~»i r --■ THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES ■^i^ '^^^t' . •** ^.- ^■^ ^ ',J>^: i»" ■^<^ >-^ ./ ^*^ 5^- n""': ,>jc w, -V-:1j •^.?\- "^~^' '/?'v "-^Ss ■ ^--- '^^^W^-- :iS^^^^ MEBPEW': /I )B/ Thrilling Incidents ON Sea and Land: THE PRODIGAL'S RETURN. SIXTH AND REVISED EDITION. By GEORGE D. ZOLLERS. Mount Morris. 111. Kable Bros. & Rittenhouse Co. 1905. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1892, by GEORGE D. ZOLLERS, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington. J To MY WIFE, My Ever Faithful Help-Mate, A Christian Woman, Whose Sympathy and Fidelity have been a Source of Consolation, and to MY CHILDREN, For whose Welfare I have much Concern, This Volume Is Affectionately Dedicated. To Kirst, Second, Third and I^ourtli Hditioiis. "Of making of many books there is no end," said tlie Vvi^e man, and many, in glancing at this work, might be at a loss to know why another volume should be added to the many al- ready before the reading public. There have been many books of travel published here- tofore, — most of them pandering to the sensational desires of man, without attempting to elevate the nobler qualities of the soul. Feeling that something should be provided that would be helpful to a higher, Christian life, I have tried to measure the great responsibility of this undertak- ing, and trust that the Spirit of God "has helped my infirm- ities." The Brethren's Publishing Company, as well as many other brethren and sisters, have placed me under ob- ligations for favors shown me in the preparation of this work, and efforts in the successful circulation of the same. I hereby express to them my heart-felt thanks. In preparing these pages it was my purpose to relate, in a simple manner, the wanderings of my earlier years, em- bracing my life in the army, and especially my experience on the rolling deep. While these scenes are faithfully de- picted, I have aimed to bring out the more important part of my work, — the spiritual applications drawn from that which I witnessed or experienced. If I have suffered, in Vlll PREFACE. the days gone by, through my own folly and disobedience, I am nevertheless glad that, by the lessons thus learned, I am able to point out the reets and breakers on life's trou- bled sea to others, and thus direct others to a hif;her and better life. How far I have succeeded in this, I leave others to judge. It is enough for me, to have been an humble instru- ment in the haiids of God, to cite my fellow-travelers to that great school of discipline, in which we must all take lessons, and in which the course of instruction will not be finished until we receive our diploma from the Great Teach- er. Written in letters of love and sealed by the atone- ment of Calvary, we will indeed realize that our life has not been in vain. That this work may give vigor to the Christian pilgrim and a nobler aim to life, is the wish of THE AUTHOR Ml. Carroll, III., Aug. /, i8g2. To I'if'tit mill Sixth lirlitions^. Thirteen years have elapsed since the first edition of this work was sent out. Under the blessings of God it has met with a reception that exceeded the expectations of the author. Second, third, fourth and fifth editions were printed and dis- posed of, and now this, the sixth edition, is sent out with the hope that the work may continre to prove faithful in attract- ing wanderers to the Light. The purpose of the author in publishing the book is stat- ed in the original preface. It is believed that this object in at least a measure has been achieved. Many kind and com- mendatory words have been received from readers o',f the book, which lead the author to believe that his time and labor have not been spent in vain. This new edition is somewhat enlarged and revised. At the end of the volume will be found a tract by my sailor- brother. Rev. Geo. H. Wallace, whose residence at this writing is in Bridgeport, Conn., but whose home at the time with which this narrative deals was in the State of New Hampshire. Rev. Wallace was one of the converts made dur- ing the course of the meetings on board the Oriole. The narrative as given by the author in Chapters XVI and XVn makes it appear that public religious services were held on board the ship before arrival at the Marquesas Islands. Rev. Wallace states in his tract that the meetings began after leaving the Marquesas Islands for Honolulu. This is correct. The author, while laboring privately with his shipmates before PREFACE TO REVISED EDITION. reaching the Islands, did not attain the cidminating point of holding public services until after the ship departed for Hono- lulu. This explanation is made so that the difference in the two accounts may be understood by the reader. In our own ac- count we aimed to give the main facts as contained in our diary and remembered by us. Accordingly the time element was not emphasized so particularly. The general agreement of Rev. Wallace's account with that of our own, after a period of nearly forty years, is remarkable. Each account was writ- ten entirely without knowledge o;f the other's existence. In addition to Rev. Wallace's tract, a number of minor typographical corrections have been made. We believe that this new edition, containing as it does such strong testimony to the power of humble and devoted service in the Lord's cause, will give the book an added inter- est, and be an incentive to God's children to be faithful and earnest in the work of their Master. GEORGE D. ZOLLERS. South Bend, Ind., April i, ipoj. CHAPTER I. Our Happy Home. — A Loving Father Consigned to the Tomb. — Among Strangers. — " No Place like Home." — Early Trials. — In- fluence of Maternal Teachings. — A Serious Struggle. — A Terrible Contest. — President Lincoln's Call for Volunteers. — Heart-rend- ing Scenes in the Parting Hour. — A Last Farewell. — Departure for Norristown. — Reception at Harrisburgh, Pa. — Military Drill at Chambersburg, Pa. Y birth-place was Skippack Township, Montgom- ery Co., Pa. Of the seven children in the old homestead, — four sons and three daughters, — I was the fifth. My father was a farmer. He died before I had reached my fourth year, and his decease caused a dark cloud to rest upon our happy home. Though yet in the tender years of childhood, when father's death occurred, it is fixed on my memory to-day. The death scene in the home circle is ever sad and impressive. Mother was weep- ing bitterly and the neighbors were vainly endeavoring to console her. Although my mind could not realize death's separating power, I received an impression that will never be forgotten. The consignment of a loving father to the grave occa- sioned the separation of our once happy and united family. One by one all, with the exception of the youngest, left the home circle to be reared in the homes of strangers. As our dear father had not accumulated much of this world's goods, my mother was necessitated to form habits 9 10 THRILLING INCIDENTS of Strict economy. With her slender means she purchased three acres of ground and on this small tract built a hum- ble cot and earned her bread by the sweat of her face. On- ly those who know of the dark and dismal way of poverty can appreciate the situation of a widow bereft of her bos- om companion. In our dreary homes among strangers the thoughts of home and its fond endearments often caused the tears to start. When the day of reunion would draw near, the gloomy shadows would leave the heart, and home, with all its beauty and attractiveness, would rise before our youth- ful vision. Sad experience taught us the force of those beautiful words, " There's no place like home." Many a time in the twilight, when the labors of the day were ended, did I resort to an elevation from which I could view my fondly-cherished home. Though less than eight years of age I would gladly have wended my way through the darkness of night to my home, there to receive the solace for my aching heart, which that familiar spot alone could afford. Then I would retire to my couch and pray God to protect the dear inmates of my home. At such times I experienced a relief by invoking God's blessing upon everything that pertained to that cherished spot; and, then, amid tears, and sobs, and heartaches, I would seek to forget my grief in silent slumber. These early trials were conducive to pious inclinations, and my heart yearned after God. The precepts which my mother inculcated, amid the woes and sorrows of her life, began their silent influence at an early period of my life. Mother taught us two prayers which we never forgot amid all the vicissitudes of our career. One was, " Now I lay me down to sleep," and the other, the " Lord's Prayer." These invo- ON SEA AND LAND. II cations were so indelibly fixed on my memory that, invari- ably, I uttered these prayers before falling asleep. Mothers should not grow weary in teaching their chil- dren the ways of God. The seed they sow in tears may not spring up and grow at once, it may not seem to flour- ish in the sunshine of life, but the clouds that intervene and the reverses that attend their journey will cause the seed, that was sown in early years, to germinate. In maturer life will recur to the mind the wooings of maternal love. The good deeds, entreaties and prayers, in behalf of the son or daughter, will be ratified and blessed by a faithful and lov- ing God. I formed an attachment for the Bible in the morning of my life. It was my principal school-book. I read its won- derful truths with pleasure. At the age of twelve years I read the Bible with still greater regularity, and many se- rious thoughts were awakened in my mind by the diligent perusal of uod's Sacred Book. I became so absorbed in its sublime truths that, when I was toiling through the day, I could scarcely wait till the evening would arrive, so that the longings of my soul might be satisfied by perusing my cherished Bible. How dear to my recollection is the golden period of my youth! The Lord was very near me. My innocent heart longed for my Creator. I prayed to him often. I greatly admired his visible creation and gazed with fond- ness at the murmuring stream, as its crystal waters reflect- ed the image of groves, arrayed in their vernal foliage. The song of the birds disclosed to me the Creator's love and power. Had I known just how to proceed in the service of my Lord at that time, I would gladly have walked in his ways, . 12 THRILLING INCIDENTS but I lacked the proper teaching. I was sincere, honest and true, as far as I went, but I needed some human agen- cy, by divine appointment, to teach and direct me, and ex- plain to me the plan of salvation. When the eunuch was perplexed as to the way of salvation, Philip came to his as- sistance and preached unto him Jesus. The willing auditor soon believed and was baptized, and went on his way re- joicing. Oh, for more Philips to be thus instant in season! In course of time my zeal and love began to relax. By improper associations my hilarity and youthful glee gradually suppressed my serious thoughts and, as a result, I grew cold and indifferent. But notwithstanding my leth- argy, I still formally uttered the prayers which my fond mother had taught me. At the age of seventeen I had a serious struggle under the convicting power of Divine Truth. I was then laboring for an aged brother whose heart and affections were ab- sorbed in the work of God. His exemplary life, his fei- vent prayers, and godly conversation had a powerful influ- ence over me; but notwithstanding my strong convictions, and contrition of heart, I found it needed a much stronger will-power to conquer the opposing forces of sin than it would have required when I felt the gentle wooings of the Divine Spirit in earlier life. I was almost persuaded but, sad to relate, I did not make the good choice. The longer the work of grace is delayed, the more difficult it is to be- come reconciled to God. Let the dear friends, young or old, who peruse this book, profit by my sad experience. Let them not slight the precious opportunities of grace, lest they suffer a loss which can never be repaired. I lived with this pious old brother about three months. Then, for a number of years, I was thrown into the society ON SEA AND LAND. IJ of non-professors, with the exception of about one year when I served an apprenticeship at the plasterer's trade with my cousin, who was a God-fearing man. His amiable qualities and religious tendencies had their salutary influ- ence upon me, but still the charms of the world were more attractive, and the "strong man armed" was occupying the palace of nn' heart. The terrible contest, in which the Great Conqueror would dethrone the infernal antagonist and assume the legal sway, was a matter for future devel- opment. In the year 1861 occurred the cruel war in the United States which threw the entire country into commotion. I,^ like others, was animated with the spirit of patriotism and, when the call was made by President Lincoln for sixty thousand soldiers, to defend the rights of the country, I re- sponded and, in company with a number of my youthful associates, entered the service of the Government at Nor- ristown, Pa. Many heart-rending scenes were witnessed at this time of our country's peril. I shall never forget the dismal moaning of my own grief-stricken mother, when, at the hour of midnight, I announced to her my intention of taking my departure in the morning, for the scene of war and carnage. It was a new phase in my youthful career, and the painful beatings and gloomy emotions of my own heart, in that lone and dreary night, are easier imagined than described. At night the horrors of war arose before my vision. The doleful thought impressed itself upon me that, perhaps, I was about to bid farewell to home associa- tions and endearments, and, that, from the scenes of blood- shed and misery, and the din of battle, I might be hurled into the gloom of eternity. Morning came, but everything wore a dismal aspect Mother's eyes were suffused by tears and her visage ap- 14 THRILLING INCIDENTS peared troubled and sad. She entreated me not to go, but I had given my comrades my word that I would meet them that morning, and I felt too brave to break my promise. I had to nerve myself for the parting scene, and utter in a suppressed tone the sad farewell, but the severest task was to say that saddest of all words to mother. Her part- ing look was one of anxiety, her feeble response was ex- pressed in a sad and burdened tone. A dismal cloud rested on my heart, — a result of the dreary parting scenes. Before me was a life of cruel con- flicts, unpleasant exposures, and the hardships of the sol- dier. As I journeyed along, I cast a lingering gaze at the familiar scenes around me. As I passed the neighboring houses, the friends came to take their leave, and in sadness we thought that, perhaps, we should never see each other again. In the spirit of sympathy they wished me success in m}- prospective military life. I met some of my comrades at their homes and wit- nessed the same painful separation between mothers and sons, and brothers and sisters, that I, a little while before, had experienced at my own home. The spirit of war was prevalent and the entire country seemed to be in an uproar. The once tranquil homes of America were overshadowed b}' the sable cloud. At Norristown, Pa., — our rendezvous, — our names were enrolled on the army-lists. Here there was a great com- motion, and when the raw recruits, whose names were en- tered upon the regimental rolls, were marched forth to board the waiting train, parents, wives, and children, with sad feelings, bade us farewell, lamenting over the painful separation and the approaching desolations of war. It was heart-rending to observe the last fond embraces of hus- ON SEA AND LAND. 1 5 bands and wives, fathers and children, brothers and sisters, mothers and sons. At last all was in readiness and the train slowly rolled away from the weeping crowd, and we looked back to see the hundreds of white handkerchiefs, waving the last farewell. We were soon borne away from loving friends, but the ties of home endearments and amia- ble associations were still entwined around our memories. We were now hurrying on to Harrisburg. In a few hours we reached our destination and met with a welcome recep- tion by the citizens of Harrisburg. We were marched through the city to the soldiers' quarters, where we. ob- tained, for the first time, a slight idea of what the soldiers' life in camp would be. Some of us occupied sheds, carpet- ed with straw, others dwelt in tents. Our experience soon proved to be a change from weal to woe, from peaceful pursuits and the charms of home to a life of hardships and the dismal forebodings of war. We tried to accommodate ourselves to our new surroundings, but the inuring process, though very gradual, was altogeth- er incongenial. In spite of all our efforts to be of good cheer an undercurrent of gloom and sadness pervaded our hearts. The citizens treated us kindly and plenty of edi- bles were brought to the camp for our sustenance. To increase my dissatisfaction, I was separated from my home companions. My name having been inscribed near the close of the list, and the names having been taken in the order of their enrollment, the company was formed ere my name was reached. This pained the hearts of my comrades, as well as my own. One of them pleaded with me to return home, because of this sad disappointment. I shall never forget his look of concern and anxiety as we parted. I had seen the separation in his humble home. i6 THRILLING INCIDENTS. near the waters of the Skippack. His mother wept, when she exclaimed, " Farewell, my dear Harry." After kissing his hand she turned aside and wept bitterly. This poor mother's two sons were subsequently imprisoned at Libby Prison and starved to death. I did not follow the advice of my friend, but enlisted in a Berks County Company, under Captain George Herbst, and was incorporated into the Seventh Pennsylvania Regi- ment, commanded by Col. Irvin. Having sworn allegiance to the Government of the United States, we were conduct- ed in military order to Chambersburg, Pa., where we were brought under army discipline and accustomed to military drills and regulations. We now had to adapt ourselves to our surroundings, and make strong efforts to cultivate and imbibe the spirit of war, — no matter how contrary to our former training in an atmosphere of serenity and peace. With all this, I could not fully counteract the undercur- rent of Biblical training and culture. €T3 :% CHAPTER II. -^h- •TV The New Testament Teachings Opposed to War. ■ — God's Plans and Dealings. — Christ's Example. — Reconciling Myself to the Life of a Warrior. — "The Powers that Be." — Military Training and its Results. ^ A Start for Old Virginia. — Long Marches. — " Nature's Beverage." — Martial Music and its Effects. — Reclining by the Wayside. — A Fluent Speaker. — Two Kingdoms. — At Williams- port. — Rebel Picket Guard. — On to Martinsburg. — The De- structiveness of War. — Charleston. — A Midnight March. — Gen- eral Patterson's Failure. — Returning Home. — Arrival at Hagers- town. N honest Biblical student will not be slow to deter- mine that the spirit of carnal warfare and the spirit of the Gospel widely differ. Paul says that the " weapons of the Christian's warfare are not carnal but mighty through God, to the pulling down of strongholds, casting down imaginations, and every high thing that ex- alteth itself against the knowledge of God." But the ques- tion arises, Did not God command his people in ancient days to engage in war? Did he not bid them slay their enemies with the edge of the sword? I answer. Yes. But there is a marked contrast between the dispensation of Mo- ses and the economy of grace. Even under the former dis- pensation the Lord did not always destroy the enemies of Israel solely by means of carnal weapons. He reveals to us, by the various methods of showing his destructive pow- er, that he can consult his own pleasure as to the means and methods of carrying out his purposes. 17 l8 THRILLING INCIDENTS Every Bible student remembers that simple and pecul- iar procedure to effect the downfall of the massive walls of Jericho. The Israelites were commanded to go around the city, each day, with the utmost regularity in marching. Never were military forces better controlled than when Je- hovah himself moved in the van. Thee was no visible manifestation of power, save the prompt and precise march each day. No battering rams were used. There was no manipulation of swords and bows, no effort to scale the towering walls, but steady and timely was the march and unceasing was the music discoursed by the simple rams' horns. With the seventh day a change was made in the order of marching. Instead of going around the city once, they were commanded to march around it seven times. Though the onward march of this peculiar. God-fearing army was more continuous, the opposing forces discovered no demonstrations of conquest; but God selects his own time for the disclosures of his vengeance and destructive power. When the seventh circuit was effected, the priests were commanded to blow their rams' horns, and the whole army of Israel was commanded to shout. No doubt the welkin rang with the sound of their voices. After their obedience to God had been shown, he brought into requisi- tion his resistless power, and the mighty walls of Jericho crumbled to the ground. » No military skill or ingenuity can disclose the secret of this divine force. " God moves in his own mysterious way his wonders to perform." If his children are obedient, he will grant them triumph over all their enemies. God's power is in his word. The duty of his children is to be submissive to his rule, and his conquering might will be sure to follow their obedience. Under the New Covenant ON SEA AND LAND. 1 9 there is a change from a secular to a spiritual kingdom. Christ says, " If my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight." It is a spiritual kingdom that admits of spiritual culture and attainments, and the carnal weap- ons can not perfect the more refined part of our being. The prophet Isaiah understood the character of this spiritual warfare when he said, " Every battle of the warrior is with confused noise, and garments rolled in blood;" but Christ's kingdom he represents as a kingdom of peace, Christ himself exemplified this peaceful spirit in his life. "When he was reviled he reviled not again, when he was persecuted he threatened not," and he exhibited a disposi- tion of kindness to his most inveterate foes. He prayed for his malignant persecutors and bore their cruel insults with calm submission. He taught his followers to love their enemies and pray for those who persecuted them, and then enforced his instructions by his own hallowed example. Now, although God controls the destinies of armies and nations and consummates his vast designs through hu- man hostilities and military achievements, yet he does de- cidedly declare to his own children, under the present spir- itual dispensation of mercy, that they shall not resist evil or use the weapons of carnality for their defense. Accord- ing to the teachings of Christ, as revealed in the Gospel, I was not able to imitate his life and example and at the same time serve the Government in a carnal warfare. Thus I was compelled to consider my situation aright and make the best of it. Others explained it differently, and chap- lains, who were employed by the Government, endorsed the carnal strife. So, by degrees, I was inured to war prin- ciples and my tender sensibilities were gradually hardened. Yet I would secretly read the Bible and pray God to spare my life. 20 THRILLING INCIDENTS As I had sworn allegiance to the United States Gov- ernment, I endeavored to cultivate a spirit of bravery, wrest my conscience into the current of popular Christianity and thus educate myself to harmonize the two elements, — car- nal warfare and spiritual salvation. I can readily discover how thousands of professing Christians evade the cross of Christ. I tried to lean on God's unbounded mercy, think- ing that if I would show a little respect to the Lord by reading his Word in secret and calling on his name occa- sionally, his mercy might perchance prevail in the critical hour; but while I endeavored to cultivate military valor I was, in the Christian warfare, reconciling myself to a life of timidity and cowardice. It is impossible to be the friend of the world and the friend of God at the same time. The Bible tells us that plainly and I learned it, too, by my own experience. I went the rounds of military discipline and army regulation. I tried to be a soldier in reality. I respected my officers and implicitly obeyed their commands, but I thank God that the little spark of vitality, which may be compared to the smoking flax, referred to in the Scripture, was not quenched beneath the pressure of the strong carnal forces, but that, in God's own good time, it was fanned into a flame. No person, however eminent and talented he be, can persuade me that war and bloodshed do not have a tenden- cy to demoralize our being. I believe that God is prepar- ing his people, through the ordeals of spiritual renovation, for the millennial age, when the swords shall be beaten into plowshares, and the spears into pruninghooks. The spiritual power with which his chosen people are clothed is paramount to all the manifestations of military ON SEA AND LAND. 21 prowess and grandeur; and in proportion as the Govern- ment respects these peculiar, non-resistant people whom God acknowledges to be the salt of the earth, it will pros- per, and their humble prayers to God, in behalf of those in authority, are indeed more acceptable with the Most High than is commonly conceded. Their spiritual power is hid- den from the world. Let the people, who value their se- curity from the outpouring of divine vengeance, not de- spise the few lights that the Lord still permits to shine up- on this benighted world. Had the kings of the earth known that Christ was the Savior of the world, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. Their carnal prosperity and self-reliance, and their confidence in their military resources blinded them and concealed the superior power and glory from them. Having elevated their human standard above the divinely- appointed test or criterion, they effectually lost their lati- tude and, as a result, ignored and crucified the purest and most lovely Being that ever graced the earth. Christ's own chosen people were removed from the doomed city of Jeru- salem before its terrible desolation. The Savior had dis- closed to them the signs of its approaching downfall. They had no hand in defending its fortifications and they knew by the prophetic announcements of their Master that the renowned city was doomed to destruction. The be- sieging forces, under Titus, revived the force of the pro- phetic statement and in compliance with his divine com- mand the Christians fled to the mountains and escaped the overwhelming catastrophe. The powers that be, are to be respected; they are or- dained of God to protect the good and punish the evil, and they bear not the sword in vain. To resist this power 22 THRILLING INCIDENTS brings upon the offender the judgment of the sword. Therefore let the magistrates, in their responsible posi- tions, be honored and let their dues be rendered to them. Let that divine principle — love — be the controlling charac- teristic of God's peculiar people and let their life manifest the superior spiritual power by which they are influenced! May they be kept untainted by the fleshly power, and thus continually have a salutary bearing upon those around them. But I must return to my military experience. Day after day we practiced the manual of arms so as to become expert and dexterous in the art of war. We made grand displays in military tactics and so prompt and exact were the army regulations and so constant the exercises in the daily routine of duty, — the guard-mounting, stationing of sentinels at their respective posts, exercise in drills, dress- parade, etc., — that the mind was directed and educated in this new and warlike channel. As the constant dropping wears away stones, so the incessant training in this military school suppressed gradually all former convictions, and by degrees habituated us to our new life. The method of training, alluded to, was continued at Chambersburg, Pa., for