"^c:<^
^..^«i.
"As I was to sit to-day for my pictiue, of course
we had an influx of visitors. I put it down as a general
rule, that whenever one wishes particularly to do some
particular thing, somebody comes in your way. First
the Pipers, then the Paddocks; it really seemed done
on purpose. I was the more disposed to regret this
contretemps^ that I am rather inclined to like ]\[rs. Pad-
dock; she is an odd enough specimen of womanhood,
very masculine, looking much like aKussiau grenadier;
but she is straightforward , frank-spoken , and ever ready
to do battle against everything and everybody that dis-
pleases her. But I could not like her at that exact
moment. Well, it was past two when at last we could
get out, aunt and I, for a drive; as for the sitting, I
had given it up hours before. We drove first to Via
Frattina, to explain to Signer Paolo why we had not
gone to him. He said it was very lucky, as the count
had been just calling on him, or, to use Signer Paolo's
expression, had forced his way into his studio, by
making such a tremendous noise at the door, as to ex-
cite alarm in the whole house. You are to understand
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that v.'lieuever Domenicliino expects us, lie bolts the
door of the atelier, and answers neither knock nor ring,
but ours. Seeing him Avith his hat on, and evidently
going out, aunt offered him a seat in the carriage,
which was graciously accepted, and we had a beautiful
drive to Villa Borghese.
"Domenichino was in a charming humour, and chirped
on as merrily as the birds on the trees. The moment
seemed a favourable one for me to risk a hint or two
about a point, which you will consider what it really
is, a very trifle, and yet, as you will see by and by,
it has a relative importance. I must premise that Signor
Manciui's dress at our dinner, without being quite shock-
ing, was not what it ought to have been. Not a ti'ace
of a shirt-collar! he cannot bear them, he once told me
they worry him so; black cravat-, and then the gloves!
light certainly, but brown; and eveiy other man with
straw coloured of course; to finish off, high thick shoes
of leather, actual walking shoes.
"Now, though I might wish that he would conform
more to general usages, still I cannot say that, with
the exception of those horrid shoes, w^hich spoil a well-
shaped foot, I have any particular objection to either
the brown gloves or the absence of the collar, generally
ugly enough, Heaven knows. But not so Mr. Jones;
and what specially affronted him was the chocolate
coverinfrs of Domenichino's hands. 'What does the
fellow mean by daring to come here with brown gloves?'
cried uncle, rising up from his doze, and adding other
amenities that I need not repeat. It is true that uncle
was more than half tipsy when he said this, and has
not alluded to the subject since; nevertheless, I thought
it would be a good thing to put Signor Paolo on his
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guard as to wliat lie ought to wear at parties, and thus
prevent any such disagreeables for the future.
"With a view to this end, I asked him, not Avithout
a little circumlocution — very unnecessary, for he is as
innocent and unsuspecting as a babe — Avell, I asked
him where he bought his gloves? Anywhere, he pur-
chased so few that he had no particular shop. I re-
commended him an excellent one, 'Especially,' said I,
'for gloves for parties,' adding cunningly, 'I mean for
straw-coloured gloves.' He never went to parties, he
said, and never wore any except black gloves.
"'But you came to our party, and more still, you
wore brown and not black gloves."
"'True,' said he, laughing, 'I made an exception
for you.'
'"It was very amiable on your part,' said I. 'Can-
not you go a little further, and have gloves like every-
body else?'
"'If I may speak my mind,' he replied, 'I must
confess that I object to them on principle.'
"'Oh! oh! oh les j))'iiu'ipes voiit-ils se nichcv!'
laughed I.
" 'Laugh, but listen to my reasoning,' answered he,
smiling. 'Gloves, as I take it, are worn for the sake
of neatness — to keep the hands clean, I mean. So
far the custom is rational, and I accept it. Xow black
gloves, or, if you object to that tint as fraught with
lugubrious associations, gloves of any other colour as
well as black and straw, answer i)erf'ectly the purpose
of cleanliness. From the moment you order me to wear
any colour on the plea of show, or elegance, or fashion,
you cease to be natural; and I have a right to tell you
that I am not a man of show, or elegance, or fashion
174 LAVINIA.
— that I do not care for sucli things. I object to your
particular colour.'
" 'You waste a great deal of ingenuity,' said I, 'on
Avhat is not worth the outlay. It were, methinks, far
simpler to accept established customs, and to conform
to them.' He held up his finger in a playful threat,
and answered, 'Beware of what you say; the maxim
you lay down has a more extended meaning than you
wot of. In fact, it does nothing less than enthrone
routine and abolish progress-, for all progress, take it
as you like, is but a deviation from established custom.
According to what you have said, Galileo was wrong,
and the Inquisition right.'
"Somehow or other men always get the better of a
woman in argument. They have more sophistry at
their command than we have. A ready answer failed
me at the moment, but I was far from being either
pleased or convinced. Not that he was wanting in
politeness; on the contrary, I willingly allow, that he
carried on the controversy with perfect good-humour,
nay, gracefully, but I cannot forgive him for laying
such stress upon trifles. Then again, I do not approve
of his unsociableness; as though it was a mark of great
superiority not to go to parties! How can a young
man in his profession ever expect to get on, unless he
makes himself known? and how can he manage that,
if he does not go into the world? I must absolutely set
to work and cure him of this morbid mood. Don't mis-
understand the interest I take in this matter. I interfere
less for the sake of the artist than for that of art. Be-
lieve me. Signer Mancini is destined by nature to be-
come a great painter, and I should for ever reproach
myself, were I not to do all in my power to prevent
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his hiding his genius under a bushel. One of these
days, unless I am more mistaken than I ever was in
my life, he will take a very high standing among his
contemporaries.
"Another thing I cannot pardon Domenichino, is
his prejudice against the count. It is both unjust and
impolitic. The count is a friend not to be despised: he
knows the Pope, the King of Bavaria, and all the
nobility; he is very rich, a connoisseur in painting, and
very well inclined towards Signer Paolo. But no!
Signer Paolo speaks lightly of him, treats liim with tlie
utmost indifference, and protests that he will have none
of his patronage. Do you know what came into my
mind? That Signer Paolo dislikes the count for being
a count. Signer Paolo is a red-hot radical. Mr. Cobden
is milk-and-water in compai-ison. Never was such dis-
dain as Domenichino's for rank and titles. I remember
very well the disparaging way in Avhich he once spoke
to me of a certain foreign prince — not foreign, he is
a Neapolitan, I believe; at all events, Italian — the
prince of that English equipage I wrote to you about.
I hope, at all events, my Orson was not rude to the
count this morning; if he was, he shall have a nice
scolding the first time I see liim. The count and che-
valier take tea Avith us this evening, and I shall hear
Avhat jmssed this morning in the atelier.
* * * •.!•. i:-
"There is no end to the surprises this man gives
one. Can you believe that he painted a fresco in Pa-
lazzo Torlonia, the fresco, in fact, that is the corner-
stone of his reputation — the count calls it a peifcct
gem — and that he has never said a word about it?
However, this is not my great piece of news ; my dear,
176 LAYINIA.
I rniglit give you leave to guess a thousand times, and
you would be just as far off from the truth as ever.
Now own you would never imagine that Signor Dome-
nichino might ride in his own carriage, if he chose.
But the fact is so. It is quite a romance. I had the
whole story from Count Fortiguerra. Paolo is the only
near relative , as it seems — a great-nephew, if I don't
blunder — of a high dignitary of the Church — the
count did not tell me the name; but this great-uncle is
either a cardinal, or a bishop going to be a cardinal,
a very old, very rich, and very influential man. Well,
this bishop, or cardinal, for some reason or other, was
on bad terms Avith the family of Signor Mancini —
with his father, I believe. It seems that, at the demise
of this gentleman, the cardinal made overtures of friend-
ship to Signor Paolo, even went so far as to offer to
name him as heir to all his j^roperty, on certain con-
ditions, quite honourable conditions; and that this hot-
headed youth, this testa viaita^ as the count calls Signor
Mancini — he was but a lad at the time — declined
the proj)Osal. Testa mat fa as much as you like; we
need not be very much afraid of meeting many such.
A man must have a deal of the hero in him, who can
thus spurn a fortune, and prefer to toil for his daily
bread. For my part, I must say, that however foolish
the motives which prompted the act may have been,
the act in itself is noble and grand.
"My first thought and question after heai-ing this
tale, was Avhether there were no means of bringing
about a reconciliation between uncle and nephew. The
count says, j)erhaps there may be — he will endeavour
to make himself more master of the case. He foresees
difficulties in a certain quarter, which, however, he
MISS LAVINIA's DIARV. 177
thinks, might be surmounted. He is personally acquainted
with the great man in fjuestion, though not on intimate
terras. Count Fortiguerra hopes to give us more de-
finite information to-morrow, Avhen he takes us to Palazzo
Torlonia to see Signer Paolo's fresco. Aunt is really-
more enthusiastic than even I am about our painter.
How happy I should be, if, through our instrumen-
tality, this interesting young man could be restored to
that station of life to which he was born! Good-by
until to-morrow.
* * * * *
"I shall not attempt to describe the fresco — you
would think I was exaggerating, if I were to tell you
the impression it has made on me. I will only say
this, that the figures of Diana and Endymion are in
the style of the best ancient masters. The foreshorten-
ing is really astonishing. The count said, the artist
seems to have hunted for some of the most difficult
problems of art, for the pleasure of showing how easily
he could solve them. And please to mark that this
noble production is the work of a young man of two-
and-twenty. Now, I shall not tease you with any
more of my raptures. Pictures are never valued from
descrijition.
"The count brought us excellent news. A little
good-will and a little money will easily remove, at
least as far as he can see, the obstacles in the way of
a speedy and entire reconciliation between the belli-
gerents. The count advises, first, that Signer Paolo
should make some small advance, say, write a fcAv lines
to a friend, expressive of his respect for his illustrious
relation — in short, do something that might efface old
unpleasant impressions, and show his good-will; sc-
Luviiiiit. I. 12
178 LAVINIA.
condly, tliat some small sum should be given to pro-
pitiate a certain confidential servant, whose influence is
paramount with this clerical dignitary. It seems that
all the princes of the Church, even the Pope sometimes,
have a confidential follower, to whose advice they
listen and attend in most matters. The count mentioned
a certain bai-ber, called "Gaetanino," who was all-
powerful during the reign of one of the Popes, I forget
which. However, whether this be true or not, our
dignitary has a favourite domestic, and this favourite
can and must be bribed.
"The count professed that he liked plain dealings,
and that he always called things by their right names;
he said it was for us to consider, whether there were
not cases, in which the giving of a bribe was justi-
fiable, and to decide whether this of Signer Paolo's
was not one. As for himself, he avowed he had no
scruples about the matter, always keeping in view the
righteous and lawful end to be gained.
"Aunt and I hesitated a little, but we soon came
to the conclusion that there could be no harm, where a
man of the count's years and high position saw none.
The count added that, but for his wish not to take a
step in this aff'air without our full concuiTcnce and ap-
proval, he would not have mentioned this paltry matter
of money, which, of cotu'se, was exclusively his busi-
ness. This arrangement we strenuously opposed; and
after a long and hard contest, we only carried oiu*
point by protesting that we, and not the count, were
Signer Mancini's intimate friends. We were so afraid
of the count's playing us some generous trick, that we
insisted on his accompanying us home, and actually
pocketing the money at once, which he reluctantly did.
MISS LAVrs'IA'S DIARY. 179
He would only take a hundred scudi to begin wltli —
if more were required, he promised to inform us. You
cannot think with what pleasure aunt gave the sum.
It will be in the hands for which it is destined, by to-
morrow morning ; and the count also volunteered — he
is the most obliging of mortals — to sound Signer
Paolo, with reference to the little show of good-will
that would be necessary on his part. Everything is
lost, thought I, if the count venture into those unknown
regions; so I hastened to say, that he had already
trouble enough on his hands, and that I would take
this part of the negotiation on myself. Plenty of
thorns and briars I shall have to force my way through,
but I shall win the day.
"The count's behaviour throughout this affair has
been admirable-, he has proved himself a man of wise
counsels, and of exalted feelings. A father could not
have shown more ardour in the cause of a son, than he
has done in that of Signor Paolo, though God knows,
he has had small encouragement to be kind; for
Domenichino is a very icicle to him. But there will
and must come a thaw towards this good-natured man.
*****
"Domenichino did not call yesterday, as I anti-
cipated he would, so I sent him a note early this morn-
ing, and I am expecting him every moment. I begin
to realize some of the difficulties of my undertaking. I
am full of trepidations and misgivings, instead of the
hopes and confidence of yesterday. That affair of the
bribe troubles me; the more I think of it, the less can
I reconcile myself to it. I see now, that what is wrong
in itself, cannot change its nature, and become right,
because the end proposed is good. My heart flutters
12*
180 LAVINIA.
as if I bad committed some bad action. Tbe life of
comjiarative seclusion I lead, is neither advantageous
for body nor mind. This young man's fate is be-
coming a sort of monomania with me. I can think of
nobody and nothing else; I long to be done with him
and this wild scheme. Why does it happen that Count
Fortiguerra is in mourning, and that none of these
princes or marqiiises open their salons? In little more
than two months we shall have the Carnival. I really
shall be so glad to have parties, balls, anything that
will drive this painter and his affairs out of my head.
I want to plunge head foremost into an ocean of gaiety,
and be my former self again, admired, courted, floating
in the dance, mixing in crowds, a belle among belles.
Hark! I hear his step! what a goose I am to tremble so!
*****
"Oh! my dear friend, what have I done? Have
I positively and irretrievably engaged myself to this
young Italian? Have I been delirious? Am I awake,
or am I dreaming? How came this about? It is
more than I can explain in my present disordered state.
I feel feverish. As soon as I can think clearly, I will
try to tell you all I knoAv about this matter. Pity me,
for I am indeed unhappy — no, not unhappy — but
utterly bewildered.
"Lavinia."
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CHAPTER XVI.
Lugeto Veneres.
It is quite against the grain, tlxat, just at its acme
of interest, we break oflP Miss Laviniu's diary, and thus
keep the reader on the rack — for we modestly take
it for granted, that we have worked him or her up to
a pitch of frantic curiosity to know the issue of our
heroine's adventure. But we have at this minute a
pressing call on all our sympathies, and one which
admits of no dallying with it. Let any one possessed
of feeling be the judge.
Confusion, diftnay, consternation, reign supreme at
Villa Torralba. Manuelito — Lwjete Vencrc& Cupldl-
ncsque — Manuelito is no more! My lady has been
up all night; so has Pepita, so has CIclia, so has the
entire household — one and all, comforting and mi-
nistering to the interesting invalid. Nothing has availed.
Mors cequo pulsat pedc, ^e. At a quarter to six in the
morning, Manuelito breathed his last sigh in the arms
of his inconsolable mistress.
But who is Manuelito? some reader with a short
memory will perhaps ask. Manuelito is — or rather,
alas! ivas — the paragon of spaniels — the marchio-
ness's favourite dog, the dear pet that was ailing on the
day of CleHa's first introduction to the villa — ]\Iauuelito !
the delight of mankind, the j)ride of dogkind! Lugete
Veneres.
My lady is distraught Avith grief. IMy lady is heart-
broken. My lady is in fits; gentle violence has to be
used to prevent her from leaving her couch and rushing
into the adjoining room, where the deceased is lying in
182 LAYINIA.
state. Let lier see him once more, embrace him once
morel "No, no, it would kill you, seuora," weeps the
faithful Pepita. "It would kill you," repeat all the
attendants in chorus. It is a scene to break even a
heart of stone in twain. Eau de Cologne, eau de Me-
lisse, sal volatile, elixirs, balsamic vinegars, wines,
liqueurs, soups, chocolate, are employed, but without
success. My lady grows worse and worse. Messengers
by this time are galloping on the road to Rome, in
search of members of the faculty of medicine.
"Oh! be composed, seuora," entreats yellow-turbaned
Pepita, deluged in tears; "collect youi-self, for his sake.
Think how wretched poor Manuelito would be, if he
could see you in this state, — oh, f!ear!" The hint
was suggestive; who can tell, if Manuelito be not watch-
ing her from some canine Elysium! A new spirit
breathes in her; she rises; her women, in alarm, crowd
round her. Xo cause for uneasiness; her ladyship will
be composed — is composed. "Your arm, Pepita;
your arm, Clelia." My lady descends to the pleasure
grounds of the villa, in search of a proper resting-place
for the remains of her darling. The garden unluckily
teems with recollections of the dear defunct. Not here
— nor there — nor yet farther off, — ah! here, under
the shadow of the lime-trees. Physician after physician
amve in due order, and find their expected patient
skipping along from garden alley to garden alley,
smoking a cigarito. They shrug their shoulders, pocket
their fees, and depart.
Nor shall Manuelito be bmied like a — my lady
was going to say, like a dog, but refrained in time.
Due honours shall be paid to his memory. All Ma-
nuelito's canine acq^uaintances shall attend his funeral.
LUGETE VENERES. 183
Quick — send hither my lady's secretary. Letters
announcing the melancholy event are forthwith to be
written to my lady's friends, with a request to those
wlo have dogs to send them to Villa Torralba on the
morrow at twelve o'clock, to join the funeral cortege of
the deceased Manuelito. A monument shall be erected
over his grave with his beloved image at the top
thereof Haste for a modeller to model the dear form;
a sculptor to consign its beauties to marble; a painter
to picture his likeness in glowing colours.
No — no! let no one stir, — it is not fit that such
delicate commissions be intrusted to mercenary hands.
The marchioness decides that it is an act of duty on
her part, to go on these errands herself Bring round
the phaeton with the piebald ponies. Away she drives,
swift as lightning.
It was far in the afternoon when the fair charioteer
reappeared at the villa. She returned accompanied by
a painter, a sculptor, and a modeller. A heap of black
ci'ape helped to load the light carriage. A score of
guests invited to dinner were waiting her ladyship's
arrival. Who in such an emergency could think of
dinner guests? Everybody had forgotten them, ex-
cepting, fortunately for them, the cook. My lady
apologizes gracefully enough, and with streaming eyes
recounts her misfortune, becomes excited with her own
words, and, forgetting the cause in her excitement, ends
by being the life of her party.
On the following morning, an impressive and touch-
ing ceremony saddened the precincts of Villa Torralba.
Fifty-seven dogs, exclusive of those of the marchioness,
seventeen in number — in all, seventy-four dogs of all
sizes, breeds, and colours, all enveloped in black crape,
184 LAVIXIA.
and attended by the whole household, dressed in full
mourning — accompanied the body of Manuelito to hi?
last kennel. Pepita, and Hieronimo, the old Mayoi-
domo, acted as chief mourners in the absence of her
ladyship; who intended to have headed the procession
herself, nay, was actually on the road to do so, but —
fainted away in the attempt. Human fortitude has its
limits. Pepita and Hieronimo with their own hands
laid all that remained of Manuelito in the carefully
prepared grave; on the dead spaniel they placed his
red velvet collar, his gilded muzzle, the silver dish
with his name engraved on it, out of which he had
eaten so many dainty meals, his napkin, his — but let
us draw a veil over this part of the scene. Why dwell
on such disti'essing particulars?
The demeanour of the canine brotherhood was all
that the bereaved lady could have desired — a just
measure of feeling repressed by decorum. The most
deeply affected were naturally Mauuelito's messmates:
so much so that at the moment when the earth was
being thrown into the grave, they became nearly un-
manageable — struggling to escape so sad a sight.
But they had yet one more mark of respect to show;
it was written down in the programme, and no eye
but was moist when Manuelito's comrades were induced
to give a threefold bark — a last farewell, and all was
over.
No, all was not over; the dog guests had to par-
take of a splendid repast, expressly prepared for them.
After so much emotion, they must stand in need of
refreshment. The marchioness presided with her usual
grace at this funeral feast, with what heart may be
easier imagined than described. Another half- hour,
LUGETE VENERES. 185
and Villa Torralba had resumed its usual cvciy-day
appearance. Sic tninsit gloria mundi.
In the course of the afternoon, the noble Creole,
who had made it a point of honour not to stir from
home on such a day, finding lier seclusion probably
rather wearisome, went to the laundry to irululge in
a chat with Clelia, a circumstance, by the by, which
had happened but rarely of late.
The marchioness had so far recovered from the
shock of her spaniel's death, or else mastered her grief
so well, as not to make any even the slightest mention
or allusion to her sad bereavement; on the contrary,
she touched on none but light and genial topics, dAvell-
ing much upon the accomplishments of the Prince of
llocca Ginestra, one of her guests on the evening before.
What a fine horseman he was! what a capital whip!
and, oh, what a magnificent tenor voice he had! Did
Clelia know the Prince of Kocca Ginestra? Clelia had
no acquaintance with princes, but she knew the prince
by sight.
Says my lady, "If he could only be prevailed on
to join her amateur opera company, what an accession
of talent he would bring to it! A host in himself! By
the by, the theatre is nearly finished; where is the
scene-painter Clelia had recommended and begged her
to employ?" Clelia answered for his appearance on
the morrow, if such should be her ladyship's pleasure.
Clelia had not dared to broach the subject during the
late circumstances at the villa.
"What cannot be cured must be endured, my good
girl," observes my lady, philosoi)hically, shaking her
pretty head to signify the shaking off the weight of
her grief. "Bring your painter with you to-morrow
186 LAvrsiA.
morning; I am curious to see tliis sweetheart of
yours."
"My betrothed! your ladyship means," said Clelia,
•with a blush.
"Dear me, child, how you blush!" laughed the
marchioness; "betrothed, or sweetheart, where is the
difference?"
The result of this conversation was, that by nine
o'clock of the next day, Clelia and Salvator were
briskly trotting out of the Porta del Popolo, on their
way to Villa Torralba; Clelia giving Salvator a detailed
account of all the particulars above related, as a key
to his new patroness's character; Salvator listening in
mute amazement, save now and then for an irresistible
burst of laughter, or some irresistibly appropriate quo-
tation from one of his dear librettos. The day was
lovely, the air bracing; not a tree but birds twittered
on it, not a patch of grass but swarmed with blackbirds.
The lovers had not met for a week, and were now
going on an errand full of happy promise for them.
What wonder if they were in high spirits, or that the
narrative, instead of flowing on steadily, proceeded by
fits and starts! Their rather quick pace, and the
exertion of speaking at the same time, had heightened
Clelia's colom-. The most skilful hair-dresser or lady's-
maid could not have arranged her rich dark cm'ls, and
the black veil thrown over her head, to greater ad-
vantage than the morning breeze had done; in short,
she looked so pretty in her neat though very faded
cotton gown and worn-out mantle, that Salvator was
quite excusable, if in his admiration of the speaker he
occasionally lost the thread of her story, and had to
pray of her to begin afresh.
LUGETE VENERES. 187
The little rricin himself, in his big white cravat,
enormous shirt-collar, and complete black suit (Paolo's
best) dangling over his heels, worn or rather carried
with a mixture of natural comicality and assumed gra-
vity, looked so pre-eminently ludicrous, that Clelia
could not help now and then interrupting herself to
say, with a ringing laugh, —
"Oh! my poor Salvator, what a figure you have
made of yourself! "
At which Salvator would stop short, take all the
survey he could of his person, and answer gravely, —
"The tails of my coat are rather too long, are
they? Better sin by excess than by deficiency, Clelia,
eh? Altogether I am sure that I look respectable,
parliamentary. You'll sec I shall make an impression
on my lady, I shall."
A very ridiculous impression, Clelia fears.
"Would that it might be so," says Salvator, "for
then my success will be assured. He who amuses is
always welcome, don't you see?"
Clelia's account of the seuora being at last finished,
the little painter gave his opinion as to the case; it
was clear, exactly such a one as the libretto described
in pointed language: Che sia forse ossessa o mattn: ]\fi
da molto a sospettar. In other words, that the Sefiora
Marchesa was cracked. Clelia did not agree with him;
the marchioness was in her right senses, and good
enough too, but she had whims and fancies, like all
great folks, who had plenty of money, and too much
leisure. Clelia had had some experience of such people
while she was with Bianchini, the celebrated cameoist.
As soon as they had chosen one cameo, they thought
they preferred another, and when the other was sent,
188 LAVKU.
their rage for cameos was over, and tliey "wanted some-
thing: else.
"As far as I can judge," wound up Clelia, in her
wisdom, "it is the difficulty of getting at a certain
object, Avhich whets our desii'e for its possession; and
when it also demands any exertion of our own for its
attainment, then its value and our pleasure are en-
hanced when we get it at last. But those who have
only to wish in order to have, experience no satisfac-
tion in winning that, to reach which they have not had
to use spur or whip; consequently, they care for no-
thing in particular, and theu-s are only whims, not
wishes.''
"Just so,'' assented Salvator. "For instance —
but first permit me to tell you that your mantle is
changing its colour, turning from black to red — "
"It is not,'' protested Clelia.
"And," went on Salvator, "for the last six months
has been growing thinner and thinner ; and just for the
last six months I have had the wish in my heart to
give you a new one."
"There is nothing the matter with it," put in Clelia;
"nothing that I could not set to rights, if I had a little
time to myself."'
"My opinion is diametrically opposed to yours,"
calmly announced the little man. "A new one you
shall have; but now let me go on, will you? I was
then going to say that, for instance, the amount of
pleasui-e I have had and have, in hoarding my paoli
one by one, towards the purchase of this cloak, or
whatever you call it, and in figm-iug to myself your
pretty look on receiving it, is quite incredible, I assure
you. Xow, if I had at all times twenty, or even ten, scudi
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at my command, all the pleasure I have had in trying
to save up two scudi for you would have been lost,
would it not?"
"And what you are pleased to talk of as my pretty
look on receiving it, wouldn't have been so pretty
as it will be — but, no, you want the money your-
self, for really you are out at elbows, my poor Sal-
vator."
"Not so bad, not so bad, my dear; my black
velvet suit only needs a little tailoring to be as good
as new."
"And your linen is in such a lamentabla state; you
have scarcely enough for a change; and your stockings
— dreadful!"
"As to stockings, I contemplate a radical reform
in that respect. I consider stockings rather as an article
of luxury than — . Bless me! two blackbirds, I de-
clare." Salvator could not see a blackbird without being
frightfully excited.
"Pity you haven't a grain of salt in your pocket,"
laughed Clelia.
"Pro/j pudor!" remonstrated Salvator. "What was
I about to say? something beautiful and highly philo-
sophical, I know."
"About stockings, or blackbirds?" suggested the
girl.
"About saucy lasses, for whom notliing is sacred,
not even white cravats, and parliamentary array —
kuckerikoo!"
"Don't be foolish, and make haste."
"More easily said than done," remarked Salvator,
piteously; "how can J make haste with this confounded
appendage I have to drag after me?" Paolo's trous^'rs
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had. been tucked up in a hurry to fit Salvator's little
limbs, and now the fastening of the left leg had given
way, and a good twelve inches was revelling in the
dust under his foot, and trijijjiug him up at every
step.
"Holy patience!" pouted Clelia, "how awkward
these men are!" and kneeling down on one knee, she
managed to turn up the obnoxious surplus of cloth, and
to fasten it inside with pins.
"You are the handiest, nicest, kindest, most blessed
little wife, that ever fell to the lot of a harum-scarum
monkey. I must give you a kiss for your pains."
"Be quiet," cried Clelia; "don't you see that there
are people at the gate?"
"I see two horses, which are not likely to tell tales,"
said Salvator.
"And a man close to them, j)erhaps my lady's
groom. Make haste; if my lady goes out without
seeing you, God knows when you will have another
chance."
Had not the fear of missing my lady interfered with
Clelia's usual clear sight, she might have discovered at
a glance, as she passed through the gate, that the j^er-
son in charge of the horses was not one belonging to
the marchioness's establishment, and that on both horses
were men's saddles. As to Salvator, he was a poor
observer at all times, and a poorer one than ever at
this moment, when he conceived his fortune was at
stake.
Clelia left him at the foot of the marble stairs,
while she hastened in search of her mistress. The
seilora Avas noAvhere to be found in the house. Pepita
had not seen her for the last hour. Clelia, in a great
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flutter of spirits, rushed down by a back stair, going
straight to Manuelito's tomb. But no marchioness was
there. Clelia made the tour of the grounds, and was
going to give up the chase in despair, when she be-
thought herself of the shooting gallery, where the mar-
chioness often amused herself with practising at a mark.
Clelia made for the shooting gallery. It was built
along the wall, at the bottom of the garden behind the
house.
The door was ajar; Clelia peeped in, saw her lady-
ship talking with a strange gentleman, and drew back
hastily. A lioness surprised in her den could not have
looked fiercer than did the marqjiioness, when she rushed
after Clelia.
"What impertinence is this?" she asked, in a voice
of thunder, her eyes emitting sparks of fire. "How
dare you intrude on me?"
Poor Clelia was more dead than alive: she humbly
begged pardon; she had come to say, that the scene-
painter was Avaiting- her ladyship's commands.
"Confound you, and your scene-painter," stormed
my lady; "begone botli of you; I don't want him, or
anybody — begone."
The girl had not waited for the second "begone"
to take flight.
Salvator's face lengthened considerably on hearing
of the untoward change of mind, which had knocked
down the edifice of his future grandeur. He expressed
his firm conviction notwithstanding, that if my lady had
seen him, he would have made an impression which
would have given another turn to the matter. As it
was, hoAvever, he OAvned that he could devise nothing
better to do than to take himself away, and since
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Signora Pentesilea tacT not done things hj half, but
had hiduded Clelia in his disgrace, or him in hers, as
the case might be, had not Clelia better depart with
him, and they might look at blackbirds at their leisure?
What did she think?
Clelia's first impulse was to go, but she resisted
it, and, upon second thoughts, determined to remain.
The seiaora was quick and fanciful, but she was also
kindly, and there were great chances of her repenting
of her passion, or, more likely still, forgetting it alto-
gether, and requiring Clelia's services again as if no-
thing had happened. Salvator, therefore, had to make
his exit alone, which he did, humming sotto voce an
operatic air, most apropriate to the circumstances, to the
effect that —
" II Pascia poter di Bacco,
Colle code dcntro il sacco,
E strappandosi i mustacchi,
Alza i tacclii e sene va."
Clelia, on her part, glided away quietly to the
room where she usually sat, and began to work as well
as the state of her trembling fingers would permit.
Certainly not more than hcilf an hour had elapsed,
before she received a hasty summons to the presence
of the marchioness. Clelia was not slow to obey, fol-
lowing Pepita who had brought her the message. She
was. led to the spot, where lay Manuelito's mortal
remains. There, seated on a bench, under a lime-tree,
Clelia found her mistress. The lady, looking rather
confused, it must be owned, asked — ,
""Well, where is the scene-painter?"
Clelia, surprised at this unexpected question, answered
timidly that the scene painter was gone.
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"Gone!" exclaimed my lady, starting up and stamp-
ing her foot. "Is every one here gone crazy, or is
there a conspiracy to make me so? I ask for a scene-
painter — he comes — I am ready to receive him,
and then I am told he is gone. Ah! everything goes
wrong since I lost my Manuelito," and she burst into a
passionate fit of tears.
"Don't, pray don't, seuora," entreated Clelia, dis-
tressed. "I'll go, and bring the painter back this mi-
nute," and she was hurrying away.
"Where, in the name of wonder, is the girl going?"
cried the lady. "Cannot you understand that you will
never overtake him if you go ou foot? Pepita, have a
carriage ready this very instant, and go with the girl.
Make haste!"
The carriage was soon ready, and Clelia and Pepita
started in pursuit of Salvator. They found him at no
great distance from the villa, sq^uattcd on a stone, and
watching with intense interest the gambols of some
blackbirds, on a patch of grass bordering the road.
To explain the nature of their errand, to take him into
the carriage, and bring him back in triumph to the
villa, was the affair but of a few minutes. Salvator
evinced no greater surprise at this new turn of the
wheel of his fortunes, than that conveyed by his giving
forth with the greatest zest the two hackneyed lines
from the Barbiere: —
"Donne, Donne etcrni Dei,
Clii v'arriva a indovinar?"
Clelia's prophecy was realized in full. The im-
pression produced by her little friend ou the senora was
one of unbounded hilarity. Do what she would to
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control herself, the struggle "was vain; she succumbed
to fit after fit of hearty laughter. Salvator stood the
ordeal beautifully; he did not so much as wink, but
seemed quite absorbed in an artistic survey of the
grounds. At last, her paroxysms having abated, the
marchioness was able to speak.
"I understand that you are a scene-painter," she
began.
"I beg your ladyship's pardon, I am a landscape
painter, in the style of Salvator Rosa, but I do paint
scenes occasionally."
"In what theatre have you been employed in that
capacity?"
"In none," said Salvator, "but I have painted
scenery for private theatricals."
"That alters the case," quoth my lady. "I want
a first-rate scene-painter — some one who knows all
about it."
"I do know all about it," asserted Salvator.
"But how can I be sure that you do?"
"Try me," was the laconic reply.
"Well, I will: it is now eleven o'clock; I give you
till six to produce a specimen of your skill."
"I ask no more," said Salvator, "that is, if all re-
quisite materials are ready."
"Xothing is ready," replied the noble creole. "Take
the carriage, go to town, and get all you require."
"A canvas of the proper size," objected Salvator,
"requires time to be prepared and stretched."
"Ah! but time is the only thing I cannot afford.
Can you paint only on canvas?"
"I can paint on anything^'''' emphasized Salvator.
"A whitewashed wall?" interrogated she.
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"Perfectly," he answered.
"Then follow me," and she led the way to the
shooting gallery, in which that part of the wall behind
the target had been recently whitewashed. Pointing to
the space, the marchioness said, "There, then, is your
canvas; make haste, and remember that you are to
paint so as to produce a good effect from a distance,
but from near it must look all blotches and patches."
Salvator muttered something irreverent about carry-
ing bats to Athens , and bowed himself out of his pa-
troness's presence. We need not follow him to Rome,
nor yet back to the shooting-gallery, though we may
imagine him there Avith towels pinned all over him to
protect Paolo's black suit, painting with a will, and
singing scraps from manifold librettos. To make a
long story short, we will only say that before the
appointed hour, Salvator had achieved a page of tropi-
cal vegetation — mark this stroke of policy, if you
please — as was sure to find its way to the heart of
any native of the torrid zone. Palm and banana trees
in the foreground, the rains of a temple half clicked by
enormous cactuses in the middle, and on the horizon a
perfect torrisco , or jungle of cedars , — these were the
main features of this remarkable composition; to deepen
the local colouring, the painter had generously sprinkled
about red Howers of the size of melons, and a moderate
allowance of monkeys and variegated parrots.
And did not her ladyship clap her hands, and
scream with delight, at this delineation of the dear
familiar trees, and monkeys, and parrots, and summon
the whole household to come and admire it? And did
not her ladyship next groAV frightfully agitated at the
recollection of her country, aud be on the very point
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of crying her beaixtiful eyes out, only catcliing slglit iu
time of Salvator swaddled in towels, almost die of
laughing instead? And when on close inspection, her
ideal of horrible patches and blotches was discovered
in plenty, what transports could exceed my lady's trans-
ports? Was there ever a painter to equal hev little
painter?
And on dinner being announced , who but the small
man must sit opposite to the great lady, with his be-
trothed by his side, and be feasted with choicest dain-
ties and choicest wines, — just as if his next task were
to get a fit of tipsiness, or of apoplexy?
Salvator ate and drank like one who had break-
fasted on a halfpenny roll at eight in the morning, and
cracked jokes and quoted from the libretto with the
hearty zest of one whose natural flow of spirits, ready
at all times, is quickened by success, and the prospect
of a fortune. The marchioness protested over and over
again that a more amusing fellow did not exist in
creation.
Clelia spoke little; jjrobably she was not the least
happy of the three. And so , it was settled , inter po-
ctda, that on the morrow the newly appointed scene-
painter in ordinary to her ladyship should enter on his
functions. On their road to their respective homes,
Salvator rather triumphantly asked Clelia, —
"Now, was I right or not when I told you, that I
needed only to be seen to make a favourable impres-
sion on the seuora?"
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CHAPTER XVII.
Miss Lavinia's Diarj'.
"Dear Lady Augusta,
"I BEGIN to feel composed enougli to give you
a tolerably intelligiLle account of wliat has passed.
Twenty four hours of reflection, united to aunt's kindly
advice and tenderness, have calmed the hrst tumixlt of
my feelings. I now clearly see my position, and
lionestly accept it; and to be quite frank with you,
I am reconciled to it. In my eagerness to please, in
ray zeal to serve, I authorized hopes, which I have not
the heart to disappoint. At all events, I did not do so
when I ought; indeed, a concourse of strange circum-
stances had thrown me so com2)letely oft' my guard,
that when those hopes clothed themselves with words
and asserted their existence, all my presence of mind
deserted me; I could find nothing to say but what
passion might fairly construe into acquiescence. Do
not judge me harshly — do not call me silly — he
had shown himself so noble! he was so tender, so re-
spectful! and so utterly wretched! he — but I promised
you a clear explanation, and I am giving you instead
enigmas. Have patience with me; my mind is still so
ill at rest, that I cannot help my thoughts running off
into all sorts of speculations.
" The conclusion of my last letter to you — I don't
mean the hasty postscript, but what went before, though
I cannot recall the exact phrase — must have shown
you the state I was in, when Signor Paolo was an-
nounced. I really was, without exaggeration, half dis-
tracted. Reflecting since on my agitation, so dispro-
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portioned to the cause, so little natural also in one of
my buoyant spii'its, I cannot help imagining that a
mysterious presentiment of some impending decisive
event must have oppressed me. Probably he saw at
the first glance that I was disturbed, for he asked at
once if I were ill, or if anything had happened to dis-
tress me. In my perplexity I caught at this opening to
say, 'Yes, that something was distressing me, and a
something connected with him.' He looked startled
and uneasy at this announcement, and said hastily,
'He hoped I was not going away.' His voice quite
faltered. I answered, 'Oh no, not yet.' You cannot
think what a brightness spread over his face, 'and how
his eyes sparkled! 'You gave me a terrible fright,' he
said , adding that now, any other communication I might
have to make, however unpleasant, he should be able
to bear.
"'To prevent your fancy taking a wi'ong flight a
second time,' said I, 'perha^is I had better make no
more preambles, but tell you that I have a request to
make to you, a favour to ask.'
'"A request, a favour of me!' he exclaimed. 'And
pray, is it a fear of my refusal that disturbs you?'
These last words were said ■^^•ith a beautiful smile of
kind meaning.
"'Exactly so!' I answered, quickly; 'I am ex-
ceedingly set upon your granting me this favour, and
I am not at all sure that you will.'
"'Try me, at all events,' he said, with another
smile.
'"You know, don't you,' I went on, concealing my
increasing anxiety under an appearance of playfulness,
'that women are born busybodies, and cannot resist the
MISS lavinia's diaky. 199
temptation of being diplomatists in a small way?' His
eyes were fixed earnestly on me, as if to divine my
words before they were spoken. 'Well, I Avant to be
a peacemaker. A little bird has whispered to me, that
there exists something like a feud between you and a
venerable, kind relation of yours, who ' I dared
go no further, stopped by the change of expression in
my listener's countenance: it was literally fearful; his
brows lowered — his lips and nostrils qixivered with
scorn and hatred.
"'You allude to Monsignor Rodipani — to that gem
of a bishop as well as an uncle.'
"He spoke in such a bitter tone that I only bowed
assent.
"'May I ask, signorina, who revealed to you this
relationship?'
"I did not feel sure that I was justified in saying
who, so I kept silent.
" 'The count, no doubt,' he went on; 'it is like one
of his tricks. What right has that buffoon to interfere
with my private affairs?'
"This contemptuous way of speaking of an estimable
nobleman roused my indignation, and restored all my
courage.
"'I beg, Signor Paolo, you will speak in my pre-
sence with more respect of a gentleman for whom I
have a real esteem. Pray, understand that the only
person who has ventured to interfere with your affairs
is — myself. So pour out the vials of your wrath upon
me — exclusively upon me — as the offence, if offence
there be, is exclusively mine.'
"He replied in a very subdued tone,
"'Pardon my warmth; it was not, could not be, in-
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tended for you. Your motives, I kuo-\v, cannot but 'be
the purest, the noblest. Will you let me hear what it
is you wish me to do?"
"This was spoken so calmly, and so gently, that a
ray of hope came and cheered me into believing that I
might yet be the conqueror in this sh-uggle. I said ac-
cordingly, —
'"Though your manner is not very encom-agiug, it
shall not prevent my attempting to perform what I
consider to be a duty. You will listen to me, will you
not?'
"As he did not speak, I continued:
"'I can perceive that you have, or that you fancy
you have, legitimate causes of complaint against this
connection of yours. I will even allow that you have
right on your side. But is not forgiveness of injuries
the sublimest prerogative of a noble soul? The bishop
is old, infirm, most likely repentant — perhaps, he often
gloomily meditates on death, which cannot be far dis-
tant for him, and, so meditating, wishes to be reconciled
to his only near relation, before going to render his last
account. Could you, would you refuse him this con-
solation, before he dies?'
'"If he is in pressing need of this great consola-
tion,' said Signor Paolo, drily, 'let him ask me for it,
and I will then consider what it becomes me to do.'
"I answered: 'Your words are both haughty, and,
I regi'et to say, unfeeling. A man of monsignor's age
and station in life may reasonably object to making ad-
vances, when he is uncertain in what spirit they may
be received. Eemove that uncertainty. Send him a
line — just one line, breathing duty and submission.'
MISS lavinia's diary, 201
"At tliis word, Signor Paolo grew black in the face,
and througli his clenched teeth, exclaimed, —
"'Never, never! an act of submission from me!
Not to secure eternal life! All licll would laugh and
paradise weep if I did so. Is the tortured to beg for-
giveness of the torturer, the victim on the scaffold of
the executioner? That man was the torturer and exe-
cutioner of my family. He cursed my parents on the
day they became man and wife, and ever after shrank
from them as though they had been impure criminals;
he allowed my father — my father, innocent of all of-
fence — to rot in a prison, while, had he only raised
his little finger, he could have had him righted; he al-
lowed my mother, his own niece, in whose veins ran
his own blood, to faint away on the steps of his palace
with the fatigue of long waiting; he allowed her to die
slowly of a broken heart; and when I was cast on the
world at seventeen, an orphan and a beggar, he did his
best to add degradation to my misery — yes, he pro-
posed an infamous bargain to me, that I should discard,
as an unsightly garb, my father's name — his un-
sullied name; I was to sell it to this judge in Israel for
thirty pieces of silver.'
"I don't know what impression they may prodiice
on you — paper is but a poor conductor of the elec-
tricity of passion; but the words, voice, and look made
me feel as I never felt before in my life. I was ready
to cry, and fall at his feet, and beg him to forgive me,
but I could not speak a single syllable for the lump in
my throat. Do you believe in magnetism — in that
mysterious power which puts your Avill at the mercy o£
another's will? I begin to do so; he might liavc com-
manded me at that moment, and I should have submis-
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sively obeyed. So young! so heroic! I can't describe
to you bow be looked, standing there alone — one
against the world! Even I, striving to lay another
burden upon him! So preposterous of me to compare
him to any one-, and yet the only way I have of mak-
ing you comprehend at all what I mean, is to say he
was like Mario as Ravenswood, when he hurls at the
Ashtons that contemptuous curse, Vi disprezzo. Do you
remember how it always made us cry, and long that
we could have helped him, and given proper courage to
that poor little Lucy? Well, I felt a thousand thousand
times more, only I could not shed a tear, or show any
feeling — just as if I had been turned into Lot's wife,
"At last I stammered out some sort of apology. I
said how sorry I was for giving him pain, and that the
only excuse I could plead for my indiscretion was the
great interest I felt in him, my sole prompter. It went
to my heart to see how instantly this pacified him. His
face cleared, and he even smiled on me; it was like a
ray of sunshine putting out a fire, for every lurking
trace of anger disappeared. I had never heard him
speak with the voice with which he asked me, 'Do you
really take an interest in me?'
"'How can you doubt it?' said I, almost indig-
nantly.
"'In fact, how could I? Had you not felt for me,
would you ever have done me all the good you have?'
"'The credit you give me is so little deserved that
you mortify me. What have I ever done for you, who
tinily have done so much for me?'
"'I will tell you,' he said, gravely, 'you have sa-
tisfied the great desire of my nature — that craving af-
ter sympathy of the softest kind, and without which
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man is, and must be, for ever incomplete; you have shed
around me all those refining and elevating influences,
of which God has given the secret and privilege to
women; you have made me a far better, far richer, far
happier being than I was when I first met you. Is that
nothing?'
'"Ah! don't say that, Signor Paolo. Good Avorks,
to be meritorious, ought to be consciously done, and I
am too honest to say I tried to confer any of these be-
nefits on you.'
"He said, 'I don't see the necessity of the intention;
the good produced is no less a good — the recipient is
no less benefited, though it may be done undesignedly.
What is it to me though the rose be unconscious of its
perfume, and the nightingale of the charm of its song,
and the sun of its beneficent action on men and things?
For me it is enough to know that the sun, and the
nightingale, and the rose do me good, to feel thankful
to them, and to bless them. Allow me on the same
ground to feel thankful to you and to bless you.'
"To be thanked and blessed in such a strain is a
trial of a new kind, I can tell you; up to that moment I
had no idea that praise and blessings might be more
difiicult to bear than abuse. Perhaps it was only the
effect of his voice. There were tones in it such as I
bad never heard in his or any other voice before —
tones that made my heart beat high and fast. So I
hastened to reply, 'If I am to accept your thanks for
the past, it is on the condition that you help me to de-
serve them for the future. Is there nothing I can do
for you ivitttnrjlyP
"'Ask, rather,' was his impetuous rejoinder, 'if there
be anything you could not do for me. Have you, then.
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no conception of your power over me? I am like soft
wax in your hands, ready to be moulded to any sliape
you please. There arc stirring within me strange
energies, either for good or evil-, bid them take a lofty
aim. I am, as it were, a child groping his way in the
dark — illumine my path, and make me good. I feel
as if I had something here and here,' pointing to his
forehead and his heart — 'something like a golden
thread worth discovering. Help me, and make me great.
Be my good genius; be my muse; be — '
"He gasped for breath as he looked me full in the
face.
"'A poor muse, but a'willing one,' muttered I, scarce-
ly knowing what I said, I was so much moved; 'what
must I do to make you good and great?'
"He rose and cried, with outsti'etched hands, 'Bid
me be so through you and for you.'
"The burst of passion with which this was said left
no doubt as to its meaning. Those large eyes of his,
riveted on mine, were too full of eloquent comment on
what had fallen from his lips, to leave room for any
misunderstanding. The intensity of my embarrassment
amounted to positive agony. I could think of nothing
to say, and yet speak I must, or how would he construe
my silence? It generally happens, so at least I have
read somewhere, that a woman in such a dilemma is
sure to say or do the very thing that increases the dif-
ficulty of her position; just like a bird but partially
caught in a snare, which in its frightened eagerness to
disengage itself, only gets more and more entangled.
This was the case with me. What do you suppose
that I did but put on a lively air, cruelly belied by the
thumping of my heart, and say in a wouhl-be spirited
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manner, 'Do you knoAv, Signor Paolo, this looks like
a declaration in due form?'
"'It is,' was tke quick answer.
"I cannot tell what change came over my coun-
tenance at these words. I suppose I must have looked
indignant, though I confess to my shame I did not feel
so. Perhaps my cheeks on fire — all my blood had
rushed to my head ■ — gave him the impression that he
had affronted me; for, joining his hands in supplication,
he said, hurriedly, 'Do not be offended. For God's
sake, do not mistake me. My heart was too full. I
must speak or die. It was in no spirit of presumption
that I said what I said; we feel our own worthlessness,
do we not? and yet we aspire to heaven. It is in such
a spirit I regard you. It is in all humility that I lift
up my hands and cry, "Unworthy as I am, let me try
and deserve you.'"
"Was there ever a lover's suit more gently or
modestly urged? I was fairly conquered, and I gave
him leave to try. In what words I do not know, but
I know that I did so. lie half shut his eyes, like one
dazzled, and put his hand on liis heart as if in pain.
'Then I am blessed indeed,' he murmured; 'it is almost
too great joy to bear; you are an angel; yours in life
and death.'
"Aunt, who, during the last ten minutes, had been
absent from the room, reappeared. Oh! had she come
only a few seconds sooner! She was so struck by his
extreme paleness, that she asked if he were ill. ' Yes,
ill with happiness,' he said; and so saying he knelt
down at her feet, laid one of her hands on his head,
then, drawing it down to his lips, kfssed it fervently,
206 LAVXNIA.
and without another word dej)artecl. As for me, I fell
on aunt's neck, and sobbed aloud.
* * H5 * *
"I had so far succeeded in mastering my emotion
as to be able to speak, when the sound of uncle's voice
made me huny to my own room. It was then I ad-
ded that confused P. S. to my last letter, which must,
I am sure, have sorely perplexed you.
"Uncle detained my aunt till dinner time, and af-
terwards visitor succeeded visitor, as if on purpose to
vex me-, the chevalier, the count. Captain and Mrs.
Paddock, all came. We had tea, and plenty of talk,
Avith interminable lectures from Mr Jones on 'English
Eailroads' and the 'Bank of England.' Fancy with
what interest I must have listened. I could see that
aunt was half distracted with impatience. However, h
quelque chose malheur est hon. I made use of the op-
j^ortunity to beg the count not to trouble himself any
more about our little scheme, as I had found Signor
Paolo quite intractable on the subject. The count was
full of regrets, the more particularly as the hundred
scudi had been actually paid that very morning to the
person he had mentioned to us, and everything pro-
mised well. He proposed to return me the money,
and let the loss be his; of course, I would not hear of
any such thing. I am not sure that he will not carry
out the plan single-handed; he hinted as much. "Who
knows, after all, but that the old bishop will relent,
and himself make the first advance to Signor Paolo?
"At last, every one was gone, and I might say
good night and go too. Aunt soon came to my room,
and I made a full confession of what had passed be-
tween Signor Paolo and me. Her first feeling was
MISS lavinia's diary. 207
rather one of pleasure than of pain. She is so fond
of him, she said she was perfectly sure he would make
me happy. But when she came to think of Mr. Jones,
her heart misgave her, nor was mine better assured.
Signor Paolo was, there was no denying the fact, under
the present circumstances, about the last man Mr. Jones
would accept as a husband for me. And as to my
marrying without Mr. Jones's consent, that was an ab-
solute impossibility. 'You are entirely dependent on
your uncle, my poor child,' said my aunt; 'it is my
fault, all my fault. Had I only been a little prudent,
a little less credulous, I should have been able
to help'^you through this difficult pass. But, though
no longer young when I married a second time, I was
utterly without worldly experience, and knew no more
about marriage settlements than a child of six years
old. All that was mine is now your uncle's, and I
have not a penny I can call my own', and while she
was saying this, the poor soul wrung her hands, and
her eyes turned into fountains. It was now my turn
to give consolation, which I did as best I could, and
then once more we discussed Signor Paolo. Our long
and anxious consultation left me aware, that all I could
expect from my aunt, at least as long as this state of
bewilderment lasts, is the warmest sympathy, but not
the guidance I need. So I took the lead myself and
began, 'You can enlighten' me on one point, which
once clear to me, I shall see what my future conduct
ought to be. Do you think that what I said to Signor
Paolo — I mean that the sort of encouragement I gave
him — entitles him to consider me as — engaged to
him, and must have and has been so construed by
him?'
208 LAVINIA.
"She reflected for a minute or so, tlien replied, 'If
I am to speak conscieutiouslj, I must say, yes.
"'Theu I know Avliat I have to do,' said I. *As
au honest girl, I must abide by the consequences of
my impmdence, put my trust in God and in the chap-
ter of accidents.'
"'Unless,' said aunt, and then hesitated. 'But no
— it would break his heart.'
"I entreated her to speak openly to me.
'" I Tvas going to say,' she went on, 'unless you
were to appeal to Signor Paolo, and — '
'"And prevail on him to set me free — in fact,
deny my own words; is that what you mean, dear
aunt'?' She nodded assent.
"'Well, come what will of it,' I rejoined, 'I will
never do that. Rash I may have been, selfish and un-
feeling I won't be.'
"Aunt took me in her arms, and kissed and bles-
sed me fervently. 'God bless you, ray child! you are
a noble creature.' But I need not repeat what further
she said; you know how partial she is to me. So, you
see, it is all settled. I am engaged, and intend to let
things take their coui'se.
".j: ^ 5? 5? 5?
"Am I really in love with this young man? indeed,
that is really more than I can say, I am sure; at any
rate, not in love as heroines of novels are. I think
him handsome, to begin with, and a genius in painting:
as to that I have not the least doubt. I admire his
many fine qualities, his' original turn of mind; above
all, his simple, generous heart. His conversation is
MISS lavinia's diary. 209
agreeable to me; his approbation flatters me; I like 'him
to be near me; in short, none of the young- men I have
met up to this day ever either struck my fancy or in-
terested me as much as he does. But is this real love?
Love! Can I lay my hand on my heart, and say ho-
nestly that my whole soul is wrapt up in him, as the
phrase goes — that he is the sunshine of my life —
that it would break my heart if I were separated from
him? To none of these and other fine things I have
read of in novels, can I plead guilty. Either I am not
born with such exalted feelings, or the romance writers
over-colour their pictures for the sake of effect. On the
contrary, far from thinking him the most perfect of
mortals, I am keenly alive to his short-comings, to his
prejudices — * I was almost going to say, to what is ri-
diculous in him; positively, some of his absurd notions
about dress, &c., deserve no other name than ridicu-
lous. Nay, if the truth must be told, there is even
fermenting within me at this very moment something
uncommonly like a leaven of irritation against him, for
the world of trouble he is bringing on me. I was so
happy, so without care, before I knew him. Ah! well,
I am nevertheless resolved to do my duty by him, so
long as he does his by me — I mean, continues niodest
and submissive. Woe to him if he — ! Much will
depend on his behaviour at our first meeting again.
. . . . In spite of my grand airs, I turn hot and
cold only to think of it. Alas! be a woman of the
world as much as you will, learn to sweep majestically
into crowded assemblies, and to stand the gaze of
hundreds of admirers, what does it avail? The moment
you meet a certain pair of predestined eyes, the Juno
vanishes, and there remains in her place an arrant cow-
Laviiiia. I. 14
210 LAVINIA.
ard . However, I should not advise liim to put ou
conqueriug looks, or —
"Conquering looks! be is the meekest, the gentlest,
the discreetest of lovers. He has been here. Oh I could
you have seen his confusion! how white and red he
turned! how his voice shook! it was absolutely painful!
I had to encourage him. He has thought of another
subject for a picture, and sketched it in already: Bea-
trice (of course, Beatrice means Laviuia) revealing her-
self to Dante; the scene is in the thirtieth canto of the
Fai'f/atory. He was anxious to know if I approved of
the subject, and of the manner in which he thinks of
treating it. I agreed that the subject was a fine one,
and, of course, the sequel is a rendezvous. We are to
go and see the sketch to-morrow, and, at the same
time, I am to give him another sitting. Only two or
three more sittings, and my portrait will be finished.
Visitors came in and interrupted our conversation. I
am glad to say that the circle of our English acquain-
tance widens apace. I am often now straitened for time.
He quietly dropped into a corner, but though I did not
look his Avay, I still felt his eye was ever on me, and
— if ever eye exj^ressed adoration, his did. Dante
miist have looked thus, when he met the shade of his
Beatrice. I was quite touched. I do, indeed, think
that I love him.
*****
"The Mancini are of a noble family. You will
find a number of them mentioned in Maunder's Biogra-
phical Dictionary. Cardinal Mazarin's nieces were all
Mancini, and all married very high. Three were du-
chesses, if I don't mistake, and the fourth a countess.
MISS lavinia's diarv. 211
The name sounds well, ten thousand times better than
tliat dreadfully dubious monosyllable, Jones. On this
one subject I do aj^ree with uncle; he can neither hear
it sjioken nor see it in print, without a shuddering anti-
cipation of its being used as a target for ridicule. I
know very well that this is a mere vulgar prejudice,
for what can there be in a name, that it should make
or unmake a man's claim — I don't say to respectabi-
lity, but — to refinement and to move in a certain
rank? Well, though my reason tells me, that we really
lay too much stress on what lie calls 'accidents,' yet I
cannot help shrinking from Jones and liking Mancini.
Signora Paolo Mancini tout court may look rather mea-
gre, but it is at least euphonic. If he were to settle
in England — Signer Paolo I mean — I have not a
doubt in the world of his being knighted. Was Eubens
a knight or baronet? I forget. I hear you say, a knight
is a poor pittance — • poor indeed for one who till
lately never even thought of a husband under a mar-
quis. Ah! bygones must be bygones now. My lot is
cast in a humble sphere, and I must reconcile myself
to it. After all, there is a probability, or rather per-
haps a possibility, that his relation the old bishop may
leave him a fortune, and enable him to take the posi-
tion his birth entitles him to. Yet, Avhy should I want
a fortune left to him? His genius ensures his making
one; and even if poor, is not genius an excellent jiass-
port into the highest society? Who cares whether such
men as Sir E. L. or C. S. are rich or poor? They move
in the best circles — nay, are included among the
guests of royalty. No one but feels honoured by their
notice.
* * :t: * *
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LAVINIA.
"When we reached the studio this morning, we
found the gentleman in a towering passion, a propos
of some arrests that were made last night. You can't
imagine what violent language he used, abusing every-
thing and everybody. I can understand that his feel-
ings should be far from friendly towards the powers
whose troops occupy his country. Let us only con-
sider what we should feel if .we had a French or
Austrian garrison in London! I can understand also
that he should find fault with the government of the
Pope. It must be galling to have an old priest lording
it over one. But that he should attack the principle
of royalty itself — that he should denounce all the
European Governments as immoral, nay, unchristian,
all aristocracies as selfish and corrupt, all social dis-
tinctians as mere shams — that icas more than I could
bear, and I frankly told him so. 'Whatever you do,'
said I, 'don't attack my beloved aristocracy — Eng-
lish aristocracy I mean — that is, if you care that we
should remain good friends. My reverence for it is
unbounded.'
"He looked rather thrown back, but replied, 'I
wish they may deserve your reverence. At all events,
it is very stupid of me to dwell upon politics. I shall
do so no more ,' and he painted on for some time in ^
silence. His fit of taciturnity did not last long, how-
ever, and presently he began talking as cheerfully and
pleasantly as usual. A great blessing, is it not, that
he should be so — docile is the word that falls from
my pen, only that is not a nice expression to apply to
one's future husband. I certainly am aware that I
have great influence over him, but I shall always use
it for his good. Sincerely speaking, I feel that I have
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in fact to educate him. He is primitive, full of asperity,
uncivilized, but a diamond in its rough state; yes, but
a real diamond, which only wants polishing to send
forth brilliant rays far and wide. I mean that my hands
shall bestow this polish. A proud and noble task it
will be to refine and raise to its natural level this
rugged nature, and to have both the power and the
will to do so. Now for the climax. My sitting over,
I was about to rise, when he stopped me, and knelt
down to mark out with chalk the outlines of my foot
on the floor,
"'Why do you do that?" I asked, and he answered,
'That I may kiss the spot on which the sole of your
shoe has rested.'
"Own that it was delicate and poetical, and, of
course, I did not grudge or refuse him this jnnocont
gratification: what woman would refuse to give hap-
piness at so small a cost? Now roaring like a lion,
anon cooing like a dove, whatever his other deficiencies,
certainly my Domenichino does not sin by want of
originality."
CHAPTER XVIII.
Optimism and Pessimism.
Paolo would not have changed his lot for that of
the mightiest monarch on earth. No throne but seemed
low, no crown but seemed valueless, compared to that
throne and crown to whicli he aspired. There was but
one Lavinia in creation, and that one he might, nay he
would, one day call his own. What prospect in the
world so glorious as this! and that he, of all men,
214 LAYINIA.
should be cLoscn for tLat triumpli — tbe tliouglit bad
sometbing maddeuing, mingled as it was witb retro-
spective terror unutterable, lest it sbould bave been
otherwise, and joy without end at the dear reality.
Paolo's happiness, in short, was so intense and com-
plete, that it seemed to him a foretaste of heaven. But
for a deep sense of kindly pity towards all of his sex
who had missed being tbe chosen of Laviuia — but
for an in-esistible yearning to poiu' into some friendly
bosom tbe exuberance of bis felicity ■ — Paolo would
have lost all consciousness of still belonging to this
mortal world, so high did his soul float on tbe wings
of enthusiasm, so luminous the atmosphere, so ineffable
tbe harmonies, so celestial the dews, in which it re-
velled.
Tbe friendly bosom, of course, could be no other
than that of Salvator, and be it was who had to bear
the bnint of this new psycbological phase of Paolo's
mind. As an enthusiast of the deepest hue , as Paolo's
ardent friend and admirer, as one over head and ears
in love himself, and who had, to the best of his power,
encouraged his friend to enlist in the amatory band,
Salvator was ready and qualified at all times to act tbe
part of sympathizing confidant to his brother painter;
but never more so than at this particular juncture,
when, owing to certain circumstances, his own mental
diapason had reached a pitch but little, if any, short of
that of his excited leader.
Salvator, in fact, had several legitimate causes for
elation. His fortunes, since we lost sight of him, had
thriven wonderfully. To his title and functions of
scene-painter in ordinary to the Marchioness Delfuego
y Arcos, had been added in rapid succession those of
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poet, clesiguer of costumes, director of choruses, and
prompter. In short, the active little body had become
the Atlas of the theatrical department at Villa Torralba.
Nor was this shower of honours and appointments the
only mark of encouragement he had received at her
ladyship's hand. Other tokens of his noble employer's
favoui", far more substantial, and no less Avelcome, had
followed apace. Thanks to these, Salvator had been
able to get rid of his only crying debt, the one to his
late landlord, been able to buy the long-desired silk
mantelet for Clelia, the long wanted suit of black, and
three changes of linen for himself, and, last not least,
to hire a decent room in the vicinity of Paolo's studio,
and to pay a quarter's rent in advance.
When we add that, after all this outlay, the little
painter found himself undisputed master of one-and-
thirty scudi, actually jingling harmoniously in his pocket
— one-and-thirty scudi, with which he was at a loss
what to do — the reader will rightly understand the
revulsion of feeling attendant upon such an unpre-
cedented — we were almost going to say unnatural —
state of affairs. To give an idea of Salvator's elated
mood, it will suffice to say, he actually proposed point-
blank to Clelia, and with the utmost gravity, as they
were now out of the reach of poverty, to marry at once.
To one whose imagination could travel at such speed
on his own account, the aerial flights in which Paolo
was indulging seemed quite in the common course of
nature. Nay, occasionally, Salvator's Pegasus would
devour space and time, at a rate too precipitate even
for Paolo, and stoppages and rebukes would follow.
Thus, for instance, Salvator would hear of no term of
probation for Paolo — probation forsooth — when the
216 LAVINIA.
yoimg lady was smitten to tlie very core of her Iieart,
and was probably on lier knees, trying to win a con-
sent from that old bear, her vmcle; al suo pie la sven-
iurat.
"Oh, Salvator!" remonstrated Paolo.
"Salvator, here; Salvator, there; I haven't been
making love for four years not to know something of
women's ways by this time," and allowing no oppor-
tunity for any more objections, off went the little man,
depicting Paolo as the happiest of husbands and mortals,
driving his carriage and four, and giving princely enter-
tainments to his friends in the splendid Villa Mancini
— that was to be.
"How you talk, Salvator! as if I cared for villas
and entertainments," protested sentimental Paolo. "No;
it is her heart that I want, and a quiet nook, where I
can hide my treasure from every eye but my own. I
shall be jealous, very jealous."
"Ah! indeed," quoth Salvator; "that alters the case.
Gia la fiera gelosia; versa tutto il suo vden. If you are
jealous, by all means have a quiet nook; only not too
far out of the way, or you know I could not visit you;
though, to be sure, I am in a fair way to having a gig
of my own. I don't suppose you mean to give me up,
or Clelia either, eh?"
Here there was an angry protest from Paolo against
so offensive an hypothesis, followed by a counter pro-
test from Salvator, that, as his practical view of things
was unpalatable, perhaps the best plan was for him to
hold his tongue, a resolution only formed to be broken,
succeeded, as it immediately was, by an ex-abrupto
motion from the little man of "Suppose we were to fix
OPTIMISM AND PESSIMISM. 217
on tlie same day for both our mamages? A capital
idea tliat, — what do you say, Paolo?"
