. So in this city we may cite the in- stance of Francis P. Blair along with many others. But in St. Louis the Southern element became hopelessly divided and crippled by the Civil War. Its leaders gradually failed to keep their political hold on affairs. Indeed the South as a whole seems to have lost in the Nation's strife its former pre- eminent gift of statesmanship, which during the conflict showed itself so strikingly inferior to its soldiership. True political foresight would have kept it out of the. war in the first place, and then after the Union victories of Vicksburg and Gettys- burg, would by a peace have saved its people from untold loss, suffering, and humiliation. And since the war what shall we say to Southern statesman- ship? IV. And now we come to speak of the strongest, most emphatic element of all, the German, high in the ascendent on account of its numbers, its aggres- siveness, its general intelligence, and its unity of spirit. Against the German solidarity, based upon education and military training in the Fatherland, and brought along in its very soul to America, the other elements were weaker and internally divided. When I reached the city in 1864, the great War was drawing to a victorious close, and therewith in 22 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. proportion the Germans of St. Louis were rising in authority and also in self-assertion. For it was chiefly through their strength and initiative that the first decisive blow for the Union had been struck at Camp Jackson, with a victory which on the whole never stopped its course for four years till it had rolled down the Mississippi, then wheeled eastward to Chattanooga, to Atlanta, to Savannah, then surged northward through the Carolinas to- ward the border of Virginia for the final struggle, where it was halted by Grant (so he says in his Memoirs). German regiments from St. Louis and from Missouri had been in the thick of the fight all the way, and soon were returning home with a jus- tifiable good opinion of themselves and of their services. Here, accordingly, the Teutonic spirit was mounting upward in lofty self-confidence compared to that of the other elements. During the first two years after my arrival in St. Louis, I stuck pretty closely to my Romanic ten- dency which is to be hereafter described, and I re- sisted any deflection into the swirling Teutonic life, though I often brushed its edges and felt its urge on all sides. But in 1866 with my entrance into the philosophic group, and through my intensive study of German Philosophy, and also on account of my deeper contact with the new communal spirit, I began to turn away from my Latin bent and to Teutonize decidedly. Moreover in the same year (1866) I quit the Christian Brothers' College, with its Catholic environment, breathing more or less the spirit of the Latin Church and its Latin culture, THE FOUR ELEMENTS OF ST. LOUIS. 23 and I entered upon a discipline very different, that of the University Brockmeyer, as I have elsewhere called it, to celebrate its one tutor. Such were the four cultural elements of St. Louis as I found them existent on my arrival and at work with more or less energy. In a way I was sympathetic with them all. They represented the tradition, religious, social, educational, descending down the ages, and coming from abroad to our city in which they were planted afresh, and throve according to their inner vigor. I could not help noting the gradual retreat, if not defeat of French St. Louis some time before the battle of Sedan, with which it seems to have shown a distant parallelism. The old French Market was no longer French but German. In the country, say at Florissant, it was pointed out to me that the Teutonic farmer was slowly getting possession of the Creole's land. Though some of the wealthiest people of St. Louis still bore French names, the mighty inrushing and still rising popular tide was German. Strangely, during these same years a similar up- burst of the Teutonic Spirit was taking place on the other side of the earth. I wonder if there might be some connection aerial or subterranean, tele- phonic or telepathic, between child St. Louis and old Fatherland ! Then lay we here, on the banks of the Mississippi, not all by ourselves, self-ab- sorbed in our little local doings, but we were un- conscious participators in a globe-encircling world- movement, which revealed itself in our deeds and 24 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. possibly had begotten the same in some hidden genetic kinship. The year in which I arrived at St. Louis is the date of that peculiar modern start of Prussia toward universal domination which was halted only yesterday, and still lies in the throes of some unfathomable finale. I remember that I felt the first early throb of the awakening Fatherland in the animated conversation of a large German boarding-house on Market street, where I swal- lowed the talk more eagerly and more easily than the potato salad — a dish then wholly new to my taste and to my imagination. II The Fifth Element op St. Louis Alongside these four elements of St. Louis, all of which represent the realm of prescription as handed down from time immemorial, I am going to place the fifth element, also cultural, though very small in size and in voting power. But it was fresh, native to the soil, sprung of the place and the time. This new and renewing element was our St. Louis Movement, which arose on the spot whence it took its name, claiming to be original, autoch- thonous, like only unto itself — unless it, as before intimated, was the product of some influence far deeper and larger than itself, of which it was itself hardly aware. There is no doubt that its members proposed to break with tradition, which dominated the intellect THE FIFTH ELEMENT OF ST. LOUIS. 25 of the city; they were inclined to challenge the whole realm of prescription derived from Europe and from our own older Atlantic States, Northern and Southern. They did not say so, but they seemed animated with the spirit of the Camp Jack- son deed, which marked a new turning-point, even if very local and minute, in the World's History. A vast hope lay in the time, in the city, and par- ticularly in the Philosophical Society, which pro- posed to reconstruct the whole universe after some model now dimly evolving in St. Louis, and cer- tainly not altogether transmitted from the Past. Perhaps the majority of us were by vocation pre- scriptive teachers, but the traditional Higher Edu- cation was to be rounded out, though not sup- planted, by the New University. And some such educative institution soon began to sprout up in the community outside of the regular schools and academic instruction. Let it be said, that this free-born education now in the bud will not perish, but will unfold to flower and fruit, keeping up its life under various forms and appliances down to the present day. For instance, just this month the present writer is still maintaining his classes in the so-called Communal University, which took its primal genesis from the St. Louis Movement. In like manner the traditional religion did not satisfy. Few of us went to church, though there was no open rupture with ecclesiastical organiza- tion. Some of the members doubtless kept up their old religious affiliations; but our officers, I know, 26 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. held aloof, yet without antagonism. Still the most distinguished clergyman of St. Louis joined us somewhat later, for the sake of religion, he said. He was right in his statement. In fact, the St. Louis Movement was in the deepest sense religious, not as formal but as universal ; we sought to win a fresh spiritual communion with the Divine Order and its Orderer, and to create for the same a new unworn expression. But to accomplish any such purpose we had to throw aside the old carcass of tradition (as Emerson calls it, perhaps too disparagingly) and to begin over. So we deemed ourselves going back to the original underived fountain-head of young inspiration. And we did break loose from the four transmitted cul- tural elements of the city, as already narrated. But what could we do in our emergency? Whom did we grasp for as spiritual guide in the shoreless wel- ter outside of all fixed landmarks of prescription? None other than a philosopher handed down to us from Europe, and the necessary product of Eu- ropean conditions. That is, we took a foreign tra- ditional philosophy to countervail the tradition which had been already imported, planted, and taken root here at home. Such was the deep dualism of the St. Louis Move- ment, the dualism which lay in its very birth. Many years will be required before it can be freed of this discordant scission, its prime original sin per- chance, of which it is to work itself clear in a long purgatorial discipline, whereof the record is just THE FIFTH ELEMENT OF ST. LOUIS. 27 our present narrative. But it will triumph at last, and that may be taken as the happy end of the drama, at least from this point of vision. Accordingly the St. Louis Movement had its start from a philosophic motive, from a system of thought already formulated and organized which we were to master and to apply. Moreover it was a system of idealism, one that put stress upon Idea or Spirit as the primordial creative source of all things. It was a great and necessary discipline which trained us to see underneath the mighty phenomenal occurrences of the passing hour, and to probe to their original starting-point, to their creative essence. The time was calling loudly for First Principles. The Civil War had just concluded, in which we all had in some way participated, and we were still overwhelmed, even dazed partially by the grand historic appearance. What does it all mean? was quite the universal question. Of course the answer varied in a thousand shapes ; there was the political, the religious, the social, the economic, even the wholly selfish and sensual answer. Naturally our set sought in philosophy the solution, that is, in Hegel as taught by our leaders. A great world- historical deed had been done with enormous labor and outer panoramic pageantry. What lay in it for us and for the future ? So we began to grope after the everlasting verities, the eternal principles, the pure Essences (reine Wesenheiten) as they are called by our philosophic authority. These trail- 28 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. scendent energies of man and of the world were said to be collected and ordered in one book — Hegel's Logic. So the St. Louis Movement may be called a child of the period, a peculiar infant in- deed, but nevertheless a legitimate birth of the time's spiritual struggle. And this infant seemed to be sent by the time to a world-school for its dis- cipline. I may again remark that this pursuit of the Eternal has turned out to have had something eternal in it, at least up to date. The St. Louis Movement retains still a quiet life of its own; it never won an uproarious public existence; it had always to be sought out in its own little nook by those who would know of it and share in its gifts. Just this week for instance (October, 1918,) I have received a letter from an inquirer who wishes to get information about "that original philosophic Club" and its members, mentioning Brockmeyer, Harris, "and yourself." Then he winds up with this expression of opinion: "That is the most re- markable movement known in this country." Not everybody is likely to accede to this view, espe- cially those who have been bred in the home of New England Transcendentalism. But the inquiry, with others of the same sort, may be taken as a sign of a still living interest in the St. Louis Move- ment after more than five decades. It was, accordingly, one of the spiritual off- shoots of the Civil War, and belonged, I have to think, peculiarly to the West, of which during THE FIFTH ELEMENT OF ST. LOUIS. 29 those years St. Louis was the central and most im- portant, indeed the symptomatic city. For the West did the great positive act of preserving the Union, while the East, valiantly fighting for the same cause, did hardly more than keep its own lime of separation, "the Fatal Line" it has been called, which at last could only mean division and seces- sion. There was, accordingly, felt just in this city the spur to discover and to utter the soul of the Age's Great Deed, for it was peculiarly our own. "Find me the philosophy of that," said the Spirit of the Time to the philosophers now marshaling just on the spot. We took the best help accessible to us from the past, and made it our starting- point. Soon, but not wholly at first, I began to feel the full force of the injunction, and rallied to the work, giving the early unconscious strokes to a task which was not completed till almost half a century later. So the fifth element we sought to introduce into the cultural life of St. Louis, and preached our new evangel with no little unction and keen-edged enthusiasm. We claimed to represent the original, indigenous, self-determined soul of the city as dis- tinct from the one brought hither from the outside. We were in a revolt against the four imported ele- ments, from the early French settlers to the last- come German Forty-Eighters, whom our President Brockmeyer, himself a German, branded as nega- tive — hostile to all positive thought and its institu- tions. He was a good hater, altogether too good; 30 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. still there is no doubt that the high-bred Latinists (Lateiner) from the German University were in- clined to scoff at our philosophic master and at our Movement as something long since transcended over yonder in the old country. Let that be as it may; still the reader is not to forget the secretly gnawing dualism which lurked in the St. Louis Movement, and which will keep driving it forward beyond itself till it reach a higher reconciling synthesis in a new world-view. This of course lies many years ahead, yet it has its first life-pulse in the present situation. But as I look back at the Movement now, it really lapsed into tradition in assailing tradition ; it became pre- scriptive just in its denial of prescription; it took for granted what it never granted. I must have felt somewhat of this deeper dissonance from the start, for I never could quite bring myself to write and publish anything on philosophy proper. I deemed myself not yet a worthy initiate. Then I was already beginning to grow a peculiar literary conscience ; whenever I took my soul's pen in hand, it was for my highest self-expression ; otherwise I must wait, even if forever. Nevertheless I pursued desperately philosophy as the one present remedy, as the universal science; if its warring contradic- tion cannot in some way be pacified, then the uni- verse is battle and becomes Ragnorok. Of course I was at first unconscious of this deep- est undercurrent in our St. Louis Movement, and only came to recognize it, not so much by thinking THE ALIGNMENT. 31 it out, as by living it out in my daily activities for decades, till the cycle of discipline might be fin- ished. Meanwhile let it be held fast that this far- down underworld's struggle of the spirit is what gave strength and length of life to our St. Louis Movement. Indeed that antimony of ours between tradition and non-tradition may be deemed the primal originative force or spring of all individual culture, as well as of civilization itself. Ill The Alignment A year or two since, on going to a little place to give a little talk, I saw two gentlemen approaching me with pleasant smiles ; and as they drew near, one of them held out toward me a written leaf of paper saying: "Here is something which I thought you might like to see, your name is on it." At a glance the manuscript proved to be a copy of the records of the first Philosophical Society reaching back to 1866, with the signature of the Secretary. The gentleman went on : " That I keep as one of my treasures. But can you not tell us a little about these people here named, who met in your society — what did they become? Tell me, who of you made good?" Some such question has been propounded to me several times recently, indeed I have propounded it to myself, and I shall try to write out my answer. Perhaps this entire book bears in itself some re- 32 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. spouse. The fact is most of us were then undis- tinguished and have sturdily remained so. And it must be confessed that the St. Louis Movement never produced a book which, by any reasonable stretch of charity, might be called a literary suc- cess. Therein it strikingly contrasts with the Trans- cendental Movement, which owes its propagation and its permanence largely to the excellence of its Literature. As far as I now remember, the Society led not so much an active, practical life as a rather quiet, theoretical existence; chiefly it was the public means to show famous visitors certain formal at- tentions ; for instance, when Mrs. Julia Ward Howe came to town and read a paper on Philosophy, the Society received her, listened to her lecture, and even indulged in some criticisms, to which she re- plied in veiled but sarcastic reproof of our philoso- phic egotism. In like manner it heard Emerson and invited Alcott, the famous Concord philoso- phers, with whom our Secretary, Mr. Harris, kept in friendly touch, for the sake of the future. The real work of the St. Louis Movement was done individually, or in little groups and classes. I cannot now recollect that I ever read a paper before the Philosophical Society. The spirit of the Movement, as far as I shared it, I applied to Litera- ture ; Judge "Woerner applied it to Jurisprudence, and it colors his legal work on Probate Law; Brockmeyer turned it into Legislation and Politics ; Harris made best use of it in Education. The St. THE ALIGNMENT. 33 Louis Movement, accordingly, took the character of a subtle pervasive influence, rather than an organ- ized propagandism. Its life pulsed in the small coteries which met usually in parlors or private rooms for the study of some special book or sub- ject. In this fact lay its chief worth and its per- sistence. It is true that a certain grouping or arrangement of persons and their philosophic doctrines took place, as we gathered to discuss some theme or to listen to some address, or even to read together some book. The situation was something of this kind: I. The President or the Secretary, or both, were the central figures, ardent exponents and disciples of Hegel, and led the talk. II. Then came the opposition, for usually in the early times we had some straggling dissidents who would object here and there. Of these I remember enough to set down three. (1) Thomas Davidson, who usually upheld Aristotle as against Hegel, and even the Greek world against the Christian. A lively and ingenious Scotchman, who never seemed to me to have any particular persistent conviction. At that time he was certainly a jolly drifter and general free fighter, with much effervescence of erudition. (2) Adolf E. Kroeger, a Fichtean, and trans- lator of several of Fichte's works and of other Ger- man books ; also an upholder of Kant against Hegel in many warm disputes. He belonged to the 34 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. earlier set. I saw a letter in which Longfellow praised his English translations of early German poetry. (3) Louis F. Soldan, later Superintendent of Schools, whose general attitude was neutral, be- longing distinctly to no side or perhaps to all sides. He was a student of Spinoza and Dante, and later had literary classes in Faust. III. Finally came what may be called the rank and file, varying a good deal with the years and the topics. Here I properly belonged. But we were eager learners and questioners, being generally sympathetic with the Hegelians, especially with the two leaders, who had really something positive to give, and produced the general atmosphere. Num- bers of good people may be put here, such as Judge Woerner, Judge Jones, Principal Childs ; the ladies, though not regular members, were best represented by Miss Mary Beedy and Miss Anna Brackett, both of the Public Schools. This was the situation in the earlier times. Later came a group of excellent, but quite different peo- ple, such as Prof. Cook, Dr. Holland, Miss Blow, Miss Fruchte. And so the leaven kept working through various layers for many years, till at last the active spirit seamed to lapse into a state of quiescence. Such is a brief sketch of the first general align- ment of the Philosophical Society, as I recall it after some fifty years and more. All these first members have passed on, though a few out of the TEE ALIGNMENT. 35 later groups still survive, no longer in the buoyancy of youth, yet active. I suppose that the interest of such a seemingly fortuitous society is that it unwittingly bears in its bosom something perma- nent, some living seeds destined to grow in the future and bear new fruit. How long did the Movement last ? In one sense it is going on still, as already indicated, though in a number of ways much changed. But that first impulse had its own life with rise, culmination and decline. Different participators would naturally chronologize the period differently, according to their experience; but to my vision it ran about twenty years (1865-1885), from my first electric shock at touching the live wire in the house of W. T. Harris one Sunday afternoon till I quit St. Louis on my wanderings, not to return with the spirit's renewal for quite another twenty years. The two leaders, Brockmeyer and Harris, had left the city some years before. The influence lingered still in the Public Schools, but without any decided official hold. Moreover the city itself seemed changed in character; it passed into that peculiar eclipse of hope and ambition, which lasted nearly a generation. It lost its leadership in the "West — its commercial, and still more emphatically its intel- lectual leadership. Now this obscuration of St. Louis is undeniable, being fortified by fixed mathematics as well as by floating opinion, and has become the most enig- matic and hence the most interesting fact of its his- 36 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. tory. Like old Rome, St. Louis has had its period of grandeur and decadence, but no Montesquieu or Gibbon has arisen to set forth adequately its re- cord. To be sure the stage is small, and its decline did not involve the world. Still the atom has to-day its special worth, and we are told to see in One, even in the little one, the All. This pensive theme, however, will naturally come up later in the present narrative. But here I note the fact that the St. Louis Movement, though a na- tive growth, was chiefly cultivated and propagated by men who were immigrants. I do not now recall a single born St. Louisan in the set, though nearly all of us were born Americans. Still the Move- ment itself was not an immigrant, but indigenous ; that is, as a Movement it originated on the soil of St. Louis, and, it was so regarded by us, since it was begotten of the city's unique spirit of that time. "We claimed to be of the present just while we were taking the past as guidance, and even as creed. (Still our deepest faith lay in the destiny of our city, our basic belief was grounded in its coming greatness. This belief was the original drive which kept throbbing back of all our energy, whereby it overflowed into the community, and created a kind of University with its studies of Art, Literature, Education, as well as of Philosophy. We sought to be worthy denizens of what was already forecast as the Future Great City of the World, and to con- THE ALIGNMENT. 37 tribute our part toward the fulfilment of its pro- phetic supremacy. Thus I had fully entered upon what I may call my distinctively philosophic epoch, which will be my chief spiritual interest for years. But I had an antecedent stage which I left behind, though it remained with me in a sort of subliminal activity through life. My strongest aspiration for the mind's past treasures lay then in the field of Ro- manic culture, which belonged to those peoples of Southern Europe whose language and civilization sprang from the old Roman world. Now this Ro- manic spirit is held to be the antitype of the Ger- manic spirit, which was pushing forward with such volume and intensity in St. Louis, and which had begun to take possession of my training. Some- what of this pre-philosophic phase of my develop- ment must not be left out in this self-construction of mine, since I shall make use of its acquisitions at intervals duringmy entire life. For instance, only yesterday I began to take new and deeper sound- ings in French Literature on account of the granitic endurance and stability of the French character revealed by the present war, inasmuch as I had previously believed, and France herself had seemed to believe, that she was frivolous and flighty and even decadent. 405576 38 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. IV My Romanic Time in St. Louis The tendency or mental trend here called Ro- manic (not Romantic, remember), I brought with nne to the city, and I clung to it, as long as. it was of prime worth to me, on account of certain local opportunities. In particular, I wished to catch some remaining shred of the French spirit of this originally French town, with its survivals of French speech and customs. Accordingly under the above title I am going to designate a brief cultural stage of my young-man- hood, lasting only between two and three years, but significant in my spirit's discipline, since this sub- strate has continued to rise to the surface with stress at various turns of my later life, and insist upon some utterance. I allude to my cultivation of the Romanic tongues and in a small way their literatures, Spanish, French, Italian, all of them daughters of the Latin, each with her own distinct character, history, and beauty. They imparted to me a phase of my own self-expression, and an- swered a need of my spirit, which I had already felt stirring at College, but without any oppor- tunity of realization. In the fall of 1863 while loitering at a second- hand book store in Cincinnati, I became acquainted with Ignaeio Montaldo, a native Spaniard, who was teaching his mother-tongue to students in that city. He invited me to join his best class in Spanish, MY ROMANIC TIME IN ST. LOUIS. 39 which met at the home of a lady prominent in literary circles. I accepted the invitation at once, since it gratified a persistent longing within me. The result was I bought a Spanish grammar and dictionary on the spot, took a brief lesson for a starter, then went home and studied the new sub- ject till after midnight. I soon caught the drift of the language, being so closely derived from the Latin, and hence like its two sisters, French and Italian, with both of whom I had a passing ac- quaintance. To learn to read the printed words was easy enough ; but to speak those words in con- versation, I found much harder; then to under- stand them when spoken was for me the most diffi- cult task of all, for an ear-minder I never was easily. Hence I hunted down friendly, talkative Montaldo in all his haunts for practice, since Span- ish had quite suddenly become for me an obsession. Moreover I found the genial Spaniard very in- teresting for another reason : his unique character. He was a red-hot socialist, the first of the kind I had ever known; in his fervent propagandism he would lapse from his Spanish into French or even into broken English, till I would gently recall him to his native dialect, reminding him that I could only take his doctrine in pure Castilian. He had resided long in Paris where he had come under the influence of M. Etienne Cabet, famous French Utopian of that time, and had joined the latter's communistic venture known as Icarie, which had first brought him to America. But the ideal plan 40 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. had suffered shipwreck upon the hard reality over in Iowa somewhere, and had left him stranded and drifting and hungering, till he reached Cincinnati where he could earn some bread through his knowl- edge of the tongues. But he clung to the grand eomimunistie scheme as stoutly as ever, the bitterest rebuffs of experience only hardened his conviction, and made him ready for a new headlong onset. In other words I deemed that I saw before me again the actual Don Quixote, the most modern edition of the Spanish knight-errant, with the living com- mentary on that masterpiece of Cervantes, which I had merely read from the outside hitherto. Thus my good teacher gave me his best lesson without price and even without any design of giving it, for he never could get away from himself. "We became boon companions, I followed him everywhere to hear his Quixotic adventures told in lofty laughable Castilian, as well as to enjoy his fantastic ideas, while I would note and then diver- sify his idealism with some of my prose. It seemed that I had quite become his Sancho Panza, the faithful squire, yet mirroring counterpart. After some days he surprised me with an invitation to his modest home, where he whispered me he had a wife and two fine children, girl and boy. That was in- deed a new turn in the adventure, for I had sup- posed him an irreclaimable, unmarriageable rover in pursuit of an ideal world, somewhat like myself at that time. It seems that in his community he had found, loved and wedded an educated French MY ROMANIC TIME IN ST. LOUIS. 41 woman, who had also emigrated with M. Cabet to western wilds in search of the new social order. She spoke only rapid musical French, which I un- derstood but imperfectly, still she interpreted her talk very fully with a runnnig comment of gesture, intonation, and expressive grimaces. Evidently she had been disillusioned by the remorseless fact, having now to keep house for two children and husband under no laughing conditions. Icarie she had reason to remember ; her special theme was the tyranny of the autocrat Cabet, which had wrecked a glorious hope of social freedom, and had left her and hers stranded on this unfree America. Thus I took lessons in the Spanish tongue and more deeply still in the Spanish character, not to speak of the little dip into Latin socialism; all these kinds of instruction have remained a per- manent possession during life, though I have never done much with my Quixotic acquisition. But after some months of this Castilian revery, I was roused by a fresh sharp thrust of the economic problem, and, breaking from my friend and his dreams, I took flight to St. Louis, where I soon lit on the solid though thorny ground of making my own livelihood. Replying from Cincinnati to a newspaper adver- tisement, I received the appointment of instructor in Greek and Latin at the St. Louis College of Christian Brothers ; I was also given a class in Eng- lish Literature. These branches were easy for me, and familiar ; my lessons occupied three hours daily for five days of the week. Thus I had ample time 42 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. for outside study, which enabled me to push on with my Romanic tongues, Spanish, French, and Italian, to which I added considerable practice in my Ger- man, since I found myself rooming in a German household, with an abundance of gossipy neighbors. That was an opportunity which I dared not neg- lect. Spanish began to fall by the way, for I could find no Spaniard like my genial Montaldo ; I often tested my Italian grammar at the fruit-stands kept by Italians, paying for my instruction by the pur- chase of a dime 's worth of apples or peanuts. These people could understand me, but I could not under- stand them, as quite all of them were Genovese and spoke a horrible dialect. At last I found in a wine shop a poor gray-curled Swiss Italian from Canton Ticino, who was a man of some education, and who gladly earned his frank for reading to me an hour a day from an Italian novel which I had picked out of the litter of an old book-stall. In my mental history I deem this to have been my epoch of supreme linguistic ambition, which, indeed for a while wholly absorbed my life. If the reader will take the trouble to count them up, he will find that I was employed more or less directly with seven different languages at the same time. In some re- spects it was a useless scattering of energy, yet I got from it a unique experience which served its purpose. Quite unconsciously I was seeking my own self-expression in all these tongues; I was lis- tening to the voices of seven different folk-souls, the best in the world's civilization, as they revealed MY ROMANIC TIME IN ST. LOUIS. 43 themselves in speech. And I was under training to find my own right utterance — a supreme object of my life. This was my distinctive polyglottic stage, lasting with fervor between two and three years, yet with recurrences all my days, for I found I could always resurrect these tongues with a little labor, at least as far as I had acquired them. Thus for a season I sought an expression of my- self in no less than six foreign languages beside my native English, and kept building in this fashion a good-sized tower of Babel all inside my own brain. But after a time I found this versatile linguistic love of mine getting onore and more interested in one of the languages without wholly neglecting the others. The favorite became now the French. There lingered still something of the old French spirit in St. Louis, at least in those quarters where I ate and lounged and chatted. I snuffed this peculiar atmos- phere the first days of my arrival, and accordingly I took board at a French hotel not far from the old Cathedral, which then might be deemed the center of St. Louis antique, and which still looks down at you with its French inscription written across its forehead. I found, however, that the people there could all talk English, French having become a mere by-play. Still the place remains to me ever memorable, since here I first saw the unique physi- ognomy of Brockmeyer, just fresh from the forest, as he would fleet eagerly into the dining-room, and then saunter out of it leisurely with the rest of us, ever darting the sudden eye-shot of the backwoods' 44 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. hunter, rather than the though ted look of the much- civilized philosopher. But my appetite for French was not satisfied there, though the eating was good. On inspecting the wider neighborhood, I found three other French boarding-houses, of which one in the same general locality just fitted my plan, if not my palate. For the proprietor and his wife with servants could hardly say a word of English, and understood none ; so I had to talk French or do without my dinner. Moreover I discovered soon that in the evening the place was the resort of a strange lot of French characters, who gathered there to drink wine or ab- sinthe, sip strong coffee, and play piquet, talking meanwhile French politics with illimitable babble. Most of them were fiery republicans, refugees, revo- lutionists, socialists, anarchists, hot against State and Church. I thought I saw there a living pres- entation of Carlyle's French Revolution, in bloody words and gesticulations, but not in bloody deeds. I recollect, however, that the place contained one hardy Clerical who by his opposition could set a dozen tongues into a furious clatter, which once ended in a brawl. A single Napoleonist had even greater power of irritation, inasmuch as most of these fellows had been forced to flee from the Em- peror's police. Thus I was again taking a double lesson: in the French tongue and in French life, here manifesting one of its famous historic phases. (Remember that Emperor Napoleon III was still on his throne.) MY ROMANIC TIME IN ST. LOUIS. 45 Naturally I took to reading French, especially books about the French Revolution, of which I saw a fragment enacted before me every night. There lie now under my eyes on the table my annotations to Lamartine's Les Girondins, which work I bought in the original and read with many an excited re- flection on our own Civil War, in which I had just lived through a deeply sympathetic part theoret- ically and practically. This reading of mine is dated 1865, when the mighty upheavals and re- surgences of French liberty had ended in the sod- den despotism of the third Napoleon. Was our re- public to suffer a like fate ? Some of that company would say so in pretentious pessimistic prophecy, whereupon I would splutter bits of bad French at them, using them as targets for practicing both my patriotism and my grammar. I longed to see some representatives of the old French settlers who with their descendants had been on the ground just about a century if we date the founding of St. Louis by Laclede in 1764. But not a Creole, if such be the right name, ever showed his face among ihe Church-defying revolutionaries fortressed across the street from the Cathedral in Combe 's boarding-house, which mad hostelry would have appeared to him an Inferno full of devils. Only once an innocent Canadian, and especially in- nocent of English, strayed into the place, seeing on the sign Pension Frangaise. I noticed him at once and took him in charge, finding him a fresh angelic arrival from the paradise of Quebec, but now fallen 46 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. into this real Dantesque Malebolge, through which I too was traveling as a kind of onlooking Dante. At some horrible blasphemy, I suppose, for the word was not clear to me, but must have been well understood by him, re-echoed as it was with the dia- bolic grins and grimaces of the whole rabblement, he ran out into the dark. I went after him, and asked him where he was going. He said he did not know. I begged him: "Come then with me, and I shall take you to a French priest who lives over yonder at the Cathedral," and after a short walk I pointed toward the imposing structure with its spire, and the clergy-house alongside. I offered to cross the street with him, when the fellow suddenly picked up his heels, and giving three leaps disap- peared within the church door, whither of course I did not try to pursue him. But as he slid inside, he glowered around at me, with a look of having es- caped from the demons. Thus the time brought me a vivid personal ex- perience of revolutionary France just here in St. Louis, a living commentary upon her history past and also future. "When some six or seven years later, I read of the doings of the Paris Commune after the Franco-Prussian War, I felt that I had seen and heard them in prophecy already at that French boarding-house. In fact, a few years later during 1870 my interest returned with such inten- sity that I sought my old quarters there, but the spirit had fled. I found, however, a red-republican French Club in the same locality, but it was tame, MY ROMANIC TIME IN ST. LOUIS. 47 quite orderly, and all its words and deeds seemed to spell France's humiliation. Still later in 1878 .when I was in Paris, I never could find there the anarchic vigor of my old French boarding-house in St. Louis, except once perhaps — that was at a the- atrical representation of the famous anti-clerical play, Moliere's Tartuffe, in the Latin Quarter, when a rather jolly Pandemonium suddenly erupted out of the huge audience, in which a woman (pos- sibly Louise Michel herself) seemed the chief vol- canic spouter, the whole becoming quiet again in a few minutes. So I now renew in aged image my young and yare Romanic St. Louis of more than half a cen- tury agone. Only yesterday the love of reminis- cence enticed me to take another stroll before the old Cathedral, and hearken to the call of its French inscription which seems now to speak more deeply out of its heart than ever before. Through the war the Latin peoples, and especially the French, have uprisen from a subsidence and supposed decline to a new birth and grander eminence in the World's History. They have done the supreme historic act, having overmade themselves into the conqueror of their conqueror. But does that old fiend of Terror, whose passing shadow I once saw in Romanic St. Louis, yet lurk in the French soul? Half-sup- ressed voices fitfully fly hitherward over the ocean, reporting that it is still alive and at work to-day underneath Paris. Will it again break up to the surface and have another spell of seismic upheaval as twice before ? 48 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. From Romanic to Teutonic So the old, deep dualism of Europe, starting long before the Christian Era, and continued with more or less virulence through all the intervening ages till the present moment — the ever-grinding dualism between Roma and Teutonia — has migrated to America and especially has settled down in our St. Louis, bringing that same world-historical conflict along with itself, political, religious, cultural. I seemed to fall right into the middle of this many- centuried clash, being sensitive to the poignant thrusts from both these mighty opposites of the ages, with their everlasting alternation between rise and fall, victory and defeat, Guilt and Nemesis. Not fifty years ago Ronna, in her representative Latin race, seemed to be drooping toward her last sundown in France; but now in this New Year of 1919 military Teutonia appears to have marched valiantly into her own bloody, perchance mortal eclipse. Thus the oscillation has continued, begin- ning historically, if not before at least with that ancient invasion of France by the Teutones who were overwhelmed and destroyed by the Roman general Marius 102 years Before Christ. Then with the centuries came the furious counterstroke, the defeat and capture of Roma herself in person by these Teutonic peoples. And that by no means stopped the ever-recurring world-duel. So the san- guinary see-saw between Europe's two halves has FROM ROMANIC TO TEUTONIC. 49 been going on for 2000 years and more, the last gory oscillation being ended to-day, if it really has ended. And the case would seem, if we may judge by the past, that Europe of herself is unable to heal this deepest rent of her own soul, as well as of her body, without some foreign mediator, some reconciling third world-people, who can medicine her ever re- opening and fresh-bleeding wound with a new insti- tutional order. Is America to furnish that remedial folk, which may be able to redintegrate unhappy Europe, torn into warring pieces, from her birth? Our army of doctors, first military and now polit- ical, have gone to the seat of trouble, and are still engaged in their task of restoration at this moment. Probably the patient is not curable at once, still the beginning may be tried, with the whole world in anxiety looking on at the bedside. But our present interest is to note that this deep- est dualism of Europe — it is not the only one but the deepest — was transmitted to our "Western Con- tienent, and has worked itself out into two Amer- icas, very distinct if not opposite, Latin and Anglo- Saxon, whose reconciliation still belongs to the fu- ture. And particularly our city has shown in its history this same original European cleavage which I felt on my arrival here during the last year of the Civil War. At first I sided culturally with the Latin or Romanic trend, as already indicated, seiz- ing the opportunity, here presented, of appropriat- ing a little first-hand knowledge of one of History's 50 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. greatest achievements, namely, that unique Medi- terranean civilization, mother of our higher spirit- ual disciplines. But I gradually developed out of this Romanic stage, which after the Civil "War kept getting paler and weaker both in me and in the community, whereby the latter showed a strange parallelism to what was going on over in Europe. When France, that is, Louis Napoleon's France, was peremptorily ordered to quit Mexico by Seward, the counter- stroke was not unf elt in French St. Louis, as I could hear in the loud conversation over cognac and black coffee at M. Combe 's. The Teutonic spirit was already overwhelming me both in my studies and in my external relations. I was getting deeply ab- sorbed in the philosophic movement, and especially in the all-encompassing system of Hegel, now my mind's grand objective. From the French cuisine wreathed round with multitudinous causerie, I changed to a large German boarding-house of boundless babblement over Bier and Wurst. The classic song of La Belle France seemed to be getting drowned in the roar of Deutschland uber Alles. I joined a German Social Club of young folks where English was unheard, and I took part in music, dance, games, festivals, not refusing the fluids as a part of the new learning. The German theater I cultivated, especially when Goethe and Schiller were on the boards. One Sunday evening I dared think it my duty instead of attending Church, to go to see Faust — my first opportunity to witness the FROM ROMANIC TO TEUTONIC. 51 masterpiece of Teutonic Literature. The house was packed with the very folk, the applause uprose uproarious, the general feeling swayed to and fro triumphant, the whole play being interspersed with shouts and German catchwords, most of which I could not understand. But the loudest, most pro- longed, most suggestive acclamation I did under- stand, since it swelled forth at the burst of laugh- ing hell-fire from the mouth of ironic Mephistoph- eles as he ironicises the Church, scoffing out the pas- sage: Die Kirche hat einen guten Magen. The actor who spoke the lines did his infernal best, for he became the Devil then and there in speech and in look. And that audience after him seemed to undergo a similar diabolic transforma- tion, which lasted some minutes. Thus I caught a glimpse of one phase of Teutonia's soul that night, which has never quit me, but which has come back to me more vividly than ever during these past four years, along with their prodigious problems interrogating me: Is Germany then Mephistoph- eles? Has the greatest German poet, embodying the greatest German legend, simply drawn the por- trait of his own people in their final catastrophe? For we may well recall now the tragic end of Meph- istopheles, making the poet's Faust a Teutonic world-tragedy. But let us return to our retrospect. In my zeal I quit the center of the city and went to live in the 52 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. . residence quarter where I might experience Ger- man domestic life, which had such a beautiful and naive expression of itself in poetry and music. The outcome could not be avoided: I wound up this part of my Germanization by a German marriage and started on a new phase of my career. Thus I made the complete transition from the Romanic to the Teutonic in my life's discipline. And I must not fail to add that this transition was not merely mine, but the city's, the time's, aye the world's even; for was not all civilization German- izing quite down to the fate-year of 1914 ? And all education from the little Kindergarden up to the great University — was it not largely based upon German pedagogy ? So I look back and behold my wee self pre-enacting as a St. Louis atom a stage of the World's History. VI The Great St. Louis Deed During these years a larger hope took hold of St. Louis, a greater civic pride, a more colossal ur- ban egotism than she has ever known since. Can we trace this consciousness of her own importance to its source? She seems to have felt at this time a world-historical destiny, and claimed a lofty na- tional if not a supra-national mission. Had she really done anything which might serve as a ground or even as a pretext for this far-reaching aspira- tion? So we ask now in retrospect with some in- THE GREAT ST. L0UI8 DEED. 53 sistent importunity. Such a deed of hers can be pointed out and studied which was not merely a local or temporary incident, but an exploit of uni- versal significance. I am aware that I shall call up strong protest and perhaps ridicule at the meaning which I give to the affair of Camp Jackson. But as I view the matter, it was a great pivotal event whose purport time has not only confirmed, but has continued to deepen. To-day I think to note our microscopic Camp Jack- son enlarged over the sea into Europe which is fight- ing its hitherto separative tendency toward some kind of federated Union. A little less than three years after the taking of Camp Jackson, I sprang out of a railroad train which had brought me from Cincinnati, and push- ing to the banks of the Mississippi near-by, I caught my first view of St. Louis as she lay wrapped in her flowing sable headdress of smoke. Not very at- tractive in outer look did she appear to me from that distance; still even then she, like the veiled Egyptian image at Sais, was secretly propounding to me the problem of my earthly existence, which I am working at still to-day under her cloudy coif after more than half a century. As I crossed the river on the ferry-boat, and first trudged the wharf toward the streets, I asked my- self : "What is the event, which most deeply and persistently lurks in your memory concerning this spot of earth? Is there any significant deed here 54 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. done in the past, whose presence haunts and colors all your eager sight-seeing ? ' ' My answer was, "Yes, this for me is the city of Camp Jackson." In order that I may impart to my reader as viv- idly as I can the reason for this peculiar mental state of mine, let me put briefly together the chief national events of that time : (1) The Union had been broken to pieces under Buchanan by the secession of the Southern tier of Slave States. (2) Lincoln, the new President, had affirmed as the essential point of his Inaugural (March 4th, 1861) the Primacy of the Union. (3) South Carolina had maintained not only in word but also in deed the Primacy of the Single State by the capture of Fort Sumter (April 14th). (4) Lincoln had answered her with his resolve in his call for 75,000 volunteers, to put down the re- bellion (April 15th). (5) Camp Jackson, taken (May 10th, 1861) in less than a month after the fall of Sumter, was the Great Deed, the earliest victorious response of the Nation affirming by its action the Primacy of the Union, and thus sealing Lincoln's first call with its first real achievement. All these steps of the resistless onstriding crisis of the time I had followed with the intense inner reaction of a young fellow of twenty at College. On the whole the stream of events dashed madly to- ward disunion in spite of the attempts to stay its THE GREAT ST. LOUIS DEED. 55 furious energy. Soul-crushing had been my dis- may, and that of the North generally at the spec- tacle of the huge falling edifice of our country. But when I woke one fine May morning and in my Ohio home read the newspaper head-lines about the cap- ture of Camp Jackson at St. Louis, I felt that the first decisive counterstroke had been given to the advance of the rebellion. In a slave State, in the South 's largest city, by the act of its own people secession had been arrested and whelmed back in a stunning defeat. I felt this already in my little town to be the overture to the Union's victory, and it swept away the cloud of despair which had hung over the North since the fall of Fort Sumter. And that has remained the place of Camp Jackson in the movement of the whole Civil War — the primal 'counterstroke of successful resistance to the hith- erto quite unimpeded sweep of the South 's triumph. And the saving act took place at the center of the Great Valley and of its River, as it were in the heart of the Nation, which was now really tapped to its core, henceforth to gush out lavishly in de- fense of its existence. Thus I first trod the streets of St. Louis with no little reminiscence and patriotic elation, probably not so very far from Laclede's first cabin built here about one hundred years before my arrival. But that atomic event, though pregnant with a great future, I hardly knew and could not then think much about. St. Louis at the moment was still in the poignant pulsations of the conflict, 56 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. though it was no longer the immediate prize of combat. The fact is this city had made more and greater history during the earlier stages of the "War than any other city of the country, not except- ing Washington. Really St. Louis was more impor- tant then than it has ever been since. It had for a while more than a local, more than a national, yea a world-historical eminence. That first testful fight for Federal Union not merely of the American States but (as we just now are beginning to see) of the World took place on this spot, a typical deed hereafter to be repeated thousandfold in our his- tory, and it has hardly yet begun repeating itself around the globe. The Great River too was to be freed as well as its Valley, which crowning feat' was accomplished by gunboats constructed and sent from this point. Such was then our sovereign lead in the West, perchance in the Nation ; will it spur' us to renewed activity to keep our inning, or para- lyze us with the great illusion of our irreversible' supremacy? In this success lurks the danger in- herent in all victory. Utterly contradictory and long-continued has been the disputation concerning Camp Jackson. Opinions about it locked horns at the time, and have remained locked up to date. A few years ago, its semi-centennial took place, and the whole sub-, ject was thrashed over in the newspapers with pretty much the same diversity of judgment as in. its beginning. The deed can be shown to be both legal and illegal on both sides, according as the law! THE GREAT ST. LOUIS DEED. 57 of the Union or the law of the Single-State is deemed paramount. In fact that problem was just what the law could not solve, so that some power or energy seems intervening above the fighting dual- ism of the two legalities. What is that higher Power? Or the argument often drops the legal as- pect, and dwells on the policy or the expediency of the deed. But again each side shows with equal force that its part in the Camp Jackson affair was very expedient, but very inexpedient was the other side's part. Thus some greater might seems to be using both the expedient and the inexpedient for its own purpose. Can I in any manner see or get hold of that supernal energy which sways above all contradictions; especially the one called up by Camp Jackson? For here are seen grappling a right which is illegal and a wrong which is legal — which side can the honest but perplexed path-seek- ing citizen take? Apart from the disunionists, I found the union- ists still deeply divided about the justification of Camp Jackson. The thing puzzled me. I needed but to blow off the ashes with a word, when I could not only see but feel the first fires of the contro- versy still glowing hot in the hearts of the two op- posing sides, after three years of cooling off. I lis- tened to both parties with eagerness, yea with sym- pathy, and finally came to the conclusion that the supreme upper purpose of Camp Jackson was just this division into the two different sorts of union- ists, the conditional and the unconditional (so they 58 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. were often named at the time), as the grand pre- liminary discipline not only for saving but for re- generating the Union. I had been before this experience boisterously but one-sidedly interested in the deed of Camp Jackson at a distance, as if it trumpeted the first preluding note of triumph over the Nation's disso- lution. But the discords of the two clashing parts which lurked in the victory, I now heard on the spot of their origin, and their historic collision rose seething murkily within me. "Where, how can I get the light? This was one of the spiritual troubles that drove me later to interrogate more profoundly that hitherto enigmatic oracle called Philosophy. But if Camp Jackson was to me a kind of un- sung Iliad with heroic deed, I soon came to ask, Who was the hero f I had not far to look, in fact he rose in evidence everywhere, the visible presence in each part or phase of the one great action. And whatever salient turn I might look at, there stood the one heroic individual, the spirit's sovereign permeating and directing each particle of the total event. Here it is worth while to contrast the deeds of Port Sumter and Camp Jackson, less than a month apart at the beginning of the Civil War, and prefig- uring its two tendencies. The Fort is assaulted and taken by the Secessionists; thus they succeed so far in disrupting the Union, and the United States troops withdraw to the North. A foreshow THE GREAT ST. LOUIS DEED. 59 is this of what takes place in the East during the whole war. Northern troops on Southern soil get whipped, but they in turn overcome the South if it invades the North. Now behold the West. Here the Union seizes the offensive on the moment, and practically keeps it from the very start to the finish. This start is Camp Jackson, which is the first really positive re- sponse to the President's call, hence the import of it and the thrill. The "West saw its ideal and its hope at stake in both deeds, being enormously de- pressed by Fort Sumter but proportionately up- lifted by Camp Jackson, which was our true initia- tive, the War's prophetic challenge. The greatest man in the nation then was Francis Preston Blair, if not in the world ; he stood and di- rected for some days a world-historical act ; Univer- sal History pivoted for a moment on St. Louis and on him. He possessed the supernal power at that moment; his will coincided with the World-Spirit's will — and thus he became its historic executor, its Hero. Will he ever be able to repeat that one su- premacy? If so, he is the coming man of the Na- tion's supreme crisis. Or is he only a single-deed Great Man, mighty for the once, and then declining toward sunset? Let us scan him more closely to read his lesson. 