about six weeks. Then we started for Old Virginia. There were almost daily rumors of war, and though we did not come in contact with the opposing forces, we were obtaining experience in the more stern real- ities of the soldier's life. We learned the tediousness of long marches, bearing the luggage apportioned to each sol- dier. This consisted of a knapsack, containing blanket for bed and the actually necessary clothing, a haversack with apportioned rations, and a canteen for water. " Nature's beverage " is very useful to slake the soldier's burning ON SEA AND LAND. 23 thirst, while sweltering beneath the heat of the noonday- sun, and enduring the fatigue of the long marches. Now and then the martial music would awaken energy in the drooping soldier, by discoursing harmoniously the national airs. During the marches some of the weaker ones would become faint and discouraged. They would drop from the ranks and recline along the highway, till ac- costed by some officer in the rear, who would urge them to continue the march to the destination. He would entreat them ardently, but, if they would decline making the need- ed effort, he would change the tone of his voice to the se- verity of an imperative command. If marching was an im- practicability, they were placed on the ambulance wagons and conveyed to their destination. Since I have become enlightened in the Christian war- fare, I have been enabled to deduce many practical illustra- tions from the incidents occurring in army life. How often must weak professors of Christianity be entreated to activ- ity, when they grow weary and faint on the spiritual march- es, to repel the intrusions of their hostile enemies! The unruly must needs be reproved sharply, while the helpless and infirm must be tenderly supported by the strong. The earnest singing of the redeemed of the Lord often relieves the monotony of the journey, and revives their lan- guishing spirits. The persistent zeal and perseverance of the brave soldier should spur the Christian warrior to un- tiring activity in the contest before him. Col. Irvin, who commanded our regiment, was a com- petent military commander, but Lieut. Col. Ripley was the most fluent speaker, and whenever the troops were to be entertained by an oration, the latter officer was appointed to address the soldiers. On one occasion he delivered an 24 THRILLING INCIDENTS address, when he tried, with all his power of eloquence, to make a practical exposition of the two swords, spoken of by Christ, near the time of his apprehension. His purpose was to impress the minds of the soldiers, with the idea that, by the selection of the two swords, Christ de- signed the carnal warfare or military power. But we have learned, in the course of life, that the most eloquent speeches do not always afford the clearest expositions of truth and that, through human weakness, we are inclined to accommodate the evidences of truth to the support of our favored enterprises. After Peter, by the sword, had sev- ered the ear of the High-priest's servant, Christ, after hav- ing healed the ear, commanded Peter to put up his sword into the sheath, " for he that taketh the sword shall perish with the sword." I am constrained, bv the influence of Di- vine Truth, to deduce a practical illustration from this inci- dent, and that is this: The command of Christ to Peter, to put up the sword, reveals the fact thaf it should be put up by all the followers of Christ, and hence their non-resistant qualities are evinced and enforced by this memorable cir- cumstance. But what became of the other sword? — for there were two swords prepared. My conclusion is that the latter may be the one assigned to the secular power, for the punishment of evil doers. So, then, the manifest distinc- tion of the two kingdoms can be observed at this juncture, — the spiritual and the natural. These two kingdoms, therefore, cannot blend, for Christ, the Savior of mankind, has separated them, and they can only serve their appoint- ment of God when they operate in their respective spheres. We, at length, arrived at Williamsport, on the Potomac River, and were then in close proximity to the enemy. One morning, ere the dawn, as I was serving as sentinel in ON SEA AND LAND. 25 the town of VVilliamsport, a regiment of soldiers passed me, and soon after they fired a volley at the rebel picket-guards on the opposite side of the river. At daybreak we re- ceived marching orders and were soon at the riverside, and commanded to wade across the water at the fording. Soon the river was filled with the boys in blue. After we had forded the Old Potomac, we were hurriedly advanced, driving the rebel pickets before us, in the direction of Mar- tinsburg, Virginia. Before reaching the town we anticipat- ed a battle with the "boys in grey," as they were called, and I remember, as the supposed crisis was drawing near, that Lieutenant Colonel Ripley interrogated us as to our willingness to meet them in mortal conflict. The soldiers who marked his coolness and presence of mind on the verge of a military contest, signified their readiness to fol- low wheresoever their brave ofificers would lead them; but no battle occurred. The rebels, feeling, I presume, inade- quate to the forces coming upon them, fled, and left Mar- tinsburg in our possession. We found the place consider- ably damaged by our enemies. Among other deeds of de- molition, the Baltimore & Ohio Railroad was torn up and quite a number of locomotives destroyed. We now began to discover the destructiveness of war and were made to feel the reality of the hardships it impos- es, rather than a presentation of it in theory and romance, while sitting at ease by our comfortable firesides. Yet this was only the beginning of sorrow. How terrible are the desolations of war! Homes that were once in the glow of prosperity, are now dilapidated and wear an aspect of dreariness and gloom. War arrays man against man in deadly strife and brands the human heart with hatred and revenge. It hardens the finer sensibilities of our being, and 26 THRILLING INCIDENTS gives vent and force to the baser propensities. We may endeavor to conceal its hostile ravages by sanctimonious efforts but it is war and bloodshed still, in all its horror, ever resulting in the destruction of life and property. In about two weeks from the time when we entered Martinsburg, we again received marching orders, and our next halt was at Charlestown, W. Va., where the radical, enthusiastic John Brown was executed. Many things re- volved in our mind as we entered the place where the dis- mal and fatal tragedy was enacted, and we procured, as we supposed at least, relics of the gallows upon which this gallant champion was executed. One night, as I was stationed on picket duty, I was, in the midnight hour, summoned from my post, and conduct- ed, under official orders, to the ranks of the regiment, in readiness to march. We left Charlestown hastily, under the cover of night, without any clear conception of what we were wanted to do, but we marched along in the lone and dismal night. Fatigued and burdened, hungry and sleepy we trudged along the weary way, not knowing whither we went, or what would be our destination. Some- time, ere the dawn of day, we halted upon the side of a high, but gradually-sloping, hill. Exhausted by our noc- turnal march, we sank to the earth and were soon wrapped in deep slumber, unconscious of the dangers to which we might be exposed. I never slept a more profound sleep than I did in that morning watch, and to the third hour of the day. When I awoke I was lying in the heated rays of a Southern sun. I could hardly comprehend the situation, nor did I spend much time in contemplation, for the first thing that taxed my somewhat recuperated energies was, to satisfy the gnawings of hunger. Not far from the ON SEA AND LAND. 2'] place where we biv^ouaced, on the hill-side along the Shen- andoah River, I found a mill, and there I purchased some flour and corn meal for my breakfast. Never did I relish a meal more than this one, and nature's wasted powers were again recuperated. We learned afterwards that the purpose of our being forwarded to this place was to arrest Gen- eral Johnston and his army on the way from Winchester to Bull Run. Having failed in the attempt, for some cause or other, General Patterson was, I believe, severely censured for the failure. At all events, our efforts were foiled. The three months, for which time we were sworn in the service of the Government, having expired, the matter of returning to Hagerstown, Md., was taken under advise- ment by the officials, that is after Col. Irvin had pleaded with us to prolong our time, or enlist for a longer period; but after three months' experience in army life, we were yearning for at least a brief respite, and the privilege of seeing our friends once more. The Colonel felt somewhat chagrined at his regiment, for declining his earnest request, but it now being the prerogative of the men to decide, their almost unanimous decision was in favor of returning home; so we began our homeward march in the direction of Hagerstown. We arrived at our destination at about ten o'clock the following night, exhausted in strength and energy. We forded the Potomac near Shepherdstown and the march, though a homeward one, was, in its taxa- tions, severe enough throughout. Most of the soldiers slept in the open air, and I, for one, had blistered feet. We learned by experience that a soldier's life is not one that is enjoyed on flowery beds of ease, and evidently the Christian, who is engaged in a far superior enterprise, should not expect to arrive at the terminus of his career 28 THRILLING INCIDENTS. without losses and crosses, turmoils and tribulations by the way. If professors of the Christian religion would exhibit the same comparative energy in their spiritual warfare, that the natural soldier does in his carnal warfare, they would be, to a larger extent, successful in conquering the infernal powers. But how we squirm and recoil at the cross of Christ, when a little more fortitude and courage would bring about the achievement of great feats. The martyrs of old suffered, and prior to the excruciating pains of death, their feet were no doubt often blistered by long and weary journeys. Often, no doubt, their bodies were chilled by the dampness of the mountain caverns. O, blessed martyrs, how noble your characters and how faith- ful were you to your Commander! Terrible Ravages of the War Fiend. Plantation Ruins on James River. CHiLPXER III. ^. What Christian Soldiers Should Be. — More Devotion Needed. — En- joyment of Home Associations After the Three Months' Campaign. — Renewal of the Conflict. ~ Leaving Home Again. — Attached to a Music Corps. — \N'inter Quarters at Camp Pierpont. — Rigors of Army Life in Winter. — Benefits of Peace. — Routine of Camp Life. — Martial Music. — Marching Orders. — Difficult Creek. — A Fierce Encounter. — Scenes of Death and Carnage. — Return to Place of Encampment. — " Halt, Boys, We Are Right Among Them! " — A Pell-mell Retreat. — Ineffectual Command to Stand LTp Bravely. — Effects of a False Alarm. ATURAL soldiers in their warfare show a more de- termined and resolute character than thousands of professing Christians who claim to be marching un- der the banner of the cross. If the zeal and courage shown by the natural army were shown by the spiritual army, stu- pendous indeed would be the achievements of "the spiritual warriors. The church of Christ would appear as wonderful and powerful as she is represented in the Volume of Truth, " Fair as the moon, clear as the sun and terrible as an army with banners." There is nothing that appears more magnificent to a trained military eye than a well-disciplined army, with banners floating in the breeze over the deep columns of soldiers, bearing the weapons of their warfare, and dex- terously changing positions at the command of their ofifi- cers. But how divinely fair to the experienced spiritual warrior appears the church of Christ, achieving her spirit- 29 30 THRILLING INCIDENTS ual conquests in the fear of God. No wonder that the po- et, after having witnessed the decline of the power of the church, intensely yearns to see her as she was when clothed with celestial glory and power. " I've seen thy glory and thy power, Through all thy temple shine. My God, repeat that heavenly hour. That vision so divine." The Jewish people, God's representative nation of yore, forfeited their pre-eminence by affiliating with the heathen nations. The divine appointment of the Jewish nation, with all its peculiar characteristics and distinct form of government, is a clear prefiguration of the church of Christ, distinct from the governments of the world; and in proportion as she retains her identity and progresses in love, exhibiting her distinctive features in her external and internal life, she will disclose her pre-eminence and reveal herself as the illuminating power of the world. She will move from conquest to conquest in her spiritual sphere, bringing the weapons of her warfare to bear " against spir- itual wickedness in high places," casting down " imagina- tions, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God." But in proportion as the church sac- rifices her immunities, and compromises with the world, she will forfeit the power with which the God of heaven has clothed her. Does not this mournful picture meet our vision now? So indistinct and confused are the teachings and examples in Christendom to-day that it is difficult to discriminate between the world and the church. I do not make these statements out of a feeling of prej- udice or disrespect, but simply to evince my loyalty to truth as it is revealed in God's Word. I believe that when ON SEA AND LAND. 3I Christ makes his second advent, the churches will have lost their latitude as utterly as the Jews had lost theirs at the time of his first coming. My testimonials will show m}' life to have been loyal to the Government of the United States in my military course before my spiritual vision was fully unsealed; and now I trust that my attachment to Christ's spiritual kingdom will be so great that I may ever show allegiance to all its sacred rites and demands. After our three months' campaign had expired, the troops were conveyed to Harrisburg and mustered out of service. We hurried home with light hearts to greet our friends once more. I joyfully met my mother, brothers and sisters again. Never did they seem dearer, and my home more precious. I did not want a soft bed to repose in but wanted to keep myself, to some extent, habituated to hardships. I slept (and soundly too) for many nights in succession on mother's carpeted floor. My military experi- ence had to a considerable degree alienated my affections, and military science and the spirit of war seemed to be the leading characteristic. There were wars and rumors of wars all over the country, and, though the three months volunteers had returned, thousands were still offering their services to the Government to crush the cruel rebellion, which bid fair to continue longer than had at first been an- ticipated. Preparations w^ere now being made for a terrible con- flict between the North and South. My friends enlisted all around my native place. This filled me with uneasiness and suggested to my mind the propriety of re-enlisting. My band comrades had just tendered their services as mu- sicians, and were pleading with me to come and unite with them. I concluded that this opportunity was as suitable as 32 THRILLING INCIDENTS any that would be offered me. I began to expostulate with mother and the home inmates. I was hopeful, and endeavored to bend the inclinations of my kindred so that they would think as I did. I told them that if I declined this privilege, I would be running the risk of being drafted; and, thus pressed into service, I should be deprived of my comrades, and besides have a smaller compensation for my services, as musicians were given better wages by the Gov- ernment than soldiers. In the month of August, 1861, I again broke away from home associations and started for the army. My sen- sibilities were more callous at this period of my career, and the second departure was not quite as difficult as the first, but yet it required firmness of resolution, and bracing up of the will-power. Instead, however, of shouldering the dead- ly weapon, now I carried my musical instrument to animate and cheer the soldiers. I met my comrades at Hights- town, near Washington, D. C. We were in the Second Regiment of the Pennsylvania Reserves, commanded by Col. Mann; then in General McCall's division, and General Banks' corps. We were rejoiced to meet. Under the dis- mal aspect of affairs, we seemed to be more dear to each other than ever before. There is nothing else in our jour- ney through life that so endears friend to friend as suffering the woes of life, and enduring special hardships together. We were wrapped up in each other's welfare, the continu- ance of life being more uncertain than it is in the absence of mortal strife. We endeavored to accommodate ourselves to the warlike element, and cultivated a spirit of hilarity and merriment, however dark the hour. Music lends enchantment, and disperses the gloom of life, and music with us was a specialty. We were almost ON SEA AND LAND. 33 constant!)' in the spirit of melody, but not in tuning our hcarts and lips to sing the spiritual songs of Zion. Had Zion's children been drawn into this uncongenial element, they would have had to lament the digression from their spiritual sphere; and, as of old, must have hung their harps upon the willows. Instead of cultivating our vocal organs in song, we made our horns the mediums of discoursing the national airs and such strains as would best adapt us to the life in which we were engaged. So we whiled away the precious hours of our brief life, and passed through its bright as well as dismal scenes. Winter came on, and we took up our winter quarters at Camp Pierpont, ten miles from Washington. This inured us to the severer part of army life, so far as the rigors of climate were concerned. We pitched our tents, and shaped our camp for winter. We were near timber, and so felled trees for fuel and constructed beds in our tents, so as to raise ourselves from the dampness of the earth. On this hard frame structure we had no chaff-tick or mattress, but simply our blankets. Two or three of us would bunk to- gether, and thus have blankets to lie upon, and to cover ourselves with. The Government furnished us with small sheet-iron stoves to keep us as comfortable as soldiers needed to be kept. Thus we managed to survive the bleak winds of winter. While we were passing through this most dreary portion of the year, we often thought of the time in our past lives when peace and plenty reigned. We, as a rule, are inconsiderate, and often very un- grateful in the time of peace and prosperity, and fail to ap- preciate what we have until we are deprived of it. We en- joy the blessings o,f the home circle; we gather in the fa- miliar places ; we are nourished by the rich bounties which 34 THRILLING INCIDENTS a merciful God provides for his dependent crei. ^res. Think of these benefits in the time of peace; then contrast this scene of serenity and plentitude with war and its terri- ble ravages, its destruction by sword and flame, depopulat- ed regions, desolated homes and sorrow-riven inmates. And then ask the question, with the inspired James, " From whence come wars and fightings? Come they not even of your own lusts? " If we, as a nation, would try to answer more fully the end and design of our creation, and try to be humble rather than to aspire to fame, these ter- rible hostilities would be done away with. When one of us is becoming popular, another envies him; and when the dross of our corrupt nature is compressed, it must explode, and is poured out in storms of human passion. Streams of blood must flow to correct us for our transgressions, for our violation of that precious law of divine love which was procured with blood that was purer and more precious than human blood. Let me illustrate farther. Scientific discoveries reveal the fact that gases accumulate in the interior of the earth. Terrible explosions occur, and the volcanic eruptions are evidences of compressed matter that must have vent. In that respect volcanoes may be regarded as the safety- valves of the earth. So, when the carnal propensities pre- dominate, and human passion burns in the heart and cir- culates in the veins of humanity, war gives vent to the fire of wrath. Many who fought in the cruel war of 1861, and a few who held prominent positions in it, are among the peaceful followers of Christ. Some are heralds of the Lamb that was slain but liveth again. I know one to whom I listened with pleasure while he enumerated the distinctive characteristics of Christ's kingdom. He was ON SEA AND LAND. 35 once absorbed in political issues, and was two or three times in the legislature. He went with the secessionists in the civil contest, and evinced his firmness and resolution in many a battle. But ultimately he discovered the im- propriety of such a course, laid down his carnal weapons, and vowed allegiance to the government of Christ. I can refer to Federals and Confederates who opposed each oth- er in the deadly strife when the contending armies con- fronted each other, but who have now yielded to the peace- ful measures of the Christian economy. Their hearts have been purified in obeying the truth; hatred and wrath have been subdued; love to God and man now sways their hearts and they are humble, loving, and inoffensive. Here, again, we recognize the superior excellence of the divine means in subduing enemies. In the carnal war- fare they are subdued by physical force, and it is by supe- rior power alone that they are kept in restraint. The feel- ings of revenge may be deep and dire, and an opportunity to transcend the authority and repel the physical power that restrains, will disclose the retaliatory disposition in all its violence. But divine love, that attribute of heaven, once so beautifully exemplified in Christ, eradicates every ves- tige of hatred and revenge, melts the human heart to deep contrition, and moulds it after the example of Christ, " who when he was reviled reviled not again, when he was perse- cuted he threatened not," who loved his enemies, and prayed for them that despitefuUy used him. They spit in his face, they pierced his sacred temples with the crown of thorns, they scourged him, they buffeted him, they mocked him, and, in his excruciating agony on the cross, they wagged their heads in scorn; and though the sun was veiled, and the rocks were rent, and the earth quaked, yet 36 THRILLING INCIDENTS the dying Son of God submitted to the opposing powers of sin without a murmur, or feeling of resentment towards his inveterate foes. Here is, indeed, a divine precedent which should draw out our strongest efforts to imitate and follow. Oh, to be a humble soldier of Christ, with courage and for- titude to endure hardships and repel by his mild yet pow- erful means, the forces of sin, is far more than to be a war- rior in the carnal strife, wielding a sword of burnished steel, parading in military pomp and splendor, and obtaining the honor and renown attending military achievements. The winter passed slowly by and the daily routine of labor was performed. In the morning the bands were heard in all directions, as the signal to rise from slumber and begin the work of the day. The next thing in the or- der of military regulation was guard-mounting, when the bands were employed. During the greater portion of the day the soldiers were usually exercised in drills. In the evening we had dress parade, when the bands were all em- ployed. After dress parade we all repaired to our tents and ate the last meal of the day. About 9 o'clock at night the bands again performed and made the camp resound with theii harmonious airs. Then the entire camp was re- plete with melody. This closed the program, and was called the tattoo. After this all but the sentinels retired. In this manner proceeded the daily routine of military du- ties. Order and regulation must necessarily be kept up to keep the men prompt and active. An air of vigilance is everywhere present, so as to be in readiness for the sud- den assaults of the enemy. The guards retain their posi- tions and are on the alert, however dark the hour. Amid falling snows and beating rains, in torrid or frigid climes, however cold and bleak the storms of winter, the sentinel walks his beat. ON SEA AND LAND. 37 On Dec. 20, 1861, two briijadcs received marching or- ders; namely, the first and third. Our brigade, the first, was commanded by General Reynolds; and the third, by General Ord. The two brigades belonged to the Division of Pennsylvania Reserves. The march was made in the di- rection of Drainsville. At Difficult Creek our brigade halt- ed and the third brigade advanced. About two hours after their departure we heard sharp cannonading in the direc- tion of Drainsville, and we received orders to re-inforce the advance brigade in double-quick time. We began our hur- ried march with the vivid prospect of an ardent engage- ment with the opposing forces, who had secreted them- selves in a pine woods in order to hold the vantage ground. But notwithstanding their advantageous position they were routed before we reached the scene of conflict. This was our first sight of anything like a real battle. The shock and storm of the engagement were over before we reached the ground, but the bloody effects of it were visible. The first sad spectacle that met our gaze was three of our own men stained with blood, two of whom were dead; the third had the top of his head terribly fractured, disclos- ing his brains, and his life was almost extinct. We next re- paired to a large farmhouse situated between the two con- tending forces; and after the deadly missiles ceased to be hurled, the wounded rebels were carried into this house. Among the number of the boys in grey, who were writhing in the throes of death, was a mortally-wounded rebel offi- cer, who was lying upon a lounge. He was endeavoring to make the best of his injuries, and his close proximity to that dreaded and mysterious monster, — death. The loss of blood awakened a burning thirst, and when he discovered our canteens suspended by our sides, he pleaded for the 38 THRILLING INCIDENTS cooling fluid to refresh his languishing powers. We gladly complied with his dying request; but his wretched condi- tion suggested painful thoughts concerning the misery and burning anguish of the damned in the infernal regions, where the request for but one drop of water to cool the parched and burning tongue cannot be granted. We next repaired to the pine timber where the show- ers of bullets and the bursting bombs were, in the main, di- rected; and there horrid and ghastly scenes met our' vision. The effects of war could be seen in all their horrible as- pect: mangled human forms could be observed in almost any direction; from the youth in ruddy glow on through the different stages of human life; bodies of those in whom the life blood quickly flowed one hour before. But now the complicated machinery had stopped and the soul had taken its unknown flight. These were the first horrid scenes of death and carnage that we had witnessed, and they made deep impressions on our minds. After the tumult was over we were ordered to return to our place of encampment. We had about fifteen miles to travel, and most of the march was made under cover of night. Our minds were full of the day's terrible disasters, and in our brains hundreds of thoughts revolved. When we reached Difficult Creek, where our halt had been made the same day, prior to the conflict, we were marching along rather promiscuously. We had crossed the bridge and were ascending a hill when, for some cause, one of the offi- cers uttered a startling command. He must have been startled, judging from the tone and character of his com- mand: " Halt, boys! My God, here we are right among them! " The order seemed to emanate from a terror- stricken heart, and it sent a thrill of terror through the un- ON SEA AND LAND. 39 systematized ranks. To increase the confusion, there was a gun fired by some soldier whose nerves were perhaps un- strung; and that, together with the wild and eccentric com- mand, was a sufficient basis for