LIBRARY OF THK UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA C/ass __ T POEMS OF PERSONALITY REGINALD C. ROBBINS " to speak beyond the book " CAMBRIDGE mteD at tlje IStbersioe 1904 COPYRIGHT 1904 BY REGINALD CHAUNCEY ROBBINS ALL RIGHTS RESERVED CONTENTS PHARAOH 3 MOSES 6 GAUTAMA 12 CHRIST 22 PILATE 3 2 JUDAS 37 MARY 4 MOHAMMED 45 DANTE 50 COLUMBUS 59 SAVONAROLA 65 MICHELANGELO 74 MILTON 82 LEIBNIZ 89 KEATS 97 SHELLEY ioo iii i CONTENTS HEGEL . . . 108 EMERSON 121 WORDSWORTH 13 THOREAU 134 BROWNING H 2 MATTHEW ARNOLD 154 GORDON i59 MOHAMMED AHMED 162 TENNYSON 168 WYCKOFF i75 NANSEN l88 DREYFUS 201 TESLA 211 iv POEMS OF PERSONALITY { UNIVERSITY J PHARAOH YEA, now at last to let this people go ! Out from our cities and our fertile lands To drive them to the deserts and their death ! Truly a terrible revenge, to thrust Them forth to sure starvation at their prayer ! Yea, for I loved them as a Pharaoh may, This people prating of their Most High God, And pitied them and fain had cherish d them To build me temples, rear me granaries Even as in days of Ramses ; him, the Great. Then came their sorceries of flies and frogs To torment Egypt. And I still forbore And bound them to me as a Pharaoh may Firm for protection from the false purport Of Moses and of Aaron whom I loved not. Fain had I saved them, ay, and still forbore For love I bore them : being myself their God, Descendant of the Sun, Lord over all ! Ha ! do they dream, if that my father, Ra, Favors my favor d in this fertile land, He will be other than a blistering flame 3 POEMS OF PERSONALITY To scourge them through the bitter wilderness ? Nay, shall He not bewilder those He blinds not With fever-fancies of some towering cloud By day, some phantom of His flame by night To lure them madly further to their doom Ever beneath His mightiness the more With each day s wandering southward, till the crags Of Sinai mock with laughter the last wail Of them who perish miserably, seeking A northern country and a shepherd clime ? A terrible revenge which I, the son Of Ra the mighty, wreak on Israel now ! I had forborne ; but when my first-born fell, My favorite child, to their foul sorceries Then did the wrath of Pharaoh sneer at last : Unto their God now let this people go ! And they are gone. As journeying birds at morning Settle upon the temples and through noon Bless all the priestly place with beauty, but By evening are flown wholly away ; And Amen s princely home glooms desolate : So are this folk from Goshen gone away Themselves unto their doom : as birds in some Fierce tempest of the northern ocean fall 4 PHARAOH Broken and beaten back throughout our coasts. Shall I permit that those my love hath rear d And nurtured to be builders unto Ra Shall to the sorceries of one or two Fall sacrifice ? Or shall I save them still ? Shall the east sea rebuff the last of them Struggling toward Egypt ; that they die along His shores in hundreds, calling on my name ? Or shall the God in me regard them still My children, though my first-born be no more ? As they are men, are they not men like me ? As I am God, are they perchance not gods % My children, godlike as mine own first-born ? Was my wrath man-like, god-like ? Was my grief Worthy of Pharaoh that I sought to slay My people by ten-thousands ? I will still Be Pharaoh, child of Ra, lord over all My people, equally with them divine ! " Call me my captains ! Hale my chariots forth " And bowmen ! I will bring this people back ! " MOSES THIS people ! Is it thus I led them forth From bondage to be free ? Yea, is it thus ? Doth Egypt, Egypt bind us, though these sands Of God s great desert be our lodging-place And fetters and their flesh-pots are no more ? Yea, is it thus ? That freedom needs a law ; And I, alone from out that multitude Of idol-worshipers who once were slaves Yet servants also of the Most High God, That I alone must meet God face to face In His high mountain to be messenger Of uttermost authority : and now Stand, fresh from God s strength, stricken of despair Here statue-still upon this stark hillside ? Lo ! and the tablets of the absolute Law Destroy d, dropt shatter d from mine hand ; and all This speechless blue and death-strewn silent crag Echoing to the fragments, bit by bit, That burst and, bursting, hurl down unto dust ! Now shall I front this people and be dumb ? I : who went forth at the command of God To learn God s purpose and proclaim it to them ? 6 MOSES Yea, shall I front them ? Or, once more, face God s Eternal patience ? . . . Are we fit for Him ? Fain would I feel : * Because God chooseth us, Are we, His people, holy and most fit Unto the privilege He layeth on us ; Fain would be slave unto the Most High God : But shall be servant, wisely reasoning of Him And of His patience, His authority, And whether we be worthy. That I know Before this hour of my temptation pass I shall be faithful and confirm d to seek Anew Jehovah, saying to Him : Lord, Again give Thy commandments ; that I know me For still His servant, scarce releaseth me From need to prove and comprehend how God Can take for His, servants who need command ; Slaves who can yield no service save for task ! Is God task-master and no God of Love ? Then were He Pharaoh, and we further from Him By every journeying in the wilderness ; His pillar of fire by night, of cloud by day Some false god s ; ay, this exodus a lapse Unto idolatry ; as now I see it 7 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Below me in the plain accursedly ! Then, yea, were it false that men might ever be A chosen people : for the chosen of God Were then His bond-slaves, strangers most from Him! Nay, God hath said : * Ye are my chosen people . And He hath led us forth from Pharaoh s power To be no longer bond-slaves. Wherefore God Is no task-master, but a God of Love ! Whence, then, this need of law unto our love ? Whence this relapse and infidelity ; My sacrilege, impatience ? How may we Transform God to a seeming task-master If fit to be the chosen of a God Who hath no bond-slaves, nay ; but freeth us ? Lieth the fault not in us none the less While yet by wonder we are worthy still ? Pray d not I once unto the Most High God Dismiss Thy servant, Lord ; for what am I To bear the burden of Thy high command To lay on Pharaoh ? Who am I to be God unto Pharaoh as Thy word hath said ? 6 Wherefore, I pray Thee, Lord, dismiss me now 8 MOSES And give Thy word to one more fit for Thee ! Blaspheming. For Jehovah, for a sign, Wither d mine hand within my bosom, turning The flesh more leprous than these sands ; but then Restored it whole as any flesh : to show By miracle how, though He knew, as none Of Israel might know, my leprousness, He yet would make of me an holy thing ; Laying a task on me, though God of Love ! Then when at last this people lay encamp d By the Red Sea ; and Pharaoh s host drew nigh To threaten all with vengeance : that this folk Lost heart, blaspheming how the graves of God Were narrower than Egypt s ; did not He Stretch a great cloud along the coasts by night And part the waters with a wild east wind From off the shallow places of the sea To let His children pass unseen ; till God Open d the eyes of Pharaoh but too late And caught him with returning of the sea Betwixt two waters, him and all his hosts ; And saved us : meaning by the miracle How though He knew our human helplessness Who fail d to trust His help before the world, 9 POEMS OF PERSONALITY He yet would save us to be helpmate to Him ! Wherefore is God in us as we in Him : Eternal miracle of trust and worth : We worthy of the trust we wholly need. By miracle ? By nature ! As we are men, To fail from faith ; as we are God-in-us, To be His people, leading on and on A light unto the nations and a triumph In each endeavor ; as the way of God Is to be Father to His folk that fail ! For how else were He God ? How else were men? Therefore need I in nothing now deny Our absolute unfitness to be God s Great chosen people : mine unfitness for This life-long privilege of speech with God. For in my sacrilege and mute despair At these idolatries, I feel how God Works wondrously unto the knowledge of God In me and wisdom of His ways with men. That freedom needs a law and is no love, Shall mean in God s good time a Law of Love Unto our helpfulness. Whence are we now 10 MOSES God s nearest, fit unto the task we find ; And therefore chosen of the God of Love. Wherefore, to God again ; and say : Once more, * Lord, grant us Thy commands, which I destroy d. ii GAUTAMA THE night is solemn and the mind awake : Calm, yea, and almost wholly passionless. The myriad-glistering blackness of these boughs, Image of insight, calleth silently To contemplation whilst my limbs repose Beneath their canopy and rest with them The myriad glistering of the glow-fly still Like thought that rests not though the body lies Along earth as the limbs of those who sleep, My comrades at my feet who learn of me. Though these friends sleep and are at peace as dead, I sleep not but must muse until the dawn, When time shall be that action be resumed : Action, ay, nowise consonant with peace. Nay, then, if life be passion and they be, The passions, wholly evil, how prevail (Being a living thing) to work aught good ? If all be false whereof we are aware (And only therefore meriting contempt The things of sense and feelings form d of them), 12 GAUTAMA How can the truth be anywise attain d Save in annihilation ? And to cease Wholly hath never been mine aim to teach. How might a man conceive that he should cease, Save as by sleep whence even these blest awake ? And how conceive continuance without sense Of individual being still maintain d ? There is no soul continuing through death Indeed ; yet Karma haply were some soul To those enlightened who perceive past births, And otherwise might hardly operate To yield identity to several forms. Yet is the broad assertion full believed (Oft have I taught it, falsely as I fear !) Of depravation and delusiveness Which wholly true would transcend remedy By contradicting any self-felt truth, Standard of good or cosmic objective. And my philosophy (as men construct My doctrine and require consistency Of system, I as seer have ne er discern d !) My form d philosophy were nothing save ,A11 thought be nothingness although my thought Belies the asseveration ! To assert 13 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Aught, should disprove my creed of nescience, Of peace by contemplation wholly void. Therefore am I two teachers ; and my word Some duplex half-truth ; and the world I leave Unto these faithful (followers of me Here sleeping at my feet through the soft night), A strife irreconcilable between Theory and practice as the night and day! Lo ! if the night s denial of the day Be ultimate, then shall they never wake To dawning, nor might this my musing be A vigil of the truth how can be practice Where theory denies ? The night still means The coming morn, as sense though wholly false Implieth an intelligence of sense Not void but individual as I ponder. I taught not truth that so shall practice be Hollow pretense and theory be proved Itself sham and delusion : that my creed Be subtlest source of false establishment In faith, as likewise in vacuity Of conduct striving still toward emptiness. Shall I allow that day, my noble path, Shall be resumed unreconciled with aught 14 GAUTAMA The serious night and vigil thus profound Have taught me of truth consonant with Self ? I can conceive a rule of faith not mine Yet still renunciative (still of night The peace-bringer in silence!), based in truth Of mutual compassion as mine own Though nowise seeking thus to annihilate As I all passion whence compassion comes. Lo ! for, behold ! if sympathy be good (If there be balm of night even in day), Itself the highest good in all the world (Strange contradiction of soul-turpitude !), Even as my doctrine teaches, then the world Is leaven d by compassion whilst, without World, would the highest good whereof we know Be lost for substitution of the void : The vanity of sleep, in place of peace By comprehension as I wait the day. I cannot yield to nothingness a world Of whose fate I am still compassionate Valuing compassion as best cause of peace ! 1 with a world to save must still redeem Myself by means of that virtue alone 5 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of sympathy which hath been seed and source Of all my ministry ! I seem to feel A meaning wherein sympathy, not death, Not riddance of this individual life, Achieves salvation, universalizing By an identity of distinctive selves The lone-lost microcosm : how the day Of insight, ay, in action saveth man Day s creature ; not recourse unto the night Of moveless contemplation. Can the world Anywhere, anywise contain a man Who fearlessly shall face -as I faced not The loss and pain, the single loneliness ; Alleviating all the sin of the world Not by abandoning the concrete good But suffering good in evil ? In some least By my renunciation have I thrust Evil upon myself and thus done good As by compassion ; and have thus deserved Haply not that absorption in the All My heart hath pray d for, but some new re-birth Even in a clime and age where I may show Some practical divinity of man, Some steadfastness in insight sympathizing, 16 GAUTAMA Yea, to the death : that I be born again ! Methinks I see me, not enthroned on high In endless musing aimlessly maintain d For lack of any purport, but aloft In suffering rear d upon a torture-throne ; And then anon beneath some charnel-hole Buried that I may rive and rise again Re-born within all men and be as God A savior and a spirit by sympathy Nobly maintain d through sharing of all woes In self-appreciation : that all men (Not by annihilation of their woe With self; scarce by escape, but acclamation !) Shall feel their solidarity with God Even through my ministration. And at length Shall the apostles of that last god-birth Enlighten these my followers of this first : And be themselves enlighten d by contact With rumor of this earlier mysticism. For they in turn through ages shall have lost The first fresh personal cognizance of God Within, believing only that I died (I the world-passionate of the later days) To save mankind ; not that men, each, are saved 17 POEMS OF PERSONALITY By personal compassion as was I. Whence in the contact of the alien creeds Shall haply spring regenerance of both : Faith founded as my present faith is founded In individual potency to be (No matter how) all that we know of God ; Yet form d no more in Nescience for a Way Nor in denial of God-personism : A faith form d as my future faith shall be In passionate activity of self Instating and instated of the time And place for action, not (as in their faith Of ages after me) declaring truth To be of time and place not theirs but mine Only (forgetful that my life and theirs Are one in self ness and divinity). Haply a third were it conclusive ? birth In guise of him who not with parable But with convincing logic may construct The scheme of such a world of godly men ! (Ah ! but the beauty of a forthright proof To faith, yielding consistence, self-support And system to truth arbitrary else !) Haply a million births, each yielding truth 18 GAUTAMA In some new words but never losing grasp (After the Two who spake in me half-truths Two half-truths now ; two half-truths now and then Have once been reconciled within the Third !) Of the divinity of sufferance, The world-salvation of compassioning, The nothingness of any life beyond A world, like this, of limit and of change ! Ha ! and, behold ! the glimmering of the dawn Responsive to the vision of that Day, The holy passion that possesses me. I will awake these sleepers and proclaim The new-won insight of the truth to-come ! Nay, but, alas ! what if the limit be (Even as this night, ere birth of day, must die Despite their mutual interpreting) Also a final ; and my life (man-god, Yea, though I am) be now a final life Fill d with its half-truth, and the nobler half Be never mine : be his, that later Man? How might I then announce this failure to them ? Though self can cease not, neither be absorb d POEMS OF PERSONALITY Unto Nirvana (an Nirvana be Annihilation!) yet perchance self were Complete, made total by the stint of deed Perform d twixt birth and death (how, I know not; Lacking a logic for the fact I feel !) ? Lo ! even then were my half-truth the whole Of some fulfillment. (Hath not even this night, That dieth ere the day, proclaim d to me Day s healing nighthood?) In this world of pain The pain of being finally fulfilPd In self-acknowledged error ! That my name, Believed-on, shall breed nescience and a creed Of practical observance without rule Or check to superstition ; and, so far As truth is known of me, to be condemn d As worst of the world s failures, who would save But could not : saved himself, but not the world ! The night dies back, the day advanceth, dread And passionate, unwitting of the ways Of insight, cruel beyond sympathy ; And calling on me to maintain that creed Men comprehend of peace by nescience ! Did I declare the vision, I d achieve 20 GAUTAMA Truth to myself by sacrificing hope To save the world. Behold ! be the world saved Though in my heart I know my life hath fail d ! But, then, if life be evil, how not fail ? 21 CHRIST WHAT were the purpose of a proud reply Unto these priests ? They know not what they do. Yet, whilst they still talk on, must I in soul Answer * before my father , yea, for me Their witnessing : ay, is it false or no ? Now, while the tumult of their questioners Is fiercest, while the insult and the shame Shelter me with impenetrable hate As from the love of any man of men, May I, unwarp d of too much passioning For pity of these people, weigh at last Worth of my ministry, ay, estimate Wherein this outcome I have long foreseen Were fair and fortunate, crowning with rich Accomplishment ; wherein t were inwardly As openly a failure ! Let me be Passionless as this cup is passionate ; Yet, as no Pharisee of all, a soul Alive with comprehension of the loves And hates of men ; their clingings to old truths Grown stale and false ; their yearnings still for new They scarce may understand : hence not for them 22 CHRIST Ripe truth : I among men a man, like these Not ripe to understand, cleaving to false Even for the need of men s companionship By ministry ; yea, for the teaching s sake Which fails from truth by every stale-meant word Half-wantonly meeting the times demand. Nay, Caiaphas, no compromise from now ; No failure more from truth by any word Meant to be understanded. I have found How men miscomprehend ; and still have told Nothing of my best message unto men. Now let my death atone ; for sins of men As my sin let this crucifixion come For my full meaning and companionship In ministry no man need understand To comprehend its purport to be true. But, lo ! (how safe this uproar shuts me in Out of the sight and sound of all whose ears And eyes would fain have open d !) how did I For zeal and pity yield a leading where The light could scarcely enter. All seem d truth Even as I spake it ; image seem d the fact ; Figure, the message. For I loved men so. Now is the figure forsworn for the fact ; 23 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Image, despoil d of vision, witness d forth In guise of ministry. Yea, is their speech False-witness? Father, or have I proved false? Nay, not from now ! Only, let thought rehearse The history: what was ; what should have been. So, Caiaphas, speak thou whilst silently I weigh thine accusations. Let them swear Their false truths : I will take upon my life Their falsehood, to attain unto their truth Of inmost. self-belief even by my death; Not otherwise. So, they accuse me here Of sundry blasphemies. Have I blasphemed ? Scarce by intention. Yet I grant them truth Of plausible misinterpretations. I Spake but in parable, for want of words To meet their outworn ways of speech, yet speak The new truth utterly. I gave them stones For bread: the bread, how should they eat of it ? So, I have stirr d sedition , counseling No reverence for priests authority! What was my word ? Blind leaders of the blind ; . Wolves in sheep s clothing . Did I mean or nay ? Father, mid this serenity of hate 24 CHRIST (Love-perspicacity of inwardness), Which shields me round (concludes within my will An infinite use) from any need to serve Too sympathizingly the blind and wolves, Find I the fact-interpretation : these Blind but by plenitude of light in me, Wolves but by my full innocence of harm ; I still by figure of the fact, by so Refusing self-responsibility Of imputation, equally with them Blind leader, wolf-destroyer of the fold : Such for the figure. Save the new truth come Despoiling old, remains old error truth; Save the old error stay to be gainsaid, How were the truth not-false? And I had meant: I find them blind and wolves who save for me Had been light-leaders, guardians of the fold : I thereby blind and wolf; they, through my truth Proved of their falsehood, equally with me Light-leaders, shepherds. By my parable I nowise speaking utterly a truth ; I an authority sans self-belief : Thus have I sinn d against authority. And men miscomprehended but the more. 25 POEMS OF PERSONALITY So, I have mock d the Sabbath-law , who heal d Sick on that day and ate with unwash d hands Mid sinners! Not against authority These deeds but rather against forms approved Of present practice ; items half belief If still half sanction? Yet were sin the same: A failure to confess responsible For law s shortcomings me the source of such Subverting practice; else a failure to Admit law-conscienced deeds of mine worth faith Only by virtue of denying law. As of the blind authority I taught For teaching s sake as though authority Beyond mere man s opinion crush d theirs out Meaning : my more wide-wrought opinion proved In virtue of my comprehension theirs Not self-sufficient, total ; so of law I spake as though some source beyond all men s Deliberate practice posited my deeds For lawful meaning, as I now aver (Yea, Caiaphas, push swift to judgment lest My soul forestall thee !): sense of law in me, Values of ordinance for purpose proved Of conscience, show d their formal sanctionings 26 CHRIST Trivial, comprehensible of mine Intent ; by virtue of my will, annull d ; None less a lawfulness save law-deposed. Such were my sin gainst sanction ; I a law Without self-proclamation utterly. And men miscomprehended but the more. So, I have taken upon me to forgive Sins ? And in so forgiving fail d to show T were but my holier bearing in my faith For new law beyond sanction which show d sin (Otherwise righteousness concluding all, Which theretofore were righteous, for some sin) For sinful ; as the sinfulness alone (Like previous sin proving their deeds some right) Proved righteousness in my deeds : righteousness, The wonder, beauty, meaning but of life Conclusive utterly, self-organized, So world-constructive inly. And I spake As though some mercy over beyond men s Sense of a mutual frailty each for each Forewent the punishment meaning : mine own Insight and sympathy of soul s estate In me as them saw each unto himself A scourge sufficient ; hence, a mercy-seat. 27 POEMS OF PERSONALITY So did I sin, forgiving ; I, a peace Without avow d self-conquest. Can I now Assume by any grace beyond this sin s Self -torment to forgive my life at last ? Nay, t is my soul that fail d in all these things Myself that spake and sinn d. I at the last But learn the nature of each son of man, Myself as any : so to speak and sin Failing of self-responsibility ; By reason of the need of minist ring, Of compromise with souls not mine (nay, mine By individual insight!) thereby Imputing to some God beyond this world, Some world beyond this soul s, the sinless lore Of full accomplishment : but such would be Nothing accomplish d. Lo ! it is my truth This falling short of truth ; even my death Were half-accomplishment, some falling-short Of perfect self-possession save I be Inevitably born for compromise Rightly fulfill d, ay, comprehended well By sheer misunderstanding. Now I see No failure. Let me but seal up the sum 28 CHRIST Of perfect operation by one last Word, one last teaching, compromise of truth Supreme of self-divinity with their Stale fiction of a God of Abraham ! What were a God in whom no falling-short Betray d truth s utmost self-sufficiency By error, self-proved, constantly annull d ? Such self-annulment constituting sin Divine : for where were any act not God ? What were a world beyond soul s world which fills All birth and death with sacrifice, through strength Of service, mutual ministry, each least Person proved universal, absolute By world-inclusive insight, soul through soul : Absolving misinterpretation, yea, By rich love-needing : still gainsaying hate ? Let me annul this last uproar of hate To one death-sanction for the love I bear All men. Let me avow to this sin-world Its sin s finality by being as sin Still self-redeeming ; nay, no mercy-seat Beyond : hence sin s forgiveness each through each, Let me uphold the law s authority By reason of our self-accountable 29 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Ultimate judgment both of false and true. Let me declare God and my ministry One ; scarce by dissipation of this strength To heaven s right-hand and wonder-throne , though still In those sole terms their ears can understand Of physical kingship and some power afar. Let me affirm (if not that men may now Have insight, that some hour they apprehend) My manhood, conscienced personality By virtue of this self-responsible Accountability through every act For failure as accomplishment ; my spirit Divine. And there is nought beside divine Save world-belief, conscience-totality ! Hark ! For they now accuse me : Didst thou say : I, God are one " ? And art thou then the great Messiah ? Shall 1 give them of the bread Of life, faith of my faith : still in their phrase Of false-proved figure ? Shall I stand at last For understanding s sake so utterly Miscomprehended ? Ay, for such the full Accomplishment ; that all shall comprehend 30 CHRIST The absoluteness, so divinity Of failure ; the all-comprehensive truth Of self-sufficiency even to death ! Lo ! for the teaching s sake ! I, born to teach Death-mastery, the overcoming of The last infirmity : man s fear to fail ! Here in this final failure to speak truth ( T is inmost holiness ; t is ultimate use) Is mine accomplishment. The hush is vast. Man s whole life listens, waiting on the word Which saves the world : " Caiaphas ; thou hast said." PILATE NOW are they hot for Herod : they, that pack Of priestly wolves, of scribes and sects and dogs Of jealous dogma ! Would but Cassar send A rescript for their riddance ! Yea, some year Shall tens of thousands Jews hang crucified Twixt heaven and earth, I warrant them. Till then ! Now, what of Herod ? Will the flattery Befool him ? Will he exercise a right Of judgment o er his subject in a seat Not his ; and give the Roman legions cause To rape Perasa ? Will he scent the trick, Send Jesus unjudged back to Pilate s door By Hebrew cunning ? Rather may he seek A mutual flattery in pronouncing this one Free Galilean ; in Jerusalem Not his to hold. For Herod is astute, Knows that I favor not their Sanhedrin Nor law-prerogative in priests and scribes ; But would for Cassar Cassar s. How that phrase Of this philosopher fits well the tongue ! 