60 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. VII The St. Louis Hero Quite a little spell after the Camp Jackson event, say some nine or ten years, which permitted us the calm to survey it not merely in its political but also in its literary aspect, I remember discussing with my friend Judge Woerner this problem: Which is the best artistic vehicle for expressing the deed of Camp Jackson, the Novel or the Epic? Sev- eral hours we kept turning the matter over while he interjected many vivid personal recollections from his experience, for he was under arms that day on the Union side, if I recall his statement aright. Moreover he was a born novel-reader, which I was not ; hence he seized and described the whole action from the novelistic point of view. I, however, fresh from the study of Homer, and taking my choice probably in accord with some natural tendency, preferred the form of the Epic, with its sway of the Upper Powers in one shape or other, as the most adequate literary expression of the Great Deed, and capable of being made superior to any purely historic record of the same. So I reeled him off a little rhapsody of the St. Louis Iliad as I called it, with its central hero Achilles not sulking, but di- vinely acting under the guidance of Pallas Athena in person. The excellent Judge shot back at me his decision : ' ' That may do for old Troy and the Homeric age in which you live too intently ; but it will not answer THE ST. LOUIS HERO. 61 for St. Louis and our piesent time, whose art-form I tell you, is the Novel and not your antiquated Epic. Better quit your poetizing any how, it is left behind in our new world." So my friend was in- clined to challenge not only my opinion but my right of poetic utterance, and he was not alone in his view. Whereupon I replied: "My God-sent office calls for my true self-expression in whatever form of it the spirit imposes upon my tongue ; you may not like it, nor anybody else ; still I must and shall fulfil my soul's prime vocation." So much for an old personal problem pertaining to the limits of my writing-gift, a problem still pro- voked afresh and still unriddled. With this very modern episode ended, let us turn back to our St. Louis Iliad, and consider its hero at his highest moment. As I look yonder at him through all the inter- vening decades, Blair appears before me now as a great heroic personality standing at a supreme turning-point of the World's History, and direct- ing its coming destiny. What was the ultimate stake of his preternational activity, doubtless un- conscious to himself ? Just here in St. Louis at that moment the problem had come up in all its far- reaching intensity : Shall this city, this State, this Valley, and therewith this Nation advance to a new and stronger and freer Federal Union or lapse back- ward into the separated and everrasping States of Europe, which have still this problem to settle in the future? (They are trying with many sour 62 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST faces and painful contortions to settle it just now). Or was the soldier Lyon the foremost man of des- tiny? It seems to me that anybody who carefully reads the fate-burdened events of those overflowing hours will soon see that the military man was merely the smiting weapon in the hands of Blair, who really first forged it and then directed it to the supreme end. So I can vision Francis Preston Blair on this spot seizing hold of the rudder of the World's His- tory and giving to the same a quick significant whirl at a grand turn in the stream of time. That was his sudden call and inspiration, more visible at the present moment than ever before. I do not claim that I beheld his lofty historic position then, as I walked up Olive street to the site of Camp Jackson, but I did feel the original demonic power of the man in that occurrence, the cosmical energy, if you wish to call it such, which took possession of him and made him perform things which appear to ordinary life superhuman, and which to the eye of the old Greek poet are the deeds of the Hero in- spired by the Olympian Gods. Hence to me Camp Jackson has unfolded in time an epical character, modern though it be. But I have to add that Blair owned this peculiar power but the once, and then for a short time ; he lost the gift largely if not entirely in later days ; he was chosen just the one time by the Spirit of the Age to execute its supernal behest. After the one grand culminant effort, his career droops, though THE ST. LOUIS HERO. 63 not uneventful. As the greatest man at that time in St. Louis, as a kind of epical hero in a supreme national deed, I followed him and listened to his spoken word, though he was, when I heard him, in comparative eclipse. Blair was the man who saw distinctly, and acted upon the insight, that the fight between the two sec- tional antagonisms must be made ; he had thus read the decree of the time, or if you will, the behest of the World-Spirit. "Give us always the man who can do that," is the cry of every crisis. Blair had been preparing the instrumentality for some years. In a slave state he organized an emancipation party — the natives and the foreigners, the latter being Germans chiefly — first as political clubs, the so- called Wide- A wakes, throughout the city. But the other side began to do likewise and rallied their Minute Men, for the open original secessionists in- tended disunion, and the secret ones too. But Blair knew his advantages ; his people were largely trained soldiers of Europe and supplied with officers; he realized that we had a standing army in our midst, ready to be mobilized on notice. These men he immediately offered to Lincoln in response to the President's first call, and they were at once mustered in by Lyon. But after Camp Jackson he somehow could not control his own forces, could no longer direct the power which he had evoked. Accordingly he brought Fremont, who would utilize this same power, and who, having got it, kept it away from Blair, and then lost it in 64 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. his turn. Thus Fremont failed utterly, and so it came that the Germans were without any adequate American leader. Then they practically took pos- session of the City and the State in their own right. So the matter stood when I arrived in 1864. Blair was a friend of Brockmeyer, to whom he did a great service in rescuing the latter from the clutches of arbitrary military power, which had thrust him in jail. But a great disservice it was, in my opinion, when Blair persuaded him to enter Missouri politics. That was the philosopher's aber- ration from the path of his true destiny as I fore- cast him; his genius at its best was not political. Thus Blair, though never a member, had an indi- rect influence upon the St. Louis Movement, indeed he fated it, and Brockmeyer with it, though far from purposing any such result. I have stated above that Blair trained and used Lyon as his deft military instrument, quite indis- pensable ; but the general must have soldiers disci- plined, enthusiastic, ready to leap to the battle-line at the word of command. Now the curious fact springs up that Blair in a time of peace had found a standing army already drilled and officered, though scattered, which he brought together and organized, putting it under the authority of Lyon along with himself. This far-reaching, little recog- nized, but prolific fact must be set forth, not in its historic fullness, but so far as it had a bearing upon our St. Louis Movement and the members thereof, not omitting of course my little autobiographic self. THE STANDING ARMY OF ST. LOUIS. 65 VIII The Standing Army of St. Louis The significance of this Camp Jackson army along with its deed and its hero cannot be left out of the St. Louis Movement, which never could have arisen unless through such an antecedent condition. And St. Louis certainly would have become a different city without this deeply determining experience. And Missouri probably would have followed Vir- ginia and met a similar fate, had it not been for Blair and his Germans, who at once enforced by means of Camp Jackson the unconditional line be- tween Union and Disunion. The conflict could not be compromised any longer, even here in the birth- state of the old Compromise of 1820. Sterling Price, Virginia-born, best represents the conditional com- promising Unionist who must be now fully union- ized or disunionized, or, as we can see and say to- day, must be Americanized or Europeanized, for the hour has struck. Blair, also of Virginia de- scent by way of Kentucky, is Price's antitype and the right destroyer of his idea. Thus here in Mis- souri, Mother Virginia out of the creative depths of her dual nature has brought forth two sets of desperately conflicting sons and their antagonistic principles in the Nation represented by Abraham Lincoln and Jefferson Davis, both also of Southern descent through Kentucky. Let us now look at the other element, unknown to Virginia — the German — but the prime physical QQ THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. condition of victory, Thor's hammer swung on high in triumph. There was a time when St. Louis might well be called a German city — a period of some dozen or fifteen years, as I reckon its dura- tion. Germany seemed to have migrated hither in person, and to have settled down in St. Louis and the surrounding country on both sides of the Mis- sissippi. Thousands upon thousands they came flocking not only with their laborious bodies, but with their whole intellectual outfit, from the man trained at the university down to the common- schooled peasant. It was the second great migra- tion of Teutonia to the United States, the first be- ing that earlier hegira chiefly to Pennsylvania, which took place in the English colonial times. The start of this second vast swarming of the Teutonic folk over the ocean has been dated in 1818 by na- tive historians; the European political troubles gave to it increased momentum in the early Thir- ties, and especially in 1848. Thus a little German world arose here in the "West with St. Louis at its heart. But the point which I wish now to emphasize once more in this connection is that nearly all these Germans were trained soldiers of the old Father- land, and could at once step from the plow into the disciplined order of battle. And what is more strange, they had here their own officers already schooled in the best military institutes of Europe. That is, without knowing it the city had in its midst a standing army ready for immediate service. THE STANDING ARMY OF ST. LOUIS. 67 An instance reported to me by the son of one of these German officers will illustrate. ' ' My father, ' ' says this son, "was an educated military engineer in Germany, but fled to America, since he had par- ticipated in the revolution of 1848. He was build- ing a large structure in North St. Louis under a contract with a hundred men or more in charge, when on an April day of 1861 appeared before him his old friend and fellow-officer, Franz Sigel, then only a little school-teacher in the city, who said to him 'Come, we must enlist.' 'What do you mean?' Sigel replied, 'Lincoln has called for troops, we must take up our old profession. ' ' But what am I to do with this building and these men?' 'Your house will not at present be needed; but who are these workmen?' 'Germans — laborers, artisans, foremen.' 'Soldiers, I see,' said Sigel ; 'bring them along.' So at once a German-drilled army sprang into ranks with its complete organization, and the next day was getting in line for duty. ' ' Now Blair had already seen this hidden weapon, and was utilizing it for his purpose. He had begun to employ it in 1858, when he was elected Republi- can representative, the only one from a Slave State, chiefly through German votes. But in 1860 he had organized the before-mentioned Lincoln Wide- Awakes into semi-military companies as political clubs, upon which he still kept his hand after the election. For Blair had already foreseen the ap- proaching Civil War, and knew that it could not longer be shirked or compromised away. Upon 68 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. this conviction he acted, and so he kept getting his standing-army in order, waiting for the fateful min- ute to strike. Such was his timely foresight, which spurred him to his military preparation, and made him the doer of the time's Great Deed. One might think, many did think, that the mili- tary leader of the coming War had appeared in this Camp Jackson exploit. No, that was Blair's one supreme exploit, as already said; from that mo- ment began his star's obscuration. Though he was still active, the Genius of the Time refused to stamp his work with its sovereign seal. And after him no great general receives at once the baptism of vic- tory ; all who are tried do not stand the test. But when years have passed, two leaders rise winning the crown of triumph — Grant and Sherman, both of whom were present in St. Louis as citizens and spectators on Camp Jackson day. One queries why were not they in the midst of this opening fight? Both have given reasons in their Memoirs; rather hipshot appears each excuse to me. The fact seems to be that they were still terribly in doubt, both had Southern connections, though both were born in the North. Let me dare supply their new inner resolution as they meditatively turned homeward from the scene: "Yes, Camp Jackson here under my eyes has stirred my blood as Fort Sumter off yonder never did. I must go and enlist as soon as I can find my place." Within a few months both of them, having gotten out of St. Louis, were made Colonels in the Union Army, one of volunteers, the THE STANDING ARMY OF ST. LOUIS. (59 other of regulars. After the same manner Camp Jackson compelled thousands to resolve for one side or the other. So much for the great Americans of our city at this time. There is no doubt, however, that St. Louis during those years took a deeper and longer dip into the German folk-soul, than any other city in the United States, or any perhaps outside of Germany itself. There was a general tendency to fall into Teutonic life, to adopt its arts, customs, and ways of thinking. To be sure there were those who held aloof, especially after the Civil War. But I with the majority received baptism in this Ger- man ocean, which then overflowed our city, leaving an ever memorable impress upon it and me and especially upon our St. Louis Movement. CHAPTER SECOND Illusion and Disillusion Strangely parallel with these same years rises what I shall call the Great Illusion of St. Louis, which runs its course till the counterstroke of Dis- illusion falls upon us with a stunning blastment of hope. Thus we went through an historical experi- ence of the deepest import, giving us a discipline which is world-wide at this moment. Have not the nations of the Earth just been witnessing the great Teutonic Illusion of universal domination through war, followed now by what promises to be a much greater and longer Disillusion ? St. Louis dreaming itself the world's coming metropolis to be won in peace, experienced a somewhat similar dispensation, passing from the Illusion of her sovereignty in wealth, power and population to complete Disillu- sion through the pitiless antagonism of the fact. In the preceding Chapter I nave sought to give some notion of the time's doings at St. Louis, espe- cially as connected with the St. Louis Movement and with myself, this little atom of autobiography. Remarkable energy, a unique cultural outburst, unbounded aspiration of individuals along with grandiose civic ambition were felt throbbing up- wards throughout the community. At least such was my ever-bubbling hope responsive, as I remem- 70 ILLUSION AND DISILLUSION. 71 ber well, to that of the city. And now we are to catch the deeper undertone of these occurrences, the ironic play in them raid trough them which weaves in its illusory web the whole population, the common folk as well as the philosophers. We are lured to believe, by the magic of our own im- aginations, a persistent phantasmal lie — the lie of material glory and supremacy. The time for us becomes one huge mendacity to which St. Louis surrenders herself soul and body till she quite he- comes that which she believes, when, undeceived by a sudden blow of fate, she ente/s upon a long purgatorial penance. Such is my construction of the cardinal epoch in our city's history, through which I myself passed, and of which I was a part — not a large yet an organic constituent. Can I now reeonstrue the phenomenon, as I look back at it with sharpened interest (by the events of to-day), and with revivified memory? The irony of all existence was lurking in us, building our fan- tastic Babylon. Our faith in what we were going to get divinely gratis had no bounds, its rainbow treachery was enticing us blindly on to be present at the approaching triumph of the Future Great City of the World — which designation of us be- came axiomatic in every mouth on every street cor- ner. But the Gods intended something very dif- ferent for us, in fulfilment of their own ends— we being necessarily but a part of their total cosmos- drama. Me personally the time was driving to master all appearance, which had indeed over- 72 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. wrought and possessed my world-view just by- dangling before me its false hopes, whose Illusion I was to pierce and undo by that system of thought whose purpose aimed to reach true being just through the self-negation of the lie. This was the chief merit of Hegel, and herein our Philosophical Society had its call from the time. The grand problem of the World's Illusion was then strongly exemplified in St. Louis, and in me, and apparently in everybody else about us. It was a situation well known and characterized by the Great Books of all ages, the Bibles of the Race. Old Homer has shown it very strikingly in the lying dream of the Greek Leader Agamemnon, sent from above by the supreme Olympian God Zeus upon the mortal below, who "on that very day thought to take the city of Priam." So St, Louis and all its people dreamed of capturing the American Troy of untold riches and numbers; we kept for years, like fatuous Agamemnon, "musing on things that never were to be." And the bitter exclamation of the poet when he stresses the divine irony would apply to us: "Fool! who little knew what Zeus designed ! ' ' A personal memento I may be permitted to add at this point. In 1880 while the Illusion was still upon us, I was teaching classes in the Iliad, and unfolded to my little St. Louis constitutency the foregoing view of Agamemnon's lying dream, with illustrations from life and history. But I did not then know that we there, all of us, teacher and ILLUSION AND DISILLUSION. 73 pupils, as well as the entire community, were like- wise the victims of an Illusion similar to that of the Greek Leader, over whose comedy we were in- clined to have some genteel merriment. But really we were laughing at ourselves, and did not know it, though our Disillusion was already on its way and would soon arrive, in fact did arrive later during that same year. In the words of the old poet we too were "fools who little knew what Zeus de- signed," all of us being unconsciously then and there a living contemporary illustration of Hom- er's picture limned some 2500 years ago. And thus we are still realizing our old poet-prophet, wherein is found his best commentary. So much for the antique Greek Bible, with a modern application to modern St. Louis, though the book be not of the usually accepted biblical canon. But there is the other Scripture, the au- thorized, which also grapples with the same prob- lem. For it is Hebrew St. Paul who declares: "God shall send them strong delusion that they should believe a lie" — a theology not so very un- like that of Greek Agamemnon's lying dream sent of Zeus. The apostle states also the purpose of this divine missive: "That they all might be damned who believed not," this unbelief or wrong belief being the sin which calls forth the penalty. Thus we, even in our literary classes, were led to grapple with the testful problem of human Illu- sion, as manifested not only in individuals but also in cities and nations. It had become the prime 74 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. psychologic fact of the St. Louis soul-world, and I believe that we were sympathetically drawn by our communal instinct to these deeper studies of Litera- ture, whose secret push must have lain in the time. Hence it belongs to the history of our St. Louis Movement that it give some account of this peculiar phenomenon, which affected us all, and helped to give tendency and even character to our future achievement. Yet I must not fail to mention the fact that in the very might of our Illusion lurked the back- stroke of its unreality, of its falsity. A lie can hardly help giving some dim intimation of itself, even in the innocent soul who may believe it. So I now construe that uncanny feeling which gripped us all at the mere mention of the name of Chicago, which had already become not only our rival, but our secret antipathy, nay, our ever-increasing ter- ror. Somehow our people forefelt it the coming spell-breaker, the remorseless smasher of our Great Illusion, and we tingled with a spasm of jealousy which doubtless varied much with individuals. Of our own set, Brockmeyer could on small provoca- tion fall into profane if not obscene anti-Chicago paroxysms. Harris did not care much, for I doubt if he ever intended to stay in our St. Louis; he planned from the beginning to return to his ideal Yankeeland, which was more like and of Chicago than St. Louis. As for myself I was pretty badly poisoned at first, but I grew better when I began fully to recognize the will of the Gods. This ILLUSION AND DISILLUSION. 75 recognition advanced very slowly at the start, and with frequent backslidings, till Illusion was wiped out in my brain by the one grand stroke of Dis- illusion. Complete restoration from interurban an- tipathy took place later through my long residence in Chicago, though I never got over my early at- tachment for even illusive St. Louis; I have re- mained ingrown with its Movement, and am now devoting a good shred of my senescence to writing its story. The common epithet applied by our good people here was "bad town ;" even our saintly newspapers would cry out in horror, "wicked Chicago!" A searching test of our hearts was offered by the great Chicago fire of 1870. Of course we with some public display sent money for the homeless and provisions for the hungry, and even resolutions of sympathy for the unfortunate city — all of which was of right appearance ; but privately everywhere could be heard without unhappy tears the pious scriptural ejaculation: "Again the fire of heaven has fallen upon Sodom and Gomorrah ; may it com- plete its divinely appointed work ! ' ' Still such was not to be Chicago's fate, as we all see now. On the other hand, St. Louis in this way was proclaiming her own unconscious Illusion of supremacy to be under supernal protection, which, if need be, would help her out by arson. Let us now give a little study to that Illusion which deeply insinuated itself into the St. Louis Movement as well as into every wee urban molecule, not except- ing me. 76 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. The Great St. Louis Illusion St. Louis has a soul of her own, and has had from the time when I began to get acquainted with her — a unique civic Psyche, amenable only to the laws of Psychology. Toward me she stands in the rela- tion of a Person who has gone through many changes since I have known her, that is, during more than fifty years. Her life is associated with mine in a greater or less intimacy, and has often determined it to a new turn of its labyrinthine errantry. Hence the biography of Dame St. Louis will in- terweave itself into the present account at numer- ous points, and some picture or presentment of her character, at least as I construe it from my own considerable experience, will rise out of the fre- quent pencillings along these pages. Justly do we call our theme the St. Louis Movement, for this could not have taken place anywhere else in Amer- ica, perhaps not anywhere on the globe, save in that peculiar communal conglomerate named St. Louis. Moreover even here the foregoing event could not have happened except at a given time, at the right psychological moment, into which the Fates of Life plunged me, without my knowing why or my having ever found out — which news of my original self I may expect when I step across. So much by way of preface to a cardinal state- ment : this city-soul, as I may call it, was getting to THE GREAT ST. LOUIS ILLUSION. 77 have one all-dominating psychical trait when I first breathed of its atmosphere, which trait I soon caught, and then it caught me. I quickly found the one faith universal, that St. Louis could not help becoming the largest, richest, most influential city in the land, with all the gain and glory and domin- ion resulting from such pre-eminence. In religion, politics, and love its multiracial polyglottic people might differ, but in one creed they were united, or rather fused to a kind of fanaticism: the doctrine of the future supremacy of St. Louis. Of course I soon found myself a convert, and a very zealous one, if not quite purblind, and ready to do battle for my new conviction. Still further, I became warmly attached to the community un- der whose banner I had enlisted as a fighter, and with whose changes of fortune I rose and fell in my deepest heart-throbs. To this time and its test- ful experience I attribute my life-long underlying predilection for St. Louis in spite of many hurtful counter-strokes. If she slapped me out of her pres- ence, I would in the course of years sneak back at least for a look. Take this example : after many an angry separation, here I am once more in her lap writing the present book on the St. Louis Move- ment, which writ I believe, after all the deductions which I with my frankest pen intend to make, man- ifold and searching, will be found to her credit. Looking backward through the long trial of the years we can see that such a prediction or antici- pation of her all-overtopping pre-eminence has 78 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. never been fulfilled, that it was in fact a huge mi- rage floating before the vision of a great population across the empty desert of the future. So the inter- esting question in folk-psychology pushes up with no little importunity in the mind : What pre-dis- posed the St. Louis soul to such a phantasm ? Even more vehement is the interrogation with me at least: What were the effects of this prolonged communal self-deception upon the city itself and especially upon the St. Louis Movement? For we all lay under that spell of enchantment for years, veritably a kind of civic megalomania, from which the levelest heads were not exempt — not even the solidest mind in the city, and the greatest mechan- ical genius of the country, if not of the world — I mean the river-spanning bridge-builder James B. Eads. On the opposite side of the mental scale we philosophers, supposed to be addicted to topsy- turvy idealism by nature and by training, and oth- erwise deemed not well-balanced of brain, took up with the glorious phantasmagory of our town's coming greatness, and philosophized it into a vast city ruled by philosophers, somewhat after the model of that ancient Neo-Platonic polity called Platonopolis. Our President Brockmeyer, whose easy-soaring imagination with a little goading could outstrip his philosophy, gave us many a far- flashing display of his fancy's fireworks, which we tyros believed to be the very truth of the new reve- lation, our modern Apocalypse of St. Louis. If a doubter from some Eastern State or from Chicago THE GREAT ST. LOUIS ILLUSION. 79 should wag his tongue or even shake his head in question, there would at once burst up a violent eruption which would not only blaze white-hot but smell sulphurous with wrathful energy. Such was to me the grand psychical phenomenon of St. Louis, pervasive, all-coercing, allowing no interrogation of its validity, certainly not when at its highest overflow. I remember my own discus- sions of the subject with skeptical outsiders ; noth- ing could make me flare up internally sooner than the scoffing word of the belittler or even the quiet argument of the opposer. I shared completely, I may say devoutly, in this faith of the city's own soul as it went on dreaming of its multifarious grandeurs never to be realized. Hence with some emphasis I jot down here in my life 's narrative The Great St. Louis Illusion, which spell-bound me and the city, as I remember the mat- ter, in a sort of dream-world for a goodly number of years. To be sure on all other affairs we were sane enough, but on the one topic we would fly off into a lying dream. How many years did it last? As I recall the time and its craze of caprices, the Illusion began to show itself shortly after the close of the Civil War, and must have maintained its tyranny for some twelve or fifteen years. Un- doubtedly it started to wane after its first full efful- gence, but the spell was not completely broken till the census of 1880 smote the somnolescent city with the awakening thunder-words: population of St. Louis 350,000 ; of Chicago, 503,000. 80 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. I can still see the old lady jump up from her sleep at the bodeful figures, and challenge the cor- rectness of the Washington enumeration, with no little wrath, though with an undershiver of anxiety. Not so easily would she renounce her long sweet Illusion; so she resolved to take her own census. The best mathematician of her University was called upon to oversee accurately the arithmetic of the thing, and to insert all the omitted names, of which a number had been dug up in the slums and elsewhere. The result, however, was a practical confirmation of the first dream-destroying figures. Then followed a corresponding overflow of Disillu- sion and of general dismay, at first running toward despair. The outside world and Chicago especially failed not to enjoy what they regarded as the de- noument of a great civic comedy, funning and be- mocking the disenchantment of the badly fooled victim at the end of the play. As for me, the original charm had been shaken by my absence from its direct influence when I took my trip abroad in 1877. In fact, I had already started unconsciously to question the Illusion be- fore my departure, and felt quite willing to leave it behind for awhile. By 1880 I had indeed re- turned to St. Louis, but had won meantime a great new experience which had brought its inner and outer changes. I was now sufficiently aloof to be a spectator as well as a participant when the city- soul with no little tossing of itself had to undergo its grand Disillusion. I sympathized, but I laughed THE GREAT ST. LOUIS ILLUSION. 81 too at the rather sudden dissipation of that dream- life of the past which had been also mine own. In its humiliated mood the town began to look backward and to trace the source of deception. Those tell-tale figures of the census showed that it had been outstripped for years in the grand race for the urban primacy of the West. The confes- sion had to be made : Yes, already in 1870 our rival Chicago must have surpassed us in popula- tion, though the census of that year had made St. Louis the larger by some 15,000. But can it be possible ? Where is this thing going to end ? The newspapers start quickly on the scent with a pro- digious outcry all over the country: a national fraud has been committed ; the Great St. Louis Illu- sion has had the power somehow to transform the United States Census Bureau into the image of itself, turning the same to the Great Illusion of a Census, the whole of which begins to look insub- stantial. But in 1880 the trick is uncovered, and there follows a long penitential era with heart's sorrow and confession, and with an access of de- spairful lethargy. One estimate now before me places these illusory inhabitants of St. Louis in 1870 at not less than 100,000, a ghostly multitude who were duly counted for our city but had never lived here or anywhere else. Such we may deem the supreme tricksy act of the Great St. Louis Illu- sion: it threatens to transform the nation, if not the whole world into a phantasm like unto itself. But mark the fateful consequence! Thus the city 82 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. is lured to believe its own lie, manufactured by itself and imposed upon itself, and the Great Illu- sion wins ten years more of life, till the next Census. Dare we here try to conceive for a moment what might otherwise have happened, in the interest of eternal verity? If our community had only ac- cepted the truth of itself, whose oracle was not hard to find just across the River, and if it had set its house in order and had lived according to its own reality it might have been a different St. Louis with its city-soul still here in full energy at the center of a continent. But can the leopard change his spots ? So in a kind of defiant megalomania our urban folk is destined to gorge itself a decade longer upon the very vanity of existence, upon its own self-made Illusion. II The Prophet of the Illusion As usual, this peculiar public consciousness had its most prominent individual representative and expositor, who was not only a fervent believer but a genuine apostle, offering himself a living sacrifice to the cause. He was the embodiment of that St. Louis Epoch, and made himself the voice of the whole community's highest faith and aspiration. I can still see him hobbling, puffing, indoctrinating whomsoever he could get to listen, while mopping the ever gushing perspiration from his brow with a soppy bandanna which had already gone through THE PROPHET OF THE ILLUSION. 83 many a similar campaign. I shall have to confess that I, looking back through the long avenue of the years, behold him now rising up before me as the typical urban character of that time, its truest rep- resentative even in his distortions, physical and mental. After no little contemplation of his career, of his writings, and of his intellectual outfit, he has grown upon me more and more as the best visible incarnation of the St. Louis city-soul during this era of the Great Illusion. Hence I am going to celebrate him to the extent of my talent in a brief biography, for which I find the printed materials to be very scanty, though I have made some search for them in the place where they ought to be found. During these years he was the most prominent and best-known figure on the streets of St. Louis, though I deem it now my ill-luck that I formed no intimate personal ac- quaintance with the man and did not get to know him and see him directly in his work. For I do not deny that this my present review of his life with its adversities has roused in me a deep, strong fellow- feeling; in his career I can trace not a few lines similar to mine ; his fate I gaze upon with sympa- thy and catch a strange reflection of mine own, though there were between us considerable differ- ences. To take an example of the latter, his writ had an infinite publicity compared to anything I ever sent forth. He vanished first from our street- corners and then from the world some thirty years ago; his unique personality has passed into the 84 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. tomb of forgetfulness, and his books seem also marching rapidly thitherward. But I have not yet told his name. Old citizens, rubbing the dust off their memories, may still recall, probably with a titter of contempt, the form and fame of Logan Uriah Reavis. I designated him the prophet of the Great St. Louis Illusion, because he had one presaging thought in his life, in his books, and even in his looks; this thought he formulated in the locution: St. Louis the Future Great City of the World. That was his preaching and writing text, the main title of his various works, his soul's inmost faith, uttered with the fervor and conviction of old prophecy. Alas ! after his unwearied self-imposed apostolate of some fifteen years, he had to live through the pitiless disenchantment of the census of 1880, which seems to have struck him dumb (as it did many another St. Louisan), for his prophetic vocation became silent under that awful stroke, though he is said in secret to have still clung to his old faith. Reavis was born 1831 in the Sangamon Bottom, not far from the famous Lincoln localities of Illi- nois. For a time he was a newspaper man at little Beardstown, but in 1866 he pushed on to great St. Louis, with his prophetic Illusion now in posses- sion of him, or let it be called an obsession. He started his gospel in 1867 with a pamphlet entitled The New Republic, which is already attuned to grandiose prediction. But in 1869 he published THE PROPHET OF THE ILLUSION. 85 his Removal of the Capital, which he forecast was to be transferred from Washington to St. Louis. This book, in which he advocated the removal of the seat of the National Government, was composed in the topmost effervescence of the Great Illusion, and met with no small response in the city, but with jeers and cat-calls from all along the Atlantic Coast, and of course from Chicago. Still the work won for Reavis his Herculean title throughout the nation as the colossal Capital-mover, and he be- came one of our chief celebrities. Let it here be noted by way of connection with our present work, that Reavis with his prophetic idea appeared among us quite co-eval with the birth of the Philosophical Society already re- counted. Only a few months apart in the same year of 1866 came the two rather noiseless, but ominous arrivals. Were they in some secret way related — both being perchance the offspring of the same hidden demonic Power now at work in the city-soul of St. Louis? Reavis was not a member of the philosophic set, I never saw him at any of our meetings, though I have heard that he did once attend a lecture by Harris on the Immortality of the Soul, which I read afterwards, and for me it was just the abstrusest prelection I ever tried to fathom on that abstruse subject. I wonder what Reavis got out of it. From his writings I infer that he had no irrepressible hankering after Phi- losophy, especially after that of Hegel. Skeptically to-day we are inclined to query : Did 86 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. the solid business-heads of our town really support this fantastic scheme of the Capital's removal? A committee of leading citizens headed by James B. Eads, our practical master-mind, gave their un- stinted approval in writing. The County Court voted a handsome appropriation for the free distri- bution of his pamphlet of 1870, which was printed both in English and German. Reavis claims that 150,000 copies of his various books passed into cir- culation. There is little doubt that he voiced the city's illusive mania at that time better than any other man. Edition after edition was called for; he says that he printed no less than five different pamphlets on the one all-absorbing text between 1867 and 1870. That whole text was written, as he declares "to show the glory and greatness of St. Louis, and of the Mississippi basin ' ' ; here was des- tined to be not merely the national but "the conti- nental Capital," "the great city of the Future/' verily the center of the world's wealth and power and population. The chief argument of Reavis stressed the geo- graphical locality, round which were clustered the abounding resources of the Great Valley, and these he paraded with much statistical lore. Figures too shared in the Great Illusion, and proved again that the deft magician of numbers can turn even sour mathematics to sweetest dreams. The main appeal of Reavis was to the material side of man, with its resistless oncoming in triumph. He guaged his time and his audience correctly. THE PROPHET OF THE ILLUSION. 87 He tells pathetically of his advent: "a stranger without friends and without means." Privation he had endured: "I have walked these streets in poverty and hunger." Ridicule too he has had to face, but he has been sustained by his inner faith : "I have the promise from of old that my works shall live after me." Possibly Harris' lecture on immortality gave him this deathless comfort. Here- in we see the enthusiastic prophet who believes in his call. But thus he shows himself as the Very in- carnation of his own Great Illusion. Still to the St. Louis people, whose deepest aspi- ration he embodied and indeed voiced, Reavis was on the whole a comic character. His Falstaffian ap- pearance was already a challenge to mirth for the street ragmuffins. His long scraggy red beard, and the furrowed canals in his face never failed to catch and treasure their due proportion of St. Louis soot. He had a great predilection for himself when unkempt and unwashed, not unlike Dame St. Louis herself. Then step-mother Nature had left him somewhat hunchbacked and hipshot, for which he was surely not to blame, though he became thereby a walking laugh. But chiefly whenever he dared take a step there would protrude out from behind an enormous haunch on which, the ribald scoffers of Chicago and New York said, he proposed to heave the Capitol from its foundations at Washington and trundle it away to the West, swimming with it across the Mississippi. St. Louis too laughed at him, but therein laughed at itself as beholding the gg THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. living body of its own Great Illusion in its visible deformity. So the old Athenian demos took its pleasure in jeering at its own grotesque image held up before itself by that prince of time's mimics, the comedian Aristophanes. Now let it be understood that I was present at this comedy of the Great Illusion, and was one of the loudest laughers at its unconscious buffoonery and at my own latent folly; but my merriment, while shaking my sides, never shook my faith. When I now glance back at myself, I see me and the whole town as unwittingly comic as honest Reavis himself, who was more apostolic and disin- terested than any of us. Still we were all pursu- ing an end absurd, nugatory, self-annulling, hence the right theme of a Cervantean world-comedy, of which the Don Quixote was the enthusiastic but fan- tastical idealist L. U. Reavis. As for me, I was drinking down to intoxication the great experience of Illusion and its significance in human lfie. The foe I was sent to conquer had completely conquered me, but I did not know it, and great was my happiness. Personally I was stimulated to the most strenuous stretch of my gift, and won my highest and most enduring values in pursuit of a golden bubble soon to burst into nothingness. It was a lesson which I never after- wards forgot — a divinely planned course given me in the world's school by the supreme pedagogue trouncing into me the knowledge of what is illusory and ephemeral, and driving me to find the Eternal WHENCE. 89 in the Passing and the Past. Unto that end I be- came a writer of books, starting to do then what I am doing just now. Even at this late moment in reminiscence I 3n- joy the high-hearted hope of that time, and would gladly recover a little pinch of it for present use. Fortune we dreamed pursuing us like a passionate wooer, the Future's full cornucopia was already pouring into our lap, verily St. Louis had a cinch on civilization, and could not help it if she would. In this mood we listened to our prophet with the laugh of faith, and drank down his books, slaking with delight our thirst at his ever-welling fountain of bombastic printer's ink. Really we were help- ing to make our own comedy, and we played our- selves a comic part even in our merriment over our unconsciously humorous spokesman, our grand hierophant of Illusion. Ill Whence The spectator of life's drama, now myself peer- ing down at mine own drama through the long gal- lery of the revealing years, cannot help wondering and interrogating: What could be the source, the antecedent development of the Great Illusion in the folk-soul of our dear St. Louis ? For it must have been begotten, born, and reared on this spot, among these people — they furnished the inner pre-concep- 90 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. tion or spiritual potentiality, which was fed to its outer huge reality by the environing world. When I first came into contact with the city's living peculiar self, I marked its exceeding belief in its own good-luck. The communal heart wor- shiped at the shrine of the old Roman goddess For- tuna with a deeper sincerity, aye sanctity, than at the altar of any other divinity, heathen or chris- tian. Undoubtedly the formal religion of the va- rious creeds was duly attended to as it ought to be ; but the informal religion, having no church or priest (except Reavis), the deeper well-head of all speech and action was its world-overarching faith in its own triumphant destiny. And it believed that it did not need seriously to bestir itself; the boon would rain from the skies, the pure gift of the Gods to their chosen people. But the confession has to be made that to-day quite the opposite character- istic dominates the city — a deep perilous unfaith in itself, which may be heard in the ever-repeated question : "What is the matter with St. Louis ? So every citizen now turns doctor and is diagnosing the grand communal malady, which somehow refuses to be medicined to pristine health and hope. This problem, not merely a civic but also a psy- chologic one, must be laid over at present, and we shall return to our first inquiry. There is no doubt that time's lottery once threw many precious gifts into the lap of St. Louis without any special effort of her own. She grew up the spoilt child of geo- graphic locality. The sudden increase in her trad« WHENCE. 91 and population, and her central importance be- tween 1850 and 1860, the natural overflow of the surging Western migration, caused her to outstrip her only rival in the Great Valley, Cincinnati. The Kansas struggle which rose to be the chief national occupation in the later fifties, made St. Louis the cynosure of the whole country, located as she was between East and "West, centered in the heart of the land, and halving by her site the Great River in the middle. This fortunate geographical position smote every imagination, but by its very excellence became probably for St. Louis a fateful asset. Still more emphatically, at the beginning of the Civil War she made herself the central city of the Union, having done the first great positive deed against Secession, and having furnished the first real mili- tary hero of the coming crisis, as already recounted. The city lay between North and South, and seemed the destined spot on which the Nation's reconcilia- tion was to take place, the Union 's best uniter phys- ically and spiritually. Surely Fortune has been blindly partial to St. Louis during these years; but will the shifty Goddess continue her smiles, being notoriously fickle and even of treacherous Godhood ? Then the problem comes: Has she pampered her favorite child, hamstringing activity by her over-indul- gence, so that the town gets to thinking that For- tune will always take care of it without its co-oper- ation ? As I remember the urban psychology about 1870, in which I profoundly shared, St. Louis was 92 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. inclined to think that its greatness could not be halted by anything short of the universal cata- clysm, that it had a hold on civilization itself, which Providence would not, or could not break. I do not say that such a view was openly proclaimed, but I can affirm that I have never since seen so much self-satisfaction at the approach of the ever- cloudy, ever-tetering future, never been deluged in such a Niagara of optimism, civic and individual. Life became one long intoxication, as we banqueted on the wine of the Great Illusion. To be sure, there were ominous signs in the hori- zon plain enough to any eye except that of down- right fatuity. Chicago had been already selected by our jealousy as our menacing challenger, very boastful but also very deedful. Still in those first years St. Louis was as contemptuous of Chicago as Chicago now is contemptuous of St. Louis. But al- ready in 1870 the great line of migration had de- flected to and through Chicago away from St. Louis. The vast North-West was filling up with Chicago's dependencies, while brigandage held sway in helpless Missouri, and drove the mover's wagon beyond the State's boundaries, far into the farther West. The railroad, the new bearer of civ- ilization, showed a decided preference for the more Northern city, evidently for good reasons. But mark this fact: you could already hear every im- partial observer emphasize the difference in the spirit of the two places. The census of 1870 showed a slightly greater population in St. Louis, but ac- WHENCE. 93 cording to other tests she was lagging. Still as already indicated, she had the magic power of turn- ing the Census itself into a stupendous deception, into the very picture of her own Great Illusion. The curse of that fraud was that it took a decade longer to break the spell of her enchantment. It has been my experience to watch many indi- vidual illusions rise, nourish, and break to nought in myself and in other persons. Crowds, too, I have seen driven devilward under the goad of some sud- den phantasm, and more than once I have gone along. But three Great Illusions in which large communities, in fact whole peoples have been the victims, are deeply carved on the memorial tablets of this stubborn brain of mine. The case of St. Louis was the smallest in extent and in importance generally, but for me altogether the most impres- sive and immediately influential. But the second Great Illusion of my time I lived through with heart and head and will, deeply engaged in combat- ing its challenge : this was the long and desperate Illusion of the Southern people when they sought and fought the Civil War. I only speak the word of some of the best Southerners who, once partici- pating in that conflict, with perfect honesty, at present call it an Illusion. But it has passed on, and I and you are now witnessing the third Great Illusion of my life's period, the greatest Illusion of all History, veritably earth-defying in its minatory rage. This is the Teutonic Illusion of world-domi- nation territorially and spiritually, which I am old 94 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. enough to have seen rise, grow to a globe-girdling magnitude during half a century, and then burst to fragments but yesterday — November, 1918. This Teutonic Illusion is deeply connected, I hold, with a kindred strand in the make-up of St. Louis, whereof something later. Hence just now comes to me and to you the soul- burdening interrogation: What is the function of Illusion not merely in my individual history and yours, but in the "World's History? Can we catch it, and put it under law and thus control it so that it will not the next time wipe out our personal ca- reer and possibly the whole Earth's hope? To-day the Great Illusion is not an isolated phenomenon of individual, of city, of State, of Nation, it seems to be involving in its spell the whole globe, and pos- sibly the Cosmos, which is so subtly finding its ap- peal these days. IV Some Effects Causes are dimmer, remoter, and hence more doubtful ; while the effects we may often see in our presence, in ourselves, plain and fairly describable. The prime psychical result of the Great Illusion was Hope, limitless, and enormously stimulating; I was filled with the love and power of work, and saw the shut future open in a mirage of triumph. Given my mental germ, the Illusion drove me to pierce to the center of all this vast environment of SOME EFFECTS. 