With the exception of sundry of these little ebul-
litions, Salvator, as a rule, was content to take his cue
from Paolo, before bringing to bear on his friend's
effusions any of those choice scraps of his operatic re-
pertory which the analogy of sentiment or of situation
prompted. For instance, a fine tenor voice would oc-
casionally inform the public — at least, such part of
the public as chose to loiter over the Pincio after dusk
— that there existed in rerum natura a certain young
lady (name not given) — Bella siccome un angelo, whom
Heaven had created on purpose — 11 del V ha fatta
nascere — for a certain gentleman of the singer s ac-
quaintance, which gentleman having set it down as an
incontrovertible fact, that Quant i hcni ha terra e cieloy
V amor suo mi pub donar, gave fair warning to any one
disposed to question his assertion, that Suoni la tvomha,
intrepido; lo p)ugnero da forte^ and so on.
These points settled and resettled to their mutual
satisfaction, our two innamorati would leave the Pincio,
with perhaps a parting apostrophe to the moon, when
there was one, and repair to their separate homes with
heavy steps, but light hearts, to meet again on the
morrow at dusk, under the obelisk, to repeat much the
same things, and so on evening after evening.
If there ever was a sjnritual passion, it was this of
Paolo's, so exclusively and entirely did it feed on the
past and the future, so little did it demand from the
present. Lucky that it was so, for the present was
very parsimonious to the young dreamer. Never, at
any period of their acquaintance, had he seen so little
of Miss Lavinia (the lessons for some reason or other
218 LAVINIA.
were stopped altogether), and that little always iu the
presence of strangers; never had she meted out to him
with so chary a hand those imponderable and invaluable
tokens for favour, which in the time gone by she had
showered on him.
Was Miss Jones's reserve a sacrifice on the altar of
prudence, or was it a part of her educational scheme
for Paolo, or the result of a vague notion of having
given so much already as to be fairly excused from
making any further outlay? Be this as it may, Paolo
was perfectly satisfied with the little he received. His
happiness was independent of outward circumstances;
his love, his faith in her and himself, his recollections
of what had been, his fond imaginings of what might
be, were all-sufficient for him. Truly, Paolo bore his
own paradise within him.
He was now determined to make a clean breast of
it to Thornton ; but Thornton seemed equally determined
to give his young friend no chance of doing so, at least
in the natural way which Paolo would have preferred.
Ever since the Roman had dined at the Palazzo Mor-
lacchi , no reference whatever to the English family had
passed Mortimer's lips. Until his confession were made,
each day that went by brought with it a fresh feeling
of remorse to Paolo; so one fine morning he took the
bull by the horns, and said, hurriedly, —
"You were right after all, Mortimer, — I am in
love with Miss Lavinia."
"No news to me," answered the Englishman, with
a start, however, which gave the lie direct to his words;
"thus far the first part of my jn-ophecy is fulfilled; now
for the second."
"And pray what is the second?" inquired Paolo.
OPTIMISM AND PESSIMISM. 219
"Waste of time and of powers iu pursuit of a
chimera , disappointment , misery , and gnashing of
teeth."
"]\[ight you not as well prophesy luno jjowers
created by love divine, some noble work the result,
her hand the prize and reward of success?"
"Ay, her hand to be sure," sneered Mortimer.
"Let us have it a match by all means. Were there
ever two lovers better assorted? youth, health, rich
blood, smooth skin, on both sides. Quick! send for a
priest, and let us have the conjnngo pronounced on
these two bodies. Never mind the souls — they may
match or not; who cares if they do not? Not you for
one. You would marry on such terms-, yes, you would
if you could — thank your stars that you cannot."
"I protest to God," cried Paolo, enthusiastically,
"that her beauty is her least attraction to me; it is her
soul, her divine soul, that I covet, and whicli I must
conquer or die."
"You have known this lady for two months, seen
her, I believe, at most perhaps thirty times; seen her
more or less in a pose, that is, in the natural attitude
of "a young person who wishes to attract. By what
mysterious process have you, on so short a trial, ac-
quired as thorough a knowledge of her soul as if you
had made it yourself? Either you labour under a de-
lusion, or you are gifted with miraculous penetration."
"Two predestined souls," answered Paolo, "need
but to come in contact for a second, in order to re-
cognize, and have a thorough revelation of, each other.
In fact, they are but the two halves of a whole tending
with irresistible force to reconstitute itself. Now you
may sneer at your case."
220 LAVINIA,
"I will do better than tliat," said Mortimer. "Tliougli
you tempt me sorely, I shall leave you unchecked to
your Platonic theories. I will ask you only one sober
question — Are you prepared to thrust yourself on a
reluctant family?"
"I would rather die," said Paolo, sharply. "ISTo-,
my motto is, Chi non mi vitole, 7wn mi merita (who will
not have me, deserves me not)."
"Very well, that is all that is necessary, for then
you may renounce any more speculations as to what is
an impossibility for you. You might as well set about
wooing the moon, or one of the stars to come down
and marry you, as this yoiing lady. Can you bring
yourself to suppose that ]\Ir. Jones has raised this flower
with all the care and expense he has done, merely to
see it bloom on the bosom of a poor Roman painter?"
"I may make a great name?" suggested Paolo,
half proudly, half deprecatingly.
"My dear boy, were you Phidias, Ictinus, and
Apelles rolled into one, do you think Mr. Jones Avould
ever consider you his equal?"
"Xot his eqiial!" repeated Paolo , in a sort of shout,
and starting off his seat.
"Not his equal," quietly asserted Mortimer again.
"Man is never so well pleased as when he can draw a
line between himself and his fellow-man, and write
upon it, 'Xo trespassing allowed.' This drawing of
lines of demarcation is an art in which we Englishmen
excel; we practise it even against our own kin. As
far as foreigners are concerned, we place them exactly
where we place our own poor relations; not more illi-
beral in this, however, than your OAvn haughty an-
cestors of imperial Eome. Yes, we look down upon
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tbem as we do upon 'debilitated cousins.' You sliake
your head, my wise friend; you think the picture over-
drawn. I would swear to its having been taken from
life, and a good likeness also. You may pound an
Englishman in a mortar; but you will never pound out
of him the concei); that he is made of finer clay than
other mortals. JMr. Jones was born and brought up in
this creed, and in this creed he will die. Add to pride
of race, pride of money, and look to your laurels —
chances I mean."
"I know you don't like to be contradicted on cer-
tain topics," said Paolo, "or I should have something
to say."
"Speak it out; never fear contradicting me. I court
contradiction for once."
"If so, what I had to say is this," resumed Paolo,
"that unfortunately for the success of your argument,
it proves too much, and to prove too much, you know,
is to prove nothing. Kace-proud and purse-proud as
Mr. Jones may be, he is far less exclusive than you
make him out. No one can treat the count and che-
valier more politely, and yet they are foreigners."
"But the count and chevalier, child that you are,
have handles to their names, and that makes up for
the original sin of their being foreigners. A title is a
talisman no true-born Briton resists. England is the
paradise of title-bearers. Titles govern us at home, re-
present us abroad, command our armies, manoiuvre our
fleets , and with some exceptions — all rules have some
— fill every ofiice of trust, honour, and emolument.
Titles make our laws, our fashions, our rain and sun-
shine. Our daily papers register the comings and goings,
feastings and fastings, of these celestial bodies; and a
222 LAVINIA,
little of tliis prestige extends even to titled foreigners.
Such are not tlie rose certainly, but made in lier like-
ness. Now you Lave the secret of Mr. Jones's politeness
to counts and chevaliers. The day you are a marquis
— you need not redden as if I accused you of wishing
to be one — that day, if you were as stupid as an
owl, the uncle will be at your feet, and the niece — "
"Don't say so of her," interposed Paolo, with great
warmth; "she is far above such paltry feelings; I know
it, know it for a certainty;" and Paolo, with a flush
of infinite complacency, related the conversation that
had once passed between him and Miss Lavinia a propos
of a certain engraving representing a bevy of young
ladies adoring a coronet.
"All that sounds very sensible," rejoined Mortimer;
"biit let me remind you that theory and practice are
two things, not one. I have seen liberals of the sort
you decribe fall flat before a mere 'honourable.' How-
ever, our business lies not with the young lady now,
but with the well-to-do middle-aged uncle , and the
likelihood of your winning his good-will and money-
bags."
"Let us leave his money-bags out of the question;
I am not, thank God, driving a bargain. lie may keep
his money or throw it out of the window, for all I care.
I don't want it; I despise it," protested Paolo.
"Indeed! Suppose, for supposing sake, you win
the girl; you must have some of the money-bags also;
or, my dear fellow, on what do you intend her to live?
Beauties do eat, I assure you."
"I intend her to live on the fruit of my own labour,"
said Paolo; "I have done pretty well these two_ last
years, and I have saved something."
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"Your poor earnings and savings would not pay
her dressmaker and milliner's quarter's bill. Consider
now, as you have not considered before, that your
goddess is accustomed to a certain style of living,
Avhicb — I really don't say so from the spirit of oppo-
sition — which costs rather more than young painters
can readily afford. Carriages and footmen, lady's-
maids, and that sort of thing; and other sorts of things,
that would be unintelligible to you at present, are not
to be had without well-filled money-bags."
"Well, then, they must be done without," quoth
Paolo.
"You cut the Gordian knot at your ease," retui'ned
Mortimer. "You, the native of a land where people
generally live for themselves, and not for their neigh-
bours; where, as Madame de Stael expresses it, 'the
empire of self-love is almost null in society,' and both
men and women of fortune speak as naturally of tra-
velling by the diligence as they would of their carriage
and four. But we are more civilized than that in our
happy island; we live for society, and society returns
the compliment; she metes out to us her consideration,
and assigns us our place in the scale, in exact propor-
tion with the external show Ave make, that is, of the
amount of money we represent. You have thriven,
therefore you deserved to thrive; such is the broad and
not unphilosophical principle on which, as of necessity,
society acts. She has no time to inquire into your
moral and intellectual worth; but she can see at once
your equipages; reckon the cost of your liveries, and
the number and quality of your guests. In a commu-
nity thus constituted, you understand the paramoinit
importance of the appendages of wealth; they are part
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and parcel of respectability, the status civilis, the toga
virilis. He or slie who loses them, loses caste. Brahmins
and Pariahs are not alone to be found in India, and
the said he or she sinks into the limbo of Xobodyism.
And such would be the sorry fate of Signora Lavinia
Mancini, were she deprived of any of the splendour of
Miss Jones. AYhat do you answer to this?"
"That you are describing an impossible social state,
one that could not hold together for a single week,"
replied Paolo. "To begin with, who could marry in
such a world?"
"Few would, and few do. Marriage is too costly a
blessing to be indulged in without a tolerable income,
which, ti-anslated, means 1,000/. or 1,500/. a year.
Om* young people of the carriage and footman class
— a very large one in England — do not marry on
less."
"And what becomes of the majority, who have not
the indispensable 1,000/. or 1,500/. a year?" asked
Paolo.
"They remain bachelors, and seek for equivalents.
Society's legislation makes nobody better, wiser, or
happier."
Paolo, looking perplexed, sat thinking for awhile,
then said gravely, —
"Even if every syllable of what you have been
telling me were Gospel truths, I would not despair;
for the day she loves me — loves me, you understand
— she will be willing, nay happy, to shake herself
free from all these conventionalities, and to dare both
mud and rain, leaning on my arm."
"Of a certainty she will, if that day ever comes,"
was Mortimer's answer; "but will it come? 'Don't
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flatter thyself with heing much loved by a woman who
loves herself,' says Pythagoras. Two great passions
cannot co-exist. Drunkards and gamblers care nothing
for love. With a worldly woman, love is quite a se-
condary affair — the j^rimary, is the world."
CHAPTER XIX.
Miss Lavinia in Deshabille.
Meanwhile a certain seed sown by the count at
Mr. Jones's convivial board — we mean that gentle
hint for the private use of Miss Lavinia, about sundry
wonderful pictures to be had almost for the mere
trouble of the taking — well, that tiny seed, then,
duly tended and nurtured, had so far grown and j)ros-
pered as to give a fair promise of bearing fruit.
We have more pressing business on hand just now,
than to enter into any detail of the skilful tactics, by
which the two worthy ccnfederatcs pushed on their
new scheme. Besides, the process is as old as the
world. We have inherited, all and each of us, from
mother Eve a tender point, which puts us at the mercy
of the first comer, Avho chooses to tickle it. Now, the
count and the chevalier were first-rate hands at this
sort of game, and under their clever management, botli
uncle and niece's vanity was easily excited; this was
no sooner the case, than difficulties were made to arise,
and competition to start up. Prince So-and-So was on
the scent of the hidden treasures. Duke AVhat-is-his-
uame had dealers out in searcli, and some Cardinal or
other had received carte hlanche from his Holiness to
secure the "gems" for the Vatican gallery. To make
a long story short, after being well tantalized and
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brought to tlie proper pitch, Mr. Jones and Miss Lavinia
felt like conquerors flushed with victory, when, late
one night, and under the personal superintendence of
the count himself, the "splendid remnants of a once
princely gallery" were carried up to Palazzo Morlacchi,
and deposited in Miss Lavinia's studio. There was as
much mystery and as many recommendations to secrecy
on this occasion, as if, instead of six small pictures, six
barrels of gunpowder had been sent, for the purpose of
blowing up Castle Sant' Angelo on the morrow.
The most immediate consequence of this eventful
deed was, that Paolo next morning, scarcely an hour
after his conversation with Mortimer, received a special
summons to the presence of his English goddess. The
taboo, which guarded from all eyes profane the six
master-pieces, was not to extend, the reader may re-
collect, to Paolo. An exception in his favour had been
asked by Miss Jones, and willingly conceded by the
count. The command was couched in a note from the
young Eoman's diva, consisting of one line and a half,
dear and precious at all times, doubly so now. The
pretty autographs of which she had been so lavish up
to the day of Paolo's passing the Eubicon, had stopped
altogether ever since, and the young Roman was lite-
rally athirst for the even, steady, elegant hand-writing,
every external perfection of which represented to his
eyes — of such stuff" are lovers made — a correspond-
ing perfection of the writer's inner soul. Needless to
say, he drank in eagerly each word of the blessed
missive, and hastened to obey the summons.
He was met in the hall by Miss Lavinia's maid,
evidently waiting for him, and ushered by her into the
sanctum sanctorum ^ the young lady's private library
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and study, wherein he had set no foot for — what
appeared to him ages. Paolo was asking himself, with
a heart that beat hard against his ribs, what could be
the meaning of this sudden shower of favours, when
an inner door was impetuously opened, andMissLavrnia
ran towards him, and with a little shout of triumph,
exclaimed, "We have got them at last; come and see."
With these words she led the way to that part of the
room enclosed by a screen, Avhich she held as pecu-
liarly her atelier, and, pointing to six pictures of dif-
ferent dimensions ranged against the wall, she added,
with great volubility, "Six jewels, are they not? we
had a narrow escape of losing them. I will tell you
all about it by-and-by; but there are people in the
drawing-room just now, so I can't stay even for your
congratulations — I leave you in good company," and
she was off like a dart.
Paolo was disappointed, to be desired to look at
pictures, when he had anticipated something, he
scarcely knew what, but something very different; and,
worse still, to be told to proceed to the inspection
without the balm of her presence. However, he had a
duty to discharge, and he set himself to it conscien-
tiously, though with a very sorry face. He examined
all and each of the pictures long and closely, took
them up one by one, carried them to the window,
carefully scanned the names or initials on them, scanned
their backs, wetted a corner of his handkerchief, and
rubbed some ajjparently suspicious points, and at last
returned them to their place, and sat down bofore them
with as disconsolate a countenance as that he wore
when we saw him for the first time seated in front of
his own Brennus and Co.
228 LAVINIA.
Miss Lavinia surprised liira in this melancholy
contemplation. Her features, too, had undergone a
change in the interval of her absence-, a cloud had
been gathering on her brow, which the sight of the
young painter's elongated face was little calculated to
disperse, and the inflections of her voice had lost much
of the buoyancy they had revealed only a quarter of
an hour ago. "You don't seem to enjoy the company
of my favourites very much," said she, with the shadow
of a shade of ^iique.
"I am sorry, very sorry, not to be able to sym-
pathize more warmly with you," said Paolo, trying to
speak kindly and cheerfully.
"Perhaps," returned the lady, and the voice had
a deeper tinge of bitterness — "perhaps you consider
such masters as Del Credi and Spada as beneath your
admiration."
The Italian looked up at her in astonishment, and
replied, "Have I ever done or said anything which
could lay me open to the imputation of the monstrous
self-conceit your words seem to imply?" He paused,
as if expecting some answer, but as there came none,
he went on: "If I have, pray let me know when and
how, that I may make honourable amends. I have the
greatest respect for the names you have just mentioned,
and rank thciv productions very high," with a marked
emphasis on the word tlinr — "I mean those that are
really theirs."
"Do you mean to say that these pictures are not
genuine?" asked the lady, sharply.
"To the best of my knowledge they are not," was
the dry, decided answer.
Miss Lavinia started, and impatiently crushed a
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letter she was holding in her hand. This movement
did not escape the keen eyes of the young painter; he
added, with considerable warmth and earnestness, "I
need not repeat how I regret to say anything that
annoys or disappoints you; but am I wrong in be-
lieving that what you wanted in sending for me was
honest advice, and not flattery?"
"Oh! as for flattery, no one can accuse you of any
talent that way," retorted Miss Jones. Uttered in a
different tone, the words might have been a merely
playful repartee; as it was, they were weighty with
reproach.
"Is it a fault, then, to speak plain truth?" ex-
claimed Paolo; "must one guard against it as against
loaded pistols?"
"One ought, at all events, to guard against allow-
ing preconceived notions to warp one's judgment," said
Miss Jones, coldly.
"What preconceived notions could I have in this
matter?" asked Paolo, his face growing dark.
"The buying of these pictures was the count's pro-
posal; that was enough to prejudice you against them
from the first. Whatever the coimt does or advises is
wrong in your eyes, even what he does or advises for
your own good."
"Pray, not a word more on that subject," said Paolo,
making a great effort to control his feelings.
"Yes, whatever he does or advises is sure to meet
with strenuous opposition from you," persisted the young
lady.
"And with the most entire ajiprobation from you,"
rejoined the young man. "Am I to shut my eyes, and
declare what is mediocre, beautiful — extol copies, as
230 LAVINIA.
originals, and tliat, too, solely on the strength of a
count's recommendation? I defy any one not purblind,"
continued Paolo, striding angrily towards the unlucky
pictures, and pointing to them in succession — "I defy
any one to say that that distorted arm could ever have
been designed by Lionello, or that the colouring of that
Madonna has the very least resemblance to Del Credits
colouring. As to those Canaletti, a pupil of six months'
standing at San Luca would at a glance pronounce them
spurious. I say again there never was a more bare-
faced attempt at imposition."
"Are you aware that in saying so you impeach the
character of a most respectable nobleman?" flashed out
Miss Lavinia.
Paolo heard in these words the confirmation of his
long-combated misgivings as to a certain foible of La-
vinia's for titles, a foible the young democrat abhorred
and recoiled from; hereupon, he entirely lost his tem-
per. "Eh! dear me!" broke forth the young savage,
in a passion; "to hear you, one would think this count
was the fourth person of the Holy Trinity. What do
you, what can you know, of this man and his respecta-
bility? No more than of the man in the moon. An
utter stranger introduced to you by another utter stranger,
casually met at a table dliote, that is all you have to
found your opinion upon; unless you take it for granted
that all sorts of goodness and worth are imphed by the
fact of being or styling oneself a count."
"Ah! indeed," said Miss Jones, with an adorably
saucy toss of her head: "Will you be so good as to
spare me a repetition of your tirades against all who
are noble by birth? I know everything you have to
say on that subject by heart."
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"If you know every thing by heart," began Paolo,
and the deep colour in bis cbeek and tbe sparkle in bis
eye gave warning of some tbundering retort; but at tins
critical moment tbe entrance of Miss Lavinia's maid
obliged him to choke back his angry words. Miss Jones
was wanted in the drawing-room.
"What a bore!" groaned Miss Lavinia. "Don't go
away till I come back-," and with this injunction she
once more left the Italian to his thoughts.
Paolo was wounded to the quick, less by the con-
tradiction he had met with than by the manrfer in which
it had been offered. Hitherto so gentle, and kind, and
forbearing, how was it that on a sudden Lavinia stood
before him, bitter, imperious, and harsh? For the first
time he perceived a tone in her voice, a look in her
eyes, an expression in her face, of which he could never
have surmised the possible existence under her former
tones and looks.
"How fiercely she stood up in defence of lier dear
humbug of a count!" thought he, striding up and down
the narrow limits of the young lady's studio. "Between
his opinion and mine, she did not hesitate for an in-
stant. Well, let lier trust in him, and believe in his
wonders. What was the use of sending for me, since
she had made up her mind already? To admire her
purchase, I suppose. I begin to suspect Thornton is
right after all. So long as you humour their whims,
these proud islanders welcome you; dare to differ from
them, and they throw you over without ceremony. I
wonder how long she means to leave me here keeping
guard on her treasures." Paolo took another turn, sat
down, got up again, lost patience at last; and by the
same way he had come in, made his exit.
232' LAVINIA.
Before proceeding further, we have two points to
elucidate. The first is, that whatever might be Paolo's
objections to aristocracy as an institution (the reader
must not forget that he was a warm admirer of the
Gracchi), lie was too much a man of his time, and had
intimately associated with too many tine fellows bearing
handles to their names, to share in the prejudice of his
father and grandfather, against individual nobles. The
little respect he entertained for Count Fortiguerra rested
on quite other grounds than the fact of his being a
count.
The second point we wish to clear up is in justice
to Miss Lavinia. Let us then state at once that Paolo's
opposition about the pictures, for the possession of which
she had struggled with all the ardour and entireness of
her nature, would not have piit to flight her equanimity
as it had done, but that at the moment she had had
other and serious causes of vexation and provocation.
Miss Lavinia had got up that morning in the best
of humours, and when, at breakfast, her aunt handed
her a note containing an invitation to Prince Torlonia's
first ball on the following Saturday, the best of humours
had progressed into the highest spirits. In this happy
frame of mind she had written her line and a half to
Paolo, and given orders for his admission to her studio.
Her greeting, though hasty (Admiral Blackett and his
daughters were calling at the time, and she had to run
away to them), had been cordial and gracious. So far
all well; but in the short space of time between her
first and second appearance in the studio, tidings had
reached her, considerably ruffling the smooth surface of
her morning mood. Now for some explanation of the
occasion and nature of these tidings.
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Miss Lavinia, iu passing tLrougli Paris four months
previously, bad had some dresses made by that famous
French artist of European celebrity, IMadame Lamy
Housset, of the Rue de la Paix. It does an author's
heart good to pen such names. Let the iminitiated be
informed that out of the pale of Madame Lamy Housset
there is no possible salvation for an English lady. At
least Miss Jones and some others thought so, though
there was a lively opposition in favour of Madame Ze-
nobia — no. Palmyra — the association of ideas mis-
lead me — and the Palmyrites turned up their noses
very high at the Lamy Houssetites. This is a digression
made with the best intentions. Well, then. Miss Jones
was so enchanted with the dresses furnished by Madame
Lamy that she determined to order some more for the
winter season to be sent to Florence, Hotel llartmann,
where the Joneses intended to stay till the end of Oc-
tober at least, when, owing to an unaccountable whim
of Mr. Jones, the family left Florence so precipitately,
that theirs was more like a flight than a departure.
Miss Jones did not forget her dresses, but left the most
minute directions with M. and Madame ILartmann about
the expected box from Paris, desiring that it should be
immediately sent to her at Kome, addressed to the care
of the British Consul there. Full six weeks having
elapsed, and there being no box forthcoming, Lavinia
wrote to Madame Lamy Housset, to demand an ex-
planation of the delay. Madame Lamy Housset politely
answered by return of post, that, according to Miss
Jones's orders, the dresses had been duly forwarded to
Florence four weeks back, but all search there for Miss
Jones having proved fruitless, the box had been sent
back to Paris, and had just reached her (Madame L.
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H.). "Was Madame L. H. to send it to Eome or else-
where?
I leave it to the public to imagine what were, what
must have been, Miss Jones's feelings on reading this
letter — the identical one we saw her clench and crush,
while speaking to her lover. I am sure that all my
fair readers will say as I do — and I do say it in the
greatest earnest — that such a contre-temps was enough
to provoke a saint, and just on the eve, too, of a ball
at Torlonia's! It was while suffering under the first
smart of this horrible intelligence, that Lavinia returned
to Paolo, and, the magazine being full of powder, one
stray spark, and it exploded.
Here arises a question. Would the explosion have
taken place, had the untoward accident just related
been made known to Miss Jones a fortnight back —
that is, before Paolo made his declaration? All things
considered, we must decide in the negative. During
the period of what we may call Paolo's courtship , Miss
Lavinia had not been without her share of crosses —
who is? — and may have visited them, for aught we
know, on her maid, or milliner, or the black steed
which had the honour of carrying her, but they had
nevertheless never clouded her intercourse with Paolo.
To him, with one exception or two, and then in reta-
liation of real or imaginary offence given by him — to
him she had invariably shown the same smooth brow,
the same smiling face, the same amiable temper.
The fact is that, apart from the somewhat romantic
and exciting circumstances under which she had made
his acquaintance, and secured his services, apart even
from the dazzle of his talent, Lavinia's fancy had been
stirred into unusual animation by Paolo's odd ways of
MISS LAVINIA IN DESHABILLE. 235
thinking and acting, by his touchy independence, by
his occasional impetuous outbursts (T enfant terrible. One
and all of these gave him the charm of a novelty and
rarity, and inspired lier with the wish to please him.
She had accordingly done what Thornton protested all
young people do, when they have this wish to please
one another — she had posed a little, that is, exhibited
to Paolo only the sunny side of her nature.
A practice which, far from condemning, we would
highly recommend, especially to married people, as
nothing is more meritorious and conducive to harmony
and happiness, than a constant habit of keeping one's
disagreeableness in a misty back-ground, and concen-
trating the light of one's agreeableness on those one
loves. How many households would be more peaceable
and comfortable than they are, had man and wife re-
tained their courtship attire, instead of showing them-
selves in the deshcibil/e of dressing-gown and slippers!
To return: Paolo's declaration, like a stone thrown
on the smooth surface of a lake, had somewhat altered
the limpidity of Miss Jones's disposition. Tlie conflict
of feelings which it had aroused, the magnanimous re-
solution it had in a measure forced upon her, worked
a material change in our heroine; for one thing, it set
Paolo before her in quite a new light. lie had too
little hold on her to be accepted witliout reservation,
too much to be discarded altogether. She looked down
on him from all the height of her sacrifice, esteeming
him immeasurably her debtor; the very task she had
assumed, of educating him up to her own level, added
not a little to the sense of her superiority, and to that
of his obligations. Then , the yoiuig man's ecstatic
contemplation of her, his discreet and submissive ways,
236 LAVINIA.
SO different to wliat slie had auticipated under the cir-
cumstances, "svhile really touching her heart, nevertheless
inspired her with a boundless confidence in her own
2)ower over him. This perfect security, and the ne^v
point of view from which she saw Paolo, brought about
an unavoidable result. Whatever Paolo had won in
one respect he had certainly lost in another.
We don't in general care extremely about much
adorning of ourselves for people we have laid under
great obligations, and on whose dutiful observance we
can rely quand meme. ]\Iiss Lavinia relaxed insensibly
— without the least premeditation, of course — from
that constant watch over herself, which had rendered
her former intercourse with Paolo so even and agree-
able, until this fine day, happening to be "out of sorts,"
she gave way under middling provocation, and showed
herself to be "out of sorts."
Great was Miss Lavinia's surprise, and even alarm,
when on her return presently to the atelier, making
sure of finding Paolo where she had left him, she dis-
covered the lair empty, and the wild cub gone; gone,
no doubt, in anger; gone, perhaps, not to come again.
It would only be what she deserved if he never did
come back. A revulsion of feeling occurred. How had
she dared to treat him so shamefully, after all the
gentleness and delicacy he had shown, after all the
obligations he had conferred on her! Was she not
aware of how sensitive he was, how keenly alive to any
slight from those he loved!
There is nothing like the fear of losing that, for
which, in truth, we care but moderately , for enhancing
its value and leading us to the retrospective discovery
of how fond we were of it, though without our know-
MISS LAVINIA IN DESHABILLB. 237
ledge. Were it only a tame squirrel, the favourite of
an hour, the moment it yields to its instincts, and seeks
its former wild haunts, alas! alas! what a charming-
little creature it was! Avhat a pet! how we loved it!
And then the fuss we make, and the trouble we take
to restore the dear runaway to its cage. Alas! alas!
indeed.
There was a something considerably like this taking-
place in Miss Lavinia. The simple fact of Paolo's dis-
appearance at once brought out all his excellences in
strong relief, and threw his short-comings into the
shade. Shame, repentance, and a grain of remorse
dashed away all her late selfconceit, and notions of
superiority. To the security in which she had basked
of late, succeeded, as if by magic, the most poignant
disquietude, lest he should be lost to her for ever.
Acting upon the impulse given by the moment's feeling,
the passionate and wilful girl had no rest, imtil she was
seated in the carriage, her aunt by her side, and driving
to Via Frattina.
Paolo was sitting astride a chair with both his
elbows leaning on its highest rail, in the attitude we
have already twice seen him in; the one, probably,
into which he naturally fell when disturbed in his mind.
He was in his shirt-sleeves — he felt hot, poor fellow!
though a sharp wind was blowing — and seemed quite
absorbed in watching the blue curls of smoke issuing
from his mouth. A poor smoker at all times, Paolo
had not placed a cigar between his lips since the day
he had first called at Palazzo Morlacchi; and Lavinia
knew this circumstance. Altogether, he had, at this
present juncture, a devil-may-care appearance about
him, which had little promise of good in it. At sight
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of his unexpected visitors, Paolo started up witli such
impetuosity that he knocked over his chair, let the cigar
drop to the ground, made a dash at his coat, and, as
red as a burning coal (we don't know whether more
from confusion, pleasure, or pain), muttered some hasty
words of apology.
"It is we who ought to aj^ologize," said Miss Jones;
"I am come to sue for peace."
"For peace!" repeated Paolo; "to sue for peace,
one must be first at war. I cannot conceive any
such state between us; at least, not war existing on
my side."
"Thank you," said Lavinia, "that sounds very
kind and generous, if sincere," and checking herself,
she added quickly, "and coming from you it must be
sincere. However, you shall not prevent my making
amends." He would have spoken, but she left him
no time. "Yes, yes; I have been very provoking, foolish,
opinionated, and rude."
"Oh! pray do not say another word," entreated
Paolo.
"Well; say then that you forgive me."
"Indeed, I do with all my heart."
"Without mental reservation?" urged Miss La-
vinia.
"Quite, quite, I assure you," eagerly affimied the
young man.
"No particle of resentment, not the tiniest, lurking
anywhere ? "
"Not the smallest atom,"
"You are sure?" she went on insisting.
"Perfectly sure; I wish I knew how to convince
you."
MLSS LAVINIA IN DESHABILLE. 239
"Grant me a favour, and then I shall feel sure."
"Name it," said Paolo.
"Ah! but promise first that you will grant it."
"I have an objection to promising first," returned
Paolo; "however, I will break through all rules this
once; tell me your wish and it shall be done."
"That is really kind," burst out Lavinia, in happy
triumph. "We are going to Torlonia's ball next Satur-
day, you can easily get a ticket, I know: come and
join us there, will you?"
"If you insist on it, yes," said Paolo, with a shade
of annoyance in tone and look; "but — "
"No 'buts,'" interrupted Lavinia; "I do insist, and
I do so wish it. I want you to do the honours of yoi:r
beautiful fresco."
"You know it already very well," said he.
"Never mind, I have never seen it with you, and
that is what I long for."
"I shall feel myself so out of place at a ball," he
j)leaded; "I have never been at one; it is a sort of
thing for which I have no fitness."
"HoAv do you know that, if you have never been
to one?" inquired the girl.
"Instinct often warns us of what will disagree with
us," replied Paolo.
"Do it, then, as a sacrifice for my sake; do it for
the pleasure your being there will give me."
Against a request like this, expressed in the tone
of voice in Avhich it was expressed, accompanied by the
look with wliich it Avas accompanied (one of Lavinia's
irrcsistihle looks), Paolo was without defence of any
kind, and surrendered at discretion. A defeat which
the conqueror immediately acknowledged and rcAvarded,
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by placing in the liand of tlae conquered the whitest,
smallest, and softest of hands conceivable. This done,
the visitors withdrew, the aunt rather at a loss to under-
stand what was the importance of the interview she had
witnessed, the niece in high glee at having killed two
birds with one stone — namely, restored the fugitive
squirrel to his cage, and improved the occasion for
teaching him a new trick or two.
Paolo, as in duty bound, spent the rest of the day
in calling himself a brute for his unmannerly flight from
the studio — in restoring to Miss Jones her former
character of angel — in lamenting his own fate in
having to go to a ball — and in thanking Heaven that
she would have him go. "For," argued Paolo, "if she
did not care for me, what would it matter to her whether
I was there or not?"
When, a day or two after, Paolo told Thornton that
he was going to Torlonia's ball — • he had secured a
ticket by that time — Thornton made no objection-, on
the contrary, approved of it.
"Since nothing can open your eyes but sad expe-
rience," said the misanthrope, "no better opportunity
than this for a beginning. A few hours spent with
Miss Jones at a ball will give you more insight into
her character than ten years of morning visits. There's
nothing like a ball for showing female character; it
draws the v/hole woman out. And then it is time you
should get acquainted with your rival."
"My rival?" exclaimed the young man.
"Yes; with that terrible rival, who is everywhere
and nowhere, who can goad you to madness, and yet
cannot be called to account — the world."
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CHAPTER XX.
Paolo sees a Ghost.
Paolo arrived early at tlie ball. Shy people, from
their invincible repugnance to making their entrance
under the fire of many eyes, are, as a rule, among the
earliest arrivals at all assemblies. No wonder, then, at
Paolo's being among Torlonia's first guests. He was
too much of an artist not to be pleasantly struck by
what was to him the novel and fairy-like coup-illow, and, un-
COUNTER-SEARCH. 39
like most counsels, it was favoiuaWy received Ly all,
and eagerly grasped at by the yonug man; and with
renewed hope Prosper's wife and her protege started
on this new expedition after Thornton.
As directed by the concierge of the British Em-
bassy, they turned into the consulate office, where the
simple statement of their wish to know whether an
English gentleman of tJie name of Thornton was actu-
ally in Paris, drew forth a volley of questions as to
who they themselves were — if they had any pecuniary
claim against this Englishman, or were related to him
— and what had put it into their heads to come to
the English consulate. These queries answered, and
the nature of the interest prompting the inquiry clearly
and fully explained, then, and not till then, the secre-
tary or clerk, by whom they were received, informed
them that Mr. Mortimer Thornton had solicitors in Lon-
don, whose address he would write down for them, if
they wished it. Meagre as was the proffered service, it
was accepted' with thanks, and Mr. Secretary accordingly
I^resented tliem with a bit of paper, on which was
written, "Messrs. Hcnstrid and Co., 14, Golden Square,
London," whereupon the two applicants walked out
very little wiser than they had walked in — Prudence,
with feminine perspicuity, suspecting the consul's clerk
of knowing more about Thornton than he chose to say,
a suspicion which, however, with feminine kindness,
she forbore to impart to poor Paolo.
Paolo despatched without delay a letter to Messrs.
Henstrid and Co. in London, and one to IMortimer
Thornton, addressed to Via Babuino, in case his friend
sliould have retvnncd to Home. He also Avroto a few
lines to Angelo Gisli — that Ijeing the real name of
40 LAVINIA.
our fuuny little friend, Salvator Rosa — to recollect
wliicli cost Paolo not a little thinking. This last epistle,
sibylline enough, simply stated that Thornton had dis-
appeared, but without the least reference to any of the
attendant circumstances, asking, should any clue to him
happen to reach Salvator, that the intelligence might
be immediately sent to the writer in Paris, care of Mr.
Prosper, Quai Montebello, 77.
To his illness or to his money difficulties, Paolo
made no allusion whatever. Why should he give the
good little painter the pain of knowing his friend to be
in distress, when he had no power to help? For well
did Paolo know that not all tlie money Salvator and
his other companions could scrape together, would be
half sufficient to take him from Paris to Rome.
We may as well mark here that Paolo, on quitting
Rome, had, in the anticipation of a long absence, taken
with him all the money he possessed in the world, and
that the French bank post bill representing this sum,
had been left with Thornton; also that the half-dozen
pieces of gold he had had about him when he set off
on the unlucky expedition to the Hotel de Ville, had
also gone, j)urse and all, comprising the scrap of paper
Avith the address of the Rue de Rohan, probably drop-
ped while he was either scuffling with or trying to
bribe the guards to let him in as one of the ball guests.
In due course of post Messrs. Henstrid and Co.,
with business-like alacrity, acknowledged Paolo's letter:
they regretted not being able for the present to furnish
Mr. Mancini with the address of their esteemed client,
M. Thornton, Esq., whose absence abroad they had
every reason to suppose would last a considerable time.
This letter, however unsatisfactory, had in it a drop
COUNTER-SEARCn. 41
of consolation for Paolo. It assured liim that, wherever
Thornton might be, he was safe and uninjured.
Messrs. Henstrid's letter was quickly followed by
one from Salvator, to say that Thornton had not been
seen in Rome since he had left the city with Paolo.
Salvator's letter, naturally enough, teemed with ques-
tions and conjectures about the mystery of Thornton's
disappearance, and asked to be told what were Paolo's
plans for the future. Paolo wrote back that he had no
other plan than to be back in Rome as soon as possible, and
would delay all explanations about Thornton and him-
self until he could give them viva voce. Paolo had two
motives for this postponement of confidence — one, his
unwillingness to make known his present embarrass-
ments to his friend, which he could not avoid if he
entered into any details of what had occurred; the other,
his repugnance to accuse Lavinia, which it would be
difficult not to do, if a real statement of the case was
to be given.
^ CHAPTER V.
Himself again.
Messrs. Henstrid and Co.'s concise and well-
written letter had extinguished Paolo's last hope of
reaching Thornton for the present, even through the
medium of the post, but had in no way diminished the
young man's confidence, that wherever that good friend
was, he was in search of him. In the meantime he
must depend on himself, that is, he must work not
only for his daily bread, but to gain wherewithal to
make his way back to Rome.
42 LAVIXL\.
Paolo did not disguise from himself that it was
easier to wish for work than to procure it; more pecu-
liarly so for one in his own situation — a stranger in
a foreign land, imperfectly acquainted with French,
with no possession but a threadbare suit, a solitary
change of linen, and the good-will of three kind-hearted
creatures, poor as rats, and without a right to claim
kindred with any other human beings. But when ne-
cessity gives us a gripe of her iron claw, it is said
that she communicates to ns invention. Paolo consulted
his confidant, Prudence, or rather reposed his confidence
in her motherly heart. A good woman, whatever her
station, is the earthly j^rovidence of the men about her.
Prudence shrank a little from the idea of the delicate-
looking invalid working for his daily bread; he must
get stronger first, indeed he must.
"I am strong enough," said Paolo, "and I cannot
afford to go on idling. I have been already too long
a burden to you — I hate to think how long; but I
have not been myself till to-day."
Prudence scorned the notion of his having been a
burden to them. The little they had been able to do
was more than repaid by his ha^ang put iip so willingly
with their poor accommodation, so far below his station
and habits.
"Pray," said Paolo, trying to smile, "dont seek to
diminish the benefits you have conferred, by fancying
me some prince in disguise. I wish I may never have
worse accommodation than what you are pleased to
disparage. I have not been brought up in lavender, I
assure you. At seventeen I was left naked as a worm,
with no other capital than my two hands. Had I
HUrSELP AGAIN. 43
twenty lives to spend iu your service, I should still
never be quits with you — never."
If it be ti'ue, as it certainly is, that we must do
good for its own sake, and not for any thanks it may
bring us, it is not the less true, that a warm acknow-
ledgment of what we meant as kindness, is, next to the
testimony of our own conscience, the very sweetest
reward we can receive. The grateful enthusiasm of
the young Koman Avent to her heart the more, that
Prudence was less accustomed to anything like demon-
strativeness on liis part. Only now had his benumbed
feelings suddenly awoke to life, showing hiin, in their
full extent, the obligations he was under to his kind
hosts. Paolo had spoken the literal truth when he had
said, that till this day he had not been himself.
"Well, then," said Prudence, briskly, "we'll do
our best to find you work-, and — a Ja (jardc de Dien
— is there any one thing you can do better than an-
other?"
"I can draw and I can paint," returned Paolo. "I
was brought up as a painter."
"Painting and drawing are rather out of my way,"
and the Frenchwoman, Avitli her forefinger on her lips,
fell to musing. "I'laying on the piano and singing
would have been better; there's the daughter of the
porter next door, she wants a singing-master, I know."
"I can teach Italian, or copy papers," said Paolo.
"I don't care what it is; I am ready to be a street
porter and carry loads, if I can get nothing else to
do."
"We shan't come to that, I hope," said Prudence;
"but you must give me time to think."
Prosper, when he was apprised of Paolo's wants
44 LAVINIA.
and wishes, racked Lis brain, but found notliing there
except omnibuses, and what belonged to omnibuses;
and he was keen for applying to his company for a
vacant place of conductor for his protege. Benoit got
frightfully excited at the thought that here was Signor
Paolo, actually a painter, and a painter in want of work,
and not a fortnight ago all the baths of his establish-
ment had received a fresh coat of green. More practi-
cal Prudence passed all her neighbours in a mental
muster; the review did not take long, and the result
was, that "if Mr. Perrin did not help him out of this
trouble, why he'd have to stick in it."
Mr. Perrin accordingly received a visit from Madame
Prudence, and the dilemma was made known to him
with a circumlocution and diplomacy, that would have
been creditable in quarters to which Prudence and Co.
looked up with the awe due to principalities and arch-
angels. Mr. Perrin, having, with glasses on his nose,
succeeded in penetrating into the subject on which he
was being consulted, now took off his spectacles, twirl-
ing them between his thumb and first finger — the
ordinary sign with him of contention of mind.
"He is a painter, is he? a noble calling, no doubt;
but for practical purposes I had rather he had been a
musician. But all these Italians can sing and play,
can't they?"
"Just what I said to him," sighed Prudence; "but
it's just another of his misfortunes that he can't do either
the one or the other; and I see no help for it."
"None, indeed, that way," said the doctor; "we
must think of something else" — we must think; when
I have thought, I'll call and tell you. Adieu."
By the time Prudence got home, a placard, written
HIMSELr AGAIN. 45
in Prosper's best hand, was already on tlie window
shutters of the office, announcing to all passers-by, that
drawing lessons by a first-rate master were to be had
on moderate terms; for the terms and address to apply
within. From that day, Mr. Prosper, whenever his
avocations called him momentarily out of his premises,
and that was pretty often, we know, never failed, be-
fore recrossing the threshold, to stop and read his own
placard with the utmost attention, giving himself all
the while, to the best of his ability, the air of an ama-
teur meditating upon the benefit to be derived from the
union of a first-rate and cheap master.
Poor Prosper! his kindly artifice had no effect.
Luckily, however, after two days of heart-sickness, Mr.
Perrin appeared in the waiting-room of the establish-
ment, his sjjectacles particularly bright and clear; he
came to leave the address of a gentleman, on whom he
requested Mr. Paolo Mancini to call next day at eleven
in the morning. The gentleman in question was a savant
of much renown, named Pertuis, one who had brought
to bear upon Kome and the Romans of yore a 2)ro-
digious amount of knowledge and of critical acumen,
and the patience of a Benedictine monk. In all likeli-
hood, Mr. Pertuis knew more about both subjects than
most of their own contemporaries.
Mr. Pertuis occupied an old and rather quaint-
looking house in the Place Roy ale, a quiet nook in
busy, worldly Paris; and Paolo, while traversing a
suite of lofty rooms on his way to the study of the man
of learning, had his eyes and heart truly gladdened by
the sight of many a dear, and once to him familial",
object. On the walls were finely engraved views of
Rome; some good copies from Raphael — on pedestals.
46 LAYINIA.
casts from chef d\vnvres of sculpture. Paolo found Mr.
Pertuis busy comparing different authors, with a view
to establishing a contested date, and the wide writing-
table before him having proved incapable of accommo-
dating the number of open volumes of all sizes', to which
he wanted to refer, the savant had ranged on either side
of the arm-cliair he occupied two lesser tables, also over-
loaded with books. It was in this state of circum-
vallation that Mr. Pertuis was surprised by Paolo, who,
according to orders, had been ushered in without any
previous announcement. The archajologist, therefore,
in order to get out of his entrenchment without en-
dangering the equilibrium of his tables, and the rank
and file of his books, a work of trouble and time, had
no other alternative but to push his chair backwards
ovit of risk of upsetting his allies, and to meet his visi-
tor by a flank movement, which he dexterously accom-
plished, laughing heartily, and apologizing at the same
time.
This trifling incident saved Paolo much of the awk-
wardness that invariably attends a first visit, particularly
Avhen the visitor is very shy, and comes to ask a favour.
Mr. Pertuis's cordial reception and amenity of manners,
without mentioning his fluent Italian, soon put Paolo
at his ease. Rome and Art were the exclusive topics
of the conversation, and Paolo spoke of both like
the warm-hearted patriot and devoted artist he was. If
Mr. Pertuis, as was more than probable, aimed at draw-
ing out his companion, his wish must have been fully
gratified. After the lapse of a good half-hoiu-, Paolo
felt it incumbent on him to rise; shaking hands, Mr.
Pertuis begged the favour of another call in a few days,
when he hoped to have found some opening for him.
HIMSELF AGAIN. 47
This was all tlie allusion made to tlie circumstances,
which had hcen the motive of the young man's intro-
duction to the savant.
After a week, Paolo considered he might venture
again to seek an interview with his patron of the Place
Koyale. Mr. Pj3rtuis received him cordially, and handed
to him the address of a Mr. Boniface.
"An excellent friend of mine," added Mr. Pertuis;
"and an astronomer of much repute. I fear the occu-
pation he may have to offer you may not be very ac-
cc]3tahle, as it has nothing whatever in common Avith
your profession. Nevertheless, I would not advise you
to refuse it, for you remember the old saying — a bird
in the iiand is worth two in the bush."
Paolo eagerly assented, and lost no time in seeking
out Mr. Boniface. This gentleman was a retired em-
ploye of the observatory, Avho, by dint of having been
perpetually on the look-out for new planets, and new
or old comets, had nearly lost his eyesight. lie was
now using his forced leisure in arranging his fonner
notes and observations, and preparing them for publi-
cation; but, as he was unable either to read or write
for any length of time at a stretch, he Avanted a secre-
tary who could do both for him, and had for some time
been in quest of one, without ever liaving been able
to decide on any of those who had offered to take the
situation. For Mr. Boniface, simple and naif as a child
in all other respects, in what concerned his MS., dis-
trusted the entire bulk of mankind, being convinced
there was a general permanent conspiracy on foot to
rob him of his theory on the formation of comets, and
of the glory that must accrue from it. A foreigner
and a stranger to science, such as Mi*. Pertuis had
48 LAVINIA.
guaranteed the person he recommended to be, was,
under the drcumstauces , a godsend to the old astro-
nomer.
"Sir," began Mr. Boniface, a tall bonj man past
sixty, rather bent, and with a green silk shade over his
eyes — "sii-, I must -warn you at once that I am very
fidgety in my ways."
Paolo thought it polite to make a deprecatory ges-
ture.
"Indeed, I am," continued Mr. Boniface; "my sister
here present will tell you that I am so, and not easily
to be satisfied — and — an early riser to boot, Maiie,
my dear, if I forget anything else I ought to say, be
so good as to remind me. Well, then, if what I have
confessed does not serve to deter you, sir, well, then, I
shall be glad if you agree to come, and we will begin
work to-morrow," Here Mr. Boniface stopped and gazed
vacantly at the space before him.
"About the hours," whisjiered sister Marie, into
his ear.
"Ah, yes — about the hours," resumed ]\L-, Boni-
face; "thank you, Marie, my dear, I had forgotten
about the hours. If you can be here by eight in the
morning, sir, at eight precisely, you will oblige me
greatly."
Paolo bowed assent.
"Very well, at eight in the morning; then it's all
settled;" and all being settled, Mr. Boniface gave a nod,
and relapsed into what seemed a trance.
"My brother's hours," said Mdlle. Marie, now taking
the conversation into her own hands, "are from eight
in the morning to mid-day, and again from one o'clock
to six in the evening. Will they suit you?"
HIMSELF AGAIN. 49
"Perfectly, madam," said Paolo.
"Now for the terms," cried the sister again, iuto her
brother's ears.
"Ah, yes — for the terms," repeated Mr. Boniface,
awakening; "very kind of you to remind me of the
terms ■ — I had forgotten all about them. Well, then,
we say from eight in the morning till noon; will that
do?"
"It is not that," interrupted the sister, "it is not
that."
"How not that?" said the brother; "I am sui-e I
tl ought it was fiom eight till twelve."
"Bless me — yes, brother; but we are speaking
about money now, not hours. Shall I arrange it for
you, my dear?"
"Precisely, precisely," reiterated Mr. Boniface, sud-
denly relieved.
"My brother, sir," said Mdlle. Marie, turning to
Paolo, "offers four francs a day, or, to be more exact,
sixty francs a fortnight, always payable in advance;
each party remaining free at the expiration of the fifteen
days to break or renew the agreement. This clause,"
added the lady, remarking the disagreeable effect it had
upon the young man, "means nothing further than that
my brother is, or fancies himself, over particular, and
consequently is unwilling to bind you for a longer pe-
riod than a fortnight to duties Avhich might prove un-
palatable to you."
Paolo stammered forth a few words, expressive of
confidence in his employer's indulgence, said that he
hoped to make up by zeal for his Avant of knowledge,
and withdrew, not at all enlightened, and considerably
alarmed as to tlie nature of the employment ho had uu-
Luvinia. IL 4
50 LAVIXTA,
dertaken; whicli, however, proved on tlie morrow, as
far as one day's experience might be ti-usted, far less
trying than he had anticipated. His houi'S were thus
divided: from eight o'clock to twelve, he had to put in
chronological order a good many notes, and then reading
them aloud, to retrench or add to them under Mr. Boni-
face's dii'ection and dictation-, fi-om one to six iu the
evening, to make a fair copy of the morning's work.
As a neighbouring clock struck six, Mdlle. Boniface
appeared to aimounce to her brother that dinner was
on the table, and to Paolo that his task for the day
was over. Paolo took his leave, and was already in
the passage, when he was overtaken by Mademoiselle,
who put a small packet in his hand, explaining that it
was the fortnight's salary, as stipulated. The young
man reddened , as if he had been caught in the act of
stealing the famous theory, and hurried away without
a word of thanks.
The first thing he did, even before allowiug himself
the meal, of which he stood in great need, was to go
and hire a fui-nished room in the garret of a house in
the Eue du Four, a street close to Rue Cassette, where
Mr. Boniface lived; the second, to buy some toys for
the children, and then for himself a hat, to replace
Prosper's old greasy cap. This done, he entered a
third or fourth rate restam-ant, and indulged in what had
become a luxury to him, viz. a bouillon, a beefsteak aux
poinmes-de-tevre, and bread a discretion — all enjoyed
for the modest sum of fifteen sous, one sou for the waiter
included.
Great was the impatience with which Mi'. Prosper's
household waited to know how Mr. Paolo had passed
his day, and gTcat Avas the excitement produced by his
HIMSELF AGAIN. 51
accoiTnt, and the presentation of the sword and gun for
the little ones; but there was almost a tumult Tivhen he
announced that he had taken a lodging, and meant to
go and sleep there that night. Benoit especially was
so overcome by his feelings, and by something else to
boot, that in an attempt to vent them on the wall, he
lost his balance, and would have fallen flat on the ground,
but for the "boy's" catching him in his arms — an em-
brace from which Paolo could not extricate himself
short of many solemn vows never to forget his "vieux."
By ten o'clock that night Paolo was established in
his attic, busy with his accounts. Eight francs paid in
advance for a fortnight's rent of his room, five francs
for his hat, fifteen sous for the toys, ditto for his dinner,
made up a sum of fourteen francs fifty centimes, an
enormous amount for one day, which, deducted from the
sixty he had received, left a balance of five-andforty
francs, and fifty centimes. Paolo reckoned that, by
exercising the strictest economy, with the proviso that
Mr. Boniface continued satisfied with him, he might be
able to realize within two months wherewithal to defray
his journey back to Home. Two mouths seemed long
in prospect, but they would pass as so many others had
passed, and with this consolatory reflection he jumped
into his bed, which gave a succession of cracks, like the
bursting of a rocket. A rap on the thin partition wall
immediately followed. Paolo rapped back, and a voice
so near that it seemed to be in the room, said, —
'"'' Boiine tiiiit, voit:iii.^'
''^ Bonne nuit, voisin,'" returned Paolo; and then all
relapsed into silence.
"A neighbour of a kind disposition," thought Paolo.
"Pd bet any wager that he is just such another poor
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52 LAVINIA.
devil as I am. Poverty is a good conductor of kind-
liness. Were tliis a palace, and my neighbour and I
millionnaires — save us, ye gods — what introductions,
and notes, and cards it would need to bring us to-
gether."
Paolo could think no further, for he fell asleep.
We will leave him in this satisfactory condition, and
take a trip across the Channel to see after the fortunes
of one, whose claims on our sympathy are scarcely, if
at all, inferior to those of our Morpheus-stricken friend.
CHAPTER VI.
The Alternative.
Nothing could prevail on Miss Lavinia to leave the
house in Avhich her aunt had died. The very reasons
urged by Mr. Jones against her remaining there, its sad
associations and utter solitude, for the surrounding villas
were emptying apace for the London season, only served
to endear Holly Lodge to her. What Lavinia wished
above all things, was to be let alone. Hers was not
one of those griefs, which seek to be diverted, or eva-
porate in visits of condolence and idle demonstrations.
Mr. Jones did not insist. There was that about Lavinia
— a something new and imposing, the majesty of sor-
row — which enforced acquiescence. In all the bloom
of health . and spirits , in all the splendour of her gay
attire of yore, she had never impressed him as being
half so commanding and queen-like, as she did now
in her plain mourning dress, with her pale face and de-
jected looks.
Nor was she sorry to be separated from Mr. Jones
THE ALTERNATIVE. 53
at this period. Her uncle had gained notliing in lier
eyes of late. The deceit he had practised on her, and
imposed on his wife, the perfect indifference and unfeel-
ingness he had displayed throughout the whole of Mrs.
Jones's illness, were little calculated to increase the
esteem or affection of his niece for him. Nor had she
forgotten a confidence made to her in a moment of
anguish, at Rome, viz. that Mrs. Jones had married with-
out a settlement, and that consequently all she possessed
had become Mr. Jones's property. Arguing upon the
strength of her recent impressions, Lavinia came to the
conclusion that Mr. Jones's sole aim in marrying the
widow Jarman, had been to get hold of her money,
and that he had done so by taking advantage of her
simplicity and good faith. The prospect, therefore, of
residing with, and indeed of being entirely dependent
on, a man so unscrupulous and selfish, alarmed her
moral sense and revolted her honest pride. Had she
but been wiser, she would not have lacked a firm friend
and protector in this crisis. Much did she now dwell
on Paolo and on his love for her, and oh! how she
wished from the depths of her soul that she could re-
call the past. Vain longings! vainer regrets! she had
wilfully thrown away, past hope of recovery, that which
would have been a strong stay alike in haj)piness or
sorrow. She was alone in the world — no, not alone
— she had a father.
And then she resolved on having an explanation
with her uncle about this unknown father of hers, and
anxiously waited for an opportunity. This, however,
did not occur for some little time. Mr. Jones wrote
frequently to her would-be kind and consolatory notes,
asking after her health, and whether she wanted for
54 LAY1^"IA.
anytliing, but he stayed away a whole fortnight. When
he at last made his appearance, it so happened that
Lavinia was too unwell to venture upon a topic so tiy-
ing to her feelings, and she was fain to put off her in-
quiries until a more favourable moment.
The next Sunday morning brought !Mr. Jones again
to the Lodge, and this time Lavinia at once told him
she was glad to see him, as she av anted to know all
that he could tell her of her father. Mr. Jones grew
black in the face, which was his way of blushing, and
with an oath, —
"So the old woman peached, did she; never mind,
it is all the better that she broke the ice for me. I had
made wp my mind to tell you all, but you must curb
your impatience. You will require, I know, tangible
proofs of what I have to say, and you shall have them
on my next visit."
Not another syllable on this subject could Lavinia
draw from him.
The day of the longed-for explanation at length
amved; it was on the Sunday following that on which
Lavinia had asked for it. Mr. Jones's statement was
full, minute, consistent in all its parts, leaving nothing
to desire in point of cleai-ness of evidence. We give
its substance in as few w^ords as possible, though with
some touches, which Mr. Jones's modesty suppressed
about himself
Mr. Mark Jones had, as we already know, a bro-
ther older than himself by some years, who went to
seek his fortune in London, and had been established
there for some time as a wine merchant, when the
younger brother set out for the capital, bent on a
similar errand. Xay, it even clearly resulted from some
THE ALTERNATIVK. 55
of our Mr, Jones's reluctantly made admissions, that this
elder brother had been of some use to the younger, on
his debut in the vast theatre of the metropolis. How-
ever this may be, it came to pass that in proportion to
the rise of the" younger's fortunes, was the decline of
those of the elder, owing to his addictedness to drink.
The issue was bankruptcy, and the bankrupt drank the
harder to console himself, and became what all drunk-
ards become, a pest to society.
The younger brother, who had just married the
widow Jarman, felt the presence of this near relative
to be a disgrace, and fearing that the discredit it re-
flected on himself might injure the profitable and
genteel business he was now carrying on, agreed to
secure a small annuity to the ex-wine-merchant, on con-
dition that he should quit the fashionable West End,
and banish himself to one of the most distant and
obscure suburbs. The bargain was at once accepted,
and the bankrupt retired to Whitcchapcl, where he
found some one willing to help him to bear his troubles.
So he married and had a daughter, who received the
high-sounding name ofLavinia. Though forbidden any,
whatever intercourse with his lucky relative of the West
End, the exile of Whitechapel repeatedly applied, botli
in writing and in person, to Mr. Mark Jones for an
increase of his annuity, which he alleged to be scarcely
enough for one, and starvation for two. ]\Ir. Mark said
he should have thought of that before he took a wife,
and obstinately resisted all importunities until this child
was born; when, more out of fear of further disgrace
from an exposure of family circxmistances than from
compassion, he consented to a small augmentation of
the allowance.
56 LAVINIA.
After this, tlie written demands and personal requests
for money grew rarer, but did not wholly cease for all
that, and it was upon the occasion of one of these
interested visits, that Mrs. Jones first noticed and was
captivated by the little Lavinia, who had accompanied
her father. Lavinia was then seven years old, and a
miracle of beauty, gentleness, and intelligence. Even
matter-of-fact Mr. Jones was not insensible to her in-
fantine grace, and precocious witty sayings; so no
wonder Mrs. Jones, to whom Providence had denied
the boon of children, should have earnestly desired to
adopt and bring her up as her OAvn child. It is not to
be supjiosed that Mr. Jones yielded at first, or with a
good grace, to his wife's wishes, but he did so at last;
and after much mean haggling, that bargain was entered
into between the two brothers, the clauses of which
have been already hinted at by dying Mrs. Jones.
When Lavinia was made over by her willing parents
to their rich relations, she was immediately consigned
to a first-rate boarding-school to receive a brilliant
education. Together with this act of adoption, Mr.
Jones took another important step; he parted with the
Italian warehouse. He had capital enough to insure his
being a man of some importance anywhere, and self-
conceit enough to match his capital.
A couple of years after Mr. Jones's name as a
tradesman had been erased from the General Directory.,
he received by post a note, entreating his attendance
without delay at the residence of a Mary Holywell,
who had imj^ortant revelations to make with respect to
Miss Lavinia Jones, without doing which, she did not
dare to face death. The appeal, earnestly worded
enough, might, as the experienced Mr. Jones was
TUB ALTERNATIVE. 57
aware, be a snare to draw tim into an ambush, from
whence no escape without undrawing his purse; it
might even be one of his Avortliy brother's stratagems
to force from him a few more pounds; and Mr. Jones
liad fifty minds to throw note and request to the winds.
But there is fascination in a mystery, and so after
wasting some hours in wise pros and cons, Mr. Jones
ended by proceeding to the address given by the soi-
disajit Mary Holywell.
It was one of those haunts of vice and misery, which
a beast of the field would not have chosen for its lair;
one of the foul excrescences, not unfrequently met with
on the smooth stuccoed surface of the proud, rich, and
prudish metropolis of Great Britain. At the house, to
which he had been directed, Mr. Jones found a woman,
evidently in the last stage of consumption, on Avhose
death-striken face still lingered the traces of great past
beauty, and who in a husky voice jjainfully gasped
out the following strange tale.
She had known the elder Mr. Jones and his wife
well, having occupied for years a house in common
with them in WhitechapeL She herself had at that
time been living with a man, a Spitalfields weaver, who
was not her husband, and she and her fellow-lodger
Mrs. Jones, had been confmed within a week or two of
one another, and admiring the name given to the
Jones's baby, she had called hers also Lavinia. Lavinia
Jones, always a puny, sickly child, died before it was
quite a twelvemonth old, a great distress to the father,
who became alarmed that the increase of allowance,
made on account of his child, Avould bo withdrawn by
his brother, as soon as he knew of the poor little
creature's death. Under this pressure, Jones proposed
58 LAVINIA.
to lier to let tlie deceased child pass for liers, and to
give liim up lier living infant, for the consideration of
a weekly allowance. She was sickly, pleaded Mary
Holywell, unable to work, and otherwise utterly desti-
tute. The man she lived with had left her and gone
to California. God forgive her, but she was sorely
tried, and yielded to Jones's tempting tongue. She did
not feel much what she had done, as long as her girl
lived with her fellow-lodgers, but her heart had begun
to trouble her, when Mr. Mark Jones took the chile!,
believing it to be his own blood, and now she couldn't
die with the lie on her conscience.
AYell, we have not recorded much good of Mark
Jones: he was compassionate in this instance, he sent
a medical man to attend on Mary Holywell; but the
poor troubled spirit, relieved from its burden of a bad
secret, passed away on the very following day.
Mr. Jones was a man of business habits, therefore
he went at once to the registrar's office for the parfsh
of Whitechapel, to seek confirmation of the allegations
made by Mary Holywell, There he found, and had
copies taken of the certificates, which he now laid
before his j^resent Avretched listener, — one of Lavinia
Jones's death, and one of Lavinia Holywell's birth.
His next act was to go to his brother's, with the two
damnatory documents in his hand, and there he swore
a frightful oath, that if the guilty wretch ever breathed
a syllable of this foul transaction, or even showed his
face again in his (Mark Jones's) neighbourhood, he
Avould try what punishment the law awarded for such
knavery. This done, he debated with himself what his
own course should be, and he came to the conclusion
— half from liking to the child, half from dread of the
TUE ALTERNATIVE. 59
scandal Avliicli niiglit arise — tliat tLe Avisest tliiug to
do was to bold Lis tongue, and keep Lis knowledge to
Limself, even to tLe exclusion of Lis wife; and tliis
determination Le Lad steadily adLered to, up to tLis
moment of revelation to Lavinia lierself.
A tLunderbolt does not carry stronger conviction of
its reality to tLe senses of tLe terror-striken Avayfarer,
at wLose feet it falls, tLan did tLe trutLfulness and
autLenticity of Mr. Jones's statement to tLe almost
stunned mind of Lavinia. SLe took in, nevertLeless,
at one glance and for ever, its wLole purport, and was
spared at least tLe struggles of suspense. All failed
Ler at once — tLe past, tLe present, tLe future, even
Ler own identity. TLe very affection, wLicL from tLe
otLer side of tLe grave cast a ray of ligLt into tLe
camera oscura of Ler life, was no longer Lers — sLe
Lad no riglit to it. Her inner as well as Ler oiiter
world reeled and crumbled about licr. JJespair clutcbed
tLe poor girl's Leart, and Liding Ler face witL Ler Lands,
sLe burst into a passion of tears.