32 PILATE And what of him they carry with them there Cold, calm and stoic, him whose blood they seek For being perchance more Caesar s friend than they ? Now while they swarm at Herod s gate I 11 set (Should they by evil chance hurl howling back) My soul more steadfast to resist their lust Of blood by musing on his meanings here. . . . When I did question he did plain reply. . . . Even as I told them I shall still maintain : The man is just. I find no fault in him . - How can I then condemn him ? For the law Chastises not the proven innocent. Only there are causes beyond the law Why Caesar s service might enjoin for now An acquiescence ? For they well might raise Tumult like that at Caesarea when I, being unprepared (as now !) to quell By force of arms, was forced to yield a point For Caesar s sake. It will not come to that. Yet but I wish I had my garrison Of Caesarea at Jerusalem ! - No more of this. T is Caesar s, best, to sway 33 POEMS OF PERSONALITY The mob by absolute justice ; not by fear Of legionaries ; nor by mine own fear Of being impeach d at Rome for failing please The Jews a fool s chimera ! I have friends High-placed for my defense. And yet I 11 still Deny priest- vengeance and protect the man. Ay, fain would I address me to his soul To learn of him. For is not wisdom wealth, Power and kingship to the citizen ? How much more thus shall I over this folk Be governor, be Cassar s servant well By being disciple ; he my master. I Decree no punishment. I give to him His freedom so but he converse with me, Yield fair reply to questions fairly put In daily intercourse. I offer him No courtiership ; for he would spurn it of me. He is no parasite ; is too much man Of wealth, power, kingship even in himself To want a Roman s favor : he, the son, So credibly they tell me, of some god ? Haply. At all events a man who stood And nobly said : * A king am I still meaning 34 PILATE A wise man. For he added: But my kingdom Is not of this world meaning, as I know, Not kingdom like to Caesar s. T is such wisdom I would attain ; for I am weary of A Caesar s favor and a people s wrath. T is some fresh Attic teaching that he speaks And I would fain acquire ; fain to be king As he ; and rid of this time-serving strife Which fawns and flatters, yelps and snarls; and seeks No well-made manhood, true self Hark! What sounds! So soon swung back ! And in what hot-flung haste ! What fangs and wolf-yells ! I ve but twenty spears; The rest at Caesarea. Will my friends Stand firm at Rome ? Can any man be wise Needlessly to provoke a tumult, force Himself outdriven from Jerusalem To Caesar s wrath and uttermost disgrace Just for some stickling at the law ? I ne er Let law prevent my vengeance ; shall not now Be hinder d of my glut of blood for this, When the time serves. But now, t is Caesar s best Service to yield a point so seeming-small, Injustice to one man. Scourging, perchance, 35 POEMS OF PERSONALITY May sate them ? At the worst tis forced upon me, I ll leave it to the popular voice to choose. Not mine the guilt. And see ! What fool is this They mock at ? Certainly, a man who makes So fine a fool-king can be no fit source For Pontius instruction ! I were fool To make weight of the matter. Let men bring A basin that, when things go ill with him, I 11 show them how I wash before all men My soul from business with this King of Fools ! JUDAS JUDAS ! The name is hateful ; yet it clings ! Yon street-hag jeer d at * Judas ! Such a priest Call d Judas? Judas? and I came and took The thirty pieces which he offer d me; And kept them with me, with me till but now ! The Master still said : Judas, thou art he ! Judas ! It is the name of such as I ! It hurries desperate now, grim through noon s glare, Judas! I thought to have flung the name beside, There with the thirty pieces now I flung Full in his face, the priest who call d me by it! Yon street-hag I pass d headlong, cursed I her For any cause save Judas ? If perchance She knew not I did give the money up ? Call d me the old name for the stale reproach ? Would speak some other could I tell even her The torment and repentance ? None would speak A new name : not the bearer of no name ! Nor should I hear it: I can hear but one, Judas! Nought else so hateful in the world 37 POEMS OF PERSONALITY As cheek by jowl with me to cleave by me And be my leman-life to hound me on : Even as I kiss d him with a leman s kiss. The hag shrank from me; but the name abides. The world would let me go. Not so this Judas; Which will with me and hang with me this hour ! With me : a Namelessness just by this name ! Judas ! It was the Master called me by it. T is so it sticks ! Not that did such a hag Jeer * Judas ! She were such an one to deem All creatures Judas. I but yield a name To all men and all women ; not myself The Judas solely. Nor that such a priest Call d Judas ? ! When I flung the pieces back Was Judas quite a nobler sort of man Who does God service nor demands fair pay ; The imputation cancePd of reproach ; And Judas ? flattery : a name not quite For any creature ; even I myself Not Judas wholly ! Ah ! Were these things so ! Then should I hang this day with half the hope 38 JUDAS Men might forget Judas had such a name. Nay, but the Master : * Judas, it is thou ! Judas ! It is my name and mine alone. Judas ! I thank thee, Master ; who speak st truth, The right name : Judas, wholly and alone. Judas ! I thank thee, Master ; that tis I Who hang this hour for being but such a name. There is no other. I fulfill the name Utterly ; take away from all men else And women possibility to be As Judas ; none less evidence the world Judas for pitiless perdition ; not World s flattery nor menace any more. The street-hag knew she need not fear to be As Judas ; Judas were her saving strength Who knew none other. Such a priest did know Blood-guilt were no God-service. Both are saved By my perdition through the Master s word ! Master, I thank thee. Judas ! T is my truth. Here is the bough where Judas for the world Hangs that he be true Judas : and none else ! 39 MARY THOSE distant moving twain upon the hills, Those will be John and James returning to me Even from afar and after many days. They had not faith to wait His coming , here With Zebedee their father and with me ; Must needs go forth and among many men To preach His gospel. How could they expect Men to receive the truth they scarce have held : The faith of my Son s presence with all men ? T was Peter s place ; t was all of truth he had, To be evangel : theirs to love and wait . T is the first failure. For my Son fail d not. Yet used He home to me in those great days And I used forth to meet Him. Let me now Anticipate these prodigals who come (These distant waxing twain upon the hills) Even as my Son was wont to come to me, In those first days of calling of the Twelve, Along this footway. I will fare me forth To meet them. Would there were my Son with them ! So soon the world forgets. Forget not I ! 40 MARY My soul is living with the light of words, Deeds, looks and breathings of the soul of Him My Son, and my Son only ! No pains else Did bear Him to the birth that shall not die. Yet, those Hosannahs. Yet, that feast of palms And people hailing Him, my Son, my Son ! Where are those many faithful ? Are they then Crucified as my Son, as my soul too ; And may not rise again as He, my Son, Hath risen and my very soul with Him ? Were they so fond and are they now so faint ? How sad must be their weakening. T is for them The fond yet faithless that my whole heart grieves Even for James and John amongst the rest ; Who needs must seek complete a work, so whole Already with His mission ; needs must forth To supplement His teaching : and have fail d Convert a world which was already His In His good time ; yea, now and always now. See they not : it is still the selfsame earth Of Him, my Son, in which His words and deeds, His looks and breathings sanctified things all, Yea, resurrected God s sweet countryside To an undying wonder ? Nay, the world POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of speechless things and folk without a soul Forgets not. Can men s souls alone forget ? Alone forget, alone who need to know ? These are the pastures and the little hills Of olive ; this, the way wherein I walk, Was trod by Him ; and yonder is the blue Whereon He stood appearing unto them. It is His earth and His unendingly ; Mine earth by faith in Him, by waiting for Fulfillment presently, yea, present now Without completion more. Can aught forget ? Yet but have James and John forgot and fail d; Now home are coming, ay, to tell me of it For comfort s sake. And I will comfort them, Tell them anew the story for their faith. Yea, here are John and James, who from afar And after many days return to me Even by this footway, whom I wandering forth A little further than my daily wont Now greet in coming, as they crown this hill Sudden appearing. I have yearn d for them In absence. And their nearness seems a new Rebuke and chastening. In their mien I see 42 MARY No sadness for the world of humankind Their brethren, brethren also of my Son. No sadness for themselves ; no failure, no : But a great light. The spirit of my Son Transfiguring their faces to mine eyes Is with them twain. And all their poise is high ; And as they come they talk on mighty things And bring a whole world with them. Shame, that I Had deem d myself worthy to hold alone (Deeming these John and James and all men faithless) The sacred intercession unto men ; Had deem d the work complete, though I in mine Undue assumption dream d that I alone Knew this His second coming evermore ! I ? What have I, who weakly tread this way Within this circuit of these little hills, To know of God s good mercy, through my Son And these, unto all multitudes beside Who only need to hear, so to be saved ? Nay, but who needs must hear ; else are not saved ! Yea, I have sinn d, been faithless. Can I bear Their holy greeting ? Will mine ears receive : Mine ears that did so very near forget The meaning of His sacrifice for men ? 43 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Was I His mother, who forswore His world, Denied within my soul men s faith in Him ? Hark to their greeting ; t is as my Son s voice : We hail thee : Mother ! For no man forgets ! * The people all receive Him with the Word ! 44 MOHAMMED AND I arise and face the flowing east As in the days of youth, before the Creed. Here have I sate amongst these tombs of stone Beside Medina in the desert stark This night-long. Till the dawn at last hath sprung ; And, with the dawn, God s speech vouchsafed anew Unto the worn and feeble ; as of yore In days of strength to me on Meccan hills : Now in the name of God, compassionate And merciful, who speaketh by my mouth ! For I have said : Cometh a day when no 1 Soul can avail aught for another soul ; For the ordering on that day is with God. * Yea, and the soul shall know what it hath wrought . Thus have I said : The soul shall surely know . Thus have I said, knowing the soul shall know ; Knowing that God s the ordering on that day : And therefore certain of the ways of God ; I intimately cognizant of God As of my being and my very soul. Wherefore a new interpretation springs Of this my ministry : even as the sun 45 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Startles to flame yon angels of the gale, The storm-sands swirling just above his bed, As he, the lord of heaven, awakes, starts forth And burns the world to wisdom ; so my soul Sees but itself in all that it hath wrought And makes a day of judgment of its own ! Lo ! if I intimately speak for God The truths that yet spring wholly in myself By my conviction and imagining ; Then are not God and I even in these truths One, as the truths are now intrinsic to me ; My judgment and my prophecy, the same ? Is it a dream, this hour that I have taught Of future resurrection, even that day To-come of judgment ; is it then a dream ? Is this high-streaming sun, that bursts across These shimmering-silent death-stones, God s sole sun ; And all these hosts of waiting dead, asleep From now forever ; and no waking more ? For if my lord and judge be with me one And this my prophecy be judgment too As now I feel it in the certainty 46 MOHAMMED That souls shall know ; I therefore knowing the soul ! What space be for the plain tautology Of God beyond man ; who am in myself God in so far as God hath power at all ; Who am mine estimator and my judge Now whilst the common dawn leaps forth to-day ? If I have fix d a faith for every man Even unto all-time, am not I at fault To fix for future what were novel-sprung To each anew, and only thereby fix d, Man s birthright : judgment, conscience of himself ? Shall not each man who leaps as I have leap d With sunsurge to divine identity (Upright nor prostrate-cringing any more !) Condemn the pitiful hypocrisy, The hitherto shamefacedness that led me, Feeling the fire within yet to deny And say : God shall be ; meaning God is now ? Yea, and if God be Now, how might I fix A faith to all men who must equally Each in his time be God s ripe judgment-day With estimate anew to suit each time As perfect as is now to-day my faith ? 47 POEMS OF PERSONALITY All was illusion ; both that hour to-come, And power to fix faith to a future age ! Lo ! in my newly-found divinity I judge ; and judging must condemn the creed That calPd me here, that laid these dead about me Waiting beyond Medina for the word Of God, in desertness enduringly ! The word of God ! T were then idolatrousness To wait the speech of the oracle, when now The living God is speaking as I speak. One God or many, if beyond the heart Of any man, were utmost blasphemy Alike, unworthy of mine absolute soul. And yet, the comprehension of the crowd ! Lo ! had I said : The very God behold ye ! Then had they worship d me : and been betray d ! Yea, had I cried : * Earth s judgment is fulfill d 1 Even in the judgment- reasoning of each ! Then had they stolen and slaughter d, ay, straight way With obvious impunity ; and sinn d ! Yea, for the folk that feel not Godhood in them, No all-responsible insight of earth 48 MOHAMMED (And how there be such godless, yea, I know not ; Though till this instant was I one of them Wholly ; as now in ignorance confess d !), Were judgment yet to-come and God afar ; His speech unheard save still reported to them Through all their days. And therefore must there be Slaughter and rapine in the name of God To fix faith, as I find it, unto all Who feel not God. And therefore were it meet That these within their graves should wait till God Alive in future peoples plough their bones Into some sudden garden where was waste : And end earth s desolation. Though myself Have had some resurrection : and am saved ! So I incline and pray toward Meccan fanes. 49 DANTE I, DANTE, have depicted all these things In imitation of mine heaven and hell Within ; I, Dante, drew them as I saw them To duplicate the passion of my soul : Like some basilica of Christ on earth. And like some lordly-hewn basilica Covering earth where only naked earth Alone before had been ; so have I given Spiritual power of philosophy Where had been brutish feud and vacant brawl. All things now known beneath the heavens, beneath Earth or beyond the empyrean, all Have furnish d forth mine imagery, themselves Acquiring passion as I spake of it. And all have been a picture of my soul. This Beatrice, would her own soul know Herself so marvelous matured with truths Till now not said of woman ? Would the child, The little maid I knew, the bride-elect, And lastly the frail matron recognize The mouthpiece of Madonna and of Christ ? This Beatrice, should I look to take 50 DANTE Her salutation passing in the street As formerly, or should I see some wench Unlike the lady of that crystalline ? Shall not mankind to-come, seeing my soul So strong, so tragic-passionate through this The symbolism, come to ask at last : Was Beatric^ woman of the flesh At all ? Was Dante this world s citizen ? How subtler than subtlest theology This doubt and question ! In my soul to-day An introversion of the accustom d orb ! My life hath been iron reality As spear, axe, hauberk and those towers of strength Men rear d in their Firenze out of stone; Stone, yea, and iron hath been my pilgrimage Through years of exile ; and my tragedy Hath only been so flame-hot passionate With bitterness and stern relentless wrath At evil Italy, that earth hath fused, Grown plastic to the furnace of my spirit And blown all into smoke ! Where is seen smoke There towers are fallen ; where my soul hath breathed Lie ruin d very real realities. Where Beatric beams beatified POEMS OF PERSONALITY Was every hour a maiden passing by. But, shall conviction of a literal sense Keep true the symbol ; or shall men mistake Earth all and hours of iron virileness, Human heart s-love and worship, for the words Of otherworldliness and wanton dreams ? Shall the basilica seem faith alone ? Were not the world right yet in wrongly taking The symbolism of my work and song ? Hath not my method served its own defeat By treachery within the very walls ? Hath not my soul been exiled by my verse ? For I ve but duplicated this my soul, Have built about my passion a tower on earth Not meant for earth to stand and fall on it, But for translation to the terms of God ; Have pictured, ay, described though scarce express d The power of him who dwelling upon earth Not imitates but vitalizes faith By acts accomplish d. Hath not mine own creed Dissever d church and state, awarding earth To emperor, soul to the man of Christ, But reconciling neither ? And if I 52 DANTE Portray by paradox the power of Christ Through giving over His basilicas To anti-Christ, shall anti-Christ be saved By calling them still temples ? An there be The mystic sense to all that I have sung, Yet are the words the words of sensuous things ; And, on the assumption of unsensuous soul, Must merit men s discrediting as writ. The symbolism must defeat itself. The vivid emphasis on things of earth Not merely cited for theodicy Discredits soul itself ; unless the terms Taken of earth shall stultify themselves. I, Dante, have denied my birthright, making Life but a replica of visioning : Heaven and hell erected, excavated Above, beneath no firmament of man; Nor purgatory recognized for earth. I, Dante, of a stone and iron age, Who knew but man and woman; hated, loved But man and woman and this marvelous earth; Have only dream d and told men of my dream; I, Dante, have discredited my world, Have lived at soul mine exile in my verse 53 POEMS OF PERSONALITY And left my life s reality a doubt. I am the last of them that shall mistake A portrait of a dream for world s real truth. I am the last, who, missing upon earth The realm of Christ, yet strongly feeling earth Its powers and passions, hating, loving it And moved to mighty speech, must spoil that speech With architecture of a spire, a pit, (Beyond the all-purgation of this life) Exhausting all of knowledge, yet unknown. I am a limitation unto men; If in my strength of style impassable, Yet also in the weakness of my way Of giving earth expression. For no mode Were less convincing of reality, Were more the manner of a mind at dream (Dispatriated by mere shift of the scene From speech to verse though both are native tongue ) Than this of emblem and this ordering Of each event unto its symbolism. No man shall make a poetry less real. So have I fail d by sheer excess of strength, Pursuing to disruption world and soul ; And am but creature of my passing age : 54 DANTE I, Dante, lost in thought s duality And rendering unto God no genuine things Of God : by thus discrediting things all. Yet am I greater than mine age in this : That I would at the worst establish earth Of power imperial (to Caesar things Worthy at least of Caesar) and lead the way By genuine emphasis of vital facts To disregard of otherworldly lore, Of symbolism and false-parallel, Speaking the plain expression as I see And feel and move about and am of earth : The true Italian tongue though Italy Be there Firenze, here another state ! Exhaust the symbolism, disregard The shadowy-doubtful necromantic myth I wove of Faith and Reason ; and take of me Fair purport, as I wrote experienced truth. Thus were the tale no duplicate of soul, But soul in some degree thirst-satisfied By utterance of the matters of its wrath As these affect its fact and are its life. Firenze, ah ! Firenze ! how I love thee 55 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Who am an exile hated of thy race-! Ravenna, how I hate thee though thou holdest Body of mine and, with that flesh, my soul ! These are the tragedies whereof I walk d Incarnate poetry, by some mistake Mask d in an oracle and mystery : These were my soul-purgation without end ! Ah, Beatrice, thou I mostly loved While mated to another and thou dead ! Thou woman : thou a dream, but that this soul And body saw thee still and yearn d at thee Though knowing thou wast not ! These are the things I truly spake and felt and fully meant : Unwilling exile in that spirit-world Which I alone best knew for truth of earth. The first of some new race of men am I Who, Greek-like, Roman-wise, dwell all on earth And live with it and love it and beget By earth high poem-progeny not like Barren scholastics cloister d in their lore. The first of some new race who, Greek-like still, Yet burst beyond the Greek in that their soul Cleaves to no atom-struggling gainst the fates, No refuge in atom-indifference, 56 DANTE But continence with passion-power combined In this sublime sense of concluding earth (Of rendering unto God God s things call d Cesar s) Learn d of the symbolism. Where heaven and hell Have been or seem d to be can nevermore Be passive agony, but masterful Appropriation of all literal truths To re-create : for soul is master now. If little save the chronicle of crime Of Italy accursed I have spoken ; Else the death-phantom of a finite love ; Yet is the chronicle a novel art Prophetic of a poetry wherein That high philosophy call d Reasoning Faith Shall sing incorporate with facts of earth Not parallel d, not paradoxical, But literally universalized Unto world-permeant intelligence By insight of soul s self-eternity Twixt birth and death. I, Dante, born of earth Yet wandering in the fiended forest of things Call d past ; else through some void futurity Of seraph-crystalline, stand born at last Anew. Hell sinks ; heaven lifts. (Italian tongue 57 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Preserveth