THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES 1*3 \r -• ^^ PETRONILLA JliiL) othci iJocms By FREDERICK GEORGE LEE AUTHOR OF " THE KINg'S HIGHWAY," " POEMS," ETC. RIVINGTONS Eontion, ©xfovB, anti (EambriligE 1869 [Seco?id Editio>i\ 4873 L4-98p ^'h'cfatonj flotc The first edition of this book, published in 1858, wa^ out of print in 1862. For a vokmie of verses, the edition was not small. .Since the latter^ period its author has been very frequently asked to reprint it. He does so now, with a few corrections and certain additions, including his Oxford Prize Poem; thanking friends both known and unknown, as well as several public critics, for their generous kindness and valued suggestions. 6, Lambeth Terrace, London, S.E., June 1869. «i '?':^r^'\ TO ^hc Jlcb. 3(ohn Oluarbs, Jun., MX VICAR OF PREST13URY NEAR CHELTENHAM IN REMEMBltANCE OF MANY PLEASANT DAYS SPENT TOGETHER AT OXFORD THE FOLLOWING VERSES ARE, WITH THE AUTHOR'S VERY SINCERE REGARDS, MOST AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED. Contcnti5 Petroniixa PAGE I ©tfjcr yocms Under the Hills .... 25 Alone ... ... 34 My Gu.vrdian Angel .... 38 The L.\dv Mary ..... 43 WH.vr OE THE Night ? . . . . 48 Fourteen Years Ago .... 50 "Dolor Meus in Conspectu Meo semper " 56 A Loss ...... 59 "Behold Thy Mother" ... 61 Evening Dews ..... 64 "In Tempore Vesperi erit Lux" . . 67 To Ambrose P. de Lisle, Esq., of Garendon Park and Grace Dieu Manor . . 70 Contrnts PAGE Earth and Heaven . . . . 73 Our Village and its Story ... 76 In Memoriam ..... 84 The Old Vicarage .... 87 A Garden in Autumn . . . . 91 On the Death of the First Bishop of Graham- STOWN, May 16, 1856 • • 95 The Conversion of Constantine . . 97 Slowly fall the snow-flakes . . 10 The Author of "The Christian Vear" . 105 Christe Sanctorum decus Angelorum . loS The Word was made Flesh . . . no Strangers AND Pilgrims . . . 117 Veni Sancte Spiritus . . . .120 The Martyrs of Vienne and Lyons . 12^ J PETRONILLA J3cti'oniU.i ONE long Vacation, for tliree happy weeks Of brightest eves, I visited in Kent, With Ambrose Wynyarde at his father's house. I scarce remember all I did and saw. We saw so much, and the days quickly Hew ; But the great hall, with broad oak timber beams And panels of the linen-pattern round. Is now before me. Rows, on its lofty walls, Of dusty tattered flags, antlers and arms : ^0 -' • ^ctrontlla While at the entrance end, of darkest oak, A cumbrous gallery and heavy screen. Upon its front were stars of falchions, Gauntlets, chain armour, leathern jerkins, spears; And quaint old pictures, stiff, grotesque, and grand: White, flat-faced dames with jewelled stomachers, One, with six rings upon her forefinger, And two in dresses most elaborate. Brocaded silk, — each detail given with care, — White ground with open gilded pomegranates : And in the corners stood their coats of arms. Thin-bodied sprawling lions done in gold. There were some knights to match these ladies fair, Who, if their portraits did not flatter them, Appeared excessively uncomfortable, Angular joints with faces brown and brave : Sir Godfrey bore a long broad-sword of state. And wore a pointed beard. His grandson nigh ^Jrtronilla Was decked in ribbons, pendent from his neck, Long curling hair, \\ ith a vacant woman's face, Made up the picture. Above the space Where tSvo dog-irons shone on the chimney floor, Ro'se a confused mass of carved bkick oak : — Adam and Eve with a leafless tree between. The Ark and Dove with Noah's turbaned head Put out of window ; while between and round, Dragons de\'ouring each with energj' ; Boys, fruit, and wheat-ears, while along the top Ran this inscription, Dominus regtiavit. An oaken table stood adowm the hall So thick and broad and deep, that when our strength United was put forth to move the thing. It creaked but stirred not. lUrtronilla A bay window there, Filled in the head with pictured glass of saints, Looked out upon the well-sunned, shaven lawn. Round to the left, at daybreak, cawing rooks Began their conclave, closed at five o'clock. I listened to them when the eastern sun First flushed the loftiest hills, then made the dew Flash brilliantly like liquid diamonds. Deep in the country, still the hours flew by, Joy-sunned and fleet. We strolled about the park Talking of Oxford and religious " views," Sat down to chess, ransacked the librarj^. Turned over heaps of Venice photographs. Took ten-mile walks to see the churches round, Grew tired of fishing, argued politics. Or read