THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES JOURNAL OF THE LIFE, GOSPEL LABOURS, AND CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCES OF THAT FAITHFUL MINISTER oy JESUS CHRIST, JOHN W O O L M A N, Late ofMouNT-HoLLY, in the Province of NEW-JERSEY. Is At A H xxiii. 17. The laork of right eoufnefi Jhall be peace ; and the effefl of righteouf- nefs, quietnefs and affurance for ever. PHILADELPHIA: Printed by JOSEPH CRUKSHANK, in Market- Street, between Second and Third Streets. n.r, CO ,!/{< I V, &/ TESTIMON Y'7 O F FRIENDS IN YORKSHIRE, // taslr Quarterly-Meeting, held at YORK the 24th and 25th of the third month, 1773, concerning JOHN W O O L M A N, tyf Mpuitt- Holly, i:i the pro'i ^lu-Jtrfy , in America, 'who departed this life at the houfe of our friend Thomas Friellman, in ihe juburbs of this city, the jth of the tenth month, 1772, and ivas interred in the bury- 9 ing ground of friends the 9th of the fame, aged abuit jifty two years. TH I S our valuable friend having been under a religious engagement for ibxne time, to viiit friends in this nation, and more efpecially us in the northern parts, under- took the fame in full concurrence and near fympathy with his friends and brethren, at home, as appeared by cei irom i monthly and quarterly meetings to which he mini . ;.a, :iey. A 2 He 461438 [ ivj He arrived in the city of London the be- ginning of the lad yearly meeting, and after attending that meeting travelled northward, vifiting the quarterly meetings of Hertford- fhire, Buckinghamfhire, Northamptonfhire, Oxfordshire and Worcefterfhire, and divers particular meetings in his way. He vifited many meetings on the "Weft fide of this county, alfo fbme in Lancafhire and "Weftmoreland, from whence he came to our quarterly meeting in the laft ninth month, and though much out of health, yet was en- abled to attend all the fittings of that meet- ing except the laft. -His dilbrder then, which proved the fmall pox, increafed fpeedily upon him, and was very afflicting ; under which he was fupport- ed in much meeknefs, patience, and chrifti- an fortitude ; to thofe who attended him in Ins illnefs, his mind appeared to be centered in divine love ; under the precious influence whereof, we believe he finimed his courfe, and entered into the manfions of everlafting reft. In the early part of his illnefs he requefted a friend to write, and he broke forth thus. " O Lord my God ! the amazing horrors of darknefs were gathered around me and co- vered me all over, and I law no way to go forth ; I felt the mifery of my fellow crea- tures feparated from the divine harmony and it: w r as heavier than I could bear, and I was crufned down under k ; I lifted up my hand, and {tretched cut my arm, but there was was none to help me ; I looked round about and was amazed : in the depths of miiery, O Lord ! I remembered that thou art omnipo- tent, that I had called thee father, and I felt that I loved thee, and I was made quiet in thy will, and I waited for deliverance from thee ; thou hadfl pity upon me, when no man could help me ; I faw that meeknefs under fuffering was ihewed to us in the rnoft affect- ing example of thy foil, and thou waft teach- ing me to follow him, and I faid, thy Will, O Father be done." Many more of his weighty expreiTions might have been inferted here, but it was deemed unnccefTary, they being already pub- jiflied in print. He was a man endued with a large natural capacity, and being obedient to the mani- feftations of Divine Grace, having in patience and humility endured many deep baptifms, he became thereby fanctified and fitted for the Lord's work, and was truly ferviceable in his church ; dwelling in awful fear : v.-atchfulriefs, he was careful in his public .:ara:ices to feel the putting forth of ire Divine Hand, fo that the fpring of the gofpcl riiiniftry often flowed through him with great fweetneis and purity, as a refrefhing ftreairi to the weary travellers towards the city of God: fkilfull in dividing the word, he wns furniflied by Him in whom are hid all the treasures of wifdom and knowledge, to com- municate freely to the icveral dates of the people people where his lot was caft. His conduct at other times was feaibncd with the like Wiitchful circumfpecHon and attention to the nice of Divine Wifdom, wliich rendered hole converfation uiiiformly edifying. was fully perfuaded that as the life of Chrift conies to reign in the earth, all abule and unnccciTary opprefiion, both of the hu- man and brute creation will come to an end ; but under the fenfe of a deep revolt, and an overflowing ftream of unrightcoufnefs, his life' has been often a lite of mourning. He was deeply concerned on account of that inhuman and iniquitous practice of making (laves of the people of Africa, or holding them in that (late ; and on that ac- count we underftand he hath not only wrote Ibmc books, but travelled much on the ccn- of America, in order to in.ike tl: gro mailers (especially thofe in profeflion with . )(ible of the evil of fuch a practice ; and though in this journey to England, he was far removed from the outward fight of their liiiferings, yet his deep exercife of mind re-r inained, as appears by a iliort treatife he wrote ill this journey, and his frequent con- cern to open the miserable ftate of this deep- ly injured people : his teftiniony in the laft meeting he attended was on this fubjecl:, wherein he remarked, that as we as a fociety, when under outward fufferings had often found it our concern to lay them before thr.fc in authority, and thereby in the Lord's time, had had obtained relief, fo he recommended this opprefTed part of the creation to our notice, that we may as way may open, reprefent their fufferings in an individual, if not a fo- ciety, capacity to thofe in authority. Deeply fenuble that the defire.to gratify people's inclinations in luxury and fuperilui- ties, is the principal ground of oppreflion r and the occaiion of many unneceffary wants, he believed it to be his duty to be a pattern of great felf-denial, with refpecl to the things of this life, and earneftly to labour with friends in the meeknefs of wifdom, to im- prefs on their minds the great importance of our teftinioiiy in thefe things, recommending to the guidance of the blelfed Truth in this and all other concerns, and cautioning fuch ' as are experienced therein, againfl contenting themfelves with acting up to the flandard of others, but to be careful to make the ftand- ard of truth manifefled to them, the meafure of their obedience ; for f aid lie, " That pu- vltv of life which proceeds from faithfulneis in following the Spirit of Truth, that ft.- where our minds are devoted to ferve God, and all our wants are bounded by his wif- dom ; this habitation has often been opened before me as a place of retirement for the children of the li#ht, where they may (land fbparated from that which difordereth and eonfufeth the affairs of ibciety, and where we may have a teflimony of our innocence in the hearts of thofe who behold us." We We conclude with fervent defires, that we as a people may thus, by our example, pro- mote the Lord's work in the earth ; and our hearts being prepared, may unite in prayer to the great Lord of the harveft:, that as in his infinite wifdom he hath greatly ftripped the church, by removing of late divers faith- ful miniilers and elders, he may be pleafed to fend forth many more faithful labourers into his harveft. Signed iiiy by order , and on behalf of faid meeting. Thomas Bennett ^ Samuel Brifcos, John Starr, John Turner , Jofcph Eglin, Jo/Jjiia Robinfon, Thomas Pcrkinfon^ Thomas Prieftman, and right i divers other Frk TESTIMONY O F T H E MONTHLY-MEETING OF FRIENDS, field in Burlington, the frjl day cf the eig!:th month, in the \carof our Lord, 1774, concerning our efteemed fritnd JOHN WOOLMAN, DECEASED. HE was born in Northampton, in the county of Burlington, and province of Weft-New- Jcrfey, in the eighth month, 1720, of religious parents, who inflrudled him very- early in the principles of the chriflian religi- on, as profeiFed by the people called Quakers, which he efteemed a blefling to him, even in his young years, tending to prefer ve him from the infection of wicked children ; but through the workings of the enemy, and le- vity incident to youth, he frequently deviated from thofe parental precepts, by which he laid a renewed foundation for repentance, that was finally fucceeded by a godly forrow not to be repented of, and fo became ac- quainted with that fanclifying power which qualifies for true gofpel miniftry, into which he was called about the twenty-fecond year of his age, and by a faithful uie of the ta- lents committed to him, he experienced an encreafe, until he arrived at the flate of a fa- ther, thcr, capable of dividing the word aright to the different dates he miniflered unto ; dif- pmfn'g milk to babes, and meat to thofe of riper years. Thus he found the efficacy of er to arife, which in his own ex- ;iis, " prepares the creature to Hand like a trumpet through which the Lord fpeaks to his pccr-ile." I-I- \vas a loving hufband, a and very humane to every part of the creation under his care. His concern for the poor and thofe in af- fliction was evident by his viiits to them ; whom lie frequently relieved by his afliftance and charity. He was for many years deeply int of the poor JH:]:I T .~;\! A- ; cr.ufj, as he fometim-:s men- i, lay alraofl continually irion him, : ) obtain liberty to thofe captives, he la- boured both in public and private ; and was to fee his endeavours crowned with ! : faccefs. He was particularly ms that friends mould not be inftru- theas on this opprefTed pie, b - of Riril: 1 been providentially del: . )f trouble iliould return, no in- Jnlt ir>, bat, be' r, we :igh- :e of confidence, for liis intcr- f, not to countenance ilavery Sy tiu ui j coa^/eniencies of life v re f ; )v their labour. Ht t ri ] He was denrous to have his own, and the minds of others, redeemed from the pleaiures and immoderate profits of this world, and to fix them on thofc joys which fade not away ; his principal care being after a life of purity, endeavouring to r.vcid not only the gi pollutions, but thofe alfo which, appearing in a more refined drefs, are rn ciruv guarded againfl by fome well diipoied peo- ple. In the latter part of his life he markabie for the plainnefs and fimpiici his dreis, and as much as poiliblc, av. the ufe of plate, coftly furniture and feaftin.c; ; thereby endeavouring to become an exc. of temperance and felf-denial, which L . licvci hi illicit ca'rxl r.n'cj ; and was t.. . ed with peace therein, akho' it c .ranee of great auflerity in tL. fome. He was very moderate in his charges in the way of I:i:fi:.cfs, and in his cLurjj af- ter griiii ; and tho' a man of indufcry, ;. ed, and drove much to lead others out of e:- ur, and anxiouihcis after pefilhable things ; being dciircus that th^ ilrcngtli of oi;r b jdic^ might not be fpent in. procuring \~, and t.iAt v/e m and kindiiefs to the brute air under our care, to pri^c the ufe cf them as a great favour, and by no means abule them ; that the gifts of Providence ihould be thank- fully received and applied to the uies they were deiigned. He feveral times opened a fchooi at M: Holly, for tK- infraction of poo^ iV'encls children children and others, being concerned for their l^p and improvement therein : his love and or the riling youth among us was truly , recommending to parents and thofe liave the charge of them, to chufe con- fcieiitious and pious tutors, faying, " It is a Jovtly light to behold innocent children." and " to labour for their help againfl that which would inarr the beauty of their i:. i- a debt we owe them." His miniftry was found, very deep and pe- netrating, fbmethnes pointing out the dan- gerous fituation which indulgence and cui- tom leads into ; frequently exhorting other?, efpeciaHy the youth, not to be difcouraged at the difficulties which occur, but prefs after purity. He often expreiTed an earned en- gagement that pure 'wifdom Ihould be attend- ed to, which would lead into lowlinefa of . and refignation to the divine will, in which ftate fmall poiTeflions here would be fufficient. In tranfacling the affairs of difcipline, his judgment was found and clear, and he was very ufeful in treating with thofe who had dene amifs ; he vifited fuch in a private' way in that plainnefs which truth dictates, ihewing great tendernefs and chriflian for- bearance. He was a conftant attender of our yearly-meeting, in which he was a good ex- ample, and particularly ufeful ; amfling ia the bulinefs thereof with great weight and at- tention. He feveral times vifited mofloftha meetings of friends in this and the neigh- bouring bouring provinces, with the concurrence of the monthly-meeting to "which he belonged, and we have reafon to believe had good ier- vice therein, generally or always exprefling ac his return how it had fared with him, and the evidence of peace in his mind for thus performing his duty. He was often concern- ed with other friends in the important fervice of vifiting families, which he was enabled to go through to fatisfac"lion. In the minutes of the meeting of minifters and elders for this quarter, at the foot of a lift of the members of that meeting, made about five years before his death, we find in his hand writing the following obfervatinu and reflections. " As looking over the mi- nutes made by perfons who have put off this body, hath fometimes revived in me a thought how ages pafs away ; fo this lift may proba- bly revive a like thought in fome, when I and the reft of the perfons abovenamed, are cen- tered in another ftate of being. The Lord^ who was the guide of my youth, hath in ten- der mercies helped me hitherto ; he hath healed me of wounds, he hath helped me out of grievous entanglements ; he remains to be the ftrength of my life ; to whom I deiire to devote myfelf in time, and in eternity." Signs d^ John Woolman. In the twelfth month, 1771, he acquaint- ed this meeting that he found his mind drawn towards a religious vifit to friends in fome parts of England, particularly in Yorkihir?. In the firft month 1772, he obtained tificate, which v;as approved and endorfcd by , our our quarterly meeting, and by the half year's meeting or miniflcTs and elders at Philadel- phia. He embarked oil his voyage in the lifth, a;id Arrived in London in the fixth month folio wing, at the time of their annual meeting i: :y* During his Ihort vifit to friends- in that kingdom, we are informed that his fervices were acceptable and edifying. In his laft i!lnds he uttered many lively and .."j.-ibic exprciiions, being " perfectly ,cl, having no will either to live or die,'* as appears by the teftimony of friends at York in Great-Britain, in the fuburbs whereof, at the houfe of our friend Thomas Friedman, he died of the {mall-pox, on the feventh day of the tenth month, 1772, and was buried in friends burying ground in that city, on the ninth of the fame, after a large and folid meeting held on the occafion, at their great :ig-hcufe, aged near fifcy-two years ; a miniiler upwards of thirty years, during which time he belonged to Mount-Holly particular meeting, which he diligently at- tended when at home and in health of body, and his labours of love and pious care for the - of friends in the bleffed truth, we hope rnny not I : , but that his good . iy be remembered to m. Sty SAMUEL AL LI M SON, (. Read and approved at our quarterly-meet- ing, /.old at Burlington the 2i;th of tL mcrxtli, 1774. .' by order of full ?; D A N I L SMI T II, Clc't'L JOURNAL OF THE LIFE AND TRAVELS O F JOHN WOOLMAN, IN THE SERVICE OF THE GOSPEL. CHAP. L His birth and parentage^ 'with fome account of the operations of divine grace on his mind in, his youth His frjl appearance in the mini" Jlry And his confederations, 'while young^ on the keeping of Jlaves. I HAVE often felt a motion of love to leave fome hints in writing of my ex- perience of the goodnefs of God: and now, in the thirty-fixth year of my age, I begin this work. I was born in Northampton, in Burling- ton county, Weft-Jerfey, in the Year 1720; and before I was feven years old I began to B be 2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS be acquainted with the operations of divine love. Through the care of my parents, I was taught to read near as foon as I was capable of it ; and as I went from ichool one feventh day, I remember, while my companions went to play by the way, I went forward out of fight, and fitting down, I read the 22d chap- ter of the Revelations. " He mewed me a " pure river of water of life, clear as chry* " rial, proceeding out of the throne of God " and of the Lamb, &c." and in. reading it, iny mind was drawn to feek after that pure habitation, which, I 1 then believed, God had prepared for his Servants. The place where I late, and the iweetiiefb that attended my mind, remains frefh in my memory. This, and the like gracious vifitations, had that effecT: upon me, that when boys uied ill language, it troubled me ; and, through the continued mercies of God, 1 was pre- ferved from it. The pious inflru colons of my parents were often frefh in my mind when I happened to be among wicked children, and were of uie to me. My parents, having a large family of children, ufed frequently, on firfl days after meeting, to put us to read in the holy fcriptures, or ibme religious books, one after another, the reft fitting by without much conversation ; which, I have fince often thought, was a good practice. Fiom what I had read and heard,, jved there had been, in paft ages, peo- ple who walked in uprightneis before God, in a degree exceeding any that I knew, ot heard OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 3 heard of, now Living : and the apprehension of there being lefs fleadinefs and firmnefs amongft people in this age than in pail ages, often troubled me while I was a child. A thing remarkable in my childhood was, that once going to a neighbour's houfe, I faw, on the way, a robin fitting on her neil, and as I came near ihe went off, but having young ones flew about, and many cries exprefTed her concern for them ; J flood and threw ilones at her, till one iirik- ing her, ihe fell down dead : at firil I was pleafed with the exploit, but after a few mi- nutes was feized with horror, as having, in a fportive way, killed an innocent creature while me was careful for her young : I be- held her lying dead, and thought thofe y< ones, for which me was fo careful, muft now periih for want of their dam to nourifh them ; and after fome painful considerations on the iiibjecl, I climbed up the tree, took all the young birds, and killed them; fuppofmg that better than to leaye them to pine away and die miferably : and believed, in this cafe, that fcripture proverb was fulfilled, " The " tender mercies of the wicked are cruel." I then went on my errand, but, for fome hours, could think of little elfe but the cru- elties I had committed, and was much bled. Thus He, whofe tender mercies are over all his works, hath placed a in the human mind, which incites to excr- cife goodnefs towards every living creature ; and tills being fingly attended to, uco^le B 2 4 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS become tender-hearted and fympathizing ; but being frequently and totally rejected, the mind becomes {hut up in a contrary difpo- lition. About the twelfth year of my age, my father being abroad, my mother reproved me for fome mifcondu<5t, to which I made iin undutiful reply ; and the next firft day, as I was with my father returning from meeting, he told me he underflood I had behaved amifs to my mother, and advifed me to be more careful in future. I knew myfelf blameable, and in iliame -and confu- fion remained filent. Being thus awakened to a fenfe of my wickediieis, I felt remorfe in my mind, and getting home, I retired and prayed to the Lord to forgive me; and do not remember that I e^er, after that, fpoke unhandfomely to either of my parents, how- ever foolilh in fome other things. Having attained the age of fixteeii years, I began to love wanton company ; and though I was preferved from profane language, or Scandalous conduct, Hill I perceived a plant in me which produced much \ lid grapes : yet my merciful Father forfook me not utterly, but at times, through his grace, I was brought ily to coixncier my ways ; and the fight of my backilidings affected me with forrow ; but for want of rightly attending to the re- proofs of inftrvicTdon, vanity was added to vanity, and repentance to repentance: upon iole, my mind was more and more ali- Jie truth, and I hastened to- ward OF JOHN WOOL M A N. ward deftruction. While I meditate on the gulf towards which I travelled, and reflect on my youthful difobedience, for thefe t I weep, mine eye runneth down with water. Advancing in age the number of my ac- quaintance increaied, and thereby my way grew more difficult : though I had found comfort in reading the holy fcriptures, and thinking on heavenly things, I was now eflranged therefrom : I knew I was going from the flock of Chrift, and had no refolu- tioii to return ; hence ierious reflections were uneafy to me, and youthful vanities and di<- verfions my greateft plcafure. Running in this road I found many like myfelf ; and we afibciated in that which is , reverie to true friendship. But in this fwift race it pleafed God fit me with ficknefs, fo that I clcub. recovering ; and then did darknefs, horror, and amazement, with full force, feize me, even when my pain and cliflrefs of bod very great. I thought it would have- better for me never to have had a being, than to fee the day which I now iaw. I w; with confufion ; and in great affliction, both of mind and body, I lay and bewailed felf. I had not confidence to lift up my to God, whom I had thus offended ; but, ia a deep fenfe of my great folly, I was bled before him : and, at length, that which is as a fire and a hammer, bro!. diffolved my rebellious heart, and th. cries were put up in contrition ; and 111; 6 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS multitude of his mercies I found inward re- lief, and felt a cloie engagement, that if he ;>!eafed to reflore my health, I might walk humbly bsfore him. After my recovery, this exercife remained with me a considerable time; but, by de- grees, giving way to youthful vanities, they qfjuned flrength, and getting with wanton young people I loft ground. The Lord had been very gracious, and fpoke peace to me in the time of my diftrefs ; and I now mofh ungratefully turned again to folly ; on which account, at times, I felt {harp reproof, but did not get low enough to cry for help. I was not fo hardy as to commit things fcan- dalous ; but to exceed in vanity, and pro- mote mirth, was my chief ftudy. Still I re- tained a love and efteem for pious people; and their company brought an awe upon me. My dear parents, fever al times, admonifhed me in the fear of the Lord, and their ad- monition entered into my heart, and had a good "effect for a feafon ; but not getting deep enough to pray rightly, the tempter, when he came, found entrance. I remem- ber, once having fpent a part of the day in vrantonnefs, as I went to bed at night, there lay in a window, near my bed, a bible, which I opened, and firfl call my eye on the text, " we lie down in our ma me, and our " confufion covers us ;" this I knew to be my cafe : and meeting with fo unexpected a f, I was fomewhat afFecled with it, and went OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 7 went to bed under remorfe of confcience ; which I foon cafl off again. Thus time pad on : my heart was reple- nimed with mirth and wantonnefs, while pleating fcenes of vanity were prefented to my imagination, till I attained the age of eighteen years ; near which time I felt th^ judgments of God, in my foul, like a con- fuming fire ; and looking over my pad i the profpecl: was moving. I was often j and longed to be delivered from thole vani- ties ; then again, rny heart was flrongly in- clined to them, and there was in me a fore conflict:, at times I turned to folly; and then L'.II, forrow and coiifufion took ho id of me. In a while, I refolved totally to leave off fbme of my vanities ; but there was a fecret referve in my heart, of the more refined ] of them, and I was not low enough to rind true peace. Thus, for fome" months, I had great troubles ; there remaining in me an ur,- fubjecled will, which rendered my lab. fruitlefs, till at length, through the merciful continuance of heavenly vifitations-, I > made to bow down in fpirit before the L< I remember one evening I had fpent: ! time in reading a pious author ; and waL; out alone, I humbly prayed to the Lord for his help, that I might be delivered from all thofe vanities which fo enfnared me. Thus being brought low, he helped me ; and aa I learned to bear the crofs, I felt refreihnieiit to come from his prefence ; but not kc . that ftrength which gave victory, I loll ground 8 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS again ; the fenfe of which greatly affected me : and I fought deferts and lonely places, and there with tears did confefs my fins to God, and humbly craved help of him. And I may fay with reverence, he was near to me in my troubles, and in thofe times of humi- liation opened my ear to difcipline. I was now led to look ferioufly at the means by which I was drawn from the pure truth, and learned this, that if I would live in the life which the faithful fervants of God lived in, I muft not go into company as heretofore in my own will; but all the cravings of fenfe muft be governed by a divine principle. la times of forrow and abafement thefe inftruc- tions were fealed upon me, and I felt the power of Chrifl prevail over felfiih deiires, fo that I was preferved in a good degree of flea- dinefs ; and being young, and believing, at that time; that a fingle life was beft for me, I was flrengthened to keep from fuch com- pany as had often been a mare to me. I kept fteadily to meetings ; fpent firfl days afternoon chiefly in reading the fcriptures and other good books ; and was early con- vinced in my mind, that true religion con- fifled in an inward life, wherein the heart doth love and reverence God the Creator, and learns to exercife truejuflice and goodnefs, not only toward all men, but alfo toward the brute creatures That as the mind was mov- ed, by an inward principle, to love God as an invifible incomprehensible Being ; by the fame principle it was moved to love him in all .OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 9 all his manifeflations in the vifible world That, as by his breath, the flame of life was, kindled in all animal fenfible creatures, to fay we love God as unfeen, and, at the fame time, exercife cruelty toward the lead creature mov- ing by his life, or by life derived from him ; was a contradiction in itfelf. I found no narrownefs refpecling feels and opinions ; but believed, that flncere upright hearted people, in every fociety, who truly love God, were accepted of him. As I lived under the crofs, and fimply fol- lowed the openings of truth, my mind, from day to day, was more enlightened ; my for- mer acquaintance were left to judge of me as they would, for I found it fafeft for me to live in private, and keep thefe things fealed up in my own breaft. While I filently pon- der on that change wrought in me, I find no language equal to it, nor any means to con- vey to another a clear idea of it. I looked upon the works of God in this vifible crea- tion, and an awfulnefs covered me ; my heart was tender and often contrite, and univerfal love to my fellow-creatures increased in me : this will be underfloocl by fuch who have trodden in the fame path. Some glances of real beauty may be feeii in their faces, who dwell in true meeknefs. There is a harmony in the found of that voice to which divine love gives utterance, and fome appearance of right order in their temper and conduct, whole paflions are re- gulated ; yet ail thefe do not fully fhew forth that io THE LIFE AND TRAVELS that inward life to fuch. who have not felt it : but this white ftone and new name i.-> ^iowii rightly to fuch only who have it. Now though I had been thus ftrengthened to bear the crofs, I {till found myfelf in great danger, having many weakneffes attending me, and flrong temptations to wreftle with ; in the "feeling whereof I frequently withdrew into private places, and often with tears be- fought the Lord to help me, whofe gracious ear was open to my cry. All this time I lived with my parents, and wrought on the plantation ; and having had Schooling pretty well for a planter, I uled to improve it in winter-evenings, and other lei- iure times ; and being now in the twenty- flrft year of my age, a man, in much buii- nefs at {hop-keeping and baking, afked me, if I would hire with him to tend mop and keep books. I acquainted my father with the propofal ; and, after fome deliberation, it was agreed for me to go. At home I had lived retired ; and now hav- ing a profpect of being much in the way of company, I felt frequent and fervent cries in my heart to God, the Father of mercies, that he would preferve me from all taint and cor- :t:on ; that, in this more public employ- ment, I might ftrve Him, my gracious Re- deemer, in that humility and felf-denial, with which I had been, in a fmall degree, ex- ercifed in a more private life. The man, who employed me, furnimed a {hop in Mount- Holly, about five miles from my father's houfe OF JOHN WOOLMAN. ir houfe, and fix from his own ; and there I lived alone, and tended his fhop. Shortly af- ter my fettlement here, I was vifited by feve- ral young people my former acquaintance, who knew not but vanities would be as agree- able to me now as ever ; and, at thefe times, I cried to the Lord in fecret for wifdom and ftrength ; for I felt myfelf encompafled with difficulties, and had frefh occafion to bewail the follies of time pafl, in contracting a fa- miliarity with libertine people : and as I had now left my father's houfe outwardly, I found my heavenly Father to be merciful to me be- yond what I can exprefs. By day I was much amongfb people, and had many trials to go through ; but in the evenings, I was moftly alone, and may with thank&lnefs acknowledge, that, in. thofe times, the fpirit of fupplication was often poured upon me ; under which I was fre- quently exercifed, and felt my ftrength re- newed. In a few months after I came here, my mailer bought feveral Scotchmen fervants, from on board a veffel, and brought them to Mount-Holly to fell ; one of which was ta- Iceh fick, and died. In the latter part of his fkknefo, he, being delirious, ufed to curfe and fwear mofl for- rowfully ; and the next night after his buri- al, I was left to fleep alone in the fame cham- ber where he died : I perceived in me a tirno- roufnefs ; I knew, however, I had not injured the man, but amfled in taking care of him according 12 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS according to my capacity ; and was not free to aik any one, on that occaiion, to ileep with me : nature was feeble ; but every tryal was a frefli incitement to give myfelf up wholly to the fervice of God, for I found no helper like him in times of trouble. After awhile, my former acquaintance gave over expecting me as one of their company ; and I began to be known to fome whofe con- verfation was helpful to me : and now, as I had experienced the love of God, through Jefus Chrift, to redeem me from many pol- lutions, and to be a fuccour to me through a fea of conflicts, with which no perfoii was fully acquainted ; and as my heart was often enlarged in this heavenly principle, I felt a tender compailion for the youth, who re- mained entangled in mares like thofe which had entangled me from one time to another : this love and tendernefs increafed ; and my mind was more flrongly engaged for the good of my fellow-creatures. I went to meetings in an awful frame of mind, and endeavoured to be inwardly acquainted with the language of the true Shepherd ; and one day, being under a ftrong exercife of fpirit, I flood up, and laid fome words in a meeting ; but not keeping clofe to the divine opening, I faid more than cquired of me ; and being foon fenfible of my error, I was afflicted in mind fome weeks, without any light or comfort, even to that degree that I could not take fatisfac- tion in any thing : I remembered God, and \vas troubled; aiyj, in the depth of my dif- trcfs, OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 13 trefs, he had pity upon me, and fent the Comforter : I then felt forgivenefs for my of- fence, and my mind became calm and quiet, being truly thankful to my gracious Re- deemer for his mercies ; and after this, feel- ing the fpring of divine love opened, and a concern to fpea*k, I faid a few words in a meeting, in which I found peace ; this, I believe, was about fix weeks from the firft time : and, as I was thus humbled and dif- ciplined under the crofs, my underftanding became more ftrengthened to dirtinguiih the pure fpirit which inwardly moves upon the heart, and taught me to wait in filence fome- times many weeks together, until I felt that rife which prepares the creature to ftand like a trumpet, through which the Lord fpeaks to his flock. From an inward purifying, and ftedfafl abiding under it, fprings a lively operative deiire for the good of others : all the faith- ful are not called to the public miniflry ; but whoever are, are called to miiiifter of that which they have tafted and handled fpiritu- ally. The outward modes of wormip are va- rious ; but wherever any are true miniilers of Jefus Chrift, it is from the operation of his fpirit upon their hearts, firil purifying them, and thus giving them a juil fenie of the conditions of others. This truth was early fixed in my mind ; and I was taught to watch the pure opening, and to take heed, left, while I was {landing to fpeak, my own will mould get uppermoft, and 14 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS and caufe me to utter words from worldly wifdom, and depart from the channel of the true gofpel minillry. In the management of my outward affairs, I may fay with thank- fulnefs, I found truth to be my fupport ; and I was refpecled in my matter's family, who came to live in Mount-Holly within two years after my going there. About the twenty-third year of my age, I had many frefh and heavenly opening's, in refpect to the care and providence of the Al- mighty over his creatures in general, and over man as the mod noble amongft thofe which are vifible. And being clearly con- vinced in my judgment, that to place my whole truft in God was beft for me, I felt re- newed engagements, that in all things I might act on an inward principle of virtue, and purfue worldly bufinefs 110 further, than as truth opened my way therein. About the time called Chriflmas, I obferv- cd many people from the country, and dwell- ers in town, who, reforting to publick-houfes, fpent their time in drinking and vain fports, tending to corrupt one another ; on which account I was much troubled. At one houfe in particular there was much diforder ; and I believed it was a duty incumbent on me to go and fpeak to the mailer of that houie. J coii- lidered I was young, and that feveral elderly friends in town had opportunity to fee thefe things ; but though I would gladly have been cxcuied, yet I could not feel my mind clear. The of JOHN W O O L M A N. 15 The exercife was heavy : and as I was read- ing what the Almighty faid to Ezekiel, re- fpecting his duty as a watchman, the matter was fet home more clearly ; and then, with prayers and tears, I befought the Lord for his affiftance, who, in loving-kindneis, gave me a refigned heart : then,* at a fuitabie op- portunity, I went to the publick-houie ; and feeing the man amongft much company, I went to him, and told him, I wanted to with him ; fb we went afide, and there, in. the fear and dread of the Almighty, I expreit to him what refted on my mind ; which he took kindly, and afterward mewed more re- gard to me than before. In a few yce ttnvards he died, middle-aged ; and I of- ten thought, that had I neglected my duty in that cafe, it would have given me trouble ; and I was humbly thanl-;ful to my gracious Father, who had fupported me here- in. My employer having a negro woman, fold her, and defired me to write a bill of file, the man being waiting who bought her : the thing was fudden ; and though the thoughts of writing an inflrument of ilavery for one of my fellow-creatures felt uneafy, yet I re- membered I was hired by the year, that it was my mailer who directed me to do it, and that kjWas an elderly man, a member of our fociety, who bought her ; fo, through - v veak- nefs, I gave way, and wrote it ; but, at the executing it, I was fo afflicted in my : that I faid, before my mailer and the friend, that i6 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS that I believed flave-keeping to be a practice inconfiftent with the chriftian religion : this in fome degree abated my uneafiiiefs ; yet, as often as I remedied feriouily upon it, I thought I mould have been clearer, if I had defired to be excufed from it, as a thing againft my con- fcience ; for fuch it was. And fome time after this, a young man, of our fociety, fpoke to me to write a conveyance of a flave to him ; he having lately taken a negro into his houfe : I told him, I was not eafy to write it ; for, though many of our meeting and in other places kept flaves, I ftill believed the practice was not right ; and delired to be excufed from the writing. I fpoke to him in good will ; and he told me, that keeping flaves was not alto- gether agreeable to his mind ; but that the Have being a gift made to his wife, he had accept- ed of her. CHAP, OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 17 CHAP. II. SCis frft ~" a religious, vifit, into Eaft- Jer 'vith Abraham Farring- fen fJu -*rchandizing) and his md journey i with 7 -:>ania, Mary- nt J0u. ' ! Nirw-i land M.U Syffs^ to the . the Lower Count t^. MY efteemed friend Abraham ton, being about to m friends on the eaftern fide of thib ^nd having no companion, he propv- me to go with him ; and after a .confers with fome elderly friends, I agreed to go : fo we fet out die fifth day of the ninth month, in the year 1 743 ; had an evening meeting at a tavern in Bmnf wic 1 :, a town in which none of our fbciety dwelt ; the room was full, and the people quiet. Thence to Amboy, and had an evening meeting in the court-houfe ; to which came many people, amongft whom were feveral members of aliembly, they be- ing in town on the public affairs of the pro- C vince, iS THE LIFE AND TRAVELS vince : in both thefe -meetings my antient companion was enlarged to preach, in the love of the golpcl. Thence we went to Wood- bridge, Raway, and Plainneld ; and had fix or feven meetings in places where friends meetings are not ufually held, being made up chiefly of prefby terians, and my beloved companion was frequently ftrength- eneel to publifh the word of life amongil them : as for me, I was often filent thro' the meetings ; and when I fpake, it was with much care, that I might fpeak only what truth opened : my mind was often ten- der, and I learned ibme profitable leflbns. We were O*K about two weeks. Near this time, being on fome outward bu- finefs i^ which feveral families were concern- ed, a.ud which was attended with difficulties, _ie things relating thereto not being clearly red, nor rightly underftood by all, there arofe Ibme heat in the minds of the parties, and one valuable friend got off his watch ; I had a great regard for him, and felt a flrong inclination, after matters were fettled, to fpeak to him concerning his .Conduct in that cafe ; but I being a youth, a#d he fir advanced in j and experience, my way appeared diffi- t ; but af:cr fome, days deliberation, and '-ing to the Lord for ailiilance, I de fubjecL; fo that I expreft what lay va me, in a way which became my youth .1 his years: and though it vras a hard talk to me, it was well taken, and, I believe, was ufeful to us both. Having OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 19 Having now been feveral years with my employer, and he doing lefs at merchandize than heretofore, I was thoughtful of fome other way of bufmefs ; perceiving merchan- dize to be attended with much cumber, in the way of trading in thefe parts. My mind, through the power of truth, was 'in a good degree weaned from the defire of outward greatnefs, and I was learning to be content with real conveniences, that were not cofbly ; fo that a way of life, free from much entanglements, appeared beft for me, tho' the income might be final 1. I had feveral offers of bufinefs that appeared profitable, but did not fee my way clear to accept of them ; as believing the bufinefs propofed would be attended with more outward care and cumber than was required of me to engage in. I faw that a humble man, with the bleffing of the Lord, might live on a little: and that where the heart was fet on greatnefs, fuccefs in bufinefs did not fatisfy the craving ; but that commonly with an increafe of wealth, the defire of wealth increafed. There was a care on my mind fo to pafs my time, that nothing might hinder me from