Mr. Jones tried to console Ler in Lis way. TLere
was no occassion for Ler to put Lerself in sucL a state;
it was mere folly; for wLat, after all, was tlicrc
clianged in Ler situation? — notliing but a name. Uad
Le not known of Ler real condition for tliese eleven
years past, and yet Lad Le not gone on witli Ler edu-
cation, just as if sLe Lad been Lis real niece; made
Ler tLe tLorougli lady sLe Avas, and wLicL sLe migLt
remain to tLe end of Ler days, if sLe only trusted to
Lim? His Louse was Lers as before. Lis fortune at
Ler disposal, as it Lad been, and so on. Lav'inia sobbed
out Ler tLanks as best sLc could, but said, tLe sLock
Lad been too sudden, Lad taken Ler so unawares, tliat
60 liAVIKIA.
slie must have time and quiet to think, and to regain
composure. Certainly, poor thing, agreed Mr. Jones.
He showed himself, under the circumstances, both dis-
creet and attentive. He called to see her the next day,
and the next, but only stayed a few minutes, as he
exjolained, to satisfy himself that she was not ill, and
wanted for nothing. By and by, he relapsed into his
usual Sunday visit.
Thus two months passed by — two months full for
Lavinia of anxious consultations with herself. One
point was perfectly clear to her perception. She could
not go on with any propriety living under the same
roof with, and eating the bread of one to whom she
was no kin, who had been, in fact, by a fraud, forced,
as it were, to become her benefactor. Independently
of her innate self-respect, which forbade such a course,
she would, so she felt, at least, by continuing to occupy
a place which was not hers by right, be a party, passive
indeed, but still a party, to a deceit upon the world.
But where was she to go? how was she to support
herself? She had none from whom to ask advice and
guidance; because to none had she the courage to
reveal the shame of her birth. None but Mr. Jones.
"Why then not trust him? He had con-espondents, con-
nections, interests in every quarter of the globe; of all
people he was the best able to help her, and having
the power, why should she doubt his good will? He
had showTi himself to her a real friend. Thus arguing
with herself, she came to the conclusion that she would
make him the confident of her wish to find some situa-
tion — abroad.
Mr. Jones's conduct well justified his claim to the
title of friend, that she had bestowed on him. She had
THE ALTERNATIVE. 61
surely misjudged the man. He was unoLti'usively at-
tentive, kind, at times almost tenderly so. He brought
lier newspapers, books, and the choicest flowers; he
never interfered with her wishes by word or deed, even
seemed quite reconciled to her plan of seclusion. He
availed himself of every opportunity to encourage and
reassure her as to her future. He had even repeatedly
hinted at a something in store for her — a something
that might greatly surprise, but he fondly hoped Avould
not be displeasing to her. She knew not Avhat to make
of this innuendo, unless it was an allusion to some ofter
of marriage he had received for her. If so, the moment,
in her opinion, was ill chosen, but it would be a
reason the more why she should let him know her
intentions.
One afternoon, before dinner, she summoned all her
courage, and told him she wished to speak to him
about herself. He did not look at all disturbed — of
the two, rather pleased. He said that, thougli he was
not her uncle, that did not militate against his being
her friend — a tenderer friend than perhaps she sur-
mised, and as he spoke, he took one of her hands
in his.
"I am sure you are my friend," replied Lavinia,
"and indeed I am grateful to you for your kindness;
at the same time you must acknowledge, that your
being only my friend, and unfortunately not my uncle,
must prevent my remaining with you on the same
footing as if I were in reality your niece."
"Well, I allow it," replied Mr. Jones, and added
quickly, in a M'ould-be passionate tone, "why may I
not become to you something better than uncle or
friend?"
62 LATINTA.
She did not seize his meaning.
"Is there not a more sacred and dearer title that
you can bestow on me?'" asked he, in a still tenderer
tone-, "a title -which will confer on me the right to
protect you in the face of tlie whole world?"
She looked alarmed and perplexed, like one who
cannot take in the sense of earnest words, spoken in
an unknown language.
"I am healthy, and strong," went on the tempter,
"and many a younger lady than you are, has married
an older man than I am, and not nied the bargain;
quite the contraiy. "What do you say to it, eh?"
She remained as if made of stone for a while; then
violently disengaging her hand, and recoiling from his
effort to repossess himself of it as from the touch of
a serpent, she sprang to the other end of the room,
saying, —
"Oh! never — never — rather die I''
Mr. Jones turned the colour of lead, and strode
towards her with a menacing air — all the worst
passions which degi'ade man's natuie flushed from his
eyes.
"Don't rouse the devil in me,"' he shouted, "or
by •'
He made an effort to conti'ol himself, reti-eated a
step or two, and burst into a coarse laugh.
"I am a precious donkey to take your big words
seriously; you'll not find it easy to bully me, I warn
you. I mean to have you for my wife, and, will you,
nill you, my wife you shall be. I give you a night
and a day for meditation on the difference between
abandonment, beggary, starvation, and every luxury of
life, a jolly husband, and lots of friends. You'll say
TUB ALTERNATIVE. 63
'yes' to me witli a good grace, I dare say." And he
left lier.
Lavinia locked herself into her room, watching
■with a throbbing heart for the sound of wheels, to let
her know that he was gone. Sooner than she had
hojied, she heard his gig drive away. Then she threw
herself on her knees, and first prayed long and fervently,
then putting a few articles of clothing into a small
carpet-bag, she glided out of the house, and walked as
fast as she could to the nearest railway station. Within
another hour she was at the Loudon terminus. There
she took a cab, telHng the coachman to drive to Camden
Town. The name had slipped involuntarily from her
lips, in the effort to remember some out-of-the-way
place. She had never been in Camden Town, did not
know whether it Avas a single street, or a suburb con-
sisting of many streets.
The coachman asked whereabouts he was to stop
in Camden Town; "it were a loose sort of direction."
*'I will pull the check-string," said the perplexed
girl.
She was made aware of having reached her desti-
nation by the obstinate turning of the cabman to peep
in at her. She stopped him at once, paid him his
demand, took her carpet-bag, and walked straight on,
not quite sure whether she was awake or in a dream.
The cabman stared after her, shook his head, then set
his horse again in motion, satisfied that it was no busi-
ness of his to care what became of his out-of-the-way
passengers.
Lavinia's legs tottered under her, as she looked to
the right and the left, trying for the courage to knock
at one of the many houses, in the windows of which
64 LAvnoA.
were notices of apartments to let. Xo bencli near for
the tired, yet rest she must; she was ready to drop
on the pavement — still wandering on, wandering on.
She was now in a row of two-storeyed, neat little
houses; looking over the railing, she could see the
four walls of the front parloui-s ; anything so diminutive
must be cheap. She knocked at one of these small
dwellings, and said she wanted a room. It was the
landlady herself who opened the door; after a close
and suspicious inspection of the inquirer, she answered
that she never let rooms to single ladies. A second
application farther down the row met the same fate.
The third time she was permitted to see a room, but
when, in reply to the query of what luggage she had,
she allowed that she had nothing but the carpet-bag in
her hand, she was told, civilly enough, that the room
was already all but let to another party, and that she
had better try elsewhere. A fourth attempt succeeded.
The landlady of Xo. 25 was either more needy or less
distiTistful ; to be sure, she required an assui'ance that
the young lady received no visits, and was willing to
pay a foiiinight's rent in advance, Lavinia drew out
her purse, and paid the money immediately — not
without difficulty, indeed, everything round her reeled
so. After this preliminaiy, she was admitted into a
clean, tidy room, surprisingly cheap to the poor tyio
in poverty. If she Avanted for anything, there was a
bell, said the landlady. Xotliing: Lavinia wanted no-
thing, only rest, she said, as she laid herself down on
the horse-hair sofa.
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CHAPTER VII.
Found and Lost again.
The reader may perhaps owe us a grudge for having
so long kept Mr. Thornton out of sight, and for having
left unsolved a riddle or two connected with that gentle-
man. Had he really gone to the United States in search
of Paolo, as the last visa of his passport, entered at the
Bureau des Passeports, would lead one naturally to be-
lieve? And, if so, what could have been his motive,
and that of the clerk of the consulate, and of the soli-
citors in London, for making a mystery of his destina-
tion? AVc are going to meet categorically, and we hope
satisfactorily, this double query; our only reason for not
having done so before, being that we cannot relate the
history of several people at one and the same time.
Mortimer had, after leaving the Kue de Rohan for
the Rue Neuve des Augustins, still continued to receive
communications connected with his advertisement about
Paolo, most of them unworthy of notice, but which he
persevered in forwarding to the jiolicc. One letter,
however, dated from Havre, alike from its feeling tone,
and the quarter from Avhence it assumed to come, com-
manded his attention. The writer, who styled himself
the agent of a company for emigration to the United
States, and who professed himself to be a philanthropist,
explained how his sympathy had been aroused by the
perseverance of the advertiser, and how consequently
he had set on foot an inquiry in his own office, with
the view of ascertaining whether any one answering to
the description of the person missing had applied for a
Lavinia, II. 5
66 LAVINIA.
passage in any of tlie company's steamers. Tlie result
of the inquiry was, tliat, in fact, a young man whose
appearance tallied with the description given of Signer
Paolo Mancini, had called at the office on the 26th of
March last, and had secured a second-class berth for
New York in the AtalanVi. The name of this person,
as appeared from the books, was Paolo Manni, and not
Mancini-, but the slight difference in the surnames might
be, perhaps, owing to some incorrectness of the clerk
who had registered the passenger. Unfortunately, wrote
Thornton's unknown correspondent, he had not himself
seen the Italian, but should the advertiser think it worth
his while to follow out this clue, and come to Havre,
the clerk above mentioned would be too happy to impart
all his recollections as to the personal appearance of the
gentleman booked as Paolo Manni. Here followed the
signature of the writer, and the street and number of
the office at which application Avas to be made. A
postscript further intimated that the steamer No7ichalant
would leave Havre for New York on the day after the
morrow.
Mortimer thought the indications too precious to
allow of a moment's hesitation. He went straight to
the police, had his passport vised for the United States,
in order to be ready for instant embarkation, if neces-
sary, and then set off for Ha\T.-e, where he was not long
before he ascertained that he was the victim of a heart-
less hoax. The signature, the street, the number, and
the office, were one and all a fabrication. Thornton
came back utterly discomfited, and more sombre and
dejected than ever. He took to going frequently to the
Morgue. The ill-omened spot, and the lurid sights it
presented had a sort of savage fascination for him. The
FOUND AND LOST AGAIN. 67
impression, which he had had from the first, that Paolo
had thrown himself into the river, returned again and
again with the pertinacity and vigour of mania, and his
diseased fancy could not help speculating upon how
Paolo's dead body would look, stretched on the lugu-
brious flagstones of the sinister establishment. Thornton
was there one morning when a body, just dragged out
of the river, was being carried in. It had lain in the
water but a few hours, and was not at all disfigured.
It was the corpse of a young girl, not yet twenty,
middle-sized, slender, and strikingly handsome. The
wet masses of her rich auburn hair adhering to her
temples and neck, brought out in strong relief the
alabaster delicacy of her complexion. She was dressed
in white. Great was the concourse of people round the
beautiful dead girl, unanimous the pity, and loud the
guesses as to the cause of her untimily end. A
disappointment in love was, of course, the solution
given.
Longand wistfully did Mortimer gaze at the solemnly
quiet face, and lo! as he gazed, a strange work of trans-
formation, such as Ave have examples of in our dreams,
slowly accomplished itself in the solemnly quiet f;\ce,
until the unknown features shaped and settled them-
selves into those familiar ones, wliich had been for the
last nine years engraved in outlines of fire on his brain
and heart. All notion of time was obliterated withal,
and it seemed but yesterday that she, whom he identified
in the corpse now lying on those cold stones before him,
was hanging, a happy, confiding girl, on his ann; and
he had had the heart, madman that he was, to fling her
from him, and consign her to despair. And hero Avas
his work! and so then he was standinjr a convicted
68 LAVINIA.
murderer before Lis victim! Under the sway of tliis
horrible delusion , Mortimer rushed forth and precipitated
himself into the Seine !
In large and crowded cities, a man may drop from
sheer exhaustion, and breathe his last on the unfriendly
pavement little heeded; but if he takes to the river for
his death-bed, he is sure to be interfered with by the
very persons who would have shrugged their shoulders,
and passed on the other side, in the first case. The
reason of the difference is obvious; the inhabitants of
large towns are biased and fearful of being imposed
ujion; a man writhing and foiiming at the mouth in tlie
street maybe an impostor, whereas he who plunges into
running water cannot but be in downright earnest; and
once the possibility of a trick removed, human sensibi-
lities reassert their rights and get fair play. No sooner
was Thornton in the water, than a double shout was
raised from a multitude of anxious spectators lining both
banks of the Seine, and several boats and swimmers
put off to the rescue. A barge full of timber was coming
up the river; the man at the helm manoeuvred, so as
to place the barge sideways. Thornton, borne swiftly
doAvn the current, was stopped awhile by this impedi-
ment, then sank under it. A loud cry from the shores
testified to the universal horror; a boat shot forward to
the sjiot where Thornton had disappeared, and one of
the men in her jumped into the water and dived. There
was a moment of thrilling silent suspense, and then the
brave fellow rea£)peared, and not alone. A real shout
of triumph and admiration rent the air. With a stroke
or two of the oars, the men left in the boat brought
her close enough to preserved and preserver to lift them
safely in, and in five mimites more the still unconscious
FOUND AND LOST AGAIN. 69
Englishman, followed by the excited multitude, was
being carried to the nearest corps de garde.
A commissioner of police was already there, who,
as soon as Mortimer recovered his senses, proceeded to
an interrogatory. Mortimer's replies were at first collected
and to the point. He said who he was, and where he
lived , and cautioned the functionary not to interfere with
the liberty of a British subject. But when questioned
as to what had impelled him to attempt self-destruction,
he began raving that he was a murderer , and that ho
had passed sentence of death upon himself. He referred
the commissioner to the Morgue, where he would see
his (Thornton's) victim. The commissioner, though
strongly* impressed with the belief that he had to deal
with a person in a state of insanity, sent one of his staff"
to the Morgue, who brought back imformation which
completely proved the groundlessness of Mortimer's self-
accusation. He was accordingly conveyed in a carriage
to his lodgings, and left there under the strict surveil-
lance of two police agents in plain clothes, lest he should
renew his attempt against his life. In the meantime,
the English embassy was officially informed of what had
occurred, and a clerk of the British consulate, the very
same to whom Paolo and Prudence had applied for in-
formation about Thornton, was sent to the Eue Neuve
des Augustius,
Mortimer answered all this gentleman's inquiries
rationally; said he had no near relations that he knew
of; and when asked to do so, made no difficulty to give
the address of his solicitors in London; but once put on
the track of his late rash act, immediately accused him-
self of murder, launching forth in the same wild strain
as before. As Thornton seemed to have no friends
70 LAVINIA.
about him, tlie best thing to do was to telegraph to
Messrs. Henstrid and Co. information of the state of their
client.
One of the firm from Golden Square came at once
to Paris and had the unfortunate gentleman examined
by the English physician of the embassy, and by the
eminent Frenchman, Dr. Ternel, whose specialty Avas
the treatment of mental diseases. Both these gentlemen
agreed that Mr. Thornton was labouring under delusious,
and could not with safety to himself be left without
restraint. Upon this a sort of family council was held,
composed of the commissioner of police, the clerk of
the consulate, and the representative of the firm of
Henstrid and Co., and attended by the two physicians,
who had already examined into the case. It was then
iinanimously decided on, that the best course to pursue,
was to place the English gentleman under the care of
Dr. Ternel, and for that purpose to have him removed
to a maison de saute, immediately under that celebrated
man's direction. Owing to the infinite tact and persua-
sive ways of Mr. Ternel, no difficulty or demur was
made to the carrying out of this plan, by him whom it
chiefly concerned.
The nature of Thornton's malady, one of those which
relations and friends strive to conceal to the very last,
accounts for the evasive and ambiguous answers of
Messrs. Henstrid and Co. and of the clerk of the con-
sulate.
It is scarcely necessary to add, that Mortimer's se-
clusion put an end to all further advertisements, or in-
quiries about Paolo. More than this, one of the strangest
symptoms of Thornton's derangement was the dread and
terror, with which the recollection of Paolo was attended.
FOUND AND LOST AGAIN. 71
He was often busied writing out petitions for protection
against tlie persecution lie endured, and claiming from
Dr. Ternel the promise that he would prevent Paolo
from having access to him.
Madame Fran(,'oise had felt keenly for her lodger,
nor did she desert him in this his time of need. She
was frequently at the Malson de Sante ^ striving to com-
fort him with a woman's ingenious kindness. But a
month having elapsed without any. apparent improve-
ment in his condition, and her questions as to the pro-
bability of a speedy recovery meeting Avith no more
explicit answer from Dr. Ternel than a doubtful shake
of the head, the good lady lost heart and went to
Evreux to redeem her long-made promise to be with
her daughter during her approaching confinement.
Dr. Ternel did not shake his head in despair of
Thornton's case, but in despair at not being able to
seize on the indispensable clue for handling and mas-
tering it. Such details as Madame Fran(,'oise had been
able to relate of Thornton, previous to his outbreak of
madness in the Morgue, though of service in forming a
partial diagnosis, were of too scattered a nature, and
too disconnected with the immediate cause of Thornton's
disorder, to afford the doctor a good standing ground.
Material evidence it was that Dr. Ternel wanted, in
order to counteract effectually the lunatic's delusions.
Till he could lay hold of that, and there was little
likelihood of his doing so, he had scarcely any hope
of a favourable result to his treatment. The unlucky
Englishman seemed an isolated being. Apart from the
quarterly payments made regularly for him, no one in-
quired about, or cared for him. Poor deserted Thorn-
ton!
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CHAPTER VIII.
On the Left Bank of the Seine.
Was Paolo really in gay, turbulent, noisy Paris, or
liad he fallen from the clouds into some convent on the
top of Mount Lebanon? Such was the question that he
often put to himself during the first days of his new
employment. The house inhabited by Mr. Boniface was
the quietest of a quiet collection of houses, through a
court, down an alley, between another court and a gar-
den, in quiet Rue Cassette-, and the quietest nook in
this quietest of houses, was allotted to Paolo for his
daily avocations. The cell of an anchorite, as far as
silence and retirement go, could alone stand a compa-
rison with his little study. Not the faintest echo of the
noisy world without found a way to it, and within, no
sound but that of the scraping of a pen against paper.
The maids who shook carpets out of the opposite
windows, did so with a care; the very sparrows which
lighted on the solitary tree in the centre of the noise-
less court below, seemed impressed by the stillness that
reigned, and chirped sotto voce.
Paolo had never come in contact before with a real
devotee of science, and for the first time had an idea
of that tranquil, unremitting race after knowledge,
which the life of an intellectual pioneer can be. The
specimen he had under his eye interested him the more.
Scientific speculation was with Mr. Boniface a process
as natural, indispensable, and continuous as respiration.
Shut up as in a coat of mail in his world of thoughts
and calculations, the only realities for him, he forgot
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the external world and its exigencies, and would have
dropped exhausted over his volume or his slate, with-
out a surmise of the why and tlie wherefore, had not
his sister been at hand to warn him that it was time to
breakfast or to dine. A fish out of water was not more
helpless than he was, when summoned from the lofty
regions in which his spirit soared, and forced to take
into consideration any detail of common life — such, for
instance, as the being measured for a coat — then he
would search after something sensible to say, and in-
variably miss it; but set him on any of his favourite
themes — and all scientific sul)jects were so — or ask
an explanation of his own speculations, and he would
warm up and develop the most ingenious theories with
true eloquence.
Of an afternoon, Mr. Boniface often had visitors,
and as his study was contiguous to that of his ama-
nuensis, and the conversation, owing to liis deafness,
was carried on in a loud voice, Paolo had naturally his
share of it. Mr. Boniface's friends were for the most
part men of science like himself — naturalists, archaeo-
logists, orientalists, mathematicians — each having a
particular hobby of his own. Mr. Pertuis, of the Place
Eoyale, he who had introduced Paolo to Mr. Boniface,
was one of the most as.siduous visitors at Pue Cassette.
Often would Paolo lay down his pen to listen, and
derive the greatest gratification from what he heard.
Not that he could understand or take in the hundredth
part of what was said on these occasions — he Avould
have been quite another and a more accomjilished man
than he was, had he been able to do so; it was the
lofty standard of their callings, the entirencss of their
devotion to the interests of the mind , the all-absorbing
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character of their pursuits, the depth of their couvic-
tions, their enthusiasm, their patience, their simplicity,
which commanded Paolo's sympathy and admiration,
Paolo felt instinctively that these were the salt of the
city, and that to the patient investigations of such men
might be traced the germ of all the great discoveries
that honoured and beneiited mankind. Thus Paolo, in
his humble capacity of copyist, had a revelation, and
a bird's-eye view, of the world of intelligence.
In other and more personal respects also, he had
every reason to be satisfied with his present lot. Set-
ting aside the difficulty of quick communication with
one who was half blind, tolerably deaf, and always
abseut in mind — a difficulty, however, which each
day's habit lessened — his duties were easy enough;
and the regard shown him by brother and sister soon
made them pleasant Jlr. Boniface never came to him
with a change to make, of which he had bethought
himself after more pondering, without offering an apo-
logy for being so tiresomely particular, and without
uttering many self-reproaches for thus taxing Mr. Man-
cini's obligingness. Mademoiselle on her side never let
him dejjart at six o'clock, without expressing her own
and her brother's thanks for his kind attendance, ^h:
Pertuis also was very civil, and rarely called without
slipping into Paolo's study to shake hands with its in-
mate. Thanks and smiles and handshaking, you will
say, don't prove much regard: agreed; but they do good
all the same , and go far to sweeten dependence. Nor
were these outward signs of good-will the only tokens
of satisfaction received by the pr-o tempore secretary.
At the end of the second fortnight, his salary was
raised, from sixty to seventy-five francs, an item of
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some importance to one wliose heart was bent on
amassing funds as fast as possible for a journey from
Paris to Rome.
In spite of this augmentation, however, and of the
strictest economy, Paolo's savings at the end of the
month proved much less than he had anticipated. More
claims than he had reckoned upon had drained his
purse — the cobbler's wife opposite, who blacked his
shoes, and cleaned his room, had to be paid, and there
was an occasional wax-candle, and his washing. This
last expense was a very heavy one. Besides, manage
as best he could, it was, after all, an impossibility to
go on decently with a change of linen, and a worn-out
pair of boots. And a pair of shoes, at the lowest price,
was seven francs, and three shirts, at three francs and
a half each, had made altogether a large outlay. If
one could only do without eating ; but no, one must eat
every day, and several times a day. Truth to say,
Paolo had reduced this necessity to its simplest ex-
pression. A hot roll — poor Salvator's breakfast, minus
the roasted chesnixts not to be found in Paris at that
time of the year — a hot roll munched on his way to
Kue Cassette in the morning — two other rolls at tAvelve,
swallowed before a book-stall on the quays, his usual
and most economical circulating library, or while walk-
ing in front of yonder noble pile, the Louvre — and at
half-past six in the evening, such a luxurious dinner as
we have described already — constituted his daily food,
at the cost of eighteen sous per diem. It is possible
that some of the materials of the last-mentioned repast
were not always unimpeachable, but the condiment of
hunger seasoned them. Neither bitters, nor absynth,
nor vermuth render the stomach of a youth of twenty-
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four so optimist as a fast of ten Lours broken only by
three halfpenny rolls.
Paolo had taken a local affection for the old-fashioned
and comparatively tranquil part of the town in which
chance had thrown him, and seldom went out of its
precincts. The -Seine was his Rubicon. He liked to
stroll of an evening over the half-deserted quays, and
watch, from one or other of the bridges, the setting of
the sun behind the heights of Chaillot, to contemplate
the imposing silhouette of Xotre Dame by moonlight,
and follow the reflection of the lamps in the dark roll-
ing waters below. His rambles and his admiration were
not unfrequently shared by a companion, his neighbour
of the '"''Bonne nuit, voisin!'''' a young student from
Evreux, as he afterwards proved to be, who was sup-
posed to be accomplishing his droit at Paris — equiva-
lent, I fancy, to keeping Law Terms in Lincoln's Lm
— and, under cover of that convenient legal liction,
sowing his wild oats.
A more sociable, sanguine, thoughtless, and original
Bohemian than Theophile Courant had never pitched
his tent in the Quartier Latin. As long as his quarter's
allowance lasted — which, when he was most prudent,
might be a fortnight — he had a merry life of it, re-
fusing himself nothing; the rest of the time he shifted
as best he could, living on fried potatoes and credit-, a
change of diet which in nowise affected his humour:
merrily and carelessly as he had gone through his seven
years of plenty, to use his own phrase, merrily and
carelessly he ti'aversed his seven years of famine.
The Frenchman disapproved of the Italian's some-
what ascetic ways and retired habits of life, and would
fain have enticed him into forming acquaintances among
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the griscttes frequenting the Mar-che mix Fleurs close by.
It was to that humble stage, that the soi-disant student,
weaned for the time being from the joys and conquests
of the Chaumiere and the Closerie aux Lilas , confined
his exploits, seeking there thrice a week easy bonnes
fortunes. He had, in truth, plenty of them, and was
fond of relating his triumphs. The mixture of a Sar-
danapalus and a Diogenes in him , not to s^^eak of the
attractions of a pate de foie (p'as, and rof/uons sante's aux
trujfcs in his days of abundance, took amazingly with
the fair and loving spinsters of the Quartier Latin.
Paolo did not envy him his successes. Love, to his
mind, meant something better, be would say, than a
temporary association for the sake of pleasure; upon
which Theophile nicknamed him faroiiclie Hippolyte,
favouring him with much ridicule and laughing at his
own jokes. Courant was a clever fellow, full of talk,
of wit, of paradox, boldly flying at all subjects, and
agreeing with Paolo on none, save that of politics. All
epicurean and sceptic as he boasted himself to be, the
young Frenchman had strong political convictions of
the same decided hue as those of his new friend.
As usual during what he termed his temporary
eclipses, Courant was in a concentrated literary mood
— had, in fact, on the stocks, at one and the same
time, a poem, a comedy, and a novel — and spiced
his pennyworth of fried potatoes with visions of the
Cross of the Legion of Honour , and a seat at the In-
stitute. He loved to dilate on his plots, especially on
tJiat of his rredestine ^ a novel of passion. According
to him, passion was the only field in Avhich Balzac
had left anything to glean. AH other forms of fiction,
whether of worldly life or private life, whether of mo-
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rals or pliilosophj, that great dissector of tte human
heart had exhausted. Balzac was Courant's prophet,
and the Physiology of Marriage the book of books with
him.
Well, then, to return to the student's favourite
theme. The "Predestine" was a Parisian poet, young,
handsome, rich, and highly gifted withal, intensely un-
happy from the absence of that sister soul, caressed in
dreams , and which was to complete his existence.
Stormy had been his youth, an Ixionlike race after his
half-ball; he had demanded it from the aristocratic
salons of Europe, from the workshop, the thatched
cottage, from the pampas of America, and the orgies
of the salon dore. All in yain: the "Predestine" walked
through life gloomy, incomplete, alone. One day, as
he emerged from the depths of a forest, he heard a
merry peal of bells from a little village church. He
enters it — there is a wedding going on. The clerk
to the notary of the village, a common-lookiug per-
sonage enough, is being married to the daughter of his
employer, a slender, pale, and far from handsome blonde.
The "Predestine" — mark this — objects, always has
objected, to blondes in general; but the more he looks
at this one, strange to say, the more he feels attracted.
Surely there is something fatal in the fascination she
exercises over him. His whole soul flies towards her
as to its centre. In short, as the benediction is pro-
nounced, he has received a full in-efragable revelation,
that the bride of the notary's clerk is his the "Pre-
destine's" heaven-destined better half.
"How was it revealed to him, the fool?" inter-
rupted Paolo,
Courant, unmoved, continued; —
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"Like a wolf who does not lose sight of his prey,
he follows the bridal j^arty to the little country inn,
where the modest family banquet is to take place. As
he does so, contending thoughts sweep over his brain,
like wind-driven clouds over the sky. No, he will not
be defrauded of his own — his rights, registered in
heaven, are anterior to those of that paltry epicier. She
shall be his. Acting upon this resolve, tlie 'Predestine'
forthwith procures a quantity of a narcotic; hires a
small chamber contiguous to the dining-room, where
the wedding repast is to take place; pours some of the
sojjorific in the champagne glasses, ten in number, and
lies in wait for the effect. The dinner proceeds slowly
and prosily, at last he hears the report of the cham-
pagne corks — toasts are drunk — and then little by
little the murmur of voices subsides, one head after
another drops on the table, and the whole company
is fast asleep. The 'Predestine' seizes the moment,
pounces upon his prey, lifts her up in his arras, and
carries off his precious charge to his retreat."
"An infernal trick, worthy of ten thousand guillo-
tines," cried Paolo.
"Eather so," said Theophile; '"strike hard to strike
home,' is my motto. I see my plot is a taking one. I
have not done yet — there's something still more spicy
in store. Hearken to this:" "After a time, the bride-
groom, awaking, misses his bride, seeks her with tot-
tering steps, notices a door ajar, pushes it, and enters.
The door was that of the chamber of the 'Predestine,'
which he had forgotten to lock. A tiger disturbed in
his den is not more terrible than the 'Predestine' at
sight of his rival; the clutch of a tiger's claws not more
deadly than the grasp of the 'Prc'destind's' fingers round
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the intruder's throat. A struggle of ten seconds, a
stifled groan, and there lies the morning's bridegroom
— a corpse." "What do you say to that, eh? I hope
it is lively and passionate enough for a first chapter,"
chuckled Couraut.
"I say it is unnatm^al, absurd, abominable, non-
sensical. "What is the use of this string of impossible
horrors? Cid bono?"
"He asks ciii bono?'''' retorted Courant, laughing.
"Why, to carry away the reader from the first, to lay
violent hands on his attention, to have a sale of twenty
thousand copies; in a word, to succeed."
"You will never do so by means of giving people
nightmares," said innocent Paolo; "there are other and
purer sources of interest, thank God, than treachery,
murder, and such like amenities. Listen to this;" and
enthusiastic, and overflowing with recollections, as all
true Italians are, of the Promessi Sposi, Paolo gave his
friend an outline of Manzoui's celebrated novel ; namely,
the simple story of two obscure existences, a poor silk-
weaver and his affianced bride, momentarily brought in
contact with, and dragged along by, the current of the
evil passions of a rude age, and making their way out
of the turbid whirlpool through humble faith and love,
and lauding in safety after many trials, wiser, better,
humbler, happier.
"I daresay it is all very fine," observed Theophile;
"but it has a radical defect; it might compete for the
2J)'Lv Monthyon — it is too moral."
"Too moral!" exclaimed Paolo, his eyes widening
Avith amazement.
"Yes: far too moral, and tame in proportion,"
averred Courant; "no cloves and pepper; no chic; no
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toucli of what I call real passion in it; none of the posi-
tions risquees^ in which the public delight. The author
had a precious gold vein within his reach, in the love
aifair of La Signora with Cavaliere Egidio — the passion
of a nun; a capital hit, if j)roperly developed. But no;
he did not see it."
"He rejected, he spurned it," said Paolo, with
Avarrath; "never would Manzoni have so lowered him-
self."
"So much the more stupid. Morality, as a rule, is
unbearable in a work of fiction. The very reviewers,
who praise it professionally, laugh at it in their sleeves.
The palate of the public is blunted, palled, my dear
friend; it requires, and must have, stimulants. Every
nose turns up at y oui* boiled beef; no — no ! you must
give viands with sauce pifjuaiite; game that is high;
stuflfed with truffles into the bargain; plenty of cayenne,
— that is what is wanted."
"Kather than gratify such tastes, I would throw
away all pens, and black shoes for ever," cried un-
civilized Paolo.
"1 am more of a philosopher than to do that," said
Courant. "History teaches me that every age has its
crotchets. I am of my age, and accept it as I find it
without discussion. Such of its foibles as can help me
up, I take advantage of; that's my philosophy."
"Your scepticism, you mean. And the dignity of
letters, the eternal moral, the right divine of the beau-
tiful and the true; what becomes of them, pray, in your
system?" interrogated Paolo.
Courant -looked at him with compassionate interest,
and said, —
"I never saw such fly-swallowers as you Italians,
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with your inexhaustible stock of enthiisiasm. There's
something in it, though, artistically speaking, and I
have a mind to put you in my next novel. In sober
truth, let me tell you, that you drivel — tu patanges.
The high-flo^Ti theories about Art of a few visionaries,
a few fanatics , are no gospel. My theory is far simpler,
all summed up in that famous verse of the great master:
Tons les genres sont bons hors le genre enwnjcnx."
"Down to the cynical," expostulated Paolo.
"And why not, so long as the form is good, and
success attends it? Did not Horace skirt it, Ovid dive
into it, Longus, the sophist, revel in it? and don't we
admire them to this day?" asked Courant.
"But they were pagans, my dear friend. And so
then you reduce literature to an affair of style?"
"And success," quoth Courant.
"And the Venus de' Medici, and the Hottentot
Venus, provided they attract the crowd, are equally
welcome in your eyes."
''DixisUr
In spite of these disagreements, or perhaps owing
to them, the two neighbours were on the most friendly
terms, sought after each other, and regularly spent the
Sundays, Paolo's only holiday, in walking through the
galleries of the Louvre and Luxembourg. Theophile
was even introduced to Mr. Prosper and his wife, at
whose establishment Paolo generally ended his evening
strolls.
Thus time wore on up to the middle of August,
when our Eoman painter, who had almost forgotten
that he was one, found himself master of the round sum
of a hundred and twenty-two francs. This, according
to his calculations, was more than sufficient for his
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journey to Rome. His economies of tlie fortniglit just
entered upon, and wliich lie reckoned would amount to
some forty francs, were destined for an object, on wliich
bis heart had long been set; for the purchase of some
useful article for the self-denying' Madame Prudence.
Nor must it be supposed that Paolo had been remiss in
sliowing gratitude in substantial ways towards Prosper's
family — many a franc had been spent on the little
ones, which otherwise would have accelerated his hour
of hoped-for freedom. We have done as Paolo' him-
self, laid no stress on what Avas so immeasurably below
his wishes and their claims.
Such being the satisfactory state of his affairs, it
occurred to our Roman, that it might be as well to go
betimes, and look after his passport. Accordingly, one
morning, instead of indulging in his habitual lounge
between the Pont Neuf and the Pont des Tuileries,
while he made his noonday repast of the two halfpenny
rolls, he took them and himself through the Rue de
rUniversite, his road to the residence of the Pontifical
Nuncio in Paris. Introduced to a gentleman in black,
he gave his name, calling, and address at Rome, ex-
plaining that he had come to Paris in the preceding
March, had lost his passport, and wanted to replace it
in order that he might go back to Rome.
The affair seemed a very simple one to the appli-
cant; not so to the gentleman who received the appli-
cation. He did not mince the matter, but said at once
that what was asked was impossible. Before furnishing
any one with a passport, it was indispensable, the gen-
tleman in black explained, first, that it should be clearly
ascertained that the applicant was the person ho re-
presented himself to be; secondly, that he did not be-
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long to any of the categories of refugees, who were
excluded from the Papal States. The first desideratum
might and would be, he had no doubt, in the present
instance , satisfactorily fulfilled by unexceptionable
guarantees; but none could supply the second, save the
government of his Holiness, to which it would be his
duty to submit the case, and apply for instructions.
A poor devil who has been living for two months
on a hope, and sees it torn from him at the very mo-
ment he expects its realization, may well be pardoned
a moment of imi^atience, when he asks, rather snap-
pishly, as Paolo did, what possible length of time this
weighty affair of State was likely to require. The
patient answer was, that no time could be fixed, but if
Signor Paolo Mancini would give himself the trouble
to call again at the end of three weeks, or a month,
there might probably be some communication to impart
on the subject of his application.
This conclusion of the interview having by no
means improved Paolo's temper, he made his exit
chewing something between his teeth, which was not
precisely a blessing, and it may also be that he did
not shut the door, but allowed it to close itself with a
smart bang. The gentleman of the Nonciatura received
from these petty incidents a decidedly sinister impres-
sion of Mr. Paolo Mancini, which impression he hastened
to convey to his superior, who, in his turn, transmitted
it to his chief at Home. A circumstance, which at first
sight Avould seem as if it ought to have told in Paolo's
favour, on the contrary strongly militated against him
— it was, that his name did not figure on any of the
lists and reports forwarded to the Nonciatura by any
of its Paris agents; a proof as clear as day to every
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one belonging to tlie Nonciatura, tliat he must have
been skulking elsewhere than in Paris, most likely had
been to London for fresh orders and watchwords of in-
surrection.
No one but philosophic-tempered Theophile could
have stood the poi'cupine mood of Paolo, after this
mishap. Beyond calling him now and then massncraiit,
and lecturing him on the excessive absurdity of wishing
to go anywhere else, when one had the luck to be in
Paris, the student never evinced any symptom of im-
patience. Perhaps his equanimity was sustained by the
metamorphosis he knew to be near at hand, and which
occurred with the arrival of his quarter's allowance.
The caterpillar rose up a butterfly, which took its
flight to higher regions, after vainly urging Paolo to
send Bonifaces and passports to Hades, and learn what
life might be.
CHAPTER IX.
Surprise upon Surprise.
As Paolo, one-and-twenty days after his first appli-
cation for a passport, was walking at full speed down
the Rue Jacob, towards the Nonciatura, his progress
was suddenly checked by an omnibus crossing the street
in a diagonal line. Without waiting for the huge ob-
struction to leave the road clear, Paolo glided round it,
and found himself face to face with the tall horse of a
tilbury coming in the opposite direction from the om-
nibus, and concealed by the big machine. The driver
of the tilbury, shouting "(?a/r, maladroit!" reined in
his horse quickly enough to prevent any more serious
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mischief than the rash passenger's liat being knocked
off bj the head of the horse.
Paolo picked up his hat, and was proceeding on his
way, when a voice cried after him, —
"By the Capitol! it is that enraged Telemachus in
search of the Ideal."
Paolo stopped, and in his turn cried, —
"By Jove! it is Du Genre."
"The very same, at your service," said Du Genre;
"get in, there's a seat for you, my fine fellow," stretch-
ing out his hand to Paolo; and as soon as he had him
by his side, bestowing on him a fraternal accolade.
"Since how long in Paris? And you didn't seek me
out, you false friend! Where is Mentor? You look
as pale, and thin, and shaved as if you came out of a
convent of Trappistes. Lucky that the horse knocked
off your hat, or I should never have recognized you
under that monument; no wonder you run against car-
riages with that Babel structure on your caput."
"Always the same," said Paolo, smiling. "First of
all, I must tell you that I am bound for the Nonciatura,
and if out of your way — "
"I'll drive you to Mecca if Mecca is your destina-
tion," answered the realist; you are not going to get
rid of me so easily, I can tell you. May I, without
indiscretion, ask Avhat business takes you to the Non-
ciatura?"
"To get a passport, if I can, to replace the one I
have lost."
"You are not going to leave Paris, are you?"
asked Du Genre.
"Most positively so," said Paolo.
"At any rate not yet, for I lay an embargo on you
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for at least three weeks. You sliall not leave Paris
without tasting some of its sweets uuder my direction."
"I have had quite enough of its bitters," said Paolo.
"You talk and look as mysteriously as one of
Byron's heroes. Paris, I told you often, is exactly the
place for such as you. It will cure you of many of
your crotchets; it will send you back to Rome a new
man, a wiser man."
"Thank you," said Paolo, "but I have no wish to
part with my old skin, or old crotcliets. I have an
affection for one and the other. But here we are at
the Nonciatura."
The tAvo friends alighted and went up to the office.
On giving his name, Paolo had a letter handed to him
by the same gentleman in black, whom he had seen
on his previous visit three weeks before; and who said,
that the letter had been waiting there for some time,
as, Mr. Maucini's address not being known, there was
no possibility of forwarding it. Taking it for granted,
that it was a written answer to his former application,
Paolo broke the huge black seal, looked at the signa-
ture after glancing at the first few lines, then exclaimed,
in a tone of disappointment, —
"But this has no reference Avhatever to my request.
What about the passport I have applied for?"
As to the passport, replied the urbane gentleman
in the black suit, he was sorry he was obliged to say
that it could not be granted. Strict injunctions to the
contrary had been received from his government at
home.
If ever man was provoked, Paolo Avas. lie fretted
and fumed and demanded to know the why and where-
fore of this order: a usual weakness in those smarting:
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under injustice; tliey nve always wanting reasons, as if
those who inflicted injustice always knew the why.
The business of the gentleman in black was to see
orders executed, and not to inquire into their cause. If
Signor Mancini considered himself aggrieved, he was at
liberty to forward a petition.
Paolo, wishing petitions and petitioners at a certain
place not usually mentioned aloud at the Nonciatura,
bolted out of the office.
"A precious state of things," he said, getting into
the tilbury after his friend, "and for which we have to
thank your country, Du Genre."
Du Genre hung his head.
"A famous houlette it was," said he, rather sulkily,
"nothing like clever people for getting themselves
and their friends into a mess. "VVliere do you want
to go?"
"Can you drive me to Rue Cassette?"
"Willingly, if you will direct me. I thought I
knew the town well, but I never heard of that street
before. It must be at the antipodes of Paris, out of
the pale of the habitable world. Are you in search of
the fossil remains of antediluvian megatheriums."
"I am going to Mr. Boniface, my employer, who
lives there."
Du Genre opened his eyes wide. There was no
help for it now. Paolo had to explain, and in so
doing, he had necessarily to touch on some of those
circumstances — Thornton's disappearance among others
— which had rendered a search for means of gaining
his daily bread imperative.
Du Genre looked like one fallen from the clouds,
but he was not slack in offering his purse, which Paolo
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declined at once. They were still deep in interesting
topics when they reached Mr. Boniface's door.
"Here is my address," said Du Genre; "but can't
I see you again to-day?"
"At a quarter past six on the Pont Neuf," said
Paolo, laughing.
"The impressive silence of Pompeii," said Du Genre,
looking round him; "the air full of the odour of mum-
mies." Then he called out, as Paolo alighted, "Mind,
old fellow, you have dropped your big despatch; by-
the-by, you have never read it."
Paolo picked up the letter, saying —
"As far as I could see, it was the notification of
Bishop Rodipani's death. It is signed ' Guarini,' a name
quite unknown to me."
"Guarini?" repeated Du Genre; "why, that is the
name of a celebrated lawyer in Rome. Allow me to
observe, friend Telemachus, that it is always an inju-
dicious act to read any letter partially, especially so
when it is one announcing the decease of a relation.
Who knows but that you are down in the bishop's will
for a handsome legacy."
"The most likely thing in the world," said Paolo,
shrugging his shoulders.
"More unlikely events have happened," said Du
Genre. "Come, I wager two to one that it is so now;
read it, or let me read it."
"See for yourself," said Paolo, giving Du Genre
the letter; "I can't wait, I am already behind my
time."
Du Genre, throwing the reins to his little groom,
followed Paolo through the j)orte cocherr, the first court,
the alley, and the second court, taking in the contents
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of Siguor Gruariui's communication the while; then gave
a jump as if a mine had exploded under his feet, —
"It's true, by Jove! I have won; you were horn
with a silver sj^oon in your mouth. Hail to Bishop
Rodipani's illustrious heir!"
"•Chut, nonsense," said Paolo, looking hack.
"Believe your own eyes. E-re-de u-ni-ver-sa-lc.
Excusez du peu."
Nothing less than the evidence of his own senses
could convince young Manciui of the truth of his friend's
assertion. Strange, unlikely, almost unnatural as the
fact was, there it was, the clear statement staring him
in the face. Who can fathom the mysteries of a death-
bed?
Paolo stood mute and blank, as if confronted by the
head of Medusa.
"What is the matter with the man now?" cried
the Frenchman; "a fortune has fallen at your feet, and
you look as if you saw a ghost."
"I wish Bishop Rodipani had made another will,"
was Paolo's answer. "I feel as if I ought not to accept
this fortune."
"That's a little too cocasse," cried Du Genre, in a
sort of comic despair; "the man's lunatic. And pray,
why is it incumbent upon you to refuse such a god-
send?"
"Because it comes from the persecutor of my
parents."
"Listen to him," ejaculated the Frenchman. "Never
mind the instrument Providence employs, my Tele-
machus. Money never smells bad from whatever source
it conies, was the remark of a Roman emperor, who
was far from being considered a goose. If the donor
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Las given you cause of complaint, reason the more for
accepting the peace-offering meant in reparation; would
you have him broil in purgatory to all eternity?"
"I will think about it," said Paolo, one foot on the
stairs; "I must leave you now."
"I shall go with you," said Du Genre, following;
"I am not going to forsake you in this dangerous
frame of mind; you are not compos, you are not in-
deed."
"You can't come in with me; it is against all rules,"
expostulated Paolo , on the landing.
"You'll see whether I can or not," said tlie realist,
pulling the bell. "I tell you, you are not fit for
work just now. I'll ask this employer of yours to give
you a holiday."
Mr. Boniface's lucky star ordained that the bell
should be answered by Mdlle. Boniface, who, to spare
her brother all contention of mind, graciously took upon
herself to grant Du Genre's request; she Avas sure, was
Mdlle. Marie, of her brother's approbation. Upon tliis
assurance Paolo thanked the lady, and the two friends
drove to Du Genre's notary, a fine old gentleman, with
white hair and a mild, benevolent countenance, which
did any one good only to see. Nor was the face want-
ing in caution, still less so in acuteness; you might sec
the one in the slightly pinched lips, and the other in
the quick glance of the clear eye.
lie listened to a translation of the letter from Home,
and to the comprehensive statement which Du Genre
afterwards gave him, with the utmost attention, his
eyes half closed, which he opened wide enough, how-
ever, when he heard the nature of Paolo's scruples ; and
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looked so searcliinglj at tlie young mau, as to make
liim redden and cast down his eyes.
"Had the testator any other relation than this young
gentleman?" inquired the old lawyer.
His query being answered in the negative, he
added, —
"The question at issue is one that scarcely comes
within the domain of a notary; it is nothing more nor
less than a case of conscience, the solution of which
had better have been asked of a priest. However, as
men of my profession have often been styled, and are,
in a certain sense, the directors of the consciences of
their clients — as to worldly affairs I mean — I think
I shall not be passing beyond the boundaries of my own
calling, if I give an opinion about this matter. It will
be done in a very few words."
Tm-ning himself round so as to address Paolo in
particular, he continued, —
"To spurn a fortune, my dear sir, maybe, accord-
ing to the circumstances, a very wise or a very foolish
thing. To the enthusiastic and the unreflecting, self-
abnegation may seem a viiine, quand meme, but it is
not so. An act, for being generous — for entailing,
I mean, a sacrifice on him who does it — is not essen-
tially good; what makes it so, is its consonance to rea-
son. It is consonant to reason, that to avert a great
evil or to effect a great good, which cannot be averted
or effected otherwise, one's fortune, or even one's life,
should be imperilled or renounced; but it is contrary
to reason that any such sacrifice be made — for what?
— for the mere pleasure of making it. Xow, the more I
think of the step you are meditating, sir, the less I see
what rational purpose it can answer. It confers no
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benefit on any one else , -while it deprives you of the
power of good which resides in money; that's what
your sacrifice would accomplish, and ad quid perditio
Juec?"
"But," faltered Paolo, considerably abashed, "the
person who has left me his property, Avas cruel to my
parents in a way aud to a degree you cannot realize;
and whatever reason may say, my feelings make me
shrink from accepting from Bishop Rodipani dead, a
benefit that I most surely would have scorned from Bi-
shop Rodipani living."
"Allow me to tell you," replied the notary, "that
a feeling which is in itself a sin, cannot be received
as your justification. All earthly resentment should
cease before a tomb; this liberality from one formerly
little friendly to you or yours, is evidently intended as
an amends."
"Did I not say the very same words to you?" broke
in Du Genre.
"It is a token of reconciliation proffered to you
from the grave," wound up the old gentleman; "you
ought no more to refuse it than a pardon to the
dying."
"I must be honest," said Paolo; "I cannot say that
my heart is softened to forgive when it is not."
"It will soften in good time," said the notary. "One
token of the forgiveness of trespasses commanded to us
all you can give at least — respect the will of the dead,
it ought to be held sacred."
"Let it be so then," said Paolo, conquered, if not
convinced (Du Genre drew a long breath of relief);
"I'll abide by your decision, sir."
The letter from Rome contained simple, but minute
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directions for Mancini's guidance. If tlie beir could not
or would not return to his own country for the present,
Signor Guarini infonued him that he had but to send a
power of attorney to one of Mr. Guarini's friends and
colleagues, whom he named, and that gentleman would,
in bis capacity of Paolo's legal representative, see to
the taking off the seals, the drawing up of the inven-
tory, &c. ; in short, would go through all the forms in-
cumbent in such a case. This power of attorney was
drawn up then and there by Du Genre's notary, signed
by Paolo, attested by Du Genre and the notary's head
clerk, and finally sent to the proper quarter for the ne-
cessaiy legalization.
Paolo then rose to go.
"Stop a minute," said the realist: "since that pearl
of lawyers, Signor Guarini, volunteers to advance any
sum you may require, which I consider very handsome
on his part, had you not better draw on liim for a thou-
sand scudi or so?"
"A thousand scudi, and what for?" cried Paolo.
"I have got plenty of money at present — more than
a hundred francs."
"And how far will five napoleons go in Paris? Well,
say five hundred scudi."
"A hundred is more than is necessary," replied
Paolo, sitting down to write.
"I insist on five hundred," said Du Genre. "You
need not spend them; money costs nothing to keep.
Then there's that little fellow — what do you call him?
— and his wife, who nursed you; you must deal hand-
somely by them."
"You are right; what was I thinking of to forget
that debt?" and without hesitation he drew a cheque
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for five hundred scudi, wliich he left with the notary to
be forwarded with the power of attorney. They then
took a cordial leave of the old gentleman.
"Ouf," said Du Genre, as soon as they wei*e in the
street, "what hard work you have given me. Pythias
and Damon, Pylades and Orestes, put together, never
stood as much for one another. I am ready to drop
from exhaustion; and imprudent that I was, I sent away
the tilbury. Half-past four — scarcely a decent time to
ask for dinner — but sit and eat I must, or there's no
answering for the consequences. Are you for a snpveme
de volaille or a lobster salad?"
Paolo would have preferred to either of the dainties
jiroffered, a quiet tete-a-tete with himself, to probe, if
possible, a certain uncomfortable feeling, touching the
resolve he had been induced to take, and which still
lurked somewhere in his heart or in his brain; but this
being out of the question without rudeness to his friend,
he answered that he left the dinner to Du Genre, They
proceeded to the Boulevards des Italiens, and entered
a cafe.
"Not considered first-rate," explained the French-
man,, "but ther" cookery is excellent, and the dame du
comptoir adorable. Come close and look at her."
But Paolo would not comply, and with his usual
shyness, stood aloof from the red velvet shrine at wliicli
his companion was offering his devotions. At any rate,
Paolo did not share Du Genre's enthusiasm for the
divinity of the counter ; on the contrary, ho found plenty
of defects in her — her eyes wanted depth, her com-
plexion transparency, her head character.
"Of course," said Du Genre laughing, "she is but
a woman, and not a picture,"
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"As to tliat, I am not quite sure," retorted tlie
Roman.
'■''Mmivais farqeur! I assure you slae is not painted.
INTot a bad hit, however. What was I saying? Ah,
she is but a beautiful specimen of flesh and blood
woman , without an atom of the ideal Madonna in her,
and this is -what constitutes her fault in your eyes. By
dint of cultivating the ideal, you have lost the sense
of the real. But never mind, it will return to you by
and by."
Paolo shook his head incredulously.
"A little patience and a trifle of good will," per-
sisted the Frenchman, "and you'll recover from your
mania. // n''y a que Je j)remiev pas qui coiite. It is like
eiiting oysters," continued he, the simile suggested by
the very thing on the table. "You object to them with-
out knowing yourself why; the moment you taste them,
your scruples vanish and you ask for more."
"But supposing I do not taste them," said Paolo,
sending away his plate untouched.
"Why, in that case — que (liable — you are pre-
judiced; that's my opinion at least."
Du Genre was in mourniug for that uncle of his
who had had the triple indelicacy of summoning him
to Dauphine on the eve of Armida's debut, of lingering
on for months, and of leaving his affairs in a substan-
tially good, but very confused state. The care of put-
ting them in order — Du Genre Avas a man df method
— had kept him ia Dauphine much longer than he
wished, and it was only late in June, that is, long
after all advertisements for Paolo had ceased, that he
had been able to come and settle in Paris. While these
explanations were being given, the room was filling
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apace, and not a table, right or left, opposite or be-
hind, was unoccupied. Paolo felt ill at ease among so
many strangers, and hardly opened his mouth, except
to eat, during the rest of the dinner. Du Genre talked
for two, was quite at home alike with waiters and with
customers, exclianging salutations and shakes of the
hand with many of the latter. It seemed to Paolo an
age before th6 good-natured rattle proposed to go.
From the m/V, Du Genre led the way to a tobac-
conist's on the other side of the Boulevard. As they
were going in, he said, —
"Here is another bit of reality, which I recommend
to your special notice."
Paolo looked and saw a richly attired lady behind
the counter, who, with the delicate tips of her fingers,
carefully guarded from pollution, by neatly fitting gloves,
dropped pinches o'f caporal into one of the small scales
erected before her. She was good-looking in her way,
with a face Avhich the French designate as niinols ch/'f-
foniie, which translated, means a turned-up nose, hair
drawn back a la Chinoise, acc)'oehc-C(vurs on the temples,
and mutinous dimples. "Would she be so amiable,"
asked Du Genre, "as to giVe him some pmiatelas? he
wished to choose them from a fresh box." The lady,
with great affability, sprang up on a chair, stretched
her arms up at full length to reach the box, and in so
doing displayed a remarkably elegant shape. Du Genre
Avas nudging Paolo during this exhibition.
"And, monsieur," she said, turning to Paolo, and
offering him the panatrlas, with a bewitching smile.
The monsieur addressed declined at first, saying he
did not smoke; upon second thoughts, however, he chose
one, and liglited it. This second thought — and it
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came vrith. a sigh — was, Trliat was tlie nse of putting
any constraint on Mmself? whether he smelt of tobacco
or not, was a matter of indifference to every body, him-
self included.
And so, cigars in mouth, and arm in arm, the
friends lounged up the Boulevard, and down the Boule-
vard; sat down outside a cafe to sip their Mocha; in
coiu'se of time got on their legs again for* a new lounge,
limited as before by the Eue de la Chaussee d'Autin
on the one side, and by the Eue Eichelieu on the
other.
"Are these two sti'eets your Pillars of Hercules?"
inquired Paolo.
"Exactly," returned Du Genre. "I never go beyond
them; no Parisian, worthy of his bhthplace, ever does,
without some extreme cause. The Boulevard des Ita-
liens is a compendium of Paris — it is Paris seen to
its greatest advantage. Every comfort and elegance of
civilized life is compressed within its narrow compass.
Xot a pretty woman, not a man of note, but pay their
daily homage to it. Our lions in politics, in literature,
in ail, in fashion, in finance, gravitate liither as towards
their natural centi-e. TVhat the Lyceums were to the
ancient Greeks, and the Thermes to the Eomans, the
Boulevard des Italiens is to the Parisians. Here it is
that statesmen, writers, singers, acti'esses — that eveiy-
body and eveiything are judged, and sentenced without
appeal. Paris is the world's brain, and the Boulevard
des Itahens is the brain of Paris."
"I am unwilling to throw cold water on yoiu' lyii-
cal effusions," said Paolo, with a little ii-ony; "but to
me, one of the uninitiated, your brain of Paris, after
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two hours' enjoyment of it, begins to savour a little of
monotony."
"It is another of the realities, which with cultiva-
tion will improve on you," said Du Genre. "Let us go
to the flower market of the Madeleine."
"To look after grisettes?" questioned Paolo.
"A notion from the left bank of the Seine. For
your information, the grisette, as a class, has no exis-
tence on this side of the water. Such stray specimens
as may emigrate hither, soon soar into the lorette.
Lorettes rule supreme here. Let us go." .
They were at this instant standing in front of the
Chaussee d'Antin. But for the growing dusk, Paolo
might have distinguished the windows of the house
where she had lived on the Boulevard des Capucines.
A deep gloom fell on his countenance, and he an-
swered, —
"No, thank you. I care neither for grisettes nor
lorettes. I feel out of my place in this quarter of the
town, ril bid you good-bye, and go back to my
pcnates,"
"Go home at seven?" remonstrated Du Genre;
"scarcely time even for hens to go to roost."
"It will be nearly eight when I reach my street,
and I have to be up early in the morning."
"Early — and what for?"
"To go to my employer!"
"Your employer? What a ridiculous notion for a
bishop's heir."
"Your jDardon; my altered circumstances do not, I
presume, allow me to dispense with common honesty.
I have been j^aid in advance for a fortnight, and a
fortnisrht more I shall work."
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"Upriglit as a post — inflexible as an iron bar.
Yon are a capital fellow, and if I "^ere not Felix Pe-
lissier, I would williuglj be Paolo Mancini. Tlie 500
scudi will just arrive, I calculate, at the end of your
semi-monthly engagement. Should you want any
money in the meantime — No; well, then, no be it.
I wonder what yoiu- income will be — I hope some-
thing handsome."
"I wish you. would spare me your calculations just
now.'"
"And why so, most austere of youths?"'
"Because they give me pain — because I loathe the
subject."
"Upon my word, this sounds like insanity, and
after all the trouble, too, that the notary took to clear
the matter of all clouds."
"Clear or not," said Paolo, impetuously, "is nothing
to the purpose. Xot all the arguing in the world can
argue away a feeling when it exists; and I feel that I
am wrong in accepting this inheritance. You will see
that it will bring me ill-luck. Good night."
"That which will bring you ill-luck," Du Genre
cried after him, "if you don't gain wisdom before it is
too late, is your false point of view of life. You look
upon it as a tragedy, when life is but a farce — but a
farce I Good niffht."
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CHAPTER X.
Self-Discipline.
Twilight had superseded broad day, and darkness
twilight, and there on her couch still lay j\Iiss Lavinia,
apparently in a heavy slumber, yet half conscious, a
dead weight on her chest, a dead weight on the crown
of her head. If the widow who had let her the lodgings,
went once on tiptoe to her sitting-room door, she went
twenty times, listening in vain for any, the least sound
indicative of life within, returning to her parlour after
every disappointment with a still more elongated face,
and resuming her knitting with more trembling fingers.
"Are you sure, Molly, that the new lodger has not
rung for candles?"
Molly was ready to stake her life that no bell had
so much as stirred in the house. Bless her heart, it
was quiet enough to hear a pin drop, let alone a bell
ring.
Mrs. Tamplin had no eyes but for the gloomy side
of life. Of a lymphatic temperament, and anything but
sanguine, even when young, independent, and on the
whole happy, she had had all her little stock of spirits
squeezed out of her by the simultaneous loss, in her
fortieth year, of husband and fwtune. "Despair and
die," had become her motto ever since. To moan over
the past, and tremble for the future, to create difticulties
where there were none, and magnify into impossibilities
those which existed, to fancy dangers everywhere and
to anticipate misfortunes from every quarter, — such
Avas the unfortunate lady's bent of mind and occupation.
All new lodgers were objects of suspicion for Mrs.
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Tamplin, and the days on wliicli she received any such,
■were frauglit -witli pai-ticular teiTors, lest, if a man, lie
should be a housebreaker, come with intent to rob and
murder her; lest, if a woman, she should be one of a
gang of thieves, sent for the pm'pose of admitting her
associates. Miss Jones, however, it must be allowed,
had so far found favour at first sight with the morose
■vsddow as to be spared the degradation of such an hy-
pothesis.- But if tolerably free from uneasiness as to
any conspiracy against her person and property, Mrs.
Tamplin very soon found a cause, and improved it, for
alarm and gloomy speculation on another score. This
cause, obviously enough, was the continued deathlike
stillness of the new comer, as repeatedly veryfied by
her own observations. "People did not engage rooms,"
reasoned the low-spirited landlady during the interv^als
of her stations at the ominous door — "people did not
engage rooms to sit still in the dark, as if for a wager;
it wasn't natural; people moved about, coughed, sneezed,
called for candles, in short, gave signs of being alive;
if they didn't, why, then, they must be in a fit, or — "
At this point of her argument with herself, Mrs.
Tamplin recollected ha\"ing once read in the newspaper,
of somebody — was it a lady or gentleman? she ra-
ther thought it had been a lady — well, of somebody,
hiring lodgings for the purpose of taking poison, or
cutting his or her tiiroat, whichever it was. Such things
had happened, and why shouldn't they again? The
young lady looked flurried enough for anything. That
she, Sirs. Tamplin, of all the landladies in the world,
should have the luck of such lodgers, where was the
wonder? It would only be in keeping with all the rest.
The mine was rich, and the miner indefatigable.
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She pursued, a fancied lugubrious scene tlirougli all its
details, from the first finding of the corpse to coroner
and jury sitting on the morrow in the little back-room
— pursued the theme with the minuteness and zest pe-
culiar to the habitual dealers in horrors. The excess
of her self-inspired terror at last gave her the courage,
she had hitherto lacked, to go and confront the incubus
she had conjured up. She seized a candle, hurried
across the short passage, opened the little back-room
with resolution, and went in.
Miss Lavinia, startled into full consciousness, sprung
to her feet, and asked, —
"Is that you, Grace? What a fright you gave me."
"Bless me! she is wandering in her mind," thought
Mrs. Tamplin, this fresh alarm swallowing up her satis-
faction at the groundlessness of the old one. She said
aloud, "It's only me, Mrs. Tamplin, with a light. Arc
you ill, miss?"
"Oh, no! not ill, thank you, only a little giddy and
sick," answered Lavinia, reseating herself.
"You haven't taken anything to make you so, have
you?" eagerly inquired the landlady.
Lavinia shook her head.
"Are you sure, quite sure?" urged Mrs. Tamplin.
"Quite sure," repeated the poor girl, looking up at
her questioner with some amazement. "What makes
you ask me that?"
"Sometimes, you know," stammered the widow,
nearly reassured by the frankness of Lavinia's face, —
"sometimes what one eats or drinks — one's food, I
mean, disagrees with one's stomach — and, no head-
ache?"
"A little."
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"Your eyes told me so. I am a bit of a doctor;
not a complaint that lias ever been beard of, but I have
had it; I am a perfect martyr to ill health. Will you
alloTv me to feel your pulse V Gracious goodness! why,
■what's the matter with you? your hands are as cold as
death.'"
Those of the affrighted lady, if not cold , were ma-
nifestly trembling from the contact.
"I am only chilly," said Lavinia; "I'll lie down
quietly for a little, and then, I dare say, I shall be well
again."
But !Mrs. Tamplin was of a different opinion. It
was a chill, according to her, not to be trifled with; the
best thing to do was to send for a doctor. This pro-
position Lavinia opposed with all the little strength she
had left; while Mrs. Tamplin held to her idea with the
energy of despair.
"Just to satisfy me, miss — being both of us stran-
gers to one another. I dare say it is nothing, only it
makes me fidgety, when I don't see clearly into things.
It isn't much of a sacrifice to see a good gentleman just
for five minutes. We have a doctor next door. Dr.
Duncan will see what's amiss at a glance. We call
him doctor, but he is only a surgeon ; but it would take
a dozen doctors to make the like of him, though they
are not ashamed to charge a guinea. His visit is but
half-a-crown, medicine included. Haifa-crown won't
ruin any one. Ah! I see. I may send for him. There's
a good girl. I'll be back in a minute.''
Poor Lavinia, sick and faint, with her head split-
ting with pain, was no match for the excited widow;
and to get rid of her teasing, gave at last a reluctant
consent.
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Mrs. TampHn's vehement burst of eloquence, the
reader has ah-eady guessed, was produced by a new fit
of terror, which had seized on her. She had noticed
in the last week's return of deaths for London, a few
in the hospitals arising from cholera, and had been ever
since in dread expectation of an outbreak of this fear-
ful malady. Now, finding to her dismay, that her lodg-
er s hands were stiff and cold — it being hot weather,
mark, and well knowing that cold hands were one of
the first symptoms of cholera; and considering further,
that if there was to be a visitation of cholera, it was
but natural that it should begin at her house; on the
strength of these premises, we say, ]\Irs. Tamplin rushed
to the conclusion that she had a case of cholera before
her, on her very own couch.
