' PRIESTS OF PROGRESS BY G. COLMORE r Author of "The Angel and the Outcast," "A/Ladder of Tears," "A. Daughter of Music," etc. a man pran the whole world and lose hit own soulf" NEW YORK B. W. DODGE & COMPANY 1908 Copyrighted, 1908, by B. W. DODGE & COMPANY (All Rights Reserved) Printed in the United States of America AUTHOR'S NOTE THE scientific theories and methods described, discussed, or alluded to in this book are real theories and real methods. I have ascribed to my characters certain meth- ods of investigation recounted in scientific journals by the men who have followed those methods. But I desire strongly to emphasise the fact that all my characters, with- out exception, as also their circumstances and surround- ings, are essentially and entirely fictitious. An appendix at the end of the book contains a list of authorities for the actual theories and practices attributed to those characters. G. COLMOEE 2138696 ' TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN" THE WKITING OF THIS BOOK BY THE GIVING OF KNOWLEDGE, TIME, OR SYMPATHY THE BOOK IS DEDICATED PRIESTS OF PROGRESS CHAPTER I THREE men sat round the fire, smoking. They were young men, barely out of the period of studentship, beginning the world. Before one lay success; before an- other the straight, laborious path of mediocrity; the life of the third was destined to be the voice of one crying in the wilderness. The room in which they sat was a lodging-house room, ugly with an old-fashioned solid ugliness which has now generally given way to the more meretricious demerits of modern invention. The furniture was of mahogany, the chairs and tables upholstered in horsehair; the wall- paper was of a nondescript shade approaching, perhaps, nearer to brown than to any other colour; the curtains were of that terrible green which absorbs the light with- out resting the eye; the carpet was thick enough to hold vast accumulations of dust. The inevitable antimacassar of course was there, crocheted in cotton, knitted in wool, straightened out carefully each morning, to be crumpled up into balls or cast into corners ere the day was done; invariably, however, to survive contumely. For Mrs. Deane could not bring herself to denude her apartments of all elegance. "Young gentlemen will be young gentle- men" was all she said when, each morning, desecration 5 6 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS met her eye; and as the antimacassars were of stalwart fibre, and the delinquent grew daily older, she replaced them regularly with the persevering hope of the proverbial spider. The more particular in this respect was she, inasmuch as the wax fruit, the shells, and the ornament from her own wedding cake, with its shielding glass case, had been resolutely banished from the mantelpiece. Percy Burdon had impressed upon her that he was afraid of breaking them; and the black marble shelf was now given up to pipes, tobacco jars, and photographs chiefly of young women in tights; for Percy was at the stage of affecting the Gaiety Theatre, and his ideal of womanhood was divided between the dancing girl and his cousin, Violet Lowther. The cousin's photograph was on the mantel- piece, too, in the centre, and Sidney Gale's eyes rested on it as he smoked. "Who's that?" he asked presently, pointing a pipe at it, "the girl with all her clothes on?" "Oh, that's my cousin David Miss Lowther." "David? What an odd " "Oh, she wasn't christened that; Violet's her proper name. But when she was a little bit of a thing she was discovered in the act of defying a bull with a catapult. She was dubbed David on the spot, and the name stuck to her. None of her own people ever call her anything else." "Is that the great Dr. Lowther?" asked Edgar Hall. Burdon nodded, trying to appear unconscious of the distinction conferred by relationship with a man in the forefront of medical science. Hall's manner took on a momentary shade of deference. "I had no idea he was your uncle," he said. "What luck some people have!" PRIESTS OF PROGRESS % "What do you mean by luck? I've never scored by being bis nephew that I can see." "Perhaps not, because you're a rotter. Why, man, if I were his nephew, I'd study under him." "Don't take understudies." "He'd take me. Besides, he must have assistants.*' "Yes, I suppose so; oh, yes, of course. But Lord! if you're under Uncle Bernard, you're so very much under; he's sitting on you all the time." Hall cast a contemptuous glance at the speaker, and re- filled his pipe in silence. The three young men were friends of circumstance; they had been at the same public school, had gone through the same medical course, were now starting in the same profession. Hall and Burdon, moreover, had been at Cambridge together. Gale was an Oxford man; but his family and Hall's were acquainted, and they met at each other's houses. "Oh, by the way," said Gale, "I ran up against Jimmy Coles as I came along, swelled visibly with satisfaction. 'Hulloa, old man,' said I, 'what's up? You look as if you'd come into a fortune.' 'So I have,' said he, and he's going to be married." "Good for Jimmy !" said Burdon. "Infernal ass !" said Hall. "What's ass about it?" "To go and saddle yourself with a wife before you've got a practice! Even if a man had a private fortune, which James hasn't " "No ; but I fancy she has, from what he said." "Had a private fortune," continued Hall imperturbably, "it's a devil of a mistake. Wife at home, babies, domestic 8 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS interests. I tell you that sort of thing plays the deuce with a chap's chances/' "You're so damned ambitious, old man/' observed Burdon. 'I'm damned interested in what I'm going to do, if that's what you mean. And if you're not, I don't see the good of doing it." "Bread and butter, my dear chap, and one's people at one's back insisting upon one's having a career." "Career !" Hall's thin lip curled. "Besides, I am interested in it; only I don't think it's the only thing in the world, that's all." "No ; there are women in tights." "I don't know that they're any the worse for that," said Burdon stoutly. "They're as good, some of 'em, as gold. Tights don't imply " "That you're on the loose," put in Gale, thereby caus- ing one of the ill-used antimacassars to be aimed at his head. He dodged it successfully and went on speaking. "It's no good you two fellows beginning to argue, because you don't see one single thing in the world from the same point of view. Percy, you're an ordinary human being; and Hall's a well, a scientist." "And what are you?" asked Hall. "I'm a " Gale stretched himself. "The Lord only knows." "I know what you will be if you don't look out; and that's a failure." "Thanks, old chap. But may be; may very well be." "It's all very well, you know, but rowdiness don't pay. Passes in a student, but when a man gets to work " "Pregnant pause that! Ain't it, Percy?" said Gale. "Ass !" muttered Hall. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 9 "An ass in a lion's skin with a lion's mane, at any rate," said Burdon. The allusion was to Gale's tawny hair, whicH was in- conveniently thick and strong; it had always heen cut, according to Gale, yesterday, and always looked as if it ought to be cut, at latest, to-morrow. Gale gave his head a little shake, thereby causing disorder in the too exu- berant locks, then passed his hand over them to smooth them down again. It was a trick he had. "Sidney Gale, M.M. Medical Moke. I wonder how it would look on a door-plate I" said he. "It'll be the only degree you'll arrive at if you don't look out," declared Hall. "A little captious, our friend, to-night, don't you think, Percy? Hulloa! somebody's in a hurry. Hear those hansom doors? And Jove, what a ring! Expecting any startling denouement, old chap ? Because Hall and I " Burdon shook his head and laughed. "Rather wish I was. It's somebody for Cameron, I expect." "Is that the man downstairs?" asked Hall; "the man I met here once?" "Yes." "A misguided old juggins with ideas about the Absolute." "Don't know. He's not a bad sort, anyhow. He " At that instant the door was flung open, and a man stood on the threshold and sought Percy with his eyes. "Mr. Burdon," said he, "come down to my room, please ! I need your help." CHAPTER II THE man whom Hall had described as a misguided old juggins was forty-eight, and hardly looked his age. His brown hair was only slightly grizzled ; his beard, close cut and pointed, was free from any touch of grey. Hair and beard surrounded a face that would be best de- scribed as quiet, were it not for the brilliant eyes, deeply set, which looked out from beneath thick eyebrows, and gave it a quality of arrestingness. The three young men sprang to their feet as he spoke. "Is it an accident?" asked Percy. Cameron shrugged his shoulders. "Come and see !" "We're all medicos," said Gale. "I suppose we can come too?" He turned to Hall as he said the last words, for Cameron and Percy were already half-way downstairs, and, without waiting for an answer, followed the others out of the room. The flight of steps was a long one, but Gale had a way of diminishing its length; he descended a few grades, then placed his hands on the banisters and leapt down on to the lower angle of the staircase. Hall went down in the usual way, but as fast as that way permitted, for his professional instincts were excited, and he was eager to know the cause of Cameron's summons. But when he entered Cameron's room his enthusiasm died down. What he saw was not the least what he expected or hoped to see. 10 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS II At one end of the room was a square dining-table, and on the table lay a dog, a collie; that it was in pain and teror was evident; its eyes held the pleading look that suffering calls into the eyes of all animals, becoming more intense as the animal descends in the scale of sensitiveness and intelligence. Round its neck was a bandage, and the bandage held in place a tube inserted in the animal's throat. Hall observed it for a moment; then, "What's this ?" he asked. There was a denunciatory inflection in his voice, and the owner of the room threw him a quick glance. "Dinna fash wi' questions," he said, suddenly breaking into broad Scotch "My hand's out," he continued, turn- ing to Burdon. "That's why I want your help." "We ought to anaesthetise for this," said Gale. "Got any chloroform?" "Man, how did I come to forget it? I got everything else on my way." "Oh, Burdon's probably got some. He's always inhal- ing." "Yes let me see I was inhaling only this morning for neuralgia. You know the cupboard on the " "Go and get it yourself, old chap, as you know where it is." Burdon was out of the room and back again in a couple of minutes; but during his absence Gale had unfastened the bandage. "Yes through the oesophagus and down into the stomach. See?" he said. All round the opening of the wound from which the tube protruded were gangrenous sores, caused by the over- flow of the destructive juices of the stomach. 12 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "It's been in some time/' observed Burdon, coming back. "Keep your hand on his heart, Mr. Gale," said Cameron. "I'll give the chloroform; and you, Mr. Burdon " "No, no, you watch the heart, G.P.," broke in Gale, addressing Burdon. "I'll do the surgery." As the animal's muscles relaxed, as the consciousness faded in its eyes, Gale withdrew the tube and proceeded to wash out the wound and cleanse the open sores which edged it round. "You've deft hands," remarked Cameron approvingly. Hall stood and looked on in silence. "Now for the sutures," said Gale. Cameron handed him the silk and needle, and Gale began the stitching of the interior wound in the gullet; but as he inserted the needle, the dog writhed and moaned. "Anaesthesia not deep enough," he. said. "Try a whiff or two more." "Look out you don't kill," said Hall. It was the first time he had spoken since his question on entering the room. "All right," returned Gale. "Just a wee bit deeper, Mr. Cameron." "Steady on!" cried Burdon. "By Jove! I thought it had stopped altogether that time!" The three faces gathered round the dog were all intent ; Gale's eyes were steady with concentration. He thought now no. more of the chloroform, of any adjunct of that upon which he was engaged; that was the business of the others ; all the consciousness of his brain was centred upon the work of his hands. The dog lay quite still now, and for one minute there was silence. .Then Percy spoke. "He's gone, I believe." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 18 "Surely " began Cameron. "He's done for. No doubt about it." Gale put down the needle, and Cameron placed his hand where Burdon's had been. There was no doubt that Burdon was right; the heart, irregular of action, as are the hearts of the majority of dogs, had ceased to beat under the action of the chloroform, and no efforts availed to set it to work again. "I told you/' said Hall, coming forward, "that you had to be careful in putting a dog under deep anaesthesia." "Young man," answered .Cameron, *I probably was aware of that fact before you were born. What I tried to do was to touch the point which combines the persist- ence of life with the minimum of suffering. What I did was to miss it. At any rate, I saved yon poor beast from a worse fate." "What fate?" "Well " The older man looked at the younger and paused. "I don't know that I'm bound to tell you that, for as far as I remember you came into my room, not by my invitation, but your own wish. Still, I'm willing to tell you. I'll tell you all," he said, glancing at the other two young men. "I was in a shop this afternoon in Campbell Street. The shopkeeper was engaged with a lady when I went in, and while I was waiting the dog there came rushing in. He was as you saw him a while ago, the bandage round his neck and the tube in his throat." "He came from the hospital," Hall broke in. "Just so," answered Cameron in a tone which implied that he desired no interruptions. "He had escaped from the Campbell Street hospital and from a scientific experi- ment. He lifted his fore-paws on to the counter and looked at the shopman. If ever a dumb thing asked for help, that 14. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS creature asked for it then. The tears were streaming down his face. I remembered my student days; I remembered why I am not in practice now; I think quickly and decide sometimes as quickly as I think." The Scotch words and accent broke again into Cameron's speech. "I took the puir beastie in my arms and was out of the shop and into a hansom in a trice. I'm thinkin' there's ane experiment they'll no finish." "And I for one am glad," said Gale. "Can't say I'm sorry," muttered Percy. Hall hesitated, then, "Mr. Cameron," said he, "what you choose to do is, I suppose, no business of mine, especially as you have reminded me as you did not ask me to take a hand in it. I gather that you were once a member of the medical profession ; why you left if is also, I take it, no business of mine. But you two fellows, what are you doing in this galley? If I were to report your share in this at headquarters, how would you look ?" Burden's colour changed. "My dear man/' he began, but Gale interrupted him. "Bosh!" said he. "Don't go and make a greater ass of yourself than Nature meant you for, Hall." "All very well, but you don't seem to realise that you two fellows have behaved like blacklegs, gone against the laws, unwritten, if not declared " "Oh, stow it!" broke in Gale again. He turned to Cameron. "You'll excuse us now, sir. We'll take Hall upstairs and give him a cigar or sit on his head. Go on, Hall! Percy, don't forget your chloroform." Hall bowed stiffly, Burdon clumsily, but both young men left the room. Gale, before he followed them, held out his hand. "I PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 15 say," he said, "blackleg or no blackleg, you know, I'm jolly glad you carted off that dog." Cameron took the hand and wrung it forcibly. "Mon," said he, "if that's the way the wind blaws, ye've no an easy gait to gang." Half an hour later, as Gale descended the staircase, John Cameron's door opened, at first cautiously, then wide. "Ah, it is you, Mr. Gale," he said. "I thought it might be the other one. Can you come in ?" Gale hesitated. "Well, hardly now, I'm afraid. I'm house surgeon at St. Anne's, you see, and " "You must be back, of course." "I wish I could." "Well, come some other day. What's your best time?" "I'm generally off duty between five and seven." "Name your day, then, and I'll be sure of being in." "I'll come to-morrow," said Gale impulsively. "That's right. Then I'll expect you."' "A queer old Johnny," said Gale to himself as he went down the street; "but I'd like to have a talk with him and hear what he's got to say." CHAPTEE III THE next afternoon found Gale again in Hinde Street. He did not go upstairs to see if Burdon were at home, but asked the servant who opened the door to take him at once to Cameron's room. The room was respectably ugly, but with its drawn cur- tains and blazing fire it had a comfortable look, especially after the depressing atmosphere of the foggy street outside. Tea was laid on the square table, a small white cloth, spread cornerwise, partially concealing the thick tapestry cover which veiled its cumbrous solidity. "Come away in and sit down," was Cameron's welcome. "I'm glad to see you. We'll have our tea and then a pipe." Gale took the chair which his host placed for him by the table, and Cameron poured out a cup of tea. "I don't take it myself," he remarked, "so you won't mind if I only look on?" Gale was not without a shyness of his own, but there was something about his host which set him at his ease, and he ate bread and marmalade and drank tea with frank enjoyment and a hearty appetite, undisturbed by the fact that his host took neither food nor drink. Later on, he wondered if he had done a wise thing in accepting John Cameron's invitation; but while he made up for a hasty lunch, and afterwards, when, pipe in mouth and tobacco jar at elbow, he found himself seated in a leather arm- chair opposite his host, he felt very glad that he had come. 16 17 Cameron inspired him with sympathy and confidence; in- terested him, too. Sidney Gale was one of the people who begin life "expecting things to happen" ; and there was no knowledge what possibilities were contained in this new acquaintance. The sympathy and confidence were apparently mutual, for the first thing Cameron said after the pipes were fairly started was, "Do you know why I asked you to come and eee me, laddie ?" And on Gale's negative, "Because I took a fancy to you/' he said. "I didn't take a fancy to your friend/' he went on presently, "the one who stood and looked on. He and I have vibrations that don't accord. Young Burdon well, he's a good laddie enough, but he's just like a thousand others, and you have but to put him into the usual mould for him to take the usual shape. But you're not quite that." "Oh, I hope not," cried Gale. "I want to be " He stopped and sought for a word, then laughed and finished up with "unique." "There are more ways than one of being that. You may be a unique success, or a unique failure." "No, no, sir, please! I bar failure." "Yet it's grander sometimes than fame." "You might have both. I mean," said Gale, shaking out his hair and smoothing it down again, "I shouldn't mind being a famous failure, coming to grief in a splendid way, don't you know." "By splendid you mean conspicuous, I suppose." "Perhaps I do." "You could stand melodrama, but not tragedy." "I dare say that's about it. Yet tragedies, the great tragedies, one does hear of them, you know." "Does one?. ,Well, we'll leave that alone just now. I 18 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS noticed yesterday I think I said so that you've deft hands, real surgeon's hands, and you use them