-O «Ni m THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES f° P. 56. Discussing the event3 of the Holidays. DASH WOOD PRIORY; <>l:. MORTIMER'S COLLEGE LIFE. BY E. J. MAY, ,i ill'.u OB "LOUIS'S SCHOOL !>A\-," KT<\ .1 p.rfo Coition, tllustratrtj bu 3olm iPilbnt. LONDON : UOUTLEDGE, WARNE, & ROUTLEDl (ADWAY, LUDOAT] HIL1 ■ \\ 1'OltK: L29, G RAND in I I DASHWOOD PRIOllY. CHAPTER I. " Accept, 1 beseech Thee, the freewill offerings of my mouth, O Lord, and teacli me." — Pa cxix. 108. " And they entered into a covenant, to seek the Lord God of their fathers, with all their heart and with all their soul." — 2 Chron. xr. 12. If my reader ever travelled in Norfolk, he may perhaps remember, when about sixteen miles from Norwich, passing through the pretty village of Dashwood ; and should he have been detained in front of the " Mortimer Arms" while the coach conveying him changed horses, I shall be much surprised if his spirit of observation did not lead linn to notice the little old church on the opposite side of the road, and the pretty peep of the Priory grounds, which immediately adjoin the ehurch- yard, and are supposed by some antiquarians to have formed the garden of a monastery attached to the church, as a small portion of the Priorj still stands, of the Bame date and style of archi- tecture with tltc church. I, may n<>t be a matter of fad to even reader of this book, that the Mortimers, whose effigies nearly fill Dashwood church, have from time 7*5: 2 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. immemorial been born and buried in Dashwood, and generally lived a respectable part of their lives in the Priory. About twenty years ago the family mansion was tenanted by the Rev. Louis Mortimer and his family, and we think we may very safely assert, that of all the abbots, warriors, country squires, and M.P.'s, that have from time to time been possessors of Dashwood and the adjacent village, none has been more beloved, and deservedly so, than this gentleman, who, to the position of owner and landlord, added the office, in his own person, of rector of the parish of Dashwood. The rain had fallen heavily one night in July, but as the morning sun broke victoriously through the clouds, and scattered his broken rays in gorgeous and chastened hues on every rain-drop, or danced in pale golden stars on each fresh glittering flower and shrub, the spiritual eye saw the type of a mourner comforted ere his tears are dried; his sorrow, if it be of a godly sort, only making hi.ni more lovely when the sun of righteousness breaks through the cloud of trouble to cheer his fainting soul. The pious spirit of the young Christian had drunk in the sacred lesson with the glorious morning brightness, as, roused by the clash of the church-bells from a light sleep, he stood at the window of his bed-room on the morning of his confirmation. He was not then to begin his acquaintance with a heavenly Father; it was DASHWOOD PRIORY. 6 ■with him an open confession of the hope and faith of some years of his boyhood. It was a serious, but hardly an anxious, time with Louis Mortimer, for he knew well what it was to believe that a stronger arm than his own held him up, and that it was pledged to hold him for ever. He had long wished to be confirmed, and now the joyful, solemn time was come, he hoped that in this public and sincere voluntary acknowledg- ment of his early dedication to the Almighty God, new strength and new help might be given, to run more patiently the race set before him. Early as was the hour, the little village and its environs appeared unusually lively that morning. The bustle of the little householders all betokened the advent of some important event. As the morning wore on, carts and light chaises brought into the village no small addition to the popula- tion from the neighbouring villages. Between nine and ten o'clock, several carriages of greater preten- sions dashed up to the " Mortimer Arms ;" and as time went on, quite a crowd was collected near the park attached to the Priory, to catch sight of the mitred coach as it swept through the lodge- gates, and as they closed after the coach the m of people moved on to the church-yard, to see tin- procession enter the church. A little after ten, a long troop of young people panned in, and a minute or two after, .Mr. Mortimer arrived with his eldest SOD Reginald, a youth of seventeen, followed by Louis, and a young friend B •! 4 DASHWOOD P1UOIIY. and schoolfellow, who had been spending his holidays at the Priory, .and had joined Louis and his brother in their preparations for this rite ; this virtual baptism of those who are sincere in their solemn profession, and which, we may confidently hope, has proved the time when many a dear child of God has been brought into inward covenant with Him, and been enabled by God's grace to choose the Lord for his God, and the ways of the Lord for his portion- While ascribing all con- version to the free grace of God, it is not depend- ing too much on ordinances to believe that He who works by means, should bless this means to the souls of many of those who are, as it were, arrested then seriously by the question, " How long halt ye between two opinions V " Choose ye this day whom ye will serve. If the Lord be God follow Him;" "They who seek God early shall find Him ; " and ;i sincere and heartfelt dedication to Him must bring down a blessing. There was one among the three youths to whom the truths of our holy religion had been presented for the first time with a personal distinctness, and this was the young friend of the Mortimers, .Mere- dith. He had heard little of religion at home, though intended for the ministry. And though at school the doctrines of our faith had been care- fully instilled by a pious master, he was there but one among a number; here he had felt a closeness that obliged him to look into himself, to inquire whether Christ Jesus were in him, — to see whether DASHWOOD PBIORY. ■> he himself was blameless in never having appro- priated to himself one warning, one promise, one threat. Two thirds of the church were filled by the candidates for confirmation, who were gathered together as near the communion-table as possible, to listen to the few words their dear pastor would Bay to them before they took their places. The little building had been verv tastefully decorated O a* • with flowers and evergreens. Mr. Mortimer ad- vanced with his sons and Meredith to the tabic ; and after mustering all present, and seeing that all were provided with tickets, addressed them in a few affectionate words, reminding them of the great importance of the act they were now about to perform, and of all they had been considering during the late examination. He spoke of the congregation which would there witness that day their solemn declaration, and of the unseen cloud of witnesses, urging on them the beginning of that race which should be continued steadily to the end, looking unto Jesus, the Author and Finishes of our faith, without Whom it is impos- sible to be consistently persevering. They then sang together the follow ing hymn : — " Power from on high, O Lord, impart ; Power in Thy < roapel to believe ; Powrr t<> surrender our whole lie-art ; Power all Thy mercy to receive. " Tin: Word to us in vain were given ; We bear, we read, we learn in vain ; I . i in 'I'll y Son came down from beavi □ , If Thou tbe spirit'- might re 'rain. 6 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Here be His sacred influence felt, With searching, cleansing, quickening force ; Till souls of millstone-hardness melt, And flow like waters from their source. " Convinced and humbled in the dust, Beneath the burden of our guilt, We own Thy law's dread sentence just, But plead the blood for pardon spilt. " Thy Spirit witness with that blood, And Christ our Saviour glorify : May we as children born of God, With rapture, Abba, Father ! cry." Mr. Mortimer led the two first verses himself, but became so much affected that he was obliged to sign to his curate to fjnish it, and stood looking at his dear young people with a heart overflowing with tender anxiety and affectionate interest. The young people were all arranged in order in the pews nearest the communion-table when the spectators entered the church; and a short time after, an increased murmur from the throng outside told the arrival of the bishop. The clergymen went out to receive his lordship, and marshalled him up the centre aisle. As the procession moved on, the organ sent forth a solemn, quiet strain of music ; and when that ceased, one of the clergymen present read the sweet service of our own dear church. At length the bishop ascended the pulpit; and after a short address, he asked that solemn question which begins the Confirmation Service, " Do ye here, in the presence of God, and of this congregation, renew the solemn promise and vow that was made in your name at your DAS II WOOD PRIORY. 7 baptism, ratifying and confirming the same in your own persons, and acknowledging yourselves bound to believe and to do all those things which your godfathers and godmothers then undertook for you?" There was a slight pause when his voice ceased, and then arose an irregular sound of the answer, " I do." A second time the question Avas put, that they who had been too timid to raise their voices the first time might have an opportunity of doing so; and this time it seemed like one voice ; and what did that one accord say ? " I do renounce the devil and all his works; — I do re- nounce the pomps and vanities of this world, and all the sinful lusts of the flesh ; — / do steadfastlv believe all the articles of the Christian faith; — / do intend, by God's gracious help, to keep his liolv will and commandments, and to walk in the same all the days of my life." Then passed the whitc-robed girls and the long line of boys ; and it was a lovely sight to watch the simple ceremony in its important meaning, and sad to see some careless faces, and to feci that though the same prayers had been offered, and the same exhortation been made in their hearing, the same hands had been laid on their heads, they had no part nor lot in the matter; for the heart was not right in the sight of God. To the Priory party il \.;:-, hnwrwr, DO light time. When the bishop had pronounced the last blessing, and their own short petitions had been 8 DASI1W00I) PltlOHY. offered, they reverentially left the church, and joined their friends at the park gate. You might easily guess how each young person had been impressed, by observing his or her demeanour on leaving the house of God. Some almost rushed out of the pews, ran to their friends, talking before they were out of the church doors, and then laughing and quizzing those ai-ound, as if thev had come from a merry-making : others rather less giddy stood still, more anxious to watch the exit of the bishop than to think on what had taken place ; and some there were who quietly went home, and endeavoured to reap a blessing from the consideration of the vows they had just publicly taken on them. The bishop was going to dine at the Priory, and arrived a few minutes after the rest of the party. Meredith ran up to his room as he entered the house, and Louis not caring to remain in the drawing-room, where his father and mother were entertaining the bishop, left the house and saun- tered along the park until he reached a favourite spot, which had been his musing place from earlv childhood. A pretty garden chair had lately been placed here, in lieu of the two stones he and Regi- nald had formerly dragged under the weeping willow; and so completely was this nook, which went by the name of " Louis' Willow," associated with him, that it was almost as sacred to his use as his own four-walled room in-doors. DASHW00D PEIORY. 'J This place seemed the fittest he could choose when he desired, as on this day, to look back on his young life, and trace the way his God hud led him ; all the goodness that had guided his totter- ing steps in infancy, and made all things work together for his good. lie remembered lying here dreamily listening to the bells, and wonder- ing in which part of him his soul was. How often had he enticed his kind mother here to tell him a storv or sin D i> «< Qon Digb ( DASHWOOD PRIORY. 17 finally explained to him that the rebellious young gentleman had been spending the day with her in the next village, about three miles distant, and now declared he was too tired to proceed. • Arc not you a pretty young fellow?" ex- claimed the gentleman. " (Jet up this instant, and go on." " I ti — ed ! " roared the child, without moving. " You naughty child ! " exclaimed his mother, taking his arm, and shaking him. " Get up ; don't vou see vou'll be run over. Oh, sir, he's a trying boy; and it's church night, too, sir," she continued, in a despairing tone, " and I'll never get there in time. Get up, David, or I'll tell your father." " Get up, sir, this instant ! " cried the stranger, sternly. And the startled child rose, and, with his finger in his mouth, moved a few steps, only to renew his crv of, " I ti — ed ! " " Can you help him here?" said the gentleman, alter a moment's pause. " There — so; now, if \ou crv, I'll throw vou over the hedge: do vou hear that ?" Half frightened^ and half pleased, the child Bat passively before his new friend ; and, amid thanks from the mother, they all proceeded down the lane, — the horse first, and the relations of the Crying child behind. As the lane widened, the young mail slackened his pace, to accoininoda: e his humble companions. 18 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Where am I to put this young man down ? '• he asked. " We are going to Daslrwood, sir. May be you are not going on so far, sir ? " " To precisely the same place, my good woman : so we shall be compagnons tie voyage, I presume, as far as the limits of your own." The woman looked very closely at him as he spoke, and, perfectly conscious of the scrutury he underwent, a slight smile curled the corners of his mouth. " You said it was church night ? " he remarked. " What may ' church night ' be ? " " The night as we goes to church," replied the little girl. " And is that always Wednesday ? " The mother answered in the affirmative. " That's rather irregular, isn't it ? " said he ; " most people go on Sundays." " Ay, sure, sir," said the woman, quietly ; " and most on 'em goes on Wednesdays too ; only this here naughty boy has hindered me to- night." " Then you put Wednesday into the bargain ? You are pious, good sort of people hereabouts, I suppose ? " " Bad's the best of us, sir," said the woman, in rather a puzzled manner. " Then, I am sure, the best must be my friend David here," added the young man. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 19 " Oh, law, sir ! he's a naughty boy," said the woman. " Very ! Who preaches at the church ? " " Mr. Mortimer to-night, sir. And I'm afraid I'm late, sir." " Well, that depends upon what you call late ; and it is a matter on which I can hardly dccii! •. It's now exactly one quarter of an hour to seven, which, considering all things, I am disposed to call rather good time." " Quarter to seven ! " repeated the woman, despondingly ; " It 's begun a epiarter of an hour." " Well, we are not very far from the church now," said the gentleman. ft Is David to be taken there ? " " Oh no, sir, thank you, I must put him to bed, and my girl will take care of the baby." " I am afraid you stand a good chance of hear- ing the fog end of the sermon," replied her com- panion, as he drew in the reins of his steed, and good-naturedly lifted the boy down to his sister, who had run on before, and now stood at a cottage to receive him. " Good-by, David; mind I hear a better account of you when I come this way again." " And I'm sure I'm much obbged to you, sir," said the woman, with a profusion of cnrtflifit. ■■ \nd I'm sore you're very welcome," he replied, raising his ha1 in acknowledgment of hei deep reverence. 20 DASHWOOD PHIORY. " Well, sure 1 " she said, as she stood watching him canter down the road. " He's a real gentle- man. I'd fancy I know'd his face. I wonder if he be going to the Priory, Betsey ? " As Betsey could not answer, the wondering cottager turned into the house, and finding David and the baby both more troublesome than she anticipated, was obliged reluctantly to give up her intention of going to church that night. Meantime our hero, as if well acquainted with the way, cantered along the shady road till lie reached a lane that led to the church. One side of this lane was bounded by a wooden paling, which divided it from the park, and over this the thorough-bred mare was easily persuaded by her master to leap, and then carried him quietly across the park to the house. " I suppose every one is at church," said the gentleman to himself. " But at least there will be some one to take care of the premises, I pre- sume, even in Utopia." The noise of the horse's feet on the gravel path in the front of the house soon brought an answer, in the guise of a man-servant at the hall door. " Are the family all at church ? " "Yes, sir; they'll be home at eight. Will you walk in, sir, and rest till church is out ? " By this time the stranger had dismounted, and stood looking at the white-haired domestic with a laughing countenance. " So I am grown out of all recollection, eh, Jones V* DASHWOOD PRIORY. '- 1 • Indeed, sir, I do not recollect you," replied the man respectfully. " Well, I recollect 1/011, however, and many's the time I have riven you some reason to remember 1 lie, year.- ago; years niter us young folks more than you older ones. Mr. Reginald has not returned to school ye1 '■" •• Me does not go back, sir, I believe. Mr. Reginald has left Dr. Wilkinson's, and Mr. Louis is to go for another year, I hear say. They're all at the church, sir ; and there's a young gentleman staying on a visit, from Dr. Wilkinson's, sir, a nice, free-spoken, merry young gentleman, rather fond of mischief or so. Bui that's young blood; all young folks ia alike, sir; Mr. Reginald's fond of fun, sir; now Mr. Louis and Master Neville are quite of another sort, and — " "And are quite patterns of morality, and all that sort of thing." interrupted the stranger; "and, 1 -hi 1 ose, grown young giants in length ?" ■ Mr. Louis is very tall, sir, and so like master, the very image of him, and likely to be just such another." •' WCII. will von sec that my horse is taken eare of; my Luggage will he here by the coach, and I will go to the church for the present." "Might 1 make hold to ask your name, sir?' 1 "Vernon Digby," replied the young man, turning mischievously oil' as he spoke, with a speed that effectually stopped all demonstrations of the astonishment and welcome visible on the 22 DASHWOOD PRIORY. face of the old man, who, after advancing a few steps from the door in pursuit of him, satisfied himself with a long-drawn sigh, and a " Well, to be sure \" The hushed beauty of the home scenery around was suited to the young man's feelings at this time, just returned from the excitement and activity of Cambridge, where his rising name, for the last year or two, had been the envy and admi- ration of every ambitious mind, and the pride of his tutors and college. There was in him a rare combination, the wise said, of genius and industry, and the results in human eye would be splendid. To what might they not look forward from such an intellect ? There was nothing in which he did not excel. What cost others such labour to attain, a short period of industry for him, and it seemed beneath his feet, and another hill pre- sented itself, to be mounted as easily : yet though his rising fame had spread so widely in Cambridge, he was not quite what is understood by a "read- ing man," nor had his success been acquired by systematic cramming. No one more keenly enjoyed the healthy recreations of the University, though want of physical strength prevented his attaining to much excellence in them, and a wine or supper party was considered a double treat if he formed one of the number. Yet he was proud and ambitious, conscious of superiority though disdaining all exhibition of it. " I do know more than some," he once answered a friend ; " I know DA.SnV.'OOD PRIOKY. 23 that I know nothing. How raucli more there is to learn. "What folly to speak of learned men ! we're all in our cradles vet, man." 13ut the hurry and bustle of Cambridge was OYer for the present, and the undergraduate drew a long breath after a rapid retrospect of the last few months, and stood still to drink in the utter tranquillity. His being seemed to bathe itself in the long golden streams of light on the turf, and the hush almost gave him a sense of giddi- ness. For some moments not a sound of am' kind w reached his ears, and when at length it came it was but the low of a cow and the slight rustle of the leaves above him, increasing to a rushing sound as they bent to the passing breeze. "And, after all, what is it worth?" he ex- claimed, with a long-drawn sigh. "1 am not satisfied, I want more: a human being never can be satisfied in this existence/' he thought; "he is meant to progress. I feci my existence is to mount; a world lies before you, Vernon, up!" and then a quiet smile and the old thoughtful vacancy stole over his features, and he strolled on, almost unconscious! v, till he reached the little gate which opened into the churchyard. As he laid his hand on the latch a burst of choral melody came from the open doors and windows of the church, accompanied by the illing sound of a small organ. Vernon was not unmoved; the sound was in unison with the calm beauty without. He I n al to 24 DASHWOOD PRIOBY. listen, and when the first verse was concluded, he traversed the intervening space and entered the little building. Ordinarily, when Vernon Digby entered a church his first care was to satisfy himself as to its architectural properties, but a different feeling somehow stole over him as he stepped into this well-filled place of worship — a feeling of rever- ence and solemnity. Uncovering his head, he stood a minute or two near the door, till the pew- opener beckoned him to the door of a pew near. Vernon declined the proffered attention with an inclination of the head, and seated himself on a stone bench, from whence he could see both the pulpit and organ-loft. In the latter he had dis- covered two of his cousins, Neville and his great friend and onlv sister Mary, and into the former Mr. Mortimer just entered. At first, in spite of the earnest prayer with which Mr. Mortimer prefaced his discourse, Ver- non was much more intent upon watching the movements of the white frock above him than on the sermon ; but by degrees the tone of his uncleV voice attracted him, and before long his attention was completely absorbed by the full free Gospel declared. It was addressed to the newly con- firmed, on the text, " My son, give me thine heart." And though Vernon considered his uncle rather extravagant in his notions, there was some- thing so real, so joyous, so elevating, that he felt almost persuaded to be a Christian ! Oh ! how DASHWOOD PRIORY. 25 vainly does man try to find a substitute for this happiness. What a shadow is all else ! And Vernon felt it in liis heart ; and vet he forced down all his convictions for the sake of the vain shadows at which ho grasped. The sounds of the preacher's voice had died away; the little organisl led the choir in their parting liynm ; but \ criion sat still, — his arms folded, and his eyes fixed vacantly on an old tomb before him, till the proffer of a hymn-book from a neighbour roused him ; and, shaking off his absorbtion with a sup- pressed sigh; lie stood up, and gazed round the church till the Psalm was finished. In a few minutes the congregation had left the church, and shortly after came the Priory party. -Mr. Mortimer was first with .Mary and Neville; the governess with Freddy, the youngest boy, fol- lowed; then came .Mrs. Mortimer, leaning on the arm of a sweet-looking delicate youth, in whom \ ernon easily recognized his cousin Louis, though two years had raised him to a height that almost equalled hi- brother's magnificent proportions; at the same time he was so thin, that his clothes hung on him as if they did not belong to him. None of the party noticed Vernon, who remained stationary till the lasl couple, consisting of his cousin Reginald and .Meredith, were pa>siir_; bin:, when In 1 started up. Reginald moved back :■. step. " How, Vernon \" " How, Reginald I So you intended to cul me. too.'' 2G DASHWOOD PRIORY. " How did you come here?" " What an affectionate welcome ! " said Vernon. " But, really, you know we never expected to see you here just yet," replied Reginald, shaking his hand vehemently. " Better and better," ejaculated Vernon. " But how came you at church ? Have you been to the house?" " To be sure ; and quite frightened poor Jones, with my intimate recollections of him. The rea- son why I came here is because you were here. Why, what a stalwart fellow you are grown : you throw poor little me quite into the shade." " Poor little you, indeed ! " exclaimed Reginald, as he stooped to latch the gate through which they had passed ; " Mens magna in corpore parvo, a multum in parvo, Vernon. If ever I feel myself great, it will be when walking by the side of my great cousin." " Great fudge ! " replied Vernon. " How d'ye do, Meredith ? I beg pardon ; but you are grown enough to excuse a little remissness on my part in remembering an old school-fellow." " We are all growing old," said Meredith ; " but if we make as good a use of our years as I hear you do of yours, we shall have no reason to regret them." " You will have to tell me all about everything," said Reginald ; " because I am coming to Cam- bridge next October, having paid my adieu to our beautiful school, I am happy to say." DASH WOOD PRIOR Y. 27 " Frank leaves the doctor's, and comes up, also, to his great joy; but I think you may both wish to be at school again, some day," said Vernon. " That's what all the wise folks say," said Meredith. " But did you ever experience it, Digby?" u Well, I don't know that I ever did. Some- times I think of the old times, and like their memory much. Depend upon it, we arc all hap- pier at school than we are aware of." " Hear, hear ! " cried Reginald. " It is an established axiom, that we never know the value of our blessings till we lose them ; but I must own, the value of school life ought to be doubly appreciated, when an embryo wrangler conde- scends to regret it. But there is mamma won- dering who we have got. Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry on ! " The van of the party were waiting at the hall- door, having been already informed by the butler of Vernon's arrival. As he ncared the threshold, both uncle and aunt advanced to meet him, Mary and Neville having arrested him a few seconds before with hearty welcomes. And now he led into the drawing-room, and installed on a sofa between his aunt and Reginald, t<> hear Qi ami to answer innumerable questions, while Mary and her favourite brother made and handed round the tea. Then followed that pit asant time between light and dark; and long the happy party sat. never tired of hearing scraps of college stoi 28 DASHWO0D PRIORY. till Vernon challenged his eldest cousin to a race; and leaping out of the window at the moment, both were soon out of sight among the dark trees. In another ten minutes thev returned, — Reginald first, and Vernon more slowly after him, pleading his journey in excuse for his want of strength. The candles were just brought in as they entered, and presently the servants were summoned for prayers. How peaceful and hallowed that little service seemed. Vernon did not ioin in the hvmn which all sang; but perhaps his heart was too full. The lesson was the ninth of Jeremiah, and the prayer asked for the unfading treasures of the world to come, that all talent given might be used to the glory of the Great Giver. They separated for the night, and Vernon was shown by his cousin to his room, with a kind hope that he would sleep well, and soon recover from his fatigues. But it was long before he lav down that night. He sat without a candle, looking on the dark star-spangled sky, or the indefinite maze of dark trees and shrubs, till a grey tint in the east warned him of approaching day, when he sought his bed, and slept soundly till long past the breakfast hour. The few days following Vernon's arrival were spent in rambles around Dashwood, and visits to old haunts, and little family pic-nics, in all of which Vernon joined with a zest that would have astonished some of his college friends, who per- haps might hardly understand the simplicity and DASHWOOD 1'KIOKY. '2D freshness of feeling almost inseparable from true greatness of mind. Louis was soon to return to school alone ; and the day before he went they had planned a ramble to a beautiful wood about five iiulcs distant ; and Vernon hearing that some irood fishing was to be had about a mile further, proposed they should take their lunch and fish- ing-tackle, and make a morning of it. Louis was at first rather averse to -pending so large a por- tion of his last day from home ; but his objections being overruled, the rods, bait, and sandwiches were packed up, and directly after breakfast the five young gentlemen sallied forth. They had a merry walk to the wood, and, after a proper survey ofits beauties, rested a little in the shade and then proceeded to the mill-stream, which pro- fessed to supply such good fish. Louis never had been able to overcome his sen- sibility on the subject of baiting the hook, his love for the worm going beyond that of the old angler; and Neville was content to look on and count the successful captures of the three anglers. Vernon -»as by far the mosl expert, though he seemed so careless, and often laughed so merrily, thai Regi- nald scolded him for disturbing their sports. " Well, then, I'll leave vim to solitude, and go 0V1 r yonder." •Whither'.'" asked Meredith. "There's no- thing there but a wall and Water. ' •■ Nothing ': '" Baid Vernon. " Do you sec no- thing?" 30 DASHWOOD PRIORY. "Nothing, certainly/' said Louis, "that you can stand on." " But I see something very substantial in the sitting way, and a capital pool, with lots of fish." " Why, you don't mean to try to sit upon that spout?" said Reginald, laughing. " Just the very thing," replied Vernon. " Do you want a cold bath?" said Neville. "Well, I've no objection. 'I'm agribble to anything,' as the man said; I am rather warm." " But how are you to get there ?" asked Louis. " Where there's a will, there's a way," replied Vernon, rather doubtfully. " Eureka ! Eureka ! Eureka ! " he exclaimed, after a few moment's cogitation. As he spoke, he caught hold of the bough of an ash that extended over the stream, and having previously fastened his fishing tackle about him, seized his rod and threw himself on the bough, swinging it up and down ; till taking the spring at the right moment, he leaped over the stream, and alighted on a narrow ledge of brickwork on the other side. The mill wall ran close up to a con- siderable height, and there was no other resting- place for some yards further. It was Avith breath- less interest, and not eutirely without apprehen- sion, that Reginald watched his cousin's descent on the very slight stepping stone. He laid his hand on the bar of a grated window near, and then feeling safe, with a little exulting laugh raised himself carefully to the spout, which had excited dashwood r-iuouv. 31 so much longing, and balancing himself com- fortably astride on it, sat perched over the stream, at a height of some ten feet, in all the glory of a deep pool below. " Now, how do you mean to get back ?" shouted Reginald. " You are very clever to get there." "I shan't trouble myself to come back till I am tired," said Vernon, coolly baiting his hook. " I shall have such sport ; and now I won't talk." Vernon felt there was some reason not to talk, for the truth was his prized seat was betraying him, being half covered with moss and very slippery. It had been all very well as long as he sat epiite still on the small horizontal portion, which jutted from the interior of the mill, but a little motion in throwing his line had displaced him, and in vain he put his hand behind him, and tried not to look foolish, or to acknowledge his precarious situation. Reginald was hooking a fine roach, when a laugh and loud halloo drew his attention; "Here goes a large bait! The iish'll get me! Ahoy there, Reginald!" and he looked up in time to see his cousin's rod first fall, and then the owner slip swiftly oil' the treacherous spout alter it, with both hands behind him, in a vain attempt to stay liis descent. Flump ! splash ! It was almost too deep for a laugh, but the mill was not working, Reginald shouted for help, and was throwing <>tl' his coat to plunge in to Vernon's assistance, when the missing one who had disappeared from the height of the foil, now 32 DASHWOOD PRIORY. rose above the water, and striking out, reached the land near his companions, and climbed up the bank before they had well understood the matter. "When he was safely landed, he first shook himself after the fashion of a Newfoundland dog, and then indulged in a hearty fit of laughter, in which his friends now joined. " You see vou need not have troubled yourself about my return, I am back again as quick as thought." "And now," exclaimed Reginald, "you spoil- sport, you thorough-bred, noisy, unsportmanlike bather. I suppose we must pack up and return home for your benefit." m " Sit down and go on fishing," replied Vernon. " I'll walk about in the sun, and then I shall be as dry as a bone." " I dare say," said Meredith. " But we are not so wrapped up in our sport as to kill you for love of it." " I am not so easily killed," answered Vernon. " I won't go home." "Indeed you shall," exclaimed Reginald. " Now, you know I may be led, Mr. Reginald, but never driven," said Vernon. " If you behave like good men, and pursue your sport with due decorum, I'll walk to the mill and get dry. They will lend me a fustian suit ' for a consideration,' and then I will come to vou." " Well, if you will promise that — " " I'll go with you, Vernon," .said Neville. dasiiwood piuory. 33 " How are you to get across?-" asked Vernon. " Oil ! there's a bridge round that corner/' re- plied Neville; " I will show it to you." " I am not fond of long ways," said Vernon, f* and as I am wet, I don't mind braving the wave once more, especially as my hat is swimming so conveniently for catching, on the water opposite." He threw off his coat as he spoke, and begging Neville to drag it round for him, leaped as far as he could into the stream, and directed his course primarily to his hat, and finally to the landing- place, which was a few yards distant from his old station. " How active he is," remarked Meredith, ad- miringly, as he watched him climb the bank. He gave them a farewell " Hurrah," and walked rapidly away. "He's a giddy fellow," said Reginald: "I never knew any one laugh as much as he does when he gets in these humours; no one would fancy lie could be grave. Frank docs not laugh so much as Vernon, though he makes others laugh more." "It is a good thing for his brain that he can relax so much," said .Meredith. "But linsh ! here's a line fellow." The two friends sat silently pursuing their sport, while Louis mused or read under a shady beech, whither he had imported a low camp-stool. Half an hour elapsed, when Neville came running up breathless and furiously heated. D 34 DASHW00D PRIORY. "I can't make out where Vernon is. Which way did he turn ? I have been to the house and inquired for him ; his coat is dry now, but no one knows anything of him. I have been running and calling in every direction nearly all this time. What can have become of him ?" "It's queer/' said Meredith, looking at Reginald. " He's big enough to take care of himself/' said Reginald. " What's the matter?" asked Louis. " Vernon lost ?" Neville repeated his story, and exhibited the dry coat. " But perhaps he got there after you left the house ? " " I have just come from it/' replied Neville. " I thought he might be there, and ran back to see, just before I came here;" "There he is!" exclaimed Meredith, pointing across the water. And sure enough there he was, without his coat, running to the water's edge. " Reginald ! Meredith ! Louis ! " he shouted, "come and look at this machinery. Here's a most interesting saw-mill. It is worth looking at ; come round. Oh, Neville ! bring my coat, that's a good fellow." The youths set off running, and were met at the bridge by Vernon, who laughed at Neville's fruitless search, and led the way down a little hollow to a kind of workshop, where under a roof revolved the circular mill which had charmed DAsIIWooi) PHIORY. 35 liim so much. Ouce again here, and there seemed to be no getting him away. He exhibited all its points to his friends, and suggested certain im- provements to the men; then he -wanted to go over the Hour-mill adjoining, when Neville acci- dentally touched him. "Oh, Vernon, you arc quite wet! You have never been to the house." " No ; I have been better employed/' replied lie. " You are very wrong," exclaimed Neville : " you will get a terrible cold." " Pshaw ! a wetting hurts no one as long as he keeps in motion. Look here, Reginald, I want to show you this eccentric. It draws the log gra- dually along across the saw, without the least trouble to the men. You did not expect to find such an invention here. The artist is only a com- mon workman. We must look over the mill; see, Reginald, this gear is attached to the flour-mill: I want to look over that with you." "You must not, Vernon!" exclaimed Neville, energetically. " Reginald, do not let him; mak him come home." "lam almost dry now," said Vernon, care- lessly. " Reginald, 1 want them to have an hydraulic engine." " I won't hear any more of hydraulics or hy- drostatics, OX any Other IC* now," said Reginald. " You must be pleased to conic home." "Immediately. lint just set " " Vernon, you are very wrong," < cclaimeo i) 2 36 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Neville. " It is quite sinful to trifle with your health. You know as well as any one what the consequences of such a wetting may be, though you treat it so lightly. Vernon, do be persuaded to come home, or, at least, to go into the mill- house ; but a brisk walk will be the best for you now. It is really too serious : you are trifling with danger, Vernon." " 'Oh, dear discretion ! how his words are suited," " exclaimed Vernon, laughing. " ' The hoy hath planted in his memory An army of good words.' I cannot withstand such a torrent of eloquence. Come, Reginald, let's go. I shall be dry before we reach home ; so much the better ; it will save trouble. Come, let us see who will get to the Priory first. We will come and make a survey to-morrow, Reginald. Ah, Reginald ! Oh, Neville ! You have made me despise my own rule, — ' Not to leave till to-morrow what mav be done to-day.' Fools look after to-morrow ; wise men take care of to-day." He put on his coat, and, challenging them to a race, they all set off full speed; and running much, and walking a little, they reached home in an hour. Vernon's persuasiveness, at least, was perhaps owing more to a sense of shivering than to Neville's powers of rhetoric ; but he was tolerably warm when they reached the Priory, and all bad effects might have been averted, had he taken care then. He retired to his own room DASIIWOOD PIUOHY. 37 directly, with urgent requests from all that he would immediately change his things, and take care of himself. Mrs. Mortimer, who in vain urged his going at once to bed, went upstairs herself with him, to see that the window Mas shut, and, in spite of his laughing remonstrance that he was so hot he could hardly breathe, he promised to keep it shut. He did not descend for more than an hour afterwards ; but Mrs. Mortimer anxiously noticed his pallid face to him in the course of the evening. She might have noticed more, had she not been much taken up with some little preparations for Louis, who Mas to set off for Bristol the next morning at half-past four. 38 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER III. i " What evil eye can entrance win, Where guards like these abound ? If chance some heedless heart should roam, Sure thought of these will lure it home, Ere lost in Folly's round." Christian Year. Meredith was so verv averse to leaving the cave of Mr. Mortimer, that he persuaded his father to make arrangements for him to read for the next six months with Mr. Phillips, preparatory to his matriculating at Cambridge. This arrangement was particularly delightful to him, as Mr. and Mrs. Mortimer were verv glad that he should spend all his spare time at the Priory, his affec- tionate attention to them having won their love, and made them verv desirous to strengthen in him every good impression he appeared to have received while with them. It must he confessed that, though Louis had arrived at the mature age of sixteen, he felt more than usuallv lonelv at leaving home this time. Many of his old friends had left school, and among them his dearest Reginald ; and the night travelling did not tend to dissipate the gloom of his spirits as he drew near his journey's end. The coach drew up at the door of a large house by the roadside, a few DASHWOOS PIUOHY. ','.» miles from Bristol, where he was invited to spend the night, in order to accompany one of his schoolfellows back to Dr. Wilkinson's. The coachman had put down his luggage and driven off, and the gate-hell had been rung two or three times, when a servant appeared in great haste, and, with many apologies for keeping him wait- ing, ushered him to the house, and throwing open the door of a room on one side of the hall, begged him to walk in, while she went to call another servant to fetch his trunk. " They hardly seem to expect me," thought Louis, us he scrutinized the room to see what sort of people Salisbury's relations were. It Avas not certainly so elegant as Dashwood, being nothing more or less than a lofty square room, of very modern description, with three large sash windows at one side, nearly covered by large muslin curtains. In one, where the drapery had been carelessly pushed aside, stood a small table covered with ladies' work, and surrounded with chairs and stools. On one ottoman lay a cotiple of dilapidated dolls, and on, a large table mar Louis a sextant, case of mathematical instruments, and an open work on navigation. The piano Was open, and Uttered with music. Near it, on a low chair, lay a guitar, the long ribbon of which w;is affording much amusement to a young kitten. Louis w;in Left alone sonic minute-, and had fully time to discover, from names inscribed on books, and work, and toys, thai Frederick Salisbury, bis 40 DASHAVOOD PRIORY. old schoolfellow, owned "Norie's Navigation/' and his sisters, Edith, Caroline, and Fanny, the emptied portfolios of music, before his medi- tations were disturbed by the entrance of the brother, who was to be under his escort the next day. He stood still at the door, looked surprised and shy, and finally began in a low tone, " Oh, 'tisn't Burton: — what an awful mistake Jane made !" " My name is Mortimer," said Louis advancing. "Oh, you're Louis Mortimer!" replied the young gentleman, coming up and holding out his hand. "I thought you were coming at eight. You've been kept an awful time by yourself; we're so awfully busy to-day, what with the packing up and all." "Where arc your brothers?" asked Louis quietly. " They are not packing up, I suppose ?" "Come along, will you, and see. The girls won't let Fred come down, so I've come down to bring you up. They thought it was another fellow ; but it's all the same. I dare say they'll say I'm awfully rude, but they'll make it all straight." Louis was not much impressed by this specimen of his future protege; he followed him quietly upstairs, and on the way made some inquiries ■especting one of his brothers, who was now a cadet in India. Ethelred informed him that John was very jolly, and all that," " longing for a fight ;" and DAsuwoon PRIORY. II that " mamma was as frightened as anything." At this juncture they arrived at their jour- ney's end, and opening a bedroom door, the young gentleman shouted out, " Enter Louis .Mortimer, Esq." The bedroom into which Louis entered was littered from one end to the other with trunks, clothes, books, and other et ceteras, and on the foot of a bed sat Salisbury, without his coat, playing " The girl I left behind me." very miserably, on a piccolo. A pretty laughing girl of thirteen or fourteen sat beside him, stitching away at something, and two others, whose long curls hid their faces, were kneeling at a trunk in front packing very diligently, while at the further end of the room Charles was calling the names of the articles from a long inventory. Two little giils of about six and seven years old, who were standing at Fred's knee listening with great admiration to his playing, completed the tableau. On Louis' entrance Salisbury jumped up and over the trunk in front of him, and welcomed him very heartily. " Why, it's Louis himself! A great shame to send for you to come to such a place, Louis ; but the laet is, the servant announced another friend. A summons came for me yesterday to join my ship to-morrow at Plymouth, and as she's ordered off to China, we've heaps to do. 1 know, old fellow, you don't stand on trilles, and won't he very angry at Ethelred's rudeness on such au 42 DASHWOOD PRIORY. occasion. Look here, these beauties are all frantic if I leave the room for a minute ; and so Ethelred was desired to ask Burton, not you, to our ' chaos worse confounded ' than usual." " Don't apologize," said Louis. u And are you really going for so long a time ? I do not wonder your sisters can hardly spare you." " And now I must introduce you : there are such lots of them, I shall be lucky if I remember their names right. My friend and schoolfellow Mr. Louis Mortimer, ladies;" and Salisbury, turned to his laughing, blushing sisters, who had risen on Louis' entrance, te Misses Caroline and Elizabeth Salisbury, the best packers in Christen- dom : Miss Fanny, the girl what doesn't mind a brotherly thump sometimes, when her old Fred's afflicted with an accumulation of sensorial power, as the books say ; and here," he continued, lifting one of the little ones, " are Kate and Marianne ; I don't know of what use they are, except to leave their toys about, and get the brothers the credit of breaking them. Thev know we don't care about them a bit." "But you do, though," said the little one, squeezing his face between her hands. " Do, though, indeed ! But, my dear fellow, you are hungry, or tired, or something." " Rather tired, but not hungry," replied Louis ; " and not too tired to enjoy seeing you among your kind sisters, whom I hope I shall know better soon. I have only one, you know ; but I I)\-M\VOOD PIUOKV. 43 love her well enough to understand how rich you are in five times the number." " Five ! — you haven't seen half of them yet." " Oh, Fred ! " exclaimed Fanny, laughing. "Half! — no, he hasn't. Do you suppose, little ladies, that all of you together are equal to the 'Swan's Neck? 1 Here she comes! — my eldest sister Edith, called Swan's Neck for her beauty." " Really, Fred, you arc taking advantage of your license to-day, I think," said the last- mentioned young lady, who entered with her mother at the moment. " My mother, Mortimer. There isn't a mother of them all can come up to mine ; not even yours, Mortimer." "At any rate," replied Mrs. Salisbury, "Mrs. Mortimer would, I am sure, wish you to think so; but we will excuse her son from being obliged to hold the same opinion. My dear Mr. Alortimcr, I am quite ashamed of the welcome you have received, in return for your kindness in coming to take charge of my boy. I have only just heard that you were here, and should not have imagined my young people would have brought you op tired to this uncomfortable room." "I was just asking him if he was tired, mamma," said her eldest son. "We need ask no questions, 1 think," replied his mother, sinking Iier head, and, lending Loui out of the room, she Bhowed him into another 44 DASHWOOD PRIORY. neatly arranged for his use; and after assuring herself that his luggage was up, left him to make his preparations for tea. Our friend Louis, as we know of old, not being of a very boisterous turn, was not sorry to rest a few minutes in peaee after his long journey, though he had been both amused and interested by his introduction to his friend's family, which Reginald had always lauded as the most pleasant possible for holiday time. Before very long, a gentle tap at the door preluded the announce- ment that tea was quite ready ; and, on opening the door, Louis found Fanny and a little brother waiting to show him the way down. Fannv led the way rather shylv, and iust as they reached the hall, said, " I am afraid you will think us all very rude ; but we did not expect you quite so soon. You did not come by the London coach, I think ? " " No, I did not," replied Louis ; " I came from Gloucester." " The London coach does not come in till eight ; and we thought all our packing would be done -by that time. Jane announced an intimate friend of the boys, who lives quite close, and comes in very often. If we had known who it was, we should not have asked you to come up, at least not till vou were rested." Her little merry face looked so apologetic, that Louis felt quite sorry for her. " You must not think any more of it," said he, DASIIWOOD PltlOHY. 45 as he made way for her to enter tlie dining-room : " your brothers are old friends of mine, and we should never stand on ceremony with each other. I never like being treated as a stranger, Miss Fanny/' When Louis arrived in the dining-room, he found the table covered with a white cloth, and laid out most hospitably with tea, fruit, eggs, and cold meat. The large bow window was wide open, and the two little girls were seated there at a little table, a place being reserved there for Fanny's companion. Fred's lather, a fine portly- looking gentleman, as benevolent and prepossess- ing in appearance as his mother, came forward, and shaking Louis by both hands, welcomed him to his house. " I am afraid you must want dinner, Mr. Mor- timer," said Mrs. Salisbury. " We were so con- fidently assured by our hoys that you would come by the London coach, or we would have suited our dinner hour to you." Louis assured her again and again that ample dinner was provided for his wants, and presently did justice to the cheer before him. His gentle- ness and sweetness of manner prepossessed all the party immediately in his favour, and nothing could exceed the attention paid to his wants by the greater part of the family, though it was rery evident that there was one overpowering con- sideration present with them all, that now and theD cheeked the determination to be niern . 46 DASHWOOD PRIORY. i( We feel it exceedingly kind of you, Mr. Mor- timer," said Mrs. Salisbury, "to promise to look after our poor little boy. He lias been so delicate, poor little fellow, that I am afraid he is now hardly fit for school; but really, I suppose it is time he went." "High time," said the father. "The fact is, Mr. Mortimer, he is a spoilt boy, and if Dr. Wil- kinson can unspoil him, he will do a good deed. That's the way we parents always do : we spoil our children, and then leave the master to mend them for us. Rather hard upon the masters, I think." " I think so too, when it is the case," said Louis, smiling. When tea was over, the elder ones withdrew to the drawing-room to have some music, by Fred's especial request. Mrs. Salisbury made a place for Louis on the sofa, and her dear eldest boy drew a low ottoman near her, and seating himself thereon, leaned his head on her shoulder, and called from time to time for his favourite ditties and airs, varying his employment by kissing his mother's hand, which he held in his. Little Fanny, who seemed to be a very particular favourite of his, sat near him hemming a handkerchief, and was called on for one or two veiy simple songs, without accompaniment. " Doesn't she sing well, Mortimer? Hasn't she 12 ot a nice little voice of her own?" b a Very," replied Louis. |i\-1I\VOOD PRIOHY. '-~ "You forget how well you always told us Mi Mortimer sings, Fred/' said Fanny. "No. By-the-bye, Mortimer, do sing some- thin-."' "Not to-night," replied Louis, smiling. "There are some much sweeter songs to be beard by yon to-night." "Bv-the-bye," exclaimed Salisbury, "there's ' Norie/ and all those things not packed up, and which of you beauties will sew me a button on my glove?" Fanny seized on the glove, and ran lightly away with the things he mentioned, presently followed by her eldest sister. "She's such a little handy thing," said Salis- bury; "I'll be bound she's got them all in be- fore the Swan's Neck gets upstairs. Little Fan. she lias always a smile and a needle and thread — eh, mother?" "We must not talk of her perfections," said his mother, smiling. Salisbury was at last constrained to attempt a g himself, ami he got pretty well through B rather roaring version of " Blow high, blow low." till the middle of the second verse, when lie fairly broke down, and hastily resumed his seat by his mother. ■• How now, Fred?" said his father kindly. "What's the row, Fred?" exclaimed Charlesj •• you haven't finished it." •• Sfou are good little creatures to sing so much 48 DASHW00D PRIORY. for me/' said Fred, with an attempt to be gay. " I know a fellow can't sing very well with a lump in his throat. I'll just go and see what Fan's about." As the evening wore on, the spirits of the party flagged, and Salisbury at length hardly spoke at all. Louis retired to bed before prayers; and believing him to be tired, no one pressed him to stay longer : yet it was more than an hour before the family separated ; for there were many things to say that night of their first long separation, that none but family ears should hear, and grief that none but each other's hearts could share. We will not lift the veil; there are some things too sacred to be touched. That last night would never be forgotten by the sailor boy ; nor will he ever care to do that which should bring a pang to the kind hearts of those dear ones who think so fondly and proudly of him in his childhood's home. Fred left home with his father the next dav, bv the coach that took Louis and Ethelred to Dr. Wilkinson's, and the two latter were set down safely at the White Lion early in the afternoon, and not long after were on their way to Ashfield House. DASUWOOD PIUOIIY. 49 CHAPTER IV. " My soul hangeth on Thee ; Thy right hand upholdeth me." Ps. lxiii. 9 (Prayer Book version). " He that feareth the Lord will do good." — Ecclesiasticus. When Louis had got beyond Clifton lie dis- mounted, with his young charge, both preferring to walk the remainder of the distance, as Ethelred was anxious to see as much as possible of the neighbourhood of his school. It was a lovely, warm day, and the beauty of the surrounding scenery closed Louis's lips for a time, while his heart was the more open to the bounteous Maker of all. Thoughts of all past goodness, of the care that hud been over him since he first learned to love the Lord, and more especially since he had been at school, rushed through his mind, lie wondered why so much love was shown to him. " Why me? why me? so weak, so faithless, so doubting. I will extol Thee, my (iod, oh King, and I will praise Thy name for ever and ever ; for Thou hast magnified Thv word and Thv name above all things. In the day when 1 cried Thou answeredst me, and Btrengthenedsl me with strength in my soul! And will lb' not still he with me? I will trust, and not he afraid/' lie remembered how fearful lie had been when i: 50 DASHW00D PRIORY. Hamilton had left hira, but still lie had been upheld and enabled to walk holily before men ; now he was still more alone. Reginald, who always took his part, who was ridicule proof, was no longer with him to fight his battles, and to stand by him with his straightforward advice and ready sympathy. Louis could hardly per- suade himself that he was growing so old, and was now one of the oldest in the school, and should lead instead of being led. " How gently have I been guided, oil my Father!" he thought. "Hitherto hast Thou helped me ; and how gradually am I taught to go, taking me by my arms. Surely Thou hast led me with cords of love. Hold me bv Thv riaht hand ; never leave nor forsake me, but perfect that which concerncth me, and enable me to walk before Thee with a perfect heart." Then his thoughts went back to his late confirmation, and he was thinking how much more decidedly he should stand forth as a soldier of Christ, now he had make this public profession, when little Ethelred said : — " How silent you are, Mr. Mortimer ; are you tired or sorry?" " Neither ; only silent," replied Louis. " Your eves seem to be full of tears," said Ethelred ; n I thought you were thinking of home." " But not sorrowfullv," said Louis. " Well, I don't know how you can think of it now DAsawooo niioiiv. 51 and not be sorrowful ; I can scarcely keep from crying, especially when I think of Fred going." " Poor bov," said Louis kindly. " But vou should try to think of home happily and thank- fully, Ethelrcd." " How ?" asked Ethelrcd. " I don't know how a follow can. Were you not wishing to bo at home just then?" Louis smiled. "There is no harm in a little of that," In- replied; "though I was not exactly wishing to be at home just then." "But would vou not go home if vou might ?" * Perhaps I do not know what is best for me, Ethelrcd, and so it is a very happy thing I am not left to choose. I think school has been, with God's blessing, of a great deal of use to me, and I hope it will be to you. You know avc hope to be men some day, and must go out among men. and we must learn, while boys, how men should act; and so it is better to learn something of that by degrees among those who will be men with as. I am sure it is best, though I lou home so dearly. I was thinking just now how many things I had to thank God for, and how glad 1 ought to be that lie is bo gracious as to direct my way for mo, instead of leaving me choose it for myself." Bthelred looked up very gravely a: sis com- panion; and then added : — \re the boys at all like VOU, Mr. Mortin. i 2 52 DASHW00D PRIORY. " You will be able to judge for yourself soon/' replied Louis. " But now I will tell you how I want you to think happily and thankfully of home. You must try to thank God that He has given you so happy a home, and so many dear brothers and sisters, and such kind parents, and pray that you may never, never do anything at school that may cause them a moment's pain. The half-year will soon slip by, and how delightful it will be to take home a good character, more information, and perhaps a prize. Your papa and mamma wish you to improve, and you will not disappoint them, will you ?" "No; I'll try," replied Ethelred, squeezing Louis's hand very hard. " Will you help me, Mr. Mortimer?" " As much as I can. I want you to show the others how you can serve God in diligence and good behaviour." " I am sure I shall be good, if all the boys are like you," he replied. " You must not expect them to care so much for you as I do : each one has his own particular friend." "And may I be yours, Mr. Mortimer?" " You may be one of mine," said Louis. " I am sure you are very kind," said the little boy. " How long it is before we get to Dr. Wilkinson's; are we near?" "There is the house," said Louis. "That large grey building among the trees." DASHWOOD PRIORY. Ethelred looked at it with a kind of awe-struck interest. "It's a prettier house than I thought; and where is the playground, and -which side is the M'hool-room V "The school-room is behind, and the play- ground is behind, and before, and sideways, and every way." "What, that beautiful park, Mr. Mortimer?" " Yes. It does not look a very dismal place, does it?" " Oh no, it's capital ! There's plenty of room for play." •And plenty of room for lessons too within," said Louis. "Oh! I suppose we shall have an awful lot of them ; I'm awfully afraid of that." " There is nothing to excite so much awe," replied Louis. " I fancy your fear and the lessons arc about equally matched, as you say." '• What?" said Ethelred. "There is nothing very awful in either. Pol my part, I never met with anything awful in lessons, nor do 1 think I ever felt awfully afraid ; and I do not think you do either, if you consider about it." "Now, Mr. Mortimer, that's just what mamma says." "Then think of it the more." "There's our fly going in at the gate. :j "And we shall not be very long after it," said 54 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Louis, as he stooped to unfasten a little wicket at the side of the park. " Oh, it's fastened ; but we can climb over." Accordingly he climbed over, assisted Ethelred, and by a short cut across the ground reached the hall-door at the same time with the fly, paid the man, dismissed him, and then led his little charge into the school-room. It was about three o'clock, consequently all were in full work, yet many near the door broke out of bounds to greet Louis as he entered, and one grave-looking, well-grown boy of twelve years old, bolder than the others, fairly threw himself into his arms, " Oh Louis ! I was afraid you were not coming back." " Sit down, Hamilton," cried the nearest usher. " It's Louis Mortimer, sir," said Alfred, as he obeyed the command. Louis paid Ins respects to each master in suc- cession ; and it was pleasant to watch the welcome faces wherever he turned. One or two inqui- ries were made about Ethelred, and the masters generally said a kind word to him for his brother's sake. As Louis passed up the schoolroom, on his way to the study, Avhere he found the doctor was, he came to a familiar row of ink-stained desks, at one end of which sat a boy of fourteen, with a slate and book before him. Both his elbows were on the desk, and his fingers were shoved among the roots of his hair, while his abstracted, absorbed study of the subject before him provoked a plea- DASHWOOD PRIOKY- 55 sant-looking young man on the opposite side, who ought to have been similarly occupied, into sketch- ing the tempting attitude on his slate for the benefit of his next neighbour, with whom he was holding an under-current of conversation more amusing than profitable. The head of hair and the round shoulders would have identified Charles Clifton anywhere ; and Louis roused him from his studies by seizing both wrists, and pulling him back with a gentle force. It was a minute before diaries appeared to understand the meaning of the interruption, and then he got up and shook hands. " I am very glad to see you." " And how has the world wagged with vour ladyship since we met last ? " said the artist, rising and shaking hands across the desk. " I've taken the rise out of you this half, however, Mr. Louis. The bottom of the class to your ladyship. Is that little Salisbury? How is it vou come so late, sir? The doctor has been so angry that you didn't come the first day." " Frank, Frank ! " said Louis, laughing. • Well, how are Vernon, Reginald, Salisbury, and all the rest ? " "I must tell you thai after school," replied Louis, "for Mr. Danby looks as if 1 weir dis- turbing decorum ; and, besides, I ought to ;_ r o in to the doctor." " Hear him ! " said Frank. " 1 <' has forgotten your existence.' 