I- to First Superior of the Congregation of the Mission in the United States and Vicar General of Upper Louisiana. LIFE OF THE Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M., FIRST SUPERIOR OF THE Congregation of the Mission IN THE UNITED STATES, AND Vicar General of Upper Louisiana. Chiefly from Sketches written by The Right Rev. Joseph Rosati, C. M., First Bishop of St. Louis, Mo. With an Introduction by The Most Rev. JOHN J. KAIN, D. D. t Archbishop of St. Louis, Mo. ST. LOUIS, MO., 1900. Published by B. HERDBR, 17 South Broadway. SANTA BARBARA. CAUF. NIHIL OBSTAT. MARTIN S. BRENNAN, Censor Deputatus. St. Louis, Mo., November 3d, 1900. IMPRIMATUR. St. Louis, Mo., November 6th, 1900. J JOHN J. KAIN, Archbishop of St. Louis, Mo. BECKTOLD PRINTING AND BOOK MFG. CO. ST. LOUIS. MO. Copyright, 1900, by Joseph Gummersbach, TABLE OF CONTENTS. INTRODUCTION. Page. By the Most Rev. John J. Kain, Archbishop of St. Louis, Mo v CHAPTER I. Birth of Father De Andreis, his Youth and En- trance into the Congregation of the Mission. Ordination 5 CHAPTER II. He is sent to Rome, in 1806, to teach Theology. His pious labors in that city up to the year 1816 22 CHAPTER III. Father De Andreis is asked for by Bishop Du- bourg, of New Orleans, for the Missions be- longing to his diocese. He obtains leave from the Superiors of his Congregation, re- ceives the Apostolic blessing from Pope Pius VII., and departs from Rome, in December, 1815 51 CHAPTER IV. Journey of Father De Andreis and his compan- ions from Rome to Bordeaux, and thence to Baltimore 72 CHAPTER V. Louisiana in 1816. Journey of Father De An- dreis and companions from Baltimore to Bardstown 102 (iii) iv CONTENTS. CHAPTER VI. Arrival of Father De Andreis in the city of St. Louis, and his Apostolic labors 166 CHAPTER VII. St. Mary's Seminary of The Barrens. First House of the Congregation of the Mission in the United States. Father Rosati its first Superior. Opening of the Novitiate in St. Louis. Father De Andreis as Master of Novices 207 CHAPTER VIII. Death of Father De Andreis. Funeral Honors. Removal of his Remains to The Barrens. Testimony to his Merit and Virtues 219 CHAPTER IX. Interior Life of Father De Andreis 244 CHAPTER X. Theological Virtues practised by Father De Andreis 255 CHAPTER XI. Simplicity, Prudence, Fortitude, Humility and Meekness 271 CHAPTER XII. His Mortification and Zeal.... ... 296 INTRODUCTION. the Right Rev. JOSEPH ROSATI, first bishop of St. Louis, we are principally indebted for the following life of his vener- ated Superior, the Very Rev. Felix De An- dreis, C. M. And no one else was as well qualified as Bishop Rosati, to describe the life and heroic virtues of that truly remark- able priest. When in the early years of the iQth cen- tury, Professor De Andreis was lecturing on theology in Rome, before the students of his own Congregation and those of the Propaganda, among his most attentive and enthusiastic auditors was the brilliant young cleric, Joseph Rosati. Master and pupil were even then attracted towards each other the former admiring the brightness of intellect and purity of heart of his dis- ciple; the latter carried away by the learn- ing and eloquence and sanctity of his pro- fessor. "When Father De Andreis took the chair," writes the Bishop, "to give us lectures in theology, his disciples were astonished, I may almost say thunder- vi Introduction. struck, by the richness, ease, solidity and perspicuity of his arguments. I enjoyed the great privilege of studying under him, in the house of Monte Citorio, the entire course of dogmatic theology. What I prized even more than his learning was, that while he enlightened our minds, he inflamed our hearts, his words being as so many fiery darts which pierced the inmost depths of the soul ; so that when we left the school we could repeat with the two dis- ciples who accompanied our Saviour to Ernmaus: Nonne cor nostrum ardens erat in nobis, dum loqueretur nolis in via?" After Father Rosati's ordination to the priesthood their relations became still more intimate, their mutual affection still stronger. They left their native land to- gether, crossed the ocean and half the con- tinent of America to the frontier-town of St. L,ouis, which they reached on the lyth of October, 1817. Three years later, Father De Andreis passed to the reward of his labors. Just before his holy death he ap- pointed Father Rosati his successor, as Superior of the Congregation of the Mission Introduction. vii in the New World. Father Rosati was consecrated bishop, in 1824, and amid the great labors of his immense diocese, he found time to collect and put in order the data for the following life. In 1840 Bishop Rosati went to Rome and brought his manuscript, which he intrusted to the Rev. J. B. Samaria, an Oratorian priest of Turin, who agreed to collect some further infor- mation about the early life of Father De Andreis, and prepare the work for the printer. The death of the bishop in 1843, was probably the cause why the Italian life was never published. The Rev. Francis Burlando, C. M., director of the Sisters of Charity in the United States, translated Bishop Rosati 's manuscript into English and had it pub- lished in Baltimore in 1861. The present publication is Father Burlando's trans- lation, with some corrections and additions. It appears quite opportunely at the present time, when the work of collecting evidence intended to prove the heroic sanctity of Father De Andreis is about to begin in this country. Already the process, which it is viii Introduction. hoped will result in his canonization, has been set on foot in the dioceses of Rome and Placentia in Italy, and a similar pro- ceeding will soon be inaugurated in the diocese of St. Louis, where the holy priest spent the closing years of his life, and where took place his edifying death. Father De Andreis was a man endowed with eminent intellectual ability and a most amiable disposition; but he was prin- cipally remarkable for his great super- natural gifts. He was a poet, a linguist, a theologian and an apostle. Had he devoted his attention to literature, instead of to the salvation of the poor and the spread of the gospel of Christ, he would, no doubt, have attained to no mean eminence among men of letters. The study of this biography will be of interest and of great benefit to all classes of Catholics. The clergy will see herein de- picted an ideal priest, learned, zealous, self-denying and pious. He was highly esteemed in Rome by Pope and Cardinals and clergy, and in all probability he would have risen to eminence, had he remained Introduction. ix there. But the voice of Bishop Dubourg of Louisiana, pleading for apostolic missi- onaries to evangelize the unclaimed wilder- ness of his immense diocese had stronger attraction for the heart of the young and brilliant priest than all the honors of the Roman Court, and the charms of his native land. The true missionary spirit which is ready to surfer all kinds of trials and diffi- culties in the work of the holy ministry is, mutatis mutandis, as necessary in many parts of this country today as it was in the days of De Andreis and Rosati. Priests working in poor and difficult missions will derive much consolation and encouragement from the perusal of these pages. The indefatigable zeal of the servant of God, and his all to all spirit, are striking features of his life. Wherever he went and no matter how short his stay in a place, both clergy and laity, Catholics and Pro- testants, seemed to feel the influence of his presence. He had but one object in view and that was the glory of God. To pro- mote this he never lost the slightest oppor- tunity. While waiting in Bordeaux for a x Introduction. vessel to bring him to America, lie evaii- gelized the prisons of that city, and wrought great good among the prisoners confined in them. The Sisters of Charity rejoiced in the privilege of having him for a confessor, even for the short time of his stay. They consulted him as an oracle, and revered him as a father. The Arch- bishop of Bordeaux, his Vicar-General, the Canons of the Cathedral and the entire clergy, seemed to be impressed by the brief visit among them of this humble follower of St. Vincent de Paul. Similar results were produced by him in Baltimore, Pitts- burg and Bardstown, where he tarried on his way from the Atlantic seaboard to St. Louis. Religious communities, both men and women, will find much to admire in the exactness with which the servant of God observed, and caused others to observe, the details of community-life, even in the most difficult circumstances. The vessel on which he sailed from Bordeaux to Balti- more resembled a religious house, so per- fect was the order and so fervent the piety Introduction. xi of the little baud of missionaries of whom Father De Andreis was Superior. Long journeys by stage-coach over the mountains and through the valleys of Pennsylvania, in all kinds of stormy weather, were not favorable conditions for the observance of religious rules or the recollection of com- munity-life. Yet Bishop Rosati assures us, that during their journey by stage, from Baltimore to Pittsburg, all their exercises were strictly observed, under the magic of Father De Andreis' direction. For six weeks the servant of God and his companions floated down the Ohio, from Pittsburg to Louisville, in a flatboat, through the roof and sides of which snow and rain found easy entrance. Sometimes the passengers were soaked with water, and very frequently shivered with cold, as they sat, huddled together in their rude craft. Yet study, prayer, silence, recreation came in their regular order in that little com- munity, and were strictly observed. The holy Mass was said every morning, and the Sundays and festivals were celebrated with religious solemnity. On All Souls' Day xii Introduction. the office of the dead was solemnly chanteo on that rough flatboat, and Requiem-Mass was sung. The laity will find in this life of a holy priest, much that will move them to a greater love for the priesthood in general and to a wider sympathy with the priest, who gives up home and family and friends, to consecrate his life to the service of God and the salvation of souls. Moreover, Father De Andreis was the pioneer of Catholic Education west of the Mississippi. One of the principal objects of his coming to this country was the opening of a semi- nary for the education of priests. This aim he accomplished when he founded St. Mary's Seminary at The Barrens, in Perry County, Mo., in 1818. St. Mary's still flourishes as the Mother-house of the Vin- centian Fathers for the western province of the United States. There the body of the servant of God reposes, beside the altar of St. Vincent de Paul in St. Mary's Church, and there his spirit keeps watch over the training of the young ecclesiastics, who are to continue in the twentieth century Introduction. xiii the work which he started iu the early part of the nineteenth. Father De Andreis spent less than three years in St. Louis, yet so high was his re- putation among the people for sanctity, that the appearance of a luminous star over his body, during his funeral service, to which occurrence both Bishop Dubourg and Bishop Rosati bear witness, was looked on as a very fitting manifestation of God's approval of so holy a life as his had been. All the people of the town esteemed him as a saint, and even to-day, eighty years after his death, the descendants of the old St. Louis' families, the great grandchildren of those who knew him, hold fast to the traditions and belief of their ancestors, that some day his heroic virtues will be publicly recognized by the Church, whose devoted son he was. The devout prayers of those who read this book, may do much to bring about this long cherished desire. t JOHN J. KAIN, Archbishop of St. Louis. LIFE OF THE Very Rev. FelixDe Andreis,C.M. CHAPTER I. His Birth, Youth, and Entrance into the Congregation of the Mission. His Ordination. THE Very Rev. Felix De Andreis was born of respectable and pious parents, on December I3th, 1778, at Demonte, a con- siderable hamlet in the present diocese, and former province, of Cuneo, Piedmont. We have not been able to ascertain any particulars respecting his early youth, but will relate what he himself mentions with candid simplicity in a manuscript found after his death, entitled, "Soliloquy No. 59, Uluminare tu mirabiliter a montibus ceter- nis." "I see very clearly, when I collect my thoughts, that Divine Bounty began to call me to the sweet intercourse of contempla- tion from my very childhood ; and after- wards, at different intervals, during the (5) 6 Life of whole course of my most ungratetui life. I remember, and, even now, can very dis- tinctly picture to myself the unspeakable delight which I once felt when a child, while listening to one of my aunts, on my mother's side, who was singing some hymns on the love of God and the infancy of Mary, as we walked one evening in the gardens of Count Beranger. And I experienced this pleasure on many other similar occa- sions ; once especially, as I was thinking of St. Aloysius while I was employed in com- posing a hymn in which I spoke with my Angel Guardian of the joys of heaven and the sweets of the love of God. O ! how happy should I have been had I corre- sponded to divine grace ! Even amidst the disorders of my youth, never did the Al- mighty cease to call me to Himself by in- spiring me with a desire of entering the Congregation of the Mission, which desire, in spite of myself, impelled me to seek solitude. And when, through divine mercy, I had entered the novitiate, I remember that the dislike I felt for conversation was such, that I generally spent the time of re- creation without being able to utter a single word. I made known to the director the secret desire I felt of keeping aloof from all creatures, were it possible to do so ; and he Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 7 told me that I should cultivate such feel- ings. I did not then foresee what would be the result, and, though I was somewhat acquainted with the writings of St. Theresa and St. John of the Cross, I had no precise idea of the treasures hidden in their mystic works. I passed through divers ordeals of scruples, anguish, and temptations, until the little book "God Alone" inspired me with a more earnest desire of suffering as they did. And, before I underwent those fearful trials, God mercifully ordained that suitable writings should fall into my hands, to enlighten me during the dark night through which I had to pass. I see, there- fore, to my shame, how much I was favored by the blessings of divine mercy; though my conduct, being so different from the lights I received, dishonors, in some sort, the gifts of God, and gives me reason to fear that I am a consummate hypocrite. Oh ! what confusion is mine ! ' * Having completed his first studies, in his native place, Felix De Andreis was sent to Cuneo, at the age of fifteen, to learn rhetoric and philosophy; while there, he was once in imminent danger of losing his life. It was a holiday, and he, and several of his companions went to take a walk beyond the river Stura; on their return, in order to 8 Life of reach home more quickly, they endeavored to wade through its rapid waters. For the others, this proved an easy task ; but, for him, who was rather small and delicate, it was a dangerous undertaking. The current carried him off a long way, and his com- panions, who were anxiously watching him from the bank, without being able to come to his relief, already believed him drowned. Such indeed he would have been but for a special intervention of Divine Provi- dence. While in the water, he raised his heart to Heaven, invoked the aid of St. Anthony, and, at the same moment, saw, or thought he saw, the saint handing him a rope, which, having grasped with all his might, he was conducted in safety to the shore. The fact is, he escaped unhurt, to the great astonishment of his fellow stu- dents. All who knew him admired his penitrat- ing intellect, his aptness to learn the most difficult things, his ready and retentive memory, his lofty imagination, and, what is more important, his determination in the pursuit of his studies, and his irreprehensi- ble moral conduct. *) His excellent qualities caused increasing wonder among his teachers, who incited *) Memoirs of his life by Bishop Rosati and the Rev. Mr. Ugo, C. M. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 9 him by their commendations to still greater progress, promising him their assistance and predicting his brilliant success in literary pursuits, but especially in poetry, for which the young De Andreis felt a peculiar attrac- tion.*) But grace, meanwhile, was working in his heart, other and better dispositions ; he was not more than fifteen or sixteen when he felt within him an increasing desire of joining the Company of the Mission, founded by St. Vincent de Paul. This wish became so strong that he could no longer refrain from making it known, and accordingly mentioned it to Rev. Father Laugeri, Visitor of the province, entreating to be received into the Company as he felt con- vinced that such was his vocation. The prudent superior, well aware of the re- markable talents of the young candidate, and knowing particularly his poetical gen- ius, received his request very coldly, observ- ing that the Congregation of St. Vincent *) Among the numerous manuscripts of F. De An- dreis, a considerable volume of sacred poetry was found after his death ; this he composed more to give vent to the pious sentiments which animated his heart, than to afford amusement to his mind. It was impossible to peruse them without feeling the effects of that charity which inspired them. Un fortunately , this precious volume, with many others, has been lost. io Life of would never suit his views. "The employ- ments of our missionaries," said Father L,augeri, "are far different from those to which you have hitherto devoted yourself in accordance with your natural inclination ; the principal object of our institute is to in- struct the poor in the country, and form good laborers for the vineyard of the Lord ; its duties, therefore, do not require brilliancy of thought, nor talent for poetry; but serious study, and discourses without pomp or orna- ment. How difficult it would be, for a young poet like yourself, to become accustomed to such things!" "And yet," replied the undaunted youth, U I will do all this, if you will receive me among your children." "Be of good heart, then," resumed the Visitor; "take another year to reflect on your design ; give up your poetical compo- sitions for that period, and apply your mind to other studies ; devote more time to prayer ; let your life be more recollected ; and then, having done all this, present yourself anew." "I then entered into myself," adds Mr. De Andreis, "and endeavored to correct what- ever I knew to be reprehensible in my con- duct, but especially, that spirit of vanity which prompted me to wish to display my Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. n talents before the world ; I traced out the plan of a more serious life, having resolved to become a missionary, in order to atone for my sins, give glory to God, work out my own salvation, and, by the aid of Divine grace, promote that of others ; such was my intention, and I acknowledge it to be from Thee alone, O my God I" *) Father Laugeri became acquainted with these excellent dispositions the following year ; and having, without any further difficulty, admitted him among his children, he sent him to begin his novitiate in the house of the Mission at Mondovi. There, Mr. De Andreis took the habit of St. Vincent on the first of November, 1797, and after- wards applied himself to correspond to his holy vocation, under the guidance of Rev. Joseph Giordana, subjecting himself to the most perfect obedience, mortifying his pas- sions, and striving to become an interior man. About this time, namely, in January, 1799, the houses in Piedmont having been suppressed, by order of the Provisional Government, established by the French after the expulsion of the royal family of Savoy, he was obliged to return home, February gth, 1799. Affairs being more settled towards the close of the same year, *) From the MS. entitled Ad Quid Venisti. 12 Life of and the Missionaries having regained pos- session of the house of the Holy Martyrs at Turin, he was recalled there on the 1 2th of December following. His novitiate being ended, he made his vows with great interior delight, on the 2ist of September, 1800 ; being most desir- ous of making progress in all the sacred sciences, in order to fit himself to be a good missionary. He was not vain of his talents, nor did he presume upon them, but always seemed little in his own eyes, though he was most fervent, regular and obedient, even in the smallest things. His superiors remarked all these excellent qualities, and, though they avoided any manifestation of the esteem in which they held him, it was nevertheless very great, for in him they already beheld a true disciple of St. Vincent. No fault could they perceive in his deport- ment, and, if by chance some slight im- prudence needed reprehension, they always found him docile in receiving correction, more circumspect for the future, never be- traying any ill-humor, but showing a smiling countenance and modest cheerful- ness. He prosecuted his studies in the same house at Turin, which, at the end of the last century, was adorned with many ex- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 13 perienced meii who spent their lives in the labors of the holy ministry. The young De Andreis, seeing in these venerable priests so many living portraits of St. Vin- cent, endeavored, with ardor, to follow their holy example in the practice of every virtue. But it was not long granted him to enjoy their company, for fresh misfortunes having befallen the royal family of Savoy, the Mis- sion of Turin was again suppressed. Mr. De Andreis was then sent to the house at Pla- centia, in order to continue his studies. He arrived there on the 26th of December, 1800, and pursued them so extensively, and with so much success, that he became a profound philosopher, a learned theologian, and an erudite historian ; besides being well versed in literature, chemistry, natural his- tory, astronomy, mathematics, medicine, music, geography ; and skilled in the He- brew, Greek, French, and Spanish lan- guages. As for Latin, he spoke it fluently, and wrote it with elegance. It must not be thought that his knowledge of these sciences was merely superficial and only fit to dazzle the vulgar eye ; on the contrary, he was an adept in each one of them, and had accus- tomed himself from the beginning to so much regularity and order in his ideas, that these different acquirements were never 14 Life of confused in his mind, and he could teach them all in a masterly manner. As to merely ornamental accomplish- ments, he possessed them without display, being very much averse to anything like ostentation ; he looked upon them as the spoils of Egypt, only fit to adorn the temple of the Lord. It may here be asked, how it was possible that a young missionary, whose hours of study were regulated with prudence, and were not dependent upon his own will, could thus acquire such vast and diversified knowledge. We will say, in reply, that Mr. De Andreis was gifted with so piercing an intellect that he penetrated, at the first glance, the most difficult questions and the most abstruse theories. His memory was so good, that, having once read a book, he never forgot its contents, and could repeat them many years afterwards ; and, so just and accurate, was his discernment, that he could distinguish, in an instant, truth from error ; correct reasoning from sophistry ; the light that merely dazzles, from that which illumines the mind. It is not, therefore, a matter of surprise that he learned, in a few months, what, to an ordinary capacity, would have been the labor of years. And one thing, which appears worthy of par- ticular notice is, that his ardor in the pursuit Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 15 of science was restrained within due bounds, and was ever subordinate to the zeal with which he sought to perfect himself in every virtue. Thus, while he was adorning his mind with so many different acquirements, his spiritual progress was no less rapid ; his attention to the Divine presence, and his desire to learn all the functions of his in- stitute, never decreased. He consequently preferred to every other study, that one which tends to form holy and learned priests, namely: the Holy Scriptures, the works of the Fathers, the canonical deci- sions of the Church, and the moral and ascetic books written by the most eminent doctors. St. Thomas was the theologian he preferred, but he also consulted St. Augustine, St. Bernard, and St. John Chrysostom ; and he retained by heart long passages from these Fathers, besides all their most remarkable dicta and most im- portant quotations. Meanwhile the time approached when Mr. De Andrei s was to be promoted to the priesthood; *) this event took place in Placentia, in the year 1801. He prepared for it by the most efficient means : fervent *) He was ordained subdeacon early in the year 1801, deacon at Pentecost, and completed his course of study, on the 14th of August, 1802. 1 6 Life of prayer, austere mortification, continual in- terior recollection, and useful reading. He had formed that exalted and true idea of the priesthood which is given of it in the Sacred Scriptures, and by the holy Fathers and Doctors of the Church ; and, having ob- tained this incomparable dignity, his desire to discharge all its holy duties was propor- tionally increased. Nothing was wanting to him for that purpose ; he had prepared everything requisite for a good missionary, such as catechetical instructions on the sacraments, the laws of God, and those of the Church ; spiritual retreats for those who were preparing for ordination, as also for the laity ; ecclesiastical conferences for priests, and other similar discourses. It is not, therefore, surprising that he was, immediately after his ordination, en- trusted with the complete exercise of the Apostolic ministry; the duties of which he discharged with uninterrupted fidelity. Pla- centia beheld him, at one period, employed in the country missions, *) at another, de- voting himself to the ecclesiastical confer- ences ; again, as director of the collegiates, *) He gave several missions with Father Colucci, who was much venerated by the people on account of his sanctity; also, with Father I/ucio, etc. In 1804 and 1805, he presided over the retreat for the can- didates for ordination. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 17 or filling among them the professor's chair ; ever ready to supply the place of any one who was absent, either through illness or any other cause. And not only seculars and country people, professors and students, but even the most experienced clergymen of the city, marvelled, on hearing, from the lips of the young missionary, so much pro- found learning expressed with such dignity and grace ; such strength of argument, which never, in the heat of controversy, degen- erated into vulgar ideas, rigorous doctrine, or relaxed opinions. They would scarcely have trusted their own eyes, had he not also made a deep impression upon their hearts ; his superiors themselves were struck with astonishment, and augured great things of him. Meanwhile Divine Providence was pre- paring a new field for his evangelical labors, but, before we speak of it more fully, we must insert some reflections and resolutions which he found it requisite to take several years afterwards, and whereby will be seen how entirely he was devoted to study, while he was, at the same time, most careful to shun that knowledge which swells the heart and leads it away from God. "During the retreat of 1810, which I made amid many contradictions, in spite of 1 8 Life of my ardent desire to make it well ; I ex- perienced, for the first few days, nothing but superficial lights and general emotions; but, having besought the Lord to discover to me the cause of my spiritual infirmities, during the night following the second day, I suddenly awoke, and received a Divine inspiration, which showed me clearly the diseases of my soul, the root whence they sprung, and the means which I should take for their removal. "i. The great origin of all my faults is, that I have fallen, without being aware of it, 011 that rock of which our holy father St. Vin- cent speaks, in his Rules, chap, xii., art. 8, where he says : 'All, but especially the students, shall continually watch lest an in- ordinate avidity of learning should insen- sibly invade their hearts ; yet they shall not neglect applying themselves assiduously to the studies necessary to perform, as they ought, the functions of a missionary, pro- vided that their first care be to learn the science of the Saints, which is taught in the school of the Cross.' I was not aware that I had failed in this, but the result proves that such is the fact. U 2. This immoderate ardor for study pro- duces, in my soul, a kind of languor in my spiritual exercises, making me consider Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 19 them as mere accessories ; filling them with distractions concerning my studies and caus- ing me to perform them nastily, in order to return the sooner to my occupations ; and, though it may appear to me that I act thus with the purest desire of knowing the source of all truth, which is God, and the better to be enabled to serve the Company, self-love is concealed beneath it. "3. This irregular passion also generates in me, (though I do not in the least per- ceive it,) a certain self esteem on seeing so many others deprived of the knowledge that I possess, and this esteem is revealed by the thoughts that pass through my mind, the conversations which I hold, and my de- meanor, as well in praise, as in humilia- tions. 4 '4. Besides the foregoing effects, this immoderate ardor for study produces in me another disorder which our holy founder has well foreseen in his rules, namely : a certain prudence of the flesh, which, under pretext of preserving health and strength, gives me a relish for the comforts of life, and produces disgust for all practices of mortification. I have noted it in little things only, but they may become great. "5. Finally, as a last consequence, I be- gin to experience the truth of these words, 2o Life of Deus superbis resistit, by strong tempta- tions which I never before experienced, and to which I am now liable. I begin to feel a certain reluctance to leave my studies when called upon to discharge any duty of my ministry, etc. "Hence I am spiritually wasting away, and becoming infected with many faults, without knowing why or wherefore. "I now resolve: i. Considering, the axiom sdentia inflat, that, however much I may study, my knowledge will never equal that of so many unfortunate men whom study has ruined, and who have also caused the loss of an infinite number of souls ; that I shall never be able to attain the knowledge of omnem veritatem y which is reserved for paradise. I will remember then, while I apply my mind to study, those words of the Apostle : Non plus sapere quam oportet, etc.;perdam sapientiam sapientium, etc.; non existimavi me scire aliquid inter vos nisi Christum. I will only give to study a stated portion of time, and, beyond that, will banish every thought of it. U 2. Seeing, that study is not God, nor even the most direct road to Him, I will endeavor to be more assiduous in my ex- ercises of piety and the practice of virtue ; these being the surest means to lead me to the clear view of truth in paradise. Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 21 "3. Bearing in mind, that humility is the gate of truth, my most ardent study shall be to overcome self-esteem, which I will combat on every occasion by contrary acts. "4. Remembering, also, that the pru- dence of the flesh kills the soul:, I will re- sume the practice of my former mortifica- tions, etc. "5. In fine, by fidelity, to these four points, I shall be enabled to find a remedy for the last mentioned evil. It seems to me, that by divine mercy, I am now thus disposed ; and if my God knows that there is, in my heart, a single fibre not entirely His own, I would wish to tear it out, were it even to cost me my life. "Con fir ma Deus hanc voluntatem." It was by such powerful means as these that Father De Andreis made such progress in science ! CHAPTER II. He is sent to Rome to teach Theology in May, 1806. His pious labors in that City until the year 1815. THE air of Placentia was very prejudicial to the health of Father De Andreis, who suffered frequently from very violent head- aches. His superiors, therefore, thought of removing him to another place, and sent him to the house of Monte Citorio in Rome, where, it was hoped, he would be able to remain longer than in any other, as several establishments of the Mission in Italy had been suppressed, and many more seemed about to meet with the same fate. He, therefore, went thither towards the end of March, in the year 1806, to the great joy of the Very Rev. Romuald Ansaloni, Visitor and local superior of Monte Citorio. This gentleman was well acquainted with the talents and virtue of Father De Andreis, not only by the favorable accounts which he received of him on all sides, but also be- cause the young priest had been, for many years, his disciple in the study of moral theology. Very soon, then, did the judici- (22) Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 23 ous superior employ him in the weighty duties of that large house, which, being de- prived of many of its subjects, stood in great need of help. Before entering upon the manifold func- tions of his institute, Father De Andreis prepared for them by a retreat of some days ; he was intimately convinced that a priest cannot exercise the Apostolic ministry with profit to others, if he be not careful of his own sanctification. His spiritual retreat being concluded, he, at once, devoted him- self to the different missions, which were confided to him. We will here notice some of them (although he gave them at different intervals,) and will then pass on to his other works. To use his own words, it ap- peared to him, when he was sent to instruct the poor of the country, that he was in his proper place, in his own sphere. Every one admired his efforts to extirpate vice and make known unto all, the truths and doctrine of Jesus Christ. Never did he dread the arduous labor and fatigue of such an under- taking ; but, making small account of him- self and his own ease, he was always ready to alleviate the burden of his companions. During the summer of 1806, he assisted in the missions of Ceccano, Giuliano di Fer- rentino, Sannino, Monte Fertino and Val- 4 Life of monte. It was rumored, during this last, that certain facts, of a miraculous nature, had transpired. However, the bishop of Segni, in whose diocese Valmonte is situa- ted, having been questioned on the subject, gave the following reply : "Although I have well considered the matter in question, I cannot call to mind any wonderful act performed by Father De Andreis during the mission which he gave at Valmonte in 1806. Nevertheless, I very well remember his spotless life, which marked him out among all others ; he was cherished by the people, and I, admiring his exalted virtues, formed a high opinion of him. "PETER ANTHONY, bishop of Segni." In the autumn of 1808, he returned to this same diocese, and gave many other missions in that of Amelia. Wherever he went, he gave himself no rest, nor could he content his zeal until all had profited by the word of God. During the Lent of 1810, and of the fol- lowing years, until 1815, he was constantly employed in laboring in the country, and especially in the suburbs of Rome, where, certainly, there was ample room for the exercise of his zeal in favor of the poor '-83* Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 25 shepherds, who sojourn there at that season of the year. His last missions in Italy were those that he gave during the Lent of 1814 at Vesco- vera, in the diocese of Tivoli, with Fathers Giovannoni and Vespasiani, from Cofi to Valle, and subsequently from Cori to Monte, which last he made in company with Father Colucci and Father Rosati. In these missions, he endured much fatigue, and had to labor hard to pacify the in- habitants, who, at that period, were divided by animosities and contentions of various kinds. The duty of addressing the clergy, (when their number was considerable, ) was always entrusted to Father De Andreis, and he discharged it with admirable skill and discretion ; for, while he ever manifested towards their person, the greatest respect, he spoke to them with such unction, that they would eagerly endeavor to lead better lives. Conversing with some priests, dur- ing the mission at Cori, he showed them, by the most convincing arguments, that their own salvation, no less than that of the flock confided to their care, depended upon the right administration of the sacra- ment of penance, and that this could not exist where uniformity, which is so essen- tial to it, was wanting both in doctrine and 26 Life of practice. "A confessor," said he, "who is too indulgent, though he may draw many penitents, loads his own conscience with the sins of others, because his tolerance is the cause that so many grievous disorders, blasphemies, infamous connections, pro- fanation of festivals, immodesty in women, negligence of parents towards their children, discords, public and private enmities, and other enormous crimes of long standing, continue to exist in towns and villages. If a sinner, on presenting himself at the tribu- nal of penance, were to find there a confes- sor whose firmness would not absolve him, because he had already deceived many other priests by his false promises, he would address himself to another ; and, if the latter, equally firm, were to say to him : 'Come back again, to give me a sincere proof of your conversion,' the false penitent, having tried all the confessors of the place, and finding them all uniform in their con- duct towards him, would indeed, as the Blessed Leonard says, open his eyes to the state of his soul, conceive a horror for his sins, and feel the necessity of leading a new life. Venerable priests, the impiety of the people proceeds, therefore, in a great meas- ure, from ourselves ; and thus, according to the words of a pious and learned Cardinal Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 27 of the Roman Church, 'from too great facility in absolving, comes equal facility in sinning.' 