demoralization and a pell- mell retreat. I, with a number of my comrades, rushed be- neath the high embankment for protection from the ex- pected assaults of our enemies and the volley of deadly missiles that might be hurled into our confused ranks. I frankly admit that I was frightened, and even the hairs of my head were disturbed. I shall long remember the hor- rid and hurried sounds of the retreating feet, down the ac- clivity and over the bridge that spanned Difficult Creek. The last command that I heard amid the consternation was, "Don't run, boys; stand up to them!" But the run- ning pressure was too great to effect a stand. It was a false alarm. I never learned who the officer was, or what occasioned his untimely orders. I concluded that perhaps he had fallen asleep on his horse and these terrible visions confronted him in the form of dreams. I there learned the injurious results of a false alarm, and the little service that can be expected of troops when not prop- erly regulated and retained in orderly positions. Here let me deduce an illustration to impress the necessity of good discipline in the spiritual army. A church cannot prosper without good government. God is a God of order and his spiritual army must harmoniously respond to Christ the Captain of their salvation. False alarms in the spiritual ranks have occasioned great havoc and utterly incapacitat- ed the soldiers for their spiritual conquests. No wonder an eminent spiritual officer said: " For if the trumpet give an uncertain sound, who shall prepare himself for the battle?" CH^PTEI^ IV. ^r- Constant Vigilance Required. — Characteristics of the Lord's Army. — Return to Camp Pierpont. — Advance Toward Manasses. — Ex- . posed to the Fury of a Rain-storm. — My Confinement in the Hos- pital in Alexandria. — My Ride, after Partial Recovery, to Manas- ses, on the Tender of a Locomotive, unprotected from the Wintry Blasts. — Some Reflections. E have shown to you, by an experimental knowl- edge, that the drills and manipulations of the nat- ^^^^^ ural army must be prompt, accurate and timely. If they are not similar in a spiritual army, how can there be success? I have seen, comparatively speaking, more looseness and inactivity in the spiritual army than I discovered in the natural; and it is indeed mortify- ing to see such relaxation in church government. It ever indicates w^eakness and ultimate defeat. It requires constant exercise of the spiritual weapons and incessant vigilance upon the part of every soldier to retain zeal, dexterity and tact in our spiritual achievements. The cross is the criterion and the animating power of the child of God. Every principle of religion and every man- date in the economy of grace is permeated by the power of the cross. It sometimes imposes long and weary marches, night vigils, and fatiguing toil, exposure to inclement weather, painful struggles in order to gain a conquest over the malice, hatred, scorn and revenge of men and devils. The opposition of these forces but spurs the live soldier of 40 ON SEA AND LAND. 4 1 the cross to earnest zeal and powerful diligence in the no- ble and heaven-ratified feats of the spiritual warfare. " Am I a soldier of the cross, A follower of the Lamb, And shall I fear to own his cause Or blush to speak his name?" But how must a confused, demoralized, and flesh-con- quered spiritual army appear to the trained eye of its Great Commander, Christ, who confronted the Arch-enemy him- self in the gloomy trial in the desert, who withstood his charges and subterfuges, and evinced his conquering might by defeating the infernal designs of his antagonist? He could impart to his followers no easier terms than he himself met. He said, " In the world ye shall have tribula- tion: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." Therefore in his strength we should meet the storms of battle and endure the hardships of our spiritual warfare, being ever animated to active diligence in the heated con- tests with the opposing powers. O wonderful army of the Lord, as you value your spiritual conquest over earth and hell and your glowing reception by the Divine Commander and his celestial retinue at his bright appearing, retain your equilibrium now by the power of faith, and your or- derly positions in the spiritual ranks! Let there be no false alarms, and no disgraceful retreats! Let there be no carnal ease, or pandering to the unhallowed lusts of the flesh, but endure hardness as good soldiers of Jesus Christ, and, like a well-disciplined army, imitating the life and character of your worthy Commander, press your way so that you may take part in the grand reunion in eternity, and experience the effulgent manifestation in glory which will surpass in excellence and beauty all military prowess 42 THRILLING INCIDENTS and grandeur. But I must return again to the narrative of my army life. After the fright and confusion at Difficult Creek, we were collected, in order to continue our march to Camp Pierpont. We arrived in camp about the third watch of the night, fatigued by the march and our minds absorbed in the impressive scenes and experiences of the battle. We now resumed the ordinary routine of camp life. There was nothing notably unusual in our immediate line of op- eration till the breaking up of our winter quarters. This occurred about at the end of winter, and was an event worthy of note in the military movements of the army of the Potomac. The Confederates were occupying Manas- ses, and the Union forces were advancing in the direction of the enemy's lines. A laborious and hazardous march was before us. Each soldier was furnished with a gum blanket to protect him from the elements. And surely the rains descended, and the storms beat upon us, and our strength and endurance were tested to the utmost. I shall never forget our long and weary day's march when the rain was rapidly descending. We marched along, bearing our luggage, which was heavy, for everything was saturat- ed with rain. When night overtook us, we lodged in the woods. The rain was still pouring down, and, amid the damp and chill, we had nothing but our gum blankets to shelter us. We were wet to the skin, and the rapid de- scent of the rain made it impossible for us to kindle fires. About midnight the rain ceased and it blew up cold. Fires were then, with difficulty, kindled and we crowded so close to them that we burned the stockings on our feet. I caught a severe cold, which settled on my lungs. It resulted in pneumonia, which almost ended my mortal ON SEA AMD LAND. 43 career. When we reached Alexandria I was confined to the hospital for a time. My sickness made quite an in- road on my constitution, and I did not recover from the shock during my life in the army. I fought hard against being prostrated by the malady, but with all my efforts to overcome it, I failed. My inability to conquer disease was manifest. It preyed upon my vitals, till I was rendered weak and helpless, and my condition was pronounced dangerous. But at the same time I did not feel much alarmed, for the reason, perhaps, that I did not realize that my case was critical. When I became convalescent I urged my restoration to the regiment, but was decidedly unfit. The doctor told me so, and even proposed to pro- cure my discharge from army service. He knew more of the injurious effects it would have upon my system than I did, and had I taken his council I presume my health would have been better in subsequent life. It was then rumored that regimental bands would soon be dismissed from the service by an act of Congress, and as I had al- ready endured many hardships with them, I desired to have the honor of returning home with them. Our division was soon transferred from Alexandria to Manasses. The day in which the transfer was effected I shall not soon forget. My physician offered me convey- ance in an ambulance, but I was so anxious to be with my comrades that I was willing to assume the responsibility of the trip. We were conveyed on the Orange and Alexan- dria R. R. to Manasses. The day was very inclement, rendered so by cold and sleet. My position was on the lo- comotive tender, every available place in the cab being oc- cupied by ofificers. I would far better have taken the doc- tor's advice, and had a comfortable place in an ambulance. 44 THRILLING INCIDENTS But because of my strong will in determining the course I had, weak and indisposed as I was, I had to abide the con- sequences. We arrived at night, and knew not but that our night's lodging would be under the open canopy of heaven. Fortunately for us, in this extremity, the rebels had not succeeded in demolishing their winter habitations, and we became the occupants. Never was shelter from the storm more appreciated than by us soldiers at that time. We were contented with our comforts, but did not know how long we should enjoy them. If soldiers in the natural army must undergo such se- verities, and forego the comforts and pleasures of life, what should the soldiers of the cross of Christ not be ready to endure to gain an immortal crown? Christ never prom- ised his followers ease and comfort in this life. To be a soldier of Jesus Christ and march under the Christian ban ner means reverses, disappointments, crosses, losses, but also many joys and consolations. The b)rave soldier in his life of hardships should cause the formal and flesh-in- dulgent professor of religion to hide his face in shame. How many thousands are there in our day and age who say, Lord, Lord, but are far from obeying his commands? It is one thing to present a crucified Christ in the glow of oratory, and quite another to obey him and live as he did. It is easier to theorize than to practice, and a large propor- tion of the so-called Christian religion to-day, I fear, is only theory — covenants without sacrifices, " having a form of godliness but denying the power." But genuine relig- ion, the kind that shows its fortitude in the shock of battle, and stands undaunted when the infernal forces are raging and combinations of human powers are charging in the contest, is rare indeed and, I think, will ever be. ON SEA AND LAND. 45", It is said that when a certain military officer read the poem, "Why should the Spirit of Mortal be Proud?" he was so impressed by the beautiful sentiment, that he said he would rather be the author of that poem than to be the famous conqueror of an army. That poem was also Presi- dent Lincoln's favorite. But I say, in all sincerity, that I would rather be a true, self-denying, and valiant soldier of the cross than to be either the author of the poem, or the world-renowned conqueror of an army with banners. True and faithful warriors of the cross are not so plenty as per- sons might conclude by giving the matter only a super- ficial examination; but where they exist they are very pre- cious in the eyes of the Lord. They will one day appear in a splendor that all the grandeur of military display can- not compare with, and I should like to be associated with the Crucified One, that I might share the victor's crown. The natural soldier is content with food and raiment and a shelter from storm and rain. He asks for no man- sion, beautified and adorned with costly materials and fitted for the gratification of the flesh. Yet he lives in anticipa- tion of the final conquest over his enemies, and talks and sings of the time when the cruel war shall end. Being in- ured to the hardships of this life, he contents himself with his present inconveniences in the hope of future relief and restoration to his friends and home, however much his prospects may be involved in uncertainty. But look at the professors of the religion of the humble, crucified Sav- ior, the " man of sorrows and acquainted with grief," that humble Jesus who laid aside his glory voluntarily, and though he was rich, yet, for the purpose of redeeming the lost, became poor, that they by his poverty might be made rich, who exposed himself to the elements, observed vigils,. 46 THRILLING INCIDENTS and wrestled with God in the night watches, labored amid the bitter retorts, frowns, sneers and insults of his enemies, bore the cruelties, and braved the hardships of this life, and erected a standard by which sin, that bane of humani- ty, is to be conquered by God's powerful means of grace. How do the pomp, ostentation and ease of professing Christians compare with the humble aspect and life of Christ in his course of self-denial and trial? How does their life of ease and prosperity, their gaudy attire, their costly and magnificent edifices, reared for the purpose of worship, compare with the life of the lowly Christ? Is there any comparison? Can they reconcile the two ways by any process of reasoning? I know these interrogations will seem very impertinent, and my argument will grate upon their finely-cultured ears; but it is true, nevertheless, and with their polished arguments they cannot gainsay it. If the dying thief were to afford a precedent for God's mercy in the painful extremity of human life, I could see more propriety in presenting it in the form of a solace to the mangled, bleeding, dying soldier, regretting the errors of his life, and pleading with God for mercy when about crossing to the mysterious bourne, than to those who have prayed and argued fluently through life. I assert that, if the world was not so overstocked with sham religion, the lusts and propensities of carnality would not be so prevalent as they are, and as a result, there would not be as much bloodshed and misery. It will be a won- derful and awful judgment when all sins are traced to their origin; and perchance many a sanctimonious religion- ist will be disclosed as the person through whom great and dire offences have come. "In the world there must needs be offences, but woe unto that man through whom the of- ON SEA AND LAND. 47 fence cometh;" that is, the condition of the world is such, since sin wields almost universal sway, that, as a result of its prevalence, there will be offences; but woe to the man who, to enhance his carnal interests and become famous, will secure God-dishonored advantages, "having men's persons in admiration because of advantage," and gild them over with a form of religion, so as to conceal what they really are. That man will be pointed out to his blind adherents in the Judgment Day as being the notorious one through whom the offence came, and by whose hell-con- trolled influence they have been led to a miserable end, and to endure punishment as God's justice may see fit to measure to each one for his offences. In proportion as the leaders in offensive channels occupy positions of promin- ence and renown, so will they be rendered conspicuous in enduring the greater punishment in the avenging day of God Almighty. This world is a stupendous arena, and we are all playing our respective parts. But there will be an inspection in the future, when the character and deeds of each wall be fully known. When I place before me the grand and awful disclosures of that day, this world with all its busy scenes of pomp and show wanes into insignifi- cance; and though the almost dominant sway of a formal religion seems to be beating back every humble and vital effort of the Crucified, yet, with my cross-enlightened fac- ulties I feel like utilizing all my ransomed powers in the unpopular channel of self-crucifixion, where my Exemplar trod life's lowly way, in prospect of the joy set before him, so let all the votaries of the cross bear the shame and hatred and revenge of the opposing forces of sin until re- lieved at the crowning day. -^Ir Description of War Scenes by Prof. Snyder. — A Visit to the Battle Field of Bull Run. — Review of Troops by Pres. Lincoln. — The Army of the Potomac. — Terrors of Peninsular Campaign. — Gen. Reynolds amidst a Shower of Bullets. — Serious Reflections while on the Field of Carnage. — Attacked by the Rebels at Gaines' Mill. — Carrying away the Wounded. — Some Thoughts Suggested by the many Dismal Scenes Connected with Carnal Warfare. ^ ' X ' -0^'» DIGRESSED from my description of our move- ments in the army at our arrival at Manasses, and I will now insert the description as given by Prof. Snyder, of Oxford, Chester Co., Pa., who was my true friend and associate during my connection with the Band of the Second Pennsylvania Reserve Regiment. We both played B-flat cornets. His de- scription is as follows: "While encamped in the vicinity of Manasses, a few of the Band one day visited the scene of the first Bull Run battle field. We noted all the points of interest, the place where Col. Cameron fell, where the Rhode Island battery was charged upon, the pike down which the army retreated, and the famous stone bridge that caused so much confusion, the shallow graves in many places, where, even then (less than a year after) the bones of many protruded through the scanty earth that covered them. All this we saw and returned to camp, musing on the rude hand of war that caused the soil of the ' Mother of Presidents ' to drink the blood of brothers and 48 ON SEA AND LAND. 49 citizens of our common country, who had now become ene- mies. From the vicinity of Manasscs a series of move- ments and marches followed until we found ourselves on the north bank of the Rappahannock, near its source, and opposite Fredericksburg. All the bridges here had been burned, and steamboats too, the remains of which were visible. We crossed the river on pontoons and occupied the place for a short time. We were now in the command of Gen. McDowell. It was while encamped here at Fred- ericksburgh that our whole force was called together on one occasion to be reviewed by President Lincoln. I can see them yet as they rode down the line, Gen. McDowell in full uniform, making a fine appearance, and the President in citizen's dress, with pale and weary look, riding awk- wardly along, seeming as if he did not feel at rest amid the martial display. Along with the reviewing party and in contrast to the bright uniforms of the staff ofificers, was another citizen from our own State, Hon. Galusha A. Grow; then speaker of the National House of Representa- tives. ' The last of Maj. McCall's Division, composed of the Pennsylvania Reserves, were all placed on steam- boats and taken to re-inforce McClellan's army before Richmond. We landed at White on the Pamunky river, marched to the extreme right of the Union lines and took position at Mechanicsville, from which point we could see the spires of Richmond. About the last of June, 1862, Gen. Lee suddenly withdrew Stonewall Jackson from McDowell's front and he threw himself with all his char- acteristic vigor against McClellan's right v/ing, and that, of course, struck the Pennsylvania Reserves. Mechanicsville, Gaines' Mill, Charles City, Cross Roads and Malvern Hill 50 THRILLING INCIDENTS followed in quick succession, which gave us some expe- rience of the terribleness of war. This series of engage- ments was known as the ' sev^en day's fight,' and doubtless was not exceeded in hardship and endurance for the same length of time, by any in the war. The sights, incidents, and dangers of that memorable campaign will live in our memories as long as life shall last. The 4th of July, 1862, we spent at Harrison's Landing on the James River. In the last of that month an order, in obedience to a recent act of Congress, came to muster out all Regimental Bands, and so we left the army just before its return to Alexan- dria, to take part in the second battle of Bull Run. Though returning home thus early in the contest, many members of the Band re-entered the service of the Govern- ment and served in various ways during the war." This affords a condensed but correct description of our various operations in the Army of the Potomac. But if we were to give a detailed account of the terrible slaugh- ter and horrid scenes of suffering during that campaign, it would surely demonstrate, as Prof. Snyder indicates, that we experienced the terribleness of war. The forces were gradually concentrated, and the clouds were gathering for the storm of battle. An uneasiness pervaded the hosts prior to the outpourin-g of vengeance. There was a feeling of dreadful suspense before the thunder of battle was heard. One feels, to some extent, relief when the spell of anxiety is broken by the explosion of the deadly storm that is inevitable. The contending armies are ranged in battle array. Soon the huge artillery introduces the direful work of carnage and death. Cannon balls are hurled in ev- ery direction. Bombs are bursting in the air over the charg- ing columns of soldiers. Everywhere the scene is enlivened ON SEA AND LAND. 5I by active movements. Military skill and ingenuity are taxed to the utmost, and death and sorrow reign. Amid the din of battle, the shrieks of the wounded and dying are heard. Mutilated and mangled forms are seen all around; the blood oozes from the veins of the unfortunate victims, and while one tries to rescue them he is all the time in the storm of deadly missiles. There is no telling who will be the next to agonize in death. One moment one's body is unharmed and active, the next it is dreadfully lacerated, and the blood is streaming from his veins. The adage, " Death is no respecter of persons," is here verified. The rich and poor, the wise and ignorant, fall alike under its re- sistless sway. Oh what a scene of waste and desolation! To a serious, candid thinker how awfui the thought of eter- nity, and the possibility of being launched into it at any moment! If we would prepare for death, let us do it be- fore destruction comes as a whirlwind. How much better to prepare when all is calm and serene than to do other- wise! Man's period of probation is precious, so let him not fail to utilize the means and opportunities of grace. A " God save me " has but little influence with him who holds the destinies of men, if there has been no effort made to lay hold of the means of salvation. " Be ye therefore ready," is a vitally important and pertinent command. Let us heed the signals of warning in the acceptable time. We musicians were employed in the ambulance corps and our business was to secure the wounded while the battle was raging, and bear them on stretchers to the surgeons. The awful spectacles of bleeding misery that met our eyes, and the piercing groans, filled us with horror. But we were in it and must make the best of our situation. My thoughts were serious, and prayerful too. I desired a 52 THRILLING INCIDENTS prolongation of life, for I knew, by my early conceptions of the Bible, that I was unprepared for a sudden departure to the eternal world. In this time of desolation and jeopardy I could vividly see my forfeited opportunities. How sweet to learn truth in the time of our youth! It will guide us safely through all the dangers of life, and save us when the powers of earth are in strife. The first day was one of sorrow and gloom, surpassing any I had ever before witnessed. I saw Gen. Reynolds in the midst of a spirited fire, when cannon balls on their mission of death and destruction, were demolishing trees and ploughing the earth in their fury, when musket balls were incessantly whizzing by on their swift mission of death: amid this furious storm of battle I saw the General in the line of his duty, exhibiting courage before his men at the very critical juncture when such a manifestation was re- quired. A brave oflficer can wield great influence over his men in such an hour of peril, by being self-possessed, com- posed and courageous, and Gen. Reynolds evidently was courageous, composed and self-possessed. He was an ex- pert rider and a thoroughly-drilled soldier in every respect. I shall never forget his calm and brave appearance at the battle of Mechanicsville. I have thought of him many times since he was killed at Gettysburg. He had trained himself by an elevated military standard and there was a natural influence wielded by his personal presence in the storm of conflict. Such men, were they Christianized to the same extent, could be utilized, by the grace of God, in any and every emergency of the Christian conflict. They would be prepared to meet the outbreaks of human malice and revenge, and with their noble characteristics of endur- ance and fortitude, they would meet the fate of imprison- ON SEA AND LAND. 53 ment and the most cruel torture of men to evince their loy- alty to truth and equity. Such were the characteristics of heroic Paul and Peter. Had their training been in the mil- itary school they doubtless would have been in the van of the army and would have evinced a spirit of bravery and adroitness that would have served as a precedent for oth- ers. But God recognized in them the proper constituents of character to subserve his own righteous purpose, and hence trained them to be leaders in his more refined and superior army, the weapons of whose warfare are of a more exquisite temper and grade, and operate upon the finer sen- sibilities of man. The noble feats of this mighty warfare are not accomplished in blood and the demolition of the exterior organism, but the darts of death, which kill and destroy sin in all its direful phases, are directed to the in- terior or spiritual heart, in order to overthrow the Satanic influence. We digressed in our remarks from the battle scene at Mechanicsville. Our object is to deduce some practical illustrations from what we saw and experienced; for there is nothing that can impress incidents so indelibly on the mind as personal observation. That dark, tumultuous day at Mechanicsville will impress our memories while life en- dures. The Reserve Division, in all its burdened marches, privations and military duties had never before been in such a strain of anxiety as when engaged in the ardent con- test of this dismal day. When the curtains of night were lowered, the shrieks and groans of the wounded writhing in the throes of death were still heard. Many mothers' sons were crossing in intense agony to -the mysterious bourne of death, and the dreary tidings, re- luctantly borne to those bereaved mothers, caused their 54 THRILLING INCIDENTS hearts and homes to be draped in mourning. Oh, who can measure the grief a fond and affectionate mother must feel at the reception of such tidings? The gloomy thought that she shall see the visage of her darling boy no more in this life, constantly pervades her mind. Oh, could she have been there in the dying hour, to soothe his anguish by her presence, and administer to his dying wants! She could with her loving hands have given him the cooling draught, so commonly pleaded for by the dying soldier, — the draught needed to allay the thirst caused by the loss of blood. She could have gently wiped the cold sweat from his brow, and she would have been the last to linger and to bend over him with intense anxiety, to see the flickering light become extinct. She would, with all her maternal sympathy and affection, have noticed the final effort of the heaving lungs, the last pulsations of the fainting heart. But in the absence of a mother's care and personal admin- istration, how many a son in anguish died on the lone and cruel field of contest! The booming of cannon was heard during the night. Now and then the darkness was dispelled by a fiery stream that issued from the cannon's mouth. Amid all these gloomy horrors we felt as though we were standing in the presence of grim Death. I shall never forget my posi- tion in a potato patch beneath an apple-tree, after dismal and hurried toils of the day and night were over, when the wounded and dying, so far as they could be procured, were in the surgeon's care. My mind was active, and my thoughts were serious. I felt as though I would like to be a humble Christian and knew that I was not one. I felt persuaded that I might have been one, had I obeyed my early convictions of truth and right. But how to be a sol- ON SEA AND LAND. 55 dier and a Christian, I could not see. I never could recon- cile the two warfares, as my sentiments all through this work indicate. Hence my only wish and prayer would be that the mercy of God might prevail in my behalf and that I might be spared until a future opportunity might be af- forded me to become reconciled to my Maker through his own divinely-appointed means. If we would frankly con- fess, we would be apprized of the fact that many serious thoughts are in the human mind in such hours of peril. The night of dismal anxiety passed away. Whether the scenes of life be prosperous or adverse, time is ever