95 occurrences and appearances; beneath them I would penetrate to the Pure Essences and by their aid organize, that is, re-create the Universe, at least for my own self-expression. It so came about that I in this searchful condition obtained a book whose supreme object was to im- part me just the thing I wanted. My guardian spirit, I may suppose, caused to be put into my hand at the opportune moment Hegel's Logic, which showed me all creation stripped bare of its superflu- ous clothing; the naked prototypal Thought, as it were, before Space and Time, putting on its spatial and temporal vestments ; the original genetic Demi- urge in his primordial act of world-creating. Thus I, while whelmed overhead into the Great Illusion of my environment, was secretly seeking to pene- trate to its universal generative source, so as to know it and perchance to master it at its birth- point. The two threads persisted in running along together through my present life : I acted the Illu- sion or in it, but I thought, or was trying to think, the Reality. I could not have done this alone, I would have given up the quest, unless I had been upheld and fed by the St. Louis Movement, now buoyed by its first blooming Hope. So I believe this city gave birth to the Philosoph- ical Society as a kind of twin counterpart or neces- sary antithesis to its Great Illusion. As already stated, the two appeared at about the same time, seemingly the products of the same peculiar ulti- mate energy. Nature is at her last turn sanative of I 96 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. her own disease ; to her maddest fever she has the tendency to beget the antidote; if I may speak in my own self-communing lingo, often bitterly neg- ative she keeps meanwhile more deeply negating her own negative. Thus for me at least Philosophy had sprouted forth as secretly remedial of the gen- eral Illusion, in which I too was living like every- body else, even the philosophers. I may note some instances of the mighty drive of these years which probably manifested itself most strongly in Harris, who now entered upon his high- est creative period, say betwen 1865 and 1880. He founded in 1866 the Journal of Speculative Philos- ophy, as the vehicle of the St. Louis Movement. In the same year he became Superintendent of the Public Schools, and by his annual reports as well as by his addresses he made an epoch in education, not only locally but throughout the Nation. Thus he wrought with equal power on both theoretical and practical lines. Moreover he roused and kept active the community's interest in his work, which embraced the entire St. Louis Movement, including not only Philosophy, but also Literature and Art. He had private classes in Hegel and Kant, and also in Goethe and Dante. He interpreted the Sistine Madonna as well as the Venus of Milo. He poured forth a copious stream of articles, lectures, trans- lations. His correspondence was extensive in vari- ous directions. In all this activity he was spurred by the great civic Hope, to which he responded by an equal ambition, till he too after many years saw SOME EFFECTS. 97 through the Great Illusion, and fled back to his na- tive New England rocks. With Harris I was closely associated all this time, and had my first and only personal experience of the colossal working-power resident in one mere man. I estimate that he had at his disposal three times the labor-fund that I owned, and he was able to summon it all in an emergency. Physically I seemed a weakling beside him ; a dumb-bell which I could hardly lift, he could thrust out straight from his chest. I heard a palmist, who was testing his hand, once say to him: "You ought to enter the prize-ring; I would wager that with a month's training you could knock out Mike McCoole," an eminent Irish pugilist of those days. Still he then kept his pale cadaverous look, though he afterwards grew corpulent, and a thin reddish layer of hair covered his entire scalp, which soon became bare ex- cept a short white fringe curtaining monk-like his neck. It is my opinion, however, that this unremitting and extravagant outlay of power during these fif- teen years had practically exhausted his creative reserve ; he had spent his originality, when perhaps he ought to have been at his meridian. It seemed to me that after leaving St. Louis in 1880, he always repeated what he had gained at St. Louis, of course with new turns and applications. He never recov- ered his St. Louis creativity either in pedagogy or philosophy, though he spoke and wrote not a lit- tle, and his literary style became less technical, or 98 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. at least less bristling with Hegelian categories. Hence Harris had essentially delivered his message between his thirtieth and forty-fifth years, which stretch of time covers the duration of the Great St. Louis Illusion, under whose stress, or in whose shadow he seems to have achieved his best. After he quit his position of Superintendent, I often heard him complain of a feeling of lethargy which paralyzed his once so easy and buoyant energy ; he attributed it to " a dumb ague, ' ' which he had con- tracted in the malaria of St. Louis. But I think it was simply the reaction from his long overtaxed mind and body. His way of working would have killed me in a year, if not sooner. If he was to de- liver a lecture, he would keep deferring it till the evening before it was due, when he tasked himself to sit up all night to write it out, staying awake and nerved tensely to composition by copious draughts of tea. For the same amount of literary work, I would require two weeks at least, slowly putting it together out of pages written at a dozen or more sittings of two or three hours each. So it came that usually in his productions there was a gradual let- ting-down in the last half till the close — just the reverse of what ought to be. Hence too a frequent unevenness in his work, owing to haste and lack of due revision. I speak of these matters because I am often asked why Harris has left so little that can be read or even found to-day. He pumped out his thought in great lumps not well digested, really in the first un- SOME EFFECTS. 99 finished stage of composition ; then he would throw them aside or often print them without subjecting them to a second or even a third redaction, which they often sorely needed for clarifying and for or- ganizing their disjointed fragments. I often begged him, when at Concord he seemed to have leisure, to take in hand his multitudinous and far-scattered productions — articles, essays, lectures, reports of all sorts — squeeze out of them all the too frequent repetitions and superfluities, mend the style in many a dark and even torn spot, and then after such careful revisions print one or even two volumes of his Miscellanies. "Yes, yes," he would answer, "I am going to do that this very winter when I am buried in the deep snow here at Concord"; but he never did it, seemingly could not do it. Why? That is a question not to be answered till the finish. But the result is, we must be satisfied with the long list of his writings printed by the United States Bureau of Education; if we wish for anything of his, we have to dig it out of the vast cemetery of dead periodicals, entombing forty years of his best literary activity. And even that list, I observe, is not complete. Harris made himself the voice of the St. Louis Movement, through his Journal of Speculative Phi- losophy, and many essays, addresses, articles, all of them doubly reinforced by his winning person- ality. But it must be confessed by his friends, that voice of his never rose to the possession of a dis- tinctive literary quality, never won a permanent 100 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. place through beautiful or original utterance. The Trenscendental Movement still lives in the writ of Emerson, who took exceeding care to give perma- nent form to his central compositions, the Essays. Harris went to Concord with the purpose of becom- ing Emerson's successor, so at least I have always construed his act; but after ten years' endeavor he fell back into his old pedagogy, lapsed into the National Bureau of Education and almost quit phi- losophy. Another perplexing omission of his, as I look back at him and try to catch his spiritual vi- gnette, is his neglect, indeed his refusal to publish in his Journal, when he had space and means, the original source and first inspiration of the St. Louis Philosophical Society, namely Brockmeyer's trans- lation of Hegel's Logic, the Book of Fate, destined to stay unborn in the unprinted underworld during the whole life of the St. Louis Movement up to date. Thus Harris, though philosopher, was deeply and essentially the journalist, not the organizer; his spiritual unit was the magazine article, not the organic book, which is or ought to be something generically other than a mere collection of period- ical writings. But what about our President, the primal Titanic demiurge of our Movement, Brockmeyer? At first he intended to write out in books his world-making Promethean thoughts and experiences ; but he grad- ually became neglectful of his first-born child, that fated Logic, and turned away from philosophy to politics, in which he had already begun to dabble SOME EFFECTS. 101 while living in his "Warren County cabin. More- over it was on this political side that the Great Illu- son entered him, and for a long stay. In 1870 he was elected State Senator, which naturally made him dream of being United States Senator. This ambition required him to win not merely St. Louis but all Missouri, and the deed by which he was to capture the first place of statesmanship was the making of a new Constitution for the State. The old Drake Constitution was unpopular from the start, even with its own party ; indeed there was a question if it had ever been honestly adopted. Dur- ing several years I found him always thinking and reading on Political Philosophy, and ready to dis- cuss its problems, especially in regard to the Mis- souri situation, which still labored under its war burdens. He won his first point: Brockmeyer more than any other one man may be called the father of the present Missouri Constitution, though it too is now showing signs of age. Then came for him a new promotion: he was elected Lieutenant Governor of the State, a rather neutral office, but it gave him the opportunity to be often chief Execu- tive, owing to the ill health of the aged Governor, Phelps. As much as any other man, perhaps more than any other man of his party, he had helped to induct the Democratic Party into power, by admit- ting to suffrage the disfranchised Confederates. Now he was ready to take the next step : the na- tional Senatorship. But it was grasped by a re- turned Confederate, and Brockmeyer, deeply dis- 102 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. illusioned, quit political life, and fled from civiliza- tion back to the Redmen of the forest, where he stayed long and formed a little philosophical Soci- ety. Once at Muscogee in the Indian Territory I heard him explaining the deeper philosophy of deer-stalking in a pow-wow with some Creek In- dians. They all seemed to hail him as one of them- selves: "Big Indian, good Indian." And he looked it — the massive grimace, the coppery tint, the wild eye of him. Here we may ponder the significant episode that both these men, our leaders, took flight from the city and from us about the same time (1880), the one turning eastward, the other westward. Each of them in his way felt the stroke of the Great Dis- illusion, and gave his own characteristic response. Our Philosophical Society never elected other offi- cers ; indeed it had not met for years, as far as I now recollect. But the St. Louis Movement con- tinued to live, and to make for itself new channels of activity. Not long before this time I ran off to Europe, but had returned, and began a fresh epoch of my own distinctive work. But this belongs to a later chapter. V The Economic Illusion Naturally Mammon played his diabolic part in the Great St. Louis Illusion; visions of untold wealth rose and danced seductively before the minds of the whole population; the entire Earth's THE ECONOMIC ILLUSION. 103 treasures, especially material prosperity had been decreed her by the Gods, and she could not alter such a supernal decree if she would. In particular her Real Estate was to become the most valuable speck of dirt on this terrene globe. Prophetic Reavis had proved the fact in his multitudinous processions of figures, which like George "Washing- ton could not tell a lie. Accordingly in the year 1868-9 I, being only a poor schoolmaster with a growing family on my conscience, resolved to have my share of this com- ing distribution of wealth, which the city was cer- tain would be showered like rain out of the skies above, and which everybody, the wholesale mer- chant as well as the hod-carrier, knew would soon begin to descend. I had been looking about and listening a good deal, and I found the judgment of experts nearly unanimous that any land investment anywhere in St. Louis city or county could not miss the approaching windfall, as it lay right in the path of the irresistible cyclone of prophetic pros- perity. Accordingly I purchased a considerable piece of unimproved property in what was then a suburb, near the old Pair Grounds. The tract lay on and near Grand Avenue, the great future thor- oughfare of the world's metropolis. Alongside of it was soon to be erected what at that time was de- clared to be the finest architectural monument of the city, namely a lofty Corinthian column set in the middle of the road and known as the water- tower, since it also served the utilitarian purpose of 104 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. being aqueduct for the people. Thus I indulged in a promising vision of myself as a rich man — which promise is not yet fulfilled. Another detail of the situation I may add as it belongs to the Illusion. In the center of the tract, surrounded by high ground fit for building pur- poses lay a large deep mud-hole which was always covered with a supply of water since it had an ever-flowing spring in the bottom, so that it bred some little minnows and furnished a small crop of ice in winter. I often stood on the banks of that little lake with its wavelets rippling in the wind, and dreamed of the palaces which would rise over its depths when filled up with the city 's ashes, brick- bats, tincans, and other rubbish — and I would live in one of those palaces, collecting the rents of the other tenants. All this magnificence would be then in the very heart of the Capital of the Nation, perchance of the World. But there was delay year after year in the ar- rival of this urban greatness ; the mudhole persisted in staying just what it was, a mudhole, with its sluggish waters merely laughing in my face, if I filliped into it a solitary pebble. What shall I do with it? Once as I paddled around its sedgy mar- gent, there struck me for the moment a desperate idea : I would build a hut on these banks, and, like Thoreau at Walden Pond, I would quit the Great Illusion with its civilization, and go a-fishing, mar- rying perchance philosophy to pisciculture. Of course such a scheme vanished as soon as I THE ECONOMIC ILLUSION. 105 turned my face the other way, and saw the same Great Illusion still wrapping the spires and chim- neys and all the city in its grandly magnifying mi- rage of future splendors. The venture might have been worse, for if I never gained, I never lost. I had some cash to start with, sufficient to meet the first payment. Then I saved with desperate clutch from my spare earnings till at last after some seven years all the obligations were liquidated, and I was again a free man, free from debt, after a septennial servitude far worse than that of old Jacob, who at least won his Rachel. But I had got- ten on my hands an elephant, white they call it, but mine was blue, which was destined to stay with me quite forty years, in spite of many wrenching struggles to get rid of it without its leaving me a beggar in my old-age. Such was my great economic Illusion, the direct offspring of the universal Illusion of the time, with which I had become twinned in blood-kinship. But that was my first and last venture in the treacher- ous quicksands of Real Estate. Land itself be- came for me the most unstable footing on this globe through the Great Illusion. It was Brockmeyer who sold me this property, but I never blamed him, for I knew that he was under the same illusive spell, as well as myself, and everybody else in town for that matter. So I took my own discipline, for it was a trouncing of the Gods not only upon my back, but also upon that of Dame St. Louis for our sins — truly a purgatorial discipline unto our per- fection. 106 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. I had indeed won my freedom from the galling economic slavery of debt, after so many years in the galleys — for debt was my hell, not war. Still I was not yet fully liberated; I continued to own the blue elephant stuck fast in the mudhole, but I could not dispose of him at any price, and I had to furnish him food in the shape of taxes. Once I thought I had sold him, but the buyer went crazy and was put into a madhouse, and the huge animal grew more voracious than ever of cash nutriment in the form of special levies for roads, sewers, pav- ing, and fraud (the latter being in one case the largest item). I tell of this economic Illusion, for its conse- quences bore decisively upon me at many an impor- tant turn during some four decades of the most active part of my life. Being within the limits of the Great Future City, that soggy piece of Real Estate lay on my economies heavy, helpless, piti- less, refusing to give back any value in money or even in hope, so that I had to adjust all my mind's fruits, as well as my board and lodging to its reme- diless poverty. Then it always kept threatening me with some fresh taxation, till I would wish it to sink down still deeper in its mire, to very Hades. At last it became to my sight and to my soul a kind of Dead Sea which I never liked to visit, since it would bring on me a spell of melancholy till I ran home out of its dismal swampy view. After my almost life-long schooling in disappointment, I was allowed one day by the Powers to graduate with THE EAD8 BRIDGE. 107 cheque in hand. The behavior of that Real Estate seemed to be typical of the city, which also was un- able to recover in later years from its Great Illu- sion, but weltered in a sort of sunken lethargic mudhole for many a year. Thus my land speculation in the city of Illusion found a strange yoke fellow in my philosophic spec- ulation ; indeed the latter was for me something far more solid and more remunerative than St. Louis Real Estate. Harris had in an inspired moment named his periodical the Journal of Speculative Philosophy, a daring venture which, however, had its subtle adaptation to the time and the environ- ment, since a number of the philosophers were in- clined to speculate both financially and philosoph- ically, in materiality as well as in immateriality. Brockmeyer was again our heroic protagonist in both directions, our limit-transcending speculator in the soil and also in the spirit. Houses, lots, mines he seized and owned, as well as ideas, pure essences, and the Absolute itself. VI The Eads Bridge By way of counterpart to the Great Illusion of St. Louis during this time, I wish to emphasize the one Great Reality which came into existence just alongside or rather inside the city's phantasmal spell at its uttermost. This Reality, quite the greatest ever enacted at St. Louis in my opinion 108 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. except Camp Jackson, was the Eads Bridge, rightly named after its builder, or rather its creator. For me it was the solidest, purest, truest fact of the time, to which fact I clung almost as if it were an anchor in an ocean of froth on which I somehow was floating. When I saw those caissons, piers, arches rise up from old turbid Mississippi, not only from his bed but from the rocks many feet below his mud, saw them take shape and span the angry flood, I said to myself: There! behold now God's Thought creating the world, even embodied in one little man ; see your gossamer abstractions turning concrete and practical; and just watch your He- gel 's Logic with its intricate fine-spun web of Pure Essences realizing itself in yonder structure with all its turns, nodes, iron rods and braces. So I went to school to the Eads Bridge the whole time of its erection, some seven years, from 1867 till 1874. During these same years I was teacher of various branches, including Philosophy, in the St. Louis High School. Let me add that I did not attend the Eads Bridge to learn engineering, or mathematics, or the nature of materials, though such sciences of course made their necessary contribution to the great work. I sought to penetrate it as an expres- sion of the time and of myself uttered by a mas- ter mind, by a supreme artificer who could catch the Genius of the Age and turn it into a bridge. Let me speak after my own extravagance which no- body need imitate : James B. Eads communed with the Great Creator of the Universe, persuaded Him THE EADS BRIDGE. 109 to drop down to St. Louis, and step across the River, then to make that one great divine step eternal in stone and iron, symbol and help of mil- lions of little human steps like mine over the stream. Now I came to understand why the old Romans, of whom I as a College Freshman, had read in Livy, made their bridge-builder (Pontifex) a di- vine person or High Priest communing with the Supreme God Jupiter for a structure to cross over even little Tiber. And their chief one in this busi- ness was called the Supreme Pontiff (Pontifex maximus). This office with its name descended into the Christian Church, whose highest function- ary, as God's own vicegerent and bridge-maker from Earth to Heaven for men, bore the title of Supreme Pontiff, who is still held in veneration by many peoples, great and small, on our globe. So for me Engineer Eads has become the Supreme Pontiff of the Mississippi Valley, having bridged its huge dividing stream, and having furnished the creative germ or model of thousands of other bridges still to be born. Every Sunday worshipful, week after week, and sometimes oftener, I would saunter down to the Bridge and contemplate it in a sort of adoration and with a soul-renewing wonder and sympathy. Everywhere else in the city I could hear and see only the Great Illusion, which the Bridge with its fresh, hope-inspiring outlook on the future might in its way seem to confirm, if not propagate. In HO THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. fact, the whole town was building that structure, and took the same up into its life. Chicago ridi- culed the work and denied its feasibility; a rival engineer tried to supplant it with his own scheme ; financiers questioned its ability to pay and steam- boatmen were made to think it destructive of their craft and future interests on the river. Still the master builder pushed ahead through all obstacles, and completed the most monumental arch of triumph in the land, whereby he revealed the greatest mechanical genius of his time, verily the modern Archimedes. James B. Eads was born at Lawrenceburg, In- diana, in 1820, on the banks of an affluent of the Mississippi, with which he stood in some deep in- tuitive intimacy, as his great deeds were in one way or other connected with the Great River, show- ing an insight into and a mastery over the very soul of the Father of "Waters. Eads as a boy had strayed to St. Louis in 1833, and began at the bot- tom, starting as an apple-peddler; he rose to be steamboat clerk, and then became steamboat- builder in 1842, self-taught in mechanics, not a learned mathematician himself, but the controller of mathematicians and engineers, through his com- manding creative power. The war found him en- gaged in removing obstructions from the Missis- sippi, and gave to him his first supreme task; this was to relieve the Great River of the naval obstruc- tion sprung of the Southern rebellion, which he accomplished with prime success through his gun- THE EADS BRIDGE. m boats. Thus he first applied to navigation the famous dictum of Lincoln : our Mississippi shall not remain half-slave, half-free. After the war, he proceeded to overcome the sec- ond and greater separation — that caused by the stream itself in its own Great Valley, cutting a line of division through the same quite from Canada to the Gulf, and making the long rift between East and West, now to be surmounted. The result was the Bridge already mentioned, in whose construc- tion the communal spirit of St. Louis took part, winning what may be called a pontifical conscious- ness, perchance like that of hoary Rome of the eld- est kings. At any rate Captain Eads held some original kinship with the spirit of the stream; it would appear that the Pontiff knew the mighty River-God personally in his deepest ultimate char- acter as well as in all his petty caprices and sinu- osities, his little eddies as well as his vast over- flows. Thus Eads built us the chief reality of that other- wise phantasmal epoch, though he too shared in the city's dream of future transcendency, inasmuch as his name stands highest on the list of sponsors pub- lished by prophetic Reavis to float the latter 's dream-book. Perhaps Eads also needed the Great Illusion to spur him on to his deed. I was not one of his personal intimates, though I often saw him, and once talked with him somewhat; he had lofty imagination, his best expression, however, was not by word but by grand construction. He made 112 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. speeches clad with imagery, but more deeply poetic was always his grandiose conception, and then his monumental execution. Through his works he rose up before me as a kind of demiurge or world-builder; yet his look, his manner, his voice, even his dress seemed to me that of a sleek unctuous minister, with countenance reverent and reverend, seamed with drooping lines of humility. I wondered at his sacerdotal face, whether or not it sprang from his calling; perhaps it resulted from his being High Priest of the River God, a veritable Supreme Pontiff elected by Nature herself. One more duty after building the Bridge he had to perform for the Mississippi: the removal of the obstruction at its mouth which was silted up by the deposits of mud. This work is known as his sys- tem of Jetties. Thus he completes the liberation of the Great River, devoting to it the three supreme actions of his life, each of which may be deemed a step in the process of freeing it of its physical un- freedoms. So he may well be pedestaled one of our Liberators. After this fashion I went to school to the Eads Bridge, starting my course of instruction at the age of twenty-six, and continuing it with no little assiduity for seven years. I saw the huge body grow from member to member like a living thing before my eyes, and from this experience I date my deeper interest in construction, which has re- mained a permanent factor active through all my work. I was no practical builder, indeed the im- THE EADS BRIDGE. 113 mediate manipulation and carpentry of building never attracted me specially, and I never indulged in it for pastime, as I have seen many people do. For instance, Harris was a busy tinkerer around the house, and had a knack in making ingenious contrivances for his own amusement and that of his friends. He invented a new kind of skiff or row-boat to plow the Concord River, the most unique craft probably ever seen on that stream. It was made up of water-tight sections, which could be taken apart and brought home. An ever- menacing thing, shaky at the joints which often seemed on the point of breaking loose and letting the members sail off by themselves, it wibble-wob- bled about as if preparing to duck us under, but never did. ' ' Can you swim ? ' ' asked Harris when I first jumped into the boat with him for a ride; the question presaged me that he had his doubts. I assured him that it would be only fun for me to make the shore, and then after a little swim to dry myself in the hot summer-sun. "Pull out, I want to see you in your new role of navigation," so I cheered him on. The passing Concordites, paddling their old-fashioned traditional shells, laughed at us with a sneer of this sort, as I understood it: "Those St. Louis philosophers are trying to Hegel- ize our dear old Musketaquid. " Returning to my education imparted by the Eads Bridge, I have reason to trace to it several of my lasting tendencies. It impressed upon me not only its own outer structure, but also the inner one 114 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. everywhere and in all things, especially in my own mind-world. It was a mighty lesson in universal architechtonic, which I began to apply to all my knowledge. In a play of Shakespeare, which sub- ject I was then teaching at the High School, I could not rest till I had found the principle and drawn the outline of its construction. Indeed I then dreamed of re-building all of Shakespeare's works into one vast dramatic palace, which, however, lay beyond any visible representation on the stage. Moreover the Bridge became to me a kind of sing- ing poem, day by day, as it rose melodious over the waters. It was not merely a calculated mathe- matic mechanism, but it had a spontaneous, crea- tive, quite incalculable music in its erection, as if it were something original at the first gush of genius. I feigned me to hear its symphony, as well as that of Beethoven, both being at last one har- mony along with Shakespeare's. The community also receives a unique spiritual training, whenever it beholds a noble structure, be it Cathedral, Capitol, Temple, or also the sky- scraper, unfolding and uprearing in its midst. "What a perennial school of the people is the presence of such an edifice as the Parthenon, looked up at continually from below by that most impressionable Athenian folk-soul? Still today we race across a Hemisphere to see it for a little while. The Medieval Gothic Cathedral was itself an ever- living priest lifting his look heavenward in prayer, whom all were to see and to hearken and to wor- THE EADS BRIDGE. H5 ship with. When I beheld in the distance the Dome of St. Peter's at Rome, I felt I saw the Pope seated on his throne, and calling his world-flock under his shelter there for an universal orison. My real education in architecture began when I com- muned with the Eads Bridge during its entire con- struction, and continued when I could look upon the great original edifices of Europe, whose spirit I found and could still trace in the little Kinder- garten with its little building-blocks for little chil- dren. Still I never did build or could build with my hands, but only with my mind; architecture was psychological with me from the beginning, and remained so till I had ejected it out of my mind into a book. And now I am to pass to that other far deeper and greater, and really more massive construction not merely of some outer sense-edifice, but of the Spirit's inner structure itself — mine own as well as Nature's, and our Creator's also. The central and all-absorbing study during these years was Hegel's System of Thought, in its genesis as well as in its manifold applications and embodiments : which of itself was a vast construction truly more spacious than any Egyptian Luxor and Carnac, being the universal philosopher's architectomic of the Uni- verse. Still I would not forget that the Eads Bridge be- came to me a real physical Logic as counterpart and visible confirmation of the ideal metaphysical Logic of Hegel. Or I may call this Bridge a little echo or 116 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. prototype of the original Logos or Creative "Word in the Beginning, whose science, unfolded and or- ganized, is or ought to be just the aforesaid Logic or Doctrine of the Logos, wherein is often supposed to lie the remedial religion of this our illusory mun- dane existence. VII. The Illusion's Antiseptic Philosophy was the spiritual antidote, or to use our modern more specific term, antiseptic, discov- ered and prescribed by old Greece for the World's Illusion. The form of this prescription varied much according to the time and the doctor ; still it always sought to lead the errant mind from the de- ceptive mazes of the outside show of things to the truth lurking in all appearances. The Greek philosopher had before him the grand dualism be- tween Illusion and Reality, or between the Ephemeral and the Eternal. There is little doubt that Philosophy meant more to those antique times than it ever has since, for with cultivated people it had to take the place of religion, especially in the later years of the Greco-Roman period, when the old heathen faiths had lapsed. Philosophy, however, did not die with classical antiquity ; there were still minds born who needed it, and to whom it alone could give healing and hope. So the philosophic line has continued from oldest Thales to modernest Bergson, always seeking to medicate the same trouble, which belongs to man- THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. H7 kind indeed, but which has hitherto been specially- prevalent in Europe and its civilization. So it comes that Philosophy is distinctively and crea- tively European, hardly Oriental, in spite of nu- merous Oriental Philosophies of which we read in many a book. The Orient is fundamentally and genetically religious ; hence its original contribution to the world's spiritual treasure has taken the form of religion. The question rises here: Is our America, this third continent, also to have its grand continental discipline of the Spirit, like Europe and the Orient ? I may whisper now a thought of mine, which will be developed later, that our Ameri- can science universal is not Philosophy, whose ulti- mate viewpoint we have already transcended prac- tically, if not yet theoretically. Some of our Ameri- can Universities and their Professors have tried and still are trying to philosophize originally, but how pale seem their efforts! At best we hear in their theories some faint echoes of Europe and its supreme world-discipline. Still Philosophy has won its educative place in the grand human training-school, and is going to remain as the true corrective, or as we have labeled it above, the antiseptic of the World's Illusion, preparatory to the complete positive recovery of the mind's wholeness. Such at least was its place in my own education. Thus our Philosophical Society had its origin and function in the existent circumstances. For it so happened that we, in the midst of the St. Louis 118 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. form of the World's Illusion, took to the study of Philosophy by a kind of instinct, by a feeling of our deepest spiritual need ; we grasped for this dis- cipline as remedial of the time and specially of the city's malady, with which we also were deeply in- fected, for we in some way by means of it were made to "believe a lie," if I dare employ the Scripture's pitiless tongue of truth. The philosopher whom we chose as guide, or rather, who was chosen for us by Brockmeyer, the only capable chooser among us all, was the German Hegel, really the last entire philosopher of the Great Entirety, inasmuch as the philosophers since Hegel are but piecemeals in comparison with his wholeness. "We cannot except even Herbert Spen- cer, in spite of his pile of books, for his system leaves many wide and deep gaps in the philosophic Universe ; indeed does he not abandon the Universe itself as unphilosophical ? Spencer, accordingly, we could not follow as spiritual leader; really he hardly believes in spirit, certainly not all the time. The first essay of his own I ever heard Harris read was a refutation of the philosophy of Herbert Spencer, whose works were then in the process of publication and discussion over the country. Thus it may be said that Spencer gave the primal im- pact which pushed into print the St. Louis Journal of Speculative Philosophy by way of opposition. So I began my long desperate grapple with Hegel whose eighteen volumes in the original I ordered from their old homeland (two or three unimportant THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. 119 volumes, being out of print, I never succeeded in getting, but Harris owned them, having combed the antiquarian bookstores of all Germany to catch them). I confess that I alone could not have done the work; I would not have persisted in it unless aided by our associated group who were wrestling with the same task. Particularly I had to be re- inforced and underpropped by Brockmeyer's philosophical genius, equal to that of Hegel and more poetical; but he lacked Hegel's industry and organizing power, which Brockmeyer's wild and wayward but very inspiring effervescences spurned. And so it comes that he has left little or nothing finished and ordered for the future reader. Hence the final complete self-realization of his mas- ter he did not, perhaps could not, attain. Thus I had my distinctive, I may say, my ex- clusive Hegelian era, when my whole intellectual effort was concentrated upon acquiring the philos- ophy of the master and working it over into my own mentality, and even into my own vocabulary. This absorbing study lasted some five or six years (1865-1871) when I not only thought Hegel, but lived Hegel, was Hegel. All that I had ever known or done I Hegelized with a sort of desperation. Un- doubtedly I was obliged to look after other things in the meantime, among them to make a living for my family. Then Philosophy required me to be nerved up to my top stretch, else she would not impart any gift worthy of herself. Hence it was necessary to sift my unworn hours from the wear 120 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. and tear of practical life and to win, as far as pos- sible, their creative treasures. Desire of knowledge I felt undoubtedly, still that was an old feeling; but why just this new form of knowledge here and now ? Let us turn back a leaf or two of life. At College I had studied Mental Philosophy (good theological Havens gave name to the text- book) in the usual routine which made this subject a sort of curiosity or metaphysical gimcrack. Its superficiality I dimly saw through, and resolved to take a deeper dip, and so I procured Sir William Hamilton's big books on Logic and Metaphysics, which, recently published, were then deemed the sovereign word of philosophic speculation. Their learning, their ingenuity, and their infallible dog- matism captivated me, even lulled me to a sense of their finality. But on a day I cited them to Brock- meyer, who with one lightning flash of his consum- ing dialectic (as he called it) shriveled for me Hamilton to a cinder, and started me to building my own world over again. Then too I caught in the flash a bare glimpse of that subtle sport of the Negative of which we all were captives held fast in our city's Great Illusion, Brockmeyer included. I may here add, however, that since then slow- burning Time has taken many years to do to Ham- ilton what Brockmeyer did in a minute. Hence I kept clutching at Hegel for dear life. Can I impart to my readers a brief outline of my task? In the first place, I explored in detail those eighteen volumes which showed Hegel creating the THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. 121 Universe and projecting it into his categories of thought. Secondly, there was one work of these volumes, which was the originative center of all the rest — that was the Logic or generating Organon not only of Hegel, but of all philosophies, as well as of all sciences. Hence this Logic has been called God Himself thinking the Universe in the pure forms of thought, or the science of the Divine Logos. Thirdly, I had to re-think the philosopher building his system from its innermost creative center to its outermost created circumference — the mightiest mental architectomic ever yet conceived and executed by a human brain. I have already alluded to this Logic as the heart of our philosophical enterprise, and on the other hand as our unique Book of Fate seemingly hang- ing over us from then till now, ever unrealized. What all this means cannot be explained here, but is thrown out as a kind of keynote often to be struck hereafter, till the whole tune be composed to its finale. At present, however, I may tell some- what of my early grapple with the brain-confound- ing labyrinthine book. It flung me right at the start into the most abstract swirl of human thought : Being, Nothing, Becoming. These conceptions would run into one another, then out of one an- other, then make a ring around together, like a vast Hegelian vortex in which I was dizzily whirled, till I feared me I would never get out of that spirit- ual maelstrom. I would flee from my narrow rotat- ing room into the steady open air, still my mind 122 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. could not escape from the whizzing wheel of Ixion, on which I seemed pinioned, and which kept careening around through its ever-repeating vor- tical triplicity : to be, not to be, to become. Hamlet stands fixed from start to finish in the dualism of his famous soliloquy : to be or not to be. That was his question, he declares, but it was only a part of mine, for I had also to become, and so my cyclonic brainstorm continued revolving through innumer- able triads, largest and least, from the Universe down to the microscopic cell. The fact came out, in this unique experience, that I was really becoming, being born over in the painful process of spiritual parturition. I would wander astray through the streets for miles, seek- ing to walk off that logical vertigo, till sleep might put it to rest; but even in dreamland my brain's Flying Dutchman would start to whirl around, driving ahead under less control than when awake. So I would resolve to have nothing more to do with that infernal Logic, it was a devil 's dance anyhow, a juggle to steal my time, or perchance to rob me of reason. I threw the book aside, hid it from my sight, would never open it again to let out its demonic brood ; I even thought of burning it, fling- ing it into its own torturing Hades. But the next Sunday afternoon I would speed to the philos- ophers* Academe located then in Salisbury street, and listen to their discussions and translations of the master ; again I noticed the all-coercive univer- sal training which our two leaders manifested THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. 123 through the influence of that one writ, although each preserved his own individuality in their com- mon doctrine. Harris was more formal and peda- gogical ; Brockmeyer never failed to break over de- fined limits, and to revel in some startling ebullience of thought and fancy. He could make all the fet- tered nomenclature of Hegel's Philosophy dance freely in its heaviest chains — an astounding feat of mental prestidigitation in seeming, and still at the same time most real. How did he do it? Logic. Again I would hurry home and take from its hid- ing the same fatal book ; again the brain-swirl would begin but less tyrannic. So I kept on battling for weeks, months, years; finally came a certain mas- tery, or at least disentanglement from that vortical labyrinth of ever-spinning and interlacing triplets of categories ; that is, I could now spin them better than they could spin me. Thus I had become, and my microcosm could at once start to handle the macro- cosm, having won the tools and learnt the trade. Then from the central genetic book I would pass to its children, that is, to its elaborations in Hegel's other works, such as Aesthetic, History, State, to- gether with Nature and her sciences. But of these prolonged but easier studies, though of great in- fluence upon my future career, I need now give no account. It was a time of pure acquisition; I appropriated tradition in its universal form, the philosophical; I was still repeating, not creating, though possibly getting ready for the latter. But I had solved inwardly the Illusion, even if out- 124 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. wardly I remained caught in its toils ; theoretically I had found the time 's antiseptic, while practically I was still its victim, till there, fell on us all the awakening blow of Disillusion. Having told my own experience with this central book of our St. Louis Movement, I may here give a brief indication how it has affected some typical intellects, which in one way or other have come under my observation. Premising the mental out- fit, Hegel's Logic works upon people even philosophically minded, in quite opposite ways, from utter disgust and rejection to a devoted loyal acceptance. All these various attitudes I have wit- nessed and heard, and to some extent shared. 1. Thomas Davidson, the Scotch wandering scholar, when he strayed into St. Louis about 1867, and began to take part in our Movement, soon fell upon this fore-fronting book, had his tussle with it, and got badly thrown. I saw him begin it, and watched his reactions. The result was a kind of fury against it, a fixed mania at hearing even the name of Hegel, over which he could easily fall into a convulsion of damnation. Something of this rancour he imparted to his soul's special comrade, Professor William James. The psychology of his case I construe thus: Davidson was a born con- tradiction; if he could not contradict he was not only unhappy, but a zero, which he would not al- low himself to be. Now one of Hegel's emphatic points is the mediation of all contradiction; or let us call it contradiction's own inner self -undoing — THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. 125 a theorem which simply undid Davidson himself at the very bottom. This he felt, though he probably never reasoned the matter out. Hence Hegel he deemed the devil, the arch destroyer of himself and specially of his kind of intelligence. Still David- son obtained his chief philosophic training through the St. Louis Movement during his eight years' stay ; it was his second University, altogether more universal for him than his first Scotch University' of Aberdeen. 2. Emerson also had his strong objections to Hegel, for distinctively Emersonian reasons. Espe- cially the Logic he looked upon with a kind of hor- ror, as a hideous array of skeletons of once living thought, a kind of death's dance of osseous cate- gories in which he could hear the dry bones un- cannily rattle. He shrank from such an osteology of the spirit. The splendid literary stylist, for such he is, wished his philosophy always to be cov- ered over with beautifully tinted metaphorical flesh, like an Emersonian essay for instance. In some such manner I heard him express his cour- teous disapprobation which he has also frequently set down in writ. . He probably obtained his knowl- edge from Sterling's Secret of Hegel, which work he had read with some care at the first stirring of the St. Louis Movement, in which he had become interested through Harris, who told me the fore- going fact. Then I conceive he felt another repul- sion; for the close organic texture of Hegel's writ- ings was not Emerson's, even if he longed for some 126 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. system in his work, as we see by his recently pub- lished Journals. It was a later day when Emerson must have been exposed to a good deal of chaffing about Hegel at the Concord School of Philosophy, especially when the St. Louis Hegelians, headed by Harris, were there in the philosophic saddle, and failed not to ride with some exuberance, and per- chance at times with a look of triumph. 3. Professor William James, whom I listened to at Concord, has printed his somewhat vehement re- jection of Hegel's Philosophy which, he declares, "mingles mountain loads of corruption with its scanty merits." And so forth very often. What is the trouble with Professor James? Without go- ing into his long list of exceptions, we may find his mental attitude condensed in the following pass- age: "The sense of a universal mirage, of a ghostly unreality steals over us, which is the very moonlit atmosphere of Hegelism itself." (See essay On some Hegelisms reprinted in his Will to Believe). This doubtless expresses the psychologi- cal condition of James after trying, or being tried by, Hegel's Logic. And it is one of the stages, genuine, I know by experience, through which the student passes toward the mastery of Hegel. But it is a stage to be transcended, which James never did, possibly he could not. Thus the book for him, instead of piercing and dissipating the given world of Illusions, creates a new one and really a worse one, made up of a procession of ghostly unrealities, which he cannot get rid of except by flight. So the THE ILLUSION'S ANTISEPTIC. 127 Professor, in unconscious self-criticism, proclaims that he did not, and possibly could not, work through the second or apparitional stage of the grand Hegelian world-discipline. 4. The Hegelians proper, agreeing about the philosophical mastery of all mundane Illusions, and stressing the eternal verities of thought against the fleeting appearances of sense, differed not a little among themselves. Our two leaders construed Hegel diversely, in accord with their spiritual needs and their distinctive mentalities. Harris clung nat- urally to the fixed insight, or the separate aperqu (as he was fond of calling it), while Brockmeyer's native force was the swift ever-flashing dialectic (as he designated it after Hegel and the Greeks). Still to both these friends the master's Logic was the one book of the Universe, their real Bible, to which they always came back for recovery after any divagation. I can truly say that this book never became to me what it was to them — the book of Life and Death, of Time and Eternity. Still I had to work through it with them and by their help, and then to work out of it, quite by myself, into another world-view. But without my knowing it, that Logic, backed up by the St. Louis Movement and its philosophizing, was my rescue from the mightiest negative force of the age, since it demol- ished for me Kant's Critique of Pure Reason, which was deeply fermenting in the philosophic spirit of the time, and undermining its belief in all 128 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. intelligence. Germany, however, went back to Kant, denying that man has or can know truth, and she practically realized the Kantian negation in the recent war, with what destructive consequences to herself and to the world we have barely begun to glimpse. Such was my five years' siege of the most in- expugnable fortress of writing that ever arose from the mind of man, challenging the best human brain to daring mental escalade. Veritably it is a world book of Philosophy, the most difficult book of the most difficult science ; it may well be designated as one of the great Philosophical Bibles of the Race, the last one so far, and the final summation of them all, several other great ones being strown down the ages like the Literary Bibles hereafter to be con- sidered. I have already called it our Book of Fate, particularly in relation to our Philosophical So- ciety and our two leaders, whom it fates, and who in turn fate it for us, as the outcome of our philosophical drama must show, when this gets played to the end. But at last I felt that I had fought myself free of it by intense persistent struggle, and that it lay behind me a conquered, or anyhow a transcended domain, from which I was destined to push my way to a new cultural province in my life's journey. Whereof later. At present I may repeat that Hegel had emancipated me philosophically from my inner world of Illusion, but not from the outer, upon which the blow now suddenly descends. THE GREAT DISILLUSION. 