. -, . BANCROFT LIBRARY O THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA SUE CHUG BY D. R. C. AUTHOR OF LUI SING," "THE FLIGHT OF AN ARROW,' "POPPY PETALS," "CHUMS," "FAITH-HOPE" THE CORNHILL COMPANY BOSTON PZs Copyright, 1913, by D. R. C. 1918, by THE CORNHILL COMPANY : Ml LMV/ CHAPTER I jHE last orders had been given by the shrill-voiced old Chinese wo man. Sue Chuc had submissively bowed low many times and watched the departure of old Mai den and beautiful Luck-do, the latter a small- footed, gorgeously arrayed new ar rival in the Quarter, as she hobbled on her three- inch feet and leaned on Mai-den's arm. As the door closed upon them, Sue's breath came more regularly and her broad, flat face, that had naught of beauty save its clear, dark, and most round and un-Chinese eyes, lost the strained look it habitually wore in the presence of her hard taskmistress, Mai-den. After a second she tiptoed to one of the two windows looking out on the narrow street two floors below and, opening the creaking window, leaned perilously far out. Yes, there they were, she could just discern the pearl-embroidered head dress of Luck-do and, by the sudden stopping of the passers-by, realize that the apparition of the 2 SUE CHUC bit of femininity in the dank, noisome street was creating the usual sensation. With a long sigh, Sue at last brought her body back to equilibrium and safety and was turning her attention to the first of the many duties laid out for her, when a thought came to her, a thought that in its awful boldness seemed surely sent only of the devil, the particular devil sup posed to be lying in wait for the faltering steps of small slave girls, and she glanced hastily to wards the niche where burned an incense stick before a closed shrine. Then, as the thought persisted and with it came flashes of inspiration showing how easy, oh, how very easy it would be to turn it into a reality, her knees trembled and her hand instinctively sought support for the weak body and found it in clutch ing at a pile of clothing that hung upon a rack close at hand. Her eyes followed the direction of her hand and rested upon a pale apple green coat with ap plique of scrolls and wreaths of blossoms; upon trousers of amber; on head-dress of embroidered velvet one of the many suits tried on Luck-do before one that quite suited her had been selected. She held tightly to the folds whilst she let her mind dwell upon that awful, heavenly thought and a light of determination grew in the beauti- SUE CHUG 3 ful un-Chinese eyes. At last with a quick move ment she crossed the room, gathered up her vari ous utensils for cleaning and, opening the door between the front room and the back, flung them into the corner, not looking to see where they had fallen, although there had come an ominous sound of splintering glass. Then locking the door lead ing into the hall she gathered together the para phernalia of an elaborate toilet and began carry ing out that mad, devil-sent idea. Never since her babyhood had her body felt such cool soft washes, such scented powders. Never had the fine hair been so well oiled with jasmine-flower oil whose fragrance made her brain reel. One after the other she slipped on the beautiful garments, until she stood completely dressed, only her feet still unshod. The small shoes of Luck-do were an impossibility; old Mai den, to whom with stoutness and middle age, had come freedom, wore shoes as much too large as the others were small. What, oh what should she do? As though by having given way to that first impulse, a whole legion of others had been encouraged to find rest ing-place in her heart, a voice whispered, she was quite certain that she heard it distinctly say: "Take some money from the green bowl, send Fun to Gen-dow's to buy you a pair, the pair you 4 SUE CHUC looked at in the window only last night as you came home from market." Pattering across the floor in stocking-feet, she unlocked the door, looking to right and left saw that the dark hall was empty, slipped into a pair of straw sandals and stole softly to the room opposite where she found Fun just recovering from a more than usually comforting night of poppy-engendered dreams. To him she rapidly unfolded her plans. Would he help her, would he go for the shoes? Yes, Fun would help her; his clouded eyes even looked admiration and awe at her and the bread she had cast so often upon the waters came back to her now. Had she not given him of her own not always too plentiful meals many times and oft, that he might not have to choose be tween poppy dreams and sheer starvation? Yes, he would get those slippers. She repeated the directions to him again and, in breathless anxiety, awaited his return. A half-hour went by. The seconds seemed hours and the min utes eternities until she heard his stumbling steps. He had the slippers and something else, a great bundle which he explained to her was clothes that he had pawned to a friend many moons ago and borrowed back for the day, for he was going to join her in her day's frolic and must do her proud. SUE CHUC 5 She looked at him in amazement he had been washed and shaved, his thick hair freshly braided and, although the face was wasted and waxen, it was not the old face of Fun, but of a man who might have been his son. He smiled his kindly smile at her and told her to go and get ready, that he would join her in a very short time and they would walk to the corner and take the Clay street car. In the three years since her landing in San Francisco she had been just once outside of the Quarter where her home was and always had she been haunted by the memory of that wonderful day. As she and Fun came out into the sunlight and stood for a moment waiting for the car, she glanced at him. Was it, could it be Fun? Yes, that smile could belong to none other, it had cheered her too often through the long months of those three years when her spirit and body alike seemed on the point of utter rebellion. But she had thought him an old man, why as much as thirty-five or forty, and he was years younger. She felt shy and sat quiet as the car started up the long hill. Fun glanced at her several times and at last breaking the silence pointed out to her the points of interest, for he was a son of the Golden West, 6 SUE CHUC sadly fallen from his high estate, to be sure, but in the intervals when the poppy dreams did not call he was very proud of his City and State. She knew he had been to the big school and was looked upon as a learned man in the Quarter, but of the reasons for his downfall and of the utter extinction of ambition and desire she knew naught. Many times they "transferred" and finally they arrived at the beach, bought food and, sitting down where they were protected from the wind and could look over the sparkling sunlit waters, they had their luncheon. "Sue, how came you to do this?" he asked. And she told him how, as she had looked at the disappearing head-dress of Luck-do, she had been filled with despair and loneliness then the thought and its execution. Was it very awful? Yes, she knew it was, but they could do no more than kill her, and at any rate for one day she would have lived. "When do you expect them back?" he asked. "To-morrow. It is to the city across the water they have gone. Mai-den has taken Luck-do to show her to a very rich man who wants a small- footed wife. She is beautiful !" she added warmly. "You like her?" he asked. "Oh, yes, I love her." "And Mai-den?" SUE CHUC 7 She winced and the great eyes dimmed. He took the small, roughened hand in his and looked at the palm, looked long, and at last com pared the two hands and glanced up into her face, keenest interest written on his own. "What do you know, Sue, of yourself?" "Not very much," she told him, "only that when I was a baby my mother and father died in the great sickness and an aunt of Mai-den's took me and brought me up as her servant. But I can re member something, Fun," "Yes what?" "I can remember a lady like the ones we saw on the car just now who used to put me on her knees and play with me. Mai says it was one of the Mission ladies at home." "Do you know how old you are, Sue?" "Sixteen, Mai says." "You are such a tiny thing I thought you were not over twelve, if that." "Fun, they say you speak English as well as the English born and that you speak some other tongues, too do you?" "Yes, but I am foreign-born. I have never been in China. Once I thought I should go back there when I was a man, and teach. I was going to be a physician." "What made you give it up, Fun?" 8 SUE CHUC He rose from the sand without answering, flicked off the crumbs, and holding out his hand said, with the familiar expression: "Come, little one, we will go to the Park and then down to the city and you shall see the big foreign stores, then we will go to dinner and to the theatre. You shall have one royal time if you never have another." As he spoke he grew suddenly gray, beads of perspiration sprang to his forehead and he wiped them away. Sue noticed and recognized the symptoms. "You're going to be sick if you don't take it," she said, nodding wisely. He laughed ruefully and took a pellet from a small box and swallowed it. As they strolled to the car he said : "Have you ever used it, Sue?" "No, I tried it once and it made me sick and I shall never try it again." "Wish I could say the same," he answered. They went through the Museum, then newly es tablished in the Park, went downtown and through the big stores, and, as the day ended, up into the restaurant of renown in the Quarter and afterward to the theatre. At one o'clock, tired to the point of exhaustion, but happy, Sue pressed Fun's hand in good-night and unlocked her own door. SUE CHUC 9 It was nearly morning before she had the rooms straightened, everything that she had worn, folded and put back into place, and laid herself, too tired for sleep, on the folded quilts that made her bed, wondering and wondering how she should pay back those three dollars she had spent for the shoes and what she should do with the shoes ! She had decided to pawn the shoes and to beg the woman on the floor above to let her earn money embroidering for her when Mai was away, which happened often now, when at last, as the sun rose, her heavy lids closed and she slept. Fun, whose name in full was Ah-day-Fun, stripped off his clothes, replaced them with the old ones, made the package compact and, putting it under his arm, went down the stairs and into the street. Instinctively he turned towards the accustomed place and at the entrance to a particularly black and evil-smelling alley he stopped a second to listen to voices that came from the room above the en trance and, in one of those queer, kaleidoscopic memory flashes, he saw a rugged-faced, kindly- eyed man and heard the resonant voice saying: u My boy, I am pleased with you. I believe in a great future for you ; of all my pupils, you have io SUE CHUC shown most the possession of the qualities that make for success. I approve of the choice of life- work you have made. Good-bye, and may the dear God bless you." Fun shivered and for a perceptible second hes itated, then shuffled under the archway and the black shadows hid him. CHAPTER II |HE following day Mai-den returned alone and, in her pleasure at the bargain she had made and in her absorption in her plans for getting over one, two, perhaps three girls by fall, she noticed no change in the small servant, saw not the sudden palings and flushings, the tremors of the thin body and the apprehension in the big eyes, even made no comment upon the broken glass fruit jar; and when her several cronies came in to congratulate her upon her success, served tea and cakes and sweets as usual. One pair of sharp black eyes, however, rested more than once upon the face of little Sue and each time with a look of interest. "Have you heard," she said, speaking loudly, u that there is a new face in the Quarter?" "Yes, Ah-day-Fun was seen with a girl whose embroidered coat looked as though the fairies had worked it; whose trousers, as though the bees had woven of their honey to make the stuff; whose head-band was milky with the pearls upon it." 12 SUE CHUC "Ah-day-Fun? You joke!" "Nay, 'tis true they were seen on the corner to take a car going heavenward, and at Chan-Yep's eating, later." Mai-den shrugged fat shoulders. "Once it might have been, but he is far gone now in the poppy's clutch. 'Tis someone's dream; there are those who dream, waking, ofttimes," and she looked significantly at the other with a half smile of contempt. The sharp black eyes dulled and the face was masklike, but Mai-den then and there lost her chance forever to know the story of Sue's day. Sue had heard both remarks, had stood frozen with horror and fear, until, daring to glance at the other woman after Mai's contemptuous reply, she saw the eyes narrow and the face settle into inexpressiveness. Then in a moment she knew that she was safe. As the women left, whilst Mai was busy giving directions to one of the others, Chul-fen spoke rapidly and softly to Sue. "Come to me, child, when next you are free." She had pawned the slippers, had put back the dollar obtained and was prayerfully waiting a chance to earn the other two. Two months had flown since her outing. She had not seen Fun in all that time. Often had her thoughts dwelt on SUE CHUC 13 the blissful day, often had she dared to dream dreams and see visions wherein such days figured; always was there a little catch at her heart when she thought of Fun, of the sad, kind smile and of his gentleness to her. A dim inkling of his tragedy came to her and a strong desire to help him. Often and often had she stolen across the narrow hallway to see if he had returned, always to meet with disappointment until, one afternoon nine weeks since she had seen him, she opened his door and found him sitting at the table by the window, writing. She ran to him crying out joyfully and he turned to meet her with eagerness, then, as she saw him plainly, she hesitated, stopped and stood astounded. "No, Sue, it is I in the flesh, not a ghost.' 7 "Have have you been sick?" she faltered, hardly daring to believe him, as he asserted, in the flesh. "Yes, Sue, body, mind, and soul." His voice was weak but vibrant, and under the waxen pallor showed a something of renewal, that intangible thing that one sees in the face of one who has been at the very gates of death and has not passed through. She noticed that he was clean shaven and dressed in fresh clothes. Instinctively she glanced down at her own limp and rusty black coat and trousers, the servant's uniform. I 4 SUE CHUC "Have you missed me, Sue did Mai-den find out anything ?" "Yes, I have missed you. No, Mai-den hasn't discovered anything, but Chul-fen has; I'm not afraid of her, though, she is kind. But, Fun, tell me tell me what has happened to you I can stay a long time, Mai is gone out and my work is done." "Sit down here, Sue, where I can see you," and he placed her on a chair by the window. "Sue, can you understand what it means to be born again?" Sue nodded, "Yes." That was one of her pet dreams and many a lonely hour had she spent making plans as to the conditions that wonderful re-birth was to place her in. "Can you?" his tone held wonder. Yes, those great eyes held faint memories of re-birth, memor ies so faint that they came only as barely formu lated desire now. "Well, Sue, I have been born again. I think there is nothing left of the old Fun you knew, ex cept his affection for the kind little friend who gave so generously to him" his voice faltered and his eyes looked off into space whilst Sue held her breath. "Sue, you remember asking me out on the beach that day if what they said of me was true if I SUE CHUC 15 had gone to the big school and had intended to make much of my life?" Sue nodded, "Yes," she remembered very well. "Well, the man who had, once in that time so long ago, felt confidence in my future and in my ability to do a big and fine work in the world, has brought me up from the very gates of death, has once more said to me, 'Fun, I trust you to do that work we had planned/ And Sue, Sue" the voice broke but the tone held gladness "I feel that I shall not disappoint him." Sue's eyes had filled and the queer catch at her heart had come again. Fun going to do the work he why that meant she would see him no more, the room across the hall would be vacant, the kind smile that had been her one bit of sunshine would vanish from her life and here a feeling of utter desolation took possession of her and putting her head down on her bowed arms, she wept. "Sue, Sue, what is it are you sorry that I am going away? Why, child, do not weep so de spairingly, I am not going without you." Sue's sobs ceased, she raised a tear flooded face with eyes like mist-covered stars, and sat motion less, almost breathless. "Yes, Sue, I am going to buy you from Mai den, send you to school, and in a few years you shall come to China with me and we will take up the work together. I will be father, mother, and 1 6 SUE CHUC brother to you, and you will be everything in life to me, outside of my work." "But tell me, tell me it all, Fun." He took a stool and brought it up to the window whose panes, undisturbed of the dust of years, softened the light of the hot California sun which, on this third floor of the house, so far above the narrow tunnel of the street, fell in undeflected beams. His thin hands, finely shaped and now scrupulously clean, rested on the table-edge and little Sue, at sight of them, put her own small red and roughened ones under the piece of sacking that hung straight from the pins that held it to the folds of her gown and served as apron. The man, sensitive to impressions and with the quick ness of such natures, guessed the reason of her motion and said: "Let me see the hands, Sue." She shook her head and the great eyes dimmed. "Yes," he insisted. Slowly she drew them forth and more slowly ex tended them. He took them in his and turned them palms upward, looking carefully at them as he had done that day on the beach. "Do do you see anything there?" she queried. After a moment's silence he spoke, asking, "Sue, do you know that your father and mother were Chinese?" SUE CHUC 17 A flush stole into her pale cheeks. "Oh oh, do you think I am foreign?" "I don't know, child, but I think you have for eign blood in your veins." A tide of emotion swept over her, the slender body trembled, and in one burst of vehemence she poured forth her hatred, disgust, and fear of the race that, up to that moment, she had thought to be her own. Seeing the storm his questions had raised, he thought it well to let it run its course and only when she had cleared her heart of its burden of stored-up emotion and the very spring of her speech had run dry did he speak; then, as she put her head down on the dusty table and wept unrestrainedly, he said: "We both, I think, Sue, have the white streak" then there came to him a memory from out the years, a young, eager voice in passionate pleading, saying, "But, fellers, I tell you Fun is white! white clear through, if he is a Chinaman. There is not a bit of 'yellow streak' in him I know!" and he smiled sadly. The years since seemed to have proved his youthful champion in the wrong, but the past was the past, to-day was at hand with promises of a to-morrow when that "he's all white, I tell you !" might be a truth. Sue's sobs had ceased and she was fumbling 1 8 SUE CHUC for the bit of paper that served as handkerchief, when he spoke: "The night I said good-bye to you, Sue, I went to take back the clothes to my friend and I intended to do as I was in the habit of doing have a few pipes before I came home. You know where the place is?" She nodded. "As I went under the archway I heard voices in the room above and one of them was so like that of a man I once knew that I stopped a mo ment and almost gave up going further almost," he added dryly, "not quite, and there is once that a good impulse almost thwarted at its birth, bore good fruit; strange, that " he mused, then, with a second's further hesitation, continued. "That night a man died in you know the place, and a woman killed him. Yes, a white woman. The man was Chinese. There was a disturbance and little Joo-fan ran to tell us the police were coming. "The woman had fainted after she had realized what she had done, and lay on the floor. The other there ran and got away, but I could not leave her so and well, I stayed ; that was white, Sue?" he asked. She did not quite understand the question, but she recognized a desire for confirma tion in the tone of it, and nodded. SUE CHUC 19 He gave a long sigh "Yes, that was white. "Well, the police came and sent the dead body of the man away and sent us, that white woman and me, to the jail. I had sworn that I knew noth ing about the facts beyond the one of having been awakened by the noise after the murder was done. The woman was not suspected and it was supposed that the murderer got away amongst the crowd that had fled. Anyway, a dead Chinaman more or less what of it? Especially as there was no money to be got by discovering his murderer and much hush money to be lost by undue exertion bringing the eye of that awful public to bear upon the Quarter. So the woman and I were let out, no evidence to point to our being anything but victims of circumstances. The woman had not said a word from first to last, only shivered and shaken and wept." "Where is she?" Sue asked. Something in her voice made him look at her intently. "She is now in a hospital being treated for the cocaine and morphine habit, and, Sue, I've just come out of one." She nodded, "Yes, you have not had anything for a long time. Are you going to smoke to-day?" "No, nor to-morrow nor ever little one, do you hear? Never, never!" and his voice had the 20 SUE CHUC note of victory she had noticed in it before, through all of its weakness the vibrant note. "Did you stop for her?" she asked. "For her? the white woman! no, child, she is nothing to me. I had never seen her before that night, I may never see her again." Just the faintest perceptible sigh lifted the sack ing stretched across Sue's chest and she softly with drew her hands which he had held as he talked. He started "My story is not very clear, is it Sue?" "Shall I make you some tea?" she asked, noting his increase of pallor. "Mai is out for a long time; I can do it easily." "Will you?" She busied herself going out for some lighted charcoal for the firebox, filling the kettle, getting out the chipped teapot and cups and washing them. She made the tea strong and served it to him steaming, saw that he drank several cups, and then again took her seat at the table. It was noticeable that in everything she did there was an intelligence shown, a something of distinction in the grace of her movements, the in describable shade of manner that distinguished her and made her noticed with a sort of distrust by her countrywomen. So surely does the essence of difference affect the feeling of those we contact. SUE CHUG 21 "Now you can tell me some more," she said at last, and he took up his story. "The two days and nights I was in jail, I could not get the sound of my old friend's voice out of my ears and when I got out I went up to the old address. I had not seen or heard of him in years and found he had only that day returned from China, where he had been on a mission for the Government. "He saw me immediately, busy as he was, and and took me home and stayed with me day and night for three weeks. Sometime, Sue, I will tell you of the things we talked of, what he told me, and how he helped me to win out from hell. "He has given me money to get my equipment and after I have found a school for you I shall go to New York and prepare for my work in China. I told him of you and he said he would find means to put you under Miss Cameron's care if I could not succeed in buying you from Mai den. "You can buy me, cheap" Sue said, her voice trembling. "I heard her tell Luck-do that I was so ugly she couldn't ever expect to make anything out of me and that she did not like me around anyway, she had to burn too many joss sticks to turn off the evil eye ; it was a bother." "Ugly! you!" he said. 22 SUE CHUC "Child, child I am not making fun!" he had sensed her fear of his ridicule "only it came as a surprise to me that you were called ugly, your eyes are so wonderful one thinks only of them." "When will you speak to Mai? Oh, do you mean it may I learn the foreign language well? I can speak it a little you know, and shall I have books like Chan-dow's children who go to the foreign school, and shall I wear foreign clothes, with a hat?" "Yes, you shall do all of that, and if you study hard and if you want greatly to help me, you will later go to college and, when you have finished, join me and we will go to China and teach and heal, and who knows, Sue, maybe some day we can prove that we are all white no yellow streak." CHAPTER III AI-DEN had proved more difficult to manage than was to be supposed under the circumstances and when her demands for money amounted to blackmail, Fun, at the end of his patience and money, threatened. From a chance word dropped here, repeated there, it was generally believed in the Quarter, that Sue was the child of one of Mai's nieces and a for eigner, born in one of the treaty ports of China, and that old Mai knew more of the matter than she pretended to know, and one day, after a conference with her he said, pulling a long bow at a possible target: "And, Mai-den, how if I can prove that you have no right to Sue at all, that you have kept as a slave to do your meanest work, one to whom you owe your very existence?" And in the state of abject terror and shivering fear that the woman fell into, he read that his random arrow had struck, and the old quotation, "As the flight of an arrow from the bow of destiny," came to his mind. 24 SUE CHUC The woman, with the instant perception that was characteristic of her, saw that she had be trayed herself and, too, at what was a chance shot, and was prepared to make a good fight until Fun succeeded in convincing her that it would be to her advantage to accept his terms: that, whilst, he had shot at a chance, still he was certain that if he wished to make it his object, he could defi nitely discover what it was she sought to hide, and then well, then she would have lost both girl and money. At last, with a shrug, Mai accepted his terms and Sue was put under the care of kind Miss Cam eron until he could take her to the school in Phil adelphia, that his friend recommended. And one day in the late fall they two, so strangely brought together, left the Golden West and started on the journey that was to be the beginning of the new life. People looked kindly at the young girl dressed in the simple, well-chosen clothes, whose immense eyes looked out of a pale face; eyes so filled with interest and yet dreamy and carrying in their vel vet depths such worlds of unfathomable longing. Fun wore his clothes as though clothes of no stranger cut had ever clothed him. His black hair, cut short and brushed staight up from the broad forehead, told no tale of braided queue and partly SUE CHUG 25 shaven scalp and the suggestion of foreignness they both gave might have meant that of one of several nations, but not amongst them, China. Fun's English, the English of the American born and bred, gave no hint, and Sue's hesitating but correct speech held no taint of the Chinese tongue. In fact, her progress had been phenom enal and Miss Cameron had mourned loudly the loss of so eager and studious a pupil. ****** Five years had passed, and one day in Novem ber Sue, still slender and little taller, but with the soft curves that denoted her development from lit tle girl to young woman, the one time pallor now superseded by a faint color that at the moment was unusually bright, her profuse soft black hair piled high upon the small classic head, her eyes shining under their long and heavy lashes, walked into the room where Fun awaited her coming, and the two met after a separation lasting nearly four years, for Fun had decided upon Germany for his post-graduate course and the vacations had been but opportunities for further work and harder study. The tall man and the little girl looked almost solemnly at each other, taking* in the visible changes the years had wrought. Then with the old tender smile and gesture her heart cried out 26 SUE CHUC in eager recognition of, he drew her to him and kissed her. They talked and talked; there seemed endless subjects to be discussed, and the shadows length ened, and a maid came in and lit the gas and finally the Principal herself came in and laughingly asked them if they knew that the dinner hour was at hand. "Can I not take my sister to dinner with me?" Fun asked. "Surely, surely. Sue dear, run and put your things on and bundle up warm, it is bitterly cold," and while she sped to do their bidding Miss Elliot, who knew their story and felt its charm and un- usualness, asked: "What do you think of the result of our train ing, Mr. Fun?" "Ah," he said, "Miss Elliot, she is what I knew she would be, given the chance." "Do you remain here long?" "No, I have but a short fortnight's holiday. There has suddenly opened a post in , and I shall sail from San Francisco in a month from to-day. My sister will begin her nurse's training in the spring and when she has finished her course, if she still feels that it is a vocation, not merely an avocation there is a great difference, you know" smiling at her "she will join me." SUE CHUC 27 "What a perfect dear the man is," she thought, "makes one think of the whole list of saints." "Yes, all of the difference possible, Mr. Fun. We are in despair at losing Sue, you know." He brightened. "Yes, how good that sounds, it means that she is lovable; to me she is that to a degree, but that her schoolfellows and teachers feel it means that her. power for helpfulness in her work will be great. I suppose there is absolutely no quality so needed in the kind of work we want to do. "I shall ask you to let me have Sue for the fort night I remain in New York, Miss Elliot, and to morrow I will take her with me upon my return there." "Yes, of course, the dear child, it will be good for her, but, I fear, will make the separation even harder." "Ah, that well, the years have a way of flying, and in three years she will come to me." "Is this a large city you are going to, Mr. Fun?" "Yes, one of the several great interior cities of China. The field will be a big one. My chance has come through the decision of Doctor Ray to take a two years' vacation, and I hope to so 'make good,' as we say here, that when the doctor returns I will be kept as her assistant." 