as a man uses them who's born, not merely trained, to the Burgeon's trade." Gale blushed; he tried to look deprecating, but his eyes sparkled. "It's it's awfully nice of you to say so," was all he could find to say. "No, it's not," returned the other. "Awfully nice is not at all what I am, in that or in anything else. But I seem to see in you the makings of a great surgeon, and perhaps of a great man; and last evening I was wondering which you'd be." "Can't I be both?" The host sat and looked at his guest a few moments, but there was more reflection than scrutiny in his eyes. "Lawson Tait is," he said, "both famous and great ; but Tait had the advantage of beginning his career in the fold of orthodoxy. Advantage? the sine qua non I ought to say, for to be unorthodox in medicine is to cut away from yourself all chances of fame." "Yet Tait " Cameron held up his hand. "Tait had made his name before he broke with convention. He is beyond the reach of boycott, and they must acknowledge his greatness simply because he has been able to prove that it is indisputable; though, of course, when he's gone and can't answer them, they'll begin to say he's unscientific as they do of Sir William Fergusson, who, while he lived, was at the top of the tree. Strange that the whole system of medical research ia based on the policy of results, and yet, however splendid results a man obtains in adding to the sum of knowledge and in proving that knowledge by practical demonstration, PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 19 it counts for nothing if, in the gaining it, he departs from the conventional methods I" "But I suppose that so great a consensus of opinion " began Gale, hut Cameron again interrupted him. "There has been a consensus of opinion about all the false ideas that have ever ruled the world ; and the men who first rise up to proclaim them false are invariably condemned as madmen, scoffed at as fools, feared and hated as revolution- aries ; finally revered." Cameron paused. "So, at the last," he added, in a softer tone, "at the end of evolution, when we have outgrown the shams, we shall reach the truth." Gale hesitated. "I was reading the other day," he began, "a book by a man who called himself a mystic, and I came across something rather like what you've just said. I wonder if " Cameron smiled. "If I'm a mystic, too? Well, if to desire truth, to seek it constantly, and to think no labour too great in the search, no painstaking too minute, no service too humble if that is to be a mystic, then a mystic un- doubtedly I am." "Why, sir," cried Gale, "you have described a scientist !" "And an artist," said a voice from the door; "if truth and beauty are, as has been said, the same. Mr. Cameron," the voice went on, "you said I might come and see you again, and so well, here I am. With your love of truth, you mustn't blame me for taking you at your word." "Come in, come in, Miss Lowther ! I'm very glad to see you. This is my friend Mr. Gale." The girl at the door shut it behind her and came over to the fire. "You were so busy talking that you never heard my knock," she said, "and I thought Percy must have made a mistake and that you were out." 20 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "I can recommend this chair," said Gale, pointing to the one he had risen from. "No, thank you, I' never sit in arm-chairs ; something low and compact is what I like. No, Mr. Cameron, never mind the teapot. I made Percy give me tea, of course." Miss Lowther had seated herself on a sort of stuffed stool, midway between the arm-chairs which stood one on each side of the fireplace. "And now," she said, "I want you to go on talking. What were you talking about when I came in? It sounded interesting." "I'd rather not pursue that particular subject just now," answered Cameron. "Putting that one aside, we'll talk about anything you choose. What do you like to talk about best?" "To be quite honest," said Miss Lowther, "I believe there's nothing I like talking about so much as myself. But one can't begin with that; it generally drifts round." "/ should like to begin with it straight away," said Gale, "because I want to know, after what you said when you first came in, if you're an artist." "Yes and no. Because I want to be so much, I sup- pose I am a tiny bit." Miss Lowther turned to the young man a deprecating face. "I do the thing that sounds so dreadful I paint a little in water colours; that is to say, I paint as much as I can, and as badly as few people dare." Gale laughed. "You have, at any rate, the artist's divine discontent." "It hardly makes up for the rest." "Do you go to a studio, or work at a school, or what?" "I 'what'; just struggle along as best I may; and my best, as I said, is bad. You see, ours is a scientific estab- lishment, and if I suggest the Slade, or even a studio at ^Fulham, father thinks I'm neurotic. I daren't persist, for PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 21 fear he should ask me to train a class of dogs in water colours, and then start a series of experiments to discover an art bacillus." "What it is to be related to a man! Who else would dare to scoff at Dr. Lowther?" "Not scoff jest/' corrected Miss Lowther, "and one only jests ebout the things and people one admires and believes in. I have a great admiration for father and a profound belief in him. Therefore you see?" For a little while longer she sat chatting, obviously quite at her ease both with the older man and the younger; addressing herself to both, but answered almost entirely by Gale; then she rose and asked for a hansom. It was getting late, and "mother will be wondering what has become of me." John Cameron went to the door with her and put her into the hansom. Gale stood by the fire and wondered how Percy Burdon could keep her picture on the same shelf as the photographs of the girls in tights. Cameron came back into the room, sat down, and took up his pipe. "Sit down again !" he said. "You've time yet." He lighted his pipe, took a few whiffs, then "'Every lassie has her laddie, None they say have I, But all the lads they smile at me When comin' through the rye,' " he quoted. "That seems to me to -fit the young lady that's just gone." "I dare say she gets many smiles." "Ay." Cameron puffed at his pipe in silence, his eyes on the fire ; he was seemingly in a brown study, and Gale, 22 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS sufficiently in sympathy with him to respect his mood, made no attempt at conversation. Presently Cameron turned his eyes from the fire to the young man's face, and began to speak, taking up the previous conversation at the very point at which Miss Lowther's entrance had interrupted it ; so that for a moment Gale had the feeling that her coming had been of the nature of a vision, that the talk had ceased only for an instant, and that in that instant he had dreamed a beautiful dream. "To seek for truth," said Cameron, "means generally that you have to separate yourself from those who profess to follow her ; and sometimes that which impels to the search takes its rise in emotion. That is why what you said last night has caused me to think much about you." "Why, what did I say?" asked Gale. He was still half held by the dream. "That you were glad of that which your friend, Mr. Hall, regretted. I have known men begin to think because the intellect has discovered a lack of logic in accepted creeds ; more often I have seen them impelled to inquiry in the first instance by feeling. You might almost divide people into those two classes; those in whom intellectual activity precedes and forms a basis for emotional convic- tion, and those constrained by force of feeling to submit their emotions to the tribunal of the intellect." "Surely there is a third class, sir and a fourth. There is emotion so blind that it is reckless of all but its own force ; and intellect so so " "Limited no, the French have a better word, borne; limited in our colloquial use of it means small, and a man may be brilliantly clever and yet borne; intellect so borne, then, as to be blind to all but its own capacities and achievements. Yes, you're right. But these are general PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 23 questions ; and what I wanted to say to you was something personal." Cameron paused so long that Gale, glancing at the clock, was impelled to say, "Well, sir, what was it you wanted to say to me ?" "This: don't let your heart run away with your head! Prove and weigh; keep your mental eyes and ears open; try to storm no fortress until you are fully persuaded that those who hold it are aliens and not kinsmen." "I don't quite follow you. What fortress do you think I am likely to storm ?" "You. are by nature, unless I am much mistaken, a fighter, perhaps a rebel. If you are only a fighter, you will need no counsel from me; you will fight hard, but it will be on the side of the majority, and you will win laurels. But if you're a rebel " Cameron knocked the ashes from his pipe, and laid it down beside him. "If you're a rebel," he went on presently, "what I have to say to you is don't rebel too soon ! Walk in the ranks for a while ; let doubt travail and groan till conviction is mature; be quite sure of yourself before you take your stand V "But in what way? I don't feel as if I wanted to rebel against anything." "There was a sort of rebellion against the views of your profession in your attitude towards yon poor dog last night." "Oh, I see what you mean. Well, frankly, I. don't like the live experiment business. I like it so little that in the classes I I " Gale shook out his hair in his confu- sion. "After each demonstration, I always wanted to go and and often went, sir on the the bust, so to speak, to get it out of my head." He sat frowning and smooth- ing down his hair. "For I'll bet my bottom dollar" he 24 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS was thinking of his host "that he's a deuce of a proper old chap." The proper old chap said nothing but "And your friend ?" "Hall? Oh, Hall's one idea was to do the experiment himself." "He'll get on." "And I shall get over it, of course; they all do. It's a weakness, I know." "You'll get hardened, you think." "I know I shall. I must; for of course it's necessary. I accept that, and believe it; believe too, really, in its Tightness. For ifs right it must be. It's right to inflict a certain amount of pain on the animal world in order to help humanity. It's kinder, really kinder, to be seemingly cruel than merely sentimental." "Does disease decrease the sum of it with these dis- coveries? But no matter now. Accept, to begin with, the canons of the profession; accept its methods; accept everything orthodox except conclusions. Draw those for yourself ; not too hurriedly." "Thank you," said Gale, "thank you very much!" As he walked back to the hospital he asked himself for what precisely he had thanked Mr. Cameron. Was it because he had interested him? It certainly could not be because he had stirred in him anew those vague feel- ings of doubt which it was" his constant endeavour to dis- courage. But he did not for long consider the question; his thoughts flew back to that dream-like break in the con- versation; flew back and rested there. It was of Miss Lowther that the young man thought as he took his way through the foggy streets ; and, thinking of her, he dreamed a young man's dreams. CHAPTEE IV. "T~\ AVID ! I was getting quite anxious." JL-J "Dear mother, don't you know by this time that you need never be anxious ? that I'm as well able to look after myself as if I wore trousers instead of petticoats ?" "I know you think you are. But I'm not sure that the girls of the present day are not too independent." "Can one be too independent?" Mrs. Lowther sighed. "I've so often wondered," she said. David came across the room, put her arm round the slight figure in the arm-chair, and kissed her mother's forehead. "You've been alone all the afternoon, I expect?" Mrs. Lowther nodded. "And you've got a bit hipped." "Darling, I wish you wouldn't use Percy's slang." "Is it slang? Honestly, I thought it was correctly medical." "I shouldn't say that Percy is ever correctly medical." David laughed. "Perhaps not. By the way, I saw his friend this afternoon the great Gale." "Gale?" said Mrs. Lowther vaguely. "I thought hia name was Hall." "Oh, that's another. They share the treasure of Percy's devotion between them; he kneels to Hall, and worships Gale." "Did you like him?" 26 96 "Oh, yes, I think so. He's rather like shock-headed Peter." "He came to see Percy, I suppose ?" "No, he was downstairs. I went down to see the mysteri- ous Aberdonian." "I never heard of her/* "It's a him. N"o, it's not necessary to be shocked. He's as old as the hills and as unsentimental as his native granite." "But, David " "I assure you that fifty dowagers rolled into one wouldn't be in it with Mr. Cameron as a chaperon. It was really much more proper to meet Mr. Gale in his room -than in Percy's." "But how did you know him ?" "Don't you remember my telling you that he came to Percy's room the day Mrs. Vaughan and Emily and I. had tea there? and that he invited us down to look at some queer old black letter books he has ?" "You tell me so much, my dear, that I forget some- times." "Well, he did, and he asked me to come again if I felt inclined. And I felt inclined this afternoon." "When David had gone upstairs Mrs. Lowther took up the work she had laid down on her daughter's entrance a knitted stocking. She knitted stocking after stocking ; not because she was interested in such work, but because she had a definite object in doing it; and the very uncon- geniality of the task had its value in her eyes. Mrs. Lowther was a woman who, at this period of her life, would best be described as colourless. She had married young, and was not many years over forty, an age at which the modern woman considers that she has barely, PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 27 reached maturity and is as much entitled to take an active part in life, to be interested and interesting, as are her sisters in the twenties and thirties. With her delicate features and slim figure, Bertha Lowther might have held her own with many women younger than herself in years ; but she bore upon her person, not to say her personality, the hall-mark of a previous generation, and was unmistak- ably relegated to a clearly defined shelf marked "middle age." Her dress, perfectly neat, showed no touch of either smartness or individuality; her hair, faded but not grey, was parted down the middle and drawn back in a plain downward sweep from her face ; and she wore a cap, a small, formless, quite unpicturesque compound of white lace and mauve ribbon. Her physique invited her to look several years younger than she was; her choice of apparel charged her with many more than she had seen: she might have passed for thirty-six or seven; the impression she conveyed was of a woman advanced in the fifties. People as a rule did not take much notice of Mrs. Lowther. Among her husband's acquaintances she counted as a. nonentity; in his house she held much the same posi- tion as the cat; except that, with almost uniform success, she conducted the housekeeping. It could not be said that she was not "in the frame," as the French say, in the Harley Street household ; but she was as a piece of still life in the background of the picture, rather than a living figure. Only with her daughter was she on terms of any companion- ship, and with an old friend, Miss Isabel Barker, who re- ceived paying guests at Maida Hill, and came occasionally to spend the day in Harley Street. David was fond of her mother, with a pitying sort of fondness; the protective instinct was awake in it, but associated with a measure of condescension of which she 28 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS was herself unaware. Mother was a dear, of course, and so unselfish; but She never filled up the pause in her thought; loyalty kept it blank; but had the thought com- pleted itself, it would have run: "she has no character." David Lowther adored to use her own expression char- acter, purpose, daring,, success ; and all her admiration, all the affection which springs from pride in the object which evokes it, was given to her father. Neither of her parents was altogether sympathetic to her; and with her father she was never, perhaps, entirely at her ease ; but her great desire was to win his approval, and the idea that he might think her foolish or weak was almost sufficient to deter her from the pursuit of a chosen course or an incipient thought. Al- most, yet not altogether ; so that she clung to her painting in spite of the fact that Dr. Lowther had an open contempt for art; and cherished a secret inclination towards brawn velvet coats and turned-down collars, though she was well aware that, while her father looked down on art, he looked with yet more scornful gaze on artists. Upstairs, in her own private domain, David played for a little while at being an artist. A tiny dressing-room was attached to her bedroom, and from this all the furniture which should have filled it had been cleared: it contained only a couple of easels, a deal table, and a painting stool. The floor was bare and the window uncurtained; on the table were painting boxes, sketching blocks, and drawing paper. A sketch stood on one of the easels; on the other hung a piece of brilliant scarlet silk embroidered in gold; one or two sketches and drawings were pinned against the wall. David stood for a minute regarding the general effect: she had a dramatic sense and liked her surround- ings to be typical of her ideas. "It's not bad," she said after a pause of critical survey. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 29 "It certainly looks 'struggling/ " she sighed. "The worst part is the things themselves." She went forward and looked at the half-finished paint- ing on the easel. Very crude it was, very untaught ; David had tried to catch the effect of a sunset behind a fore- ground of roofs and chimney pots, and the result was not a success. Presently she went back into the bedroom, took off her hat and her brown walking dress, and put on a sort of overall made of coarse pink cotton. It was a be- coming garment, and she was conscious of the fact ; but a few stains and smudges of paint gave it a professional air. Thus clad, she returned to the little studio, and, having turned on all the electric light available, proceeded to work at her sunset. Some artistic feeling she certainly possessed, something there was within her which asked and strove for expres- sion ; but though she felt truly, she did not see accurately, and, destitute as she was of knowledge and training, she lacked power to embody the ideas which she conceived, or even correctly to portray the objects which she beheld. Nevertheless, it was delightful to get away from the commonplace world for a time, and be actually an artist, positively painting in a real substantial studio. Delight- ful it was for a time ; yet at the end of twenty minutes or so David put down her palette and brushes with an ex- clamation of disgust. "I don't know really whether I hadn't better give it all up and take to science," she thought. She turned off the light, went back to her bedroom, and sat down in front of the fire. She had expressed her preference in Mr. Cameron's room for a chair that was low and not too large, and here on the hearthrug was her ideal of what a seat should be; a soft, solid mass of up- holstery, half stool, half cushion; backless, but as David 30 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS never leant back when she was thinking, but always for- ward, and as she only sat there when she wanted to think and not when she wanted to rest, that did not matter. "At any rate, in science I should be taught and helped," she was thinking now; "and after all it's a splendid field, for a woman especially. Fancy being like Madame Curie and having the scientists coming from all parts of the world to see one I" She gave an audible chuckle. "What fun !" There came a knock at the door. "Come in!" Then, as the door opened, "Oh, it's you, Emma," David said. "Surely it's not dressing-time yet ?" "Not quite, miss, but Mrs. Lowther wished me to tell you that Professor Cranley-Chance is coming to dinner. She forgot to mention it." " Oh, well, I suppose that means that I'm to wear a dress and not a tea-gown. Let me see! my white and gold, I think, Emma, please. It seems a waste," David was thinking to herself; "I suppose he's some fusty, musty old thing. But I haven't got anything else." "It's all very well," her thoughts ran on, as she dressed, "father can say what he likes, but artists are a better- looking lot than scientists; and I don't care what any- body says, looks count for a good deal in the world. Yes, bronze shoes, Emma, but the second best ones will do." CHAPTER V "pROFESSOR CRANLEY-CHANCE." JL Mrs. Lowther rose from her chair by the fire to receive the guest. The doctor was not yet down, and she particularly disliked receiving her husband's friends when her husband was not there to bear the brunt of entertaining them. David, however, was prepared to come to the rescue. "Father will be here directly," she said. "Won't you sit down?" The professor was a big man, with a strong and, as many thought, a handsome face; noted in scientific circles, and recently to be met in that wider, more heterogeneous com- pany known as Society. As David observed "as she did instantly his well-made clothes, correct tie, and patent- leather shoes, she realised that he was neither musty nor fusty, and was glad that she had put on the "white and gold" ; she also became conscious that the second best shoes were just a trifle worn at the tips of the toes. The professor shook hands with his hostess, but his eyes went past her, the moment he entered the room, to her daughter. He was a man who, when he concerned himself at all with women, liked them to be good-looking, and Miss Lowther, he told himself, had good looks of a kind he admired. Many people were of Professor Chance's opinion ; David Lowther was generally acknowledged to be a nice-looking girl; though many of her acquaintances 81 32 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS refused to credit her with the more positive quality of prettiness. A not too friendly critic had once called her a brown girl, and there was truth in the criticism, though her brownness was, in the eyes of many, one of her charms. Her hair was brown, a brilliant, decided brown; her skin, fair and clear, had a look as though it had been faintly tanned by the sun; her eyes were a curious mixture of brown and grey. Her face was somewhat wide, the fore- head broad and low, the eyes set far apart, the chin short and full. Though she might lack power of expression in the art which she had elected to follow, she was able with an ability often denied to those who can paint beauti- ful pictures to express her sense of beauty in her dress; and this evening, though she had expected to see only an uninteresting old gentleman of the fogey type, the artist element had not failed to assert itself. She possessed, too, the rare gift of being able to place a flower in her hair at just the right spot, at just the right angle, and the becom- ing effect of her flowing white gown with its gold trimming was heightened and completed by a yellow rose which showed itself on the left side of her well-dressed head. As she stood in the shaded light, the flames from the fire throwing a moving brilliance on the satin whiteness of her gown, Cranley- Chance thought he had rarely seen a woman who had better pleased him; and when she sat down he took a chair near her, and ignoring, as most people ignored, her mother's presence, set himself to find out what as he expressed it to himself she was made of. He had not got further in his investigations than to discover that Miss Lowther objected to fog and detested the English winter, when her father came in; and after shaking hands, host and guest retreated to that refuge of British self-consciousness, the hearthrug, where, fortified PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 3S apparently by the sensation of heat in the back, the Englishman appears more at his ease than in any other part of the room. Not that Dr. Lowther suffered from self -consciousness ; he had too much confidence in himself to be a prey to any form of shyness; he stood firm upon the rock of success, and had never stumbled on the way over doubts of his own ability. A man of middle height and middle age, strong in physique and brain, with a good- looking face and slightly arrogant manner, he was popular in his profession and in the world of science generally. Patients came from far and wide to consult Dr. Lowther; scientific brethren received his opinions with deference. He was generous in helping on ability of a positive and defi- nite type, relentless in opposing all that appeared to him futile or weak. He was fond of his daughter, partly be- cause she sometimes took her own way; he despised his wife, chiefly because she always submitted to his. At dinner Professor Chance sat opposite Miss Lowther, and a tall vase of flowers prevented his looking at her as much as he wished. "Of course they'll talk shop," thought David, as she settled herself in her chair. Her mental tone was one of resignation; she was used to these friends of her father's, who came to dinner at short notice, and had accustomed herself not to listen to their conversation. The doctor and his guest began with the discussion of men fellow-scientists; from men they passed to matter, from matter to bacilli, from bacilli to the most recently discovered serum. David lent a half attention to the beginning of the talk, but at the first mention of sensory nerves she retreated to the citadel of her own interests, and by the time dessert was on the table she was far away from the fruit she was eating. She was plunged back into 84 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS her actual surroundings by an astonishing fact: Mrs. Lowther had joined in the conversation. "Evil can never work anything but evil," she was say- ing, when David woke up. "How do you know that these serums are not laying the foundation of diseases worse than those they are supposed to cure ?" "Sera, my dear/' corrected the doctor. "The form of the plural hardly alters the argument, does it?" said Cranley- Chance kindly, after a glance at his hostess's face. "Your mother/' he went on, trying to look at David round the vase of flowers, "is fighting the battle of the sentimentalists." "Against intellect and humanity," added Dr. Lowther. David glanced from father to mother. The one face wore a disdainful smile; the other looked not far from tears. "Which side do you take?" asked the professor, getting, this time, a really good view of her. "I? Oh, the weakest, of course." 'Then side with your mother," said Lowther. "Yes, mother and I will side together in the drawing- room." David glanced at her mother as she spoke, and the woman and the girl rose together. Chance held the door open as they passed out. "She moves well," he said to himself as he closed it behind them. "Oh, David!" said Mrs. Lowther in the drawing-room; the threatening tears had been driven away, but her voice was tremulous. "Dear mother, whatever did you do it for? I've never heard you contradict anything father said before." "I don't know. Something took possession of me and made me speak before I knew what I was saying." David's eyes glowed. "Is it there still the something?" 35 Mrs. Lowther shook her head. "No; it was a ghost of something that is dead." "And ghosts only appear for a moment ; they don't stay." The girl's voice was rueful ; this ghost had vested her moth- er with a new interest; she wished it could have remained longer in possession of the unobtrusive personality. "Not visibly. David, will you give me my knitting?" Mrs. Lowther, in her grey dress, a grey too drab in tone, too dark in shade, to be either pretty in itself or becoming to her pale face, sat down and knitted with the monotonous regularity which David associated with all that her mother did, and which frequently had an irritating effect on the girl's nerves, so machine-like it was, so lacking in spon- taneity or the suggestion, even, of interest. "Mother," said David suddenly, "I wish you'd drop a stitch." "Why, dear?" "Because oh, because you'd have to stop and pick it up again. It it would make a break." "I don't know" Mrs. Lowther looked up and smiled a little "I don't know that I want to make a break." "It's dreadful to go on and on, working at a thing that doesn't interest you." "But it does interest me; and it's by working steadily, in the way that seems to make you impatient, that I get through as much as I do." "Your whole life's like a piece of knitting; plain knit- ting, without any ribs in it, or even a dropped stitch by way of variety." There was a note of protesting contempt in David's voice. Mrs. Lowther shook her head. "I dropped stitches once 36 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS and did not pick them up again. When you do that, your life is apt to unravel, and the only way is to live it quietly." Back into David's mind and heart, back into her eyes, rushed the interest that, but a few minutes ago, her mother had for the first time stirred in her. She left the mantel- piece, by which she had been standing, came forward im- pulsively and knelt by the low chair. "Mother," she said, with coaxing eagerness, "tell me about the dropped stitches.'* "I couldn't." Then suddenly Mrs. Lowther put down her knitting and held her face for a minute to her daugh- ter's face. "Whatever happens to you in life," she said hurriedly, "hold fast to the things you believe in really believe. Don't let anybody or anything come between you and what you feel to be the truth !" She drew away again. "Don't ask me any more, David, but fetch me another skein of wool. You know where they are ; in the left-hand top drawer of the wardrobe." When David came downstairs again her father and Chance were at the drawing-room door, and the three entered the room together. "You don't mind my going on with my knitting?" said Mrs. Lowther in the perfunctory tone in which a man, in- tending to smoke, says to a woman, "You don't mind my cigar?" The professor gave the answer that the woman on sucli an occasion generally gives: "Not at all"; and then he asked himself how the deuce he was going to get an oppor- tunity of finding out what that girl was made of. He did not get the chance at all that evening, for, while he was longing to talk what can best be described as "man and woman" to Miss Lowther, he was obliged, by politeness and his reputation, to discuss scientific medicine PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 37 with his host. The doctor and his wife showed no disposi- tion to play Darby and Joan in one corner while he amused himself with their daughter in another; and as Miss Lowther apparently did not take an interest in scientific medicine, and her father declined to wander to more frivol- ous topics, it was impossible to draw her into the conver- sation. He himself was not the least in the mood for professional conversation, and he rose at last in despair. "It's getting late/' he said. "Not at all, my dear fellow. It's barely half -past ten." "Late, considering, I mean, that I have work I must do to-night." When Chance had gone Mrs. Lowther rose, rolled up her knitting, and put it in a pale-blue work-basket which stood on a table in a far corner of the room. "I suppose you're coming upstairs now, David," she said. "You were very late last night, and ought to have a good long sleep. Good-night, Bernard." The doctor was sitting in an arm-chair reading the Pall Mall Gazette. He turned his head as she spoke, and for an instant the eyes of husband and wife met. It was not often that this husband and wife looked into each other's eyes; now in the man's glance was a question; in the woman's the answer he wished to find there. He re- sumed his reading with complacent satisfaction. Upstairs in her own room, with locked door, Mrs. Lowther sat, still in the grey silk dress, and suffered the bitterness that Peter suffered after he had denied his Lord; the bitterness that must be suffered by all those souls whose fineness of perception is in excess of their moral courage. David, meanwhile, was recalling the evening's incidents ; her mother's flushed, disturbed face at the dinner table, 38 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS her father's with the protruding under lip which was always a sign of displeasure or contempt. "Which side do you take?" Chance had asked, and she had answered on the spur of the moment, "The weakest, of course." In the momentary circumstances the answer had been a true one; her impulse had been to stand by the distressed- looking woman at the head of the table; and there could be no doubt that that woman typified feebleness, while on the face opposite her was the consciousness of strength. Yet hitherto, decidedly and always, David's sympathy had been with the strong; feebleness had presented itself to her as a fault, futility as a crime; had Chance put his question as an abstract proposition, her reply would have been the direct contrary of that to which she had been prompted by the emotion of the moment. On the low soft seat on the hearthrug, her elbows on her knees, her chin in her hands, a dim idea that was not yet a thought took filmy form in David's mind. "Was it possible, perhaps, to admire strength and to love it, to desire it for oneself as a possession and weapon; and yet and yet, to use it, when inherent or attained, not to procure success or find the path to fame, but to protect the feeble, the un-strong? With a natural inclination to wan- der from beaten paths, she preferred reading the Apocry- pha to the canonical scriptures, and running in her head were words from Esdras : "This present life is not the end where much glory doth abide; therefore have they prayed for the weak." "Well, I don't intend to be weak; I don't want to be prayed for; I want to do something," was the final out- come of her reflections. "I shall insist upon father letting me go to the Slade, or at least in listening to what I have to say." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 39 Cranley-Chance, on his way home, said to himself that Lowther was too fond of talking shop. "It's all very well ; but in season and out of season it gets a bit tough, by Jove !" Shop had been decidedly out of season to-night; he had met a pretty girl, more than a pretty girl, a girl who in- terested him, and he had been in the mood to talk to her. As his hansom sped along, the thought of Miss Lowther in her white and gold dress with the yellow rose in her brown hair was a pleasant vision before his mental eyes; and he too, like Sidney Gale, dreamed dreams. But Gale's were the dreams of a quite young man, whose youth was gilded by chivalry; and Cranley-Chance had lived through half his life, and the ways in which he had walked had given him far other ideas of existence, its meanings and its aims, than were those of Sidney Gale. CHAPTER VI A WOMAN waited in the surgical ward of St. Anne's Hospital. In her eyes was fear, the fear that lay coiled about her heart, causing it to beat with quick tremu- lous pulsations. She was a new inmate, and had only come in the eve- ning before, and she had a horror of "the 'orspital" ; that horror and distrust which are so widespead amongst the poor. Terrible tales had she heard of neighbours and neighbours' friends who had entered those dread build- ings hoping for ease from their suffering, and who had come forth maimed instead of aided. Some, many indeed, had really been relieved, some had been cured; but it was not of these she was thinking now, though indeed she tried to think of them, hoping to swell her courage with the thought; her mind dwelt on those others, the victims of unnecessary operations, as they seemed to themselves and their friends. The visiting lady for her street had pooh-poohed, to be sure, her accounts of the goings-on in hospitals, which, she had said, were the most directly and decidedly bene- ficial of all the philanthropic institutions of the country. Sarah Jennings, waiting now to be operated upon, could not remember the words the lady had used, but she recalled their meaning, and tried to derive comfort from the as- surance it contained. Yet the thought would come the visiting lady knew nothing about it, and she and her 40 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 41 friends did. Ladies were rich; and oh, the blessedness of wealth ! To be able to lie in a room by yourself, with only nurse and friends to tend or visit you; to be able to pay for attention and skill in coin of the realm; not as the poor had to pay. Oh, yes, it was right, of course; it was justice, if you got medicine and nursing and doctoring for nothing, that you should give something in return. But to lie all but naked, as Jane Carter had lain, and to have the students crowding round to see the result of the surgeon's manipulations; to have one after the other com- ing to investigate, to learn; to be conscious all the time, and quivering with the shame and the tension of it ! She herself would have nothing of that kind to endure; her trouble was in her face; but if they should make a lesson of her, try any of their tricks It was all very well for parsons and "sich" to say it was ignorance that made the poor shrink from trusting themselves in hospitals. "Igno- rance !" Sarah Jennings was thinking. "It's because we know." And thinking thus, her fear and nervousness in- creased. A young man passed down the ward; something in the woman's face arrested him, for he had seeing eyes, and his residence at St. Anne's had shown him not only some of the ills which flesh is heir to, but something also of the human nature clothed upon by that flesh. He stopped and spoke. "Well, Mrs. let me see Mrs. Jennings, you came in last night, didn't you? What is it?" "Oh, sir, it's to be soon, the operation, and I'm afraid." "No, come now, there's nothing to be afraid of. Why, ulceration of the skin, that's just a surface thing; the operation's a mere nothing. You won't feel it under the anaesthetic, and you'll be well enough to go out in no time." 42 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS The hearty assurance of his tone was comforting: Mrs. Jennings' face relaxed. "Will you be there, sir?" she asked. Gale nodded. "I'll be there. Don't you be afraid, mother, it'll be all right." He nodded again, and passed on. Half an hour later he entered the operating theatre. A large number of students was seated on the half circle of benches which sloped up from the operating table ; chatting, joking, waiting for the surgeon^ and his patient. "What a lot of fellows for such a small affair," thought Gale. "I suppose they're hard up for something to do." Had Gale looked on the Notice Board, he would have seen that the operation about to take place was of greater magnitude than he supposed; it was characteristic of him that he had not looked. One of his methods of teaching himself was to study the subjects of coming operations, and to determine from that study what the operation was likely to be. A couple of nurses were present, with their basins and cotton wool, and with them the students kept up a desul- tory and chaffing conversation, presently to be hushed, as the operator, followed by a junior surgeon and the anaes- thetist, entered the theatre. Gale was to act as dresser. The patient was led in by a third nurse. Her face was very pale, her lips quivered, she walked feebly. She looked round for Gale, and found him at a glance ; the