UCSB LIBRARY THOMAS CAKLYLE. 1849. THOMAS CAELTLE OF THE FIKST FOKTY YEAKS OF HIS LIFE 1795-1835 BY JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE, M.A. FORMERLY FELLOW OF EXETER COLLEGE, OXFORD WITH PORTRAITS AND ILLUSTRATIONS TWO VOLUMES ix oyj-: VOL. I. NEW YORK HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE 1882 PREFACE. MR. CARLYLE expressed a desire in his will that of him no biography should be written. I find the same reluctance in hid Journal. No one, he said, was likely to understand a history, the secret of which was unknown to his closest friends. He hoped that his wishes would be respected. Partly to take the place of a biography of himself, and part- ly for other reasons, he collected the letters of his wife letters which covered the whole period of his life in London to the date of her death, when his own active work was finished. He prepared them for publication, adding notes and introductory explanations, as the last sacred duty which remained to him in the world. He intended it as a monument to a character of extreme beauty ; while it would tell the public as much about himself as it could reasonably expect to learn. These letters he placed in my hands eleven years ago, with materials for an Introduction which he was himself unable to complete. He could do no more with it, he said. He could not make up his mind to direct positively the publication even of the letters themselves. He wished them to be published, but he left the decision to myself; and when I was reluctant to undertake the sole responsibility, he said that, if I was in doubt when the time came, I might consult his brother John and his friend Mr. Forster. Had he rested here, my duty would have been clear. The collection of letters, with the Memoir of Mrs. Carlyle which was to form part of the Introduction, would have been consid- ered among us, and would have been either published or sup- pressed, as we might jointly determine. Mr. Carlyle's remain- ing papers would have been sealed up after his death, and by me at least no use would have been made of them. Two years later, however, soon after he had made his will, Carlyle discovered that, whether he wished it or not, a life, or perhaps various lives, of himself would certainly appear when Ti PREFACE. he was gone. When a man has exercised a large influence on the minds of his contemporaries, the world requires to know whether his own actions have corresponded with his teaching, and whether his moral and personal character entitles him to confidence. This- is not idle curiosity ; it is a legitimate de- mand. In proportion to a man's greatness is the scrutiny to which his conduct is submitted. Byron, Burns, Scott, Shelley, Rousseau, Voltaire, Goethe, Pope, Swift, are but instances, to which a hundred others might be added, showing that the pub- lic will not be satisfied without sifting the history of its men of genius to the last grain of fact which can be ascertained about them. The publicity of their private lives has been, is, and will be, either the reward or the penalty of their intellect- ual distinction. Carlyle knew that he could not escape. Since a " Life " of him there would certainly be, he wished it to be as authentic as possible. Besides the Memoir of Mrs. Carlyle, he had written several others, mainly autobiographical, not dis- tinctly to be printed, but with no fixed purpose that they should not be printed. These, with his journals and the whole of his correspondence, he made over to me, with unfettered discretion to use in any way that I might think good. In the papers thus in my possession, Carlyle's history, ex- ternal and spiritual, lay out before me as in a map. By re- casting the entire material, by selecting chosen passages out of his own and his wife's letters, by exhibiting the fair and beautiful side of the story only, it would have been easy, with- out suppressing a single material point, to draw a picture of a faultless character. When the devil's advocate has said his worst against Carlyle, he leaves a figure still of unblemished integrity, purity, loftiness of purpose, and inflexible resolution to do right, as of a man living consciously tinder his Maker's eye, and with his thoughts fixed on the account which he would have to render of his talents. Of a person of whom malice must acknowledge so much as this, the prickly aspects might fairly be passed by in silence ; and if I had studied my own comfort or the pleasure of my immediate readers, I should have produced a portrait as agree- able, and at least as faithful, as those of the favored saints in the Catholic calendar. But it would have been a portrait with- out individuality an ideal, or, in other words, an "idol," to be worshipped one day and thrown away the next. Least of all men could such idealizing be ventured with Carlyle, to PREFACE. vii whom untruth of any kind was abominable. If he was to be known at all, he chose to be known as he was, with his angu- larities, his sharp speeches, his special peculiarities, meritorious or unmeritorious, precisely as they had actually been. He has himself laid down the conditions under which a biographer must do his work if he would do it honestly, without the fear of man before him ; and in dealing with Carlyle's own mem- ory I have felt myself bound to conform to his own rule. He shall speak for himself. I extract a passage from his review of Lockhart's "Life of Sir Walter Scott.'" " One thing we hear greatly blamed in Mr. Lockhart, that he has been too communicative, indiscreet, and has recorded much that ought to have lain suppressed. Persons are men- tioned, and circumstances not always of an ornamental sort. It would appear that there is far less reticence than was looked for ! Various persons, name and surname, have ' received pain.' Nay, the very hero of the biography is rendered unheroic ; unornamental facts of him, and of those he had to do with, being set forth in plain English : hence ' personality,' ' indis- cretion,' or worse ' sanctities of private life,' etc. How deli- cate, decent, is English biography, bless its mealy mouth ! A Damocles' sword of Respectability hangs forever over the poor English life-writer (as it does over poor English life in general), and reduces him to the verge of paralysis. Thus it has been said, ' There are no English lives worth reading, except those of players, who, \>y the nature of the case, have bidden re- spectability good-day.' The English biographer has long felt that if in writing his biography he wrote down anything that could by possibility offend any man, he had written wrong. The plain consequence was that, properly speaking, no biog- raphy whatever could be produced. The poor biographer, having the fear not of God before his eyes, was obliged to re- tire as it were into vacuum, and write in the most melancholy straitened manner, with only vacuum for a result. Vain that he wrote, and that we kept reading volume on volume. There was no biography, but some vague ghost of a biography, white, stainless, without feature or substance ; vacuum as we say, and wind and shadow. ... Of all the praises copiously bestowed on Mr. Lockhart's work there is none in reality so creditable to him as this same censure which has also been pretty copious. "Miscellanies," vol. v. p. 221 sqq. viii PREFACE. It is a censure better than a good many praises. He is found guilty of having said this and that, calculated not to be entire- ly pleasant to this man and that ; in other words, calculated to give him and the thing he worked in a living set of features, not to leave him vague in the white beatified ghost condition. Several men, as we hear, cry out, 'See, there is something written not entirely pleasant to me !' Good friend, it is pity ; but who can help it? They that will crowd about bonfires may sometimes very fairly get their beards singed ; it is the price they pay for such illumination ; natural twilight is safe and free to all. For our part we hope all manner of biogra- phies that are written in England will henceforth be written so. If it is fit that they be written otherwise, then it is still fitter that they be not written at all. To produce not things, but the ghosts of things, can never be the duty of man. . . . The biographer has this problem set before him : to delineate a likeness of the earthly pilgrimage of a man. He will com- pute well what profit is in it, and what disprofit ; under which latter head this of offending any of his fellow-creatures will surely not be forgotten. Nay, this may so swell the disprofit side of his account, that many an enterprise of biography other- wise promising shall require to be renounced. But once taken up, the rule before all rules is to do it, not to do the ghost of it. In speaking of the man and men he has to do with, he will of course keep all his charities about him, but all bis eyes open. Far be it from him to set down aught untrue; nay, not to ab- stain from, and leave in oblivion, much that is true. But having found a thing or things essential for his subject, and well computed the for and against, he will in very deed set down such thing or things, nothing doubting, having, we may say, the fear of God before his eyes, and no other fear what- ever. Censure the biographer's prudence; dissent from the computation he made, or agree with it; be all malice of his, be all falsehood, nay, be all offensive avoidable inaccuracy con- demned and consumed; but know that by this plan only, exe- cuted as was possible, could the biographer hope to make a biography; and blame him not that he did what it had been the worst fault not to do. ... The other censure of Scott be- ing made unheroic springs from the same stem, and is perhaps a still more wonderful flower of it Your true hero must have no features, but be a wliite, stainless, impersonal ghost hero ! But connected with this, there is an hypothesis now PREFACE. ix current that Mr. Lockhart at heart has a dislike to Scott, and has done his best in an underhand treacherous manner to dis-hero him ! Such hypothesis is actually current. He that has ears may hear it now and then on which astounding hypothesis if a word must be said, it can only be an apology for silence. If Mr. Lockhart is fairly chargeable with any rad- ical defect, if on any side his insight entirely fails him, it seems even to be in this, that Scott is altogether lovely to him, that Scott's greatness spreads out before him on all hands beyond reach of eye, that his very faults become beautiful, and that of his worth there is no measure." I will make no comment on this passage farther than to say that I have considered the principles here laid down by Car- lyle to be strictly obligatory upon myself in dealing with his own remains. The free judgments which he passed on men and things were part of himself, and I have not felt myself at liberty to suppress them. Remarks which could injure any man and very few such ever fell from Carlyle's lips I omit, except where indispensable. Remarks which are merely legit- imate expressions of opinion I leave for the most part as they stand. As an illustration of his own wishes on this subject, I may mention that I consulted him about a passage in one of Mrs. Carlyle's letters describing an eminent living person. Her judgment was more just than flattering, and I doubted the prudence of printing it. Carlyle merely said, " It will do him no harm to know what a sensible woman thought of him." As to the biography generally, I found that I could not my- self write a formal Life of Carlyle within measurable compass without taking to pieces his own Memoirs and the collection of Mrs. Carlyle's letters ; and this I could not think it right to attempt. Mr. Forster and John Carlyle having both died, the responsibility was left entirely to myself. A few weeks before Mrs. Carlyle's death, he asked me what I meant to do. I told him that I proposed to publish the Memoirs as soon as he was gone those which form the two volumes of the "Reminis- cences." Afterwards I said that I would publish the letters about which I knew him to be most anxious. He gave his full assent, merely adding that he trusted everything to me. The Memoirs, he thought, had better appear immediately on his de- parture. He expected that people would then be talking about him, and that it would be well for them to have something authentic to guide them. x PREFACE. These points being determined, 'the remainder of my task became simplified. Mrs. Carlyle's letters are a better history of the London life of herself and her husband than could be written either by me or by any one. The connecting narrative is Carlyle's own, and to meddle with his work would be to spoil it. It was thus left to me to supply an account of his early life in Scotland, the greater part of which I had written while he was alive, and which is contained in the present vol- umes. The publication of the letters will follow at no dis- tant period. Afterwards, if I live to do it, I shall add a brief account of his last years, when I was in constant intercourse with him. It may be said that I shall have thus produced no " Life," but only the materials for a " Life." That is true. But I be- lieve that I shall have given, notwithstanding, a real picture as far as it goes ; and an adequate estimate of Carlyle's work in this world is not at present possible. He was a teacher and a prophet in the Jewish sense of the word. The prophecies of Isaiah and Jeremiah have become a part of the permanent spiritual inheritance of mankind, because events proved that they had interpreted correctly the signs of their own times, and their prophecies were fulfilled. Carlyle, like them, be- lieved that he had a special message to deliver to the present age. Whether he was correct in that belief, and whether his message was a true message, remains to be seen. He has told us that our most cherished ideas of political liberty, with their kindred corollaries, are mere illusions, and that the progress which has seemed to go along with them is a progress towards anarchy and social dissolution. If he was wrong, he has mis- used his powers. The principles of his teaching are false. He has offered himself as a guide upon a road of which he had no knowledge ; and his own desire for himself would be the speediest oblivion both of his person and his works. If, on the other hand, he has been right ; if, like his great prede- cessors, he has read truly the tendencies of this modern age of ours, and his teaching is authenticated by facts, then Car- lyle, too, will take his place among the inspired seers, and he will shine on, another fixed star in the intellectual sky. Time only can show how this will be : afiipai tTTiXotTroi fidprvpts CONTENTS OP THE FIRST VOLUME. CHAP. I. II. A.D. 1805. JET. 10 8 III. A.D. 1814. ^ET. 19 19 IV. A.D. 1817. uET. 22 24 V. A.D. 1818. ^ET. 23 30 VI. A.D. 1819. ^Ex. 24 40 VII. A.D. 1820. ^ET. 25 51 VIII. A.D. 1821. ^Ex. 26 61 IX. A.D. 1822. .Ex. 27 80 X. A.D. 1822. ^Ex. 27 86 XI. A.D. 1823. ^ET. 28 102 XII. A.D. 1823. JE.T. 28 112 XIII. A.D. 1824. ^ET. 29 124 XIV. A.D. 1824. ^Er. 29 133 XV. A.D. 1824. ^ET. 29 146 XVI. A.D. 1825. ^Er. 30 156 xii CONTENTS. CHAP. PAG1I XVII. A.D. 1825. JET. 30 169 XVIII. A.D. 1825. JET. 30 182 XIX. A.D. 1826. ^ET. 31 191 XX. A.D. 1826. JET. 31 ... .' N 214 XXI. A.D. 1827. ^Ex. 32 228 XXII. A.D. 1827. JET. 32 . . 242 ILLUSTRATIONS. THOMAS CARLYLE, A.D. 1849 Frontispiece ECCLEFECHAN To face page 1 MAINHILL " " "19 SCOTSBRIO ... " " " 191 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. CHAPTER I. ^ THE river Annan, rising above Moffat in Hartfell, descends from the mountains through a valley, gradually widening and spreading out, as the fells are left behind, into the rich and well-cultivated district known as Annandale. Picturesque and broken in the up- per part of its course, the stream, when it reaches the level country, steals slowly among meadows and undulating wooded hills, till at the end of forty miles it falls into the Solway at Annan town. An- nandale, famous always for its pasturage, suffered especially be- fore the union of the kingdoms from border forays, the effects of which were long to be traced in a certain wildness of disposition in the inhabitants. Dumfriesshire, to which it belongs, was sternly Cameronian. Stories of the persecutions survived in the farm- houses as their most treasured historical traditions. Cameronian congregations lingered till the beginning of the present century, when they merged in other bodies of seceders from the established religion. In its hard fight for spiritual freedom Scotch Protestantism lost respect for kings and nobles, and looked to Christ rather than to earthly rulers ; but before the Reformation all Scotland was clan- nish or feudal ; and the Dumfriesshire yeomanry, like the rest, were organized under great noble families, whose pennon they followed, whose name they bore, and the remotest kindred with which, even to a tenth generation, they were proud to claim. Among the fami- lies of the western border the Carlyles were not the least distinguish- ed. They were originally English, and were called probably after Car- lisle town. They came to Annandale with the Bruces in the time of David the Second. A Sir John Carlyle was created Lord Carlyle of Torthorwald in reward for a beating which he had given the Eng- lish at Annan. Michael, the fourth lord, signed the Association Bond among the Protestant lords when Queen Mary was sent to Lochleven, being the only one among them, it was observed, who 2 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. could not write his name. Their work was rough. They were rough men themselves, and with the change of times their impor- tance declined. The title lapsed, the estates were dissipated in law- suits, and by the middle of the last century nothing remained of the Carlyles but one or two households in the neighborhood of Burns- wark, who had inherited the name either through the adoption by their forefathers of the name of their leader, or by some descent of blood which had trickled down through younger sons. ' In one of these families, in a house which his father, who was a mason, had built with his own hands, Thomas Carlyle was born on December 4, 1795. Ecclefechan, where his father lived, is a small market town on the east side of Annandale, six miles inland from the Sol way, and about sixteen on the great north road from Carlisle.' 3 It consists of a single street, down one side of which, at that time, ran an open brook. The aspect, like that of most Scotch towns, is cold, but clean and orderly, with an air of thrifty comfort. The houses are plain, that in which the Carlyles lived alone having pre- tensions to originality. In appearance one, it is really double, a cen- tral arch dividing it. James Carlyle, Thomas Carlyle's father, occu- pied one part. His brother, who was his partner in his trade, lived in the other. Of their ancestors they knew nothing beyond the second genera- tion. Tradition said that they had been long settled as farmers at Burrens, the Roman station at Middlebie (two miles from Eccle- fechan). One of them, it was said, had been unjustly hanged on pretext of border cattle-stealing. The case was so cruel that the farm had been given as some compensation to the widow, and the family had continued to possess it till their title was questioned, and they were turned out by the Duke of Queensberry. Whether this story was true or not, it is certain that James Carlyle's grand- mother lived at Middlebie in extreme poverty, and that she died in the early part of the last century, leaving two sons. Thom- as, the elder, was a carpenter, worked for some time at Lancaster, came home afterwards, and saw the Highlanders pass through Ec- clefechan in 1745 on their way to England. Leaving his trade, he settled at a small farm called Brownknowe, near Burnswark Hill, and, marrying a certain Mary Gillespie, produced four sons and two daughters. Of these sons James Carlyle was the second. The house- 1 When Carlyle became famous, a Dumfries antiquary traced his ancestry with ap- parent success through ten generations to the first Lord torthonvald. There was mnrh laughter about it in the house in Cheyne Row, but Carlyle was inclined to think on the whole that the descent was real. * The usually received etymology of Ecclefechan is that it is the same as Kirkfechan, Church of St. Fechanus, an Irish saint supposed to have come to Annandale in the sev- enth century ; but Fechan is a not unusual termination in Welsh, and means ' ' small, " as in Llaufairfeehan. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 3 hold life was in a high degree disorderly. Old Thomas Carlyle was formed after the border type, more given to fighting and wild ad- venture than to patient industry. "He did not drink," his grand- son says, "but he was a fiery man, irascible, indomitable, of the toughness and springiness of steel. An old market brawl, called Ecclefechan dog-light, in which he was a principal, survives in tra- dition to this day." 1 He was proud, poor, and discontented, leav- ing his family for the most part to shift for themselves. They were often without food or fuel ; his sons were dressed in breeks made mostly of leather. "They had to scramble [Carlyle says], scraffle for their very clothes and food. They knit, they thatched for hire, they hunted. My father tried all these things almost in boyhood. Eve^y dale and burngate and cleugh of that district he had traversed seeking hares and the like. He used to talk of these pilgrimages. Once I remem- ber his gun-flint was tied on with a hatband. He was a real hunter like a wild Indian from necessity. The hare's flesh was food. Hare- skins at sixpence each would accumulate into the purchase money of a coat. His hunting years were not useless to him. Misery was early training the rugged boy into a stoic, that one day he might be the assurancex)f a Scottish man. " "Travelling tinkers," "Highland drovers," and such like were occasional guests at Brownknowe. " Sandy Macleod, a pensioned soldier who had served under Wolfe, lived in an adjoining cottage, and had stories to tell of his adventures." Old Thomas Carlyle, not- withstanding his rough, careless ways, was not without cultivation. He studied " Anson's Voyages," and in his old age, strange to say, when his sons were growing into young men, he would sit with a neighbor over the fire, reading, much to their scandal, the "Arabian Nights." They had become, James Carlyle especially, and his brother through him, serious lads, and they were shocked to see two old men occupied on the edge of the grave with such idle vanities. Religion had been introduced into the house through another singular figure, John Orr, the school-master of Hoddam, who was also by trade a shoemaker. School-mastering in those days fell to persons of clever, irregular habits, who took to it from taste partly, and also because other forms of business did not answer with them. Orr was a man of strong pious tendencies, but was given to drink. He would disappear for weeks into pothouses, and then come back to his friends shattered and remorseful. He, too, was a friend and visitor at Brownknowe, teaching the boys by day, sleeping in the room with them at night, and discussing arithmetical problems with their father. From him James Carlyle gained such knowledge as 1 This, it should be said, was written fifty years ago. 4 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. he had, part of it a knowledge of the Bible, which became the guid- ing principle of his life. The effect was soon visible on a remark- able occasion. While he was still a boy, he and three of his com- panions had met to play cards. There was some disagreement, among them, when James Carlyle said that they were fools and worse for quarrelling over a probably sinful amusement. They threw the cards into the fire, and perhaps no one of the four, certain- ly not James Carlyle, ever touched a card again. Hitherto he and his brother had gleaned a subsistence on the skirts of settled life. They were now to find an entrance into regular occupation. James Carlyle was born in 1757. In 1773, when he was sixteen, a certain William Brown, a mason from Peebles, came into Annandale, be- came acquainted with the Carlyles, and married Thomas Carlyle's eldest daughter Fanny. He took her brothers as apprentices, and they became known before long as the most skilful and diligent workmen in the neighborhood. James, though not the eldest, had the strongest character, and guided the rest. " They were noted for their brotherly affection and coherence." They all prospered.