Mr. Duncan must surely have had a presentiment
that his services would be required, and have accord-
ingly been prepared, for in less than five minutes after
the landlady's exit from the little back-room, a short,
thickset, bull-headed, goggle-eyed personage, with shaggy
eyebrows and tufts of hair at the root of every finger,
bolted in with a grunt, —
"Is that the person? Ah! how are we?''
Lavinia looked at the assemblage of grimacing,
squinting, topsy-turvy, unnatural features hanging over
her, in a frightened wonder, tempered, however, by a
sense of their ludicrousness, and began an account of
her sensations; but was instantly stopped. No need of
that; he did not care a bit for symptoms. What he
wanted was to go to the root of the evil at once. Had
we had the measles? Yes, very Avell; he thought so;
he would bet a wager that rve had had the hooping-
cough also. To the best of her recollection, she had
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had the hoo2)ing-cougli, said Lavinia. Very good-, and
he should not be surprised if ive had been suflfering
from low spirits lately? He might have guessed that,
without being a prophet, from the careworn face, and
'mourning dress of the patient. And what did our tongue
say? The recondite meaning of this query, as explained
by Mrs. Tamplin, who had gone through the process
passim^ was that Lavinia was to put out her tongue for
inspection. As Lavinia obeyed, Mr. Duncan exclaimed, —
"All right; he saw it as plain as daylight: a trifle
wrong with the great sytnpathetic. You needn't be un-
easy, nor you, Mrs. Tamplin; well soon be on our legs
again, and as jolly as ever. Just desire Molly to come
to my house, and I'll send you a powder — to be taken
in half a tumbler of hot brandy-and-water — very hot,
and the stronger the better. And you," turning to La-
vinia, "mind you send all blue devils to Coventry; do
you hear?"
After this witty sally, heightened by a broad grin,
the facetious Esculapius withdrew, escorted by the
gloomy landlady.
The short palaver in whispers held in the passage
between the surgeon and his escort, must have been
greatly to the satisfaction of the latter, for she returned
to Lavinia in high spirits enough, to hint at the pos-
sibility of a speedy recovery • — in a week or two.
Mrs. Tamplin saw to the literal execution of Mr. Dun-
can's prescri]3tion, not sparing her charge one drop of
the beverage. If the surgeon meant it as a practical
means of enforcing his recommendation about blue de-
vils, his success was complete. Miss Jones at once fell
asleep and slept all night like a post. She awoke next
morning refreshed, and wanted to get up, but Mrs.
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Tampliu would allow of no sucli imprudence. Mr. Duncan,
when he called, said Mrs. Tamplin was perfectly right.
Two days after, the medical practitioner paid another
visit, and still ordered rest. Miss Lavinia had to keep
her bed for a whole week.
This forced leisure was not lost upon her-, no lack
of subjects, Heaven knows, had she for earnest and
anxious speculations, wherewith to beguile the long
hours. Her old self to unlearn, as it were, and a new
one to create in keeping with her new circumstances
— a particularly knotty point connected with the past
to settle; some course of action to decide upon, with a
view to earning her bread — these were the salient
subjects principally engrossing her mind during her
imprisonment in her bed. Nor without some good
results, she hoped, save, indeed, as to the means of
gaining employment. All was mist and gloom to her
vision in that direction; not that she anticipated any
difficulty in this respect; she was far too ignorant of
the hard realities of the world, far too strongly imbued
with one of Mr. Jones's favourite axioms, that "where
there is a will there is a way," for any fear of that
kind; but she was in want of any practical data to go
by; she must be put on the right road by some one
with more experience in the matter. All she knew
was through having heard it mentioned a propos of
some recommendations made to herself, that ladies of
education in reduced circumstances turned governesses.
But was she qualified to teach? She was rather afraid
not. Governesses were expected to know everything,
and she hardly knew any subject that she could ven-
ture to say she was capable of teaching — music, jierhaps,
and French and Italian. AVould that be enouerh?
103 LAYINL\.
In lier honest endeavours to bring her spint down
to the level of her low fortune, Lavinia an-ived at a
more satisfactory result. The trials she had gone
through during the last few mouths, and the reflections
they had induced, had ripened her reason, and awaken-
ed her to the sense of the duties and moral responsi-
bilities which life implied. Even when steeped in all
its vanities, and untouched by gi'ief, she had had many
a sudden qualm of conscience at Paolo's earnest appeal
to those duties and responsibilities. The life she had
hitherto led, what a poor figure it now cut, viewed by
this new light — if, indeed, such a worthless fluttering
of childish impulses, and aimless pursuits, as had filled
her days, were worthy to be called by the name of
life. Happy still, if by it, she had wronged no one
but herself; but she dared not thus console herself;
she knew she had wronged others, one, at least, most
cruelly, perhaps in-eparably. And could she for a
moment regret having lost a position, the recollection
of which filled her with shame, and alas! with remorse.
Had she not, on the contrary, every reason to thank
Providence for having hurled her from it — even by
a thunderbolt? for forcing her to begin hfe anew? for
granting her the means of atoning for the past?
We alluded to a knotty point which greatly per-
plexed her; but this also she managed to settle. It
related to Lady Augusta, the friend to whom her con-
fidential letters from Pome were addressed. Their
friendship had begun in girlhood, at the fashionable
boarding-shool to which both were sent, and had after-
wards continued unabated. Out of a rather numerous
circle of nominal friends. Lady Augusta was the only
one who had not contented herself with sending cards
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or conventional letters of condolence, but had gone to
see her former playmate after Mrs. Jones's death, and
shown real feeling- for her bereavement. It seemed but
natural, under the circumstances, that Lavinia should
have no secrets with Lady Augusta, nay, should throw
herself for sympathy and support on so staunch a
friendship. Her first impulse had been this; but further
thought made her question the vvasdora of such a course.
That Lady Augusta would befriend her in spite of
everything, she had no doubt — hut would it be in
her power to do so? Would not that perfectly polite,
but cold and formal countess, discountenance her
daughter's doing so? nay, probably, put an absolute
veto against any further intercourse with Lavinia? It
was more than likely from one, who had no more than
tolerated the friendship between the young girls, and
though courteously condescending to the niece, had
maintained a frigidly patronizing manner to the uncle
and aunt.
After long weighing of the pros and cons of her
anticipations with regard to the countess, Lavinia came
to the conclusion, that, having doubts on the subject,
she would not be justified in running the risk of becom-
ing an apple of discord for parent and child — at all
events of entailing upon her friend a painful struggle
between duty and inclination. Having most conscien-
tiously made this resolve, Lavinia felt freed, as from a
load, from the necessity of making a confession of what
she looked upon as a disgrace, but which was, in fact,
a misfortune. To one person alone in the world could
she have told all without dying from shame. Not to
Paolo; no. She recollected very well his once treating
the notion of the transmission of a badge of honour or
110 LAVINIA.
dishonour, to one who had done nothing to deserve it,
as most absurd. But she remembered also — with
what confusion, God knows — the contempt with
which she had treated such a notion, and the warmth,
she had displayed in her arguments against it. He
whom she could have made her confidant of all men,
he from whom she could anticipate receiving sympathy
and pity, was Thornton. He had been to her, while
himself sorrowing, so forbearing, so generous, so father-
ly, that her heart melted at the recollection.
Some disaster must have occurred to him, she was
sure, or he would have Avritten. His last letter, in
which he told her of his change of abode, and gave
his address to the Kue Neuve des Augustins, was dated
as far back as the beginning of May. She had written
twice to him since then, but had received no replies.
Surely, this silence foreboded no good. It seemed to
her as if she brought misfortune on all those she loved.
This sad and long monologue with herself was,
oftener than she might have wished, interrupted by
Mrs. Tamplin, who, under the thick coating of morbid
selfishness and vulgarity, forming the staple of her
character, had a vein of kindliness, which she showed
after her manner. She would of an evening bring her
knitting ijato the sick chamber, and by way of raising
the spirits of her young lodger, give her the benefit of
the newest "mysterious disappearance," "frightful loss
of life," or "shocking suicide," as the case might be
found in the day's paper.
Mrs. Tamj)lin delighted in horrors — would will-
ingly dine, and sup on them. She was ever ready to
welcome the most marvellous amount of misery, whether
produced by fire, shipwreck, self-murder, or legal exe-
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cutions. Not a casualty occurred in tlie year, but she
noted it down, stored it in her mind.
At other times, she reverted to the better days she
had seen, and would enter into a minute explanation
of the how, and the why, and the when of the wreck
of her fortune, winding up by expressing some doubts,
whether the lady who kept three servants in her house
at Pimlico, was identical with the woman who let lodg-
ings in Camden Town, with a servant of all work.
Lavinia was determined not to lose patience with
her querulous vulgar hostess, and to show herself
gentle and sympathizing. Rather a difficult task at
first, but it grew easier after a time, until she even felt
thankful for the opportunity thus offered of testing her
powers of self-control. The effort was not without its
reward — it secured her Mrs. Tamplin's good graces,
who had never before lighted on so complacent a
listener as Miss Jones. And by Lavinia, in the utter
isolation to which she was reduced, even the good will
of so helpless and low-spirited a creature as her land-
lady, was not to be disdained.
CHAPTEK XL
Hard Apprenticeship.
The first thing that Lavinia did on being at last
released from her bondage of bed, was to write to Lady
Augusta and to Mortimer. I was not easy to justify
the extreme step she had taken in quitting Mr. Jones's
house, without bringing an accusation against him, nor
was it easy to establisli the impossibility of any further
intercourse between her and her friend, without making
112 LAVINIA.
any allusion to the quarter from whence opposition to
the continuance of their intimacy might be apprehended.
However, she managed to make her meaning clear
without bringing in third persons, choosing rather to
appear rash, over-sensitive, or even ungrateful, than to
injure others in Lady Augusta's estimation.
The account she gave of herself was of course
entirely conformable to truth. She had lately discovered
that she was not Mr. Jones's niece, in no way related
to him or to Mrs. Jones. Her mother had died many
years ago in very poor circumstances; her father had
gone abroad when she was an infant, and had never
been heard of since. She hinted at some disgrace in
her case, which she said was as unnecessary as painful
to relate. Professions of faithful, unvarying attach-
ment, warm from the bleeding heart, traced amid a
shower of tears, closed the letter. It consummated her
divorce with the past.
That to Thornton contained but two lines. They
were simply to say that she had written twice, but had
received no answer; that she had much to say, but
dared not write explicitly until a word from him, Avhich
she entreated for, came to relieve her from the uncer-
tainty of whether the present letter would reach him.
It did reach him, but alas! was like all others, either
unread or unheeded. She had signed only Lavinia,
both to Lady Augusta and to Thornton — her Christian
name was her own still. The surname which she
intended henceforth to bear, was that of her mother —
Holywell.
Her next thought was of something to do, of some
work to begin immediately. Not a minute of her time
could she afford to lose. Drawing or painting, with
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any view to making a livelihood by either, was, she
knew, out of the question. Landscape, she was aware,
sold best, and she was unable to paint landscapes. She
might have copied figures tolerably well, but not invent;
and how was she to obtain originals to copy? besides,
how meet the dreadful outlay for brushes, colours,
canvasses, &c. ? Needlework would to better, it required
no capital. Hers were not very clever fingers, truth
to say, as far as needlework was concerned. Still she
was a tolerable adept at crochet, embroidery and
worsted work. Which of the three, she wondered,
would sell best? Not being competent to solve this
question, she went and put it to Mrs. Tamplin.
On hearing it, the worthy matrons's face lengthened
considerably, and she gave it as her opinion that none
of the three had any chance of a fair price, if sold at
all. The market was glutted with such articles, com-
petition kept prices down, and tradesmen turned the
screw very hard upon the poor workers.
"Then I will put my question another way," said
Lavinia. "AVhich — crochet, embroidery or worsted
work — • is the most likely to find a pui'chaser, what-
ever the price given?"
"I should say embroidery, if neatly done, and
according to the fashion," said Mrs. Tamplin; "but
it so soon destroys the eyes, and gives so little profit,
that for my part I had rather break stones on the road
than work muslin."
"But how much do you think a tolerably good
worker might realize by it in a day?" asked Lavinia,
not to be daunted.
" Why, from eight to tenpcnce at most, and vrorking
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114 LAVIXIA.
twelve lionrs. I have heard of first-rate hands making
as nnich as a shilling, but they are exceptions."
"But can a workwoman suj^port herself on a shilling
a day?" was perplexed Lavinia's next inquiry.
"It's a miracle when they can," answered Mrs.
Tamplin; "and as miracles don't happen every day of
the week, that's why so many yoiang women starve or
do worse. There's such a competition, you see. The
men, though, God knows, often badly off enough, have
more ways than one of turning an honest penny; while
a woman has but one, you know — her needle; and
the consequence is, that there ai-e more needles than
work for them, A firm in the city, I miss the name
now, advertised the other day for fifty hands — guess
how many applied? Seven hundred, my dear young
lady, seven hundred, fourteen times as many as were
wanted."
Apparently, Miss Lavinia did not look particularly
cheered by this intelligence, for Mrs. Tamplin said
suddenly, —
"It is not, I hope, on your own account, that you
are asking for information about these sort of things?"
Lavinia did not speak, but nodded her head de-
spondingly, in the affirmative.
"Oh! my poor lady, is it as bad as that?" ex-
claimed the widow, with more feeling than might have
been anticipated from one so utterly wrapt in self.
"So young, so — genteel-looking; what will become
of you?"
"He who clothes the flowers of the fields, and
feeds the birds of the air, will provide for me also,"
said Lavinia. "None of God's creatures perisli for
want."
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"Goodness me! where do you come from?" cried
Mrs. Tamplin, clasping her hands. "I cannot be re-
sponsible about the sparrows, but this I know, that in
the last year alone, as many as 358 of God's creatures
did perish in this blessed metropolis from absolute want
of the necessaries of life. You look as if you didn't
believe it. I'll show it you in print. I can prove it.
Where has it gone now?" muttered Mrs. Tamplin, as
she fumbled in a drawer, one of her many repositories
of lugubrious facts. "Ah! here it is, cut out of the
Weekly Dispatch: Mortality fi-om privation, want of
breast-milk, neglect and cold in 1853 — 358. Read it
yourself"
Lavinia was fain to drop the conversation, she felt
that she must have a little fresh air, so she asked for a
direction to the nearest place where she might get the
materials for her embroidery, and went out in quest of
them. Mrs. Tamplin had given her facts enough to
startle her out of all her preconceived notions. Well
might her landlady ask, with hands clasped in wonder,
from whence she came. It is astonishing how little the
young lady of the iine world knows of another world,
which, for not being fine, is not the less real.
Screened from all rude contact by her carriage and
servants, meeting everywhere the ready deference that
wealth commands when abroad, smiled upon by all
that is comfortable, elegant, and pleasant at home,
finding in every house in which she visits, a counter-
part of her own, what can a young lady do but argue
from the known to the unknown, and pronounce this
Avorld to be the best and happiest of worlds? The
greatness, the riches, the unparalleled prosperity of
the land, are freely dwelt upon in her presence; but all
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116 LAVIXIA.
disagreeable topics which might cast a shade on the bright
picture, are studiously avoided. The papers and novels
she is allowed to read, or rather to turn over — for
our fine young lady is always at a loss for time — are
most of them strongly impregnated with "high life"
musk, calculated to enhance her delusions-, and such
bits of hard reality as she may chance upon in Dickens
or Thackeray, disagree so entirely with her habits of
thought, and feeling and exjDcrience, that she puts them
down either as clajjtrap, or exaggerations for the sake
of effect.
Such was in the main the state of mind out of
which Lavinia had been ai-oused by the awful revela-
tions of that morning. As one tries to get at an ap-
proximation of the number of the wounded, from the
ascertained number of those slain on the battle-field,
so did she start from the ghastly cypher just learned,
to speculate upon the amount of miseiy which it pre-
supposed. I was frightful, and an immense pity for
those who were suffering, an immense yearning to be
of service to them, took possession of her heart. Oh!
that she had known of this in time , — when she had
the means of being useful! How much evdl she might
have jDrevented! how much good effected! Oh! that an
occasion would offer to call into action the newly-born
power of charity which stin-ed within her!
There was a something in Mrs. Tamplin's manner
and voice, when she greeted her lodger nex,t morning,
which gave Lavinia courage to say at once:
"Will you bear with me while I put to you a few
questions, and will you kindly give me the benefit of
your experience?"
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"Who refuses to give advice? The permission asked
having been willingly granted, Lavinia began; —
"I can draw a little, I know French, German, and
Italian pretty well; I am considered to play and sing
better than most ladies. Do you think these things
are sufficient to qualify me to be a governess?"
"Enough, and to spare, if you fall in with reason-
able beings; but people have grown so exacting of
late; and then it's the same affair about governesses as
about needlewomen. For one that is wanted, fifty offer;
a good situation as a governess is a prize in the lottery,
99 to 1 against getting it, and the salaries are so small.
You have to j^ay your own washing, and always to be
well dressed — tit, as they call it, to go out with your
pupils, and to appear in the evening in the drawing-
room. Then the drudgery of a governess's life — all
work and no play; always Avanted if they ask for an
hour's holiday ; and the holes they have to sleep in ! —
no fireplace often; and the tea they have to drink! —
it's awful," concluded Mrs. Tamplin. "I knew a lady
who had a governess; dear me! I never shall forget
the sort of resigned, haggard look of the poor thing's
face; it used to make my heart sore every time I saw
her."
"Is there nothing else I could do — no other
situation for educated young ladies?"
"I know of none other except that of being com-
panion to a lady; but, oh, dear! I would not wish
my worst enemy to be a companion. The ladies who
want companions are generally old, infirm, and irritable ;
you would be more of a prisoner even than as a gover-
ness, for you would not have the daily walk you are
sure of with the young people. You M'ould be expected
118 LAVINIA.
to read aloud till you had no voice left, to be constantly
amusing her, for ever doing something for her — nothing
better than her shadow. I would rather be a sick
nurse, they manage pretty well to have their own
way."
Lavinia was silent for a while; Mrs. Tamplin's last
speech had touched a spring in her memoiy; slowly
and with difficulty she recalled some account she had
heard or read, of an institution for nurses.
"You have given me a good idea, Mrs. Tamplin ; I
will leam to be a nurse."
"Dear me, I am sure I never meant to put such a
preposterous plan into your head."
"A very good one, and not preposterous at all.
There are training institutions for nui'ses — I remember
hearing of them; and then the pupils, or whatever
they are called, have to go through several ordeals to
see if they are fit for the vocation, and if they are,
they are sent into hospitals or wherever they are most
wanted."
"An hosj)ital nurse!" exclaimed Mrs. Tamplin, in
consternation; "no one in their senses would accept of
you for one. First of all — excuse me, I mean it
friendly — you are too handsome to be safe in an
hospital ; this world isn't heaven yet, dear lady ; in the
second place, if you were ever so ugly, you are not
strong enough for all the rough, dreadful work that
goes on in hospitals."
Though far from seeing the link of connection
between her being handsome and the world not being
heaven, Lavinia felt too diffident now of her own
judgment to have any inclination to contest the point.
HARD APPRENTICESHIP. 119
She resumed instead the train of thought abandoned
for the moment, and said, —
"You really think, then, I am capable of being a
governess?"
Mrs. Tamplin emphatically decided that she was.
"And you will be so good," continued Lavinia,
"as to tell me how to set about trying for such a
situation?"
"Eeally," Mrs. Tamplin could not help saying,
"you seem as ignorant of the doings of this earth as a
baby. The most natural course would be to apply
to your friends and relations — to anybody, in short,
likely to have an interest in you — and ask them to
look out for some place of the kind among their ac-
quaintances."
"And if I have no friends, no relations — no o)ie
to take an interest in me," said Lavinia, big tears
gathering in her eyes.
"But that is impossible; every one belongs to some-
body," cried Mrs. Tamplin, beginning to be agitated.
"Human beings don't grow at the foot of a tree, like
mushrooms. Compose yourself, and try to recollect."
Lavinia shook her head dejectedly, forlornly; two
large tears were running down her cheeks.
"Pray don't," entreated Mrs. Tamplin, Avho, much
addicted to the melting mood, knew the danger of
example. "There is no earthly use in crying, you
know. My dear lady, you must see the truth of what
I say; without a little interest, nothing is done in this
world of ours. Besides, you must have references,
you must; without a reference, not a soul will employ
you."
120 LATETIA.
Lavinia wiped away lier tears, and witli tliem every
ti-ace of emotion, and said quietly, —
"Excuse me for troubling you with a last question.
Is tliere no agency through wliich a person, situated
as I am, can make known her want of employment?''
"There are the newspapers," returned Mrs. Tamplin.
"You can advertise in them for the situation of a
governess; but I would not advise you to do so, as
advertising comes very expensive, and in your case it
would just be money lost, or I am much mistaken.
You had better take a reading of a daily paper, and
look through the advertisements till you see something
you think might suit you, and then you can apply for
it either in person or by letter, as the advertiser directs.
But without references, my dear lady, it is scarcely
worth while trying."
However, Lavinia was determined to try. Xot
that she did not feel the full force of Mrs, Tamplin's
objection; her efforts would, in most quarters, she was
convinced, be foiled by it; still she did not despair of
lighting on the right person — some pitying woman,
some kindly mother, for whom the knowledge that she
was an orphan, one alone in the world, would be suffi-
cient reason for befriending her. She sent for The
Times next morning, and had not gone far down its
advertising columns, when she discovered what seemed
the very thing for her: "Wanted a governess in a
quiet family, residing in the country, &c. Apply by
letter." She had made up her mind from the first, to
seek for no situation but in the country or abroad.
She was known to far too many in London not to
dread disagreeable encounters there. The very idea of
meeting Mr, Jones again, turned her blood cold. She
HARD APPRENTICESHIP. 121
applied at once by letter for tliis situation in the coun-
try, and waited the result divided between hope and
fear. Every double knock in tho street reverberated
through her heart. Nothing came of this application,
however; days wore on, a week passed, and no answer
was vouchsafed to her letter.
She resolved to answer another advertisement. A
family setting out on a tour abroad wanted a governess
who could speak German, Italian, and French; apply
every day, from three to five p.m., Hyde Park Place.
From Camden Town to Hyde I*ark I'lace is quite a
journey — one undertaken by Lavinia in a great flutter
of spirits. Excepting those who have had a similar
experience, few can realize to themselves what must
be the feelings of a girl who has scarcely ever set foot
on the streets before, and then always well accom-
panied; few, we repeat, can form an idea of what her
physical and mental discomfort, on finding herself for
the first time alone, having to thread her way through
a motley throng.
Lavinia's courage rose, however, on perceiving the
streets to be quieter than she expected. But when she
reached the New Koad, an obstruction of carriages, and
its natural accompaniment, a crowd, enjoying the fun,
forced her to stop. A lively quarrel was raging among
the several drivers; their looks, words, gestures, would
have been more in character for cannibals than for
Christians. They cursed, swore, shook their fists and
whips at one another, until the terrified Lavinia ex-
pected to see them fly at each other's throat; but as
soon as their wheels were in safety, they jmsscd on as
if nothing had been.
Was it a delusion originating in her troubled mind.
122 LAVINIA.
or was it a fact, that the farther she advanced towards
the West End, the keener her impression that the pas-
sers-by took more notice of her than was consistent
with good breeding? No, it was not fancy, they cer-
tainly did so — not the artisans, but the gentlemen, or
whatever they were, who were dressed like gentlemen.
One and another, as they went by, peered curiously
through her veil, some, to do so more conscientiously,
leant forwards, or raised their eye-glass. Five out of
ten who were going doAvu the street in the same direc-
tion with her, would linger by her side, stare at her
over their shoulders, and when they had passed on,
turn their heads again and again. In spite of her
thick veil, and keeping her eyes on the ground, Lavinia
could not help being aware of these manoeuvres, so
openly and audaciously were they carried on. Presently,
near Regent's Circus, a tall, fair, whiskered dandy
stopped so directly before her, that in order not to stop
also, she had to make a circle round him. She had
scarcely time to breathe, when there he was again at
her side; she hurried on — it was no use, he kept the
step with her, or went before, halting" and turning
round to wait for her. A mist rose before her eyes,
she crossed the street, without caring for cart or car-
riage, and ran on with the speed of despair. She
hardly knew whether her terror or indignation was the
greatest. Where had they all gone, those highly-bred
gentlemen she used to meet at parties, the pink of
courtesy, whose deferential manner she had considered
the perfection of refinement, so flatteringly obliging at
dinner, concert or ball, so chivalrous in protecting her
from all inconvenience in crowds, darting furious looks
at the chance contact of some unruly elbow — where
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Lad they all gone? Surely none of them trod the
pavement that day. To see London from the height
of one's carriage , or from the height of one's legs,
makes a rare difference, I can tell you.
Lavinia reached her destination with the wan looks
and jaded feelings of a remanded culprit, brought to
the bar to hear sentence passed on him. The con-
sciousness of innocence is but a poor shield against the
utter dejection, which protracted anxiety, such as she
had gone through, carries along with it. Fortunately,
the lady who received her spoke kindly and encourag-
ingly — with that good-natured, motherly sort of face,
she could not speak otherwise. Lavinia stood in great
need of encouragement; a frown, or a harsh word
would have sent her into a violent fit of tears. In
answer to the lady's inquiries, she stated with modesty
her accomplishments, said she could play on the piano
and harp, and sing.
"Very nice," said the lady; "isn't it, James?"
"Very," said the gentleman addressed, never look-
ing up from the newspaper, Clara, her eldest daugh-
ter, explained the lady, had just begun the harp, and
Miss Holywell could carry her on perhaps, without a
master for the present. The lady then mentioned the
salary she was accustomed to give. Lavinia made no
difficulties, the sum was quite satisfactory. " Of course,"
resumed the lady, "I expect you to give me good re-
ferences." Lavinia faltered out that she had none to
give. "None in London, perhaps, you mean," kindly
suggested the lady.
"Neither in town nor in country, madam," said La-
vinia, now ashy pale.
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"Sm-ely, jon are known to some one in England,
who would answer for yon."
"Pray, madam," cried Lavinia, so choked with
emotion that she could scarcely speak inteUigibly, "pray,
be not pi-ejudiced against me by what I am going to
say. Indeed, I have done no harm, God is my wit-
ness, I have injm'ed no one, but still there is no one I
can give you as a reference."
The lady looked fixedly at the speaker all the
while, but there was nothing hard in her look, rather
the contrary. She mused for an instant, then said, —
"Strange, almost incredible, as your statement may
seem, if you could only account satisfactorily — "
"Mary," said the gentleman, never looking up from
his newspaper. The tone in which these two syl-
lables were pronounced must have lowered the thermo-
meter.
"All things considered," said the lady, rising, "I
am sorry I cannot engage you."
"God bless you the same for your kindness," said
Lavinia, bowing low, and departed.
Poor thing! so near the port, and wrecked.
CHAPTEE XII.
On the raght Bank of the Seine.
While Lavinia was thus hunting for some chari-
table soul who Avould employ her, and found none,
Paolo, on his side, was looking out, with no better
success, for some one who would relieve him of a por-
tion of the 500 scudi he had received from Home. Let
us hasten to add, lest the reader should be tempted to
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laugh at this statement, that the young Roman's appli-
cation for such a service was restricted to a very nar-
row circle of persons, whom it is almost useless to
name — in fact, to the group of good Samaritans who
took him in, and nursed and tended him in his sickness
and poverty.
Youth is so happy to give fur the mere pleasure
of giving! It was the only gratification Paolo antici-
pated from heing rich. How keenly he enjoyed in
thought the agreeable surprise he would one day manage
for his little friend Salvator, and his betrothed Clelia!
But to do so as generously as he wished, he must be
no longer dependent on the complaisance of a man of
business, he must be in the actual possession of his
own. In the meantime, hoAvever, here were those at
hand, who had stretched their small means to the ut-
most to help him in his distress; and it was lucky that
he had it in his power to show his sense of the ser-
vices he had received. But in this, as we have just
hinted, he had reckoned without his host. Save Dr.
Perrin, who, when made to comprehend the change in
his patient's circumstances, did at last consent, though
with reluctance, to receive a moderate fee for himself,
and a contribution for his more indigent patients, none
of the young man's other friends would hear of any-
thing like cash.
Fortunately for Paolo's peace of mind, they proved
less intractable on the chapter of souvenirs; and many
were the useful household articles, soi-disaiH trifles for
the children, and little comforts for the table, which,
under that commodious nickname, Avere smuggled from
the neighbouring shops into Mr. Prospcr's establishment,
and into Mr. Bcuoit's den. Amonfr these last contribu-
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tions figured a collection of black bottles, of wLose con-
tents Benoit could never hereafter speak -^dtbout qnoi.^
of enthusiasm, and repeated thrusts at the nearest wall ;
and also a magnificent meerschaum, which he seem-
ingly disdained to use for smoking, but of which he
must have been pretty vain, as he constantly wore it,
inserted daggerwise, in the strings of his apron. After
all, it might have been a better feeling than vanity
which prompted his carrying it; as to the manner he
had no choice — Benoit's costume admitted of no such
thing as a pocket.
Paolo had given up his secretaryship at the end of
the fortnight, and, for having plenty of money and
time at his own disposal, he was none the happier;
quite the reverse. He positively knew not what to do
with himself — he thought once of hiring a studio,
and settling himself to his painting again. But then,
a quoi bon ? Even should he succeed in acquiring
fame, beyond what was probable in a foreign countiy,
was the end worth the ■double? With Lavinia — his
only incentive for wishing to anive at greatness — had
vanished every spark of ambition — his enthusiasm for
art — as he believed, for ever. Who has not laboured,
more or less, under such dispiriting influences? who has
not, on the newly covered gi-ave of some dear being,
or not less dear dream, pronounced all piirsuits worth-
less? The soul takes long to recover the shocks of
such bereavements.
Du Genre was not slack in proposing a method of
cure for his friend's ennui; it consisted of a series of
measures, the first, the most urgent, the sine qua non
of which, was to pass what he styled the Rubicon; by
which he meant that Paolo should cross the Seine, and
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remove his quarters to tlie habitable part of Paris, viz.
the right side of the river. To this Paolo said neither
yes nor no. He had already made up his mind to
leave his garret, and seek for a more eligible lodging;
but he had, as was natural, a strong prejudice against
the Boulevards so vaunted by Du Genre. Nor was he
particularly inclined for the present to take a stall twice
a week at the theatre of the Palais Royal, or to canvass
for admission to the club of which his French fellow-
painter Avas a member. The only one of Du Genre's
various devices for killing time, which at all tickled
Paolo's fancy, was that of taking riding lessons at a
Manege^ to which the realist, himself a subscriber, vo-
lunteered to introduce him. Riding was a manly and
healthy exercise, and Paolo saw no reason why he
should not devote a few of his idle hours to that, as
well as to walking. It was, therefore, settled that this
introduction should take place as soon as Paolo should
have fulfilled the indispensable preliminary of making
himself fit, as far as personal appearance went, for so
fashionable a lounge.
"For, indeed," observed Du Genre, "your dress and
hati are quite anachronisms in this part of the world,
though they might cut a tolerable figure in a museum
of antiquities."
Paolo took a survey of his threadbare black coat
and trousers, smiled assent, and in less than eight-and-
forty hours, thanks to the combined exertions of Du
Genre's tailor, hatter, and bootmaker, he was in a fit
condition, though rather an absurd figure in his own
eyes, to be presented at the ^fnnege.
Being Du Genre's acquaintance, his admission met
with no difficulty, one of the old members being easily
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found to stand sponsor for him, according to the rules.
To this ceremony, and a few other conditions and limi-
tations, submitted to by all those entering, the establish-
ment owed its character rather of a riding-club than of
a riding-school, the appellation usually, hoAvever, given
to it.
The riding-master augured well of him from the
first day. Light hand, quick eye, strong, supple limbs,
and plenty of pluck, Paolo was wanting in none of the
natural gifts which go towards the making of a fine
horseman; he had, moreover, what is more rare, that
intuitive perception of the best means to an end, whicli
is to all undertakings what a good ear is to the mastery
of music. He took to the saddle con amorc^ and made
rapid progress. A few days sufficed, Du Genre aiding
and abetting, to establish between the new pupil and
the habitues those relations of boime compagnie so easily
formed in France; but none of these ever ripened into
intimacy. The men he met there were most of them
jovial young fellows of Paolo's own age; some, how-
ever, mere boys; but one and all were deep in the
"hausse," and the "baisse," and in the scandalous
chronicle of the day. The way they spoke of women
was alone enough to distance our idealist.
Among the patrons of the Manege^ who from time
to time came thither, and even occasionally joined the
youths in a ride, was the Vicomte du Verlat — we
have heard this name before — a peculiarly good-
looking elderly gentleman. His tall stature, and grey
beard, which he wore long; his elegant, yet simple
style of dress ; the ease and distinction of his manners,
reminded Paolo of his English friend, Thornton. Erect,
supple, and active as any of the young men, Vicomte
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du Verlat maintained intact at fifty Lis well-earned re-
putation of being one of the best riders of the day,
and great was the excitement in the riding-house, when
the tyros felt the keen glance of the master on them.
The vicomte had noticed Paolo as a promising pupil;
had given him several useful hints; came to the school
more frequently than he had lately done, as if drawn
thither by some new interest. Paolo, flattered and
pleased by the attention of one so generally looked
up to, met Mr. du Verlat's advances gratefully and
warmly.
Meanwhile the whereabouts of the new quarters for
Paolo remained , notwithstanding Du Genre's advice and
persuasions, an open question. One day the viscount
said to Paolo, —
"I never meet you on the Boulevard ; I suppose you
do not reside in this neighbourhood?" {The Manege wa,s
in the quarter of the Madeleine.)
Paolo turned red as he replied that he lived at some
distance, but that he was intending to come nearer to
the Boulevard.
"Allow me to say that the sooner you do so, the
better," said the vicomte. "Come nearer to us; you will
find it more cheerful; at least, I, for cue, will try to
make it so to you."
From this day, Paolo felt discontented with his attic
on the left bank of the Seine, and made up his mind
to 2)ass the Eubicon. Du Genre, delighted with this
resolve, gave the most unwearied help towards its
realization. A good many apartments were looked at
by the two friends fruitlessly, for some days; those
patronized by the Frenchman being objected to by the
Italian as too luxurious and expensive; those the Itahau
Lavinia. II. 9
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would have chosen being rejected by the Frenchman as
shabby and unfit for a man with any self-respect. At
length, as usual in such cases, each party conceded
somewhat, and the matter ended in a compromise. A
snug entresol in the Hue St. Georges was selected as
neither too cheap not too dear, neither too showy nor
too plain; and when Paolo had satisfied the porter that
he was possessed of neither children nor dogs, and that
he had wherewithal to pay a month's rent in advance,
the keys of the apartment were delivered to him.
Cei'berus, moreover, condescended, for a additional sum
of twenty francs a month, to clean Mr. Mancini's shoes,
and look after his rooms. Paolo scorned the notion of
having a servant all to himself.
And so possession was taken ip?to facto, and the two
friends, each lighting a cigar — Paolo had become an
habitual smoker — intended as a votive offering to the
familiar Lares, proceeded to make arrangements for the
removal of what moveables Paolo had on the other side
of the water.
"You are probably not aware," said Du Genre, as
they walked down the street, "that you have given your-
self a master and a tyrant in the shape of this porter
of yours. Remember, however, never to call him Foi'tier,
but always Concierge, or he will call you to severe
account. You had one real advantage in your hole in
theRueDufour, and that was having no porter. Porters
with our absurd style of houses are indispensable, but
not the less a scourge. They are the natural enemies
and persecutors of their proprietors' tenants , whom they
look upon, and justly so, as the cause of their own
bondage. It is perfectly logical, for if there were no
lodgers, there would be no porters. They have a thou-
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saud ways of embittering your life: they can stop your
letters; forget to give you the cards left for you; say
you are at home to the visitors you dislike to see; say
you are out to those you wish to receive; keep you in
the rain ad libitum o{ a night, — and woe to you if you
seek redress. Either the landlord will back them against
you, and you are at their mercy; or he will reprimand
them; and then, farewell to peace, — the house will
soon grow too hot to hold you. So, let it be your
constant policy never to resist, or have the slightest
difference with , the gentleman you have just engaged to
clean your rooms and your shoes. Propitiate him at all
costs. You laugh. I am speaking in sober earnest, I
assure you. Let me see; there was something else I
meant to say. Ah! you must not be quite unprovided
for visitors. Order in a dozen of Madeira; yes, that
and Vermuth will do for the stronger sex; the softer will
prefer champagne or maraschino."
"But I have no intention of receiving ladies," said
Paolo, with some surprise.
"Nonsense! you are too well launched now, to be
able to stop midway. Now you have got a decent
apartment, the next thing you must provide yourself
with, is a fair companion."
"Thank you," said Paolo, blushing like a girl;
"but I shall do no such thing. Let us act like Chris-
tians."
"Why should we act like what we are not?"
"Are we not Christians?" said Paolo.
"Certainly not, save in name," returned the French-
man. "Show me any, the least spark of the spirit,
which made a stable the cradle, and a cross the throne
of a humanized god, and I will follow you into the
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desert, and live upon locusts. Cbristianity, to most
people, is an ingenious tbeoiy, with no more practical
bearing on men's actions than the theory of colours, or
that of the formation of hail. Look around you," con-
tinued Du Genre, jjointing to the throng of men on the
Petite Bourse, blocking up the pavement on both sides
opposite- to the Passage de TOpera. "Here it is where
it is decided -whether the Rente shall rise or fall; here
plenty of bargains with the devil are made; the single
aim and passion of all these so-called Christians here
assembled, but one — money — to get rich — make
a fortune. Step on that bench and tell these Chi-istians
that there is written in a book, which they have accepted
as their rule of life, that, 'It is easier for a camel to
pass thi-ough the eye of a needle, than for a rich man
to enter the kingdom of heaven,' and see how they will
receive the intelligence; it will not anger — oh, no!
but amuse them vastly. Christians forsooth ! The religion
of our age is a mitigated Paganism; its gods, Plutus,
Venus, and Bacchus. Take away the- Bom-se, the
Dames aux Camelias, and the wine-shops, and society
win collapse like a balloon out of which the hydro-
gen has escaped. Yon see I can moralize when I
choose."
"With a vengeance," said Paolo. "But then, if
the world be so wicked as you make it out to be, rather
than seek pleasure, we ought to put on sackcloth, and
cover our heads with ashes."
"The conclusion of morose Heraclitus," said the
Frenchman; "laughing Democritus knows better, and
says. Let us -wreathe our temples with roses, and do as
others do. Take my advice, Telemachus; choose your
Eucharis."
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"Never," said Paolo; "every principle, every feel-
ing, the very foundation of my soul, rises up in arras
against the notion. There is a gulf between your ideas
of woman and mine."
"Aye!" sighed Du Genre; "the gulf that separates
sober reality from wild fancy. What do you know about
women? Living like an anchorite, you have made for
yourself, and bond fide worshipped, an ideal type, which
no more resembles a flesh and blood woman, than the
brilliant plant of the tropics reared in a hothouse re-
sembles the common flowers of the field. Experience
alone Avill cure you of your delusion; it will come. In
the meanwhile, condescend to open your eyes, and
contemplate the stream of inflated ladies, who pour out
of the church of the Madeleine. Mark me, they are
most respectable; examine them, and reconcile, if you
can, your high-flown sentiments Avith their frivolous ap-
pearance. Do they answer best to the description of
the angels and muses you dream of, or to that of the
thorough-bred daughters of Eve that they are? The
fool's cap, I know, docs not make the fool; but when
wilfully worn, it is not the less indicative of a certain
frame of mind. Can you think of the respectable mother
of a family stepping into her steel cage, and help laugh-
ing? And why should we be in earnest, and bruise our
hearts to a jelly for those who are not in earnest about
themselves? They do not expect it of us."
During the last part of Du Genre's speech, Paolo's
attention had been divided between it and a group of
three artisans, Avho had stopped to watch awdiile the
passing of some of their fair, so styled, superiors. He
could not hear what they said, but judging from their
curled lips, and half-angry, half-sarcastic survey of
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waving hoops and flounces, he could guess pretty well
at the nature of their opinions and comments. Paolo
nudged his friend, who, following the direction of the
Roman's glance, said, —
"When those in authority on board the vessel con-
descend to play the fool, no wonder the crew take them
at their own valuation. After all," added he, with
a shrug, "it's no business of ours — apres nous le
delugey
Mr. du Verlat's was the first visit Paolo received in
his new abode. "A snug comfortable pied-a-terre,^'' re-
marked the vicomte, approvingly; no gingerbread show
about it. Looked like common sense, and the vicomte
valued simplicity of all things. And what was his young
acquaintance doing? Beginning to dabble in the wicked-
ness of the world? Too late in the year for Mabille or
the Chateau aux Fleurs; but there was Valentino, and
the Concerts de Paris. Not been there yet! Was he an
ascetic? Very agreeable rencontres might be made there.
Parisian belles, the vicomte was aware, could not stand
comparison with Roman beauties , but they had the brio,
the entrain, the jc ne sais quoi.
Paolo shook his head despondingly, as though he
would say he made as light of Roman beauties as of
Parisian belles, or that it was not that he looked for.
"A! I understand — I feel for you," resumed the
vicomte. "Early love, disappointment, deception. We
have all gone through it. I have been young and
romantic as you are; I have pursued my beau ideal as
fervently as any one, have wept bitter tears on its flight,
and — I have ended by me faire nne raison. Follow
my example, sir; try a little homoeopathy — similia
shnilibus. Life is too short to si)end it in di-eams, and
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youth comes but once — carj^e diem. Believe me, life
lias realities not to be disdained, and with your physical
powers — "
"Perhaps it is a fault in me," said Paolo, smiling,
"but what if I prefer my dreams to your realities?"
"Pardon me; that proves nothing more than that
you are in a morbid state of mind , out of which it is
the duty of those who wish you well to arouse you.
You cherish your disease, and that's the worst feature
of it. I did much the same when similary afflicted.
What would you say of that person — excuse the tri-
viality of the simile — what would you say of any one,
who, dissappointed of the woodcock he had relied on
for his dinner, would rather not dine at all than do so
on a pigeon pie? Make an effort, sir, and shake off
your trammels. True wisdom consists in asking of life
no more than life can give. Constancy, you see — I
could prove it to you both on anatomical and physiolo-
gical grounds — is a virtue incompatible with our faulty
organization. Have you read Balzac? Well, read him;
there is great philosophy in Balzac. If you will permit
me, I will send you some of his works. Adieu."
Du Verlat was sincere in saying he felt for Paolo;
he felt like a compassionate physician, who sees his
patient refuse the medicine that would restore him to
health, or rather like one who sees his friend labouring
under a painful hallucination, and strives to reason
him out of it. The good-humoured viscount was not a
common roue,, nor had nature intended him for one at
all. lie was born generous, confiding, tender-hearted.
A coquette he had met with at twenty had made him
what he now was, an elegant sensualist. There are
men who cannot resist the deleterious effect of a fii-st
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deception ; and in tliat of whicli lie liad been the victim,
there were peculiarly aggravating circumstances. Mr.
du Verlat bad spent some of tbe best years of his life
in inoculating himself with the belief — nay, had erected
it into a sort of system, backed by anatomy and phy-
siology — that women were irresponsible agents, and
ought to be treated as such. This belief it was that
had kept him a bachelor, in spite of the urgent entrea-
ties of all his family that he would marry.
But his scepticism had nothing in it either malig-
nant or aggressive. The vicomte did not make it his
profession to go about slandering the fair sex, nor did
he treat them cavalierly; quite the contrary. The sys-
tematic view he took of them, together with the inborn
elegance of his mind, inclined him rather to that de-
ferential indulgence which is shown to infants. It was
from pure good-nature, that he had so far gone out of
his usual routine as to catechize Paolo; but possessing,
as he believed he did , an infallible antidote against the
malady, which, according to his own guesses, and Du
Genre's confidences, afflicted his Italian acquaintance,
could he keep it fi-om one so young and interesting?
Days and weeks passed, and Paolo saw with amaze-
ment, as he looked back, the alteration in his habits,
which his simple change of residence had stealthily
brought with it. Somehow or other he had, since
passing the Rubicon, with difficulty found time for a
couple of visits to his friends of the Quai Montebello;
and Mr. Boniface, or Mr. Pertuis, on whom he used to
call once a week at least, he had entirely neglected.
Somehow or other, he was rarely in his bed till an
hour after midnight, rarely out of it before ten in the
morning, and yet he had not been to the theatre more
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than five or six times during these three weeks, and as
to balls or concerts, he had never set his foot in one
of them. He had besides lost his great dislike to the
Boulevard ; he would loiter there with much equanimity,
exchanging greetings and cigars with other loiterers,
having become by this time on speaking terms with
most of the frequenters of the cafe^ at which he took
his meals.
Perhaps, had he scanned the inner man as closely
as the outward, Paolo might have noticed modifications
in the former, as well as the latter. Not that he had
come the length of being in the least disposed to ex-
change his gods for the gods of others — not at all;
l)ut his holy horror of what he considered idolatry had
much abated, and instead a new spirit of tolerance was
springing up within him for tenets distant as pole from
pole to his own. Balzac's philosophy, ArnaVs donhle
cntendres, Rosati's o/trcchat,'', and evening walks on the
Boulevard, are not exactly calculated to strengthen spi-
ritualistic tendencies. The atmosjDhere in which Paolo
lived , notwithstanding his attempts to neutralize it,
began to tell on him, imperceptibly, but steadily.
CHAPTER XIII.
Despair.
There was, at the time of the events in course of
narration, an extensive linen-drapery establishment in
the vicinity of Camden Town. Miss Lavinia walked
into this shop one morning, a little basket in her hand,
containing some embroidery of her own working — a
chemisette with sleeves to match — the labour of many
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scores of weary hours. Had her countenance been
clearly visible, instead of only indistinctly through her
thick veil , it would have betrayed the great effort
which the step she was taking cost her.
The eager j)oliteness of the counter official, who
stepped up to her side soliciting the honour of her
commands, on hearing the nature of her request, and
the tone in which it was made, vanished; he pointed
in silence to the farther end of the room , wheeled
round, and left her to herself. Her request was to the
effect that she wished to speak to one of the gentlemen
of the firm; and she had to repeat it twice over to two
different young men, before she could make out which
was the person she was in search of. It being not yet
nine in the morning, business was more than languid,
and the master, seated a little apart from his shopmen,
was diligently trimming his nails with a penknife. All
that was visible of him in his semi-reclining postiu-e,
was a big bunch of crisp black hair cai-efully brushed
to one side of his head, and a profile view of a chin
and mouth of that deep blue hue, indicative of a strong
black beard.
Lavinia went up to him, and, leaning over the
counter, which half hid him from view, said, in a timid
whisper, —
"I beg yom" pardon, sir; I have come to offer some
work for sale," and she produced her embroidery.
The partner of the firm rose, looked at her, noticed
the small gloved fingers, took in at a glance the fine
proportions of her figure, and conveyed the satisfactory
impression he -had received from the tout ensemble, by
a wink and a grin full of meaning to some one standing
behind the lady. The smart, bandy-legged little fellow,
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tbus telegraphed to, no less a personage than the head
clerk, stole on tiptoe to Lavinia's side, and tried to
peep under her veil; caught in the act, he assumed au
air of unconsciousness, took the embroidery handed him
by the gentleman of the firm, examined it, and asked
if it was for sale. Being answered in the affirmative,
he said, "by your leave," and without waiting for it,
he pretended to measure the sleeves to Lavinia's wrist,
and in so doing, managed, with malice prepense, to
touch the fair hand and arm more than necessary. She
drew it back hastily.
"Heyday, you needn't be afraid of me; my skin is
as clear as yours, ma'am," said he; "if we are to have
dealings together, you must be a little more agreeable."
Lavinia took no notice of him, but repeated her
question to the partner.
"Will you jDurchase these things, sir?"
"Certainly," he replied, with another wink to his
subordinate; "but you are aware, ma'am, that we cannot
buy articles without identifying the seller."
"I can leave you my name and address," said in-
nocent Lavinia.
" That's not enough , miss. Suppose some lady
comes in half an hour hence, sees this chemisette and
sleeves, and says that they belong to her, that she has
lost them? I know what you are going to say, and I
don't doubt you are speaking the truth, when you tell
me they are your own work; I have no doubt you
would appear to prove them to be so; but pray, how
could we swear you were the person that sold them — "
"Unless," added the head clerk, with a very grave
face, "you would be so kind as to remove your veil — ■
just for an instant."
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His too well preseiTed gravity -was the ruin of the
joke. The partner could not resist it, and burst out
into a roar of laughter. Bandy-legs took the infection
and roared also. Lavinia now saw they had been
amusing themselves at her expense; she silently picked
up her work and walked away. Her tears for not
gushing forth were not the less bitter-, only the more
heavily did they fall back on her heart. What coarse,
mischievous men these were, thought she. She had
never guessed at the existence of such beings.
!Mrs. Tamplin comforted her in her way.
"And so they made game of you! the more shame
for them. I might have known as much. You are not
the sort of person to be going from shop to shop on
selling eiTands; you are too handsome and too good.
They wanted to see you without your veil, and so they
trumped up that ridiculous story about identification.
A parcel of saucy scamps. Beauty is a sad gift to the
poor and modest. They think they have done wonders,
when they buy the worth of a sixpence from you, and
expect no end of complaisance in return — and they
get it in most cases. And how can it be otherwise?
If you knew what it was to be hungry! A wicked
world I can tell you. All the effect of competition,
that's what it is."
!Mrs. Tamplin, to her honour be it said, did not
confine her consolations to worse than sterile theories
about human wickedness. She did better than that —
she did something practical — namely, took the em-
broidery and went about with it herself Lavinia could
the better appreciate this effort in one so low-spii-ited
as her landlady, after her own recent personal ex-
perience. The effect upon herself had been to blight
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that most precious and most tenacious flower of youth
— confidence in mankind. She now shrank from them.
Not to gain the world would she a second time have
gone through the same ordeal as that she had passed in
the Camden Town linen-draper's shop.
The embroidery sold after all — sold for a liigher
price than Mrs. Tamplin had supposed probable. Even
the gloomy widow, elated for a moment by her success,
found some chords within her which sounded like hope!
The flower withering in Lavinia's breast revived, and
her want of faith filled her with shame and remorse.
She felt as if, in doubting her fellow-creatures, she was
doubting Providence! How ungrateful of her! Was it
not more than she deserved, her having already secured
an active sympathizing friend? If instead of desponding
at her first disappointment and crouching down like a
coward, she had put on patience as an armour against
all rebufis, had she been strong in the knowledge
that she was doing well, her failure must have been
followed by success. It Avas her pride, her faint-heartcd-
ness, that she ought to find fault with, and not her
neighbour.
Impressed with a deep sense of her unworthiness,
she shut herself into her little room, knelt by the side
of her poor couch, and prayed and Avept as only those
can pray and weep, who have no proper stay but Our
Father that is in Heaven. And then, fairly worn out
by emotions of many kinds, and want of rest for the
last two nights, she fell asleep like a little child and
dreamed that she was driving in the grounds of Villa
Borghese with her aunt by her side. There were
numerous loungers strolling in the gardens; one with
his back to her reminded her of Paolo. She knew in
142 LAVINIA.
lier dream that she had not seen him for very long,
and an earnest deske arose in her to tell him how
much she had changed, and that she cared no more for
those things he cared not for. And presently the gentle-
man turned, and she saw that it was Paolo, and he had
a large rose in his button-hole, and she beckoned to
him. He came to her hurriedly, and stretched his hands,
holding his beautiful rose, towards her. In her eager-
ness to grasp it, she leaned far out of the carriage, and
felt that she was falling, which she was doing in right
earnest. As Paolo, the rose, the gardens disappeared,
she found herself lying on the floor by the bed, fortu-
nately without any hurt.
There are moods of the mind which predispose one
to receive strong impressions, however unwarranted by
reason, from causes almost puerile. Lavinia was in one
of these moods, and, silly as it may seem in her, drew
so happy an omen from her dream as to amount to a
certainty of Paolo's safety. We will not grudge her
this superstitious feeling, considering the great comfort
she derived from it, and her great need of some com-
fort.
Renewed trust in God, in the good-will of His crea-
tures, and a strengthened purpose to keep herself, to
the best of her powers, in the spirit of one who is sure
to be helped, such was the revulsion of feeling Avith
which Lavinia arose from her momentary fit of dis-
couragement. As to the means of earning her bread,
she had no choice but to persevere in the old course —
applications for the situation of governess and her needle.
Answering advertisements, whether in pei-son or by
letter, occupied but little of her time; all the rest was
devoted to her embroidery. She grew so chaiy of
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every moment, that slie grudged lierself even the quarter
of an Lour for her dinner — and such a dinner! If
the few sparrows whom she had tamed to come to the
window-sill and peck crumbs from her hands, were at
all slow in coming to her call, she would chide them
for keeping her idle. Yes, even the very poorest have
their superfluities. She had her luxury also, something
to tend, and watch, and think of, and hope in, and love
— a hyacinth growing in its long blue glass. That poor
root represented all the external poetry of her life.
To see her pretty lodger slaving from early dawn
till late at night, ought to have afforded Mrs. Tamplin
an occasion for many a comfortable moan about the
misery that always dogged her life; but she neglected
this precious opportunity, setting her wits to work in-
stead, to devise some means of forcing Lavhiia to enjoy
a second's respite; her cunningest trick being reserved
for the evening, when, pleading the sad state of her
eyes, she would entreat the young lady to read to her
from the day's paper the account of the man who
smashed a pane of glass that he might obtain a lodging
in a prison; or that of the family of four persons who
spent most of the night in taking down bills from the
walls, and made from the sale of the paper thus obtained
as much as sevenpence a day, upon Avhich the four
persons contrived to exist.
One day Mrs. Tamplin had an idea — a bright
idea. The young lady played on the piano, she be-
lieved; could she not give music lessons? Lavinia
thought she could, only —
"Wait a moment," said the widow; "I don't mean
that you should seek to give lessons at the pupils' own
hoimes. I know very well it would be the old story
144 LAVIXIA.
over again about references, and good-day to yon as
the Aviud-up. Xotliing, lio'n'ever, Mnders you fi-om
opening a class for tlie piano; very clieap, of course, at
the beginning — a class for the piano, here, in this
house. I will very -willingly let you use the drawing-
room for it."
"Thank you very much, kind 3Irs. Tamplin," said
Lavinia. "But to give lessons on the piano, I must
first have a piano and — "
"Wait a moment," intermpted the widow. "I know
all you are going to say. There is no occasion to hire
a piano before we have secured pupils enough to pay
for the hire. Here's my idea: we'll put a card in the
window, on which we'll write as clearly as possible : ' A
pianoforte class for young ladies three times a Aveek,
by a pupil of — ,' and then the name of whoever was
your master; it will sound very well, I daresiiy. 'For
farther particulars, apply within.' Xow, either pupils
come or they do not. If enough of them appear, we
hire the piano; if no one comes, well and good, then
we do not hire the piano, and the class is unavoidably
postponed to the first of next month; do you under-
stand now?"
The scheme promised well, in so far that it was
feasible and necessitated no outlay on mere chance,
and Lavinia eagerly embraced it. A card was written
and hung up in the front parlom* window; then came
the calculations; supposing only six pupils could be
got; six pupils at ten shillings a month each — what
happiness! Why, after deducting the hire of the in-
strument — and Mrs. Tamplin was sm-e one was to be
had for sixteen shillings — there would remain forty-
DESrAin. 145
four shillings, and it would be independence, riches-
And surely in this interminable Babylon of London it
was not very improbable that she might find six pupils,
or five, or at the least four.
Alas! days and weeks crawled on, and the card in
the window availed nothing. The piano scheme went
to pieces. Many persons applied, asked questions,
wanted to see the class-room, wanted to see the music
mistress's certificates from her master, wanted to hear
her play, and Avere disgusted when they found there
was no piano in the house. One volunteered to bring
three pupils, provided her own daughter had the benefit
of the class gratis, and after the bargain was agreed to,
took her leave, and never reappeared. Of all the in-
quirers one lady alone accepted the terms as they stood.
The same unlucky issue attended all Lavinia's personal
or written applications for the situation of a governess.
Once, only once, since her failure with the lady at Hyde
Park Place, had a ray of hope entered her sinking
heart. A lady commissioned by one of her friends in
the country to look out for a governess, had received
the poor girl most courteously, had begged to hear her
play on the piano; had expressed warm admiration of
her fingering and style of playing, and great gratifica-
tion at having fallen in with a person so calculated to
satisfy her friend; but the moment the question of
references was mooted, clouds quickly obliterated the
sunshine. Lavinia did not hurry away in despair as
in the instance above alluded to; she pleaded her cause
earnestly and simply. The lady was touched, went so
far as to say that, were she acting for herself, she might
perhaps trust to her feelings, and overlook the irre-
gularity of the want of a reference, but acting as she
Lavinia. 11. 10
146 LAVINIA.
was for another person, the mother of several young
daughters, the thing vras impossible.
The little stock of money Lavinia had had about
her, when she left Mr. Jones's country seat, was long
since exhausted. Of the few costly ornaments, chosen
from among the many she owed to the generosity of
Mrs. Jones, and which she had felt justified in taking
away with her, on accoimt of their particular character
of keepsakes, and of their having been intended as
such, one, a bracelet, had already been sold, — with
what a pang, God knows; the rest must soon follow —
and then? what then? For the produce of her inde-
fatigable needle scarcely sufficed for her shoes and
washing. Well might the lovely face grow wan, and
the youthful figure waste away, as she tried to work
out some answer to the terrible question of what was
then to become of her.
Mrs. Tamplin, more and more drawn out of her
selfishness by the patience of her gentle, uncomplain-
ing lodger, was once more racking her brains for some
fresh expedient; and seeking, she found one — and a
capital one it was this time. Mr. Duncan, the surgeon,
their next-door neighbour, was the person to turn the
scales in Lavinia's favour. Mr. Duncan had both the
will and the power to do so, at least, so Mrs. Tamplin
affirmed. Naturally obliging as he was to every one,
she knew he was particularly favourably disposed
towards Miss Lavinia; she could see that, by his civi-
lity on two or three occasions, and by his having drop-
ped in i;nprofessionally after tlie young lady was well
again, and by his never meeting her (Mrs. Tamplin)
without inquiring for her interesting lodger. As to
DESPAIR. 147
friends and interest, few men could equal him. Why
not confide in him?
If Mr. Duncan could be induced to recommend La-
vinia as a governess or companion — and Mrs. Tamplin
was certain that he would do so — and also take upon
himself the responsibility of being a reference for her,
every difficulty now in her path would vanish like
mist before the noonday sun. Was there any objection
to Mrs. Tamplin sounding the surgeon? The gentleman,
judging from the little Lavinia had seen of him, had in
his nature a rich vein of coarseness, which made him
impalatable to one of her refinement and delicacy of
feeling; but was she, merely from perhaps dainty
squeamishness, to reject the hand, rough indeed, yet
perhaps the only hand which could and Avould rescue
her from utter shipwreck? These blunt, rude-spoken
men Avere often the truest and best, she had heard it
said; in short, Lavinia ended by accepting this new
project with thanks, and Mrs. Tamplin Aventh forth-
with to open negotiations.
Mr. Duncan fully justified the most sanguine expec-
tations of his melancholy admirer — nothing could
surpass his obliging kindliness. He called to see La-
vinia that evening, and exhaled good will from every
pore.
"And so," said he, "zr^ were at a rather low ebb, Avere
we? No occasion to despair. We should be afloat
again in less than no time. He had set to rights many
worse cases than this, eh, Mrs. Tamplin? Stooping over
embroidery wouldn't do, it hurt the chest, it spoilt the
shape. Away with it, and Avith drooping mouths, and
faded cheeks. Let roses and lilies and that sort of
thing be the order of the day."
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148 LAVINIA.
Mrs. Tamplin, good soul, for once chuckled, with un-
mixed delight, and gave it as her decided opinion, that
one might go far, and not find Mr. Duncan's match.
Lavinia's conclusions, without going that length, travel-
led, however, in the same direction. A nigged exterior,
but a kindly heart, thought she, and her spirits rose.
Mr Duncan took the habit of frequently dropping
in at Mrs. Tamplin's now, and his interest in his fair
protegee waxed warmer, and more demonsti-ative at
every visit. He began to call her his "little pet," and
"still waters," find fault with her pale cheeks and thin
wrists, pinching both with much the grace an old bear
might display in toying with a rose. Lavinia would
willingly have dispensed with these familiarities, indeed,
they were positively odious to her; but taking into ac-
count the coarse grain of the man, his kindness to her,
and his age = — young ladies of twenty are apt to look
on a gi-een quinquagenarian as upon a Methusalem —
she saw in his newly-adopted ways, merely the odd
expression of a fatherly interest, and endured them with
patience.
One evening Mrs. Tamplin was called out of the
sitting-room. Mr. Duncan, who happened to be there,
immediately twisted his face into a would-be agreeable,
reassuring grin, and said, in a confidential whisper, —
"I have found a first-rate situation for you."
"Have you, indeed? how very kind of you!" cried
Lavinia, with a burst of joy and gratitude. "Is it as
a governess?"
"Faugh! a governess! Something far better. You
come and stay with me."
"With you?" she exclaimed, and her face length-
ened.
DESPAIR. 149
"Yes, with me; the ill-combed monkey is growing
oldish, and wants somebody to look after him and bis
house-, come you, and be my housekeeper; not a bad
offer, let me tell you."
Lavinia looked at him in great perplexity, not free
from some alarm. Mr. Duncan's countenance was not
exactly formed for the display of tender feelings; all
his efforts to produce insinuating smiles only gave him
a greater resemblance to a mischievous terrier. The
astonished girl said at last, —
"But you are a single gentleman, sir."
He laughed his coarsest laugh.
"Yes, thank God, I am — reason the more for
you to come; you will have everything your own way, '
don't you seer" — eh? — plenty of the best that's to be
got to eat, and to drink — plenty of fine clothes — ■
plenty of money."
Lavinia could bear no more. She jumped up, cast
on the grinning knave one look of infinite contempt,
and walked away without deigning even a word of
rebuke.
"Oh! merciful God, save me from my despair; oh!
merciful Lord, take me to Thee."
Such was the agonized cry of the heartbroken girl
as she threw herself down — her face on the floor of
her bed-room, as if she would bury it for ever from
the sight of all mankind. It seemed, indeed, as though
the God of the aftlicted, the God of the fatherless,
had in His mercy listened to her prayer, for all con-
sciousness left her.
150 LA.VIXIA.
CHAPTEE XIV.
A Bachelor's Supper , and what came of it.
About the middle of tlie month of November,
Paolo received intelligence from Rome, of the transfer
of Bishop Eodipaui's fortune to himself, according to
the terms of the will. The solicitor regretted to say-
that the bishop proved to be less wealthy than had
been expected; in fact, that Signer Mancini's legacy
would exceed little more than a hundred thousand scudi,
half of which, as detailed in the annexed statement,
•was vested in various foreign stock, realizable at a
short notice. Prudent Monsignor Eodipani, in the
choice of his investments, had evidently had an eye to
the mutability of earthly things. There was, besides
the sum of money above mentioned, another of eighteen
thousand scudi lying at the bankers, about the disposi-
tion of which the solicitor asked for directions.
Paolo very curiously examined the several items
of the statement furnished to him, and far from any
astonishment or regret at the modicity of his inheritance,
he felt a kind of bewilderment at the idea of being so
rich. Positively, it was more like a fairy tale than a
reality, his being able to fulfil one of the most earnest
of his wishes, namely, the securing of the independence
and happiness of his two friends, Salvator and Clelia.
A really happy morning he spent in writing, first, a
very long and afi"ectionate letter to the little painter,
then one less long, but not less affectionate, to Clelia,
which was enclosed in that to her betrothed, together
with a cheque in favom* of Salvator for a thousand
scudi.
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By tLe same post lie wrote to apprise liis man of
business of wliat lie had done, desiring tliat liencefortli,
without any further advice from himself, the sum of
sixty scudi should be paid monthly to the person
named in the cheque. This done, Paolo went in search
of his breakfast, and a hearty meal he made of it; for
his satisfaction at the good turn he had been able to
do for his friends, was overshadowed by none of the
misgivings, as to the source of the wealth of which he
disposed — misgivings which had so obstinately haunted
him two months ago.