28 SUE CHUC "You are modest, Mr. Fun, to be willing to take a subordinate position, and that under a woman." "But such a woman," he said reverently. "What an opportunity for me, I appreciate it," he said simply, and again Miss Elliot felt her heart warm toward him. As they sat at dinner that night, Sue suddenly laughed, a merry, thoroughly girlish laugh, that made Fun smile in response. "Oh, Fun, who would think that only five years have gone by since we picnicked on the sand dunes in front of the Life Saving Station that day; I in my borrowed gorgeousness ! Do you know" more seriously -"I never was able to put back into the jug that two dollars I took from Mai for the slippers." Fun laughed somewhat grimly as he said: "I think, Sue, that you are not in debt to old Mai den. If the truth were known it is the other way around. I am going to make it my business to look up that small personification of evilness when I get back to San Francisco and try again to find out something of your story, for story there is and she knows it." "Do you think so? I should so like to be cer tain that I am at least half white." "All white, Sue," he laughed, quoting from his SUE CHUC 29 old boyhood days; "all white if you are a China man. But, yes, I know how you feel and you're right to want to know absolutely; such knowledge gives one something to hold on to in the bad hours." At her look of questioning he added: "There always come 'bad hours,* dear, and es pecially to those of us who have mixed blood. You see, there are two warring elements to be reckoned with: the generations of hard and fast prejudices; the moral quirks of two strong heredi ties to battle with." She leaned her head on her hand meditatively. "That does account for things, Fun; things that have always puzzled me in myself, 'shadows of potentialities' some one calls them, and I only wonder I never stumbled across an explanation before." Fun noticed the small hands, now white and soft, with that exquisite texture of flesh that be longs to the Oriental as by birthright, and said: "Put out your right hand, palm up, Sue. No, no one will notice, and if they do they will only think we are of the order of the people 'palmistry mad.' " As he bent over her hand she said: "It's not fair, you know; this makes the third time since we knew each other that you have looked at my palm and told me no single thing of what 3 o SUE CHUC you have seen. I hope you won't acquire that sort of 4 I have read your secret' look that palmists get," she teased. He tapped the rosy palm lightly and answered : "Take back your hand, for I won't yet tell what I see in it." "Do you really see things, Fun?" her eyes twinkling. "Yes, I really see things, potentialities, for in stance." "Oh" and she hastily withdrew the hand and rubbed its palm on the edge of the table. "Will you ever tell me what you saw, or will you wait until something happens and then tell me you knew it would all along?" He laughed. "What a tease the small person has become ! I'm so delighted, Sue, that you don't take life too seriously. Coming over on the steamer there was a young woman who nearly drove me to suicide because she did take life too seriously, and she waylaid me in the hollows be tween the ventilators on deck to discuss the condi tion of her soul daily; to give me her opinion of the mismanagement of the mission stations in China and her determination to effect wholesale re form upon her arrival there. "I hope she will get properly put in her place when she does get there. A certain amount of SUE CHUG 31 seriousness is necessary, but not the kind that feels obliged to look the part all the time. I think it, like all emotions, must be a strong inward im pulse, not labeled like a certain celebrated beauty powder, 'for external use only/ " "Good! I should just hate to have to look sanctimonious. That's one reason Fm glad we're going to be only medicos, not missionaries." "Oh medicos!" "Yes, you do not really think I'm going to be content to be a nurse, do you?" At Fun's look of surprise she laughed outright. "Why, Fun, I could pass the second year's exams now, right now I've been studying for eighteen months." "And you never told me !" "No, I wanted to surprise you." "You have!" "Aren't you glad?" "Yes, I think I am, but I'll have to rearrange all my plans and look out for some one to fill that position of head nurse in the hospital I thought you would grow into." "I won't be too proud to be head nurse, only I would not be contented to have only the nurse? s training, you know." He looked at her with increased interest and smiled. "All white," he thought. CHAPTER IV iAI-DEN'S eyes held a frightened look as she answered the knock at her door and saw who her guest was. "You " she faltered. "Yes, I, Mai-den," Fun an- swered, as he entered the familiar room and glanced around. Mai called a shrill direction to the servant, who came at her cry, and closed the doors of both rooms. Mai-den pushed forward a chair, saying, in her usual voice: "Mai-den feels deeply honored that her poor home should find such favor in your eyes that you should come to it upon your return." Fun had not accepted the chair, and stood with his tall figure drawn to its height and looked down on the woman with grave, observing eyes, and did not answer her flowery speech in the fashion of its kind, but in the direct tone of his adopted tongue. "You know what I have come for, Mai-den, SUE CHUC 33 and you will give me, in fewest words for my time is limited an exact account of Sue's parent age." His eyes held hers, and her gaze, after a second of determined resistance, dropped to the floor, and a wave of emotion passed over her full, smooth face, then left it impassive. His tone of command, gentle as it was the power back of the command that she felt and quailed before, she tried to resist. Again she lifted her eyes to the steady, grave ones bent upon her, whose pupils had contracted to a point, which seemed to her excited and troubled fancy to emit sparks and caused her involuntarily to glance to ward the niche with its Joss and burning stick of incense as though for protection. Again the quiet, level voice, insistent, command ing, asked the question. With a gesture of the hands, expressive of her acceptance of the inevitable, she sat down on the chair nearest her as though glad of its sustaining prop, and after a full moment of silence, during which time the man's eyes remained upon her, she began, her voice much lower than usual. "Sue Chuc was born in Soo-Chwang. Her mother was the daughter of a half-caste girl who had for father the master of a Russian warship. Her father was" here she paused "an Ameri- 34 SUE CHUC can. They both died when Sue was a baby, in the great Black Plague year." "Most of that I knew. What was the name of her father, and what his business? Have you any papers or articles of any kind to prove what you affirm?" She rose and went to a strong brass-bound chest of drawers and, opening a compartment, drew out from under a heap of articles a small box, which she brought to the table, and, opening, turned upside down on the cover. There was a package of some half dozen let ters, a gold locket and a chain, a photograph carefully wrapped in many folds of soft paper, and a bulky envelope, sealed and addressed. This last she took from the heap and held toward him. As his eyes rested on the address, a flash of color crossed his face, and his firm lips trembled. "Powers that be!" he thought, "what a wonder ful thing is destiny!" He laid it aside and held out his hand for the package of letters which she handed him. He read them in sequence, and his face darkened as he read. When he had finished the last he stood thinking deeply for a while and Mai-den moist ened her lips and once or twice made as though to speak. He looked toward the wrapped square, and she SUE CHUG 35 took off its wrappers and passed it to him. He looked earnestly at the pictured face, at that youthful face now grown so familiar in its devel oped strength and ripened manhood. That face so well known through all the nation by its oft- repeated likeness in newspaper and magazine. The face of a man whose power was felt and ac knowledged in every land, and whose name was one to conjure with. The locket held a woman's picture, young, beau tiful, with the beauty so often seen where there is an admixture of race, and he traced a resem blance to Sue in it, as in the other. "You lied to me," he said; "the father did not die. Why did you ?" he asked. "I loved him," she answered simply, after a pause, her face working tremulously. "I was young then and she won him from me. I was glad when she died. Him I nursed back to health and he left. I have never seen him since." "But the child, Sue; he knew of her?" "He was told she had died with her mother." The woman's composure broke down, and she poured out a torrent of words. All of the work ings of her heart she laid bare. "How you hated the child," he said. "I hated her I hated her!" she assented, bring ing down her doubled fist upon the table. g6 SUE CHUG "It is fate, I saw it coming, I knew I could not avert it. I hoped she might die, but I could not kill her. I was but little older than her mother. I was pretty, I loved him, and she won him from me." It was as though that fixed idea had been the mainspring of her whole life. There was in her tone bitterest resentment, a questioning of the why of destiny and fate. Fun gathered up the various articles, placed them in the inner pocket of his coat, and, taking his pocketbook, unfolded and handed her a bank bill. She pushed it aside contemptuously. "I am rich, I do not need your money. I spoke because I dared not longer keep silence when your eyes looked at me so. What will you do with the knowledge?" "That I have not decided." "Will you tell the the man?" she faltered. "I do not know; Sue shall decide." "He will be here soon," she said. "He has often been here. I never would go to look at him as he passed, as did the others; but I know of his life he is married and has other children. Will he be glad that you have served as the servant of fate for him?" v "I do not know," he answered. "The servant of fate; yes, that is what we each SUE CHUG 37 arc in our time/' he thought. " 'Tis a tangle, the good and the bad threads woven so closely into the life pattern." He took up his hat and bowing formally to the woman went out of the room and down the stairs with no glance even toward the room on the op posite side of the dark and narrow hall, but his feet instinctively avoided the treacherous places in the steps that had often been pitfalls to his stumbling tread in the days gone, the days of the poppy dreams. u San Francisco, December 3Oth. "Mv DEAR SUE: "My steamer is sailing to-morrow, everything is packed and ready, and if it were not that I dread putting so long a distance between us, I should be glad. My feeling for San Francisco is of such" a mixed nature that I do /lot even know whether it is more of relief than sorrow at again leaving it, this time possibly for good. "Now, little sister, will you give me permission to keep silent upon the information I obtained from Mai-den, beyond the fact that it is as I thought: your father is of Occidental blood. "Can you trust me to judge in this matter, and feel confidence absolute in my integrity of purpose 3 8 SUE CHUC when I say I feel that, for the present, if not for all time, the knowledge I possess of your birth it is best to keep silent upon. Search your heart; the decision rests with you. I can only tell you that I personally believe it for the best to leave the knowledge unused. Should you, however, feel me at fault, tell me frankly and I will set in motion the machinery necessary to accomplish your de sire. Frankly I fear, dear, that if you decide to know, our dreams of a life work together will fade into the stuff that dreams are made of. I do not need to tell you that fact, however, has not any slightest effect upon my belief that for you and others it is best you should do nothing with the knowledge that has come to me, and that is yours at your demand. "You will be glad to know that, whatever your decision, I shall believe you have made it with the fullest right intention. You and I, Sue, need never after these years doubt each other. So good-by, little sister; write me often, tell me all that makes up your life, and I will send you full accounts of myself and the work. "Yours always in service, "FUN." CHAPTER V, HEN Fun's letter reached Sue she was in the first throes of physical revolt over life as it presented it self to her, a newcomer in the great hospital where she had gone to'take up the course in nursing, having flatly refused to wait until the spring, as had been arranged. All of those long months between seemed to her as separating her just so much longer from the day when, as a graduate, she could join Fun in China, and, although she had known, as we know of the things we read of, that the course would begin with the humblest duties, the most menial service, still, after the years of life at school and its atmosphere of delicate ease for the physical, these new duties, that somehow seemed not to have much to do with the real knowledge she was there to acquire, were hard for her, and she had to grit her teeth and bend her will to them and dis tinctly refuse to be moved by the inward voice of revolt, to remember that all of the nurses, yea, even the competent, rather awe-inspiring Miss 40 SUE CHUG Johns, the head nurse, must have gone through the identical training before the next step toward her now high estate had been reached. So that, after reading the letter and scenting a possible interesting denouement and here her vivid imagination took fire and blazed up into ac tivity she found it at first not easy to accept the almost casual mention of these stupendous facts of her life. But her faith in the big, kind brother, and the knowledge of his clear-sightedness came to her aid and helped her to make her answer what she felt he would wish. She wrote it late that afternoon during her off hour and felt, as she did it, that the years be tween the present and that looked-toward future had in some uncanny way doubled in length. "New York, January i2th. "DEAR FUN: "Yes, of course I will do exactly what you think best, and, too, do it in the fullest understanding and belief in your knowing what is best. I don't mind telling you, however, that I did go through a bad quarter of an hour after the fact had pene trated my brain that there was a mystery and that you said I might know it for the asking, and that if I asked it would mean possibly our dear plans upset. But when I looked the thing in the face, and the realization came that nothing could make SUE CHUC 41 up to me for the loss of the fulfilment of our pre cious plans, I for once and all gave it up. "Oh, yes, I patted myself on the back, even felt of my shoulder-blades to see if I could detect the presence of the pin feathers of those most beaute ous wings I felt certain must be sprouting. No sign, so I put the letter in my pocket and went back to washing out the sinks, cleaning the awful uten sils, and generally ruining the hands you so inter estedly studied. Even had a sort of feeling once or twice that the lovely years between the Alley days with Mai-den and the present day here had been a dream and only the overpowering smells here gave me the consoling feeling that it was real ; for fearfully as the Quarter smelled in those old days, the scents there were as of Araby, com pared to these. "No, distinctly I do not like it, this work, but I'll do it and well, because it's part of the price I must pay, and I'm always going to pay for what I get in life. "But now really, Fun dear, why is it necessary for us who come here to study nursing to waste time doing the lowest coolie work? If it's in the way of discipline I'll say very well if it's been proven it's worth it! If it's in the way of harden ing our stomachs to awfulness, well, that too is all right, but if it's just plain because it once began 42 SUE CHUG for reasons now lost sight of and is kept up for reasons not explained I want to put myself on record as objecting! "Now please don't think I am complaining or sorry I decided to do this, I'm not, you know, either of these things. "There is an awfully jolly, clever girl here, who came in when I did and who feels as I do about this first work. We exchange confidences over our, eh 'pots and pans.' We are, I think, go ing to be friends. She has the very nicest brown eyes, excepting yours, I ever saw, and perfect mops of wavy dark red hair. She's a big girl and already the others have dubbed us 'one and a half.' All of the nurses seem a nice sort and a few stand out as startlingly superior. "I never heard so much slang in my life ! You see it was not indulged in at Miss Elliot's, not being considered 'elegant,' but I am so amused and delighted with it; why it has, or is an entire language and I find myself beginning to drop into it with an ease that speaks well for my linguistic abilities. Wonder how it comes that I pick up languages so readily; is it because Chinese is so terrific others are easy in comparison? "You told me not to fail to let you know how we were lodged and fed. Well don't worry, it's Par adise to what the Alley was in San Francisco, and SUE CHUC 43 we will let it go at that for the present. Will do as you suggest each week when I have my playtime' and now don't worry. I'm as strong as a moun tain pony if I am no bigger than a minute, which is what my nice girl, Stella Marks, says of me, amongst other things. "Yes, I'll write often and keep you au fait of my daily life, and please, dear, dear Fun, when you write tell me all of the little things. Men don't ever seem to realize how necessary the knowledge of the little things in life is, and how it makes time and distance more bearable. Tell me how your quarters are furnished, tell me all about that won derful woman doctor whose place you are going to fill but, come to think of it, I will see her, won't I ? > if you keep your promise of telling her of me and asking her to find time to come and see me when she gets to New York. "After you get settled I'll write out lists of ques tions for you to answer, then I won't feel I'm miss ing shades. Yes, I'm happy, my 'thumbs are up' as I write this, or one is, so the roof won't fall on me, but anyway three years is not, not so dread fully long. No, that is not a tear-splash on the paper, it's only the place where the Recording Angel put his finger for a second. "Your SUE." CHAPTER VI iHE tall woman looked searchingly into the eyes of the man, just level with her own, and, after a second, nodded as though satisfied and held out her hand cordially to him. "More glad than I can tell, Dr. Fun, that you are you" laughing at the sound of her cryptic utterance. "To be frank, I had feared you might be well, different. I shall, I think, now, be able to leave my work with the feeling that it won't suffer from my absence. I knew, from your record and from sources various that you were capable scientifically, you know, but there is so much more needed here than just that it is a huge field," she added. "Yes, a huge field and one brave, big-hearted, talented woman has sown the seeds that are pro mising so great a harvest," Fun thought. What he said was the thing that showed his acceptance of the responsibility and his whole-souled intention to do his part. "I have arranged for you to have my old rooms; there are advantages that more than over- SUE CHUC 45 weigh the disadvantages ; for instance, they are out of the city yet sufficiently near to make it easy to reach your patients who are not in the hospital, and being what you are in nature and training, more suitable than any to be got in the city." Fun smiled, his thoughts had flown to the room in the Alley. "If you will first go over the Hospital with me, we will then go up to see them. You can take up your permanent residence there on my departure. In the meantime you will be the guest of the Grants." The inspection finished, the introductions to the native doctors and nurses over with, they were again in the small, bright, bare office. "Well?" the Doctor asked. "Oh, more than well, Dr. Ray, you have one of the best equipped and best systematized hos pitals I have seen. How did you accomplish it?" She smiled grimly. "By sheer determination and with the help of that blessed old saint, Dr. Ah-Fing. You will meet him to-night, he is here on business. Heavens! you should have seen the place when I came to it. I'm not afraid or mock- modest, I've worked hard, lived hard, and I feel I have the right to be glad and proud, and I've a bad habit of showing somewhat frankly my feel ings," she added whimsically. 46 SUE CHUC "Now you are in possession of all the necessary information, and the thousand and one things that come up you will be better able to cope with if I do not insist upon details. I'll, however, reiterate what I said a few hours ago, "I'm glad you are you ! Shall we go up to the house, now ? I want you to meet the Grants and see your rooms to be." They stepped out of the chairs at the steps lead ing up to the big rambling stone and cement house that crowned the hill. "It has the appearance of a mediaeval fortress with an adornment of German wedding-cake frost- ing." She laughed, "Yes, hasn't it? The adornment, however, is really for comfort. All of those bal conies and verandahs are God-sends in this climate and, as you can imagine, the view is wonderful. Your rooms face the East-South, so they are bright in winter and in shadow during the months one craves shadow as one would the greatest good the Gods could send." Fun looked at her curiously, "You stand the cli mate well, Doctor, this is your first vacation for many years, I hear." "Yes, I am a perfect salamander and I'm too busy most times to think of myself. Here we are, did the climb wind you? No, I see not. There SUE CHUC 47 is a good chair grade but it's much longer, and I never, except when absolutely fagged, can bring myself to be carried up, always feel that the poor wretches who have to do the work must have hate in their hearts for me," she laughed. "You see, being a woman I do not have to be logical. That's one of the few, very few, advantages the sex gives us, so I deliberately refrain from being carried, although I know I am taking away from them needed money and" with another laugh "I salve my conscience and win back their lik ing by paying them just the same, and walking." Fun laughed outright he found this woman delightful, and, added to his great admiration and respect, there sprang into being, full-grown, a liking. "Dr. Ah-Fing, this is my successor, Dr. Fun, and I am delighted to be able to assure you that I do not hate him." The stately old man rose from his chair, his fine aesthetic face bright with kindliness, and stretched forth a shapely, slender hand. His eyes looked intently into Dr. Fun's, and were met by a glance strangely like. With a mutual feel ing of liking, the hands touched, clasped, and dropped, but over the Doctor's face had come a look of wonder as she saw the men face to face and recognized the remarkable resemblance. 48 SUE CHUG She had several times during the hours since meeting Fun been struck with the feeling of hav ing seen him before, and put it down to one of the queer, subconscious memories that come to us all; but seeing the men together had startled her, and she wondered if they saw it, and was about to ask when there flashed across her mind the sentence of a letter: "You are going to be im mensely struck with the man who is coming out to you. Seldom have I met so forceful a per sonality, such great gifts, and so gentle a na ture. "There is a story of course. He was stolen from his family when only a baby and brought up as the son of a man who was well known and well placed, was given every advantage, and was on the road to making his mark when the man he thought his father died, suddenly, with but time to tell him the bare facts, and among his effects no single clue could be found to make the outworking of the puzzle possible. Then there were some years that I cannot tell you of, possibly he may some time (most people, I no tice, do tell you things), and then a return to his life of study, and the result of that you know." The Doctor's heart beat hard; she knew the sad and tragic history of Dr. Ah-Fing, and, seeing this marvelous likeness between the two men and SUE CHUC 49 dovetailing the two stories, she wondered if by chance this might be one of the rare cases where the fates were feeling it right to unravel puzzles. During the meal, which was served almost im mediately, she watched them and marveled more and more that one or both did not see this thing. Why, even the timbre of the voices was alike. No, apparently, they only felt the mutual at traction; but how they drew each other, how they interested each other! Presently the conversation passed from the work and its significance from the scientific point of view to the purely human and glanced on to the more personal side. "Dr. Ray tells me that you are a native of the United States," Dr. Ah- Fing said; "born and brought up there. Are your parents dead?" Fun's face flushed slightly. "Yes, born and brought up there. Of my parents I know noth ing," he added. "Ah, I see, a foundling," the older man's eyes clouded and he sighed. "The world seems very, very full of such cases, and not so often, I fear, do the little ones find a friend as kind and provi dent for their future as you. You were given great advantages." Fun bowed. For his life he could not have carried on the talk. All of the bitterness his heart 50 SUE CHUC had once held and which he thought gone utterly flooded it anew, and the other man did not press the subject, much to Dr. Ray's regret, for she was longing for some word to be spoken that would make it possible for her to ask some perti nent questions. The meal finished, they went into the Doctor's sitting room and settled down for the evening's talk on matters relating only to the work, for there was to be scant time allowed them for confer ence, as the Doctor must leave within the week on her long journey to Shanghai, from whence she would sail to America. Late that night Dr. Ray wrote to Madame Jay-San, Ah-Fing's sister, and very right hand in all of his great work. "February iyth. "My DEAR MADAME JAY-SAN: "Your brother tells me I am not to have the pleasure of seeing you to say good-by, as you will, by the time I reach Shanghai, have left for Peking. I think I have seldom been so regret ful over anything, for two reasons: one because I wanted to see you greatly, you kindest and best of friends; one because I wanted to tell you of my successor, Dr. Fun, who has arrived and ask you of many things. First, let me assure you that I am pleased beyond words with him. Had SUE CHUG 51 feared, as I wrote you, that he might be merely an immensely clever, scientific young surgeon. I find him to be all that, but likewise possessing exactly requisite qualities for this place, and shall leave my beloved work in his hands with perfect confidence. You are doubtless smiling that kind but quizzical smile I know so well, and thinking I have jumped to my conclusion with remarkable quickness; but you do believe, do you not, in the intuitive sense given us women, and in my ability to draw right conclusions from what seem on the surface slight premises? I know that you do from something you said to me at the time of that sad and tragic time here years ago. "Am greatly interested in this young man. I doubt if he is much over thirty, although he looks, in moments when he is not speaking, much older. He is a very big man, big as is our dear Dr. Ah-Fing, with a straightness and erect- ness of carriage. He has rather wonderful eyes, with the trick of pupil that we physicians know the meaning of that contraction and expansion one very occasionally sees. He has allowed his hair to grow and is at present wearing it in na tive fashion by the aid of an intricate interwoven false plait a necessity, you know, here where anything resembling a turning toward foreign fashions is at the moment resented. Has fine, 52 SUE CHUC long, shapely hands, the true surgeon's hands, supple, light, quick of touch; very magnificent teeth, noticeably perfect. I wonder if you catch the portrait? Manner quiet, very quiet; voice well, his voice is peculiar, and one likes it. "Now I know you are laughing, but I frankly admit I have taken to him greatly, and, too, his history, the little I know of it, interests me strangely. It seems he was stolen, when a tiny baby, from his parents and brought up in igno rance of the fact until the death of the man he had believed his father, and then he was told only the bare facts, and to this day knows noth ing more. I do wish he had arrived earlier or that I could stop over a steamer; I so want to know more than the meager details I am telling you. Perhaps when you come down here you can draw him out; if you do, please, dear Ma-- dame Jay, write the details to me. I some way have the feeling that I am going to be defrauded of a big sensation. "Many thanks for the beautiful gown you sent me. Were those lovely blossoms worked by you? It's too much, you know; I do not feel that I ought to accept so precious a thing, and of course it is absolutely absurd for me to intend wearing it a grizzled-haired, middle-aged per son, with a frame like a wooden scaffold, but I SUE CHUC 53 am going to accept it, and I am going to wear it and give a thought of deep affection and grati tude to its donor. "Yes, of course, I will write you; and when the two years are finished I'll hurry home (it is that to me, you know). "With all my heart, yours, "ELLEN RAY." CHAPTER VII jUN took up the duties of his new position as he did all things with direct earnestness of purpose. The few changes that he decided were necessary he brought about so grad ually that the fact that they were changes, not evolvements, did not occur to the eyes jealously, if in friendliness, watching him. His tact was perfect, and the clean-hearted whole- someness of his big nature won him quickly a place in the hearts of his subordinates and patients. His days were filled from getting up to lying down, and many nights when he felt the necessity to see late some patient whose condition was critical he spent on the sofa in his office at the hospital. One of Dr. Ray's hopes was eventually to ex terminate a certain disease that, at her coming to the field many years before, had been a scourge, and that she had demonstrated could be controlled and often eradicated by set reforms of diet and condition, and Dr. Fun found a great interest in watching the results of the treatment. It was SUE CHUG 55 already May, and the first wave of the summer heat at hand when he realized that he had been overdoing and was feeling strangely weak, and that he now accomplished with an effort what he had at the start found all in the day's work. He had about decided to ask help from Dr. Ah- Fing, when he learned that the Doctor's sister, Madame Jay-San, was expected, and determined to wait and talk with her. He had a feeling almost of shame at this early breakdown, and could not understand it. Sev eral times when his strength seemed feeble and he knew that he must be clear of brain and steady of hand for some delicate operation he had been strongly tempted to resort to opium, but his judg ment told him, as did his experience, how slender a reed that was to lean upon. In the early part of June, as the coolies set down the chair in front of the door of the house upon the hill for he could not walk up those steps now in the heat and after the fatigue of a hard day a woman came to meet him, and as he looked into the kind and still lovely face and felt the firm clasp of the soft hands he knew it must be the Doctor's sister, and stood smiling at her. She had paled visibly as she looked at him and held his hands as though she needed support for 56 SUE CHUC a second; then, noticing his evident exhaustion, she said: "Ah, Dr. Fun, it's well this old woman arrived when she did; you have been doing what so many do: utterly putting aside the fact that no one can come to China and before he has given himself a chance to get acclimated work night and day. Come into my sitting room and let me give you tea and scold you." Her eyes had never left his face, and held a look of wonder and tenderness, but her voice was merely friendly with the deep friendliness of the woman who has the mother nature strongly implanted, and to whom no outlet but that of service to others, not her own, has come. Dr. Fun sank down on the chair she pointed out to him and laughingly apologized for his so ap parent enjoyment of it. "You must not think me a weakling, you know. Really I am possessed of a marvelous constitu tion; but it is, as you say, a case of not taking account of little new conditions of all kinds and a too great impatience to get results. But why are you looking at me so closely and strangely? Am I in any way different from what you thought?" smiling. She laughed. "Was I staring? That is a lam entable habit of mine they tell me I indulge in when for the first time I meet a stranger. Now SUE CHUC 57 let me order our tea. You like it at this hour, and in the English fashion, yes?" As they sipped their tea she said: "You are far more English than American in your evident liking of the brew. It is always an amusement to me when I see an American man attempting afternoon tea; it's so evidently a thing to be done, if it must be, and got through with. We who have had the Eng lish training get the charm of the hour, the slight stimulus of the drink, and enjoy that feeling of general well contentedness that a friend of mine always speaks of as 'the tea-hour spirit.' ' He looked up suddenly. "How strange, that is the identical phrase that a friend of mine uses and she is the greatest tea fiend I know, and one of the most original and delightful women." "Of course, original and delightful, as adjec tives applied to women, are not exactly new, but they do certainly fit the woman I have in mind; yes, Theodocia Melvin is that and a great many other things as well." He put his cup down. "Theodocia Melvin!" he said. "Is it she you mean, Mrs. Melvin of Paris?" "How delightful so you know 'Docia'?" Madame Jay-San answered, her eyes twinkling. "Yes, of Paris, of Dublin, New York, St. Peters burg, and any and every other place on the top 58 SUE CHUC of this globe of ours. Tell me, how and where did you meet her?" The Doctor hesitated for the fraction of a second, then answered: "Well, I saw her rather recently in Berlin, just before my return to Amer ica last fall." Madame Jay had noticed his hesitation and drawn several quick conclusions, but she only said: "We are to thank the gods, you and I and all of Theodocia's friends, for her, aren't we? She has been to me the source of endless amuse ment, interest, and delight since the day I met her. No, I do not see her often, but we occa sionally write and through mutual friends I hear of her often. Did she know that you were to come here? But no, of course she could not, as it was not even thought of at that time. "Let me give you another cup. Are you eating at the right times and of the right food?" And at his conscience-stricken