the moil Heady attention to the voice of the true Shep- herd. My employer, though now a retailer of goods, was by trade a taylor, and kept a fervant man at that bufmefs ; and I began to think about learning fhe trade, expecting, that if I ihouid fettle, I might, by this trade, and a little retailing of goods, get a living C 2 in so THE LIFE AND TRAVELS in a plain way, without the load of great bulinefs : I mentioned it to my employer^ and we foon agreed on terms ; and then, when I had leifure from the affairs of mer- chandize, I worked with his man. I believed the hand of Providence pointed out this bu- finefs for me ; and was taught to be content with it, though I felt, at times, a difpofition that would have fought for fomething great- er : but, through the revelation of Jefus Chrift, I had feen the happinefs of humility, and there was an earneft defire in me to en- ter deep into it ; and, at times, this defire arofe to a degree of fervent fupplication^ wherein my foul was fo environed with hea- venly light and confoiation, that things were made eafy to me which had been otherwife. After fome time, my employer's wife died \ flie was a virtuous woman, and generally be- loved of her neighbours : and foon after this^ he left fhopkeeping ; and we parted. I then wrought at my trade, as a taylor ; Carefully attended meetings for worfbip and clifcipline ; and found an enlargement of gofpel love in my mind, and therein a concern to vifit friends in fome of the back fettlements of Pennfylvania and Virginia ; and being thoughtful about a companion, I exprefled it to my beloved friend Ifaac Andrews, who t.u'ii told me that he had drawings to the fame places ; and alfo to go through Mary- land, Virginia, and Carolina. After confi- derable time paft, and feveral conferences with, him, I felt eafy to accompany him throughout j OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 21 throughout, if way opened for it. I opened the cafe in our monthly meeting, and friends expreffing their unity therewith, we obtained certificates to travel as companions ; his from Haddonfield, and mine from Burlrigton. We left our province on the twelfth day of the third month, in the year 1746, and had feveral meetings in the upper part of Chefter county, and near Lancaster ; in fome of which, the love of Chrifl prevailed, uni- ting us together in his fervice. Then we croifed the river Sufquehannah, and had fe- veral meetings in a new fettlement, called the Red-Lands ; the oldefl of which, as I was informed, did not exceed ten years. It is the poorer fort of people that commonly begin to improve remote deferts ; with a fmall flock they have houfes to build, lands to clear and fence, corn to raife, cloaths to provide, and children to educate ; that friends, who vifit fuch, may well fympathize with them in their hardihips in the wildernefs ; and though the beft entertainment fuch can give, may feem coarfe to fome who are ufed to cities, or old fettled places, it becomes the difciples of Chrift to be content with it. Oar hearts were fometimes enlarged in the love of our heavenly Father amongfl thefe people ;. and the fweet influence of his fpirit flip- ported us through fome difficulties : to him be the praife. We pafTed on to Manoquacy, Fairfax,. Hopewell, and Shaiiando, and had meet- ings j fome of which were comfortable and edifying* 22 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS edifying. From Shanando we fet off in the afternoon for the old fettlements of friends in Virginia ; and the lirft night, we, with our pilot, lodged in the woods, our horfes feed- ing near us; but he being poorly provided with a horfe, and we young and having good horfes, were free the next day to part with him ; and did fo. In two days after, we reached to our friend John Cheagle's, in Vir- ginia: fo we took the meetings in our way throvgh Virginia ; were, in fome degree, baptized into a feeling fenfe of the condi- tions of the people ; and our exercife in ge- neral was more painful in thefe old fettle- , than it had been amongft the back inhabitants : but through the goodnefs of our heavenly Father, the well of living-wa- ters was, at times, opened to our encou- isnt, and the refreshment of the fincere :d. We went on to Perquimons, in North-Carolina ; had feveral meetings, which were large ; and found fome opennefs in thofe parts, and a hopeful appearance amongft the young people. So we turned again to iia, and attended moft of the meetings we had not been at before, labouring amongft friends in the love of Jefus Chrift, as ability was given : and thence went to the mountains, up James River, to a new fettle- inent ; and had feveral meetings amongft the people, fome of whom had lately joined in memberfliip with our fociety. In our journeying to and fro, we found fome honeft-hearted friends, who appeared to OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 23 to be concerned for the caufe of truth among a backfliding people. From Virginia, we croiTed over the river Patowmac, at Hoe's ferry, and made a gene-, ral viiit to the %neetings of friends on the Weflern Shore of Maryland ; and were at their quarterly meeting. We had fome hard labour amongil them, endeavouring to dif- charge our duty honeftly as way opened, in the love of truth : and thence taking fandry meetings in our way, we palled homeward ; where, through the favour of* Divine Provi- dence, we reached the lixteenth day of the fixth month, in the year 1746 ; and I may fay, that through the afiiftance of the Holy Spirit, which mortifies felfiih defires, my companion and I travelled in harmony, and parted in the nearnefs of true brotherly love. Two things were remarkable to me in this journey : firil, in regard to my enter ment ; when I eat, drank, and lodged free- cofh with people, who lived in eaie on the hard labour of their flaves, I felt uneafy ; and as my mind was inward to the Lord, I found, from place to place, this -unea return upon me, at times, thrdugh the whole vifit. Where the mailers bore "a, good (hare of the burthen, and lived frugally, fb that their fervants were well provided for, and their labour moderate, I felt jnore eafy; hut where they lived in a collly' way, and laid heavy burthens on their flaves, my exercife was often great, and I frequently had con- verfation with them, in private, concerning it. * 4 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS it. Secondly : this trade of importing flaves from their native country being much en- couraged amongft them, and the white peo- ple and their children fo generally living without much labour, wal frequently the iubjecl of my ferious thoughts : and I faw in thefe fouthern provinces fo many vices and corruptions, increafed by this trade and this way of life, that it appeared to me as a dark gloominefs hanging over the land ; and though now many willingly run into itf> yet in future the confequence will be grievous to poflerity : I exprefs it as it hath appeared to me, not at once, nor twice, but as a matter fixed on my mind. Soon after my return home, I felt an in- creafing concern for friends on our fea coafl ; and on the eighth day of the eighth month, in the year 1746, with the unity of friends, and in company with my beloved friend and neighbour Peter Andrews, brother to my companion before-mentioned, we fet for- ward, and vifited meetings generally about Salem, Cape May, Great and Little Egg- Harbour ; and had meetings at Barnagat, Mannahockin, and Mane-Squan, and fo to the yearly meeting at Shrewfbury. Through the goodnefs of the Lord way was opened, and the ftrength of. divine love was fometimes felt in our afiemblies, to the comfort and help of thofe who were rightly concerned be- fore him. We were out twenty-two days, and rode, by computation, three hundred and forty miles. At Shrewfbury yearly meet- ing, OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 25 ing, we met with our dear friends Michael Lightfoot and Abraham Farriiigton, who had good fervice there. The winter following died my eldeft fifter, Elizabeth Woolman, jun. of the fmall-pox, aged thirty-one years. She was, from her youth, of a thoughtful difpofition ; and very compaffionate to her acquaintance in their ficknefs or diflrefs, being ready to help as far as ihe could. She was dutiful to her pareifts ; one .inftance whereof follows : It happened that me, and two of her filters, be- ing then near the eftate of young women, had an inclination one firfl day after meet- ing to go on a vifit to fome other young women at fome diftance off; whofe compa- ny, I believe, would have done them no good. They exprefl their deiire to our pa- rents ; who were diiTatisfied with the propo- fal, and (lopped them. The fame day, as my filters and I were together, and they talking about their difappointment, Eliza- beth expreft 'her contentment under it ; fig- : ig, fhe believed it might be for their g A few years after fhe attained to mature- age, through the gracious vifitations of God's love, fhe was ftrengtheiied to live a felf-deny- ing exemplary life, giving herfelf much to reading and meditation. The following letter may mew, in fome degree^ her difpofition : Haddonfieldj a6 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS HadJonfield, i ft day, nth month, 17^5. Beloved brother John Woolman, In that love which defkef /the welfare of all men, I write unto thee : I received thine, dated fecond day of the tenth month laft, with which I was comforted. My fpirit is bowed with thankfulnefs that I ihould be remembered, wLo am unworthy ; but the Lord is full of mercy, and his goodnefs is extended to the meaner! of his creation ; therefore, in his infinite love, he hath pi- tied and fpared and mewed mercy, that I have not been cut off nor quite loll ; but, at times, I am refreshed and comforted as with the glimpfe of his prefence, which is more to the immortal part, than ail which this world can afford : fo, with defires for thy prefervation with my own, I remain thy affectionate fifler, Eliz. Woolman, jun. The fore part of her illnefs me was in great fadnefs ' and dejection of mind, of which me told one of her intimate friends, 1 faid, when I was a young girl I was iton and airy, but I thought I had tho- roughly repented for it ; and added, I have late had great fatisfaction in meetings. Though ihe was thus difconfolate, flill ihe retained a hope, which was as an anchor to her: and fome time after, the fame friend came OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 27 came again to fee her, to whom fhe men- tioned her former exprefllons, and faid, it is otherwife now, for the Lord hath rewarded me feven-fold $> and I am unable to exprefs the greatnefs of his love manifefted to me. Her diforder appearing dangerous, and our mother being fbrrowful, fhe took notice of it, and faid, dear mother, weep not for me ; I go to my God: and many times, with an. audible voice, uttered praife to her II deemer. A friend coming fbme miles to fee her the morning before flie died, afked her, how flie did ? fhe anfwered, I have had a hard nig but mall not have another luch, for I ihall die, and it will be well with my foul ; and accordingly died the next evening. The following ejaculations were found amongft her writings ; wrote, I believe, at four times : I. Oh! that iny head were. as waters, and mine eyes as a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night, until acquainted with my God. II. O Lord, that I may enjoy thy pre- fence ; or elfe my time is loft, and my a fnare to my foul. III. O Lord, that I may receive bread 1 thy table, and that thy grace may abound m me. IV. O Lord, that I may be acquai with thy prefence, that I may be leafo with thy fait, that thy grace may abound in. me, Of 2S THE LIFE AND TRAVELS Of late I found drawings in my mind to vifit friends in New-England, and > having an opportunity of joining in company with my beloved friend Peter Andrews ; we, hav- ing obtained certificates from our monthly - meeting, let forward on the fixteenth day of the third month, in the year 1747, and reached the yearly meeting at Long-Inarid ; at which were our friends Samuel Notting- ham from England, John Qrimth, Jane Hofkins, and Elizabeth Hudfon from Penn- fylvania, and Jacob Andrews from Cheiler- neld. Several of whom were favoured in their publick exercife ; and, through the goodnefs of the Lord, we had fome edifying meetings. After this, my companion and I vifited friends on Long-Iiland ; and, through the mercies of God, we were helped in the work. Befides going to the fettled meetings of friends, we were at a general meeting at Se- tawket, chiefly made up of other ibcieties : and had a meeting at Oyiler-Bay, in a dwelling-houfe, at which were many people : at the firfl of which there was not much laid by way of teflimoiiy ; but was, I believe, a good meeting : at the latter, through the, Springing up of living-waters, it was a day to be thankfully remembered. Having vifited the ifland, we went over to the main, taking meetings in our way, to Oblong, Nine-Part- ners and New-Milford. In thefe back fettle-* ments we met with feveral people, who, through the immediate workings of the (pi-> rit OF JOHN WOOL MAR 29 fit of Chrifl on their minds, were drawn from the vanities of the world, to an inward ac- quaintance with him : they were educated in the way of the prefbyterians. A conliderable number of the youth, members of that fbciety, were ufed to fpend their time often together in merriment, butfome of the principal young men of that company being vifited by the powerful workings of the fpirit of Chrift, and thereby led humbly to take up his crofs, could no longer join in thofe vanities ; and as thefe flood ftedfaft to that inward con- vincement, they were made a bleiling to Ibme of their former companions ; fo that, through the power of truth, ieveral were brought into a clofe exercife concerning the eternal well- being of their fouls. Thefe young people continued for a time to frequent their pub- lick worfhip j and befides that, had meetings of their own ; which meetings were a while allowed by their preacher, who fometimes met with them : but, in time, their judg- ment in matters of religion difagreeing with fome of the articles of the prefbyterians, their meetings were difapproved by that fo- ciety ; and iiich of them who flood firm to their duty, as it was inwardly manifefled, had many difficulties to go through : and their meetings were in a while dropped ; fome of them returning to the prefbyterians, and others of them, after a time, joined to our religious fociety. I had converfatioii with fome of the latter, to my help and edification ; and believe ieve- ral 30 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ral of them are acquainted with the nature of that worfhip, which is performed in fpirit and in truth. From hence, accompanied by Amos Powel, a friend from Long-Ifland, we rode through Connecticut, chiefly inha- bited by prefbyterians ; who were generally civil to us, fo far as I faw : and after three days riding, we came amongfl friends in the colony of Rhode-Illand. We vifited friends in and about Newport, and Dartmouth, and generally in thofe parts ; and then to Bofton ; and proceeded eaft ward as far as Dover : and then returned to Newport, and not far from thence, we met our friend Thomas Gaw- thrcp from England ; who was then op- a vi- fit to thefe provinces. From Newport we failed to Nantucket ; were there near a week ; and from thence came over to Dartmouth ; and having finished our vifit in thefe parts, olTed the Sound from New-London to Long-Ifland ; and taking fome meetings on the illand, proceeded homeward ; where we reached the thirteenth day of the feventh month, in the year 1747, having rode about fifteen hundred miles, and failed about one hundred and fifty. In this journey, I may fay in general, we were fomedrnes in much weaknels, and la- boured under difcouragements ; and at other times, through the renewed manifeflations of divine love, we had feafons of refreshment, wherein the power of truth prevailed. We were taught, by renewed experience, to labour for an inward ilillnefs ; at no time to OF' JO.KN WOOLMAN. 31 to feck for words, but to live in tKe fpirit of truth, and utter that to the people which truth opened in us. My beloved companion and I belonged both to one meeting, came forth in the miniftry near the fame time, and were inwardly united in the work : he was about thirteen years older than I, bore the heavieft burthen, and was an inftrument of the greateil ufe. Finding a concern to vifit friends in the Lower Counties on Delaware, and on the Eaftern Shore of Maryland, and having a-n. opportunity to join with my well-bekived antient friend John Sykes, we obtained cer- tificates, and let off t^e feventh day of tlie eighth month, in the year 1748, were at the meetings of friends in the lower counties, attended the yearly meeting at Little Creek, and made a vilit to chief of the meetings oil the Eaflern Shore ; and fo home by the T ,vay of Nottingham: were abroad a^ont fix weeks; and rode, by computation, 'about five hun- dred and fifty miles. Our exercife, at times, was hoavy ; but, through the goodnefs of the Lord, we were of^ ten reireihed : and I may fa}', by experience, " lie is a flrong hold in the day of trouble." Though our fociety, in thefc parts, appeared to me to be in a declining condition ; yet, I believe, the Lord hath a people amongfl thcm y who labout to ferve him uprightly, but have many difficulties to encounter. . C H A P. 32 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS CHAP. III. His marriage The death of his father His journies into the upper part of Ne*w-JerJey y and aftcrivards into Pennfyl'uania Confede- rations on keeping Jlaves, and his vifits to the families of friends at fever al times and places - 'An epijlle from the general meeting- His journey to Long- I/land Confiderations on trading^ and on the ufe of fpirituous liquors' and cojily apparel And his letter to a friend t ABOUT this time believing it good for me to fettle, and thinking ferioufly a- bout a companion, my heart was turned to the Lord with defires that he would give me wifdom to proceed therein agreeable to his will ; and He was pleafed to give me a well- inclined damfel, Sarah Ellis ; to whom I was married the eighteenth day of the eighth month, in the year 1749. In the fall of the year 1750 died my fa-^ ther, Samuel Woolman, with a fever, aged about fixty years* In his life-time he manifefted much care for us his children, that in our youth we might learn, to fear the Lord ; often endea- vouring to imprint in our minds the true principles of virtue, and particularly to che- rifh in us a fpirit of tendernefs, not only to- wards OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 33 wards poor people, but alfb towards all tures of which we had the command. After my return from Carolina in the year 1746, I made fome obfervations on keeping flaves, which fome time before his deceafe I , fhewed him ; and he perufed the manufcript, propofed a few alterations, and appeared well Satisfied that I found a concern on that ac- count : and in his lafl ficknefs, as I was watching with him one night, he being fo far fpent that there was no expectation of his recovery, but had the perfect ufe of his un- derftanding, he afked me concerning the ma^ mifcript, whether I expected foon to proceed to take the advice of friends in publishing it ? and, after fome converfation thereon, faid, I have all along been deeply affected with the oppreflioii of the poor negroes ; and now, at lait, my concern for them is as great as ever. By his direction, I had wrote his will in a time of health, and that night he defired me to read it to him, which I did ; and he faid, it was agreeable to his mind. He then made mention of his end, which he believed was now near ; and fignified, that though he was fennble of many imperfections in the courfe of his life, yet his experience of the power of truth, and of the love and goodnefs of God from time to time, even till now, was fuch, that he had no doubt but that in leav- ing: this life he mould enter into one more happy. The next day his fifter Elizabeth came to fee him, and told him of the deceafe of their D filter 34 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS iifler Ann ; who died a few days before : he then faid, I reckon fifter Ann was free to leave this world ? Elizabeth faid, ilie was : he then faid, I alfo am free to leave it ; and being in great weaknefs of body faid, I hope I fhall Ihortly go to reft. He continued in a weighty frame of mind, and was fenfible till near the laft. On the fecond day of the ninth month, in the year 1751, feeling drawings in my mind to vifit friends at the Great Meadows, in the upper part of Wefl-Jerfey, with the unity of our monthly-meeting, I went there ; and had fome fearching laborious exercife amongft friends in thofe parts, and found inward peace therein. In the ninth month of the year 1753, in Company with my well-efteemed friend John Sykes, and with the unity of friends, we travelled about two weeks, vifiting friends in Bucks-County, We laboured in the love of the gofpel, according to the meafure re- ceived ; andj through the mercies of Him 4 who is ftrength to the poor who truft in him* We found fatisfadlion in our vifit : and in the next winter, way opening to vifit friends fa- milies within the compafs of our monthly- meeting, partly by the labours of two friends from Peniifylvaiiia, I joined in fome part of the work ; having had a defire fome time that it might go forward amongfl us. About this time, a perfon at fome diftance lying lick, his brother came to me to write his will : I knew he had ilaves j and afking his n OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 3.5 his brother, was told he intended to leave them as Haves to his children. As writing is a profitable employ, and as offending fober people was difagreeble to my inclination, I was flraitened in my mind ; but as I looked to the Lord, he inclined my heart to his tef- timony : and I told the man, that I believed the practice of continuing flavery to this people was not right ; and had a fcruple in my mind agaiiift doing writings of that kind : that though many in our fociety kept them as Haves, flill I was not eafy to be con- cerned in it ; and deiired to be excufed from going to write the will. I fpake to him in the fear of the Lord ; and he .made no reply to what I faid, but went away : he alfo had fome concerns in the practice ; and I thought he was difpleafed with me. In this cale I had a freih confirmation, that acting con- trary to prefent outward intereft, from a mo- tive of divine love, and in regard to truth and righteoufnefs, and thereby incurring the refentments of people, opens the way to a treafure better than iilver, and to a friend- fhip exceeding the friendfhip of men. The manuicript before-mentioned having laid by me feveral years, the publication of it refted weightily upon me ; and this year I offered it to the revifal of friends, who, hav- ing examined and made fome fmall altera- tions in it, directed a number of cppies there- of to be publifhed and difperfed amongd: friends. D 2 In 36 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS In the year 1754, 1 found my mind drawn to join in a vifit to friends families belonging to Chefterneld monthly-meeting ; and hav- ing the approbation of our own, I went to their monthly-meeting in order to confer with friends, and fee if way opened for it : I had conference with fome of their mem- bers, the propofal having been opened before in their meeting, and one friend agreed to join with me as a companion for a begin- ning ; but when meeting was ended, I felt great diflrefs of mind, and doubted what way to take, or whether to go home and wait for greater clearnefs : I kept my diftrefs fe- cret ; and going with a friend to his houfe, my defires were to the great Shepherd for his heavenly inftructioii ; and in the morning I felt eafy to proceed on the vifit, being very low in my mind : and as mine eye was turn- ed to the Lord, waiting in families in deep reverence before him, he was pleafed graci- oufly to afford help ; fo that we had many comfortable opportunities, and it appeared as a freih vifitation to fome young 'people. I fpeiit feveral weeks this winter in the fervice ; part of which time was employed near home. And again in the following winter I was fe- veral weeks in the fame fervice ; fome part of the time at Shrewibury, in company with my beloved friend John Sykes ; and have caufe humbly to acknowledge, that thro' the good- nefs of the Lord, our hearts were, at times, enlarged in his love ; and itrength was given to OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 37 to go through the trials which, in the comic of our viiit, attended us. From a difagreement between the powers of England and France, it was now a time of trouble on this Continent ; and an cpiitle to friends went forth from our general fpring meeting, which I thought good to give a place in this journal. An EPISTLE from our general fpring meet- ing of miniilers and eiders for Peniifylva- nia and New-Jerfey, held at Philadelphia, from the twenty-ninth of the third month, to the firfl of the fourth month, inclufive, 1755- To friends on the continent of America. Dear friends, TN an humble fenfe of divine goodnefs, and * the gracious continuation of God's love to his people, we tenderly falute you ; and are at this time therein engaged in mind, that all of us who profefs the truth, as held forth and publilhed by our worthy predecefTors in this latter age of the world, may keep near to that life which is the light of men, and be (Irengthened to hold fail the profeflion of ou? faith without wavering, that our truft may not be in man, but in the Lord, alone, why ruleth in the army of heaven, and'iii the kingdoms of men, before whom the earth is *' as the dull of the ballance, and her inha- " bitants as grasshoppers." Ifiuxl. 22. We 461428 38 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS We (being convinced that the gracious de- iign of the Almighty in fending his Son in- to the world, was to repair the breach made by diiobedience, *to finifh fin and tranfgref- fion, that his kingdom might come, and his will be done on earth as it is in heaven) have found it to be our duty to ceafe from thofe national contefls productive of mifery and bloodlhed, and fubmit our caufe to 1 Him the Moil High, whofe tender love to his chil- dren exceeds the moft warm affections of na- tural parents, and who hath promifed to his feed throughout the earth, as to one indivi- c I will never leave thee, nor forfake " thee." Heb. xiii. 5. And as we, through the gracious dealings of the Lord our God, have had experience of that work which is carried on, " not by earthly might, nor by " power, but by my fpirit, faith the Lord " of Hofts :" Zech. iv. 6. By which opera- tion, that fpiritual kingdom is fet up, which is to fubdue and break in pieces ail king- doms that oppofe it, and mull ftand for ever. In a deep fenfe thereof, and of the fafety, ftability and peace there is in it, we are de- firous that all who profefs the truth, may be inwardly acquainted with it, and thereby be qualified to conduct in all parts of our life as becomes our peaceable profeihon : And we truft, as there is a faithful continuance to depend wholly upon the almighty arm, from one generation to another, the peacea- ble kingdom will gradually be extended " from lea to fea, and from the river to the " ends OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 59 " ends of the earth," Zech. ix. 10. to the completion of thofe prophefies already be- gun, that " nation mall not lift up a fword " againft nation, nor learn- war any more." Ifa. ii. 4. Micah iv. 3. And, dearly beloved friends, feeing we have thefe promifes, and believe that God is begin- ning to fulfil them, let us conftantly endeavour to have our minds fufficiently difentangled from the furfeiting cares of this life, and re- deemed from the love of the world, that no earthly pofleflions nor enjoyments may bias our judgments, or turn us from that refigna- tion, and entire trufl in God, to which his blefling is mofh furely annexed ; then may we fay, " Our Redeemer is mighty, he will *' plead our caufe for us." Jer. 1. 34. And if, for the further promoting his moft gracious purpofes in the earth, he mould give us to tafte of that bitter cup which his faithful ones have often partook of; O that we may be rightly prepared to receive it ! And now, dear friends, with refpeft to the commotions and ftirrings of the powers of the earth at this time near us, we are deii- rous that none of -us may be moved thereat ; * But repofe ourfelves in the munition of * that rock that all thefe makings mall not ' move, even in the knowledge and feeling * of the eternal power of God, keeping us ' fubjectly given up to his heavenly will, and ' feel it daily to mortify that which remains * in any of us which is of this world : for 40 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS the worldly part in any, is the changeable part, and that is up and down, full and empty, joyful and forrowful, as things go well or ill in this world ; for as the truth is but one, and many are made partakers of its fpirit, fo the world is but one, and many are made partakers of the fpirit of it ; and fo many as do partake of it, fo many will be ftraitened and perplexed with it: but they who are fingle to the truth, waiting daily to feel the life and virtue of ' it in their hearts, thefe fhall rejoice in the * midfl of adverfity, 7 and have to experience with the prophet, That " Although the fig- " tree mall not bloffom, neither fhall fruit " be in the vines ; the labour of the olive ' mall fail, and the fields fhall yield no " meat ; the flock fhall be cut off from the " fold, and there fhall be no herd in the *' flails ; yet will they rejoice in the Lord, c< and joy in the God of their falvation," Hab. iii. 17, 18. If, contrary to this, we profefs the truth, and not living under the power and influ- ence of it, are producing fruits difagreeable to the purity thereof, and trufl to the ftrength of man to fupport ourfelves, therein our con- fidence will be vain. For He, who removed the hedge from his vineyard, and gave it to be trodden under foot, by reafon of the wild grapes it produced, (Ifa. v. 5.) remains un- changeable :. and if, for the chaftifement of wickedncfs, and the further promoting his own OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 41 own glory, he doth arife, even, to make ter- ribly the earth, who then may oppofe him, and profper! We remain, in the love of the gofpel, your friends and brethren. Signed by fourteen friends. Scrupling to do writings relative to keep- ing Haves, having been a means of fundry fmall trials to me, in which I have fo evi- dently felt my own will let aiide, that I think it good to mention a few of them Tradef- men and retailers of goods, who depend on their bufinefs for a living, are naturally in- clined to keep the good-will of their cuilom- ers ; nor is it a pleafant thing for young men to be under any neceility to queflion the judgment or honefty of elderly men, and more especially of fuch who have a fair re- putation. Deep-rooted cuiloms, tho' wrong, are not eafily altered ; but it is the duty of every one to be firm in that which they cer- tainly know is right for them. A charitable benevolent man, well acquainted with a ne- gro, may, I believe, under fome circum- flances, keep him in his family as a f erv ant, on no other motives than the negroe's good ; but man, as man knows not what ihall be af- ter him, nor hath he any afmraiice that his children will attain to that perfection in wif- dom and gooclnefs neceflary rightly to exei>- cife fuch power: hence it is clear to me, that .1 ought not to be the fcribe where wills are drawn, 42 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS drawn, in which fome children are made ab- folute maflers over others during life. About this time, an antient man of good efleem in the neighbourhood, came to my houfe to get his will wrote ; he had young negroes ; 'and I afkecl him privately, how he purpofed to difpofe of them ? he told me : I then faid, I cannot write thy will without breaking my own peace ; and refpectfully gave him my reafons for it : he fignified that he had a choice that I mould have wrote it ; but as I could not, confident with my con- fcience, he did not defire it : and fo he got it wrote by fome other perfon. And a few years after, there being great alterations in his family j he came again to get me to write his will : his negroes were yet young ; and his fon, to whom he intended to give them, was, fince he firfl fpoke to me, from a liber- tine, become a fober young man ; and he iuppofed, that I would have been free, on that account, to write it. We had much friendly talk on the fubjecl:, and then de^ ferred it : and a few days after, he carne again, and direcled their freedom ; and ib I wrote his will. Near the time the laft mentioned friend firfl fpoke to me, a neighbour received a bad bruife in his body, and fent for me to bleed him ; which being done, he defired me to write his will : I took notes ; and, amongft other things, he told me to which of his children he gave his young negro : I confi- dered the pain and diftrefs he was in, and knew OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 43 knew not how it would end ; fo I wrote his will, fave only that part concerning his Have, and carrying it to his bed-fide, read it to him; and then told him in a friendly way, that I could not write any inflruments by which my fellow- creatures were made flaves, without bringing trouble on my own mind : I let him know that I charged nothing for what I had done ; and defired to be excufed from doing the other part in the way he propofed : we then had a ferious conference on the fubjecl: ; at length, he agreeing to fet her free, I fiiiiihed his will. Having found drawings in my mind to vifit friends on Long-Ifland, after obtaining a certificate from our monthly-meeting, I fet ofFon the twelfth day of the fifth month, in the year 1756. When I reached the iiland, I lodged the firft night at the houfe of my dear friend Richard Hallet : the next day, be- ing the firft of the week, I was at the meet- ing in Newtown ; in which we experienced the renewed manifeflations of the love of Je- fus Chrift, to the comfort of the honeft- hearted. I went that night to Flushing ; and the next day, in company with my be- loved friend Matthew Franklin, we crofTed the ferry at White-Stone ; were at three meet- ings on the main, and then returned to the ifland; where I fpent the remainder of the week in vifiting meetings. The Lord, I be- lieve, hath a people in thofe parts, who are honeflly inclined to ferve him ; but many, I fear, are too much clogged with the things of this life, and do not come forward bear- ing 44 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ing the crofs in fuch faithfulnefs as he calls for. My mind was deeply engaged in this vifit, both in public and private ; and, at feveral places where I was, on observing that they tad flaves, I found myfelf under a neceflity, in a friendly way, to labour with them on k that fubjecl ; expre fling, as way opened, the inconfiitency of that practice with the purity of the chriitian religion, and the ill effects of it manifefted amongil us. The latter end of the week, their yearly- meeting began ; at which were our friends John Scarbrough, Jane Hofkins, and Sufan- nah Brown, from Pennfylvania : the publick meetings were large, and meaiurably favour- ed with divine goodnefs. The exercife of my mind, at this meeting, was chiefly on account of thofe who were considered as the foremoft rank in the foci- ety : and in a meeting of minifters and el- ders, way opened, that I expreiTed in fome meafure what lay upon me ; and at a time when friends were met for tranfa cling the affairs of the church, having fet a while ii- lent, I felt a weight on my mind, and Hood up ; and, through the gracious regard of our heavenly Father, ilrength was given fully to clear invielf of a burthen, which for fbme days had been increanng upon me. Through the humbling difpenfations of Divine Providence, men are fometimes fitte^f for his fervice. The meilages of the prophet Jeremiah were fo difagreeable to the people, and or JOHN \V O O L M A N. 45 and fo reverfe to the fpirit they lived iiij that he became the object of their reproach ; and in the weakiiefs of nature, thought of defift- ing from his prophetick office ; but, faith he, " His word was in my heart as a burning " fire fhut up in my bones ; and I was weary " with forbearing, and could not ftay." I faw at this time, that if I was honeft in. de- claring that which truth opened in me, I could not pleafe all men ; and laboured to be content in th"e way of my duty, however difagreeable to my own inclination. After this I went homeward, taking Woodbridge and Plainfield in my way ; in both which meetings, the pure influence of divine love was manifefted ; in an humbling fenie where- of I went home : having been out about twenty-four days, and rode about three hundred and fixteen miles. While I was out on this journey, my heart was much affected with a fenie of the ilate of the churches iir our fouthern provinces ; and believing the Lord was calling me to fome further labour amongft them, I was bowed in reverence before him, with fervent defires that I might find ftrength to refigu myfelf up to his heavenly will. Until this year, 1756, I continued to re- tail goods, befides following my trade as a taylor ; about which time, I grew uneafy on account of my bufinefs growing too cum- berfome. I had began with felling trim- mings for garments, and from thence pro- ceeded to iell cloths and linens ; and, at length, 46 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS length, having got a confiderable fhop of goods, my trade increafed every year, and the road to large bufiiiefs appeared open ; but I felt a flop in my mind. Through the mercies of the Almighty, I had^ in a good degree, learned to be content with a plain way of living : I had but a fmall family ; and on ferious confideratioii, I believed truth did not require me to engage in much cumbering affairs : it had been my general practice to buy and fell things really ufeful : things that ferved chiefly to pleafe the vain mind in people, I was not eafy to trade in ; feldom did it ; and whenever I did, I found it weaken me as a chriftian. The increafe of bufinefs became my bur- then; for though my natural inclination was toward merchandize, yet I believed truth re- quired me to live more free from outward cumbers : and there was now a flrife in my mind between the two ; and in this exercife my prayers were put up to the Lord, who gracioufly heard me, and gave me a heart re- figned to his holy will : then I leffened my outward bufinefs ; and, as I had opportuni- ty, told my cuftomers of my intentions, that they might confider what mop to turn to: and, in a while, wholly laid down merchan- dize, following my trade as a taylor; myfelf only, having 110 apprentice. I alfo had a nuricry of apple-trees ; in which I employed fome of my time in hoeing, grafting, trim- ming, and inoculating. In merchandife it is the cuftom, where I lived, to fell chiefly on OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 47 on credit, and poor people often get in debt ; and when payment is expected, not having wherewith to pay, their creditors often fue for it at law. Having often obfervcd occur- rences of this kind, I found it good for me to advife poor people to take fuch goods as were moft ufeful and not coftly. In the time of trading, I had an opportu- nity of feeing, that the too liberal ufe of fpi- rituous liquors, and the cuftom of wearing too coftly apparel, led fome people into great inconveniencies ; and thefe two things appear to be often connected one with the other ; for by not attending to that ufe of things which is coniiltent with uiiiverfal righteoufnefs, there is an increafe of labour which extends beyond what our heavenly Father intends for us : and by great labour, and often by much fweating, there is, even among fuch who are not drunkards, a craving of fome liquors to revive the fpirits : that partly by the luxuri- ous drinking of fome, and partly by the drinking of others, (led to it through immo- derate labour) very great quantities of rum are every year expended in our colonies ; the greater part of which we mould have no need of, did we fteadily attend to pure wifdom. Where men take pleafure in feeling their minds elevated with ftrong drink, and fb in-* dulge their appetite as -to diforder their un- deritandings, neglect their duty as members in a family or civil fociety, and caft off all regard to religion, their cafe is much to be pitied j and where fuch whofe lives are for the 48 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS the moft paft regular, and whofe examples have a ilroiig influence on the minds of others, adhere to fome cuftoms which power- fully draw to the uie of more ftrong liquor than pure wifdom allows ; this alfo, as it hinders the fpreading of the fpirit of meek- nefs, and