At the Manc^ge he met the Vicomte and Du Genre;
they were waiting expressly for him, said M. Du
Verlat. One of the habitues of the school was on the
point of marriage, and according to an established
custom, the bridegroom elect was bound to give a
soiiper de garqons to the best riders. The choice of
the guests had been left to the Vicomte, in his capa-
city of honorary president, and Paolo naturally had a
right to a high place on his list. It would have been
difficult, even for one inclined to do so, to decline an
invitation so flatteringly and so courteously given; but
Paolo, in his present mood, was not likely to run the
risk of disobliging any one of his acquaintances; so he
accepted the compliment paid to himself and his
equestrian powers, with thanks. M. Du Verlat looked
much pleased as he said, —
"We are to meet at twelve to-night at Barruel's,
You know where I mean; if not, Pelissier is of the
party, and will show yovi the way. Adieu, till then,
and remember there is no need to dress."
"A few hours of «i«»/," thought Paolo to himself,
as, on the stroke of midnight, he walked, arm-in-arm
152 LAVINIA.
witli Du Genre, to the place of rendezvous — at most
a few hours of ennui — to listen to how some lucky
speculator won a fortune within an hour by the hausse
or the baisse, or to hear the apotheosis of the legs of
La Petra Camara. Other danger or dangers he could
not see, unless indeed from the bottle ; and against that
he felt fully armed. Of the possibility of there being
ladies among the guests, he never once thought, or his
natural shyness would have been on the qui vice at
once. A bachelor's supper, as he in his innocence
understood it, meant a supper of men in the blessed
state of celibacy, to the entire exclusion of the other
sex. Fancy then his consternation when, on being-
ushered into the sancta sanctorum, he confronted a bevy
of ladies — he could have sworn to there being fifty
of them, though, in fact', there were only eight, the
same number as of gentlemen. Paolo's first instinctive
movement was to draw back, but this probability had
to all appearance been foreseen, and provided against
by Du Genre, who gave his friend a gentle push for-
ward, and a gentle warning not to make a fool of him-
self The consciousness which now dawned upon
Paolo, of having been intentionally decoyed into a
trap, gave him a finishing stroke — his heart thumped,
his ears tingled, his head swam. All this was the
aflTair of a few seconds.
"Mdlle. Celina," called thevicomte, as he hastened
towards the Italian, and took him courteously by the
hand. A graceful, impish figure sprang to her feet at
this summons, fluttered across the room on the points
of her toes, came to a full stop, and suddenly describing
a parabola in the air, alighted on her right foot, with
the whiz of a bomb, between Paolo and Du Verlat.
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"Mdlle. Celina, of the opera ballet corps," explained
the vicomte. "Mademoiselle is all impatience to make
your acquaintance, ]\Ir. Mancini, and to hear of the
wonders of Eome. I confide her to your gallantry as
your partner for the evening, or rather for the night.
I leave you to each other."
While the introduction was taking place, Mdlle.
Celina slowly waved herself about, crossed her arms
upon her bosom, and curtseyed in full choreographic
style. She was in the costume of her calling, bare
neck, bare arms, plentifully rouged, with a fabulous
circumvallation of white muslin around her. She might
have figured to advantage in a picture of the tempta-
tions of St. Anthony. Her well-cut eyes, and cherry-
round lips — the oiily beauty about her, except her
youth — were as saucy and provoking as any of Pro-
pertius' odes. A girl hardly past sixteen, with the
figure and manner of that age, hers were the set fea-
tures, the assiu'ance, the knowing look of a coquette of
thirty. Little fit to observe, and to reason out his ob-
servations as Paolo was at this moment, he felt intui-
tively this glaring want of harmony, and was repelled
by it. An old soul in a young body, as he defined
her afterwards.
Dropping all that was professional for the nonce,
Paolo's partner for the night passed her arm within his,
and said abruptly, —
"Art thou a prince, a marquis, or what?"
Rather wincing under the infliction of the quaker-
like form of address, he replied that he had no title
at all.
"Not a little bit? what a pity; particularly for
154 LAYINHA.
a joli garcon. I doat on titles. I ■\rill dub tliee che-
valier."
"I beg jou will commit no such folly," said Paolo.
"Papa vicomte," called out tlie miss, "fine my part-
ner; he has called me you."
A general burst of laughter welcomed the ac-
cusation. Every eye brought itself to bear on the
Italian.
'.'Pardon him for this once," said Du Verlat; "be-
sides, we are not yet at table."
If what he had already seen and heard by this time
had not revealed to Paolo the nature and the purpose
of the surprise prepared for him by his friends, a very
little further observation of what was said and done,
soon fully opened his eyes. The curious, though care-
fully guarded attention, of which he was the object,
marked him out plainly enough for the hero of the
fete., and what the nature of the fete was to be, was as
clearly intimated by the look of the lionnes convened —
the look of Bacchantes in repose, ready to rush forth
in their real character at the first call of the srjstvum.
A few mouths ago, when he was a thorough savage,
neither stratagem nor force would have kept him from
breaking loose, and, come what might, quitting the
company, now, that he was half civilized, the fear
of ridicule was a potent spell, and rooted him there.
Yet to breathe that stifling atmosphere, to face for any
length of time that odious little imp by his side, to sit
a witness, if not an actor, in the revel — all this he
felt to be a moral impossibility.
An irruption of waiters with trays, and the bustle
that followed, aroused him from his brown study. He
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did what lie saw the others do — led his allotted
partner to a seat, sat himself down beside her, and —
Don't shut the book, fair reader, in fearful ex-
pectation of our being about ,to shock your feelings.
If anything improper took place at the convivial board,
neither Paolo nor the muse of his historiographer — a
teetotaller muse, by the way, and one who wears high
dresses — know anything of it. For no sooner had
Paolo dropped into his chair, than he had an inspira-
tion — yes, a positive inspiration as to how effectually
to isolate himself from his surroundings. He deliberatly
gulped down a glass of Madeira, then a second, a third,
and a fourth, and being little used to libations, was out
of harm's way, that is, dead drunk, before the initiatory
oysters were disposed of; and had to be removed from
the room, conveyed to his entresol, consigned to his
bed, and left to the care of his portress. A headache
of three days' duration, and, if possible, a greater horror
than ever of that particular kind of orgies, into which
he had been entrapped — such were for Paolo the im-
mediate results of his having made one at the bachelor's
supper. It was, unluckily, destined to have some further
consequences.
Pique and champagne are dangerous counsellors.
Mdlle. Celina, of the opera ballet corps, was brimful,
at all events, of the first, and must, and would have
her revenge. In what had Paolo offended her? Paolo
had done more than spurn, revile, trample her under
foot; blessed with the promise of her society, he had,
to get quit of her, wilfully parted with his own reason,
making her thus a butt for the quizzing of the whole
party. There was no room for the shadow of a doubt;
for Du Genre, who saw no cause why he should keep
156 LAVINIA.
his convictions secret, franklj declared liis belief that
Paolo's intoxication was an intentional, predetermined
act. His sober, nay abstemious habits', together with
the fulminating character of the drunken fit, left room
for no other explanation.
And so it came to pass that the spiteful little imp
hatched a plot against the poor absent youth, and then
and there chalked it out before her wine-heated com-
peers — amid frantic acclamations and promises of un-
conditional support, more especially from Du Genre,
whose patronage was regarded as peculiarly necessary
to the success of the scheme.
Du Genre, and most likely the other men, had for-
gotten all about Mdlle, Celina and her projects by the
morrow, but Mdlle. Celina had an excellent memory.
A few days after, in fact, when her preparations for
action were complete , the piquant young lady, with the
well-cut eyes, and cherry-round lips, paid Du Genre an
unexpected visit; she came to summon him to redeem
the pledge of assistance he had given. Du Genre would
rather that his pretty friend had not asked this, but
he did not dare to withdraw from his engagement. He
had promised — he well recollected having done so —
and must abide by his word. Men have sometimes odd
notions of duty. I have known some who never paid
their tailor's bill, hold a gambling debt sacred, and
starve themselves to meet it. On the other hand, Du
Genre reflected that, after all, little was asked of him
— very little — merely to furnish a few indications of
Paolo's where-abouts and habits, and he gave them.
Paolo greatly frequented the Boulevard des Italiens,
drove or rode almost daily to the Bois de Boulogne,
and had just taken the stall No, 22 at the "Italiens"
A bachelor's supper , AND WHAT CAME OF IT. 157
for the season. After all, philosophized the French-
man, since Telemachus must needs go through his
apprenticeship and pay for it sooner or later — as well
with a Mdlle. Clarisse as with any other.
Mademoiselle Clarisse, the intimate friend of Miss
Celina, and who was to act for the latter in this affair,
was a lionne of some renown. She had walked the
boards professionally, and could personate all characters
to the life, both on and off the stage, but l^pr triumph
was in that of the Ingenue. Sentiment was her forte:
to see her gaze pensively before her, as she would often
do for mere frolic, her head slightly bent forward, her
chin reclining on the palm of her hand, her cheek
against her stretched - out forefinger, was to see the
image of an Ophelia. Nature had blundered in Ma-
demoiselle Clarisse; given the outward distinction, the
reserve, the dignity of a Lucretia, to a humbug.
A few evenings later, Paolo was in his stall at the
"Italiens." The iSonnaialuIa was the opera; he knew
it by heart, and yet he was all eyes and ears. Who
can ever have enough of the Sonnamhida ? Everything
about it — the story, music, and feelings — so simple,
so true, so fresh. Paolo's soul swam in a bath of
delight. At the end of ''^Cari luoi/hi,'''' a few exclama-
tions of unmitigated enthusiasm drew his attention from
the stage to those about him; on his right sat a l^y
of the age of chaperones, and by her one of the
chaperoned, both of whom, but especially the younger,
seemed to enjoy the performance keenly. The latter
had positively big tears in her lovely eyes. Paolo was
charmed to see his own emotion shared by others, and
naturally felt an interest in those doing so. The ladies
were richly but simply and soberly dressed; the fea-
158 LAVINIA.
tures of the elder one were rather commonplace ; those
of the yonnger, fine, noble, even haughty, had they not
been softened by her present emotion. Her pure white
complexion, hazel eyes, and acoru-hned hair, gave to
her beauty that sijbdued and mellow tone, so dear to
poetic dreamers; rather suggestive of violets and moon-
light, than of sunshine and roses. Paolo could discern
about her eyes and temples traces of early suffering;
or, of late yli ours and hard libations, as the case might
be. But he only thought of the former.
Occasional remarks were interchanged between him
and the elderly lady, his immediate neighbour, but the
younger did not join in the conversation, though her
eyes and his met often in sympathetic communion. She
addressed him once though, and in this way: He over-
heard her whisper to her chaperouc that he must be an
Italian. Paolo looked at her, and smiled assent, when
she suddenly leaned forwards, seemingly incapable of
controlling the impulse, saying to him, —
"I was certain of it, only an Italian can feel this
music as you do."
Then she blushed scarlet, and said no more for the
evening.
When Mario sang II phi trisfo dei mortali, the sen-
timental lady fairly gave way and sobbed aloud; she
ki»w it was very foolish, but she could not help it. It
was all Paolo could do not to follow her example. The
curtain fell, too soon for Paolo's pleasure; the ladies
withdrew, not without a gentle inclination of the head
to the stranger, who bowed low and even sighed, as
the lovely vision disappeared. How long it was, since
he had sat at such a feast! Here was a woman worth
knowing: and carius: for! What a soul she had! Ten
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to one he should never meet her again in this Babylon
of Paris; though, perhaps, they might come again to
hear Bellini's masterpiece. Whether they did or not, a
sweet recollection Avas his, nobody could rob him of
that; and his thoughts rested long and fondly on the
fresh oasis he had discovered.
Apparently it was written somewhere, that he should
have something more substantial than recollection to feed
iipon. The next day but one — what a piece of luck!
— he met her most unexpectedly in the Bois de Bou-
logne. She was in an open carriage — the weather
being uncommonly fine and mild for the season —
looking passively before her, her head slightly bent
forwards, in short, in the jiose that we already know
of. Du Genre's tilbury and her coupe brushed past
each other; the hazel eyes met the black eyes. Paolo
blushed and bowed.
"Heyday," cried Du Genre; "it seems that we have
been making fine acquaintances."
Paolo, who had kept his adventure to himself, now
made a clean breast of it, and did so with a warmth of
tone and feeling, which gave the Frenchman quite a
qxialm of conscience. He pursed up his lips, and an-
swered, —
"As a general rule, never take the measure of^a
woman's sensibility from the tears she may shed in
public. Some women look beautiful in tears, and they
know it."
"Nonsense; hers gushed from her very soul," aver-
red the enthusiast.
"Are you sure she has such a thing as that? Plato
denied souls to women."
160 LAVKIA.
"Then Plato was a fool; and you have a perverse
pre-cletermination to depreciate all that is exalted."
"Holy patience!" cried Du Genre. "I disclaim any
blacker purpose than to put you on your guard."
"This is, indeed, quite a new sort of mission you
have undertaken; hitherto, you have rather endeavoured
to throw me off my guard."
"True enough," said Du Genre; "but then, it was
with a view to something defined — it is the vague,
the unknown , that scares me for you."
A little opposition was just the ingredient wanting
to give zest to the pui-suit. Du Genre's disparaging
hints had no other effect than that of raising the owner
of the hazel eyes. That a materialist of Du Gem-e's
calibre, should misjudge, nay feel an instinctive anti-
pathy to her, where could be a clearer proof of her
sujDerior natm-e?
Paolo returned to the Bois on horseback — alone;
gazed at her, raised his hat, sighed, but kept at a re-
spectful distance. Encouragement came in the shape of
an embroidered handkerchief, inadvertently dropped; he
dismounted , picked it up , returned it to the fair owner,
and withdrew. This was provoking discretion on his
part — the fine weather could not last for ever. On
the morrow, the fairy was suddenly seized by an im-
moderate wish for a walk in a solitary alley — by a
strange coincidence Mr. Mancini happened to be passing
at the moment, he stopped iiTesolute — a smile and a
glance invited him to dare. He alighted, tied his horse
to a ti-ee, and joined the lady with such a beating heart.
She did not look offended, thank God — spoke of the
charms of solitude — there was nothing like nature.
Could he sketch or paint? A little; he said, but not
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landscape. Was lie acquainted Avith Troyon's pictures?
they were so beautiful, so real — she possessed two of
them. Did she really? he should so much like to see
them. No; would he? as a rule she received no com-
pany — hers Avas a life of retirement; but for once she
would make an exception. Iler address was 101, Kue
Breda, if he dropped in some day after one o'clock, he
should be shown her two gems.
lie went, and was ushered by a man in livery into
a small but gorgeously fitted apartment — soft carpets,
and endless mirrors. Madame received him in her bou-
doir — in her pensive pose. How stupid of her to have
forgotten that she had sent her Troyons to have new
frames. He had actually come for nothing. For no-
thing! when he enjoyed the blessing of her presence.
Time flew on its swiftest pinions in her society. She
was full of enthusiasm about all that was grand and
noble, Italy, of course, included. She was a Avidow,
had had her affections horribly trifled with — believed
men to be invariably false and fickle. Such was the
precious information gathered on his first visit.
A second and a third followed — then came a full
stop. Madame de Saint Victor was not at home; Avas
not to be met at the Bois — the Aveather had veered to
rain and mud — nor yet was she to be seen at the Ita-
lian Opera. Poor Paolo Avas a living image of disap-
pointment. What could be the meaning of this eclipse
of his sun? The explanation was vouchsafed in the
foUoAving note left with her porter one morning.
"Dear Sir, —
"Pray, do not call any more. My door is shut
against you by 7n>/ orders. To no living man but your-
Lavinia. 11. 11
162 LATIXIA.
self, "would I condescend to account for any of my
actions. I am sure you will feel for me, and not mis-
understand me, when I say that the course I have
adopted is the only one consistent with my future peace.
I have been too cruelly wrecked on the sea of passion
to venture on it again. Do not think me bold when I
am only frank. I wish to see you once more — when
and where I have not yet decided; but not here, in my
own house. Farewell till then.
"C. de S. Y."
Every syllable of this rigmarole, down to the very
dashes, and pallid-hued sealing wax, wrought the young
recipient up to white heat. Paolo took to staying much
at home, he expected a second note, which would fix
the time and place of the heavenly Inst interview, and
was in mortal fear lest it might reach him too late to
allow of his obeying the summons. Paolo's fancy at
its utmost stretch did not go beyond a letter.
One morning he was poring over a letter just re-
ceived from Rome, in which his man of business in-
formed him that no cheque for a thousand scudi had
been jjresented by Signor Angelo Gigli, and that he
had moreover ascertained, that that person was no
longer in Rome — his present abode no one knew.
Where the deuce can Salvator be? was Paolo thinking
to himself, when a great pull at the bell stai-tled him.
He went to open the door and lo! there she was. His
heart alone told him it was her, for the thick folds of
her black veil quite concealed her features. She walked
past him into the salon, there with trembling hands
raised her veil, and showed him the adored face, ashy
white with emotion.
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"Oh! what have I done! What must you think of
me!" and with this cry of despair, she threw herself on
the sofa in an agony of tears. Paolo dropped on one
knee, and wiped away her tears with his lips. Celina
was revenged.
The Boulevard knew Paolo no more for the next
ten days. Vague reports to the effect that he had been
met with at Fontainebleau, and at St. Germains accom-
panied by a lady, reached Du Genre, who, pushing his
inquiries further, learned that his Koman friend had
hired a small pied-a-tcrre in the Avenue Montaigne, to-
gether with a carriage and men-servants. Du Genre felt
uneasy, and grew still more so, when unexpectedly
called upon by the Italian, at the request he received,
and the excited manner in which it was made. Paolo
wanted five thousand francs within tlu'ee hours. Du
Genre had not the sum him§clf, but hoped he could
manage to find it — at the same time, he could not
help hinting at the danger of raising money. Paolo
winced and said bitterly, he rather expected to have
been congratulated than remonstrated with. Was he
not making a fool of himself, just what his friends had
wished him to do from the first. Du Genre's conscience
smote him, and in his heart he Avished Miss Celina at
the devil. He would willingly have made a full con-
fession, but he saw that Paolo was in no state to listen
to anything like reason — and then — to what purpose
now. The evil Avas done, and could not be undone.
The required money was had, but not without diffi-
culty. Paolo gave his note of hand for the sum at a
month's date, six per cent, interest being guaranteed
per month. The five thousand francs were equally
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divided between Miss Celina aud Clarisse. There's
nothing like honesty in trade.
We have at least this consoling intelligence from
Paolo's own lips, that he knew he was making a fool
of himself; let us add for om' own satisfaction that three
weeks had not gone by, before he also knew that he
was being made a fool of by quondam Mdlle. Clarisse.
She was not the woman long to play an uncongenial
part to j)lease anybody, and her inherent tastes for
champagne, extravagant dress, and bank notes asserted
their existence little by little , and then blazed forth the
more vigorously for their momentary repression. In
short, Paolo saw much, endured much that jarred with
his nature, endured it, partly from timidity and a scarcely
conscious desire not to write himself down an ass so
soon, partly also from the base spell which held him
captive. But endurance has limits even for a man —
bewitched. Among the host of male and female cou-
sins, with whom she had made him acquainted, there
was a young scapegrace, particularly offensive to him
on account of his coarse manners, and unbecoming tone
of familiarity with her. Paolo asked Mdlle. Clarisse
one day to forbid this fellow's visits, and received a
flat refusal. Paolo insisted aud said she must. To hear
her laughter at this! She improved the occasion to let
him hear a bit of her mind. To oblige a dear friend,
she had condescended to act a little comedy with Signer
Mancini, she said; but not for twenty, such as he was,
would she give up her Desire — the cousin on whom
she doated.
Paolo was confounded by her cynicism, at the pa-
rade she made of her own deceit, at the naive pride
she evinced in her own infamy. He left her to see her
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no more. But thoroughly as he despised her, he de-
spised himself still more — for missing her as he did.
Yes, he missed her — or rather missed the excitement
that followed in her footsteps. Not knowing how to
fill up the vacuum she had left in his life, he took to
haunting the public balls — the carnival was just then
at its height. A very handsome man such as he was,
and known in certain quarters to be rich and generous,
Paolo was offered consolation, and accepted it, accepted
it without illusion, and for what it was worth.
Let us turn aside from viewing him wallowing in
this mire. Who knows but that from his own debase-
ment, he may leave a lesson of forbearance for the
weaknesses of others!
CHAPTER XV.
A Plank of Safety.
Brought back to consciousness and helped to her
bed by the affrighted widow, who, on learning the cause
of the young lady's distraction, kept on assuring her
that Dr. Duncan could not have meant what she sus-
pected him of, and that it was all a mistake which
would be cleared up on the morrow, — Lavinia at last
found relief in tears ; and after indulging in a hearty fit
of crying, she recovered something like composure and
begged to be left alone — to sleep. Not that she en-
tertained the least hope of sleeping, but she had reached
that stage of wretchedness, at which even sympathy
becomes importunate, and complete solitude is the only
boon craved for.
In this desolate mood she turned her misery round
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and round, looking at it from every side, and mused
and mused upon it till lier head grew quite bewildered,
and her thoughts ungovernable-, and feeling greatly-
afraid of her own excitement, she bethought herself of
the Word which never fails to calm, and soothe, and
comfort. She took up a New Testament lying on her
dressing-table — a gift from Lady Augusta's mother —
it opened of itself at these words: "Come unto me, all
ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give
you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me,
for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall find
rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my
burden is light."
She read long, and as she read the whiz and buzz
in ber brain subsided, a sense of repose stole alike over
soul and body. Hoping to be able to sleep now, she
put down the book, and in so doing caused a slip of
paper to dro23 from it on the floor. She took it up, it
was a card, on the back of which Avere written in pencil
these words: "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek,
and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto
you." The quotation was in the large bold angular
handwriting of Lady Augusta's mother. On the other
side of the card was engraved in minute characters —
" Countess Willingford." The merciful sentence endorsed
as it were by the countess, struck Lavinia as a promp-
ting from heaven. The very voice of Lady Augusta's
mother seemed to call to her and say, "Ask and it shall
be given you." Why had Lavinia not asked of her old
friend? It would have been so natural to have done so
from the very beginning of her troubles. Had it been
some lurking pride, which had held her back? If so,
reason the more to humble herself now.
A PLANK OF SAFETY. 167
Lavinia rose from her bed, and wrote a long letter
to the countess, describing all her attempts and failures ;
the utter sinking of her heart but a few hours ago ; and
related the circumstance under which her hopes and her
confidence in her, whom she was now addressing, had
revived ; freely accused herself of ingratitude, and begged
to be pardoned; acknowledged her readiness to accept
of even the humblest situation, and the impossibility in
which she stood of procuring any, unless a word from
one so high in station as her ladyship, came to the as-
sistance of her own efforts. This and much more that
we leave out, Lavinia wrote, signing herself Lavinia
Holywell. This outpouring of pent-up feelings lightened
the heavily-burdened young heart; she slept a sound re-
freshing sleep, and rose next morning with renewed
elasticity of spirit and body. Her first act was to drop
her letter into the box of the nearest post-ofiice.
At nearly four o'clock of the same day, a hackney
coach stopped opposite Mrs. Tamplin's, and a tall lady,
whose age and countenance were concealed by a thick
veil, stepping out of it, knocked at the door, and in a
clear voice asked for Miss Holywell. At the sound of
the well-knoAvn tones, Lavinia rushed from her room to
meet the visitor, and —
Let it be understood that Lady Willingford had
started on her present mission, very much in the mood
of an old diplomatist going to take a part at a con-
gress; namely, in a spirit full of reservation on many a
point. The mystery she had made of Lavinia's letter
to her daughter, the hired coach, the rather shabby at-
tire, and the closely-drawn down veil, were all so many
guarantees to herself of a pre-determination to keep
strictly within certain limits braced by prudence — to
168 LAVINIA.
go so far, and no farther. But at siglit of the sweet
pale face — oh I how much changed since last seen - —
at the sound of sobs -which involuntarily broke from the
stooping form — at the feeling of the hot tears on her
hands, the woman swallowed up the countess; and
raising the humbly bent face to her own, she pressed
the poor girl to her heaving bosom with a tenderness
which, had Lavinia been the daughter of the mightiest
duke in Great Britain, instead of the friendless orphan
she was, would certainly not have been warmer or
more sincere.
"Here I am, your old friend! Let us have done
with tears," said her ladyship, her own voice choked by
emotion.
"It is not grief," sobbed the girl, smiling amid her
teai's.
" What you must have gone through, my poor child,"
said the countess, taking a long look at Lavinia's hag-
gard countenance. "Augusta and I have been really
alarmed by your obstinate silence. Eveiy day for these
last three months have we been expecting and hoping
to hear again from you. My dear, why did you not
write?"
"I was wrong, very wrong," and again Lavinia's
tears began to flow.
"Come, come, I do not mean to scold you."
"Oh yes, do scold me, pray do. It was so ungrate-
ful, so heartless of me; I deserve that you should be
angry." J
"Well, if it will be any comfort to you," said the
countess smiling, "I shall call you a very naughty
child," and a hearty kiss softened this not very sharp
rebuke.
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"And now that my scolding is over," continued Lady
Willingford, whose own usual composure had by this
time returned, "let me praise you for the care you took
to spare Augusta's feelings; it was so sensible, so con-
siderate in you to write to me and not to her. Charm-
ing as your letter is, there is much in it that might have
pained one of her quick sensibility ; that is the reason
why I have kept it from her for the present: you must
not consider it as an unkinduess."
"Oh! Lady Willingford, could I ever think you un-
kind? No, indeed; whatever you decide to be best for
me, I shall believe to be best."
"Thank you, my dear," said the countess, much
pleased, "however, do not imagine that I purpose long
to deprive her of the good news that our Lavinia is
found — only for a few days — until I see my way
as to how I can best be of use to you. To speak
frankly, I rather fear being hampered by Augusta in
my measures, she is so hasty and vehement. Of course,
I expect and wish you both to meet — how glad she
will be to see you — previous to your leaving London,
as you say you wish to do. We shall discuss this plan
of yours by-and-by, but first will you not give me your
entire confidence that I may be able fairly to judge
whether there is no choice for you, except this extreme
one of being either a governess or companion?"
Lavinia was quite ready to confide in Lady Wil-
lingford. Not a single particular of the sad narrative
related by Mr. Jones was withheld from the eager
listener, who now learned how the real Lavinia Jones
had died when a baby, how, in a sordid view of gain,
the little Lavinia Holywell had been substituted in the
deceased infant's jilace; and how, to case her conscience,
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oue of the accomplices in the fraud, Lavinia's mother,
had sent for Mi*. Jones and made a full confession to
him. Nor was the squalor of the dying woman's con-
dition, nor the fact of her being unmarried, passed over
in silence, but simply and unhesitatingly stated.
Peremptorily as all this established the absence of
any relationship bet\Yeen Lavinia and Mr. Jones, it still
left unaccounted for and unjustified the exti'eme step
she had taken in breaking off all intercourse with him.
Pressed on this point, Lavinia said for all answer, —
"Indeed, I had no alternative but to do so."
The coimtess must have had in her disposition some
of her daughter's impetuosity, so emphatically did she
exclaim, —
"The villain!"
"He wanted me to marry him," added Lavinia, who
saw the expediency of correcting the erroneous im-
pression she had given.
"Oh! the old wretch," said her ladyship, by way
of variation.
The ground was now clear for taking into conside-
ration Lavinia's future prospects. They afforded indeed
little room for discussion; the necessity of some situa-
tion, which should assure Lavinia the means of existence,
and the desirableness of finding such a one in the country,
Avhere there would be less risk for her of disagreeable
meetings, stared her ladyshi]! in the face. She ac-
cordingly promised to set about this search immediately,
and bade her jTi-otege'e be of good cheer. The countess
had too much good sense and good feeling, and was,
besides, too deeply impressed by the girl's gentle dignity,
to venture on any offer which would have made Lavi-
nia dependent on her bounty.
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"We shall find some snug home for you after all,
where you may enjoy comfort, even happiness," said
Lady Willingford. "Station and riches, believe me,"
and here came a sigh, "do not always secure either;
it is the spirit in which we accept our lot, great or
humble, which renders it a happy or unhappy one."
The parting was as aflFectionate as the meeting had
been. Patroness and patronized might have been easily
mistaken for mother and daughter, so tender was the
former, so dutiful and confiding the latter.
Kind and encouraging notes, and little presents,
after this red-letter day, began to pour in on the young-
recluse of Camden Town. Those best know the value
of these priceless nothings, who have been long se-
questered from all interchange of the small coin of
courtesies. Be it only a bunch of violets, or an inquiry
left with a card at your door, how sweet the assurance
thus implied that you are something to somebody! The
countess herself came now and then. Doubly lucky
was it for Lavinia to have this fresh supply of sym-
pathy from abroad, for scanty indeed was that she met
just now at home.
Mrs. Tamplin's milk of human kindness, vie are
very sorry to say, had waxed rather sour ever since the
impeachment of her matchless surgeon. Mr. Duncan
was the widow's last illusion, the only sunny spot in
her mental perspective, and no wonder she clung to
him with the tenacity of despair. His right to be heard
and explain, which she was sure he could do most satis-
factorily, was as clear in the eyes of tlie landlady as
was in those of her lodger the utter uselessness, nay,
the positive degradation, of anything like an argument
with a man who had so indubitably insulted her. Tliis
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contrary point of view, in spite of all Laviuia's efforts
to divest her ojipositiou of any asj^erity, could not but
create between the two parties concerned a little jarring,
which the jealousy fermenting in ]\Irs. Tamplin's breast
all this while did not tend to allay. How could she,
who had hitherto played the first part, not wince at
being reduced to the second?
Happily, this disagreeable state of affairs was not
to be of long continuance. When the powerful of this
world set their hearts on anything, it is rare but that
the realization should quickly follow the wish. Service-
ableness is certainly a virtue far from uncommon, but
never so effectually exercised as when they who draw
bills upon it can be drawn upon in their turn. A fort-
night had scarcely elapsed from the day of the countess's
first visit to Lavinia, when a little note came to an-
nounce that the much-desired situation was found. Lady
"Willingford put off all particulars till the morrow, when
she would call as early as eleven in the forenoon, and
Lavinia was desired to have her trunk packed, and to
be ready to accompany her fiiend — whither? The
note did not explain; probably to her new home; at
least our heroine argued as much from the circumstance
of being told that she was to be prepared to leave her
lodging.
She did not take long to pack. Her wardrobe had
dwindled to the smallest compass, and she might have
said, with the ancient philosopher: "I have all my be-
longings about me." The whole of this, her last day
under Mrs. Tamplin's roof, Lavinia spent in propitiating
that worthy matron, but for whose kindly advice, and
help, and motherly care, the grateful girl protested she
knew not indeed what minrht have become of her. Low-
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spirited Mrs. Tamplin, who had. no heart of stone, was
quickly mollified, and ended by forgetting her grievance
as to the charge against matchless Mr. Dnncan. And
whenLavinia pressed her to accept a simple ring, which
she begged Mrs. Tamplin to Avear in remembrance of
the good she had done to a poor friendless orphan girl,
the widow was fairly conquered, and the two amicably
mingled their tears; that great luxury of rich and poor
alike.
By ten minutes past eleven the next morning, La-
vinia was driving with Lady Willingford to the station,
from whence they were to go by railway to her lady-
ship's country seat near Southampton, where Lady
Augusta was impatiently waiting for them. Fancy our
dear girl's agreeable surprise at this prospect, when she
had been thinking she Avas to go directly to the family
who had engaged her! On the contrary, it had been
arranged that she was to spend three days with the
countess and Lady Augusta, and to start on the fourth
to join Mrs. Ennerly, the lady whose companion she
was to be. Mrs. Ennerly was just now, aud would be
till after Christmas, at her country house, near Moreton
in Dorsetshire, and she had desired that Miss Holywell
should come to her there; but Weymouth might more
probably be considered Lavinia's ultimate destination,
as it was in that Avatering-place that Mrs. Ennerly re-
sided the chief part of the year. She was a person of
good family and fortune, and, Lady Willingford had
been assui-ed on all sides, also of very kindly disposi-
tion and not difficult to please. She was passionately
fond of poetry and music; and reading aloud, and
playing and singing would be the principal duties
exacted from her companion. Fifty pounds a year was
17-1 LAVDOA,
the salary agreed on, considered as a tolerably fair re-
muneration out of Loudon. Altogether, the countess
hoped that the situation was one to suit her young
friend; if not, Lavinia had only a word to say, and
another should be sought out for her. Lady Willing-
ford also exacted a promise, that no notions of false
delicacy should prevent her young friend from frankly
confessing if she were uncomfortable. Laviuia must
learu to trust her friends. Laviuia gave the required
promise, fervently kissing the white hand held up in
playful menace, and said simply, —
"God bless you. Lady Willingford ! " words spoken
in a way that made the object of that blessing feel
really blessed.
If we were to say that Lady Willingford did not
feel a little nervous on reaching the station, and that
the five minutes she had to spend iu the waiting-room
did not seem very long to her, we should say that
which is untnie. It was only too probable, well known
as she was on the road they were about to travel, that
she might meet some one she knew, and be asked
questions inconvenient to answer, as to her lovely com-
panion. However, the train departed, and iu due time
deposited the travellers safely at Southampton, without
her ladyship's incognito having been once endangered.
Though the beginning of December, the weather
was uncommonly clear and fine, and the forty minutes'
drive from Southampton to Willingford Castle was more
keenly enjoyed by Lavinia than any drive she had ever
taken. After long seclusion in dreary, foggy London,
every picturesque spot, every patch of green, every
glossy-leafed holly, were welcomed by her as old friends
lost and found again. But how her heart fluttered, and
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how dim grew her sparkling eyes, when they caught
sight, far up the long avenue of stately oaks, of a lovely,
familiar figure tripping quickly towards them! The
can-iage stopped at the sound of a sweet voice, calling
to her joyously by name; she jumped out to find her-
self clasped in the arms of her dear faitliful friend.
Lady Augusta.
Let us be as discreet as the countess, and leave the
young people to an uninterrupted three days' tete-h-teic.
Laviuia had, as we know, plenty to relate, and it is
easy to fancy the one rehearsing the eventful history
of the period of their separation, the other building
castles for the future. We all live chiefly on memory
and hope; the present, a fugitive point no sooner pos-
sessed than gone, occupies but little room in the flying
mirage of life. On this we may rely, that amid the
evocations of the past, the days at Home, and true-
hearted Domenichino, were not forgotten on one side,
as was not, on the other, among the anticipations of the
future, the hope of a speedy and long reunion at Wey-
mouth. Weymouth would be a far more agreeable
place to go to than Brighton.
Perhaps Lavinia might have been inclined to sliake
her head a little disconsolately at this anticipation;
perhaps she might even have spoken out some of her
fears; but at sight of a sweet mouth beginning to droop,
kept her wisdom to herself, and even paraded a con-
fidence as to their meeting, which she did not feel.
What was the use, in fact, of throwing cold water on
illusions originating in the warmest aftections? Surely
enough, the realities of life would assert themselves iu
due time, and dispel all such fond dreams.
Lady Augusta's preoccupations at to the future,
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however, did not blind her to some of the urgent ne-
cessities 'of the present. She had detected at a glance,
insufficiencies in her friend's Avardrobe, glaring enough
indeed to attract the notice of less friendly eyes, and
immediately set to Avork to supply what was wanted
with what she had best of her own. With so much
delicacy was this done, that not even the most irritable
susceptibility could have been wounded. Lady Augusta
must have Lavinia dressed like herself, as they used
often to be in former days, and under this jjretext a
black dress and cloak were procured from Southampton.
Lavinia must have furs like Lady Augusta.
"And now," said her young ladyship, "if you don't
captivate Mrs. Ennerly, she must have the heart of the
dragon that attacked Andromeda; though, after all,"
she added, fondly, "you would look charming with a
brass pan on your head; unlike some other people, not
a hundred miles away, who req^uire fine feathers to be
fine birds."
How could Lavinia have refused any gifts so offered?
She was almost as happy to receive as Lady Augusta
to give.
Longer than a three days' meeting comes to a close.
Early on the fourth morning since her arrival at the
castle, mother and daughter accompanied Lavinia to
the Southampton station. Sad and silent was the drive,
sad and silent the ten minutes spent at the terminus.
The countess placed in Lavinia's hand a handsomely
embroidered purse, and said hm-riedly, —
"Keep it in remembrance of me; it is my own
work, and I had meant it for Augusta; I know it will
be doubly precious to you on that account. There is
a little money in it, which you must not refuse, as it
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will make my mind easy about you. I am only treating
you as I would my daughter; it is requisite always in
travelling to be prepared for unforeseen contingencies.
Lavinia took the purse, kissed it, and the hand
which bestowed it, but did not venture to speak.
By this time the warning bell rang. The two girls
fell into each other's arms, holding one another in a
long, long embrace.
"Oh! must it be really so?" cried Lady Augusta,
with an appealing glance at her mother.
"It must," said Lavinia, firmly, "because it is
plainly the will of God. He knows best, who cast my
lot among the lowly; and my clear duty is to accept
my portion humbly and cheerfully; help me to do so,
dearest. God bless you. Lady Willingford! God bless
you, my own darling!" And Lavinia was hurried from
the platform into a carriage.
Oh, fatal platform! how many dramas, not the less
heart-rending for being compressed into a few minutes,
have you not seen!
CHAPTER XVL
The Rose Unique.
Lavinia, as she took her seat in the carriage, let
down her veil, and — AVe have had so much of the
melting mood in our last chapter, that we dare not say
what she did. After all, it is not our fault if, dealing
as we do with the realities of life, we stumble oftener
on tears than on smiles. It is not, we should say,
without good reason that the world has been styled "a
valley of tears."
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Whatever Lavinia's occupation on first entering the
carriage, she was soon roused from it by the novelty
and responsibility of her situation. The mere fact of
finding herself travelling alone amid strangers, on her
way to an unknowxr place, a fact unprecedented in her
life, was sufficient to inspire her with some vague un-
easiness, and keej) her nervously awake to the present,
Avithout taking into account the incubus of her luggage
to look after, and the dread of passing Wareham; the
station at which, being bound for Moreton, she had
been told she would have to change carriages. Suppose
she were to be carried on, and find herself at Exeter,
what would become of her! Such preoccupations, ridi-
culous as they may seem to practised travellers, did
not weigh the less heavily on the mind of one so
thoroughly unpractised and unpractical — and how
could she be otherwise — as our poor heroine?
However, all went smooth with her ; when Wai-eham
was reached, passengers for Moreton were warned
audibly enough, God knows, to alight; and she had the
further satisfaction of seeing her trunk safely deposited
in the luggage van of the train for Moreton. IMuch
eased in her mind, Lavinia had leisure to feel hungry;
she ventured into the refreshment room, and bought
some buns, and, searching out an empty carriage, got
in, ensconced herself in a corner seat, and amused
herself with watching the coming and going of pass-
engers.
One in particular attracted her notice, a lady of
middle height, who was carrying a flower-pot large
enough to require her to use both hands. Had it been
a baby, the lady could not have hugged her burden
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more carefully and tenderly against her bosom. Tlie
railway porters vied Avith eacli other as to who should
free her of her flower-pot; but she defended it against
all officious offers, with as much determination as
graciousness. There is no surer conductor of sympathy
between gentle natures, than the care bestowed upon
gentle and delicate things, be they even inanimate.
Lavinia felt an interest in this lady, and followed her
movements with kindly curiosity. She saw her stand
still to speak to one of the officials, and for an instant
obliged to take her right hand from her charge, in
order to receive a newspajoer this person presented to
her; he, standing all the while with uncovered head, in
spite of her signing to him repeatedly to put on his
cap. "A lady of consequence, unassuming withal and
most good-natured," thought Lavinia, as the object
of her survey was moving forward in quest of a carriage.
"How I wish she would come in here!" The wish
was scarcely formed before it was gratified. The
stangcr installed herself in tlie corner opposite to
Lavinia.
"Is it not beautiful? a real rose unique," said the
new comer, in answer to the glance of admiration cast
on her roses by her vis-a-vis; "they smell so sweet
too," and saying this, she held them towards Lavinia.
"Thank you — they arc delicious," said Lavinia,
burying her face in them; "they are doubly beautiful
so late in the year."
"Yes, I managed to preserve them in bloom, by
keeping them in the greenhouse," added the lady,
placing the flowers on the bottom of the carriage in
order to be at liberty to unfold The Tiinrs. She turned
the enormous paper over and over, evidently in search
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of sometliiug special, -whicli having found, slie began
earnestlj to read. Her attention, liowever, was speedily
diverted from her penisal, for, the train being now in
motion, the flower-pot danced about most ominously.
She tried first to steady it by the help of her feet, then
put it on the seat by her, then finally took it in her
lap; but this last device interfered terribly with her
reading: the unruly flower-pot requiring one hand to
make it maintain its perpendicular, the other proved
sadly insufficient to manage the huge printed sheet.
Seeing this, Lavinia begged that the care of the rose
might be confided to her; a proposal which was
natnrally objected to on the plea of the trouble it
would give, but Lavinia assiu-ed her it would be no
trouble.
"I really should be glad to be of some use to
you," she said, and so feelingly, almost enti'eatingly,
that the other, with a look of pleased surprise, gave up
her perplexing charge, and returned to the perusal of
her paper.
Meanwhile, Lavinia was studying the sweet little
face before her. It was still young and pretty, but its
charm lay elsewhere than in youth and loveliness.
Sprinkle with grey the auburn hair as much as you
like, and print with wrinkles the soft transparent skin,
and yet the suavity of expression which comes from
within would remain the same, and go straight to your
heart. It was one of those faces which do good to
look at, inasmuch as they convey at once an impres-
sion of moral worth, and win immediate confidence.
There was something of quaker-like simplicity in the
make and material of her dress: a gray gown, a dark
waterproof cloak, and a gray beaver bonnet; the snow-
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white border of a closely fitting cap, witli no ribbon or
ornament whatever, giving to the pure oval of the face
a somewhat austere grace. Laviuia was greatly puzzled
by this cap, which had nothing of the character of what
is styled a bonnet cap, but resembled a mob cap, singu-
larly unsuited to the age of the wearer. Was it worn
in obedience to some hygienic prescription, or in a
spirit of renunciation of the vanities of this life? Really,
the wearer seemed to attach so little importance to
personal appearance, that this second hypothesis Avas
not unlikely. And if so, what could have detached
one so young and good-looking from the' world? Do
what we will, there are countenances about which we
cannot help speculating, nay, having an irresistible
longing to know the history of their owner. Lavinia
would have given a good deal to know something
about her fair travelling companion — would have
also given a little to know the subject and kind of
interest which fixed her atte^jtion so engrossingly to the
newspaper.
That the interest, whatever it might be, was of
a painful nature, was evidenced by the cloud which
overspread the reader's fine features as she read on.
At one moment, she changed her posture, with a sudden
jerk, as if to give vent by physical motion to the pres-
sui'e of inner feelings. Presently the lips drooped, and
from that moment the tide of anxious emotion flowed
continually, until at last it overpowered the reader,
who, letting the paper fall on her knees, leaned back,
and shut her eyes like one in bodily pain.
"I hope you have not seen any bad news?" asked
Lavinia, kindly, when her vis-a-vis' eyes opened again
and encountered her own.
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"Dreadful!" replied the lady, and "without another
word, she handed over the paper to the inquirer, laying
her finger on a certain passage. It formed part of a
con-espondence, headed "Siege of Sebastopol," and told
a heart-rending tale of multiform misery — snow, rain,
hurricane, cholera, wrecks; tents blown down, or no
better shelter from the inclemency of the weather than
so many sieves; trenches turned into ditches of mud;
sick soldiers driven out of the hospital marquee by the
winds, seeking refuge in sheds, shivering and moaning;
able-bodied men killed by cold and wet, or dying by
scores of disease — a scene of utter desolation. The
mere description made Lavinia's heart bleed; the sad
pictm-e took her by surprise. Too busy with her
needle for months past to read the newspaper herself,
never told by her general informant of the world's
disasters, of these Crimean sufferings, Avhich apparently
were not in Mrs. Tamplin's line, all that she knew
about the great contempor^j-y event was, that England
and Russia were at war , and that the seat of that war
was in the Crimea.
In a voice of anguish, she exclaimed, —
"Can nothing be done for these poor creatures?"
"What can avail against the elements?" replied
the lady, with a despairing shake of the head.
"But why is it more impossible to house the soldier
now than in other wars?"
"TVe know little of the details of other wars,
whereas one of the featm-es of this age, is the informa-
tion we have of all that is going on at a distance;
however, huts are now building in England to be sent
out to the Crimea, and some have been sent akeady.
Charity is astir throughout the laud, large sums are
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being subscribed, quantities of clothes and medicine-
chests are preparing, bands of nurses for the sick and
wounded are abeady gone, and more will soon follow."
"God bless them," said Lavinia, "that is indeed
the highest charity. May anyone go as nurse who
wishes to do so?"
"Yes, I believe so; that is, any one who is not
only willing, but strong. Surely you must have lieard
of Miss ," and here the speaker pronounced the
sweetest name of oi;r century, a name which future
generations will record with benedictions, even when
those of tbe conquerors of the Crimea are forgotten.
Yet Lavinia had never heard of it,
"Is it possible!" exclaimed the other; "a name
which is on every tongue."
"Mine has been for some time past a very retired
life," pleaded Lavinia, in extenuation of what seemed
her unpardonable ignorance.
"I understand," answered the lady, with a com-
passionate glance at Lavinia's black dress, and then
she proceeded to give her eager listener a full account
of that "angel in human shape," to use the relator's
enthusiastic words, who had initiated the female crusade
of mercy, and who had herself gone at their head to
the east.
Amid such interesting talk, Morcton was reached,
and the two ladies alighted.
"Can I be of any use to you?" asked the owner
of the roses, as she took back her flower-pot.
"Thank you," said Lavinia; "perhaps you can toll
me how best to reach the house I am going to — Ivy
Lodge."
"Ivy Lodge?" repeated the lady in gray, in a
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voice of pleased surprise. "I am going there myself, I
am Mrs. Ennerly's niece."
"Are you? how glad I am. Yon have been so
kind to me that I was really sorry to think we were
going to part for ever."
"No chance of that, for the present at least, you
see; since we are both bound to the same place, we
will go there together. Are you going to pay my
aunt a long visit?"
"The time I stay will entirely depend on Mrs.
Ennerly's pleasure," answered Lavinia.
"Surely, you cannot be Miss Holywell?"
"Yes, indeed, I am the person engaged as com-
panion to Mrs. Ennerly."
"I am very glad I have met you; you and I are old
acquaintances, as it were, so that I can have the plea-
sure of introducing you to Mrs. Ennerly. Does she
know that you are in mourning?"
"Really, I cannot tell," said Lavinia, a little sur-
prised at this question; "I have had no communication
myself with Mrs. Ennerly; a lady, a kind friend of
mine, managed the business for me. Will my being
in black be an objection against me?"
"I hope not; indeed, I am sure it cannot be; the
first impression may not be agreeable, but one look
at your face will set everything right. My aunt is an
excellent woman, but rather over-partial to what is
gay-looking."
"If so, my chances with the lady are small indeed,"
thought Lavinia, but she kept the thought to herself
This dialogue, begun on the platform, had ended
outside the Moreton station in front of some public
conveyances, large and small, waiting there for fares.
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Lavinia, as desired by lier companion, followed her
into one of these. Mrs. Ennerly's niece, to all appear-
ance, was as well known here as at AYareham-, no
railway official passed her without lifting his cap, even
the omnibus and fly-mca behaved respectfully to her,
and contrary to tradition, offered their services without
the least trace of their habitual roughness. Little was
spoken by either lady during the short drive. . The
approach of so decisive a moment for Lavinia, even
without the hint that had been given as to the possible
bad effect of her lugubrious garments, easily accounted
for her abstraction. Neither was the current of thought
of Mrs. Ennerly's niece difficult to guess, from the
glances she bestowed now and then on the lovely girl
by her side. She who had been the object of Laviuia's
study, studied Lavinia in her turn with compassionate
interest. What concatenation of circumstances could
have brought one so evidently of the upper class to
accept of the painful situation of a lady's companion?
This was the enigma, the effort to solve which, kept
Lavinia's fellow-traveller silent.
Ivy Lodge justified its name. The porch, and all
that could be seen of the dwelling from the approach,
was one mass of ivy. Ivy also covered the massive
stone pillars on either side of the gate, and seemed to
threaten with suffocation tlie two cat-like caricatures of
lions which moimted guard on the tops. The sound of
wheels brought out an old woman from the lodge at
the gate, and a man-servan! to the porch, while a per-
son with a superlative cap loomed in the background
of the entrance haU. Miss Schmaltz, JMrs. Ennerly's
housekeeper, was a rather ill-favoured masculine spe-
cimen of German spinsterhood , whose immoderately
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gaiicl3r and huge caps were famous both in Dorchester
and Weymouth.
"Good morning, Miss Schmaltz, I hope you are
well; this is Miss Holywell whom my aunt, I suppose,
has told you to expect."'
"I am quite well, thank you, Miss Clara, and much
obliged to you for your kind inquiries. What beautiful
roses you have got! Dear me, I believe they are the
rose Unique."
For her share of notice, Lavinia had only a stiff
curtsey, coupled with a formal inquiry if she had had
a good journey.
"How is my aunt?" asked Miss Clara, walking
towards one of the room doors. A large spaniel here
rushed upon the scene, nearly upsetting Lavinia, who
could not restrain a little scream, more of surprise than
of fright.
"Down, Turk, down," cried Miss Clara, seizing the
dog, now in a paroxysm of barking at the stranger;
"be quiet, Turk;" and she tried by mingled coaxing
and threatening to quiet him.
"Shall I fetch Miss Holywell a little hartshorn or
sal volatile?" asked Miss Schmaltz, with sarcastic
politeness.
Lavinia felt the intended sneer, but replied in a
propitiatory tone, "Oh, dear no, thank you; it was
very silly of me to be so startled, 1 am not in general
afraid of dogs."
This little incident had prevented Miss Clara's
inquiry about her aunt being answered. "When they
were all three in the drawiug-room, she asked again
for Mrs. Ennerly. Mrs. Ennerly was quite well, Miss
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Sclimaltz liopcd and trusted, and at Exeter by tins
time.
"At Exeter?" cried Miss Clara.
"Yes, at Exeter, as I Lave the honour to tell you.
Mrs. Ennerly got a letter yesterday, begging her to go
at once to Exeter for the christening of her friend Lady
Amelia's grandchild, which is fixed for to-morrow. It
was settled some time ago, as you may recollect. Miss
Clara, that Mrs. Ennerly was to be godmother, when
the little one came, and Sir Timothy Livingston, of
Holly Park, godpapa. Somehow or other, the ceremony
is to take place sooner than had been first decided, and
Mrs. Ennerly had to start this morning by the nine
o'clock train; and, as it couldn't be helped, she desired
me to say that she hoped Miss Holywell would excuse
her absence."
"How long do you think my aunt will be away?"
asked the niece.
"Mrs. Ennerly was not sure how long — three or
four days — perhaps it might be a Aveek."
"It is really provoking," murmured Miss Clara,
"really provoking."
"Miss Holywell's room is ready for her," said the
housekeeper. "Miss Holywell will be made as com-
fortable as I can make her-, though," added she, with
pinched lips, "of course I understand that a young
lady will have but a dull time of it with an old woman
like me."
Here was the sting again, the instinctive protest of
a vulgar nature against the claims, felt, though unac-
knowledged, of a refined one. It went deep into i)oor
Lavinia's heart, as her blanched cheeks and quivering
lips testified. Nothing so entirely upsets inexperienced
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youth, as the marks of an hostility, that they cannot
account for. Miss Clara observed all this, and made
up her mind not to leave her new acquaintance alone,
at the mercy of the jealous housekeeper. She accord-
ingly said, —
"I have no doxibt that you would make Miss Holy-
well very comfortable, and very hapjiy. Miss Schmaltz,
but it occurs to me that, since my aunt is away, I
might just as well take the opportunity of doing now
what must be done some day or other — I mean the
introducing Miss Holywell to my sister. What do you
say to going home with me, Miss Holywell?"
Lavinia had to put a strong curb on herself, not to
betray, in a manner offensive to her fresh enemy, the
immense relief afforded her by this proposal of her
new friend. Instead, therefore, of giving way to a
spontaneous outburst of joy, she expressed her thanks
and willingness in what seemed to herself a very cool
and commonplace way.
"Don't thank me yet, for I have an interested mo-
tive in asking you to come to our Hermitage for a few
days," resumed Miss Clara, smiling, "which, like a
postscript to a letter, though last is not least. The
fact is, I have a quantity of needlework on hand,
destined for the Crimea — a whole lot of flannel jackets
to make, and I don't think you will refuse me your
assistance."
Lavinia did not look as if disposed to refuse any
aid Miss Clara might require, and so it was settled
that the young ladies should start immediately to catch
the two o'clock train for Warcham, which would enable
them to reach Owlscombe, the name of Miss Clara's
home, by four. At Miss Clara's desire, Miss Schmaltz
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ordered round Mrs. Ennerly's pony-cliaise, hoped to
see Miss Clara soou again at Ivy Lodge, and wislied
Miss Holywell, in a rather prim manner, a jileasant
visit.
Miss Schmaltz was not really an ill-natured woman
— the personnel of the household over which she ruled,
and even most of the poor cottagers in the village,
would have given her quite a different character. She
was simply jealous and imperious, and might have well
adopted as her motto the famous parceve suhjcctis et dc-
hellare superhos. Had Lavinia been a common-looking
girl, arriving at Ivy Lodge alone, ten to one but that
Miss Schmaltz would have patronized and befriended
her; being, on the contrary, beautiful and unconsciously
distinguished looking, and, to boot, already known to,
and a favourite with, Mrs. Ennerly's niece, the new
companion was endowed with all the requisites to be a
successful rival, and must, therefore, be crushed. De-
lenda Carthago. We begin to tremble for the poor
girl's situation at Ivy Lodge.
The return to Wareham, and the drive to Owls-
combe did not take altogether more than an hour and
a half. This time was not lost by our travellers in
improving their acquaintance with one another. They
had a good deal of talk upon different subjects, and
unconsciously drew each other out, and to their mutual
satisfaction. Though treated and addressed by Miss
Clara on a footing of perfect equality, Lavinia never
departed for a moment from that modest reserve of
manner, w'hich suited one in her inferior position.
Owlscombe was just what Lavinia, judging by Miss
Clara, had fancied her home was likely to be; a mo-
dern, unpretending building, with nothing showy, or
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even pictm-esque about it, but with a look of homely
simplicity, for those who could appreciate it, better felt
than described. Miss Clara led Lavinia to a small room
on the second floor, saying. —
"I give you twelve minutes, just time enough to
get ready for dinner, and not to take cold. A fire
shall be made while we are at dinner. I'll send you
your trunk directly."
CHAPTEE XVII.
Owlscombe and its Inmates.
Lavixia was received by the master and mistress of
Owlscombe, as if she had been an old acquaintance.
She saw at once that family union reigned supreme in
the house, and that she need have no fears that j\tr. or
Mrs. Aveling should consider that her new friend had
taken any liberty in bringing her thither, an unex-
pected guest. Mrs. Aveling was fairer, taller, and some
years older than Clara, but in fcatui-es and expression,
the sisters were the living portrait of each other. Mr.
Aveling M'as tall, swarthy, and gentlemanlike, with a
profusion of iron-grey hau- tossed back, and falling in
weeping-willow fashion on both sides of his temples.
Hi s forehead was high and broad, but furrowed; his
countenance fine and intellectual, but wanting in soft-
ness. Such, at least, was Lavinia's fii'st impression,
an impression confiimed by his vehement manner of
speaking.
The topic of conversation was, natm-ally enough,
the hai-dships of the troops then besieging Sebastopol.
Mr. and Mrs. Aveling had e^-idently also read the cor-
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respondeuce from tlic Crimea, whicli had so affected
Miss Clara dming the morning's journey. The women,
like true women as they were, had no eyes nor feelings
but for the fact, the heart-rending fact, that thousands of
their fellow-creatures were suffering and perishing
miserably far from their homes. To take their share
of these sufferings, as it were, by a vivid representation
of all their dire variety, and to devise methods how
best to alleviate those which could be helped, and pre-
vent their recurrence for the future — such was the
circle out of which the sisters never for one moment
strayed.
Mr. Aveling, on the contrary, true to the combative
ingredient in his sterner sex, was less full of pity for
the terrible suffering, than roused to wrath by what he
believed to be the cause of it; and this cause, according
to his judgment, was the utter want of forethought,
nay, the gross neglect, of those he tei'med the red-
tapists. If there be any truth in the adage of the
tingling of ears when we are being evil spoken of,
how must these gentlemen's ears have tingled at the
loud denunciations of carelessness, incapacity, &c., which
irate Mr. Aveling hurled at their heads. Above all, he
would hear of no allowances being made.
"No one," he cried, "has any right to make al-
lowances where the lives of our soldiers are at stake;
the life of the youngest of our drummers in the Crimea
is more precious to the country than that of a dozen
such hirelings at home, who, by their guilty negligence,
leave our tine fellows to rot and starve amid mud and
rain. I say it is a shame, a crying shame, and that
they ouglit to be hanged for it," and Avith a portentous
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jerk of tlie liead, Mr. Aveling sent Lis loDg hair flyiug
about his face.
"How fiercely you talk this evening, George," said
Miss Clara.
"Do I — now really?"' and he gazed round him
with much the look of one just emerging from under
water.
"Yes, indeed, you are very fierce; and Miss Holy-
well, who does not yet understand your ways, will take
you for a regular fire-eater, if you go on in such a
strain."
"Well, then, as I don't wish to give myself out for
anything but what I am — a peaceable member of
society," said Mr. Aveling, with a queer mixture of
contrition and comicality, "the sooner I leave off, and
beg Miss Holywell's pardon, the better. The truth is,
that I have a strong and a weak point. Miss Holywell;
my strong point is to hate all that is bad with the
whole intensity of my reverence for all that is good;
my weak one, to express my detestation of what is bad
intemperately, without measm-e, in a sort of mad bull
way, offensive alike to reason and good taste."
"It is only natural that those who feel strongly,"
said Lavinia, rather puzzled, but wishing to say some-
thing conciliatory, "should express strongly what they
feel."
"But not violently, not rashly, not uncharitably,"
urged Mr. Aveling, warmly.
"Xow, George, you go too far against yourself,"
protested Miss Clara.
"I cannot bear to hear you blackening yourself so
unwarrantably," said Mrs. Aveling. "Don't believe
him. Miss Holywell."
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"Just listen to them, Miss Holywell," cried Mr.
Aveling; "they will swear next that I am a lamb."
"So you really are," cried both sisters together.
"You be my witness, Miss Holywell," said Mr.
Aveling, half cross, half pleased. "Here is a man
who passes a sweeping condemnation on a number of
his fellow-creatures, on no other foundation than the
allegations of a newspaper — a man who gets into
a passion and talks of hanging — and that man is not
rash, oh, no! — not uncharitable, oh, no! — not un-
just, oh, no!"
"Not a word more, pray — to please me," entreated
Mrs. Aveling.
"So be it, to please you, Eleanor, and you too,
Clara. Miss Holywell has heard enough to draw her
own conclusions Avithout further comments of mine."
Lavinia truly had heard enough to be aware by
this time that Mr. Aveling was a simple-minded, warm-
hearted fellow, with just such a proportion of impulse
in his nature as to keep constantly alive his sense of
justice and moral responsibility. And as she gazed on
his now smooth brow and smiling face, she inwardly
called herself stupid and blind for having fancied she
discovered in either a want of softness. She was anxious
to atone for this inner hasty judgment, and succeeded
pretty well in ingratiating herself with him. The task
was not difficult, for Mr. Aveling had all the simplicity
and the laisi^cr aUer of a big boy. Even physically,
there were glimpses of youth in his eyes, and in the
tones of his voice, more suited to a lad of twenty than
to a man past forty.
On adjourning to the library, which was the general
sitting-room, the ladies took their seats round a table,
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and set to work immediately on tlie flannel jackets for
the Crimea, of which there were three bulky heaps
lying already cut out upon three chairs. Mr. Aveling
took up a review, and occasionally read snatches aloud
from it. After a little, he put dowTi the book, and
began pacing up and down the room in a tit of musing.
Now and then, as he passed the table, at which the
ladies were busy, he would stop and gaze at his wife
and sister with infinite complacency, sometimes play
them some childhke trick, such as stealing the thimble
of the one, or hiding the scissors of the other, pretend-
ing the while with the utmost gravity to know nothing
of the missing articles, but sure to end by betraying
himself with a laugh.
There was, of course, no lack of "For shame,
George." "Did you ever see such a harum scarum.
Miss Holywell?" even of bodily struggles to recover
by force thimble or scissors, out of which conquered
and conquerors came equally well pleased. At last the
harum scarum grew composed, sat down at a small
table on one side of the chimney, and began writing.
The scratching of the pen on the paper, the hissing of
the thread, and the ticking of the French clock on
the mantelpiece, were the only sounds audible in the
room.
"All is so still," said Mr. Aveling, after some time;
"I wish the little birds were chirping, it might help me
to my simile."
"The birds are too busy to chirp," said Miss Clara.
"What simile are you hunting for?"
"A simile for the Coliseum; the image ought to be
grand."'
"Difficult to find one both grand and ti-ue, except
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on the spot itself," observed Miss Clara. "You must go
to Rome, George."
"So we will, by Jove," cried, Mr, Aveling, with
enthusiasm, tapping on his writing-desk. "It is mon-
strous that a poet — one, at least, who writes and
publishes poems — should know nothing of the Eternal
City, save by hearsay. But I cannot wait for my simile
till I go to Rome."
"I have been there," joined in Lavinia, timidly,
"and seen the Coliseum."
"What a piece of good luck! " cried George, delighted.
"Did you see it by moonlight, Miss Holywell? I
hope so."
"Yes," said Lavinia, "as every one makes a point
of doing since the days of Byron."
"And what was the impression you received?"
"I will give you that of one whose ideas are better
worth repeating than mine," said Lavinia, withui little
sigh, as she recalled that evening. "A young Roman
painter, who was of our party, likened the Coliseum,
looked at sidewise, remember — and the image struck
me by its justness — to the carcase of a gigantic ship,
stranded — "
"Stranded on the shore of Time's ocean," concluded
Mr. Aveling, with a flourish of his right hand. "That's
it: simple, grand and true. I am much indebted to you,
Miss Holywell."
"I am afraid you will have little rest now. Miss
Holywell," observed Mrs. Aveling, laughing, "for I must
tell you that the scene of the poem my husband is writ-
ing is precisely in Rome. I tremble at the thought of
the demands that are in store for you."
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"And not without cause, and not without cause,"
affirmed the poet, with mock gravity.
Lavinia expressed, of course, her willingness and
readiness to give all the help in her power, and on wen
the pen and on went the needles, this time not without
a brisk accompaniment from the tongues of the needle-
women. Lavinia's kind hostesses were full of curiosity
about Rome and the Pope and the events of the siege
in 1849, on all of which topics, especially the last,
Lavinia possessed and could give, thanks to her friend.
Domenichino, authentic and entertaining information.
Miss Clara wanted particularly to know all about the
persons who had volunteered as nurses, and from whom,
as stated in the newspapers at the time, the sick and
wounded during the siege had met with such unremitting
care. Were they chiefly ladies or women of the people?
Lavinia stated what was the fact, that all ranks and
stations of life had united in this work of charity. She
remembered a young and handsome princess having been
pointed out to her, who had been one of the foremost
assistants in and out of the hospitals; and she had her-
self known a most interesting girl, only a poor worker
in cameos — but what a rich heart she had — who
had also been one of the pious sisterhood. The enthu-
siasm with which these nurses were spoken of by all
who had seen them at their task, concluded Lavinia,
was a voucher for the devotedness and efficiency with
which it was done.
"It seems," said Miss Clara, with gentle gravity, "as
if suffering, both in oneself and others, is an indispens-
able stimulant to noble exertions here below — ab-
solutely necessary to develop in human nature wLat it
has of divine. Troubled times are always the richest
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in heroism. Only think what incalculable amount of
power of self-sacrifice woixld lie dormant and waste, but
for such occasions of being called into action, as, for
instance, that direst of all calamities, war."
