THE WORKS OF HENRY MACKENZIE, Esq. U. fftifJ'i/rn ju/un Ji.ii/T sitJpjiJ HENKY MA€JK]ENaiEs,ES(g)? liihUfhrU Jpnl H>!''2So8,ir OiJdl tcDanrj. Strand. li'TuLm . THE WORKS OF HENRY MACKENZIE, Esq. IN EIGHT VOLUMES. VOL. I. EDINBURGH : PRINTED BY JAMES BAILANTYNE AND CO. FOR ARCHIBALD CONSTABLE AND CO. WILLIAM CREECH, AND MANNERS AND MILLER, EDINBURGH ; AND T. CADELL, AND W. DAVIES, LONDON. 1808. t • • • . "» ERRATA TO VOLUME FIRST. Page 69. line 12. For his, read this. 126. — 8. For his, read this. • 155. — 11. For usual, Tea.d iiseful. 164. — penult. For remarkable, read remarkably, 179. — 7. For fcnoic, read g'nato. 175). — penult. For venerable, read venerabk-hoking, ——•301. — 7. For sear^ read sexes. \SOS INTRODUCTION. IVI y dog had made a point on a piece of fallow- ground, and led the curate and me two or three hundred yards over that and some stubble adjoining, in a breathless state of expectation, on a burning first of September, It was a false point, and our labour was vain : yet, to do Ilover justice, (for he's an excellent dog, though I have lost his pedigree,) the fault was none of his : The birds were gone ; the curate shewed me the spot where they had lain basking, at the root of an old hedge. VOL. I. A JL. .87812 2 INTRODUCTION. I stopped, and cried Hem ! The curate is fatter than I ; he wiped the sweat from his brow. There is no state where one is apter to pause and look round one, than after such a disappointment. It is even so in hfe. When we have been hurrying on, impel- edl)y some warm wish or other, looking neither to the right hand nor to the left — we fmd, of a sudden, that all our gay hopes are flown ; and the only slender consolation that some friend can give us, is to point where they were once to be found : And if we are not of that com- bustible race, who will rather beat their heads in spite, than wipe their brows with the curate, we look round and say, with the nauseated listlessness of the king of Israel, " All is vanity and vexationofspi- rit." I looked round with some such grave apophthegm in my mind, when I dis- covered, for the first time, a venerable INTRODUCTION. 3 pile, to which the inclosure belonged. An air of melancholy hung about it. There was a languid stillness in the day, and a single crow, that perched on an old tree by the side of thp gate, seemed to delight in the echo of its own croaking. I leaned on my gun, and looked ^ but I had not breath enough to ask the cu- rate a question. I observed carving on the bark of some of the trees : 'twas in- deed the only mark of human art about the place, except that some branches ap- peared to have been lopped, to give a view of the cascade, which was formed by a httle rill at some distance. Just at that instant I saw pass between the trees, a young lady with a book in her hand. I stood upon a stone to observe her ; but the curate sat him down on the grass, and, leaning his back where I stood, told me, " That was the daughter of a neighbouring gentleman of the name of 4 INTRODUCTION. Walton, whom he had seen walking there more than once. " Some time ago," he said, " one Har- ley Uved there, a whimsical sort of a man I am told, but I was not then in the cure ; though, if I had a turn for such things, I might know a good deal of his history, for the greatest part of it is still in my posses- sion." " His history !" said I. " Nay, you may call it what you please," said the curate ; " for indeed it is no more a his- tory than it is a sermon. The way I came by it was this : — Some time ago, a grave, oddish kind of a man boarded at a farmer's in this parish. The country people called him the ghost 3 and he was known by the slouch in his gait, and the length of his stride. I was but little acquainted with him, for he never frequented any of the clubs hereabouts. Yet, for all he used to walk a-nights, he was as gentle as a lamb at times ; for I have seen him playing at INTRODUCTION. 5 tee-totum with the children, on the great stone at the door of our church-yard. " Soon after I was made curate, he left the parish, and went nobody knows whi- ther ; and in his room was found a bundle of papers, which was brought to me by his landlord. I began to read them, but I soon grew w^eary of the task ^ for, be- sides that the hand is intolerably bad, I could never fmd the author in one strain for two chapters tosrether;. land I doij't believe there's a sin^e syllogism froiii be- ginning to end. ' ' " I should be glad to see this medley," said I. " You shall see it now," answer- ed the curate, " for I always take it along wdth me a-shooting." " How came it so torn?" — " 'Tis excellent wadding," said the curate. This was a plea of expediency I w^as not in a condition to answer ; for I had actually in my pocket great part of an edition of one of the German Illustris- simi, for the very same purpose. We ex^^ 6 INTRODUCTION. changed books ; and by that means (for the curate is a strenuous logician) we pro- bably saved both. When I returned to town, I had leisure to peruse the acquisition I had made. I found it a bundle of little episodes, put to- gether without art, and of no importance on the whole ; with something of nature, and little else in them. I was a good deal affected with some very trifling passages in it j and, had the name of a Marmon- tel, or a Richardson, been on the title- page, — 'tis odds that I should have wept. But One is ashamed to be pleased with the . works of one knows not whom. THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XI.* Of Bashfulmss. — A Charader. — His Opinion on that Subject. There is some rust about every man at the beginning ; though in some nations (among the French, for instance) the ideas of the inhabitants, from chmate, or what other cause you will, are so vivacious, so * The reader will remember, that the Editor is ac- countable only for scattered chapters, and fragments of chapters ; the curate must answer for the rest. The number at the top, when the chapter was entire, he has given as it originally stood, with the title which its author had affixed to it. THE MAN OF FEELIISG. eternally on the wing, tliat they must, even in small societies, have a frequent collision ; the rust therefore will wear off sooner : But in Britain it often goes with a man to his grave ; nay, he dares not even pen a hie jacet to speak out for him after his death. " Let them rub it off by travel," said the baronet's brother, who was a striking instance of excellent metal, shamefully rusted. I had drawn my chair near his. Let me paint the honest old man : 'tis but (^ne passing sentence to preserve his image / in my mind. He sat in his usual attitude, with his el- bow rested on his knee, and his fmgers pressed on his cheek. His face was sha- ded by his hand; yet it was a face that might once have been well accounted handsome ; its features were manly and striking, and a certain dignity resided on his eye-brows, which were the largest I remember to have seen. His person was THE MAN OF FEELING. 9 tall and well made ; but the indolence of his nature had now inclined it to corpu- lency. His remarks were few, and made only to his familiar friends; but they were such as the world might have heard with veneration ; and his heart, uncorrupted by its ways, was ever warm in the cause ^' of virtue and his friends. He is now forgotten and gone ! The last time I was at Silton-hall, I saw his chair stand in its corner by the fire-side ; there was an additional cushion on it, and it was occupied by my young lady's fa- vourite lap-dog. I drew near unperceiv- ed, and pinched its ears in the bitterness of my soul ; the creature howled, and ran to its mistress. She did not suspect the author of its misfortune, but she bewail- ed it in the most pathetic terms ; and, kissing its lips, laid it gently on her lap, and covered it with a cambric handker- chief. I sat in my old friend's seat; I 10 THE MAN OF FEELING. heard the roar of mirth and gaiety around me : — poor Ben Silton ! I gave thee a tear then : accept of one cordial drop that falls to thy memory now. " Let them rub it off by travel." — Why, it is true, said I, that will go far^ but then it will often happen, that in the velocity of a modern tour, and amidst the materials through which it is commonly made, the friction is so violent, that not only the rust, but the metal too, will be losFin 'the progress. - .— - Give me leave to correct the expression of your metaphor, said Mr Silton ; tliis covering, of which you complain, is not always rust which is produced by the in- activity of the body on which it preys ; such, perhaps, is the case with me, though indeed I was never cleared from my youth ; but (taking it in its first stage) it is rather an encrustation, which nature has given for purposes of the greatest wisdom You are right, I returned ^ and some- THE MAN OF FEELING. 11 times, like certain precious fossils, there may be hid under it gems of the purest brilliancy. Nay, farther, continued Mr Silton, there are two distinct sorts of what we call bash- fulness ; this, the awkwardness of a booby, which a few steps into the world will con- vert into the pertness of a coxcomb ; that, a consciousness, which the most delicate feelings produce, and the most extensive knowledge cannot always remove. From the incidents I have already re- lated, I imagine it will be concluded, that Harley was of the latter species of bash- ful animals ; at least, if Mr Silton's prin- ciple be just, it may be argued on this side ; for the gradation of the fust men- tioned sort, it is certain, he never attain- ed. Some part of his external appearance was modelled from the company of those gentlemen, whom the antiquity of a fa- mily, now possessed of bare 2501. a year, entitled its representative to approach : 12 THE MAN OF FEELING. these, indeed, were not many ; great part of the propei'ty in his neighbourhood be- ing in the hands of merchants, who had got rich by their lawful calling abroad, and the sons of stewards, who had got rich by their lawful calling at home ; persons so perfectly versed in the ceremonial of thousands, tens of thousands, and him- dreds of thousands, (whose degrees of pre- cedency are plainly demonstrable from the first page of the Complete Acomp- tant, or Young Man's Best Pocket Com- panion,) that a bow at church from them to such a man as Harley, would have made the parson look back into his ser- mon for some precept of Christian humi- lity. THE MAN OF FEELING. 13 CHAP. XI r. Of Worldltj Interests. There are certain interests which the world svipposes e\^ery man to, have, and which therefQreaffiPLroperf enough term- ed w^orldlv ; but the world is apt to make an erroneous estimate : ignorant^ pX Jthe dispositions which constitute our happi- ness or misery, it brings, to an undis- tino-uished scale, the means of the one, "as connected with power, wealth, or gran- deur, and of the other with their contra- ries. Philosophers and poets have often protested aojainst this decision ; but their ars:uments have been despised -§§J3l€iCla- matory, or ridiculed as romantic. / There are never wanting, to a young ' man, some grave and prudent friends to 14 THE MAN OF FEELING. set him right in this particular, if he need it ; to watch his ideas as they arise, and point them to those objects which a wise man should never forget. Harley did not want for some monitors >" of this sort. He was frequently told of men, whose fortunes enabled them to command all the luxuries of life, whose fortunes were of their own acquirement ; his envy was excited by a description of their happiness, and his emulation by a recital of the means which had procured it. Harley was apt to hear those lectures with indifference ; nay, sometimes they got the better of his temper j and, as the instances were not always amiable, pro- voked, on his part, some reflections, which, I am persuaded, his good-nature would else have avoided. Indeed, I have observed one ingredient, somewhat necessary in a man's composi- tion towards ha])piness, which people of THE MAN OF FEELING. 15 feeling would do well to acquire— a cer-> tain respect for the follies of mankind : for there are so many fools, whom the opinion of the world entitles to regard, whom accident has placed in heights of which they are unworthy, that he, who cannot restrain his contempt or indignation at the sight, will be too often quarrelling with the disposal of things, to relish that share which is allotted to himself. I do not mean, however, to insinuate this to have been the case with Harley ; on the contrary, if we might rely on his own tes- timony, the conceptions he had of pomp and e:randeur served to endear the state which Providence had assigned him. ^ He lost his father, the last surviving of his parents, as I have already related, when he was a boy. The good man, from a fear of offending, as well as from a regard to his son, had named him a variety of guar- dians ; one consequence of which was, that they seldom met at all to consider / 16 THE MAX OF FELLING. the affairs of their ward ; and when they did meet, their opinions were so opposite, that the only possible method of concilia- tion, was the mediatory power of a din- ner and a bottle, which commonly inter- rupted, not ended, the dispute ; and, after that interruption ceased, left the consult- ing parties in a condition not very proper for adjusting it. His education, therefore, had been but indifferently attended to ; and, after being taken from a country- school, at which he had been boarded, the young gentleman was suffered to be his own master in the subsequent branches of literature, with some assistance from the parson of the parish in languages and philosophy, and from the exciseman in arithmetic and book-keeping. One of his guardians, indeed, who, in his youth, had been an inhabitant of the Temple, set him to read Coke upon Lyttclton ; a book which is very properly put into the hands of beginners in that science, as its simpli- THE MAN OF FEELING. city is accommodated to their understand- ings, and its size to their incUnation. He profited but httle by the perusal : but it was not without its use in the family ; for his maiden aunt applied it commonly to the laudable purpose of pressing her re- bellious linens to the folds she had allot- ted them. There were particularly two ways of increasing his fortune, which might have occurred to people of less foresight than the counsellors we have mentioned. One of these was, the prospect of his succeed- ing to an old lady, a distant relation, who was known to be possessed of a very large sum in the stocks ; but in this their hopes were disappointed ; for the young man was so untoward in his disposition, that, notwithstanding the instructions he daily received, his visits rather tended to alien- ate than gain the good- will of his kinswo- man. He sometimes looked grave when the old lady told the jokes of her youth ; VOL. I. B 18 , THE MAN OF FEELING. he often refused to eat when she pressed him, and was seldom or never provided with sugar-candy or hquorice when she was seized with a fit of coughing ; nay, he had once the rudeness to fall asleep, while she was describing the composition and virtues of her favourite cholic-water. In short, he accommodated himself so ill to her humour, that she died, and did not leave him a farthing. The other method pointed out to him, was an endeavour to get a lease of some crown lands, which lay contiguous to his little paternal estate. This, it was imagin- ed, might be easily procured, as the crown did not draw so much rent as Harley could afford to give, with very considerable pro- fit to himself; and the then lessee had rendered himself so obnoxious to the mi- nistry, by the disposal of his vote at an election, that he could not expect a re- newal. This, however, needed some in- 6 THE MAN OF FEELING. 19 terest with the great, which Harley or his father never possessed. His neighbour, Mr WaUon, having heard of this affair, generously offered his assistance to accomphsh it. He told him, that though he had long been a stranger to courtiers, yet, he believed, there were some of them who might pay regard to his recommendation ; and that, if he thought it worth the while to take a London jour- ney upon the business, he would furnish him with a letter of introduction to a baronet of his acquaintance, who had a great deal to say with thg^first lord of the treasury. When his friends heard of this offer, they pressed him with the utmost earnest- ness to accept of it. They did not fail to enumerate the many advantages which a certain degree of spirit and assurance gives a man who would make a figure. in the world : they repeated their , instances of good fortune in others, ascribed them all 20 THE MAN OF FEELING. to a happy forwardness of disposition ; and made so copious a recital of the disad-'* vantages which attend the opposite weak- ness, that a stranger who had heard them, would have been led to imagine, that, in the British code, there was some disquali- fying statute against any citizen who should be convicted of — modesty. ^ Harley, though he had no great relish for the attempt, yet could not resist the torrent of motives that assaulted him ; and as he needed but little preparation for his journey, a day, not very distant, was fix- ed for his departure. THE MAN OF FEELING. 21 CHAP. XIII. The Man of Feeling in Love. 1 HE day before that on which he set out, he went to take leave of Mr Walton. — We would conceal nothing; — there was another person of the family to whom al- so the visit was intended, on whose ac- count, perhaps, there were some tenderer feelings in the bosom of Harley, than his gratitude for the friendly notice of that gen- tleman (though he was seldom deficient in that virtue) could inspire. Mr Walton had a daughter ; and such a daughter ! we" will attempt some description of her by and by. Harley's notions of the x«aci', or beau- tiful, were not always to be defined, nor indeed such as the world would always assent to, though we could define them. 22 THE MAN OF FEELING. A blush, a phrase of affabihty to an in- ferior, a tear at a moving tale, were to him, like the cestus of Cytherea, unequal- led in conferring beauty. For all these. Miss Walton was remarkable; but as these, like the above-mentioned cestus, are perhaps still more powerful, when the wearer is possessed of some degree of beau- ty, commonly so called ; it happened, that, from this cause, they had more than usual power in the person of that young lady. She was now arrived at that period of life, which takes, or is supposed to take, from the flippancy of girlhood those spright- linesses with which some good-natured old maids oblige the world at threescore. She had been ushered into life (as that word is used in the dialect of St James's) at seven- teen, her father being then in parliament, and living in London : at seventeen, there- fore, she had been a miiversal toast ; her health, now she was four-and-twenty, was THE MAN OF FEELING. 23 only drank by those who knew her face at least. Her complexion was mellowed in- to a paleness, which certainly took from her beauty ; but agreed, at least Harley used to say so, with the pensive softness of her mind. Her eyes were of that gentle hazel colour, which is rather mild than piercing ; and, except when they were lighted up by good-humour, which was frequently the case, were supposed by the fine gentlemen to want fire. Her air and manner were elegant in the highest de- gree, and were as sure of commanding re- spect, as their mistress was far from de- manding it. Her voice was inexpressibly soft ; it was, according to that incompar- able simile of Otway's, " like the shepherd's pipe upon the mountains, « When all his little flock's at feed before him." The effect it had upon Harley, himself used to paint ridiculously enough ; and ^ 21 THE MAN OF FEELING. ascribed it to powers, which few behev- ed, and nobody cared for. Her conversation was always cheerful, but rarely witty , and without the smallest aflectation of learning, had as much senti- ment in it as would have puzzled a Turk, upon his principles of female materialism, to account for. Her beneficence was uja- bounded j indeed the natural tenderness of her heart might have been argued, by the frigidity of a casuist, as detracting from her virtue in this respect ; for her humanity was a feeling, not a principle : but minds hke Harley's are not very apt to make this distinction, and generally give our virtue credit for all that benevolence which is instinctive in our nature. As her father had for some years reti- red to the country, Harley had frequent opportunities of seeing her. He looked on her for some time merely with that re- spect and admiration which her appear- ance seemed to demand, and the opinion THE WAN OF FEELING. 25 of Others conferred upon her : from this cause, perhaps, and from that extreme sensibihty of which we have taken fre- quent notice, Harley was remarkably si- lent in her presencer He heard her seriti- ' merits with peculiar attention, sometimes with looks very expressive of approba- tion -y but seldom declared his opinion on the subject, much less made compliments to the lady on the justness of her remarks. From this very reason it was, that Miss Walton frequently took more particular notice of him than of other visitors, who, by the laws of precedency, were better entitled to it : it was a mode of politeness she had peculiarly studied, to bring to the line of that equality, which is ever ne- cessary for the ease of our guests, those whose sensibility had placed them below it. Harley saw this ; for, though he was a child in the drama of the world, yet was it not altogether owing to a want of know- 26 THE MAN OF FEELING. ledge of his part; on the contrary, the most dehcate consciousness of propriety often kindled that blush which marred the performance of it : this raised his esteem something above what the most sanguine descriptions of her goodness had been able to do ; for certain it is, that notwithstand- ing the laboured definitions which very wise men have given us of the inherent beauty of virtue, we are always inclined to think her handsomest when she con- descends to smile upon ourselves. It would be trite to observe the easy gradation from esteem to love : in the bosom of Harley there scarce needed a transition ; for there were certain seasons when his ideas were flushed to a degree much above their common complexion. In times not credulous of inspiration, we should account for this from some natural cause ; but we do not mean to account for it at all ; it were sufficient to describe its effects ; but they were sometimes so THE MAN OF FEELING. 2T ludicrous, as might derogate from the dignity of the sensations which produced them to describe. They were treated in- deed as such by most of Harley's sober friends, who often laughed very heartily at the awkward blunders of the real Har- ley, when the different faculties, which should have prevented them, were entirely occupied by the ideal. In some of these paroxysms of fancy. Miss AValton did not fail to be introduced ; and the picture which had been drawn amidst the sur- rounding objects of unnoticed levity, was now singled out to be viewed through the medium of romantic imagination : it was improved of course, and esteem was a word inexpressive of the feelings which it excited. 28 THE MAN OF IttLUSO. ^I*^'' CHAP. XIV. He sets out on his Journey. — The Beggar and his Dog. JtlE had taken leave of his aunt on the eve of his intended departure ; but the good lady's affection for her nephew in- terrupted her sleep, and early as it was next morning when Harley came down stairs to set out, he found her in the par- lour with a tear on her cheek, and her caudle-cup in her hand. She knew enough of physic to prescribe against going abroad of a morning with an empty stomach. She gave her blessing with the draught ; her instructions she had delivered the night before. They consisted mostly of nega- tives j for London, in her idea, was so re- plete with temptations, that it needed the THE MAN OF FEELING. 29 whole armour of her friendly cautions to repel their attacks. Peter stood at the door. We have men- tioned this faithful fellow formerly : Har- ley*s father had taken him up an orphan, and saved him from being cast on the parish ; and he had ever since remained in the service of him and of his son. Har- ley shook him by the hand as he passed, smiling, as if he had said, " I will not weep." He sprung hastily into the chaise that waited for him : Peter folded up the step. *' My dear master (said he, shaking the solitary lock that hung on either side of his head,) I have been told as how Lon- don is a sad place." — He was choaked wlHi the 'thought, and his benediction could not be heard : but it shall be heard, lionest Peter ! where these tears will add to its energy. In a few hours Harley reached the inn where he proposed breakfasting ; but the fulness of his heaxt would not suffer him 30 THE MAN OF FEELING. to eat a morsel. He walked out on the road, and, gaining a little height, stood gazing on the quarter he had left. He looked for his wonted prospect, his fields, his woods, and his hills : they were lost in the distant clouds ! He pencilled them on the.clouds, and bade them farewelL.irVith a sigh ! He sat down on a large stone to take out a little pebble from his shoe, when he saw, at some distance, a beggar ap- proaching him. He had on a loose sort of coat, mended with different-coloured rags, amongst which the blue and the rus- set were the predominant. He had a short knotty stick in his hand, and on the top of it was stuck a ram's horn ; his knees (though he was no pilgrim) had worn the stuff of his breeches ; he wore no shoes, and his stockings had entirely lost that part of them which should have covered his feet and ancles : in his face, however, was the plump appearance of good hu- THE MAN OF FEELING. 31 mour ; he walked a good round pace, and a crook-legged dog trotted at his heels. " Our delicacies," said Harley to him- self, " are fantastic ; they are not in na- ture ! that beggar walks over the sharpest of these stones barefooted, whilst I have lost the most delis-htful dream in the world, from the smallest of them happening to get into my shoe." — The beggar had by this time come up, and, pulling off a piece of hat, asked charity of Harley ; the dog began to beg too : — it was impos- sible to resist both ; and in truth, the want of shoes and stockings had made both un- necessary, for Harley had destined six- pence for him before. The beggar, on ^'. q< receiving it, poured forth blessings with- ^ out number ; and with a sort of smile on his countenance, said to Harley, " that if he wanted to have his fortune told" — Harley turned his eye briskly on the beg- gar : it was an unpromising look for the subject of a prediction, and silenced the 32 THE MAN OF FEELING. prophet immediately. " I would much rather learn," said Ilarley, " what it is in your power to tell me : your trade must be an entertaining one : sit down on this stone, and let me know something of your profession ; I have often thought of turn- ing fortune-teller for a week or two my- self." " Master," replied the beggar, " I like your frankness much ; God knows I had the humour of plain-dealing in me from a child ; but there is no doing with it in this world ; we must live as we can, and lying is, as you call it, my profession : but I was in some sort forced to the trade, for I dealt once in telling truth, " I was a labourer. Sir, and gained as much as to make me live : I never laid by indeed : for I was reckoned a piece of a wag, and your wags, I take it, are sel- dom rich, Mr Harley." " So," said Har- ley, " you seem to know me." " Ay, there are few folks in the county that I THE MAN OF FEELING. 33 don't know something of : bow should I tell fortunes else?" " True ; but to go on with your story : you were a labourer, you say, and a wag ; your industry, I suppose, you left with your old trade ; but your humour you preserve to be of use to you in your new." " What signifies sadness. Sir ? a man grows lean on't: but I was brought to my idleness by degrees ; first I could not work, and it went against my stomach to work ever after. I was seized with a jail fever at the time of the assizes being in the county where I lived ; for I was al- ways curious to get acquainted with the felons, because they are commonly fellows of much mirth and little thought, quali- ties I had ever an esteem for. In the height of this fever, Mr Harley, the house where I lay took fire, and burnt to the ground ; I was carried out in that condition, and lay all the rest of my illness in a barn. I got the better of my disease, however, but VOL. I. c 5 3t THE MAN OF FEELING. I was SO weak that I spit blood whenever I attempted to work. I had no relation living that 1 knew of, and I never kept a friend above a week, when I was able to joke ; I seldom remained above six months in a parish, so that I might have died be- fore I had found a settlement in any : thus I was forced to beg my bread, and a sorry trade I found it, Mr Harley. I told all my misfortunes truly, but they were seldom believed -, and the few who gave me a halfpenny as they passed, did it with a shake of the head, and an injunction not to trouble them with a long story. In short, I fouri(i_J;h.at people don't care to give alms without some security for their money ; a wooden leg, or a withered arm, is a sort of draft upon heaven for those who chuse to have their money placed to account there ; so I changed my plan, and, instead of telling my own misfor- tunes, began to prophecy happiness to others. This I foiuid by much the better THE MAN OF TEELING. 35 way: folks will alwayaJisl^u when the tale is their own ; and of many who say they" do not bOTeve in fqrjtoie^telling, I have Known few on whom JJt had not a very sensible effect. I pick up the names of their acquaintance ; amours and little squabbles are easily gleaned among ser- vants and neighbours; and indeed people themselves are the best intelligencers in the world for our purpose : they dare not puzzle us for their own sakes, for every one is anxious to j3£S!