ftrengtliens the hands of the more exceflive drinkers, is a cafe to be lamented. As every degree of luxury hath fome con- nexion with evil ; for thofe who profefs to be difciples of Chrift, and are looked upon as leaders of the people, to have that mind in them, which was alfo in Chrift, and fo ftand feparate from every wrong way, is a means of help to the weaker. As I have fometimes been much fpent in the heat, and taken {pi- nts to revive me, I have found by experi- ence, that in inch circumftances the mind is not fo calm, nor fo fitly difpofed for divine meditation, as when all fuch extremes are avoided ; and I have felt an increafing care to attend to that holy Spirit which fets right bounds to our clefires ; and leads thofe who faithfully follow it, to apply all the gifts of Divine Providence to the purpofes for which they were intended. Did fuch who have the care of great eftates, attend with finglenefs of heart to this heavenly Inftructor, which fo opens and enlarges the mind, that men love their neighbours as themfelves, they would have wifdom given them to manage, without finding occafion to employ fome peo- ple in the luxuries of life, or to make it ne- ceflary for others to labour too hard ; .but for wane OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 49 want of fleadily regarding this principle of divine love, a felfifh fpirit takes place in the minds of people, which is attended with darknefs and manifold confuiions in the world. Though trading in things ufeful is an ho- neft employ ; yet, through the great number of fuperfluities which are bought and fold, and through the corruption of the times, they who apply to merchandize for a living, have great need to be well experienced in that precept which the prophet Jeremiah laid down for his fcribe : " Seekeft thou great things " for thyfelf ? feek them not." In the winter, this year, I was engaged with friends in vifiting families ; and, thro* the goodnefs of the Lord, we had oftentimes experience of his heart-tendering prefence amongfl us. A copy of a letter wrote to a friend. TN this thy late affliclioii I have found a * deep fellow-feeling with tliee ; and had a fecret hope throughout, that it might pleafe the Father of mercies to raife thee up, and faiiclify thy troubles to thee ; that thou be- ing more fully acquainted with that way which the world efteems fooliih, may feel the cloathing of divine fortitude, and be ilrength- ened to refifl that fpirit which leads from the fimplicity of the everlafting truth. E 'We 5 o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS We may fee ourfelves crippled and halt- ing, and from a ftrong bias to things plea- fant and eafy, find an impombility to advance forward ; but things impomble with men are poflible with God ; and OUT wills being made fubject to his, all temptations are furmount- able. Tliis work of fubjecting the will, is com- pared to the mineral in the furnace ; which, thro' fervent heat, is reduced from its firft principle : " He refines them as filver is *' refined He lliall fit as a refiner, and pu- " rifier of filver." By thefe comparifons, we are inflrudled in the neceflity of the melt- ing operation of the hand of God upon us, to prepare our hearts truly to adore him, and manifefl that adoration, by inwardly turn- ing away from that fpirit in all its workings, which is not of him. To forward this work, the all-wife God is fometimes pleafed, thro* outward diflrefs, to bring us near the gates of death ; that life being painful and afflict- ing, and the profpecl of eternity open before us, all earthly bonds may be loofened, and the mind prepared for that deep and facred inftruclion, which otherwife would not be received. If kind parents love their children and delight in their happinefs, then He, who is perfect goodnefs in fending abroad mortal contagions, doth afTuredly direct their ufe Are the righteous removed by it, their change is happy ; are the wicked taken away in their wickednefs, the Almighty is clear: Do we pals OF JOHN \VOOLM Atf. 51 pafs through with anguifh and great bitter- nefs, and yet recover, He intends that we fhould be purged from drofs, and our ear opened to difcipline. And now on thy part, after thy fore af- fliction and doubts of recovery, thou art again reilored, forget not Him who hath helped thee ; but in humble gratitude hold faft his inftructions, thereby to fhun thofe bye paths which lead from the firm founda- tion. I am fenfible of that variety of .com- pany, to which one in thy buiiiiefs mufl be expofed : I have painfully felt the force of converfation proceeding from men deeply rooted in an earthly mind, and can fympa- thize with others in fuch conflicts, in that much weaknefs flill attends me. I find that to be a fool as to worldly wif- dom, and commit my caufe to God, not fear- ing to offend men, who take offence at the fimplicity of truth, is the only way to re- main unmoved at the fentiments of others. The fear of man brings a mare ; by halt- ing in our duty, and giving back in the time of trial, our hands grow weaker, our fpirits get mingled with the people, our ears grovr dull as to hearing the language of the true Shepherd ; that when we look at the way of the righteous, it feems as though it was not for us to follow them. There is a love clothes my mind while I write, which is fuperior to all exprefiioiis ; and I find my heart open to encourage to a holy emulation, to advance forward in chrift- E 2 tian 52 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ian firmnefs. Deep humility is a flrong bul- wark ; and as we enter into it, we find fafe- ty and true exaltation : the foolifhnefs of God is wifer than man, and the weaknefs of God is ftronger than man. Being uncloathed of our own wifdom, and knowing the abafe- ment of the creature, therein we find that power to arife, which gives health and vigor to us. CHAP. IV. His ii'i/it ing the families of friends at Burling* ton His journey to Pcnnfylvania, Mary* land, Virginia, and North-Carolina- Confi-* derations on the jlate of friends there ; and the exercife he r was under in travelling among t h of e fo generally concerned in keeping Jla*ues : withfome observations in converfation, .at fe^ ueral times, on this fubjeci His epiftle ta friends at New-Garden and Cane-Creek His thoughts mi the neglect of a religious care in the education of the negroes. TH E thirteenth day of the fecond month , in the year 1757, being then in good health, and abroad with friends vifiting fa- milies, I lodged at a friend's houfe, in Bur- lington ; and going to bed about the time with me, I awoke in. the night, ami my .,^ t^rityi* OF JOHN'WOOLMAN. 53 my meditations, as I lay, were on the good- nefs and mercy of the Lord ; in a fenfe whereof my heart was contrite : after this, I went to fleep again ; and fleeping a fhort time, I awoke ; it was yet dark, and no ap- pearance of day nor moonfhine ; and as I opened mine eyes, I faw a light in my cham- ber at the apparent diftance of five feet, about nine inches diameter, of a clear eafy bright- nefs, and near its center the mod radiant : as I lay^ flill without any furprize looking upon it, words were fpoken to my inward ear, which filled my whole inward man ; they were not the effect of thought, nor any conclufion in relation to the appearance, but as the language of the Holy One fpoken in my mind ; the words were, CERTAIN Evi- DKXCE OF DIVINE TRUTH; and were again repeated exactly in the fame manner ; where- upon the light difappeared. Feeling the exercife in relation to a vifit to the Southern Provinces to increafe upon me, I acquainted our manthly-rnectinp; therewith, and obtained their certificate : ex- pecting to go alone, one of my brothers, \v lived in Philadelphia, having fome bufinch in North-Carolina, propofed going with me part of the way; but as he had a view o'r* ibme outward affairs, to accept of him as a companion feemed fome difficulty with me, whereupon I had converfation with him at fundry. times ; and, at length, feeling eafy in my mind, I had converfation with feveral el- derly friends of Philadelphia on the fubjcct ; 54 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS and he obtaining a certificate fuitable to the occafion, we fet off in the fifth month of the year 1757 : and coming to Nottingham week-- day meeting, lodged at John Churchman's ; and here I met with our friend Benjamin Buinngton, from New-England, who was re- turning from a vifit to the Southern Pro- vinces. Thence we croiTed the river Su- quehannah, and lodged at William Cox's in Maryland ; and foon after I entered this pro- vince, a deep and painful exercife came upon me, which I often had fome feeling of fince my mind was drawn toward thefe parts, and with which I had acquainted my brother be^ fore we agreed to join as companions. YV As the people in this and the Southern Pro- vinces live much on the labour of flaves, many of whom are ufed hardly, my con*- cern was, that I might attend with finglenefs of heart to the voice of the true Shepherd, and be fo fupported as to remain unmoved at the faces of men. As it is common for friends on fuch a vi^ fit to have entertainment free of coil, a dif- ficulty arofe in my mind with reipecl to faving my money by kindnefs received, which to me appeared to be the gain of op- preflion. Receiving a gift, confidered as a gift, brings the receiver under obligations to the benefactor, and has a natural tendency to draw the/)bliged into a party with the giver. To prevent difficulties of this kind, and to preferve the minds of judges from any bias, was OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 55 \vas that divine prohibition ; " Thou fhalt ct not receive any gift : for a gift blindeth " the wife, and perverteth the words of the ** righteous." Exod. xxiii. 8. As the difci- ples were fent forth without any provifion. for their journey, and our Lord faid the work- man is worthy of his meat, their labour in the gofpel was confidered as a reward for their entertainment, and therefore not re- ceived as a gift ; yet, in regard to my prefent journey, I could not fee my way clear in that refpect. The difference appeared thus : The entertainment the difciples met with, was from fuch whofe hearts God had opened to receive them, from a love to them, and the truth they publifhe ty for us ; for he is a ftrong hold in the day of trouble, and knoweth them that truft in him. Ifle of Wight County, in Virginia, 2 yth of the jth month, 1757. From OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 73 From the yearly-meeting in Virginia, I went to Carolina ; and on the firft day of the fixth month, was at Wells monthly-meeting, where the fpring of the gofpel miniftry was opened, and the love of Jems Chrift experi- enced amongft us : to his name be the praife. Here my brother joined with fome friends from New-Garden, who were going home- ward ; and I went next to Simons-Creek monthly-meeting, where I was filent during the meeting for worihip : and when bufineis came on, my mind was exercifed concerning the poor Haves ; but did not feel my way clear to fpeak: in this condition I was bowed in fpirit before the Lord ; and with tears and inward fupplication befought him, fo to open my underftanding, that I might know his will concerning me ; and, at length, my mind was fettled in iilence : near the end of their bulinefs, a member of their meeting expreft a concern, that had fome time lain upon him, on account of friends fo much neglecting their duty in the education of their flaves ; and propofed having meetings fometimes appointed for them on a week- day, to be only attended by fome friends to be named in their monthly-meetings : many prefent appeared to unite with the propofal : one faid, he had often wondered that they, being our fellow-creatures and capable of re- ligious underftanding, had been fo exceeding- ly neglected : another exprefTed the like con- cern, and appeared zealous, that friends, in future, might more clofely coniider it : at length , ^x * ^^1^' . Jh 74 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS length a minute was made ; and the further conlideration of it referred to their next monthly-meeting. The friend who made this propofal hath negroes : he told me, that he was at New-Garden; about two hundred and fifty.miles from home, and came back alone ; and that in this folitary journey, this exer- cife, in regard to the education of their ne- groes, was, from time to time, renewed in his mind. A friend of fome note in Virgi- nia, who hath flaves, told me, that he being fifr from home on a lonefome journey, had many ferious thoughts about them ; and that his mind was fo impreft therewith, that he believed that he faw a time coming, when Divine Providence would alter the circum- ilance of thefe people, vefpecling their conr dition as flaves. From hence I went to Newbegun-Creek, and fat a confiderable time in much weak- nefs ; then I felt truth open the way to ipeak a little in much plainnefs and fimplici- ty, till, at length, through the increafe of divine love amongft us, we had a feafoning opportunity. From thence to the head of Little-River on a firft-day, where was a crouded meeting ; and, I believe, was, thro' divine goodnefs, made profitable to fome. Thence to the Old-Neck ; where I was led into a careful fearching out the fecret work- ings of the my fiery of iniquity, which, un- der a cover of religion, exalts itfelf againfl that pure fpirit, which leads in the way of meeknefs and felf-denial. From thence to Pincy- OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 7 > Pineywoods : this was the laft meeting I was at in Carolina, and was large ; and my heart being deeply engaged, I was drawn forth in- to a fervent labour amongft them. When I was at Newbegun-Creek, a friend was there who laboured for his living, hav- ing no negroes, and had been a -minifter many years : he came to me the next day ; and as we rode together, he iigmfied that he wanted to talk with me concerning a difficul- ty he had been under, and related it near as follows : to wit, That as monies had of late years been raifed by a tax to carry on the wars, he had a fcruple in his mind in regard to paying it, and chofe rather to fuffer diftraint of his goods than pay it ; and as he was the only perfon who refufed it in thofe parts, and knew not that any one elfe was in the like circum- ftances, and fignified that it had been a heavy trial to him ; and more fo, for that fome of his brethren had been uneafy with his conduct in that cafe : and added, that from a fympathy he felt with me yefterday in meeting, he found the freedom thus to open the matter, in the way of querying concerning friends in our parts : whereupon I told him the (late of friends amongft us, as well as I was able ; and alfo, that I had, for fome time, been under the like fcruple. I believed him to be one who was concerned -to walk uprightly before the Lord ; and efteemed it my duty to preferve this note concerning him Samuel Newby. From hence I went back into Virginia, and had a meeting near James Cowpland's ; it was 76 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS was a time of inward fuflering ; but, thro* the goodnefs of the Lord, I was made con- tent : then to another meeting ; where, thro* the renewings of pure love, we had a very comfortable feafon. Travelling up and down of late, I have had renewed evidences, that to be faithful to the Lord, and content with his will concern- ing me, is a moil necelTary and ufeful lelTon for me to be learning ; looking lefs at the ef- fects of my labour, than at the pure motion and reality of the concern, as it arifes from heavenly love. In the Lord Jehovah is ever- lafting ftrength ; and as the mind, by a hum- ble resignation, is united to him , and we utter words from an inward knowledge that they arife from the heavenly fpring, though our way may be difficult, and require dole attention to keep in it ; and though the man- lier in which we may be led may tend to our pwn abafement ; yet, if we continue in pa- tience and meeknefs, heavenly peace is the re- ward of our labours. From thence I went to Curies-meeting ; which, though fmall, was reviving to the honeft-hearted, , Jrhence to Black-Creek and Caroline meetings ; from whence, accompa- nied by William Standley before-mentioned, we rode to Goofe-Creek, being much thro* the woods, and about one hundred miles. We lodged, the firll night, at a publick- houfe ; the fecond, in the woods ; and the next day, we reached a friend's houfe, at Goofe-Creek. In the woods we lay under fornc OF JOHN WOOL MAR 77 fome difadvantage, having no fireworks nor bells for our horfes ; but we flopped a little before night, and let them feed on the wild grafs which Was plenty ; in the mean time Cutting with our knives a ftore againft night, and then tied them ; and gathering fome bufh- cs under an oak, we lay down ; but the muf- quetoes being plenty and the ground damp, I flept but little : thus lying in the wilder- nefs, and looking at the fiars, I was led to contemplate on the condition of our firft parents, when they were fent forth from the garden ; but the Almighty, though they had been difobedient, continued to be a father to them ; and (hewed them what tended to their felicity -as intelligent creatures, and was ac- ceptable to him. To provide things relative to our outward living, in the way of true wifdom is good ; and the gift of improving in things ufeful, is a good gift, and comes from the Father of lights. Many have had this gift ; and, from age to age, there have been improvements of this kind made in the world : but fome not keeping to the pure gift, have, in the creature^ cunning and felf- exaltation, fought out wlny inventions ; which inventions of men, as diftincl: from that uprightnefs in which man was created, as the firft niotion to them was evil, fo the effects have been and are evil. That, at this day, it is as neceffary for us conftantly to attend on the heavenly gift, to be qualified- to ufe rightly the good things in this life amidfl great improvements, as it was for our* firft 78 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS fir ft parents, when they were without any improvements, without any friend or father; but God only. I was at a meeting at Goofe-Creek ; and next at a monthly-meeting at Fairfax ; where, through the gracious dealing of the Almighty with us, his power prevailed over many hearts. Thence to Manoquacy and Pipe- Creek, in Maryland ; at both which places I had caufe humbly to adore Him, who flip- ported me through many exercifes, and by whofe help I was enabled to reach the true witnefs in the hearts of others: there were fome hopeful young people in thofe parts. Thence I had meetings at John Everit's in Monalen, and at Huntingdon ; and I was made humbly thankful to the Lord, who opened my heart amongfl the people in thefe new fettlements, fo that it was a time of en- couragement to the honeft-minded. At Monalen, a friend gave me fome ac- count of a religious fociety, among the Dutch, called mennonifts ; and, amongft other things, related a paflage in fubftance as follows : One of the mennonifts having acquaintance with a man of another fociety at a confider- able diftance, and being with his waggon on bufinefs near the houfe of his laid acquain- tance, and night coming on, he had thoughts of putting up with him ; but palling by his fields, and obferving the cliftrefTed appear- ance of his flaves, he kindled a fire in the woods hard by, and lay there that night: his faid acquaintance hearing where he lodg- ed, OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 79. ed, ind, afterward meeting theme nnonift, told him of it ; adding, he ihould have been heartily welcome at his houfe ; and from their acquaintance in former time, wondered at his conduct in that cafe : the mennonift re- plied, ever fince I lodged by thy field, I have wanted an opportunity to fpeak with thee : the matter was ; I intended to have come to thy houfe for entertainment, but feeing thy ilaves at their work, and obferving the man- ner of their drefs, I had no liking to come to partake with thee : then admonifhed him to ufe them with more humanity ; and added, as I lay by the fire that night, I thought that as I was a man of fubflance, thou would have received me freely ; but if I had been as poor as one of thy ilaves, and had no power to help myfelf, I fhould have received from thy hand no kinder ufage than they. Hence I was at three, meetings in my way: and fo I went home, under a humbling feiife of the gracious dealings of the Lord with me, in preferring me through many trials and afflictions in my journey. I was out \ about two months, and travelled about ele- ven hundred and fifty miles. l^xf Is- CHAP. 8o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS CHAP. V. Confederations on the payment of a tax, laid for carrying on the ivar againji the Indians Some notes on Thomas a Kempis and John Hufs Meetings of the committee of the year-* ly-meeting at Philadelphia The prefect cir- cumjlancts of friends in Pennfylvania aridNeiv- Jerfey, 'very different from thofe of our pre- decejjbrs The draughting of the militia iii Neiv^Jerfey toferve in the army ; ivithfomc obfervations on the Jlate of the members of our fociety at that time His vtfit to friends in Pennfylvania, accompanied by Benjamin Jones Proceedings at the monthly, quarterly and yearly meetings, in Philadelphia^ refpecl- ing thofe ivho keepjlaves. AF E \V years pad, money being made' current in our province for carrying ort \vars, and to be called in again by taxes laid on the inhabitants, my mind was often af-* fecled with the thoughts of paying fuch taxes ; and I believe it right for me to pre- ferve a memorandum concerning it : I was told, that friends in England frequently paid taxes, when the money was applied to fuch purpofes : I had converfation with feveral noted friends on the fubject, who all favour- ed the payment of fuch taxes ; fome of whom I preferred before myfelf, and this made me eafier for a time ; yet there was in the deeps of OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 81 of my mind, a .fcruple which I never could get over ; and, at certain times, I was great- ly diitrejGTed on that account. I all along believed that there were fbme upright-hearted "men, who paid flich taxes ; but could not fee that their example was a fufBcierit reafbn for me to do fo, while I be- lieved that the f pint of truth required of me, as an individual, to fufFer patiently the diftrefs of goods, rather than pay actively. I have been informed that Thomas a Kem- pis lived and died in the profeilion of the Roman catholic religion : and in reading his writings, I have believed him to be a man of a true chrifdan fpirit ; as fully fo, as many who died martyrs becaufe they could not join with fome fuperftitions in that church. All true chriflians are of the fame fpirit, but their gifts are diverfe ; Jems Chrift ap- pointing to each one their peculiar office, agreeable to his infinite wifdom. John Hufs contended againft the errors crept into the church, in oj^pofition to the council of Conftaiice ; whidl the hiflorian reports to have confided of fome thoufand per- fons. He modeftly vindicated the caufe which he believed was right ; and though his lan- guage and conduct toward his judges appear to have been refpectful, yet he never could be moved from the principles fettled in his mind. To ufe his own words : " This I moft humbly require and delire of you all, even for His fake who is the God of us all, that I be not compelled to the thing which my G confcience 82 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS confcience doth repugn or drive againft." And again, in his anfwer to the emperor : " I refufe nothing, moft noble emperor, whatfoever the council ihall decree or deter- mine upon me, only this one thing I except, that I do not offend God and my conicience." Fox's Acts and Monuments, page 233. At length, rather than ad! contrary to that which he believed the Lord required of him, he chofe to fuffer death by fire. Thomas a Kempis, without difputing againft the arti- cles then generally agreed to, appears to have laboured, by a pious example as well as by preaching and writing, to promote virtue and die inward fpiritual religion : And I believe they were both fmcere-hearted followers of Chrift. True charity is an excellent virtue : and fincerely to labour for their good, whofe be- lief, in all points, doth not agree with ours, is a happy itate. To refufe the active pay- ment of a tax which our fociety generally paid, was exceeding difagreeable ; but to do a thing contrary to my confcieiice, appeared yet more dreadful. When this exercife came upon me, I knew of none under the like dif- ficulty ; and, in my diftrefs, I befought the Lord to enable me to give up all, that fo I might follow him wherefoevcr he \vas pleafed to lead me : and under this exerciie, I went to our yearly-meeting at Philadelphia, in the year 1755 ; at which a committee was ap- pointed of fome from each quarter, to cor- refpond with the meeting for fufferings in London; OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 83 London, and another to vifit our monthly and quarterly-meetings ; and after their ap- pointment, before the laft adjournment of the meeting, it was agreed in the meeting, that thefe two committees mould meet to- gether in friends fchool-houfe in the city, at a time then concluded on, to coniider fome things in which the caufe of truth was concerned ; and thefe committees meet- ing together, had a weighty conference in the. fear of the Lord ; at which time, I perceived, there were many friends under a fcruple like that before-mentioned*. As fcrupling to pay a tax on account of the application, hath feldom been heard of heretofore, even amongft men of integrity, who have fteadily borne their teflimony againft outward wars in their time ; I may here note fome things which have occurred to my mind, as I have been inwardly exer- cifed on that account : from the fteady oppo- fition which faithful friends, in early times, made to wrong things then approved of, they were hated and persecuted by men living in the fpirit of this world ; and fuffering with firmnefs, they were made a Welling to the church, and the work profpered. It equally concerns men, in every age, to take heed to their own fpirit ; and in comparing their fitu- G 2 ation * Chriftians refufed to pay taxes to fupport heathen tem- ples. See Primitive Chriftianity, part III. page 327, 84 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ation with ours, it looks to me there was lefs clanger of their being infected with the fpi- rit of this world, in paying fuch taxes, than there is of vis now : they had little or no fliare in civil government ; and many of them de- clared, they were, through the power of God, feparated from the fpirit in which wars were ; and being afflicted by the rulers on account of their teflimony, there was lefs likelihood of uniting in fpirit with them in things in- Confident with the purity of truth. We, from the firft fettlement of this land, have known little or no troubles of that fort : their profeflion, for a time, was accounted re- proachful j but, at length, the uprightnefs of our predeceffors being underftood by the rulers, afid their innocent fufferings moving themj our way of worfhip was tolerated ; and many of our members in thefe colonies became active in civil government. -Being thus tried with favour and profperity, this world hath appeared inviting ; our minds have been turned to the improvement of our country, to merchandize and faiences, amongft which are many things ufeful, being followed in pure wifdom ; but in our preient condition, that a carnal mind is gaining upon us, I be- lieve will not be denied. Some of our mem- bers, who are officers in civil government, are, in one cafe or other, called upon in their refpective flations to aiuft in things relative to the wars ; fuch being in doubt whether to act, or crave to be cxcufed from their office, feeing their brethren united in the payment of OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 5 of a tax to carry on the faid wars, might think their cafe not much different, and fb quench the tender movings of the Holy Spi- rit in their minds ; and thus, by fmall degrees, there might be an approach toward that of fighting, till we came fo near it, as that the diilinctioii would be little elfe, but the name of a peaceable people. It requires great felf-denial and refigna- tion of ourfelves to God, to attain that ftatc wherein we can freely ceafe from fighting when wrongfully invaded ; if, by our fight- ing, there were a probability of overcoming the invaders : whoever rightly attains to it, does, in fome degree, feel that fpirit in which our Redeemer gaVe his life for us ; and, thro' divine goodnefs, many of our predeceiTors, and many now living, have learned this bleffed leffon ; but many others, having their religion .chiefly by education, and not being enough acquainted with that crofs which crucifies to the world, do manifeft a temper difliiiguim- able from that of an entire trull in God. In calmly confidering tliefe things, it hath not appeared flrange to me, that an exercife hath now fallen upon fome, which, as to the out- \vard means of it, is different from what was kno w r n to many of thofe who went before us. Some time after the, yearly-meeting, a day being appointed, and letters wrote to diftant members, the faid committees met at Phila- delphia ; and, by adjournments, continued feveral days. The calamities of war were .now increasing j the frontier inhabitants of Peon* 86 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS Pennfylvania were frequently furprized, fome flam, and many taken captive by the Indians ; and while thefe committees fat, the corps of one fo flam was brought in a waggon, and taken through the ftreets of the city, in his bloody garments, to alarm the people, and roufe them up to war. Friends thus met were not all of one mind in relation to the tax ; which to fuch whp fcrupled it made the way more difficult. To refufe an active payment at fuch a time, might be conftrue'd an act of difloyalty, and appeared likely to difpleafe the rulers, not only here but in England ; ftill there was a fcruple fo fattened xipon the minds of many friends, that nothing moved it : ~ it was a conference the moil weighty that ever 'I was at ; and the hearts of many were -.bowed in reverence before the Moil High. Some friends of the faid committees w r ho appeared eaty to pay the tax, after feveral adjournments, with- drew ; others of them continued till the laft : at length, an epiftle of tender love and cau- tion, to friends in Pennfylvania, was drawn by fome friends concerned, on that fubject ; and being read feveral times and corrected, was then iigned by fuch of them as were free to fign it, and afterward lent to the monthly and quarterly-meetings. On the ninth day of the eighth month, in the year 1757, at night, orders came to the military officers in our county, (Burlington) directing them to draft the militia, and pre- pare a number of men to go off as foldiers, to OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 87 to the relief of the Englifli at fort William- Henry, in New- York government : a few days after which, there was a general review of the militia at Mount-Holly, and a num- ber of men chofen and fent off under fome officers. Shortly after, there came orders to draught three times as many, to hold them- felves in readinefs to march when frefli or- ders came : and on the feventeenth day of the eighth month, there was a meeting of the military officers at Mount-Holly, who agreed on a draught ; and orders were fent to the men fo chofen, to meet their refpeclive captains, at fet times and places ; thofe in our townmip to meet at Mount-Holly ; amongfl whom were a considerable number of our fociety. My, mind being affecled herewith, I had frefh' opportunity to fee and confider the advantage of living in the real fubftance of - religioi^, where practice doth harmonize with principle. Amongft the officers are men of understanding, who have fome regard to iincerity where they fee it ; and in the exe- cution of their office, when they have men to deal with whom they believe to be up- right-hearted, to put them to trouble on ac- count of fcruples of confcience, is a painful talk, and likely to be avoided as much as eafily as may be : but "where men profels to be fo 'meek and heavenly-minded, and to have their truft fo firmly fettled in God, that they cannot join in wars ; and yet, by their fpirit and conduct in common life, manifefl a S3 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS a contrary difpofition, their difficulties arc great at fuch a time. Oitictjs in great anxiety endeavouring to get troops to anfwer the demands of their fu- periors, feeing men, who are iniincere, pre- tend Icrupie of conicience, in hopes of be- ing excuied from a dangerous employment, they are likely to be roughly handled. In this time of commotion ibme of our young men left the pan.-?, and tarried abroad till h was over ; fome came, and propoled to go as foidiers ; others appeared to have a real tender fcruple in their minds againft joining in wars, and were much humbled under the apprehenfion of a trial fo near : I had con- verfation with feveral of them to my fatisfac- tion. At the iet time when the captain came to town, fome of thofe laft-mentioned went and told him in fubflance as follows : That they could not bear arms for confcience- fake ; nor could they hire any to go in their places, being religned as to the event of it : at length the captain acquainted them all, that they might return home for the prefent, and required them to provide themielves as foidiers, and to be in readinefs to march when called upon. This was fuch a time as I had not feeii before j and yet I may fay, with thankfulnefs to the Lord, that I believed this trial was intended for our good ; and I was favoured with resignation to him. The French army taking the fort they were befieging, de- flroyed it and went away : the company of men OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 89 men firft draughted, after fome days march, had orders to return home ; and thofe on the fecond draught, were no more called Upon on that occaiion. On the fourth day of the fourth month, in the year 1758, orders came to fome officers, in Mount-Holly, to prepare quarters, a more time, for about one hundred foldiers : and an officer and two other men, all inhabitants of our town, came to my houfe ; and the of- ficer told me, that he came to fpeak with rne, to provide lodging and entertainment for two foldiers, there being fix Ihillings a week per man allowed as pay for it. The cafe being new and unexpected, I made no anfwer fud- denly ; but fat a time fileiit, my mind being inward : I was fully convinced, that the pro- ceedings in wars are inconfiftent with the purity of the chriftian religion; and to be hired to entertain men, who were then under pay as foldiers, was a difficulty with me. I expecled they had legal authority for what they did ; and, after a fhort time, I faid to the officer, if the men are fent here for en- tertainment, I believe I iliall not refufe to ad- mit them into my houfe ; but the nature of the cafe is fuch, that I expect I cannot keep them on hire : one of the men intimated, that he thought I might do it confident with my religious principles : to which I made no reply ; as believing filence, at that time, beft for me. Though they fpake of two, there came only one, who tarried at my houfe about two weeks, and behaved himfelf civilly ; and when 9 o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS when the officer came to pay me, I told him I could not take pay for it, having admitted him into my houfe in a paffive obedience to authority. I was on horfeback when he ipake to me : and as I turned from him, he laid, he was obliged to me : to which I laid nothing ; but thinking on the expreflion, I grew uneafy ; and afterwards, being near where he lived, I went and told him on what grounds I refufed taking pay for keeping the fbldier. Near the beginning of the year 1758, I went one evening, in company with a friend, to vifit a fick perfbn ; and before our re- turn, we were told of a woman living near, who, of late, had feveral days been difcon- folate, occafioned by a dream ; wherein death, and the judgments of the Almighty after death, were reprefented to her mind in a moving manner : her fadnefs, on that ac- count, being worn off; the friend, with whom I was in company, went to fee her, and had fome religious converfation with her and her hufband : with this vifit they were fomewhat affected ; and the man, with many tears, expreffed his fatisfaction : and, in a ihort time after, the poor man being on the river in a ftorm of wind, he, with one more, was drowned. In the eighth month of the year 1758, having had drawings in my mind to be at the quarterly-meeting in Chefter county, and at fome meetings in the county of Philadel- phia, I went firft to faid quarterly-meeting, which OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 91 which was large ; and feveral weighty mat- ters came under confederation and debate ; and the Lord was pleafed to qualify fome of his fervants with ftrength and firmnefs, to bear the burthen of the day : though I laid but little, my mind was deeply exercifed ; and, under a fenfe of God's love, in the an- ointing and fitting fome young men for his work, I was comforted, and my heart was tendered before him. From hence I went to the youths meeting at Darby, where my be- loved friend and brother Benjamin Jones met me, by an appointment before I left home, to join in the vifit : and we w r ere at Radnor, Merion, Richland, North-Wales, Plymouth, and Abhigtoii meetings ; and had caufe to bow in reverence before the Lord our graci- ous God, by whofe help way was opened for us from day to day. I was out about two weeks, and rode about two hundred miles. The monthly-meeting of Philadelphia hav- ing been under a concern, on account of fome friends, who this fummcr (1758) had bought negro flaves : the faid meeting moved it totheir quarterly-meeting, to have the minute recon- fidered in the yearly-meeting, which was made lafl oil that fubjecl : and the faid quar- terly-meeting appointed a committee to coii- fider it, and report to their next ; vrhich committee having met once and adjourned, and I going to Philadelphia to nicer; a com- mittee of the yearly-meeting, was in town the evening on which the quarterly-meeting's com- 9 2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS committee met the fecond time ; and finding ail inclination to fit with them, was, with e others, admitted ; and friends had a weighty conference on the fubject : and ibon- after their next quarterly-meeting, I heard that the cafe was coming to our yearly-meet- ing ; which brought a weighty exercife upon me, and under a fenfe of my own infirmi- ties, and the great danger I felt of turning alkie from perfect purity, my mind was of- ten drawn to retire alone, and put up my prayers to the Lord, that he would be gra- cioully pleafed to ftrengthen me ; that letting aiide all views of felf-intereft and the friend- iliip of this world, I might Hand fully re- iigned to his holy will. In this yearly-meeting, feveral weighty matters were conficlered ; and toward the laft, that in, relation to dealing with perfons" who purchafe Haves. During the feveral fittings of the faid meeting, my mind was frequent- ly covered with inward prayer ; and I could lay with David, " that tears were my meat *' day and night." The cafe of flave-keeping lay heavy upon me ; nor did I find any en- gagement to fpeak directly to any other mat- ter before the meeting. Now when this cafe was opened, ieveral faithful friends fpake weightily thereto, with which I was com- forted ; and feeling a concern to cafl in my mite, I laid, in fubftancc, as follows : " In the difficulties attending us in this life, nothing is more precious than the mind of truth inwardly manifefted j and it is my earned oh p JOHN WOOL MAN. 93 earneft defire, that in this weighty matter, we may be fo truly humbled as to be favour- ed with a clear understanding of the mind of truth, and follow it ; this would be of more advantage to the fociety, than any me- dium not in the clearnefs of divine wilcjom. The cafe is difficult to fome who have them; but if fiich fet afkle all felf-intereft, and come to be weaned from the defire of getting ef- tates, or even from holding them together, when truth requires the contrary, I believe way will open that they will know how to fteer through thoie difficulties." Many friends appeared to be deeply bow- ed under the weight of the work ; and mani- feiled much nrmnefs in their love to the cauie of truth, and univerfal righteoufnefs on the earth : and though none did openly juilify the practice cf nave-keeping in general, yet fome appeared concerned, left the meeting fhould go into fiich meafures, as might give uneafinefs to many brethren ; alledging, that if friends patiently continued under the ex- ercife, the Lord, in time to come, might open a way for the deliverance of thefe peo- ple : and I