'Give me,' said the great Pope Pius V., 'good confessors, and I will show you the world reformed.' What, then, shall we do, we ministers of the Lord? Let me, at least, hear your opinion, which I so much respect," Then, after he had urged each one to make known his opinion, they all agreed that it was requisite to enter into a holy league, like that which the Blessed Leonard formed for the purpose of remedying the enormous disorders existing in a certain city belonging to the Papal States. Setting aside controversial ques- tions, on which even the most distinguished doctors are at variance, they determined on the observance of certain points extracted from the Roman Ritual and the admonitions of St. Charles Borromeo. All agreed to be firm with regard to these, without ever allowing themselves to be overcome by human respect, or the false promises of a penitent. These resolutions were written down, and a copy of them delivered to each of the confessors to keep as a rule of his conduct. *) Notwithstanding the ardent desire of Father De Andreis to labor in the country, *) MS., "Different Notices," etc. 28 Life of he could undertake but few missions there, Father Ansoloni, his superior, having as- signed him other, and no less arduous duties. He had to teach theology, both to those of his congregation, and to the young clergymen of the college of the Propaganda, which, by order of Pope Pius VII., had been transferred to the house of Monte Citorio in 1802. In this new employment were discovered the vast treasures of sacred learning which he possessed. He was a strong champion of revealed truth, was well versed in all scholastic questions, accurately distinguishing the most weighty from those that are merely of secondary importance ; sustaining the former by invincible argu- ments, and refraining from any asperity in the discussion of the latter. He was an enemy to all novelties ; and, while he modestly followed the opinions which ap- peared to him the most probable, he always respected those authors who taught differ- ently. His ideas were clear, his explana- tions methodical, never confusing or over- burdening the minds of his auditors. Hence, it may be said with truth, that, as all, both little and great, go with delight to quench their thirst, each according to his need, at a limpid and wholesome stream, so all were instructed by the lessons of this excellent Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 29 master ; the most elevated minds as well as those of a more ordinary stamp ; and, while the former were never wearied, the latter were not neglected. "When Father De Andreis took the chair," writes the Right Rev. Joseph Ro- sati, first bishop of St. Louis, u to give us lectures in theology, his disciples were astonished, I may almost say, thunderstruck, by the richness, ease, solidity, and perspi- cuity of his arguments. He never made use of the book, and yet, developed fully the entire doctrine on which he spoke ; quoting with accuracy, not only passages from different authors, but repeating, word for word, long texts from the Holy Script- ures and the Fathers, in corroboration of his assertions. And, besides texts from the author that he was explaining, he would bring in others, which served to confirm and elucidate them. I enjoyed the great privilege of studying, under him, in the house of Monte Citorio, the entire course of dogmatic theology; and, not even once, dur- ing the whole time, did I ever see him make use of a book, or any other writing, while he was giving his lecture, whether he was expounding a principle, or questioning us upon any difficulty. All his explanations were most clear ; and the very things which 3 Life of he added himself, in order to convey more clearly the author's meaning, were, of themselves, so beautiful and learned, that scarcely had we returned to our rooms, after class, than we hastened to put them in writ- ing, for fear that something might escape our memory. In this manner we filled entire sheets with useful and valuable knowledge, especially during these lectures which he gave on the Scriptures. But, what I prized, even more than all this, was, that, while he enlightened our minds, he inflamed our hearts, his words being as so many fiery darts that pierced the inmost depths of the soul ; so that, when we left the school, we could repeat with the two disciples who accompanied oiir Saviour to Emmaus : 'Nonne cor nostrum ardens erat in nobis dum loqueretur nobis in via Were not our hearts burning within us, as he was speaking to us in the ways." These words of Bishop Rosati are amply confirmed by the testimony of Rev. Joseph Martini, a former disciple and confident of Father De Andreis ; he also declares that whenever his teacher, either in, or out of the school, was heard to speak on the truths of religion, or the maxims of eternal salva- tion, he did it with so much warmth, that his countenance, which was naturally pale, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 31 perceptibly changed its color. And this ardor was greatly increased when he ad- dressed himself to the young students of the Propaganda, as if he longed to transmit to their hearts a heavenly fire that would make them fervent apostles for the infidel lands to which they were destined. Besides the professorship of theology, Father De Andreis was entrusted with the retreats of the candidates for ordination, those for confessors, parish-priests and others, to whom the house of the Mission was always open, and thither they frequently resorted, in order to strengthen, or renew, the spirit of their vocation. To his share, always fell the most arduous and delicate part of these retreats, so that it seemed as if they could neither be undertaken, nor accomplished without him. And, although he was often called upon unexpectedly, he was always prepared, and, so ingeniously did he vary the form of his discourses, that, though the matter was, necessarily, always the same, what he said, seemed to be heard for the first time. This was a singular, and, we might almost say a marvellous gift, for many who had already made three or four retreats under his guidance, would come to listen to him without experiencing the least weariness, retire deeply touched 32 Life of by his words, and eager to hear him again. Not that any art lay concealed in his dis- courses ; on the contrary, he was all candor and sincerity ; he never made use of fanciful expressions, bearing the stamp of mere human eloquence ; but, in the simplicity of his words, his reasoning was so persuasive and connected, that the luminous evidence it imparted to the intellect, dispelled any repugnance to receive the truth ; while it so deeply touched the heart, that it moved, at the will of the speaker, to hatred of sin, confidence in God, fear of the divine judg- ments, holy love of God, and always to a firm resolution of leading a truly sacerdotal life. Now, if it be asked of what means he made use, thus to conquer even the hardest hearts among his auditors, we can only reply that his words partook of the vehement ardor by which he was himself devoured, and his sentiments were as so many burning arrows, discharged by an able hand. With regard to this, we will here cite some par- ticular facts. Monsignor Atanasio, pro-vicegerent in Rome, sent to the spiritual conferences of Monte Citorio, a priest of a regular order, who, at the beginning of the new French government, had swerved from the path of duty. While he was listening one morning Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 33 to the conference, given by Father De An- clreis, on these words of our Lord Ego sum veritas he was touched by such a special impulse of grace, that, in the sight of all, he could not refrain from manifest- ing signs of extraordinary compunction. Scarcely had he retired to his room than he gave way to excessive lamentations ; and, though the hour of the repast went by, he never ceased to weep, without showing the least desire to take any food. Father An- saloni was obliged to send Father De An- dreis to his room in order to console, and induce him to take some refreshment. But he was quieted only by the hope of hearing, in the next conference, an exposition of these other words of Jesus Christ, Ego sum vita. He heard it in fact, and continued, throughout the retreat, to show such un- mistakable marks of true conversion, that all were edified. Similar emotions were evinced on another occasion, not by a few only, but by the whole assembly of priests and curates, dur- ing the course, and at the end, of one of the meditations. Towards evening, after hav- ing made, in the chapel, the customary ex- amination of conscience, all the missionaries were assembled in the refectory for supper, when, to their great surprise, the priests, 34 Life of who were in retreat, did not make their ap- pearance ; after waiting some time, one be- longing to the house was dispatched to find out what was the matter. He entered the chapel and found them all absorbed in such profound silence and recollection, that they seemed transported out of themselves, and he was obliged to tell them that it was time to go to supper. Such occurrences as these, and the wonderful conversions that took place during the retreats given by Father De Andreis, were soon divulged throughout Rome. Notice was taken of them by the prelates and Cardinals of the Church, and his Eminence, Cardinal Vicar. Delia Somaglia, wishing to ascertain for himself the truth of what was said, went one day to the house of the Mission, with- out disclosing his intention to any one. He arrived just when Father De Andreis was giving a conference to the priests assembled in the interior chapel. On the entrance of so great a personage, they all rose through respect, and, when he had taken his place, and they were reseated, Father De Andreis, without the least discomposure, resumed his discourse, addressing the Cardinal in these words : "Your Eminence, the subject of our conference is this," (here he named it,) "and the division has been made into Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 35 two parts ; the first has been proved by authority, etc., we are now near the con- clusion, and I continue, therefore, by say- ing, etc." The Cardinal Delia Somaglia listened with great attention to this address, and remained to the end of the conference, which afforded him so much satisfaction, that he attended all the others until the con- clusion of the retreat. When it was over, he went to congratulate, in a friendly man- ner, the superior of the house ; telling him how much he admired tjie young mission- ary, not only for the solidity and beauty of his discourses, but still more for the piety and unction with which he spoke. And the worthy prelate, not satisfied with this, in the first audience that he had of Pius VII. : "Holy Father," said he, "I have found out, lately, a treasure of science and piety in a priest of the Mission at Monte Citorio ; his name is Felix De Andreis, and he is yet quite young. I heard him speak, several times, on the dignity and duties of the priesthood, and he pleased me so much, that I seemed to hear a St. John Chrysostom or a St. Bernard." Enraptured at these words, the sovereign pontiff immediately replied: " We must not lose sight of this young man, for it is with such as he, that we should fill the episcopal sees." 36 Life of The other cardinals and prelates who resorted to Monte Citorio to hear Father De Andreis, thought and spoke as the Cardinal Delia Somaglia had done ; we must mention especially, among the number, the vice- gerent, Father Fenaia, who, better than any one else, could form a correct opinion about him. He had long experience as a missionary, and was well versed in such matters, being himself an excellent preacher of the gospel. It was not merely to the learned that Father De Andreis gave so much delight ; he was, at the same time, most acceptable to the simple and ignorant. Without discontinuing his theological lect- ures, he had frequent occasion to address discourses to tradesmen, merchants, in a word, to every description of persons, who were, all alike, moved to tears by his words. For a long time, he was entrusted with the conference which was given every Sunday to the clergymen who assembled at Monte Citorio, and he would go from that to the congregation of San Vitale, entirely com- posed of peasantry and common people ; to these, he preached in the morning of every festival day, and afterwards heard their confessions. He was also a member of the pious association of St. Paul, and was elected one of its twelve directors. Besides all Very Rev. Felix De Andrels^ C. M. 37 this, he was freqiiently called upon to give retreats in monasteries, colleges, schools and other pious associations ; and, wishing to satisfy every one, had often to preach four times, in the same day, on very dis- similar subjects ; now on religious perfec- tion } then again, on the necessity of con- version. During the last years of his so- journ in Rome, or rather from 1810 till 1814, he preached regularly, every day, to- wards evening, for about three quarters of an hour, to an assembly, composed of per- sons of all ranks ; countrymen, merchants, servants, lawyers, priests, and even many distinguished individuals, both of the eccle- siastical and the secular order, who met at the appointed hour in a large hall near the entrance of Monte Citorio. He discharged each one of these different duties with the same grace and dignity, as if it were the only object of his care, never allowing his mind to be disturbed, nor doing things in a hurry, in order to have time to do a great many; he was not one of those officious persons who meddle with everything and wish to share in every good work, under pretence of seeking the general good, while they only spoil the greater part of what they undertake, or are overcome by the weight of it, not being able to accomplish anything 38 Life of solid or durable. Most assuredly, Father De Andreis did not resemble them, for, as he was gifted with a penetrating mind and mature judgment, he easily distinguished the promptings of charity from those of self-love. He was also careful to give to each affair the amount of attention it de- manded, and the ease with which he spoke in the pulpit seemed so natural to him, that he would blend, in the same sermon, the most sublime truths of religion with the simple words of the Catechism j the most vehement language with the most gentle and pathetic expressions. By bestowing upon him so many excellent qualities, it appeared as if God had expressly destined Father De Andreis to sustain faith and revive devotion in Rome, at the very time that both were greatly shaken, namely, during those unhappy days when the holy city was bitterly lamenting the loss of her supreme pontiff, when the sacred college was dispersed, and her temporal dominions abandoned to the tyranny of strangers, the errors of incredulity, and the disorders of her own children. In the proclamation issued in Rome by General Miollis, in pur- siiance of the order of Napoleon, in 1810, for the general dispersion of all religious orders, Father De Andreis was, of course, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 39 comprised ; and, being a native of Piedmont, he would have been obliged to withdraw from the capital, were it not that considera- tion was shown him on account of the col- lege of the Propaganda, whose students he taught. This, perhaps, was the only in- stitution which was allowed to subsist. As for Father De Andreis, raising his eyes to Heaven, as he did in all human vicissitudes, he saw clearly, in his preservation, a special dispensation of Divine Mercy, who wished him to remain in Rome, solely, that he might oppose the torrent of iniquity, and become the refuge and comforter of the good, the despised, and the oppressed. Regarding it in this light, he strove to ful- fil the designs of Heaven, and devoted him- self to all the good works that were going on, seeking out others which he knew might be beneficial, either to the spiritual or the temporal welfare of his neighbor. Hence, led by his own choice, he fre- quently visited the prisons, consoling, with paternal affection, the unfortunate beings confined therein, often for political opinions only; they were, consequent!}', oppressed, but not criminal. He would give them retreats, and hear their confessions, with joyful alacrity, in order to render them patient and perfect Christians. It was also 4 Life of his delight, when he was free from his scholastic duties, to visit the sick of all kinds in the public hospitals, inducing many to make general confessions, who had never approached that sacrament during the whole course of their lives ; preparing others for their approaching passage to eternity, and comforting all, by the most touching and affectionate admonitions. During one of these visits, having met with a sick per- son, all covered with gangrened ulcers, and who was quite abandoned by the physicians, "Courage," said he ; "trust in God, who is all powerful ; put upon your sore a piece of the cassock of our Holy Father the Pope, who is now enduring so much for our holy religion ; who knows ! perhaps, through his merits, God may vouchsafe to restore you to health." A few days after, Father De Andreis having returned to the sick man's bed, accompanied by Father Rosati, he found it empty ; and, on making enquiries about him of those who were around, he was told that he had left the hospital, hav- ing been entirely cured. Whether this cure should be imputed to the merits of our Holy Father Pius VII., or to the prayers of the "fervent missionary, it is not for us to decide ; we leave it to the judgment of others. The fact, wonderful as it is, cannot Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 41 be denied, and it is mentioned in the papers of Bishop Rosati, who was a witness of it. When the servant of God had any time re- maining after these numerous occupations, he employed it in deploring the evils which, especially at that period, afflicted the entire Church, and, for that purpose, he would visit one of the Roman basilicas. What sorrow did he not experience on entering these churches, once crowded by members of the regular orders, and now completely deserted ! What bitter tears he shed over the profane abandonment of these holy places, how many and fervent were his prayers, how austere his mortifications, to obtain that these terrible days of divine justice might be shortened ! Frequently did he offer his own life to God, to save that of others and appease the divine wrath ! And yet, he did not despond in the midst of so many calamities ; on the contrary, he looked forward, with certainty, to their speedy termination ; and, even when the storm appeared most violent and destructive, he assured his friends, in confidence, that the exiled pontiff would return, in triumph, to the Apostolic chair; but, that they must not, meanwhile, neglect to devote them- selves, manfully, to the defence of religion, attacked by so many enemies. He prac- 4 2 */e o/ tised, himself, what he taught to others, for he pointed out the errors contained in the impious pamphlets which were pub- lished throughout Rome ; replied to many doubts, which were laid before him, with regard to the oath exacted by the prevailing government ; confuted, by his learned dis- cussions, the wicked maxims then dis- seminated; and, in fine, he prepared an ex- cellent book, wherein the proofs of the Catholic religion were established, by in- vincible arguments of easy comprehension, even to the unlearned , and the objections of infidels overthrown by most clear and substantial replies. He gave to this work, the unpretending title of "Catechism." It was nearly finished at the return of Pope Pius VII. to Rome ; and, as he thought it would be a suitable time to have it printed, he carefully put the last touch to it. But the merciful providence of God had other designs in view ; for, this excellent work, instead of being given to the public, became an occasion of extreme mortification to its author. It was suspected by those to whom it was first made known, was maliciously criticized and condemned, and the writer gained nothing by it, but the deepest con- fusion, both among strangers and his own friends. This was truly an imexpected Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 43 blow, and he felt it most painfully; but God made known to him, by an especial light, infused into his mind during his meditations, that he must bear his grief in silence, and that this ignominy which had befallen him would be useful for his per- fection. Concerning this, it will be well to give here some reflections found in his own writing, in his private Resolutions and In- spirations received from God. In No. 16, he speaks as follows : "Confirma Domine opus quod operatus es in nobis Christo confixus sum cruci. I have, for a long time, felt that a great love of the cross was insinuating itself in- to my heart, and I have prayed that it might increase, and that our Lord would implant it, permanently, in the very midst of my soul. I mean by this, that I have felt a marked predilection for sufferings, humiliations, and poverty, in opposition to the three follies of the world : concupiscence of the flesh, concupiscence of the eyes, and pride of life, which we renounce in baptism, etc. "Now, about the third Sunday of Advent, (of the year 1814,) or some days previous, while I was in church, praying before the Blessed Sacrament, all at once, though I was not thinking of it, there came before 14 Life, of -. my mind, as plainly as if I had seen it with my eyes, a large cross, suspended in the air, of a frightful and horrible aspect. It was armed with sharp points, and completely covered by a thin black veil, which only allowed part of the lower extremity to be seen. This sight produced within me a sensation of terror and awe, which I vainly strove to repress. I understood that this cross was meant for me ; that the small portion remaining uncovered, signified the sufferings I had already undergone, while the greater part were still in store for me. I felt my strength and courage fail ; yet, making a violent effort, I submitted, and accepted the cross, beseeching our Lord to sustain me by his grace, that I might not sink under the trial, nor displease his Divine Majesty. After this, I could no~ elp con- jecturing what this cross miglr, ; ?, but I could not divine its meaning. ^t hap- pened, the following nightfv I e*p' i ienced some suffering, both of mind and ly, and I fancied that, perchance, this wa,<- ie cross which threatened me, and I rejoiced to be rid of it so easily; but the cross came again before my mind, just as I had first seen it, and, from that time, it never left me, though I sometimes perceived it under different aspects. The novena for Christmas was Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 45 then beginning, and my accustomed pains of body and mind began to increase from day to day; such a height did they at length attain, that I hardly knew what had become of me. My sufferings were but too plainly depicted on my countenance, and the dif- ferent impressions which I saw them pro- duce on others, augmented my anguish. Heaven seemed to have become of bronze, and the earth of iron ; every creature ex- cited in me feelings of aversion. I spent days and nights almost without closing my eyes, my whole system being affected by the mental agony I endured ; it was but with an effort that I took the smallest quantity of food ; life itself seemed about to leave me ; light was changed into dark- ness. . . . One day, when almost in despair, I was trying to recite the Seven Penitential Psalms, I felt somewhat consoled, especially at the second, where it is said : Tn es refu- ffinm mmm a trilidatione quce circumdedit me, and : Domine probasti me, etc. From that moment, I became more tranquil, and felt inspired with great confidence in God and abandonment of self, accompanied by unusual strength and cheerfulness. I be- held the cross again, at first, with nothing but the left arm covered ; then again, en- 46 Life of tirely unveiled, and no longer suspended in the air, but resting upon a heavy stone ; and, lastly, adorned with precious gems, and resplendent with rays, like those crosses that are exposed upon our altars on great festivals. I felt like one whose life was re- newed after he had passed through a severe crisis. The love of creatures, the desire of esteem, of possessions, of anything that was not God, had passed away from me ; I felt detached from every satisfaction, even those of a spiritual nature, and from virtue itself ; and was filled (as it seemed to me) with a most sincere desire of being despised by all, annihilated, crucified ; in fine, that the divine will, alone, might be accomplished in me. Yet, as these dispositions seem to me like young and tender plants, they must be fostered, strengthened, and well grounded. And this I beg of our Lord to do, for it is from him that all good pro- ceeds, and to him, alone, belong the glory of it. Confirma Domine, etc. O blessed Catechism ! blessed contradictions ! blessed anguish ! blessed grief ! what treasures have you brought me ! How delightful it is to be disenchanted, and to be set free from all human respect ; to aim at nothing, seek or desire nothing, but God alone and his glory; Very Rev. Felix De Andreis > C. M. 47 Et unde hoc mihi? Et unde hoc mihif"*) It is now time to return to the Apostolic labors of the servant of God. They received a fresh impulse in 1814, when, the French empire being overthrown, Pope Pius VII., of illustrious memory, returned, in triumph, to his See. Father De Andreis had never doubted that this event would come to pass, even when many, of little faith, had almost given it up in despair ; and his soul exulted with joy, when he became a witness of the reorganization of ecclesiastical affairs, and beheld peace restored to Christendom. He discovered, in all that passed before his eyes, the all-powerful hand of God, who humbles the proud unto the dust, never ceases to protect his Church, and, from the persecutions of the impious, draws his own greater glory. Animated with these senti- ments, Father De Andreis gave way to the most delightful transports of holy joy; at one moment making acts of thanksgiving, at another embracing his fellow-mission- aries, who, having been expelled from Rome, during the stormy period, now *) This Catechism was found among the manu- scripts of Father De Andreis, after his death. He might have published it while he was in America, but, having met with a work, recently printed, that answered his views, he put aside the thought of pub- lishing his own, iii spite of the solicitations to the contrary which he received from others. 48 Life of hastened to return once more to the house of Monte Citorio. He joined with them, in endeavoring, by renewed labor, to repair the evils which religion and Christian piety had so painfully undergone. The sovereign pontiff, in order to revive the spirit of devo- tion, had appointed several priests to give public missions and private retreats in Rome, and Father De Andreis, who always looked upon the orders of the Pope as those of God himself, felt, more than ever, in- flamed with zeal to excite the fervor of the just and the repentance of sinners. In the appointment of the missions, it fell to his lot to preach in the Piazza Colonna, where his voice, like thunder that startles even those who sleep, or lightning that rends the most solid rocks, called upon all, both rich and poor, and moved them, first to admiration, and then to tears. Subsequently, he was sent to give a re- treat to the young students who are accus- tomed to assemble in the vast hospital of vSanto Spiritu 5 a very difficult undertaking indeed. Inhere were over a hundred of them, all gifted with talent ; and having, at least the greater part, a good knowledge of literature and the resources of logic. There were not wanting, among the num- ber, some, who, led astray by the heat of Very Rev. Felix De Andre-is, 0. M. 49 passion, and the reading of bad books, were more inclined to laugh at the missionary, than to learn of him lessons of Christian humility; and, they were still less desirous of submitting to the yoke of the gospel. Without being in the least intimidated, Father De Andreis spoke undauntedly, in the midst of them, like St. Paul in the Areopagus. Always avoiding bitterness, he convinced them by the solidity of his arguments, moved their hearts, made them yield to his words, and, finally, beheld tears flow from eyes that, until then, knew not what it was to weep. The good that re- sulted from this retreat is almost incredible, the more so as it was lasting, and, many years after the death of Father De Andreis, the sweet remembrance of what he had done was still preserved. But the house of Monte Citorio was the special sanctuary of grace and pardon ; all desired admittance within its precincts ; and, in reality, all were received, one after another, without intermission. Father De Andreis attended to all ; now giving con- ferences ; then again, meditations, which he suited to the dispositions of his hearers. He appeared to be the soul of everything the common centre, the oracle, the master' the father of all, who multiplied the brea^ 5 fyf e f of his words, and cheerfully gave the sweat of his brow for the welfare of his spiritual children. We mention these things very briefly, and in a general manner, though full well are we aware that they would de- serve a long and ample narrative. CHAPTER III. The Right Rev. William Dubourg, Bishop of New Orleans, asks for Father De Andreis, for the Missions of that Diocese. The latter obtains leave from the Superiors of his Congregation, receives the Apostolic Blessing from Pope Pius VII., and departs from Rome in December, 1815. FROM the time that Father De Andreis took the firm resolution of entering the Con- gregation of St. Vincent de Paul, he was in- stinctively urged by a desire of being one day able to devote himself to those missions undertaken by the children of the Saint in infidel lands. This ardent wish increased within him, in proportion as he advanced in years and in the exercises of his institute. Nor did he feel himself justified in repress- ing it as a temptation of vain temerity. It is true, that, at times, he feared it might be an illusion, and, being yet very young, he did not dare to manifest his idea by consulting any one about it. His principal care , during his first years in the Congregation, was, to consult God by continued prayer, earnestly imploring the gift of a supernatural inspira- tion, that he might not err in a matter of so much importance. Then, as he perceived (SO 52 Li-fn of that the proper time had not yet coinc to unfold his desires, he quietly labored to draw profit from the different employments which, from time to time, were allotted to him, leaving his future fate in the adorable hands of Divine Providence. Having been ordained priest, he could no longer conceal his ardent wish and 'hope, of being speedily sent to some foreign mission. He wrote on this subject to Father Brunet, who, at that period, discharged the func- tions of vicar-general of the Company, be- seeching him to allow him to join a baud of missionaries then setting out for China. The reply that Father De Andreis received could not have been more satisfactory ; it was expressed in the following terms : "Be in readiness for the mission which you so earnestly desire, for you are to be one of those who will leave us for China, and you should admire in this the wonderful designs of Divine Providence, which, to attain its ends, makes use of means quite unforeseen by the mind of man." With regard to the latter part of the preceding sentence, we must mention, that the mission intended for the empire of China was, in reality, a won- derful work, as the greater part of the ex- pense attending it was defrayed by a society of Russian ladies, who were schismatics. Very Rev. Felix De Anclrcis, (7. M. 53 Father De Andreis held himself in readiness for the projected journey, giving thanks to God, who had thus appointed him a means of laboring among idolaters ; but, in spite of all, his hopes were frustrated. His im- mediate superiors did not approve of his departure from Italy, so he had to be re- signed and to mortify his fervor. This he did ; but, without being dishearted, he re- doubled his prayers and austerities, beseech- ing God to give him the grace to fulfil per- fectly his most holy designs at whatever time, and in whatever manner, it pleased him. And the Lord consoled him interiorly, by bestowing upon him a great increase of the spirit of his vocation, while he infused into his mind an unmistakable light, which showed him clearly that it was not to China, but to America, that he was destined to go; and that his labors there would be so great as to consume his life. He received this special inspiration in Rome, while he was employed as professor of theology, and, not only once, but several times, indeed almost continually, so that he felt perfectly sure that his destiny would be accomplished. He spoke of it one day to a much-loved disciple of his, Rev. Joseph Martini, a mis- sionary of whom mention has already been made ; this gentleman thus bears witness to the fact : 54 We of " In 1807, an< i the following years, until the 2/th of May, 1810, when the suppres- sion of religious houses in Rome compelled me to part from Father De Andreis, I often heard him say, he would die in America, where, several times, it had been thought of sending him ; and, on those occasions, he always experienced an interior presenti- ment that he would eventually go, and even end his days there ; and, as I asked him how he could be so sure that this inward presentiment would be realized, he replied, that he could explain it only by reference to the past. Whenever, said he, I have ex- perienced similar presentiments , they have always been verified. 11 These ideas, that Father De Andreis modestly denominated presentiments, were, in fact, supernatural lights, proceeding from Heaven, and this assertion cannot be doiibted, if we consult the narrative of Bishop Rosati, who relates the same facts, accompanied by many more minute details, or the manuscripts found after the death of the devout servant of God. The Bishop of St. Louis thus writes : "At the very time that the Church was groaning under that terrible persecution that kept the Roman Pontiff a captive at Sav5na ; when cardinals, prelates, canons, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 55 curates, and the most illustrious ecclesias- tics, were expelled from Rome, and banished to different places of the Papal States ; when the power of the tyrant seemed to shine with its utmost splendor, his throne being more firmly settled, and his son decorated with the title of King of Rome ; when, conse- quently, no human foresight could predict at what period, or how, if ever, such evils would have an end, Father De Audreis, as calm as if the furious tempest had already vanished, and the universal Church enjoyed profound peace, said to me, one day, as we were taking a walk together : In what studies are you noi,v engaged? I replied , that I ivas preparing some sermons, besides which I always devoted some portion of the day to the study of the Hebrew language. Let Hebreiv alone, lie immediately answered; such studies as that, are well suited to those who are destined to spend the greater part of their life in their cabinet, preparing learned books to explain and illustrate re- ligion; but we, missionaries, should choose other pursuits. You had better learn Eng- lish. What! English? I replied, English? and of what use will that language ever be to me? Yes, said he, English; you ought to learn English, for that tongue will, onr day, be, needful to both you and me, to preach 56 Life of the word of God to a certain people who speak it! "Such was my deference for his words, and the respect I bore this holy man, who had been my professor in dogmatic theology, my guide in all my studies, and my master in the composition of sermons, that I did not dare to contradict him. I, therefore, consented to learn English, and, on our re- turn home, he gave me an English and Italian grammar, telling me that he would examine me, during our walks, on my pro- gress in English, and would make me read for him. He had already learned it him- self, having been taught by an excellent Irish priest, a student of the Propaganda, who was one of his disciples in theology. Father De Andreis had also translated a little book of meditations, entitled : Think Well On It, and had bought several Eng- lish books for his own use. So I took my grammar, and, when I was alone in my room, I began to study it. I read the first chapter, striving to fix the rules of pronun- ciation in my mind, but, became so weary of their multiplicity, manifold exceptions, and the difficulty I met with in articulating the sounds of the language, that, after three or four days, I took back the grammar, saying : I shall never, never, he able to learn Very liev. Felix De Andrew y C. M. 57 it; I give it up; so take back the book, and never mention the word English to me again. Very well; let it be as you please, he re- plied ; yet, you will see, one day, that you and I shall both be obliged to preach in English. He insisted no more, and took back the grammar. "I could not understand his constant assertion, nor how we should both be sent on a mission to any country where nothing but English was spoken, Napoleon having, most rigorously, prohibited, both in Italy and France, any communication with Eng- land. But, what was then hidden from my eyes, was revealed to him by the super- natural knowledge that God gave him of his future destiny; and too truly did I ex- perience the truth of his words, since neces- sity afterwards compelled me to learn Eng- lish, in order to publish the word of God in that language." That God had given Father De Andreis this knowledge of his future fate, some years before it was accomplished, may be seen by one of his manuscripts, written on the model of the Confessions of St. Augus- tine, and found after his death. Addressing himself to God, he thus expresses his senti- ments of love and gratitude : "How, O my God ! can I ever worthily thank thee for 58 Life of the benefits and graces which them hast bestowed upon me ! Thou didst call me to the Congregation, choose me for the Amer- ican mission, and make known to me, many years before, when I was yet in Rome, that such was to be my destiny; it was thou who didst reveal to me that Father Rosati would accompany me, and that a knowledge of the English language would be necessary for us both, and hence I gave him a gram- mar of that tongue. * ) We must now consider the way in which the designs of God with regard to Father De Andreis were admirably accomplished. He was in Rome in 1815, laboring without intermission, as we saw in the foregoing *) S. Vocationestucz extraordinarice, scrutator cor- dium Deus, passim fiunt secundum quosdam pr&ce- dentes ptophetias et pr&ludia, quce manum invisibi- lem ostendunt illius qui attinget a fine usque ad finemfortiter, et disponit omnia suaviter. Hinc est quod sensim sine sensu me longe ante inclinaveras non solum ad Mission fs exteras generatim, sedprce- sertint ad desiderandant et postulandam conversionem gentis angliccz, et ad ejus linguam addiscendam quin precise scirent qua ratione idfeceram; quinimmodo- minum Rosati hortatus fueram ut hanc linguam ad- disceret, quia hcec illi necessaria erit in Missionibus exteris, ad quas sitnul pergemus, et hoc phtribus an- nis cotitingit, ante quam ulla notio appareret Missio- nis hujus, etc. . . . Quanam igitur, Tibi gratiannn reddam actiones, etc. Cap. XIV. (These Confes- sions were written by Father De Andreis in the city of St. Louis.) Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 59 chapter, to bring souls to God, when it hap- pened that Bishop Dubourg, who, for several years, had been Apostolic Administrator of the diocese of New Orleans, came to the holy city, with the intention of obtaining, both from France and Italy, as many evan- gelical laborers as he could possibly find, to assist him in the cultivation of the vast field confided to his care. So urgent was the want of priests in his diocese, that, feeling he could not comply with his most essential obligations, without additional help, he had determined to resign his office, if he could not obtain the necessary co-operators. In this strain he spoke to Cardinal I,itta, then prefect of the congregation of Propaganda Fide, to whom he first applied. His Emi- nence gave him some hopes of success, and meanwhile directed him to Monte Citorio, requesting, at the same time, the vicar- general of the Congregation of the Mission, Father Sicardi, to provide him with suitable lodging. One evening, while Bishop Dubourg was residing at the house of the Mission, he ob- served a large assembly of persons, of all conditions, congregated in a spacious hall near the entrance of the building, where a young priest was addressing them in sono- rous tones. He paused, listened more 60 Life, of attentively, and then, turning to a young student of the Propaganda, who was deputed to accompany him, asked, who was the priest whom he heard preaching so well. "He is a missionary of the Congregation," was the reply; "a man remarkable for his learning and zeal ; one of the best preachers that can be found in Rome at the present day. " "O, how glad should I be, " rejoined the prelate, "if I could have some of these priests for my diocese !" "Father De An- dreis," said the student, "desires nothing more ardently than to be employed in the foreign missions ; and, if his departure de- pended solely on himself, he would be ready this very moment ; but his superiors will take good care not to lose so excellent a subject." "Well," concluded the Bishop, "request him, in my name, to come to me in my room." The servant of God went as was desired, and Bishop Dubourg, after giving him a most cordial reception, began to speak of the motives of his journey to Rome, the de- plorable state of his diocese, deprived, as it was, of religious pastors, and the immense good that could be done, in this neglected land, by a company of missionaries, who would not only devote themselves to the duties of their sacred calling, but who Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 61 might also undertake the erection of a seminary. Most assuredly, Father De An- dreis did not need all that the bishop, with zealous warmth, said to him respecting the mission of New Orleans. He felt the most lively emotion at the mere mention of an undertaking which he had so long desired and prayed for. But concealing all these desires within his own heart, he replied, that he should consider himself most fortu- nate in being chosen for such an enterprise, but, being member of a congregation, to the superiors of which he had made a vow of obedience, he could not decide for him- self ; hence it was to them, and not to him, that proposals should be made. Thus ended this first interview, after which the bishop went to lay the affair be- fore Father Sicardi, at that time vicar- general of the Congregation of the Mission. He entreated the latter to give him Father De Andreis and two or three o the Priests of the Mission, besides a few brothers, to found a house of the Congregation and a seminary in Louisiana. Bishop Dubourg backed his request by many cogent arguments, which may all be reduced to the following, namely: that, in America, there was the utmost need of good priests, while in Europe they were numerous ; that they might rely on produc- 6s Life of ing the greatest good, besides which it would be a most excellent and glorious un- dertaking, entirely conformable to the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to establish a colony of missionaries in that distant country. Father Sicardi listened with respect to all these reasons, and then replied, that great, indeed, was his regret at not being able to comply with the bishop's request, especially in so holy a cause, it being quite impossible to dispense with the services of Father De Andreis, at a period when the Congregation, after many years of suppression , stood in need of subjects ; besides which, he added, that the duties incumbent on the house of Monte Citorio were of such a nature, that it would be impossible to fulfil them in the absence of one who was constantly employed there- in, and for whom no one could be substi- tuted. The bishop, therefore, might apply to some other community to obtain laborers for his diocese, but must completely relin- quish the thought of getting any from his Congregation. However, things tirrned out quite other- wise ; for the bishop, instead of losing cour- age, on receiving so firm a refusal, only de- sired the more to have Father De Andreis, with whose eminent qualities, frequent in- tercourse made him more fully acquainted. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 63 Hence, seeing that he could gain nothing from the good old superior, he resolved to address himself directly to the Pope, and to make him a formal petition on the subject. This he did, showing forth, by energetic, but too truthful words, how much his ex- tensive diocese stood in need of mission- aries, and particularly of Father De An- dreis. He concluded in these words: Holy Father, without the help of some priests, I feel that I shall no longer have strength to bear the formidable bur den of a diocese so vast that it is almost unlimited; I shall, therefore, be obliged to resign it. The Pope consoled him with the assurance, that his request should be granted, and, shortly after, intimated to Father Sicardi, that he wished him to accede to the demand of Bishop Dubourg, by giving him Father De Andreis, and some others of his Congrega- tion. Deeply afflicted was the heart of the vicar-general when he received this order, and the blow seemed the more painful as he knew neither how to avoid it, nor how, without this young priest, to keep up the establishment of Monte Citorio. Having seriously reflected, he raised his eyes to Heaven, and conceived some hope that the sovereign pontiff might change his mind, 64 Life of were he informed of the wants of the Con- gregation, and especially of the particular need it had of Father De Andreis. Ani- mated with this hope, he went to the Qui- rinal, and, almost in tears, threw himself at the feet of the Holy Father, laid before him a full account of the state of things, and then added : "Holy Father, if I venture, here, at your feet, to make these remarks, it is not with the intention of resisting your will ; on the contrary, through obedience, I am read} r to part with Father De Andreis, and any others of my subjects, for the American mission ; but, if you thus ordain it, you will place me in the utter impos- sibility of complying with your other com- mands, and those of the Cardinal Vicar, namely, that, from time to time, retreats be given to the clergy of Rome ; now, with- out Father De Andreis, I have certainly no subject capable of fulfilling that duty." The Pope was struck by these arguments, which were indeed most true and judicious; he had heard, from many sources, of the great talents of Father De Andreis , and of the immense benefit which the clergy of Rome and its vicinity, as well as foreigners from different countries, derived from his con- ferences and meditations. Looking, there- fore, at the matter from this point of view, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 65 it seemed to him better to prefer the actual and positive welfare of the Church at Rome, to the future and precarioiis advantage of that in America. He, therefore, sent word to Bishop Dubourg, that he could not let him have Father De Andreis. The contest did not end here ; even after this declaration, which was apparently con- clusive, both parties continued to fluctuate between hope and fear ; and, in their un- certainty, both had recourse to God. No less anxious was the soul of the servant of God, who, with a tender and filial love, cherished the house of Monte Citorio, and, still more, the vicar-general. In his dis- tress, he found no comfort but in prayer and the total abandonment of himself to the divine will, leaving others to decide, as they thought proper, on his fate. It is true that his heart inclined more to leave Rome and Italy for a foreign mission, and he felt a certain confidence that such would be the conclusion of the affair; nevertheless, he divested himself of all self-will, in order to follow whatever path God would most clearly point out. He had another thing equally at heart, and this was to lower him- self as much as possible in his own eyes ; to sink into his own nothingness, while every one else was manifesting so much 66 Life of esteem for his person. Where is the man, who, placed in similar circumstances, would not have felt some rising emotion of vain complacency? To behold the anxiety of one party to take him away, and that of the oilier to ke^p him in Rome, while even the sovereign pontiff, inclined first to one, then to the other, as they disputed for him in the very presence of the head of the Church ; to see all this and yet entertain no good opinion of himself, was truly extraordinary humility, and such precisely was that of Father De Andreis. Bishop Dubourg had not yet made up his mind to receive the episcopal consecration ; he endeavored to defer it until he could be certain of obtaining a sufficient number of priests for the diocese. But, at length, yielding to the persuasions of the Cardinal Prefect of the Propaganda, he consented. The consecration took place in the church of "St. Louis of the French," and was per- formed by Cardinal Joseph Doria, on the 24th of September, 1815. Father De An- dreis was one of the witnesses, and, scarcely had the solemn imposition of hands taken place, than the new bishop felt increased hope of gaining that, which, until then, he had not been able, decisively, to obtain. He spoke of it anew, most urgently, to the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 67 Holy Father, and, not satisfied with that, being aware of the esteem entertained by Pope Pins VII. for Cardinal Gonsalvi, his Secretary of State, he addressed himself to the latter, and laid before his Eminence all the motives of his reqnest, in such a man- ner, that the Cardinal was perfectly con- vinced of their justice. He mentioned the matter to the Pope, and the American Mis- sion was finally determined upon, the Holy Father deputing Cardinal Gonsalvi to settle the whole affair with Father Sicardi, vicar- general of the Congregation. The venerable old man yielded, with respect, to the orders of the Pope, in which he beheld a clear manifestation of the will of God. He had an interview with Cardinal Gonsalvi on the 2 yth of September, in which, by mutual agreement, they planned the manner in which the mission should be regulated, the number of subjects that "would be requisite, and they particularly had in view the erection of a seminary. Father De Andreis was filled with holy joy, riot unmingled, however, with that salutary fear, which all Apostolic men feel, of not fulfilling worthily the duties of their sacred ministry. He remembered Father Rosati, his former disciple, to whom he had pre- dicted, several years before, that he would 68 Life of accompany him on a mission to the English . Father Rosati was then about forty miles from Rome. Father De Andreis wrote to ask him if he had any wish to join the projected mission, but did not, in the least, urge him to do so. He received an answer in the affirmative, and several other priests spontaneously offered their services, as did also a student of the Propaganda. A memorable day was that of the I4th of October, on which Bishop Dubourg, sur- rounded by his little colony of missionaries, composed of the Reverend Messrs. Felix De Andreis, John-Baptist Acquaroni, and Joseph Rosati ; Mr. Joseph Pereira, postu- lant priest, Mr. Leo Deys, a student of the Propaganda, and Anthony Boboni, a postu- lant lay-brother , N >went to pay their respects to the Pope, and ask his Apostolic blessing. The Holy Father received them most cordi- ally, and conversed with them for nearly an hour ; exhorting them to put entire trust in the Lord, who had called them to his holy ministry ; animating them to bear cheerfully the many labors and trials which are in- separable from the Apostolic mission, and, on the part of God, predicting innumerable blessings, both for themselves and those to whom they were going to preach the divine word. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis t C. M. 69 Father De Andreis, in the name of all, had drawn up a petition, in which he begged the Pope to allow them to celebrate the office of St. Vincent de Paul, with double minor rites, on the 27th of Septem- ber, on which day the affair of the American mission was concluded ; he also asked for a plenary indulgence, to be gained in all the churches of the Congregation, on the 3rd of December, feast of St. Francis Xavier; and for any students of the Alberonian college * ) who might wish to join them, a dispensa- tion from the promise which they make to remain in their own diocese. He likewise begged, for all, the faculty of confessing, during the journey, to any approved con- fessor; to make the stations with the crucifix, and erect the Via Crucis, in all places where convents of the Franciscan order did not exist. Finally, he requested the Pope, by word of mouth, to allow them to say mass in the ship which was to take them to their place of destination. Pius VII., having graciously granted all these petitions affec- tionately took leave of them. They then went to bid farewell to Cardi- nal Litta, who also received them most kindly ; and, having long experience in such matters, as Prefect of the Congregation *) Th ecclesiastical college in Placentia founded by Cardinal Alberoni, 70 Life of of the Propagation of the Faith, he told them that he felt quite sure of the ultimate success of their mission. With regard to the seminary that was to be erected, the cardinal said that the revenues of the see of New Orleans would, when collected, abun- dantly suffice for its endowment. At last, the day for the departure of the first band of missionaries was appointed, and they accordingly embarked for Marseil- les the night of the 2ist of October, at Ripa Grande, intending to join the others at Bor- deaux, where all were to await the arrival of Bishop Dubourg. Father De Andreis had drawn up some regulations to be ob- served on the journey ; these he gave them at the moment of their departure. He him- self remained in Rome to make, under the direction of the vicar-general, the necessary arrangements concerning the mission. He made, meanwhile, a choice collection of theological and controversial works, catechisms and sacred liturgies an ample provision of vestments and pious pictures. Several benefactors presented him with sacred vessels, chalices and pyxes ; a con- siderable sum of money was offered him by many worthy prelates ; and, in particular, one hundred ducats by the archbishop of Naples. At length, with many tears, yet Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 71 with the greatest firmness, he parted from his numerous friends, his brethren of Monte Citorio, and the vicar-general, Father Sicardi, on the i5th of December, 1815. He took with him, from Rome, a priest of that city and two young men who aspired to the ecclesiastical career; one of the latter, Mr. Dahmen , afterwards entered the Congregation. The route taken by Father De Andreis was that of Bologna. Passing through Placentia, he traversed Piedmont, and, having entered France, directed his steps towards Bordeaux. As he went out of the Flaminian gate, his heart palpitated with holy joy, and the most lively gratitude to God for the Apos- tolic ministry, to which he was destined, in a foreign land ; for the sufferings he would meet with while laboring to extend the kingdom of Jesus Christ ; and for his escape from the episcopal dignity, for which he knew he had been marked out in Rome. While he encouraged those who accom- panied him, he preserved the utmost recol- lection, constantly expressing, interiorly, to his God, the deep feelings with which he was penetrated. CHAPTER IV. Journey of Father De Andreis and Companions from Rome to Bordeaux and thence to Baltimore. ON the 27th of December 1815, Father De Andreis arrived at Placentia, where he had the pleasure of again meeting a number of his former fellow students, professors and superiors. He preserved, during the whole course of his life, for those who had been his first guides and directors, the same esteem and affection which he felt for them at the very first. He frequently spoke of them with pleasure, recalling the virtues he noticed in them ~and mentioned particularly Fathers Alliora^Giordana, De Petris and Girodi. On the 3oth, he left Placentia, taking with him Brother Martin Blanka. He arrived at Turin on the 2d of January 1816, at Montpelier on the 1 7th and at Bordeaux on the 3Oth. From this place he wrote im- mediately to the vicar-general of the Con- gregation of the Mission, and, to avoid re- petition, we will give his own account as contained in that letter, dated Bordeaux, Febmary ist, 1816. (72) Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 73 4 'VERY REVEREND SIR : "I have the honor to inform you of onr safe arrival, on the 3oth ult., having left behind us, at Toulouse, our companions who started from Rome two months before we did, and who will not be able to reach Bordeaux for five or six days, on account of the disasters they experienced during their sea-voyage. I cannot express the consola- tion I received on meeting them at Tou- louse, after having felt so much grief at Montpelier, when I had reason to fear that they had been shipwrecked ; so much so, that I had interiorly offered their loss as a sacrifice to God. May he be continually blessed, that good God, Qui mortificat et vivificat, deducit ad inferos et reducit; he desires to detach me from everything. . . . As far as I am myself concerned, the journey has been most beneficial, notwith- standing the difficulties we encountered among the mountains of Savoy, on account of the cold weather and the almost incredi- ble amount of snow w r hich had fallen. On one occasion, we were obliged to take the horses from the carriage, and remain in the vehicle during a terrible storm, which threatened to overwhelm us ; we were also compelled to go part of the way on foot, and, the snow being above our knees, we almost 74 Life of perished. But, after all this, when we traversed Dauphiny, Provence, Languedoc, and Gascouy, there was not an inch of snow on the ground, and the weather became quite mild. . . . The excellent and saintly bishop of Bordeaux was kind enough to give me lodging in his palace, and a seat at his own table ; he appointed me chaplain of the prisons. My companions are placed with different pious persons, and some of them in the houses of the Sisters of Charity, the three Sister-Servants of which houses, came to visit me to-day; they are ready to follow us to Louisiana, and I intend to make arrangements on the subject, with Father Hanon at Paris. . . . The affairs of the Con- gregation in France, are taking a favorable turn, the Court having issued a decree for its re-establishment, and several priests, with a few novices, have already joined Father Hanon. I beg you to recommend us to the Lord, and to ask our good fellow missionaries, to do the same, so that I, by my sins and my pride, may not spoil the work of God, that I may learn to humble myself, thoroughly, and thus become an in- strument in the hands of God, to perform whatever his divine providence has decreed, ut sive per vitam, sive per mortem, nomen Dei glorificetur , etc," Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 75 Other more minute particulars of the journey are narrated by Father De Audreis in some of his writings ; we will give them here, in order to describe more fully some things that he has barely mentioned above. The following are his own words : "On the 5th of January, we went to Susa, and, the next day, being the feast of the Bpiphany, having availed myself, literally, of the privilege ante auroram, by saying Mass at a very early hour, we set out to climb Mount Cenis, which was covered with snow, the weather being pretty cold. The 7th, which happened to be Sunday, was a memorable day for us. It had been snow- ing all night, and, the wind being very high, blew the snow in all directions; how- ever, we started before day-light ; but, when we had gone two or three leagues, we were compelled to stop, for besides the great fatigue of the horses, which were knee deep in snow, and lashed continually by the icy gusts, there was danger of falling into the precipices, which, in Savoy, nearly always border the public roads; and the snow was now so deep, that it was difficult to distin- guish the road from the rest of the neighbor- hood. In this extremity, the driver saw no other hope of safety, but in taking the horses from the coach, it being impossible 76 Life of for us to turn back, as there was no meaus of moving the vehicle. He, therefore, left us in this plight, between a mountain on one hand, and, on the other, a precipice into which the wind might easily blow the coach; and, though the latter seemed her- metically closed, the snow came in, imper- ceptibly, through the openings, annoying and covering us, without our knowing whence it came. When we had been for two hours exposed to the danger of rolling into the snow, and being buried therein, the driver re-appeared, and, having rehar- nessed the horses, took us on a few, leagues further to the town of Bramante, where we dismounted at a miserable inn. I inquired immediately if it were possible to say Mass ; but our hostess told me that the church was far off, and, that, in consequence of the weather, it would be out of the ques- tion to convey me there. Her husband en- tering a short time after, I repeated my en- quiry, and he replied that the church was not distant more than a stone's throw, telling me he would go on before, and that we might follow him. We set out then, up to the waist in snow, without any path, our eyes completely dazzled, and our breath taken away by the wind and drift. After a few steps, our guide, who was accustomed Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 77 to run like a greyhound, soon disappeared, leaving us quite bewildered in the midst of a sea of snow, unable to distinguish the place whence we started, or that to which we were going ; since the wind and the snow, falling in torrents, prevented us from opening our eyes. Almost frozen to death, though covered with perspiration and pant- ing from our efforts to struggle against the wind and snow, we were, for an instant, breathless ; and thinking that death was inevitable I could not refrain from blaming my own imprudence. At length, it pleased God to let us reach the church. But we were more dead than alive, and were at least a quarter of an hour recovering our breath. Our clothes were, externally, cov- ered with a thick coating of ice, as hard as stone, while interiorly, they were wet with perspiration and with the snow, which melted under the influence of our natural heat. The church was full, and the pastor was most urgent in his request that I should preach. Besides the fact that I was not yet sufficiently master of the French lan- guage to be able to preach ex abrupto, I was then in such a state, that the depart- ing prayers might have been read over me. Without a fire or a place to rest, it was in the bread of the strong that I sought my 78 Life of refuge. I said Mass then, and could hardly believe that I left the Church alive. The following day we went to San Michele. . . . On the I3th, I said Mass at Valence, in the cathedral, which contains the relics of Pius VI., enclosed in an elegant marble shrine, which would show to advantage, even at St. Peter's. On the lyth, we arrived at Montpelier, where our disappointed wish of saying Mass, caused us to remain fasting until five in the afternoon. The bishop gave us lodging in the seminary, where we rested until the 2oth. "I was most anxious to receive tidings of my companions, who, under the protection of Father Rosati, were coming on by sea. A lady who visited me, in order to enquire after Bishop Dubourg, told me, that out of twenty-one vessels, that had sailed for the southern ports of France, nineteen had per- ished. Such news as this combined with the fact that we had been so long without hearing from them, made me conceive the most lively apprehensions concerning their safety; and God only knows what a night I passed, beholding them, in imagination, shipwrecked on the stormy waves. On the 24th, we went to Toulouse, and great in- deed was our joy in embracing all our be- loved companions, who, on their side, had Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 79 been equally distressed on our account. We spent two days with them at the Grand Seminary, and then we started for Bordeaux, which place had been selected as our abode until our embarkation. Having crossed the province of Gascony, we arrived at the last named city on the 3oth, and it would be difficult for me to describe the warm and cordial welcome given us by the saintly Archbishop, the Most Reverend Charles d'Aviared Du Bois cle Sanzai ; he had the kindness to keep me with him for the space of four months and a half, and appointed for each member of our two parties, a lodg- ing in some community, or in the house of one of his clergymen. He gave me, at once, all the faculties, and came himself to install me as chaplain of the prison of Chateau du Ha, where I used to say Mass on festival days, preach, hear confessions, etc." (Journal written by Father De An- dreis.) The zeal of Father De Andreis was not limited to the comfort and spiritual direc- tion of these prisoners ; its effects were felt in all the functions of the holy ministry which he fulfilled. As he became known in the place, many sought him out, some for counsel, others for direction, and all classes of this large city derived immense 80 Life of benefit from the ample powers granted him by the excellent Archbishop. But, in speak- ing on this subject, we shall no longer be able to refer to the words of Father De An- dreis, always so reserved with regard to himself ; we will, therefore, have recourse to Bishop Rosati, who was an eye-witness of the good he did. "The servant of God visited the jails, comforting the poor prisoners, with all the consolations that religion affords, according to the counsel and example of his holy founder St. Vincent. He said Mass for them on feast-days, preached the truths of the gospel, instructed them in all their religious duties, and, having thus prepared their hearts, gave them a retreat of some days, by means of which a great number were led to confess their sins with lively sorrow, and receive the most holy Eucharist. The Sisters of Charity, founded also by St. Vincent, seeing him so zealous and skilful in the discharge of all these works of mercy, would send for the 'Italian missionary' to assist every one of' these poor wretches. They, likewise, thought themselves most fortunate in having, within their reach, a priest, who seemed a living portrait of St. Vincent ; and the continual acts of virtue, of which he gave them the example, in- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 8t duced them to treat him with the utmost veneration, while they tendered him the kindest assistance. They consulted him as a father and director, being desirous of learning the most perfect manner of dis- charging their holy duties. The servant of God condescended to their pious wishes, and, though they were already very virtu- ous, they gladly derived much benefit from his instructions and guidance. "Father De Andreis attended to these good works, and many others besides, with- out the least ostentation, and, as much as possible, wished to be taken for some un- known traveller. He rejoiced in this ob- scurity, which was so dear to him, and which is always so much desired by the children of St. Vincent ; but, in spite of his desire, his reputation and the esteem in which he was held by the most eminent persons, continually increased. The Vicars- general of the Archbishop, the Canons of the cathedral, the priests of the city and those of the country, whose business took them to Bordeaux, sought his acquaintance, had frequent interviews with him, and never left his presence without being deeply im- pressed with his eminent qualities. One would admire the depth of his knowledge, another the holiness of his life, and all, the 82 Life of suavity and prudence of his demeanor. Their admiration amounted to enthusiasm when they heard him speak of the Church in Rome, and the heroic sufferings endured by Pius VII., who was then just -liberated from the species of slavery to which he had been subjected. They pressed him with questions on the number and form of the different pious institutions then existing in Rome, and also desired him to tell them about the various devout practices which are observed in Italy. To all this he replied with such clearness and precision, accom- panied with so much affability, that they were scarcely able to part from him. They often returned to listen to him, anxious to learn something new. To satisfy their wishes, he one day gave them a pathetic description of a devotion, which was then quite popular in Italy, and was called, The Three Hours of Our Lorfrs Agony. 'It is usually made,' said the servant of God, 'on Good Friday, and is begun at twelve o'clock, to be concluded at three. A Cal- vary, with the representation of our Saviour nailed to the cross, on the point of expiring, is erected in the sanctuary of the church. The assembled crowd sing some hymn, in a mournful strain, on the first words of our Lord on the cross. This over, the priest Very Rev. Felix De Andreis > C. M. 83 ascends the pulpit, repeats the words and comments upon them by some pious reflec- tions of a nature to touch the hearts of his auditors ; after this, he reads a short medi- tation upon the same subject. All listen to him with the utmost attention, and in pro- found silence and recollection, reflect upon the thoughts suggested to them ; some prayers follow, and then another hymn is sung on the second words of our Lord on the cross, and so on, until the seventh word ; and between the hymns, meditations and readings, the auditors are excited to feelings of love, gratitude and repentance, according to the extent of the preacher's ability.' "While Father De Andreis was relating the above," continues Bishop Rosati, "the Archbishop and his Vicars experienced an ardent desire to introduce the holy practice which he described ; and, having prepared all that was requisite in one of the con- ventual churches, they entreated Father De Andreis to superintend the arrangements and to preach. Crowds attended the ex- ercises, which created such a sensation that, though they were performed for the first time at Bordeaux by the servant of God, during the following years they were introduced into several other churches of France. 84 Life of "The favorable impression which the sermons of Father De Andreis produced upon all, induced the Archbishop to confide to him the duty of giving the usual retreat to the seminarists and the candidates for ordination. The servant of God endeavored to avoid this charge, alleging .that he had not his manuscripts with him, besides which, he declared that he was not as yet sufficiently familiar with the French lan- guage to be able to address persons of edu- cation. But the orders of his superiors made him overcome his reluctance, so that he applied himself to the undertaking that was required of him, and succeeded so well that all these young aspirants to the priesthood were penetrated with the sacred and sub- lime truths which he imparted to them." In the meantime Father De Andreis did not forget the companions of his mission, either those he brought with him from Rome, or others who came subsequently to join the Apostolic expedition. He revived their zeal by his frequent exhortations, and so animated their courage that they felt ready for every peril they were about to. encounter, heartily resolving to die for the glory of God JL in a word, he made of them so many intrepid apostles. While he was thus encouraging them by his fervid dis- Very Rev. Felix De Andrds> C. M. 85 courses, he received a letter from Bishop Dubourg, wherein the Prelate informed him of a great change that he was com- pelled to make in their destination. He no longer intended that they should proceed to New Orleans, situated about a hundred miles from the mouth of the Mississippi, but to St. Louis, which is on the banks of the same river, about twelve hundred miles above. The principal reason that induced the bishop to make this alteration in their route, was the great advantage which, he trusted, would be derived from it, both by the Catholics who, almost destitute of religious succor, were dispersed throughout the country, and by the Indians, who are more within reach at St. Louis than at New Orleans. It was on this account that the first house of the Mission with its seminary was built there, and, as both English and French were spoken at St. Louis, the bishop concluded his letter by saying that it was absolutely necessary that the missionaries should learn the former language. This unforeseen determination did not discourage Father De Andreis ; on the con- trary, it met with his entire approbation and was, in all, conformable to his own views. He joyfully announced it to his companions, "Now then," said he, "let 86 Life of us take courage, gentlemen ; I see that the English language will, indeed, be indis- pensable to us." "When he spoke thus," adds Bishop Rosati, (who was then only a missionary,) "I recalled to mind what he had told me, some years before, in Rome : That the English language would, one day, be necessary for us both, as we should be obliged to preach in that tongue, and that it was, therefore, more necessary jor me to learn it than Hebrew, which I teas then studying. His prediction was verified to the letter. I perceived it in the circum- stance of our change of destination, and my esteem for the servant of God was, in con- sequence, very much increased ; in him, I beheld a living saint, to whom the Almighty vouchsafed to reveal the future. But he took care not to remind me of what he had said, for his humility always prompted him to conceal his supernatural gifts. "On the 2 ad of May, the eve of the Ascen- sion, Bishop Dubourg arrived at Bordeaux. He was accompanied by a band of young men, partly ecclesiastics and partly secu- lars aspiring to the sacerdotal dignity, all equally longing to embark for America, in order to share in the holy enterprise. We were reanimated by the presence of this distinguished Prelate, who confirmed our Very Mev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 87 resolution of going to St. Louis, and took immediate measures to prepare the depart- ure of the first band, of which Father De Andreis was the head, the bishop intending to set out shortly after with the second division of our company." The servant of God announced these occurrences to the vicar-general in Rome, by a letter of the 28th of May, of the follow- ing tenor : "A few days ago, Bishop Dubourg arrived here ; he constantly endears himself more and more to us all. A real father could not show us more affection, or be more solicitous for our welfare. Besides this, all the inhabitants of the city, especially the clergy, overwhelm us with kindness, and have bestowed many considerable presents upon us. The Sisters of Charity treat us as brothers, and volumes would not suffice to record the benefits which we have re- ceived from them. Happening to find all the superiors together yesterday, I took the opportunity of delivering your message, which they received with much pleasure. In a word, Providence showers down its blessings upon our mission, so much so, that I am covered with confusion at the sight of my incapacity for so great an en- terprise. Through just and prudent motives, 88 Life of our plan has been changed, and instead of going to New Orleans, the capital of Lower Louisiana, we are going four hundred leagues higher, to St. Louis, the capital of the upper part of the province. I have, therefore, been obliged to apply myself seriously to the study of the English lan- guage. We shall go to Philadelphia, or Baltimore, and thence by land some eight hundred leagues farther, through the woods, among musquitoes, wolves, bears, panthers, rattle-snakes, and savages almost more ferocious than the wild beasts themselves. We shall be obliged to sleep under trees, making large fires around to keep off in- truders. I regret that we shall have to change our costume for the secular dress, but this will be only for a while. Four of the priests who came with us from Rome have left us ; but we have been more than compensated for their desertion by many others who have joined our band. This morning, the bishop will conclude his bar- gain with an American captain for our speedy departure ; we are to form the van- guard, about twelve in number, and shall remain a short time in Kentucky to await the bishop, who is not to leave Bordeaux until October, and who, consequently, will not be with us before next vear. Our new , Very Rev. Felix DC Andreis, C. M. 89 destination possesses many advantages over New Orleans ; the climate is healthy, the manners of the people simple, and, as yet, free from European vanities. St. Ivouis is also a trading-point for all the Indian nations, and offers many resources for our establishment. As for me, I am in one continued transport of delight and admira- tion on beholding how Divine Providence has, by(inexplicable v ;and stupendous ways, led me to the summit of my desires, those very desires with which he himself had in- spired me, which he fostered in my heart, and towards the accomplishment of which he guided me imperceptibly during so many years. It seems to me that we are all well resolved to become good missionaries, and to seek nothing else in this world but God and the salvation of souls." As Father De Andreis said in his letter, the arrangements for their departure were to be concluded on the 28th of May, with the captain of an American vessel ; but some difficulties having arisen, the contract was broken off, and hence, to the disap- pointment of all, their embarkation was de- ferred for a few days longer. Father De Andreis tranquilly resigned himself to await another opportunity. It was, shortly after, known that this vessel having been 90 Life of assailed at a little distance from Bordeaux, by a furious tempest, was lost, with all be- longing to her ! Father De Andreis often related this sad occurrence, with the remark, that, under human opposition, God always conceals designs of particular mercy towards his servants. The final arrangements for their journey were taken with the master of a brig called the Hanger; and everything being v satis- factorily 'concluded, the Missionaries em- barked on the 1 2th of June. Bishop Du- bourg, who was obliged to remain in France for the affairs of his diocese, accompanied them to the harbor, and while bidding them farewell, exhorted them, in the most press- ing manner, to be obedient in everything to Father De Andreis, whom he constituted, not only superior of this band, but also his vicar and representative in all that related to the concerns of his diocese. They were moved to tears at his words, and before leaving, he embraced and blessed each one of them ; then, entering a small boat, they were conveyed to the ship, where they spent the night. As the next day was the feast of Corpus Christi, and the ship could not set sail, for want of a fair wind, Father De Andreis and his companions went ashore, where he celebrated the holy sacrifice of the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M, 91 Mass, and gave them all holy communion. Soon after their retnrn to the ship, the wind changed in their favor, and the sails were set.