the Laureate under broadening limes. ^Jftronilla One afternoon pale, pensive Margaret, The motherless only daughter of Sir George, Gave us a manuscript reluctantly ; Writing riiost unlike that at ladies' schools. Her brother read it w itli his back on the sward, And^ straw boating-hat upon his face To cheat the sunshine. Bent knee upon knee, Plucking the grass and flinging it away, He paused to criticise kindly and with taste. Pctrontlla II OF old when first the Holy Name was known Upon the Seven Hills, when timidly The lone and spiritless slave found by it rest, A Roman daughter learnt the will of God. A gathered few assembled. One had come From under eastern skies with joyous words. Weak in the flesh, but mightily strong in grace, To draw aside the veil between earth and heaven, And point to glories unconceived beyond. His words were powerful, and his flashing eye Gave them fresh force, so that the listening girl, With face in her palms, and blue wide-open eyes, IJctrDnilla White elbows on a purple covering, Wondered, was stirred and brushed a tear away. desolate world, and weary, weary hearts, In dimmer desolate, with plenty poor ; No point to life, no aim, no end, no prize, A changeless blank or never-changing gloom. Powerful his words, he told of Eden's paths. Where God with man walked in the cool of the day, And of the Fall, and of the angel sword. Eve brought in tleath, but Mary life eterne. Weak the first Adam, but the Second strong. The Second mighty in the strength of God. Factum est Vcrhum Caro, Light of Light, There never was an age when Thou wast not, Begotten before the worlds, yet born in time, Of Death the Conqueror and of Life the Source. y ctronilla 2 Message of power for weary, weary hearts ; Angels first sang the canticle of praise, And man takes up the chorus. Loud and long It rings out down the ages. Listeners Marvel awhile, but soon its import learn, And reverent bow. The king in zone of gold. The poorest outcast, the most abject slave. Has heard the song and learnt the Love of God. 3 O blue-eyed one, with restless anxious glance, Lady patrician gazing vacantly, Now by the Tiber, now across the sea. In Olive Garden and on Calvary's Hill, ^ctronilla Or back again before Minerva's fane, AVhere art thou now ? Then powerfully he told Of the glad tidings, clear, dogmatic, true. He who five thousand souls one Pentecost Had^v'on to the Church, now gained another soul ; P'or Petronilla quailed at Peter's word. Knelt at his feet and learnt the power of grace. We know not how nor why. God's will be done. One shall be taken and the other left. Now were the world's allurements powerless. Its blooming pathway barren, desolate. So too Rome's thronged courts. The voice of praise. The honied words of flattery were harsh, Yet was her vision never circumscribed. lo ^ctronilla 4 Like some far-strelching landscape from a hill, The Church below was spread before her gaze. Powerful, divine, resistless. Distant climes Heard the clear summons only to obey. That heavenly song which reached the shepherds' ears When Christ was born of Mary, and those words Which on the Resurrection morn were heard — " The Lord is risen indeed, and Death is dead" — Are known and deeply loved. Single souls have come And mightiest nations. L^pon simple hearts The sacerdotal character impressed. Each age has known. The powerful Arm of God Has ne'er been shortened, so have mighty works iJrlvonilla n Been wrought below. Martyrs their palms have won, And saints their snowy robes and jewelled crowns, Wanderers soul-weary have returned to Christ, And blackest hearts become as white as snow. Gloria in excehis. Grace is strong. Come, heavy-laden, enter on \our rest. 5 She saw, one starry night, in lustrous dream. The unending glories of the Church above. Around the golden-gated City laj- A rich sunned landscape. Hill and vale and wood In gentle undulation. Brightest tints Lay over each, gold, emerald, crimson ; Frosted silver edging all, as moonlight. 12 Petrontlla When the skies are hid, fringes the tree tops Of our poor earth below. The breeze around Was heavily burdened with sweet odours rich, While from Avithin the City came glad songs, Rising and falling to the rippling plash Of the o'erflowing streams of Paradise. All this was the reward, the lot at last, Of those who walked by faith and fought the fight. 