^,j£ha.t-.,tljey..wisli^ ta believe ; and they who repeat j|^^g.,.Jaugh at it when they have done, are generally more serious than their hearers are apt to imagine. With a tolerable good memory, and some share of cunning ; with the help of walking a-nights over heaths and church- yards ; with this, and shewing the tricks of that there dog, whom I stole from the Ser- jeant of a marching regiment (and by the way he can steal too upon occasion,) I make shift to pick up a livelihood. My 36 THE MAN OF FEELING. trade, indeed, is none of the honestest ; Y^ people are not much cheated neither, who give a few halfpence for a prospect of happiness, which I have heard some persons say is all a man can arrive at in this world. — But I must bid you good-day. Sir ; for I have three miles to walk before noon, to inform some boarding-school young ladies, whether their husbands are to be peers of the realm, or captains in the army: a question which I promised to answer them by that time." Harley had drawn a shilling from_his pocket j jDut_yirtue bade him consider on whom he was going to bestow it. — Virtue held back his arm : — but a milder form, a younger sister of Virtue's, not so severe as \^irtue, nor so serious as Pity, smiled upon him: his fingers lost their compres- sion ; — nor did Virtue offer to catch the money as it fell. It had no sooner reach- ed the ground than the watchful cur (a trick he had been taught,) snapped it up ; THE MAN OF FEELING. 37 and, contrary to the most approved me- thod of stewardship, dehvered it immedi- ately into the hands of his master. ********** .87812 38 THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XIX. He makes a second expedition to the Baronet's, The laudable ambition of a young man to he thought something by the a'or/^?.'""'"''"^*"^'*"''^** \y h have related, in a former chapter, the httle success of his first visit to the great man, for whom he had the introduc- tory letter from Mr Walton. To people of ec[ual feasibility, the influence of those trifles we mentioned on his deportment will not appear surprising ; but to his friends in the country, they could not be stated, nor would they have allowed them any place in the account. In some of their letters, therefore, which he received soon after, they expressed their surprise at his not having been more urgent in his application, and again recommended the blushless^assiduity of successful merit. THE MAN OF FEELING, 39 He resolved to make another attempt at the baronet's; fortified with higher no- tions of his own dignity, and with less apprehension of repulse. In his way to Grosvenor-square he began to ruminate on the folly of mankind, who affix those ideas of superiority to riclies, which re- dut^-themmds^"Wt!liBTi,Dy nature e^ withnffie^mor^ foitmiajtej^ servility which he felt in his ow^. By the time he had reached the Square, and was walking along the pavement which led to the baronet's, he had brought his reason- ing on the subject to such a point, that the conclusion, by every rule of logic, | should have led him to a thorough iiidif- ference m his approaches to a teliow^-mor- tal, whether that fellow-mortal was pos- sessed of six, or six thousand pounds a yearr"" It is probable, however, that the preite^s had been improperly fomiefTrfor it is certain, that when he approached theT 40 THE MAN OF FEELING. great man's door, he felt his heart agitated by an unusual pulsation. He had almost reached it, when he ob- served a young gentleman coming out, dressed in a white frock, and a red laced waistcoat, with a small switch in his hand, which he seemed to manage with a parti- cular good grace. As he passed him on the steps, the stranger very politely made him a bow, which Harley returned, though he could not remember ever having seen him before. He asked Harley in the same civil manner, if he was going to wait on his friend the baronet } " for I was just calling," said he, " and am sorry to fmd that he is gone for some days into the country." Harley thanked him for his information ; and was turning from the door, when the other observed that it would be proper to leave his name, and very obligingly knocked for that purpose. " Here is a gentleman, Tom, who meant to have waited on your master." " Your THE MAN OF FEELING. 41 name, if you please. Sir ?" — " Harley." — " You'll remember, Tom, Harley." — The door was shut. " Since we are here," said he, " we shall not lose our walk, if we add a little to it by a turn or two in Hyde- park." He accompanied this proposal with a second bow, and Harley accepted of it by another in return. The conversation, as they walked, was brilliant on the side of his companion. The playhouse, the opera, with every oc- currence in high life, he seemed perfectly master of; and talked of some reigning beauties of quality, in a m^ingr .the.roost feehng in the world. Harl_ey_admired the happiness of his vivacity ; and, opposite as it was to the reserve of his own nature, began to be much pleased with its effects. Though I am not of opinion with some wise men, that the existence of objects depends on idea ; yet, I am convinced, that their appearance is not a little in- fluenced by it. The optics of some minds 42 THE MAN OF FEELING. are so unhappily constructed, as to, throw a certain shade on evejry picture that is pre- sented to them j while tliose of others (of which nuniher was Harley,) hke the mir- rors of the ladies, have^a ^vonderful effect in Bettering their complexions. Through such a medium, perhaps, he was looking oil his present companion. When they had fniished their walk, and were returning by the corner of the Park, they observed a board hung out of a win- dow, signifying, " an excellent ordinary on Saturdays and Sundays." It happen- ed to be Saturday, and the table was cover- ed. ^' WhatJ£v^^e s^^^^^ here, if you happen not to be engaged. Sir ?" said the young gentleman. " It is not impossible but we shall meet with some original or other ; it is a sort of humour I like hugely." Harley made no objection j and the stranger showed him the way in- to the parlour. He was placed, by the courtesy of his THE MAN OF FEELING. 43 iiitroductor, in an arm-chair that stood at one side of the fire. Over against him was seated a man of a grave considering as- pect, with that look of sober prudence which indicates what is commonly called a warm man. He wore a pretty large wig, which had once been white, but was now of a brownish yellow ; his coat was one of those modest- coloured drabs which mock the injuries of dust and dirt ; two jack-boots concealed, in part, the well- mended knees of an old pair of buckskin breeches, while the spotted handkerchief round his neck, preserved at once its owner from catching cold, and his neckcloth from being dirtied. Next him sat another man, with a tankard in his hand, and a quid of tobacco in his cheek, whose eye was rather more vivacious, and whose dress was something smarter. The first-mentioned gentleman took notice, that the room had been so lately washed, as not to have had time to dry ; 44 THE MAN OF FEELING. and remarked, that wet lodging was un- wholesome for man or beast. He looked round, at the same time, for a poker to stir the fire with, which, he at last observed to the company, the people of the house had removed, in order to save their coals. This difficulty, however, he overcame, by the help of Harley's stick, saying, " that as they should, no doubt, pay for their fire in some shape or other, he saw no reason why they should not have the use of it while they sat." The door was now" opened for the ad- mission of dinner. " I don't know how it is with you, gentlemen," said Harley's new acquaintance ; " but I am afraid I shall not be able to get down a morsel at this horrid mechanical hour of dining." He sat down, however, and did not shew any want of appetite by his eating. He took upon him the carving of the meat, and criticised on the goodness of the pud- ding. THE MAN OF FEELING. 45 When the table-cloth was removed, he proposed calling for some punch, which was readily agreed to ; he seemed at first inclined to make it himself, but afterwards changed his mind, and left that province to the waiter, telling him to have it pure West Indian, or he could not taste a drop of it. When the punch was brought, he un- dertook to fill the glasses, and call the toasts. — " The King." — The toast natu- rally produced politics. It is the privilege of Englishmen to drink the king's health, and to talk of his conduct. The man who sat opposite to Harley (and who by this time, partly from himself, and partly from his acquaintance on his left hand, was dis- covered to be a grazier) observed, " That it was a shame for so niany pensioners to be allowed to take the bread out of the mouth of the poor." " Ay, and provi- sions," said his friend, " were never so dear in the memory of man ; I wish the 46 THE MAN OF FEELING. king, and his counsellors, would look to that " " As for the matter of provisions, neighbour Wrightson," he replied, " I am sure the prices of cattle" — A dispute would have probably ensued, but it was prevented by the spruce toast-master, who gave a sentiment j and turning to the two politicians, " Pray, gentlemen," said he, " let us have done with these musty po- ntics : I would always leave them to the beer-suckers in Butcher-row.* Come, let us have something of the fine arts. That was a damn'd hard match between the Nailor and Tim Bucket. The knowing ones were cursedly taken in there ! I lost a cool hundred myself, faith." At mention of the cool hundred, the grazier threw his eyes aslant, with a ming- led look of doubt and surprise , while the * It may be necessary to inform readers of the present day, that the noted political debating So- ciety, called the Rohinhood, was held at a house in Butcher-row, THE MAN OF FEELING. 4T man at his elbow looked arch, and gave a short emphatical sort of cough. Both seemed to be silenced, however, by this intelligence ; and, while the re- mainder of the punch lasted, the conver- sation was wholly engrossed by the gen- tleman with the fine waistcoat, who told a great many " immense comical stories," and '* confounded smart things," as he termed them, acted and spoken by lords, ladies, and young bucks of quality, of his acquaintance. At last, the grazier, pul- ling out a watch, of a very unusual size, and telling the hour, said, that he had an appointment. " Is it so late .?" said the young gentleman ; " then I am afraid I have missed an appointment already ; but the truth is, I am cursedly given to mis- sing of appointments." When the grazier and he were gone^ Harley returned to the remaining person- age, and asked him, if he knew that young gentleman? " A gentleman !" said he; 43 THE MAN OF FEELING. " ay, he is one of your gentlemen, at the top of an affidavit. I knew him, some years ago, in the quahty of a footman ; and, I beheve, he had sometimes the ho- nour to be a pimp. At last, some of the great folks, to whom he had been service- able in both capacities, had him made a ganger ; in which station he remains, and has the assurance to pretend an acquaint- j/ ance with men of quality. The impudent dog ! with a few shillings in his pocket, he will talk you three times as much as my friend Mundy there, who is worth nine thousand, if he's worth a farthing. But I know the rascal, and despise him, as he deserves." Harley began to despise him too, and to conceive some indi2:nation at havinjr sat w ith patience to hear such a fellow speak nonsense. But he corrected him- self, by reflecting, that he was perhaps as welienterteiincd, and instructed too, by this same modest ganger, as he shoidd THE MAN OF FEELING. 49 have been by such a man as he had thought proper to personate. And surely the fault may more properly be imputed to that rank where the futility is real, than where it is feigned ; to that rank, whose oppor- tunities for nobler accomplishments have only served to rear a fabric of folly, which the untutored hand of affectation, even among the meanest of mankind, can imi- tate with success. VOL. T. D 50 THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XX. He visits Bedlam. — The distresses of a Daughter. y) F those things called Sights in London, which every stranger is supposed desirous to see. Bedlam is one. To that place, therefore, an acquaintance of Harley's, af- ter having accompanied him to several other shows, proposed a visit. Harley ob- jected to it, " because," said he, " I think it an inhuman practice to expose the greatest misery with which our nature is afflicted, to every idle visitant, who can afford a trifling perquisite to the keeper ; especially as it is a distress which the hu- mane must see with the painful reflection, that it is not in their power to alleviate it." He was overpowered, however, by the solicitations of his friend and the other ]:)ersons of the party, (amongst whom were THE MAN OF FEELING. 51 several ladies;) and they went in a body to Moorfields. Their conductor led them first to the dismal mansions of those who are in the most horrid state of incurable madness. The clanking of chains, the wildness of their cries, and the imprecations which some of them uttered, formed a scene in- expressibly shocking. Harley and his companions, especially the female part of them, begged their guide to return : he seemed surprised at their uneasiness, and was with difficulty prevailed on to leave that part of the house without show- ing them some others ; who, as he ex- pressed it, in the phrase of those that keep wild beasts for show, were much better worth seeing than any they had passed, being ten times more fierce and unmanage- able. He led them next to that quarter where those reside, who, as they are not danger- ous to themselves or others, enjoy a cer* 32 THE MAN OF FEELING. tain degree of freedom, according to the state of their distemper. Harley had fallen behind his compa- nions, looking at a man who was making pendulums with bits of thread, and little balls of clay. He had delineated a seg- ment of a circle on the wall with chalk, and marked their different vibrations, by intersecting it with cross lines. A decent- looking man came up, and smiling at the maniac, turned to Harley, and told him, that gentleman had once been a very ce- lebrated mathematician. '* He fell a sa- crifice," said he, *' to the theory of co- mets ; for having, with infinite labour, formed a table on the conjectures of Sir Isaac Newton, he was disappointed in the return of one of those luminaries, and was very soon after obliged to be placed here by his friends. If you please to follow me. Sir," continued the stranger, " I believe I shall be able to give a more satisfactory account of the unfortunate people you see THE MAN OF FEELING. 53 feere, than the man who attends your com- panions." Harley bowed, and accepted his offer. The next person they came up to had scrawled a variety of figures on a piece of slate. Harley had the curiosity to take a nearer view of them. They consisted of different columns, on the top of w^hich were marked South-sea annuities, India- stock, and Three per cent, annuities con- sol, " This," said Harley 's instructor, " was a gentleman well known in Change- alley. He was once worth fifty thousand pounds, and had actually agreed for the purchase of an estate in the West, in or- der to realize his money ; but he quarrel- led with the proprietor about the repairs of the garden-wall, and so returned to town to follow his old trade of stock-job- bing a little longer ; when an unlucky fluctuation of stock, in which he was en- gaged to an immense extent, reduced him at once to poverty and to madness. Poor / 54 THE MAN OF FEELING. wretch ! he told me t'other day, that agahist the next payment of differences, he should be some hundreds above a plum." — " It is a spondee, and I will maintain it," interrupted a voice on his left hand. This assertion was followed by a very rapid recital of some verses from Ho- mer. " That figure," said the gentle- man, " whose clothes are so bedaubed with snuff, was a schoolmaster of some reputation : he came hither to be resol- ved of some doubts he entertained con- cerning the genuine pronunciation of the Greek vowels. In his highest fits, he makes frequent mention of one Mr Bent- ,^"'"" ley. ~ " But delusive ideas. Sir, are the mo- tives of the greatest part of mankind, and a heated imagination the power by which /] their actions are incited : tlie world, in the eye of a philosopher, -may be said tcL be a large madhouse." " It is true," »,.--.'-X---' <-*.'.>MiJ.» THE MAN OF FEELING. 55 answered Harley, " the passions of men are temporary madnesses ; and sometimes very fatal in tlieir effects. From Macedonia's madman to the Swede." " It was, indeed," said the stranger, " a very mad thing in Ciiarles, to think of adding so vast a country as Russia to his dominions ; that would have been fatal in- deed ; the balance of the North would then have been lost ; but the Sultan and I would never have allowed it." — " Sir !" said Har- ley, with no small surprise on his counte- nance. " Why, yes," answered the other, " the Sultan and I ; do you know me ? I am the Chan of Tartary." Harley was a good deal struck by this discovery ; he had prudence enough, how- ever, to conceal his amazement, and, bowing as low to the monarch as his dig- nity required, left him immediately, and joined his companions. 56 THE MAN OF FEELING. He found them in a quarter of the house set apart for the insane of the other sex, several of whom had gathered about the female visitors, and were examining, with rather more accuracy than might have been expected, the particulars of their dress. Separate Irom the rest stood one, whose appearance had something of superior dignity. Her face, though pale and wasted, was less squalid than those of the others, and showed a dejection of that decent kind, which moves our pity unmix- ed with horror : upon her, therefore, the eyes of all were immediately turned. The keeper, who accompanied them, obser- ved it : " This," said he, "is a young lady, who was born to ride in her coach and six. She was beloved, if the story I have heard be true, by a young gentle- man, her equal in birth, though by no means her match in fortune : but love, they say, is blind, and so she fancied him THE MAN OF FEELING. M as much as he did her. Her father, it seems, would not hear of their marriage, and threatened to turn her out of doors, if ever she saw him again. Upon this, the young gentleman took a voyage to the West Ijidies, in hopes of bettering his fortune, and obtaining his mistress ; but he was scarce landed, when he was sei- zed with one of the fevers, which are common in those islands, and died in a few days, lamented by every one that knew him. This news soon reached his mistress, who was at the same time pres- sed by her father to marry a rich miserly fellow, who was old enough to be her grandfather. The death of her lover had no effect on her inhuman parent : he was only the more earnest for her marriage with the man he had provided for her ; and what between her despair at the deatl^ ^ of the^one, and her aversion to the other, the^poor j'^oung lady was reduced to the ^ con^jHoiTyou see her in, But God would 5g THE MAN OF FEELING. not prosper such cruelty : her father's af- fairs soon after went to wreck, and he died almost a beggar." Though this story was told in very plain language, it had particularly attrac- ted Harley's notice ; he had given it the tribute of some tears. The unfortunate young lady had, till now, seemed entran- ced in thought, with her eyes fixed on a little garnet ring she wore on her finger : she turned them now upon Harley. " My Billy is no more !" said she; " Do you weep for my Billy ? Blessings on your tears ! I would weep too, but my brain is dry; and it burns, it burns, it burns!" She drew nearer to Harley. " Be comforted, young lady," said he, ** your Billy is in heaven."—" Is he, in- deed ? and shall we meet again } and shall that frightful man (pointing to the keeper) not be there ? Alas ! I am grown naughty of late ; I have almost forgotten to think of heaven: yet I pray some- THE MAN OF FEELING. 59 times; when I can, I pray; and some- times I sing ; when I am saddest I sing. You shall hear me— hush ! " Light be the earth on Billy's breast, *' And green the sod that wraps his grave !" There was a plaintive wildness in the air not to be withstood ; and, except the keeper's, there was not an unmoistened ejre around her. " Do you weep again?" said she; "I would not have you weep. You are like my Billy : you are, believe me ; just so he looked, when he gave me this ring; poor Billy ! 'twas the last time ever we met!— " 'Twas when the seas were roaring" — I love you for resembling my Billy ; Jiut I shall never love any man. like him. '^' — Slie'ltretched out her hand to Harley ; he 60 THE MAN OF FEELING. ^ pressed it between both of his, and bathed it with his tears. " Nay, that is Billy's ring," said she, " you cannot have it, in- deed j but here is another, look here, which I plated, to-day, of some gold- thread from this bit of stuff; will you keep it for my sake? I am a strange girl ; but my heart is harmless : my poor heart ! it will burst some day ; feel how it beats !" She pressed his hand to her bo- som, then holding her head in the attitude of listening,—" Hark ! one, two, three ! be quiet, thou little trembler ; my Billy's is cold .'--but I had forgotten the ring." She p,ut jt on his fmger. *' Farewell ! I must leave you now." She would have withdrawn her hand; Harley held it to his lips. " I dare not stay longer; my head throbs sadly : farewell !" She walk- ed with a hurried step to a little apart- ment at some distance. Harley^stgod fixed in astonishment and pity; his friend gave money to the keeper. Harley look- THE MAN OF FEELING. 61 ed on his ring. He put a couple of guineas into the ma^ hand:—" Be kind to that unfortunate." He burst into tears, and left them. 62 THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XXI. The Misanthrope. 1 HE friend, who had conducted him to Moorfields, called upon him again the next evening. After some talk on the adven- tures of the preceding day; " I carried you yesterday," said he to Harley, " to visit the mad ; let me introduce you to- night, at supper, to one of the wise : but you must not look for any thing of the Socratic pleasantry about him; on the contrary, I warn you to expect the spirit of a Diogenes. That you may be a little prepared for his extraordinary manner, I will let you into some particulars of his history :— " He is the elder of the two sons of a THE MAN OF FEELING. 6S o-entleman of considerable estate in the country. Their father died when they were young: both were remarkable at school for quickness of parts, and extent of genius ; this had been bred to no pro- fession, because his father's fortune, which descended to him, was thought sufficient to set him above it ; the other was put ap- prentice to an eminent attorney. In this the expectations of his friends were more consulted than his own inclination; for both his brother and he had feelings of that warm kind, that could ill brook a study so dry as the law, especially in that department of it which was allotted to him. But the difference of their tempers made the characteristical distinction be- tween them. The younger, from the gentleness of his nature, bore, with pa- tience, a situation entirely discordant to his genius and disposition. At times, in- deed, his pride would suggest, of how little importance those talents were, which the 64 THE MAN OF FEELING. partiality of his friends had often extolled : they were now incumbrances in a walk of life where the dull and the ignorant passed him at every turn ; his fancy, and his feeling were invincible obstacles to eminence, in a situation, where his fancy had no room for exertion, and his feeling experienced per- petual disgust. But these murmurings he never suffered to be heard ; and that he might not offend the prudence of those who had been concerned in the choice of his profession, he continued to labour in it several years, till, by the death of a re- lation, he succeeded to an estate of little better than one hundred pounds a-year, with which, and the small patrimony left him, he retired into the country, and made a love-match with a young lady of a similar temper to his own, with whom the sagacious world pitied him for finding happiness. " But his elder brother, w^hom you are to see at supper, if you will do us the fa- THE MAN OF FEELING. 65 vour of your company, was naturally im- petuous, decisive, and. overbearing. -'■He entered into life with those ardent expec- tations, by which young men are com- monly deluded : in his friendships, warm to excess ^ and equally violent in his dis- likes. He was on the brink of marriage with a young lady, when one of those friends, for whose honour he would have pawned his life, made an elopement with that very goddess, and left him besides ' deeply engaged for sums, which that good friend's extravagance had squandered. " The dreams he had formerly enjoyed were now changed for ideas of a very dif- ferent nature. He abjured all confidence in any thing of human form j sold his lands, which still produced him a very large reversion; came to town, and im- mured himself with a woman, who had been his nurse, in little better than a gar- ret; and has ever since applied his_talents (^ to tliS~viinymg of his species. Jfn. one VOL. T. E «6 THE MAN OF FEELING. thing I must take the hberty to instruct you ;— however different your sentiments maybe, (and different they must be,) you will suffer him to go on without contra- diction, otherwise he will be silent imme- diately, and we shall not get a word from him all the night after." Harley promi- sed to remember this injunction, and ac- cepted the invitation of his friend. When they arrived at the house, they were informed, that the gentleman was come, and had been shewn into the par- lour. Thev found him sittincr with a daughter of his friend's, about three years old, on his knee, whom he was teaching the alphabet from a horn-book : at a little distance stood a sister of hers, some years older. ** Get you away, miss," said he to this last ; " you are a pert gossip, and 'I will have nothing to do with you."— " Nay," answered she, " Nancy is your favourite; you arc (piitc in love with Nancy."—" Take away that girl," said THE MAN OF FEELING. 6T he to her father, whom he now observed to have entered the room, " she has wo- man about her already." The children were accordingly dismissed. Betwixt that and supper-time, he did . not utter a syllable. When supper came, / he quarrelled with every dish at table, . but eat of them all j only exempting from 5 his censures a sallad, *' which you have | not spoiled," said he, " because you have I not attempted to cook it." When the wine was set upon the table, he took from his pocket a particular smoking apparatus, and filled his pipe, without taking any more notice of Har- ley, or his friend, than if no such persons had been in the room. Harley could not help stealing a look of surprise at him; but his friend, who knew his humour, returned it, by annihi- lating his presence in the like manner, and, leaving him to his own meditations, addressed himself entirely to Harley. 68 THE MAN OF FEELING. In their discourse, some mention hap- pened to be made of an amiable charac- ter, and the words honour and politeness were appHed to it. Upon this, the gen- tleman laying down his pipe, and chan- ging the tone of his countenance, from an ironical grin to something more intently contemptuous : " Honour," said he, " Honour and Politeness ! this is the coin \ of the world, and passes current with the fools of it. You have substituted the shadow Honour, instead of the substance \ Vi't'tue ; and have banished the reality of / I friendship for the fictitious semblance, / \ which you have termed Politeness: po- I liteness, which consists in a certain cere- I monious jargon, more ridiculous to the -; ear of reason than the voice of a puppet. I You have invented sounds, which you ' worship, though they tyrannize over your peace; and are surrounded with empty forms, which take from the honest emo- tions of joy, and add to the poignancy of THE MAN OF FEELING. 61) misfortune."—" Sir!" said Harley— His friend winked to him, to remind him of the caution he had received. He was silenced by the thought— The philoso- pher turned his eye upon him : he exa- mined him from top to toe, with a sort of triumphant contempt. Harley's coat hap- pened to be a new one ; the other's was as shabby as could possibly be supposed to be on the back of a gentleman : there was much significance in his look with, regard toj[iiscoatj; it spoke of the sleek--* ness^^pf, folly, and the threadbareness .©f,^ wisdom. ^"^"Truth," continued he, " the most amiable, as well as the most natural, of virtues, you are at pains to eradicate. Your very nurseries are seminaries of falsehood ; and what is called Fashion in manhood, completes the system of avow- ed insincerity. Mankind, in the gross, is a gaping monster, that loves to be de- ceivedj ancl has seldom been disappoint- 70 THE MAN OF FEELING. ed : nor is their vanity less fallacious to f your philosophers, who adopt modes of ' trlitli to follow them through the paths of error, and defend paradoxes merely to \/ be singular in defending them. These^^ are they whom ye term Ingenious ; 'tis a plwase of commendation I detest; it im- plies an attempt to impose on my judg^ ment, by flattering my imagination ; yet thesS~iaTe they whose works are read by the old with delight, which the young are "taught to look upon' as ib^ codes of knowledge and philosophy. " Indeed, the education of your youth is every way preposterous; you waste. at school years in improving talents, without having ever spent an hour in discovering them ; one promiscuous line of instruc- tion is followed, without regard to genius, capacity, or probable situation in the" — -* commonwealth. From this bear-garden of the pedagogue, a raw unprincipled boy is turned loose upon the world to THE MAN OF FEELING. 