1 56 DASHW00D PRIORY. " I flatter myself he lias not." " ( Lay not that flattering unction to your soul/' Lady Louisa. Sit down ; I dare say he can wait five minutes." Louis only replied by a low bow, and a retreat to the class-room. I have so often elsewhere detailed interviews with the respected head master of Ashfield House, that a repetition may be tedious. It will answer our end to say that Ethelred Salisbury was duly presented to and examined bv Dr. Wilkinson that afternoon, and placed in the lowest class, where he had the felicity of doing two or three sums with a great deal of help, and looked about for the rest of the time till tempus ludendi was proclaimed. When this welcome period arrived, Louis, Clifton, and Frank, with one or two others, con- gregated in the play-ground to discuss the events of the holidays. There were many expressions of regret that Reginald and Meredith had not returned, and many inquiries about Vernon, whose collegiate fame was known to manv at Dr. Wilkinson's. "And so Meredith is going to read at Dash- wood ? — he's a happy fellow," said Frank. " I only wish I were going somewhere. I wanted very much to persuade my father to that step, but he was unpersuadeable. They always seem so glad to get rid of me. However, one thing is agreeably decided, that I leave school at Michael- mas, and matriculate in October at Trinity." DASHWOOD PBIOBT. 57 "Oxford or Cambridge ?" asked one. " As if there could be any doubt/' answered Frank, contemptuously. " Do you think I should patronize Oxford at all ? and nothing less than Christ Church there, if you please. No, Cam- bridge, man, which my father and my father's father honoured before me." " I suppose you mean to rival Vernon ? " said one. " That remains to be seen. One such lumi- nary is enough for the family honour. I am looking forward to a little ease and rest after the fatigues of school. Don't you think that fair, Louis ? " " I am beginning to be of opinion that we are not intended to rest in this life," answered Louis; " and I do not think we are any the happier for it cither." " ' On, Frankie, on ! is the last cry of Louis.' Oh, insatiable model of perseverance and mo- rality ! Do you know where Hamilton is now?" " He and Trevannion are somewhere in the Isle of "Wight. Hamilton does not seem to be doing very much at Oxford." " Leave him alone," said Frank. "Hamilton is not an intuitive genius; he is rather a slow coach, but a vcrv sure one. He will come in first, and be in no danger of an upset all the way through. He knows what be knows, and that's more than we flighty ones can say. He will make a capital barrister." >8 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " He will," said another. " He is so clear- headed, and has such a cool manner of his own." " As for Trevannion," continued Frank, " he's an ass ; and it's well for him he's of a good family, — that is to say, if he wants to get any- thing. He is founder's kin somewhere. I pity the poor flock who will have the misfortune to own his tender care. He'd lead them into the lion's den, going first himself, because he knows no better ; and, what's more, he's so weak and so pig-headed, he will never be any better." " Don't say that, Frank," said Louis, gravely. " He may, indeed, and I trust he will." u Mortimer, have you heard about Ferrers ?" asked one of the party. Louis answered in the negative. "Then there's a piece of news for you," said Frank. " When we next go into Bristol, we will pay him a visit." " He lost his father about a twelvemonth ago," said the first speaker, " and it appears he was greatly involved, and left him nothing. An uncle or cousin has had pity on him, and has appren- ticed him to a stationer in Wine-street, telling him, as I understand, that he can't think of in- dulging his fine gentlemanly notions — that beggars mustn't be choosers." " There then," said Frank. " Pride has had a fall," said another. " No one can pity him much." DASH WOOD PRIORY. 59 " Poor fellow ! " said Louis. " Is it not cnougli to be alone in the world, poor fellow?" u It is a just punishment for him/' said the in- former. "A just punishment, Williams?" said Louis, turning round, and speaking very gravely. " ' Thinkest thou, that they on whom the tower of Siloam fell, were sinners above all others'? ' If we talk of just -punishment, what do we deserve?" "Av," said Frank, " ' if everv man had his deserts, who shall escape whipping ' — Shakspeare, he ni ! I did feel as sorry for him as I could, but he was such a churl." " Perhaps," said Williams, " he'll know how to be civil now." " Perhaps, so far from a judgment, it may be for good to him," said Louis. a Have you been to see him, Frank ?" " He has helped me to a packet of envelopes." " Is that all?" said Louis, earnestly. " All ! " replied Frank ; " did you think I meant to lower myself by companionship with a sta- tioner's apprentice?" " I do not think you would lower yourself by speaking to him," said Louis. " Chacun a son gout," answered Frank. "II may be well enough; I can't help bis condition, nor he neither, but it places el bar between us, and he never was a friend of* mine. V> i m or Hamilton placed in such a predicament, the ease would be materially altered." CO DASHWOOD PRIORY. Louis was going to ask Ferrer's direction, when the conversation was interrupted by a group of little boys, among whom were Ethelred Salisbury and Alfred Hamilton. The former, with a very red face, was loudly declaiming against the injus- tice of some assertion, apparently made by one or all of the little party round him, and by his indignant gestures of course only laid himself more open to his tormentors. " How now, Ethelred ! " exclaimed Louis. "What's the matter?" " The boys are teasing me ! " exclaimed Alfred, tauntingly. " Alfred ! " said Louis, " I am both surprised and ashamed." " Why, Louis ? All boys must be teased when they come to school, and I've heard you say — " " What's the matter, Ethelred ?" asked Louis, cutting short Alfred's speech, and drawing Ethelred away. The child seemed struggling with a determina- tion not to cry. He bit his lips very hard, and clenched his hands, and it was not until Louis had repeated his question, at a little distance from the others, that he answered, — "Alfred says I can't add three and four ! but I can ; and it's all a lie." " Ho ! he !" cried Frank. " Orlando Furioso !" Lcuis looked beseechingly at Frank, and un- doing the little hand, put it between his own, and patted it, while he answered, with a mixture of DASHWOOD PKIORY. (11 sweetness and gravity, " Yon mnst prove to thorn it is not true, Ethelred. Have you been doing any sums this afternoon?" " Yes; I have had some very hard sums, and I couldn't do them very well ; they forget I've never been at school before. They were awfully hard, Air. Mortimer." " Given," said Frank, "the distance between the play-ground wall and the garden gate, to find the length of Dr. Wilkinson's desk in inches; that was it, wasn't it?" Ethelred looked up puzzled. " Was not that the question?" " Xo, sir," he replied, sulkily. " Oh ! this was it, I dare say. If I pay four and sixpence for a silk pocket-handkerchief, how much do your shoes cost?" Ethelred looked again at Frank, and then burst out laughing. "Ah, I sec; you can't add three and four," said Frank. Louis laughed too, and then said, "Don't you think it is much better to laugh about these things than to get in a passion?" Ethelred hung his head. " Come." "Only I can't help it, because it is not true, and nobody takes niv part hut you ; and I'm * » 1 • sure, Mr. Mortimer, if you had been bo teased when vou came to school; von would have minded it." 62 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Argumentum ad hominem" said one of them. " But powerless here," said Frank, " as Louis was the niost patient and good-humoured of all teased mortals on a similar occasion." "I don't think I was ever very cross about teasing/' said Louis, kindly. " Perhaps I did not mind it so much as you do ; but when the boys see it teases you, they are encouraged to go on. The best way is to take no notice of it ; — laugh too." " But I don't like them to say I don't know how to add." " Then get on fast, and get into another class, and show that you are able to do as well as any one. Get before some of them ; they won't laugh at you then." Ethelred's eyes sparkled. " I will try. Mr. Mortimer. I will show them I am as clever as they are, with all their boast- ing ; and then I can tease too." " Bravo ! " said Frank. " I am glad to see you have such an amiable spirit of your own, Master Ethelred." Ethelrcd looked doubtfully at Frank, and then at Louis, who was looking very gravely at him. " Are you angry, Mr. Mortimer ? " " Are you right, Ethelred ? I should hope, when you have the power to tease, you will re- member how painful you found it to be teased, and not like to give another the same pain." Ethelred coloured furiously, and looked rather DASHWOOD PRIORY. G3 angry ; but Louis said no more to him, and the tea-bell ringing, he hurried with his friends towards the house. Ethelred walked very silently by him till they entered. "When the party sepa- rated, he pulled Louis aside, and whispered, " I will think of what you said, Mr. Mortimer. I will try to be kind." Louis smiled, and laid his hand on the little boy's head. The study, or class-room, before mentioned, was soon tilled by the two first classes when tea was over. After Louis had ascertained what his own duties were for the next day, he went into the school-room to look after his proti'f/ts. lie had soon a busy little class round him, and was able to be of signal service to poor Ethelred, who was in a state of mystifica- tion respecting the different lessons required of him. Missing one of his applicants, Louis looked round the room, and presently discovered Alfred Hamilton not far from him with a copy of Xenophon before him, busily engaged in making paper-bellows, and endeavouring to blow out the candle, with the most hopelessly idle expression OU his Countenance. As soon as ho had set hi pupils lo work, Louis walked up to Alfred, and, looking over his shoulder, asked him how Long 1* had been engaged at this lesson. " Oh, 1 don't know." Have \<>u done anything else this evening « No." ' 04> DASHWOOD PRIORY. " And how much have you to do ? — and how much have you done ? " Alfred laughed, and snatched the book from his friend, who had taken hold of it. " You ask such a heap of questions, Louis." " But how much ? " " As much again as half." "And how much is half, if it is not too im- pertinent a question." " The quarter multiplied by two." Louis coloured, and nearly turned away; but he remembered Hamilton, and his own deter- mination not to act to any boy as others had acted to him when he needed patience and kind- ness to his errors. "Alfred," he said, seriously, "I suppose you have done nothing, and that has made you dis- satisfied with yourself, and impertinent to me. I am afraid this day has been a wrong day alto- gether. If you wish me to leave you alone to- night I will ; but I warn you, that if you are not industrious for the rest of the evening, you will be in disgrace to-morrow. If vou want any assistance, I shall be ready to give it when you ask for it." Alfred caught hold of his coat as he turned away. "Don't be angry, Louis. I have only done one line, and that's the sum tottle." He gave another puff with his last pair of bellows, and then, putting them all into Louis' hands, said, — DASHWO0D PRIORY. G5 " There, Pll make you a present of them, — t£t\avvtt, — oh, tins beastly stuff* ! I really never can do it. What's the use of knowing how many hoplites there were, and how many demons guarded each city ? I think Greek was invented to make boys miserable.'"' " Oh, Alfred ! how can you be such a baby." "It's all very well for a scholar like you to talk." " And how do you suppose I became a scholar, — by kicking my legs about, and dog's-earing my books ? " " Yes, of course." " Give me your book, and let me see what you can do." Alfred groaned, sighed, kicked the form, put his elbows on the desk, laid his head thereon, and a few minutes after finally shoved himself as far as possible on the form, and, poking his head under the desk, grunted out a line and a half, concluding with, — " We never get a bit of play now, Louis. When will you play the judge again ?" " Not on Saturday night, when you have less time than usual. Come, Alfred, what's the next? Now do lift up your head, and look at the book." " 1 never can be industrious at classics, they are such beastly stuff. Now, mathematics, — I don't mind how long I am about them." " 1 think you don't mind how loug you are Y 66 DASHWOOD PRIORY. about Greek either," said Louis, " or you would have done this long ago." "Oh!" groaned Alfred again, and down went his head again under the desk. " It's too bad of Mr. Norton to set us such hard lessons. Now, Louis, you are too particular ; let me rest myself a minute ; you're always at me so." Louis got the head up again, and, with the most exemplary patience, brought Master Alfred safely through three more lines before the little boys were summoned to bed, and by dint of great ex- ertions, he accomplished another three before the time arrived when he knew the younger ones would be in bed, when he ran upstairs to fulfil a previous promise of telling them a little story, after they were in bed. As he came downstairs, he met the second division going to bed, and among them was Alfred Hamilton. " Oh, Louis ! good night ; I've been wishing I was a little boy, that I might have been upstairs with you. I see I have tired you to-night, haven't I, Louis ? Haven't I ? now do say." " Never mind that now, Alfred ; think over it all by yourself." " I know I have ; I'm a bad fellow, Louis. I could fling my own books at my head, Louis. I will do better. I will be more kind to Ethelred ; indeed, I was sorry." Louis shook hands very warmly, and whispered a few words of advice to him, and dashing his hand across his eyes, Alfred ran upstairs. To his DASIIWOOD PRIORY. 67 great delight, Louis found, on retiring to rest, that Hamilton's old room was now to be his, and it was directly arranged in his own mind that Alfred and Ethelred should come to him every morning, as Alfred had been in the habit of doing with his brother. His heart went up in thankful- ness to his heavenly Father, who had provided this quiet retreat for him ; and soothed by silent meditation after the excitement of the day, he fell asleep, while breathing prayers for all the dear ones at home. t 2 68 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER V. " In the bosom joy and grief Ever cling together ; Calm and tempest, pain and pleasure, Days of trouble, hours of leisure, Come like April weather. - " "Where a shower falls to-day, Flowers may bloom to-morrow ; In the cottage, in the palace, Sweet and bitter fill the chalice, — Mirth is twin'd with sorrow. " Trust to Him who hangs the bow On the shower's glancing ; If we firmly bear our sadness, He will turn our grief to gladness, In the days advancing." Mendelssohn's Part-Song. " All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expe- dient. All things are lawful, but I will not be brought under the power of any." — 1 Cor. vi. 12. All Louis 5 warmth and generous sympathy had been roused by the account of poor Ferrers, and he had determined to pay him a visit at the earliest opportunity. Nearly a fortnight elapsed, however, before the opportunity arrived. About this time Louis received a letter from Reginald giving a detailed account of all home doings, and more particularly of the dangerous illness of Vernon. DASH WOOD PRIORY. 69 "You remember," said Reginald, "his slipping into the mill-pond the day before you left us, and how much we laughed. Ah ! Louis, how near smiles and tears are. We do not know what we laugh at. Well, vou remember how obstinate Vernon was about hurrying home, and it seems now that, even after all, he actually sat in his wet clothes three quarters of an hour, writing two notes, for fear of being too late for the post. The consequence was, that the next day he had a tre- mendous cold on his chest, with fever and shiver- ing, which terminated in violent inflammation of the lungs. lie savs he felt burning hot in the night, and got up and opened the window and sat by it till he had a shivering fit, when he got into bed again. I cannot tell vou how very anxious we have been; Uncle and Aunt Digby have been here. At one time no one expected he would get over it ; but thank God, thank God, Louis, with ib, he is now recovering rapidly, and Dr. S says, with God's blessing and care, will do very well. Poor Uncle Frank, I never saw anything like his anguish when it was thought Vernon must die. Oli ! how sad it is that he has no religion to com- fort him. Vernon i> serious, and seems very thankful for his rccoverv : he was too ill for much reflection, Louis, but I hope he will never forget this time. Meredith has been SO kind and thoughtful. He has tried to make up for you (indeed we wanted yon), 1 am sure bis prayers have been with us. Vernon is to go tor a cruise 70 DASHWOOD PRIORY. on the Mediterranean as soon as he is strong enough. Uncle Clarence has promised his yacht, and George Vernon, Neville, and I, accompany him. I wish you were to be one of the party." There was much in this long letter that made Louis both thoughtful and thankful, though his cousin Frank remarked alternately upon the im- proper manner in which he had been treated, in not hearing sooner of his brother's illness, and the good thing it was he had been spared the anxiety the news would have excited earlier. Louis was much pleased with the chastened tone of his brother's letter, and now the danger was over, he was glad, like Frank, that he had been kept in ignorance. Two days after this came a half-holiday, and Louis obtained permission to take Alfred and Ethelred to Bristol. The long walk was pleasantly beguiled by one of Louis' inexhaustible stories, and when they reached Wine-street, Louis left his companions in a toy-shop, to choose anything they liked, and went back to a stationer's they had passed. He stepped in rather hesitatingly. To his great satisfaction there was only one person in the shop, and in him he immediately recognised his quondam schoolfellow, as he was very little grown, and still bore the old expression of sullen indifference. He did not appear to recognize Louis, and replied to his demand for some writing paper by bringing down from a shelf a packet of P.71 Louis at the Stationer's. DASHW00D PRIORY. 71 the required article, and placing it on the counter with the most dogged expression of apathy, untied it without a word. " This will do ; what is it a quire V* asked Louis. u Ninepence," replied Ferrers. " I will have two quires, if you please." The two quires were laid aside in the same manner, the rest of the paper fastened up, and Louis' purchase made up and handed to him as ii the apprentice, instead of a human being, were a machine made for putting away and tying up parcels; Louis drew out his purse, and as lie laid the money on the counter, looked steadily at him. " Ferrers, have you forgotten me ?" A deep crimson blush answered in the negative, but there was no further reply. " I came to see you." " That you might look down upon me." It was now Louis' turn to colour, but he replied gently, as he held out his hand : " I know you do not think so, Ferrers ; why should I ? why should any one look down on you? I think you are the one who looks down. Are you too proud to shake hands with an old schoolfellow ?" Ferrers took Louis' hand as though he would have let it fall. "You have had much sorrow, Ferren ; 1 have been very grieved to hear of it; 1 cannot tell you how much I feel for you. It is very mysterious 72 DASHWOOD PRIORY. why we are so dealt with ; why one is spared and another laden." Just then another customer entered, and from the opposite side of the shop the master, who, seeing a young gentleman in conversation with his apprentice, begged him to step inside, and desiring Ferrers to take him to the back-parlour, he attended himself to the shop. Here they were in privacy, but as Ferrers still retained his stolidity, Louis felt a little awkwardness in pursuing the subject he had at heart. " I know it is very easy for us to talk to one another of resignation," he said again ; " however much we may sympathize we cannot understand another's bitterness. Resignation is what God gives in His own good time, dear Ferrers ; we are allowed to weep, and to weep with one another, for Jesus wept." Louis' affectionate eves were full of emotion, but Ferrers saw them not, though he heard the quivering tone of his voice : he replied sullenly : " I don't want anyone's sympathy — I am enough for myself." " No one is that, Ferrers : I am sure vou do want sympathy. It is that very want that makes you spurn it when it is offered." " I don't want it from you, then," he replied, in a softened voice. " And why not from me ?" There was a pause. 1 ' Because you will not believe me sincere ? " DASHWOOD PRIORY. 73 u I don't believe you come to carry the tale of what the apprentice is doing, and how he looks. I know you are above that ; but I cannot bear that you, above all, should think about me and feel for me. You had better go and forget all about me : I shall do ; things never went too straight with me." " I cannot go till vou look more brijrhtlv on things," replied Louis. " Come, Ferrers, if school- boys are always to harp upon bygones what would become of us all ? You must not look so darkly upon your sorrows ; it is not resignation to be callous. Perhaps you do not know how much love there may be in this weight of sorrow ; I know it is a weight." " Love," repeated Ferrers. " Cast out of my position — " he murmured something which Louis could not catch. "The Lord castcth down and raiseth up, Ferrers ; do not close your heart, but pray that God will work His own great work in this afflic- tion : when that is done, He may raise you up again ; He can. He that humblcth himself shall be exalted. He can find you friends and meana too. Wait on the Lord, be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart. Will vou not come and sec me at Aahfield P I have Hamilton's room now, and I am sure Dr. Wilkinson will allow me to see you there. Do you continue your .studies now ? " " What would be the use ? I see none." 74 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " What use did you intend them to be ? Is it not a pity to let your talents lie fallow V* " Where would be the good, when I am debarred from entering the university V "But is that the only end of study?" asked Louis. " Is there no pleasure in it for its own sake; no advantage from it but such as can be gained through college ? I need not remind you of the many other callings it fits us for ; I know you better, Ferrers ; it will do you good in strengthening your mind. Besides, how can you say that there never will be any opening for you in Oxford : how many poor men get in there. Fit yourself and try for a scholarship, and I think there are some societies here for sending men to the universities." " Ay, for the Church ; and, bad as I am, I would not be a clergyman for mere gain." "Oh no, to be sure not!" exclaimed Louis, warmly. "You may thank God He gives you this feeling; but try, hope on — as we say at school, 'never say die;' — you have not tried how many shots there are in the locker yet." A slight smile passed over Ferrers' face. " Hope was the last thing which left Pandora's box, Louis," he said. " So it was," answered Louis. " We don't hear that it ever left it ; and, dear Ferrers, is it not wrong to give up hope as long as God gives us health, and talents, and strength ? I want you to look up to Him." IIWOOD PRIORY. 75 Ferrers sat down and leaned his head on the table. " Oh, Louis ! " he said, " my father said look to Him ; I believe he did himself. Oh, Louis, he was such a father; too good for me. Very unfor- tunate, very unfortunate." He could hardly articulate the last -words. Louis' hand was kindly laid on his arm, and Ferrers did not repulse him this time. " I have deserved it all. I was not to him what I ought to have been — my only friend ; but I could say, 'my punishment is greater than I can bear/ » " You must not think so," said Louis. " God is love, trust Him; He is light, look at Him, and He will lighten you ; He wall rise on you with healing in His wings. I have prayed, and I trust I shall prey for you ; but you must pray for yourself. Now, will you come and see me? Promise you will." '* I have little time," said Ferrers. "Enough for that sometimes, have you not?" " Perhaps." "Promise then, God willing, that you will come." " 1 will try." "Thank you; now I must bid you good bye, for I have Alfred Hamilton and Eth sired Saliaburj waiting for me at the toy-shop (Fred Balisbur youn i brother but one)." "Thank you, Louis," said Ferrers, rising; " I 76 DASHWOOD PRIORY. think you are what I always thought you — nearly an angel." "Hush!" " May your God bless you, and — may He be my God also." "Amen/' said Louis, and they pressed each others hands. Louis returned to his charge. "What a long time you have been, Louis!" exclaimed Alfred ; "I was coming to look after vou." " It seemed long to you, I suppose, because you were ready ; well, have you made your choice ? " " I should like this paint-box," said Alfred ; " and Salisbury wants a pencil-case." " Very well ; now Ethelred, choose one of these three," said Louis, selecting three from the heap before him." " May I really have one ? I thought it would be too much money." " Alfred's not so modest," said Louis, laughing. " To be sure not ; what's the use of being told to choose what vou like, if vou choose some- thing you don't like ; I told Ethelred you'd heaps of money." " Not exactly heaps," replied Louis, " but enough for your wants to-day. Now we must go ; I have to call at another place as we go home. Have vou made vour choice, Ethelred?" The purchases were paid for, and they left the shop. They were rather late when the last DASHWOOD 1 RIOBY. 77 ( rrand was done, and made up for lost time by running races over the downs, and by this means reached home just in time for tea. As Louis took his place at the tea-table, Frank handed him a little note. " Ouvrez, ouvrez rite ! I have been on the stilts of curiosity the last hour. A liveried Mercury on horseback left it at the door an hour ago, and it is such a dainty little perfumed billet that Trevannion would have rejoiced to touch ; it would not have defiled even his white hands." Louis opened it with some curiosity. " It is a note from Mrs. Fraser inviting you and me to a musical party, Frank, on Tuesday ." "Mrs. Fraser for ever!" exclaimed Frank; " she's worth her weight in bank notes, a diamond of the first water, Louis, eh? 1 think, however, considering that I am the senior of the two cousins, the letter ought to have becu addressed to me. Of course, you will return a dainty answer to-night." " I don't think I can get it sent to-night, it is too late and too far." "To morrow, then; — oh, botheration! Fudge is so particular about Sunday notes." "I dare say Monday will be quite soon enough tor Mrs. Fraser," said Louis. " Our going or not going is not a matter of such vast importance to her." " 1 know better," said Prank ; " she's de- pending upon us for basses, or tenor-. 01 some- 78 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. thing of the kind ; and if it were not particularly convenient to me to be accommodating enough to give myself a change, I shouldn't go. Besides, tall and engaging young men are always at a premium at parties." " But not hobbledehoys, Frank." "Speak for yourself, my friend, — speak for yourself/' cried Frank ; " I consider myself a man, and, having worn tails and stickups for two or three years, feel entitled to be considered so by others. In a few weeks I shall be an uni- versity man ; who talks of hobbledehoys there, Mr. Louis ? " " "Well, I beg your pardon, I am sorry I offended your dignity," replied Louis. " We'll suppose you a man for argument's sake, as you say, and that you intend to give Mrs. Fraser the felicity of seeing you, to sing Italian trios, &c. ; and I may write to that purport ? " "Assuredly, for they give an excellent spread, and there is a passable re-union, — materials for a little amusement. Now you have done, let us descend and talk, — as the ladies do directly they receive an invitation, — about what we shall wear. I think, Louis," he added, as he hooked his arm into his cousin's, " I shall wear my second-best black trousers, — my best are unfortunately short, — and, let me see, my sprigged white waistcoat. Do you think that's good enough ? — and the coat — oh, ought I to order one ? Mine has no satin lining ; I can't possibly go without a satin lining. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 70 It is such fan to hear mamma and Charlotte dis- cussing the proprieties, when a card of invitation comes. Well, now, after such confidence, -what have you to say ? " " Suppose I am not going ? " said Louis. " Well, what then ? " said Frank. u Can you go without me ? " " Did I not tell you I am a man ? " " I am glad to hear that, for I don't intend to go." " Of course," said Frank. " I really am in earnest, Frank." Frank suddenly stopped in the hall, which they had now reached, and dragging Louis to the lamp, looked in his face for a few seconds with deep attention." " Nonsense, Louis ; you don't mean it ? " "I do, though." " And why, in the name of all patience ? Here, Smith ! " " Hush ! " said Louis, putting his hand on his cousin's mouth ; " I cannot explain reasons to him. Keep your counsel, and go without me." " In the name of patience, what reason can vou have ? " ■ "A good one," said Louis. "But I tell vou, candidly, I do not expect you to sympathise with it; and perhaps I had better not tell you." " No, — let's hear it, pray," said Frank, impa- tiently. 80 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " What a long confabulation you are having," said Smith, coming up : " any secrets ? " "Yes," said Louis. " I think I heard my name just now." " We are not talking of you," said Louis. " Here's Louis declaring he doesn't mean to go to Mrs. Fraser's on Tuesday," said Frank. " Not go ? " exclaimed one. " What's the row now?" " 111 ? " exclaimed another. "Why?" asked Smith. "I only wish Mrs. Fraser had asked me." Louis detached himself from Frank rather has- tily, and, pushing through the boys, walked deter- minedly away, without answering, into the school- room, and calling Alfred and Ethelred, set to work with them. " I can't tell what's come to him," said Frank. " He's offended, I suppose, that I told you. Some new sanctimonious rigmarole he has got into his head, I suppose. He need not have been such a spoil-sport, however. I am sure Doctor won't let me go by myself." " It's very sneaking of him," said Smith. " He's always such a wet blanket on anything that's merry," said Frank. "But he went last half with you." " So he did," replied Frank, " and was full of qualms about the music that was sung. Didn't like the words of this, — didn't like the association of that." DASHWOOD PRIORY. 81 " But, surely, he didn't say so there?" " Not he," answered Frank ; " he hasn't pluck enough. He looked shy, sang everything, and solaced his conscience by abusing everything, as we walked home." "What a donkey he is," said "Williams. " lie wants a good shaking, to get these absurdities out of him. He'll never be good for anything." "I won't allow that," said Sutton. "He's a great deal better than any of us, though we may not like all he does. But, Digby, does he object to all songs? I've often heard him sing them." " No, that's where it is," replied Frank, " and he can only be doing this on purpose to hinder me from going." " I dare say it's only a little fun : he'll go fast enough," said Louis' defender. "We'll laugh him out of it." They walked a few minutes in the playground, and then returned in a body to the house, passing by Louis with the intention of badgering hi in about his ungraciousness, but he was so sur- rounded with his jrroti'i/vs, that they felt it was a hopeless ease, and as he afterwards Bpent an hour with Dr. Wilkinson, he did not come among them ; L r ain till bed-time. Prayers were no sooner over than an attack on Louis commenced, simultaneously with the rush upstairs. In vain he strove to run n|> without making any explicit answers ; he was pinioned by a dozen hands, and as many voices declared tin ■ v 82 DASHWOOD PRIORY. would know " the why " before he went into his room. " It's very shabby of you, Mortimer !" cried one. "Now parson, where' s the sermon ?" exclaimed another. "Put him up in the pulpit!" said a third. " Make him confess." " You give me no time to speak/' said Louis, with heightened colour. " Silence in the court \" cried Smith. " Will you promise to let me go when I have spoken?" said Louis. "When you say you'll go, or give us your reasons for not going." "I shall do neither the one nor the other," answered Louis. " I do not mean to go ; I have a sufficient reason, which I will tell Frank, though he must confess he has not behaved very gene- rously this evening." " I like your talking of generosity," said Frank. " I have asked the Doctor's leave for you to go alone, and he has given it," said Louis, quickly. " And Frank, I beg your pardon if I have seemed rude and unkind, but you really gave me no time to explain myself; if you wish for a reason, I will give you one in my own room." " Much obliged to you," replied Frank, scorn- fully. "But I can tell the assembled company your reasons as well as you can. They sing a great number of ungodly songs at Mr. Fraser's, gentlemen, not fit for a saint to sing, and they DASHWOOD PRIORY. 83 happen to be clothed in such fascinating guise, that he is tempted when he is there, and can't say he won't sing them ; so he keeps out of the way like a good saint, and won't go to please such a sinner as myself." Louis stood irresolutely on the stairs as the hands that held him relaxed their hold. "You do not understand me, Frank ; I cannot expect it." "I understand every bit of it," said Frank, sneeringly, "better than you do yourself. You are a rare Methodist, that never was intended for school, making yourself the laughing-stock of every one that sees and hears you. I'll take care Mr. Fraser knows why you are not there." " You must, if you will," said Louis. " Good night. Come, let me pass if you please." " Ay, pass ! pass ! pass ! sainted martyr," echoed on all sides, while Frank's voice, above the others, continued in a tone of pique, — " ' Ay, do persecute me ; 1 loves to be perse- cuted.' " Louis ran upstairs and took refuge in his own room, and thankful was he to have so quiet a refuge, lie sat down panting with his exertions, and pressed his head in his hands. How precious it was to feel that ONE knew everything, and though not a word could tell his wants and perplexities, his thoughts were all "known long before." Once his door was rudely unlatched, as his schoolfellows passed, and thrown wide open, and after he had recloscd it oJi 84 DASHWOOD miORY. and locked it, two or three tumbled against it. The mirth of his aggressors was at last cut short, before they reached their rooms, by a stern voice. " Young gentlemen ! I am thoroughly ashamed of you. Digby ! is this worthy of you ? But that I know it would be a trouble to Mortimer, I would not trust you by yourself on Tuesday night. Remember, you owe it to him that I do not at once say you shall not go. If I hear auy more of this, young gentlemen, I shall visit it severely on you all." He then waited on the landing till each was in his room. Frank's worst feelings were now in the ascend- ant, and Louis reaped the fruits in studied coldness and marked neglect from his cousin and his par- tizans the next morning ; but in the course of the afternoon he watched his opportunity when Frank was upstairs, and persuaded him to come into his room for a few minutes. " Only a few minutes, Frank," he said. Frank's lip curled, and he hesitated, but finally, ungraciously allowed himself to be led in, though he would only stand near the door, with a cloudy brow, as if he just endured the explanation Louis wished to give. " Frank, I cannot tell you how sorry I am that we should quarrel." " It's your own affair," said Frank, sullenly. " You know I cannot tell all the boys what I tell you, Frank. You are quite right about the DA8HW00D PBIORY. 85 reason wliy I cannot go to the party. I am not sure, in the first place, that the excitement would not be very bad for me in the middle of school; and then, I candidly confess, that I cannot bear the things they sing. Are Christian voices intended to be used in such love songs and Bacchanalian ditties ? I feel, at least, that / am wrong in singing them ; I cannot think I do it to God's glorv." " But who thinks of the meaning of Italian souks ? it is but so mauv svllablcs," said Frank. " If I did not understand them I should never have thought of it : I believe half the people tiiat sing those things do not understand a word, and they are no more to them than do, re, mi, & ; but my Latin helps me a little; and then again, those English things we sang last I did not admire." " It's very polite of you to condemn every one else as you do," replied Frank. " I do not condemn others," said Louis, eagerly ; " I only know what is best for myself. It others do not think there is any harm, there is none, perhaps, for them ; but as I do, it cannot be right for me. Do not think me unkind," he added, earnestly; "you cannot tell how very hard 1 have found it to say that 1 would not go, if it were but for your sake. 1 knew you would Dot see it, Frank, but that OUght not to hinder me in doing wh;it I know is right for me. I am too much influenced bv others, and now 86 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Reginald and Hamilton are both gone, I confess I am rather afraid of myself." " But surely you can refuse to sing those things you don't like ; there are plenty of harmless ones besides." Louis shook his head. " You know I had not courage before, and I dare not hope I should again, if I put myself in the way. We cannot judge for one another, Frank. I feel that these assemblies do not suit me, Frank, — that they dis- tract me too much ; and I feel sure I ought not to go." " But," persisted Frank, " you sing heaps of things of your own that I think are little, if any, better than Mrs. Fraser's favourites." "Well, I don't think them so," said Louis, gently. " The right or wrong of an action depends upon our feeling of it, often : if our consciences cannot believe it right, it must be wrong to us, even though all the world call it harmless. I do not mean to say, Frank, that we know all right and wrong by our feelings ; but if we think a thing wrong, it becomes wrong to us. I always try to ask myself when I am thinking of doing anything, — Can I do this to God's glory ? and if I cannot answer yes, I feel I ought not to do it." "Well, you've a right to your own way of thinking," said Frank, shortly; "but like many of your ways, it is rather an odd one. There ought to be a new world for you saints." DASHWOOD PRIORY. 8? "There is an old madrigal we sing at home sometimes," said Louis, "that expresses my feel ings quite on love-sick poetry : — " " ' Oh, that the learned poets of this time, Who in a love-sick line so well can speak, Would not consume good wits in hateful rhyme, But with deep care some better subject seek : For if their music please in earthly things, How would it sound if strung with heavenly strings.' " " Well, I suppose you have said all you have to say," said Frank. "Are we friends, Frank ?" said Louis, holding out his hand. Frank took it coldly, and then left the room. For some days he and some of his adherents were very cool towards Louis, till some quiet act of self-denial charmed them out of their frigidity, and his meekness was rewarded by a complete '•i -toration to their favour. 88 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER VI. "Thou hast also given me the shield of Thy salvation ; and Thy right hand hath holden me up, and Thy gentleness hath made me great. Thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip. " My flesh and my heart faileth, but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever." — Psalms, xviii. 35, 36 ; lxxiii. 26. It was some days before Ferrers , summoned up courage or found time to return Louis' call. Louis had informed Dr. Wilkinson of all that had passed, and had obtained his permission to give Ferrers audience in the Doctor's private dining- room. Dr. Wilkinson also invited Ferrers to spend the evening with him, and subsequently followed up all Louis' kind endeavours for his benefit, by stimulating him, assisting his studies, and cheering him, with the hope of doing some- thing for the future for himself. It must not, however, be supposed that the Doctor encouraged these efforts of his old pupil by the air-castles Louis drew of restoration to his former state of life. The Doctor's, though less delightful, was a more healthy view, when he set before him contentment with his present lot, and urged him to a desire of doing the work given DASHWOOD PRIOBY. 89 him in the station to which he had been so plainly called. Michaelmas, at length, arrived. Frank Digby bade a final adieu to his school life, and entered at Cambridge. Louis being now one of the elder boys in the school, and having been a twelve- month in the first class, his master stimulated him to keep the first place there. There were one or two in the class of greater industry and energy than himself — of whom Charles Clifton was one, — who save him considerable trouble in maintain- ine this situation. Manv times he felt inclined to yield the struggle, and only roused himself by the reflection, " It is mv dutv," to continue the contest, which was, though he was unconscious of it, too much for his strength. He had grown very fast for some months ; but Dr. Wilkinson had become so accustomed to his attenuated figure and pale face that they caused no anxiety, espe- cially as his efforts were in no way relaxed ; and knowing Louis' constitutional indolence and dreaminess, he urged him on to renewed exer- tions, in the hope of haying his favourite pupil hifl head boy, knowing nothing of the little tinu Louis took for recreation, — how constantly all, and more than all, his spare time was given to others, — how anxious he was to do all the good that lav in his little sphere, — that, rather than relinquish any of his plans of usefulness among his younger schoolfellows, he often sat np in his Own room an hour or two at night, and rose an 90 DASHWOOD PRIORY. hour earlier in the morning to prepare his own lessons. In order to give him every advantage in his power, Dr. Wilkinson often gave him private lessons after school hours ; and this un- ceasing routine at last brought its attendant train of weariness, languor, violent headaches, and sleepless nights. But, in spite of fits of yawning, and greater disinclination than ever to general exertion, Louis had now so thoroughly attained to a habit of regular and constant employment, and had so great a fear of neglecting any talent committed to him, that he worked steadily and patiently on, winning the respect and esteem of all, and the warm love of many around him. The second quarter was nearly over, the examination papers were just given out, and Louis had been consulting with idle Alfred one morning on his plans of operation, and had dismissed him a few minutes before the school-bell rang, to look over a translation of a portion of the CEdipus Tyrannus of Sophocles, which he had been rendering into English verse. His head swam so much that he could hardly decipher the letters, and, after a vain attempt to collect his ideas or to guide his pen, he laid it aside, and went into the open air to revive himself. As he passed out of the school- room, Alfred caught his hand. " You are ill, Louis. I am sure you are. What can I get for you ? " " Only give me your shoulder a few minutes, he replied, faintly. " Air, — I want air IIUUXCS, DASHWOOD riUOiU J\ " Open the door, Smith/' cried Alfred ; " Louis is ill." " Hallo, Mortimer ! " exclaimed Smith, as he flung open the portal. " Are you your own wraith? Why, man alive, what's come over you? There, heaven's own breeze will refresh you. You get too little of heaven's breezes. Why don't you get out oftener?" Louis thanked him with a smile, and with his and Alfred's help got to a seat a little beyond the door, and in a few minutes seemed much better. " What was the matter?" asked Smith, kindly. " I'll tell Doctor you are not fit to come into class this morning; you've got such white lips, and look like a fainting lady. I'll tell you what, Louis," he added, " you do too much and you're not strong enough ; we've said so hundreds of times — you're too good by far : when you've got so much to do for yourself, you shouldn't do so much for others ; flesh and blood won't stand it." " I am sure I think enough of myself," replied Louis. " Lots of us wish we were like you in some things," said Smith, " but it is not our nature, you know ; I'll tell you what, Louis, — it is not ;m BSffj thin- to go on steadily in the face of ridicule, peraerering in doing all you can fc* i • ry one, and I know that there is scarcely I of tin felloWfl that has laughed at you, that doesn't feel how much better you are than any of us, and doesn't 92 DASH WOOD PRIORY. wish to be like you, because yours isn't all talk, like some people's religion." " Are you better, Mortimer ? " asked several voices. He was presently surrounded by several mem- bers of the first class. — " What's the matter ? " " Thank you, I am quite well, now," said Louis, rising. " There's the school-bell. How kind you all are." " Come, that's a good story ! You are sarcastic this morning," said another. " Come, St. Louis, take my arm," said a third ; " you're a good sort of fellow, in spite of your methodism. You look more like heaven than earth at present. I think your mother will say the holidays don't come too soon." Louis protested that he was quite well again, and they proceeded to the class-room, and soon the business of the day commenced. Louis took his place as head of the first class, and began to read aloud his poetical translation. He had pro- ceeded nearly half through, when the paper ceased to be legible, the same misty swimming of the head returning ; and scarcely conscious of an ex- clamation from his master and class-fellows in a breath, he fell insensible on the floor, his fall a little broken by Smith, who stood near him. A scene of confusion ensued, and when Louis opened his eyes, he found himself supported in his master's arms, raised upon two chairs near the open window; one or two servants, and Mrs. DASHW00D PRIORY. 93 Wilkinson near him with cold water and other restoratives. The first words he heard before he opened his eyes were from his master : " Poor fellow ! I ought to have guarded against this; he is quite overdone." Louis tried to speak, but was only able to turn a look of earnest affection on his master, deprecating his self-accusation. It was many minutes before he could speak so as to be intelligible. The utmost concern was on the faces of all present; one of the servants was lying, and his schoolfellows stood in a kind of awestruck silence, looking as if they never ex- pected him to move again. Dr. \Yilkinson spoke cheerfully to him, and as soon as he appeared strong enough, proposed his removal to the drawing-room sofa. He had just strength enough to reach it, with the joint assist- ance of the Doctor and one of his schoolfellows, when he fainted again. Dr. "Wilkinson sent im- mediately for the medical man, and was seriously alarmed at the length of this second fit. It was more than an hour before Smith, who had run full speed for the doctor, returned, and by this time Louis was better, and comfortablv established iiear the drawing-room fire, with a warm Bhaw] Of Mrs. Wilkinson's over his feet. The Doctor hail been obliged to leave him, but Mrs. Wilkin- son was sitting by him, and caring most tenderly lor all his possible wants. He laj very quietly gasing out of the window, almost too weak to wonder how he came there. 94 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Well, my young friend, I hear a curious tale of you. Who ever heard of a school-boy fainting ?" said the medical gentleman. "You are better now, are you not V* Louis smiled. " He is very weak, Mr. Whalley," said Mrs. Wilkinson. The doctor sat down by Louis, and after hearing all that was to be heard, cheerfully took his leave, promising to send some medicine, and, asking to see Dr. Wilkinson in another room, shook hands with the invalid. Louis looked very sorrowfully at him. "What do you mean to ask by that earnest look?" said the gentleman. " Am I in danger ?" " I thought so," replied Mr. Whalley, kindly. "No, cheer up; you want taking care of. You must put by Latin and Greek, and all the E. D. for a time, and I hope we shall soon see ' Richard himself again.' You were never very robust, I believe ; I shall order the very accept- able prescription of home for you as soon as you are a little better; but don't frighten yourself, there's no danger." Louis' pale countenance flushed, and he clasped his hands. "I am very foolish," he murmured inwardly ; " but, oh my Father, my heart and flesh faileth." Mr. Whalley wished him good-bye and left the room ; and soon calmed and pacified, Louis fell into a quiet sleep. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 95 Mr. Whalley advised that his parents should be written to, and that he should be removed as soon as possible. " He wants perfect rest and quiet ; and a mother's sympathy will be the best thing for him : I do not think his lungs are affected, but in his weak state I should advise Torquay or the Isle of "Wight for the winter. He seems a delicate plant, but they often weather a storm that splits the tree." Nothing could exceed the kindness and atten- tion shown to Louis by his master and Mrs. Wil- kinson. He was removed to a light and prettily- furnished room on a cheerful side of the house, away from all noise, and here he lay the greater part of the day, being carried down in the evening to the drawing-room sofa. His weakness was so excesMvc that a sudden noise would bring on a fainting fit, and Dr. Wilkinson would not allow him to risk anything by walking to the drawing- room. It was the middle of the third day alter Ins first attack that his parents arrived, and were almost immediately shown up into his room. He was asleep, and they stood for some time looking silently on his thin white face, noticing his sunken eyes, with the black rings around them, and his long white fingers that lay on the bed-clothes. Before he awoke tiny retired out of sight, that he might be quietly informed of their arrival; for quietly as it was told him it was almost too much for him. It W8J several days before he was strong enough 96 DASH WOOD PRIORY. to be removed, even to Clifton, where Mr. Mortimer had taken lodgings in Louis' favourite crescent. During these few days Mr. Mortimer mixed now and then with the boys, and on every side he heard, from masters and pupils, the praises of his dear boy. Alfred, whose grief was excessive, had a general invitation to come to York-crescent whenever Dr. Wilkinson would allow him. At length Louis was removed, and when in the crescent, by the instrumentality of careful nursing and daily airings, he gradually grew strong enough to take a longer journey, and by the united advice of several medical men, he set out for Torquay one fine day in the middle of December. There was then no railway between Bristol and Exeter, and their journey was performed in a post-chaise. Louis had been very much depressed for some days before his departure, and this morning he was more so than ever. He felt he could not confess to his parents why he dreaded the change, and how the name of Torquay sounded as a knell to him. Long had he knelt that morning in prayer that it might be his Heavenly Father's will that he might recover his strength ; earnestly had lie pleaded the tears and effectual petition of Hezekiah ; like him he had Avept sore ; and then he felt that his will was unsubdued, and he mourned that he could not rejoice in the thought of that glorious deliverance from sin and the body of death. All his thoughts seemed dark and sorrowful, and all he cguld .say was, " O Lord ! D.YsJlWOOD PRIORY. 97 send out Thy light and truth ; let them lead me. Why art thou cast down, O my soul? Thou seest through a glass darkly." And in the midst of all he could say, tremblingly, " Though I walk in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me." And was this fainting confidence confounded? Oh, how precious is that promise that the tender iour will not break even the bruised reed. Louis often thought of those sweet words in Isaiah, ""Who is among you that feareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voice of His servant, that walketh iu darkness, and hath no light ? let him trust in the name of the Lord, and stay upon his God." " The enemy cried out fast" against him, but underneath the fainting child of God are '• the everlasting arms," even when he sees them not ; and in his greatest despondency he had a Mire hope, that all things shall work together for >d to them that love God. "I will bring her into the valley of Achor, and there will I speak comfortably (to her heart) ;" and during these 18 of trouble, who shall say how often and how sweetly the Lord speaks to the hearts of His own. It was with a chastened and trusting, though yet not joyful spirit, that Louis left tin ■ of his silent, communings. "I will trust, and not be afraid," was the reiterated Uu of his heart: "Though He slay me, • will I trust in Him." His lather tenderly assisted him down the long flight of steps from the terrace to the chaise, and tl the door ii 98 DASHWOOD PRIORY. stood poor Ferrers. He shrank back a little as Mr. Mortimer approached ; but Louis caught sight of him, and stopping, he held out his hand with a smile. "This is very kind of you, Ferrers. This is my schoolfellow, William Ferrers, father." Mr. Mortimer made some kind remarks, but he was anxious to get his son into the carriage, and shortened the interview. " Will you write to me, Ferrers ? " asked Louis, when he was seated. " I shall be very glad," said Ferrers, shortly. He attempted to say something, but seemed unable, and, putting a little parcel into Louis' hand, he walked away at a rapid rate. Louis' father and mother were both struck with his agitated manner, but they made no remark on it to Louis just then. They made him take pos- session of one seat in the carriage, and bolstered him up comfortably with cushions. As the car- riage passed in front of Clifton church, Louis raised himself, and gazed earnestly on the magni- ficent view. " I think," said his mother, " that is the finest peep in Clifton." "I think so too," replied Louis, quietly; and a moment after he added, " Oh, mamma ! what a thing it is to live ! "What a world this would be, if there were no sin ! I cannot think that there can be a more beautiful place than this world, when the sons of God shouted at its creation ! DASHWOOD l'KIOKY. O'J !Poes not everything Beem crying, ' Conic, Lord Jesus I' AVlan lie comes, there shall be no more sorrow, nor crying, nor death ; the inhabitants shall not say f I am sick/ and they shall all be righteous." " ' The earnest expectation of the creature wait- eth for the manifestation of the sons of God/" said Mr. Mortimer. " Oh, father ! " said Louis, earnestly, " I as if I could never get beyond that verse in that chapter. It seems as if that verse went up with ry to God like the cry of the children of [srael. 'The whole creation groaneth and tra- vailcth, and ourselves also, that have received I iiii -fruits of the Spirit/ " " ' Though the virion tarry, wait for it/ " 6 his mother : " ' In the end it shall come.' 'lie that believeth in the Lord shall not make haste, neither shall he he eonfounded/ Louis." "But you should look to the end of the cb . and lean on the glorious conclusion/' said li father. "'What shall separate us from love of Christ?' lie hath loved us with : .1 everlasting love, and nothing can separate us. "Though clouds and darkness an iuin.il Him, yet righl and judgment are the habitation of His throne/ !!<• is faithful, dear hoy ; 11- can iy himself. in < !hr - implete, and altogether Lovely in I 1 He 1 .' thoughts thai He 1 to and not of evil. And 11 2 100 DASHWOOD PRIORY. now, my boy, you must rest quietly, and think of these precious truths. Let His "word be the joy and rejoicing of your heart." Louis did as desired ; and it seemed as if his father had comprehended the state of his mind, for the thoughts of peace found a resting-place in his mind, and he lay still in calm happiness, and neither spoke nor moved till the first stage was completed. When they were comfortably housed that night in the best inn in Bridgewater, he enlarged a little to his father on Ferrers's history, and opened the little parcel, which he found contained an old edition of Watts' s " Happiness of Separate Spirits." In the envelope were a few lines. " Dear Louis, — " You wished to see this book a short time ago. I could not get a new edition, and I have been a long time hunting in the old-book shops for this. I am glad I have found it at last, and I know I need not apologize for its antiquity. May Tor- quay do all that your friends must wish. " Yours gratefully, " W. Ferrers." Louis could not talk enough of Ferrers's kind- ness in hunting about for this book. It is to be remarked, generally, that they who think they cannot do enough for others, always esteem most gratefully a little service done to themselves. DASHWOOD PIUORV. 101 CHAPTER YII. '■ Whom liave I in Heaven but Thee {" T must now beg my reader to accompany me to a pretty and convenient Low-built house, surrounded bj a nice Little garden, which stands at one extre- mity of a small sweeping bay at Torquay. The house i> built so close to the water's edge, that at high water the sea comes up to the garden rail- ings : and here, upon the rustic garden-seats, have invalids, time out of mind, watched the rise and fall of the roaring sea. I do not know it sunl- it ly well to describe it more accurately, thai it may be recognised as the temporary dwelling- place of Louis Mortimer and Vernon Digby, — foj \ • rnon, with bis father, mother, and eldest sister, were there awaiting Louis' arrival. Vernon's cruise on the Mediterranean bad apparently restored Ins health, after the violent attack alluded to in a former chapter ; but all his friends bad been very anxious thai he Bhould forego the Michaelmas and Christmas terms,! in the eyes of many, there was still considerable delicacy about him. Vernon would, bowev< iii ar "j" MD further nursing, as the doctors bad kounced him well. A Little cough, small 102 DASHWOOD PRIORY. appetite, and obvious restlessness, had made his father rather uneasy on his return for the Christ- mas vacation ; and though no danger was appre- hended by the consulting physician, Devonshire was recommended, as Vernon said, " just to please Sir Francis ; " and it was agreed that the invalids should share the same lodgings in the same locality. It was about five o'clock in the evening when the Mortimers arrived at their new abode. Sir Francis and Lady Digby, with their children, were at the garden-gate to receive them, and Vernon almost lifted his cousin from the carriage into the house. The fire was blazing cheerfully, the curtains drawn, and a luxurious-looking sofa near the fire for Louis. Candles were lighted, — and a piano in the room, with plenty of books and elegancies, gave it quite a home appear- ance. " How snug you are," exclaimed Mrs. Morti- mer ; " I think I shall always send you as pioneers when I want lodgings. This makes us feel quite cheerful at once, does it not, Louis ?" " Louis looks quite doly, as we say in Yorkshire," remarked Vernon, who had by this time placed his cousin on the sofa, and with Charlotte's assist- ance was divesting him of his wrappings. " What Egyptian mummies our fond mothers make of us, Louis, poor emancipated infidels as we are, as an old man once said of himself near us. You don't look quite emaciated, yet, as a body may say; as DASHWOOD PEIOBT. 