-v The following are the names of those who accompanied Father De Andreis : Fathers Rosati and Acqtiaroni, both priests of the Congregation of the Mission ; Fathers Carretti and Ferrari, secular priests from the city of Port Maurice on the river Genoa, the former being Canon of the collegiate church ; Messrs. Francis Xavier Dahmen, Joseph Tichitoli, Leo Deys, and Casto Gon- zalez, seminarists ; Brother Martin Blanka, of the Congregation of the Mission ; and three young laymen, Francis Moranviller, Medard Di Latre, and John Flegifout, who had some intention of entering the Congre- gation as lay-brothers. The Missionaries were almost the only passengers on board the vessel ; for their convenience, a small cabin had been con- structed, in which each one had his own berth. In the centre was a table on which they took their meals, namely, dinner and supper. This room soon became a little seminary or rather a sanctuary, for Father De Andreis, who was a great lover of order and regularity, drew up some rules which all, even those who did not belong to the Congregation, made it their pleasure to follow exactly ; so that the whole band 92 Life of seemed transformed into a religious com- munity. In the morning at an appointed hour, the signal was given to rise, and half an hour after, meditation was begun by the reading of the usual points. Then the altar being prepared, Mass was cele- brated, if the accidents incidental to a sea- voyage did not prevent it, meditation was concluded by the Angelus and the Litany of the Holy Name of Jesus. The Breviary was recited in common, at its proper time ; there were also hours set apart for reading the New Testament, and other pious books ; also for moral conferences, and the study of theology. A certain portion of time was allotted to silence, another to recreation, particular examination, and part of the Rosary, in which all joined. Sacramental confession and a spiritual conference took place every week, Father De Andreis being the soul and director of these pious ex- ercises ; all his companions were dependent on him and we may say, in a word, that they formed but one heart and one mind. The captain of the ship was struck with admiration at their manner of life, and seemed never weary of contemplating their union and recollection ; he testified the utmost respect towards each one of them, and sought to alleviate, as much as lay in Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 93 his power, the unavoidable inconveniences of the voyage. He was a Protestant, but the most excellent Catholic could not have treated them better. Whenever the wind permitted, he had a nice awning arranged on deck, and would invite them to come and enjoy the fresh air and fine weather. They often had spiritual reading there, or recited part of the Rosary which they ended by singing the Litany of Loretto. All those that composed their little band were gifted with good voices and acquainted with music, so that the chant was really harmo- nious and delightful to the ear. And, if they sometimes delayed it, the captain would beg them to begin, telling them how much it pleased him ; and they, as they sang, implored her who is the star of the sea, to protect from all shoals and perils of the deep, the mariners who put their trust in her. On Sundays and festivals, Mass was sung in the Gregorian chant, in two choirs. Father De Andreis expounded the Gospel, and those who could not celebrate, went to communion. Vespers were solemnly chanted in the same way, so that the vessel, thus transformed into a church, resembled the bark of the Apostles, into which our Lord so often entered. With the same 94 solemnity, they celebrated the feast of St. Vincent, and, as their voyage was progress- ing but slowly, on account of adverse winds, which caused it to be feared that their pro- visions might not hold out in case of much delay, Father De Andreis proposed that all should make, in honor of the saint, a vow by which they would bind themselves to solemnize the day of his death, namely, the 27th of September, by fasting on the eve of that day, and preparing for its celebration by a novena. All were delighted at the proposal, and agreed to it with joy. St. Vincent soon vouchsafed to manifest his satisfaction at the vow, for almost im- mediately, the wind became favorable, and on the 23d of July, land was seen ; they soon entered Chesapeake Bay, and on the 26th, landed at Baltimore. -(But before go- ing ashore, they chanted the Mass Pro gra- tmmm actione, with feelings of love and gratitude which can more easily be im- agined, than expressed. The above description of this journey, such as Bishop Rosati gives it, being very short, necessarily omits many interesting details ; we have, therefore, thought that it will be well to give also the Journal written by Father De Andreis, just as he sent it to Rome in 1819. We might, certainly, have Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 95 inserted it above, by making, of the two, but one narrative. But we feared that some of the beauty belonging to the original, might be lost in passing through our hands, and might also seem less worthy of credi- bility ; we will, therefore, give all particu- lars, in the very words of the Journal, even though, by so doing, we may repeat some circumstances already mentioned. Father De Andreis writes, then, as follows : "On the 1 2th of June, having put on the customary dress of the American clergy, consisting of a short coat cravat and round hat, we embarked on the Garonne, in a sloop which conveyed us to the American brig "Ranger," lying at Poliac. Our bag- gage being already on board, we ascended the sides of the vessel by means of rope lad- ders, our number amounting to thirteen ; five priests, four seminarists, one lay-brother and three postulants, who, by-the-by, all three of them, subsequently left us. Berths had been prepared for us in a large airy room around which each one had his own place, all being arranged like the shelves in a library. With the exception of a young Quaker from Baltimore, we were the only passengers. The captain professed no re- ligion ; he and all his crew were Americans. Among the sailors were two negroes and an 96 Life of Indian. .The captain, although a Protes- tant, facilitated as much as he could, the performance of our religious exercises ; he always treated us with respect, and took pleasure in assisting at divine service, and in hearing us speak on religious subjects ; but, at the conclusion of our discourse he would say candidly, that he cared more for his dollars than for his soul, and that the business of this world seemed to him of more importance than that of the next ! What lamentable blindness ! "The day after oiir embarkation, being the festival of Corpus Christi, as we were still near laud, four of us went ashore at break of day, in the sloop ; two said Mass, and the others approached the holy table. We then returned in haste to the ship ; at eight we set sail, and arrived, towards even- ing, opposite Rohan. On the i4th, we availed ourselves of the privilege granted us by the Sovereign Pontiff, and said Mass in the ship, having with us all the sacred vessels, and a good supply of altar-bread, wine, and tapers. Each time the most holy sacrifice was offered, a priest, in surplice and stole, stood beside the celebrant, with his hand on the base of the chalice, after the consecration, in order to prevent any accident. When we began our journey, the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 97 weather was delightful, but we soon ex- perienced the effects of a sea- voyage. Being all sick, we had no Mass on the i5th ; on Sunday, the i6th, we had two, and the same number every succeeding day, except when the ship was tossed about too violently. Fathers Rosati, Carretti, and the two pos- tulants, were sick the whole time. I suffered less than any one. We had some stormy weather, particularly during one night which we spent in prayer ; it seemed as if that night were destined to be our last. So furiously did the waves lash against the vessel's sides, that the planks seemed, every moment, ready to give way. The sailors were terrified and the captain himself ex- horted us to redouble our prayers. The Almighty was pleased to deliver us from this peril, that our sufferings might be pro- longed. The victims were ready, but the blow was deferred, He alone knows why ! "Before we left Bordeaux Bishop Du- bourg gave me a patent of Vicar-General, and another to Father Rosati, in case any accident should happen to me. The arch- bishop of Bordeaux, as littoral Bishop, gave us full faculties as far as Baltimore. While passing the coasts of Spain we saw some whales, and other marine monsters, which came within some little distance of us. We 98 Lije of also admired the flying-fish, which in some respects resembles a bird. One of these fishes having fallen one evening upon the table in our room, we eat it and found it excellent. It was something like a small cod-fish, and its membranous wings, were sufficiently extended to enable it to fly from time to time. We also noticed with wonder and admiration, a large tower constructed in the midst of the ocean, several miles from land, and seeming to rise above the waves, without any visible rock to support it. "We made the Novena of St. Vincent, and it happened that, on the very day of his feast, a negro slave, for relapse into theft and drunkenness, was to undergo the chastisement which was customary in such cases ; namely, to be thrown into the sea attached to a rope which passed under the ship. It being drawn up on the other side, obliged the poor wretch to pass under the vessel, once or several times, at the immi- nent risk of losing his life in the process. We told the captain that it was a great festival for us, and begged him to pardon, for the sake of our Saint, the unhappy de- linquent. Luckily, we succeeded in obtain- ing our request. "We had now been about forty days at sea, and had made very little progress, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 99 owing to calms, and adverse winds ; the captain complained that the provisions would soon be exhausted, and he feared that, in consequence, we should die of hunger ; we were about three hundred miles from Baltimore, and, if we did not go back every day, at least we did not advance ; we resolved then, to make a vow, in honor of St. Vincent, at the First Vespers of his feast, and it was expressed in the following terms : 4 ' ' We, the undersigned missionaries of Louisiana, amid the perils ivJiicli surround its, being firmly convinced of the influence and special favor which thou, glorious and illustrious hero of Christian Charity, St. Vincent of Paul, dost enjoy, before the throne of the Divine Majesty; on this day, dedicated by the Church to the celebration of thy glorious triumph; prostrate at thy feet, implore thee by the zeal winch inflamed thy heart for the glory of God, the salvation of souls, and the tvelfare of those who con- secrate their lives to promote these ends, to accept the vow we joyfully offer thee, and by which we bind ourselves to celebrate, in the best possible manner, the day of thy happy death, on the 27tli of September, 1816, to prepare for it by a novena, and a fast ontJt& eve; in the hope that thou wilt obtain for us TOO Life of a favorable wind, ami a safe termination of our voyage, together ivith an increase of that apostolic spirit, ivhich was so conspicu- ous in the whole course cf thy holy life. Amen. 1 "As some of our number were French, the above words were translated into that language, and all joined in making the vow. We celebrated the feast of St. Vincent, with all possible solemnity; our little room was hung with sheets festooned with fringes, and decorated with reliquaries, Agnus Deis, etc. Each one of us celebrated the holy sacrifice, the last Mass being chanted ; we also had Vespers, a sermon in French, etc. These exercises were performed with heart- felt delight by every one. "It was not long before we experienced the effects of our vow. A day or two after, to the great surprise and joy of all, we be- gan to perceive the continent of America, which seemed at first only like a dark line, dotted here and there with clusters of green trees. We soon entered Chesapeake Bay, from which we had so long been kept away, by the current flowing from the Gulf of Mexico into the Atlantic Ocean, like a large river, bearing along with it, masses of sea^ weed and other marine formations. When we entered the bay, a schooner came, accord- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 101 ing to custom, with a pilot on board, to take command of our brig, and steer her through the difficult passes. The captain imme- diately came to tell us that the pilot was a Catholic, which was, of course, sufficient reason for an interchange of mutual con- gratulations. On the 25th we drew near land, and, Father Acquaroni, impatient to go ashore, asked my leave to avail himself of the opportunity 'presented by the return of the schooner. He went ashore, and came back the same evening, to the ship. Our landing took place on the 26th of July, the octave day of St. Vincent, about ten o'clock in the morning." CHAPTER V. Louisiana in 1816. Journey of Father De Andrei 3 and Companions from Baltimore to Bardstown. Pro- fessor of Theology in St. Thomas' Seminary. Missionary Labors. BEFORE further describing the journey of Father De Andreis, and the Missionaries of Louisiana, it will be well to give a short notice of that vast country, not only with reference to its civil and political situation, but also with regard to the state of religion. The country then called Louisiana, was situated on both banks of the Mississippi, and extended from the Gulf of Mexico to the lakes of Canada. The part nearest to Florida, was discovered by the Spaniards, under Ferdinand De Soto, but they did not long retain possession of it ; and the French who proceeded thither from Canada, may be called its first settlers, and the first who introduced therein the Christian religion. They named this immense territory Louisi- ana; it was divided into two parts, one called Upper, and the other, Lower Louisi- ana. About the year 1720, was founded the city of New Orleans, thus named from Philip of Orleans, then Regent of France, (102) Very Rev, Felix De Andreis, C. M. 103 and the small town of St. Louis became the capital of Upper Louisiana. The first mentioned of these two places was situated in the southern part of the country, near the mouth of the Mississippi ; and the other in the northern, part, about eighteen miles below the confluence of^the Missouri and the Mississippi. New Orleans and St. Louis are twelve hundred miles apart, by river. From the hands of the French, Louisiana passed into those of the Spaniards, who took possession of it in 1763. It remained thus until 1803, when Spain restored it to France, which was at that time governed by Napo- leon Bonaparte. Shortly after, it was ceded to the United States. Under the first dominion of the French, the Jesuit fathers came to Louisiana and strove, by their labors, to diffuse around them the light of the holy gospel. But the majority of the inhabitants being almost in a state of barbarism, these fervent mis- sionaries obtained but little success. Civili- zation and good morals, having subse- quently made some progress among them, religion became more prosperous. Under the Spanish rule, as Catholicity was the only religion recognized by law, the govern- ment provided for the maintenance of priests in different posts, sent missionaries to van- 104 Ltf e f ous places, and received with truly paternal care, the French, German, and American Catholics who came to settle in Louisiana, giving them portions of land, and even pro- viding for their immediate wants, until they were able to do so for themselves. The Spanish government also obtained from Pope Pius VI. the establishment of the episcopal see of New Orleans, in 1793. This diocese comprised the whole country, in this part of America, then subject to Spain : namely, the Floridas, and Upper and Lower Louisiana, the two latter con- taining about a million of square miles, or as much as the rest of the United States put together. The first bishop of New Orleans was Mgr. Pegnalvere, a Spaniard by birth, who when the country was ceded to France and subsequently to the United States, was transferred from New Orleans to another episcopal see in the Spanish dominions of South America. That of New Orleans being vacant, the diocese was governed by two canons, who formed the whole clergy of the Cathedral, until the Holy See conferred the administration on Bishop Carroll, first bishop of Baltimore. Tho? bishopric of Baltimore had been erected by Pius VI. in the year 1789, and its jurisdiction extended over all the United Very Mev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 105 States, containing with Louisiana, about two millions of square miles. About forty or fifty thousand Catholics were dispersed throughout the vast region. In 1808, Pope Pius VII. raised the See of Baltimore into an archbishopric, and nom- inated as its suffragan sees the four bishop- rics (which he established, ) of Philadelphia, New York, Boston and Bardstown. The Most Rev. John Carroll was the first Arch- bishop of Baltimore. This prelate sent Rev. Father Dubdurg, a native of Bordeaux, and who belonged to the Congregation of St. Sulpice, to New Orleans, entrusting him with the administration of that diocese. As this clergyman was endowed with the most eminent qualities, and displayed in a particular manner, zeal united with pru- dence and great learning joined to exem- plary piety, the Archbishop did not long delay to petition the Holy See that he might be appointed to fill the vacancy of that bishopric, and Pius VII., sure of find- ing in his person a worthy prelate, did in fact so nominate him. Father Dubourg subsequently went to Rome, though with the intention of refus- ing the episcopal consecration, if he were not able to find in Europe a sufficient num- ber of laborers willing to assist him in the io6 Life of cultivation of his truly desolate diocese ; which, while it abounded in errors and vices, was, to crown its misfortunes, desti- tute of priests. Divine Providence granted his desires ; he obtained the co-operation of Father De Andreis and some other mission- aries, as related in a preceeding chapter, and was afterwards joined by many more, as we shall see hereafter. On the 26th of July, 1816, Father De Andreis and his companions landed at Bal- timore. The holy Missionary was filled with enthusiasm as he stepped ashore. At last he had reached the land for which he had so long been praying. Continuing the letter quoted at the close of the last chapter he says: "I cannot describe the impression pro- duced on us by the magnificent view of the harbor of Baltimore, together with the splendid situation of the bay ; I hardly think there can be, in the world, a more beautiful prospect. Our first impulse on landing, was to kneel and kiss the ground, but the place where we disembarked was so crowded that we deferred doing this. Having entered the place, we soon perceived the difference be- tween the cities of Europe and those of the New World, with regard to construction of Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 107 houses, streets, etc. The streets here are wide and the houses rather low than other- wise ; there are sidewalks, as in the Corso at Rome and sometimes they are bordered with trees. Numerous pumps are to be met with, by which means water is con- stantly on hand. Hungry and worn as we were we had to traverse the entire city, inquiring as we went along for St. Mary's College, the house of the Sulpicians, which was outside the city, at the very opposite end from our place of landing. At last we reached the college and were received by the president, Father Brute, the most holy, learned, humble and affable man I ever knew. He welcomed us with the utmost cordiality, and during the whole time of our stay in Baltimore, and even * afterwards, he never ceased to bestow upon us marks of his kindness. He obtained for us many handsome donations of some hundred crowns, besides which he supplied us with everything that we could possibly need. For some days we remained at the college, after which we were located with different clergymen, as had been done at Bordeaux. The worthy vicar-general, the Rev. Mr. Fenwick, conferred on me the honor of singing high Mass at the Cathe- io8 Life of dral, on the Assumption, which is the prin- cipal festival of the diocese and the day On which the first bishop in the United States was consecrated. We were constantly employed on feast days, in various sacred functions at the different churches, but it was a painful thing for me, to hear bells pealing from magnificent temples, and to be told that these edifices belonged to heretics; although in the State of Maryland, and especially in the city of Baltimore, the Catholics are most numerous and fervent." What is mentioned above by the servant of God is fully confirmed by Bishop Rosati, his first companion and fellow-laborer, who speaks in the following terms: "The Sul- pician priests of Baltimore, who have the direction of the college and seminary of St. Mary's, and to whom we had been recommended by a letter from Bishop Dubourg, received Father De Andreis and his companions as if they had been so many brothers. Father Brut^, the president of the college, who was then the only one at home, (the others having gone to recreate themselves a little in the country), hastened with the most tender charity, to procure lodgings for him and his twelve companions, loading them with all possible kindness and attention. He saw to our baggage and Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 109 the payment of the duties concerning it. When the other Sulpicians returned to the college they hastened to give us a hearty welcome, each one endeavoring to find out in what manner he could serve us. O! how beautiful is Christian charity ! How truly is it called Catholic ! It makes no distinc- tion of nation, language, or person ; but takes all men into one family ! And, not without motive, does it teach us to address all by the tender name of brother ! Such were the reflections that Father De Andreis suggested to us in many circumstances, but especially with regard to the cordial reception we met with in Baltimore. "Meanwhile, the servant of God, without losing time, wrote to apprise our vicar-gen- eral in Rome of our arrival ; he also wrote to the archbishop of Baltimore, who resided at Georgetown, requesting him to grant us the necessary faculties ; and to Bishop Fla- get, at Bardstown in Kentucky, to obtain from him some information respecting the remainder of our journey. In this last let- ter he enclosed the one written by Bishop Dubourg, recommending the missionaries to his attention. The letter he wrote to Rome was as follows : "BALTIMORE, July 28th, 1816. " 'We safely reached the American shores on the octave-clay of St. Vincent, after no Life of forty-three days of a wearisome sea-voyage, during which the writer suffered less than any one. The good Sulpicians received us as so many angels. "Maria et mantes which seemed so frightful in anticipation, vanish, little by little, as we advance ; -the rest of our journey to St. Louis, is described to us as being of easy accomplishment. We shall start anew, please God, after resting for a month. This morning, to my great delight, I celebrated the most holy sacrifice in the church of the seminary; there was a great concourse of persons, many of whom approached the holy table. Although there exist in this city about a dozen different sects, the Catholics form the richest and most numerous portion of the population ; religion is evidently on the increase, and I was both surprised and delighted to see the number of churches, together with the fervor of the Catholics and the favorable dispositions manifested by our separated brethren towards a reconciliation with their true mother the Church. I sincerely hope we may find the same sentiments among the Indians. We are all in good health, notwithstanding our journey and the change of diet; things which in Rome would have been very injurious to me, here cause me no inconvenience. And thus has Very Rev. Felix DC Andreis, C. M. in Divine Providence arranged all things ; in Rome, I was in spite of myself, a burden and a trouble to all my good companions, of whose society I was not worthy on ac- count of my more than gigantic pride and self-love, which, with all my efforts I have not yet succeeded in subduing perfectly; therefore the Almighty has designed to bury me among the savages, whither I am now hastening with the greatest joy, firmly resolved to live and die in complete forget- ful ness of all creatures. There remains for me nothing more to desire in this world but death ; delay will only make me long the more for it. "The Lord vouchsafes to favor me with profound peace in the midst of the troubles inseparable from my employment. I beg your prayers and those of the Community. FEUX DE ANDREIS." In reply to the letter which the servant of God addressed to the archbishop of Bal- timore, then residing at Georgetown, he received a most courteous answer, granting him and his companions the most ample faculties. Bishop Flaget also wrote, en- couraging them to start for Pittsburg as soon as possible before the winter should set in, promising that he would do everything in 112 Life Of his power to assist them. This caused them to decide upon their immediate departure. "Having made the requisite arrange- ments," continues De Andreis, "a semina- rist, Brother Blanka, and the two postu- lants, set out from Baltimore on foot, on the 3d of September. They were to accom- pany our baggage ; the others, who were not strong enough to go on foot, started on the icth, in a public conveyance which we had previously bespoken, at a high price. It was a kind of diligence, called here a * 'stage," very inconvenient, and exposed to all the inclemency of the weather. Eight of us got into it, with our travelling bags. The first day everything went on well ; we spent the night at Chambersburg, one of the congregations, (or rather parishes,) of Father Zochi, a Roman, who, when we passed through, was in another place called Taneytown. The next day the rain began, and seemed to follow us for four or five days, during which we passed over the most frightful roads; we were obliged to get out every now and then, to ease the vehicle. Two occurrences, almost of a miraculous nature, took place on the way ; one was that Father Aquaroni and two others, wish- ing to take a shorter route through the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 113 woods, having lost the road during half a day, thereby causing us the greatest anxi- ety, were found at our first stopping place. The other circumstance to which I allude, and of which, I was, myself an eyewitness, was as follows: an enormous fragment of rock became detached from its place, and rolling rapidly down the mountain, crossed the road at the very moment that two of our companions were passing. It seemed impossible for them to escape death, or, at the very least, severe injury; but they were preserved, the immense mass passing with- in a hair's breadth of their feet, without touching them. The rain continued to fall in such torrents that it was almost impos- sible to continue our journey. Night over- took us at the foot of a steep hill, where, with the excessive rains, the bad roads filled with ruts, and the fatigue of the hor- ses, (one of which fell and had to be raised on his legs again,) we were reduced to the most pitiful condition. Indeed one among iis, could not refrain from shedding tears.*) And, in fact, there we were, in the midst of *) While perusing the account which Father De Andreis gives us of the dangers and difficulties encountered by himself and his companions, during this and their subsequent journey to St. Louis, the reader should bear in niitid, that ninety years ago, none of the present rapid modes of travelling were common in the United States, and that, consequent- ii4 Life of frightful precipices, in the impossibility of seeing each other, as the rain prevented us from having a light ; far from the habita- tions of men, with streams of water running off, with no aid to raise up the horse, and no way to continue our journey. It is hard to depict all the horror of such a situation. At length, after many efforts, the horse was lifted up ; wet through as we were, we returned to the "stage," where, every mo- ment, we were in danger of being upset ; and, after two or three hours, we arrived at a wretched inn, where there was not fire enough to dry our dripping garments. "The next day we reached a place called 'Bloody-Run,' so named in memory of the outrages there committed by the savages. Here we seemed to be in the midst of a spacious sea, for the whole country had been inundated ; we were, therefore, de- tained for some days, at no slight expense. We started at last, but after proceeding some three or four miles, the driver very coolly put us down at an inn and turned back, under pretext that the Juniata hav- ing overflowed its banks, the stage would ly, a journey which could now be performed with the utmost facility, was then an undertaking at- tended with no slight amount of peril and incon- venience. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 115 not be able to cross it. Thus, after paying the whole fare to the end of our journey, we were left half-way on the road. Luckily, I had a letter of introduction to an Italian doctor who lived at Bedford, on the other side of the river. I therefore requested one of our priests and a student to ford the river, as best they could, in order to convey it to its address, and procure another stage. Their undertaking succeeded, and the next day we crossed the river in boats, which being long and narrow, we had to be very careful while in them, to preserve out- equilibrium. On the opposite bank we found the stage awaiting us, and in it we proceeded on another day's journey ; but, towards evening, or, if I mistake not, the following morning, we met with the same difficulties at Stoystown. Here we had to remain two or three days more, to wait for another stage. It came at length, but was already crowded with passengers, and we were told that it would be vain to wait for another. The expenses which we incurred threatened to leave us without resources, in a country where there were but a few dis- persed Catholics, no church, no priest, and amid strangers, whose language and cus- toms were entirely foreign to our own. Having well considered the matter, we put u6 Life of our baggage into a wagon and set out on foot, in two bands. Then it was that, happening to be alone, and somewhat apart from the rest of the company, in the midst of these frightful mountains, in doubt as to the road and scarcely knowing how to get on, the smiling picture of Rome, its chur- ches, and the friends I had left there, pre- sented themselves to my mind in glowing colors, and like daggers, made me ex- perience, for an instant, all the tortures of melancholy; but thank God, faith, and the desire of the salvation of souls, soon brought back to my soul peace and seren- ity. A few days later we found a stage, and arrived at Pittsburg on the iQth of September. Here we accomplished the vow we had made to St. Vincent, and re- ceived letters from Europe, which were a considerable source of consolation to us. We were well received by the Catholics of the place ; but I think I remember to have related all that occurred, in some of my previous letters." Only one of the letters written by the servant of God, from Pittsburg, has reached us; it is dated the 2 ad of September, 1816, and addressed to Rev. Mr. Sicardi, Vicar- General of the Congregation. It is in the following terms: Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 117 "As I feel sure of affording you, as well as my dear companions, some gratification, by an account of our long and disastrous journey, I will, in fancy, turn with my pen from this our third station, towards ever dear Rome, which becomes only the more beloved as we advance into the midst of these regions, almost destitute of any vestige of Catholicity. Having set out in two parties from Baltimore, we crossed, partly on foot and partly in wretched vehicles, the rugged mountains of Pennsyl- vania; some of us accomplished the journey in nine, others in ten days ; but, for all, it was attended with great expense and in- convenience. The distance we had to go was about three hundred miles ; and, not meeting with any Catholic church on our way, we could neither celebrate nor hear Mass. The worst of it was however, that even when we reached Pittsburg, a pretty considerable town, in a commercial point of view, there was no means of obtaining this consolation. Among a population of ten thousand, the Catholics scarcely num- ber three hundred. They are also gen- erally very poor, so that the church is al- most destitute of everything; the pastor, who has under his care a parish nearly equal in extent to ten dioceses, is constantly u8 Life of employed in visiting his parishioners. He was absent when we arrived, and having taken with him the chalice, our devotion no less than that of the people, was dis- appointed, for all seemed most anxious to see us officiate. At last a pewter chalice was found, but there was no paten ; how- ever, yesterday late in the evening, having gone with one of my companions to our lodging in the house of a worthy Catholic family, a paten was found, most unexpec- tedly. I sent my companion to bear the good news to the others and to the prin- cipal Catholics of the place, who soon spread the tidings from house to house ; so that, this morning we celebrated our five Masses, including one that was chanted. Those who did not celebrate went to com- munion, and this afternoon we had Ves- pers, after which a good Catholic invited us all to dine with him on the morrow. We attribute our success in finding all that was requisite for the most holy sacrifice, to the intercession of the Blessed Virgin, whose feast of the Seven Dolors we celebrate to- day; may she be for ever blessed! We have been most earnestly requested to hear confessions and to preach, but my English will not, as yet, allow me to venture so far. Of eight persons, only seven of us under- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 119 stand French. We are waiting for our troublesome baggage, in order to embark immediately on the Ohio for Louisville, in Kentucky, the boat which is to convey us being in readiness. Everything is very dear here; we had to pay twenty crowns for a small cart to carry our traveling-bags for about thirty-five miles. A boat, to cross a small river, cost us three crowns; and, for a common portfolio which, at Rome, would cost three paoli, we had to pay here five crowns. Everything else is in proportion. Very little coin is in cir- culation ; banknotes are negotiated with great caution, according to different local- ities of the United States. Divine Provi- dence blesses us with most extraordinary marks of continual assistance, causing to fall into our hands sums of no less than three hundred crowns at a time, and in- deed, no less than that would suffice to pay, in so expensive a country, for the food, clothing, and travelling expenses of twelve persons. We are all in excellent health, notwithstanding our hardships, the constant privation of wine, soup, etc. The perspiration often freezes on our skin, for here it may almost be said that we have the four seasons in one day. In the morn- ing one shivers with cold, and a few hours 120 Life of after is ready to melt with the heat. When we first arrived, we went to the hotel; but seeing that our lodging would cost us about two crowns a day, we removed to the house of a poor Catholic family, where we are now boarding. We are not very comfort- able, but we are all cheerful and happy, consoling ourselves in the Lord, living peacefully together like good brethren, mutually encouraging one another to unite our sufferings with those of the Son of God, who endured so much for the sal- vation of souls. We have meditation, spiritual reading, conferences, etc., accord- ing to the custom of the Congregation, and everything is conducted with admirable harmony. "FELIX DE ANDREIS, " Priest of the Congregation of the Mission." "We had to remain," continues the ser- vant of God in his Journal, "until the 23rd of October at Pittsburg, the waters of the Ohio being too low to allow us to pro- ceed on our way. On the above-named day we started in a sort of vessel called a 'flat- boat,' made precisely like a small house, the roof of which served as a deck. It was a moving sight to behold the banks of the river crowded with people who came to bid us farewell ; many of them gave us Very Rev. Felix De Andrcis^ C. M. 121 considerable sums of money, and exhibited lively marks of sorrow for our departure. Our voyage went on very well; there is not, I think, in the whole world, a river whose banks are more diversified with beautiful scenery ; from time to time we went ashore on one side or the other of the splendid stream, which is about six times the length of the Tiber, and we walked about among the thick forests, where no human foot ever trod save that of the savage, nor human voice but theirs had ever been heard. Joyfully we made the echoes repeat, for the first time, the sweet names of Jesus and Mary ! In these forests one is stopped at every step, by brush- wood and pendent branches, while the ground seems to sink under the feet, covered as it is with decayed trunks of trees and leaves, which have fallen during so many years. There is also some danger in advancing too far into the woods, on account of snakes, especially rattlesnakes. I saw some of the latter ; their tails are provided with a set of bony rings, running one into another ; when the serpent moves, these rings give warning of his approach, and allow the traveller time to put himself on his guard. I think I have, elsewhere, mentioned the cordial welcome which we 122 Life of received as we went along, but especially at Marietta, where a lawyer, one of the principal citizens of the place, earnestly endeavored to detain us in order that we might teach him the Catholic religion, promising that he would be most docile to all our instructions ; but Providence willed us to be elsewhere. At last, on the i9th of November, 1816, we reached Louisville, where, after two or three days rest, I left my party in the house of a good Catholic, and I went on horse- back to Bardstown, about forty miles distant, in order to deliberate with Bishop Flaget, quid faciendum. He was well ac- quainted with Louisiana, having been there some years before, since which period he had kept up a correspondence with persons resident there. We had yet a long way to go to reach St. Louis ; the winter was rapidly approaching ; we ran the risk of being stopped by the ice ; besides which we needed some time in order to study the English language, and become more per- fectly acquainted with the French. The question now was, whether we should go on immediately or stop. The bishop received me with the greatest kindness, and con- vinced me that it would be very imprudent to proceed immediately to St. Louis, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 123 where there was nothing prepared to re- ceive us. We therefore resolved to accept the generous offers of Bishop Flaget, and to stop awhile at his seminary of St. Thomas, about four miles from Bards- town. When Bishop Dubourg heard of my determination, he disapproved it ; but, when he arrived on the spot, and saw how matters stood, he could do no less than applaud it." This was the fourth delay made by Father De Andreis and his companions, since their departure from Rome. In describing this part of his journey, we have given the details written by his own hand in his journal ; we must however notice that he purposely omits mention of any- thing that might redound to his own praise. We will therefore, in order to supply this deficiency, and acquire some further knowledge of his virtues, return to the account of the journey from Baltimore to Bardstown, as it is given by Bishop Rosati, who minutely describes the daily occurrences as they took place on the way. The following are the words of the worthy prelate : "Some may be inclined to think that, during this journey from Baltimore to Pitts- 124 J jii f e f burg, performed in an uncomfortable close vehicle, (such as our stage,) over high mountains and through wretched roads, very different from those that have lately been made, we could, but with difficulty, conform to a regular order of common prayer and other exercises, and that it was almost impossible, in the midst of the fre- quent interruptions to which we were liable, to keep ourselves constantly atten- tive to the presence of God. Yet Father De Andreis succeeded in adapting all this to the circumstances of our journey, and he enjoyed the satisfaction of seeing his regu- lations faithfully observed by us all. Every morning when we started, the prayers designated by the Itinerary were recited, followed by the Litany of the most holy Virgin. Then we made an hour's meditation; Father De Andreis proposed the subject, and as we could not make our spiritual reading before day-light, he supplied its place by suggesting pious reflections which penetrated our hearts. In conclusion, we recited the Litany of the Holy Name of Jesus, and the Angelus Domini. Later in the morning we recited the canonical hours, read a chapter in the New Testa- ment, and somewhat later still, another pious book. After dinner, we took an Very Ra\ telix De Andreis, C. M. 125 hour's recreation, then recited Vespers and Complin, which were followed after a cer- tain interval, by the third part of the Rosary, Matins and L,auds. We ended the day with the usual prayers, accompanied by examination of conscience. "It may, perhaps, seem that so many religious exercises, following so closely one upon an other, must have been weari- some, or at least importunate to travel- lers, tossed about, as we were, among the mountainous and dangerous places through which we had to pass. But such was far from being the case, whether on account of the tact which the servant of God dis- played in arranging all our religious exer- cises, in parts to be performed at suitable hours, or that being himself always in good humor, he was admirably skilled in keep- ing up the spirits of those who surrounded him, by his agreeable and interesting con- versation. Now and then he would relate an amusing anecdote, or enliven us by some pleasant saying ; at other times, discuss some scientific or theological question, and while he excited our curiosity, he filled our minds with useful knowledge. In a word, his conversation was so pleasing that Bishop Dubourg, who was equally remar- kable for his great endowments of inind 126 Life of and his polished manners, frequently told me that he had never known any one whose society was so useful and agreeable to him, as that of our servant of God. And thus it happened that time, however long, seemed short, when spent in his company. "But notwithstanding his constant cheer- fulness, the journey was very trying for Father De Andreis, whose health was ex- ceedingly weak, the strength of his body being much inferior to that of his mind. For many years he had been subject to violent attacks of colic, w'hich made him surfer most acutely, and many times during our long journey he experienced them. The jolting of a vehicle without springs, in which ten persons were crowded one upon another, the wretched roads over which we had to travel, the accidents by which some- times our stage was overthrown or broken down in the midst of the mountain tor- rents, and the darkness of night, while a deluge of water was pouring upon us, all this was hard for the youngest and most robust among us ; it can then easily be imagined, how much the delicate health of one like Father De Andreis must have suffered. On one occasion when his clothes had been drenched with rain, he was obliged to wear them in that state for Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 127 two days, it being utterly impossible to change or dry them. And very far from allowing all these inconveniences to depress his spirits, he was ever cheerful, encour- aging us to bear our sufferings courageous- ly, by the example of what the apostles endured for the salvation of souls. We were sometimes obliged to walk for forty miles across the mountains, but at last, after all our trials, we reached Pittsburg on the igth of September. "In this place, as in all others where the servant of God had to remain for any length of time, he was welcomed by the Catholics to whom he was recommended, with all possible marks of affection and respect. But he needed no letters of intro- duction for all who approached him, Pro- testants as well as Catholics, immediately conceived for him sentiments of the strong- est friendship, and even a sort of venera- tion, and all were eager to testify these feelings whenever an opportunity offered. In 1816, Pittsburg was not such as it is now, but even then one could, in a measure foresee what it would afterwards become. The number of Catholics was pretty large, and the first church erected there, being already too small for the congregation, it was proposed to build another, for which 1 28 Life of purpose a suitable piece of ground was pur- chased, whereon a splendid edifice was sub- sequently erected. On our arrival at Pitts- burg, we found that the Rev. Mr. O'Brien was absent ; he had under his care not only this parish, but several others, situated at some distance apart. However, a Cath- olic merchant by the name of Beelen, to whom we had been recommended, was of great assistance to us ; it was he who pro- cured for us suitable lodgings, and took us from the hotel, to which we went on our arrival, and where our expenses were very considerable. Some among us availed our- selves of the hospitality generously offered by some of the Catholics of the place, and Father De Andreis, with a few others, went to board in a poor but respectable Catholic family. Shortly after, we enjoyed the satis- faction of welcoming our three companions who, in order to accompany our baggage, had taken a longer route. To continue our journey we had to embark upon the Ohio, which is usually about a mile in width, but, at this season of the year its waters were so low that we were forced to postpone our departure for a period, which turned out to be longer than we at first anticipated. But Father De Andreis knew how to derive profit even from these delays, which neces- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M . 129 sity alone compelled us to make, and which he might have devoted to rest. He daily employed his missionaries in the customary duties of the Congregation, and in the study of the sacred doctrines and the English language. Our lodgings being somewhat distant from the church, so only one in turn said Mass every day, and the others re- ceived holy communion. Father De An- dreis subjected himself, like the others, to this regulation, desiring that no exceptions should be made for him on account of his rank as superior. However, on Sundays, all offered the holy sacrifice and assisted at high Mass and Vespers, which we chanted with great recollection and solem- nity. All the inhabitants of the place who assisted at the ceremonies, both Protestants and Catholics, were deeply touched, never having witnessed in Pittsburg anything similar. Very solemn was also the festival of the death of St. Vincent, which in ful- filment of our vow already mentioned, we celebrated on the 27th of September. The Rev. Mr. O'Brien, who returned before this, was edified, and conceived sincere esteem and affection for our venerated superior. 