71 travel ; without any ideas but those of impo^ngW|rei,jjt^i^^ ; into taste by gazing on some paintings at f^ Rome. Ask him of the manners of the people, and" he: wiir tell yoii , That the skirt is worn much shorter inFrance^ and that every body eats macaroni in Italy. When he returns home, he buys a seat in Parliamentr'aiid studies the constitution Lss-* at Arthur's, -^ " Nor are your females trained to any more useful purpose : they are taught, by the very rewards which their nurses pro- pose for good behaviour, by the first thing like a jest which they hear from every male visitor of the family, that a young- woman is a creature to be married; and, when they are grown somewhat older, are instructed, that it is the purpose of mar- riage to have the enjoyment of pin- money, and the expectation of a join- ture." 72 THE MAN OF FEELING. * ** These indeed are tlie effects of luxury, which is perhaps inseparable from a certain degree of power and grandeur in a nation. But it is not simply of the progress of luxury that we have to com- plain : did its votaries keep in their own sphere of thoughtless dissipation, we might despise them without emotion; but the frivolous pursuits of pleasure are mingled with the most important concerns of the state; and public enterprise shall sleep till he who should guide its operation has * Though the curate could not remember having shown this chapter to any body, I strongly suspect that these political observations are the work of a later pen than the rest of this performance. There seems to have been, by some accident, a gap in the manuscript, from the words, " Expectation of a join- ture," to these, " In short, man is an animal," where the present blank ends ; and some other person (for the hand is diflerent, and the ink whiter) has fdled part of it with sentiments of his own. Whoever he was, he seems to have caught some portion of the spirit of the man he personates. THE MAN OF FEELING. 73 decided his bets at Newmarket, or fidfd- led his engagement with a favourite mis- tress in the country. We want some man of acknowledged eminence to point our counsels with that firmness which the counsels of a great people require, /^g, have hundreds of ministers, who press for- ward into office, witjput Jiavm tearned that art wlTicJi.i^ .necessary for ;* every business,— the art of thinking ; and ^*a* mistake the petulance, which could give inspiration to smart sarcasms on an ob- noxious measure in a popular assembly, for the ability which is to balance the in- terest of kingdoms, and investigate the latent sources of national superiority. With the administration of such men, the people can never be satisfied; for, besides that their confidence is gained only by the view of superior talents, there needs that depth of knowledge, which is not only acquainted with the just extent of power, but can also trace its connection T4 THE MAN OF PEELING. with the expedient, to preserve its posses- sors from the contempt which attends ir- resolution, or the resentment which fol- lows temerity." 7^ /|v /|\ Jft ^ "^t ^T ^^ [Here a considerable part is wanting.] * * " In short, man is an animal equally selfish and vain. Vanity, indeed^ is but a modification of selfishness. From the latter, there are some who pretend to be free : they are generally such as declaim against the lust of wealth and power, be- cause they have never been able to attain any high degree in either : they boast of 1 generosity and feeling. They tell us, (perhaps they tell us in rhyme,) that the sensations of an honest heart, of a mind universally benevolent, make up the quiet bliss which they enjoy 3 but they w ill not, by this, be exempted from the charge oJ[ THE MAN OF FEELING, 75 selfishness. Whence the hixurious hap- piness they describe in their httle family- circles ? Whence the pleasure which they feel, when they trim their evening-fires, and listen to the howl of the winter's wind ? Whence, but from the secret re- flection of what houseless wretches feel from it ? Or do you administer comfort in affliction— the motive is at hand ; I have had it preached to me in nineteen out of twenty of your consolatory dis- courses — tlie comparative littleness of our own misfortunes. " With vanity your best virtues are grossly tainted : your benevolence, which ye deduce immediately from the natural impulse of the heart, squints to it for its reward. There arfe some, indeed, who tell us of the satisfaction which flows from a secret consciousness of ^ood actions : this secret satisfaction is truly excellent when we have some friend to whom we may discover its excellence." 16 THE MAN OF FEELING. He now paused a moment to relight his pipe, when a clock, that stood at his back, struck eleven; he started up at the sound, took his hat and his cane, and, nodding good night with his head, walked out of the room. The gentleman of the house called a servant to bring the stranger's surtout. " What sort of a night is it, fel- low.''" said he:—*' It rains, sir," answer- ed the servant, *' with an easterly wind," — *' Easterly for ever!"— -He made no .3«€|tiief reply; but shrugging up his shoul- ders, till they almost touched his ears, wrapped himself tight in his great coat, and disappeared. " This is a strange creature," said his friend to Harley. " I cannot say," an- swered he, *' that his remarks are of the pleasant kind : itjiixurious to observe, hojv the natur£..Qf^truth may be changed by the earb it wears ; softened to the ad- monition of friendship, or soured into the THE MAN OF FEELING. 77 severity of reproof. Yet this severity may be useful to some tempers: it somewhat resembles a file ; disagreeable in its opera- tion;^ but hard metals may be the brighter for it." _ j£, ^ J^ ^ ^ ^ ^ /f* iy\ /js /js vfi ■T- T« 78 THE xMAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XXV. His Skill in Pliysiognomif, The company at the baronet's removed to the playhouse accordingly, and Harley took his usual route into the Park. He observed, as he entered, a fresh-looking elderly gentleman in conversation with a beggar, who, leaning on his crutch, was recounting the hardships he had under- gone, and explaining the wretchedness of his present condition. This was a very interesting dialogue to Harley ^ he was rude enough, therefore, to slacken his pace, as he approached, and, at last, to make a full stop at the gentleman's back, who was just then expressing his compas- sion for the beggar, and regretting that he had not a farthing of change about THE MAN OF FEELING. 19 him, At saying this, he looked piteously on the fellow : there was something in his physiognomy which caught Harley's no- tice: indeed physiognomy was one of Harley's foibles, for which he had been often rebuked by his aunt in the country ; who used to tell him, that when he was ^ come to her years, and experience, he ^^^^^ would know, that all's _ not gold that ^ glisters : and it must be owned, that his aunt was a very sensible, harsh-lookmg, maiden-lady, of threescore and upwards. But he was too apt to forget this caution; and now, it seems, it had not occurred to him : stepping up, therefore, to the gen- tleman, who was lamenting the want of silver, " Your intentions, sir," said he " are so good, that I cannot help lending jyou my assistance to carry them into ex- ecution," and gave the beggar a shilling. The other returned a suitable compliment, and extolled the benevolence of Harley. \ w 80 THE MAN OF FEELING. They kept walking together, and benevo- lence grew the topic of discourse. The stranger was fluent on the subject. * There is no use of money," said he, " equal to that of beneficence : with the profuse, it is lost ; and even with those who lay it out according to the prudence ^ of the world, the objects acquired by it pall on the sense, and have scarce become our own till they lose their value with the "power of pleasing ; but here the enjoyment grows on reflection, and our money is most truly ours, when it ceases being in our pos- session." *' Yet I agree in some measure," an- swered Harley, " with those who think, that charity to our common beggars is of- ten misplaced ; there are objects less job- trusive, whose title is a better one." " We cannot easily distinguish," said the stranger ; " and even of the worthless, are there not many whose imprudence, or THE MAN OF FEELING. 81 whose vice, may have been one dreadful consequence of misfortune ?" Harley looked again in his face, and blessed himself for his skill in physiogno- my. By this time they had reached the end t)f the walk, the old gentleman leaning on the rails to take breath, and in the mean time they were joined by a younger man, whose figure was much above the appear- ance of his dress, which was poor and shabby : Harley's former companion ad^ dressed him as an acquaintance, and they turned on the walk together. The elder of the strangers complained of the closeness of the evening, and asked the other if he would go with him into a house hard by, and take one draught of excellent cyder. " The man who keeps this house," said he to Harley, " was once a servant of mine : I could not think of turning loose upon the world a faithful old fellow, for no other reason but that his VOL. I. F 82 THE MAN OF FEELING. age had incapacitated him ; so I gave him an annuity of ten pounds, with the help of which he has set up this Httle place here, and his daughter goes and sells milk in the city, while her father manages his tap-room, as he calls it, at home. I can't jvvell ask a gentleman of your appearance to accompany me to so paltry a place." — " Sir," replied Harley, interrupting him, " I would much rather enter it than the most celebrated tavern in town : to ^ive to the necessitous, may sometimes be a weakness in the man; to encourasre in- dustry, is a duty in the citizen." They entered the house accordingly. On a table at the corner of the room lay a pack of cards, loosely thrown toge- ther. The old gentleman reproved the man of the house for encouraging so idle an amusement. Harley attempted to de- fend him, from the necessity of accom- modating himself to the humour of his guests, and, taking up the cards, began to 3 t THE MAN OF FEELING. 83 shuffle them backwards and forwards in his hand. " Nay, I don't think cards so unpardonable an amusement as some do," rephed the other; " and now and then, about this time of the evening, when my eyes begin to fail me for my book, I di- vert myself with a game at piquet, with- out finding my morals a bit relaxed by it. Do you play piquet. Sir ?" (to Harley.) Harley answered in the affirmative ; upon which the other proposed playing a pool at a shilling the game, doubling the stakes j adding, that he never played higher with any body. Harley's good nature could not refuse the benevolent old man : and the younger stranger, though he at first pleaded prior engagements, yet being earnestly solicit- ed by his friend, at last yielded to solicita- tion. When they began to play, the old gen- tleman, somewhat to the surprise of Har- ley, produced ten shillings to serve for 84 THE MAN OF FEELING. markers of his score. " He had no change for the beggar," said Harley to himself; \ ** but I can easily account for it ; it is cu- / rious to observe the affection that inani- / mate things will create in us by a long acquaintance : if I may judge from my own feelingSj the old man would not part with one of these counters for ten times its intrinsic value ; it even got the better of his benevolence ! I myself have a pair of old brass sleeve-buttons" — Here he was interrupted by being told, that the old gentleman had beat the younger, and that it was his turn to take up the conqueror. ** Your game has been short," said Har- ley. '* I repiqued him," answered the old man, with joy sparkling in his coun- tenance. Harley wished to be repiqued too, but he was disappointed ; for he had the same good fortune against his oppo- nent. Indeed, never did fortune, mutable as she is, delight in mutability so much as at that moment : the victory was so quick. THE MAN OF FEELING. 85 and so constantly alternate, that the stake, in a short time, amounted to no less a sum than 121. ; Harley's proportion of which was within half a guinea of the money he had in his pocket. He had before pro- posed a division, but the old gentleman opposed it with such a pleasant warmth in his manner, that it was always over- ruled. Now, however, he told them, that he had an appointment with some gentle- men, and it was within a few minutes of his hour. The young stranger had gain- ed one game, and was engaged in the se- cond with the other ; they agreed, there- fore, that the stake should be divided if the old gentleman won that ; which was more than probable, as his score was 90 to 35 y and he was elder hand ; but a mo- mentous repique decided it in favour of his adversary, who seemed to enjoy his vic- tory mingled with regret, for having won too much, while his friend, with great ebullience of passion, many praises of his 86 THE MAN OF FEELING. own good play, and many maledictions on the power of chance, took up the cards, and threw them into the fire. THE MAN OF FE.EUN(t. 81 CHAP. XXVI. The Man of Feeling in a Brothel. ^^^ The company he was engaged to meet were assembled in Fleet-street. He had walked some time along the Strand, amidst a crowd of those wretches who wait the uncertain wages of prostitution, with ideas of pity suitable to the scene around him, and the feelings he possessed, and had got as far as Somerset-house, when one of them laid hold of his arm, and with a voice tremulous and faint, asked him for a pint of wine, in a manner more suppli- catory than is usual with those whom the infamy of their profession has deprived of shame : he turned round at the demand, and looked stedfastly on the person who made it. 88 THE MAN OF FEELING. She was above the common size, and elegantly formed ; her face was thin and hollow, and showed the remains of tar- nished beauty. Her eyes were black, but had little of their lustre left : her cheeks had some paint laid on without art, and productive of no advantage to her com- plexion, which exhibited a deadly pale- ness on the other parts of her face. Harley stood in the attitude of hesita- tion ; which she interpreting to her ad- vantage, repeated her request, and endea- voured to force a leer of invitation into her countenance. He took her arm, and they walked on to one of those obsequious taverns in the neighbourhood, where the dearness of the wine is a discharge in full for the character of the house. From what impulse he did this, we do not mean to inquire ; as it has ever been against our nature to search for motives where bad ones are to be found. — ^They entered, and THE MAN OF FEELING- 89 a waiter shewed them a room, and placed a bottle of wine on the table. Harley filled the lady's glass; which she had no sooner tasted, than, dropping it on the floor, and eagerly catching his arm, her eye grew fixed, her lip assmned a clayey whiteness, and she fell back life- less in her chair. Harley started from his seat, and, catch- ing her in his arms, supported her from falling to the ground, looking wildly at the door, as if he wanted to run for as- sistance, but durst not leave the miserable creature. It was not till some minutes af- ter, that it occurred to him to ring the bell, which at last, however, he thought of, and rung with repeated violence even after the waiter appeared. Luckily the waiter had his senses somewhat more about him ; and snatching up a bottle of water, which stood on a buffet at the end of the room, he sprinkled it over the hands and face of the dying figure before him. She 90 THE MAN OF FEELING. began to revive, and, with the assistance of some hartshorn drops, which Harley now for the first time drew from his pocket, was able to desire tlie waiter to bring her a crust of bread ; of which she swallowed «ome mouthfuls with the appearance of the keenest hunger. The waiter with- drew : when, turning to Harley, sobbing at the same time, and shedding tears, *' I am sorry. Sir," said she, " that I should have given you so much trouble ; but you will pity me when I tell you, that till now I have not tasted a morsel these two days past," — He fixed his eyes on her's — every circumstance but the last was forgotten; and he took her hand with as much re- spect as if she had been aduchessT' It" was ever the privilege of misfortune to be revered by him. — " Two days !"— said he ; " and I have fared sumptuously every day !" — He was reaching to the bell ; she imderstood his ineaning, and prevented him. " I beg. Sir," said she, " that you THE MAN OF FEEUNG. 91 would give yourself no more trouble about a wretch who does not wish to live ; but, at present, I could not eat a bit ; my sto- mach even rose at the last mouthful of that crust." — He offered to call a chair, say- ing, that he hoped a little rest would re- lieve her. — He had one half-guinea left : " I am sorry," he said, " that at present I should be able to make you an offer of no more than this paltry sum." — She burst into tears : " Your generosity. Sir, is abu- sed ; to bestow it on me is to take it from the virtuous : Ihave no title but misery to. plead i misery,of my Qwii prbcuring^r* " No more of that," answered Harley ; " there is virtue in these tears ; let the fruit of them be virtue." — He rung, and ordered a chair. — " Though I am the "vilest of beings," said she, " I have not forgotten every virtue ; gratitude, I hope, I shall still have left, did I but know who is my benefactor." — " My name is Har- ley,"— "Could I ever have an opportuni- NJ l^ «« THE MAN OF FEELING. ty" — " You shall, and a glorious one too ! your future conduct — but I do not mean to reproach you — if, I say — it will be the noblest reward — I will do myself the plea- sure of seeing you again." — Here the waiter entered, and told them the chair was at the door ; the lady informed Ilar- ley of her lodgings, and he promised to wait on her at ten next morning. He led her to the chair, and returned to clear with the waiter, without ever once reflecting that he had no money in his pocket. He was ashamed to make an ex- cuse ; yet an excuse must be made : he was beginning to frame one, when the waiter cut him short, by telling him, that he could not run scores ; but that, if he would leave his watch, or any other pledge, it would be as safe as if it lay in his pocket. Harley jumped at the proposal, and, pul- ling out his watch, delivered it into his hands immediately ; and having, for once, had the precaution to take a note of the THE MAN OF FEELING. 93 lodging he intended to visit next morning, sallied forth with a blush of triumph on his face, without taking notice of the sneer of the waiter, who, twirling the watch in his hand, made him a profound bow at the door, and whispered to a girl, who stood in the passage, something, in which the word CULLY was honoured with a parti- cular emphasis. 94 THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XXVII. His skill in Physiognomy is doubted. After he had been some time with the company he had appointed to meet, and the last bottle was called for, he first re- collected that he would be again at a loss how to discharge his share of the reckon- ing. He applied, therefore, to one of them, with whom he was most intimate, acknow- ledging that he had not a farthing of money about him ; and, upon being jocularly ask- ed the reason, acquainted them with the two adventures we have just now related. One of the company asked liim, if the old man in Hyde-park did not wear a brown- ish coat, A\ ith a narrow gold edging, and his companion an old green frock, with a buff-coloured waistcoat. Upon Harley's THE MAN OF FEELING. 95 recollecting that they did, " Then," said he, " you may be thankful you have come off so well ; they are two as noted sharpers, in their way, as any in town, and but t'o- ther night took me in for a much larger sum : I had some thoughts of applying to a justice, but one does not like to be seen in those matters." Harley answered, " That he could not but fancy the gentleman was mistaken, as he never saw a face promise more honesty thanthat of the old man he had met with." — " His face !" said a grave-looking man, who sat opposite to him, squirting the juice of his tobacco obliquely into the grate. There was something very emphati- cal in the action ; for it was followed by a burst of laughter round the table. " Gen- tlemen," said Harley, '* you are disposed to be merry ; it may be as you imagine, ^orJ[ confess. my.sel£ig]M>ranlQf,theJ but there is one thing which makes me bear the loss of my money with temper : 96 THE MAN OF FEELING. the young fellow who won it must have been miserably poor ; I observed him bor- row money for the stake from his friend : he had distress and hunger in his coun- tenance : be his character what it may, his necessities at least plead for lyim." — At this there was a louder laugh than be- fore, "^ Gentlemen," said the lawyer, one of whose conversations with Harley we have already recorded, " here's a very pretty fellow for you : to have heard him talk some nights ago, as I did, you might have sworn he was a saint ; yet now he games with sharpers, and loses his money ; and is bubbled by a fine story invented by a whore, and pawns his watch ; here are sanctified doings with a witness !" ** Young gentleman," said his friend on the other side of the table, " let_me .ad- vise you to be a httle jiiQni..cautvq^^^ for tKe^ Future ; and as for C'tceST;:::ryou may look into them to knoWa.ydiether a man's nose be a long or a short one." 'i*^r«-«o<.rr*iii*/«iifti^ ■»!-?-■ THE MAN OF FEELING. 9T CHAP. xxvm. He keeps his Appointment. 1 HE last night's raillery of his companions was recalled to his remembrance when he awoke, and the colder homilies of prudence began to suggest some things which were nowise favourable for a performance of his promise to the unfortunate female he had •met with before. He rose uncertain of his purpose ; but the torpor of such con- siderations was seldom prevalent over the warmth of his nature. He walked some turns backwards and forwards in his room ; he^recaUed the languid form of the faint- ing wretch to his mind ; he wept at the recollection of her tears. " Though I am the vilest of beings, I have not forgotten every virtue ; gratitude, I hope, I shall VOL. I. G THE MAN OF FEELING. tr' still have left." — He took a larger stride — " Powers of mercy that surround me !" cried he, " do ye not smile upon deeds like these? to calculate the chances of deception is too tedious a business for the life of man." — The clock struck ten! — When he had got down stairs, he found that he had forgot the note of her lod- gings ; he gnawed his lips at the delay : he was fairly on the pavement, when he recollected having left his purse ; he did but just prevent himself from articulating an imprecation. He rushed a second time up into his chamber, " What a wretch I am," said he ; " ere this time perhaps" — 'Twas a perhaps not to be borne ; — two vibrations of a pendulum would have ser- ved him to lock his bureau; — but they could not be spared. When he reached the house, and inqui- red for Miss Atkins, (for that was the lady's name,) he was shown up three pair of stairs into a small room lighted by one 3 THE MAN OF FEELING. 99 narrow lattice, and patched round with shreds of different-coloured paper. In the darkest corner stood something like a bed, before which a tattered coverlet hung by way of curtain. He had not waited long- when she appeared. Her face had the glister of new- washed tears on it. " I am ashamed. Sir," said she, " that you should have taken this fresh piece of trouble about one so little worthy of it ; but, to the hu- mane, I know there is a pleasure in good- ness for its own sake : if you have patience for the recital of my story, it may palliate, though it cannot excuse, my faults. ' ' Har- ley bowed, as a sign of assent ; and she began as follows : " I am the daughter of an officer, whom a service of forty years had advanced no higher than to the rank of captain. I have had hints from himself, and been inform- ed by others, that it was in some measure owing to those principles of rigid honour, which it was his boast to possess, and which 100 THE MAN OF FEELING. he early inculcated on me, that he had been able to arrive at no ])etter station. My mother died when I was a child 5 old enough to grieve for her death, but in- capable of remembering her precepts. Though my father was doatingly fond of her, yet_there were some sentiments in which they materially differed : she had been bred from her infancy in the strictest principles of religion, and took the mo- rality of her conduct from the motives which an adherence to those principles suggested. My father, who had been in the army from his youth, affixed an idea oi^pusillanimity to that virtue, which was formed by the doctrines, excited by the rewards, or guarded by the terrors of re- velation ; his darling idol was the honour of a soldier ; a term which he held in such reverence, that he used it for his most sa- cred asseveration. Wlien my mother died, I was for some time suffered to continue in those sentiments which her instructions THE MAN OF FEELING. 101 had produced ; but soon after, though, from respect to her memory, my father did not absolutely ridicule them, yet he shewed, in his discourse to others, so little regard to them, and at times suggested to me motives of action so different, that I was soon weaned from opinions, which I began to consider as the dreams of super- stition, or the artful inventions of design- ing hypocrisy. My mother's books were left behind at the different quarters we re- moved to, and my reading was principally confined to plays, novels, and those poe- tical descriptions of the beauty of j^ittue and honour, which the circulating libraries easily afforded. " As I was generally reckoned hand- some, and the quickness of my parts ex- tolled by all our visitors, niy father had a pride in showing me to the world. I was '™y^img7 giddyj open to adulation, and vain of those talents which acquired it. '<* After the last war, my lather was re- 'Uwe'**'* 102 THE MAN OF FEELING. duced to half-pay ; with which we retired to a village in the country, which the ac- quaintance of some genteel families who resided in it, and the cheapness of living, particularly recommended. My father rented a small house, with a piece of ground sufficient to keep a horse for him, and a cow for the benefit of his family. An old man-servant managed his ground ; while a maid, who had formerly been my mother's, and had since been mine, under- took the care of our little dairy : they were assisted in each of their provinces by my father and me ; and_we_passed_our time in a state of tranquillity^ wjiich he ha,d always talked of witli^delight,^^and which my traiftjoteading hsici^migkLme to admire. " Though I had never seen the polite circles of the metropolis, the company my ather had introduced me into had given me a degree of good-breeding, which soon discovered a superiority over the young THE MAN OF FEELING. 163 ladies of our village. I was quoted as an example of politeness, and my company courted by most of the considerable fa- milies in the neighbourhood. " Amongst the houses to which I was frequently invited, was Sir George Win- brooke's. He had two daughters nearly of my age, with whom, though they had been bred up in those maxims of vulgar doctrine, which my superior understand- ing could not but despise, yet as their good-nature led them to an imitation of my manners in every thing else^ I culti- vated a particular friendship. " Some months after our first acquaint- ance. Sir George's eldest son came home from his travels. His figure, his address, and conversation, were not unlike those warm ideas of an accomplished man which my favourite novels had taught me to form j and his sentiments on the article of religion were as liberal as my own : when any of these happened to be the topic of our dis- 184 THE MAN OF FEELING. course, I, who before had been silent, from a fear of being single in opposition, now kindled at the fire he raised, and defend- ed our mutual opinions with all the elo- quence I was mistress of. He would be respectfully attentive all the while; and when I had ended, would raise his eyes from the ground, look at me with a gaze of admiration, and express his applause in the highest strain of encomium. This was an incense the more pleasing, as I seldom or never had met with it before j for the young gentlemen who visited Sir George were for the most part of that common race of country squires, the plea- sure of whose lives is derived from fox- hunting : these are seldom solicitous to please the women at all ; or if they were, would never think of applying their flat- tery to the mind. *' Mr Winbrooke observed the weak- ness of my soul, and took every occasion of improving the esteem he had gained. THE MAN OF FEELING. 