tall, high- shouldered form with the slight stoop would have been easily distinguishable in a much larger group than the one then assembled; and Gale's personality, moreover, was strong enough to make his presence felt in other ways than through his physical characteristics. He gave a little nod of reassurance when he met those searching eyes, thinking to himself the while : " That woman ought to have been put PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 43 under the anesthetic before she was. brought in ; she's half daft with fright." Sarah Jennings, now that the dread moment was actu- ally come, behaved with resigned passivity. She made no resistance, uttered no sound, as she was lifted on to the table; and in a minute the anaesthetist had freed her from the consciousness of her surroundings. The surgeons' coats were off, their arms bared; the operator addressed the students. " Gentlemen, I am about to perform an important opera- tion, the removal of the superior maxilla,'' The superior maxilla ! Gale started forward. That was an operation which was performed only for actual disease of the bone; and the sore which defaced the cheek of the un- conscious woman on the table was but a surface wound. " Surely " he began. "Mr. Gale ?" The surgeon frowned affronted in- quiry. "Surely," said Gale again, "for ulceration of the skin " "You will allow me to know what I am about." Gale stepped back, biting his lip. It was unheard-of temerity to remonstrate with Moreton Shand; it would have been useless hardihood to make further protest. He folded his arms and stood silent, shaking his hair out, as he moved back, and forgetting, in the effort of controlling himself, to smooth it down again. The operation began. The central incisor tooth was extracted and an incision made down to the bone; the junior surgeon assisting in securing the larger arteries as they were divided, the nurses standing ready with sutures and cotton wool. The students leaned forward, watch- ing intently. It was indeed an important operation, a 44 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS difficult and a dangerous one, and a great deal was to be learned from witnessing it. Shand was a brilliant surgeon, speedy and deft, but there was much to be done, and it required all the skill of Carter, the anaesthetist, to keep the patient under the influence of chloroform during the neces- sary period. To maintain a condition of anaesthesia for long is not an easy thing, and in this case the difficulty was enhanced by the cutting ' through of the palate and the nasal and alveolar processes. Carter had his tube well down the woman's throat, but for all his care she twisted and wriggled under the surgeon's hands. Gale found himself wondering whether such movements, which he had seen constantly in animals under experiment, could be always referred to reflex action. If so, why did Carter go on pumping in the chloroform? At last the cheek bone was severed from the bones and processes to which normally it is attached, and Shand was ready for the lion forceps, so named from the fact that Sir William Fergusson, who invented them, modelled them from a lion's teeth. With the powerful grip they afforded, the operator wrenched away the loosened bone; then came the tying of the maxillary artery ; the plugging of the wound with cotton wool to restrain the smaller vessels ; and finally, when the bleeding had stopped, the joining of the cuts on cheek and lip with horsehair sutures and hair-lip pins. 1 The operation was over, and it was a complete success. Still unconscious, Sarah Jennings was borne to her bed in the surgical ward. She had felt nothing, or almost nothing, of the action of knife and forceps; but she would awake soon to physical agony, and to the knowledge that she was maimed and disfigured for life. That evening Gale spent his free time in rapid walking. 'App. 2. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 45 The London streets had long been alike his playground and his refuge, almost his confidant. In some moods he would fling himself into the whirl of their life, though with the spectator element never entirely eliminated; in others he would pass through their crowds aloof from their gaiety, misery, and movement. To-night he chose for his perambu- lations one of those quarters which are both bustling and mean, noisy and yet dull. It was spring now, and out in the country the spring twilight was stealing in soft wistfulness over field, forest, and heath; here, in the sordid streets, its "sober livery" was changed from grey to drab ; for shy stars' that showed in the shelter of growing night, were flaunting gas jet?, flaring from coster's stall or sordid shop-front; and for the song and call of birds were substituted the discordant sounds produced by men and motors. Gale heard and saw, yet neither saw nor heard ; ears and eyes directed his course, but the crowds around him were as a moving soli- tude, the sounds that cut the air as a surging silence. He was not really in the streets, though the space and the free- dom of them were a comfort to his consciousness ; he was, as happens in a dream, seemingly in two places at a time, yet actually in neither of them. The two places in which Gale's spirit stood were the operating theatre at St. Anne's and John Cameron's sitting- room. Only the evening before he had paid Cameron a visit, and words that had been spoken during the visit were saying themselves to him now. Gale had held forth on a subject on which his sentiments and convictions were not at one, and, speaking on the side of his convictions, he had plumed himself on his logic, and reassured himself by its force. Experiments on living animals, he had asserted, were a necessity, if only to avoid the temptation, if animals were 46 PRIESTS OF. PROGRESS not available for demonstrative and experimental purposes, of experimenting and demonstrating by means of human, subjects. The argument had been suggested to him by a conversation with a man whom he much admired, and seemed to him irrefutably and comfortably sound. Cameron's only answer had been questions. "If that is so," he had asked, "how is it that in England, where some restriction is placed on vivisection, there is less experiment- ing upon human beings than in any other country ? How is it that in Vienna, where it is triumphant, women in the hospitals, pregnant women, and babies, new-born and un- born, form subjects for experiment? How is it that in America, the champion land of freedom and progress, ex- periments are performed on the inmates of the hospitals, the asylums and the prisons, and accounts of them pub- lished in the medical press?" Gale's reply had been to disclaim the accuracy of that which he could not justify, and Cameron had replied by giving him certain references and telling him to verify them for himself. He had not had time to look up the references yet; but there was present to his vision a scene more potent in effect than any printed record. He had seen, with his own eyes, that the operations which in- structed hospital students were not always for the benefit of the patient; and things about which he had been tri- umphantly certain only yesterday, seemed doubtful and ob- scure now, as, in the solitude of his own thoughts, he rambled from street to street. CHAPTER VII THE dreams with which Miss Lowther had inspired both Cranley-Chance and Sidney Gale were destined to remain, at least for some time to come, but dreams. For David's fireside meditation after her first meeting with Chance produced a very definite effect on her course of conduct. On the afternoon following that meditation, she took an omnibus to St. John's Wood and called on her mother's friend, Miss Barker. It was a Friday, and on Friday, as David well knew, Miss Barker balanced her books. She glanced at her watch as she passed through the little garden which fronted Miss Barker's house. "She'll have finished the adding up," she said to herself, as she rang the bell, "so it's all right." A few minutes later there was a knock at the door of Miss Barker's sitting-room. "Come in !" she said, a touch of impatience in her voice; for never, she was thinking, could she gel those books done without interruption. The door opened just wide enough to admit David's head, which was the only part of her that entered. "Doggie dear," she said, "will you bite if I come in?" When it had first occurred to the child of five to call her mother's friend Doggie because her name was Barker, the idea had convulsed her with merriment and delight. The merriment had passed with time, but the name had stuck; 47 48 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS Miss Barker, for some reason or other, WAS pleased with it ; and David, who used it often on ordinary occasions, in- variably did so when deprecation or coaxing seemed neces- sary. "I feel like biting, for you are my third interruption. Come in, of course, for I know you won't stay out. But you must take a book and sit quite quiet here till I've finished." David entered, made a great show of closing the door softly, and crossed the room on tip-toe. She did not take a book, but sat down before the fire and folded her hands ; the atmosphere of the room seemed charged with the fact that she was keeping wonderfully still. Miss Barker glanced towards her and half smiled; but she was used to David and her ways, and, without taking any more notice of her guest, went on with the figures. For a quarter of an hour there was silence in the room. At the end of that time David had forgotten what she was playing at and had fallen into genuine reflection; Miss Barker had finished her accounts. "I've done now," said the hostess. "I hope I haven't disturbed you. I have been quiet, haven't I ?" "Almost obtrusively so, and quite unnecessarily. Why didn't you go to the drawing-room? Mrs. Greener and her daughter are there. You could have talked to them." "I didn't want to; I didn't want to talk to anybody but you." "I shall have to go and pour out tea soon." "I know. That's why I came early." "Well, what is it?" "I wish you'd sit down comfortably. I want your advice." Miss Barker was a wide woman, broad and squat in fig- PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 49 ure, and with a large head. Her features were well cut, but were too strongly marked for beauty; her hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes were mouse-coloured; the eyes themselves were pale blue. She looked the sort of woman whom Mrs. Lowther would never have chosen for a friend and who would never have made a friend of Mrs. Lowther; never- theless the two women had been close friends for more years than David had existed; to David Miss Barker seemed an integral part of life. She sat down now on a low chair, her legs rather far apart; her eyes were attentive. "Well, go on, child! We haven't much more than a quarter of an hour." "I'm going to beard father," said David. "Ah!" "This morning I burned all my sketches." "As a parallel to Caesar's boats?" "Don't be sarcastic, Doggie, please! It's so unkind." Miss Barker's answer was to pat the girl's hand. "I burned them because I was disgusted with them, be- cause I know they're all wrong; and I never can get them right unless I'm taught." David paused an instant. "I've determined that I will be taught ; and I want you to help me." "With your father?" Miss Barker spoke quickly. "No. I'll tell you. You have a friend, a Mrs. Home " "But she lives in France." " who knows a lot of artists." "But, my dear child, she lives at Lapelli^re." "I know, but unless I get right away I ghall never do any good." "But Bertha but you can't leave your mother, David." 50 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "That's where I want your help. I'm afraid mother will mind." "Mind? Of course she'll mind." Miss Barker's tone was indignant. "You're the only thing she's got. If youth were not completely selfish, you'd mind." "I do, but " "Don't you see how lonely her life is? how " Miss Barker got up from her chair and stood by the fireplace. "I don't think it matters a bit whether you learn to paint more or less well compared with my poor Bertha's loneliness." "Anr 1 you talk about youth being selfish," said David. "You see what phe is." "Yes." David, too, got up. "That's just it. I do see. It's partly why I want to get away. I want to be myself and develop on my own lines. If I stay at home, never doing what I want to do " "It seems to me you have your own way in most things." "Only in little things that don't matter. If I stay at home I might get like her ; and I I think if s dreadful." For a quarter of a minute there was silence; then, "You will probably marry," Miss Barker said. "Mother's married. I don't see that that's much good. Suppose I married a squashing sort of man like father?" "There would probably be ructions," said Miss Barker. "I don't know. There aren't ructions between father and mother, nor between father and me. Thaf s because we submit. But I don't want to be always submitting, and I believe that if you don't develop your will-power and and initiative before you marry, you're done for." "You're arguing from a single case, my dear." "I'm arguing from what I know, and that's the only thing anybody can argue from. Not that I blame father; PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 51 I don't; I admire him. I admire all people who are strong and clever and get on. Only I want to get on too ; I don't want to have all the life crushed out of me." "Grapes are crushed before you get the wine; and your mother is very sweet." "So is lavender that you put away amongst the linen. Oh, I'm horrid, I know, and I'm saying horrid things ; but it's been a sort of nightmare. Mother upeet me last night, too. I used to think she was born like that; subdued and giving in, and always knitting it seemed to me she must have knitted in her cradle. But something she said last night made me think she had been different once ; and then it came over me, like a nightmare, as I said, that if I didn't strike out while I was young and strong I might drift into the same sort of state." "Tea is ready, miss," said a maid at the door. "Come along," said Miss Barker. "We must not keep them waiting." "Besides," David continued, "if you can't help yourself, you can't help anybody else." "For the moment, my dear, you can help me with the tea. Come along!" When David went away Miss Barker accompanied her to the door. "There's something in what you say," she said. "Tell your mother I will come and see her on Sunday afternoon." "You'll help me?" "I'll yes, to a certain extent, at any rate, I'll help you. I'll talk the thing over." David went away satisfied. Doggie was always better than her word. When she reached home she found her mother looking out of the window, 52 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "I was watching for you," said Mrs. Lowther. "I hoped you would have been back for tea." "I've been to see Doggie." "I wish you'd told me you were going. How is she?" "She snapped and growled a bit, but she seemed quite well. And I was to tell you that she's coming to see you on Sunday." Mrs. Lowther's face brightened. "I'm very glad." On Sundays Dr. Lowther visited his friends, or received them in his study downstairs, and his wife could count on having the drawing-room to herself. She usually had it altogether to herself, for callers, never very plentiful in Harley Street, were especially rare on Sundays. But the following Sunday proved an exception to the rule, for be- fore Miss Barker arrived, Professor Chance was announced. The visit disconcerted Mrs. Lowther; always awkward with strangers, she was peculiarly ill at ease with her hus- band's friends, and she wished ardently that she had told the parlour-maid to admit no one but Miss Barker. It had seemed an unnecessary precaution when no one but Miss Barker ever came. To be sure she could have obtained re- lief by sending for David, since David, she knew, was up- stairs in her own room; but she had her reasons for not wishing her daughter to appear, and, clenching her mental teeth, she set herself to utter every platitude she could think of about the weather. That Professor Chance should think her dull in no wise disturbed her ; she had no desire to pose as an entertaining hostess, and the duller he found her the sooner, probably, he would go. But Chance, in asking for Mrs. Lowther instead of the doctor, had other views than to talk to an uninteresting woman about the weather, and presently inquired whether Miss Lowther was at home. Mrs. Lowther hesitated, but PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 53 she was a bad liar, and admitted confusedly that David was upstairs. The visitor would so much like to see her; when he had met her at a Private View lately, she had expressed opinions about certain of the pictures, and he had brought a cutting from the Academy which supported those opinions to a remarkable degree. He did not know whether Miss Lowther usually saw the Academy? Again was Mrs. Lowther tempted to a falsehood, longing to de- clare boldly that David read the Academy regularly; and again timidity betrayed her into telling the truth. No, it was a paper her daughter did not see, and yes, certainly, if Professor Chance wished it, she would send for her. She rose and rang the bell; another woman would have asked Chance to ring it, but Mrs. Lowther never asked any- body to do anything ; and presently, in answer to her mes- sage, David entered the room. She was genuinely interested in the cutting from the Academy; it was flattering to have one's opinions echoed by a real critic for to David everybody who wrote a printed notice was a real critic ; and she chatted away to the professor with an utter absence of the embarrassment to which her mother was a prey. After a little while Miss Barker appeared; and instead of going, the professor stayed on ; for while the new guest talked to the mother, it was possible to enjoy a tete-ci-tete with the daughter ; and the addition to the party suited him exactly. It was David who sent him away at last. She was going out to tea, and had no intention of breaking her engagement for the sake of talking to Chance, even though he was that to her most wonderful combination, a scien- tific man who was interested in art. He actually had a col- lection of Dutch pictures, and he was anxious for her opin- 54 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS ion on its merits; which was both strange and delightful. Nevertheless, though he wore well-polished boots, and, the day being sunny, a fancy waistcoat, he belonged to the category of "father's friends," and could therefore possess no real interest for the inhabitant of a world in which old age began at thirty-five. Accordingly, when the hands of the clock pointed to a quarter past four, David rose, and with an easy directness which was characteristic of her, said that she had an engagement which obliged her to go out, and that she hoped Professor Chance would excuse her. The professor was somewhat put out, for he had been congratulating himself on making a good impression; but he begged Miss Lowther, with a bow and a smile, not to run the risk of being late, said he also had an engagement and ought to have been off long ago, opened the door for her exit, and took a prompt farewell of Mrs. Lowther. CHAPTER VIII WHEN the two women were left alone Mrs. Lowther - heaved a sigh of relief. "I'm so glad he's gone," she said. "So am I," answered Miss Barker, "for I want to talk to you, and it's talk that requires us to be quite alone." Miss Barker, on reflection, had arrived at the conclusion that there was much to be said in favour of David's leaving home for a time, and had come prepared to espouse her cause from conviction as well as loyalty ; yet, as she looked at the pale timid little woman beside her, the arguments which had seemed so potent in the seclusion of her room at Maida Hill seemed to melt away in favour of David re- maining with the mother who idolised and depended on her. Still, the thing had to be done, and Miss Barker did it as best she could, broaching the subject from the aspect of the girl's inborn needs and decided talent, an aspect which she knew would appeal both to Bertha's maternal pride and her unselfishness. She was prepared for tears, for demur, for to begin with, perhaps unqualified refusal to consider the plan; a painful scene would certainly be the prelude to David getting her way; for that she would get it, as far as her mother was concerned, Miss Barker never doubted. She was therefore amazed and relieved in about equal propor- tion, when Mrs. Lowther pronounced herself, almost eager- ly, in favour of David's departure. 