103 for me, me void ! tout-a-fait yros. I am afraid I cannot even clear my throat, I am so well." Louis was too much exhausted to do more than -mile, and Vernon continued his attentions with erful discretion, while Lady Digby pointed out the convenience of their new house to her sister. " Look here," she said, opening a door into an adjoining room, where a lire sent forth a cheerful flicker ; " here is Louis' room ; he will not have far to go, and yours opens out of it. Poor dear fellow ! I thought it would be so convenient for him. We have two sitting-rooms besides this, and we will leave him in possession when he cannot bear our voice ; you shall see our rooms to-morrow ; you are too tired for further inspec- tion to-night. I hope Torquay will do all for Louis that it has done for Vernon; not that I ever thought there was much the matter with him when he came home, only a little cough, and now that seems quite to have left him. Dear boy, he has such excellent spirits; but his father is angry very often that he docs not take proper care of himself, lie wants such constant watchful]] not v out too long in the afternoon, and will go into the garden without hi t-coat, and I m afraid he over-fat igues himself sonietin ogh Dr. L. says moderate exercise will Dot hurl him." •• lie is looking well," said Mrs. Mortimer. "Yes, he is; we arc gTOWD quite old-fashioned folks. Dr. L. Bays Vei hould dine early, so 104 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. we all dine at one, and take tea at six. Francis adopts it quite merrily; he is so wrapped up in Vernon, I think he would do anything for his good. "Will our hours suit you? I am so glad we are together; we shall be so happy." " I hope so, dear," said Mrs. Mortimer. There was a tear in her eye as she spoke, and she glanced fearfully at the half-open door, through the open- ing of which she saw her dear son languidly resting against a mass of pillows, while Charlotte and Vernon were bringing him tea from the larger table to a smaller one by his sofa. " My boy is so ill, Beatrice." Lady Digby soothed and reassured her as much as she was able, and as soon as possible led her again into the cheerful parlour, where they found Louis much refreshed by his tea. It was some time before Louis recovered from the effects of his journey ; for many days he seemed so much the worse for the change from Clifton, that the worst fears were entertained for him; even the medical man holding out but little hopes of his recovery. He did not rise till the middle of the day, and was then carried into the sitting- room, where he lay quietly on the sofa, hardly changing his position, tranquilly watching the movements of those around him, and occasionally reading a little. Vernon's care and sympathy was almost beautiful — active and lively as he was, he would often sit an hour at a time on a low seat at his cousin's sofa ; as quiet as the tenderest nurse, DASHWOOD TRIOUV. LOS sometimes bathing his head with cau de Cologne, and at others volunteering to read — an offer which Louis often gratefully accepted ; for there was something in the gentle sound of Vernon's musical voice and perfect intonation, that delighted his fastidious invalid taste, and soothed his more rest- I 9 moments. Among other books, Ferrers's gift was one often chosen; and one day, after coming to the concluding paragraph a second time, Vernon remarked, — "It was a master mind that wrote this, Louis ; I don't know when I have met with a sermon thai lias delighted me so much." " Then you are not tired of reading it so often, dear Vernon?" "By no mean-, even were your subjects less fascinating. It does a poor careless sinner like myself £ood to be forced to dwell sometimes on serious topics, Louis, and I will not say but that your little innocent comments have made me think." "Oh, Vernon ! /make you think?" exclaimed Louis, raising himself from the pillow, with a slight flush of pleasure in his face. "You are so far superior to me, I have thought so very often of your kindness in sitting down reading to me hour after hour as yon do." " Conic, COme," said \ enmn. " m\ niothci II vet allows me tO read an hour at a time." •• But put the times together," said Louis i "the benefit is mine, \ emeu." 106 DASHWOOD FRIORY. " Will you not allow that I may have some in reading those magnificent chapters in Isaiah and Ezekiel you chose yesterday, to say nothing of the other in St. Luke?" asked Vernon. "And I tell you, Louis, why your remarks do make me think. They are not cut and dried as though you had been making a sermon for my edification ; they come I knoAv from the fulness of your heart, not to teach me : you speak because you cannot help it. I should be too proud to be taught, perhaps ; but I must be arrested sufficiently to wonder where your simple wisdom comes from." Louis' eyes glistened, and his heart swelled with wondering gratitude to Him who maketh any man's words of power. He did not speak, and Vernon absently stirred the fire, and then thought- fully gazing into its depths, continued — "To return to Watts, Louis, it has a strange fascination about it. It makes one wish to be freed from the trammels of our bodies. What an idea to have the wide expanse of immeasurable thought and illimitable space spread before you — a free unfettered being — an enlarged capacity both of comprehension and enjoyment, and all the treasures of knowledge and science within the delighted grasp, and with all, ceaseless untiring activity, and all — why it seems like the infinity of the works of nature, too vast for thought — what a heaven ! " Louis listened to his cousin with animation in the beginning of his speech, but his expression DASHWOOD PRIORY. 107 became very grave as he concluded, and he replied very seriously, — ■ And yet, dear cousin, I almost, nay I am sure, we do not think alike on the happiness of heaven." 'As how?" asked Vernon, turning quickly round : "Did you not say that the idea was very delightful of being constantly employed, and of having employment suited to our different dis- positions and tastes? Did you not say your childish idea of heaven was what mine was, I remember; a large room made of clouds, with angels sitting in rows playing harps for ever and ever? and I remember, when a child of five years old, checking a thought which I fancied was sinful, that I should be very tired of sitting playing a harp for ever; and I believe, Louis, we carry to manhood more of our childish preposses- sions than we are aware of — crude, undigested notions on many subjects, and on none more than -in religions subjects. Your favourite, Watts, has overleaped the limits usually placed before our inn gi nations, and has given his readers something tangible on which to fix their idea--; something to wish for; something to aspire to in the world to come. Wherein should we differ? ^ e are reed in liking the same ideas, and I coni that the name of the old Calvinist prejudiced me againsl him before ! commenced." ■ 1 must say," replied Louis, " thai I cannol much difference in your aspirations after heaven and those of the Mai . \ em 108 DASKWOOD PRIORY. Vernon opened his month and eyes. " Make that good, Louis, and perhaps you may gain a convert." " You would laugh at the idea of a heaven of houries, wine-cups, and pleasure-gardens, Vernor /' answered Louis ; " your intellectual and more refined nature would make you despise such inducements, if you could believe them ; but do you not make a heaven of those things in which you do delight? Do you not, dear Vernon, make a god of intellectual enjoyment ? and is it not because you feel that such a heaven as Watts describes would be the very essence of ethereal lofty intelligence, that you esteem it as something you are capable of loving and understanding? One thing you said made me think this : you speak of the works of Nature ; you speak of knowledge and comprehension; of unfettered being; but you never spoke of Him, — Nature's God, — of Him whom it is His people's delight to serve, whose glory is the theme and object of all His servants' works and songs. His servants shall serve Him, and everything there is subservient to His glory." " Why you quibble, Louis," said Vernon, colouring ; " of course, I acknowledge all this when I agree to your author's sentiments." " No you do not," said Louis, very decidedly. The cousins' eyes met fully; Vernon looked confused, and for a moment rather angry. It was but for a moment ; for he said presently : — DASHWOOD I'KIOKV. 10D ' Well then, philosopher, what different aspeet - heaven wear to you '.-" •■ Were I in heaven without my God, 'Twould be no joy to me," replied Louis, solemnly. " My heaven is the presence of God, the consequent freedom from Bin ; the joy of being constantly with my beloved Saviour; no longer seeing through a glass darkly, but face to face. Then it is a joy to think of being always actively employed in His service, to be always associated with those who esteem nothing of any moment but the glory of God; and oh ' how delightful to meet our dear friends, and to talk with them of all the love that brought us safely there." "We have different minds/' said Vernon. undecidedly. Louis looked at his cousin anxiously and sadly. Vernon presently asked, — •• Do von ever feel afraid of dying?" "1 may well be asked that question now, dear Vernon/' he answered calmly. "I am not now afraid of death; and I do not think since 1 was ;i child I have feared that Christ would receive me for 1 1 is own sake; but I have been very sorrowful at the idea of leaving all and dying 80 J Oling. It is a beautiful world, and there are many things i know, Vernon, many hopes of usefulni and then death looks dark sometimes when our bodily weakness puts a cloud between US and Christ. I do not know w hy a Christian should 110 DASHWOOD PRIORY. shrink from that which will place him in his Saviour's bosom, but it was so — I was very unbelieving and sorrowful ; but that is gone now, quite gone. I think I am willing, and I trust desirous, to depart and be with Christ ; and 7ny hope is as fair and unclouded as the blue summei sky. Thank God ! He has made me feel His will is best." Vernon's countenance showed much emotion, and he did not trust himself to look at Louis as he replied, " But things are not so bad as that, Louis ; I did not mean that." Louis smiled and shook his head. "Nay, but you must not give way to such gloomy thoughts." " They are not gloomy, Vernon : they are the stay and joy of my heart." Vernon did not speak, and a few minutes after their tete-a-tete was disturbed by the entrance of the rest of the party from their walk. DASI1W00D PK10B.Y. Ill CHAPTER VIII. we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office; so are one body in Christ, and everyone members one of another." — Bom. xii. 4, 5. Vernon's cough bad entirely disappeared, and appetite being recovered, Dr. L. pronounced him sufficiently well to return to Cambridge. A few days after the conversation detailed in the previous chapter, Reginald arrived, and this, together with the knowledge of the pleasure his company • to Louis, induced Vernon to prolong his stay . Torquay until the end of the; vacation. Sir Francis was, however, quite tired out, and Mr. Mortimer found it necessary to return to Daslnvood; and no immediate danger appeared to threaten Lon li«- set off with Sir Francis. Vernon and Reginald wi usual, constant companions when Lot ■ he alone, and Reginald was autious be bad often to be di »m. 'I'll . long walks and ride available nook, and piloted Lady Digby and Charli ionally to t be weather was fine, ] lit in a h chair, and er, hi ided tu .. length that alio his in bh< 112 DASHWOOD PRIORY. more moderate walks, one or the other taking alternately the station by his chair. " I declare it is.enough to kill an invalid, to meet the number of wan, broken-down looking- persons we see in the chairs here," exclaimed Reginald one day to his mother, as they strolled along together some distance behind LomV chair. " I don't think it affects Louis ; he is really less low- spirited than usual." "Dr. L. says his happy state of mind is the best chance for him," said Mrs. Mortimer, " and I almost hope he is a little better." " Dr. L. seems fond of him," said Reginald. " He is an excellent Christian." " He is," replied Mrs. Mortimer. " I have often thought, Reginald, that it is a great mis- take to imagine that every man who desires to work the work of God must belong to the ministry of the Church. I really think a medical man is often able to do more for the souls of others than a clergyman. • He has often access where a cler- gyman cannot enter, and his word is revered so much in times of sickness. Then, again, you remember Captain Stoke? His aunt once said to mc, ' He is so pious, it is a pity he did not go into the Church, he ought to have been a clergy- man. He takes such pains with the soldiers of his regiment; he has taught them a number of innocent songs and many hymns, which they sing among themselves; and he visits their families, assembles them for prayer, and looks after the ob- DASHWOOD PRIORY. 113 servance of the Sabbath among them/ This v, Avliilc he was in India. Could he have done so much had he been a clergyman ? I thought it, (led no comment — that man's place was plainly in the army, and not in the ministry of the Church. But who is that stopping Louis' chair now'.'"' she added, looking anxiously forward. "That must not be. Hurry on, Reginald, and tell them they must move forward." Reginald ran on as desired, and very soon reached the chair. A group was formed around it, of which the cynosure was a stranger, whose form seemed verv familiar to Reginald from a distance, and on reaching him, was immediately recognised as that appertaining to Hamilton. The meeting was very pleasant for all parties; and as it turned out that Hamilton had paid a visit to Torquay expressly to see Louis, he was invited by ?drs. Mortimer to take up his abode in their cottage for a few days. His arrival was a great delight to Louis, and his manner and expressions were so quiet, and he was so amenable every hint respecting the invalid, that Mrs Mortimer was glad to have him in the house. There were more walks than ever now, Hamilton's p< of walking were only equalled by Reginald' Vernon returned from one or two excursions so •■ <\vm\ beat/ to use Et< aald'a expression, — that both hia mother and aunt strongly dissuaded him from undertaking any more. i 114 DASHWOOD PRionr. " Take Charlotte with vou this afternoon." said Lady Digby, " and then you can return when you feel tired. Remember, you must not tire her." "Oh, mamma!" exclaimed Charlotte, "he is ao disgusted. What immense bores sisters are ! — are they not, Vernon ? " " To be sure , and you more than all," an- swered Vernon, kissing her. " But, come, I won't object to the incumbrance this afternoon, if Reginald and Hamilton don't, and I fully appre- ciate mamma's affection for her son in permitting you to go under our charge." Of course, the two gentlemen were only too proud of Charlotte's company ; and they set off with many injunctions not to be out late. " I think a fog is coming on," said Mrs. Mortimer. " Remember, dear, the evenings close in soon," said Lady Digby, " and Dr. L. says a great deal about night air. You must not get a cough again ; your father will think I have been very careless." " Remember, you are not too strong yet," said Dr. L., who entered the garden as Vernon left it; "three quarters of an hour is enough; the evening will be foggy." " Oh, ay ! I remember. Hadn't you better give me a large blanket, mamma?" he called out. " What Molly Coddles our fond mothers and these croaking old doctors make of one, don't they, Hamilton ?" DASHWOOD PRIORY. 11." Hamilton either did not hear, or did not feel inclined to notice the appeal, and they went merrily on. Their walk lay along the beach, and they passed point after point, forgetting in their amusing talk how far they had already come, when Charlotte reminded her brother of the time. "Yon are right/' said Reginald, suddenly look- ing round. "It's getting dark; come, Vernon, we'll all go back together." " I am not a bit tired. I want to show Lottie the spring we found the other day, as we are so far. Why, what walkers we've been! I had no idea we had come so far." " Nor any idea how late it is," said Hamilton. "Every ten minutes will be of consequence now, Vernon. It will be dark in another hour, and we have been (me coming here." " Oh, Vernon ! mamma will be so anxious," said Charlotte. "Let us come back." •• Anxious," said Vernon. " Mamma's obliged to be careful, because the doctor is; but she is y much on my side, after all. I am a very determined person. 1 must go on to the Bpring HOW. We can walk a little faster and make up for the loss of tin. •■ You must go by yourself, then," said Reginald, stoutly. " We will not; eh, Hamilton?" .inly not." Vernon endeavoured to drag Charlotte along, and then made a feint of sett in g off by himself; but i 2 116 DASH WOOD PRIORY. finding that no one stirred, he laughingly ac- quiesced in their arrangement. They had not gone very far before Hamilton, who had been very silent for some minutes, ex- claimed, " The fog is coming down rapidly. In another ten minutes we shall not be able to see our way an inch. Quick; the tide's coming up very fast. There's no time to lose. Miss Digby, we have all been very careless." " Never fear," replied Vernon ; " I always get out of my scrapes comfortably, and we are alto- gether." They hurried on, scarcely speaking. In less than a quarter of an hour the fog, like a dark curtain, spread over the sea and land, completely hiding their way from the pedestrians, and for some little while they cautiously proceeded, hardly daring to move a step. " Let us keep close by the rock," said Hamilton. " Where is Miss Digby ?" The curiously muffled sound of Hamilton's voice sounded unpleasantly on their ears. He was a little in advance, and on Charlotte's reply, stepped back, and putting her hand in his arm, carefully walked in the direction of the cliffs till he touched them, his voice guiding the others to follow him. They now proceeded as quickly as the obscurity would allow, feeling their way till they reached one of the points they had passed previously, and were about to double it, when Reginald cried out, " Here is water. Good DASHWOOD PEIORT. 117 heavens, Hamilton, we are lost; the tide's up here." There was a pause. Charlotte's hand trembled on Hamilton's arm. "Can you see the light- house'.-'" she asked. "Are we near the light- house ? " " AVc must be very near to see it, in this fog/' replied Reginald. " We must try and mount the cliff," said Vernon. "Or stay, Hamilton; take care of Charlotte one moment, don't stir till I coim bark." "Where are you going?" " To find our best way," replied Vernon. It was useless to attempt to stay him : the ut- most he would do was to consult a moment or two, and to allow Reginald to share his difficulties; and it was agreed that Hamilton should remain with Charlotte, while \ Ynton attempted to clam- ber round the point to ascertain whether the water had risen to the inner curve of the ne\t bay, and Reginald was to climb the cliff, and find out the best footing above. Charlotte did not ak a word; but words could not express the prayerful thoughts that filled both her and ; 11 lit < ni's mind as they stood alone for the nest few moments, ttwaa no1 long before the welcome sound of Vernon's voice, and then Reginald's, hailed them from a little distance above. "Cheer up. It's a little hit of an easy ascent, and th »und here. I am eouii. 118 DASHWOOD PRIORY. down to lead you. There's a house close at hand, and a light to cheer you." Another minute, and both the pioneers were within arm's length of Charlotte and Hamilton, and after a few seconds' confabulation, Charlotte was cautiously assisted up the ascent by Hamilton and her brother. She trembled so violently, that when they had gone a few yards, Vernon caught her in his arms, and hurried up the remainder of the way he had previously explored to the little house, and set her down breathless at the door. The way proved very easy, and they were all soon in the kitchen of the descried refuge, and here, to their great alarm, Charlotte, when the fear was over, had a fit of hysterics. It was some little while before she was sufficiently recovered to be taken home; but before the light covered cart, which they were happy enough to procure here, was ready, Reginald hurried home with a boy and lantern, to relieve his aunt's and mother's minds. At length the whole party were fairly on their way, the driver holding the horse's head with one, and a lantern with the other hand. Vernon, rather exhausted with his exertions, sat back in a corner, and close by him was Charlotte with her head leaning on his shoulder, while his arm sup- ported her. Hamilton was in the opposite corner, profoundly silent. As the cart at length drew up in front of the cottage, and nearly all the inmates of the house DASIIWOOD PRIORY. 115) rushed out with candle aud lamp to rejoice over them, Charlotte raised herself with a deep sigh, and Hamilton, who had already dismounted, assisted her carefully down to her mother. Ver- non followed with rather less alacrity than usual, and as he emerged from his sheltered corner, and drew a deep breath of the thick heavy air, he was painfully sensible of a sharp sensation in his chest, as if a knife had been drawn across. It was but momentary, and the next minute he was cheering his mother with his usual animation, and drawing a vivid analogy between their situation and that of Sir Arthur and Miss Wardour, in the "Antiquary." But neither his mother nor aunt could look lightly on it. They only spoke of the mercy of their escape : they did not upbraid their thought- aessj but Vernon felt this enough when he looked on his mother's tearful white face, and Charlotte's faint languid state. " You had better take something to-night, my diar Vernon," said his mother. "I think you I hitter see Dr. L. ; you look very white and 1." •• Dr. L. would tell me to go to bed, and I will prescribe that tor myself." • Bui he might give you some medicine to pre- t cold, dear." ■ \mi1 prevent my setting off to-morrow, too, Nut this time, thank you; I am nut ill." 120 DASHWOOD PlllORY. " Let me give you a little sal volatile and pare- goric, with hot water, at least." Vernon shrugged his shoulders, took the mix- ture in silence to his room, and threw it away without tasting it. The following day he returned to Cambridge, and his mother bade him good-bye, thankful that none of the party was the worse for the dangerous adventure. %&P2rS- DASHWOOD PRIORY. 121 CHAPTER IX. " He shall call upon me, and I will answer Him : I will bo with him in trouble ; I will deliver him and honour him. With long life will I Batiflfy him, and show him my salvation." — I \ci. 15, 10. " The world paaseth away, and the lust thereof; but hu thai doeth the will of God abideth for ever." — 1 John ii. 17. Lot is remained at Torquay some months, and after Vernon's departure gradually improved in health, contrary to the expectation of all inter- ested in him; and in April, as a more bracing climate was recommended for him, his mothei took him to Tenby, where his recovery was so rapid that in a few weeks he was allowed to return home or to school, whenever he pleased. School was not to be thought of again, and accordingly, to his great delight, he set out with his mother for Norfolk, and arrived in Dashwood one line May morning. "Thou Bentest a gracious ruin upon Thine in- hi ritance, and refreshedsl it when it, was wear} ; so ii is, the former and the latter rain come equally n Him who has pledged Himself thai He will rer forsake His people. Sometimes the gracious rain is ushered in by black threatening clouds; yet the sun is still behind them, and how dark 122 DASHWOOD PRIORY. soever they may appear, by-and-by they shall pass away, and the warm rays shall descend again to cheer the softened earth. He shall descend like the tender rain. "On you that fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings •" so Louis thought, as the carriage which had brought them from Norwich drew near to his native place. Two or three days of rain had been succeeded by a brilliant sunshine, and his chastened and spiritual mind traced the analogy to his own case. He remembered how dark the cloud had been to him, how he had said to himself, " Where is God my Maker, who giveth songs in the night V* But He was still shining behind the cloud: His inheritance was weary; there needed a closer drawing to Himself: the clouds of sickness and fear interposed, but with them came the gentle rain, and now the chastened heart could bear the sun of prosperity which poured on it. How his heart swelled : " My God, my heart is fixed ; I will sing and give praise ! Oh, that the life Thou hast spared may be all Thine own ! Take me, O Lord, for I am not able to give myself to Thee : keep me as the apple 01 Thine eye; hide me under the shadow of Thy wing." My readers have long permitted me, as an old friend, to appear from time to time from behind the prompter's curtain and speak a Avord in my own person. Suffer me now one word. How many among you feel that God alone has raised DASHWOOD PRIOEY. 1 '23 you from sickness, — that had He left you, all lieal aid had been in vain? How many have lifted up the heart in true gratitude to Him, ing, "O Lord, I will praise Thee! The living, the living shall praise Thee ! as I do this day." The Almighty God has declared, "Whoso olfereth Me praise honoureth Me." "With sup- plication and TnAXKsciviNG our requests are to made known to God." But is it not too often the case, that He is hardly remembered at all ? 1 1 uman aid, medical advice is sought, while He who supplies that, is forgotten times without number. Will ye not fear Him ? King Asa, when diseased in his feet, sought to the physicians, and not to the Lord, and what was the sequel ? II i: DIED. Give unto the Lord the glory due to His name. Louis' father and mother were both in the car- riage with him, but neither spoke, for they under- stood his feelings; their own were little different. As the carriage became visible at the top of the little elevation they were ascending, the church- bells shuck up, and ere long along troop of the villagers met the carriage, and threw flowers into it, welcoming Louis home: with shouts and reve- rences. Louis was so taken by surprise, that he hardly knew what to say or do: he took oil' his hat and stood up in the re, to acknowledge the kind salutations, till the carriage entered the park. We Will not enter inio the part iculai 1 of the happy home-meeting. It was rcmemhi fed at 124 DASH WOOD PRIORY. night as such an event should be considered in every Christian family. Louis missed one dear face : Reginald was now at Cambridge, and as the long vacation was yet some time off, he could not return to welcome him. Two or three months before, Vernon had reached the summit of his collegiate desires, being proclaimed senior wrangler, first gold medallist, and first Smith's prizeman.' 54 ' The great event now talked of was Vernon's next birthday, when he would be of age : Sir Francis intended it should be kept with all honours due, in consideration of his heirship, and the creditable manner in which he had passed his college career. The birthday was in September, and all the Mortimers, Meredith, and the Vernons, beside numberless other visitors, were invited to share in the festivities, which were to last beyond the actual day. Mary and little Fred were full of the expected pleasure, and eagerly anticipated the delight of being with all their little cousins at so busy and joyful a period. A few days after Louis' return home, his father called him one morning into his study, and after a little silence he began, — " Louis, my boy, I feel I owe a great debt of gratitude to Him who has restored you to me in health and strength again. We feel it together ; my multiplied mercies, who can count them ? " He added, reverentially, after a pause, "What * To the sceptical it may be mentioned, that there are two such instances on record. Might not this have been one? H\siIWOOD PRIORY. 1 25 -hill I render to the Lord for all His benefit-'.' 1 may, indeed, say, we can render nothing but the ottering of a thankful heart, and that 11 e must give. Bat, my boy. I want to bestow some ■ I mi icy in some charitable purpose, as a thank- offering for this special mercy ; and as you are so nearly connected in this, I should like to give you the choice of the object ; therefore choose, my dear Louis." Louis was at first so overcome with pleasure, that he could not find words to thank his father. At last he replied, in a faltering tone, — "I have one great wish, father, as you are so kind to me, if you think it charity. I do ; but perhaps it will be more than you intend to ■ ■." " What is it ? Speak out, and do not be afraid of expense. I think I can guess." " Poor Ferrers, father. He has talent; he has been brought up as a gentleman."' Mr. Mortimer smiled. " Whai is to be done with him ?" ■• Can you put him to college, papa?" "' \iid w hat does he purpose doing 1 lien '."" asked Mr. Mortimer. "1 do not object to it, my dear -on ; lmt we must carefully consider the utility of giving him this privilege; and tins sum of moue\ mu-t not be idle thrown awa\ . What I want you to feel is that we should be even more ful stewards of that which we set apart for the service of God than of thai which we call 126 DASHWOOD PRIORY. our own. What shall we assist your friend in doing ? " " Why, father, I hardly know ; he wants an university education. He has talents, and I think would do well, — perhaps fit himself for a tutor. You know he might take pupils, and would succeed much better if he had been at Oxford or Cambridge." "Well, I will write and make inquiries about him. Do you think Dr. Wilkinson would take the trouble to find out his views for me ? " " I am sure he will, father," said Louis, joy- fully. In a few days Mr. Mortimer had instructed his lawyer to write to Dr. Wilkinson and obtain all necessary particulars respecting Ferrers : Mr. Mortimer's name was not to be mentioned ; and in little more than a week a full and circum- stantial account through him from Dr. Wilkin- son arrived, which satisfied Mr. Mortimer suffi- ciently for him to summon Louis to another cabinet council. It was agreed that it would neither be wisdom nor kindness to make too large an allowance; consequently, 500/. was placed in Mr. T 's hands, and he was instructed to allow Ferrers 120/. per annum, the remainder to be given to him on leaving college, or to be spent in necessary books. The college was also chosen for him ; and when all was arranged, Mr. T wrote to offer this to Ferrers, who, we need hardly say, accepted it joyfully and DAsiiwooi) riuoRY. 127 gratefully; and easily persuading Ins master to give up his indentures, was placed by the same . urinous friend with Dr. "Wilkinson till the Michaelmas term. I need not say how happy our hero was ; he could hardly refrain from writing to congratulate Ferrers before receiving formal notification of it from him, and then had to weigh his words well in his answer, to previ the secret from appearing in the joy of his heart. Lnnis' own studies were now very easy. Mr. •rtimer was not ambitious for any of his chil- dren, and only desiri d that Louis should be suiii- ciently prepared for the ministry of the Church for which he was designed. He and Seville, who was intended for the same sacred office, studied together ; but Neville was far more studious than Louis, and, though educated at home, was quite his equal. All the Mortimers and Digbys paid a visit to Cambridge to witness the ceremony of the bestowal of Vernon's gold medal. It was a grand scene; and as the alight delicate-looking young man passed in review before the crowded hop every mouth was full of his praises; and man\ comments among the. ladies were pa- ed on his interesting appearance ; while others, nearer to him, who could notice with a critical eve the hectic spot and fire of his lust : lid too truly he was worn out. His strength Wl unequal to the ordeal imposed on his excitable frame. He did not know it liim-i If. Win 128 DASHWOOD PRIORY. shouts seemed to pull down the immense senate- house, how proudly his heart beat. Bright visions of future fame and greatness rose before him, and all were again absorbed in the present delight of that proud feeling of being for that year at the head of the youth of Great Britain ; and yet, how little was his fame known beyond the walls of Cambridge ! He left the house, and hastening to the inn where his mother was, threw himself into her arms. " Mother, dear mother ! the proudest thought I had was, that you were the happiest mother there ; and the happiest I had was, that / had made you so." Lady Digby kissed his wide forehead amid her tears. "God bless you, my boy ! — God bless you ! and make you a blessing to your parents and country." " Father ! " he said, as he met his father's open hand and glistening eyes. Nothing more was said between father and son ; but they understood each other. Presently Vernon tore off his cap and gown, and flung them to the other end of the room. "Now, mother, let me sit on this stool, and lean my head on your knee, as I used when I was a little bov." He suited the action to the word, and remained long in silence, with his mother's hand resting on his beautiful head, only removed from apparent DASHWOOD PRIORY. 129 sleep by the rapid twinkle of his eye from under- neath the nearly closed eyelid. It was enough Sir Francis to sit and look at him; lie had not even power to commend his example to Frank, even supposing Frank had been in the a\ ay ; but that gentleman, being rather afraid of a lecture on account of considerable and oft- repeated delinquencies, had taken himself out of the way with some of his chosen associates. 1 1 is surprising bow little some people under- stand the symptoms of ill-health. Vernon was lively, and had a brilliant colour ; and at times, when pale and delicate, it was simply attributed to over-fatigue ; and, after spending a week or two at home, a cruise on the Mediterranean was again resorted to, to set him up and give him tone ; but he was past that. 130 DASHWOOD PRIORY, CHAPTER X. " Ah, James, But he was sadly changed, when he came down To keep his birth-day. It struck a damp On all our merriment." Southey's Eclogues. September was fast approaching, and great were the preparations at Castle Digby for the coming of age of the heir. Vernon wrote home frequently, and when he considered it necessary to mention his health, always said, " I am very well.'" His birthday took place at the end of the month, and it was arranged that he should benefit by the sea breezes as long as possible ; consequently he was not expected home much before the day. Duly at the appointed time Mr. Mortimer and his family set off, and duly they arrived at the beau- tiful seat of Sir Francis Digby. Mary and Fred were quartered with the large party of little ones, of whom Lady Digby's younger children, ranging from thirteen to three years old, formed the greater share. Nothing was thought of, from eldest to youngest, but pic-nics, parties of pleasure, and all kinds of schemes for passing away the time as pleasantly as possible. Many of Vernon's DASIIWOOD PKIOKV. 131 friends were invited ; among whom were Meredith and Hamilton. The latter was previously i ogaged, but Meredith, who had been passing part of his vacation with Reginald and Louis, arrived with them. Sir George Vernon and family arrived the evening of the same day with the Mortimers, and nearly all the invited visitors were accommodated in the large castle before the arrival of the hero. Rooms that had not been used for years, haunted rooms, dilapidated rooms, light closets, and dimly- lighted apartments, were all in requisition. Re- pairs and cleansing had been going on for a month or two previous to the time, to make ready for the large influx, and every bed in the two villa inns was engaged for the night of the twenty-third. Sir George was disappointed at not finding his favourite grandson at home to meet him ; and to indemnify himself for this disappointment, he solaced himself by dwelling on his perfections to several gentlemen with his accustomary decision and dogmatism, as he walked up and down tin- long drawing-room, with his hands behind him. •' lli'll be :i great man, sir, one of these d IIis father will of COOrse u r < t him into Parliament. lie. is one of those brilliant intellects, sir, that bear everything before them. It always was so; from a child he could do anything he chtt Why I remember — let me see- fifteen yean a — when his mother broughl him toHeronhnrst I him a Latin lesson, the first Latin lesson beevei had, ami he took it away laughing; when 1 t; K 2 132 DASHWOOD PRIORY. to explain it to him, he said saucily, ' Oh, grand- papa, I know ! ' and then he went and sat on the window seat, and kicked his legs about and killed flies. I said to him, ' You are not learning that, Vernon.' ' Because I know it, grandpa,' he said, sharply ; and sure enough he did, and said it as Avell as you or I, though, to my certain know- ledge, he had hardly looked at it." " Ay, indeed ! " said the gentleman. " The most extraordinary part is, that he has grown up according to his early promise. A precocious child seldom becomes a remarkable man ; large things are of slow growth/' " He was never forced, sir ; he was never forced ; and he had good spirits, and liked boys' sports. The danger is, sir, in forcing the intellect. He has been judiciously reared, sir; and the conse- quence is, his constitution is now established, and he is likely to be a useful and honourable mem- ber of society. I am persuaded all depends upon education. People often talk of the will of God, when they are to blame themselves. If they took proper care, adverse things would not happen, in the majority of cases." Sir George's state of happiness was exceedingly great ; he went about the room in the most affable state of mind, to hear Vernon's praises from the many mouths, and was even gracious to Frank and Louis. The following day Vernon arrived, between lunch and dinner. Sir George was in the morning DASHWOOD PRIORY. 133 room with some members of the family, who, as well as himself, had waited at home to receive him. on the chance of hi> arrival. As the carriage stopped, a troop of little ones, who had caught sight of the approach, rushed out hatless and Im anetless to greet him. He got out quickly amongst them, and several minutes were occupied in the vociferous welcomes and mutual embraces. Now. little noisy ones," he exclaimed, as soon ;.- he could disengage himself; " no announce- ment, if you please; and come quietly up, if you come at all." He strode across the wide hall into the well- known loom. Here his welcome was scarcely less noisi answering her steady gaze by one ;is full of meaning from hia large liquid i yes. \ ou are very hnt, my darling. •■ How should 1 he otherwise, mamma? It's a 138 DASHWOOD PRIORY. liot night, and hot rooms, and dancing— nothing very "wonderful." " You did not dance very much, my dear : I thought you "were dancing rather languidly." "Who dances otherwise in a quadrille, mater?" he replied. " I've given up waltzes and polkas — they're too much trouble." "You did not take much dinner after your journey, my love." " Must I explain how I tasted of everything, and that the abundance of tastes made an excel- lent dinner? Y r ou have been "watching me in a most maternal manner," he answered, looking at her again as if his soul were in his eves. " Now, what next ? " His mother still looked intently at him. " Is your cough quite gone ? " " A merveille" he replied carelessly. " How long has it been gone ?" "It seemed to go lately almost suddenly," replied her son gravely, while a sudden expression, as of pain, passed over his face. " What is the matter, dear ?" " Nothing ; — the bare recollection of what that cough used to be after I left you," he said with a little laugh. The laugh produced a slight hollow cough, two or three times repeated, and his mother remarked, — " It is much better, but not well ; take care of yourself, dear." DASHWOOD riUOKY. 139 "I'll promise you that," he answered gaily, as lie turned to his father, who now entered the room. "Good night, father: it is very late or very early." " Good night, Vernon," said his father. " Mamma, he looks well, doesn't he ? The sea agrees with him. I should be glad to see him a little stouter, though. God bless you, my boy ! my proud, my beautiful!" he added, as Vernon left the room. Lady Digby sighed deeply, but softly; she a not at ease, though her mind "was in some measure relieved. She did not know how Vernon had striven against lassitude that evening to appear 11 in her eyes, and how, now the spur was removed, he sank exhausted on his bed, where he lay full half an hour before his valet could prevail on hirn to undress. This valet was a voting Frenchman lie had brought home with him, and whom he chose to have in constant attendance now, in opposition to his general habits; for till lately he bad always expressed his abhorrence of valets in no measured terms, and gloried in being independent. He slept but lightly, con- stantly tossing about, and disturbed by tl.e cough which bad excited BO little alarm in his mother. 140 dashwood rnioRY. CHAPTER XI. " How dreadful must thy summons be, O Death ! To him that is at ease in Lis possessions : Who, counting on long years of pleasure here, Is quite unfurnished for that world to come. In that dread moment, how the frantic soul Eaves round the walls of her clay tenement: Huns to each avenue, and shrieks for help ; But shrieks in vain. How wistfully she looks On all she's leaving, now no longer hers." — Blair. " Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth ; while the evil days come not." — Eccles. xii. 1. Vernon arose the next morning unrcfreshed, and weary from his troubled feverish sleep, and during his toilet his couirh was unusually troublesome. " Comment, Basire, ma toux revient ; donnez- moi la boutcille, et doucement, nc me derangerez pas." " Monsieur sc fatigue trop," replied the man, as he measured a dose of the cough mixture, with a considerable tenderness of manner. " Vous avez raison, Basire, apres demain je me delasserai — aujourd'hui e'est impossible, et demain e'est encore plus impossible. Ma fete, vous savez, Basire. Pas un mot dc cctte toux — comprcnez- vous r DASHWOOD PKIOKY. 1 11 Basire shrugged his shoulders, and signified his comprehension in an undecided manner, as Vernon languidly left the room. If Lady Digby had congratulated herself on liis good looks the preceding evening, she could do so no longer, as his wan face and sunken eyes met her gaze at breakfast. He was too ill to make any effort to appear lively; all he could assume was a cheerful manner. Sir George was fidgety, and visibly uneasy, and when breakfast was over, he summoned Vernon and his father to a council in another room, inning by minutely inquiring into Vernon's ailments. He could get but little, however, out of his grandson. Vernon laughed at the idea of being ill. " He was excited at returning home; had had a bad night — had caught a little cold — there was nothing the matter." ■ Nothing the matter, with that cough?" re- peated Sir George. ' A mere trifle, sir/' replied Vernon, with so much indifference in his manner, that his grand- father grew angry. • Vim may call it what you please, sir, but it will kill you if you won't take proper care of it. Sir Francis, I should insist upon his Beeing Dr. Macey. You hear how he lias been coughing this morning; you see how he look^. No com- menl is needed, and words will be wasted in argument/ 4 142 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " How I have been coughing ! I haven't been coughing/' replied Vernon. " I have done, sir/' said Sir George, majesti- cally. " Were you my son, I should order you out of the room ; as you are not, I shall go myself." "Grandfather, grandfather, forgive me/' ex- claimed Vernon, hastily placing himself between Sir George and the door. " I am unworthy of your solicitude. I am really sorry. I will go out if you will not stay in the room." But Sir George put him aside and persisted in retreating, leaving Vernon alone with his parents. He was exceedingly sorry, and went after his grandfather, using all his eloquence to induce him to return, but in vain, and he returned to his father. Sir Francis quietly but decidedly expressed his intention of summoning Dr. Macey that day, and in the same manner reproved Vernon for his petu- lance concerning their anxietv. " That you are not the thing is plain," he said, " or you would think it unworthy to refuse so small a request. I am going to S this morn- ing, and will send the Doctor myself; and, Vernon, I shall be most seriously displeased if you do not see him. I wish vou had come home before. It would have been better to postpone the merry- making till you were quite strong." As Sir Francis went out, Vernon threw himself on a sofa in an agony of vexation. " I will go out ; I won't sec Dr. Macey. Bored to death with doctors ! doctors, is there to be uo )' 143 The Children :ed to Vernon. DAS II WOOD PHIORY. 143 end of doctors ! I had enough of them last year ; can't I c:itch a slight cold without doctors' medi- cines to cure me ! " Lady Digby attempted to soothe him, and had partially succeeded, when several of the little girls entered in their birthday dresses of white worked muslin, with broad pink sashes. They were a pretty little group. Mary Mortimer and Bessie Vernon, dressed exactly like their cousins, were in the advance with Mary Digby, who wai about their age, and Fanny, Kosalic, and little baby Laura, brought up the rear. lamma, we've come to show you our new frocks," cried Rosalie. " Vernon, we've got pink, your favourite colour ; and, mamma, all the boys' dresses have come home, and Charlotte's and Louisa's ball dresses. Oh, they are so beautiful ! Will vou come and look at them ? Vernon, do come and look at them." " They are pink crape, with silver flowers on them, Vernon," said Fanny. " Do come into the school-room ; they arc all there, and Frank, and Reginald, and Louis, and Mr. Meredith, are all there, too." Vernon did not attempt to resist their persua- sions. He lifted the baby on his shoulder, to the great detriment of her new dress, and marched along to the school-room, where the Dew dj lay in their glittering beauty. Vernon WSB called upon to admire everything, in consequence of all being provided to do him honour, lie masted 1 I 1 DASHWOOD PRIORY. upon his two eldest sisters arraying themselves in their new robes, and a merry half-hour was spent in descanting on the alterations and additions required from the dress-maker, who had come from S with them. May we be allowed to use the word "spent" instead of "wasted," in connection with the half-hour above mentioned, for surely on such an occasion half an hour's sympathy with a young party's pleasure was not mis-spent time ? " And now do get up, you lazy fellow, and come out," exclaimed Reginald, when the survey was presumed to be finished. As he spoke he suited the action to his words, by lifting little Laura high in the air, from the end of the sofa on which Vernon was now lying full length, and jumping her on the floor ; he then disengaged Rosalie from his feet, and commenced an attack on Vernon, by turning the couch on its side, and rolling his cousin on the floor. " Get up and come out ! " " He's not a lazy fellow," cried little Rosalie, running up to help him. " He's a dear good, kind bov." " Boy indeed ! " exclaimed Vernon, as he re- covered his legs slowly, playfully seizing his sister by her arms. " How dare you call me a boy ? " " Well, vou won't be a man till to-morrow, vou know ; Frank said so." " That's a horrid cram of Frank's," cried Ver- non. " He's always talking some absurd nonsense, I wonder you ever believe him ; he knows nothing at all about it." DASHWOOD PRIORY. 1 15 " You are really a man, arc vou not? " • Well, to ease your anxious mind, suppose you call me an individual for the next few hours; only niter to-morrow, let me hear you at your peril call your eldest brother a hoy again. High ! What, here'- Lady Laura coming for more romps. 1 tied Lady Laura — can't make rav head a foot- stool any more. My arms have not recovered their temporary usage as a crane for hoisting light weights, to Bay nothing of being almost smothered just now by a very bustling rnuslin frock, and having my eyes nearly put out with the corner ot a sash. Xo ; no more of that, an't please your ladyship — come Reginald, out of the way, if we must go ; come." " Why, you are panting as if you had been jumping over a five-barred gate," said Reginald, his cousin seized his arm. They made their way out with some difficulty, and it was not till Lady Digby had relieved him by a few expostula- tory words, that the children allowed them free 'And now, where arc we to go?' asked \ i rnon ■ I have not Been anything yet," said Reginald ; •• I wanl to walk round the home-park, and see Mime of your improvements} and there is that beautiful tower your father has been building, in honour of you. He wanted to show me the vie* from it ; hut I declined, as 1 wished to B6e i1 \\ ith vou." J. 146 DASHWOOD PRIOllY. " Come, then, most devoted and fraternal cousin, I shall be happy to act cicerone, if my powers of leg do not fail me." " Powers of leg ! You priuce of laziness ! you have grown very weak in your understanding lately. We'll catch a deer, and place you thereon, if you are tired. I see you want me to get you into good habits; you have been with that lazy fellow St. John till you have forgotten that any- body ever does anything ; with your monsieur. I am really afraid of you, Yemon." " So am I" replied Vernon, coolly. " I am very much afraid of myself. It is really so amazingly comfortable to have things done for us, that I wish a patent walking-machine was invented ; one's legs really are not fit for long walks." " Shall I send for monsieur to carry you, dear boy?" " Thank you," replied Vernon, nonchalantly ; " it would be very comfortable, only he would let me fall to a certainty. Perhaps, if I am too tired to proceed, you and Meredith, as the strongest of the party, will carry me queen's-chair fashion. Is that a bargain before we start, Meredith ? " Meredith, who with Prank and Louis had joined them, laughingly acquiesced. " I do not know what the rest of the party will think of us," said Vernon ; " but they really must take care of themselves to-day as yesterday with- out me." DASHWOOO PRIOKV. I ! 7 "Arthur and Charles are very devoted," said Frank, "and I shall return soon: so yon ma\ make yourself easy on that score." " I shall be very attentive to-morrow, to make up," said Vernon. The castle, a large imposing pile of building, originally built in the time of Edward the Third, but considerably altered and modified by succeed- ing generations, stood a little distance from the summit of one of a range of beautiful hill-, which rose around it, nearly covered with trees. A winding road, now and then discernible among the trees, led to it from the park, and immedi- ately along the front of the building was a broad marble terrace, from which a noble flight of steps led to the smooth green ascent below. A wide expanse of rich park-land, and meadow upou meadow, inter sp e rs ed with cottages and houses of more magnificent pretensions, lay before you as yon stood on the terrace, and on one side a con- siderable parish church, of no remarkable archi- tectural beauty ; near which was the parsonage - honac and the " Digby Arms," the principal inn of the place, — for Combe Digby, though only a hamlet in name, was of considerable extent, and boasted a High-street of its own. The time of the year and the beantv of the weather were all BTonrable to the exhibition of the beauties of the place. Vernon led the way silently with Reginald down the hil! to a beantii'nl dell, which was laid i •> 1 18 DASHWOOD PlUOllY. out with much tasteful regard to its uneven propensities. They passed clump after clump of beautiful oaks and spreading beeches, whose colour was slightly changed bv the breath of autumn. Startled deer occasionally tied from their approach to the shelter of distant trees, and now and then, as they brushed through the more woody entanglement of shrubs and bushes which guarded the approach to the dell, they roused a hare, or a covey of partridges flew into the air. Reginald thought he had humoured his cousin's silent fancy long enough, and, in common with Frank and Meredith, burst into a verv sportsman-like ejaculation on the latter appari- tion. "What a pity we have no guns," exclaimed Meredith. " We are not in a sportive mood just now," said Vernon, quietly ; " you had better make a morning of it after to-morrow. My father's pre- serves are very good, only 1 must confess I have verv little fancy for shooting : I never could learn how to hold a gun properly, and have always a wholesome dread of shooting myself." " What a shame, with all this abundance ! ,J said Reginald. " Chacun a son gout" replied Vernon, in the same languid tone : " there's all the more for my friends, and you are welcome to come and blaze away as much and as often as you like ; and fur- ther, if it will afford you any satisfaction, I will DASHWOOD PRIORY. 1 !'.» give you the inexpressible pleasure of my com- pany oil such occasion. Quant a moi" — he mur- mured, in conclusion, as lie glanced at the peep of blue sky the trees permitted to appear. " How very beautiful this is, Vernon," re- marked Louis. •• I thought it would please you," said Ycrnon ; "it was always a favourite spot of mine. "When I was sulky, 1 came and sulked here; when I \\av in a dramatic humour, I played Robinson Crusoe here; and many is the time in the vaca- tions Pve pretended to be very studious in that This is my willow, Louis." Louis laughed. •• It is nice," he said, "to have a summer- parlour of our own, is it not, Vernon ? ' : •• For us sentimental ones it i-." rejoined \ ernon. " \ on sentimental!" exclaimed Reginald; "non sense; you and I row in the same boat, Vernon. You like the open air, and walking, and boating, and all those sort of things; at least you did, only really you've become so abominablv lazy. I don't know what else may have come to you." \ ernon smiled, and, making no reply 3 Beemed very well content to remain under any imputation his cousin pleased. Kut. upon my word, this is B beautiful place; we can't -how \iiu anything like it si I >ashwood." 150 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. " Your grounds are so much more extensive than ours/' said Louis. " Oh ! there's no scenery at Dashwood/' said Reginald; "it's only a pretty comfortable place." " It is beautiful/' said Vernon, almost ab- sently ; " I am much attached to it ; and yet I do not think it is entirely the scenery that charms me. We are all creatures of association, Regi- nald. This dell abounds with the silver birch; and I never see a birch anywhere from home that it does not call forth a very pleasant, and yet a craving feeling, — a kind of craving for that past time when so little charmed me. I am not quite- past that yet," he added ; " but my desires are getting larger, and I am afraid I am growing more censorious and less easily satisfied ; it is the natural consequence of greater experience ; but I hope I shall never get into that miserable state of being wearied of everything." " Never fear," said Reginald ; " you of all others are likely to taste largely of the pleasures of life : really, Vernon, just think — " " Don't tell him to think," said Meredith; " don't you see he is in a brown study, apropos of the pleasures of life. I sometimes think that happiness does not always go with the abundance of life's pleasures." " That is true, Meredith," rejoined Louis ; "the happiest persons are often those who have fewest of this life's pleasures." "I often think that my cup of life is very full DASXWOOB nuoiiv. 151 of most good tilings/' said Vernon, thoughtfully. " My life is almost too little interrupted by trifles; I m ver wish for a thing but I get it." Too happy!" said Meredith. "You are growing more humble than I used to think you." "Or more superstitious," said Vernon, in the same quiet tone : " ' They whom the gods love die young;' aud I believe it, Meredith. An old nurse of mine once said, speaking of her childhood, ' It was so happy, Master Digby, I thought I must really be going to die young/" " But she lived to be old, didn't she?" asked Meredith ; " so there goes vour theorv at once." A hearty laugh was raised at Vernon's expense. He joined in it himself, saying, as it died away, — •• Ah well, so she did; I did not sec the fallacy of my illustration." "You have a fit of the vapours, I am afraid," I Reginald ; " walk a little faster, and shake it out of you." ■• Not up-hill/' said Vernon cheerfully, resisting hi- l'b energetic pulls j " I have not recovered my journey." They were now mounting one of the hills by the winding path that ran round the: back of tin- bo vcial tixnea Vernon Mopped, and the Little hollow cough was painfully perceptible even to Reginald. '■ \\ A, Vernon, you are not well/' he said, as they -topped near the brow (.1* the hill, when a feM more would bare placed them at the top. 152 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " I must liave takeu cold yesterday ; my cough has returned a little to-dav, but there is not much the matter/' he replied, in a low exhausted tone ; and after resting a few minutes, he led them to the entrance of the " Vernon Tower/' which was. completed in honour of his coming of age. A cart and various tools about, showed that the task of clearing the rubbish and beautifying the envi- rons was in progress. The workmen were gone to their dinner, and Vernon and his companions sat down on one of the stone seats placed in the doorway to look at the glorious prospect. "The prospect is much finer from the top/' said Louis. " There is a staircase inside ; let us go up." "Lunch must be ready/' said Frank. "It is half-past one." "'Time was made for slaves/" said Reginald; " come, Vernon, I have not seen it." The ascent inside the tower, which was very lofty, was slow and fatiguing ; but when the summit was gained, the magnificent panoramic view well repaid the toil, — rich pasture-land, waving corn-fields, thick plantations of trees, houses at intervals, showing a thickly-populated country. The young men stood side by side in silence : Vernon with a swelling heart, and full glistening eyes. " ' I am monarch of all I survey,' " said Reginald playfully, turning to Vernon. " Do DASHWOOD PRIOBY. 1"' ; > you not feel proud that, this fair land belonged to your fathers before you, Vernon?" \ ( rnon smiled, and looked with earnest, lustrous • yes on all around him. But his proud expression laded gradually into one both mournful and serious. He turned from the others, seemingly wrapped in his own meditations. "The lot has fallen to you in a fair ground, Vernon," said Louis, whose heart was full, but with diffi rent emotions. " Yea. I have a goodly heritage," replied \ ( rnon, with a sigh. •' 1 hope you say that in its largest sense/' said Louis, gently. Vernon was silent for a moment; he thru replied, still looking intently on the distant hills, — "David used it of his inheritance." "But, surely," added Louis, "'David looked beyond his kingdom ; for did he not thank Ciod for that when he said, ' What am I, and what is my father's house, that Thou hast brought me hitherto? 3 he also said, 'The Loud is the portion of mine inheritance, and my cup: Thou main- tained my lot.' Things pass away so quickly on earth, we need some continuing city, do we not; where we may place our treasures ? ,J \n expression of the most intense sadness settled on Vernon's countenance as Louis Bpoke, d he replied, still without looking at him, — •■ Vanitas vanitatum, omnia vanitas I The preacher \\a- a wise man; Louis. 'There is an 154 DASH WOOD PRIORY. evil under the sun, and it is common among men ; a man to whom God hath given riches, wealth, and honour, so that he wanteth nothing;' ' wanteth nothing for his soul of all that he desireth,' he repeated, with bitter emphasis; ' yet God giveth him not power to eat thereof/ c As it happeneth to the fool, so it happeneth even to me, and why was I then more wise ? For there is no remembrance of the wise more than of the fool for ever. And how dieth the wise man ? even as the rooL. I looked on the works that my hands had wrought, and on the labour I had laboured to do, and behold all was vanity and vexation, and no profit under the sun.' " Vernon uttered these words rapidly, and there was a bitterness and earnestness in his manner that alarmed and startled Louis ; who replied, — " But the wisdom spoken of there is the ' wisdom of the world, that is foolishness with God/ Vernon. "The remembrance of the just is blessed :' ' Say ye to the righteous, it shall be well with him !'" " What are you two talking of so earnestly there?" exclaimed Reginald, who had been engaged in a merry discussion with Frank and Meredith at the other side. How grave you are ! Why, Louis, you look quite frightened." " As for Vernon, he's in the dumps this morn- ing," said Frank : " the ghosts of his forefathers are haunting him. Never mind, Vernon, don't be heroic ; never mind the ancestry. I mean to DASHWOOB PRIORY. 155 throw mine overboard, :uul be sufficient for my- -I'll'. AY hen I write my personal recollections, I shall commence, ' I was the son of my father, and that was honour enough for me and for him f and now I'm hungry, and I dare say the company will ■want me. Meredith, come along : you saw all, and had all your poetry and sentiments called forth yesterday. Come, Louis, come and have some touch : we'll leave the son and heir in the clouds, as he's inclined to be so mysterious." Lonis followed Frank and Meredith down the staircase; and Vernon, rousing himself, began to point out some places of note to Reginald. The others had not left them many minutes, when the workmen returned. They caught sight of the gentlemen before tliev reached the tower, and came running up the hill, waving their caps and cheering. As they reached the tower, Vernon and Reginald heard distinctly, "Hurrah! Long live Mr. Vernon! Our young master for ever' ( rod bless our young master ! " Vernon's eolour rose; his eyes sparkled as he took off his hat, and returned their virus v, ith a low inclination, lie descended immediately, and ipped to shake hands with them, and to speak the few kind hearty words, which remained long in their all'ectionatc remembrance, alter the tongue that uttered them was silenced. As be proceeded down the hill, many were the fervent blr^n. invoked on his head, mingled with some pitying remarks on his delicate appearance. There was 156 DASHWOOD PRIORY. now but a short distance to traverse before they reached the house; but though it was all down- hill to the terrace, when the enthusiasm the ren- contre with the workmen had called up had passed away, Vernon seemed quite overcome. He leaned heavily on Reginald's arm, and often paused ; but to all Reginald's bantering remarks on his laziness, he scarcely made any reply ; and at length Reginald was alive to the fact, that there was something very much amiss, and felt anxious to get him home as quickly as possible. The ascent up the broad steps was fearfully tedious. Vernon's breath seemed almost gone, as they reached the terrace. He staggered across, with Reginald's help, and sat down on one oi the little iron seats placed near the buttresses, gasping. " Dear Vernon, you are very ill. What is it?" said Reginald. He was afraid to leave him, yet anxious for help, and was going to call out, when Vernon looked up piteously, and just gasped out, "No, don't ; I shall be better." He then bent his head down, and leaned it against the buttress. For a few minutes Reginald stood in distressed silence, looking at him. At length he drew a deep breath, and then, looking up at his cousin with his eyes full of tears, he said, — " It is of no use deceiving myself any longer. I cannot, Reginald. I am sure I am dying ; and I) \s|[\\ i)o|) I'HIOKY. lOt I /.m a coward, for 1 dare not be told that I am." Poor Reginald felt as if his circulation had suddenly stopped, and he could not speak at first ; but, soon recovering himself, he replied as checr- fullv us be he could, — • Nonsense; you are low-spirited, Vernon: you must not give way in this manner. You have taken eold ; but a little cold does not kill one, though it is oncomfortable. Never say 'die,' — it is not like you." " Therefore," returned Vernon, " you may be vine it is not a little that has made me say it. Reginald, I have much to Bay, but this is too public a place ; let me have your arm up stairs. Stay one moment : promise me that you will never Bay you saw me in tears. I am so weak, and so broken down, I could not help it; but it is most unmanly." Eteginald, nevertheless, could hardly restrain his ow n. as he gave the earnestly required promise ; lie knew how intense must have been the feeling that could draw them from his cousin. — for himself especially. He led him in silence through the hall, and they mounted the stairs very slowly, though Vernon exerted himself sufficiently to excite no particular attention among those servants who wen- Standing about. When thej reached his room, lie rang the bell, and Lying down on the bed closed his eyes. Reginald was bo bewildered he hardh knew w li;vt to door what be tllOUght, 158 DASHWOOD PllIORY. but the speedy entrance of the valet relieved him from his perplexities. Directly Basire saw Vernon, he produced a restorative, and tenderly raising his head, he gave it him. In a few minutes Vernon appeared much as he had been before the com- mencement of the walk. " Merci, Basire," he said, with a smile. " Mon cousin ne connait pas ces affaires-ci ; nous,-— nous y sommes accoutumes. Mettez la bouteille sur cette petite table, et puis vous pouvez quitter la chambre. Je desire etre seul avec Monsieur." The servant, with a manner in which affection and concern were blended, did as desired, and left the room with a noiseless tread, after Vernon had further desired that if Dr. Macey called, he shoidd be shown up at once to his room. " And now, Reginald, I have a long tale to tell you, which I can tell to no one but you. I cannot tell my parents, they are too much wrapped up in me. My grandfather — poor grandfather ! he would not break it gently to them. Oh, Regi- nald ! take care of your health. I am sure it is a sin to neglect it. I am heavily punished for my self-will. Take care of beginnings ; you are well now, and perhaps have naturally a stronger con- stitution than I have; but I never thought I could be ill. It seemed nonsense; but oh, what a bitter reality it is now — a full cup of happiness at my lips, it is about to be dashed down for ever ! " " My dear Vernon," said Reginald, very ear- nestly, " what did you mean by saying you had das u wood rniouY. 