105 He asked my opinion of every autlior, of every sentiment, with that submissive dif- fidence, which shewed an unhmited con- fidence in my understanding. I s aw my- self revered, as a superior being, by one wliosc judgment myjanjtyf told mie was not Tikely to ^,,:...p]:efexred by Jiim to all the ,other visitoj^^X jjiy, sex^. whose for- tun^^and rank ^llQjtlld toe^^j^^^ to a much hioher degree, of uatiQ^e,.:.. I saw their little jealousies at the distinguished attention he paid me ; it was gratitude, it was pride, it was love! love, which had made too fatal a progress in my heart, be- fore any declaration on his part should have warranted a return : but.1 interpret- ed every look of attention, every expres- sion of compliment, to the passion I ima- gined him inspired with, and imputed to his sensibility that silence which was tlie effect of art and design. At length, how- ever, he took an opportunity of declaring liis love : he now expressed himself in such Y 1«6 THE MAN OF FEELING. ardent terms, that prudence might have suspected their sincerity : but prudence is rarely found in the situation I had been unguardedly led into ; besides, that the course of reading to which I had been A accustomed, did not lead me to conclude, / that his expressions could be too warm to be sincere : nor was I even alarmed at the manner in which he talked of marriage, a subjection, he often hinted, to which genuine love should scorn to be confined. The woman, he would often say, who had merit like mine to fix his affection, could easily command it for ever. That honour, too, which I revered, was often called in to enforce his sentiments. I did not, however, absolutely assent to them; but I found my regard for their opposites "ndiminish by degrees. If it is dangerous to be convinced, it is dangerous to listen ; for our reason is so much of a machine, that it will not always be able to resist, when the ear is perpetually assailed. THE MAN OF FEELING. 107 " In short, Mr Harley, (for I tire you with a relation, the catastrophe of which you will already have imagined,) I fell a prey to his artifices. He had not been able so thoroughly to convert me, that my conscience was silent on the subject; but he was so assiduous to give repeated proofs of unabated affection, that I hushed its suggestions as they rose. The world, how- ever, I knew, was not to be silenced ; and therefore I took occasion to express my uneasiness to my seducer, and entreat him, as he valued the peace of one to whom he professed such attachment, to remove it by a marriage. He made excuses from his dependence on the will of his father, but quieted my fears by the promise of endeavouring to win his assent. " My father had been some days absent on a visit to a dying relation, from whom he had considerable expectations. I was left at home, with ijo. other company than my books ; my books I found were not '■■ T--'i^ ■.--■-. -^ — <^S)» 108 THE MAN OF FEELING. now such companions as they used to be ; I was restless, melancholy, unsatisfiedwith myself. But judge my situation when I received a billet from Mr Winbrooke, informing me, that he had sounded Sir George on the subject we had talked of, and found him so averse to any match so unequal to his own rank and fortune, that he was obliged, with whatever reluctance, to bid adieu to a place, the remembrance of which should ever be dear to him. " I read this letter a hundred times over. Alone, helpless, conscious of guilt, and abandoned by every better thought, my mind was one motley scene of terror, confusion, and remorse. A thousand ex- pedients suggested themselves, and a thou- sand fears told me they would be vain : at last, in an agony of despair, I packed up a few clothes, took what money and trin- kets were in the house, and set out for London, whither I understood he was gone j pretending to my maid, that I had THE MAN OF FEELING. 109 received letters from my father requiring my immediate attendance. I had no other companion than a boy, a servant to the man from whom I hired my horses. I ar- rived in London within an hour of Mr Winbrooke, and accidentally alighted at the very inn where he was. " He started and turned pale when he saw me ; but recovered himself in time enough to make many new protestations of regard, and beg me to make myself easy under a disappointment which was equal- ly afflicting to him. He procured me lodgings, where I slept, or rather endea- voured to sleep, for that night. Next morning I saw him again ; he then mild- ly observed on the imprudence of my precipitate flight from the country, and proposed my removing to lodgings at ano- ther end of the town, to elude the search of my father, till he should fall upon some method of excusing my conduct to him, and reconcilins' him to mv return. We ft? •' 110 THE MAN OF FEELING. took a hackney-coach, and drove to the house he mentioned. " It was situated in a dirty lane, fur- nished with a taudry affectation of finery, with some old family pictures hanging on walls which their own cobwebs would better have suited. I was struck with a secret dread at entering ; nor was it lessen- ed by the appearance of the landlady, who had that look of selfish shrewdness, which, of all others, is the most hateful to those whose feelings are untinctured with the world. A girl, who she told us was her niece, sat by her, playing on a guitar, while herself was at work, with the assist- ance of spectacles, and had a prayer-book, with the leaves folded down in several places, lying on the table before her. Per- haps, Sir, I tire you with my minuteness ; but the place, and every circumstance about it, is so impressed on my mind, that I shall never forget it. " I dined that day with Mr Winbrooko THE MAN OF FEELING. Ill alone. He lost by degrees that restraint which I perceived too well to hang about him before, and, with his former gaiety and good-humour, repeated the flattering things, which, though they had once been fatal, I durst not now distrust. At last, taking my hand and kissing it, " It is thus," said he, " that love will last, while freedom is preserved ; thus let us ever be blest, without the galling thought that we are tied to a condition where we may cease to be so." I answered, " That the world thought otherwise ; that it had cer- tain ideas of good fame, which it was im- possible not to wish to maintain." " The world," said he, " is a t;^rant; they are \ j^ slaves who obey it : let us be happy with- out the pale of the world. To-morrow I shall leave this quarter of it, for one where the talkers of the world shall be foiled, and lose us. Could not my^mily accom- pany me ? my friend, my companion, the mistress of mv soul ! Nay, do not look so. 112 THE MAN OF FEELING. Emily ! your father may grieve for a while, but^your father shall be taken care of j this bank-bill I intend as the comfort for his daughter." " I could contain myself no longer : " Wretch !" I exclaimed, " dost thou ima- gine that my father's heart could brook dependence on the destroyer of his child, and tamely accept of a base equivalent for her honour and his own ?" *' Honour, / my Emily," said he,^Ms the mw \/ fools, or of those wiser men who, cheat them. 'Tis a fantastic bauble, that does not suit the gravity of your father's age ; but, whatever it is, I am afraid it can never be perfectly restored to you: exchange the word then, and let pleasure be your object now." At these words he clasped me in his arms, and pressed his lips rude- ly to my bosom. I started from my seat. " Perfidious villain !" said I, " who dar'st insult the weakness thou hast undone ; were that father here, thy coward soul THE MAN OF FEELING. 113 would shrink from the vengeance of his honour! Curst be that wretch who has deprived him of it ! oh ! doubly curst, who has dragged on his hoary head the infamy which should have crushed her own!" I snatched a knife which lay beside me, and would have plunged it in my breast ; but the monster prevented my purpose, and smiling with a grin of barbarous insult, " Madam," said he, *' I confess you are too much in heroics for me : I am sorry we should differ about trifles; but as I seem somehow to have offended you, I would willingly remedy it by taking my leave. You have been put to some foolish expence in this journey on my account ; allow me to reimburse you." So saying, he laid a bank-bill, of what amount I had no patience to see, upon the table. Shame, grief, and indignation, choked my utter- ance ; unable to speak my wrongs, and unable to bear them in silence, I_fell i» <*• swoon at his feet. VOL. I. H 114 THE MAN OF FEELING. " What happened in the interval I can- not tell ; but when I came to myself, I was in the arms of the landlady, with her niece chafing my temples, and doing all in her power for my recovery. She had much compassion in her countenance : the old woman assumed the softest look she was capable of, and both endeavoured to bring me comfort. They continued to show me many civilities, and even the aunt began to be less disagreeable in my sight. To the wretched, to the forlorn, as I was, small offices of kindness are en- dearing. " Mean time my money was far spent, nor did I attempt to conceal my wants from their knowledge. I had frequent thoughts of returning to my father; but the dread of a life of scorn is insurmount- able. I avoided therefore going abroad when I had a chance of being seen by any former acquaintance, nor indeed did my health for a great while permit it ; and THE MAN OF FEELING. 115 suffered the old woman, at her own sug- gestion, to call me niece at home, where we now and then saw (when they could prevail on me to leave my room) one or two other elderly women, and sometimes a grave business-like man, who shewed great compassion for my indisposition, and made me very obligingly an offer of a room at his country-house for the recovery of my health. This offer I did not chuse to accept ; but told my landlady, " that I should be glad to be employed in any way of business which my skill in needlework could recommend me to ; confessing, at the same time, that I was afraid I should scarce be able to pay her what I already owed for board and lodging ; and that for her other good offices, I had nothing but thanks to give her." " My dear child," said she, " do not talk of paying ; since I lost my own sweet girl, (here she wept,) your very picture she was. Miss Emily, I have nobody. !16 THE MAN OP FEELING. except my niece, to whom I should leave any little thing I have been able to save : you shall live with me, my dear ; and I have sometimes a little millinery work, in which, when you are inclined to it, you may assist us. By the way, here are a pair of ruffles we have just finished for that gentleman you saw here at tea ; a distant relation of mine, and a worthy man he is. 'Twas pity you reftised the offer of an apartment at his country-house ; my niece, you know, was to have accompa- nied you, and you might have fancied yourself at home : a most sweet place it is, and but a short mile beyond Hamp stead, ^ho knows. Miss Emily, what effect such a visit might have had i if I had Jialf your beauty^ I shoiild not-Wiiiite iJLpiuiog after e'er a worthless fellow of th^m all." I felt my heart s^vell at her words ; I would have been angry if I could ; but I was in that stupid state which is not easily awakened to anger: \\\w\\ 1 would have chid her. THE MAN OF FEELIiNG. IH the reproof stuck in my throat j Ijcould only weep ! ** Her want of respect increased, as I had not spirit to assert it ; my work was now rather imposed than offered, and I became a druds^e for the bread I eat : but my dependance and servihty grew in pro- portion, and I jy.as .iiow in a situation which could not make any extraordinary exertions to disengage itself-fr^m either ; I found myself witlj^ child,_ -'-^ " At last the wretch, who had thus trained me to destruction, hinted the pur- pose for which those means had been used. I discovered her to be an artful procuress for the pleasures of those, who are men of decency to the world in the midst of debauchery. " I roused every spark of courage with- in me at the horrid proposal. She treated my passion at first somewhat mildly j but when I continued to exert it, she resented it with insult, and told me plainly. That 118 THE MAN OF FEELING. if I did not soon comply with her desires, I should pay her every farthing I owed, or rot in a jail for life, I trembled at the thought ; still, however, I resisted her im- portunities, and she put her threats in exe- cution. I was conveyed to prison^weak from my condition, weaker from that struggle of _grief and niisiTy wliicli for some time I had sulT(gred.. _ A miscarriage was the consequence^ " Amidst all the horrors of such a state, surrounded with wretches totally callous, lost alike to humanity and to shame, think, Mr Harley, think what I endured ; nor wonder that I at last yielded to the soli- citations of that miscreant I had seen at her house, and sunk to the prostitution which he tempted. But that was happi- ness compared to wiiat-JLita,ve--ftttffered since,,..-JEJe soon abandoned me to the common u9e-^f4fee»4Gwn,^ajQe forwarding of his portmanteau. This was a method of travelling whicli he was accustomed to take J it saved the trouble of provision THE MAN OF FEELING. 135 for any animal but himself, and left him at liberty to chuse his quarters, either at an inn, or at the first cottage in which he saw a face he liked : nay, when he was not peculiarly attracted by the reasonable creation, he would sometimes consort with a species of inferior rank, and lay himself down to sleep by the side of a rock, or on the banks of a rivulet. He did few things ^AothmiJt a^^iafttjyjg^j^^^ rather eccentric : and the asam and ex- pedient were terms which he held to be very indefinite, and which, therefore, he did not always apply to the sense in which they are commonly understood. Tlie°sim was now in his decline, and the evening remarkably serene, when he enter- ed a hollow part of the road, which wind- ed between the surrounding banks, and seamed the sward in ditferent lines, as the choice of travellers had directed them to tread it. It seemed to be little frequented now, for some of those had partly recover- 158 THE MAN OF FEELING. ed their former verdure. The scene was such as induced Harlev to stand and en- joy it i when, turning round, his notice was attracted by an object, which the fix- ture of his eye on tiie spot he walked had before prevented him from observing. An old man, who, from his dress, seem- ed to have been a soldier, lay fast asleep on the ground ; a knapsack rested on a stone at his right hand, while his staff and brass-hilted sword were crossed at his left. Ilarley looked on him with the most earnest attention. He was one of those figures which Salvator would have drawn ; nor was the surrounding scenery unlike the wildness of that painter's back-grounds. The banks on each side were covered with fantastic shrub-wood, and at a little dis- tance, on the top of one of them, stood a finger-post, to mark the directions of two roads which diverged from the point where it was placed. A rock, with some dang- ling Avild flowers, jutted out above wherq THE MAN OF FEELING. 157 the soldier lay ; on which grew the stump of a large tree, white with age, and a single twisted branch shaded his face as he slept. His face had the marks of manly comeli- ness impaired by time ; his forehead was not altogether bald, but its hairs might have been numbered ; while a few white locks behind crossed the brown of his neck with a contrast the most venerable to a mind like Harley's. " Thon art old^" said he to himself jj',.but_age has not \^ brought thee rest for its infirmities : I fear those""sirver hairs have not found shelter from thy country, though that neck has been bronzed in its service." The stranger waked. He looked at Harley with the ap- pearance of some confusion : itwas a pain the latter knew too well to think of cau- sing in another ; he turned and went on. The old man re- adjusted his knapsack, and followed in one of the tracks on the opposite side of the road. When Harley heard the tread of liis feet ViS THE MAN OF FEELIAG. behind him, he could not help stealing back a glance at his fellow-traveller. He seemed to bend under the weight of his knapsack ; he halted in his walk, and one of his arms was supported by a sling, and lay motionless across his breast. He had that steady look of sorrow, which indicates that its owner has gazed upon his griefs tilT lie has forgotten to lament them ; yet not without those streaks of complacency, wfiiicli'a'gobd mmd will sometimes throw into the countenance, through all the in- cumbent load of its depression. He had now advanced nearer to Har- ley, and, with an uncertain sort of voice, begged to know what it was o'clock ; <' I fear," said he, " sleep has beguiled me of my time, and I shall hardly have light enough left to carry me to the end of my journey." " Father !" said Harley, (who by this time found the romantic enthusi- asm rising within him,) "how far do you mean to go ?" " But a little way. Sir," THE MAN OF FEELING. 159 returned the other; " and indeed it is but a httle way I can manage now : 'tis just four miles from the height to the village, whither I am going." " I am going thither too," said Harley ; " we may make the road shorter to each other. You seem to have served your country, Sir, to have served it hardly too ; 'tis a character I have the highest esteem for. — I would not be impertinently inquisitive ; but there is that in your appearance which excites my curiosity to know something more of you : in the mean time, suifer me to carry that knapsack." The old man gazed on him ; a tear stood injiis eye! " Young gentleman," said he, " you are too good ; may Hea- ven bless you for an old man's sake, who has nothing but his blessing to give !^_.but nu£ lyiapsack is so familiar to my shoul- ders^hat I should walk the worse for wanting it ; and it would be troublesome to you, who have not been used to its ---.yaa- '■' ' I, »,Lnii.iiuj»in.i.j.-ii.»iiii .HL.ilni.RMijilin i>.i,„, «iiii«ii i*U'Jl*-JW««W»*»S!3*»'*'^ 160 THE MAN OF FEELING. weight.'^. f* Far from it," answered Har- Tey, " I should tread the Hghter ; it would be the most honourable badgel ever wore." " Sir," said the stranger, who had look- ed earnestly in Harley's face during the last part of liis discourse, " is not your name Harley ?" " It is," replied he; " I am ashamed to say I have forgotten yours." " You may well have forgotten my face," said the stranger ; — " 'tis a long time since you saw it ; but possibly you may remem- ber something of old Edwards." — " Ed- wards!" cried Harle}^ "oh! heavens!" and sprung to embrace him ; " let me clasp tliosc knees on which I have sat so often : Edwards ! — I shall never forget that fire^sidc, round which I have been so hap- py ! But where, where have you been ? where is Jack ? where is vour daughter } How has it fared with them, when for- tune, I fear, has been so unkind to you ?" — " 'Tis a long tale," replied Edwards ; " but I will try to tell it you as we walk. THE MAN OF FEELING. 16J " When you were at school in the neighbourhood, you remember me at South-hill : that farm had been possessed by my father, grandfather, and great- grandfather, which last was a younger brother of that very man's ancestor, who is now lord of the manor. I thought I managed it as they had done, with pru- dence ; I paid my rent regularly as it be- came due, and had always as much be- hind as gave bread to me and my children. But my last lease was out soon after you left that part of the country ; and the squire, who had lately got a London at- torney for his steward, would not renew it, because, he said, he did not chuse to have any farm under 3001. a year value on his estate; but offered to give me the preference on the same terms with ano- ther, if I chose to take the one he had marked out, of which mine was a part. " What could I do, Mr Harley ? I fear- ed the undertaking was too great for me ; VOL. I. L 103 THE MAN OF FEELING. yet to leave, at my age, the house I had lived in from my cradle ! I could not, Mr Harley, I could not ; there w^as not a tree about it that I did not look on as my fa- ther, my brother, or my child : so I even ran the risk, and took the squire's offer of the whole. But I had soon reason to re- pent of my bargain ; the steward had taken care that my former farm should be the best land of the division : I was obliged to hire more servants, and I could not have my eye over them all ; some un- favourable seasons followed one another, and I found my affairs entangling on my hands. To add to my distress, a consider- able corn-factor turned bankrupt with a sum of mine in his possession : I failed paying my rent so punctually as I was wont to do, and the same steward had my stock taken in execution in a few days af- ter. So, Mr Harley, there was an end of my prosperity. However, there was as much produced from the sale of my effects THE MAN OF FEELING. 163 as paid my debts and saved me from a jail : I thank God I wronged no man, and the world could never charge me with dishonesty. " Had you seen us, Mr Harley, when we were turned out of South- hill, I am sure you would have wept at the sight. You remember old Trusty, my shag house- dog ; I shall never forget it while I live ; the poor creature was blind with age, and could scarce crawl after us to the door: he went, however, as far as the gooseberry- bush, which you may remember stood on the left side of the yard ; he was wont to bask in the sun there : when he had reach- ed that spot, he stopped ; we went on : I called to him j he wagged his tail, but did not stir : I called again ; he lay down : I whistled, and cried Trusty ; he gave a short howl, and died ! — I could have lain down and died too ; but God gave me streng^i to live for my children." The old man now paused a moment to 164 THE MAN OF FEELING. take breath. He eyed Harley's face j it was bathed with tears : the story was grown famihar to himself j he dropped one tear, and no more. " Though I was poor," continued he, ** I was not altogether without credit. A gentleman in the neighbourhood, who had a small farm unoccupied at the time, offered to let me have it, on giving secu- rity for the rent ; which I made shift to procure. It was a piece of ground which required management to make any thing of; but it was nearly within the compass of my son's labour and my own. We ex- erted all our industry to bring it into some heart. We began to succeed tole- rably, and lived contented on its produce, when an unlucky accident brought us under the displeasure of a ^leighbouring justice of the peace, and broke all our family happiness again. " My son was a remarkabljj^ good shooter ; he had always kept a pointer on THE MAN OF FEELING. 165 our former farm, and thought no harm in doing so nowi when, one day, having sprung a covey of partridges, in our own ground, the dog, of his own accord, fol- lowed them into the justice's. My son laid down his gun, and went after his dog- to bring him back : the game-keeper, who had marked the birds, came up, and, seeing the pointer, shot him, just as my son approached. The creature fell : my son ran up to him : he died, with a com- plaining sort of cry, at his master's feet» Jack could bear it no longer, but, flying at the game-keeper, wrenched his gun out of his hand, and, with the butt end of it, felled him to the ground. " He had scarce got home, when a constable came with a warrant, and drag- ged him to prison ; there he lay, for the justices would not take bail, till he was tried at the quarter-sessions for the assault and battery. His fine was hard upon us to payj we contrived, however, to lire 166 THE MAN OF FEELING. the worse for it, and make ii]^ the loss by our frugality. But the justice was not content with that punishment, and soon after had an opportunity of punishing us indeed. r " An officer, with press-orders, came down to our country, and, having met with the justices, agreed, that they should pitch on a certain number, who could most easily be spared from the county, of whom he would take care to clear it : my son's name was in the justices' list. " 'Twas on a Christmas eve, and the birth-day, too, of my son's little boy. The night was piercing cold, and it blew a stoiTO, with showers of hail and snow. We had made up a cheering fire in an in- ner room ; I sat before it in my wicker- chair, blessing Providence, that had still left a shelter for me and my children. My son's two little ones were holding their gambols around us ; my heart wanned at the sight : I brought a bottle of my best THE MAN OF FEELING. ten ale, and all our misfortunes were forgot- ten. _^ " It had long been our custom to play a game at blind-man's-buff on that night, and it was not omitted now ; so to it we fell, I, and my son, and his wife, the daughter of a neighbouring farmer, who happened to be with us at the time, the two children, and an old maid- servant, who had lived with me from a child. The lot fell on my son to be blindfolded. We had continued some time at our game, when he groped his way into an outer room, in pursuit of some of us, who, he imagined, had taken shelter there; we kept snug in our places, and enjoyed his mistake. He had not been long there, when he was suddenly seized from be- hind; * I shall have you now,* said he, and turned about. * Shall you so, mas- ter?* answered the ruffian, who had laid hold of him; ' we shall make you play at another sort of game by and by.*— 168 THE MAN OF FEELlNa At these words, Harley started with a convulsive sort of motion, and, grasping Edwards' sword, drew it half out of the scabbard, with a look of the most frantic ^^'ildness. Edwards gently replaced it in its sheath, and went on with his rela- tion. " On hearing these words in a strange voice, we all rushed out to discover the cause; the room, by this time, was al- most full of the gang. My daughter-in- law fainted at the sight ; the maid and I ran to assist her, while my poor son re- mained motionless, gazing by turns on his children and their mother. We soon recovered her to life, and begged her to retire, and wait the issue of the affair; but she flew to her husband, and clung round him in an agony of terror and grief. *' In the gang was one of a smoother aspect, whom, by his dress, we discover- ed to be a seijeant of foot : he came up THE MAN OF FEELING. 1(& to me, and told me, that my son had his choice of the sea or land service, whisper- ing, at the same time, that, if he chose the land, he might get off, on procuring him another man, and paying a certain sum for his freedom. The money we could just muster up in the house, by the assistance of the maid, who produced, in a green bag, all the little savings of her service; but the man we could not exr pect to find. My daughter-in-law gazed upon her children, with a look of the wildest despair. * My poor infants ! ' said she, * your father is forced from you ;. who shall now labour for your bread ? or must your mother beg for herself and you }' I prayed her to be patient ; but comfort I had none to give her. At last, calling the Serjeant aside, I asked him, * If I was too old to be accepted in place of my son?* — r * Why, I don't know,' said he; * you are rather old to be sure, but yet the money may do much.' I put the money in his 170 THE MAN OF FEELING. hand 3 and coming back to my children, * Jack,' said I, * you are free ; hve to give your wife and these httle ones bread j I will go, my child, in your stead : I have but little life to lose, and if I staid, I should add one to the wretches you left behind.' — ' No,' replied my son, * I am not that coward you imagine me; Heaven forbid, that my father's gray hairs should be so exposed, while I sat idle at home ; I am young, and able to endure much, and God will take care of you and my fa- mily.' — ' Jack,' said I, * I will put an end to this matter; you have never hitherto disobeyed me ; I will not be contradicted in this : stay at home, I charge you, and, for my sake, be kind to my children.' r " Our parting, Mr Harley, I cannot describe to you ; it was the first time we ever had parted : the very press-gang could scarce keep from tears 5 but the serjeant, who had seemed the softest before, was now the least moved of them all. He THE MAN OF FEELING. 171 conducted me to a party of new-raised recruits, who lay at a village in the neigh- bourhood ; and we soon after joined the regiment. I had not been long with it, when we were ordered to the East- Indies, where I was soon made a serjeant, and might have picked up some money, if my heart had been as hard as some others w^ere : but mv nature was never of that kind, that could think of getting rich at the expence of my conscience. " Amongst our prisoners was an old Indian, whom some of our officers sup- posed to have a treasure hidden some- where ; which is no uncommon practice in that country. They pressed him to discover it. He declared he had none; but that would not satisfy them : so they ordered him to be tied to a stake, and suffer fifty lashes every morning, till he should learn to speak out, as they said. Oh ! Mr Harley, had you seen him, as I did, with his hands bound behind him. 172 niE MAN OF FEELING, suffering in silence, while the big drops trickled down his shrivelled cheeks, and wet his gray beard, which some of the in- human soldiers plucked in scorn ! I could not bear it, I could not for my soul ; and one morning, when the rest of the guard were out of the way, I found means to let him escape. I was tried by a court- martial for negligence on my post, and ordered, in compassion of my age, and having got this wound in my arm, and that in my leg, in the service, only to suf- fer three hundred lashes, and be turned out of the regiment ; but my sentence was mitigated, as to the lashes, and I had only two hundred. When I had suffered these, I was turned out of the camp, and had betwixt three and four hundred miles to travel before I could reach a sea port, without guide to conduct me, or money to buy me provisions by the way. I set out, however, resolved to walk as far as I could, and then to lay myself down and THE MAN OF FEELING. ITS die. But I had scarce gone a mile, when I was met by the Indian whom I had de- livered. He pressed me in his arms, and kissed the marks of the lashes on my back a thousand times ; he led me to a little hut, where some friend of his dwelt ; and, after I was recovered of my wounds, con- ducted me so far on my journey himself, and sent another Indian to guide me through the rest. When we parted, he pulled out a purse with two hundred pieces of gold in it : — ' Take this,' said he, ' my dear preserver, it is all I have been able to procure.' I begged him not to bring himself to poverty for my sake, who should probably have no need of it long ; but he insisted on my accepting it. He embra- ced me. * You are an Englishman,' said he, ' but the (jreat Spirit has given you an Indian heart ; may he bear up the weight of your old age, and blunt the arrow that brings it rest !' We parted, and not long iT4 THE MAN OF FEELING. after I made shift to get my passage to England. 