me from exile in the verse Else native to no earth !) I humanly Wake in Ravenna unto world s worth now. I, Dante, have discern d a world s purgation. I, Dante, have made self-contain d an earth. COLUMBUS FROM the accomplished triumph here am I ! - I have no triumph to report, my queen; No mere achievement; yet a truth so strange That Indies sink to insignificance - Though the significance were Indies still ! I have come through some tempests of the soul More vast than ocean-thunders ; and have seen In storm-burst vision of vitality New-born to earth but by the wreck of all Which hitherto hath held us : you, my queen, God and our Empire all within that wrack Concluded, victims of the visioning. Now have I come to register my truth. Hearken me, pr ythee, for I stand here now With some authority for service done Even though t were service Spain may scarce survive! You who are under God in special place Of privileged communion, need not know The fear of failure ; for your thoughts are straight From God. I have no privilege; did need 59 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Success to live : and I have found success, Am proved before myself and you and God Sane and assured some insight into things. I am not close to God ; but I can say With humblest dignity I may love close My sovereign as God : I of my part Sovereign, who lay new Indies at your feet. Though are there moods when I would still undo The great discovery, and be as one Not near his sovereign nor himself a king. Hark! for I fear a failure, as I fear d No failure from the winds nor waves nor spheres Of meteor-influence. And tis yours, my queen, This doom ; not as you may be under God My sovereign; nor yet as I, being man Yet sovereign in myself, so make you God To this my being; but as in yourself You are as I no sovereign ; under God A subject, so in fear of failure too, Needing success to live. Nay, hearken me ! The seas have heard me, and I speak their voice ! Here are these Indies newly at your feet Laid for the glory of your faith and mine. They shall be vast and great; and on their wealth 60 COLUMBUS Spain s resource be upbuilded many years. Yet have I breathed their breath ; and feel their life A new thing and a menace to old faith. There, God is otherwise than is our God ; There (by the new insight which I have gain d Of world and system though I want the speech Of some ensuing age to give these truths Words and right meaning, and must founder so By paradox!) there must a sovereign Be otherwise than is my sovereign ; Myself be otherwise than here I stand : More worldship be to God where worlds are fresh And full of untold interests and faiths Which mean no mere unvital imagery Of truth, imply no otherworldliness, But are some Godship in their life s estate, More worldship; though less frail humanity! More humanhood be to the sovereign, More sovereignty to the meanest churl (And only so some Godhood to them both), Where opportunity to be one s law, One s church and state and justice all in one Springs of the forest and the novelty Which shakes establish d custom, buffets forms 61 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of prejudged failure else ordain d success (Of old-world slavishness) with salt-sea foam. (Had I the speech of some ensuing age!) Nay, twere no treason. Yet myself have been Convicted of a grievous blasphemy Who sought a new Spain under God who gives No new for old save with the death of old. Yea, it is new, but it shall not be Spain, Its sovereign no queen of old Castile More than its God is God Granada-wise ! I am an old man, yea ; but I have seen, Am made anew ; and feel a sovereign-like God-comprehension in my veins that mocks (Save a new faith and hence a new respect Self-lawfully be overt to new speech) The old unreasoning obedience (As ocean-tempests mock obedience) To faith-prerogative. You tremble, queen ! Strike if you will ! Perchance I may return From yon west hemisphere one day in chains To expiate what I but now have said ? Nay, but I fear not. For, as under God Are you my sovereign even in this place 62 COLUMBUS So Spain is under both ; but not New Spain : More than am I no sovereign of myself In those far Indies whither I once more Depart (by leave) to learn new God, new faith, And a new nation builded in the death Of this ; of you, my sovereign ; of your God ! And with the old I fall and die away Doubtless ; but must project my soul upon All destinies as you shall never do. Here may the monks a thousand years to come Wail masses for your soul ; there shall a growth Of unborn peoples daily at their heart Learn me, my meaning in the speech my speech Would mean. Our wealth shall flourish and be great By reason of these Indies for a space. But now the faith, the Empire, falls away Even into nothingness ; and we with it. Yet have I seen and sought to tell to you The insight you may ask in turn your God : Ask God Who told me but gave scarce the speech Of some ensuing age that you might share The vision : none less true, filling my soul With meaning. I of the doom d ship have stood 63 POEMS OF PERSONALITY All darkling : suddenly when the whole night Opens ; and there is cloud-wrack and the wrath Of myriad stricken waves ; and then the black Is verberant through all the blinded void ! SAVONAROLA FIRENZE I have served my seven years And now am come to suffer for her sake As men have died before me : martyrs, saints And now. myself, mere Prior among priests, Girolamo. Yea, t is strange that I have come Unto such noble company. But God Was ever gracious, ever spake to me. When was He otherwise to any man If men but would take heed ? My only claim To merit in the sight of God or man Were heeding then the message. Did I heed it ? The query were not of my meed as man Merely ; of that I were indifferent ; Could take no heed for saving my mere soul, Nor now, when face to face with death, accede To private casuistry, were my worth Alone involved in my life s estimate. But I have been that leader of the blind, God s humble vicar with the souls of men At stake on mine. For I have had my day Of power in plenitude in name of Christ, 65 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of vicarage to wide effect on earth, Though fallen so low to-day in earth s own sight. God s wisdom be the fall ; let it not shame The power that hath been but because the sign I hoped from heaven hath come not nor shall come ! Let the apostleship stand firm and fall not With this mere faltering of the flesh of me Before the drawn cord and the searching flame. I will examine by full confessional Mine own career now closed ; and let it stand Fair yet or foul for men to know me by. There hath been other record, false I know, Inscribed and publish d of the inquisitors. Let this my silent searching of myself By God s grace permeate the minds of men Mysteriously to let them learn the truth Of mine example set as I shall learn it. All sums itself in one : that I denied Power of any potency of earth (Putting my trust in God, not Prankish princes !) To gainsay God ; making my faith the test Of God or anti-God in earth s affairs. May be t were that I ought not even conceive 66 SAVONAROLA Of anti-God establish d in the earth : So be it. But there be those who under God Assume the power of God to plunder men. And such should be resisted would we serve God wholly and directly as we may. Nor, for I now confess it, spake I well When claiming prophecy, the gift in me By vision of the things unseen of men To speak for God as other than mere man : Foretelling future things by oracle As pagans use. For such a prophesying, Such speaking for our Lord, were beyond speech Presumption on my part and on God s part A supererogation. Speaks He not Through every tongue of earth if men would heed ? So it is true that to this least extent I solemnly recant : I spake as one Men call inspired indeed, but not in kind A prophet different from other men In all of whom faith like to mine might fill The void with some afflatus. Reasoning fair With knowledge of the times, with faith in right Conclusive in me of the truth of things, I could forefeel and did foretell indeed 67 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Much chastisement and mine own doom at last As now is come upon me Gladius Domini super t err am. The worst wretch If suddenly possessed by gift of God With faith in right might prophesy as well. That were the only gift, the faith in right. And only so have I been prophet here. So be it. I man to man resisted firm The oppression of the powers that claim d from God Power superior to my people s power Whereof from God I was the guardian. The pettier tyranny, Lorenzo s rule, Foul Piero s pretense, I spurn d to oppose Directly nor countervail by counterplot, Save as I served Firenze by my voice And persevered for peace if honorable ; But being irreconcilable to death I but did well : the Medici deserved not. But now hath been the Borgia, he who claims The Keys of Peter. Did I well with him ? He conquers this my flesh : by flesh I fight not T is spirit that is protagonist. Yea, shall He conquer then my soul who no soul hath ? I stake upon the proof of simony 68 SAVONAROLA Mine absolute refusal to allow Pope Alexander to be proven Pope. Say not the scholiasts all, that place obtain d By fraud endoweth with no authority ? Between this Alexander and myself There is no worthy combat. He is nought. He burns my body ; but him my soul ignores. What then the doubt, if there hath been no Pope With whom dispute might lie ? As man to man He was beneath contempt, should fill not now One moment of the life remaining to me Which should be wholly dedicate to God. But there is world without these prison-walls, Firenze still, though hostile, at my feet, Example set by me unto all people, And misconception of the speech of me And false report ! And t is to serve God still If I bewray mine hours yet left of earth To silence question, free from my career If possible without recant from truth The imputation of revolt imbued Schismatic, scandalous within God s church. T were shame of this that made me oft-time yield 69 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Where right was mine against authority (As world would misconceive !), where I by yielding Endanger d self, weaken d my flock s support. And it is now this rumor of schismatism Moving and waxing when I am no more Twere this I truly fear, deeply regret In mine attempt now closed to purge God s church Of rottenness. The rottenness alone Might never cleave asunder what God meant For one Church universal. Had I lived Longer, to urge the Council and conduct Myself the Cause of Christ against those crimes Call d Cardinals and Popes, then had there been No danger of a schism from that I wrought. Their creed is my creed, could they but repent. But now tis otherwise. The time was short ; And I have left the purging unperform d And reconciliation unattain d. It were to any outward view a war Twixt me and Rome, this Prior and the church : A fatal heresy ! I seem to see In some outlying land where Emperor Is ever jealous of the pride of Rome, Where fervor of the rich, symbolic creed 70 SAVONAROLA Is chill d by frost of some hard northern clime, (Ages from now may be, yet child of this age !) A stout schismatic rise and cry : From him, Girolamo of Ferrara, him who bade The Pope go burn in hell his thousand years, From him, this martyr d Prior of San Marco, 1 Came the first blow of the mallet on the wedge Which now I wield to thrust the structure down 1 Divided from itself. Savonarola * Who first put inward grace fore outward chrism, The first schismatic, first protesting priest : * To him be honor and glory for his crime ! So shouts the Teuton. And the accursed crime, The desperate revolt from God s true church, Spreads frenzied down the ages ; and the world Is rift in twain ; and God is no more known In mystic union of His Church on earth The one and universal. There shall be Rivers of fire and burnings, yea, of blood ; Wars, devastations ; and my name be claim d For anti-Christ s great patron by my fault Of struggling now against this Borgia ! Lord, if this vision be vouchsafed by Thee, Forgive the error of my fight for Thee ! POEMS OF PERSONALITY Accept the penitence for crime unguess d But in Thine own inscrutable wisdom proven Mine irremediable shame and sin ! No vision need it be, then, Lord ! if Thou Still to the last vouchsafest me no sign ? Only mine insight into mine own deed Its necessary consequence of shame Despite my soul s intention insight aided By rack d nerve, twisted sinew : my sight at last As now longtime of many ! Here I kneel Foregone, bewray d indeed : my contumacy Proven gainst the unity of men s belief In Thy Church universal ! To have set Mere private judgment, personal unity Of reasoning faith above Thy best bequest, Thine instituted Body ! Of Thy Spirit The mind knows nothing, save by outward works As Thou, Thy Church, ordainest ! T is thus we heed By heeding them who hearken d long ago When Thou wast upon earth authority Closing the question of power ! Whom men call Pope, against him can be no just recourse ? Lo ! I have hitherto aloud denied 72 SAVONAROLA The excommunication. Before men Have I been cogent in my reasoning Contra authority ; whilst nought obtains Of logic nor of reason to avail Against the scandal I have caused thereby. Even this self-searching, ay, were scandalous, Unwarranted and proving nought of truth, Knelt I not thus in Thy confessional ! Lo ! when the time for absolution comes In the last hour before the people there, That absolution I will meekly take Publicly to my spirit, that the church (Perhaps therethrough my teaching may be true?) Shall triumph through me though my teaching fail. I must not perish excommunicate ! 73 MICHELANGELO THESE are my children : these, the Night and Day. For I have wrought them with my body s power Persons more of my procreation than Stuff of an artistry of thought and soul. T were not that slowly and with patient pain Under mine hand I made them hour by hour These creatures moulded of the graven rock. The slow gradation toward maturity Were in thus much no thwarting to mine art But rather proof of reason in the whole, Of sight before and after. But being made, Grown to the semblance of heroic truths And left (as I have left them these few years Unchanged) well-nigh eternal where they lie, They still are stone, an occupance of place In reproduction of my form humane As I am body moulded to my height And breadth within this frame of universe. And therefore are they creatures of my body, Children in likeness of my fatherhood, Unlike the sexless self -completed soul That, needing nothing to perpetuate 74 MICHELANGELO Its self-eternity, of largess makes World of itself, createth as a God. Somewhat there was within me as I wrought That seem d not procreative, seem d self- whole. Somewhat there bides as then abode in me Of self-intention in mine offspring here ; Not vulgar imitation of man s frame. Men will no doubt detect some spirit in them. Yet is that somewhat spoilt, as I conceive, By grossness of the literal contour still Suggesting need that for the artist-act Were prototype in earth of other-sex My mate ; perversion of perpetuance From proper flesh and blood to senseless stone, The still-born of an heart hermaphrodite Wedded to world and moulding of its marl. Here before all men lieth mine heart s disgrace, Who, yearning with divine creatorship Internal to mine absolute insight Of spiritual beauty (as God made me so Beautiful in His sight), have sullied self By part-performance false of natural law In imitation of the God Who made (Himself, above the law He made for man, 75 OF TH /NIVERSITY POEMS OF PERSONALITY Sexlessly procreative, self-supreme !), Above His law of nature mating two, Flesh out of fiat as I made but stone. Man cannot make a man of flesh and blood, The image of himself in stuff of earth, Save by the woman-mystery. My way Had better been to hew vacuity, Essay no semblance from the block incised Which still for all my labor showeth nought Of the true man that breathes and moves and knows. I had been better wedded to some wench ; Well-quit of carving whilst my children grew And flourish d and were I, body and soul, By mystery perpetuate in the world. Yet have I loved not, scarcely until now Felt want of woman for the weal of me. My works have issued from the unsex d stone (Or man or woman) mere humanity, Not fatherhood nor mother, male nor wife If individual beyond old types In all else, Titans merely, sexless gods. Haply the procreation by these blocks Allay d the natural longing of the male 76 MICHELANGELO For femininity and served the need Of offspring all the while I dream d them art. Haply my grim mismarr d envisagement Found favor of the marble I but woo d As any lover with assured success Though still I fancied soul, as man hath soul (The power that is beyond the body s power), Created in me out of day and night These and the sundry monstrance of my craft. Me much mistaken ! For at last I love And find no satisfaction in these stones Which, being for flesh a senseless substitute Whilst still no means to mount beyond the flesh, Speak nothing of the passion proven in me As I am artist to create., beyond Material of the world I find me in, Expression of the wondrous mastery That fills me : to create as I am God For mine own truth and love s own truth alone Not imitation but perfection of The utterance that wells within me now. For thus should I be (as I now am man To woman, yearning even whilst to woo Intend I never ! to attain by her 77 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Body s perpetuation, yea, and soul s As bodily bequeathed), be also source Of self -divine formation ; yea, my thought And hers united to new heaven, new earth. The silence that is deathly in these stones, Fatal and mocking to my fatherhood, Were solemn-splendid in the sweet-tongued song I send her, first of many that shall be : Best of the hundred hitherto to art And man inscribed, but not to any soul ! Within the noble language as she reads Shall the new world arise that s ours alone, All mine, all hers, to all eternity ; No self-defeat in that the voice breathes not, Moves not, lives not ; for breath nor motion, life Were wanted any in the brain that reads And reading re-creates. No body of me Is falsely fashion d in the marks I make Of plume upon the parchment superscribed : Nought but some symbol of the thought of sound ; A thought itself an art beyond all sign. The world of flesh and blood, as other men May sense it, leaves me as the mists of Rome 78 MICHELANGELO Burn from the Tiber, or the hills above Firenze are released out of a cloud, And all in gleam of eye is marvel-clear, Impenetrative of the new-won sight This love hath lent me as the sun on high. Only, it is my soul that, learning hers, Is sun in heaven as yet the mists beneath ; Is song in silence, speech within my pen Unheard but soaring as the morning soars. For I have come to love ; and all my need Of procreation through this flesh of space - Focus d, enshrined within her woman-heart Where it is holy as the snow is white That lieth beyond Milano (being of us both In consonance with law and hence alive, Breathing and moving and inform d of soul) Sheds from the soul that mounteth more than man And leaves a godhead in my song to her. It is the art that struggled to be stone And could not, but became monstrosity. It is the art that, as it alway fail d, Darkened my brow, furrow d my temples thwart With hard perplexity, perturbing all To vast unrest that I did labor on. 79 POEMS OF PERSONALITY It is the art too late to find relea Wholly, nor smooth the misery from my mask Wherewith I clothe my face before the eyes Of all men and all women else than her. Such as I am, I am, made of mine own Too long sojourning here about the world A laborer to fashion flesh and blood As none but God by His best mystery Of woman-love unto the love of man May fashion it in image of Himself. I unto her may be some poet yet Of terrible tenderness, of tragic peace By liberation in and through her heart From any need to prison under earth The meaning that is beauty as I speak it Well-order d to the riming of my soul. But unto men must I still play my part So long ago assumed ; never to end Till lean senility absorb all strength ; And art with power to pound or patch a clay Die as I die, the struggler, sculptor still. Their pigment, nay design, wherewith of late I sop the Cerberus (I ve calPd it base And purpose of all art !) t were slight to help 80 MICHELANGELO Where by device of trick illusively Is symbol d sordid substance, substance alway. The manual dexterity I use Were still the undertaking ; still the form Is space-felt, cynically aping earth Indeed (in so far as insulting stone With mockery of chiaroscuro and The subtile perspective, so far success !) Yet warrantable but by fact of stone Not imitative, even, of true soul Save through the obscuring body : and thus con- demn d, The limning with the carving. I for her Am maker. For the rest I am but man. These are my children; still-born, struggling things Of every gaze that chance to glance them by : Insensates of the insensate ; Day or Night ; Dawn yet or David ; Twilight or the God Of Wine ; Madonna with the Child, the Dead ; Or Moses half-hewn still within my mind. These are my children. But mine art is song Sentient in love of her : for her, for me : But not for any other of them all. 81 MILTON NOW am I left in mine old age with God Alone. Blind, desolate, I still have God. Princes and potentates they are not God. How have I seen the great days of the earth Like froth devour d ; and all our hopes of strength Made to a mock and scorn ! But still is God. How are the evil raging ; and the wrong Wholly triumphant through the length and breadth Of this lost England ! Yea, but still is God. Yet, shall the commonweal that men have lost Be commonweal regain d ? In God s good time Doubtless. But here I sit at Gizeh shorn And blind, a mockery. I sit; and God. Even hath my sacrifice of sight brought nought Save bitterness : and commune close with God. Yea, in the loss of every outward thing Of sight and fortune, opportunity To stir foot in God s service ; still I owe Rich compensation, empyrean hope Of him who stands and waits : this life in God. Scarce might I mean with any honest heart 82 MILTON (Though grief would urge it) that in just such ruin Alone gain I the vision and the voice To sing of Satan, Eve s and Adam s fall Through Satan, and the splendor of God s hosts. These seem but figure of the truth I feel Celestial, overpowering, immense. Scarce might I mean (though here I shrink at least From sacrilege and stark unreverence) How Christ I sing and man s redemption through Him, The second Adam t were but figure still Of this best grace, this unity with God. Nor might I mean that I in durance sitting Sing the blind Samson, earth s most tragic man Of men save Samson were my very soul Named but anew ; and thus were God within him The true song s spirit. These I mean not ; yet Even as those orbed constellations and Sun s fiery magnificence were fountain Of mine imaginings of Satan s wars When sight was to these eyes, so Satan s hosts And God triumphant (truths of inward eye) Seem but suggestion of some truth to-come Beyond immediate vision, yet the more 83 POEMS OF PERSONALITY My faith and hope, my very love of God. Let not the spirit flag because of age ! Somewhat it were, to search in my past faith For signs of this awakening ; and thus Foreshadow something of articulate truth Reserved for later ages and a man I know not : trace some growth, development Of here and there some partial prophecy, Some mutilated vision which in sum Shall mean as I by miracle would mean. Thus, to the task ! I cannot well recall Even in mine adolescence such weak years As were not, half-unconsciously, inform d Of independent judgment in affairs. And this I heed well, that, with riper days And conscienced full maturity, I took Firm attitude of non-conformity In spiritual professions. If I vow d No vows (when learning and the studious garb Meant clergy ; and the laity, ignorance And wassail), twas that something in me stirr d Unto revolt; at best, unto a power To deal direct with God and God with me, MILTON Brooking no intercession from a church. Such then the key-note, non-conformity And right of private judgment with direct Appeal to God in Scripture and in faith. Confirm d in such view, I at first withdrew For travel, study, teaching; when the times In public life of independent thought Demanded nought, afforded no foothold Unto the root-and-branch reformer. Then At the true call and in the desperate need I labor d earnestly and honorably Preserving independence, unenslaved To any project or of friends or foes : That England might be England. When the times Fell; and I blind and desolate am left Alone with God ; mine independence still Is mine, my private judgment unimpeach d And