55 56 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "She must go, yes, she'd much better go," she said. Miss Barker stared at her friend. "Why, Bertha!" she exclaimed, "I'm astonished; I thought you'd well, make a great fuss. I thought you'd mind so terribly." "I do mind, I shall mind." There was a choke in Mrs. Lowther's utterance. "But but I'd much rather she went than that she should marry Cranley-Chance." "Who, pray, is Cranley-Chance? I never heard of him." "The man who's just gone. He came to dinner, and this is the third time he's called, though she was out the other twice." "A man might call," said Miss Barker slowly, "with- out " She paused reflectively. "He wouldn't come to see me, Bella, And, this being Sunday, why didn't he ask for the doctor?" "Perhaps he did, and he's out." "No, he isn't; he's in. Besides, he Chance, I mean met her at a Private View, and he brought a paper about it to-day, and but it isn't only what I've told you. I know he wants her. How can you think for a moment that I shouldn't know?" "A mother's prescience," said Miss Barker. She settled herself in her chair, her legs, as usual, rather far apart; a lover was much easier to deal with than Bertha's expected distress. "Oh, I dare say you're right, Bertha. But why shouldn't she marry him ? He seemed quite a nice man." "He's like Bernard." "You mean ?" "Yes, I You see why I couldn't why I would rather, even, that she should go away." Miss Barker inclined her head slowly. "But David," PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 57 she said, after an instant's pause, "may be different, may take a different view." "She does; at least, that is to say, she thinks she does. But she doesn't know; it's only because, like so many, she doesn't know. I wouldn't risk it I wouldn't risk putting her in the position that I was in for for anything. I'd rather, I say it truly, Bella, I'd rather never see her again." Miss Barker was recalling David's words: "I might get like her" ; but almost immediately she shook her head. "Violet and you are altogether different; she would take things differently. Look at the numbers of women, of wives, who don't mind, who are happy and proud." "If she were to realise as I realised But why do you talk like that? Why should you argue against me " "When I agree with you? Just to make you look at the thing all round. Supposing David would like to marry this man?" "She doesn't. Isn't it proved by her wanting to go away? But if she were to stay here " "He must be a great deal older than she is." "Oh, yes, he is five orlsix-and-forty." "Men of that age, when they take a fancy to a young girl, are very persistent." "I know. And Bernard would probably like it. Bella, you must get her away." "What can I do? It rests with her father. Do you suppose he'll object?" "Sure to. And you know what he is." "I know what he used to be," said Miss Barker, with a certain grimness. "I haven't seen him to speak to at any rate for a long time now." David came home that evening in a tremor of excitement. How had her mother taken it the very important "it" that 58 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS Miss Barker was to unfold to her? She stood with her hand on the handle of the drawing-room door. She shrank from the sight of suffering; she hated to give pain; and yet to stay on at home, to give up all idea of independence, all ambition; to sink perhaps She turned the handle and went into the room. Mrs. Lowther was sitting by the middle window, looking out ; she did not knit on Sundays. She turned at once. "Darling, come here! Doggie has told me, and I want you to go." "You want me to ?" Eelief and surprise were in David's voice, and in her heart, yet she was conscious of a slight disappointment. She had worked herself up to argue, to plead, to console; and now, instead of opposition, of tears, of the prayer "Don't leave me!" she was met with the al- most eager permission, "I want you to go." Coming over to her mother's chair, she found, in her astonishment, noth- ing to say but "Why ?" *' Because it will be best for you, best in every way." "But I'm so afraid you'll miss me." "Yes; but I won't think of it; I can bear it. I've been sitting here thinking since Isabel went, and I can bear it, I know." "Mother," said David, "I'm a selfish brute, and I think I won't go." "You must go; I insist upon it." Mrs. Lowther's cheeks were flushed; her eyes shone; David had never seen her mother's face as it looked now; something of the youth that had passed, of the beauty that had died, seemed to revive in the animation which in- formed it. "But supposing father doesn't give his consent?" PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 59 "You're twenty-one, and you have your Aunt Emily's fifty pounds a year." "Mother!" David could only gasp; meekness personified preaching rebellion took her breath away. But, as she gasped, her interest in her mother quickened, her sympathy waxed; there was a possibility of comradeship between her and that mother which she had never before even dreamed of as pos- sible. She drew a footstool to Mrs. Lowther's side, and, sitting thus, the two entered into a long discussion as to how best to persuade the doctor to David's views. The result of the discussion was that that evening David entered her father's study while he was smoking the cigar which finished his day. "David! I thought you'd gone to bed. What do you want?" David was feeling uncomfortably nervous. Though courageous, she was not the least bold, and while her will was strong, her nature was far from aggressive. She was determined to go to France, and she would be all right, she told herself, as soon as she got well into the fray; it was the opening of the campaign that was the difficulty. But when she fired her first shot, she fired it straight. "I've come to say that I want to leave home, father, for a time." She was standing by the round centre table with the medical magazines and pamphlets on it; she put one hand on the edge and pressed it hard. Dr. Lowther took his cigar from his lips and held it between his two fingers. "And why do you want to leave home for a time?" "I want to learn to paint; to learn really not to play at it." 60 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS Lowther looked at her with the expression that, as David put it to herself, made you feel yourself a fool, or convinced you at any rate that, if you did not recognize the fact of your folly, Lowther did. The expression nettled while it abashed her ; her colour rose, and though the hand on the table trembled slightly, her voice grew firmer. "I know of a lady who lives at Lapelliere " "Is that a centre of art?" "A good many artists live there.'* "You know my opinion of art and artists?" "Yes; that's why I want to go away to study. It's impossilbe to do it here." Lowther smiled ; he was not displeased by the rejoinder. David smiled too; if only father would give in without making a fuss! Father, however, had no idea of giving in. "I consider that sort of study a pure waste of time. You know I have always set my face against it." "Yes, I know. But I thought" hesitatingly "that perhaps you didn't realise I was in earnest." "Oho !" The doctor laughed out. "What a young wom- an calls being in earnest is not a very serious thing." David came round the table and stood close to him. "It's serious with me. I really mean to go." "You've got very pretty hair, David," said the doctor. "Ton my soul, I'm glad you're a nice-looking girl." "Cajolery's no use," answered David, smiling but im- patient. "If you'd been ugly, Fd have said yes at once." "Then I wish no, I don't. But please understand, father, that I've made up my mind." "You have? And what about mine? Go to bed, David, PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 61 go to bed ! And look here, when I go over to the Brussels Conference, you shall go with me." "But that isn't what I want." "A medical man knows far better what a young girl wants than she knows herself, my child. You've got a bit hipped, and a little change will put you all right." David drew a few paces away. "You won't understand; you won't see that I mean to go?" " Suppose that I do understand ; and suppose that I abso- lutely refuse to consent to any such nonsense." David continued to look at the doctor with her direct gaze, but she spoke very low, and there was a falter in her voice. "I have fifty pounds a year of my own," she said. Lowther sat up straight. "You don't mean that you intend to go without my consent ?" "I shall have to if if you won't give it." "If you do I'll cut you off with a shilling." David paused; then, "I don't mind about the shilling," she said, "but I couldn't bear you to cast me off." She came and stood close to the doctor, who had risen and was standing with his back to the mantelpiece. "Please let me go without a fuss, father !" "A fuss! a fuss indeed!" Lowther was frowning, but David knew from the tone of his voice that she had won her case. "What with anti-vivisection and anti-vaccination and socialism and women's rights, all the decent people in the country are at the mercy of prejudice and faddism. In my day, a girl who dared to disagree with her father " "But, father, I agree with you about everything except learning to paint." " would have been shut into her room and fed on bread and water." "I might just as well be at Lapelliere for all you'd see 62 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS of me if I were," said David ; then, thinking it best to take victory at the flood, she kissed her father quickly and fled. Bernard Lowther, left alone, lit a fresh cigar. "She's a baggage," he was thinking; "yet I like a woman with some spirit in her. The idea of telling me she'd go whether I agreed or not ! The cheek of it ! Well, she shall go ; she's won the right to it. But what the devil shall I do without her?" Thus it came to pass that David Lowther went to Lapelliere, and for some time to come figured in the lives of Professor Chance and Sidney Gale only in the region of dreams. CHAPTER IX SIDNEY GALE was beginning to wonder if he had been wise in accepting Cameron's invitation to go and see him: for while Cameron interested, he also disturbed him, and he was half disposed to think that he would have fore- gone the interest could he have got rid of the disturbance too. Gale, casual and careless in many ways, and with a reputation, won in his student days, for rowdiness, was nevertheless ambitious for himself and reverent of his pro- fession; in that region of his thoughts which remained unexposed to the minds of his fellows, it was a profession of high ideals and noble action ; while he spoke of its daily tasks in medical slang and callous phrase, he was convinced that those who followed it were alike the saviours and the servants of humanity. And Cameron had instilled into that fine-flavoured cup of loyalty and admiration the poison drop of doubt. To be sure, before he had known Cameron, difficulties had arisen ; but difficulties which he had been able to overcome. Foremost amongst these was the physical and as he told himself sentimental shrinking from the demonstrations which he could not avoid witnessing during his attendance of an advanced course of physiology; his instincts had re- volted, his humanity made protest against that which he had been obliged to watch. And yet, in the very existence of these instincts, in the very force of the protests, he had found substance wherewith to feed his idealism. For it 68 64. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS was splendid, in spite of distaste to the task, in spite of a quailing of the heart, in spite of the selfish rebellion of un- reasoning emotion, splendid to constrain oneself to the sacrifice of the lower and the' few for the sake of winning salvation for the higher and the many. Sane, strong, and, in the truest sense of the word, unselfish, were the epithets which Gale applied to the doers of deeds which nauseated him ; and those men of the unshrinking hand and seemingly callous demeanour were set by him on a pedestal of respect. And then came Cameron and threatened to dislodge them from their exalted position ; not by direct onslaught, which it would have been easy enough to combat, since Paget, in his book, had demolished once and for all the false preten- sions of the anti-vivisection brigade; but by questions and suggestions which he could not always dispose of to his own complete satisfaction. Could he have said that Cameron was rabid, he would' have remained undisturbed; but Cameron made no personal accusations, and the ideas which he touched upon remained uncomfortably persistent in Gale's mind. These ideas were shaped into definite misgiving by the operation on Sarah Jennings. Moreton Shand had a high place in his profession; he sat in the seats of the mighty; he was an oracle in the region of opinion, an adept in that of skill. Such a man was above suspicion. And yet such a man could act only from the highest motives. And yet what the devil of a high motive could he have had in taking away that woman's cheek bone? was the question in Gale's mind ; and the only answer he could find was the obvious one : the motive was the desire to instruct the students, to stimulate their interest, by means of demonstration. Shand was popular as a teacher ; flocks of admiring students fol- lowed him from ward to ward ; his skill was spoken of with PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 65 enthusiasm. Gale had a logical mind, and his reflections made him uncomfortable; more than uncomfortable; the war of the concrete instance with the enthroned ideal pro- duced in him positive unhappiness. The unhappiness mani- fested itself outwardly by a more than usually casual man- ner ; so much so, that Hall was moved to remonstrance. "It's all very well, old man," he said, "but how the deuce do you imagine you're going to get patients when you set up on your own if you don't take things more seriously?" "Sufficient unto the day," was Gale's answer. "Let a man be natural while he may." "If it's a man's nature to be an ass, the sooner he changes it the better." "Can the leopard change his spots?" "He can mend his manners." "Some men," observed Gale reflectively, "are born to advise, and others have advice thrust upon them." " Oh, of course, if you're going to take it like that," said Hall, getting up. Gale pushed him back into his chair. "I'll take it lying down. Ton my soul, old chap, if you'll give me lessons in deportment, I'll I'll practise in the wards. Besides, you can't go, when Percy has asked you to tea. By the way, it's most reprehensible of Percy. Ah, here he is! Percy, old man, Hall's been criticising you; he says if a man's an ass, he might at least mend his manners." "Ass himself. What's Mother Deane done with the tea?" "I should suggest inquiry. May I?" said Gale, pointing to the bell. "For goodness' sake, do!" Gale vaulted the sofa and rang the bell. "Take care," cried Percy, "you'll disturb old Cameron." "Old fool," muttered Hall. 66 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "In a world of fools, the small-brained man is king. Is that why you're calling everybody but yourself an ass or an idiot?" said Gale. "Do you call yourself and old Cameron the world ?" "Types of it; and jolly good types too. Hallelujah ! here comes to tea !" The lodging-house maid, commonly called "the actress," because her name was Siddons, and whose only acquaint- ance with tragedy was that engendered by the oft-repeated connection, of her own small body with a very large tray, appeared with teapot, toast, cake, and the various items of a substantial tea. "Jove ! her part's too heavy for her this time," said Gale, and darting forward he took the tray from the trembling arms. "What do you want to go and bring it all at once for?" he asked. "Syves a journey, sir," said Siddons, pleased, panting, and confused. "Shouldn't care to be cast in that play," said Gale, when the girl had gone. "Act one, tray for breakfast; act two, tray for lunch; intermezzo, washing-up; act three " "Oh, talk sense!" cried Hall. ; "Hall's not interested in Demos," said Burden. "Except when he or she is lying on an operating table," added Gale. "I'm interested in the profession," said Hall stoutly, "and it's a deuce of a pity you aren't too, as you've got to get your living by it." "Living's a poor thing, ain't it, Percy?" said Gale. "What we two want is fame. Butter, Hall, please. Fame ! that last infirmity of noble minds." He leant across the table to Burden. "Give us your hand, old chap! Well climb the heights together." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 67 "It's all very well," said Hall, half laughing and half angry, "it's all very well to footle and gibe, but tell you what it is, when I'm at the top of the tree, you'll be strug- gling low down amongst the G.P.'s." "Mark his words, Burdon, mark our Edgar's words." "Unless you change." "Unless I change." Gale put down a large round of toast. His tone altered. "Unless I change ! I hope to God I don't. If I do if I do, as likely as not when you're at the top of your infernal tree, Hall, I shall be manure at the roots." "What the devil's come to him?" asked Hall. "Sidney, old chap," said Burdon, "what's the matter?" "Matter?" Gale made a grimace, gave a gulp, and re- turned to his usual self. " Matter ? I dunno. Something gone wrong with the works, I suppose. Give us some more tea." "What I think so absurd about chaps of our standing," remarked Burdon, "is that we're always talking about G.P.'s as if we were miles above 'em. Now ninety-nine men out of a hundred begin in general practice and ninety-seven or eight of 'em stop there. I don't see the good of talking as if you were a full-blown specialist before you've started at all." . "Well, you never did, old chap," said Gale. "The modest violet isn't in it with you for lowliness." "What's the good? I always knew I was going to be a G.P., so what was the use of swaggering?" "Do I understand " began Gale. "No, I don't mean you especially; everybody does it. There's Hall, now, professes to look down " "That's different," said Hall, "seeing that I don't mean to begin that way." 68 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "Not as a G.P.?" exclaimed Bur don and Gale together. "Certainly not." "Then ?" asked Gale. "I shall wait on at the hospital." "Oh, bottle-washing," said Burdon. "Call it what you like." "Well, I'd rather G.P. it than that," said Gale. "I dare say; but I want to get on the staff." "Of St. Anne's, do you mean?" Hall nodded. "And I shall do private research work." "Study animals instead of people," said Gale. "Well, it's all very well, but it seems to me a man ought to have a foundation, at any rate, of clinical experience, and I don't see how you're to get it except in general practice." "If you go in for the scientific side, you don't want clinical experience." "Well, I'm going to be doctor first," said Gale, getting up, "and scientist after like our friend Percy. Any more patients, old chap?" "Oh, I haven't been doing badly. It's a piece of luck for me, of course, Weston letting me have a room in his house. You needn't turn out, you fellows, and you'll find plenty of smoke in that jar; but I must be off." "What it is to be launched !" said Gale. "No, I'll come a bit of the way with you. What are you going to do, Hall?" "I've got to go too, but in a different direction. Don't you two wait." "Launched!" said Hall to himself, as a minute later he went down the stairs alone. His lip curled. "Fancy calling that launched!" CHAPTER X WHEN" Gale and Hall each received an invitation to dine with Dr. and Mrs. Lowther, the one ac- cepted with supreme delight, the other with intense satis- faction. David was to have a sort of farewell party before she went to France, and Percy had been told that he might invite to it the two friends about whom he talked so much. Gale's delight was tempered by the knowledge that David was to vanish from the world of possible meetings almost immediately after his secret hope of seeing her again had been fulfilled; but the fulfilment still lay ahead, an event towards which the days moved on golden feet; and after- wards well, afterwards the deluge and the profession 1 Hall's satisfaction knew no such impediment. For him the doctor's daughter was merely an unknown girl, and the unknown, in the shape of a concrete young woman, possessed for him none of that mystery, intangible and touched with reverence, with which young manhood of a more romantic temperament is disposed to invest it. His anticipations were entirely concerned with his prospective host, whom he much admired and had long wanted to know, but who was as far removed from him in sphere as is the flying moth from the earth-bound caterpillar. And now, merely from the fact of being friends with the moth's nephew, the caterpillar was to be placed on a bush where the moth could conveniently accost him. There is perhaps no profession in which hero-worship 69 70 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS is greater and esprit de corps stronger than in the medical. The men at the top of the tree are, to the hospital student and budding practitioner, as the lights in the firmament; and the noted surgeon in particular commands their ad- miration and allegiance. Later on, when experience, hard work, and perhaps vicissitude, have increased the points of view, as well as intensified the sight, of those who, from making merry at the base of the trunk, have become toilers on the lower branches, the element of hero-worship lessens or disappears; especially if the toiler be ambitious, and seek to rise, for then he finds that he cannot always climb, but must constantly storm the heights. Yet the loyalty continues: an unthinking loyalty for the most part; one whose chief supports are prejudice, habit, and, perhaps, something of the subserviency which those who walk year after year in the rank and file are apt to develop towards their leaders: but it is there, a weakness as well as a strength, forbidding criticism, while supporting authority. In youth, that which afterwards becomes hide-bound is alive with the generous enthusiasm with which youth gilds approval; and Edgar Hall, by nature neither enthusiast nor hero-worshipper, was disposed at this time, by the mere quality of youthfulness, to invest with a halo the men who had achieved something of that which he him- self designed to accomplish. Lowther, from the professional point of view, had achieved much. He had not, perhaps, added to the sum of abiding knowledge, had not, in his researches, pene- trated to, or even stumbled across, any of the laws of being : but he had demonstrated certain facts; and whether those facts were vitalised by connection with fundamental truths, or belonged to that surface region divided between the mis- leading and the obvious, was not inquired by his peers, his PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 71 profession, or the public. The demonstrations were pro- nounced brilliant, and by their means he had reached the Mecca of medicine and become an F.K.S. That to reach his Mecca he had crossed a desert of pain and death, the pain of the defenceless, the death of the dumb, was one of the necessities of attainment, and caused no lessening of his elation. He had taken for his motto that axiom which is at once the reproach of casuistry and the glory of experimental medicine, the assertion that the end justi- fies the means; and while he would have found difficulty in applying it in the case of the starving man who steals bread for his children, he found none when knowledge and not bread was the end in view, cruelty and not theft the means. It was with the P.R.S. that Hall on the night of the dinner party the night, as Gale in his own mind called it shook hands, and not, as was the case with his com- panion, with Miss Lowther's father. This same father, sanctified to Gale by proximity to the rose, was to Hall the rose itself; and he had come determined to sniff up as much of its scent as tact and the capacity of his nostrils would allow. Gale, in his dreams, had never permitted himself to imagine that he would have the felicity of taking Miss Lowther down to dinner, and was therefore overwhelmed with confused delight when the doctor said casually, "Will you take my daughter, Mr. Gale?" Cranley-Chance, whom the doctor had elected to invite, and whose penalty for being the oldest and the only im- portant guest was to take down Mrs. Lowther a penalty mitigated by the reflection that after reaching the dining- room he need not talk to her looked across at Gale as the words were spoken, and the eyes of the two men met. 72 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS There is a certain antagonistic freemasonry between men who admire the same woman; their identity of aim is re- vealed or betrayed, rather in language wordless but un- mistakable. Dogs, concerned with the question of suprem- acy, growl when they meet : men do not growl aloud ; but a wireless telegraphy conveys the defiance of each to the other. The momentary glance which passed between Chance and Gale showed them to each other as rivals, and with the rivalry was born, on the part of Chance, enmity, on that of Gale, distrust. To Chance, Gale was a whipper-snapper, dangerous because of the youth which he scorned ; to Gale, Chance was a man whose age, appropriate to fame, unfitted him for love. For the moment, in the silent contest, Gale was the victor, but he descended the stairs with David's hand upon his arm, less proud of his victory than diffident of his good fortune. Yet, though diffident, it was of his nature, since good fortune had been given him, to make the most of it, and he resolved that shyness should not rob him of the precious hour that was his. He plunged straight into the subject of which Miss Lowther had spoken at their first meeting. "And so," he said, when David, after a word or two to her right-hand neighbour, turned towards him, "you are going to be an artist, after all !" "I'm going to study painting, which isn't quite the same thing." "No, but the mere fact of getting your way about studying shows that the artistic instinct must be over- whelmingly strong in you." "Or that I have a faculty for getting my own way. That really is why I'm so pleased at going; it shows me I must have some force of will." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS ?3 "Did you doubt it?" "Horribly ; and to have a weak will is, I think, the most dreadful thing that can happen to you ; especially if you're a woman." "I should have thought it was worse if you were a man." "Oh, no, because men are not so apt to be sat on." "But they are supposed to stand by themselves." "I should think it is not very difficult to stand by yourself, if you have not authoritative male relations who push you down into a seat always a back one." "There are other forces in the world besides male rela- tions, you see." "Oh, but you can fight them. Men are always sup- posed to fight the world; it's considered to be to their credit. But to fight a husband or a father " David looked up at Gale with a face of amused inquiry. Cranley- Chance, watching from his corner of the table, caught the look and Gale's answering one of friendly un- derstanding, and in his annoyance at being placed in a position in which competition was impossible, made a movement with his foot, and brought it down with some force on that of his hostess. An irrepressible "Oh!" from Mrs. Lowther caused him to turn to her with a perfunctory, "I hope I didn't " "Oh, not at all; it was only my foot. It doesn't matter." "I'm so sorry," declared Chance ; but to himself he said, "Confound the woman ! "What does she want to go putting her feet all over the place for?" It seemed to him that the dinner was very long; the girl "on his other side" he found uninteresting; and in this gathering of youths and maidens, who said and laughed at the silliest things, and enjoyed themselves without dis- 74 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS crimination, his fame and achievements seemed assets of no value. It was better, to be sure, when the ladies left the dining-room ; then, if he himself could not talk to Lowther's daughter, no more, at any rate, could the whipper-snapper ; and, moreover, Hall, detaching himself from his con- temporaries, took a chair close to Chance and his host, and, obviously worshipping at their joint shrine, some- what soothed the wounds of unappreciated merit. The professor entered the drawing-room, therefore, on better terms with himself, if not with his rival; and here triumph awaited him; for, going first into the room, he at once appropriated an empty chair by David's side, and succeeded in maintaining his position for a good half hour. David at first cast somewhat wistful glances at the friv- olous group of her contemporaries who were laughing and chatting further up the room ; but there are few women to whom homage is unwelcome, and Chance's homage was conveyed in patent form. She was flattered, too, that a man so noted should take, pains to talk to and amuse her ; and belonging, as she did, to those women who are touched as well as pleased by homage, ended by giving him in return her full attention. Gale, whose turn it now was to behold from afar the glory of his rival, gazed on that glory with eyes made humble by the consciousness of his own deficiencies; he, too, withdrew from the central group, but with no design of interrupting Chance's conversation. For that silent little lady in the grey silk gown, his hostess and the mother of the rose, was sitting all alone; and because she was small and timid-looking, as well as because David was her daughter, she made appeal to him, and he took a seat beside her. PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 75 Mrs. Lowther was considered difficult to talk to, but hers was an unresponsiveness which did not disconcert or discourage her guest; instinctively he divined its source, and having no shyness with the shy, talked on in what was almost a monologue, till the little self-contained woman was sufficiently at her ease to make him some reply. By that monologue and the duologue which followed it for Mrs. Lowther, far more to her own surprise than to that of Gale, did, after a time, find herself carrying on a conversa- tion with him he won for himself a friend, feeble indeed, to all appearance, but of undeviating loyalty. From that night onward Mrs. Lowther was his, at first ineffective, but always staunch supporter. With her daughter he had but a few words more before the restless, splendid evening was at an end. In the move- ment caused by the leave-taking of the first departing guest, David and Gale found themselves side by side; and for five minutes, while the doctor detained Cranley-Chance, they stood in a half solitude. "I suppose I shall not see you again before you go?" Gale tried to make his voice indifferent. David shook her head and laughed. "Oh, no." "You go very soon ?" "To-morrow. I wanted this party on my last night, because I thought that mother would be well, upset." "I see. I don't think you said how long you were going for?" "A year for certain. After that I shall see." "A year !" If she had said ten Gale's face could not have fallen lower. David, as quick to perceive as he to reveal, could not fail to notice his discomfiture, and was touched by that which it implied, in the same way that she had been 76 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS touched by Chance's admiration; in the same way and no more. Gale, to her, was a young man who was rather unusual to look at by reason of his long legs, his thick hair, and the curiously ringed irises of his yellowy-brown eyes ; who was sympathetic and friendly, a friend of Percy's, and nice it was her own word to talk to. As a lover, an accepted lover, that is to say, as a possible husband, she did not for one moment view him, any more than she conceived the professor in those characters: neither the one nor the other bore any resemblance to the portrait of the ideal man whom she had never yet met. Nor, indeed, did Gale think of himself as either suitor or husband. As he walked home, with the charm of her presence still upon him, still making him glad; with the things he had said and the words she had answered; the things he might have said and had not at the time thought of, whirling in a confused jumble through his uplifted mind, his aspirations did not reach so far or so high as to touch the idea of any return for that which he gave her. For he gave her worship, and one does not expect a goddess to sit by one's fireside. He asked no more as yet than to kneel to her ; but he wanted to kneel in her very presence. Space and time were very real barriers to Sidney Gale. Lapelliere and a year at least! It might almost as well have been the antipodes and eternity. Yet to-night the last few enchanted hours were warm about him; and he would not think of the frosty morrow. The morrow would bring if not the deluge, at any rate the profession; and the profession was splendid in aim, and act, and possi- bilities. But to-night its splendours were pale : he did not care to contemplate them as he walked to St. Anne's. CHAPTEE XI IT was summer at Lapelliere, real, positive summer. David, used to the tepid uncertainly of the north, borne straight from the caprices of the English spring into a southern May, was filled with wonder and delight by the steadfast warmth and brightness. Mrs. Home's house in England it would have been a cottage, in France it was a villa stood a little way out of the town, upon a low hill, which seemed lofty, because it was the biggest, almost the only one, in the neighbour- hood. The great gates in the high wall which ran past the back of the house opened from a grassy lane into a space of garden; a narrowing lane, for the Villa Kosalie was the last of a series of campagnes which stretched out- wards from the streets; and beyond it lay the open coun- try. A flat country it is, of red earth; treeless; covered in the summer with the creeping green of vines. From Mrs. Home's garden David could see for miles around; to the far line of the Cevennes on the right ; on and on over the green level about and beyond the town to the left; and in front, across a seven miles space, to the blue of the Mediterranean. She stood there, in this garden of vines and fruit trees and flowering shrubs, on the morning after her arrival; early, when it was still possible to stand out in the open, and when the glare of the sun had not yet hardened the lines of the landscape. It was wonderful; vivid, brilliant, 77 78 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS glowing with light ; and she would learn to paint it ! She would learn to paint, and she was free; far away from a life of routine and coming home in time for things; of doctors and professors and rising men; of science and ex- periments and discoveries; of surreptitious painting in a pretence studio ; of of knitting (the thought came shame- facedly) and a subdued, half-plaintive atmosphere. It is splendid to be young and splendid to be free, and it is not often that youth and freedom come together. No wonder David felt elated as she looked out over the gleaming land; no wonder the coffee and rolls, eaten and drunk under the vine-covered grillage that shaded the lower windows of the house, seemed to her incomparably superior to the eggs and bacon of Harley Street. Mrs. Home was a woman whom temperament and cir- cumstances had combined to render unconventional. A widow, and childless, she had overworked herself and over- strained her purse in the cause which, attracting at first her attention, had ended by absorbing her interest; and she had come to the Villa Eosalie to save money and to seek health before returning to its service. She lived alone, imcompanioned save by two sheep dogs and the passing presence of a woman who came daily to cook and clean. David, irked by the sameness of her London life, chaf- ing against the chains of custom, and longing for change and freedom, was intuitively and immediately aware of her hostess's unconventional attitude; and, relieved now from the one doubt that had hovered on the horizon of emancipation, was prepared to throw herself heart and soul into what she conceived to be the perfect delight of an artist's life. That delight waned a little as novelty passed, giving way to the monotonous sequence of quiet, working days, to the discouragements and mortifications PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 79 of apprenticeship. For David found that she knew even less than she had supposed, and she was obliged to begin at the beginning. Becoming overalls were of no avail; an artistic setting lent no impulse to correct drawing ; there was nothing that added to her knowledge or increased her skill, save hard work and concentrated attention. And hard work, failure, and endeavour taught her humility; the true humility which is not the mock self-abasement of wounded vanity, but that childlike attitude in which alone it is possible to enter the kingdoms of mind, soul, or spirit. Working hard; living a simple untrammelled life, which, while it was unvaried, was yet not wearisome, because its monotonous flow ran with and not against the current of her desires ; gladdened by the warm brilliancy of the south, interested and eager, she gained some skill in the art which she longed to master. Mastery she never attained to, since talent and not genius was her portion; but some of the artist's privileges were hers, and she was free to enter a little way into that wondrous world which lies behind the appearances of things. The freedom of that country is the artist's birthright, born with him in the inalienable attribute of temperament, and raising him above the men of muffled ears and half- veiled eyes, who see only the physical forms and hear only the earthly voices. Those who worship at the shrine of science have no such royal prerogative, since the scientist's way is the way of the intgllect, and it is only the great intellects which can discriminate truths from facts. But the born artist, be he never so poor a painter, the poet in soul, though his rhyme be faulty, nay, even though he be inarticulate, has free entrance, if only to climb its lower slopes, to that high mountain whose peak is in the radiance. After a week or two of life at Lapelliere, London and 80 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS all that belonged to it seemed very far away. Mrs. Home ; the two dogs whose gaze was so wistful when she left the villa without them, whose welcome was so warm on her return; Madame Moule, an artist who lived further down the Avenue; and Victorine, the peasant servant, seemed to David the real beings in the world. All those people who were paying calls and going out to tea beneath a grey sky, became shadowy; even her father's ruling per- sonality was dimmed, while her mother's grew in insignifi- cance ; and Professor Cranley- Chance and Sidney