ARTHUR MERVYN. : i . IN THREE VOLUMES. BY C. B. BROWN, AUTHOR OF JANE TALBOT, EDGAR HUNTLY, PHILIP STANLEY, &c- VOL. I. . LONDON: PRINTED FOR A. K. NRWMAN AND CO. LEA DENH ALL-STREET. 1821. Printed by J. Darling, Leadenhall-Street London. TS "34- ;'|'V V- I PREFACE. n JL HE evils of pestilence by which the city of Philadelphia has lately been afflicted, will probably form an aera in its history. The schemes of reformation and improvement to which they will give birth or, if no efforts of human wisdom can avail to avert the periodical visitations of this calamity, the change in manners and population which they will produce, will be in the highest degree memorable. They have already 157074 li PREFACE. already supplied new and copious ma- terials for reflection to the physician and the political economist. They have not been less fertile of instruction to the moral observer, to whom they have furnished new displays of the in- fluence of human passions and mo- tives. Amidst the medical and political discussions which are now afloat in the community relative to this topic, the author of these remarks has ventured to methodize his own reflections, and to weave into a humble narrative such incidents as appeared to him most in- structive and remarkable among those which came within the sphere of his own PREFACE. Ill own observation. It is every one's duty to profit by all opportunities of inculcating on mankind the lessons of justice and humanity. The influences of hope and fear, the trials of fortitude and constancy, which took place in this city in the autumn of 1 793, have per- haps never been exceeded in any age. It is but just to snatch some of these from oblivion, and to deliver to pos- terity a brief, but faithful sketch of the condition of this metropolis during that calamitous period. Men only re- quire to be made acquainted with dis- tress, for their compassion and their charity to be awakened. He that de- picts in lively colours the evils of dis- ease and poverty, performs an eminent service IV PEEFACE. service to the sufferers, by calling forth benevolence in those who are able to afford relief; and he who portrays ex- amples of disinterestedness and intre- pidity, confers on virtue the celebrity and homage that are due to it, and rouses in the spectators the spirit of salutary emulation. C. B. B. ARTHUJR MERVYN.- CHAP. I. INTRODUCTORY. JL WAS refident in the city of Philadelphia during the year 1793. Many motives con- tributed to detain me, though departure was eafy and commodious, and my friends were generally felicitous for me to go. It is not my purpole to enumerate thefe mo- tives, or to dwell on my prefent concerns and tranfadions, but merely to compofe a nar- rative of fome incidents with which my fituation made me acquainted. VOL, j. B Returning 3 ARTHUR MERVYN. Returning one evening, fomewhat later than ufual, to my own iioufc, my attention was attracted ju(t as I entered the porch, by the figure of a man reclining againft the wall at a few paces from me My fight was imperfectly afiifted by a diftant lamp; but -the pofture in which he fat, the hour, and the place, immediately fuggeftcd the idea of one difabled by ficknefs. It was obvious to conclude that his difeaie was ]-eftilential. This did not deter me from approaching, and examining him more cloftiy. He leaned his head againft the wall, his eyes were fhut, his hands clafped in each other, and his body feemed to be fultained in an upright pofition merely by the cellar- door, againft .which 1 he reftcd his left fhouldcr. The lethargy into which he was funk, feemed fcarcely imerrupted by my feel- ing his hand and his forehead. Mis throb- bing temples and burning ikin indicated a fever; and his form, already emaciated, feemed to prove that it had not been of ' Ihort duration. There ARTHUR MERVYN. 3 There was only one circumftance that hindered me from forming an immediate determination .in what manner this perfon fhould be treated. My family confifted of my wife and a young child. Our fervant maid had been feized three days before by the reigning malady, and, at her own re- queft, had been conveyed to the hofpital. We ourfelves enjoyed good health, and were in hopes of efcaping with our lives. Our meafures for this end had been cati- tioufly taken, and carefully adhered to. They did not confift in avoiding the receptacles of infcclion, for my office required me to go daily into the midft of them ; nor in filling the houfe with the exhalations of gunpowder, vinegar, or tar. They confifted in clean- lineis, reafonable exercife, and wholefome diet. Cuftom had likewife blunted the edge of our apprehenfions. To take this perfon into my houfe, and beftow upon him the requifite attendance, was the fcheme that firft occurred to me. In this, however, the advice of my wife was to govern me. B 2 I men- 4 ARTHUR MERVYN. I mentioned the incident to her. I pointed out the dsngcr which was to be dreaded from fuch an inmate. I drfired her to decide with caution, and mentioned my resolution to conform myftlf implicitly to her decifion. Should we refufe to har- bour him, we muft not forget that there was an hofpital to which he would perhaps con- fent to be carried, and where he would be accommodated in the bed manner the times would admit. " Nay," faid me, " talk not of hof- pitals ; at leaft let him have his choice. I have no fear about me for my part, in a cafe where the injunctions of duty are fb obvious. Let us take the poor unfortunate wretch into our protection and care, and leave the confequences to Heaven." I expected, and was pleafed with this propofal. I returned to the fick mat), and, on roufing him from his ftupor, found him flill in pofleflion of his reafon. By the light of a candle, I now examined him more accurately. His ARTHUR MERVYW. 5 His garb was plain, carelefs, and denoted ruflicity : his a r pe<5l was fimple and ^n- genuous, and his decayed vifige flill re- tained traces of uncommon, but manlike beauty. He had a:l the appearances of mere youth, unfpoiled by luxury and un- inured to misfortune. I fcarcely ever be- held an object which laid fo powerful and fudden a claim to my affection and fuccour* " You are fick," laid I, in as cheerful a tone as I could aflume. " Cold bricks and night airs are comfortiefs attendants for one in your condition. Rife, I pray you, anJ come into the houfe. We will try to fupply you with accommodations a little more fuitable." At this addrefs he fixed his languid eyes upon me. * c What would you have ?" faid he. " I am very well ; s I am. While I breathe, which will not be long, 1 fhall breathe with more freedom here than elfe- where. Let me alone I am very well as I am." Nay," ARTHUR MERVYN. "Nay," faid I, " this fituation is un- fuirable to -a fick man. I only afk you to come into my houfc, and receive all the kindnefs that it is in cur power to beflow. Pluck up courage, and I will anfwer for your recovery, provided you fubmit to our direc- tions, and do as we would have you. Rife, and come along with me. We will find you a phyfician and a nurfe ; and all we afk in return is good fpirits and compliance." " Do you not know," he replied, " what my difeafe is ? Why fhould you riik your fafety for the fake of one whom your kind- nefs cannot benefit, and who has nothing to give in return ?'' Tiiere was fomething in the flyle of this remark that heightened, my prepofleflion in his favour, and made me purfue my purpofe with more zeal. " Let us try what we can do for you," I anfwered. " If we fa ve your life, we fhall have done you fome fervice ; and as for re- compence, we will look to that." It ARTHUR MERVYN. .7 It was with confiderable difficulty that he was perfuaded to accept our invitation. He was conduced to a chamber, and the criti- calnefs of his cafe requiring unufual attention, - I fpent the night at his bedfide. My wife was encumbered with the care both of her infant and her family. The charming babe was in perfect health, but her mother's constitution was frail and deli- cate. We fimplified the houfehold duties as much as pofiible; but ftill thefe duties were confiderably burthenfome to one not ufed to the performance, and luxurioufly educated. The addition of a fick man was likely to be productive of much fatigue. My engagements would not allow me to be always at home ; and the (late of my patient, and the remedies neceffary to be prefcribed, were attended with many noxious and dif- guftful circumftances. My fortune would not allow me to hire affiftance : my wife with a feeble frame, and a mind mrinking on ordinary occailons from fuch offices with. B 4 faftidious O ARTHUR MERVYN. "Nay," faid I, " this fituation is un- fuirable to ^ fick man. I only afk you to come into my houfe, and receive all the kindneis that it is in cur power to beftovv. Pluck up courage, and I will anfwer for your recovery, provided you fubmit to our direc- tions, and do as we would have you. Rife, and come along wi:h me. We will find you a phyfician and a nurfe ; and all we afk in return is good fpirits and compliance." " Do you not know," he replied, " what my difeafe is ? Why mould you rifk your fafety for the fake of one whom your kind- nefs cannot benefit, and who has nothing to give in return ?'' There was fomething in the ftyle of this remark that heightened, my prepofieflion in his favour, and made me purfue my purpofe with more zeal. " Let us try what we can do for you," I anfwered. " If we fave your life, we lhall have done you fome fervice ; and as for re- compence, we will look to that." It ARTHUR MERVYtf. . ? It was with confiderable difficulty that he was perfuaded to accept our invitation. He was conduced to a chamber, and the criti- calnefs of his cafe requiring unufual attention, I fpent the night at his bedfide. My wife was encumbered with the care both of her infant "and her family. The charming babe was in perfect health, but her mother's conflitution was frail and deli- cate. We fimplified the houfehold duties as much as pofiible; but ftill thefe duties were confiderably burthenfome to one not ufed to the performance, and luxuriously educated. The addition of a fick man was likely to be productive of much fatigue* My engagements would not allow me to be always at home ; and the ftate of my patient, and the remedies neceffary to be prefcribed, were attended with many noxious and dif- guftful circumftances. My fortune would not allow me to hire affiftance : my wife with a. feeble frame, and a rnind mrinking on ordinary occafions from fuch offices with B 4 faftidious 8 ARTHUR MRVYN. faftidious fcrupuloufnefs, was to be his only or principal nurfe. My neighbours were fervent in their well- meant ztal, and loud in their remonftrances on the imprudence and rafhnefs of my con- duel: they called me prefumptuousand cruel in expofing my wife and child, as well as myfelf, to fuch imminent hazard, for the fake of one too who, moft probably, was worthlefs, and whofe difeafe had doubtlefs been, by negligence or improper treatment, rendered incurable. I did not turn a deaf ear to thefe cenfurers. I was aware of all the inconveniences and perils to which I thus fpontaneoufly expofed myfelf: no one knew better the value of that woman whom I called mine, or fet a higher price upon her life, her health, and her eafe. The virulence__and__a6i:ivity oj" this contagion, the dangerous condiiion_of ^ ki $ cna " racter, jvere not forgotten by me ; but ftill my conduct in this affair received my own entire ARTHUR MERVYN. 9 entire approbation. All objections on the fcore of my wife were removed by her own wiliingnefs and even folicitude to under- take the province. I had more confidence than others in the vincibility of this difeale, and in the lucceis 6V thole" 1 meaiures which we had ufed for our defence againft it : but, whatever were the evils to accrue to us, we were fure of one thing namely, that the conicioufnefs of having neglected this un- fortunate perfon wou'd Le a fource of more unhappinefs, than could poffibly redound from the attendant and care that he would claira. The more we faw of him, indeed, the more did we congratulate ourfelves on our proceeding. His torments were acute and tedious j but in the midft even of delirium his heart feemed to overflow with gratitude, and to be actuated by no wifh but to alle- viate our toil ;md our danger. He made prodigious exertion to perform neceffary offices for himfelf: he fupprefied his feelings, and ftruggled to main, in a chetrful tone and countenance, that he might -prevent B 5 that IO ARTHUR MERVYN, that anxiety which the fight of his fufferings produced in us : he was perpetually fur- niihing reafons why his nurfe mould leave him alone, and betrayed diflatisfaiflion whenever fhe entered his apartment. In a few days there was reafon to con- clude him out of danger : and in a fortnight nothing but exercife and' nourifhment was wanting to complete his reftoration. Mean- while nothing was obtained from him but general information, that his place of abode was Chefter County, and that fome moment- ous engagement induced him to hazard his iafety by coming to the city in the height of the epidemic. He was far from being talkative. His filence feemed to be the joint refult of modefty and unpleafing remembrances ; his features were characterized by pathetic feriouf- nefs, and his deportment by a gravity very unufual at his age. According to his own reprefentation, he was no more than eighteen years old ; but the depth of his remarks indicated a much greater advance. His name ARTHUR MERVYN. II name was Arthur Mervyn. He defcribed himfelf as having patted his life at the plough-tail and the thralhing-fioor, as being deftitute of all fcholaftic inftruction, and as being long fince bereft of the affectionate regards of parents and kinfmen. When quedioned as to the courfc of life he meant to purfue upon his recovery, he profeiled himfelf without any precife objeft. He was willing to be guided by the advice Cl fc~* * of others, and by the lights .which experi- ence fhoukl furnifh. The country v/as open to him, and he fuppofed that there was no part of it in which food could not be pur- chafed by his labour. He was unqualified by his education for any liberal profeffion. His poverty was likewife an infuperable im- pediment. He could afford to fpencl no time in the acquisition of a.,lra.de: he -muft labour not for future ^rholurji&n^ but for immediate fubfiftence. The only purfuit which his prcfent circumftances would allow him toadopr, was that which, he was inclined to believe, was iikewife the moft eligible. B 6 Without 14 ARTHUR. MERVYN. how to value the thoughts of other people, but he could not part with the privilege of obferving and thinking for himfelf. He wanted bufmefs which. would fuffer at leaft nine-tenths of his attention to go free. If it afforded agreeable employment to that part of his attention which it applied to its own ufe, fo much the better ; but if it did not, he mould not repine. He fiiould be content with a life whole pleafures were to its pains as nine are to one. He had tried the trade of a copy id, and in circumftances more favourable than it was likely he fhould ever again have an opportunity of trying it j and he had found that it did not fulfil the re- quifite conditions : whereas the trade of a ploughman was friendly to health, liberty, and pleafure. The peftilence, if it may be fo called, was now declining. The health of my young friend allowed him to breathe the frefh air, and to walk. A friend of mine, by name Wortley, who had {pent two months from the city, and to whom, in the courfe ARTHUR MERVYN. 15 courfe of a familiar correfpondence, I had mentioned the foregoing particulars, re- turned from his rural excurfion. He was porting, on the evening of the day of his arrival, with a friendly expedition to my houfe, when he overtook Mervyn going in the fame diredion. He was furprifed to find him go before him into my dwelling, and to difcover, which he fpeedily did, that this was the youth whom I had fo frequently mentioned to him. I was' prefcnt at their meeting. There was a ftrange mixture in the coun- tenance of Wortley when they were pre- fented to each other. His fatisfaftion was mingled with furprife, and his furprife with anger. Mervyn, in his turn, betrayed con- fiderable embarraiTment. Wortley's thoughts were too earned on fome topic to allow him to converle : he fhortly made fome excufe for taking leave, and rifing, addrefled him- felf to the youth, with a requeft that he would walk home with him. This invita- tion, delivered in a-tone which left it doubtful whether l6 ARTHUR MERVYN. whether a compliment or menace were meant, augmented Mervyn's confufion. He com- plied without fpeaking, and they went out together. My wife and I were left to com- ment upon the fcene. It could not fail to excite uneafmefs: they were evidently no ftrangers to each other. The indignation that fiafhed from the eyes of Wortley, and the trembling confcioufnefs of Mervyn were unwelcome tokens : the former was my deareft friend, and_yenerable for his difctrnment and integrity ; the latter appeared to have drawn upon himfelf the anger and difdain of this man. We already anticipated the mock which the dif- covery of his unworthinefs would produce. In half an hour Mervyn returned. His embarraffment had given place to dejection. He was always feri'^us, but his features were now overcaft by the .deepeft gloom. The anxiety which I fek would not allow me to hefitate long. " Arthur," faid I, " fomething is the matter with you. Will you not difclofe it to us? ARTHUR MERVYN. 17 us ? Perhaps you have brought yourfelf into fome dilemma, out of which we may help you to efcape. Has any thing of an unpleafant nature paffed between you and Wortley ?" The youth did not readily anfwer. He feemed at a lofs for a fuitable reply. At length he faid, that fomething difagree- able had indeed paiTed between him and Worcley. \He had had the misfortune to be connected with a man by whom Wortley conceived himfelf to be injured. He had borne no part in inflicting this injury, but had nevertheleis been tnreatened witli ill- treatment if he did not make difclofures which indeed it was in his power to make, but which he was bound oy every fan<5lion to withhold. This diiclofure would be of no benefit to Wortley it would rather operate injurioufly than otherwife j yet it was endea- voured to be wrefted from him by the heavieft menaces.! There he paufed. We were naturally inquifuive as to the fcope of thefe menaces ; but l8 ARTHUR MERVYN. but Mervyn entreated us to forbear any further difcuffion of this topic. He forefaw the difficulties _to which his filence would fubject him. One of its moft fearful con- fequences would be the lofs of our good opinion. He knew not what he had to dread from the enmity of Wortley : Mr. Wortley's violence was not without excufe. It was his mifnap to be expofed to fufpi- cions, which could only be obviated by break- ing his faith : but, indeed, he knew not whether any degree of explicitnefs would confute the charges that were made againrt him ; whether by trampling on his facred promife h? would not multiply his perils, inftead of lefiening their number. A dif- ficult part had been affigned to-him; by much too difficult for one young, impro- vident, and inexperienced as he wasj Sincerity perhaps was the belt courfe. Perhaps, after having had an opportunity for deliberation, he fliould conclude to adopt itj meanwhile he entreated permiffion to retire to his chamber. He was. unable to ARTHUR MERVYN. 19 to exclude from his mind ideas which yet could, with no propriety, at leaft at prefent, be made the theme of converfation. Thefe words were accompanied with fim- plicity and patho ; , aod with tokens of unaffected difrrefs. '* Arthur," faid I, <c you are mafter of your actions and time in this houfe. Re- tire when you pleafe : but you will naturally fuppofe us anxious to difpel this myftery. Whatever ihall tend to obfcure or malign your character, will, of courfe, excite our folicitude. Wordey is not fhort-fighted, or hafty to condemn. 'So great is my con- fidence in his integrity, that I will not pro- mife my elteem to one who has irrecoverably loft that of Wortley. I am not acquainted with your motives for concealment, or what it is you conceal j but take the word of one who pofTeiTes that experience which you complain of wanting, that fmcerity is always As foon as he had retired, my curiofity prompted me to pay an immediate vifit to Wortley. ' 20 ARTHUR MERVYN. Wortley. I found him at home. He was no lefs defirous of an interview, and an- fwered my enquiries with as much eagernefs as they were made. " You know," faid he, " my difaflrous connexion with Thoma^ Welbeck. You recolleft his fudden difappearance laft July, by which I was reduced to the brink of ruin : nay, I am even now far from certain that I m^ll lurvive that event. I fp-^ke to you about the youth who lived with him, and by what means that youth was difcovered to have crofied the river in his company on the night of his departure. This is that very youth, < c This will account for my emotion at meeting him at your houfe : I brought him ouc with me ; his cocfufi on fufficiently indicated his knowledge of all the tranfiftions between Welbeck and me. I queilioned him as to the fate of that man. To own the truth, I expected fome well -digefted lie ; but he merely faid that he had promifed fecrecy on that fubject, and mult therefore be excufed from ARTHUR MERVYN. 41 from giving me any information. I afked him if he knew that his mafter, or accorr^pUce, or whatever was his relation to him, abfconded in my debt ? He anfwered that he knew it well ; but ftill pleaded a promife of inviolable fecrecy as to his hiding-place. This con- duct juftly exafperated me, and I treated him with the feverity which he deferved. I am half afhamed to confefs the excefles of my paffion : I even went fo far as to ftrike him. He bore my infults with the utmoft patience : no doubt the young villain is well inftructed in his leflbn ; he knows that he may fafely defy my power. From threats I defcended to entreaties: I even endea- voured to wind the truth from him by arti- fice. I promifed him a part of the debt if he would enable me to recover the whole ; I offered him a confiderable reward if he would merely afford me a clue by which I might trace him to his retreat : but all was infufficient. He merely put on an air of perplexity, and (hook his head in token of non-compliance." Such 22 ARTHUR MERVYN. Such was my friend's account of this interview. His fufpicions were unqueftion- ably plaufible, but I was difpofed to put a more favourable conftruclion on Mervyn's behaviour. I recollected the defolate and pennilcis condition in which I found him, and the uniform complacency and reclitude of his deportment for the period during which we had witneficd it. Thefe ideas had confidrrable influence on my judgment, and indifpofed me to follow the advice of my friend, which was to turn him forth from my doors that very night. My wife's preporTefTions were dill more powerful advocates of this youth: (he would vouch, fhc faid, before any tribunal for his innocence ; but (he willingly concurred with me in allowing him the continuance of our friend (hip, on no other condition than that of a difclofure of the truth. To entitle ourlelves to this confidence \ve were willing to engage in our turn for the obfervance of iecrecy, fo far that no detriment mould accrue ARTHUR MERVYN. 2J accrue from this difclofure to himfelf or his friend. Next morning at breakfaft our gueft ap- peared with a countenance lefs expreffive of embarraiTment than on the laft evening. His attention was chiefly engaged by his own thoughts, and little was faid till the breakfaft was removed. I then reminded him of the incidents of the former day, and mentioned that the uneafmefs which thence arofe to u?, had rather been increafed than diminiilied by time., " It is in your power, my young friend/* continutrd I, " to add flill more to this uneafinefs, or to take it entirely away. I had no perfonal acquaintance with Thomas Welbeck : I have been informed by others that his character, f)r a certain period, was refpectable ; but that at length he contracted large debts, and, inftead of paying them, abfconded. You,, it feems, .lived with him. On the night of his departure, you are known to have accompanied him acrofs the river ; and this it feems is the fiiil of 4 your 24 ARTHUR MERVYN. your re-appearance on the ftage. Welbeck's conduct was difhoneft : he ought doubtlefs to be purfued to his afylum, and com- pelled to refund his winnings. You confefs yourfelf to know his place of refuge, but urge a promife of fecrecy. Know you not that to affift, or connive at the-efcape of this man was wrong ? To have promifed to favour his concealment and impunity by filence, was only an aggravation of this wrong. That, however, is paft. Your youth and circumftances, hitherto unex- plained, may apologize for that mifcondu6l; but it is certainly your duty to repair it to the utmoft of your power. Think, whether by difclofing what you know, you will not repair it." " I have fpent moft of laft night," faid the youth, " in reflecting on this fubjedh I had come to a refolution before you fpoke, of confiding to you my fimple tale. I per- ceive in what circumftances I am placed, and that I can keep my hold of your good opinion only by a candid deportment. I have ARTHUR MERVYJi. 25 have indeed given a promife which it was wrong, or rather abfurd in another to exact, and in me to give -, yet none but considerations of the higheft importance would perfuade me to break my 'promife. No injury will accrue from my difclofure to Welbeck ; if there fhould, diChoneft as he was, that would be a fufncient reafon for my filence. Wortley will not, in any degree, be bene- fited by any communication that I can make. Whether I grant or withhold in- formation, my conduct will have, influence only on my own happinefs ; and that in- fluence will juftify me in granting it. I re- ceived your protection when I was friendle-fs and forlorn. You have a right to know whom it is that you protected. My own fate is connected with the fate of Welbeck ; and that connection, together with the in- tereft you are pleafed to take in my concerns, becaufe they are mine, will render a tale worthy of attention, which will not be re- commended by variety of facts, or ikill in VOL. i. c the 2.6 ARTHUR MERVYN. the difplay of them. Wortley, though pafilonate, and with regard to me, unjuft, may yet be a good man ; but I have no defire to make him one of my auditors. You, Sir, may, if you think proper, relate to him afterwards what particulars con- cerning Welbeck it may be of importance for him to know ; but at prefcnt it will be well if your indulgence (hall fupport me to the end of a tedious but humble [ale." The eyes f my Eliza fparkkd with delight at this propofal. She icgTcled this youth with a fifterly affection, and con- fklcred his candour in this rcfptft, as an unerring left of his reditude. She was prepared to hear and to forgive the errors 'of inexperience and precipi r ation. I did not fully participate in her fatisfadion, but was neverthelefs moft zealoufly difpofed to liften to his narrative. My engagements obliged me to poftpone this reheanal till late in the evening. Col- lected then round a cheerful hearth, exempt 4 from ARTHUR MERVYN. from all likelihood of interruption from without, and our babe's unpraftifed fenfes {hut up in the fweeteft and profoundeft fleep, Mervyn, after a paufe of recollection, began. CHAP. II. A SINGULAR NARRATIVE. M.Y natal foil is Chefter County. My father had a fmall farm ^on which he has been able, by induftry, to maintain himfelf and a numerous family. He has had many children ; but fome dtfeft in the conflitutioja of our mother has been fatal to all of them but me ^ they died fuccefively as they attained c 2 the 28 ARTHUR MERVYN. the age of nineteen or twenty j and, fince I have not yet reached that age, I may reafon- . ably look for the fame premature fate. In the ipring of Jaft year my mother fol- lowed her fifth child to the grave, and three months afterwards died herfclf. My conftitution has always been frail j ^ and till the death of my mother, I enjoyed unlimitted indulgence. I cheerfully fuftained my portion of labour, for that neceffity pre- fcribed ; but the intervals were always at rny own difpofal : and in whatever manner I thought proper to employ them, my plans were encouraged and afiifted. Fond appel- lations, tones of mildnef?, felicitous attend- ance when I was fick, defeience to my opinions, and veneration for my talents, compole the image -which I dill retain of my mother. I had the thoughtleflhefs and prefumption of youth j and now that (he is gene, my compunction is awakened by a thoufand recollections of my treatment of her. I was indeed guilty of no flagrant acts of contempt or rebellion. Perhaps her deportment ARTHUR MERVY5T. 29 deportment was inevitably calculated to inftil into me a f reward and refraflary fpirit : my faults, however, were fpeedil.y followed by repentance; arrd in the midffc of impatience and paffion, a look of tender, upbraiding from her was always fufficient to melt me into tears, and make me ductile to her will. If forrow for her lofs be an atonement for the offences which I com- mitted during her life, ample atonement hab been made, My father was a man of (lender capacity, fciit of a temper ea.y and flexible. He was fober and induftrious by habit : he was content to be guided by the luperior intel- ligence -of his wire. Under this guidance he prospered ; but when that was withdrawn, his affairs foon began to betray marks of unfkilfulnefs and negligence. My under- (landing, perhaps, qualified me to couufcl and aflTift my father; but I was wholly un- accuiiomed to the talk of fuperintehJence : befides, gendcnels and fortku Je did not de- fcend to me from my mother, and thefe c 3 were JO ARTHUR MERVYtf. were indifpenfable attributes in a boy who defires to dictate to his grey-headed parent. Time perhaps might have conferred dex- terity on me, or prudence on him, had not a moft unexpected event given a different direction to my views. Betty Lawrence was a wild girl from the pine forefts of New-Jerfey. At the age of ten years fhe became a bound fcrvant in this city ; and, after the expiration of her time, came into my father's neighbourhood in learch of employment. She was hired in our family as milk -maid and market-woman. Her features were coarfe, her frame robuft, her mind totally unlettered , and her morals defective in that point in which female excellence is fuppofed chiefly to confift. She pofieffed fuperabundant health and good humour, and was quite a fupportable com- panion in the hay- field or the barn-yard. On the death of my mother fhe was exalted to a fomewhat higher flat ion. The fame tafks fell to her lot; but the time and manner of performing them were in fume degree fubmitted . ARTHUR MERVYW. 31 fubmitted to her own choice. The cows and the dairy were (till her province; but in this no one interfered wirh her, or pre- tended to prefcribe her meafures : for this province fhe feemed not unqualified ; and as long as my father was pleafed with her management, I had nothing to object. This (late of things continued without material variation for feveral months. There were appearances in my father's deportment to Betty which excited my reflections, but not my fears. The deference which was occafionally paid to the advice or the claims of this girl, was accounted for by that feeblenefs of mind which degraded my father in whatever fcene he mould be placed, to be the tool of others. I had no con- ception that her claims extended beyond a temporary or fjperficial gratification. At length, however, a vifible change took place in her manners. A fcornful affectation, an awkward dignity began to be aflumed: a greater attention was paid to drefs, which was of gayer hues and more fafhionable texture. \ rallied her on thele tokens of a fweetheart, f- <* and 32 ARTHUR MERVYtf. and amufed myfdf with expatiating to her on the qualifications of her lover: a clownifh fellow was frequently her vifitantj his atten- tions did not appear to be difcouraged ; he therefore was ^ readily fuppofcd to be the .man. When pointed out as the favourite, great refentment was exprefled, and obfcure infinuations were made that her aim was not quite fo low as that. Thefe 'denials I fup- pofcd to be cuftomary on fuch occafions, and confidered the continuance of his vifits as a fufficient confutation of them. I frequently fpoke of Betty, her newly- acquired dignity, and of the probable caufe of her change of manners to my father. When this theme was ftarted, a certain coldnefs and refei ve overfpread his features : he dealt in monofyllables, and either laboured to change the fubjtcl:, or made fome excufe for leaving me. This behaviour, though it occafioned furprife, was never very deeply reflected on. My father was old ; and the mournful impreflions which were made upon him by the death of his wife, the lapfe of almoft ARTHUR MERVYtf. JJ almoft half a year Teemed fcarcely fo have weakened. Betty had chofen her partner, and I was in daily expectation cf receiving a fummons to the wedding. One afternoon this girl drefled herfelf in the gayeft manner, and Teemed making preparations for fome momentous ceremony. My father had directed me to put the horfe to the chaife. On my enquiring whither he was going, he anfwered me in general terms, that he had fome bufincfs at a few miles' dif- tance. I offered to go in his (lead, but he faid that was impoffible. I was proceeding to afcertain the poffibility of this when he left me to go to a field where his workmen were bufy, directing me to inform him when the chaife was ready, and to fupply his place while abfent in overlooking the work- men. This office was performed; but before I called him from the field, I exchanged a few words with the milk-maid, who fat on a bench in all the primnefs of expectation, and decked with the moft gaudy plu.nage. I c 5 rated 34 ARTHUR MERVYW. rated her imaginary lover for his tardinefs, and vowed eternal hatred to them both for not making me a bride's attendant. She liftened to me with an air in which embar- raffment was mingled fometimes with exulta- tion, and fometimes with malice. I left her at length, and returned to the houfe not till a late hour. As foon as I entered, my father prefented Betty to me as his wife, and defired me might receive that treatment .from me which was due to a mother. It was not till after repeated and folemn declarations from both of them that I was prevailed upon to credit this event. Its effect upon my feelings may be eafily con- ceived. I knew the woman to be rude, ignorant, and licentious. Had I fufpected this event, I might have fortified my father's weaknefs, and enabled him to fhun the gulf to which he was haftening ; bat my prefump- tion had been carelefs of the danger. To think that fuch an one fhould take the place of my revered mother was intolerable. - To ARTHUR MERVYN. 35 To treat her in any way not correfponding with her real merits to hinder anger and fcorn from rifing at the fight of her in her new condition, was not in my power. To be degraded to the rank of her fe-rvant, to be- come the fport of her malice and her artifices, was not to be endured. I had no inde- pendent provifion; but I was the only child of my father, and had reafonably hoped to fucceed to his patrimony. On this hope I had built a thoufand agreeable vifions : I had meditated innumerable projects which the pofieffion of this eftate would enable me to execute. I had no wifh beyond the trade of agriculture, and beyond the opulence which a hundred acres would give. Thefc vifions were now at an end. No doubt her own intereft would b^ to this woman the fupreme Jaw ; and this would be confidered as irreconcileabSy hoftile to mine. My father would eafily be moulded to her purpofe, and that act eafily extorted from him which mould reduce me to beggary. She had a grofs and perverfe taile : (he had a c 6 numerous 36 ARTHUR MERVYN. numerous kindred indigent and hungry. On thefe his fubftance would fpeedily be Javifhed. Me fhe hated, becaufe me was confcious of having injured me, becaufe fhe knew that I held her in contempt, and becaufe I had detected her in an illicit intercourfe with the fon of a neighbour. The houfe in which I lived was no longer Ep my own, nor even my father's. Hitherto I had thought and adted in it with the freedom of a mafter j but now I was become in my own conceptions, an alien and an enemy to the roof under which I was born. Every tie which had bound me to it was diflblved, or converted into fomething which repelled me to a diftance from it. I was a' gueft, whofe prefence was borne , with anger and impatience. I was fully impre (Ted with the neceffity of removal, but I knew not whither to go, or what kind of fubfiftence to feek. My father had been a Scottifh emigrant, and had no kindred on this fide of the ocean. My mother's family lived in New-Hampfhire, and ARTHUR MERVYNf. 37 and long reparation had extinguimed all rights uf rejationfhip in her offspring. Tilling the earth was my only profeffion, and to profit by my ikill in it, it would be neceflary to become a day-labourer in the fervice of Grangers ; but this was a deftiny to which I, who had fo long enjoyed the pleafures of independence and command, could not fud- denly reconcile myfel It occurred to me that the city might afford me an afylum. A mort day's journey would tranfport me into it. I had been there twice or thrice in my life, but only for a few hours each time. I knew not a human face, and was a ftranger to its modes and dangers. I was qualified . eormDadble with a Town lifej^ but that of the pen. This, indeed, had ever been a~[ifavotjrite tool with me* and though it may appear fomewhat ftrange, it is no lefs true that I had had nearly as much practice at the quill as at the mattock. But the fum of my {kill lay in tracing diftindl characters ; 1 had ufed it merely to tranfcribe what others had written, or to give form to my 157074 38 ARTHUR MERVYN. my own conceptions. Whether the city would afford me employment as a mere copyift, fufficiently lucrative, was a point on which I pofTcfied no means of infor- mation. My determination -was haftened by the conduct of my new mother; my conjectures as to the courfe me would purlue with regard to me, had not been erroneous. My father's deportment in a fhort time grew fullen and auftere. Directions were given in a magif- terial tone, and any remiffhefs in the execution of his orders was rebuked with an air of authority. At length thefe rebukes were followed by certain intimations that I was now old enough to provide for myfelf that it was time to think of fome employ- ment by which I might fecure a livelihood that it was a fhame for me to fpend my youth in idlenefs that what he had gained was by his oven labour, and I mult be indebted for my living to the fame fource. Thefe hints were eafily underftood. At firft they excited indignation and grief: I knew ARTHUR MERVYN. 