unimpair d. But markedly the appeal To God in Scripture or to God in faith Is of a novel nature. Let me pause. For everything that I have deem d of God His handiwork hath fail d me. Mine whole world Hath sunken and is wrack. Did I mistake 85 POEMS OF PERSONALITY God s will and purpose ? Did I contradict The express command and set my strength against Omnipotence ? Was God the God of kings And tyrants ? Nay, for kings and tyrants deem Earth theirs, not God s ; and therefore God s good care For their good solely, and themselves in the world God s vicars, hence in all equivalence God upon earth. God cannot work for these. Yet have I thus been guilty as I blame These tyrants ; I have held God partisan For this or the other good within my soul Or in the world ; though all things else of the world (And in my soul) no care of Providence. Thus have I made these few things of my world Tyrant of all else; and my soul-desires God upon earth. God cannot work for these. Yea, I, who brook no intercession, fain Had interceded even as Church and Pope. I, who have writ of Satan s tragedy And heroism, had deem d God s adversary No care of God and so no truth of Him ; Though God were God but in the conquering, And Satan very godly, who would brook No intercession, but demanded right 86 MILTON To deal direct with God and God with him. Ay, Christ were Christly not in interceding Where intercession were a blasphemy, But by subduing all things of His soul And world to godliness and Providence; And thereby making whole His universe. Samson were tragic, and God s spirit in him, Scarce by the warfare (less by carnal love!) But by the cataclysm, involving all Alike, of God s wrath on the just or unjust; Self, Israel s servant, even as Dagon s hosts! Thus the new faith of mine unflagging spirit In age as in mine earliest youth is still A self-dependent and unswerving zeal To deal direct with God, brooking no cant Of customary creeds to intercede. Yet the new independence craves some fresh Fashion of God, Who, equally all things Of right and wrong as I must see them, yet Fosters the final truth in heaven s own fall. I cannot reach the reason why some things Of God are right and why some earth-things else Are wrong, yet equally of God the same. 87 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Old faith falls from me as my sight hath fallen, Leaving me outer darkness, the dismay Indeed of one who sits at Gizeh shorn And sightless ; but within, a truth of God New : how no evilest tyrant of them all But God is with them working still for truth ; And how I, wielding on the just and unjust Alike the scourge and the sustainment too Of man s great epic of the primal sin And final godliness, the hellish power Of Satan and the healing power of Christ, Am left in mine old age blind, desolate Indeed ; alone by knowing but all in God, God but in all ; my right, their wrong : but God ! And thus is God through me, as God through them Fill d of an universal hold of earth, Though the wrong triumph. Thus my aged soul Hath faith and dealeth still direct with God. LEIBNIZ WHAT uplift of the spirit in these stars ! How, in the pale dawn waxing yonder wide And wider with each heart- beat of this breeze, Seems each to feed on holier flame, seems star Or fiery influence scarce to melt away As once men dream d, but to wax each in place ; Remaining each a star yet each the more Achieving sunship by the sphere s increase Of light ! I lean from this stuff d chamber forth ; Some span, may be, project my brow beyond This eastward casement ; and receive the dawn And all dawn s wonderful significance Into my breath and being (soul and all, Fatigued with toil of mathematic task The night-long !) ; soul and all receive of this Heart-beating, breathing movement of the wind ; And am resuscitate ; as one arisen Out of some sepulchre I sense the truth In new strength ; am of insight into God More vital than my calculus : am dawn And sunship of these stars ! Let there be light Even in my laboring brain to clear at last 89 POEMS OF PERSONALITY The calculus, the monad-chaos from All need of preassumption, overlord Or arbitrary dawn of a sole sun ! Let the new day be stars : sun, but a star Self-like more largely luminous ; yet stars, Each still a sun. Let the new problem be Development inherent to each least Of minimalities. Let God be soul, Mine and each monad s equally ; no lord Unmonadlike ex machina, beyond The mutual scheme emptily superposed. How strangely rational ! Behind me heap d Lie year on year of labors, leading but To subterfuge : to some absorptive dawn Defiguring these stars, to some false-stars Figments of fire on sun s fix d palimpsest; Not sunlike systems each a dawn, not sun Some very star but by earth nearlier view d. Now these things melt away ; nay, wax and burst Transfigured each to splendor of this sense Of self-conclusiveness ! What uplift of The spirit in this waxing of the stars ! Might I devise this new-won spirit-truth 90 LEIBNIZ In terms at last of any calculus ? How, within bounds of mathematic need For static value, indicate for each Minutest element a value earn d Of absolute position, each in self The very problem s full infinity ? The problem s statement were the problem solved ! Yea, every part were function of all parts Itself whole, yet discernibly a part Whose definition must conclude all else. No possibility of calculus, Of simplification, interchange of place, Invariant symbolism of each sign, Convertibility in any guise Would anywise remain ! Language must be Self-absolute, communicatively A mere approximation ; for no sign Can bear one meaning in unlike contexts, But each is all of speech ! The calculus Would prove pure fluxion, still determinate ; Ay, static not in any part at all Save as each part is utterly the whole And thus not iterable ; each, unique. POEMS OF PERSONALITY Nor, to allege of every element Fluxional worth wherewith to calculate As static till, beyond the problem, by Some strange arbitrament were value chosen, Were to perform such operation through The fluxion. Nay, the fluxion may not stand For calculation-usage. Yet, save each Be also all and thereby of itself Intrinsically make for infinite The problem and itself such all s inverse Distinctively determining all quanta, By its own standard constituting allness, And hence incapable within the all Of any subdivision (which would add A multitude beyond all multitude), Remains each least minute minute soe er Yet capable of diminution still (Because not by its definition as Distinctive implicating all there is) As merely static unit capable Of iteration, hence analysis, Interminably further ; ay, despite Interminable aggregation, still Quite inexhaustive, plural : yea, in no sort 92 LEIBNIZ Appropriate to last analysis Fluxionalwise of any curvature Save curves whose constancy functions as straight. Even as, were God some over-monad, strange To monad-ideality (yea, such False God I dream d but yesterday), remain d Each individuality of men But yet an unit, single ; and nowise An individual, but each with each Still interchangeable, nowise unique ; Hence capable of subdivision still : Some part of me, myself ; nor any part Quite minimal enough to be myself Beyond dispute not that pineal gland Of Gaul s geometrician small enough To be the soul ! And yet the soul is all ; Yet were each, individual ; each star The God, the dawning also ; if beyond All mathematic, then were calculus yet Scarce metaphysic, scarcely adequate To any wisdom : as scarce soul, the shape Of atomic extent ! But soul were lift And comprehension of yon atom-world To morning-song, to spiritual strength 93 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Now more than formerly, ay, than when all Stars sang together. Sing they now my soul ! Light breaks; each star in waxing grows a world, A sunship and a day-strength. And my cell Of litter d scribblings where I turn my gaze Is loftily illumined by these floods Which fling from this near star, my person d self, Over the universe. The perfect proof Is mine of metaphysic spirit-scheme Which needs no God for overlord, no day Destroying starship : as no calculus. The proof perfect in faith, not flawless quite In demonstration. For this day remains All seeming-starless to the sight. No touch Finds godship in these limbs and aching brow ; Which yearn and seek beyond world s monad- scheme The absolvent harmony I feel for false ! Oh, for fresh logic, strict as all the schools Yet fill d with insight which might save my work From waste ; some firm, well-knit concordance of The godship with the individual (Which, if by mere discernibility, 94 LEIBNIZ Concludes distinctively all else ; is whole) Wherein each proves each ; wherein even this false Abstractive generality, these false Exclusive iterative monad-points, May stand for error, posited of truth, Yea, proving truth by being exhausted, false! Then might the calculus be wholly true Not by approximation but by full Rejection of the explicit elements Transform d to absolute uniqueness each : Not now my method. Then might well my soul Be more than mere revolt gainst current false Apotheosis of that infinite Whose emptiness of all vitality Is held for Godhood ! Then might I be more Than Baruch s anti-Christ: who ne ertheless Even in mine own despite must yet retain The Spinozistic God of worldlessness Beyond my monad-world. Will such a man Be moulded of the times to come ? Will dawn-hour Some day be hail d by one whose spirit faints not Back : as my spirit faints to poring-o er These differentials ? One whose harmony If preestablish d yet is instant still; 95 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Whose apperception, if reflectively, Yet absolutely shall conclude in each Beyond conceivability of mere Exclusive iteration all world else By metaphysic beyond calculus ? Such will there be ! who shall speak loud and clear What now I dimly feel : what now I am Even in my perfect failure I who now Fulfill world-being, yea, avow my truth Of sunship, starship by my standard set And self-criterion truth I fatuous Resign for figment of the fever d brain Worn-out with much night-watching. Hail, Lord Sun ! Quencher of stars ! Be God beyond my soul, Leaving me space in little to reflect His universe ! The morning is awake Without my chamber; from within I close The casement, monadwise devise my world Of calculi, of symbols representing Type, order, law; as God will have it: dream ! KEATS SUCH sound as ocean only, autumn ocean, Makes in the mellow silences my soul And fainting strength unto this autumn hour Respond : a murmurous, heart-upwelling lift That bursts almost, yet bursts not ; though at last Someway is gone, back-lost into the void ; Gone, with indrawing, gasp and sob. The drift And cast things scarce are troubled ; and the voice Nowhere is firm nor forceful ; yet the depth And length and breadth of all, that in this hour Seems vital, suffers, agonizes, yea, To make respond, make feel, this stubborn shore Sea s tragedy of mute omnipotence. It is the tragedy of aging world And of my young indomitable soul That bursts almost in singing, sings not quite The strong song of the sea when strand and wave Are one white turmoil. For I fail from strength By uttermost inception ; as this sea, Too plastic to the impulse, yields along Its length and breadth and through the depths of it 97 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Unto its own compulsion ; and is lost. Had I the power of rock, to sing yet feel not ! Yea, when the wave beats on me, to be voice ! For now I meditate a song of songs : Of how the early gods in tragedy Of mute omnipotence were all unmade By too divine inception. And the song Fails from denoting earth and men and Zeus For new and nobler Saturn ; but betrays A sad indrawing, backward sob and loss With Saturn s downfall, leaves the old god there Undone : for too divine inception of His piteous destiny. Would that my soul Might sing the song of Zeus, Saturn anew Made godlier by community with men ! Would that my song might be Hyperion ! Would that my soul might burst and find its voice Almost t is so, t is well-nigh vocal with The insight of this tragedy of mute Omnipotence. The year will soon be worn Out of this impotence, be autumn sprung Unto ripe power of winter. And this soul, 98 KEATS Released of too swift sensibility, Too much of apprehension, freed and fair From Rome be journeying with song at last Because of utterance through death. But now I sit by this dead northern autumn shore : An autumn and an ocean I, a world Of mute omnipotence. And in myself I hear the lifting swell, the almost burst, The sob of all-indrawing ; yea, such sound As ocean, autumn ocean, makes among The drift things and the cast stones of the shore, 99 SHELLEY PEACE be to mine inquietude of spirit, Its fever and its fierce improvidence Of utterance, and petulance of heart. Peace now be unto me and let me be (Alastor-like and as Prometheus end !) All-permeative of this peace-fill d hour. Let Islam sleep now with the sleeping Keats. Let me be, with the saturating strength Of this firm wind, beyond dejection fill d By noon-tide and the blue, by sea and sky : Stout with its streaming yet be tranquil too, As o er these pine-tops, for incessant speed. Let the west wind blow power and not dismay. For I am as the mountains and the sea A solemn purport ; if a cloud, no more Of lightning nor of deluge. But I stand Steep d in the breathing of this atmosphere That moves and yet is mighty but by peace. Yon lies the bark well-nigh prepared to cruise By this sweet coast ; and warm trans-Spezian breezes To bless us and refresh with blue and breath Of the pristine hyaline. I 11 sit me here 100 SHELLEY Awhile till all is trim-set ; and renew Conscience of this that I have lived and been. For presage is (as yon high-toppling cloud At sail that swells aloft in the noon light So white and whelming, angel of this gulf s Eternal involution sea with sky !) For presage is of some high change in me Which swells and waxes overweening with My yearning to embark and be, one season, Some firmer, wiser, holier than myself In unimpeded and direct commune With passion which is not rash inequity, With irresistible force which yet is full Of calmest beauty, sane and utterly True to a self-containment and a quiet Which ne er was mine. Can beauty be aught else Than peace, whate er of outward stress enshrine Its poise, its logic and its dignity ? For flame-like I have tower d above the ground On wing and wild song as the lark ascending And seen in vision what these eyes of earth Had never seen ; but to the face of earth, Its comfort and its vast inspiring, been 101 POEMS OF PERSONALITY As blind. Shadow and shine have swept through earth And I known nought for towering sunward still. (And yet, to tower and be but earth-born more By every sun-pulse ! To be cloud in truth : Or pine-tree yonder, rooted even as branch d !) Thus, have I not transcended every hue Of nature or of humankind to give To each thing somewhat of a mystery, Phantasm and image of its proper shape Projected rainbow-wise, but no true gleam Of the earth-paradise I named yet knew not ? Have not I made sweet mouthings of the scents And sounds beneath, above, beyond me here Only to question still, and speak nowise Inherent beauties, the conclusive self Of each that is a conscience even in mine ? I, of all earth enamor d, yet have said : There is no God ; and have my god of love In cloud-shadow and sunshine nowhere found, For ignorance that his right form and face Are in me, therefore in the least of these. Him I have call d no personal deity But some all-power ; and yet have furbish d forth Him in the fancied Eros of an age 1 02 SHELLEY When all-power spake not nor was known of men, Thus yielding some false-person and no god. Yet if an all-power of this human soul Be known and be my substance (as being known Implies such self-conclusion), shall I seek Beyond the form and function of this scene In mine imagining of its wild peace To prove the person of its deity In this my person and in each of these Who individually each may know (By sentience and by insight occupying Function and form of any other here) A meaning to the name and deed of love ? How have I lived in love and never known it ; But sought beyond, above ; bewailing all Which actuality might offer ; even When most adorning these, then most denying The personal godhead of their naked fact ! Yet see, I stretch my touch forth but to feel This staggering pine that, stalwart to the breeze, Stands world-aware ; and am, by his ripe, pulse, Person of pine-stuff ; I am he nowise By metaphor, by no sham allegory 103 POEMS OF PERSONALITY But by my conscious occupation of His form and function as he holdeth mine Each in his self -respective poise, one passion Of cosmic intermingling. Yea, how else Aver that I be poet and he pine Save that I am, in true imagining Of insight, pine-sap and pine-pristine strength ; As he in pine-sort and in pine-degree (Defined as my best science may define it) In vegetative majesty likewise Poet-partaker in my humanhood ? That I have written in early years how all Of earth s subhuman yet were human-like Aware and loving, man in less degree And soul-fill d somewise : such a simpler creed Missing the true soul-intropermeance (Which guarantees distinctive quality To each partaker in the polar pact) Might scarce protect from feverish petulance Even one like me untamed to downright thought Nor stern consistence and articulance Of intellectual process. For I felt The meaning ; yet was tortured, driven to mad Evasion of this cosmic universe 104 SHELLEY Of sane interdependence fact with fact : Felt merely ; fretted, utterly debarr d From logic s satisfaction : found not peace In picturing mystery beneath (an earth Sentient anthropomorphically) and A phantasm, overhuman though none less Anthropomorphic, unreal, inane ! Such still the conceit of this unquiet screed Which, spite these firm winds and insistent stems, These toppling clouds of earth-inwoven weight, I mid the bosom of yon Apennines- Scrawl d late, of figures dark for flood of light, Wan shapes in chariots hurtling through those throngs Of earth s unburied and unburiable Ghost-things of Sheol ; and their rout was all A pageantry, a symbol and I ceased Still with no substance ay : What, then, is Life ? Such question can be answer d by no creed Of fantasy and ghouls of humankind Peopling no space, else peopling spaces where Are other lives and nurtures still ignored. 105 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Such creed pursues peace of a breathless chase Hot-hearted, nor knoweth how insistency Of unfantastic insight, the pure touch Of pine or strong wind as the pine or wind Is most itself, such touch on palm or brow Solves the enigma, yields a perfect peace Of intropermeation still more sure With every pulse of passion ! Such is Life. Alastor lives not nor Prometheus ; Keats is eternal memory, nought else. Yet am I here of this eternity Call d cognizance, my conscience, ay, of each As each is ; cognizance in every touch Strengthen d by passing ever on, and aye Evolving ; which, involving all of earth And ocean, sky and shadow, sun or soul, Is spirit : and needs not work by witchery. Such strength, being self-contain d, stays temper ate too And provident in every utterance. Let this communing be my first of hymns To Beauty intellectually sane And worth the dedication of a life 106 SHELLEY In peace as was not hitherto vouchsafed : A Beauty which is common deity. They call. The bark invites me to new life. Though yon cloud burst, what boots it ? It hath been. 107 HEGEL IN reference to Christ, the Christian claim To Godhood of a single man ? Would I * Who speak of God as of an Absolute Be acquiescent to enroll myself * Christ-follower or no ? A subtlety I fain would answer by a subtler still ! The correspondence, friend, between us two Stands dignified, ennobled by the zeal With which thou seekest truth. To thee alone (And this shall clarify, yea, new-define What save for thee remain d in me obscure And stale) I may discriminate the true From false with literal judgment, feeling firm Reliance in thine own discriminative Interpretation. And I hold the point Of best, most fruitful attitude toward Christ Perchance a moot one ; still not wisely solved Unless with due regard for audience, For chance to be interpreted aright. Thus, for the mass of those my discipline Holds sway with, might there be a dangerous drift Of radical, even atheistic, rant 1 08 HEGEL In misinterpretation of my terms ; Else, haply, an unspiritual ipsism ; Spake I with uttermost unbosoming. In manuscript or volume thou wilt find, Save this, no rigid-wrought examining Of Christ and Christian in their present worth As creeds for ripe truth-seeking : save in this The which when well-digested (and, if need, Refuted, friend) I charge thee straight destroy Out of men s sight. The times are not yet ripe Save only mine and thine. For, know, the scheme Of truth develops in men s absolute mind With grade from false toward true ; the foregone truth Turn d false, the truth to-come not yet ripe truth Save for those souls elaborate beyond The mean elaboration of men s souls. Christ s truth for Christ might well be true, if still By logic in the sequel shown now false. (And first, the figment of presumptuousness In thee or me or Christ or any spirit Needs no consideration. Where the truth Is spoken, acted, lived, attains itself Expression, no presumptuousness hath place 109 POEMS OF PERSONALITY God or no God ; Christ, I or thou proved God ; Were utmost reverence a becoming self- Scrutinization of one s absolute mind : If only proof be diligently firm Nor words be wasted in avoiding proof.) In brief, then, friend, thy question might be put : What bearing were of Christ and Christ s God-claim In Christian creed, to my well-reason d system Of absolute spirit in its self-defined Intrinsic involution of itself ? The claim of Christ well known and well avouch d Were personal divinity if not Divinity of self as merely man, Yet in some sort divineness of the man Not obviously made for nor applied To any man save Christ of all mankind. Thus in a general acceptance Christ Means claim to Godship of some single man As man, though not of other single men. Remains the choice (admitting absoluteness For philosophic postulate approved) Twixt this and others of that triune scheme Which dominates all thought this realism no HEGEL And those the mystic and the spiritual In dialectic these: divinity Of general mankind and only so Of any as each might be held alone An instance of the Platonistic type ; Or, otherwise, of every man as self In absolute sense ; and therefore all mankind Divine, alone by virtue of each Godhood (Though these as God are utterly at one) Collectively arraign d. And of this last Might Christ without distortion seem to speak When purged of metaphor in passages Which place believers as his brethren in The Father s household whereof he is chief. (But more of this anon.) For mine own part My teaching at first sight might seem to urge Divinity of general mankind (The mystic among these hypotheses) Not of a special person, whether Christ Or thee or me or any of them all. And I have seem d, for mere conformity To general prepossession, to except Christ from the rule and still acknowledge him. Are these two views compatible ? I scarce in POEMS OF PERSONALITY (For teaching s sake in my timidity Of misinterpretation nay, how strange In most men s eyes, from the truth-champion Such compromise-confession !) thus have sought Exact discrimination hitherto Between these views. Posterity will find Choice of interpretations ; nothing shown In any work of mine to guide the choice Twixt general humanity, else Christ. Now for the subtlety, the fresh-defined Elaboration of this absolute soul To new discrimination. Times shall be When this must be attempted fore all men For teaching s sake ; but times are not yet ripe Save mine and thine. Destroy this screed ; I fear False-witness by the general mistaking Of that I have to offer thee alone. For Christ the self-assertion would suffice (If Christ be God ; and God, no person else) Without communication to men else ; For general assertion of mankind s Genus and thus divinity, must one Proclaim upon the house-tops truths no ear (If absolute truth be not of any person) 112 HEGEL Could comprehend nor any tongue proclaim ; For the new subtlety shall I and thou Suffice for self, for Christ, for all mankind ! T will out, in its ripe time of absolute truth ; If not (as in the sequel shown) by force Of general system, yet by interplay Of men s mind-absolute : as mine and thine. To criticise the current Christ-idea : T is well compatible with absolutism That one might claim rights of an absolute, Identity with fatherhood, a sonship Yet uncreate. In so far as did Christ Mean Christ s own personal divinity Stands the conception philosophic, proven By merest spiritual rights of self. And such