159 a little cold? What did you mean by trilling about your laziness ? Oh, Vernon ! if you are so ill, how you have bees deceiving us ! and why ? ;: " I have told heaps of lies, I fear," replied Vernon, sighing deeply ; " but I hope they will be forgiven: they were on a great emergency to ca>e myself and those so dear to me, and to whom I am so dear. I persuaded myself it was the ease. I would if I could. Don't look so grave; your ante David did the same in danger." ■• And the consequence was the destruction of a number oi' innocent persons. It ought not to be excused, dear Vernon, and you of all people." " AVcll, no more of that," said Vernon, im- patiently ; "' nobody calls excuses and evasions, lies, God knows, there was reason enough. Well, here is my story. I believe the mischief was principally done at Torquay, the last night I was there; but I would not believe anything was the matter, because my time was so valuable. After I returned to Cambridge I was not well, and ex- amining for my degree did not improve it; but I got on till Easter somehow, and then the rest and change did mc so much good, that I thought my- self (mite well, in spite of the cough. You know, Reginald, I was used to the cough by that time. However, it was rerj bad sometimes, especially in the morning. I used to resolve to ha\e aihiee in the morning, and think myself quite well at night ; and so it went OB till the siunint C came, when I got wonderfully well. Then the Mediterranean ICO bASHWOOD PRIORY. was advised, and I expected to be set up, and so I was, partially; this terrible cough had nearly ceased, and all went on pretty well till about a month ago. I was coming home, but I was laid up a fortnight at Brighton. Happily I told no one I was coming, so no one knew. St. John thought me at home, and they at home thought me on board ship/' " Did you not have advice ? " " To be sure, and got well again, and was advised to go to sea again to Madeira; but he was very encouraging, saw no danger, et cetera. Of course I did not care about Madeira, and I went to the Isle of Wight for ten days, and then came here, much better I hoped — much better — but here I am nearly as low and weak as ever. My father insists upon my seeing Dr. Macey, and I dread to see him." " But I don't see whv, if vour Brighton man was so hopeful." A'ernon sighed. " I wished to believe him. I did believe him, Reginald ; but vet something continuallv checked that ; and yet I have been very sanguine, not alarmed enough at any time. I am better now," he added, sitting up. " Perhaps, after all, my fears arc mere lowness of spirits; I am not generally troubled that way." " I think so still/' said llcginald, cheerfully ; " :md let me order vou something to eat : vou will be better then, and all these fancies will nv awav." DASHWOOD PEIOEY. IC1 " Promise me you will say nothing about I till after to-morrow/' said Vernon. "My fat: would put off the festivities, and so many will be disappointed. It must not be, Reginald; they will do me good — a little excitement does." " But if you arc ill, Vernon ? " " But I am not," said Vernon, eagerly ; " not ill enough, at least. I have been making a fool of myself. You must promise, Reginald, not to pre- vent the fete, for my sake. Remember, this in confidence." Reginald gave a reluctant consent, just Dr. Macey was announced. At the mention of his name, Vernon coloured, and then turned pale ; but he commanded himself well, and after a few marks, begged Reginald to leave him alone for a few minutes. Reginald retired to the adjoining room; but the few minutes were lengthened to half an hour, and when Dr. Macey left the roc Reginald arrested him at the door with a trembling " How is he ? " Dr. Macey's manner was exceedingly agital he could hardly say, — ■ " He cannot live many months, Mr. Mortirm r ; the disease has made ground fearfully, (in to him,— keep him up. Oh, thai that line man should he taken ! Poor fellow ! — he has been sadly careless of himself; but it is the ■■ of them all." B -maid possessed much strength of mind; but he needed all, as he mechanically <' attention was presently absorbed by a tali' of some inexperienced equestrian, related with considerable humour by his satirical companion^ whose aame he soon discovered to be Ford; bu1 the noise increased bo much, that, eager to lose nothing, he caught only disjointed fragments, and Pord [) — ssing the Loudesl voice, bia story was most prominent. It died away amidst plaudits oi 186 DASHWOOD PRIORY. tt very rich," " bravo," " very good." " Perfectly luscious, as Halhed says of the moon ; eh, Halhed. What's that ? what's that ? » " Some monkish reason why the weather has been so fine this month," returned the gentleman addressed. " Let us hear it, Halhed." The solemn gentleman, who had been uttering a few sentences in an oracular tone, replied as sententiously as before, — " Prima, secunda nihil, tertia sicut. " Quarta, quinta qualis — tota luna talis." "A sconce ! a sconce !" cried Ford. "Benson, a sconce here." The senior commoner, thus appealed to, broke oif a sentence short, to inquire of Mr. Halhed whether he denied it. " In toto," replied Mr. Halhed, indignantly. " Ford, please to enlighten us." Ford repeated the distich, while Frank re- marked on Halhed's reply to Louis, that he happily just stopped short of another sconce. " A sconce for Mr. Halhed," called Mr. Benson to the attendant waiter. " I shall appeal ! " exclaimed the indignant Mr. Halhed. "That does not come under the statute. It is no quotation." " I am afraid the heads will think you a bad scholar, if you don't call that Latin, Halhed," said the senior. " You will make yourself ridiculous," said DASIIW00D FRIOBY. 187 mother. " They gave it against you last ;ime." " Come now, you can't be obdurate," said Hamilton, as a huge silver tankard was placed jefore him, full of frothing ale. To Louis' great amusement, the sconced martyr ifted the tankard with one hand, and touching he liquid with his lips, sent it up to the senior, ,vho performed the ceremony with equal agility, ind apparently with much greater zest, as he dived nuch deeper into its contents. The tankard was :hen passed gradually round the table, till it •eached Louis, who, with a heightened colour, was ibout to pass it on to Frank without tasting, when Ford cried out, — " Come, you are not to be excused ; when we ire at Rome, et cetera." " You must taste it, Louis," said Frank, with a vickcd smile. Louis raised it with both hands, and ere he had I the ale, several voices laughingly called out. f A sconce here, Benson." The colour deepened 3n Louis' face, and he put down the tankard with tu inquiring look at his cousin, who seemed the merriest of the merry at the trap into which he had fallen. "Why?" he asked, but. with a per- fectly good-tempered manner; but before Frank could inform him that he had used both hands to the tankard, contrary to all established cu-toin, Mr. Benson had politely excused Lonia as a non- resident. 188 DASHW00D PRIOllY. "You are a fortunate man/' said Ford, as Frank removed the tankard. " You will not be caught again." Louis was not sorry when dinner was concluded. Frank showed him the way to the common room, where he had been desired to join his father. On his entrance he was invited to the table, where his father was seated, and a hope having been expressed that he had made a good dinner, he was supplied with a glass of fine old port, and left to amuse himself by taking a mental inventory of the comfortable room and its occupants for the benefit of home, while his father and Mr. L. dis- coursed very eloquently on thirds and scouts, and lectures, and private tutors. He was perhaps a little relieved to find how very much like other men the fellows were, and how they could talk of horses and politics without a single Latin or Greek word, his own imaginings having led him to suppose that these erudite men never spoke of anvthinsj but classic authors, or the roots of words, or uttered a sentence in the vernacular when not called on to descend to the comprehension of an unlettered stranger. One of the party especially attracted Louis' attention; this was a queer-looking little man, carelessly attired, who gave utterance occasionally to dry remarks, striking from their oddity and pithiness. There was a world of kind- liness in his small twinkling eye, which Louis met fixed on him more than once, till at length, when Louis blushed at being caught so often looking DASIIWOOD PRIOHY. 189 [hat way, he addressed a few words to him, and liter our hero's modest reply, asked if he had any friends in Oxford. Louis answered in the affirmative, mentioning liis " cousin " and a " very intimate friend." " Umph ! indeed," said the old gentleman, holding up his glass to the light, and looking over it to Louis. " And who may your cousin be, and your 'intimate friend?' if you have no objection to name them." Louis mentioned Hamilton and Frank, and the i/ld man's countenance brightened, as he said, — • Mr. Hamilton is a credit to his college;" but the smile lingered on his face, though he did not speak of Frank. Louis at length ventured to inquire if he knew Frank. " Umph ! I suppose I know most of the ' men,' as they call themselves. Poor boys, — I hope you and 1 shall be friends some day; but perhaps you think, like some of the harum scarum fellows of tin- day, that you come up for fun, and go home to read, — eh ?" " I hope not," replied Louis, smiling. "Ay, s" they all say,— umph!" said the gen- tleman, with a slightly satisfied glance at the modest blush on Louis' countenance. '' Take Care and keep close to your intimate friend ; he'll keep you up to the mark. As for the other — pom- lad, — he came from Cambridge, I hear ; — umph! — very unsettled; — never do any good." 190 DASH WOOD PRIORY. He murmured something to himself; but in spite of his sweeping censure on Frank, Louis felt sure that, as usual, his incorrigible cousin had somehow worked himself into his good graces. There was a slight pause, and Mr. Royston sipped his wine, and looked at Louis, and then asked what he had seen at Oxford ; and, little by little, drew him out, till Louis was surprised to find how much he was talking, and how many ques- tions he had asked about the birthplace of Coeur de Lion, the residence of Henry Beauclerc, the college used for a mint in the reign of Charles the First ; that which had sent forth Erasmus, Laud, Dr. Arnold, and others, with many other parti- culars, which were all satisfactorily answered in a few words, with now and then a little anecdote annexed. Louis had almost forgotten the awful presence in which he was, when the time arrived for him to leave ; and after thanking Mr. L. for his assistance, and Mr. Royston for his attention to Louis, Mr. Mortimer departed for the Mitre, and on the way informed Louis that his friend Hamilton took pupils, and that he meant to try to secure his sendees as private tutor for him. Louis then added his mite of news, more in- teresting to himself than to his father, that Charles Clifton had gained a scholasrhip ; " and do you know, father, he was the youngest candidate, and quite astonished the examiners. That old gentleman who talked so much to me, told me that his competitors were no babies. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 191 I always thought Charlie -would do something for himself." " That old gentleman/' replied Mr. Mortimer, " is the mathematical tutor ; and I am afraid, therefore, will not stand very high in your favour/' " I like him," said Louis, smiling, " however much I may dislike his likings." A\ i have already, more than on one occasion, minutely described the arrival at Dashwood Priory; our readers will therefore permit us to plead want of space in excuse for omitting the recital of Louis' return from Oxford, and the long tale he had to tell his willing auditors, and allow us merely to mention, that in a few months a letter came from Mr. L., to inform Mr. Mortimer that, a vacancy having occurred, Louis could come 'up into residence. Parting for school and college had been of so common occurrence for some years, that the affectionate little party bore their separation as quietly as could be expected. There was great combination in the packing of his Luggage: over and over again were their contents displaced, to make room for some indispensable i forgotten article; and when all seemed ready, the oight before he set off, Mrs. Colthrop sud- d' iilv declared her belief that no preserves were packed up, and forthwith ordered another DOB down to contain them. Then some groceries were to till the interaticea between the pots, in ea-e dear Master Lonis, who was so absentj — dear 192 DASHWOOD PHIORY. young gentleman, should forget to buy his neces- saries ; and at last, after stowing away four times as many things as Reginald would ever have put up with, his luggage was declared to be quite ready. The last evening was very cheerfully spent ; as Louis now and then reminded them he should only be away seven weeks. But there was, nevertheless, a little sinking of the heart, — a little fear of the temptations of his new life; not, perhaps, the less that his father looked many times anxiously at him, and his mother was less cheerful than usual. They did not forget in that little family circle, where all their affairs were committed to the gracious Orderer of all events, to remember him especially that night. It was settled that Mr. Mortimer should accom- pany his son to Oxford, and arrange the final matters concerning his rooms : they were to set off early the next day for London, concluding their long journey the following afternoon. The next morning their plans of operation were materially altered; for unexpected parish matters peremp- torily demanding Mr. Mortimer's presence the day Louis was to commence his college life, he was, much against his will, obliged to send Louis alone from Norwich. " God bless you, my boy," he said, as he shook his son's hand ; " I hope to be with you in a day or two. You will be able to manage tolerably, I hope. Perhaps your friend Hamilton will help you." Louis set off once more on a long, lonely DASHWOOD PRIORY. 193 journey, often recalling that anxious inquiring look he had met the previous evening from his parents, and mentally resolving and praying that no ill conduct of his should ever bring sorrow upon them. — T-^A^SF^Sflfc&dE^— 194 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER XIV. " So he poked up the flame, And got out the tea ; And down they both sat, As prepared as could be. " Leigh Hunt. Behold Louis safely at the gates of liis college at half-past five o'clock on a rainy October after- noon, bewildered and anxious to reach the habita- tion he could call his own, quite unconscious, in his eagerness to leave the " Mitre," where he had been taking a hasty dinner, that he had given a couple of packages m charge ot the porter which did not belong to him, in exchange for an equal number of his own. Having at length discovered which were his rooms, his luggage was conveyed thither, and he was left to his solitary reflections. His first care was to examine his apartments. The room into which he first entered was panelled with dark oak, and possessed a venerable casement window, whose romantic proportions quite accorded with our hero's organ of veneration. But here the charm ceased. The furniture, concerning which he had heard so much about " thirds" on a former occasion, was by no means of a first-rate description ; and however much Louis might have DASIHVOOD PRIORY. 195 tolerated the smoky ceiling;, as consistent with the antique whole, he by no means admired the dingy faded window-curtains, the miserably stained carpet, and the rickety chairs that adorned the sitting-room. "Why, I do declare!" he said to himself, "I do declare they must have been smoking very much here ; surely when my father comes I shall have a new carpet. Oh, here's plenty of room for books though, and I shall put my piano here. How kind it is of dear father to let me have a piano." Louis paused in his survey, as his thoughts rapidly carried him back to home, and he remained in rather a painful reverie, looking on the spot where the piano in imagination stood. Rousing himself, he next proceeded to an inspection of the two cupboards the room contained, and concluded with a minute survey of his sleeping-room. With the latter he was not much charmed, either with the size of the room or the appurtenances thereof, and wondered, in alow voice, several times, "How it wai possible to dress in such a closet." But not being of an unhappy disposition, after scruti- nizing all for some minutes, he returned to the outer room, determining to make the best of rcumitanoes. •• How rery quiet it is, ,J he thought. "That is a i comfort; but 1 suppose the men are not all in yet." It wai rapidly growing dusk, and Louis turned to the dim lire, and wondered where be should o J 19G DASHWOOD PRIORY. get candles, when the scout was coming, and then looked for the poker. There was none, and the fire was very low. Louis waited patiently, divested himself of his great coat, kicked the gasless coals with his toe, and finally sat down in the window. He would have begun to unpack, but he could not see to put away his things ; and besides, he was tired, and did not feel much inclined to litter his room in every direction with jam-pots, linen, and broad-cloth. Patiently he sat, still hoping each minute would bring the scout ; but the faint light gradually faded away, the dim fire sunk lower and lower, and the room, though not posi- tively cold, was chilly and very desolate. He wandered round the room in desperation, looking and feeling in every corner for the signs of a bell, but could find none. "How am I to get this man?" he murmured. He looked once more out of the window, but all he could discern in the uncertain light was a shadowy outline of a porter with luggage at the further side of the " quad," and two men entering a door in the same direction. From two windows the ruddy glow of fire-light came forth, and another blind was radiant with lamp or candle- light ; but beyond this there was nothing but thick clouds and splashing and dripping. At length Louis saw a man hastily cross the quad in his direction, with a lantern in his hand, and he ventured to open his door and steal out timidly on the landing. Nothing was to be heard, and DASHWOOD PRIOKV. 197 nothing was to be seen. He descended, still very cautiously, and, much afraid of going somewhere where he ought not, at length reached the ground- floor, and commenced a search for his cousin's rooms, which he knew were somewhere there : and there they were sure enough, with the outer door fast. Louis knocked ; no answer: a second time, but all was silent; but just when he was venture into the quadrangle to find the retreat of the gate porter, to his great relief a middle-aged man, with a lantern, entered rapidly and approached him. "Beg pardon, sir; mistaken your rooms?" He turned his lantern curiously on Louis. " I want Mr. Digby/' said our hero. " He's not come in yet, sir." " I thought every one was obliged to come in to-day," said Louis, feeling very much as if he had been caught doing a wrong thing. Y< 8; sir; but most of the gentlemen doesn't knock in till late." "Are you the scout'.-" asked Louis. "The porter al the gate told me he would send you. 1 want some coals and BOme candles in my room. And there'- no poker." ■• Plenty of coals, sir" said the man, as he followed Louis. "Mr. Mortimer?" he added. inquiring!} Louis approached the open door. replied in the affirmative; and the man tering presently produced a couple of candle- from a small room or closet, about half the 198 DASHWOOD PRIORY. size of Louis' bed-room, which he had not observed; next he brought out a poker, and stirred the fire. "'Fraid you've been very uncomfortable, sir. Have you any candles, sir? There was none ordered." " No ; really," said Louis, " I don't know any- thing about them. Cannot you get me one for to-night ?" " I'll see if I can borrow one or two, sir." He went away, and returned in a few minutes with a couple of candles, and placing them in the sticks, lighted one, and then busied himself in laying a few sticks on the fire ; when, to Louis' surprise, he lifted the window-seat on which he had been sitting and abstracted thence two or three shovelfuls of coal. " That's where the coals is, sir ; all handy, sir ; and when you want anything, sir, if you summon me, I'll make all straight." " Thank you," said Louis, smiling ; " I shall be wiser next time : but how am I to summon vou ? I see no bell here." " The gentlemen calls out of the doors and windows, sir ; they ain't no ways particular about bells." " And what is vour name ?" asked Louis. " Harry, sir." Louis looked puzzled, and the scout finished by asking if he could get him anything. "1 should like some tea by-and-by," said i' mi. Louis's Colle, DASHWOOD PRIORY. 199 Louis. " Can you get me some boiling water, or must I make it myself ? " This question was presently answered by the appearance of a battered copper teakettle from the closet before mentioned, which was already ■tilled with water ; then Louis asked his assistance in undoing his store-box, mentally thanking the provident old housekeeper for her provision of groceries The scout hinted the necessity of pro- Aiding some sheets for the bedmaker, as he turned over the box indicated. " But these are not my boxes/ 5 exclaimed Louis. " What am I to do ? I shall have no tea and no bed apparently to-night." The scout and his new master stood looking at one another, and Louis afterwards wondered that the former could keep his countenance so im- moveably. " Well, sir," he said, at length, " we must get these to their right owners. 'Mr. Moreton/ — ♦hat's No. 3, corner staircase, — not my staircase, — right-hand side. Is your boxes got a full direc- tion on 'em, sir?" Louis replied in the affirmative, and the scout remarked, — "Then they'll reach all safe enough, I dare Bui can vuu get me any tea?" said Louis, ; '• can any one see alter my Luggage?" "You left it where, sir ? " \t the • Mure.'" 200 DASHWOOD PRIORY. The scout reassured him, and then vanished to procure some tea for our poor bewildered hero. During his absence, Louis dolefully watched the ascending flames of his very young-looking fire, and mentally wondered when he might cal- culate on the kettle boiling. Before he had solved this problem, his messenger returned, bringing with him a pleasant-looking young man, whose frank and cordial manner prepossessed him di- rectly. " I hear you are in distress," he said. " My name is Nevinson ; I keep near you. This is a very uncomfortable beginning," he said, smiling ; "will you come and take a bachelor's tea with me ? I can offer it hot, with a good fire, too." "You are very kind," said Louis, warmly shaking the proffered hand ; " I shall be very glad indeed to accept your kind offer, for I am most unfortunately situated. I have brought another man's luggage by mistake, and am afraid I am doomed either to the floor or sofa, or a sheetless and pillow-caseless bed to-night." " Harry has been to me twice to-night on your behalf/' said his new friend, " and has told me all your troubles. If your luggage does not arrive soon, I shall be very happy to lend you some sheets. Harry will fetch them." " I am really in too great a state of distress to refuse your kind offer," replied Louis; "I am very much obliged to you." "Well, come along to my rooms; yours offer DASHWOOD PRIOKV. 201 but a desolate welcome to a freshman. We will leave the Held fair to Harry and the bedmaker ; and I dare say all will be comfortable enough when you return." Louis followed his new friend across the land- ing to an open door, whence the reflection of a ruddy lire glowed, and presently found himself in a most enticing-looking snuggery. This room was panelled like his own ; but a blazing fire shone upon red carpet, red curtains, red tablecloth, and plain substantial furniture. An Argand lamp burned on a table in front of the fire, on which Mas placed a small tcatray, resplendent with gild- ing, and a solitary cup and saucer, black teapot, cream-jug, and sugar-basin. Beyond the tray were bread and butter, and a preserve-pot of capa- cious dimensions. On a little table, on one side of the fire, were two or three books, and in front of the fire a large red morocco library-chair, which it was easy to imagine the owner had just vacated. A kettle, too large for the fireplace, was tenderly balanced on the edges of the hobs, and was now Bending forth huge columns of steam, very sug- 'iveofanice cup of tea. To finish the pic- «•, a well-stocked set of book-shelves on one Bide, a chess-board and box <>!' men and a flute on mall console table, and one or two framed en- rings hanging against the walls, attracted Louis 1 eyes, and instantly assured him of tin quii - <>r inv nm acquaintance. Mr. Nevinson wheeled the large chair to th. 20.2 dashwood priory. snuggest side of the fire, and invited Louis to seat himself; and on Louis demurring about occupying it, lie merrily produced a smaller one from a dark corner of the room. " I always keep one for my friends and myself too. Now turn vours round to the front: vou are cold, and I am done to a turn. It is rather an uncomfortable evening." " Rather ! " echoed Louis : " a verv miserable evening, I think. You are very moderate in your terms ; I suppose because your room is so snug." " Or, rather," replied Nevinson, quietly, " be- cause I have an antipathy to railing at the weather." Louis coloured ; but the reply was like music to his ears. " So have I too," he answered, " and I stand rebuked for my forgetfulness." Nevinson looked up at him with a peculiarly bright smile, and filling a cup full of tea, tossed it into the pot, then seizing the steaming kettle, filled it. " You shall have a cup directly. We are our own tea-makers here, and very good tea-makers we become in a marvellously short time ; we beat all the mothers and sisters hollow. I won't say much for economy, though ; you will find a very liberal spirit characteristic of Oxonians. "VYe are many of us not content only with giving our little all, but what we want we ' borrow, borrow, borrow ! ' However, rest content that this is an DASIIWOOD PRIORY. 203 honest cup of tea, as I hope all you get here will be" he added, as he replaced the kettle on the hearth. " My kettle is on too magnificent a scale for iny grate ; I assure you it requires a conjurer's skill to stick it on the fire ; only Harry and I can perfectly succeed. One man sticks it down on one side, and the water runs out of the lid, then he attempts to remedy it by damaging the other half of the fire ; and another will arrange so that it shall tumble over on your feet, if you have the hardihood to sit near the fire when it boils. I bought it a year and a half ago, when I did not fully understand my means of accommo- dation ; it has served my turn, and I don't like discarding an old friend. Where's Harry, I wonder ? " Hardlv had he uttered the words, when the scout appeared with some cold meat, which he placed on the table, and then fetched another cup and saucer, plate, knife and fork, from some mysterious recess, and again vanished. " You are hungry, I dare say, Mortimer." "No, thank vou; I made a very fair dinner before my arrival." Nevinson then produced a toasting-fork and Bel about making some toast, when, hia pre- parations being completed, much to Lou amusement, In- drew the large table nearer to the lire, and invited Louis to partake of the repast. Certainly our hero thought he had never seen so black a CUp of tea as that now handed to him. 201 DASHWOOD PRIORY. "Sugar? cream?" inquired Nevinson, as he produced from the tray the several receptacles for these articles. Louis thanked him, paused, and took some cream. "No sugar?" " Yes, thank you;" replied Louis, almost afraid to ask for something that might not be there. He said nothing, but took his teaspoon and helped himself very carefully to the saccharine luxury. The pains he took in chasing the lumps from side to side before he safely attained his object attracted his host's attention. " I see now what you want. How soon we forget our old experience," he said, as he helped himself with his finger and thumb. " We use no other tongs here than those with which nature has furnished us. I had a pair, but I don't well know what has become of them. Pray do not give yourself the trouble of fishing for your sugar another time in that painful manner." " I might have remembered too, how very ill- mannered I thought my brother in that respect," said Louis, " Avhen he returned home after his first term." " Had you a brother here ?" " I have a brother now at Cambridge," replied Louis. " Have you any friends in Oxford ? " " A few, I believe," replied Louis : " two in this college." DASHWOOD PRIOKV. 205 " And who may they be?" " My cousin Mr. Digby, and Mr. Hamilton." "Oli. indeed: Disrbv is vour cousin, is he?" Baid Nevinson. "What Hamilton are you speak - ing of? There are two of that name, — William Hamilton and Edward, who has graduated, and lives out of college now. He is studying the- law." •• My 1 in nil's name is Edward," said Louis, eagerly; "and I know he has taken his degree. He is a very dear friend of mine. Do you know him?" ■• Very little; just to speak to," replied Ne- vinson; "but I have really almost coveted his friendship, though I am generally very indepen- dent in such matters. He is a friend worth having, Mortimer. Of course, you know he took a double first, and his perseverance and industry have only been equalled by the exemplary manner in which he has passed through this ordeal. It i> one," he added, looking at Louis; "and much, I am sure, depends on our first acquaint- ances and actions. We cannot be too careful about our friends at Oxford; I am glad you have bo valuable a one." "Thank you," said Louis, gratefully. A little more was said about Hamilton, and passed from him to examinations, chapels, lec- tures, and other college topic8, OD which Loins was naturally anxious to gain as much information as possible in the time. The tea was at length 206 DASHWOOD PRIORY. concluded, and the scout being summoned, cleared the table, and, at the same time, informed Louis that his missing luggage had arrived, again hinting at the want of sheets. Louis rose, and afraid of intruding any longer on the hospitality of his kind entertainer, wished him good evening ; but Nevinson would not hear of his leaving him, and remonstrating on the loneliness of the project, made him promise to return when the bedmaker's wants were supplied. Louis was not long absent, deferring his general unpacking for a later period, and was once more installed in his comfortable seat, while his new friend went across the room for some coals. While he was on this errand, Louis took up one of the books that lay on the smaller table near him. It was a treatise on chess; and not having much sympathy with that game, laid it down again. The next proved to be a pocket edition of Sophocles, which bore evidences of much study. This was also laid down, and Louis took a third, which proved to be a neat pocket Bible, full in every direction with little scraps of paper, scribbled all over. A Concordance lay underneath it. Louis closed the sacred volume very reverentially without any fur- ther scrutiny, but a thrill of warm satisfaction came over him as he saw it so evidently studied. Nevinson saw his interest in the volumes, and as he finished making up the fire and sat down again, he said, — " You don't find much to interest you there. Are you a chess-player?" i>\>IIWO0D PRIOKY. 207 " No, not at all," said Louis; "I scarcely kuow the moves." " I am very fond of it ; it is a noble game/' replied his companion : " and we all want recrea- tion sometimes. You are fond of books thoudi, I fancy," he said. " Very" replied Louis. "Well, I think that is the best of all tastes," rejoined his new friend. A silence ensued, when Louis said with great feeling, bur ratlin- timidly, — • I am very glad to sec one Book here. I am sure ire -hall he true friends; at least, if you will allow me to be your friend." A little colour mounted into Nevinson's pale face. He looked steadily into the fire, and for a few seconds Louis thought he was offended; but, hardly had the thought passed his mind, when Nevinson held out his hand with a sweet. frank smile. " I must warn you, though," he said, " that you must not judge that all will think as you and I, upon whose table you see a Bible ; nay, not u if it be full of notes. They may only be ' divinity crams.' You know a certain portion ol the Bible forma B part of our examination." X*68, hut you had prepared me before," said Loui> ; '"and here, where I expected to meet non win. loved the things I am sure we both ralue, it is doubly pleasant to find my first, acquaintance a true friend." Both were silent tor a few minutes ?208 DASHWOOD PRIORY. when a trampling up the stairs and some loud talking attracted Louis' notice. " What's that ? » " Some of the men coming to their rooms, that's all/' answered Nevinson. " You will hear this at intervals, with a little extra noise in the quad till nearly twelve o'clock : therefore vou must not be alarmed if you are woke out of your first sleep by a view hallo, or 'forward, there, after him !' or a noisy scrap of a song, for the late ones will be very uproarious." The footsteps had died away somewhere over- head, when the scout re-entered to ask the friends if he could do anything more for either. Nevin- son replied in the negative, and turned to Louis, inquiring if there was anything he wanted further. " I thank you," he said, hesitatingly ; " I think not; you have shown me where to find everything now. Stay, shall I not want a gown to-morrow ? I quite forgot that. How can I get it now? " " Oh, I dare say Harry can supply that want," said Nevinson. " Harry, you will have a cap and gown ready for Mr. Mortimer, to-morrow." Harry signified his assent and comprehension of the necessity, and disappeared. Another hour was spent veiy cheerfully, and the more Louis saw of his new friend, the more he liked him. There was a boyish frankness and sweetness, minjrled with so much true nobilitv of character, that fascinated while he hardly defined the wherefore, and an enthusiasm which delighted DASHWOOD PKIORY. 209 Louis, the more that it was tempered with so much anxiety to fulfil his duty. At half-past nine our hero took his leave, and his friend would accom- pany him to his rooms, to see that all was right. Louis found a bright tire, with caudles on the tabic ready to light. His first care after lighting his candles was to undo his grocery-box, in order to procure some tea for breakfast. The cord had been already removed ; but as it was a kind of deal packing-case, carefully nailed down, his inexperi- enced hands hardly knew how to open it. Nevin- son, however, here came to his relief, and forcing it open with the poker, after another inquiry if he .ould be of any further service, and inviting him to breakfast with him the next morning, wished him good night, and left him to his meditation-. The first thing Louis thought of when alone was to fasten ins outer door, and then closing the inner, he drew his chair to the fire and opened his Bible Christian reader! when, after a day of excite- ment, til change of scene, and of disturbance of thought, when perhaps this holy book has been so packed away thai you have not been able to reach does it not seem very sweet to look upon it un'r How many sweel thoughts are recalled by the sight-— ho* boh is that .still hour when you can commune with its precious contents, and tei 1 thai wherever you are, those promises are yours, and that though — All tilings change, He ohaDgea i P 210 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Louis lay down that night in peace, and thank- fully remembered the unexpected happiness of finding a kindred spirit ; and college now seemed to wear a brighter aspect. He thought if Nevin- son could walk so blamelessly through its tempta- tions, he might also. Everv one who knows the effect of so new a scene on so excitable an imagination as that of our hero, will not wonder that he lay awake some time after he retired to bed, dwelling over and over again on the events of the day ; but the calm which the Word of God had given, seemed shed over all, and at length he sank into a sweet slum- ber. How long he had slept he knew not, when an extraordinary noise roused him in some alarm, and it was a few minutes before his senses re- minded him of the caution he load received, and he distinguished the hasty trampling of feet, and the noisy exclamations of some late revellers, who had " knocked in " at the latest possible minute. He listened with the curiosity natural to his position, but could hear nothing distinctly. The noise dispersed gradually in various directions, a portion coming up his staircase, and at last con- centrating, as far as he was concerned, in a heavy trampling, and subsequent laughing and singing in the next room to his. This was all well enough for a few minutes, but Louis naturally began to wish for a cessation of it, when it had lasted half an hour. But in vain he buried his head in the DASHWOOD PRIORY. J2 1 1 pillow, and turned from side to side in feverish attempts to renew his slumbers; the noise con- tinued with very little diminution till two o'clock, and then for another half-hour the occupants of the apartment appeared to be incessantly walking about, at the end of which time, fairly worn out, our hero fell asleep, and slept till he was roused a second time by a tremendous noise at the head of his bed, as if the Avail outside were falling. He started up and listened. Daylight was peeping through his window ; a little more rumbling and the noise ceased. There was nothing more, and In- ventured to lie down again, after ascertaining that it was six o'clock. However, it was now too late for more sleep, and he presently began to rise. When his toilette was partially completed, he heard the scout in his sitting-room commencing operations for his comfort, and had just put the last touch to his dress, when a loud " Sir-r/' with the final r prolonged to an indefinite period, brought him to the door of his room. ■ Quarter-past seven, sir. Chapel at eight, sir. wii and cap. Breakfast in your room, sir?' J • No, thank you," replied Louis. " Whal am I to pay you for this gown?" '• Oli. ui ! gentlemen always pays at the end oJ term, mi-.'' refilled the scout. Louis said nothing more, and was presently let! alone. He was not sorry lie had so much time before him, for he could occupy it well till the chapel hell began to ring, when arraying himself v 'I 212 DASHWOOD PRIORY. directly in the gown provided for him, and with more hesitation placing the shabby cap on his head, he sallied forth and reached the chapel door exactly Avith another man from the opposite side of the quad. They entered together, and Louis hesitatingly turned to the stranger, — " Can you tell me where I can sit ? I am very fresh." " You are one of the very few, I fancy, that like to acknowledge their verdure," replied the stranger, smiling. And leading the way into the body of the chapel, Louis presently found himself in a convenient seat, and after asking a blessing on the morning service, he opened his Bible, which he had brought in with him, and finding out the lessons, endeavoured to fix his mind on them. In about ten minutes the men began to pour in ; then came the dons, and the bell ceasing, a young man in gown and cap rushed to the door and closed it, just as an undergraduate pushed in, in whom Louis recognised Frank Digby. Louis was not among those who deemed chapel a " bore." He would gladly have lingered behind the rush in the chapel, when the prayers were over. Hardly had he stepped on the threshold when his cousin arrested him with — " So Louis, vou did come last night to nestle under the wings of alma mater, till she considers you ready to take a stall in the wide market of the world. I understand you have been in a quandary, DASHWOOD PRIORY. 213 and took refuge with a saint at last. You must come arid breakfast with me this morning." " I thank you, I am engaged." Eh? You've not lost any time; to-morrow, then." •• I shall be very happy," answered Louis. •lust at this moment a servant approached Louis with a mi saage from Mr. L., inviting him to breakfast with him. •• What am 1 to do?" he said, turning to Frank. " I am engaged to Xevinson." •• Under the circumstances, he must excuse yon,'" said Frank. Louis hastily returned a proper message by Mr. L.'s servant, and then ran toNevinson's rooms to excuse himself. He then repaired to the tutor's rooms by his direction, and had just reached them when a heavy hand was laid on his shoulder, and tiuning round, to his inexpressible delight Hamil- ton's face greeted him. Will. Nli. Mortimer, so vou have no eves for . old friend, now you arc a man." My dear Hamilton," exclaimed Louis, joy- fully ; " indeed I have looked everywhere for you nil yesterday. 1 was expecting to meet yousomc- where, and could not, amid the sea of strange faci For a good reason/' said Hamilton, with B quiet smile; "because I arrived in the night. Louis, you are sadly undignified \ 1 am afraid you have a considerable remnant yet of boyhood about 214 DASHWOOD PRIORY. you. These are raptures quite beyond the dignity of an Oxonian, I assure vou." " I do not care/' replied Louis, laughing. " I hope I shall never be ashamed to acknowledge that I am glad to see vou. I shall be ashamed of myself then." " Well, whither are vou bound ? This is not the way to your rooms, I presume." Louis informed his friend of his destination, and found to his great satisfaction that Hamilton was to be of the tutor's party. Accordingly, the two friends made their entrance together. There were three -of four besides, to whom Louis was introduced, and much pleasant conversation en- sued. Louis was pleased to see the evident esti- mation in which his beloved friend was held, and listened with much pride to his sensible and in- telligent remarks. Hamilton being now no longer an undergraduate, having taken his B.A., was located in lodgings in thecitv: as he was studvimr for the bar, he was not likely to leave college for a year or two, — much of course to Louis' satisfac- tion. The other young men present were all of more than a year's standing, and were reputed to be of the steadiest reading men in the college. There were no lectures that morning, and Hamil- ton suggested, when he and Louis had left the tutor's, the propriety of a walk, and making some acquaintance with the environs of Oxford. It was no little advantage to our hero to have so sub- stantial a friend, especially as Hamilton was as DASHWOOD PBIORY. 215 determined to exercise a surveillance over Louis here as he had been at Ashfield House. Their conversation for some time during their walk turned upon manners and customs at Oxford; but as they emerged from the immediate precincts of tin* city, it insensibly fell on their old school- fellows, many of whom were in residence there, or had just left; and Hamilton had many things to relate of them, which were very interesting to Louis. • \ on will be surprised," he said, "to sec what a nice fellow Trcvannion has grown. Gentlemanly he always was, but he is really fascinating now. Old Wykeham says, 'Manners maketh the man;' if so, Trevannion 's a splendid specimen of a man. If college would do as much for us all, Louis, we should have reason to think much of it ; I am sure, however, it has done little for me in that respect. I am as uncivil and as unceremonious as ever, and care even less than ever for others' opinions ; and that, I believe, is what we all learn, mure or less, as we grow older and see more of the world. We understand the worth of any man's praise." ■■ Perhaps so," said Louis. "I suppose I am hardly old enough to have arrived a1 that happy comprehension: I am afraid I am very susceptible vi-t ; and vou — vou have worked as hard as if you cared." •• Tli.:' - an old notion of duty, Louis ■ and yet, perhaps, we know little of ourselves when v. 216 DASHWOOD PRIORY. we are indifferent to others' opinions. We are very dependent on one another. You have not heard of Clifton's success, perhaps?" "Yes, I heard of it in the summer; Mr. Roy- ston told me." " Do you know that Ferrers was one of the candidates, and besides being his senior, he is a two-year man." "Do you know Ferrers now, Hamilton?" asked Louis. " Well, upon my word, I don't, Louis ; I never felt inclined to renew the acquaintance. He never was a friend of mine, and his cool behaviour of old to you quite disgusted me. He is very steady, I believe ; at least I hear nothing to the contrary ; but there is something about him that alwavs repels me." " I am sorry for that," replied Louis, " because you would do him so much good." Hamilton made no reply, and presently changed the subject. " So Frank Digby 's migrated. Some people prophesied truly." " Unhappily," replied Louis. " I hope all will go on well here : he was very quiet and serious at church. I think Frank has many right feel- ings, Hamilton." " Indeed he has, Louis. It is a misfortune for him that he is so popular : some men cannot understand the true worth of such popularity. I suppose you know that Trevannion is now a DA8HW00D P1U0HY. 217 fellow of , and is to be ordained in a few months r" "No, I did not," answered Louis; "he must have worked hard, then. Did von think him clever.'" Hamilton smiled significantly, and remarked in a dry tone, — "I always thought him of a good family. All fellowships don't go by order of merit. Re- member, yon are engaged to my lodgings this ev« oing, Louis. I shall have Jones, and Trevan- nion if I can get him, to meet you and poor Frank. I must look after him a little, if it were only for poor Vernon's memory." This was said as Hamilton bid Louis good bye at the college gates ; and Louis was just entering them, when his father's voice most unexpectedly 'ted him. Mr. Mortimer had hurried to Oxford as soon as he was nine, in order to sa\< him as much embarrassment as possible, and to Bee that his arrangements were properly con- ducted. Of course, all previous engagements were now suspended, and before night everj desire Louis had respecting hi s comforts was amply supplied, even to the new carpet and piano. We presume our readers arc by this time wearied of detail, and will gladly allow us to pre- mise that our hero's initiation to the regular routine of his new duties duly took place, that the Lecture-rOOm was familiar to him, and that lie understood how unnecessary it was deemed for 218 DASHWOOD PRIORY. him to sit in chapel a quarter of an hour before service began ; that wine and breakfast " coaches" were no longer so manv mysteries, and that all his friends had properly paid their respective calls. Hamilton was installed private tutor to him, and Trevannion, now arrived at the bloom of grace and manhood, had been very gracious to his old schoolfellow at Hamilton's rooms. Nevin- son's remark on the necessity of choosing first acquaintances cautiously, Louis found most true ; for, in spite of Hamilton's constant cautions, he had more idle acquaintances in a fortnight, through Prank, than he knew how to manage; and the round of excitement into which he was almost inadvertently drawn, before long thoroughly wearied him, and he longed to return home. He went very constantly to Hamilton at the appointed times, and readily joined a little party at Nevin- son's who met once a week for reading the Scrip- tures together. This was his great safeguard ; for in time the giddy and worldly grew weary of his society, and left him to his own chosen associates, with little exception. DA* II WOOD PRIORY. '219 CHAPTER XV. Kemember the Sabbath day to keep it holy.'' " The Sabbath is God's gracious present to a working world ; and for wearied minds and bodies it is the grand restorative. The Sabbath does not arrive like sleep : it does not entrance U3 whether we will or not, but addressing us as intelligent beiDgs, our Creator assures us we need it, and bids us notice its return, and court its renovation." — Hamilton's Oasis. The Sabbath was made for man : for man to use, but not for man to abuse. But, alas ! how sadly is the Sabbath slighted; how often is it, according to the taste and habits of the individual, made either a day of idleness or secular industry, of worldly care or worldly pleasure, regardless of that rich promise made to those who call it "a delight :" Holy of the Lord ! that they shall •'delight themselves in Him." Thia sacred day Louis found, was that most omonly chosen for "breakfasts" and " wines;" not that the parties might meet to speak together of the tilings belonging to the Sabbath, but that they might the more uninterruptedly, from the greater leisure, seek their "own pleasure;" thus reversing the order of things, and becoming more friTolotu and idle on this blessed day than on that any of the si\ allowed to man for his own. Well might the prophet plead with such, " Will a 220 DASHWOOD PRIORY. man rob God ? yet ye have robbed me : and ye say, Wherein have we robbed Thee ? But bring now the sacrifices of righteousness to the store- house of God's love, and prove Him therewith, and see if He will not open to you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." Louis had once been betrayed, through igno- rance, into joining one of these Sunday parties ; but so disturbed was he at the manner in which the day had been desecrated, that he firmly resolved nothing should again induce him to break in upon the sanctity of the time he had been from his childhood taught to hallow. For two or three weeks he had avoided the necessity of declining invitations by engaging him- self previously to Nevinson or Hamilton ; but at length a Sunday arrived when some of Hamil- ton's relations were with him, and Louis did not feel himself sufficiently intimate with Nevinson to invite himself two following Sundays, especially as he had spent the Saturday evening with him. He had risen early ; and as there was some time before chapel, after he was dressed, he sat down to his piano, and quietly played some favourite hymn-tunes and chants ; at first rather timidly, — for he had not yet quite overcome a certain fear of being overheard, — but at length ventured very softly to sing the words of one or two hymns, gradually forgetting anything but his own plea- sure in the coming of the sacred daw U.YSIIWOOD PKIOllY. 221 When the bell began to ring, he closed his piano, and, breathing a mental prayer for power to remember the Sabbath day, went into the chapel, for the pleasure of remaining there quietly alone before the general rush ; and when service- was over, he lingered behind, hoping that the quadrangle would be nearly clear before he left the chapel. But, to his chagrin, he found Frank and a few of his intimates waiting for him at the door. " You will come with me, Mr. Louis, this morning/' he said : " I really believe you have kept purposely out of my way. Where were you last night V " Before Louis could reply, his old acquaintance Ford, who " kept " the rooms next door to him, ^aid, — " Diirbv ! do vou know auidit of the heavenlv sounds that saluted mv ears this mornini was St. Cecilia doing honour to the day Ml propria persona ? " "1\" said Frank; "I must have sung in my dreams, it 1 sang before chapel." • Ay, perhaps I heard it in mine/' rejoined the other, — "such 'divine airs/ — such ' pious orgies ! ' " Louis coloured, but made no remark, and by this time they had reached Prank's rooms. Prank hail at the first onset seized Louis' arm. anil mnv 222 DASHWOOD PRIORY. forcibly pushed him into the room, where break- fast was laid with all the inviting paraphernalia incidental to such repasts. Louis stopped at the door. " No, thank you, Frank ; not this morning. Good-bye for the present." " Nay, not so fast/ 5 said Frank ; " why not this morning ? " Louis would have evaded an answer, but his passage was obstructed by one or two of his cousin's party, who were standing in the door- way ; and, with a little hesitation, he replied, — " I do not like visiting on Sunday." Frank released his hold with a vexed look. " I thought you had got rid of these sancti- monious fancies, Louis," he said. " I hope not," answered Louis, more firmly this time, " but rather that they will be greater." " A saint ! a saint ! " exclaimed one of the party, as he flung his cap behind the sofa, and pushed past Louis, — " St. Cecilia herself! " Ford lifted his cap with mock reverence, as he made way for Louis to pass. " Sancta Cecilia! orapro nobis!" Frank made no further effort to detain Louis, Avho went immediately to his room. "I did not know the saints had got hold of your cousin, Digby," said one of Frank's party, as he seated himself at the table ; " it is a thousand pities ; he is too good a fellow to be spoiled." " He is a good fellow," said Frank, " but always DASHWOOD PRIOllY. 223 at school too precise in some things; he would kill his hen it' she laid an egg on Sunday/' A laugh followed ; but Frank turned the sub- ject ; and whether Louis' firmness had had any influence we know not, but he insensibly checked some amount of frivolity that morning by his own unusually sedate deportment. Louis enjoyed his own quiet breakfast exceed- ingly, and spent his time afterwards, till the time for attending church, iu reading his Bible with a commentary, and committing R chapter to me- mory, according to custom. At church he met Ferrers, and invited him to lunch with him. There had been hitherto a con- siderable amount of backwardness in Ferrers to meet Louis' advances half-way; he pleaded now, that " he never went anywhere ; he had not a moment to spare. 5 ' " You made that excuse the last time I asked you," said Louis ; " I can generally very well believe it ; but to-day you cannot be very busy ; and though it is Sunday, there is no reason why \w should not quietly meet; we may be able to do one another some good. I do not like Sunday \isitinj: generally, but I hope we should not spend hour or tv, ; her." •• You will do me good, I dare Bay/' Baid 1 < I hi.-, colouring; " hut,'' added he, hesitatingly, "I dearly :is busy on Sunday as on other da] i. w • • • • " Hoi ' " asked Louis. u I think ire ought to be blUJ 00 Sunday in one way. It is not meant 224 DASHWOOD PRIORY. to be an idle day, but we should not be industrious in our own business ; and you are not, are you ?" " I am afraid I am," answered Ferrers. " You must come," persisted Louis. Ferrers said no more, and Louis led the way, and they were soon quietly seated at lunch in Louis' rooms. After a few remarks, Louis turned the conver- sation on the sermon thev had heard that mom- ing; and from thence he passed on to several texts in connection, and remembered one or two little anecdotes in confirmation of what he sup- ported, referring to Ferrers continually for his opinion. Ferrers said as little as he conveniently could, and now and then the conversation flagged very much, for, earnest as Louis was, he found it difficult to keep it up alone. At last, he proposed that they should read a chapter ; and his compa- nion assenting, and leaving to him the choice of a chapter, they turned to the fire, and read the fifty-eighth chapter of Isaiah. Louis made a few simple remarks on some passages therein, waiting at intervals, to leave Ferrers room to suggest something. The latter, however, remained quite silent, and sat uneasily, playing with the corners of the Bible he held in his hand. Louis looked curiously and sorrowfully at him, and after another pause, he said, " The last verses are very striking to me ; perhaps I have been always taught to consider them so. ' If thou turn away thy foot from the Sabbath, from doing thy DASHWOOD PIUOKV. 225 pleasure on my holy clay ; and call the Sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour Him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words : then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord ! ' Oh ! Ferrers, it is comparatively easy not to seek our own pleasure and our own ways, but not to speak our own words, how difficult! My conscience always reproaches me at the end of the day, even when I have been most careful. The ;it thing is not to think our own thoughts, for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth aketh. Is it not a sweet promise, 'Then thou shalt delight thyself in the Lord!' 'Blessed is the people that can rejoice in Thee \' "With all the hindrances around, and our tendency to de- light ourselves in other things, it is not a little thing to name such a premise. We cannot delight in holy things unless God teaches us. It seems a parallel passage to tliis : ' Jt' any man will do His will, he shall know of the doctrine/ Do not you think so?" I'errers assented reluctantly, and Louis con- tinued : " 1 often think that one reason why our land is great and bo happy, is because the observance of the Sabbath hen- is bo different from thai of the continental countries. I am sun- a gnat blessing n Bta on the remembrance of the Sabbath both in countries and on individuals. I should bk.- to have " ritten up in every house, ' Remember q 226 DASHWOOD PRIORY. the Sabbath-day, to keep it holy/ One of the greatest charges, you will remember, against the Jews was, that they neglected this commandment. The Sabbath was given for a sign between God and man, and I do believe by this sign, His people will be truly known." " But, don't you make a Jewish Sabbath of it V* said Ferrers, raising his eyes. " 1 think not," answered Louis. " The Jews' was a strict outward observance, but the Christians' is more, though not so strict in that which makes it a bondage. We do not forget that the Sabbath was made for man, but yet not for man to abuse ; for man to pause in his worldly business ; for man to commune with his Maker, to meditate on His "Word, to partake of the bread of life, and to deal it to those who are perishing. The blessing of this precious day can only be known in Eternity." Ferrers did not show any sympathy with his friend's earnestness, and Louis felt there was none. He did not like to ask him how his own Sundays were spent, but he could very well form an esti- mate, from the manner in which some of his studious acquaintances passed their time ; some of the more serious deluding themselves with the idea that getting up the Greek Testament, reading Butler's Analogy and Sermons, and Paley's Evi- dences, and searching for the authorities cited, was a very laudable and proper manner of passing the day. " I cannot see it quite as you do," said DASHWOOD PRIOIIY. 227 Ferrers : " ' "We arc not under the law, but under grace.' " " ' Shall we then sin, that grace may abound V" eagerly interrupted Louis. " That very reason, Ferrers ; that very reason will make a grateful heart more fearful of offending the tender Giver of all grace. It is quite impossible that a true child of God can wilfully disregard the Sabbath. It will be to him a 'delight/ 'the holy of the Lord/ ' honourable/ though, alas ! he is too often sore let and hindered by his evil nature" " Still, you regard it as a command that will be rewarded or punished," said Ferrers. " And did notour Saviour bring in a new dispensation?" " ' He came not to destrov the law, but to fulfil it/ " replied Louis. " He abrogated the law us b means of salvation, because man could not save himself by keeping it. So He kept it Himself, and bore man's punishment for the broken law, that whoever believed in the finished work done for 1 1 iin may be saved ; and then when this faith comes, he will follow the steps of his blessed Master, and endeavour to keep the law as strictly as his im- • nature allows him; as devoutly ami fear- fully as it' his salvation depended on it; and I say, Ferrers, he is not a child of God without that deavour to keep I lis commandment >." "FearfitUy?" repeated Ferrers. "Is not that against your own creed f ' He that leanth is not made perfect in love/ Mortimer." • Ah, that is the spirit of bondage which I 228 DASHWOOD PRIORY. have who vainly think heaven is to be won by- good works ; the spirit of the truth-seeker who has not yet received the spirit of adoption, whereby we call God our Father, and lean upon Him as a little obedient child, who would not willingly neglect any command but through the weakness and forgetfulness attendant on childhood often falls short ; yet the father loves him, and the child has no dread of his parent. But what I mean by fearfully endeavouring to keep God's commands is, that having received this grace, feeling and knowing truly the stupendous gifts bestowed, we are fearful of bringing reproach on Him ; we are fearful lest His face should be turned away, even for a time ; we are anxious to show that the grace of God has not been given us in vain. It is not because we can save ourselves, that Ave are to work out our salvation with fear and trembling, but because the great and mighty God so graciously works in us to will and to do, of His good plea- sure." "I really cannot exactly understand how you mix up faith and works in the manner you do/' said Ferrers, abruptly. " It seems to me as clear as noon-day/' rejoined Louis, quietly. " We are saved by faith, which is the gift of God; and this faith must inevitably work by love. Works have not the smallest share in our salvation, and vet we arc not Christians without them. The tree is known bv its fruits — the Christian is known by his works." DASHWOOD PRIORY. 