- They were noted also for their hard sayings, and it must be said also, in their early manhood, for "hard strikings." They were warmly liked by those near them ; " by those at a distance they were view- ed as something dangerous to meddle with, something not to be meddled with." James Carlyle never spoke with pleasure of his young days, re- garding them "as days of folly, perhaps sinful days;" but it was well known that he was strictly temperate, pure, abstemious, prudent, and industrious. Feared he was from his promptness of hand, but never aggressive, and using his strength only to put down rudeness and violence. "On one occasion," says Carlyle, "a huge peasant was rudely insulting and defying the party my father belonged to. The other quailed, and he bore it till he could bear it no longer, but clutched his rough adversary by the two flanks, swung him with ireful force round in the air, hitting his feet against some open door, and hurled him to a distance, supine, lamed, vanquished, and utterly humbled. He would say of such things, ' I am wae to think of it ' wae from repentance. Happy he who has nothing worse to re- pent of !" The apprenticeship over, the brothers began work on their own account, and with marked success ; James Carlyle taking the lead. He built, as has been already said, a house for himself, which still stands in the street of Ecclefechan. His brothers occupied one part of it, he himself the other ; and his father, the old Thomas, life now wearing out, came in from Brownknowe to live with them. James, perhaps the others, but James decisively, became an avowedly re- ligious man. He had a maternal uncle, one Robert Brand, whose LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 5 advice and example influenced him in this matter. Brand was a "vigorous religionist," of strict Presbyterian type. From him James Carlyle received a definite faith, and made his profession as a "Burgher," a seceding sect which had separated from the Establish- ment as insufficiently in earnest for them. They had their humble meeting-house, "thatched with heath;" and for minister a certain John Johnstone, from whom Carlyle himself learned afterwards his first Latin ; "the priestliest man," he says, "I ever under any eccle- siastical guise was privileged to look upon." " This peasant union, this little heath-thatched house, this simple evangelist, together constituted properly the church of that district; they were the blessing and the saving of many; on me too their pious heaven-sent influences still rest and live. There was in those days a 'teacher of the people.' He sleeps not far from my father who built his monument in the Ecclefechan church-yard, the Teacher and the Taught. Blessed, I again say, are the dead that die in the Lord. " In 1791, having then a house of his own, James Carlyle married a distant cousin of the same name, Janet Carlyle. They had one son, John, and then she died of fever. Her long fair hair, which had been cut off in her illness, remained as a memorial of her in a drawer, into which the children afterwards looked with wondering awe. Two years after the husband married again Margaret Aitken, "a woman," says Carlyle, "of to me the fairest descent, that of the pious, the just, and the wise." Her character will unfold itself as the story goes on. Thomas Carlyle was her first child, born Decem- ber 4, 1795 ; she lived to see him at the height of his fame, known, and honored wherever the English language was spoken. To her care " for body and soul " he never ceased to say that "he owed end- less gratitude." After Thomas came eight others, three sons and five daughters, one of whom, Janet, so called after the first wife, died when she was a few months old. The family was prosperous, as Ecclefechan working life under- stood prosperity. In one year, his best, James Carlyle made in his business as much as 100. At worst he earned an artisan's sub- stantial wages, and was thrifty and prudent. The children, as they passed out of infancy, ran about barefoot, but were otherwise clean- ly clothed, and fed on oatmeal, milk, and potatoes. Our Carlyle learned to read from his mother too early for distinct remembrance; when he was five his father taught him arithmetic, and sent him with the other village boys to school. Like the Carlyles generally, he had a violent temper. John, the son of the first marriage, lived usually with his grandfather, but came occasionally to visit his parents. Carlyle's earliest recollection is of throwing his little brown stool at his brother in a mad passion of rage, when he was C LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. scarcely more than two years old, breaking a leg of it, and "feeling for the first time the united pangs of loss and remorse." The next impression which most affected him was the small round heap under the sheet upon a bed where his little sister lay dead. Death, too, he made acquaintance with in another memorable form. His father's eldest brother John died. "The day before his funeral, an ill-be- having servant-wench lifted the coverlid from off his pale, ghastly befilleted head to show it to some crony of hers, unheeding of the child who was alone with them, and to whom the sight gave a new pang of horror. " The grandfather followed next, closing finally his Anson and his "Arabian Nights." He had a brother whose advent- ures had been remarkable. Francis Carlyle, so he was called, had been apprenticed to a shoemaker. He, too, when his time was out, had gone to England, to Bristol among other places, where he fell into drink and gambling. He lost all his money; one morning after an orgie he flung himself desperately out of bed and broke his leg. When he recovered he enlisted in a brig-of-war, distinguished him- self by special gallantry in supporting his captain in a mutiny, and was rewarded with the command of a Solway revenue-cutter. Af- ter many years of rough creditable service he retired on half-pay to his native village of Middlebie. There had been some family quar- rel, and the brothers, though living close to one another, had held no intercourse. They were both of them above eighty years of age. The old Thomas being on his death-bed, the sea-captain's heart re- lented. He was a grim, broad, fierce-looking man; "prototype of Smollett's Trunnion." Being too unwieldy to walk, he was brought into Ecclefechan in a cart, and carried in a chair up the steep stairs to his dying brother's room. There he remained some twenty min- utes, and came down again with a face which printed itself in the little Carlyle's memory. They saw him no more, and after a brief interval the old generation had disappeared. Amid such scenes our Carlyle struggled through his early boy- hood. "It was not a joyful life [he says]; what life is? yet a safe and quiet one, above most others, or any other I have witnessed, a whole- some one. We were taciturn rather than talkative, but if little was said, that little had generally a meaning. "More remarkable man than my father I have never met in my journey through life; sterling sincerity in thought, word, and deed, most quiet, but capable of blazing into whirlwinds when needful, and such a flash of just insight and brief natural eloquence and em- phasis, true to every feature of it as I have never known in any other. Humor of a most grim Scandinavian type he occasionally had; wit rarely or never too serious for wit my excellent mother with per- haps the deeper piety in most senses had also the most sport. No man of my day, or hardly any man, can have had better parents." LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 7 The Sunday services in Mr. Johnstone's meeting-house were the events of the week. The congregation were "Dissenters" of a marked type, some of them coming from as far as Carlisle ; another party, and among these at times a little eager boy, known afterwards as Edward Irving, appearing regularly from Annan, "their stream- ing plaids in wet weather hanging up to drip." "A man [Carlyle wrote in 1866] who in those days awoke to the belief that he actually had a soul to be saved or lo'st was apt to be found among the Dissenting people, and to have given up attendance at Kirk. All dissent in Scotland is merely stricter adherence to the Church of the Reformation. Very venerable are those old Seceder clergy to me now when I look back. . . . Most figures of them in my time were hoary old men; men so like evangelists in modern vesture and poor scholars and gentlemen of Christ I have nowhere met with among Protestant or Papal clergy in any country in the world. . . . That poor temple of my childhood is more sacred to me than the biggest cathedral then extant could have been; rude, rustic, bare, no temple in the world was more so; but there were sacred lambencies, tongues of authentic flame which kindled what was best in one, what has not yet gone out. Strangely vivid are some twelve or twenty of those old faces whom I used to see every Sunday, whose names, employments, or precise dwelling-places I never knew, but whose portraits are yet clear to me as in a mirror. "Their heavy-laden, patient, ever attentive faces, fallen solitary most of them, children all away, wife away forever, or, it might be, wife still there and constant like a shadow, and grown very like the old man, the thrifty cleanly poverty of these good people, their well saved coarse old clothes, tailed waistcoats down to mid-thigh ail this I occasionally see as with eyes sixty or sixty-five years off, and hear the very voice of my mother upon it, whom sometimes I would be questioning about these persons of the drama, and endeavoring to describe and identify them." Of one of these worshippers in the Ecclefechan meeting-house, "tall, straight, very clean always, brown as mahogany, with a beard white as snow," Carlyle tells the following anecdote : "Old David Hope [that was his name] lived on a little farm close by Solway shore, a mile or two east of Annan a wet country with late harvests which are sometimes incredibly difficult to save ten days continuously pouring, then a day, perhaps two davs, of drought, part of them, it may be, of high roaring wind ; during w T hich the moments are golden for you, and perhaps you had better work all night as presently there will be deluges again. David's stuff, one such morning, was all standing dry, ready to be saved still if he stood to it, which was very much his intention. Breakfast, whole- some hasty porridge, was soon over, and next in course came family worship, what they call taking the book, i.e. , taking your Bible, psalui and chapter always part of the service. David was putting on his spectacles when somebody rushed in. ' Such a raging wind risen 8 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. will drive the stocks (shocks) into the sea if let alone.' 'Wind!' answered David. 'Wind canna get ae straw that has been ap- pointed mine. Sit down and let us worship God.' " CHAPTER II. A.D. 1805. 2ET. 10. EDUCATION is a passion in Scotland. It is the pride of every hon- orable peasant, if he has a son of any promise, to give him a chance of rising as a scholar. As a child Carlyle could not have failed to show that there was something unusual in him. The school-master in Ecclefechan gave a good account of his progress in "figures." The minister reported favorably of his Latin. "I do not grudge thee thy schooling, Tom," his father said to him one day, "now that thy uncle Frank owns thee a better arithmetician than himself." It was decided that he should go to Annan Grammar-school, and thence, if he prospered, to the University, with final outlook to the ministry. He was a shy thoughtful boy, shrinking generally from rough companions, but with the hot temper of his race. His mother, natu- rally anxious for him, and fearing perhaps the family tendency, ex- tracted a promise before parting with him that he would never re- turn a blow, and, as might be expected, his first experiences of school were extremely miserable. Boys of genius are never well received by the common flock, and escape persecution only when they are able to defend themselves. "Sartor Resartus" is generally mythic, but parts are historical, and among them the account of the first launch of Teufelsdrockh into the Hinterschlag Gymnasium. Hinterschlag (smite behind) is Annan. Thither, leaving home and his mother's side, Carlyle was taken by his father, being then in his tenth year, and "fluttering with boundless hopes," at Whitsuntide, 1805, to the school which was to be his first step into a higher life. "Well do I remember [says Teufelsdrockh] the red sunny Whit- suntide morning when, trotting full of hope by the side of Father Andreas, I entered the main street of the place and saw its steeple clock (then striking eight) and Schuldthurm (jail), and the aproned or disaproned Burghers moving in to breakfast; a little dog, in mad terror, was rushing past, for some human imps had tied a tin kettle to its tail, fit emblem of much that awaited myself in that mischiev- ous den. Alas! the kind beech rows of Entepfuhl (Ecclefechan) were hidden in the distance. I was among strangers harshly, at best indifferently, disposed to me ; the young heart felt for the first time quite orphaned and alone. . . . My school-fellows were boys, mostly rude boys, and obeyed the impulse of rude nature, which LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 9 bids the deer-herd fall upon any stricken hart, the duck-flock put to death any broken - winged brother or sister, and on all hands the strong tyrannize over the weak." Carlyle retained to the end of his days a painful, and indeed re- sentful recollection of these school experiences of his. " This," he said of the passage just quoted from "Sartor," "is true, and not half the truth." He had obeyed his mother's injunctions. He had courage in plenty to resent ill - usage, but his promise was sacred. He was passionate, and often, probably, violent, but fight he would not; and every one who knows English and Scotch life will understand what his fate must have been. One consequence was a near escape from drowning. The boys had all gone to bathe; the lonely child had stolen apart from the rest, where he could escape from being tor- mented. He found himself in a deep pool which had been dug out for a dock and had been filled with the tide. The mere accident of some one passing at the time saved him. At length he could bear his condition no longer; he turned on the biggest bully in the school and furiously kicked him ; a battle followed, in which he was beat- en ; but he left marks of his fists upon his adversary, which were not forgotten. He taught his companions to fear him, if only like Brasidas's mouse. He was persecuted no longer, but he carried away bitter and resentful recollections of what he had borne, which were never entirely obliterated. The teaching which Carlyle received at Annan, he says, "was limited, and of its kind only moderately good. Latin and French I did get to read with fluency. Latin quantity was left a frightful chaos, and I had to learn it afterwards. Some geometry, algebra; arithmetic tolerably well. Vague outlines of geography I learned; all the books I could get were also devoured. Greek consisted of the alphabet merely." Elsewhere in a note I find the following account of his first teach- ing and school experience : ' My mother [writes Carlyle, in a series of brief notes upon his early life] had taught me reading. I never remember when. Tom Donaldson's school at Ecclef echan a severely - correct kind of man Tom . . . from Edinburgh went afterwards to Manchester ; I never saw his face again, though I still remember it well as always merry and kind to me, though to the undeserving severe. The school then stood at Hoddam Kirk. Sandie Seattle, subsequently a Burgher minister at Glasgow, I well remember examining me. He reported me complete in English, age then about seven . . . that I must go to Latin or waste my time. Latin accordingly, with what enthusiasm ! But the school-master did not himself know Latin. I gradually got altogether swamped and bewildered under him. Reverend Mr. Johnstone,of Ecclef echan, or rather first his sou, home 1* 10 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. from college, and already teaching a nephew or a cousin, had to take me in hand, and once pulled afloat I made rapid and sure way. " In my tenth year I was sent to the grammar school at Annan. May 26, a bright sunny morning Whit-Monday which I still viv- idly remember, I trotting at my father's side in the way alluded to in ' Sartor.' It was a bright morning, and to me full of moment of fluttering, boundless hopes, saddened by parting with mother, with home, and which afterwards were cruelly disappointed. " ' Sartor' is not to be trusted in details. Greek consisted of the Alphabet mainly. Hebrew is a German entity. 1 Nobody in that region except old Mr. Johnstone could have read a sentence of it to save his life. I did get to read Latin and French with fluency Latin quantity was left a frightful chaos, and I had to learn it after- wards. Some geometry, algebra, arithmetic thoroughly well. Vague outlines of geography I did learn; all the books I could get were also devoured. Mythically true is what ' Sartor ' says of my school- fellows, and not half the truth. Unspeakable is the damage and defilement I got out of those coarse, unguided tyrannous cubs, es- pecially till I revolted against them and gave stroke for stroke, as my pious mother, in her great love of peace and of my best inter- ests, spiritually chiefly, had imprudently forbidden me to do. One way and another I had never been so wretched as here in that school, and the first two years of my time in it still count among the miserable of my life. Academia! High School Instructors of Youth ! Oh, ye unspeakable ! ' ' Of holidays we hear nothing, though holidays there must have been at Christmas and Midsummer ; little also of school friendships or amusements. For the last, in such shape as could have been found in boys of his class in Annan, Carlyle could have had little interest. He speaks warmly of his mathematical teacher, a certain Mr. Morley, f rom Cumberland, "whom he loved much, and who taught him well." He had formed a comradeship with one or two boys of his own age, who were not entirely uncongenial to him ; but only one incident is preserved which was of real moment. In his third school year Carlyle first consciously saw Edward Irving. Irving's family lived in Annan. He had himself been at the school, and had gone thence to the University of Edinburgh. He had dis- tinguished himself there, gained prizes, and was otherwise honora- bly spoken of. Annan, both town and school, was proud of the brilliant lad that they had produced. And Irving one day looked in upon the class-room, the masters out of compliment attending him. "He was scrupulously dressed, black coat, tight pantaloons in the fashion of the day, and looked very neat, self - possessed, and amiable ; a flourishing slip of a youth with coal-black hair, swarthy clear complexion, very straight on his feet, and, except for Alluding to a German biography in which he was said to have learned Hebrew. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 11 the glaring squint, decidedly handsome." The boys listened eager- ly as he talked in a free, airy way about Edinburgh and its prolV.-s- ors. A University man who has made a name for himself is infi- nitely admirable to younger ones ; he is not too far above them to be comprehensible. They know what he has done, and they hope distantly that they too one day may do the like. Of course Irving did not distinguish Carlyle. He walked through the rooms and disappeared. The Hinterschlag Gymnasium was over soon after, and Carlyle's future career was now to be decided on. The Ecclefechan family life was not favorable to displays of precocious genius. Vanity was the last quality that such a man as James Carlyle would encourage, and there was a severity in his manner which effectively repressed any disposition to it. "We had all to complain [Carlyle says] that we dared not freely love our father. His heart seemed as if walled in. My mother has owned to me that she could never understand him, and that her af- fection and admiration of him were obstructed. It seemed as if an atmosphere of fear repelled us from him, me especially. My heart and tongue played freely with my mother. He had an air of deep- est gravity and even sternness. He had the most entire and open contempt for idle tattle what he called clatter. Any talk that had meaning in it he could listen to: what had no meaning in it, above all what seemed false, he absolutely could not and would not hear, but abruptly turned from it. Long may we remember his ' I don't believe thee ;' his tongue-paralyzing cola indifferent ' Hah.' " Besides fear, Carlyle, as he grew older, began to experience a cer- tain awe of his father as of a person of altogether superior qualities. "N"one of us [he writes] will ever forget that bold glowing style of his, flowing free from the untutored soul, full of metaphor, though he knew not what metaphor was, witli all manner of potent words which he appropriated and applied with surprising accuracy brief, energetic, conveying the most perfect picture, definite, clear, not in ambitious colors, but in full white sunlight. Emphatic I have heard him beyond all men. In anger he had no need of oaths ; his words were like sharp arrows that smote into the very heart." Such a father may easily have been alarming and slow to gain his children's confidence. He had silently observed his little Tom, how- ever. The reports from the Annan masters were all favorable, and when the question rose what was to be done with him, he inclined to venture the University. The wise men of Ecclefechan shook their heads. "Educate a boy," said one of them, "and he grows up to despise his ignorant parents." Others said it was a risk, it was waste of money, there was a large family to be provided for, too much must not be spent upon one, etc. James Carlyle had seen 12 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. something in his boy's character which showed him that the ri.sk, if risk there was, must be encountered; and to Edinburgh it was de- cided that Tom should go and be made a scholar of. To English ears university life suggests splendid buildings, luxu- rious rooms, rich endowments as the reward of successful industry ; as students, young men between nineteen and twenty-three with handsome allowances, spending each of them on an average double the largest income which James Carlyle had earned in any year of his life. Universities north of the Tweed had in those days no money prizes to offer, no fellowships and scholarships, nothing at all but an education, and a discipline in poverty and self-denial. The lads who went to them were the children, most of them, of parents as poor as Carlyle's father. They knew at what a cost the expense of sending them to college, relatively small as it was, could be afforded; and they went with the fixed purpose of making the very utmost of their time. Five months only of each year they could remain in their classes; for the rest of it they taught pupils themselves, or worked on the farm at home to pay for their own learning. Each student, as a rule, was the most promising member of the family to which he belonged, and extraordinary confidence