"Who speaks of war?" said a doleful voice from the
writing-table; "I am sadly at war with myself at this
minute. Doubts rush upon me like the Balaklava charge
of cavalry."
"We'll bring up an auxiliary force," said Miss Clara;
"I'll ring for tea."
"I want help and not tea, you unfeeling jester. I
am in a bog, Nelly."
Nelly rose and bent, supple, graceful and loving,
over her hvisband's desk. One of her arms lay coiled
round his neck, and supported her delicate frame, her
long ringlets fell in golden streams over his shoulders
and face, and he, while explaining his difficulty, caressed
the flowing curls, twisting them round the fingers of his
left hand , the only one he liad free — for his right arm
encircled his wife's waist in a chaste embrace.
"I hope you will give us some music, Miss Holy-
well," said Miss Clara, while this little conjugal
scene was going on; "I am sure you sing and play
well."
"I ought to do so," replied Lavinia, "considering
the time I have wasted on singing and playing."
"Wasted!" repeated Miss Clara; "that is a very
severe word to use upon what seems to me one of
the most elevating and beneficial influences in this
world."
"I quite agree with you," said Lavinia, "in your
high estimate of music, yet I cannot but regret having
made it the chief occupation of [my life. There are so
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many other things that one ought to learn; and then
music in amateurs is generally a temptation to vanity
and display."
"Sometimes, perhaps, but not necessarily," returned
Miss Clara, kindly; "and in a family circle it may be
a great source of good as well as pleasure. George is
very fond of music; and whenever something goes wrong
— I do not mean at home, thank God — we have the
blessing of being all of one mind in the house; but
whenever some injustice, or some sad occurrence, such
as that which ruffled him before dinner, puts his soul,
as he expresses it, out of tune — music charms away
his irritation, and — "
An intimation that she was wanted at the writing-
desk, interrupted ]\liss Clara's confidences for the
nonce.
"A full cabinet council! — some mighty question to
solve," said she, laughing; "you must excuse me for a
minute, Miss Holywell," and she joined her sister, and
listened gravely to the matter in dispute. Her answer
came quick and decided — she spoke loud enough for
Lavinia to hear — she said, —
"Yes, a woman actuated by love would do it"
(whatever it was, that Mr. Aveling doubted), "and
remain true to her nature." Upon this, the council
broke up, and the sisters resumed their seats at the
work-table.
"Can you keep a secret, Miss Holywell?" asked
Mr. Aveling.
"I hope I can — really, I don't know," returned
Lavinia, taken by surprise.
"I am determined to run the risk of your reserva-
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tion," said he, "and take you into my confidence. Here
it is — I am a humbug,"
"Oh, sir! oh, George!" protested three voices at
once.
"I knew there would be a unanimous outcry against
me; unvarnished truth always is repulsed, but — amicus
Plato ^ amicus Cicero^ sed magis arnica Veritas — I will
give you my reasons for what I state, Miss Holywell,
for it is to you I appeal as to an impartial judge.
The verses which I send forth into the world under
my name, and of which I get the credit, are none of
mine."
"How can you tell such fibs, George?"
"What stuff and nonsense are you — "
"Attend to me. Miss Holy well , if you please," went
on Mr. Aveling, overpowering both his opponents by
his sonorous voice. "The verses which the reviewers
criticize as mine, or praise as mine, belong by right of
authorship to the two blessed women who are sewing
by your side."
This declaration met a stout, almost angry denial,
from the sisters.
"I protest to heaven and earth, Miss Holywell, that
not one deep feeling or striking thought, not one
felicitous image or expression, ever dropped from my
pen, whose filiation I cannot easily trace to some feel-
ing, thought, image, or expression of theirs; that not
one of those gentle personations, which have given some
little fame to my name, but is their work, their creation,
the very essence of their souls crystallized. In short,
they are at once the poet and the poem, and I but the
amanuensis. Now that I have made a clean breast of
it, I feel more comfortable."
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"The best refutation of George's libel against him-
self," said Miss Clara, addressing Lavinia, "is this very
poetic effusion — not his best performance, though —
in which he has just indulged as to Eleanor and to me.
Who but an hihorn poet — " she underlined the word
by the emphasis she laid on it — "could discover and
colour as he did a flimsy paradox?"
"Specious, but unsteady at the base," parenthesized
G-eorge.
"Miss Holywell," said Mrs. Aveling, "George pub-
lished his first poem when he was seventeen: I don't
think we kneAv each other at the time."
"Rather incon-ect as to chronology," observed Mr.
Aveling, quietly. "Evelina, if I remember, the
heroine of my first production, was no other than Mrs.
Aveling."
"A heroine of ten years old," retorted IVIrs.
Aveling.
"What matters the age? I can answer for it that I
was just as much over head and ears in love with you
at seventeen as I am at fort — "
"Be quiet, George; how dare you!"
"Miss Holywell, I appeal to you again; is it im-
proper in a husband to say that he is in love — "
He could not say, or rather he chose not to say, "in
love with his wife," for the little hand, which, by this
time was pretending to close his mouth, was more of a
virtual than a formal impediment to utterance. He shut
his eyes instead, crossed his hands over his breast, and
otherwise intimated his helpless condition under over-
whehning force. The entrance of a maid-servant with
the tea-things put a stop to proceedings which, however
little dignified they may look on paper, had a charm of
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their own in action, and Avere suggestive of much to the
credit of human nature.
All work of every kind was put aside, and the party
drew round the tea-table. The sisters made use of their
leisure to retaliate on the poet; they recalled with merci-
less circumstantiality every one of his literary triumphs,
from the letter of encouragement he had received when
quite a lad, from the laureate of that day, down to the
furore of tears created by his last poem.
"Fears were entertained of an inundation," said
Mr. Aveling, gravely, "and boats were at a pre-
mium."
"And bad jesters at a discount," retorted Miss
Clara. "I must warn you. Miss Holywell, that my
brother professes the superbest disdain for the melting
mood."
"But at the same time," added Mrs. Aveling, "in-
dulges in it with sufficient zest."
"Oh, Nell! On n'est train que par les siens" ex-
claimed the husband.
"Listen to me, Miss Holywell," said Miss Clara,
in her turn; "listen to an illustration of his masculine
fortitude. He took it into his head, Avhile writing
his last poem, that the heroine, a perfect darling,
should die."
"Oh, Clara! and you also!" deprecated Mr.
Aveling.
"We entreated, we implored her grace, all in vain,"
continued the implacable narrator. "It was an absolute
necessity that she should die, he affirmed. Authors are
among the worst of tyrants, they destroy the flower of
their flock; though justice compels me to own, that being
determined to kill her, George did so in some of the
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most magnificent verses that ever welled up hot from his
heart. Well, he came and read them to us, as is his
wont ■ — I ought rather to say that he attempted to read
them, for, at the middle of the second stanza, he began
to blubber dreadfully; this gentleman, who does not look
very like a baby, sobbed like one, I assure you."
"I plead guilty, but Avith extenuating circumstances,"
said Mr. Aveling. "Of all my creations, Bianca was
my favourite - — "
"There!" cried his wife, with a little shouf of
triumph, "he is caught. I appeal to all present, has
he not confessed to being the creator of all his heroes
and heroines?"
"You take advantage of a mere form of speech,
used to avoid circumlocution," explained Mr. Aveling.
"What I meant to say was this, that of all the per-
sonages, of which you were the sun, and I only the
photographic machine — "
"No, no, that won't do — ■ too late for recantation."
"Well, Bianca was the one I loved best. She had
become for me a thing of flesh and blood; it was not
without a long and hard struggle that I made up my
mind to sacrifice her. No Avonder if, at the moment of
striking the fatal blow, my hand trembled a little."
"No equivocation," cried both ladies. "Trembled,
indeed! you wept like a fountain."
" I don't deny it, I was completely upset, there never
were tears more pleasant than those I shed. Through
them I had the revelation that my Galatea had the
breath of life in her; thi-ough them I could say to my-
self, Anch'.io son pittore."
"Now, I am satisfied," said Miss Clara. "Spoken
like a man and a true poet."
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Mrs. Aveling said nothing, but looked the proudest
of wives.
"Now for the end of my story," resumed Miss Clara.
"When he was disabled, Eleanor took up the MS., read
three lines, and broke down shamefully. It was now
my turn. I screwed up my courage, steadied my voice,
got through a line and a half, and joined in the wail.
Jane came in with the tea-tray at that critical moment,
and found us all dissolved in tears. She stood aghast
at the sight, desperately inclined to scream and run
away, as she confessed afterwards. The ludicrousness
of the situation struck us so forcibly, that we all three
burst into a Homeric fit of laughter, which, however,
only half reassured Jane as to nothing dreadful having
happened. We wasted a good deal of time and in-
genuity in trying to exi)lain to her the cause of the
emotion she had witnessed, but Ave succeeded very ill
in making the case clear to our country maiden; and to
this day she looks with suspicion on George's manu-
scripts, which, to use her own phrase, can play such
tricks with master and mistress."
Amid such pleasant talk the evening wore on. La-
vinia, when again pressed, went to the piano and sang,
to the delight of her audience, some popular Italian
songs she had learned at Eome. At ten the family
party broke up, and Miss Clara accompanied her guest
to her room, to make sure that everything there was
comfortable; and all being as it ought to be, she wished
Lavinia good night and pleasant dreams. If dreams
are but the reflex of the impressions received during
the day, it was difficult indeed under that hospitable
roof to have any other than pleasant dreams.
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CHAPTER XVIII.
A new Link clinched by an old Name.
Miss Clara did not appear at breakfast next morn-
ing, nor did she for several days running join the family
circle till near dinner-time. Lavinia was consequently
thrown on the hands of Mrs. Aveling, and was no loser
by it. Miss Clara herself could not have done the
honours ofOwlscombe with greater cordiality and friend-
liness. No corner of the house or grounds was left un-
explored; the conservatory, the aviary, the Alderaey
cows, the Cochin China fowls came in each and all in
theii- turn for a share of notice and admiration. La-
vinia's attention was especially claimed for a particular
plot of ground in the garden, at which Mr. Aveling
used to work every morning, as if for his daily bread;
and to a little summer-house, of which he made his
study in the hot season. Mrs. Aveling also pointed out,
not without a little look of pride, two full grown fir-
trees, which overshadowed the summer-house, and which
she and her husband had planted with their own hands,
and christened with each other's name, on the day of
their marriage, now more than fifteen years ago.
"What a nice idea!" said Lavinia; "they have
grown the very image of their namesakes; so straight,
so vigorous. It must do your heart good to look at
them."
"Yes, indeed; though at times it saddens me to
think," said Mrs. Aveling, with a sigh, "that they will
pass into strange hands when we are gone. After all,"
she added, waving her head as if to throw off some
i
A NEW LINK CLINCHED BY AN OLD NAME. 205
annoying burden, "it is worse tlian foolish to indulge
in regrets for what one has not, when one has so much
— oh! so much as I have."
Lavinia needed no clearer hint to show her the
nature of the regret, which had wrung a sigh from her
cheerful hostess. Passing lovely and sweet as Avas the
picture of the interior it had been her good fortune to
have a peep of, she had missed in it a feature which
would have given it completeness; a group of rosy
cherubs gambolling on the hearthrug, and filling the air
with their infantine voices. Yes; even Mrs. Aveling was
no exception to the rule, that there is on earth no ab-
solute felicity; even she, the proudest and happiest of
wives and sisters, had a wish unfulfilled, an ambition,
the most legitimate of ambitions, unsatisfied.
Let not the reader, however, imagine that this long-
ing proved the bane of her life; not at all: there was
sweet enough in her cup to drown this drop of gall.
Such passing clouds of melancholy, as the thought might
evoke now and then, were lost in the sunshine of love
in which she walked. The lioman conquerors of old
were not the worse for being reminded in their day of
triumph, that they were but mortals. Perhaps, without
this remembrancer of the disappointments to which all
flesh is heir, Mrs. Aveling's flow of gentle sympathies
for the unfortunate would have run less abundant and
active. Certain it is, that this trial, if such it was, had
rather tightened than otherwise the bonds of affection
and reverence, which bound the two sufferers from it;
for the consciousness in each of a wish ungratified in
the other, acted on both as an ever fresh stimulant to
that endless interchange of little tendernesses and en-
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dearments, wliicli said, in their own peculiar language,
"Know that I liave notlmui to wish for."
With such, and other little confidences, Mrs. Aveling
enlivened the long mornings, when they sat, needle in
hand, in the cosy oak parlour at Owlscombe. What
other subjects could she broach, but those of which she
was full — her husband and her sister? They were
all the world to her. Clara was an angel, Mrs. Aveling
averred. She had refused every proposal of marriage
in order to stay with her brother and sister, and do
good. Doing good was Clara's passion. Her life was
an uninterrupted succession of errands of charity. No
needy or afflicted ones, within a circuit of ten miles,
but she carried comfort and assistance to. The sick
were pre-eminently her favourites. Just at this time
she was the centre and soul of a movement throughout
the county, for collecting funds and clothes for our
soldiers in the Crimea. It was this which kept her so
much from home. Clara neglected herself for the sake
of others. She was far from strong. No doubt Miss
Holywell had remarked the mob cap she always wore.
She had been advised to wear it as a preventive against
the severe headaches, from which she suffered so con-
stantly. And yet she was never satisfied that she did
enough, and yearned for a wider field of usefulness and
self-immolation. Another and a deeper sigh at this
place seemed to point to some special cause of uneasi-
ness, which was left a mystery for Lavinia.
Mrs. Aveling looked upon her husband as the beau
ideal of a hero and a genius. She worshipped his very
shadow. Young, handsome, gifted beyond all men, the
very essence of all goodness, as he had appeared to
her girlish vision, when he came, a printed author al-
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ready at seventeen, to spend the holidays at Owlscombe
with her father, so he stood in the eyes of the wife
woman now, after the lapse of nine and twenty years,
and the same he would remain for ever. Had there
ever been a friend like George? If she and her sister
had a roof over their heads, were they not indebted for
it to George? After the death of her father, Mr. Avel-
ing, then only beginning his career as a barrister, had
spent five of the best years of his youth, had devoted
all his energies, and his little fortune as well, to save
such wrecks of theirs as could be saved. Thank God,
he had succeeded — not till this happy issue had been
secured, had they married. How sweet to owe every-
thing to him one loves!
These, and similar disclosures, were not made, of
course, in the compressed and uninterrupted form in
which they are here given, much less given in one day;
they oozed out in intermittent streamlets under the pres-
sure of scarcely appreciable agencies. One of these
was unmistakeably Mr. Aveling's visits to the ladies'
sitting-room. His presence left a glow after it, which
was favourable to confidence. Truly, he had always
something affectionate to say or do. It seemed as if
he could receive no agreeable impression without
enhancing it by sharing it with his Nelly. Now it was
a fresh bud which had opened on some favourite plant
she had placed in his study, and which she was re-
quested to admire; now a piece of news in a newspaper,
or a striking passage in a book which he knew would
interest her.
When he came in with no such apparent message,
Avhich was pretty often the case, he was always sa-
luted with the question, "Do you want me, George?"
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This afforded an inexhaustible fund of merriment,
for then he would wonder at the self-couceit of some
better halves, who thought they were for ever wanted,
and pretend that he had come to see that Miss Holy-
well was not being canvassed against him behind his
back. At other times he would answer, —
"Well, suppose I wanted to have a peep at your
sweet face, where is the harm?"
"The harm is in the saying so," would say his
wife, and, "Oh, the hypocrite!" be the laughing retort.
"Do you hear her, Miss Holywell? I put it to you.
Is it so very shocking in a husband to say he wished
to look at — "
Probably Mrs. Aveling here rose with such a threaten-
ing aspect, that the gentleman was fain to take to his
heels, concluding in his flight the obnoxious phrase, to
the increased wrath of the offended party, who would
run after him, and disappear in the chase.
On the fifth morning of Lavinia's stay at Owls-
combe, Miss Clara breakfasted for the first time with
the rest of the family. The day was clear and fine,
the ground dry and frosty.
"Just the day and the ground for a good walk,"
observed Miss Clara. "Will you go out with me. Miss
Holywell?"
Lavinia answered in the affirmative, and away went
the two young ladies. They walked on in silence for
some time. Miss Clara looked grave.
"I hope you are not suffering from one of your bad
headaches," said Lavinia.
"Oh, no! I am pretty well, thank you," replied
Miss Clara, "only vexed and puzzled."
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"But nothing seriously wrong, I hope?" asked
Lavinia, with interest.
"No; only disagreeable; and I am sorry to say it
concerns you, Miss Holywell."
Lavinia started.
"1 have heard from Mrs. Ennerly," continued Miss
Clara. At the mention of that name Lavinia's face
lengthened. "There is no cause for alarm," hastened
to add Miss Clara; "you are among friends, you know,
who will take care of you, whatever happens."
"Then Mrs. Ennerly refuses — to — receive me,"
faltered Lavinia.
"Not exactly so; but she objects to your being in
mourning — you know, I rather apprehended as much
from the first — not that I believe such an objection
would have weighed a straw, had she seen you. As
it is, I perceive with pain that my aunt has received
an impression — You see what a poor hand I am at
diplomacy," wound up Miss Clara, with a little em-
barrassed laugh. "The short and the long of the
matter is," she continued, resolutely, "that my aunt
hints at a wish to annul the engagement she entered
into with you, to annul it in a way, you understand,
honourable and agreeable to both parties, if possible;
but, rather than give offence to anybody, she would
abide by her agreement j)urely and simply."
After a moment's reflection, Lavinia said timidly,
"I could not take advantage of Mrs. Ennerly 's con-
siderate scruples, to force myself, as it were, into her
house contrary to her wish."
"Surely not, if it were not next to a certainty that
that wish would be altered the moment she saw you,"
said Miss Clara. "It is cpite on other grounds I feel
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disposed to influence you to accept of the overtures
Mrs. Ennerly makes towards the cancelling of your en-
gagement. Listen to me, Miss Holywell. I have not
the least doubt but that my aunt, did I advise her to
do so, would receive you immediately and kindly, and
also come' to like you in a very short time. I have as
little doubt, but that any hostile influence, if such there
were, which you might meet in her establishment,
would be eventually conquered by your gentleness and
candour. My doubt and fear is as to your happiness.
I do not believe that, with your tastes and habits, such
as I judge them to be, you could easily accommodate
yourself to those of Mrs. Ennerly. For instance, she is
in a constant whirl of company and entertains a great
deal. During the Weymouth season, her house is the
gayest of the gay. Now, would that suit you?"
"Oh! no," was the hurried answer, "I have had
quite enough of gaieties; I literally thirst after retire-
ment and obscurity,"
"I guessed as much," said Miss Clara; "I am glad
I have consulted with you on the subject. You will
oblige me by writing to Lady Willingford so as to ex-
onerate my aunt as much as you can from blame."
"I shall exonerate her entirely; and I will also
write to Mrs. Ennerly herself," said Lavinia, "if you
do not disapprove."
"Yes, do, it will be very kind of you; let us make
a golden bridge for her to escape from reproaching her-
self too much. Of course, she owes you a handsome
compensation — "
"Will you think it presumptuous of me to say," in-
terrupted Livinia, "that I would rather have no com-
pensation?"
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"Why not?"
"Because you have been so kind to me, all of you
so very kind, that it would mortify me very much to
accept of anything like money from one of your
family."
Miss Clara saw Lavinia struggling with her tears,
and said, —
"Well, well, I shall not press the matter further for
the present; and now let me see you look cheerful
again. You need not be uneasy about the future," con-
cluded Miss Clara; "we shall not have any groat diffi-
culty in finding a situation suitable to your disposition.
In the meantime we shall detain you at Owlscombe, as
a most skilful needlewoman. Perhaps, I may even
have to beg of you to prolong your stay at Owlscombe
for an indefinite period — beg you to fill my place
while I am absent.'*'
"Are you going away?" asked Lavinia, in painful
surprise.
"Yes, and for some time; but I do not go imme-
diately," replied Miss Clara, with a little reserve of
manner. Lavinia said nothing further, and they walked
on, both thoughtful and silent.
Lavinia was the first to speak.
"Since you are so good as to take an interest in
my fate," said she, "I will venture to tell you of a wish
I have, which my engagement with Mrs. Enuerly being
at an end, I may perhaps be able to realize. I am so
ignorant of all practical things, that I need advice and
help. Can you tell me if fifty pounds would be suffi-
cient to take me to the East?"
"To the East?" echoed Miss Clara, in the greatest
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wonder. "Do you really and positively mean that you
wish to go to the East?"
"Yes; to serve as a nurse in one or other of the
hospitals there," said Lavinia. "I have thought of little
else ever since I had the good fortune to meet you. I
should be so happy, oh! so happy to do something for
my fellow-creatures."
"I can understand and sympathize with your wish,"
said Miss Clara-, "at the same time, do not take it ill,
I beg of you, if I counsel you to be on your guard
against any precipitate and rash resolution. Your voca-
tion for such a service being of so fresh a date, had
you not better test it a little first?"
"Perhaps," said La\nnia, meekly, "though what
you name my vocation dates much farther back than
you imagine. Months ago , had I known how to manage
it, I would have gone and served in the hospitals of
London; from the very day, indeed, on which I learned
what an amount of misery there was in the world — I
was ignorant of it once and so thoughtless — from that
day, not a very distant one, after all, I have begged
of God each morning and evening that I might not die
without been of some use."
"Have you no family ties?" asked Miss Clara.
"None, I am an orphan."
"No one on whose judgment you ought to depend,
whose sanction you ought to have?"
"None, except Lady Williugford, without whose
consent I would take no decisive step."
"Well, then, if Lady Willingford consent, and if
within three weeks from this you are still of the same
mind, your wish shall be gratified. At the end of
January we will start for Scutari together."
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-■ "Together? you are going there?" cried Lavinia,
at the acme of astonishment.
"Yes; when I spoke of being away from home for
awhile, I alluded to my intended journey to the East;
it has been a settled thing for more than a month
past."
"I understand now," said Lavinia, "what Mrs.
Aveling meant the other day, when mentioning all the
good you were accomplishing at home, she added that
you yearned for a still wider sphere of usefulness and
self-sacrifice."
"Mrs. Aveling looks upon my poor exertions in this
neighbourhood, with the eyes of a partial sister, that
is, she looks upon them through the magnifying glass
of affection. By-the-by, I must warn you, that to spare
ourselves as much pain as Ave can, we have tacitly
agreed at home to avoid all reference to the subject of
my departure. It preys heavily enough on our minds
as it is," added Miss Clara, with a sigh. "We love
each other so dearly! we are so happy together, that
sometimes I am tempted to ask myself if I am justified
in taking the course I am bent on; and yet I feel
impelled to it so strongly, in so unconquerable a
manner."
The subject being one of too peculiar a nature for
Lavinia to venture any remark upon, they both again
fell into a silence, which was unbroken until they
emerged from the intricacies of a small wood into a
road which ran across some downs, and commanded a
full view of the surrounding country. The prospect
was rather dreary as long as the eye dwelt on the
naked, slightly undulating spread of upland ; but to the
south the hills slojied gracefully down into little valleys,
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wliicli lay, as it were, folded at tlieir feet; smiliug
nooks, sprinkled with coppice, hedgei'ows, meadows,
farms, country-houses, and hamlets. A little farther
off, the steeples and church towers of the old town of
Wareham, rising behind leafless trees, cut sharply
against the sky. A broad expanse of sea extended
beyond to the horizon.
"This is a favourite spot of mine," observed Miss
Clara; "I hope you admire my Dorsetshire."
"Indeed I do," said Lavinia, "lovely as it is even
now in its austere winter deshabille, how charming it
must be when decked in its summer mantle of green!"
and as she was surveying the numerous country-houses,
which dotted the landscape far and near, her gaze was
an-ested by one in the foreground, which reminded her,
she said, of an Italian villa, less owing to its noble
proportions and vast portico, than to the two stately
cypresses standing in front of it, a picturesque feature
very common in Italy near any dwelling of note. The
closed windows and other signs of neglect clearly
pointed out that the mansion was empty; and Lavinia
wondered how such a lovely place should be un-
inhabited.
"Poor Cypress Hall!" said Miss Clara, with a
sigh; "it has been forsaken for nine years. Its owner
lives abroad."
While Miss Clara was speaking, a misgiving arose
in Lavinia's mind, that Cypress Hall was fraught with
painful associations for her friend, and she therefore
dropped the subject.
On their return to Owlscombe, the first thing Lavi-
nia did was to write to Mrs. Ennerly and Lady Wil-
lingford, as she had promised to do, and to show both
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letters to Miss Clara before despatching tliem. It will
be as well to state at once, that she received satisfac-
tory replies by return of post-, Mrs. Ennerly enclosing
a cheque for twenty pounds, which Lavinia was per-
suaded to accept; and thus this mighty negotiation
ended to the contentment of all parties.
After this, Lavinia became Miss Clara's inseparable
companion in her errands of charity, and a very docile
and clever aid she jiroved in the art of tending and
relieving the sick. Like all charitable ladies living in
the country. Miss Clara had a considerable smattering
of medicine, and into all that she knew herself, she
initiated her pupil, who soon became as great a profi-
cient in prescribing as her instructress.
Never had Lavinia been so busy and so happy.
Her shyness and sense of social inferiority had gradu-
ally worn away under the warmth of cordiality she
met from her hosts. They treated her as though she
were one of the family, and she soon felt like one.
And thus days and weeks rolled away, quick and full
in their sweet uniformity. Here is a little incident,
however, which we have obvious reasons for recording.
One evening, some chance observation of Lavinia's
brought the siege of Home again on the tapis, and
among other facts she was relating, she said that one
of the stanchest defenders of the Eternal City in 1849
had been an English gentleman of the name of Thorn-
torn. This mention was immediately followed by one
of those awkward silences, which are so painful to all
present, and more especially to the person who is their
nnwilling cause. The sudden hush was the more
striking from the conversation having been more than
usually animated. Miss Clara was the first to recover
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herself, but no efforts of hers sufficed to dispel the
chill which had so suddenly fallen on the whole party.
It was a relief when bed-time came, and they separated
for the night.
Miss Clara, however, went with Lavinia into the
latter's room, saying, —
"I have something to explain, and to apologize
for."
"Apologize for?" repeated Lavinia, in surprise.
"Yes, for sitting like a dumb goose, instead of
having presence of mind enough to prevent your being
distressed by such a mysterious change of manner in
my brother and sister. To explain it, you must know
that the name you pronounced this evening, has not
been heard by the walls of Owlscombe for years, and
is one, I must add, unwelcome to everybody here but
me."
"How unlucky that I should just hit upon that
particular onel" exclaimed Lavinia.
"How could you know?" said Miss Clara, adding
hurriedly, and with a good deal of agitation. "A
gentleman of the name of Thornton was once our neigh-
bour and friend, in fact he owned that Cypress Hall
which you admired so much the other day. In an ill-
omened moment a misunderstanding arose between him
and my family, mark, it was my fault — yes, my
fault — and he went away, and has never been heard
of since. Appearances were against him, and in their
blind tenderness for me, George and Nelly threw the
whole blame on him. I, Avho knew better, was in duty
bound to take his defence; and this difference of opinion
led to some little discomfort at home, to avoid which,
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by a mutual tacit agreement, all mention of the subject,
even of the name connected with it, was dropped."
"I am so sorry — so very sorry," exclaimed La-
vinia, "to have been the unconscious occasion of this
revival of bitter associations in your mind."
"Not so bitter as you think; there is also some
sweet. If there is any good in me, I owe it chiefly to
having been thrown back on myself — to the recoil
of the event alluded to. It was from the throbs of a
noble heart that I had wounded, that a timely warning
was conveyed to me. But no more of myself; tell me
about this Thornton you met at Home — was he tall
and very good-looking?"
"Yes; and I should think about fifty," added La-
vinia.
"Oh, no; then he must be another person. Mr.
Thornton of Cypress Hall cannot be more, let me see,
than seven-and-thirty at most."
" The one I knew is certainly much older than that ;
though, now that I think of it, perhaps it was his
almost white nair and beard which made him appear
so. By the by, my Mr. Thornton's Christian name is
Mortimer."
"Then it is he," said Miss Clara. "Only to think
of his hair being white! and when he was twenty eight
he did not look his age."
"Nearly white," again repeated Lavinia. "He
must have suffered cruelly; indeed, I kuow he has, for
he told me so himself — not while I was at Home, I
could not endure him then. He was so grave and
reasonable, took everything so in earnest, and I was
so unreasonable, so giddy. It was not till the day of
trial came that I found out his Avorth: ah! he is one of
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tlie noblest and kindest of men. "Without him, I do
believe, I should have gone mad. And yet he was
sorely tried himself at the time, and through my
thoughtlessness. Shall I tell you how it was? Oh,
yes, if you will allow me — if only that you may
know how much I owe to him, and how much I have
to atone for."
And, Miss Clara readily accepting this offer of
confidence, the repentant Lavinia (related her poignant
recollections of her last stay in Paris, beginning at the
untoward circumstances that had attended the an-ival
of the young Roman painter there, describing the fatal
ball at the Hotel de Ville, the distraction, and subse-
quent disappearance of Paolo, down to Mrs. Jones's
sudden illness, winding up her nan-ative with a violent
fit of crying.
Miss Clara evinced the keenest interest in the sad
tale, and was not chary of words of comfort to the
afflicted girl.
"You have been more unfoi-tunate than guilty,"
said she. "Cruel as it is to be in any way an instm-
ment of suffering to others, there is consolation in the
consciousness of not having meant it, at least."
"Ah I but the injury done remains no less an in-
jury," said Lavinia.
"Alas! too time,'' said Miss Clara, -nnth the deep
feeling of one who speaks from painful personal ex-
perience. "All we can do is to try and make atone-
ment. You have never heard more, then, of this
Italian gentleman?"
"Never; nor had Mr. Thornton, up to the date of
his last letter to me, which is as far back as May.
Since then all my letters to him have remained unan-
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swered; and when I try to imagine tlie reason of this
silence, I grow frightened."
"Let us hope for the best," said Miss Clara. "As
wo pass through Paris, yon will have an opportunity
of inquiring about Mr. Thornton at the place from
which he dated his last letter to you-, and probably
you will be able to obtain some clue to his present
whereabouts. If so — and something tells me it will
be so — he will give you tidings, either by letter or
by word of mouth, as to his lioman friend, which may
set your mind a rest. The ways of Providence are
inscrutable, my dear Miss Holywell. Who would have
believed that through you, an utter stranger to me a
few weeks ago, I should receive, after a blank of nine
years, such cheering news of the dear friend of my
youth? Cheering in this sense, I mean, that whatever
alterations his trials may have brought in the flesh, his
soul remains vmchanged, that he is the same upright,
noble, and tender specimen of mankind I knew him to
be, and that I have persisted in reverencing to this
hour. He had faults, certainly — who has not? He
was morbidly sensitive, exacting, exclusive in every-
thing; but the richness of his heart made up for all his
faults. He had experienced much early injustice and
harshness. His stejnnother hated him, his guardian
deceived him, and to recover what was his own he had
to fight a hard battle for years. What wonder if a
man so circumstanced should have had his temper
soured, and looked less at the sunny than at the shady
side of humaii nature!"
Thus, led on by invisible threads, the two kindly
souls drew closer and closer together, and the seeds
that pity and sympathy had sown, by a fresh com;
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munity of interests and feelings , grew up fast and
vigorous into a blessed flower of sisterly friendship.
CHAPTER XIX.
The Discovery in Paris.
The departure of Miss Clara and Lavinia was fixed
for the 25tli of January. They were two of a large
batch of accepted nm-ses — all female England would
have gone en masse ^ if allowed — who were to start
from Marseilles on the 3rd of February, by the steam-
ship Veetis^ weather permitting. The general rendez-
vous was to be at the English embassy in Paris, on
the 31st of January at latest. Having some particular
business of their own to transact in Paris, viz., to make
inquiries about Mr. Thornton, our two young ladies had
naturally determined to give themselves a few days in
advance, in order not to be straitened for time.
We must not forget to say , before proceeding
further, that Lavinia had written beforehand to Lady
Willingford, and had not only received her ladyship's
consent to her intended journey, and her sanction to
apply her gift of fifty pounds to it, but another sum of
equal value, accompanied by praises, and blessings in-
numerable. Lady Augusta's half-a-dozen sheets of the
largest note paper were scarcely legible — not so much
on account of the very small, close writing, and cross-
ings and recrossings, as of certain patches here and
there as if it had rained upon the paper.
Their last week at Owlscombe was a great tiial to
every one there. It was a pitiful and a touching sight
to watch the looks of assumed unconsciousness and
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cheerfulness with which each of the sisters practised
upon the other a pious deceit, which deceived no one.
Never had Miss Clara gone her rounds of charity more
regularly, never had she been more indefatigable in her
attentions to the conservatory, the poultry yard, the
dairy, and the aviary; never showed a keener interest
in the calf that was expected, or the bud of the rare
camellia, which was about to open, as if such were to
be for ever her engrossing occuj)ations. Never had Mrs.
Aveling been more lively and more suggestive of im-
provements in this or that department of the little house-
hold, or Mr. Aveling more talkative and sportive, or
more assiduous in his devotion to his poem, which,
nevertheless, somehow or other, did not progress very
rapidly. But thei-e were now and then sudden silences,
sudden exits, and as sudden returns Avith red eyes,
which no one perceived, of course.
Let us draw a veil over the scene of parting. It
was cruel, as all partings are; more cruel than most.
If the path of duty were strewn with roses, where would
be the merit of walking on it'? The dear sister did not
go alone, thei-e was comfort in this; she had by her
side a dear and loving friend, one who would stand by
her, and take care of her if — oh, may God avert it!
— any evil were to befall her. Affection is always
full of fearful anticipations. Nothing untoward happened,
however, as far as the journey to Paris was concerned,
where our two travellers were safely housed by ten in
the evening of the morrow.
Though from the Hotel de Hollande in the Kue de
la Paix, where they had rooms, to the house in the Rue
Neuve des Augustins, from whence Mr. Thornton had
dated his last letter, the distance was scarcely more
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than two hundred paces, they drove thither in a coach,
in which Miss Clara might wait for the result of La-
vinia's inquiries. Lavinia was shown into a parlour,
where two respectable-looking- women were sitting, one
of whom came up to the young lady and begged to
know in what way she could be of use to ^fademoiselle.
Lavinia, with many apologies for her intrusion, stated
as briefly as she could the object of her call. On hear-
ing which, the other, a good-natured, middle-aged, buxom
woman, who had not yet spoken, came forward, say-
ing, —
"You must be Miss Jones, who lived last year on
the Boulevard des Capucines."'
"Yes, and you, I am sure, are Madame Fran^oise,
whom Mr. Thornton mentioned so often as the very
best of landladies."
"Just so,'" answered Madame Francoise, curtsey-
ing; "the proverb is right which says, that only moun-
tains do not meet. As to the being kind to Mr. Thorn-
ton, there was little merit in that. I never met a
gentleman so easily satisfied, or so considerate and
good-natured — pity he was so queer; all the English
are so, I know; but he, particularly the last time he
came to Paris — well to be sure I always expected he
would end so,"
"End how?" asked Lavinia, in mortal fear.
"Is it possible that you do not know? Mr. Thorn-
ton is — " The end of Madame Francoise's phrase
was in dumb show; she lifted her right hand to the
level of her forehead, and gave it a rotatory move-
ment.
"Not — out of his senses?" cried Lavinia, looking
aghast.
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"No doubt of it," returned Madame Francjoise, witli
a very sonorous "Alas!" and she would have imme-
diately entered on a full history of the circumstances
preceding, accompanying, and following the sad cata-
strophe, had not Lavinia, with many apologies, stopped
her, saying to the one who appeared the mistress of the
house, —
"Will you allow me, madam, to go and fetch a
friend of mine, who is waiting down-stairs in a coach,
and who, as an old acrjuaintance of Mr. Thornton, is
equally anxious to hear about him?"
As may be supposed, this request was easily
granted, and Lavinia, running down the stairs, in her
agitation hui-riedly revealed the whole extent of the
sad intelligence at once, which so overjiowered Miss
Clara, that Lavinia was for putting off any further
disclosures. But Miss Clax-a, regaining her self-com-
mand by a strenuous effort of will, would hear of no
delay.
"You understand that time is precious," she said;
"perhaps we may yet be of some use to him." And
a minute after, the two friends were seated in the
Frenchwoman's little parlour, listening, pale and mute
as two marble statues, to the distressing tale.
"That (^e cher Monsieur Thornton sliould give him-
self out to be a murderer," wound up the loquacious
matron, "he who would not have willingly hurt a fly
— that is what passes my comprehension. To know
Avhat a heart he had, one ought to have seen him as I
have done, taking care of that young friend of his —
more like a mother than a father, so anxious always:
'Won't you take a crust of bread and a glass of wine,
Paul, or a bouillon, or a cu^) of tea: suppose Ave take
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a drive, it will do you good;' — always something to
pleasure Mr. Paul. And how often, in the night as
well as the day, did he go to listen at the young gen-
tleman's door. And no wonder, for poor Mr. Paul was
an object of pity, if ever there was one, as white, and
haggard, and distracted looking as if lie had come out
of his grave. Oh dear! I am sure I for one don't won-
der at his being lost — not I, indeed."
This was, perhaps, the twentieth time that Paolo's
name bad been mentioned, and each time a question
had been trembling on Lavinia's lips, which the terror
of the answer it might elicit had frozen on them.
Guessing at the cause of her friend's silence. Miss Clara
at last ventured on the perilous query, —
"Was Mr. Paul ever heard of again?"
"Oh, yes, thank God, he turned up in the course
of time," answered Madame Fran^oise. (Lavinia joined
her hands, and raised her eyes — oh! what a look
that was!) "A young man of Evreux, that I know
very well, called Courant," continued Madame Fran-
9oise, "who studied law in Paris, met him in the month
of July or August, somewhere in the Quartier Latin.
Mr. Paul was just rallying from a serious illness, and
was veiy feeble and melancholy, poor as a rat, and
longing to be back in his own country. When Mr.
Courant saw him last, he was busy about getting a
passport. I hope he got it, and is long ago safe at
home. He was an excellent youth, not like our yoimg
men — no balls, no cafe's, no — never mind what.
That Courant, who, by the way, is one of the scape-
graces, though a good boy at the bottom, used to quiz
liim mightily, and call him sentimentalist. Better he
had been more of a sentimentalist himself — Mr. Cou-
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rant, I mean — and then lie would not be ill at Evreux
as lie is, and at daggers drawn with his uncle, who
swears he will disinherit him."
As soon as Madame FranQoise stopped for breath,
the visitors rose to take leave, whereupon both ]\Ir.
Thornton's ex-landlady and her friend poured forth a
perfect torrent of offers of service, begging the English
ladies to call again, Madame Fran^oise taking care to
explain that her time was her own till the middle of
March, she being on a visit to the mistress of the mai-
son mciihle'e.
Furnished with the address of Dr. Ternel, the di-
rector of the sanitary establishment where Thornton was,
Lavinia, by Miss Clara's desire, directed the coachman
to drive thither at once. Little was spoken during the
long drive. One is not told of the safety of the long
lost, nor of his illness, his goodness, his sadness; one
does not go to meet a dear and esteemed friend, un-
heard of for nine years, at a lunatic asylum, without a
revival of feelings too deep and tumultuous for utterance.
A sympathizing pressure of the hand by which they
held each other, was a mute language thoroughly under-
stood by the two friends.
Dr. Ternel's maison de sante stood at the western
extremity of Paris, on the outskirts of the Champ de
Mars. We use the past tense purposely, for it is a
thing of the past. Even that tranquil and out-of-the-
way corner, with its shady walks and centenary cedars
of Lebanon, has been engulfed and swept away by the
successive encroachments of the pickaxe, which have so
completely transformed the face of Paris Avithin the
last few years. High wooden boards painted green,
entirely lined the iron railings of the gate of the esta-
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blisliment, thus securing tlie interior against any in-
discreet glance of tlie passers-by. A j)orter's lodge on
tlie right hand, a snug little chalet on the left, and in
front, beyond a trimly kept lawn, an elegant villa over-
shadowed by trees — such was the agreeable prospect
which met you when admitted within the premises.
Lest the appellation of villa should seem out of character,
it may be as well to explain that the dwelling had been
intended for the summer residence of the governor of
the Invalides, and had served as such at no distant
date. The extensive grounds attached to it stretched
from the Eue St. Dominique, in which was the princi-
pal entrance, to the Rue de FUniversite, not far from
the banks of the Seine. Our two visitors crossed the
court, as directed, and entered that of the two lesser
side doors, which was on the right. A servant met
them in the passage, and immediately inti'oduced them
into the study of the doctor.
Dr. Ternel was a little spare gentleman about fifty,
in the neatest professional costume, and whitest of cra-
vats and frilled shirts. There was nothing remarkable
either in the details or the ensemble of his person, save
a mouth full of finesse, and a general expression of
good nature. Perhaps, despite the courteous frankness
of his manner, a keener observer than our English
ladies could be at the moment, might have noticed in
his looks, and in the whole carriage of his person,
something collected and guarded, something like an
armed neutrality, the result most likely of a long ex-
j)erience of the often dangerous customers "nath whom
he consoiied, and of more than one narrow escape. A
ten seconds' inspection of the two fair faces, however —
just the time to rise and offer seats — brought with- it
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a general disarming botli of body and mind, and tliere
was notliing in the clear grey eye, as it fell upon the
visitors — absolutely nothing but a plain interrogative
point.
Miss Clara, who was quite unprepared with any
form of speech to make clear the object of her visit,
felt awkward- at this tacit summons , and said at hap-
hazard, —
"We are English, sir — " (an acquiescent nod and
a half-smile from the doctor, intimated that she might
have dispensed Avith this preliminary), "I mean, that
Ave are the countryAvomen of an English gentleman,
who, we learned only this morning, is one of your
patients, and — "
"And as such," said the doctor, coming to her help,
"take a natural interest in your comj^atriot. I have
several English patients. Pray, what is the name of
this gentleman?"
On hearing that it was Thornton, a gloAV of pleasure
lighted up Dr. Ternel's face.
"May I inquire Avithout indiscretion if Mr. Thorn-
ton is related to you?"
"No, not exactly; he is a friend, only an old family
friend," said Miss Clara.
"It is not mere curiosity makes me put that question
to you. In Mr. Thornton's case it is most important
for me to ascertain Avhether tlie malady under Avhich he
at present suffers is hereditary or not."
"I cannot speak positively; but to the best of my
belief, it is not," was the answer. "I never heard him
make any, the very least allusion to anything of the
kind. His father, and indeed his grand father, I am
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certain, were of perfectly sane mind to the last day of
their lives."
"This is good news," said Mr. Temel, pondering.
"Did this Mr. Thornton ever, to your knowledge, show
any signs of particular eccentricity — anything that
attracted general attention?"
"Never that I heard of He was perhaps at all
times — somewhat different to other men — more
earnest, more thorough-going; always slightly melancholy,
even subject to fits of depression, but never, never the
least unreasonable. I speak of nine years ago."
"I beg your pardon for appearing so inquisitive; do
not answer me if you have any objection to do so; but
am I to understand that you lost sight of Mr. Thorn-
ton entirely for nine years?"
"Yes, sir."
Dr. Ternel had another fit of musing, then looking
Miss Clara fully in the fece, said, —
"I suppose, then, you are not acquainted with the
sad circumstances under which Mr. Tornton's present
derangement broke out. He had been for some time
labouring under great despondency, consequent on the
mysterious disappearance of a young man, to whom he
was greatly attached. It had become his habit to visit
the Morgue, with a vague terror of some discovery of
this youth's xmtoward fate, and it was the accidental
sight there of the corpse of a girl, who had drowned
herself, that brought on a fit of madness, and, in fact,
he attempted suicide. From that moment, his former
constant preoccupation of mind about his lost friend,
which was the root of his morbid disposition, vanished
entirely, and its ])lace was taken by a new one, the
links of which with reality, if any such exist, it has
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been out of my power, or that of any of liis acquaintances
witli whom I have communicated, to discover. This
shifting of fixed ideas is a not uncommon phenomenon
in mental maladies. Mr. Thornton's present monomania
consists in this, that he identifies the drowned girl he
saw at the Morgue with a person, real or imaginary,
whom he has, or fancies he has, wronged; this it was
which led him to try and destroy himself, and this is
why he accuses himself of being her murderer. He
sees, argues with, and entreats for pardon this person,
whom he calls Clara." Here the doctor made a full
stop. "In every other respect, Mr. Thornton speaks
and acts as a man of sound mind; but his interest in
every thing which is not his delusion, is extremely
languid and fugitive."
By the time Dr. Tern el had finished speaking, he
knew what it mattered him to know. Miss Clara's
feelings, struggled against in vain during the doctor's
explanation, had fully confirmed a susjiicion, which had
crossed his mind the moment she had mentioned Thorn-
ton's name. Xo doubt, he had found the lever he had
for the last eight months been seeking.
"Can you hold out any hope of Mr. Thornton's
recovery?" asked Miss Clara, after a silence of some
minutes.
" Certainly I can. I seldom despair of any of my
patients, least of all of those like this one, I have
witnessed such wonderful cures. I could almost answer
for it if" — (every syllable of the next phrase came
out in an earnest staccato) — " if the person he mourns
over as dead, were a woman of flesh and blood, and
would help me in the task."
The scarlet flush that rose to ]\riss Clara's face, told
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tlie doctor plainly enougli tliat his appeal had found an
echo in the right quarter. Determined, therefore, to
pursue his advantage, and strike the iron while it was
hot, he continued, this time, however, addressing him-
self more particularly to Lavinia, —
"A task well worthy of a woman, nay, such as only
the boundless devotedness of a woman's heart can ac-
complish. And then think of the result," added the
doctor, his features bright with enthusiasm; "to call up
harmony from chaos, to rescue a noble mind from the
worst of bondages, to new create a man, as it were, in
God's image. Really, it is a task almost divine."
"You speak of it with the feeling of one who has
seen and brought about such effects," said Lavinia, with
sympathizing warmth.
"Thank God, I may say I have," said the doctor,
with elation; "but, alas!" he added, with a sudden
change to grave sadness, "for a few successes how
many failures — oh! how many."
"Doctor," exclaimed Miss Clara, "will you allow
me to call again to-morrow?"
"Certainly; with the greatest pleasure."
"I have another request to make. Could I — I
think it would be best so — see the gentleman, myself
unseen?"
"Oh, yes," urged Lavinia; "pray, if you can, let us
have a sight of our friend."
"That can be easily managed, if he should be in
his garden, as is probably the case," re])lied the doctor;
then turning to Lavinia, he asked, "Is there any reason
why you should wish not to be seen by him?"
"None at all," said Lavinia; "I should be too glad
to shake hands with him."
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"Very well-, however, it will be Aviser tliat I should
mention yonr visit to him beforehand. What name
shall I say?"
"Lavinia Jones," answered the young lady, "one
whom he knew both in Rome and Paris."
The ladies drew down their veils as they were de-
sired to do, and, under the guidance of the doctor,
issued through a back door into the park attached to
the establishment. As they advanced, every now and
then their attention was attracted by some lonely figure
flitting among the trees, or gravely pacing up and down
the well kept gravel walks. One of these, a tall man,
closely followed by two others, hurried up from a
distance towards the doctor, who whispered to his com-
panions, —
"This patient is going to speak to me; do not be
afraid, he is quite harmless, and, besides, his two ser-
vants are at his heels."
A tall, handsome young gentleman with a flowing
beard bore down upon the doctor, as if he meant to
run over him, but stopping suddenly, cried in an ex-
cited manner, —
"How long are you going to keep me in a mad-
house ? "
"Until you remember to behave like a gentleman,"
said the doctor, stepping briskly forward, a pace or two
nearer to the speaker. "Ccntlemen and reasonable per-
sons, Mr. Marcel, show themselves to be such by treating
with due respect the head of this establishment and the
ladies whom they see in his company."
Mr. Marcel's eye quailed under the keen glance of
the doctor, and he almost instantly turned his back, but
232 LAVINIA.
presently -wlieeled about again, and said, witli mncli
composui'e, —
"The ladies, at all events, shall have the benefit of
this meeting-, here are some of the finest emeralds which
ever graced the crown of an emperor. I am making a
necklace of them for Queen Victoria. Here is one for
you, madam, and one for you," and as he presented a
pebble to each of the ladies, he muttered, in a low
voice, "Beware! you are in a madhouse," and hastened
away.
"That is one of my saddest cases," sighed the doc-
tor, "a most gifted young man, an only son, the pride
and delight of talented, wealthy, fond parents; and
scarcely any hope left, for his malady is hereditary.
He lives in that little cottage on our right, and Mr.
Thornton in that with the green jalousies and the small
walled garden in front. He seldom comes into the park,
he prefers solitude. I will go in first," said the doctor,
as they reached the gate of Thornton's residence, "and
should I think the moment favourable, I will send a
servant to conduct you to a good j^ost for observation,
and then I will come myself to fetch Miss Jones , when
I have prepared the gentleman for her visit."
The two ladies were shortly joined by a man-ser-
"vant, who led them up to a room on the first floor, and
having drawn the muslin ciu-tain of a window which
looked into the garden, left them there.
Thornton Avas sitting on a bench by the side of a
big hole he had been digging in the earth. A spade
and shovel lay at his feet. A shade of unspeakable
sadness clouded his gentle features, as he sat pensively
resting his chin on his right hand, and looking into the
hole. Nothin"- in the outward man announced the dis-
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order of the inner one; on the contrary, everything about
him, his beard and hair, now entirely white, his loose
dressing-gown, his linen, were all clean and proj)erly
attended to.
"You see what I am doing," he said, in answer to
the doctor's inquiries, "I am acting the grave-digger."
"Indulging in your morbid fancy, you mean," ob-
served Dr. Ternel. "Graves are dug to receive corpses.
I see none here."
Thornton shook his head, and answered nothing.
"Mr. Thornton, I say," cried the doctor aloud,
"where is the corpse?"
"It was here when you came — lo! there it is," and
Thornton 2)ointed to a corner in the little enclosure.
The doctor went to the spot indicated , and , sawing the
air with his arms in every direction, kept saying, —
"There is nothing here, don't you perceive that
there is nothing; how could I toss my arms about as
freely as you see me doing, if there were any obstacle
in the way?"
"No one saw the spectre of Banquo, save he who
ivas to see it — the murderer," groaned Thornton.
"A spectre!" exclaimed the doctor; "but tliat is un-
substantial — how can you expect to bury that which
has no substance?"
Thornton smiled, and hung down his head without
answering.
"Oh! Mr. Thornton," resumed Doctor Ternel, pas-
sionately, "how can you, a gentleman, a scholar, and,
above all, a Christian, allow yourself to be made the
sport of such idle dreams?"
"Dreams!" repeated Thornton. "Let me tell you
that there are more thins-s in heaven and earth. Dr.
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Temel, tlian you dream of in your philosophy. There!
now! don't you see her?"' and the monomaniac started
up , clasping his hands imploringly, his eye fixed in the
direction of a tree.
"Come, then, let its follow and force an explana-
tion from her," said the doctor, laying hold of Thorn-
ton's arm.
"Xo, no, no!" cried the Englishman, in an agony
of teiTor, and grasping at the bench he had been sit-
ting on.
After a pause. Dr. Ternel said, —
"There is a lady here who wishes to see you. Are
you listening to me, Mr. Thornton? A countiy woman
of yours, a friend of yours, is come to pay you a visit
— Miss La\-iuia Jones."
Not a muscle of Thornton's face moved.
"Do you not remember ]\Iiss Lavinia Jones, a tall,
handsome young lady, whom you knew at Rome and
also here in Paris?"
"I may possibly have met her," said Thornton.
"Allow me to tell you that it is not very amiable
of you to receive the news of a friend's visit so coolly."
"What matters who comes or who does not come
— now?" returned Thornton, with great dejection.
"Shall I tell her to come to you?"
"As you hke," was the reply.
The doctor went for Lavinia.
"How glad I am to see you again, Mr. Thornton,"
faltered the young lady, with assumed glee, as she came
in; "my good and excellent friend, do you not remem-
ber me in the Palazzo Morlacchi at Eome, and in the
Boulevard des Capucines, here in Paris?"
The cloud rolled from the cast-doA^■^ countenance,
THE DISCOVERT IN PARIS. 235
whicli cleared for a second , but in a twinkling the deep
shadow overspread it again, the lustrous eyes wandered
from the beautiful face down to the black dress, and
there remained riveted.
"It is well and right that you should wear mourning
for her," he said , slowly ; " all the world ought to wear
it-, there is not left a creature like her."
"I am in mourning for my dear aunt, Mr. Thornton
— poor Mrs, Jones, who was so kind to me; you must
remember her — she is gone from this world," and La-
vinia's eyes filled with tears.
"Don't cry, don't cry, poor thing," he* said, com-
passionately, "it is worse than useless. All the tears
in the world could not make another Clara; but what
we can do for her, is to give her Christian burial," and
he took up his spade.
"I have been staying in Dorsetshire, and seen your
house, Cypress Hall — what a delightful place it is.
You will go back there some day, Mr. Thornton, won't
you, to live," but he paid no heed to her. Lavinia
persisted in her efforts to gain his attention. "And
Signer Paolo is found, and safe in liome; blessed news
that, is it not?"
"No news to me," replied Thornton, with a start at
the mention of the name. "I knew he would reappear
one time or another to bear witness against me."
"Against you? Oh! Mr. Thornton, he would stand
by you against all the world, and love you, and com-
fort you, as he did at Eome."
"Pshaw! everything is changed now; he is sworn to
tell the truth, and tell it he will — he said so himself
to me here. But now, excuse me, I must go on with
my work, or I shall be behind my time."
236 LAVINIA.
A glance from the doctor Avarned Lavinia that the
interview had lasted long enough.
"Well, then, good-bye, my dear, dear friend," said
Lavinia, scarcely able to restrain her tears, and stretch-
ing out her hand; Thornton withheld his.
"Will you not shake hands with an old friend?"
"Better not," he said; "no good can come of touch-
ing my hand; the smell of blood is on it still. You re-
collect that line, 'All the perfumes of Arabia will not
sweeten it;' very true, too true," and he recommenced
his digging.
Miss CFara had not lost a syllable • nor a look of
what had been passing in the little garden.
Not a word was exchanged between the three, as
the ladies, pale and mute as shadows by the doctor's
side, were reconducted through the park back to the
entrance gate.
"^ f7«««m," said the doctor, as he handed Miss
Clara into the carriage.
"-4 demain,'''' she answered, and the long and warm
shake of the hand which accompanied the words , gave
them a significancy, which a man of Dr. Ternel's pene-
tration could not mistake.
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CHAPTER XX.
The Result of tlie Discovery.
The result was — all that tlie reader foresees.
Startling events are not our province; on the con-
trary, nothing gladdens our heart like the seeing what
is to follow, anticipated from what has preceded. Let
Miss Clara tell her own story: —
"Dearest Eleanor, dearest George,
"What should we have said to any one, who, when
I parted from you only a week since; had ventured to
predict that my journey to the East would end in
Paris! I see from hence Nelly's look of amazement at
this piece of news, answered by an ominous shake of
George's mane ; not altogether unwelcome the announce-
ment, I fancy. Noav or never is it a case for quoting,
."Man proposes, God disposes." Yes, I hope and believe
that I am not indulging in a superstitious feeling, when
I allow myself to trace the finger of God in the course
of events which have led to this issue. The way in
which it has been brought about does seem marvellous
when I recall its several steps. Had I not delayed my
going to Scutari for two months in deference to yoiu*
■wishes — had I not during that interval met Miss
Holywell on her way to my aunt — had it not so
happened that my aunt was from home. Miss Schmaltz
unusually cross, and Miss Holywell in so sore a puzzle
what to do with herself, that she enlisted my sympathies
in her behalf, and that I carried her off to Owlscombe,
why — But it is really cruel in mc to be retracing at
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my leism-e every link of a chain of events, wliile your
curiosity is on tlie rack. To make my story clear, I
must, however, go back a little.
"Miss Holywell, you must know, while at Eome,
had become acquainted with Mr. Thornton, and circum-
stances followed which caused the acfj[uaintance to
become intimacy. The last time she had seen him was
in Paris, some nine or ten months ago. He had pro-
mised to write to her, but as, after her return to Eng-
land, she never received any letter, she had some mis-
givings, and one of the first things she did on her
arrival here was to try and find out what had become
of him. I cannot now enter into some details, prin-
cipally because doing so would involve the disclosure
of other people's affairs — suflice it to say, that once
informed of Lavinia's anxiety, I fully shared in it.
"Our inquiries Avere successful, and we have fotmd
him — if a man can be said to be found whose better
and nobler part is missing. Dear sister, dear brother,
the gay beginning of my letter will not Lave prepared
you, I am sure, to hear- that we found him the inmate
of a lunatic asylum. Oh, my dear ones, what a sight!
I cannot tell you what a mingling of agony and tender-
ness swept through my heart, when 1 looked at the sad
wreck of my former friend. I used to think I knew
what it was to feel for others. It Avas a mistake —
no-, never till that moment did I learn Avhat active
charity was like. Thank God, I am here-, thank God,
I can be of service! At first I could scarcely identify
him — his hair quite white, his noble figure bent like
an old man's, yet nothing haggard in his countenance;
the same gentle and mild expression as of yore; but
so thin, so pale, so sad I My heait — : no, I can't write
i
THE RESULT OF THE DISCOVERY. 239
what I felt. He was digging a grave — his liaLitual
employment — a grave for a woman lie had wronged
and killed; that is, for me, whom he fancies dead
through his fault. In this fancy lies the root of his
madness. The misgiving of his past injustice has been
his crown of thorns for these nine years, a crown of
thorns that has pierced to his very brain. Oh! my
dearest brother and sister, what woman worthy of the
name could stand the appeal conveyed by such a fact?
"Need I, after this, plead his cause with you? I am
sure I need not. I know that, as you read this, all
leaven of resentment passes away from your hearts.
But I owe it to him to say, that if he sinned against
me. — and he did wrong me — I was not myself
exempt from blame. Indeed, I was not. Tlic subject
is disagreeable to you, but bear Avith me while I tell
you now the whole truth; nor must you imagine that
I am wilfully blackening myself, because I refuse to
be thought better of than I deserve. You were not
with me when the circumstances I allude to occurred.
"I had gone on a visit to my aunt at Ivy Lodge,
for the purpose of attending one of the Moreton
assemblies. It was my first ball, and I was quite
carried away by the gay scene, and the lovely music.
What girl of nineteen but is fluttered on such an
occasion. Among the company, more than usually
numerous and brilliant, aunt singled out, and introduced
to me in a very marked manner, a young ofTicer.
Aunt, I must say, had neither eyes, nor ears, nor smiles
for anyone but this gentleman, who was neither pre-
possessing in manner nor appearance; but then he was
the sou of an earl. His attentions to me became,
during the evening, so pointed aud assiduous as to
240 LAVINIA.
attract general notice. Probably, he was not aware
that I was an engaged girl, nor that my future husband
was at the ball; and I, with the stupid bashfulness of
my age, and country education, lacked both the courage
and the tact that would have enabled me to check this
young coxcomb of a lord. He laid regular siege to
me, prevented any but himself from approaching me,
insisted, in a way I knew not how to resist, that I
should dance every dance with him — (Thornton, as
you are aware, never danced) — and when I expressed
a wish to sit down, led me to a corner, and sitting-
down by me, cut me off from all communication with
the rest of the company. Now, believe my confession,
that, annoyed as I felt at this sort of persecution, still
I was not insensible to the honour done me by the
principal person in the room.
"Thornton, and in this he was wrong, did nothing
to help me out of ray awkward predicament; on the
contrary, kept aloof. I remarked this Avith pain, as
well as the vexation his looks betrayed, but soon forgot
everything in the excitement of a new quadrille. I had
a glimpse of Thornton at the door of the supper room,
as I was going in with my lord. I did not see him
again that night. He called at Ivy Lodge the next
day but one; he was cold and grave, and I read re-
proach in his eyes. I received him peevishly. Aunt's
taunts about what she called his neglect of me at the
ball, had influenced me to believe that I had rather
received than given offence. I need not remind you
that aunt was anything but friendly to Mortimer. His
measured remonstrances called forth ungracious answers.
What had I done? I had been civil to those who had
been civil to me; I had danced with those who had
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asked me. Where was tlie great harm? Why had he
not danced with me himself? I knew, he said, that he
never danced. That was no reason why I should not,
was my repartee. For what did a girl go to a ball,
but to dance? Ah! for what else indeed? echoed he
significantly.
"My lord came in at this instant. He was full of
the races, the dinner and the ball, which were to take
l^lace at Weymouth on the day after the morrow. His
present visit was to make sure that we had received
invitations. I assured him that we had our tickets, and
should certainly be there. Mortimer went away without
another word. Next day brought me a short note from
him: —
"'Will you give up, for my sake, your Weymouth
ball? The request may seem unreasonable, but you
are so good and so indulgent to my whims, that I
venture to make it."
"I made up my wind to comply with his wish,
and showing aunt the note, told her I should not go
to the ■ ball. Aunt was incensed with the note and
with me; the note was absurd, ridiculous, odious, my
complying with it an impossibility, and she gave me
plenty of reasons why it was so. The end of it was,
that I wrote in answer, that much as I wished to liu-
mour even his whims, aunt declared that I could not
do so in the present case, witliout infringing every rule
of good breeding and of good society. The ball was
given at the barracks, and as we approached the gate,
I perceived Tliornton standing there; he bowed low,
but did not make the least attempt to accost us. I
believe he was in the ball-room for some time, but I
did not see him,
Loviniu, II. 16
242 LATIiiilA.
"You knoAv the rest. Tlie next evening I received
a letter from liim dated London — the letter in which
he told me he released me from my engagement to
him; that he did so, not in anger, but in the sad con-
viction that, being such as he was, he shoiild be
unable to make me happy. AYas the punishment dis-
proportioned to the offence? Strangers might deem it
so; but I, who had had a twelvemonth to judge of his
peculiarities, who had accepted him for better and for
worse — oh! no, I could not think it so. The scales
fell from my eyes, and I at once measured to the full
the extent of my fault, and the worth of the heart I
had wounded. That letter marked a new era in my
life, and I may say without exaggeration, that if there
is any good in me, I owe it to the man who penned it.
Thus far I have thought it my duty to unbury the
past; and now let us consign to everlasting oblivion
all that relates to that ill-omened transaction.
"The sanitary establishment of which Mortimer is
an inmate is under the management of Dr. Ternel, an
eminent physician, and a most worthy man, who has a
passion for his calling, and better still, infinite devotion
to his patients. Our friend could not be in better hands.
With what might well be taken for divination, Dr. Ternel
at once detected that I was the very person he had
been longing for all these eight months. For you must
understand this, that nothing but reahty can dispel
Thornton's morbid delusion; nothing but a Clara of
flesh and blood can obliterate and put to flight the
shadowy Clara, which haunts him by day and by night.
So, you see, that I am the only person in the world,
who can eff"ect a cure — if a cure is to be effected —
and Dr. Ternel is sanguine of success. God grant that
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liis anticipations may be realized! As mine is to be
no small part in the pious task, in fact, the chief one,
under the doctor's guidance and direction, I have, of
course, no reserve with him on this matter; while he,
like the true-hearted and plain-spoken man that he is,
is above all things anxious that I should not be the
dupe of what he calls my generosity. Consequently,
he has kept from me, not only none of the difficulties
of the present, but also none of the responsibility of
the future. 'For,' says the good doctor, 'even in case
of success, don't imagine your task to be over. To
confirm that success and render it definitive, your con-
stant presence will be indispensable for a length of
time-, without that, a relapse would be inevitable. In a
word, my dear lady, you must learn to consider your-
self the guardian angel of this gentleman, and stick to
his side as closely as his own shadow. Unfortunately,
we live in a sceptical age, and even the part of a
guardian angel, when enacted by a young and hand-
some lady, might be liable to misconstruction.' (Tiie
doctor is short-sighted, which accounts for his calling
an old maid of eight- aud-twenty, young.) 'There is a
way, however, of getting over the difficulty. I beg
your pardon for my seeming audacity, but my motive
must be my justification. If you could take upon your-
self to do now for Mr. Thornton, in the event of his
recovery, what you promised and intended to do nine
years ago, I could almost answer for there being no
return of his present attack.' I answered, that if indeed
my presence was of such vital consequence to Mr.
Thornton, and he should ever express the slightest
wish that I should become his wife, I could and would
consent. So do not be surprised, my dear George and
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244 LATINTA.