229 " And yet you talk of rewards and promises." •• And so I do. There are many rewards and many promises for duties commanded, but not salvation. In the text we have just read is one reward. To me it is a great ove, and so it will be to every one who sincerely desires to rejoice in the Lord. My dear Ferrers, you were speaking just now of the abrogation of the law by the Lord's death : so far from making it void, He goes deeper than Moses. A sinful thought in the Gospel is the transgression of the law, and surely, difficult ; - we are in persuasion of our utter sinfulness, we must all plead guilty to many sins of thought. Our Lord says, ' Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven ; but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. ' But I know God must teach us all these things, they will all seem clear then j but do try to remember the Sabbath, Ferrers, and sec how much more God will teach you. I am sure nothing is gained even in worldly concerns by breaking the Sabbath; and think what you owe Him for the position you so much desired. [s it not ungrateful to Blight any known com- Ferrers made no reply, and Louis, overcome by his own feelings, remained silent for some time, till his eyes fell on lu> open watch, which lay on the table, and seeing it. was nearer the time 230 DASHWOOD PRIORY. of afternoon service at the church than he thought, he rose, threw on his out-door accoutrements, and sallied forth with his friend to St. Mary's. Louis was claimed after Hall by his friend Hamilton, and the evening was spent quietly and soberly in his friend's lodgings. -^JH£g**S^Sk&>^~- DASH WOOD PRIORY. 231 CHAPTER XVI. " Chide him for faults, and do it reverently, When you perceive his blood inclined to mirth." Henry IV., Second Part. Time rolled on : the long wished-for vacation arrived and passed; and another, and another. Hamilton, though inflexible at Christmas, yielded at last to Louis' persuasions, and passed part of the "long" at Dashwood Priory, where he made himself an universal favourite, and won golden opinions from Mrs. Colthrop, who many times expressed her satisfaction that " Master Louis had so solid a young gentleman to tutor him." Louis' difficulties respecting the demonstration of his principles were now over. He belonged to the studious, upon whose sacred time the riotous dared OOl intrude; of the latter, indeed, he saw but little, except now and then at his cousin's rooms; but Prank's set, though idle, were not of the want, and his own condud was generally nlv, as respects college rules. He never miss. (1 chapel, OX lectures; rarely had late partus at his rooms, and had on no occasion been out beyond hours. 23.2 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Frank's love for the ludicrous had by no means forsaken him, though for some time he seemed to have sufficient sense to take warning by the situa- tion in which it had already placed him, and con- fined its exhibition to his private friends, and to drawing exact caricatures of the dons, with whom, nevertheless, he was a general favourite. We have already introduced our readers to one of the Fellows, by name Mr. Royston, the mathematical tutor. Mr. Royston was a very inviting subject for Frank's powers of imitation; and, xeve the truth told, this goodnatured and excellent, though eccentric man, was often quizzed by his facetious pupil. But though fully cognizant of the fact, Mr. Royston — who had, be it known, a keen sense of dry humour — never heard his own voice Avhen Frank spoke in it, nor ever saw the multi- plied sketches of his profile which adorned the scraps of paper occasionally left in the lecture - room, though his small twinkling eyes had often watched, with intense amusement, the seven scratches that traced it on the handiest surface near, — the operation being sometimes performed with the seal end of a pencil-case on the green tablecloth, with an exactitude that greatly charmed his fellow-students; nor, to the slight discomfiture of the artist, did he take the faintest notice of his full-length portrait traced with a finger on the damp wall one morning, exactly in the light Avhich met his eyes where he sat. How it was, we do not mean to guess; but DASHWOOD PRIOUY. 233 Frank seemed to have carried the old man's heart by storm. He watched over him with a paternal care, often inviting him to his rooms, stimulating his studies ; and when Frank changed his apart- ats, interested himself to get him a desirable . in immediate contiguity to his own ; for which last favour Frank was very ungrateful, as he Mas obliged to be so quiet. However, when there was a little extra noise, Mr. Royston always seemed deaf, and generally invited Frank to breakfast the D( \t morning, to hear the history of the previous ev< ning^s exploit. Frank, to do him justice, was not wholly insensible to the kindness of the "old bay" as he irreverently designated him, and was always ready to perform any little service for him that did not interfere too conspicuously with any of his own pursuits. We have already said that Mr. Royston was entric, and one of his eccentricities annoved ik and some of his fellow students. He would persist in wearing a very old coat, some- thing between a great coat and a surtout, which had once been handsome, and for which he still sed an immense affection, because it had been expensive, and was very convenient as a kettle-holder and pen-wiper; and not confining the exhibition of the worn-out habiliment to bis own domicile, be further exasperated his pupils by onally taking a turn in the cloisters on a • lay. Many of the offended had at different times vowed vengeance on this coal . but none 23 1< DASHWOOD PRIORY. had yet discovered a way of carrying the threat into execution, when the bright wits of Frank Digby, Esq., hit upon a plan, which he was not long in communicating to those among his friends who were occasionally favoured with invitations to Mr. Eoyston's rooms. Frank had discovered that the doomed coat, when not in use, always hung behind a green curtain, in a recess in the outer room ; and, bent upon his scheme, it was not long before he and his accomplices found means for its prosecution. Their operations consisted, on every available opportunity, of carefully cut- ting two threads from the skirt all the way round, which in consequence insensibly diminished in length in the course of time. Opportunities being often few and far between, three terms and one long vacation passed before the habit began to shrink to any sensible degree ; and the first full intimation the owner had of the scarcity of his tails, was on an occasion public enough and ludicrous enough to satisfy the revenge of the mischievous plotters, though the principal actor in the " fun " afterwards acknowledged it was too bad ; but we will let our tale tell its own moral. Mr. Royston was possessed of much mathema- tical talent, and withal that strong mechanical taste which is not unfrequently joined thereto. In his earlier career he had made it the recreation of some years to construct a telescope, an elec- trical machine, and air-pump, of no mean preten- sions ; and having found, to his great satisfaction, DASHWOOD PltlOKY. that his protigi was capable of appreciating their value and uses, they were occasionally drawn upon for part of an evening's entertainment. One evening, as they were replacing the electrical machine behind a large green curtain, drawn across a recess near the outer door of the outer room, Mr. ftovston made a little remark on the shabbincss of the framework, particularly point- ing to Frank's notice a recent fracture in one corner of the stand, which he had just mended with a patch of deal. •It wants painting afresh : it ought to have been mahogany," he said. Frank agreed, and expressed his surprise that anv other wood should have been chosen for the frame; and Mr. lloyston laughingly pleaded the softness of the wood for amateur hands. " It is an idle excuse," he added ; and then, after expa- tiating a little on his skill of vore in the mysteries of carpentering, the apparatus was restored to its niche, and Frank having offered his services, if required, took his leave, with an assurance from the gentleman that they should be demanded on the first opportunity. One winter evening, a few days after the above- mentioned visit, Frank was alone in his room, lie had wheeled his table to within almost a scorching contiguity with the fire, and sitting on a chair at its head, his feet resting on the claw, he pored listlessly over a Copy of the Bthics 'if istotle, Looking now and then most idly into a 23G DASHWOOD PRIOltY. lexicon at his elbow. Presently lie jumped up, stirred the fire into a blaze, and sitting on the edge of the table looked at it for a few seconds, then at his watch, and finally threw himself anew into his chair Avith a loud yawn. " It's dry work," he said, aloud ; " I must talk to myself for company. I wonder what business Cox has to sport his oak to-night. How studious all the fellows have become \" He read a few minutes longer, and then leaned back again in his chair, to recover from his fatigues. " I wonder what business composition-candles have with long snuffs ; that puts me in mind of the old class-room." Then another long yawn, concluded with, — " I wish Pickwick were new. "What did Ford mean by running off with the third volume of that book ? I wasn't made for a brother of La Trappe." Another yawn, and Frank shoved both hands into his pockets, and gazed with watery eyes on the ceiling. " Wonder Avhat Louis is about. I won't plague myself about that." Then an idle smile. " I wonder when the old boy is going to paint his machine. I dare say he'll want me when — Eh ? come in." His soliloquy was cut short by the entrance of his old friend. " Mr. Digby, are you very busy to-night ? Ah, DAS II WOOD PIUORY. 237 I sec, very busy. It's a pity to disturb your studies ; another night will do." " I have quite done for to-night, sir," said Frank, answering the twinkle of the old gentle- man's eye with another as dry. "Anything I can do, sir? Have you got the paint ? I was just thinking about the machine." "Well then, the machine's the business; so you come in when you have left all safe, if you have quite done, and we'll commence." " I'll be with you in a minute, sir," replied Frank, flying to open the door, and then coming back to shove his table and chair to a safe distance from the fire. " Bravo ! " he said ; " verv well done. I wonder the old bov doesn't see how short his toga is getting ! that which comes gradually upon us we don't feel any inconvenience, as Aunt Huntlcv * * » Baid of lather's large family." He blew out the candles, and packing up the fire to last till his return, hurried to the tutor's rooms, where he found arrangements had be made on a grand scale for the projected business. An old cloth had been laid on the large table in the outer room, and on this was placed the shabby machine. On a chair near the lire was a kind cabinet, not unlike a medicine-chest, with labelled drawers and bottles; and an iron saucepan, war- ranted to hold a pint and a half, Btood on the fl i near. One or two Large white gallipots, a sauc and two half-pint bottles, one containing 1 oseed- 238 DASHWOOD PRIORY. oil and the other turpentine, stood by the machine, on the large table ; and a mixing-knife, a couple of new brushes, and a teaspoon completed the tableau. Prepared as Frank was for paint-pots and brushes, he was at a loss to understand the meaning of these symptoms ; and it was not till informed by Mr. Royston, that he understood that they were not only to paint, but to make their own materials. " I am not very fond of the smell of paint, Mr. Digby. And then, you see, we can make our own quantity; and not have the wasted residue hardening on the sides of the pots, till pots and all must be thrown away." Frank expressed his great willingness to assist, and, with an air of urgent importance, began to handle the bottles and saucepan, *with a great clatter and an inward sense of helpless ignorance as to their uses. His coadjutor stood looking at him with the most perfect gravity, till Frank, having carried the saucepan to the fire, and placed two gallipots and the bottle of oil on the mantel- piece, stood still and looked at him. Their eyes met. "Well, sir?" said the tutor; "very well done. Now we had better lose no time." Frank coloured with suppressed laughter, but answered almost immediately, — " It's your turn now, sir." Mr. Eoyston brought two more gallipots with DASHWOOD PBIOBY. three ])aper packets from the chest, and placed them by Frank's trophies with the utmost iidity, and then stood still once more. Frank fairly laughed now. " Umph ! Mr. Frank," said the gentleman, who often dropped Frank's surname when aloue with pupil ; " our work won't go on very fast at that rate, and the pan, perhaps, will get burnt, so close to that great coal. Suppose you begin." 3 appose I hold the saucepan while you mix," said Frank. Mr. Koyston shook his head and muttered something to hi. as he went again to the medicine-chest and took out another paper. " "Well, Mr. Frank, we shall have to mix some white lead in this saucer." ■■ Yes, sir; here is the turpentine," replied Frank, with an indistinct recollection of the scent of turpentine connected with house-painting. "Come, come," said Mr. lloyston; "pretty paint I should have, if you were mixer, I see." He hastily laid the Avhite lead on a chair, aud loved the Baucepan. •' Iron will burn, Mr. Digby." " What's to be done, tlien ?" asked Frank. " Are you going to mix up all the contents ol those papers with the oil?" " Ay, ay ; please to put them down," exclaimed the old man. "The first thing is to boil the oil." 'Then here goes," said Frank, emptying the 240 dashwood priory. oil into the pan. " Now then, does some turpen- tine go with it?" " I shall have some mischief done ! " exclaimed Mr. Royston, running away a few feet from Frank, who threatened to mingle the contents of the oil and turpentine hottles. Nothing but oil ; now you do as you are bid, sir. Now you see," he added, as he took the turpentine from Frank's hand, placed it on another chair, and then put the saucepan on the lire : " The white-lead is to be mixed with oil, but we must boil the oil first, or the paint will never dry." " Is it to be painted white ? " asked Frank. "White! — no; white-lead is the foundation; we must mix that with everv and anv colour you want. We shall mix it with the yellow-ochre in this instance." " It is to be satin-wood ingrained, then ?" sug- gested Frank. A little grunt from Mr. Rovston was the onlv answer, and Frank read aloud the names written on the papers on the mantelpiece. " Yellow-ochre, Vandyke-brown, rose-pink, red- lead." "It will look very handsome, won't it?" re- marked Mr. Royston. " Fm in a hurry to get to the brushing," said Frank, nearly poking his head into the chimney- to look at the oil. He drew it back, as Mv. Royston called out, — " Come, now, we must have some red-lead in DASHWOOD PRIORY. 2 I 1 tlio oil ; that's the paper near you, Mr. Frank ; there's a teaspoon on the table. Now then/' lie continued, as Frank brought it; "a few teaspoon- a of that. — not the whole quarter of a pound." • I think 1 did that cleverly," said Prank. • What is the use of that?" " To assist in the drying process. There, we shan't want any more of that paper just now; put it down anywhere, — on that chair. Mustn't mix the papers, it would spoil our ingrained mahogany, eh ? Never mind holding the saucepan ; it won't boil over just yet; it absorbs a great deal of latent heat." "While the gentlemen stood awaiting the oil's pleasure, Mr. Royston described to Frank the process of mixing the paint ; and they had passed wry successfully through the lead and vcllow ochre to the turpentine, when a knock at the door (list tirbed the train of their ideas, and almost upon the knock a stout elderly gentleman marched in, buttoned up to the chin. "Eh, Royston!" he exclaimed, in a hearty voice, " still at the old story. Ah ! — ' Spirits red and spirit- grey/ mingling " • I lnph ! — why — >o it is," rejoined the tutor, alter a keen, quick look. Then followed a hearty shaking of hands, and a few more equally hearty words between the apparently old friends. Frank was doubtful about the propriety of remaining; bul the oil kept him still at his post, when .Mr. Etoyston, in bis great 242 DASHWOOD PRIORY. zeal to clear a chair for Lis visitor, seized the end of the red-lead paper, and scattered its contents on the seat; and Prank darted forward, hand- kerchief in hand, to remedy the accident. " No, — no handkerchief ; it's poison," cried Mr. Royston ; " here's a piece of paper ; clear the other chair, or bring another up, will you?" But while Prank was accomplishing this, Mr. Royston darted to the fire with an exclamation, seizing hold of the handle of the saucepan ; but the length of time it had been on the fire had heated it to an uncomfortable temperature, and he had recourse to his coat-tails, now, alas ! too short to perform their wonted office. He puffed, and endeavoured vainly to pull them round suffi- ciently to shield the whole of his hand. The fire had caught the oil. " Ay, Digby ! the chimney 's on fire ! — ay ! " Prank's hands were full. A glance revealed the state of things, and the glance instantly deter- mined his course of action. Throwing bottle and papers on the table, he rushed out of the room to one or two of his nearest friends, amongst whom was Louis. " Your brown Georges ! — water-jugs ahoy ! — The tutor's chimney 's on fire, Louis ; bring a blanket and your water-jug. Mr. Royston's room's on fire ; the college will be burned down ! Come, quick ! " The summons was instantly obeyed by all, Louis believing the danger implicitly, — as did one DASHWOOD PRIORY. 243 or two others ; and they who suspected a joke followed not less readily, and arrived en masse, just as Mr. Royston, in despair between his hands and the real danger that threatened the chimney, was running away with the saucepan behind him, having turned his back, to the fire, and taken hold of the heated handle as he best might. It was not done too soon : ill quantity of the boiling oil had reached the fire, and a furious and alarm- ing blaze was roaring up the chimney, while the rest of the inflammable fluid, blazing brilliantly behind the tutor, was running over on the carpet, threatening to scald severely the feet of the un- successful experimenter. This apparition of the strange flying meteor was more than those among Frank's friends who Avere in the secret could stand, and they rushed precipitately out of the room. Frank alone, with an unmoved counte- nance, advanced and emptied his jug on the fire. Poor Mr. Royston did not seem to know exactly what to do with his saucepan, and the blazing state of its overflowing contents deterred his friend from offering assistance at first. Frank Mas the first to approach him; but the tutor, abruptly rejecting his assistance, turned round to face the intruders, while the new comer, venturing to release him from the nearly emptied | in, turned it upside-down on Prank's In-own jug. All this passed more rapidly than pen could describe; and .Mr. Royston being al length at liberty to apeak, meed poor Louis, the only <>no 244 DASHWOOD PRIORY. of the party now remaining, who Avas standing with blanket extended in both hands, looking on in undisguised vexation. " Hev-dav, voung gentlemen ! and what mav you want, if you please ? " "The chimney, sir, — the chimney, sir, — you said the chimney was on fire," said Frank, mo- destly ; " there was no time to lose." Mr. Rovston looked verv hard at Frank, with lips tightly compressed. " I am very sorry, sir," said Louis ; " I believed it was very urgent, sir." "And I believe you, Mr. Mortimer," said Mr. Rovston, kindly ; " but we don't need the blanket, thank you." Louis retired, and Frank, placing the saucepan inside the fender, began to rake out some of the blackened ashes. "Thank you, Mr. Digby, that will do," said Mr. Royston, politely. Frank took the hint, and withdrew to laugh with his friends, and the gentlemen were left alone. " Well," said Mr. Royston, seating himself; "it's a failure. I think the best thing I can do, will be to clear away, and send for another pot of paint some day, ready made." He rubbed his burnt hands, and looked ruefully at the fire, now slowly recovering from the deluge of water Frank had poured on it, and then his eyes met his friend's, and by mutual consent they DASHWOOD PBIORT. 245 burst into a roar of laughter, no less hearty than that of the authors of the misfortune. Mr. Royston laughed on for several minutes, and then wiping his eyes, as if a sudden thought had struck him, he began to examine his coat, and after a care- ful survey looked up again, with a very significant • I Imph — well, it was very shabby." "There is something more underneath," said his friend inquiringly. "I suspect so," replied the tutor. "A little accident to-night has let jnc into the secret of this ir. Pretending to help, indeed — that young mp with the nice face and dark wavy hair, who drowned my tire, is at the bottom of it. My old coat gave great offence, I know ; but he's the only one that could get hold of it. Umph, Mr. Digby, 1 am afraid you are incorrigible." " I believe you are not burnt. You have been aerry I forgot that/' said his friend. ■• Xo, thank you. The saucepan handle was a little hot, but that will go off in an hour or so. But seriously, this is not a little escape. Sonic of us -night have been worse off. I thank God no hurt is don lie remained reverentially Bilent for a mim ■■. hen his friend asked, — "But what has that young fellow been doing, imething to your cat, I tides bringing all his friends into the row ': " "Why, he has been cutting my coal shorter, somehow. It must have been very gradually. 1 * 246 DASHAVOOD PRIORY. fancied it used to be longer this very evening — it certainly used to come down to here. I warrant I can find out. I know enough to tax him with it — and my servant will soon get the rights of it." " I hope he will," said the gentleman, rather sternly. " It is a sad piece of disrespect, that ought not to be passed over. He deserves to feel it." " Umph ! " said the old man. " I might do him an ill turn perhaps, some day ; I might bring a few old tales to bear ; and I might perhaps get him rusticated ; but where would be the good, sir ? Ah, Jenkins ; young spirits will soon go — I won't sadden them. Let him do as he likes. I'll have him yet. He has a kind heart, and never plays his pranks when he fancies I have anything like a headache. Poor fellow ! He'll repent it yet, or I don't know him." " It is a happy thing for him," said his friend, " that he has fallen into such tender hands." " It is, perhaps," said Mr. Eoyston, with a little grunt. " Well, sir, time 's very short. We have very little of it to show kindnesses to one another — and he'll remember a kindness long after the queer old boy 's head's laid low." dashwood rmoRY. 247 CHAPTER XYII. " He that believeth shall not make haste." — Is. xxviii. 16. • Who hatli despised the day of small things?" — Zech. iv. 10. Louis, now established a steady member of the reading men of his college, and supported and stimulated bv his friend and tutor Hamilton, bid fair to pass through his university career very creditablv, if not with any remarkable honours. My readers will imagine that he passed his "little go" very satisfactorily, notwithstanding his ner- vous trepidation beforehand. A little before this event took place, while the young tutor was look- ing over a translation of his pupil's from a chorus in Antigone, after Louis had been standing for the twentieth time a cross-examination on Euclid and "Whatelcy's Logic, he suddenly rose from his chair, paper in hand, and laying it on the mantel- piece, studied it attentively for a few minutes, then stirring the fire with a decision and rapidity which Louis knew betokened the coming delivery of a weighty opinion, turned round, gathered up his coat-tails, and commenced as if his mind were filled with an idea. " Louis ! " "Yes; what is [\ J Sou disapprove of that 248 DASHWOOD PRIORY. beautiful poetical effusion, as sober Mr. Phillips used of my odes, plain matter-of-fact Hamilton/' said Louis, smiling. " Well, never mind ; I will give you some very staid prose next time." " You are a bad guesser," said Hamilton, smiling in his turn. " I am afraid the reaction will be too great, if I tell you what I was think- ing of: I had better be silent." " Nay, now," said Louis, " if it be praise, make me happy." A flush of pleasure, like an old school look, passed over Hamilton's face. He paused a minute, and advancing a step or two, he laid the paper on the table. "That chorus, Louis," he said, emphatically, " is not only tolerable, it is beautiful ; and I am a fastidious judge." " My dear Hamilton," said Louis, in a tone of incredulity and expostulation. " I am not joking," said Hamilton. " Were I to give that to any judge of poetry, he would say the same, depend upon it." Louis looked still rather incredulous, and Ha- milton continued — " Now you may believe me, Louis ; I am not too partial to you ; I scold you enough, you know, and laugh at you too, and have done so for so many years, that I am afraid I shall to the end of the chapter." "And you are laughing now, perhaps," said Louis. DASIIMOOD I'lUOKY. 2 l!> •• Y\ ell, if you will be so very modest and si tical, I cannot help it/' replied Hamilton; "but I mean what I have said. It is not perfectly faultless, as I will presently show ; but let me tell you, there arc not many men in Oxford who could write an off-hand translation in this stvlc. I always considered you possessed of no little poetical taste i.i olden times. Now the principal fault in this i^ a little too much liberty with the subject; you have introduced too much extemporaneous matter, but that, in an original poem, would be of no conse- quence, and the upshot of my beginning is, that I would strongly advise vou to try for the Newdi- gate. Believe me, you arc likely to stand a very t'air chance for it." " My dear Hamilton ! " exclaimed Louis again. "Try," replied Hamilton. "I Mill be judge quietly; ami we can but condemn in private, if it should seem insignificant. What docs the Italian proverb say, Louis? 'lie- Mho Mould be pope. must take it strongly into his head, and he shall be pope.' You bring me the outline of your proposed plan of operation; and let us discus capabilitie " I shall not mind trying," said Louis ; " but I cannot hope for much. I believe 1 could not persuade mys< li' I should succeed. What is the Subject fin' this year '.'" '•Nebuchadnezzar's first dream. — the g, imi OSWered Hamilton. 250 dasihvood priory. " That will be delightful/' said Louis ; but his countenance grew very thoughtful. " Hamilton, you have always humoured me and advised me in everything ; I want — " " What? a little advice now?" asked Hamilton. " You know, Hamilton, you go on stirring me up, telling me constantly I must try for honours, and here I am just trembling about these tremen- dous responsions ; and I am so absorbed in syllo- gisms, and axioms, and Q. E. D.'s, and all the host of small things, that really I don't know what it will be when I have to dive more deeply into these matters." Hamilton smiled. " Why, Louis, you do not know how graduaily you are now learning to dive into deeper matters ; you will soon find that your regular study is telling more than you have any idea of. My rule always was, — Never leave till to-morrow what may be done to-dav: and I have made vou do the same. There will be hard work at last, undoubt- edly ; but never fear that if you keep steadily up to the mark from this time forward, you may and will succeed at the end. The fact is, if men chose to work steadilv, we should have many more first and second class men. They often come up, as some quaint old writer observes, golden scholars, and turn out silver students, from want of that industry which a principle of right inspires, which would easily confirm what they have acquired with so much labour and expense, for the greatest DASIUVOOD FBIOBY. 251 part of their lives. I get quite chafed sometimes, when I see the prodigal waste of time, youth, strength, talents, and of those golden opportu- nities here offered, which will never return. It is not so much genius as perseverance that is wanted. Genina can accomplish nothing without perse- verance, but perseverance may do much without ring." "I allow that, Hamilton; but suppose I do succeed, what then?" and Louis looked very steadily at his friend. ••What then!" repeated Hamilton. "I am surprised to hear you ask, what then? Duty is duty to a conscientious mind: 'what thens' we do not trouble ourselves about." "But why is it my dutv to gain honour-'" : -ked Louis. " I can see it my duty to fit myself for my office, but how will gaining honours assist that, Hamilton ? I can pass without honours." " Pats without honours! to be sure you can," said Hamilton, contemptuously. "Louis, I detest that cry of cut bono? It seems to me either the demand of a lazy tasteless fool, or a very blind utilitarian." "You are as vehement as if you could not support your argument/ 1 said Louis. "Support it," repeated Hamilton; "I do not think I shall be inclined to take the trouble, where it is self-evident: but why thia \. round, Louis? Have you no ambition •' More than you think, Hamilton," replied 252 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Louis, rather sadly : " so much, that I sometimes fear. — You have not forgotten Vernon; he won more honours than I could ever hope for with the hardest labour, and what did he say, Hamilton ? I remember how sadlv he said, ( Hoiv dieth the ivise man ? even as the fool. Vanity of vanities, all is vanity and vexation of spirit? " Hamilton's eyes glistened at the mention of his old friend, and he did not reply for a minute. " It seems, Louis/' he said gravely, " that your morbid imagination considers the attainment of earthly honours an earthly sin, to be visited bv some immediate judgment. Remember, the right of an action depends upon the inciting motive. What will be your motive ? I fancy it Avould not be the mere distinction of being first, which, indeed, you can hardly hope for." " No ; yet, I don't know," said Louis : " I am afraid that is the greatest motive." " I do not think so," replied Hamilton, deci- dedly ; " I know it ought not, nor ought it to be merely that of obtaining a distant fellowship, or such substantial emoluments as the university holds out to her successful sons. If you think your motive is mere love of distinction, throw your books away, and see whether your conscience will be perfectly satisfied with this immolation of your talents to the desire of extinguishing this feeling." Louis stripped the feather from a pen, as he thoughtfully considered his friend's remarks. DASHWOOD FKIOKY. 27)Z " Will you do that, Louis?" " Why, 110, not exactly." " But why not ? Have you not enough self- denial?" " I should not think it right, because my father expects me to study ; at least, enough to take my degree. And I could not disappoint him." " Take your (/eyree ! Pshaw ! you come back again arguing in a circle," said Hamilton impa- tiently ; " your father expects you to make the most of your time. Perhaps he does not delibe- rately expect you to take honours, but he expects you to work, — not to be idle ; and if you do less than you can, it is idling. If vou do not use the powers God has given you, in the situation in which he has placed you, you are not doing your duty: you are not doing mightily whatsoever your hands find to do ; and, believe me, if you do not read for honours, you Mill not have sufficient occupation. You know you can go up to lecture day after day with little or no preparation, and surely, I need not remind you that the more Learning you have, the more you will be fitted for any sphere; and in your calling, you will in time have to answer all kinds of objections, and refute all denominations of arguments, not only among the illiterate, but anion- those who will respect your opinion little if you cannot boasl the Same amount of refinement in education as themselves; and the higher you are above such in attainments, the more will your opinion have weight. In all 254 DASHWOOD PllIORY. knowledge is profit, Louis/' said Hamilton, with increasing animation : " and I am sure it is a sin, a great sin, to make religion an excuse for idleness." "Nay, Hamilton." " You don't think so, I know," continued Hamilton steadily ; " but it is something like it. As for Vernon, poor fellow, it was not study that killed him, Louis; and if it had, should we be justified in saying that no one else was ever to study deeply again ? If a man knows he is injuring his health bv over-studv,then it becomes a different matter ; but till he does, let him do his utmost, as unto God and not unto men. Do your work diligently, and never mind whether you gain honours or not." " Then why stimulate me ? — why cannot I study without the idea of trying for a first class ?" " In the first place," said Hamilton, " you have no right to despise the influence of example ; and though vou mav not think yours of much weight here, it may have a little in one or two cases, which is worth while ; and, placing yourself among the religious, you are bound to show yourself a pattern of everything that is lovely and of good report; and, again, you may fancy you would make your bare duty a sufficient motive for work- ing hard." -o " I hope so," said Louis, quickly. "And yet, I think, without some kind of standard by which you may measure yourself, DA8HWOOD l'KIOKY. how arc you to know that you have done as much as you might, till you have measured your »th with others? aud the remembrance that this race is to come off, will keep you up to the highest mark ; and you owe it to your friends and tutors to give them all the gratification in your power." " Thank you, dear Hamilton/' said Louis, "you good a lecturer as you used to be, and I hope I shall profit as of old ; but I am afraid you will be very impatient if I tell you any more of my nic; " Nay, I hope not unreasonably so," replied Hamilton. " What is scruple number two ?" Louis coloured, and ] came nearer his friend, and leaning his elbow on the mantelpiece, looked down thoughtfully, as if he knew not how to begin. Hamilton did not press him, but stood patiently with his back to the fire, awaiting his friend's communication, which he began in a itating, serious manner, as if it were much on mind, and he was doubtful how it would be received. "Hamilton, why is it so nee y that we should spend so much of our time in company ii heathen writers, drinking in their religions sentiments ami a remonies, till their very expres- sions become our own? Why must clergymen dy these thins ? Somi timi i 1 feel as though I wore doing wrong in spending so much time in reading these books, [have often thrown at 256 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Aristophanes in my own room from a kind of fear ; and I am afraid I never shall be able to study them to any purpose." Louis spoke very feelingly, aud looked at Hamilton as if he expected disapprobation; but Hamilton's face only expressed a degree of irre- solution. He cleared his throat two or three times before he ventured to reply. " I presume you will not dispute that you ought to have a competent knowledge of the dead languages ? " he said. " Certainly not," replied Louis. " That knowledge you cannot obtain but through these works. Of course, you cannot expect heathen authors to write Christian works, and you must consider it a question of business, not of heart. You feel no compunction in per- fectins; vourself in Hebrew, and vou are as well aware as I am, that a critical knowledge of Greek is most essential. If there are anv writers that distress your feelings particularly, you can give them a more cursory inspection than others. I cannot help thinking that you are in rather a morbid state of conscientiousness. As to the study of these, I do not pretend to account for it j but it is a remarkable fact, that almost imme- diately upon the revival of learning in Florence, when Lorenzo the Magnificent established his schools for the study of Plato, and drew all the learned to court, — I say, almost coeval with this, and the discovery of several rare Greek manu- DASHWOOD PKIORY. 257 scripts, the glorious Reformation burst upon uished Europe." ' God's time had come, Hamilton." ' It had, Louis, and He turned events to His own great purposes. Perhaps this access of knowledge, and study of philosophy, taught men to think each one for himself, and made him more bold to stand alone. It is a known fact, that wherever Romanism is, there is ignorance and darkness of the si description; and wher- c learning goes, men in a measure throw off the trammels of Rome. Mind, I do not say they become sons of God, — that is afar different thing. Hut why is it you never thought these studies iig before?" Louis did not at first reply. At length he answered, thoughtfully, — " Perhaps because I simply thought it right to improve my time, and do as much as I could, without any regard to the matter of mv studies. But now I seem to be left more on my own iponsibility, and in a great measure to choose my own line of study, and it lias often struck me ly. 1 am told to do all to the glory of God. How can 1 imbue myself with heathen sentiments to Ins glory ? The great work— His work, — His glory, seems to be Losi in all I do here." 1 My dear Louis, you arc very much mistaken, depend upon it," said Hamilton, throwing him- ••> If into a chair, and speaking rapidly ; •• yon are takings irer narrow view of your present posi- s 258 DASHWOOD PRIORY. tion. I fancy you imagine that the only way of glorifying God is by being constantly engaged in preaching to others. You are not called upon to do that now ; instead of that, you are to learn what will qualify you for it afterwards. You must look forward, and remember that you are only preparing to begin life, and pursuing these studies as a means to an end. Louis, why is it that so many pious and judicious men send their sons here, if these studies are so deleterious ? " " That has often puzzled me/' said Louis. " Why is it," continued Hamilton, speaking rapidly, " that so many clear-headed pious men are poured out of our universities year after year, if all is evil there ? Depend upon it, humanly- speaking, it is because each one is taught to think ; because they insensibly learn, through the me- dium of these very studies, to seize hold of all the really necessary, and to reject the superabundant. They learn to reason ; they see how far man's un- aided intellect can guide him, and how necessary the light of Revelation ; how continually men in all ages arrive, to a certain distance, at. the same conclusion, — but can go no further." He paused, as Louis remarked, — " Piety is something distinct from this." " I grant it, Louis ; yet, in the long history of the world's darkness, a long, painful, labouring process has always preceded the dawn of light. We cannot understand why it was necessary that the whole world should be left, with the exception DASHWOOD PRIORY. 259 of one nation, in gross darkness and ignorance for four thousand years ; yet it was so. Why v, as it that Moses, destined for his high office, v educated in a heathen land, made learned in the wisdom of the Egyptians, and passed eighty years in obscurity before he was deemed ready ? The conflict seemed necessary. And to leave other ranees, and to come still further on, Louis; you want to preach, to instruct, before your time. The holy child Jesus, whose learning of twelve years of age made Ilirn the wonder of sages and doctors, — who yearned to ' be about His Father's business,' tared into obscurity; and till He began to be about thirty years of age, He taught us in tl meek Mibmission to a conflict, which in His own ould not need, that before every great work, is a time of longer preparation and patient waiting. Before manhood, comes childhood. Why i> it that the embryo man should be allowed to . large a portion of his life in folly ? — for we are told childhood and youth arc folly. God in need of instruments to do His own work, am! till the time cornea in His own providence, it rcMimption to think we Can iind out a la t :■ ourselves. We must be content bo d i and be nothing when lie chooses shall be nothing and do nothing, and quietly prepare ourselves for the time whu □ lie shall find work t 1 am persuaded that half the errors matjeism arise from weak-minded men fancy- .IV called to some great work without s 2 2G0 DASHWOOD PRIORY. preparatory knowledge, forgetting that miraculous gifts of language and immediate revelation have long ended, and that it is not apparently the Almighty's will that man should become suddenly and supernaturnlly fitted for this greatest of offices. You must not 'despise the day of small things/ Louis. We would all rather that knowledge and fitness should come intuitively; but the conflict and discipline of labour is necessary — man is destined to it; and to me there is something delightful in the power bestowed on us of attain- ing to something by our own efforts. In some things, indeed, our strength is to sit still, but in most the Lord speaks to His people to go forward. Here, on this earth, Louis, goes on the constant chipping of the stones for the temple above ; the rest will be in the land bevond, where each polished stone shall be silently laid when the necessary painful toil is over; and the building goes gradually on; stone after stone is carried above ; and none that is placed there, Louis, thinks the conflict on earth too great/' " Oh, Hamilton ! " exclaimed Louis, warmly ; " oh, for that time when ' the headstone shall be brought with shoutings/ " " Ay, but Louis," rejoined Hamilton, with a quiet, sweet smile ; " but you remember, ' he that helieveth shall not make haste.' " There was a dead silence, and Louis looked up once or twice at his friend, but showed no incli- nation to break it. Hamilton sat with his eves DASHWOOD PRIORY. 'JG1 intently fixed on the ground in profound thought, till Louis sighed, when lie raised them to his pupil's face with a look of inquiry. "• My dear Hamilton, I cannot tell vou how verv sweetly the "Word of God comes from vou, specially when vou get philosophical. I am afraid vou will think it a great sism of weakness in me, if I tell you what an aching sensation I always experience whenever I hear anything ap- proaching to a philosophical disquisition on the i rigin of evil, and the reasons why the world was Buffered to lie so long in darkness, and the great good to he learned by the history of this or that heathen nation, as I have often heard here. No- thing ever seems satisfactorily proved to my mind, and what is advanced and pursued seems to mc to run away from the Bible sadly. I assure vou * WW when you and Berry were arguing the other night on SchlegePs ' Philosophy of History/ 1 began to wonder whether I was awake or alive, whether anything had ever existed, and whether there was any harm in any wickedness that had ever been perpetrated, and you were moderate compared M<>n ton and Osborne. These things do not suit me. If I heard much of them, I am afraid I should almost become a sceptic, but for one it safeguard. I know in my heart that the Bible ii nun , and it is impossible to exprca i £h< I recioOJ power of a passage from that dear book. 1 feel when you bring it forward as you do, you will not mislead mc." 2C2 dashwood priory. " Mislead you ! no, I hope not/' said Hamilton, in a tone of surprise. "Yet had you not spoken to me of Moses, and above all of our Lord, I should not have been satisfied, Hamilton, though I trust I am now. When you spoke of the darkness of the world, and the good to be gained by the con- sideration of man's mind and its capabilities in all ages, I was unconvinced ; but the rationale of your view flashed across me as light, when you spoke of the thirty years of His meek submission to an earthly parent. Hamilton, what a friend you are to me ; I wonder how I should get on without you to set me straight." " How, Louis ! you are forgetful to-day," said Hamilton, gravely. " f My soul hangeth upon Thee. Thy right hand hath upholden me.' Re- member He is a nail in a sure place, and they who are upholden by Him shall never fall/' Louis was about to speak, but Hamilton con- tinued without noticing his attempts, — " You remember old Latimer. In his youth he carefully searched and made up his mind on cer- tain doubtful and disputed points, and having once done this, he did not allow it to be disturbed by conflicting opinions. Follow his example, asking earnestly an Almighty blessing ; let your mind be carefully made up, and then let no doubts disturb your course of action. In my opinion, your course is plain. With the system pursued for preparing clergymen for their office, you have nothing to do ; DAsllWOOD PHIORY. 2G3 you must pass through it, and with your princi- ples you ought to go through in the best possible manner. Look at Henry Kirke AYhite and Henry Martyn — you may surely follow their examples; and as a proof how a mind attuned to divine things sees them in all, read again, if you have read it before, Martyn's impressions on preparing a portion of theJEneid, when appointed examiner. I i need not fear, Louis. Do not distress your- with scruples.'-' He paused a minute, as if thinking, and then added, "I have a dear old friend at home, Louis, with whom you would like to talk. 1 am thinking now, if I had given you some of her thoughts instead of my own, it might have been still better. She would talk to you of faith of Studying in whatever path your pecu- liar power points out. She would ask you why your impulses were given you, and who gave them, and she would make you answer this question, which 1 must leave vou now to answer bv vourself, or to me when we have more time. The life of a Christian is by faith. Is faith most exercised, we can satisfactorily answer the why that ip, or when we fulfil a duty without Beeing any immediate result, or obtaining any persona] 'iiication therefrom? Bntwe nana! part now. T<> your toilet. You do not know what time it is. 1 1 alt — Hall, nu rrroir." 1. nii> hastilv bade his friend adieu, and hurried When he was alone that evening, hi' made his 264 DASHWOOD PRIORY. perplexities a subject for prayer; nor did he forget the project Hamilton had set before him, in his petitions, that he might be directed aright, and might diligently use all his talents solely to the glory of Him who had bestowed them, and who has commanded us to cast all our care on Him, for He careth not only for the great cares and trials, which come seldom upon some men, but for each little perplexity, each little anxiety, that would draw the soul from its resting-place to dependence upon itself. The language of each Christian heart should be that of Moses, "If Thy presence go not with us, carry us not up hence." So Louis' breathed petition was, " If I may not do this to Thy glory, take away the power from me. Prosper not my handiwork, if it speak not for Thee," and he rose from his prayer, re- freshed and strengthened for his work. A word in season, how good it is. Many times did Louis' mind dwell happily on the remembrance of the nail in the sure place — of Him of whom he could say, " My soul hangeth upon Thee." My soul hangeth upon Thee — hangeth upon Thee ! ah, there is the Christian's safety : hang- eth upon the sure anchor ; resteth upon the ever- lasting rock ; and the waves of infidelity, of error, superstition, and mysticism, may dash around and overthrow the self-reliant, but He whose feet are surely placed, shall never be moved. There is the only security. He is the only refuge — the only foundation. He whose soul hangeth upon Christ DASH WOOD TRIORY. 265 shall be upholden with the right hand of Omni- potence. A few days after this conversation, Louis brought Hamilton a slight plan of his poem, which after many considerable deliberations on Hamilton's rt, obtained his decided approval. And Louis, now furnished with a very congenial employment, worked away for the next few months very busily. Kind, unwearied Hamilton, though studying for a fellowship, and dividing his time among nine or ten pupils, often spared his ancient proteye a half- hour to criticise his production; and the work was rapidly brought to a conclusion under the most favourable auspices, and was duly sent in to the j roper authorities to await the mighty decision. 2C6 DASHWO0D PRIORY, CHAPTER XVIII. " I have, and most unwillingly, of late Heard many grievous — Grievous complaints of you, which heing considered, Have moved us and our council, that you shall This morning come before us." King Henry VIII. We must now be allowed to go backward to the beginning of the last chapter, where it is stated that our hero passed his " little go" with great credit. One evening, a few days after this event, he was alone in his rooms. His tea apparatus had not been long removed, and he was deeply engaged with his Bible and Keith's " Evidences of Prophecy," so wrapped up in his employment that he did not hear two sharp little knocks at his door, and, in consequence, was not a little startled by the appa- rition of his cousin close to his elbow. " Are you deaf or cataleptic this evening ? " Louis started to his feet, and it was a second or two before he comprehended the nature of the interruption. "What absorbs vou so much?" asked Frank, as he took up the book that lay near him. " Grote — hum ! Keith — ah, that's a book I recommend to every one !" "How, is it a favourite of yours?" DASHWOOD PKIOHY. 2G7 " It is a favourite of Dr. Wilkinson's ; and as I always place great dependence upon his judgment, I cannot err." " You take his word for it as regards yourself, I --appose," remarked Louis. "Just what I Bay" returned Frank. "But now those fellows will pull down my apartments, if I don't be quick on my errand. I have a party of Jiwsicians at my rooms, quiet, steady fellows ; and we've some new music to try, and — and there's a piano accompaniment, and the long and the short is, we want the loan of your piano, and your fingers to play for us. Will you lend us your room for to-night ? we'll be very good." Louis hesitated a minute. " Come now, you'll enjoy it yourself. Do you know Purcell?" " Xo, nothing, except a solitary anthem and a chant." "Then there's a treat for you. Come, you arc too much of a hermit : there's nothing sinful in music." Well, on one condition I will," said Louis. "Remember, I am very sedate, and enough of an old woman not to like a noise. I stipulate for early hours and no 'row.'" "It's a thing I never do," said Frank, with a flourish. "AY hat a timorous hare you are, to be afraid of a set of quiet musical men." Louis looked rather doubtfully at Frank, and shook bis bead. 268 DASHWOOD PRIORY. "What instruments, Frank?" " A flute, two violins, et cetera." " Well, as et cetera is coming, remember, honour bright, Frank, you must not get up a row here, nor stay after eleven." " A thing I never do," said Frank. " As to what you never do, Frank, remember what a friend — " "That's just what I say," interrupted Frank. "I always was very accommodating myself: now Fll order our spread in here — eh? what's that? ah, Mr. Louis, you practise pistol-shooting, do you?" His quick roving eyes had lighted on a hand- some pistol, which lay on the mantel-piece, and he marched up to examine it more minutely. " It's not mine," said Louis, quietly. " More- ton left it here this morning, and I shall be very glad when he calls for it. I have a morbid dis- like of firearms, and I really don't know whether it is loaded or not." " Poor chicken !" said Frank. " But I mustn't stay : prepare your quiet self in two minutes for an irruption of the Huns." " They were very remarkable for tranquillity," rejoined Louis, beginning to clear the table of the books of reference with which it was crowded. "Very," returned Frank. "Adieu. Fll be with you * ere the leviathan can swim a league' " Although Louis dearly loved music, and by no means disliked the idea of a musical evening at DASHWOOD PHIOKY. 269 any time, he was not altogether without appre- hensions as to the character of Frank's party; nor were his fears calmed -when his door was once more violently flung open, and Ford marched in, bearing a couple of candles, followed by half a dozen more with music-books and instruments, Mr. Halhed bringing up the rear with a violon- cello. One or two of the incomers were speaking acquaintances of Louis', and they performed the ceremony of thanking him for the use of his room. Frank, who had stayed behind to arrange the "spread" with his scout, soon arrived and introduced his unknown friends as Marsden, Hale, Smith, Barton, and Cox, with an intimation, something between a request and a command, they would be pleased to know each other. In spite of Louis' previous disinclination to the introduction, he did the honours of his rooms with a courtesy and elegance that won the musicians, and they were soon gathered round the table, from which Louis had removed all traces of his studies, looking oyer the new music, which proved to be an arrangement of some of the music of "King Arthur," with a piano accompaniment, and a chorus from " Boadicea." •• We have been making a sad mess of them," 1 Hall, "because the cornet-a-piston got bo horridly nut." The cornet-a-piston becoming fierce at this, taliated upon the violins, and where the argu- nt might have ended we do aoi Know, had on! 270 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Frank come to the rescue by declaring that all were wrong, because they wanted a rallying-point. " Then," exclaimed Ford, " Hall was taken up so abominably with the title-pages." " I deny it," exclaimed Hall. " Why now, didn't you and Halhed get talking in the bar's rests and when you ought to have come in ? all we heard was, ' It's the Elizabethan. No ; the Roman. I can prove it.' " There was a hearty laugh. " By the bye, Louis, did you ever see anything like these letters ? " said Frank. " They are singular," replied Louis ; " but I have often seen printing of that description on handbills." " Do you know the origin of italics ? " asked Ford : " I never found any one who did perfectly. It's rather curious." Louis having replied in the negative, Ford pro- ceeded to enlighten him. " When the renowned grandson of the Alban king had thatched the first palaces in Rome, he invented the Roman alphabet, in order that the heads of his mud college might be able to prose- cute their studies. Determined that everything his people did should be upright and straight- forward, the first alphabetical characters familiar to the juvenility of Rome were of the plain up- right description known to us as the Roman alphabet. Afterwards, when his posterity began to be a little less particular in their dealings, they msmvooD PRIOET. '271 were ashamed that their letters should evince more uprightness than themselves, and an ancient writer in the reign of Claudius Caesar, quoting a passage in one of the lost books of Livy, relates that ji lawsuit was commenced between a bar- barian md one of the richest merchants, because the latter had written an upright letter to the former, without even intending it as such. So they invented italics for the purpose of informing the public that they only intended to lean toward- the right, and would not be answerable for conse- quences at any time, should they fail in doing so." \s tor the Elizabethan," added Frank, "it is well known that her Majesty Queen Elizabeth, being rather crooked in her dealings, wished her despatches to be taken in the opposite sense to that which she wrote them, or at all events, to b. smbiguous that no one but herself could make head Off tail out of them. Thereupon she caused the alphabet bearing her name to be framed, to the end that all the letters should look as much like one another as possible." And I t In nk she succeeded uncommonly well," rejoined Louis, laughing. Pordj may I ask you what writer you spoke of who quotes the lost decade of Li\y ':' as] Halhed. " I should like to peruse his writings." A hearty bunt of laughter followed the inquiry, and Ford bavin- referred his friend to some un- known nam. gested that the performance mid be no longer delayed. Louis repaired I ~72 DASH WOOD PRIORY. the piano, and after a proper amount of fanning of leaves, and such queries as " Where am I to begin ? Where do I come ? What key ; s this ? How many blacks are there ? " and exclamations from wind instruments, that the piano was too low, and from the stringed that it was too high, they at last commenced, Frank acting as conductor, and two of his friends as audience. Louis' own part at sight was as much as he could look after at first ; but his performance was rapturously applauded at the conclusion of " Britons strike home;" and though each performer had been tolerably independent, all were very well satisfied with the noise except the conductor, who greatly exasperated the players by declaring his unqualified disapprobation of the whole. However, it is not on such occasions that the beauty of the music adds much to the enjoyment, and in the succeed- ing efforts the party grew merrier and merrier, and noisier and noisier, even Louis becoming a little infected, and thoroughly enjoying the beau- tiful music, which possessed all the charms of novelty for him. As they had the words of two choruses, they varied their entertainment by sing- ing, and were in the height of the fun when the supper appeared. Louis continued playing the piano part of " Come if you dare," when Frank whispered something to Ford, who went imme- diately to the mantel-piece, and carefully examined Louis' watch, which stood there in a rosewood stand. Frank meantime waited at the piano till DASHWOOD PKIORY. 273 a convenient pause, and then announced to Louis that supper was ready. " And I am quite ready," said Louis, jumping up. ''Really this music is quite delightful." Vnd you play so capitally," said Hall. Really you are quite a genius." "Now. Frank/' said Louis, putting his cousin forward, " 1 have lent my rooms, and you are host." •■ Nay, I cannot think of taking the head of another man's tahle," said Frank. " We are all much obliged for your assistance, but I could not be comfortable in taking that place." "Come, Mortimer, be reasonable," cried several voices ; " and don't oblige us to use force to our host. No one sits down till you take your place." Louis obeyed the unanimous call. As he drew near the table, his guests were standing round, and there was a little lull in the noise. It seemed to invite what Louis' own heart dictated to him; but a mistaken feeling of shame stayed his lips, and even while lingering, ere he seated himself, he could not openly acknowledge Him who crowns tlie table of His creatures with plenty. A moment more but a moment of irresolution, and the time irai past, the noise returned, and the calls on the hosl were uninterrupted, but his pleasure was gone. With a Unking heart and listless ear he beard the noisy jokes and bad puns, and scarcely math' Bfl effort to appear interested in anything that followed, only anxious for some opportunity T 274) DASHWOOD PRIORY. of repairing, if possible, Lis lukewarm omission. He hardly knew how he divided the game before him, or when he poured out the wine, which lie took with some one at the further end of the table, just putting the glass mechanically to his lips, his only thought was, " I have denied Christ ; I have been unwilling to acknowledge my prin- ciples." " Why, Mortimer, you are tired," said Ford. " You played like a trooper. Glass of wine, to keep up your spirits." Others recommended this infallible panacea for fatigue, and paid equally equivocal compliments on his services. Then one remarked on the "jollity" of the evening, and every failure and success "was recapitulated, the nature of music, and certain scraps of its history discussed, with various anecdotes relative to the point. For the wisdom of all we do not pretend to vouch. Then one started a novel idea in defence of their eccentric time : " That you only learn rules in order to break them, according to taste." " Like the yeomanry," said Frank. " As the old woman said, ' Only look at the soldiers ! don't they do it beautiful? pulling out their swords all one after the other ! ' I maintain that time, strict undeviating time, is the greatest requisite in music, gentlemen." "I defy time," exclaimed his adversary, from the opposite side of the table. " I say melody, taste." DABHW00U PBIOBT. 275 " Feeling," cried another. " Harmony," said a third. ,f Noise," remarked a fourth. "Come; you're an oracle, a judge in musical matters/' said Ford, turning the attention of the company towards their important companion, who Bat with a sententious face, listening as though the other speakers were children. *' Now, llalhcd, you're a judge," was the general call ; but there was something so mis- chievously expectant in the tone, that any one less obtuse Mould have declined offering an opi- nion on the knotty point. Mr. Ilalhed was not quicksighted, however, and on being addressed, he gathered himself up very portentously, and replied, in a solemn, deliberate tone, — " Demosthenes was once asked what was the first requisite for an orator. He replied, 'Pro- nunciation.' He was asked what was the second requisite. He still replied, ' Pru-uuu-ci-a-tion. y What was the third requisite, ' Pro-nun-ci-a-tion.' So it 1 am asked what is the chief requisite in concerted music, I reply, ' Unanimity.' If I am asked what is the second requisite, I answer, * U-iHi-ni-Hii-ti/.' What the third, ' U-na-ni- MI-TV \"> Thil oration, delivered in a pompous and ex- tremely solemn manner, was heard throughout with the most profound attention, but was hardly ended, when the room rang Bgain with peals of laughter, intermingled with criea of "Encore! M t 2 27G DASHWOOD PllIORY. " Bravo ! " " You've hit the right nail on the head, Halhed ! » Ford patted Halhed ou the back encourag- ingly, and told him he would be an orator before his grandmother. " Unanimity 's the thing, that's certain." The orator's gratification was apparently doubt- ful, for, after looking inquiringly from face to face, he folded his arms, and sank gloomily back in his chair with compressed lips, while Ford filled his glass, and pressed him to drink after his exertions ; and then, finding his efforts vain, he proposed Mr. Peter Halhed's health in a bumper. Then Halhed grew sulky, and would not return thanks, and the noise waxed more furious, and the rebel to the customs of society was dragged on his feet, in spite of Louis' earnest remonstrance. He pos- sessed, however, sufficient obstinacy to adhere to his determination, and in great anger, on the first convenient opportunity, took up his cap and left the room, with a severe remark on the ungentle- manly manner in which he had been treated. Louis hoped that his departure might be a signal for a break-up, but he was woefully mis- taken, for they sat on and laughed at Halhed, and told tales of him, and then sang songs and drank wine so fast, that Louis began to be seriously alarmed for the consequences. He tried to draw Frank's attention; but Frank either would not understand, or was not inclined to notice the hint. At length, the vocalists having exhausted their DASHWOOD PBIOBY. 277 Stock, Louis was called upon for his contribution, having twice evaded the demand previously. ink knocked on the table with the handle of his knife to command silence. Louis coloured, and rose. "I beg to be excused, gentlemen." " No excuses ! ** cried several voices. Louis Btill remained standing. " It is time we concluded our Bacchanalia." " Cou^h him down." And. accordingly, each guest was immediately '•d with a violent fit of coughing. When this had a little subsided, Louis cssaved .