Gale were like the receding figures in a nearly forgotten dream. David's absorption in the present was perhaps partly due to the interest and admiration excited in her by her hostess. Mrs. Home was unlike any woman she had hither- to met, and her views of life, entirely different from those to which David was accustomed, appealed to her first by their novelty and then by what seemed to her their common sense. Common sense was not the term which most people would have applied to those views; Judy Home was looked upon by the majority of her friends as, at the same time, a rebel and a sentimentalist. Had Dr. Lowther known more about her, it is probable that he would have refused his grudging consent to David's plan ; but to Dr. Lowther she was simply Miss Barker's friend, and Miss Barker, being an old maid, could only have friends of the order of the tabby cat. Such was the doctor's reasoning; and, though he disliked Miss Barker, his ideas on the subject of the middle-aged unmarried woman led him to the assumption that a friend of hers would possess no views at all save such as were either harmless or futile. CHAPTEE XII MRS. HOME was not well. The sun was very hot, Tip at the villa as well as down in the town; even the grille, thickly overgrown with vines, which roofed in the courtyard, shading the lower windows, did not avail to thwart its strength; and the dark green blinds barely sufficed to keep the glare out of the rooms. Mrs. Home was not sure whether she was suffering from those pierc- ing rays, from "a touch of the sun," or from what she called "French smells," which, though no worse perhaps than English ones, are nevertheless different from them. At first she treated her discomfort lightly, but when it developed into the restlessness of fever, she announced to David that she thought she would perhaps do well to summon her antagonistic friend, Dr. Bellargue. David encouraged her in the idea; she was feeling a little anxious; but all she said was, "Do. I should like to see a living paradox." "He is kind, but benighted," said Mrs. Home, "kind, that is to say, to me." "I don't know that it sounds satisfactory. I should have the best man in the place." "He is the leading man in the place, and the cleverest." "But you said he was benighted." "The heads of long-established institutions generally are benighted ; they get swamped in excrescences which they mistake for development. However, my temperature being 81 82 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS over a hundred and one, I think I had better have a pre- scription, and I can't get one without a doctor to write it." So Victorine was sent to the other end of the Avenue, as the road leading to the villa was called, to summon Mon- sieur Bellargue. He came the same afternoon ; a short man, of brisk intelligence, and with that air of confidence in himself and his methods which is so reassuring to most patients. Judith Home, however, was unlike most patients, and requested information as to the ingredients in the draught which he purposed to give her. "The ingredients are my business," said the doctor. "Fully as much mine, as I am the person who is going to take them." "Your part is to follow out my directions." "Not if your directions comprise the swallowing of some poisonous animal extract which I object to introduce into my system." "All medicines are poison in a certain sense." "But all poisons are not medicines in any sense." "Why do you consult me, Madame ?" "Because I trust your natural intelligence while I dis- trust your acquired prejudices." The doctor shrugged his shoulders. "As to preju- dices !" Nevertheless Mrs. Home got her way; Bellargue en- lightened her as to the component parts of his prescrip- tion; she agreed to take the medicine, and doctor and patient parted friends. "I think he must be a kind man," said David later on, "because he patted Wuppums as he went out. Rough backed away from him." "Oh, he's fond of dogs in his own way which is a hateful one." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 83 "How?" "He likes them for his own sake, because they amuse him ; not in the least for theirs." "I suppose," said David, after a moment's reflection, "that most people like animals in that way, more or less." "More; most people behave to animals without any sense of responsibility or duty or justice; as things, not beings ; things to be petted or tortured, as best suits their own convenience or profit." "Oh, no! There are few people who would hurt an animal willingly." "But the majority will allow them to be hurt, and lift no finger, stir no step to help them. I despise the people who let things go on, who turn a deaf ear to the cries of the world, blind eyes to its agonies, as much as I hate those who cause the tortures and the groans." "The doctor said," observed David tentatively, "that you were to be kept quiet." "If I were a man and you were a boy, I should say Never mind. But it's a pity, for doctor is a word that lends itself so admirably to alliterative cursing. As for quiet what is quiet? Are you more likely to get it by bottling up your feelings, or by letting off some of the steam ? Yet I don't know," Judith said, with a suddenly reflective air with which David was already familiar. "I don't know that it's wise to let off much steam. Steam is a motive power, and if one lets it all evaporate in words, one ends by becoming an impotent wind-bag." David laughed. "You don't show much sign of im- potence at present." But Judith was pursuing her own train of thought. She was silent a minute, then, "I'm not like my friend, Annie West," she said. "I have not arrived at being tolerant of 84 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS all sinners and intolerant of all sin. On the contrary, there is a great deal of sin towards which I feel more than tolerant sympathetic almost, and there are sinners whom I fiercely hate. I hate, for instance no, I despise, which is a more subtle and therefore more dangerous form of hatred I hate, in the form of contempt, the indifferent, the supine, those who, as I said just now, do nothing to remove the evils which they know to exist. I hate, but in a much less degree because they are so ignorant and so stupid the merely brutal. I hate most of all those who link sentiment with cruelty, who, sailing under the flag of noble motive, are, in reality, the pirates of humanity, ad- dressing themselves only to the most selfish and cowardly side of it, debasing it by an appeal to the welfare of the body only. The sins of the flesh!" said Judith, turning her eyes from the square of paling sky, which showed through the window, to David's face, "I tell you they are nothing to the sins of the spirit, the calculating sins, when a man says to himself that by a dastardly act he may achieve a certain result, by a cruel deed he may gain certain ends." Suddenly Judith's expression changed. "I forgot," she said, "I was so carried away, as I always am when I think of these things, I was so carried away that I forgot that your father is amongst the men I I don't love. But I can't take back my words. For the disreputable, the outcast, the vicious, even, I have toleration, compassion, yes, a sort of sympathy ; but my very soul shrinks from that most re- spectable, respected, and eminent body of men, the vivi- sectionists." The blood rushed to David's face. "I you " she began, then rose up. "You're ill," she said, "and so we can't it's impossible to discuss things. I'm going outside." Outside she went, through the little courtyard, where PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 85 the vine leaves made an early twilight; through the gate- way into the garden; and up to the higher ground where sight had play over many miles of the softened landscape, at rest after the glow and fever of the day. For some minutes she stood and looked, seeing nothing save the width of its expanse, tingling through all her being with the revulsion of feeling created by Mrs. Home's last words. For, until those final sentences, David had been in full accord with her; in the abstract, all that Judith had said had found impulsive echo in her young, eager heart; as she listened, she had felt within herself a horror and a hatred of all that was mean and cowardly and cruel. And then, when suddenly it had become clear to her against whom Judith's attack was mainly directed, who were the men whom she held in detestation, the shock that had resulted from the impact of abstract right with accepted formula? had plunged her into a state of distressed confusion, in which indignation and pain sought for the uppermost place. She clung to the indignation, because to be angry with Mrs. Home was a sort of salve to the pain and doubt which underlay it. Father! who, if not her ideal of what a man might be, was still her hero in the world of men as she knew them ! Father ! to be classed amongst the what was it that accusing voice had said? the pirates of humanity! Father, who would not she had so often heard him say it who would not even hurt a fly, to be denounced as cruel ! Oh, it was shameful of Mrs. Home, shameful! She did not, she could not, know the men of whom she spoke; she A gleam of joy, of triumph and consolation darted into David's troubled mind. Of course Mrs. Home did not know what she was talking about. Had David not often heard her father declaim against the people who wrote, who 86 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS preached, who agitated, in ignorance, in blindness and prejudice, against the splendid work of self-sacrificing scientists? Mrs. Home belonged, it appeared, she must belong, to that body of the feebly sentimental, the falsely humanitarian, whom David from her youth up had been taught to despise. In the doctor's household anti-vivisec- tionist was a term of contemptuous reproach ; every member of it Stop ! What was it that had been said, that evening at the dinner-table, the first time she had ever seen Cranley- Chance ? She had been far away, dreaming, and had waked up just in time. What was it her mother had said? Oh, yes, about the serums. And what had she meant by saying it? To David it had never occurred till now to go below the fact that, for some unaccountable reason, Mrs. Lowther had audibly differed from the doctor. But now! What was the reason that had made her mother so bold as to She ran through the ensuing scene in the drawing-room Mrs. Lowther's words. Something had possessed her, she said, a ghost of the past. That threw no light upon her action, seeing that David had not succeeded in identifying the ghost. Nor did those other words help, about the dropped stitches; nor those How suddenly passion- ate the usually calm voice had become, when her mother had adjured her to cling to her true beliefs ! Back to the din- ner-table went David's mind. "Your mother ig fighting," Cranley-Chance had said, "the cause of the sentimentalists." Surely oh, no! Yet To be sure, David had been disposed to look upon her mother's intelligence as no stronger than her character; but even so "Mademoiselle," said Victorine, "supper is ready, and Madame awaits the rice and milk which the doctor has ordered her." CHAPTER XIII I SHALL leave St. Anne's," said Hall, "as soon as I've done my time." He and Burdon were walking down Oxford Street to- gether, and Burdon turned his head with a quick movement of surprise. "Why, I thought you said " he began. "So I did, but I've changed my mind. Only as to details, though only as to that particular hospital. I shall attach myself to St. Giles's." "That's where Uncle Bernard is." "Precisely; that's why I'm going there." "Just the reason why I should keep away; there's the difference between us." "The difference between us is that you're an ass and I'm a wise man." "He always gives me a sort of Tommy-make-room-for your-uncle sort of feeling. Never quite at my ease with him." "That's your fault, I should say. Besides, what's the odds? If an uncle's supposed to lord it over you a bit, he's supposed also to give you tips. Well, I mean to get tips out of Lowther." "7 never did." "I don't mean half-crowns." "No, I didn't suppose you did. I'm not quite such an ass as you take me for, Hall. But when I did mean half- 87 88 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS crowns, it never came off except once, and then it was a florin. I've changed since then, but I don't know that Uncle B. has." "Yet he's a generous man. Look at his donation to the Cancer Research." "Oh, yes, I know. Yes, in a big sort of way he'll do things now and again; but it's generally Funds. Now, I'm not a Fund, and what I like is a chap who'll stand me a dinner." "What I like is a chap who'll tell me what I want to know; and if you don't choose to wear the shoes circum- stances have put in your way, why, I mean to put 'em on/' "Oh, put 'em on, by all means; only hope they'll fit you better than they do me." "I'll make 'em fit till I get into boots." "By which I suppose you mean an appointment. I don't know whether the uncle's good for much in that direction." "He has helped men when he sees they mean business and why not me?" "Oh, I dare say." Burdon spoke abstractedly. "I'm thinking of making a change, too," he announced presently. "You? What?" "Well, I doubt whether I shall do much good where I am." Hall, in full agreement with the statement, was dis- creetly silent, and Percy went on. "I've been thinking things over," he said, "and a G.P. beginning in London hasn't very much of a chance, you know." "Always said so." "Unless he's got interest or is a shining light. Now, I'm not one and haven't got t'other." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 89 'Again Hall mentally agreed. What he said was, "Not much interest, I suppose." "Barring the uncle, and as he doesn't believe in me, it's not much good. Well, in the country, or a provincial town " "Lord !" said Hall to himself. " a chap's got more of a field. So many of those country chaps grow into out-of-date fogeys; and if you've got the modern ideas and keep abreast of the times, and all that, it seems to me you might make a deuced good thing of it." "Yes," said Hall slowly, "yes. If you get the right man- ner, old chap." "Oh, I'll pick it up," laughed Percy. "By the time I've distributed pills and draughts to all the old ladies, I'll have got it, you bet. Tell you what it is, old man, dramatic instinct's half the battle in our trade." "Have you got dramatic instinct?" "Enough to play the part, I fancy." "The part of a country G.P. !" thought Hall contemptu- ously. "It don't take much." "If I only had Gale's brains," Percy went on. Hall was nettled ; he thought himself much cleverer than Gale. "If I had Sidney's brains, I'd stay in London and risk it." "Gale's a rotter," said Hall testily. "I've said it to him- self, and I say it to you. He'll never do any good." "Don't agree. I believe in old Sidney." "He's such a wild chap." "Oh, he'll settle down; there's no harm in him." "I don't mean rowdiness; I mean in his ideas. Sort of fellow who might take up a fad any day and stick to it." "He'll settle down," said Burdon again. 90 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "Well, we'll see; but I doubt it." If the two young men could have seen into Gale's mind at this time, the triumph would have been with Burdon ; for Gale, after a period of restless indecision, had determined to put away his doubts and follow his profession steadily, ac- cording to the canons which that profession laid down. The profession was a noble one, composed in the main of noble- minded men; its methods and practices, agreed upon by a consensus of opinion, must, in the main, be noble, too. So he reasoned ; and that there were men in it who might fall below its standard of high aim and action, who might abuse its methods and possibly their own opportunities, seemed to him almost an argument in favour of his thesis, since it is an accepted axiom that the exception proves the rule. So he degraded certain men, Moreton Shand amongst them, from a share in his esteem, and welded the unknown units of the profession into a corporate and glorious body which he placed upon a throne of admiration. This done, the chamber of his convictions swept and garnished, and the mind which cherished them at ease with itself, there remained but one other step between him and complete serenity; he must break off his intimacy with Cameron. The recognition of such a necessity cost him a pang and a qualm ; a pang because the loosening of the tie would be a distress to himself ; a qualm because he feared it might be a distress to Cameron. Yet it must be done, he felt, if he were not to be drawn aside from the path he had determined to walk in. Cameron's personality interested him ; his ideas stimulated and appealed to him ; after a talk in the ugly dining-room Gale would go away with flaming cheeks, tense mind, and a brain filled with suggestive thoughts. But the thoughts led along avenues which ran at right angles with the road he meant to tread. Speculative PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 91 philosophy and Utopian ideals opened out entrancing fields for the poet and the dreamer, but must be shut away from the vision of a man whose daily necessity was to earn his bread, and whose cherished aim was to help the world in a practical way. It did not occur to Gale that that very aim was a dream, so long as it remained unaccomplished ; that all plans and hopes and ambitions are but dreams, and must be conceived as dreams, ere they can be born as realities; and that the only difference between the dreams men fash- ion is that some men have a loftier and so a wider vision, and, seeing upward and afar beyond the sight of the self- bound eye, declare the possibility and strive after the attain- ment of conditions unperceived by the bulk of the race. But to do what Gale meant to do was not easy. To drop the friendship with Cameron altogether would be simple enough ; but Gale could not brng himself so to hurt as he knew such action would hurt the man who had been kind to him. Yet to diminish the intimacy while maintaining the friendship seemed almost impossible. He tried leaving longer intervals between his visits, and then found himself, as soon as he was in Cameron's room, apologising for not having come before. At last he made up his mind that the only thing to do was, as he put it to himself, to tell Cameron straight. The task seemed more difficult in the performance than it had appeared in contemplation. It was all very well to take his courage in both hands and go boldly to call on Cameron; but it was disconcerting to receive a hearty welcome; to detect no shadow of resentment at the length of time that had elapsed since his last visit, in either the word or the manner of his host ; to be pushed into a chair and have a tobacco jar placed at his elbow. Gale, in his embarrassment, began by saying he would 92 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS not smoke, and Cameron eyed him keenly. Something was coming; but what? He had not long to wait, for Gale, more straightforward than diplomatic, soon plunged into what he had to say. The older man listened, at first puzzled and uncompre- hending ; hut as soon as he saw the younger man's drift, he did his best to help him out. "It comes to this, doesn't it, laddie," he said, when Gale paused, stumbling in speech and crimson in the face, "that the things I say jar with the views you want to hold, and you can't find room for both ?" "I I suppose so," said Gale with a gulp. "And so, as you've bound yourself to the one set of views, you must give up considering the others." "Ye yes though it sounds deuced narrow." "It's almost too naive to be narrow." "And so ungrateful." "No, I understand; and I'm glad you were honest with me." "You see, it's really a compliment." Gale's hair by this time was rampant; his eyes were wistful. "To be honest? Yes, I know it is. I should have been