129 VIII. The Great Disillusion Already attention has been called to the par- ticular stroke of time and of fortune whereby St. Louis was quite suddenly whisked out of her long deep Illusion into a longer and deeper Disillusion. That morning when the first report of the census of 1880 fell from the newspaper skies down into the city, there rose and rolled through it a huge wave or rather a seismic convulsion of dismay, a tidal deluge of mortal disappointment overpower- ing us somewhence from the dismal chaos of the Beyond. It spared nobody, not even those who knew of its coming, or those who like myself did not know, but had forefelt something of the sort in the dice-throw of the time. It was a panic which seizes the disciplined soldier, and carries him away in its flood, as well as the raw militiaman. A gloom then settled down into our very souls as if we were listening to the crack of doom. Some or perhaps many people here never felt this pulverizing ex- perience of the mighty hammer-stroke of Disillu- sion, but the city did, and she shows today the last- ing impress or scarification from it upon the urban character. Indeed the stronger statement may be made, that St. Louis still carries not only the cicatrice, but the running wound from that fate- ful blow of Disillusion, with fresh regurgitations after the hoped-for healing of years nearly two- 130 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. score. For is she not calling out in a kind of self- trituration this very morn: What is the matter with me, O Doctor ? The city was in love with its Illusions, which it kept dancing before itself with a hypnotized fatuity; or more sternly may run the indictment that it was infatuated with its own lies, which it persisted in telling to itself, or in encouraging others, like the prophet Reavis, by applause and money, to repeat for its delectation. Can one help thinking again of that scriptural example which warns of when there is sent from above upon men, communities, nations, "a strong delusion," so that they are "made to believe a lie," just their own lie, whereupon follows divine judgment. And there was no Savonarola or even Peter Cartright to thunder to us the Lord's warning. But turning aside from biblical interpretation, which is not my field, I hope to become more mod- ern and explicit, by confessing myself to four fas- cinating shapes of Illusion, which I delighted to hug; or, if you prefer the undraped word, four lies common to myself and my fellow-citizens, fab- ricated by ourselves but religiously believed, and even propagated with a kind of fanatical zeal — four instances of our fatuous self-mendacity. 1. Always must be first set down our Illusion of unbounded wealth, of commercial supremacy, of a vast population. Material prosperity was held up as the grand goal of the city's life and ambition. The kingdom of Heaven here became a world-em- THE GREAT DISILLUSION. 131 pire of Dollardom, often declared to be the great American ideal (but I do not believe it, par- ticularly now after the recent war). The news- papers, as was natural, put stress upon the imme- diate, sensuous, worldly St. Louis, advertising all its wonderful saleabilities. Meanwhile the prophet Reavis, who wrote books or at least pamphlets, piled up its statistical advantages in columns of figures which he had the alchemy to transmute into solid gold right before our believing eyes. And the yellow Mississippi, bearing dissolved mud- mountains in its shaggy breast, seemed with its whole mass of yellowness to turn auriferous the moment it touched the St. Louis wharf, and to re- new the old story of the shining sands of river Pactolus. Of course these falsehoods never could be realized, but it required heavy-fisted Disillusion to smite them into truth, that is, into what they actually were out of the appearance. 2. The second piece of jugglery, fabricated for us indeed, but accepted by us in all faith, was the fraudulent census of 1870. Who got it up ? Prac- tically we demanded it, prayed for it, and it was furnished by the devil, for just that is his business. But in any view of the case, this fraud was the direct act of making us believe our own lie. "Well, who made us do that? Look again into the old Book of Books and ponder its view of the problem. So much, however, may be now said : the Great Disillusion, as a possible remedial medicine, was put off a decade, and our prophet could keep on re- 132 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. cording grandiose predictions to the faithful under the shelter of a colossal deception, promulgated and vouched for as true by the United States Govern- ment. As late as 1876 Reavis issued his largest book, gilt-edged, morocco-bound, as a worthy me- morial of the Centenary of our national independ- ence, with title-page still wafting to us his old prophetic mirage : St. Louis, the Future Great City of the World. And he cited just that lying census as part of his proof. 3. In company with all St. Louis, I was made to believe the fiery falsehood, truly infernal, which seemed to be proclaimed to us from above by the great Chicago conflagration of 1871. On a royal October afternoon of that year I was descending the High School steps with a mind toward home, when Principal Morgan approached me holding a newspaper in his hand and pointing to some mas- sive head-lines themselves aflame : ' ' Chicago burn- ing up." Morgan, who with the peculiar strabis- mic twist of his eyes, and the nasal snarl in his voice, re-inforced by the vitriolic burn in his words, could take-on the leer and the sneer of Mephis- topheles, when he had the right provocation, showed me somewhat startingly one phase of our reception of the rival's grand fatality. I hurried down town for further information, and passed be- fore a newspaper office where hundreds were read- ing the bulletins. The crowd was not boisterous, but wore the silent smile of self-gratulation ; I thought it felt a secret awe at the providential THE ORE AT DISILLUSION. 133 catastrophe, yet not without an exultant hope. Reavis was there, streaming, puffing, limping through the mass, and slapping his sloppy ban- danna against the little Artesian wells which kept bubbling up along his front and running down his cheeks in the quite vain attempt to wash his face of St. Louis soot. In fact, Reavis always had to me a sooty appearance, not that of old Nick, for he was fanatical honesty itself, but he looked as if in his love he had appropriated the very garb of his darling, the coal-smoky head-dress of his dearest Future Great City of the World. I did not hear him speak one word, though he was often chal- lenged ; he was too kind-hearted to exult openly in the misfortune even of his enemy; still when the other man would crack a hideous joke over Chi- cago's new business triumph as a crematory, he could not help wheezing out one of his huge- chested guffaws which would wind up in a pro- longed laughing cough unique of its kind and per- chance symbolical. Still he was the central figure of the crowd, whose eyes would wander after him, though with a comic smile ; but I in body followed him, as the prophet of the time, till at last I heard drop from his lips one brief passage : "I told you so; the Lord is on the side of St. Louis." So I had listened to both the scoffer and the prophet upon the burning text of the moment. As I sauntered meditatively away, I said to myself: "Now I must consult the final and greatest oracle, the philosopher himself, since his response to life's 134 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. enigma has always in it for me more sunrise than that of any other human luminary. ' ' Accordingly in the evening I went to Brock- meyer's unpretentious dwelling, which, nestled in a somewhat obscure street, was for many years my shining Delphic temple of Apollo more light-giving than any other edifice to which I ever pilgrimed. I found the philosopher at home ; we took our seats on the small verandah of the second story looking to the North-East, when I interrogated him per- haps somewhat oracularly: "Do you see that de- vouring illumination over yonder behind the river's bluff, some three hundred miles distant along the lakeside ? Tell me, what does it signify to us, and to itself, and to the future?" The philosopher never looked up but lit his aged pipe, took his seat upon his easy tripod, and wrapped himself and me, who did not smoke, in the dreamy philosophic clouds of nicotine, out of which issued the paternally toned voice: "My son, it is the most striking practical instance of our oft-dis- cussed, little-understood, self-undoing Dialectic. Chicago was the completely negative city of our West and indeed of our time, and now she has car- ried out her principle of negation to its final uni- versal consequence; she has simply negated her- self. ' ' The tobacco clouds reacted certainly on my brain, and probably on my vocal chords, and made me hiccough out in spite of myself a kind of oppo- sition : "Yes, I see, I see ; but then the negation of the negative usually brings forth a positive result THE GREAT DISILLUSION. 135 stronger than ever. Even in Mathematics the minus of minus gives plus ; and there may be a big plus under all this minusing of the minus in yonder con- flagration ' '. But the St. Louis philosopher replied, radiating some heat, with a scorching streak in his tongue against what he deemed in me a sort of treason: "By no means, not at all; the positive result of that negative is bound to arrive, as you say, but not over there in the same place again, but here, here in our St. Louis." "I believe it," I cried; "yes, so it must be." Therewith he passed to a subject which was getting to cuddle next to his heart, namely, the making of a new Constitution for the State of Missouri ; which deed if by him highly performed, might land him in the Senate of the United States. He did not whisper me any ambi- tion of the kind, and I then did not divine it, but somehow the future always persists in being secretly pregnant. Thus we clung loyally, aye pathetically to our city's Great Illusion, even after the fraud of 1870, which our Philosophy, if it had been equal to its opportunity, ought to have detected or at least sus- pected, for which suspicion there appeared many bodeful signs hanging out of the horizon every- where around us. Indeed the newspapers flagged them forth from all directions in the distance. But the Great Illusion had the power of making the philosophers pervert and even deny their own Phi- losophy, as seen in the above instance; practically we too were spell-bound by the lie, even while we 136 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. held to the truth of our doctrine. The charm of self-mendacity required the quick gigantic sledge- stroke of the Great Disillusion to knock us out of our lying dream into the possibility of living awake in the world once again. 4. Already has been recounted the diz2ying false- hood of Fortuna, the Goddess whom we came to be- lieve in more than any other divinity, heathen or christian. Our irresistible Good-luck, whatever be our folly or neglect, rose to be the prime article of our faith. How such a creed saps human energy needs no illustration, not even that of St. Louis. And how utterly faithless to her most faithful wor- shipers Fortuna turns at a caprice, has been cele- brated by historians and poets old and new ; we all recollect what ugly irrepeatable nicknames our Shakespeare has heaped upon her, satirizing her female fickleness and infidelity. To this belief was joined the cognate one, which maintained the fate- like fascination of our city's personality. At least I heard it spoken to others as well as to myself : You cannot quit us ; if you go away, you will have to come back ; our spell is upon you. ' ' Flies buzz where the honey is," said one beautiful St. Louis lady to me, with a conscious smile not only of her city's but also of her own magic power. The pre- diction turned out true in one case only, that was my own; the other philosophic fugitives never re- sumed their former residence. Some years later, when I too had been compelled to take flight to Chicago, and was at work there, the THE GREAT DISILLUSION. 137 attitude of St. Louis toward the Great Fire had not been forgotten or even forgiven. More than sometimes I was challenged to the purgation with a spice of humorous resentment. Once especially a zealous member of one of my classes, a prominent lady, recalled with deeper flushes of wrath growing aflame how she, returning from Europe at that time, was insulted on shipboard by a group of noisy St. Louisians celebrating the glorious extinction of Chicago. Somehow thus my answer used to run: "The census of 1880 has amply avenged you, Chicagoans, without your punishing me. You can afford to be merciful ; you have more than magni- fied into solid reality the ancient legend of the Arabian Phoenix, which rose from its ashes once in five hundred years, whereas you in five have accomplished a much grander palingenesis from the mightiest urban conflagration that ever took place on our earthball, with the possible exception of fiddling Nero's back in old Rome. Look at mc, now a miserable fugitive from our St. Louis fire slowly but surely edacious of all vanity, out of whose ashes I can see at present no sign of resurrection to former glory. Yes, the Phoenix has become a Chi- cago bird, perched alongside the American eagle." CHAPTER THIRD The German Era op St. Louis Several times in the course of the preceding nar- rative it has been intimated that St. Louis had its pronounced period of Germanization, when it be- came in many of its most decisive characteristics a German city. On the whole this time parallels the Great Illusion, which we have just considered, and the two occurrences are connected together in a far deeper sense than in their mere synchronism, which might be almost if not altogether an accident. It has already been noticed that the Philosophi- cal Society drew its main doctrine out of the work of a German master, and had a German founder. From this point of view it was a manifestation of the place and the time; nowhere else and nowhen else could it have had quite the same significance. And the St. Louis Movement, regarded in its full sweep from then till now, has its distinctive Teu- tonic epoch of discipline and achievement, which it passed through and beyond, but which has re- mained ingrown with its character and work. Personally I flung myself into this fresh outpour of the German spirit in St. Louis, and took it all up into my thought and action to the extent of my ability. The greatest products of Teutonic genius were the almost exclusive objects of my study dur- 138 THE GERMAN ERA OF ST. L0VI8. 139 ing these years. In our modern world Germany has won and has held three grand spiritual su- premacies, the poetical, the musical, and the philo- sophical. Goethe, Beethoven, Hegel were the sov- ereign creative souls whose works I sought to know, to live, and also to impart. Let it always be under- stood that I was not alone in this tendency, for it was shared and propelled by our circle and to a large degree by the community. My opinoin is that just during this German Era St. Louis gained and maintained the cultural primacy of the West, and showed a higher intellectual aspiration than ever since. This was at least the case within my hori- zon, which of course had its limits. St. Louis for me possessed a soul with its definite character and psychology, which I am going to construe as dis- tinctly as I can, through all its stages of develop- ment, as far as they have come into my experience. It may be further observed that this German Era culminated in its Great Men, pre-eminent German- Americans we may doubly hyphenate them without offense, who were born in the old Fatherland, but migrated to America and came to their supreme bloom in St. Louis, the Germanized city, during these years. No similar strong towering individ- ualities of German origin has our city produced since; indeed such a phenomenon could occur but the one time at the favoring conjuncture. These Great Men of Teutonic blood, I saw rise here, flour- ish in their season, and then quit the city. Their time was paralleled by our St. Louis Movement, 140 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. which along with them sprang, as I probe it, from the same far-down underlying cause. In fact, this German Era of our city, though it may appear single and accidental on the surface, was not merely the outcropping of local conditions, but was a manifestation of a far larger energy; it belonged to a great world-drama of Illusion and Disillusion which has just completed its last act. "When I read the works of General Bernhardi and other German militarists blazoning their concep- tion of Germany's universal domination, I am led to couple them with Beavis exploiting his grand il- lusive dream of St. Louis the Future Great City of the "World. Of course this conjunction I could not have made till today when History is recording the deed and the destiny of Germany overseas, where the era of the mightiest Illusion and Disillusion of civilized time has just now spent itself with ap- palling energy, carnage and suffering. So much we all have to say, however we may apportion the blame, or take sides. The German Overture I have already indicated that when I reached St. Louis in 1864, I came upon the German possession of the city — political and to a degree economic pos- session it could be designated. In fact, the Camp Jackson surrender from this angle of survey might be called a German victory, and the prize was the THE GERMAN OVERTURE. 141 city's control, material and spiritual. The con- querors were not only soldiers but voters, and could select their own leaders, even those of highest rank, who at the start had been Americans. Already a rupture between the two nationalities had taken place; Blair, the hero of Camp Jackson, had been completely discredited ; Lyon had fallen at the bat- tle of Wilson's Creek; Fremont had been removed as both incompetent and insubordinate. The cleft between the Union men of native birth and of for- eign origin was already gaping wide and deep when I took my first glance down into it on my arrival, and pondered upon it with a throb of anxiety. To be sure, some American leaders still tarried with the German or radical side, like Mayor Thomas and Representative Blow ; and on the other hand some Germans began to protest against too much Germany, from which they had once fled, and which they did not wish to see reproduced so fully on free American soil. Of the latter the intellectual head was doubtless Colonel Brockmeyer. Still the German party was the stronger, and kept increas- ing in strength and aggressiveness. At the close of the war the German soldiers came home with a right exalted sense of their part in the great national victory, as well as of their political power in their own locality. Many civil offices were naturally and easily taken by former military offi- cers as the just reward of their patriotic and peril- ous services. Soon the city council could muster only two or three American or Irish names ; a Ber- 142 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. lin House of Delegates or the Reichstag could hardly be more Teutonically labeled. The Consti- tution-makers of the State in 1864-5 chose a Ger- man as their President, giving an uncanny shock to the older autochthonous lawyers chiefly of South- ern extraction. The German language was intro- duced into the Public Schools, and a bilingual citi- zenship was stoutly advocated with a possible out- look upon compulsion, which, however, did not reach fruition. For a while the political and so- cial prizes were busily gathered at home; but the Capitol at Washington was bound to be captured in time, which triumph dawned in its highest glory when Schurz was chosen United States Senator, and Finkelnburg national Representative. Such was the topmost height and overflow of the German movement or rather renascence on the soil of Mis- souri. Moreover it rose up a unique phenomenon in the nation, if not in the world. I may say, an early view of it in the distance was what first started me for St. Louis. This upburst and domination of Germanism in an American city had its budding, bloom, and de- cline like other sublunary happenings. I followed it not from the outside but from the inside; I not only studied it as an object, but felt it and appro- priated it till it became a part of myself. And there were many natives here like me — many who experienced it as the uplift of a new strange spirit not elsewhere to be found, as the revelation of the peculiar racial consciousness of old Teutonia well- THE GERMAN OVERTURE. 143 ing forth just now on the banks of the Mississippi, after having swam like fabled Arethusa underneath ocean and continent from the other side of the earth. A great opportunity sprang forth for me, furnished by the time and flung down before me simply to be picked up : so I then saw it and still see it. If I had traveled to Germany and studied there in a University for years, I could never have seen and become the Teutonic folk-soul, such as I now saw and became. The duration of this German Era of St. Louis, as I observed, felt, and shared it, can be put at about twelve or fifteen years, without exacting too sharp time-limits, which may well be deemed somewhat elastic according to varying viewpoint. This dis- tinctively racial energy at its dominance may be bounded as lying between the Camp Jackson deed (1861) and the retirement of Schurz from the United States Senate (1875). To be sure, there was a before and an after to this Era, a germinal preparation there and a transition into a new phasis here. But dropping these remoter outlooks, let us concentrate upon the one fact just set forth. That which now we seek to emphasize is that the St. Louis Movement corresponds with the greater European Teutonic Movement, paralleling the same in time, in energy, and to a degree in character. Let us compare. In 1864 Prussia started the dis- tinctively modern sweep of Germany toward unity by the conquest of Schleswig-Holstein. In 1866 fol- lowed the overwhelming defeat of Austria with the 144 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. formation of the first German Confederacy. In 1870 came the Franco-Prussian War winding up in the forcible annexation of Alsace-Lorraine and the renewal of the German Empire. In the short space of six years, or even four, the work was done with a sudden cataract of elemental strength which shook the Earth. I recollect how we sensed sympa- thetically the quake in St. Louis, and watched the rapid gigantic upspring of ancient Teutonia, who, it was felt by her sons far off in this little corner, was revealing herself here by a rise to power and greatness somewhat similar to that which we saw in the Eastern Hemisphere, even if much smaller. Still further may the analogy be carried. St. Louis just during these same dozen years was passing through her Great Illusion, that strange psychical malady of imagined future grandeur, the civic megalomania of her history, when Reavis was her real spokesman, even if frequently ridiculed and disowned. This was the time, then, in which the Teuton held sway in St. Louis, not by external con- quest, but by honest superiority of voting strength at least here in the city, even if disfranchisement was more fully resorted to elsewhere in the State. The whole community was borne along in the flood- tide of German spirit. The majority of the inhab- itants was composed of Germans, German-Ameri- cans and Germanizers, of which last class I was a right specimen. Many native flowers of German life could be seen and plucked in the suburban beer-gardens which enwreathed the whole city THE GERMAN OVERTURE. 145 round about in a blooming circle. As to public manners and amusements the people turned Ger- man ; I joined a German club in which English was tabooed and in some cases unknown. The beer- house was then in its glory as a popular resort, especially Tony Niederwieser's Valhalla, and George Wolbreeht's Tivoli. In the latter Gam- brinus effloresced or rather effervesced with the highest overflow of his divine frothiness, melodious- ly attuned to the notes of the largest and best or- chestra in town. What a music-drinking folk, one had to exclaim, for the rather bitter liquid would not go down unless mingled with sweet sounds. Here I saw the real Teutonic people in its heart's attunement to life's ills and joys. There was a tri- umphant swing in the crowd, a consciousness that it was on the time's top just here in St. Louis as well as on the other side of the globe. Very different is the present urban feeling, as I construe it, rather that of being the under dog. At any rate we now hear nothing of the Future Great City of the World. Was there some deep undercurrent of connection between German St. Louis and the old or rather the new Fatherland in Europe ? I now believe that there was a spiritual transformation going on dur- ing these years, an inner change common to both. Through its massive display of victorious energy, the German spirit all over the world began to deem its blood-kin the superior race, which was destined to rule other peoples, to possess the wealth and even 146 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. to mold the mind of the rest of mankind after its pattern. Such was the Great German Illusion which then arose in Europe and is just now (end of 1918) breaking to pieces in one vast cataclysm of Disillu- sion. It was natural that we here in St. Louis should get some echo of the mighty world-historical upburst of our racial congeners across the ocean. Every year hundreds, yea thousands of the more educated and wealthy class of Germans went over to the re-born Fatherland, and drank of the new spirit at head-waters, bringing copious potations to be dispensed on this side. Every such traveler was a sort of missionary of the new Teutonic gospel, and formed a link in a vast chain of unconscious propo- gandism. I wished to start as a pilgrim to the Ger- man Holy Land across the seas in spite of my nearly empty treasury, but I got caught and held in an- other kind of web ; then I consoled myself : What is the use of going over yonder to find Teutonia, when you see her naked soul before your eyes just here in St. Louis every day on the streets ? You may well doubt if you will be able to observe her in her old covered home so completely at first hand, as you can right now, while she hovers about our cen- tral Court House in hundredfold forms of self- revelation. Another chief vehicle of Inter-Teutonism at that time was the surprising circulation of German Lit- erature here in the West, both periodical and per- manent. No less than three considerable German book-stores, well-stocked and doing good business, THE GERMAN OVERTURE. 147 were in the city at the close of the War, not to speak of many lesser shops ever ready to send orders to Leipzig and Berlin for old and new vol- umes. All these places were manned with a trained German book-seller, known over the entire globe as the unparalleled of his kind, and as the main pillar of the vast German book-trade, being found in Asiatic Tiflis and African Timbuctoo as well as in our Western cowboy town of Hardscrabble. But alas ! in St. Louis now, after fifty years, when it has perhaps four times as many inhabitants for readers, I wander in melancholy reminiscence amid his old haunts and find him not ; only one pale ancient sur- vivor off to one side I may trace, and he discloses me his business to be more English than German. Nor is that all. No sooner had I taken my first sleep in St. Louis, than I, as insatiable book fiend, crawled out of bed and swallowed a bite, then drew or was drawn to the English-speaking book-stores, of which I found three good ones, independent and self -sufficing, all of them prominently located on the main thoroughfares. Of these three not even a ghost is left to hint of previous existence. To such a vanished non-entity has red-blooded Literature been here reduced by envious old Time wreaking for some guilt his intellectual vengeance on St. Louis, whose supreme literary utterance is now re- duced to our newspaper, confessedly the ephemeral record of the Ephemeral. The once unique and powerful individuality of the city had then the charm to attract many men of 148 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. talent who saw here their future in glowing even if in illusive magnitude. Afterward our town became noted for putting to flight its ablest and most emin- ent characters under the maddening strokes of the Great Disillusion. But at the time I speak of, when we were propelled by the demonic energy of the Great Illusion, the city seemingly turned to a vast magnet which compelled to its bosom all the floating genius of the land, in every stage of reason and un- reason, moneyed and much oftener moneyless. So each little piece of human ambition came flying as it were through the air to the center of attraction, where it might drink its fill of the strange power which seemed here bubbling up from the very cob- ble-stones of the wharf. This living stream of choice spirits has by no means quit us wholly, still its mass has turned away, we all know whither and for what reason. Predominantly this was the German Era of mighty effervescence quite belting the globe. The result was Teutonic St. Louis drew unto itself by its own native energy during this epoch, besides many lesser luminaries, the two most gifted and distin- guished German-speaking men that ever landed in the United States, as time has shown. Both of them, laying their foundation in our city, were destined to build for themselves wonderful life-structures which may be said to have overarched our whole country. Pulitzer in heavy-soled army brogans trod our paving stones first in 1866, the birth-date of the Philosophical Society; Schurz came to us a THE GERMAN OVERTURE. I49 year later — both of them in the upswell of the Great Illusion, and doubtless borne by it skyward to loftiest outlook on futurity, whose highest favors they afterwards clutched. I am aware that my selection of one of these men will be sharply challenged, especially by many good Germans of St. Louis, who differ among themselves about their greatest American representatives. I may say, however, that I, though living in the same city, was wholly detached from both these persons, owing them nothing, no special love or hate, but only a right human appreciation. For years I watched them both with interest, but at arm's length, in their local as well as in their national careers, to which each of them rose under the fierce search-light of political fame. Neither of them was directly connected with the St. Louis Movement, though they and it were offshoots of the same Teu- tonic Igdrasil or earth-tree which was then sending forth so many vigorous sprouts over land and sea around the globe. To me each of them had an edu- cative value, which I believe is significant still to- day. They are our greatest foreign-born, not only as German but as European ; and each of them de- veloped a strain in American life seemingly impos- sible to a native. Accordingly of the German Era of St. Louis, and I may add, of myself also, I select these two emi- nent personages as the most distinctive and best- known representatives. I was here when they came and when they left, thus my presence at least 150 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. spanned their St. Louis careers, of which I knew the public acts, and I heard privately some of the secret ones in my unobserved corner of observa- tion. II Carl Schurz of St. Louis Can we strike the keynote of his character at the start, even if it rises and falls through many start- ling variations ? Let it now be said that Schurz was more critical than constructive; a much greater moralist than institutionalist. In his booklet on Lincoln, often called his masterpiece, he reveals himself even more fully than his hero ; he sees and stresses Lincoln's moral and emotional nobility, but has little insight into the institutional achievement of the Union's Savior. From what has been al- ready said, such a preacher, however eloquent and personally worthy, could have had not much Gos- pel for the St. Louis Movement. About Philosophy Schurz seems to have known little and cared less; I find in his Reminiscences only a few shots of derision at this great world-discipline. And I re- member one contemptuous broadside against Hegel, probably second-hand. Still he, as a German could hardly help imbibing somewhat of the philosophic spirit of his land and time ; wherein he appears to me to have appropriated more of the Kantian de- struction than of the Hegelian reconstruction. I can recall no career that becomes so completely the CARL SCHURZ OF ST. LOUIS. 151 incarnation of Kant's Categorical Imperative with its triumph ever bringing on its complementary de- feat. In fact Schurz's whole life might be con- densed into this everlasting jolt between his own self's opposites. Still let it be emphasized that just such a man with just such limits drawn tyrannically upon him along with his unique oratorical gift, was the tonic then most needed in American political life. I first heard Schurz in 1858 while I was an undergraduate of Oberlin College, where I was going to school openly to the ancient classics, but far more deeply to my own times, in which Conscience and the Con- stitution or the Moral and the Institutional had gripped each other by the throat. Both principles were fighting inside me, a boy of seventeen, as well as outside me, in the whole country ; and both sides, the country and myself, were getting ready to ap- peal the dispute to the last tribunal, which renders its decision through fire-arms. Schurz then made a more vivid appeal to me than ever afterwards ; I heard him often a dozen years later in St. Louis, but there had been a change, possibly in him, cer- tainly in me. He was still under thirty when he delivered that first speech at Oberlin, and his Eng- lish language was hardly five years old, for he had come to America in 1852 at the age of twenty-three, whereupon he naively jots down in his Reminis- cences : ' ' My first task was to learn English. ' ' He had found the most congenial field of his life in the seething anti-slavery agitation of which little Ober- 152 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. iin was rather the most violent maelstrom in that time's turbulent ocean. I read his speeches in translation with responsive thrills, and obtained his German ones, whose meaning I tried at the time to dig out by aid of grammar and dictionary. Espe- cially his critique of Squatter Sovereignty ecstasied the boy-politician, who never could get to be so political again in all his life. It was therefore an interesting fact for me when Schurz came floating into St. Louis some three years after my arrival, probably in response to the same strong undercurrent of the time which was draw- ing both the little and big fishes to the one whirling center of population, now lashed to the height of strenuosity by the Great Illusion. Undoubtedly the German element of the city had prepared the way for him, inasmuch as he at once became a chief editor of the Westliche Post, then probably the most influential German newspaper of the country, since it voiced the largest purely German con- stituency in America, which also had its own life and goal. This step however was only preparatory to the greater ambition, namely the Missouri Sen- atorship, which was foreseen to lie in the hands of the Germans, could they but find the proper man. After the Civil "War Schurz seemed to be drifting, and was ready to hear and follow his people's call to St. Louis. He was elected Senator by the Missouri Legisla- ture in 1869, and his sexennial term was the high- est fulfilment of himself as well as of the German CARL SCHVRZ OF ST. LOUIS. 153 Era of St. Louis. He was then forty years old, at his best physically and intellectually. He never quite got rid of a German accent in his English speech, though he improved much; at Oberlin I recollect he would still Teutonize strongly certain words like poobleek, almost to an indistinguishable sound-jumble. The prize he won of being the na- tional spokesman of his German folk, especially in the field of newspaperdom and stump-speaking, for he hardly rose into the higher region of Literature. His English ran correct and fluent enough, though not fully idiomatic and easily limpid except when he broke into denunciation. In the use of negative speech such as satire, irony, sarcastic retort, he could tap the original well-head of English; but when it came to the more subtle figures of poetry, he could not command them from their first gush- ing sources. Even when he employed them, which was not often, they were something second-hand, though elevated and appropriate. So it comes that his eloquence has no enduring literary note. Still I am inclined to think that the most wonder- ful and lasting part of his career was Schurz the orator. "We must recollect that he learned his Eng- lish after he was fully grown, and that he ranked with the best American campaign speakers in their own tongue, and at the same time he was supreme in his native German. And he always gave a gen- uine moral uplift, not very congenial with prac- tical politics, even if in his own career he turned now and then a surprising political somersault. For 154 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. with all his moralism he could round a sharp corner at a pinch. But nobody ever justly thought him corrupt or only a time-server, even when he served time a little. Still his unique feat and ever memorable was the linguistic, though keen peda- gogues might think they could detect in his word- gift that his English was not his mother-lisp, and that they could hear the German accent not only on his tongue but in his style. Something of the kind about himself he implies once at least in his Reminiscences. Even before the War educators propounded the question to Schurz: How did you acquire your mastery of oratorical English? His answer went the rounds : chiefly from the study and appropria- tion of the Letters of Junius. I remember hearing that statement at College, and bought at once the book, reading it with diligence and committing the thunderous invectives to memory. Now I hold it deeply characteristic of Schurz that he chose as his stylistic model the damnatory Junius, not the con- ciliatory Burke nor the institutional "Webster, the two greatest English-speaking orators, both of whom had the gift to elevate their temporary political ut- terance into lasting literature. Junius is indeed the English classic of invective and malediction, with which Schurz had but too much psychical affinity. Junius only intensified in Schurz a men- tal quality of which nature had already given him more than enough. He was an innate fault-finder ; he confesses to a natural love of contention (so we CARL SCHURZ OF ST. LOUIS. 155 may translate his somewhat veiled Latin phrase about himself, gaudium certaminnis) . In Missouri his was the hand that shivered into fragments his own party which had elected him Senator, and so completely did it droop asunder that it could not pull itself together again for a generation, with force enough to win a victory in the State. He was right in opposing disfranchisement, which ought never to have been enacted, certainly not in the way it was. Missouri had shown herself overwhelm- ingly loyal to the Union from the start without dis- franchisement, which thus could have no true mean- ing outside of hate and corruption. Accordingly Schurz, the German interloper as he was often called, soon fell out with the old lead- ers who had sustained the battle of emancipation and of the Union, such men as Governor Brown, General Blair the hero of Camp Jackson, and espe- cially his fellow-senator Charles D. Drake. "Well might the returned Confederates erect to Schurz a monument, for through him chiefly they, a decided minority, won what they never could win on the battlefield, the political control of the State, and kept it for decades. To be sure he cut his own throat in the process, a feat which he succeeded in performing more than once; and he witnessed his own triumphant self-negation when he was suc- ceeded in 1875 by Cockerill, a former Confederate General. Still I hold that Schurz was the greatest Sen- ator Missouri has had in this her nearly finished 156 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. century of Statehood, with the exception of Ben- ton. He performed the very highest service of the time to the country, courageous and almost single- handed, in his criticism of President Grant and the militaristic party, assailing corruption, nepotism, and all sorts of insolent extravagance. Schurz 's term coincided with the Reconstruction period, in some respects a deeper menace than the Civil War itself. I know that I was more discouraged at the political outlook then than ever in Lincoln r s day. The voice of Schurz seemed almost the only hope, even if it was chiefly critical and negative, hardly constructive and positive. But has bold incisive surgical laceration was just what was needed for the time's cancer. Our native Sumner, his chief Senatorial yoke-fellow, though vitriolic in his de- nunciation of abuses, was not equal to the crisis, since he was fatally wrong in his attitude toward the Southern problem. Thus to my view for a while Senator Schurz towered up the greatest Pub- lic Man in the United States. Blair, once our heroic figure of St. Louis, then seated in the Na- tional Senate beside Schurz, appeared diminuitive in comparison, though he too was hostile to the Ad- ministration 's misdeeds. Schurz felt the ephemerality of his newspaperism and of his stumpification ; hence he wished to write a work of permanent worth. He favored the field of History, and chose one of its American phases. But the book could not get itself done, since the immediate conflict of the moment had too great CARL SCHURZ OF ST. LOUIS. 157 charm for him and catered to his innate delight in controversy — a temperament not well fitted for sedate impartial History. Then Schurz was in- tensely a man of the present, not of the past. His work on Sumner also refused to finish itself, prob- ably for a good reason. He did complete a life of Henry Clay, for which he received a good deal of praise and some money ; but I do not like to think of Schurz writing such a book for pay or fame ; he never lived the life of Clay, never believed in Clay's main doctrines, and hence could not exalt his own work into an expression of his deepest selfhood. Perhaps, however, just his love of opposition, his professed gaudium certaminis made him write such a book. Dare I now look back and try to choose for Schurz his grandest theme for an immortal work? It is evident from his Reminiscences that he longed to leave behind himself some lasting contribution to American Letters. My selection for him might be titled: "Six Years' View in the Senate of the United States," recalling Benton's famous and en- during book. The subject would be in essence : the dangers produced by the military mind when put in charge of our or any civil government. Such was the underlying thought of Schurz 's entire Sen- atorial term; he poured into its utterance all his powers of argument and invective ; he reached therein his own highest point not merely of elo- quence but of self-realization. He lived his theme with all his might, and I believe the best part of 158 THE ST. LOVIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. the nation, not excluding his political opponents, lived it with him. On his seventieth birthday (1899) when he was toasted with so many flatteries let him resolve to himself : ' ' My immortal task is yet to be done; in my coming seventies I shall pass in review what I did in my Senatorial forties, soft- ening the personal asperities, but preserving the original energy of conviction." But he did not, perhaps could not, do it. His theme was essentially militarism as our national problem. We have the same word and thing today with an enormous widening of significance, verily earth-embracing. Indeed it threatens just now to rise with increased might in the United States. You and I would be reading Schurz at present, if he had written such a work, and it could have been made a world-book, for all times and for all lands. Truly his conflict with Grant (whom we all honor and admire for his great military services) has be- come universal — the right theme for a great writ. Doubtless, Schurz had his petty personal griev- ances against the President, who took away his Senatorial patronage and otherwise stung him to resentment; still he had the sense to keep to him- self his private chagrins, but stabbed all the more savagely the public abuses of the Administration, whereby the people received the benefit. No, he did not write it — the work of all his works, and so he falls rearward of Benton, to whom, however, he stands next. He stops short even in his CARL SCHURZ OF ST. LOUTS. 159 Reminiscences with Grant's political appearance, after three big volumes of interesting, but often in- significant details, so that his book shows us again a kind of Hamlet un-Hamleted. He gives his ex- cuse, but it accuses him the more. That greatest deed of his he should have seized and recorded first of all, then he might celebrate his youth's valorous adventures with Kinkel, in all the delight of old- age's reminiscence. I have to ask : why did the vet- eran Schurz, still active on the battle-line, show the white feather at the ghost of Grant, when he had once bearded so courageously the living reality right in the Presidential chair? Several answers possible, but let them pass. Still I like to recall Schurz riding on his highest wave of influence, making himself for a while the personal pivot of his whole adopted country. This concentrated itself to one deed in the Liberal-Re- publican Convention at Cincinnati in 1872; as a born alien he could not become President, but he could make Presidents. Hence the scoffers dubbed him our American "Warwick, the King-maker of old English History, kept famous by the stage of Shakespeare. But Schurz, the fault-finding mor- alist, could not control the political forces which he had set to storming; his own convention became a wild runaway even with him holding in hand its reins, and tumbled him over headforemost into nom- inations which utterly disgusted him, but which he had to stomach as his own bitter medicine. Later he continued to show some signs of the President- 160 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. maker, but he never again had the same pre-emi- nen in that field. Sehurz was often the lofty stimulating moralist, but he could drop back into the platitudinous mor- alizer, especially when hard pushed for a stop-gap to fill out some vacancy in his oratory. From this side of him came his sympathy with New England, mental and even physical, for to me Sehurz looked more like a Yankee than a typical German, being meager-fleshed, thin-faced, with a glance of Puri- tanic severity almost cutting from behind those blue-eyed spectacles of his. He was always fea- tured to me with an overcast of critical melancholy, which never failed to throw down into my face a glance of condemnation from his tall rather skele- toned stature. This feeling may have been my own reaction of a bad conscience. Certainly Sehurz never appeared to me the burly Teuton, still less the jolly Rhinelander given over to infinite gusta- tion and imbibition, though Sehurz was from the Rhine, and could brighten up in praise of its Johan- nisberger and its other appetitive delicacies. Thus the German Era of St. Louis attracted and evolved to his highest self-realization our greatest German fellow-citizen. But the other Teutonic genius of our city, my special friend, could never extricate himself from his own handicaps, and so re- mained unrealized in the best of him till his evan- ishment. Brockmeyer and Sehurz knew each other and even brushed against each other at the afore- said Cincinnati Convention, but they were mutually JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. \Q\ repellent in their deepest. So I try to compare them: Brockmeyer's ultimate command was the enacted Law of associated Man, Schurz's ultimate command was the categorical Imperative of the moral Man. Brockmeyer ignored or rather defied too much the moral element of his own spirit, while Schurz was weak in the institutional element of human progress — another reason why he could not have written a great history. But already has been darting before my imagina- tion another representative of the German Era of St. Louis. Let him appear. Ill Joseph Pulitzer op St. Louis As I set my pencil on paper to jot down my views under this caption, I can hear protests against them from friends and foes of Pulitizer, for he had a sufficiency of both. My first proposi- tion about him will rouse a bitter denial and prob- ably some profanity, though my words may not be worth a curse when I say : Pulitzer was the great- est master of Journalism that has yet arisen in these United States. He saw its meaning and real- ized its power and place in American life more fully than any other man of his guild; indeed if America has produced the greatest newspapers in the world, as is sometimes declared, Joseph Pulitzer must be acclaimed the world's greatest journalist. 162 THE ST - LOms MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. His, then, is a world-historical position, and de- mands our best consideration in its own right. Still I would have no call to mention him here, if he had not been in his way connected with the St. Louis Movement and with its chief sponsors, and indirectly with myself, though for him person- ally I never won any intimacy. Moreover he was a familiar figure on our streets during many years, in fact during the whole period of the Great Illu- sion, in which he deeply shared, blowing gaudy journalistic bubbles of the Future Great City of the "World. His spectacled look and his aggressive swing, along with his unique olfactory develop- ment would single him out among hundreds as a striking individual phenomenon. Reavis alone might rival him in power of producing personal publicity through his very appearance, both also being originally newspaper reporters, as well as Nature's own self-reporters. Pulitzer, it may be averred, was professionally born in St. Louis, serving here his earliest appren- ticeship, and rising gradually to mastership, which he bore with him to New York. Thus he too along with many others fled from the Great Disillusion, when he had found it out, to try for a new reality under other skies. And it must be confessed that he more fully realized himself than any other St. Louis man within my horizon, except possibly the great bridge-builder Eads, who was rightly the Supreme Pontiff of our river city. JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. 163 I first roundly observed Pulitzer in 1868, and had a brief dialogue with him, when he came as smooth- faced reporter to the old Central High School, where I was a teacher. It was commencement time for us, and he wished to drum up an item for the German Westliche Post. He stepped into my class- room unheralded, which was his right, as the door stood open and the public was invited. One of the girl-pupils was inclined to giggle, as she saw that tall somewhat grotesque figure with large goggle eyes staring through big-rimmed spectacles at us rather quizzically ; then he whipped out his note- book, clutched his pencil, and somewhat brokenly asked me, who had taken my seat beside him: "What study is this?" "Mental Philosophy," I answered. ' ' Philosophy, eh ! " Then began a sur- prising drama of his features playing on his face's stage for a moment his whole reactive subjectivity. Serio-comic was the interlude as I gazed at it, for it had as its most prominent and most versatile actor a huge demonic nose gifted with a language all its own, yet smitingly universal. He gave a strange Mephistophelean scowl, and grunted out in contempt, I thought: "What good can you get from that?" "Some knowledge of the human mind, we hope to have gained," I replied; "come, examine us, and perhaps you will be kind enough to show us a sample of your own mind." From wide-open eyes through huge glasses he flung a stare which made us all wince a little. Then he put up his note-book, and started for the door. I fol- 164 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. lowed, saying : ' ' Glad to know you. ' ' His curious reply was : "I know you already. ' ' What did he mean? I certainly was both small and obscure in the city, and could have had no pub- lic standing. So I am led to theorize now, looking backwards: Pulitzer was already making himself acquainted with every little current in town and with those who took part in it; even the private conduct of the citizen was to be brought under his inspection. He was getting ready for his new Jour- nalism, which is to know, and if occasion arise, is to expose the inner life, yea the under life, and espe- cially the double life of each public man, however minute, even that of the ordinary schoolmaster: in which function his newspaper gave me the shock of my life by its exposure of our High School Prin- cipal though I knew not a little before. I have ranked Pulitzer as German, though he was born in Hungary of a Jewish father and a Chris- tian mother, according to his biographer. What was the earliest speech lisped by the child — Hunga- rian, German, or possibly Iddish ? Not told, as far as I know, but his native dialect was probably Ger- man, which was also the language in which he re- ceived his youthful education. In St. Louis he started as a German reporter; and during his last hours, as narrated by his biographer, Mr. Ireland, he called for a reading in German, which seems to have been his final as well as first native utterance. In the main he hired his English written for him; his newspaper's opinion and policy he ruled auto- JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. 