6 Tell my Lord Antony I am not his. He ne'er can pillow on my breast his cheek, The fancied pressure gives me pain. Such joys Are transient, earthly : shooting-stars of gleams Of April sunlight. Gaze for a moment ^ctronilla 1-3 And you see but gloom. We seize such earth-joys And they are gone, leaving a gaping void. The pleasure coveted is changeless pain. Tell my Lord Antony I am not his. 7 God made me for Himself, and I am God's. In but not of the world, if so His will. Let Memory clasp not any joy of earth. Let Faith's keen glance rest on the Home above. And Hope dwell there where Love shall be at last, A full fruition — an eternal rest. The summit flower of gi-ace on God's high hill. 14 Pcttonilla 8 As years flew onwards to the eternal hills, Like wondering eyes first gazing on the sea, The faithful learnt that one whose soul had shone Beauteous with grace, was known throughout the world As a saint of God. Eastward and westward. On bright sea-shores of Italy and Spain, When the morning star dear trembled o'er the wave. Or when the purple robe of Even lay Upon the horizon, 'thwart the western sun. Fringed with gold lustre ; fishers on the beach, Knelt round a figure, softly smiliiig, and Melodious sang, Ora pro nobis IJctronilla 15 Petroiiilla : grant us a great success, — We toil for those we love, in the love of God,- And bring us safely to the heavenly shores. i6 Pctronilla III LIFE is no longer pointless. Higher aims And holier aspirations. Not the poor thoughts So weak and wateiy which are made girls' own By mixing with their world, nor the thin talk Of commonplace profound, nor gossips' words, But one determined purpose, kind and good. O pale-faced Margaret, follower of those Who followed Christ, His blessing be with thee ! The poor and outcast know thee. The young child. Timid and loving, looks up in thy face, 13rtroni[In 17 And finds a true friend both for body and soul. Under the sunshine thou art sunning all With the choice benedictions of the Church; And, when the white Moon looketh in at niglit, Sees thy two thin, veined hands together placed, And thy moist eye before a crucifix. Thou lovest God, and others as thyself, And thou shalt have exceeding great reward. When blood-red War raged over eastern lands One name, unblazoned in the newspapers, Was known to those who lay parched up with pain, Under the moonlight. Ministering she walked From hill to flat, weary but grace-inspired — Strong in His strength Who came at Pentecost, — With beating heart and sympathizing soul, To stanch the wound, to whisper words of hope, B i8 ^rtronilla And shed rich blessings over each and all. • • • • • Years afterwards, >vhen Change had done his work, And the big world had moved widi steadiness, I wandered in a church-porch open door; Oak benches unobtrasive, all restored. Where rich and poor together bent the knee ; Enamel pavement, screen with gold and blue ; An alabastrine altar, jewelled cross; Three rings of tapers in the eastern part. And windows glowing with rich coloured tints, Jesus and Mary, Magdalene and John, And Petronilla, with a little fish. Daughter in Christ of the great Fisherman. All these I saw and more. In one side-aisle. Looking east, a long, veined form in marble. Clear, cold, and white, with quiet tranquil smile, y ft von ill a 19 And hands in prayer. One large full lily-bloom, Lay on her rising breast, while underneath, In gilded characters, this legend ran : — Here lyeth Margaret Wynyarde. In the /lOpe Of resurf:cction to eternal life, She' sleeps in peace. Lord Jesus, hear our prayers. Thy Petronilla was her patron saint. 20 yrtronillci IV NE'ER would I see again old ^^'ynyal•de Court, The bright home of the friend, whose face and voice Will be before me ever till I die. Alone, my loneliness would be most lone. Ne'er would I tread again that ancient hall, Or mark sun-shadows creeping o'er the lawn, To darken door and roof with gathering gloom. Father and son have passed from mortal ken, And sleep their last sleep in the village fane. In that side-aisle which glows with rich vemieil. My friend of youth, my friend of college days, With all that could make music for his soul iJftronilla 21 And spread his path with flowers ; great troops ot friends, Perpetual sunshine or blest silver day, Bade long farewell to home, to friends, to all ; And yielded up his soul to God Who gave. Sire followed son within a little week. To learn the mystery of the unseen world ; While I li\e on to see the changes change, ' To miss, by day and day, the friend of yore, To fight Life's battle with a bad success, To see the-little overcome the great. To note the new aye vanquishing the old, The vile and low o'ermastering the good, To mark Decav work out his work divine, And sorrow deepen for the widening blank That leaves me lonelier in a lonely world, ^V stranger tramping over rugged ways To seek lost friends of yore, in the end, at home. OTHER POEMS tlnbcr the ^-ijill!