on the wing. The band members were commanded to assist in caring for the wounded. We were not instructed as to the military movements of the day, and when summoned away on duty, some of us hung our instruments in an old cabin, expecting to attend to loading the wounded in the ambulances and then return and secure them. But we had no occasion to return, for the rebels secured them for us. We retreated to Gaines' Mill, where we were again at- tacked by the Confederates. A hot engagement and great slaughter followed. We were now experiencing the dread realities of a soldier's life. It was one woeful contest after another until everything seemed to be enveloped in the dire calamities of war. There seemed to be comparative stillness before the assault was made, but we were quickly ushered into the storm and thunder of battle. We fol- lowed the charging columns and in advance of us arose dense columns of smoke. On stretchers we carried from the field the wounded soldiers, lacerated and bleeding, to the sur.geons, who might give them timely, surgical assist- ance. It was only a repetition of the horrors of war; we again witnessed some painful sights. Some were slightly, 56 THRILLING INCIDENTS and others mortally wounded. There was no evading the gloomy disaster, and at times our chances for surviving the conflict seemed almost hopeless. We heard the shouts of triumph as the charging hosts advanced in the storm of bat- tle. To have a clear conception of the disastrous effects of two contending forces in battle, it must be personally ob- served. It is not the design of this work to give a detailed ac- count of the army movements in this series of engagements, called the seven days' fight, but only some of the general characteristics. I saw many terribly-mangled forms. I helped to bear to the surgeons a lieutenant officer, who was struck in the breast by a fragment of a bombshell. In re- spiring, the air seemed to escape through the bleeding ap- erture. In his zeal for conquest over the opposing forces his eye seemed to scan the movements of his men, and he appeared to be more interested in their attainments than in his own life There was bravery in the highest degree. Men, animated by the spirit of patriotism, sacrificed their lives for the sake of their country. It showed their honesty and loyalty to the Government, and their respect for the oath of allegiance which they had taken. This suffering of- ficer disclosed his integrity, too, in a dangerous crisis, when it was done at the hazard of his life. This courage was oft- en exhibited by men who had more respect for their coun- trv than for God. Officers and soldiers, who would take God's name in vain and violate the higher and purer laws of heaven, would stand undaunted before the cannon's mouth and curse their enemies in the storm of battle. I have heard men speak of the brave spirit of the soldier in the critical contest, as palliating all disloyal deeds in the sight of their Maker, and make the sacrifice of their life a condi- ON SEA AND LAND. 57 tion of acceptance with God. Now, while I always admired a spirit of bravery and loyalty to the Government, yet I cannot endorse making that a ground of acceptance with God. A soldier will only obtain the honor and the re- nown incident to his life; and when he is used by the Al- mighty as an agent to punish the lawless and disobedient, he can only anticipate the glory and remuneration that ac- crue in the line of his military achievements. But the sol- dier of the cross should evince the same zeal in suffering and the same self-sacrifice for the cause he has solemnly es- poused and the allegiance he has promised to the superior spiritual government, and retain his loyalty and faith even to the sacrificing of his life. Our sympathies often warp our judgment in the effort to discriminate between these two elements, and if we had no higher standard than our own mind, we might be excus- able. But God has given us a criterion and the only real assurance of acceptance with him is to be controlled by his appointed means. When he says. Employ the carnal weap- ons, do so; when he says, " Put up the sword into his sheath, for he that taketh the sword shall perish with the sword," do not try to make his command doubtful and appeal to the authority of the law to justify your course. That would be like King Ahab going to Ramoth-Gilead. He consulted the three hundred false prophets and they ratified his course. But Jehoshaphat, who was more God-fearing, de- sired the predictions of a despised prophet of the Lord. His testimony conflicted with the testimony of four hun- dred prominent men, and the prophecy of the man of God was rejected. But Ahab failed; the testimony of his four hundred prophets was scattered to the winds and he per- ished with the sword because he did not bear it in obedi- c;8 THRILLING INCIDENTS ence to the Divine command. And I say (with no feeling of disrespect to the Government) that Christ says to his fol- lowers, " My kingdom is not of this world, else would my servants fight;" and it required much training by him to give his disciples a clear conception of the spirituality of his kingdom. Just prior to his ascension they questioned him with reference to this matter. "Wilt thou at this time restore the kingdom to Israel? ". They looked for the restoration of a temporal kingdom. But they were fully es- tablished on this question after the descent of the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost. Then they looked at his example and his instructions, relative to such a life from a spiritual stand-point. No doubt Peter could see the pro- priety and realize the force of the Savior's command to put "up the sword in his sheath." Whoever endeavors to es- tablish Christ's kingdom by the power of the sword, will fail. Night again came on and ended the day of weary con- test. Many hundreds had taken hurried flight into the dis- mal regions of death. O what a subject for thought for the mind that has some degree of candor and seriousness! Who can ever obliterate from memory these mortal ago- nies? While the field is strewn with the ghastly dead, others are continually crossing the turbid waters. We are confronted on every side by the horrible prospect of blood, pain, and death. This awful experience certainly impresses on our minds the terribleness of war. I saw a young soldier under the resistless power of death, who dreaded very much to die. It was right in the heat of the contest, when v/e were busy bearing the wound- ed to the surgeons in the rear of the contending forces. The jugular vein was severed and the blood was streaming ON SEA AND LAND. 59 from his throat. His nearness to death threw him into con- sternation and in his anxiety to live he cast his wistful eyes toward the surgeons. Anijuish looked out of his eyes that were darkening in the shades of death and his visage was stained with the blood that was rapidly escaping from his veins. While many mangled forms lay before me, this young man, so reluctant to leave this life, arrested my at- tention more particularly. But leaving him to meet his gloomy fate, I had to go again into the smoke and storm of battle to convey more of the wounded and helpless to the rear for surgical assistance, thinking all the while that I might soon be lying among the wounded or dying. CM^PXEI? VT. ^ Retreat from Charles City Cross Roads to Malvern Hills. — Fierce As- sault by the Confederate Army. — End of the Peninsular Campaign. — Musicians Mustered out at Harrison's Landing. — Sorrowful Sep- aration from our Late Comrades. — Down the James River to Fort- ress Monroe, and on to Baltimore. — Suffering from Disease Con- tracted while in the Swampy Regions of the Peninsula. — Our De- parture from Baltimore to the Perkiomen Bridge. — Music and its Charms. — A Siege of Small-pox. — Attendance at Collegeville Sem- inarv. — Determination to EnHst on a Man-of-War. ■ UPERIOR numbers of the Confederates assaulted us in the retreat at Charles City Cross Roads; another fierce engagement followed and the same horrible as- pect of blood and carnage met our gaze. Nearly every- where we saw^ mutilated forms, all stained with blood, some ghastly in death's cold embrace: men whose visages bore the marks of intelligence, but they could no more utilize it on earth; they could take no part in the things of this life. Life was extinct and they were ready for the soldier's grave. Night again came on and ended the bloody contest. The army kept falling back to Malvern Hills, where the Confederates gave us another fierce assault. We were under the protection of the gunboats on the James River, and their terrific bombardment threw consternation into the enemy's ranks and held them at bay. We were held in re- serve during this engagement. From the hilltops we ob- served the armies advancing in battle array and saw the 60 ON SEA AND LAND. 6l wounded carried back from the arena of cruel contest. The soldiers entered the scene of battle fully equipped. Regularly and orderly the columns poured into the shock of bloody contest, bearing the flags of their respective regi- ments. Those flags designate the nation's power, and nev- er is there a stronger demonstration of this than in the storm of battle. Here another forcible illustration can be deduced to impart instruction to the spiritual army and show the strength of her equipments, when orderly retained in her efforts to achieve her spiritual conquests. There evidently should be a distinction in the external appearance of the church and the world. The church should be known as well' ds an army with banners. The church that appears as gorgeously decorated as those who dwell in kings' palaces, has lost her latitude. The Gospel prescribes modest appar- el for Christians, and when these humble requirements of the Gospel are discarded, the power of the church is weak- ened. If she would conquer pride in others, she must be humble. To be assured that we have Christian humility in the heart, we must have the signs on the exterior. In this respect the natural army is more precise than the so-called spiritual army. It is more difficult to regulate spiritual than secular government. The flesh incessantly wars against the spirit, and by indulging its carnal desires for show and worldly emolument the greater part of the so- called Christian world is overcome. But if the distinct- ive characteristics are retained, there will be good execu- tion; and though the great work, ratified by heaven, is hid- den from the wise and prudent, yet the result of her hum- ble mission will be disclosed in the crowning day. The battle of Malvern Hills ended this series of mili- tary contests in the Peninsular Campaign. We, as musi- 62 THRILLING INCIDENTS cians, were mustered out of service at Harrison's Landing on the James River. After warfare rest was pleasant. The prospect of seeing our friends and home, and of a respite after cruel hardships was indeed an enjoyable one. But to go and leave our friends, endeared to us by hardships and adversities, was sad and painful. Our separation was ef- fected at Harrison's Landing, and as our comrades came to take their leave, we felt sad to think that scenes of horror like those we had witnessed together in the past, were awaiting them in the future. Many of our fellow-soldiers had suffered such intolerable anguish that they desired death as a relief from their woes, and it was probable that some of our surviving comrades would share the same gloomy fate. The prospects of this life are very uncertain and especially when human hostilities rage. I had a spe- cial concern for my brother younger than myself who had taken quite an active part in the series of engagements, but, like myself, had escaped from every bloody contest unin- jured. I feared that I should never see his face again. It was sad to think that I could return to the home so dear to us both and see our mother and brother and sisters, who were all so anxious for our welfare and the prolongation of our lives, while he must be left behind, exposed to cruel hostilities and the hardships incident to the life of a sol- dier. With such feelings I left him. We boarded the steam-boat and were carried down the James River to Fortress Monroe, then across the Chesa- peake Bay to the City of Baltimore. I returned worn and emaciated by sickness and exposure, my constitution hav- ing been shocked by the siege of pneumonia which I passed through at Alexandria, which disease was contracted dur- ing the tedious march from Camp Pierpont to the above- ON SEA AND LAND. 65 named place. In addition to this I had a severe attack of diarrhoea during the Peninsular Campaign, occasioned by drinking the surface water in that low and swampy region. Many a poor soldier died of the disease in that gloomy, sickly place, but I had so far escaped the grim monster, death, and was crossing the Chesapeake on my homeward trip. Not one of the number composing our band was killed or wounded. A soldier selected from the military ranks and employed in the band as drummer was taken prisoner by the Confederates during the succession of bat- tles but had been restored to Federal lines prior to our de- parture; but was remanded to the company from which he had been taken. Not having entered the Government serv- ice as a musician, the act of Congress to release from the United States service all regimental bands did not reach him. Two of our number had been discharged because of sickness, and the rest of us were all homeward bound. Most of us had secured instruments again and were solicit- ed to play our military strains as we journeyed toward home. Having had one year's steady practice, we had be- come somewhat proficient in the science and could perform our parts well. We went home with deep emotions, because we were released from the woes of military life and had the pros- pect of home associations. I might illustrate from this event the entrance of the soldiers of the cross into the land of rest. The Prophet Isaiah depicts the scene in triumph- ant splendor: " Then shall the redeemed of the Lord re- turn with singing and everlasting joy upon their heads; the mountains shall break forth from before them into singing and all the trees of the fields shall clap their hands." This is a figurative representation of the universal joy that shall 64 THRILLING INCIDENTS attend the triumphant admission of the victorious soldiers of the army of Christ to the glory world. The strains that will grace that celestial reunion must be learned amid the hardships, self-denials, crosses, losses, disappointments and ev'erything incidental to our spiritual warfare in this life. He who does not experience the contests against sin in its diversified operations and the Prince of the power of the air wielding his Satanic wiles, will never know the thrills of ec- static joy that shall permeate the souls of the redeemed when Christ in his glory shall appear to release them from the warfare. Martial music will animate the soldier in mil- itary life, but it does not embolden the spiritual soldier in his spiritual campaign. That requires music that is finer and sweeter, — music that tends to inspire the spiritual sen- ses. That music must be tuned from the world above. O that the soldiers of the cross would learn the strains well! Let there be no discord in the melodies. We made the welkin resound with our national airs in the City of Baltimore after the waters of the Chesapeake were crossed. We were conveyed from there to Philadel- phia by rail. At each prominent place we gave notice of our arrival by the music of the band. I do not believe we iver performed our parts more enthusiastically than when 'Ne were nearing our old familiar landscape. This was the tecond tine that I was spared to return from the army. At Norristown, the place of rendezvous of my first enlist- ment, we were furnished with a stage coach drawn by four horses and thus were escorted to the old familiar place called Perkiomen Bridge, to the residence of Judge Long- aker. Many of our friends were there to welcome our re- turn and we saluted them with several of the choice airs which we had frequently discoursed in the army service. ON SEA AND LAND. 65 If I could now interest the people with the Gospel trumpet as we amused them then, it would afford me much consola- tion. But finely-cultured musicians, just as finely-cultured orators, have the preference in this world. It is much eas- ier to stir up our passions by the artistic movements on an instrument and impress the sentiment of some war-like or romantic air than to thrill the soul and impress it with the deep sense and spiritual meaning of the sacred songs that are tuned from the world above. The senses of the soul must be refined and purified before they can appreciate the spiritual melody. David, the sweet singer of Israel and an excellent performer on stringed instruments, exclaims, " Blessed are the people that hear the joyful sound." The joyful sound alluded to does not have reference only to the ex- ternal ear and its attraction to the melody of song, or the harmonious accents of the finely-tuned instrument, but it is the music of heaven, thrilling the soul through this charming medium, thus renewing the spiritual life and bringing it back to its normal faculties. Our music had often made light and buoyant the hearts of the weary soldiers, on their long and fatiguing marches, and dis- pelled their gloom when the din and horrors of battle were over. The divine music lends its sacred charms to the soldiers of the cross amid hardships and perils, and , animates them in their warfare against sin and the powers of hell. Our band-master had an exquisite ear for music, and was a good composer, so we had choice selections, and under his competent teachings discoursed some good mu- sic; we threw all our spirit into it on our return to the Key- stone State. Music has become the charm and attraction of the popular churches of our age, and, in connection with ora- ^ THRILLING INCIDENTS . tory and ostentation, is made a specialty. Unregenerated persons, and even skeptics and infidels, are often employed to do the singing and playing, and I am forced to the con- clusion that spirituality is neglected. What a deep gloom will be felt in Babylon when her downfall occurs, when her traffic ceases, and her wealth, beauty, culture, magnificence and fame are all swept away. It is then that the superior music of heaven will be heard, the melodious song of the redeemed, who were trained in the hardships of the spirit- ual warfare, " and washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." That celestial music will sup- ersede the music of earth, and lead the redeemed soul into the higher strains of rapture and bliss. Oh that our hearts may be tuned to sing that beautiful song of the redeemed of the Lord in the land that is free from sorrow and death! Well, we met our friends once more on the shores of time. It was wonderful to reflect upon the past, to review all our ups and downs in military life, the perils that at- tended us, and then realize that we were home again. But, although I was home with everything that seemed to aid my consecration to the Lord, yet I was too prone to say, like Felix of old, " Go thy way for this time, w4ien I have a more convenient season I will call for thee." My jovial disposition and attachment to friends absorbed my atten- • tion, and the work of grace was still excluded. I, like many others, respected religion in others but was not yet willing to make the sacrifice required to obtain it. My heart was hardened: military life and music seemed to hold sway. O how our higher and native sensibilities can be fet- tered down to flesh and sense! I soon after passed through a siege of small-pox, which disease was prevalent in our vicinity. Its ravages were ON SEA AND LAND. 6f loathsome, and it hurried many to eternity. This aroused my thoughts and reminded me of the uncertainty of life and my liability to leave the world unreconciled to God. My constitution was considerably broken down by the dis- ease. I attended the seminary for a time at Collegeville, then under the supervision of Mr. Henry A. Hunsicker. But I was restless and discontented. I was not satisfied in the army and I was not satisfied out of it. In the spring of 1863 I had quite a pleasant interview with Bro. Isaac Kulp on religion. In the course of our con- versation he observed that I had been thinking more on that subject than he supposed, and I was much impressed with his zeal for the cause, and his concern for me, a poor wandering soul. But the burden with me was to start, and I presume that is the burden that many have to contend with. I went to live in Philadelphia, soon after this conver- sation with Bro. Kulp, and there followed my trade. But army intelligence, and the absence of many of my com- rades in the war, filled me with uneasiness and discomfort. I had no pleasure in anything. And no wonder I was rest- less, knowing my duty to God and not doing it. That is what makes many a soul uneasy and wretched. In this my apparent extremity I concluded to enlist on a man-of-war. On the Dark Blue Sea. The sailor boy, in our picture, has a fine view of his surroundings from his elevated position on the mast-head. While many hardships fail to his lot, he has also his happy hours, and we here see him in all his sjlorv. 68 CHAPXEI^ VII. ^ Deciding to Enlist on a Whaler. — Breaking the News of my Determi- nation to the Home Circle. — On to New York and later on, to Bed- ford, Mass. Initiated to my new Duties on Board the "Oriole." — My Feelings, as Expressed in a Poetic Effusion. — The Gulf Stream. — A Wise Dispensation of Providence. )^^J'|k NE morning I started to the wharf to carry out my )^^i project; but I was interrupted in my course, and I ^«^% subsequently regarded it as a divine interposition. I accosted a recruiting officer who was mustering men for the whale fishery. He spoke of his business and asked me if I did not feel like taking a voyage over the dark blue sea. At first I declined, not being willing to be turned from my purpose of enlisting on board of the war-vessel. But he persisted, as agents generally do, and thus drew my atten- tion to his enterprise. I began to question him about the business, and after receiving some information I placed be- fore my vision the romantic part of the enterprise, its roving character, novel features, and the great amount of knowl- edge and experience to be obtained, and I concluded to undertake the voyage. The agent tried to be sure of his victim and entreated me to repair at once to New York City at his expense; but I declined, intending to return home and apprize my mother, brother and sisters of my project. I went home and was heartily welcomed by them all. They all seemed as anxious as ever for my welfare and 69 70 THRILLING INCIDENTS prosperity, and were joyous and happy with my presence again in the circle of home. I was loath to mar their peace, hence had not the courage to break to them the doleful tidings of my early departure for the stormy ocean. Night came on, and still the gloomy project was not di- vulged. At last I disclosed the matter to my oldest broth- er, John, and requested him to submit it to mother after I had retired. Another troubled night was experienced. When morning dawned I reluctantly arose to behold my mother's countenance changed from joy to sorrow. Her feelings were sadly disturbed, and her restless and discon- tented son was the cause of it. The Prophet Isaiah says, "The wicked are like the troubled sea which cannot rest." I was truly in the sinful element of unrest and was des- tined soon to learn by experience the force of the proph- et's language in reference to the troubled sea. I felt that I was the cause of the gloomy aspect of things at home, and as a result soon took my leave. Mother did not say much this time to have me change my purpose, for she knew by sad experience that I was determined to execute my projects when once they were fixed in my mind. I bade them all adieu at home and left for Perkiomen Bridge, where I took the stage-coach for Norristown. I sat on the top of the stage and on the way played several lively airs on the B-flat cornet, to dispel my gloom and drown my sorrow. I met the recruiting officer in Philadelphia and board- ed the train in the evening for New York. I felt lonely and sad as I swiftly rolled toward the famous city. This was my third separation from home and friends to engage in adventuresome enterprises; and no one could tell wheth- er I would be permitted to return. We short-sighted ON SEA AND LAND. 