39 I knew the fource whence they fprung, and was merely able to fupprefs the utterance of my feelings in her prefence. My looks, however, were abundantly fignificant, and my company became hourly more infup- portable. Abftracted from theie confidera- tions, my father's remonftrances were not deftitute of weight j he gave me being, but fuftenance ought furely to be my own gift. In the ufe of that for which he had been indebted to his own exertions, he might reafonably confult his own choice. He affumed no controul over me he merely did what he would with his own , and fo far from fettering my liberty, he exhorted me to ufe it for my own benefit, and to make provifion fur myfeif. I now reflected that there were other manual occupations befides that of the plough ; among thefe, none had fewer dif- advantages than that of carpenter or cabinet- maker. I had no knowledge of this art j but neither cuftom, nor law, nor the impene- trableneis of the myftery required me to ferve 4<D ARTHUR MERVYN. ferve a feven years' apprenticefhip to it. A matter in this trade might poffibly be per- luaded to take me under his tuition ; two or .three years would fuffice to give me the requifite Ikill. Meanwhile, my father would perhaps confent to bear the coil of my maintenance : nobody could live upon leis than I was willing to do. I mentioned thefe ideas to my father, but he merely commended my intentions without offering to affift me in the execution of them j he had full employment, he laid, for all the profits of his ground. No doubt, if I would bind myfelf to ferve four or five years, my mailer would be at the expcnce of my fubfiftence. Be that as it would, I mud look fur nothing from him ; I had fliewn very little regard for his happinefs I had refufed all marks .of rcfpedt to a woman who was entitled to it from her relationfhip to him. He did not fee why he mould treat as a fon, one who refufed what was due to him as a father 5 he thought it right that 1 (hould henceforth maintaia mylclr'j he did not want my ARTHUR MERVYN. 4t my fervices on the farm, and the fooner I quitted his houfe, the better. I retired from this conference with a relb- lution to follow the advice that was given ; I faw that henceforth I muft be my own proteclor, and wondered at the folly that detained me fo long under his roof; to leave it was now become indifpenfable, and there could be no reafon fof delaying my departure fora fingle hour. I determined to bend my courfe to the city ; the fcheme foremoft in my mind was to apprentice myfelf to fome mechanical trade. I did not over- look the evils of conftraint, and the dubi- oufnefs as to the character of the mafter I mould chuie j I was not without hopes that accident would fugged a different expe- dient, and enable me to procure an inrrie- diaie fubfiitence without forfeiting my liberty. I determined to commence my journey the next morning : no wonder the profpecl: of fo confiderable a change in my condition fhould deprive me of deep. I fpent the night ruminating on the future, and in painting 42 ARTHUR MERVYN, painting to my fancy the adventures which I fhould be likely to meet. The forefight of man is in proportion to his knowledge : no wonder that, in my date of profound ignorance, not the fainted preconception fhould be formed of the events that really befel me. My temper was inquifuive, but there was nothing in the fcene to which I was going, from which my curiofity expected to derive gratification ; difcords and evil fmells, unfavoury food, unwholefome labour, and irkfome companions were, in my opinion, the unavoidable attendants of a city. My bed clothes were of the homelieft texture and fhape j my whole flock of linen confided of three check mirts. Part of my winter evening's employment, fmce the death of my mother, confided in knitting my own dockings i of thefe I had three pair, one of which I put on, and the reft I formed, together with two mirts, into a bundle. Three quarter-dollar pieces compofed my whole fortune in money. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. 43 CHAP, III. A FIRST ADVENTURE. IM '' ROSE at the dawn, and without afking or beftowing a bleffing, Tallied forth into the high road to the city which pafled near the houfe ; I left nothing behind, the lofs of which I regretted. I had purchafed moft of my own books with the produft of my own feparate induftry ; and their number being of courfe fmall, 1 had, by incelfant application, learned the whole of them by rote. They had ceafed, therefore, to be of/ any further ufe j 1 left them, without relufhnce, to the fate for which I knew them 44 ARTHUR MERVYN. them to be referved, that of affording food and habitation to mice. I trod this unwonted path with all the fearleffhefs of youth ; in fpite of the motives to defpondency and apprehenfion incident to my (late, my heels were light, and my heart joyous. "-Now," faid I, " I am mounted into man ; I mutt build a name and a for- tune for myfelfj (Irange if this intellect and thefe hands will no! fupply me wiih an honeft livelihood. I will try the city in the firft place ; but if that mould fail, re- fourqes are fi.il! left tome I vullrefume my poft in the corn-field and thrafh;ng floor, to which I lhall always have accefs, and where I (hall always be happy." I had proceeded fome miles on my journey, when I began to feel the inroads of hunger. I might have flopped at any farmhoufe, and have breakfafted for nothing it was prudent to hufband, with the utmoft care, my (lender (lock ; but I felt reluftance to beg as long as I had the means of bu) ing, and I imagined that coarfe bread and a little milk ARTHUR MERVYN-. 45 milk would coft little even at a tavern, when any farmer was willing to beftow them for nothing. My refolution was farther in- fluenced by the appearance of a fign-poft. What excufe could I make for begging a breakfaft with an inn at hand, and filver in my pocket? I (topped accordingly, and breakfafted j the landlord was remarkably attentive and obliging, but his bread was dale, his milk four, and his cheefe the greened imaginable. I difdained to animadvert on thefe defects, naturally fuppofing that his houfe could furnilh no better. Having finifhed my meal, I put, without ipeaking, one of my pieces into his hand ; this deportment I conceived to be highly becoming, and to indicate a liberal and manly fpirit : I always regarded with contempt a fcrupulous maker of bargains. He received the money with a complaifant obeifance. " Right," faid he-- c< juft the money, Sir ! You are on foot, Sir ! a pleafant way of travelling, 4# ARTHUR MERVYN. travelling, Sir. 1 wifh you a good day, Sir!" So faying, he walked away. This proceeding was wholly unexpected j I conceived my felf entitled to at lead three- fourths of it in change. The firft impulie was to call him back, and conteft the equity of his demand, but a moment's reflection fhewed me the abfurdity of fuch conduct. I refumed my journey with fpirits fomewhat deprefled. I have heard of voyagers, and wanderers in deferts who were willing to give a cafket of gems for a cup of cold water. I had not fuppofed my own con- dition to be in any refpecl: fimilar, yet I had juft given one- third of my eftate for a brtakfaft. 1 (kpped at noon at another inn; I counted on purchafing a dinner for the fame price, fince I meant to content myfclf with the fame fare, A large company was juft fittng down to a fmoking banquet the landlord invited me to join them. I took my place at the table, but was furnifhed with bread and ARTHUR MERVYN. 47 and milk. Being prepared to depart, I took him afide. " What is to pay ?" faid f. " Did you drink any thing, Sir ? M " Certainly I drank the milk which was furnished." 4< Rue any liquors, Sir ?'* ." No.'* He deliberated a moment, and then aflbming an air of uifmtereftednefs " Tis our cuftorn to charge dinner and club j but as you drank nothing we'll let the club go. A mere > *~J dinner is half a dollar, Sir." He had no leifure to attend to my fluftu- ations. After debating with myfelf on what was to be done, I concluded thai compliance was beft ; and leaving the money at the bar, re fumed my way. J had not performed more than half my journey, yet my purfe was entirely exhaufted: this was a fpecimen of the coft incurred by living at an inn. If I entered the city, a tavern muft, at leaft for fome time, be my abode, but I had not a farthing remaining to 48 ARTHUR MERVYN. to defray my charges. My father had for- merly entertained a boarder for a dollar per week; and, in a cafe of need, I was willing to fubfift upon coarfer fare, and lie on a harder bed than thofc with which our gueft had been fupplied. Thefe fuels had been the foundation of my negligence on "this occafion. What was now to be done ? To return to my paternal manfion was impoffible j to relinquifh my defign of entering the city, and to fcrek a temporary afylum, if not permanent employment, at fome one of the plantations within view, was the moft obvious expedient. Thefe deliberations did not flacken my pace ; I was almoft unmindful of my way, when I found I had pafled Schuylkill at the upper bridge. I was now within the prccin&s of the city, and night was haftemng; It behoved me to come to a fpeedy decilion. Suddenly I recollected that I had not paid the cuftomary toll at the bridge, neither had I money wherewith to pay it. A demand of payment would have fuddenly arrefted ARTHUR MERVYN. 49 arreftcd my progrefs ; and fo flight an inci- dent would have precluded that wonderful deftiny to which I was referved. The obftacle that would have hindered my advance, now prevented my return; fcrupulous honefty did not require me to. turn back, and awaken the vigilance of the toll-gatherer. I had nothing to pay, and by returning I fhould only double my debt. "Let it ftand," faid I, "where it does; all the t honour enjoins, is to pay when I aai able." I adhered to the crofs-ways till I reached Market- ftreet. Night had fallen, and a triple row of lamps prefented a Ipectacle enchanting and new. My perfonal cares were for a time loft in the tumultuous fen- fations with which I was now engrofled. I had never vifited the city at this hour : when my laft vifit was paid, I was a mere child ; the novelty which environed every object was therefore nearly abfolute. I proceeded with more cautious fteps, but was ftill ab- forbed in attention to paffing objects. I VOL. i. D reached 50 ARTHUR MERVYN. reached the market houfe, and, entering it, indulged myfelf in new delight and new wonder. I need not remark that our ideas of magnificence and fplendour are merely com- parative ; yet you may be prompted to fmile when I tell you that, in walking through this avenue, I for a moment conceived myfelf tranfported to the hail < pendant with many a row of ftarry lamps and blazing cjefcents fed by naphtha and afphaltos." That this tranfition from my homely and quiet retreat had been efFccled in fo few hours, wore the afpect of miracle or magic. I proceeded from one of thefe buildings to another, till I reached their termination in Front-flrett. Here my progrefs was checked, and I fought repoie to my weary limhs by fcating myfelf on a ftall. No wonder fome fatigue was fcJt by me, unaccuf- tomed as I was to ftrenuous exertions, fince, exclusive of the minutes fpent at breakfaft and dinner, I had travelled fifteen hours and forty -five m.ies. I began I began now to reflect, with fome earneftnefs, on my condition ; I was a llranger, friendlefs and moneylcfs I was unable to pufchafe food and (belter, and was wholly unufed to the bufmefs of begging. Hunger was the only ferious inconvenience to which I was immediately expofed. I had no objection to fpend the night in the fpot where I then fat I had no fear that my vifions would be troubled by the officers of police. It was no crime to be without a home ; but how mould I fupply my prefent cravings, and the cravings of to-morrow ? At length it occurred to me that one of our country neighbours was probably at this time in the city ; he kept a (lore, as well as cultivated a farm. He was a plain and well- meaning man j and mould I be fo fortunate as to meet him, his fuperior knowledge of the city might be of eflential benefit to me in my prefent forlorn circumftances j his generofity might likewife induce him to lend me as much as would purchafe one meal. 1 had formed the refolution to leave the city D 2 next 52 ARTHUR MERVYtf. next day, and was aftoniflied at the folly that had led me into it j but, meanwhile, my phyfical wants muft be fupplied. Where fhould I look for this man ? In the courfe of converfation I recolleded him to have referred to the place of his temporary abode. It was an innj but the fign, or the name of the keeper, for fome time withftood all my efforts to recal them. Ac length I lighted on the lad it was Lemer's Tavern. I immediately fet out in. learch of it. After many enquiries, 1 at laft arrived at the door. 1 was preparing to enter the houle, when I perceived that my bundle was gone I had left it on the flail where I had been fitting. People were per- petually paffing to and fro it was fcarcely poffible not to have been noticed - 3 no one that obferved it, would fail to make it his prey yet it was of too much value to me, to allow me to be governed by a bare probability. I refolved to lofe not a moment in returning. "With fome difficulty I retraced my Heps, but; ARTHUR MERVYN. 5J but the bundle had difappeared. The clothes ;v - * ' ; f were in themselves of fmall value, but they conftituted the vyhole of my wardrobe ; and I now reflected that they were capable of being tranfmuted, by the pawn or lale of them, into food, There were other wretches as indigent as I was, and I confoied myfelf by thinking that my {hires and liockings might furnifh a feafonable covering to their nakednefs ; but there was a relique concealed within this bundle, the lofs of which could fcarcely be endured by me- ic was- the portrait of a young man who died three years ago at my father's houfe, drawn by his own hand. He was difcovered one morning in the orchard with many marks of infanity upon him ; his air and drels befpoke fome eleva- tion of rank and fortune. My mother's compaflion was excited; and, as his fmgu- larities were harmlefs, an afylum was afforded him, though he was unable to pay for it. He was conftantly declaiming, in an incoherent cnanner, about fome miftrefs who had proved D 2. faithlefs ;, 54 ARTHUR MERVYN. faithlefs ; his fpeeches feemed, however, like the rantings of an aftor, to be rehearfcd by rote, or for the fake of exercife. He was totally carelefs of his perfon and health j and, by repeated negligences of this kind, at laft contracted a fever, of which he fpeedily died. The name which he aflumed was Clavering. He gave no diftincT: account of his family, but dated in loofe terms that they were refi- dents in England, high born and wealthy that they had denied him the woman whom he loved, and banifhed him to America, under penalty of death if he mould dare to return, and that they had refufed him all means of fubfiftence in a foreign land. He predicted, in his wild and declamatory way, his own death. He was very fkilful at the pencil, and drew his portrait a fhort time before his diffolution preferred it to me, and charged me to prefervc it in remem- brance of him. My mother loved the youth becaufe he was amiable and unfortunate, and chiefly becaufe (he fancied a very powerful refemblance between his countenance and mine. ARTHUR MERVYIT. $$ jmihtf, I was too young to build affection on any rational foundation. I loved him, for what reafon I know not, with an ardour unufual at my age, and which this portrait had contributed to prolong and to cherifli. In thus finally leaving my home, I was careful not to leave this picture behind j I wrapped- it in paper, in which a few elegiac ftanzas were inferibcd in my own hand, and with my utmoft elegance of pcnmanfhip $- I then placed it in a leathern cafe, which, for greater fecurity, was depofited in the center of my bundle. It will occur to you^ perhaps, that it would have been fafer in fome fold or pocket of the clothes which I wore ; I was of a different opinion, and was now to endure the penalty of my error. It was in vain to heap execrations on my negligence, or to confume the. little ftrength. left to me in regrets. I returned once more to the tavern, and made enquiries for Mr. Capper, the perfon whom 1 have juit men- tioned as my father's neighbour. I was informed that Capper was now in town that D 4 he 56 ARTHUR MERVYN. lie had lodged, on the laft night, at this houfe that he had expected to do the fame to-night, but a gentleman had called ten minutes ago, vvhofe invitation to lodge with him to-night had been accepted j they had juft gone out together** " Who," I afked, " was the gentleman ?" The landlord had no knowledge of him j he knew neither his place of abode nor his name. " Was Mr. Capper expected ta return hither in the morning ?" " No i he had heard the ftranger propofe to Mr. Capper to go with him into the country to-morrow, and Mr. Capper he believed had afiented. This difappointment was peculiarly fevere; 1 had loft, by my own negligence, the only opportunity that would offer, of meeting my friend : had even the recollection of my lofs been poftponed for three minutes, I mould have entered the houfe, and a meeting would have been fecured. I could difcover no other expedient to obviate the prefenc evil. My heart began now for the firft time JERTH'irR MERVYN. . 4 V v n ! ;ff .r * .1 Y v A. \ time to droop ; I looked back, with name- Jefs emotions, on the days of my infancy I called up the image of my mother I reflected on the infatuation of my furviving parent, and the ufurpation of the deteftable Betty with horror I viewed myfelf as the moft foT^ beings. At this time I was fitting in~tKe~c6mmoii room j there were others in the fame apart- ment, lounging, or whiilling, or finging. I noticed them not, but, leaning my head upon my hand, delivered myfelf up to- painful and intenfe meditation -, from this I was roufed by fome one placing himfelf on. the bench near me, and addreffing me thus "Pray, Sir, if you will excufe me, who was the perfon whom you were looking for juft now ? Perhaps I can give you the information you want. If I can, you will be very welcome to it.'*' I fixed my eyes with fome eagernefs on the peribn that [ Tpoke j he was a young man, expenfively and fafhionably drciTcd, whofc mien was very prepoficiling, and- D 5 whole: 58 ARTHUR MERVYN". whofe countenance befpoke fome portion of difcernment, I defcribed to him the man whom T fought. " I am in fearch of the fame man myfelf," faid he, " but I exped to meet him here. He may lodge elfewhere, but he promifed to meet me here at half after nine. I have no doubt he will fulfil his promife, fo that you will meet the gentleman." I was highly gratified by this information, and thanked my informant with fome degree of warmth. My gratitude he did not notice, but continued. " In order to beguile expectation, I have ordered fupper j will you do me the favour to j artake with me, unlefs indeed you have Tupped already ?" 1 was obliged, Ibmewhat awkwardly, to decline his invitation, confcious as I was that the means of payment were not in my power. He continued, however, to urge my compliance, till at length it was, ihough relufiantly, yielded. My chief motive was the certainty of feeing Capper. My ARTHUR MERVYN-. 59 My new acquaintance was exceedingly convertible, but his converfation was chiefly characterized by franknefs and good -humour. My reftrve gradually diminilhed, and I ventured to inform him, in general terms, of my former condition and prelcnt views. He liftened to my details with Teeming attention,, and commented on them with fome judi- cioufnefs ; his ftatements;, however, tended to difcourage me from remaining in the city. Meanwhile,, the hour pafled, and Capper did not appear. I noticed this circumftance to him with no little folicitude ; he faid that pofiibly he might have forgotten or neglected' his engagement his affair was not of the higheft importance, and might be readiry poftponed to a future opportunity. He per- ceived that my vivacity was greatly damped by this intelligence ; he importuned me to difclofe the caufe he made himfelf very merry with rny diftrefs when it was at length difcovered. As to the expence of fupper, I had partaken of it at his- invitation} he: therefore fhould of courfe be charged - w-ith &6 it.- 60 ARTHUR MERVYN. it. As to a lodging, he had a chamber and a bed, which he would infift upon my Iharing with him. My faculties were thus kept upon the ilretch of wonder every new aft of kind- nefs in this man furpaffed the fondcft ex- pectation thit I had formed. I faw no reafon why I mould be treated with bene- volence I fliould have afbed in the fame manner if placed in the fame circumftances, -yet it appeared incongruous and inexplica- ble. 1 know not whence my ideas of human nature were derived they certainly were not the offspring of my own feelings ; thefe #ould have taught me that intereft and duty were blended in every act of generality. I did not come into the world without my fcruples and fufpicions ; I was more apt to impute kindnefs to finider and hidden, than to obvious and laudable motives. I paufed to reflect upon the poffible defigns of this perfon. What end could be ferved by this behaviour ? I was no fubject of violence or fraud I had neither trinket nor coin to ftimulate - ARTHUR MERVYN. 6l flimulate the treachery of others ; what was offered was merely lodging for the night. Was this an ad of fuch tranfcendent difin- tereftednefs as to be incredible ? My garb was meaner than that of my companion, but my intelleftual accomplifhments were at lead upon a level with his. Why mould he be fuppofed to be infenfible to my claims upon his kindnefs ? I was a youth deftitute of experience, money, and friends j but I was not devoid of all mental and perfonal endowments. That my merit fhould be difcovered even on fuch (lender intercpurfe, had furely nothing in it that had (hocked belief. While I was thus deliberating, my new friend was earned in his folicitations for my company j he remarked my hefitation, but afcribed it to a wrong caufe. " Come," faid he, " I can guefs your objeftions, and can obviate them. You are afraid of being u (he red into company ; and people who have pafled their lives like you, have a wonderful antipathy to ftrange faces : 3 but 6l ARTHUR but this is bed-time with our family, fb that we can defer your introduction to them till to-morrow. We may go to our chamber without being feen by any but fervants." I had not been aware of this circumftance my reluctance flowed from a different caufe-; but now that the inconveniences of ceremony were mentioned, they appeared to me of confiderable weight. I was well pleafed that they Pnould thus be avoided,, and confented to accompany him. We patted feveral ftreets r and turned feveral corners ; at laft he led me into a kind of court whichfeemed to be chiefly occupied by ftables. " We will go," faid he, "by the back- way into the houfe ; we mail thus fave our- felves the neceffity of entering the parlour, where fome of the family may dill be." My companion- was as talkative as ever, but faid nothing from which I could gather any knowledge of the number, character, and condition of his family, CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. 6$ CHAP. IV. A DANGEROUS SITUATION. arrived at a brick wall, through which we patted by a gate into an extend vc court, or yard : the darknefs would allow me to fee nothing but outlines ; compared with the pigmy dimenfions of my father's wooden hovel, the buildings before me were of gigantic loftinels. The horfes were here far more magnificently accommodated than I had been. By a large door we entered an elevated hall. " Stay here," faid he, juft while I fetch a light." He 64 ARTHFR He returned with a candle, before I had time to ponder on my prefent fituation. We now afcended a flaircafe, covered with painted canvas. No one whofe inex- perience is lefs than mine, can imagine to himfelf the impreffions made upon me bjr furrounding objefts. The height to which- this ftaircafe afcended, its dimenfions and its ornaments, appeared to me a combination of all that was pompous and fuperb. We flopped not till we had reached the third ftory : here my companion unlocked and led the way into a chamber. <c This," faid he, " is my room : permit me to welcome you into it." I had no time to examine this room before, by fome accident, the candle was extinguifhed. .' Curfe upon my careleffnefs !" faid he; " I muft go down again, and light the candle. I will return in a twinkling : mean- while you may undrefs yourfelf, and go to bed." He ARTHUR MERVYN, 6$ He went out ; and as I afterwards recol- lected, locked the door. I was not indifpofed to follow his advice, but my curiofity would - firft be gratified by a furvey of the room. Its height and fpe- cioufnefs were imperfectly difcernible by ftarlight, and by gleams from a ftrcet- lamp. The floor was covered with a carpet* and the walls with brilliant hangings ; the bed and windows were llirouded by curtains of a rich texture and glofly hue. Hitherto I had merely read of thefe things : I knew them to be the decorations of opulence; and yet as I viewed them, and remembered where and what I was on the fame hour the preceding day, I could fcarcely believe myfelf awake, or that my fenfes were not beguiled by fome fpell. " Where," faid I, " will this adventure terminate? I rife on the morrow with the dawn, and fpeed into the country. When this night is remembered, how like a vifion will it appear ! If I tell the tale by a kitchen fire, my veracity will be difputed ; W ARTHUR MERVYNT. I mail be ranked with the {lory-tellers of Shirauz and Bagdad.'* Though bnfied in thefe reflexions, I was not inattentive to the progrefs of time. Methought my companion was remarkably dilatory ; he went merely to relight his candle, but certainly he might during this time have performed the operation ten times over : Ibme unforefeen accident might occafion his delay. Another interval paffed, and no tokens of his coming. I began now to grow uneafy r I was unable to account for his detention. Was not fome treachery defigned ? 1 went to the door, and found that it was locked. This heightened my fufpicions: I was alone,, a ftranger, in an upper room of the houfe. Should my conductor have difappeared by defign or accident, and fome one of the family fhould find me here, what would be the con* fequence ? Should I not be a r re (led as a thief, and conveyed to prifon ? My tranfition from the ftreet to this chamber wouU not be more rapid than my paffage hence to a gaol. Thefer ARTHUR MERVYN. 7 Thefe ideas (truck me with panic : I revolved them anew, but they only acquired greater plaufibility. No doubt I had been the victim of malicious artifice : inclination^ however, conjured up oppofite fentiments, and my fears began to fubfide. What motive, I afked, could induce a human being to inflifl wanton injury ? I could not account for his delay, but how number- lefs were the contingencies that might occa- fion it ? I was fomewhat comforted by thefe re- flections ; but the confolation they afforded was fhort- lived. I was liftening with the utmolt eagernefs to catch the found of a foot, when a notfe was indeed heard, but totally unlike a flep : it was human breath ftrug- gling, as it were, for paflage. On the firft effort of attention, it appeared like a groan : whence it arofe I could not tell. He that uttered it was near perhaps in the room. Prefently the fame noife was again heard, and now I perceived that it came from the bed : it was accompanied with a motion like fome 63 ARTHUR MERVYN* fame one changing his pofture. What I at firft conceived to be a groan, appeared now to be nothing more than the refpiration of a keeping man. What mould I infer from this incident ? My companion did not apprize me that the apartment was inhabited* Was his impofture a jeftfuJ, or a wicked one ? There was no need to deliberate : there were no means of concealment or efcape ; the perfon would fome time awake, and detect me; the interval would only be fraught with agony, and it was wife ta Ihorten it. Should I not withdraw the cur- tain, awake the perfon, and encounter at once all the confequences of my Gtuadon ? I glided foftly to the bed, when the thought occurred may not the deeper be a female ? I cannot defcribe the mixture of dread and of fhame which glowed in my veins. The light in which fuch a vifitant would be probably regarded by a woman's fears, the precipitate alarms that might be given, the injury which 1 might unknowingly inflict, or undefervedly ARTHUR MERVYN. 69 undefervedly fuffer, threw my thoughts into painful cohfufioh. My prefence might pollute a fpotlefs reputation, or fiirnim fuel to jealoufy. Still, though it were a female, would not lead injury be done by .gently interrupting her (lumber ? But the queftion of fex (lill remained to be decided. For this end I once more approached the bed, and drew afide the filk. The fleeper was a babe : this I difcovered by the glimmer of a ftreet lamp. Part of my fblicitudes were new removed: it was plain that this chamber belonged to a nurfe or a mother. She had not yet come to bed. Perhaps it was a married pair, and their approach might be momentarily expefbed. I pictured to myfeif their entrance and my own detedion; I could imagine no confe- quence that was not difaftrous and horrible, and from which 1 would not at any price efcape. I again examined the door, and found that egrefs by this avenue was impof- fible. 'There were other doors in this room. Any 7O ARTHUR MERVYN, Any practicable expedient in this extremity was to be purfued. One of thefe was bolted. I unfaftened it, and found a confiderable fpace within. Should I immure myfelf in this clofet, I faw no benefit that would finally refult from it. I difcovered that there was a bolt on the infide, which would fomewhat contribute to fecurity : this being drawn, rto one could enter without breaking the door. I had fcarcely paufed when the long ex- pected found of footfteps was heard in the entry. Was it my companion or a ftranger ? If it were the latter, 1 had not yet muftered courage fufficient to meet him. I cannot applaud the magnanimity of my proceeding ; but no one can expect intrepid or judicious meafures from one in my circumftances. I Hepped into the clofet, and clofed the door; fome one immediately after unlocked the chamber* door He was unattended with a light. The footfteps, as they moved along the carpet, could fcarcely be heard. I waited impatiently for fome token by which ARTHUR MERVYH. 71 which I might be governed : I put my car to the keyhole, and at length heard a voice, but not that of my companion, exclaim, fomrwhat above a whifper " Smiling cherub! fafe and found, I fee. Would to God my experiment may fuccieed, and that thou may ft find a mother where I have found a wife !'* There he flopped. He appeared to kifs the babe, and prefently retiring, locked the door after him. Thefe words were capable of no confiftent meaning: they ferved at lead to allure me that I had been treacheroufly dealt with, This chamber, it was manifeft, did not be- long to my companion: 1 put up prayers to my deity that he would deliver me from thefe toils. What a condition was mine ? Jmmerfed in palpable darknefs ? (hut up *in this unknown recefs! lurking like a jobber ! My meditations were difturbed by new -founds. The door was unlocked, more than 72 ARTHUR MERVYN. than one perfon entered the apartment, and light dreamed through the ke\hole. I looked; but the aperture was too fmall, and the figures paffcd too quickly to permit me the fight of them. I bent my car, and this imparted fome more authentic information. The man, as I judged by the voice, was the fame who had juft departed. Ruftling of filk denoted his companion to be a female. Some words being uttered by the man in too low a key to be overheard, the lady burft into a paffion of tears. He ftrove to comfort her by Ibothing tones and tender appellations. '" How can it be helped ?" faid he. " It is time to refume your courage. Your duty to yourfelf and to me requires you to fubdue this unreafonable grief." He fpoke frequently in this ftrain ; but all he faid feemed to have little influence in pacifjing the lady. At length, however, her fobs began to lefien in vehemence and frequency. He exhorted her to feek for fome ARTHUR MERVYN. 7J fome repofe. Apparently fhe prepared to comply i and converfation was for a few minutes intermitted. I could not but advert to the pofiibility that fome occafion to examine the clofet in which I was immured, might occur. I knew not in what manner to demean myfelf if this fhould take place. I had no option at pre- fent: by withdrawing myfelf from view, I had loft the privilege of an upright deport- ment j yet the thought of fpending the night in this fpot was not to be endured. Gradually I began to view the project of burfting from the clofet, and trufting to the energy of truth and of an artlels tale with more complacency. More than once my hand was placed upon the bolt, but with- drawn by a fudden faltering of refolution. When one attempt failed, I recurred once more to fuch reflexions as were adapted to renew my purpofe. I preconcerted the addrefs which I fhould ufe. I refolved to be perfectly explicit j to withhold no particular of my adventures VOL. i. E from 74 ARTHUR MERVYN. from the moment of my arrival. My de- fcription muft neccfiarily fuit fome perfon within their knowledge. All I mould want was liberty to depart j but if this were not allowed, I might at lead hope to efcape any ill treatment, and to be confronted with my betrayer : in that cafe I did not fear to make him the attefter of my innocence. Influenced by thefe confiderations, I once more touched the bolt. At that moment the lady fhrieked, and exclaimed <c Good God ! what is here ?" An interefting converfation enfued, The object that excited her aftonilhment was the child. I collected from what pafled that the difcovery was wholly unexpected by her. Her hufband acl:ed as if equally unaware of this event: he joined in all her exclama- t'ons of wonder and all her wild c njectures. "VN hen thefl- were lomewhat exhauiled, he a i, ally infinuated the propriety of btftowing Ci.u u, oo the i.ttle foundling. I now found that her grid .. c been occafioneu by the recent lols of her own offspring. She was for ARTHUR MERVYN. 75 for fome time averfe to her hufband's pro- pofal j but at length was perfuaded to take the babe to her boforn, and give it nourifh' ment. This incident had diverted my mind from its favourite project, and filled me with fpeculations on the nature of the fcene. One explication was obvious* that the hufband was the parent of this child, and had ufed this fingular expedient to pro- cure for it the maternal protection of his wife-: it would loon claim from her all the fondnefs which (he entertained for her own progeny. No fufpicion probably had yet, or would hereafter occur, with regard to its <j true parent. If her character be diftinguifhed by the ufual attributes of women, the know- ledge of this truth may convert her love into hatred. I reflected with amazement on the flightnefs of that thread by which human paffions are led from their true direftion. With no lefs amazement did I remark the complexity of incidents by which I had been empowered to communicate to her 2 this 76 ARTHUR MERVYN. this truth. How bafelefs are the ftruc"lures of faifehood which we build in oppofition to the fyftem of eternal nature ! If I fhould cfcape undetected from this recefs, it will be true that I never faw the face of either of thefe perfons; and yet 1 am acquainted with the moil fecret tranfaftion of their lives. My own fituation was now more critical than before, The .lights were extinguished, and the parties had fought repofe. To iiiue from the cloftt now would be eminently dangerous. My councils were again at a {land, and my defigns fruft rated : meanwhile the j erions did not drop their difcourfe, and I thought myiclf juiliried in liftening. Many fadls of the moit fecret and momentous nature were alluded to. Some alluficns were unii;ull%ible ; to others i was able to affix a plaufibk meaning} and fome were palpable enough Every vvuiu that was uttered on that occafion is indelibly imprinted on my tuen.ory. Per!;aps the fingularity of my circumilanctb, aiid my pievious ignorance of ARTHUR MERVYN. ' 77 of what was paffing in the world, contributed to render me a greedy liftener. Mod that was faid I fhall overlook; but one part of the converfation it will be neceflary to repeat. A large company had aflembled that evening at their houfe. They criticized the characters and manners of feveral : at lad the hufband faid " What think you of the Nabob, efpe- cially when he talked about riches ? Ho\V artfully he encourages the notion of his poverty ! yet not a foul believes him. I cannot, for my part, account for that fcheme of his. I half fufpeft that his wealth flows from a bad fource, fince he is fo ftudious of concealing it." cc Perhaps, after all," faid the lady, " you. are miflaken as to his wealth." " ImpofTible !" exclaimed the other. *' Mark how he lives. Have I not feen his bank account ? His depofits fince he has been here amount to no lefs than half a million." E 3 ". Heaven 78 ARTHUR MERVYN. " Heaven grant that it be fo!" faid the lady, with a figh : " I {hall think with le& averfion of your fcheme. If poor Tom's fortune be made, and he not the worfe, or but little the worfe on that account, I fhall think it on the whole beft." " That," replied he x " is what reconciles me to the fcheme. To him thirty thou- fand are nothing." " But will he not fufpect that you are concerned in it?" " How can he ? Will I not appear to lofe as well as himftlf ? Tom is my brother; but who can be fuppofed to anfwer for a brother's integrity ? But he cannot fufpeft either of us. Nothing lef- than a miracle can bring our plot to light. Befides, this man is not what he ought to be ; he will, feme time or other, come out 10 be a grand im; oilur. He makes money by other arts than bargain and lale. He has found his way by iome means to the Portuguefe Treafury*" Here ARTHUR MERVYN. 