165 cratically, but its expression he bought in the mar- ket; in fact he selected and purchased the literary- style he wanted ; then he ordered to be put into it what content he chose. To such a servitude Jour- nalism is reducing Literature as the once indepen- dent self-expression of the human soul. Herein, however, Pultizer showed himself the coming man of Great Newspaperdom in its triumphant evolu- tion ; its task is to subject to its own autocracy in- dependent Literature, of which, I may here auto- biographically interject, I have persisted an irre- ducible atom, defiant of the time's behest, and hence wholly negligible. Still even thuswise I have dared live my own life. But we have not come to that time yet in his ca- reer, he is still the young reporter barely of age. Note him as he marches out of my room ; his stride is strikingly aggressive, he knows just what he is go- ing for and how to get it with some hurry. In every motion he pushes out as a man of prime initiative, giving a kind of ideal knock-down to any obstacle. His stay was brief and his information rather short ; but like a good reporter, he can make up the rest of the article. Probably he needed only that one word Philosophy as a kind of cocoon for infi- nite repertorial spinning. One of Pulitzer's attractions for me was his re- semblance, both physical and spiritual to our Brock- meyer of the Philosophical Society. The same sort of body, lithe but heavy-muscled and strong-boned ; 166 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. both loomed large but lissom at least in their younger days, yet with this emphatic difference: Pulitzer seemed always on the spring, ready to pounce, while Brockmeyer would settle back at ease in his chair, cock up his heels, and keep wab- bling his pipe around in his mouth from corner to corner in a perpetual lazy smoke. But their most striking visible similarity lay in their weird mobile physiognomy, with its dramatic play ranging from uncouth grotesquery to perfervid tragedy. And right at the heart of their features throbbed and lifted and sported the towering organ of Cyrano de Bergerac. But their deeper kinship I deemed to lie in that secret elemental power often called Demonic, but also Angelic or even Satanic, namely the downflow of upper energy which takes hold of the man for a while and makes him greater than himself as mere individual man. Both possessed, I believe this unique gift of genius, each in his own way. But just here rose up a great difference : Brock- meyer never trained his genius to do its work but let it run wild, and to waste, and hence he has left little or no sign of his gift ; Pulitzer, however, har- nessed his genius in the first place to his pie-cart, and tasked it to the topmost so that he left behind himself a vast fortune as well as a great work done ; thus he realized himself at his highest. So here again in comparison, Brockmeyer stands forth as the Great Unrealized — a colossal potentiality, a kind of Illusion somewhat like his own dear city of JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. 167 St. Louis; while Pulitzer is by contrast the self- achieved soul, the man made actual. Did these two men, kinned deeply in a common genius, ever find each other, and recognize their joint affinity of spirit ? The fact is, the first appre- ciation of Pulitzer I ever heard was thundered from the lips of Brockmeyer, who on a time suddenly erupted in one of his Vesuvian outbursts. "That young fellow cinches the future: they think be- cause he trundles about with himself a big cob-nose, a whopper jaw, and bull-frog eyes that he has no sense ; but I tell you, he possesses greater dialectical ability than all of them put together — I know it for I have felt it; mark me, he is now engaged in the making of a greater man than editor Danzer, or editor Pretorius, or even Schurz." So fulmined once Brockmeyer in vivid ejaculation, meanwhile rising to his feet and emphasizing with a gesture that unusual locution dialectical ability, laden by him with a still more unusual meaning. Evidently this was his wording of Pulitzer's peculiar nascent gift, which he had detected, doubtless by his own cognate endowment. To understand the foregoing we must remember that Pulitzer never could win the respect of those high-toned German editors who made fun of him while exploiting his talent, till he set up for himself in an English newspaper. Nay, English-speaking St. Louis never would accept Pulitzer, though it bought his journal. For that matter, it never accepted Brockmeyer, nor me, nor the St. Louis Movement, and still the world moves, 168 THE ST. L0VI8 MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. and St. Louis — let the reader finish the sentence with a hopeful benediction. On the other hand, I happened once to catch a whiff of Pulitzer's laudatory exuberance over Brockmeyer's work in the Missouri Constitutional Convention of 1875. I was walking with Judge Woerner on a hot day ; we turned in to take a cool sip of philosophic Germany's beverage at Tony Faust's, when Pulitzer came up to us somewhenee out of the beer-fragrance of that worshipful temple of Gambrinus, and he began quite an oration be- fore us, whom he knew to be sworn friends of Brockmeyer. Of course the speech was intended for Woerner, who was a great man and a first citi- zen, but I got the benefit, too. I recognized at once a number of Brockmeyer's political thoughts as well as some of his thunderous words and drastic illus- trations. And the profanity was not wholly omit- ted. But just behold! Brockmeyer's look and stature ! his grimaces and Rabelaisian grotesquery, followed by serious long-faced statements of pro- found constitutional principles! Then his smiling urbanity toward everybody, and especially a chiv- alrous courtesy for the Southern members of the Convention. In short, Pulitzer became Brockmeyer then and there, and rehearsed the whole lesson which he had gotten from the Convention, for of it he too was a member. He, like me, though in a wholly different department of lore, had gone to school to Brockmeyer and had learned somewhat, even down to (or rather up to) his peculiar scream- JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. 169 like vociferation, when becoming a little eruptive. That was at least my view on hearing his discourse, though he might not have thought so himself. Thus Pulitzer, in spite of himself, took up into his composition a strain of the St. Louis Movement, of whose training he was probably unconscious. But that secret subtle demiurge Brockmeyer laid his spell upon the young receptive genius — there being some twenty years of life-experience between their ages. Pulitzer quit his own political party and finally joined that of Brockmeyer, where he stayed for the rest of his life. I heard Brockmeyer claim (I know nothing of the matter myself) that through his influence Pulitzer was appointed Police Com- missioner, by which office the latter won power, knowledge, and money, wherewith he could start his independent newspaper career. Pulitzer, however, never showed any turn, as far as I am aware, for Brockmeyer 's other supreme en- dowment: Philosophy, which was the passion of Harris and of the rest of us. The immediate sense- world of politics and city-life was his chosen ele- ment, being the prime material for journalism, in which he must have already felt his great career throbbing towards fulfilment. In 1883 he quit St. Louis for New York, after a stay of some seven- teen years. He chafed against his journalistic lim- its on this ever-narrowing spot, and longed to get away from his past, so as to start over again. Can we delve to the ground of his unsurpassed achievement, genuine I hold, and so far still endur- 170 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. ing ? He picked up at once that orphaned bankrupt sheet, The New York World, and tossed it to the front of all newspaperdom, keeping the lead as long as he lived, even when blind. How did he do it? Barring the advertisements which are but an echo of its circulation, Pulitzer's World represented and exposed in the most glaring form the inherent dual- isim which exists at its deepest in New York City, and in the Democratic Party, but is found also in American life everywhere. The editorial page fa- vored all good things, attacked corruption of every sort, and preached the ethics of public and private conduct with an unction which smelt of sanctity — and I believe the man was honest. But now look on the other page, the repertorial — there is a drop from Heaven to Hell. All devildom is there set forth in huge black head-lines, propped on columns of lurid details in smaller type — murders, rapes, lynchings, frauds, seductions — Pandemonium broke loose in print and served up for breakfast. So the World dualized humanity to the very bottom in every issue, compounding Dante's Inferno and Paradiso in one all-embracing dose, giving each half of Human Nature and of God's Universe its due representation in a single budget every day. Thus Pulitzer reflected in his dual newspaper the Creation's own dualism into good and evil, and therein hit off an image of the dual personality of the folk and its democracy. "Horribly ugly pic- ture, and two-faced ' ' says the folk looking at itself, ' ' but on the whole it is true ; yes, it is I myself and JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOUIS. 171 none other, and I '11 buy it. " So we witness a Klon- dike stream of gold pouring suddenly into the hith- erto empty treasury of a dying newspaper. Most wonderful feat of hoary magic alchemy turned to literal present fact ! The magician seized that lit- tle old moribund World and recreated it out of two new living Worlds, namely the Overworld and the Underworld of Human Existence. He clapped the halves of life together into a new visible work of art, and made them appear one vast bi-lateral or- ganism, full of young energy. Call it the earth's new-born monster if you will, perchance it is the old Egyptian Sphinx, half man half animal, pro- pounding still its riddle, rejuvenated as the mod- ern Newspaper, half human half bestial. Is that to be our last huge Literary Megatherium, which is actually now swallowing all other Literary Forms of prose and poetry, as being inadequate, worn-out, and indeed quite exanimate? Let the question stand, for it comes up again and again in the course of this petty narrative of ours, as well as in Uni- versal History. On account of such newspaper duality, or if you please, duplicity, many people and not a few of his fellow-guildsmen have maintained that Pulitzer was unprincipled, Machiavellian, in fine a down- right hypocrite. I do not construe him thus; he was honest, bitterly honest just in his dualism, and because of its depth and mightiness in his soul. He carried it out in his deed to the last consequence, and he could not have done that without its being 172 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. his deepest character and conviction. In fact Pul- itzer was himself the journalistic dualism incarnate and he possessed the genius to fling it out of him- self into his World, whose very name turns double in meaning through his presence. His internal life ran two-fold probably (for we have not his auto- biography) ; his outer life also seems cut in two-, the first part was his long St. Louis apprentice- ship, the formative experience sprung of the Great Illusion, which he at last pricked and fled from; the second part was his New York time, that of realization, lasting more than a quarter of a cen- tury. Pulitzer himself thought that his repertorial page, the bestial body of his Sphinx, needed de- fence, or at least some explanation. Biographer Ireland broaches the topic repeatedly, giving opin- ions from headquarters. He also intimates that Pulitzer at times entertained the idea of writing his autobiography, possibly incited by the example of Schurz. That would have been, if open-heart- edly confessed, a very significant American docu- ment. But Pulitzer had his secrets and kept them, nay he could fabricate and play off his mystifica- tions when he needed them. Would he throw open to daylight his hidden St. Louis career? But Pul- itzer really did not care to write an eternal book, as did Schurz. He felt, I think, rather a contempt for Literature as such ; he had bought too much of it for his own ephemeral ends to esteem highly or to believe profoundly in the eternal record of the JOSEPH PULITZER OF ST. LOVIS. 173 Eternal. Writ could only be a purchasable jour- nalistic means with him, not an end for its own sake in human self-expression. So there is no auto- biography of his, at least up to date. Again St. Louis lost in him a great man, who had the insight and the power to seize and to ex- ploit more fully than ever before the possibilities of the mighty social weapon, the Newspaper. In- deed his success called up in many minds the an- xious query : Is this possible monster, now nobly named by itself the Freedom of the Press, to be subject to no law except its own impersonal un- conscienced conscience, or perchance except the weak statute of libel, which Pulitzer openly boasted he had the means of turning against the person who might invoke it against him in a court of jus- tice? Are the great Pulitzers of Journalism to re- main autocratic and irresponsible, while all man- kind is subjecting Emperors, Kings, Presidents, Governors, and Mayors to the rule of a self-deter- mined institutional order? The problem is rising. But after such troubled premonitions, we always come back to appreciate the marvelous achievement, despite Fate's furious envy, of the man with his dual personality realized so colossally in a deed. And quite at his greatest he wrought during twen- ty-four years of blindness ! Is he then our modern sightless Milton or Homer, the new sort of blind maker or poet of the new Iliad? Pulitzer must have known how to select the human instruments for his definite ends better than any other seeing 174 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. newspaper Napoleon. And still after his death, his constructive power runs on in his work with a sort of perpetuity. That which is most ephemeral on this earth (the newspaper) he makes eternal just in its ephemerality. Has he not kept his soul immortal and active even after his physical evan- ishment? It looks as if he has created a new and lasting body for his departed spirit, as we may call it tentatively as yet. But as for me, after all his drawbacks, I like best to contemplate his best, which is to my mind that he keeps on proving through time the immortality of his own soul. And finally I have to repeat to myself that here is a man who has realized himself more completely than any other striver within my speaking or read- ing knowledge, in spite of Nature's most heinous handicaps, with one possible supreme exception. Let my reader guess, Who 1 Only let him not take himself as this exception, nor myself. IV A Book Writer's Life Lines The German Era of St. Louis graved upon me certain life-lines, which have continued to run through my whole career down to the present. I then found out with some distinctness what I was to do in this earthly sojourn of mine, and how I was to do it, and I made the beginning. Still more decisively I discovered what I was not to do, and marked with clearness the limits of what I had to A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 175 escape, if I was ever to get anything done. This negative task, that of avoiding dissipation of energy- was for me one of the hardest, as I loved exceed- ingly to wander at mind's random through the Elysian Fields of omniscience, and to spread me out over them to a vanishing thinness. Nature's indolence found in the periodicalism of the time the supreme temptation to a dissolved, that is, disso- lute mental existence. What strength I had, hardly more than that of a half-man, I kept me under strict training to concentrate and to organize. After many lapses and relapses I would gather up the pieces of myself, and penitently start again to build life's tabernacle. Can I give some vague notion concerning this German Era of St. Louis which took part in my very self-hood and its coming evolution ? I sought to know and to feel the beat of the old Fatherland's folk-soul which I then deemed quite the Earth- soul, everywhere around me, to share its thoughts, its amusements, its speech, even its prejudices. But all this effort was hardly for its own sake, even if I wildly enjoyed the novel experience; I was more or less conscious of another and higher end: I sought to know and to commune with the Genius of the Age which had at its best embodied itself in a trinity of great Teutonic souls — the philosopher Hegel, the poet Goethe, the musician Beethoven. There was the time's consensus that the nineteenth Century, yea all the Centuries at least since Shakes- peare, had found their highest cultural expression 176 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. in the works of these three Germans, and my pre- sent call was to make mine this sovereign discipline of the period. So I became a student in the Uni- versity of Civilization, highest of all Universities. In other words I was now to get acquainted with the World-Spirit, the supernal Power over History, in its three latest grandest incarnations manifest- ing and voicing its message to us earth-dwellers here below. So during these years I especially studied Hegel, Goethe, Beethoven, separately and together, all of them being at last one mighty co- temporaneous utterance of the Age's Genius, who then spoke German. Thus the German Era of St. Louis gave me my flood-tidal opportunity, furnish- ing incentive and harmonious environment, as well as the native speech of the soul universal of the Cen- tury. How otherwise just now ! Then let it be confessed that I was whirled along on top of the surge, and I jubilated to the height of my mood, echoing the new hope, which especially attuned itself to music. My house became a little center of melodies instrumental and vocal, in which I took practical part, and I reached the point of playing a flute in the city orchestra — an experience which inducted me into the sound-painted temple of the Tone-God, where I could hear all the finest concordances of the Earth. From this harmonious time a musical accompaniment has kept singing un- derneath all my unmusical days, often breaking up to the surface in some form of poetic expression. The Marsellaise refused to hymn me any longer, A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 177 while heavy-throated the Wacht am Rhein rose in exultant sound-waves over the city. Still I had now and then a pulsation of doubt. I recollect that I questioned especially the annexa- tion of Alsace-Lorraine, the fatuous act of the Franco-Prussian War (1870). I had read enough of history to feel the nemesis of such a deed, in whose sweep nationality, seeking to assert itself, was really contradicting itself, to its own self-un- doing. Such an old claim, if carried out univer- sally, would tear Europe to pieces. In a company of friendly Germans I once expressed this view, when they turned on me with angry reproaches, and almost mobbed me. The time's Illusion in them I did not then perceive, though it gave me a smart tweak of the nose in secret irony. Through my devotion to these three spiritual sovereigns of the age and their similars, my work broke into two life-lines ; in other words I had two vocations, the first of which nourished my body, the second my spirit. That is, I earned my bread by my professional business, school-teaching; but my labor of self-development and self-expression had to be its own reward. Thus two vocational strands arose and intertwined themselves through all my years, the remunerative and the unremuner- ative; my highest work brought no pay, only ex- pense ; indeed I became unwilling and unable to sell my best self for a price. It is true that I tried to make these higher studies react favorably upon the daily routine of the humble instructor ; in fact, 178 THE ST - L0UIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. my theory was and still is that the deadly me- chanics of the school-room can only thus be raised into living reality; that the teacher, to be at his best, must have his own private universal dis- cipline perpetually overflowing into the particular official task of the day. So there was developed in my life what I may call my Super-vocation distinct from yet inter-wound with my vocation proper, which also had its distinctive training. I was not yet a writer of books except in a very small tentative way. But already some such goal of my endeavor seemed to be looming up dimly in the distance. More or less consciously I began to throw off all encumbrances to such a pursuit. Ex- perience was first to give me her lesson as to what might favor or hinder ; then I was to act if I had the will power. During these years I was brought face to face with several questions of future des- tiny, to which I had to give decisive practical an- swers. I had to make choice of my life-lines, going this way, shunning that; in other words the time had come upon me when I was to select not only my vocation but my Super-vocation, as I now bap- tize it, the most difficult move in life, often never taken and often never even known. 1. One of my first renunciations was that of professional promotion. All of us teachers were supposed to be in line of advancement whose high- est goal was the official headship of the whole school system. One day a bolt of lightning fell at my feet in the shape of an offer to be Assistant Superin- A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 179 tendant, a position next to the highest. I did not try to pick it up, but declined the for me dangerous task; I knew it would be the end of my Super- vocation which had become already my upper, and perchance my saving life-line. I was close enough to Superintendent Harris to see and partly to share the vexations of his high position ; perhaps I may have caused him one or two myself. Administra- tion, in return for its pile of gold, would demand the sacrifice of my creative power; and I was de- termined not to commit that sin of simony against my Holy Ghost. So I resolved to forego all administrative work, and I have pushed that resolution ahead of me through half a century. But in such a purpose I had to relinquish the prizes of the world, which are all, or nearly all, given to the administrator — the glittering prizes of money, fame, power. I de- serve no pitying commiseration, since I made my choice consciously, and have persevered in it with eyes open. For along with the glories I escaped the horrors of Administration, to pursue and to realize by peaceful development my Super-vocation in the company of Chum Poverty who has always kindly, though sparingly allotted me food, raiment and shelter. 2. An unimportant paragraph I may here de- vote to a brief interlude of this time, during which I saw somewhat — not much — of that peculiar time- killing bauble known as general and even genteel society. A few prominent college men came to- 180 THE ST. LOUTS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. gether and formed an organization which was bap- tized under the name of the University Club. I happened to be present at the first meeting, and we all pledged our best assistance to the enterprise, which was successful in bringing together a con- siderable number of the educated people of the city, lawyers, doctors, ministers, teachers, business men. Thomas Allen, an eminent and wealthy citi- zen, head of the Iron Mountain Railroad, we chose as our first President, who plumped into our lucky treasury a thousand dollars for a start. Social en- tertainments were frequent, lecture courses were given, receptions for distinguished visitors were held, eating and drinking were not neglected. During two years or so I was an active club-mem- ber, for the first and last time in my life. I saw a good deal of certain high-placed urban characters, and heard them speak out in conversation as well as in oration. On the whole it was a new kind of humanity in my experience, and I drew much en- joyment, and I think profit, from the intercourse. Our two chief philosophers, Brockmeyer and Har- ris, were not members, still there was a little sprink- ling of us in the Club, and a subtle streak of Hegel- ism would occasionally flash out to the bewilder- ment of the Philistines, who were the large ma- jority. I even started little talks off in a cosy cor- ner on Shakespeare, with whose excellence I was at that time overflowing verbally if not mentally. I begged Harris to join us — Brockmeyer was im- possible^ — and we would start a hot campaign, for A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 181 which I thought there was a unique opportunity- But he would not, giving some poor open excuses, and hiding his real decisive reasons as he often did. His heart he never wore upon his sleeve for daws (like me) to peck at. At last in 1874, the blow of fate smote me with a great domestic loss, which simply snuffed out all pleasure in pleasure, and wilted to sorrow life's ambitions. I gradually withdrew from the Univer- sity Club and never re-joined. Twice afterwards, once in New York and once in Chicago, I took a little nip of Club-life, but soon flung away the cup as alien to my work and to my character. So I lost my gift of comradery — I could never have had much ; but for this little while at the Univer- sity 'Club I was fairly sociable, never again. This must be accounted one of life's drawbacks, from which, however, I gathered, as I believe, a consid- erable blessing for my Super-vocation. 3. Every teacher thinks of changing his voca- tion, or at least he used to think so in my time. The prizes were on the whole smaller than in other pro- fessions; the social prestige was the least. Hence teaching was accepted as a kind of half-way house on the road to something higher. In my early peda- gogical environment, the better half of the more ambitious young men were studying law for the future. We had a class in Blackstone made up of teachers. Since then the professional spirit of the teaching masses has doubtless improved; but the 182 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. chance of escape, when once in the mill, has be- come less. I was one of those who began to teach school till I could move out of such an intermediate condition into the legal profession. The temptation still hung over me when I entered the High School. Judge Woerner, then a practising attorney, of his own friendly accord once offered me a starter's position in his office with a small salary. At home the household queen urged me boldly to accept, and offered herself as a living or rather starving sacri- fice to a diminished income, already small enough. Then beside her lay a babe in the cradle, whose smile became my very enigmatic oracle. For many a month I stood at the crossroads staring at the two sign-boards which pointed in such different direc- tions, and I tarried will-lessly interrogating the Future. At last the Future suddenly turned and interrogated me sternly : ' ' Are you willing to give up your Super-vocation, which now runs along peacefully with, yet above your vocation?" No, was the answer, and that upper life-line of mine has sped on its way unswerving till now, while I have remained militant pedagogue in the battle against the fates of physical existence. 4. Another phenomenon peculiar to this time was the large number of magazines which sprang up mushroom-like, throughout the city. How many, I cannot tell ; but in my immediate vicinage I may count four with which the St. Louis Movement had some connection. The ground for this frantic but A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 183 evanescent growth of periodicalism, as I look back at it, lay in the intoxicating draught of the Great Illusion, whereof we all were guzzling to the last drop. I reveled in the drunken dream, and so did everybody else in town, that ours was to be the Future Great City of the World, and hence there must arise just here the Future Great Magazine of the World. Thus took place a kind of rush to be first in the new field, like the flood of eager settlers racing to pre-empt some vacant rich territory. An- other Illusion by the way. Perhaps the best sample of this fresh outbreak of illusory St. Louis was The Inland Magazine, edited by Charlotte Smith, though people gener- ally supposed that Reavis and his Idea were the secret mainspring of the enterprise. Certainly he wrote for it, and now we had an organ of the Gos- pel according to St. Louis (the American Saint not the French), which was to be propagated over the earth from its right center through the words of the prophet himself. Moreover Reavis was be- ginning to look to a new field of activity, for he says in one of his final prefaces, "this pamphlet is to be the last which I shall prepare and publish upon the material interest of the country and St. Louis. ' ' What can he mean ? Is he getting a first stroke or glimpse of the coming Disillusion? He gives us a glimmer of his fresh task, "wherein the great problems of the world are to be solved and man's highest life on earth is to be attained." Is Reavis then going to turn philosopher, and join 184 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. the St. Louis Movement ? He never did, as far as I know, even if he once asked Harris to lecture for him on immortality. His object is now, as he says, "moral and intellectual development," seemingly quite distinct from his former glorification of "ma- terial St. Louis," for which he had coined a sort of universal cognomen "The Future Great" — this short cut becoming for a while our city's abbrevia- tion at home and abroad. At any rate The Inland had a perceptible tincture of Reavisism, and so did our newspapers as well as ourselves. Still it con- tained something else, whereof I can recall one rememberable instance : this magazine first showed me to myself poetically in St. Louis type, having printed in its columns my youthful drama Clar- ence, which Reavis had heard of and asked for through Harris. Thus it started my little cataract of printer's ink, which even in book-quenching St. Louis, has continued its downpour into this year, and into this book. Of the Journal of Speculative Philosophy, found- ed by Harris during this same Era, I have already spoken. I contributed first to it some translations from the German, and then my early Shakespeare articles. At the start it had the unique character of being the only magazine of the kind published in the English language. I desired to help Harris in his daring enterprise, and so I kept on writing and printing my Shakespearian essays till a book had evolved, and pathetically begged me for pub- lication. I took pity on its distressed fragmentary A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 185 condition and yielded. The Journal was continued for many years and won a name. Harris clung to it through life, or nearly so, and it must be deemed his means or form of self-expression. It remains his monumental work; he spent a good deal of the best energy of his best days upon its exacting re- quirements. I could never be reconciled to giving my creative moments for such a result; thus our life-lines ran different. As this Journal was more or less interwoven with the St. Louis Movement to its last number, it will be mentioned repeatedly in our narrative. I may call this, together with his other philosophical work, the Super-vocation of Harris, kept up at a great unpaid and unpayable outlay of money and mind, alongside of his bread- winning vocation, which, however, it deeply in- fluenced. A school periodical called The American Journal of Education, edited by Major Merwin, was an- other journalistic offshoot of this Era, which had its link of connection with the St. Louis Movement through Harris and other local educators and writ- ers. I do not remember furnishing to it any direct contribution, though it reviewed sympathetically a number of my productions. But the magazine with which I stood in most in- timate personal relation, and out of which I drew a hot living experience of periodicalism was The Western, which, starting as pedagogical, rose to be mainly literary. On the whole it had a very shift- ing and at times shiftless history through its many 18$ THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. tetering ups and downs. My chief part I have not forgotten: I took a pledge to furnish an article for every number, and at the same time to pay five or possibly ten dollars into the magazine's ever- gaping treasury for my own article. An ambitious literary lady once asked me how much I received for my contribution, and she intimated that she had something of the sort for sale, if she could get a better price for it here than in the East. My rejoinder must have run somehow thus: "We writers here in St. Louis are far ahead of all others known to the World 's History in ability, for we are not only able to write articles, but also to pay a good price for them when written. Such are the terms, if you wish to join our guild." She de- clined becoming a member, with the modest state- ment: "I own no such ability as that." During this stage of The Western (for it had several other stages), lasting possibly a year, we the contributors, also courteously called stockhold- ers, were likewise the editors in a kind of common parley, which settled the affairs of the publication. Thus I came to experience somewhat of the nature of Magazinism and its rewards, which I slowly made up my mind to forego in this life. There certainly was need of unity in the conduct of the business, and finally I was chosen editor. I de- clined the honor with becoming modesty, I thought, when an attempt was made to foist the office upon me anyhow. But I stamped No with decision, and the editorship went elsewhere, and at the same time A BOOK WRITER'S LIFE LINES. 187 my direct connection not only with the Western, but also with the vast and ever-growing magazine- world closed for good. I never afterwards took part in periodical literature, though I have occa- sionally sent articles and a little cash in response to the editorial cry of pain such as I used to hear in the sanctum of The Western: "More copy, more money. ' ' Thus during this German Era and through its peculiar opportunities I developed my two most strongly marked and permanent life-lines — the up- per and the lower, the ideal and the real, the moneyless and the moneyed, and so on through a long string of dualisms. The name for the first I have already minted as my Super-vocation, self-re- warding, self-contained, self-sufficing, whose chief function was to bring me into some closer contact or clearer vision of my supernal acquaintance, who to my mind bears the lofty title of World-Spirit. And I may add that this for me exalted com- munion began, during the present Era, to insist upon some kind of utterance in my native speech. What I had gained I was driven to express for my- self, and then to give away to others. Thus a secret impulse started in me toward becoming a Writer of Books, the goal and the fulfilment of my Super-vocation. 188 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. The Book Twins Born Two conceptions started about the same time in the early seventies, and began to push into ink through scattered penstrokes, which then would cohere and form articles, whose collection and ar- rangement finally made two volumes, twinned in origin yet quite different in character. So I recall their synchronous birth to memory. Their names have quite a disparate sound — the one being titled The American State, and the other Shakespeare. What can they have in common? They sprang from the same brain on the same general birthday, doubtless from the same general cause. I had writ- ten a good deal before this, but at random; these present writings, however, were products of the St. Louis Movement now working in me and through me for a new self-expression. The deepest and most distinctive thing in them, as I now review their purport, was my persistent effort to grasp the World-Spirit, which I may designate also as one form of divine manifestation to the human mind, or even of God Himself. Philosophically I had wrestled with the pure Idea of it for years, all the way from Plato down to Hegel, but the time had come for me to see it in the living present, of which I was a small but active part every day, and to unfold it as the ultimate vital factor in our American political system. Still THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 189 further, at the same psychological moment, as I may construe it, was born the imperative push to trace this elusive but super-eminent World-Spirit, the presiding Genius of History, in Great Litera- ture, especially in Greatest Shakespeare, who must have the highest if he be the highest. 1. The American State. .This was originally a series of essays written about 1871-2, when the na- tional excitement over the so-called Reconstruction of the Southern States which had been in rebellion, was at its topmost. For me personally it was a time of intense mental upheaval, inasmuch as I had to reverse my life-long attachment to a political party whose guidance I had followed in peace and in war. Could I make the bitter change to which more and more my conviction was driving me? I had hitherto accepted without much serious chal- lenge the policies of the Republican organization, whose principles and professions I had inherited from my father, re-inforced by my College associa- tions, and by the Civil War. It is true that after the death of Lincoln I was deeply dissatisfied with the party's leadership, still I waited in hope. But as the second nomination of President Grant drew near, I fell into open revolt, in spite of old affec- tions and comraderies. Thus I was brought to break with my political tradition along with my other traditions. I think this gave me the hardest wrench of them all. For I had been a Union sol- dier, and an enthusiastic supporter of Lincoln, and I had already taken a very sympathetic even if boy- 190 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. ish part in the Fremont campaign of 1856, and also in the Oberlin battle of 1858. Now what was it that caused such a furious com- motion within me? I think I can best sum it up after the language of today in the word militarism. The military spirit at the head of our civil affairs was disregarding, if not jeopardizing the freedom of our government. I am not of those who believe that General Grant purposed the overthrow of our institutions, but he had and he had to have for suc- cess in war the soldier's absolute will to command and to obey, according to which he could not help acting unconsciously in political matters. Lincoln saw with anxiety this tendency in the soldier, saw it in Grant and once at least sent him a sharp warn- ing on this very point. The feeling of some such peril was what caused the split of 1872 in the Re- publican ranks, and gave to Senator Schurz the theme of his life. Thus the conflict over the political reconstruction of the South drove me to a political reconstruction of myself and of all my former transmitted pre- conceptions of party. Of the philosophical set two members, Brockmeyer and Woerner, were practi- cally engaged in the politics of the time; both, though original supporters of Lincoln, were now in strong reaction against the existent Republican party. "We often discussed the impending prob- lems, which necessarily involved the fundamental nature of the State. We studied famous writers on THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 191 the subject reaching back to old Plato's Republic and Aristotle's Politics; but especially we poured over Hegel 's Philosophy of the State and freely dis- cussed its worth and its weakness. Above all doc- uments of the past we delved into the Constitution of the United States, upon which Brockmeyer once planned a great philosophic book, but it remained like his other works and like himself, and some- what like his city, unrealized and perhaps unreal- izable. Still we were struck by his lightning, and charged with his personal electricity, which made our brains sparkle and whiz with new activity. Thus the St. Louis Movement had its political strain which grew out of the time's circumstances. Well do I remember the informal meetings which usually took place Sunday afternoons at my house in Targee street, or rather alley, where stood what some people called the Philosophers' Row, one of whose dwellings Harris also occupied for several years. The drift of the discussion was in general concerning the relation of the Federal Government to the Single-States which composed it, and the means to prevent each side from devouring the other, to which act both sides had shown a violent appetite within less than a single decade. We all had witnessed and most of us had fought the at- tempt of the Single-State to destroy the Union, and we had rejoiced in the latter 's victory. But now a few years' turn had brought to us just the oppo- site danger: the victorious Union, grown insolent in its triumph, was threatening to undo the Single- 192 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. State, by which deed, if successful, it would simply undo itself. It was truly an anxious time for our patriotism, and we invoked to our help especially our philos- ophy, which meant to us not merely a soothing consolation in life's pain, but the very instrument of our salvation. Prominent men used to come and take a part, not many indeed, but all of them marked characters. Brockmeyer and Harris, the two Judges Woerner and Jones, Principal Morgan and myself, made the core of the group. Only one member, as far as I know, had been in the Con- federate army, Dr. J. H. "Watters, then a Profes- sor in McDowell's Medical College. But the curious coincidence emerges at the pres- ent moment, almost fifty years later, that then our little coterie of a half dozen or so, wrought over and wrestled with practically the same problem which now is challenging the whole civilized earth with even greater intensity than ever before. Our thought was concerning the true federation of our relatively small States ; today the world 's thought is concerning the true federation of the Nations of the globe. The political theme of the St. Louis Movement has thus become universalized by time. Our little microcosmic discussion in a little par- lor ran surprisingly similar to the great macro- cosmic discussion lately held at Paris and round the globe pertaining to the universal League ; the one wee atom has grown to be the one world-Or- ganism. I do not mean to say that our St. Louis the book twins born. 193 Movement brought all this about of itself; it sim- ply saw and grappled with what was already the deepest trend of the age, in which we also shared. Really the Government of the United States has risen to be the earth 's political model ; History it- self seems now to be moving toward or along the lines of American History, of which, however, there is needed a complete re-writing and spiritual re- creation, for all our chief American historians are still colonial in locality and in consciousness. The result of these discussions upon myself I may briefly chronicle for the sake of my autobiographic Ego. The whole subject I seized upon and threshed over to the limit of my powers. Then I began to write it out into the essays aforesaid, which were somewhat later printed in The Western and after- ward gathered into a booklet. No other person has left any record of those colloquies; here first I elected myself by some unconscious ballotage to be the scribe of the St. Louis Movement, which office I am still filling. I may add that after a few years' fierce wrestle, the problem of Reconstruction be- gan to be practically settled (in 1876), and my booklet fell into a kind of oblivion — it had almost lapsed from my own life and memory — till after several slumberous decades it suddenly wakes up today with a new prophetic meaning. The treatise first unfolds the theory of the State as such, in which Hegel is mainly followed. But Hegel's ideal was the Prussian State, at which point I began to break away from him, and to 194 T HE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. philosophize our American political system in a way quite different from that of the master. Espe- cially the meaning of our Federal Constitution and its place in Universal History was set forth with some emphasis and with an import quite unknown to the great German thinker. There are scattered glimpses of the new political Order which "must will the existence of the individual State as uni- versal principle, must realize this principle in a new form of government, and must define that form of government in a new Constitution." I need hardly say that Europe is trying to do something of that kind just now with much ques- tioning and somewhat of terror. But all her His- tory, when rightly seen and overseen, shows itself evolving toward some such federated State. And here in this Essay rises another conception which has followed me through life : that of the presiding Genius of History, or of the World-Spirit, a very old thought — I can trace it already in ancient Her- odotus — but whose name here is taken from German Philosophy. Yet its significance is to-day far more commanding than ever, though little realized in present historical literature. 2. Shakespeare. I began about this same time a scrap heap of jottings which in the course of years organized themselves at first into magazine articles, and thence into a book, which is the best known of all my writings, and on the whole the bulkiest. Circumstances threw into my hands the High School's instruction in Shakespeare, and therewith THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 195 started a new and almost continuous strand of my life's work down to the present, with intervals of suspended interest. There is no doubt that I was getting somewhat tired of my excessive philosophical immersion in Hegel, which had already lasted several years. Philosophy had delivered to me its message, or as much of it as I could take, for the present at least. That another world-discipline had begun to germi- nate underneath all my Hegel, I may have dimly forefelt, but I certainly did not then recognize. Still I longed for a new expression of myself and of the universe, less abstract, more living and concrete, that of life itself, if possible. Hence I seized with all my might the opportunity to change my masters and their universities, to pass from Hegel the philosopher to Shakespeare the poet, acknowledged to be the greatest of his kind and to have built a world wholly of his own, which my task was now to rebuild in myself. And some transition of the sort was also working deeply but secretly in the St. Louis Movement. Still it must not be thought that I flung away philosophy entirely and forever; I could not. On the contrary, I took it over with me into Shakes- peare, who also has his philosophic subtrate, as his deepest students have always noted. I hold that he would not be the supreme poet that he is unless he were in his way at the same time the supreme philosopher. Thus in my case my Hegel 196 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. was the forecast and the preparation for my Shakespeare. It so happened that my pupils took as their first study Julius Ccesar, a political play, in which we see the poet grappling with the loftiest world- historical character of all time at one of History's supreme nodes. Such was for me the right cue for interpreting the whole drama, which, rippling along so buoyantly and on its surface so easily understood, has been so grievously misunderstood in its depths, for it is the deepest work of Shakes- peare, with one possible exception. The poet probably conceived and wrote this play at the very culmination of his genius, somewhere about his thirty-seventh year, and hence it contains his sublimest, his one most ideal conception and char- acterization, that of the "World-Spirit itself, the immortal soul of History, incarnate in a poor mortal, who sinks to death in its conflict, and there- fore represents the supreme tragedy of the indi- vidual man in his earthly career. Another personal touch which brought me at once into the closest intimacy with Julius Ccesar and its author is that there are no less than four acknowledged philosophers in this play, of whom one is a woman, Portia, wife of Brutus. For her I have to think that Shakespeare had a tender affec- tion, as it is the special privilege of the poet to fall desperately in love with his own characters. Thus Philosophy is not merely introduced into this drama, but is domesticated and joins the Family. THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 197 Still it must be added that all these philosophers perish, and they alone perish of the prominent per- sonages, so that seemingly Philosophy itself, of Greek birth, turns tragic in old Rome according to Shakespeare. And, indeed, to look about us just now, has not German Philosophy been marching toward tragedy along with its peculiarly philosophic nation? Will it ever revive to its former life and influence ? Or has it passed on as has the old Greek philosophy, though still indispensable to be known as a part or phase of the race's grand historic dis- cipline ? The answer of centuries must be awaited. The ordinary view of Julius Ccesar is that the play has not been rightly named, that the hero is Brutus. Such a conception destroys for me the supreme purport of the work, lopping off the gran- deur of its thought, as well as grievously misunder- stands the poets psychology. Indeed, Brutus is rel- atively a common-place moralizer whelmed into the vortex of Universal History to his utter confusion. Hence he is the prototype of the purely moralistic mind, be it orthodox in religion or agnostic. So I challenged in my first essay the whole trend of the traditional Shakespearian criticism as regards this most popular work of the poet. Moreover, Shakes- peare, in passing from his English-historical to Roman-historical dramas had a great personal experience : he became himself universal, rising out of his limited national consciousness and commun- ing with the World's History in one of its highest manifestations. In my humble, very different life- 198 T HE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. line I had gone through a similar experience, and had come to know, philosophically at least, some- what of the World-Spirit; hence I recognized it with no small wonder and interest in its poetic appearance. Next, another philosophic play dropped down on my pedagogic path, Hamlet. 'Here, then, I found not the ancient but the modern philosopher set forth with his unique tragedy. The resemblance between Julius Ccesar and Hamlet has been often noticed, and it runs very deep, starting from the outer style and structure and reaching down to the very soul of all these dramatic souls on the stage. Hamlet, too, has felt the philosophic limit : ' ' There are more things in Heaven and Earth than are dreamt of in our (not your) philosophy." So this foreboder glooms his dark questionings to his next friend and fellow-student. Here I seemed to feel Shakespeare as a profound and intense student of philosophy, now dramatizing the results of his con- siderable discipline. He, too, must have had his philosophic epoch, and transcended it, having won its culture and put it into his poetry. I had often read these two dramas before my pres- ent school-time, and had felt their power, especially in their single scattered grandeur, for I had early plucked their gorgeous lollipops for school-boys. But now I began to recreate them through and through, not only in feeling but also in thought, of which I even discovered Shakespeare to be as great a master as Hegel, if not greater, though using a THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 199 wholly new kind of expression. Moreover, the realm of institutions upon which the St. Louis Movement had put so much stress in theory and also in practice, I found permeating Shakespeare everywhere as the basic presupposition of all his characters and of his social world. In like manner I continued to tackle one by one the rest of the works of the poet, to organize them internally, and then to unite them externally into groups according to what seemed to me their deep- est principle. Moreover, I kept writing out and working over my results till I kneaded them into the shape of essays, which were printed in St. Louis periodicals, then blooming but now wholly de- funct — notably The Journal of Speculative Phil- osophy, and The Western. Also, though a full- houred teacher in the High School, I found time to propagate my ideas to little coteries at the Uni- versity Club and to various literary societies else- where in the community, thus starting uncon- sciously the Communal University, which still is sending forth in a very quiet unnewspapered way its living sprouts and some happy but modest flowerets. After the growth of years, about half a dozen, I think, all these writings, scattered singly and looking very lonely in the old magazines, per- sisted in celebrating a general harvest-home, which brought them all together into one associated work then called The System of the Shakespearian Drama, whose title even flung a word of defiance. The publication of this volume, when I was 200 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. thirty-six years old, marked better than any other incident the close of one large long Period of my life— the first. But other and greater enterprises were budding in the meantime. Shakespeare to my mind could not help calling up his fellow-giants of the World's Literature, of whom I then had begun to see the huge outlines of three more — Homer, Dante, Goethe. Were these Goliaths also to be encountered by little me after my long desperate battle with the one, probably the greatest? The thought kept rising, but I shrank from the task ; I felt myself unprepared for this new Gigantomachia. I had read each of these supreme poets after the usual fashion, and looked into not a little criticism of them ; but all that amounted to a mere speck, for now I was to re-live them, talk their native dialect, rebuild their world, and, as far as possible, recreate in myself their very consciousness. At first I skulked out of the fight, but I could not escape the ever-haunting idea. I must go to Europe and there speak and hear spoken the mother-tongue of Italian Dante and even of old Greek Homer. This, I may premise, was one of the incentives driving me to the European Journey which is soon to start. These two works of mine, then, I dare baptize my Book-twins, my first printed contribution of any consequence to the St. Louis Movement. Both have been somewhat prolific of their kind, having scat- tered a considerable line of progeny along my much bewritten orbit of books down into the present, with still other kindred embryos struggling in my brain THE BOOK TWINS BORN. 201 for daylight, though yet unborn and possibly un- bearable. They both plumped forth into the black sunshine of printer's ink and got themselves dressed in the beautiful white rags so wonderfully trans- figured at the paper-mill, breaking from their hum- ble source in Philosophers' Row, where Harris once dwelt, and Childs, and Kroeger, but now an ancient African rookery domiciling many playful but some- times saucy picaninnies. Still the life there was quite plain even then ; rents unpretentious, salaries very moderate, social standards not exacting, sym- posiums frequent but wineless, though not always beerless. So we indwelt our little temple of Phil- osopholis located in a St. Louis alley, pursuing dutifully our daily bread-winning vocation, but also cherishing whole-heartedly our breadless Super- vocation. I should add by way of connection that these two preceding books of mine arose in the height and overflow of the German Era of St. Louis, and to keen vision still show its traces. We all were under the Teutonic spell, which won an earth-circling new glamour by the sudden dazzling triumphs of the Franco-Prussian War, whose event centered in this same time. To German Philosophy I have already ascribed my acquaintance with my ideal life-long friend, the World-Spirit. And our ever-spurring ambition to rise and to sail over the world's top was only keeping pace with our city's Great Illu- sion of being just about to become the terrene cen- tral metropolis of all futurity — an access of urban 202 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. megalomania which infected and puffed up every petty civic Ego in every little alley, especially in that of the Philosophers, who are usually supposed to be peculiarly liable to the disease transcendental. Under such conditions we philosophized and in- terpreted Literature and Life, and then taught our spirits' winnings wherever we might catch a stray listener. Moreover, we began to write ourselves out into self-expression, which could not be deemed complete till it stood forth in the world as a defiant reality fighting its own way through the printed page. Thus we centered round about us a consider- able activity of thought and its applications. But alongside, or rather underneath, this more open philosophic endeavor was flowing a less obvious but even more persistent and, perchance, deeper stream of tendency, of which a few forecasting items may be next set down for sake of the Future. VI. The Poetic Element. Yes, the confession has to be made to this prosaic time and people, that in the St. Louis Movement lurks a poetic strain which has continued to sing through it, often in an almost inaudible undertone, but at times with a sudden outburst of melodious energy, from its birth in the days of the first Phil- osophical Society down to the present moment of its white-haired senescence. Pure Thought, even in those its young years, had a way of getting weary THE POETIC ELEMENT. 