claim were consistent equally As fundamental postulate within Each of these three schemes of alternative Godship . Were Christ the sole God, were mankind God and we functions, were each man as self A Godship and conclusive each of all, On either of these three hypotheses Might Christ proclaim : * I and the Fatherhood 113 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Are one . I thus accept fully in form Christ s claim to be divine. The problem lies In practical interpretation : whether Christ s Godship can exclude men else from God ; Or if Christ s Godship merely means a right As instance of a godly type which, though Alleged for self-defining, scarce allows Unless by metaphor that any man Is wholly godly; or if Christ concludes A system of divine Christ-absolutes, Call d men, conclusive each of all. And so Grant we the Christ-claim. Can it, then, preclude, As in the popular acceptance, rights Of Godship in disciples, scribes, ourselves ? At first thought one would yield : In this duplex Coincidence of Godship, the All-One, With man, the One-of-All, must such a truth Be single in each aspect; God being one, Must God s coincident and antipode Be likewise one. (Though opposite of one Were multitude?) Such is the Christian creed, Which shunning ipsism must assign to Christ The single God-antipodean share In universal Godship. But at once 114 HEGEL Asserts the paradox : If God be whole And yet coincident with fmitude, Then fmitude unto the all-divine Is somewhat, is of rights; and, being not-God, Must either oppositely-coincide Else limit very Godship. And this last Conceit of limitation stands debarr d By very concept of an absolute. Hence, if the Christ be God (and God someway Must man-define Himself, else scarce were God As man s world is concern d), can no man be Excluded from such Godship as is Christ s. The realism of the thou not I (Of Christ, though not ourselves, for very God) Stands utterly refuted by the truth That God and Christ, who ne ertheless were man, Are one. And hence suggests the mysticism, The doctrine of a God-in-general Wherein we share, whereof are instances Thou, I, or Christ alike ; but neither one Divine as person still. Will this prove truth ? And here my teaching plausibly might be Supposed to halt : Granting the Christ-divine, POEMS OF PERSONALITY Then general humanity were God ; And each were instance, none yet utterly A Godhood. Yet I hold and now propound A system more consistent with the truth That opposite-coincidence inheres Twixt God and finitude as shown (indeed By utmost logic ; and for faith) by Christ. For, lo ! the God, even though generalized Must (else the self-defining Absolute Were nought ; else Plato, ay, and Aristotle Abundantly arrived at truth in holding The species, the particular, related To its own type and thus, though mystically Identical, realistically still Delimiting the universal !) must The opposite-coincidence inhere Of type with instances : no type conceived Except of instances. Wherefore to cite A general humanity must mean Not a conceptually severable Entity which may or may not have such And such a realization, and remains Itself regardless of each special case ; Yet somewhat which hath definition but 116 HEGEL In so far as defined in cases, each Contributing a definition, yea, Uniquely other than such type-defined Of any group or instances beside. Thus a determinate * in-general Inheres but to each instance and were else Nothing in general because defined By no self-instances but limited By facts : and universalness debarr d. Wherefore, when Christ s claim reads : Each man of all Is Godhood by the general intent Of each to oppositely-coincide With infmiteness ; shows that fmitude (Which, by its single self -defining, posits All men as system-members each in place Distinct, unique, non-interchangeable) Determinate when conceived as from the stand Of each determinant ; each man of all : Self-totalizing, universal, God Even by finally contributing Of God-the-One an unique worldlihood Which were not otherwise coincident With God, nor God s in any sort as world. 117 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Wherefore the general humanity Is genuine, actual, definable Only if I, thou, Christ or each alike Is absolute Godhood : none excluding aught From ultimate divinity ; and yet No Godhood independently conceived Regardless of the character and truth Of each-and-each man as each lives and breathes ; And God, God, but by God-proved-very-man. Friend, is the subtlety appreciable ? Note the nice demarkation. This were no Plurality anthropologic of Greek superhumans who are merely men Made men immoderate and impossible. No multiplicity of God as God Inheres to true finite-coincidence. For, even as the God is infinite In each, and only infinite at all By utterly unique discrimination Of man from man, yet even this infinite Of each, being total, is the same in each, And, being the same, is just the unique God The more discriminately by each new 118 HEGEL Recomplication through this universe. Christ is the God, I am the God, and thou And each of any, not by being alone Singly some God ; nor yet by instancing A general identity defined In some mere mysticism quite apart From actual definition in its facts ; But each by being discriminately one Of many unique others ( house among The Father s many mansions ) only so Insistently by very virtue of An irreducible distinctiveness Defining all else each as each and so A total, universe, each in its best Discrimination ; each as self thus God : The God ; and there is never God beside. Thus is the scheme of absoluteness shown An actual affair of thee and me Even as of Christ in Christ s good hour of life ; Of each man in his hour of noblest strength. Whence follow many doctrines strange to thought In present days : how freedom were this sense Of utter world-conclusion through each act 119 POEMS OF PERSONALITY (Howe er in other view necessitated) Firmly discriminative judgmentwise ; Not by mere choice (delimiting the soul Even by the rejected act-alternative) But by will-insight thus coincident With the compulsion : how mortality Were by the absolute coincidence Not stale-perpetuated day by day Through soul-migration nor through influences Of works and wisdom on succeeding men, But, through the eternity of each least act As new-defining every act of all, Immortal to itself, beyond all death ; Though none the less this flesh-mortality. Thus in this brief, my supreme act of judgment Uncompromisingly discriminant Of multiple meanings, postulates my spirit Unto itself an immortality, A freedom and a Godhood. Friend, I thank thee.- Judge if I be Christ-follower or no ! 1 20 EMERSON THIS quiet Concord to mine indolent thought Hath long been inspiration, but to-day Shows limitation, faileth to attain Sufficient dignity to ape man s soul. Nature hath been my spirit s resting-place To pass in pleasance twixt the banks of God The safeguard, the immutable firm truth. I have been as this river slothfulwise Allowing alteration toward the sea Yet scarce conceiving doubt of the green land. To-day t is different. I return to-day (Here in my hand a book disquieting Writ of one lately dead whom live I knew not) To this my shady station o er the stream Not still as homeward to the heart of things But strangely, skeptic of the sweet wide scene Its amplitude to satisfy the soul Fit for horizons that enshrine no truth Taboo d beyond an inmost scrutiny. Mine is emancipation from all creed To-day : no citizen I of earth, no scion Of fiat, no member of multocracy ; 121 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Just by mine effort to establish truth, Create world-system and autocracy Yea, no disciple even of this one dead Whose work I find so faith-disquieting ! Whatever be there of an Over- Soul Without my soul must prove its right to-day To credence, must establish as my banks The bounds and conduits of a private power Else universal in and of myself. To-day primarily I am myself : If also soul, how then were soul aught else ? The doubt were doubtless unintelligible To any save myself, yea, unto me In any mood save mine upon this morn : Disturb d if not enlighten d, deeply stirr d And troubled by the witness of this man. He speaks not plainly, seems almost with me To need some over-lord, yet ne ertheless Attempts a system of distinctive things Self-unified without amalgamance Unlike the mergence in mine over-soul. I have announced divinity that seem d While overarching and enshrining soul 122 EMERSON To liberate, infmitize the man. And so have friends interpreted the faith With satisfaction. I alone demur. For, lo, the liberation seems to prove But novel Platonism, like the Greek s A leveling to Rome s democracy : A substitution of the legal right, As each is man, for world-self moralism ; As one is all, for all-conclusiveness Of universe unto each self unique. For, if an Over-Soul (which may not owe Relations various, but were thus finite Being incomplete in each) communeth with All men alike, were every man alike Equal in insight of the absolute truth ; Each person (if no longer atomized As in the Stoic schema ; yea, though lifted To bland fatuity of the perfect State) Unit equivalent, indifferent (Brahmanic, if not quite Christ-like, mysticism) I or the thief, yea, man even or the beast Incapable all of value ; scions all Of blank arbitrament, authority And fiat beyond reason : worth ruled out 123 POEMS OF PERSONALITY With any judgment of morality, With any quality of each-not-each. That yonder bird sings with a meaning made Birdwise, unlike the meaning of my songs, Is ultimate distinction. I may sing Wood-notes, may wonderfully feel in me Response unto yon woodland rhapsodizing ; The ultimate discrimination may Be overlaid with what one will of rich Mysterious insight of the neighbor-need. Yet am I still not nature ; no divine Absorbent mingleth mine with other persons As I here stand and saturate a world (Even as this Hegel hath his hold on me) With thought unthought of any other man : Suggested yet nowise put forth of him. The Indie myth and Maia were scarce mine own - More than did Plato so intend his truth. Yet Plato fail d with his high poetizing To speak an unambiguous truth to mine. In him lay seeds of blank indifferences Which cropp d with ripening of Lucretian moods To self-despair. I must assure mine own Ecstatic insight of the whole divine 124 EMERSON Against deintegration. For the truth Must hold some system of this earth to-day, Of me and men and yonder murmuring stream Unsame in attribute as if no God Were immanent nor any whole inhered. Nor will identity of generic terms In attribution vouchsafe sameness to them Save genus-substance be some Over-Soul ! Relinquishing no truth which I have grasp d Of immanence, how save the hierarchy Of them and me from mergence in the mob Of monad-puppets, equally of God Indeed ; but, being indifferent, hence inane ? The green land flows within itself ; the sea Is image of the unresting alterance Of all things ; even this quiet Concord shows Passage but by appreciation (ay, Contrast in speed or kind of passage) scarce By any standard of unchanging earth. How save the soul from Heraclitus flux, Pure fmitude plausible to no sense Of some morality : relationship Responsible beyond the moment-man, Inherent yet to him ? How save this shore 125 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Whereon I stand ; how prove within myself Judgment of speed nor kind of passage, ay, Assurance even of this quiet stream, This indolent land, this sea toward which all tend As type and image ? Were we sheer distinct, Pure flux and passing, then were we but the more Self-imperceptible, alike inane. And thus would this voice in these pages prove it, Essaying if scarce comprehensibly A static continuity through all-time, An immanent eternity in change. There shall be soul though Soul may be no more An over-world nor mere infinity. Someway shall I perceive the stream doth move Though Zeno, though Spinoza, though myself Have proven a motion all impossible. Someway the stream doth move and is by motion An inspiration, still a type to-day Of mine own nature-born morality. The hour of this Hegel in my heart hath come To beat beyond the master by some hint In him contain d : no over-immanence In anywise infmitizing, save 126 EMERSON The soul reside in, be, the moving man s Irreconcilable discrimination From each and all things else that make his world ! Such were a system of this earth to-day ; The intimate necessity of each For definition, self-determinance, Requiring every other each in place And character determinate thereby. For thus might I establish of myself An universe, be as I boast divine. Thus might I, as best insight of mine earth, Admit each unto his divinity Of world-establishment ; each person thus Concluded of my system : thus alone Conclusive each and equally divine. Nor might another schema so provide System sans all hiatus ; this of all, Appropriately to mine otherness From every item of mine earth to-day, Affording godship unto each and each Neither as units of plurocracy Nor yet as emptiness, Brahmanic void. The dialectic were superfluous In pettier detail. All the soul doth need 127 POEMS OF PERSONALITY For self-establishment were just the need Of each for each, within its actual place Thereby defined, thereby concluding all In individuals each determinate : Each individual determinately An universe, conclusive, spiritual. Or mind or matter may within the spirit Be truthfulest ; but both are immanent Each truth in sort : mind , as I feel my world A soul-establishment, germane to self ; Matter , as that same world concludeth me And so hath semblance of an outward thing Compulsive and beyond my private power. But world is my determinative self At growth, at dialectic if you will, Yet absolute through all sans over-lord. The problem of such time-eternal soul Were manifold, a process scarce for me To formulate, though hinted of him here This Hegel who has work d within me now. I for an hour have grasp d the great insight, Have given it speech within my heart : a system Of earth as earth is, spiritual, self-contain d Yet nowise naked of variety : 128 EMERSON A system, self-containment which is beauty, The beauty that my creed hath wholly miss d. Thus doth my quiet Concord keep its flow In varying, determinate contrast With this green land. And thus are land and sky Still fitly pictured from my station here Whose sweet familiarity of view Fills an horizon proven my very soul Replete with meaning for my daily thought Now sanction d beyond stain of indolence. Thus am I risen through nature unto God. 129 WORDSWORTH IT is a world serenely white ; a sky, Whence snow hath lately fallen, palest blue. And only where some craggy fell uprears Too steep a slope for crystal covering Doth earth show anywhere unto the sky Its customary face. Save for yon bluff Of perpendicular uprise seems world No mortal struggling ; but undying peace Spread dedicate to God. And I, alone Of this high-moulded summit, like some cloud, Of which God s heaven were the home, find here A place not unlike home, a station d rest Unto my soul, whence earth, mine earth and God s, Spreads patently a picture of the truth Of life immortal. Yet yon scrags none less Are earth s, are God s; and seem eternally At struggling ; mortal by their every move And wasting ; as, save for this snpw-of-an-hour, This covering of a momentary creed, Were earth all struggling up unto the clouds Which, sea-begotten, bear unto these hills 130 WORDSWORTH Oblivion but scarce serenity. What were that immortality of labor Which must be earth s ; and, being earth s, be God s And mine; which, snowless, peaceless, yet were some Sufficient satisfaction to the soul ? A growth, a flowering of these grassy fells When the high sun is quickening, and meanwhile A waiting, patient and expectant thus Not for this simulated peace of pure Pale sky and sheeted snow, but for those laws Which in the course of God s diurnal year Make snow, as rain and sun, by wear and wash, Frost-wrench and tempest- wrack, to quicken earth Sea-born and struggling ? Is there any peace ? Lo ! I have dream d of life-immortal as A peace ; and came, to brood over these snows As o er a world not stale and customary In mystic ecstasy. But now I see No mere peace here ; no immortality Of form and function, yet no worker in it ; Of pale Nirvana, heaven beyond a world ; Rather, some heaven s-own substance, yea, sea-born And struggling, fallen over earth s scarr d face 131 POEMS OF PERSONALITY To soften, not conceal, suggest, not cover From understanding and intelligence, The peace and immortality, the presence Of God within His world and each of us As each is worker and his works have life : Despite all momentary creed of life Beyond the grave and God beyond His world ; A symbol of the eternity in time, Each moment, even conclusive of times all : Yea, of the wonder of accustom d things. Thus turn I and descend ; take up mine earth Anew, cured of the mystic quietism. Thus take I up the task with eye indeed Uplift unto these mountains whence hath come This help, ennobling .labor and the strife Of serious contemplations. For each task I sense for some stage of the strenuous soul s Good growth in wisdom, never ceasing, not One instant to be wholly overlaid By any snow-oblivion ; but where rear d Aloft, distinct and startling, there most meant Of every cloud-wrack, every fog o the sea, As even of each intervale and glen Snow-sleeping. I descend ; but learn each task 132 WORDSWORTH Serene but by insistent earnestness ; Eternal by an infinite influence Essential in the task, not born of it ; An absolute inference, divinely high, Wide, deep and strong through all God s elsewhere tasks Of earth and men. And thus a task of God Immortal and appropriate to peace. 133 THOREAU THOUGH scant ten furlongs here from human home, Here are there creatures only of the wood : Now with the coming of the fall s first frost As not whilst man moved in the summer fields Am I alone anthropomorphic here. Scarce sign from any beast hath been since dusk Closed in around. No sound from world without me Save wash of the glimmering lonely lake with cry Of far-off loon more lonely, or the surge Of wind in the trees ; and constant crackle, flap Of the camp-fire flame. The half-moon waxing sweeps Westward ; the stars, Orion following on, Pass o er me : me alone with my fed flame. For this is an espousal of the woods : I and primordial fire at last alone. Once had I desire of better bridal. But T was contrary decreed. And I am wed To these alone, I mateless of my kind ; I fronted by the problem is it of God, That mutual insight men may best name Love ? 134 THOREAU Of mates inanimate a divine of Nature, But no divinity of human kind ! I sole anthropomorphic ; and my God Of daily human help to me denied. The question is if God, denied to me In social longings toward my nobler kind, Be God, be yet divine here as of these : Whether love s insight be of beast and branch Admissibly as seems for me ordain d. The question might not come upon a man Whose marvelous desire of marriage might Attain fulfillment : that the social strength Might daily, hourly wed with social strength Of insight and perception similar And thus might learn world-sanctity of both By individuation (heart with heart In the union) soul from soul the humane God ! I had built altars to the humane God, Had ne er been stoical, aloof, remote As now : I was not born the cynic but Now is it come upon me by my fate And must be met alone by me of men (Not openly in works I make for men) Unto myself and for the saving of 135 POEMS OF PERSONALITY My universe by me possess d alone, And of my heart which only earth may hold. How feel divinity of me and mine Denied the prime anthropomorphic truth Of mutual insight mutually defined ? I am then mated with primordial flame, A creature of the woods, a beast, a branch Whilst none less human. Is such life divine ? I may not find in this primordial flame, These dim sky-neighboring tree-tops, nor the stars Nor painted moon, nor these ensanguined leaves Of the flickering fire-lit circle, that intent Of mutual recognition, divination Which in the hold of human heart in heart Directly meaneth God and tells of Him Transcendent wholeness of the immediate soul. My spirit, yea, so much more than comprehends The pitiful simplicity of these ( Soe er complex to mere analysis ! ), Is still so much alone beyond their strength Of social sympathy that I must needs Deny of these -direct associates The marks indicative of self-sublime THOREAU Spirituality, of reverence Unto my soul acclaiming them its own. These are not-mine because they know not me Nor feel me more than as some clod of earth, Some miasm or some wandering holocaust, Some dread, some danger and some death to them Uncomprehended in the workings of Its untoward power. Such is a man to these, If he be aught at all ; not known as man But as a beast, a branch (ay, mischief-working) Resourceful over any, but not in kind Anthropomorphic as I know my power. Unto a life uncognizant of man I cannot yield the title of divine - Soe er outspread to stellar systems, though In mine own sight of generality I be as nought within its size and strength As I am clod such world were godless still. No Nature can be God. May I a man Shorn of God-kinship sink to atheism, Yield me unto the truth of earth and these ? I doubt me if such godlessness be truth, Or earth, as such earth-fact, be fact at all ! 137 en POEMS OF PERSONALITY Earth may, as I, within and for itself In each least detail mean an universe Similar in a spirituality Minuter merely, in a self-detail Less complex in recomplication, yet Entire, so whole, divine, wherein my manhood Finds plain acceptance as I, being a clod, Am clod-wise spiritual and enshrined of these ? Yea, in the subtler scheme this difference Of fact anthropomorphic from the fact Vegetal, chemical (distinction final And therefore perfecting, requiring all Distinguish d facts for definition of Each intimate essence), yea, were final proof In either sort respectively of earth s As even of man s conclusive personal scope Of consciousness interminable, each Within its absolute series qualitative So guaranteed fulfill d omniscience. I then am godly by my recognition In sympathetic insight not alone Of personalities so similar As like for like for my faith to return But herein and more widely, readily 138 THOREAU By insight of an earth whose term distinct As otherwise than mine I yet acknowledge A sympathy, an active interest Creatively, which mine creator-wise Must reconstruct to realize at all. So either way, by bridal or by espousal Even of the flame primordial, world and I Detect a fundament, simplicity Of reconciliation, self-support In mutual antithesis reclaim d. So I alone anthropomorphic here Am godly though my God no more may be Anthropomorphic ; though this earth of beast And branch and fed fire and the stars on high Be neither earth nor star as men have dream d Condemning them to clodliness unsoul d As man they fancied alone worthy God ! Such have I learn d by biding but apart A moment, some few furlongs from my kind As, fate commanding, hath my spirit craved Toward learning new God in default of old. The Deity I learn of wilderness Were scarce the deity of human home 139 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Secrete from wilderness. For man mid man Associate in clanship and in creeds Ecclesiastic seeth but with an eye Sole to man s interest at the best, denying All rights and interests of his weaker kind (And thus denying much of man s own soul !) Unrecognized for kith and kin through God, Through contrast and through insight each in sort. Lo! my desire of marriage, once fulfilPd (Save she my mate anthropomorphic had With me espoused the fire primordial here !) Had barr d my spirit forever from the truth Of God the uttermost entirety (By characteristic quality absolute) Of each world-system : each yet infinite Because, within itself, from other selves Interminably distinctive through the whole Of star-stuffs, earth and beasts and branches each Anthropomorphic only as my heart Of man is soul beyond such lesser souls, More complicate of quality, more God. Yet thus are the creatures of the forest godly As I ; and God, that insight best call d Love, Immanent in us all, as each is nowise 140 THOREAU Other and thus defineth self by each. I had desire of better bridal, but Twas contrary decreed. And I at last Acknowledge Nature and am not alone ; Am cynic never, and still dedicating My work to man, yea, though aloof, remote. Yet, had I wedded, haply then through her Some inward soul-distinction had been seen More intimate : more marking me as man Above not-man ; more marking Truth for God ? 