was placed in them. They were sent to Edinburgh, Glasgow, or wher- ever it might be, when they were mere boys of fourteen. They had no one to look after them either on their journey or when they came to the end. They walked from their homes, being unable to pay for coach-hire. They entered their own names at the college. They found their own humble lodgings, and were left entirely to their own capacity for self -conduct. The carriers brought them oatmeal, po- tatoes, and salt butter from the home farm, with a few eggs occasion- ally as a luxury. With their thrifty habits they required no other food. In the return cart their linen went back to their mothers to be washed and mended. Poverty protected them from temptations to vicious amusements. They formed their economical friendships; they shared their breakfasts and their thoughts, and had their clubs for conversation or discussion. When term was over they walked home in parties, each district having its little knot belonging to it ; and known along the roads as University scholars, they were assured of entertainment on the way. As a training in self-dependence no better education could have been found in these islands. If the teaching had been as good as the discipline of character, the Scotch universities might have competed with the world. The teaching was the weak part. There were no funds, either in the colleges or with the students, to provide personal instruction as at Oxford and Cambridge. The professors were indi- vidually excellent, but they had to teach large classes, and had no LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 13 leisure to attend particularly to this or that promising pupil. The universities were opportunities to boys who were able to take ad- vantage of them, and that was all. Such was the life on which Carlylc was now to enter, and such were the circumstances of it. It was the November term, 1809. lie was to be fourteen on the fourth of the approaching December. Ed- inburgh is nearly one hundred miles from Ecclefechan. He was to go on foot like the rest, under the guardianship of a boy named " Tom Small, " two or three years his senior, who had already been at col- lege, and was held, therefore, to be a sufficient protector. "How strangely vivid [he says in 1866], how remote and wonder- ful, tinged with the hues of far-off love and sadness, is that journey to me now after fifty -seven years of time! My mother and father walking with me in the dark frosty November morning through the village to set us on our way ; my dear and loving mother, her tremu- lous affection, my etc. " "Tom Smail"was a poor companion, very innocent, very con- ceited, an indifferent scholar. Carlyle in his own mind had a small opinion of him. The journey over the moors was a weary one, the elder lad stalking on generally ahead, whistling an Irish tune; the younger "given up to his bits of reflections in the silence of the hills." Twenty miles a day the boys walked, by Moffat and over Airock Stane. They reached Edinburgh early one afternoon, got a lodging in Simon Square, got dinner, and sallied out again that " Pal- inurus Tom " might give the novice a glance of the great city. The scene so entirely new to him left an impression on Carlyle which remained distinct after more than half a century. "The novice mind [he says] was not excessively astonished all at once, but kept its eyes open and said nothing. What streets we went through I don't the least recollect, but have some faint im- age of St. Giles's High Kirk, and of the Lucken booths there with their strange little ins and outs and eager old women in miniature shops, of combs, shoe-laces, and trifles ; still fainter image, if any, of the sublime horse statue in Parliament Square hard by ; directly af- ter which Small, audaciously, so I thought, pushed open a door free to all the world and dragged me in with him to a scene which I have never forgotten. An immense hall dimly lighted from the top of the walls, and perhaps with candles burning in it here and there, all in strange chiaroscuro, and filled with what I thought exaggeratively a thousand or two of human creatures, all astir in a boundless buzz of talk, and simmering about in every direction some solitary, some in groups. By degrees I noticed that some were in wig and black gown, some not, but in common clothes, all well dressed ; that here and there on the sides of the hall were little thrones with enclosures and steps leading up, red velvet figures sitting in said thrones, and the black-gowned eagerly speaking to them; advocates pleading to judges as I easily understood. How they could be heard in such a I. 3 14 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. grinding din was somewhat a mystery. Higher up on the walls, stuck there like swallows in their nests, sate other humbler figures ; these I found were the sources of certain wildly plangent lamentable kinds of sounds, or echoes, which from time to time pierced the universal noise of feet and voices, and rose unintelligibly above it as in the bit- terness of incurable woe: criers of the court I gradually came to un- derstand. And this was Themis in her ' outer house ;' such a scene of chaotic din and hurly-burly as I had never figured before. It seems to me that there were four times or ten tunes as many people in that ' outer house ' as there now usually are ; and doubtless there is something of fact in this, such have been the curtailments and abatements of law practice in the head courts since then, and trans- ference of it to county jurisdiction. Last time I was in that outer house (some six or seven years ago in broad daylight) it seemed like a place fallen asleep, fallen almost dead. "Notable figures, now all vanished utterly, were doubtless wan- dering about as part of that continual hurly-burly when I first set foot in it fifty-seven years ago ; great law lords this and that, great advocates alors celebres, as Thiers has it. Craustoun, Cockburn, Jef- frey, Walter Scott, John Clark. To me at that tune they were not even names ; but I have since occasionally thought of that night and place where probably they were living substances some of them in a kind of relation to me afterwards. Time with his tenses what a wonderful entity is he always ! The only figure I distinctly recollect and got printed on my brain that night was John Clark, there veri- tably hitching about, whose grim strong countenance with its black far-projecting brows, and look of great sagacity, fixed him in my memory." This scene alone remains recorded of Carlyle's early Edinburgh experience. Of the University he says that he learned little there. In the Latin class he was under Professor Christieson, who "never noticed him nor could distinguish him from another Mr. Irving Car- lyle, an older, bigger boy, with red hair, wild buck teeth, and scorch- ed complexion, and the worst Latinist of his acquaintance." "In the classical field [he writes elsewhere] I am truly as noth- ing. Homer I learnt to read in the original with difficulty, after Wolf's broad flash of light thrown into it ; ^Eschylus and Sophocles mainly in translations. Tacitus and Virgil became really interest- ing to me ; Homer and .^Eschylus above all ; Horace egoistical, leicUtfertig, in sad fact I never cared for ; Cicero, after long and va- rious trials, always proved a windy person and a weariness to me, extinguished altogether by Middleton's excellent though misjudging life of him." It was not much better with philosophy. Dugald Stewart had gone away two years before Carlyle entered. Brown was the new professor, "an eloquent, acute little gentleman, full of enthusiasm about simple suggestions, relative," etc., unprofitable utterly to Car- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 15 lyle, and bewildering and dispiriting, as* the autumn winds among withered leaves. In mathematics only he made real progress. His temperament was impatient of uncertainties. He threw himself with delight into a form of knowledge in which the conclusions were indisputable, where at each step he could plant his foot with confidence. Pro- fessor Leslie (Sir John Leslie afterwards) discovered his talent, and exerted himself to help him with a zeal of which Carlyle never af- terwards ceased to speak with gratitude. That he made progress in mathematics was ' ' perhaps, " as he says, "due mainly to the accident that Leslie alone of my professors had some genius in his business, and awoke a certain enthusiasm in me. For several years geometry shone before me as the noblest of all sciences, and I prosecuted it in all my best hours and moods. But far more pregnant inquiries were rising in me, and gradually en- grossing me, heart as well as head, so that about 1820 or 1821 I had entirely thrown mathematics aside, and except in one or two brief spurts, more or less of a morbid nature, have never in the least re- garded it farther." Yet even in mathematics, on ground with which he was familiar, his shy nature was unfitted for display. He carried off no prizes. He tried only once, and though he was notoriously superior to all his competitors, the crowd and noise of the class-room prevented him from even attempting to distinguish himself. I have heard him say late in life that his thoughts never came to him in proper form except when he was alone. " Sartor Rcsartus," I have already said, must not be followed too literally as a biographical authority. It is mythic, not historical. Nevertheless, as mythic it may be trusted for the general outlines. "The university where I was educated [says Teufelsdrockh] still stands vivid enough in my remembrance, and I know its name well, which name, however, I from tenderness to existing interests shall in nowise divulge. It is my painful duty to say that out of Eng- land and Spain purs was the worst of all hitherto discovered univer- sities. This is indeed a time when right education is, as nearly as may be, impossible; however, in degrees of wrongness there is no limit; nay, I can conceive a worse system than that of the Nameless itself, as poisoned victual may be worse than absolute hunger. "It is written, when the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch. Wherefore in such circumstances may it not sometimes be safer if both leader and led simply sit still? Had you anywhere in Crim Tartary walled in a square enclosure, furnished it with a small ill-chosen library, and then turned loose into it eleven hundred Christian striplings, to tumble about as they listed from three to sev- en years; certain persons under the title of professors being station- ed at the gates to declare aloud that it was a university and exact considerable admission fees, you had, not indeed in mechanical 16 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. structure, yet in spirit and' result, some imperfect substance of our High Seminary. . . . The professors in the Nameless lived with ease, with safety, by a mere reputation constructed in past times and then, too, with no great effort by quite another class of persons; which reputation, like a strong brisk-going undershot wheel sunk into the general current, bade fair, with only a little annual repaint- ing on their part, to hold long together, and of its own accord assid- uously grind for them. Happy that it was so for the millers ! They themselves needed not to work. Their attempts at working, what they called educating, now when I look back on it fill me with a certain mute admiration. . . . "Besides all this we boasted ourselves a rational university, in the highest degree hostile to mysticism. Thus was the young va- cant mind furnished with much talk about progress of the species, dark ages, prejudice, and the like, so that all were quickly blown out into a state of windy argumentativeness, whereby the better sort had soon to end in sick impotent scepticism; the worser sort explode in finished self-conceit, and to all spiritual interests become dead. . . . The hungry young looked up to their spiritual nurses, and for food were bidden eat the east wind. What vain jargon of controver- sial metaphysics, etymology, and mechanical manipulation, falsely named Science, was current there, I indeed learned better than per- haps the most. Among eleven hundred Christian youths there will not be wanting some eleven eager to learn. By collision with such, a certain warmth, a certain polish was communicated; by instinct and by happy accident I took less to rioting than to thinking and reading, which latter also I was free to do. Nay, from the Chaos of that library I succeeded in fishing up more books than had been known to the keeper thereof. The foundation of a literary life was hereby laid. I learned on my own strength to read fluently in al- most all cultivated languages, on almost all subjects and sciences. A certain ground-plan of human nature and life began to fashion itself in me, by additional experiments to be corrected and indefi- nitely extended." 1 The teaching at a university is but half what is learned there; the other half, and the most important, is what young men learn from one another. Carlyle's friends at Edinburgh, the eleven out of the eleven hundred, were of his own rank of life, sons of peasants who had their own way to make in life. From their letters, many of which have been preserved, it is clear that they were clever good lads, distinctly superior to ordinary boys of their age, Carlyle him- self holding the first place in their narrow circle. Their lives were pure and simple. Nowhere in these letters is there any jesting witli vice or light allusions to it. The boys wrote to one another on the last novel of Scott or poem of Byron, on the Edinburgh Review, on the war, on the fall of Napoleon, occasionally on geometrical problems, sermons, college exercises, and divinity lectures, and again i "Sartor Resartus," book ii. chap. iii. 17 on innocent trifles, with sketches, now and then humorous and bright, of Annandale life as it was seventy yeare ago. They looked to Carlyle to direct their judgment and advise them in difficulties. He was the prudent one of the party, able, if money matters went wrong, to help them out of his humble savings. He was already noted, too, for power of effective speech "far too sarcastic for so young a man " was what elder people said of him. One of his cor- respondents addressed him always as "Jonathan," or "Dean," or "Doctor," as if he was to be a second Swift. Others called him "Parson," perhaps from his intended profession. All foretold fut- ure greatness to him of one kind or another. They recognized that he was not like other young men, that he was superior to other young men, in character as well as intellect. "Knowing how you abhor all affectation " is an expression used to him when he was still a mere boy. His destination was "the ministry," and for this, knowing how much his father and mother wished it, he tried to prepare himself. He was already conscious, however, ' ' that he had not the least en- thusiasm for that business, that even grave prohibitory doubts were gradually rising ahead. Formalism was not the pinching point, had there been the preliminary of belief forthcoming." " No church or speaking entity whatever," he admitted, "can do without formu- las, but it must believe them first if it would be honest." Two letters to Carlyle from one of these early friends may be given here as specimens of the rest. They bring back the Annan- dale of 1814, and show a faint kind of image of Carlyle himself re- flected on the writer's mind. His name was Hill. He was about Carlyle's age, and subscribes himself Peter Pindar : To Thomas Carlyle. "Castlcbank: January 1, 1814. WindS.W. Weather hazy. " What is the life of man 1 Is it not to shift from trouble to trou- ble and from side to side ? to button up one cause of vexation and unbutton another ? So wrote the celebrated Sterne, so quoted the no less celebrated Jonathan, and so may the poor devil Pindar ap- ply it to himself. You mention some two or three disappointments you have met with lately. For shame, Sir, to be so peevish and splenetic ! Your disappointments are ' trifles light as air ' when compared with the vexations and disappointments I have experi- enced. I was vexed and grieved to the very soul and beyond the soul, to go to Galloway and be deprived of the pleasure of some- thing you know nothing about. I was disappointed on my return at finding he r in a devil of a bad shy humor. I was but why do I talk to you about such things ? There are joys and sorrows, pleas- ures and pains, with which a Stoic Platonic humdrum bookworm sort of fellow like you, Sir, intermeddleth not, and consequently rau 18 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. have no idea of. I was disappointed in Bonaparte's escaping to Paris when he ought to have been taken prisoner by the allies at Leipsic. I was disappointed at your not mentioning aaything about our old acquaintances at Edinburgh. Last night there was a flag on the mail, and to-night, when I expected a Gazette announcing some great victory, the taking of Bayonne or the marching of Wel- lington to Bourdeaux, I was disappointed that the cause of all the rejoicing was an engagement with the French under the walls of Bayonne, in which we lost upwards of 500 men killed and 3000 wounded, and drew off the remainder of our army safe from the destroying weapons of the enemy. I was disappointed last Sunday, after I had got my stockings on, to find that there was a hole in the heel of one of them. I read a great many books at Kirkton, and was disappointed at finding faults in almost every one of them. I will be disappointed ; but what signifies going on at this rate? Un- mixed happiness is not the lot of man ' Of chance and change, oh ! let not man complain, Else never, never, will he cease to waiL' " The weather is dull ; I am melancholy. Good-night. "P.S. My dearest Dean, The weather is quite altered. The wind has veered about to the north. I am in good spirits, am happy. " From t7ie Same. "Castlebank: May 9. "Dear Doctor, I received yours last night, and a scurrilous, blackguarding, flattering, vexing, pernicked, humorous, witty, daft letter it is. Shall I answer it piecemeal as a certain Honorable House does a speech from its Sovereign, by echoing back each syllable ? No. This won't do. Oh, how I envy you, Dean! that you can run on in such an off-hand way, ever varying the scene with wit and mirth, while honest Peter must hold on in one numskull track to all eternity pursuing the even tenor of his way, so that one of Peter's letters is as good as a thousand. "You seem to take a friendly concern in my affaires de caur. By-the-bye, now, Jonathan, without telling you any particulars of my situation in these matters, which is scarcely known to myself, can't I advise you to fall in love ? Granting as I do that is attend- ed with sorrows, still, Doctor, these are amply compensated by the tendency that this tender passion has to ameliorate the heart, ' pro- vided always, and be it further enacted,' that chaste as Don Quixote or Don Quixote's horse, your heart never breathes a wish that angels may not register. Only have care of this, Dean, and fall in love as soon as you can you will be the better for it." Pages follow of excellent criticism from Peter on Leyden's poems, on the Duke of Wellington, Miss Porter, etc. Carlyle has told him that he was looking for a subject for an epic poem. Peter gives him a tragi-comic description of a wedding at Middlebie, with the return home in a tempest, which he thinks will answer ; and concludes: " Your reflections on the fall of Napoleon bring to my mind an LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 19 observation of a friend of mine the other day. I was repeating these lines in Shakespeare and applying them to Bony ' But yesterday the word of Caesar might Have stood against the world; now lies he there, And none so poor to do him reverence. ' " ' Ay, very true,' quoth he ; ' the fallow could na be content wi* maist all Europe, and now he's glad o' Elba room.' "Now, Doctor, let me repeat my instructions to you in a few words. Write immediately a very long letter ; write an epic poem as soon as may be. Send me some more 'remarks.' Tell me how you are, how you are spending your time in Edinburgh. Fall in love as soon as you can meet with a proper object. Ever be a friend to Pindar, and thou shalt always find one in the heart sub- dued, not subduing. PETEB." In default of writings of his own, none of which survive out of this early period, such lineaments of Carlyle as appear through these letters are not without instructiveness. CHAPTER IH. A.D. 1814. SET. 19. HAYING finished his college course, Carlyle looked out for pupils to maintain himself. The ministry was still his formal destination, but several years had still to elapse before a final resolution would be necessary four years if he remained in Edinburgh attending lect- ures in the Divinity Hall ; six if he preferred to be a rural Divinity student, presenting himself once in every twelve months at the Uni- versity and reading a discourse. He did not wish to hasten matters, and, the pupil business being precarious and the mathematical tutor- ship at Annan falling vacant, Carlyle offered for it, and was elected by competition in 1814. He never liked teaching. The recommen- dation of the place was the sixty or seventy pounds a year of salary, which relieved his father of farther expense upon him, and enabled him to put by a little money every year, to be of use in future either to himself or his family. In other respects the life at Annan was only disagreeable to him. His tutor's work he did scrupulously well, but the society of a country town had no interest for him. He would not visit. He lived alone, shutting himself up with his books, disliked the business more and more, and came finally to hate it. Annan, associated as it was with the odious memories of his school -days, had, indeed, but one merit that he was within reach of his family, especially of his mother, to whom he was at- tached with a real passion. His father had by this time given up business at Ecclefechan, 20 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. and had taken a 'farm in the neighborhood. The great north road which runs through the village rises gradually into an upland tree- less grass country. About two miles distant on the left-hand side as you go towards Lockerby, there stands, about three hundred yards in from the road, a solitary low whitewashed cottage, with a few poor out-buildings attached to it. This is Mainhill, which was now for many years to be Onrlyle's Twrne, where he first learned German, studied "Faust" in a dry ditch, and completed his translation of " Wilhelm Meister." The house itself is, or was when the Carlyles occupied it, of one story, and consisted of three rooms, a kitchen, a small bedroom, and a large one connected by a passage. The door opens into a square farm-yard, on one side of which are stables, on the other side opposite the door the cow byres, on the third a wash- house and dairy. The situation is high, utterly bleak, and swept by all the winds. Not a tree shelters the premises; the fences arc low, the wind permitting nothing to grow but stunted thorn. The view alone redeems the dreariness of the situation. On the left is the great hill of Burnswark. Broad Annandale stretches in front down to the Solway, which shines like a long silver riband ; on the right is Hoddam Hill, with the Tower of Repentance on its crest, and the wooded slopes which mark the line of the river. Beyond towers up Criffel, and in the far distance Skiddaw, and Saddleback, and Hel- vellyn, and the high Cumberland ridges on the track of the Roman wall. Here lived Carlyle's father and mother with their eight chil- dren, Carlyle himself spending his holidays with them; the old man and his younger sons cultivating the sour soil and winning a hard- earned living out of their toil, the mother and daughters doing the household work and minding cows and