look she shook her fin ger at him. "No? You stand convicted without a word. Truly you 'superior beings' are the veri est children in many things. I suppose it does not present itself to you that if you get ill you will be placing us all in a dreadful state of bother; that you may even spoil that dear Doctor's vaca tion and bring her back before she has had it, in fact. SUE CHUC 59 "Now," counting upon her fingers, "first meals at any hour that is convenient; second, any kind of meals; third, working day and night; fourth, new climate and water you don't drink the water ?" she demanded sharply. "No, that's well. And last, but not least, you have no one here with whom you can talk over things. I've always claimed that was the weak point where a European was alone at the head of any native work; oh, yes, you count as European, you are only native in birth, so you have had loneliness added to the others." He put his head back and laughed, heartily, but he felt better for the expression of kind and almost motherly interest she had shown him. The soft voice with its beautiful English intonation was such a joy to his ears, tortured with the sounds of the language spoken in the Province, notori ously the harshest and most grating of the endless dialects. Every motion he made, every tone of his voice, was to her a shock, so like, so exactly like were they to her brother's. As she looked at him she could have believed herself back thirty- four years and enacting very much such a scene with her brother, who had come to her looking as this man did, and her heart beat so strongly that she feared it would be noticed. Surely it could not be, the fates did play tricks, life was 60 SUE CHUC a succession of surprises, but this thing could not be it was impossible, improbable; and yet she came back to the present with a start to hear him say: "But I fear this interests you little. My sis ter is " "Yes, tell me of your sister; is she much younger than you? Oh, yes, I remember now; it is of the little girl you adopted and whom you call sister that you are telling me. Indeed I am interested." His eyes lit up as he took out a letter from his coat pocket and from between the folds took a tiny photograph and held it toward her. Madame Jay looked at it long, with a growing expression of pleasure. "That is a rare type, is it not? And what won derful, marvelous eyes! Always has that been attractive to me a face so possessed, as it were, by the beauty of the eyes that one simply never thinks of any other feature. Would I be seeming impertinent or unduly inquisitive if I asked you to read me some of the letter? To my mind one gains a better idea of another by hearing a letter, almost, than by seeing a por trait, especially if that letter was written only for the eyes of one person and that not the in quisitive one." SUE CHUC 6 1 "I should ask to read it all to you, if you would like to hear it." And unfolding the sheet he began: "New York, May ist. "FuN DEAR: "You will have seen from the letter sent you that your small sister is getting on in her work, and yesterday I was promoted, owing in part to the sudden indisposition of one of the assistants, to the exalted post of scullery-maid-in-ordinary to his kingship, Dr. Martin, and won a glance of approval from him because, at a critical mo ment, I kept my head and attended strictly to business during an operation. "He did not and shall not know that after ward, in the privacy of the slop room, I was most ignominiously seasick, and then, to add to my misdemeanor, had a mild fit of 'whoops' the hospital slang for hysterics here so this morning Miss Johns called me into her sanctum and told me that until the other girl she's thirty- five if she's a day had recovered, I could take her place. After my return they meaning the gods of the machine here would consider my permanent promotion, etc., etc. "She did look at me pretty sharply, and the knowledge that my pale cheeks and tell-tale eyes might give me away helped me to get some color 62 SUE CHUC into my face, and nothing was said about them. She is not at all a bad sort, and if only she would drop that air of superiority would be, I think, real nice and sort of human; and she is a perfect won der as a disciplinarian. "Was so disappointed that your Dr. Ray did not look me up; but she had to go dashing over to London on an unexpected matter of business, and wrote me a nice letter explaining, and added that she hoped to see me on her return. "Two of the girls from Miss Elliot's came to see me, and I think they were almost horrified out of their clothes to find me in my uniform and see the condition of my hands, which are rather sights. They tried hard not to seem condescend ing, and I breathed a sigh of relief when they left; whole continents lie between us now; we simply do not speak the same language any more. But I'm not sorry we don't my life is going to be fuller and richer than theirs, and I'm going to get closer to the real things in life than they ever can. "You remember my telling you of the jolly girl with the dark red hair? We have been great chums, and, as we have the same hours and half- day off, we have great times. Last half-day we spent in the park, and it did seem so good to get away from the sights and smells at the hospital. SUE CHUC 63 Would you not think that, after the alley days, little matters of smells would be indifferent to me? I believe I asked you that before and, by the way, you know you are shockingly derelict in answering my questions. That's always the way I find it with my letter-writing: one asks a ques tion in all earnestness, the question may be even of a most interesting nature to the one asking, and written at a white heat; the one getting the letter calmly ignores it, if to him it makes no appeal or carries no particular suggestion of 'hurry-up.' I'm planning to live with my few friends within a half-hour's journey some day, and to see them always at tea time then no more letters. "I am studying hard and devoting almost every spare moment to the work I've started on. Very occasionally I play truant and get out an old favorite, but I am so anxious to go through with flying colors, you know. "I've a secret to tell you soon, maybe by Fall; be sure you get up a great interest in it between now and then. "Was so much amused recently to learn the 'why' of most of the girls here having taken up nursing. It was one of our rest times, and there were seven or eight girls in the room, all more or less talking at once, when one of them turned to me and asked me if I did not think Dr. Dane, 64 SUE CHUC one of the internes, had lovely eyes, and I truth fully answered that I'd never noticed; whereupon there was an absolute hush and they all looked at me as though I had suddenly become some stranger, and the one who had asked the question said: 'Look here, Sue; what did you want to learn nursing for?' Why, to nurse, of course' they all giggled. 'Why, did not the rest of you?' " 'Not on your tin-type !' said the first one she's the one who introduces all of the slang. 'I am learning because it gives a girl who has to earn her living a chance to meet some nice men. Why, lots of the nurses have married rich men.' "Suppose I looked blank, for they laughed at at me ; but what a funny attitude, Fun ! Do all girls think only of getting married to rich men? You would have been amused if you could have heard the tales they told of this one and that, who had met the fairy prince under every condi tion from typhoid to mumps, nursed him into strength of body and apparent feebleness of mind, and married him; and the real heroine in the eyes of all is, it seems now, as they put it, riding in her own carriage with coachman and footman, hav ing, as nearly as I can make out, broken up a home to do it. A case of sick man, tired out de voted wife ordered to take a much-needed rest, SUE CHUC 65 young fresh-complexioned nurse. I heard Miss Johns say in regard to the case that any woman was a fool to let her husband be nursed by an other woman unless she was on hand most of the time, and if she did do so she ought to lose him. * 'Horrid, all that, Fun; don't you think? Lis tening to the chatter here, one would, if one let oneself believe it, become very disillusioned, and the talk about the doctors and their feminine pa tients ! it makes me sick. Must one become cold and hard, and unbelieving and distrustful, Fun? The price seems to me a big one to pay for the acquisition of a little knowledge. Is that the life- lesson we have to learn? What's the good of anything, if it is? I felt pretty blue after that talk, then I resolutely put the entire thing aside. After all, what did it matter to me what a num ber of silly girls said? I had my life to live and knew how I intended to live it; and it had noth ing whatever to do with rich men patients or deceived wives. "I am so grateful, Fun dear, that I am free to write you my perplexities; it's such an escape valve; if you see me getting changed for the worse, please bring me up with a round turn, won't you? "Please do not worry about the food here; did 66 SUE CHUC not mean to let the cat out of the bag about its occasional queerness, and I am in excellent health; but, if I ever have the say about the commissariat of a hospital, there are several things that will be different, I can assure you; all of which, coming from the one time slave of old Mai-den, is vastly funny, don't you think? "In the Fall my chum and I are going to hear all of the good music we can and to see all of the lovely pictures. We have planned enough to fill every day of the week, so, as we have only one lone afternoon of a week, we are going to draw straws to see how it shall be arranged. You would like her, Fun; she is our kind and yet, al though she is in deadly earnest, she fairly bub bles over with fun, and many's the time we go into gales of laughter over the little funny things that crop up, to keep from weeping and raging over all of the misery; it's choice, you know. "I had almost forgotten to scold you for not writing me details more fully, but I seem to know that you are disturbed and busy. Not feeling ill, are you? I do not dare let myself get to think ing on that possibility or I might do something rash, so if you don't want me to do the rash thing, which would mean go right away out to you, bet ter write me more fully. And, by the way, you never described the furnishing of your rooms or SUE CHUC 67 told me more about the family you live with upon that hill top than those first casual lines in the second letter. Can't say you shirked on the hos pital, though; I know that like a book down to the supply on hand, at your last writing, of the gauze; but I want some of the homey things. What a perfect old love Dr. Ah-Fing must be! I could hug him." As Fun finished, Madame Jay-San, who had smiled many times during the reading of the let ter, laughed outright. "The dear child! How I like her; what an honest, candid nature it is, and loving. Yes, there is going to be a fine de velopment there of character and purpose a quick temper ?" Fun nodded. "Yes, but not vindictive." "All good, can't endure the saints and never found that they accomplished much when it came, right down to hard work, however exemplary their example may be. It's faith with work that counts. "Of course, you know what that surprise is going to be?" Fun laughed. "You think she is taking up the medical course?" Madame Jay assented. "I shall not make any objections, of course, as I think her heart is set upon it and, too, the 68 SUE CHUC nurse's post can be more readily filled than the physician's here; besides, our own women are rap idly progressing and make excellent nurses." "The very best," Madame answered. "As a race we have a freedom from nerves, you know. All of these centuries of control have done their work for us. Of course, we of the mixed blood pay the price of that fact, but the others well, the law of compensation works, as Docia would say." CHAPTER VIII ADAME Jay watched the Doctor carefully, saw that he had proper nourishing meals at approximately right hours, and gave him compan ionship and the intelligent hearing of his perplexities, so that by the end of July he had recovered his wonted physical tone. The life of the great city was a constant in terest to him, and he realized how, in spite of his years in San Francisco's Chinese Quarter, he was foreign to much of it, and set himself diligently to learn the cause of many of the defects he saw. His appreciation of the qualities of loyalty, generosity, and patience that his people evidenced brought always a quick glow of joy to him, and he realized how the difference in manners, cus toms, and language had clouded the judgment of the western world in regard to his race. His first opportunity to meet one of the for eign missionaries came in August when two of them came, en route to the north, and he found 70 SUE CHUC them kindly, intelligent men, earnest and filled with zeal, and while he doubted still the amount of good, from the viewpoint of achievement, they were accomplishing in their chosen field as physi cians to the soul only, he still felt himself going out in sympathy and admiration of their efforts. One thing disturbed him: A native nurse, a pretty, very capable young woman whose progress in her work had been so remarkable that Dr. Ray, before leaving, had recommended her especially to his care and personal direction, had grown into the habit of waiting for him on varous pretexts, all plausible enough, dealing directly with some part of the work, but likewise all sufficiently sim ple to need little talk. And one day, after a pe culiarly bad night of disturbed rest, the week fol lowing Madame Jay's departure, when he reached his office and found Kue-Bow waiting for him and saw how her eyes lightened and the pale tea-rose shade of her rounded cheeks flushed to soft shell- pink, the man in him rushed to the surface and the old demon of desire and the loneliness of his life made it difficult for him to answer her questions. He fought it and conquered for the time, but the prompting voice came again and yet again, and that night as he lay on his long chair on the veranda, looking out at the moon-touched surface of the deep and sluggish river, across the roofs SUE CHUC 71 of the great city at his feet, from which rose the confused, deep-throated murmur broken now and then by the sounds of and , and real ized that down there was love and companionship, music and laughter, that even the very beggars in the streets had what his heart and body were craving, the thought of Kue-Bow came to him again. Why should he not reach out his hand and pluck this rose that leaned toward him, en joy its sweetness? Why should he be alone and lonely? Surely his work would be the better if his body and heart were not starved of their rightful due, body and heart ah, that was it! Were it body and heart, but he knew the desire for what it was desire of the soft, rounded body, for the feel of the satin-fine flesh of the arms about him. No, here was not the answer his nature craved of its questioning. For him there must be the full joy, no stinted measure; it must be a union not a scattering of force when the fates willed it there would come into his life the one who would be his other self and they two would in their mat ing be a perfect One. Until then, why, the flesh should be disciplined into subjection. After once winning out of the slough he would not again be drawn back. His lips curved in self-scorn of the sophistries he had advanced: "His work would 72 SUE CHUC be better, forsooth, if he gave in to the demands of his flesh, his brain freed from the obsession of desire would be clearer, better fitted to grapple with the problems his work presented." No, his scientific knowledge alone taught him differently; taught him that conserved desire brought added force, added clearness of vision; that a mighty desire force directed into intellectual channels gave a mighty power but, could he master himself? Was there something hidden deep in his heart that called to him with voice sufficiently strong to drown that other voice, a something that was the goal to be striven for, the thing that, had he a surety of some time possessing it, would make this devil's tattoo upon his nerves and senses a nothing to be brushed aside as one would brush aside a buzzing and troublesome insect that dis turbed one when one wished to sleep? With a shout almost savage he answered, "Yes !" shouted it into the night out across the silver plain of the moon-bathed river to the distant hills. "Yes! and yes again!" "September 30, 188 . "Mv DEAR MADAME JAY-SAN: "Many thanks for your kind letter, and am very glad that the competent nurse I sent you has SUE CHUG 73 adequately filled the place you have needed her for. Yes, you can keep her until the spring. We now have several really good nurses and a num ber who are improving; to be sure Kue-Bow was one of, if not the best, but as I said when I sent her to you, because she was what she was, I wanted you to have her. "To your kind inquiry as to my health, I can assure you that it is apparently established; have settled down into harness, got acclimated, and the blessed coming of cooler weather has made me feel like my old self again. "Yes, dear friend, you were right in what you surmised. There had come a condition that 1 had to face, and, as always happens where the psychology of the question comes into play, it came when I was not at my best in fighting ways ; or is it that the not being at one's best attracts the condition? Confess my brain, from want of rest from puzzling over that same question, feels not unlike some of our lint, and am humiliated by having to admit that I have not arrived at any conclusion my reason accepts. But I am again normal in health and spirits, working hard with deep interest in the work, and hope to show our friend upon her return in another fourteen months that she was justified in the confidence she has shown me. 74 SUE CHUC "Am deeply in your debt for the huge box of books you sent me. They are now filling the shelves of a new teakwood case in my sitting room, and am interested to see the annotations on margins and fly leaves which I find, to my de light, agree with my own point of view in a truly wonderful way. If they are your brother's notes, as I think they must be, we, he and I, are singularly in accord in our views. "Am I to have the pleasure of seeing you both this winter? I trust so. Probably you never will know how much your visit did for me this sum mer; should have been ill of a certainty, had you not come when you did such great babies are the strongest of us men at times, and in regard to certain things. Yes, I admit my loneliness it will be better when Dr. Ray returns. "How right you were when you said I am only Chinese by blood; the spirit seems different from those others of my race I contact, but I feel deeply my relationship, notwithstanding. "Am inclosing a letter from Sue, just received, as you asked me to do. Again many and deep thanks for all of your thoughtful kindness. "Yours most sincerely, "AH-DAY-FUN." CHAPTER IX iHEN the letter with its inclosure reached Madame Jay she dropped her work to read it, and, as she read, murmured: "Ah, the dear boy; yes, I thought I had caught the situation of unrest he was un dergoing ; and how like, how like he is to the other one I" Her keen intuition had caught the situation when she saw Kue-Bow's poorly controlled emo tion at the times that any reference to Dr. Fun was made, and her kind heart and broad charity had made her in mind feel the stress of the warring forces in the Doctor and the more simple elemental desire of the woman. It had been with a sigh for poor, weak human ity that she had dismissed the situation from her attention. At any rate the girl was with her and with her she should remain if tact and under standing could keep her. For the time, evidently, the Doctor had conquered. She turned to the letter from Sue to Fun and read: 76 SUE CHUC "August 1 5th, New York. "FuN DEAR: "Had thought I could keep that secret until November, but find it's just fairly scorching a hole in my consciousness, so must get rid of it. Have made arrangements to enter the Fall classes at the college; just could not bear to go on with the nursing. That is all very well, but it's not what I want, and it does not lead, except very, very indirectly, to where I must be to be happy. "This will mean, I know, another year added to the time before I join you, but that can't be helped now, and, as Miss Johns said when I told her: 'Don't be sorry for yourself, Sue; this will not have been a wasted year, you will find,' which is true, in a sense; but, you see, Miss J. does not know all of the reasons that make me re gret the added months. "Of course, you want to know about how I am to be situated when I leave the 'comfort and pro tection of the hospital' always feel inclined to sniff when I read that sentence in the prospectus. 'Comfort, protection' ! Umph ! Some time I am going to unburden my mind upon that subject. Now, to get back to the question : "First let me tell you that my chum, Stella Marks, has decided to follow my example and SUE CHUG 77 leave here at the end of her year, and we will take a wee apartment together. It's already de cided upon. Two students who are finishing this year have it now and remain until October ist, when we will take it over. "The location, from the standpoint of society, is most deplorable, as Miss Elliot would say. It is a bit slummy, I'll admit, but it's convenient and not too crowded; cheap, and with a number of very unusually decent sort of apartment houses about, considering don't know how well you know New York, but your map will show you the location, on Twenty-seventh between Lexington and Third Avenues. "The flat consists of a diminutive sitting room with a bow window looking out on Twenty-seventh Street; a bedroom that we can, by tight squeez ing, get two very, oh, 'very single beds and a dress ing-stand into, with a window likewise on Twen ty-seventh; a mere speck of a dining-room, win dow on light-shaft; a kitchenette that, if it had not a door, you'd simply fall into or through when you rose from the dining-table if you were not careful and discloses a view of a microscopic gas range and the wee-est of sinks you would think a mere closet, with a window also on the light-shaft; a bathroom and clothes closet on the opposite side of the hall narrow as the blade 78 SUE CHUC of a knife that is the quintessence of comfort, being tiled in white and blue, with a short, dumpy tub tucked behind the door, and a washstand slightly larger than a mush bowl. It's awfully ducky, though, that small flat, and we are count ing the minutes until we get in and get settled. "Stella, owing to the change of plans, will have to watch every nickel, because her money was sup posed to carry her through the nursing classes only, and she says she would not ask her aunt for another dollar, if she, Stella, had to go charring for a living. And, although I have, thanks to you, a very comfortable income, I don't want to spend an unnecessary cent, because I've a plan simmering in my brain that, if it finally comes to a boil, I shall need some money to carry out. "One of the students who lives in the flat we are to have, asked us to go out to a week-end place they have in Westchester County a fort night ago, and we got permission and went. "Fun, dear, such a pretty little place it is; only three-quarters of an hour from New York, but just as real country as you would find anywhere. Woods and a river, meadows, and nice, fat black- and-white cows up to their very knees in grass; funny snaky fences of purple gray wood that had lichens and moss on in the shady corners; stone fences with blackberry vines climbing over SUE CHUC 79 them; and a real stile; and at the edge of the meadow on a slight rise of ground under four big horse-chestnut trees is the house just one room with open bricked fireplace, bunks built in as window seats, open beams to the low roof the kind of windows that open in on broad ledges and have diamond-shaped panes; stained floor with some rugs, a half-dozen chairs of u old hick ory," I think the girls called them, with cush ions, and in one corner a door leading to a wire- screened back porch which is kitchen and dining- room in one. A little shack house built next to a pool is their bath house. They have books and a few pretty pictures, some Indian baskets and blankets, and on the broad window ledges earthenware bowls and pots full of ferns, curtains of wood- colored burlap with hemstitched hems, all as sim ple and pretty and comfortable as can be, and they have no end of home-made conveniences that just suit the rustic shack. No veranda, but the ground leveled under the big trees and set with huge flat stones that have been embedded in the earth so that they make a level flooring, and there are hammocks swung and two rustic tables and rustic chairs. "The little house is literally a square, boxlike place, but in spite of that it is pretty, the odd 8o SUE CHUC windows and the good roof line save the day, and, too, the situation, almost under the branches of those four monster trees. "We got to the 'Castle' that's the name; de licious, is it not ? at five o'clock. We 'biked' from the station; it's about a mile only. After Stella and I had been shown over the 'Castle,' and had things explained to us, we all went down to the pool and had a swim, then came back and got supper. While we were having it, the nicest old Chinaman, who keeps house for some New York boys a ways farther down the road, came in with fresh milk and eggs and fruit and vegetables to sell, and a big dish of cottage cheese as a gift. "He is truly the dearest old chap, and his name is Tonkey-Lo, and next letter I'll tell you his story and how six years ago he met the boys and came out here to keep house for them and bring up 'Bub,' the little chap the boys had rescued from the slums. It's awfully exciting and interesting. "I talked to him in my dialect, which it seems is his own, and I thought he was going to fall upon my neck and weep, so delighted was he, and I explained that I was half Chinese, whereupon he almost had a fit, he was so thunderstruck; and he asked me all manner of questions and grunted and gurgled like a bear with a honeycomb. "The girls thought it a huge joke. 4 Bub' came SUE CHUC 8 1 / hunting him up after he had been there a half- hour, and you never saw such mutual devotion, and likewise you never saw such a beautiful boy; about eleven, I think, with a mop of curls, the hugest black eyes, and a slender little figure that is as straight as one of the birch saplings in the woods. We made friends immediately, for he is a friendly boy and has charming manners, which statement will make you .smile when you read his history. "The following two days were spent in the woods and in a call upon Tonkey-Lo and Bub, at which time we met the older boys and were taken over the farm, some five acres only; but the most complete little place you can imagine, all the work of old Tonkey-Lo. The older boys come down each week over Sunday and Bub stays all the time and goes to school in the village near the station. "Just hated to come back, it was all so lovely there, but the girls have agreed to let us have the 'Castle' during their absence of two years in Eu rope. They had intended to lock it up and leave it in Tonkey-Lo's care, and are only too glad to let us have it instead ; so we will be in clover with our town flat and this dear place to come to. The Chinaman will sell us everything we want in the way of green stuff, milk, eggs, and chickens, and was overjoyed to hear that we were going to 82 SUE CHUG have it. He has quite evidently taken a fancy to yours truly. "Now, Fun dear, you can't complain of lacking the knowledge of any of the details of my life, can you? About the furnishing of the flat we are going to take, more anon. I am so happy, write and tell me you are glad I decided to change our plans, please, please do, else I won't feel as happy. "I think from what you tell me that your Ma dame Jay must be a dear. Will she, do you think, like me? Your "SUE." Madame Jay folded the letter and replaced it in its envelope. Her face was wistful; how she would have loved such a daughter! And with a sigh for what might not be, she sat down to an swer the Doctor's letter. CHAPTER X ilX weeks later another one from Fun inclosed the last to him from Sue, and Kue-Bow brought it with the other mail, making pretexts to remain at hand until Madame Jay had opened the Doctor's letter. At the inclosure she glanced sharply and the full lips quivered ever so slightly. Madame Jay, aware of her scrutiny and feeling the younger woman's unhappiness, said, as she looked over the few lines that the Doctor had written : "Oh, Kue-Bow, Doctor Fun wishes me to tell you that he is very much obliged for the handker chiefs that you embroidered for him, and will send you .a line of thanks soon. He is well and en joying the cool weather." Kue's mouth drooped pathetically, and she went out of the room. "Ah! Theodocia is right when she says 'what a soul-shuffling there has been!'' Madame Jay sighed and turned to Sue's letter. "New York, September i6th. "I do hope, Fun dear, that your letter telling 84 SUE CHUC me I am quite forgiven is nearly here, for my heart is not at rest, fearing you are disappointed in me or think me presumptuous you're not? you don't? "I promised to tell you the story of the old Chinaman and the boys in that letter I sent a month ago. You're interested, I know; and since then I've seen them all three times, for we have gone to the * Castle' each week-end but one since I wrote. "Well, it seems, some six or nearly seven years ago these boys, the older ones, were wharf rats and about as amphibious, I should judge, and made their living selling papers. Had a place they called 'Cubby' up under the stringers of one of the old wharves and there held great feasts. Their doings were winked at by the river police because they were such clever little scamps and helped the R. P. to many bits of information they would have found it hard to get without them. "They, the boys, had a friend called Faith- Hope that's a story all by itself, however, and I won't go deeply into it here. She was a slum child, and, according to them, the greatest won der of the age, and she and a friend of hers, an- ottar forlorn slummy, used to come down and visrc the boys at 'Cubby,' and suddenly, out of the clear sky, there turned up some rich relatives, SUE CHUC 85 and that made the 'big change,' as the boys call it, for one of them was a wonderful woman who interested herself in the boys and has helped them to get up in the world. "Old Tonkey-Lo was the keeper of a slop shop down near the wharf and their landlord when they decided to take a real room and give up 4 Cubby/ and it was at that time that little Bub was adopted by them and became old Tonkey- Lo's darling and one of the great incentives to their getting on. "I have laughed myself ill over the accounts of their life; the turning of little Bub into a Lit tle Lord Fauntleroy, and the presentation of him in that character to the assembled guests at a Christmas dinner at the home of Faith-Hope, where she lived with a 'lady she had adopted' and a big man called big Tom, who wanted to adopt her. Then the rich relatives took Faith- Hope home to their home in England, or Ireland, I've forgotten which, now. The boys were heart broken, but determined they would go to work in good, hard earnest to carry out the plans they had talked over with Faith-Hope. And the *won- derful woman' had, before leaving, given them the five acres and a shack, because they wanted a place in the country to bring up Bub in and where old Tonkey-Lo could have a garden and 86 SUE CHUC chickens and be free from further persecution from the roughs of the city-front who had nearly killed him once when he was trying to save little Bub from them. "The boys have a variety of gifts: the oldest one, Casey, who is the acknowledged leader, is a genius with clay, and intends being a sculptor some day; one is to be a horticulturist; one an architect; one a mining engineer; and Bub well, Bub is going to be a dear, beautiful, kindly sponge if I don't mistake. Not a vicious drop of blood in the boy, but likewise not a drop of what they call 'hustle' a dreamer, an idler, but oh, so lov able! "It is amusing to see the airs of protection the boys put on over him, and to old Tonkey-Lo he is the sun, moon, and stars. Later, when we become regular week-enders, I am going to find out by observation and questioning if my surmise is correct. "Of course, the boy is only a child, and they one and all spoil him utterly no, that is not the word I want, for he is absolutely not spoiled; but they do love him so that they keep him in a sort of mental and spiritual cotton-wool existence, and of course that may explain things. I know you are laughing at me and thinking, 'the young philos opher, listen to her!' And I'm not at all certain SUE CHUC 87 when I say he is or will be a 'sponge,' that I mean what most people mean when they use that word. But you know that there is a kind of nature that can accept and accept forever and a day, that has no sense of responsibility, no initiative, goes through life a sort of 'materialized bit of nega tivity' don't you dare to laugh so! I have put quotation marks, and I have often puzzled over what it meant that such natures should be. Are they just the objects created to draw to them the surplus energy and tenderness, the necessary some thing to expend the love and sense of helpfulness we most of us have in our hearts upon, and that must find expression? "There flashed over me just now the thought that some one who did not know me well, or my plans for helping later, when I could do so in telligently, might with reason say of me that / was a 'sponge,' but I am not, Fun; oh, I am not. I mean to pay back every cent with interest, you know that you believe that, don't you? "The last time I went to the 'Castle' I had quite a long talk with Tonkey-Lo and answered some half hundred questions, I verily believe. At first I thought he was just curious, but I have come to the conclusion that he is asking with an object. I told him all about Mai-den and what I knew of my childhood, but I did not say any- 88 SUE CHUC thing of what we, or rather I, suspect, that my father is white and that he would not be over joyed to discover me. But Tonkey-Lo said, quite of his own volition, that he had seen that I was not full-blooded Chinese. "Coming home across the meadows I got almost an attack of vertigo, thinking of what his ques tions might mean. Do you suppose he knows anything of me or my mother and father, Fun? There, I won't let myself go along that way. After all, what could there be but some sad and possibly or probably horrid story to know? My real life began on that day, five years ago, when you took me out to the beach in San Francisco, dressed in my borrowed finery and stolen-money shoes. I can tell you, Fun, many's the pair of shoes I've given away since, and it will be a pet charity all my life to me. What fun, what joy it is to give, Fun; no one who only receives ever can know that pleasure; it's as distinct as can be. What heaps and heaps of fun one could get out of being rich, just giving it away. And, speaking of giving away, reminds me that through the boys I have met the very nicest, jolliest woman, a Miss Tobin, who, it seems, is at the head of, or is one of the heads of, a Settlement in New York. "She is an old friend of the boys and occasion- SUE CHUC 89 ally runs out to the farm to see them, and she has asked me to come and see her and meet some of her chums. She is the most unmissionary- looking woman, and although she is, I presume, what is called plain and does not care anything about dress, yet is a woman of distinction. Re minds me somewhat of Miss Elliot with the first ten coats of veneer rubbed off; has a simplicity of manner, a frankness that is delightful to me, and how she does enjoy her work! It's a treat to hear her talk of it. u So, you see, your small sister is going to find all of her spare hours well taken up. They can't in the very nature of things be many, you know, for the work I've laid out for myself will about fill twenty-five out of the twenty-four hours of each day. "No, the heat did not affect me, even consid ering that smells were added unto it. I'll be able to stand the climate out there, I know. "Am so glad you have so pleasant a sitting room, and I am delighted to see from the snap shots you sent me of it that my photograph holds so conspicuous a place on your work table. But who is the handsome woman whose panel picture hangs on the west wall over that set of Fielding? What hair and lovely eyes she has ! Is the hair powdered? Her face looks too youthful to belong 90 SUE CHUC to gray or white hair. At first I thought it was the portrait of some London celebrity, a Lady this or Countess that, you had seen and admired, bought, and brought home; then I laughed at the thought, knowing you, so it must be a friend or you would not have it where your eyes can rest upon it each time you look up from your writing. Don't forget to answer, please. "Who took those pictures, by the way? They are good. I can read the titles of your books, and each object stands out as clearly as though individually focused.