finding an engagement to {peak, laid, " My mind is often led to confider the purity of the Divine Being, and the juftice of his judgments ; and herein my foul is co- vered with awfulnefs : I cannot omit to hint of fome cafes, where people have hot been treated with the purity of juilice, and the jilt hath been lamentable : Many flaves on this continent are opprefled, and their cries have n S 94 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS have reached the ears of the Mofl High, uch are the purity and certainty of his judgments, that he cannot be partial in our favour. In infinite love and goodnefs, he jhath opened our understandings from onetime to another, concerning our duty toward this people ; and it is not a time for delay. Should we now be feniible of what he requires of us, and through a refpecl: to the private in- tereft of fome perfons, or through a regard to fome friendihips which do not fland on an immutable foundation, neglect to do our du- ty in firmnefs and conftancy, flill waiting for fome extraordinary means to bring about their deliverance ; it may be by terrible things in righteoufnefs, God may anfwer us in this matter." Many faithful brethren laboured with great firmnefs ; and the love of truth, in a good degree, prevailed. Several friends, who had negroes, expreffed their delire that a rule might be made, to deal with fuch friends as offenders who bought flaves in future : to this it was anfwered, that the root of this evil would never be effectu'ally ftruck at, un- til a thorough fearch was made into the cir- cumftances of fuch friends who kept negroes, with refpecl to the righteoufnefs of their motives in keeping them, that impartial juf- tice might be adminiflered throughout. Seve- ral friends exprefled their defire, that a vifit might be made to fuch friends who kept flaves : and many friends faid, that they be- lieved OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 9? lieved liberty was the negroes right ; to which, at length, no oppofition was made publicly : a minute was made more full on that fub- jec"t, than any heretofore ; and the names of feveral friends entered, who were free to join in a vific to fuch who kept flaves. CHAP. VI. Ills vifiting the quarterly-meetings in Chefter county ; and afterwards joining ivith Daniel Stanton and John Scarborough, in a vifit to fuch as kept flaves there Some obfervations en the condutl fuch fliould maintain we had fome weighty feafons ; where the power of truth was largely extended, to the ftrengthening of the honefh-minded. As friends read over the epiflles, to be fent to the yearly-meetings along this continent, I obferved in mofl of them, both this year and la ft, it was recommended to friends to la- bour againfl buying and keeping flaves ; and in fome of them clofely treated upon. As this practice hath long been a heavy exercife to me, and I have often waded through mor- ^tifying labours on that account ; and, at times, OF JOHN WOOL MAN. ror times, in fome meetings been almofl alone therein. Now obferving the increafing con- cern in our religious fociety, and feeing how the Lord was railing up and qualifying fer- vants for his work, not only in this reipec\ but for promoting the caufe of truth in ge- neral, I was humbly bowed in thankfulnefs before him. This meeting continued near a week : and, for fever al days, in the forepart of it, my mind was drawn into a deep in- ward ftillnefs ; and being, at times, covered' with the fpirit of fupplication, my heart was fecretly poured out before the Lord : and near the conclufion of the meeting for bufi- nefs way opened, that, in the pure flowings of divine love, I expreffed what lay upon me; which, as it then arofe in my mind, was " firfltofhew how deep anfwers to deep in the hearts of the fincere and upright ; though, in their different growths they may not allhave attained to the fame clearnefs in fome points relating to our teftimony : and I was led to mention the integrity and conflancy of many martyrs, who gave their lives for the tefti- mony of Jefus ; and yet, in fome points, held doctrines diftinguimable from fome which we hold : and that, in all ages where people were faithful to the light and under- itanding which the Mo ft High afforded them, they found acceptance with him ; and that now, though there are different ways of thinking amongft us in fome particulars, yet, if we mutually kept to that fpirit and power which crucifies to the world, which teaches us. joa THE LIFE AND TRAVELS us to be content with things really needful, and to avoid all fuperfluities, giving up our hearts to fear and ferve the Lord, true unity may (till be preferred amongft us : and that if fuch, who were, at times, under fuiTerings on account of fome fcruples of confcience, kept low and humble, and in their conduct in life manifefled a fpirit of true charity; it would be more likely to reach the witnefs in others, and be of more fervice in the church, than if their fufFerings were attend- ed with a contrary fpirit and conduct." In which exercife I was drawn into a fympa- thizing tendernefs with the meep of Chrifl, however diftinguiihed one from another in this world ; and the like difpoiition appeared to fpread over others in the meeting. Great is the goodnefs of the Lord toward his poor creatures. An epiflle went forth from this yearly- meeting, which I think good to give a place in this journal ; being as follows : FronJ OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 103 From the yearly-meeting held at Philadel- phia, for Pennfylvania and New-Jerfey, from the twenty-fecond day of the ninth month, to the twenty-eighth day of the lame, inclufive, 1759. ^ To the quarterly and monthly meetings of friends belonging to the faid yearly-meet- ing. Dearly beloved friends and brethren, ** TN an siwfulfenfe of the wifdom and goocl- * nefs of the Lord our God, whofe tender mercies have long been continued to us in this land, we affectionately falute you, with fincere and fervent defires, that we may re- verently regard the difpenfations of his pro- vidence, and improve under them." " The empires and kingdoms of the earth are fubjecl: to his Almighty power : He is the God of the fpirits of all flefli ; and deals with his people agreeable to that wifdom, die depth whereof is to us unfearchable : we, in thefe provinces, may fay, He hath, as a gracious and tender parent, dealt bountifully with us, even from the days of our fathers : it was He who ftrengthened them to labour through the difficulties attending the improvement of a wildernefs, and made way for them in the hearts of the natives ; fo that by them they were comforted ia times of want and diftrefs , 104 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS it was by the gracious influences of his holy fpirit, that they .were difpofed to work righr teoufnefs, and walk uprightly one towards another, and towards the natives, and in life and conversation to rAanifeft the excellency of the principles and doctrines of the chriftian religion ; and thereby they retain their efteem and- friendfhip : whilft they were labouring for the neceffaries of life, many of them were fervently engaged to promote piety and vir- tue in the earth, and educate their children in the fear of the Lord." " If we carefully confider the peaceable meafures purfued in the nrfl fettlement of the land, and that freedom from the defola- -tions of wars, which for a long time we en- joyed, we mall find ourfelves under ftrbng obligations to the Almighty, who, when the earth is fo generally polluted with wicked- nefs, gave us a being in a part fo fignally fa- voured with tranquillity and plenty, aiid in which the "glad tidings of the gofpel of Chrifl are fo freely publifhed, that we may juflly fay with the pfalmift, " What fhall " we render unto the Lord for all his bene- " fits?" " Our own real good, and the good of our poflerhy in fomc meafure depends on the part we act ; and it nearly concerns us to try our foundations impartially. Such are the different rewards of the juft and unjuft in a future flate, that to attend diligently to the dictates of the fpirit of Chrifl, to devote our- felves to his fervice, and engage fervently in his OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 105 his caufe, during our fliort flay in this world, is a choice well becoming a free intelligent creature ; we ihall thus clearly fee and con- fider that the dealings* of God with mankind in a nation? 1 capacity, as recorded in holy writ, do fufficiently evidence the truth of that faying, " it is righteoufnefs which ex- " alteth a nation ;" and though he doth not at all times fuddenly execute his judgments on a finful people in this life, yet we fee by many inilances, that where " men follow " lying vanities, they forfake their own mer- " cies ;" and as a proud felfrfh fpirit prevails and fpreads among a people, fo partial judg- ment, oppreflion, clifcord, envy and confn- fions increafe, and provinces and kingdoms are made to drink the cup of adverfity as a reward of their own doings. Thus the in- fpired prophet, reafoning with the degene- rated Jews, faith, " Thine own wickedness " ihall correct thee, and thy backflidings " Ihall reprove thee : know therefore, that u it is an evil thing and bitter, that then " haft forfaken the Lord thy God, and " that my fear is not in thee, faith the Lord " God of Hods." Jer. ii. 19. " The God of our fathers, who hath be- ftowed on us many benefits, furniihed a ta- ble for us in the wildernefs, and made the defarts and folitary places to rejoice ; he doth now mercifully call upon us to ferve him more faithfully We may truly fay with the prophet, " it is his voice which crieth to the " city, and men of \vifdom fee his name : " They 106 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS " They regard the rod, and him who hath " appointed it". People who look chiefly at things outward, too little confider the ori- ginal caufe of the prefeiit troubles ; but fuch who fear the Lord, and think often upon his name, they fee and feel that a wrong fpirit is fpreading among the inhabitants of our country ; that the hearts of many are waxed fat, and their ears dull of hearing j that the Moil High, in his vifitations to us, inftead of calling, he lifteth up his voice and crieth ; he crieth to our country, and his voice waxeth louder and louder. In former wars between the Englifh and other nations, iince the fettlement of our provinces, the ca- lamities attending them have fallen chietiy on other places, but now of late they have reached to our borders ; many of our fellow fubjecls. have fuffered on and near our fron- tiers, fbme have been ilain in battle, fome killed in their houfes, and fome in their fields, fome wounded and left in great mifery, and others feparated from their wives and little children, who have been carried captives among the Indians : We have feen men an$ women, who have been witnefies of thefe icencs of forrow, and being reduced Co want, have come to our houfes afking relief. Jt is not long fince it was the cafe of many young men in one of thefe provinces to be draughted, in order to be taken as fpldiers ; fbme where at that time in great diflrefs, and had occafion to confider that their lives had, been too little conformable to the purity and fpirituality OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 107 fpirituality of that religion which we pro- f'efs, and found themfelves too little ac- quainted with that inward humility, in which true fortitude to endure hardncfs for the truth's fake is experienced. Many pa- rents were concerned for their children, and in that time of trial were led to coniider, that their care to get outward treafure for them, had been greater than their care for their fettlement in that religion which cruci- fieth to the world, and cnableth to bear a clear teflimony to the peaceable government of the Meffiah. Thefe troubles are removed, and for a time we are releafed from them." " Let us not forget that ct the Moft High hath " his way in the 4eep, in clouds and in thick " darknefs'V-that it is his voice which crieth to the city and to the country ; and oh ! that thefe loud and awakening cries, may have a proper effect upon us, that heavier chaftile- ment may not become neceffary ! For though things, as to the outward, may, for a iliort time, afford a pleafing profpecl; yet, while a felfifh fpirit, that is not fubjecl: to the crols of Chriil, continueth to fpread and prevail, there can be no long continuance in outward peace and tranquillity. If we defire an inhe- ritance incorruptible, and to be at reft in that flate of peace and happinefs, which ever con- tinues ; if we defire in this life to dwell un- der the favour and protection of that al- mighty Being, whole habitation is in holi- nels, whole ways are all equal and \vhofe anger is now kindled, becaufe of our back- flidings, io8 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS fiidings ; let us then awfully regard thefe beginnings of his fore judgments', and with abafement and humiliation turn to Him, whom we have offended." " Contending with one equal in ftrength, is an uneafy exercife ; but if the Lord is be- come our enemy, if we perfift to contend with Him who is Omnipotent, our over- throw will be unavoidable." k " Do we feel an affectionate regard to pofte- rity ; and are we employed to promote their happinefs ? Do our minds, in things out- ward, look beyond our own dilfolution ; and are we contriving for the profperity of our children after us ? Let us then, like wife builders, lay the foundation deep; and by our conltant uniform regard to an inward piety and virtue, let them fee that we really value it : let us labour in the fear of the Lord, that their innocent minds, while young and tender, may be preferved from corrup- tions ; that as they advance in age, they may rightly underfland their true intereft, may confider the uncertainty of temporal things, and, above all, have their hope and confidence firmly fettled in the bleffmg of that Almighty Being, who inhabits eternity, and preferves and fupports the world." " In all our cares about worldly treafures, let us fteadily bear in mind, that riches po- feffcd by children, who do not truly ierve God, are likely to prove fnares that may more grievoufly entangle them in that fpirit of ieljifhnefs and exaltation, which {lands in oppofi- of JOHN WOOL MAN. 109 oppofition to real peace and happinefs ; and renders them enemies to the crols of Chrift, who fubmit to the influence of it." '"To keep a watchful eye towards real ob- jects of charity, to viiit the poor in their lonefome dwelling-places, to comfort them who, through the difpenfations of Divine Providence, are in ftrait and painful circum- ftances in this life, and fteadily to endeavour to honour God with our fubftance, from a real fenfe of the love of Chriil influencing our minds thereto, is more likely to bring a blcfling to our children, and will afford more fatisfadion to a chriftian favoured with plen- ty, than an earned defire to collecl much wealth to leave behind us, for" here we have " no continuing city ;" may we therefore di- ligently " feek one that is to come, whofe " builder and maker is God." " Finally, brethren, whatfoever things are " true, whatfoever things are jufl, whatfo- " ever things are pure, whatfoever things " are lovely, whatfoever things are of good " report ; if there be any virtue, if there " be any praife, think on thefe things and "do them, and the God of peace fhall be " with you." Signed by appointment, and on behalf of our laid meeting, by feven friends. On no THE LIFE AND TRAVELS On the twenty-eighth day of the eleven til month, in the year 1759, I was at the quar- terly-meeting in Bucks county : this day be- ing the meeting of minifters and elders, my heart was enlarged in the love of Jefus Chrift j and the favour of the Moil High was ex- tended to us in that and the enfuing meet- ing. I had converfation, at my lodging, with my beloved friend Samuel Eaftburn ; who expreiTed a concern to join in a vifit to fome friends j in that county, who had negroes ; and as I had felt a draught irf my mind to that Work in the faid county, I came home and put things in order : on the eleventh day of the twelfth month following, I went: over the river ; and on the next day- was at Buckingham meeting ; where, through the defcendings of heavenly dew, my mind was comforted, and drawn into a near unity with the flock of Jefus Chrift. Entering upon this vifit appeared weighty i and before I left home my mind was often lad ; under which exercife I felt, at times, the Holy Spirit which helps our infirmities ; through which, in private, my prayers were, at times, put up to God, that he would be pleafed to purge me from all felfiihnefs, that I might be Strengthened to difcharge my duty faithfully, how hard foever to the na- tural part. We proceeded on the vifit in a weighty frame of fpirit, and went to the houies of the mod active members, through- out the county, who had negroes ; and, through OF JOHN WOOL MAN/ in through the goodnefs of the Lord, my mind was preserved in refignation in times i)f trial, and though the work was hard to nature, yet through the flrength of that love which is ilrongcr than death, tendernefs of heart was often felt amongft us in our vifits, and we parted from feveral families with greater fatisfaclioii than we expecled. We vifited Jofeph White's family, he be-^ ing in England ; had alfo a family fitting at the hcufe of an elder who bore us company, and was at Makefiekl on a firft day : at ail which times my heart was truly thankful to the Lord, who was gracioufly pleafed to re- new his loving-kindnefs to us, his poor fer- vants, uniting us together in his work. In the winter of this year, the iinall-pox be- ing in our town, and many being inoculated, of which a few died, fome things were open- ed in my mind, which I wrote as follow : The more fully our lives are conformable to the will of God, the better it is for us. I have looked on the finall-pox as a mefTenger from the Almighty, to be an affiftant in the caufc of virtue, and to incite us to confider whether we employ our time only in fucli things as are confident with perfect wifdom and goodnefs. Building houfes fuitable to dwell in, for ourf elves and our creatures ; preparing cloath- ing fuitable for the climate and feaibn, and food convenient, are all duties incumbent on us : and under thefe general heads, are branches of buliaefs, in which we may ii2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS may venture health and life, as neceflity may require. This difeafe being in a houfe, and my bufmeis calling me to go near it, it incites me to think, whether this buiinefs is a real indifpenfible duty ; whether it is not in con- formity to fome cuftom, which would be better laid afide ; or, whether it does not proceed from too eager a purfuit after fome outward treafure. If the bufinefs before me fprings not from a clear underftanding, and a. regard to that ufe^pf things which perfect wifdom approves ; to be brought to a fenfe of it, and flopped in my purfuit, is a kind- nefs ; for when I proceed to bufinefs with- out fome evidence of duty, I have found, by experience, that it tends to weaknefs* If I am fo fituated that there appears no probability of mimng the infection, it tends to make me think, whether my manner of life, in things outward, has nothing in it which may unfit my body to receive this meffenger in a way the mod favourable to me. Do I ufe food and drink in no other fort, and in no other degree, than was de- figned by Him, who gave thefe creatures for our fciftenance ? Do I never abufe my body by inordinate labour, flriving to accompliih fome end which I have unwifely propofed ? Do I ufe action enough in fome ufeful em- ploy ? Or, clo I fit too- much idle, while fome peiibns, who labour to fupport me, have too great a ihare of it ? If, in any of thefe things, OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 113 things j I am deficient, to be incited to con- fider it, is a favour to me. There is employ neceffary in focial life ; and this infection, which often proves mor- tal, incites me to think, whether thefe focial acts of mine are" real duties : if I go on a viiit to the widows and fatherlefs, do I go purely on a principle of charity, free from any felnih views ? If I go to a religious meeting, it puts me on thinking, whether I go in fmcerity and in a clear fenle of duty ; or whether it is not parser in conformity to cuftom, or partly from a fenlible delight which my animal fpirits feel in the com- pany of other people ; and whether to flip- port my reputation as a religious man, has no fhare in it. Do affairs, relating to, civil fociety, call me near this infection ? If I go, it is at the hazard of my health and life ; and becomes me to think feriouily, whether love to truth and righteoufiiefs is the motive of my attending ; whether the manner of proceeding, is alto- gether equitable ; or whether aught of nar- rowiiefs, party inter eft, refpect to outward dignities, names, or diftinctions among men, do not (lain the beauty of thofe affemblies, and render it doubtful, in point of duty, whether a difciple of Chrift ought to attend as a member united to the body or not. Whenever there are blcmifhes which, for a feries of time, remain fuch ; that which is a means of ftirring us up to look atten- tively on thefe blemiihes, and to labour ac- I cording ii4 THE LIFE A*D TRAVELS cording to our capacities, to have health and foundnefs reflored in our country, we may juftly account a kindnefs from our gracious Father, who appointed that mean; The care of a wife and good man for his only fon^ is inferior to the regard of the great Parent of the univerfe for his creatures. He- hath the command of all the powers and operations in nature ; and " doth not afflict willingly, nor grieve the children of men :" chaftifement is intended for inflrudlion, and inftruclion being received by gentle chaftiie- ment, greater calamities are prevented. . By an earthquake hundreds of houfes are fometimes fhaken down in a few minutes $ and multitudes of people perifh fuddenly ; and many more being crufhed and bruifed in the ruins of the buildings, pine away and die in great mifery. By the breaking in of enraged mercilefs armies, flourifhing countries have been laid wafte, . and great numbers of people perifhed in a ihort time, and many more prefled with poverty and grief. By the peftilence people have died fo fafl in a city, that through fear, grief and con- fufion, thofe in health have found great dif- ficulty in burying the dead, even without coffins. By famine, great numbers of people, in fome places, have been brought to the ut- molt diflrefs, and pined away for want of the neceflaries of life. Thus, where the kind invitations, and gentle chailifements, of a gracious OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 115 gracious God have not been attended to, his fore judgments have, at times, been poured out upon people. While fbrrie rules approved in civil fo- eiety, and conformable to human policy, fo called, are diftinguiihable from the purity of truth and righteoufnefs : while many pro- fefling truth, are declining from that ardent love and heavenly mindednefs, which was amongfl the primitive followers of Jefus Chrifk : it is a time for us to attend diligent- ly to the intent of every chaftifement, and coniider the mod deep and inward defign of them; The Mod High doth not often fpeak with an outward voice to our outward ears ; but, if we humbly meditate on his perfections, confider that he is perfect wifdom and good- nefs, and to afflict his creatures to ho pur- pofe, would be utterly reverfe to his nature, we mall hear and underftand his language, both in his gentle and more heavy chaftife- ments ; and take heed that we do not, in the wifdom of this world; endeavour to efcape his hand by means too powerful for us. Had he endowed men with underflanding to hinder the force of this difeafe by inno- cent means, which had never proved mor- tal nor hurtful to our bodies, fuch difcovery might be coniidered as the period of chaftife- ment by this diftemper, where that know- ledge extended : but as life and health are his gifts, and not to be difpofed of in our own wills, to take upon us, when in health, I 2 a diftemper Hi 6 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS a diftemper, of which fome die, requires great clearnefs of knowledge, that it is our duty to do fo. CHAP, VII. His vifit) in company ivith Samuel JLajlbitrn, to Long-IJland, Rhode- Ijl and ^ Bojion y &v. in New-England Remarks on the Jlave- trade at Newport^ and his exercife on that account ; alfo on lotteries Some obfervations on the ifland of Nantucket. HAVING, for fome. time pad, felt a fympathy in my mind with friends Eaftward, I opened my concern in our month- ly-meeting ; and, obtaining a certificate, fet forward on the feventeenth day of the fourth month, in the year 1760, joining in com- pany, by a previous agreement, with my be- loved friend Samuel Eaftburn. We had meet- ings at Woodbridgc, Rahaway and Plain- field ; and were at their monthly-meeting of minifters and elders in Rahavray. We la- boured under ibme difcouragement ; but, through the inviiible power of truth, our vi- iit was made reviving to the lowly minded, with whom I felt a near unity of ipirit, be- ing OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 117 ing much reduced in my mind. We pafTed on, and vifited chief of the meetings on Long-Ifland. It was my concern, from day to day, to lay no more nor lefs than what the fpirit of truth opened in me, being jea- lous over myfelf, left I fliould fpeak any thing to make my teflimony look agreeable 10 that mind in people, which is not in pure obedience to the crofs of Chrift. The {pring of the mini (try was often low ; and, through the fubjecling power of truth, we were kept low with it ; and from place to place, fuch whofe hearts were truly concern- ed for the caufe of Chrifl, appeared to be comforted in our labours ; and, though it was in general a time of abafement of the creature, yet, through His goodnefs, who is a helper of the poor, we had fame truly edifying feafons both in meetings, and in fa- milies w^here we tarried ; and fometimes found flrength to labour earneftly with the unfaithful, efpecially with thofe, whofe fla- tion in families, or in the fociety was fuch, that their example had a powerful tendency to open the way for others to go afide from the purity and foundnefs of the blefled truth. At Jericho, on Long-Ifland, I wrote liome as follows ; ii8 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS 24th of the 4th month, 1760. Dearly beloved wife, " \X7E ar e favoured with health ; have been at fundry meetings in Eaft-Jerfey, and on this ifland : my mind hath been much in an inward watchful frame fince I left thee, greatly defiring that our proceed- ings may t>e fingly in the will of our hea- venly Father." ' As the prefent appearance of things is not joyous, I have been much fhut up from outward chearfulnefs, remembering that pro- mife, " Then fhalt thou delight thyfelf in the Lord :" as this, from day to clay, has been revived in my memory, I have confi- dered that his internal prefence on our minds, is a delight of all others the mod pure ; and that the honeft-hearted not only delight in this, but in the effect of it upon them. He who regards the helplefs and diftreffed, and reveals his love to his children under afflic- tion, they delight in beholding his benevo- lence, and feeling divine charity moving up- on them : of this I may fpeak a little ; for though, lince I left you, I have often found an engaging love and affection toward thee and my daughter, and friends about home, that going out at this time, when ficknefs is fo great amongft you, is a trial upon me ; 'yet OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 119 yet I often remember there are many wi- dows and fatherlefs, many who have poor tutors, many who have evil examples before them, and many whofe minds are in capti- vity, for whofe fake my heart is, at times, moved with companion, that I feel my mind refigned to leave you for a feafon, to exercife that gift which the Lord hath beftowed on me ; which, though fmall, compared with fome, yet in this I rejoice, that I feel love unfeigned toward my fellow-creatures. I recommend you to the Almighty, who, I truft cares for you ; and under a fenfe of his Jieavenly love, remain" " Thy loving hufband," " J. W ," We crofTed from the eaft end of Long- Jfland to New-London, about thirty miles, in a large open boat ; while we were out, the wind rifing high, the waves fever al times beat over us, that to me it appeared danger- ous ; but my mind was, at that time, turn- ed to Him, who made and governs the deep, and my life was refigned to him: and as he was mercifully pleafed to preferve us, I had frefh occafion to confider every day as a day lent to me ; and felt a renewed engagement to devote my time, and all I had, to Him who gave it. We had five meetings in Narraganfet ; and thence to Newport on Rhode-Ifland. Our 120 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS Our gracious Father preferred us in an hum- ble dependance on him through deep exer- cifes, that were mortifying to the creaturely will. In feveral families in the country, where we lodged, I felt an engagement on my mind to have a conference with them in private concerning their flaves ; and, thro* divine aid, I was favoured to give up there- to : though, in this concern, I appear fin- gular from many, whofe fervice in travelling, I believe, is greater than mine ; I do not think hard of them for omitting it; I do not repine at having fo unpleafant a talk af- figned me, but look with awfulnefs to Him, who appoints to his fervants their refpeclive employments, and is good to all who ferve him fmcerely. We got to Newport' in the evening : and on the next day vifited two fick perfons, and had comfortable fittings with them ; and in the afternoon attended the burial of a friend. The next day we were at meetings at Newport, in the forenoon and afternoon ; where the fpring of the miniftry was opened, and flrength given to declare the Word of Life to the people. The next day we went on our journey ; but the great number of flaves in thefe parts, and the continuance of that trade from thence to Guinea, made deep impreilion on me ; and my cries were often put up to my heavenly Father in fecret, that he would enable me to difcharge my duty faithfully, in f'uch way as he might be pleafed to point out to me. We OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 121 We took Swanfea, Freetown, and Tanton, in our way to Boflon ; where alfo we had a meeting ; our exercife was deep, and the love of truth prevailed, for which I blefs the Lord. We went eaflward about eighty miles beyond Boflon, taking meetings, and were in a good degree preferred in an humble de- pendance on that arm which drew us out ; and, though we had fome hard labour with the difobedient, laying things home and clofe to fuch as were flout againit the truth ; yet, thro' the goodnefs of God, we had, at times, to partake of heavenly comfort with them who were meek, and were often favoured to part with friends in the nearnefs of true gofpel fel* lowihip. We returned to Boflon, and had another comfortable opportunity with friends there ; and thence rode back a day's journey eaflward of Boflon ; our guide being a heavy man, and the weather hot, and my companion and I confideryig it, exprefled our freedom to go on without him, to which he contented, and we respectfully took our leave of him ; this we did, as believing the journey would have been hard to him and his horfe. We vifited the meetings in thofe parts, and were meafurably baptized into a feeling of the ftate of the fociety ; and in bowedneis of fpirit went to the yearly-meeting at New- port ; where I underflood that a large num- ber of fiaves were imported from Africa into that town, and then on fale, by a member of our fociety. At this meeting we met with John Storer from England, Elizabeth Ship- ley, 122 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ley, Ann Gaunt, Hannah Fofter, and Mercy Redman from our parts, all minifters of the gofpel, of whofe company I was glad. At tliis time my appetite failed, and I grew outwardly weak, and had a feeling of the condition of Habbakuk, as there ex- pelled. " When I heard my belly trembled, pay lips quivered, I trembled in myfelf that I might reft in phe day of trouble ;" I had ma- ny cogitations, and was forely diftreffed : and was defirous that friends might petition the legiflature, to ufe their endeavours to difcou- rage the future importation of flaves ; for I law that this trade was a great evil, and tended to multiply troubles, and bring dif- trefles on the people in thole parts, for whole welfare my heart was deeply concerned. But I perceived feveral difficulties in regard to petitioning ; and fuch was the exerciie of my mind, that I had thought of endeavour- ing to get an opportunity tp fpeak a few words in the Houie of Affembly, then fetting in town. This exerciie came upon me in the afternoon, on the fecond day of the yearly- meeting, and going to bed, I got no fleep till my mind was wholly religned therein; and in the morning I enquired of a friend how long the Ailembly were likely to conti- nue fitting ; who told me, they were expect- ed to be prorogued that day or the next. As I was deiirous to attend the buiinefs of the meeting, and perceived the Aflembly were likely to depart before the buiinefs was over ; after confiderable exercife, humbly feeking OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 123 feeking to the Lord for infhruclion, my mind fettled to attend on the bufinefs of the meet^- ing; on the laft day of which, I had pre^ pared a fhort eiTay of a petition to be pre- fented tq the legiflature, if way opened : and being informed that there were fome ap- pointed, by that yearly-meeting, to fpeak with thofe in authority, in cafes relating to the fociety, I opened my mind to feveral of them, and mewed them the effay I had made; and afterward opened the cafe in the meet- ing for bufinefs, in fubftance as follows : " I have been under a concern for fome time, on account of the great number of ilaves which are imported into this colony ; I am aware that it is a tender point to fpeak to, but apprehend I am not clear in the light of heaven without fpeaking to it. I have pre- pared an eflay of a petition, if way open, to be prefented to the legiflature ; and what I have to propofe to this meeting is, that fome friends may be named to withdraw and look over it, and report whether they believe it fuitable to be read in the meeting ; if they {hould think well of reading it, it will re- piain for the meeting, after hearing it, to confider, whether to take any farther notice of it as a meeting or not." After a fhort con- ference fome friends went out, and looking over it, exprefled their willingnefs to have it read ; which being done, many expreiTed their unity with the propofal ; and fome fig- ntfied, that to have the fubjects of the peti- tion enlarged upon, and to be figned out of meeting 124 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS meeting by fuch who were free, would be more iuitable than to do it there : though I expected at firft, that if it was done it would be in that way ; yet, fuch was the ex- ercife of my mind, that to move it in the hearing of friends when afTernbled, appeared to me as a duty ; for my heart yearned to- ward the inhabitants of thefe parts ; believ- ing that by this trade there had been an in- creafe of inquietude amongft them, and a way made eafy for the fpreading of a fpirit oppo- iite to that meeknefs and humility, which is a fure refling-place for the foul : and that the continuance of this trade would not only render their healing more difficult, but in- creafe their malady. Having thus far proceeded, I felt eafy to leave the eflay amongft friends, for them to proceed in it as they believed beft. And now an exercife revived on my mind in relation to lotteries, which were common in thofe parts : I had once moved it in a former fitting of this meeting, when arguments were ufed in favour of friends being held ex- cufed, who were only concerned in fuch lot- teries as were agreeable to law : and now on moving it again, it was oppofed as before ; but the hearts of fome folid friends appeared to be united to difcourage the practice a- mongft their members ; and the matter was zealouily handled by fome on both fides. In this debate it appeared very clear to me, that the fpirit of lotteries was a fpirit of feLfkfti- riefs, which tended to confufion and ^ark- / nefs 0? JOHN WOOLMAN. 125 nefs of under ft anding ; and that pleading for it in our meetings, let apart for the Lord's work, was not right : and in the heat of zeal, I once made reply to what an antient friend faid, which when I fat down, I faw that my words were not enough feafoned with chari- ty; and after this, I fpake no more on the fubject. At length a minute was made ; a copy of which was agreed to be fent to their feveral quarterly-meetings, inciting friends to labour to difcourage the practice ainongft all profemng with us. Some time after this minute was made, I remaining uneafy with the manner of my fpeaking to the antient friend, could not fee my way clear to conceal my uneafinefs, but was concerned that I might fay nothing to weaken the caufe in which I had laboured : and then, after fome clofe exercife and hearty repentance, for that I had not attended clofe- iy to the iafe guide, I flood up, and reciting the paffage, acquainted friends, that tho' I dare not go from what I had fkid as to the matter, yet I was uneafy with the manner of my fpeaking, as believing milder lan- guage would have been better. As this was uttered in fome degree of creaturely abafe- ment, it appeared to have a good favor amongfl us, after a warm debate. The yearly-meeting being now over, there yet remained on my mind a fecret, though heavy, exercife in regard to fome leading ac- tive members about Newport, being in the practice of ilavo-keeping. This I mentioned to 126 THE LIFE ARD TRAVELS to two antient friends, who came out of the country, and propofed to them, if way openedj to have fome converfation with thofe friends : and thereupon, one of thofe country friends and I, confulted one of the: moft noted elders who had flaves ; and he, in a refpeclful manner, encouraged me to pro- ceed to clear myfelf of what lay upon me. Now I had, near the beginning of the yearly- meeting, a private conference with this faid elder and his wife, concerning theirs; fo that the way feemed clear to me, to advife with him about the manner of proceeding : I told him, I was free to have a conference with them all together in a private houfe ; or if he thought they would take it unkind to be afked to come together, and to be fpoke with one in the hearing of another, I was free to fpend fome time among them, and vifit them all in their own houfes : he exprefled his lik- ing to the firft propofal, not doubting their willingnefs to come together : and as I pro- pofed a vilit to only ministers, elders, and overfeers ; he named fome others, whom he deiired might be prefent alfo : and as a care- ful melfenger was wanted to acquaint them in a proper manner, he offered to go to all their houfes to open the matter to them ; and did fo. About the eighth hour the next morning, we met in the meeting-houfe cham- ber, and the 1 aft-mentioned country friend ^ alfo my companion, and John Storer, with us ; when, after a fhort time of retirement, I acquainted them with the fteps I had taken in OF JOHN WOOLMAN; 127 in procuring that meeting, and opened thd concern I was under ; and fo we proceeded to a free conference upon the fubjecl. My exercife was heavy, and I was deeply bowed in fpirit before the Lord, who was pleafed to favour with the feafoning virtue of truth, which wrought a tendernefs amongfl us ; and the fubjecl: was mutually handled in a calm and peaceable fpirit : and, at length, feeling my mind releafed from that burthen which I had been under j I took my leave of them, in a good degree of fatisfaclion ; and by the tendernefs they manifefled in regard to the practice, and the concern feveral of them ex- prefled in relation to the manner of difpofing of their negroes after their deceafe, I believ- ed that a good exercife was fpreading amongft them ; and I am humbly thankful to God, who fup ported my mind, and preferved me in a good degree of resignation through thefe trials. Thou, who fometiines travels in the work of the miniflry, and art made very welcome by thy friends, feeft many tokens of their fatisfaclion, in having thee for their gueih It is good for thee to dwell deep, that thoit mayeft feel and underftand the fpirits of peo- ple : if we believe truth points towards a con- ference on fome fubjecls, in a private way, it is needful for us to take heed that their kindnefs, their freedom and affability, do not hinder us from the Lord's work. I have feen, that in the midft of kindnefs and fmooth condudl, to fpeak clofe and home to them who 123 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS who entertain us, on points that relate to their outward interefl, is hard labour ; and fometimes, when I have felt truth lead to- ward it, I have found my f elf dif qualified by a fuperficial friendfhip ; and as the fenie thereof hath abated me, and my cries have been to the Lord, ib I have been humbled and made content to appear weak, or as a fool for his fake ; and thus a door hath open- ed to enter upon it. To attempt to do the Lord's work in our own way, and to fpeak of that which is the burthen of the word, in a way eafy to the natural part, doth not reach the bottom of the diforder. To fee the failings of our friends, and think hard of them, without opening that which we ought to open, and flill carry a face of friendihip, this tends to undermine the foun- dation of true unity. The office of a minifter of Chrift is weigh- ty; and they who now go forth as watch-* men, had need to be fleadily on their guard againft the fnares of profperity and an out* (ide friendship. After the yearly-meeting, we were at meetings at Newtown, Cufhnet, Long-Plain, Rocheiler and Dartmouth : from thence we failed for Nantucket, in company with Ann Gaunt and Mercy Redman, and ieveral other friends : the wind being flack, we only reached Tarpawling Cove the firfl day ; where, going on fhorc, we found room in a publick-houfe, and beds for a few of us, the reft fleeping on the floor : we went on board again about break ofr JOHN WOOLMAN. 