79 Here the converfation took a new di- rection j and, after fome time,, the filence of fleep enfued. " Who," thought I, " is this Nabob, who counts his dollars by half millions, and on whom it feems'as if fome fraud was intended to be practifed ? Amidll their warinefs and fubtilty how little are they aware that their .converfation has been overheard ? By means as infcrutable as thofc which conduced me hither, I may hereafter be enabled to profit by a detection of this plot." But, meanwhile, what was 1 to do ? How was I to effect my efcape from this perilous afylum ? After much reflection, it occurred to me that to gain the ftreet without exciting their notice was not utterly impoflible. Sleep does not commonly end of itfclf, unlefs at a certain period. What impediments were there between me and liberty which I could not remove, and- remove with fo much caution as to efcape notice ? Motion and found inevitably go together, but every found is not attended to. The doors of 4 the OO ARTHUR MERVYN. the clofet and the chamber did not creak upon their hinges. The latter might be locked : this I was able to afcertain only by experiment, If it were fo, yet the key was probably in the lock, and might be ufed without much noife. I waited till their flow and hoarfer re- fpirations mewed them to be both afleep. Juft then., on changing my pofition, my head ftruck againft fome things which depended from the ceiling of the clofet. They were implements of fome kind, which rattled againft each other in confequence of this unlucky blow. I was fearful left this noife fhould alarm them, as the clofet was little ciiftant from the bed. The breathing of one inftantly ceaied j and a motion was made as if the head were lifted from the pillow. This moiion, which was made by the huf- band, awaked his companion, who ex- claimed : ""What is the matter?" " Something, I believe," replied he, " in the clufet. If I was not dreaming, j heard ARTHUR MERVYN. 8l heard the piftols ftrike againfl each other as if fome one was taking them down." This incimation was well fuited t-> alarm the lady. She befought him to ascertain the matter. This to my utter difmay he at firft confcnted to do ; but prefently obfcrved that probably his ears had misinformed him : it was hardly pofTible that the found pro* ceeded from them : it might be a rat, or his own fancy might have falhioned it. It is not ealy to defcribe my trepidations while this conference was holding. I faw how eafilv their (lumber was . difturbed. The obllacks to my efcape were lefs furmountablc than 1 had imagined. O In a little ti.ne all was again ft ill. ' I waited till the ufual tokens of deep were diftinguimable. I once mofe relumed my attempt. The bolt was withdrawn with all poffible flownels; but I could by no means prevent all found. My ftate was full of inquietude and iufpcnfe ; my, attention being painfully divided between the bolt and the condition ot the flcepers. The difficulty 5 lay 8l ARTHUR lay in giving that degree of force which was barely fufficient. Perhaps not lefs than fifteen minutes were confumed in this opera- tion. At lad it was happily effected, and the door was caudoufly opened. Emerging as I did from utter darknefs, the light admitted into three windows, pro- duced to my eyes a confide rable illumination* Obj,ds which on my ftrft entrance into this apartment were invisible, were now ckarly diicerned. 1 he bed was fhrouded by curtains j yet I fhiunk back into my covt-rt, fearful of being feen. To facilitate my efcape, I put off my fhoes^ My mind was fo full ot objects of more us gent mo- ment, that the propriety of taking them with me never tccurred. I left them in the clofet. I now glided acrofs the apartment to the do r. I was not a little difcouraged by obferving that the key was wanting: my whole hope depended on the omiflion to lock t. In my hafte to afcertain this point fume noifc, which again loufed one of ARTHUR MERvyW. 83 of the fleepers. He ftarted, and cried " Who is there ?" I now regarde ] my cafe a<? defperate, and deteftion as inevitable. My appr^htnfions rather than my cauii -n kept me mute. I fhrunk to the wall, and waited in a kind of agony for the moment that fhouid decide my fate. The lady was again roufed. In anfwer to her enquiries, her hufband faid that f>me one he believed was at the door, but these was no danger of their entering,, for he had locked it, and the key was in his pocket. My courage was completely annihilated by this intelligence. Mv refourccs were now at an end. I could only remain in tli is fpot till the morning light, which could be at no great diftance, mould difcover me. My inexperience difabled me from estimating all the perils- of my fituation. Perhaps I had no more than temporary m- convenicn.es to diead:- my intention .was innocent,, and I had been betrayed into my E 6 prefent $4 ARTHUR MERVTN 1 . prefent fituation, not by my own wicked- neis, but the wick ednefs of others. I w s deeply impreffed with the ambi- guoulhefs v\hich would neceflarily reft upon my motives, and the fcriuiny to which they wou'd be iu jedtecl : I fhuddered at the bare poffibility of I eing ranked with thieves. Thefe reflections again gave edge to my ingenuity in fcarch of the means of efcape. I had carciully attended to the circumfla, ce& of their entrance. Pofribly the aft of lack- ing had been unnoticed ; but was it not like- wife poflible that this perfon had been niif- taken ? The key was gone. Would this have been the cafe if the door were un- locked. My fears, rather than my hopes, impelled me to make the experiment. I drew back the latch ; and, to my unfpeakable joy> the door opened. I palled through, -and explored my way to the ftaircafe. 1 dcicended till I reached the bottom : I could not recoiled: with, accuracy the pofuioa of the door leading into the ARTHUR MERVYN. 85 the court ; but bv carefully feeling along the wall with my hands, I at length di<cove-ed it it was fattened by feveral blts and a lock. The bolts were eafily withdrawn, but the key was removed : I knew not where it was df.pofired. I thought I had reached the thrcfhold of liberty, but here was a;i im- pediment that threatened to be infurmount- able. But if doors could not be palled, windows might be unbarred. I remembered that mjr companion had gone into a door on the left hand in iearch of a light. I fearched for this door. Fortunately it was fattened only by a bolt : it admitted me into a room which 1 carefully explored till I reached a window. 1 will not dwell on my effort* to unbar this entrance. Suffice it to fay that,, afu,r much exertion and frequent miftakes, I at length found my way into- the yard, and thence padcd into the court. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. CHAP. V.. SINGULAR RENCONTRE. OW I was once more on public ground; By fo many anxious efforts had I dilcngaged myft-lf from the perilous precinds.of private property as many ftratagems as are ufually made to enter a houfe, had been employed by me to get out of it. I was urged to the ufe of them by my fears j yet io far from carrying off fpoil, I had efcaped with the lofs of an effential part of my drefs. I had now leifure to reflect. I feated myfelf on the ground, and reviewed the fcenes through which I had juft paffed. I ARTHUR MERVT1*. &/ began to think that my induftry had been mifemployed. Suppose I had met the perfon on his firft entrance into his chamber, was the truth fo utterly wild as not to have found credit? Since the door was locked, and there was no other avenue, what other ftate^- ment but the true one would account for my being found there ?: This deportment had been worthy ofan honeftpurpofe. My betrayer probably expected that this would be the iffue of his> jeft. My ruftic ftmplictty, he might think, would fugged no more ambiguous or elaborate expedient ; he might likewife have predetermined to interfere if my. fafety had been really endangered; On the morrow the two doors of the chamber, and the window below, will be found, unclofed j- they will fufpeft a defign to pillage, but their fearches will terminate in nothing but in the difcovery of a pair of clumfy and dufty fhoes in the clofet. Now that I was fafe, I could not help fmiling at the pifture which my fancy drew of their anxiety and wonder j thefe thoughts,, how- ever, 88 ARTHUR MERVYN. ever, gave place to more momentous con- fide rations. I could not image to my r elf a more perfect example ofindigence than I now exhibited ; there was no being in the dry on whole kindnefs I had any claim. Money I had none, and what 1 then wore comprifed my whole ftock of moveable . I had juft loft my fhoes, and this lofs rendered my (lockings of no ufe. My dignity remonftrated againffc a barefoot pilgrimage, but to this neceffity now reconciled me. I threw my ftocid gs between the bars of a (table windo v, belong- ing, as I thought, to the manfion I had jufb left ; thefe, together with my fhoes, J left to pay the cod of my entertainment. I law that the city' was no place for me. The end that I had had in view, of pro- curing fome mechanical employment, could only be obtained by the ufc of mean? ; but \vhac means to purue I knew not. This night's perils and deceptions gave me a diitaUe to a city life, and my ancient occu- pations rofc to my view, eimanced by a 5 thouiand ARTHUR MERVYN. 9 thoufand imaginary charms. I refolved forth- with to ftrike into the country. The day began now to dawn. It was Sunday, and I was defirous of eluding ob- fervation. I was fomewhat recruited by reft, though the languors of fleepleffhefs op- prefied me. I meant to thro A' myfelf on the firft lap of verdure I fhould meet, and indulge in fleep that I fo much wanted. I knew not the direction of the ftreets, but followed that which I firft entered from the court, trufting that, by adhering fteadily to one courfe, J mould fome time' reach the fields. This ftreet, as I afcerwards found* led to Schuylkill, and foon extricated me from houlcs. I could not crofs this river without payment of toll: it was requi- fite to crofs it, in order to reach thar part of the country whither I was defirous of going ; but how fhould I effeft my paffage ? I knew of no ford, and the fmalleft expence exceeded my capacity. Ten thouiand guineas and a farthing were equally remote from nothing. 9O ARTHUR MERVTN. nothing, and nothing was the portion allotted to me, While my mind was thus occupied, I turned up one of the ftreets which tend northward ; it was for fome length unin- habited and unpaved. Prefently I reached a pavement and a painted fence, along which a row of poplars was planted. It bounded a garden-, into which a knot-hole permitted me to pry. The enclofure was a charming .green, which I faw belonged to a houfe of the lofueft and moft ftately order ; it fecmed like a recent erection^ had all the glok of novelty, and exhibited, to my un- pra&ifed eyes, the magnificence of palaces. My father's dwelling did not equal the height of one ftory, and might be eafily comprifcd in one- fourth of thofe buildings which here were defigned to accommodate the menials. .My heart dictated the com- panion between my own condition and that of the proprietors of this domain How wide sad how impaffable was the gulf by which we ARTHUR MERVYbT. t we were feparated ! This fair inheritance had fallen to one who, perhaps, would only abule it to the purpofes of luxury, while I,. with intentions worthy of the friend of man- kind, was doomed to wield the flail and the mattock. J had been entirely unaccustomed to this train of reflection j my books had taughjt me the dignity and fafety of the middle path, and my darling writer abounded with enco.- miums on rural life. At a diftance from luxury and pomp, I viewed them, perhaps, in a juft light. A nearer fcrutiny confirmed my early prepofTcfTionSi but at the diftance at which I now flood, the lofty edifices, the fplendid furniture, and the copious accom- modations of the rich excited my admiration and my envy. I relinquifhcd my ftation, and proceeded, in a heartlefs mood, along the fence. I now came to the manfion Ufelr ; the princi- pal door was entered by a (laircafe of marble. [ had never fcen the ftone of Carrara, and wildly fuppofed this to have been dug from Italiaa $2 ARTHUR MERVYNV Italian quarries. - The beauty of the poplars, the coolnefs exhaled from the dew-befprent bricks, the commodioufnefs of the feat which thefe ftcps afforded, and the uncertainty into which 1 was plunged refpecYmg my future conduct, all combined to make me paufe. I fat down on the lower ftep, and began to meditate. By fome tranfition it occurred to me that the fupply of my moft urgent wants might be found in fome inhabitant of this houfe. I needed at prefent a few cents; and what were a few cents to the tenant of a manfion like this ? I had an invincible aversion to the calling of a beggar i but I regarded, with ftili more antipathy, the vocation of a thief: to this alternative, however, 1 was now reduced 1 mutt either fttal or beg, unlefs indeed afiiftance could be procured under the notion of a 1 >an. Would a flran^er refuft to lend the pittance that 1 wanted ? Surely not, when the urgency of my wants was explained. I rctoikcied other obftacles. To fummon the ARTHUR MERVYN. 9J the mafter of the houfe from his bed perhaps, for the fake of fuch an application, would be prepofterous I mould be in more danger of provoking his ange.r, than exciting his benevolence. This requeil might furely, with more propriety, be preferred to a paf- fenger I mould probably meet feveral before I ihould arrive at Schuylkill. A fervant juft then appeared at the door with a bucket and brufh j this obliged me, much fooncr than I intended, to decamp. With fome reluctance I rofe, and proceeded. This houfe occupied the corner of the ftreet, and I now turned this corner towards the country. A perfon at fome diftanee before me was approaching in an oppofite direction. <f Why," faid I, " may I not make my demand of the firft man I meet ? .This perfon exhibits tokens of ability to lend there is nothing chilling or auftere in his demeanour." The refolution to addrefs this paflcnger was almoft formed, but the nearer he advanced, my refolves grew lefs firm. He noticed me 94 ARTHUR. MERVYtf. me not till he came within a few paces*, he fe'emed bufy in reflection ; and had not my figure caught his eye, or had he merely beuowed a paffing glance upon me, I mould not have been iufficiemly courageous to have detained him. The event, however, was widely different. He looked at me, and darted j for an inftant, as it were, and till he had time to dart at me a iecond glance, he checked his pace. This behaviour decided mine, and be flopped on perceiving tokens of a defirc to addrcfs him. I fpoke, but my accents and air fufficiently denoted my embar- raffments. " I am going to folicit a favour, which my fituation makes of the higheft impor- tance to me, and which I hope it will be eafy for you, Sir, to grant. It is not an alms, but a loan that I feek a loan that I will repay the moment I am able to do it. J am going to the country, but have not wherewith to pay my paflage over Schuylkil], or to buy a morfel of bread. May I ven- ture ARTHUR MERVYN. 9^ ture to requeft of you, Sir, the loan of fix- pence ? As I told you, ic ia my intention to repay ir." I (delivered this addrefs, not without fome faltering, but with great earneftnefs j I laid particular ftrefs upon my intend >n to refund the money. He liftened with a moft inqui- fitive air his eye furveyed me from head to foot. Afcer fome paufe, he faid, in a very emphatic manner " Why into the country ? Have you family kindred friends ?" " No," anfwered I, " I have neither > I go in fcarch of the means of fubfiftence. I have pafied my life upon a farm, and pro- pofe to die in the fame condition." " Whence have you come ?" " I came yelterday from the country, with a view to earn my bread in fjme way ; but have changed my plan, and propofe now to return." " Why have you changed it ? In what way are you capable of earning your bread ?" " I hardly ARTHUR MERVYSt. I hardly know," faid I ; " I can as yet manage no tool that can be managed in the city, but the pen. My Jul^sjiaye^ in fomt^-firrall-tiegree, .qualified me for a writer j 1 would willingly accept employment of that kind.'* He fixed his eyes upon the earth, and was filent for fome minuses. At length reco- vering himfelf, he faid " Follow me to my houfe perhaps fomething may be done for you ; if not, 1 will lend you fixpence." It may be fuppofed that I eagerly com- plied with the invitation. My companion faid no more, his air betpeaking him to be abforbed by his own thoughts, till he reached his houfe, which proved to be that at the door of which I had been fcuted. We entered a parlour together. , Unlefs you can aifumc my ignorance and my fimplicity, you will be unable to con- ceive the impreffions that were made by the fize and ornaments of this apartment, i mall omit thele impreffions, which, indeed, no defcriptions could adequately convey, and dwell ARTHUR MERVYW. 97 dwell on incidents of greater moment. He afked me to give him a fpecimen of my penmanmip. I told you that I had beftowed very great attention upon this art. Imple- ments were brought, and I fat down to the tafk. By fome inexplicable connection, a line in Shakefpeare occurred to me, and I wrote, ** My poverty, but not tny will confents.'* The fcmiment conveyed in this line powerfully affected him, but in a way which I could not then comprehend. I collected from fubfequent events that the inference was not unfavourable to my underftanding or my morals. He queftioned me as to my hiftory. I related my origin, and my inducements to dcfert my father's houfe. "With refpect to laft night's adventures I was filent ; I faw no ufeful purpofe that could be anfwered by difclofure, and I half fufpected that my companion would refute credit to my tale. There were frequent intervals of abftrac- tion and reflection between his queftions. VOL. i. E My 98 ARTHUR MERVYN. My examination laftcd not much Icfs than an hour. At length he faid " I want an ama- nuenlis or copyilt on what terms will you live with me i 1 " I anfwered that I knew not how to efti- mate the value of my fervices I knew not whether thefe fervices were agreeable or healthful. My life had hitherto been active ; my conftitution was predifpofed to difeafes of the lungs, and the change might be hurtful. 1 was willing, however, to try, and to content myfelf for a month or a year with fo much as would furniih me with food, clothing, and lodging. cf 'Tis well," f~id he ; " you remain with me as long, and no longer than both of us pleafe. You fl all lodge and eat in this houfe j I will fupply you with clothing, and your tafk will be to write what I dictate. Your perfon, J fee, has nor ihared much of your arrention ; it is in my power to equip you i ftantly in the manner which becomes a rcfidcnt in this hcuie. Come with me." He led the way into the court behind, and ARTHUR MERVYN. 99 and thence into a neat building, which con- tained large wooden veflels and a pump. " There, faid he, " you may wa(h your- felf; and whe,n that is done, I will conduct you to your chamber and your wardrobe." This was fpeedily performed, and he ac- cordingly led the way to the chamber. It was an apartment in the third (lory, finimed and furnifhed in the fame coftly and fuperb flyle with the reft of the houfe. He opened clofets and drawers which overflowed with clothes and linen of all and of the bell kinds, " Thefe are your's," faid he, " as long as you flay with me ; drefs yourfelf as you like beft here is every thing your naked- ncfs requires. When drefied, you may defcend to breakfaft." With thefe words he left me. The clothes were all in the French ftyle, as I afterwards, by comparing my garb with that of others, difcovered ; they were fitted to my fhape with the niceft precifion. I bedecked myfelf with all my care I remem- F 2 be red 1OO ARTHUR MERVYtf. bered the ftyle of drefs ufed by my beloved Clavering. My locks were of fhining auburn, flowing and fmooth like his. Having wrung the wet from them, and combed, I tied them carelefsly in a black ribbon. Thus equipped, I furveycd myfelf in a mirror. You may imagine, if you can, the fenfa- tions which this inftantaneous transformation produced. Appearances are wonderfully in- fluenced by drefs. A check fhirt buttoned at' the neck, an awkward fuftian coat, check trowfers, and bare feet were now fupplanted by linen and muflin, nankeen coat ftriped with green, a white fiik waiftcoat elegantly needle- wrought, kerfeymere pantaloons, {lockings of variegated filk, and {hoes that, in their foftnefs, pliancy, and polished fur- face, vied with fatin. 1 could fcarcely forbear looking; back to fee whether the O image in the glafs, fo well proportioned, fo gallant, and fo graceful, did not belong to another ; I could fcarcely rccognife any lineaments of my own. I walked to the window. " An hour ago," faid 1, " I was ARTHUR MERVYN. 1O* Cf I was traverfing that path a barefoot beggar now I am thus!" Again I furveyed myfelf. " Surely fome infanity has fattened on my understanding my fenfes arc the fport of dreams j fome magic that difdains the cumbroufnefs of nature's progrefs has wrought this change !" I was roufed from thefe doubts by a fummons to breakfaft, obfequioufly delivered by a black fervant. . JO I found Welbeck (for I mail henceforth 'call him by his true name) at the breakfaft table. A fuperb equipage of filver and China was before him. He was itartled at my entrance : the change in my drels feemed for a moment to have deceived him his eye was frequently fixed upon me whh unulual fledfaitnefs. At thefe times there was inqui- etude and wonder in his features. I had now an opportunity of examining my hoft. There was nicety, but no ornament in his drefs. His form was of the middle height, fpare, but vigorous and graceful. His face was caft, I thought, in a foreign F 3 mould. IO2 ARTHUR MERVYtf. mould. His forehead receded beyond the ufual degree in vifages which I had feen. His eyes large and prominent, but imparting no marks of benignity and habitual joy. The reft of his face forcibly fuggefted the idea of a convex edge. His whole figure impreflfed me with emotions of veneration and awe - t a gravity that almoft amounted to fadnefs invariably attended him when we were alone together. He whifpered the fervant that waited, who immediately retired. He then faid, turning to me " A lady will enter pre- fently, whom you are to treat with the refpecl: due to my daughter. You muft not notice any emotion me may betray at the fight of you, nor expect her to converfc with you ; for fhe does not underhand your language." He had fcarcely fpoken, when fhe entered. I was feized with certain mifgivings and flut- terings which a clownim education may account for. I fo far conquered my timidity, however, as to fnatch a look at her. 1 was not born to execute her portrait. Perhaps the ARTHUR MERVYN. the turban that wreathed her head the bril- liant texture and inimitable folds of her drapery, and nymphlike port, more than the eftential attributes of her perfon, gave fplendour to the celeftial vifion j perhaps it was her fnowy hues and the caft rather than the pofition of her features that were fp prolific of enchantment ; or perhaps the wonder originated only in my own igno- rance. She did not immediately notice me. When fhe did, fhe almoft (bricked with furprife. She held up her hands, and gazing upon me, uttered various exclamations which I could not undcrdand. I could only remark that her accents were thrillingly mufical. Her perturbations refufed to be ftilled j it was with difficulty that (he withdrew her regards from me. Much converfation pafled between her and Welbeck, but 1 could comprehend no part of it. I was at liberty to animadvert on the vifible part of their intercourfe. I diverted fame part of my attention from my f 4 own 104 ARTHUR MERVYN. own embarraffinents, and fixed it on their looks. In this art, as in mod others, I was an unpractifed fimpleton. In the countenance of Welbeck there was fomewhat elfc than fympathy with the aflonifhment and diftrefs of the lady j but I could not interpret thefc additional tokens. When her attention was engroffed by Welbeck, her eyes were fre- quently vagrant or downcaft, her cheeks contracted a deeper hue, and her breathing was almoft prolonged into a figh. Thefe were marks on which I made no comments at the time ; my own fituation was calculated to breed corfulon in my thoughts, and awk- wardnefs in my gefturcs. BreakfaO being finished, the lady, appa- renrly at the requeil of Welbeck, fat down to a piano forte. Here agrin I muft be filfnt. I was not wholly deftitute of mufical practice and imifical tafte ; I had that degree of know- ledge which enabled me to eftimate the Uanfcenderit ARTHUR MERVYV. 10$ tranfcendent fkilf of this performer. As if the pathos of her touch were infufHcient, I fjund after fome time that the lawlefs jarrings of the keys were chaftened by her own more liquid notes. She played without a book ; and though her bafs might be preconcerted, it was plain that her right- hand notes were momentary and fponta- n^ous infpirations. Meanwhile, Welbeck flood leaning his arms on the back of chair near her, with his eyes fixed on her face. His features were fraught with a mean- ing which I was eager to^ interpret, but unable. I have read of tranfitions effected by magic I have read of palaces and deferts which were fubjeft to the dominion of fpells. Poets may fport with their power,, but I am certain that no tranfidon was ever con- ceived more marvellous, and more beyond the reach of fore fight, than that which I had juft experienced. Heaths, vexed by a midnight ftorm, may be changed into a hall of ciiorai nymphs and regal banquetting ; F 5 foreft 1O6 ARTHUR MERVYtf. forcft glades may give fudden place to colon- nades and Carnivals j but he whofe fenfes are deluded, finds himfelf ftill on his natal earth. Thefe miracles are contemptible when compared witb that which placed me under this roof, and gave me to partake in this audience. I know that my emotions are in danger of being regarded as ludicrous by thole who cannot figure to themfelves- the confequences of a limited and ruftic education. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVY1I. 107 CHAP. VI. NEW SCENES* IN a fliort time the kdy retired. I natu- rally expected that fome comments would be made on her behaviour, and that the caufe of her furprife and ciiftrefs on feeing me would be explained ; but Welbeck faid nothing on that fubject. When me was gone, he wenc to the window, and ftood for fome time occupied, as it feemed, with his own thoughts ; then he turned to- me, and calling me by my name, defired me to> accompany him up flairs. There was neither cheerfulnefs nor mildnefs in his addrels, but F d neither 1O3 ARTHUR MERVYN. neither was there any thing domineering or arrogant. . We entered an apartment on the fame floor with my chamber, but feparated from it by a fpacious entry. It was fupplied with bureaus, cabinets, and bookcafes. " This," faid he, " is your room and* mine j but we muft enter it, and leave it together. I mean to aft not as your mafter,. but your friend. My maimed hand," fo faying, he fhewed me his right hand, the forefinger of which was wanting, c< wi'l not allow me to write accurately or copioufly j for this reafon I have required your aid in a work of fome moment. MUCH hade will not be requifite ; and as to the hours and duration ot employment, tnefe will be ftafon- able and (hort. *' Your prefent fituation is new to you, and we will therefore defer er.tcring on our bufinefs ; meanwhile, you may amuic your- fclf in what manner you p'cafc. Confider this houfe as your home, a id make yourlclf familar Witii it. Siay witnin or go out, be bufy ARTHUR MERVYtf. IG<> buty or be idle, as your fancy (hall prompt ; only you will conform to our domeftic fyftem as to eating and fleep the lervants will inform } ou of this. Next week we will enter on the tafk for which I defign you. You may now withdraw," I obeyed this mandate with fome awkward- nefs and hefitation. I went into my own chamber, not difpleafed with an opportunity of lonelinefs. I threw myfclfon a chair, and refigned myfelf to thofc thoughts which would naturally ariie in this fituation. I fpe- culated on the character and views of Wei- beck. I faw that he was embofomed in tranquillity and grandeur ; riches, therefore, were his but in what did his opulence confift, and whence did it arife ? What were the limits by which it was confined, and what its degree of permanence I I was un- habituated to ideas of Seating or transferable wealth: the rentofc houles and lands was the eniy fpecies of property which was as yet perfectly intelligible. My previous ideas led n:e to regard Wclbeck as the proprietor of 5 this IIO ARTHUR MERVYtf. this dwelling, and of numerous houfes and farms. By the fame caufe I was fain to fuppofe him enriched by inheritance, and than his life had been uniform. I next adverted to his focial condition. This manfion appeared to have but two inha- bitants be fides fervants. Who was the nympli who had hovered for a moment in my fight ? Had he not called her his daughter I The apparent difference in their ages would juftify this relationj but herguife, her features, and her accents were foreign her language I fuf- peded flrongly to be that of Italy. How fhould he be the father of an Italian ? But were there not fome foreign lineaments in his countenance ? This idea feemed to open a new world to my view. I had gained from my books con- fufed ideas of European governments and man- ners. I knew that the prefent was a period of revolution and hoftility j might not thefe be illuftrious fugitives from Provence or the Milanefe ?. Their portable wealth, which, may reafonably be fuppofed to be great, they have ARTHUR MERVVN. ill have tranfported hither. Thus may be ex- plained the forrow that veils their countenance > the lofs of eftates and honours the untimely death of kindred, and perhaps of his wife, may furnifh eternal food for regrets. Wei- beck's utterance, though rapid and diftinct, partook, as I conceived, in fome very flight degree of a foreign idiom. Such was the dream that haunted my urt- difciplined and unenlightened imagination ; the more I revolved it, the more plaufible it feemed. On this fuppofition every appear- ance that I had witnefled was eafiJy folved, unlefs it were their treatment of me. This at firft was a fource of hopelefs perplexity -, gradually, however, a clue feemed to be afforded. Welbeck had betrayed aftonim- ment on my firft appearance :. the lady's wonder was mingled with diftrefs. Perhaps they difcovered a remarkable refemblance between me and one who ftood in the relation- of fon to Welbeck, and of brother to the lady. This youth might have perimcd on, the fcaffold or in war. Thefc, no doubt, were his 112 ARTHUR MERVtN. his clothes. This chamber might have been referved for him, but his death left it to be appropriated to another. I had hitherto been unable to guefs at the reafon why all this kindnefs had been lavifhed on me. Will not this conjecture fufficiently account for it ? No wonder that this refcmblance was enhanced by affuming his drcfs. Taking all cireumftances into view, thefe ideas were not, perhaps, deftitute of proba- bility. Appearances naturally fuggeftcd them to me ; they were alfo powerfully enforced by inclination. They threw me into tranfports of wonder and hope. When I dwelt upon the incidents of my pad life, and traced the chain of events from the death of my mother to the prefent moment, I almoft acquiefced in the notion that fbme beneficent and ruling genius had prepared my path for me. Events which, when forefeen, would moft ardently have been deprecated, and when they hap- pened, were accounted in the higheft degree lucklefs, were now fcen to be propitious. Hence ARTHUR MERVYN. I IJ Hence I inferred the infatuation of defpair, and the folly of precipitate conclufions. But what was the fate referved for me ? Perhaps Wclbeck would adopt me for his own fon. Wealth has ever been capricioufly diftributed ; the mere phyfical relation of birth is all that entitles us to manors and thrones : identity itfelf frequently depends upon a cafual likenefs, or an old nurfe's impofture. Nations have rifen in arms, as in the cafe of the Stewarts, in the caufe of one, the genuinenefs of whofe birth has been denied, and can never he proved ; but if the caufe be trivial and fallacious, the effects are momentous and folid -, it afcertains our portion of felicity anJ uf fulneis, and fixes our lot aaiong peafants or Princes, Something may depend upon my own deportment. Will it not behove me to cultivate all my virtues, and eradicate all my defects ? I lee that the abilities of this man are venerable. Perhaps he will not lightly or nattily decide in my favour he will be governed by the proofs that I mall give of difcernment. JI4 ARTHUR MERVYN. difcernment and integrity. I had always been exempt from temptation, and was there- fore undepraved ; but this view of things had a wonderful tendency to invigorate my virtuous refutations ail within me "was exhi- laration and joy, There was but one thing wanting to exalt me to a dizzy height, and give me place among the ftars of heaven. My refemblance to her brother had forcibly affected this lady -, but I was not her brother I was raifed to a level with her, and made a tenant of the fame manfion. Some intercourfe would take place between us ; time would lay level impediments, and eftablith familiarity, and this intercourfe might fofier love, and ter- minate in marriage ! Thefe images were of a nature too glowing and expanfwe to allow me to be longer in- active. 1 failied forth into the open air. This tumult of delicious thoughts in fome time fubfided, and gave way to images relative to my prefent fuuaiion. My curiofity was awake - t as yet I had fecn Uttie of the city, and ARTHUR MF.RVVN. 115 and this opportunity for obfervation was not to be negle&ed. 1 therefore courfed through feveral ftreets, attentively examining the objects that fuccefiivcly prefented them- fclves. At length it occurred to me to It-arch out the houfe in which 1 had lately been im- mured. I was not without hopes that at fome future period I mould be able to comprehend the allufions, and brighten the obfcurities that hung about the dialogue of laft night. The houfe was eafily difcovered. I re- connoitred the court and gate through which I had pafled. The manfion was of the firft order in magnitude and decoration. This was not the bound of my prefent difcoveryj for I was gifted with that confidence which would make me let on foot enquiries in the neighbourhood. I looked around for a fuitable medium of intelligence. The oppo- fite and adjoining houfes were fmall, and apparently occupied by perfons of an indi- gent clafs. At one of thefe was a fign> denoting Il6 ARTHUR MERVYN. denoting it to be the refidence of a tailor. Seated on a bench at the door was a young man with coarfe uncombed locks, breeches- knees unbuttoned, ftockings ungartered, (hoes flip-fhod and unbuckled, and a face im- wafhed, gazing ftupidly from hollow eyes. His afpeft was embdiifhed with good- nature, though indicative of ignorance. This was the only perfon in fight, He might be able to fay fomething concerning his opulent neighbour to him, therefore, I refolved to apply. I went up to him, and pointing to the houfe in queftion, alked him who lived there. He anfwcrcd, " Mr. Matthews." " What is his proleiiion his way of life ?" " A gentleman. He does nothing but walk about." " How long has he been married ?" " Married ! He is not married as I know on. He never has been married : lie IS a bachelor." This intelligence was unexpected. It made me ARTHUR MERVYN. H7 me paufe to reflect whether I had not mif- taken the houfe. This, however, feemed impoffible. I renewed my queftions. " A bachelor, fay you ? Are you not miftaken ?" tc No : it would be an odd thins: if he 9 was married. An old fellow, with one foot in the grave comical enough for him to^// a vife /" " An old man ? . Does he live alone ? What is his family ?" " No; he does not live alone: he has a niece that lives with him. She is married, and her hufband lives there too." " What is his name ?" " I don't know. I never heard it as I know on." " What is his trade?" " He's a marchant; he keeps a ftore fome where or other, but I don't know where." " How long has he been married ?" " About two years. They loft a child lately. The young woman was in a huge taking about it. They fays fhe was quite crazjr Il8 ARTHUR MEP.VYN. crazy fome days for the death of the child : and fhe is not quite out of the dumps yet. To be fure, the child was a fweet little thing; but they need not make fuch a rout about it. I'll warn they'll have enough of them before they die." " What is the character of the young man ? Where was he born and educated ? Has he parents or brothers ?" My companion was incapable of anfwering thefe queftions, and I left him with little cfiential addition to the knowledge I already poflefled. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. 