Mi m. If \; Mm GIFT or "^m. SCHOOLBOY LIFK OUDENDALE : A STORY OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE, R. HOPE MONORIEP. ' Oh see ye not yon narrow road, So thick beset with thorns and briers? — That is the path of righteousness, Thougk after it but few inquires. ' And see ye not yon braid, braid road Tliat winds across yon lily leven? — That is the path of wickedness. Though 6ome call it the road to heaven." . Th'>mas the. Rft^ee. NEW YORK : SHELDON AND COMPANY. BOSTON : GOULD AND LINCOLN. 1865. CONTENTS, CHAPTEB FAOB I. — Mother and Son 6 II. — New Acquaintances 16 III. — A New Home 30 IV. — OUDENDALE COLLEGE 43 V. — The First Dat at Oudendale .... 60 VI. — Friends and Foes 79 VII. — " Hot Coals" 91 Vni. — " The Swells" 105 IX. — Mischief 117 X. — Damon and Phinthias 132 XI. — Clement and Handyside 141 XII. — " Egyptian Stamps" 158 XIII. — Good Resolutions 172 XIV. — The Bully 181 XV. — A Supper 193 XVI. — The Dawn of Light 202 XVII. — Eepentance 213 XVIII. — Counsel 228 XIX. — The First of April 241 XX. — Confessing Christ 249 XXI. — Slips 264 XXII. — " Better than the mighty" 274 XXIII. — The Confirmation 283 XXIV, — "Wise and Foolish 290 XXV. — Conclusion 803 4 3'B 8 3 PREFACE. In writing this book it has been the author's endeavor to present a natural picture of schoolboy life, and at the same time to invite the attention of his readers to the greatest of all moral truths. Many think it a want of taste to mix up religious sentiments with the rec- ord of more trivial matters; but, believing as he does that we should strive to make the love of God our ruling principle in everj' thought, word, and action, however small or apparently unimportant, he has not scrupled in this story to exhibit virtue, sin, and folly all strug- gling together in the every -day incidents of schoolboy life. Of course there are many to whom such matters are foolishness; but the author trusts that all true Christians may approve of his attempt — more especially as he has not wished to put forward the opinions and dogmas of any particular sect, and does not think that any of the religious sentiments which he has expressed can be displeasing to any who hold that we are saved by believing in Christ, and by his help forsaking our sins, and striving to do right. If the author has failed in his attempt, he would desire credit for having at least endeavored to succeed. If he may, in any measure, be considered to have succeeded, may the praise be all His to whose service the following pages are humbly consecrated. Jaxuart, 1865. OUDENDALE : A STORY OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. CHAPTER I. MOTHER AND SON. " Leaves have their time to fall, And flowers to wither at the north wind's breath. And stars to set, but all — Thou hast all seasons for thine own, Death." Mrs. Hemans, " Well, Charlie, we must just make up our minds to it." " I suppose we must," said Charlie, with a sort of sigh. "I have no doubt that you are getting on well enough at the Academy ; but I know that it was your poor papa's intention to have sent you to a large public school ; and as you are 6 r'^iy]*'.' ^'^pW^^^^^^' now fourteen, it must not be put off any longer. I will write to-morrow to Uncle William, and ask him to get you entered at Oudendale Col- lege. I dare say it will be a trial for you to go away from home for the first time, and I am sure I don't know what I shall do without you ; but it is for your own good, so it must be done." " I don't mind so much for myself. I dare say I will like Oudendale very much : of course it will be much nicer being at a regular big school like that than at a small place like the Bath Academy — " " Yet ' I remember when you thought the Academy a very large school, and were quite delighted with the idea of going to it," said Mrs. Campion. " Oh, that was long ago, when I was just beginning Latin. Of course it's a pretty big school, but nothing to Oudendale. I would rather be at Oudendale — but then I don't like to leave you, mamma. I would like never to leave you all my life." Mrs. Oampion smiled, and shook her head. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 7 " I am afraid that may not be, Charlie," she said, sadly. And, half unconsciously, she mur- mured the words of the hymn : " Here we meet to part again : In heaven we part no more." Charlie said nothing, but looked very hard into the fire, while Mrs. Campion sunk back in her chair, and seemed lost in reverie. Her worn and pale face showed traces of much sor- row and suffering ; but the sad, sweet smile which lighted it up spoke of patient resignation, and that deep, calm peace which the pleasures and pains of the world can neither give nor take away. She had married young ; and six years after her marriage her husband had fallen, leading his company up to the guns of the Redan. She had had four children, but one by one they had dropped into the grave, leaving only Charlie, the eldest, upon whom all her affections were now centred. She had long suffered from a painful and dangerous disease, but she had no fears for herself. Her only fear was for Charlie. Night and day she was 8 OUDENDaLe: thinking of him, and praying for him. God only knew how fervent her supplications were that her only remaining child might be spared to her, and still more that he might be an early seeker and an early finder of his Saviour. Charlie was indeed, like St. Augustine, " a child of many prayers." Up till this time he had lived with her at Bath, and gone to a day- school there ; but now the time came when she felt that he should be sent to a larger school ; and even to think of separation was a terrible struggle to her heart. Suddenly Charlie broke the silence, and jumped up, " I'm off to bed, mamma." "Very well. Good-night, dear. I am going to bed too in a few minutes, for I feel unusually tired to-night." Charlie stooped over his mamma and kissed her, and then took his candlestick and left the room. She sighed as she heard him running actively up the stairs. " Poor fellow ! He doesn't like to leave me, and yet I can see. that he is secretly rather pleased with the idea of going to Oudendale. 1 A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 9 do hope he will get much good there — much good every way ; wisdom, health, and above all, holiness. Lord, make him holy and happy ! " Breathing this prayer, Mrs. Campion rang the bell for Eliza, an old and faithful servant, who had been with her from infancy, and with whom it was her practice to go over the house- hold accounts every night, before going to bed. Charlie went straight up to his bedroom, and after pulling off his jacket and winding up his watch, he threw himself down on his bed, and began to reflect about going to Oudendale Col- lege. He felt that it would be a hard thing to leave his mother, and go away to a school where he knew scarcely any one ; but for him at least, the picture was not without its bright side also. The famous games of cricket in the Oudendale " Field," which he had heard of, the football in winter, and above all, the privilege of being a real Oudendale boy, and many other considera- tions, all combined to form a silver lining to the cloud which was raised in his mind by the thought of leaving home. Hunter Gordon, a friend of his at the Bath Academy, had gone 10 0T7DENDALE: last year to Oudendale, and returning for the holidays, had inflamed him and all his compan- ions with envy, by relating its wonders and pleasures. They had two, at least, and some- times more, half-holidays in the week at that happy school ; and there was a splendid cricket- ground, capital bathing-places, and, in short, abundance of all the luxuries which healthy boyhood could desire, all close to the college. Indeed, though Charlie had at first been very downcast at the idea of leaving his dear mamma, the more he thought of it the more his affection to her became overbalanced by the enticements of Oudendale, and he almost wished that he was to enter immediately, instead of at Christmas, as had been proposed. Then again he thought of his mamma, and again he began to feel that it would be almost impossible to part with her. Then once more he thought of Hunter Gordon and the pleasures of Oudendale ; and, in short, Charlie lay for half an hour kicking the bed vigorously with his heels, and not able to make up his mind whether he should like better to go or to stay. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 11 But at length his candle burning down, warned him that he must be thinking of going to bed ; and he was just pulling off his boots, when he was surprised by hearing a bell rung violently down stairs, and footsteps hurriedly rushing about. " I wonder what's the matter," he thought. " Surely mamma must be in bed by this time. Here's somebody coming up stairs." " Master Charlie ! Master Charlie ! " cried Eliza, in a loud whisper, from the passage. " Halloa ! what's the matter ? " exclaimed Charlie, opening the door. " Your mamma — she's in a fit. Come down as quick as you can." Charlie started, and his heart gave a great leap ; and then hurrying on his jacket, he pushed past Eliza and flew down stairs to the dining-room, where the first object that met his eyes was his mamma stretched pale and insen- sible on the sofa. The other servant was stand- ing by holding up her head. " What's the matter ? Speak to me, mamma ! Oh do speak ! What has happened, Eliza ? " 12 OUDENDALE: " I don't know. She just dropped down sud- denly, as I was going over the accounts with her. Run round the corner, Charlotte, and get Dr. Grove." " Oh, be quick. Don't lose a minute," cried poor Charlie, who was terribly frightened, for he had never seen any one in this state before. Charlotte did not wait an instant, but flew off for the doctor, while Eliza and Charlie waited for her return with anxious hearts. " Eliza ! I hope the doctor will come soon," said Charlie, in a whisper. " Do you think mamma is very ill ? " " I don't know. I hope not," said Eliza. But now Mrs. Campion began to toss about, and to utter incoherent and broken expressions, which added to the alarm of her watchers. She did not appear to know either of them. " I am here, mamma. Don't you know me ? " said Charlie ; but there was no answer nor sign of recognition. " Oh, I wish the doctor would come ! " " Here he is," cried Eliza, suddenly, as Dr. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 13 Grove's loud footstep was heard in the hall. Charlie rushed out to meet him. " What's the matter with your mamma, Char- lie, my man ? " cried the doctor, in his cheerful voice, which in itself was enough to give relief to many an anxious heart. Charlie could not speak, and silently led the way into the dining- room. But when the kind doctor had entered the room, and cast a glance at Mrs. Campion, the smile died away from his lips ; and though he still tried to keep up a cheerful, assuring manner, he knew that a mightier hand than his had been laid upon his patient. Carefully, however, he altered her position on the couch, and sending for a basin of water and a sponge, he moistened her temples and her hands. Charlie, his first emotion over, was now quite calm, and ran eagerly to fetch whatever the doctor asked for, though the terrified look on his face showed what a shock he had received. " 0, doctor ! " he whispered, in a scarcely audible voice, " do you think she will die ? " " Get some more water," said the doctor, has- tily, trying to elude the question. But at that 14 OUDENDALE: moment Mrs. Campion opened her eyes, and looking around with a wild stare, muttered : " Where am I ? I always thought — " the rest of what she said was inaudible. Every one in the room stood as if rooted to the spot, and there was a terrible silence, till Charlie, unable to contain himself, gave a con- vulsive sob, and burst into tears. Suddenly she seemed to recognize him, and made a mo- tion with her lips. " Bend down your head — she wants to speak to you," said Dr. Grove. Charlie bent down his head, and taking his hand, she whispered : "I am dying. Good-bye, Charlie. God is the Father of the fatherless, and he will never forsake you. Seek him. God is love." " 0, mamma, mamma ! " he cried, in agony, as pronouncing these last words with an effort, she raised her heaxl, gave a gasp, and fell back. Dr. Grove took him by the arm, and gently tried to draw him back. " Your mamma is, I trust, in a better world." " 0, mamma, mamma ! " he cried, in a tone which brought tears to the eyes of the doctor, used as he was to such scenes. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 15 In a little while, when the violence of Char- lie's emotions had somewhat subsided, Dr. Grove led him away to his bedroom, and got him to bed, giving him a few drops of a sleep- ing draught, which soon took effect on him, so exhausted was he by this terrible hour. Then Dr. Grove, who was an old friend of the family, went down stairs and gave some directions to the weeping Eliza and the terrified Charlotte ; and sitting down, wrote at once a letter, to be despatched by the early morning post, to Mr. Primrose, Mrs. Campion's brother. When Charlie awoke next morning, feeling sick and worn out, he could hardly persuade himself that the occurrences of the past night were not all a strange and horrible dream. But when he went down stairs, and saw the dining-room in disorder, with the basin of water which the doctor had been using standing upon the table, his sorrow came back with double force. He dared not yet go into his mamma's bedroom, but he sat down in the darkened dining-room, feeling all alone in the world, with a heavy, heavy weight at his heart. CHAPTER II. NEW ACQUAINTANCES. " All, all are gone, the old familiar faces/' Charles Lamb. The next week was a terrible one for Charlie. His uncle Primrose came immediately on re- ceiving Dr. Grove's letter, and made the neces- sary arrangements for the funeral. He tried his best to console Charlie by making common- place remarks, such as " We must all come to this some day," or " We must try to be re- signed," which generally had only the effect of making the poor boy burst out crying. He was really kind-hearted; but his manner was so cold and formal and restrained — so differ- ent from the warm, sympathizing love which touches the hearts of the young — that the boy almost wished him away in this time of calamity. His only comfort was sitting beside Eliza in the room which had once been his A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 17 nursery, and hearing from her stories of his mother when she was young. These sad re- membrances always ended by both the narrator and the listener bursting into tears ; but then it always seemed to do Charlie good to cry. And so the week went on — so slowly. At length came the funeral. There was one person at it whom at another time Charlie would have been much interested in, — Mr. Campion, a distant cousin of his, who had just been made one of the masters of Oudendale College, — but now he noticed nothing except that his uncle was very solemn and stately, and that nobody seemed to care for his mamma but himself. Mr. Primrose really loved his sister, and was much affected by her death; but he was too cold and formal to allow himself to be- tray the least token of grief in public. They all stood bareheaded in the rain as the clergy- man read the solemn burial service, and then the clods rattled on the coffin, and earth was given to earth, dust to dust, ashes to ashes, and Charlie felt himself all alone in the world. Mr. Primrose had resolved to take Charlie 2 18 OUDENDALE: away to his own house immediately ; and so the day after the funeral they found themselves rolling along the Great Western Railway. God's mercy has ordained that grief shall not have too close a hold of young hearts ; and be- fore long the excitement of the journey had restored to Charlie a little of his former spirits. He was a light-haired, blue-eyed, well-made boy, with face often dimpled by smiles, and a frank, generous expression ; though any one who could read features would have detected something about his mouth which betokened just a little vein of obstinacy in his character. Altogether, he was a fine-looking boy, whom any one might have been proud of ; and as Mr. Primrose looked at him, he felt that he really could love him, and be a kind and faithful guardian to him. But Mr. Primrose never told any one his feelings, and so he kept all this to himself, and Charlie thought him terribly grand^ and was quite afraid of him. At one of the small stations a gentleman and a boy got into the same carriage with them. Mr. Primrose seemed to know the gentleman very A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 19 well, and Charlie, after a little shyness, struck lip an acquaintance with the hoy, whose name he found was Granville Browne. He was very finely dressed, and had a manner which was evidently intended to be elegant and fashiona- ble. For some time he said very little, and Charlie could think of nothing to say to him, till he found that he was on his way to Ouden- dale College, the holidays having just ended. " I am to go there, I think," said Charlie, eagerly. " I wish you would tell me something about it. Are there nice fellows there ? " " Oh — so, so," drawled his new acquaintance. " Most of them are rather low ; but if you get into a good set, you will get on well enough. We have some nice enough follows — Mauri- codle, do you know him ? " " No. Who's he." "The Marquis of Mauricodle, the Duke of Newborough's son. I like him pretty well." " Do you know a fellow called Hunter Gor- don ? " asked Charlie, after a little pause, for he was quite dazzled by this grand name. " Well, I think I have some recollection of 20 OUDENDALE: a fellow of that name, but I shouldn't advise you to have much to do with him. He's among a low set." Charlie was quite astonished to hear this ; for Gordon had always been thought a very nice fellow at the Bath Academy ; and he was also very much astonished at Master Granville Browne's grand airs and drawl. " What sort of fellows are the masters ? " he asked, after another pause. " Oh, a set of fools. There's hardly a jolly fellow among them." " Is Mr. Campion not a nice fellow ? " " Oh, pretty middling. He belongs to a very good family, I believe, and he certainly looks rather like a gentleman," said Browne, sagely ; " but then, he's a regular fool. Why do you ask ? Do you know him ? " " He is my cousin." " Cousin, is he ! I didn't think of that. I only could say what I thought, you know," said Browne, in some confusion. " All right," said Charlie, laughing. " I scarcely ever saw him, and I don't suppose that A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 21 he must be a nice fellow because he's my cou- sm." At this moment the two gentlemen ceased their conversation, and Mr. Pi-imrose solemnly asked Browne if he had enjoyed his holidays. " Oh — well — I can't say that I have. I was rather dull. In fact, the only thing I en- joyed at all was a visit to my fiiend Mauricodle at Westlands House — perhaps you know his father, the Duke of Newborough ? " " I cannot say that I do," said Mr. Primrose. " Ah, indeed. Well, he's a very nice sort of fellow." '' Dear me ! when we were boys, I know we never failed to enjoy our holidays," remarked Mr. Browne, who seemed to be a very different sort of person from his son. " How my brother and I used to scamper over Woodbury Common on our ponies, and what baskets of fish we used to bring home sometimes 1 If it was a fine day, my motlier generally turned us out of the house after breakfast, and we would find our way back again to dinner with tremendous appetites, and clothes and hands very often in a state of 22 OUDENDALE: general tatters and mud. I sometimes wish for these days again, but we can't become boys at my time of life. Dear me ! there are no boys now ; they are all ' young gentlemen.' But here we are at Swindon Junction, where we must change carriages now, Granville." Mr. Browne and his son now got out, and took leave of them — Granville Browne shaking hands with Charlie in a most condescending manner. " When you come to Oudendale, I will intro- duce you to Mauricodle and some other nice fellows." Then he swaggered off, leaving Charlie quite impressed by his airs and his intimacy with a real marquis, but, nevertheless, thinking that he would rather be the companion of Hunter Gordon than of Granville Brown and his grand friends. When they had passed a few more stations, Mr. Primrose pointed out to Charlie his house, nearly hid by trees. The place was called Primrose Hill. They got out at the next sta- tion, where the train stopped. Mr. Primrose's I A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 23 carriage was waiting for them, and they were soon whirling along the road. On the way, Mr. Primrose having composed what he considered a very affectionate speech, informed Charlie that he must look on Primrose Hill as his home now, and that though he knew he never could quite supply a mother's care, he hoped Charlie would find him a kind and faithful guardian. The tears welled up to Charlie's eyes at the allusion to his mother ; but though his uncle spoke in his usual constrained man- ner, he could not but feel that he really meant to be kind to him, and resolved to try and be as happy as possible at Primrose Hill. He won- dered very much what sort of people his aunt and cousins were, for till quite lately they had always lived on the continent, and he had never seen them. There were three girls and two boys, he knew, and he hoped the boys would be big enough to play with him. But now the carriage drove up an avenue, and the house was before them. It was by this time almost dark, and Charlie could not see what sort of a house it was, but he saw that 24 OUDENDALE: there was a large lawn before it, and wondered if his cousins played at games there. A very large and majestic-looking footman, who quite struck Charlie with awe, opened the door, and ushered them into a large hall, but no smiling aimt nor rosy-cheeked cousin came running out to meet them, as Charlie had ex- pected. " Show Mr. Campion up to his room, Robert, and take up his things. We shall have dinner in a short time, Charlie. I suppose you will not take long to dress ? " The footman led the way to a large, well- furnished bedroom, with an enormous four-post bed in it, pier glasses, a writing-desk, a dressing- table, and other luxuries, to which Chai-lie in his little bedroom and iron bedstead at home had hitherto been a stranger. A fire was burn- ing in the grate, and everything was very lux- urious and elegant — rather too much so indeed for Charlie, who did not feel at home among it all. The majestic footman brought up his trunk and carpet-bag, and then having solemnly ar- ranged the towels, and poked the fire, withdrew. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 25 leaving Charlie to wonder what he had to do next. When he had dined with his mother in Bath, at four o'clock, he had never been in the habit of making any change in his personal ap- pearance, but wasliing his hands and a hasty brushing of his hair (sometimes it was a very hasty brushing) ; but he knew that gentlemen dressed in black for dinner, and supposed that was what his uncle meant when he talked about " dressing." However, he was dressed in black already ; so he had nothing to do but to put on a clean shirt, and give his hands and face a wash. While he was doing this, the majestic footman dgain axTived, with a jug of hot water, and Charlie was quite ashamed of himself for having washed with cold water. He was quite afraid of this footman, who was so majestically and solemnly respectful, but who he thought must see that he was quite unused to such po- lite society. When he had completed his toilet, he began to survey his new apartment, the magnificence of which made him quite uncom' fortable, and to wonder where he ought to go to next. But his doubts on this subject were sqqu 26 OUDENDALE: resolved by the appearance once more of the tall footman, who announced that dinner was waiting, and led the way to a large dining-room, where Mr. Primrose was already seated at table, and also his aunt, a delicate-looking woman, just as cold and precise as his uncle. She re- ceived him in a manner which she meant to be very gracious, but which Charlie thought very formal, and then the dinner began. Char- lie was very hungry, and if a round of cold roast beef had been set before him then, he would have done ample execution upon it ; but now he felt quite afraid to eat before his precise uncle and aunt, and besides did not mucli like most of the highly-seasoned dishes which were handed round by the majestic footman ; so that he did not make such a good dinner as he could have desired. There was very little conversation during dinner, and immediately afterwards Mrs. Prim- rose took him up stairs to the drawing-room, to introduce him to his cousins — the girls at least, for the boys had gone to bed, she said. He found them all sitting upon a sofa in a row, very A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 27 prim and polite-looking, with low-necked muslin dresses and large bows of ribbon. Near them sat their governess, a tall, learned-looking lady, if anything more formal-looking than his annt ; and indeed Charlie found her out afterwards to be a complete walking handbook of etiquette. The three girls, Maria, Anne, and Florence held out their hands to him, and said, " I hope you are quite well. Cousin Charlie," and tlio gov- erness made him a most magnificent bow. Then ensued a terrible silence, and Charlie sat fidget- ting about in his chair, not daring to speak or move, for fear of doing something which would offend his aunt's politeness. At length, on a sign from Mrs. Primrose, Maria asked Charlie to look at a book of drawings, and in a little they all got on pretty well together, though tlio girls were, in their own way, almost as stiff as their papa and mamma. Mr. Primrose joined them very soon, and then came tea. Charlie thought that now he would be able to make u]) for his deficiency at dinner ; but there was noth- ing to eat but some very thin slices of bread and butter, and he did not think it would look 28 OUDENDALE: well to eat too many of these. It was now nearly ten o'clock, and his cousins rising to go off to bed, Charlie was very glad to go also. Ho said good-night, and was conducted to his room by the majestic footman, without whose assist- ance he could never have found it. "When the footman had left him, after an- nouncing that the breakfast was at half-past nine, Charlie drew in the great cushioned arm-chair close to the blazing fire, and began to think. He thought that he should like his uncle and aunt and cousins very well, but he wished that they were a little less genteel and polite. One thing he noticed, — that, imlike his mamma, they had no prayers in the evening. He resolved that he should never forget to say his prayers ; for he knew that his mamma would not have liked him to do so. Charlie had been tang'ht the truth, and was not altogether thought- less on the subject of religion ; but, alas ! his heart was still unchanged, and if he ever re- membered his duty to God, it was only from a desire to please his mamma — not from any higher motive. That night, and often, ho A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 29 prayed that he might become good, like mamma ; for he had a vague and indefinite idea of being *' good ; " but as yet he knew not the Way — the Fountain where he might cleanse himself from the stain and the power of sin. As usual, think- ing about his dear mamma made him melan- choly, and when he lay down in the great four- post feather bed, he could not help crying ; everything was so new and strange, and there was no one to love him. Poor boy ! he felt very lonely in the midst of strangers, and he did not know that there was one Friend near only wait- ing to be called, far above all others, who could and would fill his heart with a more than earthly love. He could not yet throw himself into the arms of his God, confessing that infinite love and infinite wisdom had done all for the best, and saying, in the language of the poet — "If Thou sliouldst call me to resign What most I prized (it ne'er was mine), I only yield thee what was thine : Thy will be done. " If but my fainting heart be blessed "With thy sweet Spirit for its guest, My God, to thee I leave the rest: Thy will be done." CHAPTER HI. A NEW HOME. Faultily faultless, icily regular. Texntson. Charlie awoke next morning, and found the sun shilling in his face through the white muslin blinds and rose-colored curtains. He jumped up at once and began to wash himself, though he had some suspicions that he was expected to wait till Robert arrived with a jug of hot water. But when he was quite dressed, he did not know what to do next. He wished to go out and look about the house ; but then he did not know the way to the front door, and besides thought that it perhaps was not polite to go out before breakfast. No one appeared to be mov- ing in the house. So for some time he had to content himself by looking out of his window, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 31 from which he could only see the avenue and the lawn. Presently, however, he heard some one mov- ing in the passage, and, opening the door, saw a maid-servant, who directed him to the front door, and he found himself out in the fresh morning air ; and with something of his former light-heartedness, ran off on a tour of inspection all round the house. It was a fine, stately building, with numbers of splendid old horse- chesnut and willow trees round about it, some of which Charlie felt a strong inclination to climb, but was afraid lest he should spoil his new black clothes. Then he went down the avenue, and took a stroll among the fields, where he watched some reapers at their work. Presently the reapers left off to take their breakfast, and this reminded him that he must not be late for his ; and so he turned back and went towards the house, whistling gayly as he went ; for the sunny morning, the blue sky, the pleasant breeze, and the dewy grass had made him quite forget all his unhappincss of the night before. 32 OUDENDALE: Just as he arrived in front of the house, he came upon two little boys, about nine and eight years old, who were walking very demurely along the gravel walk. " I suppose you are my cousins," said Charlie, stopping and holding out his hand. The younger boy took it with a shy smile, and said nothing; but the elder addressed him very volubly in French. " Oui. Je suis Henri. Celui-ciest Augustey Charlie was rather astonished at this speech, which indeed he scarcely understood, for his acquaintance with the French language went no further than certain nouns and verbs which had been laboriously drummed into him at the Bath Academy. However, he wanted to make friends with his cousins, and so said, with a pleasant smile : " Come on and let us have a race across the lawn to that big tree there. I'll give you both a start." " Non merci^^ said Henry, in a very formal and polite manner. " Nous ne sommes pas pe7*mis (Taller " — " We're not allowed to go on the grass ; that is what he means," interrupted Au- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 33 giistus, the younger of the two, who was a merry-looking, rosy-cheeked boy, apparently quite different from all the rest of his brothers and sisters. " Eh! mon garcon P'^ shouted the governess, who was coming up behind them and heard this. " Francais, franc ccis, sHl vous plait ^ Auguste ! " " Voila Mademoiselle Woodville, qui vous bldme jjour parlant anglais ^^^ remarked Henry, turning to his younger brother. Charlie was greatly puzzled at all this, and stood looking at his cousins in real astonish- ment, wondering why they did not speak Eng- lish. But now Miss Woodville came up. " Bon jour^ llonsieur Charles ^''^ said she. *• Ces enfants sont defendus de parler anglais avant le diner. Ne parlez pas vous francais ? " "I beg your pardon," said Charlie, blushing. " Do you not know French ? " ^^ No — not much — that is, hardly any. I have begun to learn," stammered he. " That is a great pity," said Miss Woodville, in English. " The cliildren are not allowed to speak anything else till dinner-time." 34 OUDENDALE: Charlie began to be still more afraid of the terrible gentility of his uncle's family, and to wonder what tv^ouM be the next proof of it which he should meet with ; but just then a gong sounded, which he supposed to be the signal for breakfast ; and so he turned to Miss Woodville and asked if she was going in. " We have had our breakfast already," said she. " I believe you are to breakfast with Mr. and Mrs. Primrose. The breakfast-room is just to your right as you enter the hall." Charlie thanked her, and was bounding off, when she cried — " Wait one instant, if you please. Excuse me for remarking it, Master Campion, but you should not take leave of a lady in that abrupt manner. I see I shall have to be your instruc- tor in some points of etiquette. See — incline your head gently, and turn gracefully round — so. That is right. Allans nous, mes chers.^^ Charlie did as she desired in some confusion, and then went off to the breakfast-room with a terrible suspicion on his mind that he was des- tined to be before long as great a slave to the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 35 monster etiquette as any of his cousins were. He easily found the breakfast-room, and mot with a kind, though formal as ever, salutation from his uncle and aunt. Then they began breakfast, and Charlie, who was hungry enough, made a meal which quite astonished his delicate aunt, who, however, was pleased to see him have such a good appetite. After breakfast the servants were called up, and his cousins came with Miss Woodville, and Mr. Primrose read one or two short prayers out of the Prayer-book, which Charlie couldn't help thinking did not sound like prayers, the way his uncle read them. When this short ceremony was ended, Mr. Primrose went to write some letters, and the girls and boys were driven off, like a flock of sheep, by Miss Woodville, to their lessons. They were all obliged to speak French in the forenoon ; so Charlie had no conversation with any of them, except " Bon jour.''^ Mrs. Prim- rose asked him if he cared for reading ; and when he said that he did, she led him to the library, where he found a nice book which gave 36 OUDEND-ALE: him occupation till twelve o'clock, when his uncle came and took him out for a walk in the neighborhood. At two the children's dinner was served, which Charlie found was understood to be his lunch, as he was elevated to the dignity of dining with his uncle and aunt. There was more conversation among the cousins now, as they were allowed to talk English, except when asking for anything, which had to be done in French ; so they were rather more sociable. But Charlie was always oppressed by a vague dread that he was doing something which Miss Woodville would condemn as contrary to eti- quette ; the more so as he saw with what severity she visited such offences on her pupils. " Maria, Maria," she would cry, in a tone of agony, " My dear child, just look how you are holding your fork. You would be taken for I can't tell what if yovi were to hold your fork in that way in good society. Put your finger — so. That will do. Now, you shall be severely punished if I see you holding your fork so again." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 3) The next moment it would be — " Augustus, you must not take such large mouthfuls, or I shall have to send you at once up to the nursery. Really it is very sad to see your want of good manners, in spite Of all my exertions to teach you. Henry ! Sit iipright in your chair." Charlie rather pitied his cousins, so vigorously did Miss Woodville scold them all dinner-time ; and he wondered what she said when they did anything really bad, such as not telling the truth, or not learning their lessons, if she was so severe upon trifling transgressions against that terrible thing etiquette. Once or twice she looked critically at his fork, or spoon, and his heart sunk within him, but she made no remark, and Charlie breathed freely again. After dinner Charlie went out for a walk with his cousins. They were all dressed very ele- gantly, and walked along the road very properly and quietly, not daring to run, nor to climb a bank after wild flowers, for Miss Woodville was with them to remind them of the laws of eti- quette. However, they became very confiden- tial ; and Charlie actually Bticceeded in making 38 OUDENDALE: the girls give a faint giggle, by telling tliom an amusing story. This was the first time he had ever seen anything like a laugh or a smile at Primrose Hill. Then he climbed up a tree, to the horror of Miss Woodville and the astonish- ment of the boys. Augustus wanted to try and follow his example, but this Miss Woodville would by no means permit. Indeed, as they went on, Charlie began to get quite frisky, and to let out his spirits, which had been restrained all the morning. He jumped, and climbed, and ran about, in a style which made his well-be- haved cousins stare, and look round dubiously at Miss Woodville, as if to see whether she con- sidered these proceedings to be according to etiquette. On their way home they met Mr. Primrose, and he delighted Charlie by informing him that he was to have a pony to ride on every day in future. When they reached the house, the young people were allowed to go and play bag- atelle together. Then at seven Charlie had to go and dine in state with his uncle and aunt and the majestic footman, who always seemed A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 39 to be looking straight at liim, and silently re- buking him in a solemn, respectful manner for doing something that was not according to etiquette. This at length over, Charlie went with his aunt to the drawing-room, where he sat, almost afraid to move, for fear of breaking some of the beautiful vases and other ornaments with which the room was filled. Then tea and thin slices of bread and butter, and at last bed- time, and the great four-post feather bed once more, which Charlie felt very glad to get to. Thus passed the first day at Primrose Hill, and many other following days passed in very much the same way. Charlie generally spent the forenoon in riding about on his pony, and the afternoon walking with his cousins, and learning French and etiquette from Miss Wood- ville. He always had a groom to ride behind him when he went out on his pony. Charlie himself would gladly have dispensed with this mark of dignity, but Mrs. Primrose insisted on it, for she was very much afraid of his getting hurt, and indeed was with difficulty persuaded not to make him promise that he would never 40 OUDENDALE: go faster than a slow trot, which promise Charlie would certainly have kept if he had made it ; but, fortunately for him, his uncle interfered, assuring his aunt that the pony was very well behaved, and that there was no danger. Charlie and his cousins soon became great friends. He liked Augustus best, though Au- gustus was the worst behaved of them all, according to Miss Woodville. He was always upsetting something, or getting himself hurt, or doing something else which was not etiquette ; but then he was more like a boy, and less like a speaking-machine, than the rest of the family. Henry he did not like at all, for he was what Charlie had been accustomed at the Bath Acad- emy to call a " sneak." He was always running to tell Miss Woodville about any little miscon- duct of his brothers and sisters, a practice which she very foolishly encouraged ; and then he seldom did anything naughty himself — except when there was not ihe remotest chance of his being found out. Mr. and Mrs. Primrose too did all they could think of to make him happy at his new home, and Charlie couldn't help A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 41 seeing that they were anxious to be kind to him, and hked them. And they all liked him too. Even Miss Woodville acknowledged that he would be a very nice boy if he only knew a little more etiquette. His cousins, who were at first aston- ished by his open, merry, boyish manners, were soon quite delighted with him ; and Augustus especially was only happy when he was with his new cousin, who was sometimes allowed, when it was a very fine day, and there was no chance of their wetting their feet, to take them oiit into the park, and run races and play with them. These sports greatly delighted Augus- tus ; but Henry, whenever he got a tumble or any slight hurt, would run off in a state of tears and loud lamentations to Miss Woodville. But though they were all very kind, they were terribly stiff and formal and restrained. Char- lie never felt quite comfortable in his new home, but was forever afraid of offending etiquette and the majestic footman, who was always wanting to do everything for him which he would much rather have done for himself. He 42 OUDENDALE: longed for a more natural, and less artificial life, for the society of boys of his own age, and above all, for some one to love ; not only to like^ but to love. And, therefore, he was not very sorry when liis uncle wrote to the head master of Oudendale College about him, and received an answer that he could be entered immediately. Then came a great buying of new clothes and other necessaries by Mrs. Primrose, and a gi^eat packing up and preparation ; and in due time Charlie set off for Oudendale with his uncle, to the great sorrow of all his cousins, especially Augustus. CHAPTER IV. OUDENDALE COLLEGE. " A public hive of puerile resort." — Cowper. OuDENDALE COLLEGE is oiie of the youngest of our English public schools, being only some thirty years old ; but nevertheless it is not by any means one of the least useful or prosperous. Its very youth is in one way an advantage to it, as it is untrammelled by any of the ridiculous customs and traditions of older schools, from the discipline and customs of which its man- agers have been able to choose what is good and reject what is bad, at their own discretion. Passing through the High Street of the little town of Oudendale, and going about half a mile along the turnpike-road, you come to the large iron gates through which you enter the grav- elled quadrangle of the college. At the right of the gates is the chapel, and on the left the 44 OUDENDALE: porter's lodge and racket courts. Up the sides of tlie quadrangle, which is of an oblong shape, are the various schoolrooms and studies, and the boys' sleeping-rooms ; and at the other end, facing the gates, is the hall, where the boys take their meals, and meet for prayers in the evening, or on any other occasion when the head master wishes to address the whole school. In a garden behind the college, and communi- cating with the hall, is the house of the head master, or, as he is generally called, " The Master"; the other teachers being known col- lectively as " the Masters," and individually as " one of the Masters." On the whole, Ouden- dale College was a fine building, though it hst3. not the air of antiquity which gives such a charm to some of our more ancient schools. From the Master's house to the great iron gates, everything about it looked new, and the place might just as soon have been taken for a hospi- tal as for a school, so little of the real scholastic appearance of antiqiiity, of birch, Latin gram- mar, and Greek verbs had it ; on which account Oudendale is rather looked down on by the young gentlemen of Eton and Harrow. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 45 It was under these gates that Charhe and his uncle found themselves one evening. Charlie was quite sure that he should like school very much ; but, nevertheless, his lieart sank within him as Mr. Primrose pulled the great bell, which made a very loud noise, and rung for a very long time, as if to call all the college out to see the new boy. A porter with very bright red hair answered the summons, and, having taken a good look at Charlie, led the way across the quadrangle to the Master's house. On their way through the quadrangle two or three groups of boys, who were lounging about it, cast looks of curiosity at Charlie ; but he took very little notice of them, for his thoughts were all occupied in picturing his interview with the great Master of Oudendale. " I wonder what like Dr, Eden is ? " he re- marked to his uncle. " I have always understood that he is a most accomplished scholar, and a most excellent teacher," said Mr. Primrose. But now they passed out of the quadrangle, 46 OUDENDALE: and crossing a garden, stood at the door of Dr. Eden's house. Here the porter handed them over to the doctor's own servant, who con- ducted them to his study. Dr. Eden was a man such as you do not see every day. Tall and noble-looking, with a high forehead, and bright, thoughtful eyes, which spoke of an intelligent and cultivated mind, no less than his frank, kindly smile, proclaimed a loving and open heart : he seemed particularly suited to the office of guiding and governing the young, in w^iich both affection and severity must be judiciously employed. Nor was his noble character lost upon his pupils, for he was beloved and respected by nearly all ; and even those few who had neither love nor respect in their natures, could not help feeling ashamed before him, and were sometimes even cowed into obedience by a dread of his kindness as much as his sternness. It is not necessary for the reader to know what passed between Mr. Primrose and Charlie and Dr. Eden at their interview. It will be enough to say that, like every one else who saw A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 47 Dr. Eden for the first time, Charlie could not help feeling that he was a man both to be loved and obeyed. As Mr. Primrose was going back by the night train, he soon took his leave. Charlie accom- panied him to the gate of Dr. Eden's garden, where he said good-by. His uncle told him that he hoped he would behave himself well and not get punished, which Charlie promised most faithfully that he would, and gave him five sov- ereigns — more money than Charlie had eyer had, at one time, before. When his uncle had gone, Charlie returned, as he had been desired, to Dr. Eden's study, and found him sitting with his cousin, Mr. Campion, a young clergyman, whom we have before heard of as l)oing lately appointed a master at Oiidendale. He greeted Charlie kindly, and then they began to examine him as to his attainments, and decided that he should be put in the fourth form. " Do you know any boys in the school ? " asked the Master. " Yes, sir. I know Hunter Gordon ; and I 48 OUDENDALE : know — a little at least — a fellow called Gran- ville Browne." Dr. Eden looked at Mr. Campion, and a sign of intelligence, unobserved by Charlie, passed between them. " Gordon is a warm-hearted, impetuous, honest boy," Mr. Campion after- wards said, talking the matter over when Char- lie had left them ; " and though he is not very hard-working, he will do him no harm. As for Browne, he is scarcely a desirable friend ; but if I have judged my cousin rightly, he will soon find that out for himself." '' .Well, you will be in the same form as both these boys ; and you shall sleep in the same room as Gordon, so you will not be altogether among strangers at first. I think that room is not quite full." " No. There are two beds vacant," said Mr. Campion. But now a great bell began to ring, and in a few minutes Dr. Eden and Mr. Campion rose, and taking Charlie with them, passed through a private door into the hall, where the boys A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 49 and the other masters had now assembled for evenmg prayers. We may be sure Charlie felt very uncom- fortable at the consciousness that three hundred pairs of eyes were fixed upon him ; for it is a sad fact that more of the boys were occupied in looking at the new comer than listening to the prayers. Dr. Eden read a chapter, and then a prayer and a collect from the evening service, and then the boys began to troop out again, form by form, to Charlie's great relief. The Master beckoned the red-haired porter, and desired him to put Master Campion's lug- gage, which had been sent from the railway station, in room No. 5 of the West House, and send Hunter Gordon to him. This young gentleman soon appeared. Out of deference for the Master's presence he did not recognize Charlie, otherwise than by a look out of the corners of his eyes. " I believe you two know one another," said Dr. Eden. " Will you take Campion to your room, Gordon, and look after him for a day or two, till he gets used to our ways ? I hope he 4 50 OUDENDALE: will like them ; " then, with a pleasant smile, he shook hands with Charlie and bid him good- night, and so did Mr. Campion. " He seems a nice boy, your cousin," said Dr. Eden, as they left the hall. " Well, I have not seen much of him. In fact, I met him at his mother's funeral for the first time about a fortnight ago. But I like the expression of his face. I do hope he will get good — real good — at Oudendale." " Ay, ay," said Dr. Eden. " I understand you. It will be of little use to him, if he gains all the learning that we have to give, and loses what is infinitely more valuable — his own soul." " I feel particularly answerable for his moral welfare," said Mr. Campion, '' as I am now one of his nearest living relations. His mother I know was a most excellent Christian woman, and gave him a good religious education, but now she has been taken away ; and from what I know of Primrose, I fear he is not the man to direct the boy's attention to any matters above those of this world ; though I do not doubt that he is kind and well-meaning. I feel, therefore. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 51 doubly bound to watch over him. Dr. Eden, we have a great and responsible charge 1 " ex- claimed the young clergyman, ardently, after a moment's pause. " It is, indeed," said Dr. Eden, musingly. " Three hundred immortal souls, which we may have the power of influencing either for good or evil. God grant that we may feel the re- sponsibility of our charge, and through his grace fulfil it rightly." Mr. Campion sighed, and looked thoughtful. " I desire nothing more than that God would give me strength to spend all my life in this noble work ; but, ah, how weak I sometimes feel ! Is it not discouraging, when we think we have almost won a soul to walk upon the straight and narrow way of life, to see it suddenly slip, and rush once more headlong on the broad way of death ? " " We should not be too easily discouraged," said Dr. Eden ; " though I can well sympathize with you in such a case as you have mentioned. Even though we see no immediate reward of our labors, it is our duty to work on, hoping 52 OUDENDALE: and praying, and trusting that afterwards our efforts may bear fruit. Many a lad, who may be unimpressed while he remains among us, may remember years after the lessons which we have striven to teach, and may thus be enabled to gain a new heart. God's Word, if we preach it faithfully, will not return unto him void. "We must do our best to plant and water, and God, in his wisdom and love, will give us the in- crease, as seemeth to him good." At this moment one of the other masters came up, and interrupted this conversation. It will be seen that Mr. Campion felt that it was his duty to do what he could to teach divine as well as human wisdom ; and who shall say that he was wrong ? Young, ardent, impulsive, with high and lofty views of purity and perfec- tion, — rather too high indeed to be realized in human nature, — he was too often tempted to despond, and would then fly for encouragement to his wiser friend and senior, who had learned by experience to wait and trust and pray. But we must see what Charlie and his friend were about. The boys walked very soberly out A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 53 of the hall^ for the masters had not yet left it ; but when they passed the door, and stood in the cloistered walk which ran round the quad- rangle, Gordon turned to Charlie, and slapped him on the back, crying, — " Hallo, old fellow ! who would have dreamed of seeing you here ! How jolly ! " " I have left Bath, and gone to live with my uncle, you know." " Yes, I know," said Gordon, hurriedly, for he had heard of Mrs. Campion's death, and with instinctive delicacy felt that the subject was one which Charlie would not like to dwell on. " But come along to our room ; I'm so glad you're going to be in it. Isn't the Master a jolly old fellow ? We've a jolly set of fellows in No. 5. I'm sure you'll like Oudendale." Rattling on in this manner, Gordon took Charlie's arm, and dragged rather than led him along the cloisters to the door of the " West House," as one of the blocks of sleeping-rooms was called. Then he led the way up two pairs of stairs, and ushered Charlie into a large bed- room, where four or five boys were sitting or 54 OUDENDALE: lying in various stages of preparation for bed. Some were curiously inspecting Charlie's lug- gage, which had just been brought up to the room. " A new fellow ! " was Gordon's introduction, and then all the boys looked at Charlie. " Here, Campion, you can have either of these two beds you like. I would advise you to take the one nearest the wall ; for Henrys, the monitor, can't very well shy a boot at you there, for fear of smashing a pane of glass." Charlie took this prudent advice ; and, by the assistance of Gordon, put his trunk at the head of the bed pointed out to him. Then he sat down on the bed, and began to chat with Gordon and the other boys, and soon they were all very friendly together. One thing Charlie had been thinking about. He wondered whether the boys would all say their prayers before going to bed ; for, at all events, he had resolved to do it, as he knew his mother would have wished him to do. But his mind was soon set at rest on this point, for presently Henrys, the monitor, entered, and A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 55 cried : " Now, then, say your prayers there, and don't be staying up all night." At this the boys, Charlie among them, knelt down by their beds and said their prayers, though the ceremony was, in most cases, rather short. Charlie found that there were but few boys in the school who did not say their prayers ; how many really prayed, is a question in which he was not at that time interested. When they had all risen from their knees, Henrys said, " Now, look sharp, and tumble into bed ; and if I hear any row, I'll come and—" Henrys did not say what he would do, but he shook his head, as if the threat was unspeakably terrible. " Where's Clement ? " he asked, look- ing round the room. " He went away to speak to a fellow. He said he would be back in a minute." "Well, tell him he had better not let me catch him shying about my pillows again. Hallo ! is that a new fellow ! " And taking only this slight notice of Charlie, the great man, who was captain of the room, 56 OUDENDALE: went off to his study ; and the other boys, so far from obeying his orders to get into bed imme- diately, gathered together in the middle of the room, and commenced to talk, and to go through gymnastic performances on the bedsteads. " What form are you in ? " asked one boy of Charlie. " The fourth." " Oh ! then you will have Porbury and Cam- pion day about," said the boy, who appeared to have no great reverence for his instructors. " Porbury is a regular old fool, and you. can do whatever you like with him ; but Campion is the fellow to jaw you, if he catches you up to any tricks. He'll give you a sermon an hour- and-three-quarters long. By the by, your name's Campion, didn't you say ? Has he anything to do with you ? " " He's my cousin," answered Charlie. " Cousin ! I hope he won't favor you, then." " Not he. Campion wouldn't do such a low thing for the world," said Gordon. At this moment a tall, handsome, reckless- looking boy entered the room. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 57 " Hallo, Clem ! Henrys has just been looking for you, to blow you up for shying about his pillows last night." " Henrys may go and hang himself," growled Clement. " Who's this ? " " A new fellow — Campion." " Oh, is it ? I am very glad to see you, Mr. Campion," said Clement, with mock politeness. " I hope you are well, sir. How did you leave your dear mamma and your charming sisters ? I know your mamma exceedingly well — hang you, Gordon, what are you kicking me for ? " Charlie's face flushed, and the tears rose to his eyes at this thoughtless speech ; but Clement having been brought to understand the state of the case, by repeated kicks and nudges from Hunter Gordon, and by observing Charlie's black clothes, very readily turned the discourse into another channel. " You have come to the right place for arts and all sorts of accomplishments," he said. " Eton and Harrow are nothing to us, and there's not a professor in all the country that's fit to hold a candle to Eden — " 58 OUDENDALE : " Nor such a donkey as Porbury," said the boy who had spoken before. " Johnson, don't speak disrespectfully of your masters," cried Cleipent, looking very stern, which all the other boys seemed to think a very good joke. " What are you all laughing at ? Hallo, Bill ! what's the row ? " " I'm going to turn out the gas presently, gentlemen," said the red-haired porter, looking into the room. "Is that all?" said Johnson. "I thought you had set the house on fire with that red hair of yours, at least. Come in here, Bill, and be in- troduced to the new fellow." Two or three of the boys darted forward, and dragged in Bill, who in fact made no resistance. " Mr. Campion, allow me to have the pleasure of introducing you to Mr. "William Harris, com- monly called Bill Rufus, from his brilliant cap- illary attractions ; and also William Tell^ from a disagreeable habit which he has of reporting to the Master things which we wish to be kept secret. You didn't know we had such a his- torical character among us. You may go now, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 59 Bill ; and if you put out the gas for half an hour yet, woe betide you." Bill grinned in answer, and was allowed to escape. In a minute or two, however, he ful- filled his threat, and the whole room being plunged in sudden darkness, the boys had to get into bed as best they might. There was a little conversation in bed, but one by one they said " Good-night," and dropped off to sleep. Charlie stayed awake longer than any of them, so excited was he by the new scene in which he was placed ; and it was not till Henrys had come down from his study at eleven, and retired to his curtained bed at the end of the room, that he too fell asleep. CHAPTER Y. THE FIRST DAY AT OUDENDALE. " All, happy years ! once more, who would not be a boy I " Byron. Charlie slept on quite soundly till six o'clock next morning, when he was suddenly awakened by a Liddell and Scott striking him on the head. Not that he knew, of course, what it was ; but in the middle of a very delightful dream, in which Dr. Eden, Bill Rufus, and Miss Woodville all figured as characters, he was conscious of receiving a blow from some hard and weighty substance, and immediately started up, rubbing his head and his eyes. " Hallo ! " cried Henrys, who was studying in bed, and who had just thrown the book by which Charlie had been so suddenly awakened. " I didn't intend to hit you. I beg your pardon. I meant it for that sleepy-headed pig beside A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 61 you. Dale ! " he shouted, at the pitch of his voice, " are you never going to get up ? I have shied a grammar and two Greek plays at you already." " What's the matter ? " muttered a little boy, who slept in the next bed to Charlie, sitting up sleepily. " Oh, you have really awakened at length, have you ? I thought that I should have to shy a whole library at you, besides bawling loud enough to frighten a field full of jackasses. What's the matter ? The matter is, that I want you to jump up as quick as you like, and get me my classical dictionary." " It's terribly cold," remarked Dale, in a tone of remonstrance. " I know that, or I should have got up for it myself," answered Henrys, coolly. " There — that's it, with the red edges. Now pick up the books I threw at you, and that will do." Dale did as he was bid, and then returned to bed, where he soon fell asleep. As for Charlie, he lay awake, watching the great man, who, having leisurely looked up the word he wanted 62 OUDENDALE : in the classical dictionary, raised it as if he were going to throw it at Dale again, but appeared to think better of it, and only let it fall on the floor. " You're a new fellow, aren't you ? " re- marked Henrys, in a condescending manner, as he saw Charlie's eyes fixed on him. " What's your name. Is it Smith ? " , " No," said Charlie, smiling, for he perceived that the great Mr. Henrys was pleased to be facetious. " Brown ? Jones ? Robertson ? Snooks ? " " No : Campion." " Campion. W'ell, Campion, I hope you in- tend to behave yourself. Do you know who I am ? Did Dr. Eden not specially remind you to obey me implicitly ? " " No," said Charlie. ''What are you laughing at? That must have been because he was in a hurry, or he would certainly have mentioned it. I am a monitor, sir, and captain of this room, and it's your duty to do whatever I tell you. You saw that that fortunate youth. Dale, had the privilege A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 63 granted to him just now of getting up to fetch me a book. Don't you wish you were he ? " "Not particularly," said Charlie, laughing. " That shows your ignorance and want of gratitude ; and if you weren't so near that humbugging window, I should take the trouble to shy another book at you, to convince you of your mistake. The seven gates of Thebes — the seven gates of Thebes — do you know their names ? " " No." " Then hold your tongue, and don't presume to interrupt me again in my studies ; " and this inestimable monitor returned to his Greek play. But their conversation had awakened some of the other boys, who began to sit up, yawning one by one. Presently a bell sounded, pro- claiming that it was half-past six, and some of the boys got up, some lying in bed till the last moment. Charlie was up among the first, and was washing himself, when Bill Rufus put his red head within the door to see if they were awake, and instantly withdrew it again, to es- cape a volley of pieces of soap and brushes which greeted his appearance. 64 OUDENDALE : Henrys now began to order the other boys to get up ; and as he enforced his commands by very vigorous threats, they were reluctantly obeyed. He did not get up himself, however, till the very last moment, and had scarcely huddled on his clothes by the time the chapel bell began to ring. Charlie was ready in very good time, and at once went oif with Gordon to the chapel, which we have mentioned as being near the gateway of the college. They were in plenty of time, but most of the boys came crowding in just as the bell stopped ringing ; and indeed there were several who did not come up till the door was shut, and consequently were absent from chapel, of which they heard more in the course of the day. A portion of the morning service was then read by one of the masters ; and Charlie, who had been always accustomed to reverence, out- wardly at least, the sacred services of religion, was quite shocked by observing the indifferent, and even profane, conduct of many of those around him. Some were whispering together, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 65 or making signals to boys in the next seat ; some were looking over their lessons ; one boy next him was drawing pictures in his prayer-book, and another was reading on the sly a book which looked very like a novel; while a very large number seemed to be not yet thoroughly awakened, and would have laid down their heads on the desks and gone to sleep if it had not been for the monitors, who made it their duty to preserve a show of decorum by precept, if not in every case by example. Whenever chapel was over, the boys hurried out, seemingly glad to have gone through an irksome ceremony. It might be well for those who rule our great public schools, to consider whether compulsory daily attendance upon such sacred services is the best means of creating devout and reverential thoughts about them. Charlie stuck close to Gordon, and went with him into the English schoolroom, as the Eng- lish lesson was the first which his form had that day. It is to be observed, that one of the heresies which Oudendale was guilty of in the eyes of more ancient schools, was, that she held 5 66 OUDENDALE: it as a principle that boys ought to be taught their own language, as well as those of long defunct nations. The English master, however, was not a man calculated to interest boys in the subjects which he taught. He was stiff, formal, pompous, and cold (something like Mr. Primrose in a white tie, Charlie thought), and was known among the boys by the expressive name of " Starchey." . He took no notice of Charlie, beyond entering his name in the roll, and telling him that some of the other boys would show him what books were required. This lesson did not last long, and was of very little use, for the teacher seemed utterly incom- petent either to interest the boys, or to compel them to attend. At half-past eight came breakfast in the hall. Three hundred boys seated at three long tables, eating as much as healthy boys do eat in as short a time as possible, and at the same time managing to talk a good deal, is a scene which can be more easily conceived than depicted ; and so it will be left to my readers' imagination. The boys all got plenty of rolls and coffee pro- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 67 vided for them ; and there were very few who added any luxuries of their own, as this was a practice much discouraged by Dr. Eden. As has been hinted, breakfast did not last long, and Charlie, who had sat next Gordon all the while, accompanied him into the quadrangle. As he was passing out, he felt some one pull his sleeve, and looking round, saw Granville Browne. " How do you do, Campion ? " said that gen- teel youth. " I am glad to see you among us. But, I say," he added, sinking his voice to a whisper, " that's a very low set you've got into — I mean Gordon and those other fellows you were talking to at breakfast. Come along with me, and I will introduce you to Mauricodle." " Yes — I want to go after a fellow," said Charlie, moving out, and going up to Gordon. " Can't you come with me ? " cried Browne, following him ; but as they came up to Gordon, he turned round and said — " Hallo ! Sham, do you know Campion ? " " You mind your own business," said Browne, trying to look very haughty, and walk- ing off, while Gordon only laughed. 68 OUDENDALE : " That's an awful fool. He's one of the fellows called " The Swells," who always hang on about Lord Mauricodle. Browne goes by the name of " Mauricodle's valet de chambre,^^ or, " Sham," as he's generally called. But now we must go into our schoolroom. It's old Porbury to-day. Won't we have fun ? He's quite mad." Charlie was then taken into the fourth-form room, and introduced to Mr. Porbury as a new boy, who entered his name on the rolls, and directed him to sit at the foot of the class, and look on with the next boy. This was a merry- looking boy, whose name, as Charlie discovered from its being written at least six times over the page of Yirgil, from which he was now making a desperate eifort to learn his repetition, was Francis H. Lurn. When he had learned Charlie's name, he stopped learning his lesson to ask — " Are you any relation of Campion's — I mean our master ? " " Yes. He is my cousin." " Is he ? Then I have a good mind to give A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 69 you a regular good thrashing,"' said Lurn, laughing. " He turned me down to the bottom of the form yesterday, otherwise you should not have had the honor of my society, and I think I ought to make you pay for his misdeeds ; " and, after another fit of laughing, Lurn re- turned to his Virgil. The boys belonging to the fourth form came dropping in one by one and took their places ; and when the nine o'clock bell rang, the head boy shut the door, and the lesson began. Mr. Porbury was undoubtedly a very learned man — rather too learned, indeed, for his pupils. His mind was quite at home in the most lofty and crabbed kind of atics and ologies, but it was quite incompetent to deal with more trivial, yet not less useful matters. The boys knew well that they might behave to him in a way which no other master would suffer, as he was quite unsuspicious and ignorant of all their tricks. Sometimes he would fall into deep reveries, or fits of absence, of which, it must with sorrow be stated, his pupils were generally not slow to take advantage. He was thought 70 OUDENDALE: by them to be a little mad, and certainly had not a great share of that valuable quality, common sense. In fact, though Mr. Porbury was a man of great talents, and one who had written more than one useful and clever book, he was by no means fitted to be a master in a public school. Charlie saw at once how he was looked upon by the boys, but resolved not to join in any tricks upon him. Not that our hero's notions of o^bedience and respect to his masters were at this time very strict, but he still felt a tender respect for the teachings of his mother, and had a repugnance to doing anything of which he thought she would not have approved. Before the lesson had gone on very far, at a preconcerted signal from one boy, who was the ringleader in all sorts of mischief, most of the boys had laid their books on their knees, and were all busily occupied in twirling their thumbs, which was considered a capital joke. This in a little was exchanged for a simultaneous swing- ing of feet, and then a number of the boys, as if by accident, commenced dropping their books, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 71 and making as much noise as possible picking them up again. These proceedings greatly disconcerted Mr. Porbury, who however did not understand the true state of the case. Charlie understood it well enough, for he had seen such tricks at the Bath Academy ; but he did not join in any of them. Lurn, however, twirled his thumbs, and swung his feet, and dropped his book, with great glee ; and was always whispering to Charlie something to make him laugh. In fact they were both very idle, and got little benefit from the learned re- marks which Mr. Porbury made upon the les- son. In spite of all his good resolutions, Char- lie could not help liking Lurn, who was so idle, mischievous, and merry. The reader must not be kept too long hearing about Mr. Porbury and his inattentive scholars. The schoolroom clock went slowly on till it reached the hour of twelve, when the boys were set free, and snatching their caps, rushed out into the quadrangle. Most of the forms were released* at this time from their separate schoolrooms, so that the 72 OUDENDALE: quadrangle was quite filled with boys hurrying about in all directions, chattering, laughing, and shouting. Charlie looked about for his friend Gordon, who had taken upon himself to be his mentor in all matters relating to lessons and games, but for some time could not see him. Presently he heard Gordon's voice crying his name from a window above, and running up to their bedroom, found him with some wickets in his hands. " What do you say to a game of cricket ? " " All right," answered Charlie, by no means loth. " Well, just take these wickets, and run over to the field. You can't miss it ; it's right oppo- site the gate. Go as fast as you can, and get a good place to stick in the wickets, and I'll get some fellows to come, and be after you in no time." Charlie took the wickets, and went forth to seek the field as directed. "The Field ". was a large enclosed space, which served for a cricket and football ground. Charlie had no difficulty in finding it, for, as Gordon said, it was just A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 73 opposite the gate of the college on the other side of the road. He eaitered the field by a little wicket gate, through which he saw some other boys going in, and at once began to look about for a good place to pitch the wickets. There were not many boys in the field, as it being now September, cricket was going out, and football had not come in ; so Charlie took some trouble to find out a 'good place, deter- mined to show his new acquaintances how knowing he was in these matters. The uneven ground near the gate, covered with long, thick grass, he at once rejected with scorn, and going towards the centre of the field, he found a spot covered with splendid turf, and quite unoccu- pied, which, congratulating himself on his great good luck and sagacity, he fixed on as a capital place for a game. But he had hardly stuck ,one wicket into the gi^ound before a sixth-form iellow ran up in great wrath. -•" Hang you, what are you doing, pitching yov-r jwicket^.on the first eleven ground." " I didn't know," began Charlie. " Take th^ for not knowing, then," cried 74 OUDENDALE: the other, giving him a box on the ear, which made him stagger back two or three paces. Then he snatched up a wicket and was going to strike him with it, when he was arrested by a hand laid on his shoulder, and a voice — " What's the matter, Clark ? " " Matter ! Here's this young scoundrel se1>- ting up his wickets on the first eleven ground." " Don't you know that's not allowed ? " said the new comer, turning to Charlie. He was just recovering from the confusion of ideas which Clark's blow had caused in his mind, and was conscious that a tall, pleasant- looking boy was speaking to him, while Gordon and Lurn and two or three others, bat and ball in hand, were looking on in surprise at some little distance off. " I didn't know. I only came here last night." " Oh, that's it, is it ? Well, you will know in future that you must not venture to pitch wickets here, for that's a most terrible crime," said the tall boy, smiling. " Shall I just give him another little reminder A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 75 of the fact ? " said Clark, motioning to lift up the wicket again. " No, no," answered the other, hastily. " You're too violent, Clark," he added, in a lower tone. " It's only a mistake, you see." So saying, he walked away, accompanied by Clark, who muttered something about little boys being impudent, and thrashings being good for them, but did not attempt to do anything more to Charlie, who gathered up his wickets, and advanced towards his friends, looking rather chapfallen. " What tempted you to pitch the wickets in the first eleven ground ? " cried Gordon. "I can tell you what," said Lurn, "if Cholmondeley hadn't come up, you would have caught it sweetly from Clark ; " and Lurn in- dulged in a lively pantomime expressive of Charlie's sufferings and emotions on the sup- posititious occasion to which he referred. " Who's Cholmondeley ? " " Why, the captain of the school — that fellow who came up and made Clark stop thrashing you." 76 OUDENDALE: " He seems a nice fellow." " Oh, yes. Cholmondeley is a jolly old chap, but awfully religious ; behaves in chapel, reads the Bible, and so forth," said Lurn, making a comical face. But now the other boys had pitched their wickets in a less privileged spot, and the game was begun, and lasted till nearly two o'clock. Dinner was at two, and after dinner afternoon school. Mr. Campion had the fourth form, and proved himself to be an able and energetic teacher ; so Charlie saw that idleness in