'J\ creatures fail to measure the worth of privileges and bless- ings till they are forfeited and gone. Many a poor mor- tal is controlled and deceived by the power of sin and the prospective pleasures of life, until death and separation occur and leave him forlorn, his heart riven with anguish. Then he would give worlds to be restored to the blessings and golden opportunities of life once more. I ate my breakfast in the City of New York the next morning with a man to whom I had been directed by my recruiting officer at Philadelphia. All faces were strange to me now and as I wandered off, perhaps my feelings were similar to those of the prodigal when he repaired to a far country. But I had made my choice as he did his, and I must abide the consequences. I could have repented in New York and turned back from my rash undertaking, but I was too resolute to do so. I left the great city in the evening on a steamer, and was conveyed down Long Island Sound on my way to Bedford, Mass.; from which port I ex- pected to sail over the bosom of the great Atlantic. We reached Bedford the next day and I was soon accosted by men who appeared to be deeply interested in raw recruits. They proposed to furnish me boarding, lodging, clothing for the voyage, and, in short, the entire outfit. They seemed to be willing to grant all these without money and without price; but the money was expected out of the proceeds of the trip, and the price, I judge, w^as fixed at twice and, perhaps, three times the value of the goods. I met many sons of the ocean here, and heard their thrilling tales of ocean life. 1 soon learned that the ship on which I was to sail was anchored in Buzzard's Bay, and having signed the articles of agreement, the raw re- cruits were all taken aboard the bark Oriole, anchored 72 THRILLING INCIDENTS in the bay about one mile from shore. This introduced us to a new life, and we were left to look and wonder. We took an observation of our strange residence. The existence of thirty-five men on such a limited craft seemed hardly possible. But I had given myself up to nautical authority, and it was not my prerogative to complain of the size of the family or dimensions of our home on the rolling deep. A colored man had charge of the ship rid- ing at anchor, and we interrogated him in regard to the character of the life we were about to begin. His delin- eations were not very flattering, and we concluded that experience would disclose more of the reality of ocean life than ever we had learned by theory. We experiment- ed on climbing the masts at our leisure, while the ship was still anchored; for it was a question whether we could effect a safe arrival at the top when our bark was liberated from her cable and was tossing on the sea. We found our floating home too unstable, even when stayed by the anchor, to scale the masts to the royal yard; and in con- sequence we had not much pride in our ability as seamen. A few days after we went on board, the officers and the remainder of the crew came. We were now afforded a view of our whole family together. Different nationalities were suddenly ushered into our midst: quite a number of Portuguese and Americans, an Austrian, a German, a Spaniard, etc. The captain's name was Mr. Jernigan, of Martha's Vineyard; chief mate, Mr. Apes of New Lon- don, Connecticut; second mate, Mr. March, of New Hamp- shire; third mate, Mr. Ross, of New York; fourth mate, Mr. Silvia, a Portuguese. This afforded an officer for each whale-boat. There were four harpooners: one Amer- ican, one Sandwich Islander, from Honolulu, Oahu Island, ON SEA AND LAND. 73 and one Portuguese from l^runo Island, Cape Verde group; he was black as jet, with sharp features and long, straight, black hair; one white Portuguese, from the Azores Islands. This completed the corps of harpooners. There was a Spanish steward to wait on the officers, an African cook, black as jet, full of antics and resembling a clown; a ship- carpenter; a cooper, a German; a cabin-boy, about four- teen years of age, to wait on cabin oflficers; a steerage boy, to wait on harpooners, coopers and carpenters, who all occupied the steerage. The rest of the crew served before the mast. We eyed our officers with much anxiety, for we knew that they were the main factors in the government of the floating craft. Nearly half of the men before the mast were able seamen, and the others were men who had had no experience in nautical life. The captain was an intelli- gent-looking man, and his looks did not belie him. He had an athletic movement, a commanding appearance, and a quick and ready speech. Leonard Apes had a bold, daring appearance; his eye was piercing, he had high cheek bones; in short, he was of grim and resolute mien. To become refractory under his rule and authority, indicated a recantation of rebellious ideas or extinction of life. Mr. March was a corpulent man; rather a pleasant-looking fellow so long as his equilibrium was not disturbed; but if his temper was ruffled, a storm of indignation was sure to follow. Mr. Ross was rather inclined to be good-natured, but long and continued familiarity with the rough usages of a mariner's life, and the temptations to debauchery surrounding him, tended to destroy his naturally good traits and rendered him depraved. He was skeptical, and would good-naturedly taunt and deride a professor 74 THRILLING INCIDENTS of religion. Mr. Silvia was of a jovial disposition, but firm and decisive in duty and straightforward in the line of his duty. He was a full-blooded Portuguese and an expert and able seaman. Ability in seamanship is charac- teristic of the Portuguese race. The officers and crew being aboard, all was animation and business, and when orders were given by the officers, the seamen having knowledge of the methods of opera- tion, led off and the uneducated portion of the crew fol- lowed, with the prospect that they might live and learn. The first thing on the program was to heave the anchor. This was effected by a large windlass around which was wound the strong cable, attached to the anchor, sunk in the earth at the bottom of the bay. The command being given by the officer to heave the anchor, we worked vig- orously, and soon the anchor began to slacken its firm hold in the earth beneath, as the ship moved to a position di- rectly over it, and the crew was at the windlass. The heavy and powerful instrument rose, as the strength of the crew continued to be applied. In this operation the main dependence was on physical force, not on ingenuity. It served as a fair introduction to nautical labor and im- pressed us with the idea that our muscles must be firmly adapted to hard toil. The anchor having been raised and suspended at the bow of the ship, the steam tug-boat drew us out through the channel, marked by buoys, into the open sea. A pilot attended us through the difficult pas- sage who was responsible, and not the captain, for the safety of the vessel. Beacon lights along the shore illum- inate the passage at night and guide the mariner from the stormy main. Once launched on the broad Atlantic, the steam tug left us and returned to the harbor. We were on the briny ON SEA AND LAND. 75 waters and the distance between us and the receding shore kept getting greater. The experienced mariners ascended the masts and went out upon the yard-arms to unfurl the sails, while we unskilled fellows assisted in hauling home the sheets, thus spreading the sails to the wind. We kept looking back to get the last glimpse of the shore before it disappeared from our vision and left us naught but the watery waste and the firmament. How novel the scene and how strange the experiences of this new life to which we were about to be inured! We were about to experience that which we knew by theory only, which we had read about in our comfortable homes, " A life on the ocean wave, a home on the rolling deep." The vessel moved along over the disturbed element, yielding to the swell of the sea. The unnatural motion began to make us lands- men feel as though we had departed from our natural ele- ment, and we had fearful apprehensions of suffering the consequences of the transition. The heaving surges soon made our stomachs heave, and we were rendered miserable and sick. Our life surely was unstable as water, and fe- licity, if any more there might be in reservation for us,, was concealed behind the dismal clouds of the future. In the prime of my life I wandered from home About twenty-eight years ago, To sail on the sea where the proud waves foam, And the winds in their fury blow, I soon was ploughing the wide-rolling deep, Perchance to return never more. I tell you, my friends, it makes a boy weep To take his last look at the shore. The golden sun set 'neath the far-swelling tide, And the dark shades of night soon came on, While the billows kept beating the ship on her side» And I kept thinking of home. 76 THRILLING INCIDENTS A landsman at best is awkward at sea When the vessel is driven and tossed; A surge from the vmdward will send him to lee, And he's ever afraid he'll be lost. Our lesson on ropes was a study so new, And nautical phrases are strange: Our words of address to the learned of the crew Would doubtless admit of some change. Unfurling the Sails. My ascension at first to the top of the mast, How I scaled the rope-ladder with care; What a look of deep sadness my visage o'ercast, As I tremblingly rose in the air. In sorrow I sat on the fore-royal-yard; My physical courage was low, I thought, sure a mariner's life it is hard, 'Tis a life of peril and woe. ON SEA AND LAND. 'J'J This poem expresses the sentiments of one thus for- lorn and distressed, thrown into a Hfe and element new and untried, and endeavoring to perform difficult labor, in which he is unskilled. I had to be urged vehemently to the mast-head, and I shall not soon forget the command of the mate, and his angry frown as he scanned my un- couth movements in my perplexed condition and extrem- ity of woe. I finally gained the summit with much diffi- culty, and to me it seemed to be a wonderful feat. Had I tried as hard to counteract my carnal propen- sities and avail myself of the grace of God for the culture of the Christian traits of character, I might before then have made considerable progress in the divine life. How hard it is for us to learn the way of truth, especially in the days of our youth! But we all must learn sometime, that the yoke of the world is more galling, than the hum- ble yoke of Christ. An acceptation of the yoke of Christ would have obviated all these heavy woes, and though I might have been contending against the opposing elements without, yet I should have been free from these stings of a guilty conscience within. We may rove over the earth and traverse the trackless main from pole to pole in pur- suit of worldly enjoyments or fame, but they impart no peace to the mind or rest to the soul that is burdened with guilty fears. But the yoke which Christ imposes will afford the sure and solid peace and the glory which the world can neither give nor take away. I had to remain two hours at the mast-head to become accustomed to the high position. When the time came for me to descend to the deck, fears were in the way again. In everything pertaining to ocean life and duties, I was untutored and unskilled. We even could not walk and re- 78 THRILLING INCIDENTS tain our equilibrium until we got our sea-legs on. It was indeed sport for the trained mariners to behold the awk- ward efforts of the raw recruits. We were born and reared where the foundation under our feet was firm and stationary; but to become accustomed to a foundation that was incessantly moving was the lesson to be learned, and it required much effort to adapt ourselves to the motion of the ship so as to keep our equilibrium every time she careened over either on the starboard or larboard side. When the movements of our bodies were not adapted to the movement of the ship, which was constantly rolling from one side to the other, we would lose our balance and the result was a ludicrous fall. Every evening we received lessons on the ropes and rigging of the ship. These were lessons almost similar to learning Latin terms in school. Our task was assigned us every evening by the mate, and the following evening we were expected to recite, and be prepared to fix upon the tablet of our memories the names of another new set of ropes. Thus we went through the routine of study and recitation until every rope was fixed on the mind. After they were indelibly impressed on the memory in their regular order, then we were required to discriminate. It was like learning the scale in music: after we learn to run the scale up and down, any one note in the scale is in- cidentally referred to, and thus the human voice is trained to give each note its exact sound. It is as necessary to be familiar with the ropes on a ship as a skillful performer on an instrument is with the different strings or keys of his instrument. Every rope has its importance and wields its power in the controlling of the ship. So, comparatively speaking, every command of the Bible has its influence in ON SEA AND LAND. 79 the saving of the soul. And any professed religious teach- er who discredits the utility of any of the simple com- mands of Christ, and argues before his congregation that they are non-saving or obsolete, is just as inconsistent and nonsensical as a man who professes to be an able seaman and stands before nautical men and argues the non-utility of any of the ropes that are so orderly and systematically arranged. But he would not stand long before such in- telligent beings and argue such nonsense, for they would not believe it. Neither will a professed spiritual teacher pursue such an unwise course before a spiritually intelli- gent audience, because they will discredit his teaching. God has not laid down a command in the Bible that is not designed to impart spiritual life to the soul. Hence, to be a genuine follower of Christ signifies to obey from the heart the entire form of doctrine which he has delivered to us in his revelation. It is without force, signification, or reason, to cry Lord, Lord, and not do the things which he commands. Christ means just what he says and we are to do just what he says, if we would be saved. Practice makes perfect, the olc^ adage says, and there is truth in the expression. We experienced it in our life at sea: the more we practiced the duties on board the vessel, the more expert we became in their accomplish- ment. But we had to accommodate ourselves to our con- dition and circumstances, and manifest a disposition and willingness to learn. Our awkward movements and blun- dering efforts were in course of time overcome, and we became more dexterous on the ropes and rigging. We could ascend the masts with confidence, occasioned by our improved ability. The fear that brought timidity was gone, and we realized the apparent severity of our officers 80 THRILLING INCIDENTS to have been proper in its time and place. But any person with a reasonable amount of intelligence will not live long on board a vessel before he discovers that there is much to be learned in nautical science. It is true that we find men in all the departments of life that are wise in their own conceits, and they are a class of people who are hard to instruct, for they always live in blissful ignorance of many important things that they might learn to their profit, if they were not afflicted with the enlargement of the brain. All along the pathway of Biblical times the truly wise and humble v/ere molested more or less by this self-important class. Paul admonishes the early Christians " not to be wise in their own conceits." The wisdom alluded to has but a shallow foundation, is generally self-supporting, and being reared on a superficial conception of things, it falls of its own weight. We passed along the stormy coast of Cape Hatteras and opposite the West Indies crossed the marvelous Gulf Stream and steered in the direction of the Cape Verde Islands near the coast of Africa. The Gulf Stream, issuing from the Gulf of Mexico and tending northward along the coast of the United States, designates its current through the deep by the warmth of its waters, and exerts a mod- ifying influence upon the climate. Here is one of the peculiar features of the Divine arrangement in the creation and preservation of this world. We need not advance far over this immense body of water before its currents and tides excite our admiration and wonder. There are many things a sailor docs not know- about the land, and there are many things a landsman does not know about the sea. Any cand'd and intelligent mind is thoroughly convinced of the wisdom and power of an ON SEA AND LAND. 8 1 overruling Providence. " They that go down to the sea in ships, see God's wonders on the deep." The vast earth with all its busy enterprises of civilization could not exist and thrive without this great sea. It must have the warm currents to modify its temperature. The vapor arising from this mighty ocean is borne upon the wings of the wind and deposited as refreshing showers over nearly all the world, imparting moisture to the soil, and life and growth to vegetation. In certain localities no doubt the choicest flavor is imparted to fruits by the currents of air from the tropics. All this evinces the unbounded wisdom of our Creator, in the creation of the earth with all these things for the comfort, sustenance and preservation of its innumerable inhabitants. And as he has beautifully ar- ranged his natural creation, so, in like manner, does he pre- serve order and system in the spiritual realm, and if we would share the benefits of the spiritual currents and tides we must comply with the laws which bring us in contact with this influence. If the laws, that regulate this natural creation are so amazing, which only tend to the preserva- tion of the natural lives of God's innumerable creatures, what must be the magnitude and force and beauty of the spiritual regulations which renovate and save the soul and impart to it life eternal? Most human beings content themselves with the natural elements of God's creation, tax their ingenuity to effect more profound and extensive re- searches into the mysterious operations of it, and so fail to study and apply the spiritual laws for the purification and salvation of the soul. O thou restless, and rolling deep, what a subject for thought are thy swelling waters and all the mysteries con- cealed in thy unexplored depths! No human power can 82 THRILLING INCIDENTS repel thy proud, foaming waves when, like a mighty giant, thou art aroused to thy wild and furious spell. But thy angry surges, by furious tempests driven, direct the candid and believing mind to the Power that hath formed thy amazing depths and controls thy threatening waves. Thou art an evidence of his handiwork, of the unfathomable depths of his wisdom and power which no finite intelligence can ever explore. Thou, Oh my beneficent Creator, hast directed me, I believe, to study thy greatness and omnip- otence in this watery world. It is my school of discipline. Thou, Oh Lord, wilt employ this raging element, with its abrupt transitions from mildness to severity, as a correcting influence, to wean me from the attractions of earth and the powers of hell, which have long prevented my soul from being united in humility and love to thee. CHAPTKI^ VIII. The Cape Verde Islands. — Lessons at the Helm. — Bravo Island. — The Torrid Zone. — Our first Attempt at Whale Capture. — Dis- posing of the Blubber. — Some Facts about the Whale, its Size, General Appearance, etc. — Our Stormy Passage around Cape Horn. — My Lonely Watch on a Stormy Night. — Solemn Reflec- tions and New Resolves. J ROSSI NG the great Atlantic we came to the Cape Verde Islands. On the voyage thither our expe- rience in nautical labor was extended. It became our duty to box the compass and learn to steer the vessel. Each helmsman was obliged to take his position at the helm for the space of two hours at a time, at the expiration of which he tolled the bell suspended above the binnacle. The tolling of the bell was a signal for relief after the two hours had expired. The raw recruits or unskilled sailors had to accompany an experienced mariner to the wheel and take lessons in steering the ship. We watched him and thus obtained the theoretical part first. Then we tried the practical part while he stood by; and if the ship became un- manageable in our hands, he helped us out of the difficulty by seizing the helm and controlling it himself, thus afford- ing us a better idea of its practicability both by precept and example. Thus we were by degrees trained in this art, and were soon capable of controlling the helm. Good management 83 84 THRILLING INCIDENTS at the helm greatly facilitates the passage of the ship through the contending waves. It is all easy and natural to the accomplished helmsman. Some, of course, have a greater adaptability to the art than others. A very slight movement of the helm will change the course of the vessel on her swift flight through the yielding element. The apos- tle James understood this when he drew his practical illus- tration from it, to impress the character of the human tongue. A ship in the wide, turbulent deep is much easier to control than the tongue of man. The tongue is a diffi- cult member of the body to control in this world of iniquity, where the surges of sinful passion roll. Our nature is de- praved and contaminated by sin, and the tongue, being " set on fire of hell," sets ablaze " the whole course of nature;" and in the storm of human passion and indignation the curs- es and imprecations roll from the polluted lips of man. When sinful passion is allayed and the storm is lulled, then the tongue may be induced to bless God and pour out the praises of the Creator's name. But the temptations of life and the sad reverses in this campaign of sin and strife, arouses its revengeful ire and leads it to curse man who is " made in the similitude of God." True religion will enable the human creature to control the tongue and thus restrain the whole course of nature. " But he that seemeth to be religious and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, that man's religion is vain." The proper controlling of the tongue, then, that lit- tle member, but the propelling power of the whole body, is an evidence of genuine religion. The true votary of the Christian religion will bless his enemies, not curse them. They are made after the similitude of God, and amid their bitter retorts, railings and abuses the power of redeeming ON SEA AND LAND. 85 love predominates in his heart and portrays to his renewed intelligence the worth and prcciousness of the immoital soul, which to redeem and save Christ died. " We hate the sin with all our heart, But still the sinner love." The Cape Verde Islands are a group of islands belong- ing to Portugal, lying in latitude 14-17 degrees north and longitude 22-25 degrees west, and distant about 320 miles west of the Cape from which they take their name. The principal islands are ten, viz.: Santiago, the largest and most important; Fogo, Bravo, Maio, Boavista, San Nicolao, San Antonio, San Vicenta, San Luzia and Sal. There are, besides, four islets, barren and uninhabited. The islands are all v^ery mountainous and owe their origin to the action of submarine volcanoes. T'^e highest elevation is reached in a volcanic peak 9,157 feet above the sea, on the island of Fogo, and is still active. The climate is unhealthy during the rainy season. Though water is deficient, vegetation is luxuriant, yielding African and Southern European prod- ucts. Sugar, cotton, coffee, tobacco and indigo are grown. The inhabitants, w ho are mostly negroes, speak the Portu- guese language. (Chamber's Encyclopedia, Vol. 2, page 247-) We touched at Bravo Island in the Cape Verde group. The captain went ashore only for the purpose of engaging a few of the natives to serve in the capacity of whalemen. The Islands are inhabited by Portuguese. The captain em- ployed two men; one a small and very black fellow, and the other a reasonably tall man of a yellowish brown color. They seemed somewhat at a loss for a time, and their sepa- ration from home and friends seemed to occasion a vacancy and loneliness in their hearts. I wanted to go ashore and 86 THRILLING INCIDENTS explore these islands in the sea, but of course I could not. We soon left the islands far in the rear, and were plough- ing the rolling deep again. Our course was now directed toward Cape Horn, and we had a long, tedious and perilous voyage. It is, indeed, well for us that we do not know what kind of a future we must experience, or we should ever be filled with anxious fears. It was quite a novelty for us "green hands," as we were sometimes called, to get within the limits of the Tor- rid Zone. We found the weather very warm, although the almost constant breezes of the ocean break the intense heat and cool the atmosphere to quite an extent. Some days the sun would pour down its burning rays and so heat the deck that in passing over it bare-footed we did not feel in- clined to tarry long in one spot, and the soles of our feet were well coated with tar. We needed but little clothing in the torrid regions. Within the belt of the trade winds, which always blow in the same direction, we did not have occasion to shift the sails as often as when we were in the Gulf Stream, or some other regions. The starboard and larboard watches effected their changes with the same regularity as in other climes, — but the watchman and the helmsman were the only persons closely and constantly engaged. The rest of the crew would sometimes converse, sing, dance and engage in dif- ferent plays for amusement until fatigued, when they would lie down on deck and sleep. My favorite position for re- pose was beside the bowsprit, where I was gently rocked to sleep by the vessel heaving with the swell of the sea; and when the wind filled the expanded foresail, the current of refreshing air would descend to fan me while calmly re- posing during the nocturnal hours. ON SEA AND LAND. 8/ It was here that we made our first attempt to capture whales. This was to us, inexperienced sailors, a new and wonderful undertaking. I will give a description of the proceedings. In the first place there is a sailor stationed at the mast-head all the day long; the watchman is relieved every two hours. It is the duty of the mast-head's man to speak of every object of any note that he descries, whether it be a sail or a whale. He describes his object rather in the form of a song, with a kind of melodious exercise of the vocal organs, as, "There she b-l-o-\v-s! " "Where away! " retorts the captain. " Four points on the lee-bow, sir! " responds the man at the mast-head. I give this to explain the mode of operation. Positions in the surround- ing deep are designated by the points of the compass, which the sailor takes by the measurement of his eye. The captain then procures his telescope and, influenced by the mast-head man's directions, peers into the distance to ex- plore the monster of the deep. The vessel is now steered in the direction of the dis- covered whale. Everything on board the ship is aglow with life and energy. The lines that suspend the whale- boats from the davits are cleared away. Four boats are al- ways in readiness. When yet a considerable distance from the whale, the men are in pursuit of, the four boats are low- ered, two on the starboard, and two on the larboard side. Six men occupy each boat: one officer, one harpooner and four oarsmen. If there is sufficient breeze and adapted to the course to be pursued, they extend a sail and are thus propelled by the force of the wind over the bosom of the briny deep; but, if occasion demands, the oars are plied. The green hands were not very expert in handling the oars. There is a constant swell on the sea and the oars would ON SEA AND LAND. 89 have to be adjusted to correspond with the variation of the unstable element. Occasionally, in the wild exertion, one would miss his expected purchase altogether, not calculat- ing for the depression when the swell was gone. The ele- ment above it, the air, not affording the expected resist- ance, the oarsman was completely unbalanced in the boat. The officer would frown upon him and curse him merciless- ly. Any mishap on such an important occasion is de- nounced in the most cruel terms. As we approached nearer and nearer to the huge mon- ster we were apprehensive of great danger; and the severest trial seemed to be to approach our enemy with our backs toward him. The officer and harpooner had to be eyes for the entire crew. Everything is performed orderly and sys- tematically. Before arriving within darting distance the officer repairs-to the rear of the boat and plies the steering oar, so as to successfully guide the boat to the side of the prospective victim. When a reasonably good opportunity is afforded to begin the battle, the officer commands the harpooner to strike, and away goes the harpoon on its mis- sion of death. Now the battle is begun. The whale, feel- ing the sharp iron pierce his huge body, begins a terrible uproar. He makes the deep boil with his rapid move- ments, and in the flurry and hurry he is apt to repel ev- ery obstacle in his reach. Then occurs the need of judi- cious maneuvering. The first command likely to be given after the whale is struck, is, " Stern all! " That indicates a retreating movement, lest, in the frightful struggle of the monster, the boat and crew be scattered in fragments in the deep. Next the whale begins a rapid descent. The line, which is attached to the harpoon, inserted in the whale, is 90 THRILLING INCIDENTS then rapidly taken out of the boat. The line is coiled nice- ly in a large tub in the center of the boat; thence it is con- ducted to the loggerhead, a round, short, upright post in the stern of the boat. Several turns are effected around the loggerhead and thence it proceeds on its swift course through the central part of the boat between the oarsmen who occupy their positions on either side. There is great danger of the crew coming in contact with the line as it proceeds posthaste into the chasm beneath. To fall foul of the line means sudden dispatch of life. All the movements are carried on by six men within a small space, and every one must retain his position and make every effort count. The whale exists in the two elements, — air and water. It must have air to sustain its life while in the depths be- neath, and when the air is exhausted it must rise to the sur- face to take in a fresh supply. This affords the whaleman a chance to resume the contest. I presume his hurried flight also, and the immense pressure of the water has a tendency to reduce his great strength and exhaust his pow- ers. But like all created beings that have life imparted to them by God, the Source and Fountain of all life, this pow- erful monster of the ocean is extremely tenacious of that vital principle. He is troubled and plunges deep into one native element, and then rises to have the benefit of anoth- er; but notwithstanding all his efforts to preserve his life, he must succumb to the grim and resistless power of death. His pursuers are on the alert and seek every opportunity to dispatch him. They propel their boats to an advantageous position, plunge the long sharp lances into his heart, and the blood comes streaming from that organ until the dark blue sea is dyed with the crimson tide. His muscular pow- ers are active in the convulsive throes of death, and his ON SEA AND LAND. QI ponderous tail strikes the swelling waters in the painful ordeal; but at last life is extinct and the huge monster of fifty tons weight lies motionless on the briny waters. The lifeless whale is now fastened to the side of the ship and a stage or platform is arranged along the bulwarks or upper side of the vessel and lashed fast to the ship, so as to afford the dissecting party a safe position while sev- ering the oily blubber from the whale. They are supplied with sharp spades with long handles which enables them to make the proper incisions, and do good execution from the stage. The blubber is readily separated from the flesh; it is from ten to thirteen inches in thickness. It is raised on board