129 break of day ; and though the wind was frnall, we were favoured to come within about four miles of Nantucket ; and then about ten of us getting into our boat, we rowed to the harbour before (lark ; whereupon a large ; boat going off, brought in. the reft of the paf- fengers about midnight: the next* day but one was their yearly-meeting, which held four days ; the laft of which, was their month- ly-meeting for bufinefs. We had a labori- ous time amongft them ; our minds were clofely exercifed, and I believe it was a time of great fearching of heart : the longer I was on the iiland, the more I became fenfible that there was a confiderable number of va- luable friends there, though an evil fpirit, tending to ftrife, had been at work amongft them : I was cautious of making any vilits, but as my mind was particularly drawn to them ; and in that way we had fome fittings in- friends houfes, where the heavenly wing was, at times, fpread over us, to our mutu- al comfort. My beloved companion had very accepta- ble fervice on this iiland. When meeting was over, we all agreed to fail the next day, if the weather was fuit- able and we well ; and being called up the latter part of the night, we went on board a yeiTel, being in all about fifty ; but the wind changing, the feamen thought beft to ftay in the harbour till it altered ; fo we returned on /hore : and feeling clear as to any further vi- fits, I fpent my time in our chamber chiefly K alone ; 130 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS alone; and after fome hours, my heart be- ing filled with the fpirit of fupplication, my prayers and tears were poured out before my heavenly Father, for his help and in- f traction in the manifold difficulties which attended me in life : and while I was wait- ing upon the Lord, there came a mefTenger" from the -women friends, who lodged at ano- ther houfe, defiring to confer with us about appointing a meeting, which to me appeared weighty, as we had been at fo many before ; but after a ihort conference, and advifing with fome elderly friends, a meeting was appointed, in which the friend, who firft moved it, and who had been much fhut up before, was largely opened in the love of the gofpel : and the next morning, about break of day, going again on board the veflel, we reached Falmouth on the Main before night ; where our horfes being brought, we pro- ceeded toward Sandwich quarterly-meeting. Being two days in going to Nantucket, and having been there once before, I obferved many ihoals in their bay, which make fail- ing more dangerous, efpecially in ftormy nights ; alfo, that a great fhoal, which en- cfeles their harbour, prevents their going in w r ith floops, except when the tide is -up; waiting without which, for the rifing of the tide, is fometimes hazardous in ftorms : waiting within, they fometimes mifs a fair wind. I took notice, that on that final! iflaTO was a great number of inhabitants, and the foil not very fertile j the timber fo gone, o* JOHN WO OEM AN. 131 gone, that for veiTels, fences, and firewood^ they depend chiefly on the buying from the Main ; the coft whereof, with moil of their other expences, they depend principally upon the whale fiihery to anfwer. I conii- dered, that as towns grew larger, and lands near navigable waters more cleared, timber and wood would require more labour to get it : I understood that the whales being much hunted, and fometimes wounded and not killed, grew more my and difficult to come at: I considered that the formation of the earth, the feas, the iflands, bays and rivers, the motions of the winds and great Waters, which caufe bars and fhoals in particular places, were all the works of Him who is perfect wifdom and goodnefs ; and as people attend to his heavenly iirftrucTion, and put their trufl in him, he provides for them in all parts, where he gives them a being. And as in this vifit to thefe people, I felt a fhrong deftre for their firm eflabliihment on the fure foundation ; befides what was laid more pub- lickly, I was concerned to fpeak with the women friends, in their monthly-meeting of bufinefs, many being prefent ; and in the frefh fpring of pure love, to open before them the advantage, both inward and out- ward, of attending iingly to the pure guid- ance of the Holy Spirit, and therein to edu- cate their children in true humility, and the difufe of all fuperfluities, reminding tjiem of the difficulties their hufbande and fons were frequently expofed to at fea ; and that the more K. 2 plain 132 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS plain and fimple their way of living wasy the lefs need of running great hazards to fupport them in it ; encouraging the young women in their neat decent way of attending themfelves on the affairs of the houfe ; {hew- ing, as the way opened, that where people were truly humble, ufed themfelves to bufi- nefs, and were content with a plain way of life, that it had ever been attended with more true peace and calmnefs of mind, than they have had who, afpiring to greatnefs and out- ward fliew, have grafped hard for an income to fupport themfelves in it : and as I ob- ferved, they had few or no Haves amongfl them, I had to encoxirage them to be content without them ; making mention of the nu- merous troubles and vexations, which fre- quently attend the minds of people, who de- pend on flaves to do their labour. "VVe attended the quarterly-meeting at Sandwich, in company with Ann Gaunt and Mercy Redman, which was preceeded by a monthly-meeting ; and in the whole I three days : we were various ways exer- cifed amongfl them, in gofpcl love, accord- ing to the feveral gifts bellowed on us ; raid were, at times, overlhadowed with the :.;e of truth, to the comfort of the fmcere, and itirring up of the negligent. Here we parted with Ann and Mercy, and went to Rhode-Iiland, taking one meeting in our way, which was a fatisfadlory time ; and reaching Newport the evening before their quarterly-meeting, we attended it ; and after tfcat. OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 133 that, had a meeting with our young people, feparated from thole of other focieties. We went thro' much labour in this town ; and now, in taking leave of it, though I felt clofe inward exercife to the laft, I found inward peace ; and was, in fome degree comforted, in a belief, that a good number remain in that place, who retain a fenfe of truth ; and that there are fome young people at- tentive to the voice of the heavenly Shep- herd. The laft meeting, in which friends from the feveral parts of the quarter came together, was a felecl: meeting ; and through the renewed manifeftation of the Father's love, the hearts of the fincere were united to- gether. ' That poverty of fpirit and inward weak- nefs, with which I was much tried the fore part of this journey, has of late appeared to me as a difpenfation of kindnefs. Appoint- v ing meetings, never appeared more weighty to me;/ and I was led into a deep fearch, whether in all things my mind was refigned to the will of God ; often querying with my- felf, what mould be the caufe of ftich inward poverty j and greatly defired, that no fecret referve in my heart might hinder my accefs to the divine fountain. In thefe humbling times I was made watchful, and excited to attend the fecret moviiigs of the heavenly principle in my mind which prepared the way to fome duties, that in more eafy raid proiperous times as to the outward, I believe I fhould have been in danger of omitting. jj4 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS From Newport we went to Greenwich, Shanticut, and Warwick ; and were helped to labour amongft friends in the love of our gracious Redeemer : and then, accompanied by our friend John Cafey from Newport, we rode through Connecticut to Oblong, vifited the meetings of friends in tliofe parts, and thence proceeded to the quarterly-meeting at Rye woods ; and, thro' the gracious extend- ings of divine help, had ibme feaibning op- portunities in thofe places: fo we v ill ted friends at New-York and Flufliing ; and thence to Rahaway : and here our roads parting, I took leave of my beloved companion and true yoke-mate Samuel Eaftburn ; and reached home on the tenth day of the eighth month, 1760, where I found my family well: and for the favours and protection of the Lord, both inward and outward, extended to rne in this journey, my heart is humbled in grateful acknowledgements ; and find re-> newed defires to dwell and walk in refigned- #efs before him. C H A P. JOHN WOOL MAN. 135 CHAP. VIII. His vi/its to Pennsylvania^ Shrewsbury and Squan His publifhing the fecond part of his confederations on keeping negroes The grounds of his appearing in fame re/peas fmgular in his drefs His vifiting the fa- milies of friends of Ancocas and Mount-Holly meetings His vifits to the Indians at We- haloojlng on the river Sufquehannah. HAVING felt my mind drawn toward a vifit to a few meetings in Pennfylva- nia, I was very defirous to be rightly in- ftructed as to the time of fetting off: and on the tenth day of the fifth month, 1761, be- ing the firft day of the week, I went to Had- donfield meeting, concluding to feek for hea- venly inftruclion, and come home or go on, as I might then believe beft for me ; and there, thro' the fpringing up of pure love, I felt en- couragement, and ib croffed the river. In this vifit I was at two quarterly and three monthly- meetings ; and, in the love of truth, felt my way open to labour with foine noted friends, who kept negroes : and as I was favoured to keep to the root, and endeavoured to dif- charge what I believed was required of me, I found inward peace therein, from time to time ; and thankfulnefs of heart to the Lord, who was gracioufly pleaied to be a guide to roe. la 136 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS In the eighth month, 1761, having felt drawings in my mind to vifit friends in and about Shrewsbury ; I went there, and was at their monthly-meeting, and their iirll-day meeting ; and had a meeting at Squan, and another at Squankum ; and, as way opened, Jiad conversation with fome noted friends concerning their flaves : and I returned home in a thankful fenfe of the goodnefs of the Lord. From the care I felt growing in me fome years, I wrote Considerations on keeping Negroes, part the feconci ; which was print- ed this year, 1762. When the overfeers the prefs had done with it, they otiercd to get a number printed to be paid for, out of the yearly-meeting flock, and to be given away ; but I being moil eafy to publiih them at my own expence,* and offering my reafons they appeared Satisfied. * This flock is the contribution of the mem- bers of our religious fociety in general j amongfl whom are fome who keep negroes, and being inclined to continue them in Sla- very, are not likely to be fatisfied with 'thole books being Spread amongfl a people where many of the Slaves are taught to read, and efpecially not at their expence ; and fuch, of- ten receiving them as a gift, conceal them : But as they who make a purchafe, generally buy that which they have a mind for, I be- lieved it befl to fell them ; expecting, by that means, they would more generally be read with attention, Advertifements being Signed by OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 137 by order of the overfeers of the prefs, di- rected to be read in monthly-meetings of bu- jtinefs within our own yearly-meeting, in- forming where the books were, and that the price was no more than the coft of printin and binding them ; many were taken off in. our parts ; fome I fent to Virginia, fome to New- York, and fome to Newport, to my a<; quaintance there ; and fome I kept, expect- ing to give part of them away, where there appeared a profpecl of fervice. In my youth I was ufed to hard labour ; and though I was middling healthy, yet my nature was not fitted to endure ib much as many others : that being often weary, I was prepared to fympathize with thofe whofe cir- cumltances in life, as free men, required con- flant labour to anfwer the demands of their creditors ; and with others under oppremon. In the uneaflnefs of body, which I have ma- ny times felt by too much labour, not as a forced but a voluntary oppreffion, I have of- ten been excited to think on the original caufe of that oppremon, which is iinpofed on many in the world : and the latter part of the time wherein I laboured on our planta- tion, my heart, through the frelh vifitations of heavenly love, being often tender ; and my leiiiire time frequently fpent in reading the life and doctrines of our bleffed Redeem- er, the account of the furFerings of martyrs, and the hiflory of the firft rife of our fociety : a belief was gradually fettled in my mind, that if fuch who had great eitates, generally lived 138 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS lived in that humility and plainnefs which belongs to a chriflian life, and laid much ealier rents and interefls on their lands and monies, and thus led the way to a right life of things, fo great a number of people might be employed in things ufeful, that labour both for men and other creatures would need to be no more than an agreeable employ; and divers branches of bufinefs, which ferve chiefly to pleafe the natural inclinations of our minds, and which, at prefent, feems ne- ceilary to circulate that wealth which fome gather, might, in this way of pure wifdom, be difcontinued. And as I have thus confider- ed thefe things, a query, at times, hath arifen : Do I, in all my proceedings, keep to that ufe of things which is agreeable to univerfal righteoufnefs ? And then there hath fome de- gree of fadnefs, at times, come over me j for that I accuftomed myfelf to fome things, which occafioned more labour than I believe divine wifdom intends for us. From my early acquaintance with truth, I have often felt an inward diilrefs, occafion- ed by the driving of a fpirit in me, againft the operation of the heavenly principle ; and in this circumflance have been afFeded with a feiife of my own wretchednefs, and in a mourning condition felt earneft longing for that divine help, which brings the foul into true liberty ; and fometimes in this flate, re- tiring into private places, the fpirit cf fup- plication hath been given me ; and under a heavenly covering, have aiked my gracious Father, OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 139 Father, to give me a heart in all things re- figned to the clire<5lion of his wifdom, and in uttering language like this, the thoughts of my wearing hats and garments dyed with a 4ye hurtful to them, has made lading im~ preilions on me. In vifiting people of note in the fociety who had flaves, and labouring with them in. brotherly love on that account, I have feen, and the fight has affected me, thai: a con- formity to fome cuftoms, diftinguifhable from pure wifdom, has entangled many ; and the deiire of gain -to fupport thefe cu- toms, greatly oppofed the work of truth: and fometimes when the profpect of the work before me has been fuch, that in bowednefs of fpirit, I have been drawn into retired places, and befought the Lord with tear^ that he would take me wholly under his di- rection, and mew me the way in which I ought to walk ; it hath revived with ftrength of conviction, that if I would be his faith- ful fervant, I mufl in all things attend to his wifdom, and be teachable ; and fo ceafe from all cuftoms contrary thereto, however ufed amongft religious people. As he is the perfection of power, of wif- dom, and of goodnefs ; fo I believe, he hath provided, that fo much labour mail be ne- celTary for men's fupport, in this world, as would, being rightly divided, be a fuitable employment of their time ; and that we can- not go into fuperfluities, or grafp after wealth in a way contrary to his wifdom, without having 140 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS having connexion with fome degree of op- premon, and with that fpirit which leads to ielf-exaltation and ftrife, 'and which fre- quently brings calamities on countries, by, parties contending about their claims. Being thus fully convinced, and feeling an inc rearing deiire to live in the fpirit of peace ; being often forrowfully affected with the thinking on the unquiet fpirit in which wars are generally carried on, and with the inife-" ries of many of my fellow-creatures engaged therein ; fome fuddenly deitroyed ; fomc wounded, and after much pain remain crip- ples ; fome deprived of all their outward fub- ilance, and reduced to want ; and fome car- ried into captivity. Thinking often on thefe things, the ufe of hats and garments dyed with a dye hurtful to them, and wearing more cloaths in fmnmer than are ufeful, grew more uneafy to me ; believing them to be cuftoms which have not their foundation in pure wifdom. The apprehermon of being {ingular from my beloved friends, was a ftrait upon me ; and thus I remained in the ufe of fome things contrary to my judgment. On the thirty-nrft day of the fifth month, 1761, I was taken ill of a fever ; and, after having it near a week, I was in great diflrefs of body : and one day there was a cry raif- ed in me, that I might underftand the caufe why I was afflicted, and improve under it : and my conformity to fome cuftoms, which I believed were not right, were brought to my remembrance j and in the continuation or JOHN W. 0,0 L MAN. i/jx of the exercife, I felt all the powers in me yield themfelves up into the hands of Him who gave me being ; and was made thank- ful, that he had taken hold of me by his chaftifement : feeling the necellity of further purifying, there was now no defire in me for health, until the defign of my Correction was anfwered ; and thus I lay in abafement and brokennefs of fpirit, and as I felt a fink- ing down into a calm reiignation, fo I felt, as in an inflant, an inward healing in my nature ; and from that time forward I grew better. Though I was thus fettled in mind in re- lation to hurtful dyes, I felt eafy to wear my garments heretofore made ; and fo continued about nine months. Then I thought of get- ting a hat the natural colour of the furr ; but the apprehenfion. of being looked upon as one affecting Singularity, felt uneafy to me : and here I had occafion to coniider, that things, though final! in them/elves, being clearly enjoined by divine authority, became great things to us ; and I trufled that the Lord would fupport me in die trials that might attend fingularity, while that fingularity was only for his fake : on this account, I was under clofe exercife of mind in the time of our General fpring meeting 1762, greatly defiling to be rightly directed ; when being deeply bowed in fpirit before the Lord, I was made willing to fubmit to what I appre- hended was required of me ; and when I returned THE LIFE AND TRAVELS returned home, got a hat of the natural co lour of the furr. In attending meetings, this fingularity was a trial upon me, and more efpecially at this time, white hats being ufed by fome who were fond of following the changeable modes of drefs ; and as foine friends, who knew not on what motives I wore it, carried fhy of me, I felt my way for a time fhut up in the exercife of the miniftry : and in this condition, my mind being turned toward my heavenly Father, with fervent cries that I might be preferved to waJk before him in the meeknefs of wifdom, my heart was often tender in meetings ; and I felt an inward confolation, which to me was very precious under thofe difficulties. I had feveral dyed garments fit for tife, which I believed it beft to wear, till I had occafion of new ones : and fome friends were apprehen- five, that my wearing fuch a hat favoured of an affected fingularity : and fuch who fpake with me in a friendly way, I generally in- formed in a few words, that I believed my wearing it, was not in my own will. I had, at times, been fenfible, that a fuperficial friendfhip had been dangerous to me ; and many friends being now uneafy with me, I had an inclination to acquaint fome with the manner of my being led into thefe things ; yet, upon a deeper thought, I was for a time rnoft eafy to omit it, believing the prefent difpenfation was profitable ; and trading, that if OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 143 if I kept my place, the Lord in his own time would open the hearts of friends to- ward me : fince which, I have had caufe to admire his goodnels and loving-kindnefs, in leading about and inftrucling, and opening and enlarging my heart in fome of our meetings. In the eleventh month of the year 1762, feeling an engagement of mind to vifit fome families in Mansfield : I joined my beloved friend Benjamin Jones , and we fpent a few days together in that fervice. In the fecond month 1763, I joined in company with Eli- zabeth Smith and Mary Noble, on a vifit to the families of friends at Ancocas ; in both which villts, through the baptizing power of truth, the lincere labourers were often comforted, and the hearts of friends opened to receive us. And in the fourth month fol- lowing, I accompanied fome friends in a vi- fit to the families of friends in Mount- Holly ; in which my mind was often drawn into an inward awfulnefs, wherein flrong deiires were raifed for the everlafting welfare of my fellow-creatures ; and, through the kindnefs of our heavenly Father, our hearts were, at times, enlarged, and friends invited in the flowings of divine love to attend to that which would fettle them en the fare foundation. Having many years felt love in my heart toward the natives of this land, who dwell far back in the wildernefs, whpfe anceflors were the owners and pofTeflors of the land where we 144 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS we dwell ; and who, for a very fmall confi^' deration, ailigned their inheritance to us ; and being at Philadelphia in the eighth, month, 1761, on a vifit to fome friends who had flaves, I fell in company with fome of thofe natives who lived on the eaft branch of the river Sufquehannah, at an Indian town called Wehaloofing, two hundred miles from Philadelphia ; and in converfation with them by an interpreter, as alfo by obfervations on their countenances and conduct, I believed ibme of them were meafurably acquainted with that divine power which fubjecls the rough and froward will of the creature : and, at times, I felt inward drawings to- ward a vilit to that place of which I told none except my dear wife, until it came to fome ripenefs, and then in. the winter, 1762, I laid it before friends at our monthly and quarterly, and afterwards at ourGeneral ipring meeting ; and having the unity of friends, and being thoughtful about an Indian pilot, there came a man and three women from a . liide beyond that town to Philadelphia on] bufinefs : and I being informed thereof by.j letter, met them in town in the fifth month, 3763; and after fome converfation, fh they were fbber people, I, by the concurrence of friends in that place, agreed to join with them as companions in their return ; and on the feventh day of the fixth month follow- ing, we appointed to meet at Samuel Fouik's, at Richland in Bucks county. Now as this vifit felt weighty, and was performed at a time OF JOHN WO (XL MAN. 145 time when travelling appeared perilous, fo the difpenfations of Divine Providence, iii preparing my mind for it, have been memo- rable ; and I believe it good for me to give fome hints thereof. After I had given up to go, the thoughts of the journey were often attended with un- uiiial fadnefs ; in which times, my heart was frequently turned to the Lord with inward breathings for his heavenly fupport, that I might not fail to follow him wherefoever he might lead me : and being at our youth's meeting at Chefterfield, about a week before the time I expected to fet off, was there led to fpeak on that prayer of our Redeemer to his Father: " I pray not that them moulded " take them out of the world, but that thou " Ihouldefl keep them from the evil." And in attending to the pure openings of truth, had to mention what He elfewhere faid to his Father; " I know that thou heareil me at all " times :" fo that, as fome of his followers kept their places, and as his prayer was granted, it followed necelTarily that they were kept from evil : and as fome of thofe met with great hardihips and afflictions in this world, and at lafh fuffered death by cruel men ; it appears, that whatfoever befalls men while they live in pure obedience to God, as it certainly works for their good, fo it may not be confidered an evil as it relates to them. As I fpake on this fubject, my heart was much tendered, and great awful- nefs came over me; and then, on the firft L day i 4 6 THE LIFE ARD TRAVELS clay of the next week, being at our own af- ternoon meeting, and my heart being en- larged in love, I was led to fpeak on the care and protection of the Lord over his people, and to make mention of that paffage where a band of Affyrians endeavouring to take captive the prophet were difappointed ; and how the pfalmift faid, " the angel of the *' Lord encampeth round about them that " fear him." And thus, in true lo,ve and tendernefs, I parted from friends, expecting the next morning to proceed on my journey ; and being weary, went early to bed : and after I had been afleep a ihort time, I was awaked by a man calling at my door ; and arifing, was invited to meet fome friends at a publick-houfe in our tow T n, who came from Philadelphia fo late, that friends were gene- rally gone to bed : thefe friends informed me, that an exprefs arrived the lad morning from Pittfburgh, and brought news that the Indians had taken a fort from the Englifh weft- ward, and flain and fcalped Englim people in divers places, fome near the faid Pittfburgh ; and that fome elderly friends in Philadel- phia, knowing the time of my expecting to fet off, had conferred together, and thought good to inform me of thefe things, before I left home, that I might confider them, and proceed as I believed beft ; fo I, going again to bed, told not my wife till morning. My heart was turned to the Lord for his heaven- ly inflruction ; and it was an humbling time to OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 147 to me, When I told my dear wife, {he ap- peared to be deeply concerned about it ; but in a few hours time, my mind became fet- tled in a belief, that it was my duty to pro- ceed on my journey; and me bore it with a good degree of refignation. In this conflict of ipirit, there were great fearchings of heart, and ftrong cries to the Lord, that no motion might be in the leaft degree attended to, but that of the pure fpirit of truth. The fubjects before-mentioned, on which I had fo lately fpoke in publick, were now very frefli before me ; and I was brought in- wardly to commit myfelf to the Lord, to be difpofed of as he faw befl. So I took leave of my family and neighbours, in much bowednefs of fpirit, and went to our month- ly-meeting at Burlington ; and after taking- leave of friends there, I croiTed the river, ac- companied by my friends Ifrael and John Pemberton ; and parting the next morning with Ifrael, John bore me company to Sa- muel Foulk's ; where I met the before-men- tioned Indians, and we were glad to fee each other : here my friend Benjamin Parvin met me, and propofed joining as a companion, we having paffed fome letters before on the fubject; and now on his account I had a fharp trial; for as the journey appeared peri- lous, I thought if he went chiefly to bear me company, and we fhould be taken cap- tive, my having been the means of draw- ing him into thefe difficulties, would add to my own afflictions : fo I told him my mind L 2 freely, 148 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS freely, and let him know that I was rcfign- ed to go alone ; but after all, if he really be- lieved it to be his duty to go on, I believed his company would be very comfortable to me : it was indeed a time of deep exercife, and Benjamin appeared to be fo fattened to the viiit, that he could not be eafy to leave me ; fo we went on, accompanied by our friends John Pemberton, and William Light- foot of Pikeland, and lodged at Bethlehem ; and there parting with John, William and we went forward on the ninth day of the fixth month, and got lodging on the floor of a houfe, about five miles from Fort- Allen ; here we parted with William : and at this place \ve met with an Indian trader, lately come from Wioming ; and in converiktion with him, I perceived that many white people do often fell rum to the Indians, which, I believe, is a great evil ; firft, they being thereby deprived of the ufe of their reafon, and their fpirits vi- olently agitated, quarrels often a rile which end in mifchief ; and the bitternefs and refent- ments occafioned hereby, are frequently of long continuance : again, their fkins and furrs, gotten thro' much fatigue and hard tra- vels in hunting, with which they intended to buy cloathing, when they become in- toxicated, they often fell at a low rate for more ruin ; and afterward, when they fuffer for want of the necefTaries of life, are an- gry with thole who, for the fake of gain, took the advantage of their weaknefs : of tbis their chiefs have often complained, at their OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 149 their treaties with the Engliili. Where cun- ning people pafs counterfeits, and impofe that on others which is good for nothing, it is conildered as a wickedness ; but to fell that to people which we know does them harm, and which often works their ruin, for the fake of gain, manifefts a hardened and corrupt heart ; and is an evil, which de- mands the care of all true lovers of virtue to fupprefs : and while my mind, this even- ing, was thus employed, I alfo remember- ed, that the people on the frontiers, among whom this evil is too common, are often poor ; who venture to the outlide of a colo- ny, that they may live more independant on fuch who are wealthy, who often fet high rents on their land : being renewedly con- firmed in a belief, that if all our inhabi- tants lived according to found \vifdom, la- bouring to promote univerfal love and righ- teoufnefs, and ceafed from every inordinate defire after wealth, and from all cuftonis. which are tinctured, with luxury, the way would be eafy for our inhabitants, thouga much more numerous than at prefent, to live comfortably on honefl employments, with- out having that temptation they are often under of being drawn into fchemes to md:e Settlements on lands which have not been purchafed of the Indians, or of applying to that wicked practice of felling rum to them. On the tenth day of the month we fet out early in the morning, and crofled the wefl- e.rn branch of Delaware, called the Great 150 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS Lehie, near Fort-Allen ; the water being high, we went over in a canoe': here we met an Indian, and had fome friendly con- verfation with him, and gave him fome bif- cuit; and he having killed a deer, gave the Indians with us fomQ of it : then after tra- velling fome miles, we met feveral Indian men and women with a cow and horfe, and fome houihold goods, who were lately come from their dwelling at Wioming, and going to fettle at another place ; we made them fome fmall prefents ; and fome of them un- derftanding Englifh, I told them my motive in coming into their country ; with which they appeared fatisfied : and one of our guides talking a while with an antient wo- man concerning us, the poor old woman came to my companion and me, and took her leave of us with an appearance of fin- cere affection. So going on, we pitched our tent near the banks of the fame river, hav- ing laboured hard in croffmg fome of thofe mountains called the Blue Ridge ; and by the roughnefs of the flones, and the cavi- ties between them, and the fteepnefs of the hills, it appeared dangerous : but we were preferved in fafety, through the kindnefs of Him whofe works in thofe mountainous de- ierts appeared awful ; toward whom my heart was turned during this day's travel. Near our tent, on the fides of large trees peeled for that purpofe, were various repre- fentations of men going to, and returning from the wars, and of fome killed in battle. This OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 151 This being a path heretofore iifed by warriors ; and as I walked about viewing thofe Indian hiftories, which were painted moflly in red but fome in black, and think- ing on the innumerable afflictions which the proud, fierce fpirit produceth in the world ; thinking on the toils and fatigues of warriors, travelling over mountains and de- ferts ; thinking on their miferies and dif- trefles when wounded far from home by their enemies ; and of their bruifes and great wearinefs in chafing one another over the rocks and mountains ; and of their reftlefs, unquiet (late of mind, who live in this fpi- rit ; and of the hatred which mutually grows up in the minds' of the children of thofe na- tions engaged in war with each other : dur- ing thele meditations, the defire to cherifh the fpirit of love and peace amongft thefe people, arofe very frem in me. This was the firft night that we lodged in the woods ; and being wet with travelling in the rain, the ground, our tent, and the bulhes which we purpofed to lay under our blankets alfo wet, all looked difcouraging ; but I believed, that it was the Lord who had thus far brought me forward, and that he would difpofe of me as he faw good, and therein I felt eafy : fo we kindled a fire, with our tent open to it ; and with fome bullies next the ground, and then our blankets, we made our bed ; and lying down, got fome fleep : and in the morning, feeling a little unwell,. I went THE LIFE AND TRAVELS I went into the river; the water was cold, but foon after I felt frefh and well. " The eleventh day of the fixth month, the bullies being wet, we tarried in our tent till about eight o'clock ; when going on, eroded a high mountain fuppofed to be upward of four miles over ; the ileepnefs on the north licle exceeding all the others : we alfo croffed two fwamps ; and it raining near night, we pitched our teat and lodged. About noon, on our way, we were over- taken by one of the moravian brethren, go- ing to Wehaloofmg, and an Indian man with him who could talk Eiiglifh; and we being together while our horfes eat grafs, had fome friendly converfation j but they tra- velling f after than we, foon left us. This moravian, I unclerflood, had fpent fome time this fpring at Wehalooling ; and was, by fome or the Indians, invited to come again. The twelfth day of the fixth month, and firfl of the week, it being a rainy day, we continued in our tent; and here I was led to think on the nature of the exercife which hath attended me : Love was the firft motion, and thence a concern arofe tofpendfome time with the Indians, that I might feel and un- derfland their life, and the fpirit they live in, if haply I might receive fome inftruclion from them, or they be in any degree helped forward by my following the leadings of truth amongft them : and as it pleafed the Lord to make way for my going at a time when or JOHN WOOLMAN. 