school was the exception, and not the rule, in Ouden- dale College. Mr. Campion was the proper master of the fourth form, and it was only twice or thrice a week Mr. Porbury heard it. After afternoon school, Charlie took a walk with Gordon down into the town, where he laid out part of one of his sovereigns in buying a cricket ball, and sundry articles at the con- fectioner's shop, which need not be enumerated. While the five sovereigns lasted he very often visited that shop, and there were always many of his companions willing to accompany him A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 77 there, for he was very ready to share all sorts of good things with others. Perhaps it may be said that he wasted his money ; but he was by no means a faultless character, remember, such as we have read of in some story books, where Master Goodboy is represented as be- having, oh, so well, and giving sage and moral advice to his naughty brother. At half-past six came tea, and then the boys sat in the various schoolrooms for an hour and a half, except those who had studies, and prepared, or should have prepared, their les- sons. A master sat in every room to keep order and silence till half-past eight o'clock, when he left, and the boys were at liberty to amuse themselves as they liked. On this night they had some very noisy and romping games in the fourth form schoolroom, which Charlie joined in with great glee, and which were no doubt very good fun to the boys, though they sorely distracted poor Mr. Porbury, who was studying in his room above. At half-past nine prayers were read in the hall ; and then all the boys who had not at- 78 OUDENDALE. tained the dignity of being in the fifth or sixth forms, went off to their sleeping-rooms, which were nearly all in two different parts of the quad- rangle, known as the East and West House. Thus was spent Charlie's first day at Ouden- dale, and very much he had enjoyed it. His share of schoolboy troubles was yet to come. CHAPTER VI. FRIENDS AND FOES. " The friends thou hast and their adoption tried, Grapple them to thy soul witli hoops of steel; But do not dull thy palm with entertainment Of each new-hatched, unfledged comrade." Shakspeare. Charlie's first entrance into Oudendale Col- lege was as it were under the protection of Gordon, who prevented him being hoaxed or played tricks on, as new boys sometimes were, and initiated him into the manners and cus- toms of the place. Before long, however, they had had two or three quarrels, as they often had at the Bath Academy, for Gordon's great failing was a very quarrelsome temper. But by this time Charlie was quite able to take care of himself, and had made several other friends — rather too many, indeed. Charlie was too good- natured to refuse his friendship to any one who 80 OUDENDALE: sought it, even thougKlie did not much like him ; and there was an innocency and refine- ment about him which, strange to say, attracted those who had a lamentable want of such qualities. Clement, who was one of the most reckless and ill-behaved boys in the school, but who was not without traces of a better nature in his character, took an extraordinary fancy to Charlie, which he himself could scarcely account for. " He's so jolly innocent," he explained to one of his other friends as the cause of this singular attachment. Charlie was often seen walking with Clement, and if he did. not feel inclined to imitate his conduct on all points, at all events he did not show any dislike to him. Granville Browne grew also very intimate with him, though he was a boy whom Charlie did not much care about. But we have seen that he was too good-natured to repulse any one who desired to be intimate with him. So for some time Charlie had a great many compan- ions, but none whom he liked well enough to look upon as his Jidus Achates. With his masters, too, Charlie got on pretty A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 81 well ; though so far from favoring him, Mr. Campion, who generally heard the chief lessons of the fourth form, was rather more than usu- ally strict with his cousin, so afraid was he of being suspected of partiality. Charlie was not a very clever boy, — the only thing he had any particular talent for was writing poetry, — but he was not by any means either very stupid nor lazy ; so that he soon gained and kept a respect- able place in the form — above his friends Gordon and Lurn. Clement, who was not at all stupid, but very idle, was generally to be found at or near the bottom, and Granville Browne about the same place as Charlie. Gran- ville's friend. Lord Mauricodle (Mollycoddle he was generally called) , was also in the fourth form, and rather low down in it too, — a pale-faced, effeminate, stupid-lookmg boy, who learned just as little as possible, and generally amused himself in school, when the Master was not looking, by throwing peas at his particular friends, of whom he had several. Public opin- ion in the school accused these particular friends of taking delight in hanging on to a Marquis 82 OUDENDALE: and flattering him. Tiiis they denied ; but, certainly, when Lord Mauricodle threw peas at them, they never threw back again, or at least took care not to hit him, which looked suspi- cious. At all events, the youthful peer and his circle of friends were generally disliked in the school for the airs which they gave themselves, and were called " the Swells." Oudendale be- ing a comparatively new school. Lord Mauri- codle was the only member of the nobility in it, and was therefore made much of by all these tuft-hunters. Charlie was fortunate in only making one enemy during his first half at Oudendale. This was a coarse, disagreeable-looking boy call Ed- monds, one of the most stupid and ill-behaved fellows in the fourth form, who ever since he came to the school had bullied all the boys whom he could thrash, and toadied all those whom he could not. There is a large playground, known as " the Yard," just outside the college, and communi- cating with the quadrangle, which was used for all sorts of small games — nothing less dignified A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 83 than cricket or football being permitted in the field. Charlie was one day walking through the yard, when he saw Dale, a third-form boy, whom we have already heard of, following Edmonds, and apparently asking for something which the other seemed unwilling to give. " Give me back my knife," Dale was entreat- ing. '• Please do, Edmonds." " I'll give it to you another time." " But I want it just now; I do, really. You know you promised to give it me back." " Yes, but I didn't say when. I'll give it you on the Greek Calends. Go and look up in the dictionary and find out when that is," and Edmonds laughed loudly at this piece of stale wit. " What are you two fighting about ? " asked Charlie, stopping as he passed them. " I loaned Edmonds my knife, and he won't give it me back again. It's a beastly shame !" cried Dale, his indignation making him forget his fear for Edmonds, who was a great, strong boy, and a notorious bully. " Why don't you give him his knife ? " asked Charlie, turning to Edmonds. 84 OUDENDALE : " TVliy don't you mind your own business ? " answered he, sulkily. " I'll give it him back just whenever I please." " You'll give it him back this very instant," said Charlie, in a cool, firm way, which both amazed and disconcerted the bully, who did not think that Charlie, generally very easy and good-tempered, had so much spirit in him. " If you want a thrashing, I'll give you one very soon ; and if you don't, you'll walk off as fast as you like," cried Edmonds, wrathfully. " You'll give Dale back his knife," said Char- lie, assuming a hostile attitude. At this moment two or three little boys, who had been spectators of the scene, raised the cry of " a fight," and from every side all the boys in the yard came running up. They found Edmonds in a terrible rage, while Charlie stood opposite to him, quite cool, though slightly flushed ; fox, to do him justice, he was coura- geous enough, and was not at all frightened at his blustering opponent, who looked far bigger and stronger. " A fight ! A fight ! Make a ring ! What's A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 85 it about ? Come on now, Edmonds ! Stand up to liim, Campion ! " These were the con- fused cries of the crowd which had instantly gathered round them, and Charlie found him- self just on the point of beginning a regular fight with Edmonds, in which he certainly did not seem likely to come off best. But before a blow had been struck, the ring was broken through by Cholmondeley and Henrys, who had happened to be passing by at the time. "Stop now," cried Cholmondeley. "There is to be no fighting. What's this all about ? " A dozen voices were instantly raised, giving various accounts of the quarrel, but among the hubbub Cholmondeley managed to find out the true state of the case from Dale, and turning to Edmonds, said : " I see this is all your fault. You give that knife back again to Dale immediately, and be thankful that I don't give you a good thrash- ing." Edmonds sulkily obeyed, muttering, " I was going to have given it to him." " You should have given it to him when he 86 OUDENDALE: asked for it. Now if I catch you bullying any more, or fighting with Campion or anybody else, you won't get off so easy." " So you had just better look out," added Henrys, who did not approve of any one but himself tyrannizing over smaller boys. And so speaking, the two sixth-form boys strode off. '' He must be a plucky fellow, that Campion, to stand up to a great big brute like Edmonds," remarked Henrys. "It's almost a pity you stopped it." " You know it is Dr. Eden's wish that we should stop all fights." " Well, hang it, Cholmondeley, why are you so conscientious ? You should shut your eyes whenever you are not obliged to see." Cholmondeley looked rather grave, but said nothing. • Edmonds did not attempt to renew, or rather to begin, the light, for he knew that Cholmon- deley would keep his word ; so the only result of the affair was, that Charlie got a great deal of credit for his pluckiness in standing up to A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 87 such a big fellow as Edmonds, and became more of a favorite than ever. But Edmonds from this time lost no oppor- tunity of showing that he had conceived a most rancorous hatred towards him. When Mr. Campion, who took a greater in- terest in Charlie than he was aware of, heard of this quarrel, and the reason of it, he was not much displeased, for he saw that Charlie had the right on his side, and was glad to think that he was brave and generous enough to stand up for the weaker side. But he was not by any means pleased at the character of some of Charlie's companions. Gordon and Lurn he was not so much afraid of, for theirs were only the usual faults of boys ; but from Clement, Browne, and some others of that set, he feared his cousin would learn some pernicious habits which might be his ruin. Clement had already narrowly escaped expulsion for being found in a low public house ; and scarcely a day passed but what he had to be punished for something or other. Granville Browne and " the Swells " thought themselves more refined and altogether 88 OUDENDALE: superior to the other boys of their age, and to prove it, were accustomed to laugh at all virtue and to endeavor to imitate many of the vices and follies of their elders. " The Swells " would have been insulted to have been called " boys " ; most of them thought themselves " young men," though they were only fourteen or fifteen years old. Mr. Campion, therefore, did not think that Charlie would get any good from these com- panions ; and having asked Mm to tea one half- holiday, gave him, what Charlie thought, a very long and wearisome admonition upon this and other points. We have seen that Charlie did not care very much for any of these boys, and only remained in their society because he would not take the trouble to avoid it ; but in spite of his good nature, there was a grain of obstinacy and wilfulness in his character, which made him resent his cousin's attempt to meddle with his friendships. So he listened in silence to Mr. Campion's advice, and was more than ever to be seen in company with the boys whom he had warned him against. Mr. Campion noticed A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 89 this, and felt very much grieved and discour- aged. Charlie did not at first get as much harm from these companions as another hoy might have done. There was a certain purity of thought in him which px^eserved him to a cer- tain extent from the contagion of evil. Though he showed no sign of disgust at the sinful con- versation and the bad habits in which most of them delighted, he was by no means inclined to imitate them, and even rather disliked many of those with whom he seemed to bo on tho most friendly terms. Though he had many companions, he often thought he would like to exchange them all for one real friend, ono loving and sympathizing heart, which would help to fill up the void his mother's death had made in his own. Often recurring thoughts of her goodness and gentleness and love kept him from much of the evil by which he was sur- rounded ; but as yet he had no thought of tho Friend whom she had found, loving and con- soling above all others. The only fellow whom Charlie thought he 90 OUDENDALE. could really like was Lurn, who was a remarka- bly generous and honorable boy, and had many other good qualities ; he was also rather mis- chievous ; but this proceeded from a mere love of fun and merriment rather than from a bad disposition. But he kept this attachment a secret for some time, though it grew every day. CHAPTER YII. "HOT COALS." " 'Tis thus that on our choice of friends Our good or evil name depends." Gat. It has been mentioned that Charlie did not get so much harm from his bad companions as many others would have done. For some time he always declined to accompany them to public- houses and other forbidden places, and he never allowed himself to swear, or to take any part in improper conversations, though he made no pretensions to superior virtue. But still, he was not altogether unharmed by this tainted atmosphere; and day by day his respect for his mother's memory, and for the lessons which she had taught him, was decreasing. " Can one go upon hot coals, and his feet not be burned ? " 92 OUDESTDALE: For some time Charlie would never learn his lessons in any dishonorable way, as Clement, Granville Browne, and most of his other as- sociates did. He looked up all the words in his grammar and dictionary, and even though a crib might be lying just beside him, he never looked into it. One day, however, being unexpectedly called up to construe by Mr. Campion, when he had not learned the lesson very perfectly, he got up in great confusion, and having stammered out the Latin, seemed likely to break down at the translation, Clement, who was sitting next him, took advantage of Mr. Campion's eye being turned away for a moment to slip into his hand a piece of paper, containing an English translation of the passage which they were reading. Charlie did not refuse it, but put it into his book, and then began to translate from it. Mr. Campion, who had suspected from the way in which he had begun the translation that he did not know it, was now surprised to hear him reading so fluently, and at first looked to see whether he was not being prompted by some A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LITE. 93 one near him. But they were all silent, and still Charlie went on turning the Latin into most excellent grammar, and using most elegant words, contrary to the usual custom of school- boys ; for Charlie was not skilled in deceiving, and had not the cunning to alter a little^ the grandiloquent language of the " crib." When he had finished, ^h\ Campion said, looking him in the face, " Were you reading that from a translation ? " " Yes, sir," answered Charlie, after a little hesitation, growing very red. A look, half of anger, half of grief, passed over Mr. Campion's face, for his ideas of honor being most strict and scrupulous, it gave him great pain to see any one whom he took an interest in acting dishonorably. But this passed off in an instant, and stretching out his hand, he said, in a quiet voice, " Give it to me." Charlie, blushing still more, and not darmg to look him in the face, took the leaf of the translation out of his book, and handed it to him. 94 OUDENDALE : " Are you in the habit of using this ? " " No, sir," answered Charlie, more confi- dently, for he was only telling the truth now. "Whose is it?" Charlie made no answer, and indeed would nev^er have brought Clement into a scrape ; but Clement at once rose, and said, in a jaunty, defiant manner, " It is mine. I gave it to Campion. I am in the habit of using it." Mr. Campion almost lost his temper at this ; not only because of Clement's impertinence, but because of the harm which he was doing to his cousin; but he restrained himself, and tearing up the paper into bits, said, " You will Ijoth go to Mr. Horsley at twelve o'clock, and be caned. I fear I cannot in future trust to the honor of either of you." With this, motioning to Charlie to sit down, Mr. Campion turned to another boy, and or- dered him to go on. But though he seemed indifferent, in his heart he was deeply grieved at this. Charlie was also in no very happy frame of mind — though he was not so much A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 95 anuoyed at having to be punished, as ashamed of having been found out doing such a dishonor- able action. At twelve o'clock Mr. Campion gave the two boys a note, and sent them off to Mr. Horsley's room. Mr. Horsley was the Senior Master, the next in authority to the Master, Dr. Eden. It was his duty to inflict all floggings and canings ; and at twelve o'clock a number of boys might often be seen waiting at his door, with notes from the various masters detailing their faults. This ridiculous custom Dr. Eden soon after- wards abolished, and gave to all the masters the right of punishing in their own schoolrooms. Mr. Horsley indeed was not a man to be much trusted with the power of the rod. He was very choleric, or what schoolboys call " waxy," and hasty ; so that the punishment of any ofiender was determined, not so much by his own deserts, as by the state of Mr. Horsley's temper on that particular forenoon. As Charlie and Clement made their way across the quadrangle, in company with Lurn, who was also sent up for a caning by Mr. 96 OUDENDALE: Campion, thej were favored by some of the others with intelligence by no means calculated to inspire them. " Are you fellows going up to Horsley ? " asked one boy. " Yes. We are going to decline the verb ca^o," said Lurn, who could never resist a joke. " Then I can tell you I wouldn't like to be in your skins. Horsley is as waxy as a mad bull to-day. Won't you catch it?" " I'll cheat the old fool," cried Clement, with an oath. " Come on, and let us put something up our backs, under our jackets : he'll never find out." " Not I. I'm going to have no more non- sense," said Charlie, rather sulkily, for he was vexed both with Clement and with himself. " Nor I," added Lurn. " Well, don't go in for a little. I'll be back in a moment ; " and Clement darted off, leaving his companions just at the door of Mr. Horsley 's room, where there was only one little boy in the second form, who was waiting in fear and trembling, and had not yet summoned up courage to knock. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 97 " What's that fellow Clement going to be up to now ? " observed Liirn. " He had better look out what tricks ho plays on Horslej, or he may find him just a little too sharp." Presently Clement came running back, and then they knocked at the door. " Come in," cried a loud, gruff voice, and the four boys entering, with Clement at their head, found themselves in the presence of the terrible Mr. Horsley, a stout, red-faced man, who read the notes which they brought from their masters, and then took out his cane. First he caned the second-form boy, who brought a very long list of offences from the French master ; but Mr. Horsley smiled rather grimly on reading it, for the French master was given to magnify very small matters into hei- nous crimes, and this had been the case in the present instance ; so he merely gave him one or two strokes, and sent him off much relieved, to boast among his companions of the terrible thrashing which he had just received. Then Mr. Horsley told Clement to stand out; and even Charlie, in his discontented humor, could 7 98 OUDENDALE : scarcely help smiling, when, at the first stroke of the cane across Clement's shoulders, one of two copy-books, which that ingenious youth had stuffed up his back, underneath his jacket, became loosened, and fell to the floor. As for Lurn, he could not restrain himself from a burst of laughter. But the effect on Mr. Horsley was to put him in a great passion, and he thrashed away with all his might at Clement, till not only the other copy-book had fallen out, but the boy lost his defiant and careless manner, writhed about, and by biting his lips, scarcely prevented himself from giving utterance to a cry of pain, which he had often boasted no flog- ging had yet ever wrung from him. " I will teach you, sir, to practise your tricks on me," he cried, angrily. " I thought I might do it," said Clement, who, though nearly mad with pain, had still the unblushing impudence to tell a deliberate and evident lie, which only increased Mr. Hors- ley's wrath. At length he stopped, and indeed it was time, for Clement's back was afterwards found to be striped like a tiger's. Then he A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 99 turned to the other two, and it must be con- fessed that, though tliey were not by any means cowards, they did not feel very comfortable. However, Mr. Horsley's wrath seemed to have been exhausted on the unfortunate Clement, for he only gave them each a few cuts, and sent them all off. This was the first, but it was far from being the last caning which Charlie received from Mr. Horsley. Indeed, he was sent up to that gen- tleman's room rather frequently ; and in due time came to look upon a caning, unless it was rather more severe than usual, as a mere joke. Clement once offered to make a bet with him, as to which of them should get more canings before Christmas, but Charlie would not bet ; nor indeed did he care to do wrong merely for the sake of doing wrong and getting punished, as Clement seemed to do. Mr. Campion saw Charlie's conduct with great sorrow. He very often had long talks with Cholmondeley, and sometimes told him of his anxiety about Charlie. This anxiety he carefully concealed from any one else, and he 100 OUDENDALE : never addressed Charlie in any more familiar manner than he did the other boys : perhaps he was even more constrained towards him, and more severe towards his faults, so afraid was he that he should seem to " favor " his relation. " You don't know how discouraged I feel about that boy," he said to Cholmondeley one night. " He has so much in him that is truly amiable and beautiful, and yet he seems to be fast becoming one of the worst-behaved boys in the school. Both yesterday and to-day I had him caned for being unprepared with his Vir- gil, and misbehaving in school. I must send him up to Dr. Eden soon, if this goes on. I do wish that I could get him away from some of those friends of his. They will be the ruin of him." " Don't you think that perhaps we need not be so discouraged after all ? " said Cholmon- deley, in that modest, half-reluctant manner with which a true Christian offers his opinion to one who is older and wiser than himself. " He might have associated with very well- behaved boys, and been outwardly well-behaved himself, while his heart would be still unchanged. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY T.IFE. 101 Perhaps God may be taking his own way to work his own work within him." '' True, true. His ways are not as our ways, nor his thoughts as our thoughts. God often works good by what appears to us to be evil, and it is sinful of us to distrust him. May he change Charlie's heart." Cholmondeley was one among a thousand. It would be well for all our schools if such boys were at their heads. Brave, agile, generous, talented, with all the qualities which command the respect and admiration of boys, he had also sought his Creator early, and his heart was filled with his precious love. The amount of good which a boy placed in his position has it in his power to do, is incalculable ; and Chol- mondeley deeply felt his responsibility, and, by God's help, earnestly sought to do good in the school, both by precept and example. His brother monitors were shamed into doing their duty by the influence which he had over them, though many of them were quite unfit for the posts which they occupied. No one ever ven- tured to utter an oath, or to plan anything 10^ . 0rjUF2;ifALE: wrong, before Cholmondeley. Some of the boys pretended to laugh at him for being " a saint ; " but, nevertheless, they all felt that there was something about liim — a superiority in his character and principles — wliich they must respect though they could not appreciate. The first time Cholmondeley saw Charlie af- ter this conversation with Mr. Campion, he called him aside, and said, in a pleasant manner — " I say. Campion, I have twice saved you from getting a thrashing." " Twice ! " cried Charlie, laughing. " Only once, you mean. You don't think Edmonds would have licked me, do you ? " " At all events you are in my debt. Now, I want to ask you a favor." " All right. What is it ? " " I want you to learn your lessons better, and not get punished so often." Charlie looked up at him with a comical smile. " I am not joking," said Cholmondeley, more gravely. " When your cousin, Mr. Campion, takes so much pains with you, you ought to try A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 103 and do your best not to give him trouble. Don't you tliink I am right ? " " Well — yes. I will try and learn my les- sons better, and all that sort of thing." " Another thing Mr. Campion is sorry to see is, that you have got some friends who will do you no good." " What does he know about it ? " " He sees you constantly associating with them." " Well, perhaps they aren't very well-behaved fellows ; but I needn't do what they do, unless I like," Cholmondeley saw that it would be injudicious to say anything more on the subject ; so, after a few more trifling remarks, he walked away, pleased with Charlie's frankness, yet sorry for his obstinacy in opposing Mr. Campion's wishes, for Cholmondeley saw enough of Charlie's character to know that he could have no very warm love for wicked boys like Clement, and foolish ones like Granville Browne. " I think we had better leave him alone," he said to Mr. Campion ; " and I have no doubt 104 OUDENDALE. that lie will get disgusted with some of his worst companions, of his own accord." For a time at least Charlie kept his promise to Cholmondeley : he became much more dili- gent in his lessons, and behaved better in school, but he was not less intimate with Clement, and others of the same stamp. CHAPTER YIII. "THE SWELLS." "In cute curanda plus aequo operata juventus." Horace. " Your Lordship and Your Grace ! what school can teach A rhetoric equal to those parts of speech ? What need of Homer's verse, or Tally's prose — Sweet interjections! — if he learn but those." COWPER. AxLUSiON has been made to a small clique of young gentlemen, nicknamed " The Swells," who thought themselves immensely superior to all the other boys of their own age. Tliese young gentlemen, when they did go out of the college, seldom did anything but lounge up and down the one or two chief streets of Ou- dendale, looking in at the shop-windows, star- ing superciliously at the passers-by, and laboring under the delusion that everybody was admiring them. Lord Mauricodle was a sort of sover- 106 OUDENDALE: eign among the swells, and Granville Browne was his chief toady. There was another boy called Harrison, who had a reputation for being funny, and who was attached to Mauricodle in the quality of buffoon, just as long ago a prince used to have his jester. One Saturday afternoon these three asked Charlie to come out with them, and he was too good-natured to refuse, though he had no am- bition to be reckoned among the number of Lord Mauricodle's retinue. First they went to a pastrycook's shop in Oudendale, and regaled themselves on ices, tarts, and toffee, all which Mauricodle desired the shopkeeper, in a con- descending manner, to put down to his " tick." Then they entered a tobacco-shop, and Browne asked for one of the best cigars, and began smelling and examining most critically a bundle which the tobacconist handed him. " Ah, these are real Havanas, Evans, aren't they ? " said he, looking sagely at them. "Keal Havanas, sir, and no mistake," said Evans, winking at another customer, who was sitting smoking beside the counter. " They're A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 107 part of a splendid lot tiiat I have got straight from Cuba, and only four shillings a dozen." " How very cheap ! " exclaimed both Maiiri- codle and Browne. " Yes, my lord, it's not in every shop that you would get such cigars so cheap." " Give me half a dozen to try," said Browne. " Mauricodle, if you've got your purse, I wish you would pay for them, for I have forgot mine." Mauricodle paid for the cigars, and they left the shop. "I wish I could get everybody to give me four shillings a dozen for cabbage leaves," said the tobacconist to his customer, when the boys were gone. They were now joined by two or three more of the swells, who had been showing themselves off in another street, and sauntered down to a secluded spot beside the river, where there was no likelihood of their being seen by any of the masters. Charlie took a cigar, and pretended to smoke it, but he blew all the smoke out of his mouth always, without swallowing it, for he was terribly afraid of being sick, remembering 108 OUDENDALE: the unhappy end of a previous attempt of his to smoke a pipe. " What do you say to go and have a game at billiards," remarked Browne. " WiU you, Campion ? " " Where could you play ? " asked Charlie. " Oh, we'll easily find a table if you'll have a game." " I don't care about it," said Charlie, evasively. " It's the jolliest game possible," drawled Mauricodle. " Isn't it Browne ? " " Of course it is. Won't you have a game, Campion? We'll take you to a place where we always go to play." " And we'll send our compliments to Dr. Eden, and ask him to join the game," said Harrison, at which Mauricodle and Browne began to laugh. " I'll tell you a good joke," Mauricodle said. "The last time my governor was here, Eden told him that he felt confident there was no such thing as a billiard-table in the town, or if there were, he knew that he could trust to our honor not to go near it. I very nearly burst A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 109 out laughing. You see the governor had no- ticed how well I played, and he wondered where I got the practice." " What a joke ! " exclaimed the swells in chorus. " I must say I never saw such neat cannons as you make sometimes, Mauricodle," remarked Browne. " Do you think so ? " said Mauricodle, highly gratified. " I can't help laughing, though, whenever I think of Eden's simplicity. But Eden's a jolly old fellow, as jolly as any head master I ever heard of." " Just fancy if Old Starchey were the Master," said one fellow. " The old beast ! I should cut Oudendale if he were." " One thing I like about Eden is, that he always treats us like gentlemen, and trusts to our honor," said Browne. " Now Old Starchey is as suspicious as if we were all cads. The other day when I showed up my essay, he hinted pretty broadly tliat he thought I had copied a lot of it from Miller's, because they were so 110 OUDEN-DALE: like. Now I never saw Miller's essay, and I told him so, and I think it was a horrid insult to me to doubt my word. Hang it, a fellow has no right to doubt a gentleman's honor." " Of course not," said Harrison. " But even though Starchey is so suspicious, he's very easily taken in," remarked one fellow. " I'll tell you a capital trick I played on him the other day," said Harrison, chuckling. "Do you remember that map of Europe which he gave us to draw ? Well, I got a sheet of thin paper and laid it on the atlas, and traced it off. Starchey never twigged, and gave me no end of marks for it." " I never thought of that," exclaimed Browne, regretfully. " I did mine so horribly ill, too." " Look ! Look at the pheasants," suddenly exclaimed Charlie, as two pheasants rose in a cornfield on the other side of the river, took a short flight, and disappeared into a wood close by- " That wood must be swarming with pheas- ants," said Harrison. " We'll get a splendid haul of eggs out of it next year." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. Ill " What will you do with them ? " asked Charlie, innocently. " Eat them, of course. We'll have jolly sup- pers on half-holiday nights, when there's no preparation ; and then we give a small cad sixpence to bring us a pocket full of pheasants' eggs. They are delicious." " My father says that before long there will be no more pheasants left in the country," said a very flashily-dressed boy called Jarley, who aspired to be considered a sporting character. " The cads round about us are the most fearful poachers you ever saw, though there's scarcely a week passes but some of them are sent to jail for stealing eggs or killing game." " What a horrid lot they must be," said Mauricodle. " The people near us are just as bad ; but then we keep a tremendous lot of keepers, who watch all the nests, and keep fellows out of the grounds. I would like to see a fellow try to bone eggs out of our grounds ; he'd find himself caught pretty soon and sent to prison." " And serve him right too," said Browne, " I 112 OUDENDALE: think poaching ought to be very severely pun- ished ; for if a fellow's a poacher he's capable of doing anything." This sentiment greatly pleased the aristocratic assemblage, except Charlie, who was puzzling his brains to find out why a boy who stole pheasants' eggs was to be " severely punished," and " capable of doing anything," while the young gentlemen who gave him sixpence to do it, were to testify their disapproval of his crime in such an edifying manner. After a while they rose, and throwing away their cigars, began to saunter back through the town. Now Mauricodle was going to tea with Mrs. Eden that evening, and he had determined to appear in a fine new suit of clothes ; for this young nobleman was remarkably vain about his personal appearance. Passing the tailor's, he called in to ask if his suit were ready. It was quite ready, but the tailor could not possibly spare a man to take it up to the college till seven o'clock, by which time it would be too late. " What a bore ! " drawled his lordship. " I A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 113 really can't walk through the town with a great parcel like this under my arm. Couldn't wo get a porter or some fellow to carry it up ? " " Here ; we'll give it to Holston and White," said Browne, as he saw two small, lower school- boys hurrying past in the street. " Hallo ! Stop, there." The two little boys stopped, and came up to the shop door. " What do you want, Browne ? " " One of you two raust carry up a parcel to the college for us." " But I am in a fearful hurry," remonstrated White ; " I have an impo' to write before tea, and I haven't a minute to spare." " Why can't you carry your parcels your- selves ? " added Holston, more boldly. " Hold your tongues, you little fools. If you don't carry the parcel, without saying another word about it, you'll get a good thrashing.'* Holston and White did not dare in the face of his threat to refuse ; and when the parcel was made up it was given them to carry, and they were made to walk behind the rest. 8 114 OUDENDALE: "It's good for little boys to work for their superiors," Harrison remarked. Before the party reached the college gates, Clarke came running out of the field in a great state of excitement. " We're fixing up the goal posts for football, and we want two or three more fellows to help. Harrison, Campion, and Browne, come along." " All right," said Charlie, willingly. " Don't you wish you may get it," cried Harrison. " Come along, or I'll make you," said Clarke, roughly seizing Browne by the arm. " Leave me alone, you bully." " Who's buUjdng you ? " asked Clarke. " You are. It's bullying to make fellows go anywhere against their will." "Stuff! " " What do you call making us carry your parcel," cried little Holston ; " isn't that bul- lying ? See, Clarke, they made us carry this from the town behind them, when we wanted to get home as fast we could." " More fools you to do it, then. But you A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 115 fellows must come, or we'll take you by force. Cholmondeley sent me to get fellows to help us:: And another monitor coming up just then, Harrison, Browne, and Jarley were forced to go to the field and help, though much against their will, and Harrison had the additional pleasure of hearing little Holston shouting out the remark which he himself had made a few minutes before — "It's good for little boys to work for their superiors." However, these unwilling recruits were found to be so sulky and so useless that they were presently dismissed with a kick, to their great wrath and indignation. The custom of fagging was not recognized at Oudendale, but it was allowable for the sixth- form to press any lower or middle schoolboys into service connected with cricket or football for not more than one hour. Dr. Eden thought that it was good for boys to learn to do things for themselves, and did not permit the cricket and football clubs to employ any of those paid 116 OUDENDALE. men who are now such common nuisances in most of our public schools ; so that Clarke was not unjustly demanding assistance from our friends the swells. Though there may be much that is objec- tionable in fagging, as practised at some schools, it is no great hardship to make younger boys work for an hour in the cricket field for the first eleven or the twenty. English boys of the present day are getting too lazy and lux- urious. They seem not to be able to play cricket without fine dresses, tents, pavilions, professionals, and many other conveniences which their predecessors never dreamed of. CHAPTER IX. MISCHIEF. *' No friend's a friend till he shall prove a friend." Beaumont and Fletcher. We have seen that Charlie had a liking for Lurn ; and when he had been two or three months at Oudendale, an incident happened which ripened this liking into a close friendship. The Christmas holidays had come at last, and on the evening before the breaking-np day, there was as usual a great hubbub and uproar throughout the college, the boys being of course in a high state of excitement, and the discipline and rules of the college being relaxed to a certain extent. Just as it was growing dark, Charlie and Gordon were standing near the door of the lower schoolroom, talking over the past half, the holidays, and other subjects of interest. 