the ship by a windlass around which a thick rope is turned; the rope is conducted aloft athwart the yard-arms, thence to the waist of the ship and down to the floating whale. There it is attached to a blanket-like piece of blub- ber, about four feet in width, which the dissecting party have partly severed from the carcass. A large iron eye at- tached to the tackle block is thrust through the blubber and secured by a round piece of wood which fills the eye, and thus toggled the crew are commanded to ply the wind- lass. They thus gradually turn the entire body of the whale in the water, while the men with their spades keep cutting the blubber loose from the flesh during the revolv- ing process. Heaving in the blubber is very hard work; the captain keeps urging the men at the windlass to greater activity. The large blanket pieces, as they are lifted aboard, are de- posited in an apartment beneath the upper deck, called the blubber room. When the heaving process is completed, the trying works are put in operation. These are com- posed of a brick hearth with two large iron pots enclosed 92 THRILLING IN'CIDENTS in the masonry. It is, of course, a stationary structure, and when not in use is covered with a board roof. When the blubber is ready to be rendered, the trying works are heat- ed up and the scraps of the blubber, after the oil is extract- ed, become the fuel. These scraps still have enough oil in them to produce a very hot fire. Before throwing the blub- ber into the trying pots, it is cut in long, slender pieces and run through a mincing-machine, and thus cut in thin slices which lop over as they come from under the knife, but the entire piece remains connected at the bottom, so that it can be conveniently handled with forks and thrown into the trying pots. After the oil is rendered it is dipped into a copper cooler and then put into casks and stored away in the hold of the vessel. The following are the dimensions of a large sperm whale that yielded ninety-five barrels of oil, as given by Captain Francis Post: "The whole length of the whale from the end of the head to the end of the tail, was sixty- two feet, circumference at the largest part of the body, thirty-two feet; head, twenty feet long, and jaw sixteen feet lonsj, and contained two rows of teeth with twenty-two in each row (the upper jaw has seldom any teeth, and ■ when it does they are very small). The tail was six feet long and sixteen broad. The head usually yields about one-third of the whole quantity of oil produced. The tail of the whale, like that of all the cetaceous tribe, is horizontal to the body; and wielded as it is by a great number of sinews, some of which are as large as a man's wrist, forces an irresistible blow, against which a cedar whale-boat forms a puny shield." The whale is sometimes greatly exaggerated by men who have never ventured their lives to capture them. I ON SEA AND LAND. 93 have heard of whales measuring considerably more than a hundred feet in length, but at no time did any of such prodigious length come under my observation. But con- sider an animal as the one above described, and you have an enormous monster before your eyes. The one above described is a sperm whale. This whale, being supplied with teeth, masticates its food. It is remarkable for pro- ducing ambergris. The bowels of the whale are where this singular, fragrant substance is generated; but this is seldom found. Whales compare, in many respects, with land animals, having in common with them warm, red blood flowing through their system, though a certain noted philosopher declared they were cold-blooded; which goes to show that philosophers, too, have much to learn. They have a heart through which this fluid passes, and is propelled to the extremities of their huge body, and they are supplied with respiratory organs. The head of a small sperm whale is heaved on deck entire, but that of a large one must be divided. The head contains what sailors call the " case," which in a large whale is supplied with twelve or fourteen barrels of fluid which is dipped out of the case. A large whale can be fried out in about thirty-six hours. After all this experience in whale-capturing and pro- curing oil, we sailed through the warm waters of the tropi- cal regions, and crossed that wonderful imaginary line called the equator. We had often studied about the different zones and geographical lines in our books at school, but now we were having a practical observation. He who passes through all these varied phases of the created world, and does not wonder at the wisdom and power of the great Creator and Designer of all must be 94 THRILLING INCIDENTS very depraved. Every day brings its new experiences in this nautical school. The next special place of interest in this watery world was Cape Horn, the lower extremity of South America. Here we had the most horrid experience of the entire voyage. About thirty-six days were spent in these lower dreary latitudes. The westerly winds sweep around the Cape in fearful puffs and gales. One dark and dismal night I was stationed as watchman in the ship's waist. I looked over the foaming sea, while the spray of the wild billows repeatedly dashed into my face and eyes, and blinded my vision for a time. The vessel was almost in- cessantly careening violently from the starboard to the larboard side. I said that I was stationed in the waist of the ship, but my position was not very stationary, for scarcely had one billow passed by, before another came rolling over the top of the bulwarks, submerging the en- tire bow of the ship beneath the raging floods. The ship had careened over and was lying on her side. She seemed to be creaking at every joint, and the towering billow that had reduced our precious Oriole to such a helpless condi- tion had gone on its triumphant progress Avhile our trem- bling ship was slowly righting herself again. Before she had gained her upright position I beheld, amid the dark- ness, a terrible wave approaching. I ran with all possible speed to the after part of the ship. This part of a vesse' is the most steady in a storm. On the starboard side was the cook's galley, and on the larboard side was a board enclosure in which was a door that admitted one to the flight of stairs leading to the cabin where the officers lived. The intervening space, including the cook's galley, and cabin gangway ON SEA AND LAND. 95 was Spanned by a water-tight roof. My purpose was to seek refuge under that roof. But though nimble on my feet, with every muscle strained to its utmost tension, my aim was defeated. The towering, foam-crested wave in- undated our floating home, and the Oriole was violently precipitated into the cavity of the sea again. I was com- pletely submerged by the billow and hurled against the board partition just where it rounded off from the cabin entrance and tended to the larboard bulwarks. Like the Irishman, at first I thought I was killed The violent collision of my head with the board partition caused the blood to stream from my nostrils, and the lee bulwarks were all that prevented me from being swept overboard. I recovered as soon as practicable and sought protection at the shaft of the helm, being faint and sick and cold and wet. O puny man, do you boast of your strength? Do you pride yourself in your wisdom, gaudy appearance, and worldly attainments? Such overwhelming manifestations of power, such horrid scenes amid the dismal darkness, would teach your proud heart for once in your life that you are poor and miserable and dependent upon the Being who controls the winds and the waves. One dreadful squall followed another in gloomy suc- cession. I never saw the elements in greater commotion. I never beheld anything that was so decidedly awful. The terrific pressure of the storm caused the billows to roll exceedingly high, and our helpless bark was continually tossed from the foaming crests of the successive waves down into the cavities of the restless sea. At times we feared that we should be buried beneath the overwhelming floods, and lie in the cold and mouldering sleep of death, till "the voice of the Archangel and the trump of God" would arouse us from the lone cavern of the deep. 96 THRILLING INCIDENTS I trust that I received here indelible impressions of God's unbounded power which may fill me with reveren- tial awe whenever I revert to the scene. The orator may- portray, with all the power of oratory, the terrific force of the winds and waves, but the sailor's practical conception is deeper and more vivid. Forlorn and dreary we were at our wits' end: we sometimes trembled with fear. We were at the mercy of our Creator by whose power the winds are lulled and the proud waves are stayed. In this terrible crisis I resolved to yield to his sov- ereign control. O what a dreadful thing it would have been to be lost in that lone watery waste! It appeared like standing on the verge of time, ready to be hurled into the abyss of eternity. What is the world to us then with all its boasted honors? All earth's attractions vanish in the hour of gloom and death. I was determined, if God would rescue me from this state of jeopardy, that I would no longer be restrained from his humble service, by the world, the flesh and the devil, but that, amid frowns or smiles, sneers or ridicule, I would endeavor to serve him and obey his commandments. My heart was rendered contrite and penitent and my purpose was to consecrate myself wholly to the Lord. May I ever remember this storm, whatever betide me, as Elijah, no doubt, remembered the earthquake and the storm as he stood in the cave with his mantle wrapped about him at Mount Horeb. But it is said, in that in- stance, that God was not in the earthquake or the storm, but in the still small voice that followed these commo- tions. Elijah had fled from the vile and wicked Jezebel, after God had shown his protecting might, and escaped to a secluded place. Here God asked his fugitive prophet, ON SEA AWD LAND. 97 when the convulsions ot the earth and atmosphere had subsided, "What doest thou here, Elijah?" Ah, yes, we get sometimes where the Lord has not authorized us to go, and we must then make the best of our situation, with the humble hope that God in his great mercy will overrule our sorrows to our profit, and thus teach us submission to his will. God could say to me — and he did — amid the roaring elements at dreary Cape Horn, What doest thou here, George? I long sought for thee before the clouds of darkness and sorrow obscured thy vision, before thy heart was yet corrupted by sin, and while thy faculties were yet in their normal condition, but thou heardest not my voice of mercy. When the storm and thunder of battle were past, and thou hadst heard the shrieks and groans of the unfortunate victims, I spoke to thee again, and endeavored to save thee by the restraints of my love; but thy heart was disobedient and wayward. And now what doest thou here? The storm, the earthquake, or the destructive billows on the sea, may awaken the goadings of a guilty con- science, but it is the still voice of mercy that instructs and saves. Oh how wonderful and mysterious is our internal being! Sin demoralizes our being, and renders our life boisterous, but the still and wooing voice of God reduces all to quietness and peace. " A meek and quiet spirit in the sight of God is of great price." The commotion pro- duced by the elements at war were figurative of the woe- ful disturbances in my own soul. Oh what severe disci- pline it requires, and years of divine forbearance, to sub- due our stubborn will and bring us to humble submission to God's moral and truthful government! I was conducted, as it were, down to the gates of death, and amid the roar- •98 THRILLING INCIDENTS ing floods my heart was indelibly impressed with the final doom of the impenitent. May the Lord from henceforth keep me near his side and shelter me beneath his wings of mercy, when the infernal powers rage and the surges of human passion roll. A STORM AT CAPE HORiN. CHAPTER IX. ~^*/- In the Mighty Pacific Ocean. — Talcahuano. — The Guana Islands. — Jnan Fernandez, the Reputed Home of Robinson Crusoe. — A Poem, Composed by that Famous Hero of the Romancer's Pen. — A Visit to the Island. — Two Deserters left to their Fate. — Varied E.x- periences of my New, Spiritual Life. iv^T last, the winds favoring us, we emerged from ^^. this gloomy and desolate region, and were plough- -•^^ ing the waters of the mighty Pacific Ocean. We Louched at Talcahuano, a port on the coast of Chili, but only the captain and a boat's crew went ashore while the vessel lay off along the coast. It was pleasant for our eyes to be- hold the elevated shore after such a long and dreary ex- perience on the w-atery waste. How we longed to rest our feet upon the land! But we had to forego this ardent de- sire, and of course we could not learn much as to the con- dition and customs of the people in Talcahuano, We sailed along the coast of Peru and passed by the island where guano is procured. Shiploads of this are carried to the United States to invigorate the soil. It yields a stench which is very offensive. I am told that Chinamen are employed to load the vessels with this un- pleasant cargo, their sense of smell not being as refined as that of the American people, and they being more pliable in this life of drudgery. It is said to be the excrement of numerous birds which inhabit these small islands along 99 100 THRILLING INCIDENTS the coast of South America. The offensive odor filled our nostrils, when we were on the lee side of the islands, for a considerable distance at sea. After cruising about in these latitudes, we steered for the island of Juan Fernandez, regarded as Robinson Crusoe's island. Juan Fernandez is a rocky island in the Pacific Ocean, about 400 miles off Valparaiso, on the coast of Chili, to which it belongs, latitude 33 degrees south, longitude about 79 degrees west. It is eighteen miles long, six miles broad, and is for the most part covered with rocky peaks, the highest of which. El Yunque, is about 4,000 feet above sea-level. There are also numerous and fertile valleys which yield oats, turnips, apples, straw- berries, melons, peaches, figs, grapes, sandal wood, and other varieties of timber. Numbers of wild goats wander on the cliffs. — Chambers' Encyclopedia, page J22, Vol. 4. Here our wishes, which were not gratified when at Talca, in South America, were met; we were allowed to go ashore. It seemed wonderful to explore with our eyes the mountain slopes that the famous Robinson Crusoe had looked upon and climbed. The following verses are supposed to have been written by Robinson Crusoe during his solitary abode on this island: I am monarch of all 1 survey, My right there is none to dispute, From the center all round to the sea, I am lord of the fowl and the brute. Oh solitude! where are thy charms, That sages have seen in thy face, Better dwell in the midst of alarms Than reign in this horrible place. ON SEA AND LAND. lOI I am out of humanity's reach; I must finish my journey alone. Never hear the sweet music of speech: I start at the sound of my own. The beasts that roam over the plain, My form with indifference see. They are so unacquainted with man, Their tameness is shocking to me. Society, friendship, and love, Divinely bestowed upon man, Oh, had I the wings of a dove, How soon would I taste you again! My sorrows I then might assuage In the ways of religion and truth, Might learn from the wisdom of age, And be cheered by the sallies of youth. Religion! what treasure untold Resides in that heavenly word! More precious than silver or gold. Or all that this earth can afford. But the sound of the church-going bell These valleys and rocks never heard; Ne'er sighed at the sound of a knell Or smiled when a Sabbath appeared. Ye winds that have made me your sport. Convey to this desolate shore Some cordial, endearing report Of a land I shall visit no more. My friends, do they now and then send A wish or a thought after me? O tell me I yet have a friend. Though a friend I am never to see. How fleet is a glance of the mind! Compared with the speed of its flight The tempest itself lags behind. And the swift-winged arrows of light. 102 THRILLING INCIDENTS When I think of my own native land. In a moment I seem to be there: But alas! recollection at hand Soon hurries me back to despair. But the sea-fowl has gone to her nest, The beast is laid down in his lair: Even here is a season of rest, And I to my cabin repair. There's mercy in every place. And mercy — encouraging thought, Gives even affliction a grace And reconciles man to his lot. This school of experience, this dreary and solitary- dwelling-place, with all its dismal surroundings, drew out the pathetic yearnings of his heart. It was here that his heart, too, became penitent, especially when sickness as- sailed him in his lone and sad condition. Then he ex- claimed, " Lord, what a miserable sinner am I ! " Then he thought of his father's good counsel, hitherto unheeded, and the mercies of a kind Providence which never im- pressed his mind so deeply till now in his forlorn and isolated condition. He says: " Then I cried. Lord, save me, for I am in great distress; " which, he asserts, was the first prayer he had uttered for years. His conscience had been asleep. Had he not been brought into this lonely and afflicted condition, I presume his Bible would not become so sweet and precious to his fainting soul, and he would not have sought to find out God who, in his tender mercy, had no doubt before sought him. His Bible was stored away in his chest as a useless thing, but when the dark hours of adversity came, its pages were fondly pe- rused and its inspired words brought life and peace to his soul. ON SEA AND LAND. IO3 So there are many i3ibles at this time which are not examined by those who have them in their possession until the curtain of affliction falls upon their hilarity, and dark desertion comes. I am thankful that I can call upon the same God whom that penitent of old addressed in his lone and distressed condition, when he shed tears of penitence on this island, and implored God's saving power. May I not hope that the same God who restored Crusoe to his native land will also effect my restoration? We had not time sufficient to explore very much of the island, but we ascended the mountain slopes and saw the wild goats leaping upon the tops of the mountains. A few Spaniards lived on the island, whose appearance was rude and untasty. "They subsist upon fish, which are caught in greaL abundance here, and wild goat meat. I saw a number of donkeys grazing upon the mountain sides. The Spaniards used these beasts to draw their burdens and they also rode on their backs. The only fruit that I re- member seeing was peaches and figs, neither of which was ripe, which gave us quite a disappointment. There was an English man-of-war there at the same time we were, and one of the marines tried to ride a donkey; but he jumped up on one side and fell off on the other. He could retain his balance better on the vessel than on the donkey. I entered a cave which was dug out in the side of the mountain and saw the names of sailors, from various places of the wide world, cut in the rocks. We were told that they had a prisoner confined there for a long time. I did not engrave my name on the rocks within the cave on Cru- soe's Island, but I trust that the scenes of sorrow and afflic- tion in my wanderings may serve as an incentive to have it recorded in heaven. The Spaniards lived in uncouth huts 104 THRILLING INCIDENTS constructed of timber and their habitations were not very inviting to refined persons. Two of our men deserted the ship there and concealed themselves in the mountains till after our departure. They urged me to accompany them, which, I presume, I should have done had I been prepared as they were with three changes of apparel, but the announcement was made too late for me to prepare, it being our last opportunity to visit the shore and my clothes were all aboard the ship. The one was named Brown, a native of Maryland, and the other one was from Connecticut, whose name I have forgotten. We never heard of them afterwards and I have often won- dered whether the Spaniards treated them kindly or not. They evidently assumed a great risk, but I presume at that time I would have hazarded my life also, had I been pre- pared, for we were all anxious to get rid of our severe dis- cipline on the ship. But I am glad to-day that I was kept from my purpose, for the language of the apostle to the sailors attempting to desert from the ship on which they had all been so severe- ly tried, " Except these abide on the ship ye cannot be saved," may also have been applicable in our case. But another want would have been felt in Paul's disastrous voy- age, I presume,— their lack of force to control the ship in the storm. The weakening of our force was at once no- ticed by our captain, and it threw him into a rage. He ve- hemently denounced their rash and daring act, and no doubt would have prescribed a penalty for their disobedi- ence could they have been recovered. This ended our rov- ings on the island: he would not run the risk of having any more desertions, and we were commanded at once to heave anchor and put to sea. As usual, we gazed at the receding ON SEA AND LAND. IO5 mountains till we could sec them no more, and we were again launched on the watery waste. Consecrating myself wholly to the service of the Lord became the full purpose of my heart. I desired to possess a religion that is permanent, that retains its identity as well in the time of storm as in the time of fair weather. The warring elements may have a tendency to arouse us to a realization of our perilous condition in sin, but the won- drous love of God must incite us to active obedience. I knew by my conceptions of the Bible that God required constant submission to his divine will. I humbly confessed my sins to God in secret and the manner of my life was ma- terially changed. My sins had arisen like mountains be- fore me, and especially the great sin of procrastination; but my penitence was real, my heart was humble before my Maker, and I devoutly prayed for his mercy. But the work of grace would not be concealed in my own heart; its mysterious workings were demonstrated to the crew. My situation was among a mixed assembly of human beings whose hearts were steeped in sin and deprav- ity; so I scarcely knew how to begin to act in a separate spiritual capacity, and thus be a witness for Christ on our floating home. " But God who commanded the light to shine out of darkness," began to shine in my heart, and he would now employ me as a light to those around me, how- ever benighted the place. The crew and officers had all discovered the external indications of a terrible tempest in the heart, but there was no medium as yet by which they might learn the character of the contention within. Everything appeared to be against me. I stood alone, and was not experienced in the work as was the heroic Paul who advocated Christ's cause in the presence of the I06 THRILLING INCIDENTS officers and crew on his tempestuous voyage over the Mediterranean Sea. One great impediment which I had to contend against from my childhood was a spirit of diffi- dence. My readers may be ready to conclude that one who had roamed around the world as much as I had, should bravely overcome bashfulness; but I reply that we know how weak we are only when we are brought to the test; and especially is this manifested in the work of grace. It exhibits all the infirmities and defects in our consti- tution, and proves to us our helplessness before God. I had tried to inure myself to the bravery, characteristic of the military spirit, and I had cultured myself to be cour- ageous as a sailor; but in the divine life the creature must sink to nothingness in himself, and wholly rely for strength and support upon his Creator. This is the most difficult lesson that we have to learn, but it is the best and most important. One night I conversed with two of my shipmates about the Christian religion. The one was a Scotchman and the other an Englishman. The Scotchman said that he had once begun the religious life but made a failure of it; and he seemed to make his statement with some feel- ings of regret. This urged me to give vent to my sup- pressed feelings, and I expressed my sorrow for his failure in such an important work, a work that was occasioning me so much anxiety and worrying me more or less all throurrh mv life. I said that I considered the religion of Christ an honorable and commendable work, and that it had been my misfortune to delay my surrender to God until that time, but by his help I meant to consecrate my life to him, however unfavorable the situation which I oc- cupied. This public confession opened the way. "With ON SEA AND LAND. lO/ the heart man believeth unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." It is wonder- ful, indeed, how cowardly we are in acknowledging and vindicating the truth of God before we are fully sanctified by its power. My auditors became the agents to announce this asser- tion to those who heard it not; and thus the tidings were soon circulated among the officers and crew. Some frowned, others laughed and joked about it and said that it would be folly to endeavor to execute such a work on board a ship. I could distinctly discern the storms of op- position arising, but by the help of God I meant to be firm in carrying out my resolution. Hell and earth had pre- vented me long enough; now the rolling deep was to hear my vows to God. From that time on I lived distinct from the officers and crew of the Oriole, in a religious capacity, until the grace of God induced others to join me in the divine work. But while reproaches fell upon me because of my attach- ment to the cross, 1 felt that it was my wisdom to remain comparatively silent, for I could not expect them to have confidence in my sincerity until, by the grace of God, I had first established my character as a believer in the truth. I knew that God would accomplish his own work in me if I was called according to his purpose; and if I could be sub- ject to his rule I need not consult consequences, for he could even " make the wrath of man subserve his purpose, and the remainder of wrath he was able to restrain." I tried to conduct myself becomingly and to cultivate a " meek and quiet spirit." Though I must give this testi- mony relative to my own Christian life, yet I hope that I am giving it in a humble way. I am fully convinced that lo8 THRILLING INCIDENTS. actions and life, controlled by the power and guided by the wisdom of God, have more to do in establishing Christian character and silencing the scoffer and gainsayer than the most fluent and pointed arguments without the life devoted to God. The ocean speaks with more eloquence than ever I have heard from the tongue of the finest orator. Its storm- driven billows produce arguments that the most competent disputant in the world cannot refute. They show forth the power of God more vividly than anything else that has ev- er come under my observation. While they may strike ter- ror to the heart of man and urge him in his fear and con- sternation to call upon the God who controls the waves, it requires divine love to melt the heart to penitence and keep the Christian in God's humble path of life and duty. CH^PXEI? X. '^ The Marquesas Islands. — A Visit Ashore. — Getting Wood aboard un- der Difficulties. — Assisted in Manual Labor by a King and Queen. — Human Flesh still an Object of Strong Desire. — Our Experience in Eating Candle-Nuts. — Descending a Steep Mountain-Side. — Depravity of the Natives and the Ship's Crew, Necessitating a Bold Stand for the Right on my Part. — Novel Mode of Sleeping. — Re- flections Suggested by the Scenes Around me. — Departure for the Sandwich Islands. :^§^^~*^^^^^ — ) T ,^ N course of time the Marquesas Islands appeared Ki)/^^ to our anxious vision. " These are the southern ^^^6 group of the Mentana Archipelago in Polynesia, the northern group bearing the name of the Washington Isl- ands; but the name is also applied to the whole Archipela- go. The Marquesas Islands, in latitude 7° 3o'-io° 30'; south longitude, 138^-140^ 20' west, were discovered by Mentana de Neyra, a Spanish navigator, in 1596. They were named after the viceroy of Peru, Marquesas de Mendoza. In 1842 they submitted to the French, and they are now