'Tis but about a week since I landed, and I am going to end my days in the arms of my son. This^um may be of use to him and his children; 'tis all the value I put upon it. I thank Heaven, I never was covetous of wealth ; I never had much, but was always so happy as to be content with my little." — When Edwards had ended his relation, Harley stood a while looking at him in silence ; at last he pressed him in his arms, and when he had given vent to tlie fulness of his heart by a shower of tears, " Ed- wards," said he, " let me hold thee to my bosom ; let me imprint the virtue of thy sufferings on my soul. Come, my ho- noured veteran ! let me endeavour to soften the last days of a life, worn out in the serv ice of humanity : call me also thy son, \ and let me cherish thee as a father." Ed- wards, from whom the recollection of his THE MAN OF FEELING. 175 own sufferings had scarce forced a tear, now blubbered like a boy ; he could not speak his gratitude, but by some short ex- clamations of blessings upon Harley. UG THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XXXV. lie misses an old Acquaintance. — Jn Adventure consequent upon it. vV HEX they had arrived within a httle way of the village they journeyed to, Harley stopped short, and looked sted- fastly on the mouldering walls of a ruined house that stood on the road-side. " Oh, heavens !" he cried, *' what do I see ! si- lent, unroofed, and desolate ! Are all the gay tenants gone } Do I hear their hum no more ? Edwards, look there, look there ! the scene of my infant joys, my earliest friendships, laid waste* and ruin- ous ! That was the very school where I was boarded when you were at South-hill; 'tis but a twelvemonth since I saw it THE MAN OF FEELING. 177 Standing, and its benches filled with little cherubs : that opposite side of the road was the green on which they sported ; see it now ploughed up ! I would have given fifty times its value to have saved it from the sacrilege of that plough/* " Dear Sir," replied Edwards, " per- haps they have left it from choice, and may have got another spot as good." — " They cannot," said Harley, *' they cannot; I shall never see the sward co- vered with its daisies, nor pressed by the dance of the dear innocents : I shall never see that stump decked with the garlands which their little hands had gathered. These two long stones, which now lie at the foot of it, were once the supports of a hut I myself assisted to rear : I have sat on the sods within it, when we had spread our banquet of apples before us, and been more blest— Oh! Edwards! infinitely more blest than ever I shall be again." Just then a woman passed them on the VOL. I. M 178 TilE MAN OF FEELING. road, and discovered some signs of wonder at the attitude of Harley, who stood, with his hands folded together, looking with a moistened eye on the fallen pillars of the hut. He was too much entranced in thought to observe her at all ; but Ed- wards civilly accosting her, desired to know, if that had not been the school-house, and how it came into the condition in which they now saw it ? " Alack a day !" said she, " it was the school-house indeed ; but to be sure. Sir, the squire has pulled it down, because it stood in the way of his prospects." — " What ! how ! pros- pects ! pulled down !" cried Harley. " Yes, to be sure. Sir ; and the green, where the children used to play, he has ploughed up, because, he said, they hurt his fence on the other side of it." " Curses on his narrow heart," cried Har- ley, « that could violate a right so sacred I Heaven blast the wretch ! THE MAN OF FEELING. 179 '•' And from his derogate body never spring A babe to honour him !" But I need not, Edwards, I need not," re- covering himself a little; " he is cursed enough already : to him the noblest source of happiness is denied jaiJdtKie cares of his sordid soul shall *fib9W it, while thou sittest ov6r a brown crust, smiling on those mangled limbs that have saved thy son and his children !" " If you want any thing with the school-mistress. Sir," said the woman, " I can shew you the way to her house." He followed her, without knowing whither he went. They stopped at the door of a snug ha- bitation, where sat an elderly woman with a boy and a girl before her, each of whom held a supper of bread and milk in their hands. *' There, Sir, is the school-mistress." — " Madam," said Harley, " was not an old venerable^ man school-master here some time ago ?" " Yes, Sir, he was : poor 180 THE MAN OF FEELING. man ! the loss of his former school-house^ I believe, broke his heart, for he died soon after it was taken down ; and as another has not yet been found, I have that charge in the mean time." — " And this boy and girl, I presume, are your pupils ?" — " Ay, Sir, they are poor orphans, put under my care by the parish j and more promising children I never saw." " Orphans !" said Harley. " Yes, Sir, of honest creditable parents as any in the parish ; and it is a shame for some folks to forget their rela- tions, at a time when they have most need to remember them." — " Madam," said Harley, " let us never forget that we are all relations." He kissed the children. " Their father. Sir," continued she, *' was a farmer here in the neighbour- hood, and a sober industrious man he was ; but nobody can help misfortunes : what with bad crops, and bad debts, which are worse, his affairs went to wreck ; and both he and his wife died of broken hearts. THE xMAN OF FEELING. 181 And a sweet couple they were. Sir ; there was not a properer man to look on in tlie country than John Edwards, and so in- deed w^ere all the Edwards's." " What Edwards's?" cried the old soldier hastily. " The Edwards's of South-hill ; and a worthyfamily they were." — " South-hill !" said he, in a languid voice, and fell hack into the arms of the astonished Harley. The school-mistress ran for some water, and a smelling-bottle, with the assistance of which they soon recovered the unfor- tunate Edwards. He stared wildly for some time; then folding his orphan grand- children in his arms, *' Oh ! my children, my children !" he cried, " have I found you thus ? My poor Jack ! art thou gone ? I thought thou shouldst have carried thy father's gray hairs to the grave ! and these little ones" — his tears choked his utter- ance, and he fell again on the necks of the children. " My dear old man !" said Harley^ 182 THE MAN OF FEELING. " Providence has sent you to relieve them; it will bless me, if I can be the means of assisting you." — " Yes, indeed, Sir," an- swered the boy ; '' father, when he was a- dying, bade God bless us; and prayed, that if grandfather lived, he might send him to support us." — '* Where did they lay my boy?" said Edwards. " In the Old Church-yard," replied the woman, " hard by his mother."—" I will shew it you," answered the boy ; " for I have wept over it many a time, when first I came among strange folks." He took the old man's hand, Harley laid hold of his sister's, and they walked in silence to the church-yard. There was an old stone, with the cor- ner broken off, and some letters, half-co- vered with moss, to denote the names of the dead : there was a cyphered R. E. plainer than the rest : it was the tomb they sought. " Here it is, grandfather," said the boy. Edwards gazed upon it THE MAN OF FEELING. 183 without uttering a word : the girl, who had only sighed before, now wept out- right : her brother sobbed, but he stifled his sobbing. " I have told sister," said he, " that she should not take it so to heart; she can knit already, and I shall soon be able to dig : we shall not starve, sister, indeed we shall not, nor shall grand- father neither."— -The girl cried afresh ; Harley kissed off her tears as they flowed, and wept between every kiss. 13A THE MAN OF FEELING. CHAP. XXXVI. He returns home. — A description of his retinue. It was with some difficulty that Harley prevailed on the old man to leave the spot where the remains of his son were laid. At last, with the assistance of the school- mistress, he prevailed ; and she accommo- dated Edwards and him with beds in her house, there being nothing like an inn nearer than the distance of some miles. In the morning, Harley persuaded Ed- wards to come with the children to his house, which was distant but a short day's journey. The boy walked in his grand- father's hand ; and the name of Edwards procured him a neighbouring farmer's horse, on which a servant mounted, with the girl on a pillow before him. THE MA?J OF TEELING. 185 "Witii this train Harley returned to the abode of his fathers : and we cannot but think, that his enjoyment was as great as if he had arrived from the tour of Europe, with a Swiss valet for his companion, and half a dozen snuff-boxes, with invisible hinges, in his pocket. But we take our ideas from sounds which follv has invent- ed ; Fashion, Bon ton, and Vertii, are the names of certain idols, to which we sacri- fice the genuine pleasures of the soul : in this world of semblance, we are content- ed with personating happiness j to feel it, is an art beyond us. It was otherwise with Harley ; he ran up stairs to his aunt, with the history of liis fellow-travellers glowing on his lips. His aunt was an economist ; but she knew the pleasure of doing chafttaBle things, and withal was fond of her nephew, and solicitous to oblige him. She received old Edwards, therefore, with a look of more complacency than is perhaps natural to s ■A 196 THE MAN OF FEELING. maiden ladies of threescore, and was re- markably attentive to his grand-children : she roasted apples with her own hands for their supper, and made up a little bed be- side her own for the girl. Edwards made some attempts towards an acknowledge- ment for these favours ; but his young friend stopped them in their beginnings. *' Whosoever receiveth any of these chil- dren" — said his auntj for her acquaint- ance with her Bible was habitual. Early next morning, Harley stole into the room where Edwards lay : he expect- ed to have found him a-bed ; but in this he was mistaken : the old man had risen, and was leaning over his sleeping grandson, with the tears flowing down his cheeks. At hrst he did not perceive Harley ; when he did, he endeavoured to hide his grief, and crossing his eyes with his hand, ex- pressed his surprise at seeing him so early astir. *' I was thinking of you," said Harley, " and your children : I learned THE MAN OF FEELING. 187 last night that a small farm of mine in the neighbourhood is now vacant : if you will occupy it, I shall gain a good neighbour, and be able, in some measure, to repay the notice you took of me when a boy ; and as the furniture of the house is mine, it will be so much trouble saved." Ed- wards' tears gushed afresh, and Harley led him to see the place he intended for him. The house upon this farm was indeed little better than a hut j its situation, how- ever, was pleasant ; and Edwards, assisted by the beneficence of Harley, set about improving its neatness and convenience. He staked out a piece of the green before for a garden, and Peter, who acted in Harley's family as valet, butler, and gar- dener, had orders to furnish him with par- cels of the different seeds he chose to sow in it. I have seen his master at work in this little spot, with his coat off, and his dibble in his hand : it was a scene of tran- 188 THE MAN OF FEELING. c[uil virtue to have stopped an angel on his errands of mercy ! Harley had contri- ved to lead a little bubbling brook through a green vi^alk in the middle of the ground, upon which he had erected a mill in mi- niature for the diversion of Edwards' in- fant grandson, and made shift in its con- struction to introduce a pliant bit of wood, that answered with its fairy clack to the murmuring of the rill that turned it. I have seen him stand, listening to these mingled sounds, with his eye fixed on the boy, and the smile of conscious satisfac- tion on his cheek ; while the old man, with a look half turned to Harley, and half to Heaven, breathed an ejaculation of gratitude and piety. Father of mercies ! I also would thank thee, that not only liast tliou assigned eternal rewards to virtue, but that, even in this bad world, the lines of our duty, and our happiness, are so frequently woven together. THE MAN OF FEELINO. 180 A FRAGMENT. The Man of Feeling talks of what he does not understand. — Ait incident. * * * * ed — and walked down stairs, with his shoe as it was, and the buckle in hi^ hand. His aunt, however, was pretty well accustomed to those appearances of absence; besides, that the natural gravity of her temper, which was commonly call- ed into exertion by the care of her house- hold concerns, was such as not easily to be discomposed by any circumstance of accidental impropriety. She, too, had been informed of the intended match bg= tweeaSir Harry Benson and Miss Waltom " I have been thinking," said she, " that they are distant relations : for the great- grandfather of this Sir Harry Benson, who was knight of the shire in the reign of Charles the First, and one of the cavaliers of those times, was married to a daughter of the Walton family." Harley answered drily, that it might be so; but that he never troubled himself about those mat- ters. " Indeed," said she, " you are to blame, nephew, for not knowing a little i-'OO THE MAN OF FEELING. more of them : before I was near your age, I liad sewed the pedigree of our family in a set of chair-bottoms, that were made a present of to my grandmother, who was a very notable woman, and had a proper regard for gentility, I'll assure you ; but no\y-a- days, it is m oney^ iiot birth, that 'makes people respected; the more shame for the times."' Harley was in no very good humour for entering into a discussion of this ques- tion ; but he always entertained so much filial respect for his aunt, as to attend to her discourse. " We blame the pride of the rich," said he, " but are not we ashamed of our poverty ?" " Why, one would not choose," replied his aunt, ** to make a much worse figure than one's neighbours ; but, as I was say- ing before, the times (as my friend Mrs Dorothy Walton observes) are shamefully degenerated in this respect. There was THE MAN OF FEELING. 21« but t'other day, at Mr Walton's, that fat fellow's daughter, the London merchant, as he calls himself, — though I have heard that he was little better than the keeper of a chandler's shop,— we were leaving the gentlemen to go to tea. She had a hoop, forsooth, as large and as stiff— and it shewed a pair of bandy legs, as thick as two— I was nearer the door by an apron's length, and the pert hussy brush- ed by me, as who should say. Make way for your betters, and with one of her London-bobs— but Mrs Dorothy did not t let her pass with it ; for all the time of \ drinking tea, she spoke of the precedency j of family, and the disparity there is be- | tween people who are come of some- thing, and your mushroom-gentry who i wear their coats of arms in their purses." Her indignation was interrupted by the arrival of her maid with a damask table- cloth, and a set of napkins, from the loom, which had been spun by her mis- S02 THE MAN OF FEELING. tress's own hand. There was the family- crest in eacli corner, and in the middle a view of the battle of Worcester, where one of her ancestors had been a captain in the king's forces; and with a sort of poetical licence in perspective, there was seen the Royal Oak, with more wig than leaves upon it. On all this the good lady was very co- pious, and took up the remaining inter- vals of filling tea, to describe its excel- lencies to Ilarley; adding, that she in- tended this as a present for his wife, when he should get one. He sighed, and look- ed foolish, and commending the serenity of the da}^ walked out into the garden. He sat down on a little seat which commanded an extensive prospect round the house. He leaned on his hand, and scored the ground with his stick : " Miss Walton married !" said he; " but what is that to me .? May she be happy ! her virtues deserve it ; to me, her marriage is THE MAN OF FEELING. 20S Otherwise indifferent :— I had romantic dreams : they are fled !— it is perfectly indifferent." Just at that moment, he saw a servant, with a knot of ribbands in his hat, go into the house. His cheeks grew flushed at the sight! He kept his eye fixed for some time on the door by which he had entered ; then, starting to his feet, hastily- followed him. When he approached the door of the kitchen, where he supposed the man had entered, his heart throbbed so violently, that, when he would have called Peter, his voice failed in the attempt. He stood a moment listening in this breatliless state of palpitation: Peter came out by chance. " Did your honour want any thing?" — " Where is the servant that came just now from Mr Walton's ?" — " From Mr Walton's, Sir ! there is none of his ser- vants here, that 1 know of." — " Nor of Sir Harry Benson's?" — He did not wait for Wi THE MAN or I'EELIN(}. an answer j but, having by this time ob- served the hat with its party-coloured ornament hanging on a peg near the door, he pressed forwards into the kitchen, and addressing himself to a stranger whom he saw there, asked him, with no small tre- mor in his voice, '^ If he had any com- mands for him ?" The man looked silly, and said, " That he had nothing to trouble his honour with." — "Are not you a serv^ant of Sir Harry Benson's ?" — " No, Sir." — " You'll pardon me, young man; I judged by tlie favour in your hat." — " Sir, I am his Majesty's servant, God bless him ! and these favours we always wear when we are recruiting." — " Re- cruiting!" his eyes glistened at the word: he seized the soldier's hand, and shaking it violently, ordered Peter to fetch a bottle of his aunt's best dram. The bottle was brought. *' You shall drink the king's health," said Harley, *' in a bumper." — *' The king, and your honour." — " Nay, THE MAN OF FEELING. 205 you shall drink the king's health by it- self j you may drink mine in another." Peter looked in his master's face, and fill- ed with some little reluctance. " Now, to your mistress," said Harley ; *' every soldier has a mistress." The man excu- sed himself — " To your mistress ! you cannot refuse it." 'Twas Mrs Margery's best dram ! Peter stood with the bottle a little inclined, but not so as to discharge a drop of its contents. " Fill it, Peter," said his master, " fill it to the brim." Peter filled it ; and the soldier, having na- med Sukey Simpson, dispatched it in a twinkling, " Thou art an honest fellow," said Harley, " and I love thee;" and shaking his hand again, desired Peter to make him his guest at dinner, and walk- ed up into his room with a pace much quicker and more springy than usual. This agreeable disappointment, how- ever, he was not long suffered to enjoy. The cuvate happened that day to dine 206 THE MAN OF FEELING. with liim: his visits, indeed, were more properly to the aunt than the nephew ; and many of the intelhgent ladies in the parish, who, like some very great philo- sophers, have the happy knack at ac- counting for every thing, gave out, that there was a particular attachment be- tween them, which wanted only to be matured by some more years of courtship to end in the tenderest connection. In this conclusion, indeed, supposing the premises to have been true, they were somewhat justified by the known opinion of the lady, who frequently declared her- self a friend to the ceremonial of former times, when a lover might have sighed seven years at his mistress's feet, before he was allowed the liberty of kissing her hand. 'Tis true, Mrs Margery was now about her grand climacteric ; no matter ; that is just the age when we expect to grow younger. But I verily believe there was nothing in the report; the curate's THE MAN OF FEELING. 207 connection was only that of a genealo- gist ; for in that character, he was no way inferior to Mrs Margery herself. He dealt also in the present times ; for he was a politician and a newsmonger. He had hardly said grace after dinner when he told Mrs Margery, tliat she might soon expect a pair of white glov es, as Sir Harry Benson, he was very well in- formed, was just going to be married to Miss Walton. Harley spilt the wine he was carrying to his mouth. He had time, however, to recollect himself before the curate had fmished the different particu- lars of his intelligence, and summing up all the heroism he was master of, fdled a bumper, and drank to Miss Walton. " ^Kith all my heart," said the curate, " the bride that is to be." Harley would have said Bride too ; but the word Bride stuck in his throat. His confusion, in- deed, was manifest : but the curate began to enter on some point of descent with S08 THE MAN OF FEELING. Mrs Margery, and Harley had very soon after an opportunity of leaving them, while they were deeply engaged in a question, whether the name of some great man, in the time of Henry the Seventh, was Rich- ard or Hum{)hrey. He did not see his aunt again till sup- per ; the time between he spent in walk- ing, like some troubled ghost, round the place where his treasure lay. He went as far as a little gate, that led into a copse near Mr Walton's house, to which that gentleman had been so obliging as to let him have a key. He had just begun to open it, when he saw, on a terrace below. Miss M'alton walking with a gentleman in a riding dress, wiiom he immediately guessed to be Sir Harry Benson. He stopped of a sudden ; his hand shook so much thai he could hardly turn the key ; he opened the gate, however, and advan- ced a few paces. The lady's lap-dog THE MAN OF FEELING. 209 pricked up its ears, and barked 3 he stop- ped again — " The little dogs and all. Tray, Blanch, and Sweetheart, see they bark at me." His resolution failed ; he slunk back, and locking the gate as softly as he could, stood on tiptoe looking over the wall till they were gone. At that instant a shep- herd blew his horn : the romantic melan- choly of the sound quite overcame him ! — it was the very note that wanted to be touched — he sighed ! he dropped a tear ! — and returned. At supper, his aunt observed that he was graver than usual; but ^he did not suspect the cause : indeed, it may seem odd that she was the only person in the family who had no suspicion of his at- tachment to Miss Walton. It was fre- quently matter of discourse amongst the VOL. I. o 210 THE MAN OF FEELING. seiTants : perhaps her maiden-coldness — but for those things we need not account. In a^day^r two, he was so much mas- ter of himself as to be able to rhyine upon the subject. The following~pasforal he left, some time after, on the handle of a tea-kettle, at a neighbouring house where we were visiting ; and as I filled the tea- pot after him, I happened to put it in my pocket by a similar act of forgetfulness. It is such as might be expected from a man who makes verses for amusement. I am pleased with somewhat of good- nature that runs throud to arrang-e, as far as it seem- ed arrangeable, in the twofollowing chap- ters. It will not, however, after all, have a perf€?ctly ■connected appearance ; because, I imagine, it w^as delivered at dilTerent times, as occasion invited, or leisure al- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 2»S lowed him ; but its tendency appeared to be such, that, even under these disad- vantages, I could not forbear inserting it. 994 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. CHAP. V. Paternal instrnctions. — Of suspicion and confi- dence. — Ridicule. — Heligion, — True pleasure. — Caution to the female sex. "You are now leaving us, my son," said Annesly, " to make your entrance into the world : for, though from the pale of a college, the bustle of ambition, the plod- ding of business, and the tinsel of gaiety, are supposed to be excluded ; yet as it is the place where the persons that are to perform in those several characters often put on the dresses of each, there will not be wanting, even there, those qualities that distinguish in all. I will not shock your imagination with the picture which some men, retired from its influence, have «lrawn of the world 3 nor warn you against THP: man of the world. 296 enormities, into which, I should equally affront your understanding and your feel- ings, did I suppose you capable of falling. Neither would I arm you with that sus- picious caution, which young men are sometimes advised to put on : they who always suspect will often be mistaken, and never be happy. Yet there is a wide dis- tinction between the confidence which becomes a man, and the simplicity that disgraces a fool : he who never trusts is a niggard of his soul, who starves himself, and by whom no other is enriched ; but he who gives every one his confidence, and every one his praise, squanders the fund that should serve for the encourage- ment of integrity, and the reward of ex- cellence. " In the circles of the world your no- tice may be frequently attracted by ob- jects glaring, not useful ; and your attach- ment won to characters, whose surfaces are showv, without intrinsic value : in 296 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. such circumstances, be careful not always to impute knowledge to the appearance of acuteness, or give credit to opinions according to the confidence with which they are urged. In the more important articles of belief or conviction, let not the flow of ridicule be mistaken for the force of argument. Nothing is so easy as to excite a laugh, at that time of life when seriousness is held to be an incapacity of enjoying it; and no wit so futile, or so dangerous, as that which is drawn from the perverted attitudes of what is in itself momentous. There are in most societies a set of self-important young men, who borrow consequence from singularity, and take precedency in wisdom from the un- feeling use of the ludicrous : this is at best a shallow quality ; in objects of eternal moment, it is poisonous to society. I will not now, nor coidd you then, stand forth armed at all i)oints to repel the attacks which they may make on the great prin- tHE MAN OF THE WORLD. 