118 OUDENDALE: Close to tliem, two or three small third-form boys were testifying their delight at the ap- proach of the holidays by dancing and jumping about the steps of the lower schoolroom, while they sung this sublime chorus : " No more Latin, no more Greek, No more cane to make me squeak." But this performance was brought to a sud- den end by the appearance of Mr. Horsley, who walked rapidly by, nodding as the boys all touched their hats, and disappeared into the hall. " There goes old Horsley," said Gordon. " Look at these little fools making faces behind^ his back. I suppose they're about as fond of him as anybody else is." "Oh, he's not a bad sort of a fellow, Horsley, though he is so waxy." " He hates us all equally, at all events, which is better than favoring," said Gordon, laughing. " You mean he canes us all equally, I sup- " Well, canes or hates. They both come to the same thing, don't they ? But after all, Campion, I agree with you that he is not such A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 119 a bad fellow, though he does allow his angry passions to rise just rather too often." " So does another friend of mine," remarked Charlie. " You mean me, I suppose. Well, do you know, Campion, I often think whether I shall be as bad as Mr. Horsley when I grow up. I know I am rather inclined to lose my temper, and, upon my honor, I must try to conquer it. I wish I were like you, for I'm sure I never see you in a wax." " You had better not try to put me in one," laughed Charlie. " I'm a terrible fellow when my blood is up," and here he seized Gordon by the collar, and began to mimmic Mr. Horsley in a rage, caning a boy. In the meantime, the small boys had also been talking about Mr. Horsley. " I should like to pay old Horsley out," said one of them, when he was fairly beyond hear- ing. " He's a waxy old fool." " What do you say to play him some trick ? " proposed another. " The fellows will be all away, and he ivon't find out who did it." 120 OUDENDALE: "Oh, capital ! Let us play him some trick. What shall it be ? " " Break the windows of his room." " Oh, shut up, Smith. That's no fun at all, and we would be safe to be found out." " Catch a mouse and put it in his desk," suggested another, " Bosh 1 How could we catch a mouse ? That won't do at all, either." " Well, then, Howard, can't you think of something yourself ? " " I Yote to put a lot of gravel in his bed, after prayers." " The very thing ! Will you do it, Howard ? " " No, I thank you. I proposed it ; some other fellow ought to do it. I think Smith ought to." " But I don't," said Smith. " It needs a very quiet and small fellow, like Jackson, who could creep in without being found out." " I'm not going to do it," said Jackson. " It must be a fellow who sleeps on that side, be- cause he can bolt away to his own room imme- diately. Williams is the fellow, I think." " No, I'm not," said Williams energetically. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 121 " My opinion is, that it needs a fellow with all the Georgics ready written out, and no end of towels on underneath his jacket." " I say," remarked Howard, " there's Gor- don. I vote we get him to do it." " All right. Come on and ask him." " Hallo ! what do you shrimps want ? " cried Gordon, seeing them approaching him and Lurn. " I say, Gordon, if we get you a lot of gravel, will you put it in old Horsley's bed ? It will be a splendid lark." • " You're a nice set of cool young gentlemen," cried Gordon, rather indignantly. " Do you think fourth-form fellows are going to do all your dirty work for you ? " " Why do you want to put gravel in old Horsley's bed ? " asked Charlie. " Because he's a waxy old fool. He gave Howard and Jackson a most fearful licking yesterday, because — " " Oh, I know all about it," said Charlie. " We heard you howling in our schoolroom on the other side of the quad." 122 0UDEM)ALE: " No you didn't," cried Howard, indignantly. "I never sung out at all. Jackson did, though." "0 Howard, what a — " Jackson began to exclaim. " Shut up, and be off with you," interrupted Gordon. " If Horsley licked you all day long, you wouldn't get half as much as you deserve." "He broke our rods the other day — Effing- ham's and mine," said Howard, bringing for- ward another accusation against Mr. Horsley. " We were fishing in the Ouden, and he came and said Ave weren't to fish except on half-holi- days ; so he broke our rods right across. They are quite spoiled." "If I had been Mr. Horsley," said Gordon, " I would have spared the rods, and spoiled the children. Why don't you small boys laugh when I make a joke ? I never saw such thick- headed animals. Come on. Campion, and help me to put up my things now to be ready for to-morrow, and then I will help you." " All serene," replied Charlie ; and the two boys strolled across the quadrangle towards the West House, where they both slept. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 123 " What a Immbug Gordon is ! " exclaimed Howard. *' Oh, I say, here's Lnrn. I'll bet he'll do it in a minute, if we ask him." Lurn was lounging along the cloisters which ran all round the quadrangle, and had just then reached the spot where this conversation was taking place. He was immediately accosted by a general shout. " Are you game for a real lark, Lurn ? We have thought of such a splendid trick." *'What is it? Are you going to burn the college down, or to set the Thames on fire, or anything equally wonderful ? " Howard then revealed their plot to Lurn, with many chuckles, and asked him to carry it out. Lurn, who was not at all malicious, but who was but too fond of all sorts of mis- chief, and, besides, was accustomed to regard the masters as his natural enemies, whom it was perfectly fair to annoy in any possible way, was easily persuaded to consent, and indeed improved upon the original scheme, by sug- gesting that one or two nettle-leaves might be substituted for gravel. 124 OUDENDALE: " Oh, capital ! " shouted' the conspirators, half afraid and half delighted at the boldness of this proposal ; and, at Lurn's suggestion, they all started off to look for some nettles by the bank of the Ouden, which flows only a few hundred yards from the college gates. There was no preparation that night, but at nine o'clock prayers were read as usual. As the boys were leaving the hall. Dr. Eden made a sign to one or two boys, Charlie among them, to stay and speak to him. Charlie obeyed, wondering whether he was going to be scolded by the Master, for he was conscious that he might have behaved better during his first half at Oudendale. But Dr. Eden had too much tact to scold him. He knew that Charlie had given a good deal of trouble to his masters, and that he had some very undesirable friends ; but he said nothing of this, and only asked him how he liked the school, and hoped he did not find the work too difficult, in such a kind, pleas- ant way, that Charlie felt at once relieved, and told him, what was indeed the truth, that he liked Oudendale very much, and that he did A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 125 not find his lessons too difficult. Dr. Eden shook hands with him, and turned to some other boys, who were also new comers that last half. Charlie then said good-by to his cousin, Mr. Campion, who desired to be remembered to his uncle, and then he left the hall, and ran off to his own bedroom in the West House, in a high state of spirits and good humor. On his way he had to pass through the pas- sage in which Mr. Horsley's rooms were, and just as he entered this, Lurn darted out of the bedroom, and, without observing him, ran hur- riedly up the stairs. " Lurn ! in Mr. Horsley's room ! " thought Charlie, in amazement, stopping for a moment. '' I do believe these little fellows have got him to play some trick on Horsley. It's a regular shame. I have a good mind to go in and see if there is anything in his bed. Should I, or should I not ? " For a moment he stood at the door deliber- ating, but the sound of approaching footsteps brought him to a resolution. "I will do it," he said to himself; and going 126 OUDENDALE: into Mr. Horsley's bedroom, lie quickly lifted up the bedclothes, and saw some nettle leaves lying on the bed. " What a shame ! " he thought, as he began to pick up the leaves ; but at that moment a hand was laid heavily upon his shoulder. " What is the meaning of this ? " sharply asked Mr. Horsley, who had just entered the room. Charlie gave a great start, and let fall the nettles, which stung him the moment he ceased to hold them tightly. " Ah ! " exclaimed Mr. Horsley, in a sharp, disagreeable voice, which was with him always the precursor of a burst of passion. " I under- stand it all. So you were going to play me a trick, were you ? " " I didn't — I mean — it wasn't me. Another fellow put these into your bed, and I was taking them out." " Who was this other fellow ? " asked Mr. Horsley, in an angrier tone. Charlie grew still redder, and was silent, for though he felt that he was in an awkward scrape, he was resolved not to tell upon Lurn. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 127 In the meantime, no sooner had Lurn reached the top of the stairs than his conscience smote him for what he had done, and after a minute's dehberation, he resolved to return and take the nettles out again. " Don't add to your fault by lying to hide it," cried Mr. Horsley, now quite furious with rage. " This is a base, mean, cowardly, brutal insult, and I will punish you for it in a way you will never forget." So saying, he snatched up his walking-stick, which lay close by, and struck Charlie violently across the back with it. His arm was raised to repeat the blow, when Lurn, with a bewildered look on his face, rushed into the room, crying : " Stop, stop, sir. I did it. I put the nettles into your bed. Campion had nothing to do with it. I suppose he came into your room to take them out." Mr. Horsley dropped his arm, and looked at the boys with a look both of rage and astonish- ment. " What good would you gain by offering mo this cowardly insult ? " he cried, hoarsely. 128 OUDEKDALE: Lurn looked on the ground, and made no answer. But he and Charlie fully expected that Mr. Horsley's wrath would now be vented on him ; but, to their surprise, Mr. Horsley dropped the stick, and said, in a calm, dignified manner : " You may both go now. Campion, I am much obliged to you for your kindness in trying to prevent me this annoyance, and I am sorry I unjustly suspected you. We will say no more about it." It w^as Lurn's turn to grow confused now, and to stammer : "But — I am really sorry — I was coming back to take them out — I won't do it again — it was a regular shame of me." "Enough," said Mr. Horsley. "I should hope that it was more from thoughtlessness than from maliciousness that you did this. At all events, I feel that I was as much to blame as any one in losing my temper, and unless you mention it yourselves, no one else need know anything about it. However, I should hope that such a thing would not be repeated — for your own sakes, as well as mine." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 129 " Upon my honor, I never will do such a thing again," cried Liirn. 'The boys then left the room, quite bewildered by what happened, and especially by the ex- traordinary change which had come over Mr. Horsley. That gentleman, the moment the door was shut, threw himself down on a chair and burst into tears. But he soon restrained himself, and murmured : " Lord, I thank thee for enabling me to restrain my passion just now before these boys. Help me to be kinder and gentler, and make me more liked by every one. I know that I have a hasty and disagreeable temper, but do thou help me to overcome it." If all the boys at Oudendale could have heard this prayer, perhaps they might have thought better of Mr. Horsley than they did. In the meantime, Lurn and Charlie were going back to the passage in which their respec- tive bedrooms were. " I never will be such a fool again ; I never will," energetically protested Lurn. ^' I say, Campion, you're a jolly fellow for not telling on 130 OUDENDALE: me when you were caught," and Lurn looked at Charlie with an admiration which no words of a schoolboy's vocabulary can express. Charlie said nothing. English boys are in general very undemonstrative, and are not fond of expressing their feelings by fine words ; but these two perfectly understood each other's thoughts, and from that moment they were sworn friends. " What are you two fellows doing out of yoilr rooms ? " cried Henrys, who passed by at that moment, on his way to a private supper- party, which some of the monitors, taking ad- vantage of the trust which was placed in them, were going to have in a study, unknown to the masters, and, it may be added, to Cholmondeley. Lurn and Charlie hurried off to their rooms at ©nee, for they knew that Henrys, if disobeyed, would not scruple to use stronger and more convincing arguments. This young gentleman was very zealous in making the smaller boys obey the rules of the school by the force of precept and by coercion, but it is to be wished that he also had added that of example. His A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 131 is not by any means a singular case among monitors. The boys kept their own counsel about what had happened, and so did Mr. Horsley, who, it was noticed, did not lose his temper so often as usual next half. Lurn put off his fellow- conspirators when they asked him about the result of the plot, by talking a lot of nonsense, and telling them to be quiet, and mind their own business. " But did you not put them in his bed ? " asked Howard. " Ask no questions and you will be told no lies," said Lurn. " That was a stupid trick, and you had better not try to get me to have anything to do with your humbug again." This was all they could get out of him ; so, till this day, only three people have ever known what happened in Mr. Horsley' s bedroom on the night before the Christmas holidays of 185—. CHAPTER X. DAMON AND PHINTHIAS. "Amicitia : qua quidem haud sciam, excepta sapientia, nihil melius homini sit a Diis immortalibus datum." Cicero. Nothing very memorable occurred during Charlie's Christmas holidays. His uncle and aunt and cousins were still very stiff and very kind, and Miss Woodville was as much like a handbook of etiquette as ever. Primrose Hill was certainly not the place where a boy would have liked to spend his holidays. However, it was very hard frost this winter, and Charlie got a pair of skates, and occupied himself by learning to skate. Then he and Lurn, as they had previously agreed, kept up a correspond- ence together ; but their letters were too brief and uninteresting to be given here. Lurn told Charlie that he wished he could have asked him to his father's house, but could not on A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 133 account of his sister's illness. Perhaps it was just as well for their newly-fledged friendship that this visit did not take place ; for as it is quite possible to have too much of a good thing, so such friendships are often spoiled by being too much overdone at first. Damon and Phin- thias may be very loving when they only see one another occasionally ; but let Damon go and stay with Phinthias for a fortnight, they will most likely soon tire of too much of one another's society, and quarrel before the fortnight is over. The best and most enduring friendships are those which spring up and ripen by degrees, and under not too favorable circumstances ; in which respect friendship is like corn — too much sun being sometimes as bad for it as too little. In due time the holidays came to an end, and Charlie, nothing loth, returned to Ouden- dale. Lurn and he were nearly always together now, and already began to plan out walks which they should take when the season had advanced a little. Those only who have experienced the happiness of a real schoolboy friendship will understand the pleasure which they took in 134 OUDENDALE : each other's society. They learned their lessons together, they played together, they walked together, and the whole truth would not be told if it were not mentioned that they some- tbnes got into scrapes together. Lurn was not by any means a badly-disposed « boy, though he was certainly rather idle and mischievous. In general he was always laugh- ing, playing tricks, or talking nonsense ; but sometimes he would speak in a sober, sensible way, which those who were acquainted only with the surface of his character would not have expected from him. One day, walking with Charlie, he hinted that he did not like his intimacy witli Clement. The word " intimacy " is here used designedly, for this connection couM scarcely be called a friendship ; however, it is not to be understood that Lurn was so particular in his language. His expression was that, in his opinion, Charlie was " too thick" with Clement. Charlie, whom we know to have been a little wilful, was not very well pleased with this piece of advice. "Why should I cut Clement?" he asked, rather indignantly. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 135 " Well, hang it, I don't know exactly how to say what I mean. You know, I don't set up for being a very good and well-behaved fellow. I have no objections to a bit of fun sometimes — humbugging the masters, and all that sort of thing; but when a fellow goes on like Clement, going out to public houses and getting screwed, and — and all that sort of thing, I think that's not the correct thing — not right : you know what I mean. Clement will get expelled some of these days if he doesn't look out." '' But you don't mean to say I would go and get screwed. I needn't do whatever Clem does." " Of course you needn't, unless ygu like ; but — but — don't you be too sure. At all events, I wouldn't have much to do with Clement." " Well, I'm sure I haven't much to do Tfith him. I don't care for him a bit; but if he chooses to make friends with me, I'm not going to cut him. I believe the real truth of all this is, that you are jealous of him." " No, I'm not, upon my honor," protested Lurn. " I was only advising you ; but I won't say another word about it." 136 OUDENDALE: " All right," said Charlie, laughing. " I was only humbugging when I said you were jealous. I don't care for Clem a button ; and as for you, I hate you like poison." " And I hate you like castor oil," laughed Lurn, in the same bantering style ; and nothing more passed between them on the subject. Now Lurn had particular reasons for giving this advice to Charlie, though he did not tell him them. That morning he had accidentally heard part of a conversation between Clement and a cousin of his own, called Handyside, a fifth-form fellow, who was very intimate with Clement. , " Bother take him ; I can't make out what you see to like in such a soft fool," Handyside said. "il can tell you he is not so soft as you think," replied Clement. " He has a good deal of pluck in him." " So has that religious fool, Cholmondeley, and I don't think he and you are very thick together." " Well, I don't know how it is, but there's something about that fellow I can't help liking him for." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 137 Haiidyside growled out an oath, which can- not be written down in these pages. ''Even if he is rather soft," continued Clem- ent, " we can improve him." " Will you ? " cried the other, ironically. "I'll bet you anything you like, that if we can get him out for a walk on Wednesday afternoon, we'll make him screwed. I'll give you two to one on it." " Done ! " cried Handyside. " Five shillings to half-a-crown that we make Campion screwed on Wednesday afternoon." When he heard this, Lurn started, and moved off. This conversation had been held in a cor- ner of the fourth-form schoolroom, and Lurn had heard a great part of it while looking about among the benches for a book which he had lost, without taking any particular notice of it. But whenever Charlie's name was mentioned, he understood the meaning of it all, and im- mediately left the room to avoid hearing any more ; for Lurn was very honorable, in so far as his school-fellows were concerned at least. We see, then, that Lurn had a good reason 138 OUDENDALE: for trying to warn Charlie ; but not finding his hints upon the subject well received, he said nothing more about it. Often schoolboy friends are the very antipodes of each other in character ; but there was one point on which Charlie and Lurn were both alike. They had both that frank and open nature, which seems scarcely ever able to con- ceal the truth by a falsehood, however small or indirect. But with Lurn this frankness took the form of boldness, and with Charlie that of simplicity. Some of the boys used to laugh at what they called his innocence. One day when, in the mathematic schoolroom, he was chewing a piece of India-rubber (an inelegant habit congenial to the schoolboy mind), the Master observed him, and said : " Campion, you will write out the forty- seventh proposition of the first book, twice, for eating in school." One or two of the boys near him, knowing what Charlie was doing, partly from good na- ture, and partly from that feeling which impels the schoolboy to do all he can to resist his masters, cried out : " He wasn't eating, sir." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 139 " Oh ! I beg your pardon, then. I thought you were," said the Master. " I wasn't eating," said Charlie, standing up and blushing, " but I was chewing India- rubber." A slight titter arose ; even the Master smiled. " Where did you learn that nasty habit ? You will write out the forty-seventh proposition once only, as you told the truth about it." " What a fool you were," said Granville Browne, after school. " Why didn't you hold your tongue when the fellows said you weren't eating, and you would have got off ? You're not obliged to tell on yourself." "I think he was quite right," said Lurn, who had just then come up and taken Charlie's arm. " He told the truth, which is more than you do sometimes, Sham." ''But if he had said that he wasn't eating, that wouldn't have been a lie." " It wouldn't have been exactly a lie, perhaps, but it wouldn't have been exactly the truth either. The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth — that's my motto." 140 OUDENDALE. " I suppose you would have done the same," said Browne, with a sneer. " Well," answered Lurn, rather hesitatingly, " I won't say what I luould have done, because I don't pretend that I always do what is right ; but I know what I ought to have done. But don't you be alarmed, Sham. We don't sup- pose you would have done anything of the kind." Browne gave a look at Lurn of the loftiest contempt, which that irreverent young gentle- man returned by making a face. " What a swell you are to-day, Sham ! Where did you steal that splendid tie ? Is it one of Mollycoddle's old ones, or has he been paying you your wages lately ? " cried Lurn, as Browne walked away, feigning not to hear him. CHAPTER XI. CLEMENT AND HANDYSIDE. " The drankard forfeits man, and doth divest All worldly right, save what he has by beast." George Herbert. The fourth form were in their schoolroom one Wednesday morning. The regular master of this form was Mr. Campion, but on Wednes- days and Saturdays Mr. Porbury gave them a lesson in Latin composition for the first hour. Therefore, we now behold that gentleman in- stalled in the Master's desk, and, as an inev- itable consequence, the form in a state of idleness and misbehavior. Soon after the lesson commenced, Clement passed up the form this note to Charlie, who now kept a pretty fair place, neither very near nor very far from the top of the class. " Handyside and I are going to Meadenburgh this afternoon to see the races. We shall cut 142 OUDENDALE: dinner, and set off immediately after morning school. Will you come with us ? '^ Charlie hesitated over this proposal. He did not care about seeing the races, and would much rather have gone out somewhere with Lurn, but yet he could not bring himself to say "No." So, after a minute's deliberation, he tore up the note, and nodded to Clement, who from his place at the lower end of the form was watching the result of his missive with some anxiety. Whenever he saw that Charlie consented, he turned to Handyside, who sat beside him, and made a grimace, which was intended to express delight and triumph. Mr. Porbury, as we know, was never very much at home among boys, and was the victim of a great many tricks. On this morning he was particularly perturbed by the appearance in the schoolroom of a faint light, which would shoot across the room with great rapidity, then dance about the ceiling in a most extraordinary manner, and then suddenly vanish. This phe- nomenon, which greatly delighted all the boys, was the cause of much perplexity to Mr. Por- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 143 bury, who, as often as it appeared, would look up to the ceilmg in great amazement, while a suppressed titter would be heard all through the room. When Mr. Porbury's hour was up, and Mr. Campion came to relieve him, he took him into a corner of the room, and said, in a low tone — " A most extraordinary phenomenon has appeared this morning, which I am altogether at a loss to account for. Every few minutes a flash of light passes over tlie ceiling of the room, and instantly disappears. Can it be that the atmospheric — look! there it is again!" exclaimed Mr. Porbury, and in fact at this moment the light flitted across the ceiling. The boys all saw it, and saw Mr. Porbury draw Mr. Campion's attention to it, and a general laugh ran through the whole form. Mr. Campion frowned, though he felt slightly inclined to smile at his colleague's simplicity. " I think I can account for it," he said, in a low tone. Then raising his voice, " Who is making that light on the roof? Stand up." Charlie stood up, holding a small mirror in 144 OUDENDALE: his hand, the reflection of which had caused Mr. Porbury so much perplexity. " Give it to me," said Mr. Campion, who was always more severe to his cousin, when found out doing anything wrong, than to any other boy. " You will stay in here till dinner- time, and for two hours afterwards, and I shall give you some work to do. I had thought that boys in the fourth form were above such silly tricks." "I lent the mirror to Campion," said Lurn, standing up, " and I was using it before him." " Then you will both stay in," said Mr. Cam- pion, and then began the lessons of the day, while Mr. Porbury went away in a profound meditation. When school was over, at twelve o'clock, Charlie and Lurn had to stay in together. However, such great friends had they now become, that they rather enjoyed even being punished together; and on the whole Charlie was not sorry that he could not accompany Clement and Handyside, who set off immedi- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 145 atelj, rather disgusted at Charlie's not being able to come with them. " Never mind," said Clement, as they passed out of the gate. " We'll get him some other half-holiday. In the meantime, we'll go and have some fun at Meadenburgh." Charlie and Lurn were kept in until dinner- time, and for two hours after. However, when they had finished the tasks which they had been set by way of imposition, they had still some time before their release at their disposal, and employed it in running about the room in which they were, and making as much din as possible, till at length Bill Rufus came to beg them to be quiet, or they would have one of the masters in to see what was the matter. " Shut up. Bill," shouted Lurn, waving a ruler at him in defiance. " Nobody will ever come near us unless you go and tell, and you have left off telling now, and become a Reformed Bill, you know." " The noise you two are making is quite enough ^to tell on yourselves," protested Bill. " But really, this can't go on, you know." 10 146 OUDENDALE : " Stuff and nonsense ! You're getting hilions, Bill," cried Lurn. " Why don't you laugh at that pun ? " " Oh, come here and tickle me," exclaimed Charlie, feigning to try, without success, to get up a laugh at this piece of wit. Bill, seeing that entreaty and remonstrance were alike in vain, and that in another moment he would have a book thrown at his head, beat a hasty retreat, and the two boys resumed their romps, making noise enough to be heard over the whole quadrangle. In a few minutes the door again opened. " Now, Bill, you donkey, if you come a foot further I'll shy this ruler at your head. Now, lookout!" But Lurn's speech was brought to a rather sudden termination ; for, instead of Bill, it was Dr. Eden who had now entered the room. He had been passing by, and had come in to see what the unusual noise in the fourth-form room meant. The boys stood looking very foolish, and expecting a severe scolding, if not ^something A TxVLE OF SCHOOLBOY LH'E. 147 worse. Doubtless, if it had been Mr. Campion, with his stern sense of duty, and his conscien- tious severity towards all Charlie's misdoings, this would have been their fate ; but Dr. Eden was a less severe man, and more inclined to make allowance for the exuberance of boyish spirits, and so he only said — " What are you doing here ? *' " We were kept in by Mr. Campion," said Charlie, " and we had finished our impositions, and so we just were having some fun ; " and he and Lurn could not help smiling at each other. "I beg your pardon, sir," said Lurn, "for calling out at you. I thought you were Bill Ruf — I mean William." " Well, but you mustn't make such a noise here," said Dr. Eden, smiling also. "If you have finished your impositions, you may go now." Nothing loth, they left the room, and went off to the field to have some football practice, and to inform all their friends of their adventure with the Master, and give it as their opinion that he was " a regular brick." 148 OUDENDALE : In the meantime, if we follow Clement and Handyside, we shall find that it was just as well for Charlie that he was prevented from accompanying them that afternoon. They took the turnpike road, and set off at a good pace towards Meadenburgh. But before they had gone half a mile they turned into a public house and called for some beer. The landlord put them into a small room by them- selves, for he knew he should get into trouble if any of the college boys were seen drinking at his house. When they had finished the beer, Clement had two glasses of gin, and then asked the landlord if he had any wine. " Nothing but ginger wine," said he. " Well, bring it, quick, and be hanged to you," shouted Clement, who was by this time very red and excited. The landlord went for the wine ; but he was a cautious man, and while he was away he consulted with his wife, and, by her advice, made up his mind not to allow the boys to get drunk in his house, as they seemed very likely to do. So, when he came back, he told them A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 149 that lie would give them a bottle of wine, but that they must take it away, and not drink it at his house. " Hang you, you brute, do you think we are going to get drunk ? " cried Clement. " Come away, come away, man," whispered Handyside, who had not drunk so much, and, besides, was of a more cautious disposition than Clement, and began to fear that they would be expelled by force. So they took the bottle, and paid for what they had had, the landlord taking good care to charge them about twice as much as he ought to have done. He did not take any notice of the oaths which Clement showered upon him, for he was used to being sworn at; and the boys left the house, Clement carrying the bottle of wine in his pocket. They soon left the road, and turned up a path which led along the banks of the Ouden. The wine which the landlord had given them was a vile compound of coarse spirit and sugar and orange-juice ; and as Clement soon knocked the neck off the bottle, and began to pour it 150 OUDENDALE: down his throat, the effects of this, and his previous potations, became very apparent. " Give me some," said Handyside, trying to take the bottle from him. This young gentle- man was quite as great a scamp as Clement, but he had not his recklessness, and was afraid that they would be seen by some of the masters. " Curse you, no ! " cried Clement. " You shan't have a drop. It will make you drunk. Hang it, I bought it, and paid for it, didn't I ? " He again lifted the bottle to his lips, took a long drink, and then flung it into the river, after which he sunk down on the bank, and gazed after the bottle floating down the Ouden with a stupid stare. " Get up, and come on," entreated Handy- side. " We'll be nabbed, if we don't look out. Get up, you fool, and don't make an ass of yourself." " I won't get up — I won't get up till I like — I won't get up till next Christmas," stuttered Clement ; and then suddenly seizing Handy- side's arm, and pointing to the floating bottle, he exclaimed, " Look — it is floating down the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 151 Oudeii : old Horsley will be sure to see it, and then he'll know we've been drinking. But I don't care for him a bit — not a bit — not a bit." Handy side, wishing to humor him, threw some stones at the bottle, and very soon broke it, when of course it sunk. " Handyside, you're my preserver," cried Clement, with an idiotic laugh; " Horsley won't find out now, do you think he will? " " No, no ; come away now," said Handyside ; and at length Clement was induced to get up, and to try to w£ilk back to the college by the most unfrequented paths. But every minute he would stop and sit down, or would commence to shout out, or play some extraordinary prank. Before long they met with a party of boys from the town, and Clement began to insult them, and offer to fight them all. The " cads " seemed very much inclined to accept this offer, there being an hereditary feud between the boys of the college and the boys of the town ; but at length Handyside managed to drag his com- panion off, pursued by the jeers of the whole 152 OUDENDALE: party, and by not a few stones and clods of earth. It was indeed rather an unpleasant predic- ament for Handyside, especially as one of the masters might come upon them at any moment, and he felt very much tempted to leave Clement to his fate. But then, if Clement were found out, he himself might get into a scrape, and so he persevered, and in about two hours he and Clement arrived at the college gates. There was now more danger than ever of meeting one of the masters ; but they passed through the gate unnoticed, and Handyside hastily dragged Clement to his bedroom in the West House, and laid him in his bed — helplessly drunk. Handyside was very much relieved when this was done, though he still was afraid lest Clement should betray his condition by some act of folly. So he remained in the room during the after- noon, and told any boys who happened to come in that Clement had a bad headache, and must not be disturbed. But about an hour after their return, just as it was growing dark, Handyside, thinking that A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 153 Clement had gone off to sleep, went over to liis own bedroom to fetch a book, and stayed there for some ten or fifteen minutes. He then was going to return to Clement's room, but hardly had he entered the quadrangle before he saw, on the other side of it, a small mob of boys crowding round a fantastically-dressed figure. He rushed across, and, as he had suspected, found that it was Clement, who, with a blanket wrapped round him, and a red scarf tied about his head, was reeling up and down the cloisters. " Handyside," cried one boy, as he ran up, "look here! Clement is quite screwed, and — " " Hold your tongue, you fool ! " growled Handyside ; and then seizing Clement by the arm, he whispered, " Come away, for goodness sake. What are you making an ass of yourself for ? " " Ass ! " said Clement, with a stupid stare, and a drunken laugh. " I'm an ass, you're an ass, old Horsley's an ass ; we're all — all asses." " Come away," repeated Handyside, earnestly. " Come away, or you will be nabbed." 