- gain. •• Prank, you are a man of honour; you know my hours are early, and I cannot have this noise . i v Longer here ; I am sure it must be nearly twelve o'clock." •Hear, hear!" cried Frank, "the man's de- mented ; it's not so b x ' me." "Nor by mc," said Ford. "lam afraid our company has been dull, .Mortimer?" Louis looked puzzled, and left the table to look at his watch ; the hands pointed to twenty minutes eleven; still he did not feci convinced. He looked doubtfully at the party, and then quietl\ said, — r I think there DHLS! lie some mistake; I will inquire of one of my neighbours." But before he COUld execute his intention, his progress iras arrested by Ford, who placed hi- 278 DASHWOOD PRIORY. back to the door, and then locking it, put the key into his pocket. Louis' eyes flashed. " In my own rooms, sir ! " " In my own rooms ! " echoed Ford, insolently. "An Englishman's house is his castle. When you comply with our civil request. You know the old proverb, ' Birds that can sing and won't sing .' Come, now, don't be determined and fiery, and all that sort of thing ; you lent your rooms till eleven, you know." " To be sure," said Frank ; " and by the united concurrence of our watches it is not eleven yet. They can't all have got wrong on purpose to spite you, Louis. It is very ungracious of you to want to get rid of us so soon. Come, sit down ; we'll go at the proper time ; I want to hear a little more of ' King Arthur.' Let's see if we can do it better." "It is against all grammar and logic," said Hall, "to say a bad thing can be better, — bad, worse, worst." " Then let us see if we can do it worse," re- plied Frank. " ' Nothing venture, nothing have.' " As they made a motion to move, Louis returned to the table, in the hope of being able to say grace ; but before he could say a word, the table was vacated, and the piano surrounded with cla- morous cries for the pianist. Louis lingered a minute, till three of the musicians, one on each side, and one behind, forced him to the piano, and, as by his own watch it was not the hour on which l..\ . ID PRIORY. .'270 lie liad fixed, he mechanically resumed his occu- pation. " I say, Ford," remonstrated Hall, " we have her too much noise, — too much horn obbligato. Even supposing you were a first trumpet, I don't know that it would save us from the unpleasant consequences of keeping the dons awake. Entre \8 } I'd advise you to keep your horn a little more in the background." "My horn! — no envious reflections, base in- siuuator ! " replied the accused, blowing a blast of defiance : " I should like to know what would become of the music, if the eornet-a-piston were tacit." "We'll show you, if you will be quiet till we •:ct to the end." "Come, Louis/ 3 said Frank, " sing this with me." No more now: I cannot sing any more to- night," replied Louis, rising from his seat. "It '•> now past eleven, and I cannot have any more music here, Frank. I have relied on your honour, and now you must go. Remember, 1 am respon- ile for the noise in niv rooms. Mr. Ford, will \ on unfasten the door ?" I'll sport the oak " said Ford, "and then we may set the dons at defiance." ■ Tins condud LI 001 to be borne," said Louis; ' Frank— " M \ 1 1 • : 1 1 I you arc too hullY," said Frank, Confidentially. "Take it in good part and sing them 280 DASHWOOD PRIORY. a song, and we'll go. I shall not be able to get them out without it." But Louis was inflexible. He seated himself on the sofa, and would not be cajoled into doing anything. Ford fastened the outer door, and then relocking the inner, commenced a vigorous attack on Louis, whose determined resistance, in their excited state, only incited them the more. He declared at length, he would play " Britons, strike home ! " till Louis gave them a song, and he con- tinued blowing loud blasts till his friends, in self- defence, took their several instruments, and com- menced a new description of a Dutch concert, on an extended scale. But the uproar was by thi« time destined to receive a check. Mr. Royston, who had been deeply absorbed in an abstract mathematical calculation, now became sensible, in the stillness of the night, that an unusual noise was proceeding from a room on his side of the " quad," and after enduring it for a few minutes, rose and sallied forth to ascertain whence it issued. As he left his rooms, the sounds burst on him in all their power, and directed him to the place whence they came. He had nearly reached Louis' rooms, when he met Mr. L., who had been roused from his slumbers by the same uproar ; and mutually expressing their surprise at hearing so much noise from such a quarter at that hour, they proceeded to knock at the closed door. The musicians were at the height of their uproa"*", and wild with excitement. At first the DA- II WOOD PRIORY. r.'Sl repeated knocking did not arouse them. Louis was the first who heard it, and starting from the sofa, he stilled the noise for a moment by pointing to the door. • Hey! what?" said Ford. A loud and continued rapping. The musicians listened, and Frank Mith open mouth and eyes looked from one to the other. u Noa erat" he said at length, with ludicrous solemnity — " There was a knock."' " The enemy 's come/' said Ford. A voice was now heard, but what was said was undistinguishablc. It was answered by Frank in the same tone, at I sec a voice; I hear a face.'" " Ford, give me the key," said Louis. " I don't know what I have done with it." " Find it quickly ; or some one break open the door somehow." •• Now, what a wasteful young gentleman you ..I' to go spoiling good locks in that manner," said Ford ironically, as Louis seized the poker 'I began to exert his own strength on the door. " Frank, help me," he cried. "I have not the least idea how to do thi-." But Frank seized the COmet-a-pistOB instead, and blew the lirst few notes of ''Come, if you dare I '' and the others stimulated fiddled away in defiance; while Louis, after- vainly uaing the ker, tried a knife on the lock and broke it. .\< every interval of the noise, the outer rapping, and 28.2 DASHW00D PRIORY. a command, partially audible, to open the door, was heard, but iu a few minutes it ceased. " The enemy 's routed/' said Frank, as he laid his trumpet down; "and I think we had better decamp as soon as the coast 's clear." " We shall get into a pretty mess," said one who was more sober than the rest. u We have forgotten that the dons are not deaf. Hadn't we better be off at once ? It only wants a quarter to one." "Frank! is this vour honour?" said Louis, indignantly. But Frank was not to be touched by any appeal at present. He was, however, sufficiently sensible to the necessity of going immediately, and having prevailed upon Ford to find the missing key, the door was unlocked and the instruments shouldered. " You had better leave them till to-morrow," said Frank ; " you will run better without them." There was a grand searching for caps, and hardly had each possessed himself of one, when the knocking vas renewed with double furv. " We are done for," said Hall. "We are not without arms," said Frank, snatching the pistol from the mantel-piece, and planting himself firmly opposite the entrance as Louis threw open the door. " Stand back, who- ever you are. I'll shoot the first man that enters." The words had hardly passed his lips when Mr. Royston entered, and a loud report told that the threat had been put into execution. A loud DASHW00D TUIORY. 283 . from Louis at the instant the weapon was raised warned the good tutor to stand back, and a kind prompt hand knocked up the pistol at the moment it was fired, or the old man had never spoken in. The bullet whizzed by, and lodged in the wall above t he door. There was a dead silence of horror. Frank let the weapon fall, and turning white, staggered against Ford, groaning, "Oh, oh ! I did not know it was loaded I" lie was at this instant seized bv a rough hand and pushed behind the door, and Mr. Royston's voice said huskily, "Not one word, sir; not one word. Don't betray yourself, or — " He did not finish his sentence, for a fresh party had entered at the moment. "What passed neither Louis nor Frank could well say they knew. They knew that an investigation was going on, that it was discovered that the pistol was loaded, and that, finally, they were all called upon to give their names, and were led each one to his room-, with an injunction to keep them till further notice. ink lunged to speak to Mr. Royston, but thai ntleman talked constantly of the enormity of the sin and the necessity of making an example, and never approached him, nor exhibited the Lead amiseration for him. When all were gone, and the last i'ooNtep had died away in silence. Louis began gradually to .lize what had happened, and to understand the LOOS position in which he was placed. lie id with folded arms fur full ten minutes alter 281 DASHWOOD PRIORY. his door was closed, looking abstractedly on the desolate scene before him. He then threw him- self on the sofa, and, burying his face in the pillow, neither moved nor spoke for an hour ; and when he next raised his head, the room was in darkness. He threw himself on his knees, and spread his case before his God ; and gradually the burden grew lighter, and a consciousness of for- giveness for his part in that night's errors, and a conviction of blamelessness with respect to the uproar came 4 but then as fears for himself were lightened, those for his cousin increased. With bis usual sweetness, he forgot Frank's breach of word, which had brought him and the whole party into the scrape, and all the rough usage he had received, and only thought of the trouble in which his tormentors were, and the slight hope that appeared for any of them. At last, worn out, he sank into a light doze, and woke as the first grey morning light stole into his chamber, and exhi- bited to his view the wreck of the previous night's revelry; — remains of dishes, broken glass, empty decanters, stained and crumpled tablecloth. Here a knife and fork on the floor ; there a black bottle rolling. A violin under foot in one direction ; the obnoxious cornet-a-piston in another. Pieces of music in various parts, with loose and torn leaves. He looked sadly on all, with a fervent determina- tion never to have such another morning sight in his rooms, and drew back the partially-closed window-curtains. Over the tops of the opposite DASHWOOD PRIORY. 285 buildings a yellow rim of light was gradually dis- placing the grey mantle of early morning; and conspicuously before hini in solitary sweetness, as a gleam of promise, shone the fair morning star. The stillness, the calmness of that quiet sky - i-med to shed its influence over his mind; and he knelt down before the window, and in the depths of his full heart breathed the unuttered petition which asked everything for His sake, who has said, (> I am the bright and morning star! " When he rose from his knees, and retired at length to bed, it was in the sweet consciousness that nothing should harm him, that all Mould yet be well : and this sweet consciousness comes often to the trusting child of God. " Who shall harm vou, if ve be followers of that which is good?" The world cannot understand his secu- rity — his sine confidence. Louis was in a heavy slumber when the scout's summons roused him. He answered mechanically ■ and fell asleep again till the chapel bell began to ring; when, remembering he was a prisoner, he dressed deliberately, and went into his sitting- room, now comfortably arranged for breakfast. lie had scarcely begun to make his coll'ee, when the door vrai unceremoniously burst open, and Hamilton walked in, in a state of great excite- ment, lie closed the dour, and then stood still near it as Louis :ose, and without noticing his morning welcome, began — " hums, what have you been about? Yon bave 28G DASHWOOD PRIORY. got yourself into a pretty scrape, now, have you not V s As Louis did not answer, but stood looking at him with changing colour, Hamilton commenced a hasty march up and down the room, without speaking. Presently, stopping suddenly, he ex- claimed — " What possessed you to have that wild set here ? Louis, you want looking after like a baby. Just the old, old story !— the old, old story ! " he continued, resuming his march. " Well, you have done it now. You will be rusticated as sure as fate — as sure as fate, if not worse ; and I dare say you have not had much hand in it. It is really the most vexatious piece of business . Well, you deserve it, too, for that terrible shilly-shallying habit of yours : nothing but experience ever will teach you to stand by yourself." Louis placed the cup he was holding on the table, and looked steadily at Hamilton, with a face from which all colour seemed to have flown, but he did not speak. " You seem to be wonderfullv cool and uncon- cerned," said Hamilton, impatiently; " do you understand what has happened, Mr. Mortimer ? ,: " Quite," replied Louis, with calmness ; " quite : but I could not help it. And I feel I am not to blame even for having them here ; and if I suffer, it will be with a clear conscience." Hamilton shook his head, but paused in his walk, and Louis continued : DASHWOOD P&IORY. 287 " Sit down and hear me quietly; and perhapa you will think, after all, I have not been very much to blame." Hamilton declared he could hear very well standing; and Louis, reseating himself, began his story, — his friend moving up and down the room at intervals till it was concluded; when he drew near the fire, and taking a chair, sat for a few minutes in deep thought. Louis watched the relaxed expression of his countenance anxiously. • Well," he said at length, "it is better than I expected. Mr. Frank di everything, he does indeed. He'll get a pretty lesson this time, however ; I am glad of it.'' " Hamilton ! " said Louis, reproachfully. " A man who saerilices his word of honour to a practical joke, deserves all the punishment he meets with. Badly as I have always thought of his low joking, I did not think that of Frank." " Noi did 1" said Louis ; " yet I am very sorry." Hamilton would acknowledge no tenderness of feeling on the point. ■ Had lie kept his word," he said, " it would all have been well. He has brought it entirely on himself; lie has no one to blame but himself. Dear me,' he continued, very gravely ; "what mercy— poor fellow! It is a severe lesson. It might have been '-till worse. Now, Louis, go on with your operations. 1 will take some breakfast with you, and thin 1 -hall go and get an interview, ifp0S< sible, with the head, and set this matter right." 288 DASHW00D PRIORY. " Do not be hard on Frank, Hamilton," said Louis, earnestly. " I shall tell the whole truth. I will not leave the matter half done," replied Hamilton, decidedly. " Of course, I shall do Frank no avoidable harm." Louis proceeded in his preparations, while Hamilton asked where he could find a sheet of paper, and having obtained it, sat writing rapidly at the breakfast-table, even after his cup was filled, and a couple of eggs placed near him by Louis' silent care. He turned round hastily now and then, and absently partook of the refreshment, till at length pushing aside his writing materials with a " That will do," he set to work more seri- ously to the business before him, and talked of one or two common-place subjects to Louis. At last he rose, and bidding Louis a hasty adieu, left the room, taking with him the paper he had filled. He paused a moment on the staircase outside, and then ran up to the landing above, where two of the party of the preceding night lived, and after a hasty knock, walked into the nearest room, paper in hand, to the owner, who was lying full length on the sofa reading a novel. " I have but little time, Mr. Cox," he said, with a slight stiff bow. " Mv business will excuse mv intrusion. I believe you were in Mr. Mortimer's rooms last night ? " " I was," replied the gentleman, who had risen, at first not recognizing Hamilton, whoni he knew only by sight. li\ EIWOOD PEIOKY. "Will you do me the favour to look at this paper, and sign it, if you find the declaration correct ? " Cos coloured, and taking the paper from Hamilton's hand, glanced over it, and rubbed his hand over his mouth. " It is to the purport, you see, that Mr. Mor- timer was imposed upon; that the time of his watch was altered, and Ins door forcibly locked. It is truth, and you cannot as a gentleman refi to sign it. I have come to you first as the neat* \ I shall get the signatures of all." Cox looked at Hamilton doubtfullv, but the calm determined gaze he met, seemed to ch< -nine coming remonstrance, and he took the paper to his desk and signed it without a word. A I with another still' bow, Hamilton retired, and pro- ceeded on the same errand to the other room-. Forgetting that Prank's room was on the same staircase with Louis', he made all his other calls first. Mr. Ilalhcd cordially bore witni ss Louis' gentlemanly conduct, by declaring he v the onlj One of the party who behaved like gentleman. Hamilton wasted no time anywlu re. The last visit, before returning to Louis' staircase, Mas to Ford, whom he found carelessly amusing himself with a chess problem, seated before the tire, with a loot on each hob, whistling the while with apparent indifference to consequences. He noved his feet on Hamilton's entrance, and aC- tation fl ith one' equally distant. 290 DASHWOOD PRIORY. asked to what lie might attribute the pleasure of a visit from him so early. "To get you to perform an act of strict justice," said Hamilton. " I must have your signature to this paper, if you please." An ironical smile passed over Ford's face as he glanced over the declaration. " Come as special pleader for your friend. "Well, suppose I don't choose to put down my name as witness for his good conduct." " There is no alternative," said Hamilton, quietly; "unless you resign your claim to the title of gentleman. Your name being omitted will only reflect upon yourself. You can give me the paper, if you do not choose to sign it." Ford scowled at Hamilton, and deliberately began to read the writing, Hamilton standing by without evincing any of the internal chafing which the intentional tardiness produced in his mind. "Either your name or the paper," he said at length : " I can wait no longer." Ford slowly produced a pencil-case from his waistcoat pocket, and after screwing the lead up with equal deliberation, very slowly wrote his name, and still retaining his hold as he handed the paper to Hamilton, said, — " I presume you arc bound for the Head, eh ? " "What then?" said Hamilton, coldly. " Because Royston — stop ! do you know who fired the pistol ? " ..'. OD PEIOEY. 291 a I do/' ton's laconic reply. "Then the Head doesn't, that's all. Royston didn't let the name out, and he won't/' Hi? looked very hard at Hamilton, whose stern counl :: slaxed in the slightest possible degn , and returned the paper as he added, " A word to the wise." Hamilton's last errand was to Frank. lie had met with a ready compliance from all the oth( who generally expressed {heir Borrow tor the scrap* into which they had got Louis in common with themselves, and for the manner in which they had returned his kindness. Frank's breakfast was untouched, nor ha made any attempt to begin it. The break: things remained where they had been placed, ;. the kettle was sending forth huge clouds of steam. unnoticed by its owner, who sat with one elb on the table, his chin resting on his hand, with hi » back to the door. lie made no attempt to dis- ise his distress, and Hamilton was aim shocked to see the change one night's w arj m had made. His face seemed suddenlv to ha become Ballow, and his eyes, usually BO full I fun and fire, weri' I i ,i ii and dull. His h pearance and untidy hair, pushed back I 90 unlike him, ami s;> o much trouble, that Hamilton' rn cnthu- ... rL »uia j ielded to a softer emotion, i i 'veil at him at. first as if he did nut know him, and v. ishing him good morning, made some remi 292 dashwood priory. about tlic kettle burning, and removing it, asked Hamilton to sit down. " I have no time, thank you ; I want your sig- nature to this, Frank. You behaved very ill to Louis last night, and this is all you can do to repair it. He must not suffer for your want of honour." " Hamilton, you are too hard." " I am not, Frank ; he relied only on you, and you have betrayed him." "You cannot say anything that I do not feel. I can only offer in apology what you would not receive as such. I will do anything. I mean to clear Louis fully before I go, — as soon as " Hamilton looked compassionately on him, but could not comfort him. Frank fetched the ink- stand, but his hand trembled so violently when he took the pen, that he could not write his name legibly for a minute or two. " I don't know whether they can read it ; but, Hamilton," he added, " you will believe me now, though I have not been as good as my word. Before God, I did not know that pistol was loaded. I never thought of that." " I believe you from my heart, Frank. Poor fellow ! " replied Hamilton, squeezing his hand ; but he gazed steadily and almost sternly into his pale face, till his gaze brought a shade of colour there, and Frank replied, — " I know everything you say there, Hamilton. If I never thanked God trnlv before I have now DASHWOOD PKIOHY. 293 for that wonderful escape. It was an insult any how, Hamilton, I should not have offered, had I been in my senses, for — he — has been very kind to me. Hamilton, I will never taste another drop of wine while I am in college; but that — it is no use Baying about that now. Good-bye." •• ( lome, things may he better than you think," I Hamilton, kindly. "You had better get something to eat ; you look knocked up." Prank shook his head, and Hamilton departed with a promise to call in again when he had finished his errand. What passed in the inter- w Hamilton readily gained, has not transpired ; hut in h-> than an hour he returned to Louis, bearing the welcome news that all was straight so far as himself was concerned ; and while he was lating all the interesting particulars, a messenger arrived commanding Louis' attendance in the oimon room, where a few words released him from his durance, and' gently admonished him oust had company, kindly alluding at the same ic to his known steadiness and exemplary beha- viour since coming into residence, and recom- mending him to persevere in the same course to the end. \> he left his room on the way to this interview, Hamilton said, in a low voice, — "They do nol know who fired the pistol." I [owever, Louie was asked no questions, and left the presence w ithoul any obligation of Baying Mi' than •• Thank you." But the characters of the res! of the party 294 DASHW00D PRIORY. underwent a more searching ordeal. Gate-books were scrutinized, lecture and cliapel lists conned, and notes compared : and here Frank's unremit- ting regularity and early hours stood him in good stead ; and as his friends generally were not very flagrant offenders, the dons seemed inclined to be lenient. In vain was the name of the principal offender demanded of Mr. lloyston; he was inflexi- ble, and spoke so bravely and warmly on the hasty mistake which the youth, whoever he was, was ruing so bitterly at the moment, that all expressed their admiration of the kindness of the feelings of their colleague. It was at last concluded that the gentlemen should be reprimanded and "gated,"* and the matter passed over. Two of them, how- ever, of whom Ford was one, were laid up in remembrance for the next slight offence, as many omissions and commissions were found recorded against them. There was little doubt in the minds of the authorities *as to the real offender, when the young men in a body entered the room ; but the same glance which revealed all, also told that the punishment was enough. Frank stood motionless, with dull, heavy eyes fixed on his judges, as if he expected nothing, heard nothing, and knew nothing. After a long speech on the gross impropriety of their conduct, the Head con- cluded with — " This offence would have been much more * I. e. (for the benefit of the uninitiated), confined to the college after dark. SHWOOD FBIOBY. rarely visited, had not Mr. Royston refused to e up the name of the guilty party, whom we mid have expelled, had we discovered him. As it is, considering the regularity and steadiness of nearly all, we are Avilling to pass over it under •;ain restrictions. We need nut, we hope, re- commend that the first use you will make of your liberty will be to make all the amends in vour power to Mr. Royston, whom you have so grossly iiisnlii d The restrictions w< re then named, and with low hows and thanks tor the leniency shown, the party withdrew to .Mi-. Royston's rooms with a sense of relief, and in one or two of gratitude, that can food only by those who have been in a similar condition. Ford professed to make light of it, but no one followed his example. Frank remained behind, and as the last entered the loom, turned towards the door of his own. He red into it, and sat down in a sort of giddy stupor, till he supposed the ceremony was over in tutor's room, lie met his friends coming out quil eered. "• 'I ae i i over, Digby. but von won't behaved very well ; but he ■on were. Yon mu ad thank him." " Do yon suppose I need any reminder V* said I scd them and entered the room. man had bet .1 a little disappointed und 296 DASHWOOD PRIOilY. Frank removed his cap and approached a few steps, but he could not speak; he unclosed his white lips, but no sound came, and a violent fit of shivering came on, which he could hardly repress by the most determined efforts. Mr. Royston looked and waited. " Never mind ; that will do/' he said at last, very gently. " Poor lad, I know you'll never cut the old man's coat again, eh ? there, there." Frank was worn out with intense trouble, fast- ing, and his sleepless night. He began : " Sir — " and then letting his cap fall, he sank on one knee, and covering his face with both hands sobbed \iolently. " There, there/' exclaimed the tutor, removing one of his hands and pressing it fondly. " There, there now, no more crying ; it can't be helped. Boys' frolic: — it was a serious one though," he said, kindly ; but his own eyes were filled with a moisture that did him honour, and his hand shook nearly as much as Frank's. " There now, get up. You're overdone. These late hours are sad things. I know you'll be more steady; come and sit down." Frank raised his head, and with an effort gasped out, — " I am unworthy of your kindness, sir ; I did not know the pistol was loaded. Can you forgive me?" " Nay, I don't suppose you thought of killing anv of the old boys," returned Mr. Royston. • fv :'-V DASH WOOD PRIORY. 297 " I'll tell von what vou must do, Frank ; vou must kneel down tins day and thank HlM who turned that weapon aside. You know I don't mean that human hand : no, wc must look beyond that;" he said, very seriously. "This morning mighl have brought no relief." " To a life-long sorrow/' murmured Frank. '■'And. Prank, vou must think seriously before II im where the fault lav: it wasn't whollv in pointing a pistol." " No, sir, it was not, indeed," replied Frank, sinking his faee on his hands again. "Not wholly indeed," he murmured indistinctly. Mr. Royston raised him up and made him sit down, and then bustled about to get a glass of wine, which he made him drink, and watched the cessation of the violent shivering and sobs, and made him warm his cold hands. There had been little said, but Mr. Royston understood it all, and resolutely stopped Prank's its to explain his emotions of gratitude and row, both almost too vehement for words. It was marly an hour before Prank returned to his rooms, when In- -ported his oak, and Long remained in solemn prayer and repentance for the e\ents of i he last fru hours. Prank was not weak, nor did impressions easily wear off with him. lie adhered strictly to his determination, withstood the jeering and imita- tions ot' his acquaintance, and never tasted wine all the remainder of his college career ; and it 298 DASHWOOD PHIOIIY. was remarked that, though in the course of time his love of fun resumed its place, he never planned nor engaged in any practical jokes, and his love and attention to the kind old tutor were only equalled by that which Mr. Royston lavished on his truly reformed pupil. frees I 1'itIOKY. CHAPTER XIX. "In acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths." it thy works unto Him, and thy thoughts shall bo • mphe .' It was a glorious June day, Oxford rmed with visitors: beds were not to be had at the principal inns for love or money. All the fat!. aothers, brothers, and sisters, to e nothing of cousins and friends, seemed to have mimed themselves into the venerable citv, for the grand commemoration of benefactors. Early in the morning from every quarter in which a college stood rushed the eager gownsmen to the small door of the theatre, each one desperate to be first, pushing, jostling, and squeezing each ithervi ithont mercy, the foremost rank beingcruelly pro I gainst the iron rails, ponring oul thr at on the policeman in attendance if did not admit them before the hour. The two I ■ .. d >or were Frank Diebyai ailton, * ' was the adidate for the English prize poem, and v. read his produc- tion before th< ibled multitude. At length, when the aoise and i: tiona \ their the door was suddenly opened, and in hed the mob. I I Hamilton ran for 300 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. their lives ; hundreds were after them mad with excitement for the front row in the under- graduates' gallery ; one false step, and whoever it might be must be trampled to death. Up the narrow staircase thev tore, and the three foremost comers attaining the entrance to the gallery at once, were all jammed in the doorway, unable either to retreat or advance. Suddenly the mighty force behind sent them all through with a violent jerk, that threw them forward hardly able to regain their equilibrium ; but the race was run, the battle won, and with torn shirt-collars, ragged gowns, missing neckerchiefs, and other mishaps, the whole body tumbled in in like fashion, and amid hooting, yelling, and laughter, our two friends took their places, in the most convenient situa- tion in the front row, congratulating themselves on their success. Now, though it may to some appear a work of supererogation to enlarge on the scene of action, so well known to thousands in our land, and though we may fairly suppose that when an Oxford Guide-book is not attainable, a kind friend may generally be found to supply missing details on these interesting points, yet as our volume is in- tended for those who have not vet commenced their own life at Oxford, and may be read by many who have no opportunity of enlightenment, we will ask those familiar with the scene to excuse us, and to pass on while we endeavour to bring the interior of the theatre before the eyes of those DASHWOOD PRIORY. 301 who know nothing about it, and we will enter for their benefit, with Hamilton and Frank, into the highest gallery, a large roomy light gallery, the only fault of which was that it was not spacious enough for the numbers that lawfully or unlaw- fully poured into it. Above their heads was a beautiful painted ceiling; but as the gentlemen Were well acquainted with its beauties already, it had no attraction lor them; the cynosure of every eye being a pulpit, considerably beneath them, but elevated above the heads of all below. Thei(; was another gallery underneath, of course only partially visible to the undergraduates, which was tilled with ladies in lull dress. Immediately in fronl of the ladies 3 gallery were elevated seats for the dons. Opposite the entrance into the gallery was the orchestra, from under which the college authorities and visitors, who claimed entrance to the pit or body of the building, entered. There was another pulpit immediately under Prank and Hamilton, facing that already mentioned ; but with this they had little interest, us it was not in any way connected with the Newdigate hero. The ladies were all seated, but the area below was empty ; and pending its tilling, the noisy occu- pants "f the upper gallery amused themselves in then- own way. It was, j"ir excellence, their e they made of it ;is far as LuUgS were concerned. The continued repetition of the 30.2 DASHWOOD PRIOllY. question,, " "What do you think of so and so ? " applied to various individuals popular or ob- noxious, eliciting vehement cheers, hisses, or groans, at times mingled, was varied by " Three cheers for the ladies \" " Three groans for the proc- tors \" laughter, hooting, and all the other attend- ants on the ceremony, which would defy the power of pen to describe. At length from under the orchestra came the Vice-chancellor, preceded by the bedelles, and followed by the inferior lumi- naries, who all took their places in the seats in front of the ladies' gallery. Then followed the bestowal of the honorary degrees on the " most dignified/' and " most illustrious " personages, who had previously been deemed worthy of the honour, and as each newly-made doctor passed into his place, the excitement of the upper gallery was emitted in vociferous cheers. Not to be too tedious, we will pass over the following forms, and the Latin verses, to which, though recited by our friend Charles Clifton, the noisy audience paid little or no attention, having apparently established the principle that Latin is a " bore," — and make way for the hero of the day, who has been standing back in the right-hand rostrum during the previous recitation. Louis had been summoning up his courage for the last two days, and had concluded about two minutes before his entrance, by wondering if he should be able to say a word, when he found himself perched above a mass of heads m constant motion below ii \ a FOOD PBIOBY. 303 him, whil jiit hand Mas a galaxy of trillion and beauty, and above, hundreds of eye all anxious to see him. The magnitude of the place, the glitter and beauty around him, onh seemed to bewilder him. The colour rushed furi- ously into his face, and his first impulse was to h out again ; but while the orator was pcrform- : his part, his self-possession gradually returned, and by di was able to distinguish his mother amid the B( a of ladies ; and there were t\. laces very near him not strange, and by degree remembered the likeness to his old friend lisbury; and though he could not remember j, he was sure two of Fred's sisters were there. Hamilton's friendly face seemed to re- are him, and he recognized more than one of his friends in the upper gallery, though his position at | did not allow him to see any old faces down below. He had grown quite calm, and had nost forgotten he was to play any part in that : audience, when his turn came, and he found himself standing he knew not how in the front m:k1 of the back of the rostrum. His head ;n as the painful idea of making his own voice heard by BUCh an audience rushed over him, and his only thought at first was, "It is utterly im- possible! I never can make them hear." This iviction flashed across his mind in an instant, he tremendous cheer greeted his appearance. ff hot and cold, but as bis hesitation on the poinl of becoming perceptible and 30 i< DASHWOOD PRIORY. painful, his eyes caught clown below the figure of his father and Dr. Wilkinson, and nerviDg himself by a determined effort, he began. He was sur- prised to find how distinctly his voice sounded in the stillness with which his commencement was received. Now it was that the early care bestowed on him, in careful reading, and his late practice with Hamilton, shone forth ; for though not pos- sessed of a powerful voice, his distinct and careful enunciation let not a word fall, and as he pro- ceeded further in his composition, his diction be- came more fervid and impassioned, till at one slight pause, when his own heart had beat more warmly, and his eye fired with the glory of his subject, a hearty burst of vehement applause paid a tribute, as much to the beauty of the read- ing as to the lines ; and these were allowed by all competent judges to be of no mediocre order, and far surpassing any which for years had gained the prize. The poem proceeded through the four great empires, dwelling slightly, but powerfully, on the varied events in each, pointing to the development of that time when the stone, that " Stone of stumbling and rock of offence," but " precious Corner-stone ;" that little, rejected, insignificant stone, yet " cut out of the everlasting hills with- out hands," "neither made nor created," smote the image on its feet, and bearing all down by its mighty and irresistible force, still waxing larger and larger, " became a great mountain, and filled DASH WOOD PRIOllY. die whole earth." Surely it was a theme on which the pious young heart rejoiced to dwell, that glorious time when "the knowledge of the iry of the Lord shall cover the earth, as the waters cover the sea;" and Louis' soul was in and the earnestness of his utterance and the vour of his tones seemed to create a kindred warmth in his hearers for the time ; and when he concluded, half a minute's silence honoured the majesty of his Bubject, and then cheer after cheer arose as he gracefully bowed and quitted the scene of his glory. And where did he go? His heart - overflowing. He waited for no one, not even his parents. There was something before that; there was One to whom the first vows were to be paid ; and regardless of all else, he hurried to his roomSj and shutting the door, rushed into his bedroom. '•This is too much, O my God ! This hoi; for me ! 1 am not worthy of it." And hi' raised hi-- hands and tearful eyes, ;is he ok '>n his kneeSj u Oh, that I could praise Thee ! l.ei my life praiseTheel This for me, an unprofitable m rvanl ! Oh. give me :i truly thankful heart." Then the lull tide welled up ;ind stopped utter- ance, lis father and mother the joy of giving them that happine88l Could a lite of entire devotion repay one tithe of the mercies he had leived? lor it was no; tins one alone, hut ;.ll seemed to rise up before him, and amidst all, that .it one, that he was able to he thankful. \ 30G DASHWOOD PRIORY. It was some time after he had left the theatre, when a party who had been vainly searching' everywhere in the vicinity of his Honour for tin hero of the day, entered, and among them were his parents, Neville, Hamilton, Frank, Charles Salisbury, and Dr. Wilkinson. More Avere behind, but a degree of respect for his parents kept them from pressing into the room. " Where can he be ?" was reiterated in various tones. " Louis, you runagate ;" " Mortimer, you defaulter." " Here's his poem : he's in his bed- room." "Then we will wait," said Mr. Mortimer. " But here he comes." The noise had aroused him, and he entered the room directly, with a most happy expression and moistened eyes that told of much. There was nothing heard for some time but congratulations and praises. He shook hands with all by turns, receiving their congratulations in silence, for he could not speak. His father looked so proudly on him, his mother was almost as tearfully happy as himself, and Dr. Wilkinson's excitement was nearly equal to Hamilton's. " I always thought you a bit of a poet, Louis," said Charles Salisbury. "But it seems wonderful to me how you can ' spin such a yarn/ as Fred would say, in verse. However, I think I could almost try, to have the ladies as mad after me as they all are about you." Louis smiled. DA- II WOOD PllIOKV. " But the reading, Louis/' said Hamilton : " it was, after all, a masterpiece." " It was," said Dr. Wilkinson. "I felt proud to own you." •■ You must not say any more," said Louis; " my head will be turned. I wish I had some wine to offer you ; but I never take it myself, and I have none at present." " Never mind that, my boy," said his father ; " I shall do the honours to-d;iy : you arc to be i guest." They all sallied forth to the " Mitre," where dinner was ordered, and there were more old friends — Nevinson, and Miss and Miss Fanny Salisbury, with an aunt who had chaperoned them; and there were more compliments to be paid, and finally they sat down to dinner; and though Louis was very silent, his friends madi amends for his taciturnity, and obliged him to return thanks for having his health drunk before they retired. Louis was obliired to return to I college, hut not before a very pleasant, though, other noisier evening than he could havi liked, had passed. The Salisburys departed for he lef; . and as he bid them good- bye, i • aple of rosebuds, with which she had h< en playing. As L niis picked them up, Charles Baid, — m, Louis; she meant them in honour , but was too shy to give them. You will him have them, Fanny V* 308 DASHWOOD PRIORY. "Certainly, if Mr. Mortimer likes them," replied Fanny, with a merry laugh ; " but if he takes my advice, he will throw them in the gutter. Faded rosebuds are not for orators, are they Mr. Mortimer?" Louis laughed, but he did not throw them away till he reached his rooms, where they both dis- appeared somewhere, and were afterwards very mysteriously found in his trowser-pockets when he arrived at the Salisburys (where he spent two or three days before he returned to Dashwood), whence he soon transferred them to a box, in remembrance of the great day of the Newdigate. Mr. Mortimer accompanied Louis to the college, and left him at the gates. Long he remained in silent meditation ; his slumbers that night were as lis;ht as an infant's. We know how softening an influence sorrow has upon the heart ; and we know, also, that prosperity generally tends to render it more care- less, and, unless upheld by the unfailing grace of the Blessed Spirit, less spiritually minded. Yet there are some kinds of prosperity, some honours, which exercise the same influence as trial. They seem too much to bear, — too much for our desert, — too great a boon for one so ungrateful — when the whole being seems pressed down under that goodness which encorapasscth it. It is not that all our mercies are not more than we deserve ; our daily mercies need call forth a weight of grati- tude ; but because they are daily, we seldom notice DASHWOOD P&IOBY. •')<)!) them, especially, unless the Lord reminds us, as Jacob of old, to build an altar of praise for those blessings we have forgotten. Louis' prosperity was of the Boftening kind, and he was not unsea- sonably exalted thereby. . - - 310 DASIIWOOL* PRIORY. CHAPTER XX. " They that go down to the sea in ships, that do business in great waters ; these see the works of the Lord, and His wonders in the deep. O that men would praise the Lord/cw His good- ness, and for His wonderful works to the children of men!" — Ps. cvii. 23, 24, 31. Hail, holy Sabbath ! They who love thee, seem to think thy skies should ever be bright and unclouded. Brightly dawned one Sabbath morning in July, 18 — , and far as the eye could reach on the broad circumference of the horizon, unbroken by any object, save the fleecy clouds and the hulls of a few distant vessels, the brightness of the coming- sun shed his fair rays, chasing stars and twilight, and gradually displayed his splendour to the eyes of the thoughtful midshipmen who paced the deck of the Hippolyta, keeping their morning watch. One of them was a line tall fellow, with head as erect as if his six feet of length had never bent to five when he stowed himself away in the middy's berth. An incipient pair of whiskers and a slight moustache told of coming manhood, while the almost infantile sweetness of his beau- tiful mouth and the clear expression of his blue eyes betokened a youthfulness again contradicted DASHWOOD PRIORY. by his broad shoulders and manly voice. He was not always so thoughtful; his roaring hearty voice was generally one of the foremost in mirth and merriment ; but the calmness of that morning imed to have spell-bound him j his lips were firmly closed, and his earnest gaze was fixed on a distant cloud with an intensity that seemed to allow of no other thought. The cloud did not move; others swept past gloriously, grandly; I sun laid his course and lighted the dark line ii. - :i white streak. The middy's companion at length rallied him on his silence; but he did not hear, and Btraining bis eyes more eagerly for a few seconds, he suddenly lifted his blue cap, and waved it above his head. " Old England for ever ! " he exclaimed. "Land ! — where ?" asked his companion. "I don't see anything, Salisbury." Salisbury waved his cap in the direction of the line nil directed his glass to the point. • S in ! '"' he said; and letting the fall to the length of the Leathern strap to which it was attached, tossed his can in the air with a loud "Hurrah!" just as a voice from ■r part of the ship proclaimed the welcome bavins bi >me little delay in ■ the man at. the masthead al the morn- :. our midshipman had the ha] - of og their n r nival first. ' »'i ! how wildly the hearts whether y r old, that morni. arly 312 DASHW00I) PUIOKY. over, — the fatherland was in sight, — and a pros- perous wind -was bearing the gallant frigate towards its shores. We trust there were not a few who felt that a mightier power than man's skill had kept them safe. The nearness of eternity is too often brought immediately before the sailor to be wholly unnoticed. As the morning wore on, the coast became more visible, and thev could see the divisions of many white cliffs, and with glasses discover the tall landmarks the lighthouses, and here and there a tower either of castle or church. At the usual hour all hands were summoned to prayers ; — and surely, if ever an attentive congregation kneeled on that deck, or listened to the words of the chaplain, it was on that day, when fluctuating hope and fear made the heart feel there was no help but in the Lord. The clergyman took his text from the hundred and seventh Psalm, from the twenty-third to the end of the thirty-first verse ; and while reminding his hearers of the many perils from which the Lord had delivered them, he called on them to " praise the Lord for His goodness." " When the stormy wind arose, and the wonders of the Lord in the deep made all hearts to melt because of trouble, how many of you, my friends, vowed unto the Lord in that trouble. Who," continued he, solemnly, — " who has remembered those vows? Who has paid them to the tender Guardian who ' never slumbered nor slept ? ' Better that thou shouldest not vow, than. DA8HW00D PBIOKY. 313 that thou shouldest vow and not pay. I call upon all to magnify the Lord with me. Let us exalt His name together. We called upon Ilini, and He heard us and delivered us from all our fears. 'Oh that men would praise the Lord for His fondness ! ' " But he did not here conclude. "How were they to praise the Lord? Not only with the lips, hut in the life. By a life entirely devoted to His service. Let them declare among men His praise. i iel the hie lie spared and the giftslle has bestowed he all used to I lis glory. Let the talents be pin on! to interest, that at His coming He may receive 1 lis own with usury." The clergyman dwelt much on this part of his lecture, particularly addressing himself to the young oiliccrs; and Frederick Salisbury sat with grave brow and parted lips, thinking how many things he had neglected. The service was over, and now they neared the coast; the few hours had brought them in immediate sight, and they passed <>u their way so close, that as the afternoon wore on they could see the people passing along t<> church ; and the midshipmen were cither iii high spirits or silent with great excitement, for each young heart had flown to its own borne, ami fancied the Sunday occupations of each dear one; and they dared not whisper the shade of appiv- hension that glided over the mind lest one dear one should be missing. The tedious time slipped by, and at length the 314 DASHWOOD PRIOKY. Hippolyta anchored at Sheerness ; and having obtained leave of absence, Salisbury was not long in finding a passage in one of the packets from thence to London ; and after a due transit through the Custom House, he found himself steaming up the Thames at the rate of ten miles an hour, clad in white trowsers and a rough pilot-coat, and retaining no mark of his attachment to Her Majesty's service, save the little blue undress cap, which was perched on his head rather on one side, allowing the light curly hair to display itself in the most becoming manner; and too happy and restless to sit still, he walked rapidly up and down the deck, with his hands shoved into the loose pockets in the front of his coat, humming and smiling most radiantly, with a word for every one in his way, — now stopping to amuse a cross child, — now picking up a fallen basket or handkerchief of some lady passenger, — anon descanting on the weather with the men, or " blowing up" steam- boats to the gentlemen. But wherever his frank handsome face turned, it won sympathy, and seemed to shed a sunnv beam. At last he at- tached himself to a couple of ladies, a mamma and daughter, to whom he had introduced himself by proffering a newspaper he had bought at the landing-place; and furthermore, by the dexterous manner in which he extricated a favourite dog from a perilous situation; and before long he had prevailed upon them to accept his escort for a turn up and down. DASHW00D PBIOB.Y. "I think I need not ask if you have siste said the mamma, smiling. * Lots of them," said Salisbury, gleefully. " It's hard work, ma'am, for a poor sailor to be banished for four years with no ladies but the Chinese houris." '• You are a large family, then?" " Twelve of us," replied the gentleman. " Does your mother expect you home ? " A slight shade passed over his face as he answ< red. " I sent them a line two days ago, but there's no one to meet me here. I am afraid it missed its moorings." • You expected some one to meet you, then?" " To be sure. Never mind, though; they'll be all the more surprised. Look out!" he cried, cat bold of a man who, disturbed by the motion of the vessel, jolted rather roughly against his charge : " Mind the ladies ! " " i'- : pardon," said the man. " Portraits taken, sir? Portraits taken, ma'am. One shil- ling: only : . black profile, sir." " I think 1 will, though: mother or little Fan will iplicd. '• i ! the lady. " Si we sit awe can -." angallanl thi to let you, my fai Baid Salisbury ; " it w ill (1 . you are t ired." m \ ry tired," said the young 316 DASHWOOD PBIOB.Y. lady, laughing : " I have only been beguiled into walking a little." Salisbury raised his cap, and immediately found a seat with a back to it for the elder lady, and a less convenient one for the younger and himself; and amid much merriment the profile was taken It was pronounced very like by the younger lady, and by the elder not handsome enough. Salisbury himself was quite satisfied, and decided that his relations ought to be so too; for it was handsome enough for him. " Here's your shilling ; though I think you might have made a fellow as handsome as he ought to be, while you were about it." " You could not expect black paper and scissors to express your eyes and complexion, sir," said the man ; " that's all it wants." " Come, that's handsome. I am very like a black swan, as we used to say at school," remarked Salisbury almost to himself, as he looked more steadily at the portrait, and a deeper smile shone out of eyes and mouth, when he caught in it the resemblance to his eldest sister. It was mid-day when they reached London, and after seeing his new friends safely to a hackney coach, he procured another for himself, and set off for the Paddington station, where the then half-finished railway to Bristol commenced, and reached it just in time to take his place by the next train. We will not dwell upon the incidents of the next few hours ; how wonderfully, as if by DASHWOOD PRIORY. 317 his frank simplicity charmed the passengers, and drew the children to him as though they knew instinctively that he had some little ones waiting at home for him; how, in his impatieo of the tardiness even of steam, when they neared Fairing Ion, he pushed his feet forward as if his impotent ( m rtions could quicken the moving Oh, sailor! perhaps thoughts of the guar- dian care that reserved thee and thine for that happy meeting, stole over thee when in the dusky shade of the coming twilight thou nearedst thy beloved home. The coachman sel him down at the turn of the ir which the house stood, and then, though the high wall with its well-known gate was near, something deterred him from hurrying up; a kind of dread stole over him; "He had not heard for so long — why had no one met him?" He stood still irresolutely, looking at the dark waving branches, till aroused by the whistling of a passer-by, a labouring man. \ good evening to you, sir." " \lio\, my man," said Salisbury, rousing him- I from his trance. "Lend a hand here with this chesi up to j on gate." "To Mr. Salisbury's?" asked the man, turning and Beizing a handle of the large chest. " He be heavy, hain't he? He musl hold a mort of things. Xbu be come from foreign parts, rii \y, a long way — from China. Do you know- how Mr. and Mrs. Salisbury are?" 318 BASHWOOD PRIORY. " Nay, I knows nought about '"em, sir ; 'cept as they lives at yon house." Poor Salisbury's heart sank more than when he forced his lips to put the question. He wished the man " good night/' after bestowing a shilling on him, and stood looking doubtfully in at the gate. He could see the drawing-room windows where he stood, and the nursery above. The latter were open, and the sound of some little voices issued thence. Presently the sound of a piano, and a well-known song below, broken off in the middle by a hearty laugh, in which many voices joined, reached him. Then his mother's tones, and though he heard no words, he could hold out no longer. Pulling the bell with all his might, he shouted "Ahoy, there! ladies, ahoy!" with that tre- mendous stentorian effect only belonging to the sailor, but which when once heard can never be forgotten, and when once sent forth with " a will," has a peculiar way of making itself heard. There was a pause. " A-h-ov, ladies ! " Then a scream of " Fred ! Fred ! " and boys and girls all rushed out of the low window, and before the servant had arrived, the gate was flung wide open, and Salisbury was amongst them — not one was missing, all — all had been spared to wel- come him back : the dearest mother in the world — the kind, fond father — the proud, loving sisters — and the hearty brothers in turn presenting them- selves ; and little Kate, and the little brother, now DASHWOOD PRIOEY. 319 no longer a baby, were brought down half-dressed for their share of the embraces. " How lie's grown, mamma. What a brown face lie's got now/' cried Ethelrcd. •• And, mamma, here are the whiskers too at last, but not quite so bushy as you feared ; and he really looks a man."' •• 15 at I really thought Fred would come back with his blue coat on, mamma; and his sword, mamma, mamma," persisted Marianne a great many times. ' I Jut where's little Fan? and I thought John ^ at home, poor fellow," said Salisbury, when after the general embraces he began to distinguish who was away. " Thev are out," said Edith. " Your old school- fellow Louis Mortimer is spending a day or two with us, and they are all gone out together in the nowhere." "Did not you get my letter?" : \\ i had no idea you were coming." trangc. How's John, now ? " •• He La quite well, and so kind and thoughtful. I! you 'will love him more than i\ Here .1 Edith, as Fanny rushed in •mil threw herself into her brother's arms, having been informed on her entrance by the eager ser- vant that Mr. Fred was come. John and Loui followed. "How curious thai I should be here on your in;." ,<1 Louis, when 'In- first recognition 320 DASHWOOD PRIORY. was over; " I am going early to-morrow to Dash- wood. Had you been a day later, I should not have seen you." " Here is your tea, my darling boy," said his joyful mother, as the quick, active servant placed a lamp on the table, and set chairs round, lin- gering in this arrangement, in order to see as much as possible of Mr. Fred ; and then Fred seated himself near his mother, and ate and talked with equal rapidity. But who shall describe the delight with which the mutual recitals were made -and received — what a warm reception w r as given to the black profile and the history of its produc- tion, and how Mrs. Salisbury laid claim to it, in spite of the vociferous reminders from her daughters that she had a much better one in water-colours. Fred had not long finished his tea when he rushed into the kitchen, with a long train after him, to pay his respects to the servants he knew; and then calling on his brothers to "bear a hand," insisted upon having his huge chest carried into the drawing-room. " What have Ave here ?" said his father. " Heave oh!" was the reply, as the chest landed safely on the floor, and the owner searched for his key. His mother came up to him and vainly endea- voured to persuade him to postpone the unpacking till to-morrow, assuring him he was too tired. " Tired ! it takes more to tire me, mv blessed old mother," giving his mother a huge embrace DASHWOOD PKIOKY. 12 I boss; and then fetching an armchair her near the scene of action. None of the young people being at all loath to see the inside of the client again; the rummaging commenced in earnest; and soon the floor was strewed with its every-day contents, and the tables with the rarities and to\N oil which the vounir man had laid out all spare money. There was a set of carved chessmen for his father, a crape shawl for his mother; some china cups and fans and a couple of ivory card-cases for his sisters, shells he had picked up himself, and some Indian treasures which he had procured as they touched at the great Oriental continent on their wav home: and what most warmed his parents' hearts was the knowledge that these gifts were the product of self-denial and constant thoughtfulncss ; for there had been no overdrawing his account, no exceeding the allowance made to him; and now he was repaid by the -miles and expressions of gratitude, the raptures and admiration, as each new article was displayed. •• And now, mother," said he at last, "here is an Indian muslin dress and lining for you/' I >h, how beautiful !" exclaimed the sisters in a breath. t me, my dear hoy? 1 can't wear white muslin/' said his mother, as she spread the delicate fabric on lirr knee. "An old woman like niysrlt wearing such a dress; — really it is very beautiful ! I must make it over to one of the girls." 322 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. " You look as young as any of them." "There, girls, do you hear that?" said Mr. Salisbury. " Well, do what you like with it, mother," said her son. "I won't make any of the beauties jealous." "Edith, mamma ; Edith," said Fanny, eagerly : " Edith will want a handsome dress soon." "What do you say, Miss Salisbury?" said her father. "Will it do?" Edith laughed and coloured, and her brother, who was just bringing a few shells to her, stopped before her, and looked very steadily at her. " Eh ?" said he at last. " What's in the wind, Swan's Neck?" Edith laughed and got behind her father, and Fanny, throwing her arms round his waist and turning her merry face up to him, whispered, — "The Swan's Neck has found some one to play Earl Godwin to her, Fred." "Well done, Swan's Neck!" exclaimed Fred, in an ecstasy, and in spite of Fanny's upheld finger he rushed after Edith, and gave her a vehement kiss, declaring that Earl Godwin was a man of taste, and keeping his arm tightly round her till she consented to whisper the name of her intended, which she did not do till he had pro- mised, in a whisper, that he would be quiet about it for the rest of the evening ; and her eye glanced shyly in the direction of Louis, who was standing at a little distance looking on with an expression DASHWOOD I'KIOUY. 32 of great interest. However, tliis piece of infor- mation decided the fate of a pair of silver brace- I . . and Fred begged his mother forthwith to be bow the dress upon his eldest sister, who, Fannv informed Louis, would now assuredly be favourite till another Avas married; and she presently hinted the same, with a saucy shake ot her curls, to her dear Fred. He only stopped her mouth with a kiss, and then brought forward the article of any great importance in their eyes, ich consisted of the hull of a ship, with masts, pulleys, and blocks, ready to be put up; the latter having been cut out of pieces of bone, which, he told them, lie had saved from dinner. ""When that's done that's for vou, little Fan, for your museum, my little mother, Fan. Sh not grown so much as any of them, mother ; she'll always be little Fan." But it was growing very late, and Mr. Salisbury was obliged to break up the party, and ring for the servants to prayers. Fred thoughtfully seated himself near his father, and drank in every tone of his loved voice. It seemed such a dream to be re again ; and when thanks w , returned I iir happy meeting, there was a pans-, and all v. the father iclt it almost too mneh for llttl 1 parted for the night, and the de blessing invoked on hi.-- head by his parents t id how fully they had been satisfied with hi nluei while ab i ad how dearly they p turning of his affectionate rac . 324 DASHWOOD PRIORY. to his home ; and from how many evils had the remembrance of that home been the instrument of keeping him. The many " good nights " were at last con- cluded, and Fred had just closed his door, when a little tap induced him to re-open it, and Fanny entered. " I could not go to bed without another kiss, Fred," she said. " Bless you ; why you are quite in a tremble." She threw her arms round him, and he stooped down and looked full into her now pale earnest face. " Fred, dear Fred," she said, " I am so afraid that you should at all forget God's goodness. Will you try to think of it, my own dearest brother ? I have been thinking about those verses, ' I sought the Lord, and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. Oh, magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together V I don't think you have forgotten though," she added, tenderly, stroking his hair from his forehead with both hands, and looking still more deeply into his grave eyes. " Do you remember the text little Marianne found in my text-book the morning you were going away, ' The beloved of the Lord shall dwell in safety by Him, and the Lord shall cover him all the day long?' You will not be angry with me, I know, because we all want reminding sometimes." Fred did not speak, but pressed two or three DASIIWOOD PRIOKY. 