153 when the troubles of war were increaiing, and when, by reafon of much wet weather, travelling was more difficult than ufual at that feafoii, I looked upon it as a more fa- vourable opportunity to feafoii my mind, and bring me into a nearer fympathy with them : and as mine eye was to the great Fa- ther of mercies, humbly defiling to learn what his will was concerning me, I was made quiet and content. Our guide's horfe, though hoppled, went away in the night ; and after finding our own, and fearching fome time for him, his footfteps were difcovered in the path going back again, whereupon my kind companion went otf in the rain, and after about feven hours returned with him : and here we lodged again ; tying up our horfes before we went to bed, and loofing them to feed about break of day. On the thirteenth day of the fixth month, the fun appearing, we fet forward ; and as I rode over the barren hills, my meditations were on the alterations of the circumftances of the natives of this land fince the coming in of the Englifh. The lands near the fea, are conveniently fituated for fiihing ; the lands near the rivers, where the tides flow, and fome above, are in many places fertile, and not mountainous ; while the running of the tides, makes palling up and down eafy with any kind of traffick. Thofe natives have, in fome places, for trifling confidera-^ t-ions, fold their inheritance, fo favourably fituated ; ij4 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS fituated ; and in other places, been driven back by fuperior force : fo that, in many places, as their way of cloathing themfelves is now altered from what it was, and they, far remote from us, have to pafs over moun- tains, fwamps, and barren defarts, whera travelling is very troublefome, in. bringing their fkins and furrs to trade with us. By the extending of Engliih fettlements, and partly by Engliih hunters, the wild beads they chiefly depend on for a fubfift- ance, are not fo plenty as they were; and people too often, for the fake of gain, open a door for them to waile their fkins and furrs, in purchafing a liquor which tends to the ruin of them and their families. My own will and defires being now very much broken, and my heart, with much earneftnefs, turned to the Lord, to whom alone I looked for help in the dangers before me. I had a profpecl: of the Englifh along the coafl, for upwards of nine hundred miles, where I have travelled ; and the fa- vourable fituation of the Englifh, and the difficulties attending the natives in many places, and the negroes, were open before me ; and a weighty and heavenly care came over my mind, and love filled my heart to- ward all mankind, in which I felt a ftrong engagement, that we might be obedient to, the Lord while, in tender mercies, he is yet calling to us ; and fo attend to pure univer- fal righteoufnefs, as to give no juft caufe of offence to the Gentiles, who do not profefs chriftiamty, OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 155 chriftianity, whether the blacks from Africa or the native inhabitants of this continent: and here I was led into a clofe, laborious enquiry, whether I, as an individual, kept clear from all things which tended to ilir up, or were connected with wars, either in this land or Africa ; and my heart was deeply concerned, that in future I might in all things keep fteadily to the pure truth, and live and walk in the plainnefs and fimplicity of a fincere follower of Chrift. And in this lonely journey, I did, this day, greatly be- wail the fpreading of a wrong fpirit, be- lieving, that the profperous, convenient fi- tuation of the Englifh, requires a conftant attention to divine love and wifdom to guide and fupport us in a way anfwerable to the will of that good, gracious, and almighty Being, who hath an equal regard to all man- kind : and here, luxury and covetoufnefs, with the numerous oppreilions, and other evils attending them, appeared very afflict- ing to me ; and I felt in that which is im- mutable, that the feeds of great calamity and defolation are fown and growing faft on this continent : nor have I words fufficient to fet forth that longing I then felt, that we, who are placed;along the coaft, and have tafled the love and goodnefs of God, might ariie in his flrength ; and, like faithful mefien- gers, labour to check the growth of thefe feeds, that they may not ripen to the ruin of our pofteritv. We 156 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS We reached the Indian fettlement at Wio* ming : and here we were told, that an Irn- dian runner had been at that place a day or two before us, and brought news of the In-? dians taking an Englifh fort weftward, and, deftroying the people, and that they were endeavouring to take another ; and alib, that another Indian runner came there about the middle of the night before we got there, who came from a town about ten miles above Wehaloofing, and brought news, that fome Indian warriors, from diflant parts, came to that town with two Englifh fcalps ; and told the people, that it was war with the Englifh. Our guides took us to the hdufe of a very antient man ; and foon after we had put in our baggage, there came a man from ano-> ther Indian houfe fome diflance off; and I perceiving there was a man near the door, went cut ; and he having a tomahawk wrapped under his matchcoat out of fight, as I approached him, he took it in his hand ; I, however, went forward, and fpeaking to him in a friendly way perceived he under- ftood fome Englifh : my companion then coming out, we had fome talk with him concerning the nature of our vifit in thefe parts ; and then he going into the houfe with us, and talking with our guides, foon appeared friendly, and fat down and fmoak- ed his pipe. Tho' his taking his hatchet in his hand at the inftant I drew near to him OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 15? had a difagreeable appearance, . I believe he had no other intent than to be in readineis in cafe any violence was offered to him. Hearing the news brought by thefe In- dian runners, and being told by the Indians where we lodged, that what Indians were about Wioming expected, in a few days, to move to fome larger towns, I thought that, to all outward appearance, it was dangerous travelling at this time ; and was, after a hard day's journey, brought into a painful exercife at night, in which I had to trace back, and view over the fteps I had taken from my firfl moving in the vint ; and tho' I had to bewail fome weakiiefs which, at times, had attended me, yet I could not find that I had ever given way to a will- ful difobedience : and then as I believed I had, under a fenfe of duty, come thus far, I was now 'earned in fpirit befeeching the Lord to mew me what I ought to do. In this great diilreis I grew jealous of rnyfelf, left the defire of reputation, as a man firmly fettled to perfevere through dan- gers, or the fear of difgrace ariiing on my returning without performing the vi- nt, might have fome place in me: thus I lay, full of thoughts, great part of the night, while my beloved companion lay and IJcpt by me ; till the Lord, my gracious Father, who law the conflicts of my foul, was pleated to give quietnefs: then I was again ftrengthened to commit my life, and alt thing? relating thereto, into his heavenly hands ; 158 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS hands ; and getting a little fleep toward when morning came we arofe. On the fourteenth day of the fixth month, we fought out and vifited all the Indians hereabouts that we could meet with ; they being chiefly in one place, about a mile from where we lodged, in all psrhaps twenty. Here I exprelTed the care I had on my mind for their good ; and told them, that true love had made me willing thus to leave my family to come and fee the Indians, and fpeak with them in their houfes. Some of them. appeared kind and friendly. So we took our leave of thefe Indians : and went up the river Sufquehannah, about three miles, to the houfe of an Indian, called Ja- cob January, who had killed his hog ; and the women were making ftore of bread, and preparing to move up the river. Here our pilots left their canoe when they came down in the fpriog, which, lying dry, was leaky ; fo that we, being detained fome hours, had a good deal of friendly converfation with the family ; and eating dinner with them, we made them fome finall prefeiits. Then putting our baggage in the canoe, fome of them pufhed ilowly aip the flreain, and the reft of us rode our hories ;- and IWimrning them over a creek, called Lahawahamuiik, We pitched our tent a little above it, being a fhower in the evening : and in a fenfe of God's goodnefs in helping me in my diftrefs, fuftaining me under trials, and inclining my heart: to rruft in him, I lay down in aa humble OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 159 humble bowed frame of mind, and had a comfortable night's lodging. On the fifteenth day of the fixth month, we proceeded forward till the afternoon; when, a florm appearing, we met our canoe at an appointed place ; and the rain conti- nuingj we flayed all night, which was fb heavy, that it beat through our tent, and wet us and our baggage. On the fixteenth day, we found, on our way, abundance of trees blown down with the florm yefterday ; and had oc canon reve- rently to coniider the kind dealings of the Lord, who provided a fafe place for us in a Valley, while this florm continued. By the falling of abundance of trees acrofs our path, we were much hindered, and in fome fwamps our way was fo flopped, that we got through with extream difficulty. I had this day often to confider myfelf as a fojourner in this world ; and a belief la- the all-fufficiency of God to fupport his peo- pie in their pilgrimage felt comfortable to me ; and I was induflriouily employed to get to a flate of perfect refignation. We feldoin faw our canoe but at appoint- ed places, by reafon of the path going off from the river : and this afternoon, Job Chi- laway, an Indian from Wehaloofing, who talks good Englilh, and is acquainted with feveral people in and about Philadelphia, met our people on the river ; and underflanding where we expecled to lodge, pufhed back about fix mile*, and came to us after night; and a6o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS and in a while our own canoe came, it be- ing hard work pufhing up ftream. job told us, that an Indian came in hafte to their town yeflerday, and told them, that three" warriors, coming from fome diflance, lodg- ed in a town above Wehaloofing a few nights paft ; and that thefe three -men were going againft the Englifh at Juniata. Job was going down the river to the province-flora at Shamokin. Though I was fb far favour- ed with health as to continue travelling, yet through the various difficulties in our jour- ney, and the different way of living front what I had been ufed to, I grew fick : and the news of thefe warriors being on their march fo near us, and not knowing whe- ther we might not fall in with them, was a frefh trial of my faith ; and tho', thro' the flrength of divine love, I had feveral times been enabled to commit myfelf to the divine difpofal, I ftill found the want of my flrength to be renewed, that I might perfevere there- in ; and my cries for help were put up to the Lord, who, in great mercy, gave me sfm refigned heart, in which I found quietnefs. On the ieventeenth day, parting from Job Chilaway, we went on, and reached Weha- loofing about the middle of the afternoon ; and the firfl Indian that we faw, was a wo- man of a modefl countenance, with a Bible, who firft f pake to our guide ; and then, with a harmonious voice, exprefled her gladnefs at feeing us, having before heard of our coming : then, by the direction of our guide, we OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 16* we fat down on a log ; and he went to the town, to tell the people we were come. My companion and I fit-dug thus together, in a deep inward flillnefs, the poor woman came and fat near us ; and great awfulnefs com- ing over us, we rejoiced in a fenfe of God's love manifefted to our poor fouls. After a while, we heard a conkihell blow feveral times, and then came John Curtis, and another Indian man, who kindly invited us into a houfe near the town, where we found, I fuppofe, about fixty people fitting in fi- lence ; and after fitting a Ihort time, I flood up, and in fome tendernefs of fpirit ac- quainted them with the nature of my vifit, and that a concern for their good had made me willing to come thus far to fee them : all in a few fhort fentences, which fome of them under (landing, interpreted to the others, and there appeared gladnefs amongft them. Then I fhewed them my certificate, which was explained to them ; and the mo- ravian, who overtook us on the way, being now here, bade me welcome. On the eighteenth day, we refled ourfelves this forenoon ; and the Indians knowing that the moravian and I were of different reli- gious focieties, and as fome of their people had encouraged him to come and flay a while with them, were, I believe, concerned, that no jarring or difcord might be in their meetings : and they, I fuppofe, having con- ferred together, acquainted me, that the people, at iny requeft, would, at any time, M come x62 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS come together, and hold meetings ; and al- Ib told me, that they expected the moravian would fpeak in their fet Jed meetings, which are commonly held morning and near even- ing. So I found liberty in my heart to fpeak to the moravian, and told him of the care I felt on my mind for the good of thefe peo- ple ; and that I believed no ill effects would follow it, if I fometimes fpake in their meet- ings when love engaged me thereto, with- out calling them together at times when they did not meet of coarfe : whereupon he ex- prefled his good-will toward my fpeaking at any time, all that I found in my heart to fay : fo near evening I was at their meet- ing, where the pure goipel love was felt, to the tendering fome of our hearts ; and the interpreters endeavouring to acquaint the people with what I faid, in ihort fentenccs, found fome difficulty, as none of them were quite perfect in the Engliih and Delaware tongues, fo they helped one another, and we laboured along, divine love attending: and afterwards feeling my mind covered with the fpirit of prayer, I told ths interpreters! that I found it in my heart to pray to God, and believed, if I prayed aright, he would hear me, and expreiTed my willingnefs for them to omit interpreting ; fo our meeting ended with a degree of divine love : and before the people went out, I obferved Pa- punehang (the man who had been zealous- in labouring for a reformation in that town, being then very tender) fpoke to one of the, interpreters > OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 163 interpreters : and I was afterwards told that he faid in fubftance as follows ; "I love to feel where words come from." On the nineteenth day, arid firft of the; week, this morning in the meeting the In- dian who came with the moravian, being al- fo a member of that fociety, prayed ; and then the moravian fpake a ihort time to the people : and x in the afternoon, they coming together, and my heart being filled with a heavenly care for their good, I fpake to them awhile by interpreters ; but none of them being perfect in the work, and I feeling the current of love run flrong, told the inter- preters, that I believed fome of the people would underftand me, and fo I proceeded : in which exercife, I believe the Holy Ghoft wrought on fome hearts to edification, w r here all the words were not underftood. I look- ed upon it as a time of divine favour, and my heart was tendered and truly thankful before the Lord ; and after I fat down,* one of the interpreters feemed fpirited to give the Indians the fubftance of what I had faid. Before our firft meeting this morning, I was led to meditate on the manifold diffi- culties of thefe Indians, who, by the per- mifnon of the Six Nations, dwell in thefe parts ; and a near fympathy with them was raifed in me ; and rny heart being enlarged in the love of Chrift, I thought that the af- fecYionate care of a good man for his only brother in affliction, does not exceed what I then felt for that people. M 2 I 164 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS I came to this place through much trou- ble ; and though, through the mercies of God, I believed, that if. I died in the jour- ney, it would be well with me ; yet tjie thoughts of falling into the hands of Indian warriors, were, in times of weaknefs, afflict- ing to me ; and being of a tender conflitu- tioii of body, the thoughts of captivity ainongrl them were, at times, grievous ; as fuppofing, that they being ftrong and hardy, might demand fervice of me beyond what I could well bear ; but the Lord alone was my keeper ; and I believed, if I went into capti- vity, it would be for fome good end ; and thus, from time to time, my mind was cen- tered in refignation, in which I always found quietnefs. And now, this day, though I had the fame dangerous wildernefs between me and home, I was inwardly joyful that the Lord had ftrengthened me to come on this vifit, and manifefled a fatherly care over me in my poor lowly condition, when in mine own eyes I appeared inferior to many a- inongft the Indians. . When the laft mentioned meeting was ended, it being night Papunehang went to bed ; and one of the interpreters fitting by me, I obferved Papunehang fpoke with an harmonious voice, I fuppofe, a minute or two : and afking the interpreter, was told, that " he was expremng his thankfulnefs to God for the favours he had received that day ; and prayed that he would continue to -favour him with that lame, which he had experienced OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 165 experienced in that meeting." That though Papunehang had before agreed to receive the moravian, and join with them, he ilill ap- peared kind and laving to us. On the twentieth day, I was at two meet- ings, and ment in them. '. The twenty-firft day. This morning in meeting my heart was enlarged in pure love amongft them, and in ihort plain ientences exprefTed feveral things that reded upon me, which one of the interpreters gave the peo- ple pretty readily ; after which the meeting ended in fupplication, and I had caufe hum- bly to acknowledge the loving-kindnefs of the Lord toward us ; and then I believed that a door remained open for the faithful difciples of Jefus Chrilt, to labour amongfl thefe people. I now feeling my mind at liberty to re- turn, took my leave of them in general, at the concluC.on of what I faid in meeting ; and fo we prepared to go homeward: but fome of their moil active men told us, that when we .were ready to move, the people would choofe to come and ihake hands with us ; which thofe who ufually came to meet- ing did : and from a fecret draught in my mind, I went amongft fome who did not life to go to meeting, and took my leave of them alfb : and the moravian and his Indian interpreter, appeared refpeciful to us at part- ing. This town flands on the bank of Su- quehannah, and conliils, I believe, of about forty houfes, moftly compact together; fome about; 166 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS about thirty feet long, and eighteen wide, fome bigger, ibme lei's ; moflly built of fplit plank, one end let in the ground, and the other pinned to a plate, on which lay raf- ters, and covered with bark. I underftand a great flood laft winter overflowed the chief part of the ground where the town (lands j and fome were now about moving their houfes to higher ground. We expected only two Indians to be our company ; but when we were ready to go, we found many of them were going to Beth- lehem with (kins and furrs, who chofe to go in company with us : fo they loaded two canoes, which they delired us to go in, tell- ing us, that the waters were fo raifed with the rains, that the Lories fliould be taken by fuch who were better acquainted with the fording places : fo we, with feveral Indians, went in the canoes, and others went" on Korfes, there being feven befides ours. And we meeting with the horfemen once on the way by appointment, and then near night, a little below a branch called Tankhannah, we lodged there ; and fome of the young men going out a Iitt4e before ciuik with their guns, brought in a deer. On the twenty-fecond day, through dili- gence, we reached Wioming before night, and underfiood the Indians were moilly gone from this place: here we went up a (inall creek into the woods with our canoes, and, pitching our tent, carried out our baggage ; and before dark our horfes came to us. On OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 167 On the twenty-third day in the morning their holies were loaded, and we prepared our baggage and fo let forward, being in all fourteen ; and with diligent travelling were favoured to get near half way to Fort-Allen, The land on this road from Wioming to our frontier being moftly poor, and good grafs fcarce, they chofe a piece of low ground to lodge on, as the beft for graling ; and I having Iweat much in travelling, and be- ing weary ilept found ; I perceived in the night that I had taken cold, of which I was favoured to get better foon, On the twenty-fourth day we pafTed Fort- Allen, and lodged near it in the woods. Having forded the weflerly branch of De- laware three times, and thereby had a fhorter way, and miffed going over the top of the blue mountains, called the Second Ridge. In the fecond time fording, where the river cuts thro' the mountain, the waters being rapid and pretty deep, and my companion's mare being a tall tractable animal 5 he fundry times drove her back thro' the river, and they loaded her with the burthens of fome linall horfes, which they thought not fumci- ent to come thro' with their loads. The troubles weft ward, and the difficulty for Indians to pafs thro' our frontier, I ap- prehend was one reafon why fo many came; as expecting that our being in company, would prevent the outfide inhabitants from being furprized, Qu i68 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS On the twenty-fifth day we reached Beth- lehem, taking care on the way to keep fore- moft, and to acquaint people on and near the road who thefe Indians were: this we found very needful ; for the frontier inha- bitants were often alarmed at the report of Englilh being killed by Indians weftward. Amongft our company were fome who I did not remember to have feen. at meeting, and fome of thefe at firfl were very referved ; but we being feveral days together, and be- having friendly toward them, and making them fuitable returns for the fervices they did us, they became more free and fociable. On the twenty-fixth day and firfl of the week, having carefully endeavoured to fettle all affairs with the Indians relative to our journey ; we took leave of them, and I thought they generally parted with us af- fectionately ; fo we getting to Richland, had a very comfortable meeting amoiigfl our friends : here I parted with my kind friend and companion Benjamin Parvin ; and ac- companied by my friend Samuel Foulk, we rode to John Cadwallader's, from whence I reached home the next day, where I found my family middling well ; and they and my friends all along appeared glad to iee me re- turn from a journey which they apprehend- ed dangerous : but my mind, while I was out, had been fb employed in flriving for a perfect refignation, and I had fo often been confirmed in a belief, that whatever the Lord might be pleafed to allot for me, would OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 169 work for good : I was careful leafl I mould admit any degree of felfifhnefs in being glad overmuch, and laboured to improve by thofe trials in fuch a manner as my gracious Fa- ther and protector intends for me. Between the Englifh inhabitants and Wehaloofing, we had only a narrow "path, which in many places is much grown up with bufhes, and interrupted by abundance of trees lying acrofs it, thefe, together with the moun- tains, fwamps, and rough (tones, make it a difficult road to travel ; and the more fo, for that rattlefnakes abound there, of which we killed four : that people who have never been in fuch places, have but an imperfect idea of them ; but I was not only taught pa- tience, but alfo made thankful to God, who thus led me about and inflructed me, that I might have a quick and lively feeling of the afflictions of my fellow-creatures, whof$ fituation in life is difficult. C H A ^ THE LIFE AND TRAVELS CHAP. IX. Jffis religious conversation ivith a company met to fee the tricks of a juggler His account of John Smith's advice, and of the pro- ceedings of a committee, at the yearly-meet* iy.-r in 1764 Contemplations on tht nature of true wifdom, occajiontd by bearing of the cruelty of the Indians to their captives His vifiting the families of friends at Mount- Holly, Mansfald and Burlington in 1 764, and the meetings on the feaco aft from Cape May to- ward Squan in 1765 His injlt to the Lower Counties on Delaware and the Eaftern Shore of Maryland in 1766, in company 'with John Sleeper ; with feme account of Jofeph Ni- chols and his followers ; and obfcwations on the different fiate of the frft fettlers in Pennfylyania wfrj depended oil their own labour , and thofe of the font hern provinces who kept negroes His infitmg the north- ern parts of New-Jerfey the fame year, and the ivcjlcrn parts of Maryland and Penn- fyl'uania in 1767, and afterwards other parts of Pennfylvania and the families of friends at Mount-Holly ; and again federal- parts of Maryland in 1768 Further con- Jlderations on keeping Jiaves ; and his con- cern for having formerly ^ as an executor^ been party to the fale of one ; and what he did in confluence of it - Thoughts on friends OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 171 friends exerciftng offices in civil gQvern- ment, THE latter part of the fummer, 1763, there came a man to Mount-Holly, who had before publilhed, by a printed advertifement, that at a certain publick- houfe, he would fhew many wonderful ope- rations, which he therein enumerated. This man, at the time appointed, did, by flight of hand, fundry things ; which, to thofe gathered, 'appeared flrange. The next day, I hearing of it, and un- derflanding that the mew was to be conti- nued the next night, and the people to meet about fun-fet, felt an exercife on that ac- count: fo I went to the publick-houfe in the evening, and told the man of the houfe that I had an inclination to fpend a part of the evening there ; with which he figni- fied that he was content. Then litting down by the door, I fpake to the peop'le as they came together, concerning this fhew; and more coming and fitting down with us, the feats at the door were moflly filled ; and I had converfation with them in the fear of the Lord, and laboured to convince them that thus aflembling to fee thofe tricks or flights of hands, and beftowing their mo- ney to fupport men who in* that capacity were of no ufe in the world, was contrary to the nature of the chriflian religion. There was one of the company who, for a time, endeavoured by arguments to fhew the i 7 2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS the reafonablenefs of their proceedings here- in ; but after confidering fome texts of fcrip- ture, and calmly debating the matter, he gave up the point. So having fpent about an hour amongft them, and feeling my mind eafy, I departed. At our yearly-meeting at Philadelphia, on the twenty-fifth day of the ninth month, 1764, John Smith of Maryborough, aged upwards of eighty years, a faithful minifler, tho' not eloquent, flood up in our meeting of miniflers and elders, and appearing to be under a great exercife of fpirit, informed friends in fubflance as follows : to wit, " That he had been a member of the fociety upward of fixty years, and well remembered that in thofe early times friends were a plain lowly-minded people ; and that there was much tendernefs and contrition in their meetings. That at twenty years from that time, the fociety increafing in wealth, and in fome degree conforming to the fafhions of the world, true humility was lefs apparent, and their meetings in general not fo lively and edifying That at the end of forty years, many of them were grown very rich ; that wearing of fine coflly garments, and ufing of iilver (and other) watches, became cuftomary with them, their fons, and their daughters, and many of the fociety made a fpacious appear- ance in the world ; which marks of outward wealth and greatnefs, appeared on fome in our meetings of miniflers and elders ; and iis thefe things became more prevalent, ib. the OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 173 tiie powerful overfhadowings of the Holy Ghoft were lefs manifeft in the Society That there had been a continued increafe of thefe ways of life even until now ; and that the weaknefs which hath now overfpread the fociety, and the barrennefs manifell amongfl us, is matter of much forrow." He then mentioned the uncertainty/ of his attending thefe meetings in future, expect- ing his diffolution was now near ; and hav- ing tenderly exprefTed his concern for us, fignified that he had feen in the true light that the Lord would bring back his people from thefe things into which they were thus degenerated, but that his faithful fervants mufl firft go thro' great and heavy exer- cifes therein. On the twenty-ninth day, the Committee appointed by the yearly-meeting to viiit the quarterly and monthly meetings, now gave an account in writing of their proceed- ings in that fervice ; in which they figni- fied, that in the courfe of it, they had been apprehenfive that fome per/ons holding of- fices in government, inconfiftent with our principles ; and others who kept flaves, re- maining aclive members in our meetings of difcipline, had been one means of weaknefs more and more prevailing in the manage- ment thereof in fome places. After this re- port was read, an exercife revived on my mind, which, at times, had attended me fe- veral years, and inward cries to the Lord were railed in me, that the fear of man might $74 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS might not prevent me from doing what he required of me ; and {landing up, I fpake in fubflance as follows : " I have felt a ten- dernefs in my mind toward perfons, in two circumftances mentioned in that report ; that is, toward fuch active members who keep flaves, and fuch who hold offices in. ci- vil government ; and have, defired, that friends in all their conduct may be kindly afFeclioned one 'toward another. Many friends, who keep flares, are under fome exercife on that account ; and, at times, think about trying them with freedom ; but find many things in their way : and the 1 way of living r and annual expenccs of fome of them are fuch, that it feems impractica- ble for them to fet their flaves free, without changing their own way of life. It has been my lot to be often abroad ; and I have ob- ferved in fome places, at quarterly and year- ly meetings, and at fome houfes where tra- velling friends and their horfes are often entertained, that the yearly expence of in- dividuals therein is very confiderable : and friends in fome places crouding much on perfons in thefe circumftances for entertain- ment, hath often re (led as a burthen on my mind for fome years paft ; and I now ex- prefs it in- the fear of the Lord, greatly de- firing that friends now prefent may duly confider it." In the fall of this year, having hired a man to work, I perceived in convcrfatioiv that he had been a fbldier in die iate war on this OF JOHN WOOL MAN. this continent ; and in the evening, giving a. narrative of his captivity among!!: the In- dians, he informed me that he law two of his fellow captives tortured to death in a^vcry cruel manner. This relation affected me with fadnefs, under which I went to bed; and the next morning, foon after I awoke, a frefh and living fenfe of divine love was fpread over my mind ; in which I had a renewed pro- fpecl of the nature of that wifdom from above, which leads to a right ufe of all gifts, both fpiritual and temporal, and gives con- tent therein : under a feeling thereof, I wrote as follows : " Hath He, who gave me a being attend- ed with many wants unknown to brute- creatures, given me a capacity fuperior to theirs ? and fhewn me, that a moderate ap- plication to buiinefs is proper to my prefent condition ; and that this, attended with his Melting, may fupply all outward wants, while they remain within the bounds he hath fixed ; and no imaginary wants pro- ceeding from an evil fpirit, have any place in me ? Attend theji, O my foul ! to this pure wifdom, as thy fure conductor thro* the manifold dangers in this world !" " Doth pride lead to vanity ? Doth vani- ty form imaginary wants ? Do thefe wants prompt men to exert their power x in requir- ing that of others, which themfelves would, rather be excufed from, v;erc the fame re- quired of them ?" ct Do 176 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS " Do thofe proceedings beget hard thoughts ? Do hard thoughts, when ripej become malice ? Does malice, when ripe, become revengeful ; and in the end inflict terrible pains on their fellow-creatures, and ipread defolations in the world ?" " Doth mankind, walking in uprightnefs^ delight in each other's happinefs ? And do thefe creatures, capable of this attainment by giving way to an evil fpirit, employ their wit and ftreiigth to afflict and deftroy one another ?" " Remember then, O my foul! the quietude of thofe in whom Chrift governs, and in all thy proceedings feel after it !" " Doth he coiidefcend to blefs thee with his prefence ? To move and influence to action ? To dwell in thee, and walk in thee ? Remember then thy ftation, as a being fa- cred to God ; accept of the flrength freely offered thee ; and take heed that no weak- nefs, in conforming to expenfive, unwife, and hard-hearted cuftoms, gendering to dif- cord and ftrife, be given way to. Doth he claim my body as his temple ? And graci- oufly grant that I may be facred to him. Oh ! that I may prize this favour ; and that my whole life may be conformable to this character !" " Remember, O my foul ! that the prince of peace is thy Lord : that he communicates his unmixed wifdom to his family ; that they living in perfect fimplicity, may give no OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 177 no juft caufe of offence to" any creature, but inay walk as he walked !" Having felt an opennefs in my heart to- ward vifiting families in our own meeting, and efpecially in the town of Mount-Holly, the place of my abode, I mentioned it in our monthly-meeting the fore-part of the winter 1764; which being agreed to, and feveral friends of our meeting being united in the exercife, we proceeded therein ; and through divine favour were helped in the work, fo that it appeared to me as a freih reviving of godly care amongft friends : and the latter part of the fame winter, I joined my friend William Jones, in a vifit to friends families in Mansfield ; in which labour, I .had caufe to admire the goodnefs of the* Lord toward us. Having felt my mind drawn toward a vifit to friends along the fea-coail from Cape May to near Squan ; and alfo to vifit fome people in thofe parts, amongft whom there is no fettled worihip ; I joined, with my be- loved friend Benjamin Jones, in a vifit there, having friends unity therein : and fetting off the twenty-fourth day of the tenth month, 1765, we had a profperous and very fatis- faclory journey ; feeling, at times, thro' the goodnefs of the heavenly Shepherd, the gof- pel to flow freely toward a poor people fcat- .tered in thofe places : and foon after our re- turn, I joined my friends John Sleeper and Elizabeth Smith, in vifiting friends families N at 178 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS at Burlington, there being at this time about fifty families of our fociety in that city; and we had caufe humbly to adore our heavenly Father, who baptized us in- to a feeling of the flate of the people, and ftrengthened us to labour in true gofpel love amongft them. An exercife having, at times, for feveral years, attended me, in regard to paying a religious vifit to friends on the Eaftern Shore of Maryland : fuch was the nature of this exercife, that I believed the Lord moved me to travel on foot amongft them, that by fo travelling I might have a more lively feeling of the condition of the opprefled Haves, fet an example of lowlinefs before the eyes of their mafters, and be more out of the way of temptation to unprofitable converfe. The time now drawing near in which I believed it my duty to lay my concern be- fore our monthly meeting, I perceived in converfation with my beloved friend John Sleeper, that he was under a concern to tra- vel the fame way, and alfo to travel on foot in the form of a fervant amongft them, as he expreft it. This he told me before he knew aught of my exercife. We being thus drawn the fame way, laid our exercile and the nature of it before friends ; and obtaining certificates, we fet off the fixth day of the fifth month, 1766; and were at meetings with friends at Wil- mington, Duck-Creek, Little-Creek and Mo- therkill ; OF JOHN WOOLMAN. therkill ; my heart being fundry times ten- dered under the divine influence, and en- larged in love toward the people amongft whom we travelled. From Motherkill, we croffed the country about thirty-five miles to -friends at Tucka- hoe in Maryland, and had a meeting there and at Marfhy-Creek. At thefe, our three lali meetings, were a confiderable number of people, followers of one Jofeph Nichols, a preacher ; who, I un- derfland, is not in outward fellowihip with any religious fbciety of people, but profefT- eth nearly the fame principles as our fociety doth, and often travels up and down ap- pointing meetings, to which many people come. I heard fome friends fpeaking of ibine of their neighbours, who had been irreligi- ous people, that were now his followers, and were become fober well-behaved men and women. Some irregularities, I hear, have been amongft the people at feveral of his meet- ings ; but from the whole of what I have perceived, I believe the man and fome of his followers, are honeftly difpoied, but that fkilful fathers are wanting among them : from hence we went to Choptank and Third Haven ; and thence to Queen Ann's. The weather having fome days pail been hot and dry, and we to attend meetings purfuant ta appointment, having travelled pretty fteadily, and had hurd labour in meetings, I grew N 2 weakly. i8o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS weakly ; at which I was for. a time difcou- raged ; but looking over our journey, and thinking how the Lord had fupported our minds and bodies, fo that we got forward much fafter than I expected before we came out, I now faw that I had been in danger of too ftrongly defiring to get foon through the journey, and that this bodily weaknefs now attending me was a kindnefs to me ; and then, in contrition of fpirit, I became very thankful to my gracious Father, for this ma- nifeftation of his love; and in humble fub- miffion to his will, my truft was renewed in him. On this part of our journey, I had many thoughts on the different circumftances of friends who inhabit Pennfylvaiiia and Jer- fey, from thofe who dwell in Maryland, Vir- ginia, and Carolina. Pennfylvaiiia and New- Jerfey were fettled by many friends, who were convinced of our principles in England in times of fufferings, and coming over bought lands of the natives, and applied themfelves to hufbandry in a peaceable way ; and many of their children were taught to labour for their living. ' Few friends, I believe, came from Eng- land to fettle in any of thefe fouthern pro- vinces ; but by the faithful labours of tra- velling friends in early times, there was con- fiderable conviiicements amoiigft the inhabi- tants of thefe parts. Here I remembered my reading of the warlike difpofition of many of OF JOHN WOOLMAN. i8j of the firfl fettlers in thofe provinces, and of their numerous engagements with the na- tives, in which much blood was med, even in the infancy of thofe colonies. Thefe peo- ple, inhabiting thofe places, being grounded in cufloms contrary to the pure truth, when fome of them were affected with the power- ful preaching of the Word of Life, and joined in fellowihip with our fociety, they had a great work to go through. It is ob- fervable in the Hiftory of the Reformation from Popery, that it had a gradual progrefs from age to age : the uprightnefs of the firfl reformers, in attending to the light and underftanding given them, opened the way for fincere-hearted people to proceed further afterward ; and thus each one truly fearing God, and labouring in thofe works of righte- oufnefs appointed for them in their day, findeth acceptance with him : though, thro' the darknefs of the times, and the corrup- tion of manners and cufloms, fome upright men may have had little more for their day's work than to attend to the righteous princi- ple 'in their minds, as it related to their own conduct in life, without pointing out to others the whole extent of that, which the fame principle would lead fucceeding ages into. Thus for inftance ; amongfl an impe- rious warlike people, fupported by opprefied flaves, fome of thefe mailers, I fuppofe, are awakened to feel and fee their error ; and x thro' fincere repentance, ceafe from oppref- fion. 182 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS fion, and become like fathers to their fer- yants ; (hewing, by their example, a pat- tern of humility in living, and moderation in governing, for the inftruction and admo- nition of their oppreffing neighbours ; thofe without carrying the reformation further, I believe have found acceptance with the Lord. Such was the beginning; and thofe who fucceeded them, and have faithfully at- tended to the nature and fpirit of the re- formation, have feen the necemty of pro- ceeding forward; and not only to inftrudl others, by their example, in governing well, but alfo to ufe means to prevent their fuc- ceilbrs from having fo much power to op- prefs others, Here I was renewed! y confirmed in my mind, that the Lord (whofe tender mercies are over all his works, and whofe ear is open to the cries and groans of the oppreffed) is gracioufly moving on the hearts of people, to draw them off from the defire of wealth, and bring them into fuch an humble, lowly way of living, that they may fee their way' clearly, to '' repair to the ftandard of true righteoufnels ; and not only break the yoke of oppreflion, but know him to be their ftrength and fupport in a time of outward affliction. We pafling on crofTed Chefler-River ; and had a meeting there, and at Cecil and SafTa- fras. Thro' my bodily weaknefs, joined with a heavy exercife of mind, it was to me an; humbling OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 183 humbling difpenfation, and I had a very lively feeling of the ftate of the opprefTed ; yet I often thought, that what I fuffered was little, compared with the fufferings of the blefTed Jefus, and many of his faithful fol- lowers ; and may fay with thankfulnefs, I was made content. From SafTafras we went pretty directly home, where we found our families well ; and for fever al weeks after our return, I had. often to look over our journey : and tho' to me it appeared as a fmall fervice, and that fome faithful meflengers will yet have more bitter cups to drink in thofe fouthern pro- vinces for Chrift's fake than we had ; yet I found peace in that I had been helped to walk in fincerity, according to the under- flanding and ftrength given me. On the thirteenth day of the eleventh mouth, 1766, with the unity of friends at our monthly-meeting, in company with my beloved friend Benjamin Jones, I fat out on a viiit to friends in the upper part of this province, having had drawings of love in my heart that way a conliderable time : we travelled as far as Hardwick ; and I had in- ward peace in my labours of love arnongft them. Thro' the humbling difpenfations of Di- vine Providence, my mind hath been brought into a further feeling of the difficulties of friends and their fervants fouth-weflward : and being often engaged in fpirit on their account 1 84 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS account, I believed it my duty to walk into fome parts of the weftern fhore of Mary- land, on a religious vifit : and having ob- tained a certificate from friends of our month- ly-meeting, I took my leave of my family under the heart-tendering operation of truth ; and on the twentieth day of the fourth month, 1767, I rode to the ferry oppofite to Philadelphia, and from thence walked tq William Home's at Derby that evening ; and next day purfued my journey alone, and reached Concord week-day meeting. Difcouragements and a weight of diftrefs had, at times, attended me in this lonefome walk ; thro* which afflictions, I was merci- fully preferred : and now fitting down with friends, my mind was turned toward the Lord, to wait for his holy leadings ; who, in infinite love, was pleafed to fbfteii my heart into humble contrition, and did re- neweclly ftrengthen. me to go forward ; that to me it was a time of heavenly refreshment in a filent meeting. The next day I came to New-Garden week-day meeting, in which I fat with bow- ednefs of fpirit ; and being baptized into a feeling of the ftate of fome prefent, the Lord gave us a heart-tendering feafoii ; to his name be the praife. I pafled on, and was at Nottingham month- ly-oneeting ; and at a meeting at Little Bri- tain on firfl-day : and in the afternoon fc- yeral friends came to the houfe where I lodged. OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 185 lodged, and we had a little afternoon- meet- ing; and thro' the humbling power of