154 OUDEJ^DALE: " Who cares ? " hiccoughed Clemeut. " Don't speak to me, Handy side. You're drunk, and so's old Horsley. What are you fellows laugh- ing at ? " " Here, you fellows, help me to get him up into his room," said Handyside, appealing to the crowd of amazed and laughing spectators who had now collected. They were all little boys. If any of the upper school had been present, they would doubtless have had the sense to drag off Clement at once. " Nobody shall touch me ! " cried Clement, hearing what Handyside said. " I'll knock you all down ; " and as two or three of the biggest approached him, he clenched his fists, and a scuffle was just about to ensue, when a well- known voice was heard : " What is the meaning of all this ? " The boys fell back at once, and Clement stood face to face with Dr. Eden. He gave a silly laugh, and began to reel away, but had not gone two steps before he tottered, and fell on the ground. One glance at him told Dr. Eden the whole A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 155 story, and called up into his face a look of pity and disgust. " Go away, all of you," he said. " I wonder you can take any pleasure in such a repulsive spectacle." Slowly the crowd dispersed, though many of the more curious lingered at a short distance to see all that was to he seen, which was not much ; for Dr. Eden, calling up Bill, ordered him to remove the wretched hoy to a separate room, and then walked away. The news of what had happened soon spread all over the college, and at tea-time nothing else was talked about but this, and Clement's probable punishment. When Charlie first heard of it he was greatly agitated, for he remem- bered he was to have been Clement's companion that afternoon, and now, for the first time, caught some glimpse of the danger which he had escaped, and the need of Mr. Campion's warnings. After prayers Dr. Eden ordered the boys to remain for a few minutes, and said, amidst breathless silence : " I cannot tell you how 156 OUDENDALE: deeply grieved I was to find this afternoon one of you in a most degrading and disgusting con- dition. I will say nothing more than to express a hope that the example of this unhappy boy's folly may be a salutary lesson to some of you to abstain from such an abominable practice as drinking. As for Clement himself, he can no longer remain at Oudendale. Twice already had I almost determined to expel him, and this time I have made up my mind." Not to dwell on this matter, Clement left Oudendale next morning, without being allowed to see any of the other boys, and Handyside breathed freely when he found that he had not been in any way implicated. Charlie was not sorry, for he never really liked Clement, and felt as if he were now released from a certain baneful influence which he had exercised over him. Mr. Campion was glad for his sake — for the sake of the whole school indeed. Clement's recklessness and profanity had done a great deal of harm, and Dr. Eden had long resolved that his next flagrant offence should be visited with expulsion. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 157 Perhaps this chapter may seem to contain some details which are rather disgusting. But truth is not the less truth because it is dis- gusting, nor the less useful when seeking to repel from vice, rather than to attract to virtue. Scenes such as this are but too common occur- rences in our public schools. boys ! remem- ber that you have precious, immortal souls, — souls which the blood of God was shed to purchase, — and do not reduce yourselves to the level of brutes, nor take a pride in wallowing in the most abject and abominable vices. CHAPTER XII. " EGYPTIAN STAIVIPS." " Hie ultra vires habitus nitor : hie aliud plus Quam satis est ; interdum aliena sumitur area." Juvenal. ' Now that Clement was away, Charlie made the resolution that he would keep out of bad company, do his best to please his masters, and, in short, would try to be " better," as he vaguely expressed it, to himself. But, like many other good resolutions which he and millions of oth- ers have made, it was soon quite forgotten. Mr. Campion rejoiced for Charlie's sake when Clement left ; for he knew that his recklessness and effrontery made him by far the most dan- gerous of Charlie's bad companions. These are qualities which high-spirited boys are inclined to look on with more admiration than the silly follies and fopperies of such fellows as Granville A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. loO Browne, and Mr. Campion well understood the fatal charm which they give to sin. Granville Browne had still a sort of liking for Charlie, which had begun from their first meeting in the railway carriage ; and though Charlie did not care for, and in fact rather despised him, he was too good-natured to show it. Browne and Lurn were great enemies ; and no wonder; for fire and water were not more unlike than the boyish frankness and frolicsome nature of the one, and the haughty, conceited airs, beneath which was a large stra- tum of cunning meanness, of the other. Browne affected to look down on Lurn, and called him "low." Everybody was "low" in his opinion, and altogether unworthy of his society, who was not one of the " swells." Lurn, it is to be observed, was the grandson of an earl, while Browne's grandfather was a draper in London ; but no one knew this ; and indeed Browne him- self tried his best to bury the fact in oblivion, and set the praiseworthy example of cutting another boy who was discovered to have com- mitted the terrible crime of having a tailor for IGO OUDENDALE: his father. Browne was therefore not at all well pleased at Charlie's friendship with Lurn. One day, as they were crossing the quadrangle arm-in-arm on their way to the field, he came up, and without taking any notice of Lurn, said : " Come with Mauricodle and me, Campion. We are going down to the town." " No, I can't," said (^harlie. " Why not ? " " Because he is going with me somewhere," interrupted Lurn, who was not very well pleased at the cool way in which Browne pretended not to notice him. " Cubby, is that you ? " Browne drawled out, using the sobriquet by which Lurn was often designated. " Yes, Sham, it's nobody else," retorted Lurn. " Don't you see me ? or shall I have to run and fetch you a pair of double magnifying telescopes to take a better look at me ? " Browne turned away from him with a look which was intended to be contemptuous, and again addressed Charlie : " I wish you would come with us. I am just going down to Steel, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 161 the tailor's, and I want you and Mauricodle to help me to choose a new pair of bags." " Get them green, with broad yellow stripes down the sides," said Liirn. " And be sure to make Mollycoddle give you a present of a barrel of starch for your collars. You know he prom- ised you one last week, because you laughed like anything when he made a bad pun." These allusions to Browne's collars, about which he was remarkably particular, and to his reputed connection with Lord Mauricodle, si- lenced him at once, and he walked off with an air of dignified contempt, while Lurn and Char- lie burst out laughing. Many such verbal encounters took place between these two rivals for Charlie's friendship, and Lurn nearly always came off victorious. No one ever got much advantage in a war of words with " Cubby " Lurn. There was at this time a great rage for bet- ting at Oudendale. The games of football, and many other more trifling matters, were betted on ; and thus a very bad habit was confirmed in many foolish boys for life. This being con- 11 162 OUDENDALE: sidered a fashionable amusement, of course " the swells " were not behmd in it. Granville Browne bet as much as, if not more than, any of them, and generally won too ; for this young gentleman was not only very proud and con- ceited, but rather more cunning than the rest of Lord Mauricodle's friends. However, having bet heavily on a horse which he had thought sure to win a certain race, but which had been scratched, and having met with some smaller pieces of bad luck, he one day found himself in the position of having no money, and owing half a crown to Mauricodle. Being very unwil- ling to offend his noble creditor, Browne began to reflect how he should raise half a crown. At this time the stamp-collecting mania had just spread to Oudendale, and all the boys were running about exchanging Badens for Bavarias, and Italian for Portuguese, and so forth. Gran- ville Browne collected stamps, and by selling some of them he thought he might manage to get what he wanted. Having found a little boy, called Handy side, in the lower school, who was willing to pay for some rare stamps, Browne A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 163 showed him some very old and faded Australian ones, which he informed him were Egj^ptian. Handyside was delighted at the idea of possess- ing such treasures, and willingly consented to give half a crown for them, though in reality they were woVth almost nothing. So Browne, by this piece of what he thought cleverness, was able to pay his debt, and little Handyside ran off to show his new acquisitions to all his friends, and the first whom he met was Lurn, his cousin. " Frank ! I've got some awfully rare stamps ! " he exclaimed. " What are they ? " said Lurn, with great interest, for lie was a stamp collector too. " There ! " cried the little boy, triumphantly displaying the five stamps which he had got from Browne. " Egyptian ! You haven't got anything half so rare as that in your whole collection. What are you laughing at ? " Lurn was looking rather contemptuously at his treasures, for he recognized the stamps as some which Browne had tried to exchange with him for far more than their value. 164 OUDENDALE : *' Did you get those from Granville Browne, in my form ? " he asked. " Yes. He is the only fellow in the school who has them, he told me." " He has been gulling you. They're no more Egyptian stamps than I am an Egyptian don- key. What did you give him for them ? " *' Half a crown." " Half a what ? " exclaimed Lurn. " They're not worth half a farthing. What a horrid cheat he is." " Are they not rare stamps ? " asked Handy- side, rather alarmed. '' He told me they were." " He told you a regular lie, then. But I'll go and make him fork out the half a crown again, or — " and, with this unfinished threat Lurn strode off to find Browne. After Browne had concluded this profitable transaction, he went to look for Mauricodle. On the way he met Charlie, and taking his arm, they went into the racket court together, and there found Mauricodle and some of his friends, who had just been amusing themselves by a game of rackets, — almost the only game, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 165 by the way, which these elegant young gentlemen condescended to play at that time of the year. " Why, Browne ! where have you been ? " drawled out Lord Mauricodle. *' I declare I was looking for you ever so long, to have a game of rackets with you." '' I've been down to the town," said Browne. ^' By the by, Mauricodle," he added, as if sud- denly recollecting something, " don't I owe you half a crown, or something like that ? " " I believe you do." " Then I had better pay you now, in case I forget," drawled he, taking out half a crown from his pocket and handing it to Mauricodle, and proposed another game at rackets. " I'll try you, -Browne. Campion, will you bet half a crown I don't beat him ? " " I've got no money," said Charlie. He had plentiful supplies of money from his uncle, which never lasted long, and generally went in tarts and cheesecakes to his associates, who always re- joiced when Campion ^' had lots of tin." Char- lie seldom betted, not because he saw that it was wrong, but because he did not care about it. 166 OUDENDALE : The game between Maiiricodle and Browne had scarcely begun, before Lurn rushed up in a great state of indignation. " I say, Browne, you've been cheating my cousin, Willie Handyside. Did you tell him that these were Egyptian stamps ? " " Go away, and don't bother me. Don't you see that I am playing a game ? " said Browne, turning very red, however. " I see that you're a horrid cheat," cried Lurn. " See, Campion, he told Willie that these were Egyptian stamps, and got half a crown out of him for them. You give back that half a crown this instant, Browne." " I don't know what you are talking about," said Browne, who was feeling very uncomfort- able at being exposed in this way before his fashionable friends. " Don't tell lies. You know as well as I do what I mean ; and if you don't fork out, I'll go and tell Cholmondeley this very instant." Browne got alarmed at this threat, and tried to pass it over the best way he could. " Well, I'll give it back, rather than have \ A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 167 any row about it. I declare I've got no money with me," he said, bringing out his purse, and pretending to search it very diligently. Just give me that half a crown again, Mauricodle, will you ? I'll pay you another time." ^' There it is," said Mauricodle, not very cordially ; for though he was a fool, he was a gentleman, and would not approve of such cheating as Lurn had accused Browne of. " I suppose you think that a very swell thing to do, going and cheating a little fellow with a pack of lies." " Can't you hold your tongue about it, now that you've got the money ? " said Browne, in an undertone. " No, I won't hold my tongue about it," said Lurn, loudly. "If a fellow goes and behaves like a cad, I'll tell him what I think of it." " What do you mean by that language ? " cried Browne, still trying to keep up an ap- pearance of surprise and indignation. " I mean just what I say. The fellow who would go and cheat a little fellow out of his money by selling him a lot of rubbish, and tell- 168 OUDENDALE: iiig him lies about it, is a mean, blackguardly ead. There now; don't look so grand ! If you didn't hear what I said rightly, I'll say it over again ; and, if you like, I will write it down for you on a piece of paper." But as Browne did not seem to desire this, Lurn turned on his heel and strode off, and Charlie followed him. " I wonder how you can have anything to do with such a cad ! " exclaimed Lurn, vehemently. " I hate a fellow giving himself airs, and setting up to be better than other people, and all the while not being ashamed to do such low, black- guard tricks. Hang it, I don't set up to be better than other people, but I can't stand such a — I don't know what to call him — as that Browne." " He's a great fool," assented Charlie, " and I shan't speak to him again in a hurry." When Charlie and Lurn had gone, Mauricodle turned to Browne, and said, with a perplexed look : " Wiiat have you been doing ? Why were you cheating that little fellow ? " " It was rather clever, wasn't it ? " said A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. . 169 Browne, with a forced laugli. " I should have gulled him splendidly, if that fool Lurn hadn't come meddling. Let us go on with our game, now." "No — hang it, Browne, it was a beastly shame — cheating the fellow, and all that sort of thing," stammered Mauricodle, who had not enough resolution to say that he thought Browne's conduct had been dishonorable. " I shan't play any more," and he turned away abruptly, and walked off, followed by the otlier " swells," his attendants, who, seeing that his lordship was pleased to look coldly on Browne, of course felt it their duty to do so also. So Granville Browne was left in the racket court in no very enviable frame of mind. " Curse that little wretch and his stamps ! " he cried, wrathfully. "I'll go off, and make him promise to say nothing more about it." But he had hardly got into tlie quadrangle when he met Handy side of the fifth form, who had just heard from his little brother of the way in which Browne had attempted to cheat him, and was on his way to chastise him, though 170 OUDENDALE: it is to be observed that Handyside would have thought this rather a clever and laudable trick if it had not been practised on his brother. When he met Browne, he caught him by the collar of his jacket, and, with many oaths, pro- ceeded to give him a tremendous thrashing. Granville howled and struggled ; but it was no use, for Handyside was twice as strong as he, and he got as good a thrashing as ever he had in his life. At length Handyside flung him away, half mad with pain and passion, saying, " There, now ! If I catch you playing any tricks on my brother again, I'll give you twice as much. I think you had better not try selling your Egyptian stamps any more." Granville was of that opinion too, and it was a long time before he attempted to cheat small boys again ; or, if he did, he selected those who had no big brothers in the school, and took better care not to be found out. Lord Mauricodle cut him for a day or two ; but he was too weak-minded to persist in any such decided course of conduct, and Granville was soon in as high favor with his lordship as A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 171 ever. Of course, the rest of the swells all fol- lowed Mauricpdle's example. But Charlie ever afterwards kept away from Browne, whom he now thoroughly disliked ; and that elegant and refined young gentleman had the perception to understand that Charlie wished to cut him, and no longer tried to seek his society. CHAPTER XIII. GOOD RESOLUTIONS. " Nam cur. Quae laedunt oculum, festinas deraere; si quid Est anlmum, diflfers curandi tempus in annum? Dimidium facti, qui caepit, liabct, sapere aude ; Incipe. Qui recte vivendi prorogat horam, Eusticus expectat dum defluat amnis ; at ille Labitur, et labetur in omne volubilis aevum." Horace. When Clement left Oudendale, Mr. Campion thought Charlie had now got rid of his worst com- panion and adviser ; but in this he was deceived, though for some time he did not know it. Henrys, the captain of Charlie's bedroom, had taken a fancy to him, — for Charlie was one of those boys who make friends of all sorts of people. Before a fortnight after Clement's ex- pulsion had passed, it was evident that Henrys had " taken up" Charlie. " Taking up " (which the ignorant reader A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 173 must please to understand as a big boy's con-j ferring his intimate friendship upon a little one) is in general bad for both parties. Not tiiat there have not been many lasting, happy, and useful friendships between boys of very dififerent ages ; but in the majority of cases the older boy is lowered in the eyes of his equals by his inti- macy with one much younger than himself, and the younger learns the bad habits of his elders before he has strength of mind to resist them, and often becomes a perfect little scoundrel, versed in all sorts of filthiness and blackguard- ism, while he is yet a mere child. Besides, a boy who is taken up is generally looked upon with a certain dislike by those of his own age and position in the school. On this account, older boys would do well to reflect before they commence intimate friendships with their jun- iors ; or if they do so, let them remember that they will have to give account at the Great Day for every lesson of evil impressed upon these young souls by their agency. We have all op- portunities of doing good or evil by precept and example ; none more so than the senior boys 174 OUDENDALE: of a large school ; and the more such oppor- tunities God lias given us, the greater harvest of gpod will he require. Charlie was rather older than most boys who were taken up, and he was less impressible by evil example than boys generally are ; yet he could not but learn much evil from Henrys. Henrys was not a very badly-disposed boy, and had nei- ther the recklessness of Clement, nor the low, mean mind of Handyside ; but he was carried away by an intense admiration for what he falsely thought and called " manliness." This quality, in his opinion, and in that of many other mistaken persons, consisted in pursuing some of the most coarse vices, and sneering at all which Divine Iloliness has taught us to be lovely and of good report. To drink, to smoke, to swear, to disregard and disobey all legitimate authority, was to be manly. To be diligent, to be obedient and respectful, to be pure-minded, was to be a muff. Never has a word been more perverted from its right meaning by the present generation than this adjective " manly." In- stead of being reserved for the honorable des- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 175 igiiatioii of the duty-doing, lieaven-strengthencd Christian, it is used to give an attractive name to the vices of folly and dissipation. Charlie now learned evil much faster than under the auspices of Clement. He was more hardened both to the sight and the practice of sin, and was also flattered by being selected as the chosen companion of a monitor. Henrys often had him in his study, and there taught him many tricks for deceiving the masters in the performance of the school work. Among other gifts, Henrys gave a perfect library of translations and keys to the school-books of his form. Charlie had always been taught by his mother that the use of such means was both dishonorable towards his masters, and injurious to himself ; and when he first came to Ouden- dale he would not have even looked at them ; but now his scruples had faded away with the remembrance of her gentle and loving-kindness, and he made use of them constantly. The boys of the lower and middle school all had to be in bed by ten o'clock, and the mon- itors were expected to see that this rule was 176 0UDE2;DALE: enforced. The upper school were allowed to sit up till eleven, if they liked, but only for the purpose of reading or studying ; and the mon- itors were not bound by any rules. Dr. Eden trusting to their honor that they would not do anything of which he would disapprove. This license was sadly abused by one or two of the monitors, who took advantage of it to have supper-parties (which were forbidden after half- past nine o'clock) in some of the studies, where they indulged in all sorts of forbidden amuse- ments, such as drinking, smoking, playing at cards, and fancying that they were doing some- thing excessively delightful and clever. Henrys and one or two more of the monitors were the managers of these secret feasts, and the other monitors who lived in tho West House, if they did not join in them, at all events did not try to stop them. " It's not our business," was their view of the matter, though certainly one would have thought that all the monitors were interested in not allowing Dr. Eden's confidence in them to be misplaced. Henrys took Charlie to more than one of A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 177 these suppers, and he for his part was delighted at being so honored, to the eiwy of most of the other boys in the room, who could not help knowing all about what was taking place, though it was supposed to be a secret. But we need not dwell on such a repulsive subject as a record of the lessons in sin which Charlie received. Suffice to say, that he every day learned more ; and though he often, in moments of reflection, saw how much he was changing for the worse, and resolved to try and be better, his good resolutions, unsupported by a prayerful trust in God, melted away like snow in the evil atmosphere by which he was surrounded. Oh, how fast the soul rushes down the broad, smooth road of sin, and how difficult it is to turn and climb, step by step, the narrow and rugged path that leads to righteousness and everlasting life ! Lurn was not over well pleased to see Charlie taken up by Henrys. They were not so often together now, for Charlie was a great deal in Henrys' study. But Lurn had sufficient per- 12 178 OUDENDALE: ception to see that lie would not be grateful to him for any advice on the subject, and so kept his opinion to himself. However, he consoled himself by reflecting that it was not likely to last, Henrys being remarkable for taking sudden and violent attachments to younger boys, and growing before long as suddenly and completely tired of them. Charlie^ was the third boy whom Henrys had taken up within the last six months, and had obtained this enviable situation, vice little Handyside in the lower school — dismissed in disgrace. The Easter holidays were now fast drawing on. Ohj how changed Charlie was since last Easter ! How changed since the day when his dying mother cast her last fond glance on him, and prayed to God to make him pure in the blood of the Lamb ! Her prayers were not unheard, though they might seem to be so, and an unseen, and as yet unknown Providence was watching over Charlie, waiting his own good time for the fulfilment of his designs. One day Charlie received by post this hur- riedly-scrawled letter, which had neither date nor address : A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 179 "My Dear Campion: "It's not likely that you will see me again, for I am going off to sea next week, and I don't care if I never come back. I write to you to say that I wish we had never been friends at all. Somehow or other I took a fancy to you whenever I saw you, and I am afraid I have done you no good. I know that I am a regular beast, and it is no use for me to try and behave better now; but I hope that you won't follow my example. I daresay you are astonished at me writing in this way to you, but I feel sorry for the way I went on at Oudendale, and especially for the harm I tried to do to you. "Don't show this letter to any fellow, and forget all about J. Clement." This letter not only astonished, but rather troubled Charlie, for it only repeated the warn- ing which his conscience gave him that he was becoming more hardened to evil every day. He was rather annoyed than otherwise at being reminded of an unpleasant truth. For a little, 180 OUDENDALE. however, he had almost made up his mind to cut Henrys, and to behave himself more as he had done when his mother was alive ; for as yet his desire to be better extended no further than this. But then a tempting voice whispered in his heart, " It would be shabby to cut Henrys, when he likes me so much ; he will be leaving at the end of the half; I shall get my remove very likely at the end of this half, and then I will really get on better : after all, what great harm is there in using cribs, and smoking a cigar now and then, and all that sort of thing ? I am not so bad as Handyside and lots of other fellows, and I never will be either ! " Thus Charlie persuaded himself, and partially lulled his conscience. He tore up Clement's letter, and tried to forget all about it. CHAPTER XIY. THE BULLY. " Thou little valiant, great in villainy ! Thou ever strong upon the stronger side! Thou fortune's champion, that dost never fight But when her humorous ladyship is by To teach thee safety I" Shakspeaee. We have not heard for some time of Edmonds, the bully of the fourth form. That amiable young gentleman bore no good-will to Charlie, as we have seen ; but though he lost no oppor- tunity of annoying him, he took care not to go too far, as he knew by experience that Charlie, though not nearly so strong as he, had a good deal of courage, and if goaded on to a quarrel, was by no means an antagonist to be despised. But to those boys of whose utter incapacity to resist him he could have no doubt, Edmonds was not so considerate. Having been endowed 182 OUDENDALE : by nature with great bodily and very little mental power, he made use of the former to produce the effects of the latter ; or, in plainer language, he was in the habit of forcing small clever boys to do his exercise for him and to give him construes, by threatening to " kick " them if they refused. And thus he managed, if not to keep a high place in the form, at least to secure himself from the punishment which his idleness deserved, which was all he cared about. There had been removed into the fourth form at Christmas a boy called Alfred Steven- son, who was only eleven years old. Though so young, he was always near the top of the form ; for he had most excellent abilities, and was very diligent. He even looked younger than he really was, and so he went by the name of Baby Stevenson. He, like many others, took a great fancy for Charlie ; and it had been well for Charlie if all his friendfe had been like little Stevenson, for he was not only clever and dili- gent, but remarkably amiable and well-disposed. He was too gentle and modest to associate much with any but a few intimate friends ; but A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 183 if he could catch Charlie alone, he liked to have a talk with him. Charlie liked him, too. There was something very attractive in his bright, pleasant look, and his large, round, shining eyes ; and then the stories which in his open-heartedness he would tell about his mother and his home, touched a chord in Charlie's better nature, and reminded him of his own home and the tender love which had once watched round him, but which had now passed away forever. Stevenson, on his part, regarded Charlie as a sort of hero and admirable Crich- ton in all matters relating to games and such matters, and would often ask his advice in the same trustful way as he would at home have appealed to his father or mother. One day, as Charlie was crossing the yard, Stevenson stopped him and said : " I want to ask your advice." " Well, what about ? Fire away," said Charlie, whose vanity was rather tickled at being looked up to in this way. " Do you think it would be right to do an- other fellow's exercise for him? You know 184 OUDENDALE: Mr. Campion would think that he did it him- self, and would mark him for it." " Well," answered Charlie, hesitatingly, '4ots of fellows do it." " I know that ; but is it right ? " persisted Stevenson. " Would God like us to do it ? Is it not deceiving Mr. Campion ? " This was a question which Charlie would much rather not have answered, or even re- flected on. He knew that he himself frequently both gave and took the dishonest assistance which Stevenson referred to, and yet he could not defend it in any way. So, after a minute's reflection, he said, though not very confidently: " No ; it would not be right." " I thought not. And if a fellow were to try and force you to do anything of this sort, you wouldn't give in to him, would you ? " " Of course I wouldn't," said Charlie, a little more decidedly this time ; for he was now speaking the truth. His self-will would have risen up and resisted any one who would have attempted to force him to commit sins which he would easily be led to tolerate and take part in by a very little persuasion. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 185 Stevenson looked as if he wished to continue tlie conversation ; but at tliat moment Lurn, Gordon, and Dale came up to claim Charlie for a game of rackets which he had promised to play with them. So he walked off with them, and Stevenson went in another direction, con- firmed in a resolution which he had come to of refusing to do Edmonds' exercises any more. Nor did he make up his mind for this without thinking with some dread of the consequences ; but, like Charlie, Stevenson had been taught where to seek for help in time of need, and, unlike Charlie, this teaching had not been lost on him; so he prayed to God to give him strength to do right. Nor is that strength ever denied to him who asks in faith. The Christian may indeed give a nobler utterance to that noble sentiment of the heathen poet — " Justum et tenacem propositi virum Non civium ardor prava jubentium, Non vultus install tis tyranni Mente quatit solida." Charlie could not help reflecting upon Ste- venson's anxiety to do right, and contrasting it 186 OUDENDALE: with his own indifference, if not wickedness. He saw that this little boy was far purer and better than himself, and for the moment he felt the voice of conscience reproving him, and urging him to turn ere it was too late. For perhaps the twentieth time since Christmas he resolved to try and be " better," and for the twentieth time forgot all about his good reso- lutions in half an hour. The next day Charlie was kept in by Mr. Campion to write an imposition. When he had finished it, the first thing that met his eyes on coming out into the quadrangle was a crowd of boys rushing into the great schoolroom, in which there seemed to be some matter of inter- est going on. "What's all the row about?" he asked Gordon, who came running uj) just then. " That bully Edmonds wanted Baby Steven- son to do his lessons, and he wouldn't ; so Edmonds gave him a fearful kicking, and half murdered him. Cholmondeley found out about it, and the monitors are holding a meeting in the great schoolroom to decide what's to be A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 187 done to Edmonds. I hope lie'll catch it. Come on quick, and see the fun ; " and he set off at a run, accompanied by Charlie, wlio now re- membered his conversation with Stevenson the day before, but said notliing to Gordon about it. They elbowed their way into the great schoolroom, and stood in the middle of the crowd who were eagerly watching the proceed- ings. All the monitors but one or two were gathered together at the other end of the room, and Clark was holding a cane in a fidgety, im- patient manner, which boded no good to Ed- monds, who stood in a corner, his sullen fea- tures now filled with an expression of craven fear ; for though bullies are very fond of in- flicting pain on others, they are generally very much afraid of bearing it themselves. Opposite, two boys were supporting Stevenson, who had one of his legs bandaged up, and was looking very pale and nervous. He was quite a hero for the time being, both in his pluck in suffer- ing so much pain rather than do wrong, and from his firmness in refusing to accuse Ed- monds. 188 OUDENDALE: " I would rather not say anything about it — I don't wish to tell — I don't, really," he was saying as Charlie and Gordon entered the room. " He's a jolly, plucky little fellow," whispered Gordon in an approving manner to Charlie. " I didn't think he had so much in him." "Then if Stevenson won't tell about it," said one of the monitors, " we had better have some witnesses. Who saw it done ? " " "Witnesses ! " cried Clarke, impatiently. "The brute doesn't deny that he did it, surely." " Hold hard, Clarke ; let iis do everything all right and proper. Where are the fellows who saw the thing done ? " Two boys then came forward and related how they had found Edmonds kicking Stevenson as he lay on the ground, crying, and begging Edmonds to leave him alone ; how they had said it was a shame, and how Edmonds had told them with an oath to mind their own business or he should treat them in the same way ; and how, being afraid to encounter the bully, though indignant at his treatment of Stevenson, they had gone off and informed the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 189 first monitor whom tliey met. And as Clarke said, Edmonds himself did not dispute the facts, though if he could have invented a sufficiently plausible lie, doubtless he would have done so. But he was too frightened to invent lies now, and the air of bravado which he tried to assume scarcely disguised his trembling cowardice. Having heard this statement, the monitors were all agreed to a certain extent about what was to be done. Some of them thought that it was wrong for any one to bully, others were of opinion that no one but monitors ought to bully ; but all were agreed that it was wrong for a fourth-form fellow to bully ; so that the only debate was what his punishment should be. The usual monitorial punishment for bullying was twenty-five cuts with a cane ; but as this was a particularly aggravated case, and as Stevenson, from his smallness, inoffensiveness, and his generosity in refusing to accuse Ed- monds, had the general sympatliy, Clarke pro- posed that Edmonds should have fifty cuts, and this was seconded by several of the more im- petuous and indignant of the monitors, and 190 OUDEXDALE: received witn great applause by the crowd of bojs who filled the room and listened with breathless interest to the deliberation. " If we are to have any disputing, the room must be cleared," said Cholmondeley. So the room was cleared, and the boys all waited outside with eager impatience while the monitors held a debate upon the number of cuts which Edmonds ought to receive. Chol- mondeley said that twenty-five would be quite enough, reminding them that they must not allow their indignation to get the better of their judgment ; and after some discussion his mo- tion was carried by a small majority. This having been settled, the door was opened to admit the crowd outside, and then Edmonds, who had been put into an adjoining room, was brought out to receive his punishment. Such a display of abject cowardice was never witnessed at Oudendale. As the strokes of the cane, well laid on by the five senior monitors, fell on the bully's shoulders, he howled and bellowed, and rolled about on the floor, scream- ing out that he was going to die, and begging for mercy. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 191 " No fear of your dying," cried Clarke. " You'll live to get twice as bad a thrashing the next time you are caught bullying." " Oh, I won't do it again — upon my honor — I really won't ! Oh dear, oh dear ! " " I don't think you will," said one of the monitors. " Your honor ! " exclaimed another, sarcas- tically. " There ! " exclaimed the monitor who gave him the last stroke, flinging away the cane to the other end of the room, " I declare such a fellow is not worth licking." " You may go now," said Cholmondeley, who had intended to make a suitable address to Edmonds, but seeing that he was not in a con- dition to attend to anything of the sort, re- served his remarks for another opportunity. But Edmonds' exit was not allowed to be a voluntary one ; for whenever the monitors had done with him, he was seized, still howling and weeping, dragged out and kicked round the quadrangle, among a storm of hisses, groans, and jeers. 