4 'We enquired almost every day about the means of continuing our journey, but 130 Life oj so many obstacles presented themselves that we were a long time in doubt with regard to it. In 1816, navigation upon the Ohio was very slow and difficult. It is true that a few small steamboats were to be seen on its waters, but this was seldom and the fare they exacted was exorbitant, being no less than two thousand dollars for twelve persons. Father De Andreis could not think himself justified in giving so large a sum, not only because he had no money to spare, but because his love of poverty in- spired him with the strictest economy. He therefore preferred to take our passage on one of those rough barks, called by the people of the place, 4 ' flat-boats," and which somewhat resemble those which are made use of in sea -port towns to convey merchandise on board large ships, or those by which troops are sometimes landed on a shallow coast. In this wretched vessel, very poorly sheltered from the inclemency of the weather, Father De Andreis and his Missionaries embarked for Louisville, which is about six hundred miles from Pittsburg. Many of the inhabitants accom- panied him to the boat, and only left the shore when he had completely disappeared from their view. ' 'In this portion of our travels as in the Very Rev. Felix De Audreis, C. M. 131 others, the servant of God, always the same, conformed as usual to the practice of his rules, and to all the devout exercises of a religious community, not neglecting the study of the English language and of theology. He was, above all, careful to give us good example, while he refused to avail himself of any privilege or distinction. He had to surfer much from the cold, which was very severe; the rain sometimes poured down in such torrents as almost to overflow our common dormitory, while occasionally the snow found entrance between the boards; but in the midst of all these incon- veniences he ever showed a cheerful coun- tenance, and in truth we were almost tempted to believe that the sensations of nature were extinct within him. The sub- limity of his soul shone forth still more brightly while sanctifying the Sundays and festivals that occurred during our journey. On All Saints we rose at four, in order that every one might have the opportunity of saying Mass, and on the following day we chanted the Office for the Dead and the Requiem Mass. In this way did Father De Andreis shed everywhere around him the good odor of Jesus Christ, for not only were the Catholics whom we met from time to time, edified by our manner of life, 132 Life of but also the Protestants, who had never seen Catholic missionaries before. Struck with what they beheld in us, they would enquire who we were, where we were go- ing, and what was the object of our mis- sion ; and on receiving an explanation of it, would gather around eagerly pressing us to remain among them, promising that if we did so, we should be well provided for and have many followers. Some of us having gone ashore, a few miles from Marietta, met a person on horseback, in the garb of a hunter. He seemed well educated and accosted us very politely. We after- wards discovered that he was a lawyer. He questioned us very closely, and having re- ceived satisfactory answers to his numerous interrogatories, with much kindness of- fered us part of the produce of his chase. He then accompanied us on our return to the boat and entreated us to pay him a visit at his house, which was at no very great distance from the river-side. We cheerfully accepted his invitation and went to his dwelling, where he introduced us to his wife and children, the former having been an invalid for the last sixteen years. We enquired if our host and his family professed any religion, and being told that they knew of none we spoke to Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 133 them of the Catholic faith and of the necessity of receiving and practising its doctrines. To these words the poor family listened with tears, while they made the most generous offers and promises to any one of us who would remain with them, even for a short time. One of you at least, said they, can stay with us; and we were all deeply touched by their entreaties. But we could not remain long, and when the time for our departure drew near, we knelt down (the father and his sons follow- ing our example ) and implored the blessing of God upon this interesting family. The master of the house obliged us to accept somefruit, and then with a worthy old man who was present, he accompanied us back to the boat. Here he espied the crucifix, and, taking off his hat kissed it most respectfully after which he embraced each one of us in turn, recommended himself anew to our prayers, and received with gratitude a catechism and some other books which we gave him. This and some other occurrences of a similar nature, made a deep impression on the mind of Father De Andreis, so that the ardor of his zeal for the salvation of souls appeared in his countenance, and thus enkindled in the hearts of his companions the flame which consumed his own. 134 Life of "As we passed Gallipolis we heard that about forty Catholic families, of French origin, were living there without a church, a priest, or any means of practising their religion. It was indeed painful for us not to be able to stop, for a few days at least, to render some assistance to people so sadly abandoned. But we could not delay the boat, and were prevented by the same reason from stopping at Cincinnati, where many Catholics resided, also without a church, being visited from time to time by Father Fen wick, of the Dominican Or- der, who afterwards died bishop of Cincin- nati. On the 1 9th of November our boat landed us at Louisville. At this place we soon found lodgings prepared for us in the house of a good Catholic, through the kind precaution of Bishop Flaget. The latter had been frequently in Louisville, previous to our arrival, in order to meet us ; but be- ing obliged to absent himself at the time we reached there, he left a letter in which he apologized for his inability to be in Louisville, and earnestly begged Father De Andreis to meet him in Bardstown before he continued his journey, so that, both to- gether, they might deliberate on what was best to be done under the circumstances. "On the reception of this letter Father Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 135 De Andreis, leaving his companions in Louisville, went to confer with Bishop Flaget. The holy prelate gave him a most cordial welcome, and then spoke of his future destination and that of the Missionaries who accompanied him. The Bishop told him candidly that, to set out immediately for St. Louis did not seem to him a wise de- termination, and that it would be better to defer their departure to a later period. 'The people of St. Louis,' said he, 'have not yet been informed by Bishop Dubourg of your arrival, and certainly, however well disposed they may be, it will be a great surprise to see you arrive thus suddenly among them. Neither will they be able to give you a suitable residence ; and although I am certain that you would be satisfied with even a wretched cabin, yet your new habitation must be large enough to hold you all, and be likewise adapted to the functions of your institute. Now, all this requires both time and money, and as I know you have not at your command sufficient funds, either for your maintenance or the construction of the building which you need, you cannot at the present time, make a good beginning. Besides this, it is requisite that you and your companions should be well acquainted with the French 136 Life oj and English languages ; and it will be diffi- cult, if not impossible for them, as well as yourself, to acquire a perfect knowledge of these tongues while merely studying among yourselves without the aid of an experienced guide to direct you. All these things well considered, it is my opinion that you should all, priests and lay-brothers, remain for some time in Kentucky, and here await the arrival of your bishop. Meanwhile you will be able to learn the languages, and take the necessary measures to found in St. Louis, a useful establishment. You can likewise during your residence in this place, begin to pave the way for a favorable reception in your future mission. Such is my opinion,' concluded Bishop Flaget ; 'if it meets with your approbation, my dear Father De An- dreis, and if this locality and my poverty be not too disagreeable, you are welcome to them, for I am willing to share with you all that I possess. My seminary (which is my ordinary residence) is situated at a place called St. Thomas ; it is at your service. Let us then live there together in common, like good brothers.' *' Father De Andreis was charmed with these affectionate words, and, being also in- timately convinced of the strength of the arguments, brought forward by the good Very Rev, Felix De Andreis, C. M. 137 bishop, lie determined not to prosecute his journey any farther. He therefore thanked the bishop, and willingly accepted his gen- erous offer. This arrangement being con- cluded, the priest who had accompanied Father De Andreis, and the procurator of the seminary, returned to Louisville, bring- ing word that the remainder of the party should go on horseback, to Bardstown, and there remain. All were delighted at this, and set out forthwith for the seminary of St. Thomas. The superior of that place was, at that time, the Rev. Fr. David, afterwards bishop of Maiiricastro, and coad- jutor bishop of Bardstown. He had then under his guidance, twenty young ecclesi- astics ; they all resided together, in a house constructed of logs, the crevices of which were filled with clay, which, in drying, be- came as hard as stone. The upper part, roofed with rough boards, served as their common dormitory. Not far from the seminary was the episcopal residence, also constructed of logs, but somewhat better put together. It was divided into two stories besides the basement. The first floor con- tained three rooms, the largest of which served as a school-room and refectory. Fathers De Andreis and Rosati were located in the two others. The bishop had his 138 Life of room in the upper story ; near it was a small cabinet, used as a library, and which he gave up to one of our band. Some were lodged in the seminary, and others in the houses of good Catholic families. "Father De Andreis was never weary of admiring the generous hospitality of the holy bishop of Bardstown, who notwith- standing his poverty and the sinallness of his dwelling, received us with such affec- tionate charity, sharing with us not only his table and his house, but even his own room. The servant of God never ceased to bless Divine Providence for having led him and his companions to a place where he could so well learn the practice of the sacred ministry in this country, and be guided by the experience of two such holy men as Bishop Flaget and Father David. Both of those zealous and vigilant pastors had grown old in the labors of the Apos- tolic career ; and, for many years, they had been employed on the American mission, to the great advantage of the flock confided to their care. "And most assuredly," adds Bishop Rosati, "we learned from them many useful things, of which it might have been very prejudicial to ourselves and others that we should be ignorant. For example, they advised us not to attack cer- tain customs of the country, which were Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 139 not wrong in themselves, nor opposed to the gospel or the laws of the Church, but merely different from the customs of Europe. A certain amount of toleration is laudable and if it had always been observed by other missionaries, many scandals would have been prevented ; the enemies of Chris- tianity would not have so many arguments against us, and, in fine, the abjuration of heretics, and the conversion of infidels and savages would become a work of much less difficulty." Such were the instructions, which these two excellent prelates with so much prudence recommended ; they sup- ported them by many peculiar facts which had already oc cured, and, both the servant of God and Bishop Rosati found out in course of time, by their own experience, how important these instructions were.*) *) Father De Andreis, thanking God for this use- ful advice, thus expresses himself in his considera- tions: "Dcnique hoc Bardense seminarium tant- quant probaticam piscinam mihi paraveras, ut hie alteritts generis mirabilia intus experirer. Frustra cottarer exponere omnia commoda et utilitates, quas hie invenire nobis fuit et quoad corpus, et quoad animam. Difficile admodum dictu est quot ascen- siones in corde nostro disposuisti, per quot adiuncta et inexplicabiliafacta voluntatem tuam manifestasti , et hie quasi Juturce missionis tyrocinium suppedi- tasti in doctrina linguarum, in morum regionis hujus agnitione in ministerii experitneiito, in solitu- dinis emoluments, in fnnctionum preparandaruin opportunitate, in quiete et tranquil itale, in gradata vit& hujus habitatione." 140 Life of But the best instruction, and that which made the most impression on Father De Andreis and his companions, was the irre- proachable and austere life led by the two bishops in their little seminary. Both of them observed total abstinence from all in- toxicating liquors, the use of which some had endeavored to justify, under the specious pretext that they were a substitute for wine, which could not always be ob- tained in some parts of the country. These liquors were therefore banished from the common table of the seminary, as well as from the bishop's private apartments ; and in consequence of this invariable rule, when persons offered anything of the kind as a present, to recruit the strength of these two laborious prelates, they never accepted any such donation. This example of mor- tification, being followed by the priests and students of the seminary, was a source of much edification to all the faithful of the diocese where, unfortunately, the use of strong drinks generally prevailed ; and Fathers De Andreis and Rosati, seeing this abstinence so strictly observed, determined to follow it in the same manner, as soon as they were settled in St. Louis. Meanwhile Father De Andreis was ap- pointed by the Rev. Fr. David, to teach Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M . 141 theology in the seminary and his lessons were no less beneficial to the ecclesiastics of Bardstown, than they had been to so many others in Rome. The best of it was, that while the servant of God spoke as a master, on questions concerning the sacred sciences, he himself became a scholar in the study of the English language, under Father David. He came every day with the others, his "spelling-book" in his hand, for, though he already possessed a tolerable knowledge of the language, and could even write it pretty well, he desired to perfect himself in it, and especially to acquire a correct pronunciation. He was not ashamed then, to seem but a beginner in this study, and to place himself on a level with the scholars to whom he taught theology in so masterly a manner ; using, like them, the elementary books of the language, learning and reciting the usual lessons, and stammering over the English like a child just beginning to learn. He took the utmost delight in this humiliation, and said, several times, Those words of the Gospel, "nisi efficiamini sicut parvuli, non intrabitis in regnum coelorum," must be literally fulfilled in our regard. Father David, on his side, was very much pleased to give these lessons of English, saying, 142 Life of with holy pleasantry, that he cheerfully ex- changed them for those of theology, which Father De Andreis gave so assiduously. Hotv fortunate I am, he would say, to teach you English! I shall share in the merit of your apostolic labors, and when, one of these days, you announce the word of God in various places, I shall, in some sort, preach it myself by your mouth! The occupations of Father De Andreis, in the seminary of St. Thomas, were more regular and conformable to his desires, than any others in which he had been em- ployed since he left Rome. He began to preach in English, which he had never yet done ; he also heard confessions in that language, and, in a word, exercised all the functions of the sacred ministry, being very much delighted to be enabled thus to pro- mote still more the glory of God and the salvation of souls. He translated his ser- mons into English, having already put many of them into French ; his translations were excellent, because he had learned the beauties of both languages from the best writers both in prose and poetry. Whenever he went out to walk with his pupils, he conversed with them in English, and desired to be told whenever he made use of any unsuitable expression. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 143 He did not fail to include in his studies, the best ascetic books, especially the writ- ings of St. John of the Cross, St. Theresa, St. Francis de Sales, Father Saurin, Boud- ran, and others. It was his delight to read these books, because, in the sublime per- fection which they taught, he beheld that to which he himself aspired, and felt his love for God increase by the holy inspira- tions which they breathed. His heart became more and more inflamed with this divine love, during his profound medita- tions, his exercises of piety, and his fre- quent and fervent visits to the most holy Sacrament of the Altar. To all this he united the most affectionate kindness to- wards his missionaries, and, in fact, to- wards every one. He watched over their health and comforted them in their trials. The moment he perceived any one in trouble, he endeavored to win his con- fidence, in order to dispel from his mind any symptom of sadness ; and, when they all gathered around him, he encouraged them to put their whole trust in God, or amused them by some interesting anecdote. As they all experienced the effects of his paternal solicitude, they easily manifested to him the most secret emotions of their hearts, and nearly all desired to have him for their confessor. 144 Life of During his stay at Bardstown, Father De Andreis judged it expedient to send to Rome some further information concerning him- self and his companions ; we will therefore give his letter precisely as written by him- self. It will not merely afford more ample details on what has already been said, but may mention some facts that have perhaps been omitted. It is addressed to the Rev. Mr. Sicardi, and dated November agth, 1816.*) "I avail myself of an opportunity afforded me by the Very Rev. Vicar-General of the Jesuit fathers in America, who is going to visit the capital of the Christian world. I am much obliged to him for his attention, though I have not the honor of knowing him otherwise than by his letters ; if you are kind enough to write to me in return, you can send me your reply by the same Rev. Father. These facilities occur so sel- dom, that we must not lose sight of them. "The change of climate, food, etc., has caused me to suffer not a little during the past winter. At one time the cold was so intense, that I fell down at the altar, ap- *) From the contents of this letter, we perceive, that, though it bears a previous date, it must have been written after the next, -which is dated January 6th, 1817. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 145 parently lifeless, and it was with great dif- ficulty that animation was restored. I am now in excellent health, and, since Lent, have been preaching and hearing con- fessions in English. Father Rosati does the same, and the other three priests are preparing to follow our example. Father Rosati has been absent since Easter, on a mission with a Sulpician priest. They have gone to a^poor Catholic locality, called Fort Vincennes, inhabited by persons of French origin, who scarcely ever see a priest more than once or twice during the year. I am in daily expectation of Father Rosati 's return. "The life of a missionary, in this coun- try, is pretty hard ; he must be constantly on horseback, finding his way here and there through immense woods, to visit the sick and attend the congregations. Some- times he is obliged to go thirty or forty miles to see a sick person. The congrega- tions are what we call parishes ; the people assemble in cabins, built of trunks of trees, laid one upon another, the interstices being filled up with clay, (like the greater num- ber of houses, into which the wind and rain enter without difficulty. ) These are our churches, without pictures and ornaments of any kind, provided merely with a poor 146 Life of wooden altar. They are scattered about among the woods, and on festival days, Catholics, and not unfrequently Protes- tants too, for ten or fifteen miles around, gather together within their walls. All come on horseback, and it is really amus- ing to behold the surrounding woods filled with horses, and to hear them neighing as if a regiment of cavalry were in the vicin- ity. Confessions take up the greater part of the morning, Mass is said or sung, a .sermon or homily preached, and then fol- low the baptisms, generally very num- erous; the sick must be visited, and the poor priest, worn out with fasting, fatigue, the journey, and the heat, has at length to beg his dinner here or there. This meal usually consists in some corn-bread, beef- steak, and water, without wine, vinegar, soup, or oil. Sometimes he is obliged to say two Masses and to preach in places far apart, for the people are very much dis- persed, every one being employed in cul- tivating his own land. There are neither towns nor villages; you see no peasantry nor servants ; all the work is done by negro slaves, who are very numerous. "The other evening, having been sent for to visit a sick person, about twenty miles away, I was left alone in the midst of Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 147 the woods, without a guide or horse, the latter having made his escape into the forest while I dismounted for a moment, and the guide had to run after him some time before he succeeded in bringing him back. However, the actual good that is done and that which we hope to realize is a great consolation. Last week, I was called to assist a poor sick woman, whose only dwelling was a miserable cabin, in which she and her whole family were living. As this could not possibly accom- modate both myself and my horse, a rich Protestant gentleman, who lived about a quarter of a mile farther, came to offer me his house, which I found full of company. Controversial subjects were discussed, and my host was so well satisfied with the man- ner in which his objections were removed , that he promised me he would become a Catholic. Protestants are generally very respectful towards priests, and even make it a point of honor to treat them with all possible politeness and generosity; but priests are too few for the work that has to be done, and they can barely attend to the wants of Catholics. How many die with- out a priest and are buried without his ministry! How many congregations pass entire months, even the greatest festivals of 148 Life of Religion, .without: Mass; in a word, with- out a priest ! In this immense diocese of Kentucky, Tennessee and Ohio, there are scarcely twelve priests, including the bishop, who is continually on horseback, riding here and there like the youngest of his missionaries. He goes alone, without any distinction of rank, save that of taking for himself the most difficult and laborious share of the ministry. The Sulpicians do a great deal of good ; we are under veiy considerable obli^o Lions to them for the charitable attention they bestowed upon us at Montpellier, Toulouse, Bordeaux, and Baltimore ; also at the seminary where we now are. They are replete with zeal, religion and piety ; indefatigable and fer- vent in the discharge of their duty, devoted to the Holy See, pure and unerring in the doctrines which they teach. The Domin- icans also render many services to the Church in this country. I had the pleasure of becoming personally acquainted with Father Fenwick, their founder in America, and some others. I have no doubt, indeed I am sure, that when once we begin our establishment, we too shall have many students We expect our bishop in the course of next summer, and we shall go with him to our place of destination. We Very Rev, Felix De Andreis, C. M. 149 experience, thank God, the truth of those words of St. Vincent, that One fares well at the Inn of Divine Providence. How ad- mirable ! to be solicitous for nothing, and yet want for nothing ! such is our state. On the one hand, I well know how incapable I am of acting the superior, while on the other, I see that everything goes on well ; better could not be wished were I the most efficient man in the world. Thus, God does all himself, and I can do nothing but annihilate myself in his divine presence, in order to act, speak, let alone, go or stay ; in a word, follow blindly in everything his most holy will, even unto death, which is now the only end I have in view. U I have already written to you several times, Reverend sir, and have given you all the news concerning onr band. I have now been teaching six months at the semi- nary. I have ten pupils, four of whom belong to us and the others to Kentucky. Father Rosati does wonders already ; it is easy to see that God has called him to this mission for the execution of great designs. His health is robust, and he has made sur- prising progress in the English language. He began to preach before me, and I very willingly humble myself at his feet, as I ought, seeing that the Almighty grants 150 Life of him lights and graces which he very justly refuses me, on account of my sins, ingrat- itude, and unconquerable pride. Indeed I think it rny duty, Reverend sir, in all sin- cerity, and for many reasons which I have not time, at present, to develop fully, to entreat you to transfer to him the office of superior. This, I hope, will meet with universal approbation, and will redound to the greater good of our mission, and of the whole Congregation. I have written in the same strain to Bishop Dubourg, with refer- ence to the office of vicar-general. My pride renders it needful for me to be under a superior, and my capacity is too limited for the pilotage of a bark such as this. I will, however, labor as usual without spar- ing any pains, until I receive your permis- sion to resume the yoke of obedience. I assure you that nothing in the world pos- sesses now any charm for me ; life is a burden, and I desire but death. I know I ought to tremble on account of my sins, but I trust in the infinite mercy of God. We all recommend ourselves to your prayers, and those of the congregation. "I remain, etc., "FEUX DE ANDREIS." The same details were given more fully by the servant of God in one of his other Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M . 151 letters, which we will likewise insert in this place ; it is addressed, like the last, to the Vicar-General of the Congregation of the Mission at Rome, and dated January 5th, 1817. "With pleasure I prepare to fulfil the task imposed upon me, by giving you Reverend sir, an account of the state of the Congregation in this part of the world, and I undertake it the more willingly, being now enabled to give you some exact infor- mation respecting our future residence, as we are almost on the spot. It is only three hundred miles from here to St. Louis, a journey which can easily be performed on horseback in a week, it not being neces- sary to go up the Mississippi. "One must be blind, non plus ultra, not to perceive clearly the hand of God, throughout this undertaking. He removes obstacles, disposes hearts in our favor, opens a way for us, preserves us from dan- ger, and by unforeseen succors, abundantly provides for all our wants, in a country where, as in England, everything is ex- orbitantly dear. We meet everywhere, thanks to the same divine hand, a welcome such as we could hardly expect from our dearest fellow missionaries in Europe, or even from our nearest relatives. The ex* pense of clothing foocj and traveling for 1 5a Life of twelve persons, all young and with good appetites, is, of course, considerable ; yet I can assure you that, so far, I have given it no more thought than if I were at Monte Citorio. Our Lord abundantly provides for us without any care 011 our part ; we are, however, ready to suffer poverty, which is the most precious treasure of all Apostolic men. It is true, we had some trials to undergo in our tiresome and inconvenient journey down the Ohio, in a boat made like a cabin, where the rain often visited us even in our beds, and where, in the space of a few feet, (the remainder being crowded with boxes, etc. ) we had our kitchen, re- fectory, church, sacristy, sleeping-room, and everything else, for nearly a month. But when we reached Louisville, after a journey of six hundred miles or more by water, we were most courteously received by a good Catholic, whom the kind bishop of Bardstown, Mgr. Flaget, had requested to receive us into his house. A few days after, in compliance with a letter which I received from the bishop, I started from Louisville for this place, (which is his usual residence, ) in order to deliberate with him whether it woiild be better for us to continue our journey to St. Louis, or remain for some time in Kentucky, the season be- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 153 ing already far advanced, and the jour- ney, in consequence, somewhat perilous. The above named bishop, who, in the ab- sence of Bishop Dubourg had been nomi- nated administrator of part of the diocese of Louisiana, agreed with me that for many reasons it would be wiser to remain here until the arrival of Bishop Dubourg, that we might make our formal entrance into the place altogether. I wrote there- fore to my companions, who came here on horseback through the woods, and we pur- pose to remain some time, in order to rest both body and mind, and learn English in a proper manner. Divine Providence has given us an excellent teacher, under whose tuition we hope, in a few weeks, to be able to begin to preach. Our seminary here has something very Trappistic, or Carthusian about it, located as it is in the midst of the forest, in a poor log-house. The bishop is at the head of the seminary, though he is nearly always absent for the purpose of visiting different portions of the Catholic population. Missionaries in this country sometimes ride over ninety or one hundred miles a day, a fact which in Europe, will seem almost incredible. I am employed in teaching moral theology to seven young men, four of whom belong to our company. 154 I hardly believe there exists a country, to which the words of the gospel: messis multa, operarii autem pauci, would be more applicable than to this. The missionaries work beyond their strength, going con-, stantly on horseback, through these im- mense woods, to assist the Catholic popu- lation scattered here and there. They have not time to attend properly to the con- version of Protestants, who seem well dis- posed and desirous of hearing religious discourses, and who therefore might easily be brought back to the Faith. Not far from the seminary is a house of the Sisters of Charity, established by the zealous pastor of the diocese. They follow the rules of St. Vincent, though in order to adapt themselves to the country, they have made some changes in the dress and regulations ; they also make perpetual vows. We can- not appear in public unless we wear a short coat, cravat, and round hat. In the seminary we wear the cassock, and this having been noticed, some persons came from a long way off to see, as they said, 'A Roman priest dressed like a woman.' "So far, we are only four belonging to the Congregation. Brother Blanka is very well, although he has much to do, having to attend to the service of the whole band Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 155 (aided by the two postulants only,) to take care of our movables, which is no little matter, and to have them conveyed from one place to the other. Father Acquaroni acts as procurator in the best way he can, and supplies the dexterity that is wanting in Father Rosati and me. Father Rosati makes rapid progress in the English lan- guage, and his zeal, health, and other ex- cellent qualities, give promise of much good to the country. As for myself, miserable wretch that I am, most unworthy to occupy the place of vicar-general, I hope to be able to discharge some of my numerous debts towards Divine Providence, by laboring and suffering until death, with- out any reserve. Here we drink nothing but water, with the exception of a little coffee in the morning, and tea in the evening, with a piece of corn bread. My stomach finds some difficulty in becoming accustomed to this diet, but I never cease to exclaim : Felix necessitas quae nos ad meliora compellitf We celebrated the Christmas festivals with great pomp, and a pontifical high Mass, which being a most unusual sight here, attracted a large con- course of persons. The only Sulpician, who bears the burden of the whole semi- nary, numbering about twenty members, 156 Life of addressed the people ill our presence, and demonstrated very well the truth of the Catholic Church, from the very fact of our coming among them. "I perceive clearly, to my great delight, that our Lord vouchsafes to treat me with mercy, as he sends me crosses and humilia- tions enough to check my self-love and force it to take flight. I entreat you to help me by your prayers, and to cause others to come to my aid that I may thank him worthily, for I candidly avow that I know of no grace more precious than these joys of Paradise. "Here, almost on the spot, seeing things as they are, or according to the information which we obtain from the bishop, we are certain of the establishment of our semi- nary, and of meeting with many subjects who will seek admittance into our Congre- gation. A little later on we may also hope for several other establishments in various places, having before our eyes the example of what the Jesuits and the Dominicans have done, they being already settled in many places. I have had a per- sonal interview with Father Fenwick, the superior of the Dominicans, and some cor- respondence with good Father Grassi, an Italian, the vicar-general of the Jesuits, a Very Rev. Felix De Andrcis, C. M. 157 mail about my own age, but gifted with most excellent abilities, which enable him to do wonders in these parts. To him I am indebted for considerable aid, as also for many kind offers. I very much regret that we have not been able to become per- sonally acquainted, all the arrangements made on both sides, for that purpose, having failed. "I feel strongly impelled to devote my- self, in a particular manner, to the conver- sion of the Indian tribes who live beyond the Mississippi. Here, no trace of them remains, while on the contrary, the Mississippi, which serves as a boundary to the United States, and separates them from the immense wilderness, which extends even to the Pacific Ocean, flows by St. Louis, and makes of it the central point of all these savage nations. Among these, so far, the light of the gospel has never pene- trated, though they seem well disposed to receive it. Therefore I intend, when our seminary is well established, to leave Father Rosati at its head, and to wend my way, in nomine Domini, along the banks of the Mississippi and Missouri, preaching the gospel to these poor people. Before I leave St. Louis. I will have the Catechism trans- lated into their language. This I can do 158 Life of with the assistance of some Indians who come from time to time to St. Louis, and persons of the place, who are pretty well acquainted with their language. I have received from men of experience, much information, both with regard to the dif- ficulties to be encountered and the manner of overcoming them, and, with the help of God the undertaking seems as easy as if I already witnessed its execution. I shall have much to surfer, but of this I do not think, nor will I allow my mind to rest on it one moment. Too much already have I thought about myself, and I am ashamed to have done so, but in future, nothing but God and the interests of his glory shall occupy my attention. I see clearly that he is very merciful in my regard, for I should be an infidel, did I not trust in him and follow solely the impulse of his Spirit. 