203 of its own excessive purity, and of taking flight from itself down into the more tangible, but more earthly and concrete forms of the Imagination. On this score also I shall briefly call the roll. I never knew Harris to strike off a verse from his own poetic mint, if he had any; only once he submitted to me his English translation of an Italian poem, which was intended as I remember, to be sung at the old Philharmonic, and which he for some reason wished to be fairly accurate in meaning and meter. This he did on account of my supposed superior knowledge of Italian, which he had heard me jabber with peanut venders at street corners. Still Harris read and studied the world's great poems, especially Faust and the Divine Com- edy, of which the latter became deeply ingrained and intergrown with his own spirit. He had also the curious habit of memorizing and declaiming to his friends Bronson Alcott's transcendental poetry, especially before his departure from St. Louis to Concord, for which this may have been a pre- paratory exercise. Several of our members would poetize upon occasion chiefly for their own pas- time. In this line the best-known and most suc- cessful production was that of Judge J. G. Woer- ner, who wrote a drama, first in German and then in English, which was played on a number of stages throughout the West. Besides this drama two novels are to be set down to his credit. One of our lady-teachers wrote at least one very accept- able little lyric, from which she gathered many 204 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. flowerets of laudation. As far as I am aware, Miss Blow never dallied with the Muse creatively, though she was certainly well-versed in other great people's verses, notably in those of the Literary Bibles. I judge that she hardly dared trust herself in meter, else she would have made her own translation of the quite simple and rather prosaic rhymes in Froebel 's Mother-Play Songs, when she was getting out her new English edition of that work. But she turned over to another hand even that not very exacting requirement of versification. Still we had a poet in our midst, a genuine orig- inal elemental poet, I maintain, but whose poetic gold remained as usual in the natural nugget, or was strewn about at random underfoot as so many shining sands mingled with so much dirt. Again the unrealized, perchance the unrealizable genius of our St. Louis Movement, Brockmeyer! Without this poetic power he could not have barbed his weighty philosophy with flashes of lightning which would pierce and illumine for a moment at least the dullest and darkest brainpan. He seemed able to reach down to that first fountain-head where Phi- losophy and Poetry, or the Abstract and the Con- crete are one, and, tapping that prime creative course, to draw off each into its own conduit of utterance, distinct, yet mutually illustrative. Not always could he do so by any means, but only at his best. Indeed, I am now inclined to think that just this poetic element in Brockmeyer was his deepest and THE POETIC ELEMENT. 205 most original gift — deeper and more original than his philosophic endowment. For his philosophy was not his own but derived, not his inner creative self but something accepted from the outside, a very good European affair but at bottom not ours or his, not finally the St. Louis Movement's when this has come to full maturity and realization. How- ever, such a result belongs to the future. At pres- ent I may add, that Brockmeyer, the completest in- carnation of our whole Movement, could always be observed passing from his abtruse thought and speech to his vivid poetic imagery whenever he was stirred in the depths. His conversation would flash up at times ablaze with metaphors, so that the mind would blink bedazzled at his fire-works of fantasy, even when freighted with his heaviest phil- osophemes. More than once I have intimated that Brock- meyer would never smelt and turn into pure coin the crude but rich ores of his genius; rather he would let them lie scattered around, quite as Nature threw them out in her primordial upheavals. The final human touch of art to the original cosmic creation of worlds he seemed unwilling or rather unable to give. Still I must note the exception, par- tial though it be, for it seems to hint the deeper and truer vein of his originality. He did actually finish two dramas in his way, though they were born more than thirty years apart. The first was named A Foggij Night at Newport, a most nebulous message, as if sent down directly from old-Norse 206 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. Niflheim, the primitive Teutonic fog-world of the North. It shows, however, a goodly study and not a little straight imitation, even in words, of those two greatest skaldic descendants, Shakespeare and Goethe, both of them Northern in origin and tongue. It was written about 1860, printed, paid for, and distributed by a few philosophic friends who were poetic enough to hail it as the new avatar of Poesy herself in America, a young Faust at least. That was some four or more years before my arrival in St. Louis, so that Brockmeyer and the philosophers had been allowed time enough to be cured of this first little illusion, and to get obsessed fully of the second, the great St. Louis Illusion, under whose spell I found them, and not long afterwards myself. Brockmeyer then lodged some- where on the old South Market in a single bare attic, boarding himself and sleeping on the floor, (so I have heard him with humor dilate). He had been frugally pensioned with bread and roomrent by the fore-mentioned group of friends, whose leader was Harris, and who were themselves at that time a set of poor vagabonds in the city, to make the translation of Hegel's Larger Logic (the Book of Fate,) which was also intended to be a world-stormer. I should here add that Harris was then a wandering teacher of Ben Pitman's short- hand. But Brockmeyer after a time grew sick of tracking and mapping that vast Sahara of Hege- lian abstractions, grew so desperately image-thirsty that he took sudden flight one day from anhydrous THE POETIC ELEMENT. 207 Philosophy to upwelling Poetry as the green oasis of salvation, from whose fountains everywhere be- gan to bubble out this fantastic drama, the whim- sicalities of which he patched together into a rather crotchety whole. In 1866 when we were forming the first Philosophical Society, I heard of it and tried to drum up a copy, but could not; Brock- meyer told me he had kept none himself, and I thought somehow by his nose-sign that he never wanted to hear anything more of it. Soon, how- ever, in rummaging over an old dirty mess of sec- ond-hand books in a book-stall, I came upon six new copies and at once filliped down the small price in the Civil War's paper money then still current. I showed them to Harris who on the spot claimed three of them as his own precious treasure; the other two I gave away, while the third I kept for a time but must have loaned for good, since I have these many years moused after it in vain among my book-refuse scattered along the path of my travels in Chicago, in St. Louis, and even in Cincinnati. The inaugural of Brockmeyer as President of our Philosophical Society, which I heard, made the an- nouncement that he was then writing a drama "with an American content", but he never fin- ished it till a quarter of a century later, when he was getting to be an old man. He read it to me from the easy chair of his back-room, with many side flashes of metaphorical humor, often more tell- ing, I thought, than his text. For I have to think 208 THE 8T - LOUIS MOVEMENT—PART FIRST. that the cream of Brockmeyer 's genius usually got quite skimmed off when he squeezed it through his pen-point into ink. It is too bad that he never found, or provided for himself a human phono- graph, like the talk-recording Eckerman, as old Goethe did. Strange to say, this second drama seems to have spontaneously uprisen in him as kind of poetical relief or counterblast, while he was making, about 1890-5, his second translation of Hegel's Logic, (a kind of translation of a transla- tion), reviving thus the ambition and the task of his thirties in his grayed sixties. Again I have to think in this case also that his larger and more creative nature was asserting itself as the poet against the philosopher, who was simply revamp- ing an old transmitted doctrine of a past and alien time, instead of creating out of himself an original work of his own spirit and age. Still these two dramas are his only finished first-hand products, and seem to suggest that he might have achieved some work massive and organic in poetry, if he had only kept up the training of his wayward genius. The present autobiographic Ego may be per- mitted here to append a few brief notes upon his own small poetic household. So I shall mention that a stream of verses would gush up to the sur- face of my best daytime, and insist upon some form of expression for a spell, then it would quietly sink away into my unvoiced underworld, like a Greek catabothron, where it would seemingly sleep a wee THE POETIC ELEMENT. 209 dark life of its own, not by any means dying, but secretly dreaming. In the present period I re- sponded to my two closest associates, Brockmeyer and Woerner, by writing a drama also upon an American theme. This was my first-born produc- tion of any size or consequence, to which I gave the quite neutral name of Clarence. The skillful ob- server, if he takes the trouble, can discern in it everywhere the traces of the St. Louis Movement, to which it was my earliest independent contribu- tion. And here I may note that Brockmeyer 's aforesaid drama, A Foggy Night at Newport, was, as far as my knowledge goes, the first preluding note of our coming St. Louis Movement, the first printed document forecasting its possible birth, which thus had something poetical in its very genesis. Now I believe that it was this funda- mental imaginative power which drew me and clasped me to Brockmeyer, who could be otherwise very unattractive. Harris had no such ultimate poetic element in his nature, as I construe him; though he used imagery often with effect, it ap- pealed rather as an outside illustrative decoration ; he was first and last the philosopher purely, where- in lay his power. Of these two life-friends of mine, I have to conclude, therefore, that Brock- meyer held me by a deeper, more innate spiritual bond than Harris, though both I felt to be sym- metrical and integrating halves of one common brotherhood of spirit, whose kinship with me ran deeper than that of blood, and was twined insepa- 210 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. rably with my immortal part, whenever I dared think I had any. In my own poetical history, the earliest remem- bered composition of mine expressed a sudden spon- taneous upgush at school, when I was some nine or ten years old, being a perfervid boyish harangue in verse inspired on the moment by and imitated from Shakespeare's speeches, which I found in M'Guf- fey's Fifth Reader. At College there was an occa- sional versified outbreak — not many, for another more crushing question (the national) menaced the time and me. But when I reached St. Louis at the close of the War, there arose a rather steady stream of versicles for a couple of years or more, inasmuch as the young man's emotional nature insisted upon its God-given right of tuneful expression. At a somewhat later time both love and sorrow burst furiously, I may say tragically, upon me and broke up the even course of existence, so that they could only be placated by the corresponding utterance in poetry, which thus had for me always a healing, remedial, vicarious function, though upon others it may have produced an opposite effect. So through all this first Period of mine kept trickling at certain intervals as far back as memory can grope drop- lets of rhymes from my perturbed soul-world, whose little gushes would intermit after an over- flow, but would in time begin again. Of their strictly poetic value I took less account, as I never sent one of them to newspaper or magazine; but their relieving, reconciling power became the deep- THE POETIC ELEMENT. 211 est need of my spirit, which never failed to find in them a self-sanative, even a self-fulfilling virtue. Poetry in my case always paid its own bills in advance. It must, however, be granted that the poetic ele- ment in the St. Louis Movement never brought forth any great or lasting literary work; no verse or phrase of its production is rememberable to-day, unless dug up by a special antiquarian excavation. Nothing of ours ever approached in universal fame those winged words of Reavis: The Future Great City of the World, which seemed to be flying around the globe. But at the time this poetic ele- ment of us performed its good part for a small circle. Then poetry was here in deep eclipse ; the man who dared the Muse was by the majority deemed badly rattled, if not irresponsible outright. At best the jingling lilt of verse was handed over to the school-age, more or less in imitation of Long- fellow, true poet of adolescence. Very different is the situation to-day. Poetry is challenging the at- tention of the world, and is performing all sorts of new gyrations and somersaults metrical and other- wise, having risen to rival even the novel in public vogue. Verily every man and woman, high and low, seem now verse-bitten; each self will be its own poet. Thus is poetry getting truly democ- ratized along with the rest of the world, being no longer the aristocratic art of some solitary genius, but the universally attuned expression of the folk itself. So it may be said that the poetic element 212 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. of our St. Louis Movement even in its well-leveled mediocrity, has its significance, its germinal fore- show of the coming efflorescence, piping its small- voiced message almost inaudible from its first mo- ment. As for me, during a life-time I have cher- ished it as one of my striving spirit's chief liber- ators into the freedom of my own self-expression, which, being fully realized, is the fulfillment of a man 's having lived. So it may be prognosticated that underneath all the philosophy and the literature, and even the psychology perhaps, of our St. Louis Movement, lies an underworld of poetry which has never yet been able to form itself and to push up to the light. Let the forethoughtful reader take note. VII. Life's Central Node. When I had broken away from St. Louis and from America and was tossing toward Europe up and down on shipboard along with the shoreless ocean's uncertainties, I dimly felt myself making the unique change of my life, the central transi- tion of it from a considerable amount of the past to a possible considerable amount of the future. I was no longer young, nor was I exactly old, but on the road somewhere between; the first half of the human drama seemed over, the second half seemed about to start playing. I had just quit my own past, and was going toward my race's LIFE'S CENTRAL NODE. 213 past^-a deep separation both in space and in spirit, as it turned out. Thus I sat on deck mooning over myself both in backlook and in forelook, having scored six and thirty in the tale of years ; whereof I find the record jotted down in a little diary which still bears the spray marks of the plunging steam- ship. Evidently I felt the presage then and there that I was undergoing the pivotal transfer of my career, rounding into a new stage or sweep my life's chief node. I did not then glimpse what time has since taught me, that this was quite an uni- versal human experience, though it stood out the grander always in the grander spirits of the cen- turies. A theory or rather an ingrown conviction of mine has slowly matured that somewhere about the middle years of his third decade, the man makes the supreme orbital turn of his whole life's cycle. He then evolves into and across his most signal and decisive line of demarcation between what he has been and what he is to be, even if he is always drawing similar lines with the years. Still there is, I believe, one such all-comprehensive land-mark or turning-point in life. The fact is of such gen- eral interest and, I think, of such far-reaching sig- nificance especially in biography, that I may be allowed to fortify the doctrine with some details. To begin with the highest examples, Dante clearly indicates such a change of himself in the first line of his great poem, where he tells openly of the strange new condition in which he found 214 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. himself "at the middle of the journey of our life," when he was about thirty-five years old. Even more emphatically and directly Goethe points out the grand climacteric of his total career, bringing forth in him a new birth of the spirit, which took place through his journey of Italy, starting when he was thirty-six. Thus these two supreme poets have told on themselves in so many words; but I hold that even the self-secreting Shakespeare has revealed the same leading life-line in his works, as these move out his first stage into his second and greatest stage, that of his mighty tragedies — which transition must have taken place between his thirty -fifth and fortieth years, though it cannot be precisely dated. Even oldest Homer, whose single personality has been doubled and even manifolded, and whose century cannot be given with certainty, has left us two books, which with all their objectiv- ity are likewise autobiographical to the open-souled reader, who will feel and also see that Homer him- self in his spirit turned away from Greece and went to Troy with Achilles when a younger man, and then returned after twenty years' separation, with old-wise Ulysses to "sunny Ithaca and pru- dent Penelope." Thus the greatest human world- makers, authors of our Literary Bibles, show this distinctive crisis or turning-point both in life and in writ. Some celebrated people have not made the grand passage, into this new stage, but have been halted by death at its entrance: such we may re- LIFE'S CENTRAL NODE. 215 gard Byron, Raphael, Shelly and I would add Mar- garet Fuller. Our Emerson achieved, as we con- strue him, somewhat earlier than usual, at the age of thirty-two or thirty-three, his transit into his characteristic period, becoming the recusant of his age, revolutionary, transcendental. His friend Carlyle had a similar periodic turn-over when he passed locally from Scotland to London, and spirit- ually from writing magazine articles to composing Great History. And our humble unobtrusive Johnny Appleseed upon his wandering path mani- fests a similar essential change in his career. In like manner the leading worthies of our St. Louis Movement, of whom this book specially seeks to bring four to the front, show an axial, all-deter- mining turn in their lives. Brockmeyer had sev- eral momentous crises, but the central one, in my judgment, was his return about his middle thirties, out of his Titanic estrangement in the Missouri backwoods, to civilization and to institutional life, whereupon among his varied achievements he founded our St. Louis Philosophical Society, which otherwise had never existed, and without which this book of mine could not have been written, and probably some others. Harris had also his nodal separation from St. Louis, and his return to New England, which actually took place in his forties, though spiritually it was manifest years earlier. In a similar way I conceive Davidson's main life- stroke, which came about when he quit his St. Louis schooling, more significant for him than his 216 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART FIRST. Scotch University, and thereupon turned back Eastward, as he circled around his thirty-fifth year. And Miss Blow had her profound separation — doubtless more deeply rending and painful than either of the others, for it nearly killed her, being a rupture from home, friends, social rank, and espe- cially from the scene of her great personal achieve- ment — which event occurred somewhere near her middle thirties; so we dare vaguely guess in the sensitive matter of a lady's age. In fact the St. Louis Movement itself manifested in its history this same breach or rupture, as we have already portrayed it, in the flight of its lead- ing early members, and their scattering, like a flock of blackbirds shot into and flying asunder toward all points of the compass. And it may be here foresaid, that long afterwards there took place a kind of return to the city, not complete certainly but perceptible. Whereof somewhat may be told in a later chapter. Nor should we forget to remark a far-reaching inference from the foregoing instances: all these particular biographies suggest or perhaps enforce the idea of an Universal Biography ; there are many lives of many men of the widest diversity, but in them all lurks the one life of the one Man, life of Genus Homo, of the true Super-Man (not that of Nietzsche). Emerson has now and then, but not always glimpsed this Universal Man incarnating himself in the myriads of individual men, and named him the Standard Man, who is the real cen- LIFE'S CENTRAL NODE. 217 tral creative source of interest in human biography. And here may be permitted another brief infer- ence : this universal principle or all-pervasive proc- ess of every man's life may yet be unfolded as the law of Biography itself, thus transforming the present biographic chaos into the order and trans- parency of a science. Renascence I would gladly now take my reader, if he be willing, into my confidence and whisper to him with some trepidation, my present object: I am trying to periodize myself. What is that, he may well ask. In general, it is to survey and, if pos- sible, to define a Period of my entire life — not the whole cycle of it but one of its great arcs. Such a task is, in my view, fundamental for every work of biography. The widest, deepest break in my existence, or the grand node of my life-work, was when I turned away from St. Louis and started for Europe a few days before I was thirty-seven years old. As I look back at my deed now, through the interven- ing trials of nearly half a century, I almost tremble 218 RENASCENCE. 219 at what I then dared, merely throwing some inquis- itive glances into the dark chasm ahead. Of course I did not, could not foresee what a long discipline lay in that seemingly insignificant act, whose direct effects were to run through a full generation of my years. At least so I now mark out and con- strue, from my old-age's height of retrospect, the Middle Period of my life, which started with my first departure from St. Louis in 1877 and lasted till my completed return to the same place some three decades later. Let these dates be set down as the two temporal limits, fore and aft, which can be made elastic according to need. The next problem is to find some brief phrase or even single vocable which may suggest, even if remotely, the meaning or general purport of this protracted and somewhat diversified Period. Can I compass it in a passably intelligible term or fore- word which may always be recalled when wanted, as a kind of clew mid the tangled labyrinth of life now to be explored, and ordered if possible ? Such a word, after some search and repeated changes, I have found in the term Renascence, or New Birth which at least hints the spiritual process not only in myself, but also in the St. Louis Movement, and, as I believe, in the time. Thus I began to be born again through my European Journey, and I kept up this my Renascence till old-age started to steal slyly over me, upon whose advance I have placed the foregoing limit of a date which may be only artificial and perchance temporary. Ob- 220 THE ST- LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. serve that I avoid the corresponding French term Renaissance, which bears a different though related significance. Two other expressions in the preceding account may need a brief comment. I have alluded to my Departure from and my Return to St. Louis, which I would again emphasize. Thus is hinted the spatial round, or it may be the encircling orbit of the Period sweeping through its time. Now this Departure and Return, outward in Nature, has also its inner counterpart in Spirit — both in me and in the St. Louis Movement. Both of us went away and came back. Birth is the first great sepa- ration which ushers the individual into the light; my Renascence was my second birth into the world's illumination, for which I had to quit my immediate environment till I had wrought out my restoration. The infant coming from its immediate sinless and sunless home into sunshine, has made its first new Departure, typical of others in after days, so the original human nascence becomes the foreshow and the primal expression of all later human Renascences. Accordingly, this my Second Period, opens with a great separation from my previous immediate American life, which I had hitherto lived, umbili- cally as it were, remaining unborn in a sense, till I pushed out across the interjacent ocean to my re- generating home. Even from my last-acquired St. Louis descipline, Philosophy, I must part; I had gotten all it would give, at least so I thought, and even more deeply felt. The philosophical RENASCENCE. 221 world view I had absorbed, wrought over into my mentality, and applied to a number of intellectual realms in my own private workshop, and especially in my instruction at the High School. Nature, Art, History, Institutions, yea Philosophy itself from old Greece down to the present, I had Hegel- ized. I felt the surfeit of abstraction and of tradi- tion as well as the prison of my locality — of St. Louis, yea of America. Finally the circumstances of life had so squared themselves to my Departure that I seemed to hear the urgent invitation of Providence Himself: "Now is the time to go — pack up and be off. Forward to the other side of the World, or of the Universe, and see what is there." I felt it also to be a going back to my old antece- dent pre- American self in distant lands and long- agone cultures. Still, in a sense, I could not run away from the St. Louis Movement, I had to take it with me, and through it look at my fresh expe- riences. It had become integrated with my life, with my very consciousness. Departure, then, is the word and the thing which I have to stress at this point. Doubtless the term sounds strange on its first hearing — Departure — by which I seek to designate the break into an en- tire new Period of my own evolution, and also of the St. Louis Movement, in so far as the latter pro- ceeds along my lines of activity. Moreover this Departure from St. Louis, or separation from its local and cultural life, continued toward thirty 222 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. years, till the Return came and with it a kind of rejuvenescence of the old Movement. The preceding Epoch, which shut down somewhat abruptly as I leaped on a railroad train and crossed the Mis- sissippi River, speeding in an unbroken time-line for Europe, embraced my stay at St. Louis lasting some thirteen years. But now I am off, on this December day of 1877, having passed just beyond the middle year of the journey of human life, as Dante records of himself when he steps out of his previous world over into his Inferno. So the old Florentine poet preludes his famous Departure, as we may call it here for the sake of a moment's comparison, and proceeds to sing, through his three Canticles, the marvelous experiences which befell him after his Grand Crossing. And every man has his Grand or Petty Crossing in life's journey; this European trip I hold to be mine. In the present Departure, then, I quit St. Louis, but I take the St. Louis Movement along with me over lands and seas, and then bring it back home again. Hitherto I clung to the immediate locality of the Movement, to its city and people and to its studies ; but now the breach has come, that separa- tion, spatial and spiritual, which seldom is wanting to any complete human discipline. In the larger sense the Departure was along its entire course a Departure from Tradition, and in- deed a new and deeper Departure therefrom. Al- ready we have indicated that the St. Louis Move- ment had its first push in a strong spiritual revul- RENASCENCE. 223 sion against the four prescribed cultural elements which it found already seeded and greening in St. Louis. Hence arose the fifth cultural element, home-grown, distinctive, sprung of the time and the city's native character; this we called our own St. Louis Movement, which never failed to assert its prime originality. And yet it too was based upon Tradition; it prescribed a European philos- opher and his philosophy just to attack and sup- plant European prescription. We followed tradi- tional Hegel in order to become anti-traditional. And this negative service, very necessary at the start for clearing the way, the German thinker performed for us, and along with it conferred other great, though perhaps lesser benefits. But in time the lurking contradiction strove to work itself out, and it made itself felt at first un- consciously by me, and, as I believe, by the Philo- sophical Society, which began to waste away through its own inner self-attrition and to pass over into something else. Now it was primarily this feeling of discord with myself and with my accepted philosophic doctrine that drove me out of my first exclusive cultivation of it, so that I be- took myself to other forms of human expression, such as art and poetry. I may add, in view of what occurred long afterwards, and will be re- counted in its place that I must have begun to catch the undertone of contradiction not only in Hegel but in all Philosophy, from old Greek Thales down to the present. Hegel had indeed answered 224 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. the so-called antinomies of Kant, so I believed; but he had left in his own work a yet deeper anti- nomy, in fact the deepest of all, the one inherent in Philosophy itself as the supreme European world- discipline. This ultimate philosophic antinomy was seething itself out in my laboring mind, as thought's final self-negation, when I seized my opportunity to run away from it in search of some more harmonious utterance of myself and of my time. And to-day the reflection keeps echoing within me that Europe now is working out in the blood of her peoples the original contradiction of her spirit as expressed most deeply in the whole line of her Philosophies, from Thales to Bergson. Thus in a far-away retrospection I try to ex- plain myself, looking through a commentary of forty years. I was then unconscious of what was impelling me, now I believe me conscious. So long it has taken me to know the cause which I then dimly felt, and which was driving me to solve the philosophic dualism of Europe, which I had in- herited and laboriously overwrought, and to re- place it by a new world-discipline born of our own country's deeds and institutions. In other words universal Psychology was throbbing embryonically underneath my Philosophy, but the embryo would require many a long year before it was ready to spring forth into the light of day! So I in review have to think my journey abroad was the creative urge to a new and pro- tracted stage of my career. Meanwhile what be- RENASCENCE. 225 came of the St. Louis Movement? I can only re- peat that I bore it along with me, what of it was mine ; what of it was not mine, I naturally left by the wayside. I could not wholly escape from all that I had been and done ; it still murmured along within me as an underflowing current of influence throughout this fresh voyage of discovery. But I can truly say that Philosophy was subordinate dur- ing these travels; my mind was turned outward, not so much inward. Even in my reaction against Tradition, I found I had been all the while absorbing the traditional culture of Europe which had come to me through various channels from the outside, and which I had duly appropriated as my first education at School and College. But just this outsideness of my spirit's most precious aliment made me feel unfree and even unhappy, and I resolved to find the remedy by going back to the prime cultural source, and there observing life afresh, and, if pos- sible, living it in its very origin. So from St. Louis I started for the head-waters of European civilization in old Hellas. The prescribed Greek tongue I had learned in the school-room after the prescribed way, but now I would seize it unpre- scribed by drinking of it at its first throb from the hearts of the people who still spoke it attuned to their mother's early lisp. And I would make Cas- talia's fount gush into spontaneous English. Thus the mere erudite tradition of classic lore with its dead grammar and dictionary I would re-bear to 226 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. new life from my own spirit's genesis, and en- deavor to transfuse the same into my modern ver- nacular for my own self-expression, as well as for impartation to others who might be willing to lis- ten. But this Greek revival was only the first act of the present Period, which was to be followed by others in due evolution both of myself and of the St. Louis Movement. For the Greek Renascence in me was to rise to the European, and beyond Europe it was to become universal. All of which is first to be lived and achieved, and then to find expression. iThe interest of this deepest Departure of all my days turns on the fact that while I was all unaware of its meaning at the time and whither it tended, I still was carrying out into reality the true pur- pose of my existence. The total round of life with- in was simply drawing one of its largest arcs with- out. As I trod contemplatively the steamer's deck, the first sunset on the boundless ocean, when the ship had lost sight of land, made me feel the depth of my present crisis, so that I jotted down: "I have come to the end of something and now I am beginning something else ; but what it is, I cannot tell." So I rode over the seas peering out for that future of me which my whole life, still implicit in me, had to unfold to its fullness, whereof I am here trying to give some account. For now I can see what I was then about, inasmuch it has attained a certain fulfilment in the deed, which is fairly discernible and describable. RENASCENCE. 227 What, therefore, was I seeking to accomplish during this whole generation filled with middle life's best? Can I summarize in a far-hintful con- cept that long sweep of the busy years, each of which is full of its own separate details ? As far as I may be able to construe my own life-task, I would recreate within myself, express in speech by voice and print and impart to others whom I might get to hearken and to read, the cultural evolution of man. This considerable labor I dared tackle in my own limited environment, and perform to the ex- tent of my powers. The race's civilization I was to re-live and make mine ; then I was to formulate it anew in my own terms, whereby I might be able to share my best with the like-minded. Or, to em- ploy a different nomenclature for the somewhat elusive thought, the "World-Spirit as manifested in and over the course of human History I was to appropriate mentally, then to express in my own speech, that I might give away my excellence if I had any to give. The three portions of this life-task, or its three duties may be briefly categorized: (1) Acquisi- tion, or the getting to know; (2) Expression or the forming what you know; (3) Impartation, or the giving away what you know. For me, as this living individual existence at a certain place, in a limited time, and under a given social and institutional order, the second of these parts was and still is the most significant and im- perative; that is, mine is the supreme need of ex- 228 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. pression. Such a part, accordingly, is that of a mediator, a gospeller, or perchance an evangelist, whose function is to become in a small way or large, the voice of all time to his own time, to unite self-expression and world-expression in the one act of utterance. And now with this general outlook upon what I call my Middle Period, embracing inner develop- ment, literary production, and active promulga- tion, I wish to recur to the statement of it as a continuous Renascence of myself, and along with me of the St. Louis Movement. Neither of the twain can escape the other, so intergrown have we become, though I am not by any means the whole Movement. Others, indeed many others, contrib- uted to it their own distinct lines of achievement; and still more may yet take the chance of adding to it somewhat of their work, worth, and word. But of this long and complex Period there should be subordinate groupings or stages with their land- ing-places as joints of the total organism. So in my purview I think I can discern three considerable sweeps or waves with rise and fall over this sea of time, which reveal in outer form the inner pro- cess going forward in the soul of the man and the movement. That is, of the one grand Renascence there are three lesser Renascences, which may be measured from crest to crest, somehow as follows: First is The Renascence torn, or The Classical Renascence; the Epoch of the acquisition of Greek Spirit, with its varied expression in Art, Litera- RENASCENCE. 229 ture and Philosophy. This is the prime germinal deed, the fruitful embryonic Renascence of all future Renascences. Here, then, is the genetic starting-point of the Period, which in my case con- tinued some seven or eight years (1877 till 1884-5). Second is the Renascence evolved and propa- gated, or its double development. That is, it moves along two distinct, yet parallel lines: on the one line runs its internal growth till it embraces all four Literary Bibles together with my expression of them in writ and print ; on the other line runs its external dissemination in various forms (lec- ture, class, school, the communal institute). Now the seed has to be sown far and wide, which calls for a time of wandering in the propagator or mis- sionary, along with elaboration, extension, and ex- pression of the work. This Epoch, full of journey- ings interspersed with a number of writings, lasted toward a dozen years (1884-5 till 1895-6). Third is The Psychological Renascence, or the New Birth of the Psyche, Self, Ego, which has hitherto secretly lurked and wrought in the fore- going Renascence, but now becomes explicit, un- folding itself into its own forms through its own activity, and so making its own new science. Thus that which created the previous Renascence is now to create itself, or is to bring forth its own Renas- cence, whereby it passes from appropriating or fabricating alien forms for itself, (such as Art, Literature, Philosophy) to producing and ordering its own native form for itself, with all the varied 230 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. manifestations of the same — such we name The Psychological Renascence. The course of the pres- ent Epoch at its beginning may be dated about 1895-6, and continues for a decade and more. So this total Renascence rounds itself out when it returns into itself from other-creating to self- creating. Thus too it has periodized itself in its long evolution lasting some thirty years. The general sweep has been in this wise : from Philos- ophy, through the Classical world and its evolu- tion, to Psychology. All this seems a strange de- velopment or education of a human soul, but it is mine, being my life's achievement, and constitut- ing that which I truly am, my very individuality. Of course the more significant details of this long process are to be set forth in the account which fol- lows. But here let us add that not only the old Greek seed is to be re-planted, but a new kind of seed is to be evolved; Man's Renascence has now to take place not merely in and through its outer expression (Art, Literature, Philosophy), but turns to the inner creative Self, which must hence- forth make its own expression in a new science (Universal Psychology). Whereof the full expo- sition lies quite a distance ahead of us. Thus in vague foreshadowy outlines the reader may glimpse the sweep of the present Period with its three Chapters or Epochs. Of course my in- separable companion in all these rounds was the St. Louis Movement, not St. Louis herself, who did not go along, but seemed to sink down into a RENASCENCE. 231 strange barren lethargy during these years. As for me in this crisis, I had to separate not only from my urban life but from my American or Occidental world, and flee to its opposite on the other side of our earth-ball, that I might win my spirit's Renas- cence, I in person beholding the Hellenic folk in person, talking with it in its own primal spon- taneous dialect, thereby taking up its first creative soul into mine, whereupon I could return home and give out whatever of worth I had brought back, to those who might feel the same need of a New Birth. Nor could I stop and settle down contented with my mere appropriation of the most beautiful and best in the world — that were indeed the death, not of it but of me. So I had to impart in order to be. And not only impart through the voice but through the pen — this being the eternal impartation. And still further, the thing imparted and penned must be the Eternal as adjudged by the Tribunal of the Ages. So I chose the Literary Bibles of the Race as the true vehicle for my own ever-renewing Renascence as well as for that of my time. I may here append that this cultural Renascence (as it can be qualified) is not merely mine, but also the world's; and the world's cultural Rena- scence had its start in time and place as well as mine, and the latter must be nourished from the former. In other words, the race's civilization is the prime genetic source of the spiritual training of the individual. So I must be culturally re-born 232 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. from my race's first cultural fountain, which is an- cient Hellas whose Nascence is the original well- head of all Renascences since then — Latin, Italian, German, French, Shakespearian, Goethean, and perchance American. Indeed our last world-poet, Goethe, has become conscious of this fact and has poetically set forth his own as well as his time's Renascence springing out of the old Hellenic spirit, in the Second Part of his Faust — the truly proph- etic Part of his poem, and the one yet to be real- ized. Moreover he lived this Renascence, starting with his Italian Journey, and evolving it after his return and expressing it in verse and prose. And every man, great and small, is to pass through somewhat of the same process, if he wishes to win an universal culture. So I from my little far-away nest make a journey to antique Hellas for its eternally creative Renascence. Let me again emphasize that the significance and the sweep of this renascent starting-point lay wholly unconscious within me from its first germ- ination, and that it unfolded itself according to its own native law of growth. And remember that I am now trying to trace its course through the perspective of a life-time. CHAPTER FIRST The Classical Renascence tFirst it was a flight on my own part to the immediate outer locality of Rome and Greece, and to the external sense-arts of which they were the masters and transmitters. So I became a fugitive from too much of philosophy, poetry, music of the introverted North to the architecture, sculpture, painting of the extroverted South. I had begun to feel myself painfully but a half of our whole Human Nature at its highest achievement ; hence I quite instinctively made a move to complete my- self by seeking the other moiety of me in its sunny home by the Midland Sea. I migrated like the fowls of the air, when my winter came upon me, toward the summer clime both of space and of spirit. Or from my modern one-sided Teutonic development of more than a decade, I reacted to the antique Mediterranean culture of Classic times. I repeat, this break came of no conscious intention ; it was the spontaneous thrust of the incomplete soul struggling to make itself com- plete ; it was the entire life of my race, born with- in me the implicit, as it is in every man, pushing to become the explicit and real. Thus at present I construe to myself my instinctive drive to the cul- tural Past of my race. \ 233 234 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. This Classical Epoch, as I call it, lasted dis- tinctively some eight years, as the dominant fac- tor of my activity, beginning in 1877, with my first step toward Europe across the Mississippi, and continuing till 1884-5, when another and greater interest subordinated but did not destroy it by any means. During this time the Greek world was uppermost with me in thought, instruction and literary creation. Three different localities, each with its task and its training, play into and through this Epoch: Europe, St. Louis, Concord, whereof now we are to give the account. The St. Louis Movement had also its Classical phasis, which differed a good deal with different members. Brockmeyer, our President, was not without some trace of Greek, which he picked up at Georgetown College and Brown University, both of which he attended as an undergraduate. But I never saw him look at or cite a Greek text. Still he showed a keen appreciation of Classic form, es- pecially as revealed in the dramas of Sophocles, of which the Antigone was his favorite. I have heard him say, that the only true Art is the Classic, and he belittled the distinction into Symbolic and Ro- mantic Arts of his master Hegel. He gave me a great surprise in his old-age when he wished me to study with him Aristotle in Greek, saying he could easily brush up his former knowledge of the tongue. We never started, and in a year or two he had passed away of himself into the Elysian Fields, and left me behind. THE CLASSICAL RENASCENCE. 235 Harris studied the old Greek philosophers some- what in the original, and he would cite rather tot- teringly now and then certain brief Greek philo- sophic terms, like the Aristotelian Nous poieticos. Greek poetry I do not think he cared for. But antique Sculpture he worked at theoretically a good deal; especially I remember his elaborate study of the Venus of Milo with illustrative draw- ings. In the main, however, he took his Hellenism at second hand, namely from Hegel, who for real mastery was one of the greatest of modern Hellen- ists in the sphere of Aesthetics as well as in that of pure Philosophy. But confessedly the transcendent Grecian both as to erudition and activity among us and in the whole town was Thomas Davidson, our professor of Greek in the High School, graduate of Aberdeen University, Scotland. He would even claim upon occasion to be a Classic Heathen in religion; I once heard him at Rome berate modern Christian degeneracy, as we paced the world-tragical ruins of the Villa Hadriana. He was very learned, and had read much of old Greek poetry, though I never knew him to allude to the Greek historians, Herodotus and Thucydides, who meant so much to me. His overflowing knowledge streamed mainly into the literary and the etymological channels at this time. There is no doubt he stirred up a good deal of interest in the community by his public lec- tures and discussions on Greek topics. His dis- course on Aristotle read at the University Club was 236 TEE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. the triumph of the season. By way of opposition to our Hegelians, he adopted Aristotelianism, for Davidson could not help being contradictory and critical — delighting far more to kick in the traces than to pull the load. After his stay in St. Louis, Davidson went to Greece in order to drink at the first sources of his favorite Hellenic antiquities. "When I was at Rome in 1878, who should appear at my quarters one day but my old associate of the St. Louis High School, Thomas Davidson, now in a retreat from his once dear Hellas back to the "West. He told me much about Athens in response to my questions, for I had already made up my mind to go thither my- self. I found him a good deal disillusioned in re- gard to his former Greek ideals or idols; the old enthusiasm was not wholly gone, but seemed de- cidedly on the wane. He declined going with me to the Vatican Museum for a survey of its Greek treasures, of which he had once been the student and the adorer, and over which I longed to hear him expatiate with his old learned exuberance. Davidson deserves the credit of having aroused quite a thrill of communal interest in the Greek classics during his stay in rather stolid unclassic St. Louis (about eight years 1867-1875, if I re- member the dates correctly). He excited a per- sonal fascination in his own right, as well as won- der at his unusual erudition. But Davidson had no creative gift, he left no reproduction of the Greek spirit to live after him, or of any other. "We THE CLASSICAL RENASCENCE. 