29T ciples of your belief; but let one sugges- tion suffice, exclusive of all internal evi- dence, or extrinsic proof of revelation. He who would undermine those foundations upon which the fabric of our future hope is reared, seeks to beat down that column, which supports the feebleness of huma- nity : — let him but think a moment, and his heart will arrest the cruelty of his purpose ; — would he pluck its httle trea- sure from the bosom of poverty ? would he wrest its crutch from the hand of age, and remove from the eye of affliction the only solace of its woe ? The way we tread is rugged at best ; we tread it, however, lighter by the prospect of that better coun- try to which we trust it will lead ; tell us not that it will end in the gulph of eternal dissolution, or break off in some wild, which fancy may fill up as she pleases, but reason is unable to delineate ; quench not that beam, which, amidst the night of this evil world, has cheered the de- •2*)8 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. spondency of ill-requited worth, and illu- mined the darkness of suffering virtue. " The two great movements of the soul, which the moulder of our frames has pla- ced in them for the incitement of virtue and the prevention of vice, are the desire of honour, and the fear of shame : but the perversion of these qualities, which the re- finement of society is peculiarly unhappy in making, has drawn their influence from the standard of morality, to the banners of its opposite ; into the first step on which a young man ventures, in those paths which the cautions of wisdom have warn- ed him to avoid, he is commonly pushed by the fear of that ridicule which he has seen levelled at simplicity, and the desire of that applause which the spirit of the profligate has enabled him to acquire. " Pleasure is in truth subservient to vir- tue. When the first is pursued without those restraints which the last would im- pose, every infringement we make on THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 299 them lessens the enjoyment we mean to attain ; and nature is thus wise in our construction, that, when we would be blessed beyond the pale of reason, we are blessed imperfectly. It is not by the roar of riot, or the shout of the baccha- nal, that we are to measure the degree of pleasure which he feels ; the grossness of the sense he gratifies is equally unsuscep- tible of the enjoyment, as it is deaf to the voice of reason ; and, obdurated by the repetition of debauch, is incapable of that delight which the finer sensations pro- duce, which thrills in the bosom of deli- cacy and virtue. *' Libertines have said, my Harriet, that the smiles of your sex attend them ; and that the pride of conquest, where con- quest is difficult, overcomes the fear of disgrace and defeat. I hope there is less truth in this remark than is generally im- agined ; let it be my Harriet's belief that it cannot be true, for the honour of her 300 THE MAN OF THE WORLD; sex ; let it be her care that, for her owrt honour, it may be false as to her. Look on tliose men, my child, even in their gayest and most alluring garb, as crea- tures dangerous to the peace, and de- structive of the welfare, of society ; look on them as you would on a beautiful ser- pent, whose mischief we may not forget while we admire the beauties of its skin. I marvel indeed how the pride of the fair can allow them to show a partiality to him, who regards them as beings merely subservient to his pleasure, in whose opi- nion they have lost all that dignity which excites reverence, and that excellence which creates esteem. " Be accustomed, my love, to think respectfully of yourself j it is the error of the gay world to place your sex in a sta- tion somewhat unworthy of a reasonable creature , and the individuals of ours, who address themselves to you, tliink it a necessarv incrrcdient in their discourse. TflE MAN OF THE WORLD. SOI that it should want every solid property with which sense and understanding would invest it. The character of a female pe- dant is undoubtedly disgusting ; but it is much less common than that of a trifling or an ignorant woman : the intercourse of the sejaps, in this respect, advantageous, that each has a desire to please, mingled with a certain deference for the other ; let not this purpose be lost on one side, by its being supposed, that, to please yours, we must speak something, in which fa- shion has sanctified follv, and ease lent her garb to insignificance. In general it should never be forgotten, that, though life has its venial trifleSj yet they cease to be innocent when they encroach upon its important concerns ; the mind that is of- ten employed about little things, will be rendered unfit for anv serious exertion ; and, though temporary relaxations may recruit its strengtli, habitual vacancy will destroy it." S02 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. CHAP. VI. In continuation. — Of knowledge. — Knowledge of the world. — Politeness. — Honour. — Aifot her rule of action suggested. ** As the mind may be weakened by the pursuit of trivial matters, so its strength may be misled in deeper investigations. " It is a capital error in the pursuit of knowledge, to suppose that we are never to believe what we cannot account for. There is no reason why we should not at- tempt to understand every thing : but to own in some instances our limited know- ledge, is a piece of modesty in which lies the truest wisdom. " Let it be our care, that our effort in its tendency is useful, and our effort need not be repressed ; for he who attempts the THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 303 impossible, will often atchieve the extreme- ly difficult ; but the pride of knowledge often labours to gain, what if gained would be useless, and wastes exertion upon ob- jects that have been left unattained from their futility. Men possessed of this de- sire, you may perhaps fmd, my son, in that seat of science whither you are go- ing : but remember, that what claims our wonder does not always merit our re- gard ; and in knowledge and philosophy be careful to distinguish, that the pur- pose of research should ever be fixed on making simple what is abstruse, not ab- struse what is simple ; and that difficult}^ in acquisition will no more sanctify its in- expediency, than the art of tumblers, who have learned to stand on their heads, will prove that to be the proper posture for man. " There is a pedantry in being master of paradoxes contrary to the common opi- nions of mankind, which is equally disgust- 301 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. ing to the illiterate and the learned. The peasant, who enjoys the beauty of the tulip, is equally delighted with the philoso- pher, though he knows not the powers of the rays from which its colours are deri- ved ; and the boy who strikes a ball with his racket, is as certain whither it will be driven by the blow, as if he were perfect- ly conversant in the dispute about matter and motion. Vanity of our knowledge is generally fovmd in the first stages of its acquirement, because we are then look- ing back to that rank we have left, of such as know nothing at all. Greater advances cure us of this, by pointing our view to those above us ; and when we reach the summit, we begin to discover, that human knowledge is so imperfect, as not to warrant any vanity upon it. In particular arts, beware of that affectation of speaking technically, by which igno- rance is often disguised, and knowledge disgraced. They who are really skilful 10 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 305 in the principles of science, will acquire the veneration only of shallow minds by talking scientifically ; for, to simplify ex- pression, is always the effect of the deep- est knowledge, and the clearest discern- ment. On the other hand, there may be m-any who possess taste, though they have not attained skill ; who, if they will be contented with the expression of their own feelings, without labouring to keep up the borrowed phrase of erudition, will have their opinions respected by all whose suffrages are worthy of being gained. The music, the painting, the poetry of the pas- sions, is the property of every one who has a heart to be moved ; and though there may be particular modes of excellence which national or temporary fashions create, yet that standard will ever remain, which alone is common to all. *' The ostentation of learning is indeed always disgusting in the intercourse of so- VOL. I. u 306 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. ciety ; for even the benefit of instruction received cannot allay the consciousness of inferiority, and remarkable parts more fre- quently attract admiration than procure esteem. To bring forth knowledge agree- ably, as w^ell as usefully, is perhaps very difficult for those who have attained it in the secluded walks of study and specula- tion, and is an art seldom found but in men who have likewise acquired some knowledge of the world. *' I would, however, distinguish between that knowledge of the world that fits us for intercourse with the better part of mankind, and that which we gain by as- sociating with the \vorst. " But there is a certain learned rust which men as well as metals acquire ; it is, simply speaking, a blemish in both ; the social feelings grow callous from disuse, and we lose that spring of little affections, which sweeten the cup of life as we drink it. ** Even the ceremonial of the world, shal- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 307 low as it may appear, is not without its use j it may indeed take from the warmth of friendship, but it covers the coldness of indifference ; and if it has repressed the genuine overflowings of kindness, it has smothered the turbulence of passion and animosity, *' Politeness, taught as an art, is ridicu- lous ; as the expression of liberal senti- ment and courteous manners, it is truly valuable. There is a politeness of the heart, which is confined to no rank, and dependent upon no education ; the de- sire of obliging, which a man possessed of this quality will universally show, seldom fails of pleasing, though his style may differ from that of modern refinement. I knew a man in London, of the gentlest manners, and of the most winning de- portment, whose eye was ever brighten- ed with the smiles of good-humour, and whose voice was mellowed with tlie tones 308 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. of complacency ; — and this man was a blacksmith ! " The falsehood of politeness is often pleaded for, as mi avoidable in the com- merce of mankind ; yet I would have it as little indulged as possible. There is a frankness without rusticity, an openness^ of manner, prompted by good-humour, but guided by delicacy, which some are happy enough to possess, that engages every worthy man, and gives not oiTence even to those, whose good opinion, though of little estimation, it is the business of prudence not wantonly to lose. " The circles of the gay, my children, would smile to hear me talk of qualities which my retired manner of life has allowed me so little opportunity of observing; but true good-breeding is not confmed within those bounds to which their pedantry (if I may use the expression) would restrict it; true good-breeding is the sister of phi- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 3Q9 lanthropy, with feelings perhaps not so serious or tender, but equally inspired by a fineness of soul, and open to the impres- sions of social affection. *' As politeness is the rule of the world's manners, so has it erected Honour the standard of its morality ; but its dictates too frequently depart from wisdom with respect to ourselves, from justice and hu- manity with respect to others. Genuine honour is undoubtedly the offspring of both ; but there has arisen a counterfeit, who, as he is more boastful and showy, has more attracted the notice of gaiety and grandeur. Generosity and courage are the virtues he boasts of possessing ; but his generosity is a fool, and his cour- age a murderer. " The punctilios, indeed, on which he de- pends, for his own peace, and the peace of society, are so ridiculous in the eye of reason, that it is not a little surprising, how so many millions of reasonable be- 310 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. ings should have sanctified them with their mutual consent and acquiescence ; that they should have agreed to surround the seats of friendship, and the table of festivity, with so many thorns of inquie- tude, and snares of destruction. " You will probably hear, my son, very frequent applause bestowed on men of nice and jealous honour, who suffer not the smallest affront to pass unquestioned, or unrevenged ; but do not imagine that the character which is most sacredly guarded, is always the most unsullied in reality, nor allow yourself to envy a re- putation for that sort of valour which sup- ports it. Think how uneasily that man must pass his time, who sits like a spider in the midst of his feeling web, ready to catch the minutest occasion for quarrel and resentment. There is often more real pusillanimity in the mind that starts into opposition where none is necessary, than in him who overlooks the wanderinos of THE MAN OF THE WOULD. 311 some unguarded act or expression, as not of consequence enough to challenge in- dignation or revenge. I am aware, that the young and high-spirited will say, that men can only judge of actions, and that they will hold as cowardice, the blind- ness I would recommend to affront or provocation ; but there is a steady cool- ness and possession of one's self, which this principle will conanonly bestow, equally remote from the weakness of fear, and the discomposure of anger, which gives to its possessor a station that seldom fails of commanding respect, even from the ferocious votaries of sanguinary Honour. " But some principle is required to draw a line of action, above the mere precepts of moral equity, " Beyond the fixt and settled rules ;" and for this purpose is instituted the mo- tive of Honour : — there is another at hand, which the substitution of this phan- 312 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. torn too often destroys — it is Conscience — whose voice, were it not stifled, (some- times by this very false and spurious Honour,) would lead directly to that li- beral construction of the rules of mora- lity which is here contended for. Let my children never suffer this monitor to speak unheeded, nor drown its whispers, amidst the din of pleasure, or the bustle of life. Consider it as the representative of that Power who spake the soul into being, and in whose disposal existence is ! To listen therefore to his unwritten law, which he promulgates by its voice, has every sanction which his authority can give. It were enough to say that we are mor- tal :- — but the argument is irresistible, when we remember our immortality." THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 313 CHAP. VII. Litroducing a new and capital Character. It was thus the good man instructed his children. But, behold ! the enemy came in the night, and sowed tares ! Such an enemy had the harmless family of which Annesly was the head. It is ever to be regretted, that mischief is sel- dom so weak but that worth may be stung by it ; in the present instance, however, it was supported by talents misapplied, and ingenuity perverted. Sir Thomas Sindall enjoyed an estate of 50001. a year in Annesly 's parish. His father left him, when but a childj possessed of an estate to the amount we have just mentioned, and of a very large sum of 314 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. money besides, which liis cEConomy had saved him from its produce. His mo- ther, though a very good woman, was a very bad parent ; she loved her son, as too many mothers do, with that in- stinctive affection which nature has be- stowed on the lowest rank of creatures. She loved him as her son, though he inherited none of her virtues ; and, be- cause she happened to have no other child, she reared this in such a man- ner, as was most likely to prevent the comfort he might have afforded herself, and the usefulness of whicli he might have been to society. In short, he did what he liked, at first,, because his spirit should not be confined too early; and afterwards he did what he liked, because it was past being confined at all. But his temper was not altogether of that fiery kind, which some young men, so circumstanced, and so educated, are possessed of. There was a degree of pru- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 315 dence, which grew up with him from a boy, that tempered the saUies of passion, to make its object more sure in the ac- quisition. When at school, he was al- ways the conductor of mischief, though he did not often participate in its execu- tion ; and his carriage to his master was such, that he was a favourite without any abihties as a scholar, and acquired a cha- racter for regularity, while his associates were daily flogged for transgressions, which he had guided in their progress, and en- joyed the fruits of in their completion. There sometimes arose suspicions of the reality ; but even those who discovered them mingled a certain degree of praise with their censure, and prophesied, that he would be A Man of the IVorld. As he advanced in life, he fashioned his behaviour to the different humours of the gentlemen in the neighbourhood : he hunt- ed with the fox-hunters through the day, and drank with them in the evening. 316 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. AVith these he diverted himself at the ex- pence of the- sober prigs, as lie termed them, who looked after the improvement of their estates when it was fair, and read a book within doors when It rained ; and to-morrow he talked on farming with this latter class, and ridiculed the hunting phrases, and boisterous mirth of his yes- terday's companions. They were well- pleased to laugh at one another, while he laughed in his sleeve at both. This was sometimes discovered, and people were going to be angry — but somebody said in excuse, that Sindall was A Man of the World. While the Oxford terms lasted, (to which place he had gone in the course of modern education,) there were frequent reports in the country of the dissipated life he led : it was even said, that he had disappeared from college for six weeks tooether, du- ring which time he was suspected of ha- ying taken a trip to London with another THE MAN OF THE WORLD. SIT man's wife ; this was only mentioned in a whisper ; it was loudly denied ; people doubted at first, and shortly forgot it. Some little extravagancies they said he might have been guilty of. It was impos- sible for a man of two-and-twenty to se- clude himself altogether from company ; and you could not look for the temperance of a hermit in a young baronet of 50001. a year. It is indispensable for such a man to come forth into life a little ; with 50001. a year, one must be A Man of the World. His first tutor, whose learning was as extensive as his manners were pure, left him in disgust : sober people wondered at this ; but he was soon provided with an- other, with whom he had got acquainted at Oxford ; one whom every body decla- red to be much fitter for the tuition of young Sindall; being, like his pupil, A Man of the World. But though his extravagance in squan- dering money, under the tuition of this 318 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. gentleman, was frequently complained of, yet it was found that he was not altoge- ther thoughtless of its acquisition. Upon the sale of an estate in his neighbourhood, it was discovered that a very advantageous mortgage, which had stood in the name of another, had been really transacted for the benefit of young Sindall. His prudent friends plumed themselves upon this in- telligence ; and, according to their use of the phrase, began to hope, that, after sow- ing his wild oats. Sir Thomas would turn out A Man of the World. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 319 CHAP. VIII. The Footing on which he stood with Annesly and his Family. Though such a man as we have descri- bed might be reckoned a valuable acquaint- ance by many, he was otherwise reckon- ed by Annesly : he had heard enough (though he had heard but part) of his cha- racter, to consider him as a dangerous neighbour ; but it was impossible to avoid sometimes seeing him, from whose father he had got the living which he now oc- cupied. There is no tax so heavy on a little man, as an acquaintance with a great one. Annesly had found this in the life- time of Sir William Sindall. He was one of those whom the general voice pro- nounces to be a good sort of man, under S20 THE MAN OF THE WORLD, which denomination I never look for much sense, or much dehcacy. In fact, the ba- ronet possessed but httle of either : he hved hospitably for his own sake, as well as that of his guests, because he liked a good dinner and a bottle of wine after it ; and in one part of hospitality he excelled, which was, the faculty of making every body drunk, that had not uncommon for- titude to withstand his attacks. Annesly's cloth protected him from this last incon- venience j but it often drew from Sir Wil- liam a set of jests, which his memory had enabled him to retain, and had passed through the heirs of his family, like their estate, down from the days of that monarch of facetious luemory, Charles the Second. Tliough to a man of Annesly's delicacy all tliis could not but be highly disagree- able, yet gratitude made him Sir William's guest often enough to shew that he had not forgot that attention which his past favours demanded ; and Sir A\'illiam re- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 321 collected them from another motive ; to wit, that they gave a sanction to those liberties he sometimes used witli him who had received them. This might have been held sufficient to have cancelled the obli- gation ; but Annesly was not wont to be directed by the easiest rules of virtue ; the impression still remained, and it even descended to the son after the death of the father. Sindall, therefore, was a frequent guest at his house ; and, though it might have been imagined, that the dissipated mind of a young man of his fortune would have found but little delight in Annesly 's humble shed, yet he seemed to enjoy its simplicity with the highest relish ; he possessed in- deed that pliancy of disposition, that could wonderfully accommodate himself to the humour of every one arovmd him ; and he so managed matters in his visits to Annes- ly, that this last began to imagine the re- ports he had heard concerning him, to VOL. I. X 323 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. be either entirely false, or at least aggra- vated much beyond truth. From what motive soever Sindall began these visits, he soon discovered a very strong inducement to continue them. Har- riet Annesly was now arrived at the size, if not the age, of womanhood j and pos- sessed an uncommon degree of beauty and elegance of form. In her face, join- ed to the most perfect symmetry of fea- tures, was a melting expression, suited to that sensibility of soul with which we have mentioned her to be endowed. In her person, rather above the common size, she exhibited a degree of ease and gracefiil- ness which nature alone had given, and art was not allowed to diminish. Upon such a woman Sindall could not look with indifference j and according to his prin- ciples of libertinism, he had marked her as a prey, which his situation gave him opportunities of pursuing, and which one day he could not fail to possess. 3 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 323 In the course of his acquaintance he be- gan to discover, that the softness of her soul was distant from simphcity, and that much art would be necessary to overcome a virtue, which the hand of a parent had carefully fortified. He assumed therefore the semblance of those tender feelings, which were most likely to gain the es- teem of the daughter, while he talked with that appearance of candour and prin- ciple, which he thought necessary to pro- cure him the confidence of the father. He would frequently confess, with a sigh, that his youth had been sometimes unwarily drawn into error ; then grasp Annesly's hand, and looking earnestly in his face, beg him to strengthen, by his counsel, the good resolutions which, he thanked hea- ven, he had been enabled to make. Upon the whole, he continued to gain such a degree of estimation with the family, that the young folks spoke of his seeming good 324 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. qualities with pleasure, and their father mentioned his supposed foibles with re- gret. THE MAN OF THE WORLD, 325 CHAP. IX. Young Ayinesly goes to Oxford — The Friendship of Sindall — Its Consequences. Upon its being determined that young Annesly should go to Oxford, Sir Thomas showed him remarkable kindness and at- tention. He conducted him thither in his own carriage ; and as his kinsman, to whose charge he was committed, happened accidentally to be for some time unable to assign him an apartment in his house, Sin- dall quitted his own lodging to accommo- date him. To a young man newly launch- ed into life, removed from the only socie- ty he had ever known, to another com- posed of strangers, such assiduity of no- tice could not but be highly pleasing; and in his letters to his father, he did not 326 THE MAN OF THE WORLd. fail to set forth, in the strongest manneiv the obhgations he had to Sir Thomas. His father, whom years had taught wisdom, but whose warmtli of gratitude they had not diminished, felt the favour as acutely as his son ; nor did the foresight of meaner souls arise in his breast to abate its ac- knowleds^ment. The hopes which he had formed of his Billy were not disappointed. He very soon distinguished himself in the univer- sity for learning and genius ; and in the correspondence of his kinsman were re- cited daily instances of the notice which his parts attracted. But his praise was cold in comparison with Sindall's : he wrote to Annesly of his yoimg friend's acquirement and abilities, in a strain of enthusiastic encomium ; and seemed to speak the language of his own enjoy- ment, at the applause of others, which he repeated. It was on this side that An- nesly's soul was accessible ; for on this THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 327 side lay that pride which is the weakness of all. On this side did Sindall overcome it. From tliose very qualities also which he applauded in the son, he derived the temptation with which he meant to se- duce him ; for such was the plan of ex- quisite mischief he had formed ; besides the common desire of depravity to make proselytes from innocence, he considered the virtue of the brother as that structure, on the ruin of which he was to accom- plish the conquest of the sister's. He in- troduced him therefore into the company of some of the most artful of his own as- sociates, who loudly echoed the praises he lavished on his friend, and showed, or pretended to show, that value for his ac- quaintance, which was the strongest recom- mendation of their own. The diffidence which Annesly's youth and inexperience had at first laid upon his mind, they re- moved by the encouragement which their 328 THE MAx\ OF THE WORLD. approbation of his opinions bestowed ; and he found himself indebted to them both for an ease of dehvering his senti- ments, and the reputation which their suf- frages conferred upon him. For all this, however, they expected a return ; and Annesly had not fortitude to deny it — an indulgence for some trivial irregularities, which they now and then permitted to appear in their conversation. At first their new acquaintance took no notice of them at all; he found that he could not approve, and it would have hurt him to condemn. By degrees he began to allow them his laugh, though his soul was little at ease under the gaity which his features assumed — once or twice when the majority against him appeared to be small, he ventured to argue, though with a caution of giving offence, against some of the sentiments he heard. Upon these occasions Sindall artfully joined him in the argument ; but they were always over- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 329? come. He had to deal with men who were skilled, by a mere act of the me- mory, in all the sophisms which volup- tuaries have framed to justify the un- bounded pvirsuit of pleasure , and those who had not learning to argue, had as- surance to laugh. Yet Annesly's con- viction was not changed ; but the edge of his abhorrence to vice was blunted j and though his virtue kept her post, she found herself galled in maintaining it. It was not till some time after, that they ventured to solicit his participation of their pleasures ; and it was not till af- ter many solicitations that his innocence was overcome. But the progress of their victories was rapid after his first defeat. And he shortly attained the station of ex- perienced vice, and began to assume a superiority from the undauntedness with which he practised it. But it was necessary, the while, to de- ceive that relation under whose inspec- 330 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. tion his father had placed him ; in truth, it was no very hard matter to deceive him. He was a man of that abstracted disposition, that is seldom conversant with any thing around it. Simplicity of man- ners was, in him, the effect of an apathy in his constitution, (encreased by constant study,) that was proof against all violence of passion or desire ; and he thought, if he thought of the matter at all, that all men were like himself, whose indolence could never be overcome by the pleasure of pursuit, or the joys of attainment. Be- sides all this, Mr Lumley, that tutor of Sindall's whom we have formerly men- tioned, was a man the best calculated in the world for lulling his suspicions asleep, if his nature had ever allowed them to arise. This man, whose parts were of that pliable kind that easily acquire a su- perficial knowledge of every thing, pos- sessed the talent of hypocrisy as deeply as the desire of pleasure ; and while in THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 331 reality he was the most profligate of men, he had that command of passion, which never suffered it to intrude where he could wish it concealed ; he preserved, in the opinion of Mr Jephson, the gravity of a studious and contemplative character, which was so congenial to his own : and he would often rise from a metaphysical discussion with the old gentleman, leaving him in admiration of the depth of his read- ing, and the acuteness of his parts, to join the debauch of Sindall and his disso- lute companions. By his assistance, therefore, Annesly's dissipation was effectually screened from the notice of his kinsman ; Jephson was even prevailed on, by false suggestions, to write to the country continued enco- miums on his sobriety and application to study ; and the father, who was happy in believing him, enquired no farther. 332 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. CHAP. X. A very gross attempt is made on Anneslys honour. oiNDALL having brought the mmd of his proselyte to that conformity of sentiment to which he had thus laboured to reduce it, ventured to discover to him the pas- sion he had conceived for his sister. The occasion, however, on which he discover- ed it, was such a one as he imagined gave him some title to be listened to. Annesly had an allowance settled on him by his father, rather in truth above what his circumstances might warrant with propriety ; but as the feelings of the good man's heart were, in every virtuous purpose, somewhat beyond the limita- tions of his fortune, he inclined rather to THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 333 pinch himself, than to stop any channel through which advantage might flow to his son ; and meant his education and his manners to be in every respect liberal and accomplished. But this allowance ill sufficed to grati- fy the extravagance which his late con- nection had taught him ; he began very soon to know a want which he had never hitherto experienced : at first, this not only limited his pleasures, but began to check the desire of them, and in some measure served to awaken that sense of contrition, which their rotation had be- fore overcome. But Sindall took care that he should not be thus left to reflection ; and as soon as he guessed the cause, pre- vented its continuance by an immediate supply, offered, and indeed urged, with all the open warmth of disinterested friend- ship. From being accustomed to receive, Annesly at last overcame the shame of asking, and applied repeatedly for sums. 334 THE MAX OF THE WORLD. under the denomination of loans, for the payment of which he could only draw upon contingency. His necessities were the more frequent, as, amongst other arts of pleasure which he had lately acquired, that of gaming had not been omitted. Having one night lost a sum consider- ably above what he was able to pay, to a member of their society with whom he was in no degree of intimacy, he gave him his note payable the next morning, (for this was the regulated limitation of their credit,) though he knew that to- morrow would fmd him as poor as to- night. On these particular occasions, when his hours w ould have been so high- ly irregular, that they could not escape the censure of Mr Jephson, or his family, he used to pretend, that, for the sake of disentangling some point of study with Sindall and his tutor, he had passed the night with them at their lodgings, and what small portion of it w^as allowed for THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 333 sleep he did actually spend there. After this loss, therefore, he accompanied Sin- dall home, and could not, it may well be supposed, conceal from him the chagrin it occasioned. His friend, as usual, ad- vanced him money for discharging the debt. Annesly, who never had had occa- sion to borrow so much from him before, expressed his sorrow at the necessity which his honour laid him under, of accepting so large a sum. " Poh!" answered Sindall, " 'tis but a trifle, and what a man must now and then lose to be thought genteelly of." " Yes, if his fortune can afford it," said the other, gloomily. " Ay, there's the rub," returned his friend 3 " that for- tune should have constituted an inequa- lity where nature made none. How just is the complaint of Jaffier, Tell me why, good Heaven ! Thou mad'st me what I am, with all the spirit. Aspiring thoughts, and elegant desires. That fill the happiest man ? 