truth, J had to admire the loving-kindnefs of the Lord manifefled to us. On the twenty-fixth day, I eroded Suf- quehannah ; and coming amongft people in outward eafe and greatnefs, chiefly on the labour of flaves, my heart was much afFecl:- ed ; and in awful retirednefs, my mind was gathered inward to the Lord, being humbly engaged that in true refignation I might re- ceive inftruclion from him, refpecling my duty amongft this people. Tho' travelling on foot was wearifome to my body ; yet thus travelling, was agree- able to the ftate of my mind. I went gently on, being weakly ; and was covered with forrow and heavinefs, on ac- count of the fpreading prevailing fpirit of this world, introducing cufloms grievous and oppreilive on one hand, and cherifhing pride and wantonnefs on the other. In this lonely walk, and ftate of abafement and humilia- tion, the ftate of the church in thefe parts was opened before me ; and I may truly fay with the prophet, " I was bowed down at ' the hearing of it ; I was difmayed at the M feeing of it." Under this exercife, I at- tended the quarterly- meeting at Gunpow- der j and, in bowednefs of fpirit, I had to open, with much plainnefs, what I felt re- fpec~ling friends living in fullnefs, on the la- tours of tne poor oppreffed negroes ; and that i86 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS that promife of the Moft High was now re- vived : "I will gather all nations and " tongues ; and they fhall come and fee my " glory." Here the fufferings of Chrift, and his tafting death for every man, and the travels, fufferings, and martyrdoms of the apoftles, and primitive chriflians, in labour- ing for the conveiiion of the gentiles, was livingly revived in me ; and according to the ineafure of flrength afforded, I laboured in fome tendernefs of fpirit, being deeply af- fected amongfl them : and thus the differ- ence between the prefent treatment which thefe gentiles the negroes receive at our hands, and the labours of the primitive chriflians for the converfion of the gentiles, was preffed home, and the power of truth came over us ; under a feeling of which, my mind was united to a tender-hearted people in thofe parts ; and the meeting con- cluded in a fenfe of God's goodnefs toward his humble dependant children. The next day was a general meeting for worfhip, much crouded ; in which I wasi deeply engaged in inward cries to the Lord 1 for help, that I might fland wholly refigned, and move only as he might be pleafed to lead me : and I was mercifully helped to la- :' hour honeflly and fervently amongft them, in which I found inward peace ; and the fin- cere were comforted. From hence I turned toward Pipe-Creek, and paffed on to the Red-Lands j and had feveral OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 187 feveral meetings amongft friends in thofe parts. My heart was often tenderly affect- ed, under a fenfe of the Lord's goodnefs, in fancliifying my troubles and exercifes, turn- ing them to my comfort, and, I believe, to the benefit of many others ; for, I may fay with thankfulnefs, that in this vifit, it ap- peared like a frefh tendering viiitation in moft places. I palled on to the weflern quarterly-meet- ing in Pennfylvania ; during the feveral days of this meeting, I was mercifully preferved in an inward feeling after the mind of truth, and my publick labours tended to my humi- liation, with which I was content : and after the quarterly-meeting of worfhip ended, I felt drawings to go to the women's meet- ing bf bufinefs ; which was very full : and here the humility of Jefus Chrift, as a pat- tern for us to walk by, was livingly opened before me ; and in treating on it, my heart was enlarged ; and it was a baptizing time. From hence I went on ; and was at meet- ings at Concord, Middletown, Providence, and Haddonfield, and fo home ; where I found my family well. A fenfe of the Lord's merciful prefervation in this my journey, ex- cites reverent thankfulnefs to him. On the fecond day of the ninth month, 1767, with the unity of friends, I fet oiF on a vifit to friends in the upper part of Berks and Philadelphia counties ; was at eleven meetings in about two weeks ; and have i88 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS have renewed caufe to bow in reverence be- fore the Lord, who, by the powerful extend- ings of his humbling goodnefs, opened my way amongft friends, and made the meet- ings (I trufl) profitable to us. And the win- ter following, I joined friends on a vifit to friends families, in fome part of our meet- ing ; in which exercife, the pure influence of divine love, made our vifits reviving. On the fifth day of the fifth month, 1768, I left home, under the humbling hand of the Lord, having obtained a certificate, in order to vifit fome meetings in Maryland ; and to proceed without a horfe looked clear- ed to me. I was at the quarterly-meetings at Philadelphia and Concord; and then .went on to Cheiler river ; and croiliiig the Bay with friends, was at the yearly-meeting at Weft-River : thence back to Chefter-River ; and taking a few meetings in my way, pro- ceeded home. It was a journey of much in- ward waiting ; and as my eye was to the Lord, way was, feveral times, opened to my humbling admiration, when things had ap- peared very difficult. In my return, I felt a relief of mind, very comfortable to me ; having, thro' divine help, laboured in much plaiimefs, both with friends felecled, and in the more publick meetings : fo that (I trull) the pure witnefs, in many minds, was reached. The eleventh day of the fixth month, 1769. Sundry cafes have happened of late years, v*w v OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 189 years, within the limits of our monthly- meeting, refpec~ling that of exercifing pure righteoufnefs toward the negroes ; in which I have lived under a labour of heart, that equity might be fteadily kept to. On this account, I have had fome clofe exercifes amongfl friends ; in which, I may thank- fully fay, I find peace : and as my medita- tions have been on univerfal love, my own conduct in time paft, became of late very grievous to me. As perfons letting negroes free in our pro- vince, are bound by law to maintain them, in cafe they have need of relief; fome who fcrupled keeping flaves for term of life, in the time of my youth, were wont to detain their young negroes in their fervice till thir- ty years of age, without wages, on that ac- count: and with this cuftom I fo far agreed,^/) c that I, being joined to another friend, in executing the will of a deceafed friend, once fold a negro lad till he might attain the age of thirty years, and applied the money to the ufe of the eftate. With abafement of heart, I may now fay, that fometimes, as I have fet in a meeting, with my heart exercifed toward that awful Being, who refpecteth not perfons nor co- lours, and have looked upon this lad, I have felt that all was not clear in my mind re- fpedling him : and as I have attended to this exercife, and fervently fought the Lord, it hath appeared to me, that I fhould make forac 190 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS fome reflitution, but in what way I faw not till lately ; when being under fome concern, that I may be refigned to go on a vifit to fome part of the Weft-Indies ; and was un- der clofe engagement of fpirit, feeking to the Lord for counfel herein : that of my joining in the fale aforefaid, came he*avily upon me ; and my mind, for a time, was covered with darknefs and forrow ; and under this fore affliction, my heart was foftened to receive inftruclion : and here I firft faw, that as X had been one of the two executors, who had fold this lad nine years longer than is common for our own children to ferve, fo I fliould now offer a part of my fubftance to redeem the laft half of that nine years ; but as the time was not yet come, I executed a bond, binding me, and my executors, to pay to the man he was fold to, what to can- did men might appear equitable, for the laft four years and a half of his time, in cafe the faid youth fhould be living, and in a condition likely to provide comfortably for himfelf. The ninth day of the tenth month, 1769. My heart hath often been deeply afflicted under a feeling I have had, that the ftand- ard of pure righteoufnefs, is not lifted up to the people by us, as a fociety, in that clear- nefs which it might have been, had we been fo faithful to the teachings of Chrift, as we ought to have been : and as my mind hath been inward to the Lord, the purity of Chrift's OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 191 Chrift's government hath been opened in my uiiderftanding ; and under this exercife, that of friends being active in civil fociety, in putting laws in force which are not agree- able to the purity of righteoufnefs, hath, for feveral years, been an increafing bur- then upon me"; having felt, in the open- ings of univerfal love, that where a people convinced of the truth of the inward teach- ings of Chrift, are aclive in putting laws in execution, which are not confiflent with pure wifdom, it hath a neceflary tendency to bring dimnefs over their minds : and as my heart hath been thus exercifed, and a tender fympathy in me toward my fellow members, I have, within a few months paft, in feveral meetings for difcipline, exprefTed my con- cern on this fubjeft. CHAP. 1 9 2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS CHAP X. Under fome bodily indifpofition, his body, by abftinence, much 'weakened ; and his mind, at that time, exercifed for the good of the. people in the Weft- Indies His afterwards communicating to friends his being reftgned to vifit fome of thefe ijlands Thejiate of his mind, and the clofe confiderations he 'was led into, while under this exercife His preparations to embark, and his considerations on the trade to thefe ijlands ; and his being, when the vejjel "was ready to fail, releafed from the concern he had been under His religious engagements after his return home Hisficknejs, in 'which he e was brought to a very h r w Jlate ; and the profpecis he then had. THE twelfth day of the third month, having, for fome years paft, dieted myfelf on account of a lump gathering on my nofe ; under this diet, I grew weak in body, and not of ability to travel by land as heretofore: I was, at times, favoured to look with awfulnefs toward the Lord, before whom are all my ways, who alone hath the power of life and death ; and to feel thankful- nefs raifed in me, for this his fatherly chaftife- ment, believing, if I was truly humbled un- der o* JOHN WOOL MAN. 193 der it, all would work for good. While I was under this bodily weaknefs, my mind being, at times, exercifed for my feilow- creatures in the Weft-Indies, I grew jealous over myfelf, left the difagreeablenefs of the profpeci mould hinder me from obediently- attending thereto : for tho' I knew not that the Lord required me to go there ; yet I be- lieved, that refignation was now called for in that refpecl : and feeling a danger of not: being wholly devoted to him, I was fre- quently engaged to watch unto prayer, that I might be preferved ; and upwards of a year having paffed, I walked one day in a foii- f y wood, my mind being covered with awful- "iiefs, cries were raifed in rne to my merciful Father, that he would gracioufly keep me irr faithfulnefs ; and it then fettled on my mind as a duty, to open my condition to friends at our monthly-meeting ; which I did fooii after, as follows : " An exercife hath attended ine for fome time paft, and of late been more weighty upon me ; under which, I believe it is re- quired of me to be refigned to go on a vifit to fome part of the Weft-Indies :" and in the quarterly and -.general fpring meeting, I found no clc-arnefs to exprefs any thing fur- ther, than that I believed reiignation herein was required of me ; and having obtained Certificates from all faid meetings, I felt like * fojourner at my outward habitation, kepc free from worldly encumbrances, and was O often j 9 4 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS often bowed in fpirit before the Lord, with inward breathings to him, that I might be rightly directed. And I may here note, that what I have before related of my being, when young, joined as an executor with an- other friend, in executing the will of the deceafcd, our having fold a negro lad till he might attain the age of thirty years, was now the occafion of great forrovv to me : and after having fettled matters relating to this youth, I provided a fca-uorc nhd bed, and things for the voyage ; and hearing of a veilel likely to fail from Philadelphia for Bar- badoes, I ipake with one of the owners at Burlington, and foon after went to Phila- delphia on purpoie to fpeak with him again: at which time he told me, there was a friend in town who was part owner of the faid veiTel ; but I felt no inclination to fpeak with him, but returned home : and a while after, I took leave of my family ; and going to Phi- ladelphia, had fome weighty converfation with the firfl-mentioned owner, and ihewed him a writing, as follows : " On the twenty- fifth day of the eleventh month, 1769, as an exercife, with .^efpecT;- to a vilit to Barbadoes, hath been weighty on my mind, I may exprefs fome of the tryab which have attended me ; under thefe tryals I have, at times, rejoiced, in that I have felt my own felf-will fubjected." " I once, fome years ago, retailed rum, r fugar, and molafles, the fruits of the labour of OF JOHN WOOL MAN, 195 of flaves ; but then, had not much concern about them, fave only that the rum might be vJkl in moderation ; nor was this concern fo weightily attended to, as I now believe it ought to have been : but of late years being further informed, refpecting the oppreilions too generally exercifed in thefe iflands, and thinking often on the degrees that are in connections of intereft and feilowmip with the works of darknefs, Ephe. v. ir. And feeling an increafing concern to be wholly given up to the leadings of the Holy Spirit, it hath appeared, that the fmall gain I got by this branch of trade, mould be applied in promoting righteoufnefs on the earth ; and were the firft motion toward a vifit to Bar- badoes : I believed the outward fubftance I poffefs fhould be applied in paying my paf- fage, if I go, and providing things in a low- ly way for my fubfiftance ; but when the time drew near, in which, I believed, it re- quired of me to be in readinefs, a difficulty arofe, which hath been a continued tryal for fome months pail ; under which, I have, with abafement of mind, from day to day, fought the Lord for inilrudlion ; and often had a feeling of the condition of one for- merly, who bewailed hirnfelf, for that the Lord hid his face from him. During thefe exercifes, my heart hath been often contrite ; and I have had a tender feeling of the temp- tations of my fellow-creatures, labouring un- der thofe expenfive cuitoms diftinguiiliable O 2 frOTT* 196 THJ LIFE AND TRAVELS from the fimplicity that there is in .Chrift, 1 Cor. ii. 3. and fometimes in the rene wings of gofpel love, have been helped to miniller to others." '" That which hath fo clofely engaged my mind, in feeking to the Lord for mftruclion is, whether, after fo full information of the oppremon the Haves in the Weft-Indies lie under, who raife the Weil-India produce, as I had in reading a caution and warning to Great-Britain and her colonies, wrote by Anthony Benezet) it is right for me to take a paflage in a veffel, employed in the Weft- India trade?" " To trade freely with oppreflbrs, and with-^ out labouring to dimiade from fuch unkind treatment, feek for gain by fuch traffick, tends, I believe, to make them more eaiy, refpecling their coidudl, than they would be, if the caufe of univerfal rlghteoufnefs- was humbly and firmly attended to, by thofe in general with whom they have commerce ; and that complaint of the Lord by his pro- phet, " They have ftrengthened the hands " of the wicked," hath very often revived in my mind ; and I may here add fonie cir- cumftances preceding any profpecl of a yi- fit there : the cafe of David hath often been before me of late years : he longed for fome water in a well beyond an army of Philif- tines, at war with Ifrael ; and fome of his- men, to pleafe him, ventured their lives in palling thro' this army, and brought that Water." " It OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 197 " It doth not appear that the Ifrael: tes we 'j then Icarce of waterj but rather, tuac UJL- vid gave way to delicacy of tafte ; but hav- ing thought on the danger thefe men were^gr exDofed to, he confidered this water as their blood, and his heart fmote him that he could not drink it, but poured it out to the Lord, And the oppreilion of the flaves, which I have feen in feveral journies fouthward, on this continent, and the report of their treat- ment in the Weft-Indies hath deeply afrecl- ed me ; and a care to live in the fpirit of peace, and minifler jufl caufe of offence to none of my fellow-creatures, hath, from time to time, livingly revived on my mind ; and under this exercife, I, for fome yearj paft, declined to gratify my palate with thofe fugars." " I do not cenfure my brethren in thefe things ; but believe the Father of mercies, to whom all mankind by creation are equal- ly related, hath heard the groans of thele oppreiTed people ; and is preparing foon to have a tender feeling of their condition : and the trading in, or frequent uie of, any pro- duce known to be raifed by the labours of thofj who are under fuch lamentable opprel- fioii, hath appeared to be a fubjedl which may yet more require the ferious confidera- tion of the humble followers of Chrift, the prince of peace." , " Alter long and mournful exercife, I am now free to mention how things have open- 198 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS ed in my mind, with defircs that if it may pleafe the Lord, to further open his will to any of his children in this matter, they may faithfully follow him in fuch further mani- feftation'." " The number of thofe who decline the life cf the Weft-India produce, en account of the hard uiage of the Haves who raife it, ap- pears frnall, even amongft people truly pi- ous ; and the labours in chriftian love, on that fubjecl, of thofe who do, not very ex- tenfive." " Were the trade from this continent to the Weft-Indies to be quite flopped at once, I believe many there would fiifFer for want of bread." " Did we on this continent, and the in- habitants of the Weft-Indies, generally dwell in pure rightcoufncfs, I believe a fmall trade between us might be right : that under thefe considerations, when the thoughts of wholly declining the ufe of trading veels, and of trying to hire a veflel to go under ballaft have arofc in my mind, I have believed that the labours in gofpel love, yet beftowed ia the caufe of univerihl righteoufnefs, are not arrived to that height." "If the trade to the Weft-Indies were no more than was confift-cntj with pure wifilom, I believe the padagc-money would, for good reafons, be higher than it is now ; a.nd here, under deep exeircife of mind, I have believed, that I ihoulcl liot take the advantage of this great trade, and imall palfage-money ; but OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 199 as a teftimony in favour, of lefs trading, fhoulJ pay more than is common for others to pay, if I go at this time." The firft-mentioned owner having read the paper, expreifed aiwillingncfs to go with me to the other owner ; and we. going, the faid other owner read over the paper, and we had fome folid coiiverfation ; undei* which, I felt my foul bowed in reverence before the Moft-High : and, at length, one of them allied me, if I would go and fee ths veiTel ? but I had not clearneis in my mind to go ; but went to my lodgings, and re- tired in private. I was now under great exercife of mind ; and my tears were poured oiit before the Lord, with inward cries, that he would gra- cioufly help me under thefe trials. In this cafe, I believe my mind was re- figned, but did not feel clearnefs to pro- ceed ; and my own weakncfs, and the necef- fity of divine inftruction, was impreiTed up- on me. I was, for a time, as one who knew not what to do, and was toiTed as in a temped ; under which affidtion, the doctrine of Chrift " Take no thought for the morrow," arofc livingiy before inc. I remembered it was forne days before they expected, the veiTel to fail, and was favoured to get into a good degree of ftillnefs ; and having been near two days in town, I believe my obedience to my heavenly Father confided in fctnrning home- sco THE LIFE AND TRAVELS homeward ; and then I went over amongft friends on the Jerfey more, and tarried tilt the morning on which they had appointed to fail : and as I lay in bed the latter part of that night, my mind was comforted ; and 1 felt what I efleeineu a freih confirmation, that it was the Lord's will, that I mould pafs through fome further exercifes near home. So I .\yent home, and itill felt like a fo- journer with my family : and in the frem fpring of pure love, had fome labours in a private way amongft friends, on a fubjj-jt relating to truth's teflimony ; under which, I had frequently been exercifed in heart for fome years. I remember, as I walked on the road under this exercife, that pafTage in Eze- kiel came freih before me: " \Vhitherfoever " their faces were turned, thither they went!" and I was graciouily helped to difcharge my duty, in the fear and dread of the Al- mighty. After a fexv weeks, it pleafed the Lord to vifit me with a plcuriiy ; and after I had lain a few days, and felt the diforder very grievous, I was thoughtful how it might end. I had of late, through various exercifes, been much weaned from the pleafant things this life ; and I now thought, if it was the Lord's will to put an end to my labours, nud graciouily receive me into the arms of his mercv, death would be acceptable to me ; but OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 201 but if it was his will to farther refine me under affliction, and make me, in any de- gree, ufefal in his church, I defired not to die. I may, with thankfulnefs, fay, that in this cafe I felt reiignednefs wrought. in me, and had no inclination to fend for a doctor ; believing, if it was the Lord's will, thro' outward means, to raife me up, fome fympathizing friends would be fent to mini- fler to me ; which were accordingly : but though I was carefully attended, yet the dif- order was, at times, fo heavy, that I had no thoughts of recovery : one night in par- ticular, my bodily diflrefs was great ; my feet grew cold, and cold increafed up my legs pward my body ; and, at that time, I had no inclination to afk my nurie to apply any- thing warm to my feet, expecting my end \v as near : and after I had lain near ten hours in this condition, I clpfed my eyes, thinking whether I might now be delivered oui: of the body ; but in thefe awful moments, my mind was livingly opened to behold the church ; and ftrong engagements were be- gotten in me, for the everlafting well-being of my fellow-creatures: and I felt, in the fpring of pure love, that I might remain fome time longer in the body, in filling up, according to my meafure, that which re- mains of the affections of Chrift, and in la- bouring for the good of the church ; after which, I requcfted my nurfe to apply warmth ..- my teet; and I revived: and the next night 202 THE LIFE AN-D TRAVELS night, feeling a weighty exercife of fpirit, and having a folid friend fitting up with me, I requeiled him to write what I faid ; which he did, as follows : " Fourth day of the firR month, 1770, about five in the morning. I have feen in the Light of the Lord, that the day is ap- proaching, when the man that is the moft wife in human policy, fliall be the .greatefl fool ; and the arm that is mighty to fupport injuilicc, mall be broken to pieces : the ene^ mies of righteoufncfs mall make a terriblfe rattle, and mall mightily torment one ano- ther ; for He that is omnipotent is rifing up to judgment, and will plead the caufe of the opprciicd ; and he commanded me to open the vificn." Near a week after this, feeling my mind livingly opened, I fent for a neighbour, who, at my requcft, wrote as follows : " The place of prayer is a precious habi- tation ; for I now law that the prayers of the: faints was precious incenfc: and a trum- pet: was given me, that I 'might found forth this language ; that the children might hear it, and be invited together to this precious habitation, where tLe prayers of the faints, recious incenfe, arifeth up before the c of God and the Lamb I faw this habitation to be fafe ; to be inwardly quiet, when there vrcre great flirrings and conimo- ; in the world." " Prayer, OF JOHN W O O L M A N. 203 " Prayer, at this day, in pure resignation, is a precious place : the trumpet is founded, the call goes forth to the church, that fhe gather to' the place of pure inward prayer ; and her habitation is fafe." CHAP. XI. ffis preparing to vifit friends in England His embarking at Chejicr^ in company ivith Sa- muel Emlen^ in aJJjip bound to London His deep exercife y in obferving the difficulties and hardships the common Jailors are expofed to Corjiderations on the dangers to 'which youth are expofed^ in being trained to a Jea-faring life ; and its inconjijlency 'with a pious educa- tion His thoughts in a jlorm atfea: ivith many inflrucli've contemplations on the voyage And his arrival at London, HAVING been fome time under a. reli- gious concern to prepare for croffing the feas, in order to viiit friends in the north- ern parts of England, and more particularly in Yorkiliire : after weighty confideration, I thought it expedient to inform friends r at our monthly- 304 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS monthly-meeting at Burlington, of it ; who, having unity with me therein, gave me a certificate ; and I afterwards communicated the fame to our quarterly-meeting, and they likewise certified their concurrence therewith. Some time after \vhicli, at the general fpring- meeting of minifters and elders, I thought it my duty to acquaint them of the religious exercife which attended my mind ; with which, they likewife fignified their unity by a certificate, dated the twenty-fourth day of the eighth month, 1772, directed to friends in Great-Britain. In the fourth month following, I thought the time was come for me to make feme en I had feeii many entan- gled in the fpi-rit of oppretTion, j and the ex- qrci/e of my foul had been fitch,. uHat I c not- find pe-^ce-^ i a j&iB&j g in nich. 1 faw- wa ft that vdiuom. w^iL pure. After this, I agreed for a paffage in the fteerage ; and hearing in town that Jofeph White had a deiire to fee me, I felt the re- viving of a defire to fee him, and went then to his houfe % and. next day home; where tarried, two nights : and then early in the morning, I parted with my family, under a fenfe of the humbling hand of God upon me ; and going to Philadelphia, had oppor- tunity with feveraj of my beloved friends ; who appeared to be concerned for me, an account of the unpleafaiit iituation of that part of the veflel, where I vras likely to lodge. In thefe opportunities, my mind, through the mercies of the Lord, was kept low, in an inward waiting for his help ; and friends having expreiTed their defire, that I might have a place more convenient than the fleer- age, did not urge, but appeared difpofed to leave me to the Lord. Having flayed two nights in Philadelphia, I went the next day to Derby monthly-meet- ing ; where, through the flreng'ch of divine love, THE LIFE AND TRAVELS love, my heart was enlarged toward the* youth then prefent ; under which I was helped to labour in fome tendernefs of fpi- rit. Then lodging at William Home's, I, with one friend, went to Chefler ; where meeting with Samuel Emlen, we went on board the firft day of the fifth month, 1772 : and as I fat down alone, on a feat on the deck, I felt a fatisfaclory evidence, that my proceedings were not in my own will, but tinder the power of the crofs of Clirift. Seventh day of the fifth month : have had rough weather, moftly fince I came ori board ; and the pafl&igers, James Reynolds, John Till -Adams, Sarah Logan and her hired maid, and John Bifpham, ail fea-fick, more or lefs, at times ; from which ficknefs, thro' the tender mercies of my heavenly Fa- ther, I have been preferved : my afflictions' now being of another kind; There appeared an opennefs in the minds' of the mailer of the fhip and in the cabbin pafTengers toward me ; we were often toge- ther on the deck, and fometimes in the cab- bin. My mind, thro' the merciful help of the Lord, hath been preferved in a good degree watchful, and inward ; and have, this day, great caufe to be thankful, in that I remain to feel qtiietnefs of mind. As my lodgings in the fteerage, now near a week, -hath afforded me fundry opportu- nities of feeing, hearing, and feeling, with ' refpeft OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 209 fefpect to the life and fpirit of many poor failors : an inward exercife of foul hath at- tended me, in regard to placing out children and youth where they may be likely to be exampled and inftructed in the pure fear of the Lord ; and I being much amongft the feamen, have from a motion of love, fundry times taken opportunities, with one of thejii at a time alone ; and in a free coriverfation, laboured to turn their minds toward the fear of the Lord : and this day we had a meet- ing in the cabbin, where my heart was con- trite under a feeling of divine love. Now concerning lads being trained up as feamen : I believe a communication from one part of the :orld to fome other parts of it,- by fea, is, at times, confident with the will of our heavenly Father ; and to educate fbnic youth in the practice of failing, I believe may be right : but how lamentable is the preient corruption of the world ! how im- pure are the channels thro' which trade hath a conveyance ! how great is that danger, to which poor lads are now expofed, when placed on fhipboard to learn the art of fail- ing? Five lads, training up for the feas, were now on board this (hip ; two of them brought up amongft our fociety ; one of which hath a right amongft friends, by name James Nailor, to whole father James Nailor, men- tioned in Sewel's hiftory, appears to have been uncle. P I often 210 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS I often feel a tendernefs of heart toward thefe poor lads ; and, at times, look at them as though they were my children according to the flem. O that all may take heed and beware of covetoufnefs ! O that all may learn of Chrift, who was meek and low of heart ! Then in faithfully following him, he will teach us to be content with food and raiment, without re- fpecl: to the cufloms or honours of this world. Men thus redeemed, will feel a tender con- cern for their fellow-creatures, and a defire that thofe in the loweft flations may be afiift- ed and encouraged ; and where owners of fhips attain to the perfect law of liberty, ard are doers of the word, thefe will be bleiFed in their deeds. A ihip at fea commonly fails all night, and the teamen take their watches four hours at a time. Riiing to work in the night, is not com- monly pleafan.t in any cafe ; but in xiark rainy nights it is very difagreeable, even though each man were furnilhed with all conveniences : but if men mud go out at midnight to help manage the ihip in the rain, and having firiall room to deep and lay their garments in, are often befet to furnim thernfelves for the watch ; their garments or ion thing relating to their bufinefs being vv'ai iag, and not eauly found ; when from rgency occafioned by high winds, they are haitened and called up luddenly : here is a tryal OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 211 tryal of patience on the poor failors, and the poor lads their companions. If after they have been on deck feveral hours in the night, and come down into the fteerage foaking wet, and are fb clofe flowed that proper convenience for change of gar- ment is not eafily come at, but for want of proper room their wet garments thrown in heaps, and fome times, through much crowd- ing, are trodden under foot, in going to their lodgings and getting out of them, and great difficulties, at times, each one to- find his own : here are tryals on the poor failors. Now as I have been with them in my lodge, my heart hath often yearned for them ; and tender defires been raifed in me, that all owners and mafters of veffels may dwell in the love of God, and therein a6l uprightly ; and by feeking lefs for gain, and looking carefully to their ways, may earn- eflly labour to remove all caufe of provoca- tion from the poor feamen, either to fret or ufe excefs of flrong drink ; for, indeed, the poor creatures, at times, in the wet and cold, feem to apply to flrong drink to fup- ply the want of other convenience. Great reformation in the world is want- ing, and the iieceflity of it, amongfl thefe who do bufmefs on great waters, hath, at this time, been abundantly opened before me. The eighth clay of the fifth month. This morning the clouds gathered, the wind blew P 2 flrong; 12 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS flrong from fouth-eaflward, and before noon increafed to that degree that failing appeared dangerous : the feameii then bound up ibme of their fails, and took down fame ; and the ftorm iiicreafing, they put the dead lights, fo called, into the cabbin-windows, and lighted a lamp , as at night. The wind now blew vehemently, and the fea wrought to that degree, that an awful fe- rioumefs prevailed in the cabbin, in which I fpenrt, I believe, about feventeen hours ; for I believed the poor wet toiling feamen, had need of all the room in the crowded fteerage, and the cabbin pafJengers had given me frequent invitations. They ceafed now from failing ; and put the veflei in the poflure, called lying-to. My mind in this temped, thro' the gra- cious afliflance of the Lord, was preferved in a good degree of refignation ; and I felt, at times, a few words in his love to my fhip-mates, in regard to the all-fufficiency of Him who formed the great deep, and whofe care is fo extenfive, that a fbarrow falls not without his notice : and thus in a tender frame of mind, fpake to them of the necedity of our yielding, in true obedience, to the inflructions of our heavenly Father, who fometimes, through adverfities, intend- eth our refinement. About eleven at night, I went out on the deck, when the fea wrought exceedingly, and the high foaming waves, ail round about, had OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 213 had in fome fort the appearance of fire ; but did not give much, if any, light. The faiior, then at the helm, faid, lie lately faw a corpofant at the head of the mall. About this time I obferved the mafler of the fhip ordered the carpenter to keep on the deck ; and tho' he faid little, I apprehended "his care was, that the carpenter with his axe might be in readinefs, in cafe of any extre- mity. Soon after this, the vehemency of the wind abated ; and before morning, they again put the {hip under fail. The tenth day of the month, and firft of the week, it being fine weather, we had. a meeting in the cabbin, at which mofc of the feamen were prefent ; this meeting to me was a ftrengthening time. The thirteenth day of the month. As I continue to lodge in the fteerage, I feel an opermefs this morning, to cxpreis fomerhmg further of the fiate of my mind, in refpect to poor lads bound apprentice to learn the art: of failing. As I believe failing is of fome ufo in the world, a labour of foul attends me, thr.t the pure counfel of truth mr.y be humbly waited for in this cafe, by ail concerned in the bufinefs of the feas. A pious father, whofe mind is cxercifed for the everlafting welfare of his child, may not, with a peaceable mind, place him on: to an employment among!! a people, whofe : i 214 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS common courfe of life is manifeflly corrupt and prophane ; fo great is the prefent defect ampngft fea-faring men, in regard to piety and virtue : and through an abundant traf- fick, and many mips of war, fo many peo- ple are employed on the fea, that this fiibjecT: of placing lads to the employment appears very \veighty. Prophane examples are very corrupting, and very forcible. > And as my mind, day after day, and night after night, hath been aftecled with a fympathizing tendernefs to- ward poor children, put to the employment of iailors, I have fometimes had weighty coriverlaticn with the failors in the fteerage, who were moilly refpeclful to me, and more and more io the longer I w?s with them: they mortly appeared to take kindly what I faid to them ; but their minds have appeared to be fo deeply imprefTed with that almoft univerfal depravity amongfl iailors, that the poor creatures in their anfwers to me on this fubject, have revived in" my remem- brance, that of the degenerate Jews a little before the captivity, as repeated by Jeremiah the prophet, " There is no hope." Now under this exercife, a fenfe of the delire of outward gain prevailing amongft us, hath felt grievous ; and a ftrong call to the pro felled followers of Chrift, hath been raifed in me ; that all may take heed, left, through loving this prefent world, they be found in a continued neglect of duty, with refpect OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 215 refpecfl to a faithful labour for a reforma- tion. - Silence, as to every motion proceeding from the love of money, and an. humble waiting upon God, to know his will con- cerning us, hath now appeared neceffary : he alone is able to ftrengthen. us to dig deep, to remove all which lies between us and the fafe foundation, and fo direct us in our out- ward employments, that pure univerfal love may ihine forth in our proceedings. Defires ariling from the fpirit of truth, are pure defires ; and when a mind, divinely opened toward a young generation, is made fenfible of corrupting examples, powerfully working', and extenftvely fpreading amoiigil them, how moving is the profpecl ! , A great trade to the coaft of Africa for ilaves ; of which. I now heard frequent con- veriation among the fkilors ! A great trade in that which is raifed and prepared thro' grievous oppreffion ! A great trade in fuperliuity of workman- fhip, formed to pleafe the pride and vanity of people's minds ! Great and cx'jcnfive is that depravity, which .prevails amongft the poor failors ! When I remember that faying of the Moll High, through his prophet, " This people " have I formed for myielf ; they mall fiiew " forth my praife :" and think of placing children amongft them, to learn the practice of failing, the confiflency of it with a pious educa- ai6 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS j education, feems to me like that mentione4 by the prophet, " There is no anfwer from " God." In a world of dangers and difficulties, like a. defolate thorny wiidemefs, how precious ! how comfortable ! how fafe ! are the lead-: ings of Chrift, .the good fhepher-d ; who iaid, " I know my iheep j and am known of mine." The fixteenth day of the month. Wind for feveral clays pail often high, what the failors call fquaily, rough fca and frequent rains. This latt night a very trying night: to the poor feamen ; the water, chief part of the night, running over the main deck, and fometimes breaking waves came on the quar- ter deck. The latter part of the night, as I lay in bed, my mind was humbled under the power of divine love ; and reiignednefs to the great Creator of the earth and the feas, renewedly wrought in me, whole fa- therly care over his children felt precious to my foul : and defires were now renewed in me, to embrace every opportunity of being inwardly acquainted with the hardships and difficulties of my fellow-creatures, and to labour in his love for the fpreading of pure univerfal righteoufneis on the earth. The opportunities being frequent of hearing con- verfation amongft the failors, in reipecl to the voyages to Africa, and the manner of bringing the deeply opprcillxl 1-aves into our. ; fiands. The thoughts of their condition, frequently in chains and fetters on board the veflels. OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 217 veffels, with hearts loaded with grief, under the appreheniions of miferable fiavery ; my mind was frequently opened to meditate on thefe things. On the leventeenth day of the month, and firfl of the week, \ve had a meeting in the cabbin ; to which the feameii generally came. My fpirit was contrite before the Lord ; whole love, at this time, affected my heart. This afternoon I felt a tender fympathy of foul, with my poor wife and family left be- hind ; in which ftate, my heart was en- larged in defires, that they may walk in that humble obedience wherein the everfafling Father may be their guide and fupport, thro' all the difficulties in this world ; and a fenfe of that gracious ailiflance, thro' which my mind hath been ftrengthened to take up the crofs and leave them, to travel in the love of truth, hath begotten thaiikfulncfs in my heart to our great Helper. On the twenty-fourth day of the month, and firfl of the week, a clear pleafant morn-, ing : and as I fat on deck, I felt a reviving in my nature ; which, through much rainy weather, and high winds, being fliut up in a clofe unhealthy air, was weakened. Several nights of late I felt breathing dif- ficult ; that a little after the riling of the fecond watch (which is about midnight) I got up, and flood, I believe, near an hour, with my face near the hatchway, to get the frcjii air at the final! vacancy under the hatch 2i8 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS hatch door ; which is commonly {hut down, partly to keep out rain, and ibmetimes to keep the breaking waves from darning into the fleerage. I may, with thankfulnefs to the Father of mercies, acknowledge, that in my pre- fent weak ftate, my mind hath been fupport- ed to bear the affliction with patience ; and have looked at the prefent difpenfation as a kindnefs from the great Father of mankind,", who, in this my floating pilgrimage, is in fome degree bringing me to feel that, which many thoufands of my fello\v-creatures of- in a greater degree. My appetite failing, the tryal hath been the heavier ; and I have fek 'tender breath- !u my foul after God, the fountain of comfort, wliolc inward help hath fupplied, at times, the want of outward convenience : and ftrong defires have attended me, that his family, who are acquainted with the mov- ings of his Holy Spirit, may be fo redeemed from the love of money, and from that fpi- rit in which men feek honour one of ano- ther ; that ill all bunnefs, by fea or land, we may constantly keep in view the coming of his kingdom on earth, as it is in heaven ; and by faithfully following this fare guide, fhew forth examples, tending to lead out of that under which the creation groans ! This day we had a meeting in the cabbirf ; in which I was favoured in fome degree to experience the fulfillipg of that faying of the OF JOHN WOOLMAN. 