- "No, I am not going to get new winter clothes. My last winter's ones are in good condition; thanks, dear, just the same. How you do think of every comfort for me. Fun, do you think I will ever be pretty? I seem so, so homely to myself; do people ever grow pretty after twenty? This time you may laugh if you want to. I am silly. Your "SUE/ 1 Madame Jay herself laughed heartily as she finished, and, sitting down at her desk, wrote a short letter to Dr. Fun, asking if she might send on the letter to a friend, just as a sort of assent to that friend's remarks in a letter to her, writ ten some time ago. It might be a little matter of two months before it could be returned, but it SUE CHUG 91 would not be lost. She preferred not to send a copy as the friend had, among a dozen or more fads, the one of "finding significance in handwrit ing." Dr. Fun's reply was prompt and cordial in its assent; Madame Jay had not told him to whom the letter was to go, but he was glad to have any friend of hers whom she might think inter ested 'see the "little sister's" letters. On receipt of the Doctor's permission, Madame Jay wrote: "Peking, November nth. "Mv DEAR THEODOCIA: "In your letter to me many months ago, you said, among other things, that you believed that the word 'chance,' or the expression 'by luck, 1 should by rights be struck from our vocabulary, or else given a more restricted significance. That you had come to the conclusion that there was a reason for everything; the seeming luck or chance was but an effect of a cause or causes set up long ago, and you added, if I am not letting my memory play me false, that you personally believed every life your life touched either owed you or was owed by you a debt of some kind or other, and later on you said that you always now felt a sense of responsibility until you had solved the 'how' to pay or what to accept in payment, 92 SUE CHUC whether it meant companionship, mental, spiritual, or physical. u Now, my dear Docia, when you return this inclosed letter, which kindly do at your earliest convenience, you can tell me what you think of the size of this globe of ours, and if it is ever possible to escape paying or being paid. The let ter is self-explanatory. "Many thanks for your kind inquiries for my brother's and my health, which, in both cases, is perfect. Am duly thankful for the fact, as we he and I have some big work on hand that will need clear brain and freedom from physical ills to carry to a satisfactory conclusion. "There has sprung up in my heart a little plant of hope: am trying to be cautious and pa tient, to watch and to wait like a good gardener to see if it will develop, bud and flower. They talk of the impatience of youth. I think that is nothing to the impatience of age. The one car ries with it a sense of ultimate fulfillment; the other the fear that the longed-for thing may not be granted before the curtain drops, and between those two kinds of impatience lies all of the never- to-be-bridged distance between youth and age. "Pardon! I did not mean to write you a hom ily; and, as you know, it is only at times that I do feel old. Just now this new hope that has SUE CHUC 93 come to me has made me, strange to say, feel the fact. "This is not by way of being a letter; only an opportunity to send a word with the inclosure, and, although I do not stand on ceremony, 'tis you who owe me a longish letter in answer to mine, which covered more sheets than I usually devote to any four letters. "Yours in affection, "JAY-SAN." CHAPTER XI HE Doctor had gone down into the city one night, in answer to an emergency call, and, being con ducted to the house of a man whom he did not know, found the place in an uproar. The sudden and violent illness of the master of the house had upset the wits of the other members of the family. All of the women of the family were wailing as he entered the courtyard, and the air of the room into which he was shown was so dense with the smoke of burning incense, of the pungent odor of some distilled herb preparations and the thick reek of weeks of closed windows for the cold weather caused every native to exclude any pos sible breath of fresh air that for a second even his well-seasoned olfactory organs rebelled. With an exclamation of impatience he propped back the heavy door, and, ordering the windows to be opened and the lamp held so that he could see clearly, he went to the patient. Stretched upon wadded quilts which rested upon SUE CHUC 95 a native frame of lacquered wood, he saw the man, his face of a grayish pallor, great beads of sweat standing upon his forehead, his eyes sunken and glazed, and the body shaken by long convul sive tremors. He felt the pulse and leaned his head down to listen to the heart's beat; then, giving orders for his assistant at the hospital to be sent for and a nurse to be called, superintended the carrying out of his immediate needs with a firm voice that carried with it a command ; stopped the wail ing, gave a word of encouragement to the old wife and much older mother of the man, sent the daughter to help the servants carry out his orders, and had a semblance of order restored when his assistant arrived. After the young physician had looked at the patient and seen what was the treatment adopted, he glanced inquiringly at the older man, who nod ded in answer to the other's unspoken question. They worked hard, they worked steadily through the remainder of the night, and, as the dawn broke, the patient, limp and weak as a new baby, but purged of the poison, lay supinely. It had been a hard fight and they two had fought against odds, but they had won. Dr. Fun, before ordering the room to be thoroughly cleared of the paraphernalia used, 96 SUE CHUC bottled and sealed some of the contents of one of the basins, gave it to his assistant to take back to the laboratory, and dismissed him for the necessary rest and bath before the office hours at the hospital, he remaining at the bedside to see that there was no failure in carrying out his or ders until the nurse should arrive. He was tired through and through, and sat in a chair at the bedside with eyes closed until, hear ing a long sigh, he started up and leaned over the sick man. "Will I die?" "Not this time, my friend; but for some time you will be weak. A man of your age cannot go through an experience such as this with the same chance for quick recovery that a young person has." "You know what it was?" "Yes. Do not talk now; later, when you have rested." The sick man made a slight and feeble effort to remonstrate, and then weakly gave it up as too great. An hour passed. Then the nurse and her helper came and Dr. Fun rose to leave. A feeble hand held his coat and he bent down to hear what the man said. "He has tried to kill me twice the third time he will succeed. The first time in San Francisco. SUE CHUC 97 I thought I had escaped him here, but he has found me even after thirty-five years." Fun looked down at him compassionately. "Think no more of it. We will, when you are able, talk of it, and maybe we can find a way out. You are a man of wealth; use some of it to at tain freedom. Was it Tong, or private?" "Private no it was not money; it is the child he wants, the boy child" his feeble voice break ing. "I cannot give him that, for as I stole the child so was the child stolen from me, and no trace, no trace." Fun's ear had caught the names of the Alley and San Francisco, and his memory had gone back to the places he knew so well. Ah ! how many just such cases he knew of ! How many had occurred in that very city and Quarter. It was so old a method of vengeance and yet ever carrying its heartbreak and potency for suf fering the loss of the "first born." To the Oc cidental the words carry no such pregnancy of meaning. Gently loosening the clutching fingers, he gave his orders and went back to bathe and change into fresh clothes. There was no time for even a short nap ; at nine he was to perform an operation. He held his hand up, perfectly steady; he looked at his face, weary, with circles too deep and too dark, but with an underglow of blood and health. 98 SUE CHUC Yes, he would drink a couple of cups of strong coffee and eat a good breakfast and he would be fit, and he mentally turned the key on the secret cabinet in his mind where dwelt the little whis pering demon whose name was poppy-dreams. The following day he returned to the house of the man whom he had found so near to death. In the interim his assistant had taken the case and reported the patient slowly improving. As he entered the courtyard he glanced about him. He had been aware in his hurried crossing of it the night he was first called there that it was of unusual size, and, without giving it defi nite thought, had yet realized that it was more than usually rich in decoration, and now as the full light of day flooded it, he looked about with delight. Always quick to feel beauty in all its forms, it was with a distinct feeling of amazed delight that his eyes turned from point to point. Glazed tiles, pottery and porcelain jars and bowls, with their burden of quaint trees, carved stone, and carved and lacquered wood. He even turned to look back on it all after having entered under the heavy portals of the doorway, and in so doing spied dark eyes peering at him from be hind the fretwork of a window blind. The servant who ushered him into the room where lay the sick man, he took particular notice SUE CHUC 99 of; the face was immobile as though carven, but the eyes were troubled, and Dr. Fun made a men tal note of the man when he entered the sick room. The nurse rose from the seat at the bedside where she had been writing at the patient's dicta tion, and, after answering the Doctor's questions, left the room. Dr. Fun took the man's hand in his and felt of the flesh, slid his fingers to the wrist and touched the pulse; then, sitting down on the chair the nurse had occupied, held the wrist firmly while he noted the beats and looked at the man's face, observing the eyes, the pallor, the look of suffer ing. "I see, my friend, that you are not letting your self make the recovery you might; how is it? Are you troubled? Can I help you in ways other than ministering to the body?" The old man looked long and intently at him and the pallor of his face deepened, and into his eyes leaped fear. Feebly he endeavored to withdraw his hand, and, seeing the look, Dr. Fun gently withdrew his own. "Who are you?" "I am Dr. Fun, at present in charge of the hospital, and it was I who attended you during your illness of night before last. You were so ioo SUE CHUC ill at the time that you did not see me well. Why should you feel fear of me? I am a stranger to you, a stranger almost to the land." Still the eyes stared with the look of shocked fear, and he was beginning to think some new phase of the illness at hand when the patient, with an extreme effort, raised himself from the pillows and peered so closely into the Doctor's face that his fevered breath struck him. "Where do you come from? You are not he; he is now an old man; are you the part of him my treachery killed the young self with its full ness of life and hope and belief? Is it to haunt me you come; to make me repent?* He grasped the Doctor's hands and peered under dropped lids. "Tell me, tell me, I can better know the truth than be haunted by the thought of the chance that I may not know that I may not know " The Doctor saw that there was some deeper ground for the old man's trouble than any mere disturbance to the physical, and he understood from the allusions made that he was so like some other man that the old belief of the race, that the injured man might at will project a material ized self to haunt the author of his pain, had taken hold of him, and realizing how serious might be the consequences to his patient if, in his SUE CHUC 10 1 weakened state, he became unduly excited, he strove to quiet him. "Lie back on your pillows," gently replacing him, "and I will sit here and tell you of myself, all that I know. From what you have said to-day and what you said the night I first came, I know that you carry a burden of unhappiness. My re semblance to some one who has to do with that unhappiness makes you fear. You must not for a chance likeness, trick of manner of voice, think me what you fear." As he spoke, he smoothed the clothes deftly as could a woman, and again clasping the sick man's wrist kept note of the pulse beats as he told his own story. Gradually as he talked the hunted, haunted look died out of the eyes so steadily fixed on his own, and in its place came first a surprise that deepened into wonder and became at last satis faction, a satisfaction so great that it left him powerless to speak, so that when the Doctor had finished his story there was a silence. As he had talked, the Doctor had watched those changing eyes, noticed the surprise, the wonder, and the satisfaction, and realized that he had brought comfort to the old man, even though in some way unknown to his intent. The sick man's eyelids dropped, and from un der them rolled tears. The long years of control 102 SUE CHUC had taught the muscles their lesson, and even now, in the moment of greatest emotion, they were true to the teaching, but the tears, those slow tears of age, came unchecked. After a time they ceased and when the nurse came into the room the face was dry and no sign of them remained; but the eyes were different that looked up at her, there was a renewal of life, a brightness, and she smiled up at Dr. Fun, who had risen and stood to take leave of the sick man. "It is as Kue-Bow affirmed: your presence brings healing," she said. "I will keep you quiet no longer than I have to, Choo-Dan. It will rest with you, though," and he smiled down at the man. "You will come to-morrow?" The Doctor shook his head. "No, you do not need me, really. My assistant and your nurse are quite competent to bring you through, and I am very busy." "You will not go away?" "Away you mean from the city? Not that I know of." "You will not you will not go anywhere with out seeing me?" the other persisted. The Doctor was touched and amused, and gave the promise as one would to a querulous child, and left. SUE CHUG 103 At the outer door he found the servant, palpa bly waiting for him, and, thinking him anxious as to his master's condition, he stopped and told him that it would be but a short time before Mr. Choo-Dan would be up and about. "You have been long with your master?" he inauired, as the servant helped him with his coat and handed him his fur cap. "Forty years, sir." "That speaks well for you both," the Doctor said, in his bright, kind way, with a smile and a look at the servant. The other's breath came quickly, his lids fluttered, and his nostrils quiv ered as he bowed. "Umph! The servant evidently knows about the master's trouble and was with him at the time. If it did not seem to have comforted Choo-Dan, that sketch of my own experiences, I should ex pect, to have this wonderful resemblance I bear to some one get me into trouble some dark night, perhaps." He hesitated the better part of a minute. The thought had crossed his mind that the date of the event of old Choo-Dan's child-stealing coin cided with what he knew of his own, and San Francisco was the city in which both had occurred. Then, with a shake of his head and a smile at his folly, he went his way. No, it was absurd, 104 SUE CHUC and besides the thing was of such frequent oc currence. His own anxiety to know more of his birth and parentage and the rather unusual cir cumstances developed by the old man's partial be trayal of his own trouble, had made his active brain strike fire on the subject. On his return to his room that night he found a letter from Sue. CHAPTER XII "New York, October iyth. iUN DEAR : "Am so interested and excited! Have discovered that the 'wonder ful woman' whom the boys con sider their fairy godmother and call 'our Mrs. Theodocia,' is iden tical with the woman whose photograph is on your wall that I noticed in the snapshots you sent me and that I have written you of, begging to be told who she is, and it all came about quite in the most approved style. "We had gone down to 'Cosy Corner' that's what we have called the week-end place, wanting a name of our own over Sunday, and I was hav ing one of my pow-wows with old Tonkey-Lo and the boys, and it suddenly occurred to me that they would like to see the snapshots of your den, for by this they know all about my 'big brother,' and are very interested, and I told Bub to run along over to the house and get them. "About fifteen minutes after, we saw him come 106 SUE CHUC flying back and long before he had arrived he was tossing up his arms and yelling so that we thought something had gone wrong, and all rushed out to meet him. ' 'It's our lady; it's our lady!' was what he was yelling, and he dashed up to us and held out the picture showing the panel portrait. I was so excited that I quite forgot to read him a lec ture on 'the opening of parcels not belonging to oneself.' You should have seen those boys and old Tonkey-Lo! One would have thought it one of the seven wonders that some one in China had a photograph of 'their lady,' and they were deeply disappointed when I could not tell them anything of how you came by it or how well you knew her. I'm awfully curious, myself, Fun dear. They made me stay to lunch and they talked all the time about her. You will tell me how you knew her, won't you? I'm glad she's quite old. She must be at least forty yes? "I wish you could have seen our luncheon. The boys set the table with what they call 'our com pany service' in honor of my being there, and it looked so pretty. The china is all that familiar old pattern Mai-den had with the little coral-col ored figures of girls and boys and funny bridges and impossible barnyard fowls on a grayish cream ground. It was sent them by some friend of 'their SUE CHUC 107 Lady Theodocia,' some dear old man out in Pe king, who is so learned he knows everything about everything, the boys say, and who was born in Europe and had an English father; then when he was a man, went back to China to work for his mother's people. Or else it was a Russian that his father was, I can't quite remember, because they told me so many weird tales. Anyway, Mrs. Theodocia is a great friend of his and she had written to him one time telling him all about find ing her niece and these boys and saying that they, the boys, were going to keep house, and what should come along in the next few months but a notification from a big Chinaman in Mott Street that there was a case directed to them, duty paid, and sure enough it was for them and directed to all of them. Wasn't it just dear of that man! The boys were so delighted they never rested until they had learned all about that pottery. They took a plate up to, or down to, rather, the big German who teaches the night classes, and he gave them books to read about pottery-making, and now they can tell all about marks and glazes and firings and crackle. Aren't they just the j oiliest boys? "Where was I? Oh, yes; telling you of the luncheon. Well, the table had the lovely dishes on it, and their best table-cloth that some girl io8 SUE CHUC they used to know in their slummy days hem stitched for them; and hemstitched napkins. In the center was one of the big bowls, with autumn leaves. The knives and forks were the prettiest things! I could not help looking at them closely and finally I asked if they were Swiss carving, whereat Casey got very red and admitted that the handles were his work; he had spent every spare minute for several winters working on them, and the set was just finished. That boy is an artist! "We had fried chicken with such gravy; it does take a Chinese cook to make that, Fun; and salad of beets, carrots, potatoes, and lovely let tuce from one of the glass frames, all about the dish, and the dressing perfectly mixed; hot bis cuits, and honey and apple-turnovers. "The boys have very good manners, and Casey keeps a sharp eye on them to see that they live up to that gorgeous china, I can tell you! Little Bub is a little aristocrat in his manners. As Casey said, in telling me of him, 'We never had to tell him to be careful; it just comes natural. But for the rest of us! Umph! Well, we ain t are not done yet with having to be careful. 1 "When the boys become interested they forget the acquired knowledge of the parts of speech and what is called Refinement of language' at SUE CHUC 109 Miss Elliot's, and drop into all kinds of slang. I like it immensely; they are so unconscious of how funny the abrupt transitions are to one listen ing, and, Fun, they are really such dear boys ; not a bit coarse; just full of life and spirits and so good-hearted. I wish / could come across some boys like that in just the stage of development they were in when their Lady found them, and play fairy godmother. It must be such good fun and she must be such a sensible woman, too. What do you suppose were the set of rules she gave them to go by? they each have a copy pasted in a favorite book: " 'No. i. Keep clean. " 'No. 2. Remember you are your brother's keeper. " 'No. 3. Don't let a day go by without hav ing added to your stock of knowledge, or helped some one. " 'No. 4. Be clean!' "Not a bit of preaching, only those few lines. Good, is it not? Casey said that they found the first and the last the hardest to keep, but they agreed to lay out a schedule and never let any thing break into it; then they would some time get the 'clean habit' so fixed they would not have to be looking out all the time. "He said, 'You see, Miss Sue, we was were no SUE CHUC born in the dirt and everybody we knew until Faith-Hope adopted her Lady was dirty and we never even thought about it.' I asked, 'Was Faith-Hope?' * 'Oh, no; she used to be just as clean as she could be.' Then they told me of the old times. Truly, Fun, I should like to have some boys. Are the Chinese boys as interesting, do you think? Maybe when I come out to you I can rescue some Chinese slummies wouldn't it be fun! "After the luncheon was finished we went for a walk. The woods are heavenly now, and we brought back great branches of autumn leaves and berries, and the boys helped us arrange them. Then we asked them to have a picnic supper with us, and afterward we sat about and told stories before the fire until old Tonkey-Lo came looking for his adored Bub. "I can see where this week-end shack is going to mean much to us. "We are working very hard, but do not get worried over that fact, for we are very careful in regard to our food, our hours, and our life gen erally, and both my chum and I are strong as can be. No, I'm not overdoing, truly. Please don't send me any more money for clothes. I have everything I want. Yes, you can send me that gold locket you spoke of. I love jewelry, but I SUE CHUC 1 1 1 want a picture of my big brother in the locket, else back it goes. Your "SUE." U P. S. I'm afraid my letters read 'scrappy/ as our boys would say. But I want you to know all the little details of our life, and I write as they come to my mind. Anyway, Fun dear, you don't want letters that read like extracts from a 'polite letter writer,' do you? "P. S. No. 2. Old Tonkey-Lo wants to know the names of the people you call Madame Jay and her brother. He is of a curiosity! S." When Fun had read and reread, laughed and sighed over the letter, he inclosed it in an en velope and directed it to Madame Jay; then sat for some time staring across at the face of the handsome woman in the panel on the wfcll oppo site. "How she radiates helpfulness," he thought. "How rich she makes the lives she contacts." CHAPTER XIII i AM afraid, Dr. Fun, you will have to go to see Choo-Dan; he is not improving as he should, and asks daily of you." Dr. Fun's young assistant stood before the desk in the Doctor's office one day a fortnight later, a puzzled frown drawing two vertical lines between his eyebrows and his big spectacles resting with difficulty upon the very indeterminate bridge of his flat nose, giving him the appearance of a benevolently in clined but puzzled young owl. "Yes, Doctor; what seems to be wrong?" "Nothing specific; yet he does not get strong." "Very well," seeing the worried look. "I will make time to-day." The lines disappeared as though by magic, and the queer smooth face regained its wonted se renity. That afternoon the Doctor again entered the big court and was conducted to the patient's room. The old man had been dozing and wakened with SUE CHUC 113 a start as the Doctor stood by his bedside. He blinked several times, as though not quite certain whether or not a dream were fulfilling itself, and, as the recognition of the reality came to him, he grasped a fold of the Doctor's coat and held it tightly. u Ah! 'tis you," with a long sigh; "then it is all true. I did not dream it." "What is wrong, Choo-Dan? They tell me that you are troubling over something, that you are not gaining strength as you should." The old man shook his head impatiently. "No, I am not gaining strength and I will not, I think, until I have cleaned my heart as you have cleaned my body." The Doctor sat down on the chair placed by the bedside and said: "If it will help you to tell me your trouble, tell it. We physicians have to be confessors often." After a moment's pause, Choo-Dan began: "Many years ago, before you were born, I had a friend who was dearer to me than myself, or I thought so until we loved the same girl. We had been reared together in a land far from this; were schoolmates, and later, when our studies at Bonn were over yes" seeing the Doctor's sur prised look "it was there we lived we trav eled together. And it w'as while we were trav- H4 SUE CHUC eling, stopping for a while where we found in terest, that we met the girl and both loved her. You know how much more freely the foreigners allow their daughters to live. She was the daugh ter of a German professor in Jena, and we were taking a graduate course in the University and living in his house, so that we saw her each day. "My friend had foreign blood, and with it a something that brought him nearer in understand ing and sympathy than my full Chinese blood al lowed me, and soon I saw that I had no chance to win a heart that was even then beating for him." The old man's eyes wore a far-away look as though he were gazing across the years. u My heart was bitter and black, my love for my friend turned to gall, and, lest I do him harm I left, but not until I had told him of my love for her and hate toward him. "There was a third student in the house, a man we had disliked and avoided, a man with the blood of several races flowing in his veins, and bearing with it the worst traits of each. He was supposed to be a Central American, but my friend and I knew him to be part Chinese. We had been so taken up with our love of the girl that we had not known or noticed that this other man's heart was caught in the gold of her hair, in the heaven's blue of her eyes, and the rose and cream SUE CHUC 115 of her cheeks, and it was only after I had told my friend of my feeling and left the house that he stole after me, his livid toad's face green with the jealousy of his wicked heart. He had lis tened at our door, heard, and come to me, the loser, with offer of help in my vengeance ven geance, I had thought of no vengeance, and I told him so and threw him off." There was a silence and the Doctor held a glass of water to the trembling lips and looked compassionately down at the yellow face. After a minute, Choo-Dan took up his tale: "I wandered far and even came back home to see the mother I had not seen from babyhood, but I found no peace. I had grown away from the customs of my people; they seemed as savages to me; I could see no good in anything, and I left. This time I went to America, and one day in Washington I met the Central American. We stopped as of a mutual impulse and talked. He told me that he had kept track of my friend, that he and the girl had married, and that she was to be a mother soon; that they were even now in Washington, and he said his evil black eyes glinting under their heavy lashless lids 'You re fused my help when I offered it you before. You had no desire for vengeance then. Have you now?" n6 SUE CHUC "And again I pushed him aside as I would a toad, only refraining from killing him as we re frain from trampling upon a toad, because of its loathsomeness. "Once again I wandered down into the South; far down, and I crossed from the Atlantic to the Pacific, taking months to the trip, and landed in San Francisco. "At the last of the trip there had come to me a feeling of weariness, a desire to go back to the country and people that were mine; to the con ditions that so short a time before I had found strange and distasteful. And I was walking through the narrow streets of the Chinese Quar ter in San Francisco, the second day after my ar- ival, seeing it all with new and clearer vision, when again I met the Central American. This time I made as though to avoid him, but he would not have it and stopped and said, 'They are here.' " 'Here,' I said stupidly, for it seemed to me that I was being hunted. 