1 'To tell the truth, the Indians are un- civilized, ferocious, inconstant, and haughty. They habitually lead a very austere life, and sometimes spend several days without taking any nourishment : but then, if they chance to kill a buffalo or a deer in their hunt, they will eat it all at once, almost raw. They wear very little clothes, and torment their bodies to please the 'Great Spirit.' The old people, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 159 with the women and children, remain in the wigwams, but the others are nearly always away hunting wild beasts, whose skins they prepare very skilfully, and exchange them with the Americans for provisions and strong liquors. They are exceedingly fond of liquor, so much so that this propensity constitutes one of the principal obstacles with which the missionary has to contend, in the work of their conversion. "The holy bishop, in whose house we now are, looks upon our coming as a sign that a season of mercy has arrived for these regions, and I feel myself irresistibly inclined to the same opinion. But the works of God, as St. Vincent says, have their . beginning, progress, and end ; we must follow Divine Pro- vidence, step by -step, without ever inter- rupting, anticipating, or deserting it. Have the charity to recommend us to God, that we may be faithful in following this im- portant maxim. "The manifold changes to which our situation has exposed, and still daily ex- poses us, have never caused me to feel one single moment's regret for having come to this country ; on the contrary, my inward satisfaction daily increases, and leaves me 160 Life of nothing more to desire, but death, from the effects of my labors. The world has van- ished for us ; we all look upon ourselves as victims immolated to the glory of God, and the salvation of these poor souls. The thought of returning to Europe never even crosses the mind of any one of us. After Easter, Father Rosati will go about three hundred miles hence, on his first mission ; a Sulpician priest is to accompany him. He will have a good opportunity of meeting with the Indians. Excuse the length of this letter. I thought it was not worth while to write from such a distance, without filling my paper. A kind remembrance to all." It will not be amiss to insert here some other facts mentioned in part of a letter written by Father De Andreis to Mon- signor Paulinus Martorelli, canon of the Lateran basilica, August 24th, of the same year. It is as follows : "It would be difficult and tedious to give you a full description of the state of the Church in America, for, where you are, you can form no correct idea of this country. Picture to yourself an immense tract of land, entirely covered with woods and forests, dwellings scattered here and there without any order, the towns and cities Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 161 being few in number, which is very incon- venient on account of the small number of priests, and for other reasons of minor im- portance. The churches are situated in open plains, surrounded by the woods ; on feast-days, men women and children, of every age and condition, come on horse- back, ten, fifteen miles, or even more, to attend Mass, hear the word of God, and receive the sacraments ; so that, when they wish to go to holy communion, they are compelled, notwithstanding the fatigue of the journey coming and going, to remain fasting until the evening, when they reach their homes. These churches, in their outward appearance, resemble all the other houses, being built of rude logs and trunks of trees, (which are never scarce in this country), put together with mud, and through which the wind, cold, heat and rain enter by turns. They are entirely de- void of ornament. "Although, with regard to the popula- tion, these churches are few in number, still, as priests are likewise very scarce, every one of the latter has to attend to four, five or six of these parishes, or, as they are called here, congregations; and though a priest is sometimes obliged to say two Masses on one day, some of the congrega- 162 lAfe of tions are whole months without a clergy- man. "On account of the great distance at which the congregations are situated one from another, the missionary is obliged to be constantly on horseback, going here and there to preach, assist the sick etc. Hence twenty, thirty, sixty or even ninety miles in one day are his customary rides ; his life is, indeed, a hard and laborious one. To- day he is in one place, but he knows not where he will be to-morrow ; he depends entirely for his food and lodging on the hospitality of the planters who, thank God, are delighted to show every mark of atten- tion to a priest ; even Protestants will do all in their power to receive him well, though the best fare that he can expect consists of nothing but some corn-bread very badly baked, tough salt pork, potatoes and water. This is the refreshment that the missionary finds after a pretty long journey, having heard confessions the whole morning until one or two in the afternoon, said Mass, preached, baptized, etc.; sometimes at five in the evening he is still fasting. "However, blessed be God, who in the midst of so many labors and difficulties sends us the most exquisite consolations, both interior and exterior ; they would be Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 163 still greater, could we afford to give more help to these poor souls. Alas! to what can a Christian, a priest, better devote his talents, his wealth and his possessions than to this excellent work ! For want of means we are not able to assist Catholics as we should wish, much less can we attend to the conversion of Protestants and Indians, who are, on the other hand, very well dis- posed fo receive us. How many Protestant ministers would change their religion, could we but offer them some resource for themselves and their families, their un- happy ministry being at present their sole means of subsistence ! Who would not be moved with compassion for these poor souls ! "It is indeed a trial for any one who has seen Rome, to come to this country. I beg your prayers, Reverend sir, that I may die sword in hand, since my only comfort in the world is this hope. We are expecting Bishop Dubourg, who is coming this time with twenty-eight other missionaries, and we shall all enter Louisiana (the place of our destination) together. This State borders on Kentucky, and with regard to religious matters is pretty much in the same con- dition, with a few additional obstacles. I am delighted that our sojourn here has 164 Ufa of given ine some practice in the language and customs of the country, for, having gone through our novitiate in the ministry, we shall succeed the better when called upon to labor ex professo. "I remain, etc., "FELIX DE ANDREIS." CHAPTER VI. Arrival of Father De Andreis at St. Louis, and his Apostolic labors. IN September Father De Andreis, in con- cert with Fathers Acquaroni and Ferrari, having concluded the retreat at the semi- nary of St. Thomas, received the welcome intelligence that Bishop Dubourg, with some thirty priests, had arrived in Balti- more, from which place he was on his way to Louisiana. The letter containing this news was addressed to Bishop Flaget of Bardstown, whom the former Prelate re- quested to proceed to St. Louis with Fathers De Andreis and Rosati, in order to sound the intentions of the inhabitants of the place, and to make the requisite arran- gements for the Mission about to be estab- lished there. Bishop Flaget set out then with the two above-named priests and Brother Blanka, all being on horseback. They had to travel over three hundred miles. The roads were in a most dreadful state, so that they lost their way once or twice, and (165) 1 66 Life of were overtaken by night in the rnidst of frightful precipices. Another day they were drenched by the rain, without having any means of drying their garments; finally, on another occasion, they had to go with- out food from morning till night. Among so many hardships and dangers the Bishop did not complain of his own sufferings, so many years spent in the sacred ministry having, as he said, identified him with similar trials ; but he deplored those that his companions had to undergo, especially Father De Andreis, who suffered so much that he could hardly remain on his horse. But he conquered his bodily weakness by the energy of his ever cheerful soul. After travelling nine days, they arrived at Kaskaskia, a village of French origin, almost wholly composed of Catholics. It is one of the oldest settlements of the country, and was formerly the centre of the missions commenced among the Indians by the zeal of the Jesuit fathers. On descend- ing the hills which bound this magnificent plain on the east, Father De Andreis and his companions were moved even to tears at the sight of the cross that rose on the spire of the church, and with lively senti- ments of faith they reverenced this sign of our redemption, which at that period was Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 167 but seldom seen above the cities and vil- lages of the United States. Their pious emotions still further increased when, on entering the place and stopping at the house of Colonel Peter Menard, one of the principal citizens, they heard, as the sun went down, the sound of the bell, remind- ing the faithful to recite the Angelus Domini, in memory of the divine mystery of the Incarnation. This pious custom, so conducive to the preservation of the Cath- olic faith, had been carefully maintained among the Creoles, or descendants of the French, who were the first settlers of that place. Col. Menard and his family welcomed the good bishop of Bardstown with the ut- most delight, gave him a suitable lodging, and bestowed on him all the attentions that hospitality demands. They had long known the Prelate, as he had been there to give a mission, and administer the sacrament of confirmation. He had deservedly acquired the esteem of all the inhabitants, and the principal persons of the town hastened on his arrival to visit him and show marks of respect to the missionaries who accompanied him. On the following day all the priests en- joyed the consolation of saying Mass in the 168 Life of parish church, which had long been with- out a resident pastor. Father Don Dona- tian Olivier (who died at the Barrens in February 1841, at the age of nearly ninety- three years, ) came every Sunday to celebrate the holy sacrifice, administer the sacra- ments, and preach. For this purpose he had to come from Prairie du Rocher, fifteen miles distant. "As this venerable priest," writes Bishop Rosati, "came to the place as usual on the Sunday which occurred during our stay, he was kind enough to accompany us to St. Genevieve, another French village, situated on the opposite bank of the river, about seven miles above. "The parish-priest of St. Genevieve, the Rev. Henry Pratte, came to meet us with several of the parishioners, and as they all knew Bishop Flaget, who had given a mission in that place, he was received with many demonstrations of joy. Some of us were quartered in the house of the pastor, others in good Catholic families. On the following Sunday Father De Andreis sang high Mass and Bishop Flaget preached. He spoke of the object of our mission, which caused several of the principal in- habitants to assemble on two occasions, when they testified their earnest desire that we should remain among them ; but one of Very Rev. Felix De Andrei s, C. M. 169 their number, a worthy old man, told them plainly that they need not hope for that. 'St. Louis,' said he, 'will have the pre- ference, and we shall be obliged to yield;' such, in fact, was eventually the case. "At length, on the ijth of October 1817, we arrived in the city of St. Louis, which at that period had no pastor ; it was at- tended every three weeks by a priest from the other side of the river. The Bishop and the missionaries went to the presbytery, which was an old stone building almost in ruins, divided by planks into two portions, one of which, the smaller of the two, served as a sleeping-room, and the other was, ap- propriated to the parochial and municipal assemblies. In this tottering house Bishop Flaget determined to take up his residence, and as there was no bed in it, some of the inhabitants prepared one for him. Father De Andreis and his companions had to sleep on buffalo skins spread on the floor, in the same room or the one adjoining. It is true that the citizens were very willing to offer their own houses, but the missiona- ries concurred with the bishop in thinking that it was better to be satisfied with a poor but independent abode, rather than accept the offer of any private individual. The parish church, situated very near the pres- 17 Life of bytery, was in no better condition; it was small, poor, and falling into ruins. In a word, wherever the eye turned, nothing could be seen, but poverty and desolation. Who would have thought then, that in the space of a few years there would arise on the same spot a vast, well-built, and well- furnished cathedral ! Who would have thought that the population, then consist- ing of four thousand persons only, would, in 1840, have increased to the number of thirty-four thousand !*) "As soon as Bishop Flaget arrived at St. Louis, he interested himself in the affair entrusted to him by his fellow -laborer, Bishop Dubourg. Having assembled the principal heads of families, he spoke to them of the approaching arrival of their own bishop and the missionaries he was bringing with him to fix their residence in that place. He proved to them that they should feel very grateful for the choice that had been made of their city ; for, in con- sequence, it would rapidly become not only the centre of the extensive country around, but the centre of all religious and literary instructions, whence they and their families would derive immense benefit. He also *) And, in the year 1900, to about six hundred thousand, with sixty Catholic churches. Very Rev. Felix T)e Awdreis, C. M. 171 told them, that since the bishop's residence among them would confer so many advan- tages on their city, they ought, on their part, to co-operate in his views, and cheer- fully give him all the help they could. He then began to speak of what it was most requisite to do first, and mentioned particu- larly the preparation of a suitable residence; and, as all these arrangements could not be considered in the first meeting, he held several general assemblies, at which he begged eveiy one to express his own opin- ion. During one of these meetings a cer- tain Mr. L arose, and addressing himself to the bishop and his fellow-citizens, said : 'I am far from disapproving the choice that Bishop Dubourg has made of this city for the place of his ordinary resi- dence. He is a bishop, and is, therefore, at liberty to fix his abode in whatever part of his diocese he may think proper to select ; but, inasmuch as it concerns the inhabitants of St. Louis, I see no particular reason why they should contribute to the expense that he will consequently incur. The expenses of a diocese should be divided among the whole population ; it is not just that they fall on us alone. We have a parish-church ; we will give our pastor a proper salary ; this will be quite enough for 1 72 Life of our share. If the church is going to ruin, it is our duty to repair it ; and, though we have no pastor at present, let one be sent to us and we will cheerfully receive him; but, as to the bishop, we are not obliged to do anything, because his permanent residence belongs alike to all.' " Such were the arguments he advanced, but his words made no impression on the assembly, because every one knew that he was not actuated by genuine zeal for the public good. He was a Catholic only in name, who scarcely ever entered a church, attended instructions, or approached the sacraments ; consequently, his words pro- duced no effect on those who heard them. On the contrary, all manifested sentiments of an entirely opposite nature, and willingly offered to contribute, both by labor and money, to whatever the projected establish- ment would require. Meanwhile there arrived at St. Louis two deputies from St. Mary's of the Bar- rens, a parish situated about eighty miles from the above-named city, and eighteen from St. Genevieve. They were sent by the parish - priest, Father Dunaud, (the last Trappist then remaining in Missouri,) and, in the name of all the other inhabi- tants, amounting to thirty-five families, Very Rev. Felix De Andrvis, C. M. 173 they came to Bishop Flaget, telling him that they were sent to beg him to be their intercessor with Bishop Dubourg on his arrival, that he might choose their parish for the foundation of his future seminary. They assured Bishop Flaget that this was the unanimous and urgent desire of all, and that they proposed to purchase, for the pur- pose of realizing it, six hundred and forty acres of land, the whole of which they would offer to their bishop. The worthy Pre- late and the missionaries received this gen- erous deputation with all possible kindness, and gave them every reason to hope that the general wish of the inhabitants of the Barrens would be gratified on the arrival of Bishop Dubourg. At length it had to be decided, whether or not the people of St. Louis would set about preparing a dwelling for the bishop and his priests, for the time of their arrival was drawing near. Bishop Flaget, seeing that every one was well disposed, returned to his own diocese with Father Rosati. As the bishop passed through St. Geuevieve, he left Father De Andreis there, and sent the Rev. Mr. Pratte to St. Louis, so that, by his presence, he might hasten the work, superintend the laborers, remove any diffi- culty that might arise, and see that the 174 Life of undertaking was completed in a skilful and orderly manner. The parish of St. Genevieve was then the first scene of the Apostolic labors of Father De Andreis in the diocese of New Orleans, for which he had left Rome. The parish was extensive, "and it was inhabited by two thousand Creoles , or French Cath- olics. They were all well instructed and attended by the indefatigable vigilance of their excellent pastor. The zeal of Father De Andreis, on taking the direction of the parish, was no less ardent. He was assidu- ous in hearing confessions, instructing the children, visiting the sick ; on festivals, he celebrated two Masses, and preached several times with much success. His explana- tions of the gospel were so pleasing, that those good people never grew weary of listening to him, and endeavored to put in practice all he said. Even yet, a grateful remembrance of him is preserved among them, as they call to mind what their an- cestors told them of his uniform mildness and his other saintly virtues. While continuing to employ himself in this holy manner, the servant of God had, near the end of 1817, the greatest consola- tion he could desire. His Bishop, accom- panied by Bishop Flaget, arrived at St. Very Rev. lelix De Andreis, G. M, 175 Genevieve. Bishop Dubourg did not bring the band of ecclesiastics who came with him from Europe, having left them in Ken- tucky to learn English and become ac- customed to the manners of the country. Father De Andreis accompanied the two bishops to St. Louis, where they made their formal entrance on the feast of the Epi- phany, 1818, and were received with ac- clamations of joy. Here the servant of God took his post as vicar-general of the diocese, the functions of which office he discharged, principally whenever the bishop, on account of his frequent missions, or his pastoral visitations, was obliged to leave St. Louis. But the office of parish- priest was peculiarly his own, and he daily devoted himself to it, performing, in the best manner, all its duties, as he had done at St. Genevieve. The people of St. Louis, who had been so long deprived of a pastor, seemed to appreciate his merits as soon as they began to know him, and to experience the effects of his paternal solicitude ; most assuredly they could hardly do otherwise. Meanwhile the servant of God, before ad- vancing any farther in the sacred ministry, thought it his duty to write to the vicar- general of the Congregation of the Mission at Rome, to give him a particular account, 176 Life of not only of what concerned himself per- sonally, but also of the state of the mission. These details are to be found in his letter to Father Sicardi, written from St. Louis on the 24th of February, 1818, about forty days after his arrival in that place. It is as follows : "I thank Almighty God for the consola- tion afforded me by the letter of our worthy visitor, Father Ceracchi. It was trans- mitted to me from Kentucky by Father Rosati, and I was delighted to receive such good news of our Congregation in Italy, and especially to hear of their friendly feel- ing towards the American mission ; again I humbly thank our Lord for the kind re- membrance in which we are held. Al- though I have lately written two long let- ters, one to Father Oiordana to apprise him of our arrival at our destination, and another to Father Giriodi, I think it ad- visable' to add something to Father Rosati's, as so many letters are lost, and also to make up for anything that he may chance to have omitted. "I write you this from the very ends of the earth, on the banks of the Mississippi, only a few weeks journey from the Pacific Ocean, which separates us from China. The country lying between here and the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 177 Pacific is inhabited only by wild beasts, and savages, whose state is not unlike theirs. Though the climate ought to be rather warm, our latitude being only 39, the cold is so intense, that I never ex- perienced anything like it. We cannot remain very far from the fire, though we often put one coat over another ; the cold is so piercing, that it seems to reach the brain, and almost makes one giddy. I have very frequently found nothing but ice in the chalice while at the altar, and had some difficulty in melting it by means of fire, which had to be brought to the spot ; and even then, in consuming the sacred species, I was compelled to make use of my teeth. This extreme cold proceeds from the north winds, which, descending from the icebergs of Greenland, and passing over the frozen, lakes of Canada, come here to freeze us to death. We can say, with St. Paul, 'Blessed be God in f rigor e^ though not in nuditate, for we are but too well pro- vided for. "I am transported beyond myself, when I consider the admirable care of Divine Providence in favor of this mission, and overcome by gratitude on the one hand, and confusion, by reason of my unworthi- ness, on the other, I can only exclaim : et 178 Life of wnde hoc mihi! .... Junes ceciderunt mihi inpraeclaris! it is not merely difficult, but impossible to describe what I feel. The most ardent zeal would here find an ample field for its labors, and we have already many bright prospects of success. This diocese covers an immense extent of coun- try, and the labor that it will require will soon render it expedient to divide it ;*) cities, towns and villages are growing up before our eyes with marvellous rapidity; emigrants are arriving in crowds from all parts of the United States, as well as from Europe. Ireland, Germany, Switzerland and France send multitudes to people the smiling and fertile plains of Missouri, and in a few years the country will become so flourishing, that Europe will no longer ex- cite envy. The chief part of the popula- tion is French, (or Creole as they call it,) and consequently Catholic, but without any religious culture, on account of the long period during which the place has been destitute of clergymen and of every means of instruction. One of the most re- spectable citizens said to me: 'If Bishop *) What Father De Andreis predicted in 1818 is now more than verified, five archdioceses and twenty dioceses being formed in the territory then com- prised in the single diocese of New Orleans. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis y C. M. 179 Dubourg had not come in time to our relief, the last spark of faith would have been ex- tinguished in our country. ' But the French part of the population will soon be ab- sorbed by the American and the English, among whom only a small portion are Catholics, but these are generally very fer- vent; the greater part are Protestants of various denominations. We have also both French and English infidels, who call them- selves Nullifidians, that is to say, without any religion whatever. "Let us now proceed to the numerous Indian tribes ; there are among them fifty different nations ; they acknowledge one only God, wtyom, in their language, they call Chissemenetti, which means 'Father of Life' ; to him they address their prayers and offer the first fumes of their pipe. To please this god, they treat themselves most cruelly; indeed their whole religion con- sists in these practices, some of which are too horrible to relate. They live like the very animals of which they are constantly in pursuit ; their chase provides them with food and scanty clothing, (for they go al- most naked,) and enables them to trade with the white people, who, in exchange for furs and venison, give them powder, spirits, paint to decorate their bodies and i8o Life of silver rings for their ears and nostrils. Their aspect is frightful, and one feels al- most inclined to doubt if their reasoning powers be fully developed. I have seen several, and have conversed with them by means of an interpreter; in general, the}' regard priests with great respect, calling them Mecate-o-coriatte, which means Black Gown ; they also call them 'Fathers of Prayer. ' Some few among them are Cath- olics, and, in spite of the efforts made by Protestant missionaiies to imbue them with false doctrine, they constantly refuse to adopt it, objecting that the true 'Fathers of Prayer' have no wives and children like the Protestant ministers, but that they devote themselves wholly to God and the salvation of souls. Notwithstanding the difficulties attending the work of their conversion, I am convinced that, when the first obstacles are overcome, it will be almost easy. The chief impediment is the language, which is not the same among the various tribes, though the dialects are very much alike, a 'May this ascend to the Divinity.' But these notions only concern the present life ; they believe that God has given them a religion different from ours, and if they are told of a future life they understand nothing about it With patience and time, however, something will be made of them." In the midst of so many occupations for the spiritual advantage of his flock Father De Andreis never neglected the particular attention, which, in his capacity of super- 194 Life of ior, lie owed to the Missionaries, whom he had left in Kentucky. He wrote them several letters in which he exhorted them to observe, as faithfully as circumstances would permit, the rules of St. Vincent, as- suring them that his most ardent desire was to see them all once more gathered together in an establishment belonging to the Con- gregation. Father Acquaroni was the first whom he called to St. Louis ; but, only a few days after his arrival, Father De An- dreis was obliged to relinquish his services in favor of three parishes, namely : St. Charles, Dardeune, and Portage des Sioux, where he was obliged to send him. Father Rosati had another destination. A short time after Bishop Dubourg's arrival at St. Louis, there came from the Barrens, (a place about eighty miles distant, ) a certain number of deputies offering to give the bishop a parochial establishment. The pre- late accepted their proposal, in favor of the Congregation of the Mission, so that the Missionaries might build in that place their first house and seminary. But we will speak more fully on this subject in the next chapter; here it will suffice to mention that Father Rosati was sent to the Barrens as superior of the house and seminary to be erected. However, as the novices could not be ac- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 195 conmiodated, nor properly trained there, the servant of God directed them to come to St. Louis, where he himself superin- tended their exercises. Before they had completed their time in the novitiate, Father De Andreis was often obliged to send them wherever the urgent wants of the diocese demanded their presence. Others arrived from Europe ; these also he trained, habituating them to the many wants and privations which they were obliged to undergo, until they were provided with a suitable abode. Besides the Bar- rens, the good bishop had assigned them another residence on some uncultivated land within the precints of the city of St. Louis. It would be hardly possible to believe, or even imagine, how many hard- ships were endured by Father De Andreis and his companions, had he not left us an account of them in the following words : (Letter to Father Baccaria of the igth of September. ) "I wish I could give you some idea of our establishment, which covers about one square mile of land, seemingly uncultivated sinci/ e Qf ing with lively faith the feet of the vener- ated deceased, whose remains were laid out in the house, she began to offer fervent prayers to God for her cure. While so do- ing she touched the feet of the corpse, and immediately experienced an entire cessation of all her pains ; her strength was renewed, and she returned home completely cured and joyful beyond measure. She spoke of this cure to all, and as her previous suffer- ings were well known, while every one witnessed her entire recovery, no doubt was entertained of the truth of the event. "Bishop Dubourg mentioned it to me," adds Bishop Rosati, "at the very time it took place, as an indubitable fact, and six or seven months after when I happened to be at St. Louis, I saw the person in question, a Mrs. Hearn, and begged her to relate to me all that I had heard respecting her wonderful cure. She promptly con- sented to my request, and gave me a pre- cise account of the event, with all ita cir- cumstances." "No less remarkable," continues the bishop, "was another occurrence, witnessed by nearly all the inhabitants of St. Louis, and which was regarded as a public and striking testimony given by Heaven, of the sanctity of Father De Andreis. On the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 225 morning of the i6th of October, precisely at nine o'clock, when the body of the ser- vant of God clothed in his sacerdotal vest- ments, was laid out in the hall for the con- solation of those who wished to see him, while the day was serene and the sun shin- ing with his usual splendor, a beautiful large star suddenly appeared in the sky, exactly over the spot where the body lay exposed. Its brilliancy was visible to every one for the space of three hours, and it dis- appeared only at the moment when the body, having been taken to the church, the funeral ceremonies around the coffin were concluded. "All admired this prodigy, its position ivas considered as an evident miracle, and as it was the general opinion that Father De Andreis was a saint, every one openly declared that this beautiful star was the soul of the servant of God, already resplen- dent with celestial glory. The Rev. Father Saulnier, now assistant priest of the cathe- dral of St. Louis, and who was then a resi- dent of the place ; Mr. Bovet, a native of Canada, of exemplary piety and singular probity ; Mr. de Hodiamont all worthy citizens and excellent Catholics can be referred to as witnesses of the wonderful fact we have related." 226 Lije oj There is another event equally well authenticated, namely a miraculous cure performed by Father De Andreis during his residence in Kentucky. The man whose health was restored by means of the pray- ers of the servant of God, afterwards resided at The Barrens, a few miles from St. Mary's Seminary, and Archbishop Odin of New Orleans heard the fact from his own lips. Bishop Dubourg, a man of enlightened wisdom and who was highly capable of dis- cerning true and solid virtue, held the ser- vant of God in the highest esteem and would not allow his remains to be placed in the common cemetery. Remembering how much Father De Andreis had loved the Missionaries, his companions, and how much also he was beloved by them in re- turn, the bishop granted them the privilege of possessing his body. Accordingly, after having celebrated with his entire clergy the solemn obsequies in the cathedral church in St. IvOiiis, he ordered that the venerated remains should be conveyed with suitable pomp to the seminary of The Barrens, where Father Rosati was superior. The bishop wrote to Father Rosati as follows, on October 16, 1820: u God has deprived us of your father, and my saintly Very Rev. Felix tie Andreis, C. M. 227 co-laborer, my dear friend. What can I say to console you for this irreparable loss, since I am myself overwhelmed with grief? Sicut Domino placuit, ita factum est. Sit nomen Domini benedicttim. I send you his precious remains. They belong naturally to you, but in parting with them I assure you that I make a sacrifice for your sake. Be pleased to inform your superiors of the profound sorrow in which I am plunged. Let this holy body repose in a place where it can be easily disinterred when this may be necessary. Bring the seminarians every Sunday evening to his grave, and often call the attention of the people of the parish to the treasure they possess." During this removal of the body of the servant of God to The Barrens, eighty miles distant, it was escorted by the most distinguished citizens of St. Louis, who voluntarily hastened to join the funeral train. As the mournful procession pro- ceeded on its way, many Catholics of the parishes through which it passed joined the inhabitants of St. Louis. They crossed the river at Cahokia, were the coffin having been taken to the church, Mass was chanted and a funeral service celebrated, according to the customary formalities. Rev. Father Olivier, in his parish of Prairie du Rocher, 228 Life of performed the same charitable and religious office for the illustrious deceased. At this place the devout retiuue was increased, and soon reached the parish of St. Genevieve. Here the holy priest was universally la- mented. The people remembered that they had seen him full of life among them, that he had been their zealous guide and in- defatigable missionary, and all hastened to pay him the last tribute of their respect, by assisting at the funeral service performed over his remains by their worthy pastor, Father Pratte. Many of the inhabitants joined the sorrowful train, and accompanied the body to the seminary of The Barrens. Father Rosati, being duly apprised of their arrival, with all his clergy set out to meet the procession at the entrance of the church, and solemnly received the body ac- cording to the formalities prescribed by the ritual. His prayers were frequently inter- rupted by sobs and tears, for how could he restrain his grief for one who had been both his beloved master and cherished com- panion, a father whom he, more than any one else, knew to be a truly apostolic man, and on whose aid he had so long rested all his earthly hopes? On the following day, a solemn High Mass having been chanted, after the recitation of the customary pray- Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 229 ers, the precious remains were laid in a tomb of brick work, behind the church. Here they were left until the month of September, 1837. Meanwhile the new and handsome church belonging to the seminary having been completed, Bishop Rosati, who had been previously raised to the episcopal see of St. Louis, of which he was the first bishop, ordered that the body of Father De Andreis should be removed to a more suitable rest- ing place. The intentions of the bishop were announced to the poeple, and they came in crowds to the old church, into which the coffin was brought. The Office for the Dead was chanted, the most holy sacrifice was offered with great solemnity, and then the devout procession moved on to the new church, were the body was laid in a stone sepulchre, constructed by order of the bishop. It was placed on the gospel side, in the chapel of St. Vincent, directly beneath the pavement. ^ slab, bearing the following inscription in honor of the deceased, was inserted in the opposite wall: Hie jacet Felix De Andreis, Congregationis Missionis in America Primus Superior et Fundator, Atque Diocesis Neo Aurelianensis Vicarius Oeneralis ; 230 Life of Natus Demontii in Italia Subalpina, Prid. Id. Decemb. MDCCLXXVIIL ObiitSti Ludovici Idib. Oct. MDCCCXX. Virapostolicisvirtutibus,ingenio,eruditione et eloquentia maxima conspicuus. Ne mortuus a fratribus corpore abesset qui vivus illis fuerat corde quam maxime conjunctus, mortales ejus exuvias sancto I/udovico exportatas et in veteri caemeterio primum tumulatas, Fratres ejus in Christo amantissimi, Episcopus Sancti Ludovici Coeterique Congregationis Missionis sacer- dotes decentiorem mine in locum transtulerunt, U_ IX Kal. Octob. MDCCCXXXVII. 3 Bishop Dubourg announced the death of Father De Andreis to all the clergy of his diocese by the following circular : r U R. i. P. "Jussu Revmi. Episcopi nostri mcestissimum tibi nuncium facio OBITUS EEVDI. ADMODUM D. FELICIS DE ANDREIS, Vicari.i-generalis, necnon Congregationis Missionis, in hoc Ludo- vicensi provincia moderatoris, viri sanctitate seque ac doctrina prsestaniissimi, qui Octobris die 15, 1820, post duiturni morbi molestias admira- bili mansuetudine toleratas, sacramentis munitus et cceleatibus jam diliciis affluens, annos natus Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 231 circiter duo et quadraginta, meliorem ad vitam evolavit. Defecit heu! Cleri nostri lumen et decus, evangelii praeco potentissimus, pauperum amator, Ludovisianse missionis spes et columen! Pretiosam venerandi sacerdotis mortem inexple- bili luctu prosequitur Episcopus, lugent et om- nium ordinum homines. Utinam tot gemitibus motus Deus totius consolationis, aliquos in nobis excitat tantae virtutis haeredes ! 1 'Ad obsequia paratissimus, "CAR. DE LACEOIX, "Revmi. D. D. Episcopi Ludov., Secretarius." For the benefit of readers not familiar with the Latin, we will here give a trans- lation of the foregoing circular : "By order of our Right Rev. Bishop I hereby make to you the most lamentable announcement of the death of the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, Vicar-General of this diocese, and superior of the Congre- gation of the Mission in the province of Louisiana. He was a man most renowned for sanctity and for learning. He died 011 the 1 5th of October, 1820, after a long and painful illness borne with admirable resig- nation. Fortified by the sacraments, and seeming to taste in advance celestial joys, he passed to a better life, at about the age of forty-two years. Thus alas ! has passed 23? Life of away a light and ornament of our clergy, a most eloquent preacher of the gospel, a lover of the poor, the hope and support of our Louisiana Mission. The bishop la- ments, with inexpressible grief, the pre- cious death of this venerated priest, and men of all classes mourn his loss. May the God of all consolation, moved by so many lamentations, raise up among us many imitators of his great virtue ! Your obedient servant, Chas. De Lacroix, Sec'y of the Bishop of Louisiana." It was also thought proper that Bishop Dubourg should send speedy information to Rome of the sad event. This he did in a letter of October igth, addressed to the Vicar-General of the Vincentians. The following is a translation from the French: "Very Reverend Sir : "God has just visited us with an afflic- tion which my heart feels most keenly, and which is also a terrible blow for this mission. It is the death of Father De An- dreis, which occurred on Sunday, the i5th instant, the day on which we celebrated the feast of the holy Guardian Angels, and I doubt not that the prayers said for him on that occasion were granted to their full extent : Subvenite Angell Dei ct Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M . 233 jubeas earn a sanctis Angelis suscipi, et ad patriam Paradisi perduci. This death has plunged, not only the city of St. Louis but the whole diocese, into the deepest grief, for every one considered him a saint. I trust that God will glorify him by the testi- mony of miracles, for there exists already a very general readiness to believe in them, a most beautiful star having appeared in the heavens, in the middle of the day, at the very moment of his funeral. A woman of advanced age, employed in my service, who had been suffering for three years was immediately, and I trust effectually, cured of her disease. I enclose you the account in English ; also the Latin circular. "This is indeed an irreparable loss. At the moment of his death, Father De An- dreis appointed Rev. Jos. Rosati as superior of the Congregation of the Mission in Ame- rica. He is the only one who can fill such a post, for all the others are too young. It is very necessary, sir, that you should send us two subjects of mature age, of talent and solid virtue, in order that the precious foundation of the company in Louisiana may be permanently secured. If Father Rosati fail us, all will go to ruin. He also will, without doubt, entreat you to do this; allow me to unite my most earnest prayer 234 Life of with his. Besides the seminary which I , have given to the Congregation, I intend to make use of it for the establishment of another house for the missions, in one of the most populous localities of Lower Louisiana. The good that these two estab- lishments will procure is incalculable. You have been already informed, Re- verend sir, that you have here six novices, nearly all priests, of whom the greater number are remarkable for talent and virtue. "I have the honor to remain, etc. "Louis William Dubourg, * 'Bishop of Louisiana. f"St. Lonis, Mo., U. S. of America, Oct. 19, i820.'O We will subjoin to the above letter an extract from the Missouri Gazette. It is as follows : U ST. Louis, Mo., October 18, 1820. "REGISTER OF DEATHS. "Died in this city on the i5th of the present month, after a painful illness, in the forty-second year of his age, the Rev. Felix De Andreis, Vicar-General of Loui- siana, and Superior of the Congregation of the Mission in America. This venerated priest was born in Piedmont, Italy, of a Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 235 respectable and wealthy family. He em- braced the ecclesiastical career at an early period of his life. His youth was dis- tinguished by perfect innocence and con- tinual progress in virtue, thereby foretelling what he was to be in after years, a man of God, an apostle. The comforts of home and the delights of family affection were the first ties that the voice of heaven called upon him to seVer, in order to devote him- self to the lowly and toilsome duties of the country missions, and the practice of the evangelical counsels of poverty and obedi- ence, in the truly apostolic Congregation founded by St. Vincent, about two hun- dred years ago. The different provinces of Italy were, by turns, the theatre of his zeal, and the stirring effusions of his almost divine eloquence, brought to his feet thousands of miserable sinners, who were comforted and relieved by his tender chari- ty. Being called to Rome, as the place most suited to his noble talents and exten- sive learning, he became, in a short time, the oracle of this capital of the Christian world, and excited the admiration of the most eminent prelates. But his humility was alarmed at the esteem he enjoyed, and which opened for him a path to the highest honors ; the city of Rome was too limited 236 Life of for his ardent zeal, and he sought a field more vast and more abandoned. He had long solicited the favor of being sent to a foreign mission. \ China was the first object of his desires, but Divine Providence having frustrated his hopes in that quarter, directed them towards America. He had many obstacles to surmount in order to attain his end ; his superiors, supported by the most illustrious dignitaries of Rome, strongly opposed his departure. It was re- presented to the Sovereign Pontiff that his presence in Rome was absolutely necessary, and that his removal would be a public calamity. It even appears that the Holy Father was somewhat influenced by these arguments, but he finally consented to the desires of the humble priest, and imposed silence on all who opposed his departure. The holy man, therefore, left Italy for America in 1816, being accompanied by several members of his Congregation, of whom he was, in due form, ap- pointed superior; and after residing for about a year in Kentucky, where he is still remembered with esteem and affection, he arrived in this city with our excellent bishop, who, some time before had made him his Vicar-General and the soul of his councils. The three years of his residence Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 237 among us were entirely devoted to the most active and charitable offices of his sacred ministry, and were enough to immortalize his gentle memory in the hearts of all classes of our citizens. His fervent piety, unwearied solicitude for the salvation of souls, his tender and ingenious charity to- wards the poor, will long be favorite topics; while his pathetic and frequent exhorta- tions from the pulpit will for ever remain engraved on the hearts of his hearers, to serve as a reproof to the negligent and ani- mate the good to perseverence. His last moments were those of the just man, who every day of his life studies the great lesson of dying a holy death. The announcement of his approaching dissolution not only found him resigned and contented, but it further excited him to raptures of joy. All the glory of heaven shone upon his pallid countenance. His last words were in favor of his spiritual children, whom he recom- mended to the especial care of the bishop. His death is universally lamented. Every one seems to have lost in him a true father, and the weeping crowd that accompanied his final obsequies proclaimed him the be- loved of God and man, one whose memory will be forever blessed. His mortal remains will be conveyed by pious escort to the 238 Life of seminary of The Barrens in Perry County, which is directed by the priests of his Con- gregation." The saintly Mother Duchesne, first superi- or of the Sacred Heart Nuns in America, enjoyed, for a short time preceding his death, the happiness of having Father De Andreis for her confessor and spiritual direc- tor. Until she met him, she seemed to have found no one in this country who properly understood her, or who could satisfy her in the direction of her conscience. In one of her letters she wrote: "I have no longer any consolations; my heart longs for some sup- port, and finds none but in God. In my aqxiety for spiritual aid I thought of Mgr. Flaget, the bishop of Bardstown, but he never came; and then again, of the holy Father De Andreis, the provincial of the Lazarists, but he is ill. So I must remain with God alone, my soul never having been able to open itself to any one since I left France." (Life of Mother Duchesne, p. 198.) The pastor of Florissant, Mo., a few miles from St. Louis, was also the chaplain of the Sacred Heart community , which Mother Du- chesne had established there. As this priest was obliged to be absent for a considerable time during 1819, Father De Andreis was* sent by the bishop to take his place, to the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 239 great delight of Mother Duchesne and her companions. His short residence at Floris- sant was yet long enough to have been full of the greatest consolation and benefit to these heroic religious who, in the midst of poverty and suffering, practiced the most heroic virtues and laid, deep and strong, the first foundation of the Sacred Heart Society in the New World. Madam Duchesne was herself dangerously ill during the last sick- ness of Father De Andreis. As soon as she was able, she wrote to her superiors in France, saying: "The bishop, and we too, have suffered a great loss, that of Father De Andreis, the superior of the Lazarists and Vicar General. He was great, both in sanctity and learning, and with singular gifts for the care of souls. A malignant fever carried him off just as I was getting better. All the popu- lation of St. Louis, Protestants and Jews in- cluded, followed him to the grave, with the most sincere grief. He is supposed to have already wrought several miracles." (Idem, p. 208.) As Mother Duchesne is a candidate for beatification, the evidence of her holy life and heroic virtues being now under exami- nation by the Congregation of Rites in Rome, her testimony to the virtues of her holy direc- tor is of more than ordinary importance. 