219 the prophet, " The Lord hath beeri a flrength " to the poor, a ftrength to the needy in " their diflrefs ;" for which, my heart is bowed in thankfulnefs before him. The twenty-eighth day of the month : wet weather of late, final! winds inclining to calms ; our feainen have call a lead, I fup- pofe about one hundred fathom, but find no bottom : foggy weather this morning. -. " Through the kindneis of the great Pre- ferver of men, my mind remains quiet ; and a degree of exercife, from day to day, at- tends me, that the pure peaceable govern- ment of Chrift may fpread and prevail a- mongft mankind. The leading on of a young generation, in that pure way, in which the wifdom of this world hath no place : where parents and tu- tors, humbly waiting for the heavenly Coun- fellor, may example them in the truth, as it is in Jefus. This, for feveral days, hath been the exercife of my mind ; O how fafe, how quiet is that ftate, where the foul ftands in pure obedience to the voice of Chrift, and a watchful care is maintained, not to follow the voice of the flranger ! Here Chrift is felt to be our fhephercl ; and under his leading, people are brought to a {lability : and where he doth not lead for- ward, we are bound in the bonds of pure love, to fland ftill and wait upon him. Jii the love of money, and in the wifdom of this world, bufinefs is propofed, then the urgency -20 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS urgency of affairs puih forward ; nor can the mind, in this flate, difcern the good and per- fect will of God concerning us. The love of God is manifested, in graci- oufiy calling us to come out of that which ftands in confufion ; but if we bow not in the us me of Jeflis ; if we give not up ihofe profpects of gain, which, in the wifdom of this world, are open before us, but fay in our hearts, I mull needs go on ; and in go- ing on, I hope to keep as near to the purity of truth, as the bunnefs before in . will ad- mit of : here the mind remains entangled, and the fhiaing of the light of life into the foul is obilmdted. This query opens in my mind in the love of Chrift. Where iliail a pious father place hi? fon apprentice, to be inftructed in the practice of c roiling the feas ; and have faith to believe, that Chrift, our holy Shepherd, leads him to place his foil there ? Surely the Lord calls to mourning and deep IrumiRation, that in his fear we may be mftrr.cloct, and led fafely on through the great d : tiki; ides and perplexities in this pre- fent age. In an entire fubjection of our wills, the Lord gracicirily opens a way for his people, where ai: are bounded by his ivifdom ^ and here we experience the fub- es the prophet figured out in the water of reparation, as a purification from fin. Efau OF JOHN WOOLMAN. Efau is mentioned as a child red all over, like a hairy garment : in Efau is reprefented the natural will of man. la preparing ths water of reparation, a red heifer without b-lernifh, on which there had been no yoke, was to be ilain, and her blood fprinkled by the prieit feven times toward the tabernacle of the congregation : then her 'ikin y he? ffcili, and all pertaining to her, was to b burnt without the car .of her aihes the water was prepared. Thus the cracify- ing the old man, or natural will, is repre- fented ; and hence comes a feparation. from that carnal mind, which is death. " Pie who touclieth the ckad body of a " man, and purifieth not him.felf with the " water of feparation, he deiileth the tabcr- " nacle of the Lord ; he is unclean." Numb>. xix. 13. If any, through the love of gain, go forth into bufinefs, wherein they dwell as a- mongil the tombs, and touch the bodies of thofe who are dead : if thefe, through the infinite love of God, feel the power of the crofs of Chrifl to crucify them to the world, and therein learn humbly to follow the di- vine leader : here is the judgment of this world here the prince of this world is carl out. The water of feparation is felt ; and tho' we have been amongft the {lain, and thro' the defire of gain have touched the dead bo- dy of a man ; yet, in the purifying love of Chrifl, 222 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS Chrifl, we are warned in the water of fepa- ration, are brought off from that bulinefs, from that gain, and from that fellowfhip, which was not' agreeable to his holy will: and I have felt a renewed confirmation in the time of this voyage, that the Lord, in his iniiiiite love, is calling to his vinteJ dren, fo to give up all outward p and means of getting treafures, tna ly Spirit may have free courfe in ivolr i. and direct them in all their proceedings. To feel the fub fiance pointed at in this-, figure, man mufl know death, as to his own will. " No man can fee God, and live :" This was fpoken by the Almighty to Mofes the- prophet ; and opened by our bleffed Re- 1 deemer. As death comes on our own wills, and a new life is formed in us, the heart is purified, and prepared to underftand clearly. " BlefT- ' ed are the pure in heart, for they fhall " fee God." In purity of heart, the mind is divinely opened to behold the nature of uni- verfal righteoufnefs, or the rightcoufnefs of the kingdom of God. " No man hath feen " the Father, lave he that is of God ; he " hath feen the Father." The natural mind is active about the things of this life ; and in this natural acti- vity, bufmefs is propofed, and a will in us to go forward in it. And as long as this na- tural will remains unfubjected, ib long there remains oi JOHN WOOL MAN. 223 remains an obflruction againft the clearnefs of divine light operating in us ; but when v/e love God with all our heart, and with all our ftrength, then, in this lo^e, we love our neighbours as ourfelves ; and a tender- nefs of heart is felt toward all people for whom Chriit died, even fiich who as tp out- ward circumflances may be to us as the Jews were to the Samaritans. V/ho is my neigh- bour ? See this queflion anfwered by our Sa- viour, Luke x. 30. In this love we can fay, that Jefus is the Lord ; and the reformation in our fouls, ma- nifefted in a full reformation of our lives, wherein all things are new, and all things are of God; 2 Cor. v. 18. in this the deiire of gain is fubjected. When employment is honeilly followed in the light of truth ; and people become dili- gent in bufinefs, " fervent in fpirit ; ferving " the Lord:" Rom. xii. n. r ere the name is opened : " This is the name by which he " fliall be called, THE LORD OUR " RIGHTEOUSNESS." Jere. xxiii. 6. Oh, how precious is this name ! It is like ointment poured out. TLe chaiie virgins are in love with the Redeemer ; and fcr the pro- moting his peaceable kingdom in the world, are content to endure hardnefs like good fol- diers ; and are fo feparated in fpirit, from the defire of riches, that in their ernploy- meritSj they become exteniively careful to give none offence, neither to Jews nor heathen, nor the church of Chrift. On 224 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS On the thirty-fir ft day of the month, and firft of the week, we had a meeting in the cabbin, with near all the fhip's company ; the whole being near thirty. In this meet- ing the Lord, in mercy, favoured us with' the extendings of his love. The fecond day of the fixth month. Laft evening the fearnen found bottom at about feventy fadiom. This morning fair wind, and plcafant : and as I fat on deck, my heart was over- come with the love of Chrift, and melted in- to contrition before him : and in this ftate,- . the profpect of that work, to which I havj felt my mind drawn when in my native land, being in fome degree opened before me, I felt like a little child ; and my cries xvere put up to my heavenly Father for pre- fervation, that in a humble dependance on him, my foul may be (Irengthened in his love, and kept inwardly waiting for his counfel. This afternoon we faw that part of Eng- land called the Lizard. Some dunghill fowls yet remained of thofe the paflengers took for their fea-ftore: I be- lieve about fourteen pcriilied in the ftorms at fea, by the waves breaking over the quar- ter-deck ; and a considerable number with fick-nefs, at different times. I obferved the cocks crew coming down the Delaware, and while we were near the land ; but after- Ward, I think I did not hear one of them crow OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 225 crow till we came near the land in England^ when they again crowed a few times. In obferving their dull appearance at fea, and the pining ficknefs of fome of them, I often remembered the fountain of goodnefs, who gave being to all creatures, and whofe love extends to that of caring for the- fpar- rows ; and believe, where the love of God is verily perfected, and "the true fpirit of go- vernment watchfully attended to, a tender- nefs toward all creatures made fubjecl: to us will be experienced ; and a care felt in us, that we do not lefTen that fweetnefs of life, in the animal creation, which the great Creator intends for them under our government. The fourth day of tLe month. Wet wea- ther, high winds, and fo dark that we could fee but a little way. I perceived our feamen were appreheniive of danger of miffing the Channel ; which, I underflood, was narrow. In a while, it grew lighter; and they faw the land, and they knew where we were. Thus the Father of mercies was pleafed to try us with the fight of dangers ; and then graci- oufly, from time to time, deliver from them : thus fparing our lives, that in humility and reverence, we may walk before him, and put our truft in him. About noon a pilot came off from Dover ; where my beloved friend Samuel Emlen went on more, and thence to London, about feven- ty-two miles by land ; but I felt eafy in flaying in the (hip. The 226 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS The feventh day of the month, and fir ft of the week. Clear morning, lay at anchor for the tide, and had a parting meeting with the mip's company; in which, my heart was enlarged in a fervent concern for them, that they may come to experience falvation thro' Chrift. Had a head wind up the Tha-nes ; lay fbmetimes at anchor ; faw many ihips pafftng, and fbme at anchor near ; and had large opportunity of feeling the fpirit in which the poor bewildered failors too gene- rally live. That lamentable degeneracy, which ib much prevails on the people em- ployed on the feas, fo affected my heart, thi.t I may not eafiiy convey the feeling I have had to another. The r, relent fcate of the fea-faring life in general, appears fo oppofite to that of a pi- ous education ; fo full of corruption, and extreme alienation from God ; fo full of ex- amples, the moil dangerous to young peo- ple, that in looking toward a young genera- tion, I feel a care for them, that they may have an education different from the prcfcnt education of lads at iea : and that all of us, who are acquainted with the pure gofpel fpi- rit, may lay this cafe to heart, may reirnn- ber the lamentable corruptions which at- tends the conveyance of merchandize acrofs the feas, and ib abide in the love of Chrift, that being delivered from the love of mo- ney, from the entangling expences of a cu- rious, delicate luxurious life, we may learn eo.it :n tin:: :it with a little ; and picinn e the OF JOHN WOOL M A N. -227 the iea-faring life no further, than that fpi- rit, 'which leads into all truth, attends us in onr proceedings. CHAP. XII. His attending the yearly-meeting in London ; and after it, proceeding towards Yorkfuire^ viftting fe^ t-ral quarterly and other meetings in the comities of Hertford, Warwick, Ox- ford, Nottingham, York, and Weft more I and ; and thence again into York/Jjire, and to .the city of Tork 'with Joins inftructi've thoughts a:id obj'er-i'ations, and letters on divers fub- jecis His hearing of the deceafe of Wil- liam Hunt ; and fume account of him t&t f> chiefs at York ; and end of his pilgrimage there. IN the eighth day of the fixth month, 1772, we landed at London ; and I went ftraightway to the yearly-meeting of miniflers and elders, which had been ga- thered (I fuppofe) about half an hour. In this meeting, my mind was humbly contrice : in the afternoon, the meeting of z bufmefs 2?.8 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS buiinefs opened ; which, by adjournments , held near a week. In thele meetings, I of- ten felt a living concern for the eftablilhment of friends in the pure life of truth : and my heart was enlarged in the meeting of mi- nifters, meeting of buiinefs, and in feveral meetings of publick worfhip ; and I felt my mind united in true love, to the faithful la- bourers now gathered at this yearly-meet- ing. On the fifteenth day of the month, I left London, and went to a quarterly-meeting at Hertford. The firil day of the feventh month. I have been at quarterly-meetings at Sherring- ton, Northampton, Banbury and Shipton ; and had fundry meetings between : my mind hath been bowed under a fenfe of divine goodnefs manifefted amongft us ; my heart hath been often enlarged in true love, both amongft miiiifters and elders, and in publick meetings; that through the Lord's good- nefs, I believe it hath been a freili viiitation. to many, in particular to the youth. The feventeenth day of the month. Was this day at Birmingham : have been at meet- ings at Coventry, Warwick, in Oxfordlhire, and fundry other places ; have felt the hum- bling hand of the Lord upon me ; and thro' his tender mercies find peace in the labours I have gone through. The tweiity-fixth day of the month. I have continued travelling northward, vifit- ing OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 229 ing meetings : was this day at Nottingham ; which, in the forenoon efpecially, was, thro* divine love, a heart-tendering feaibn : next day had a meeting in a friend's houfe with friends children and fome friends ; this, thro* the ftrengthening arm of the Lord, was a time to be thankfully remembered. The fecoiid day of the eighth month, and firft of the week, was this day at Sheffield, a large inland town : have been at fundry meetings lafl week ; and feel inward thank- fulnefs for that divine fupport, which hath been gracioufly extended to me. The ninth day of the month, and firfl of the week, was at Ruih worth : have lately panned through fome painful labour ; but have been comforted, under a fenfe of that divine vifitation, which I feel extended to- ward many young people. The fixteenth day of the month, and firft of the week, was at Settle : it hath .of late been a time of inward poverty ; under which, my mind hath been preferved in a watchful tender flate, feeling for the mind of the ho- ly Leader, and find peace in the labours I have palFed through. On enquiry, in many places, I find tLe price of rye about five (hillings, wheat about eight ihillings, per builiel ; oatmeal twelve millings for an hundred and twenty pounds ; mutton from three-pence to five-pence per pound ; bacon, from feven-pence to nine- pence j cheefe, from four-pence to fix-pence ; butter % -o THE LIFE AND TRAVELS butter, frcm eight-pence to ten-pence ; houfe- rent, for a poor man, from twenty-five {hil- lings to iorirv ihikings per year, to be paid vrecklv ; wood, for fire, very fcarce and dear ; coal, in fome places, two {hillings and iix- pence per hundred weight j- but near the not a quarter fo much. O, may the we confider the poor ! The wages of labouring men in feveral counties toward London, is ten-pence pt-r day in common bufinefs, the employer finds fmall-beer, and the iaboarer finds his own food ; but in bar veil ciiivl hay time, v. is abov.i: 'ing: per day, and the la- bourer hath all his diet. In fome parts of the north of England, poor labouring men have their food where they work ; and ap- pear, in common, to do rather better than nearer London : induftrious women, who fpiii in the factories,- get fome four-pence, ibme five-pence, and io on to ilx, ieven, eight, nine or ten-pence per. day, and find their own home-room and. diet. Great : bers of poor people live chicliy on bread and water in the ibuthern parts of England, and fome in the northern parts ; and there are many poor children not t;r,:r-ht even to read, thofe who have plenty, lay diefe things to heart ! a frequently go upwards of an hundred miles in twenty-ivHir b.ours ; and I have heard, friends fay, in feveral places, chat it is common for horfes to be killed with hard OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 231 hard driving, and many others driven till they grow blind. Poft-boys purfue their bufinefs, each one to his ftagc, all night thro' the winter : fbme boys, who ride long ftages, liuTer greatly on winter nights ; and, at feveral places, I have heard of their being froze to death, great is the hurry in the fpirit of this world, that in aiming to do bufinefs quick, a., gain wealth, the creation, at this day, doirh. loudly groan ! As my journey hath been without a horfe, I have had feveral offers of being aflifted on my way in thefe Mage-coaches ; but have not been in them : nor have I had freedom to fend letters by thefe pofts, in the prefent way of their riding ; the ftages being fo fix- ed, and one boy dependant on another as to time, that they commonly go upward of one hundred miles in twenty-four hours; and in the cold Jong winter nights, the poor boys fufFer much. I heard in America of the way of thefe pofts ; and cautioned friends in the general meeting of minifters and elders at Phihicld- phia, and in the yearly-meeting of minifters and elders at London, not to lend letters to me on any common occaiion by pofL And though, on this account, I may be likely to hear feldomer from my family left behind ; yet, for righteoulhefs i cfpecially the youth ; but fometimes after this^ I felt empty and poor, and yet felt a necefli- ty to appoint meetings. In this ftate I was exercifed to abide in the pure life of truth, and in all my labours to watch diligently againit the motions of felf in my own mind. I have frequently felt a neceffity to fland up, when the fpring of the mmifcry was low, and to ipeak from the neceffity, in that which fubjecleth the will of the creature ; and here- in I was united with the fuffering feed, arid Found inward fweetnels in thefe mortifying lab our Si R ' As 54.2 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS As I have been preferved in a watchful at- tention to the divine leader, under thefe dif- penfations, enlargement at times hath fol- lowed, and the power of truth hath rofe high- er in fome meetings, than I ever knew it be- fore through me. Thus I have been more and more inftrudl-* ed, as to the necemty of depending, not up- on a concern which I felt in America, to come on a vific to England ; but upon the irefh in- ftructions of Chrift the Prince of Peace, from day to day. Now of late, I felt a Hop in the appoint- ment of meetings, not wholly but in part ; and I do not feel liberty to appoint them fo quick one after another as I have heretofore. The work of the miniftry, being a work of divine love, I feel that the openings there- of are to be waited for, in all our appoint- ments. Oh how deep is divine wifclom ! Chrift puts forth his minifters, raid goeth before them ; and oh how great is the danger of departing from the pure feeling of that which leadeth fafely ! Chrift knoweth the ftate of the people, and in the pure feeling of the gofpel miniftry, t^eir rentes are opened to his fervants. Chrift knowech when the fruit-bearing branches themfelves have need of purging. Oh that thefe leilbns may be remembered by me ! and that all who appoint meetings, may proceed in the pure feeling of duty. I have OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 245 I have fometimes felt a neceffity to (land up, but that fpirit which is of the world hath fo much prevailed in man-, and the pure life of truth been fo prefled down, that I have gone forward, hot as one travelling in a road caft up, and well prepared, but as a man walking through a miry place, in which are ftones here and there, fare to ftep on ; but fo (ituated that one ftep being taken, time is neceffary to fee where to ftep next. Now I find that in the pure obedience, the mind learns contentment, in appearing weak and foolifh to that wifdoin which is of the world ; and in thefe lowly labours, they who (land in a low place, rightly exercifed under the crofs, will find nourifliment. The gift is pure, and while the eye is {in- gle in attending thereto, the underftanding is preferred clear ; felf is kept out ; weNfejoice in filling up that which remains of tne af- flictions of Chrift, for his body's fake, which is the church. The natural man loveth eloquence, and many love to hear eloquent orations ; and if there is not a careful attention to the gift, men who have once laboured in the pure gof- pel miniftry, growing weary of fufFeringj and aihamed of appearing weak, may kindle a fire, compafs themfelves about with fparks, and walk in the light ; not of Chrift who is under fuffering ; but of that fire, which they, going from the gift, have kindled : And that in hearers, which is gone from the meek fuf- fering ftate, into the worldly wifdom, may R 2 be 244 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS be warmed with this fire, and fpeak highly of thele labours. That which is of God ga- thers to God ; and that which is of the world is owned by he world. In this journey a labour hath attended my mind, that the minifters amongft us may be preferved in the meek feeling life of truth, where we may have no defire, but to follow Chrift and be with him ; that when he is un- der fuifering we may fuffer with him ; and never defire to rife up in dominion, but as he by the virtue of his own fpirit may raifc jus. A few days after writing thefe confiderati- ons, cur dear friend in the courfe of his reli- gious vifits, came to the city of York, and attended moil of the fittings of the quarterly meeting there ; but before it was over, was taken ill of the fmall-pox. Our friend Tho- mas Prieflmaii and others who attended him, preferved the following minutes of his expref- lions in the time of his ficknefs, and of his deceafe. i ft day, the 2 yth of the Qth month 1772. His diibrder appeared to be the fmall-pox : -being afked to have a doctor's advice, he fig- nified he had not freedom or liberty in his mind fo to do, Handing wholly refigned to his will, who gave him life, and whole pow- er he had witneffed to raife and heal hiin in iickneis before, when he feemed nigh unto death j and if he was to wind up now, he was OP JOHN WOOL MAN. 245 was perfectly refigned, having no will either to live or die, and did not choofe any mould be fent for to him : but a young man, an apothecary, coming of his own accord the next day, and deiiring to do fomething for him, he faid he found a freedom to confer with him and the other friends about him, and if any thing mould be propofed, as to medicine that did not come thro' defiled chan- nels or oppreffive hands, he mould be wil- ling to coniider and take it, fo far as he found freedom. 2d day. He Taid he felt the diforder to af- fect his head, fo that he could think little, and but as a child ; and defired if his under- Handing mould be more affected, to have nothing given him that thofe about knew he had a teftimoiiy againft. Third-day he uttered the following pray- er. O Lord my God, the amazing hor- rors of darknefs were gathered around me and covered me all over, and I faw 110 way to go forth ; I felt the depth and extent of the mifery of my fellow creatures feparated from the divine harmony, and it was heavi- er than I could bear, and I was crufhed down under it, I lifted up my hand, I ftretched out my arm, but there was none to help me ; I looked round about and was amazed ; in the depths of mifery, O Lord ! I remembered that thou art omnipotent, that I had called thee Father, and I felt that I loved thee, and I was made quiet in thy will, and I waited for deliverance from thee j thou hadft pity upon 146 THE LIFE AND TRAVELS upon me when no man could help me ; I faw that meeknefs under fullering was mewed to us in the mod arTecling example of thy Son, and thou taught me to follow him, and I faid " thy wiii O Father be done." Fourth day mcrning, being afked how he felt himfelf, he meekly anfwercd, I don't know that I have flept this night, I feel the diforder making its progrefs, but iny mind is mercifully preferved in ftilinefs and peace : fometime after he faid he was fenfible the pains of death mufl be hard to bear, but if he efcaped them now, he mufl fometime pafs thro' them, and he did not know that he could be better prepared, but had no will in it. He faid he had fettled his outward af- fairs to his mind, had taken leave of his wife and family as never to return, leaving them to the divine protection j adding, and tho' I feel them near to me at this time, yet I freely give them up, having a hope that they will be provided for. And a little after laid, This trial is made eafier than I could have thought, my will being wholly taken away ; for if I was anxious for the event it would have been harder, but I am not, and my mind enjoys a perfect calm. In the night a young woman having given him fomething to drink, he faid, My child thou feems very kind to me a poor creature, the Lord will reward thee for it. Awhile af- ter he cried out with great earneftnefs of fpirit, Oh my Father ! my Father ! and foon sifter he laid. Oh my Father ! my Father ! how. OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 247 how comfortable art thou to my foul in this trying feafbn. Being afked if he could take a little nourishment ; after fome paufe he re- plied, my child I cannot tell what to fay to it ; I feein nearly arrived where my foul Ihall have reft from all its troubles. After giving in fomething to be inferred in his journal, he faid, I believe the Lord will now excufe me from exercifes of this kind ; and I fee no work but one which is to be the lafl wrought by me in this world, the meflenger will come that will releafe me from all thefe troubles ; % but it muft be in the Lord's time, which I am waiting for. He faid he had laboured to do whatever was reqxnred, according to the ability received, in the remembrance of which he had peace; and tho' the diforder was flrong at times, and would like a whirl- wind corne over his mind ; yet it had hither- to been kept fteady and center'd in everlall- ing love; adding, and if that be mercifully continued, I aik nor defire no more. An- other time he faid, he had long had a view of vifiting this nation, and fometime before he came had a dream, in which he faw himfelf in the northern parts of it, and that the fpring of the gofpel was opened in him much as in the beginning of friends, fuch as George Fox and William Dewfberry, and he faw the different ftates of the people, as clear 'as he had ever feen flowers in a garden ; but in his going along he was fuddenly iiopt, tho' he could not fee for what end ; but Looking THE LIFE AND TRAVELS looking towards home, fell into a flood of tears which waked him. At another time he faid. my draught feem- ed flrongeft towards the North, and I men- tioned in my own monthly-meeting, that attending the quarterly-meeting at York, and being there, looked like home to me. Fifth-day night, having repeatedly con- fented to take medicine with a view to fettle his ftpmach, but without erFedl ; the friend then waiting on him, faid thro' diflrefs, what mall I do now ? He anfwered with great compofure, Rejoice ever more, and in every thing give thanks ; but added a little after, this is fometimes hard to come at. Sixth-day morning he broke forth early in {application on this wife, O Lord it was thy power that enabled me to forfake fin in my youth, and I have felt thy bruifes for difc- obedience ; but as I bowed under them thou healed me, continuing a father and a friend; I feel thy power now,' and I beg that in the approaching trying moment Thou wilt keep my heart ftedfaft unto thee. Upon his giv- ing directions to a friend concerning fbme little things, -me faid I will take care, but hope thpu wilt live to order them thyielf; he reply'd, my hope is in Chriit, and tho' I may feem a little better, a change in the dif- brdermay foon happen, and my little ftrength be diifolved, and if it fo happens, I (hall be gathered to my everlafting reft. On her fay- ing ilie did not doubt that, but could no* help mourning ,to fee fo many faithful fer- OF JOHN WOOL MAN. 24$ vants removed at fo low a time ; he faid all good cometh from the Lord, whofe power is the fame, and can work as he fees beft. The fame day he had given directions about wrapping his corpfe ; perceiving a friend to weep, he faid I would rather thou wouldft guard againft weeping for me, my fitter, I Torrow not, tho' I have had fome painful con- flicts, but now they feem over and matters well fettled, and I look at the face of my dear redeemer, for fweet is his voice and his countenance is comely. Firft-day, fourth of the tenth month, being very weak and in general difficult to be un- derftood, he uttered a tew words in comme- moration of the Lord's goodnefs ; and add- ed, how tenderly have I been waited on in this time of affliction, in which I may fay in Job's words, Tedious days and \vearifome nights are appointed unto me, and how ma- ny are fpending their time and money in vanity and fuperrluities, while thoufarids and tens of thoufands want the nee E life, who might be relieved by t their dillrelles at fuch a time as tins, i:. degree foftened by the adminikrlii^ fuLable things. Second-day morning the apothecary who appeared very anxious to aiiiil him, being prefent, he queried about the probability of iuch a load of matter being thrown off his weak body, and the apothecary making -bme remarks implying he thouglit.it might; he fpoke with an audio Ae vui.ce on tills wife. My THE LIFE AND TRAVELS My dependance is on the Lord Jefus, who I trull will forgive my fins, which is all I hope for, and if it be his will to raiie up this body again, I am content ; and if to die, I am re- figned ; and if thou canit not be eafy with- out trying to ailifl nature, I fubmit : after which his throat was fo much affected, that it was very difficult for him to fpeak fo as to be underiiood, and frequently wrote when he wanted any thing. About the fecond hour on fourth-day morning he aiked for pen and ink, and at feveral times with much difficulty wrote thus, I believe my being here is in the wifdom of Chrifl, I know not as to life or death. About a quarter before fix the fame morn- ing he feemed to fall into an eafy fleep, which continued about half an hour, when ieeming to awake, he breathed a few times with more difficulty, and expired without figh, or ilruggle. END OF THE JOURNAL., THE W O R K S O F JOHN WOOL MAN. PART the SECOND. Containing his LAST EPISTLE and his other WRITINGS. PHILADELPHIA: PRINTED BY JOSEPH CRUKSHANK, IN MARKET- STREET, BETWEEN SECOND AND THIRD STREETS. M.DCC.LSXIV. SOME CONSIDERATIONS On the KEEPING of N E G R E S. Recommended to the Profeflbrs of Chrifti- anity of every Denomination. Firft printed in the year 1754. INTRODUCTION. /CUSTOMS generally approved, and opi- ^ nions received by youth from their fupe- riors, become like the natural produce of a foil \ efpe dally vuhen they are fuited to favourite in- clinations : but as the judgments of God arc without partiality, by 'which the jlate of the foul muft be tried, it ivould be the highefl ivif- dom to forego cujloms and popular opinions, and try the treafures of the foul by the infallible jlandard truth. Natural affeftion needs a careful examina- tion: operating upon us in afoft, manner, it kin- dles dejires of love and tendernefs, and there is danger of taking it for foM thing higher. To me 254 INTRODUCTION. me it appears an injlincl like that ivhich infi creatures have ; each of them, ive fee, \y the ties of nature, love felt beft ; that 'which is a fart of felf, they love by the fame tie or in- Jlincl. In them it, in fame meafure, does the of- fices of rex/on, by ivhifh, among other things, they watchfully keep, and orderly feed their helplefs offspring. Thus natural affection ap- pears to be a branch of felf-love, good in the animal race, in us likeivife, ivith proper limita- tions ; but otherivife is productive of evil, by exciting deftres to promote ibme by means preju- dicial to others. Our blejfed Saviour feems to give a check to this irregular fondnefs in nature, and, at the fame time, a precedent for us: " Who is my " mother, and who are my brethren?" there- by intimating, that th^ earthly tics of relation- jlripi are^ comparatively, inconfiderable tofuch, ii'ho, thro a fleady courfe of obedience, have come to the happy experience of the fpirit of God bearing ivitncfs ivith their fpirits that they are his children: " And he ilretched forth *' his hands towards his difciples, and laid, " Behold my mother, and my brethren : For " whofoever mail do the will of my Fa- 4t ther which is in heaven C arrives at the' -more noble part of true relationship) " the fame ' is my brother, and fifter, and mother," Matt. xii. 48. This doclrine agrees 'well ivitb a fiate truly tompkat, where love necejjarily operates ac- cording INTRODUCTION. cording to the agreeabknefs of things on princfo pics unalterable and in thcnifelves perfect. If endeavouring to have my children eminent amongjl men after my death, be that 'which ni reafons grounded on t h of e principles can be brought to fupport ; then to be temperate in my purfuit after gain, and to keep always 'within thz bounds of thofe principles, is an indifpenfMe duty, and to depart from it, a dark unfruitful toil. In our prefent condition, to love our children is needful ; but except this love proceeds from the true heavenly principle 'which fees beyond earthly treafures, it 'will rather be injurious than of any real advantage to them : 'where th: fountain is corrupt, the Jireams mujl necejfarily be impure. That important injunction of our Saviour, Matt. vi. 33. 'with the Promife annexed, con- tains afnort but comprehenfive view of our du- ty and happinefs : If then the bufinefs of man- kind in this life, is, tofrftfeek another ; if this cannot be done, but by attending to the means ; if afummary of the means is, Not to do that to another which, in like circumftances, we would not have done unto us, then thefe arz points of moment, and 'worthy of cur moft ferir ous confederation. What I ivrite on thisfubjecl is with relucl- ance, and the hints given are in as general terms as my concern ivould allo'w : I know it is a point about 'which, in all its branches, men that appear to aim f wdl are not generally a- greed ; 256 INTRODUCTION. greed; and for that reafon^ I chofe to avoid be- ing very particular. If I may happily have let drop any tbi:i^ that may excite fuch as are con- cerned in the practice to a clofe thinking on the Jubjefl treai .'u oj\ tht candid amongjl them may eqfily do th. Juljecl fuch further jujlice^ as y on an impartial enquiry, it may appear to deferve ; q&d Juch uii enquiry I "would earneftiy reconi" mend. SOME SOME C O N S I D E R A T I O N S, &c. MATT. xxv. 40. Torafmuch as ye did it to the leap of theft my brethren^ yz did it unto me. AS many times there are different mo- tives to the fame actions ; and one does that from a generous heart, which another does for felmli ends. The like may be faid in this cafe. There are various circumftances amongfl them that keep negroes, and different ways by which they fall under their care ; and, I doubt not, there are many well-difpofed per- fons amongft them who defire rather to ma- nage wifely and juftly in this difficult mat- , ter, than to make gain of it. But the general difadvantage which thefe poor Africans lie under in an enlight'ned chriftian country, having often filled me with real fadnefs, and been like undigefted matter on my mind, I now think it my duty, thro' divine aid, to offer fome thoughts thereon to the confideration of others. S When ' 258 CONSIDERATIONS ON THE When we remember that all nations are of one blood, Gen iii. 20. that in this world we are but fbjouraers, that we are fubjecl to the like afflictions and infirmities of body, the like di (orders and frailties in mind, the like temptations, the fame death, and the fame judgment, and, that the all-wife Being is Judge and Lord over us all, it feems to raife an idea of a general brotherhood, and a dif- pofiiion cafy to be touched with a feeling of each others afflictions : but when we forgot thofe things, and look chiefly at our out- ward circumftances, in this and fome ages pa(t, conftantly retaining in our minds the diitinction betwixt us and them, with re- fpecl: to our knowledge and improvement in things divine, natural and artificial, our brealls being apt to be filled with fond no- tions of fuperiority, there is danger of err- ing in our conduct toward them. We allow them to be of the fame fpecies with ourfelves ; the odds is, we are in a high- er ftatioii, and enjoy greater favours than they. And when it is thus, that our heaven- ly Father endowed), fome of his children with diftinguifhed gifts, they are intended for good ends ; but if thofe thus gifted are thereby lifted up above their brethren, not confidering themfelves as debtors to the weak, nor behaving themfelves as faithful ftewards, none who judge impartially can iiippofe them free from ingratitude. When a people dwell uudcr the liberal di- flribarion of favours from heaven, it be- hoves KEEPING OF NEGROES. 259 lioves them carefully to infpect their ways, and confider the purpofes for which thofe favours were beftowed, left, thro' forgetful- nefs of God, and mifufing his gifts, they in- cur his heavy difpleafure, whofe judgments are jufl and equal, who exalteth and hum- bleth to the dull as he feeth meet. It appears, by Holy Record, that men un- der high favours have been apt to err in their opinions concerning others. Thus Ifrael, ac- cording to the description of the prophet, Ifa. Ixv. 5. when exceedingly corrupted and degenerated, yet remembered they were the chofen people of God; and could fay, " Stand " by thyfelf, come not near me, for I am ho- " Her than thou." That this 'was no chance language, but their common opinion of other people, more fully appears, by confidering the circumftances which attended when God was beginning to fulfil his precious promifes concerning the gathering of the Gentiles. The Moil-High, in a vinon, undeceived Peter, firft prepared his heart to believe ; and, at the houfe of Cornelius, {hewed him of a certainty that God was no refpecler of perfons. The effufion of the Holy Ghofl upon a people, with whom they, the Jewiih chrif- tians would not fo much as eat, was fhrange to them : All they of the circumcifion were aftonifhed to fee it ; and the apoflles and bre- thren of Juclea contended with Peter about it, till he, having rehearfed 'the whole mat- ter, and fully fliewn that the Father's love S 2 was 260 CONSIDERATIONS ON THE xvas unlimited, they are thereat flruck with admiration, and cry out, " Then hath God " alfo to the Gentiles granted repentance " unto life ! " The opinion of peculiar favours being con- fix 1 to them, was deeply rooted, or elfe the above inftance had been lefs flrange to them, for thefe reafbns : Firft, They were generally acquainted with the writings of the pro- phets, by whom this time was repeatedly fpoken of, and pointed at. Secondly, Our b.lefTed Lord fliortly before exprefly laid, " I