141 BROWNING STRANGE, sudden, startling, that my book should be * Proven beloved, demonstrably held At heart s core of the cultured ; popular Of the public . Ay, my publishers besieged For reprints . Here, these scribblings from the post Fervent, frenetic ; yea, as utterly Super-appreciative, wide of the mark Of a just estimate, as hitherto In complementary infelicities My critics crush d me. Had I done those things Men cursed me for, this craziness had come Scarce sooner. Had I left but more undone The things they condescendingly approve Should I adopt them mine, still had I held Inviolate my private sanctity Of sure self-judgment ; nor been overwhelm d With this effusiveness. T is all well meant, Doubtless. T is yet distressingly apart From principles of poetry and strength. While it was scorn, I could work dogged-wise 142 BROWNING In equipoise ; sad that my verse should be Miscomprehended ; certain none the less That nor miscomprehension, nor the laws They arrogantly promulgated might Alter one whit the care-felt speech of soul I seriously expatiated. Now That somewhat of my soul hath seriously Touch d them, t is well, tis justified : but yet Shakes it the equipoise. For I must see Equal miscomprehension ; sense how few Of all these sympathizers rightly feel True trend and purport of my poems. So Stand I alone ; not as before in sort To champion, urge consideration for A genuine intention so proceed In work s assurance to redoubling work But to be deprecator, advocate Of sterner estimate ; to work, if work At all, in self-distrust, decrial of Inmost endeavoring. Now must I sit Idle awhile, now that success has come Half-sought, to buffet back these waves that would Wash out the individual estimate In general, blind, emotive, judgmentless 143 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Alleged community. Now must I weigh As ne er before the meaning of my mind. For I have from the first found tendency In all my verse toward individualism In a new manner. And t were pertinent To my art-form were mine art-judgment quite Apart from critical tradition, sure Of self-criteria which yet should not be Eccentric nor beyond most views of men Unbalanced from an average estimate. I have thresh d o er and o er within my brain Suggestions of insanity, have sought A thousand times discern incipient marks Of my diseased departure from the sense Of most of the cultured ; ay, when differing In personal opinion have I sought More keenly than best critic of them all So to detect opinion which might show No reasonable warrant, as to catch My judgment obviously wanton ; still Have by the skepticism but been led Further along the same criterial paths To more elaborately determinate 144 BROWNING Uncompromising non-conformity. Though, as it may be, I, regretting still Miscomprehension, have (as all men must) In some sort stultified my judgment, yearn d For common ground ; portray d scarce by intent Deliberately acknowledged in the speech And art-form of their pseudo-classic cult A characterization never quite The truth I d make it in a genuine art. Still, despite such scarce-conscious tendency To blur distinctions, seek communicancy And sanity at all cost, stand I sane In my firm non-conformity ; and would Deprecate too much comprehension, plead Mistake of fact in those who honestly Now are my flatterers and fancy fate Mixes men s spirits to absorbency Of personal irreducible self-poise. Nay, it is utterly determinate This world of mine and thine I catch myself Quoting my critics : they who fancied mine The mysticism ! Let me calmly face The paradox which leads me to maintain The very phrases of the enemy POEMS OF PERSONALITY Over against the championing of friends. The paradox : How can determinism Of feature, universalism still Of purport, best be found in monologue (As this my monologue) of personal truth ? How avoid, on the one hand emptiness Of mystical inconsequence a speech Of sentimental egotism without A world shown autovital ; on the other The piecemeal profitless rehearsal of My place and thine as to some chronicler Such acts appear ? Lo ! for the first were such, Based in immediate sensibility Lawless and orderless of any soul s, As these my new-made sycophants suppose They prove of me, a sheer community Sans dignified distinctiveness of person In ultimate judgment ; and the second were The classic dialogue or pluralogue Which, based in some supposed eternity Of ordering, dramatic poet s-truth, Tells no self-judgment, neither mine nor thine ; Unions no self- responsibility ; Presents, depicts, permits speak each a part 146 BROWNING The puppets of the scene in no way mine Nor any person s ? Let my monologue Dialogue-wise dramatically prove Its own supremacy in yielding place Subordinate to just their give and take. For, while I live, will yet my verses prove Their fresh sincerity. When I am not, Shall men arise to crush them ; and there be No comprehender who can say : T is truth. One shall arise, haply, obscure of name But cogent, facile, who shall say of me, With no one to dispute, what now no man Would dare maintain. Let me now answer him And he shall say : T were sheer vulgarity Of personal opinion. This his speech Of monstrous-mouth d soliloquy but sets World as he sees it, as he would it were Or were not ; ay, characterizes all By blindest passionate unestimate, Nowise by ordering of art s cosmic scheme. His were a poetry of barbarism, Wanting establish d canon, wanting art s 1 True objectivity, true beauty-speech 147 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of reasoning humanity. How call 1 Such primitive, ay, protoplasmic rant Guiltless of symmetry, propriety And absolute proportion poetism Of modern meaning ? Rather is the world Of modern meaning but affirming more And more art s classic preestablishment Of real ideals, of eternal forms Whereto our acts are moulded ! How shall I Fully consider, entertain and test This condemnation ; who would yet condemn Myself for overdose conformity To just those unideal abstract terms Of outworn classicism he d uphold ? For in my first flash of self-sensate power I spoke, if youthfully, yet manly too My self forth in a person, thought and speech, Toward this Pauline, toward that Sordello ; still Dramatic only by objective force Of my world-unioning in point of view Adaptive, recreative of the truth Call d David s, Paracelsus : now mine own. Thus far a fair beginning in a form 148 BROWNING Not altogether novel, none the less Rational, genuine, believed in : my Speech in so far as I were merely self The lover, the narrator ; else my speech As I were David, Paracelsus. But Soon came the tempting of convention, soon The yielding to the outworn classicism Of playwright dialogue, the give and take Of puppet-persons, plausibly the speech Of powers not mine own which make for good Or evil sans responsibility Of mine for making every mouth speak truth. Such were the fallacy : an order d scheme Beyond the poet s authorship ; a world Realistical imposed as from without On a mere chronicler : the gross mistake Of all mere classicism general law The scapegoat for the puppets fallings-short ! Such were my Strafford, Luria, my Blot In the Scutcheon, Druses, Victor and King Charles ; Puppet-plays : if not perfect of their kind (Not mine such technic), twas because I felt Fallacy : I, the author, clean escaped From authorship ; my art alleged some world s ! 149 POEMS OF PERSONALITY And from the first the critics took to task My private personal self-poise ; alleged Even my forthright drama still too germane To individual bias ; branded those My people of their pseudo-classic cult, My Strafford, Tresham, Luria but me ; * Mere puppets (how all tongues cleave to that word ! ) Solely because too little puppet-like, Too self-contaminate ! Too much mine own, Alive and genuine ! And now the crowd Of sycophants, echoing critic-cry With counter-purport of approval, fawn, Flatter for my supposed escape at last From objectivity ; * pure sentiment Of soul s immediate mysticism express d In * allegory of my moods and aims , 1 Their moods and aims by being conceived so vague As to fit none. Wherefore I stand appraised For an alleged yet rightly unperform d * Subjectivism ; and condemn myself Scarce for excessive objectivity As truth defines it, but for too close clutch Of the classic outward act, the puppet-speech Supposed not still mine own : the universal 150 BROWNING Not individual. So to the claim Of him I parley with I say at last : Mine were too much the mere conformity To general abstract conservatism Of cultural tradition : losing thus Art s genuine objectivity of self Expressive through each puppet-circumstance, Determinate but universal too. If the first crude essay, the youthful whim, Were too much lover, not enough Pauline ; Narrator, scarce Sordello ; yet the truth Lies in development toward surer speech 1 Like David s, Paracelsus : now mine own 1 As their truth should be, would be, were they now 4 Citizens of my century in time Contemporaneous at soul with us. Which in a sort they were ; my ought-to-be 1 (Ultimate standard of all truth in art) But an implied development through theirs. So, to your worn-out classicism, the cult Of chronicle, of puppet plausibly Speaking his law-taught part, accusing fate Else calling on the gods ; never at soul Protagonizing : "I, responsible, POEMS OF PERSONALITY " Am fate, the gods ; my world of circumstances * " Is mine alone, and mine alone the chance " To right it, comprehend it and explain * " Before all men a world intelligible 1 " Not extra-orderly, but through and through " Self-comprehensive " : such is my reply : * Sir, misinterpret not my first attempts Too little worldly-wise to self-explain A circumstance not worthy a grown soul ; * Nor set for standard of my full-grown art A pseudo-classicism never quite * Self-felt, germane ; so not my world at all, Nor any s. But accept for best at last These new ; now press-prepared, else waxing quick Beneath my pen, fledging from out my brain, 1 To stand or fall with me ; my soul s-own world, As utmost apprehension sets it right, { In circumstance and scenery to suit Great situations of imagining Proportion d, symphonied and symmetrized By self-poise, universal, intricate Yet only thereby total, infinitely A self-sustaining, autovital art My truliest life : my Guido, Andrea, 152 BROWNING Caliban, John, Giuseppi, and the Pope, Lippo, Pompilia, and Balaustion ! Who shall have set world forth as I shall speak it, My world, a world by being so worldly-mine ? No shrinkage to an insignificant Mere sentimental maundering to catch The silly sycophants ; no cowardly Cord-twitching that the marionettes may dance Nor show the showman him who made them so Who shall be stronger, still must ease his strength As I, in speaking self forth in the speech Of great souls, great by self-poised circumstance, Not blindly passion-warp d, but more and more Personal, comprehensive of world-life ! 153 MATTHEW ARNOLD NOW the swift sun in heaven wins day by day A loftier light ; earth in her laboring now Increaseth hourly ; and all things seem To breathe in strenuousness of taking on New burden, new responsibility By very virtue of aspiring lift And spring of the year : that rest is far from all : That yearning after dreams is a dead thing. Yea, such were life, to wax and be inform d Of manifold new meaning constantly, And only so to understand content. Lo ! what containment, what satiety, What organ d equipoise, what peace preserved In high endeavor endlessly renew d ! I have endeavor d ; but have not known peace. I have had peace in purpose, hence have miss d it. I have endeavor d autumnwise to be A winter of some statued mould and form By outworn dignity, by antique pose False to a modern mission. Let me be Mobile as May- world ; myriad, manifold 154 MATTHEW ARNOLD As blades and blossoms. Let me weigh now well The modern meaning. Let me learn my soul. It is the old, old word : this, Know Thyself ; Stale as their Greek confusion of that self With me or thee . And I have feign d some Greek, Impersonated some atomic mould Of private purpose ; whilst my social world Was yet not of me ; in the strife of things Been soul-impassible, been stoic-strong By cowardly evasion ; else have been But deprecator, ay, conservative Of truths whose needed conservation proved Their incompatibility with now, Their falsity as I have sought them. Yet My self, my person now must be the world Of modern implication, a self-world, Yea ; and a spring-world, as the soul of the year Is spring, not autumn nor earth s wintering. As the swift sun in heaven shall be my song Of liberal assumption, taking on me The burden as a blessing of all functions Fallen to the now-born ! Was the song of old So simple-sane, so mystic-mythical ! 155 POEMS OF PERSONALITY A cowardly avoidance of such creed And cult as yonder Sophocles might deem Crux of an uttermost modernity ? Were any work that seems so chaste, so far From tumult of an actuality, By any peradventure meant to be Evasive of soul s daily intercourse And stint of due perplexity of path ? Could any art be whole by emptiness? Was not the world then old, the soul as young To grasp it, as are now my world, my soul ? Quick both, as pictured in this passing spring ? Never were beauty a mere contemplation, Nor God a reminiscence. If I fail To find in models of our modern art Criterion for satisfaction, if These creeds and formulas of churches stick In the throat, am I then left alone of the world A misplaced pagan, Phidias born too late ? No man were born misplaced, none sprung too late Out of the sun-lift and the lap of life Which bringeth forth in season every thing ! But with the still-increasing flux of earth 156 MATTHEW ARNOLD Evolve art and belief, develop form And function of our loftiest intellect In vastest grasp and passion. As we be Now a new world that stands not satisfied With God-beyond ; shall God-within-the-world Be any metaphor calPd Zeus indeed ? Shall God be of the world as I and these Though not divinity of them nor me ? Shall mine Empedocles absorb my soul To atheism and contempt, that art And God-creeds need renewing ? Rustum were The nobler puppet, who fought out his life To tragedy but not to cynicism. Oh, for some theme of modern-made idea Which, matching spring in inborn novelty, Stands ever old, older than Zeus or men By being to-day divine, some world-device Of absolute soulship speaking in the mouth Of me, not Rustum nor Empedocles ! No Tyrian trader from the world shall hoard His splendor for salvation, no dismay Shall rant on flame-bursts, nor to element Resign the soul ! But something of a faith In understanding of a modern mood 157 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Shall mean God most in complications sprung Of fluxion, spring-life and the lift of earth Inevitable. And my theme shall be Thus Greek, thus Phidian, ^schylus anew By dealing in the plain, spontaneous, Self-language of the times, most pure, least foul With obsolete inheritance of myth s Equivocation ; meaning that I mean. Thus, then, shall all this frail agnostic cant Find autumn s place ; and if the creed be worn Be there renewal seeded of the fall. Let the new creed afford right meaning for The creed rejected, let the new art show Old myth subordinant, old metaphor But outworn fact : thus, the new fact full truth. Now the swift sun in heaven wins all my soul To spring-truth and soul-cycle of the year. In creed and art, no skeptical dismay More, nor withdrawal from the market-place And sphere of high contention faith with faith ! Here is earth s wonderful sweet market-place Of blossoming contention would my soul Had learn d herself so as a world of men ! 158 GORDON 4 1 CAME, not to bring peace, but with a sword ! Would that some power might bring Christ s sword to me ! His peace I look not for : and yet I came To bring these deserts peace and not a sword. How strangely turns our goodwill among men Into a hate and mockery of love A hate without and mockery within These walls that I have built about men s homes ! How came I hither, if with sword to show Uncoward aspect, yet with peace at heart Intended unto all at worst, a sword For those without my walls ! And now at last Here gaze I yearning toward that folk (which did So long forget past years) that they 11 but bring Power to rid me of my seeming friends Whom I mistrust more than mine enemies. Ay, treachery within and foes without This leaguer d city augur some swift peace 159 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Indeed unto my spirit. Though I seek No peace ; but, as the Master said, a sword. Not for myself indeed I seek that sword. My life were well-nigh ended, and well-spent In serving somewhat Christ and these poor crowds Of desert people. But that at the last My work should end, not in some forthright breach With those who will not love me nor my ways, But in the simulance of fellowship, A stab in the dark, a thrust, a sneer ; and all Is fallen of the fabric I had rear d, Here among Christless folk, of Christian s faith : Fabric I fain had rear d of man to man Open and honest if not brotherly Such work to end as Judas ended once A nobler ! Let it be. The comfort comes In the meek parallel : my goal as His. So we start forth in singleness of soul To live straightforward, act and speak what best Is in us honest and above regard For what the world would have us speak and act Save as we judge best to be understood 160 GORDON Aright and meet men on men s common ground. But somewhere we must swerve. As when I came Declaring mine a sword, though peace at heart Was in me. Was it not also in Christ ? Was Jesus end by treachery because He scarce might wield a sword He would not wear While yet proclaiming warfare to the world ? Is mine impending doom this that it is, Even with the night that falleth now upon This turbulent city, but because I came No longer open with a sword at heart, Else peace upon my brow to match my soul ; And so destroy d the fabric of a faith In single purpose by my double deed ? Christ, I accept the desperate consequence As Thou acceptedst. For I too forswore My singleness of spirit. Shall a man Do otherwise, die otherwise : than Thou ? 161 MOHAMMED AHMED A PROPHECY. Let the scribes write it down Even as I speak it. For it is my last : God and the Prophet and myself I preach In provident succession. He who comes After me, Abdullahi here, shall preach God and the Prophet and myself the same, Who am the true Imam. And over me Shall Abdullahi rear the tomb which I Have founded ; and shall make it as I now Declare in vision. For the length and breadth By cubits shall be equal ; but the height Somewhat exceeding, as the heavens are high Arch d above earth s flat floor whereon we dwell. And in the side-walls be there entrances To signify my body still with men. Only, about the whole be built a yard And a well dug; for this were holy ground. Finally at the centre based upon Those inner arches shall be raised aloft First a pure prism of six crystalline sides To indicate my clarity of mind 162 MOHAMMED AHMED And so approach the perfect spherical Which heavenlike is my soul ; domed, yea, and gold. Such is the prophecy. And let the scribes Prepare it for decree publicly read As my last utterance from God amending Those earlier prophecies foregone of how Mine end were elsewhere. Ah, but even at once Mine end approacheth. I would be alone, Well rid of earth, with Abdullahi here (Son of my spirit !) to confer on him, Whilst none shall witness, my firman from God. Are we alone ? Friend Abdullahi, thou Knowest how I have longtime sought release From this hypocrisy which we have made My pitiful substance. But I fear d the fall, First, of myself what have I now to fear Who feel the worst, the bitterness of death ? - Then, of this mighty empire we have rear d In men s credulity. I leave to thee A dangerous and a bitter task ; and yet Somewise an easier. For myself have been, If push d by thee yet still responsibly, The main impostor. Thou needst but adore 163 POEMS OF PERSONALITY The dome thou buildest o er me ; and the rest Is plain oppression, grateful to thy soul. I pity, ay, thy people more than thee ! Temper the tyranny : t will longer last Than if the superstition be too strain d. The superstition ! How, oft-whiles, I think Of those days when the inspiration seem d, And was, from God ; then when at Abba Isle I taught in absolute humility Truths of my spirit, what I rightly knew Concerning manhood and the way of life (Oppression, Abdullahi, was my scorn !) Fit for my soul, and therefore fit that men Should hear it and be privileged to try Whether to choose their way of life like mine. God is so good, He gives the truth to each So perfectly adapted to the need, He makes it seem as though some truth for all Alike were vouchsafed : though such is not so, Mine Abdullahi. But it came to me As if my ministry (thus Moslem folk Are ever dreaming !) was, to every man The same, a revelation ; though forsooth 164 MOHAMMED AHMED The lowliest Dongolawi of them all Hath truth in some degree for him as true As for me mine. I know this plainly now. For, as death comes and feverish heat abates, Are the eyes open d. Whence, this woof of lies Which I have woven, prophecies and worse, If not in effort I- have made that men Believe as I believe, whether or no Their circumstance and each intelligence Of sense and reason may condemn my creed Available for me but not for them ? For thus have I forsworn my privacy As theirs of final judgment each unique ; And thus deprived my faith of honesty. Whence, mine undue assumption? mine, who preach Humility and abstinence, yet grasp A god s immunity from any law Save satisfaction of my pride and lust ? God are we, Abdullahi ; but not gods ! Thou, Abdullahi, knowest even as I Whereof we build our empire here on earth. Nor wilt thou dream I rave. But thou wilt pray POEMS OF PERSONALITY With me that God be gracious, and my faults Be visited not on them who had faith When first I felt and taught the word of God The woof of God, I say, though now false-warp d From the fine fabric that my life had been ! I leave it, then, to thee, the awful task To save this people from the ire of God As I have roused it. Canst thou find a way ? Even the old hypocrisy ? T were best. We are too far in treachery to try New ways of singleness. The folk we fool Were leaderless, wert thou less false than I. Fear, save for them, shall now be flung far from me, Though worse for me may come than this of death ! Spare but the tyranny ; t is all I ask. Bear no consideration for my soul. Absolve me from no sins of blasphemy By ruining this empire ! Rather burn d I in hell-fire a thousand years and one Than earn heaven by apostasy of thine When earth depends still on the perfect fraud ! Therefore I tell thee that the sin is best. T will save them from themselves lest they awake 166 MOHAMMED AHMED To learn the great deception, and go mad ! For thee, like me, t were late : our souls are lost, Call them to witness of my latter end. 167 TENNYSON NOW in the eve and twilight of mine age I turn to see what stadia I have pass d In the world s road, if any. And my year Hath pass d and many seasons over me ; That winter now approacheth. But my path, Though beautiful in autumn retrospect, Shows not so long despite the lengthening haze - As I in journeying along it deem d. If a straight path, yet are there backward feet, T would seem, and many turnings on the road, Wanderings awide and strange reluctances Of yearning memory : a fear, through all, Of these, those other faces , * other minds , Which now close in about me. Though the school Applaud and love, I, with mine old-age sight Of tendencies and meanings hitherto Unseen, can in nowise applaud my way. A way the blind, the halt, the backward turn d Might travel for its smoothness which the feet Of me with many stumblings, much retread, Wrought to the road where men so oft before Had journey d; but no onway hewn among 1 68 TENNYSON The noble all-embracing lonelinesses Of earth-uplifting solitary thought. - I have been solitary to my shame : Though spoil d with much laudation, yet alone In self and spirit, strange unto a world Which strain d beyond me ; and came back to rest Unto my bosom but for ease and sleep, Forgetful of day s onward dignities. Sweet were the uses of conservancy, Of backward-yearning and the requiem Which autumn yields the year. Sweet the smooth path Of verbal dalliance, wide simplicities : The cowardice which, Platonizing still, Apes the eternal verities outworn ! Life were not retrospect. Yet all my life Hath inwardly but been as retrospect. Now let my final retrospect absolve The blame ; mine old age be not Tithonus ! For, lo ! my soul hath been as Tithonus , Not as Odysseus . Let Odysseus be My yearning now toward ocean without end. Ah, but a truce to antique imagery ; Peace, peace to the dead language ! Let my tongue 169 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Speak plain, not mouth Lucretius ; find a speech Of modern manner, nor mistake mine own Bewilderment and latter pessimism Echo of Latin atomist despair For wise modernity ! Were Galahad Or Launcelot, that tale of Guinevere ; Were Arthur with his old companionship (Trite types whose generality would serve For almost any purpose, any proof : And hence are false to any in themselves !) Plain speech, an earnest prophecy of world Within me, truth-expression of the strong Whose beauty is by self-determinate grasp Of literal apprehension in the flower Of the cranny, God and all ? Or were my richest, Most perfect, most elaborated piece Most a veiPd utterance, most overlaid With mystery : a dimness ? Yea, that I Did once speak plainly all the truest of me Is little wonderful : when memory, Regret with consolations obsolete, Suggestions of an heartening in faith Itself a mystery, itself most veil d Were all the stuff and splendor of that song ! 