governed by independent chiefs under the protection of France." — Chambers' Encyclopedia, Vol. 5, page zyd. We sailed along between the islands of Nucahiver and Whitehoo, and effect- ed an anchorage in a bay at the latter island. The moun- tains, towering high, in some places approached the ocean in bold relief; then again they presented a comparatively gradual slope to where the ocean surf beat upon their base. As we came in full sight of one of the fertile valleys, lined with tropical fruit trees, and decked with verdure and 109 no THRILLING INCIDENTS beauty, we fired a salute from our signal gun, which excited the natives and brought them hurriedly to the beach. An escort met us in their rude canoes, conducted by one of the chiefs. They boarded our vessel before we dropped an- chor. Their appearance was so novel that we could scarce- ly desist from staring at them, which occasioned some curs- ing upon the part of our officers until we got the sails furled and the ship anchored. They bore a strange and savage mien and their yells were wild. Their bodies were almost nude, and they were tattooed all over. Their step was elastic and their movements were nimble and active. Their hair was straight and black, and they could swim al- most as well as aquatic animals. Their canoes were tied to the Oriole while lying at an- chor, and they seemed for the time being to be more con- cerned about our stock of provisions than they were about complimenting us. We sailors took pleasure in giving them some of our hard-tack and meat, and they gorged it quite lively. One large, wild-looking creature stole some out of the forecastle, in addition to what we had given him. Some of the boys pursued him and yelled at him, and he leaped over the top of the ship's bulwarks, with eyes and mouth open, into the sea, which comical scene created much laughter among the officers and crew. It was quite a treat to us sailors to have the privilege of again going ashore. The watches were alternately grant- ed liberty. We climbed the mountain slopes and sat be- neath the cocoa and orange trees and ate to our fill the de- licious tropical fruits. I felt interested in the poor idola- trous heathens who worshiped wooden gods in their blind- ness and ignorance. One day I was standing near one of their idols, examining their helpless god who could neither ON SEA AND LAND. I I I see, hear nor defend liimscif, and in my reverie I was eating an orange, when a little heathen devotee approached me hastily with extended eyes, contorted features, and earnest gesticulations, saying, "Taboo." This meant that by cast- ing my orange rinds on sacred ground I was violating one of their religious tenets, one of the laws of Whitehoo. Of course I desisted. I had been eating my delicious fruit in blissful ignorance of any intrusion whatever, and my con- science was perfectly at rest; but what is life and comfort and peace to one, is sorrow and gloom and death to anoth- er. " From the selfsame quarter of the sky, One saw a thousand angels smile, Another saw as many devils frown." It all depends on the training of that innate principle of our being — the conscience. How blessed is he whose conscience is enlightened and regulated by the divine cri- terion, the Bible. The heathens observed my peculiarities and my fondness for reading my Bible. One day I was sitting beneath a shade tree near the beach and perusing the sacred pages of the Book of God, when presently I was surrounded by a number of the nat- ives who seemed to look at me with intense interest. They occasionally addressed each other in their native tongue, and then gazed at me with seeming admiration. I pointed to the heavens above as being the handiwork of the God whom I adored. I also included in my signs and gesticula- tions the mountains and the sea, whose foaming surf was ■continually washing the shore. I found that I could speak with considerable force without using my tongue much, but I simply pointed earnestly to the works of nature to dis- close nature's God. 112 THRILLING INCIDENTS I LDmetimes think that even preachers depend too much on their tongue. I believe that if the spirit of God animates the heart, our gestures and general appearance will preach. By pointing to God's wondrous works and having life in our motions even those who speak an un- known tongue will be interested and feel assured that some- thing good is meant. Let us have life in our preaching if we want to keep our hearers alive. On the wings of thought I often go To that distant sunny clime, Where the fragrant breezes softly blow, And the warmest sunbeams shine. I formed a special attachment for one of the little heathen boys who was amiable and kind, and always greet- ed me with a smile. Poor little nude fellow, I shall never forget him. He was not tattooed like the more mature of his race and was rather good looking; but had he even been homely his friendly disposition would have made him at- tractive. It is not persons' looks so much as their ways that render them attractive. He used to climb the cocoa trees and get cocoanuts for me. I wish the boys in Amer- ica could have seen him go up the tree. The cocoa tree has a long trunk and is devoid of limbs till near the top of the tree where the fruit is. This little heathen boy would so adjust the palms of his hands and the soles of his feet to the tree that he could rapidly ascend and then he would sit up there and throw the cocoanuts down to me. The nat- ives grease themselves all over with the oil of the fruit, which protects their nude forms from the sun and keeps their joints limber. They are about as nimble as show act- ors. Sometimes the little naked heathen boys would come aboard our ship. It was quite amusing to see them climb ON SEA AND LAND. II3 the mast or ascend the rope ladder to the fore-yard, walk erect out to the end of the yard arm, which even few sailors would undertake, and then one after the other leap into the sea. They would always strike the water with their feet, their bodies beini^ in an upright position, and the force of their rapid descent from the yard-arm would sink them deep into the water. After a little time their black heads would pop out of the sea here, there and all around, just like so many aquatic animals. The distance from the yard- arm to the water's edge was at least thirty feet. They can beat the boys in America in jumping, swimming and climb- ing trees. We procured some wood on the island, and as the boats could not get close to the shore, on account of the breakers, each one of us had to take his piece of timber, lie on the top of it and swim it to the boats. Sometimes a wave would get the advantage of the navigator and his tim- ber, and then he had to leave it or he would be carried more swiftly toward the shore than he had advanced from it. Once I was advancing with a piece of wood toward the boats; a breaker got the better of me, and I and the log re- ceded to the shore, the live freight being almost as passive as the dead. We were hurled upon a gradually-sloping, rocky shore. I felt quite faint for a while, but soon gath- ered up my piece of wood and tried it again, and the sec- ond time succeeded in reaching the boats. The king and queen assisted us in this somewhat dangerous employment. We do not often have the privilege of associating with a royal household in that kind of business. The natives ap- peared to appreciate our presence and were much inclined to traffic. We exchanged our edibles for some of their tropical fruits. 114 THRILLING INCIDENTS An old African negro lived here who claimed to have been in Dr. Kane's expedition to the Polar Sea, and he re- lated to us many strange things about the natives. He said that sometimes the inhabitants of one island would wage war with the inhabitants of another. The captives taken would be sacrificed to their idols and the captors would feed upon their flesh. The French missionaries have suc- ceeded in modifying their tendency to cannibalism, but still human life is not always secure in their hands, as the hank- ering for human flesh is strong. One day two of my ship-mates and I started out to ex- plore the island. A path led over the mountain to another fertile valley where dwelt another tribe. We entered the forest and lost our way. We were fatigued by our weari- some journey, rendered still more tiresome because we were lost. We sat down to rest under a candle-nut tree. This tree bears a fruit that is good to eat. The kernel is heart- shaped; the shell is hard and about the size of a walnut. They generally roast them before eating them, for in their raw state they are apt to purge and produce colic. The natives bore holes through the center, string them on rush- es and hang them in their huts for lights; the oil in them feeds the flame. The lampblack, used for tattooing, is ob- tained from the candle-nut shell. We were not posted as yet in regard to the effect that these nuts in their raw state would have upon our systems. We were hungry and tried eating them. They were pleasant to the taste, but one of the party said, " Maybe they arc poisonous." And sure enough, we paid dearly for eating them, for they rendered us terribly sick and we were seriously impressed with the thought that they might con- tain poison in reality. This threw us into a state of stupid- ON SEA AND LAND. II5 ity, and for a time rendered our farther progress almost im- practicable. We finally met a few of the natives and inter- rogated them with reference to the character of the nuts we had eaten. We did this by signs, imitating the process of mastication. We presented some of the fruit upon which we ourselves, by sad experience, were ready to place an in- terdict; they shook their heads, made many gestures in the negative and exclaimed, " No good." After the terrible revolutions in our systems had some- what subsided, we began to recruit a little in strength, and trudged on our weary way until we found ourselves stand- ing high up the mountain-side, which position afforded us a prospect of the fertile and fruitful valley for which we had started in the morning. Our vision was met by an inlet of the s_a. Our narrow way through the mountains was lost, and to reach our destination would be verv difficult. Nig-ht was fast approaching, and there was no time to be lost. I planned a bold adventure, and expressed my willingness to lead off in the perilous undertaking. It was to descend the craggy steep in a zigzag course. We scanned, before pro- ceeding, the possibly available places in the descent to the ocean strand. We started, not knowing what might befall us, and retained our equilibrium by holding to roots of trees, mountain grass, or anything that presented a show of security. We reached the base of the mountain in safety, and the natives conveyed us across an indentation of the sea W4th their canoes. They considered our descent on the steeps of the mountain perilous and said, "You mocama- iiia " (you die). We reached the valley of the cannibal tribes as the shades of night began to encircle us, and what our fate might be before the morning would come we knew not. Il6 THRILLING INXIDENTS They were given to licentiousness, and the sad misfortune was that the entire crew were given to the same kind of life. I saw the crisis and that I must stand alone in the vindica- tion of my purity in the trial now before me. They might be stirred with indignation at the position I sustained against their indulgence in this crime, which the Book of God denounces. I could say with Paul " that all men for- sook me but the Lord stood by me " and blessed my feeble efforts to teach my wild and untutored auditors, and exem- plify by a practical demonstration my disapprobation of their depraved and wicked actions. I pointed them to the stars in the heavens, and referred them to the waves of the sea and the mountain summits as manifestations of the great and mighty God whom I feared and worshiped, and tried to impress their minds with the idea that I dared not sin against this Great Being. I believe that God was in that little sermon, for they accepted my plea and appeared to take no offence at my remonstrations, but conducted me to their hut and bade me lie down between two stalwart men; the indications of their visages were that they meant me no harm. I fell into a deep sleep, and was unconscious as to what portion of the world I was in, or whether I was sur- rounded by friends or foes. I did not awake till morning, and my sleep was sweet and refreshing. I thanked my God for preserving me, for how easily might those heath- ens have plunged a dagger into my heart! A mat was spread over the earth which only accommodated the upper portion of our bodies, and along the foot of our bed large round stones were placed to support the lower extremities of our bodies. These stones were worn round and smooth by the water. Although I did not comprehend the entire Q Z < C/i < W O a < H O (A W > I-H H <; 2 Il8 THRILLING INCIDENTS philosophy of their method of sleeping, yet for once, I adopted the custom in the evening. I do not now remem- ber whether my legs were suspended over the rocks all night or not. We had quite a soft pillow to rest our heads upon, and, in fact, there seemed to be an entire re- version of the Patriarch Jacob's method of sleeping in the desert: he selected a stone for his pillow, but the stone in this instance was used for our feet. They treated us hospitably in the morning, and supplied us with food to satisfy our appetites, after which they procured their ca- noes and conveyed us to the ship. They all began to look upon me now as a pious man, and I strongly desired that I m:ght be in every sense worthy of the name. It is true I was endeavoring to effect a change in my life, and the yearnings of my heart were to become wholly Christianized, but I felt as though much yet remained to be done. They gave me the appellation of missionary, which they pronounced, in their phraseolo- gy, " misinar." They seemed to respect my pious incli- nations, and. never essayed after my vindication of right and truth, to decoy me from the path of virtue. My total separation, in principle and practice, from the flagrant vic- es in which the ship's crew and the natives so freely en- gaged, had, to some extent, its beneficiary effect. They would all have felt more at ease had I indulged in their wicked practices; but true Christianity will counteract the power of sin, and the lives of pious men wield a sacred in- fluence that wicked men cannot resist with impunity. The captain himself was a nominal professor; it would have been my glory and joy had he been a genuine Christian, He was an intelligent man and a competent navigator, but he evidently needed conversion to make him a Christian. ON SEA ANn LAND. II9 I have seen so much sham religion in the world that it makes my heart sick to think of it; to think of enlightened people, with highly-cultured intellects and a little superfi- cial religion to conceal their immoral ?cts and recommend them in the refined and j)opular circles of society. Let me assure my friends that the heathens, in the day of judg- ment, will stand a far better chance of exemption from the fearful wrath of God than such people. I always knew that to lixe a Christian life in this wicked world was no small task, and that one fact long caused me to hesitate to es- pouse the cause. I have heard people say it is an easy mat- ter to serve God. Well, there is only one way that renders this service easy, and that is restraining and subjecting the tongue and all the members of our body to his divine rule. Bringing ourselves into that humble attitude and remaining there, requires incessant vigilance and untiring effort. But merely to assume a religious profession that only effects a slight separation from the world in life, has little force or significance, — onh- has a tendency to harden the sensibilities of those who are under the controlling power of sin, and leads them to ignore the principle and mock at the very name of Christianity. But I had now avowed my determination to devote my life to the Lord, and, by the aid of his sovereign grace, I meant this sacred resolution, though earth and hell oppose. In severe tests and strong temptations is where the Lord is pleased. God can sustain his servants in the darkest plac- es of the world, and all that he demands is our implicit trust in him. He can only use us to profit when we truly confide in him and are obedient to his sovereign will. I believe that our Christian character is mainlv formed in God's furnace of temptation and affliction. At the very 120 THRILLING INCIDENTS time that the officers were looking for me to drift into the current of vice, and forfeit my religion; yes, " when all men forsook me, the Lord stood by me, that by me his truth might be made known." I really felt the force of his pres- ence and directing providence, and I felt willing to " suffer the loss of all things, that I might win Christ." The old African negro invited us to visit him and share in a social repast. He roasted one of the wild swine of the island, and we steeped our pork in lime juice and relished our meal. The limes are still more acid than lemons, and we gathered them and squeezed out the juice in kegs that we might share their medicinal properties when out at sea. We also gathered cocoanuts, oranges and pine-apples, and procured two of the native hogs for fresh meat aboard the ship. We fed the hogs on the products of their native soil — cocoanuts. We generally had hogs on board the ship, but the officers consumed about all the fresh pork. We oc- casionally had a couple of wild hogs, and it was amusing to the sailors at times, to see them charge around the deck. They would usually secrete themselves under the bow-sprit until they were disturbed by some of the seamen, who would occasionally give them a kick and arouse them so as to have some sport. They would not stop for any one when they got started, officers not excepted; and their lo- comotion was post-haste, with bristles erect, elongated nos- es, lengthy tusks and eyes aglow. Whoev^er obstructed their passage was liable to be overthrown. We had a pen constructed abaft of the try-works for the tame hogs, with entrance and egress on the larboard side. They were ter- ribly distressed in the time of a storm, when the ship would careen violently from one side to the other. I have seen them braced in single file at the egress of their unstable ON SEA AND LAND. 121 home; when the ship would make a sudden and unexpected lurch to the leeward, the entire dependence seemed to be placed upon the first hog; he occupied the most responsible position, as the entire pressure of the other hogs was upon him. But away went the leading hog and every last one after him, and all were precipitated in a confused pile against the larboard bulwarks. This might illustrate the weakness and absurdity of persons leaning for support upon the weak and puny arm of man, which will be found to be a very unsafe support in the time of storm. We may fancy that we are secure when the elements are all at rest, but the time of storm will dis- close the genuineness of our faith in God. Let not man with his usurped wisdom and power intercept the light be- tween us and God, and boast in the day of prosperity of imparting the security which the strong arm of God alone can give, and which will be so seasonable in our woeful ex- tremity. When we had procured our supplies of fruit and water, we were ready to depart and try our future on the rolling deep. We felt somewhat reluctant to leave the place, — Where the sun poured down his rays, And the fruits delicious grew, Where we learned the wild man's ways, And his country traveled through. The natives lingered about the ship in their canoes while we were heaving the anchor and unbending the sails; but when our faithful Oriole began to move off before the breeze, the royal family and their subjects returned to their island home. The distance soon widened between us and the mountains towering above the sea, but for a long time their lofty summits could be seen. 122 THRILLING INCIDENTS Our next port was destined to be the Sandwich Is- lands, in the North Pacific Ocean. Our routine of nautical labor was again resumed, and our island roamings, beneath the luxuriant trees, freighted with their tropical fruits, was among the events of the past. So time speeds on its swift wings, and brings its changes, bright and drear. The earth with its attractions again disappeared from our vision. Naught met our view but the canopy of heaven above and the rolling deep beneath. The crew were degraded and vile, and their corrupt intercourse with the heathens seemed to have lowered them still deeper into sin and deg- radation. It was terrible to live in such strife and pollu- tion, and have my peace annoyed with the filthy conversa- tion of the wicked. However, patience must have its perfect work, for its virtue is evinced in temptation. So righteous Lot was vexed of old when he dwelt among those foul-mouthed and wicked inhabitants of the doomed cities. The perpetration of crime vitiates the criminal more and more, and sinks him deeper in the sloughs of iniquity, till *' his throat becomes an open sepulcher, and the poison of asps is under his lips." The Bible says they that " go down to the sea in ships, they see God's wonders in the deep." But the wonders of the deep fail to attract the attention of the hr.rdened and depraved sailor. I have more than once stopped my ears when I was reading and meditating in God's Book, to ex- clude from my thoughts the hard speeches of the ungodly around me. But I had one great source of consolation, and that was to hold sweet communion with one who is pure and holy and separate from sinners, although he once lived among them and bore their insults. We were all presented with Bibles soon after we de- parted from Bedford City, but mine was the only one used ON SEA AND LAND. I23 on board of the ship as far as I knew. That precious gift of heaven, so dearly purchased, was stored away perhaps in the bottom of the sailors' chests, as a thing of no value. Some of the Portuguese concluded, because I read mine regularly and tried to follow its instructions, that I was growing insane. A jet black Portuguese, of Cape Verde Is- lands, suggested that they throw my Bible over-board. I presume they would have done it had it not been for the captain's authority on board. Righteousness and iniquity are as remotely severed as light and darkness. The Ephesians thought that the apos- tle Paul and his colleague were turning the world upside down, when they were really turning it right side up. Sin has rendered its votaries insane: the precious Bible will cure their insanity and impart to them the mind of God. I notice that wherever the apostles made a stir in the ranks of Satan, they generally were instrumental in bringing some out on the Lord's side. I hoped that this stir and opposition on board our craft might bring about good re- sults. In these dark hours of temptation faith in God's Word must be the regulating power. I cannot rely on feelings, for I sometimes experience very gloomy sensations, when the clouds obscure my spiritual horizon and I am tempted and tried severely. But we may sometimes be nearest to God in the darkest hours of life. Feelings alone can no more give assurance of our acceptance with God than the quiet or disturbed condition of the deep can designate our whereabouts on its expansive waste. The competent mari- ner has a more reliable system of pointing out his situation, and the Christian has an infallible criterion, which is the Word of God, The disciples were secure in the furious 124 THRILLING INCIDENTS storm on Galilee because they were there by the directions of Christ, although their feelings were as much disturbed as the element through which they were trying in vain to row. They did what they could, and that was all their Master required of them. He did for them what they could not do for themselves, and he would not leave them alone in the woeful crisis. He came to rescue them, and their extremity evinced his power to save and his supreme control over the warring elements. He spake, and all was still. Christ's entire control of the winds and waves proves his ability to stay our fears and calm the commotions of the soul. Oh! if our faith in Jesus could always be unwav- ering, we should be just as secure on the sea as on land. It is just as easy for Christ to control the mighty Pacific Ocean as the Sea of Galilee, and if there are but few souls out upon its troubled bosom, doing what little they can, he will succor them as certainly as he saved his little toiling band of yore in the perilous hour. If we were necessitated to stand entirely alone in this world, without an earthly friend to endorse our Christian sentiments or sympathize with us in the woes and sorrows of life, yet, having the assurance of the friendship of God and his Christ, would outweigh the force and favor of the whole world. When my faith can thus take hold upon God, my heart is composed in the midst of my calamities on this great and wide sea. When I lie down in my berth to sleep, I can remember that Christ too slept on the sea, and when I am roused from my slumber to perform my duty when the tempest is roaring, I know that Christ had the same experience and also left his slumber to perform his duty, and knowing his power to still the winds I believe and rest in him. CHAPTER XI. — -^y- — Arrival at Honolulu. — Becoming acquainted with Eld. Damon.. — Mv First Attempt in Sermonizing a Failure. — Making some Pleasant Acquaintances. — Reluctant Departure from our Cheerful Sur- roundings. Ire Sandwich Islands appeared to our view in April, 1864. The steam tug came without the reefs and conducted us into the harbor. We saw ships lying at anchor here from various parts of the world, and especially did we meet quite a number of whale ships, as Honolulu is their principal resort when going to and coming from the Arctic Ocean. They take in supplies, and when partially laden with a cargo of oil they discharge it and forward it to America on vessels that are bound thither. These islands, forming the kingdom of Hawaii, are so called from the chief island, Lord Sandwich being the first Lord of the Admiralty. They are a rich, beautiful and interesting chain, eight in number, exclusive of one or two small islets. The chain runs from south-east to north-west, and lies in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, in latitude 19-22 degrees north, longitude 155-160 degrees west. These islands form an oasis in the middle of a wide ocean waste and offer convenient stations for the refreshment and repair of merchantmen and whalers that traverse the Pa- cific. They are of volcanic origin, and contain the largest I2S 126 THRILLING INCIDENTS volcanoes, both active and quiescent, in the world. The most prominent physical features of the group are the two lofty peaks of Hawaii, Mauna Kea and Mauna Loa, each of which is 14,000 feet in height. — Chambers' Encyclopedia, Vol. y. We found several of the vessels here that left Bedford City, Mass., at the same time we did. We had been scat- tered on the broad ocean, though we were close to each other for some time after leaving Bedford. When vessels start out to try their chances on the deep, they, like per- sons, when exposed to dangers, feel a security in each other's presence. A vessel called the Congress was here. She v.as near us for some time after we left the United States, and afterwards had ill-success en route to this place. She came near burning up at one time, we were informed. It w'as thought the fire was kindled by some of the crew who, as they were not far from an island, expected to es- cape from their floating prison. The men who were sup- posed to have done this daring act were put off on one of the islands. We were told also that the life of the mate of said ves- sel was endangered at the Marquesas Islands. He was seized by the natives on the island of Nucahiva, who were bent upon dispatching him, and would, I presume, have made a meal of him; but, assistance having been renderec', he was taken from the clutches of the cannibals. Thus, when vessels meet after long separation, they give an ac- count of "thrilling incidents on sea and land." Vessels starting out from port to encounter the perils of the deep, are in many respects like persons starting out to meet the ups and downs of life. It