'Yes, here,' he said again, and leaning to ward me, his lips drawn back in a snarl, he added : 'Would you not like to see his, your friend's, first-born? 'Tis a boy, a fine boy, with a look of the father already in his face. 'Tis said, you know, that if the woman loves, the child will re semble the man of her heart.' SUE CHUG ii 7 "I know I trembled and I know that there was born at the hearing a desire to hurt. He, the toad-man, read my hurt and followed me back to the hotel, talking, laying bare his plan, for the carrying out of which he wanted my help. His certainty of gaining my consent, his fearless frank ness hypnotized me; and when he left me it was fully agreed that his should be the part of steal ing the child, mine of preparing a safe shelter until we could with safety leave the country, tak ing the child with us. We were to go to a place that he knew of near Mexico, high up in the heart of the mountains, and there bring up the child. "I was vaguely conscious as he talked that in his heart he meant no good to me nor to the child, perhaps; to me of a certainty none, but his queer compelling eyes robbed me of judgment, and when he left he thought me completely in his power and under the spell his evil eye had cast." Again the voice faltered, again the Doctor's kind eyes expressed the pity he felt and his strong, helpful hands smoothed the pillows and re arranged the bedding. The voice, grown stronger, took up the thread of the story: "It was all done as he said: he stole the child, I hid them both in the house I had rented on Ii8 SUE CHUC one of the hill tops, then" the thin lips bit the words "then I woke from my trance. I saw what I had done, and horror filled my heart and I determined to restore the child. I had one friend in San Francisco and to him I went, telling him my story in full, sparing myself in nothing. And after he had heard it he stretched out his hands in compassion toward me, saying: 'Oh, my friend, be strong; I have that to tell you which needs a man's strength to hear: the child's mother is dead; the shock of her child's loss killed her; her heart was weak and it broke.' "I went mad, I think. Not mad in the way we mean when we say it, but mad nevertheless; and I stole the child from the man-toad and took him with me to the house of my friend. No, I could not give the child back to his father. The second day after I had stolen him I left my friend's house during the dusk to go to the house I had rented previously, having a desire to see for myself what was occurring. I had discarded my European clothes was dressed in full Chinese dress, and had on a perfectly adjusted wig with long queue, could have passed for a servant of the house, servant class, and had shaved my mous tache. I felt perfectly safein the evening from chance of recognition should I meet the man. When I arrived at the house it was dark, the gar- SUE CHUC 119 den gate was walled up, and a 'To Let' sign fast ened on the post. "On my return to my friend's I found the place in an uproar the nurse had disappeared with the child. Everything that could be done was done, but, owing to the necessity for secrecy, so little could be done. At the end of a week I left for China. The night before leaving I, in my Chi nese clothes, was walking down Dupont Street between Clay and Washington and stopped before a shop to look into the depths for a second at the group at the back, attracted by some movement of one of them. In spite of the change made by the costume, for he was now dressed as was I, in Chinese clothes, and with what I knew to be a wig under the round hat, I recognized the man, my evil genius. As though feeling my eyes upon him he looked toward me and, as I stood there with the light from the lamps falling full upon me, recognized me. I looked into his eyes across the space of the room for what seemed to me an eternity, and turned away. I knew he had fol lowed me, and I wished to hear what he had to say to me and wished to say to him what I had in my heart to say, so turned up the street when T reached the corner, thinking to draw him into a place I knew of where, undisturbed, I could have speech with him. But I had not remembered the 120 SUE CHUC treacherous heart of the man, and as we went into the alley he sprang upon me and stabbed me. "I fell more from the impulse of his weight than from the wound, and he fled, thinking me killed. The blow had glanced and made a pain ful but not fatal wound, and I got to my feet, stanched the bleeding, and found my way to my friend's house, where assistance was given me. We both thought it best that I should keep to my plans of sailing the following day, taking with me a young Chinaman who would be able to attend to the dressing of the wound and who had been my servant for years yes, it was the man you saw here. He has grown old in my service, and has watched me through all of the years with a love and fidelity not usual. He was my servant in Europe, too, and knew each step in the road I had stumbled along. "I came here to the home of my fathers, mar ried after a few years. My wife has been a good, kind one, borne me children daughters only no son has come to us ; and years ago, when we knew that to us would come no son, we adopt ed an orphan, a nephew of my wife. I have lived for thirty-odd years here in a sort of dull content, broken at times by fierce fits of rebellion and re morse; have never once left this province; held no communication with the world outside of the SUE CHUC 121 small one of my home city; identified myself with its interests, and felt a sort of numbed happiness at times. They will tell you," with a grim smile, "that I am called a good and charitable man. "One day, a few months ago, I was coming from the city, and my chair was delayed by a procession. As I sat looking out upon the crowd and down upon them from my chair, I looked di rectly into the evil eyes I had never forgotten. The face from dissipation and disease was changed past recognition, but the eyes remained the same and I saw that the recognition had been mutual. He was dressed in the meanest rags, one leg was bound with filthy cloths and one ear was gone completely we know wthat that means and death was written clearly on the scarred, hid eous face and across the awful toothless mouth that dragged to one side. "The procession passed by, my coolies went on, and when I looked back a few minutes after he was not to be seen among the crowd. A week after, I began to feel ill, not in any way that made it possible for me to determine the seat of the wrong, but sufficiently for me to know that for some reason my entire system was undergoing some species of alteration. For several weeks I thought it was a possible condition due to my age, then came the violent attack when you were 122 SUE CHUC called in, and I knew I had been poisoned poi soned in some devilish way where the death comes slowly at first, then, at a given time, with a dash like the winning horse at a race. Your science saved me, but if I am to regain, my strength I must be free of this heart burden I bear. I must see and talk with the boyhood friend I robbed of first born and wife; must tell him all, as I have told you, and, late as it is, make what reparation I can. Will you send for him? I know his ad dress most do, even in this big land, for he has been an angel of mercy to all who have appealed to him for sickness of body or soul." At these last words, Dr. Fun's color had changed. Surely but one could be so spoken of and that one Ah, the wonder of life, the mysteries of the human heart and soul! u Yes, I will send to him for you it is of Dr. Ah-Fing you are speaking?" "Yes, who but he? You know him?" "Well!" "You do? How 1 strange! Bring him to me come yourself with him it must be you who brings him; yes, it must be you." "What shall I say to him that will tell him you desire his presence? It is a long journey, doubly trying at this time of the year." The other thought for a moment deeply. SUE CHUC 123 "You will telegraph him" this was not a question, but a demand. "Yes, but the messenger must ride fifty miles to the nearest telegraph station. That will take two days." The sick man murmured impatiently and groaned at the delay. The Doctor had taken out his notebook, and, pencil in hand, waited for the message. Choo-Dan weakly wiped the big beads of sweat from his forehead and began: "I claim fulfillment of pact. Choo-Dan." Dr. Fun waited a second. "No more?" he asked. "No, that is all that is needed to bring either of us to the other from the ends of the earth." The Doctor added the necessary address, and later, before sending, added on his own account a message indicating the gravity of his patient's condition, and signed his own name as well, saw the messenger started on his long ride, and took his way back to the hospital. CHAPTER XIV ;S HE entered his office a burly, broad-shouldered figure rose from the couch, and a big, booming, cordial voice rang out: "Doctor Ah-Day-Fun? Pardon the lack of formality I have shown by making myself at home this way in strange quarters, but I bring satisfactory credentials from our friend, Madame Jay-San, who vouches for my eminent respectibility. I am Doctor Conrad." Dr. Fun grasped the outstretched hand and shook it cordially ; he had heard much of this man, of his ability, his skill, and his wonderful bravery. "What good star has guided you here, Doctor Conrad? I was only yesterday hoping against hope that I should come across some greatly needed help in a troublesome case. When did you get in? But let me order lights; this semi- darkness is more trying than total, and I see you did not order the fire kept up well." "Oh, my dear fellow, this room seemed heav enly comfortable and that hard leather couch of SUE CHUC 125 yours a veritable bed of roses after the freezing and jolting I've had." When the big lamp was brought and the light poured upon them. Dr. Conrad stared in wonder at the other. "What a start you gave me," he said, after a minute's amazed silence. "I could have sworn you were the Doctor Ah-Fing of thirty years ago." Dr. Fun's eyes opened, and his breath came quickly, as though the heart had accelerated its speed. "Amazing amazing and there is not even a relationship, is there, else surely I should have heard of it from Madame Jay?" "Not that I am aware of," Dr. Fun answered as carelessly as he could. "And now come and sit in this chair before the fire and tell me of your trip and its object, for of course you have not taken it for the mere pleasure of my society, much as I should like to flatter myself on that score," and he smiled upon the other, who had now seated himself before the fire that the servant had started into life. At that smile Dr. Conrad murmured again, "Amazing, amazing," and continued to stare up at him; then seeing a fleeting expression that might mean discomfort under his gaze, he turned 126 SUE CHUC it to the fire and held out his capable brown hands to the dancing flames. "Yes, I came on matters other than social," he laughed, "although to tell you the truth I did a deal of thinking over the meeting with you, for you can tell me as one who has seen some things I have only got second-hand through the reports. And, too, Madame Jay was very insistent that I meet you." Here again he looked at the younger man, thinking, "and I don't won der now. What does it mean? It's too strong to be mere accident why they have the identical tricks of manner, of voice, of gesture " and he again turned his gaze to the fire, and con tinued: "Can you put me up?" "Of course, of course," assented Dr. Fun cor dially. "You know I myself have been extraor dinarily fortunate in regard to lodgings ; my hosts are the kindest of kind people, whose big house has more rooms in it than they use, by a score." "Natives?" "The wife the man is European, but has lived for forty years here and it is difficult to realize that he is not a native; wears the dress, you know, and all that." "Whew!" whistled the Doctor, "so it's Grant," answering a look of questioning in the other's SUE CHUC 127 eyes, "I don't know him personally, but I knew, rather well the son that was a tragic case. How do they the father and mother bear it?" "I have no manner of finding out, nothing has been said to me, no reference even made to him or his death since my arrival." "Ah! Yes, of course it would be so," mused the Doctor. "I've lived the better part of a life-time here," he added, stirring up the coals with the heavy poker, his great shoulders humped and his mane of silvering hair glinting in the light of the fire, "and many's the time IVe made up my mind to cut it and go home, but" with another laugh "I've never got further than Japan en route without being homesick for it all again. Guess I must have been a Chinaman last time," he said, with a whimsical smile. "Then came along Mehitable, my wife," he added, "and her heart was set upon the heathen as she called them, and she was certain she was elected to be the Lord's right hand in showing them the error of their ways, so well, we've just stayed along, through famine and plagues, through uprisings and pestilence. Sometimes it's been nip and tuck, and sometimes it's seemed that maybe for the boys' sakes we ought to go back. "Yes," he nodded, "we've two big, strapping chaps of twelve and thirteen, who are up in 128 SUE CHUC Shanghai now at school; next year they are going to Europe and later will study medicine. I de cided upon Germany for them; like the severity of the training given in that country. Mehitable declares that they are both marked with the passion for surgery, and it looks that way." It was noticeable that in speaking of his wife an added note of tenderness crept into the deep, kind voice, and Dr. Fun remembered the story of their love and marriage as Madame Jay had told to him, with a quick pang so had he wished to love a woman. "But dear me, here I sit giving you all the details of my family affairs as though they could be of any interest to you," and again the big laugh boomed out. Fun reassured him and asked, "Are you fam ished, will you come up to the house now and get a tub and some dinner?" "Will I?" and the figure rose with alacrity. "Oh, oh ! and you did not intimate how hungry you were," Fun chided. "To tell the truth, I don't deserve to be, for I stopped and got a bowl of stew" at a raising of the other's eyebrows he nodded. "Yes, I know, but the Chinese are such devilish good cooks, one doesn't let oneself think of well, various things; besides, I'm hardened to sights, smells, and germs. SUE CHUC 129 Heavens, man! One must so become if one is to get about here in this land, you know." After dinner that night, which was served in the Doctor's sitting-room with the table drawn up before a cheerful open fire, they discussed the problems of their profession, its fascination, its magnet qualities, and these men were born physi cians, born surgeons, and each recognized in the other the fact. Finally the talk drifted to different subjects and Dr. Conrad drew the other out to tell his story, all the time watching the fine, eager face, the eyes that were so like those other eyes, the flash of the strong white teeth, as the clean-cut lips widened in a smile, and as the story proceeded he dropped his hands to the arms of his chair and leaned forward in interest. At its finish he whistled softly "That may account for well, for several things," he said. "Yes, you think so?" Fun's voice was studiously restrained, but the color came and went in his cheeks and his lips trembled slightly. "I thought aloud?" inquired Dr. Conrad. "Yes, I see that I did well, the cat's out of the bag now, I see by your answer that you have thought of the same possibility." "Only with a hope today," and Fun related the 1 30 SUE CHUC conversation with Choo-Dan and the purport of the telegram. "You would be glad? But of course you would. That is what a friend of mine would designate a fool question." "Glad beyond words. Never have I felt so strong an inclination, so deep a respect and admi ration for any one as for Dr. Ah-Fing," and with a smile that lighted up his face and shone from his eyes, "to tell the truth, I'd give much to be related to Madame Jay, to have the right to be mothered by her what an aunt to have I" "Yes," laughed the Doctor, "she's as good as an entire family. My Mehitable declares she's a saint, but I think she's better a real live woman, loving, tender, helpful, the which some of the saints are not. "Of course, if this were story-book instead of real life, you should by rights have been kept in total ignorance of it all until the dramatic mo ment arrived when that sinner, Choo, announced you parent and child. But tell me, are you real izing that at least a month must elapse before Dr. Ah-Fing can get here, even if he is able to leave immediately?" "Yes, I realize ; and it's going to be the longest month I have had in my life; of course it's SUE CHUC 131 foolish to count on it too much, it may be but a coincidence." "Don't believe it," announced the other, "too many dove-tailing facts, besides the resemblance. "Tomorrow I must get through with some of the business that brought me here, then I want you to show me through the hospital. Have not seen it for some years. And now, if you will point the way, I will go bedwards. This old place has as many corridors as a baronial castle and I lost myself twice coming in from my room here. "Yes, IVe everything anyone could want, too much comfort, it will spoil me. We live pretty simply up our way, you know, and don't run much to embroidered satin coverlids. Good night," and looking Fun in the eyes he added, "Get a good night's sleep, you need it," CHAPTER XV FTER the big kindly man had been shown on his way, Fun returned to his sitting-room and sat down before the fire and fell into a state of semi-consciousness where the past became the actual; he lived through his boyhood, through the years of am bition and promise, through the crisis that marked the wrong turning; went along the road as it turned, always leading down and further down, until his days had become mere reflections of the preceding poppy-drugged nights; then of his meeting little Sue-Chuc, of the day, when, to give pleasure to a wronged and weary little girl, he had pulled up and for the nonce become the old Ah-day-Fun, and on and on his fancy car ried him, through the years of work and study in Europe the tremendous work, for he had to redeem those lost years and had to go to bed each night so body- brain- and heart-weary that the little demon voice calling, ever calling for its dream-stuff should be unheeded. Would he SUE CHUC 133 ever have stilled that voice, so long as life should last would he have to fight it, mayhap? At any rate the fight should be won, and by him. Each day that determination rose strong in him and helped him through. He had found that it must be a day-to-day fight, no chance was he given to forget the danger, to grow weak or careless. He smiled grimly. The clock struck the second hour of the morn ing and he roused from his musings, rose from the chair, raked together the embers still glow ing, and turned to put out the light. As he stood with one hand outstretched towards the globe, his eyes rested upon the picture of the woman in the panel photograph opposite his desk and the pic tured eyes gazed back into his; the peculiarity of that picture was that those remarkable eyes fol lowed, some trick of focus or light, always from any point of view one could turn around and see the eyes upon one. Theodocia Melvin had laughed over it as she gave it to him, saying "You'll have to mind your Ps and Qs, boy, for you can't escape my eyes!" For the first time he could look at the pictured face without the surge of feeling that had been his companion for so many years, with no bitterness of renunciation how could one renounce that which one had no hope of ever attaining? with- 134 SUE CHUC out the longing even, he felt, and with a quick heart throb he realized that his freedom from that old obsession was come. Was it a crime against that years-old passion that had been his through drugged dreams and hard struggling awakenings? Then he heard again in memory her voice as she said to him that day when he had made one last effort to rouse her at least to a real ization of what it was she stood for to him: 'Tis a mad, mad obsession, Fun ; I am old enough to be your mother, boy, and the day will come when you will look back on this madness of yours for what it is." The day had come. The following day brought one of Sue's let ters, and his look, as he held the square en velope in his hand and saw the familiar char acteristic writing so instinct with purpose, with force, was different from what it had been at any previous time. They, Dr. Conrad and he, were back in his sitting room after a strenuous day and the tea tray was on the small table by the fire in front of which they sat, when the servant brought in the mail. Dr. Conrad's eyes were upon him as he took up the letter and they noted the expres sion of gladness was it something more? with which he eagerly opened and read through the SUE CHUG 135 many pages, after a brief apology. As he came to the last, he threw back his head and laughed, a clear, ringing, boyish laugh that made the years drop away from him. "This is from the small" "sister" he started to say, then amended it to "girl I told you of; she is taking matters very much into her own hands, I see by it, and already assuming the po sition of mentor and friend of some half dozen young people, the group containing an old China man of sixty and a young scamp of twelve." At the Doctor's interested expression he said, "Would you care to see it?" The Doctor held out his hand and Fun gave the letter to him. Glancing first at the signa ture, the Doctor turned to the first page: "New York, November I2th. "FuN DEAR: "You are absolutely exigent in your demands for future details. I had been thinking up to the time your last letter came that you knew my life like a book, and here comes a letter with a list of questions like one of our old exams. Aren't you ever going to be assured as to my abil ity to keep well and nourished? Any one would think, to read your questions, either that I had been reduced to utter idiocy with no sense of proportion, or was living on chocolate creams 136 SUE CHUG and ice-cream soda; so, just to set your mind at rest on both points, I will give you a sample menu of one of our days. "One morning I get breakfast, one morning Chum does. We generally have eggs in some form, toast, fruit, and tea or coffee. For lunch eon, for instance to-day, we had broiled lamb chops, baked potatoes, apple sauce, and one piece of jelly cake each. For dinner, it being my day to cater, we had for piece de resistance one of our casserole dishes foundation, minced beef with macaroni, onion, carrots and turnips cooked in the same casserole, which is kept hermetically sealed during the process of cooking and the cover removed only when it is on the table. You see, that gives us meat and vegetables. Then we had stewed apricots and home-made cookies for des sert. "Our table is really pretty as can be. We got the Japanese porcelain because it's effective and because it's cheap, and we always twist a fresh serviette around our casserole so it looks festive. Likewise, we avoid a lot of dishwashing by the casserole process, simplifies things mightily, and neither Chum nor I want to waste time over un necessary work. "We vary the menu, and we keep in mind the nutritive values of the foodstuffs and the proper SUE CHUC 137 balance. You see we are not suffering is your physician's soul satisfied? I assure you there is the right amount of carbohydrates and all the others. "Yes, we are working hard, but not overwork ing, and I, for one, get eight hours' sleep each night, or if any get mislaid I make them up on Sunday. Those precious sleep hours! And now may I tell you about the other and much more interesting things? "I mentioned to you that we were to meet some of the Settlement workers, friends of that nice Miss Tobin. Well, we have, and such a de lightful lot of girls and women as they are, and they have taken to us as we to them, so that we feel our sociable time all too short. One in par ticular has won my heart. She's not exactly one of the workers that is, she does not give up all of her life to the work as do most of the others, but she teaches in the night classes and has a class of girls who think the sun rises and sets in her. She's one of six sisters, awfully rich once had horses, carriages, maids, governesses, trips to Europe, and all the rest of it. Then some thing happened and everything went, so the girls had to earn their own living, and you ought to hear them tell of it when they 'reminisce.' "Now all of them are married but my girl, 138 SUE CHUC and one sister who's as good as, being engaged and so taken up with the plans for her new life that she's not much comfort to my girl, and after the wedding, which is to take place in June, the other, whose name, by the way, is Phoebe Brenning, is going to be left alone, for she won't go to live with any of the married sisters, al though she seems to be devoted to them one and all, and there is going to be a pretty lonely girl in that little apartment. Chum and I are planning to have her here if she'll come. "The Holdings are going to Europe to live. It seems that Dr. Holding's old father relented before he died and left all his millions to the Doctor, and, instead of sailing in and enjoying them, what do you think they are planning to do ? Well, they are going to all of the big capitals to see no, not pictures and fascinating old build ings, and all that, but to see how the very poor live, what are the problems, and what the means used to deal with them. Then, after they have studied it all, they are going to settle down in the worst place, where they think there is most work to do and fewest workers with knowledge and money, and spend those millions in the work. "I gasped when I heard it. Did you ever see or know of such colossal single-mindedness? And the wonderful part of it is that it does not seem SUE CHUC 139 anything extraordinary to them or, as far as I can discover, to any one of the lot. They have three of the loveliest children you ever saw, per fect little cherubs. "Now for a piece of news: Your Mrs. Theo- docia, and their Mrs. Theodocia, is coming to New York shortly, and I shall see her. I'm dreadfully excited over it. Do you suppose she will like me oh, do you? Don't believe I ever so wanted any one to, except you, in my life before. "You never saw such a quantity of protegees and adopted babies and children as there are among these people ; every one more or less seems to be bent on rescuing sick and crippled and woe ful little youngsters, and you would think it the most natural thing in the world to go through life picking up lost, strayed, and stolen babies, and they don't make any fuss about it, either. "I opened my eyes until the women roared at me, one day, because they talked of Mary Tobin's children. It seems she adopted the first one years ago, and became so interested in baby tend ing that when it got so it was too old to need her much she was lonely, and she took another, and now there are a round half-dozen up on her farm getting round and rosy, and she runs up for week-ends to play with them. Then, the married 140 SUE CHUC workers never mind adding some forlorn little mite to their always well-filled nurseries, and no one seems to think of germs or inherited procliv ities or anything, in fact, but just kindness. Evi dently their belief in the power of environment is big. , "Chum and I caught the fever and took in a broken-legged, ugly, sore-eyed kitten, and it's re sponding to our care so that you would never know it for the same little animal. Heaven only knows, we may yet take a baby! "Oh, did I tell you that on one of my trips out to 'Cosy Corner' I met one of the girls from Miss Elliot's, and that she was so cordial to me, and invited me to come and visit her at her home which is only a mile from our little place ? It's a big, gorgeous house set in the midst of acres and acres of grounds and is built on the site of the old farmhouse where her father was born. Never knew she was particularly interested in me at Miss Elliot's, but it seems she's shy and thought / thought she was stupid, which, to be honest, I did. Don't think so now. I told her I was working like mad and had hardly a moment to call my own, but she insisted and said she would drive over and get me the following day Sun day. She did, and I went. Had a very good time, and her mother and father were charming SUE CHUC 141 to me. Something came up about my being Chi nese, and the mother asked me if many of my own countrywomen went in for college and a profession. Said she knew of the Japanese nobil ity having sent their daughters, in several in stances, to Europe and America, but thought the Chinese nobility more conservative. "It did not strike me until later that she was inferring me to be of noble birth, and when it did I nearly had a fit laughing oh, oh, how de licious ! If she could have seen Mai-den's rooms in the Alley, and if she could have seen me when I first knew you ugly little, flat-faced thing, look ing precisely like a Japanese pug dog, all eyes and mouth and no nose to speak of, dirty, no clothes but those old greeney-black coat and trous ers and an old piece of sacking for an apron, poor red, cracked little paws, and half the time bare feet, and old broken slippers to wear in cases of extreme dress-up ! "Now I'm puzzled to know if I should by rights explain things to them. I will think it over and do what seems the right or necessary thing to me. In answer to the father's questions I told them how we came to have 'Cosy Corner,' and that led up to old Tonkey-Lo and to the boys, and I gave them in my very best style an account of them all, which seemed to interest them greatly. 