1 19 CHAP. VII. CURIOSITY. A.FTER viewing various parts of the city, intruding into Churches, and diving into alleys, I returned. The reft of the day I fpent chiefly in my chamber, reflecting on my new condition, furveying my apartment, its prefles and clofets, and conjecturing the caufes of appearances. At dinner and flipper I was alone. Ven- turing to enquire of the fervant where his matter and miftrefs were, J was anfwered that they were engaged. I did not queftion him ISO ARTHUR MERVYN. him at to the nature of their engagement, though it was a fertile fource of curiofity. Next morning, at breakfaft, I again met Welbeck and the lady. The incidents were nearly thofe of the preceding morning, if it were not that the lady exhibited tokens of feme what greater uneafinefs, When fhe left us, Welbeck funk into apparent medi- tation. I was at a lofs whether to retire, or remain where I was. At laft, however, I was on the point of leaving the room, when he broke {ilence> and began a convcrlation with me. He put queftions to me, the obvious fcope of which was to know my fentiments on moral topics, I had no motives to conceal my opinions, and therefore delivered them with franknefs. At length he introduced allufions to my own hiftory, and made more particular enquiries on that head. Here I was not equally frank j yet I did not feign any thing, but merely dealt in generals. J had acquired notions of propriety on this head, perhaps fomewhat faitidious. Minute details reflecting ARTHUR MERVYN. 121 fefpecVing our own concerns are ap! to weary all but the narrator himfdf. I (aid thus much, and the truih of my remark was eagerly aflented to. With feme marks of hefitation, 2nd after various preliminaries, my companion hinted that my own intereft, as well as his, en- joined upon me filence to all but himfclf, on the fubjecl: of my birth and early adventures. It was not likely that, while in his fervice, my circle of acquaintance would be large, or my intercourfe with the world frequent i but in my communication with others, he re- quefted me to fpeak rather of others than of myfclf. This requeil, he laid, might appear fingular to me ; but he had his reafons for making it, which it was not ncccfTary at prefent to difclofe ; though when I ihould . know them, I ihould readily acknowledge their validity. I fcarccly knew what anfwer to make. I was willing to oblige him. 1 was far from expecting that any exigence would oc.ur, making difclofure my duiy. The emplcy- VOL. i. G menc 122 ARTHUR MERVYN. ment was productive of pain more than of pleafure ; and the curiofity that would ufe- lefsly feck a knowledge of my pad life, was no lefs impertinent than the loquacity that would ufelefsly communicate that knowledge. I readily promifed, therefore, to adhere to his advice. This affurance afforded him evident fatis- faction ; yet it did not feem to amount to quite as much as he wifhed. He repeated, in frronger terms, the neceflity there was for caution. He was far from fufpecling me to pofTcfs an impertinent and talkative difpo- fition, or that in my eagernefs to expatiate on my own concerns, I mould overftep the limits of politenefs. But this was not enough : I was to govern myfclf by a per- fuafion that the interdts of my friend and myfelf would be materially affected by my condudt. Perhaps I ought to have allowed thefe infinuations to breed fufpicion in my mind ; but, confcious as I was of the benefits which I had received from this man, prone, from my ARTHUR MERVYN.- 'my inexperience, to rely upon profeffions, and confide in appearances, and unaware that I could be placed in any condition in which mere filence refpecling my felf could be in- jurious or criminal, I made no fcruple to promife compliance with his wifhes. Nay, I went farther than this I defired to be accurately informed as to what it was proper to conceal. He anfwered that my filence might extend to every thing anterior to my arrival in the city, and my being incorporated with his family. Here our converfation ended, and I retired to ruminate on what had pafTed. I derived little latisfadion from my reflec- tions. I began now to perceive inconveniences that might arife from this precipitate promife. Whatever mould happen in confequence of my being immured in the chamber, and of the lofs of my clothes and of the portrait of my friend, I had bound myfelf to filence. Thefe inquietudes, however, were tranfient. I trufted that thefe events would operate aufpicioufly ; but my curiofity was now c 2 awakened 124 ARTHUR MERVYN. awakened as to the motives which Welbeck could have for exacting from me this con- cealment. To act tinder the guidance of another, and to wander in the dark, ignorant whither -my pnh tended, and what effects might flow from my agency, was a new and irkfome filiation. From tbefe thoughts I was recalled by a mef- fae from Welbeck. He e;ave me a folded O G paper, which he requefted me to carry to No. South Fourth Street. " Enquire,'* faid he, <l for Mrs. Wentworth, in order merely to afcertain the houfe, for you need not afk to fee her : merely give the letter to the fervant, and retire. Excufe me for impofing this fervice upon you : it is of too great moment to be trufted to a common mtfienger. I ufually perform it myfelf, but am at prefent otherwife engaged." I took the letter, and fet out to deliver it. This was a trifling circuraftance, yet my mind was full of reflections on the con- iequences that might flow from it. I re- membered the directions that were given, but ARTHUR MERVYN 1 . 125 but conftrued them in a manner different, perhaps, fro-n Welbeck's expectations or vvifhes. He had charged me co leave the bilirt with the fervant who happened to anfwer my fummons ; but had he .not faid that the mefluige was important, infomuch that it could not be entrufted to common hands? He had permitted, rather than en- joined me, to difpenfe witii feeing the lady j and this permiflion I conceived to be dictated merely by regard to my con- venience. Jt was incumbent on me, there- fore, to take forne pains to deliver the letter in:o her own hands. I arrived at the houfe, and knocked. A' female fervant appeared. Her miflrefs was up ftairs. She would tell her if I wiihed to fee her ; and meanwhile invited me to enter the parlour. I did fo; and the girl retired to inform, her miftrcfs that one waited for her. I ought to mention that my departure from the directions which I had received, was, in fome degree, owing to an inquifuive temper. I was eager a.'ccr knowledge, and c 2 was Jl6 ARTHUR MERVYN. was difpofed to profit by every opportunity to furvey the interior 'of dwellings, and con- verfe with their inhabitants. I (canned the walls, the furniture, the pictures. Over the fire-place was a portrait in oil of a female me was elderly and matronlike : perhaps (he was the miftrefs of this habitation, and the perfon to whom I mould be immediately introduced. Was it a cafual fuggeftion, or was there an actual refcmblance between the (Irokes of the pencil which executed this portrait, and that of Clavering ? Hswever that might be, the fight of this picture revived the memory of my friend, and called up a fufpicion that this was the production of his (kill. I was bufily revolving this idea, when the lady herfclf entered. It was the fame whole portrait I had been examining. She fixed fcrutinizing and powerful eyes upon me. She looked at the fuperfcription of the letter which I prefented, and immediately refumed her examination of me. I was fomewhat a^amed by the clofenefs of her obfervation, and ARTHUR MERVYtf. and gave tokens of this ftate of mind, which O did noc pafs unobferved. They feemed in- ftantly to remind her that (he behaved with too little regard to civility. She recovered herfelf, and began to perufe the letter. Having done this, her attention was once more fixed upon me: (he was evidently dcfirous of entering into converfation, but feemed at a lofs in what manner to begin. This fituation was new to me, and was productive of no fmall embarraffment. I was preparing to take my leave, when (he fpcke, though not without confiderable hefita- tion. " This letter is from Mr. Welbeck ? You are his friend, I prefume perhapsa relation?" I was confcious that I had no claim to either of thefc titles, and that I was no more than his fervant. My pride would not allow ine to acknowledge this, and 1 merely faid " 1 live with him at prefent, Madam." I imagined that this anfwer did not per- fectly fatisfy her; yet (he received it with a certain air of acquiefcence. She was filent for a few minutes, and then rifing, faid 04 " Excuie 128 ARTHUR MERVYtf, * { Excufe me, Sir, for a few minutes, I will write a few words to Mr. Welbeck." So laying, fhe withdrew. 1 returned to the contemplation of the pi&Lire. From this, however, my atten- tion was quickly diverted by a paper that lay on the mantle -piece. A fingle glance was fufficient to put my blood into motion. I flartcd, and laid my hand upon the well- known packet. It was that which enclofcd the portrait ofClavering! I unfcrlded, and examined it with eager- riffs. By what miracle came it hither? It was found, together with my 'bundle, two- nights before. I had defpaired of ever feeing it again j and yet here was the fame portrait enclofed in the felf-fame paper! I have forborne to dwell upon the regret smounting to grief with which I was afrccled, in confequence of the lofs of this precious relic. My joy on thus fpeedily and unex- pectedly regaining it, is not ealily defcribed. For a time I did not rene<5t that to hold it in my hand, was not fufficient to entitle me ARTHUR MERVYN. 129 me to repo.Teffion. I muft acquaint this lady with the hiftory of this piclure, and convince her of my O'.vnerfhip. But how was this to be done ? Was (he connected in any way by friendmip or by confanguinity with that unfortunate }outh? If (lie were, fome information as to his deftiny would be anxbufly fought. I did not juft then per- ceive any impropriety in imparting it. If it came into her Lands by accident, ftill it will be neceffary to relate the mode in which it was loft, in order to prove my title to it. I now heard her defcending footfteps, and haftily replaced the picture on the mantle-piece. She enrered, and prefenting me a letter, de- fired me to deliver it to Mr. Welbeck. I had no pretext for deferring my departure, but was unwilling to- go without obtaining pof- fcriT;on of the portrait. An interval of filence and irrcfolutioq fucceeded. I caft fignincant glances at the fpot where it lay, and at length muftered up my ftrength of mind, and pointing to the paper 05 " Madam,"' I3O ARTHUR MERVYN. <f Madam,'* faid I, " there is fomethmg- which I recognife to be mine. I know not how it came into your poffeflion, but fo lately a> the day before yefterday it was in mine. I loft it by a ftrange accident; and as I deem it of ineftimable value, I hope you will have no objection to reftore it." During this fpeech the lady's countenance exhibited marks of the utmoft perturba- tion. tf Your picture !" me exclaimed ; " you loft it ! How ? Where ? Did you know that perfon ? What has become of him ?" I knew him well," faid I.. " That: picture was executed by himfelf.. He gave k to me with his own hands j and till the moment I unfortunately loft it, it. was my dear and perpetual companion." '' Good Heaven !" fhe exclaimed with increafing vehemence, " where did you mtet with him ? What is become of him ? Is he dead or alive ?" Thffc appearances fulHciently fhewed me that Clavering and this lady were connected by ARTHUR MERVYff. 13 I by Come ties of tendernefs. I anfwered that he was dead; that my mother and myfelf were his attendants and nurfes, and that this portrait was his legacy to me. This intelligence melted her into tears; and it was fome time before fhe recovered ftrength enough to reftime the converfation. She then enquired when and where it was that he died ? e ' c How did you lofe this por- trait ? It was found wrapped in forne coarfe clothes, lying in a ftall in the market-houfe en Saturday evening. Two negro women, fervants of one of my friends-, drolling through, the market, found it, and brought it to their miftrefs, who,, recognifing the por- trait, fent it to me. To whom did that bundle belong? Was it your's." Thefe queitions. reminded me of. the painful predicament in which I now flood. I had promifed Welbeck to conceal from every one my former condition ; but to explain in what manner this bundle was loft, and how my intercourfe with Clavcring had, taken place, was to violate this promife. It c 6 was 132 ARTHUR MERVYN. was pofiible, perhaps, to efcape the con- feffion of the truth by equivocation. Falfe- hocds were eafily invented, and might lead her far away from my true condition ; but I was wholly unufed to equivocation never yet had a lie polluted my lips. I was not weak enough to be aihamed of my origin. This lady had an intereft in the fate of Clavering, and might juftly claim all the information which I was able to impart ; yet to forget the compact which I had fo lately made, and an adherence to which might poffibly be in the highrft degree beneficial: to me and to Wclbeck, I was willing to adhere to it, provided falichood could be avoided. Thefe thoughts rendered me filent. The pain of my embarraffment amounted almolt to agony. I felt the keeneft regret at my own precipitation in claiming the picture: its value to me was altogether imaginary. The arilfHan which this lady had borne the original,, whatever was the fource of that O f affec.iion, would prompt her to cherifh the ARTHUR MERVYN. copy; and, however precious it was in 'my eyes, I mould cheerfully refign it to her. In the confufion of my thoughts, an ex- pedient fuggefted icfelf fufficiently inartificial and bold. <c It is true, Madam, what I have faid : I faw him breathe his laft ! This is his only legacy. If you wiih it x I wil- lingly refign it; but this is all that I can now difclofe- I am placed in circumfhnces which render it improper to fay more." Thcfe words were littered not very dif- tinclly ; and the lady's vehemence hindered her from noticing them. She again repeated her interrogation^ to which 1 returned the fame anfwer. At firfl me expreffed the utmoft furprife at my conduct. From this fhe defcended to fo-ne degree of afpcrity* She made rapid alkifions to the hiftory of Clavering. He was the fon of the gentleman who owned the houfe in which Welbeck refided. He was the objeft of immeafurablc fondnefs and indulgence. He had fjught pcraVifHon, to travel i and this being refufcd by the abfurd 134 ARTHUR MERVYN". ahfurd timidity of his parents, he had twice been fruftrated in attempting to embark for Europe clandeftinely. They a-fcribed his difappearance to a third and fuccefsful attempt of this kind, and had exercifed anxious and unwearied diligence in endea- vouring to trace his foutfteps. All their efforts had failed. One motive for their returning to Europe, was the hope of dif- covering fome traces of him, as they enter- tained no doubt of his having croflcd the ocean. The vehemence of Mrs. VVcnt- worth's curiofity as to thofe particulars of his life and death, may be eafily conceived. My refufal only heightened this paflion. Finding me refractory to all her efforts,, flie at length difmiffcd me in. anger.. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. CHAP. VIIT. SURPRISE AND ANXIETY-.. T. HIS extraordinary interview was now paffed. Pleafure as well as pain attended, my reflexions on if. I adhered to t promife I had improvidently given to Wei- beck, but had excited difpleafure, and perhaps fufpicion in the lady. She would find it hard to account for my filence. She would probably impute it to perverfenefs, or imagine it to flow from fome incident connected with the death of Glavering, calculated to give a new edge to her curi- ofity. It J6 ARTHFR MERVTN". It was plain that feme connexion fub- filled between her and Welbeck. Would flie drop the fubject at the point which it had now attained? Would fhe ceafe to exert herfelf to extract from me the defined information ? or would me not rather make Welbeck a party in the cau-fe, and prejudice my new friend againft me ? This was an evil proper by all lawful means to avoid, I knew of no other expedient than to con- fcfs to him the truth with regard to Cla- verirg, and explain to him the dilemma in- which my adherence to my promife had involved me. I found him on my return home, and delivered him the letter with which I was charged. At the fighc of it furprife, mingled with fome uneafiiids, appeared in his looks, " What!" faid he, in a tone of difap- point-merit, '" you then faw the lady?" I now remembered his directions to leave my melfage at the ctoor, and apologized for my neglecting them by telling my reaibns. His chagrin vanifhed, but not without aa apparent ARTHUR MERVTN. 137 apparent effort, and he faid that all was well : the affair was of no moment. After a paufc of preparation, I entrentecf his attention to fornething which I had tc* relate. I then detailed the hiftory of C le- vering, and of my late embarraffments. As I went on, his countenance betokened increafing folicitude : his emotion was par- ticularly ftrong when I came to the inter- rogatories of Mrs. Went worth in relation to Clavering; but this emotion gave way to profound furprile when I related the manner in which I had eluded her enquiries. I concluded with obfcrving that, when I pro- mifed forbearance on the fubject of my own adventure?, I had not forefcen any exigence which would make an adherence to my promife clifHculc ~or inconvenient; that, if his intereft was promoted by my filcnce, I was ftill willing to maintain it, and re- quefted his directions how to conduct myiclf on this occafion. He appeared to ponder Deeply, and with, much perplexity on what I had faid. When he ARTHUR MERVYtf. he fpoke, there was hefitation in his man- ner, and circuity in his expreffions, that proved him to have fomething in his thoughts which he knew not how to com- municate. He frequently paufed ; but my anfwers and remarks occafionally given, appeared to deter him from the revelation of his purpofe. Our difcourfc ended for the prefent, by his de firing me to perfift in my prefent plan. I mould fuffer no incon- veniences from it, fince it would be my own fault if an interview again took place between the lady and myfelf: meanwhile he mould fee her, and effectually filence her enquiries. I ruminated not fuperfcially or briefly on this dialogue. By what means would he iilence her enquiries ? He furely meant not to miflead her by fallacious reprefentadons ? Some inquietude now crept into my thoughts. I began to form conjectures as to the nature of the fcheme, to which my fuppreffion of the truth was to be thus made fubfervient. It fcemed as if I were walking in the dark* and ARTHUR MERVYN. and might rufh into fnares, or drop into pits before I was aware of my danger. Each moment accumulated my doubts* and I che- riflied a fecret foreboding that the eveac would prove my new fituation to be far lefc fortunate than I had at firft fondly believed. The queftion now occurred with painful repetition who and what was Welbeck ? What was his relation to this foreign lady ? What was the fervice for which I was to be employed ? I could not be contented without a folu- tion of thefe myfteries. Why mould I not lay my foul open before my new friend ? Confidering my fituation, would he regard my fears and my furmifes as criminal ? I felt that they originated in laudable habits and views; my peace of mind depended on the favourable verdid which confcience mould pafs on my proceedings ; I faw the empti- ; nefs of fame and luxury when put in the balance againft the recompence of virtue. Never would I purchafe the blandifhments of 1-43 ARTHtJR of adulation and the glare of opulence at the price of my hone-fty. Amidft thcfe reflect inns the dinner hour arrived. 1 he lady and Wclbeck were prefent. A new train of fentiments now occupied my mind. I regarded them both with in- quifitive eyes. 1 cannot well account for the revolution which had taken place in my mind , perhaps it was a proof of the capri- cioufnefs of my temper, or it was merely* the fruit of my profound ignorance of life and manners. Whenever it arofe, certain it is that I contemplated the fcene before me with altered eyes ; its order and pomp were no longer the parents of tranquillity and awe. My wild reveries of inheriting this- iplendour, and appropriating the affcdions of this nymph, I now regarded as lunatic hope and childifh folly ; education and nature had qualified me for a difTerent fcene. T his might be the maik of mifery, and the ftriiL\ure of vice. My companions, as well as myfelf, were iilent ARTHUR MERVYN-, 14! filent during the meal. The lady retired as foon as it was ftniilied. My inexplicable melancholy increased it did not pafs unno- ticed by Welbeck, who enquired with aa air of kindnefs into the caufe of rny vifiole dejection. I am al nod adiamcd to relate to what extremes my folly tranfported me; ihftead of anfvvering him, I was weak enough t^j ,_j to flhed tears. This excited afrefh his furprife and his fympathy. He renewed his enquiries. My heart was full, but how to dilburthen it I knew not. At length, with fome difficulty, I expreffed my wimes to leave his houje, and return into the country. What, he aiked, had occurred to fug- geft this new plan ? What motive could incite me to bury myfelfin rufiic obfcurity ? How did I purpofe to difpofe of myfelf ? Had fome new friend fprung up more able or more willing to benefit me than he had been ? " No," I anfwered, " I have no relation who would own me, or friend who would 6 protect ARTHUR MERVYN. proteft me. If I went into the country, it would be to the toilfome occupations of a day-labourer j but even that was better than my prefent fituation." " This opinion," he obferved, " muft be newly formed. What is there irkfome or offer five in your prefent mode of life ? That this man condefcended to expof- tulate with me, to diflliade me from my new plan, and to enumerate the benefits which he was willing to confer, penetrated my heart with gratitude. I could not but acknowledge that leifure and literature, copi- ous and elegant accommodation were valuable u for their own fake that all the delights of fenfation, and refinements of intelligence "Vere comprifed within my prefent fphere, and would be nearly wanting in that to which I was going ; I felt temporary compunction for my folly, and determined to adopt a different deportment. I could not prevail upon mylelt to unfold the true caufe of my dejection, and permitted him, therefore, to afcribe it to a kind of home-ficknefs, to inexperience, ARTHUR MERVYN. 143 inexperience, and to that ignorance which, on being ufhered into a new fcene, is op- prefled with a fenfation of foriornnefs. He remarked that thefe chimeras would vaniih before the influence of time, and company, and occupation. On the next week he would mrnifh me with employment j mean- while, he would introduce me into company, where intelligence and vivacity would com- bine to difpel my gloom. As foon as we feparated, my inquietudes returned. I contended with them in vain, and finally refolved to abandon my prelent fituation. When and how this purpofe was to be effected I knew not that was to be the theme of future deliberation, Evening having arrived, Welbeck pro- pofed to me to accom- any him on a vifin to one of his friends. I cheerfully accepted the invitation, and went with him to your friend, Mr. Wortle\ 's. A numerous party was aiTembled, chiefly of the female fex. I was introduced by \Veibeck by the title of 6 yuung Jtiend of his. JNotwithftanding my embarraffment, 144 ARTHUR MERVYN. ^mbarrarlment, I did not fail to attend to what pafTcd on this occafion. I remarked that the utrnoft deference was paid to my companion, on whom his entrance into this company appeared to operate like magic. Ir]is eyes fparkled, his features expanded ir.to - a benign ferenity, and his wonted rcferve .gave -place to a torrent-like and overflowing elocution. I marked this change in his deportment with the utmoft aft on i foment. So great was -it, that I could hardly perfuade myfeif that . it was the fame perfon. A mind thus fuf- ceptible of new imprefTions, mull be, I conceived, of a wonderful texture. Nothing was further from my expectations than that this vivacity was mere diffimulation, and would take its have of him when he left the company; yet this I found to be the cafe. The door was no fooner clofed after him, than his accuftomed folemnuy returned ; he ipake little, and that liitle was delivered with emphatical and monofyliabic brevity. V\ e returned home at a late hour, and I immediately ARTHUR MERVYN. 145" immediately retired to my chamber, not fo much from the defire of repofe, as in order to enjoy and purfue my own reflections without interruption, The condition of my mind was confider- ably remote from happinefs. i was placed in a fcene that furnifhed fuel to my curiofity. This paffion is a fource of pleafure, provided its gratification be practicable. I had no reafon, in my prefent circumftances, to defpair of knowledge, yet fufpicion and anxiety befet me. t I thought upon the delay and toil which the removal of my ignorance would coft, and reaped only pain and fear from the reflection. The air was remarkably fultry. Lifted fafhes and lofty ceilings were infufficient to attemper it. The perturbation of my thoughts affected my body, and the heat which opprefled me was aggravated, by my reftleffhefs, almoft into fever. Some hours were thus painfully patted, when I recollected that the bath, erected in the court below, contained a VOL. i. H 146 ARTHUR MERVYtf. fufficient antidote to the fcorching influence of the atmofphere. I rofe, and defcended the flairs foftly, that I might not alarm Wclbeck and the lady, who occupied the two rooms on the fecond floor. I proceeded to the bath ; and filling the refervoir with water, fpeedily diffipated the heat that incommoded me. Of all Jpecies of fenfual gratification, that was the moft delicious ; and I continued for a long time laving my limbs, and mciftening my hair. In the midft of this amufement, I noticed the approach of day, and immediately faw the propriety of returning to my cham- ber. I returned with the fame caution which I had ufed in defcending. My feet were bare, fo that it was eafy to proceed, unattended by the fmalleft fignal of my progrefs. I had reached the carpetted ftaircafe, and was flowly afcending, when I heard, within the chamber that was occupied by the lady, a noife as of fome one moving. Though not confcious of having acted improperly, yet ARTHUR MERVYN. 147 yet I felt reluctance to be feen. There was no reafon to fuppofe that this found was connected with the detection of me in this fituationj yet I acted as if this reafon exifted, and made hafte to pafs the door, and gain the fecond flight of Hairs. I was unable to accomplifli my defign, when the chamber-door (lowly opened, and Welbeck, with a light in his hand, came out. I was abafhed and difconcerted at this interview. He ftarted at feeing me ; but difcovering in an inftant who it was, his face afTumed an expreffion in which fhame and anger were powerfully blended. He leemed on the point of opening his mouth to rebuke me ; but fuddenly checking himfelf, he laid, in a tone of. mildnefs " How is this ? "Whence come you ?" His emotion fcemed to communicate itfelf, with an electrical rapidity, to my heart. My tongue faltered while I made fome anfwer. I fald cc I have been feekino relief ^ *~j from the heat of the weather in the bath." He heard my explanation in iilence ; and H 2 after ARTHUR MERVYtf. after a moment's paufe, pafied into his own room, and fhut himfclf in. I haflened to my chamber. A different obferver might have found in thefe circumftances no food for his fufpicion or his wonder ; to me, however, they fug- gefted vague and tumultuous ideas. As 1 ftrode acrofs the room, I repeated - Cf This woman is his daughter. What proof have [ of 'that? He once averted it, and has frequently uttered allufions and hints, from which no other inference could be drawn. The chamber from wjiich he came, in an hour devoted to deep, was her's. For what end could a vifit like this be paid ? A parent may vifit his child at all feafons without a crime. On feeing me, methought his features indicated more than furprife. A keen interpreter would be apt to fufpect a confcioufnefs of wrong. What if this woman be not his child ! How (hall their relationship be afcertained ?" I was fummoned at the cuftomary hour to breakfaft. My mind was full of ideas con- nected ARTHUR MERVYN. 149 ne&ed with this incident. I was not endowed with fufficient firmnefs to propofe the cool and fyftematic obfervation of this man's deportment. I felt as if the (late of my mind could not but be evident to him, and experienced in myfelf all the confufion which this difcovery was calculated to produce in him. I would have willingly excufed myfelf from meeting him, but that was impodible. At breakfaft, after the ufual falurations, nothing was faid. For a time I fcarcely lifted my eyes from the table. Stealing a glance at Welbeck, I difcovered in his features nothing but his wonted ^gravity. He ap- peared occupied with thoughts that had no relation to laft night's adventure. This encouraged me, and I gradually recovered my compofure. Their inattention to me allowed me cccafionally to throw fcrutinizing and comparing glances at the face of each. The rclationfnip of parent and child is commonly difcoverable in the vifage ; but the child may refemble either of its parents, yet have no feature in common with both. H 3 Here ARTHUR MERVYN. Here outlines, furfaces, and hues were in abfolute contrariety. That kindred fubfifted between them was poffible, notwithftanding this diffimilitude ; but this circumftance contributed to envenom my fufpicions. Breakfaft being finifhed, Welbeck caft an eye cf invitation to the piano-forte. The lady rofe to comply with his requeft. My eye chanced to be at that moment fixed on her. In ftepping to the inftrument, fome motion or appearance awakened a thought in my mind, which affected my feelings like the (hock of an earthquake. I have too flight an acquaintance with the hiftory of the pafiions to truly explain the emotion which now throbbed in my veins. I had been a ftranger to what is called love. From fubfequent reflection I have contracted a fufpicion that the fentiment with which I regarded this lady was not untindtured from this fource, and that hence arofe the turbu- lence of my feelings on obferving what I conftrued into marks of pregnancy. The evidence ARTHUR MERVYN. evidence afforded me was flight, yet it exer- cifed an abfolute fway over my belief. It was well that this fufpicion had not been fjoner excited. Now civility did not require my (lay in the apartment, and nothing but flight could conceal the ftate of my mind. I haftened, therefore, to a dulance, and fhrouded myfclf in the friendly fccrecy of my own chamber. The conftitution of my mind is doubtlefs fingular and perverfe j yet that opinion, perhaps, is the fruit of my ignorance. It may by no means be uncommon for men to faJJiion their conclufions in oppofition to evi- dence and probability, and fo as to feed their malice, and fubvert their bappinefs. Thus it was, in an eminent degree, in my cafe ; the fimple fact was connected, in my mind, with a train of the rnoft hateful confe- quences. The depravity of Welbeck was inferred from it. The charms of this angelic woman were tarniftied and withered. I had formerly furveyed her as a precious and H 4 perfect 152 ARTHUR MERVYN. perfect monument, but now it was a fcene of ruin and blaft. This had been a fource of fufficient an- guifh ; but this was not all, I recollected that the claims of a parent had been urged. Will you believe that thefe claims were now admitted, and that they heightened the ini- quity of Welbeck into the blacked and moft ftupendous of all crimes ? Thefe ideas were neceflariiy tranfient. Conclufions more for- midable to appearances fucceeded. This Jady might have been lately reduced to widowhood. The recent lofs of a beloved companion would fufficiently account for her dejection, and make her prefent fituation compatible with duty. By this new train of ideas I was fome- what comforted. I faw the folly of preci- pitate inferences, and the injuftice of my atrocious imputations, and acquired fome degree of patience in my prefent ftate of uncertainty. My heart was lightened of its wonted bunhen j and I laboured to invent fome ARTHUH MERVYN. 153 fome harmlefs explication of the fcene that 1 had witnefled the preceding night. At dinner Welbeck appeared as ufual, hut not the lady. I afcribed her abfence to fome cafual indifpofition, and ventured to enquire into the ftate of her health. My companion faid Hie was well, but that me had left the city for a month or two, finding the heat of fummer inconvenient where (he was. This was no unplaufible reafon for retirement. A candid mind would have acquiefced in this reprefentation, and found in it nothing incon- fiftent with a fuppofition refpeding the caule of appearances favourable to her character : butotherwife was I affected. The uneafmefs which had flown for a moment, returned, and I funk into gloomy fiience. From this I was roufed by my patron, who requefted me to deliver a billet, which he put into my hand, at the counting- houfe of Mr. Thetford, and to bring him an anfwer. This meffage was fpeedily per- formed. I entered a large building by the river fide. A fpacious apartment prefented H 5 itfdf, 154 ARTHUR MERVYN. itfelf, well furnifhed with pipes and hogfheads. In one corner was a fmaller room, in which- a gentleman was bufy at writing. I advanced to the door of the room, but was there met by a young perfon, who received my paper, and delivered it to him within. I flood Hill at the door, but was near enough to overhear what would pafs between them. The letter was laid upon the defk, and prefently he that fat at it, lifted his eyes, and glanced at the fuperfcription. He fcarcely fpoke above a whifper ; but his words, never- thelefs, were clearly diftinguilhable. I did not call to mind the found of his voice, but his words called up a train of recollections. " Lo !" faid he, carelefsly, " this is from the Nabob /" An incident fo flight as this was fufficient to open a fpacious fcene of meditation. This little word, half whifpered in a thoughtlels mood, was a key to unlock an extenfive cabinet of fecrets. Thetford was probably indifferent whether his exclamation was over- heard. ARTHUR MERVYN. 155 heard. Little did he think on the inferences which would be built upon it. " The Nabob !" By this appellation had Ibme one been denoted in the chamber- dialogue, of which I had been an unfuf- pected auditor. The man who pretended poverty, and yet gave proofs of inordinate wealth whom it was pardonable to defraud of thirty thoufand dollars firft, becaufe the lofs of that fum would be trivial to one opulent as he ; and, fecondly, becaufe he was imagined to have acquired this opulence by other than honed methods. Inftead of forthwith returning home, I wandered into the fields to indulge myfelf in the new thoughts which were produced by this oc- currence. I entertained no doubt that the per fan alluded to was my patron. No new light was thrown upon his character, unlcis forne^ thing were deducible from the charge vaguely made, that his wealth was the fruit of illicit practices. He was opulent, and the fources of his wealth were unknown, if not to the H 6 reft 156 ARTHUR MERVYN. reft of the community, at leaft to Thetford. But here a plot had been laid. The fortune of Thetford's brother was to rife from the fuccefs of artifices, of which the credulity of Welbeck was to be the victim. To detect and to counterwork this plot was obvioufly my duty. My interference might now indeed be too late to be ufeful ; but this was at leaft to be afcertained by experiment. How mould my intention be effected ? I had hitherto concealed from Welbeck my adventures at Thetford's houfe. Thefe it was now neceffary to difclofc, and to mention the recent occurrence. My deductions, in confequence of my ignorance, might be erroneous j but of their truth, his knowledge of his own affairs would enable him to judge. It was poffible that Thetford and he, whofe chamber-converfation I had overheard, were different perfons. I endeavoured in vain to afcertain their identity by a comparifon of their voices. The words lately heard, my remembrance did not enable me certainly to pronounce to be uttered by the fame organs. *" This ARTHUR MERVYN. 157 This uncertainty was of little moment. It fufficed that Welbeck was defignated by this appellation, and that therefore he was proved -to be the fubjec~b of fome fraudulent proceeding. The information that I pof- fcfled, it was my duty to communicate as expeditioufly as pofiible, I was refolved to employ the firft opportunity that offered for this end. My meditations had been ardently pur- fuedj arid when I recalled my attention, I found myfelf bewildered among fields and fences. It was late before I extricated myfelf from unknown paths, and readhed home. I entered the parlour, but Welbeck was not there. A table, with tea-equipage for one perfon, was fet, from which I inferred that Welbeck was engaged abroad. This belief was confirmed by the report of the fervant. He could not inform me where his mafter was, but merely that he would not take tea at home. This incident was a fource of vexation and impatience. I knew not but that 158 ARTHUR MERVYTN. that delay would be of the utmoft moment to the fafety of my friend. Wholly unac- quainted as I was with the nature of his con- tracts with Thetford, I could not decide whether a fmgle hour would not avail to obviate the evils that threatened him. Had I known whither to trace his footfleps, I (hould certainly have fought an immediate interview ; but as it was, I was obliged to wait with what patience I could collect: for his return to his own houfe. I waited hour after hour in vain. The fun declined, and the fhades of evening defcended^ but Welbeck was ftill at a diftance. CHAP ARTHUR MERVYN. 