poultry, and taking their turn in the field with the rest in harvest time. So two years passed away ; Carlyle remaining at Annan. Of his own writing during this period there is little preserved, but his cor- respondence continued, and from his friends' letters glimpses can be gathered of his temper and occupations. He was mainly busy with mathematics, but he was reading incessantly, Hume's Essays among other books. He was looking out into the world, meditating on the fall of Napoleon, on the French Revolution, and thinking much of the suffering in Scotland which followed the close of the war. There were sarcastic sketches, too, of the families with which he was thrown in Annan. Robert Mitchell (an Edinburgh student who had become master of a school at Ruthwell) rallies him on "having reduced the fair and fat academicians into scorched, singed, and shrivelled hags;" and hinting a warning "against the temper with respect to this world which we are sometimes apt to entertain," lie suggests that young men like him and his correspondent ' ' ought to think how many are worse off than they," "should be thank- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 21 ful for what they had, and not allow imagination to create unreal distress." To another friend, Thomas Murray, author afterwards of a history of Galloway, Carlyle had complained of his fate in a light and less bitter spirit. To an epistle written in this tone Murray replied with a description of Carlyle's style, which deserves a place if but for the fulfilment of the prophecy which it contains : "I have had the pleasure of receiving, my dear Carlyle, your very humorous and friendly letter, a letter remarkable for vivacity, a Shaudean turn of expression, and an affectionate pathos, which indicate a peculiar turn of mind, make sincerity doubly striking and wit doubly poignant. You flatter me with saying my letter was good ; but allow me to observe that among all my elegant and re- spectable correspondents there is none whose manner of letter- writ- ing I so much envy as yours. A happy flow of language either for pathos, description, or humor, and an easy, graceful current of ideas appropriate to every subject, characterize your style. This is not adulation ; I speak what I think. Your letters will always be a feast to me, a varied and exquisite repast; and the time, I hope, will come, but I trust is far distant, when these our juvenile epistles will be read and probably applauded by a generation unborn, and that the name of Carlyle, at least, will be inseparably connected with the literary history of the nineteenth century. Generous ambition and perseverance will overcome every difficulty, and our great Johnson says, ' Where much is attempted something is performed. ' You will, perhaps, recollect that when I conveyed you out of town in April, 1814, we were very sentimental: we said that few knew us, and still fewer took an interest in us, and that we would slip through the world inglorious and unknown. But the prospect is altered. We are probably as well known, and have made as great a figure, as any of the same standing at college, and we do not know, but will hope, what twenty years may bring forth. "A letter from you every fortnight shall be answered faithfully, and will be highly delightful ; and if we live to be seniors, the letters of the companions of our youth will call to mind our college scenes, endeared to us by many tender associations, and will make us for- fet that we are poor and old. . . . That you may be always success- ill and enjoy every happiness that this evanescent world can af- ford, and that we may meet soon, is, my dear Carlyle, the sincere wish of Yours most faithfully, "THOMAS MURRAY. "5 Carnegie Street: July 27, 1814." Murray kept Carlyle's answer to this far-seeing letter : Thomas Carl vie to Thomas Murray. " August, 1814. "Oh, Tom, what a foolish flattering creature thou art! To talk of future eminence in connection with the literary history of the nine- teenth century to such a one as me ! Alas ! my good lad, when I and all my fancies and reveries and speculations shall have been swept 22 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. over with the besom of oblivion, the literary history of no century will feel itself the worse. Yet think not, because I talk thus, I am careless of literary fame. No ; Heaven knows that ever since I have been able to form a wish, the wish of being known has been the foremost. " Oh, Fortune! thou that givest unto each his portion in this dirty planet, bestow (if it shall please thee) coronets, and crowns, and prin- cipalities, and purses, and pudding, and powers upon the great and noble and fat ones of the earth. Grant me that, with a heart of in- dependence unyielding to thy favors and unbending to thy frowns, I may attain to literary fame ; and though starvation be my lot, I will smile that I have not been born a king. "But alas! my dear Murray, what am I, or what are you, or what is any other poor unfriended stripling in the ranks of learning?" These college companions were worthy and innocent young men ; none of them, however, came to any high position, and Carlyle's ca- reer was now about to intersect with the life of a far more famous contemporary, who flamed up a few years later into meridian splen- dor and then disappeared in delirium. Edward Irving was the son of a well-to-do burgess of Annan, by profession a tanner. Irving was five years older than Carlyle ; he had preceded him at Annan School ; he had gone thence to Edinburgh University, where he had specially distinguished himself, and had been selected afterwards to manage a school at Haddington, where his success as a teacher had been again conspicuous. Among his pupils at Haddington there was one gifted little girl who will be hereafter much heard of in these pages, Jane Baillie Welsh, daughter of a Dr. "Welsh whose sur- gical fame was then great in that part of Scotland, a remarkable man, who liked Irving and trusted his only child in his hands. The Haddington adventure had answered so well that Irving, after a year or two, was removed to a larger school at Kirkcaldy, where, though no fault was found with his teaching, he gave less complete satisfac- tion. A party among his patrons there thought him too severe with the boys, thought him proud, thought him this or that which they did not like. The dissentients resolved at last to have a second school of their own, to be managed in a different style, and they ap- plied to the classical and mathematical professors at Edinburgh to recommend them a master. Professor Christieson and Professor Leslie' who had noticed Carlyle more than he was aware of, had de- cided that he was the fittest person that they knew of ; and in the summer of 1816 notice of the offered preferment was sent down to him at Annan. He had seen Irving's face occasionally in Ecclefechan church, and once afterwards, as has been said, when Irving, fresh from his college distinctions, had looked in at Annan School; but they had no per- sonal acquaintance, nor did Carlyle, while he was a master there, LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 23 ever visit the Irving family. Of course, however, he was no stran- ger to the reputation of their brilliant son, with whose fame all An- nandale was ringing, and with whom kind friends had compared him to his own disadvantage. "I [he says] had heard much of Irving all along, hcrvtf distin- guished in studies, how splendidly successful as a teacher, how two professors had sent him out to Haddington, and how his new acad- emy and new methods were illuminating and astonishing everything there. I don't remember any malicious envy towards this great Irving of the distance for his greatness in study and learning. I cer- tainly might have had a tendency hadn't I struggled against it, and tried to make it emulation. ' Do the like, do the like under difficul- ties. 1 " In the winter of 1815 Carlyle for the first time personally met Ir- ving, and the beginning of the acquaintance was not promising. He was still pursuing his Divinity course. Candidates who could not attend the regular lectures at the University came up once a year and delivered an address of some kind in the Divinity Hall. One already he had given the first year of his Annan mastership an English sermon on the text "Before I was afflicted I went astray," etc. He calls it "a weak, flowery, sentimental piece," for which, however, he had been complimented "by comrades and professors." His next was a discourse in Latin on the question whether there wag or was not such a thing as "Natural Religion." This, too, he says was ' ' weak enough. " It is lost, and nothing is left to show the view which he took about the matter. But here also he gave satisfaction, and was innocently pleased with himself. It was on this occasion that he fell in accidentally with Irving at a friend's rooms in Edin- burgh, and there was a trifling skirmish of tongue between them, where Irving found the laugh turned against him. A few months after came Carlyle's appointment to Kirkcaldy as Irving's quasi rival, and perhaps he felt a little uneasy as to the terms on which they might stand towards each other. His alarms, however, were pleasantly dispelled. He was to go to Kirkcaldy in the summer holidays of 1816 to see the people there and be seen by them, before coming to a final arrangement with them. Adam Hope, one of the masters in Annan School, to whom Carlyle was much attached, and whose portrait he has painted, had just lost his wife. Carlyle had gone to sit with the old man in his sorrows, and unex- pectedly fell in with Irving there, who had come on the same errand. "If [he says] I had been in doubts about his reception of me, he quickly and forever ended them by a friendliness which on wider scenes might have been called chivalrous. At first sight he heartily shook my hand, welcomed me as if I had been a valued old acquaint- ance, almost a brother, and before my leaving came up to me again 34 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. and with the frankest tone said, ' You are coming to Kirkcaldy to look about you in a month or two. You know I am there ; my house and all that I can do for you is yours; two Aunandale peo- ple must not be strangers in Fife. ' The doubting Thomas durst not quite believe all this, so chivalrous was it, but felt pleased and re- lieved by the fine and sincere tone of it, and thought to himself, ' Well, it would be pretty.' " To Kirkcaldy, then, Carlyle went with hopes so far improved. How Irving kept his word ; how warmly he received him ; how he opened his house, his library, his heart to him ; how they walked and talked together on Kirkcaldy Sands on the summer nights, and toured together in holiday time through the Highlands ; how Car- lyle found in him a most precious and affectionate companion at the most critical period of his life all this he has himself described. The reader will find it for himself in the Reminiscences which he has left of the time. "Irving [he says] was four years my senior, the facile princeps for success and reputation among the Edinburgh students, famed mathematician, famed teacher, first at Haddington, then here, a flourishing man whom cross fortune was beginning to nibble at. He received me with open arms, and was a brother to me and a friend there and elsewhere afterwards such friend as I never had again or before in this world, at heart constant till he died, " I am tempted to fill many pages with extracted pictures of the Kirkcaldy life as Carlyle has drawn them. But they can be read in their place, and there is much else to tell; my business is to sup- ply what is left untold, rather than give over again what has been told already. CHAPTER IV. A.D. 1817. ^:T. 22. CORRESPONDENCE with his family had commenced and was regu- larly continued from the day when Carlyle went first to college. The letters, however, which are preserved begin with his settlement at Kirkcaldy. From this time they are constant, regular, and, from the care with which they have been kept on both sides, are to be numbered in thousands. Father, mother, brothers, sisters, all wrote in their various styles, and all received answers. They were "a clannish folk " holding tight together, and Carlyle was looked up to as the scholar among them. Of these letters I can give but a few here and there, but they will bring before the eyes the Mainhill farm, and all that was going on there in a sturdy, pious, and honorable Annandale peasant's household. Carlyle had spent his Christmas holidays 1816-17 at home as usual, and had returned to work: LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 25 James Carlyle to Thomas Carlyle. " Mainhill : February 12, 1817. " Dear Son, I embrace this opportunity of writing you a few lines with the carrier, as I had nothing to say that was worth post- age, having written to you largely the last time. But only I have reason to be thankful that I can still tell you that we are all in good health, blessed be God for all his mercies towards us. Your mother has got your stockings ready now, and I think there are a few pairs of very good ones. Times is very bad here for laborers work is no brisker and living is high. There have been meetings held by the lairds and farmers to assist them in getting meal. They pro- pose to take all the meal that can be sold in the parish to Eccle- fechan, for which they shall have full price, and there they sign an- other paper telling how much money they will give to reduce the price. The charge is given to James Bell, Mr. Miller, and William Graham to sell it. " Mr. Lawson, our priest, is doing very well, and has given us no more paraphrases; but seems to please every person that hears him, and indeed he is well attended every day. The sacrament is to be the first Sabbath of March, and he is visiting his people, but has not reached Mainhill. Your mother was very anxious to have the house done before he came, or else she said she would run over the hill and hide herself. Sandy 1 and I got to work soon after you went away, built partitions, and ceiled a good floor laid and indeed it is very dry and comfortable at this time, and we are very snug and have no want of the necessaries of life. Our crop is as good as I expected, and our sheep and all our cattle living and doing very well. Your mother thought to have written to you; but the carrier stopped only two days at home, and she being a very slow writer could not get it done, but she will write next opportunity. I add no more but your mother's compliments, and she sends you half the cheese that she was telling you about. Say in your next how your butter is coming on, and tell us when it is done and we will send you more. Write soon after you receive this, and tell us all your news and how you are coming on. I say no more, but remain, "Dear son, your loving father, "JAMES CARLYLE." TJiomas Carlyle to Mrs. Carlyle (Mainhill}, "Kirkcaldy: March 17, 1817. " My dear Mother, I have been long intending to write 3-011 a line of two in order to let you know my state and condition, but having nothing worth writing to communicate I have put it off from time to time. There was little enjoyment for any person at Main- hill when I was there last, but I look forward to the ensuing autumn, when I hope to have the happiness of discussing matters with you as we were wont to do of old. It gives me pleasure to hear that the bairns are at school. There are few things in this world more val- uable than knowledge, and youth is the period for acquiring it. With ' Alexander Carlyle, tho second son. 26 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. the exception of the religious and moral instruction which I had the happiness of receiving from my parents, and which I humbly trust will not be entirely lost upon me, there is nothing for which I feel more grateful than for the education which they have bestowed upon me. Sandy was getting fond of reading when he went away. I hope he and Aitken 1 will continue their operations now that he is at home. There cannot be imagined ? more honest way of employ- ing spare hours. " My way of life in this place is much the same as formerly. The school is doing pretty well, and my health through the winter has been uniformly good. I have little intercourse with the natives here ; yet there is no dryness between us. We are always happy to meet and happy to part ; but their society is not very valuable to me, and my books are friends that never fail me. Sometimes I see the minister and some others of them, with whom I am very well satisfied, and Irving and I are very friendly; so I am never wearied or at a loss to pass the time. "I had designed this night to write to Aitken about his books and studies, but I will scarcely have time to say anything. There is a book for him in the box, and I would have sent him the geome- try, but it was not to be had in the town. I have sent you a scarf as near the kind as Aitken's very scanty description would allow me to come. I hope it will please you. It is as good as any that the merchant had. A shawl of the same materials would have been warmer, but I had no authority to get it. Perhaps you would like to have a shawl also. If you will tell me what color you prefer, I will send it you with all the pleasure in the world. I expect to hear from you as soon as you can find leisure. You must be very minute in your account of your domestic affairs. My father once spoke of a thrashing-machine. If 201. or so will help him, they are quite ready at his service. ' ' I remain, dear mother, your affectionate son, "THOMAS CARLYLE." Mrs. Carlyle could barely write at this time. She taught herself later in life for the pleasure of communicating with her son, between whom and herself there existed a special and passionate attachment of a quite peculiar kind. She was a severe Calvinist, and watched with the most affectionate anxiety over her children's spiritual wel- fare, her eldest boy's above all. The hope of her life was to see him a minister a "priest" she would have called it and she was al- ready alarmed to know that he had no inclination that way: Mrs. Carlyle to TJiomas Carlyle. "Mainhill: June 10,1817. "Dear Son, I take this opportunity of writing you a few lines, as you will get it free. I long to have a craik, 2 and look forward to August, trusting to see thee once more, but in hope the meantime. 1 John Aitken Carlyle, the third son, afterwards known as John. 2 Familiar talk. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 27 Oh, Tom, mind the golden season of youth, and remember your Crea- tor in the' days of your youth. Seek God while He may be found. Call upon Him while He is near. We hear that the world by wis- dom knew not God. Pray for His presence with you, and His coun- sel to guide you. Have you got through the Bible yet ? If you have, read it again. I hope you will not weary, and may the Lord open your understanding. " I have no news to tell you, but thank God we are all in an ordi- nary way. I hope you are well. I thought you would have writ- ten before now. I received your present and was very proud of it. I called it ' my son's venison. ' Do write as soon as this conies to hand and tell us all your news. I am glad you are so contented in your place. We ought all to be thankful for our places in these dis- tressing times, for I dare say they are felt keenly. We send you a small piece of ham and a minding of butter, as I am sure yours is done before now. Tell us about it in your next, and if anything is wanting. " Good-night, Tom, for it is a very stormy night, and I must away to the byre to milk. "Now, Tom, be sure to tell me about your chapters. No more from YOUR OLD MINNIE." The letters from the other members of the family were sent equally regularly whenever there was an opportunity, and give between them a perfect picture of healthy rustic life at the Mainhill farm the brothers and sisters down to the lowest all hard at work, the little ones at school, the elders ploughing, reaping, tending cattle, or mind- ing the dairy, and in the intervals reading history, reading Scott's novels, or even trying at geometry, which was then Carlyle's own favorite study. In the summer of 1817 the mother had a severe ill- ness, by which her mind was affected. It was necessary to place her for a few weeks under restraint away from home a step no doubt just and necessary, but which she never wholly forgave, but resented in her own humorous way to the end of her life. The dis- order soon passed off, however, and never returned. Meanwhile Carlyle was less completely contented with his posi- tion at Kirkcaldy than he had let his mother suppose. For one thing he hated school-mastering, and would, or thought he would, have preferred to work with his hands, while except Irving he had scarcely a friend in the place for whom he cared. His occupation shut him out from the best kind of society, which there, as elsewhere, had its exclusive rules. He was received, for Irving's sake, in the family of Mr. Martin, the minister; and was in some degree of inti- macy there, liking Martin himself, and to some extent, but not much, his wife and daughters, to one of whom Irving had, perhaps too pre- cipitately, become engaged. There were others also Mr. Swan, a Kirkcaldy merchant, particularly for whom he had a grateful re- membrance ; but it is clear, both from Irving's letters to him and 28 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. from his own confession, that he was not popular either there or any- where. Shy and reserved at one moment, at another sarcastically self -asserting, with forces working in him which he did not himself understand, and which still less could be understood by others, he could neither properly accommodate himself to the tone of Scotch provincial drawing-rooms, nor even to the business which he had especially to do. A man of genius can do the lowest work as well as the highest; but genius in the process of developing, combined with an irritable nervous system and a fiercely impatient tempera- ment, was not happily occupied in teaching stupid lads the elements of Latin and arithmetic. Nor were matters mended when the Town Corporation, who were his masters, took upon them, as sometimes happened, to instruct or rebuke him. Life, however, even under these hard circumstances, was not with- out its romance. I borrow a passage from the ' ' Reminiscences :" "The Kirkcaldy people were a pleasant, solid, honest kind of fel- low mortals, something of quietly fruitful, of good old Scotch in their works and ways, more vernacular, peaceably fixed and almost genial in their mode of life, than I had been used to in the border home land. Fife generally we liked. Those ancient little burghs and sea villages, with their poor little havens, salt-pans and weather- beaten bits of Cyclopean breakwaters, and rude innocent machiner- ies, are still kindly to me to think of. Kirkcaldy itself had many looms, had Baltic trade, whale fishery, etc., and was a solidly dili- gent and yet by no means a panting, puffing, or in any way gam- bling ' Lang Town.' Its flax-mill machinery, I remember, was turn- ed mainly by wind; and curious blue-painted wheels with oblique vanes rose from many roofs for that end. We all, I in particular, always rather liked the people, though from the distance chiefly, chagrined and discouraged by the sad trade one had. Some hos- pitable human friends I found, and these were at intervals a fine lit- tle element ; but in general we were but onlookers, the one real so- ciety our books and our few selves. Not even with the bright young ladies (which was a sad feature) were we generally on speaking terms. By far the brightest and cleverest, however, an ex-pupil of Irving's, and genealogically and otherwise, being poorish and well- bred, rather an alien in Kirkcaldy, I did at last make some acquaint- ance with at Irving's first, I think, though she rarely came thither and it might easily have been more, had she and her aunt