240 Life of Till the day of her death, she kept, as a most cherished relic, a copy of the Imita- tion of Christ, which had been used by Father De Andreis. When the news of the death of Father De Andreis was announced to his friends at a distance from St. Louis, many of them expressed by letter their great veneration for him, and their deep grief over his un- timely departure. From these letters we will give just a few selections here. Rev. Father Portier, afterwards first Bishop of Mobile, wrote from New Orleans to Father Rosati in the following terms, on Decem- ber ad, 1820: "We realize, my dear friend, the great loss which you, and all of us, have sus- tained in the death of our saintly Father De Andreis. It is a general affliction for all the Missionaries, but it is a very special one to me, who had hoped to find, for a long time to come, in his lights and his sanctity the direction which my conscience demands and will continue to demand. But what consoles me is, that the saint who is dead will become our protector, by his merits and his prayers, and that the memory of his holy example will long sur- vive amongst us, to reanimate us in the trials of our career. We celebrated here three solemn Masses for the repose of his Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 241 soul, but I do not doubt that it found re- pose in the bosom of God, at the very in- stant when it was separated from his body." / Bishop David, co-adjutor of the diocese of Bardstown, held Father De Andreis in the highest veneration. When the news of the death of the servant of God reached him, he wrote from the seminary of Bards- town to Father Rosati, expressing his great sorrow. His letter is dated December 12, 1820. "I share with you as far as pos- sible," he wrote, "the great loss which has lately befallen you. I knew the merit of Father De Andreis well enough to ap- preciate him. His death is not only a loss to you, but to the diocese of Louisiana and to the entire Church. But what should console us all is the assurance we have, that if a faithful priest has been taken from us, an intercessor has been given us in heaven, who will be not less useful to us by the graces he will obtain for us, than he would have been by the exercise of his ministry amongst us, if his life had been prolonged. ' ' And the saintly Bishop Flaget, who knew Father De Andreis so well and loved him so tenderly, was overcome by grief when he heard of the death of his dear 242 Life of friend. The admiration of these two holy men for each other was mutual. Mother Duchesne said of them: "They are both universally looked upon as saints, and God visibly blesses their ministry." During their residence together in the seminary at Bardstown, for nearly a year, they came to know each other intimately. The letters of Father De Andreis, given in preceding pages, sufficiently testify his great esteem for the bishop, while the following words of Bishop Flaget, written to Father Rosati, November 6, 1820, are valuable evidence to the sanctity of the great priest whose life we are writing. "I feel most deeply," says Bishop Flaget, "the irreparable loss you have sustained by the death of the wise, the amiable, the saintly Father De Andreis. I knew and appreciated his great merits, though I was not able to imitate his virtues. Heaven grant that he may not rise up some day to condemn my laxity and lukewarmness. The Bishop Mauricastro, my co-adjiltor, as well as those here who knew the virtuous Missionary, join with me in my sorrow and desire me to express to you their sincere condolence. It was the afternoon of All Saints Day, when we were about to cele- brate the second vespers of the feast and the Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 243 first vespers of All Souls, that the afflicting news reached us ; and, as we recalled the simplicity, the kindness, the piety and fer- vour of the holy priest, we were puzzled to decide whether we should invoke him as a saint or pray for the repose of his soul. But, however this may be, he will certainly see God for all eternity ; and no matter how valuable he may have been to us dur- ing this life, he will be still more so now, after his happy death." CHAPTER IX. Interior Life of Father De Andreis. WE mean by interior life that constant duty to which 'the servant of God so thoroughly applied himself to remove from his soul every imperfection, for the one ob- ject of becoming completely agreeable to God. This holy exercise he called his in- terior life, because he labored with pious ingenuity to conceal it from the eyes of others. He had himself traced out its plan shortly after his arrival in Rome. The following were the rules which he proposed to observe faithfully the whole time of his life: "i. In the morning, as soon as I awake, I will excite myself to holy joy at the thought that God grants me another day to do penance for my sins and merit heaven, drawing hence many devout affections. 14 2. While celebrating Mass, studying, or taking my meals, I will conduct myself in a spirit of sacrifice, universal abnegation and entire submission to God, as if I were in the very act of offering him a perfect holocaust. (244) Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 245 u. '3. On those days in which I have to undergo the greatest humiliations, contempt and suffering, I will exult interiorly with transports of holy joy, striving to excite them by motives of pure love. "4. But, when everything has gone on smoothly, I will humble myself and strive to awaken within my heart feelings of sor- row; this also through motives of pure love. To this interior exercise I will add the fol- lowing regulations respecting my exterior conduct. "5. I must endeavor, on every occasion, to make myself all unto all, seeking, with- out waiting to be asked, to console, assist and serve others, always acting and speak- ing in such a way that all this may proceed from a solid foundation of humility, charity and meekness : disregarding, in every cir- cumstance, all repugnance, self-love, or coldness ; waiting until I am alone, to sub- due any interior trouble and revolt that this manner of acting may occasion me. I must do this the more earnestly, as it is what God requires of me. It shall be the object of the present retreat, and the end of all my meditations, examinations, reading, and other spiritual exercises. I will, for this purpose, read attentively the life and works of St. Vincent de Paul and of St. Francis de Sales. 246 Life oj "It cannot be denied that the exercise now proposed will require stronger virtue than that which I have hitherto, though imperfectly, practised. What virtue I pos- sessed, was comprised in silence and in- action, in refraining from following the im- pulse of my passions, in practices of a merely negative nature such as to avoid bringing myself forward, to refrain from excusing myself, from complaining, and many other similar acts, the minute detail of which would be too lengthy. Now that something more positive is proposed, I shall have to fight continually, and shall never be able to flatter myself that I have ob- tained the state of pure love, if I do not be- gin from this point ; to expect it by any other means would be mere rashness. "I acknowledge that too frequently I have been guilty of this rashness, from neglecting to follow the advice of our Divine Redeemer : Recumbe prius in novis- simo loco, and go not higher until it be said to thee : ascende superius. I blush for having, too often, been presumptuous enough to aspire to a kiss from the divine lips ; namely to the state of pure love, whereas I have not, as yet, sufficiently practiced the kissing of the feet ; namely, the virtues of humility and affability. I Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M . 247 ask pardon for my presumption, and will devote myself to this practice, acknowledg- ing that the repulses which I have received are very well deserved. He who wishes to mount higher, deserves to be sent back to the lowest seat, and I should indeed have known this after reading so many lives and words of the saints. I will then learn to humble myself, and never think that I am too much lowered. I will endeavor to , parry the specious arguments of self-love by this golden advice of St. Francis de Sales 'Excuse and bear with thy neighbor, with much meekness of heart ; do not phi- losophize on the contradictions thou mayest meet with ; look not at them but on God, in all things, without any expectation ; and acquiesce with simplicity in all his de- signs.' 1 Father De Andreis frequently examined himself on this rule of life, and, as he per- ceived that he did not always follow it ex- actly, he formed new and vigorous resolu- tions of putting it more perfectly into prac- tice. On February 24th, 1808, he took the following determination : "This morning a faint glimmer of light pierced the thick darkness and anguish of mind which had oppressed me. It revealed to me, in my conduct, an excessive tender- 248 Life of ness of self, which, almost imperceptibly gaining ground, makes me forget, under various artful pretexts, the holy practices of meekness, mortification and humility, and is in a fair way of reducing me to a merely animal life. I strive to avoid, as much as possible, suffering of any kind. I yield to weariness, and grow angry, at least interiorly, at the smallest offence that I seem to receive. Without being aware of it, I have nourished a certain amount of self-esteem. Meditation and examination of conscience have become a mere exercise of the mind ; and hence it is that I am so molested by scruples and interior pains. I pray to be freed from them, but my prayer is not heard. I therefore acknowledge this to be an admirable arrangement of the love of Divine Providence, who permits me to remain in these and similar infirmities, that they may serve to counterbalance my pride, which otherwise would grow to a frightful extent ; and, though it seems to me that I refer all to God, I unconsciously and too frequently, become vain in prosperity, and let this be seen in my intercourse with others. It is true that Our Lord might re- medy this evil in some other way, but who am I to dare prescribe laws to the Al- mighty? May his most holy will be done Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 249 in all and everywhere. I therefore resolve to be more vigilant and faithful, remember- ing : Tantum pro fides, quantum tibi ipsi vim intuleris . ' ' (Kempis . ) "I copied to-dajr, March i5th, 1808, a most useful passage from the Life of Father Peter Consolini, a beloved disciple and per- fect imitator of Saint Philip Neri. I fail very often in one of his fundamental max- ims which is this : 'True humility teaches us to avoid as much as possible, all scien- tific or spiritual conversations, because such topics generally increase our vanity and raise us in the esteem of others. Our self- love feeds on this, and though some may say, that in order to benefit our neighbor we should discourse on spiritual things, it may be replied that it is at the foot of the crucifix, by means of prayer, tears, and penance, not with fine words, that we can do good to the soul of our neighbor.' And this he said especially for the young. Any one who is truly humble, will speak little of himself or of anything that might gain him public esteem. "In the present retreat of 1808, I have by the grace of God and with much trouble discovered in the hidden recesses of my heart, lurking beneath a thousand folds of plausible reasoning, a secret spirit of am- 250 Life of bition, which tries to gain the ascendancy and very often makes me utter words which are calculated to draw upon me esteem and consideration. It also causes me to aspire after distinctions, and makes me feel dis- turbed when I am not gratified. In spite of my full conviction that whatever good I have is entirely the gift of God, and that of myself I am but a miserable wretch un- worthy of anything but contempt, still I wish to be thought much of and am sad if I do not obtain what I desire ! miseria ! praesumptio nequissima unde creata es! 'Sunt multafusis illita } quae luce pur gentur tua: tu vera lux celestium vultu sereno illu- mina. ' Hymn Laud. fer. IV. "Besides this, I have noticed several times that, when an opportunity of per- forming an act of humility presents itself, 1 feel that I am deprived of the courage that I need in order to overcome myself. It appears as if all would be lost were I to perform that act ; so that I not only abstain from it, but even sometimes yield to the opposite vice. I have, however, found two reasons for my want of fidelity in practising the holy resolutions which I took in my former retreats. "The first is want of light in the under- standing to discover the subterfuges of Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 251 pride ; the second, want of fortitude in the will, to overcome my repugnances. Full of confidence in God, I now feel inspired to resolve upon the ten following articles : u i. To show great respect, both in word and action, towards every one, according to his position. ' ' 2 . To humble myself sincerely in every- thing, and rejoice when I see myself despised by others. 4 '3. To approve of everything in our Lord, praise every one, especially the ab- sent, and be sincerely benevolent and kind to all. "4. To forget myself and be silent on all things that concern me ; however, if neces- sary, I will speak of them as matters of no consequence and not worth mentioning. "5. To be sincerely compassionate and merciful towards others ; for true justice shows compassion, but false justice only in- dignation. 4 '6. Ever to be rigid and austere towards myself. "7. To excuse others, and never accuse them but in cases where prudence requires that superiors should know their faults in order to admonish them. "8. Always to accuse, but never to ex- cuse myself, unless my conscience tells me 252 Life oj that it is necessary, in order to remove a cause of scandal ; and then I will do it with moderation. "9. Should I happen to experience great reluctance in the practice of any of these acts, I will have recourse to God, and con- tinue to pray and supplicate until I become entirely victorious. "10. In order that these resolutions may never escape my memory, I will frequently meditate upon them, especially when I do not rise at the usual hour, or for any other reason I make my meditation privately. These ten points shall then be the subject on which I will meditate. "I should frequently consider that man's esteem is nothing ; that if it were some- thing, I do not deserve it ; and even should I deserve it, I ought to renounce it for God. For unless I do so, whatever good I may effect, being tainted with such venom, my unbridled pride would snatch it out of my hands." "To overcome this pride," adds the ser- vant of God in another place, U I must be well convinced that those who blame me, rather flatter me because they do not know the whole extent of my malice ; they are perhaps mistaken with regard to some things which they lay to my charge, but if Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 253 they knew liow many and how much worse things there are within me ; if they knew that in spite of so many lights and graces, I still remain in the midst of my infidelities, they could not do otherwise than consider me as a monster of ingratitude, as one un- worthy to live in the house of God in the midst of his servants, and they would even do me a favor by expelling me from it as I deserve ; because a raven should not dwell with doves, nor a wretched ass among steeds richly caparisoned. Oh ! how great is my misery. The more abundant the talents and gifts that a person receives from God, the greater the difficulty which he finds in bridling his self-love, which im- putes these heavenly presents to itself, ap- propriates them and even makes of them a bulwark, wherein it fortifies itself and holds out against every attack. If it be van- quished on one side, it defends itself on the other ; if it cannot conquer in one way, it tries new artifices, and, making trophies of its defeats, endeavors to convert into gains its very losses themselves, determined not to die until it compels the soul to bend to its will ; or, at least it continues to weary and harass her in such a way as to leave her completely worn out and enervated. How much, then, do we not need patience and the mercy of God." 254 Life of It was in these trials or rather conflicts that the whole interior life of the servant of God consisted. It was completely veiled from the eye of man, and we should know nothing of it, had he not, for his own guidance, described some of the divine operations which God performed in his soul, to detach him from the smallest affec- tion to sin, and thus lead him through the most painful trials, to the pure love of his Creator. CHAPTER X. Theological Virtues practised by Father De Andreis. The reader has been able to form some idea of the sanctity of the servant of God, both from the letters we have transcribed, and the testimony of enlightened priests, who knew him intimately and for a con- siderable length of time. But, as we wish to give here a slight sketch of his virtues, we will add that our holy missionary was endowed, in the highest degree, with all the theological and moral virtues, the as- semblage of which constitutes those great saints who have so brightly adorned the Church of God. With regard to faith, he possessed it in so high a degree, and had received from God so much light, that he would willingly have given his life to enkindle it in the hearts of those who were, unfortunately, in doubt, or who were ignorant of the divine mysteries. He did not think himself worthy of martyrdom, but his heart burned with the desire of suffering it, by dying for (255) 256 Life oj the defence of religion in some obscure cor- ner of the world. With what zeal did we not see him, in Rome, preach the truths of faith in those unhappy days, when the sovereign pontiff, Pius VII., having been expelled from his Apostolic see, the holy city witnessed within her walls the ravages of error, heresy and unbelief, propagated by wicked men who, by their words as well as by their infamous writings, professed to believe nothing themselves and sought only to pervert others. Father De Andreis im- mediately endeavored to counteract their efforts by invincible arguments, whereby he cautioned his auditors against these erroneous doctrines ; and he composed an excellent catechism, in which the truths of faith were clearly demonstrated. For no other end than the greater extension of the faith, Father De Andreis entirely re- nounced his country, his parents, his favorite studies, all his holy employments, even Rome itself, so dear to his heart, and started for North America where he knew that thousands of his fellow creatures were deprived of the light of the gospel, and consequently immersed in the shadows of death. And how great was the zeal which devoured him, when at length, in the midst of innumerable dangers, he arrived among Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 257 those savage nations, and saw them with his own eyes, living almost like the animals of their native forests. We may truly say, that his heart throbbed with sorrow and tenderness, like that of St. Paul, who on his entrance into the Areopagus perceived that the Athenians were no less superstiti- ous than the most idolatrous barbarians. The ardor of the servant of God was such, only because of the extraordinary gifts with which God had so profusely en- dowed him. "The lights which I receive," says he in his private memoirs, "are so numerous, vivid and extensive, the senti- ments and emotions which I experience so certain, although interrupted, that I can truly say, that I scarcely ever have need of faith in order to believe, because I not only clearly perceive the things of faith, but seem to touch them. Our Lord vouch- safes to act thus with me on account of my extreme weakness, knowing that with faith alone I should have done no good. I must then in consideration of all this, "i. Think much less of myself than of those who proceed onward by the guidance of faith alone, without these extraordinary aids. "2. I must renounce all this, and trust to faith alone ; for what," adds the servant 258 Life of of God, "is all human and even angelic knowledge in comparison to the divine in- spirations of faith? This is a sun whose splendor eclipses all minor luminaries, and prevents their brightness from being seen. O how wise it is to rely entirely on faith, and to despise thoroughly all the uncertain opinions and researches of human know- ledge ! The animal man perceives not the invisible government of God, who orders and prepares all things^ with admirable economy, only discernible" -to the eye of faith. And, O what a spectacle is this, for one who is capable of admiring its gran- deur ! What peace and contentment does it not produce amid the vicissitudes of life, the various civil and political commotions which agitate kingdoms, cities and families! What joy it is to know that all is arranged by God, for his greater glory and the good of his elect !" Such was his hope of eternal salvation through the merits of Jesus Christ, that he appeared to have a certain foresight of his future happiness in heaven. Thence pro- ceeded his reluctance to linger still on earth, where, to use his own words, he did not wish to see even his shadow; that com- plete detachment, which he felt from all creatures and his indifference to the honors Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, (7. M. 259 aud praises which he received from men ; his ardent desire to accelerate, indeed it might be said to consummate, the sacrifice of his life, that he might ascend to heaven and there contemplate the wisdom, truth, and glory of God ; thence, in a word, pro- ceeded those interior emotions which at- tracted even his bodily senses to the in- effable beauties of his Creator and L,ast End. This hope became an absolute reliance on God, and a total abandonment of every- thing to him. He thus expresses his feel- ings : "After all, I can draw but this con- clusion : all the lights and inspirations which I have received and the trials which I have experienced admirably terminate in this : that I should always, and in every- thing, abandon myself with sincere, total, and filial tenderness, into the hands of my good God, my father, my loving spouse, my life, my all ; that I may be guided as he chooses, and as it seems best to him, without seeking to know what it is to be, or when, or how it is to be ; without asking why this, or why that/ since numquid po- testis cogitantes adjicere ad staturam vestram cubitum unum? I am the property of God, I am much more his than my own, and even what I call mine, and the very 260 Life of faculty of speaking thus, is his. He created me in order that I might be saved, and he knows how to lead me securely to this end ; he can, and will do it; while I, on the con- trary, through my ignorance and malice, neither know, nor can do anything ; I am only fit to spoil the work. What then re- mains for me to do but to abandon all to him? I know not what he requires of me, nor by what paths he desires to lead me, what are the things he expects of me, nor those he does not wish me to understand. The ways of God are most holy and just, admirable and worthy of love; but they are, in general, secret, hidden, ineffable, and incomprehensible.! Secretos Dei, says St. Austin, intentos debet facere non adver- sos. j_ I much need to adopt and reduce to practice the maxim of our holy founder, St. Vincent, who spoke thus: 'I have a strong attraction to follow Divine Providence, step by step, without ever going before it. Con- sequently, seeing in all the holy will of God, I ought to be indifferent to every- thing, whether suffering or delights, rest or labor, to do this or that, remain in one place or go to another, treat with this per- son or with that other; acting only in ac- cordance with the manifestations of the divine will in my regard. This is to be my Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 261 polar star, and I must keep the magnet of my heart ever turned towards it; so that spiritual advantages, life or death, and even eternity itself, shall be desired by me, only in as much, and in the manner that God wills them.'* "Oaltitudo divitiarum sapientiae et sd- entiae Dei! How great is my blindness when I want to understand all that con- cerns me, and see whither I am led by the Lord, grieving when this is denied me! My God ! what folly! as if nothing were to be attributed to the incomprehensibility of divine justice and the mystery of its ways! As if I ought not to trust entirely to thee ! how absurd to imagine that the helm would be better in my own hand, and to wish thee to account to me for every move that thou makest either to the right or to the left! What no one would think of with an earthly pilot, I too often presume to do to- wards the great guide of my soul, the Holy Spirit. It is true that the hidden judg- ments of God cause in my soul, fear, and even very great fear, because I know that God could make of me a terrible example of the way in which monsters of pride and ingratitude, like myself, are punished by divine justice. But, if this fear is accom- panied, (as it should always be,) by 262 Life of humility and submission to the divine will, it will give rise to tender confidence which will keep my soul in peace, even in the midst of the thickest darkness and the most frightful confusion." Charity, the most sublime of the three theological virtues, was deeply grounded in the soul of Father De Andreis. We could not give a better proof of this assertion than by transcribing some of his own words in reference to it. "At length," says he, "a light shone around me which dispelled my darkness, and pointed out to me, with cer- tainty, the happiness of my state, which is rapidly advancing towards its end, that of completely purifying me. Very clearly did I understand that, instmam te in via Jiac qua gradieris . . . and those other words, quid mihi est in coelo et a te quid volui super terramr\ I saw that when I concen- trate myself wholly in God, I enjoy great light and peace. It is only when treating with my neighbor, on indifferent subjects that do not refer immediately to God, that I feel, in a manner, estranged and be- wildered ; that I surfer unspeakable anguish of mind, which only those who have un- dergone similar trials can understand. It is something like what one must feel in being plunged headlong into a fathomless Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 263 abyss. . . . All in God, for God, with God, according to the views of God, and nothing more! "It would be delightful to dwell in some corner of the house, forgotten and as if dead, being resolved to enjoy no other com- pany than that of Jesus Christ, the sweet spouse of my soul, resigning myself com- pletely into his hands, devoting entirely to his service my tongue, mind, and heart, my body, life, time, and everything that is mine." During the retreat that Father De An- dreis made in 1810, he examined, with the utmost diligence, all the affections of his heart ; he thus concludes: "It appears to me that I am, through the Divine Mercy, in this disposition, that if I knew there were in my heart a single fibre not entirely belonging to God, I would tear it out, even should it cost me my life : confirma Deus hanc voluntatem." To this he adds: "God alone is great, to God alone be all honor and glory, God alone, and nothing else !" Again, he says, on the 3rd of November : "I have, during the past days, received from the Almighty a most admirable grace, which consists in a gentle, yet very strong desire to divest myself, once for all, of all my failings and imperfections, to clothe 264 Life of myself with Jesus Christ ; and I burn with divine love, in such a manner as to inflame the hearts of others / flammescat igne cari- tas accendat ardor proximos." Such, as he himself describes it, was the flame that, day and night, consumed him. It was perceptible in his words, which had the power of moving, even to tears, the most hardened sinner. It shone upon his countenance, which, though naturally of a pallid hue, assumed a vivid glow whenever he spoke, either in public or in private, of the truths of faith or the mysteries of our holy religion. It could be seen in his abhorrence of the smallest fault, in his prayers, his zeal for his sanctification, his solicitude in forming good subjects for his Congregation ; in fine, in his unwearied anxiety to gain souls to God. All this pro- ceeded from the intensity of his love for God ; and with reference to this he wrote, May ist, 1814, some secret aspirations , (for it was thus he called them). But it will be better to give his words, as we find them in his own hand-writing. "SECRET ASPIRATIONS OF LOVE. "i. I resolve, now and forever, to abhor, detest and avoid every sin, both mortal and venial, and even the slightest imperfection Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 265 that might in any way be contrary to the maxims of Jesus Christ ; which might tend to strengthen the influence of self-love or any other passion, or draw my heart to seek rest in creatures. And as soon a I perceive anything of this, I will immediately turn my heart to God by a simple act of implicit love, an interior impulse of the soul. I will do this with God's aid which I humbly implore and confidently expect ; for, with- out his help I am capable of nothing but sin, in which I might exceed the greatest criminals. "2. I am resolved, at the very first ap- pearance of any temptation whatever, to cling as closely as possible, by an interior motion of the heart, to the holy and loving law of God in its full extent, disavowing all the repugnance of my wretched concupis- cence and protesting against it with all my heart. "3. In all my undertakings, but especi- ally in discharging the functions of the holy ministry, I purpose to have in view the sole glory of God, and the salvation of souls, caring nothing for human respect, and really desiring to be, on that account, derided, ridiculed, and persecuted in every possible way. '4. I purpose to remain always united < . 266 Life of to God, resigned to his holy will in all the events of life, looking upon everything as ordered by his loving providence for my greater good, having received so many positive proofs of his beneficent care over me. Therefore, disregarding all human things, I will neither wonder nor rejoice nor be grieved, except in God or for God. "5. I purpose, henceforward, to trample under foot all the judgments and sayings of men, going to God with simplicity and full liberty of spirit ; I care not who may choose to call me severe, scrupulous, melancholy, ignorant, a hypocrite, a fool, a fanatic, an enthusiast or any similar term. Let them seek to humble, ill-treat me, or do me the greatest injury, I will only cling the closer to the cross J and exulting in God, will exclaim: Christo confixus sum cruci . . . mihi absit gloriari nisi in cruce Domini Nostri Jesu Christi. "6. I resolve neither to think, wish, say, nor do anything, whether directly or in- directly, for my own satisfaction ; but, if I can, without transgressing the law, I will always endeavor to act against my natural inclination, and hope to do all this by the grace of God. (Taken at the foot of the Crucifix. ) "To attach myself still more firmly to Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 267 the cross, I firmly resolve to renounce all spiritual delights even unio death; in the following sense however: i. I do not mean, hereby, to make any vow, or bind myself by anything beyond a mere promise. 2. I mean that I will neither seek, desire, nor in any manner aspire to it, believing myself, in all sincerity, quite unworthy of such favors. 3. I will, on the contrary, beseech Divine Goodness to give me in its stead, an increase of light, that I may know what I should do, and strength to execute his will, always in view of himself alone. 4. If God, who is so good, should deign to bestow upon me this spiritual sweetness, I must humble myself and be ex- ceedingly confused thereat ; thank him for it, and endeavor to find an opportunity of suffering, and of humbling myself, in pro- portion, if possible, to the pleasure I have enjoyed. 5. I must not think much of this sensible fervor, but conceal it with great care, attaching my heart more and more to suffering and humiliation." Finally, in the retreat which the servant of God made in 1814, he thus speaks in confirmation of the preceeding resolutions: "I now resolve to reserve every species of enjoyment and repose for paradise, and in this life, to seek nothing but suffering, 268 Life of fatigue and contempt, and to do this al- ways and to the best of my ability. My life must be one continual sacrifice, and I must desire to suffer, labor, and be despised, ever more and more, as long as life may last. I shall avoid enjoyinents^epose and human esteem, each day endeavoring to detach myself still more from all creatures, however good, amiable and virtuous they may be, in order that I may concentrate all my faculties on the pure love of God." When Father De Andreis speaks of longing after still greater labors, he refers to the spiritual advantage of his neighbor, because charity towards our neighbor pro- ceeds from the same source as love for God. Properly speaking, these two virtues are but one, which makes us act in different ways, like a tree with two branches, one of which rises towards heaven while the other leans towards the earth. Now, our fervent Missionary has very frequently shown that the works he undertook for the good of his neighbor were all prompted by his love for God, but he mentions this expressly, in the following terms : "I am resolved to consider in my neigh- bor the living image of the one triune God, to look upon all as his adopted children, the spouses of Jesus Christ; and I will seek, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 269 by every means in my power, to promote their salvation and perfection. How then could I refrain from being anxious to com- fort, edify, instruct, serve, and assist them? To succeed in a proper manner, I resolve to adoptt with all indiscriminately! the most efficacious means, namely humility, respect, and kindness, both in word and deed ; seeking after nothing myself, unless it be very clearly the will of God that I should do so. I will think well of all, ex- cuse, compassionate, esteem all, and wish well to all. I will never stop to reflect on suspicions or hear-say, but will treat them as things of no consequence; and, being well convinced of the infirmities and weak- ness of human nature, I will generously exclaim: "I am the worst of all! 11 The desire of accomodating himself to others made him, like St, Vincent, reflect on his exterior deportment, in order to divest it of whatever might seem too seri- ous or reserved. "The Lord," he writes, "has revealed to me during this retreat, that it is now time to abate somewhat of my habitual re- serve; and, this matter having been men- tioned to my superior, in communication, he also thinks that it should be done. "Learn then, O my soul, to make thy- 270 Life of self all unto all, by the constant practice of active, meek, simple, cordial, mortified and zealous humility, making of this a par- ticular study in thy meditations and exam- inations of conscience, purposing to follow the example of Father De Petris. And, al- though the time of recreation is for thee a kind of torture, thou must bear it, and con- quer thyself by the thought that our voca- tion requires us to be affable and cheerful in our demeanor. If thou art not gentle with thyself, thou wilt never be so towards others. However much thou mayest study to wear a pleasant and cheerful countenance, thy manner will reveal that it is really for show. Thou wilt unconsciously discover the interior disturbance of thy heart, and even shouldst thou make efforts to conceal it, these very efforts will appear constrained and affected j error pejor priore. And, as we generally act, according to the Angelic Doctor, ex hdbitu praeconcepto , (though unknown to ourselves,) thou wilt, in spite of all thy care, now and then, when interiorly dis- turbed, let something of this disquietude be perceptible in thy manners, by being taci- turn or sarcastic in conversation. Come then, my soul, let us take courage, etc." CHAPTER XL Simplicity, Prudence, Fortitude, Humility, and Meek- ness of Father De Andreis. THE virtue of Christian simplicity leads man directly to God, with the pure and straight-forward intention of glorifying him, while seeking to avoid all duplicity in dealing with the neighbor. This was the virtue inculcated by our Saviour when he said, "Be ye simple as doves." This being the first virtue that St. Vincent recom- mends to his children, Father De Andreis made it the chief object of his most earnest efforts. "I have found out by experience," he writes November 3d, 1811, "that there is nothing better in the ways of God, than to simplify all our intentions by directing them towards God alone. Once, the joy I experienced in suffering, made me imagine that it was well to desire, and even to ask, to remain in a state wherein continually floret ilia dulcedo, without which I thought that human weakness could not stand in the midst of the toils and thorns of the ministry. But I now see that still more is requisite ; namely, to suffer without enjoy - (271) 272 Life of ing any sensible consolation, and to learn to say: 'The cross, the cross, always the cross, and God alone!' I should, at least, like to know what is the inspiration that leads me on without revealing itself fully to my mind ; but it is the will of God that I renounce even this satisfaction, and that my will, memory, and understanding, all be resigned into his hands | while I repeat these words of the Psalmist: Dominus regit me, etc., adding, ut jumentum factus sum apud te et ego semper tecum. The cross in all its nudity, pain and ignominy, this shall be my only portion. "Now I understand what the goodness of God operated within me, sixteen years ago, at the time of my novitiate. Then I could not describe, neither could I comprehend, how solitude, silence, privation, reserve, interior death, and annihilation, were so pleasing to me. O Infinite Goodness! God alone in everything! He only shall be my aim. In speaking and treating with men, I will constantly strive to repress any secondary motive that might arise. I will likewise rejoice if, by thus acting simply in the view of pleasing God, I chance to be scorned, derided or mocked; though I will never act purposely for that end. O beau- teous, lovely simplicity! Thou goest directly Very Rev. Ifelix De Andreis, C. M. 273 to the very heart of God ! I will never abandon thee, however much the infernal serpent may seek to entice me into his winding pathways~ I will say continually, Quid mihi est in coelo, etc. Donee deficiam non recedam a simplicitate mea. My heart, following its secret inspirations, sought to make God known*) to a blind crowd, and Assur sine causa calumniatws est eumQSo beautiful a resemblence to the Man-God do I perceive in this, that it transports me beyond myself; et unde hoc mihi!" Animated by such sentiments as these, he was always truly simple in his affections, intentions, words and actions, in such a manner that he knew not how to disguise his thoughts, nor artfully to conceal his de- signs. His conversation was frank and sincere ; he was incapable of assuming a semblance of mystery, or of saying one thing for the purpose of finding out an- other. His sole aim was to please God and help his neighbor, if he could ; this kept him constantly employed, both in public and in private. He set forth the truths of the gospel in the clearest light; and, no matter how well or ill others listened to his words, he never gilded his discourses or dissembled his doctrine. He cared not ") By means of his Catechism. 