142 SUE CHUC Eleanor, that's the daughter, said she would go to see them some day, especially to get acquainted with the old Chinaman and Bub. She will prob ably forget all about it, however, so I need not worry about a descent upon them of a fashion able young lady seated in a most up-to-date Victo ria with the correctest of correct English coach men and footmen on the box. All of which, should it by chance occur, would fill old Tonkey- Lo's soul with consternation. "You guessed right, dear Fun, I do not like Dr. Z., but as it's only a case of 'Dr. Fell,' and I have no reason in the world for my antagonism, shall not let the feeling get the better of me. He lectures well and I learn under him, appreciate his gifts, but still can't look at him. It's absurd, and I know it. Mrs. Holding, who knows him and saw me meet him once at the Settlement, rec ognized my feeling, and when I explained what, after all, is so unexplainable, she said: 'Yes, those things occur. Probably you two hurt each other last time and have brought back a memory of it that manifests in this embodiment as instinctive antipathy on your part. Doubtless you were the one to inflict the hurt. I notice it is, as a rule, the ones who hurt who have the sense of wrong most developed !' Then, when my eyes had begun to 'pop,' as the boys say, she was called away and SUE CHUG 143 I have not had a moment from that day to this to ask her what on earth she meant. Never sup posed she, of all women, was given to 'spooki- ness,' she appears the quintessence of practicality. "Do you know, Fun, you have never told me how you came to met Mrs. Theodocia. Must I not ask? Don't want to be a nuisance, but should so like to know. Every time I go to see the boys I hear more about her, and won't I just love to see her in the flesh! Your "SUE." "P. S. I opened this to tell you of the awful thing that has happened : Just heard from Casey, who came up especially to tell me. The horses ran away when Eleanor and her mother were out yesterday, and the carriage was overturned; both Eleanor and her mother were badly injured, the mother fatally. Oh, I am so grieved. Will drop things and go out there on the 5.10 train. I might be able to be of some use to Eleanor. S." Dr. Conrad folded the sheets, returned them, and, lying back on his chair, said: "Good stuff, there, Doctor; how alive that girl is. She will be a big force in the work here if she comes," he added. "If she comes? Why why, she is working for that very thing, you know." "Yes, I know; but three years is a long time, 144 SUE CHUC and it just struck me as I read that letter, that, with her very broad outlook, and the possibili ties for interesting work right there she might, maybe, get to think this rather special field lim ited and stay there." He watched Fun's face as he said this, and saw the sudden gravity that chased the laugh from his lips, and saw the look of apprehension in the eyes, inwardly chuckling. "Yes, my friend, were I you, I would, I think, get that young lady to come out here much sooner than was planned." u But her diploma, Doctor!" "Yes," dryly answered Dr. Conrad, "to be sure, her diploma ! Well, well, time will tell and now if you'll let me see a photograph of her I'll be obliged to you. She described herself so minutely, if without embellishment, am rather curious to see what a camera makes of her." Fun's hand went involuntarily toward his pocket, then stayed itself, and, walking to his desk, he took from a drawer a framed photo graph and handed it to Dr. Conrad. "Umph this the only one?" "No, I have another, but I cannot get it at present. It is, eh it is going to be more suitably framed." "I see, I see." And the Doctor smiled under cover of his hand; then sat studying the picture. SUE CHUC 145 At last he handed it back and looked keenly at the other. "She's that rara avis, a beautiful ugly woman, than which nothing is more dangerous. She does not seem ugly to you?" he inquired. "No, not ugly " "Beautiful?" "Yes, I think she is beautiful." "She is, my dear fellow; but she's ugly, too her description of herself was perfect, as far as it went. Magnetism?" "Oh, that yes," and Fun smiled. "Umph yes, to be sure there would be that. I see that our friend Mrs. Melvin is to be in New York soon, and will meet Miss Sue; should like to watch the meeting and then get Theodocia off in a corner and hear what she has to tell. Never have known any one who read character so correctly as she does only knew her to fail once in an absolutely correct reading and that would make a story in itself. "Thanks, greatly, for letting me read the let ter from the little one she's a wee thing, I be lieve." "Yes, only to here" and Fun touched lightly with his finger a spot on his breast. "Yes? So little umph! What one might call heart-high; well, the little women are very ap- 146 SUE CHUC pealing to us big fellows," he added, with a twinkle. "And now if you will take me to the labora tory I will take great joy in demonstrating to you the truth of those statements I made you to-day, and which, by your face, I plainly saw you po litely doubted." CHAPTER XVI iR. AH-FING answered the tele gram immediately, and the answer was directed to Dr. Fun, who read it and took it to Choo-Dan. The man reached eager hands toward him as he entered the room, and Fun handed him the dispatch. The wording was most direct : "Leaving to-day travel as rapidly as possible tell patient. An-FiNG." Choo-Dan gave a long sigh that was almost a groan, but his face had cleared and brightened. "I can sleep now," he said, and almost straight away closed his eyes and fell into sleep. Dr. Fun took the chair by his bedside, deter mined to stay and watch by him, for the sudden desire for sleep and its immediate coming showed to his practised eye the extreme tension under which the sick man had been living, and he wished to assure himself that the utter relaxation brought in its train healing properties. So he gently clasped the thin ivory-colored wrist, and with fin- 148 SUE CHUC ger on pulse, waited and watched. At last, with a nod of assent, as though to some question of an invisible questioner, he dropped the wrist gently and sat back in the chair. His gaze traveled about the big room with its strange medley of furniture. This had been the patient's private apartment, a room from which every one was excluded but his old servant, up to the time of his illness, but as he regained a slight degree of strength and could be moved with safety, he had ordered a bed set up in this, his particular room. Fun, looking about it and con trasting it with the remainder of the house, which, so much of it as he had seen, made abso lutely no concessions to foreign taste but was distinctly and characteristically Chinese, almost barbarically sumptuous, yet strictly of the land, could but marvel at this newest proof to him of the truth of his theory of the many selves each of us possesses. Here was every indication of the man of schol arly tastes; of the man with a passion for scien tific investigation, of wide culture, deepest inter est in all of the world's problems. The cases that lined the walls held an astonishing array of books. Fun, rising softly, went over to the opposite side and glanced at the titles, and his eyebrows rose in the manner so peculiar to him in deepen- SUE CHUC 149 ing amazement as he read, and in reading recog nized what a veritable imprisonment had been the long years to a man whose mind had possessed such depth and breadth as to need this mental food. No possibility of exchange of thought, none of the stimulation from contact with other minds of its kind how had the man stood it? On the walls in the scant space left between top of book-shelves and ceiling were a few pic tures, simple little water-colors, amateurish to a degree, yet carrying in their faded tones and misty outlines a suggestion of delicacy of handling, of loving appreciation of the beauties- the unskilled hand was depicting, that made the small sketches charming. A great roll-top desk, closed, stood near one window, and, in front of an open fireplace, an al most unprecedented thing in a Chinese house, were placed two chairs, one a big arm chair worn by long years of use into almost a mold of the form so used to it; opposite, a light, rather fragile chair, whose back and seat were of the cross-stitch Berlin woolwork so dear to the hearts of our mothers in the early days of their young woman hood; and, hanging to the knobs of one of the uprights at the back of the chair, was a faded and worn little flowered silk bag. Immediately Dr. Fun recognized the little frail 1 50 SUE CHUC chair as the room's shrine, saw in fancy the slight young figure that doubtless the sick man had felt was there on it by his side. The small silk work- bag contained thimble and silk reel, and who knows what trifle, to love's eyes greater than any museum held and if his thought was founded on fact the little figure that his fancy saw in the chair was his mother. His breath came quickly the young mother whose heart had been too frail to bear the burden of the knowledge that her first-born had been stolen, and so had broken. Science called that sudden stopping by a learned name, and had facts and figures to prove it a disease but love knew it for what it was in truth. Just then the sick man stirred and turned his head toward the side of the room where Dr. Fun stood, opened his eyes and looked at the young figure standing with one hand laid as though in caress upon the back of the little chair. There was a fire in the fireplace, and the danc ing flames cast a flicker over the face of the man that made the features look as though struggling for composure, and Choo-Dan sat up, hanging to the bed curtains for support, the better to see that face so like the one he had not looked upon for thirty-odd years, and that he knew he must SUE CHUC 151 look upon so soon. What would he see written on it, as he told his tale? The days passed one week, two weeks, three weeks, and now any time they might expect to hear that Dr. Ah-Fing was within a day's travel. The time had been a trying one. Fun had worked feverishly through the days and at night walked and walked through the most densely pop ulated parts of the great city, trying for distrac tion, for fatigue so great that, when at last he would sink upon his bed he might sleep. He forced himself to see, to miss nothing of the various phases of the native life, the life of his people, he reminded himself constantly. Each ugly, fes tering sore in the city's body he forced himself to observe, to dwell upon, to formulate ways and means for healing; and, as he thought, there grew in his heart the knowledge that here and now was the work indeed for every faculty he possessed. Never had the realization come to him so clearly before, as during those long, long walks. He had said often to himself each time that a doubt of the value of his work had crept into his mind that the work he had selected to be his life's expression was good; each time that the sense of aloneness had come to him, that there 152 SUE CHUC could be no loneliness where his brothers' need was so great; but never, never had the realization come to him of its greatness and of his power to do much until he had been driven by his own need for distraction into the streets those long, twisted, narrow streets, with their multitudinous shops lit with lights that only brought out more strongly the fact of their crass pandering to the human demand for alleviation, for help to bear the cross that fate had fastened to the patient shoulders. The certain air of cheerfulness, he grew to real ize, was in a measure due to the coloring of most of the goods for sale. The entire gamut would be run in the windows of a crockery shop, tiers on tiers of bowls, in nests and singly, ranged up to the apex of the pyramid of shelves, brilliant scarlet, deep yellow, strong greens and blues; dishes of shapes and sizes not seen outside of the native wares, every variety of tea pots, tea bowls, and comfit jars. Scattered among the articles of service were chubby, placid-faced porcelain and pottery goods, grotesque, yet in color brilliant and adding another note to the scale. How his people loved and brought into daily, hourly use in their lives the strong, crude color ings. The long street that was his particular fa vorite because it was so universal a marketing SUE CHUC 153 place after the night had come, held its contrasts so great that it was kaleidoscopic in its effect upon him. Here came the poorer of the city's people at an hour when the finer and richer shops had closed their doors and drawn the heavy sliding blinds into place before their windows. Here was no aristocracy of trade, no districts given over to special trades, but a jumble of shops lighted by their smoking torches or lamps. A roast-meat shop whose smoky interior was a harmony in browns; weird, twisted, and con torted shapes of bird and fish and flesh, smoked, salted, pickled, in tint from palest umber to burnt sienna and darkest shadowed tones. The meat-ball and fried-potato shops held his interest. The half-naked men standing back of the big kettles of boiling grease with the glow of the red-hot charcoal flushing their yellow skins and the grayish smoke from the cooking food wa vering across them in uncertain clouds. Always were these shops busy, and, in the groups that stood to watch or to buy, to take away in brown speckled paper cornucopias, or to stand at the long counter and eat the food hot from the fat, were many types, types quite unfamiliar to him during his years in the San Francisco Chinese Quarter. He was constantly being surprised at the indi- 154 SUE CHUC cations he got of the tremendous vitality of the race. There would be old, old men and women, carrying on their faces and bodies the signs of disease long borne t yet with the spirit of desire, of acquisitiveness, a joy in the mere animal appe tites that showed how deep down was the fountain of vitality in their beings. And he marveled at the wonderful staying power of the race, the grip it had on the Cosmic force that made it, in spite of plague, pestilence, chronic diseases of many kinds, a race that peopled its quarter of the globe faster than the scourges that came to it cleared its cities and fields. What was this race working out of, or into, he wondered? He liked standing just back of the crowd of women and children who gathered in front of the silk or fruit shops, to hear the comments and watch the never-stopping game that went on be tween youth, with its demands for its own, and age, with its tolerance and inclination toward in dulgence of the youthful fancy, and many a pretty picture did he bring back. One in particular clung to his memory: Quite close to the railing that kept off too eager shoppers from the small stock of cheap silks of a certain small shop, stood an oldish woman and a girl, poor, but not of the very poor, decently dressed, with neatly done hair, and tucked into SUE CHUC 155 the great flattened toil that hung over the side of the girl's small-shapely head was placed a wrought silver filigree rose, new evidently, as one reddened hand ever and anon reached up to make certain of its safety. The two, mother and daughter seemingly, were looking with longing eyes at a piece of prune-colored satin, and Fun listened to the dialogue that ensued. The girl, with a long sigh: * 'Tis useless my eyes ache from longingly looking let's go, mother." "Nay, wait a moment, child of impatience! It may be that we can get enough for the coat, and, with apple-green facings, you would find favor in Chell-Fen's eyes," and her eyes lifted to the round young face beside her attested as to the favor found in her own eyes by this daughter. The girl looked wistfully at the satin and sighed again, and said again, "Come, mother; let us go." The older woman was deep in calculation, and began to explain to her how it might be managed, reciting, as though it were a litany, the list of in gredients that might with safety be left out of the dishes for the husband and father and the many sons. "What am I a famous cook for, if I cannot fool the palates of these men children?" she said, with a movement of the shoulders indicative of 1 56 SUE CHUC uttermost scorn of the masculine discernment, and then she added, her face brightening as though in sudden memory, "Old fool that I am! there is my burial-dress money; what will I need of fine clothing when my body is put into its box?" and then she added cheerfully: "we come of a family who live to twice my age, so mayhap I will find the chance to save enough before that time anyway." "Mother" the voice of the girl was eager and the soft cream of her cheeks was flushed "oh, mother, if Chell-Fen " she paused and the two women looked into each other's eyes and without another word walked into the shop. Fun watched them as they made their purchase and saw them, with the precious package, mingle with the crowd again, thinking, "Luck to you, little maiden with the eager eyes; poverty has its com pensations when it is not allied with suffering; if the little girl were rich she would not be able to have her Chell-Fen, perhaps, but some other se lected for her." Yes, the streets were become his favorite stroll and his notebook was filled with jottings. His keen eyes lost no single point and his brain was busy with plans for help; and so the days had passed and he knew that within a few hours, at SUE CHUG 157 most, he should see the man he hoped to be able to call Father. CHAPTER XVII (MESSAGE had come, and Fun was walking up and down his office, one afternoon, when the door opened and, roused from his revery, he turned at the sound and saw the tall, stately figure of the man his thoughts had been busy with. With a quick for ward step he grasped the extended hand and looked into the face so like his own. "Ah, Doctor Fun; this is good, a welcome and a bright fire. I am cold to the very marrow of old bones. No, not too tired; we learn to save ourselves as we go on. Thanks" as Fun pushed forward a chair into the light and warmth of the fire. "May I, shall I, order yon some food?" Fun asked. His voice was uneven, and his eyes shone, two spots burned on his cheeks, and Dr. Ah-Fing looked curiously at him. "No, Doctor! I am not ill, only glad, very glad, to see you. My patient is counting the hours until your arrival." SUE CHUG 159 The older man's eyes dwelt intently upon him. "Yes? Tell me of him. But first order me a bowl of strong soup." And when the other had gone from the room he sat looking into the fire. He had been struck before with the resemblance between Fun and himself, but never as now, and his still strong white teeth bit into the underlip as he thought of what it would have meant to him to have had a son such as this and, with a sigh, he turned toward him as he re-entered, carrying himself the tray upon which was the bowl of soup and the plate of bread. "I can vouch for its goodness, Doctor," he said, u but I regret to have nothing else to offer you here that you would care for. Later, up at my quarters, you will find a dinner more to your liking, perhaps." "I am an old campaigner, Doctor," the other replied, and after a sip or two, "This is 'good, indeed. You need not feel obliged to apologize. And now, while I eat, do you tell me all of this case from the beginning. But first I will tell you that this man and I were once, many years ago, dear to each other, or do you know that?" "Yes, Choo-Dan told me of that." The other asked no further question and Fun related to him his first summons and all of the successive steps to the sending of the telegram, 160 SUE CHUC related only the physical symptoms, touched not at all upon their talk of other matters, and noth ing that Dr. Ah-Fing said or no expression of his face showed that he noticed the purely scientific and technical exposition of the case. When the story was finished he rose and said, "And now, if you will take me, I am ready to go to him." "Are you not too fatigued? Would you not better de'fer your visit until the morning?" Again Fun's voice was beyond his control and carried its note of eagerness. Dr. Ah-Fing attributed it to relief at the advent of a man of greater experience, and smiled as he answered : "No, let us go now. Then to-night we can talk over the case. From what you tell me, I should judge that you think Choo-Dan a very sick man, and the fact of his having broken the silence of over thirty years to beg me to come to him proves to me that he is a very sick man." When they crossed the threshold leading from the street into the splendid courtyard, Fun saw Dr. Ah-Fing glance quickly about as though to judge from the appearance of the home-settings how far from the standard they had possessed in those long ago days this old friend had come. At the house door, which was opened by Choo- SUE CHUC 161 Dan's body servant, for a moment Di\ Ah-Fing's eyes met and held the other's, then the Doctor's face softened into the smile that made his clean- cut severity so beautiful, and his voice with the cordial note in it said: "Ah, Len, so you are at your post faithfully, as of old!" The servant's immobile face broke into a mo mentary ripple of expression and he bowed low as he answered: "Unto death, Master Ah-Fing." At the door of the sick man's chamber, Fun hes itated a moment. "Will you call me when if you need me," he said. "I will wait your summons in this room," pointing across the corridor. Dr. Ah-Fing assented gravely and, opening the door, went within. A half hour passed and Fun, counting the min utes, his heart beating strongly, paced the long room. The long-continued strain was telling on him and he felt that he must pull himself together to meet fittingly whatever of joy or disappointment the moment of his summons should bring him. And, thinking to divert his mind from that other room and the subject upon which its inmates were talking, he walked to the window and looked out. 1 62 SUE CHUG The room he was in faced a small courtyard, evidently at the back of the house, and in the early dusk of the winter's night singularly bright. Light poured into it from the windows of sev eral rooms on the ground floor, forming splashes and stains on the clean-swept tiles. In the cor ners were piled high the masses of snow that had but recently covered the pavement from the storm of the previous day. The great tubs and jars of shrubs and dwarfed trees swaddled in the straw of their winter's covering were of odd and fanci ful shapes, their grotesqueness and distortions hid den and softened by the snow that rounded their outlines. Looking down and across from his window in the second story, Fun could see directly into a large room that was evidently the women's sitting room, and in which were gathered now the old mother, the wife and daughter, and several other feminine figures whose relationship to the former he did not know. It was the first time that he had seen the interior of a Chinese house, whose master was a man of wealth. His intercourse had been almost entirely confined to the patients who sought him at his office, or when he was called to attend a patient in his own home it had always been a man who required the services, and he had, in the case of its being one of the well- SUE CHUC 163 to-do or wealthy class, seen but the patient's indi vidual room. So now he noted with interest the furnishings and arrangements. The floor was covered with one of the im mensely thick native carpets or large rugs, along one side ran the Kang, its sides covered with dec orated tiles. On some eight feet of its length were cushions, showing it to be, as is usual, a reclining place. A long, square-cornered table of ironwood was directly in the room's center, and on it a varied collection of articles: work boxes opened, showing their contents of brightly tinted silks and packages of silver and gold threads; a tea outfit in what appeared to be Nankin ware ; a fire box with tripod and corners, outer rim and handles of wrought copper ; upon the tripod rested a kettle, from the spout of which issued steam, and, burning dully crimson in the bed of feathery gray ashes beneath, was the charcoal. A large lamp with painted silk shade over its globe hung from the ceiling above the table. Drawn up to the side facing the windows were the mother and wife sipping from the bowls of tea that one of the daughters had just handed them and nibbling at the waferlike pink and col ored cakes from the dishes before them. Scattered about the room were square, rather high-seated chairs, carved, inlaid, with silk-cush- 1 64 SUE CHUC ioned seats and foot rests. Several tall chests of drawers were against the wall opposite the win dows and two long strips of satin hung upon them, banner fashion, with thick ivory-ended weight sticks or rollers. A bracket lamp attached to the wall threw its light upon the Kang and the colors of the cushions on it came out dully in some spots, glitteringly in others, where dull silk or bright tinsel caught the gleams. A very tall, completely open set of shelves showed piles upon piles of the silk brocade cov ered books that Fun knew to be filled with tales, with precepts, with hair-raising, blood-curdling ac counts of the gods, with poetry, and with pic tures. Altogether a charmingly homelike room, although so absolutely in the Eastern taste. And the faces of the three women directly in his line of vision held his gaze. In no land that he had visited had he seen such placid faces, faces upon which the strain and stress of life left so few tell-tale marks; was it a lack of the capacity to feel? Was it the effect of the centuries upon cen turies of control that had given to them this gift of calm acceptance of Life in its various mani festations? His study of his people had not yet taught him the answer. Suddenly he was aware of the length of time he had stood there, and he turned away from the SUE CHUC 165 window and began his restless pacing. The sound of an opening door arrested his attention, and he stopped, the blood pounding in his arteries. A call yes it was for him. He left the room and crossed the corridor where the door of that other room was ajar, tapped lightly, barely waited for the answering voices' assent to his entrance, and pushing open the door stood looking in. The sick man lay back on his pillows, his wax- enly pallid face with its sunken, deeply shadowed eyes masklike, as usual. Only the eyes seemed alive and they, for the first time since he knew the man, were peaceful; gone the hunted look, gone the feverish, restless glitter, in their place only a great peace. The three men looked at each other in silence for a long moment. Then Dr. Ah-Fing, his voice tremulous but glad, said, stretching out both hands : "We will have many years' joy to make up, Fun, and I am an old man. We cannot afford to miss any of it, my son." Fun took the outstretched hands and, after a long look into the face, bowed his head and kissed the hands with a reverent awe, a tenderness and thankfulness he could find no words to express. CHAPTER XVIII HAT night father and son sat in Fun's sitting room in the house on the hill, and talked. Every detail of his life, its shadows as well as its light places, Fun laid bare, even to the daily fight he was making against the call of the poppy dreams. The older man, as he listened and watched closely the man he now knew to be the son his heart had hungered for through the years, felt that heart grow light as the story went on, as he saw the firmness, the strength, the utter manliness in the best sense the other possessed, and when at last the tale was finished and no slightest veil rested between the two, he gave a great sigh of joy. Here was the soul-stuff he had hoped his boy might possess; no lurking smallness, no mean ness big, big in every way was this boy of his in stature, in heart, in brain; a fitting comrade during the time left to him to enjoy the comrade ship, a fitting captain in whose hands to leave the ship of his lifework when he must go. SUE CHUC 167 Again the two men grasped hands; it was no ticeable how restrained they were in speech, in manner, in the light of their new knowledge that yet meant so much, so vitally much to them both. Each felt the completest sense of the other's full est understanding, sympathy, love; and, being the men they were, and so alike, little in mere words was needed. The day after, during tiffin, Fun said, "I have just had word that Madame Jay-San will arrive to-night." "Jay-San ! to-night!" exclaimed the other. "No but I should say, rather, 'of course. 7 Jay-San has never been far away at any crisis of my life yet. She has a veritable instinct for time and place." Then, with a twinkle of the dark eyes still so bright behind their glasses "How you will be 'bossed,' as we used to say in England, my boy!" Fun laughed. "And how I shall love it," he said. "Why, father," he hesitated a trifle over the new form of address, but went on as he saw the quick response to it flash across the other's face. "One of the things I have missed most in my life has been that very thing. Oh, I admit it can be carried to excess, but one can stand a good deal of it when one has been as lonely as I have always been. The feeling that some one cares for you, 1 68 SUE CHUC is interested in you, even in the smallest unimpor tant things of your life yes, I can stand a good deal of that." "Fortunate, for you'll certainly get it," laughed the other. "What time will Jay-San arrive?" "The messenger said before night, but I doubt it. The storm of two days ago has made the road almost impassable for a cart." "Yes, but not for a good horse and a woman who knows how to ride," a laughing voice an swered from the doorway. Both men rose from their chairs and hastened toward her. "Here, Ah-Fing, unwind me, do; I'm wrapped up like a cocoon, and Fun, get me a pair of slip pers out of that bag. There" as at last she emerged from her swaddlings, her handsome face ruddy from the cold wind, her eyes sparkling like a girl's. "Now, you two," she said, pointing an accus ing finger at them, "how long have you known?" Fun gasped. Dr. Ah-Fing looked amused and stirred. "Well, not long, I see. However, I'll war rant you neither of you thought once of telegraph ing me the glad tidings no," as they exchanged guilty glances. "I suppose you never gave it a thought. Oh, you men! And there I might be, SUE CHUC 169 I suppose, for a month without having heard a word if I had not stirred up these old wits of mine and put several pairs of twos and twos together and come dashing madly down here, as Docia would say, on my own hook." "But, Madame Jay" her eyes reproached him "Aunt Jay-San," he amended, putting his arms about her and looking into her upturned face, "how did you know? We have known only since last evening." She looked from one to the other, mischief in her eyes, but with her lips tremulous. "You blind, blind bats," she said. "Why, I suspected it the first time I saw you, Fun; and I was certain of it, morally, that is, when I heard your story." "And you said nothing," her brother re proached. "Naturally, being a woman with some sense I waited to have proof. But tell me, how did you hear it? Yes, I knew Choo-Dan was the God of the Machine. I sensed that when I read Fun's telegram to you, and the rest I got psychically." The men roared. "You think that a subject for merriment, evi dently. Very well, you may laugh, we can afford to let you. Now, am I to be fed?" Fun hurried to order fresh supplies of tea and toast, cutlet and compote, while Dr. Ah-Fing and i yo SUE CHUG his sister seated themselves at the table. There had been a long, long hand pressure between them, a quick exchange of tender greeting, then on Fun's return to the room all tension was re laxed and they talked freely, fully, and without emotion. "How wtf-Chinese we all are in some things," Madame Jay-San said, "and how utterly like in others. Not at all a bad admixture, I find, in despite of all the wise adages anent mixed blood." They lingered long over the table, then Fun tore himself away and went to the hospital. Dur ing the remainder of the day he worked steadily and it was with a heart as light as a boy's that he turned homeward. His remarkably developed ability for concentration enabled him for the mo ment to lose himself completely in the thing he was doing, and the day with its manifold duties, its necessity for decisions, for ordered, systematic supervision and direction, had not proved too try ing, although his heart carried its joy and his sub conscious mind wove dreams. Madame Jay-San called to him from the bal cony of his sitting room : "A letter from the little sister." "Go in, go in,' he answered, "this air is like a knife," and he ran up the stairs and along the hall, and, as Madame Jay-San opened the door to SUE CHUG 171 him, gave her a quick boyish hug that evidently delighted her. "Well, thanks be," she said, as she put up her hand to her heavy hair instinctively, as women do, "at long last I'm to be given some demonstration of affection. I was so afraid you might think it proper and fitting to be grown up and formal." "Not I," laughed Fun; "I wanted to hug you the first time I saw you, and, now I've the right, you can be prepared for all the demonstration you will stand. No one expects a man who has been perishing of hunger and thirst to be temperate when food is given him. "Where is Doctor where is my father?" he asked, looking about. "He is writing in my sitting room, but will be in presently." "I'll just get you to make tea while I run through Sue's letter, Aunt Jay." Madame Jay watched him covertly as she bus ied herself with the tea-making, saw his face change and noted the growing excitement in his manner as he turned the last page and came to the bottom. He drew a long breath and sat back in his chair as though his tension were relaxed. "What a wonderful thing is life; what a won derful thing!" then he looked up and caught her eyes upon him. "When we've had our tea, I'll 1 72 SUE CHUC read this to you," tapping the pages of the letter. Then he rearranged the sheets and placed it on the tea-poy by his chair. As the Doctor entered the room, Madame Jay-San's eyes dimmed as she saw the expression on both faces. During tea they talked of the work, of Dr. Ray's return the following year, and Dr. Ah-Fing said: "Fun, Dr. Ray can get another to take your place here, but I cannot get what I want up north will you come up to me ? What I need is a sec ond self one does not find that a something to be obtained for dollars, as a rule? The work is a big one, a necessary one. I cannot, in the na ture of things, give all my time to it, and if you will come to me you shall be its virtual head, I only the one to turn to when you need my longer and larger experience as help. Will you, my boy?" "Will I, father?" the tone was sufficient. "And now, if you men will drop shop for a while, I'll be glad. Fun, you promised to read me Sue's letter." CHAPTER XIX jUN took up the pages and began: "New York. "Oh, Fun dear, may I be common place and indulge in some good old platitudes? Yes? well, what a wonderful thing life is, for one; and is it not true, how the bolt from the clear sky is the one that strikes, etc., etc., ad lib. ? I won't inflict any more on you, although I love the dear old homely things who needs or wants flights of fancy at certain times? I, for one, need just those old stupid weights-to-earth that they give me. "I believe I finished my last letter with a P. S. telling you I had got the news of poor Eleanor's accident and that on the next train I was going out to see what could be done by me in the way of help or comfort. I did go, and took a cab to the big house, where I found that the mother's dead body had been brought, but that Eleanor, too injured to be sent home, was at the house be fore which the accident occurred, that her father I 7 4 SUE CHUC was with her, and several physicians, and that the great Dr. Z. was expected by the next train; so I jumped into the cab again, which I'd kept un til I knew about things, and the servant gave the driver the directions. "We drove along past 'Cosy Corner' and stopped where do you think? At old Tonkey- Lo's! I caught sight of several people through the glass of the window in the sitting room and I stole around to the back door, hoping to get speech with Tonkey-Lo or Bub. The latter I found out in the woodshed, his head buried in the old garden sack Tonkey-Lo wears when he fusses about on cool days, and his shoulders shak ing. Went up to him and called him, and he turned and fairly threw himself into my arms and sobbed so I was frightened 'most out of my wits, for, although he is a sensitive little fellow, had not thought him so nervously organized. And just when I, at my wits' end, was going to call for help, for I thought the child would have con vulsions, out came Tonkey-Lo. "Have been trying to formulate the impression I got from the first sight of his face that day. Ordinarily it is like most Chinese faces: rather masklike, but then it was as though a light burned behind one of the yellowish paper panels of a lantern, and his eyes well, it seems absurd to say SUE CHUC 175 that the eyes of an ugly old Chinaman were beau tiful, filled with a sort of satisfied, beatified look and soft as a girl's, but they were all that. "After he had quieted Bub, I asked him to tell me about the accident, which he did, having seen it all, but too far away to help, and he said that Eleanor was not expected to live through the day. I was crying almost as hard as Bub by this time, and Tonkey-Lo patted me and said a lot of things about being brave and ready, which he repeated often. Thought it a part of the excitement under which he was palpably laboring and submitted to being made to drink a huge bowl of some awful herb stuff, which I must admit braced me up, and then out into the kitchen, where we then were, came Eleanor's father. "Never have I seen such a change in any one in so short a time. Before when I met him he was fat, complacent, a trifle coarse looking in a hand some way, and his thick black hair was as black as could be; that afternoon he was like a man whose vitality has been utterly sapped his skin was actually flabby, and under his eyes were huge puffy bags and all through his hair were white threads. I'll never again laugh at the expression, 'hair turning white in a night. 