159 CHAP. IX. A DREADFUL TALE. did not return, though hour fucceeded hour till the clock flruck ten. I enquired of the fervants, who informed me that their mailer was not accuflomed to flay out fo late. I feated myielf at a table in the parlour, on which there flood a light, and liftened for the fignal of his coming, either by the found of fleps on the pavement without, or by a peal from the bell. The filence was uninterrupted and profound, and each minute added to my fum of impatience and anxiety. To l6o ARTHUR MERVYN. To relieve myfclf from the heat of the weather, which was aggravated by the con- dition of my .thoughts, as well as to beguile this tormenting interval, it occurred to me to betake myfelf to the bath. I left the candle where it flood, and imagined that even in the bath I mould hear the found of the bell, which would be rung upon his arrival at the door. No fuch fignal occurred -, and after taking this refrefhment, I prepared to return to my poft. The parlour was Hill unoccupied. But this was not all ; the candle I had lefc upon the table was gone. This was an inexplicable circumftance. On my promife to wait for their mafter, the fervants had retired to bed. No fignal of any one's en- trance had been given. The ftreet-door was locked, and the key hung at its cuftomary place upon the wall. What was I to think? It was obvious to fuppoie that the candle had been removed by a domeftic, but their footfteps could not be traced ; and I was not fufficiently acquainted with the houfe to find the ARTHUR MERVYN. l6l the way, efpecially immerled indarknefs, to their chamber. One meafure, however, it was evidently proper to take, which was to ftipply myfelf anew with a light. This was inftantly performed ; but what was next to be done ? I was weary of the perplexities in which I v\as embroiled. I faw no avenue to efcape from them, but that which led me to the bofom of Nature, and to my ancient occu- pations. For a moment 1 was tempted to refume my ruflic garb, and on that very hour to defert this habitation. One thing only detained me the defire to apprize. my patron of the treachery of Thetford. For this end I was anxious to obtain an inter- view j but now 1 reflected that this infor- mation could by other means be imparted. Was it not fufficient to write him briefly thcfe particulars, and leave him to profit by the knowledge ? Thus I might likewife o o acquaint him with my motives for thus ab- ruptly and unfeafonably deferring his fervice. To l6l ARTHUR MERVYtf. To the execution of this fcheme pen and paper were necefiary. The bufmefs of writing was performed in the chamber on the third ftory. I had been hitherto denied accefs to this room ; in it was a fhow of papers and books. Here it was that rhe tafk for which I had been retained, was to be performed ; but I was to enter ir, and leave it only in company with Welbcck. For what reafons, I afked, was this procedure to be adopted ? The influence of prohibitions and an appearance of difguife in awakening curiofity, are well known. My mind fattened upon the idea of this room with an unufual degree of intenfenefs. I had feen it but for a moment. Many of Welbeck's hours were fpent in it. It was not to be inferred that they were confumed in idlenefs : what then was the nature of his employment, over which a veil of fuch impenetrable fecrecy was caft ? Will you wonder that the defign of enter- ing this recefs was infenfibly formed ? Pof- fibly it was locked, but its accefliblenefs was likewife ARTHUR MERVYN. likewife poffible. I meant not the com- mifTion of any crime. My principal purpofe was to procure the implements of writing, which were elfewhere not to be found. I mould neither unfeal pnpers, nor open draw- ers ; I would merely take a furvey of the volumes, and attend to the objects that fpontaneoufly prefented themfelves to my view. In this there furely was nothing criminal or blameworthy. Meanwhile, I was not unminJful of the fudden diiappei ranee of the candle. This incident filled my boforn with the inquietudes of fear, and the pertur- bations of wonder. Once more I paufed to catch any found that might arife from without. All was ftill. I feized the candle, and prepared to mount the flairs. I had not reached the firft land- ing, when I called to mind my midnight meeting with \Velbeck at the door of his daughter's chamber. The chamber was now dcfjlate perhaps it was acceilible - t if fo, no injury could be done by entering it. My curioiity was ftrong, but it pictured to itfelf no 164 ARTHUR MERVYN. no precife object. Three fteps would bear me ro the door. The trial whether ic was fattened, might be made in a moment j and I readily imagined that fomething might be found within, to reward the trouble of exa- mination. The door yielded to my hand, and I eniered. No remarkable objecl was difcoverahlc. The apartment was fupplicd with the ufual furniture. I bent my fteps towards a table, over which a mirror was iufpended. My glances, which roved with fwiftnefs from one object to another, fhortly lighted on a mini- ature portrait that hung near. I fcrutinized it with eagernefs. It was impoffible to over- look its refemblance to my own vifage. This was fo great, that for a moment I imagined myfelf to have been the original from which it had been drawn. This flattering con- ception yielded place to a belief merely of fimiiitude between me and the genuine original. The thoughts which this opinion was fitted to produce, were fufpended by a new object. A fmall ARTHUR MERVYN. 165 A fmall volume, that had apparently been much ufed, lay upon the toilet. I opened it, and found it to contain fome of the Dramas of Apoftolo Zeno. I turned over the leaves : a written paper faluted my fight. A fingle glance informed me that it was Englifh. For the prefent I was infenfible to all motives that would command me to forbear. I feized the paper with an intention to perufe it. At that moment a ftunning report was heard ; it was loud enough to (hake the walls of the apartment, and abrupt enough to throw me into tremors. I dropped the book, and yielded far a moment to con- fuGon and furprife. From what quarter it came I was unable accurately to determine j but there could be no doubt, from its loud.- nefs, that it was near, and even in the houfe. It was no lefs manifeft that the found arofe from the difcharge of a piftol. Some hand muft have drawn the trigger. I recol- OO lefted the dilappearance of the candle from the room below. Inftantly a fuppofition , 4 darted l66 ARTHUR MEPVYN. darted into my mind, which made my hair rife, and my teeth chatter. " This," I faid, is the deed of Wei- beck. He entered while, I was abfent from the room ; he fepaired to his chamber, and, prom | ted by fome unknown inftigation, has inflicted on himfelf death !" This idea had a tendency to palfy my limbs and my thoughts. Some time patted in painful and tumultuous fluctuation. My averfion to this cataftrophe, rather than a belief of being by that means able to prevent or repair the evil, induced me to attempt to enter his chamber. It was poffible that my conjectures were erroneous. The door of his room was locked. I knocked I demanded entrance in a low voice. I put my eye and my ear to the keyhole and the crevices -, nothing could be heard or feen. It was unavoidable to con- clude that no cne was within, yet the effluvia of gunpowder was perceptible. Perhaps the room above had been the fcene of this catattrophe. 1 afcended the fecond ARTHUR MERVYN. 167 fecond flight of flairs. I approached the door. No (ound could be caught, by my moft vigilant attention. I put out the light that I carried, and was then able to perceive that there was light within the room. I fcarcely knew how to act. For fome minutes I paufed at the door. I fpoke, and re- quefted permiffion to enter. My words were fucceeded by a deathlike ftillnefs. At length I ventured foftly to withdraw the bolt, to open the door, and to advance within the room. Nothing could exceed the horror of my expectation, yet I was ftartled by the fcene that I beheld. In a chair, whofe back was placed againft the front wall, fat Welbeck. My entrance alarmed him not, nor rou fed him from the ftupor into which he was plunged. He refted his hands upon his knees, and his eyes were rivetted to fomething that lay, at the diftance of a few feet before him, on the floor. A fecond glance was fufficient to inform me of what nature this object was. It was the body of a man, bleeding, ghaftly, and ARTHUR MRVYN. and (till exhibiting the marks of convulfion and agony ! I fhall omit to defcribe the fhock which a fpedacle like this communicated to my unpraftifed fenfes. I was nearly as panic- flruck and powerlefs as Welbeck himfelf. I gazed, without power of fpeech, at onetime, at Welbeck j tnen I fixed terrified eyes on the diftorted features of the dead. At length "Welbeck, recovering from his reverie, looked up, as if to fee \\ho it was that had entered. No furprife, no alarm was betrayed by him on feeing me ; he manifetled no defire or intention to interrupt the fearful filence. My thoughts wandered in confufion and terror. The mil impulfe was to fly from the fcene, but I could not be long infenfible to the exigencies of the moment. I faw that affairs muft not be fuffered to remain in their prefent fituation. The infenfibility or defpair of Welbeck required confolation and fuccour. How to communicate my thoughts, or offer my afiiftance, I knew not. What led to thb ARTHUR MERVYN. l6<) this murderous cataftrophe who it was whofc breathlefs corpfe was before me what con- cern Welbeck had in producing his death, were as yet unknown. At length he rofc from his feat, and ftrode at firft with faltering, and then with more ftedfaft fleps acrofs the floor. This motion feemed to put him in porTeffion ofhimfcif. He fcemed now, for the firft time, to recog- nife my prefence. He turned to me, and faid, in a tone of fe verity " How now ! What brings you here ?" This rebuke was unexpected. I ftammered out in reply, that the report of the piftol had alarmed me, and that I came to difcover the caufe of it. He noticed not my anfwer, but refumecl his perturbed fteps, and his anxious, but abft rafted looks. Suddenly he checked himfelf, and glancing a furious eye at the corpfe, he muttered " Yes, the die is caft j this worthlefs and miferable fcene (hall laft no longer ! I will at once get rid of life and all its humiliations!" VOL. i. i Here I7O ARTHUR MERVYN> Here fucceeded a new paufe. The courfe of his thoughts Teemed now to become once more tranquil. Sadnefs, rather than fury, overfpread his features j and his accent, when he fpoke to me, was not faltering, but folemn. " Mervyn," faid he, " you comprehend not this fcene. Your youth and inexperience make you a ilranger to a deceitful and flagi- tious world. You know me not. It is time that this ignorance ihould vanim. The knowledge of me and my actions may be of ufe to you it may teach you to avoid the fhoals on which my virtue and my peace have been wrecked ; but to the reft of man- kind it can be of no ufe. The ruin of my fame is perhaps irretrievable ; but the height of my iniquity need not be known. I perceive in you a rectitude and firmnefs worthy to be trufted ; promife me, therefore, that not a fyllable of what I tell you mail ever pafs your lips.'* I had lately experienced the inconvenience of a promife j but I was now confufed, embarrafled, ARTHUR MERVYtt. 1J I tmbarraffed, ardently inquifitive as to the nature of this fcene, and unapprized of the motives that might afterwards occur, per- fuading or compelling me to difclofure. The promife which he exacted was given. He refumed " I have detained you in my fervice, partly for your own benefit, but chiefly for mine. I intended to inflict upon you injury, and to do you good. Neither of rhefe ends can I now accomplifli, unlefs the leflons which my example may inculcate, fhall in- fpire you with fortitude, and arm you wich caution. '" What it was that made me thir, I know not. I am not deftitute of under- Handing. My third of knowledge, though irregular, is ardent. I can talk and feel as virtue and juftice prefcribe; yet the tenor of my a&ions has been uniform. One tifiue of iniquity and folly has been my life, while my thoughts have been familiar with enlightened and difinterefted principles. Scorn and deteftation I have heaped upon i 2 myfel ARTHUR MERVYN- rnyfelf. Yefterday is remembered with re- morfe ; to-morrow, is contemplated with anguifo and fear; yet every day is pro- duftive of the fame crimes and of the fame follies. tc I was left by the infolvency of my father (a trader of Liverpool) without any means of fupport but fuch as labour mould afford me. Whatever could generate pride and the love of independence, was my portion. Whatever could incite to diligence, was the growth of my condition j yet my indolence was a curelefs difeafe, and there were no arts too fordid for me to practiie. " I was content to live on the bounty of a kinfman. His family was numerous, and his revenue fmall. He forbore to upbraid me, or even to infmuate the propriety of providing formyfelf; but he empowered me to purfue any liberal or mechanical pro- feffion which might luh my taile. 1 was infenfible to every generous motive, I laboured to forget my dependant and dif- graceful condition, becaufe the remembrance was a fource of anguifh, without being able to ARTHUR MERVVtf. 175 to infpire me with a fteady refolution to change it. " I. contracted an acquaintance with a woman who was unchafte, perverfe, and malignant. Me, however, me found it no difficult tafk to deceive. My uncle remon- flrated againft the union. He took infinite pains to unveil my error, and to convince me that wedlock was improper for one de- ftitute as I was of the means of iupport, even if the object of my choice were per- fonally unexceptionable. " His reprefentations were liftened to with anger. That he thwarted my will in this refpect, even by affectionate expoftula- tion, cancelled all that debt of gratitude which I owed to him. I rewarded him for all his kindnefs by invective and difdain, and haftened to complete my ill-omened marriage. I had deceived the woman's father by afTertions of pofieffing fecret re- fources. To gratify my paffion, I defcended to diffimulation and falfehood. He admitted me into his family as the hufband of his child j but the character of my wife, and i 3 the 174 ARTHUR MERVYN. the fallacy of my affertions were quickly difcovered. He denied me accommodation under his roof, and I was turned forth to the world, to endure the penalty of my ram- nefs and my indolence* ct Temptation would have moulded me into any villanous fhape. My virtuous theories and comprehenfive erudition would not have faved me from the bafeft of crimes. Luckily for me, I was, for the prefent, ex- empted from temptation. I had formed an acquaintance with a young American Cap- tain. On being partially informed of my fituation, he invited me to embark with him for his own country. My pafiage was gra- tuitous, i arrived in a fhort time at Charlefton, which was the place of his, abode. " He introduced me to his family, every member of which was, like himfelf, imbued with affeclion and benevolence. I was treated like their Ion and brother. I was hofpitably entertained until I mould be able to felect fome path of lucrative induftry. Such ARTHUR MERVYW. 17$ Such was my incurable depravity, that I made no hafte to felect my purfuit. An interval of inoccupation fucceeded, which. I applied to the word purpofes. " My friend had a filter who was married; but, during the abfence of her hufband, rcfided with her family. Hence originated our acquaintance. The pureft of human hearts, and the mod vigorous underftanding were her's. She idolized her hufband, who well deferved to be the object of her adora- tion, Her affection for him, and her general principles, appeared to s be confirmed beyond the power to be maken. I fought her in- tercourfe without illicit views ; I delighted in the effufions of her candour, and the flafhes of her intelligence j I conformed, by a kind of inftinctive hypocrify, to her views; I fpoke and felt from the influence of imme- diate and momentary conviftion. She ima- gined fhe had found in me a friend worthy to partake in all her fympathies, and forward all her \vifhes. We were mutually deceived. She was the victim of fclf-delufion ; but I i 4 mult 176 ARTHUR MERVYW. muft charge myfelf with pra&ifing deceit both upon myfelf and her. te I reflect with aftonimment and horror on the fteps which led to her degradation and to my calamity. In the high career of paffion all confequences were overlooked. She was the dupe of the moft audacious fophiftry, and the grofleft delufion. I was the flave of fenfual impulfes and voluntary blindnefs. The erTVct may be eafily con- ceived. Not till fymptoms of pregnancy began to appear, were our eyes opened to the ruin which impended over us. " Then J began to revolve the confe- quences which the mift of paffion had hitherto concealed. I was tormented by the pangs of remorfe, and purfucd by the phantom of ingratitude. To complete my defpair, this unfortunate lady was apprized of my mar- riage with another woman a circumftance which I had anxioufly concealed from her. She fled from her father's houfe at a time when her hufband and brother were hourly expected. What became of her I know not. She ARTHUR MERVYN. 177 She left behind her a letter to her father, in which the melancholy truth was told. " Shame and remorfe had no power over my life. To elude the ftorm of invective and upbraiding, to quiet the uproar of my mind, I did not betake myfelf to voluntary death. My pufillanimity (till clung to this wretched exiftence. I abruptly retired from the fcehe, and, repairing to the port, em- barked in the firft veffel which appeared. The fhip chanced to belong to Wilmington, in Delaware j and here I fought ouc an obfcure and cheap abode. " I poflfefled no means of fubfiftence. I was unknown to my neighbours, and defired to remain unknown. I was unqualified for manual labour by all the habits of my life j but there was no choice between penury and diligence between honeft labour and cri- minal inactivity. I mufed inceflantly on the forlornnefs of my condition. Hour after hour patted, and the horrors of want began to encompafs me. i foughr with eagernefs for an avenue by which I mignt efcape from it. 15 The 178 ARTHUR MERVYN. The perverfenefs of my nature led me on from one guilty thought to another. I took, refuge in my cuftomary fophiftries, and re- conciled myfelf at length to a fcheme of forgery I CHAP. X. t * THE TALE CONTINUED* < JnLAVINGr ascertained my purpofe, it was requifite to fearch out the means by which I might effect it. Thefe were not clearly or readily fuggefled. The more I contem- plated my project, the more numerous and arduous its difficulties appeared. I had no aflfociates in my undertaking. A due regard to my fafety, and the unextinguifhed fenfe of ARTHUR MERVYN. 179 fhonour deterred me from feeking auxiliaries and co-agents. The efteem of mankind was the fpririg of all my activity, the parent of all my virtue and all my vice. To preierve this, it was necefTary that my guilty projects fhould have neither witnefs nor partaker. " I quickly difcovered that to execute this- fcheme demanded time, application, and money ; none of which my prefent (ituation would permit me to devote to it. At firft it appeared that an attainable degree of fkill and eircumfpection would enable me to arrive,, by means of counterfeit bills, to the pinnacle of affluence and honour. My error was detected by a cloier fcrutiny j and I finally faw nothing in this path but enormous perils, and infurmountable impediments. " Yet what alternative was offered me ? To maintain myfelf by the labour of my hands,, to perform any toilfbme or prefcribed tafk* was incompatible with my nature. My habits debarred me from country occupations. My pride regarded as vile and ignominious i 6 drudgery, l8o ARTHUR MERVYN. drudgery, any employment which the town could afford. Meanwhile, my wants were as urgent as ever, and my funds were ex- haufted. " There are few, perhaps, whofe external iituation refembled mine, who would have found in it any thing but incitements to in- duftry and invention. A thoufand methods of fubfiftence, honeft, but laborious, were at my command ; but to thefe I entertained an irreconcileable averfion. Eafe, and the refpedt attendant upon opulence, I was willing to purchafe at the price of ever- wakeful fufpicion and eternal remorfe 3 but* even at this price, the purchafe was im- poflible. " The defperatenefs of my condition became hourly more apparent. The further I ex- tended my view, the darker grew the clouds which hung over futurity. Anguifli and infamy appeared to be the infeparable con- ditions of my exigence. There was one mode of evading the evils that impended. To ARTHUR MEKVYff. To free myfelf from felf- upbraiding, and to fhun the perfections of my fortune, was poffible only by (baking off life icfelf. <c One evening, as I traverfed the ~bank of the creek, thefe difmal meditations were un- commonly intenfe. They at length terminated in a refoiution to throw myfelf into the ftream. The firft impulfe was to rufa in- ftantly to my death ; but the remembrance of papers lying at my lodgings, which might unfold more than I defired to the curiofity of furvivors, induced me to poftpone this cataftrophe till the next morning. " My purpofe being formed, I found my heart lightened of its ufual weight. By you it will be thought ftrange, but it is never- thelefs true, that I derived from this new profpeft not only tranquillity, but cheerful- nefs. I haflened home. As foon as I entered, my landlord informed me that a perfon had been fearching for me in my abfcnce. This was an unexampled incident, and foreboded me no good. I was ftrongly perfuaded that my vifitant had been led hither I $2 ARTHUR MERVYtf. hither not by friendly, but hoftile purpoles,- This perfuafion was confirmed by the de- fcriptionof the ft ranger's guife and demeanour given by my landlord. My fears inftandy recoenifed the image of Watibn the mani *-> J by whom I had been fo eminently benefited, and whofe kindnefs I had compenfated by the ruin of his filler, and the confufion of his family. " An interview with this man was lefs- to be endured, than to look upon the face of an avenging Deity. I was determined to- avoid this interview, and for this end to- execute my fatal purpofe within the hour. My papers were collected with a tremulous hand, and configned to the flames. I then, bade my landlord inform all vifitants that I fhould not return till the next day, and once more flattened towards the river. " My way led pad the inn where one of the ftages from Baltimore was accuftomed to ftop. 1 was not unaware that Watfon had poflibly been brought in the coach which had recently arrived, and which now flood before ARTHUR KERVYN.. r8j before the door of the inn. The danger of my being defcried or encountered by him as I patted, did not fail to occur. This was to be eluded by deviating from the main ftreet. " Scarcely had I turned a corner for this purpofe, when I was accoffed by a young man, whom I knew to be an inhabitant of the town, but with whom I had hitherto had no intercourfe but what confided in* a tranfient falutation. He apologized for the liberty of addrefling me, .and at the fame time enquired if I underftood the French language. Cf Being anfwered in the affirmative, he proceeded to tell me that in the ftage juftr arrived, had come a paflenger a youth who appeared to be French, who was wholly unacquainted with our language, and who had been feized with a violent difeafe. " My informant had felt' companion for the forlorn condition of the ftranger, and had juft been feeking me at my lodgings^ in hopes that my knowledge of French would 14 ARTHUR MERVYN. would enable me to converfe with the fick man, and obtain from him a knowledge of his fituation and views, " The apprehenfions I had precipitately formed were thus removed, and I readily confented to perform this fervice. The youth was indeed in a deplorable con- dition. Befides the pains of hisdifeafe, he was overpowed by dejection. The innkeeper \vas extremely anxious for the removal of his gueft j he was by no means wi.ling to fuftain the trouble and expence of a fick or a dying man, for which it was fcarcely probable that he mould ever be reimburfed. The traveller had no baggage, and his drefs. betokened the prefTure of many wants. <f My companion tor this flranger was pow- erfully a.\akened. I was in pofTelTun of a fuitable apartment, for which 1 had no power to pay the rent that was accruing ; but my inability in this refpect was unknown, and I mightenjoy my lodgings unmolefted for fome weeks. The fate of this youth would be fpeedily decided, and I" mould be left at" liberty ARTttUR MERVYN. I5 liberty to execute my firft intentions before my embarraffments mould be vifibly in- creafed. " After a moment's paufe, T coridy&ed the ftranger to my home, placed him in mj^wn bed, and became his nurfe. His malady was fuch as is known in the tropical iflands by the name of the yellow or malignant fever ; and the phyfician who was called, fpeedily pronounced his cafe defperate. tc It was my duty to warn him of the death that was haftening, and to promife the ful- filment of any of his wimes, not inconfiftent with my prefent fituation, He received my intelligence with fortitude, and appeared anxious to communicate fome information refpecling his o;vn date. His pangs and his weaknefs fcarcely allowed him to be intel- ligible. From his feeble efforts and broken narrative I collected thus much concerning his family and fortune. " His father's name was Vincentio Lcdi. From a merchant at Leghorn, he had changed hiinfelf into a planter in the ifland -of ARTHUR MERVYtf.. of Guadaloupe. His fon had been fent, at an early age, for the benefits of education, to Europe. The young Vincentio was at length informed by his father that, being weary of his prefent mode of exiftence, he had deter- mined to fell his property, and tranfport himfelf to the United States. The fon was directed tohaftenhome, that he might embark, with his father on this voyage. The fummons was cheerfully obeyed.. The youth, on his arrival at the ifland,, found preparation making for the funeral of his father. It appeared that the elder Lodi had flattered one of his flaves with the profpeft of his freedom, but had, neverthelefs, in- cluded this flave in the fale that he had made of his eftate. Actuated by revenge, the flave aflkffinated Lodi in the open ftreet, and refigned himfelf, without a ftruggle, to the punilhment which the law had provided for fuch a deed. " The property had been recently transfer- red, and the price was now prelented to young Vincentio by the purchafer. He was by no means ARTHUR MERVYN- I 87 means inclined to adopt his father's project, and was impatient to return with his inhe- ritance to France. Before this could be done, the conduct of his father had rendered a voyage to the Continent indifpenfable. " Lodi had a daughter, whom, a few weeks previous to his death, he had entrufted to> an American Captain, for whom he had con- tracted a friendfhip. The veffel was bound to Philadelphia j but the conduct me was to purfue, and the abode me was to felect on her arrival, were known only to the father, whofe untimely death involved the fon in confiderable uncertainty with regard to his filter's fate. His anxiety on this account induced him to feize the firft conveyance that offered. In a fhort time he landed at Bal- timore. f As foon as he recovered from the fatigues of his voyage, he prepared to go to Phila- delphia: thither his baggage was imme- diately fent under the protection of a paffenger and countryman. His money confided of Portuguefe gold, which, in purfuance of advice* lS8 ARTHUR MERVYJT. advice, he had changed into bank-note$r He befought me, in pathetic terms, to fearch out his fitter, whofe youth, poverty, and ignorance of the language and manners of the country might expofe her to innumerable hardships. At the fame time he put a pocket-book and a'fmall volume into my hand, indicating, by his countenance and geftures, his defue that I would deliver them to his fitter. " His obfequies being decently performed, I had kifure to reflect upon the change in my condition which this incident had produced* In the pocket-book were found bills to the amount of twenty thoufand dollars. The volume proved to be a manufcript, written by the elder Lodi in Italian, and contained memoirs of the Ducal houfe of Vifconti, from whom the writer believed himfelf to have lineally defcended. " Thus had I arrived, by an avenue fo much beyond my forefight, at the polfcffion of wealth. The evil which impelled me to the brink of fuicide, and which was the fource, ARTHUR MERVYN. 189 fource, though not of all, yec of the larger portion of my anguifh, was now removed. What claims to honour or to cafe were con- f-quent on riches, were, by an extraordinary fortune, now conferred upon me. " Such for a time were my new-born, but tranfitory raptures. I forgot that this money was not min? that it had been received under every fanclion of fidelity for another's ufe. To retain it was equivalent to robbery. The fitter of the deceafed was the rightful claimant: it was my duty to fcarch^her out, and perform my tacit, but facred obli- gations, by putting the whole into her pof- femon. <f This conclufion was too adverfe to my wifhes not to be ftrenuoufly comtaceif. I alked what it was that gave man the power of ascertaining the fucceflor to his property ? During his life, he might transfer the adual pofleflion, but if vacant at his death, he, into whofe hands accident mould cad it, was the genuine proprietor. It is true that the law had fometimes othexwife decreed ; but in law ARTHt'R MERVVN-. there was no validity, further than it was able, by investigation and punifhment, to enforce its decrees. But would the law extort this money from me ? " It was rather by gefture than by words that the will of Lodi was imparted. It was the topic of remote inferences and vague conjecture, rather than of explicit and un- erring declarations. Befides, if the lady were found, would not prudence dictate the refer- vation of her fortune to be adminiftered by me for her benefit ? Of this her age and education had difqualified herfelf. It was fufficient for the maintenance of both. She would regard me as her benefactor and protector. By fupplying all her wants, and watching over her fafety, without apprizing her of the means by which I mall be enabled to do this, I mall lay irrefiftible claims to her love and her gratitude. " Such were the Ibphiftries by which reafon was feduced, and my integrity annihilated. I haftened away from my prefent abode. I cafily traced the baggage of the deceafed to 6 an ARTHUR MERVYN. : an inn, and gained pofieftion of it. It con- tained nothing but clothes and books. I then inftituted the moil diligent fcarch after the young lady. For a time my exertions were fruitlefs. " Meanwhile, the poffeffor of this houfe thought proper to embark with his family for Europe. The fum which he demanded for his furniture, though enormous, was preci- pitately paid by me. His fervants were continued in their former ftations ; and on the day he relinquifhed the manfion, I en- tered on poflcffion. <( There was no difficulty in perfuading the world that Welbeck was a perfonage of opu- lence and rank. My birth and previous adventures it was proper to conceal. The facility with which mankind are mifled in their eftimate of characters, their pronenefs to multiply inferences and conjectures will not be readily conceived by one dellitute of my experience. My fiukden appearance on the ftage, my {lately referve, my fplendid habitation^ and my circumfpeft deportment, were ARTHUR MERVYIT. were fufficient to entitle me to homage. I 1 he artifices that were ufed to unveil the truth, and the guefies that were current refpecling rne, were adapted to gratify my ruling paflion. " I did not remit my diligence to difcover the retreat of Mademoifelle Lodi. I found her at length in the family of a kinfman of the Captain, under whofe care me had come to America. Her fituation was irkfome and perilous. She had already experienced the tvils of being deftitute and indigent, and my feafonable interference fnatched her from impending and lefs fupportable ills. " I could fafely unfold all that I knew of her brother's hiftory, except the legacy which he had left. I afcribed the diligence with which I had fought her, to his death-bed in- junctions, and prevailed upon her to accept from me the treatment which me would have received from her brother if he had continued to live, and if his power to benefit her had been equal to my own. " Though kfs can be faid in praife of the underilanding ARTHUR MERVYN. 193 Underftanding than of the fenfibilities of this woman, me is one whom no one could refrain from loving, though placed in fitu- ations far lefs favourable to the generation of that fentirhent than mine. In habits of do- meftic and inceflant intercourfe, in the perpetual contemplation of features animated by boundlefs gratitude and ineffable fym- pathies, it could not be expected that either me or I mould efcape enchantment. " The poifon was too fweet not to be fwallowed with avidity by me. Too late I remembered that I was already enflaved by inextricable obligations. It was eafy to have hidden this impediment from the eyes of my companion, but here my integrity refufed to yield. I can, indeed, lay claim to little merit on account of this forbearance. If there had been no alternative between deceit and the fruftration of my hopes, I mould doubtlefs have diflembled the truth with as little fcruple on this as on a different occa- fion ; but 1 could not be blind to the weaknefs of her with whom I had to contend. I. K CHAP. 194 ARTHUR MERVYW. CHAP. XL THE CATASTROPHE. -EANWHILE large deductions had been made from my ftock of money, and the remnant would be fpeedily confumed by my prefent mode of life. My expences far exceeded my previous expectations. In no long time I mould be reduced to my ancient poverty, which the luxurious exigence that I now enjoyed, and the regard due to my be- loved and helplefs companion, would render more iikfome than ever. Some fcheme to refcue me from this fate, was indifpenfable $ but my averfion to labour to any purfuit, the ARTHUR MERVYN. the end of which was merely gain, and which would require application and attention, con- tinued undimin.imed. " I was plunged anew into dejection and perplexity. From this I was fomewhat re- lieved by a plan fuggefted by Mr. Thetford. I thought I had experience of his knowledge and integrity, and the fcheme that he pro- pofed fcemed liable to no pollibility of mif- carriage. A fhip was to be purchafed, Rip- plied with a fuitable cargo, and difpatched to a port in the Weft Indies. Lofs from ftorms and enemies was to be precluded by in- furance. Every hazard was to be enume- rated, and the (hip and cargo valued at the Higheft rate. Should the voyage be fafely performed, the profits would be double the original ex pence. Should the fhip be taken or wrecked, the infurers would have bound themfelves to make ample, fpeedy, and cer- tain indemnification. Thetford's brother, a wary and experienced trader, was to be the fupercargo. K a "All 196 ARTHUR MERVYN. All my money was laid out upon this fch< me i fcarcely enough was referved to fupply domeftic 2nd perfonal wants. Large debts were like wife incurred. Our caution had, as we conceived, annihilated every chance of failure. Too much could not be expended on a project fo infallible ; and the veflel, amply fitted and freighted, departed on her voyage. " An interval, not devoid of fufpenfe and anxiety, fucceedcd. My mercantile inex- perience made me diftruft the clearnefs of my own difcernment -, and I could not but remember that my utter and irretrievable deftruction was connected with the failure of my fcheme. Time added to my diftruft and apprehenfions. The time, at which tidings of the (hip were to be expected, elapfed without affording any information of her del- tiny. My anxieties, however, were to be carefully hidden from the world. .1 had taught mankind to believe, that this pro- ject had been adopted more for amufement than gain , and the debts which I had con- tracted, ARTHUR MERVYN. trafted, feemed to arife from willingnefs to adhere to eftablifhed maxims, more than from the preflure of necefiity. " Month fucceeded month, and intelligence was (till withheld. The notes which I had given for one-third of the cargo, and for the premium of infurance, would fhortly become due. For the payment of the former, and the cancelling of the latter, I had relied upon the expeditious return, or the demon- ftrated lots of the vefTd. Neither of thefe events had taken place. " My cares were augmented from another quarter. My companion's fituation now ap- peared to be fuch as, if our intercourfe had been fanctified by wedlock, would have been rf gardcd with delight. As it was,, no fymp- toms were equally to be deplored. - Confe- quences, as long as they were involved in uncertainty, were extenuated or overlooked ; but now, when they became apparent and inevitable, were fertile of diftrels and up- braiding. K 3 " Indefinable 198 ARTHUR MERVYN. " Indefinable fears, and a defire to mono- polize all the meditations and affections of this being, had induced me to perpetuate her ignorance of any but her native language, and debar her from all intercourfe with the world. My friends were of courie inquifitive refpect- ing her character, adventures, and particu- larly her relation to me. The confcioufnefo how much the truth redounded to my dif- honour, made me falicitous to lead conjec- ture aftray ; for this purpofe I did not dif- counrenance the conclufion that was adopted by forne that me was my daughter. I re- flected that all dangerous furmifes would be effectually precluded by this belief. " Thefc precautions afforded me fome con- folation in my prefent difficulties. It was requilite to conceal the lady's condition from the world. If this mould be ineffectual, it would not be difficult to divert fufpicion from my perfon. The fecrecy that I had prac- tifed would be juftified, in the apprehenfion of thole to whom the perfonal condition of Clemenza ARTHUR MERVYtf. Clemenza fliould be difclofed, by the feelings of a father. * c Meanwhile, it wasan obvious expedient to remove the unhappy lady to a diftance from impertinent obfervers. A rural retreat, lonely and fequeftered, was eafily procured, and hither fhe confented to repair. This arrangement being 'concerted, I had leifure to refle<5t upon the evils which every hour brought nearer, and which threatened to ex- terminate me. " My inquietudes forbade me to deep; and I was accuftomed to rife before day, and feek fome refpite in the fields. Returning from one of thefe unfeafonable rambles, I chanced to meet you. Your refemblance to the de- ceafed Lodi, in perfon and vifege, is re- juarkable. When you firft met my eye, this fimilitude ftartied me. Your fubfequent ap- peal to my companion was clothed in fuch terms, as formed a powerful contraft with your drefs, and prepofiefTed me greatly in favour of your education and capacity. K 4 " In 2OO ARTHUR MERVYtf. " In my prefent hopelefs condition, every incident, however trivial, was attentively con- fidered, with a view to extract from it fome means of efcaping from my difficulties. My love for the Italian girl, in fpitc of ail my efforts to keep it alive, had begun to lan- guifh. Marriage was impoffible, and had now, in fome degree, ceafed to be defirable. We are apt to judge of others by ourfelves. The paffion I now found myfelf difpofed to afcribe chiefly to fortuitous circumftances to the impulfe of gratitude, and the exclufion of competitors ; and believed that your re- femblance to her brother, your age, and per- fonal accompli fhents might, after a certain time, and in confluence of fuitable contri- vances on my part, give a new direction to her feelings. To gain your concurrence, I relied upon your fnnplicity, your gratitude, and your fufceptibiiity to the charms of this bewitching creature. " I contemplated, likewife, another end. Mrs. Wentworth is rich. A youth, who was once her favourite, and defigned to inherit her ARTHUR MERVYNV 2OI her fortunes, has difappeared for fome years- from the fcene. His death is moil probable, but of that there is no fatisfa<5tory informa- tion. The life of this perfon, whofe name is Clavering, is an obftacle to fome defigns which had occurred to me in relation to this, woman. My pufpofes were crude and Scarcely formed. I need not fwell the cata- logue of my errors by expatiating upon them.. Suffice it to fay, that the peculiar circum- ftances of your introduction to me, led me, to reflections on the ufe that might be made of your agency, in procuring this lady's ac- quiefccnce in my fchemes. You were to be ultimately perfuadcd to confirm in her the- belief that her nephew was dead. To this- confummadon it was indifpenfable to lead you by flow degrees, and circuitous paths. Mean- while, a profound filence, with regard to your genuine hiftory, : was to be obferved j and to this forbearance your confcnt was ob- tained with more readinefs than I expeiled. " There was an additional motive for the treatment you received from me. My K 5 perfonal 2O2 ARTHUR MERVYW. perfonal projects and cares had hitherto pre- vented me from reading Lodi's manufcript j a flight infpedion, however, was fufficient to prove that the work was profound and eloquent. My ambition has panted, with equal avidity, after the reputation of literature and opulence. To claim the authorfhip of t;his work, was too harmlefs and fpecious a ftratagem not to be readily fuggefted.