274 Life of whether his auditors were the wise or the ignorant, subtle critics or profound reas- oners; and thus he pleased all; for it was evident that he knew not the wiles of policy, nor that insidious manner of modify- ing the gospel to please the rich, and gain popular applause. According to the evan- gelical precept, he united prudence with simplicity; and this prudence was ad- mirably displayed in his care to avoid that false zeal, which is so often concealed un- der the specious pretext of charity, causing us to seek ourselves, our own esteem or gratification, while apparently we labor solely for the salvation of souls. This is a fatal illusion, against which Kempis warns us when he says: Interdum passione move- mur et zelum putamus. Ardently desiring to avoid the snares of this false zeal, the servant of God resolved, "Never to court the society of any one, but to receive all with the utmost cordiality," thus making himself all unto all, though he cautiously refrained from undertaking any employ- ment, unless at the command of his super- iors, or when some evident necessity re- quired it. u By laboring assiduously at the work of my own perfection," he adds elsewhere, "I shall do more good to others than by a Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 275 thousand sermons and missions^ Hdbe ergo zelum primum supra te ipswrij et tune juste zelare poteris super olios, as Kempis teaches." He was entirely averse to carnal pru- dence of which he speaks thus: "The demon makes use of the tongue of many prudent persons, to withdraw others from the way of the cross and the practice of mortification, under pretence of preserving health; whereas it prospers far better be- neath the shadow of the cross than else- where. I therefore resolve to resume my former custom with regard to the evening refection and the siesta during the day." Elsewhere, he speaks in the following terms : "Oh ! how easy it is to be led away by the current, and relax the evangelical doc- trine, in order to adapt it to the views and customs of the world ! If we be not more than commonly vigilant, we become ene- mies of the cross of Christ, and reduce the gospel to a mere natural system, wherein we grant a sort of precedency to some shadow of religion ; or rather, we seek to serve two masters by trying to associate religion with the world. Under the pre- text that God is good and that Jesus Christ came into the world for the salvation of 276 Life of sinners, vice is pampered, and certain maxims of carnal prudence, which were unknown to Jesus Christ, the Apostles, and the holy fathers, are coined and circulated. The world calls for unprejudiced teachers, declaims against rigorism and fanaticism, (for thus it denominates detachment, hu- mility, and sanctity j) and brands with the epithet of Jansenist any one who desires firmly to uphold the truths of the gospel. unfortunate times! what fortitude is re- quisite that we may not be compelled to exclaim, verba vmquonmi prevaluerunt super nos! It will gratify the reader to hear these other words of his, on the same subject : 1 'On the 24th of June, 1814, the feast of St. John the Baptist, while reflecting on the fortitude and constancy displayed by this great saint, it struck me that the un- easiness which I experience in hearing con- fessions, proceeds, in a great measure, from a certain want of firmness in adhering to the cause of truth and justice. I want every one to yield at once to the attractions of this beauteous sun, and, not meeting with the desired success, I become sad and discouraged as if everything depended on me, or as if I exercised immoderate rigor, in comparison with others who are more indulgent. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 277 "But, good God ! in the confessional our business is, not to accommodate truth and justice to the liking of the penitents who come to us, but rather to subject them to the maxims of truth and justice. These are the unchangeable rules to which men must submit in order to be just ; and how can they be so if they be not conformed to justice, which alone can render them just ! God can never be allied to a heart that loves sin. Of what use is it then to absolve one who is still plunged in the abyss of sin, or in whom we can discover no mark that he is detached from his faults, and sincerely converted to the side of justice ! Would it not be to betray souls, to delude them with a false and pernicious semblance of peace? And, would this not be an insult offered to justice? Let all then be blind ; let the world clamor loudly against me ; call me rigorist, Jansenist, as much as it pleases, (though I heartily detest anything that savors of rigorism and Jansenism;) let it outrage and calumniate me, let millions of easy confessors break loose against me; they only prove that they have not a cor- rect idea of Christian justice; that, content- ing themselves with certain inconclusive appearances, they absolve without knowing why. But all they can do or say shall 278 Life of never induce me to betray truth and justice, and the interests of those poor souls who call upon us to give them aid. Constancy, then, and firmness, because mundus transit et concupiscentia ejus et veritas Domini manet in aeternum." Instructed in the school of St. Vincent, who was the declared enemy of anything like precipitation, his prudence prompted him to avoid haste in his plans and delib- erations. On this account, whenever necessity did not compel him to act im- mediately, the servant of God took time in order to mature his opinion, by considering the matter on which he had to pronounce, under all its different aspects. Though very learned himself, he consulted men of wisdom and experience, and had recourse to God by means of fervent prayer and penance. After all these precautions, sure of the will of God, he set to work without hesitation, and labored with intrepid forti- tude. Father De Andreis especially manifested this virtue of fortitude during the bitter mental sufferings to which it pleased God to subject him for so many years. Such pains are but with difficulty understood by those who have never felt them ; and, one who is not liable to them, knows not how Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 279 to describe such sufferings. Nearly all trie saints have undergone similar trials, but especially St. Theresa, St. Mary Magdalen of Pazzi, St. Veronica Capucina, and St. St. John of the Cross. St. John has left us a frightful picture of his suffering in his Dark Nights, wherein he represents the dense gloom in which his mind was im- mersed, the agonizing dryness and interior desolation which made him feel as if his soul were delivered up to all the powers of hell. Father De Andreis had to suffer the same excruciating pains, and their inten- sity was such that his constitution was affected, and his health was never after- wards the same. Yet he struggled against this torture, so that no one ever knew from what source his infirmities proceeded. He often repeated with Job : etiamsi Occident me, in eum sperabo; post tenebras spero lucem. In fine, the character of this great ser- vant of God was fully revealed in his mis- sion to America. The terrible fatigue of so long a voyage, danger of shipwreck, severity of the climate, hunger, thirst, al- most extreme want of the very necessities of life, his habitual infirmities, all these trials never weakened his constancy, which seemed to become only the more vigorous 28o Life of when assailed by the most violent mis- fortunes. The reader must have noticed this in many circumstances which we have detailed; therefore it will be quite enough to recall them to his mind. We must not be silent with regard to his humility, that virtue which, according to the holy fathers, is the foundation of all others and the basis on which we must erect the spiritual edifice of our sanctification. Once more we will repeat his own words, which are far more expressive than anything we could say. They are as follows: ''Meditating on hu- mility, and considering how many efforts I had made to acquire this virtue, and always without fruit, I became inwardly cast down and was almost yielding to despair, when our most merciful God enlightened my mind with an opportune inspiration, which showed me at a glance the origin of all my spiritual infirmities. I at once perceived that by grieving so much, and giving way to such excessive disquietude, I manifestly fail in my resolution of relying completely on Divine Providence. 1 saw this sadness to be a clear sigri that I put too much con- fidence in my own strength, and very little in the power of grace. This morning too, when I was meditating on meekness, it was shown me that I shall never become mild Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 281 and affable with others, unless I learn from the very first to be so with myself. My God ! how much evil is caused by that ex- cessive care and anxiety to which I am so prone ! In the first place, this cannot pro- ceed from God, whose spirit is one of peace and mildness. It comes then either from the human spirit, always too hasty and im- petuous, or more probably from the demon, who by this means attains more surely his own ends, namely: First, to destroy the peace of the heart by innumerable troubles, scruples and fears. Secondly, to prevent free communication between the soul and God, by hindering it from following the attraction of grace, and making it act ac- cording to his own liking. Thirdly, to keep alive the spirit of pride, making one believe that he is effecting much good, and that the soul can rely on its own powers, thus enticing it to fly without wings. Fourthly in fine, besides other numerous dangers, it exposes us to that of never at- taining our own perfection; and also makes us run the risk of committing, through pride and discouragement, some great fault. False humility has often served as a pre- text for neglecting the advice which we receive on this subject. Ah ! poor blind creature, if thou hadst reflected ever so 282 Life of little, thou wouldst have seen that this was not humility, but the most refined pride. Come then, my soul, let us take courage; even St. Vincent, in some of his retreats, found it necessary to take resolutions on a point somewhat similar to this. Be not troubled at thy failures, but follow the doc- trine of St. Francis de Sales, who says, 'Take courage, my soul, God requires this of thee. Only place no obstacle to the im- pulses of grace, and endeavor, on the con- trary, to co-operate with them.' "Inspirations which I received at the feast of Pentecost, and on which I should reflect every morning in meditation. "i. God absolutely wills me to become a saint. "2. I shall never be this, unless I am humble. "3. I shall never be humble, if I do not seek humiliations, if I fear and shun them, or, what would be much worse, if I seek my own elevation. "4. I shall never succeed in flying honors and loving humiliations, unless I make daily practice of these acts. "5. I shall never practise them well, if I do not foresee them in my morning medi- tation, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 283 "Three Classes of Particular Acts, on which I should insist. FIRST CLASS. "i. Acknowledge before God my own nothingness, both in order of nature and of grace, saying for example, Substantial meet, tanquam nihilum ante te. U 2. Avow myself unworthy of associat- ing and conversing with my companions, on account of my faults and numerous in- fidelities, and strive, on this consideration, to produce acts of wonder and surprise, that they should support me with so much meekness and charity. "3. Acknowledge my own unworthiness, at the very time that I do not feel these sentiments within my heart/ saying with St. Augustine, quid miserius misero, non miserante seipsum, adding the invocation, noverim te, noverim me, etc. SECOND CLASS. "i. Watch attentively over all the thoughts of pride and vanity which arise in my mind, suppress them immediately, renouncing for the time all the most plausible pretexts that self-love may sug- gest, because the heart gladly feeds on this kind of poison, 284 Life of (< 2. Never speak of myself, either well or ill, without real necessity. "3. Always choose the lowest place, office or employment, striving to love to be unknown, forgotten, despised and dis- regarded. THIRD CLASS. u i. Willingly speak in praise of others, particularly the absent, and more par- ticularly in favor of those towards whom I may feel any inward aversion. U 2. Never excuse myself without real necessity, .but when I am accused, I ought, on the contrary, to acknowledge that I am guilty of much more, and give myself a still lower place than the one assigned me by my accusers ; humble myself interiorly, and avow that I am deserving of these humiliations. "3. Shun, as much as possible, everything tending to raise me in the esteem of others, while I embrace with joy every opportunity of humbling myself ; I should even be in- genious in seeking occasions of humilia- tion. "If I find any difficulty in the practice of these acts, I must not, on that account, lose courage; but on the contrary, make more strenuous efforts to overcome it in prayer, deploring my ignorance and weak- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 285 ness, while I am confounded at the example of the saints and of Jesus Christ, the true son of God, who humbled himself so much for my sake. "I should not flatter myself on account of the favors that I have received from God. Who was ever more favored than Saul, Solomon, or Judas? and yet what was their end? I know not if the very person that I despise be not very great in the sight of God, while I cannot tell if I am even in his grace. And, could I know for certain that I stand well with God, and that this person has forfeited his favor, cannot things be reversed? I know not, quid cogitaverit de illo Dens. Therefore, for my greater security there remains to me nothing better than to humble myself, ever taking the lowest place, in order to make no mistake. For, were I to prefer myself before only one, such a mistake would be fatal; where- as it could only be to my advantage were I to put myself below one who is really less than I am. Thus shall I learn to imitate the great model of our souls, Jesus Christ, qui venit ministrare et non ministrari, and who appeared on earth as the last of men and the refuse of the people. "Substantia mea tanquam nihilum ante te. How necessary is this annihilation! 286 Life of In order to keep it ever present to my mind, I should be well convinced that I am but a vessel of abomination ; that it is not others who are troublesome to me, but I, who am on the contrary, a subject for the constant practice of patience, mortification and every other virtue, on the part of my companions. I must then be careful to re- ject every idea contrary to this belief. It is clearly evident, that of myself I can do nothing. God has closed against me every path but this I must annihilate myself completely, so that the work of God may be more visible, acting as it does on a barren tree, a vessel of weakness and im- purity. Thus all the glory of the work will redound to Himself without the sub- traction of even the smallest particle. I must then rejoice, whenever I meet with an opportunity of appearing stupid, foolish, ill-disposed, good for nothing; and I should tremble with fear, when I am ever so little esteemed. "Salva me ex ore leonis. To-day, God has shown me clearly, to my very great horror, the monster of my self-love still living in the depth of my heart. It is like a voracious animal, which, with jaws ex- tended, is ready to devour whatever I do. From the difficulty I experience in strug- Very Rev. Felix i)eAndreis> C. M. 287 gling against it, I perceive how firmly this monster has established its dominion Over me, and how great is the mercy of the Al- mighty in permitting that this vexation which has been troubling me for nearly a year, should finally be manifested. This gives me a chance to know myself and escape this frightful peril. No wonder, such being the case, that I experience con- fusion when I am scoffed or derided. I am but a vessel of abomination, and however much I may try never to yield the victory to self-love, the greedy monster has ac- quired such empire over my heart, that, from time to time, it will steal some secret morsels; and, if I am not prompt in snatch- ing them out of its mouth, they are soon swallowed. O my God ! Salva nos, peri- mus! * "Spiritu oris sui interficiet impiuml This same Jesus Christ, who by his omnipotent command will at the end of the world de- stroy Antichrist, can, I doubt not, destroy the Antichrist that lives within me, namely my self-love; though it is so rooted and implanted in my soul, that the effort to kill it seems to threaten my very life. To the all-powerful physician* 1 ' nullum vulnus incurabile. Many times have I renounced its despotic rule, and I now once more 288 Life of renew my protestations. I am determined never to give up as conquered ; for the rest I trust to the physician who, so long ago, undertook this cure and successfully works at it, sparing neither knife nor fire. He who persecutes me, in reality does me a favor, so I cannot complain ; I deserve to suffer." To the practice of humility Father De Andreis joined its inseparable companion, meekness. This virtue cost him long and generous efforts. Possessing as he did, a most sensitive disposition, and accustomed, as he himself relates, to have everything his own way, esteemed, applauded, caressed by every one; and, at the beginning of his spiritual life, favored by God himself with so much sweetness, contradiction impressed him very strongly f so much so that his health would feel the effects of it. Yet so well did he overcome himself, that he suc- ceeded in finding his greatest delight in the very things that had been to him subjects of the most painful agitation. His chosen soul was not spared by God, who makes use of trials to spur on certain minds and lead them to become detached from all, and seek their nourishment in the hard bread of tribulation. Meekness enabled Father De Andreis, first to support with resigna- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 289 tion and then with calm and even pleasure, these touches of the finger of God. His first trials where pains, anguish of mind, fears, doubts, dejection, darkness and aban- donment; after which, the virtue of meek- ness led him to a state of perfect calm, the tranquil peace of the saints, which made him desire still greater trials and crosses. "God," he says in one of his Soliloquies, "leads me through a gloomy and frightful path, beset with thorns; such are the pains and trials of every description to which I am subjected, without being able to find any mode of escape from them. From time to time he sends me flashes of light which dispel the surrounding gloom, remove the trouble of my soul, and refresh me with consolation, too delicious to be described. Then do I clearly perceive the happiness of my state, and the inestimable value of the effects produced in my soul by all these trials, and I exclaim : O this is truly to live! .... To trample everything else un- der foot, and seek but God alone! The more I mortify my senses, the more I humble myself and become divested of all attachment to creatures, the nearer I ap- proach my God. At the very time that I strive most earnestly to deny myself, in fact totally to forget my own satisfaction, 290 Life of at that very time it is, that I enjoy the most heavenly delight; and, Oh! si per- ficeritur in me! . . . But immediately after I find myself as miserable as before. It is then an ineffable effect of the love God bears us, thus to fill our present life with sorrow and trouble, so that we may find rest but with him alone." A man thus accustomed to consider all things in God and from God, and to resign himself completely to his guidance, could not but rise superior to any ill-treatment however malicious, on the part of others, and he did this, not through any feeling of haughtiness or contempt, but from motives of resignation to the will of God, and the most tender charity towards all men. Let us hear him reveal the secrets of his heart with regard to this lovely virtue. In his 53d Soliloquy he speaks thus: u Thou shouldst, O my soul, keep the eye of thy mind far removed from the sayings and doings of men, and immovably fixed on the loving designs of God. . . . Accustom thyself to consider every one as better than thou art, and thyself as capable of no good, but on the contrary, inclined to every evil. Thou shouldst promptly reject any malici- ous thought with regard to the conduct of others towards thee, and ascribe charitable Very Rev. Felix De Andrew, C. 31. 291 motives to all their actions, believing that thou art under many obligations to others for the patience with which they bear thy defects Sometimes, (Soliloquy 34th,) by the permission of God, the demon ar- ranges things in such a way that the most pious and charitable persons cannot refrain from judging, falsely, or at least dubi- ously, it is true, but not rashly, and there- fore without sin. And they join with others to oppress the afflicted soulf.who can say, hominum non liabeo opprobrium vicinis meis valde. They take a wrong view of everything, and the unhappy soul, how- ever 'unwilling, cannot but perceive it, and suffer from it. f In eo dum convenirent simul adversum me, accipere animam meam consiliati sunt.l Sometimes, during re- creation, it seems that one is the mark of every look, of every word and conversation, etc. f Ego autem in te speravi Domine, dixi: Deus meus es tu, in manibus tuis sor- tes meae.3 This is the only Consolation of the soul. One flash of this light suffices to restore her peace. )"Noli ergo vinci a malo, sed vince in bono malum. (No. 71.) May God be praised ! how great dost thou show thyself, in all that thou hast permitted to befall me! It was for the purpose of trying me, and 292 Life of grounding me thoroughly in that charity wich was the distinctive virtue of St. Vin- cent de Paul and St. Francis de Sales a virtue which I needed so much, though, unfortunately, I was not aware of my de- ficiency. . . . Yesterday we celebrated the feast of St. Vincent. I will also be Vin- cent; I am determined to conquer as he did, but truly with no other arms than these three Humility, Charity and Meek- ness. 1 ' Vincenti dabo manna absconditum et nomen novum. Most delicious manna! Most desirable refreshment! But it is given only to conquerors. And let us not be deceived with regard to the meaning of this word. It is a well-known fact that the world un- derstands things in a very different manner from the gospel; and in this matter, we must take the gospel meaning and not that of the world. To conquer, according to the world, is to triumph, to heap confusion on a rival, to glory in his defeat. But, ac- cording to Jesus Christ, it is a very different thing; he tells us that we conquer only, when, being contemned by others we abase ourselves still more; when we are calumni- ated and utter no word of justification; when we return good for evil, and con- ciliate our rivals by means of humility, Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 293 charity, and mildness. 'Be careful then of thy business,' as St. Chrysostom says in his 24th Homily on St. Mathew. L? l Quamdiu ovesfuerimus vindmus, etiam- si mille drcumstent lupi; quod si lupi fece- rimus, vincimur. Tune enim a nobis pas- toris auxilium recedit, qui non lupos, sed oves pascit.' Meditate then frequently on Although Father De Andreis was en- dowed with so much gentleness, forbearance and condescension towards his neighbor, he never yielded so far as to approve evil, or to abet it through weakness. On the contrary, he was like an invincible bul- wark in opposing the slightest infractions of the rule or the spirit of his state, as may be seen more clearly in his Resolutions. (No. 76.) "Qui in verbo non offendit, perfectus est vir. After much reflection, I find that the best plan for me, during recreation, is to speak very little; first, because it is not my place, young as I am, to introduce a sub- ject of conversation ; secondly, because among the subjects that are generally dis- cussed at that time, there are some about which I know so little that I could scarcely say one word on the matter; thirdly, because I have had to repent very often of 294 Life of saying that one word. I will, therefore, appear as cheerful and pleasant as I can ; if I am questioned, I will answer with modesty, and endeavor to draw the recrea- tion within the limits which the rule pre- scribes. However, I will joyfully consent to remain forgotten in a corner of the room, as if I were dead, being resolved to take pleasure in no other conversation than that of Jesus Christ, the sweetest spouse of my soul. I must resign my whole self into his hands, reserving for his service alone my tongue, mind, heart, time, body, life, and everything else." In fine, Father De Andreis made use of this virtue of mildness in order to bear patiently his own defects; for the more he advanced in the love of God the more they became insupportable to him, and there- fore he never flattered them. St. Francis says that a soul who aims at perfection, stands more in need of meekness towards herself than towards others; because the further a soul advances in a spiritual life, the more numerous are the faults which she perceives in herself. "Here I am, at length," writes Father De Andreis, in the retreat of 1813, "weary with trying to find my God. I behold nothing but myself and my own poverty, Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 295 and am in great need of grace, though un- worthy to obtain it. I know that sanctity does not consist in having this or that grace, but in being whatever God requires of us; in attaining that degree of virtue that God has appointed us, neither more nor less. I should desire nothing but that for which God, from all eternity, has in- tended me. I know not what it is; but I must follow him, step by step, as he makes known to me the designs of his providence, pray that his holy will may be done in me, and accomplish it without desiring either this or that gift j ipse dividit singulis prout vult." CHAPTER XII. His Mortification and Zeal. WE may truly say, and all those who knew Father De Andreis most intimately can bear witness to our words, that the continual business of his life was to die to himself by means of the most severe and universal mortification, so that he might attach himself the more closely to the cross of his Lord. His resolutions were constantly directed to discover in his heart the slightest disorderly tendencies, and to over- come them by means of holy mortification. It will suffice here to give some of these re- solutions; they will enable us to gain some idea of the extent to which he possessed this virtue. "Considering my conduct up to the pres- ent moment, it appears to me that the little good I do is adventitious. I seem to have no inward fervor, and am like a tree on which are hung flowers and fruits that do not belong to it, because it has not suffici- ent vigor to produce them from its own sap. I do good as if by compulsion, and (296) Very Eev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 297 not from any interior energy. In one word, I see plainly that the old Adam is living, like an immense giant, within me, while Jesus Christ is but a mere child, if he is in me at all. I must then combat valiantly against this old Adam, exterminate, de- stroy him, so that Jesus Christ may abide in me. Tantum proficies quantum tibi ipsi vim intuleris.'" The following are some resolutions which he took on the feast of Corpus Christi: ' ' RESOLUTIONS. MOTIVES. u i. God has frequently called me to the dignity of union by making me experience the delights of his divine love, so that I may be entirely detached from myself; and, seeing that I have not yet fully resolved to do away with my self-love, and embrace mortification, which is the foundation of this union, he permits me to be assailed by truly frightful temptations, which, like so many scourges of his love, forcibly impel me to do what he desires. . . . O how great is his goodness! "2. In order to divest myself fully of all these imperfections, experience has thaught me that there is no better means than to put on a spirit of universal mortification. 4 '3. To succeed in the sacred functions 298 Life of of our ministry, and to overcome those de- fects which I know are innate in my heart, a high degree of divine union is absolutely necessary, which cannot be attained with- out this mortification. 1 '4. Having placed myself last evening unreservedly at the feet of the most Holy Virgin, asking her to show me a path by which I might escape from the darkness around me and save my soul, it seemed that she laid the cross upon me and said : 'Attach thyself to this and never leave it.' "I resolve then and purpose that it shall be the principal end of this retreat, to em- brace this virtue of mortification, and to place myself upon the cross in such a manner as never to descend from it during my life. But, to enter into particulars, I especially resolve upon the following ar- ticles : "MORTIFICATION OP THE IMAGINATION AND MEMORY. "i. To attend carefully to the presence of God, but without anxiety or constraint; to reject every useless, foolish, or curious thought, or any idea which is not of evident utility. 1 '2. In prayer, and particularly while re- piting the Divine Office, I will exactly exe- Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 299 cute the resolutions which I took in the retreat of 1811. "THE JUDGMENT AND UNDERSTANDING. "Avoid all curious investigation, and submit cheerfully to the opinion of others whenever my conscience does not require me to act otherwise. Submit especially to the judgment of my superiors, and prin- cipally with regard to what I am told in my communications about despising those in- terior troubles to which I am liable. "THE WILL. "Observe minutely every point of the rule; above all, what is said in Art. 3, Chapter 2, on Conformity to the will of God. "THE TONGUE. "i. Love silence, and never speak but when the rule prescribes it. U 2. Even in time of recreation avoid much talkativeness. "3. Never speak of myself but through necessity and then with humility and such caution, that self-love may lose more than it gains by what I say. This refers par- ticularly to anything concerning country, friends, relations, and similar subjects, 3 Life of "4. Never make a display of learning by speaking on scientific or religious sub- jects without necessity; and when it is re- quisite to do so, act in such a manner that humility will not be the loser by it. "5. Never despise or accuse any one; but, on the contrary, esteem and excuse all, reserving contempt for myself alone. "THE TASTE. u i. Refrain entirely from any kind of food for which I may feel excessive liking; this is to be understood, also, of everything else towards which my natural inclination might lead me with too much ardor. U 2. Never empty a plate unless it be through real necessity. "3. Make a little offering of some of those morsels which are most pleasing to the taste, with the interior disposition to deprive myself of the whole, if it were the holy will of God. "THE HEARING, SIGHT AND SMELL. "Deny myself any satisfaction not ab- solutely necessary, or at least useful; and even then direct my intention to God. "THE TOUCH AND BEHAVIOR. "i. Sleep upon straw, and maintain a modest position while sleeping. Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 301 U 2. Bridle any natural impetuosity, and endeavor to walk and act with gravity, modesty and humility, seeking always the last place. "3. Bear patiently the molestations of insects which are so troublesome to me, and consider that they are to take the place of hair-cloth. "4. Always find some means of remain- ing on the cross, either in one way or an- other, and seek a subject of mortification in everything. "These resolutions are difficult, but I hope to find them easy in practice; it is God who has inspired them ; it belongs then to him to give me the grace to execute them, and the most holy Mary will ask this for me. On my part, I will make use of the following means : "i. To meditate on them frequently, and read the lives of those saints that are most likely to inspire me with love of mor- tification. "2. To examine myself very often on these points, and allow no fault to go un- punished. "3. To pray to our Lord that he will vouchsafe to strengthen me to carry my cross, and not permit me to live another moment according to the suggestions of nature. Fortis est nt mors dilectio." of Although this practice of mortification traced out by Father De Andreis might seem, to a less fervent soul, incapable of receiving any increase, he nevertheless car- ried it out still further by renouncing those very delights which are sometimes felt, and very often sought after, in the things of God. Let us see what he writes on this subject: "I must also remove from my mind an- other illusion, which consists in imagining that I can enjoy, in this miserable life, such permanent love and affection for good works, that I shall meet with no obstacle in the performance of them, but on the con- trary, experience great pleasure. If such were the case, those words of our Saviour, that we are to take up our cross and carry it every day, deny ourselves, and, by means of great suffering, enter into the kingdom of God, would be false. "Certain delights belong to heaven, and Divine Goodness gives some of them to us at times in this life, as a fortaste of celestial joy, and that we may be incouraged to suffer. To wish that perficiatur in te, is to desire what can only be fulfilled in para- dise. Ever to pray, and to mortify oneself unceasingly, these are the means which render virtue and the practice of good Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 303 works easy. Leaving all, however, to the will of God, I have taken, as it seems to me by his inspiration, a strong resolution : "i. As the desire of spiritual delights and the loss of the same cause much per- turbation in my soul; U 2. As they are sometimes snares set by self-love and pride, accompanied with much risk of illusion; "3. As they produce in me a certain spiritual concupiscence, which, not being satisfied in the spirit, sometimes seeks other delights, and is transformed into con- cupiscence of the flesh, which gives me much trouble; "4. As the sweets of God are not God himself, and, when too much sought after, prevent one from saying with truth, Deus meus et omnia, and from being united with God alone; "5. As the renunciation of these delights will render me less sensitive to those of an inferior kind, and will bind me more closely to the cross; "I have resolved: To relinquish all spiritual joys even unto death. I mean that I will not seek after them, desire, or ask for them, nor aspire to them in any way whatsoever, believing myself to be totally unworthy of such favors." 3^4 Life o* The end that Father De Andreis had in view by so much mortification, was solely to become more surely and intimately united with God, and to acquire that ardent charity which cannot exist without com- municating its flame to others, and promot- ing their salvation by the complete sacrifice of self ; so that one may say with the Apostle, Optdbam ego ipse anathema esse a Christo pro fratribus meis. Rom. ix. 3. "Truly," he writes in 1814, "no one is more ready to love his neighbor, as he should, purely through charity, as one who considers himself tanquam mortuus a corde hominum. Under the specious pretext of charity, the desire to oblige, politeness, civility, how much chaff of secondary motives lies concealed! (No. 8.) In order that the flame which burns within my breast may inflame the hearts of others, it must first consume and purify my own ; fire never spreads, but merely sends forth some little heat, until it has devoured all the materials which immediately surround it. I must then co-operate with this flame and help it to destroy the old man, by removing everything that might serve to strengthen his empire." If we judge him by his own descr ption of the flame of the love of God, wo may Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 305 truly say that it was strong within him, as he was enabled to spread it among so many souls who were total strangers to it. "Any one whose vocation it is to labor for the salvation of others," says Father De An- dreis in his 44th Number, "must be like a ray that is reflected from another body ; the heart should first proceed directly to God, and from him return to mingle with creatures, by conversing with them, preach- ing to them and counselling them in their difficulties. Then it is that one works securely, with purity of intention, zeal and success, because the blessing of God accom- panies him, according to those words of the Psalmist : Beatus vir cujus voluntas in lege Domini; omnia qaecumque faciet prospera- buntur.'" Such being the principles that actuated Father De Andreis, it is easy to understand how he renounced, not only all his wordly expectations, but those likewise which the Congregation offered him, and found him- self happy in the midst of labor, sacrifices, infirmities, and even persecutions. "Esteem, honor, (No. 33,) food, rest, etc., all these things should be for me arbitror nt stercora ut Christum lucri fadam. I must not, for one Tioment, allow my mind to rest on them, as they do not concern me in the 306 Life of least. Quid ad te? tu me sequere. This is what I have to do : follow Jesus Christ iu the sublime ministry to which it has pleased him to call me ; considering as ad- dressed to myself those words which he spoke in the gospel to one, who, before following him, wished to bury his dead father ; relinque mortuos sepelire mortuos suos, et tu vade et annuntia regnum Dei. O my God! what a glorious destiny! to traffic for souls, enter into partnership with the incarnate son of God, in his own especial calling ; to extend the kingdom of God and destroy that of the demon and sin; to convert souls to God, enlighten and bring them back into the paths of virtue and sal- vation ; to guide them to their first principle and last end! O my God! et unde hoc mihi! How much has the Almighty ac- complished in my soul, to render me fit for so noble an employment! Would it not be a shame if one called to so sublime a min- istry were to give himself up to vanity and worldly enjoyments? if he were to seek earthly honors, weep over the death of butterflies, or amuse himself by breaking spiders' webs! Due in altum, due in altum, et laxate retia vestra in capturam non in capturam auri vel argenti, vel vanitatis, sed in capturam animarum." Very Rev. Felix De Andreis, C. M. 307 Hence we can also understand how, in spite of weak and delicate health, he was able to support while he was yet young, as a student and a priest, so much application and toil; how he endured so much danger and fatigue, which seemingly would have cost him his life. "Fortis est ut mors di- lectio. Love is not satisfied until it meas- ures itself with death. Self-esteem and pride are more closely united to the soul than the skin is to the flesh which it covers. Perfect spiritual detachment is no less pain- full than bodily excoriation. Everything must die." And, in No. 97, he adds: "Mille anni ante oculos tuos sicut dies hesterna quae praeterit. non contem- plantibus nobis quae videntur: quae enim videntur, temporalia simt; quae autem non videntur, aeterna. mundus transit et concupiscentia ejus; qui autem facit volun- tatem Dei, manet in aeternum. These words should be the three lenses which serve to form the truthful telescope, through which the Christian should judge of everything, especially the labors, misfortunes, honors, pleasures, and delights of this fleeting life. O happy indeed is he who can plunge his thoughts into the blessed eternity ! there he will learn to say: pati ant mori pati et non mori. There he will form a correct 308 Life oj judgment of all here below, and learn to live tamquam advena et peregrinus in lioc mundo; to sigh continually after the joys of Heaven; to think nothing of what will pass away with time, and to remain cheerful under whotsoever may befall him, because quod aeternum non est, nihil est." We should never end were we to repeat all the sentiments of purest zeal which breathe throughout his writings, for ex abun- dantia cordis, os loquitur. We will con- clude then by giving two extracts relating to the qualities which he purposed to give his zeal : "I have considered that this virtue should keep an even path, far removed from the two extremes of human respect and excessive severity, so that it may be firm and magnanimous, without harshness or asperity ; mild and gentle , without cowardice or pusillanimity "Anger and natural impulse are always evil counsellors in matters were zeal is con- cerned. I therefore resolve never to speak or act when I feel strongly impelled to do so, without first thoroughly consulting charity and humility; so that these virtues may temper the effects of my zeal. O! what holy ingenuity is suggested by hum- ility; how strong is the ardor inspired by charity!" 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