^ OLD iiome, old home, under the quiet hills,- Ruddy Spring and sunny Summer. Each in turn a welcome comer ; Autumn, too, with red and gold, Over copse and vale and wold, Ever loved as a peaceful fold Under the cjuiet hills. 26 mnHcr tfjc |t?ills II Under the quiet hills, — Sward of moss and banks of fern, Wildest woods with never a turn. Tangled brake and patches of green Greet us unlooked for, and intervene. Adown from beneath their craggy top, Silverly glancing, and never stop When Winter is past, clear trickling rills, Where violets cluster and daffodils. Shadow and sunshine there pass by, Matching cloud and blue in the changeful sky. When the Summer grows old, I dream as I lie Under those quiet hills. IXnlJcx tijc ll)ill3 27 HI Under those quiet hills Seven gables, stony grey, Stand looking over the vale ; Hoarding many a sorrowful tale, And telling a tale aUvay. Seven gables with oak beneath, And stone-bound windows small, . Orange lichen upon the wall. And a quiet around like the presence of Death. Beeches with silver back look o'er A sluggish pool from the wall to the door ; While over the door, with iron-leaves rich, Crumbles slowly an empty niche : Carved fragments and wide-grown weed, Where stood the figure of Etheldrede. 28 mnticx tfjf ?iitlls Within, dark panel and stony floor, Gilded cornice and massy door, Pictures and armour up on the Avail, And a faded curtain across the hall, Gathered up into dusty folds below, And tied with an antique-looking boAv : While beside it stands a broken lance That once belonged to the king of France, Who was taken prisoner by the son Of old Sir Henry of Quarrendon, Whose shield is a fesse between crescents three, And his motto " By faith and constancy." My chest on the casement. The breeze, though cool, Scarcely motions the weedy pool. Out in the pond there, just as they list, The dace come up with a sudden twist : tlutirr tijr ?i?ills 29 « I can't hell) watching the circles die Though bright be the garden and blue the sky Here the shadows are broad and dun, While there a lily enjoys ihe sun ; Of that flower's death would a painter be wary, If painting the mission of Gabriel to Mary. • . • • • Firm box-hedge by the chapel wall, Quinces mellowing, sunflowers tall, And beyond, the rich peaches ready to fall : Fruit to look at, picture to paint, But could pencil preserve the rich odours faint. Of the old home under the hills ? muDcr U]t pjills IV Old home under the hills, — Full five centuries have past by, Poor are rich and low are high ; While the earth has given a timely rest To thousand thousands ujDon her breast, And numberless shadows, early and late, Have crept across the dial-plate. Since the slab was raised and the oil Avas poured And this pile was offered to the Lord. The lights were lit and the chapel named. And awithering curse on the spoiler proclaimed. The words of that curse are heard again When the full m,oon shines through the window- pane ; mnHcr tijc lilills 31 Tlio sleeping or wakeful tliose sounds will reach, Though none can discover who frames the speech. O'er just and sinner, o'er lowly and proud, It broods like a breaking thunder-cloud ; Each has known sorrow and keen dismay From King Henry's time to this present day, And six generations have passed away At the old home under the hills. Watching, kneel I day by day, Friends and seasons pass away. Lord, be Thou my perfect stay. This jewelled Rood, with Mary and John, 32 mnltx tijc ]i]ills Is a picture ever to look upon : Thou art with us, though Thou art gone. Then, Lord, forgive, and take Thine own. Let me prepare Thee an altar-throne. For all is Thine, and Thine alone Of the old home under the hills. VI Old home, true home under the hills, Ruddy Spring and sunny Summer, Each in turn a welcome comer ; Autumn, too, with red and gold, Over copse and vale and wold. Still more loved, as a peaceful fold Under the quiet hills. l\n'D(x tljf |l?ills 33 Now hangs no dark cloud above, For the ever-burning lamp of love Glisteneth under die hills ! Ever flushing copse and wold, Deeper tints of purple and gold Stream down o\er the hills ! JllOttC A LONE, in the noisy restless street ; Thousands hurrying to and fro Lonelier make me as I go Creeping onwards with none to greet. First far backward a sunnier day Home-known faces in quiet dells, Till up-and-down music of chiming bells Brings me back as they comforting say, Jesus and Mary were out at night, When the winds were sharp and the stars were bright. 