336 THE MAN OF THE WORLD, That such should be the lot of my friend, I can regret — thanks to my better stars, I can more than regret it. AVhat is the value of this dross, (holding a handful of gold,) but to make the situation of merit level with its deservings ? Yet, believe me, there are wants which riches cannot re- move, desires which sometimes they can- not satisfy ; even at this moment, your seeming happy Sindall, in whose lap for- tune has poured her blessings, has his cares, my Annesly, has his inquietudes, which need the hand of friendship to com- fort and to soothe." Annesly, with all the warmth of his na- ture, insisted on partaking his uneasiness, that if he could not alleviate, he might at least condole with his distress. Sindall embraced him : " I know vour friendship," said he, '' and I will put it to the proof. You have a sister, the lovely, the adorable I larrict ^ she has robbed me THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S3T of that peace which the smile of fortune cannot restore, as her frown has been un- able to take away ! Did you know the burning of this bosom ! but I speak un- thinkingly what perhaps my delicacy should not have whispered, even in the ear of friendship. Pardon me — the ardour of a love like mine may be forgiven some extravagance." Annesly's eyes sufficiently testified his inward satisfaction at this discovery ; but he recollected the dignity which his situa- tion required, and replied calmly, " That he pretended no guidance of his sister's inclinations ; that his own gratitude for Sir Thomas's favours he had ever loudly declared ; and that he knew his sister felt enough on his account, to make the in- troduction of her brother's friend a more than usually favourable one." " But my situation," returned Sindall, "is extremely particular ; you have heard my VOL. I. Y 338 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. opinions on the score of love often decla- red ; and, trust me, they are the genuine sentiments of my heart. The trammels of form, which the unfeeling custom of the w^orld has thrown upon the freedom of mutual affection, are insupportable to that fineness of soul, to which restraint and happiness are terms of opposition. Let my mistress be my mistress still, with all the privileges of a wife, without a wife's indifference, or a wife's disquiet. — My for- tune the property of her and her friends ; but that liberty alone reserved, which is the strongest bond of the affection she should wish to possess from me." — He looked stedfastly in Annesly's face, which by this time began to assume every mark of resentment and indignation. He eyed him askant with an affected smile : — " You smile. Sir," said Annesly, whose breath was stifled by the swelling of his heart. — Sindall laughed aloud : " I am a wretched hypocrite," said he, " and could contain 2 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 330 myself no longer." " So you were but in jest, it seems," replied the other, settling his features into a dry composure. " My dear Annesly," returned he, " had you but seen the countenance this trial of mine gave you, it would have made a picture worthy of the gallery of Florence. I wanted to have a perfect idea of surprise, indignation, struggling friendship, and swelling honour, and I think I succeed- ed. — But I keep you from your rest — Good-night." — And he walked out of the room. Annesly had felt too much to be able to resign himself speedily to rest : he could not but think this joke of his friend rather a serious one ; yet he had seen him some- times carry this species of wit to a very extraordinary length ; but the indelicacy of the present instance was not to be easily accounted for — he doubted, believed, was angry, and pacified by turns ; the remem- brance of his favours arose ; they arose at 340 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. first in a form that added to the malignity of the offence ; then the series in which tliey had been bestowed, seemed to plead on the other side. At last, when worn by the fighting of contrary emotions, he looked forward to the consequences of a rupture with Sindall ; the pleasures of that society of which he was the leader, the habitual tie which it had got on Annesly's soul prevailed ; for he had by this time lost that satisfaction which was wont to flow from himself He shut his mind against the suggestions of any further sus- picion, and, with that winking cowardice, which many mistake for resolution, was resolved to trust him for his friend, whom it would have hurt him to consider as an enemy, Sindall, on the other hand, discovered, that the youth was not so entirely at his disposal as he had imagined him ; and that though he was proselyte enough to be wicked, he must be led a little farther to be useful. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 3tl CHAP. XL .innesly gives farther proofs of depravity of man' tiers. — The effect it has on his Father, and the consequences with regard to his connexion with SindalL 1 o continue that train of dissipation in which their pupil had been initiated, was the business of Sindall and his associates. Though they contrived, as we have be- fore mentioned, to escape the immediate notice of Mr Jephson, yet the eyes of others could not be so easily blinded : the behaviour of Annesly began to be talked of for its irregularity ; and the more so, for the change which it had undergone from that simplicity of manners which he had brought with him to Oxford. And some one, whether from regard to him. 342 THE MAN OF THE WORLD, or what other motive I know not, inform- ed his kinsman of what every one but his kinsman suspected. Upon this information, he gave the young man a lecture in the usual terms of admonition ; but an effort was always painful to him, even where the office was more agreeable than that of reproof. He had recourse therefore to the assistance of his fellow philosopher Mr Lumley, whom he informed of the accounts he had re- ceived of Annesly's imprudence, and in- treated to take the proper measures, from his influence with the young gentleman, to make him sensible of the impropriety of his past conduct, and to prevent its continuance for the fiiture. Lumley expressed his surprise at this intelligence, with unparalleled command of features; regretted the too prevailing dissipation of youth, affected to doubt the truth of the accusation, but promised, at the same time, to make the proper in- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 343 quiries into the fact, and take the most prudent method of preventing a conse- quence so dangerous, as that of drawing from the road of his duty, one whom he beheved to be possessed of so many good quahties as Mr Annesly. Whetlier Mr Lumley employed his ta- lents towards his reformation or degene- racy, it is certain that Annesly's conduct betrayed many marks of the latter : at last, in an hour of intoxication, having engaged in a quarrel with one of his com- panions, it produced conseqviences so no- torious, that the proctor could not fail to take notice of it ; and that officer of the university having interposed his authority, in a manner which the humour of Annes- ly, inflammable as it then was, could not brook, he broke forth into some extrava- gances so personally offensive, that when the matter came to be canvassed, nothing short of expulsion was talked of as a pu- nishment for the offence. 344 TIJE MAN OF THE WORLt). It was then that Mr Jephson first in- formed his father of those irregularities which his son had been guilty of His father indeed, from the discontinuance of that gentleman's correspondence much beyond the usual time, had begun to make some unfavourable conjectures ; but he accounted for this neglect from many different causes ; and when once his in- genuity had taken that side of the argu- ment, it quickly found means to convince him, that his kinsman's silence could not be imputed to any fault of his son. It was at the close of one of their soli- tary meals, that this account of Jephson's happened to reach Annesly and his daugh- ter. Harriet never forgot her Billy's health, and she had now filled her father's glass to the accustomed pledge, when the ser- vant brought them a letter with the Ox- ford mark on it. " Read it, my love," said Annesly, with a smile, while he began to blame his suspicions at the silence of THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 315 his kinsman. Harriet began reading ac- cordingly, but she had scarce got through the first sentence, when the matter it con- tained rendered her voice inarticulate. Her father took the letter out of her hand, and, after perusing it, he put it in his pocket, keeping up a look of composure amidst the ano-uish with which his heart was wrung. *' Alas ! " said Harriet, '* what has my brother done ?" He pressed her in- voluntarily to his bosom, and it was then that he could not restrain his tears — "Your brother, my love, has forgotten the purity which here is happiness, and I fear has ill exchanged it for what the world calls plea- sure ; but this is the first of his wander- ings, and we will endeavour to call him back into the path he has left. Reach me the pen, ink, and paper, my love." — " I will go," said she, sobbing, " and pray for him the while." Annesly sat down to write. — '* My dearest boy !" — 'twas a movement grown mechanical to bis pen 34G THE MATT OF THE WORLD. — he dasht through the words, and a tear fell on the place ; — ye know not, ye who revel in the wantonness of dissipation, and scoff at the solicitude of parental affec- tion ! ye know not the agony of such a tear ; else — ye are men, and it were be- yond the depravity of nature. It was not till after more than one blot- ted scrawl, that he was able to write, what the man might claim, and the parent should approve. The letter which he at last determined to send was of the follow- ing tenor: " My son, " With anguish I write what I trust will be read with contrition. I am not skilled in the language of rebuke -, and it was once my pride to have such a son, that I needed not to acquire it. If he has not lost the feelings by which the si- lent sorrows of a father's heart are under- stood, I shall have no need of words to recal him from that conduct by which THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 347 they are caused. In the midst of what he will now term pleasure, he may have forgotten the father and the friend ; let this tear, with which my paper is blotted, awaken his remembrance; it is not the first I have shed ; but it is the first which flowed from my affliction mingled with disgrace. Had I been only weeping for my son, I should have found some me- lancholy comfort to support me ; while I blush for him, I have no consolation. " But the future is yet left to him and to me ; let the reparation be immediate, as the wrong was great ; that the tongue which speaks of your shame may be stopt with the information of your amendment." He had just finished this letter when Harriet entered the room : " Will my dear papa forgive me," said she, " if I inclose a few lines under this cover?" — *« Forgive you, my dear ! it cannot offend me." She laid her hand on his letter, and looked as if she would have said some- 348 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. thing more ; he pressed her hand in his ', a tear whicli had just budded in her eye, now dropped to the ground. " You have not been harsh to my Billy:" she blushed as she spoke; and her father kissed her cheek as it blushed. — She inclosed the following note to her brother : " Did my dearest Billy but know the sorrow which he has given the most in- dulgent of fathers, he could not less than his Harriet regret the occasion of it. *' But things may be represented worse than they really are — I am busy at fra- ming excuses J but I will say nothing more on a subject, which, by this time, my bro- ther must have thought enough on. " Alas ! that you should leave this seat of innocent delight ; but men were made for bustle and society : yet we might have been happy here together : there are in other hearts, wishes wjiich they call am- bition j mine shrinks at the thought, and would shelter for ever amidst the sweets THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S49 of this humble spot. Would that its part- ner were here to taste them ! the shrub- walk, you marked out through the little grove, I have been careful to trim in your absence — 'tis wild, melancholy, and thoughtful. It is there that I think most of my Billy. " But at this time, besides his absence, there is another cause to allay the plea- sure which the beauties of nature should bestow. My dear papa is far from being well. He has no fixed complaint ; but he looks thin and pale, and his appetite is almost entirely gone ; yet he will not let me say that he ails : oh ! my brother ! I dare not think more that way. AVould you were here to comfort me ; in the mean time remember your ever affec- tionate, Harriet." Annesly was just about to dispatch these letters, when he received one ex- pressed in the most sympathizing terms 350 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. from Sir Thomas Sindall. That young gentleman, after touching, in the ten- clerest manner, on the pain which a fa- ther must feel for the errors of his chil- dren, administered the only comfort that was left to administer, by representing, that young Annesly's fault had been ex- aggerated much beyond the truth, and that it was entirely owing to the effects of a warm temper, accidentally inflamed with liquor, and provoked by some degree of insolence in the officer to whom the outrage had been offered : he particular- ly regretted, that his present disposition towards sobriety had prevented himself from being present at that meeting, in which case, he said, he was pretty certain this unlucky affair had never happened j that, as it was, the only thing left for his friendship to do, was to amend what it had not lain within his power to prevent ^ and he begged, as a testimony of the old gentleman's regard, that he might honour THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S51 him SO far as to commit to him the care of setting matters to rights with regard to the character of his son, which he hoped to be soon able effectually to restore. The earliest consolation which a man receives after any calamity, is hallowed for ever in his regard, as a benighted tra- veller caresses the dog, whose barking first announced him to be near the habitations of men. It was so with Annesly; his un- suspecting heart overflowed with gratitude towards this friend of his son, and he now grew lavish of his confidence towards him, in proportion as he recollected having once (in his present opinion unjustly) de- nied it. He returned therefore an answer to Sir Thomas, with all those genuine expres- sions of acknowledgment, which the ho- nest emotions of his soul could dictate ; he accepted, as the greatest obligation, that concern which he took in the wel- fare of his son, and cheerfully reposed on 352 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. his care the trust which his friendship de- sired ; and, as a proof of it, he inclosed to him the letter he had wrote to William, to be delivered at what time, and enfor- ced in what manner, his prudence should suggest. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S53 CHAP. Xlt. The plan which Sindall forms for obliterating the stain which the character of his friend had suf- fered. Sir Thomas did accordingly deliver this letter of Annesly 's to his son ; and as the penitence which the young man then felt for his recent offence, made the assump- tion of a character of sobriety proper, he accompanied this paternal remonstrance with advices of his own, dictated alike by friendship and prudence. They were at this time, indeed, but little necessary ; in the interval between the paroxysms of pleasure and dissipa- tion, the genuine feelings of his nature had time to arise ^ and, awakened as they VOL. I. z 35* THE MAN OF THE WORLD. now were by the letters of his father and sister, their voice was irresistible : he kis- sed the signature of their names a thou- sand times, and, weeping on Sindall's neck, imprecated the wrath of heaven on his own head, that could thus heap afflic- tion on the age of the best of parents. He expressed at the same time his in- tention of leaving Oxford, and returning home, as an immediate instance of his de- sire of reformation. Sir Thomas, though he gave all the praise to this purpose which its filial piety deserved, yet doubt- ed the propriety of putting it in execu- tion : he said, that in the little circles of the country, Annesly's penitence would not so immediately blot out his offence, but that the weak and the illiberal would shun the contagion, as it were, of his company, and that he would meet every day with affronts and neglects, which the sincerity of his repentance ill dc- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 355 served, and his consciousness of that sincerity might not easily brook. He told him, that a young gentleman, a friend of his, who was just going to set out on a tour abroad, had but a few days before written to him, desiring his re- commendation of somebody, with the manners and education of a gentleman, to accompany him on his travels, and that he believed he could easily procure that station for his friend ; which would have the double advantage, of removing him from the obloquy to which the late accident had subjected him, and of im- proving him in every respect, by the op- portunity it would give, of observing the laws, customs, and polity of our neigh- bours on the Continent. While the depression produced by An- nesly's consciousness of his offences re- mained strong upon his mind, this pro- posal met with no very warm reception ; but, in proportion as the comfort and en- S56 THE MAN OP THE WORLD. couragement of his friend prevailed, the ambition, which a man of his age natu- rally feels to see something of the world, began to speak in its behalf j he mention- ed, however, the consent of his father as an indispensable preliminary. This Sir Tho- mas allowed to be just ; and showing him that confidential letter which the old gen- tleman had written him, undertook to mention this scheme for his approbation in the answer he intended making to it. In this too was inclosed his young friend's return to the letters of his father and sis- ter, which were contained in the preced- ing chapter ; full of that contrition which^ at the time, he really felt, and of those good resolutions which, at the time, he sincerely formed. As to the matter of his going abroad, he only touched on it as a plan of Sir Thomas Sindall's, whose friendship had dictated the proposal, and whose judgment of its expediency his own words were to contain. THE MAN OF THE WORLD, 357 His father received it, not without those pangs which the thought of separation from a son, on whom the peace of his soul rested, must cause j but he examined it with that impartiahty which his wisdom suggested in every thing that concerned his children: " My own satisfaction," he would often say, " has for its object only the few years of a waning life j the situa- tion of my children, my hopes would ex- tend to the importance of a much longer period." He held the balance therefore in an even hand ; the arguments of Sin- dall had much of the specious, as his in- ducement to use them had much of the friendly. The young gentleman, whom Billy was to accompany, had connexions of such weight in the state, that the fairest prospects seemed to open from their pa- tronage ; nor could the force of that argu- ment be denied, which supposed conve- niency in the change of place to Annesly at the present, and improvement for the 358 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. future. There were not, however, want- ing some considerations of reason to side with a parent's tears against the journey ; but Sindall had answers for them all ; and at last he wrung from him his slow leave, on condition that William should return home, for a single day, to bid the last fare- well to his father and his Harriet. Meantime, the punishment of Annesly's late offence in the university was mitiga- ted by the interest of Sindall, and the in- tercession of Mr Jephson. Expulsion, which had before been insisted on, was changed into a sentence of less indignity, to wit, that of being publicly reprimand- ed by the head of the college to which he belonged ; after submitting to which, he set out, accompanied by Sir Thomas, to bid adieu to his father's house, prepara- tory to his going abroad. His father at meeting touched on his late irregularities with that delicacy, of which a good mind cannot divest itself THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 35» ;even amidst the purposed severity of re- proof : and, having thus far sacrificed to justice and parental authority, he opened his soul to all that warmth of affection which his Billy had always experienced ; nor was the mind of his son yet so per- verted by his former course of dissipation, as to be insensible to that sympathy of feelings which this indulgence should pro- duce. The tear which he offered to it was the sacrifice of his heart ; wrung by the recollection of the past, and swelling with the purpose of the future. When the morning of his departure ar- rived, he stole softly into his father's cham- ber, meaning to take leave of him with- out being seen by his sister, whose ten- derness of soul could not easily bear the pangs of a solemn farewell. He found his father on his knees. — The good man, rising with that serene dignity of aspect which those sacred duties ever conferred on him, turned to his son : " You go, my Sm THE MAN OF THE WORLD. boy," said he, " to a distant land, far from the guidance and protection of your earth- ly parent j I was recommending you to the care of Him who is at all times present with you : though I am not superstitious, yet, I confess, I feel something about me as if I should never see you more j if these are my last words, let them be treasured in your remembrance — Live as becomes a man and a Christian ; live as becomes him who is to live for ever !" As he spoke, his davighter entered the room. "Ah .' my Billy," said she, "could you have been so cruel as to go without seeing your Harriet ? it would have broken my heart ! Oh ! I have much to say, and many farewells to take; yet now, me- thinks, I can say nothing, and scarce dare bid you farewell !" — " My children," in- terrupted her father, " in this cabinet is a present I have al ways intended for each of you ; and this, which is perhaps the Ifist tipie we shall meet together, I thiiik THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S6I the fittest to bestow them. Here, my Harriet, is a miniature of that angel your mother ; imitate her virtues, and be happy. — Here, my Billy, is its counterpart, a picture of your father j whatever he is. Heaven knows his affection to you ; let that endear the memorial, and recommend that conduct to his son which will make liis father's grey hairs go down to the grave in peace!" Tears were the only answer that either could give. Annesly embraced his son, and blessed him. Harriet blub- bered on his neck ! Twice he offered to go, and twice the agony of his sister pull- ed him back ; at last she flung herself in- to the arms of her father, who beckoning to Sir Thomas Sindall, just then arrived to carry off his companion, that young gen- tleman, who was himself not a little affec- ted with the scene, took his friend by the hand, and led him to the carriage that waited them. 362 THE MAN OF THE WORLD, CHAP. xiir. He reaches London, where he remains longer than was expected — The effects of his stay there. In a few days Annesly, and his friend the baronet, arrived in the metropohs. His father had been informed, that the gen- tleman whom he was to accompany in his travels was to meet him in that city, where they proposed to remain only a week or two, for the purpose of seeing any thing curious in town, and of settling some points of accommodation on their rout through the countries they meant to visit : an intelligence, he confessed, very agreeable to him, because he knew the temptations to which a young man is ex- posed by a life of idleness in London. But, in truth, the intention of Sir Tho- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 363 mas Sindall never was, that his present pupil (if we may so call him) should tra- vel any farther. The young gentleman, for whose companion he had pretended to engage Annesly, was indeed to set out very soon after on the tour of Europe j but he had already been provided with a travelling governor, who was to meet him upon his arrival at Calais, (for the air of England agreed so ill with this gentleman's constitution, that he never crossed the channel,) and who had made the same journey, several times before, with some English young men of great fortunes, whom he had the honour of returning to their native country, with the same sove- reign contempt for it that he himself en- tertained. The purpose of Sindall was merely to remove the son to a still greater distance from his father, and to a scene where his own plan, of entire conversion, should meet with every aid, which the so- 3Gt THE MAX OF THE WORLD. ciety of the idle and the profligate could give it. For some time, however, he found the disposition of Annesly averse to his designs. The figure of his father venerable in vir- tue, of his sister lovely in innocence, were imprinted on his mind ; and the variety of public places of entertainment, to which Sir Thomas conducted him, could not im- mediately efface the impression. But as their novelty at first delighted, their frequency at last subdued him ; his mind began to accustom itself to the hurry of thoughtless, amusement, and to feel a painful vacancy, when the bustle of the scene was at any time changed for soli- tude. The unrestrained warmth and ener- gy of his temper, yielded up his under- standing to the company of fools, and his resolutions of reformation to the society of the dissolute, because it caught the fervour of the present moment, before rea- son could pause on the disposal of the THE MAN OF THE WORLD. M5 next ; and by the industry of Sindall, he found, every day, a set of friends, among whom the most engaging were always the most Hcentious, and joined to every thing which the good detest, every thing whicli the unthinking admire. I have often in- deed been tempted to imagine, that there is something unfortunate, if not blameable, in that harshness and austerity, which vir- tue too often assumes ; aiKl have seeUj with regret, some excellent men, the au- thority of whose understanding, and the attraction of whose wit, might have re- tained many a deserter under the banners of goodness, lose all that power of service, by the unbending distance which they kept from the little pleasantries and sweet- ness of life. This conduct may be safe, but there is something ungenerous and cowardly in it ; to keep their forces, like an over-cautious commander, in fastnesses and fortified towns, while they suffer the enemy to waste and ravage the cliam- 36ft THE MAN OF THE AVOIiLD. palgn. Praise is indeed due to him, who can any way preserve his integrity ; but surely the heart that can retain it, even while it opens to all the warmth of social feeling, will be an offering more accepta- ble in the eye of heaven. Annesly was distant from any counsel or example, that might counterbalance the contagious influence of the dissolute society with which his time was now en- grossed 3 but his seduction was not com- plete, till the better principles, which his soul still retained, were made accessary to its accomplishment. Sindall procured a woman infamous enough for his purpose, the cast mistress of one of his former companions, whom he tutored to invent a plausible story of distress and misfortune, which he contri- ved in a manner seemingly accidental, to have communicated to Annesly. His na- tive compassion, and his native warmth, Avere interested in her sufferings and her THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 361 Wrongs ; and he applauded himself for the protection which he afforded her, while she was the abandoned instrument of his undoing. After having retained, for some time, the purity of her guardian and pro- tector, in an hour of intoxication, he ven- tured to approach her on a looser foot- ins ; and she had afterwards the address to make him believe, that the weakness of her gratitude had granted to him, what to any other her virtue would have refused ; and during the criminal intercourse in which he lived with her, she continued to maintain a character of affection and tenderness, which might excuse the guilt of her own conduct, and account for the infatuation of his. In this fatal connection every remem- brance of that weeping home which he had so lately left, with the resolutions of penitence and reformation, was erased from his mind ; or, if at times it intruded, it came not that gentle guest, at whose ^68 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. approach his bosom used to be thrilled with reverence and love, but approached in the form of some ungracious monitor, whose business was to banish pleasure and awaken remorse ; and, therefore, the next amusement, folly, or vice, w as call- ed in to his aid to banish and expel it. As it was sometimes necessary to write to his father^ he fell upon an expedient, even to save himself the pain of thinking so long as that purpose required, on a subject now grown so irksome to him, and employed that w^oman, in whose toils he was thus shamefully entangled, to read the letters he received, and dictate such answers as her cunning could suggest, to mislead the judgment of his unsuspecting parent. All this while Sindall artfully kept so much aloof, as to preserve, even with the son, something of that character which he had acquired with the father -, he was (i)ften absent from parties of remarkable ir- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 309 regularity, and sometimes ventured a gen- tle censure on his friend for having been led into them. But while he seemed to check their continuance under this cloak of prudence, he encouraged it in the re- port he made of the voice of others -, for while the scale of character, for temper- ance, sobriety, and morals, sinks on one side, there is a balance of fame in the nK>utlis of part of the world rising on the other — Annesly could bear to be told of his spirit, his generosity, and his honour. VOL. I. 2 a .170 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. CHAP. XIV. He feels the distresses of poverty. He is put on a method of relieving them. An account of its success. 