-*.. I meant to tranflate it into Englifh, and to en- large it by enterprifing incidents of my own invention. My fcruples to affume the merit of the original compofer might thus be re- moved. For this end your affiftance, as an amanuenfis, would be neceffary. " You will perceive that all thefe projects depended on the feafonable arrival of intelli- gence from . The delay of another week would feal my deftruclion. The filence might arife from the foundering of the (hip, and the deftruclion of all on board. In this cafe the infurance was not forfeited, but pay- ment could not be obtained within a year. Meanwhile, the premium and other debts 3 muft ARTHUR KTERVYN. 203 muft be immediately difcharged, and this was beyond my power. In the interim I was to live in a manner that would not belie my pre- tenfions ; but my coffers were empty. " I cannot adequately paint the anxieties with which I have been haunted. Each hour has added to the burthen of my exift- ence, till, in confequence of the events of this day, it has become altogether infupport- able. Some hours ago I was fummoned by Thetford to his houfe. The meffcnger in- formed me that tidings had been received of my (hip. In anfwer to my eager interroga- tions, he could give na other information than that me had been captured by the Britim- He was unable to relate particulars* " Newsofherfafe return would indeed have been far more acceptable ; but even this in- formation was a fource of infinite cons;ratu- *j lation. It precluded the demand of my in- furers. The payment of other debts might be poftponed for a month,, and my fituation, be the fame as before the adoption of this fuccefslefs fcheme* Hope and joy were Jt 6 reinftated 2O4 ARTHUR MERVYN. reinftated in my bofom, 'and I haftened to Thetford's counting- houfe. " He received me with an air of gloomy difiatisfaction. I accounted for his fadnefs by fuppofing him averfe to communicate in- formation, which was lefs favourable than our wimes had dictated : he confirmed, with vifible reluctance, the news of her capture. He had juft received letters from his brother, acquainting him with all particulars, and containing the official documents of this tran fact ion. " This had no tendency to damp my fatis- faction, and 1 proceeded to perufe with eager- nefs the papers which he put into my hand. I had not proceeded far when my joyous hopes vanished. Two French mulattoes had, after much felicitation, and the molt folemn promiics to carry with them no articles which the laws of war decree to be contraband, ob- tained a paflage in the veffcl. She was - fpeedily encountered by a privateer, by whom every receptacle was raniacked. Jn a cheir, belonging to the Frenchmen, and which they had ARTHUR MERVVN. had affirmed to contain nothing but their clothes, were found two fabres, and other accoutrements of an officer of cavalry. Under this pretence the veflel was captured and condemned, and this was a caufe of for- feiture, which had not been provided againft in the contract of infurance. " By this untoward event my hopes were irreparably blafted. The utmoft efforts were demanded ta conceal my thoughts from my companion. The anguifh that preyed upon my heart was endeavoured to be mafked by looks of indifference. T pretended to have been previoufly informed by the meffenger, not only of the capture, but of the caufe that led to it, and forbore to expatiate upon my Jofs, or to execrate the authors of my difap- pointment. My mind, however, was the theatre of difcord and agony, and I waited with impatience for an opportunity to leave him. " For want of other topics, I aiked by whom this information had been brought. He an- fwered, that the bearer was Captain Amos Watlbn, 206 ARTHUR MERVYN. Watfon, whole vefiel had been forfeited, at the fame time, under a different pretence- He added, that my name being mentioned accidentally to Watfon, the latter had betray- ed marks of great furprife, and been very earned in his enquiries refpe6ting my fitua- tion. Having obtained what knowledge Thetford was able to communicate, the Cap- tain had departed, avowing a former acquaint- ance with me, and declaring his intention of paying me a vifit, t( Thefe words operated on my frame like lightning. All within me was tumult and terror, and I rufhed precipitately out ofnhe houfe. I went forward with unequal fteps, and at random. Some inftrndt led me into the fields^ and I was not apprized of the di- rection of my fteps, till looking up, I found myfelf upon the more of Schuylkill. " Thus was I, a fecond time, overborne by hopelefs and incurable evils. An interval of motley feelings, of fpecious artifice, and con- temptible impoflure had elapfed fince my meeting with the ftranger at Wilmington. ARTHUR MERVYN. 2OJ Then my forlorn ftate had led me to the brink of fuicide. A brief and feverifh refpite had been afforded me ; but now was I tranf- ported to the verge of the fame abyfs. "AmosWatfon was the brother of the angel whom I had degraded and dcilroyed. What but fiery indignation and unappeafable ven- geance could lead him into my prefence ? With what heart could I liften to his in- vectives ? How could I endure to look upon the face of one, whom I had loaded with fuch atrocious and intolerable injuries ? " I was acquainted with his loftinefs of mind, his deteftation of injuftice, and the whirlwind pafllons that ingratitude and vil- lany like mine were qualified to awaken in his bofom. I dreaded not his violence. The death that he might be prompted to inflict, was no object of averfion. It was poverty and difgrace the detection of my crimes the looks and voice of malediction and up- braiding, from which my cowardice fhrunk. " Why mould I live ? I mud vanifh from that flage which I had lately trodden. My flight 2OS ARTHUR. MERVYlf. flight muft be inftant and precipitate. To be 1 a fugitive from exafperated creditors, and from the induftrious revenge of Watfon, was an eafy undertaking ; but whither could I fly, where I mould not be purfucd by the phan- toms of remorfr, by the dread of hourly de- tection, by the neceffities of hunger and thirft ? In what fcenc fhould I be exempt; from fervitude and drudgery ? Was my cxiftence embellifhed with enjoyments that would juftify my holding it, encumbered with hardfhips, and immerfed in obfcurity ? " There was no room for hefitation. To rum into the ftream before me, and to put an end at once to my life and the miferies infe- parably linked with it, was the only proceed- ing which fate had left to my choice. My mufcles were already exerted for this end, when the helplcfs condition of Clemenza was remembered. What provilion could I make againft the evils that threatened her? Should I leave her utterly forlorn and friendlefs? Mrs. Wentworth's temper was forgiving and coinpaffionutc. Adverfity had taught her to participate. ARTHUR MERVVN. 209 participate, and her wealth enabled her to relieve diftrefs. Who was there by whom fuch powerful claims to fuccour and protec- tion could be urged as by this dcfolate girl ? Might I not (late her fituation in a letter to this lady, and urge irrefiftible pleas for the cxtenfion of her kindnefs to this object ? " Thcfe thoughts made me fufpend my Heps. I determined to feek my habitation once more, and having written and depofued this letter, to return to the execution of my fatal purpofe. I had ( caret: ly reached my own door, when fome one approacned along the pavement. The form at firft was undiftin- guifhable; but by coming at length within the illumination of A lamp, it wag perfectly re- cognifed. " To avoid this detefted interview was now impofiTible. Watfon approached and accoft- ed me. In this conflict of tumultuous feel- ings I was ftil) able to maintain an air of in- trepidity. His demeanour was that of a man who ftruggles with his rage : his accents were hurried, and fcarcely articulate. C .I have 2IO ARTHUR MERVYN. f I have ten words to fay to you,' faid he j c lead into the houfe, and to fome pri- vate room. My bufmefs with you will be difpatchcd in a breath.* " I made him no anfwer j but led the way into my houfe, and to my ftudy. On enter- ing this room, I put the light upon thetable^ and turning to my vifitant, prepared filently to hear what he had to unfold. He ftruclc his clenched hand againft the table with vio- lence. His motion was of that tempeftuous kind as to overwhelm the power of utter- ance, and found it eafier to vent itfelf in gcf- ticulations than in words. At length, he exclaimed * It is well. Now has the hour y fo long and fo impatiently demanded by my venge- ance, arrived. Welbeck ! would that my firft words could ftrike thee dead ! They will fo, if thou haft any title to the name of man. ' My filler is dead 1 dead of anguifh and a broken heart ! Remote from her friends in a hovel the abode of indigence and mifery t 'Her ARTHUR MERVYN. 211 Her hufband is no more. He returned after long abfence, a tedious navigation, and vicifiitudes of hardfhips. He flew to the bofom of his love of his wife. She was gone; loft to him, and to virtue ! In a fit of defpcration, he retired to his chamber, and difpatched himfelf ! This is the inftru- ment with which the deed was performed.' " Saying this, Watfon took a piftcl from his pocket, and held it to my head. I lifted not my hand to turn afide the weapon. I did not fhudder at the fpectacle, or (brink, from his approaching hand. With fingers clafped together, and eyes fixed upon the floor, I waited till his fury was exhaufted. He con- tinued ' All pa(Ted in a few hours. The elope- ment of his daughter the death of his fon I Oh my father ! moft loved and moil vene- rable of men ! to fee thee changed into a maniac ! haggard and wild ! deterred from outrage on thyfelf and thofe around thee by fetters and ftripes what was it that laved me from a like fate ? To view this hideous ruin. 212 ARTHUR MERVYN. ruin, and to ihink by whom it was occafiorr- ed ! yet not to become frantic like thee, my father; or not deftroy myfelf like thee, my brother ! my friend ! c No ; for this hour was I referved to avenge your wrongs and mine in the blood of this ungrateful villain ! c There,' continued he, producing a fe- cond piftol, and tendering it to me, ' there is thy defence. Take we oppofite fides of this table, and fire at the fame inftant.' e{ During this addrefs I was motionlefs. He tendered the piftol, but ! unclafped not my hands to receive it. * Why do you hefirate ?' refumed he. * Let the chance between us be equal ; or fire you firft.' c No,' faid I, < I am ready to die by your hand. 1 wifh it. It will preclude the neceffity of performing the office for myfelf. I have injured you, and merit all that your vengeance can inflict. I know your nature too well, to believe that my death will be perfect expiation. When the guft of indig- nation ARTHUR MERVYN. nation is pad, the remembrance of your deed will only add to your fum of mifery ; yet I do not love you well enough to wifh that you would forbear. I defire to die and to die by another's hand rather than my own.'/ M$;* Coward!' exclaimed Watfon, with augmented vehemence. f You know me too well to believe me capable of afiafiina- tion ! Vile fubterfuge ! Contemptible plea ! Take the piftol, and defend yourfelf ! You want not the power or the will ; but, know- ing that I fpurn at murder, you think your fafety will be found in paffivenefs. Your re- fufal will avail you little. Your fame, if not your life, is at my mercy. If you falter now, I will allow you to live, but only till I have ftabbed your reputation.' *' I now fixed my eyes fledfaftly upon him, and fpoke * How much a ftranger are you to the feelings of Welbeck ! How poor a judge of his cowardice ! I take your piftol, and confent to your conditions.' " We took oppofite fides of the table. ' Are you ready ?' he cried , ' fire !' " Both 214- ARTHUR MERVYN. " Both triggers were drawn at the fame ifi- ftant. Both piftols were difcharged. Mine was negligently raifed. Such is the untoward chance that prefides over human affairs fuch is the malignant deftiny by which my fteps have ever been purfued the bullet whittled harmleffly by me. Levelled by an eye that never before failed, and with fo fmall an interval between us, I efcaped ; but my blind and random mot took place in his heart. c< There is the fruit of this difaftrous meet- ing. The catalogue or death is thus com- pleted. Thou flcepeft, Watfon ! Thy fitter is at reft, and fo art thou ! Thy vows of vengeance are at an end. It was not referved for thee to be thy own and thy fitter's avenger. Wei beck's meafure of tranfgreffions is now full, and his own hand muft execute the juf* tice that is due to him !" CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN. 215 CHAP. XII OUCH was Welbeck's tale, liftened tb by me with an eagerrtefs in which every faculty- was abforbed. How adverfe to my dreams were the incidents that had juft been related ! The curtain was lifted, and a fcene of guilt and ignominy difclofed where my rafli and in- experienced youth had fufpected nothing but lofdnefs and magnanimity. For a while the wondroufnefs of this tale kept me from contemplating the confequences that awaited us. My unfledged fancy had not Il6 ARTHUR MERVYN. not hitherto foared to this pitch. All was aftounding by its novelty, or terrific by its horror. The very fcene of thefe offences partook, to my ruftic apprehenfion, of fairy fplendour and magical abruptnefs. My un- derftanding was bemazed, and my fenfes were taught to diftruft their own teftimony. From this mufing ftate I was recalled by my companion, who faid to me, in folemn accents " Mervyn ! 1 have but two requefts to make. Affift me to bury thefe remains, and then accompany me acrofs the river. I have no power to compel your filence on the ac~bs that you have witnefied. I have medi- tated to benefit, as well as to injure you j but I do not defire that your demeanour mould conform to any other ilandard than juftice. You have promifed, and to that promife I truft. " If you chufe to fly from this fcene to withdraw yourfelf from what you may con- ceive to be the theatre of guilt or peril, the avenues are open i retire unmolefted and in filence. If you have a manlike fpirit if you ARTHUR MBRVYN-* you are grateful for the benefits beftowed upon you if your difcernment enables you to fee that compliance with my requeft will entangle you in no guilt, and betray you into no danger, ftay, and aid me in hiding thefe remains from human fcrutiny. " Watfon is beyond the reach of farther injury. I never intended him harm, though. I have torn from him his fifter and friend, and have brought his life to an untimely clofe. To provide him a grave is a duty that I owe to the dead and to the living. I fliall quickly place myfelf beyond the reach of inquifitors and judges, but would willingly refcue from moleflation or fufpicion thofe whom I mail leave behind." What would have been the fruit of deli- beration if I had had the time or power to deliberate, I know not : my thoughts flowed with tumult and rapidity. To fhut this fpec- tacle from my view was the firtt impulfe ; but to defert this man in a time of fo much need appeared a thanklefs and daftardly de- portment. To remain where I was, to conform VOL. i t L implicitly 2l3 ARTHUR MERVYN. implicitly to his direction, required no effort. Some fear was connected with his prefence, and with that of the dead ; but in the tre- mulous confufion of my prefent thoughts, folitude would conjure up a tfcoufand phan- toms. I made no preparation to depart : I did not verbally afTent to his propofal. He in- terpreted my filence into acquiefcence : he wrapped the body in the carpet, and then lifting one end, caft at me a look which indicated his expectations that I would aid him in lifting this ghaftly burthen. During this procefs, the filence was unbroken. I knew not whither he intended to convey the corpfe. He had talked of burial, but no receptacle had been provided. How far fafety might depend upon his conduct in this particular, 1 was unable to eflimate. I was in too heartlefs a mood to utter my doubts. I followed his example in raifing the corpfe from the floor. He led the way into the pafTage, and down (lairs. Having reached the firft floor, he unbolted ARTHUR MERVYN. 219 unbolted a door which led into the cellar. The flairs and paflage were illuminated by lamps that hung from the ceiling, and were accuftomed to burn during the night. Now, however, we were entering darkfome and murky recefies. c< Return," faid he, in a tone of com- mand, " and fetch the light : I will waic for you." I obeyed. As I returned with the light, a fufpicion ftole into my mind that Welbeck had taken this opportunity to fly, and that on regaining the foot of the flairs, I mould find the fpot deferted by all but the dead. My blood was chilled by this image : the momentary refolution it infpired was to follow the example of the fugitive, and leave the perfons, whom the enfuing day might con- vene on this fpot, to form their own con- jectures as to the caufe of this cataflrophe. Meanwhile, I caft anxious eyes forward. Welbeck was difcovered in the fame place and poflure in which he had been left. Lifting the corpfe and its fhroud in his arms, L 2 he I22O ARTHUR MERVYN. he directed me to follow him. The vaults "beneath were lofty and fpacious. He paired from one to the other till we reached a fmall and remote cell. Here he catt his burthen on the ground. In the fall, the face of "Watfon chanced to be difcngaged from its covering: its clofedeyes and funken mufcles were rendered in a tenfold degree ghaftly and rueful by the feeble light which the candle med upon it. This object did not efcape the attention of Welbeck : he leaned againfl the wall, and, folding his arms, refigned himfelf to reverie. He gazed upon the countenance of Wacfon, but his looks denoted his attention to be elfewhere employed. As to me, my ftate will not be eafily defcribed. My eye roved fearfully from one object to another. By turns it was fixed upon the murdered peribn and the murderer. The narrow cell in which we ftood, its rujcly fafhioned walls and arches, deftiiute of com- munication with the external air, and its pal- pable darknds fcarcelj penetrated by the rays of ARTHUR MERVYN. 22.1. of a folitarv candle, added to the filence which was deep and univerfal, produced an impreffion on my fancy which no time will obliterate. Perhaps my imagination was diftempered by terror. The incident which I am going to relate, may appear to have exifted only in my fancy. Be that as it may, I expe- rienced all the effeJls which the fulleft belief is adapted to produce. Glancing vaguely at the countenance of Watfon, my attention was arrefted by a convulfive motion in the eyelids. This motion increafed, till at length the^eyes opened, and a glance, lan- guid, but wild, was thrown around. In- flantly they clofed, andxhe tremulous appear- ance vanifhed* I darted from my place, and was on the point of uttering fome involuntary excla- mation. At the fame moment Welbeck feemed to recover from his reverie. tf How is this !" laid he. " Why do we linger here ? Every moment is precious. We cannot dig, for him a grave with our L 3 hands.. 222 ARTHUR MERVYN. hands. Wait here while I go in fearch of a fpade." Saying this, he (hatched the candle from my hand, and haftenedaway. My eye followed the light as its gleams fhifted their place upon the walls and ceilings, and gradually vanilhing, gave place to unrefpited gloom. This proceeding was fo unexpected and abrupt, that I had no time to remonftrate againft it. Before I retrieved the power of reflection, the light had difappeared, and the footfleps were no longer to be heard. I was not, on ordinary occafions, deftitute t>f equanimity -, but perhaps the imagination of man is naturally abhorrent of death until tutored into indifference by habit. Every circumflance combined to fill me with fhud- dering and panic : for a while I was enabled to endure my fituation by the exertions of my reafon. That the lifclefs remains of a human being are powerlefs to injure or benefit, I was thoroughly perfuaded. I furn* moned this belief to my aid, and was able, if not to fubdue, yet to curb my fears. I liftened ARTHUR MERVYN. Jiftened to catch the found of the returning footfteps of Welbeck, and hoped that every new moment would terminate my Iblitude. No fignal of his coming was afforded. At length it occurred to me that Welbeck had gone with no intention to return that his malice had feduced me hither to en- counter the coniequences of his deed : he had fled, and barred every door behind him. This fufpicion may well be fuppofed to overpower my courage, and to call forth dcfperate efforts for my deliverance. I extended my hands, and went forward. J had been too little attentive te the fituation and direction of thefe vaults and paflages, to go forward with undeviating accuracy. My fears likewife tended to confufe my percep- tions, and bewilder my fteps. Notwith- ftanding the danger of encountering obftruc- tions, I rufhed towards the entrance with precipitation. My temerity was quickly punimed. In a moment I was repelled by a jutting angle of the wall with fuch force, that I ftaggered L 4 backward, 224 ARTHUR MERVYN. backward, and fell. The blow was ftunning -, and when I recovered my fenfes, I perceived that a torrent of blood was guming from my noftrils. My clothes were moiftened with this unwelcome effufion, and I could not but reflect on the hazard which I fliould. incur by being detected in this recefs, co- vered by thefe accufing ftains. This reflection once more fet me on my feet, and incited my exertions. I now pro- ceeded with greater warinefs and caution*, I had loft all diftinct nations of my way. My motions were at random : all my labour was to mun obilruclions, and to advance whenever the vacuity would permit. By this means the entrance was at length found ; and after various efforts I arrived, beyond my hopes, at the foot of the flaircafe. J afcended, but quickly encountered an insuperable impediment. The door at the ftairhead was clofed, and barred : my utmoft ftrength was exerted in vain to break the lock or the hinges. Thus were my direft apprehenfions fulfilled. Welbeck had left me ARTHUR MERVYN. S2. fne to fuftain the charge of murder to obviate fufpicions the moft atrocious and plaufible that the courfe of human events is capable of producing. Here I muft remain till the morrow,, till fome one can be made to overhear my calls, and come to my deliverance. What effects will my appearance produce on the fpeflaror ! Terrified by phantoms, and ftained with blood,, mail I not exhibit the tokens of a maniac as well as an aflfaffin ? The corpfe of Watfon will quickly bs difcovered. Jf, previous to this difclofure,. I fhould change my blood- ft ained garments, and withdraw inta the country, mall I not be purfued by. the moft vehement fufpicions, and, perhaps, hunted to my obfcureft retreat by the minifters of juftice ? I am innocent j but my tale, however circumftantial or true, will fcarcely fuffice for my vindication. My flight will be conftrued into a proof of incon- teftable guilt. While haraffed by thefe thoughts, my attention was attracted by a faint gleam caft L. 5 upon 226 ARTHUR MERVYN. upon the bottom of the ftaircafe. It grew ftronger, hovered for a moment in my fighr, and then difappeared. That it pro- ceeded from a lamp or candle, borne by fome one along the pafTages, was no unte- nable opinion, but was far lefs probable than that the effulgence was meteorous. I con- fided in the latter fuppofition, and fortified my felf anew againft the dread of preternatural dangers. My thoughts reverted to the con- templation of the hazards and fufpicions which flowed from my continuance in this fpot. In the midft of my perturbed mufing my attention was again recalled by an illumina- tion like the former : inftead of hovering and vanrThing, it was permanent. No ray could be more feeble ; but the obfcurity to which it fucceeded, rendered it confpicuous as an electrical flam. For a while I eyed it without moving from my place, and in momentary expectation of its difappearance. Remarking its liability, the propriety of fcrutinizing it more nearly, and of afcertaining the fource whence it flowed, was at length 3 fuggefted. ARTHUR MERVYtf. fuggefted. Hope, as well as curiofity, was the parent of my conduit. Though utterly at a lofs to affign the caufe of this appear- ance, I was willing to believe there was fome connection between that caufe and the means of my deliverance. 1 had fcarcely formed the refolution of defcending the (lairs, when my hope was cxtinguiflied by the recollection that the cellar had narrow and grated windows, through O ' O which light from the flreet might poffibly have found accefs. A fecond recollection, fupplanted this belief j for in my way to this flaircafe my attention would have been at- tracted, and my ileps in fome degree been guided by light coming through thefe avenues. Having returned to the bottom of the flairs, I perceived every part of the long-drawn paflage illuminated. I threw a glance for- ward to the quarter whence the rays feemed to proceed, and beheld, at a confiderable diftance, Welbeck in the cell which I had left, turning up the earth with a fpade. L 6 After 228 ARTHUR MERVYN. After a paufe of aftonimmenf, the nature of the error which I had committed rufhed upon my apprehenfion. I now perceived that the darknefs had milled me to a different ftaircafe from that which I had originally defcended. It was apparent that Welbeck intended me no evil, but had really gone in fearch of the inftrument which he had mentioned. Thisdifcovery overwhelmed me with con- trition and fhame, though it freed me from the terrors of imprifonment and accufation. To return to the cell which I had left, and where Welbeck was employed in his difaflrous office, was the expedient which regard to my own fafety unavoidably fuggefted. "Welbeck paufed at my approach, and betra)ed a momentary confirmation at the fight of my enfanguined vifage. The blood, by fome inexplicable procefs of nature, per- haps by the counteracting influence of fear, had quickly ceafed to flow. Whether the caufe of my evafion, and of my flux of blood, was gucftcd, or whether his attention was withdrawn ARTHUR MERVYtf. withdrawn by more momentous objefts frora my condition, he proceeded in his tafk ia filence. A mallow bed, and a flight covering of clay, were provided for the haplefs Watfon. Welbeck's movements were hurried and tremulous ; his countenance betokened a mind engrofled by a fmgle purpofe, in fomje degree, foreign to the fcene before him. An intentky and fixednefs of features that were confpicuous, led me to fufpect the fubverfion of his reafon. Having finifhed the tafk, he threw afide his implement. He then put into my hand a pocket-book, faying it belonged to Wat- fon, and might contain fbmething fervice- able to the living : I might make what ufe of it I thought proper. He then remounted the flairs, and, placing the candle on a table in the hall, opened the principal door, and went forth. I was driven^ by a fort of mechanical impulfe, in his footfleps. I fol- lowed him, becaufe it was agreeable to him, and ARTHUR MERVYPT. and becaufe I knew not whither elfe to direct my fteps. The ftreets were defolate and filent. The watchman's call, remotely and faintly heard, added to the general folemnity. I followed my companion in a ftate of mind not eafily defcribed. I had no fpirit even to enquire whither he was going. It was not till we arrived at the water's edge that I perfuaded myfelf to break filence. I then began ta reflect on the degree in which his prefent fchemes might endanger Welbeck or myfelf, I had acted long enough a fervile and me- chanical part, and been guided by blind and foreign impulfes. It was time to lay afide my fetters, and demand to know whither the path tended in which I was importuned to walk. Meanwhile I found myfelfentangled among boats and (hipping. I am unable to defcribe the fpot by any indifputable tokens ; I know merely that it was the termination of one of the principal ftreets. .Here Welbeck felected a boat, and prepared to enter it. For a moment ARTHUR MERVYN. moment I hefitated to comply with his appa- rent invitation. I ftammered out an interroga- tion " Why is this ? Why fhould we crols the river ? What fervice can 1 do for you ? I ought to know the purpofe of my voyage before I enter it." He checked himfelf, and furveyed me for a minute in filence. " What do you fear ?*' faid he. " Have I not explained my wifhes ? Merely crofs the river with me, for I can- rot navigate a boat by myfelf. Is there any thing arduous or myfterious in this under- taking ? We part on the Jerfey fhore, and I fhall leave you to your deftiny. All I fhall alk from you will be filence, and to hide from mankind what you know concerning me." He now entered the boat, and urged me to follow his example. I reluctantly com- plied. I perceived that the boat contained but one oar, and that was a fmall one. He feemed ftartled, and thrown into great per- plexity by this difcovery. ARTHUR t( It -will be impofiible," faid he, in a tone of panic and vexation, " to- procure another at this hour. What is to be done ?" This impediment was by no means infu.- perable. I had finewy arms, and knew well how to ufe an oar for the double purpofe of oar and rudder* I took my ftation at the ftern, and quickly extricated the boat from its neighbours and from the wharfs. I was wholly unacquainted with the river. The bar by which it was encumbered I knew to exift ; but in what dire<5tion, and to what extent it exifted, and how it might be avoided in the prefent ftate of the tide, I knew not. It was probable, therefore, ignorant as I was of the proper track, that our boat would fpeedily have grounded. My attention, meanwhile, was fixed upon the oar. My companion fat at the prow, and was in a confiderable degree unnoticed. I caft my eyes occafionally at the fcene which .1 had left : its novelty, joined with the inci- dents of my condition, threw me into a ftate of fufpenfe and wonder which frequently flackened ARTHUR MERVYN. 233 flackened my hand, and left the veffel to be driven by the downward current. Lights were fparingly feen, and thefe were perpe- tually fluctuating, as mails, yards, and hulls were interpofed, and paffed before them. Ir proportion as we receded from the more, the clamours feemed to multiply ; and the fug- geftion that the city was involved in con- fufion and uproar, did not eafily give way to maturer thoughts. Tivelve was the hour cried ; and this afcended at once from ali quarters, and was mingled with the baying of dogs, fo as to produce trepidation and alarm. From this ftate of magnificent and awful feeling I was fuddenly called by the conduct of Welbeck. We had fcarcely moved two hundred yards from the more, when he plunged into the water. The firft concep- tion was, that fome implement or part of the boat had fallen overboard. I looked back, and perceived that his feat was vacant. In my firft aftonimment I loofened . my hold of the oar, and it floated away. The furface was ARTHUR MERVYN". was fmooth as glafs, and the eddy occafioned by his finking was fcarcely vifible. I had not time to determine whether this was defined or accidental : its fuddennefs deprived me of the power to exert myftlf for his fuccour. I wildly gazed around me, -in hopes of feeing him rife. After fome time, my attention was drawn by the found of agitation in the water st a confiderable diftance. It was too dark for any thing to be dif- tinctly feen : there was no cry for help. The noife was like that of one vigoroufly ftrug- gling for a moment, and then finking to the bottom. I liftened with painful eager- nefs, but was unable to diftinguifli a third fignal. He funk to rife no more ! I was for a time inattentive to my own fituation } the dreadfulnefs and unexpefted- nefs of this cataftrophe occupied me wholly* The quick motion of the lights upon the fhore fhewed me that 1 was borne rapidly along with the tide. How to help myfelf, how to impede my courfe, or to regain either fhore, fince I had loft the oar 3 I was unable to ARTHUR MERVYN. to tell. I was no lefs at a lofs to conjefture whither the current, if fuffered to controul my vehicle, would finally tranfport me. The difappearance of lights and buildings, and the diminution of the noifes, acquainted me th^t I had pafled the town. It was im- poffible longer to hefitate : the more was to be regained by one way onlv, which was fwimming. To any exploit of this kind my ftrength and my (kill were adequate. I threw away my looie gown, put the pocket- book of the unfortunate Watfon in my mouth to preferve it from being injured by moifture, and committed .myfelf to the ftream. I landed in a fpot incommoded with mud and rccds : I funk knee-deep into the former,, and was exhaufted by the fatigue of extri- cating myfelf. At length 1 recovered firm ground, and threw myfelf on the turf to repair my wafted llrength, and to reflect on the meafures which my future welfare en- joined me to purfue. What ARTHUR MERVYN. What condition was t ver parallel to mine ? The tranfaclions of the laft three days re- fembled the monftrous creations of delirium. They were painted with vivid hues on my memory ; but fo rapid and incongruous were thefe tranfitions, that I almoft denied belief to their reality. They exercifcd a bewildering and ftupifying influence on my mind, from which the meditations of an hour were fcarcely fufficient to relieve me. Gra- dually 1 recoveied the power of arranging my ideas, and forming conclufions. \Velbeck was dead. His property was fwailowedup, and his creditors left to wonder at his difappearance. All that v\as left was the furniture of his houfe, to which Mrs. Wentworth would lay claim, in difcharge of the unpaid rent. What now was the deftiny that awaited the loft and friendlefs Made- moifelle Lodi ? Where was fhe concealed I Welbeck had dropped no intimation by which I might be led -to fufpect the place of her abode. If my power in other refpefts could ARTHUR MERVYN. could have contributed aught "to her relief iny ignorance of her afylum had utterly dif- abled me. But what of the murdered perfon ? He had fuddcnly vani(hed from the face of the earth, His fate, and the place of his inter- ment, would probably be fufpe&ed and afcertained. Was I fure to efcape from the confequences of this deed ? Watfon had relatives and friends. What influence on their ftate and happinefs his untimely and myfterious fate would poffefs, it was obvious to enquire. This idea led me to the recol- lection of his pocket-book. Some papers might be there explanatory to his fituation. I refumed my feet. I knew not where to direct my fteps. I was dropping with wet, and fhivering with the cold. I was deftiture of habitation and friend. I had neither mone\ nor any valuable thing in my puffcffion. I moved forward mechanically and at random. Where I landed was at no great diftince from the verge of the tovn. In a ihorc time 1 difcomed the glimmering of ARTHUR MERVYN. of a diftant lamp. To this I directed my fleps, and here I paufed to examine the contents of the pocket-book. I found three bank-notes, each of fifty dollars, enclofed in a piece of blank paper. BeQde thefe were three letters, apparently written by his wife, and dated at Baltimore. They were brief, but compofed in a ftrain of great tendernefs, and containing affecting allufions to their child. I could gather from their date and tenor that they were received during his abfence on his recent voyage, that her condition was confidcrably neceffi- tous, and furrounded by wants which theh* prolonged feparation had increafed. The fourth letter was open, and feemed to have been very lately written. It was directed to Mrs. Mary Watfon. He in- formed her in it of his arrival at Philadelphia from St. Domingo, of the lofs of his (hip and cargo, and of his intention to haften home with all poflible expedition. He told her th.t all was loft but one hundred and fifty collars, the greater part of which he fhould ARTHUR MERVYN. 