170 TENNYSON The rest were negligeable ; though well-made, Mere household saws, mere suave urbanities (Men still will praise : Those fair humanities ! ) Lettered, polite, taught in the academe ; Not stuff of strength nor splendor of the soul. For I, I was not prophet of the times. There was another, one whose verse but seem d Uncouth, that I despised it at my heart. Yet, how he moved on past the lagging throng In freedom and in grandeur of plain speech ! His very manner now is at my tongue As truth pleads in me to be up and heard ! Beyond him I divine some statelier verse (As yet unmade, if ever to be made ?) Of splendid-surging insight, some new power (By God-abandonment) of finding godship In personal conscience of an unique world Wherein no man is instance of the rest : But each concludes by definition all : Plain speech become beauty by absoluteness ? Twere sole alternative to cynicism. T were autumn, no ; nor winter, nor the spring, Nor any season ; but the round of all Concentred, focus d to the eternal year ! 171 POEMS OF PERSONALITY His was a spring. Could some humility In me have hail d in him my complement ! With the fair, fine return of every autumn, Of autumn in its lingering retrospect When each reverted day reluctantly Leaveth itself behind, have I been moved Increasingly toward song : that now I sing For ultimate autumn my confessional. For something in the season aye hath been My special inspiration. I have sung If most-part of the springtime, summer s flood And wintry barrenness ; yet aye the ebb Of retrospection and of lingering Hath been my burden, message of my word. If melancholy loveliness I leave To those that are bewilder d with the world As I : dim richness as of Camelot Seeming to them Avilion s own vale (Avilion may be, but not quick earth); Idalian Oenone, only dreams Of modern plasticism unalive A mourning yet for antique faiths outworn, A living life but in the lost of things, 172 TENNYSON A Romanhood when Rome is not the world ! I have call d halt and turn d but in my mire. I see some souls which leap out of this slough Of mean dismay: accepting all now proven Of unity, automatism, of each New subtler involution of one clay From nebula to poet; yet insisting The nebulous material thus proven Pole but of spirit. Subtler doctrines still Evolve and involve from the lost belief : Involving no lost dignity to man Free of a maker: Somewhat self-made still; Not myrmidon of nescience as I fear d ! I see some souls thus best conserving truth By ever journeying on truth s new way. But I, I have no motion of mine own: Save if my motion be by retrogress, My mild despair be still some share of light Illumining reflectively the faith Whence future light shall spring and be renew d : My movelessness (through all that was of strength) At last avow d, proving my motion now. Yea, though I am not now such strength as in Old days bewail d but earth and fear d for heaven, 173 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Such as I am, I am : knowing myself. So have I gather d up all left behind Like to the wholeness of the enrolling year ; That there is no regret : but on ward ness. 174 WYCKOFF WEEKS, months, and years at laboring with these hands Of mine untrain d to toil have well-nigh used Muscles and sinews to the manual work, Callous d the skin, stiffen d the horny grasp ; Subdued frame, fingers, almost brain beside To fitness for the nerve-mechanical Brute task ; made brawn the measure of my might ; Man, physic-mass ! Experiment s success ? Well-nigh pure proxihood s reality? Some way the day s fatigue, the listlessness Of unrewarded search (though scarce despair By any fear to starve) , relaxing brawn Here as I stumble restward through the dusk, Indeed mere outcast of the unemploy d, Areek with sweat, dinn d with the city s roar, Unnerves tne tense-strung sinew, frees the brain Momently for the dubious questioning ; Confronts soul with the skepticism ; lays bare Depths of a void denial. Sole alone Halt I amid the throng where by the bridge Shadowy sweeps with sluggish sullenness The city s sink and sewer : I, of these 175 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Millions of maul d humanities, one soul Despite soul s uttermost insistency At comradeship and merging to their mould A solitary and a loneliness Doom d as yon river to receive yet scarce Assimilate ; acknowledge all the stew And stink and crime, the sin ; assume their filth, Take tinge and city-substance (as these hands Harden to tint of turmoil) yet stream on A solitary and a power alone By weakness, by incapability Of fixedness, adoption of the fact Of any other; but a glimmering doubt Sweep on and hold no permeant cognizance Of city, shadow and flare. Even so my soul Incapable of proxihood steals on ; Rouses and wakes, as with a lightless depth Of dismal fluxion, to the finite lore : Not I, but thou, thou rank d humanity * Of city-stricture and mechanic pain, Suffering, pitiable ; not my soul For any forced assumption of thy wrongs ! Weeks, months and years ! yet labor as I may WYCKOFF Still miss I proxihood : experiment Fail d of perfection ! I, the flesh d and eased In worldly circumstance, yet sensed and fill d Of the physical sufferance of man-made-beast ; I, scientist, philosopher, wide known And widelier knowing, yet with ache and pang Of the pinch d, impoverished, prevented souls Of mass d humanity, by sympathy Tortured, o erwhelm d ; conceiving passionately A mission, duty to be done for these; Desiring so, and reasoning to attain More intimate insight of men s distress The abler to make proselyte the world To ways of reparation : did put off (Even as yon river, swirl d to tortured pool, Lamps, in default of motion, mirror-lights) All circumstance of comfort and mine ease Laboring brute-like with the herd. Saith not Christ, Lift the stone and ye shall find me ? So Sought I to lift and stir the stone, thereby Christlike for vicar to assume the soul (Even as yon whirlpool by the mock-lamp d lights) Of man-made-brute ; to raise by love man s least. 177 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Weeks, months and years : and still the soul-made- brute (Better or worse than brute, it matters not) Of mankind mass d and mired is by no means Mine ; nor the proxihood : experiment Daily more futile, daily more remote From pure adoption, adequate insight Of the menial misery. At this twilight hour Lonely along dull-glimmering curbs I go Half-fed, unkempt, craving the primal curse Of labor, longing but the natural right To toil : an outcast of the unemploy d ! Yet, in man s uttermost distress d estate, No mere man-scum : at stand here by the brink No city: river-like sensitive indeed To loneliness, to love forlornness means ! Failure foredoom d ! And in this hour I feel Fatuity of any vicarage, Insight, nay sympathy: and am at heart Love s contradiction, deeming futile all Approximation and all guardianship. Can I, incapable of bosoming Feature or fashion of the souls I d ape (As lights flare but from surface of yon stream), 178 WYCKOFF Blind to oblivion of mine old estate Which was mine and remains but should not so A standard fix d for strain d comparison Warping the actualization, thwarting real Appreciation (as yon river hoards High mountain-outlook) of the prison pain, The absoluteness of this cursed estate (City but city and no gloried gorge) - So false (and no criterion obtains For fault s correction) to this state assumed : Can I, in ignorance of the true distress (Bound to the ignorance by mountain-birth), In error at diagnosis of disease Pander prescription, seek make proselyte World to a reparation ; when redress Aims at an end uncognizable, wills Cure for complaint (this city stands unproved By gleam nor scum) no postulate shall prove ? Ay, grant their case be none so desperate As sympathy conceived (the cataract s Too crude anticipation), grant how brute Being brute (if brute be brutish plausibly) Could scarce appreciate the solitude, 179 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Nor man-mere-brute with mine intensity (This stagnant city with this stream s strain d sweep) Confront forlornness and feel finitude ! It boots not, scarce affects fatuity Of proxihood and pure experiment. Yield the contention ; can I possibly Acquire precise criterion the more Through recognizing how criterion Varies, a fluxion ; mine expectancy Of solitude and finiteness, apart From any solitude and finiteness The solitary and the finitude Could comprehend nor yet belie their name ? City see city seen from mountain-side ? Absurdity ! Yet city stands none less Beyond (beneath, above, indifferent which) All possibility of stream s insight Of city-scum, of city-flare as fix d And irremediable, strictured. So Strictured and irremediable, fix d Flows lone yon river, lone between brick d banks! Ay, what though case be none so desperate ? T is yet the death-disease, most desperate 1 80 WYCKOFF Of man s society ; needs antidote None less, though health be palpably at fault In pitying with sheer healthiness recoil (As mountain-stream froth d for the sewer s fear) Fever that for the victim s feverishness Seems scarce self-pitiable at the worst. Craves health or illness febrifuge none less (Street s putrefaction, purifying still) To minister, to mouth till ease obtain. For by default of worse disease, what worse Extremity can be for health-redress ? Miserable, or scarce miserable so much As by my preconceived impulsive plot, Failure none less ; no possibility Of mine appreciation, real insight By Christ-assumption : nor no antidote, No mission and no duty through the world ! Nay, yielding some least feasibility That sweating, toiling ; even the memory weak Of one-time independence and mine ease (Yon black, oblivious of the torrent-spume) ; All expectation of triumphant burst (Anticipant gravitation seaward) wide Abroad in proselyting of the earth ; 181 POEMS OF PERSONALITY All sense of difference in real degree Twixt mine, my soul promoting proxihood For enterprise of ethical import And this my mean assumed estate : destroy d (Source both and ocean-solace damm d) ; at last I were by stultification in all sort Reduced to just the appropriate preconceived Or ill-conceived brute proletariat : - Where then the proof s experiment (what stream For city s imaging nor purge ?) ; wherein Were I other than him I seem and were, No-Christ but Pharisee, the actual crude Muscle-mass (stagnant pool, miasmic, stench d As any) worst in want of aid indeed ; No purge, nor comfort, vicar, nor no God ; But just that man, that man-made-brute whose city Loses, by gaining me, all hope through me Of purification. By profoundest proof Of perfect proxihood, no proof at all, No proxihood, no vicarage. I fail, Avow the failure : sheer experiment But truth-annihilation in so far As actual approximation s gain d. 182 WYCKOFF And with the plausible experiment Goes worth of any insight, power assumed Of adequate information imaging In my fact any other. For my fact Is stream and shall be stream, swirl d ne er so strait Through city s boundaries. And all attempt By eddy, whirlpool to assimilate Shows but a self-denial, self-distraught Admission of the ultimate nothingness, Nescience, non-insight, non-criterion, Denial of all duty, right and law, Abandonment of world-community For pure exclusion d self-identifying, Indifferent alive or dead. And lest The proxihood (pool clogg d and choked to the brim) Get hold on me ; and my Gethsemane Mark end at last of every high resolve In sheer subdual to the murk I d mould : Be one resolve, last, best a man may make True to the primal self-identity Of finite individual lapsingness, The nescience and the lawless entity, The lovelessness, the helplessness : one step, 183 POEMS OF PERSONALITY One cast of body : and this life s soul-death Is done ! Firmly I fling: and shall be done ! One stark recoil ! Done ? Can this life-in-death Have value, that the dismal death in the stream Should prompt revolt, create the new resolve By ultimate reaction, absolute Soul-estimation of the world ? What though This body, wash d and rotting in the tide Disintegrate but toward and through new life, Chemic, bacterial, vegetative, man s Anew, or not man s, piecemeal, yet eterne By process ? What though this self-conscious soul Cease not, but swoon in the throes with ne er an end, Being self-criterion of endurance (even As yon stream, being but stream, was yet some snow, Shall be some ocean ; though, for stream as stream, Stream still unendingly) ? What though being-done, By science or philosophy alike, Stands proved impossible inanity ? T is yet this self-endurance, each least jot Of multiple manifold redundancy, The wide determinism interminable Whose each new tittle stone uplift and stirr d WYCKOFF Has absolute value and soul-vicarage. Ay, each least finite contrast (the swept stream Incapable of cityship, yon town Self-imperturbable to seawardness) Holding at heart, subtending inmost-wise An ultimate union through reality, Value, omniscience infinitely whole By being but irremediably distinct (Stream but by city-contradiction ; town By being no-stream) still self-identified Each in and through all others totally. Experiment s success ? Experiment Was absolute, perfected, in and through Each failure of the proxihood; this soul, Not by inanity of mutual merge, Purity of adoption self-denied, But by development new day by day Of intimate contrast, rich complexity Of mine impossibility but through Distinction, whence not self-abandoning All nature, but of absolute insight (As they through me, I through the soul of them) Original and natural at last POEMS OF PERSONALITY Physician, Christ-creator from the first. Nescience by ultimate delusiveness ? Nay, but by mediate delusiveness (And mediation, imaging, yon flare In the whirlpool, stands final delusion save Delusion-recognized, so absolute truth) Distinctively the self-world-conscience shows Truth unto truth, and no bewilderment. Discouragement ? This militant world-soul Of mine (yon river ceaselessly at sweep) But by ambition endlessly to learn More intimately, more complexly proved The richness and the sociology Of soul-original transcendent sight, Stands soul at all : and confident by doubt, Constant assured by utmost skepticism, Proves true the proxihood, experiment s Success : and shall make proselyte my world ! I, toiler best by best philosophy : Vicar, Christ-guardian by love-unioning In soul-experiment, stirring stones all (Proving the stone self-stirr d by world-whole stir) : Scarce by mere stiffening of this callous d palm, Scarce by endeavor to be brute (what brute ? ) 1 86 WYCKOFF But by the duty, mission, right conceived Of work s infinity in serving so Conscience, omniscience, God-society ! Such, for triumphant strength of twilight doubt Ultimate, doubt-defeating. The strong noon Shall prove again experiment s despair. NANSEN MID ice and night onward and onward : ice, Night unresisted heaving on and on Though motiveless yet mightily my life In passion of the pack ; pressing on, on From nought through nought : no progress : passage proved Prison ; persistence, powerlessness : or Pole Or no Pole, equal impotence ! In patience My soul sees, even in impotence, fulfill d The prophecy that built, equipp d, launch d forth Her foresight. Yea ; this power, this thrust and stress At bend and burst broad, loud below in the bleak, My heart holds ; comprehends ; conclusively Bursts beyond, thrusts down, down and bounds above In freedom of buoyancy. My ship, my soul Are motive ; are sun and strength beyond aught here ! Passion and patience of the universe, Doom d to this dead, eternal ice and night ! From nought through nought and nowhere any end ; No bourne to passage, strength to patience none ; Motive to life nor any life save death : 188 NANSEN Moon, and these myriad stars moon-dead to-be ! Yet : what of This that knows, that wills an end, This God-I-Am : for whom, through whom, in whom Alone are ice and night and anything : This strength-of -suffering, power of life-through-death ; Prophet, transcendence of the darkness here ? Something, through uttermost of ice and night, Will that I question fact ; unfelt before Somewhat essential beyond ice or night Questions the doom ; demands, if there be life In me and through me, how may death persist, Ice and night so entomb earth s truth to-be ? World ceases not though I cease or not cease ! What of world s soul that comprehends ; concludes Together nought with nought ; proves passage, bourne ; Chaos yet cosmos, sentient-systeming : Moon-dearth but sensible by strength of sun ; Strength endless, being criterion of end ? What of the Self to science selflessness : Spirit to substance of world s ice and night? Hegel or Kelvin ? Kant with Christ or what ? Lo ! in this bitterly blank night, the breeze Blistering this breast to bleak frigidity ; Here above bellowing ice-blocks, stark aloft POEMS OF PERSONALITY At masthead mid these thorn d tormenting stars, This vinegar, this mockery of moon : Must I alone this hour sweat through this passion Of intellectual agony made mine ; Wrestle, resolve (so crucified my soul Vicar for this dumb-arctic eloquence) World s problem of perpetuance, of power : In truth s name how an universe can be ! I, so be intellect for deaf and dead, Savior for snows that scarce can think or speak, Christ for the ice and night : to prove for these Philosophy or science, faith or fact : Conclusion foregone that I speak as Christ Speaking their self best in this self of mine, Speaking myself best in the self of these : By sympathy a faith not selfless fact : An intellectual-conscience, scarce machine ! Yet, it is new, this union ; till this hour Unrealized ; till this night precluded quite By full acceptance of the selfless fact, Sheer science : Kelvin, Huxley ! Christ or Kant Left out of count now, first the formal, fair Rehearsal of the fact ! 190 NANSEN To clutch a shroud ; Shake with the strong wind streaming ; ramp and rock With sufferance of the vessel shock d ; upheaved With every blasting of the bleak below. T is to be fact for facts ; be buffeted As block beats block ; be wail d-on by the wind. Above, the boreal auroras ; broad Beyond, about, below, the bleak, blown packs Sunless as senseless. To be one of these. Ay : and how comes it to be one of these ? Review the history, sum up the law Of evolution, nebula to now : The progress such and such ; geogeny, Biogeny, psychogeny ; the chain From nebula to now : and every new Born out of old. And flesh, this organ d mass Nerved, sinew d draws descent direct, distinct From nebula ; is substance as the stars, Substance as ice and night : and one with these. Ay, though be ice, night, moon, but equally With sunshine, quickening vapor metaphor For death or life : their real identity Nor death nor life, but force, fate : yet are these The less, the more equal inanity 191 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Of fact s necessity : Self , one of these ; Phenomenon of nerve-phenomena, Some sheer spontaneous sentience of a world Was not, nor shall be : actual world none less, Indifferent, independent, nerve or nought : Intelligence or non-intelligence Indifferent to existence of the fact. Ay, this * world-overweighting of the brain, This * passionate, transcendent ponderance Of soul , this critical compendiousness Of mind o er matter, Christhood , vicarage , This * saviorship of union d intellect Its agonied redemption , were but beats Of the ganglion, nerve-tissued blow on blow, Shaking and surging of the plasmic cells At sweat and ramp and rage of bursting blood ; This God-I-Am some subtlest ice or night Blow for blow, burst for burst the same in sort As bellowing ice-pack and this boreal blast : Nerve, native as the nebula : no-soul ! Such are the facts to test and find them true ; No link disjuncted : perfect in the proof. And, for the logic of all law is such Must man with world come to the doom at last 192 NANSEN Kelvin s and Huxley s with the spent machine : With tendence moonward from the might of stars : Space-dissipation of world s energy To ice and night, no meaning. From the first Even this surge from nebula to now Nought but a space-dissemination, loss Of energy potential kinetized Toward equilibrium : equilibrium But nothingness, no force, non-end inane : Moon, nought save shown in sloth of swooning sun. And if, in such dissemination, soul (Nice nerve-vibration) over and beyond The grosser substance chemical gain growth And power organic over and beyond The less-organic ; stands the law the same : Such and such from the nebula to now Mere evolution of the nerve from vague Chaos through energy kinetic, sun And star and sphere on sphere, through molten mass, Rock-metal, vegetation, sinew d flesh To man s brain: and from now back, back to night, Cold crystalline benumbing up of nerve 193 POEMS OF PERSONALITY In cosmical pulsation : now from man Back to chill d coalescence organless, Lifeless conglomeration : ice and night ! Ha ! the stars stab ; the bellowing below Mocks to the marrow ! Unto ice and night Dedicate nerve s destruction! Now, to-night (What of the years of the world if years yield nought ? ) Now, to-night end all; headlong to the doom Dash on the blank pack s bosom : far below Beat brain out: end the agony! In name Of Kelvin, Huxley, now, to-night I leap: Anticipate, make mine the doom of all ! Mine? Mine the doom of all ! I hesitate; Hold breath ; breathe deep this agony of air : Make it my blood and feel it mine ! I am ! Life is what means it to be one of these ! Alive, I-am; nebula, nerve or night: Necessitating future still as past More and more, past as future, each in each ! World ceases not: nor I cease. World I am! And it is new, this union : yet by will To end all proved, made perfect endlessly 194 NANSEN In intellectual action: Christ with Kant! Faith for the facts ! Feel faith and find fact truth ! This logic of life-origin, this law Of link d necessity ? Can link by link Interminably link d explain one life ? Mere mutuality, one molecule Save as the mutual mean identity : My life, or molecule, an union d world ? Ay ; in such sort : if just this self of mine God-mechanician to their made machine, Else unmechanic mere nonentity ! - Hypothesized yet unexplain d remain (Hardly residuum, scarce for fact beyond) Still for true source, being synthesis, of these, Conscience and explanation, linkage, law (Sunlike to shrinkage of moon soulless else ! ) Not cause, yet all-causation ; through and through Immanence and intelligence of all Else lawless, linkless, unionless, inane : Self-ideality of each-through-each ; Each for itself forselfness even as I, Identified in me as selfhood all : The molecule in man, man-molecule, 195 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Native reality : and only so Real at all, molecule or man, for me : Past, future, none less instant, self for self, Real union, sentience each ; though yet for me Polar, unmeaning save as union d now. Ay ; that I am, I am : all else in me (As I in them, through them, by mutual proof - How else, conceived empirics-error, save World s self-assertion, countervail d to mine, In so far forth show Self neutrality ?) Through me make mutuality of self Distinct, determinate, dividual Yet individual universally. All that I am, I am : this world of mine ; This universe : alive by saviorship, (Monad or motive) Christhood-vicarage ! Development proved world-dissipation proves By world-retort a false criterion, Half-standard contradictory : proves worth Of absolute process, progress regressive In pure polarity self-reconciled Evolving, mind from matter, most from least. Law, from the nucleus to now, but time Of self s maturing : ever to mature : 196 NANSEN Even in the space-dissemination, time s Ingathering of momentum ; human mind O er mental nebula progressive still In mutual internality of lore Even as o er physical man the molecule Nebular stood, still stands preeminent In property material of force Extern, displacement substantive ; alike Materio-mental, least and most : one Soul Erst nebular, now nebular-humane ; Ubiquitous, being all-self spatialized ; Eternal, being all-temporality : Mine erst, mine now, mine still eternal-wise ; By perpetuity through passingness (This perfectness of process) nebula To now, yet now by being but nebular (Past and to-come but poles of permanence) : Eternally my universe humane ! Is it, world-mutuality may end ? Yet mutual how, save well aware through each, Alive each molecule that may not end, Being each for self criterion of end, World-mutuality in self alone ? Ice and night, ice and night (man s metaphor 197 POEMS OF PERSONALITY For end-unmeaning, dead) but humanly ; Ice yet for ice, night yet for night, humane In selfhood nebular-molecular : Moon yet for moon, as sun for sun, one world (Transcending metaphor) each molecule ! Union d, processional unendingly Soul not above, beyond ; but immanent Self-reference, intelligence through all ! Lo ! for behalf of such as scarce may speak, Lo ! for life s ice and night, life laughs at loss : Takes truth from lightning of the blank below : Spurns space-dissemination : in despite Turns law to law s impassion d intellect Proved in performance of my ship, my soul Their prophecy, foresighted impotence ! Lo ! proved in the patience under pressure, power Of passive Pole-persistency (extreme Passion of logic push d to point), behold Motived preeminence of manhood-plan O er potency less mental ; o er the bleak Ice and night I for vicar proving world Processive, though pulsation d : I by proof Lifting the lost to life s intelligence ; 198 NANSEN Fact-science to philosophy by faith. What of the equilibrium, inane Frosting of nerve to nothingness ? By pace Equal, if opposite, above, beyond The physical degeneration steps The psychic subtlety : nor moon nor star Shows soul-futurity, save star or moon In spirit equal-born ! And I north, north Push, overpower, soul-overweight their world Of space-passivity ; their extreme verge Of sphere yet union d Pole through Zone, yet proved Axial, self-orbited being but motived more Pass on the lamp of light, cramp boundaries, Burst and break down the barriers (limit proved Barrier but by bursting) ; limitless Lead on the more than human mind to-come In conquest of physic s frigidity : More and more conquer d, spurn d beyond, the more Frosted in deadness of new ice and night. Ay ; and in conquest more and more shall world (Or human or some supra-human nerve, Some more than nerve) by reconciling more More comprehend, include and lift to light The deadness and the darkness : more and more 199 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Shall time to-come, immanent now, make now An explanation and intelligence By selfhood. As my selfhood, savior now Springs forth in fire abroad, auroral, vast From stiffening of this Christhood on the cross Stark aloft ! From the vicarage complete (Torment of stars or mockery of moon : This intellectual agony made mine) ; Eternal principle of every end Christ for the ice and night, redeeming these ! For whom alone meaning or end may be : World-saviorship that shall not end ! I rave ? Drunk with the drench of drouth, of death ? I freeze ? Ha ! the skies scoff ! I still am doom d in dream : Man, with the dead-eternal ice and night. 