237 were all shocked by the damnatory bitterness which saturated his essay on the Frieze of the Parthenon; very one-sided also was his view, I thought, and he showed himself in angry reaction against his for- mer German tendency at St. Louis. On my travels I once met a distinguished archeologist who had made a special study of the ancient Greek sculptor Phidias, and I asked him : "Have you ever crossed the path of our friend Mr. Thomas Davidson?" His smile soured at once into a scowl, as he hissed out: "No, and I do not wish to see him, he has slandered the greatest teacher of my science," meaning probably Overbeck of Leipzig. This hints the chief fatality of the man, who negatives all, and in the same act particularly himself. Still Davidson had not a few excellent qualities, and his career kept a strange tendency to inter- lace with mine at certain points for many years — his love of the Classical world being the deepest and most enduring of our common attachments. He will appear repeatedly with the years in the course of the present narrative, and play his chosen part of the advocatus diaboli, which was indeed his office in the St. Louis Movement, of whose famous members he was one, being also distinguished as the most restless globe-rounder of us all. As for me, by way of contrast with Davidson, I can say that my visit to Greece brought no disillu- sion, but rather increased my Classical devotion, and certainly stimulated my creativity, whatever that may be worth. I felt the strongest desire to 238 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. reproduce the Greek spirit in mine, and then to make it speak my own tongue for my self-expres sion, which might also have some meaning for others. To discover Hellas afresh, to recreate it in new forms, and thus to impart it, will be the occupation of what I here call the Classical Epoch of myself and of the St. Louis Movement, which, I may here testify, never failed to shadow me all through my wanderings. Let me then emphasize that the St. Louis Move- ment along with myself is now to have its Classical Renascence (or Renaissance, if you prefer Ithe French word) ; we both are to take a dip back into the old Greek world, which always brings a new cultural birth to the individual and his age, re- bearing and transfiguring all the formal knowledge and the oft-rehearsed texts which make up the grind of the much-worn drill-mill of College and University. We are now bound for the actual liv- ing Hellas, unparadigmed and unmummied, for the very center of it, for the top of Parnassus it- self. Let the watchful reader see if we get there. Good-bye, we are off, both of us, for the St. Louis Movement is going along. I The Classical Itineeary tAlready I have alluded to my somewhat ex- tended European Journey as the new starting- point of my later life. It is the overture to all of THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 239 me that follows till I am played out to the last note. Can I give this Journey in one brief con- centrated action which will show the whole of it in a single image beforehand for the reader ? Con- ceive me now breaking away from St. Louis and moving in a line of ascent up a mountain, rounding quite this our side of the earth-ball, through many laborious months, till I reach the top and take my goal's prospect there at leisure; then, soulfully satisfied, I run rapidly down the same path back to the prime departing point, St. Louis. Such is the long cycle or rather loup which I make in toil- some practice, but which I now seek to compress into one fleet-visioned snapshot of mind as a sort of outline for the future. Let me add that this mountain peak attained by me was a real visible object, none other, than the Greek Parnassus, which has upheld and still up- holds its marvelous ideal or universal counterpart ever floating down the ages and round the globe. I can stoutly affirm that no such objective, when I rode across the Mississippi bridge, lay in my farthest-winged flight of fancy. In fact, I hardly knew where I was till I got there, and looked around. After some full days of delighted circum- spection, I knew that the time was up, I had reached the original source of what I came for. Then I sprang down hill homeward. Similar small turns or loups I had pre-enacted several times on my main line of ascent. One of 240 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. these^ the most impressive to me, I may recount. Italy I could not leave without going to the top of Vesuvius, and looking into, perchance descending into, its ever-menacing crater which had shortly before had a furious eruption. Several hours it tasked me to toil up through yielding ashes and scoriae to the top of the steep cone, where I saw and even fondled the monster, asleep indeed, but still breathing heavily with occasional grunts of fire and lava. Then I leaped down the cone in as many minutes as previously it took me hours to go up. So the old Roman poet sang of Avernus, Facilis descensus. It will be in place now, I think, to mention briefly what was the fulfilment which I experi- enced at the last stage of my Classical Journey. I felt that the Parnassian life, which still actually existed quite in its primitive simplicity, was the original well-head, the germinal reality of the Art and its spirit which I first glimpsed at London in the Elgin Marbles, and tracked through France, Italy, Greece, till here I had reached at last its native fountain in the actual folk. On this spot, then, I seemed to have come upon the small, but still living cell of Classical civilization, pre- Athenian, pre-Homeric perchance, certainly proto- Hellenic. That antique Tradition which I had learned at school as dead, I here found alive in its primal, quite microscopic stage, out of which the old Greek culture evolved and has continued down the ages till the present moment. THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 241 But along this outstretched line of travel of many months, what was I to do? It must be ac- knowledged that my hardest labor lay on the way, not at the close— the getting, not the gotten. For I had to clamber through the vast ruins of an- tiquity scattered from one end of Europe to the other. As I viewed the wrecks of a past civiliza- tion, what was to be my attitude? I would re- store them within me to their original form and life, not only as isolated works but in their total compass and environment ; indeed, I would try to revivify through them the sunken social order which produced them, resurrecting it at least in my own spirit. For instance, when I contemplated the huge torso of Hercules in the Vatican Museum at Rome, the problem bade me thus: "Complete it, reproduce it, as it once was; see the fragment of the hero sitting there headless, armless, nearly leg- less; be it thine to make him whole in thy soul's sculpture. Go back and live in that old Greek statuary's workshop, and there recreate in thine own way his Art. But that is not all: through this statue and its Art and the necessary presup- positions of that Art, thou must reproduce the so- cial structure antique, which called forth such a work for its self-expression. In truth thou hast to behold the entire Olympian Pantheon coming down and taking-on their beautiful plastic shapes just here in this Vatican Museum, in whose walls they have been carefully imprisoned by the Pope as the sovereign of the new order which has conquered 242 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. them. Thine it is now to be present at the resur- rection of the Gods." So it happens in this Classical Itinerary that I must for a time become a ruin like the Coliseum, like the Parthenon, yea like all Rome, like all Athens, re-living in myself also the fates of those ancient edifices and of their cities. Then I have in spirit to make myself over into these old mutilated torsos, and to re-feel the stroke of destiny which smote them to these remnants of a once great and beautiful completeness. Can I sense the blow which knocked off the head of this Hercules, or the fall which broke the arm of yon Venus ? Methinks that I must even die with this dead world in order to resurrect it in myself, and there possibly re- create it in a form of my own. For all antiquity, Greece and Rome, as well as their greatest individuals, had a tragic outcome of existence. We feel their doom still as we wander through their beautiful and often colossal ruins. "We ask what was their deed which evoked such an awful judgment. That, too, must be fearfully wit- nessed and profoundly realized both in heart and in thought, as one travels through the scenes of this Classical Journey. What is the Lacoon but the Greek man and even his Gods, yea his very Zeus, fated ? So I sauntered along the time-stream of History and beheld the tragedy of tragedies, that of a whole world and its civilization. Yet per- chance just now a mightier world-tragedy than that of antiquity is being enacted before our eyes — THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 243 not the partial Greek or Roman one but that of total Europe sinking under its long accrued tragic guilt. Nevertheless, through all this death I am going back to life. The old chorus consisting of dance and song and drama in one, is still leaping with youthful freshness in Greece, though it seems al- ready remote and somewhat artificial in early Aeschylus and Pindar. Many a turn of the an- cient Mythus I heard in living words still spoken through the vales of Parnassus. Even the real breathing model of the Faun of Praxiteles I saw or fancied I saw standing in the Delphic sunlight. Every statue of that artist's Faun housed up in the galleries of to-day is said to be some copy of the lost original; but I throbbed with joy at the thought of looking on the original of the old sculp- tor's original, his very model breathing still and basking in the free mountain air of sunny Parnas- sus. Such I acclaimed my native Dimitri, as he stood before me mid his pasturing flock. So I travel back in time through a ruinous, fragmentary, scattered world to its earliest bud, which is still alive and bursting into fresh flowerage just now and every day. "When I realize fully this fact, what I call my Delphic Moment, long forefelt, has actually arrived, and my own Classical inflores- cence has appeared and given its spiritual guerdon. Then I turn about and face westward, whence I came, bearing with me what spoils I have been able to cull and to carry off in the course of my Jour- 244 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. ney, of which I may here add a few of the salient details compiled with some care into a book show- ing a timed succession of epistles from ancient places. A Tour in Europe — such is the name of the mentioned book in which I have gathered the ripest fruits of my enterprise, after rejecting the cruder stuff of many neetingly jotted memoranda. Considerable heaps of the traveler's literary litter were flung back into chaos whence they had es- caped with the better harvest; still a few transi- tory note-books survive awaiting their doom. The aforesaid book remains, accordingly, in the form of successive letters, into which I condensed my capital experiences, as I journeyed along their ascending line till they reached the apex already described. The manuscript written on the spot dates from first to last through the years 1877- 1879 ; the printing of it took place in 1907. Thus the book lay hid in the author's drawer for nearly thirty years, during the entire middle Period of life. Finally the psychologic moment (as they call it now) struck when it insisted on being at least put into type, though it was never published in the strict sense of the deed. As a legitimate child of my brain, though long neglected, it had a right to its inheritance of print, whereby it could voice its thought and its heart to the reader who might care. This is the first and only book of mine which took an epistolary form. On the whole I do not like to write letters ; therein I have been a laggard THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 245 all my years, belabored by many justifiable com- plaints. But these short daily communications to my distant friends compelled me to put together and to condense my scattered sight-seeings and my random note-scribblings into a compacter writ. The result was they took a native shape which could not be broken without losing their character. So I let them stay in print quite as they once dashed in wild freedom through my pen over my papery prairie. London was my first halting-place. It was hid in its winter overcoat of fog, and refused to let it- self be seen for days at a time ; so I was driven into two large edifices where things could be observed by gaslight. In the National Gallery I studied the paintings, especially those of Turner. Then I passed to the British Museum, in which was housed Classic Art, and I soon centered upon the Elgin Marbles. Still I worked hard at Turner, having previously read Ruskin, with great admiration for his style but with small respect for his thought. The gorgeous colors of the English painter daz- zled, and I tried to believe in him, but very fanatic- ally I could not. Will he signify anything great and permanent in the march of the ages? The Oracle was silent, and I thought shook his head. Then I turned to consult the statues of the Par- thenon, here in a kind of exile, and I received the oracular nod to seek their birth-place for my fu- ture salvation. So I started with a somewhat more conscious pace toward my Renascence. 246 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. Paris was the next stop, the gaudy urban en- chantress of the world. Behold now the sullen fog cleared away, and the sun laughing with his earthly children once more. Here two centers of attrac- tion tied me fast for five weeks. The first was French Literature, with which the very atmosphere of Paris seemed to be overcharged till it dripped on the pavement. That was a new and to me a very congenial experience. It was a city more de- voted to self-expression than any other on the globe probably. Still in spite of the charm of literary Paris, I again chose Hellas as my goal, and kept sweet converse with the sculptured antiques of the Louvre as my most intimate companions. Victor Hugo was still alive, but even of him I did not try to catch a living glimpse. I wish now I had. Rome was the third landing to which my many- leagued boots bore me at a single stride southward high over the white-hatted Alps down through the genial sheen of the Italian spring. March (1878) had just begun when the railroad train whizzed me through a crevice in the old Roman wall past a ruinous aqueduct, and set me down inside the Eternal City. Properly I had now reached the first goal of my Journey (not yet the second or the third). The contrast with London and Paris, which are essentially present-lived, shot at once into my eye, which here beheld on all sides the fragments of a foregone world. The Past was everywhere in evidence; the very atmosphere seemed overladen with former greatness. Rem- THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 247 nants, torsos, ruins, tragedy crushed not only into outer vision but into mind and feeling. Not the Coliseum alone rose up a fragment, but all Rome was a ruin often mossy-green and in places even flowery (at that time the young Italy of Victor Immanuel was just budding into its early spring, having won its new-old capital). Roman Spirit still lay here a huge torso on its seven hills like that of Hercules; the Roman People '(Populus Romanus) appeared yet existent in name and in life, but was the greatest, most impressive ruin of all Roman ruins, because a living ruin. What am I to do with such a massive shattered world? Re- store, recreate, and make integral this broken Past as a true part of myself, else the present European discipline will be for me in vain. Thus I grapple with my desperate problem, for I must actually be all these Roman torsos, and likewise the one universal torso of Rome herself, that I may live out her death and her resurrection. Daily I sit down before her monumental works and strive to re-create their creative spirit as well as to become its downfall, and thus live anew and mas- ter my own tradition as a child of my race's civilization. Of which struggle the inquisitive reader can consult the record in the before-men- tioned book. I must not, however, omit one wholly unexpected hatch from my long Roman incubation : the Classic verse called elegiac with its peculiar hexametral cadence. I had never in my life tried or thought 248 TnE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOKD. of trying such a poetical venture ; but of a sudden one day at Rome "fleets in at my window" the antique epigram after the model of the old Greek Anthology. I obeyed the Muse with an incredulous titter, thinking it only to be one of her little mo- mentary fantasticalities, several of which she had already served up to me passingly just in the Eternal City. But this present mood of hers has proved at least obdurate, possibly eternal, being no petty Anacreontic jet, or deftly intermetered Horation lyric, in which I had often tested myself here on the Classic terrain. Moreover, this poetical bent of mine has met with a decided rebuff even from friends, who have said it was a great mis- take, I being no poet. Still I have persisted in giving literary form to myself in my own way, re- fusing to be recreant to my primordial right of self-expression, or untrue to my Super-vocation, which awaits no vote of otheis, not even compli- mentary. So the hexametral swing, first rollicking in me and around me at Rome, has kept up its rhythm in my heart and in my voice at intervals down to the present hour in thousands of verses. It is one form of that re-production of the antique world which flowered along the wayside of this Classical Itinerary. After nearly four months, the hot weather of Rome with its army of fleas remorseless in their morsels of me, put me to flight toward the North where I made the German detour of my Itinerary. I passed through the old Teutonic heart of Father- THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 249 land, and swam (on a steamboat) up and down its main artery of song and story, the Rhine stream. I actually saw the Lorelei and hymned its legend after Heine, but without the old appeal ; and when I, crooning Byron, looked up to the Drachenfels, Nature's mad Gothicism, I shrank. Indeed I sur- prised myself, as I recognized how complete was my revulsion against my former German tendency in St. Louis, whose spell had lasted toward a dozen years. I had gone back to my earlier Romanic pre- ference for France and Italy ; but still more deeply I had become already intergrown with the Classic World, and sought here just under the Northern Star through memory to recreate it in prose and verse. No more fairyland, no more ballads, no more rhymes even, my delight was to hymn elegiac stanzas with the hexametral flow right in the pres- ence of the nixes and norns of the venerable Teu- tonic Rhine. Not ungrateful was my deed, I hope ; but such was now the irrespressible call to round out the Classic arc of my life's fulfilment. So when the first autumnal leaves had begun to twirl down upon the causeway of "Wiesbaden, I started off southward again for Rome, and then for Hellas. The fact was I had already felt that I «ould not bring to a close in Rome this Classical Itinerary. Its edifices, its galleries, even its ruins pointed back to a previous original source, to the higher-up creative Hellas. So I set out once more from Rom,?. now for the South. I caught in Naples a still liv- ing undertone of its old Greek origin, and pon- 250 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. dered in Pompeii the appalling torso of a whole ancient community, symbol of an entire fated civilization. Finally I reached the templed home of Athena, itself another antique torso, most beauti- ful of its kind, and still seated upon its lofty Acro- polis, though begirt now with harsh and homely unclassical modernities. There I take lodgment for many moons, and start to talking Greek right in the Pnyx and the Academe still echoing with the words of Demosthenes and Plato. But now I find that Athens too points else- whither, it is not my goal's last turnabout. I be- gin to feel the old city had also its antecedent aforetime, its original atomic life-germ. I started from St. Louis for the head-waters of the cultural evolution of Europe, and I must keep up the quest. People at Athens pointed out to me on the Par- nassus an autochthonous, pre-Athenian folk still alive and doing their day's little task in their primitive mountain hamlets. Thither accordingly I take my way with a premonitory joy in my heart, wandering quite by myself on mule-paths over crags and dowu gulches where no wheeled vehicle is possible. I have already indicated the result of this my last push for the primordial home of that Greek tradition which had been very traditionally handed down to me, an American youth at a Western Col- lege, through thousands of years. The St. Louis Movement with its anti-traditional trend had driven me to travel backward to the earliest pre- THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 251 suppositions of my culture, imposed upon me as it was and as it had to be, from without. I was not able to turn around till I had reached the original source, perchance the elemental microscopic gem- mule of Europe's civilization. I may here repeat that when I heard the horologe of my Classical Itinerary strike the Delphic Moment, I faced about and sailed rapidly down the time-stream till I once more landed at one of its far-western ports, named St. Louis, where I now am starting over on a new journey. This Delphic Moment darted a sudden leave-tak- ing sensation which insisted upon attuning itself within me to a classic measure as I shed my last glance over the Parnassian landscape. Conceive me, then high up the mountain on a little perch overlooking the Delphic vale, when the Moment strikes me and I seize my notebook from my pocket to scribble down these verses: The Delphic Moment All the year has suddenly bloomed in this day, in this minute; The whole world is a flower fragrantly blowing just now. Every rise of the Sun hath seemed in some joy to look forward, This is the moment it saw far in the glow of its eye. 252 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. All the days of the year have been climbing above to this summit, Now each tick of the clock sadly must knell their decline. But thy journey of life has now reached its most beautiful moment, Hold it fast in thy heart — that is thy conquest of Time. Such was the pivotal turn of my Classical Renas- cence with the slow journey forward, and the swift sweep back homeward. A new curriculum (or spiritual race-course) in the University of Civilization it may be regarded, which is yet to be adopted into the completed system of Higher Edu- cation. That little Greek world has shown itself the creative prototype of all later cultural Renas- cences, the primogeniture of Europe's noblest sons in Literature, Art, Science, History, Philosophy. And to that regenerative El Dorado I took my pil- grimage, walking through Hellas alone and afoot (monos kai pezos, as I had often to explain to the astonished and sometimes suspicious Greek peas- ants). It was my second considerable soldiering campaign, the first being that of the Civil War, in which I as an infantryman learned how to make long marches, to dare hunger and thirst, and in the pinch to face fire-arms. This Classic Itinerary, especially the last Greek stage of it, I never could have compassed without my testful experience of THE CLASSICAL ITINERARY. 253 military life, which was then still youthful in me, being about fifteen years old. When I had gotten back to London, from which I had started many months before, I took occasion to visit again the two great art-magnets of all Eng- land, centering in the Turner Pictures at the Na- tional Gallery, and in the Elgin Marbles at the British Museum. I had first come to them from my abstract philosophic studies eye-thirsty for the beautiful plastic shape, and devoured both kinds in an indiscriminate Bacchic debauch of vision. But how do they appear to me now, after my long com- munion with formful South, darling of the Sun? For Italy and Greece had been to me one con- tinuous art gallery, through which I had slowly wandered contemplating their great works and stilling my long-suppressed form-hunger. Again the interrogation rises: Which of these two men Turner or Phidias, the modern Englishman or the old Greek, has best given us to view the Eternal? Indeed which of the two has already outlasted the testing blows of old Time's trip-hammer? Harris I had heard philosophize the Turnerian iridescence, with a wonder hopeful of knowledge, and I had much admired Ruskin's own artistry in re-paint- ing with words full of rainbows Turner's seduct- ively chromatic art. Still I have to put the ulti- mate test : Which of the two artists has the crea- tive power to produce again and again the cultural Renascence of the race? Just now that is what I am hoping for in myself and also in the St. Louis 254 THE ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. Movement. So I set out from England in my one- sided antique glow, without seeing Shakespeare's Stratford, home of our most eternal modern man, greatest possibly of all our greatness. But we need not try to anticipate the tribunal of the milleniums. Yet alas for me ! I still am commiserating my lot on account of my lifetime's penalty for a moment's negligence. II The St. Louis Literary Classes Now occurs the strangest, suddenest cultural up- burst within my experience. It was the almost universal rise of independent clubs or classes throughout the St. Louis community for the study of the masterpieces, chiefly literary — wholly so as far as my horizon extended. Something incalcu- lable still lurks in the phenomenon after more than thirty years have passed in which it has had good time to tell what it meant. I had scarcely gotten home from my European Journey and settled down to begin life anew in the fall of 1879 when people began to come to me as a known schoolmaster, and to ask for some kind of instruction in what I had learned abroad. The first gathering, as far as I now recollect took place in the pleasant and spacious parlor of an old friend on the South Side, a cultivated and traveled gen- tleman who had shown a special interest in Italy. A considerable audience we succeeded in bringing together, to which I read and talked with some en- THE ST. LOUIS LITERARY CLASSES. 255 thusiasm, I suppose, about scenes and glories classical. Two results began to show themselves. First, a book started on its evolution, as I put together and wrote out my salient experiences in Greece: which book not long afterward completed itself and made its little bow to the public under the name of A Walk in Hellas. The second result was that a number of people then present wished to make special studies of the classical world, about which they had heard and even read some- what, but knew little worth while. Whereupon several small clubs, or rather classes (the latter is the better name for the thing) began to nucleate and then rapidly to put forth into button and flower. They appealed to me for instruction, as they imagined I knew something about what I had just seen, at considerable expense of brawn and brain and of shoe-leather. Other independent centers seemed to spring up at once in different parts of the city. People whom I never knew appeared before me with the request that I take the lead in their circle for the study of Homer or Shakespeare. Astounding to me and without parallel in my later experience was and remains the fact that wealthy high-toned ladies took zealous part in this movement, being eager to go to school again and to study the prescribed lesson at the feet of the rather mannerless school- master. Evening classes for men occupied with the day's business were formed; afternoon classes for ladies of leisure were perhaps in the majority ; 256 TEE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. two-sexed classes also could not be prevented. I had taken work again in the High School,but after little more than a year I resigned my appointed position to assume charge of what seemed to me a greater call, namely to be an unappointed professor in the new university of the rising educative institution, perchance just the St. Louis Movement. Tell us now — I hear myself demanding of my- self — what were the branches taught, give us the curriculum of your young Academe of the world's best training? Hardly a rigidly fixed course can be pointed out; it was to be free, self-chosen, self- unfolding. Still I may give the general trend and center of my prime endeavor: the revival of the classical spirit as expressed in Greek Literature. Homer, the fountain of Hellenic culture, and per- haps the best and completest single utterance of it was my chief text-book ; to this was added Greek History, Greek Drama, Greek Art. I required every member to read and to study the assigned lesson in some good translation, which was usually designated. Besides this stricter pedagogy, I would talk, read, and lecture generally on Greece, modern and ancient, interspersed with my fresh personal experiences of the land and its folk. Nor were my own metered effusions always withheld out of modesty, for I often thought them the best of my best, through some born infatuation for my poetic children. The ancient tongues were not taught by me, I refused the drill of grammar and dictionary, and of painful syntactical construction ; THE ST. LOUIS LITERARY CLASSES. 257 whoever wanted such training must go to the High School and College and University, which were only preparatory to this higher Institution. I sought to compass in myself and to impart to my pupils that elusive entity called the Greek Spirit, the very soul of the antique world. Thus a strange cultural epidemic broke out in St. Louis and raged continuously for some years, passing through the usual stages of growth, cul- mination and decline. The period of this peculiar Greek Renascence in my range lasted about six years, say from 1879 till 1885. I of course am speaking only for myself, and to a certain extent for our St. Louis Movement. There were other classes and other intellectual centers scattered through the town. Both the Universities had their own courses of public lectures, doubtless in re- sponse to the general tendency. I remember at- tending some prelections on Dante from a Catholic viewpoint, which were held in the audience room of the Jesuits. Some churches also had their lit- erary appendix. Personally, however, I never had anything to do with these side-issues; my work was independent, self-supported and self-con- tained, and it continued to evolve in freedom on its own lines in the community. It was not at- tached to any school or religious organization, although all of its members and teachers were professors of one thing or other, not excepting religion. Somehow the new energy kept rising and pushing its own way, I never started it 258 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. or even directed it after starting, as far as I am aware. It found me at hand and eager, undoubt- edly, but I found it too, just ready to be turned loose into the classical garden of beautiful Ely- sium. Thus, if we dare think Homerically, the God within and the God without flew together and kissed in a kind of rapture. "What had our earlier philosophic set to do with this fresh turn of its history? It had changed or rather developed a good stretch out of and beyond itself. Brockmeyer, our President, took no part in this phasis of the work; in fact he was mostly absent during all these epochal years, having taken flight from the City and State to the Indians, and quit even philosophy for a time — a deeply dis- illusioned Missouri politician. Once he dragged me with him down to the Indian Teritory from my Homer classes, to help him start some sort of kin- dergarten for red children. I was thrown with him several days, and he drew my sympathy more than poor untutored Loo, for in living, hapless reality I saw before me the hero Achilles, wrath- ful, estranged from his people, and sulking in his tent unheroized. Without intending it, he gave me a memorable lesson in the eternal Homer. Harris also had abandoned the then discordant and disenchanted St. Louis (in 1880) and had betaken himself to aged Concord in his dear Yankeeland. He was another instance of great Departures of the Great from the city about this time. Still he came back every winter and THE ST. LOUIS LITERARY CLASSES. 259 held classes and lectures on an admirable variety of clashing topics, some of which were Philosophy, the Madonnas, Holy Pictures set off with a stere- optieon, old-Norse Sagas, the Christian Trinity, including talks on Dante and Goethe's Faust, espe- cially the Second Part of the latter, and most especially the Church Patres of the last Act. He had his devoted band of followers who still upheld his cultural headship, though he was no longer a resident. As usual his personality was more win- ning than his word, which was too often obscure, rambling, and I have to think, indigested. In fact, Harris would not, perhaps could not easily, organ- ize his subject. Still he deserved the spiritual hegemony which he had won by long, able, and disinterested service. Thus the St. Louis Movement was throbbing with fresh energy during the present salient turn in its career. While Harris was inclined to scatter his efforts, I went the other way, and concentrated chiefly upon the one theme of Greek spirit in Lit- erature, though I too had some lateral branches. But the prodigy of the fact which crossed me then and still haunts me is that so many good people of St. Louis, perhaps nearly a thousand from first to last, should be suddenly seized with that classi- cal spell, almost a convulsive fit of old Greek Heathendom, against which as a deadly contagion one worthy minister I heard of proposed a general church quarantine. Never since then has any such fever of learning scourged our naturally reposeful population. And 260 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT—PART SECOND. never before was it known, as far as I have been able to dig in our dust-wooing ereole archives. The quiescent volcano erupted the one time, and soon thereafter went to sleep again in a long, long nap, but I hope not eternal. Why just then for once and for all? What possible cause? Did some super-eminent Power, like the World-Spirit, prod us afresh for its end? Hard to see any such high intervention in the present case. Or was it a bot- tomless popular caprice, an unfathomable sudden fad of the folk-soul? I have tried to connect it with the city's prevailing mood of those years, which was that of the Great Disillusion through the census of 1880. Or could I have been the one wee microbe which spread that Greek contagion through the whole community? I think I may have been the main center round which it chiefly gathered and hovered for a season; but then I have never been able to start any such epidemic since, though I have tried hard more than once to give a fresh inoculation. I may tell of me, how- ever, that I was then at the highest creative up- burst of what I may call my Greek productivity in verse and prose. Under such a spell it is possible that I may have been somewhat more contagious than usual in imparting my Greek enthusiasm. But the individual impulse to recreate in fresh forms of my own speech that subtle classical spirit had likewise its climacteric from which it went into decline. The red flush of my first Greek enchant- ment began to pale, and to move into another THE ST. LOUIS LITERARY CLASSES. 261 epoch. But for this transition the present narra- tive is not yet ripe. A more subtle result of these classes had started to outline itself in my mind: the new educative institution of the whole community, which lies beyond all the academic forms of instruction — High School, College, University. I did not per- ceive at the time the full bearing of this phase of our St. Louis Movement. But really we had broken ground for the coming home-grown University, quite different from the traditional one imported from Europe. I gave it then no name, because I was hardly conscious of its existence ; in fact, the germ had still to unfold and to show itself per- manent. As far as I then could tell, it might be merely a temporary bubble of the time's caprice, refulgent as the spectrum to-day, exploded to zero on the morrow. Still it put an enduring stamp upon my form of instruction, indeed it sealed my life to its propagation. I never since that experi- ence with communal classes and their native spirit, was able to be a member of any academic institu- tion in spite of some fair opportunities. I have not been hostile ; I have co-operated dozen of times with the scholastic tradition; but I have refused to be subject to it, or to submerge in it my own educative organism, small and incomplete though this be. Thus I have evolved along with my instruction my own instrumentalities of imparta- tion, which, hardly more than embryonic at pres- ent, have, I believe, a distinctive future. At a 262 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. later period when I had become more fully aware of this secretly growing institute of universal cul- ture, I named it the Communal University. So much for the St. Louis Movement in its new stage on its own native soil. But we are to witness it making a migration out of the West to the East, out of a young free-born State to an old colonial State full of manifold tradition, which it has to meet with fresh energy. Ill The Concord Philosophical School Another step it was in the Great Departure of the time, when the St. Louis Movement itself de- parted or began to depart from St. Louis, its orig- inal home, and to settle elsewhere in a sort of spiritual estrangement. Our philosophic President Brockmeyer had departed from us into a voluntary exile among the unphilosophie savages; but he cannot be forgotten by this history — he the massive but increate and uncreative potentiality underly- ing the entire St. Louis Movement. Our Secretary Harris, the tireless propagandist, had departed from us in the other direction, toward the highly tutored New Englanders, whom he would still further tutor and inoculate with the philosophic world-view of Hegel. Here we may be allowed to mention the third man of the original triad, none other than private Snider who was still holding the fort at St. Louis with the loyal assistance of THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 263 other privates. But he too was getting ready to straddle, that is, both to stay and to depart, seek- ing if possible, to unite the two sides in some new reconciling combination. Each of these three diverse actions doubtless sprang from the deepest instinct of their respective doers, and mirrored their individual characters, re-acting on the com- mon cause, which we still shall name the St. Louis Movement. Taking up now this third person and making him the first, at least grammatically, I may an- nounce concerning myself, with modesty I hope, that I received not long after my return to St. Louis an invitation to give a course of lectures on Shakespeare at the Concord School of Philosophy during the summer session of 1880. To me, the St. Louis schoolmaster, with small ability for self- pushing and seemingly smaller for any public function, this seemed a surprising advancement. Moreover it has remained an influential turn in my life. How did it come about? And what is this new School of Philosophy which has risen to light during my absence overseas on my European Journey ? I think it was in September, 1879, as I was sauntering around Lafayette Park, rather listless and Uncertain of the future, that I saw Harris, recognizing me, leap out of his buggy and approach me with a hearty smile and salute, which I warmly requited, as I had not seen him since I had come back from abroad, for he had been out of town. 264 THE ST. LOUIS ^MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. He told me that he had been giving some lectures at Concord, Massachusetts, during the summer, that a School of Philosophy had been established there to be held every summer, and that I had been appointed one of the lecturers. He further- more informed me that he had just given his first course at the Orchard House, the old well-laureled mansion of Mr. A. Bronson Alcott and daughters, that the attendance, beyond all expectation, had overflowed parlor and hall and even windows, and that next year the School was to have a new com- modious building, known as the Hillside Chapel, the generous gift of a New York lady philan- thropist, Mrs. Elizabeth Thompson. It was evident that Harris felt very buoyant in his new elevation (so he held it), and he radiated over me and into me his glowing prospects. He said he had calculated upon my help, and at once asked what theme I would like to take on the program : philosophic or literary, Hegel or Shakes- peare? I answered that I was not in the mood for philosophy, not even for Hegel, and that he was well able to cover the field himself, but that I would come to his aid in the discussions, whenever I could serve him. "Very well," he replied, "I shall put you down for Shakespeare; your book has made you known ; you are recognized as" — and so forth and so forth — all of which had better here be expurgated. Finally looking around to see if anybody were near, and then bowing his face close to mine he spoke in a whisper: "When this scho- THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 265 lastic year is up, I intend to resign as Superinten- tendent of the St. Louis Public Schools, and move permanently to Concord, where I shall occupy with my family the Orchard House of Mr. Alcott, who is going to live down town in the old Thoreau residence. Just across the street from me, you know is the home of Emerson." It was evident that Harris smiled much elated over his establish- ment among the eminent Concord Worthies, whose coming successor he might with some self-appre- ciation regard himself. Fleeting traces of this am- bition I had long forefelt in him at St. Louis. Still my surprise hit me hard, indeed I became quite speechless at this strange new throw of fate 's dice-box. Meanwhile he had turned away, and with the parting words, "Enough for this time, come to see me as soon as you can," he leaped into his buggy nodding to me a flash of felicity as he whisked around a corner. He left me quizzing: Well what does this sudden fresh intervention of the Powers mean again? For it was evident that here had arrived some decisive crisis or node in the St. Louis Movement, of which Harris had been hitherto the most efficient and the most dis- tinguished propagandist. And he was going to quit his own well-tilled field, abandon the world he had built during his whole youthful two dec- ades of years in St. Louis. He touched now forty- four, and had poured forth an enormous energy in a number of directions. But is his creative power still at high flood? 266 T H E ST - LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. I paced the Park in slow deliberation about what I should do with myself in the emergency. It seemed indeed a new allotment, but also a new opportunity, and the trend of it looked toward the scattering of the St. Louis group and of their Movement. The oracle appeared foretelling to us our dispersion, or, to employ the capital term already used, our Departure. My trip abroad lay ensconced in the same general plan. This Concord project signified at least a separation into two lines, possibly a transfer from West to East. Did Harris, who had in him ever the lurking Yankee, intend such removal ? I did not fail to notice that the glow of his talk with me illumined especially the famous men of Concord headed by Emerson, to whom he was now to be the next neighbor. Harris had at this time the outlook upon a mod- est but sufficient competence for the future, as I understood from several of his allusions. He had saved something from his salary, he received fair royalties from his publishers, his articles and lec- tures produced quite a little income — once and only once, as far as I know, he took home to Con- cord from a six weeks' course of lectures in St. Louis some fifteen hundred dollars — which he thought pretty good, and so did I even more em- phatically, for it summed up considerably above all that I could scrape together in a year through my class-work. Moreover his living expenses needed not to be so very high in a New England country-town. Thus Harris was going to Concord THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 267 in company with that first and best freedom, con- dition of all other kinds of freedom, namely eco- nomic freedom. If he chose, he was now in a con- dition to write unremunerative books and to do free labor in honor of his dearest Philosophy, and for the sake of his love alone to defy the three primordial fates of human existence — food, rai- ment, and shelter. In other words he could now give himself up wholly to his Super-vocation, to which indeed he had already shown himself con- secrated at St. Louis. In this seemingly sudden and cardinal change, which included vocation, career, and locality, Har- ris had his unspoken motive deeper than the spoken. I had noticed that underneath all his enthusiasm for the West lay in the bottom of his heart an exile's longing for his native New Eng- land. Now there has come the opportunity in his homeland for a new succession in philosophy after Transcendentalism, whose very fortress he wished to capture and reconstruct. Emerson, though still alive, was mentally gone; Alcott had turned eighty, and was creatively closed out, but he could yet be active enough to form an excellent bridge from the old into the present. But he, not very long after the School had well begun, went to pieces, still living. And Sanborn, the unparalleled man of publicity and doubtless the School's chief practical organizer, was even eager to start a new order for a number of reasons, some of them with me conjectural. In his cwvn town I once heard him 268 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. berated as the Yankee renegade for his part in foisting the Western set of philosophers upon Emerson's Concord. And I had kept wondering in St. Louis why Harris should so often bring to us the aged Alcott to say over again and again what the repeating sayer of the said had already better said, and why he should be so assiduous in admiration of what, he had often already suffi- ciently admired. He was preparing the time and manner of his great Departure from the St. Louis Public Schools to a new career purely philosoph- ical. In 1879 he went to Concord and made his opening trial ; he found the transition begging him to seize it at the right psychologic moment. I saw him while still in the furnace white-heat of his first resolution. Certainly a justifiable goal for him or any man; but will he be able to do the deed against all the learned jealousies of Har- vard and the other Academics elsewhere in New England? It was Emerson's^ old fight to be fought over again without his chances. So the question has often come up to me, Was it the part of wis- dom in Harris to make this change, and never to unmake it afterward when he had found out? He probably proposed to hitch the two horses, Concord and St. Louis, to his philosophic chariot, and to keep them in the race from his Eastern home. This he succeeded in doing for a time. Then he had here able and devoted lieutenants, especially one cleverest woman, who would obey him to the letter. For when Harris quit us, he THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 269 easily held the cultural primacy of St. Louis, and he knew it. He dominated more than any other man or institution the intellectual character of our city. Undoubtedly he had opposition, and at times much worry even in his official administration. Still his influence was central, and radiated through the whole community. As for me, my attitude was that of independent co-operation. I followed a somewhat different line, but in the same St. Louis Movement. I had to develop and then to express myself in my own right. I may say here that I also harnessed those two steeds, St. Louis and Concord, to my little wain not the philosophical but the literary, and kept them prancing together for several years. But my goal remained in the West, even when I was com- pelled to quit St. Louis; I had no Mayflower tra- dition to chain me to Plymouth Rock or any other piece of stone. Accordingly, in the summer of 1880, I again turned my face Eastward, sped across the Missis- sippi, over the Alleghanies, to the ancient Bay State, and in due time stepped off the railroad train at Concord. It was a new sensation to find myself and the St. Louis Movement steaming across the mountains and over the rivers toward the Atlantic seacoast, and entering an old colonial Commonwealth, just the most highly educated and self-appreciative in the whole country. It was an adventure, however, in which I was not alone. Evening had come, I had taken my repast, and 270 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. was seated on a little veranda at the Hotel Middle- sex, gazing toward 's Thoreau's Musketaquid, and listening still to that famous Emersonian shot heard round the world and also down time, when three men came up to me in the twilight. I soon recognized the first of them to be Harris, who in- troduced me to the others. One of the two was Mr. S. H. Emery, Director of the School, who, a born New-Englander had early in life come to the West, made his fortune in business at Quincy, 111., and especially had become inoculated with Hegel through Harris's Journal of Speculative Philoso- phy. He was still in middle life, had given up a profitable partnership, and had settled at Concord for the purpose of devoting himself to Philosophy, as I then understood him, for the rest of his days. Can he hold out ? The fact, however, of his doing such a deed at once gave him a high standing in my eyes. The second stranger was Mr. F. B. San- born, officially called the Secretary, the chief jour- nalistic spirit of the enterprise. He was tall and spare, with keen-edged feature in the center of which would play a little drama of winsome smiles ; I might call them honeyed from the bee, for there is no doubt that his mellifluous mouth concealed a stinger which he know how to flesh upon occa- sion. In a few days I found that out and somewhat more. Just now he bantered me pleasantly by fling- ing at me the name of Elpinike, the Greek maiden of my Delphic Days, which book he had in some way unknown to me gotten hold of, and out of TEE CONCORD PEILOSOPEICAL SCEOOL. 271 which he had at least fished that one word for future use, whose moment had now arrived. I want to say that just on account of this character I took a decided liking for Mr. Sanborn; we could antagonize, even get a litle angry, and still remain friends. His last letter to me I received only a few months before his death during the past year (1918), and it remains to me a precious heart- stirring token. Just now I have taken his letter out of its corner and read it anew as a memorial of the man. He was still, though very old, on the look-out to do a service, as usual, without request. Though we often took a tilt at each other in the course of the School's discussions, and once at a private house in the town, with mutual satisfac- tion of triumph, I think, I would plant now upon his new-made grave in Sleepy Hollow this little flower plucked from my own experience: Among all the men whom I have ever seen tested he stands first in his love of secretly extending anonymous help to those who might, in his opinion, have need of it, and who would never let such need be known. The course of my Shakespeare's lectures started and plodded along rather uneventfully, as far as I now remember, with the usual amount of criticism and of defence. I should conjecture fifty people were the average of attendance; among them was Miss Blow, whom I had not seen before, but she soon made herself known. Indeed there was quite a delegation from St. Louis in the audience, who were especially friends of Harris, and in conse- 272 THE BT.LOUI^ MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. quence strong supporters of the St. Louis Move- ment. I think Emerson appeared once to hear me, and Mr. Aleott presided. Men of distinction dropped in to see what was going on, since the public press was making a great noise by extended reports, and by comments serious and comic. One day a stately gentleman having a look of eminence passed the door with his lady, and took a seat near the front row; I recall the crinkles in the rim of his furled Panama hat, as he lifted it off his head and laid it down beside him with judicial dignity. When I had finished my lecture, in which Hamlet received his tragic doom, Emery, who sat near, leaned over to me and whispered: That is Judge Alphonso Taft, ex-Attorney-General of the United States. I had heard a good deal some years before about Judge Taft of the Superior Court when I lived at Cincinnati, though I had never seen him ; and Harris ("William Torrey) told me once, with the only gleam of family pride I ever knew him to shoot, that he was related to Mrs. Taft through the famous New England Tor- reys. Judge Taft now. twisted a little in his seat, and started to cross-examine me on the question of Hamlet's madness, as was his right, when I laid down the law, at least my law, in the case: "Hamlet is never so mad as not to be respon- sible; hence our poetic Judge Shakespeare con- demns him to his tragic death at the end of the play; and this Superior Court now sitting here in the Concord School of Philosophy affirms the THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 273 judgment of the poet." Somehow thus, not pre- cisely perhaps, was worded the rather legalized decision in honor of the distinguished guests. The audience stared with vacant face-long gravity, no- body seemed to understand the nub, being deemed possibly some deep metaphysical subtlety, such as is expected of philosophers. Only Mrs. Taft turned to her husband and smiled against him (I think) so exuberantly that she raised her fan to her lips to check or at least to hide their perhaps too in- formal overflow. The Judge murmured a word which I did not then understand, but which I dare now conjecture to have been "overruled." This ended the discussion, when Harris ran down from the rostrum in front of me to salute his illustrious kinsfolk. But the real episode of the course took place at the last lecture, which I concluded to make prac- tical and to apply directly to Concord. I had found in my studies an entire group of Shakes- peare's comedies in which there is a flight from civilized life to the woods and to a primitive ex- istence, whereof an example is seen in "As you like it." Then, after due experience there is a return of the fugitive to civilization and its insti- tutions. Now the poet makes such flight and return the setting of his comic action in no less than eight plays, according to my count. Herein lay the point of comparison: Concord in her famous individu- als had passed through a very similar phase of human experience, had fled in protest from the 274 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. existent social order, had remained out for a while in the new sylvan or rural paradise, but had at last come back in a sort of penitent disillusion. Thus Concord had actually lived through a great human comedy of the Shakespearian model, which was thus verified in the town's history. Alcott had taken his flight to Brook Farm, Thoreau to Walden, Emerson longed to flee to Berkshire Hills, even to Canada, as we see by his Journal, but he never could quite break loose from his family and from his revenues. These men were the great Concord- ites of the past and representatives of their town and time ; and with them were other, even if lesser, examples of the same tendency, making a comic era which Shakespeare had already observed more than two centuries before, and had put into a dra- matic structure. The special play of Flight and Return which I took up for local application was Love's Labour's Lost, in which the King and his three Lords retire from the world, and especially from the presence of woman, for the purpose of studying philosophy, making the court "into a little Academe," named and patterned after the Athenian home of Plato. Herein lay a striking similarity to the Concord School of Philosophy, which also had its Platonic course of lectures with devoted followers, and had even called itself the modern Academe. But now enters the trouble; love, the old enemy of con- templative philosophy, appears in the persons of four ladies who storm the whole celibate Academe THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 275 and carry off the four philosophers as their cap- tives. Such was the outcome of the Shakespearian School of Philosophy as portrayed in the poet's famous comedy, a far-off foreshow of our present School, and now held up as a kind of mirror before Concord. Three-fourths or more of the audience were ladies, who smiled appreciation if not ap- proval of the solution of the great master's dra- matic collision between Love and Philosophy. And it so happened that this was the main theme which the jokesmith of newspaper and even of magazine delighted to set forth in the supposed dialect of the School, when it discussed "the Whatness of the Howsoever", or "the Thingness of the Why", though I never heard such talk there. One of these squibs crossed me several times in its travels round town, running thus: Two philosophers, a young lady and a young gentleman (both of them not so very young) were promenading in the Walden woods, and had become deeply entangled in a warm philosophic discussion, when the woman was heard to exclaim: "Pshaw! you are no philosopher, else you would understand the Yesness of my No!" In a shoemaker's shop whither I had gone to get my foot-gear cobbled, and where I heard the talk told with new variations, I was asked by the artist point-blank: "Were you that philosopher? But the worst scrimmage I ever saw in the School, with angry flashes and hot words, I hap- pened to be the means of bringing on quite unin- tentionally at the close of my last lecture. I was 276 THE ST- LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. talking about Thoreau's flight to Walden hardly a mile distant from his best friend's door and from the town itself, and I rather -made light of such a minute separation from society. I know that I was thinking of, but I did not mention, the far more spacious and defiant withdrawal of Brock- meyer to a hunter's life in the primitive forests of "Warren County, Missouri, from which, however, he also had to come back to civilization and earn money for his gunpowder and some apparel, and finally to win a wife. When I had finished, San- born jumping up scowled at me in a sort of pale tremble, and declared that he was there to defend the good name of his friend Thoreau who was no longer on this side to defend himself. Thereupon he launched into a sharp damnatory criticism of my whole Shakespearian course, and especially my attempt to make fun of his townspeople. I felt inclined merely to smile at him, for in his ire he hardly grazed the mark ; but I noticed that Harris began to get white about the lips, which I knew of old to be his native war-paint; then he started a warm defence of my views, of course without their teaseful banter. Sanborn replied and Harris retorted. It looked squally for a moment when the two chief promoters of the School began to knock their heads together in hot disputation. Then the aged reverend form of Mr. Alcott rose from his presidential chair, and with his calm rather sepulchral voice and words allayed the tem- pest, saying that he had in his life fled thrice from THE CONCORD PHILOSOPHICAL SCHOOL. 