192 OUDENDALE. Mr. Campion happened to pass by, and sa-w the commotion. "What is the matter?" he asked Bill Rufus. " One of the young gentlemen has been bullying, sir," said Bill, touching his hat, " and the monitors took it up." " Oh," said Mr. Campion, passing on, and taking no further notice. By the general sentence of public opinion Edmonds was also " sent to Coventry." This ostracism was kept up for a little time ; but virtuous indignation, especially in boys, is too ephemeral, and Edmonds was too cunning to allow this state of things to last. He happened to receive soon afterwards a hamper containing sundry cakes, bottles of wine, and other luxu- ries, and, alas for the weakness of boy-nature ! there were many who found it convenient to forget his offence, and share his good things above mentioned. So, before long he was in the same position in the school as before ; but it was a long time before he ventured to bully again. CHAPTER XY. A SUPPER. " Le r^gal fut fort honnete Rien ne manquait au festin : Mais quelqu'un troubla la fete Pendant qii'ils etaient en train. A la porte de la salle lis entendirent du bruit." Dp: La Fontaine. " Now, you fellows," said Henrys one night to the boys who slept in No. 5, " you see and go off to your beds at once, and don't kick up any row. I've no end of an examination in old Thicksides to get up, and must set to it at once. Campion, you come with me and help me to look up some of the words." " Ahem ! " said Dale, as Charlie rose and was following Henrys. " You will be no end of a swell at Greek soon, if you go on helping Henrys in his Thucydides. It was a Latin 13 194 OUDENDALE: composition you had to do, Henrys, last time, wasn't it ? " " You shut up," said Henrys ; and he and Charlie left the room amid a shout of laughter, for all the boys knew perfectly well what they were going to be about. " We are going to have a jolly feed in Bran- low's study to-night," said Henrys, when they had got out of the room into the passage. " 1 got leave to bring you. It may be the last we are to have for a while, for I hear that Saint Cholmondeley is going to have his study in the West House after Easter, and I suppose he'll kick up a row if we try to have any fun." Henrys then led the way to one of the studies at the back of the house, which looked out vipon the Master's garden. There they found five or six other boys assembled: Branlow, a monitor, Handyside, and two other fifth-form fellows, and a small, pretty, curly-haired boy from the lower school, called Dunnismore, a protege of Handyside, who took a delight in prostituting his innocence, and teaching his lips to prattle filthiness and blasphemy. A TALE OF SCIIOOLr.OY LIFE. 195 " What arc you bringing tliat fellow for — hang him?" growled Handyside, as Henrys and Charlie entered. " We had quite enough without him." ''Why did you bring Dunnismore, then?" retorted Henrys. Handyside did not reply, except by a half- audible oath. " Come, now, you needn't fight about it," said Branlow. " The more, the merrier. Fork out the beer, Harrison." A boy who had been superintending some culinary preparations at the fire, took several bottles of beer from a dilapidated coal scuttle, and placed them on the table. Then the supper commenced. The solids were not particularly plentiful or luxurious, and soon disappeared ; but it was evident that the main business of the evening was drinking beer and strong ale. Branlow also brought out a half-emptied brandy bottle, intimating that there was more in the room if it was needed — and then the party proceeded to enjoy themselves. They had a game at cards, and then Handyside proposed 196 OUDEXDALE: that Diiiinismore should sing them an immoral song which he had taught him ; but this pro- posal Branlow at once negatived. " No, no," he said, hastily. " You'll have some of the masters after us." " Well, you can keep your song till another time, Dunny. I suppose we may smoke, though." '' As much as you like. But you had better open that window first. Here are some jolly cigars I got at Evans's yesterday. Try one." The windows were flung open, and in a few minutes they were nearly all sitting near it, with cigars in their mouths. " This is a first-rate cigar," said Dunnismore, looking at it very knowingly. " Not bad," assented Branlow. " But what do you know about it, you young shrimp ? " " Oh, Dunny will soon be a first-rate judge of tobacco," said Handyside. " I believe he knows a cabbage leaf from a Havannah already, don't you, Dunny ? You're not a fool, npr a muff either ! " " I should say not," said the little boy, in a A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 197 manner which would have disgusted every right-minded person, but which only delighted his auditors. " I know a thing or two, and I'm game for whatever you like." "That's right!" said Henrys, admiringly. " You'll grow up a manly fellow, and not a muff. We'll drhik your health. There, Cam- pion, you're not taking anything," and Henrys pushed a glass of brandy and water across the table to Charlie, who drunk it off. At any other time, Charlie's good sense and the remnants of right feeling which he had left would have made him revolt at the spectacle little Dunnismore presented, so young and yet so depraved ; for though we may often fail to see the abomination of sin in ourselves, it is more clearly seen in another. But now he had been so confused and excited by the ale and brandy which Henrys had pressed him to drink, that he scarcely knew what he was doing, or what was going on around him. " Hang it. Campion, why are you so glum ? " said Henrys, slapping him on the back. " Take some more brandy, man. You must come to 198 OUDENDALE: some rare spreads which we are going to have on Sunday afternoons. Some of us are going to have a club, and you must join us. We shall call our spreads not the Saturnalia, but the ^ndaynalia. Ask your cousin, with my compliments, whether that isn't a very classical idea. You must join us." Charlie smiled a silly smile, which Henrys took for assent. '-' I say," cried one of the fifth-form fellows, " wouldn't it be fun if old Eden was walking in his garden this fine moonlight night, and smelt us smoking, and came up to see if the place was on fire ? " " If he did, we should come to grief," re- marked another. '* * If ifs and ands were pots and pans, there would be no trade for tinkers,'" quoted Han- dyside. " But you needn't suggest any such event as probable, Harrison, or perhaps it may really happen." " Why not ? " said Harrison, laughing. '' Upon my honor, it would be splendid fun to see Eden stalk in and give us one of his grand A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 199 frowns all round. Henrys ! Branlow ! Cam- pion ! What is the meaning of all this ? " and Harrison threw himself into an attitude of surprise, and imitated Dr. Eden's voice. " Confound you, Harrison, don't humbug Eden," said Branlow. " He's a jolly fellow, I can tell you." "Of course he is," assented Harrison. "But it would be such fun if he came in and caught us all here." " Give us Dr. Eden preaching, Harrison," cried Handyside. " Come on now. Hold your tongues, you fellows ! B-e member, you are in chapel." " Do you want a sermon ? " said Harrison, springing up on a chair. He was just about to imitate Dr. Eden preaching, when some one exclaimed, " What noise is that at the door ? " and they all sprung to their feet. " Let me in," said a voice of authority, and some one was heard fumbling at the door, which was locked. The boys stared at one another, and for a 200 OUDENDALE: moment did not know what to do. But, re- covering himself, Handyside dashed forward, and began to conceal the remnants of the supper. But it was no use, for the voice again demanded admittance in a louder tone, and the door being reluctantly unlocked by Branlow, Dr. Eden entered, followed by Bill Rufus. The scene may now be imagined. For a moment there was an uncomfortable silence, while Dr. Eden gazed sternly and yet sorrow- fully at the boys, who stood before him with downcast and sheepish looks. The empty bottles, and the smell of tobacco, told him at once what had been taking place. " Did you not know that I had forbidden suppers after prayers ? " he asked, at length. " Yes, sir," answered Branlow, looking ra- ther foolish. " And did I not trust to your honor to see that my orders were obeyed ? " No one answered. " Enough," said Dr. Eden. " Since I can- not trust to the honor of my monitors, I do not wonder at younger boys doing such things. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 203 For the present, go to your beds. I shall have more to say about this to-morrow." One by one the boys went out of the room, while Dr. Eden took down their names. Char- lie immediately made his way to his room, where the other boys were by this time all asleep, and throwing off his clothes, he laid his burning, throbbing head upon his pillow, and slept a troubled, uneasy sleep. He was too excited by what he had drunk to feel fear for the consequences of his folly ; but he had a vague, confused feeling of unutterable wretch-^ edness — a feeling which is part of the bitter wages sin gives to its servants. CHAPTER XYI. THE. DAWN OF LIGHT. " I hold it truth, with one who sings To one clear harp in diverse tones. That men may rise on stepping-stones Of their dead selves, to higher things." Tennyson. The next .morning Charlie awoke in no envi- able frame of mind. He had a dull headache and a feeling of lassitude, which were the nat- ural consequences of the last night's revelry, and want of sound, quiet sleep ; and he felt thoroughly ashamed and disgusted at himself. Then the other boys in the room, when they heard what had happened, seemed not at all sorry at their being found out, though it is to be feared that this was rather from jealousy than from any assumption of superior virtue. " I'm not sorry for it," said Dale, while they were dressing, Henrys appearing to be asleep. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 203 " It serves Henrys quite right. He won't be able to be so particular about sending us off to bed after this, or we can ask him, ' Who was twigged by Eden at a supper in Branlow's study ? ' You see you haven't got much good by being the confidential friend of our esteemed monitor, Campion. I can tell you that you will likely be flogged, and then you won't be in a hurry to go to suppers with Henrys again." " You needn't talk. Dale," said Charlie, peevishly. " You know you would have gone yourself if Henrys had asked you." "Would I?" said Dale, in an uncertain tone ; for his conscience told him that this was the truth. " At all events, you are in for a flogging." " No, he isn't," cried Gordon. " He'll get off with five hundred lines." " I'll take you any bet it will be a flogging. And Henrys, of course he won't be flogged, but he'll have to go down a form, or write some whopping impo'." " No, he won't," roared Henrys, suddenly sitting up in his bed, and hurling one of his 204 OUDENDALE: boots at the prognosticator of evil ; whereupon all discussion upon the subject came to an end. Charlie's companions of the night before all more or less shared his feelings, and looked forward with no great pleasure or confidence to the interview with Dr. Eden which they expected, and to which they were summoned after breakfast. But Charlie and Dunnismore at least were agreeably disappointed ; for Dr. Eden, after shortly rebuking them for their folly, said that he should not punish them, as they had been led astray by the example of those who should have known and acted better. The fifth-form boys got a book of Livy to write out ; but when the Master came to Branlow and Henrys, he began to " thunder and light- ning" at them, as the boys used to call it ; for a breach of confidence, or any other dishonora- ble action, would change liis usually calm man- ner into a terrific storm of indignation, before which even the boldest and most hardened could not help quailing. " Since you have showed me how little you appreciate the confidence whicli I placed in you, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 205 you can no longer remain monitors. Black and Purcell will take your places. You may go now." They all slunk out, looking very much ashamed of themselves, except Branlow, who remained behind the rest^ and said, in an agitated manner, " I see I have done wrong, sir. I hope you will believe that I am sorry, and will try to show you that I am not alto- gether unworthy to be trusted." " I am glad to hear it," said the Master, his sternness vanishing all at once. " Prove that you are sorry, and wish to amend, and we will forget that this has ever happened." " I will try, sir," said Branlow, energetically. " I am worse, far worse than you think ; but I often wish to be better, and I will really try this time." "Ah, Branlow, be sure to try the right way," said Dr. Eden, solemnly. ''Don't trust to your own strength, but ask God for the help of his Spirit. Without him we can do nothing — nothing. And, by the by," added Dr. Eden, as Branlow turned towards the door, " can you not do something to get that poor child, Dun- 206 OUDKS^DALE: iiismore, out of the society into which he has fallen ? You have, I fear, much to answer for in teaching him to offend against God ; the least you can do is to keep Inm from further evil." " I will try, sir,'*" said Branlow, eagerly tak- ing the hand which Dr. Eden held out to him, and then hurridd out of the room. , Branlow's disposition was not unlike Char- ' lie's, and he had learned evil in much the same manner as Charlie was now experiencing. He had had right principles instilled into him by kind and judicious parents, and when he first came to Oudendale had been comparatively free from the knowledge and practice of vice. But his good-natured, yielding disposition had both procured him many friends, and had fitted him •to be more easily led astray by the bad example which some of them set him. Little by little he had gone deep into the waters of sin, first with cautious and unwilling steps, then with bolder plunges, till at length he was hurrying down in the mid-current, unable to reach the shore, on which he often looked back with regret. None knew of Branlow's better thoughts, but A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 207 all saw that he was considered one of the ring- leaders of about the worst set in the school. Henrys tried to bear out his disgrace with an air of bravado, though in his heart he was deeply mortified. Meeting Charlie in the quad- rangle, after morning school, he cried, ''Hallo, Campion ! have you got over the edifying ser- mon which Dr. Eden preached us this morn- ing ? I expected to find you weeping over it yet. Look here, old boy ; come out this after- noon with Handyside and me. We're going to have such a lark at — " " I don't want to have anything more to do with any of your larks," interrupted Charlie, crossly. " I'm going to walk with some other fellows this afternoon." " Oh, very well. Just as you please, of course," said Henrys, rather coldly. Charlie walked off; and that afternoon Henrys and Handyside met him rambling on the banks of the Ouden with Lurn and Ste- venson. Henrys took no notice of him, but thought to himself, as he passed on — " Very well. Master Campion, so you cut 208 OUDENDALE: me for Cubby Lurn and Baby Stevenson, do you ? You'll see what I shall have to say to you the next time you want to come with me." Charlie never did seek Henrys' society again, but, on the contrary, carefully avoided it. See- ing this, Henrys was very angry, and took a dislike to him, as sudden and violent as his attachment had formerly been. If Henrys had continued to be captain of the bedroom, this would have been rather unpleasant for Charlie ; but he was sent off to another room, and Pur- cell, one of the new monitors, took his place. The next day was Sunday ; and on Tuesday the college was to break up for the Easter holidays. Charlie paid more attention to the service this morning than he usually did, and it was not without some earnestness that he joined in the prayer, " Give unto thy servants that peace which the world cannot give, that our hearts may be set to obey thy command- ments." And though his thoughts often wan- dered, he felt more as he once had felt, when he knelt by his mother's side in the church at Bath, and joined in her fervent praises of the God of love. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 209 After the service Dr. Eden made an announce- ment, which was interesting to many of the boys. He said that the Bishop of the Diocese had consented to have a Confirmation at the college that summer, and he wished them all to know this, that those who wished to come forward might consult their parents, and re- flect upon it during the holidays. Charlie 'took a solitary walk that Sunday, and thought about this announcement. He owned to himself, with some sorrow, that he was not what he once had been, and the wish to be better rose up in him more strongly than ever. He knew that his mother had wished him to be confirmed, and he had an idea that the ceremony in itself had something of a sanc- tifying nature. He resolved to go and ask Mr. Campion's advice about it; for though his cousin had lately been rather cold to him, thinking him a hopeless case, Charlie could not help but feel that he had a deep interest in his welfare. Accordingly, after tea, he went to Mr. Cam- pion's room. 14 210 OUDEKDALE: " Ah, Charles," said Mr. Campion. " Can I do anything for you ? " " I came — that is, I wanted — to speak — to ask you about being confirmed," said Charlie. Mr. Campion felt a little surprised, and he thought to himself, " Can it be that the Spirit of God has been working in his own way in this boy, while I thought him every day sinking deeper and deeper into sin ? " " Why do you wish to be confirmed ? " he asked. " My mother always wished me to," answered Charlie. "Yes; but do you feel it to be your own earnest wish? In partaking of the rite of confirmation, you solemnly vow that it is your wish to leave all the pleasures of sin, and keep all the commandments of God. Would it be right to make such a solemn vow, merely be- cause your mother — however loved and es- teemed — desired it ? " " No," said Charlie, looking on the ground, and speaking very low ; " but I know that I haven't done right for a good while, and I would like to be better." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 211 " 111 other words, to try and servo God." " Yes ; I thought that I should like to be confirmed." " But, my dear boy, I fear you may have mistaken the nature of confirmation. This is not an ordinance which of itself can do you any good : it is merely a public avowal of faith and willingness to serve God." " Then do you think that I should not be confirmed ? " " Far from it. I am merely cautioning you against supposing that confirmation will make you better. No, Charles ; only the blood of Jesus Christ can save you from the guilt and power of sin, and his blood is free to all who repent and believe. Dear Charlie, you have grieved me often lately by your conduct, and you don't know how glad I should be to see that you were trying to leave off sin, and to walk in the happy, though narrow path, which leads to heaven." " I really wish to," said Charlie, earnestly. " Then I need not tell you, for I know that your mother would have taught you, that you must not trust to yourself, but must look for 212 OUDENDALE. forgiveness of your sins, and strength to do right, from God. Pray to him for grace to lead a new life, and remember that he has promised to hear and answer all such prayers, when made in true repentance and faith. But I cannot stay with you longer, as I have to go to a service in the town. Good-night, and God bless you." Charlie wrung his hand, but said nothing, and left the room. Mr. Campion gazed out of his window after him as he crossed the quad- rangle, and exclaimed : " Lord, forgive me for doubting thy power to save, and being so easily discouraged from laboring to win a soul. May it indeed be a true work of grace which is going on within his soul, and may it be perfected in thine own way, and in thine own time." Charlie went and read a few chapters of his Bible, and prayed to God to forgive his sins, and made all sorts of good resolutions for the future. But though the first beams of the Light of the world were dawning upon him, he was still groping in the dark — still trusting too much to his own endeavors, and not look- ing solely for salvation and strength to Christ. CHAPTER XVII. REPENTANCE. " Not the labors of my hands Can fulfil Thy law's demands; Could my zeal no respite know — Could my tears forever flow; All for sin could not atone : Thou must save, and Thou alone." TOPLADY. The next day, Charlie resolved, was to be passed without a single fault. He would learn his lessons perfectly ; he would be diligent and well-behaved in school ; and he would keep a strict watch over his temper, though it was not in this last respect that he generally failed. His form went into the English schoolroom before breakfast three days a week, of which this happened to be one. Tlie English master, Mr. Seymour, commonly called " Starchey," was, as has been mentioned, not a man to interest 214 OUDENDALE: his pupils, or even to secure their attention and respect. This morning the lesson was a piece of Shakspeare, of which none of the boys under- stood the beauty, and but few even the mean- ing ; nor did Mr. Seymour endeavor to point it out to them. Charlie, in spite of his resolve to attend most diligently to all the lessons, was soon jDlunged in a state of reflection — not upon Shakspeare, but on sundry other questions of more interest to him — such as when the Master would allow bathing to begin ; what eleven he would be in ; whether his uncle would allow him to ask Lurn to spend part of the long holidays with him, and so forth. He had just indulged in a half-suppressed yawn, when Mr. Seymour's slow, hard, pompous voice said : " Will you have the goodness. Campion, to assume the semblance, if not the reality, of attention ? Really, I almost wish that you did not come to my class at all, rather than that you should come merely to sleep and waste your time." Charlie obeyed by sitting up straight, and looking very hard on his book ; but he felt A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 215 rather provoked at Mr. Seymour's tone, and revenged himself by drawing on the fly-leaf of his book a caricature of that gentleman, in an enormous white necktie, represented as caning two small boys, and delivering to them sundry grave maxims, which the said small boys seemed to be deriding, if it might be judged from the expression of their faces. To prevent misapprehension, this work of art bore beneath it, in large and legible characters, " Old Starchey, alias Don Key." Having completed this, Char- lie tore the leaf out of his book, and passed it up the class. He saw the boys giggling at it, and felt gratified that his artistic powers were appreciated ; but his exultation soon came to an end. Granville Brown was sitting at the end of a form, and when the boy at the end of the next form handed the paper over to him to be passed up, he pushed it away in a con- temptuous manner, and it fluttered on to the floor right before Mr. Seymour, who picked it up and examined it. Charlie's heart beat very fast, and the eyes of nearly the whole form were turned upon him and Mr. Seymour. But 216 OUDENDALE: Mr. Seymour's cold and impassive face did not betray any annoyance. Seeing Charlie's name on the leaf, he turned to him, and said : " Is this your doing, Campion ? " " Yes, sir," he answered, and a slight titter arose. " You seem to think it a very amusing thing to insult and ridicule your master. I can assure you that I shall not trouble myself any further with you. Tliis shall be shown to Dr. Eden." So saying, he folded up the paper, and Char- lie looked rather crestfallen ; for he had now cause to dread the result of his next int(3rview with the Master. Most masters would have torn the paper up without taking any further notice of it, or, at the most, would only have inflicted a slight imposition on the too-clever young artist ; but Mr. Seymour w^as a great stickler for his dignity, and resolved to com- plain to the Master about such an insult.- But this was not the only scrape into which Charlie was destined to fall that day. The first lesson after breakfast was some twenty lines of Virgil, which the boys were supposed to learn A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 217 off by heart. But the fact was, that most of them were able to calculate the part which would come to their turn, and learned that part only. This had till now been Charlie's practice ; but to-day, remembering his good resolutions, he determined to learn the whole lesson honestly, and accordingly began it at breakfast. He would have had lots of time to finish it before school time, but as soon as ever breakfast was finished, Gordon and Lurn came running up to him with — " Campion, come down to the town, be- fore school, and help me to choose a bat. It's my birthday, you know, and I've got no end of tin, and am going to buy the best bat in the town. You must come." Charlie hesitated for a moment, but the temptation was too strong to be resisted. He left the Yirgil to take care of itself, and went off to buy the bat ; and by the time they re- turned, the bell was just ringing, and he had only time to get up the two or three lines which he thought would fall to his share. But he was deceived in this, or, to speak ia 218 OUDEKDALE: vulgar language, " sold." Gordon sat next above him that day, and just as the lesson commenced, his nose began to bleed, and he had to leave the room ; so that Charlie found himself rather out in his calculations, and was called upon to say the piece immediately before that which he had learned. He got up in some confusion, which the boy below him observing, began to prompt him. Charlie had resolved not to listen to prompts, for he felt that it was not honest ; but now he forgot all about his resolution, and would have perhaps managed to stammer through by his friendly neighbor's aid, if Mr. Campion had not detected what was going on, and ordered him to be quiet. De- prived of this help, Charlie of course could not say a single word, and stood, looking foolish. '' Have you learned this ? " asked Mr. Cam- pion, with a puzzled and surprised look, for he had hoped that Charlie had been sincere in his desire for amendment. " No," answered Charlie, looking on the ground. Mr. Campion felt deeply grieved, and thought A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 219 to himself, with a sigh, "his good resolutions have only left a momentary impression. At all events, I cannot make a distinction between him and any other boy." " Can you give any excuse for not learning your lesson ? " he asked, with a reproachful look. Charlie fidgeted about, and grew red, but could make no answer. " Then I cannot pass this over. This is the third time within the last few days that you have failed to say your repetition. I must send up your name to the Master. Next boy ! " Charlie sat down with a feeling of being discontented with everything, especially with himself. He was not alone in misfortune, for all the boys who had trusted to getting a certain piece of the repetition to say, were of course quite put out by Gordon's absence, and several of them broke down completely. Charlie was the only one sent up to the Master, however ; the rest Mr. Campion sent to Mr. Horsley to be caned. There was no preparation that evening, as it 220 OUDENDALE: was the last day before the Easter holidays, but soon after tea Bill Rufus appeared to Charlie bearing the dreadful, and, to sbme ears, familiar message, " The Master wants to see you, sir." Charlie repaired at once to Dr. Eden's study, with no very pleasing forebodings of what was to come. " Come in," cried the Master in answer to his timid knock. " Ah, Campion, is it you ? I am sorry to say that I have received two com- plaints to-day about you from different masters. I cannot pass these over, though I am very averse to flogging any boy on the day before the holidays." Here Dr. Eden paused, as if to give Charlie an opportunity to say something on his own be- half, but Charlie said nothing, and he resumed : " I am sure you must see that your conduct since you came to the school has not been what it ought to be, and certainly does not agree with the good character which you brought from your former school. Why is this ? Mr. Campion tells me that you have been repeatedly punished and remonstrated with : and if nothing A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 221 else, the folly and punishment of Clement, whose intimate friend I hear you were, might have served as a warning and example to you. Since you have not profited by these, I fear that I must punish you more severely ; " and Dr. Eden looiced with a puzzled and indecisive air at Charlie, who gave himself up for lost, and said nothing. Dr. Eden had fully made up his mind to flog him ; but now something, he scarcely knew what, made him hesitate. As he gazed on the boy's open and innocent-looking face, a new thought came into his mind, and he said, as if by a sudden impulse : " Now, Campion, though you have not hitherto shown it, I believe you to be capable of better things, and for this once I will forgive you. Only for this once, however, remember. The next time you are sent up to me, you shall be severely punished. In the meantime you may go, and I hope never to see you here again under similar circumstances. Show me that you are worthy of being forgiven for the past, and trusted for the future." Charlie was quite amazed at this unexpected 222 OUDENDALE: termination to the interview, and stammering out something about being sorry, he backed out of the door, and hurried away, scarcely knowing where he went. " I fear that it is of no use," sighed Dr» Eden to himself, thinking of Charlie's silent and ap- parently indifferent manner. " I should perhaps have punished him at once." In the meantime, Charlie was rushing across the quadrangle in a very troubled frame of mind. He felt as if he were the greatest scoun- drel possible, and should like to go at once and hurl himself over the bridge into the Ouden, or knock his head against the school gates, or do something else to show how much he actually hated himself for having been so wicked. As he passed through the gates, little Steven- son ran up, crying — " Campion, this locket is yours, isn't it ? I know it is, because the picture of your mam- ma is in it, which you showed me one day. I found it lying in front of the lower school- room." Charlie took it from his hand, almost mcchan- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 223 ically, and passed on without saying a word. On through the gates, down the road, along the green banks of Ouden, and at length reaching a spot sheltered by bushes, he threw himself down on the ground, and then first looked at the locket which Stevenson had brought to him. The pale, calm face of his mother, with its sad, sweet smile, seemed to be living and breathing before him ; and suddenly his strained feelings relieved themselves by a violent burst of tears. On the one hand, all his sins and folly seemed to rise up against him in one single moment; and on the other, all his mother's wise and loving counsels flashed across his mind, and mocked him with an image of what he might have been, and was not. Do not sneer at this description of his feelings. There are many who have experienced similar ones ; and oh ! can there be a deeper grief, and yet a happier sight for the angels of God, than a young heart weeping for the sin to which its eyes have just been opened ? In his emotion, Charlie did not hear footsteps coming up the bank of the Ouden from the 224 OUDENDALE: opposite direction, nor was he conscious that any one was near him, till a hand was laid on his shoulder, and a sympathizing voice said : " You seem unhappy." Charlie hastily lifted up his face, all wet with tears, and saw Cholmondeley standing over him. " You seem unhappy. Can I not help you ?" Charlie silently shook his head. Cholmon- deley sat down beside him, and took his hand. " Will you not tell liie what is the matter ? I wish to be your friend." " Oh — I'm not happy — that's all," said Charlie, trying to dry his tears ; but they only came faster than ever. " Will you allow me to ask you one ques- tion ? " said Cholmondeley, after a pause. " Mr. Campion told me to-day that you wished to be confirmed. Is it anything to do with this that makes you unhappy ? " " Cholmondeley, that's just it ! " cried Charlie, in a sudden burst of confidence. *' I'm unhappy because I feel myself so wicked. You don't know how wicked I am." " But why, then, be wicked any longer ? " A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 225 asked Cholmondeley quietly, begimiiiig to pull a piece of grass to pieces. " Because I can't help it. I've tried, and tried, but it's no use." " You can't help yourself, I know. But Jesus can help you," said Cholmondeley, in a low, yet earnest voice. " Oh no ; I'm not good enough. I wish to be good, but I canH.'*^ " I know you can't. Neither you nor any one else can of themselves. But Jesus is both willing and able to make you good." Charlie had stopped crying, and looked very thoughtful. " Campion, why won't you believe this simple truth ? " cried Cholmondeley, looking into Charlie's face with an earnest expression. " Look here. Here is the whole thing as simple as possible. We by nature are sinners, and cannot become good of ourselves. But God so loved us that he gave his only-begotten Son to be tortured and crucified as a sacrifice for our sins^ — the just for the unjust. So, if we only repent and believe, Jesus is both able and will- 15 226 OUDENDALE; ing to forgive us all our sins, and give us strength and grace to lead a better life. This is what God tells us, and can we doubt his word?" " But I do not feel fit to pray to Jesus, who was so holy and so pure." " Doubting again ! Why, your feeling your- self a sinner is the very warrant you have for the aid of a Saviour. He did not come to heal t those who thought themselves whole, but those who felt the bvirden of their sins, and wished to be free from them. Campion, don't allow Satan to make you look away from Christ ! Eemember only that you are a sinner, and that Christ shed his blood for you — for you. Millions have been cleansed of greater sins than yours in that precious blood, and you can be cleansed too, if you will only believe." " I will believe — \ do believe that He can save me." " That He has saved you. If you trust in Him, He will not deceive you." Then, kneeling down beside the bush, Choi- mondeley prayed to God to teach Charlie the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 227 truth, and help him to embrace it ; and he, for his part, began to feel dawning on him the great truth that Christ came into the world not only to heal men of their bodily diseases, not only to teach true doctrine, not only to be a wondrous example of unspotted virtue, but to save poor, helpless, condemned sinners from the guilt and power of their sins. That night before the Easter holidays neither Charlie nor Cholmondeley ever forgot, when his soul first saw how far it had wandered from the true Light of the World, and began to take the first uncertain yet eager steps on the narrow way that leadeth to eternal life. CHAPTER XVin. COUNSEL. " Si quid novisti, rectius istis, Candidus imperti; si non, his utere mecurn/* Horace. " Primrose Hill. " My Dear Cholmondeley : " I write to you as I promised ; but as I am not much used to letter-writing, you must excuse me if there are any mistakes in this. " Ever since that night when you found me beside the Ouden, I have been thinking about what you said, and trying to believe ; and I see it all now. Jesus Christ has died for me^ and he will cleanse me from all my sins, and give me a new heart. My mother often told me all this when she was alive, and I am sure she tried hard enough to get me to love God : but then I only knew it with my mind; now I seem A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 229 to know it in my heart. I can hardly explain what I mean, but I daresay you understand me. Isn't it wonderful, to think that God himself came down from heaven, and lived a life of sorrow and hardship for thirty years, — was tempted, mocked, betrayed, falsely accused, buffeted, scourged, spit upon, and crucified, — and all that I and others might be saved? And how wicked it was of me, when God had done all this for mo, never to try and please him, or to doubt that he loved me, and was willing to save me ! You can't think how happy I felt in church last Sunday when they were singing — * Jesus Christ is risen to-day. Hallelujah! Hymns of praise then let us sing Unto Christ oar heavenly Kin<^; Who endured the cross and grave, Sinners to redeem and save. Hallelujah! ' " I have found out already that we can never be really happy unless we are trying to serve .God. But I woiild be happier still, I believe, if I were not always afraid of sinning again and displeasing him. But I always try and trust in Jesus, that he will help me to do right. I 230 OUDENDALE: sec now why the good resolutions which I used to make always came to nothing. I used to trust to myself, and not to the help of God. I know that I am far from being what I ought to be ; but I pray to God that he will show me what I ought to do, and teach me to do it. Sometimes I think to myself (I suspect it is Satan tempting me), 'I am not good enough to please God: it's no use me trying. I don't love him enough.' Then I always try to remember something which I recollect my mother used to say, — 'That we should look not so much at our little love to God, as at his great love to us.' " I declare I don't know how I ever came to write such a long letter (for me at least), and, looking over it, I see it is quite like a sermon. I only intended writing a few lines to say that I was trying to do right, but somehow or other a whole lot of things came into my head, and I couldn't help sticking them down. " This is a nice enough place to live at, — some people would like it, at least, — but I would rather be at Oudendale. My uncle and aunt and cousins are very kind, and all that sort A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 231 of thing, and want to make me enjoy myself, but they are awfully polite and stuck up. I don't think I have seen my uncle laugh once since I came ; and if I make the least noise in the house, or help myself to anything at dinner before the footman brings it to me, or get my feet wet, my aunt makes as much row as if the whole place were on fire, and all the children had the scarlet fever. Then my cousins are just the same, though we are great friends. They are obliged to speak French all the forenoon, and Monsieur Legrais will be able to tell you, when you go back to Oudendale, that I am not able to talk much to them till dinner-time, after which English is allowed. I can't see why people don't like their own language. English is worth two of French, any day. " But now I must finish, for I have no more room, and nothing more to tell you. I hope you will write to me as you promised, and re- member to give me lots of good advice, for I am terribly afraid of going wrong. I am, yours truly, Charles J. Campion." 