Eleanor, if one of these days you are pounced upon
by a jolly couple. Speaking in earnest, the situation
of a wife-nurse to a man, whom of all men I respect,
has nothing in it that repels me — quite the contrary.
Ours would be a sort of joint-stock association, to do
a little good in this world, and Thornton's ample
means would go far to secure the prosperity of the
association.
"For the present, my only occupation is to go
every day to the doctor's maison de sante, and hear
progress reported, for the patient is now undergoing
a sort of preparatory training. All Dr. Ternel's inde-
fatigable ingenuity is brought to bear on a single j^oint,
that of impressing upon Thornton the notion of my
existence. The doctor refers constantly to many parti-
culars connected with our days of courtship, and which
I communicated for this purpose. The doctor represents
me as full of life and affection, quite bent upon finding
Thornton. It is painful, yet at the same time curious,
to hear their conversation respecting me, for most of
these discussions I overhear, according to the doctor's
wish, in order that I may become familiarized Avith
Thornton's aspect, ways, and habit of thought. A
Madame Framboise, a kind old soul, with whom he lodged
for some time, is the most useful auxiliary in this part
of the affair. In a little while, I shall have to write a
letter to Thornton, and another to the doctor, fixing on
a certain day for my arrival, and on the effect of these
letters the doctor greatly counts. A piano is to be put
near the doctor's private room, and I am to play once
familiar airs, and sing the songs of the merry days,
when we were young. Ah, me! and the doctor will
manage to bring Mortimer somewhere within hearing.
THE KESULT OF THE DLSCOVKRY. 245
But neither letters nor music will be resorted to, until
the present preparatory discipline has given some
favourable result. Then, should the plan so far suc-
ceed, I am to show myself; and I pray to God to give
me courage, and to inspire my words, for much, if not
all the cure, will depend on my j^resence of mind, and
unwavering resolution.
"But even should we fail in the first trial, we shall
not despair. Dr. Ternel has a second scheme in reserve
— an en cas, as he calls it — which he thinks would
be worth the trying. It will be to take Thornton to
England, to Cypress Hall. His native air and the
sight of familiar objects may, so the doctor avers, pro-
duce a favourable crisis, when all other measures have
failed. In that case, a young physician, one of tlie
most skilful of Dr. Teruel's pupils, is to accompany us
to England, and we are implicitly to obey his direc-
tions. Should things come to this, then, my jdearest
brother and sister, we shall indeed re<|uire your kind
assistance, and I know we may depend on that. Let
us, however, hope that there may be no necessity for
any call upon you.
"I enclose a note from Miss Holywell. She starts
to-morrow morning for Marseilles in excellent company.
I cannot tell you how much I regret to part with one,
who has proved to me a sincere and affectionate friend.
By a strange coincidence — providential might be a
better word — she also has had tidings of a person
she was much interested in, and whose disappearance,
under very suspicious circumstances, had been a source
of wearing anxiety to her, and also to poor Thornton.
This person was a young Italian artist, to whom
Thornton had much attached himself at Home; and
246 LAYINIA.
from Avhat Miss Holywell Las said, I cau understand
that Thornton was also once of much use to her in
trying circumstances, here in Paris — I mean before
this illness of his. You see the man was born to do
good to everyone he had to do with. Miss Holywell
always speaks of him as the best of men. Without
him, she declares, she should have gone mad.
"Do not be uneasy about me, or my whereabouts.
I am in capital health and spirits, and very comfortable
in this maison ineuhh'e. The landlady is quite respect-
able, and Madame Fran^oise is on a visit to her, and
both of them take every possible care of me. You
must not, therefore, think there is any necessity for
your coming over here on my account. If I "want you,
believe that I will write to summon you. And noAV,
good-bye, dearest brother and sister, and believe me,
"Your ever affectionate,
"Claea."
Among the several letters despatched that day by
Lavinia, was one addressed to Signer Paolo Mancini,
Eome, of which we shall hear at some future day.
CHAPTER XXI.
Awakening.
Paolo in the meantime had little joy of his halt in
the mire. The longer his body stuck in the bog of
sensualism, the less his soul got acclimated to the foul
atmosphere. A being organized to soar, cannot crawl
without suffering from the violence done to its nature.
How could he, Avho had dreamed all his life, and for a
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short wLile laad tasted of the ambrosia and nectar of re-
quited love, how could he be satisfied with the food of
swine of which he was now partaking? And yet, loath-
some as it was, he lacked the strength to turn from
Circe's proffered cup. He who wonders at this incon-
sistency, knows little of human nature. The video lae-
liora, deteriora fteqiior, has been a phenomenon common
to all times. Exuberance of youth, idleness, force of
habit, and last not least, that most tremendous of bars
to a good resolve, "For whose sake now?" were the
enemies which kept Paolo balancing himself uneasily
on the slippery slope. But whatever the blandishments
used, they could not silence the inner witness, who cried
to him now and then, "You debase your immortal soul,
you give the lie to every precedent of your life, you
are a contemptible wretch — shame, shame upon you ! "
With so sensitive a patient there is room for hope. The
sick man who does not feel his disease, is past recovery;
for one who groans and laments himself, there is the
chance of a favourable crisis.
Our sinning young hero had gone to bed at four in
the morning. Not, however, in the Rue St. Georges,
where we left him ; his friends had decided, not himself,
that apartment to be too shabby and mean for him; be-
sides, there was no coach-house or stable attached to it
— too great an inconvenience for a man, who no longer
hired, but kept horses and carriages of his own. Paolo
then had rented a second floor in the Eue de la Chaussde
d'Antiu, capacious, gorgeously fitted up, and extra-
vagantly dear. "Well, then, he had gone to bed about
four in the morning, after a night as ill-spent as may be.
He had played and lost a round sum of money — lost
it certainly to very gentlemanly persons, but, as he had
248 LA.VIKIA.
every reason for believiug, sLarpers into the bargain.
Money, in general, was the least of his troubles, indeed,
he squandered it with a sort of rage. In the present
instance, it was the way in which he had been tricked
out of it, that galled and provoked him. A man does
not find himself enacting the part of a dupe, without
wincing a little, and, to render Paolo justice, the strings
of conscience had also something to do with his sleep-
lessness. On what he had staked and lost, two families
of honest artisans might have lived in plenty for a whole
year. Prosper did not earn a quarter as much in a
twelve-month by his unremitting labour. Then he be-
gan to wonder what had become of the little man, of
Prudence, of the children, of Benoit and Dr. Perrin, of
Mr. Pertuis and Mr. Boniface. They might be all dead
for anything he knew. He had not only not seen any
of them, or sought to see them for ages; but he had
literally forgotten them, ungi-ateful wretch that he was.
It was not till the dawn began to peep through the
silken curtains, that something like calm stole over his
senses, and allowed him to sleep — a heavy unhealthy
sleep.
He was dreaming of a violent ringing of bells, when
what was in reality a most formidable pull of his door-
bell, succeeded in thoroughly awakening him. He sat
up in his bed and listened; the faint echo of an angiy
debate in the room preceding his salon, reached him.
What could it be? He jumped out of bed, slipped into
a brocade dressing-gown, and shouted through the
salon, —
"What's the matter, Victor?"
No answer being vouchsafed, and the noise of the
scuffle without, continuing unabated, Paolo pushed open
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the door leading to tlie hall, aud saw Victor, with his
hack to him, defending' the approach to the salon, par-
rying, Avith a chair held in front of him, the attack of
a smart little fellow, hrandishing a broom twice as long
as himself, by which he Avas striving to brush Victor
out of his way. At first Paolo Avas struck dumb by
surprise; the next instant, little disposed to merriment
as he was, the ludicrousness of the scene Avas too much
for him, and he burst into a glorious fit of laughter.
Salvator — for Salvator it was, threw doAvn his broom,
and, holding his sides, sunk on a chair, convulsed;
while Victor, his face as red as his Avaistcoat, looked
on in grim expectation of what was to happen next.
Naturally, this Avas tliat Paolo and Salvator fell into
each other's arms, giving and receiving the hearty hug
of brotherhood, on seeing AA'hich, Victor relinrpished
his chair, and Avithdrew in undisguised disgust.
"By Jove!" cried Salvator still laughing, "you arc
better guarded than the Pope ; it is no metaphor to say,
that one has to fight one's way to your presence. I
may Avell sing with the libretto, A puijiuw la accinsi,
Eoina — "
"Hush!" said Paolo leading the Avay to his bed-
room, for he began to wish for more covering than even
his Avadded dressing-gown.
"Why hush? — is singing forbidden in private in
the classic land of cliansouV
"Certainly not, but it is so early."
"Early? my fine fellow, do you call eight o'clock
early? You seem not to be aware of the fact, that, JJa
tve ore il sol ris-ple-cndey
"The fact is, it's the fashion about licre to keep ra-
ther late hours," returned Paolo, a little abaslied, as he
250 LAvmiA.
drew aside tlie curtains, aud opened tlie jalousies. TLe
flood of light he let in was like a reproach.
"The saints preserve me ! " cried Salvator; "you are
lodged like a cardinal, and habited like the Grand
Signior."
"Or like a fool" said Paolo, with a side glance at
the sky-blue cachemire pantaloons he was even then
donning. "But never mind me just now; rather tell me
about yourself and Clelia, and all my old friends. Are
you married? and how is it you are here? why did you
not answer my last letter?"
"Your letter of the beginning of JSTovember, witii
the one for Clelia, enclosing the cheque for 1,000 scudi,
you mean? — for the simple reason that I never got
it until our return to Rome from Palermo, a fortnight
ago. Clelia and I, you must know, spent the winter
with the marchioness, at Palermo, or rathei', to be pre-
cise, near Palermo, at a villa belonging to a sister of
Prince Eocca Ginestra. As there were to be operatic
performances, and acting, and tournaments, Clelia and
I were, of course, articles of absolute necessity to the
marchioness. As it turned out, she might have dispensed
with us, as, instead of gaieties, we had nothing but
jealousies, quarrels, and confounded confusion, as of old.
But all that is nothing to you, nor yet to the post, who
did not forward my letters, because, not expecting any,
I had taken no precautions to have them sent on. Thus
it was that, returning to Eome in the middle of Feb-
ruary, I thought myself a favourite of fortune to find
your letter of November still awaiting me — and then
it was I learned, for the first time, that difilculties Avere
raised by Government to your return. Finding also no
letters of a later date, I gi-ew uneasy about you. "Why
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should I not do like Mahomet, and go to the mouutaln,
since the mountain could not come to me? Clelia en-
couraged the idea; money I had in plenty, without
touching the 1,000 scudi, which, indeed, are intact. So
I put myself en ronte^ and, after a week's stay at Turin,
to satisfy myself from what quarter the wind really blew
there, I arrived in Paris yesterday morning. My first
visit was to Rue St. Georges, the address marked in
your last letter. I was told there that you had long
left, they no longer remembered for what neighbourhood.
I then wcHt to Mr. Prosper's, Quai Montebello, the ad-
dress you gave me in your first letter. Mr. Prosper
sent me to Rue du Four; nobody there knew of your
whereabouts; and, in short, without that excellent j\[a-
dame Prosper, I never should have discovered you.
We spent the whole of yesterday in tracking you, with
the genius and patience of a policeman, from Rue du
Four to Rue St. Georges, from Rue St. Georges to
Avenue Montaigne, and from Avenue Montaigne here.
I called three times last evening, but the porter said you
were not at home, and would not let me in. Very grim
personages these French porters. But your jackanapes
in red sleeves beats them all, Nidi and midi^ and midi
again — I could wrench from him nothing but midi.
What could I do under such circumstances but drop all
parley, and push forward a reconnaissance. Red sleeves
bars the way, and skirmishes with a chair in defence of
the approach.
'Ah canaglia vuol battaglia,
^ E battaglia ti dar6.'
sing I, and at him with a broom. Luckily you ap-
peared, like a Dcus ex machind., in time to prevent fur-
ther hostilities."
252 LAVINIA.
"My good friend," said Paolo, half touched, half
amused, "what a deal of trouble I have cost you! It
was like you to come, aud it is, I assure you, like a
providential interference to have you here. I have so
much to say, oh! so much."
"And I such an impatience to hear all you can say ;
but tell me first about Thornton — no, first about Miss
Lav — By the by," and Salvator bounded up from the
sofa like an india-rubber ball, and began fumbling in
his pockets: "if I am not mistaken, I myself am the
bearer of news of la Diva. AVhere is it got to now?"
"Wliere is — what?" asked Paolo, in great agitation.
"A letter addressed to you, which I found at the
post-office in liome, and I had no end of discoursing to
do, before I could rescue it from the officials there.
Ah! here it is, in my very last pocket."
Paolo seized the letter, broke the seal with shaking
fingers, and literally devoured the contents. This was
what Lavinia wrote, —
"Paris, 31st Jan. 1855.
"My dear Signor Paolo,
"Passing through Paris, I have heard from Ma-
dame Fran(,'oise of your safety, and indeed that, in all
probability, you are at this moment once more in your
dear Pome. I feel so happy and thankful at this news,
that I cannot resist the temptation of telling you so.
But when I try to find words adequate to my feelings,
nothing comes but tears — sweet tears, and inarticulate
blessings. Accept them — not the less for being un-
spoken — accept them, though they are from one who
has rendered you evil for good. Most sincerely and
humbly do I entreat your forgiveness. Indeed, indeed,
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I knew not what I did. I saw without understanding,
and mistook the semblance for the substance. I was
intoxicated with prosperity and flattery. Since we
parted, I have become acquainted with that stern, but
friendly monitor, adversity. I needed humbling, I
needed sobering, and this austere friend has done both
for me. The trial has been a hard one, but blessed be
the day which brought it to me; blessed be the day
which opened my eyes to the knowledge that life has
duties, and that in the performance of duty lies true
happiness; and, so help me God, I will do my part.
How many other truths you tried to impress upon me,
and which, j)assing unheeded at that time, now rise up
and people my memory! Believe me, my recollection
of you is indissolubly associated in my mind with all
that is good and noble, while when you think of me —
Oh! Signor Paolo, how you must have despised me!
and I deserved it well. But now you may give me
back your esteem; you may, indeed; I am entitled to
it. Not for my eternal salvation Avould I impose on
you. The only claim I impose on you is for your
esteem; every other I can and do entirely give up; let
the past be in every other respect as if it had never
been, but your esteem I must have. It is, I feel, the
staff on which I rely, to support me on my thorny path.
It is not likely that we shall ever meet again in this
world. I am setting off on an expedition from which I
may never return. But wherever I am, you will have
my earnest prayers for your welfare, and for that of
yoi;r country also. May its destinies be what your
patriot heart desires; and now, good-bye. All good be
around you.
"Lavinia.
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"P.S. — Don't imagine I Avisb to justify my past
folly, but one tiling I must state in my defence. It
was not my fault, tliat I inflicted that last disappoint-
ment on you in Paris. AVhat I said in my hurried
note was the exact truth. I went to the ball against
my will. I was positively forced to go. From thence
date all my troubles. Mrs. Jones was taken ill there,
and never recovered. She is dead. Sickness, estrange-
ment, and death followed in the wake of that night.
Surely you will forgive me. Mr. Jones and I have
parted for ever. Adieu."
Paolo threw down the letter with a gesture of
despair, buried his face in the sofa cushion, and sobbed
desperately.
"What is the matter? Good heavens! is the news
so bad?" cried poor Salvator, in an agony of sympathy.
Paolo pointed to the letter. Salvator took it up and
read it, "Upon my word," said he, after the perusal,
"though I don't understand it quite, I cannot see any-
thing in it to put you into this state. There is a hor-
rible hint, to be sure, about her never coming back,
but she may, you know; it's only mountains that never
meet."
"It is not that, it is not that," sobbed Paolo, swing-
ing his buried head from side to side, like an obstinate
child.
"If it is not that, I don't see what vexes you," pur-
sued Salvator; "perhaps it is that the dear old lady has
departed this life."
Still the head oscillated in sign of denial.
"If it is not that either, I give up trying to guess
what it is," continued Salvator, with just a shade of
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impatience. "All tlie rest, to my common-place vision,
at least, reads well and promising, She confesses to
have done wrong, like a brave, honest girl, asks for
pardon, and begs for your esteem."
"My esteem," groaned Paolo.
"Well, well, the word is rather icy, hut in the dic-
tionary of lovers, you may take it as a rule," added
the little man, wagging his head with a great air of
wisdom, "that esteem stands for love."
"Don't say any more, don't say any more," ex-
claimed Paolo.
"I assure you I am right; why, any one with a
grain of sense can understand what she means; just
look at the way she speaks of you ; everything you ever
said or did, quite right in her eyes; every one wrong
hut you."
"That is exactly what I cannot bear; that is what
is enough to drive me mad," burst forth Paolo, stand-
ing up, in a whirlwind of passion. "Praising me! I
tell you it is horrible mockery, a downright profanation;
every word she writes cuts me like a knife. My esteem !
I have none to spare for myself; my virtues are those
of swine; my goodness! hell is full of such. I wish I
were dead!'
"Paolo!" shouted poor Salvator in new-born terror;
and taking hold of Paolo's hand, he raised himself to
the level of his friend's eyes. "Paolo!"
"Don't be afraid. I am not out of my senses," said
Paolo more composedly; "it would be better for me,
perhaps, if I were. I am not mad, but a degraded
being, Avho recoils, horror-struck, from his own degra-
dation. You yourself are the mirror in which I see it
in full length."
256 LAVINIA.
"I?" exclaimed Salvator, in increasing perplexity.
"Yes, you. There you stand, in your manly sim-
plicity and innocence, the living reproach of my effe-
minacy, my profligacy. Those ridiculous coxcombs we
used to call women-men, and make sport of at Rome,
I am one of them, nay, worse. A glorious figure I cut
in my Turkish morning costume, don't I? Look at ray
collection of whips, canes, cravat-pins, wrist-buttons,
and scent-bottles, and be lost in admiration. Worthy
property for an artist, is it not? By and by, the hair-
dresser will he here, and elaborately arrange and curl
my hair. How manly! ha! ha! Why don't you laugh
too? Open the safety-valve, or, by Jove, you will be
choked by contempt."
"Come, come," expostulated Salvator, who now
began to have some inkling of the state of the case,
"you take things too tragically, a moment of weakness
is soon retrieved. For a man of your spirit, to shake
off any worldly shaskles requires but the will."
"And the inward bonds, friend Salvator! Samson
pulled down pillars; did he free himself from inward
bonds? His ideal dragged in the mire by Dalilah,
was he ever able to raise it again on its pedestal? My
soul is a sink of pollution."
"Xonsense!" here ejaculated the little man.
"Such a life, such orgies I should rather say, as I
have revelled in for these last three months, you cannot
imagine; to tell you of it, would be to contaminate yon;
but there, in that escritoire, lie materials for the history
— scented documents signed by names renowned in
infamy. Foulness, foulness, foulness, has been my daily
pittance. Everything respectable, everything holy —
chastity, patriotism, disinterestedness, honesty — I have
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heard quizzed, lampooned, cursed — heard it without
wincing, ixntil, by G — , I have come not to know right
from wrong."
"Tibs!" exclaimed Salvator. "If that were the
case, you would not talk as you are doing."
"And now that I have sunk so low as to he past
any hope of ever rising again," pursued Paolo, without
heeding his friend's interruption, "here comes my finish-
ing stroke — a glimpse of Paradise to madden me ou
my dunghill. Purified through suffering, restored to
her angelic nature, she who was the embodiment of my
ideal of a woman, lays her innocent heart open before
me, prays for peace, and lavishes blessings on me —
heavens ! on me, a lump of corruption ! The fate of
Tantalus — the draught of happiness within sight, and
yet never to be reached. My own doing — that's the
comfort I have — my very own doing. Do you under-
stand what Tantalus may feel in such a predicament,
Salvator? That he'll not go on for ever suffering, I
should say."
"Hush!" cried Salvator, "this is the raving of a
Pagan; we are Christians, Paolo, and, as such, must
think, speak, and act. Suppose yourself in tlie next
world, have you escaped from yourself there? Be a
man."
Paolo for all answer covered his face.
"Besides," continued Salvator, descending from his
unusual altitudes to the level of an argument ad homl-
nem, "besides, allow me to observe, that it is but a
sorry welcome to a poor devil Avho has come all the
way from Kome to see you, to tell him — " Here Sal-
vator came to a full stop. "I say to threaten — " The
good little fellow could not finish his remonstrance.
Lavinia. U. 17
258 LAVINIA.
"Forgive me, Salvator," said Paolo, wringing his
friend's hand; "I am not the unfeeling wretch I may-
seem. It was that letter which upset me — that letter,
with the associations and memories it evoked — it sets
old wounds bleeding afresh."
There are emotions which admit of no utterance
but tears.
After a while, Salvator exclaimed, —
"It's just one of the tricks of this nasty Paris."
"Not at all," said Paolo. "Paris is a place like
any other, it is within one's option here, as elsewhere,
to live simply, reasonably, and yet agreeably. I ques-
tion if there be any other capital in Europe where there
are so many opportunities for self-cultivation and honest
recreation. Everywhere public monuments, picture gal-
leries, libraries, lectures, gardens, and what not, ac-
cessible to the public gratis. ' Temptations also of all
kinds there is no lack of in Paris, nor is there in any
other huge metropolis; but their high price here, as
elsewhere, acts as a safeguard for the great majority.
Money has been my bane. But for it, I might still be
the honest fellow I was when I came here, and look
every man in the face without a blush. Talk to me
of the corruption of Paris! Misery threw me among
the hard-working class. There, in that humble sphere,
my friend, you may find all the virtues inculcated by
the Gospel in action — Charity first and foremost.
Later again, benignant fate brought me acquainted with
the studious of Paris. My employer was a savant,
simjile as a child, learned as a Benedictine. Good Mr.
Boniface! — his mind in a constant state of contention
lest he should overtask me. No scarcity of good ex-
amples there, for his friends were cast in the same mould
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as himself — living rather in the spirit than in the
body. All the elevating influences which can improve
a man, I breathed in that atmosphere. About that time
I met with a wild young student, a good fellow at
bottom, but a Voltairian quand meme^ who took to
hectoring me, to drag me down from my height of
spiritualism. In vain; I was firm as a rock. Poverty
and constant occupation kept me out of temptation.
Then, I received that fatal legacy, and ere long, idle-
ness aiding and abetting, I was low enough in ma-
tei'ialism. My guardian angel whispered warnings to
me to refuse it, but my evil genius prevailed. The
moment I was rich, I was transformed from my old self
to another being, and from weakness to Aveakness I
sunk to what you find me — a grovelling sensualist.
There is a curse in money, Salvator, believe me."
"Well, if it be so," replied Salvator, "the remedy
is easy. Cast from you that curse, and begin life anew
on bread and cheese."
"And so I will, by all that is holy," cried Paolo.
"At it at once," urged Salvator; "put on your shab-
biest coat and hat, to be in keeping with mine, and let
us go out. Do you know of any place where Ave arc
likely to see any blackbirds?"
"Possibly in the Tuileries, or Bois de Boulogne;
but, to tell the truth, I know nothing about birds, or
trees, or flowers."
"Well, let us take our chance Avith both places."
"My good fellow," said Paolo, with a very signi-
ficant unwillingness, "the Tuileries and the Bois have
been the theatre of more than one of my follies, and
besides, I am sure to meet at either the one or the
other, hosts of people I know."
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'260 LAVKIA.
"Hm! can you think of no retired nook, where
there are turf and trees, and none of your acquaint-
ances?" pleaded Salvator.
Paolo mused a little, then said, —
"Yes; though it is ages since I was at the place,
I remember being struck by the number of blackbirds
in the cemetery of Mont Parnasse.
"A cemetery I" repeated Salvator, with a gi-imace
indicative of anything but gratification.
"You must not be alarmed by the name. A bury-
ing-ground in Paris is a fresh, verdant, quiet spot. You
will like it well, I promise you."
"Here then goes for the burying-ground," pronounced
Salvator.
Paolo was ready in a few minutes. Victor listened
grimly to an intimation that the room off the salle-a-
manger was to be got ready for the new arrival,
"Is the hairdresser to wait for monsieur?" asked
Victor, solemnly.
"No; tell him not to come any more till I send for
him."
"Is the can'iage to be sent to meet monsieur?"
"Xo; and tell Pien-e I shall not want him to-day,
and that he may consider himself at liberty for the
whole of next week."
"And should any visitor come for monsieur?"
"I am out of town: let the concierge know."
"Is monsieur absent even for — the person who
breakfasted yesterday with monsieur?"
"Even for that person," and monsieur shut the door
with a bang.
Victor looked despondent for a second or two, then
rallying his spirits, he lifted up his right leg, leant his
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head to one side, stretched forth both arms, and gave
to all limbs concerned a vibratory motion to and fro in
the direction of the door — a sort of blessing sui generis
to his master.
The only precise idea Paolo had of the where-
abouts of the cemetery of Mont Parnasse was that it
lay somewhere on the other bank of the Seine; but
thanks to that thread of Ariadne , which in the person
of "commissionnaires" is ready for use at almost every
corner of every street in Paris, the friends were not
long in being put in the right track. Prejudiced as he
was against Paris — most foreigners are so on first
coming thither — disposed as he was to find fault,
Salvator was nevertheless too fair not to acknowledge
the usefulness of this provident institution; and Avhen
he espied in a bye-street the familiar sight of a vendor
sub dio of roasted chesnuts, Salvator's heart relented for
good and all, and he openly allowed France to be a
civilized country, whatever her shortcomings. Incredible
how far these imponderables go in determining our
estimate of objects and places! Salvator improved the
occasion, and stuffed his pockets full of his favourite
eatable — horribly dear though, as he said — and then
he held a little conversation with the seller, and dis-
covered him to be a native of Italian Switzerland.
Another and agreeable novelty to the small painter
were the number of shops with flowers and funeral-
wreaths, garlands, statuettes, and mementoes of many
kinds, which studded the immediate neighbourhood of
the cemetery. Paolo bought some garlands of ever-
green, which he intended for little Annette's cross, if
he found it, which he did not; nor did his conscience
reproach him in the least, that by so doing he was en-
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couraging an immoral traffic on the holiest sympathies
of mankind, as is urged by some people. Would to
God that the spirit of commerce were never applied to
worse purposes!
The cemetery of the Mont Parnasse is one of the
humblest of the French capital, yet not the less im-
pressive for that. Few and far between are the pompous
monuments — vain protests of posthumous vanity against
the stern equality of death — many the modest slabs
of marble — innumerable the anonymous crosses, sug-
gestive alike of obscure lives, and Christian humility.
Not one but had a wreath hung round it, or a tuft of
flowers carefully reared at its base. Go thither at what
hour of the day you will, and you find pious hands
are busy — many of them the horny ones of artisans,
or the sorely needle-pricked ones of seamstresses —
clearing away, embellishing, propping up or watering
the silent home of their departed ones. It is in this
assiduous care of the living for the dead, that lies the
great charm of the Paris burying-grounds.
Salvator could scarcely understand the scene at first,
and when he did, he nearly vented his pleased wonder-
ment in a profane ut de poitrine, which he checked, how-
ever, in time, declaring instead most emphatically, that
if the respect for the dead was to be taken as the mea-
sure of the worth of the living, the Parisians certainly
were superior to their reputation.
"Let us sit down here," said Paolo, "and enjoy the
prospect from this mound."
The view before the friends had a melancholy charm
of its own. Not a tint, not a sound, not a movement
in the vast enclosure at their feet, but was subdued to
harmony with its destination. The mellow light of a pale
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March sun, the gentle undulations of the plain, the
twitterings of birds, which filled every ivy-bush and
cypress, the tender green of the new shoots on syca-
mores, acacias and pendent willows, were the soft notes,
if we dare use the expression, from whose ensemble arose
a full chord — a chord which struck home to the heart,
inclining it to reverie.
"A beautiful spot, and full of blackbirds, I declare,"
said Salvator at last.
"Did I not tell you, that even though a cemetery,
it was beautiful?" replied Paolo, as if awaking. "Sweet
must be the rest under this verdant turf, and in these
quiet shades."
"True — but not before a journey, let us say of
fourscore years in search of some grand object," returned
Salvator spiritedly.
Paolo shook his head despondingly, upon which
Salvator thought the moment a fitting one to remind
his gloomy friend, tliat for him, Salvator, Paolo's his-
tory, since his departure from Rome, was still a mys-
tery. Salvator knew nothing of Thornton, nothing of
Lavinia, and was still in the first wonderment as to
what had caused so complete a severance between the
three friends. Paolo, not unwillingly, consented to re-
late the particulars of a tale, which had lain long
heavily hidden in the depths of his heart. lie now
poured forth his sorrows, told of his fit of frenzy on
learning that Lavinia had gone to the ball at the Hotel
de Ville, his subsequent ilhiess, his useless search after
Thornton, and the conclusion he had come to, that
Thornton had gone to the United States in search of
him; and last but not the least momentous event to
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liim, his accession to liis uncle's fortune, and his sub-
sequent dissipation.
Salvator was so moved by this narrative, a real
romance he declared, and which as such, must end well
sooner or later, and then so dreadfully excited by the
sight of a blackbird perched just below where they were
sitting, whistling and trilling, as if in defiance, that
he protested he must either give way to his singing
propensities, or choke. To avoid one or other extre-
mity, it Avas better to beat a timely retreat; in efifecting
which, a savoury smell which exhaled from a small
wineshop by the roadside, a smell suggestive of cutlets
on the gridiron, and of potatoes in the act of frying,
came to remind Salvator of one of his idiosyncracies —
viz. that any strong emotion infallibly made him hungry.
A halt was accordingly decided on, and the young men
entered the humble eating-house. It was without effort
as without repugnance that Paolo seated himself at a
small table with a coarse cloth — he was at bottom
still as simple in tastes, notions, and habits as when at
Rome; and riches, thank God, had not inoculated him
with any of that fastidiousness, which teaches people to
turn up their noses at everything not set in gold, or
bearing on it the stamp of fashion. Paolo did ample
justice to the frugal meal. A stomach of five and twenty
will assert its rights, whatever the mental frame of the
owner.
After this they walked to the Luxembourg, strolled
leisurely through the gardens on to the Pantheon, which
concluded their walking tour of Paris for that day. It
was eight in the evening when a cab put them down
at Paolo's door in the Chaussee dAntin — it was the
only drive they had had, and that was necessitated by
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Salvator's portmanteau having to be fetched from the
fourth-rate hotel, to which he had gone on his first ar-
rival. No wonder they were ready to drop with fatigue,
they had been nearly nine hours on their legs.
CHAPTEE XXII.
Tedium Wtas.
Well might red-waistcoated Victor, and his colleague
of the whip , deplore the degeneracy of the age, and in-
dulge, glass in hand, at their quasi-fashionable wine-
shop over the way, in ominous forebodings how all this
would end. Ever since the advent of little saute riiisseau,
as they styled Salvator, the life they led had become
sorry and unprofitable. No more billets doux to carry,
no more mysterious visitors to introduce, no more cases
of champagne and Strasbourg pates to order, no more
parties fines to superintend; and naturally no more little
douceui's to realize out of these several items. The
snug little establishment which they had served with
such complacency, was turned, alas ! into a desert. How
else designate a house, the master of which sallied
forth at seven in the morning, returned at dusk, and
was in his bed at ten!
Such was, in fact, the course of life adopted of late
by Paolo, under the influence of his friend and guest.
They went out early, spent most of the day in visiting
public galleries or other remarkable places — when
tired of being on their legs, jumped into the first omni-
bus they met, stopping where it stopped, most frequently
at a barriere, occasionally in a suburb — took their
dinner at the nearest restaurant, and then returned
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home, either by the same omnibus or a similar con-
veyance, Paolo having laid it down as a rule never to
hire a cab.
Nor had he wished to do so, would Salvator have
allowed of it. Salvator delighted in the omnibuses;
he considered them as the most wonderful, instructive,
and amusing contrivances of modern times. His power
of observation, which was of the scantiest, and his pro-
pensity to communication, which was of the largest,
both found full scope in those rolling stages, whose
actors were for ever changing. Nothing deterred by
his ignorance of French, he spoke freely and good-
humouredly right and left, making friends among his
fellow passengers — rarely leaving the vehicle without
being on intimate terms with the benevolent gentleman
— thank God, there is one at least in every batch! —
who assists in and out the aged and infirm, the children
and the ladies, and is for ever on the stretch, with
danger to himself of a twisted neck or spine, in his
readiness to collect the fare of those in the farthest off
seats, for the conductor. Even within the small com-
pass of a public carriage there is a plenty of room for
the exercise of the smaller charities of life. Unfortu-
nately — and our little fi-iend was not long in making
the discovery — there is space also for selfishness and
harshness — and your active, good-natin-ed, kindly
disposed gentleman finds his contrast too often in yon-
der gruff individual, who looks upon every newcomer
in the light of an intruder, nay, of an enemy, and
would not for any consideration move an inch to ac-
commodate a delicate woman or child, and snarls when
inadvertently brushed against — a living negation of
all human fellow-feeling;.
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This half-artistic, half-nomadic existence was the
very one for Salvator to enjoy, had not Paolo's increas-
ing gloom cast a shadow upon it. Paolo grew more
self-absorbed, less sociable every day; the very topics
nearest his heart, Lavinia, Thornton, Clelia, Rome,
seemed to have lost their hold on him; he dismissed
them with monosyllables. If he spoke at all, it was to
agree with Salvator's praise of pictm-e or statue, of the
weather, or the scenery, or living creature, in a strain
far too high-flown and exaggerated not to betray a pre-
determination. But even such kindly effort was too
much for him in the evening. Neither self-control nor
self-reasoning could soften or stem the paroxysm of de-
jection, which after dark seized on him, crushing body
and soul in its cruel grasp. He Avould plead fatigue,
stretch himself at full length on a sofa, and lie there
for hours with closed eyes and lips. All Salvator's at-
tempts to rouse him — and God alone knows the in-
genuity, the patience, the gentleness, displayed by the
little fellow — proved unavailing. The only result was
a "Don't mind me, I am tired to death; I am past
entertaining now," or such like phrase; which made
Salvator droop his head and look grave and anxious.
Gravity and anxiety sat ill at ease, almost unnatu-
rally, upon Salvator's childlike brow and cheery fea-
tures. One evening — it was the fifth the young men
had thus spent together — one evening, Paolo awak-
ing, as it were, from one of his trances, his eyes met
those of his friend riveted upon himself, and the change
in the familiar face, once so mirthful, now so forlorn,
gave him a qualm of remorse, rousing the latent warmth
of his heart.
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"Oh! my poor Salvator!" exclaimed Paolo, "what
a selfish, unfeeling, ungrateful wretch I am!"
"Heyday! what a luxmy of adjectives," said Sal-
tor, brisking up; "may I inquire their drift?"
"It is my destiny to bring misfortune on all those
who love me. I am killing you by inches."
"Stuff!" laughed Salvator. "I am of too tough
materials to give way so easily, you grieve me deeply,
I don't deny it; but as for killing — "
"My only excuse is that I cannot help it. I am
not a free agent. The axe which inflicts death is not
more responsible than I am. Indeed, Salvator, I cannot
help it."
"Try as much as though you could," replied Sal-
vator; "perhaps your distemper lies in this same morbid
impression of your helplessness. Perhaps there is
nothing more required to cm-e you, than a manly effoi-t
to shake off the incubus. Make it, summon up all the
energy of youi* will."
"Ah! my will — forsooth! you have thought of a
mighty lever, ily will is like a worn-out key, which
doesn't bite any longer. Bid a man, stxmg by a cobra
cabello, exert himself; he has neither the power nor the
inclination; hot pincers won't make him stir. All that
survives of him is a desperate craving for rest. So it
is with me. I am stuug by a serpent whose name is
tedium vita'.''''
"At it again!" groaned Salvator, with a sort of
shudder.
"K you knew what it was to be sick of life," con-
tinued Paolo; "if I could describe the feeling to you!
On our journey hither we had to pass thi-ough a long
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tunnel. It must have been somewliere between Lyons
and Paris. My recollections of that journey are dim
and confused; I was restless in body and mind, and my
feelings were undoubtedly morbid. Nevertheless, I
remember that tunnel well, and the effect produced on
me by the passage from broad daylight to pitch dark-
ness, and the shrill, fiendish yell with thousands of yells
compressed in it, Avhich, as we tore madly along, seemed
to cheer us on to destruction. Then all sense of motion
onwards ceased,, and there we were, as I fancied, os-
cillating in the vacuum, suspended over the abyss. Oh!
the horror of that moment. It was more than I could
stand, I was ready to jump out of the carriage window.
Well, what that tunnel was, life has become to me, it
is unbearable. I long to be out of it."
"Nothing of the kind. Away with such feelings,"
burst forth Salvator with an energy and vehemence the
more startling, as nothing hitherto in his look or manner
had given any warning of the direful impressions he
was receiving from Paolo's words. "A thousand times
no, I say, unless you choose to have to answer for
another life as well as your own, for the ruin of two
Christian souls."
"Salvator!" exclaimed. Paolo in a subdued voice.
"Yes, your life and my life, your soul and my soul.
We'll have no equivocations between us; play false to
yourself, my good fellow, and here I solemnly swear to
follow your example."
"0 Salvator!" groaned Paolo, "I did not expect
this of you."
"And I, poor fool, who left house, country, friends
in the fulness of my affection for you, do you think I
expected such a welcome as you have given me? 7V-
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dium vita; must be a jjrecious selfish disease, if it blinds
you for a moment to the monstrous part you would
have me perform — the part of a mute confidant in a
living tragedy, which is to snatch from me my best
friend, the friend in whom I prided and delighted."
Here the speaker was obliged to stop, for his voice had
grown dreadfully husky; but at sight of Paolo's eyes
glistening with tears, he cleared his throat in a huny,
and pursued his advantage. "To die is to surrender;
far nobler to fight against all odds. Take example by
Miss Lavinia. Did she despond under her trials? Xot
she, but took her stafi", and started on the Lord knows
what errand, like the sweetest of pilgrims. And why
should you not do as she did? Look out yourself for
some such noble task, as I am sure hers must be. To
those who have a country to free, there can be no lack
of scope for action. There is the Crimea, for instance.
Will you go to the Crimea?
"Go to the Crimea?"' repeated Paolo, with the most
undisguised astonishment.
"Just so; why shouldn't you help to take Sebas-
topol?"
"Tou mean, that if " I am so desirous of death, I
might perchance find a glorious one there. Time, that
would be a certain benefit to myself, but I see none to
my country."
"Apart all other considerations," replied Salvator,
"methinks he is doing good service to his counfry who
contributes his best to uphold the honour of its arms.
Piedmont is sending some thousands of her soldiers to
the Crimea — join them. That is the spot where a
man may live or die with credit."
"I don't dislike the idea," said Paolo; "but could
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I, a republican, consistently with my creed, sei-ve under
a royal banner?"
"Why not, if that banner be an Italian one, and
floats wherever a blow is struck for the independence
of Italy? Take my word for it, Sebastopol is the first
stage of the journey to Milan."
"If I could only believe that!" said Paolo.
"Why should you doubt what all Europe believes
by this time? If it were not so, why should the Pied-
montese meddle with the war at all? Be so good as
to follow my argument. Sardinia has no interests of
consequence to look after in the East, she has no old
grudge against Russia to gratify, Sardinia is still bleed-
ing from the wounds she received in 1848 and 1849;
her debt is heavy, her credit indifferent, her exchequer
all but empty. For a kingdom in such a condition,
there would seem but one course left, that of neutrality.
If Sardinia discards this self-evident policy, and takes
upon herself the chances of a war, depend upon it, she
must have a mighty inducement for so doing; and what
other inducement could tempt her, but a promise from
the Western powers, a foi-mal promise that if Sardinia
lends a hand towards the reduction of Sebastopol, Eng-
land and France will lend her two towards ridding her
of Austria in Italy?"
"Seeing is believing," said Paolo, sententiously.
"You spoil a plausible argument, by trying to make it
comprise too much, my friend."
"Not a bit," affirmed Salvator, Avho had his own
reasons for colouring richly: "I tell you it is all settled,
and set down in black and white. When a cup is full,
a drop is sufficient to make it overflow. Austria has
been fooling France and England in this Oriental busi-
272 LAVINIA.
ness for many a long day, and their cup of patience is
fairly running over. They wish to humiliate her —
they tell her so in so many words. Down with Austria,
and long live Piedmont, is the burden of the song of
their newspapers, and the newspapers after all represent
the opinion of a country."
Paolo shook his head doubtfully.
"I know the objection you are about to make," went
onSalvator, "that the press is not unfettered in France.
Reason the more, if it be not, to believe, that it ex-
presses at least the views of the government; for, what
the government might, yet does not prevent, it indirectly
sanctions. That is plain enough, is it not? However,
let us lay aside the French press, if you will not believe
in it, and turn exclusively to the English. If ever there
was a free press in the world, that is one, you allow
that — very well. Open any of its public journals,
and what do you find? Columns teeming with sneers,
denunciations and threats levelled at Austria, and with
praises and encouragement for Piedmont. You look
surprised at my knowledge, my dear fellow; all these
articles are translated into Italian, and re-published in
the Turin papers; and there, in that nest of Italian
liberty, I feasted my eyes on them. Yes; you should
read the comparison drawn between the selfishness and
sluggishness of the huge empire, the backwardness of
its ruler, the crooked ways of its statesmen, with the
pluck of the little kingdom, the chivalrous spirit of
Victor Emmanuel, the daring of its premier. Austria
is set up as a scarecrow, and Piedmont as an example."
"Very possibly," returned Paolo; "but have you
forgotten our proverb : Dal detto al fatto , ci corre un gran
tratto? (From word to deed, there is far indeed.) I re-
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member Thornton warning me against trusting to snch
ebullitions of feeling. In 1849 there was something,
similar to what you now describe, which, nevertheless,
did not hinder our being left to our fate. The immense
majority in England, Thornton bid me believe, do not
consider the Italian cause worth the sacrifice of a drop
of English blood, or the out-lay of a single English
guinea. Their real sympathies, he said, were all with
their old ally, Austria."
'■'■Were so, I allow," cried Salvator, "but are not so
now. You confound the days of Pitt with those of Lord
Palmerston; you overlook the Concordat with Rome,
that dealt the death-blow to Austrian influence in Eng-
land. Side with Austria, forsooth! Why, Austria is the
negation of all that makes Great Britain great." And
the little painter went on to prove mathematically to
the incredulous Paolo, that the English to a man were
against Austi'ia, and for Italy. Poor, innocent, simple-
minded Salvator!
Much more than we choose to relate was added on
either side, still no immediate practical result came of
this conversation. However stringent Salvatoi''s argu-
ments, however tempting the prospect they opened to a
man afflicted with iedium v!trr>, they failed because a
participation in what he called a kingly Avar, involved
in Paolo's eyes, as a first consequence, the abandonment
of the principles which, right or wrong, he had always
held, Salvator must rest content with carrying to his
bed the consoling assurance, that his friend was far less
dead to the interests of this world, than the himself be-
lieved. Night brought him no sleep, but it did counsel.
About three in the morning, he went and knocked at
Paolo's door.
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"It is only me; are you acquainted with Manin?"
"Not personally," was the answer given so readily,
that it showed Paolo must have been abeady awake.
"Why do you ask?"
"I mean, do you consider him a leader to be
trusted?"
"Entirely; who doubts it?"
"And," pursued Salvator, "were he to say that a
course of action was right that you deemed wrong, would
you abide by his decision?"
"I think I should," replied Paolo.
"Very well; that is all I want to know. Goodnight."
Ten seconds after the active little fellow was in his
bed again, and his mind at rest, in another ten seconds
he was snoring placidly.
During his short stay at Turin, Salvator had heard
much about Manin, and of the conciliatory line of policy
adopted of late by the great Venetian. Manin in fact,
not long before, had published his new programme of
"Independence and Unification," that programme which,
whatever may be said to the contrary, did so much
towards preparing that unanimity of purpose and of
action, which a few years later, was to form the ad-
miration of all the friends, and provoke the despair of
all the foes of Italy. Thrice happy in this, that he did
not live long enough to see the worse than useless issue
of his work of conciliation for the heroic land, alas!
which had given him birth, the land he had loved so
well, so wisely, so valiantly — alas! for his own Venice!
Well , then , it so happened that Salvator had had given
him at Timn the address of the illustrious exile in Paris,
This circumstance, almost forgotten amidst his constant
preoccupation about Paolo, now returned to. his memory
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in this hour of need, and he resolved to turn it to
account.
When, next morning, Salvator proposed a visit to
Manin, Paolo raised no objection, only regretted their
not having a letter of introduction to make their access
to the ex-dictator more easy.
"Never mind that," said Salvator-, "you know the
proverb as to good looks; your face must serve to re-
commend us; and great men, you know, are the pro-
perty of the public."
Manin occupied a small and more than modest lodg-
ing in the third story of a house in the Rue Blanche.
His reception of the two ^young men was full of that
frank cordiality, which is a distinctive trait of the Italian
character. Manin had his hat on, evidently ready to go
out, when his unexpected visitors appeared; nevertheless
he would not permit of their going away, as they wished
to do, but said he had a quarter of an hour at their
service. Paolo, therefore, after giving his own and his
companion's name, their calling, and their coxxntry,
stated in as few words as possible the case of conscience
he had come to sxxbmit to Manin's judgment. Coxxld he,
withoxxt betrayal of his republican faith, joixx the Sar-
dinian ranks in the Crimea?
"Which do you care most for?" asked Manin, "the
Republic or Italy? Italy, of course. To be either a
republic or a monarchy, Italy mxxst first exist as a nation
— that is , be independent — and form one body. Every
act which tends towards that end — to make a uixited
Italy, I mean — deserves the sxipport of all patriots,
whatever their creed. Is the co-operation of Piedmont
in the Crimean war to be considered an act of this sort,
a step in the right direction? I do ixot hesitate to say
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276 LAVINIA.
it is so, inasmucli as it widens her circle of influence in
Europe, and strengthens her hands for good, inasmuch
as it places her in manifest antagonism with Austria,
inasmuch as it furnishes a ;precious occasion to add to
the prestige of Italian arms. Those who go to fight
under the three colours of Italian redemption, are not
the soldiers of the Piedmontese State, but the soldiers
of Italy. Would to God that I were young enough and
strong enough to be one of them."
As soon as he ceased speaking, Paolo and Salvator
rose to go, but he detained them, adding, —
"I have been subjected to much obloquy lately for
being too favourable to Sardinia. I view Sardinia as a
great national force. Is that a good or an evil? It is
a fact — and this fact, moreover, is monarchic. Are
we to render it hostile to the cause of emancipation be-
cause it is so, or are we to turn it to good account, tak-
ing it as it is? The question is not a question for me,
at all events. I declare that for my part I am ready to
accept of monarchy, if monarchy is to give us an Italy
independent and one."
The door had been gently pushed ajar while he was
speaking, and the moment ^-e stopped, a female voice
— (ah! pity him, not that of his wife or daughter: both
lay in their freshly opened graves) — a female voice
said warningly, —
"Mr. Daniel, it is striking eleven; you know you
have to go to Rue Pigalle."
"Thank you," said Manin to his careful hoime^ "I
am off;" and snatching a book from a table, and put-
ting it under his arm, he led the way down the stairs to
the street-door. There he stopped and said, with emotion,
"Good-bye, my young friends; may all success attend
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you in the pass you have chosen. Honour certainly will,
for it is the path of duty. My blessing goes with you.
To the rising generation which you represent, to the
simple in mind, and stout of heart, Providence reserves
the great work of Italian emancipation. Peace, peace
at all costs among the oppressed , that their united war-
cry may be like the trumpet before Jericho, at sound
of which the ramparts of the oppressors shall crumble
into dust. You will see that day, young men."
"And so will you," exclaimed Paolo and Salvator,
with enthusiasm.
"Not so, not so," replied Manin; "the spirit is strong,
but the flesh is weak. Dies mei numerati sunt^ I may
say with the Psalmist, nor do I regret that it be so.
Once again, farewell." And with a friendly squeeze of
tbe hand of both, he hurried away. Paolo's heart sunk
within him as he watched the tottering steps of the noble
man, and he thought to himself, why this mysterious
dispensation which dooms the flower of a whole nation
to live and to die brokenhearted?
"Bravo!" cried Salvator; "a man worth his weight
in gold; every word of his hits the bull's-eye; though,
allow me to observe, that wnat he has said, much more
pointedly, I confess, is just what I had the honour of
telling you last night. By the bye, though, I should
like to know why he goes about with an Italian gram-
mar under his arm."
"Manin gives lessons to live, and therefore carries
with him the tools of his trade. Yes, oh! mockery of
fortune, the ex-dictator of Venice is reduced to sell
participles!"
Salvator mused a little, then said, —
278 LA.VINIA.
"And why not? Poverty at all times lias been the
seal of true greatness. Deck Homer with a mantle of
pm-ple, seat Dante in a 'carriage and four, and see what
a sorry figure they will cut."
CHAPTER XX.IIL
Leave-taking.
Paolo was for starting that same evening.
"But your passport?" objected Salvator.
Paolo was for starting without passport. Salvator
shrugged his shoulders. A man does not travel from
Rome to Palermo, and then to Paris, as he had done,
without growing keenly alive to the importance of the
item in question. He said accordingly, —
"More easily said than done, my dear friend — I
mean as far as the arriving at our destination is con-
cerned. Let us reserve extreme remedies for extreme
evils, and first try what the Sardinian consulate will do
for us."
Taking this good advice, Paolo with his wise little
friend went thither. Strong in his good conscience,
Paolo stated his case briefly and simply; he knew, he
said, after making his request, that he had no specific
claim upon the Sardinian government, yet he was not
without hope that the anomaly of his situation, coupled
with the object he had in view, that of enlisting for the
Crimea, might entitle him to some consideration,
" Certainly," said the gentleman, to whom his appli-
cation was made. "If I understand you right, your
object is to reach Turin."
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Paolo bowed assent.
• "Very well, excuse me for a moment," continued
tlie official, leaving the room. He returned in a few
minutes accompanied by another gentleman, who said
to Paolo, —
" Can you give me the date at which you asked for
a passport at the Nonciatura and wei'e refused?"
Paolo named the beginning of the month of Sep-
tember.
"Nearly seven months ago — time enough indeed
to come to resipiscence," said the second gentleman,
smiling. "Such being the case, I think your best course
will be now to renew your application tliere-, if still
unsuccessful, come to me again with two respectable
fellow-countrymen of ours, who can testify to the re-
fusal, and to your own identity, and I will give you a
passport for Turin. It will be but a temporary one —
to serve only for the journey. Will that do?"
"Perfectly," said Paolo; "I am much obliged to
you."
Salvator here producing his passport, asked, —
"Will you accept of me as one of the witnesses
you require for my friend?"
Glancing over the jiassport tendered to him, the
Sardinian gentleman replied in the affirmative.
Renewing their thanks, the two young Romans took
their leaA^e, and following the advice they had received,
went immediately to the Nonciatura. But the hearts
that they found there were as hardened towards Paolo
as Pharaoh's to the Jewish lawgiver. Salvator, how-
ever, took the opportunity of having his own passport
vised for Rome.
"Now then," said he, as they walked away from
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the nnaccommodating Nonciatura, "now for tliis second
witness. Do you know any Italians in Paris?"
"Not one," said Paolo.
"Then we must apply to Du Genre," quoth Salva-
tor, "he is the man to help us, he knows everybody."
But this suggestion was so evidently unpalatable to
Paolo, that Salvator, sto23piug short, turned upon his
companion with an inquisitive "What's your objection?"
Paolo could not bring himself to any specific ex-
planation; so Salvator, Avith pitiless good sense, con-
tinued, —
"My good Paolo, when necessity drives, squeamish-
ness must be got over. Du Genre is the most service-
able fellow on earth, and I can't understand any one
hesitating to ask a favour of one so cordial. We have
no time to lose, and recollect that he who will the end,
must will the means. Come, let us go to Du Genre
without more ceremony."
The Frenchman being out, Paolo left a card, on
which he wrote his wish to see him.
The confession, withheld by Paolo from Salvator,
was, that of late a coolness had sprung up between him
and the realist. Du Genre, being a man who put me-
thod in his dissipation, that is, one Avho made it a point
to keep within the limits of his purse, seeing that Paolo,
on the contrary, was living beyond his means, had
taken upon himself to remonstrate with him repeatedly,
and Paolo, too excited to listen to reason, had seen fit
to take oifence at what he considered an encroachment
on his personal independence. Hence a comparative
estrangement between the quondam inseparables.
Du Genre called on Paolo in the evening, and
warm was the greeting he gave to Salvator, whose pre-
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sence took him quite by surprise. He evinced none,
however, on hearing of Paolo's sudden resolve. "He
was prepared for anything and everything," he said,
"in that quarter; it wouldn't make him start if he met
Paolo on the Boulevards with a tower of Notre Dame
under each arm. Always in extremes, eh, Paolo? How-
ever, as it must be so, let me tell you that, extreme
for extreme, I give my vote for a six months' campaign
in the Crimea on short rations, in preference to that
infernal gallop — excuse me for calling it so — which
you have been keeping up for the last two months."
"You have characterized my life perfectly," said
Paolo, good-humouredly ; "be charitable enough to help
my escape from it," and he proceeded to explain the
service he needed. Du Genre took up the matter with
all his old cordiality, of course, he would find a wit-
ness, twenty witnesses, any number of witnesses, from
each and all of the Italian States, including the republic
of San Marino, but he must have a little time.
Time was the only thing which Paolo could ill
afford, but circumstances laid their bridle on his neck,
and forced the curb between his lips. Champ the bit
as he would, and scatter forth the foam of his im-
patience, three whole days he had to wait. Luckily he
was not without some imperative occupation.
There was, first, his establishment to break up, and
plenty of accounts to settle, but for these more money
than time was required. As to the carriage and horses
he had been fool enough to buy, Du Genre took charge
of them, and would sell them, when a good opportunity
occurred. Secondly, there was a duty not to be omitted
— the few friends he had so long neglected, to see and
take leave of.
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Mr. Perrin, Mr. Pertuis, and Mr. Boniface gave tlie
young Roman as hearty a reception, as if his last call
had been paid the day before. Perhaps Mr. Boniface,
with the good faith of an absent man, fancied such to
be the case. Busy people in large cities, be their busi-
ness speculative or active, are generally apt to overlook
the flight of time ; even the few exceptions to this rule
affect to do so, in order to avoid unnecessaiy expla-
nations.
On hearing that he was going to Turin — Paolo care-
fully abstained from breathing a word of the Crimea —
both Mr. Perrin and ]\L\ Pertuis, taking it for gi'anted
that he meant to i-emain there, expressed their appro-
bation of this choice. Sardinia, said Mr. Perrin, was
fast becoming the centre of the Italian movement, and
it was to be wished that all the scattered energy in the
Peninsula should converge to that focus. Mr. Pertuis
considered the last bold move of Piedmont in the affair
of the Crimea, as a clwf cTrpuvre of statesmanship, and
one which might have incalculable consequences. Paolo's
heart swelled with joy as he listened to the golden
opinions entertained by these talented men, of a country
which he was in a manner to adopt as his own, and of
a policy in support of which he was going to stake
his life.
His visit to the Quai Montebello was reserved as a
bonne houche for the last. Prudence was the only one
among Paolo's acquaintances, who seemed to have per-
ceived the length of his absence.
"Oh, Mr. Paul!" she exclaimed, "what a stranger
you have grown!"
Tears started into Paolo's eyes at this gentle rebuke.
"Would to God I had been less so!" he said.
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feelingly; "it would have been better for me and
otbers."
The busy Prosper had had no leisure for recollec-
tions; he was as simply overjoyed to see Mr. Paul as
the children, who came and established themselves be-
tween their former playmate's knees, and needed no
urging to empty his pockets of the toys and bonbons,
with which they were crammed.
Benolt, telegraphed to from the back window,
shuffled in presently, and, what with his astonishment
and emotion, could find nothing better to do than to
snatch at the famous meerschaum pipe which he wore
dagger fashion in his belt, and to cry, as he flourished
it, "Here it is." Day was closing in, and Benoit was
under the influence of — vapour, as he Jesuitically
termed it — a toxicological condition, which added to
his pantomimic, what it took from his oratorical,
powers.
The party being thus au complete as Prosper pro-
fessionally observed, kindly inquiries were exchanged,
and such bits of information given and elicited hinc iiuh',
as Prosper's frequent exits, and the ebb and flow of
passengers in and out, allowed. The room in which
they were sitting had undergone some repairs; the walls
had been freshly papered, and a new and neat stove
had taken the place of the old and rickety one. These
improvements were pointed out by Prosper with no
little pride.
"It is all the doing of the new administration,"
explained the elated little man "the Compagnie Gdne-
rale des Omnibus — all capitalists cased in millions —
bought up all the lines at an immense outlay; there is
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notliing like centralization, jou see. Between you and
me, an affair of gold, and perfectly respectable."
"Are you better paid?" asked Paolo; "that is the
most interesting question for me."
"No; my salary is not raised yet, Mr. Paul; "but
we have got a uniform — all our men bave — band-
some, is it not?" and Prosper drew himself up to his
full height, and stood complacently to be looked at. It
was only then that Paolo noticed the great fact of
Prosper's blue overcoat, with its embroidered collar and
cap to match. "Capital cloth; just feel it; smooth as
velvet; and the embroidery of real silver; and we have
a waterproof cloak for rainy days — here it is."
Paolo approved of the waterproof garment, but de-
murred as to the uniform. Prosper mordicus defended
his new acquisition. From the Marshal of France down
to the shop porters, he said, every one now-a-days had
his uniform.
"It's the men's crinoline," said Prudence, laughing.
"Hang the crinoline!" cried Prosper, with sudden
vehemence; "three-quarters of the complaints made to
us are caused by that downright abomination. Now,
a uniform, thank God, is in nobody's way, and most
comme il faut it is, isn't it, mon pavrainV
At this appeal, mo7i parram, who, during the debate,
had been obstinately puffing at his empty" meerschaum
with the gravity of a Cherokee chief, got up , made a
military salute, and said emphatically, "The uniform is
the man, quoiP'' — too profound a dictum not to settle
the question.
After this, Paolo was called on to admire the
children's copy-books, and to listen to La Fontaine's
"Ant and the Grasshopper," recited by the eldest boy.
LEAVE-TAKING. 285
"WTien the little ones, praised, caressed, and loaded
with gifts, had gone off to bed, Paolo rose and said, —
"And now, my dear friends, I must also be off-, I
came to say good-bye to you before leaving Paris. I
am on the move for Turin."
This announcement had the most exhilarating effect
on the old trooper. He made a feint at Paolo's breast,
ejaculating, —
^''Farceur, va — none of that; ha! ha! ha! Turin!
a good joke."
"Turin!" repeated Prosper, with a lengthened face;
"far away, isn't it? I hope you don't mean to settle
there for good and all."
"As to that I can say nothing, my good Prosper;
you know that man's decisions are often set aside by
circumstances."
"Because," continued Prosper, "be it said without
meaning to disparage other countries, I have always
heard that there is no place for comfort like Paris;
only to speak of public conveyances, find me another
city where, for instance, you can go as far as from
Batignolles to the Jardin des Plantes, a little journey,
for six sous."
Paolo assured him that there were plenty of public
conveyances in Turin, and that the fare from one end
of the town to the other was only four sous.
"That's very well — very well indeed; but, mon-
sieur, I don't believe Turin covers the ground that Paris
does. However, I am glad to hear what you say.
Omnibuses speak well for the civilization of a place;
but there are omnibuses and omnibuses, you know; and
you may take my word for it, there's only one 'Com-
pagnie Gtinerale' in the world."
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"Will you humour a childish fancy of mine?'"
Tvhispered Paolo to Prudence. "Just let me have a
peep at my old room, "will you?"
"Most willingly," said she, lighting a candle, and
leading the way.
Benolt saluted their exit with a fresh burst of
laughter, and a "well done, old boy!" In what cir-
cumstance originated his delusion, that Paolo was joking
as to his intention of leaving Paris, was, and must re-
main one of the unfathomable mysteries of tipsiness.
Paolo sui'veyed the back parlour for a moment; it was
empty, cold, and dismal enough, God knows, but even
such as it was, full for him of sweet memoi'ies, of the
sweetest of all those hallowed by disinterested affection.
He took Prudence by the hand, and said, —
"I have sought for this moment of privacy to tell
you — " there was a knot in his throat which stopped
his words; "I want to ask your pardon — yes, your
pardon — I ought to ask it on my knees — here, in
this place. Don't look as if you did not understand for
what. You know, and I know, that I have been un-
grateful to you and yours; that I have kept away from
you, my benefactress, my kind nurse — paid you back
by shameful neglect for the boon of life, that, after God,
I owe you. If you can say so truly, say that you for-
give me."
"If it must be so," said Prudence, smiling through
her tears, "I will say that I forgive you; though I have
never felt angry; and that I bless you, dear 'Mx. Paul,
with all my heart. And now, let me explain one thing.
If I receive the news of your departure just now with
seeming coolness, don't believe that it was from in-
difference, or resentment, indeed, it was neither. The
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truth is I was prepared for it. The moment you came
in, I was sure you had come to say good-bye. I was
sorry for myself, but glad for you; it is for your good,
I know. You look pale and thin, not like what you
were when you were writing for Mr. Boniface. You
don't look happy," (Paolo here raised his eyes to the
ceiling, in a Avay highly confirmatory of Prudence's hint.)
"Will you let me give you a good recipe for happiness?
I am but a poor uneducated woman, but women have
good guesses about some things. Find out some nice
young lady to love, and who will love you, and marry
her, though she were a born princess."
"Suppose," said Paolo, won by this maternal affec-
tion to sudden confidence, "suppose the lady were al-
ready found, and that I feel myself to be unworthy
of her."
"Fiddlesticks!" cried Prudence, with a laugh-, "it's
well enough to be modest, but too much of anything is
bad. I am glad, at all events, that you are on the
right track; it will come all right at last."
"Is there nothing in the world I can do for you?"
asked Paolo, almost imploringly.
"Not in the way you mean," was Prudence's quick
answer; "we are very comfortable indeed; but if not
too inconvenient perhaps you will let us hear of you
now and then."
Paolo promised, took her in his arms, kissed her,
and left the room.
"Adieu, Pi-osper, adieu, ?non vieiLv, God bless yo\i
all." And with another shake of the two men's hands,
he was gone.
Good tidings were awaiting him in tlie Chaussde
d'Antin. Du Genre had called, and left word with
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Salvator that he had found the required witness, who
would be at the Sardinian Consulate the next day at
noon. Xo fear but that Paolo was punctual to the hour
of rendezvous. Everything went as smooth as oil, and
by three o'clock Paolo was the legitimate possessor of
a regular passport, duly vised by the French police into
the bargain. He and Salvator accordingly fixed to take
their departure by that evening's express train for
Lyons.
Clothes, books, boots were tossed into trunks and
portmanteaus, which were no sooner filled than sent off
to the terminus, Du Genre making merry the while at
Paolo's expense. Paolo was in such dread of missing
the train , that they reached the debarcadere exactly two
hours too soon — considering which, and that none of
the three had dined, they with common consent sought
the refreshment room, and ordered dinner.
Du Genre ate little, but, contrary to his custom,
drank freely, talked rather more than usual, and was
more outrageously paradoxical than ever.
"An Italy independent and free!" quoth the realist,
tossing off a glass of Champagne in response to a toast
of Salvator's to that effect. "You speak of it at your
ease, my dear friends, without giving a thought to the
consequences. 'To digest or not to digest,' that is the
European question involved in the Italian one; and
what if I prove to you that the status quo of Italy is
the sine qua 7ion of a good digestion for nine-tenths of
Europe! Make the least attempt at change, and jaun-
dice will be the order of the day. You ask for evidence,
ye hard of understanding! Just handle, gently as a
zephyr plays with a rose, the Roman question — and
to be free, touch it you must — and two hundred mil-
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lions of Catliolics soon find their gastric juices impaired.