3 1 one 35 f II Then a glimpse of my after-delight, Heart with heart and hand in hand, A flood of sunshine over the land, Autumn rich and Summer bright. Yet Summer was short and Autumn poor, *" Turbid streams and cloudy skies, Now but darkness round me lies. No red glare from an open door. But Jesus and Mary were out at night, When the winds were sharp and the stars were bright. Ill No sweet voice or joyous smile, No kind glance or bosom warm. 36 Slonc Morn and even, calm or storm, Cold below, and none beguile. Alone, alone, keen though it be. The Olive Grove was keener still, The Nails and Lance, the darkened Hill, And all alone for love of me. Jesus and Mary were out at night, When the winds were sharp and the stars were bright. IV Alone in the desolate, crowded street, Dipping down with a curve of lights, Shining silver, glistening sights Right and left, but none to greet. ^loiu 37 Yon church windows, lit up for prayers, Magdalene Saint though Sinner there ; Lead me, Lord, her lot to share, And let me tread the golden stairs. For Jesus and ^Lary were out at night, When the winds were sharp and the stars were bright. ittj) ^luiriiiut ^119 c I Nonne omncssjint adininisiratoriisJ>iritusi7t-ministeriwnmissi propter eos qui hereditatem capient salutis ? KIND Guardian of my youth, still ever tend, Dear Angel fomi, Who soothed my soul and dried my tears, a friend In calm or storm. Bright Messenger of God, be near me still. When sin is strong, Toward the far-distant land in joy or ill Guide me along. fHu ffiuarlJtan '3lnscl 39 Lead me to Him, the Source of every grace, Sweet Mary's Son, Let me adore His Wounds and see His Face, And I have done. But while I Hnger here, temptations nigh, Wean me from earth, Show me the splendour of God's court on high — The second birth. Tell me of that bright land far o'er the hills. That beauteous lies, — Of peaceful grove and music-making rills In Paradise : Tell of the City of our Lord and God, That needs no light. Show me the emerald courts which Thou hast trod, Where comes no night : — 40 fHjj Guartiian 3ngcl Tell of the crystal sea, and lamps of fire, That mystic glow : Speak of the chants that float round Heaven's choir, Unheard below ; Save that the eye of Faith can sometimes glean A glimpse of light, A shadowed glory of that heavenly scene Now veiled from sight : Save that at evening's close, or midnight hour. These notes are heard, Now loud, now soft, now deep with heavenly power, And souls are stirred. Strange sounds of moving waves and mystic songs. Come floating by ; iHu €tuar!)ian Qngrl 41 Angelic whispers from the unseen throngs Are heard and die. Then tell how Martyrs wave their fadeless palms Before God's throne, Teach me the airs you sing — those endless psalms — To God alone. Tell of the Queen of Saints at God's Right Hand* In golden vest — Of white-robed virgins crowned that near Her stand For ever blest. Show me the Lamb of God, the Light Divine, * Astitit Regina a dextiis Tuis in vestitu deaurato : cir- cumdata varietate. 42 fttg ffiuaritau "angcI Who pleads for all, If I am His, rich graces will be mine, I shall not fall. And when at last God calls me home to Him, Guardian, be nigh, Shield me when strength is low and sight is dim, Then can I die. The fears will cease, the darkness flee away, The scales will fall. Then evermore for me an endless day, And God, my all in all. At he ICiibn ^Ylart) A BALLAD A GREY and desolate homestead, A blank wall by its side, A long and level line beyond, Where the Lady Mary died. One red rose by the garden gate, One lily in yonder bed ; The weeds how thick ! my heart how sick, And the sun how fierce and red ! It gleams upon the casements. And falls upon tlie wall. 44 ^!ic 3Latig HHarjj It blisters every window-sill, — It mocks the lonely hall, Where the Lady Mary walked so fair When she went to be a bride, And where she lay on Saint Cuthbert's day, With tapers at her side. She went to Our Ladye's Church, they say, The psalms and prayers were said, And she vowed to obey her lord alway, In love, at board and bed. Seven days from the marriage morn, Sunshine o'er the bride, Seven short days had passed away, And the Lady Mary died.