232 OUDENDALE: " I don't know how it is," said Charlie to himself, as he sealed this letter, " that I can be so familiar with Cholmondeley. I write to him just as I would write to Lurn, or some other fellow in my own form." In due time the answer to this arrived, and was as follows : " Cltstdale Hall, Deton. " My Dear Campion : " I got your letter all right, and was very glad to hear that you are beginning to remem- ber your Creator and Saviour. May he prove to you as precious as he has been to me. Oh, how pleasant are the paths of true wisdom and virtue, and to what a blessed city do they lead us ! There are many who sneer at religion in boys, and who would laugh at you and me talking in this way ; but should not even boys love the Lord who has loved them ? ' Wait till you are older,' say some, ' and then it will be time enough to think about these things.' But that is not what Christ says. ' Come to me noiv ; come at once. Why wander further from your true home ? The present moment is A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 233 all you can call your own ; the next, whether boy or man, you may be in eternity.' He asks not for the last dregs of a life, the rest of which has been spent in sin, not for the calm of old age only, not for the vigor of manhood. He asks for all our life ; for the best we have : and does he not deserve it, and far, far more than we can give him ? Boys have their duty to do in the world, as well as men. Boys may die at any moment, as well as men ; and we can neither do our duty well, nor die well, without Christ. "You ask me to give you good advice. I do not know that I am the most fit person to advise you, seeing that I am often at a loss how to advise myself, and besides, there is a danger of becoming too fond of giving advice. So that I would rather, on the whole, take advice than give it. Still, as you are beginning to enter upon a path which I have tried to tread for many years, I think I can't be wrong in one or two things which I should like to remind you of, and which you ought to, and very likely do, know* . 234 OUDENDALE: " I think that some people often lead others wrong by talking solely about faith in Christ and repentance d.s feelings, and not mentioning that our faith and repentance are worth nothing unless they are followed by suitable fruits. God is willing to give us his grace freely ; but then, by the help of his grace, we have to work out our own salvation with fear and trembling. Would it be reasonable that Jesus should, by himself, combat the world, the flesh, and the devil, while we sat by and looked on ? No ; we must rise, and putting on the armor of God, enter into the strife with sin, remembering that Christ came not only to die that we might find our offended Father, but also to show us how to live so as to please him. True religion is not to talk, nor to seem, nor to feel holy, but to fight prayerfully, earnestly, and unceasingly against sin, that we may become more like our Lord and Saviour. ' If ye love me, keep my commandments.' Don't think that for your own good works you can obtain salvation ; but don't think, either, that your own salvation can be real, unless it is attended by an earnest en- deavor to lead a new life. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 235 " We have all of us got a duty to do in the world, and it is the performance of this duty that God demands from us — neither more nor less. We must not lose time by wishing tliat God had given us a greater or a smaller duty to do, but we must set to work with all our might to do it, whatever it is. You may per- haps think, ' Oh that I could find some way of doing some great thing for the God who loved me so much ; that I could, careless of all perils, carry the gospel to heathen and barbarous na- tions ; that I could perish at the stake, or amid horrible tortures, as a witness for him to all ages ! ' Stop a bit. When God wants you to do such great works, he will call you to them in his own good time. In the meantime, your duty is to attend to your studies, to cultivate well the powers, both of mind and body, which God has given you, to be obedient and respect- ful to your masters, and agreeable and unselfish to your companions. From what you say of your uncle and aunt, I should think that it is your special duty to try and please them in everything. These little ceremonies, to which 236 OUDENDALE: they seem to attach great importance, may be irksome and even ridiculous to you ; but you must try to observe them, so as not to cause a moment's displeasure to those who are now in the place of parents to you. Perhaps you may say, ' This duty will be very hard.' Indeed, I can well believe it to be so ; but the harder duty is, the harder we must try to do it — that's all. Then, every Christian should cultivate humbleness, truthfulness, good humor, pure- mindedness, and all such virtues as are well- pleasing to God. " This is the duty which you have to do, and God will no doubt reward you, not according to the greatness of the duty, but the manner of doing it. But do not for a moment forget that even when cleansed from your sins in the blood of Christ, you are still only a weak, sinful creature, and must constantly be looking to Jesus for help in every temptation and trial. Without him you can do nothing. With him you can do everything. Don't look at yourself, or you will be sure to wander. Look at the Light of the World, and you will never go A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 237 wrong. And when you do find yourself vie- torious over sin, don't be tempted to think much of yourself and your own goodness, but give liim all the glory and the thanks. " Often we may be in doubt what our duty is — what is right and what is wrong. But here^is a text : ' Whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.* Nor are the very commonest occupations and amusements excluded by this rule. We can play at cricket to the glory of God, inasmuch as he evidently intends that we should, at our time of life especially, exercise our bodies and refresh our minds by such games ; but can we practice deceit upon our masters, or join in immoral conversation, or indulge our bad tempers, and feel all the while that we are doing all in harmony with his glory ? " One caution more, which I had almost for- gotten, and which many Christians are too apt to forget, — though perhaps you are not in so much danger in this respect. Try to cultivate a genial temper, to be agreeable and sociable to your companions (thougli you must never allow 238 OUDENDALE: them to get you to do wrong). Don't give the enemies of religion occasion to say that it is a gloomy thing, which makes its converts dull, unsociable, unsympathizing with the tempta- tions, and contemptuous towards the failings of others. Show, rather, that its watchwords are love, joy, and peace. Show that you are an heir of blessings far richer than the world can give, — happiness for the present, for the future, for eternity. Show that the Spirit of God has made you more joyful, more unselfish, more sympathizing, more obliging. " I can't resist giving you part of a hymn, which is a great favorite of mine, though it will add to the length of this already very long letter. *I would not have the restless will That hurries to and fro, Seeldng for some great thing to do, Or secret thing to know: But I would be treated as a child, And guided where I go. * Wherever in this world I am, In whatsoe'er estate, I have a fellowship with hearts To keep and cultivate; And a work of lowly love to do For the Lord on whom I wait. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 339 * So I ask Thee for the daily strength, To none that ask denied. And a mind to blend with outward life While keeping at Thy side; Content to fill a little space. If Thou be glorified. 'There are briers besetting every path, That caH for patient care; There is a cross in every lot. And an earnest need of prayer; But a lowly heart that leans on Thee Is happy anywhere.' " Oh, why should not Christians be happy ? Some may laugh at us, and sneer; but what care we, if the love of God is ours — that love which gives happiness on earth, and glory for- ever in heaven ? We are on the winning side ; and before Satan can altogether destroy ouv hope, he must conquer our Lord. "I see that I have fallen into the same fault which you accused yourself of — writing a reg- ular sermon. However, believe me, I wish and hope to do you good. Don't take it all on my word, though. I may lead you wrong. But go to the Bible, and read the doings and sayings of Clirist and his apostles, and judge for your- self what is the truth. I don't think that I have told you anything which you will not find in 240 OUDENDALE. the Bible ; for, before I began this letter, I asked God to help me to show you what he wishes you to do, and I think he has helped me. " Once more : beware of trusting in yourself, but keep looking; to Jesus, "And hoping to see you soon again at Ou- dendale, I am, my dear Campion, Your affectionate friend, W. T. D. Cholmondeley." CHAPTER XIX. THE FIRST OF APRIL. " I give him joy that's awkward at a lie.' Young. Charlie had indeed entered upon a new life. The Holy Spirit had breathed upon his heart, and had quickened all the good seed which lay there, hitherto unfruitful. His mother's prayers were answered, and her labors for him were not in vain. And now he will have a battle, and no easy battle, to fight. He will have to give up many «ins, now appearing to his opened eyes in all their loathsomeness. He will have to gain mastery over idleness, disobedience, and the many other evil inclinations of which the natural heart is full. He will perhaps have to endure ridicule from some of those who were once his best friends ; and this, to his friendly and amiable nature, will be a hard trial. He especially felt puzzled how to tell Lurn of the 16 242 OUDENDALE: change whicli had happened in him, for Liirn and he were such intimate friends that they must always know each other's thoughts. Oh that Lurn would do what he had done, that they might walk hand in hand along the way of everlasting life ! Such thoughts, or similar ones, passed through Charlie's mind as he was returning to Ouden- dale ; yet he felt hopeful and happy, for he had already learned that Jesus would arm him to gain the victory over the troubles and tempta- tions of the world, the flesh, and the devil. The first night of his arrival, he went to tea with Mr. Campion, and found Cholmondeley there also. Charlie's heart gave a great jump when he saw him, for he felt deeply grateful to him for all that he had done for him. Chol- mondeley, too, who had taken a sudden and unaccou.ntable fancy to Charlie from the first day he saw him, now loved him more than ever, and rejoiced that God had chosen him to be the means of doing Charlie good. They had a very pleasant evening ; and before they separated, Mr. Campion offered up a prayer A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 243 to God that he would bless them all. When they rose from their knees, Charlie was crying. " I was thinking of mamma," he said, trying to dash away the tears. " She used to pray for me, and I think God has answered her prayers. How glad she would be if she knew all that has happened to me since the beginning of the holidays ! " Charlie had to leave soon to see his trunk unpacked; but Mr. Campion and Cholmondeley sat for some time longer, talking together. " Do you remember," said Cholmondeley, " how we thought that Charlie was a hopeless case ? How foolish we were ! " " How wicked we were! " said Mr. Campion, energetically. " It was wicked to forget that God's Spirit could reach every heart, no matter how sinful. God can bring good out of all evil, and he has brought good in this case out of what appeared to us a hopeless evil. Charlie might have chosen good companions, and been to a certain extent steady and diligent, and outwardly good, but might never have awak- ened to a sense of his sinfulness in the sight of 244 OUDEKDALE: God, and his need of pardon through Christ. But He was carrying on a work which our blind eyes did not see. Truly, His ways are not as our ways." The next morning Charlie w^as awakened by Gordon shaking him, and crying loudly : " Campion ! do you know what has hap- pened ? " " No ! " exclaimed Charlie, starting up in bed. " The hall and all the other side of the quad caught fire through the night, and were burned to the ground. No end of fellows burned to ashes ! Look and see the ruins ! " Charlie was for a moment struck dumb by this astounding piece of news, and then, spring- ing from his bed, he was rushing to the window, when he was stopped by a peal of laughter. " April fool ! April fool ! " chorussed the other occupants of the room ; and Charlie, now thoroughly awake, remembered that it was the first of April, and joined in the laugh against himself. They were nearly all dressed, and the chapel bell had just begun to ring, when Gordon, who had gone down to the quadrangle just a minute A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 245 before, came rushing back in a state of un- feigned astonishment. " What do you think old Eden's gone and done ? He's put up a notice that there is to be no April fooling to-day." " What a cram ! " said Charlie. " Oh, bring me a pail of water ! " cried Dale, making gestures, intended to signify that he was making great efforts to swallow something. " Of course ! " exclaimed another, ironically, while the other boys expressed in different ways their opinion that Gordon was humbugging them. " I tell you it's quite true. You can go and look for yourself, if you don't believe me. There's a regular lecture posted up, all about * that a lie is too awful a thing to be used even in jest,' and so forth, and winding up by ap- pealing to us not to make April fools of one another to-day." Their incredulity was however not yet over- come ; but when they got down to the quad- rangle there could be no doubt about it. A crowd of boys pressed round the notice-board, which was just at the hall door; and there, sure 2iG OUDENDALE: enough, was an intimation from the Master that he disapproved of the custom of April fooling, and begged that the boys would not practise it. As Dr. Eden said, vice is too loathsome, and virtue too sacred to be trifled with, even in jest. The bojs turned away from the notice-board with looks of astonishment, for this was alto- gether unlooked for. However, most of them resolved to obey Dr. Eden's wishes ; for, at most, April fooling is but a stupid and foolish amusement. There were some who began to practise all sorts of foolish tricks, simply be- cause Dr. Eden wished them not to do so ; but they soon stopped when they found that the general feeling of the school was averse to them. Charlie was walking through the yard with Lurn, longing for an opportunity of telling him all he thought, when that ingenious young gentleman proposed — " Let's go and tell Bill Rufus that we saw a large black dog in the yard a minute ago. He'll go and hunt all over the yard for it, and be a regular April fool." ^' But Dr. Eden told us not to go on with tliat sort of thing.'* A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 247 " Eden has told both you and me a good many thhigs that we paid just as little attention to, so we needn't stick at a small thing like this. Hang Eden ! he has no right to tell us anything of the sort." " Now for it," thought Charlie, and with a beating heart he said : "I say — Lurn ! " " Well, Campion." "It wouldn't be right to do this when Dr. Eden told us not to, would it ? " " Don't know, and don't care." " But it would not be right, and I won't do it. God wouldn't like it. Look here, Lurn," said Charlie, speaking very fast and very nerv- ously, " I have begun to see how bad I am, and how good God is. I am going to try after this to do right ; for Jesus has died for me, and I ought to try and please him. Now, don't laugh at me." Lurn had listened at first with a look of curiosity, and had drawn up his lips as if to whistle, but now he relaxed them, and said : " I'm not going to laugh at you." " Lurn ! if you only knew how much Jesus loved you. I wish you would try to love him. If you — " 248 OUDENDALE. "Hold hard, now," interrupted Lurn. "You are quite right to be rehgious, and that sort of thing, if you like, and I'm sure I don't see why I should laugh at you for it ; but you needn't try me with it. I know quite well enough what religion is, for I'm sure that my mother is per- petually drumming it into me ; but the fact of the matter is that I don't want to be religious : I don't feel as if I should like it. You do what you like, but leave me to do what I like." This was all that Charlie could get out of Lurn upon the subject. He felt both sorry and glad after this conversation ; glad because he had told Lurn all that was in his mind, and sorry because he would not seek the Saviour with him. Often afterwards he brought forward the subject, but Lurn always evaded it, and showed no disposition to talk about it. So Charlie could do nothing but pray to God to teach Lurn the truth. And pray he did, as earnestly and anxiously as for himself; for he now loved Lurn as a brother, and could not bear to see him thoughtless and careless about that greatest of all matters, — the salvation of his immortal soul. CHAPTER XX. CONFESSING CHRIST. " Ashamed of Jesus ! Yes, I may, When I've no guilt to wash away; No fears to quell, no boon to crave, No tears to wipe, no soul to save." Anon. Some of Charlie's companions perhaps noticed that all of a sudden he began to learn his les- sons, and behave in school much better than before, and that he left off using cribs ; but none of them guessed the reason of this change, — possibly not giving it a moment's thought. Charlie tried hard to leave off all the school- boy besetting sins wiiich he had lately allowed himself to practise, but he could not bring his mind to tell any one but Lurn the new thoughts which he had ; nor did Lurn betray the confi- dence which Charlie put in him. So that, for some time, boys often made plans which ho 250 OUDENDALE: knew to be wrong, or spoke immoral or jDrofane language before him, and (alas for human weak- ness !) he was afraid to speak out against such things, and would often even smile, as if he ap- proved of them. Yet he felt how wrong this moral cowardice was ; that those who would fol- low Christ, must confess him before men, must show by word and deed how much they abhor the sin for which he suffered. He knew this ; and yet, whenever an opportunity came of con- fessing his faith, his courage failed him, and he shrank back from the trial. Oh, how loth are we to do ever so little for the Saviour, who has done so much for us ! How ashamed and afraid to confess the glorious Lord and Master of all, who for our sakes was not ashamed to become vile and despised, nor afraid to suffer poverty, torture, and death ! Cricket commenced at Oudendale immedi- ately after the Easter holidays ; and for the first week hardly any talk was to be heard over the college but about bats and wickets and subscriptions, and who were to be in the first eleven, and so forth. Cholmondeley was the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 251 captain of tlie eleven, for he was both head of the school and an excellent player. Charlie was also a pretty good player for his age, and lie was chosen into the first eleven of the middle school of which Gordon was captain. Lurn was turned out of it to make room for him, at which he was rather disgusted ; but his equable temper could not retain ill-feeling long, and his friendship with Charlie did not suffer in conse- quence, though Lurn never afterwards ceased to predict all sorts of misfortunes and defeats to the eleven, •' since they did not know a good player when they saw him," as he said. One morning Charlie and Lurn were crossing the quadrangle on their way to chapel, when they passed a group of five or six boys belonging to this eleven, and stopped to hear what they were talking about. Granville Browne was explaining to them some plan for a lottery, in connection with the match which they were to play on Saturday. To do Browne justice, it must be observed that he was not a bad cricket player, though this was almost the only game which he generally condescended to play at. 252 OUDENDALE: He was one of the best bowlers in the eleven, and some had even wished him to be captain, instead of Gordon, who was always quarrelling with some of them. But Gordon was by far the best batter ; and even if the majority of the eleven had all disliked Gordon twice as much as some of them did, they would rather have elected him than Browne, whom they despised. " Don't you see what I mean ? " he was saying. " Every fellow puts in sixpenpe, then we write the names of the eleven on slips of paper, and each draws one out. Whoever draws out the name of the fellow who makes the biggest score, gets all the money." " Better not let Eden catch you setting up lotteries," said Gordon, who always opposed everything that Browne said. There was no love lost between them. " Who's afraid of Eden ? " cried Harrison, another of the eleven. " Not me, I'm sure," said Gordon, sharply, thinking that this was intended to be personal. " Not J, you mean, Gordon," cried Lurn, laughingly. " You'll need me back again to teach you all grammar." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 253 " You'll need me to come and teach you to shut up your jaw," growled Gordon, at which threat Lurn indulged in a pantomime, expres- sive of delight and derision. " But I vote we try this lottery," said Harri- son. " You shan't have the drawing of the papers though, Browne, for you have a queer trick of always getting hold of the right one, somehow or other, where there's anything of that sort going on." " You don't mean to say that I would cheat ? " said Browne, assuming an appearance of indig- nation. " Oh dear, no ! I won't say it." " I don't think it would be right of us to have a lottery," said Charlie. " Why not ? " cried Harrison, turning round sharply upon him. " Nobody but a regular saint, like Cholmondeley, would kick up any row about it." The rest of what Charlie was going to say stuck in his throat, and before he could again summon up courage to speak out on the matter, the chapel bell stopped ringing, and they had all to make a rush for the door to escape being late. 254 OUDENDALE: Charlie's conscience bitterly reproached him for not having objected to the lottery more de- cidedly, and by way of atoning for this fault (as he foolishly thought), he tried to attend with particular attention and reverence to the service. This was no easy task, for the conduct of many boys round him was anything but reverent, or even attentive. It is a mistake to think that boys acquire love or reverence for religious services by being forced to attend them every morning at seven o'clock. Johnson, who sat next Charlie, amused him- self for some time by cutting his initials on the desk before him ; and having done this to his satisfaction, he proceeded to tickle the ear of the boy before him with a hair, and perform sundry other ingenious tricks, to which he called Charlie's attention several times. But Charlie was bent on attending to the service, and would neither join in nor look at Johnson's tricks. Johnson noticed this, and, after chapel, said : " I say. Campion, how very good and well- behaved you were in chapel. Are you going to turn serious, and buy a lot of hymn-books ? " A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 255 " Old Horsley was looking at us," said Char- lie ; but no sooner had he said this, than his conscience smote him for being so cowardly as to resort to an equivocation to conceal his real feelings. Then about the lottery, too, he was much perplexed. His duty evidently was to protest against it ; but, like many others who have a hard duty to do, he racked his mind to find some pretext for evading it, and to his easy, obliging nature this for a moment ap- peared a plausible one : " Christ told us to be kind to others ; and, after all, a lottery is no great harm, and I need not disoblige the other fellows by refusing to join in it." But again conscience whispered : " No; it would be wrong. Dr. Eden has for- bidden lotteries in the school, and I must obey him if I wish to obey Christ. God forbids us to do wrong even to oblige our dearest friend." At length he went to Cholmondeley, and put the case to him, without however mentioning names or particulars. He knew that Cholmon- deley would have stopped the lottery at once, 256 OUDENDALE: if he had been told, but that it would not be right of him to betray the confidence of the other boys. " Some one wants you to do something wrong, and you wish to know whether you ought to do it to oblige him," said Cholmondeley, when he had finished. Charlie ! surely you don't mean that. Can you serve two masters ? " " But it is very difficult for me to refuse." " If it is your duty, we must not think whether it is difficult or not. What must be done, must be done. Come, now, Charlie, do I guess right when I say the difficulty is that you are afraid to speak out, and say that it is wrong ? " " Cholmondeley ! that's just it," burst out Charlie. '' I know that it's wrong, but I can't help it. Can you not help me ? " " It is not to me that you should come for help," said Cholmondeley, reproachfully ; and Charlie understood his meaning. " I must ask Him to help me," he said. " I forgot that." " I can quite understand how you feel," said Cholmondeley. "I have known what it was A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LITE, 257 to be ashamed of Jesus, and I daresay I am still often afraid to speak out for him ; but it is a very great sin indeed. How ungrateful we are to Jesus, who suffered so much for us, if wo can't stand a little ridicule for his sake ! The world can't treat us any worse than it treated him." That afternoon, just as the eleven were going to begin to practise, Browne started the subject of the lottery again, and Charlie mustered up all his courage to oppose it. " I don't think it would be right," he said, rather nervously. " You know Dr. Eden doesn't allow lotteries." "• Who cares for him ? We'll take precious good care he'll never know anything about it." " But God will know, and he would not like us to disobey the Master." The rest of the boys looked rather astonished at this unexpected speech ; and Harrison, having first given utterance to a long whistle, cried : " Hallo ! I declare ! Are you going to come out as a saint. Campion ? " " I don't know what you call a saint," said 17 258 OUDEN-DALE: Charlie, waxing bolder ; " but I know that I'm going to try and do right, and obey God if I can. I don't think there's anything to laugh at in tli^t." " What cant ! " exclaimed Browne, super- ciliously. " I suppose Cholmondeley has been putting you up to all this," said Harrison. " You didn't used to shine in the saint line. St. Cholmondeley and St. Campion ! Don't that sound fine ? We ought to have a half-holiday on each of your saint's days." " Shut up, Harrison, and don't talk stuif ! " said one of the boys. " I am going to be as quiet as a mouse. I'm waiting for a sermon from St. Campion upon the evil of lotteries and things in general." " At all events, we're not going to have anything to do with that lottery," said Gordon. "It's all humbug!" " When's the sermon going to begin ? " said Harrison, looking with mock reverence at Charlie, who stood quite silent. " Shut up, Harrison, I tell you ! " cried Gor- A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 259 don ; " we've come here to play at cricket, and not to talk stuff. Pitch the wickets, Winter- bottom." "Oh, but you must get some fellow instead of Campion. Who ever heard of a saint play- ing at cricket ? " " You know you are talking nonsense, Har- rison," said Charlie. " It's not wrong to play at cricket ; but it's wrong to disobey the Mas- ter. You know as well as I do what is wronir, though you pretend that it is something very queer of me to try and do right. I want to be religious, or ' a saint,' or whatever you like to call it. If you find that religion makes me a sneak, or anything bad, you may laugh at me as much as you like ; but don't laugh at me when you know that I am only doing what you ought to do." " Now let us begin the game," said Gordon, who had felt rather uncomfortable during this discussion ; for, like most boys, he was not accustomed to talk on siich matters. It was soon known among all Charlie's com- panions that he had turned " religious ; " and 260 OUDENDALE: at first tlicy were rather astonished at it, and inclined, perhaps, to laugh him out of it. However, it was soon evident that he was really sincere, and nearly all of them took no more notice of it. The consistent and upright con- duct of Cholmondeley and some other boys in the school, as much, perhaps, as the more indi- rect influence of Dr. Eden and such masters as Mr. Campion, had done much good in the school ; and most of the boys felt at least a certain respect for religion, even though they liad no love for it. So Charlie was allowed to go his own way in peace, with the exception of an occasional sneer from such boys as Harrison ; and he felt glad that he had taken this decided step, and had shown to all that, let others do what they liked, he would serve the Lord. Charlie grew in grace every day. Not that he never sinned, — for, alas! even the regenerated heart is not perfect on earth, — but day by day he seemed to gain more love for God, and more heavenly strength. That very obstinate wilful- ness which had once been, perhaps, the most disagreeable feature in his character, now, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 261 when sanctified by the Holy Spirit, became a steady perseverance in well-doing ; and the purity which had once marked all his thoughts and words was now increased by the same mighty agency. His conscience shrunk from evil as from a serpent. If he had any besetting sin, it was in his too-great good-nature, and unwillingness to offend others. We must try to be kind and charitable to all men ; but if wo wish to please Christ, we must give offence to some, so long as the world remains what it is, Charlie, Cholmondeley, and litl;le Stevenson, and some other boys who wished to walk in the right way, would sometimes meet together in Mr. Campion's room to pray for one another. This '' Methodist prayer-meeting," as Harrison called it, was the means of doing much good to them all. Why should we laugh at them ? If we have a Father in heaven who is willing to give us whatever we ask, why should we not ask ? Boys are his people as well as men, and have the same right and privilege to seek him in prayer ; and luheresoever two or three are gathered to- gether, there he will be in the midst of them. 2G2 OUDENDALE: Charlie also went twice a week to Dr. Eden's confirmation class, which was very numerously attended. Between forty and fifty boys had come forward that year ; and there were only one or two whom Dr. Eden rejected. Yet, though there were no more who were mani- festly unfit for the rite, he felt conscious that many had no sense of its solemnity, — no real wish to give themselves up to Christ, — but only came forward because it was customary, or because their parents wished it. Charlie tried hard to persuade Lurn to be confirmed, but Lurn steadily refused. '' It's no use," he said. " I don't feel at all religious. Now, when you are confirmed, you promise and vow to leave off all that's wrong, and to love God and keep his commandments, don't you ? " " Yes." " Well, then, I don't feel that I wish to do all that ; and surely God wouldn't like me to come and tell him a lie about it." Charlie was silent, for he could not but feel the truth of this. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 263 " It was just the same thing when they wanted me to join the choir. It's such humbug for fellows to sing about loving and praising God, like so many parrots, when they never think about God at all. I wouldn't join, be- cause I know that fellows sing in church about praising God, and didn't want to praise him. I don't love God, that's the truth, and there's no use of trying to pretend that I do." " But God can make you love him. He can give you a new heart by the Holy Spirit, if you only ask for it. Frank ! will you pray to him to change your heart ? " Lurn was silent for a moment, and then said, in a low voice : « Yes, Charlie, I will." But though he was sometimes touched in this way by Charlie's earnestness, such serious feelings would soon wear off, and Lurn would be careless and indifferent as ever. CHAPTER XXI. SLIPS. " Ye who instruct the youth of various nations. Of France and England, Portugal and Spain, I pray you flog them upon all occasions; It mends their morals — never mind the pain.'* Btkon. " What's that for, you brute ? " This polite exclamation was uttered by Gor- don, and addressed to Charlie, one morning as the boys were dressing. These two were wash- ing themselves at adjacent basin-stands, when Charlie^ who was in high spirits at the prospect of a splendid match which was to be played that afternoon, gave Gordon a flick with his towel, and roused that young gentleman's wrath and displeasure. " That hurts 1 " exclaimed Gordon, rubbing his side, and making faces; and then, taking up his own towel, "We'll see how you like that kind of thing yourself." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 265 " Come on ! " laughed Charlie, defiantly, at the same time dipping the end of his towel into the water, to make it a more effectual weapon. " Come on ! this basin-stand shall fly from its firm base as soon as I." But Gordon was far from taking the matter as a joke, and would have made a most furious onslaught on Charlie, if he had not been re- minded that the chapel bell would begin almost immediately. So he laid down the towel, and began to huddle on his clothes ; but it was evident that he was in a very bad humor. Charlie had only flicked him for fun ; but now, instead of trying to put him into better humor, or at least to take no notice of his sulks, he foolishly made matters worse by teasing him. '' Don't go near Gordon this morning, Dale. He's as sulky as a bear." " I'll give you a thrashing presently, Cam- pion, that'll make you sing out for a fortnight." "Oh, surely you wouldn't ! Please don't ! Let me get under your bed, Black. I'm so frightened ! " " I'll show you pretty soon that I'm not 2GG OUDENDALE: joking," cried Gordon, still more angrily, while Charlie lingered at the door, making provoking faces. " Will you do it now, or will you wait till you can catch — " Gordon made a dash at the door ; but Char- lie was off like a shot, — springing down three or four stairs at a time, and when he had reached the bottom, looking up, and mocking with a merry laugh his baffled adversary. Charlie was in such high spirits that he never at the time thought how wrong it was to work in this way upon another's angry feelings, and soon forgot all about it ; but Gordon did not forget so easily, and kept up a resentment against Charlie all the morning. Charlie had quite a turn for making poetry ; and, about this time, Mr. Campion having told the form a story of a little boy who is said to have died of hunger on a rock in the middle of the celebrated TroUhatta waterfall in Sweden, Charlie turned it into verse. Perhaps some readers would like to see it. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 26- TROLLHATTA. Wasted and wan, a little boy On a rocky island stood ; There he had been for seven long days, And never tasted food. In the midst of a torrent that island was, And the river rushed on around, With furious leap, and with dreadful roar, Drowning all other sound. Hither the current had borne hira safe But now it rolled between Himself and the land; he could not cross. And hope fled from that lone scene. " Oh, cease thy flow, one instant cease, Thou torrent so rapid and wrath ! Once upon yonder bank I am safe. Oh, grant me hither a path! A loving mother's and sister's tears Are mourning for me at home." Thus spoke the boy, and he clasped his bands. And gazed on the river's foam. Then the torrent seemed sadly to murmur forth. As it poured its waters still : " I would gladly stay, I would gladly cease, But it is not my Maker's will." " Oh, bend thy branches across the stream. Thou fir tree so silent and still ! " The fir tree looked pitying down, and sig^hed, " It is not my Maker's will." He looked around, he looked at the bank, He looked at the clear blue sky, And he, looked once more at the prisoning stream, Then laid Iiira down to die. He thought of his mother and sister dear. As dying there he lay; 268 OUDENDALE: Till Death relieved the watch of Grief, And laid his hands on the prey. The breezes wailed to sing: his dirge; The fir tree bowed its head : And the river wept with its tear-like spray, As if to mourn the dead. Such verses, however trifling they may really be, were thought a great deal of by Charlie's companions, and he sometimes felt quite vain at the praises which were bestowed on them. Now, on this morning, the fourth form went, after chapel, to the English schoolroom. Char- lie had a copy of this poem in his pocket, and at the request of some boys he brought it out, and, instead of listening to the lesson, gi^atified Ms vanity by seeing how desirous nearly all the form were of reading it ; not that they were all particularly fond of poetry, but many of them, with real schoolboy perverseness, wished to attend to anything rather than the lesson. It was handed down the form, and one by one the fellows looked at Charlie and nodded ap« proval. But when it came to Gordon, who was sitting on the bench immediately before Charlie, he looked at a line or two, and then flung it on the floor with a contemptuous look, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 269 and an undertone exclamation of '- Bosh ! " This was rather mortifying to Charlie's vanity, and provoked him to try and snatch one of Gordon's books, by way of retaliation. Lurn was sitting next Gordon, and he tried to pick up the paper, but Gordon set his foot on it; and when at length Lurn did get it and hand it to Charlie, it was all dirty and torn. A sly scuffle between Charlie and Gordon now com- menced ; whenever Mr. Seymour's attention was not fixed on them, kicks and blows were exchanged, and the ill-humor of the combatants increased. At length Mr. Seymour, turning suddenly round, discovered Gordon in the act of trying to catch Charlie's leg, and said, in his cold, hard voice — " Gordon, if you cannot conduct yourself properly in my class, you must be taught to do so. If I have spoken to you once, I must have spoken to you twelve times this month, about creating disturbances. You will go to Mr. Horsley at twelve o'clock. In the meantime, go down three places." Gordon sulkily obeyed, without speaking. 270 OUDENDALE: But when the lesson was over, and they had got out into the quadrangle, he rushed up to Charlie, exclaiming — " What did you get me into a row for ? " " What did you get yourself into a row for, you mean," retorted Charlie. " I didn't. You begun. You kicked me." "But you trampled on my piece of poetry first." " Piece of nonsense ! Who would read such humbug ? " " Everybody but fools, like you," said Charlie, nettled by Gordon's contempt for his poetical powers. At this, Gordon fairly lost his temper, and flying at Charlie, struck out at his face. Charlie parried the blow, and returned it, to the great delight of many of the spectators, who thought that a regular fight was going to take place. "Go it — the saint!" said Harrison, with a sneer. " He's not such a saint after all, though ; for dear little good boys never ought to let their angry passions rise." These words had a very different effect from A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 271 what Harrison intended. Charlie's arm dropped to his side as he heard them, and he drew back. Gordon also stood still, and for an instant they stood looking at one another, hot, panting, and excited. Then Charlie spoke, with an effort, but firmly : " I beg your pardon, Gordon. I was wrong to provoke you. It was my fault." Gordon looked rather surprised, but did not immediately recover his good-humor, and only answered this frank confession by turning away. Charlie ran after him, and whispered — " I am very sorry I got you into a row. I'll go and ask Seymour to let me be caned instead of you." " You may spare yourself the trouble," said Gordon, rather sulkily, and walked off. But Charlie was resolved to get Gordon off if he could. He waited for Mr. Seymour coming across the quadrangle, and going up to him, said : " Please, sir, will you let me be caned instead of Gordon ? It wasn't his fault that he made a row, for I kicked him first, and he was only turning round to hit me back." 272 OUDENDALE: " Your accusing yourself by no means ex- tenuates him," said Mr. Seymour, in his dry, unsympathizing manner. " If you were both concerned in creating the disturbance, 5^ou must both go to Mr. Horsley and be caned." "But—" " Not another word. You must both be pun- ished," — and Mr. Seymour strode on. So, at twelve o'clock, Charlie and Gordon both went to Mr. Horsley, and were caned. That gentleman was in one of his worst humors that day, and gave them a very severe caning ; but being caned in company had the effect of restoring better feeling between them. Com- munity of suffering begets sympathy, whether the suffering be caused by the rule of tyrants or by the cane. So Charlie and Gordon made it all up again ; and by that evening, after a splendid and successful match, they had for- gotten all about what had passed, and when they were undressing for bed, triumphantly exhibited to their companions certain blue marks across their shoulders, more puerorum. These incidents, trifling as they may seem. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 273 are recorded only to show that Charlie was by no means perfect, and often slipped upon the way of righteousness. But while once he had sinned thoughtlessly and carelessly, he was now sincerely sorry for all his faults, and remem- bered that every time he had given way to an angry thought or word, or had imperfectly pre- pared his lessons, or had broken any of the school rules, that he had displeased God. The best of Christians often err, often fail in their duty ; but, whether boys or men, there is no con- demnation to those who truly repent, and trust for forgiveness to Christ Jesus their Saviour. 18 CHAPTER XXII. "BETTER THAN" THE MIGHTY." "He that is slow to anger is better than the mighty; and he that ruleth his spirit than he that talieth a city/' Provekbs xvi. 32. About this time, Edmonds, who we recently read of as suffering a great humiliation, began to lift up his head again, and to take to his old practice of annoying other boys, though his late misfortunes had taught him to be prudent and cautious not to go too far. Among those whom he took a delight in tormenting was Charlie. He teased and annoyed him in every possible way, either for the mere sake of an- noying, or for the purpose of picking a quarrel with him, that he might regain some part of his credit by a victorious fight. Charlie was now trying his very best to keep up in the form, and please his masters, and his efforts had not been without success. It may A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 275 be imagined, therefore, with what horror he one day found Edmonds sitting beside him, doing everything he could think of to tease him and distract his attention. At one time he would smudge his book with a pencil, then he would pull his hair, then he would prick him with a pin. Poor Charlie was very much distressed, and at first felt angry at his tormentor. " What a horrid brute that Edmonds is ! I have a good mind to fight him, though he is so big and strong. I'll pay him out for this some day." But these angry thoughts did not so fill his heart that he, could not hear a small still voice whispering within it, " Be ye kind to one an- other, tender-hearted, forgiving one another." " But I can't go on always forgiving people, unless they stop teasing me," thought Charlie, as Edmonds ran a pin into his leg. " I don't wish to feel angry with him, if he would only leave me alone now." And again the voice of conscience whispered, " Not once, nor twice, nor seven times, but seventy times seven." " God, help me not to feel angry," sighed 276 OUDENDALE: Charlie, silently. At that moment Edmonds jerked his book from his hand, and it fell on the floor. Charlie stooped to pick it up, while Edmonds tried to kick it away, and Mr. Cam- pion, who had been attracted by the noise, turned round and saw them struggling. "Edmonds and Campion, down three places," he said. He had a pretty strong suspicion that Edmonds was in the wrong, but he made no inquiry into it, so over-careful was he of ap- pearing to favor his cousin. Charlie went down three places ; and oh, how hard it was for him not to feel angry with Edmonds, who did not care a bit for losing three places, and began to exult over Charlie's misfortune the moment Mr. Campion looked away. Then he commenced to tease him again ; but this soon came to an end : for being called on to construe, he of course made a frightful mess of it, and presently found himself in his proper element, at the bottom of the class. When Charlie had got rid of this unpleasant neighbor, he kept trying with all his might to drive away from his heart every angry thought A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 277 about him. Ah ! there is no virtue more hard to exercise than the long-suffering charity which beareth all things, and thinketli no evil ; yet there is none which our Saviour has more strongly commended to us, both by precept and example, and none which, when practised, gives more joy and happiness to the heart. Charlie tried to think on how much insult, ingratitude, torture, agony, both of body and spirit, had been undergone by Him who said, at the height of all his sufferings, " Father, forgive them ; " and before the lesson was over, felt that he also had overcome his anger at Edmonds. After morning school Charlie went down to the cricket-field to practise with his eleven. When his turn for going in came, he hit the first ball away to leg for three, in splendid style. " Well hit, indeed, Campion," cried Branlow, who was looking at the game with a patronizing manner, being one of the eleven of the school. " Well hit," echoed some of the smaller boys, who were looking on also. Charlie felt gratified by this praise, and had the agreeable foreknowledge which cricketers some- 278 OUDENDALE: times have, that he was going to make a splen- did score. But the very next ball twisted about four yards from the wicket, and struck his leg. " How's that ? '' " Not out," cried Charlie. " I don't think my leg was before the wickets." "Yes it was," cried Edmonds, who was standing close by, though not one of the players. " Did you see it ? " " Yes, I did ; it was before the wickets as plain as possible ; " and as Edmonds said this, he gave a malicious look at Charlie. " You're a liar," was rising to Charlie's lips ; but suddenly checking himself, he swallowed his anger with a great gulp, and threw down the bat. " If Edmonds says he saw it, I suppose I must be out." " What a bother ! " cried some of the boys on his side; but no one disputed the matter, for Edmonds was the only fellow who was standing near in front of the wickets. Charlie felt certain at first that Edmonds had told an unscrupulous lie to put him out; but A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 279 when be had overcome his first angry feelings, he remembered that be ought not to judge any one so harshly, and that it was quite possible that Edmonds did really think that bis leg was before the wicket. So he tried to forget all about it. A little before dinner-time, as Charlie was leaving the field to go back to the college, a small stone struck him on the cheek, and turn- ing round, he saw Edmonds running after him. " Hallo ! " cried Edmonds, knocking off his cap as he overtook him. " Why do you presume to leave the field before your superiors? Don't put on your hat again till I tell you, sir. You should always take your hat off before me." " Now, Edmonds," said Charlie, " I see quite well what you want ; but I can tell that you are not going to make me angry at you, nor to fight you. I wish you would leave me alone ; but if you will go on bothering me, I am not going to get waxy at you." " What a fine speech ! " said Edmonds, turning away with a growl ; but it was quite evident that he was rather disconcerted by it. 280 OUDENDALE: Fellows like him don't care about bullying unless they can see that they are causing an- noyance and useless anger in their victims. That day was a half-holiday. As Charlie was bounding off, about half an hour after dinner, to the field, full of boyish spirits and light- heartedness, he took a sudden fancy to look into the English schoolroom, the door of which was open. Here he found no one but Edmonds, who was sitting writing an imposition. " Get out of that ! " he growled, looking up for a moment, and seeing Charlie. But a thought came into Charlie's head, and for a moment he lingered near the door, uncer- tain whether to go or stay ; for he was thinking of doing something that would invoke a great deal of self-denial. In a little he had made up his mind, and advanced to the desk where Ed- monds was writing. " Have you got a long impo', Edmonds ? " " Yes ; two hundred lines of Milton, con- found you ! What business is it of yours ? " " If you like I'll stay and read the lines to you, and so you can do it much quicker." A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 281 "You! " said Edmonds, looking up, quickly. " Yes ; give me the book." For a moment Edmonds felt ashamed to ac- cept this offer from one whom he had treated so ill, and then answered, though in a half- doubting tone, " All right." • So Charlie stayed in for an hour reading the lines of Milton to Edmonds, while the June sun shone brightly into the dusty room, and the cool breeze came in at the open window, as if to remind him what he was giving up ; and while he was reading the words of the poem, his thoughts were all the time far away in the cricket-field, where he imagined he could almost hear the shouts of his companions, who all the while were wondering what had become of him. At length the imposition was finished, and Ed- monds threw down his pen with a sigh of relief. "Now I must be off to the field," said Char- lie. " I should have been there an hour ago." Edmonds in an embarrassed manner mumbled out something about being much obliged ; but though he did not say much, yet this piece of kindness on Charlie's part was not lost upon 282 OUDENDALE. him. Not that his disposition was changed, for the leopard does not so easily change his spots; but at all events he never tried again to an- noy Charlie, and even showed a sort of rough friendship for him after this. As for Charlie, he felt as happy as only those who know what it is to obey God's command- ments can understand, and could pray without his conscience reproaching him, " And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that tres- pass against us." And when, that afternoon, he carried out his bat with a score of fifty-three, he felt an additional satisfaction in hearing Edmonds's voice one of the loudest among those applauding and congratulating him. Oh that we all tried only to overcome evil by good ! It seems hard ; but it will be found by far the best and the easiest way in the end ; for if God's Holy Spirit is with us, our own evil inclinations can have no power against us. CHAPTER XXIII. THE CONFIRMATION. ** Knee against knee, they knitted a wreatli round tlie altar's enclosure. Kneeling, be read them the prayers of the consecration; and, softly, With him the children read; at the close, -with tremulous accents, Asked he the peace of heaven, a benediction upon them." Tegner, translated by Longfellow. At length the day of the confirmation came. The college chapel was crowded both with the boys themselves and also with other spectators. Those who were about to be confirmed sat in front by themselves. Alas, though there was a general impression of seriousness among them, many did not feel the importance and sacredness of the vow which they were going to make, and there were even one or two who dared to behave with levity. At all events, Charlie deeply felt the solem- nity of the occasion, and it was with a spirit of 284 OUDENDALE: real fervor and supplication that he joined in the hymn — " Beset ■«'ith snares on every hand, In life's uncertain path I stand; Saviour divine, diffuse thy light To y;uide my doubtful footsteps right. * Engage this roving, treacherous heart, Great God, to choose the better part; To scorn the trifles of a day For joys that none can take away." Charlie felt indeed that the Light of the World was diffused through his soul; and when he advanced to the altar-rails, his whole heart was given up to God. And then the bishop laid his hands upon his head, and prayed that he migl^t continue God's forever, defended by heavenly grace, and might increase in the Holy Spirit more and more, till he came at length into the everlasting kingdom of heaven. Charlie made his way back to his seat, scarcely knowing where he went ; for his mind was all filled with the thought that his sins were for- given for the sake of Jesus Christ, who would lead and guide him through life into eternity. As he bent his head in silent prayer, his full heart overflowed, and he wept tears of joy. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. '285 Call not such tears mere sentiment. The love of God has power to move the penitent heart, which the scoffer and the worldly man can neither know nor understand. It was indeed a solemn scene. There are many who would call the mere rite of confirma- tion unnecessary, or even unscriptural ; but can it be wrong for young souls to offer themselves publicly to the Lord, renouncing sin and prom- ising to endeavor by Christ's help to do his will ? Ah, that such solemn vows should be so often broken, and that such good resolutions should be in too many cases so soon forgotten ! Then came the bishop's sermon, containing both a solemn warning and a powerful encour- agement. " If any of you have taken upon you these sacred vows without duly considering their importance, and without intending earnestly and prayerfully to regard them, oh, remember that you have not lied unto men, but unto God, and that to sucli as offend against him our God is a consuming fire. Yet, though terrible to impenitent sinners, to those who truly, humbly 286 OUDENDALE: seek him, however great their past sins and their present weakness, he will show himself a God of infinite love and mercy. Even while he proclaims his displeasure at our sins — the awful wages which they will at length procure us — the Father's heart yearns for us lost, blind, ignorant sinners. The return of one of us to the right path will fill all heaven with angelic joy. If we come in the name of Christ, sin and Satan cannot prevent us ; for he be- fore us has fought the good fight, and has ob- tained the victory. Oh, leave all the vain, deadly works of the world, the flesh, and the devil, and seek the God who has created and redeemed you ; for he is love." That evening Cholmondeley and Charlie took a walk up the Ouden. They were often together now ; and some boys in the school, such as Handyside, did not hesitate to hint that Charlie pretended to be religious in order to gain Chol- mondeley's favor. They could not account otherwise for the cliange which had come over him during the last few weeks. It is possible that some of those who read this story may bo A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 287 inclined to sneer also, not knowing the power wliicli the Spirit of God has to change the hu- man heart. Charlie's heart was now filled with that Spirit, and every day he was growing in grace, and his eyes were becoming more and more opened to see the boundless and wonder- ful love of God. The sun was just sinking in a bed of golden and purple clouds as they turned to go back to the college, and they stood still for a moment to look at it. " There, Charlie, my boy! " exclaimed Chol- mondeley, pointing to it. "What a beautiful sky ! You are a bit of a poet, aren't you ? Couldn't you say something poetical about that ? " Charlie smiled, and after gazing at the sun- set for a moment, drew his arm within Cliol- mondeley's, saying: " When I see a beautiful sunset, I feel in- clined to think of death. Do you know, Chol- mondeley, I feel as if I should like to die ? And thinking about heaven makes me think about my mother too. I recollect when I used 288 OUDENDALE: to sit on her knee, when I was a small fellow with long curls, and sing ' There is a happy- land, far, far away.' It seems just like yester- day. And I do wish that mamma was alive to-day, and saw me being confirmed : she would have been so glad ! But I daresay it's wrong for me to be wishing after what God hasn't wished to happen. He knows best." " Yes ; I am afraid we often forget that," said Cholmondeley, musingly. " Look at the sunset now ! " said Charlie, after a short pause. '' I could stay here for- ever looking at these splendid clouds." " But we must not spend our lives looking at beautiful clouds," said Cholmondeley, laugh- ing. " We must attend to sterner duties ; and one of these said duties is to be inside the college gates before the bell has stopped, which we won't be if we stay here much longer." " How unpoetic you are ! " laughed Charlie, and they turned and went back towards the coUeore. Charlie often felt as if he would like to die at once, and go into the arms of his Saviour, A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 289 where his mother had gone before him. His greatest trouble now was the fear of sinning and falling asleep on the narrow path, for he felt that he was weak and sinful ; but he tried to trust in the help and grace of a mightier One than himself, — One who, having suffered, being tempted, is able to succor them that are tempted. " Try, like Paul, to give yourself entirely up to the will of God," said Mr. Campion, to whom in his open-heartedness Charlie one day com- municated tliese feelings. " Perhaps in his infinite wisdom he may see fit to glorify himself in your early death, or perhaps he may wish you to fight a long and difficult battle for him on earth, before he gives you rest in heaven. But whatever be his will, trust in him, and let your prayer be — * Teach me to live, that I may dread The grave as little as ray hed; Teach me to die, that so I may Rise glorious at the awful day.' " 19 CHAPTER XXIY. WISE AND FOOLISH. "The furthest from the fear Are often nearest to the stroke of fate." Young. It was the last Sunday before the long holi- days, and that morning Charhe had, for the first time, with deep reverence and gratitude, partaken of the holy symbols of the Body and Blood, given for him to preserve his soul to everlasting life. It was now late in the after- noon, and he was lying by himself on the top of a cliff, looking down upon the bed of the Ouden. It was a precipitous cliff, on the face of which grew a few stunted shrubs ; but on the top was a small platform covered with long grass and buttercups, and here Charlie liked to lie and gaze down on the river, and then away over the dale towards Meadenburgh, and on till the blue sky met a distant range of hills. But to-day Charlie was not looking at the A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 291 landscape. He was thinking of all that God had done for him. Young as he was, he now saw clearly how, in the midst of his own wick- edness and folly, God's* goodness had been leading him to repentance. He was indeed happy — happier than many of us can under- stand — for his heart was filled with peace. All the beauties of nature, which his rather poetical mind had formerly taken pleasure in for their own sake alone, now shone with a far greater loveliness, for they told him of the love and bounty of God. And with the thought of God's goodness came that of his own sinfulness and unworthiness, and his imagination was lost in endeavoring to contemplate such a pure and merciful Being as he who so loved the world that he gave himself to die for its sins, and in spite of all our boundless wickedness and in- gratitude still is waiting to hear and forgive. All who have experienced the fervor of a Chris- tian's first love, will understand his feelings. Do not say that it is impossible for boys to have such feelings. Boys do have them sometimes, but ah ! far too seldom. Charlie was interrupted in his reveries by the 292 OUDENDALE: approaching sound of voices, and starting up, he saw Lurn and Handyside walking together, and coming towards him. Lurn and Handyside were cousins, but they were not very intimate, and so it was but seldom that they might be seen walking together. " Hallo, Charlie !" exclaimed Lurn, as they came up, " are you here ? I was looking for you after chapel, to go a walk -wjith you, but I couldn't find you." "That's as much as to say that you only went with me for want of anybody better. Yery polite ! " growled Handyside. " But if you are intending to do your exercise to-night, as you said, you had better come back now with me, and I'll lend you my key." Lurn winked and frowned at Handyside all the time he was saying this, for he had just enough respect for Charlie's religious feelings not to wish him to know that he intended doing his exercise out of a crib on Sunday ; but Han- dyside either did not see, or pretended not to see, and so Charlie heard it all. " Lurn ! surely you are not going to do your exercise on Sunday," he said. A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 293 " I hadn't any time for it yesterday." 1 " But it's not right —" " Confound you, Campion, you're always cant- ing away like an old woman," broke in Han- dyside. " Handyside, don't you know that God — " " I know that that religion of yours is all stuff. Of course I believe about Christ dying, and all that sort of thing, and that Dissenters are booked for the wrong place, because it's all stuck down in the Prayer-book ; but as for pray- ing and talking about doing right, it's all non- sense, and just fit for old women. Religion only keeps you from having fun, and doing things that you like to do. " " Religion only keeps you from doing what's wrong, but it does not make you unhappy. You can never be really happy without reli- gion, — that is, without trusting in Christ, and trying to do right." " Stuff ! I know I would much rather be bagging apples out of an orchard than reading great dry books that you don't understand." " I'm sure I never read great dry books that 294 OUDENDALE: I don't understand. But I don't call the Bible a dry book. I think it is the most beautiful book that was ever written." " And I suppose you think Sunday's the jol- liest day in all the week? " " Yes, I do." " Some people have queer tastes," said Han- dyside, with a sneer. " I must confess I do not like Sunday," said Lurn, who had not joined the discussion till now. " You see, when I was a small boy, my governor and my mater kept me awfully quiet and good on Sunday, and made me go to church, and listen, or pretend to listen, to sermons that I didn't understand a word of, and learn cat- echisms and hymns all day long. So Sunday used to be the most wearisome of the whole week to me, and I still rather dislike it. The same way I have taken a sort of disgust at the Bible, because I used to get lots of it to learn when I was naughty. You see they are very religious themselves, and they really tried to make me good, but I don't think they set the right way about it. Anyhow, I know that I A Ti\XE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 295 don't love God, and don't want to think about religion. Perhaps I shall after a wliile, but not just now." " Oh, I hate all these strict people," said Han- djside. " I hate going to church, and oh, I detest and abominate chapel, though one bless- ing is, that it does not last long. What is the use of making us turn out at seven every morn- ing to go and sit wliile a fellow drones away out of the reading-desk, with nobody listening to him ? ' I shall never go to church at all when I cut school." " Till the school cuts you — till you are ex- pelled, you mean," lauglied Lurn, the half-seri- ous thoughts which had for a moment occu- pied his mind giving way to his natiiral levity. " The school's a devilish deal too much honored by my presence to cut me. What are you looking glum at, Campion ? — at me saying ' devilish ' ? If you like, I'll say it again, and something stronger too, if you wish it." " I wish you wouldn't talk that way. Handy- side," said Charlie. " Think what would hap- pen to you if you were to die." 296 OtJDENDALE: " But I'm not going to die so easily, my young cock of a parson ; so don't you be afraid. I shan't interfere with your religion, Campion, so long as you keep it to yourself; but I can't stand having it continually thrown at my head. One would think we were all going to kick the bucket right off, by the way you speak. I say, Frank, let us jump over the cliff and get smashed, to please Campion." " Hang it, don't talk about kicking the buck- et," said Lurn, uneasily, for the voice of con- science was not altogether silent within him. " Let us shut up the whole affair, and talk about something else." Charlie's heart sunk as he heard Lurn speak thus, for he was very anxious that Lurn should think more seriously. But he thought of all the reproach and ridicule which Christ had suffered, and scarcely even noticed the remark which Handy side made with a sneer. " So the sermon is over, is it ? Hadn't you better hand round the plate now, Frank ? " For a minute they all stood silent, and Han- dyside amused himself by throwing stones over A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 297 the cliff into the Ouden, and watching the splash which they made. "Are you coming back to the college, then, Handyside ? " asked Lurn, after a little. He felt uncomfortable staying with Charlie after what he had said, as he had a consciousness that Char- lie was too good to be his friend any longer. " Hold hard a moment," exclaimed Handy- side, peering over the cliff at something half- way down it, which caught his attention. " I declare, there is a kingfisher's nest — upon my word it is: my brother saw a kingfisher here the other day." " No more a kingfisher's nest than I am," observed Lurn, after looking at the object which Handyside pointed out. " No kingfisher would be such a fool as to build its nest in such an open place." " I wonder if a fellow could get down there," said Handyside, kneeling by the edge of the cliff, and stretching himself over it. " Oh ! take care, Handyside, you'll be over," cried Charlie ; but before the words were well out of his lips, Handyside lost his balance, and fell headlong over the cliff. 298 OUDENDALE: For a moment Charlie and Lurn stared at one another in terror, and then both sprang to the edge, and looked down with a vague dread. But they were relieved to see that Handyside had caught a projecting point of rock about half-way down, and was clinging to it. Charlie's was one of those unexcitable char- acters to which sudden emergencies often bring coolness and courage. Without a moment's irresolution, he said, hurriedly : " I shall climb down to that ledge there, and try to haul him up to it." " Charlie, you will be killed ! Let me go — I am lighter than you," cried Lurn. " Don't put off time talking. Hear him cry- ing for help. Here goes. God help me. His arms will soon get tired, and then he will drop." While he had been saying this, Charlie had been letting himself down over the edge of the cliff, and now began to make his way down as fast as possible, while Lurn looked after him with a beating heart. Handyside was suspend- ed shrieking upon the small point of rock, but he had a very slight hold of it, and no place to A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 299 put liis feet on, so that he seemed likely to let go unless speedily relieved. Charlie's hastily- formed plan was to reach a ledge of rock im- mediately above him, and to try and help him up to it. Lurn's presence of mind had quite deserted him, and instead of staying at the top of the cliff, where he might have been of use in help- ing them up, he ran along it, and down a path which would take him to the bottom of it, keep- ing his eye fixed on Handyside all the while, though he could not see the path where Charlie was coming down. Handyside could now no longer hold on, and summoning up all his strength for a grand effort, he endeavored to struggle upwards to the ledge just above, but failed. He slipped down again, and the shock loosened his grasp on the rock. For a moment he hung by one arm, casting a look of despair upon Charlie, who was now close by him, then his hold re- laxed, and with a wild cry he fell to the bottom, just as Lurn came beneath him, his head strik- ing upon a large stone, and the blood spurting 300 OUDENDALE: out over Lurn's trousers. Lurn raised him up immediately, but lie let the body fall again with a shudder, for it was quite motionless, and the head was almost crushed ; and then looked up at Charlie, who had stopped, and was apparently unable to go any further. " Go back, Charlie, go back ! " he cried loudly. " It's no use." " All right," shouted Charlie, trying to gain a small shelf a little higher up the rock. But he was unsuccessful, and to save himself from falling, caught hold of a small bush which grew out of a cleft. Lurn's heart gave a great leap as he saw him hanging by it, and that it was being gradually pulled from its roots by his weight. ^^Oh, take care ! " he shouted, in an agony of terror. Lurn dare look no longer, but he knew that a body was spinning headlong through the air, and in another moment it fell with a dull thud on the stony ground, a few yards before him. To rush up to Charlie, to wipe away the blood which oozed from his mouth, to assure himself that he still breathed, to run down to A TALE OF SCHOOLBOY LIFE. 301 the Ouden, and bring some water in his cap, was the work of a minute to Lurn. He had lost all his nervousness now, and the events of the last few minutes seemed to him like a hor- rible dream. When the cold water was poured on his face, Charlie began to show signs of returning to consciousness, and in a minute he opened his eyes, and looked at Lurn. " Charlie ! shall I fetch some one ? Where are you hurt ? Shall I go for a doctor ? " " No — stay with me, please," answered Char- lie, with an effort. " I can't get better — I feel as if my inside was all smashed." " Charlie ! " A gentle breeze arose just then, playing with Charlie's light hair, now clotted in many places with blood, and it seemed partially to revive him. He raised himself a little from the ground, and looking at Lurn said, earnestly, though with great difficulty and pain : " I am going to die now, I think, but I am very happy. I lay all my sins on Jesus — he has suffered for them all. Frank, do try 302 OUDENDALE. and be good. Yoii don't know what a happy thing it is to love Jesus, nor how much he loves you. Do ask God to give you a new heart." " I will try. I will indeed. But 0, Charlie, are you sure you can't get better ? " "I am very happy — and so will you be if you are good. You will get into the first eleven *liow, and you may have my new bat. My Bible is in my pocket — keep it — and read it — do read it. Give some — my books — Cholmondeley — Mr. Campion. See that Stevenson — isn't bul- lied. I feel — very weak — and sleepy — happy." Lurn could not speak, but gazed with wild despair on Charlie's face, now turned up to the blue sky, and covered with radiant joy. For a moment he continued thus, and then looking earnestly at Lurn, grasped his hand with a convulsive effort. " Good-by, Frank — be good — see you in heaven — with Christ — mamma — the angels — no sin there — God is love — love — /ove." As he was saying this, his voice sank into an inaudible whisper, and he fell back with a happy smile on his face — dead. CHAPTER XXY. CONCLUSION " I can scarcely believe that I am leaving dear old Oudendale forever. It seems just like yesterday, when I was trembling at the door of the lower schoolroom, and looking upon Dr. Eden as the most awful and important being in the world. I am sure I shall always look back to my school-days as the happiest time of my life, though I wish that I had employed them better. Then it is hard to leave all my friends here, of whom I have a great pack. There is none of them, though, whom I like half so well as I liked one who would have most likely been leaving Oudendale just now too if he had lived. Poor Charlie ! it is just three years since that terrible Sunday, when I lost my best earthly friend, and first began to think seriously of my heavenly one. But I should not talk about 304 OUDENDALE. ' poor ' Charlie, for he must be happier far than we are. I have his Bible yet, which he gave me when he was dying, and I value it now both for his sake and its own. It has these lines — I suppose they must have been composed by him- self — written on the fly-leaf: " * Teach me how to keep Thy precepts. Teach me how to read Thy word; Teach me how my tongue can praise Thee As my heart, O gracious Lord! * I recollect just before it happened we were talking about the Bible, and I couldn't help confessing that I didn't like reading it, and in fact rather disliked it. I never thought that God was about to rouse my attention to my soul by such a terrible event. It is wonderful how many different ways he has of leading us to him, but certainly this was the means of showing me how dangerous it was to be living without God in the world. " I shall not make this letter any longer, as I am to see you so soon at Oxford, so I remain, my dear Cholmondeley, Yours very sincerely, Francis H. 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