277 the established social order, and had thrice re- turned, and that he still thought himself young enough to play once more at least the same Shakes- pearian Comedy of flight and return before he passed over into Sleepy Hollow. Whereat we all rippled into a smile at the old man's Yankee humor and philosophic serenity, in spite of the somewhat funereal close of his talk. The session broke up in a love-feast ; still I rather thought that this last speech of mine would be my last at Con- cord. Here I may remark concerning the conversa- tional frequency of Sleepy Hollow in Concord, that this beautiful cemetery seems to be inwoven into the very life and speech of the citizenry. I never knew an American town whose graveyard was such a vital, intimate even artistic part of its daily existence. Dead Concord in a way appears more alive than living Concord. I suppose that Egypt with its mummied cities must have been somewhat similar, and perhaps China is, with its worship of ancestors. At times there came over me in cer- tain places of Concord the uncanny feeling with which I wandered through the old Etruscan tombs of Italy — all that is at present left of a great people, of its glory and its civilization. Concord's own folks are now saying, as I have been told, in grim self-criticism, that Sleepy Hollow has become their chief civic asset. 278 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. IV After School This first course of mine ended with the second year of the Concord School which was now deemed a success, and perhaps a permanent institute of Philosophy in America, to be supplemented with special application to various fields of knowledge. Another year was enthusiastically agreed upon, and some forecasts were given concerning its top- ics. As for me, I had enjoyed the School's people, who on the whole formed quite a little museum of characters from all parts of the country, espe- cially from New England, though the St. Louis contingent seemed the largest, or at least the most pronounced group in the audience, with Miss Blow at its center. In one respect I had found myself out: I must go back to St. Louis, at least for the present. A day or two after the close of the School, I went over to the Orchard House to see how Harris felt in his new situation, for the shock of the change to a new vocation and to a new life must have been somewhat volcanic. But I found him stretched out at ease on his sofa, to which was at- tached an apparatus, partly of his own contriv- ance, I believe, whereby he could not only read but also write while lying down. He took pride in showing me the great convenience of the thing, especially as he had a shifty knack at mechanical tinkering amid all his philosophy. He advised me AFTER SCHOOL. 279 to help myself to ease in a similar way when I took pen in hand; but I had to say: "Not for me; when I write, I cannot even sit down long, I have to stand up and draw tense every nerve of my body in response to the exertion of my brain; otherwise what I scribble is utterly flabby. My act of writing is a self-wrestling, perchance a wrestle with the God unwilling, in which at most I can hold out but a couple of hours or so at a time. As you have started to attend church here in Con- cord, which you did not in St. Louis, let me give you a single article of my creed: to write is my prayer. I have changed the old Saint's Latin maxim Laborare est orare to this briefest breviary, Scribere est orare." Harris listened to my homily with added lan- guor, as he was then letting himself loose from his six weeks' strain of lecturing and other anxieties connected with the School. He looked reminiscent also, though he said nothing of the past. Soon, however, he picked up the future: "When I get a little rested I am going to finish my book on Hegel's Logic, which I have planned these many years, but I had not the time to write it out at St. Louis. In order to compel myself to the task, I have already promised it to a Chicago publisher. This winter I shall have leisure." Thus Harris at Concord was thinking of Hegel more intently than ever. He said he purposed to make "that German philosopher Hegel talk English." I said nothing but felt the difference between his present 280 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. aim and mine.. Still I could not help wondering at that "Book of Fate," in which he had become so deeply entangled. Can he extricate himself by writing? Here, however, we are able to foresay: Not one but ten years will glide away before he can ban that ever-threatening Tantalian Book into print. And even then But soon he started to talk of next year's School which was likewise on his mind, and was not wholly absent from mine, though I did not then know whether I would be invited again ; I rather thought not, after the Thoreau episode with Sanborn. Nevertheless I had already made my plan. Harris hinted that he would like me to give a course on Hegel's Aesthetic, or better still, upon Hegel's Science of Law and the State, saying in his per- suasive tone of appreciation : "I know you have especially studied those two subjects, have written and lectured upon them, and moreover have spouted (his word) them all around town in years past, so that you can easily put your stuff to- gether." I answered: "No, I cannot do that; I am at present outside of Hegel and all his works, and have been ever since my European Journey. I live now in the Greek world, and I forecast I can live nowhere else for some time to come, till I live it out, teach it out, and write it out of myself. Besides I have resolved to undertake no written work in which my whole Self is not present ; I can help you discuss at the School of Philosophy, but I cannot produce on those old lines. I may get AFTER SCHOOL. 281 back to Hegel again with the years, but not till I have compassed my mind's most pressing charge. And let me add, I am done with Shakespeare for the present, though I may return to him likewise after I have evolved some more." So I spoke in a sort of prophetic banter, for evolution was rioting in the air and in me personally at that time, which had become decidedly Darwinian. Harris shot at me through his spectacles with his one eye, for he had but one, and exclaimed: "Indeed!" Then he seemed to turn inwardly and to talk with himself for about two minutes, as was his frequent habit. The fact is he had never taken full measure of the mental change wrought in me by my trip abroad. But soon he was ready with a smiling answer. "Very well; I shall suggest to our Committee that you be invited to talk en Greece next time." "Ye Gods," I shouted, "that theme intoxicates me already; of course I shall come back with all the Olympian effluences I can command; I am going to court the Muse the whole year for her inspiration." To speak un- mythically, I was just then starting to write a book (my Walk in Hellas) on the subject, and I forethought I could test my salient chapters on that Concord audience of philosophers. Then I ventured to put to Harris a question which I had often thought of asking him before, but hardly dared: "The person who knows more about the State and political philosophy, than any 282 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. other man within my purview is none other than your nearest friend, our President of the old Philo- sophical Society, Governor Brockmeyer. Both prac- tical and theoretical knowledge he unites; he has personal experience along with speculative study. He is famed as the father of the present Constitu- tion of Missouri. "Why not call him?" Harris leaped up from his lounge and paced the floor: "It cannot be done, it cannot be done! Yet he is the genius of us all, and that is the fatality of our cause ; he would be sure to spill over into some diablery, or even profanity, which would shock all New Eng- land. How the newspapers would gloat over such a morsel of Concord Philosophy! As it is, they find enough for caricature. I have told you what I once heard him in company say in reply to Miss Brackett — O No. ' ' I could only mumble : "I sup- pose I shall have to agree with you ; I would simply call our old common friend back to memory even here in the land of the Puritans, to which that first little seed-plume of his has been wafted. Anyhow he has fled far off the other way, westward to the copper-colored world down in the Indian Terri- tory. ' ' I started for the door breathing an under- toned laugh: "Yes, Concord has enough of the Wild West in me if not too much, not to speak of Brockmeyer." Harris shook my hand: "Indeed you have made us remark you — bring with you next time your serene Greeks balancing on their golden mean, and possibly we shall be able to keep you." One of those summer evenings I received an in- AFTER SCHOOL. 283 vitation from Mrs. Lathrop (Rose Hawthorne) to take a cup of tea under the trees of the old Haw- thorne mansion, which she with her husband (George Parsons Lathrop) was then occupying for the season. Mementos of the famous novelist were all around us, and anecdotes of the man and the locality made the clock tick very rapidly. Mrs. Elizabeth Thompson of New York, wealthy, philan- thropic, embarrassed of riches, was sitting near me at the table, and asked me now and then a ques- tion about St. Louis which had the strange gift of of producing such a multitude of philosophers, not only men but women, for both sorts were in ample evidence at Hillside Chapel. She had shown her interest in the Concord School not only by erect- ing the new building but by a still more heroic test: she had attended those abstruse lectures on philosophy, two a-day for six weeks. Rumor had it that she purposed some permanent endowment. At last she plumped out the question: "Why do you not come East and stay with your friend Har- ris and others?" The surface answer was ready: "I am not yet philosopher enough to live without bread." "That can be supplied in the East, too," was her reply. "Doubtless." I dropped, and with it dropped the plan, if there was any, and I dreamed that there was at the time. But she never gave again to the School, never appeared there again in the years afterward, as far as I ever saw or heard. One of her last remarks to me was : "Oh I have done so much harm with gifts of 284 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. my money." I did not tell her that she must be very careful never to harm me in that way, and she never did. On a sunny afternoon of leisure, the day before I intended to leave for St. Louis, Emery, Director of the School, came to the Hotel and asked me to take a final stroll with him down the Lexington road. We happened to meet Mr. Emerson on the way, and we spoke with him a moment about the School, but he could not recall a single proper name, even that of Mr. Alcott he stumbled over, till Emery helped him out. At some question, he exclaimed: "My reading has all gone from me," and he started on. I quizzed Emery: "Tell me now, is your School to be Emerson's successor, with Harris and Hegel at the head?" My com- panion merely gave a little tee-hee for an answer and branched off to another topic, saying: "You had better make up your mind to follow your friends and come here to live." We passed a dwelling near the road, when he stopped and pointed : ' ' See there ! you can buy that farm house for less than it cost, with the land thrown in. You see it does not pay to cultivate this meagre soil in competition with the rich "Western prairie. I know you have to earn your way; but you can gain enough by your pen and by giving lessons for your simple needs. We are going to have a great revival of philosophy here, you ought not to be absent. Look! standing at yonder window of yours you could see in a single sweep of the eye AFTER SCHOOL. 285 the houses of Emerson, of Harris (once Alcott's) and of Hawthorne." I gave him my answer, for the problem was not new : ' ' My dear friend, you have not yet found me quite, and here I may give you a little lesson on me as subject. My field is now in the "West, and my present passion is not philosophy, which no longer satisfies me, though I may have nothing as yet to take its place. I could not endure to impart instruction for money merely and not for myself, that is, for my ever-evolving selfhood. And what is more crushing than the life of a scribbler for magazines and newspapers ? I tell you, I have to write not for my living but for my salvation. Then I have found the town here not altogether friendly to new-comers, being very well satisfied with itself and its two centuries of ancestry; at you philosophers it secretly turns up its nose, as I have repeatedly glimpsed ; even the two of you (Sanborn and Alcott) who have long dwelt on this spot, are not besung heroical by Concord in my hearing. I ponder what is going to become of the fresh arrivals, Harris and yourself, for you both have invested mind and money here. But tell me, ye avenging Powers, what would be my fate on this spot?" I intended to heat Emery to a hot shot with these warm words, still he kept cool in his answer : "I know all that, and have felt it and more, but such feeling is transitory. Then you are not going to come back next year?" "Yes I am, I shall 286 T H E ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. stick to you, for the thing means much to me, espe- cially if I can rise out of the prairial "West to the mountainous East once every year, and make some kind of synthesis of the two. And I am eager to watch the outcome of this philosophical renascence when transplanted from St. Louis to Concord." Having come back to the Hotel we parted. Here I may be permitted to say in advance that Emery after some years will quit Concord and his new home, will go back to the West and resume busi- ness at Quincy. And somewhat later Harris will leave for "Washington to take charge of his new office. Still another little adventure before I could get out of town crossed my path. I was always fond of diving into the undercurrents of subliminal Con- cord, where I might catch what the folk was think- ing and gossping about, and consult that truly American oracle, called Public Opinion. Such an oracle was quite accessible in the popular workers of the place — the artisan, the tradesman, and the neighboring farmer. It was soon evident that Concord had its own peculiar town-soul different from any other I had ever known in my experience, and so it presented to me a new phasis of village psychology, the true unit of all social psychology in America. I never found a foreigner in the place a real inhabitant, though some Irish laborers lived in their shanties near the railroad on which they were employed. And all the residents, at least the ones that counted, had a long pedigree, AFTER SCHOOL. 287 reaching back generations and traceable still in the surrounding graveyards which thus kept up a continuous ghostly line of memories of the past, and created a sentiment or rather a consciousness impossible in the new settlements of the West, where I was reared. For instance, Reverend Peter Bulkley was founder of Concord about two cen- turies and a half before the School of Philosophy, and still there was a Bulkley and a Reverend on the ground (not merely in it) and I talked with him (a delightful man by the way). This town had ensconced within its small space a more unique individuality, had made more history, had been the home of more persons of distinction than any other community of its size in the country. And well did Concord know it. Hence a very pronounced local pride, which could become in extreme cases, arrogance. It had its good right to a super-abun- dant share of self-esteem, and I found it could easily be brought to assert its God-given right, as does its typical hero, that minute-man on the bat- tle-field near the bridge. Hence it comes that Con- cord may well be acclaimed the most traditional town in the United States — which fact was for me a good experience and a new discipline. But I started to tell my final adventure, which took place in a barber shop, the well-known whis- pering-gallery of the town's gossip. The razor- master knew me for a stranger by my straw-hat, and by my un- Yankee accent of the Buckeye- Hoosier twang, and the rest he could guess, since 288 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. about all the strange faces and costumes then in the streets, belonged to the philosophers, men and especially women. With the first soap-splash of his brush, his tongue began to lather me freely: "Lively times down at your church, I hear; broke up in a spat ending in a regular fisticuff; a fellow from Missouri, a right-down border-ruffian, such as that State sent out to Kansas several years ago, tackled Frank Sanborn in a tiff, till it came to the knock-down. " " Indeed ! that is news ! But which one got licked?" asked the befoamed shavee with an eager twitch up from his suds, whereupon he caught the answer: "What! weren't you there? They called each other bad names, the women ran out screaming as the two made for each other, at last old man Alcott rose up from his chair and parted them, and then adjourned the School maybe for good." The fascinated listener though under the knife queried: "So there is to be no School next year?" "Can't tell. But I know the things people are buzzing round our corners: when those borderers invade us again, we shall be on guard; we shall have our new Penitentiary ready to give them a free lunch over by the railroad station on the other side of town, as a kind of makeweight against your Hillside Chapel of philosophers." Somehow thus, perhaps not exactly bespattered me with his chatter the grimly humorous beard-sur- geon as he slashed his scalpel defiantly about my throat, but without injury. Such was the living commentary to that ton- BACK TO ST. L0VI8. 289 sorial work of art, with whose last touch I sprang from the chair, threw down my dime and rushed for my train: "Good-bye, I shall see you next year, if they don't put me in stripes meantime." The Concord Penitentiary alluded to in the fore- going conversation was an actual fact, and it is still busy in its line of work (I suppose) and full of in- mates ; but the Hillside Chapel on the other side of town in the Emerson quarter, has been emptied of all its original folk for many a year, not, however into the rival State-paid institution, even with its free lunch and schooling, as far as I know. But hold ! there may have been one exception among the philosophers ! Yes, I remember — but, indul- gent reader, you will have to wait, or turn over several pages ahead for relief, if your curiosity gets to hurting you. Back to St. Louis Thus two strands of this Classical Epoch of mine have started at St. Louis and at Concord, and will continue to spin themselves out for some five years longer. So much I can foresay, looking backwards now; but looking forwards then, when I reached home in the fall of 1880, I could see nothing but the blank pathless cloud of futurity, into which I had to take a plunge for life. Only one prescribed part I knew beforehand: I was to teach in the High School my routine of instruction. But after 290 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. one year this remaining shred of my old vocation was torn away ; I had quit it and still more it had quit me; so I gave myself up wholly to the spon- taneous promptings of the time, as they kept knocking at my heart. Classes increased more than ever; I soon had all I could attend to aright, for I sought to teach creatively ; mechanical drill was reduced to its low- est terms. I was groping for the higher educa- tional institute, quite beyond the traditional aca- demic establishment though at the time I had con- sciously no purpose of the sort. And the rage for such instruction persisted still in the city; that was the riddlesome event; for these classes were not confined merely to my own field of work, but bubbled up quite everywhere and for everything, planned and planless, under all sorts of leaders. This fact veritably startled outside observers who came to the city with their fore-ordained pre-con- ceptions of us and of themselves. Mr. John Albee, disciple of Emerson, and literary friend of Harris from the East, could not shake off his surprise even after several weeks of lecturing and visiting among us; he kept repeating to me at our last in- terview: "it is phenomenal! I never saw the like; everything here has smack of your St. Louis Move- ment ; I read some of your philosophical lingo in a leading article of yesterday's newspaper; I have not talked with any woman here yet who has not philosophized me beyond my depth. A day or two ago I went with Miss Blow to one of her kinder- BACK TO ST. LOUIS. 291 gartens to see the children play, and she so over- whelmed me with her ponderous Hegelian nomen- clature in explaining a little game of the babies that I heard my brain-pan crack like a pistol shot. How phenomenal, yes, most phenomenal." It is not necessary to give all the variations and the eccentricities of these studies. I have no record even of my own circle except some memory peaks. Enough it will be to say that the central work for me and mine just then was Homer, who suddenly gushes up the original well-head not only of Classi- cal but of all European Literature. We took in- deed other branches by the side, other poetry all the way down to Keats. But we turned at the main start back to the Iliad and Odyssey, the two nourishing breasts of the beautiful young Greek mother of our civilization. It was our first object to become acquainted with her in her primal crea- tive shape. "With Homer, indeed, I had long been on good reading terms, so I thought when I opened the present course. Far back in my Freshman year at College, I had pushed beyond the prescribed four books of the Odyssey of the regular curriculum and had read the entire original text, and dipped also into that of the Iliad. Moreover I had never allowed my knowledge of the Homeric dialect to pass out of mind. Still I found now, on looking more deeply into the poet creative, that I had never really seen Homer. And that is not all. I went to the vast pile of comment of every description in 292 THE ST. LOUTS MOVEMENT— PATtT SECOND. the libraries, and thus I picked up many needful facts about him and his world, but the poet in his all-embracing, well-ordered wholeness I could not find, in spite of or possibly because of the mul- titudinous particulars. What is still more strange, I could discover no adequate guide who could show me how his works were built, who could lead me into and through the architectonic of his two spa- cious, noble edifices. So I began at this time one of the most labyrinthine but fascinating pursuits of my life — the quest of the architect Homer in Homer. At first I tried to believe with German Wolf and his disciples, whom I studied with in- dustry in the original, that there was no inner genetic order in the two poems, that they were a collection of ballads more or less skillfully spliced together. But I soon found myself in revolt against such a view, and felt more deeply than ever their spirit's unity. At the same time it was my ulti- mate faith that this spirit must have its distinct organization in the poems, and the year's search was to uncover and to express this poetic struc- ture. While thus exploring the primordial organism of Homer's poetry, and jotting my results down in scraps, I was at the same time moulding into shape my exploration of the primordial elements of Greek life in their earliest germs. As already indicated, a chief incentive to my Classical Itinerary was to reach the first sources of Homer himself, as he lived and spoke, in the still living and speaking. I BACK TO ST. LOUIS. 293 wanted to get back to the very well-head of the world-civilizing Greek Tradition, and listen to it flowing from its original fount of the heart into the primitive word. Then I desired to make it talk English through the lips and the types, in re- sponse to my own deepest need of expression and impartation. Hence in a few months after home- coming, I had my Delphic Days in print, whose object is to poetize that old Greek world as still alive in the modern. Then I started to give the same theme a different form, that of prose, which records my personal experiences during my travels through rural Greece. Thus the Walk in Hellas rapidly coalesced into its present shape, a book which has its own independent life, but may also be taken as a kind of living commentary on Homer. Another cognate work I conceived at this time, which, however, took many suns to ripen fully, namely a life of Homer, constructed out of the personal hints and presuppositions which lurk un- consciously imbedded in his two poems. All these books of mine were for me at least a resurrection of antique Homeric life into the living present, or a rejuvenescence of the oldest poet into youngest America. But the chief Homeric incident of the present season occurred in a small class which was held in the private parlor of a well-known lady, who had assembled about a dozen of her acquaintances for the purpose of taking a good long draught from that earliest fountain of Literature, Homer's Iliad. 294 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. We had already taken one or two lessons when to my great surprise Miss Susan E. Blow entered the room unexpectedly, having been brought by one of her friends who was a member. She had only come for a single visit, as I understood the situa- tion. I suppose that she might be deemed already the most distinguished woman of the city, having done a famous educational deed in the establish- ment of the Kindergarten which had begun to sprout and spread from St. Louis as a center over the country, chiefly through her energy and ability, even if it had been known elsewhere in America before her time. But the Kindergarten, though her main and deepest attachment, was not her sole interest. She had studied philosophy under Har- ris, from whom she had learned the Hegelian thought, and she could employ its subtleties and their peculiar technique with fluency and insight. Theology, especially in its Calvinistic form — she was raised a Presbyterian — I heard Harris declare to be one of her profound attainments, though she never presented that side to me, whom, as gossip once whispered me, she was inclined to believe as too Greek, if not altogether a heathen backslider. Hence my astonishment at her sudden appearance in a Homer class of mine. Miss Blow may well be acclaimed the greatest public woman that St. Louis has hitherto sent forth; she has to her credit the largest, most en- during work; hence her life belongs to the public. She was not a member of our Philosophical Society, BACK TO ST. LOUIS. 295 which did not admit ladies, at least I never saw a woman present at any of our regular meet- ings, though they were elsewhere and otherwise the decided majority. That, however, counted for little. Miss Blow was above all others, the fe- male representative of the group by her talent, by her knowledge, and especially by her deeds. In fact she was at her deepest a will character rather than speculative, and she showed herself such fin- ally by her career, and I hold likewise by her fate. Still she philosophized also, ardently and pro- foundly, not, however, on independent lines, but like the rest of us, after Hegel interpreted by Harris. I first heard of Miss Blow shortly after the close of the Civil War at a dancing club composed of young gentlemen and young ladies, of which she and her sister were members, being especially prom- inent as daughters of a distinguished Congressman and Southern Unionist, Henry T. Blow. I re- member well that by these golden youths she was privately set down as too bookish, as displaying quite too much erudition for a woman. The com- plaint was interesting to me as it could not justly be made against a single one of these young fel- lows, nor against any other of these young ladies as far as my information extended. Thus Miss Blow already at the age of twenty, more or less, had won a certain unique distinction in her own circle, and, on account of her family's prominence, in the community. 296 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PABT SECOND. Another reflection of Miss Blow in her earlier years came to me by chance in 1868, when I was staying for the summer in South St. Louis, enjoy- ing a little villa with my wife on the heights above the Mississippi. In some way we happened to be- come acquainted with a trained German pedagogue, somewhat given to beer but of keen intelligence, who had been a private instructor in the Blow family at Carondelet. He repeatedly dilated upon the surprising ability of the oldest daughter, Miss Susie, in her study of German Literature, of which she had read under his tuition some of the chief authors. The time was that peculiar era of St. Louis already set forth, when the whole city was Teutonizing, and she evidently shared in the com- mon trend. He, however, had his German criticism of her educational bias, declaring that for a woman her culture was too reflective, too philosophical, too much inclined to the abstract and logical rather than to the poetic and emotional. Another fact he let drop by the way: he once happened to meet at the house the clergyman of the family, who had been summoned to give spiritual advice and consolation to the daughter, who was in some great religious crisis of life through which she was passing with no little distress. This somewhat pri- . vate matter is to be noticed, since it has its signifi- cance in her public career and character, as well as in its relation to my own future literary work. No sooner had Miss Blow entered the before- mentioned parlor and had taken her seat beside BACK TO ST. LOUIS. 297 her friend, than every eye in the room seemed sud- denly pulled toward her, announcing her at once to be the center of that company. She had a com- pelling personality which would ray itself out into her environment, wherein she showed herself as a kind of sun both through her secret attraction and her very manifest light. The lesson had already begun and was proceeding in its usual way ; but I know that I immediately directed my look and my talk toward her, she became at once the queen of that audience. Yet not by any display of jewels and wardrobe; she was the worst dressed woman of that well-gowned company, as I distinctly recol- lect; her hat lay somewhat askew, her hair was riotous and her shoes were unshined ; I thought I noticed our elegant hostess inspect her with glances betokening criticism. What of it? Here was the heroine, and everybody present in spite of a little female jealousy perhaps, acknowledged secretly her supremacy — I the teacher being therein foremost. She knew well her peculiar power ; when I aimed my eye-shot at her — and I could not help it — following it up with my words, her naturally red face turned redder with a defiant smile, and flashed a response which I traced thus as writ in her features: Come on, I am ready. Now it so happened that the lesson turned upon that primary problem of the Iliad, the quarrel be- tween the hero Achilles and the leader Agamem- non. I went on to expand the thought which lay yeasting in this vigorous, elemental poetry, and 298 THE ST- LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. which gave to it eternal life, so that we are study- ing it today in St. Louis more than 2500 years later and on the other side of the globe. It is the perennial conflict between the individual of greater talent or perchance genius and the ordinary mortal who is the prescribed wielder of authority. Be- hold, then, the original divinely born man without dominion (Achilles) versus the regular ruler with his transmitted right (Agamemnon). Such is the collision of all ages between the individual and the institution, between this one single great Man and associated Man, here represented by the everlasting Achilles and the everlasting Agamemnon. I must have said, for it was already a sort of hobby with me : This opening strife preluded by the old poet is far stronger to-day than it ever was before the walls of ancient Troy, and it is going to be yet more intensified in the future. Hence antique Homer never gets antiquated, but keeps growing in significance and magnitude, when we truly come to know him, and speak with him face to face. I tell you that all of us, you and I too, have a more or less vivid lightning flash of this very conflict in our own souls just now. And this is the problem of us all : What am I to do with my unappreciated Self now rasping with or perchance overwhelmed by some form of the established Order? Landed upon this rock of utterance the lesson closed, and the members rustled their wraps for starting home. I could not help watching Miss Blow during the talk, for she always commanded BACK TO ST. LOUIS. 299 the personal attention of every eye in her own right. If I mistake not, I saw her press her lips more firmly together when I spoke of Authority's wrong done to Heroship, and the danger thereof; did she even clench her little fist a little? There was certainly some response, the deeper cause of which I then knew nothing about. ' Indeed when I noted her reaction on the lesson, I naturally grew more emphatic in speech, and laid it on harder, with hotter illustrations. Also there ran a warm streak of my own confession through the talk, for I had begun to feel at the High School what I deemed an unjust nagging of me from the powers above, and had already started to whisper to my- self: I too shall withdraw to my tent when the time comes, I am myself an unheroic Achilles. As I was passing out of the door, Miss Blow stepped up to me, and asked: "May I join your class in Homer?" "Certainly," said I, "glad to have you; and next time you can speak out your interrogation, for I saw its mark to-day dancing all over your face." "Yes I know," she an- swered, "my features have a bad habit of tattling on me, especially when something touches me in- wardly. And I could not help noting the scope you give to Literature." Thus she parried me off to a less internal topic, and bowed herself across the door-sill. After the next lesson or two Miss Blow came to me with a new request: "I heard you speak of Sophocles in your remarks by way of illustration; 300 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. especially you impressed me with Antigone's con- flict. "Would you take a class comprised of my ad- vanced Kindergartners, some ten or a dozen of them, in that old Greek dramatist ? Come and have dinner with me this evening, and we shall talk the matter over." I assented, and then walked away somewhat stunned at the three new conjunctures which her interview brought up to my mind. First was her invitation to dine at her supposedly ex- clusive table; secondly, I wondered at what she meant by choosing that Greek author Sophocles, whom I had never taught in a class hitherto. But the third incident turned out altogether the farth- est-reaching in my life, for it brought me into con- tact with Kindergartners, of whom this was my starting experience personally, though I had often heard of them and their distinctive work in the city. Harris had brought about its introduction into the Public Schools, and thus given to it the first great center for its propagation, which was furthered by the zeal and commanding talent of Miss Blow. She was now in her best years, and showed her aspiring and limit-transcending char- acter by the fact that to her pedagogy (Froebel) and to her philosophy (Hegel after Harris) she had become eager to add literature as a new dis- cipline, even if she knew many facts about it be- fore. At the dinner I was her only guest beside two other members of her family. As she had traveled a good deal in Europe, and had been at Rome, our BACK TO ST. LOUTS. 301 talk began at once to push for that famous city of which she showed good knowledge. But soon I was on my Greek rambles again, in which her interest seemed to increase to enthusiasm. Hereafter she will react from this Greek trend, deeming it and me "too heathenish." But at present the longing must have come over her to know and to be her- self somewhat of the Classical Renascence, which differs indeed from her Calvinistic Regeneration, though both were at bottom phases or stages of one great world-religious experience of the race. Also I spoke of the artistic unity and completeness of Greek History, with its two supreme historians, Herodotus and Thucydides. "These also we must have in our class," she said, with a note of exultant will-power, I thought. "But first let us take the poets, as they are the forerunners and the prophets of Hellas realized, ' ' was my response. ' ' Certainly ; then to-morrow afternoon our class will start with Sophocles in the board-room of the old Polytechnic Building;" such was her appointment, as I passed out the door. This little unstylish dinner I deem worth the words since out of it sprang a very important life- line of mine, which interwove my brain and tongue and heart with the Kindergarten for more than forty years. Miss Blow held of the larger St. Louis Movement, and she must have her picture taken and set in its gallery, of which she was decidedly the most prominent woman, being too the greatest of our philosophic ladies, who were the majority. 302 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. She rose to be a distinguished public character; as writer, as lecturer, and especially as controversial- ist she challenged publicity, and she is of such im- portance that she deserves to be seen in her great- ness as well as in her limitation, for she had her human share of both. Miss Blow, accordingly, I commemorate as one of the four main personages whose careers more or less mutually interlace and unfold in the same general direction, and together constitute the chief propelling forces of the St. Louis Movement in its sweep toward ;its goal. Hence she alongside the other leaders is to have her monument erected in this book, as the author sees her and is able to limn her character's features. VI Back to Concord 'Summer of 1881 it was when I again, with an unusual uplift of spirit, turned my face from our hot and flaccid Southern city toward breezy and stimulating Concord with its School of Philosophy. The year had been good to me in St. Louis, full of surprises and fresh outlooks; it seemed one long spring of a burgeoning young world, still to flower and to bear fruit. I was forty years old, a slow grower but seemingly a persistent; what I was to do, if anything worth while, remained yet to be done. Still I think I may look back at this year as a starter on several new roads along which I was to travel the rest of my days. I had tapped a youth- BACK TO CONCORD. 303 ful life for me in old Homer, whom I had known about, but never known, in former years. And yet further, I had caught many a glimpse of Homer's .supreme poetic succession down to the present, that of the Literary Bibles, as I began to call them, though probably I was not the first to give that name. But the thought had come to stay by me and unfold to its fulfillment through many a future season. Such was the swelling germ of this year which time will bring to full ripening. Then my new vocation had definitely started, giving me a moderate recompense for bread, but also economic independence for the pursuit of my Super-voca- tion, which I myself had to pay for as the price of my soul's redemption. I resigned even my half- day at the High School, the last traditional shred of my old profession in a prescriptive institution, for I remained a free lance all the rest of my life, even when I taught in my own College. During this year likewise I had been wandering back and living over my Greek outing from Athens to Delphi, the written notes and the ever-gushing memories of which I had been kneading into a series of chapters, originally lectures, which be- came moulded to a final shape in the already named Walk in Hellas. This book played a sort of musi- cal undertone to my labors of the entire year — a character which, I hope it continues to preserve and to inspire even now amid the far-away retiring years. The Classical Journey was still very young in my soul, being as yet only a biennial remin- 304 TEE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. iscence in age. Somehow it seemed to strike a per- fect chord with the Homer lessons, each not only supporting but attuning the other. Thus I passed a happy, and what is far more, a creative year. But I must not forget the counterstrokes. Of the early group of fellow-workers I stood nearly alone; the older members of the St. Louis Philo- sophical Society had taken flight; I have already told of the departure of our Secretary and of our President, the great well-known Prime-Movers. About this time our sole clerical member, Dr. R. A. Holland, quit us for Chicago, somewhat disil- lusioned, I think, in accord with the city's Great Disillusion, which was already announcing itself in our civic spirit. He was one of our ablest, with keen philosophic penetration; but the field of his highest originality was, in my opinion, not the re- flective but the imaginative, with his unique power of metaphorical expression. That is, his gift was the poetic, even if he did not versify. I think too that he, more than any other member, helped make us philosophers respectable through his social and ministerial position, as well as through his ability. For after all is said apologetically, the most of us were inclined to be vagabonds, or to be re- garded as such by the stolidly standardized community. Dr. Holland liked Emerson, the grand defier of tradition, and he himself often de- fied tradition, even that of his own pulpit. Emer- son's picture I once saw hanging in his study. It was a daring thing in him to give a course of BACK TO CONCORD. 3Q5 lectures on Shakespeare Sunday evenings in his church, despite all protest, asserting that the Liter- ary Bible (as he once told me) had also its evangel which he was not going to neglect or abandon to the ungodly, nor yet to the unchurchly — a lenient hit at me, I thought. Later he threw open his guild-room to our Literary Schools which were held at St. Louis in conjunction with Chicago. He also made his pilgrimage to Concord, being a warm friend and admirer of Dr. Harris. As an Epis- copalian clergyman and a St. Louis philosopher, he visited the Oxford group of Hegelians, with great mutual satisfaction, though the details he never gave me. After a considerable detour of the spiritual shepherd, around to Chicago and then to New Orleans, he came back to St. Louis, where he built a new church when his old one had burned down. On my return to the city, which took place a good many years later, I found him still at work in his philosophic-poetic harness and had some pre- cious evenings with him before he passed away. But picking up the stitch that I let drop a page or two since, I may begin again with the remark that I reached Concord in good trim one summer morning, and in the afternoon I found myself floating down the river in a light boat, and pluck- ing the lilies which shot up into a kind of saluting nosegay along the rather sluggish stream. Now and then I would surprise a muskrat taking his meal among the bulrushes, or a mud-turtle sun- ning himself on an old log from which he would 306 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. give a sudden flop into the water. I dreamed I saw several of Thoreau's birds of which a little covey took flight as I landed on Egg rock, which seven years before I had visited in company with Mr. Emerson and Mr. Alcott to attend a Concord picnic. Thence I sailed down past the old battle field and tried to catch some whiff of the once evoked "Spirit that made those heroes dare" a cen- tury ago and more. Thus I sought to steep my soul in the memories of traditional Concord, which are the town's most exhilarating atmosphere. Again back in my hotel, I found a note on my table inviting me to a sociable at the Old Manse, Miss Ripley being still the hostess. With all these ancient names and scenes buzzing through my head I seemed to be living over a tale of long ago, not in aged Greece, but just here in young America. Of course I went to the party, and drank a cup of tea in the former home of two supreme literary geniuses of our new world, Emerson and Hawthorne. As I went peeping through its rooms with the guests, Tradition herself rose from every corner to salute us. A strange blend of emotions haunted me that night into dreamland, for I could not help feeling some pulsations in common between Concord and Athens. Next morning I sauntered down the road to the Hillside Chapel, with some forty or fifty people, nearly all of whom were new to me and to the School. Still I recognized a few of last year's faces. The lecture was by Harris and contained some of BACK TO CONCORD. 307 his heaviest philosophic cannonading for about an hour, whereupon all the elements present, Transcen- dental, Platonic, Hegelian, were turned loose into a discussion, weaving a many-colored metaphysical web of the universe in which we all were gossamered for another hour. In the evening my talk came on, by way of contrast, not philosophic but easily de- scriptive, with occasional frolicksome reflections. I took my listeners by the hand and led them from Athens over Mount Pentelicus to Marathon, where I made a speech in the wineshop to the assembled Greeks. Then followed an excursion to the Mara- thonian plain, including a brief account of the battle there fought, with side glances at the Con- cord fight for the sake of comparison, the one her- alding perchance Europe's historic independence, the other America's — at which point several tiny hands in the audience came together with a tiny clap, the act of some Concord ladies, I conjecture. Such was the Greek-attuned overture of my second course, audibly harmonious if not very boisterous. Similarly programmed the gracious sunshiny days of Concord's summer come and go with many a little episode heroic for a moment perhaps, but hardly worthy of special fame. On the whole I believe this third year to have been the culmina- tion of the School, its best and happiest year. I attended three later seasons, but there never was quite the same upspring, never the same sponta- neous overflow of enthusiasm. The two main threads of the School were now spun alongside of 308 THE ST. L0VT8 MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. each other by those two ardent philosophic spin- ners, Dr. Harris and Dr. Jones, propagandists of Hegel and of Plato respectively. Between these two speakers, as well as between their doctrines, there was felt to be a gently throbbing undercur- rent of rivalry, amicable but still somewhat fric- tional, which made perceptibly warmer the inter- est in the cold abstractions of metaphysics. Each leader had his followers in the audience, and both sides kept watching intently the tournament, yet with impartial sympathy determined to give the palm to the best man. Of course there was no pub- lic prize, and no open challenge, still there pulsed a tacit emulation which at last crowned the victor in secret eulogy. I am sure I often heard the whispered decision in the final weeks: Dr. Harris has taken intellectual possession of the School. This was not merely my judgment, though it was mine too ; it was the general concensus of the best of all those present. It seemed to me that the last day of the session wound up with an unspoken but dis- tinctly felt award of victory. Now the significant fact must not be omitted that both these leaders were from the West philosoph- ically, wherever might have been their respective birthplaces. Thence both had come to the East, to the very home-town of America's most original thinking, now grown somewhat aged, in a kind of hidden hope for the future of philosophic succes- sion. Three summers the contest had already lasted, with an increasing, even if smothered intensity ; this BACK TO CONCORD. 309 third round of six weeks (I think) was culminant and triumphant, if I have guaged it aright. Dr. Jones will come once more, and perform worthy- service in his cause, but he is soon to withdraw; at the final sessions of the School he will be no- ticeably absent, which must be deemed an unbal- anced loss. And we shall see that the School itself will begin later to pass out of Philosophy, or at least to bolster it with another discipline. Moreover this third year is to be the last in which the School will know the presence of the town's first and greatest Transcendentalist. The following Spring (1882) Emerson passes away, and somewhat later in the same year Alcott has a stroke of apoplexy which he survives, though quite broken in speech and mind. Thus the link which connects the School with the great Past, seems shattered. Still some members of the early Tran- scendental movement are alive and will give occa- sional addresses, for instance Dr. Hedge and Dr. Bartol ; also I remember the discourses of two ladies, Mrs. Cheney and Mrs. Howe, with their reminiscences of the Yankee golden age and its Worthies, especially their apotheosis of its heroine, Margaret Fuller. Meanwhile I continued to wander through Greece with my hearers sitting in the Hillside Chapel for an hour each evening. I rode over Parnassus, the seat of the Muses, on the back of a donkey, at which passage I looked up from my page and dared extemporize: "Not the first time 310 THE ST. LOUIS MOVEMENT— PART SECOND. that feat has been accomplished by a poet without going to Greece at all — something of the sort I may have done myself. ' ' Only two of the philosophers, as far as I observed, tittered a little in response; but a heavy-booted countryman, who seemed to have just dropped in at the door from his hay- field, gave one horse-laugh which drew the whole audience to him away from me. I found out after- ward that he was a neighboring farmer who had come there for his wife, as she was a philosopher. Nor did I fail to show to my little company the genuine rill of Castalia at Delphi, the real thing itself, the famed fountain of the Sisters Nine, in which I had to confess how I saw the women of the nearby village bending over, not as undraped God- desses in the bath, but washing their soiled linen and even trampling it with naked feet and shanks, above the knees sometimes visible. Still I did not give up the quest; I waited till the stream had purified itself by running off, and the next day I took my symbolic dip in that pellucid spring of the poets, an actual palpable spring by the way- side.