239 Should bring with him, to relieve her more - prefling wants. The letter was figned, folded, and fuperfcribed, but unfealed. A little confideration fhewed me in what manner it became me, on this occasion, to demean myfelf. I put the bank-notes in the letter, and fealed it with a wafer, a few of which were found in the pocket-book. I hefitated fome time whether I mould add any thing to the information which the letter contained, by means of a pencil which offered itfclf to my view ; but I concluded to forbear. I could felecl: no fuitable terms in which to communicate the mournful truth. I refolved to depofit this letter at the pod- office, where I knew letters could be left at all hours. My reflections at length reverted to my own condition. What was the fate referved for me ? How far my fafety might be affeclcd by remaining in the city in confe- quence of the difappearance of Welbeck, and my known connection with the fugitive, it was impoflible to forefce. My fears readily fuggefted ARTHUR MERVYN. fuggefted innumerable embamfTments an'd inconveniences which would flow from this fource. Befides, on what pretence mould I remain ? To whom could I apply for pro- tection or employment ? All avenues, even to fubfiftence, were (hut agai .ft me. The country was my fole afylum. Here, in exchange for my labour, I could at leaft purchale food, fafety, and repole. But if my choice pointed to the country, there was no reafon for a moment's delay. It would be prudent to regajn the fields, and be far from this deteftcd city before the rifing of the fun. Meanwhile I was chilled and chafed by the clothes that I wore. To change them for others was abfolutely neceffary to my cafe. The clothes which I wore were not my own, and were extremely unfuitable to my new condition. My ruftic and homely garb was depofited in my chamber at Wei- beck's. Thefe thoughts fuggefted the defign of returning thither. I confidered that probably the fervants had not b^en alarmed that ARTHUR MERVYN, 241 that the door was unfaftened, and the houfe was accefilble. It would be eafy to enter and retire without notice ; and this, not without fome waverings and mifgivings, I prefently determined to do. Having depofited my letter at the office, I proceeded to my hte abode. I approached, and lifted the latch with caution. There were no appearances of any one having been difturbed. I procured a light in the kitchen, and hied foftly and with dubious footfteps to my chamber. There I difrobed, and refumed my check fhirt, trowfers, and fuftian coat. This change being accomplished, nothing remained but that I mould ftrike into the country with the utmoft expedition. In a momentary review which I took of the paft, the defign for which Welbeck profefled to have originally detained me in his fervice, occurred to my mind. I knew the danger of reafoning loofely on the fubject of property. To any trinket, or piece of furniture in this houfe, I did not allow myfelf to queftion the right of Mrs. Wentworth VOL. i. M aright 242 ARTHUR MERVYN. a right accruing to her in confequence of Welbeck's failure in the payment of his rent j but there was one thing which I felt an irrefiftible defire, and no fcruples which ihould forbid me to poflefs, and that was the manufcript to which Welbeck had al- luded, as having been written by the deceafed Lodi. I was well inftructed in Latin, and knew the Tufcan language to be nearly akin to it. I defpaired not of being at fome time able to cultivate this language, and believed that the pofleffion of this manufcript might eflcn- tially contribute to this end as well as to many others equally beneficial. Itwaseafy to conjecture that the volume was to be found among liis printed books, and it was fcarcely lefs eafy to afcertain the truth of this conjecture. I entered, not without tremu- lous fenfations, into the apartment which had been the fcene of the difaftrous inter- view between Watfon and Welbeck. At every ftcp 1 almoft dreaded to behold the fpedlre of the former rife before me. .Numerous ARTHUR MBRVYN. 24$ Numerous and fplendid volumes were ar- ranged on mahogany (helves, and fcrecned by doors of glafs. I ran fwiftly over their names, and was at length fo fortunate as to light upon the book of which I was in fearch. I immediately fecured it; and leaving the candle extinguifhed on a table in the parlour, I once more iffued forth into the ftreet. With light fteps and palpitating heart I turned my face towards the country. My neceffi- tous condition I believed would juftify me in pafllng without payment the Schuylkill bridge, and the eaftern fky began to brighten with the dawn of morning not till I had gained the diftance of nine miles from the city. Such is the tale which I propofed to relate to you. Such are the memorable inci- dents of five days of my life, from which I have gathered more inftru&ion than from the whole tifiue of my previous exiftence. Such are the particulars of my knowledge refpect- ing the crimes and misfortunes of Welbeck, M 2 which 244 ARTHUR MERVYN. which the infinuaticns of Wordey, and my defire to retain your good opinion, have induced me to unfold. CHAP. XIII. CHANGE OF SITUATION. .ERVYN'S paufe allowed his auditors to reflect on the particulars of his narration, and to compare them with the facts, with a knowledge of which their own obfervation had fupplied them. My profeffion introduced me to the fritndfhip of Mrs. Wemworch, by whom, after the difapptarance of Wei- beck, many chxumftances refpecling him had been mentioned. She particularly dwelt upon ARTHUR MERVYN-. 245 upon the deportment and appearance of this youth at the fingle interview which took place between them, and her reprefentations were perfectly conformable to thole which Mervyn had himfelf delivered. Previoufly to this interview, Welbeck had infmuated to her that a recent event had put him in poffeffion of the truth refpe<5ting the deftiny ofClavering. A kinfmanofhis had arrived from Portugal, by whom this intelligence had been brought. He dex- teroufly eluded her entreaties to be furnifhed with minuter information, or to introduce this kinfman to her acquaintance. As foon as Mervyn was ulhered into her prefence, (lie fufpefted him to be the perfon to whom Welbeck had alluded ; and this fufpicion his converfation had confirmed. She was at a lofs to comprehend the reafons of the filence which he fo pertinacioufly maintained. Her uneafinefs, however, prompted her to renew her felicitations. On the day fub- fequentto the cataftrophe related by Mervyn, fhe fent a meflenger to Welbeck, with a requeft to fee him. Gabriel, the black M 3 fervant, 246 ARTHUR MERVYN. fervant, informed the mefienger that his matter had gone into the country for a week. At the end of the week a meffenger was again difpatched with the fame errand. He called and knocked, but no one anfwered his fignals. He examined the entrance by the kitchen, but every avenue was clofed. It appeared that the hcufe was wholly defcrted. Thefe appearances naturally gave birth to curiofuy and fufpicion. The houfe was re- peatedly examined, but the foiitude and filence within continued the fame. The creditors of Wtlbeck were alarmed by thefe appearances j and their claims to the property remaining in the houfe were precluded by Mrs. Wentworth, who, as owner of the manfion, was legally entitled to the furniture, in place of the rent which Welbeck had iuffered to accumulate. On examining the dwelling, all that was valuable and portable, particularly linen and plate, was removed. The remainder was dif- trainedj but the tumults ofptftilencefucceeded, and hindered it from being fold. Things were allowed to continue in their former fituation, and ARTHUR MERVYN. 247 and the houfe was carefully lecured. We had no leifure to form conjectures on the caufes of this defertion. An explanation was afforded us by the narrative of this youth. It is probable that the fervants, finding their matter's abfence continue, had pillaged the houfe, and fled. Meanwhile, though oar curiofity with regard to Welbeck was appeafed, it was obvious to enquire by what feries of induce- ments and events Mervyn was recondufted to the city, and led to the fpot where I fir ft met with him. We intimated our withes in this refpeft, and our young friend readily contented to take up the thread of his ftory, and bring it down to the point that was defired. For this purpofe the enfuing evening, was felefted. Having at an early hour (hue ourfelves up from all intruders and vifitors^ he continued as follows : I have mentioned that by funrife I had gained the diftance of nine miles from the city. My purpofe was to ftop at the firft farmhoufe, "and feck employment as a day-labourer. The firft perfjn whom I M 4 obfcrved^ 248 ARTHUR MERVYN. obferved, was a man of placid mien and plain garb. Habitual benevolence was ap- parent amidft the wrinkles of age. He was traverfing his buck- wheat field, and mea- furing, as it feemed, the harveft that was now nearly ripe. I accofted him with diffidence, and ex- plained my wiflies. He liftened to my tale with complacency, enquired into my name and family, and into my qualifications for the office to which I aipired. My anfwera were candid and full. " Why," faid he, I believe thou and I can make a bargain : we will at lead try each other for a week or two. If it does not fuit our mutual convenience, we can change. The morning is damp and cool, and thy plight does not appear the moft comfortable that can be imagined. Come to the houfe, and eat fome breakfaft." The behaviour of this good man filled me with gratitude and joy. Methought I could embrace him as a father; and entrance into his houfe appeared like return to a long-loft and much-loved home. My defolate and lonely condition ARTHUR MERVYN. 249 condition Teemed to be changed for paternal regards and the tendernefs of friendfhip. Thefe emotions were confirmed and heightened by every object that prefented itfelf under this roof. The family confided of Mri. Hadwin, two fimple and affectionate girls, his daughters, and fervants. The manners of this family, quiet, artlefs, and cordial the occupations allotted me the land by which the dwelling was furrounded its pure airs, romantic walks, and cxhauftlefs fertility, conftituted a powerful contraft to the fcenes which I had left behind, and were congenial with every dictate of my under- Handing, and every fentiment that glowed in my heart, My youth, mental cultivation, and cir- cumfpect deportment entitled me to defe- rence and confidence. Each hour confirmed me in the good opinion of Mr. Hadwin, and in the affections of his daughters. Inr the mind of my employer the fimplicity of the hufbandman, and the devotion of the Quaker, were blended with; humanity and M 5 intelligence* 250 ARTHUR R1ERVYN. intelligence. The fitters, Sufan and Eliza, were unacquainted with calamity and vice through the medium of either obfervation or books. They were ftrangers to the benefits of an elaborate education -, but they were endowed with curiofity and difcernment, and had not fuffered their (lender means of in- flruction to remain unimproved. The fedatenefs of the elder formed an amufing contraft with the laughing eye and untameable vivacity of the younger > but they fmiled and they wept in unilbn : they thought andadred in different, but not difccrdant keys. On all momentous occafions they reafoncd and felt alike : in ordinary cafes they fepa- rated, as it were, into different tracks ; but this diverfity was productive, not of jarring, but of harmony. A romantic and untutored difpofuion like mine may be fuppcfcd liable to ftrong impreMions from perpetual converfe with perfuns of iheir age and fcx. The elder v> as foon difcovered to have already difpofed of her affections -, the younger was free, and fomewhat ARTHUR MERVYN". 2$ I fbmewhat that is more eafily conceived than named, ftole infenfibly upon my heart. The images that haunted me at home and abroad, O i in her abfcnce and her prefence, gradually coalefced into one fhape, and gave birth lo- an incefiant train of latent palpitations and indefinable hopes. My days were little elfe than uninterrupted reveries, and night only called up phantoms more vivid and equally- enchanting. The memorable incidents which had lately happened, fearcely counterpoifed my new fenfations, or diverted my contemplations from the prefent. My views were gradually led to reft upon futurity ; and in that I quickly found cauie of circumfpection and dread. My prefent labours were light, and were fufficient for my fubfiftence in a fingle ftate ; but wedlock was the parent of new- wants and of new cares. Mr. Had win's pofieffions were adequate to his own frugal maintenance ; but, divided between his chil- dren, would be too fcanty fop ekher. Befides, this divifion could only take place at his death, M 6 and ARTHUR MERVYN. and that was an event whofe Ipeedy occur- rence was neither defirable nor probable. Another obftacle was now remembered. Hadwin was the confcientious member of a feel which forbade the marriage of its votaries with thofe of a different communion. I had been trained in an oppofite creed, and ima- gined itimpodible that I mould ever become a profelyte to Quakerifm. It only remained for me to feign converfion, or to root out the opinions of Eliza, and win her confcnt to a fecret marriage. Whether hypocrify was eligible, was no fubjecl: of deliberation. If the poffefiion of all that ambition can conceive were added to the tranfports of union with Eliza Hadwin, and offered as the price of difiimulation, it would have been initantly rejected. My external goods were not abun- dant nor numerous, but the confcioufnefs of reditude was mine ; and, in competition with this, the luxury of the heart and of the fenfes, the gratifications of boundlefs ambition and incxhaufiible wealth were contemptible and frivolous. The ARTHUR MERVYN. The conqueft of Eliza's errors was eafy ; but to introduce difcord and forrow intothis family was an ad of the utmoft ingratitude and profligacy : it was only requifite for my underftanding clearly to difcern, to be con- vinced of the infuperability of this obftacle. It was manifeft, therefore, that the point to which my wifhes tended, was placed beyond my reach. To fofter my paffion, was to fofter a difeaie deftrudive either of my integrity or my exiftence. It was indifpenfable to fix my thoughts upon a different object, and to debar myfelf even from her intercourfe. To ponder on themes foreign to my darling image, and to feclude myfelf from her fociety at hours which had ufually been fpent with her, were difficult tafks. The latter was the lead practicable. I had to contend with eyes which alternately wondered at, and up- braided me for my unkindnefs. She was wholly unaware of the nature of her own feelings, and this ignorance made her lefs fcrupulous in the expreffion of her fcntiments. mi 3 Hitherto 254 ARTHUR MERVYNV Hitherto I had needed not employment beyond myfelf an:! my companions : now my new motives made me eager to difcover fome means of controuling and beguiling my thoughts. In this flate, the manufcript of Lodi occurred to me. In my way hither I had refolved to make the ftudy of the lan- guage of this book, and the tranflacion of its contents into Engliih, the bufinefs and folace of my leifure. Now this refolution was re- vived with new force. My project was perhaps fingular. The ancient language of Italy poflefTed a ftrong affinity with the modern. My knowledge of the former was my only means of gaining the latter. I had no grammar or vocabulary to explain how far the meanings and inflec- tions of Tufcan words varied from the Roman dialect. I was to ponder on each fentence and phrafe, to felect among different con- jectures the moft plaufible, and to afcertain the true by patient and repeated fcrutiny. This undertaking, fantaftic and impracti- cable as it may feem, proved upon expe- riment ARTHUR MERVYN. riment to be within the compafs of my powers. The detail of my progrefs would be curious and inftructive. What impedi- ments, in the attainment of a darling purpofe, human ingenuity and patience are able to furmount how much may be done by ilre- nuous and folicary efforts how the mind, unaffifted, may draw forth the principles of inflection and arrangement may profit by remote, analagous, and latent fimilitudes, would be forcibly illuftrated by my example j but the theme, however attractive, muft for the prefent be omitted. My progrefs was flow, but the perception of hourly improvement afforded me unfpeak- able pleafure. Having arrived near the lad pages, I was able to purfue, with little in- terruption, the thread of an eloquent narra- tion. The triumph of a leader of outlaws over the popular enthufiafm of the Milanefe, and the claims of neighbouring potentates, were about to be depicted. The Condottiero Sforza had taken refuge from his enemies in a tomb, accidentally difcovered amidft the ruins 356 ARTHUR MERVYN". ruins of a Roman fortrefs in the Apennine. He had fought this recefs for the ftke of concealment ; but found in it a treafure by which he would be enabled to fecure the wavering and venal faith of that crew of ruffians that followed his ftandard, provided he fell not into the hands of the enemies //ho were now in fearch of him. " My tumultuous curiofity was fuddenly checked by the following leaves being glued together at the edges. To diflever them without injury to the written ff aces was by no means eafy. I proceeded to the tafk, not without precipitation. The edges were torn away, and the leaves parted. It may be thought that I took up the thread where it had been broken ; but no. The object that my eyes encountered, and which the cemented leaves had fo long con- cealed, was beyond the power of the mod capricious or lawlefs fancy to have pre- figured -, yet it bore a fhadowy refemblance to the images with which my imagination was ARTHUR MERVYM. 257 previoufly occupied. I opened, and beheld a bank-note ! To the firft tranfportsoffurprife, the con- jecture fiicceeded that the remaining leaves, cemented together in the fame manner, might enclofe fimilar bills. They were haftily feparated, and the conjecture was verified. My lenfations at this difcovery were of an inexplicable kind. I gazed at the notes in filence. I moved my finger over them held them in different pofitions read and re-read the name of each furn and the figna- ture added them together, and repeated to myfclf " Twenty thoufand dollars ! They are mine, and by fuch means !" This fum would have redeemed the falling fortunes of Welbeck. The dying Lodi was * %7 unable to communicate all the contents of this ineftimable volume. He had divided his treafure, with a view to its greater fafety, between this volume and his pocket-book. Death hafted upon him too fuddenly to allow him to explain his precautions. Welbeck had placed the book in his collection, pur- pofing 258 ARTHUR MERVYN. pofingfome time to perufe it ; but, deterred by anxieties, which the perufal would have diflipated, he rufhed to defperation and fuicide, from which fome contingency, by unfolding; this treafure to his view, would \j * have effectually refcued him. But was this event to be regretted ? This fum, like the former, would probably have been expended in the fame pernicious pro- digality. His career would have continued fome time longer, but his inveterate habits would have finally conducted his exiftence to the fame criminal and ignominious clofe. But the deftiny of Wtlbeck was accorh- plifhed. The money was placed, without guilt or artifice, in my poffefTion. My for- tune had been thus unexpectedly and won- droufly propitious. How was I to profit by her favour ? Would not this fum enable me to gather round me all the inftruments of pleafure ? Equipage, and palace,, and a mul- titude of fervants polifhed mirrors, fplendid hangings, banquets, and flatterers, were equally abhorrent to my tafte and my prin- ciples. ARTHUR MERVYN. 259 ciples. The accumulation of knowledge, and the diffufion of happinefs, in which riches may be rendered eminently mftrumental, were the only precepts of duty, and the only avenues to genuine felicity. " But what," faid I, " is my title to this money ? By retaining it, mail I not be as culpable as Weibeck ? It came into his pofleffion as it came into mine, without a crime j but my knowledge of the true pro- prietor is equally certain, and the claims of the unfortunate ftranger are as valid as ever. Indeed, if utility, and not law, be the mea- fure of Juftice, her claim, defolate and indi- gent as fbe is unfitted, by her pad life, by the foftnefs and the prejudices of her education, for contending with calamity, is inconteftible. " As to me, health and diligence will give me not only the competence which I feek, but the power of enjoying it. If my prefent condition be unchangeable, I (hall not be unhappy. My occupations are falutary and meritorious ; I am a ftranger to the cares as well as to the enjoyment of riches : abua- dant ft6o ARTHUR MERVYN. dant means cf knowledge are poflefled by" me, as long as I have eyes to gaze at man and at nature as they are exhibited in their original forms or in books. The precepts of my duty cannot be miftaken. The lad)r muft be fought, and the money be reftored to her." Certain obftacles exrfted to the imme- diate execution of this fcherne. How mould I conduct my fearch ? What apology mould I make for withdrawing thus abruptly, and contrary to the terms of an agreement into which I had lately entered, from the family and lervice of my friend and benefactor, Hadwin 2 My thoughts were called away from pur-- fuing thefe enquiries by a rumour which had gradually fwelled to formidable dimenfions, and which at length reached ro in~oiir~~qujet^ retreat. The city, we were told, was in- volved in confufion and panic i for a peftilen- tialdifeafe had begun its deft motive progrefs. Magtftrates and citizens were flying to the country. The numbers of the lick mul- tiplied ARTHUR MERVYN. tiplied beyond ail example even in the peft- affected cities of the Levant. The malady was malignant and unfparing. The ufuai occupations and amufements of life were at an end. Terror had exter- minated all the fentiments of nature. Wives were deferted by hulbands, and children by parents. Some had fhut themfelves in their houfcs, and debarred themfelves from all communication with the reft of mankind. The confirmation of others had deftroyed their underftanding, and their mifguided fteps hurried them into the midft of the danger which they had previoufly laboured to (hun. Men were feizcd by this difeafe in the ftreets ; paffengers fled from them ; entrance into tluir own dwelling was denied to them -, they perimed in the public ways ! The chambers of difeafe were deferted, and the fick left to die of negligence. None could be found to remove the lifelefs bodies. Their remains, fuffered to decay by piece- meal, filled the air with deadly exhalations, and added tenfold to the devaitation. Such 262 ARTHUR MEPVYN. Such was the tale, diftorted and diver- fified a thoufand ways by the credulity and exaggeration of the tellers. At firft I liitened to the ttory with indifference or mirth : methought it was confuted by its own extra- vagance. The enormity and variety of fuch an evil made it unworthy to be believed. I expefted that every new day would detect the abfurdity and fallacy of fuch reprefenta- tions. Every new day, however, added to the number of witnefles and the confiftency of the tale, till at length it was not poffiblc to withhold my faith. CHAP. ARTHUR MERVYN, CHAP. XIV. INSANITY. JL HIS rumour was of a nature to abforb and fufpend the whole foul. A certain fub- limity is connected with enormous dangers, that imparts to our confirmation or our pity a tincture of the pleafing. This, at leaflr, may be experienced by thofe who are beyond the verge of peril. My own perfoa was ex- pofed to no hazard. I had leiiure to conjure up terrific images, a d to perfonate the wit- ncfles and lufferers of this calamity. This employment was not enjoined upon me by ncccifity, 264 ARTHUR MERVYN* neceffity, but was ardently purfued, and muft therefore have been recommended by fome namelefs charm. Others were very differently affected. As often as the tale was embellifhed with new incidents, or enforced by new teftimony, the hearer grew pale, his breath was {lifted by inquietudes, his blood was chilled, and his ftomach was bereaved of its ufual energies. A temporary indifpofition was produced in many : fome were haunted by a melancholy bordering upon madnefs ; and fome, in con- fequence of ileeplefs panics, for which no caufe could be affigned, and for which no opiates could be found, were attacked by lingering or mortal difeafes. Mr. Hadwin was fuperior to groundlefs apprehenfions. His daughters, however, partook in all the confirmation which fur- rounded them. The eldeit had, indeed, abundant reafon for her terror. The youth to whom me was betrothed, refided in the city. A year previous to this, he had left the houie of -Mr. Hadwin, who was his uncle, ARTHUR MERVYN. 265 uncle, and had removed to Philadelphia, in purfuit of fortune. He made himfelf clerk to a merchant, and by fome mercantile adventures in which he had fuccefbfully engaged, began to flatter himfelf with being able, in no long time, to fupport a family. Meanwhile, a tender . and conftant correfpondence was maintained between him and his beloved Sulan. This girl was a foft enthufiaft, in whofe bofom devotion and love glowed with an ardour that has feldom been exceeded. The firft tidings of the yellow fever were heard by her with unfpeakable perturbation. Wallace was interrogated by letter reflecting its truth. For a time, he treated ic as a vague report , at length, a confeffion was extorted from him that there exifted a pef- tilential difeafe in the city ; but, he added, that it was hitherto confined to one quarter, diftant from the place of his abode. The moft pathetic entreaties were urged by her that he would withdraw into the country. He declared his refolution to VOL. i. N comply Z66 ARTHUR MERVYN. comply when the ftreet in which he lived fliould become infedled, and his flay fhould be attended with real danger. He Rated how much his interefts depended upon the favour of his prefent employer, who had ufed the moft powerful arguments to detain him ; but declared that, when his fituation (liould become in the lead degree perilous, he would flight every confid< ration of gratitude and intereft, and fly to Malverton. Mean- while, he promifed to communicate tidings of his fafety by every opportunity. Belding, Mr. Hadwin's next neighbour, though not uninfe5led by the general panic, perfifted to vifit the city daily with his mar- ket-cart. He fet out by fu .rife, and ufually returned by noon. By him a letter was pundua'ily received by Sufan. As the hour of Bcldi: g's return approached, her impatience and anxiety increafed. The daily c\ idle was leceived, and read ia a tranf- port of eage; neis. For a while her emotion fubfi'.led ; b.,t returned with augmented vehemence at noon on the eniuing day. Thefe ARTHUR MERVYN. Thefe agitations were loo vehement for a O feeble conftitution like her's. She renewed her Replications to Wallace to quit the city. He repeated his afiertions of being hitherto fecure, and his promife of coming when the danger mould be imminent. When Be!d- ing returned, and, inftead of being accom- panied by Wal'ace, merely brought a letter from him, the unhappy Sufan would fink into fits of lamentation and weeping, and repel every cff<rt to conloie her, with an ob- flinacy that pa 'took of madnefs. It was at length manifv.il that Wallace's delays would be fatally injurious to the health of his mi ft re fs. Mr. Hadwin had hitherto been paffive. He conceived that the entreaties and re- monft ranees of his daughter were more likely to influence the conduct of Wallace than any reprelentations which he could make. Now, however, he wrote the contumacious Wallace a letter, in which he laid his com- mands upon him to return in company with N 2 Belding, 268 ARTHUR MERVYN, Belding, and declared that, by a longer de- lay, the youth would foifeit his favour. The malady had, at this time, made con- fiderable progrefs. Beiding's iniereft at length yielded to his fears, and this was the laft journey which he propcfed to make. Hence our impatience for the return of Wallace was augmented ; fince, if this op- portunity were loft, no fuitable conveyance might again be offered him. Beldir.g fet out, as ufual, at the dawn of day. The cuflomary interval between his departure and return was fpent by Sufan in a tumult of hopes and fears. As noon ap- proached, her fuf^enfe arofe to a pitch of \vildnefs and agony : (he could fcarcely be reftrained from running along the road many miles towards the city, that ihe might, by meeting Belding half way, the fooner afcer- tain the fate of her lover, She ftationed her- felf at a window which overlooked the road, along which Belding was to pafi. Her filler and her father, though lefs 4 impatient, ARTHUR MERVYN. s<J impatient, marked with painful eagernefs the fii ft found of the approaching vehicle. They {hatched a look at it as foon as it appeared in fight. Belding was without a com* panion. This confirmation of her fears over* whelmed the unhappy Sufan. She funk into a fit, from which, for a long time,, her recovery was hopelefs. This was fucceeded by pamxyfms of a furious infanitv, in which, fhe attempted to match any pointed imple- ment which lay within her reach, with a view to deftroy herfeJf. Thefe being carefully re- moved, or forcibly wrefted from her, Ihe refigned herfelf to fobs and exclamations. Having interrogated Belding he informed us that he occupied his ufaal.poft in the market-place; that, heretofore, Wallace had duly fought him out, and exchanged letters; but that, on this morning, the young man had not made his appearancd, though Belding had been induced, by his wifli to fee him, to prolong his (lay in the city much beyond the ufual period. N 3 That 2JO ARTHUR MERVYN. That fome other caufe than ficknefs had occafioned this omifllon, was barely poffible. There was fcarcely room for the mod fan- guine temper to indulge a hope. Wallace was without kindred, and probably without friends in the city. The merchant, in whole fervice he had placed himfelf, was connected with him by no confideration but that of intereft. What then mufl be his fituation when feized with a malady which all believed to be contagious, and the fear of which was able to diflblve the ftrongeft ties that bind human beings together ? 1 was perfonally a ftranger to this youth. 1 had feen his letters, and they befpoke, not indeed any great refinement or elevation of intelligence, but a frank and generous fpirit, to which I could not refufe my efteem , but his chief claim to my affection confided in his confanguinity to Mr. Hadwin, and his place in the affections of Sufan. His welfare was eflential to the happinefs of thofe, whofe happinefs had become effential to mine. I witneffed the outrages of defpair in the daughter, ARTHUR MERVYN. 3.J1 daughter, and the fymptoms of a deep, but lefs violent grief in the filter and parent. Was it not poflible for me to alleviate their pangs ? Could not the fate of Wallace be afcerta'med ? This difeafe aflailed men with different degrees of malignity. In its worft form per- haps it was incurable ; but in fome of its modes, it was doubtlefs conquerable by the fkill of phyficians, and the fidelity of nurfes. In its lead formidable fymptoms, negligence and folitude would render it fatal. Wallace might, perhaps, experience this peft in its moft lenient degree ; but the de- fertion of all mankind the want not only of medicines, but of food, would irrevoca- bly feal his doom. My imagination was in- ceflantly purfued by the image of this youth perifhing alone, and in obfcurity calling on the name of diftant friends, or invoking, ineffectually, the fuccour of thofe who were near. Hitherto diftrefs had been contemplated at a diflance, and through the medium of a N 4 fancy ARTHUR MERVYN. fancy delighting t to be ftartled by the won- derful, or tranfperted by fublimity. Now the calamity had entered my own doors, imaginary evils were fupplanted by real, and my heart was the feat of commiferation and horror. I found my lei f unfit for recreation or em- ployment. I fhrouded myfelf in the gloon> of the neighbouring foreft, or loft myfelf in the maze of rocks and dells. I endeavour- ed, in vain, to (hut out the phantoms of the dying Wallace, and to forget the fpectacle of domeftic woes. At length it occurred to me to afk " May not this evil be obviated, and the felicity of the Hadwins re-eflablim- ed ? Wallace is friendlefs and fuccourlefs; but cannot I fupply to him the place of protector and nurfe? Why not haften to the city, fearch out his abode, and afcer- tain whether he be living or dead ? If he flill retain life, may I not, by confolation and attendance, contribute to the reftora- tion of his health, and conduct him once more to the bofom of his family ? With ARTHUR MERVYNV *' With what tranfports will his arrival be hailed ! How amply will their impatience and their forrow be compenfated by his re- turn ! In the fpectacle of their joys, how rapturous and pure will be my delight I- Do the benefits which I have received from the Hadwins demand a lefs retribution than, this ? " It is true that my own life will be en- dangered ; but my danger will be propor- tioned to the duration of my ftay in this feat of infection. The death, or the flight of Wallace may abfolve me from the ne- ceffity of {pending one night in the city. The ruftics who daily frequent the market are, as experience proves, exempt from this difeafe ; in confequence, perhaps, of limit- ing their continuance in the city to a few hours. May I not, in this refped, conform to their example, and enjoy a fimilar ex- emption ? " My ftay, however, may be longer than the day. I may be condemned to (hare in the common deftiny. What then ? Life is N 5 dependant 74 ARTHUR MERVYN. dependant on a thoufand contingencies, not to be computed or forefeen. The feeds of an early and lingering death are Town in my conftitution. It is vain to hope to efcape the malady by which my mother and my brothers have died. We are a race, whofe exiftence fome inherent property has limited to the (liort fpace of twenty years. We are expofed, in common with the reft of mankind, to innumerable cafualties ; but if thefe be fhunned, we are unalterably fated to perim by confumption. Why then fliould I fcruple to lay down my life in the caufe of virtue and humanity ? It is better to die in the confcioufnefs of having offered an heroic facrifice to die by a fpeedy ftroke, than by the perverfenefs of nature, in igno- minious inactivity and lingering agonies." Thefe confiderations determined me to haften to the city. To mention my pur- pofe to the Hadwins, would be ufelefs or pernicious. It would only augment the fum of their prefent anxieties. 