Just give a wink to the Italian Tyrol — and wink in
that direction you must, or no independence for you —
and dyspepsia seizes on more than forty millions of
your fellow-creatures, Avhose goipel it is — not the
Gospel of Christ, though — that the saurkrautian ele-
ment was ab cvterno destined to lord it over the maea-
ronian element. To come down from the wholesale to
the retail. Suppress that providential Italian issue, and
no class, no individual but will sorely suffer from the
revulsion. Publicists, statisticians, journalists will be
deprived of their richest mine of speculation, philan-
thropists of their favourite dada, parliamentary orators
of their cue for indignation sjjeeches, poets of their
camposanto, over which to sing everlasting requiems,
fair readers of TjC vile I'rlgioni as a safety-valve for
working off their surplus of sensibility; and, to sum up
all, the mass of nonentities whom God has blessed with
a country, will sadly miss a point of comparison, which
tends greatly to their self-glorification. So that, you
must see, every one will be the worse for the change,
and none the better — no, not even the Italians. I
anticipated the objection. You will be the first to suffer,
and probo. What is it that gives breadth and elevation
to the Italian character, and wins favour for it? It is
the immateriality of their pursuit, and the spirit of
sacrifice they carry into it. Amidst the hard race after
material interests and enjoyments which characterizes
the present age, and lowers all individuals to the same
level, no one can help respecting and sympathizing
with people original enough to stake everything, life
included, on something that is not tangible, not visible
— for an idea. Commonplace as we may have become
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ourselves, we are still tickled by originality in others.
Well, now for this state of things you are indebted to
Austria. Eeuiove the cause, and you remove the effect;
make an Italy independent, free and happy, and fare-
well spiritual ballast? farewell poetry, and originality,
you fall to the ground flat and uninteresting as an ex-
hausted balloon; in fact, you are like the rest of the
Avorld, worthy of revolving — clignus intrare — in the
commonplace orbit, which is to speculate in railways
or the funds, get rich, in short, and prendre du ventre."'
Men are too often ashamed of appearing as good as
they are. All the farrage of nonsense just delivered by
Du Gem-e had no other object than to cover the depths
of an emotion much to his credit, and which, do what
he would to check it, still would assert itself in his
looks and words at parting.
"Farewell, dear Salvator, farewell, dear Telemachus,
and sans rancune, I trust. If I gave you cause of com-
plaint, and probably I did, my judgment was the guilty
party, and not my heart; believe me, old fellow, I have
got a heart in spite of appearances, and the day this
weary Italian question is fairly put, directly and not
by ricochet — well, never mind the rest. Perhaps after
all you are right; but right or wrong, remember I value
your friendship, and am always at your service. Write
sometimes, and now, Partant pour la Syrie., and a re-
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CHAPTER XXIV.
Salvator wins the Day.
Down to Lyons and Chambery with the speed of
an arrow, and up the MontCenis, grand, solemn, snow-
clad Mont Cenis. Paolo had never before seen the
Alps, he had tried often and often to realize them from
description; but Avhat powers of imagination can ap-
proach such stupendous reality? Paolo felt the pre-
sence of God in His works, and adored.
The day was cold and clear, and the old fir-trees,
covered all over with frost, sparkled in the sun like
gigantic Venetian chandeliers. To lose none of the
sublime harmonies of the spectacle, Paolo made the
whole ascent on foot, revelling in that glorious sensation
of having, as it were, no body, and being wafted along
on wings. Salvator's stumpy legs did good service in
their way, for, with the exception of two short lifts, he
kept by his tall companion's side.
And thus the summit was reached; and lo! deep
down below, running at first within narrow defiles, but
quickly expanding as it stretched onwards, lay the
valley of Susa — and Susa itself, that brown speck in
the distance. "Behold her, Salvator," cried Paolo.
"Italy for ever!" shouted the little man, and for
the first time since heaven knows how long, he sung
forth a quotation, even more appropriate than usual to
the occasion. Ah! del ciclo e della terra ^ Bella Italia
sci Vonor.
This passage of the Mont Cenis, Paolo affii'ms to
this day, did more to tune his soul once more up to
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an liarmonious diapason, tlian all the books of all the
moralists piit together. Lucky that it was so, for
delays and disappointments were in wait for kim at
Turin, From every quarter the two young Eomans re-
ceived tke unpalatable intelligence, that no volunteers
were admitted into the Piedmontese expeditionary corps,
but suck as had served already, and could prove tkeir
services. Tkere was, it is true, in course of formation
a foreign legion for tke service of England, in wkick
recruits were received witkout any similar condition,
and probably Salvator kad confounded tkis witk tke
Piedmontese corps. Tke ai'dent little fellow, kowever,
in no wise daunted, went to some of tke deputies, wkom
ke kad come across in kis first visit to tke Sardinian
capital, and upon tkis slender tkread of acquaintance-
skip, ke did manage to make kis way, and obtain a
letter of introduction for a kigk official in tke war office;
biit notking came of it but a confirmation of tke fact,
tkat ke and kis friend Avere ineligible for service in tke
Crimea. "Even you yourself will, I am sure, acknow-
ledge tke necessity for strictness on tkis point," wound
up tke man in office, witk a consoling skow of sym-
patky for tke disajjpointment ke was inflicting. "We
are about to confront a formidable military poAver, and
tkat, under tke eyes of tke two best armies in Em-ope;
tke konour of our country is doubly at stake, and we
should be inexcusable, did we trust tkat to otker tkan
tiied men."
No bad reasoning, tkought to himself the unsuccess-
ful suitor, as he went down the staks, not the less pro-
voking to me and Paolo, though. I suppose it's no
use trying so see the minister himself, of course they
have settled one and all to sing the same song. But
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if I could get to the top of the tree — to the king —
he might help one. Full of this new idea, he turned
mechanically to the right, and was roused from his me-
ditation by perceiving the royal palace right before
him. The iron gates being always wide open, Sal-
vator walked into the spacious court, and looked long
at the king's dwelling. There must be some solace in
gazing at the windows of those who can influence our
destinies. Lovers, for instance, are never tired of a
mute contemplation of those of their beloved ones.
An officer of the National Guard, seemingly on
duty, was pacing up and down before the palace. He
had an open, communicative countenance. Salvator
directed his own steps so as to approach the officer
without appearance of design.
"A fine building," exclaimed the landscape painter.
"No doixbt," replied the officer. "Excuse me, but
you seem to be a stranger to Turin."
"Yes, indeed, I am a Roman," answered Salvator.
"Are travellers allowed to see the interior of the
palace?"
"Not when his Majesty is there, as is the case at
this moment. After all, one must not grudge kings a
little privacy."
"I am not the man to grudge Victor Emmanuel
anything," retorted Salvator, briskly. After a little
pause, he added: "Pray, is his majesty difficult of
access?"
The Piedmontese smiled with a certain pride as he
said, —
"The palace you are looking at, sir, is not Schon-
brunn. Our king is not afraid to see anyone; if you
Avant to have an audience, all you have to do is to
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forward a request in writing, stating tlie object you
liave in view, and get yonr ambassador's signature — "
"To tell the truth," interrupted Salvator, "I don't
think myself entitled to ask to see his majesty on what
is only an afPair of consequence to myself; still I should
like to have a peep of // Re Galantuomo', and liberty
to say a dozen words to him."
"Then, why not accost him in the street?" sug-
gested the officer. "He will not take it amiss."
"If I only knew when and where," cried Salvator,
eagerly.
"That's easily discovered," said the obliging citizen-
soldier. "You see that archway to the left of this court;
go through it — you'll find a chmxh on your right,
skirt its walls till you come to a lane that runs behind
it. On that side of the lane which adjoins the palace,
several back-doors open. Through one or other of those
private doors the king makes his exit almost daily be-
tween two and three o'clock in the afternoon. Mount
guard there, and it's ten to one but that you will have
your wish. But beware of looking alarmed or stammer-
ing when you address his majesty; nothing he dislikes
more than timidity or slowness."
Salvator was so elated at the chance thus pointed
out to him, that, had he followed his first impulse, he
would have thrown himself, in a transport of gratitude,
on the neck of his obliging informant; but, on second
thoughts, he was wise enough to content himself with
expressing his thanks in a Roman accent, that sounded
like soft music in answer to the sharp, snipped words
of his north countryman. Through the archway, round
the church, and he was in the lane blessed with the
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palace back-doors, in less time than it takes to record
his movements.
Ha! ha! friend Salvator, thinks he to himself, here
is a famous chance for yon, if you know how to use
it; lucky that you are in a fit condition to a2)pear be-
fore any potentate. (The reader has perhaps forgotten
that, since his elevation to the post of scene-painter,
director of choruses, and prompter in ordinary to her
ladyship Delfuego y Arcos, Salvator had adopted a
rigorous dress suit of black, with white cravat, and frilled
shirt.) Yes, -a famous chance; provided tlie king comes,
though. As to nervousness and stammering, and all
tliat sort of thing, we'll try to scare his majesty as little
as possible in that way.
In spite of this assurance, however, Salvator felt
somewhat disturbed, as testified by the dialogue he was
carrying on with himself aloud; a fact no sooner per-
ceived than checked by a resolute, "None of that, sir,"
and humming a tune, he fell to examining the locality,
with an eye to the back-doors all the while.
It had wanted a quarter to two when he took his
position in the lane. Two o'clock struck. All the
clocks in Turin seemed to have a rendezvous over his
head — a quarter-past two, half-past two, and no ar-
rival, save that of a shower of rain, short but heavy,
which wet him to the skin, A quarter to three — three.
Poor Salvator began to shake in his shoes. Either the
king had gone oiit earlier than usual, or was not going
out at all. Scarcely, however, had he come to this
dispiriting conclusion, when one of the long-watched
back-doors opened, and two figures issued from it. Both
gentlemen were in plain clothes, but in the foremost
Salvator immediately recognized the king, and to re-
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cognize and see tlie king bear do\m on liim with a firm
rapid step was one and the same tiling.
Salvator drew back, and had to be quick as light-
ning in taking off his hat — and raising his hand in
military fashion to his forehead, he stood stiff as a
poker, ready to take advantage of the slightest notice.
Attracted by the soldierly salute, his majesty stopped,
and with a half smile at the queer figure with such
eager eyes fixed on himself, asked,
"Have you anything to say?"
"Please your majesty," was the prompt answer,
"we are two Eomans, who have come all the way from
Paris to enlist for the Crimea."
"For the Crimea? Are you big enough?" asked
the king, glancing sharply at the little painter.
"Just the right size for a Bersagliere, please your
majesty. My friend is as strong and as tall as a tower;
we have both smelt gunpowder already, please your
majesty."
"Where?" inquired the king.
"At the siege of Eome in 1849."
"What puts it into your head to go to the Crimea?"
"The wish to qualify om'selves for your next cam-
paign in Lombardy, sire."
His majesty turned with a pleased smile to the
gentleman accompanying him, then addressing Sal-
vator:
"And suppose you are killed in the Crimea?"
"If so, dnice et decorum est pro patria mori^ sire."
"Bravo," cried the king, "good Latin, and good
sense. What is your name? where are you to be
found?"
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"Angelo Gigli, sire, at your service, and just now
at the Locanda of the Dogana Yecchia."
"Addio," said the king, and raising a linger to his
Jiat, he passed on. Salvator had maintained his mili-
tary attitude throughout the short dialogue, nor in-
deed did he relinquish it till the king was fairly out
of sight.
"But," ohjected Paolo, when the particulars of this
meeting with the king were related to him, "you were
wrong in mentioning two volunteers, you know that I
go alone."
"See if you do," quoth Salvator.
"Surely you don't mean to go with me," urged
Paolo.
"See if I don't," quoth Salvator.
"And Clelia?" pleaded Paolo.
"Clelia Avill have to wait till Sebastopol is taken,
that's all," said poor Salvator, with very assumed glee.
"And suppose any — misfortune happens to you?"
"Just what his majesty graciously thought possible
also, forgetting that misfortunes and cannon-balls prefer
the great-, besides," continued Salvator, with great gra-
vity, "to satisfy you, I promise I'll duck down when
I hear a whiz. My good Paolo, why grudge a little
chap a few laurels to add to his height? But what's
the use of talking? let us sing instead —
" So unit! negli aflfani ,
Noi fummo sempre insieme," &c.
Early next morning a young officer came to the
Locanda of the Dogana Vecchia to inquire for Signor
Angelo Gigli. lie was aide-de-camp to F — , a general,
who distinguished himself in the campaigns of 1848
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and 1849, and was now named to a higli command in
the Crimean expedition.
The king had taken sucli a fancy to the spii'ited
young fellow, who spoke with so much assurance of a
campaign in Lombardy, that he had requested General
F — , the gentleman in attendance, to see what could
be done for the would-be volunteer and his friend, and
General F — had in his turn dejjuted his aide-de-camp
to fulfil that duty.
"His majesty having expressed a wish favourable
to you," continued the aide-de-camp, "of course my in-
structions are, that short of some insuperable disqualifi-
cation, your services should be accepted. Signor Gigli
is rather short, I must say, but active and supple, and
will do for a sharpshooter. As to Signor — "
"Mancini," suggested Paolo.
"Signor Mancini will make a capital gi'enadier.
Gentlemen, you are of right good stuff; but drill, hard
constant drill, is necessary to make your good qualities
of service. Having thus reassured you, permit me for
a moment to play the part, as it is called, of the devil's
advocate, and advise you to pause and consider well,
before you take an irrevocable step. A soldier's life
in the field is not the poetic thing enthusiastic youths
are apt to imagine it; on the contrary, it is a ten-ibly
matter-of-fact business, with drawbacks innumerable.
I don't allude to the mere common hardships of cold,
rain, or broiling sun, of hunger and thirst — of days
of exhausting fatigue, followed by sleepless nights —
nor yet of sickness and the chances of wounds or death.
But I speak of the hope deferred, that makes the heart
sick, of the perpetual annihilation of all independent
action, all independent judgment, of all individuality —
SALVATOR WINS THE DAY. 299
a positive torture to gifted minds. I speals. of the
maddening ennui of Avceks and months of inaction, and
which makes a soldier's life a life of unparalleled trial.
Does such a picture tempt you?"
Paolo and Salvator declared that their resolution
was not to be shaken.
"So much the better for the service," cried the
officer, rising and shaking both by the hand. "The
aide-de-camp has done his duty, now allow tlie volunteer
of 1848 to congratulate you on your decision. Not
that the picture I drew was exaggerated, far from it;
but that I see that you have the true patriotic feeling,
up to any sacrifice. Ad augusta per angiista. I was
made a soldier by circumstances myself I was pre-
jiaring for the bar in 1848. I abandoned my profes-
sion, because I believed my country needed my arm.
I enlisted — and would do so again, though I have
gone through all that I have described to you. I even
think my sufferings have ended by endearing a sol-
dier's life to me. May it be so with you!"
Having now the certitude of being sent to the
Crimea, Paolo on the morrow went to a public notary,
and made his will. It was of the simplest; he left
everything he jjossessed in the world to his dear and
faithful friend, Angelo Gigli, and in the event of his
death, then to Clelia Mauri, both of liome. A few
days after, Paolo entered the first regiment of the
second infantry brigade, under the command of General
Trotti, and Salvator the second battalion of Lamar-
mora's rifles. A whole month elapsed between the day
of their enlistment, and that of their embarkation — a
month of drill, and nothing but drill, and during which the
friends conscq[uently could see but little of one another.
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Their voyage was made iu different transports, and
once at their destination, their chances of meeting were
of the smallest, the corps to which they respectively
belonged occupying the two opposite extremities of the
Sardinian camp. But, as luck Avould have it, towards
the end of June, the second brigade was transferred to
the centre, and the difficulty of getting a peep of each
other diminished in direct ratio with the diminished
distance between their divisions.
Our concern being neither with the Crimean war,
nor with the part played in it by the Piedmontese
Contingent — both by this time matters of history, the
streamlet of our narrative keeps clear of such mighty
waters to remain constant to the humble track of Paolo's
and Salvator's fortunes. These were neither stirring
nor brilliant, and may be disposed of in very few
words. We have, however, before doing so, a duty to
discharge towards the reader, whom we suppose impa-
tient to learn whether Paolo's new life has produced a
change for 'the better in his morbidly gloomy mental
perspective.
Paolo, let US hasten to state, was already cured
before he landed in the Crimea — cured, we mean,
of the obsession which had haunted him in Paris.
Though ready to die for his country, he was re-
conciled to life — nay, more than that, deeply peni-
tent for having despised that boon, and of having
contemplated, even for a moment, the throwing of it
aside as a burden. Physical and moral agencies, change
of scene, bodily exertion, the stir of patriotic passions
around him, the new elevating aim offered to his acti-
vity, the sense of his own usefulness, had one and all
helped to bring about this result. Yet it must not be
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supposed tliat he bad learned to view, with more iu-
dulgence than formerly, his late follies — no such thing
— his abhorrence of them continued unabated, not so
his utter hopelessness of ever being able to redeem
those errors. They seemed so far away, too, those ill-
omened days of Paris — while, by an opposite play
of mental optics, other times, other images and scenes,
of a far more distant date, seemed things of yesterday,
for instance, that charming first interview with Lavinia
in his studio, in Via Frattina — he heard again and
again the soft rustling like summer air among the trees,
which heralded her approach — again and again he
was sensible of those ambrosial odours which ever
floated around her; every graceful kind word or action
of that happy lunch at the Palazzo Morlacchi, Avas
again vividly before him, he saw her again, as he had
seen and believed her then, the good genius of her
uncle's household; and constant, more than all, was the
living remembrance of their leave-taking at Rome; of
the touching earnestness of her repentance, and the un-
conditional surrender of her own Avill to his, which had
sealed the renewal of their former engagement.
On these crumbs of the past Paolo's soul fed, and
throve; but not on them alone. It had besides a sub-
stantial honeycomb to feast upon — her last letter. lie
guarded it as he would have done "the instrumental
parts of his religion." He had folded it carefully in
soft paper, and carried it in his bosom, close to his
heart, that, should he die, it miglit be buried with him.
Knowing it thoroughly by heart, he still read it over
and over again, and on many a dark, lonely night, liad
recited to himself its contents, finding in it a talisman
against heavy thoughts. Docs any one call this child-
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like infatuation? Childlike perhaps, but not the less
attended with positive and beneficial results; for out of
the few data in that letter, Paolo was reconstructing
inch by inch his spiritual world — a Lavinia hallowed
by adversity, his own love purified by humility — and
withal all the lofty aspirations which refine and exalt
human nature. Was this nothing?
And now to leave these poetical heights for the flat
level of matter-of-fact every day life. Dull, dreary and
trying enough was that of our two cidevant painters in
their quarters on the Tchernaya.
The Piedmontese Contingent were paying to the
deadly climate of the Crimea a heavy tribute. Sick-
ness and death in theii- most repulsive shapes put out
of question for a time all active operations on their
part, and many a gallant fellow had much to do to
bear up against the disheartening effects of the awful
visitation, and the relative idleness and want of excite-
ment consequent upon it. "We say "relative idleness,"
for, of course, there was more than enough of mounting
guard, of patrolling, and picketing, and raising of
epaulements for the able-bodied; but these occupations,
though affording a temporary relief, had too little of
excitement in them, to counteract the gloom which hung
over the sick camp.
Our two volunteers stood the ordeal bravely, and
without flinching; no small praise, if it be true that —
"It is the detail of blank interval,
The patient sufferance where no action is ,
That proves our nature. Many are who act ,
But, oh, how few endure ! "
Paolo and his little friend did more than endure, they
helped and encouraged. Now it was that Salvator's
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comic powers, and large stock of quotations from bis
peculiar and favourite literature, proved of real practi-
cal use in cheering many a desponding heart. Nor
was he chary of his talents, though his blanched
cheeks of late were in pathetic contrast to his fun and
drollery.
For, even Salvator's inexhaustible flow of spirits
was no buckler against the grasp of disease. One Sun-
day, the last of the month of July, he was absent at
the church parade. To Paolo's anxious inquii-ies after
his friend, the reply was that "the little Roman" had
been taken ill and carried to the hospital marquee.
For obvious reasons, access to the temporary hospi-
tal of the Sardinians, was interdicted to all but those
having official business there, and Paolo could get no
admission ticket. However, through the kind offices of
General F — 's aide-de-camp — the same who had
come to the Locanda of the Dogana Vecchia in Turin,
and who had shown constant kindness to his jjroteges
during the campaign, Mancini received news of Salva-
tor, which relieved his worst fears. His complaint,
according to the physicians, was not one attended by
dangerous symptoms; an intermittent fever, such as he
had had once before at Kome, likely to be long and
tedious, but not putting life in jeopardy. This prima
facie view of Salvator's case was confirmed later, when
at the end of the fii'st week in August, the expectation
of an attack by the allies on the tower of Malakoff,
caused all the hospitals in camp to be cleared out, and
Paolo further learned to his great satisfaction, that his
sick friend had been transfen-ed to Balaklava, from
whence, as soon as it could be done with safety, he
would be conveyed to the hospital of Scutari.
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To prevent all false alarms or possible misconcep-
tions, whicli Salvator's prolonged silence might entail
on Clelia, Paolo thought it best to apprise her at once
of the real state of affairs, by a letter which also con-
tained a cheque for a considerable amount of scudi.
By the same post, he vrrote, as he had promised, to
Prudence, informing her of his being, for the present,
a soldier, and enlarging on the gallantry and the so-
ciability of her own countrymen in the Crimea.
The next salient point in Paolo's Crimean life, was
a reconnaissance made by the Sardinians on the 13th
of August, and the most lively anticipations of which
were unfortunately frustrated. The expeditionary corps
swept over the plateau on the other side of the Tcher-
naya, and to the banks of the Tchontion, without find-
ing a trace of the enemy.
The 16th of August dawned at last, a day which
was to be one of hard but glorious work for the allies,
and in which the Piedmontese were to have their share
of hardship and glory.
At the break of day, the line of the Tchernaya
was attacked in gallant style by the Russians, who,
after a momentary success, and not without a most
obstinate struggle, were finally thrown back with great
loss. This battle of the Tchernaya, according to com-
petent judges, sealed the fate of SebastopoL Paolo
had the good luck to be one of the division Trotti,
which was engaged in the action; nay, to belong to
the very battalion which was sent to harass the
retreat of the enemy. Mancini did not at one stroke
run his lance through half-a-dozen Russians — by-the-
by, he had no lance — nor did he achieve any other
supernatural feat in the knight-errantry line; but his
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behaviour tlirougliotxt was steady and resolute enough
to be noticed by tlie men and officers of his company.
The greater their pity when they saw him stagger, reel,
and fall to the ground. It was the hist discharge but
one of the retreating ai-tillery which had done the
deed.
CHAPTER XXV.
Beneficial Catastrophe.
It is now high time to return to Paris, and see
what has been going on at Dr. Ternel's sanitary
establishment. Miss CLira's pen has been busily at
work during this interval, and her letters to Owlscombc
and Scutari, if textually given, would fill a goodsized
volume, which would raise the number of our volumes
to four. Now, it being against rule for a fashionable
novel, such as this professes to be, to go beyond tlie
sacred figure of tlaec, we shall take the liberty of
squeezing out of Miss Clara's corresjiondence all the
facts of any importance, and offering the summary to
the reader.
Dr. Ternel having done all in his power by word
of mouth , to arouse in his English patient an ixnder-
standing of the reality preparing for liim, at lenght
thought the moment had come for taking a step further
in the same direction. Accordingly, one fine morning,
a letter directed to himself was put into Mr. Thornton's
liaud — a letter dated from Owlscombe, bearing the
Wareham post-mark, written in Miss Clara's well-known
hand, and signed with her name in full. She wrote
tlmt she had hoard of his being in Paris in the Rue
l.ai'iiiia. II. 20
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St. Dominique, and tliat, being now in possession of
liis address, she had instantly determined on going to
see lier old friend, "Would lie not be glad to see her?
The doctor anxiously watched the effect of this
letter: rather to his surprise, it was one far from satis-
factory. Thornton looked thoughtful, was much ab-
sorbed after its perusal; talked a good deal to himself,
but never spoke to the doctor. Mr. Temel had to break
the ice himself.
"Well," he began, cheerfully, "you have received
good news, I know. Miss Clara is already on her
way hither."
"How came you to know that?" asked Mortimer,
after pondering awhile.
"I have a letter from her also. See, here it is,"
and the doctor produced it.
Thornton looked at it, then said sternly, —
"It is all a hoax; since when have the dead taken
to wi'iting?"
"But Miss Clara is not dead — that is a mere
morbid fancy of yours. Miss Clara is full of life and
energy and affection for her dear old friend."
Thornton shook his head despondingly.
"Who ought to know better than I, who am her
mm'derer?"
"I hold in my hand a plain undeniable proof that
you are mistaken," urged the doctor, tapping her letter.
"You- are quite right in saying that dead persons can-
not write — now Miss Clara does write, you know her
writing."
"Once upon a time I did," said the ixnfortunate
Englishman; "but who can tell? hands are so easily
BENEFICIAL, CATASTROPHE. 307
counterfeited. Have you ever advertised for a missing
friend?"
"Never," replied the doctor.
"Well tben, do so; and you'll see what comes of
it. There are plenty of people who trade in heartless
hoaxes. When the steamship President was lost, there
was no end of such. I have had experience, for I was
taken in myself," and he went on to relate his trip to
Havre, and his cruel disappointment.
No reasoning, no appeals from the doctor could
undo this new twist of his patient's mind. It would
be unsafe to venture on a more tangible proof of his
eri'or. Better wait for a favourable change of mood
— such was the doctor's decision.
"We must not risk too hastily our last, our only
chance," he said to Miss Clara. "Thougli the best-
matured plan may fail, yet let us at least do all that
humanly can be done, to have the odds on our side."
The first failure had not caused the indefatigable
doctor to relax in his activity, he only varied the means
to his end. What the sight of ]\Iiss Clara's handwriting
had failed to do, perhaps her voice, that most power-
ful of instruments to strike home to tlie heart, might
accomplish, especially if connected with old associations.
In furtherance of this plan. Dr. Tcrnel had a piano put
in a small room at the back of the establishment, ad-
joining his own study, and the only window of which
looked into the park. In this species of light closet
Miss Clara spent many anxious hours, recollecting and
practising those tunes and songs, which she thought
would most powerfully recall old times to Mortimer.
The doctor, on his side, undertook to persuade his
patient to go out, and enjoy tlic sight of the first com-
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ing into leaf of tlie trees. Tliornton's servant having
already received instructions to take bis master to the
jiarticular spot, which it was desirable he should visit.
It was long before Mortimer could be prevailed upon
to comply with the doctor's wish. Inclined at all times
to be sedentary and solitary, he had grown still more
so of late. One day, however, when it was least ex-
pected, out he went, and following on the steps of the
servant, came under the closet window. A short prelude
of chords, followed by "Weber's Derniere Pensee, rooted
him to the spot. He looked uj) to the window from
whence the sound proceeded, and listened intently.
The doctor from behind the blind studied the play of
Thornton's physiognomy with intense interest. He
desired Miss Clara to sing, and she began at once.
The effect of her voice was instantaneous upon the
eager listener. He stared violently, clasped his hands
togetlier, and his eyes filled with tears.
"Now or never," whispered Dr. Ternel in great ex-
citement; "sing on, sing on. 111 bring him here at
once. Courage ! "
It took him but a minute to run down the stairs,
and round the house to Thornton; but in that minute
there had been time enough for a change. AVhen the
doctor came up to him, Thornton's brow was lowering,
and his eye fixed on the ground.
"Miss Clara is there," said Doctor Ternel, pointing
to the window above their heads.
Thornton looked up with a glance full of suspicion.
"She is singing for you," went on the physician;
"you will go to her, will you not?"
Thornton shmk back in silence.
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"Why don't you wish to see Miss Clara, your clear
old friend?"
Thornton vehemently shook his head; without
speaking a word recoiled still farther, and ended by
hurrying away altogether.
Tears started into the good doctor's eyes at having
to return alone to the anxious young lady, with news
of this second discomfiture. Had Thornton's mood, at
first hearing her voice, but lasted a few minutes longer,
there was no saying what might have been the result.
Cruel, cruel, indeed, to founder in sight of port. But
what was delayed was not lost. The doctor had too
thorough an experience of the habits of diseased minds,
not to feel assured that Thornton would revisit the
spot, where he had received so strong an impression.
And then the missed opportunity might be found again.
With such and other cheering predictions, the sym-
pathizing doctor tried to allay the shock of Miss Clara's
disappointment.
This opportunity, however, did not present itself
for the next fortnight. Thornton went two or three
times into the grounds during that period, but studiously
avoided the place to which his servant would have
enticed him. Dr. Teruel perceived also that he was
more agitated, and his thoughts more disordered than
before the last experiment.
One afternoon Miss Clara was sitting at the piano
— it was a lovely, mild April day — and as her eyes
rested on the bright tender green of the trees opposite,
her fingers wandered half-unconsciously over the keys.
All of a sudden she felt she was no longer alone. A
figure was standing on her right, too tall to be Dr.
Ternel; surely then it must be Thornton. Startled
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beyond all conceptiou as slie was, she liad been too
well warned and instructed by the doctor as to what
was chiefly to be avoided in a like emergency, to show
her agitation. She accordingly continued to strike the
keys, striving the while to regain full self-control; at
last, she gently turned towards him, and said, —
"Is that you, Mortimer; how do you do?" and
without rising, she held out her hand to him.
He did not take it, but examined her face calmly
enough, though with a shade of timidity.
"Shall I sing Queen Mab to you?" resumed Clara.
"It used to be a great favourite of yours at Owlscombe;
you recollect it, don't you?"
He did not answer the question, but, as if ponder-
ing, still gazed at her. At last he exclaimed, —
"Where can the other be, I wonder?"
"The other who?" said she, rising cautiously.
"There is only one Clara, you know — your Clara.
Won't you shake hands with her?"
She bent forwards a little as she spoke.
He looked pleased, and smiled, hesitated if he
should take the proffered hand or not, then, with a
childlike gesture, touched it rapidly, but immediately
drew back his own, muttering to himself, with down-
cast eyes, —
"How can it be?"
Clara approached him softly, took both his hands
in hers, and plunging her eyes into his, said, —
"Clara, your Clara."
Thus they stood, perhaps, ten seconds, hand in hand,
face to face. To his had returned full consciousness,
but a change speedily came over it. As waters touched
by a sunbeam, when a cloud intervenes, lose their
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transparency, and in a twinkling become livid, so did
Thornton's countenance lose all its limpidity, and grew
at once grey and haggard.
"Don't touch my hand," he cried, "it is cursed;
it is the hand of a murderer," and he struggled to
disengage himself from her grasp. She strove to main-
tain her hold, trying at the same time to soothe and
pacify him with gentle loving words. To no avail.
Just as, in the pitiable contest, they had unwittingly
got near to the open Avindow, a man dashed noisily
into the room.
This proved more than sufficient to heighten
Thornton's excitement into ])0sitive madness. "The
avenger, the avenger!" he shouted, and, shaking off
Miss Clara violently, in another moment he had flung
himself out of the window. A double scream rent the
air; she looked out, saw a motionless form lying on
the ground; saw a red stream flow from under it, and
fell back senseless.
The person, whose sudden entrance had brought
about this frightful catastrophe, was Thornton's servant,
who, on missing his master, had first searched the
grounds, and not finding him there, had next gone to
report his disappearance to Dr. Ternel. Unluckily, the
doctor was not in his study, and the man becoming
sensible that some sort of scuffle was taking place in
the next room, had hurried in; with what result, we
know.
He immediately raised an alarm, that speedily
brought half the household to the spot, Dr. Ternel
among the rest. Consigning Miss Clara, now in violent
hysterics, to the care of one of his assistants, the doctor,
ashy pale but collected, hastened to see M-hat could be
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done for tlie more serious case. Thornton was carried
witli all speed to his own room, and upon examination
it was found, that, beside many relatively unimportant
injuries, his right thigh was broken. The fracture was
instantly and successfully reduced, and stimulants ad-
ministered; every resource of art, however, failed to
restore the sufferer to consciousness. The day wore
on, night came, and another day dawned, and still
Thornton lay insensible, and but for his fainting, flut-
tering pulse, might have been supposed dead.
Great was the doctor's dread of a concussion of the
brain, beyond the power of mortal skill to cm'e; but
this dread he kept locked within his breast, while,
under his own superintendence, every known remedy
was unflinchingly persevered in; not a moment's rest
did he take, only leaving Thornton's sick bed to bring
words of encouragement to Miss Clai-a, lying in a
feverish state in the room of one of the needlewomen
of the establishment. Dr. Ternel, by tm'ns physician
and comforter, wrestled valiantly with both bodily and
mental sufferings.
About noon of the day following that of the dire
event, Clara, quite worn out, had fjilleu into a sleep,
when the doctor entered her room. He looked greatly
excited, and was evidently struggling for self-command.
It often happens that the men most hardened to painful
emotions lose all their power of self-control under the
pressure of joy.
"He is dead!" screamed Clara, starting up in her
bed, her eyes wide with teiTor.
"He is alive," shouted the doctor, with elation;
"he is conscious — he is I am a great fool;
prepare youi'self for "
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"Tell me, good doctor — oli! tell me," cried poor
Clara,
"Cured! cured!" was all that tlie doctor managed
to say, accompanied by something mightily like a
caper. Clara threw up her arms in siieechless grati-
tude, and fell back on her pillow in a paroxysm of
tears.
There is no better sedative for overwrought feeling
than a good fit of crying; and jjresently the young
lady Avas calm enough to hear what the doctor had to
relate. He told her, that after a twenty hours' applica-
tion of the strongest stimulants, Tliornton had at last
revived, and the first thing he had done, was to motion
to Dr. Ternel to lean down close to him, and then, in
a scarcely audible whisper, had asked, "Where is
Clara?"
"I told him," continued Dr. Ternel, "you were in
the lingerie^ and he desired me to come at once, and
tell you that, thanks to you, he was cured, and that,
if he lived, it would be to bless to the last day of his
life, her, who had restored him to reason."
Three days later, Clara was allowed to show her-
self to her friend ; literally but show herself, for it Avas
only under an express condition tliat she would neither
speak nor be spoken to, that Thornton and she were
allowed to meet. A useless proviso, after all, for
neither could have said a word, so choked were both
by tears.
Tears served indeed for all explanation between
them — nothing more, not a word, even after all
embargo to conversation had been taken off. And
when, installed in the sick room, with a female atten-
dant as chaperone, Clara proved herself the most in-
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telligeut, tender, and devoted of nurses, never did
Thornton make any allusion to tlie past, but it was
speedily drowned in their mutual tears,
Thornton, as may easily be believed, was, under
the circumstances, the most docile and grateful of
patients; he spoke little, though he felt so much; but
he murmured over and over again to himself, even in
his sleep, "angel, angel," and often asked of some in-
visible friend Avhat he had done to deserve this bliss of
blisses. As to the kind doctor, he looked ten years
younger than he had done the previous month, and his
white cravat and shirt-frill, at one period rather ne-
glected, shone with all their pristine lustre.
Thus a month went by, and then another, and the
sun was warm, and the grounds all decked in green,
and the parterres amass of colour; and Thornton began
to hobble about upon his crutches, or rather upon his
cmtch, for that on the side Miss Clara walked, was
superseded by her arm. The sun presently grew al-
most too hot, and shady walks were preferred, and the
wooden crutch disappeared; the other, the soft, slender
arm, was always, oh! always there. And save a shade
of lameness, which would vanish in time, Mortimer
Thornton was, to all intents and purposes, his former
self again — that is, his body; for, as to his mind,
that had undergone a change indeed, and not for the
worse.
With summer's glad time, little projects budded
forth, and ]\[ortimer began to feel the expediency
of shifting his quarters, and of leaving room in the
establishment, to him thrice blessed, for some other
more in need of assistance than, thank God, he noAv
was. It was then Miss Clara wi-ote to Kelly and
all's well that ekds well. 315
George tluat tlicy were wanted, and George and Nelly
set off without delay, and arrived in Paris in the first
week of July.
CHAPTEK XXVI.
All's well that ends well.
The scene of this last stage of our journey is the
court of the Barrack Hospital at Scutari, in the latter
days of September. I'he court swarms with soldiers
in all the varieties of the uniforms of the allied forces
in the Crimea — English, French, and Piedmontese —
but the British regimentals far predominate. A la-
mentable sight, including, as it does, every shape of
human wreck, which the most lugubriously disposed
fancy could evoke, from the poor fellow yonder, who
hobbles along minus a frozen foot, to that misshapen
bundle of living flesh, with no arms and no lags, that
lies upon a bench. Many crawl about with all their
limbs, whose wasted frames and cadaverous hues tell
even a more pitiful tale than that of their mutilated
brethren. Returning health and vigour shine in the
looks of a few, but even returning health and vigour
are sad here, from the melancholy contrast they offer
to decay, past recovery.
Several of the convalescents are walking about,
alone, in couples, or standing in little knots; many are
seated, conversing or reading; here and there one dic-
tates a letter to a more learned comrade. Occasionally,
a female figure dressed in gray, wearing a band across
her shoulder, with "Scutari Ilospital" embroidered on
it, flits through the crowd on some charitable errand;
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and the crowd opens before the flitting figure, and all
caps are lifted, and grateful glances meet hers, as if she
were some gracious queen.
We must single a group out of the motley throng.
A handsome young man, very pale, with jet-black hair
closely cut, is on his knees before a bench, drawing,
on a large sheet of paper. Though there is no wind
stirring, his foraging cap lies on one corner of the
paper, and a stone on the other, to fix it down. The
gray capote of the Piedmontese infantry is thrown
loosely over his shoulders, as if it were a cloak, the
sleeves dangling empty behind. While drawing, he
converses with a fine young woman, grave and digni-
fied looking, in spite of her humble attire, and of her
occupation, which just then was that of mending a
stocking. Her southern origin is written in unmistake-
able characters in her raven hair and eyes and soft
olive complexion. A third person takes part now and
then in the conversation, and rarely without producing
an exhilarating effect. This third person is a little
fellow in the short gray cloak of the Sardinian Ber-
saglieri, and the longest and most ludicrous of striped
cotton caps, the tassel of which bobs perpetually back
and forward, in obedience to the quick and never-
ceasing jerks and twists of its owner's head. The busi-
ness of this little Bersagliere seems to be to march
round and round the bench, brandishing a long stick,
and singing whenever not speaking —
"Su, dabravl, figliuoll, coraggio,
Che fra i sassi s' arriva alia gloria."
"Yes," said Clelia, "it is as I told you. He came
on board om* steamer at Leghorn, he was bent on
reachin": Balaklava,"
all's well that ends well. 317
"This beats all his j^ast tricks," said Paolo, laugh-
ing. "Count Fortiguerra turned Polish nobleman —
an exile of course, and singing to the g-uitar."
"And a very good affair he made of it, I assure
you," continued Clelia; "copper, and even silver, rained
into his begging plate. lie has an excellent barytone
voice, I must say, and he manages it well."
"A rival for you, Salvator," cried Paolo; "I'll bet
you anything he makes his way to Scutari one of these
days."
"If he does," said Salvator, "I'll take care to make
him go back faster than he came."
"Mere professional rivalry," quoth Paolo. "The
prhno tenor af^sohito is jealous of the barytone."
"Pray, Salvator, may avc ask what this infallible
charm is for getting rid of him?" said Clclia.
"The unmasking him, of course."
"Even if you wished to do so — which I much
doubt if you once saw him," said Clelia, quietly; "poor
fellow he is old, and sadly out at elbows — well, if
you had all the Avill in the world, I doubt, Salvator,
your power to get the better of Count Fortiguerra, or
whatever he may now call himself. He is a consum-
mate actor, and personates any character he assumes to
the very life. To see him in his square Polish cap,
and surtowt all bebraided with loops and frogs, a white
tuft on his chin, and large white moustaches, to hear
him talking of the campaign of IS.'JO, — impossible
not to believe him to be one of the noble relics of the
heroes of Ostrolenka. Not a soul on board the steamer
— and some Poles were there — ever doubted for a
moment his assumed nationality and story; and whoever
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bad ventured to impeacli tlie old rogue, would liave
fared ill, I assure you."
"Impudence, I perceive, is the safest capital in this
world," observed Mancini. "Did you find out wbetber
be recollected you?"
"Tbat be did," answered Clelia; "one day I spoke
to bim in Italian, and tliere was a full admission in
tbe roguisb wink tbat accompanied bis reply, ^ Farlare
Italiano molto (fiovinetto^ vrcehio scoi'dafo tutto quai/to.'"
"You saw notbing of bis Acbates, tbe chevalier?"
Before Clelia could reply to Paolo's question, Sal-
vator, in a startled tone, exclaimed, —
"By tbe Capitol, a younger brother of Mentor, I
declare."
Paolo turned round, and saw a tall man in plain
clothes striding across the court, on bis way out.
"By heaven, it is himself," cried Paolo, jumping
up, and darting after the retreating figure.
At the sound of bis name, Thornton looked back,
put up bis eye-glass, and with tbe exclamation, "God
be praised!" hurried towards Paolo. "Now then, I
am indeed happy," added Thornton, pressing the young
man's right band within both bis own.
Paolo fixed a long, eager, inquiring look on bis
benefactor. Changed, radically changed, tbe expression
of bis face, tbe tones of bis voice — Thornton, indeed,
but surely not tbe Thornton of Eome.
"Thank God, I sec you so well — better than I ever
hoped to see you!" said Paolo, with emotion.
"Happiness, Paolo, happiness has been the great
magician. Yes, indeed, many things are altered since
we parted, and I have been more lucky than I de-
served. You see in me a man restored to health of
all's well that ends well. 319
miud and body, to a sound appreciation of men and
tilings — a man made happy, in short, by love —
the love of an angel, she whom I had most wronged.
But let us not talk of me just now, tell me how it
is you are here — what became of you in Paris —
tell me."
"Come and sit down a moment," said Paolo, point-
ing to the bench where he had left Clelia and Sal-
vator; "there are some more of your friends from liome
here."
"How glad my wife will be!" said Thornton.
"Your wife!"
"Did I not tell you I had an angel to take care of
me? Lavinia is here too, Paolo."
"Lavinia?" gasped forth Mancini.
"Ay, indeed; she makes one of our family for the
present. Oh, Paolo! merciful heavens! what is this?"
cried Thornton suddenly, stopping short, his every fea-
ture working with emotion.
Thornton, in mentioning Lavinia, had affectionately
jnxt forth his hand to take hold of Paolo's left arm,
when he suddenly discovered tliat there was none there.
"One of the many chances of war," said Paolo, with
a quiet smile; "I am thankful it is the left and not the
right."
"Oh, my noble boy!" exclaimed Mortimer, clasping
Paolo to his bosom, and, all English as he was, and
used to control his feelings, he burst fairly into a tit of
crying.
Clelia and Salvator now approached, and greetings
were exchanged. Too moved to say much, Thornton
made up by warmth of manner for deficiency of speech.
They all sat oii a bench, and before everything else,
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Paolo bad to give a very minute account of all tliat
related to bis wound, and consequent amputation. This
was followed hy a short summary of what had befallen
him since his separation from Thornton; nor did be
spare himself when be got on the chapter of bis Paris
dissipation. Mortimer, in bis turn, related his own
strange story. The reader already knows most of its
gloomy, but only a little of its bright side. To com-
plete tliis last, a few lines will suffice.
Thornton and Clara's marriage had taken place at
the British embassy in the month of August, and bride
and bridegroom were on the eve of starting for Cypress
Hall, accompanied, of course, by Mr. and Mrs. Aveling,
when they received very alarming tidings from Scutari.
Lavinia had been struck down by cholera. Thornton
forthwith proposed that they should go to Scutari. "We
shall thus realize your former plan," said he to Clara,
"and enter actively into that partnership in good works,
which we have agreed that our united life should be.
If we arrive too late — which God forbid! — to be of
use to our dear young fi-iend, we may be in time, at
all events, to do some little good to othei's."
Mrs. Thornton wanted no persuasion, she bad had
the very same thought. Dr. Ternel, consulted upon
this project, approved of it warmly. A poet like Mr.
Aveling could not but have bis fancy tickled by the
prospect of a journey to the East. Mrs. Aveling bad
no will but her husband's will; in short, the quatuor
embarked at Marseilles instead of at Boulogne, and
had the great consolation, on arriving at Scutari, to
find Lavinia out of danger, and fast recovering.
Within a few miles of the general hospital, where
Lavinia lay, was an untenanted country-house, the pro-
all's well that ends well. 321
perty of an English mercliant, wlio preferred remaining
for tlie present in Constantinople. This villa, tolerably
well furnished, the proprietor had willingly let to
Thornton; and as soon as it could be safely done, the
exhausted convalescent had been conveyed thither.
The general hospital, just mentioned above, it is
scarcely necessary to explain, was not the same as that
into whose court we have just introduced the reader,
the common appellation of which was barrack hospital,
and distant about half a mile from the general hospital.
In this last it was that Lavinia had been on duty when
taken ill; and to it, save an occasional visit to the other
on special business, Thornton and his party had confined
their charitable exertions. This was how it had hap-
pened, that neither Paolo, nor Salvator, nor Clelia, in-
mates long before Paolo of the barrack hospital, had
ever met Thornton.
"Are you able for a short hour's ride?" asked Mor-
timer of Paolo, when their mutual explanations were
over; "but I forgot you are no rider."
"I can ride pretty well now," answered Paolo
reddening; "I have paid dear enough for my in-
struction."
"But are you sure it will not over-fatigue you?" in-
sisted Thornton.
" Quite sure — I consider myself all but well."
" The road, if road it can be called , is so abomin-
ably bad, that it admits of no carriage; but we may
make a leisurely ride of it. I know that my wife will
not be satisfied unless you go to see her and her friend
directly. What do you say, shall I come for yo\i to-
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morrow morning at ten? Will that suit you? I will
accompany you back in the evening."
"I see, I am doomed always to be a trouble to
you," said Paolo.
"Trouble! " repeated Mortimer, "that is a word which
won't do between you and me. I am going to re-assert
all my rights as Mentor, my dear Telemachus, I give
you fair warning," and with this kindly threat Mortimer
took his departure.
Paolo had not a wink of sleep that night, and we
might bet a good sum, safe to win, that his were not
the only pair of eyes of our acquaintance, which, within
the circuit of less than a hundred miles, obstinately re-
fused to close in slumber.
With military precision, Thornton arrived at the
barrack hospital at ten next morning; Paolo in a mo-
ment was in the saddle, and off they went. The road
was execrable, Paolo did not find it out — the prospect
was bewitching, he was blind to it — Thornton spoke
— he was deaf to his words. Sight, hearing, sensa-
tions, were all engrossed by one image, Lavinia; one
thought, he was about to see her again. His friend un-
derstood this state, and respected it, maintaining silence
for a time; but when within half an hour of their desti-
nation, he forced Paolo's attention from Lavinia to La-
vinia's history.
Paolo listened eagerly enough now, to Mortimer's
account of her altered circumstances, how it had come
out, shortly after Mrs. Jones's death that Lavinia was
not Mr. Jones's niece nor in any way related to him,
but the child of a poor weaver, which out of interested
motives had been substituted for the real Lavinia Jones;
all's well that ends well. 323
how, on discovering this, Lavinia had left Mr, Jones's
house to seek by her own exertions to support herself,
and how it was in the course of such endeavours, that
she had been brought in contact with the present Mrs.
Thornton; how at last the consequence of this meeting
had been that the two young women had volunteered
to go to the East, whither, however, Lavinia alone had
gone, her companion remaining behind in Paris for
Thornton's sake.
Thornton made no mention of the circumstances,
which had obliged Lavinia to quit Mr. Jones's house,
in order not to give his friend gratuitous pain. He also
withheld another fact, viz. that Lavinia's parents had
never been married. This was another secret, and of
so delicate a nature, that Thornton did not feel justified
in divulging it without the express permission of the
person it concerned.
"It was all for the dear girl's good," wound up
Thornton; "she is come out of her trials a new and a
charming creature. Thrice blessed the man who may
call her his own."
Paolo did not speak on this hint, and the rest of
the ride passed in unbroken silence.
Two ladies were sitting in the porch of the villa,
when the riders dismounted, neither of them Lavinia.
These two ladies, so like each other that they could not
be supposed other than two sisters, and a tall, rather
absorbed-looking gentleman, with the most shaggy iiud
disordered of natural wigs, came forward to shake hands
with Paolo, and, taking possession of him, half led, half
carried him into a sitting-room, forced him, in spite of
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his protestations that he was not in the least tired, to
stretch himself out at full length on a sofa, covered him
■with shawls, and overpowered him with consommes,
wines, kind looks, and kindest inquiries.
Paolo was still panting under this avalanche of cor-
diality, when Thornton appeared, leading in Lavinia.
"Here is our other interesting invalid," he said; "I
think there is no need of any introduction."
The meeting between the two was such, as from
their respective situations, and the circumstances under
which they met, might have been anticipated; full of
repressed emotion, and painful embarrassment. Mrs.
Thornton was not slow in coming to the rescue; no
sooner had they shaken hands without a word, than she
passed her arm round Lavinia's waist, and led her to
a seat, while Mrs, Aveling recommenced pressing on
Paolo, who, on Lavinia's entrance, had jumped up from
the couch, the expediency of lying down again, and al-
lowing himself to be covered up. But this time he
stoutly and successfully resisted her persuasions.
Paolo was the hero of the moment, the centre of the
general interest and curiosity. He had to tell over
again the story of his wound, and of the loss of his
arm, of his illness in Paris, to describe the Prosper fa-
mily, and all their kindness, and to exj)laiu what had
led him to think of volunteering for the Crimea — a
dangerous topic this last, and one on which the presence
of the ladies forced him to some concealments. After
this came Mr. Aveling with his never-ending inquiries
about Rome, often interrupted by Thornton's, about
some point of Paolo's recent life, as to which the good
gentleman's curiosity was not easily satisfied.
all's W£ll that ends well. 325
She who ought to have had most to ask was the
least forward to put questions. Lavinia spoke little,
and the little she did say had no reference to the past;
on the contrary, she took care to avoid any allusion to
it. She expressed her pleasure in knowing that Clelia
was so near, and said how glad she should be to see
her again. Though by this time Paolo's and Lavinia's
manner to one another had become natural and friendly
enough, there was still a shade of reserve and constraint
in it. Her eyes never rested on his, nor his on hers,
with that full direct long glance, which penetrates be-
neath the surface — their glances glided over each
other's, as if both were on their guard.
The change, which little more than a twelvemonth
had effected in their appearance, a change rendered still
more striking by Paolo's military dress, and Lavinia's
garb of a sister of charity, might to some extent have
accounted, had there been no other reason, for the dif-
ficulty they experienced in resuming anything of their
former familiarity.
Lavinia was still beautiful, perhaps more beautiful
than ever, but her beauty had assumed a different char-
acter to that he formerly admired. SorroAv, reflection,
and the habit of gentle and lofty thoughts , had softened,
and, as it were, spiritualized her countenance, had im-
pressed on it a calm serenity and dignity, which made
her quite a new being.
Paolo was not less altered on his side: the features
of the youth had ripened and settled into those of the
man, and repentance and humility had breathed a new
spirit into them. The experience he had had of life and
of himself, had sobered and subdued his manner. Add
326 LAvixu.
to this, his paleness and touching infirmity, and a
complete transformation was the consequence.
But there was another reason than that of their out-
ward change, for their looking ill at ease, and on their
guard; and this was that they were actually on their
guard. Paolo and Lavinia had so far profited by the
lessons they had received, as to be strongly impressed
with the conviction of being each unworthy of the other,
and accordingly in duty bound to renounce each other.
It was this preconception, which had made their first
meeting so full of reticence, and so deep-rooted was it,
that their first impulse, had they followed it, would have
been to fall at each other's feet. How could she, the
silly thing of yesterday, the outcast of to-day, ever hft
up her eyes to him, the austere youth, the hero, the
martyr? How could he, the fallen idealist, the impure
sinner, the intentional felo-de-se, ever aspire to her as
she now was, purified by trial, sanctified by self-
sacrifice? Hence their studious attention, their vigilance,
not to say or do anything which might be consti'ued to
imply the assertion of presumptuous claims , forfeited and
abandoned for ever. And from this study, this vigilance,
arose that consti-aint, hastily interpreted on both parts
as the sign of altered feelings.
The full moon shone on the two friends' ride back
to the hospital — a light so calm, so sweet, so melan-
choly, that Paolo could willingly have wept. It made
him think of the night of the ball at Torlonia's, and of
Thornton's bitter confidences about the very woman
who now formed his crown of bliss.
Mingled were the impressions, which the Roman
brought back from his visit — regret and discourage-
all's well that ends well. 327
meut on one liand, unbounded admiration and sympathy
on the other. Paolo was not a man to breathe the same
atmosphere with such a better order of beings as the two
sisters, without carrying away with him some of its
elevating spirit.
"Well may you call yourself the luckiest fellow in
creation," he burst forth enthusiastically; "Mrs. Thornton
is an angel, and Mrs. Aveling is another."
"And Lavinia, pray what title is she to receive?"
inquired Mortimer, half jocosely, yet not without some
anxiety.
"She is worthy of her friends, and that is saying
everything," was Paolo's reply.
"Then you agree with me that thrice blessed will
be the man who gains that prize?"
"Surely; but he must be hold who aspires so high."
"I don't quite seize your meaning," observed Mor-
timer.
"My meaning, however, is clearly stated," said
Paolo. "Where is the man worthy of her?"
"Yet I once knew a young rogue, who had the
audacity to think himself worthy of her," laughed the
Englishman.
"So did I," proceeded Paolo , "but she was not then
what she is now; and the silly rogue you allude to,
though presumptuous, was nevertheless pure and possessed
of all his limbs, whereas he is now humble, stained,
and a cripple."
"H— m! but is not humility after all a potent recom-
mendation to the choicest of the fair sex?" asked Thorn-
ton. "And those you style cripples , when crippled from
certain causes, are they not apt to look only the more
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interesting in tlieir eyes? to say nothing of the occasion
for devotedness which such cases afford. And as for
past sins, women are for ever ready to bestow forgive-
ness, and to render good for evil. Am I not myself a
case in point?"
"Yes," said Paolo, "but there are sins and sins."
"I'll lay you a hundred to one," returned Thornton,
"that your sins are easily forgiven. Will you commission
me to make your confession to Lavinia?"
"Do," answered Paolo; "till that is done, I shall
feel as if I were playing the hypocrite with her; but,
above all, extenuate nothing."
"I promise you I will not; but now, suppose she
passes a sponge over the past — wipes it all out."
"Tempter!" cried Paolo; "why try to lull my con-
science with fallacious hopes?"
Thornton had a ready answer on his lips, but he
gulped it down. He remembered in time, that Paolo
did not yet know all Lavinia's story, and he judged it
better not to push the subject further, until he had spoken
to Lavinia.
A curiously analogous conversation was passing at
the same moment between Mrs. Thornton and Lavinia,
with similar but yet more definite results. "Never,
whatever her feelings might be," said Lavinia, "no,
not for worlds, would she fasten her disgrace on an
honourable man."
Thornton's horses, what with visitors and mes-
sengers, had a sorry time of it for the next ten days.
Merry Salvator obtained a great success with the Eng-
lish family; quiet Clelia, perhaps, even a greater, espe-
cially with Lavinia. The Koman girl not seldom car-
all's well that ends well. 329
ried away morsels of comfort, which she bestowed in
certain desponding quarters. She even once went so
far as to be guilty of a great indiscretion, by revealing
that an old pencil sketch, dated Rome, September, and
signed P. M. , a sketch of Mrs. Jones and Lavinia", and
which somehow or other had accompanied the latter to
the Crimea, occupied a prominent place on the walls of
the young lady's bedroom. Nor was it long before
Thornton reported that the revelations of Paolo's short-
comings in Paris, had been received in a most Chris-
tian spirit. Under the many gentle incitements to
courage he received, the young man's sense of his un-
worthiness of the great prize began to lose something
of its intensity, and hope to revive in his breast. Never-
theless, there was but a trifling amendment in the situa-
tion ^ the same painful restraint marred the pleasure of
the unavowed lovers' intercourse.
In this awkward position of affairs, Mr. and Mrs.
Thornton laid their wise heads together to find some
means of producing a crisis.
"These two children adore each other," quoth Mor-
timer, "and are pining away, and making themselves
miserable from the absurd notion, that neither is deserving
of the other. How are we to get such nonsense out of
their heads?"
"No one," said Clara, "can put it out of Lavinia's
head but Signer Paolo; and as for Signer Paolo, I be-
lieve you are the only one to manage him. You must
begin by him."
"I am ready to do anything," replJCd the husband;
"but before further urging him to come to the point,
I think it indispensable that he should be informed of
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the circumstance, on wliich Lavinia lays sucli a pre-
posterous weiglit, and which I have kept from him till
now."
""Wliy should we not outrun discretion for once,"
said ]\Ii-s. Thornton, "and take upon ourselves the re-
sponsibility, without distressing Lavinia by asking her
consent? Let him know everything; and if the bar
sinister in her escutcheon makes no diflFerence in his
feelings, why, then tell him that it is that, and that
alone, which causes Lavinia's reserve towards h.im,
and that I, Clara Thornton, know she loves him de-
votedly."
In pursuance of this plan, as Thornton was riding
with Paolo the next day towards the villa, the English-
man said,
"Suppose there were some blot on Lavinia's birth,
would that modify youi* views with regard to her?"
"How can you ask such an absurd question?" said
Paolo. "Xo more than if you were to tell me, she
was the heiress of the mightiest monarch in Europe.
How can one be made responsible for an accident in-
dependent of one's will, and consequently excluding
either merit or demerit? Whether Lavinia is the
daughter of a Prince, or the child of a poor artisan,
can that alter the essence of her being, make her less
or more good, change her one iota from the lovely,
blessed creature she is?"
"Certainly not," said Thornton. "Well, then, as
you have doubtless already guessed from my question,
there is a stigma attached to the dear girl's birth. Her
parents were never man-ied; and now you have the key
to the resei^ve she maintains toward you. In her inno-
all's well that ends well, 331
cence she fancies that some disgrace attaches to her,
and makes her unworthy of you; but, believe me, her
happiness depends as much on you as yours on her.
It is for you to overcome her scruples, Paolo."
"And so help me God, I will try," exclaimed Paolo
with fervour. "If I succeed, and she accepts me, then
I am blessed indeed; if not, I go by the steamer that
leaves to-morrow."
, Lavinia and Mrs. Thornton were sitting at work in
a pleasant room over the porch; thither Thornton led
Paolo whispering, —
"Now or never, I'll pave the way for you;" and
going towards the ladies, he added aloud, "I advise
you, ladies, to lay violent hands upon this traitor, who
meditates a flight."
"Oh! Signer Paolo," remonstrated Clara in painful
and unfeigned surprise, "surely you are not really
going away?" Lavinia did not speak, but all colour
left her cheek.
"I may possibly have to go. I am not sure yet,"
faltered Paolo, almost choked by emotion. "My going
or staying will depend on — Miss Lavinia."
"On me?" cried Lavinia in sudden alarm.
"Yes, on you," pursued Paolo, now speaking with
great resolution. "I have a petition to make, on the
issue of which much more is at stake than my going
or staying — I mean the whole happiness or unhappi-
ness of my life. Lavinia, mine is a most ambitious
request, and yet made in all the humility of my heart."
Saying this, he knelt down on both knees, and took her
two hands in his. "Lavinia, will you undertake to
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make me worthy of you , by bestowing on me the
blessing of yom- companionship through life?"
Overcome by contending emotions, with eyes averted
from his pleading ones, Lavina cried in a broken
voice, —
"Pray, Signor Paolo, spare me — it is impossible
— you don't know — "
"I know this," resumed Paolo passionately, "that
there stands between you and me a prejudice of yours,
which I am here on my knees to remove. Lavinia, I
entreat you, let me have the benefit of my long-cherished
opinions, whatever others may think. I don't make
them for this present emergency. Long, long ago, you
heard me say, that merit or demerit were strictly per-
sonal, and that the transmission of a badge of honour
or of dishonour to such as had done nothing to deserve
the one or the other, was the acme of absurdity in my
eyes; wrong or right, what I thought then I think now.
Oh! Lavinia, Lavinia, don't sacrifice a loving heart to
a mere misconception on your part. Tnist me, my
whole life shall be spent iu proving to you, the high
sense I have of the great boon I am asking from you.
Lavinia, for all answer, burst into a great fit of
tears. And now Thornton and his wife, the greatly
moved witnesses of this scene, joined their arguments
to Paolo's entreaties.
The sti'uggle was long and obstinate, but love had
the best of it at last, and Paolo from that day became
an inmate of the villa.
Towards the end of December our whole party of
friends left Scutari for Turin, whither Clelia and Sal-
vator had long preceded them. It was in the capital
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of Piedmont, that tlie double marriage of Paolo and
Lavinia, and of Salvator and Clelia, took place on the
same day, and at the same church. Thus came to be
fulfilled Salvator's fantastic anticipation about his own
and his friend's wedding day, and thus our performance
is at an end, to the satisfaction, we hope, at least of
the lovers of gay finales. A tale which winds up with
three marriages ought to be as good as three vaude-
villes.
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Paolo has had a house built after his own design
on the Lago Maggiore, between Intra and Pallanza.
It is as unpretending as its owner, but spacious and in
a lovely situation. Tbe garden in front stretches to
the edge of the lake, and there is a hillock behind
planted with Italian pines. A suite of rooms on the
second story are exclusively destined for the Thorntons
and Avelings, and at the top of the house, adjoining
Paolo's atelier, are two rooms fitted up for Clelia and
Salvator.
Paolo has taken to painting again, and can do so
without inconvenience, thanks to a most skilfully con-
trived artificial arm. Great as his excellence is, his
beau ideal still, as of yore, keeps flying before him,
just beyond his reach; but he takes his disappointment
more philosophically now, that he has, according to his
own account, secured the beau ideal of a wife. Two
little charming impediments in the shape of a boy and
a girl, arriving in reasonable succession, came in the
way for some time of the yearly visits, the Mancinis,
according to agreements, were to pay to Cypress Hall
and Owlscombe; and therefore the inmates ofOwlscombe
and Cypress Hall had to obey the proverb descended
to us from Mahomet. But nothing has happened lately
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to prevent our liero and heroine's journey to Dorset-
shire.
The Thorntons and Avelings inhabit by turns, but
always together, Owlscombe and Cypress Hall, that is
when not in the Mancini Villa on the Lago Maggiore.
Living quietly and chiefly for themselves, and not for
their neighbours, they are rather unpopular with the
gentry around, but very popular with the cottagers,
especially with the needy and sick. Mr. Aveling has
just published with great success his new poem. The
Gladiator, conceived and begun in 1856, at Rome,
whither he and his wife went, and made some con-
siderable stay, after the marriage of the Mancinis and
the Giglis.
Salvator and Clelia are settled at Turin. Salvator
is one of the scene painters at the Carignano Theatre,
and Clelia has passed her examination as a school-
mistress and teacher for one of the government schools.
Husband and wife earn enough to be able to economize,
and the vivacious little man has visions already of a
villa of his own near that of Paolo. Whenever he or
Clelia have a few spare moments, they run down to
Lago Maggiore, where they are always welcome.
Prosper and Prudence are no longer to be found
on the Quai Montebello, they have been promoted to
an omnibus bureau near the Madeleine, where they
labour on in unaltered contentment. Whenever the
Mancinis pass through Paris on their way to England
or back, they never fail to visit these their Parisian
friends, and great are the rejoicings on these occasions.
Benoit has made over his douche and vapour de-
partment to a younger man, who pays him a pension
of two francs and a half a day, and the abdicated
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monarch of the bath has migrated to his godson's new
neighbourhood. He makes himself useful in many Tvajs,
attends the youngsters to and from school, and takes
them on holidays for long walks.
Pelissier, alias Du Genre, has been as good as his
word. The moment the Italian question was jiosee pour
tout de bon, to use his own expression, he volunteered
as a common soldier, and went through the whole cam-
paign with great bravery, and lucky fellow, returned
to Paris without a scratch; his only regret being, as he
■wrote to Paolo, that he was stopped just when he was
beginning to take to a soldier's life.
Iilr. Jones has married a young and handsome lady,
and is full of contentment at the birth of a long coveted
son and heir. His wealth and influence are still on
the increase, and literally he has nothing to wish for
but a change in his name. We see no other remedy
for that but a peerage. Who knows? Stranger things
have happened.
Lady Augusta, now Countess Terrol, is still La-
vinia's most intimate friend, and their correspondence
goes on as regularly as in the days of the diary from
Eome. Her mother, Lady Williugford, also retains a
maternal interest in her former protegee.
As to the Marchioness Delfuego y Arcos, the latest
news of her ladyship is, that she rents a villa on the
Lake of Como, and swims and races and shoots and
sings there, with a select circle of bipeds and quadrupeds
about her, as of yore in the Villa Torralba.
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