and our economics and other circumstances liked. She was of the fair-com- plexioned, softly elegant, softly grave, witty and comely type, and had a good deal of gracefulness, intelligence, and other talent. Irving, too, it was sometimes thought, found her very interesting, could the Miss Martin bonds have allowed, which they never would. To me, who had only known her for a few months, and who within a twelve or fifteen months saw the last of her, she continued, for per- haps three years, a figure hanging more or less in my fancy, on the usual romantic, or latterly quite elegiac and silent terms, and to this day there is in me a good will to her, a candid and gentle pity, if LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 29 needed at all. She was of the Aberdeenshire Gordons. Margaret Gordon, born I think in New Brunswick, where her father, probably iii some official post, had died young and poor ; but her accent was prettily English, and her voice very fine. ' ' An aunt (widow in Fife, childless with limited resources, but of frugal cultivated turn ; a lean, proud, elderly dame, once a Miss Gordon herself ; sung Scotch songs beautifully, and talked shrewd Aberdeenish in accent and otherwise) had adopted her and brought her hither over seas ; and here, as Irving's ex-pupil, she now, cheery though with dim outlooks, was. Irving saw her again in Glasgow one .summer's touring, etc. ; he himself accompanying joyfully not joining, so I understood, in the retinue of suitors or potential suitors; rather perhaps indicating gently ' No, I must not.' A year or so af- ter we heard the fair Margaret had married some rich Mr. Something, who afterwards got into Parliament, thence out to ' Nova Scotia ' (or so) as governor, and I heard of her no more, except that lately she was still living childless as the 'dowager lady, 'her Mr. Something having got knighted before dying. Poor Margaret ! I saw her rec- ognizable to me here in her London time, 1840 or so, twice ; once witli her maid in Piccadilly promenading little altered; a second time that same year, or next, on horseback both of us, and meeting in the gate of Hyde Park, when her eyes (but that was all) said to me almost touchingly, yes, yes, that is you." Margaret Gordon was the original, so far as there was an original, of Blumine in "Sartor Resartus." Two letters from her remain among Carlyle's papers, which show that on both sides their regard for each other had found expression. Circumstances, however, and the unpromising appearance of Carlyle's situation and prospects, forbade an engagement between them, and acquit the aunt of need- less harshness in peremptorily putting an end to their acquaintance. Miss Gordon took leave of him as a "sister" in language of affec- tionate advice. A single passage may be quoted to show how the young unknown Kirkcaldy school-master appeared in the eyes of the young high-born lady who had thus for a moment crossed his path: "And now, my dear friend, a long, long adieu; one advice, and as a parting one consider, value it. Cultivate the milder dispositions of your heart. Subdue the more extravagant visions of the brain. In time your abilities must be known. Among your acquaintance they are already beheld with wonder and delight. By those whose opinion will be valuable, they hereafter will be appreciated. Genius will render you great. May virtue render you beloved ! Remove the awful distance between you and ordinary men by kind and gen- tle manners. Deal gently with their inferiority, and be convinced they will respect you as much and like you more. Why conceal the real goodness that flows in your heart? I have ventured this coun- sel from an anxiety for your future welfare, and I would enforce it with all the earnestness of the most sincere friendship. Let your 30 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. light shine before men, and think them not unworthy the trouble. This exercise will prove its own reward. It must be a pleasing thing to live in the affections of others. Again adieu. Pardon the free- dom I have used, and when you think of me be it as a kind sister, to whom your happiness will always yield delight, and your griefs sorrow. Yours, with esteem and regard, M. "I give you not my address because I dare not promise to see you." CHAPTER V. A.D. 1818. ,-ET. 23. CAKLYLE had by this time abandoned the thought of the "min- istry" as his possible future profession not without a struggle, for both his father's and his mother's hearts had been set upon it; but the "grave prohibitive doubts " which had risen in him of their own accord had been strengthened by Gibbon, whom he had found in Irving's library and eagerly devoured. Never at any time had he "the least inclination" for such an office, and his father, though deeply disappointed, was too genuine a man to offer the least re- monstrance. 1 The "school-mastering" too, after two years' expe- rience of it, became intolerable. His disposition, at once shy and defiantly proud, had perplexed and displeased the Kirkcaldy burgh- ers. Both he and Irving also fell into unpleasant collisions with them, and neither of the two was sufficiently docile to submit tame- ly to reproof. 2 An opposition school had been set up which drew 1 "With me [he says in a private note] it was never much in favor, though my parents silently much wished it, as I knew well. Finding I had objections, my father, with a magnanimity which I admired and admire, left me frankly to my own guidance in that matter, as did my mother, perhaps still more lovingly, though not so silently; and the theological course which could be prosecuted or kept open by appearing an- nually, putting down your name, but with some trifling fee, in the register, and then going your way, was, after perhaps two years of this languid form, allowed to close it- self for good. I remember yet being on the street in Argyll Square, Edinburgh, prob- ably in 1817, and come over from Kirkcaldy with some intent, the languidest possible, still to put down my name and fee. The official person, when I rung, was not at homej and my instant feeling was, ' Very good, then, very good ; let this be Finis in the mat- ter,' and it really was." 2 Carlyle says in the "Reminiscences " that Irving was accused of harshness to the boys. Kirkcaldy tradition has preserved instances of it, which sound comical enough at a distance, but were no matter of laughter to the sufferers. A correspondent writes to me: " Irving has the reputation to this day of being a very hard master. He thrash- ed the boys frequently and unmercifully. A story in illustration was told me. A car- penter, a bit of a character, whose shop was directly opposite Irviug's school, hearing a fearful howling one day, rushed across, axe in hand, drove up to the door, and to Irving's query what he did there, replied, 'I thocht ye were killin' the lad, and cam' over tae see if ye were neediu' help. ' Carlyle, on the contrary, I was assured, never lifted his hand to a scholar. Still he had perfect command over them. A look or a word was sufficient to command attention and obedience. Nor have I ever heard that this command was attributable to fear. So far as I can learn, it was entirely due to the respect which he seems to have obtained from the first." There is snme truth in these legends of Irving's severity, for Carlyle himself admits it. But tradition always tends to shape stories and characters into an artistic completeness which had no real existence. The authentic evidence of Irving's essential kindness and affectionate gen- tleness makes it impossible to believe that he was ever wantonly or carelessly cruel. LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. 31 off the pupils, and finally they both concluded that they had had enough of it "better die than be a school-master for one's living" and would seek some other means of supporting themselves. Car- lyle had passed his summer holidays as usual at Mainhill (1818), where he had perhaps talked over his prospects with his familj*. On his return to Kirkcaldy in September he wrote to his father ex- plaining his situation. He had saved about 90Z. , on which, with his thrifty habits, he said that he could support himself in Edinburgh till he could "fall into some other way of doing." He could per- haps get a few mathematical pupils, and meantime could study for the Bar. He waited only for his father's approval to send in his resignation. The letter was accompanied by one of his constant presents to his mother, who was again at home though not yet fully recovered. John Carlyle to Tlwmm Canyle. "Mainhill: September 1C, 1818. "Dear Brother, We received yours, and it told us of your safe arrival at Kirkcaldy. Our mother has grown better every day since you left us. She is as steady as ever she was, has been upon hay- stacks Ihree or four times, and has been at church every Sabbath since she came home, behaving always very decently. Also she has given over talking and singing, and spends some of her time con- sulting Ralph Erskine. She sleeps every night, and hinders no per- son to sleep, but can do with less than the generality of people. In fact we may conclude that she is as wise as could be expected. She has none of the hypocritical mask with which some people clothe their sentiments. One day, having met Agg Byers, she says : ' Weel, Agg, lass, I've never spoken t' ye sin ye stole our coals. I'll gie ye au advice: never steal nae more.' " Alexander Carlyle to Tliomas Carlyle. " September 18, 1818. "My dear Brother, We were glad to hear of your having arrived in safety, though your prospects were not brilliant. My father is at Ecclefechan to-day at a market, but before he went he told me to mention that with regard to his advising you, he was unable to give you any advice. He thought it might be necessary to consult Leslie before you gave up, but you might do what seemed to you good. Had my advice any weight, I would advise you to try the law. You may think you have not money enough to try that, but with what assistance we could make, and your own industry, I think there would be no fear but you would succeed. The box which contained my mother's bonnet came a day or two ago. She is very well pleased with it, though my father thought it too gaudy; but she proposes writing to you herself." The end was, that when December came Carlyle and Irving "kicked the school-master functions over," removed to Edinburgh, and were adrift on the world. Irving had little to fear ; he had 82 LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. money, friends, reputation ; he had a profession, and was waiting only for "a call" to enter on his full privileges. Carlyle was far more unfavorably situated. He was poor, unpopular, comparatively unknown, or, if known, known only to be feared and even shunned. In Edinburgh "from my fellow-creatures," he says, "little or noth- ing but vinegar was my reception when we happened to meet or pass near each other my own blame mainly, so proud, shy, poor, at once so insignificant-looking and so grim and sorrowful. That in ' Sartor ' of the worm trodden on and proving a torpedo is not wholly a fable, but did actually befall once or twice, as I still with a kind of small, not ungenial, malice can remember." He had, however, as was said, nearly a hundred pounds, which he had saved out of his earnings ; he had a consciousness of integrity worth more than gold to him. He had thrifty self-denying habits which made him content with the barest necessaries, and he resolutely faced his position. His family, though silently disapproving the step which he had taken, and nec- essarily anxious about him, rendered what help they could. Once more the Ecclef echan carrier brought up the weekly or monthly sup- plies of oatmeal, cakes, butter, and, when needed, under - garments, returning with the dirty linen for the mother to wash and mend, and occasional presents which were never forgotten; while Carlyle, after a thought of civil engineering, for which his mathematical training gave him a passing inclination, sat down seriously, if not very assiduously, to study law. Letters to and from Ecclefechan were constant, the carrier acting as postman. Selections from them bring the scene and characters before the reader's eyes. Sister Mary, then twelve years old, writes : "I take this opportunity of sending you this scrawl. I got the hat you sent with Sandy [brother Alexander], and it fits very well. It was far too good; a worse would have done very well. Boys and I are employed this winter in waiting on the cattle, and are going on very well at present. I generally write a copy every night, and read a little in the 'Cottagers of Gleuburnie,' or some such like; and it shall be my earnest desire never to imitate the abominable slutteries of Mrs. Maclarty. The remarks of the author, Mrs. Hamilton, often bring your neat ways in my mind, and I hope to be benefited by them. In the mean time, I shall endeavor to be a good girl, to be kind and obedient to my parents, and obliging to my brothers and sis- ters. You will write me a long letter when the carrier comes back." The mother was unwearied in her affectionate solicitude solicitude for the eternal as well as temporal interests of her darling child : Mrs. Carlyle to Thomas Carlyle. "Mainhill : January 3, 1819. "Dear Son, I received yours in due time, and was glad to hear you were well. I hope you will be healthier, moving about in the LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 33 city, than in your former way. Health is a valuable privilege ; try to improve it, then. The time is short. Another year has com- menced. Time is on the wing, and flies swiftly. Seek God with all your heart ; and oh, my dear son, cease not to pray for His counsel in all your ways. Fear not the world; you will be provided for as He sees meet for you. " As a sincere friend, whom you are always dear to, I beg you do not neglect reading a part of your Bible daily, and may the Lord open your eyes to see wondrous things out of His law! But it is now two o'clock in the morning, and a bad pen, bad ink, and I as bad at writing. I will drop it, and add no more, but remain "Your loving mother, "PEGGIE CARLYLE." Carlyle had written a sermon on the salutary effects of "afflic- tion," as his first exercise in the Divinity School. He was beginning now, in addition to the problem of living which he had to solve, to learn what affliction meant. He was attacked with dyspepsia, which never wholly left him, and in these early years soon assumed its most torturing form, like "a rat gnawing at the pit of his stomach." His disorder working on his natural irritability found escape in expressions which showed, at any rate, that he was attaining a mastery of language. The pain made him furious ; and in such a humor the commonest calamities of life became unbearable horrors. " I find living here very high [he wrote soon after he was settled in his lodgings]^ An hour ago I paid my week's bill, which, though 15s. 2d., was the smallest of the three I have yet discharged. This is an unreasonable sum when I consider the slender accommodation and the paltry, ill-cooked morsel which is my daily pittance. There is also a school-master right overhead, whose noisy brats give me at times no small annoyance. On a given night of the week he also assembles a select number of vocal performers, whose music, as they charitably name it, is now and then so clamorous that I almost wished the throats of these sweet singers full of molten lead, or any other substance that would stop their braying." But he was not losing heart, and liked, so far as he had seen into it, his new profession : "The law [he told his mother] is what I sometimes think I was intended for naturally. I am afraid it takes several hundreds to become an advocate; but for this I should commence the study of it with great hopes of success. We shall see whether it is possi- ble. One of the first advocates of the day raised himself from being a disconsolate preacher to his present eminence. Therefore I en- treat you not to be uneasy about me. I see none of my fellows with whom I am very anxious to change places. Tell the boys not to let their hearts be troubled for me. I am a stubborn dog, and evil fortune shall not break my heart or bend it either, as I hope. I know not how to speak about the washing which you offer so kindly. Surely you thought, five years ago, that this troublesome 34 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. washing and baking was all over ; and now to recommence ! I can scarcely think of troubling you; yet the clothes are ill -washed here ; and if the box be going and coming any way, perhaps you can manage it." While law lectures were being attended, the difficulty was to live. Pupils were a not very effective resource, and of his adventures in this department Carlyle gave ridiculous accounts. In February, 1819, he wrote to his brother John : ' ' About a week ago I briefly dismissed an hour of private teach- ing. A man in the New Town applied to one Nichol, public teacher of mathematics here, for a person to give instruction in arithmetic, or something of that sort. Nichol spoke of me, and I was in con- sequence directed to call on the man next morning. I went at the appointed hour, and after waiting for a few minutes was met by a stout, impudent-looking man with red whiskers, having much the air of an attorney, or some such creature of that sort. As our con- versation may give you some insight into these matters, I report the substance of it. 'I am here,' I said, after making a slight bow, which was just perceptibly returned, ' by the request of Mr. Nichol, to speak with you, sir, about a mathematical teacher whom he tells me you want.' 'Ay. What are your terms?' 'Two guineas a month for each hour.' 'Two guineas a month! that is perfectly extravagant.' 'I believe it to be the rate at which every teacher of respectability in Edinburgh officiates, and I know it to be the rate below which I never officiate.' 'That will not do for my friend.' ' I am sorry that nothing else will do for me ;' and I retired with considerable deliberation." Other attempts were not so unsuccessful ; one, sometimes two, pupils were found willing to pay at the rate required. Dr. Brewster, afterwards Sir David, discovered Carlyle, and gave him occasional employment on his Encyclopaedia. He was thus able to earn, as long as the session lasted, about two pounds a week, and on this he contrived to live without trenching on his capital. His chief pleas- ure was his correspondence with his mother, which never slackened. She had written to tell him of the death of her sister Mary. He replies : "Edinburgh: Monday, March 29, 1819. "My dear Mother, I am so much obliged to you for the affec- tionate concern which you express for me in that long letter that I cannot delay to send you a few brief words by way of reply. I was affected by the short notice you give me of Aunt Mary's death, and the short reflections with which you close it. It is true, my dear mother, ' that we must all soon follow her, ' such is the unalterable and not unpleasing doom of men. Then it is well for those who, at that awful moment which is before every one, shall be able to look back with calmness and forward with hope. But I need not dwell upon this solemn subject. It is familiar to the thoughts of every one who has any thought. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 35 " I am rather afraid I have not been quite regular in reading that best of books which you recommended to me. However, last night I was reading upon my favorite Job, and I hope to do better in time to come. I entreat you to believe that I am sincerely desirous of being a good man; and though we may differ in some few unim- portant particulars, yet I firmly trust that the same power which created us with imperfect faculties will pardon the errors of every one (and none are without them) who seeks truth and righteousness with a simple heart. "You need not fear my studying too much. In fact, my pros- pects are so unsettled that I do not often sit down to books with all the zeal I am capable of. You are not to think I am fretful. I have long accustomed my mind to look upon the future with a sedate aspect, and at any rate my hopes have never yet failed me. A French author, D'Alembert (one of the few persons who deserve the honorable epithet of honest man), whom I was lately reading, remarks that one who devoted his life to learning ought to carry for his motto, ' Liberty, Truth, Poverty, ' for he that fears the latter can never have the former. This should not prevent one from using every honest effort to attain a comfortable situation in life ; it says only that the best is dearly bought by base conduct, and the worst is not worth mourning over. We shall speak of all these matters more fully in summer, for I am meditating just now to come down to stay a while with you, accompanied with a cargo of books, Ital- ian, German, and others. You will give me yonder little room, and you will waken me every morning about five or six o'clock. Then such study. I shall delve in the garden, too, and, in a word, become not only the wisest but the strongest man in those regions. This is all claver, but it pleases one. "My dear mother, yours most affectionately, "THOMAS CARLYLE." D'Alembert's name had probably never reached Annandale, and Mrs. Carlyle could not gather from it into what perilous regions her son was travelling but her quick ear caught something in the tone which frightened her : "Oh, my dear, dear son [she answered at once and eagerly], I would pray for a blessing on your learning. I beg you with all the feeling of an affectionate mother that you would study the Word of God, which He has graciously put in our hands, that it may power- fully reach our hearts, that we may discern it in its true light. God made man after His own image, therefore he behoved to be without any imperfect faculties. Beware, my dear son, of such thoughts ; let them not dwell on your mind. God forbid ! But I dare say you will not care to read this scrawl. Do make religion your great study, Tom; if you repent it, I will bear the blame forever." Carlyle was thinking as much as his mother of religion, but the form in which his thoughts were running was not hers. He was painfully seeing that all things were not wholly as he had been taught to think them ; the doubts which had stopped his divinity 83 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. career were blackening into thunder-clouds ; and all his reflections were colored by dyspepsia. ' ' I was entirely unknown in Edinburgh circles," he says, "solitary, eating my own heart, fast losing my health too, a prey to nameless struggles and miseries, which have yet a kind of horror in them to my thoughts, three weeks without any kind of sleep from impossibility to be free of noise." In fact, he was entering on what he called ' ' the three most miserable years of my life. " He would have been saved from much could he have resolutely thrown himself into his intended profession ; but he soon came to hate it, as just then, perhaps, he would have hated any- thing. "I had thought [he writes in a note somewhere] of attempting to become an advocate. It seemed glorious to me for its indepen- dency, and I did read some law books, attend Hume's lectures on Scotch law, and converse with and question various dull people of the practical sort. But it and they and the admired lecturing Hume himself appeared to me mere denizens of the kingdom of dulness, pointing towards nothing but money as wages for all that bogpool of disgust. Hume's lectures once done with, I flung the thing away forever." Men who are out of humor with themselves often see their own condition reflected in the world outside them, and everything seems amiss because it is not well with themselves. But the state of Scot- land and England also was well fitted to feed his discontent. The great war had been followed by a collapse. Wages were low, food at famine prices. Tens of thousands of artisans were out of work, their families were starving, and they themselves were growing mu- tinous. Even at home, from his own sternly patient father, who never meddled with politics, he heard things not calculated to rec- oncile him to existing arrangements. "I have heard my father say [he mentions] with an impressive- ness which all his perceptions carried with them, that the lot of a poor man was growing worse, that the world would not, and could not, last as it was, but mighty changes, of which none saw the end, were on the way. In the dear years, when the oatmeal was as high as ten shillings a stone, he had noticed the laborers, I have heard him tell, retire each separately to a brook, and there drink instead of dining, anxious only to hide it." 1 These early impressions can be traced through the whole of Carlyle's writings ; the conviction was forced upon him that there was some- thing vicious to the bottom in English and Scotch society, and that revolution in some form or other lay visibly ahead. So long as Irving remained in Edinburgh "the condition of the people" question was > "Reminiscences,"' vol. i. p. CO. LIFE OP THOMAS CARLYLE. 