200 DREYFUS NAY, I make no revolt ; accept the doom ; Drag on in desolate, deliberate death The life-imprisonment. No petulance, No desperation ; only an intent To realize utterly this miserable Incarceration, learn appreciate The bondage ; leave behind me here at death The written testimony, manuscript Of the judgeless punishment; that world may know As I know, once for all, so shudder at, Assimilate and once for all forswear (As I in pure appreciation rise, In and through prisoning, beyond these bars To absolute freedom of contemplating) This horrible denial, vital void. I have come through the whirlwind and am calm, Calm as these stones and unremitting chains : Shall keep calm for the purpose to speak truth . I make no plaint : even mine innocence Absolute of the charge preferr d upon me Seems scarce to irritate, exasperate 201 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Since the first bitterness of fierce turmoil, Nor lure to loss of sanity. I but Feel the more fully, may be, more abhor The manner of my condemnation. Were I But guilty as I now am innocent Were uttermost abhorrence mine the same As justly and as innocently gainst Their absolute non-justice, disregard Of any innocence or guilt of mine. Though for the sake of this my narrative Its prima facie evidence of truth, Good faith, trustworthiness, I still am glad, Take pride in innocence ; yet aggravate My scorn, my self-transcendence of the doom No whit because they work d worse than they knew, I II not suppose they thought me innocent : The imputation of malignancy Is supererogatory. I maintain But that mine innocence nor guilt at all Bore weight in the matter, influenced the course Of condemnation in the least degree. There lies the blame, the worse than blackest blot My soul can well conceive. On them I lay Bloodguiltiness of total disregard 202 DREYFUS For right nor wrong ; pursuance right or wrong Of one hypothesized and prejudiced Supposed essential policy : the case Nowise in question ; the one dogma, all. First, can prejudgment of one policy To be pursued, regardless for whate er Of new may yet eventuate, constitute By force of supreme faith its final right In the conscience of its agent and absolve Agent from any blame or merit else ? Not so. I hold that certainly one faith, To be sure, one self-ideal of a life Guides each his action, nor can be escaped By any subterfuge : evasions even Serving but subtlier, more pervasively So to develop and define the law (Covering all exceptions utterly) Of being and one s ultimate self-world. Yet is such over-soul, transcendent union No dogma of some still-persistent end, No rule of specialist activity, But such immanent unity as through The multiple, mutable particular rules 203 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Finds itself, is their universal self, Intrinsic unity : nowise prejudiced Hypothesis, persistent disregard For new experience ; but just the ground Of all experience, of new as old : And else were no instant self-certainty. So much for self-consistency. I claim That policy a perfidy toward self, Denial of the self-organic growth In freedom by necessity of point To point link d mutual in evolving life, That policy the true self-perfidy Which posits truth on strange authorization And formal self-conviction once for all Immutable. The self-consistency (Monism of universal variance) Has vital basis ; scarce excuses vain Self-segregation from assimilance. Whence remains question, to be tried and proved In this my narrative for all the world : Whether or no (sanely and quietly As tranquil now) in so condemning me Regard to any innocence or guilt By way of evidence was properly 204 DREYFUS Admitted ; whether or no prejudgment of The cause precluded right or wrong throughout Inquiry calling for unprejudiced Sifting of intricate procedure, which Examination of each act by act So far as I be not in ignorance Unfairly, misinform d of real events Whose true report was due my perilment, Shall be my narrative through patient years Here mid these walls. But need not hinder now. Secondly, of the systems which in the world Most stand for sheer prejudgment, disregard Of individual initiative, Persistence in one abstract policy, Represent, are expression of a pure Obliviousness to actuality Of self-conviction ; which require the most Self-perfidy by policy pursued Rigidly exoteric in the rule Laid down by strange authority, I claim The militar bureaucracy, their system Of outworn mediaeval ordering Stands worst and most outrageous. Can the man 205 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Commission d and authoritative, else Outrank d, owning allegiance, be excused From charge of selling birthright, soul and all ? Conceive the underling, the slave who stands For puppet, prisoner of superior Official and commission d overlord ; Drill d, train d by sheer reiteration to Come, go at bidding ; kill if need be ; scarce Of independence and intelligence To breathe by self-direction : in so far As man may utterly renounce his worth Absolved from all responsibility, All moral fibre ; made a mere machine, Automaton : best soldier, the worst man. Nor that there are in the world men who, save slaved, Were wild, obstreperous, dangerous to their kind (Deserving dungeon as I merit none) Makes medal d orderly nor cow d poltroon Better than galley-slave : who first renounce (For lust of crime or lust of pay, what care ?) All further rights of new experience, All possibility to profit by New stimulus toward new intelligence ; to Evolve as individual, universed 206 DREYFUS Man-of-a-world and actual entity. Nay, that the stultification somewhat fails Of innermost completeness but implies Impossibility of mechanism : Reflects no credit on the scheme which fails. Courage with ready-reason d action comes Scarce of the soldier-element : remains Residuum of the man not quite crush d out. And for the overlord, commissioner In so far as not underling the same To some outranking in authority, T would seem at first sight as though most of man Remain d uncrush d, just by the exercise Of uttermost authority self-wilFd. Yet in the superposed authority Regardless of all self-initiative (Save brainless flesh-instinctive ritual) In the rank and file, springs real self-perfidy Subtler, so more pernicious, worse abhorr d Than sheer automatism. For such will Were merely will, sheerly the emptiness Of indeterminate and self-estranged Prejudgment. Every item for such law Pure overposited by fiatism, 207 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Purely a puppet, of generic type An instance merely and no fact at all To be accounted with and reconciled Lacks world-reality, stands sheerly for The overlord s subjectivism (these stones Regardlessness of innocence) no live Ideal actuality, no truth. Whence are all actions of such governance (Wanting reality of governed selves) Actions to no end of self-actual world, No whole self-realization ; but denial Of self s reality, self-governance. Whence the commander, despot rigidly By preconceived, so unadjustable And inorganic fiat, worst of all Forswears the self-world-organism, is most Incapable, in all that touches him As soldier, of an actual manliness ; Most like machine when most authoritative, Most judgmentless (most like these worldless walls) When dooming most,when most court-martial judge. And that some humanhood remains to these By failure of the system quite to quench Mutual regard for men s reality 208 DREYFUS Of independent soul-initiative Shall scarce excuse the system which still fails. Whence am I righteously (no blame of theirs) Doom d as by plenum of accomplish d fate To destiny, deplorable enough, Deserved of any man who earnestly And faithfully as may be serves, supports The military system ; who at last By very innocence of all offense Charged in indictment gainst the monstrous scheme, By very militar trustworthiness (As I an officer was trustworthy As stones and chains are somewhat trustworthy) Realizes self best by this judgmentless Oblivion of responsibility For right nor wrong. I had the less deserved This desolateness had my manhood less Been soldierly. I, realizing at last Soul s absolute self-responsibility, Prologuize narrative (of soul s worst wrong Men e er committed) with confession full : In so far as I served and did command Trustworthily am I deservingly 209 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Victim of mine old mediaeval zeal, My monkish segregation self from world Imposing an imposed authority As martinet, disciplinary chief To the death. Confess, mine innocence of all Charges preferr d against me for worst crime Imputable : and shall in all I say Damning their disregard for right nor wrong Damn by each jot and tittle of my proof Of innocence myself to living death, This desolate existence : righteously. So in the narrative I rise beyond The degradation, realize utterly Since that first bitterness of mad turmoil Transfiguring, regenerating all Absolute freedom of contemplating The terms of this my life-imprisonment : Teaching the world (save in their zeal the guards - That one last loss which scarce will leave me sane ! Obliterate this written testimony!) Men s horrible denial, vital void; This manlessness which is their martial law ! 210 TESLA A LIFE-TIME vow d to service of mankind ! Here mid these marvel- working manifold Automata, built of my brain and strength, To labor to increase man s energy! Ay, not to human weal alone, but all Earth s is the service dedicate; for, though Human activity must needs exploit Subhuman, subhumanity none less Gains as the world at large by every new Economy of practice : energy Of all earth more effective by each least Subtler adjustment of the mechanism. All earth a mechanism, whatsoe er Axes or fulcra ; molecules or minds Alike one reservoir of fluid force Unstable, by whose instability Is mankind measurable. I, a man, But an automaton of vital force Directing by mine energy supreme Of subtlest-sure adjustments world s work all Through the self-dedication. In despite Of self-supposed originality, 211 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Illusive independence; just because Of mechanism-leadership, most subtly A full-felt world-dependence; am I most Machine, axis and fulcrum in this world ! Is this thing so ? Am I this world-machine ? Yea, for these many years I ve swiftly work d Of this one guide and standard to my strength : The more machine-like, so ideally The more myself; the more this heart and brain Conceive and execute automata, The more myself realizes for the world A genuine worldship. Such the mass; and such The swiftness, such the motion : wherefore such The mundane energy ! Thus have I wrought, Thus-wise believing. And, by work s success Even in its sort, proved my philosophy Of practical purport and sufficient thus To truth. So have I held; and still hold so. Yet though in this present pause from labor s stress, In this unprecedented need to weigh Well the world-worth of this my way of life, Springs an enthusiasm, yea, a zeal For just such course as hitherto pursued ; 212 TESLA Yet in excess of zeal justly demands, Ay, strangely preconceives, prejudges, ay, An ultimate criticism, evaluation Of my belief s foundations. Face to face Start forth enthusiasm, soul-profound, Soul-overwhelming ; ay, and to its face A sudden void of all which had seem d proof, A sudden need to prove anew a scheme Wherein enthusiasm, valuing, Self-judgment, criticism, have their place For all-important. Can the mere machine Be less mechanic for a blank despair ? Have or despair or faith a meaning for Automata ? And yet faith and despair Are fundamental. I am fill d with faith, Faith which but by supreme self-confidence Demands establishment. In that despair Which was mine for the fiery element (Resuming locally an outlived past Insensate of nebular immanence ?) Which in an hour did lay waste all my work Of decades ; in that sudden-sprung dismay (At loss of cosmic process and contact Too retrograde with force unfrigerate ?) 213 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Was nought of energy, no moving force, No force-moved mass : the dedication, ceased ; Stopp d, the world-service. This automaton, CalPd work, quite disestablish d ; man or mind, Axis or fulcrum shatter d ; in despite Of universal energy (that keen Condition of the first mass-birth) despair Immeasurable and immitigable Of this one personal estimate did end The mechanism. In that hour I sat Of a smoking, ashen, soul-denuded world ; Which by the very world-essential soul Of me (my blank despair) proved so no world. Now is the world of this self-dedicate Enthusiasm reestablished ; yea, Scarce by dependence upon heat or cold ; Not by an automatic world-device Of mechanism ; but by world-design, New zeal inrushing over all the void : World rehabilitate by virtue of This personal estimate new-vitalized. Can such a world whose being so depends On faith, non-being on a mere despair, Be mechanism ? Can the self be given 214 TESLA Wholly to mankind s service, nor thereby But subtlier, richlier serve this personal sense Of value, paramount and lord of all ? Ha ! What my mere machines (analogous With men s souls, but not thereby men !) must needs Lack, is this manufacturing soul-self ; Which not alone mechanically makes, But knows : I make ; and, knowing so, transcend All mechanism . Ha ! and this my soul (Analogous with such automata, But not thereby mechanic) actualizes Self, both, and world-mechanics by best being Not a world-dedication, but a stuff Which knows : * I dedicate and by this sense Alone am world-devoted . So shall zeal Establish zeal ; insistently maintain Mechanics which alone were mechanism By fundamental faith. Else were despair Indifferent ; world indifferent, work or nought. Else were the fiery destruction, no Undoing ; nor the work evaluable. Else were world-service utterly inane. So, to the reconstruction. Whilst I work 215 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Still at the old mechanics, to conceive World for a self-world, so conceive the scheme Of service as to show the work in sooth Auto-energic : ay, no longer but Postponement of world s sheer devitalizing. For I have dream d and taught that all my work Aim d at postponement of the inevitable Infrigeration ; sought economy Merely of dissipation with a view To eking-out what energy remains From the more wasteful methods. I have sought Decrease destruction in opposing war With war s mechanics push d to limit of Conceivable effectiveness ; thereby With horror of catastrophe to cow The blustering militance. This have I done Toward mass-economy, postponing time Of final destitution. I have sought By chemic subtlety to fertilize Barrenness to a cropping, that mankind At far less waste than of his flocks and herds Might live by bread unto remoter years : Postponing sure starvation. I have sought Far beyond all else so to utilize 216 TESLA Sun s energy remaining best by forcing Electric instability, to use Earth for one vast elastic reservoir Of fluid potency ; by setting up Local disturbances at least expense, To energize with practical potency For warmth, food, shelter, vitality or strength As needed every molecule of earth Without molecular destruction : yet Admitting how inevitably must Practical worth of molecules (if not By deepest definition matter s self ? ) In the wellnigh interminable course Of dissipation thus electrically Set up, be slowly, fatally none less Exhausted. For, howe er device may aim Toward fostering inequilibrium Of potencies, must every transformation To energy mechanical set up A kinematic equilibrium ; In so far irretrievably exhaust The potency. Thus in a sort my work Has seem d a self-defeat; a weak attempt (However by comparison immense) 217 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Toward mere postponement of an evil day Inevitable ; and an end of life, Nowise disbarr d. And in mechanic scheme Must whatsoe er economy but be Relative to preceding waste ; none less Modicum of exhaustion, dissipation Proceeding still, if temporarily New wealth yet unexploited open up Delusive vista ; or if, for direct Acknowledgment of waning, earlier wants Be strictly curtail d. Such has been my work Acknowledging a self-defeat, devoting Self to a general and still foredoom d Lost cause, forlorn hope without source of hope, Such were a mere mechanics self-destroy d. Now but the mechanism proves to need A self-establisher ; and equally Possesses such. World- work is self-sustain d. Devotion is of zeal and faith ; the self Ever more richly realized in the work World-dedicate ; and nowise in such work Susceptible to any self-defeat. What of this world, which, being world of self, 218 TESLA Mechanics auto-vital, self-sustain d, Cannot, whatso the dedication, still In dedication suffer self-defeat ? What of a world of faith, self-consciously A work and an evaluing of work ? Were my works wrong ? Were there no value in Civilization, ever earning more By less comparative of waste ? Or were Such effort valuable, reason -right, Definable in any terms at all, Just because over and above the work Is valuation : consciousness and faith ? Man cannot live by bread alone ; man s wars Shall cease but for disgust at worst, dismay Which enginery (putting-aside from self Destructiveness) may mean : not enginery (Pride in a pompous, loud ingeniousness) Be war s cessation ; and t were zeal for work In work s enlarged horizon which my skill Shall kindle : not the work-fact, but the joy In estimated process skill-sustain d. Such were solution. I deny no whit The perfect-proved mechanical dismay Which fronts us ; from the first every least act 219 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Defined mechanicwise for physical Equilibration of some potency Has been and still shall be self-dissipant, Doom d to destruction, still degenerating Despite all ingenuity ; and so Unthinkable for any world of faith, Enthusiasm or intelligence Of workmanship. So from the first has been Evaluation ; which through every stroke Of mass-in-motion more and more intends Purposive adaptation ; more and more Posits economy, by utterly Forswearing standard of economism For fundamental. Every motion-mass, Factors of energy, were such but by The estimation : I am mass and move . Every dissemination, every fall Of energy toward equilibrium (In the cooling process of the fiery scheme) Stands register d eternally, by more And more recomplication through and through The evaluation ; which, by every move And loss mechanic, waxes in design d Enthusiasm, in the psychic strength 220 TESLA Of comprehension, organized, concrete Self-adaptation, self-devotion through Rich Her a world of process, of a growth Equal to regress ; yet by nature of Growth by contrast with physical decay, Infinitely, ay, qualitative-wise Supremely of importance. Through and through Is world a scheme of matter-motived loss : ParalleFd, ay, in sure polarity Of meaning, by its equal counterpart, The psychic increase : as psychology Means growth ; so physics, dissipance; and both, One static process. As all energy, Or wastefully, or by my subtlest scheme Economized, must dissipate (the mass CalPd man, move as a mass with less each hour Of physic-energy in flesh and brain) So must the zeal (if mass be possible Even for its own defeat) of comprehension, Enthusiastic teleology Of ordering estimate evalue more And more unendingly. My whole work looks Ever toward richlier comprehending world In self ; toward organism (fleshly still 221 POEMS OF PERSONALITY If fleshly less preponderant) which shall be As far beyond our present human frame As man excels the nuclear molecule Of star-stuff. As my world-intelligence Sprung from the nebula ; so springs, in just The same continuous frigeration, some More-than-man and some more-than-heat to hold System eternally : some less-than-heat With heat s evanishment indifferently To life s perpetuance. I in my purge By fiery holocaust, I in my sense Of world-habilitation totally Conclude an universe ; as molecule Of nebula concluded, still concludes Only less man-significantly such Eternal worldship. Every organism Chemic or supra-physiologic each Is perpetuity. Mine energy Of world is inexhausting, being a faith. What possibility of after-life ? What meaning to expected end of all ? What worth to cyclic rhythm, counterpoise And energy exhausted ? These were mere Partial interpretation of work done 222 TESLA And so defined as ended, still foredoom d ! The worker were not done, still less foredoom d Who is criterion of continuance ! What else were spirit than this zeal to work A self-salvation by my made machines Serving in sort my human world ? And yet More than this manifold and marvel-seeming Mechanic ingenuity were this : I make : and know ; and cannot foil my faith Which were criterion even of despair ; Eternity and continuity Even of the fiery purge, ashen defeat . So have I sought and found automaton ; Auto-establisher through every stroke Of world-dependent, man-devoted zeal. Only by mass-transcendence might I mean Mass, motion, energy : and I am these : Original, creative, absolute As any other among all mankind ! Nay, t were insane ! Were not the fiery fact Lord of despair, master of this machine, Irrevocably proved, by mockery Of mine illusive insight, from the first 223 POEMS OF PERSONALITY Creator and created ? Such defeat, As by too great success at calling back The obsolete incandescence, proves the world Unmeaning mass ; my faith or my despair Product and only thereby factor too In the world-energy. I feel and will (With far less vital zeal) but as a flame Devours : and ashens with its food s surcease, 224 (OTbe Rtoewtoe Electrotyped and printed by H. O. Houghton. & Cf. Cambridge, Mass., U.S.A. THIS BOOK IS DUE ON THE LAST DATE STAMPED BELOW AN INITIAL FINE OF 25 CENTS WILL b.- ASSESSED FOR FAILURE TO RETURN THIS BOOK ON THE DATE DUE. 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