1 mould meet with a thoufand obftacles in the tendernefs ARTHUR MERVVN. ZJ $ tendernefs and terror of Eliza, and in the prudent affection of her father. Their ar- guments I fhould be condemned to hear, but fhould not be able to confute; and fhould only load myfelf with imputations of perverfenefs and temerity. But how elfe mould I explain my ab- fence ? I had hitherto preferved my lips untainted by prevarication or falfehood. Perhaps there was no occafion which would juftify an untruth ; but here, at leaft, it was fuperfluous or hurtful. My difappearance, if effected without notice or warning, will give birth to fpeculation and conjecture ; but my true motives will never be fuipected, and therefore will excite no fears. My con- duct will not be charged with guilt : it will merely be thought upon with fome regret, which will be alleviated by the opinion of my fafety, and the daily expectation of my return. But, fince my purpofe was to fearch out Wallace, I mufh be previoufly furnifhed 6 with. ARTHUR MERVYN. with directions to the place of his abode, and a defcription of his perfon. Satisfac- tion, on this head was eafily obtained from Mr. Had win ; who was prevented from fuf- pecting the motives of my curiofity, by my queftions being put in a manner apparently cafual. He mentioned the flreet, and the number of the houfe. I liftened with furprife. It was a houfe with which I was already familiar. He re- fidcd, it feems, with a merchant. Was it pofiible for me to be miftaken ? What, I afked, was the merchant^ name ? Thetford." This was a confirmation of my firR con- jecture. I recollected the -extraordinary means by which I had gained accefs to the houfe and bedchamber of this gentleman. I recalled the perfon and appearance of the youth, by vvhofe artifices I had been entan- gled in the fnare. Thefe artifices implied Jfome domeftic or confidential connection between ARTHUR MERVYN. between Thetford and my guide. Wallace was a member of the family. Could it be he by whom I was betrayed ? Suitable queftions eafily obtained from Hadwin a defcription of the perfon and car- riage of his nephew. Every circumftance evinced the identity of their perfons. Wal- lace then was the engaging and fprightly youth whom I had encountered at Lefher's j and who, for purpofes not hitherto difcover- able, had led me into a fituation fo romantic and perilous. I was far from fufpecting that thefe par- pofes were criminal. It was eafy to infer that his conduct proceeded from juvenile wantonnefs, and a love of fport. My refo- lution was unaltered by this difclofure ; and having obtained a!l the information which I needed, I fecretly began my journey. My reflections on the way were fufficient- ly employed in tracing the confequences of my project ; in computing the inconve- niences and dangers to which 1 was preparing to fubjed myfelf ; in fortifying my courage againft 278 ARTHUR MERVYtf, againfl the influence of rueful fights and abrupt tranfitions ; and in imagining the meafures which it would be proper to purfue in every emergency. Connected as thefe views were with the family and character of Thetford, I could not but fometimes advert to thofe incidents which formerly happened. The mercantile alliance between him and Welbeck was re- membered 3 the allufions which were made to the condition of the latter in the cham- ber converfation, of which I was an unfuf- pected auditor ; and the relation which thefe allufions might poflefs with fubfequent oc- currences. Welbeck's property was for- feited. It had been confided to the care of Thetford's brother. Had the cafe of this forfeiture been truly or thoroughly explain- ed ? Might not contraband articles have been admitted through the management, or under the connivance of the brothers, and might not the younger Thetford be furnifh- ed with the means of purchafing the cap- tured veffel and her cargo, which, as ufual, would ARTHUR MERVYN. would be fold by aucYion at a fifth or tenth of its real value ? Welbeck was not alive to profit by the detection of this artifice, admitting thefe conclufions to bejuft. My knowledge will be ufelefs to the world j for by what mo- tives can I be influenced to publifti the truth or by whom will my fingle tefti- raony be believed, in oppofition to that plaufible exterior, and perhaps to that ge- neral integrity which Thetford has main- tained ? To myfelf it will not be unprofit- able. Tt is a leflbn on the principles of human nature on the delufivenefs of appearances on the pervioufnefs of fraud and on the power with which Nature has invefted hu- man beings over the thoughts and adions of each other. Thetford and his frauds were difmifled from my thoughts, to give place to con- fiderations relative to Clemenza Lodi, and the money which chance had thrown into my pofleflion. Time had only confirmed my purpoie to reftore thefe bills to the rightful ARTHUR MERVYlfi rightful proprietor, and heightened my im- patience to difcover her retreat. I reflected that the means of doing this were more likely to fuggeft themfelves at the place to which I was going, than elfewhere. I might indeed perifh before my views, in this re- fpeV, could be accomplished. Againft' thefe evils I had at prefent no power to pro- vide. While I lived, I would bear perpe- tually about me the volume, and its pre- cious contents. If I died, a Superior Power rnuft direct the courfe of this as of all other events. CHAP. ARTHffR MERVYN, CHAP. XV. FATAL CALAMITY. / A HESE meditations did not enfeeble my refolution, or flacken my pace. In propor- tion as I drew near the city, the tokens of its calamitous condition became more ap- parent. Every farmhoufe was rilled with fupernumerary tenants; fugitives from home, and haunting the fkirts of the road, eager to detain every paflenger with enquiries after news. The paffengers were numerous, for the tide of emigration was by no means ex- haufted : fome were on foot, bearing in their countenances the tokens of the-ir recent terror, ARTHUR MERVYN. terror, and filled with mournful reflexions on the forlornnefs of their ftate. Few had fecured to themfelves an afylum j fome were without the means of paying for victuals or lodging for the coining night; others, who were not thus deftitute, yet knew not whi- ther to apply for entertainment, every houfe being already overftocked with inhabitants, or barring its inhofpitable doors at their approach. Families of weeping mothers and difmay- ed children, attended with a few pieces of indifpenfable furniture, were carried in vehicles of every form. The parent or huf- band had peridied ; and the price of fome moveable, or the pittance handed forth by public charity^ had been expended to pur- chafe the means of retiring from this theatre of difafters, though uncertain and hopelefs of accommodation in the neighbouring dif- trids. Between thefe and the fugitives whom curiofity had led to the road, dialogues fre- quently took place, to which I was fuffered to ARTHUR MERVYN. 2'j to liften. From every mouth the tale of forrow was repeated with new aggravations. Pictures of their own diftrefs, or of that of their neighbours, were exhibited in all the hues which imagination can annex to pefti- lence and poverty. My pjeconceptiqns--of the evil now ap- peared to have fallen fhort of the truth. The dangers into which I was rufhing, feemed more numerous and imminent than I had previoufly imagined. I wavered not in my purpofe. A panic crept to my heart, which more vehement exertions were neceflary to fubdue or controul j but I harboured not a momentary doubt that the courfe which I had taken was prefcribed by duty. There was no difficulty or reluctance in proceed- ing. All for which my efforts were de- manded, was to walk in this path without tumult or alarm. Various circumftances had hindered me from fetting out upon this journey as early as was proper. My frequent paufes to liften to the narratives of travellers, contributed likewife ARTHUR MERVYW* like wife to procrafti nation. The fun had nearly fet before I reached the precincts of the city. 1 purfued the track which 1 had formerly taken, and entered High Sueet after nightfall. Inftead of equipages, and a throng of { aflengers, the voice of hviry and glee which I had formerly obferved, and which the mildnefs of the feafon would at other times have produced, I found no- thing but a dreary foiitud . f The market-place, and each fide of this fnagnificent avenue, were illuminated, as before, by lamps ; but between the verge of Schuylkill and the heart of the city, I met not more than a dozen figures, and thefe were ghoft-like, wrapped in cloaks, from behind which they caft upon me glances of wonder and fufpicion ; and, as I approached, changed their courfe, to avoid touching me. Their clothes were fprinkled with vinegar, and their noftrils defended from contagion by fome powerful perfume. I caft a look upon the houfes which I re- collefted to have formerly been, at this hour, brilliant ARTHUR MERVYN, 285 brilUant with lights, refounding with lively- voices, and thronged with bufy faces. Now they were clofed above and below, dark, and without tokens of being inhabited. From the upper windows of fome, a gleam fome- times fell upon the pavement I was traverf- ing, and mewed that their tenants had not fled, but were fecluded or difabled. Thefe tokens were new, and awakened all my panics. Death feemed to hover over this fcene, and I dreaded that the floating peftilence had already lighted on my frame* I had fcarcely overcome thefe tremors, when. J approached a houfe, the door of which was open, and before which ftood a vehicle, which I prefently recognifed to be a hearfe. The driver was feated on it. I ftood flili to mark his vifage, and to obferve tjie courfe which he propofed to take. Frefently a coffin, borne by two men, iffued from the houfe. The driver was a negro, but his companions were white. Their features were marked by ferocious indifference to danger or pity. One of them, as he afliiled in thrufting the 286 ARTHUR MERVYN. the coffin into the cavity provided for it, faid * c I'll be damned if 1 think the poor dog was quite dead. It was not the fever that ailed him, but the fight of the girl and her mother on the floor. I wonder how they all got into that room. What carried them there ?" The other furlily muttered " Their legs to be fure." But what fhouSd they hug together in one room for ?" " To lave us trouble to be fure." " And I thank them with ail my heart ; but damn it, it was not right to put him in his coffin before the breath was fairly gone. I thought the laft look he gave me, told me to ftay.a few minutes." " Plhaw ! he could not live. The fooner dead, the better for him, as well as for us. Did you mark how he eyed us, when we carried away his wife and daughter ? I never cried in my life, fince I was knee-high ; but curie me if I ever felt in better tune for the bufmefs than jufl then, Hey !" continued he, ARTHUR MERVYN. he, looking up, and obferving me {landing a few paces diftant, and liftening to their difcourfe, " what's wanted ? Any body dead?" I ft aid not to anfwer or par'ey, but hur- ried forward. My joints trembled, and cold drop ftood on my forehead. I was afhamed of my own infirmity, and, by vigorous ef- forts of my reafon, regained fome degree of compofure. The evening had now ad- Vanced, and it behoved me to procure ac- commodation at fome of the inns. Thefe were eafily diftinguifhed by their figns j but. many were without inhabitants. At length I lighted upon one, the hall of which was open, and the windows lifted. Afcer knocking for fome time, a young girl appeared, with many marks of diftrcfs. In antwer to my queflion, fhe faid that both her parents were fick, and that they could receive no one. I emjuired in vain for any other tavern, at which ftrangers might be accommodated. She knew of none fuel) ; and left me, on fome one calling to her from 288 ARTHUR MERVYN, from above-, in the midft of my embarraff*-, ment. After a moment's paufe, I return- ed, difcomforted and perplexed, to the ftreet. I proceeded in a confiderable degree at random. At length I reached a fpacious building, in Fourth Street, which the fign- potl (hewed me to be an inn. I knocked loudly and often at the door. At length a female opened the window of the fecond flory, and, in a tone of peeviftinefs, de- manded what I wanted ? I told her that I wanted lodging. *< Go hunt for it fomewhere elfe," faid flie ; " you'll find none here." I began to expoftulate ; but (he (hut the window with quicknefs, and left me to my own reflections. I begaa now to feel fome regret at the journey I had taken. Never, in the depths of caverns or forefts, was I equally con- fcious of lonelinefs. I was furrounded by the habitations of men j but I was deftitute of aflbciate or friend. I had money, but a horfc horfe fhclter, or a morfel of food, could not- be purchafed. I came for the purpofe of relieving others, but flood in the utmoft need myfelf. Even in health my condition was helplefs and forlorn ; but what would become of me, mould this fatal malady be contracted ? To hope that an afylum would be afforded to a fick man, which was denied to one in health, was unreafonabie. The firfl impulfe which flowed from thefe reflections, was to haften back to Malverton ; which,- with fufficient diligence, I might hope to regain before the morning light. I could not, methought, return upon my fteps with too much fpeed. I was prompted to run, as if the pefl was rufhing upon me, and could be eluded only by the moft preci- pitate flight. This impulfe was quickly counteracted by new ideas. I thought with indignation and fhame on the imbecility of my proceeding. I called up the images of Sufan Hadwin and of Wallace. 1 reviewed the motives which had led me to the undertaking of this VOL. i. o journey. 290 ARTHUR MERVYN. journey. Time had by no means diminifhed their force. I had indeed nearly arrived ac the accomplishment of what I had intended. A few fleps would carry me to Thetford's habitation. This might be the critical mo- ment, when fuccour was moft needed, and would be moft efficacious. I had previoufly concluded to defer going thither till the enfuing morning ; but why Ihould I allow myfelf a moment's delay ? I might at lead gain an external view of the houfe, and circumflances might arife which would abfolve me from the obl'gition of remaining an hour longer in the city. All for which I came might be performed, the deftiny of Wallace be afceitained, and I be once more fafe within the precincts of Mal- verton bef >re the return of day. J immediately directed my fleps towards the habitation of Thetford. Carriages, bearing the dead, were frequently difcover- ed. A few pafiengers likewife occurred, whofe hafty and perturbed fleps denoted their participation in the common diflrefs. 4 The ARTHUR MERVYN. 291 The houfe, of which I was in queft, quickly appeared. Light from an upper window indicated that it was flill inhabited. I paufed a moment, to reflect in what manner it became me to proceed. To af- certain the exiftence and condition of Wal- lace was the purpofe of my journey. He had inhabited this houfe ; and whether he remained in it, was now to be known. I felt repugnance to enter, fince my fafety might, by entering, be unawares and ufe- leflly endangered. Moft of the neighbour- ing houfes were apparently deferted. In fome there were various tokens of people being within. Might 1 not enquire at one ofthefe refpe-fting the condition of Thet- ford's family ? Yet why fhould I difturb them by enquiries fo impertinent at this un- feafonable hour ? To knock at Thetford's door, and put my queftions to him who (hould obey the fignal, was the obvious method. I knocked dubioufly and lightly. No one came. I knocked again, and mor^ o 2 loudly j ARTHUR MERVYN. loudly ; Ilikewife drew the bell I diftinctly heard its diftant peals. If any were within, my^fignal could not fail to be noticed. I paufed and liftened ; but neither voice nor footfteps could be heard. The light, though obfcured by window- curtains, which feemed to be drawn clofe, was dill perceptible. I ruminated on the caufes that N might hinder my fummons from being obeyed. I figured to myfelf nothing but the helple'iflhefs of difeafe, or the infenfibility of -death. Thefe images only urged trie" to perfift in endeavouring to obtain admiffion. With- out weighing the. confequences of my aft, I involuntarily lifted the latch. The door yielded to my hand, .and I put.my feet within the paffage. Once more 1 paufed. The pafTage was of confiderable extent, and at the end of it I perceived light, as from a lamp or candle. This impelled me to go for ward, till I reached the foot of a flaircafe. A candle itood upon the loweft itep. This ARTHUR MERVYN. 293 This was a new proof that the houfe was not deferted. I ftruck my heel againft the floor with fome violence ; but this, like my former fignals, was unnoticed. Having proceeded thus far, it would have been ab- furd to retire with my purpofe uneffected. Taking the candle in my hand, I opened a door that was near : it led into a fpacious parlour, furnimed with profufion and fplen- dour. I walked to and fro, gazing at the objefts which prefented themfelves ; and, in- volved in perplexity, I knocked with my heel louder than ever, but no lefs inef- fectually. Notwithstanding the lights which I had o o feen, it was poffiole that the houfe was un- inhabited. This I was refolved to afcertain, by proceeding to the chamber which I had obferved from without to be illuminated. This chamber, as far as the comparifon of circumftances would permit me to decide, I believed to be the fame in which J had pafled the firft night of my late abode in the city. Now was I, a fecond time, in aim >ft equal o 3 ignorance 94 ARTHUR MERVYN ignorance of my fituation, and of the con- fequences which impended exploring my way to the fame recefs. I mounted the flairs. As I approached the door of which I was in fearch, a vapour, infectious and deadly, affailed my fenfes. It refembled nothing of which I had ever be- fore been fenfible. Many odours had been met with, even fince my arrival in the city, lefs fupportable than this. I feemed not fo much to fmell, as to tafte the element that now encompaffed me. I felt as if 1 had in- haled a poifonous and fubtile fluid, whofe power inftantly bereft my ftomach of all vigour. Some fatal influence appeared to feize upon my vitals ; and the work of cor- rofion and decomposition to be bufily begun. For a moment I doubted whether ima- gination had not fome mare in producing my fcnfaiion j but I had not been previoufly panic ft ruck : and even now I attended to rr>y own fenfations without mental difcom- pofure. Tiiat I had imbibed this difeafe, was not to be queftioned. So far the chances in ARTHUR MERVYN. in my favour were annihilated. The lot of ficknefs was drawn. Whether my cafe would be lenient or malignant whether I (hould recover or perifh, was to be left to the decision of the future. This incident, inftead of appalling me, tended rather to invigorate my courage. The danger which I feared, had come. I muht enter with indifference on this theatre of peftilence. I might execute, without fal- tering, the duties that my circum fiances might create. My ftate was no longer hazardous ; and my deftiny would be totally uninfluenced by my future conduct. The pang with which I was firft feized, and the momentary inclination to vomit, which it produced, prefently fubfided My wholefome feelings indeed did not revifit me, but ftrength to proceed was reftored to me. The effluvia became more fenfible as I ap- proached the door of the chamber. The door was ajar, and the lu,ht within was perceived. My belief that thofe within were o 4 dead, 296 ARTHUR MERVYN. dead, was prefently confuted by a found, which I firft fuppofed to be that of fleps moving quickly and timorouily acrofs the floor. This ceafed, and was fucceeded by founds of different, but inexplicable import. Having entered the apartment, I faw a candle on the hearth. A table was covered with vials and other apparatus of a fick cham- ber. A bed flood on one fide, the curtain of which was dropped at the foot", fo as to conceal any one within. I fixed my eyes upon this object. There were fufficient tokens that fome one lay upon the bed. Breath drawn at long intervals, mutterings fcarcely audible, and a tremulous motion in the bed {lead, were fearful and intelligible indications. If my heart faltered, it muft not be fup- pofed that my trepidations arofe from any felfim confiderations. Wallace only, the objc ct of my fearch, was prefent to my fancy. Pervaded with remembrance of the Had- wins of the agonies which they had already endured ARTHUR MERVYN. endured of the defpair which would over- whelm the unhappy Sufan, when the death of her lover mould be afcertained ob- fervant of the lonely condition of this houfe, whence I could only infer that the fick had been denied fuitabie attendance ar.d re- minded by the fymptoms that appeared, that this being was ilruggling with the agonies of death a ficknefs of the heart, more in- fupportable than that which I had juft ex- perienced, ftole upon me. My fancy readily depicted the progreft and completion of this tragedy. Wallace was the firft of the family on whom the pe- tilence had feized. Thetford had fled from his habitation. Perhaps, as a father and a hufband, to fhun the danger attending his flay, was the injunction of his duty. It was, queltionlefs, the conduct which felfifh regards would dictate. Wallace was left to perifh alone ; or, perhaps, which indeed was a fuppofition fomewhat juftified by appear- ances, he had been left to the attendance of o 5 mercenary 9 ARTHUR MERVYN. mercenary wretches, by whom, at this de- fperate moment, he had been abandoned. I was not mindlefs of the poffibility that thefe forebodings, fpecious as they were, might be falfe. The dying perfon might be fome other than Wallace. The whifpers of my hope were indeed faint ; but they at lead prompted me to fnatch a look at the expiring man. For this purpofe I advanced, and thruft my head within the curtain. CHAP. ARTHUR MER.VYN. 259 CHAP. XVII. DEATH. jl HE features of one whom I had feen fo tranfiently as Wallace, may be imagined to be not eafily recognifed, efpecially when thofe features were tremulous and deathful. Here, however, the differences were toocon- fpicuous to miflead me. I beheld one, to whom I could recollect none that bore re- femblance. Though ghaftly and livid, the traces of intelligence and beauty were unde- faced. The life of Wallace was of more 'value to a feeble individual j but furely the being that was ftretched before me, and o 6 who 3OO ARTHUR MERVYN. who was battening to his laft breath, was pre- cious to thoufands. Was he not one in whofe place I would willingly have died ? The offering was too late. His extremities were already cold. A vapour, noifome and contagious, hovered over him. The flutterings of his pulfe had ceafed. His exiftence was about to clofe amidfl convulsions and pangs. I withdrew my gaze from this object, and walked to a table. I was nearly unconfcious of my movements. My, thoughts were oc- cupied with contemplations of the train of horrors and difafters that purfue the race of man. My mufings were quickly interrupted by the fight of a fmall cabinet, the hinges of which were broken, and the lid half raifed. In the prefent itate of my thoughts, I was prone to fufpect the worfl. Here were traces of pillage. Some cafual or mercenary at- tendant had not only contributed to haften the death of the patient, but had rifled his property, and fled. This ARTHUR MERVYN. This fufpicion would, perhaps, have yielded to mature reflections, if T had been fuffered to reflect. A moment fcarcely elapled, when fome appearance in the mirror which hung over the table, called my atten- tion. It was a human figure. Nothing; ^J t> could be briefer than the glance that I fixed upon this apparition ; yet there was room enough for the vague conception to fugged itfelf, that the dying man had ftaned from his bed, and was approaching me. This belief was at the f me inftant confuted by the furvey of his form and garb. One eye, a fear upon his cheek, a tawny fkin, a form grotefquely mifproportioned, brawny as Her- cules, and habited in livery, compofed as it were the parts of one view. To perceive, to fear, and to confront this apparition were blended into one ientiment. I turned towards him with the fwiftnefs of lightning, but my fpeed was ufelefs to my fafety. A blow upon my temple was fuc- ceeded by an utter oblivion of thought and of ARTHUR MERVYtf. of feeling. I funk upon the floor proftrate and fenfclefs. My infenfibility might be miftaken by obfervers for death ; yet fome part of this interval was haunted by a fearful dream. I conceived myfelf lying on the brink of a pit, whofe bottom the eye could not reach. My hands and legs were fettered, fo as to difable me from refilling two grim and gigantic figures, who (looped to lift me from the lieart. Their purpofe, methought, was to caft me into this abyfs. My terrors were unfpeakabte; and I ftruggled with fuch force, that my bonds fnapped, and I found myfelf at liberty. At this moment my fenfes returned, and I opened my eyes. The memory of recent events was, for a time, effaced by my vifionary horrors. I was confcious of tranfition from one (late of being to another ; but my imagination was ilill filled with images or danger. The bot- tomlels gulf, and my gigantic pe;fecutors, were ftill dreaded. I looked' up with eagemefs. ARTHUR MERVYN. eagernefs. Befide me I difcovered three figures, whofe chara&er or office was ex- plained by a coffin of pine-boards which lay upon the floor. One ftood with a hammer and nails in his hand, as ready to replace and faften the lid of the coffin, as foon as its burthen fhould be received. I attempted to rife from the floor ; but my head was dizzy, and my fight confufed. Perceiving me revive, one of the men afllft- ed me to regain my feet. The mi ft and confufion prefently vanifhed, fo as to allow me to ftand unfupported, and to move. I once more gazed at my attendants, and re- cognifed the three men whom I had met in High Street, and whofe converfation I have memioned that I overheard. I looked again upon the coffin. A wavering recollection of the incidents that led me hither, and of the ftunning blow which I had received, occur- red to me. I faw into what error appear- ances had milled thefe men, and fhuddered to refled by what hair breadth means I had efcaped being buried alive. Before 304 ARTHUR MERVYM. Before the men had time to interrogate me, or to comment upon my (ituation, one entered the apartment, whofe habit and mien tended to encourage me. The flranger was characterized by an afpect full of compofure and benignity ; a face, in which the ierious lines of age were blended with the ruddineis and fmoothnefs of youth j and a garb that befpoke that re igious profcflion, with whofe benevolent doctrines the example of Had- win had rendered me familiar. On obferving me on my feet, he betrayed marks of lurpriie and fatisfacti <n. He ad- drefled me in a tone of mildnefs. ** Young man," faid he, " what is thy condition ? Art thou fick ? If thou art, thou mud confent to receive the belt treat- ment which the times will afford. Thefe men will convey thee to the hoipitalat Bulh Hill." The mention of that contagious and ab- horred receptacle infpired me with fome degree of energy. " No," faid T, " I am not lick j a violent blow reduced me to this this fituation. I mall prefently recover jdrength enough to leave this fpot without afliftance." He looked at me with an incredulous, but compaffionate air." I fear thou clod de- ceive thyfelf, or me. The ncceflity of going to the hofpital is much to he regretted, but on the whole it is bed. Perhaps, indeed, thou haft kindred or friends who will take care of theo." " No," faid I, " neither kindred nor friends. I am a dranger in the city. I do not even know a fingle b^ing." " Alas !" returned the ftranger, with a figh, " thy date is forrowful i but how earned thou hither ?*' continued he, looking around him, " and whence corned thou ?" " I came from the country. I reached the city a few hours ago. I was in fearch of a friend who lived in this houfe." " Thy undertaking was drangely hazard- ous and ram ; but who is the friend thou feeked ? Was it he who died in that bed, and whofe corpfe has jud been removed ?" The ARTHUR MERVYN. The men now betrayed fome impatience, and enquired of the laft comer, whom they called Mr. Eftwick, what they were to do. He turned to me, and aiked if I were willing to be conducted to the hofpital. I afiured him that I was free from difeafe, and flood in no need of afiiftance ; adding, that my feeblenefs was owing to a Running blow received from a ruffian on my temple. The marks of this blow were confpicuous, and after fome hefitation he difmilfed the men ; who, lifting the empty coffin on their fhoulders, difappeared. He now invited me to defcend into the parlour ; " for," faid he, " the air of this room is deadly. I feel already as if I fhould have reafun to repent of having entered it." He now enquired into the caufe of thofe appearances which he had vvitnefled. 1 ex- plained my fituation as clearly and fuccintflly as I was able. After pondering in filence on my ftory " I fee how it is," faid he ; " the perfon whom thou favveft in the agonies of death, was ARTHUR MERVYN. was a ftranger. He was attended by his fer- vant and a hired nurfc. His matter's, death being certain, the nurfe was difpatched by the fervant to procure a coffin. He pro- bably chofe that opportunity to rifle his matter's trunk that flood upon the table. Thy unfeafonable entrance interrupted him ; and he defigned, by the blow which he gave thee, to fecure his retreat before the arrival of a hearfe. I know the man, and the ap- parition thou haft fo well ciefcribed, was his. Thou fayeft that a friend of thine lived in this houfe. Thou haft come too late to be of fervice. The whole family have perilhed not one was fuffered to efcape." This intelligence was fatal to my hopes. It required iome efforts to lubdue my riling emotions. Companion not only for Wal- lace, but for Thetford, his father, his wife, and his child, caufed a paffionate effufion of tears. I was afhamed of this ufelefs and childlike fenfibility, and attempted to apo- logize to my companion. The fympathy, however, had proved contagious, and the ftranger 3O8 ARTHUR MERVYtf. ftranger turned away his face to hide his own tears. " Nay," faid he, in anfwer to my excufes, " there is no need to be aftumed of thy emotion. Merely to have known this fa- mily, and to have witneflc-d their dep 1 orable fate, is fufficient to melt the mofl obdurate heart. I fufpeft that thou waft united to fome one of this famiij, by ties of tender- nefs like thofe which Ld the unfortunate Maravegli hither." This fiiggeftion was attended, in relation to my felt, with iome degree of obfcurity; but my curiofity was fomewhat excited by the name that he had mentioned. I en- quired into the character and fituation of this , perfon, and particularly refpecting his con- nection with this family. " Maravegli," anfwcred he, " was the lover of the eldeft daughter, and already be- trothed to her. The whole family, confift- ing of helplefs females, had placed them- felves under his peculiar guardianQiip. Mary ARTHUR MERVYN. 309 Mary Walpole and her children enjoyed in him a huiband and a father." The name of Walpole, to which 1 was a ftranger, fuggefted doubts, which I haftened to communicate. " I am in fearch," faid I, " not of a female friend, though not devoid of intereft'in the welfare of Thetford and his family. My principal concern is for a youth, by name Wallace." He looked at me with furprife. "Thet- ford ! this is not his abode. He changed his habitation fome weeks previous to the fever. Thofe who laft dwelt under this roof were an Englilh woman and feven daugh- ters." This detection of my error fomewhat con- foled me. It was ftill poflible that Wallace was alive and in fafety. I eagerly enquired whither Thetford had removed, and whe- ther he had any knowledge of his prefent condition. They had removed to No. , in Market Street. Concerning their ftate he knew nothing. His acquaintance with Thetford ^lO ARTHUR MERVYN. Thetford was imperfect. Whether he had left the city, or had remained, he was wholly uninformed. It became me to afcertain the truth in thefe refpedb. I was preparing to offer my parting thanks to the perfon by whom I had been fo highly benefited ; fince, as he now informed me, it was by his interpofition that I was hindered from being enclofed alive in a coffin. He was dubious of my true con- dition, and peremptorily commanded the followers of the hearfe to defift. A delay of twenty minutes, and fome medical applica- tion would, he believed, determine whether my life was extinguilhed or fufpended. At the end of this time, happily, my fenfes were recovered* Seeing my intention to depart, he enquired why and whither 1 was going ? Having heard my anfwer " Thy defign," refumed he, " is highly indifcreet and ram. No- thing will fooner generate this fever than fatigue and anxiety. Thou haft fcarcely recovered from the blow fo lately received. Inftead ARTHUR MERVYff. 3 1 1 Inftead of being ufeful to others, this precipitation will only difable thyfelf. Inftead of roaming the ftreets, and inhaling this unwholefome air, thou hadft better be- take thyfelf to bed, and try to obtain foms fleep. In the morning thou wilt be better qualified to afcertain the fate of thy friend, and afford him the relief which he (hall want." I could not but admit the reafonablenefs of thefe remonftrances j but where mould a chamber and bed be fought ? It was not likely that a new attempt to procure accom- modation at the inns would fucceed better than the former* " Thy date," replied he, "is forrowfu!. I have no houfe to which I can lead thee. I divide my chamber, and even my bed with another ; and my landlady could not be pre- vailed upon to admit a flranger. What thou wilt do, I know not* This houfe has no one to defend it. It was purchafed and furnilhed by the laft pofiefibr ; but the whole family, including miftrefs, children, and fer- vants 312 ARTHUR MERVYN. vants, was cut off in a fingle week. Per- haps no one in America can claim the property. Meanwhile plunderers are nu- merous and active. A houfe thus totally deferted, and replenifhed with valuable fur- niture, will, I fear, become their prey. To- night nothing can be done towards rendering it fecure, but flaying in it. Art thou willing to remain here till the morrow ? " Every bed in the houfe has probably fuftained a dead perfon. It would not be proper, therefore, to lie in any one of them. Perhaps thou may ft find fome repofe upon this carpet. It is, at leaft, better than the harder pavement, and the open air." This propofa!, after fome hefitation, I embraced. He was preparing to leave me, promifing, if life were fpared to him, to return early in the morning. My curiofity refpedting the perfon whole dying agonies I had witneffed, prompted me to detain him a few minutes. " Ah !" faid he, " this, perhaps, is the only one of many victims to this peililence, whofe ARTHUR MERYYN. 313 whose loss the remotest generations may have reason to deplore. He was the only descendant of an illustrious house of Ve- nice. He had been devoted from his child- hood to the acquisition of knowledge and the practice of virtue. He came hither as an enlightened observer; and after tra- versing the country, conversing with all the men in it, eminent for their talents or their office, and collecting a fund of obser- vations, whose solidity and justice have sel- dom been paralleled, he embarked, three months ago, for Europe. "Previously to his departure, he formed a tender connection with the eldest daugh- ter of this family. The mother and her children had recently arrived from England. So many faultless women, both mentally and personally considered, it was not my fortune to meet with before. This youth well deserved to be adopted into this fami- ly. He proposed to return with the utmost expedition to his native country, and after VOL. i. P the. 314 ARTHUR MERVYN. the settlement of his affairs, to hasten back to America, and ratify his contract with Fanny Walpole. " The ship in which he embarked had scarcely got twenty leagues to sea, before she was disabled by a storm, and obliged to return to port. He posted to New York, to gain a passage in a packet shortly to sail. Meanwhile this malady prevailed among us. Mary Walpole was hindered, by her ignorance of the nature of that evil which assailed us, and the counsel of injudicious friends, from taking the due precautions for her safety. She hesitated to fly, till flight was rendered impracticable. Her death added to the helplessness and distrac- tion of the family. They were successively seized and destroyed by the same pest. " Maravegli was apprized of their dan- ger. He allowed the packet to depart without him, and hastened to the rescue of the Walpoles from the perils which encom- passed them. He arrived in this city time enough ARTHUR MERVYN. 315 enough to witness the interment of the last survivor ! In the same hour he was seized himself by this disease: the catastrophe is known to thee. " I will now leave thee to thy repose. Sleep is no less needful to myself than to thee; for this is the second night which has passed without it." Saying this, my com- panion took his leave. I now enjoyed leisure to review my situ- ation I experienced no inclination to sleep. I lay down for a moment ; but my comfortless sensations and restless contem- plations would not permit me to rest. Be- fore I entered this roof, I was tormented with hunger; but my craving had given place to inquietude and loathing. I paced, in thoughtful and anxious mood, across the floor of the apartment. I mused upon the incidents related by Estwick upon the exterminating nature of this pestilence and upon the horrors of which it was productive. I compared p2 the 316 ARTHUR MERVYN. the experience of the last hours, with those pictures which my imagination had drawn in the retirements of Malverton. I won- dered at the contrariety that exists between the scenes of the city and the country ; and fostered with more zeal than ever the reso- lution to avoid those seats of depravity and danger. Concerning my own destiny, however, I entertained no doubt. My new sensa- tions assured me that my stomach had re- ceived this corrosive poison. Whether I should die or live, was easily decided. The sickness, which assiduous attendance and powerful prescriptionsmightremove^would, by negligence and solitude, be rendered fatal. But from whom could I expect me- dical or friendly treatment ? I had indeed a roof over my head. I should not perish in the public way ; but what was my ground for hoping to conti- nue under this roof? My sickness being suspected, I should be dragged in a cart to the ARTHUR MERVYN. 317 the hospital, where I should indeed die; but not with the consolation of loneliness and silence. Dying groans were the only music, and livid corpses were the only spec- tacle to which I should there be intro- duced. Immured in these dreary meditations, the night passed away. The light glancing through the window, awakened in my bo- som a gleam of cheerfulness. Contrary to my expectations, my feelings were not more distempered, notwithstanding my want of sleep, than on the last evening. This was a token that my state was far from being so desperate as I suspected. It was possible, I thought, that this was the worst indisposition to which I was liable. Meanwhile the coming of Estwick was impatiently expected. The sun arose, and the morning advanced, but he came not. I remembered that he talked of having rea- son to repent his visit to this house. Per- haps he likewise was sick, and that this was the 318 ARTHUR MERVYN. the cause of his delay. This man's kindness had even my love. If I had known the way to his dwelling, I should have hastened thither to inquire into his condition, and to perform for him every office that humanity might enjoin ; but he had not afforded me any information on that head. END or VOL. i. Printed by J. Darling, Leadenhall-Street, London. University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. L 006 212 377 3 A 001 372 605 4