37 the constant subject of talk between him and Carlyle. They were both of them ardent, radical, indignant at the injustice which they witnessed, and as yet unconscious of the difficulty of mending it. Irving, however, he had seen little of since they had moved to Ed- inburgh, and he was left, for the most part, alone with his own thoughts. There had come upon him the trial which in these days awaits every man of high intellectual gifts and noble nature on their first actual acquaintance with human things the question, far deep- er than any mere political one, What is this world then, what is this human life, over which a just God is said to preside, but of whose presence or whose providence so few signs are visible ? In happier ages religion silences scepticism if it cannot reply to its difficulties, and postpones the solution of the mystery to another stage of exist- ence. Brought up in a pious family, where religion was not talked about or emotionalized, but was accepted as the rule of thought and conduct, himself too instinctively upright, pure of heart, and rever- ent, Carlyle, like his parents, had accepted the Bible as a direct com- munication from Heaven. It made known the will of God, and the relation in which man stood to his Maker, as present facts like a law of nature, the truth of it, like the truth of gravitation, which man must act upon or immediately suffer the consequences. But relig- ion, as revealed in the Bible, passes beyond present conduct, pene- trates all forms of thought, and takes possession wherever it goes. It claims to control the intellect, to explain the past, and foretell the future. It has entered into poetry and art, and has been the inter- preter of history. And thus there had grown round it a body of opinion, on all varieties of subjects, assumed to be authoritative ; dogmas which science was contradicting ; a history of events which it called infallible, yet which the canons of evidence, by which other histories are tried and tested successfully, declared not to be infallible at all. To the Mainhill household the Westminster Confession was a full and complete account of the position of mankind and of the Being to whom they owed their existence. The Old and New Testa- ment not only contained all spiritual truth necessary for guidance in word and deed, but every fact related hi them was literally true. To doubt was not to mistake, but was to commit a sin of the deep- est dye, and was a sure sign of a corrupted heart. Carlyle's wide study of modern literature had shown him that much of this had ap- peared to many of the strongest minds in Europe to be doubtful or even plainly incredible. Young men of genius are the first to feel the growing influences of their time, and on Carlyle they fell in their most painful form. Notwithstanding his pride, he was most modest and self-distrustful. He had been taught that want of faith was sin, yet , like a true Scot, he knew that he would peril his soul if he pre- tended to believe what his intellect told him was false. If any part I. 3 88 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. of what was called Revelation was mistaken, how could he be as- sured of the rest ? How could he tell that the moral part of it, to which the phenomena which he saw round him were in plain contra- diction, was more than a "devout imagination?" Thus to poverty and dyspepsia there had been added the struggle which is always hardest in the noblest minds, which Job had known, and David, and Solomon, and yEschylus, and Shakespeare, and Goethe. Where are the tokens of His presence ? wLere are the signs of His coming ? Is there, in this universe of things, any moral Providence at all ? or is it the product of some force of the nature of which we can know nothing save only that " one event comes alike to all, to the good and to the evil, and that there is no difference ?" Commonplace persons, if assailed by such misgivings, thrust them aside, throw themselves into occupation, and leave doubt to settle itself. Carlyle could not. The importunacy of the overwhelming problem forbade him to settle himself either to law or any other business till he had wrestled down the misgivings which had grap- pled with him. The greatest of us have our weaknesses, and the Margaret Gordon business had, perhaps, intertwined itself with the spiritual torment. The result of it was that Carlyle was extremely miserable, "tortured," as he says, "by the freaks of an imagination of extraordinary and wild activity." He went home, as he had proposed, after the session, but Mainhill was never a less happy home to him than it proved this summer. He could not conceal, perhaps he did not try to conceal, the condi- tion of his mind ; and to his family, to whom the truth of their creed was no more a matter of doubt than the presence of the sun in the sky, he must have seemed as if "possessed." He could not read; he wandered about the moors like a restless spirit. His mother was in agony about him. He was her darling, her pride, the apple of her eye, and she could not restrain her lamentations and remon- strances. His father, with supreme good judgment, left him to himself. "His tolerance for me, his trust in me [Carlyle says], was great. When I declined going forward into the Church, though his heart was set upon it, he respected my scruples, and patiently let me have my way. When I had peremptorily ceased from being a school- mas- ter, though he inwardly disapproved of the step as imprudent, and saw me in successive summers lingering beside him in sickness of body and mind, without outlook towards any good, he had the for- bearance to say at worst nothing, never once to whisper discontent with me." , A letter from Irving, to whom he had written complaining of his condition and of his friend's silence, was welcome at this dreary period : LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 39 Edicard Irving to Thomas Carlyle. "Edinburgh: June 4, 1819. " Dear Sir, My apology for neglecting you so long is that I have been equally negligent of myself. By what fatality 1 know not, I have been so entirely devoted to idleness or to insignificant employ- ments since you left me, that German, Italian, and every other study, useful or serious, has been relinquished. Perhaps this renewal of our intercourse may be the date of my awakening from my slum- ber, as the breaking up of our intercourse was the date of its com- mencement. To speak of myself, that most grateful of topics, is, therefore, out of the question ; as it would only be to expose the day-dreams of this my lethargy to one whose active mind has no sympathy with listlessness and drowsiness, and this subject being excluded, where shall I find materials for this letter ? ' ' I could detail to you the mineralogy of the Campsey hills, and tell you of the overlying formation of porphyry above the green- stone, and of the nearly horizontal bed of limestone on the green- stone which supplies the greater part of Stirling, Dumbarton, and Strathearn, and of a curious quarry of stone which is carried far and near for building stoves and setting grates, with an account of its singular virtue of resisting heat ; but well I know you are weary unto death of such jargon. And I could relate to you one most sentimental incident that did befall me on that journey, whereby hangs a tale which might furnish matter for a novel or even a mod- ern tragedy; but then I suspect you have already put me down for an adventure-hunter, which is too near a stage to a story-teller to fall in with my fancy. " Now the truth is, to throw in a word of self-defence, if I have a turn for the romantic, it is not for the vanity of being the actor of a strange part, or the spouter of a strange tale in the various scenes of the great drama of this mortal state, but rather to be a spectator of those who are so, more especially if they be unfortunate withal ; and occasionally I confess to have the privilege of the ancient chorus, of moralizing a little, or rather not a little, upon the passing events ; and occasionally to reach an admonition or a consolation to the suf- fering hero or heroine of the piece. But see, I am letting you into some of the vagaries which came and went across my fancy during the interval of apathy which has passed away since I was separated from your conversation, for which I have not yet found a substitute. "And I could dwell upon the rich harvest of insight into charac- ter which I gathered from the debates of the General Assembly, and of the lack of genius and honesty which took from its value, and of the rankness and superfluity of vulgarity and bad temper and party zeal, which were as the thistles and ragworts and tares of the crop, but that I know your mind is incurious of these things, engaged as it is with much higher contemplations. " Of the men of Edinburgh and their employments I know as lit- tlo as of those of Canton in China, save that 'Christieson rather in- clines to fall in with Lord Lauderdale's views of the Bullion question than the Committee's, and that he is as sure as ever that all men have mistaken the meaning of Aristotle which, it seems, is wonderfully 40 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. wrapped up in the power of the particle av and that Galloway is as ill-bred, and stares as full, and wears his hair hanging over the ample circumference of his globular skull, as usual ; like the thatch of those round rustic Chinese-roofed cottages which gentlemen some- times plant at the outer gates of their grounds. As to Dickson, he plays quoits with Chartres, and at times with me, and has got his mouth always filled with wit at me for admiring those beautiful lines of Milton's "Hymn on the Nativity:"* ' It was no season then for her [Nature] To wanton with the Sun, her lusty paramour.' I need not tell you where the wit lies ; and you know when he is primed anything will do for a match. He is just in the predica- ment of a spring-gun in a garden which has ropes in every direction you cannot stir a foot but twitch goes one of its ropes ; round it turns full-mouthed upon you, and, hit or miss, off it goes. "Weary not then, my dear Carlyle, of the country. I am here in the midst of the busy world, and its business only interrupts me, and would vex me if I would let it. Fill up with the softness of rural beauty, and the sincerity of rural manners, and the contentment of rural life, those strong impressions of nature and of men whicty are already in your mind, till the pictures become more mellow and joyous, and yield to yourself more delight in forming, and to others more pleasure in viewing them. ' ' I would I were along with you to charm the melancholy of soli- tude, and in your company to carry my eye into those marks of be- neficence and love which every part of nature exhibits, and win from the contemplation of them a portion of that beneficence ; so that the restless and evil passions of my heart might be charmed if not shamed into repose, and I might go forth again into the world of busy speech resolved to mar the enjoyment of no one, but in my little sphere to do all the good it would allow, to wish for a wider sphere, and to live in hope of that wider and better existence which, when it is revealed,! pray that you and I and all we love and should love may be prepared for. "Don't be so tardy in writing to me as I have been in writing to you. Arrange the plan of a correspondence which may be useful to us both. You proposed it first, and now I reckon myself entitled to press it. Remember me kindly to your father and mother, and to Sandy and the rest. Your faithful friend, EDWARD IRVING." CHAPTER VI. A.D. 1819. JET. 24. IN November Carlyle was back at Edinburgh again, with his pu- pils and his law lectures, which he had not yet deserted, and still persuaded himself that he would persevere with. He did not find his friend; Irving had gone to Glasgow, to be assistant to Dr.Chal- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 41 mers ; and the state of things which he found in the metropolis was not of a sort to improve his humor. "1819 [he says] was the year of the great Radical rising in Glasgow, and the kind of (altogether imaginary) rising they at- tempted on Bonnymuir against the yeomanry a 'time of great rage and absurd terrors and expectations; a very fierce Radical and anti- Radical time ; Edinburgh suddenly agitated by it all round me, not to mention Glasgow in the distance; gentry people full of zeal and foolish terror and fury, and looking disgustingly busy and impor- tant. Courier hussars would come in from the Glasgow region, cov- ered with mud, breathless from head-quarters, as you took your walk in Princes Street; and you would hear old powdered gentlemen in silver spectacles talking in low-toned but exultant voice about ' Cor- don of troops, sir,' as you went along. The mass of the people, not the populace alone, had a quite different feeling, as if the danger was small or imaginary and the grievances dreadfully real, which was, with emphasis, my own poor private notion of it. One bleared Sunday morning I had gone out, perhaps seven or eight A.M., for my walk. At the riding-liouse in Nicholson Street was a kind of strag- fly group or small crowd, with red-coats interspersed. Coming up, perceived it was the Lothian yeomanry (Mid or East I know not), just getting under way for Glasgow, to be part of ' the cordon.' I halting a moment, they took the road, very ill -ranked, not numer- ous, or any way dangerous-looking men of war; but there rose from the little crowd, by way of farewell cheer to them, the strangest shout I have heard human throats utter; not very loud, or loud even for the small numbers; but it said, as plain as words, and with infinitely more emphasis of sincerity, ' May the devil go with you, ye pecul- iarly contemptible and dead to the distresses of your fellow-creat- ures.' Another morning, months after, spring and sun now come, and the 'cordon,' etc., all over, I met a gentleman, an advocate, slightly of my acquaintance, hurrying along, musket in hand, to- wards*' the Links,' there to be drilled as an item of the 'gentleman volunteers ' now afoot. ' You should have the like of this,' said he, cheerily patting his musket. ' H'm, yes ; but I haven't yet quite settled on which side!' which, probably, he hoped was quiz, though it really expressed my feeling. Irving, too, and all of us juniors, had the same feeling in different intensities, and spoken of only to one another : a sense that revolt against such a load of unvera- cities, impostures, and quietly inane formalities would one day be- come indispensable sense which had a kind of rash, false, and quasi-insolent joy in it; mutiny, revolt, being alight matter to the young." 1 The law lectures went on, and Carlyle wrote to his mother about his progress with them. " The law," he said, "I find to be a most complicated subject, yet I like it pretty well, and feel that I shall like it better as I proceed. Its great charm in my eyes is that no 1 "Reminiscences," vol. i. p. 152. 42 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. mean compliances are requisite for prospering in it. " To Irving he had written a fuller, not yet completely full, account of himself, com- plaining perhaps of his obstructions and difficulties. Irving's advice is not what would have been given by a cautious attorney. He ad- mired his friend, and only wished his great capabilities to be known as soon as possible : Edward Irving to Thomas Carlyle. "31 Kent Street, Glasgow : December 28, 1819. "Dear Carlyle, I pray that you may prosper in your legal stud- ies, provided only you will give your mind to take in all the elements which enter into the question of the obstacles. But remember, it is not want of knowledge alone that impedes, but want of instruments for making that knowledge available. This you know better than I. Now my view of the matter is that your knowledge, likely very soon to surpass in extent and accuracy that of most of your compeers, is to be made salable, not by the usual way of adding friend to friend, which neither you nor I are enough patient of, but by a way of your own. Known you must be before you can be employed. Known you will not be for a winning, attaching, accommodating man, but for an original, commanding, and rather self-willed man. Now es- tablish this last character, and you take a far higher grade than any other. How are you to establish it ? Just by bringing yourself before the public as you are. First find vent for your notions. Get them tongue ; upon every subject get them tongue, not upon law alone. You cannot at present get them either utterance or audience by ordi- nary converse. Your utterance is not the most favorable. It con- vinces, but does not persuade ; and it is only a very few (I can claim place for myself) that it fascinates. Your audience is worse. They are generally (I exclude myself) unphilosophical, unthinking drivel- lers, who lay in wait to catch you in your words, and who give you lit- tle justice in the recital, because you give their vanity or self-esteem little justice, or even mercy, in the rencounter. Therefore, my dear friend, some other way is to be sought for. Now pause, if you be not convinced of this conclusion. If you be, we shall proceed. If you be not, read again, and you will see it just, and as such admit it. Now what way is to be sought for ? I know no other than the press. You have not the pulpit as I have, and where perhaps I have the advan- tage. You have not good and influential society. I know nothing but the press for your purpose. None are so good as these two, the Edinburgh Review and Blackwood's Magazine. Do not steal away and say, the one I am not fit for, the other I am not willing for. Both pleas I refuse. The Edinburgh Review you are perfectly fit for ; not yet upon law, but upon any work of mathematics, physics, gen- eral literature, history, and politics, you are as ripe as the average of their writers. Blackicood's Magazine presents bad company, I confess ; but it also furnishes a good field for fugitive writing, and good introductions to society on one side of the question. This last advice, I confess, is against my conscience, and I am inclined to blot it out ; for did I not rest satisfied that you were to use your LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 43 pen for your conscience I would never ask you to use it for your living. Writers in the encyclopedias, except of leading articles, do not get out from the crowd ; but writers in the Review come out at once, and obtain the very opinion you want, opinion among the in- telligent and active men in every rank, not among the sluggish tatxmti alone. N "It is easy for me to advise what many perhaps are as ready to advise. But I know I have influence, and I am willing to use it. Therefore, again let me entreat you to begin a new year by an effort continuous, not for getting knowledge, but for communicating it, that you may gain favor, and money, and opinion. Do not disem- bark 'all your capital of thought, and time, and exertion into this concern, but disembark a portion equal to its urgency, and make the experiment upon a proper scale. If it succeed, the spirit of advent- ure will follow, and you will be ready to embark more ; if it fail, no great venture was made ; no great venture is lost : the time is not yet come. But you will have got a more precise view by the failure of the obstacles to be surmounted, and time and energy will give you what you lacked. Therefore I advise you, as a very sincere friend, that forthwith you choose a topic, not that you are best in- formed on, but that you are most likely to find admittance for, and set apart some portion of each day or week to this object and this alone, leaving the rest free for objects professional and pleasant. This is nothing more than what I urged at our last meeting, but I have nothing to write I reckon so important. Therefore do take it to thought. Depend upon it, you will be delivered by such present adventure from those harpies of your peace you are too much tor- mented with. You will get a class with whom society will be as pleasant as we have found it together, and you will open up ulti- mate prospects which I trust no man shall be able to close. "I think our town is safe for every leal-hearted man to his Maker and to his fellow-men to traverse without fear of scaith. Such trav- ersing is the wine and milk of my present existence. I do not warrant against a Radical rising, though I think it vastly improba- ble. But continue these times a year or two, and unless you un- make our present generation, and unman them of human feeling and of Scottish intelligence, you will have commotion. It is im- possible for them to die of starvation, and they are making no pro- vision to have them removed. And what on earth is for them? God and my Saviour enable me to lift their hearts above a world that has deserted them, though they live in its plenty and labor in its toiling service, and fix them upon a world which, my dear Car- lyle, I wish you and I had the inheritance in which we may have if we will. But I am not going to preach, else I would plunge into another subject which I rate above all subjects. Yet this should not be excluded from our communion either. " I am getting on quietly enough, and, if I be defended from the errors of my heart, may do pretty well. The Doctor (Chalmers) is full of acknowledgments, and I ought to be full to a higher source. " Yours affectionately, EDWARD IRVING." Carlyle was less eager to give his thoughts "tongue " than Irving 44 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. supposed. He had not yet, as lie expressed it, "taken the devil by the horns." He did not mean to trouble the world with his doubts, and as yet he had not much else to trouble it with. But he was more and more restless. Reticence about his personal sufferings was at no time one of his virtues. Dyspepsia had him by the throat. Even the minor ailments to which our flesh is heir, and which most of us bear in silence, the eloquence of his imagination flung into forms like the temptations of a saint. His mother had early de- scribed him as "gey ill to live wi'," and while in great things he was the most considerate and generous of men, in trifles he was in- tolerably irritable. Dyspepsia accounts for most of it. He did not know what was the matter with him, and when the fit was severe he drew pictures of his condition which frightened every one be- longing to him. He had sent his family in the middle of the win- ter a report of himself which made them think that he was serious- ly ill. His brother John, who had now succeeded him as a teacher in Annan School, was sent for in haste to Mainhill to a consultation, and the result was a letter which shows the touching affection with which the Carlyles clung to one another : John A. Carlyle to TJiomas Carlyle. " Mainhill : February, 1820. "I have just arrived from Annan, and we are all so uneasy on your account that at the request of my father in particular, and of all the rest, I am determined to write to call on you for a speedy answer. Your father and mother, and all of us, are extremely anx- ious that you should come home directly, if possible, if you think you can come without danger. And we trust that, notwithstanding the bitterness of last summer v you will still find it emphatically a home. My mother bids me call- upon you to do so by every tie of affection, and by all that is sacred. She esteems seeing you again and administering comfort to you as her highest felicity. Your father, also, is extremely anxious to see you again at home. The room is much more comfortable than it was last season. The roads are repaired, and all things more convenient ; and we all trust that you will yet recover, after you shall have inhaled your native breezes and escaped once more from the unwholesome city of Edin- burgh, and its selfish and unfeeling inhabitants. In the name of all, then, I call upon you not to neglect or refuse our earnest wishes ; to come home and experience the comforts of parental and brotherly affection, which, though rude and without polish, is yet sincere and honest." The father adds a postscript; "My dear Tom, I have been very uneasy about you ever since we received your moving letter, and I thought to have written to you myself this day and told you all my thoughts about your health, which is the foundation and copestone of all our earthly comfort. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 45 But, being particularly engaged this day, I caused John to write. Come home as soon as possible, and forever oblige, " Dear son, your loving father, ' ' JAMES CARLYLE. " The fright had been unnecessary. Dyspepsia, while it tortures body and mind, does little serious injury. The attack had passed off. A letter from Carlyle was already on the way, in which the illness was scarcely noticed ; it contained little but directions for his brothers' studies, and an offer of ten pounds out of his scantily filled purse to assist " Sandy" on the farm. With his family it was im- possible for him to talk freely, and through this gloomy time he had but one friend, though this one was of priceless value. To Ir- ving he had written out his discontent. He was now disgusted with law, and meant to abandon it. Irving, pressed as he was with work, could always afford Carlyle the best of his time and judg- ment: Edward Irving to Thomas Carlyle. "Glasgow: March 14, 1820. "Since I received your last epistle, which reminded me of some of those gloomy scenes of nature I have often had the greatest pleasure in contemplating, I have been wrought almost to death, having had three sermons to write, and one of them a charity ser- mon ; but I shall make many sacrifices before I shall resign the en- tertainment and benefit I derive from our correspondence. "Your mind is of too penetrating a cast to rest satisfied with the frail disguise which the happiness of ordinary life has thrown on to hide its nakedness, and I do never augur that your nature is to be satisfied with its sympathies. Indeed, I am convinced that were you translated into the most elegant and informed circle of this city, you would find it please only by its novelty, and perhaps re- fresh by its variety ; but you would be constrained to seek the solid employment and the lasting gratification of your mind elsewhere. The truth is, life is a thing formed for the average of men, and it is only in those parts of our nature which are of average possession that it can gratify. The higher parts of our nature find their enter- tainment in sympathizing with the highest efforts of our species, which are, and will continue, confined to the closet of the sage, and can never find their station in the drawing-rooms of the talking world. Indeed, I will go higher and say that the highest parts of our nature can never have their proper food till they turn to contemplate the excellences of our Creator, and not only to contemplate but to imitate them. Therefore it is, my dear Carlyle, that I exhort you to call in the finer parts of your mind, and to try to present the society about you with those more ordinary displays which they can enjoy. The indifference with which they receive them, 1 and the ignorance with which they treat them, operate on the mind like gall and worrn- ' I.e., the talk to which you usually treat your friends. 3* 46 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. wood. I would entreat you to be comforted in the possession of your treasures, and to study more the times and persons to which you bring them forth. When I say your treasures, I mean not your information so much, which they will bear the display of for the reward and value of it, but of your feelings and affections, which, being of finer tone than theirs, and consequently seeking a keener expression, they are apt to mistake for a rebuke of their own tameness, or for intolerance of ordinary things, and too many of them, I fear, for asperity of mind. ' ' There is just another panacea for your griefs (which are not imaginary, but for which I see a real ground in the too penetrating and, at times, perhaps, too severe turn of your mind) ; but though I judge it better and more worthy than reserve, it is perhaps more dif- ficult of practice. I mean the habit of using our superiority for the information and improvement of others. This I reckon both the most dignified and the most kindly course that one can take, found- ed upon the great principles of human improvement, and founded upon what I am wont, or at least would wish, to make my pattern, the example of the Saviour of men, who endured, in His ertand of salvation, the contradiction of men. But I confess, on the other hand, one meets with so few that are apt disciples, or willing to al- low superiority, that will be constantly fighting with you upon the threshold, that it is very heartless, and forces one to reserve. And besides, one is so apt to fancy a superiority where there is none, that it is likely to produce overmuch self-complacency. But I see I am beginning to prose, and therefore shall change the subject with only one remark, that your tone of mind reminds me more than anything of my own when under the sense of great religious im- perfection, and anxiously pursuing after higher Christian attain- ments. . . . " I have read your letter again, and, at the risk of farther prosing, I shall have another hit at its contents. You talk of renouncing the law, and you speak mysteriously of hope springing up from another quarter. I pray that it may soon be turned into enjoyment. But I would not have you renounce the law unless you coolly think that this new view contains those fields of happiness from the want of which the prospect of law has become so dreary. Law has within it scope ample enough for any mind. The reformation Avhich it needs, and which with so much humor and feeling you describe, 1 is the very evidence of what I say. Did Adam Smith find the commercial sys- tem less encumbered ? (I know he did not find it more) ; and see what order the mind of one man has made there. Such a reforma- tion must be wrought in law, and the spirit of the age is manifestly bending that way. I know none who, from his capacity of remem- bering and digesting facts, and of arranging them into general re- sults, is so well fitted as yourself. "With regard to my own affairs, I am becoming too much of a man of business, and too little a man of contemplation. I meet with few minds to excite me, many to drain me off, and, by the habits of 1 Carlyle's letters to Irving are all, unfortunately, lost. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 47 discharging and receiving nothing in return, I am run off to the very lees, as you may easily discern. I have a German master and a class in college. I have seen neither for a week ; such is the state of my engagements engagements with I know not what ; with preaching in St. John's once a week, and employing the rest of the week in visiting objects in which I can learn nothing, unless I am collecting for a new series of 'Tales of my Landlord,' which should range among Radicals and smugglers. "Dr. Chalmers, though a most entire original by himself, is sur- rounded with a very prosaical sort of persons, who please me some- thing by their zeal to carry into effect his philosophical schemes, and vex me much by their idolatry of him. My comforts are in hearing the distresses of the people, and doing my mite to al- leviate them. They are not in the higher walks (I mean as to wealth) in which I am permitted to move, nor yet in the greater pub- licity and notoriety I enjoy. Every minister in Glasgow is an oracle to a certain class of devotees. I would not give one day in solitude or in meditation with a friend as I have enjoyed it often along the sands of Kirkcaldy for ages in this way. . . . " Yours most truly, EDWARD IRVING." It does not appear what the " other quarter " may have been on which the prospect was brightening. Carlyle was not more explicit to his mother, to whom he wrote at this time a letter unusually gentle and melancholy : Thomas Carlyle to Mrs. Carlyle. " Edinburgh : March 29, 1820. "To you, my dear mother, I can never be sufficiently grateful, not only for the common kindness of a mother, but for the unceas- ing watchfulness with which you strove to instil virtuous principles into my young mind ; and though we are separated at present, and may be still more widely separated, I hope the lessons which you taught will never be effaced from my memory. I cannot say how I have fallen into this train of thought, but the days of childhood arise with so many pleasing recollections, and shine so brightly across the tempests and inquietudes of succeeding times, that I felt unable to resist the impulse. " You already know that I am pretty well as to health, and also that I design to visit you again before many months have elapsed. I can- not say that my prospects have got much brighter since I left you ; the aspect of the future is still as unsettled as ever it was ; but some degree of patience is behind, and hope, the charmer, that ' springs eternal in the human breast,' is yet here likewise. I am not of a humor to care very much for good or evil fortune, so far as con- cerns myself; the thought that my somewhat uncertain condition gives you uneasiness chiefly grieves me. Yet I would not have you despair of your ribe of a boy. He will do something yet. He is a shy stingy soul, and very likely has a higher notion of his parts than others have. But, on the other hand, he is not incapable of diligence. He is harmless, and possesses the virtue of his country 48 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. thrift; so that, after all, things will yet be right in the end. My love to all the little ones. Your affectionate son, "T. CARLYLE." The University term ends early in Scotland. The expenses of the six months which the students spend at college are paid for in many instances by the bodily labors of the other six. The end of April sees them all dispersed, the class-rooms closed, the pupils no longer obtainable ; and the law studies being finally abandoned, Carlyle had nothing more to do at Edinburgh, and migrated with the rest. He was going home; he offered himself for a visit to Ir- ving at Glasgow on the way, and the proposal was warmly accepted. The Irving correspondence was not long continued; and I make the most of the letters of so remarkable a man which were written while he was still himself , before his intellect was clouded : Edward Irving to Thomas Carlyle. "34 Kent Street, Glasgow: April 15, 1820. " My dear Carlyle, Right happy shall I be to have your company and conversation for ever so short a time, and the longer the better; and if you could contrive to make your visit so that the beginning of the week should be the time of your departure, I could bear you company on your road a day's journey. I have just finished my sermon Saturday at six o'clock at which I have been sitting with- out interruption since ten ; but I resolved that you should have my letter to-morrow, that nothing might prevent your promised visit, to which I hold you now altogether bound. " It is very dangerous to speak one's mind here about the state of the country. I reckon, however, the Radicals have in a manner ex- patriated themselves from the political co-operation of the better classes; and, at the same time, I believe there was sympathy enough in the middle and well-informed people to have caused a meliora- tion of our political evils, had they taken time and legal measures. I am very sorry for the poor; they are losing their religion, their domestic comfort, their pride of independence, their everything; and if timeous remedies come not soon, they will sink, I fear, into the degradation of the Irish peasantry; and if that class goes down, thea along with it sinks the morality of every other class. We are at a complete stand here; a sort of military glow has taken all ranks. They can see the houses of the poor ransacked for arms without ut- tering an interjection of grief on the fallen greatness of those who brought in our Reformation and our civil liberty, and they will hard- ly suffer a sympathizing word from any one. Dr. Chalmers takes a safe course in all these difficulties. The truth is, he does not side with any party. He has a few political nostrums so peculiar that they serve to detach his ideal mind both from Whigs and Tories and Radicals that Britain would have been as flourishing and full of capital though there had been round the island a brazen wall a thou- sand cubits high; that the national debt does us neither good nor ill, amounting to nothing more or less than a mortgage upon prop- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 49 erty, etc. The Whigs dare not speak. The philanthropists are so much taken up each with his own locality as to take little charge of the general concern ; and so the Tories have room to rage and talk big about armaments and pikes and battles. They had London well fortified yesterday by the Radicals, and so forth. " Now it will be like the unimprisoning of a bird to come and let me have free talk. Not that I have anything to say in favor of Rad- icalism, for it is the very destitution of philosophy and religion and political economy; but that we may lose ourselves so delightfully in reveries upon the emendation of the State, to which, in fact, you and I can bring as little help as we could have done against the late in- undation of the Vallois. "I like the tone of your last letter; for, remember, I read your very tones and gestures, at this distance of place, through your let- ter, though it be not the most diaphanous of bodies. I have no more fear of your final success than Noah had of the Deluge ceasing; and though the first dove returned, as you say you are to return to your father's shelter, without even a leaf, yet the next tune, believe me, you shall return with a leaf; and yet another time, and you shall take a flight who knows where? But of this and other things I de- lay farther parley. Yours affectionately, EDWARD IRVING." Carlylc went to Glasgow, spent several days there, and noted, ac- cording to his habit, the outward signs of men and things. He saw the Glasgow merchants in the Tontine, he observed them, fine, clean, opulent, with their shining bald crowns and serene white heads, sauntering about or reading their newspapers. He criticised the dresses of the young ladies, for whom he had always an eye, remark- ing that with all their charms they had less taste in their adornments than were to be seen in Edinburgh drawing-rooms. He saw Chal- mers too, and heard him preach. "Never preacher went so into one's heart." Some private talk, too, there was with Chalmers, "the Doctor" explaining to him "some new scheme for proving the truth of Christianity," "all written in us already in sympathetic ink; Bible awakens it, and you can read." But the chief interest in the Glasgow visit lies less in itself than in what followed it a conversation between two young, then unknown men, strolling alone together over a Scotch moor, seemingly the most trifling of incidents, a mere feather floating before the wind, yet, like the feather, marking the direction of the invisible tendency of human thought. Carlyle was to walk home to Ecclefechan. Irving had agreed to accompany him fifteen miles of his road, and then leave him and return. They started early, and breakfasted on the way at the manse of a Mr. French. Carlyle himself tells the rest -, 1 " Drumclog Moss is the next object that survives, and Irving and i " Reminiscences," yol i. p. 177. 50 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. I sitting by ourselves under the silent bright skies among the ' peat hags ' of Drumclog with a world all silent round us. These peat hags are still pictured in me ; brown bog all pitted and broken with heathy remnants and bare abrupt wide holes, four or five feet deep, mostly dry at present ; a flat wilderness of broken bog, of quagmire not to be trusted (probably wetter in old days then, and wet still in rainy seasons). Clearly a good place for Cameronian preaching, and dangerously difficult for Claverse and. horse soldiery if the suffering remnant had a few old muskets among them! Scott's novels had given the Claverse skirmish here, which all Scotland knew of already, a double interest in those days. I know not that we talked much of this ; but we did of many things, perhaps more confidentially than ever before ; a colloquy the sum of which is still mournfully beauti- ful to me though the details are gone. I remember us sitting on the brow of a peat hag, the sun shining, our own voices the one sound. Far, far away to the westward over our brown horizon, towered up, white and visible at the many miles of distance, a high irregular pyramid. 'Ailsa Craig' we at once guessed, and thought of the seas and oceans over yonder. But we did not long dwell on that we seem to have seen no human creature, after French, to have had no bother and no need of human assistance or society, not even of refection, French's breakfast perfectly sufficing us. The talk had grown ever ^friendlier, more interesting. At length the declining sun said plainly, you must part. We sauntered slowly into the Glasgow Muirkirk highway. Masons were building at a wayside cottage near by, or were packing up on ceasing for the day. We leant our backs to a dry stone fence, and looking into the western radiance continued in talk yet a while, loath both of us to go. It was just here, as the sun was sinking, Irving actually drew from me by degrees, in the softest manner, the confession that I did not think as he of the Christian religion, and that it was vain for me to expect I ever could or should. This, if this was so, he had pre- engaged to take well from me like an elder brother, if I would be frank with him, and right loyally he did so, and to the end of his life we needed no concealments on that head, which was really a step gained. "The sun was about setting when we turned away each on his own path. Irving would have had a good space farther to go than I, perhaps fifteen or seventeen miles, and would not be in Kent Street till towards midnight. But he feared no amount of walking, enjoyed it rather, as did I in those young years. I felt sad, but af- fectionate and good, in my clean, utterly quiet little inn at Muirkirk, which and my feelings in it I still well remember. An innocent lit- tle Glasgow youth (young bagman on his first journey, I supposed) had talked awhile with me in the otherwise solitary little sitting- room. At parting he shook hands, and with something of sorrow in his tone said, ' Good-night. I shall not see you again.' I was off next morning at four o'clock." LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 51 CHAPTER VII. A.D. 1820. ,T. 25. NOTHING farther has to be recorded of Carlyle's history for some months. He remained quietly through the spring and summer at Mainhill, occupied chiefly in reading. He was beginning his ac- quaintance Avith German literature, his friend Mr. Swan, of Kirk- caldy, who had correspondents at Hamburg, providing him with books. He was still writing small articles, too, for " Brewster's En- cyclopaedia" unsatisfactory work, though better than none. "I Avas timorously aiming towards literature [he says, perhaps in consequence of Irving's urgency]. I thought in audacious moments I might perhaps earn some wages that way by honest labor, some- how to help my finances ; but in that too I was painfully sceptical (talent and opportunity alike doubtful, alike incredible to me, poor down-trodden soul), and in fact there came little enough of produce and finance to me from that source, and for the first years absolute- ly none, in spite of my diligent and desperate efforts, which are sad to me to think of even now. Acti laborcs. Yes, but of such a fu- tile, dismal, lonely, dim, and chaotic kind, in a sense all ghastly chaos to me. Sad, dim, and ugly as the shore of Styx and Phlege- thon, as a nightmare dream become real. No more of that; it did not conquer me, or quite kill me, thank God." 1 August brought IrA T ing to Annan for his summer holidays, which opened possibilities of companionship again. Mainhill was but seven miles off, and the friends met and wandered together in the Mount Annan Avoods, Irving steadily cheering Carlyle with confi- dent promises of ultimate success. In September came an offer of a tutorship in a "statesman's" 4 family, which Irving urged him to accept. " You live too much in an ideal world [Irving said], and you are likely to be punished for it by an unfitness for practical life. It is not your fault but the misfortune of your circumstances, as it has been in a less degree of my own. This situation will be more a remedy for that than if you were to go back to Edinburgh. Try your hand with the respectable illiterate men of middle life, as I am doing at present, and perhaps in their honesty and hearty kindness you may be taught to forget, and perhaps to undervalue the splen- dors, and envies, and competitions of men of literature. I think you have within you the ability to rear the pillars of your own im- mortality, and, what is more, of your own happiness, from the basis of any level in life, and I Avould always have any man destined to i "Reminiscences," vol. i. p. H3. 9 "Statesman," or small freeholder farming bis own land, common still in Cumber- land, then spread over the northern counties. 