3'25 times a long kiss on her forehead, and then with another quiet " Bless you/ 7 released her. Louis Mortimer returned to Dashwood the next morning, after spending two very pleasant days with his friends. The next Sunday thanks- givings were returned at Church for the safe return of a member of the congregation from a long voyage; and though the sailor was soon obliged to return to his ship, he was able to obtain leave of absence not long after, to attend the nup- tials of his eldest sister, who, arrayed in the India muslin, was united in their parish church to the happy Earl Godwin before alluded to. 326 DASHWOOD PBIOBY. CHAPTER XXI. " And be called his ten servants, and delivered unto them ten pounds, and said unto them, Occupy till I come." — Luke xix. 13. " The night cometh, when no man can work." — John ix. 4. Time passed. One after another Louis' college friends took their degrees either with or without honours, and entered into life more or less pre- pared as their endeavours had tended towards their preparation. The precious time was gone never to be re- called ; the large rich opportunities for improve- ment and culture of the mind had vanished for ever ; and in after-years, in many cases, to be regretted in vain, for they could never be replaced. It is in youth we generally fix our earthly career each one for himself. Surely it is a momentous thought that so much lies in our own power ; and though we may feel that the child of God will find work in any and every station, yet who shall hold that man guiltless who has not striven to raise himself as far as the talents given him allowed? How many a one, newly awakened in after-life to a sense of his duties to God aud man, has mourned in vain wasted youth and opportu- nities for enlargement of his powers of usefulness never to return, but which, rightly improved, DASHWOOD PRIORY. 827 would have opened to him a wide field for glori- fying Him who called him into the light ot His Gospel. Whether Ave have one talent or five, we called upon to double them ; and God is not a hard master; whatever we are commanded, we may be sure we have power to perform. Work, then, in the davtime of youth, — work in His strength. " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with all thv might." re took a double first, and retired, soon aft « ing his degree, to Bath, where he was y successful in obtaining pupils. lie did not take orders for some years after; when the gra- dual working of that small seed — at what time planted we cannot say, but it would seem cither in the time of his disgrace at school, or in his subsequent trouble — had arrived at mature di relopment, and he felt he could answer "I trust so " to the solemn query in the ordination vice. Shortly after taking his degree, he ined a fellowship attached to his college, and the last heard of him was, that he was usefully employed in an extensive parish, earnest in everything that could bv any means nd the knowledge of the love of Christ, de- y and improved talent to his . and de« ming all bul dr< I he mighl win Christ, and be found in linn. as a brilliant, faacinatii or; Lcherj but aJl members have not the and the clergyman who \i^iis his 328 DASHWOOD PRIORY. flock with the love of Christ in his own heart, bearing quietly and individually the message of salvation to each, and carefully stemming every inroad of the enemy in the hearts of his charge, speaking by a life of holiness constantly to them, is surely no less useful than he who by the power of his eloquence and his gift in exhortation can till his church till there is hardly standing-room. At any rate, we generally see that it is the cler- gyman's life at which his flock looks ; — it is the holiness of his life that speaks the most loudly to those who " seek for knowledge at his lips/' and he whose life and conversation most nearly resemble his great Master's ; — he it is who will be considered the " messenger of the Lord of Hosts." " By their fruits ye shall know them." Frank took a first class in mathematics, and second in classics. He was intended for the ministry of the Church ; but having a proper dread of taking upon him so solemn an office lightly, he persuaded his father to change his destination, and got a situation of some kind in the House of Lords. And now Ave" come to our hero, whose name, in spite of his tutor's earnest endeavours and his own steady conduct, only came out in the third-class list, — whether owing to accident, or nervousness, or to the desultory nature of his own arrangement of his studies, or to want of sufficient ability, or all together, we do not pretend so say. Some said he had not appli- cation enough, and that if Hamilton had not made DASHWOOD PEIORY. 3!29 him work, he would not have done even as much \ as accomplished. Certain it was he was not idle, and earnestly strove to do his dutv : but perhaps his efforts flagged just where they would have been of such signal service to him in his munition; and though posseting a consider- able amount of scholarship, he was too deficient in critical accuracy and the hundred minutiae. SO •ntial to a first-class man, and which were attained by many hi> interiors in mind, though not in perseverance. Hamilton went up to London about the time that Louis returned home strengthened in mind, and untainted by the fol- lies with which he was in a measure surrounded. And what had preserved him ? We need not say, so far in our history. It was that " asbestos robe*' — to use the words of a sweet writer of our day- — of vital union with our living Head, — that constant and daily communion with Him who walketh through the fires with His faithful ser- vants. The solemn important day so long looked forward to had passed ; Louis' day-dream was fulfilled ; and it was with a full heart that he left the Priory, the Sunday after his ordination at Norwich, to preach his first sermon in the church in which lie had been dedicated to Cod, — which his infanl step- had first t rodden,- -amidst the well-known laces and warm hearts all willing to think favourably of what Bhould proceed from his lips. The church was very full, for some strangers from a neighbouring village belonging 330 dasiiwood priory. to Mr. Mortimer were there to hear the young Squire's first sermon; and there was the rector's own pew full, — his happy mother, eager Mary, with her flushed face aud spai'kling eyes turned often to the reading-desk and the communion- table, where her brother was first to appear. Reginald, now a cavalry officer, and Neville, from Cambridge, where he was studying physic by his own wish, were there, and his devoted old grand- mother, who had undertaken the long journey to be present at her darling's first sermon. Lady Vernon sat comfortably cushioned in a roomy corner of the pew, listening to his gentle voice with that calm earnest attention which seemed to belong only to one near the end of life's long journey. "Was it true, indeed! Had his God been so gracious to him that he should have the desire of his heart ! Oh, God ! my God, how bountiful thou art ! Thou hast led me hitherto. Thine is the glory," were his grateful breathings, as he slowly ascended the pulpit stairs ; but when he met the many well-known faces, all bearing the same earnest and gratified expression, it almost overcame him ; he needed the few minutes' communion with his God. He chose for his prayer the collect for the first Sunday after the Epiphany, and his text was from the first Epistle to the Corinthians, third chapter, eleventh, twelfth, and thirteenth verses. The sermon was very earnest and faithful, delivered very quietly, and rather timidly. He concluded it, at length, in P. 3S1- Louis and his Father leaving Church. VOOD PllIOKY. 331 the words of the apostle, "Finally, brethren, pray for as." Ladv Vernon folded her hands: her were dimmed, as she breathed an earnest tition for him, and the congregation dispersed to talk quietly in their homes of the beautiful i " Mr. Louis had made," and to wonder '. a young man should have such a gift." Louis and his father left the church almost mi- me I he rest of their party. As Louis the vestry, an aired man, who was standing near, leaning with both hands on a stick, appa- tly waiting for him, respectfully bowed; and on Louis extending his hand, with his customary etness and respect, to the hoary head, he seized it, and looking earnestly in the young face with ill of tears, said, — " ' The Lord bless thee, and keep thee : the Lord make His face to shine upon thee/ Sir, I . you a babe at that font, I've watched you all a growing up, audi bless God for it. AVill you an old man's liberty ?" ou are only too kind, Robins," replied Louis ; " I am grateful for your affection." ir, as long as it pleases the Almighty to . may lie forbid that I Bhould sin in sing to pray for you, thai He may you m all snares. Oh, sir, keep clo the Bible, Mu have done to-day . but th of ir : in p you from 1 1 \y. Robins," rejoined M r. M . " he 332 DASHWOOD PRIORY. must beware lest any one spoil him through philo- sophy and vain deceit. God grant it." The old man looked still intently in Louis' face, and added, with affectionate solemnity, — " Concerning the works of men, by the word of Thy lips I have kept me from the paths of the destroyer." He released Louis' hand with another ferveut blessing, and slowly followed the father and son from the church. Louis watched his cautious exit from the church-door, when unfastening the park-gate. " His grandson is not with him, father ; he can hardly get on." He retraced his steps immediately, and insisted upon supporting the old man's tottering steps to the end of the church-yard, where they found the missing grandson, to whose care he consigned him, and rejoined his father. PA -II WOOD PRIORY. 333 CHAPTER XXII. " Now we see through a glass darkly." — 1 Cor. xiii. 12. •• What thou knowest not now, thou shalt know hereafter." — John xiii. 7. Some writer beautifully remarks, that "as in a long journey, each turn of the road presents the traveller with a fresh view, so in the Christian's i xperiences are ever opening before him ; vet he is not the less safe. The same hand leads him, the same wisdom guides him." Some of these experiences arc very painful, and perhaps none more so than those which wake us hi a dream of child-like security and peace to a knowledge of differences in doctrine, of mis- onderstanding, and bitterness of feeling among those uh'>, in truth, have their feet equally linn on the Rock of A^cs, and yet frown because each cannot direct his brother's eyes to the exact point of the horizon on which he is gazing. Alas! Cli. will yon not remember that that slant- in- gleam of sunlight that makes the ripple -Inter before your eyes, exhibits, in rainbow tints, a in.. re distant object to your differently Bituated fellow-creature? Arc we not commanded to " think soberly, according as Cod hath given to every man the measure of faith:" "The same 334 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Spirit ministereth severally to every man as He will." Surely we need constantly to recall that deep reminder, " Who is it that hath made thee to differ from another?" There are certainly fundamental doctrines on which no true Christian can differ. The doctrine of the Unity in Trinity, and the Trinity in Unity ; the full, perfect satisfaction of the sacrifice of the blood of Christ, and the impossibility of being saved out of Him ; the entire ruin of man at the fall, and the certainty of a future state of happi- ness or misery. There can be no mistake about these; and of these I do not speak now, but of those abstruse and mysterious difficulties, those divisions and subdivisions of difference, which seem to constitute the whole religion of some people, and with which they not uufrequently distress and perplex the tender mind of a child in Christ, drawing him away from his loving trust in his mighty and tender Saviour, from those sweet hopes and practical duties which should constantly engage his soul, giving him instead a meagre substitute of logical distinctions and subtle definitions. Were it not that the Christian knows that " all things shall work together for his sood," he can- not sometimes understand why his simple trust in the love of Christ should be disturbed by these conflicting opinions, why he could not be left in practical ignorance of the schisms and differences in the Church of Christ. And this distraction DASHWOOD PEIORY. sometimes comes upon him when his conscience acquits him of having led himself into tempta- tion ; and, tossed about with doubts, he exclaims, " Where is my Maker, who used to give me songs in the night?" "Why is this come upon me? mv ems no longer enlarged under mv feet ; it is hedged up with thorns. Why cannot I go nit - the house of my God, and listen to B pr ached word, without involuntarily cavilling cpresaion, without the sinful eager- ness to detect the shade of a wrong doctrin II I we need not fear, — the true disciple of Christ II not be left in darkness. He may not see the hfulnesa that crept upon him; he knew not the tendency that threatened to make him lukewarm in the service of God. He would not have known, perhaps, if he had not experienced the distress of controversy in his own mind, how he would act arda others; but God knew ail; and now he will more carefully remember how the Apos .1 became all things to all men, if bv any .t save some. Perhaps he will ne\ the d of his dark seasons, vet by- '-by th shall be removed that is east r all people, and he will sec that that very d. and narrow pathway between the hedges of thoi lie- only I lor him. had Lorn | it in I hwuod — y< ' quiet ha . mini. hade which will of pr 33G DASHWOOB PRIORY. perity, a fear of coming evil, when the sudden death of Lady Vernon, who was paying a second visit to Dashwood, cast a gloom over all. Louis was her favourite grandchild, and his affectionate heart had always warmly returned her love. We are apt to think in cases indifferent to ourselves, that the death of an aged person, coming in the course of nature, is a slight trial; but to those concerned who can express the strange blank, the wondering remembrance that the loved one who has filled his or her place from our earliest re- collections, shall fill it no more ? The shock of the sudden loss, united with his great sorrow and the extreme quietude of his life, after a few weeks told upon Louis' health; and change of scene and more activity of life were prescribed for him. Mrs. Mortimer had been rather anxious for some time previously, that Louis should be more actively engaged; there was not enough for three clergymen in their quiet well- ordered cure, and she had noticed an indolence of mind and manner, which she dreaded, creeping over Louis. He was himself unconscious of it, but there had been in the state of his mind something a little akin to that spirit which says, " I am rich and have need of nothing," because nothing had occurred to remind him of his danger. It was about this time the family party were at breakfast one morning, when the post-bag was brought in, and Mr. Mortimer, unlocking it, pro- ceeded to distribute its contents. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 337 "Miss M< r, three for Miss Mortimer," he said, handing her 3 to Mary. "Reginald Mortimer, Esq. We must not forget to forward that. Here is one for mamma, and one for Doctor Mortimer. There, Neville, the first letter ad- 1 to the doctor — from Cam! nidge, I per- ceive." Neville laughed, and opened it. " Four for Louis, I declare, and none for me." "Nor for nil','' said Freddy. "I declare, it's real shame of Mr. Hamilton not to ai - r my long l( tter." I his i^ for you, father," said Louis, returning one of his j "and there, Master Fred; Hamilton only gives me a scrap, and you the lion's share." "Oh! what a capital scrihe he is, after all!" exclaimed Fred. "One always gets something for grumbling. If ever I get impatient about looking for a thing and grumble, I am sure to find Mr. Mortimer shook his head, i'hat is a dangerous theory, Fred." •• Well. I don't think 1 am likely to become a misanthrope yet," answered Fred, with a blush. '• Viu for a dive! What a long epistle ! I must take -.in'' coffee to sustain me the while." 1 aence by all means," said Neville, "and tin n, perhaps, we shall comprehend our own." There was something in Louis' rrespondence that Beemed to excite him a little, lor he looked up once or twice with a heightened colour, hut 338 DASHWOOD PIUOIIY. refrained from speaking, as the others were en- gaged. At length, all but Mary having finished, he began. " I could not think what Hamilton meant by, I hope you will not go to Trevanniou, but all my letters are on the same subject. One is from Trevannion to ask me to take his parish for six months with Nevinson, who, you know, is his curate, and Nevinson writes so anxiously that I should come. Read them, will you?" Louis handed the letters to his father. "Trevannion! Where is he? Oh, I remem- ber. Is he riot a little high ? I wonder he should think of you. Hamilton thinks you had better not go, does he?" "Yes, he croaks sadly about Trevannion's prin- ciples," said Louis. " But his judgment is always so correct," re- marked Mary, laying down her letter. " Don't you think so, Louis?" " Generally," replied Louis, smiling. " Only I do not know how Trevannion's principles can affect me, when he is in Italy." " Oh ! he is going away, is he ? " said Neville. " That alters the case materially. Is Nevinson a sound man?" " How can you ask ? " said Louis. " Besides, surely I am as capable of guiding myself as Nevinson is of guiding me. I see you have as poor an opinion of my firmness as Hamilton." " I was not thinking of your danger just then," DASHWOOD PRIORY. 339 replied Neville, " more than my own in a similar case. I am always afraid of going into tempta- tion ; but, of course, if you feel yourself led, then you arc sal Mrs. Mortimer asked to sec the letters. " Trevamiion is obliged to leave in a fortnight, and has very little time to look out for any one," said Louis, as his mother took one of the letters. " Well, Louis."' said his father; "your friends seem both very anxious to have you. I suppose your an mast be speedy." " Do you gee any objection, father?" '• Not at present," said Mr. Mortimer, "if you ut of the town. Mr. Trevamiion talks of his home being at your service ; we must make some inquiries about its situation, and so on. I can see no other objection j but on the contrary it seems rather desirable, especially as a little harder work will be of service to you." '■ \nd, papa, Louis really may do a great deal of good there," said Freddy, " if Mr. Trevanuion's so terribly high church/' "True," said Mary; " he might. Do not you think so, papa "I hope so," said Mr. Mortimer, gravely. " He must not forgei v, ho gives the increase. An old ad of mine lives there, - Mr. Wells; you have beavd of him. L shall write a line by to-day^ I inquire about the situation of tin- lleetory. and . I npp se v. ill write to your friends, if yon [i i you wish to proposition/' 340 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " I should like to go, father, as I must go from home. It would do me good to be with Nevinson, and then, if Mr. Wells is near, that will, I am sure, he an inducement." " By the bye, is he in the church, father ? w " No," replied Mr. Mortimer ; " but he will be as valuable an adviser out of it, Louis. He is many years older than myself, and I have often profited by his advice in bygone times, though it is many a year since I saw him." " I hope he may be a friend for me," said Louis. " I wish we could have longer to think about it," said Mrs. Mortimer. " Cannot you write to-morrow, Louis ? " " Indeed, dear mother, he wants an immediate answer. He has so short a time to find a substi- tute; you will see he is going abroad with his uncle, who has been a father to him." " Well, then, we must trust it will be for the best," said Mrs. Mortimer cheerfully, as she rose from the table. The young people followed her example, and stood round the fire talking of the proposed sepa- ration, till a servant came to remove the breakfast things, when Neville seized a book and sat down to read, Mary produced some work, and Louis went off to the Hectory to consult about some parish matter with Mr. Phillips, and likewise to unfold his new plans. He received the warmest sympathy from his old tutor, with some reflections on the benefit his ministry would be to Trevan- DASHW00D PRIORY. 341 nion's benighted flock, which went the more to Louis' heart, that encomiums were rare from Mr. Phillips. What mortal mind in its own strength could escape scathless the many well-meant but injudi- cious comments which reached Louis' cars from all quarters on the benefit of his ministry? Alas! the warm grateful hearts of the benefited of a beloved pastor, forget too often his mortality ; and none need more the prayers of his congrega- tion than the idolized and successful preacher of a crowded church. It needs great grace and at experience to watch against all self-reliance, and to east daily and hourly the whole glory at the Saviour's feet ; and surely the young, placed in a position in which they are often looked up to for advice, by their superiors in everything but that office, need to hang momentarily upon Him who Lb able to make them to stand. 342 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER XXIII. " For ye are yet carnal ; for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?" — 1 Cor. iii. 3. About a fortnight after the arrival of Trevannion's letter, Louis was on his way to his new duties. Trevannion's parish was a thickly-populated dis- trict, on the borders of a large town in shire. The church was newly built, and endoAved by Trevannion's father when the present incumbent was but a boy, on condition that the first presenta- tion should be reserved for him. As Louis drew near his journey's end, the book that had occupied him intensely for an hour pre- viously was laid aside, and every way-mark care- fully scrutinized. His fellow passengers came in for a share of the scrutiny. Two middle-aged ladies and a little boy occupied the opposite side of the railway-carriage, and on his own side was a benevolent-looking white-haired man, whose gentlemanly contour and apparent absorption in his pamphlet had, at first, rather more interest for our hero than the more ordinary trio opposite. He had however, made but a slight mental spe- DASH WOOD PRIOKV. culation on the probable characters and destini of bis companions, when his attention was sud- denly directed to the ladies' corner by the mention of Novinson's name. • Will Mr. Xevinson take all the duty now :'' asked one lady. " I really don't know. If he has strength, I suppose he will ; but it is a heavy duty for one," replied the other. " You have never been in his church?" asked the first speaker. ' ar, no," replied the other : " I would far rather go to a dissenting chapel than enter one of those Poseyite places." "Well, really," rejoined her friend, "I see harm in going to morning prayers there: thi cannot alter them, and thev are beautifully done and such >iugiug ! I always went to afterno prayer^ there, when I was staying with the Price-. '• What a shame, to be sure, that that larg district should have been promised to that boy, before any one could know what he would tu out!" "It is: now, if Mr. Strangeways had it — " " i 1 -Mr. Strangeways . : I wonderful preacher ; ai young, too; not above thirty, 1 I). " Mr. Nevinaon is quite a j 1 n i, if I '.'ai the other. "Yes, and some of the peo] qd to like hi ! r than Mr. Ti - 344 DASHWOOD PRIORY. vannion. But it is strange how beguiling the manners of that party generally are." "Well, I remember," rejoined her friend, " that the poor spoke very well of Mr. Nevinson. I cannot help hoping well of him. I met him once out, and certainly was charmed with the sweetness and piety of his manners. Can such a man be really far wrong? His life is a living epistle." ' The old gentleman here lifted his head, and spoke earnestly, — "I am afraid we must not trust it, ma'am, where it is connected with so much soul-destroying error. Even Satan can transform himself into an angel of light." The lady who favoured Nevinson looked rather distrustfully at the speaker. She compressed her lips for a minute, and then turning to her friend, who appeared to be on friendly terms with him, from the readv smile with which she received his speech, and the apparent answer she was about to make, continued, without giving her time to speak, — "My idea of Mr. Nevinson was a good deal confirmed by a short conversation I once over- heard. I was caught in a shower of rain, without an umbrella, one day during my last visit, and stood under an archway in Porter-street, where one or two people were standing. A little merry- looking old woman, with a basket, was very close to me, and had apparently just recognized an old I.WOOD PBIOBY. 3 15 friend, with whom she was holding an animated conversation, as I found, on the subject of church- going. ' "Well/ said her friend, ' I never seed you at church last Sunday/ ' jN t o,' said the basket- woman ; ' the thing is, you see, I went and heerd Mr. Xevison/ ' Law, and did 'e though ? But isn't that un a Puscy, Mrs. Groves ?' 'Oh, well, some folks call him a Pusey ; but that's nought to me. lie's a good man, and not a bit of pride in him ; if Mr. Nerison is Puscy, all I can say is, I wish all the world was Puseys. He's got heaven in his face and in his talk, and a'most wears hisself out for poor folks.'" " I am afraid you are half Pusey yourself," said the other, laughing. "Do you know Mr. Ncvin- son, Mr. Wells?" she asked of the old gentleman. " I believe not." Louis turned quickly round, and met the old man's eyes iixed on him. He coloured, and looked again out of the window. Mr. Wells replied that he did not, "but that the sooner such men as he and Mr. Trcvannion went to Rome, the better; their insinuating manners only making them more dangerous." "Do you know who is to supply Mr. Trevan- nion's place for the next six month- ?" inquired the lady. "A Mr. Mortimer, from Norfolk," replied the gi nt Ionian. "St. Margaret gets all the fine names/ 1 said the other laily, laughing. 34G DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Do you know if he is a true man, Mr. Wells?" "1 am afraid, my dear madam/ 5 replied the gentleman, politely ; " you can't expect much from Mr. Trevannion. Mr. Mortimer is a very young man; but I trust he may be right and true. He comes from a good stock, though reared in that hot-bed of Arminianism, Oxford/ 5 " It will be a blessing to the parish, if he prove efficient,' 5 replied the lady. The old gentleman did not seem inclined to continue the conversation. He had again fastened his eyes on his pamphlet, and was quietly en- snaring the child to his side by some talismanic signals with his fingers, and a paper of barley- sugar which appeared very mysteriously from some pocket. The child very soon changed his place, and Louis was beginning to warm a little to the lover of children, when at this moment the train arrived at the station, and being near the door, Louis jumped out, politely waiting to assist the ladies. Mr. Wells came last, and to him our hero left the office of assisting them further ; and proceeding to the luggage-van, he at length dis- covered, among the trunks and portmanteaus mercilessly flung on the platform, his own share of its contents. He had, furthermore, just made the discovery, that Mr. Wells's acquaintance was a Mrs. Wybrow, from the labelling of some huge trunks claimed by her, when a gentleman rapidly approached, and almost before he could recognize him, exclaimed, — DASHWOOD PRIORY. 'j17 " Mortimer ! how arc you? I was very nearly too late." "Nevinson ! This is kind, to meet me here in this strange land/' replied Louis, warmly return- ing his hearty grasp of the hand. " I have a fly outside ; Ave will not waste any more time; I am longing to get you home." His luggage was quickly carried off by the fly- man who accompanied Nevinson, and forgetting at once all his curiosity about Mr. Well-. Louis followed ; not, however, before he had heard Mrs. Wybrow remark to her friend, "I declare that's new curate. Thcv seem great friends." Louis followed his friend with a heightened colour and a smile on his face down the staircase that led to the road. At the bottom their way was obstructed by people clamorous for convey- ances; and while waiting here for a fly to drive up, Mr. Wells briskly descended the stairs, and anced to Louis. * Ali ! and so you are Mr. Mortimer himself?" he said, holding out his hand. " I hope you have left your father well. I am glad to see you here, none the less that you have heard yourself talked he addi 1, with a .mile. " Now, tell me how Our father. 1 wanted you to come to me. Mi. ! Bee," he continued, "your friend is im- nt. I won't detain you. od willing, 1 II call on you on Monday ; and you musi con- your home ; come in and go oul when you Life . Via eh V" 348 DASHWOOD FltlOKY. Louis supposing the last query to refer to his place of abode, hastily answered in the affirmative, and with a warm grasp of the hand, the old man released him. " I told Trevannion you would spend a few days with me/' said Nevinson, when they were alone in the fly ; " and you must not refuse, for we have a bed, and so much to tell you. You have not seen Ella yet ; and in fact everything is new, and I know interesting." Nevinson was so hearty and happy, that Louis felt his fatigues almost over. He made many inquiries about his friend's home, and one or two about Mr. Wells. Nevinson pointed out a large mansion in the distance as Ivy lands, and answered all his queries fully ; but there was a little con- straint visible in his manner of speaking of Mr. Wells, for which Louis was not at much loss to account, after the conversation he had overheard ; and he was a little struck with the gentle, kind tone in which Nevinson told him that Mr. Wells was a good man and very earnest, never even in- ferring by any expression that a difference of opinion existed between them. Louis, however, noticed the searching and almost sorrowful ex- pression of his large dark eyes as he concluded, and immediately changed the subject. At last the fly stopped at a pretty cottage, scarcely out of the town. It was too dusk to distinguish details, but Louis saw there was a little garden, and walked on a gravel path round a small lawn to DASHWOOD PKIOBY. 349 the house' door, which was wide open, and beyond on one side of the hall an inner door like* i whence glowed the firelight very invitingly. Nevinson rapidly led his friend through the latter into a comfortable room, something between a library and drawing-room, where a blazing fire and a warm welcome awaited him. Mrs. Nevinson, a lady-like young woman, stood near the door to greet her husband's friend, and performed her part with a grace and friendliness that made the id at home. ' Ella knows you very well, Mortimer/' said rinsonj "she has been quite looking forward to this meeting, and yon have often heard of her." " We an- mutually gratified, I am sure/' said the lady. "You must be cold, Mr. .Mortimer; travelling is always very cold. I have ordered a tire in your room. 1 hope Henry has persuaded you to remain with us till Mr. Trevannion's departur • 'i ou are very kind, indeed," replied Louis; "it will be :t very greal pleasure to me." fcer so long ;<. separation, you mus1 both have 10 much to say; those numberless little things that ii. ..r can be told in ;. letter. We aw both glad you have consented to take Mr. Tn- ronnion'a duty; it was so exactly whal Henry irished." ■Mi ■■!■ a little more talk, Nevinson led the way he aea1 little bedroom thai bad been prepared tar In- reception. Here was an easj chair turned 350 DASHWOOD PRIOHY. towards tlic fire, and near it a little table with, inkstand, portfolio, and paper, and a small kettle of boiling water was on the fire. Everything seemed to be most carefully and kindly arranged for his comfort. " Our accommodations are very small," said Nevinson, as he placed the candle on the dressing- table ; " but you know, a little where love is — " " How kindly you have been thinking of me ! " said Louis, gratefully. " I did not expect such a welcome at my journey's end." "What did you expect, then?" replied Nevin- son, happily. "Do you see anything down-stairs of the old rooms at college, Mortimer ? " " Your favourite colour," replied Louis ; " that comfortable red." " Ella and I, you know, are obliged to study economy ; we are not overflowing with riches, and I need not say to you how much a clergyman has to do with his superfluous money ; so when we furnished, we got those plain substantial articles which would wear and look most comfortable at the least cost ; and I knew of old how well my old curtains and carpets wore, and how snug that old j room looked to the last. I think I need not ask I you how you like my Ella." " No," answered Louis ; " there can be but one ! opinion." "It is too soon to judge," said Nevinson. "I am too impatient; but I will defy your closest j criticism. ' The heart of her husband doth safely DAS II WOOD PRIOllY. 351 :rust in her, and her price is far above rubies.' But I will leave you now: dinner will soon be read}-. \Yc have a late one to-day in lionour of pou. I have another treasure to show yet." Louis was soon ready; and when he left his room, he found his host within earshot, for he him directly, and led him to a room on the 3pposite side of the landing. Here everything ikened a nursery; — a small tent bed in the Dornerofthe room, a cradle in another corner, md a respectable-looking young woman work' xt a little frock near the table, all scrupulously led the way quickly, but very softly, bed. On the outside, covered over with a bawl, his little rosy face resting on a linj tl hand, his long dark lash contrasting beau- os1 his fair cheek, lay a cherub baby [ p, as if he had been tired out with play. N( irinson held the candle above him, and looked D with unutterable love, as if he had for. tie had brought i.i •,i. what a treasure ! — what a lovely child ! " i. ois. "You may be proud of that i. Do not you feel \ aid of h • .1 proud" said N in, very ••II rift that comet h from the ■1 my I [eavenly Father me. My own one/' In- ad l< the bal . lil'tt d !ii. r\ elid . and turned 35,2 DASHWOOD PRIORY. his round, full dark eyes on the stranger wonder- ingly. " Take the candle, nurse." Nurse relieved her master, and meeting the outstretched arms of his first-born, he lifted him from the bed. " This wasn't your sleepy time, my boy. Was he tired with play ? What, a loving kiss for papa ? " he added, as the beauteous child threw his little fat arms round his father, and with open lips pressed a kiss on his cheek. Louis stood an admiring spectator, wdien the child's attention was attracted by another sight behind his father, and his arms were once more extended with an eager cry, while his whole coun- tenance lighted up with excitement and anima- tion, as his mother drew near him, the flush of recent sleep adding such a radiancy of loveliness as a painter would have delighted in. Mrs. Nevin- son looked at Louis for admiration, and was quite satisfied with the wrapt smile she saw, and as if transported, she seized the little naked foot that had lost its shoe, and kissed it over and over again ; then taking the child from her husband, she laughed with it from very happiness. Dinner was announced, and with a fond kiss the precious one was delivered to his nurse, and Louis led Mrs. Nevinson to her little dining-room. The evening was spent very happily. They were lively and unreserved ; but that which delighted Louis most was the deep, unaffected, cheerful piety that breathed in all his friends said or did, and the DASHWOOD PKIORT. 353 beautiful spirit of charity which characterized all their mention of those of whom they spoke, even though, in many eases, they might differ widely in sentiment, it was natural and necessary that Louis should hear much of persons on his arrival in a strange place, where he was to be so much connected with the same ; but Ncvinson always seemed to know the good, and never to — the evil. As Louis bid his hosts good night, after the little hallowed worship of the evening, he thought much of that word which says, '• Charity thinkcth no evil, vaunteth not herself, seeketh not her own, believeth all things, hopeth all thin The next day was Sunday, and early in the morning a gentle tinkling of the many bells in various parts of the town awakened our hero. Though it was not daylight, he rose and dressed, and remained in his room till he supposed it might hi- near breakfast-time. lie found his friend taking off bis great coat in the hall, while through the open dour of the adjacent sitting-room be saw that Mrs. Nevinson's breakfast preparations seemed in a state of readim •■ Have you been out already?" asked Louis, when the first greetings were out. "We have early prayers at -even on Sundays," replied Nevinson, "and at eight o'clock every othei day." ■• Why did you not tell me so last night? 1 should have helped you." 2 i 354 BASHWOOD PRIORY. " Not after your long journey/' said Nevinson, leading him in to breakfast ; " you will soon begin in good earnest.'* At a quarter past nine Louis set out with his host and hostess. He was to meet his rector in the vestry, and both his friends were bound for the Sunday school. " We shall meet at church/' said Louis, as they parted near the church. "You will meet me/' said Nevinson. "Ella always allows nurse to go in the morning, and stays at home with baby. We have three services, beside early prayers." Louis was left alone at the door of the church, almost without understanding that he had arrived there, so intently had he been conversing with his friend, and therefore, being close to the building, was not fully aware of the extreme beauty of its outward proportions, but that of the interior almost startled him. The church had been built only a few years, and was radiant with new stonework of a first-rate description. No expense had been spared to render it, as far as man's hands could render it, a fitting temple for the worship of the triune Jehovah. Over the inner door of the porch, into which Louis en- tered, in red and black letters was the text, ■" This is the house of God ; this is none other than the gate of heaven." And as he passed through the beautifully-wrought bronze gates that formed this second portal, an unbroken line of clustering DA8HWOOD PKIORY. 355 pillars and graceful arches of the Decorated style, charmed his eye. The groined roof and rich windows, with their flowing tracery and coloured glass, the illumined texts here and there, where they could be placed without damage to the uniformity of the edifice, all added in forming one whole, that charmed his senses and impressed him with a sense of deep solemnity. A pew-opener, who was sitting near the door, rose on Louis' entra Ld on his inquiring for Trevannion, led him up the south aisle to the further end, where, matching a screen which con- cealed the organ in the north aisle, was the vestry. She knocked at the door, and on the answering, " Come in," opened it and left Louis to himself. He now found himself in a comfortable little room, very like other vestries, lighted by a circular window, on which was painted a cross surmounted by a crown, and over the mantel-pii ce was a large framed engraving of Leonardo da Vinci's "Last Supper." There were one or two richly-carved oak chairs with crimson seats, and on one of these, Dear the fire, with a table at one side, sat Trevan- nion, Leaning pen in hand in a graceful attitude at a manuscript, — a Bible and Concordance lay beside. He raised bis bead as the door opened, and then advancing a few steps, be welcomed I . wis with an exl reme courtesy and refinement of manner, thai set him at once perfectly at his ea and. yet expressed aa utile as was consistenl with their former degree of friendship. Louis was :.' i '2 35G DASHWOOD PRIORY. accommodated with a chair on the opposite iside of the fire, and after all proper inquiries about his health and journey, Trevannion easily diverged into his satisfaction at seeing Louis, and his plans and wishes during his absence, and Louis at length gathered from his discourse, that he was particu- larly anxious to have the service very carefully done, especially the singing, and that he was ex- ceedingly rejoiced to get a gentleman to fill his place. " I am desirous not to disgust the people, Mr. Mortimer. We have had a very thin congregation, owing, I imagine, to the very uncomfortable way in which the church was pewed. I have been at considerable expense to remedy this defect, and as you see, have had open benches to replace the old pews, and have also at length obtained, I believe, a good organist ; but not being a musician, I have not been able to superintend this part of the service at all. I expect," he added, with a smile, " that you Avill have all that in splendid training when I return." As he spoke he rose, and throwing open the door, led Louis once more into the church towards the communion-table. A beautiful oak screen separated the chancel from the body of the church. Trevannion opened a gate in one of the side- screens, and led Louis within this spot, which seemed to be considered so sacred. On either side were stalls for the choristers, and raised four steps was an altar-piece, surrounded with a carved DASIIWOOU PRIORY. • >■'/ oak railing. The table of carved stone bore two massive silver candlesticks, each with its lighted taper ; and on each side of it were two splendid chairs. Behind the table rose the stonework, on which were illumined the Ten Commandments, the Belief, and Lord's Prayer, in four arches ; and still higher, partially shaded by a crimson curtain, a ■^eous window, portraying the Last Supper: above were the words " Hoc est corpus meum." Louis was almost struck dumb for a minute ; he looked gravely at the show. He had never been within a Romish chapel, but he fancied it must look something like this. '• It is very beautiful," he said at last. "Do you have cathedral service here?" " 1 wish it much/' replied Trcvannion ; "but nei- ther Nevinson nor I can intone. You will be able." Louis shook his head. •• Nay. but T know \ou can, and lam sure vou ve too much desire to do all honour to the hip of the Almighty not to attempt it." solemn reverential manner in which Tre- nion spoke, made Louis look at him. His _e dark eyes seemed lighted with a fire of enthusiasm. "Yon need no' attempt just at present," he added, gently. " U e can talk to-night more about •hi ae arrangements. 1 am sun- we shall all work ether j the Church needs unity, Mr. Mortimer. Then are tOO many distractions and schism- alr< ; tlv within her. - ' 358 DASHWOOD PRIOEY. There was a little pause ; Louis felt there was much of which he disapproved ; but as nothing very objectionable had been started, he could not attack, and so remained silent, — so grave, and apparently so absorbed in the inspection of the mosaic pavement on which he stood, that he did not notice the keen curious gaze Trevannion fixed on him, as if he wished to read all his mind. He presently informed Louis that the window was presented by himself, in memory of his father, and when Louis had sufficiently admired it, he kindly asked him to read prayers that morning, and informed him that the remainder of the day would be entirely at his disposal. "You will like to see something of the new place and its churches, and after this day, I am afraid you will have no time. We shall be able to do without you to-day." Louis thanked him, and began to sav that he did not wish to take that day for a survev of the town, when Trevannion, asking him to excuse his abstraction, returned to the vestrv and resumed his labour of correction. Louis had a short time for thought while his friend was engaged; but his mind was sadly startled, shocked, and interested. He had imagined before his arrival how much he should do and say in opposition to Trevannion's errors ; but as yet they had only taken him by surprise, and he was dumb. Before long the bells began to ring, and Tre- vannion soon laid aside his work, and talked to ]>\M1\V00D PIUOKY. 350 Louis about the vicarage and other indifferent topics, as if it had been any other day, till the sexton came in to help him with his vestments. Nevinson came in at the same time, and exactly as the clod, struck eleven, the three clergymen in their surplices entered the church; the beadle and '\ton preceded them with wands, and open- a gate of the screen, with much ceremony ushered them to their places in the chancel, while from the other side poured in twelve chorister boys and five or six laymen, likewise in surplices. Louis thought he must have mistaken his way, and hesitating as the beadle stood back to let him step into one of the stalls, whispered some- thing about the reading-desk. The man bowed low, and still pointed to the desk before him. Louis saw Bible and Praver-book before him, and red. As lie rose from his knees, he glanced at Trcvannion and Nevinson, but their composed countenances said all was right; and with some little nervous feeling, he stood up and looked through the carved screen at the congregation, tnd wondered how they would hear his voice. V» hen the fine tones of the organ had nearly away, the boys Middenly broke into, " I will ari The eil'eet was solemnly beautiful j Louis joined, and when it was concluded was sufficiently Composed to read the I >.hoitat ion Calmly through, though he found it aecessarj to exi rl his \oice far more than he had e\er ilonr in hi- own little village church. 3G0 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. As the service proceeded, Louis grew more and more at his ease ; the sweet words he had prayed from his childhood seemed to re-assure him, and before long, he hardly noticed the strange faint glare of the large candles, burning in the coloured daylight on the table, and was only impressed solemnly by the varied rays from the gorgeous window, the exclusiveness of the par- titioned chancel, and the beautiful singing ; while he who had intended to stand so prominently in opposition to the forms and ceremony of Trevan- nion's party, turned to the east with clergy and choristers, almost ere he had thought whether it was wrong or right ; and comforted himself that it was " a matter of no consequence ; it was cus- tomary in cathedrals." What does the Holy word say ? " He that despiseth little things, shall fall by little and little." Trevannion, still arrayed in his surplice and holding his cap in his hand, entered the pulpit. The cap was laid down on the cushion, and leaning gracefully against the pillar that supported the pulpit, with arms slightly folded, he gave forth a flowing moral harangue for twenty minutes, when, advancing to the front, he spread his arms around and pronounced the final benediction in a very papal manner. Louis had listened very eagerly for the love of Christ, but he listened in vain : he longed to go up and speak for the Saviour's honour, for his heart burned within him; and when they left the church, he walked silently home with Nevinson, DASIIWOOI) PRIORY. 3G1 only replying to his remarks by monosyllables. As soon as he entered the house he rushed up- stairs, and remained in his room till dinner. He - agitated and distressed, and hardly seemed to know how or what to ask ; but the silent distress- ful breathing oi" the Christian is never unnoticed. Even when he thinks he cannot pray, he often prays the more effectually. V vinson seemed rather anxious to know Louis' impression of the whole, and after several leading irks and questions, Louis replied, — " I don't like everything : the church is very ii' autiful; but I wish the reading-desk were more ong the congregation, I think they can hardly hear." •• Oh yes, perfectly well," replied Nevinson, with a slight colour. " There was a reading-desk on a line with the pulpit formerly, but Mr. Tre- nnion altered the arrangement j and 1 agree with him that it is in better keeping, though 1 had some dislike to the idea at first." " But why, Nevinson, why does Trevannion have those candles lighted ? I could have thought elf in a Romish shrine." ■ My dear Mortimer," replied Nevinson, " why uld we reject what is admirable in the ( 'atholic, because he is a Catholic? We are in far more danger of allowing holy places to be desecrated, a of attending too much to their lawful adorn- menl lis looked full at Nevinson, i\nd said," I 36.2 PASHW00D PRIORY. think there is one great mistake in your theory. You forget that, now we are not under the Jewish dispensation, there is now no Holy of Holies on earth, — that priests are no longer to make prayers for the people in a covered sanctuary, while the congregation stand without, and wait the efficacy of the prayers they never hear. St. Paul warns his converts against praying in an unknown tongue : ' Else, when thou shalt bless with the Spirit, how shall he that occupieth the room of the unlearned say Amen at thy giving of thanks, seeing he understandeth not what thou sayest ? For thou verily givest thanks well, but the other is not edified.' Now I cannot see much difference between praying in an unknown tongue, and praying where the people cannot hear at all, or very imperfectly. The Ptomanists, whom I do not with vou call Catholics, brim? the ex- ample of the Jewish ceremonies forward in defence of mumbling their Latin mass, and I cannot help thinking there is something akin to their super- stitions in these things/' "You will not think so soon, I hope/' said Nevinson ; " it takes you by surprise now, and appears Avorse than it is. However, I do not approve of the candles at all myself, so we are as agreed there as I think we shall soon be on other points, if, indeed, we quarrel now about more than words." They did not resume the subject, which Mrs. Nevinson changed immediately her husband had DASI1WOOD PRIORY. 3G3 spoken. Louis inquired about some of the churches in the neighbourhood, and set out after dinner to one recommended ; but finding, as he anticipated, that the service bore much resemblance to that in Trevannion's church, he determined to choose for himself in the evening. Accordingly, after tea, he asked the way to the church in which Mr. Strangeways preached ; and, in answer to his host's rather anxious queries as to where he heard of him, he simply replied he had heard him spoken of in the train. " You will not admire him much, I fancy," said Nevinson, quietly, as he parted from him at the garden-gate, after giving him the necessary directions; "but perhaps it may be as well you should hear him for yourself." Louis soon reached the chapel of ease to which he was directed, and was shown into a pew with Mrs. Wybrow. His heart had been aching and restless during the day; but here it seemed to attain its usual quiet. It was like home. Not an ornament, — not a boss or carving to catch the eye Mas there. It was a plain square church, built almost on the model of a dissenting chapel, with huge square galleries and straight gaslights, but comfortable and warm, and full in crowding. There was plain, unpretending congregational Mii_ni!_ r , in which all seemed to .join. Louis' heart and voice went alike in the glorioufl lmnn, — ' .1 -h.-ill r. 'in Does his successive- journ< yi run." 361 DASHWOOD PRIORY Hardly ever had church service seemed so sweet to him ; the unity, the harmony, the warmth of spirit that seemed to pervade the assembly was most delightful, especially when contrasted with the cold solemnity and stateliness of the beautiful morning exhibition ; and yet, when our hero, with his romantic ideas and refined taste, saw the plain unpromising-looking young man who filled the reading-desk, and heard his harsh voice and slightly common accent, perceptible when he began to read, he could hardly imagine this could be the popular man who would have been the proper incumbent of Trevannion's church. He changed his mind a little as the service proceeded ; there was so much feeling in the manner in which the lessons were read and the hymn given out, that his surprise was modified when he saw the same individual mount the pulpit stairs ; and here all provincial accent, all inequalities of voice, all ungainliness of person, were alike forgotten. Louis' heart only swelled with the music of the message which the gifted preacher delivered, as though his soul were indeed in it, his pale coun- tenance glowing with ardour, his tone filling with enthusiasm. Louis confessed no common mind was there. The text was, "There is one God and one Mediator between God and man, the man Christ Jesus." Louis sat with Avrapt gaze fixed on the preacher. He had thought his father perfec- tion, but eloquence like this he had never heard before., and he rejoiced both for himself and others DASHWOOD PRIORY. 365 that such a man had been raised up to preach folly the unsearchable riches of Christ. There v. ere some allusions to the dangerous and melan- choly doctrines disseminated in the town ; but though boldly refuted, there was no rancour ex- pressed against persons : it was but sorrow of heart and pious anger that men should dare to take anything from the perfect finished work of Christ. Louis wondered as the preacher burned with holy zeal for the honour of his Lord, and his heart melted a the voice quivered with emotion in deploring the fatal errors around them. That emed like a dream of bliss only too short ; he would have listened all night ; but the icluding hymn was sung, the blessing given, and the congregation poured out ; and after -ting the lady in whose pew he sat to replace the hooks, he left the pew, only too glad thai he was alone, and might be silent. He walked llowly home, and found Trcvannion sitting with his friends. "Well, have you made the most of your time?" i Trcvannion. "Where have you been, and what have \ on seen this evening?" Louis informed him; and very repugnant to him was the look of intense hatred and BCOTD Trevannion's face assumed at the mention of ^\Ir. Stranj»eways' name, as he drawled out haughtily,— " Well, and what did the young Calvini t saj .' ^ ou know whom you hav< I - oppose now , ,J 366 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Oppose ! " said Louis. " He is a very fine preacher." Trevannion crimsoned, and replied, — " He hates me, and you, and Nevinson, with a perfect hatred, — as intensely as I despise him." He rose up, and wishing the friends good night, departed, after expressing, rather abruptly, a hope that he should see Louis to-morrow, when they would more definitely settle their affairs. DASHWOOD PBIOBT. 3G7 CHAPTER XXIV. •' Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? To hi-: own master lie standeth or l'alleth." — Rom. xiv. 4. " The wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God." — Jamea i. We do not mean to attempt to account for Tre- vannion's anxiety to obtain Louis.' services, nor for the fact that, with views so diametricallv opposite, the two clergymen came to any agrce- nt. Some hinted that Trevannion wanted a musical curate, and knowing something of Louis' natural character, trusted to time to effect what he required in one; and others, that Louis, dis- armed by the caution and Jiaesse of his old school- fellow, and haunted by his dangerous love of praise, which Trevannion fostered, forgot to declare openly, in tiie short time he had with his rector, his decided abhorrence of the Lengths to which Trevannion's superstition carried him. Be this how it may, matters came to an amicable settlement ; and Trevannion, trusting to his eeelc- jtical machinery and Nevinson's influence, left In- charge to Louis the Tuesday after hi- arrival. In the afternoon of the same day Mr. W called on Louis. The interview was short; but 368 DASHWOOD PRIORY. from the few words that passed, Louis was pre- pared to revere and look up to his father's friend as an experienced Christian, able, under God, to guide and strengthen his hands ; and he accepted with sincere pleasure an invitation from him to dinner on the following day. On reaching Ivylands at the appointed hour on Wednesday, Louis was shown into the drawing- room, where he was warmly and courteously received by Mr. Wells, and introduced to his daughter, and subsequently to three lady visitors, in one of whom he recognised Mrs. Wybrow, and in another his friend Salisbury's sister Fanny. Miss Salisbury and our hero were mutually pleased at the unexpected rencontre, and as Louis had many questions to ask about his old school- fellow, only stern duty prevented his stationing himself by the youngest lady in the house. Miss ; Wells, however, engrossed his first civilities ; but | these were soon interrupted by the announcement of another visitor, and Mr. Strangeways entered, and directly afterwards the partj r went in to dinner. I As Mr. Wells led off the two elder ladies and Mr. Strangeways was honoured with the lady of the house, our hero had the satisfaction of leading in Miss Salisbury, and very adroitly managed to obtain two or three pieces of information about ! her brothers, before they were well seated at table. '■ The soup was hardly served, when Miss Wells asked him what he thought of the town? what i he had seen of it ? whether he thought the air DASHWOOS PRIORY. 369 relaxing? and so on, and Lonis detailed for her benefit his general impressions of the whole, especially as compared with the country; and concluded bv alluding slightly, though feelingly. to the advantage he considered he had de- rived from Mr. Strangeways' sermon on Sunday evening. ■' What, then, vou were one of Mr. Strange- ways' hearers last Sunday?" said Mr. Wells, who had caught a word or two of his remark. " How came that?" There was a pleased, bright expression in Mr. Wells's face as he spoke, and he looked quite affec- tionately at his young guest, as he replied, — " I had heard of Mr. Strangeways, and easily dis- covered where 1 should find him. It was like home to hear Christ so fully preached. I have wished to thank you for that sermon, sir," he added, meeting the pleased glauce of the clergyman opposite to him. Mr. Straugeways warmly expressed hi^ satis- faction that they should be of the same mind ; ■Bd Mr. Wells added, — "I am glad to hear you say that, my friend. mc your father has begun at the beginning; thing but bread will do for the children, they cannot be satisfied with a stone : I bope you will bold; you have a responsible situation now in that benighted parish." w It quite rejoiced me to see Mr. Mortimer at hurcli on Sundav," said Mrs. Wybrow, "Vou S D 370 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. know/' she added, with a little smile at Louis, " we are all a little afraid of Mr. Trevarmion's parish." Louis bowed gravely, with a slight expression of displeasure at the allusion to Trevannion ; and the lady perceiving it, changed the subject, by proceeding to inform Miss Wells of the amusing rencontre she and her friend had had with Mr. Mortimer, and their great delight on hearing Mr. Strangeways, and the immense advantage his ministry was ; and the conversation turned upon the neighbouring clergymen ; and from this time, Louis, who had before rejoiced in the thought of the sweet counsel they were to take together that evening, and the refreshment and the advan- tage such conversation must be, heard nothing but histories of this and that person, interspersed with such ejaculations as, "rank Puseyite!" "rank Tractarian !" " rank Arminian \" " set of Freewillers \" and remarks about such a one being "very dubious;" and such another, not " understanding the truth ;" and another, not preaching it ; but of that truth Louis heard nothing, of the power of that truth he saw nothing, and he judged accordingly; hastily, as man will judge when he leans upon his own judgment. He had* yet to learn, though he I thought he knew it, that there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. He had yet to learn the force of that inquiry, "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant ?" He had vet to - DA8HW00D PKIOUV. learn that the proportion of faith, the power ol ech, the degree of love, differ in God's people, they are His children. We know not, when we condemn the evil-speaking of another, how, baps, that offender, deeply humbled at the remembrance of the sin in which he or she has indulged, may long kneel before the Almighty God with that prayer, " Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth, keep the door of my lips." Yet Louis afterwards learned one great lesson from this, — that the wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God. " It is good to be always lously affected in a good cause," and to lift up the voice against the evil ; but when Mr. Wells and Mr. Strangeways indulged in this religious gossip (for it was no better), they little knew the harm they did to the very cause they sought to ad- vance ; how their young friend silently listened, v wearied and disgusted, and finally, all the in- dignant feeling which had been roused during the Conversation in the railway-carriage was predomi- nant, and he felt inclined to cast his lot in with the despised and vilified party. II is lip curled with scorn as he repeated t<> himself, "Nevinson shows his faith by his works. Mis is the religi .1 that Iteth OOl it-elf, and thinketh no evil.'' He heard much of " false charity;" and the thought passed across his mind, " hut the 1 use is no charity at all ;" and he rOM from in- chair 'I'he sain:' conversation was resumed on their return to the drawing-room, t<> n hich they very soon followed 9 i' 2 372 DASHWOOD PRIORY. the ladies ; and after listening silently for a short time, during his necessary operation of drinking coffee, he withdrew from the talkers, and took a seat near Fanny Salisbury, who was knitting at the table, away from the lady with whom she came, and scarcely raised her eyes or changed her position. " You are are not much interested in the dis- cussion, Miss Fanny," he said. " No, I am not," she replied, raising her eyes to him. " Are vou ? " There was a very significant glance between them, and a slight smile curled the corners of Fanny's mouth. " I do not call it a discussion, because every one is of the same opinion, which is, that every one is bad but the good and true." She spoke in a very low voice, but so archly that Louis smiled. " And who are the good and true ? " he said. " I need not tell you," she replied. " They who know ' the truth fully,' I suppose. As for the others," she added, very gravely, " there are some who would quench the smokiug flax, and tread down the bruised reed in contempt." Louis looked surprised, and spoke with greater interest. " It will seem strange to you, perhaps," he said, " but to say the truth, I have had but little ex- perience in doctrinal differences, knowing, I believe, that there are such things as Arminianism aad DASHWOOD PRIORY. 373 Calvinism, and perhaps able to give a categorical definition of each ; hut I thought all true Chris- tians believed their Bibles ; that the truth was to know the love of Chrisl and His perfect and all- sufficient work." "You have been very happy, then," said Fanny. knitting away \cvy fast. " What a pity any one should know anything else; and how strange that 1 should have heard more than you ; but lly, if faith went with man's teaching, I should believe nothiug now. I have been assailed in turn by High and Low Church, Dissenters, Romanists, and Unitarians." " And how have you come out '.' " '■ You ask that?" said Fanny, lifting her eyes in almost reproachfully. "Mr. Mortimer, does not God make a way to escape — always?' 