is uncertain what kind of a voyage they will experience in either case. ON SEA AND LAND. 12/ At the islands we obtained intelligence from the Unit- ed States of America, which privilege we had been obliged to forego for a long time. We learned that the cruel war was still in progress which sad news darkened, like a cloud, our vision, and filled the heart with sadness. If we were ever so fortunate as to return to our native land, it was un- certain who of our friends would survive till we arrived. Doubtless many familiar ones would be seen by us no more in this world. But there was no use borrowing trouble, for our worry could not effect any change. We had experienced our dark hours of trial on the voyage and desired to obtain all the consolation we could while here. Honolulu was the attractive theme of every one on board the Oriole. We all yearned to walk along the shady streets and view the inhabitants from various countries pur- suing their business. Merchant houses, dwelling houses, and church edifices arose to our view, all of which lent a sweeter charm than ever in life before. The gloom and monotony of ocean life fully qualified us to enjoy the en- chantments of the shore. The mountains, towering high with their volcanic peaks, the verdant valleys far beneath and the luxuriant trees, laden with tropical fruits, presented a charming aspect to the sailor's eye. These are the islands that we used to read and study about when attending school, but we did not think then that we should ever behold them with our eyes. They were dis- covered by the famous Captain Cook in the year 1778. History says that the natives received no favorable impres- sion of Captain Cook. This great navigator, it is said, did not treat them respectfully, and hence excited their preju- dice against him and his party, which subsequently resulted 128 THRILLING INCIDENTS in his death. We learn from this event the propriety of be- ing loyal to truth and exhibiting a spirit of kindness and friendship to all God's created beings. Vancouver, the fa- mous navigator, also visited the islands and by his amiable disposition ingratiated himself with the natives and made ^■'f^'^'w^^'-^ DEATH OF CAPTAIN COOK. attempts to enlighten them. His instructions had a salu- tary bearing on their minds, and they were thereby led to destroy their idols. The first missionaries, who visited the islands, came from America in the year 1820. On their arrival they met with a nation who had no religion and who, consequently, were in a pretty fair condition to be instructed. When once we have abolished our helpless gods, then there will be hope of drawing our attention to the only true and living ON SEA AND LAND. 129 God and his worship. And when we find people so honest and susceptible of being taught the true worship, if we, of superior intelligence, impose upon their credulity and hon- esty, we may be sure there is a terrible doom awaiting us in eternity. When our affairs aboard of the Oriole were properly adjusted, the officers and crew were granted liberty by the captain to go ashore; the starboard watch one day, and the larboard watch the following day, and so on alternately. I went to see and form an acquaintance with Eld. Sam- uel Damon, one of the principal missionaries from the Unit- ed States. I met him in the Bethel church, as it was called. He received me with courtesy and kindness and re- quested me to give an account of my religious experience on the deep. The abuses and ridicule endured from the crew and some of the officers had rather reduced me to si- lence. I had concluded that I had better cultivate " a meek and quiet spirit," and allow my actions to speak rather than my words. Having had but little experience in off-hand speaking, I was afraid, as the sailor says, of being struck by a head-wind and consequently declined to obey the elder. Had I been commanded to haul home the sheets or help hoist upon the top-sail halyards, I should not have hesitat- ed, but to receive orders from an old, experienced mission- ary to speak before an intelligent audience made me feel inadequate to the task. Elder Damon, perceiving that I was even more mute than Balaam's ass, did not urge me. After services he gave me a mild reproof for my diffi- dence and told me to be sure to give an account of myself at the next meeting. I used to write out my compositions in school, and I concluded that I had better give them a written discourse in the Sandwich Islands. I had a bright 130 THRILLING INCIDENTS memory then, so I wrote my message and memorized it. The appointed time came and the inexperienced orator from the deep appeared. If I had taken the course which I afterwards saw the elder himself take, and many other preachers since, that is, if I had held on to my paper, I might have given a pretty fair report; but I put my paper in my pocket and relied solely on my memory. The intel- ligent-looking faces of my auditors threw me into confusion and my prepared sermon forsook me. It might have been said of me with more pertinency than it was of heroic Paul, that if my letter would have been judged to have some weight and power, yet my bodily presence was weak and my speech contemptible. Having had this sad experience in the commencement of my public efforts, I concluded that I would never have anything to do with paper sermons any more. I was not upbraided, however, by my friends for my very imperfect attempt at speaking, but was cordially in- vited to meet them at their homes or at their meetings whenever I could. When Sunday came a number of the sailors, with myself, went to hear Eld. Damon preach. He made us feel welcome in the sailors' Bethel, as he called it, and said: " Boys, you can sit on the starboard or larboard side." This signified that any part of the audience room was free for the storm-driven mariner; the seats, not being graded, were common to all. He, however, stuck close to his paper when he preached and of course was not left at sea as I was. I was then radically opposed to written sermons and imagined that the elder was setting a bad example. To this very day I am partial to off-hand speaking, and believe that the mind of the young speaker can be trained that ON SEA AND LAND. I3I way; and if by entreaty and prayer he gains the presence of the Divine Spirit to put life into his discourses and help his infirmities, I believe that he will be much better prepared for any and every occasion. Thus ran my first experience in speaking and hearing in Honolulu, the capital of the Sandwich Islands. The next Sunday I repaired to quite a stylish church. The minister's discourse was on the reign of Ben-hadad, and his wars against Israel. I heard him at two different times, and both times his subject was Ben-hadad. He had oratorical attainments and ably presented the historical events connected with that dynasty of old; but I was much more interested in Jesus Christ and his mission into the world to save the lost than I was in the Ben-hadad dynasty. My chances were rare to hear preaching, and I desired to be instructed in things that were more in harmony with my practical life in the service of my God. Old Ben-hadad and his successors were always molesting Israel; but I was anxious to learn more of the love and humility of him who descended to earth to save the lost. I next found a very kind and God-fearing old lady who was always ready to show hospitality to strangers. She had resided in Honolulu about thirteen years. Her native place was Maryland. Her husband was a naval ofificer and had died on the sea. Sailors were made welcome in her humble home, and we often gathered there to engage in Christian devotion. There were seamen from different countries who told of the perils through which they had passed, and how the Lord had delivered them out of their troubles. It appeared to be Mrs. Crabbe's whole delight to talk of God and heaven, and encourage us poor sailor boys to be steadfast in our trials and temptations on the 132 THRILLING INCIDENTS deep. She stood like a beacon light to console the tossed and tempest-driven mariner. One day she urged me to accompany her to the prison to visit the convicts. The jailer received us kindly. Our visit seemed opportune. He conducted the prisoners to a special room and granted us license to speak to them about their salvation. Mrs. Crabbe addressed them very tender- ly. At first the prisoners seemed to feel ashamed to ap- pear before us, but as the aged lady continued her remarks upon the love of God, they were attracted by the words of life presented with so much pathos. Their feelings were wrought upon and the tears of penitence flowed freely. We looked v/ith pity upon these poor unfortunate beings, who perhaps were once cared for by affectionate mothers. If those mothers were still in existence, how much would they be comforted to know that their sons were cared for b}' oth- ers in a foreign land. The prison is designed to punish criminals and reform their lives, and though men and wom- en have fallen into criminal acts, yet Christians should have a concern for them in their gloomy condition and urge them to reform. The heart, even in prison, may be prepared for the good seed. The Catholic religion has been introduced on these isl- ands, as well as many others in Polynesia, and the natives seem to be very zealous in that worship. How many sects and isms do we find in this broad sea and land, all of which are claiming the power divine! I saw them bowing and ejaculating their prayers in their native tongue and follow- ing the choir with flute and song. The original heathen worship is abolished, but other forms of idolatry are intro- duced. The blind lead the blind till all fall in the ditch to- gether. ON SEA AND LAND. 133 The patriarch Job says, " Oh that I knew where I might find him." He means God, and it surely requires quite an effort amid all this confusion in the world to find God and his authorized plan of worship. But the truth of God must be the Christian's guide through life, and we are allowed to endorse the teachings of men only so far as their instructions harmonize with God's unsullied truth. If we sacrifice our honest conceptions of truth to please men, we forfeit the friendship of God. The advocates of God and his Word will find sympathizing hearts wherever they rove on land or sea. This is my conclusion, and with my divinely-enlight- ened eyes I cannot see anything in this world more beauti- ful and sublime than God's precious Word, and its noble advocates. How consoling to realize that we may be do- ing a little work for the Blessed Master who has done and is doing so much for us! Just as soon as we are ready to espouse his sacred cause and confess his name, many op- portunities arise for our service to him, no matter in what portion of the earth or sea we chance to be. Our light should shine all the time, that the world in darkness may be enlightened. Those who are brought to the light of truth by our weak agency and God's power will rejoice for our pious influence. I formed the acquaintance of a very amiable English family. My remembrance of them will always be pleasant. I gathered them some pearly shells on Lower California strand as a memento of their kindness. I also enjoyed very pleasant religious intercourse with a German shepherd, who was herding sheep on. the islands. He was humble and zealous, and reminded me of the shepherds of old. I dis- tinctly recollect Mr. Ingram, too, the president of the Col- 134 THRILLING INCIDENTS lege at Honolulu. His learning did not elevate him above. the common people, for he took much interest in my wel- fare. May God bless all those dear people for their care for one who was far away from home and friends. I was treated very kindly by a family from Sacramento, Cal. The wife and mother professed sinless perfection, and we disagree to this day on that subject; but apart from that I cherish their kindness and hospitality, and hope that she has discovered her mistake. Upon the whole, my first visit to the Sandwich Island-s served as an incentive to my religious life. Most of the pi- ous friends whom I met on the Island of Oahu seemed to appreciate my circumstances and congratulated me on my consecration to the service of God. They endeavored to stay my somewhat disconsolate heart against the opposi- tions of the depraved crew, and assured me that God would give me strength as my days of trial and adversity would require. The mountain scenery and verdant aspect of the islands of Polynesia, and the tropical trees, laden with deli- cious fruits, in connection with the spiritual comforts and Biblical instructions, I never can forget while my mind is normal and active. As the magnificent scenes of the creation attracted my anxious vision, as I measured their exquisite beauty and consummate design I could, to some extent, grasp the un- utterable power and infinite wisdom of the Great Df-signer. If the external creation on land and sea so reveals the Cre- ator's wisdom and power, what must the spiritual vision of the redeemed and purified reveal! Under the withering blight of sin our sensibilities are hardened and stupefied, but the light of heaven illuminates the dismal chambers of the soul, resurrects us from the grave of sin, and we are led ON SEA AND LAND. 135 into a spiritual world to develop and mature; and according to our several capacities we shall advance to the full stature of manhood in Christ Jesus. Then shall we be qualified for the superior glory of the celestial world. John, the in- spired writer, says: " It doth not yet appear what we shall be, but we know that when he shall appear we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is." That is, when Christ appears in his glory we shall see him in his glorious attitude, and we shall experience a transition which will be the sequel or consummation of the spiritual growth in this life. This completion of our transformed condition will prepare us for the vision of Christ's personal glory and the existence in the immortal state. The Scriptures first teach a resurrection to newness of life; and, secondly, a resurrection from the physical death and the mouldering grave to a state of immortality and blessedness forever. The God who hath planted the beautiful islands in the sea, clothed them with the charm- ing robe of nature, and caused the tropical trees, arrayed in their grand foliage, to spring out of the earth laden with their luscious fruits, to comfort his creatures, is able to bring from the mouldering domains of death the forms of life and beauty to inhabit the celestial realm where the scenes that appear to our immortal vision shall be trans- cendentally fair. Coming from the troubled ocean, where the elements are often at war and the ship, the home of the sailor, is tossed on the foaming crests of the rolling billows, and buried beneath the floods, the towering mountains and the green and fertile valleys are much more impressive than to the landsman who is gazing upon such scenes, or has the privilege of doing so continually; hence the illustra- 136 THRILLING INCIDENTS tions drawn from such scenery may be deeper and more permanently fixed upon the mind. In this light, then, I regard the Sandwich Islands as a precious memento in the early stage of my religious career. Their beautiful aspect was attractive as it disclosed the Creator's wisdom and power and bore my mind to the splendor of the heavenly world. Even now, while writing this book, I soar on men- tal wings to those sunny islands, and am impressed with the reality of my rovings on their surf-beaten shores and the charms of their scenery. We reluctantly left the dear friends and their comfort- able homes on the island to experience again the hard- ships of ocean life. We were now bound for the frigid regions of the north, a lone and untried locality to myself and a number of the crew. About eleven months had passed since we left our cherished homes in America, and many weary days and nights of toil and woe must come and go before our course would be again directed toward our native land. But hope is a wonderful support amid the dismal storms of life. The Apostle defines it as " an anchor to the soul both sure and steadfast, and that enter- eth into that within the veil." As our natural anchor stays the vessel in the fury of the storm, so the spiritual anchor within the veil holds the storm-tested spiritual mariner, till the furious elements on the ocean of life shall be lulled to peace. Mariners cannot often consult that which is congenial to taste or feeling, and Christians may be fre- quently deprived of this privilege also. CHAPXEI? XII. ^j To the Frigid North. — Escape of a Part of the Crew. — A Tedious Voyage North. — The Portuguese, and their Music and Dancing. — Christ, a Perfect Musician. _3 i-^S^^^K^— E sailed from the Sandwich Islands in the month of ^^f May, 1864, e/i route for the Arctic Ocean. I felt '^^^^ reluctant to start on what seemed to me a dreary voyage. I would much rather have remained on the islands and found a ship bound to the United States, but that was out of the question. I had signed the ship's articles which bound me for the voyage, and however loath to see the cold and frigid north and experience hardships among the icebergs, I was bound to go. Some of our men had tried to escape, but were cap- tured and brought back. Among them was a large negro from the Island of Jamaica, in the West Indies, and a na- tive of Austria. These two were captured, but three made their escape: the one was an Englishman, entirely too del- icate to be a whaleman; one was a native of Pennsylvania, and the other was a native of the Tahiti Islands. I'his vacancy made it necessary for the Captain to ship three of the natives of the Sandwich Islands, in order to com- plete the number requisite to capture the huge monsters of the deep, and care for the oil. The voyage north was long and tedious. There were no changes to break the monotony; our vision was forever bounded by the expansive deep and the vast canopy of 137 138 THRILLING INCIDENTS heaven. The only deviation from sameness was the chang- ing of the skies and the variations of the sea from its or- dinary swell to its furious agitation by the force of the winds. I had learned at the Sandwich Islands that the war was still raging in the United States, but I >vas left in suspense as to the existence of my friends, having had no word from them. Just at that juncture everything appeared to be wrapped in gloom and uncertainty. My separation from the dear friends on the islands, caused a deep vacancy in my heart, for on board the ship I had no one whose senti- ments coincided with my own, and all things just then bore an aspect as gloomy as the domains of death. Oh, could I have had just one Christian brother who could have entered into full sympathy in the divine work! But there was no one, and I was doomed to stand alone. My feelings were deeper and sadder than I can describe. Every duty in my maritime life seemed to be a burden, and I scaled the masts many a day and night with a heavy heart. But, after all, the activity requisite to perform our duties on board the ship was beneficial to me; for had there been time for me to brood over my lone condition and seemingly unfavorable situation, the burden might have been greater than I could bear. Labor is a great modifier of sorrow, and God's injunction, "Thou shalt earn thy bread by the sweat of thy face," shows his wisdom. This command of the Almighty was given after the fall of our first parents in Eden, and indicates that, since sin has contaminated our being and imposed upon the race of Adam the sorrows and woes of our mortal life, if it were not for the counteracting force of labor, we would some- times sink in despair. And we notice that in proportion ON SEA AND LAND. 139 as this principle is ignored and despised, vice and crime,, insanity and suicide increase. This world, it is a world of woe, And let us humbly through it go. Our course is marked for the frigid zone, Where winter reigns on his icy throne; Again our home is the rolling deep, Where storms and billows in fury sweep. Our daily duties we perform In rain or shine, in calm or storm. How can the billows overwhelm, While a kind Father holds the helm? The ship that bore heroic Paul, For whose dear sake were rescued all; Though the ship was broken by the waves, Yet all were saved from watery graves. Amid the perils of the deep, May the God of Paul, us safely keep. Until the tedious years expire, And then fulfill our fond desire. To reach our native land in peace. There furious storms no more shall sweep. Nor surges fill the mind with dread, Nor horrid visions of the deep. There, sailor, rest thy weary head. The Portuguese tried to while away the time in danc- ing. Nearly every evening when leisure time was afford- ed them they were on deck. Their movements were not very elastic and the music was not very charming, but I presume it was with them as with some speakers to whom I have listened: they were more interested in their own discourse than in their audience. A very black native of the Cape Verde Islands, played the guitar. He, like his music, was homely; he had an exceedingly long nose, and his busy manipulations on the strings of his instrument presented a comical aspect. The dancers responded very energetically at least, if their movements were not so 140 THRILLING INCIDENTS graceful. They seemed to throw all their spirit into the work, and thus interested themselves, whether others were interested or not. The Savior makes a forcible comparison from mu- sicians, Matt. 17: " We have piped unto you, and ye have not danced; we have mourned unto you and ye have not lamented." The children in the market failed to attract the passers-by. I would conclude that a market would be a poor place to charm with music, for the minds of the people are absorbed in their traffic. But the performers were interested in their music, as they generally are. I presume the children in the market played some lively airs, but their music did not thrill the passers-by sufficient- ly to excite the responsive dance. And then they would change to a mournful tune, and throw all their energy into that The performers on instruments were, in those days, employed on funeral occasions to excite the spirit of mourning: and there was, no doubt, a close imitation of the real spirit of sorrow. Christ played the true celestial strains in the presence of the people. There was no affectation in the music which he produced; it emanated from the depth of his infi- nite heart, but comparatively few were attracted by the har- monious strains. It was the purest and sweetest music that ever was played in this world, but the hearts of the people did not vibrate at the joyful and mournful accents that fell from the lips of the heavenly performer. The soul must be tuned in order to be thrilled by the divine music. Sin has demoralized our being, and our faculties are all out of tune; consequently the celestial music lends no charm. Men are too much engaged in earthly pur- suits. In the midst of their confused noise and bustle ON SEA AND LAND. 14' they criticise spiritual performers and condemn the music because it does not harmonize with their business enter- prises, or with their creeds and modes of worship. So we observe that Christ himself, a perfect musician, who never threw out one discord in all his strains, whether of a joyful or mournful character, could not attract the people in general, because their hearts were not prepared for the music divine. Their hearts being untuned, their criticisms were rash and indiscreet; they threw reflections on the pure and spotless character of Jesus, and also dis- carded the holy and devoted life of his authorized servant, John the Baptist. So the music from the world above lends but little enchantment to the world at large and to self-righteous people, who are absorbed in the music com- posed and performed by their own skill. But I know that the music of heaven has a sweet sound for me, and whether the strains be mournful or joy- ful, I hope my poor heart will ever beat responsive to the sound. Perhaps I was only learning the scale while on the dark blue sea, but I want to learn it correctly, so as to give no uncertain sound. I was once interested in martial music, and I practiced vigorously, so as to be able to per- form my part well in concert with my fellow-musicians; and I am just as earnest now, if not more so, to be expert in playing on the divine instrument. I want to charm as many people as I possibly can with the music of heaven. But I have learned by experience that we must not become weary in playing. The Portuguese dancers were not weary of their amusement, and their actions proved that they threw all their energies into the sport. They paused not to inquire whether it interested others or not. Their playing only 142 THRILLING INCIDENTS gave present relief to the tedium of ocean life and excited their carnal passions. But the music of heaven, that vi- brates through the spiritual senses of my soul, will ever fill me with comfort; and the charming influence will not be transient; the strains will never die. The music will ever interest the ears of Christ and the angels, whether the performers play in sunny or frigid climes. Sailors in the Forecastle. CHA^PTER XIII. Kamtschatka —The Natives and their Dogs. — At Behring Strait, a Distance of 20,000 Miles away from Home. — Blockaded in the Ice for three Weeks. -The Scenes Around us. — -A Dreadful Expe- rience during a Collision with a Floe of Ice. r N our voyage north, arriving in the Kamtschatka fSea, we met the Kamtschadales, natives of those northern shores. " The Peninsula of Kamtschatka forms the South-east extremity of Siberia, from which it stretches southward, extended between 51 and 60 degrees north latitude, and in longitude 155-165 degrees east. It is 725 miles long, and averages 190 miles in breadth. It is of volcanic origin. Agriculture is much hindered by un- timely frosts, periodical rains, and sometimes by multi- tudes of mice and rats. The most valuable domestic ani- mal is a peculiar kind of dog which never barks. The Kamtschadales are small in stature, with a large head, black hair, small eyes and broad shoulders." They are dressed in skin suits, and their features are not attractive. They are filthy and rude in their habits, but they appear to be full of energy, and seem happy. After the tedious- ness and gloom of our voyage from the Sandwich Islands to this place, it was a pleasure, to me at least, to meet them and be in their company. They came to our ship in their skin canoes and seemed to appreciate our arrival. I had met a son of one of these women in the Torrid Zone. A sea captain who had admired this Kamtschatka 143 144 THRILLING INCIDENTS boy took him to America with the view of educating him: but the youth, in the ruddy glow of health, longed to re- turn to his own country, thus showing his attachment to the land of his nativity. When I told the mother of her son whom I had met in the sunny clime, she burst into tears and bemoaned his absence. O the beauty of maternal love, That follows us where'er we rove, No frigid clime can chill its power, It lives, however dark the hour. The natives were amiable and full of vigor, and they were humorous and sociable. One day I was ascending the stairway which led from the forecastle to the deck, and hailed a Kamtschadale who stood at the top of the stairs. He seemed to be brimful of good humor, and was singing an English song, which he, no doubt, had learned of some of the sailors. I do not know who was most amused, the singer or his auditor. It was not the melody that lured me, but the sanguine exertions of the vocalist in delivering his favorite air. I concluded that Christians might learn of this inhabitant of the North, and sing the songs of Zion with more spirit and energy than they are sometimes wont to do. The dogs appeared to be just as lively and ready for business as their masters, and seemed to attach just as "nuch importance to their respective vocations as we do in the more refined pursuits of life. The dogs consumed a large amount of whale meat, and it was laughable to see them gorge it. Their masters were not far behind them in taking in nourishment, as to bulk and hurried mastica- tion. What they did they seemed to do with their might; and to observe the eating process, one would be ready to ON SEA AND LAND. I45 conclude that there would be no dan