52 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. influence the interests of men, to have read these interests as they are disclosed in the mass of men, and not in the few who are lifted upon the eminence of life, and when there too often forget the man to ape the ruler or the monarch. All that is valuable of the literary caste you have in their writings. Their conversations, I am told, are full of jealousy and reserve, or, perhaps to cover that reserve, of trifling. " Irving's judgment was perhaps at fault in this advice. Carlyle, proud, irritable, and impatient as he was, could not have remained a week in such a household. His ambition, "down-trodden as he might call himself," was greater than he knew. He may have felt like Halbert Glendinning when the hope was held out to him of be- coming the Abbot's head keeper "a body servant, and to a lazy priest !" At any rate the proposal came to nothing, and with the winter he was back once more at his lodgings in Edinburgh, deter- mined to fight his way somehow, though in what direction he could not yet decide or see. Thomas Carlyle to Alexander Carlyle. "Edinburgh : December 5, 1820. "I sit down with the greatest pleasure to answer your most ac- ceptable letter. The warm affection, the generous sympathy dis- played in it go near the heart, and shed over me a meek and kindly dew of brotherly love more refreshing than any but a wandering forlorn mortal can well imagine. Some of your expressions affect me almost to weakness, I might say with pain, if I did not hope the course of events will change our feelings from anxiety to congratu- lation, from soothing adversity to adorning prosperity. I marked your disconsolate look. It has often since been painted in the mind's eye ; but believe me, my boy, these days will pass over. We shall all get to rights in good time, and, long after, cheer many a winter evening by recalling such pensive, but yet amiable and manly thoughts to our minds. And in the mean while let me utterly sweep away the vain fear of our forgetting one another. There is less danger of this than of anything. We Carlyles are a clannish peo- ple, because we have all something original in our formation, and nnd therefore less than common sympathy with others; so that we are constrained, as it were, to draw to one another, and to seek that friendship in our own blood which we do not find so readily else- where. Jack and I and you will respect one another to the end of our lives, because I predict that our conduct will be worthy of re- spect, and we will love one another, because the feelings of our young days feelings impressed most deeply on the young heart are all intertwined and united by the tenderest yet strongest ties of our nature. But independently of this your feat is vain. Continue to cultivate your abilities, and to behave steadily and quietly as you have done, and neither of the two literati ' are likely to find many ' His brother John and himself. LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 63 persons more qualified to appreciate their feelings than the farmer their brother. Greek words and Latin are fine things, but they can- not hide the emptiness and lowness of many who employ them. ' ' Brewster has printed my article. He is a pushing man and speaks encouragingly to me. Tait, the bookseller, is loud in his kind an- ticipations of the grand things that are in store for me. But, in fact, I do not lend much ear to those gentlemen. I feel quite sick of this drivelling state of painful idleness. I am going to be patient no longer, but quitting study, or leaving it in a secondary place, I feel determined, as it were, to find something stationary, some local habi- tation and some name for myself, ere it be long. I shall turn and try all things, be diligent, be assiduous in season and out of season, to effect this prudent purpose ; and if health stay with me I still trust I shall succeed. At worst it is but narrowing my views to suit my means. I shall enter the writing life, the mercantile, the lecturing, any life in short but that of country school-master; and even that sad refuge from the storms of fate rather than stand here in frigid impotence, the powers of my mind all festering and cor- roding each other in the miserable strife of inward will against out- ward necessity. " I lay out my heart before you, my boy, because it is solacing for me to do so; but I would not have you think me depressed. Bad health does indeed depress and undermine one more than all other calamities put together; but with care, which I have the best of all reasons for taking, I know this will in time get out of danger. Steady then, steady ! as the drill-sergeants say. Let us be steady unto the end. In due time we shall reap if we faint not. Long may you continue to cherish the manly feelings which you express in conclusion. They lead to respectability at least from the world, and, what is far better, to sunshine within, which nothing can destroy or eclipse." In the same packet Carlyle encloses a letter to his mother : "I know well and feel deeply that you entertain the most solici- tous anxiety about my temporal, and still more about my eternal welfare; as to the former of which, I have still hopes that all your tenderness will j-et be repaid ; and as to the latter, though it becomes not the human worm to boast, I would fain persuade you not to en- tertain so many doubts. Your character and mine are far more similar than you imagine ; and our opinions too, though clothed in different garbs, are, I well know, still analogous at bottom. I respect your religious sentiments, and honor you for feeling them more than if you were the highest woman in the world without them. Be easy, I entreat you, on my account ; the world will use me better than before; and if it should not, let us hope to meet in that upper country, when the vain fever of life is gone by, in the country where all darkness shall be light, and where the exercise of our affections will not be thwarted by the infirmities of human nature any more. Brewster will give me articles enough. Meanwhile my living here is not to cost me anything, at least for a season more or less. I have two hours of teaching, which both gives me a call to walk and brings in four guineas a month." 54 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. Again, a few weeks later : Thomas Carlyle to Mrs. Carlyle. "January 30, 1821. "My employment, you are aware, is still very fluctuating, but this I trust will improve. I am advancing, I think, though leisurely, and at last I feel no insuperable doubts of getting honest bread, which is all I want. For as to fame and all that, I see it already to be noth- ing better than a meteor, a will-o'-the-wisp which leads one on through quagmires and pitfalls to catch an object which, when we have caught it, turns out to be nothing. I am happy to think in the mean time that you do not feel uneasy about my future destiny. Providence, as you observe, will order it better or worse, and with His award, so nothing mean or wicked lie before me, I shall study to rest satisfied. "It is a striking thing, and an alarming to those who are at ease in the world, to think how many living beings that had breath and hope within them when I left Ecclefechan are now numbered with the clods of the valley! Surely there is something obstinately stupid in the heart of man, or the flight of threescore years, and the poor joys or poorer cares of this our pilgrimage would never move as they do. Why do we fret and murmur, and toil, and consume our- selves for objects so transient and frail? Is it that the soul, living here as in her prison-house, strives after something boundless like herself, and finding it nowhere, still renews the search? Surety we are fearfully and wonderfully made. But I must not pursue these speculations, though they force themselves upon us sometimes even without our asking." To his family Carlyle made the best of his situation; and, indeed, so far as outward circumstances were concerned, there was no spe- cial cause for anxiety. His farm-house training had made him indif- ferent to luxuries, and he was earning as much money as he required. It was not here that the pinch lay; it was in the still uncompleted "temptations in the wilderness," in the mental uncertainties which gave him neither peace nor respite. He had no friend in Edinburgh with whom he could exchange thoughts, and no society to amuse or distract him. And those who knew his condition best, the faithful Irving especially, became seriously alarmed for him. So keenly Irving felt the danger, that in December he even invited Carlyle to give up Edinburgh and be his own guest for an indefinite time at Glasgow : "You make me too proud of myself [he wrote] when you con- nect me so much with your happiness. Would that I could contrib- ute to it as I most fondly wish, and one of the richest and most powerful minds I know should not now be struggling with obscurity and a thousand obstacles. And yet if I had the power I do not see by what means I should cause it to be known ; your mind, unfortu- nately for its present peace, has taken in so wide a range of study as to be almost incapable of professional trammels; and it has nourish- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 55 ed so uncommon and so unyielding a character as first unfits you for, and then disgusts you with, any accommodations which would procure favor and patronage. The race which you have run these last years pains me even to think upon it, and if it should be con- tinued a little longer, I pray God to give you strength to endure it. We calculate upon seeing you at Christmas, and till then you can think of what I now propose that instead of wearying yourself with endless vexations which are more than you can bear, you will consent to spend not a few weeks, but a few months, here under my roof, where enjoying at least wholesome conversation and the sight of real friends, you may undertake some literary employment which may present you in a fairer aspect to the public than any you have hitherto taken before them. Now I know it is quite Scottish for you to refuse this upon the score of troubling me : but trouble to me it is none; and if it were a thousand times more, would I not es- teem it well bestowed upon you and most highly rewarded by your company and conversation ? I should esteem it an honor that your iirst sally in arms went forth from my habitation." Well might Carlyle cherish Irving's memory. Never had he or any man a truer -hearted, more generous friend. The offer could not be accepted. Carlyle was determined before all things to earn his own bread, and he would not abandon his pupil work. Christ- mas he did spend at Glasgow, but he was soon back again. He was corresponding now with London booksellers, offering a complete translation of Schiller for one thing, to which the answer had been an abrupt No. Captain Basil Hall, on the other hand, having heard of Carlyle, tried to attach him to himself, as a sort of scientific com- panion on easy terms Carlyle to do observations which Captain Hall was to send to the Admiralty as his own, and to have in return the advantage of philosophical society, etc. , to which his answer had in like manner been negative. His letters show him still suffering from mental fever, though with glimpses of purer light : TJiomas Carlyle to John Carlyle. " Edinburgh : March 9, 1821. " It is a shame and misery to me at this age to be gliding about in strenuous idleness, with no hand in the game of life where I have yet so much to win, no outlet for the restless faculties which are there up in mutiny and slaying one another for lack of fair enemies. I must do or die then, as the song goes. Edinburgh, with all its drawbacks, is the only scene for me. In the country I am like an alien, a stranger and pilgrim from a far-distant land. I must en- deavor most sternly, for this state of things cannot last, and if Health do but revisit me as I know she will, it shall erelong give place to a better. If I grow seriously ill, indeed, it will be different; but when once the weather is settled and dry, exercise and care will restore me completely. I am considerably clearer than I was, and I should have been still more so had not this afternoon been wet, and so prevented 56 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. me from breathing the air of Arthur's Seat, a mountain close beside us, where the atmosphere is pure as a diamond, and the prospect grander than any you ever saw. The blue majestic everlasting ocean, with the Fife hills swelling gradually into the Grampians behind; rough crags and rude precipices at our feet (where not a hillock rears its head unsung), with Edinburgh at their base clustering proudly over her rugged foundations, and covering with a vapory mantle the jagged, black, venerable masses of stone-work that stretch far and wide and show like a city of Fairy-land. ... I saw it all last evening when the sun was going down, and the moon's fine crescent, like a pretty silver creature as it is, was riding quietly above me. Such a sight does one good. But I am leading you astray after my fantasies when I should be inditing plain prose." The gloomy period of Carlyle's life a period on which he said that he ever looked back with a kind of horror was drawing to its close, this letter among other symptoms showing that the natural strength of his intellect was asserting itself. Better prospects were opening; more regular literary employment; an offer, if he chose to accept it, from his friend Mr. Swan, of a tutorship at least more sat- isfactory than the Yorkshire one. His mother's affection was more precious to him, however simply expressed, than any other form of earthly consolation. Mrs. Carlyle to Thomas Carlyle. "ilainhill: March 21, 1821. "Son Tom, I received your kind and pleasant letter. Nothing is more satisfying to me than to hear of your welfare. Keep up your heart, my brave boy. You ask kindly after my health. I complain as little as possible. When the day is cheerier, it has a great effect on me. But upon the whole I am as well as I can expect, thank God. I have sent a little butter and a few cakes with a box to bring home your clothes. Send them all home, that I may wash and sort them once more. Oh, man, could I but write! I'll tell ye a' when we meet, but I must in the mean time content myself. Do send me a long letter; it revives me greatly; and tell me honestly if you read your chapter e'en and morn, lad. You mind I hod if not your hand, I hod your foot of it. Tell me if there is anything you want in par- ticular. I must run to pack the box, so I am " Your affectionate mother, "MABGAKET CARLYLE." Irving was still anxious. To him Carlyle laid himself bare in all his shifting moods, now complaining, now railing at himself for want of manliness. Irving soothed him as he could, always avoiding preachment. "I see [he wrote] 1 you have much to bear, and perhaps it may be a time before you clear yourself of that sickness of the heart March 15, 182L LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 57 which afflicts you; but strongly I feel assured it will not master you; that you will rise strongly above it and reach the place your genius destines you to. Most falsely do you judge yourself when you seek such degrading similitudes to represent what you call your ' whin- ing. ' And I pray you may not again talk of your distresses in so desperate, and to me disagreeable, manner. My dear Sir, is it to be doubted that you are suffering grievously the want of spiritual com- munion, the bread-and-water of the soul ? and why, then, do you, as it were, mock at your calamity or treat it jestingly? I declare this is a sore offence. You altogether mistake at least my feeling if you think I have anything but the kindest sympathy in your case, in which sympathy I am sure there is nothing degrading, either to you or to me. Else were I degraded every time I visit a sick-bed in endeavoring to draw forth the case of a sufferer from his own lips, that I may "if possible administer some spiritual consolation. But oh ! I would be angry, or rather I should have a shudder of unnat- ural feeling, if the sick man were to make a mockery to me of his case, or to deride himself for making it known to any physician of body or mind. Excuse my freedom, Carlyle. I do this in justifica- tion of my own state of mind towards your distress. I feel for your condition as a brother would feel, and to see you silent about it were the greatest access of painful emotion which you could cause me. I hope soon to look back with you over this scene of trials as the soldier does over a hard campaign, or the restored captives do over their days of imprisonment. " Again, on the receipt of some better account of his friend's condi- tion, Irving wrote, on April 26 : "I am beginning to see Hie dawn of the day when you shall be plucked by the literary world from my solitary, and therefore more clear, admiration; and when from almost a monopoly I shall have nothing but a mere shred of your praise. They will unearth you, and for your sake I will rejoice, though for my own I may regret. But I shall always have the pleasant superiority that I was your friend and admirer, through good and through bad report, to con- tinue, so I hope, unto the end. Yet our honest Demosthenes, 1 or shall I call him Chrysostom (Boanerges would fit him better), seems to have caught some glimpse of your inner man, though he had few opportunities, for he never ceases to be inquiring after you. You will soon shift your quarters, though for the present I think your motto should be, 'Better a wee bush than na bield.' If you are go- ing to revert to teaching again, which I heartily deprecate, I know nothing better than Swan's conception, although 'success in it de- pends mainly upon offset and address, and the studying of humors, which, though it be a good enough way of its kind, is not the way to which I think you should yet condescend." Friends and family might console and advise, but Carlyle himself could alone conquer the spiritual maladies which were the real cause Dr. Chalmers. 68 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. of his distraction. In June of this year 1821 was transacted what in "Sartor Resartus" he describes as his "conversion," or "new birth," when he "authentically took the Devil by the nose," when he began to achieve the convictions, positive and negative, by which the whole of his later life was governed. "Nothing in ' Sartor Resartus' [he says] is fact; symbolical myth all, except that of the incident in tiie Rue St. Thomas de 1'Enfer, which occurred quite literally to myself in Leith Walk, during three weeks of total sleeplessness, in which almost my one solace was that of a daily bathe on the sands between Leith and Portobello. Inci- dent was as I went down ; coming up I generally felt refreshed for the hour. I remember it well, and could go straight to about the place." As the incident is thus authenticated, I may borrow the words in which it is described, opening, as it does, a window into Cariyle's inmost heart : " Shut out from hope in a deeper sense than we yet dream of (for as the professor wanders wearisomely through this world, he has lost all tidings of another and a higher), full of religion, or at least of religiosity, as our friend has since exhibited himself, he hides not that in those days he was totally irreligious. ' Doubt had darkened into unbelief,' says he : 'shade after shade goes grimly over your soul, till you have the fixed starless Tartarean black.' To such readers as have reflected (what can be called reflecting) on man's life, and happily discovered, in contradiction to much profit and less philosophy, that soul is not synonymous with stomach, who under- stand, therefore, in our friend's words, ' that for man's well-being faith is properly the one thing needful ; how with it martyrs, other- wise weak, can cheerfully endure the shame and the cross, and with- out it worldlings puke up their sick existence by suicide in the midst of luxury;' to such it will be clear that for a pure moral nature the loss of his religious belief was the loss of everything. Unhappy young man! All wounds, the crush of long-continued destitution, the stab of false friendship and of false love, all wounds in thy so genial heart, would have healed again, had not its life-warmth been withdrawn. Well might he exclaim in his wild way: ' Is there no God then ? but, at best, an absentee God sitting idle ever since the first Sabbath, at the outside of his universe, and seeing it go ? Has the word "duty" no meaning? Is what we call Duty no divine messenger and guide, but a false earthly phantasm, made'up of desire and fear, of emanations from the gallows and Dr. Graham's celestial bed ? Happiness of an approving conscience ! Did not Paul of Tarsus, whom admiring men have since named saint, feel that he AVUS the chief of sinners ; and Nero of Rome, jocund in spirit, spend much of his time in fiddling ? Foolish wordmonger and motive grinder, who in thy logic mill hast an earthly mechanism for the god-like itself, and wouldst fain grind me out virtue from the husks of pleasure. I tell thee Nay! To the unregenerate Prometheus Vinctus of a man it is ever the bitterest aggravation of his wretch- LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. 59 edncss that lie is conscious of virtue, that he feels himself the victim not of suffering only, but of injustice. What then ? Is the heroic inspiration we name Virtue but some passion, some bubble of the blood bubbling in the direction others profit by ? I know not; only this I know. If what thou namest Happiness is pur true aim, then are we all astray. With stupidity and sound digestion man may front much. But what in these dull imaginative days are the ter- rors of conscience to the diseases of the liver ! Not on morality but on cookery let us build our stronghold. Then brandishing our fry- ing-pan as censer, let us offer sweet incense to the Devil, and lie at ease on the fat things he has provided for his elect !' ' ' Thus has the bewildered wanderer to stand, as so many have done, shouting question after question into the Sibyl- cave of destiny, and receive no answer but an echo. . . . No pillar of cloud by day and no pillar of fire by night any longer guides the pilgrim. To such length has the spirit of inquiry carried him. ' But what boots it ?' cries he ; ' it is but the common lot in this era. Not having come to spiritual majority prior to the "Siecle de Louis Quinze," and not being born purely a loghead, thou hadst no other outlook. The whole world is like thee sold to unbelief. Their old temples of the godhead, which for long have not been rain-proof, crumble down ; and men ask now, where is the godhead ; our eyes never saw him.' "Pitiful enough were it for all these wild utterances to call our Diogenes wicked. Unprofitable servants as we all are, perhaps at no era of his life was he more decisively the servant of goodness, the servant of God, than even now when doubting God's existence. ' One circumstance I note,' says he ; ' after all the nameless woe that Inquiry, which for me, what it is not always, was genuine love of truth, had wrought me, I nevertheless still loved Truth, and would bate no jot of my allegiance to her.' ' Truth !' I cried, ' though the heavens crush me for following her : no Falsehood ! though a whole celestial Lubberland were the price of apostasy.' In conduct it was the same. Had a divine messenger from the clouds, or miraculous handwriting on the wall, convincingly proclaimed to me This thou shalt do, with what passionate readiness, as I often thought, would I have done it, had it been leaping into the infernal fire. Thus in spite of all motive grinders and mechanical profit and loss philoso- phies, with the sick ophthalmia and hallucination they had brought on, was the infinite nature of duty still dimly present to me : living without God in the world, of God's light I was not utterly bereft. If my as yet sealed eyes with their unspeakable longing could no- where see Him, nevertheless in my heart He was present, and his Heaven-written law still stood legible and sacred there.' ' ' Meanwhile, under all these tribulations and temporal and spiritual destitutions, what must the wanderer in his silent soul have endured ! "The painfullest feeling [writes he] is that of your own feeble- ness; even as the English Milton says, ' to be weak is the true misery.' And yet of your strength there is and can be no clear feeling, save by what you have prospered in, by what you have done. Between vague wavering capability and fixed indubitable performance, what a difference ! A certain inarticulate self -consciousness dwells dimly in us, which only our works can render articulate and decisively 60 LIFE OF THOMAS CARLYLE. discernible. Our works are the mirror wherein the spirit first sees its natural lineaments. Hence, too, the folly of that impossible pre- cept, Know thyself, till it be translated into this partially possible one, Know what thou canst work at. "But for me, so strangely unprosperous had I been, the net result of my workings amounted as yet simply to nothing. How, then, could I believe in my strength when there was as yet no mirror to see it in? Ever did this agitating,