1 "Tonkey-Lo met him at the door and almost led him to a chair, treating him as he would Bub or 176 SUE CHUC one of us, yet with a certain difference that I could not explain but felt. "I did not know what to do or say. For the first time in my life I was tongue-tied; everything usual seemed so banal, so utterly silly in the face of this big tragic thing that had occurred, so I cried a little more, which, it appears, was the best thing I could have done, for it roused him from his thoughts and for the moment took him out of himself. " Tes, yes, it's little Sue, my girl's friend,' he said; 'you can cry, child, can't you? I wish I could.' At that I made a perfect mop of myself, for it did seem so terrific to see that great man so simple and so hurt, that's the thought that came to me, the feeling of his 'hurtness.' "Presently, as though for relief, he told me of the accident and at the finish he sat quiet for a moment, then his face flushed until I thought he would have an apoplectic fit and he brought his fist down on the table like a sledge-hammer, say ing: " 'And this is to be the end of my toiling, my planning, my hopes; no wife, no child, only the money the damned, blackened, filthy money. I'll not have it, I'll not, I'll not, 1 then he swayed and Tonkey-Lo caught him. "Maybe you don't think I was properly scared, SUE CHUC 177 but my training got the better of my fright, and I rushed over and took off his collar, and while Tonkey-Lo held him I massaged the back of his neck until that awful color got better and he came out of whatever it was he had gone into, and I had his poor head on my shoulder when he opened his eyes and looked straight into mine. Tonkey- Lo had taken off his shoes and was rubbing his feet. I thought he never would take his eyes off mine, and I could no more have turned mine away than I could have flown. "At last Tonkey-Lo looked up and saw us, and I was conscious that he was rising and leaning near us; he said something in Chinese that I did not understand, but that the sick man did, for he gasped and sat up straight and I got my glance back into my own keeping again, with the biggest sense of relief. "Just then one of the doctors came to the door, looked at us all, and saw how things were and took us all in hand; made the sick man lie down on the long wooden bench that seems Tonkey-Lo's special property, and with only a folded quilt under him, and asked me if I was a nurse, evi dently thinking me the one that had been sent for. I said yes, and he ordered me to go in to the sick girl, so I slipped into the frock I had brought and, with my heart in my mouth, went in. I'm not go- 1 78 SUE CHUC ing to tell you of all that it's too fresh yet for me to talk of. u Dr. Z. came that night, stayed all night, de cided upon an operation as the one and last, al though most doubtful chance. At seven the next morning it was performed, and well, poor Elea nor never came out from under the anaesthetic. Her father had pulled himself together and went through the whole thing there simply was no keeping him out of the room. And when we knew the end had come I saw the bitterest smile on his face poor old fellow, all his millions will not be any comfort, for he idolized his daughter. "Tonkey-Lo was a puzzle to me during the next few days. He was up at the great house all the time, only rushing back to see if Bub was all right, and he would cook up all kinds of food for us, for I stayed on, feeling for some reason that I could not leave, although in reality my friendship with Eleanor had been anything but an intimacy. "The burial took place on the third day after Eleanor's death, the double interment making it seem so much more than just a double bereave ment. I wonder why that is, Fun. I've noticed it before. A number of Eleanor's old school friends came, as did Miss Elliot and three others of the teachers. "After it was all over I crept home to Bub ; felt SUE CHUC 179 I needed to see all of the boys and get 'bucked up,' as Casey calls it. It being Saturday, they were all at home, and I was comforted and made much of. We got supper, for Tonkey-Lo was away yet, and sat around the fireplace talking quietly when Tonkey-Lo came in. Bub flew to him and hung on as though Tonkey-Lo had been all but lost to him, and Tonkey-Lo patted his curls and settled his tie, looked at his face, and was, as always, dear to him. Was rather taciturn and went out to the kitchen soon, where we heard him stirring about. "The boys had decided it was too cold and stormy to let me go home, so they made me a bed on the big sofa in the sitting room, and after I'd had a piping hot bath in the woodshed that's the bath room I snuggled down among the cov ers and went fast asleep. "In the morning slept until seven and found the boys had made a roaring fire for me to dress by and brought in a zinc tub of cold water for my bath. Then when I'd dressed we all had break fast, and things seemed more cheerful, only I could not get out of my mind that poor man's voice as he said 'Only the money.' Tonkey-Lo did not leave the house that morning, was busy straightening everything up, and I noticed he kept going to the window often. Finally, after i8o SUE CHUC everything was in spick and span order, he disap peared into the woodshed and Bub said he was taking his bath. In an hour he appeared again and we all held our breaths, he was in his very best new year's clothes, but brand new ones, from the button on the top of his skull cap to the shoes on his immaculate stockinged feet, and his dear old kind face fairly shone with scrubbing. " *I think I go to big house,' was all he said, and out he went, but he had not got to the gate when a brougham stopped, and I saw Eleanor's father's face through the window. The groom jumped down and opened the door and Tonkey- Lo got in. All of us had been looking from our front window and we just stayed stupidly watch ing until the carriage drove away. Then Casey whistled and the others all began talking at once. " 'Say, fellers, what's it mean, anyhow? Think the old chap is going to try to get Tonkey-Lo to go and live with him?' " 'Tonkey-Lo won't go away from us,' said Bub. "'No? What makes you think so? We don't do much for him, can't, worse luck. I say, fel lers, what in time would we do if he should go, with Bub only quarter grown, and the farm and all this?' Dismay followed, but Bub said: " 'No, he won't go it's only he's gone to com- SUE CHUG 181 fort the poor rich old fellow.' I think L smiled, but the boys were quite serious, as though the vis its of a poor old Chinaman to a rich Occidental were quite in the order of things. " 'Yes, when they was' 'were' corrected Casey severely 'were' amended Bub, 'young men they both lived in China and Tonkey-Lo was the com- perdor ' ' 'Comprador,' I corrected. " 'Yes, that's it.' " 'What's that?' "I explained how responsible a place it was and all of the boys opened their eyes. "'Whew!' whistled Casey. 'That's going some ! Always did think old Tonkey-Lo was sort of higher up than he seemed. How'd you know, Bub.?' " 'Tonkey-Lo told me.' "'Umph!' Casey eyed Bub speculatively, and Bub went on to tell us how one time, when there was some big trouble, he did not know of what kind, Eleanor's father saved Tonkey-Lo's 'face,' and after that they were, as Bub put it, 'thicker'n thieves,' for which rendering Casey frowned upon him and amended it to 'great friends.' Oh, Fun, how you would love these boys ! "We talked all day, at intervals, over the situa tion, and got no further toward a solution, and I 1 82 SUE CHUC had to leave on the four train, so, it being a good cold, clear day, we walked to the village and the boys saw me on the train, Casey buying my ticket and refusing to be reimbursed. I caught a glimpse of them all lined up along the platform with their caps off as the train pulled out. "Fun, I couldn't get that poor man out of my mind what was he going to do ? As far as I could see or hear, every one of his plans and hopes cen tered about Eleanor. Goodness, but it's awful to put all of the eggs of one's interest, affection, and possibilities for joy into one basket; from now on, Fun, I'm going to take warning and diversify my interests, loves, and joys. "Three days went by and no word from the boys. Was going to the lectures as usual and working overtime at home, when about six o'clock on the third day there came a ring at the bell and I flew to open the door, thinking it Phoebe Bren- ning, whom we were expecting to supper, and ushered in Mr. Morton, Eleanor's father, and Tonkey-Lo. And now, dear, catch your breath, you will need all of it. "I cannot remember the beginning of things because what followed was so wonderful; but it seems that twenty-five years ago Mr. Morton was in China in business, and while there met a lovely half-caste girl whom he fell in love with and SUE CHUC 183 wanted to marry, but his friends persuaded him not to, telling him that if he did his future was ruined and all that. They made him so uncom fortable that he decided to say nothing further to them, but just quietly marry her anyway, which he did during a trip to Shanghai, getting some mis sionary, an old friend of his, to perform the cere mony. To avoid talk, he left her to live with an old sister and only visited her occasionally, think ing after a year or two more to take her home to America. Then a baby was born, then came the Great Plague and the wife died, and, as he supposed, the little one, too. He was told so after his recovery, for he, too, had the plague and only barely got through, the wife's sister nursing him back to health. 4 'He was so broken in health and spirits that he decided to leave China for good and all, im mediately his business was wound up, which he did. Now conies in the wonderful part, Fun, dear the woman who nursed him, his wife's sister, was Mai-den! The child which did not die is I. This won't come as a shock to you, for you remember when you wrote me to make my choice, if I should or should not learn from you the facts of my parentage, you knew most of it, possibly all. "And Fun, dear Fun, it won't make any differ ence in our plans, it just must not. What do I 1 84 SUE CHUC care for being Miss Morton? I'm Sue Chuc, and Sue Chuc will I stay; that I have firmly made up my mind to, but please, dear, do write me what to say to this new father of mine. He wants me to come and be the daughter of his house; he wants to tell all the world of this old romance of his and prove that it is my right to come to his house as his daughter and its mistress. And Fun, oh, dear Fun, I want only this, to be in China with you, busy in the work we have planned. What do I care about the money or position if to get it I must give up our dream and you? No, I cannot and I will not. I have told him so as plainly as I could; showed him my heart, but he won't under stand; he just refuses to, and Tonkey-Lo said something to me yesterday that made my heart as heavy as lead and as light as a bit of floss silk. "Oh, Fun, what shall I say to Mr. Morton? "Your "SUE." A \ CHAPTER XX ADAME JAY-SAN and her broth er had exchanged glances often, as the long letter was read, and both noted the quiver in Fun's voice as he read the last of it. The silence that ensued lasted an appre ciable time, and was broken by Dr. Fing. "The poor lonely man the poor lonely man." Madame Jay-San said, her fine eyes soft: u That blessed torn-to-bits girl, how she is suf fering." Fun looked from one to the other and was still. "What do you think will be the outcome, Fun?" asked Dr. Ah-Fing. "I do not at all know. That she is quite sin cere in not wanting it to make any difference in our plans, I know, but in the very nature of things it must; she is his legitimate child, he a man of enormous wealth and a lonely man. I know her tender heart, and I know how that loneliness will make its certain appeal. The money won't count; in fact, I think that were he a poor man she might 1 86 SUE CHUC the more readily go to him, sacrificing her own desires to his." Madame Jay nodded, "Yes, that is quite what I thought of her. How I should love to have had a daughter like her, or a niece," she added, with a quick glance at Fun, who caught it and flushed, hesitated a second, then said: "Aunt Jay, if Sue would have had me, I had decided to marry her. Now well, that damnable money will make that a dream; I could not ask her." "And why not, pray?" and without waiting for an answer Madame Jay-San continued, her eyes very largely opened and bright, two spots of red on her smooth cheeks. "Do you mean to tell me, Fun, that you do not know the girl loves you why it is patent in every line of her letters and between the lines. The 'brother and sister 1 play answered its purpose while it was needed, but surely you have been laboring under no delusion that it had not finished its work." "On my own part, no; but I have not seen that which you seem to think exists, Aunt Jay." "Bless the boy!" Madame Jay was frankly im patient at what she deemed the usual masculine stupidity, and Dr. Ah-Fing bit his lip to hide the smile that would come. "Now, don't do that, Fing; it's far more ag- SUE CHUC 187 gravating than an open smile, you know," she said, and her brother laughed outright. His sister's quickness was a nevef-ending source of amusement to him. "Anyway," she continued, "what is there to laugh at. You men are stupid and we women know it even the cleverest of you men and the silliest of us women and it strikes me that you might use your brain a little on this problem of Fun's." The Doctor laughed again and Fun joined him; then, seeing the shadow that crossed the kind face of the woman, he rose and went over to his aunt and, stooping over, kissed her lightly on the cheek, and said: "Aunt Jay, I for one admit my 'worm-of-the- dust'-ness, and will be so glad to be given sugges tions. I do want Sue I have, I think, for a very long time, only I was obsessed by an old dream and did not know the fact. Now what shall I do to get her, to avoid the dollars and keep friends with myself about robbing that poor man of kerf "The poor man has, of course, my sympathy, but he lived very well through a great many years without her. Yes, I know it was not his fault," as she noted Fun's expression, "but it's a fact, nevertheless, so I cannot be too sorry for him be- 1 88 SUE CHUC sides, he has so much else." "Not now, you know, Aunt Jay." "No, you're right, I was losing sight of that point, but even conceding it, let him make conces sions." Fun smiled this time. "As, for instance," suggested Dr. Ah-Fing. "Let him enjoy the dear's society as much as he can during the two years yet before her at college, then, with a good grace, give her up to Fun, being satisfied with, say, a yearly visit from or to her. Or, if he is determined to be near her, come and live in Shanghai; there are not many more interesting places to be found, and it's halfway to almost any place. He might have a charming home out Jessfield way or the Bub bling Well Road, or even beyond, if he wanted much ground, and he could go in for collecting lacquer and old embroideries during the time he spent there, and Sue and the children could run down from Peking often, and he up to us." Here Dr. Ah-Fing and Fun went off into gales of laughter and Madame Jay-San, after looking at them in surprise a moment, joined them. When she could speak, she said a note of self-derision in her voice: "YouVe a perfect right to laugh this time. I must be getting old. I had in my mind already SUE CHUG 189 cradled and spanked, loved, and was in process of bringing up at least five great-nieces and neph ews; don't at all feel certain I had not decided upon their dispositions and the color of their eyes. Yes, I'm an old fool I'm going out for some fresh air. You two superior beings can talk things over and let me know what you have decided upon my return." "Oh, Aunt Jay, Doctor Conrad returns to-night, you know," Fun called after her. "Does he? Good! There's a man for you!" Dr. Ah-Fing got up and walked back and forth in the big room. "Jay-San's not altogether wrong, Fun," he said; "that plan might work. At least it's worth trying. Possibly rather than give us Sue entirely or make her unhappy, the father might consent to some such plan, with modifica tions or additions. If he once lived out here any length of time, the chances are he likes it and would find it possible. At any rate, as Jay-San says, Shanghai is about midway between most places worth while." Fun shook his head. "Father, you do not real ize the hold on a man his interests and occupa tions of half a lifetime have, and Mr. Morton is still a comparatively young man, not over fifty, I think, with a multiplicity of moneyed interests. 1 9 o SUE CHUC No, a man could not give up that kind of activity at his age." "What will you do, then?" asked Dr. Ah-Fing, an anxious tone discernible in his voice. "I will write to him and put the case, my case, before him; ask him to let Sue, after, say, two years of living as his daughter, with all that that means, choose for herself. Of course she is le gally entitled to, now, for that matter, but I should want her to know her mind thoroughly and have a point of comparison. If he will do that, leave her to decide for herself absolutely, I in return will promise to say nothing to her during that time of my love for her and desire to marry her, and I will make it clear, oh, very clear, to him that I will not accept any dowry with Sue. If she loves me more than the things his money can buy for her, she will want to share my life, no matter what it is." Dr. Ah-Fing started to speak, thought better of it, and continued his walking. Fun continued: "I will write to Sue as I al ways have, fully, freely about everything but my love for her, during that time. I shall show her that her place as my helper is ready, when she elects to fill it, but shall not say that it is to be filled except as we had planned, the big brother, the small sister. I think, father, I will write the SUE CHUC 191 letter to Mr. Morton now it may catch the Gaelic on the tenth." "Fun, just a moment: some day, my boy, I will tell you of the hour Choo-Dan and I spent on the day you brought us together after those years; yes, I want you to know, you have the right to and I appreciate your delicacy in refrain ing from questioning me." The two men exchanged the long look that was becoming habitual with them since the knowledge of their relationship had come to them. There had been almost no demonstration, few words, but when their glances met there was a mutual ex change of thankfulness and affection that was growing in strength as the days passed, and as they in the close life discovered how at one they were in all questions. Dr. Conrad stopped in down at the hospital on his return, needing the use of the laboratary for some work he had to do, and it was there that Madame Jay-San found him when, after her brisk walk, she stopped in to see one of the in ternes in regard to a nurse she had asked them to send her. "Oh, Madame Jay-San, this is luck! Can't shake hands until IVe washed up a bit; be back in a minute," were the words of greeting Dr. Con- 192 SUE CHUC tad flung over his shoulder as he sped along the corridor. And after she had had a talk with the interne, seen the nurse, and made arrangements for her going north the following day, she went to Fun's office t where she found the big man in front of the fire. They were old friends, these two; had weath ered some trying times together; had from the first been congenial and found innumerable meet ing points in convictions, tastes, and desires. "Come and make my tea for me, dear Madame," Marshall begged, "and tell me all about the blessed discovery. I got your note, for which many thanks, thoughtful one; but it told me little but the mere facts and I rushed through my work to get back, being anxious to see with my own eyes those two fine men in their happiness." Madame Jay-San made the tea and, as they sat sipping it, recounted the particulars. At the finish Marshall drew a long breath. "Great! What an experience it must have been, and I suppose, being who they are, they did not do any of the things men of other nations would do. Such, for instance, as falling on each other's necks in the approved dramatic style and exclaiming the usual things." "No, they did not, but, Marshall, you should see the way they look at each other." SUE CHUC 193 "Yes, I can imagine," the good Doctor's eyes were suspiciously misty as he passed his cup to be replenished. "And now let us hope the 'little sister' will rise to the occasion," with a chuckle. "She will," assented Madame Jay-San, with entire conviction in her voice. "I foresee a very happy age for old Aunt Jay-San." The Doctor chuckled again. "I've not a doubt you have it all clearly drawn up in your mind how all of the small great-nieces and nephews are to be brought up yes?" Madame Jay echoed his laugh and told of the afternoon's scene. "Delicious! I must write it all to my Mehitable. The dear little woman will never forgive me for not having brought her along, she does so love a romance, bless her tender heart." Fun's difficult letter had been written, and was nearly at its destination when a letter from Sue came. Dr. Ah-Fing and Madame Jay-San had stayed on with him, waiting for the worst of the thaw to be over so that they might go back by boat, feeling disinclined for the long and wearying over land voyage. Dr. Conrad had gone home, and old Choo-Dan, his heart lightened of its burden, found himself, much to his amaze, getting well, found his inter- 194 SUE CHUC \ ests in life being revivified from day to day, and his body, under the skillful care of Fun, showed marked signs of its past vigor. The two friends were together daily, and found the hours too short. There were those long years to be made up, and they were constantly being sur prised to find how they had kept pace in their pur suits, interests, studies. Dr. Ah-Fing, with the nobility of character native to him, had found it possible to allay the other's remorse, to prove that, in spite of the sorrow of what he had thought his double loss, his life had not been an unhappy or useless one. And both men, in their anxiety to get to the full the joy of the present time, grew younger in appearance and acquired a realization of the fact that they were not as yet really old men, and might hope to live many years. CHAPTER XXI ADAME JAY-SAN, her brother, and Fun were gathered in her sit ting room when the mail was de livered, and as the letters were sorted she noticed that Fun's con tained a thick letter from Sue, and Fun that one of the big square, pale-gray en velopes with Theodocia Melvin's handwriting upon it was among Madame Jay-San's. Each noted the other's discovery and laughed. ."I'll read you mine if you'll read me yours," announced Madame Jay. "Agreed." "But we will read them first to ourselves," she added hastily, thinking of Theodocia's ofttimes plain speaking, and that, too, there might be some parts it would be a betrayal of confidence to read aloud. "Just what I was thinking," teased Fun, mer riment in the one-time somber eyes. "It's never quite safe to read aloud any letter of Theodocia's without a previous rearrangement of parts." 196 SUE CHUC Madame Jay finished first and sat covertly look ing at her nephew as he read his letter, her heart glad to note his happier expression, the clearness of his eyes and skin, the look of force and decision that his entire personality showed forth. Then her glance strayed to her brother, and an amused look came into her eyes as she saw that he, too, was watching Fun, a wistful, brooding affection in his face. "What a couple of old 'brooding hens 1 we are over the boy," she thought, u and how young and well Fing looks; he has lost that stoop he had and this has given him a new grip on everything." Just then Fun came to the end of his letter and said, looking up to see the two pairs of eyes upon him with the look he was beginning to watch for, certain of its coming, but always, after the lonely years, wanting to be reassured of its presence. "I'll read first, if you want, Aunt Jay. Your let ter probably only repeats what Sue has written." Madame Jay skillfully restrained a smile at his entire absorption in his belief that Docia of course had only written of her meeting with Sue, and slipped the letter into her sleeve, glad so easily to get out of the promise to read it. Docia had written of several other things and with her usual thoroughness of detail, and they were not related to Sue. "Read away," she said, "one description SUE CHUC 197 of that meeting doubtless repeats the other, as you suggest.'* Fun began: "Morton Towers, January 3Oth. "FuN DEAREST: "So many things have happened since I wrote you three weeks ago. By the way, it's almost time for me to get an answer to that, or will be in another ten days. "I truly do not know where to begin. You will want to know each step, though, along the path that led me to Morton Towers, so I'll go back to the beginning. "My father has been very kind, very consid erate, and has left me to decide things for myself, only stipulating, in the event of my keeping to my refusal to give up my plans for China and our work, that I come to him for the intervening years. I am not to be forced to decide anything, just to live at the Towers on the free days, where he can see me and find the weight of his loneliness more bearable I'm quoting him. The remainder of the time I shall keep on in town as before at my lectures and work. But he would not become reconciled to our flat, Chum's and mine, and did not rest until he had got us moved into another, and as it's miles upon miles away from the College and hospital, I must have a brougham. 198 SUE CHUC "I begged him to keep the discovery quiet be cause I did dread any newspaper notoriety, and oh, Fun dear, I just could not bear that those cruel reporters should get hold of the story. They would spoil our lovely dreams, yours and mine, and make a horrid melodramatic thing of it. So, after I had argued with tears in my eyes he can't bear tears he gave in and it was decided that I was to be invited to visit Morton Towers. He dug up I beg pardon, that is some of the boys' slang he discovered an old maid t forty-second cousin, and arranged for her to come and live at the Towers it's pathetic to see how she enjoys it all rand I go to visit her, week-ends. "The fact of the brougham we got over by my casually remarking to the group I met at the door the first time I used it, "There are worse things than having rich friends." And, too, I have kept very much to myself, so that none of the other students know anything about me. All of the gor- geousness father insisted upon giving me in the way of clothes is only worn when I am at the Towers, and they are very somberly gorgeous be cause of the awful recent horror. "The boys had to be let into the secret, but they feel so greatly the honor of being told it all that they will never breathe a word of it. Father is so interested in them all, and I found it hard SUE CHUC 199 to keep him from spoiling things by giving too profusely of everything to them, but succeeded in convincing him it was not wise, that instead he should settle a sum upon them to be given them when they were quite grown, and they are not to know anything of the fact until such time. The working-out they are doing is too valuable for them to be taken chances with. Now father is con vinced of my right judgment, but it is hard for him to refrain. He is a perfect prince, Fun, and I am finding out daily how good a use he puts his money to, and my point of view in regard to the very rich is completely changed. Why, they feel to a degree their responsibility, to a degree. I'm ashamed to think how narrow I was in my callow judgment. "Chum was, I think, very much dismayed and unhappy, for herself only, for she's all interest and joy for me, but I quickly made her see that nothing in our life was to be changed, and now she is reconciled, or nearly. We do miss our little flat, though the new place is an apartment and ultra-magnificent, and we are supposed to be poor relations of Mrs. Jordan, who lives with us and don't laugh chaperones us. Father made me see the necessity of it and she's really a dear and does not bother us at all, and those awful things, les convenances, are satisfied. 200 SUE CHUC "I had to tell the Settlement House people, but they won't of course mention a word of it, under standing the necessity for silence. "Every one from now on will be watching me, I know, to see how the knowledge of the changed conditions will affect me, and I know that in their secret hearts they one and all expect me to drop my work, my plan of going out to China and all my previous dreams and take what Mrs. Jordan terms 'my proper position in Society/ Sue Chuc's proper position in Society is it not deliriously funny, that? I know there will not be any change of plans and that Sue Chuc's proper place is help ing her big brother in the work amongst the people that belong to them both, as much as pos sible. Do you know, Fun, I'm not nearly so glad to know of my white blood as I thought I should be why is that? I do wish you would occasion ally answer some of my questions, by the way. "There is Mrs. Jordan calling me, I'll finish this later. Four days later. 