5 ' Indeed he does, Miss Fanny," said Louis, wrly; " and yet — how strange that many of the ere should fall into error." '• Ah! now you are going beyond mej perhaps they do not look for the way. There seems to me i [ ■ ■. post." ' Let me hear what," said Louis. -The w noi.i Bible," Baid Fanny. ' You will think mc ven presumptuous, I am afraid, Mr. Mortimer," she said, shyly, during the pause thai •nsued. " I am tOO independent tor a young lady, . :n afraid." " l'resiiinpt uou-," repealed Louis. "Oh,no! only thinking with some astonishment how 374 dasiiwood priory. you have come in contact with all these different persuasions you speak of." " I am now visiting a Roman Catholic aunt/' replied Fanny, " and her father confessor assails me very often ; but I do not find anything there very formidable, Mr. Mortimer. He trusts to stupify, not to convince ; he talks of essences, and iddities, and quiddities, and oddities, and monods, or nomads, — I don't know what any of them mean, — and tells me of the ' authority of a church,' I only find mentioned in Revelations, and there we know how ; and I think of something else, or laugh at him. There is no Bible there at all, so I do not feel in any danger ; nor have I felt in any danger from Unitarians. As Dr. Arnold says, it is like touching a corpse, so cold, so lifeless, it always makes me shudder. I had a Unitarian school- fellow, poor girl. But you know, Mr. Mortimer, a child with a Bible may upset a Unitarian or a Romanist ; and of the two, the last is the best." " It always seems to me," said Louis, " that that dreadful Socinian doctrine is one that does not admit of the slightest outward fellowship. You remember what St. John says, ' If there come any unto us, and bring not the doctrine of Christ, receive him not into your house, neither bid him God speed. For he that biddeth him God speed, is partaker of his evil deeds.' " " I have not noticed that," replied Fanny. " It is very solemn." " ' Have no fellowship with the works of dark- DASHWOOD PRIORY. .,, .> is the command. TVe are certainly too apt to be careless of God's honour in matters of social intercourse." "The only perplexing differences to me," said Fanny seriously, " arc those among Bible Chris- tians. Where the Bible is brought forward, I sometimes feel very doubtful, now leaning to one and now to the other. Do not you think, Mr. Mortimer, that many take only the extreme view of either side, and forget how they are joined." " I do indeed/' said Louis earnestly. " You .have not found any good arise from this doctrinal discussion?" " Oh, no ! " said Fanny ; " unless it is that the plain "Word of God is so very precious — so very precious afterwards." " It does not improve our feelings towards one another, docs it ? " said Louis. " Oh, no ! " said Fanny. " If I believed all that one party said, I should never speak to a Dissenter; and if another, to any one called High Church; and yet I love, I hope, all that love Christ, with- out thinking what they are called: that is not of much importance." " My dear Fanny," said the quieter of the two Lilies, "we must not forget our long drive; the fly is here, and your aunt will wonder where we are. It is a great treat,"' she added, as the bid .Mr. and Mi^ Wells good night. "Dear Fanny is so debarred from such Intercourse at present ; 1 knew I might bring ber." 37G DASHWOOD PRIORY. Fannv bid adieu very dcmurelv ; but there was an ominous pursing-up of the small mouth. She- gave her hand to Louis as she passed, and he held the door open, taking care to ask her address, as he assisted her in putting on her shawl in the hall, and then returned to the sitting-room, very much dissatisfied that the same topics were still under review between Mr. Wells and Mrs. Wybrow, Miss Wells and Mr. StrangeAvays. Louis took his leave a few minutes after Fanny's departure, pleading Nevinson's early horns in ex- cuse for his. He almost ran home, and directly the servant had opened the door to his impatient knock, he rushed past her, to her great surprise, threw his hat on the table, and walked into his friend's dining-room in his great coat. Here an unexpected scene awaited him. Among the many plans for the improvement of the igno- rant poor of the populous parish under his care he had devised, Nevinson and his wife had a weekly class of such parents as could come after their children were safely in bed, or others who were engaged during the day. The women were taught to mend and make, a branch of useful knowledge in which the poor arc lamentably deficient ; and while Mrs. Nevinson superintended this, her hus- band read aloud a chapter in the Bible, and ex- plained it, and then some pleasant little tract, previously chosen for the purpose. Nevinson seemed to have but one thought, " How can I best employ my talent ? " and every day had its DASHWOOD PRIORY. o77 own prominent work marked out. The Budden O] ening <>f the door caused a general turning of I i ..(Is iii that direction. Louis stood still .a momenl . " Am I interrupting you ? " " No, we have just done, Mr. Mortimer/' said Mrs. Nevinson ; " indeed, Ave arc rather late. Shall we have prayers, dear'.'" she said, turning to her husband. • Yes, it is quite late.*' He rang the bell, and the servants entering, a hymn led by Mrs. Nevinson was sung, the simple ser- vice performed, and the company kindly dismissed. When they were gone, Nevinson turned to Louis with an inquiry respecting his enjoyment. Louis v, as standing rather gloomily leaning against the wall, and .Mrs. Nevinson echoed her husband's stion before lie Beemed to hear ' Now, the end of the commandment is cha- rjty, '' he said, abruptly. " I have not enjoyed self at all, Nevinson. I have been annoyed." "My dear Mortimer/' said Nevinson. The slightest possible glance passed between him and his wife, and they changed the subject by making some little remark on the poor mothers n ho had jusl left. •• I have been disappointed, Nevinson/' he said, acly heeding the remark. " I shall never care aboul Mr. Strangeways' preaching again: it is th without works; it Is nothing but railing . inst those who differ from him." 378 DASHWOOD PRIORY. " Nay," said Nevinson, very kindly, while a little flush mounted in his pale cheek, and he laid his hand on Louis' arm ; " you will not say so in heaven, Mortimer. He is a good man, and strives to do good. He gives away a great deal to the poor. I hear often of his charitable deeds, as well as of his powers of preaching. You know," he added, with a little huskiness, "we do not agree at all in doctrine ; but we must acknow- ledge excellence wherever we find it." " ' Though I give all my goods to feed the poor/ " said Louis. " I believe, however much we differ, that he is truly single-minded, Mortimer; that he only thinks of delivering his message, and would brave any obloquy for the advancement of his opinions." " Of his opinions ! Yes," said Louis, scornfully. " My dear Mortimer, you are not like yourself. Have you had supper ? " " No — yes, thank you. Nevinson, you think no evil. Oh, Nevinson ! ' charity beareth all things, hopcth all things, endureth all things/ " Nevinson looked a little perplexed, his eyes dilated, and his happy expression grew more sweet, as he replied, gently, — " Well, dear Mortimer, you must hope all things. You know how much pain that spares us, does it not ? The Word of God is always shield- ing His children from little vexations and heart- burning, when they walk by its light." He paused, HVMIWOOD PRIORY. 379 .uid added, slowly, "How wonderful it seems that men are so blind to their own happiness as to walk in darkness." Nothing more was said on either side. Louis ted himself with a heart full of enthusiasm for vinson. In a few minutes he mentioned his meeting with Fanny Salisbury, and from thence easily digressed to old times, and entertained his friends for half an hour with old school recol- lections ; and when they parted, his excitement seemed to have died away. 380 DASHWOOD PRIORY. CHAPTER XXV. " Jesus said to Simon Peter, Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these ? He saith unto Him, Yea, Lord ; Thou knowest that I love Thee. He saith unto him, Feed my lambs." — John xxi. 15. " Precept upon precept, line upon line ; here a little and there a little."— Is. xxviii. 10. Before the next Sunday arrived. Louis had gained a general idea of his new parish, could find his way about it pretty well by himself, and was qualified to take his own share in its duties without Nevinson's assistance. He also took pos- session of the Rectory on the Saturday, and having arranged with his friend to take the Sundav-school in the morning, he set out from his house after breakfast to commence operation*. The school-house was a new and commodious building, situated near the church. Masters and mistresses had been carefully provided, and the greatest care and circumspection were exercised in inducing orderly attendance and mental im- provement. The little quiet assembly at Dash- wood had not Avell prepared Louis for the hundred and fifty faces, all strange, all indifferent, which met his inquiring look as he entered the boys* school-room that morning. They were justassem- DASH WOOD PRIORY. 381 hied, and the master was walking round to see that all were in their places, with clean faces and hands, provided with hooks, ready for Mr. Morti- mer's first visit. Louis made his way anion>tate of hostility to all Mr. Wells and his favourite preacher advanced. He was always contrasting the two with Nevinson in his mind, always feeling that he felt more spiritually minded when with his own friend ; and the consequence was at last, in his zeal for Nevinson, he almost insensibly imbibed some of his erroneous opinions, his zeal and veneration for the apostolic succession, and his views of sacramental efficacy greatly increas- ing; and though the constant communion in which he lived guarded him from losing sight of Christ crucified, it sometimes tinged his sermons with a little obscurity, and confused the poor, among whom with Nevinson he laboured so in- defatigably. Nevinson' s constant correspondence with Trevannion afforded him an opportunity of alluding to Louis' strengthened mind, as he termed that which was too sadly a proof of his Aveakncss. His veneration for ecclesiastical forms was DA SQWOOS PEK • S'Jl gradually increasing so much, that he was seri- ously considering t he expediency of listening to vannion's oft-repeated wish of intoning the service. Among other places which Louis constantly visited w as an almshouse, where he met with some interesting Christians. When his new ideas were becoming sufficiently strengthened to be at all p< rceptible, he, while paying a visit to one of the old worn* n, had been in a confused manner insist- ing on the efficacy of baptism, when the aged saint, respectfully laying her withered hand on his arm, said, — u Sir, days should speak. May I make so bold as to speak. I am an old woman, near heaven, I hope, not so learned as yon, sir; but Balaam's ass i the Lord chose, once reproved the prophet." Don't be afraid, Smith/' he said, smiling. What reproof have you to administer now? " "No, dear sir," she replied, while a tear sprang to her eye, "I know God's grace keeps you too humble to despise the words even of the poor and ien irant. Sir, when von come to warm the heart of the redeemed tinner, and when you want to lead the unthinking sinner, tell them all of Christ's lOTC, as you used. Don't tell them of the Chureh of England, and how they may win heaven by keeping the Commandments, as Borne do, so- ; not IT. Tell them, as you used to tell them, that they are lost, helpless sinners, and can do nothing to Bave then:- -Ives. They won't feel the 392 DASHWOOD PItlOllY. blessing of baptism till they are made new crea- tures. Oh ! my dear gentleman, my heart has been praying for you night and morning since you came among us like an angel sent from God. Our hearts rejoiced when we first heard you in the church. I mind the text : it was, ' He said unto me, It is done/ Oh ! sir, we love you and dear Mr. Nevinson dearly. Dear Mr. Nevinson, his sweet face does one good, and his kind voice. I am as glad to see him as if he put a pound in my hand. Oh ! sir, Mr. Trevannion 's very far gone. God keep you and Mr. Nevinson from that." Louis did not turn proudly away, as Trevannion would have done, at the idea of an old woman presuming to speak in such a manner to him, an ordained minister of " the Church," nor quietly, with a grave, reproving air, as Nevinson perhaps might have done ; but something seemed to say she Avas right ; something within him yearned for the old bright feeling before he meddled with con- troversy; and sweetly thanking the old woman for her anxiety, with a little rebuke at her men- tion of Trevannion to him, he read her a chapter, and heard her talk of her favourite texts and hymns, and after praying with her, took his leave. DASHWOOD PRIORY. 393 CHAPTER XXVII. " Blessed is the man whose strength is in Thee, in whose heart are Thy ways ; who passing through the valley of Baca, maketh it a well, the rain also filleth the pools. O Lord of Hosts, blessed is the man that trusteth in Thee ! " — Ps. lxxxiv. " Also, I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I Bend ? and who will go for OS 1 Then said I, Here am I : send me."— Is. vi. 8. Summer had come. Louis' health was now quite re-established, aud the time of his engagement had already expired ; but he waited from week to week for Trevannion's return. It was now daily expected, and Louis walked occasionally to the railway-station from the almshouses which were in its vicinity, at the hour the onlv train arrived by which he could conic. The parishioners, rich and poor, had become greatly attached to him, and were truly sorry at the prospect of losing him, the school children especially looking upon their gentle pastor as their friend, — for he had mixed so much among them, and h;id so earnest l\ sought their welfare. H had hen his custom to have them, both boys and girls, by a class at a tunc, to spend the evening once a week with him, when his housekeeper provided a nice tea, and presided at the entertainment, assisting as well in 394 D.VSIIWOOD rillOKY. tlie kinocent games that followed. Louis always drew them round the fire or table before they parted, and told them a Bible story ; and many were the precious texts and sweet hymns with which he stored their minds from time to time; visiting their homes — as he did constantly, — he learned much respecting their habits and charac- ters, their opportunities of doing right and temp- tation to do wrong, that he was enabled to improve to their advantage, seeking to impress upon each one his individual responsibility in using the talent committed to his or her charge. Knowing how short his time was among them, he was most anxious to improve his own aright. There was, however, something in his tone and manner more careful and anxious than when he first came to E ; he did not know that the increasing influence of the doctrines to which he insensibly leaned was doing its sure work in robbing him temporarily of his confidence and joy ; but as yet thev were not sufficiently his own to creats any apprehension in his congregation as to his sound- ness. It is written in the Word of God, " God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able, but will with the tempta- tion make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." And again, " They that wait on the Lord shall renew their strength." The time was come that the band of error was to be broken from him, and the film to be removed from his eyes, that he might see on what a precipice he DASHWOOD PUIOHY. I been standing, and how Burely his feet had i saved from falling. One Saturday oon Louis was expect i larger party than usual of the school children to . as a sort of farewell visit, and Mr. and Mrs. . inson had promised to come and help do the honours. Louis strolled on the railway plat- form for t lie second or third time. The train he came to meet arrived almost immediately, but there was no Trevannion ; and, after looking about a few minutes, he wi ing to retire, when his attention was arrested by a fig him. The white neckcloth proclaim! clerical capacity, and a mourning hand, covering the hat to within half an inch of the top, told a tale of bereavement. The stranger was looking after sjage, and turning his head in Louis' direction, revealed a pleasant, gentleman! perfectly well known, and yet Louis could not for an instant recall it. There was an expression of placid resignation that seemed to speak a volume i chastened spirit and of sanctified affliction. Presently he turned round again to speak to one of the porters, and this time Louis 1 mystification vanished. " It must be Meredith/' he said, walk quickly up to him. " Meredith ! this unexpected pleasure." •• It is," replied his old friend, heartily shaking his hand ; " 1 did not exped to m. , t you SO E K)U, ugh I was coming to see you. I am passing 396 dasiiwood priory. through, and had previously arranged to spend the night with you, if you could accommodate me." " That I can most conveniently, as I have a large house to myself. Why, what a long time it is since we heard of you ! It must be nearly a twelvemonth. I think vou are a worse scribe than we are. I shall be so glad to hear about you. I expect your story will be a parallel to my friend Nevinson's happiness. Here is a coach already, and your luggage in." They entered, and, as Louis seated himself opposite his friend, he continued : " How came you in these parts? Where arc you going?" " That's a long story," he said, smiling such a sweet sorrowful smile that Louis looked wonder- ingly. " I am going to London, and thence to Africa." " You to Africa, Meredith ! You, leave your happy home ! Why, what does Mrs. Meredith say to that, does she go with you? " Louis repented the abrupt question, and won- dered at his want of thought, as his friend's face turned ashy pale, and an expression of great pain passed over it. He replied, however, with toler- able calmness, — " Her memory does. Did you not get my letter ? " " Indeed, I did not !" exclaimed Louis, seizing his friend's hand. " My dear Meredith, my dear DASHWOOD PHIORV. 397 Meredith ! how indifferent you must have thought inc." " I did not write it myself/' answered Meredith, in a low voice; "perhaps there was some mistake about the address. I don't know how it was." He turned away his head, and leaned out of the window a minute or two, as if watching the motion of the wheels, while Louis sat looking at him in sympathizing Bilence. At length he drew in his head, and, pointing to the new church, asked if that wen- St. Margaret's ; and, on Louis's affirmatory reply, admired it much. " Have you much duty ?" " Yes ; prayers twice every day, and three ser- vices on Sunday, besides two weekly and one Sunday service at the almshouse chapel." • A great deal of work," said Meredith. "I fancy we country parsons know little of work. Have you many poor?" Louis was beginning to L r ive some information on the siate of the poor, when the fly Btopped a1 the vicarage-house jus! as the party of children entered. As the gentlemen dismounted, Louis mentioned his juvenile gathering, asking if Meredith would object to it. '•' It will be over at eight, and we can join them or not, as vou like, after v<>u have dined. I always dine early, as I find it more convenient ; bul my hdusekeeper will soon something for you, if \uu will excuse the extemporaneous nature of the entertainment." 398 DASHWOOD PRIOllY. " I thank you, I have already dined, and shall enjoy your little party as much as you will." The housekeeper received prompt orders to make everything ready for the unexpected visitor, and before long Mr. and Mrs. Nevinson arrived, and they all went in to the children. There was as little constraint as possible in the presence of the stranger, for he was soon one among them, and though not quite so active and lively as the others, performed his share in the enter- tainments. When the children had had tea, Louis took his friends into another room, where the same repast was provided for them, leaving the children to two servants' care till they were ready to return. At half-past seven he assem- bled them, reminded them of the approaching Sabbath, and when they had sung the Saturday night's hymn, he sent them home, giving them a text to remember for the next day. Mr. and Mrs. Nevinson took their leave shortly after, but not before the former had obtained the promise of a sermon from Meredith for the next morning. Meredith readily complied, though Louis urged his fatigue. Meredith seemed much pleased with Louis'" friend as well as with his school fete ; he did not again allude to his recent loss, though in their quiet conversation he gave Louis a detail of his plans of operations as missionary under the auspices of the Church Missionary Society, and there was an eagerness and anxiety for the DAS II WOOD PRIORY. prosperity of the great cause about him, which was most refreshing to our hero — like a Btrain of old familiar music long since forgotten, for liis own in in the Missionary cause had been considerably deadened while at E ; neitl Trevannion nor Nevinson patronizing the Church Missionary Society, and Mr. Wells seemingly in- different about any missions at all. Mc redith's whole spirit seemed to say with the willing prophets of old, " Here am I, send ra Oh, how one zealous soul stirs up others, and how the lukewarm is those in his spin of action. " "We are not our own, we arc bought with a price." Time, talents, words, though -. ons, and influence arc all II is. The old schoolfellows retired early that night, but not before Meredith had asked many particu- lars about his dear friends at Dashwood. Louis knelt Ion-- in heartfelt prayer for his afflicted friend; but he knew not how much longer Meredith walked up and down his room, and bent prostrate before the Throne of dr. for strength to bear cheerfully his great to for balm to soothe the wound that had that day been roughly opened; and not till he could say, '• Thy will be done," and could look up smilii amid tears, in faith, to the bright mansions pre- pared for the beloved of God, did he tie down; when he soon fell into a BWeel slumber, in pose - •ion of that peace which the world can ncii nor take away ! 400 DASHWOOD PRIORY. The Sundav school the next morning; left Louis but little time with Meredith before the morning service at church. Meredith called for him at the school, and they walked together to church. Me- redith was very silent, and as thev entered the beautiful building he looked very carefully around. Louis led him up the centre aisle to the chancel, and had he been on the watch would have noticed many a change of expression pass over his face; admiration, enthusiasm, and then a bolder, loftier glance, that settled into something of a sorrowful gaze, as they trod the marble chancel. He did not speak, however, even to admire the monu- mental window, though he paused a moment be- fore it. Following Louis into the vestry, he laid his Bible, and a closely- written manuscript, on the table. Nevinson was there, and while the clerk was assisting all three, Meredith asked if he should assist in the communion service. " You have both hard work this morning, and I shall be able to try the church before preaching." " Thank you, I shall be much obliged to you," replied Louis; "but I dare say you know what it is never to feel tired till the work is over. Head- ing prayers is always a refreshment." While thej r proceeded in state to their stalls, Meredith gravely watched the train of surpliced singers, and once or twice during the service his eyes turned with a serious scrutinizing gaze from Louis to Nevinson, and back again, and seemingly insensible to the general move to the cast in the DASH WOO I) PRIORY. U)] Creed, I13 stood still facing the north. As he and N vinson left the communion-table, and retired to the vestry, he threw off his surplice, and begged to borrow a gown. Nevinson politely suggested to him their custom of using the surplice. Mere- dith hesitated a moment. " Well, 1 suppose 1 must not break your rules/' he answered, " as 1 am an interloper for this Sunday. There is no more harm in one than the other. It is but a party badge. I am afraid," he added, with a little colour, "we are both taken by surprise. You will a1 any rate forgive me alter my confession, and we shall not respect each other the less." A cloud passed o-er Nevinson'a face. He made no reply ;>> Meredith donned the surplice again, and declining a second time the proffer from the clerk, of a cap originally belonging to Trevannion, proceeded to the pulpit, followed by a few anxious and lather displeased looks from his colleague. There was a depth in the silent petition he olJ'ercd for strength to preach, and for ;i blessing on the wind preached, which none present knew, 1 hough the power of that petition was visible in the force with which his bold discourse came home to the hearts of many that day. Louis folded his arms, and sal back with earnest attention to hear what his friend would Bay. I heard. ' \nd Paul stood in the midsl of Mars' hill, and said, Ye men of Athens, 1 perceive that in all 2 i) 402 DASHWOOD PRIORY. things ye are too superstitious. For as I passed by and beheld your devotions, I found an altar with this inscription : to the unknown God. "Whom, therefore, ye ignorantly worship, Him declare I unto you." Nevinson glanced uneasily at Louis, and found Louis' eyes fixed on him. They coloured, and, prepared again to listen, Louis with more curiosity than displeasure, and Nevinson rather angry and exceedingly annoyed, expecting an invective against Pusevism. Yet before ten minutes had elapsed, the attention of both was so riveted that the anger and curiosity were equally forgotten. Meredith commenced quietly, as if he were un- conscious that the erroneous doctrines to which he alluded in the course of his sermon, were held by his hearers, with a slight view of the whole of the chapter, and then with the wonderful effect which Paul's " new doctrines " must have pro- duced on the curious Athenians. He then, with- out a pause, as one who had the mastery of his subject, drew a spiritual parallel in the state of the Athenians to that of many nominal Chris- tians. And this he did without the slightest tinge of personality. Turning to several passages in Galatians, he spoke on the obligation entailed on all who considered the observance of the law necessary to salvation, and drawing a rapid and forcible distinction between the Jewish and Chris- tian dispensation, mentioned the confusion that existed in the minds of many Christians as to the DASHWOOD PKIOB.Y. division of the two. Tiicn taking up the last part of his text, " Whom ye ignorantly worship, Him declare I unto you," he hurst into a glowing Bcription of the unalterable covenant of grace; and here it seemed as if he had hurst the restraint the more argumentative part of his discourse had imposed. It was heartfelt experience and joyful trust of that unchangeable love he sought to exalt : " This is my friend and my beloved, the chiefest among ten thousand." At times he leaned upon the pulpit cushion, and seemed lost for words to express the joyful, glorious sense he had of His abiding love. " How different was that spirit of childlike confidence and willing obedience/' he said, "to the spirit of bondage which deemed it necessary to win its salvation by the observance of the rigid law — vain hope ! The law said, ' The soul that sinneth it shall die;' Christ is not a half Sai When he had dwelt on the comfort and inexpressible happiness of him who has found Christ, of his comfort in sorrow, and lastly, his hope in the world to come, he concluded with a grave warning to those who might in a cavilling spirit accuse him of encouraging laxity in works. "Shall we sin, that grace may abound?" showing that he who has been taught of the Spirit, and is a true believer, cannot wilfully sin; that faith without works is a dead faith, hut the living faith will ever work by love. Nevinson had fa a his anger i there had been nothing which reflected personally on bim 3 ii " 40-t DASHWOOD PRIORY. or Louis, and the glowing, glorious Gospel decla- ration found a response in his heart. Louis sat almost as much absorbed as he had been by Mr. Strangeways' discourse. But the sermon Avas over, the simple benediction had been pro- nounced, the organ pealed forth, and the congre- gation dispersed to wonder who had preached; some to profit, others to criticise his voice, style, and doctrine, and to lose all advantage; others, resumins: their worldlv business as soon as thev were beyond the church-doors, forgot the sounds as soon as they ceased. Others heard and re- joiced ; but the good seed sown withered, for it was sown on stony ground. Ah, how often may we mourn with the vcarninsr minister of God — Avho has felt as if he would die, if his people might believe the words at his mouth — in the words of the prophet Ezekiel, — "They come unto thee as my people cometh, and my people sit before thee, and they hear my Avords, but thev will not do them : for with their mouth they show much love, but their heart goeth after covetousness. And lo ! thou art unto them as a very lovely song of one that hath a pleasant A'oice, and can play Avell on an instrument : for thev hear thy Avords, but theA' do them not/' Nevinson and Louis both thanked Meredith for his sermon, but there Avas a degree of con- straint in Ncvinson's manner. He declined Louis' invitation to dine, and bade him and Meredith adieu at the vestry-door. Meredith DA8HW00D I'KIORY. 405 and Louis returned to the vicarage, where a cold dinner awaited them. Their conversation was Mich as becometli saints. " They spuku of Him they loved." And though Louis said but little of Meredith's sermon, he thought much, and portions were constantlv recurring to his mind in the course of the dav. The bands by which lie had lately been lightly held, seemed all at once to have burst, and the joyousness of spirit which these new reflections called forth at times, made him hardly know where he was. Meredith read prayers for him in the afternoon; and he almost wondered why he left out one or two remarks that had been written down in his sermon. When afternoon -i i vice was over, the friends went together to visit a sick parishioner; and after a short rest and tea at home, there was the evening service; and it was not till nearly nine o'clock that, with their little supper before them in Trevannion's library, they were alone for any purposes of conversation. Louis was rather tired, and said little until prayers were ended. He asked Meredith to perform this service for him; and when the servants left then: alone again, he suddenly threw himself into an : i in-ehair, and said abruptly, — "Meredith, what made you choose that text to-day ? You took me quite by surprise. Sfou do not always preach extempore; 1 suppose?" "What makes you think 1 preached extem- pore?" asked Meredith. 40G DASinvoon priory. " I am sure you did/' replied Louis, with a slight smile. " I just now peeped into that neat manuscript you took out of your pocket. You did not preach on any text in Isaiah to-day." Meredith coloured a little ; hut he saw Louis was not offended, and answered, — " I once before preached on that text, and remembering the heads of my sermon, was able to preach without notes ; I hope without much confusion. I seldom write my sermons fully out." "But why did you change your text?" per- sisted Louis. Meredith looked very earnestly at Louis, with- out answering. "What made you think you were among idolaters?" " Is not that recollection always applicable in a mixed congregation?" asked Meredith, still looking at Louis. " Arc there not always many who worship God ignorantly ? My dear Louis, I cannot tell you how grieved I always am when I see those good tidings of great joy, ignorantly covered up by legal bondage, or human obser- vances ; and it is often done by those who are very zealous for God's glory." " But why did you change it?" persisted Louis. " Because you think we ignorantly worship God? But tell me, Meredith, what is there wrong in reverence for those things set apart for holy purposes ? There is and has been a great deal of DASHWOOD PRIORY. laxity and indifference to her principles, within the wry heart of the Church of England her- self — indifference to God's glory.'' " If you define God's glory to consist in church decorations, and chancel-screens, and turning to the cast, and reading the prayers where the con- gregation cannot hear them, I think the greater laxity the better/ 1 "Well, I did not like the reading-desk arrange- ment, I own," said Louis ; " but why quarrel with church decorations ? Will not a reverential mind delight to adorn the house of his God, to show all possible honour to His sanctuary?" "Certainly, no one can blame a reverence for sacred things ; and if they are founded on a right basis, it will not go too far," replied Meredith; "hut these errors began with church decorations, and the spiritually-minded look jealously upon the lavish expenditure of it." Now, as 1 do not mean to make my little volume a \ehiele for doctrinal discussion, I pass over the Ion-- conversation that ensued on the Baptismal service and the Church articles. Louis battled for some time in defence of his later views, but at last acknowledged his friend's superior wisdom. Meredith concluded byremarking, — "The Sigh-church party accuse tin- Evange- lical of narrow-mindedness; hut the truth air hound by no sect. We can say, 'Grace be with all thai love the Lord Jesus Christ in sin- cerity;' while the High Churchman will not go 408 DASIIWOOD PRIORY. beyond the narrow limits of that portion of the Church of Christ to which he is ordained minister, unless he accord the same grace to the Romanist, by virtue of his Apostolic succession, in preference to the Dissenter, who, in truth, professes the same faith, though he changes the form of worship." "Oh, Meredith!" exclaimed Louis, starting from his chair, " I am very unstable. I see how it is : / who was going to do so much here — I have been perverted, at least almost perverted myself. I wish I had not left Dashwood. I have had nothing but controversy ever since ; first on one side, and then on the other. What good does it ever to any one ? why cannot we believe in all our Saviour has done for us, without calling ourselves Calvinist or Arminian ? I knew, to be sure, the existence of such differences, but they were nothing to me ; and I have been neither happier nor more useful since I have been forced into these arguments. Why must men be eternally arguing on point- which they never can understand ? " " And yet, I think a clergyman must make himself acquainted with doctrinal differences," replied Meredith, " or else he will allow himself and his flock with him to be blown about with every wind of doctrine ; and even controversy has its uses. Men, with all their indolence and lukc- warmncss, might in many cases cease to search their Bibles diligently, if these disputed points did not rouse them to examination and self-defence. We arc commanded to prove all things, and to DASH WOO I) 1'KIOKV. lU'J have tenderness in Ins view; a sternness that makes me tremble. If I believed as lie docs, I could not preach. It is fatalism to me. I do not wonder his favourite preachers never invite sinners to come." " I think you should not dwell upon it, cer- tainly, Louis, if it excites you in such a manner; but why? — we know our free-will and the sove- reignty of (iod are twined together so myste- riously, that we cannot separate them. We feel Ourselves responsible for our actions, and yet a el something tells us a greater will than man's orders all and turns all to His own purposes. ' There's a Divinity that Bbapea our end* l: >Ugh hew them as we will.' I was very much struck with a beautiful view of God's love and bis all-seeing foreknowledge put forth in a public met tin- at which 1 was present a short time ago. It was to this purport : 'The lost will always know and lament in vain remorse their Buicidal indifference to God's prof- fered mercy to all. The cry of each will be, " I did it myself!" while, at the same tune, the crown of the ransomed will he ever casl at the 414 DASHWOOD PRIORY. Redeemer's feet, and their song shall be, " Not unto us, O Lord, but unto Thy name be glory." " Grace, grace ! " " He hath loved us with an everlasting love, therefore with loving-kindness hath He drawn us ! " ' The concluding observa- tion of the speaker was thrillingly lovely. He bade us notice that word of our Lord, ' When the Son of Man shall sit on the throne of His glory, and all nations shall be gathered together before Him, He shall say to them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the king- dom PREPARED FOR YOU FROM THE FOUNDATION OF the world ; but to them on the left He will say, Depart from me ye cursed into everlasting fire, prepared, not for you, but for the devil and his angels/ "* ■' Oh, Meredith ! " exclaimed Louis, starting forward, " that word is worth ten thousand of gold and silver. Oh ! surely the clear Word of God has an answer for every doubt. I want nothing more now. Surely, in His love, he permitted, nay, sent you to point this out to me. I am so thankful. A weight seems taken from my heart." " I know all your anxiety by experience," said Meredith, " and I suspect I have been much harder of conviction than you, much longer in coming to a knowledge of the truth. I was so rebellious, * The above beautiful and animating remark was heard by the writer from Dr. Cumming's lips, at a recent public meeting. As the events of the story are supposed to take place a few years back, the authority could not be quoted in the text. DASHWOOD PltloRV. that I am often lost in wonderment at the patience that bore with me, and saved me in spite of all. Like yourself, I was violently opposed to the re- ception of this doctrine from the conduct of some of its extreme upholders. There Mas a large family near my father's, who, in the long vacations finding I was seriously disposed (that was dear Dashwood's work), made much of me; and I was in some danger of being puffed up, had it not been for my remembrance of your happy home, and the living epistle I had read there. They \i tenters, and attended a large chapel in our neighbourhood. There was very much in their conversation that you mention; and finding, at last, that I did not hold their views, I was deluged with books, — sermons, memoirs, and antidott all of which being presented or lent with 'a pur- pose/ only made me the more violently opposed, the hitter suggesting numbers of oppositions whieh I should never otherwise have- thought of. It ■ the Bible — the Bible alone, that convinced long after." lie paused, as if a sorrowful re lection had come over him. " But did they live consistently ':" asked Louis. "No; that was the great Btumbling-block to ' Baid .Meredith, '-'lie- whole family regu- larly went to chapel every Sunday, and to i meetings in the week ; prayer-meetingi wew held in the house. While the young people were Children, t!uv attended all this; but as t hi- 1 grew up they became the wildest, mosl reck! 416 DASI-HYOOD PRIORY. depraved young men in the neighbourhood ; scof- fers at religion and making mock at sin. There was no wonder why, Louis. No tender parent's love had taught them of the love of Christ ; of the unerring signs of fellowship with Him. I was much with them, both in childhood and vouth, but never once in my hearing, and others remarked the same, — never once were the parents known to remind them that they sinned against God ; never taught them to strive to enter the strait gate. I have seen them severely punished for a fault, often trifling ; but you will hardly believe that with this, on no one occasion was the slightest allusion made to the sin committed against God. Louis," continued Meredith, after a pause, " God makes the corn to grow, and orders that men shall build themselves habitations, and work for their sub- sistence ; but the corn must be sown, the building must be raised by man's labour, the sustenance sought; and the diligent hand makes rich. God is the giver of all, and the sovereign disposer of all ; but He chooses that ' man shall work, as if all depended upon him, and pray, as if nothing depended upon him. 3 " * " That is exactly what I think," said Louis : " there is the promise, ' What a man soweth, that shall he also reap ;' and there is the command, ' Strive to enter in at the strait gate/ f AVork while it is called to-day.' " " I once heard a dear old clergyman remark," * Recollections of a remark in a sermon. DASHWOOD PBIORT. 117 continued Meredith, "one of the most spiritually- minded Christians I ever beheld, ' / am a Cal- cinist to-day and an Arminian to-morrow; I find both in the Bible: " " I need not ask you, after this morning's ser- mou/' said Louis, "whether you think it right to persuade and invite sinners to come to Christ." A holy smile passed over Meredith's face as he looked upwards. " Shall man rebuke those whom Christ suffers to come ? ' Come uuto Him all ye that labour. Ho every one that thirsteth come ye to the waters. The Spirit and the bride say come, and let him that heareth say come, and whosoever will let him come/ Read our Lord's sermon on the mount. Read His declaration on the great day of the feast ; read all the Acts of the Apostles through. How did the Apostles preach ? ' Repent.' ' God callcth upon all men everywhere to repent.' No, Louis ; poor weak men, encompassed with infirmity, we ought to have compassion on the ignorant, and them who art out of the way. We are ambassa- dors for Christ, to persuade men to lie reconciled to God. As long us my God gives me a tongue to proclaim, 1 will cry 'Comb. Free grace; re- pentance, faith, an- all offered.' There is room in the Saviour's arms for all. lie died for all." "Meredith, this has been a blessed Sunday to me," said Louis, holding OUl his hand to his friend, which Meredith grasped warmly. " When I have fancied sometimes that .Mr. Well- might Ik- right, 418 DASHWOOD PRIORY. my hands have seemed paralyzed ; I have felt I should in such case feel like him, no interest in missionary efforts or pastoral aid associations, or anything by which the knowledge of Christ is spread. Where would the heathen be, and where should we have been, had the Apostles been of the same mind ? Meredith, between High and Low Church, I have heard and really thought little lately about missions. I want to hear about your- self. How is it you are leaving your friends and home ? I used once to wish to be a missionary, but lately I have either distrusted my powers, or have been unwilling to leave all for Christ's sake. When did you first think of it 1" " Long ago/' replied Meredith, slowly ; " be- fore — before I was married, Louis," he said, with a spasmodic effort. " My dear Mary used to talk of it with me, and we used to look forward to going out together; but that was not to be. Our Heavenly Father saw perhaps I made an idol of her. It used to be such a dream," he continued, in a thick voice. " It used to be such a dream to bring her to Dashwood. Such a twelvemonth of happiness could not last on earth ; but I never thought of her removal." "Dear Meredith," said Louis, "I did not mean to touch on that again. I am very indiscreet. I wish we had heard of this before." " I yearned much for a Dashwood letter, though I easily divined the cause of your silence," said Meredith, when he had recovered himself; "but DASUW00D PRIORY. 419 I could not write myself, and I have been very much occupied lately, for there has been much to arrange. I should not have left England this year perhaps, but an earnest appeal has been made to me, knowing my intentions, to go to Africa as early as possible. I could not hesitate, and it has been mercifully ordered, I doubt not. I trust I can say with Isaiah, ' Here I am, Lord, send me;' but, Louis, you cannot tell how precious every nook of that Rectory had become. I do not think it was a morbid remembrance of In!-, for indeed I would not call her back; bur every thing, every room, almost every chair reminds me of some sweet act of hers. It will do me good to speak of her to you. You cannot tell how she was beloved by high and low : so sweet, so gentle-hearted, and so true, and yet so bold in her Saviour's cause. What I owe to her I cannot tell yon. A helpmate she was in I'wty sense. So tender her conscience was, and though loving; me so dcarlv, her love for her Redeemer was where it shoul;! ever be, a thousand-fold beyond." Meredith paused a moment, for his voice had foiled. Presently he continued — " They say, when a loved one is taken from US, we are always blind to imperfections j but 1 never saw any there, Louis: the knew and felt th but the constant power of restraining grace over- came them to mortal eyes. I wish you had her. She \v:i> nut at all beautiful ; even m\ Ibving eyes saw thai ; but do yon Know that halo 9 i " 120 DASH WOOD PRIORY. peace gives to the countenance, and that sort of expression in the eyes as if they were looking beyond, Louis?" " I have noticed it in several Christians," replied Louis. " I never saw it in any one so strongly as it was in my Mary/' continued Meredith, in a low quick voice; "and she was always looking beyond, ' looking to Jesus/ Truly of her it might be said, ' He that findeth a wife, findeth a good thing, and obtaineth favour of the Lord.' I remember so well, last summer, such a night as this, we had finished all our Sabbath labours of love, and both were tired ; she unusually so, sat, as she often loved to sit, on a low stool, with her arms and head on my knee. There is a lovely view from my old home ; a wooded country for a quarter of a mile, and the sea beyond. The sun was setting, and the calm water reflected all its colours. We watched its silent sinking below the horizon, and the rising of the pale moon and evening star. You know how lovely a time that is ; it always seems to speak of heaven to me, and so it did to Mary : perhaps she drew me more to the observation of it. Suddenly she began to sing — ' Awake and sing the song Of Moses and the Lamb !' I joined her ; and oh, how well I remember how softly and how sweetly she sang two verses. She broke off at the second, and said, ' I saw a sea of glass mingled with fire, and them that had gotten DAS II WOOD PIUORY. 421 tlie victory over the beast, and over his image, and over his mark, and over the number of his name, Btand on the sea of glass, having the harps of God ; and they sing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb, say- ing, Great and marvellous are Thy works, Lord God Almighty ; just and true are Thy ways, Thou king of saints! Who shall not fear Thee, () Lord, and glorify Thy name? for Thou only art holy/ Then she looked up at me and said, ' Hastings, how many things in the Revelation I am reminded of at these hours. How gracious our blessed Teacher is to enable us to see Him in His works. Sometimes when I think of all His love to us both, I am afraid we should forget Him in His many bounties/ And then she raised her- self, and spoke so rapturously about the joy of being always in God's presence — of the eternal Sabbath we should spend together. I cannot tell you how rapt her spirit seemed ; and now 1 alraosl wonder no fear stole over me that she w.- - so lit for heaven, but there was no presentiment in my mind how near she was to the eoiuinene. - men! of that eternal Sabbath. 'A dumber < 1 i « 1 my spirits seal, I had 1 1 • • human fears ; sin- seemed a tiling that oould not feel The touch ui earthly \ ears, ***** ' A \ iolel by ;i mossy stone, Unit bidden From the eye, — Fail • . w i" n only one Is shining in the sky.'" 422 DASHAVOOD PRIORY. Meredith paused, and Louis did not break the little silence. " She said to me much that night," he con- tinued, " about the second coming of Christ : many things that took me back to Dashwood, where I heard much of it. I did not know till then how much she looked forward to that glorious time, nor had I thought it a duty, as I have since done, to keep it constantly before my people. That blessed remembrance is indeed much lost sight of. Well might our Lord say, ' When the Son of man cometh, shall He find faith upon the earth V Truly even the wise sleep. — Dear Mary, I can recall now the earnestness of her manner as she said, ' Hastings, that coming will take the whole world by surprise ; we need constant com- munion. I often feel a little afraid — Ave have so happy a home — lest Ave should forget that Ave have no continuing city here; and that solemn injunction, " Watch and pray always, that ye may be counted worthy to escape the things which shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man." ' Then she put her dear hands together in mine, and asked me to pray for us, that our love for each other might not be a snare to us. Oh, Louis ! how she held my hands up. They would often have been wearied in well-doing." " And she Avould say the same of you," said Louis, in a faltering voice. Another little pause of fond recollection, and the mourner proceeded, — DASHWOOD PRIORY. 423 " Just four months ago ; only four short months, Louis : — you will know my happiness if it ever pleases God to make you a father. — My precious little girl ! my lamb in heaven." "Oh, Meredith \" Louis' eyes were filled with tears, " vour babv : I did not know vet the whole of your trial." " In a fortnight she was laid in our little churchyard, Louis," said Meredith, bending hi^ head down and speaking low ; " another fortnight. and the mother was laid by her. Oh, Louis ! the first was a great grief, but the last — I wonder," he added, in a choking voice, " how the worldly survive the loss of friends, when the children of God require so much of such support. But the strength was given according to the day. I often wonder how I was enabled to be so cheerful, n hen I knew I must give her up. Thank God!" he said, reverentially looking upwards with Bwimming eyes, " I believr I never murmured, inn- wished to stay His hand. Thank God, though the head was bent, I could lean it on His bosom ; and there lie has wiped my tears again and again." Louis drew his hand across his eyes, and both were silent for several minutes. "Ihave Been Beveral death-beds," s.ii.1 Mere- dith at length, not heeding an effort of Louis t<> stop him j "Ihave Been one or two happy ones, and have read of many more, but 1 never heard Or read of one more triumphant than my dear Man Every comfort that could be given to a poor u< 424 DASHWOOD PRIORY. man in his hour of need was given to me then. Once she turned her sweet eyes upon me as I supported her head. ' Hastings, you will be so lonely ? ' It was almost in the form of a question. I You forget/ I said, ' my own one, He hath said, " I will never leave thee nor forsake thee." ' ' Alone, yet not alone/ she murmured ; ' both separated, yet not alone ; both willing to part ? ' she asked again so anxiously of me. ' Both willing that the Father's will shall be done ; both rejoic- ing in His love to them/ I answered. Oh ! Louis, she looked so gratefully at me, and thanked me so sweetly for the love I could not have refused ; and many times I heard her murmur, ' And yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me/ when she almost always looked at me as if anxious to know that I was resting on it, — dear one ! I had wonderful strength given at that time. When the last was over (she died in my arms), I felt at first as if I could not mourn. We had rejoiced together that she was going to her Father, and I could only say with Mrs. Graham to her daughter, I I wish you joy, my darling ! ' and it was not till rest and recollection came, and that first awaken- ing from a long deep sleep, that I realized the ful- ness of my trouble ; that I knew the desire of my eyes had gone from me. It seemed so strange to kiss her cold lips, and feel no return ; to go among our favourite haunts, and miss her : and, Louis, — oh, Louis ! it was a comfort to me to remember the ' strong crying ' of our beloved Lord, who is DASHWOOD PRIORY. 425 afilicted in all the affliction of His people, for lie has been tried iu all points as we are. The room in which she died always seems the gate of heaven to me. "What a meeting ours will be ! Instead of sinking, I thank God I am now only strength- ened in zeal, and burn to exalt His cause and spread His kingdom, that so I may be enabled to glorify Him in the fires, and press forward. I must not look back, it is such gain to her. When I look up, I feel only the Christian's triumph ; but when we look down to the grave and all its dark ac- companiments, the spirit fails. You will think of me when I am away, Louis," he said, rising, "and pray for me. I shall need all prayers ; and ' pray that the Lord of the harvest will send forth more labourers into His harvest.' " Louis grasped Meredith's hand, and detained him a moment. He could not speak at first, though the brave spirit of his friend had infused some of its exulting tone into his heart. ".Meredith, you are a living witness of God's power iu upholding His own in the day of trouble. I have been very tearful, often fearing possible afflictions. You have strengthened 1110." Meredith pressed his hand. " Never doubt His love or strength. ' Tis Jefua, the lir-t and the WboM Spirit thai! guide a * Mfe ln«mo ; \\ • II prai e II im for nil thai i And tract 1 1 im for ;i!l that'i t" oomo. 1 " The friends parted. lis knelt long that 425 DASHWCOD PRIORY. night in prayer. There were many things to bring before his God. Thanksgiving for the good he had received that day, and earnest desires that any error he might have propagated among the people committed to his temporary care might not take root; and petitions for the renewal of a con- stant spirit and a right judgment in all things ; forgiveness for his pride and anger against Mr. Wells, for whom, as well as his dear friends, he prayed that God would teach and keep them; and oh ! how earnest were his resolves to undo, if possible, in the parish any evil he might have been the means of strengthening or spreading in his mistaken zeal. DASHWOOD PEIORT. 427 CHAPTER XXVIII. " Then I saw in my dream, that in the morning the shep- herds called up Christian and Hopeful, to walk with tliem upon the mountains. So they went forth with them, and walked awhile, having a pleasant prospect on every side. Then Baid the .shepherds one to another, Shall we show thi se pilgrims some wonders I So when they bad concluded to do it, they led them first to the top of a hill called Error, which was very steep on th farthest side, and bid them look down to the bottom. So Christian and Hopeful looked down, and saw at the bottom several men dashed all to pieces by a fall which they had from the top. Then said Christian, What meaueth this ? * * * * Then said the shepherds, Those that you see dashed in pieces at the bottom of thi mountain are an example to others, to take heed how they clamber too high, or how they come too near the brink of this mountain." — Bwnyarit Pilgrim' » Progrett. But this last resolve seemed beyond his power to accomplish, fur the next evening Trevannion returned. It is, alas! in our power to do evil by our unguarded conduct and precept, the extent of which may be incalculable, and the opportunity of annulling it never be given. So Louis thought. He could only hope in his sorrow, thai he had not held these opinions Long enough, nor declared them distinctly enough, to have made any impres- sion; nor was he aware how much this was really the case, through an overruling Providence; that by his congregation he \\;is considered to be 428 DAsnwoon priory. entirely free from the errors of his vicar, while there was so much true piety visible in all that he did and said, that that only made its impres- sion. Among the poor these erroneous doctrines never make much way. They are not suited to the poor, and miserable, and blind, and naked, to those who have been brought up in sin and igno- rance, and to those who have nothing in life to make them love it ; they want something more real and solid. The refined, the intellectual, the poetical, the reverential, the seriously minded, the man of taste, and the young, full of crude notions of priestly authority, who love to magnify the clerical office ; these, where there is no vital religion, may be ready to embrace them : for there is something wonderfully fascinating to human pride and under- standing therein. And there may be some few of God's own children who, through some mysterious permission of the Almighty, partially embrace this system; but we shall always find it is partial: there is a something that ever betrays them as in the corruption, but not of it : and such was Nevinson. His education, his circumstances, had all been different to Louis' ; and perhaps most of those things on which they differed were but words, and not matter. Louis w r as still learning the same lessons he had been receiving for four- teen years, — that though man may increase in age and learning, he cannot stand alone. If he thinks he stands, he will assuredly fall. If he lean on human understanding, he and his prop will fall DASHWOOD PRIOHY. IM9 together, lie had also learned another useful lesson from his own trials here, that "the wrath of man Avorketh not the righteousness of God •" — that "the servant of the Lord must not striw. but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach in meek- ness, instructing those Avho oppose themselves ;" that however much we may differ on the subject of man's free will, we are constrained to use every power of persuasion, every talent for making our Lessona lovely and pleasant; and above all, every effort to make our lives speak, so that all men shall take knowledge of us that we have been with Jesus, and shall heed our words as those which come from His disciples. Meredith left E early on the Monday morning, and as we have already said, Trevannion returned in the evening. Louis remained a week longer at E , during which time some unplea- sant words passed between him and Trevannion ; the latter at first desiring to secure Louis' services altogether, and on Louis' open avowal of his opposing sentiments, parting very coldly from him. He was as angry as he ever allowed him- self to be, on hearing of Meredith's preaching in his church, as well as at the slight innovations made during his absence;; and before Louis had been a fortnight in his happy home, all Vfas restored to more than its former state of cold solemnity, and the church nearly emptied. Louis had become again accustomed to his own old duties, when one day a letter from NevinsOD 430 DASHWOOD PRIORY. arrived, informing him that Trevannion had begun to teach the choristers the responses in Latin, and had instituted a confessional in the church, and that he (Nevinson) was so shocked at these symptoms, that he had given up his curacy. Not three weeks after, a paragraph in a London paper announced the fact, that the Reverend Philip Tre- vannion had seceded from the Church of England, and had left E ■ for Rome. Another long- letter from Nevinson followed this shortly. He expressed himself much shocked at the conclusion of Trevannion's career, and wrote very seriously aud satisfactorily, informing Louis that he had lately known so many perversions to Rome, that it had set him thinking whether these High-church principles were Bible principles ; and he had been induced, after much prayer and examination, to give up some of his prejudices and practices, still, however, retaining the greatest reverence and love for his own church. Louis thought often of, and prayerfully for his old charge, longing to learn whether the new appointment was satisfactorily made in the most important respect, and thinking painfully of the poor, large, dark population in its courts and allevs, often in his anxictv crying out, " Oh, send out Thy light and Thy truth." Nearly two months after Trevannion's secession, to his great astonishment, an offer of the living to himself came from the trustees. Half-delighted, half-afraid, Louis opened his heart to the Lord, before even mentioning the contents of his letter DASHWOOD PKIOKY. 431 to his parents. After many earnest supplications ibr guidance, he accepted the living, and not long afterwards entered upon it, to the great delight of his old people. And now he began many refor- mations. There was no curtailing of the services, for Louis loved them, and loved to invite others to the house of God ; but the chancel was thrown open, the choristers were divested of their sur- plices, a new reading-desk erected on a line with the pulpit, and the black robe substituted for the surplice in the pulpit. Louis was not less careful about the singing of the church than before, for he rightly looked upon it as a very important part of the worship ; but he endeavoured, and finally in a measure succeeded, in establishing more con- gregational singing. Missionary sermons were now preached in the church, and efforts made to create a spirit of zeal among the people for assisting in the spreading of Christ's kingdom. Quietly, but surely, hanging upon his God, did Louis work, endeavouring to check display and religious dissipation among his flock ; while he strove, at the same time, to represent to them, thai the people Christ has chosen are a peculiar people, zealous of good works. These reforma- tions and this activity were not, of COUrse, e fleeted at once ; but we have the sure promise, and Louis found it, that in due Beasou we shall reap, if we faint not. Louis in time established a kind of little lecture or school-room in each court where a vacant room 432 DASH WOOD PRIORY. could be found, and endeavoured to rouse the poor ignorant miserable ones to something better, by mixing himself as far as he was able with them, and showing that if he looked after their worldly prosperity, it was with the hope of leading them to something higher ; and that if the thought of something higher had been absent, he could never have considered their present wants. He much desired to have his friend Nevinson with him ; but that friend was now comfortably settled in his native place, and after a time the vacant curacy was filled by Hubert, a younger brother of Frank Digby's, to whom Louis gave a title to orders. About a twelvemonth after Louis' final depar- ture from his childhood's home, the bells of Dashwood Church rang merrily for a most im- portant event, — the marriage of Miss Mortimer to Edward Hamilton, Esq., barrister-at-law. Louis was there to perform the ceremony ; and a gay wedding it was ; but it was hard to say whether tears or smiles prevailed at the departure of the village darling, missed sadly as she would be in hall and cottage. Reginald and Neville were there, and Master Freddy performed the im- portant office of groomsman to his brother-in-law. To Louis especially the new relationship was an event of unmixed satisfaction. The last news from old friends was, that there was a rumour at E and at Dashwood, that Mr. Louis Mortimer was about to follow the DASHWOOD PRIORY. 133 example of his friend and new brother, and the rumour daily gains credit that Miss Fanny Salis- bury is the lady who lias promised to make our hero happy, and to share with him the pleasant cares of his beloved office. Dashwood Priory has become a very quiet place. Reginald left for the Cape almost immediately after his sister's marriage. Neville is settled in London, and only Freddy remains at home, to take the place which Louis first filled, — that of his father's curate. It is ever thus in this world; changes and partings all come to remind us that we have here no continuing city. Happy are they, who seeking one to come, have laid up their treasures where neither moth nor rust can corrupt, and where thieves do not break through and steal. 1IIK KM). riilNTKU ii y