1 HE manner of life which Annesly now pursued, without restraint, was necessari- ly productive of such expence as he could very ill afford. But the craft of his fe- male associate was not much at a loss for pretences, to make frequent demands on the generosity of his father. The same excuses which served to account for his stay in London, in some measure apolo- gized for the largeness of the sums he drew for ; if it was necessary for him to remain there, expence, if not unavoida- ble, was at least difficult to be avoided j and for the causes of his stay in that city. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 371 he had only to repeat the accounts which he daily received from Sindall, of various accidents which obliged his young friend to postpone his intended tour. Though in the country there was little opportunity of knowing the town irregu- larities of Annesly, yet there were not wanting surmises of it among some, of which it is likely his father might have heard enough to alarm him, had he not been at this time in such a state of health as prevented him from much society with his neighbours ; a slow aguish disorder, which followed those symptoms his daugh- ter's letter to her brother had described, having confmed him to his chamber al- most constantly from the time of his son's departure. Annesly had still some blushes left ; and when he had pushed his father's in- dulgence, in the article of supply, as far as shame would allow him, he looked round for some other source whence present re- 372 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. lief migiit be drawn, without daring to consider liow the arrearages of the future should be cancelled. Sindall for some time answered his exigencies without re* luctance ; but at last he informed him, as he said with regret, that he could not, from particular circumstances, afford him, at that immediate juncture, any farther assistance than a small sum, which he then put into Annesly's hands, and which the very next day was squandered by the prodigality of his mistress. The next morning he rose without know- ing how the wants of the day were to be provided for ; and strolling out into one of his accustomed walks, gave himself up to all the pangs which the retrospect of the past, and the idea of the present, suggest- ed. But he felt not that contrition which results from ingenuous sorrow for our of- fences ; his soul was ruled by that gloomy demon, who looks only to the anguish of tlieir punishment, and accuses the hand THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 373 of Providence, for calamity which him- self has occasioned. In this situation he was met by one of his new acquired friends, who was walk- ing off the oppression of last night's riot. The melancholy of his countenance was so easily observable, that it could not es- cape the notice of his companion, who rallied him on the seriousness of his as- pect, in the cant-phrase of those brutes of our species, who are professed enemies to the faculty of thinking. Though An- nesly's pride for a while kept him silent, it was at last overcome by the other's im- portunity, and he confessed the despera- tion of his circumstances to be the cause of his present depression. His compa- nion, whose purse, as himself informed Annesly, had been flushed by the success of the preceding night, animated by the liberality which attends sudden good for- tune, freely offered him the U3e of twenty pieces, till better times shoiild enable him 374 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. to repay them. " But," said he, gaily, " it is a shame for a fellow of your parts to want money, when fortune has provi- ded so many rich fools for the harvest of the wise and the industrious. If you'll allow me to be your conductor this even- ing, I will show you where, by the traffic of your wits, in a very short time you may convert these twenty guineas into fifty." " At play," replied Annesly, CQolly. " Ay at play," returned the other, " and fair play too ; 'tis the only profession left for a man of spirit and ho- nour to pursue : to cheat as a merchant, to quibble as a lawyer, or to cant as a churchman, is confined to fellows who have no fire in their composition. Give me but a bold set, and a fair throw for it, and then for the life of a lord, or the death of a gentleman." " I have had but little experience in the profession," said An- nesly, " and should but throw away your money." " Never fear," replied the others THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 375 •' do but mark me, and I will ensure you : I will show you our men ; pigeons, mere pigeons, by Jupiter !" It was not for a man in Annesly's situa- tion to baulk the promise of such a gol- den opportunity ; they dined together, and afterwards repaired to a gaming- house, where Annesly's companion intro- duced him, as a friend of his just arrived from the country, to several young gen- tlemen, who seemed to be waiting his ar- rival. — " I promised you your revenge," said he, '' my dears, and you shall have it ; some of my friend's Lady-day rents, too, have accompanied him to London ; if you win, you shall wear them. To business, to business." In the course of their play, Annesly, though but moderately skilled in the game, discovered, that the company, to whom he had been introduced, were in reality such bubbles as his companion had repre- sented them : after being heated by some S76 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. small success in the beginning, they began to bet extravagantly against every calcur lation of chances ; and in an hour or two, his associate and he had stripped them of a very considerable sum, of which liis own share, though much the smaller, was up- wards of threescore guineas. When they left the house, he oftered his conductor the sum he had lent him, with a profu- sion of thanks, both for the use and the improvement of it. " No, my boy," said he, " not now ; your note is sufficient : I will rather call for it when I am at a pinch j you see now the road to wealth and independence ; you will meet me here to-morrow." He promised to meet him accordingly. They had been but a kw minutes in the room this second night, when a gen- tleman entered, whom the company sa- luted with the appellation of squire : the greater part of them seemed to be charm- ed with his presence j but the counter THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 377 nance of Amiesly's companion fell at his approach : " Damn him," says he, in a whisper to Annesly, *' he's a knowing one." In some degree indeed he deserved the title : for he had attained, from pretty long experience, assisted by natural quick- ness of parts, a considerable knowledge in the science ; and in strokes of genius, at games where genius was required, was excelled by few. But after all, he was far from being successful in the pro- fession : nature intended him for some- thing better ; and as he spoiled a wit, an orator, and perhaps a poet, by turning gambler ; so he often spoiled a gambler by the ambition, which was not yet en- tirely quenched, of shining occasionally in all those characters. And as a com- panion, he was too pleasing, and too well pleased, to keep that cool indifference, which is the characteristic of him, who s^liould be always possessed of himself, and 318 THE MAN OF THE WORLD consider every other man only as the spunge from whom he is to squeeze ad- vantage. To the present party, however, he was unquestionably superior; and of course, in a short time, began to levy large con- tributions, not only on the more inexpe- rienced, whom Annesly and his conduc- tor had marked for their own booty, but likewise on these two gentlemen them- selves, whose winnings of the foimer even- ing were now fast diminishing before the superior skill of this new antagonist. But in the midst of his success, he was interrupted by the arrival of another gen- tleman, who seemed also to be a well- known character in this temple of fortune, being saluted by the familiar name of Black-beard. This man possessed an un- moved equality both of temper and as- pect ; and though, in reality, he was of no very superior abilities, yet had acqui- red the reputation both of depth and acute- THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 379 ness, from being always accustomed to think on his own interest, and pursuing with the most sedulous attention every object which led to it, unseduced by one single spark of those feelings which the world terms weakness. In the article of gaming, which he had early pitched on as the means of advance- ment, he had availed himself of that in- dustry, and saturnine complexion, to ac- quire the most consummate knowledge of its principles, which indeed he had attain- ed to a very remarkable degree of perfec- tion. Opposed to this man, even the skill of the hitherto-successful squire was una- vailing ; and consequently he not only stripped that gentleman of the gains he had made, but gleaned whatever he had left in the purses of the inferior members of the party, amongst whom Annesly and his associates were reduced to their last guinea. .380 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. This they agreed to spend together at a tavern in the neighbourhood, wliere tliey cursed fortune, their spoiler, and them- selves, in all the bitterness of rage and disappointment. Annesly did not seek to account for their losses otherwise than in the real way, to wit, from the superior skill of their adversary ; but his compa- nion, who often boasted of his own, threw out some insinuations of foul play and connivance. " If I thought that," said Annesly, laying his hand on his sword, while his cheeks burnt with indignation. '* Poh!" replied the other, " 'tis in vain to be an- gry J here is danmation to him in a bump- er." The other did not fail his pledge ; and, by a liberal application to the bottle, they so far overcame their losses, that Annes- ly reeled home, singing a catch, forget- ful of the past, and regardless of to-mor- row. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 381 CHAP. XV. Another attempt to retneve his circumstances, the consequences of which are still more fatal. 1 HOUGH the arrival of to-morrow might be overlooked, it could not be prevent- ed. It rose on Annesly, one of the most wretched of mankind. Poverty, embit- tered by disgrace, was now approaching him, who knew of no friend to ward off the blow, and had no consolation in him- self by which it might be lightened : if any thing could add to his present dis- tress, it was increased by the absence of Sindall, who was then in the country, and the upbraidings of his female companion, who now exclaimed against the folly which herself had caused, and the extravagance herself had participated. .1S2 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. About mid-day, his last night's fellow- sufferer paid him a visit : their mutual chagrin at meeting, from the recollection of misfortune which it produced, was evi- dent in their countenances ; but it was not a little increased, when the other told Annesly he came to put him in mind of the sum he had advanced him two days before, for which he had now very parti- cular occasion. Annesly answered, that he had frankly told him the state of his finances at the time of the loan, and ac- cepted it on no condition of speedy pay- ment ; that he had, that same evening, of- fered to repay him when it was in his power ; and that he could not but think the demand ungentlemanlike, at a time when he must know his utter inability to comply with it. ** Ungentlemanlike!" said the other; " I don't understand what you mean, Sir, by such a phrase ; will you pay me my money, or not?" — " I cannot." — " Then, THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 383 sir, you must expect me to employ some gentleman for the recovery of it, who will speak to you, perhaps, in a more ungen- tlemanlike style than I do." And, so say- ing, he flung out of the room. " Infamous wretch !" exclaimed An- nesly, and walked about with a hurried step, gnawing his lips, and muttering curses on him, and on himself. ^There was another gentleman wanted to see him below stairs. — 'Twas a mercer, who came to demand payment of some fineries his lady, as he termed her, had purchased : he was, with difficulty, dismissed. — In a quarter of an hour there was another call — 'Twas a dun of a tailor for clothes to him- self — he would take no excuse — " Come," said Annesly, with a look of desperation, " to-morrow morning, and I will pay you." But how ? — he stared wildly on the ground, then knocked his head against ' the wall, and acted all the extravagan- 384 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. cies of a madman. At last, with a more settled horror in his eye, he put on his sword, and without knowing whither he should go, sallied into the street. He happened to meet in his way some of those boon companions, with whom his nights of jollity had been spent ; but their terms of salutation were so cold and forbidding, as obviously to show that the account of his circumstances had already reached them ; and, with them, he who had every thing to ask, and nothing to bestow, could possess no quality attractive of regard. After sauntering from street to street, and from square to square, he found himself, towards the close of the day, within a few paces of that very gaming-house where he had been so un- fortunate the evening before. A sort of malicious curiosity, and some hope of he knew not what, tempted him to re-enter it. He found much the same company he had seen the preceding night, with THE MAN OF THE WORLD. #85 the exception, however, of his former as- sociate, and one or two of the younger members of their party, whom the same cause prevented from attending. StroHing into anotlier room, he found an inferior set of gamesters, whose stakes were lower, though their vociferation was infinitely more loud. In the far corner sat a man, who preserved a composure of countenance, undisturbed by the clamour and confusion that surrounded him. Af- ter a little observation, Anneslv discover- ed that he was a money-lender, who ad- vanced certain sums at a very exorbitant premium to the persons engaged in the play. Some of those he saw, who could offer no other security satisfying to this usurer, procure a few guineas from him, on pawning a watch, ring, or some other appendage of former finery. Of such he had before divested himself for urgent de- mands, and had nothing superfluous about VOL. I. 2! B 386 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. him but his sword, which he had kept the latest, and wliich he now deposited in the hands of the old gentleman in the corner, who furnished him with a couple of pieces upon it, that with them he might once more try his fortune at the table. The success exceeded his expectation : it was so rapid, that in less than an hour he had increased his two guineas to forty, with which he determined to retire con- tented ; but when he would have redeem- ed his sword, he w as informed that the keeper had just gone into the other room, where, as he entered to demand it, he un- fortunately overheard the same gentleman who had gained his money the former night, offering a bet, to the amount of the sum Annesly then possessed, on a cast where he imagined the chance to be much against it. Stimulated with the de- sire of doubling his gain, and the sudden [)ro vocation, as it were, of the offer, he accepted it 3 and, in one moment, lost all THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 387 the fruits of his former good fortune.— The transport of his passion could not ex- press itself in words ; but taking up one of the dice, with the seeming coolness of exquisite anguish, he fairly bit it in two, and casting a look of frenzy on his sword, which he was now unable to ransom, he rushed out of the house, uncovered as he w as, his hat hanging on a peg in the other apartment. The agitation of his mind was such as denied all attention to common things ; and, instead of taking the direct road to his lodgings, he wandered off the street into an obscure alley, where he had not advanced far, till he was accosted by a fellow, who, in a very peremptory tone, desired him to deliver his money, or he would instantly blow out his brains, pre- senting a pistol at less than half a yard''s distance. — " I can give you nothing," said Annesly, " because I have nothing to give." — " Damn you," returned the other. 3S8 THE MAN OF TITE WORLD. " do you think I'll be fobbed off so ; your money and be damned to you, or I'll send you to hell in a twinkling" — advancing his pistol, at the same time, within a hand's-breadth of his face. Annesly, at that instant, struck up the muzzle with his arm, and, laying hold of the barrel, by a sudden wrench forced the weapon out of the hands of the villain, who, not choos- ing to risk any farther combat, made the best of his way down the alley, and left Annesly master of his arms. He stood for a moment entranced in thought. — " Whoever thou art," said he, " I thank thee ; by heaven, thou instructest and armest me ; this may provide for to-mor- row, or make its provision unnecessary." He now returned with a hurried pace to the mouth of the alley, where, in the shade of a jutting wall, he could mark, imper- ceived, the objects on the street. He had stood there but a few seconds, and began already to waver in his purpose, when he THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 389 saw come out of the gaming-house, which he had left, the very man who had plun- dered him of his all. The richness of the prize, with immediate revenge, awaken- ed together in his mind ; and the suspi- cion of foul play, which his companion had hinted the night before, gave them ^ sanction of something like justice 3 he waited till the chair, in which the game- ster was conveyed, came opposite to the place where he stood ; then covering his face with one hand, and assuming a tone different from his natural, he pulled out his pistol, and commanded the leading chairman to stop. This effected, he went up to the chair, and the gentleman with- in having let down one of the glasses to know the reason of its stop, the stopper clapped the pistol to his breast, and threatened him with instant death if he did not deliver his money. The other, after some little hesitation, during which Annesly repeated his threats with the 390 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. most horrible oaths, drew a purse of gold from his pocket, which Amiesly snatched out of his hand, and, running down the alley, made his escape at the other end; and, after turning through several streets, in different directions, so as to elude pur- suit, arrived safely at home with the booty he had taken. Meantime, the gamester returned to the house he had just quitted, with the account of his disaster. The whole fraternity, who could make no allowance for a robber of this sort, were alaraied at the accident ; every one was busied in inquiry, and a thousand questions were asked about his appearance, his behaviour, and the rout he had taken. The chairmen, who had been somewhat more possessed of them- selves at the time of the robbery than their master, had remarked the circumstance of the robber's wanting his hat : this was no sooner mentioned, than a buz ran through the company, that the young gentleman. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 391 who had gone off a little while before, had been observed to be uncovered when he left the house ; and upon search made, his hat was actually found, with his name marked on the inside. This was a ground of suspicion too strong to be overlooked : messengers were dispatched iu quest of the friend who had introduced him there the preceding night ; upon his being found, and acquainting them of Annesly's lod- gings, proper w arrants were obtained for a search. When that unfortunate young man ar- rived at home, he was met on the stairs by the lady we have formerly mentioned, who, in terms of bitter reproach, interrup- ted with tears, inveighed against the cruel- ty of his neglect, in thus leaving her to pine alone, without even the common comforts of a miserable life. Her censure indeed was the more violent, as there was little reason for its violence ; for she had tliat moment dismissed, at a back door, a 392 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. gallant, who was more attentive than An- nesly. He, who could very well allow the grounds of her complaint, only pleaded necessity for his excuse : he could but mutter this apology in imperfect words ; for the perturbation of his mind almost deprived him of the powers of speech. Upon her taking notice of this, with much seeming concern for his health, he beckon- ed her into a chamber, and, dashing the purse on the floor, pointed to it with a look of horror, as an answer to her up- braidings. " What have you done for this?" said she, taking it up : He threw himself in- to a chair, without answering a word. At that moment the officers of justice, who had lost no time in prosecuting their information, entered the house ; and some of them, accompanied by an attorney, em- ployed by the gentleman who had been robbed, walked softly up stairs to the room where Annesly was, and bursting into it THE MAN OF THE WORLD. ^9$ before he could prepaj;^ for any defence, laid hold of him in rather a violent man- ner ; which the lawyer observing, desired them to use the gentleman civilly, till he should ask him a few questions. " I will answer none," said Annesly; " do your duty." — " Then, Sir," replied the other, " you must attend us to those who can question you with better authority j and I must make bold to secure this lady, till she answer some questions also." The lady saved him the trouble ; for, being now pretty well satisfied, that her hero was at the end of his career, she thought it most prudent to break oiT a connection where nothing was to be gained, and make a merit of contributing her endeavours to bring the offender to justice. She called, therefore, this leader of the party into an- other room, and being informed by him that the young gentleman was suspected of having committed a robbery scarce an hour before, she pulled out the purse, which S94 THE MAN OF THE WORLD. she had just received from him, and asked the lawyer, " If it was that which had been taken from his chent ?" — " Ay, that it is, I'll be sworn," said he^ *' and here (pour- ing out its contents) is the ring he men- tioned at the bottom." — " But," said she, pausing a little, *' it will prove the thing as well without the guineas." — " I pro- test," returned the lawyer, " thou art a girl of excellent invention — Hum — here are fourscore ; one half of them might have been spent — or dropt out by the way, or — any thing may be supposed ; and so we shall have twenty a-piece. — Some folks to be sure would take more, but I love con- science in those matters." Having finished this transaction, in such a manner as might give no offence to the conscience of this honest pettifogger, they returned to the prisoner, w ho contented himself w^th darting a look of indignation at his female betrayer ; and, after being some time in the custody of the lawyer THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 395 and his assistants, he was carried, in the morning, along with her, before a magis- trate. The several circumstances I have related being sworn to, Annesly was com- mitted to Newgate, and the gamester bound over to prosecute him at the next sessions, which were not then very distant. 3% THE MAN OF THE WORLD. CHAP. XVI. The miseries of him whose punishment is injiicted by conscience. 1 HOUGH Annesly must have suffered much during the agitation of these pro- ceedings, yet that was httle to what he felt, when left to reflection, in the solitude of his new abode. Let the virtuous remem- ber, amidst their affliction, that though the heart of the good man may bleed even to death, it will never feel a torment equal to the rendings of remorse. For some time the whirling of his brain gave him no leisure to exercise any facul- ty that could be termed thinking ; when that sort of delirium subsided, it -left him only to make room for more exquisite, though less turbulent anguish. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 597 After he had visited every corner of re- source, and found them all dark and com- fortless, he started at last from that pos- ture of despair in which he sat, and turn- ing the glare of his eye intently upwards : '' Take back," said he, " thou Power that gavest me being ! take back that life which thou didst breathe into me for the best of purposes, but which I have profa- ned by actions equally mischievous to thy government,, and ignominious to myself. The passions which thou didst implant in me, that reason which should balance them is unable to withstand : from one on- ly I receive useful admonition ; the shame, that could not prevent, now punishes my crimes. Her voice for once I will obey ; and leave a state, in which if I remain, I continue a blot to nature, and an enemy to man." He drew a penknife, now his only wea- pon, from its sheath — he bared his bosom for the horrid deed — when the picture of iJDB THE MAN OF THE WORLD. his father, which the good man had be- stowed on hhn at parting, and he had worn ever since in his bosom, struck his eye — (it was drawn in the mildness of holy meditation, with the hands folded to- gether, and the eyes lifted to heaven) " Merciful God!" saidAnnesly — he would have uttered a prayer, but his soul was wound up to a pitch that could but one way be let down — he flung himself on the ground, and burst into an agony of tears. The door of the apartment opening, discovered the jailor, folloM'cd by Sir Tho- mas Sindall — " My friend in this place ?'* said he to Annesly, — who covered his face with his hands, and replied only by a groan. Sindall made signs for the keeper of the prison to leave them ; — " Come," said he, " my dear Annesly, be not so entire- ly overcome ; I flatter myself, you know my friendship too well, to suppose that it THE MAN OF THE WORLD. S99 will desert you even here. I may, per- haps, have opportunities of comforting you in many ways ; at least I shall feel and pity your distresses." — " Leave me," an- swered the other, " leave me ; I deserve no pity, and methinks there is a pride in refusing it." — " You must not say so ; my love has much to plead for you ; nor are you without excuse even to the world." *' Oh ! Sindall," said he, " I am without excuse to myself I when I look back to that peace of mind, to that happiness I have squandered ! — I will not curse, but — oh ! fool, fool, fool !"— " I would not," said Sir Thomas, " increase that anguish which you feel, were I not obliged to mention the name of your father." — " My father!" cried Annesly ; " O hide me from my father !" — " Alas !" replied Sin- dall, " he must hear of your disaster from other hands ; and it were cruel not to ac- quaint him of it in a way that should wound him the least." — Annesly gazed wo THE MAN OF THE WORLB. ^vith a look of entrancement on his pic- ture ; " Great God !" said he, " for what hast thou reserved me ? Sindall, do what thou wilt — think not of such a wretch as I am ; but mitigate, if thou canst, the sorrows of a father, the purity of whose bosom must bleed for the vices of mine." — " Fear not," returned Sir Thomas ; " I hope all will be better than, you imagine. It grows late, and 1 must leave you now ; but promise me to be more composed for the future. I will see you again early to-morrow ; nor will I let a moment es- cape, that can be improved to your ser- vice." — " I must think," said Annesly, " and therefore I must feel ; but I will of- ten remember your friendship, and my gra- titude shall be some little merit left in me to look upon without blushing." Sindall bade him farewell, and retired; and at that instant he was less a villain than he used to be. Tlie state of horror to which he saw this young man reduced. THE MAN OF THE WORLD. 401 was beyond the limits of his scheme j and he began to look upon the victim of his designs, with that pity which depravity can feel, and that remorse which it can- not overcome. END OF THE FIRST VOLUMF.. 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