'Whom do you think I was called away to see? Mrs. Melvin! Theodocia Melvin. I went into the reception room where Mrs. Jordan told me the lady was waiting who wanted to see me, who was a friend of Mrs. Holding's, and I saw a very tall woman standing at the window, SUE CHUC 201 and when she turned I knew her instantly and evidently showed how delighted I was to see her, for she laughed and pulled me to her and gave me a real dear kiss. I heard it said once at Hold ings' that Docia never kissed people, so you can imagine how pleased I was. Then she made me sit down on the sofa next her and asked me all sorts of questions, not the kind that mean just curiosity, you know, Fun, but the ones that show deep interest there's such a difference. And did you ever hear such a voice, Fun? It's like a big organ at the cathedral when the stops are in, and her eyes and her hair and her mouth oh, I just sat and gloated over her and felt a poor little gray mouse of a thing, but some way one never could feel envious. She's just Theodocia Melvin, and there is only one of her kind in the world. "After she had found out all about me, even to the thoughts I had never even formulated, I veritably believe, we talked of other things and she told me that she had seen Casey and was going out the following Sunday to see Tonkey-Lo and Bub, and asked me if I would not have din ner with them all at Tonkey-Lo's. Casey had sent me the invitation through her, so I accepted it with glee. Cannot imagine anything more inter esting than to see her with the boys about her, 202 SUE CHUC and as it was only two days off I delayed finishing this until I could tell you of it. "Went from the Towers in time to arrive a half hour before the dinner (one-thirty) and met them all on the road a half-mile from the house coming to meet me. I wish you could have seen them; they had taken Theodocia to show her all their haunts and were coming back laden with spoils. The willows are budding and they had their arms full of the branches. Mrs. Melvin was dressed in a gray corduroy suit, rather short skirt, sack coat, gray Fedora hat, dogskin gloves, leggings and stout boots, and was a picture! The breeze had blown little tendrils of that wonderful spun-silver hair about her face, her color was as fresh and rosy as a good healthy girFs, and her eyes bright. "I'm not being silly over her, am I, Fun? I'm not hypnotized or anything of that sort? If I am, there is consolation in the knowledge that every one else is too, even down to old Tonkey-Lo. I had heard that she was lame, wore an artificial leg, and yet I never noticed any limp, that is, a bad one, and she goes about very freely, from what the boys say. I got out and walked the half-mile back with them and we were called to dinner amost imme diately upon our arrival at Tonkey-Lo's. Casey SUE CHUC 203 seated me, and the rest sat down. All of the spick-spandiest dishes were out, the hemstitched cloth and napkins, and the knives and forks with the carved handles. Tonkey-Lo had got up a royal dinner and we ate and talked and Mrs. Melvin asked questions and beamed. The boys began with the best intentions to keep up com pany manners, but after a while they all forgot and were as natural as if only with me or by themselves. That's another thing I have noticed about Mrs. Melvin; every one just has to be sin cere with her; one knows she would see through any affectation and would laugh at one, which is different from laughing with one. The first, I'd much rather she did not do to me. After dinner we sat around the fire, for it was three o'clock by then, we had stayed so long at the table and talked more. Mrs. Melvin told us about that niece of hers, the one she discovered six or seven years ago in the slums and took home to educate and oh, Fun, but what a dear girl she must be. She has gone on the stage just had to she is so talented Mrs. Melvin says it would have been a crime to have prevented her, and everyone believes that she will be one of the great actresses. "The great London surgeon performed some operation on the foot that had been injured and, 204 SUE CHUC with the aid of a scientifically made shoe, the un- evenness in her gait is hardly noticeable. I'll tell you all about her some day, it's too long for now, but it is thrilling. "The boys were so excited over the news and it seems that Mrs. Melvin had promised them all a trip to Europe when they had finished certain school work, and now it is decided that they are to have three months there a walking-trip through Germany and up into Switzerland, and are to see Faith-Hope play in one of the big pro vincial cities of England before they come back in the fall to America. "Mrs. Melvin has given Faith-Hope a big in come, found a suitable 'stage-mother' for her and all that, and will help her to get on as fast as possible, but says that as long as she has flown in the face of family opinion and will be an actress, she must win her laurels by her ability and prove it at each step. The money is only so that she will be free from all the annoyance, such as even the most talented is troubled by, if she must think first and always of the pounds, shillings, and pence of life. "Is she not wise? I mean Theodocia. She was in India when the news reached her that Faith- Hope had gone on the stage and had to go back SUE CHUC 205 home to see for herself as soon as possible that the girl was doing it as she wanted her to do it. "Oh, while I think of it, I must tell you how she makes the boys earn their joys; for instance, she has ordered from Casey a set of carved trays, furnishing the designs herself. That will take up every spare moment he can scrape up for at least two years, but the price she is paying for them will take him and one of the other boys right from Havre to Genoa and back, pay every thing for the two months; Mrs. Melvin is paying their steamer trip, and the other will have to make his share up to Casey by some service; and Duffy is to go to the children's home Mrs. Melvin has established, each month for one entire day the post is called Amusement Bureau' see to the library, to the games, hear what complaints there are, if any, and report to headquarters; order new books to replace the badly worn ones, new games also, and settle disputes. She says that the man she had hired to do that for the last three years has gone to California for his lungs. I suppose she's sent him, don't you? and that she has no one to put in his place. And that's the way it goes she keeps them up to the mark, gives them self-respect, and yet helps them just the same. "Bub, it seems, is frightened to death of the 2o6 SUE CHUC ocean voyage and begged to stay behind with Tonkey-Lo, and Theodocia would not let the boys insist upon his going, says it's wrong to constrain people it's unfair. "At five the carriage came and I had to go, but, although I confess I would rather have stayed with them, I was glad afterward I went home. Father was so glad to see me. He had hurried back from some important business in Washing ton just to be with me over Sunday. I wish I did not have to go against him some day; he is so kind and he misses Eleanor so much and seems to find comfort in me, but, Fun dear, I must, I truly must go out to China. Say yes. "SUE." CHAPTER XXII HEY all smiled as the letter came to an end and as usual it was Madame Jay who spoke first. "Did it occur to either of you that Sue had dropped into the most matter-of-fact habit of saying 'father'? And this is only after so short a time. No, Fun," as she caught the expression on his face, "I'm not inferring from that anything ad versely affecting your plans, but only that the dear child is going to find it a more difficult thing than she now thinks it to decide against Mr. Morton when the time comes for a decision. She's been a lonely little thing always with very palpably a great and rich nature, and with no outlet for all that affection; so if I mistake not we shall see a struggle. If you had not already promised Mr. Morton in that letter, Fun, to be silent for these next two years, I for one should strongly urge you to tell the girl of your love for her, now." Fun moved restlessly in his chair. "Aunt, I 208 SUE CHUC did not before dare avow it, but my own impulse was to do that very thing." Madame Jay-San rose quickly. "Very well, do it." "But the letter must be almost there, by now." His aunt gave him one of the affectionately superior glances she often turned on her brother and said: "Oh, you men of mighty brain! Very well, the letter may be nearly there, but you can forestall it for all that with a cablegram else why are the cable companies paying dividends, if not because of the human proclivity of writ ing on the impulse and correcting the written mes sage by a wire after the impulse has died!" Fun rose with a bound, caught his aunt up and hugged her, put her down again as though she were something very fragile and precious, and walked quickly out of the room. Madame Jay-San's hands flew to her hair, pat ted the soft heaviness of it into place, smiled at her brother, who was laughing heartily, and pro ceeded to reread Theodocia Melvin's letter, re marking before beginning it: "Fing, I am glad you and I and Fun have not to be too controlled when in the family cir cle, and that we have not to be we can thank our foreign blood. Fancy a dignified and stately SUE CHUC 209 Chinese gentleman doing what Fun just did the very heavens would fall at the sight." An hour after, Fun returned. "Well?" inquired the aunt. "It's off; I saw the messenger started." "Good what did you say?" Fun handed her a copy of the cable, at the length of which his aunt elevated her brows, and, after reading it, passed it to her brother. "It's very good, Fun; I can see, however, that if there were many to be sent, those dividends your aunt referred to would increase. "And now, my son, as you have made your decision, I am going to tell you something you do not know, so that when you write your next letter to Mr. Morton you can word it differ ently. I am a very wealthy man, and you as my heir will, of course, inherit the money. "You did not think that, no? Why should you, for you have only had the simple way your aunt and I live to judge by. I had intended when I thought myself without an heir to leave it all to further the work, but you will be able to do that with a part of it and will, I feel certain, do so. The remainder you must use to bring up all of those great-nieces and nephews in the way they should go, that your aunt feels so sure will eventually arrive upon the scene." 210 SUE CHUC "Now, boy dear/' interrupted Madame Jay- San, "sit down and write to our Sue and to Mr. Morton. I'll take your father into my sitting room. I want to discuss some details with him, and in a couple of days more we must go north ward. The water is rising in the Tung-Sting and the boats running again, and the ice will be gone up north by the time we get there." Six weeks had gone by. Sue had written twice, but there had not been time for the answer to his letter to arrive, when one day, as Fun stopped in at the hospital toward evening, on the way home, he found a stranger in his private office, who rose to greet him at the opening of the door. "Doctor Ah-Fun?" he inquired. "Yes, what can I do for you?" Fun's manner showed nothing of the surprise he felt. It was an unusual thing to see a foreigner in that place, but occasionally some missionary stopped en route to or from the North. "I am Mr. Morton," the other answered, "and" looking at him keenly "after we have had some conversation I can better answer that casual question of yours." Fun's immensely tall figure straightened to its uttermost and the color flushed his face. The other man watching him thought, "What a per- SUE CHUC 211 feet god of a man he is !" and sighed. This was no weakling to be overawed or talked out of a heart's desire. After the first shock of surprise was over, Fun seated his guest and himself took his usual place before his desk, and the older man recognized with a wry smih how like his own tactics that placing of the stranger or the one to be inter viewed in the light, while he, the interviewer, sat in shadow. Fun remarked the smile, and sensed the meaning of it, and, with the charm of manner so entirely natural to him, said: "Pardon me, Mr. Morton, that was mere force of habit. As a physician I have to do that, but between us there is no need," and he turned his face into the full light from the window. u You have a perfect right to see me clearly while we are talking." Mr. Morton looked at him curiously, won in spite of himself by the sincerity of the man's na ture so apparent, and his feeling underwent a change which was evident to himself in his open ing sentence. Long the two talked, the afternoon lengthened into twilight and that into night, and long after the lamps had been lighted they talked. Finally they both rose and the older man said : "You've convinced me, and against every one 212 SUE CHUC of my convictions. It's a blow, I must admit, and I see all my castles tumbling about my feet." Fun's face was grave, almost solemn, and its voice, with its fine, ringing quality, infinitely gen tle as he said: "I realize that, Mr. Morton, and all I can say is that I will cherish Sue as my dearer self if she answers me that she will come to me." "She'll come. I know now what a fool I was to think I had the ghost of a chance against you," and there was reluctant admiration in his eyes for the man who had fought and gained his fight against such odds. For Fun had kept back not one sullied day of his life's history, but had opened the book of his life for the other to read. "I know when I am beaten. And now, will you ask me home for the night and the two days until my boat leaves ? There is, I find, no foreign hotel in this city. I won't be a nuisance," he added hastily, "and I won't do the martyr act that's not my way. But I should like to see more of you and have a chance to talk with you of many things." "Indeed I will, Mr. Morton, and with very deep pleasure. You will not interfere in any way with my work. I have several very clever assist ants and for the moment no serious operation is on." SUE CHUG 213 True to his word, Mr. Morton assumed no martyred air, but accepted the result with at least outward composure, and the two days that the men spent in each other's society, in talks, walks about the big city, almost hourly companionship, were mutually pleasant, and the handclasp they exchanged at separating was cordial as was the expression of their eyes friendly. And as the boat got under way, the father stood by the railing watching the receding shore and the tall figure of the younger man with a curiously mixed feeling in which mingled resentment at the trick Fate had played him, in only giving him the small daugh ter to again snatch her away from him, admiration for Fun's person and qualities that had almost a note of pride of posession in it, a growing lik ing and a sorrow that so great a distance must separate him from the fine manly figure. "Well, well," he said, with a sigh as he finally turned away to his cabin, a mist that was not wholly be cause of the distance dimming his vision, "it's a damn topsy-turvy old world, any way you look at it." Sue's letter came when Fun had almost begun to despair, and assured and reassured him as to her love for him; her entire gladness to be the "little wife" instead of little sister; of her joy in knowing that the new father and aunt wanted her 214 SUE CHUC and were prepared to welcome her with love, and only at the very last of the letter did the little wail go up of "Oh, Fun, dearest, dearest, these two years longer are going to be so century-long, and what, oh what am I to say to poor father? I shall seem so lacking in consideration after all of his kindness and the proofs of his affection for me. But my dear, my dear, you have been my whole life for so many years, and he, the dear man that he is, has been for so short a time anything to me. I could not give you up. Fun dear, after that nice doctor woman returns to China will you come on to see me before you join your father in Peking? But I know you will." The letter was too sacred to Fun to be shown, so he only sent excerpts from it to his father and aunt, with an account of Mr. Morton's visit and with added zest turned to his work. The spring had ripened into summer, the sum mer into fall and the anniversary of his arrival was nearly at hand. He tried to put away from him, when it came, the inclination to dwell on the thought of the intervening months between the present and Dr. Ellen's return, and drove him self as though his mind were the engineer and his body the engine, so that by Christmas he was posi tively lean. Kue-Bow had slipped away from the North SUE CHUG 215 during one of Madame Jay's absences in the in terior, and came back home. Her look of glad ness when she came to the hospital and met Fun was a revelation and his heart sank at the sight, but he greeted her kindly and forced himself to a something of aloofness foreign to him, and quickly got away. That night, after his lonely dinner, which seemed, for some reason, unaccountably dreary, after trying without success to settle to his usually absorbing work and finding it impossible, with his nerves taut as fiddle strings, his temples throbbing, and his pulses accelerated, he paced up and down his veranda, up and down through the seemingly endless night. At intervals the small devil that he had thought buried suggested to him that he was a fool he was not a man that all men were creatures of the flesh, not spiritual beings, that a man had no more right to stifle the cries of the flesh than he had to kill any other impulse, and over and over the same old line of reasoning his weary brain toiled, and the first flush of the break ing day lighted up his pallid, drawn, and almost harshly marked face, giving him the look of a man whose force was almost all spent. He stood holding on to the railing and looking down over the huddled roofs of the city, out be yond the great plain, as the sun rose in one su- 216 SUE CHUC preme burst of glory, bathing every object in its health-giving, cleansing rays. The fight was won, his heart was once again at peace, and he sank down before his desk, and on the impulse wrote to Sue, telling her honestly, openly, without anything of false shame or of the mock modesty that is most often pruriency, of his soul's fight against his flesh's cry, and asked her to promise him to marry him when he should come on at the end of the time set. As lover to lover, as husband to wife, as physician to physi cian, he wrote, and did not realize how strong a cry for help it was, the cry of the strong man who yet is conscious of his weakness, of the courageous man who yet knows his vulnerable spot, of the man of fine, clean soul who desires above all things to keep friends with his true self, that self that we each have that, in the stress and strain of living, gets at times pushed back and covered over deep with the things of the day. Sue Chuc took a day to think over the extraor dinary letter she had received from Fun, during which time the young man's magnificent truthful ness, inherent nobility, and trust in her equal pow ers of understanding made their appeal to her, filled her heart with thanksgiving, with a glow of pride in him, and with added love. Then, after an almost sleepless night, she dressed and SUE CHUC 217 went out to send a cablegram in answer to the letter's cry for help. It was very brief, prob ably none that the wires had ever carried had more of the essence of living in it, and the words were only: "With all my heart, at any time. SUE." Then she went home and broke the news to her chum, Stella. "I'm not going to finish my course, Stella," and, as the other looked up, startled, from her absorption in a medical book which had been ripped from its binding and separated into por tions easy of handling and capable of being car ried and studied on trains and cars, or propped up against sugar basins or marmalade pots at meals, she added, "I am going to marry Ah-day-Fun when he comes on in the spring." Stella's round eyes opened to their fullest ex tent and her lower lid drooped. "Don't look so astounded and woe-begone, Stella, what does it mean to me, that silly diploma, anyway? I'm going to help my Fun just the same if not in the same way, and that dear old Dr. Ah-Fing and that lovely old Aunt Jay-San are going to be happier than they have ever been. By the way," she added, glancing at the dismem bered medical book, "you will certainly ruin your eyes and incidentally your digestion if you study during meals all the time and read on the cars." 218 SUE CHUC Then, with a complete change of tone, she said, "Stella, what shall I tell my father?" "Yes what shall you?" answered the other. "I don't know anything better than the truth, but that won't make it easier for him. I wonder when he will return, and where he's been Eu rope, I suppose; have not had a word from him in six weeks." CHAPTER XXIII HAT week-end Sue went to the Towers and on Sunday walked over to see the boys, whom she found busy over atlases and Baede kers. Already they were mapping out their prospective trips of the next summer and studying everything they could get hold of in reference to the arts, crafts, and horticulture of the countries they were to visit. "We're going to see all of the botanical gardens and Mrs. Theodocia says she will get us letters to all of the places where there are experimental sta tions or big gardens and nurseries," announced Duffy, lifting his near-sighted, bespectacled eyes from the pages of a huge tome on horticulture. "And say, Sue, won't it be nuts to see all the galleries of statuary and all the carvings wish they'd let a fellow get up close to things, but they keep 'em railed off if they're worth much, and you're not allowed to so much as put a finger on 'em." 'Say, Sue," the budding architect said, "did you 220 SUE CHUC know there's to be a big competitive exhibition of architectural sketches and plans in Dusseldorf, just the time we'll be there? Gee! won't it be bully, but," with a sigh, "how I wish we could cut over to Greece. I'd give anything to see Athens not the modern," he added in a tone of disgust, "if you want to get a real jolt just look at these," and he pushed disdainfully toward her a heap of photographs of that city of to-day, and as she took them up to look over he said mournfully: "Just think of electric trains and big hotels and shops with the latest novelties in a place with the history of Athens it's enough to make you want to swear." "Well, you got to keep on moving," said Ca sey, "else you're a deader sure, and you can bet your last quarter that when old Athens was sport ing all the things you're so looney over, she was just as up-to-date in 'em as we are in our way to-day." A grunt was the only answer he obtained from the embryonic architect with classical ideals. Tonkey-Lo beckoned to Sue to come to the kitchen, and, making an excuse that she wanted to consult him on the ingredients of a sauce, Sue shortly left the sitting room and went out into the kitchen. Tonkey-Lo carefully closed the door, and, motioning her to the farthest window, pulled SUE CHUC 221 out a chair for her, and when she was seated stood before her and said: "Where're your father?" "I don't know, Tonkey-Lo; he only left me word that he was going away on important busi ness and would not be home for eight or ten weeks, but I think he must have gone to Europe. But it's queer he has not written." Tonkey-Lo extracted from the mysterious depths of his coat a yellow paper, opened it, and held it out to her. She took it and read the sentence written on it in Chinese text and colored up into the very roots of her hair. "Oh, Tonkey-Lo, he's in China." Tonkey-Lo nodded, his kind old eyes wrinkling at the corners. "Yep, he go see that big man Doctor Fun; like him velly good ; tlink him velly good husband for liT girl Sue-Chuc; go get him mallied with her plitty soon, an' some day we all, Bub an' me, too, we gotsche go live China, long him an' you." This was a long speech, and Sue sat listening with her eyes filled with tears of pleasure. Then it was all right; her father had seen Fun and had liked him ; she could be happy without having that happiness marred by the thought of a lonely man in a huge empty house many thousands of miles away. 222 SUE CHUC Then the absurdity of Tonkey-Lo's supposition that her busy father would give up his life, with its manifold interests, and go to live in China struck her, and the joy died out of her face. Ton- key-Lo, watching her, saw the change. "Wat's er matter tlink he no go too busy Amelican man?" Sue nodded. "Oh, that's all light. You see, he like China plenty can be just same busy there, and new kinds of business plenty will like um." "Oh, Tonkey-Lo t do you really think so?" Since she was known to be the daughter of his old master, Tonkey-Lo had almost never addressed her in Chinese, as had been his wont up to that time, but always in his best pidgin English, nor would he allow her to speak to him in Chinese, much to her amusement. And now she said, mis chief in her eyes again: "I suppose when we get to China I shall be al lowed to speak Chinese, Tonkey-Lo, and you will drop your English?" Tonkey-Lo's face was quite impassive as he an swered, "Mebbe, mebbe." "I'm awfully obliged to you, Tonkey-Lo, for showing me the dispatch. What is it, a copy done into Chinese? How did you get it?" But Tonkey-Lo had gone about his work, so SUE CHUC 223 Sue went back to the boys and later on told them her news. It was received in dead silence, and she looked the surprise she felt. "Oh, say, Sue; sure did you think we were so silly we didn't know all along?" "Know all along?" she repeated. "Yes, cert we knew just from the first you and the big Doctor was just up to your eyebrows in love with each other." "Well, I must say!" But what she must say was never said, for the ridiculousness of the thing overcame her. Here was she, only recently aware of the nature of her feelings toward the "big brother" and here were these sharp-eyed, sharp- sensed young boys with a conviction of it "almost from the first." Casey added gravely: "We're awfully glad, Sue. He's a good sort, all right t and so are you." Sue sat back in her chair and laughed until Ton- key-Lo poked his head into the doorway to see what was the matter and called them to tea. CHAPTER XXIV RS. MELVIN was told, and Mary Tobin and a few of the others; and after Mr. Morton had re turned and he and Sue had talked it out, Sue went back to her lec tures and study with renewed vim, meaning to get in as much practical work as pos sible before she should leave. And the months passed. She did not see Dr. Ray, as the Doctor returned to China by another route. The boys left for Europe and Sue and her father, Tonkey-Lo and Bub went to see them off. And at last came the day when, as Sue rose in the morning, her heart sang, "To-day, to-day," and through the hours she counted the minutes. She had changed her mind a dozen times about whether or not she should go to meet the train and at last decided not to, and sent word to her father to that effect. She had tried on several dresses, finding each one not the one, and at last settled upon a simple SUE CHUC 22$ dark blue with a fluff of creamy chiffon at the throat, her only ornament a huge, many-faceted sapphire, pendant from a fine chain at her throat. "Oh, I wish I were pretty," she moaned, as she looked at herself in the glass. "You ugly little mite of a thing," she apostrophized her reflection, "how did you ever come to make any impression on that splendid man?" Then she laughed, she had remembered what a girl had once said to her: "There is one consolation for the ugly woman : when she captures the heart of a man, she's apt to keep it, for she's not apt to change, whereas the pretty woman always goes off in her looks, and it's dreadfully noticeable." She walked restlessly up and down her sitting room listening to every sound. Finally, with a glance at the clock on her desk, she went to the window and stepped through its opened doors to the balcony and looked down to the street. A brougham had drawn up to the curb, and under the "glare of the great arc lamp in front of the apartment house she saw her father's figure and his face as he lifted it toward her balcony. Her heart seemed to stop beating, and her hands grew cold for a second, thinking him alone, then she saw a second figure and from its height and carriage knew it for Fun's. His face was toward 226 SUE CHUC the entrance and she could not see it, but she no ticed that he was dressed in English clothes. At the door of their private hall she met him and he caught up the small, slight figure and held her close to him, whispering: "My little Sue, my little Sue." Quietly they were married in the little study at the Settlement House. There had been no news paper talk, owing to the care that had been taken at the time of her decision to go on with her work and study instead of going to the Towers as its mistress, and the few friends had kept the secret well. The study had been banked with flowers, and the lights under their shades shone softly upon the little group assembled. Dr. Dean had read the simple and beautiful service, her father had placed her hand in the hand of the man whose life was to be her life, the benediction had been spoken, and then Sue had turned her radiant face to them all and received their congratulations. Later they sat down to supper in the Dean's pretty dining-room and at ten o'clock Sue said good-bye to them all and they two went to the dock where lay the big steamer that was to bear them to Europe, where, after a few months of SUE CHUC 227 travel, they would again embark, this time for China. Old Tonkey-Lo had gone down to the steamer and was awaiting them. "Don't you wolly," he said to Sue earnestly. "You see, I tell you ploper; one year, mebbe KT more, mebbe liT less Mr. Morton, liT Bub, an' ole Tonkey-Lo come out to see you." And Bub, big-eyed and impressed, kissed her shyly and said, nodding his curly head gravely : "Yes, we will, sure. Tonkey-Lo says I won't be scared at the water when he's along, and I guess I won't. Anyway, I'm coming, too." Sue hugged him. Shyly he looked up at the tall man and held out his slender brown hand, saying in his charming way: "We're awfully glad you got her, Doctor Fun, and when you and Sue see our boys over in Europe they will tell you so, too. Good-by." Mr. Morton at the last minute appeared, and, after kissing his daughter tenderly and shaking hands cordially with Fun, left again almost with out a word, evidently too much moved for speech. But next day, after the vessel's sailing, the steward brought Sue a box of flowers with a little note amid the blossoms, and when they arrived in London the bank sent her word that the sum of twenty thousand pounds was there to her credit. 228 SUE CHUC The months had gone by. Sue was weary of travel and wanted to get to her new home. It had been a beautiful time for them, and day by day they realized the depth of their love and their happiness. They had seen the boys in Geneva, had two days with them, and Fun and they im mediately struck up a friendship. He told them that when they next took a vacation they must come to them in China, there was much to be learned there in the subjects they were taking up. "If I'm not greatly mistaken, that wonderful old country is going to be the seat of the greatest changes that the next quarter of a century will see. You know the old proverb of the slow-mov ing of great bodies, and how they gather mo mentum in moving until they overwhelm all ob jects in their path. That is going to be the case when China moves, so there will be big oppor tunities for intelligent, active men." And the boys promised. "It will be in the Fall, four years from now, that we will come, won't we, fellows?" "Good! I shall keep you to your promise," and with many good-bys and much waving of edel weiss-decorated caps they parted. On the steamer going out, Sue and Fun had much merriment over their plans. They would have been married six months by the time they SUE CHUC 229 reached China, and now it seemed to them that they had always been married not that the hap piness lessened, but that as the time went they grew into a complete knowledge of the very re markable similarity of their tastes, so that the united feeling became the strongest one they pos sessed. At Woo-Sung, before they left the steamer for the private launch that had been sent to meet them and carry them to Shanghai, they had changed from the Occidental dress to the Chi nese, and Sue, with her hair dressed in native fashion and her coat and trousers of finest and richest satin, with delicate embroidery on bands at neck and sleeves, her feet in beautifully made shoes, looked, as Fun thought, the dearest wee bit of femininity he had ever seen, and, as he helped her down the steep stairs from the ship's deck to the deck of the bobbing, dancing little launch, his heart was very tender, very thankful, and he looked forward with eagerness to present ing the little wife to his father and Aunt Jay. At the dock were waiting Dr. Ah-Fing and his sister, and in the dusk of the late autumn day the rather demonstrative welcome given and returned was not noticed. Only Madame Jay's sharp eyes had not failed to note that before many months her arms would be filled, and it was with a kiss 230 SUE CHUC that carried much of gladness, thankfulness, and affection for little Sue that she welcomed her, and Sue, who had always wanted just what she felt the other was ready and wanting to give, returned it in full. The lights were shining from the windows of the club, the big Hongs, and along the street as the carriage turned from the broad street and, rapidly traversing the busy and crowded Road, took its way out into the country.