hurt if you had slacked off without a word." "No. I didn't mean that'; meant the slacking off. It's because you have the power to affect me so, to to disturb me that I in fact, I can't stand it." Cameron's only answer was a slow smile. "All the time I don't agree with you, and if anybody else talked as you talk, I shouldn't care that." Gale snapped his fingers. "But with you it's different; it upsets my work, and and " PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 93 "Yes, yes; don't go into it again. I understand. You must just come in for a few minutes now and again and tell me how you're getting on." Gale rose and held out his hand. "Thank you," he said; "thank you awfully." "It's all right. Smooth down your hair, laddie, before you go." GALE walked away from Hinde Street upbraiding himself for his own instability. To be obliged to avoid a friend because that friend held views which con- flicted with his own could anything be more despicable? If Cameron's ideas were wild and absurd, why was he dis- turbed by them he who in the ordinary way did not care a brass farthing what anybody thought? He refused to acknowledge that somewhere in the recesses of his mind was- a corner in which those ideas of Cameron's met with secret agreement, and that in that corner, not in Cameron's argu- ments, lay the keystone to his position. It was wiser, safer, to go on reproaching himself; and it was a relief to ha.ve the reproaches broken in upon, even by a beggar's whine. "Spare me a copper, sir," said a woman's voice; and Gale, glad of the diversion, stopped and put his hand in his pocket. As he turned, the woman started. "Why, it's " she said, and stopped. He knew her at once. He had seen the face first, troubled and anxious, then brightening at his reassuring words, in the ward at St. Anne's; he had seen it later in the oper- ating theatre, pale with fear, then tranquil in unconscious- ness; and lastly he had seen it scarred and mutilated, full of upbraiding. With that latest vision came the memory of reproachful words: "You didn't tell me the truth." He had not been 94 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 95 able to explain to her that he had spoken the truth, that the treachery lay not in his assurances, but in the surgeon's act; an unwritten law of loyalty compelled him to lame excuse, or to silence; and he had chosen 'the latter, veiling it with the words, "I made a mistake." Of late he had put the face out of his thoughts; it was the label of Moreton Shand's descent in his esteem, and it lay, with the man who had marred it, on the shelf of those exceptions which proved the ruling npbility of medical men and methods. Now, as he saw it again, the whole incident came back to him; an incident in the life of tho hospital, a drama in that of the woman who stood beside him. "It's Mrs. Jennings, isn't it?" he said. "I'm sorry to see you " "begging," he was going to say, but stopped and substituted "like this." "It's what I've come to. I lost my job through being kep' so long in the 'orspital; and then this" she touched her disfigured cheek "has stood in the way of my getting another.'" "But but surely it doesn't interfere? If it was your hand, now or if you couldn't walk " The woman gave a- little laugh ; it was almost amusing, the ignorance of these well-to-do people ; and, to her, Sidney Gale belonged to the ranks of the rich. Almost amusing it was, but not altogether; and so there was more scorn than mirth in the laugh. "When there's dozens after one job, it's not a face like mine as gets picked out to take it on," she said. "But your husband ?" Gale remembered that there had been, a gold ring on the woman's left hand. "Killed on the railway." "But then you have a pension surely?" 96 Sarah Jennings shook her head. "I thought they gave pensions," said Gale, who was as ignorant as are most people about the conditions of any class but his own. "I dunno; they didn't give me no pension, an/ow. So it's a job or begging more especial when there's children." "You have children?" "Two. The littlest didn't know me when I came 'ome like this. She screamed orful." "Well, I must get back now." Gale put half a crown into the woman's hand. "Perhaps I at any rate, I'll see what I can do." He took a letter from his pocket and tore off a blank scrap of paper. "Look here, I'm leaving St. Anne's very soon, my time's up there. This," he said, writing as he spoke, "after this month, this address will find me. Come and see me there some evening, after eight o'clock. I'll see if I can do anything. I'd like to help you if I can." He walked away quickly, because he was late, but also because the encounter with Sarah Jennings had upset him ; for the more disturbed Gale was the faster he went. Moreton Shand was an exception; but even with Moreton Shand definitely labelled and properly shelved, the encoun- ter was disquieting, since it bore out some of those absurd contentions of Cameron's. For Cameron had asserted that it was impossible to judge of the effect and value of medical science without a wide knowledge of the world in which that science was a factor ; that it was necessary to know, not only the developments of disease, but the conditions which bred it, the evils which rivalled it, before the part which medicine had to play could be accurately estimated. The idea had seemed to Gale far-fetched and exaggerated; the cure of existing disease was to him the primary means of PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 97 benefiting humanity ; and he saw no reason for considering that cure in connection with social conditions or the prob- lems arising out of poverty. Yet here was a woman who wanted for herself and her children, not medicine, but bread; who, even if she had been helped instead of hin- dered by the surgeon's knife, needed, besides health, the means of maintaining it, besides life,, the possibility of earn- ing a living. Could it be possible that there was some justice in Cameron's contention ; that there was no one sub- ject which could be entirely detached from all other sub- jects ; and that it was impossible fully to understand, rightly to appreciate, any single problem apart from its relation to other problems ? So entirely occupied was his mind with Sarah Jennings and the reflections to which she gave rise, that he reached the hospital without having once thought of Miss Lowther an experience which, at this period of Gale's life, was almost unique. CHAPTER XV DAVID on her side was certainly not thinking of Gale. She did not think of him much at any time, and just now her mind was fully occupied by Judith Home, her illness and her delinquency. For David, tender to the in- valid, was, at this time, hostile to the woman. It was un- pardonable of Mrs. Home to have aired her narrow and ignorant ideas in the presence of a girl whose father held ihe views and position of Dr. Lowther; it was bad taste; and for David to pronounce a thing to be bad taste was to eet upon it the hall-mark of disapproval. To be sure, at the end of her tirade, Mrs. Home had made a sort of apol- ogy: it was indeed through the apology that David had become aware of the fault; but she had shown no disposi- tion to withdraw her charge, and so could hardly be for- given. Yet, being ill, she must be treated with leniency; it was indeed well to show her what the people she so ma- ligned were made of ; so David nursed her offending friend assiduously. Judith was not ill long; she had a healthy constitution, lived a healthy life, and, before many days were past, was up and about again. Then David, intending to be mag- nanimously superior, became, in fact, conspicuously stiff; and Judith, wondering, inquired what was the matter. David was glad of the inquiry; she was bursting with arguments and -rejoinders which she had accumulated dur- ing the last few days in imaginary conversations with Mrs. 98 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 99 Home, and she was longing to overwhelm her antagonist with their weight and point. But when it came to outward utterance, she found it difficult to marshal her forces; for Judith, speaking with fleshly tongue, did not say the things to which Judith, in the imaginary conversations, had given voice, nor lead up to the convincing replies with which David was equipped. Nevertheless, the preliminary bar- riers overcome, and once launched on the pathway of re- proachful denunciation, David succeeded in expressing herself with considerable force. Judith listened in silence to the tempestuous onslaught, tranquil after the first thrill of surprise ; and when the girl paused, embarrassed by lack of contradiction "I wonder," said Judith, with her reflective air, "what you will think of it all ten years hence !" "I may be in a lunatic asylum, of course; but if I'm sane " "I accept the implication," said Judy, with a quick smile; "still we may possibly find a common platform other than that of lunacy. You see," she went on, "you base your protestations all upon results, but, having a gen- erous nature, there may come a time when results may clash with methods." "They can't clash with reason." "Reason is fallible in the region of partial comprehen- sion. It needs imagination fully to understand many of the problems with which reason has to deal." "I should have thought that experience was a much better guide than imagination." "The experience of a vivisector is always partial. If, for instance, you cut my finger, you know certainly what it feels like to run a knife through flesh, but you don't know at all what my flesh feels like when the knife is di- 100 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS viding it. That requires imagination. And what vivisector ever exercises his imagination in the directon of the suffer- ing he creates? ever thinks of anything except discovery? Well, we won't argue that point. I feel too deeply and you too strongly, to get any profit out of discussing it. But, taking it on the purely selfish ground, on the policy of results, I, personally, prefer to be carefully tended rather than skilfully carved." "I don't know what you mean." "I'll tell you. Vivisection, which claims to diminish the sufferings and further the interests of humanity, produces a callousness in its pupils which is a far greater danger to humanity than the ills it is supposed to overcome." "I don't see that you have any right to say such a thing. Generalising " "I have a right, the right of my own experience. I'm not generalising, I assure you. England is advancing I speak as a knave advancing in vivisectional discovery and practice; every year the returns of experiments go up till they have reached thousands. But she is still, I understand, behind France. France and Germany are in the van of the movement, and here in, Lapelliere, one of the medical strongholds, the way that vivisection works can be pretty well tested. You agree?" "I yes, I suppose so." "Well, last year I had an operation for appendicitis. It was very well done ; I was, as I said, skilfully carved. And I'll tell you just how they did it. I went into a home of course, a cliniqiie. By the way, have you noticed, in Eng- land, with the increase of vivisection the increase of the surgical homes?" Judith left her seat and began to walk up and down the room, her hands behind her back; it was PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 101 a habit she had when talking of things which interested her; a habit with which David had become familiar. "Surgery has advanced, they say," Judy went on. "It has, in many directions; notably in the number of opera- tions performed. Formerly men were chary of cutting: 'Use your eyes before your hands' and ' Amputation is the reproach of surgery'; those were the axioms they used to go by. But now it's different ; now it's all for 'lopping off.' I should like to know to how many patients the specialists who belong to the high priesthood of the profession don't say, 'An operation at once. You must go into my home.' * "It's disgraceful " began David. Judy interrupted her by patting her en the hand. "I won't wander again," she said, "and please take it as pro- posed, seconded, and carried, that Dr. Lowther is considered to be a member of the present company, and therefore excepted from every vilification I bring forward. Well, to go back to my concrete instance. On the morning of the operation I was carried down to the operating-room and placed on a table. It was too short for me, and my head hung down over the edge. There were two or three doctors in the room, three or four students, the nurse who looked after me the nurses are all men here in ihe cliniqu.es and a second nurse. I was stripped, practically; my arms and legs were bound so that I could not move, and I lay naked on the table covered with nothing but shame. Then the second nurse scrubbed me, over and around the part whero, the cut was to be made, scrubbed me with a scrubbing brush ; and hard, as if I was a deal board and not a woman. The skin has to be absolutely clean, mind you; only in England they put an antiseptic dressing on you the night before the operation, to do the necessary cleansing ; and the scrubbing in my case might, at any rate, have been done 102 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS after I was under the anaesthetic ; I might have been spared both the shame and the pain. And the pain was horrible ; if you have any idea what appendicitis is like, you will have some notion of what it means to be scrubbed violently over the appendix. Then, my head hanging down over the edge of the table caused awful pain in the neck and terrible sensations altogether. I shrieked with agony, I couldn't help it ; I can't tell you how it all hurt ; but neither the doc- tors nor the students, nor the man who was scrubbing me, attempted to soothe or help me in any way. Nobody took the slightest notice of me except my own nurse, who said once or twice, 'N'ayez pas peurT I don't know that I had peur; I was in too great agony to be afraid. The anaes- thetic, when it came, seems to me now like a curtain de- scending on a sort of hideous nightmare. When the curtain went up again I was back in bed ; and, as I say, the cutting was quite skilfully done. So was the nursing, so long as I was in the acute stage of illness. Afterwards, when my recovery was tiresomely slow, I was left almost entirely to myself, badly fed, inadequately tended in every way. In- deed, if Annie West, who came out as soon as she heard what had happened, had not removed me home again and looked after me herself, I don't know whether I should have got better at all. The very day I got back I began to improve. Humanity ! nobody cared a pin's head about me as a human being. It was only the disease and the case that interested them. I tell you I would rather have a doc- tor, a physician in the true sense of the word, one who cares for the sufferings of his patients, who can help and soothe as well as operate upon them, than all the scientific dis- sectors in the world. And the two classes cannot live side by side; the one is elbowing out the other. By and by we PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 103 shall have a profession of medical scientists and no more doctors." For the moment David, absorbed in contemplation of the picture Judy had called up, had almost forgotten her grievance. "Awful it must have been!" she said. "However you endured it!" "As for enduring it," said Judy, "I couldn't help my- self. Do you suppose I'd have stayed there if I could have got away? But I couldn't move. If they'd gagged my mouth as well, so that I couldn't scream, no doubt they'd have said I didn't feel any pain as they do of the animals who are dumb as well as helpless." Her words recalled David from contemplation to dis- cussion. "It's absurd to call them dumb in that sense," she answered. "An animal can show when ifs in pain just as well as a human being." "Yes, but it can't put its sufferings into words, it can't appeal to the public, it can't hold meetings or write letters to the papers. It is dumb in the bitterest sense of the word shut into a world whence the history of its sufferings can never be issued." Judith paused, and something in her eyes kept the girl beside her silent. "If it could," she went on, "if that tale of pain, of terror, of trust betrayed " She turned to David. "Did it ever occur to you," she asked, "that the little ones Christ forbade us to offend are not confined to the children of the human race ? that they include all beings who are immature, whether human, or struggling in some other species through the successive stages of development? and that to the more advanced the less advanced must be always little ones' ; to be helped for- ward ; never ill-used or exploited ? I don't accept all Annie 104 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS West's views, but that one of the wider evolution seems to me both intelligent and just." David did not answer; the idea presented by Judy's words was novel, so novel that she did not fully grasp it; it conveyed to her merely a sudden widening of horizon which carried with it bewilderment rather than illumina- tion. Presently she said "I should rather like to hear a conversation between you and father." Then Judith laughed. 1 'App. 3. CHAPTEE XVI AFTER that conversation David returned to her allegi- ance. It -was not that she was any more in agreement with Judith than before, not that she had consciously altered the mental attitude in which she had been brought up ; but she ceased to resent the fact that her friend differed from her. For David was not without a sense of justice; and after the first annoyance was past, she was fain to allow that Judith Home had as much right to her opinion as had David Lowther; and to acknowledge, moreover, that what Judy had. said about vivisection and its adherents was no stronger than the abuse of its opponents which she was ac- customed to listen, to. The vexed question was not again fully discussed be- tween David and her hostess; neither was it completely ignored. To mention.it not at all would have meant limit- ing conversation to trivialities, since the vital interests of life are so interwoven that it is impossible frankly to discuss one without trenching on the others. And Judith's talk was often of the things that matter; she was a woman who lived more fully as the years grew high about her, not suffering them to press upon her eyes and dim her sight, but trending them beneatht her feet and rising, as they rose, to a higher survey of the life through which they led her. Much that she said was incomprehensible to David at the time she said it ; much seemed to the girl delightfully fan- 105 106 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS tastic or impossibly absurd; yet because Judy, when she talked, was always intensely interested in what she was say- ing, David was interested, too ; and was fascinated by many of the ideas, impressed by many of the statements, which she could neither accept nor contravene. But she had not a great deal of leisure in which to listen to Judy or to reflect upon Judy's words. As time went on, as she made some progress in the art she had set herself to study, the interest of the study absorbed the greater part of her thoughts as well as the larger portion of the day, and she dreamed dreams of fame which were far removed from Judy's interests and philosophy. Through the hot summer the dreams developed; anything seemed possible beneath the brilliancy of the southern sky; fame was imminent in the atmosphere. To be sure, there were days, and always in each day, hours, when the glare and heat stifled ambition, energy, almost life itself; days and hours when the inhab- itants of the villa, human and canine, panted and languished behind drawn blinds, in darkened rooms, and thought in quite a friendly spirit of east wind in England; but with the evening cool or the morning freshness, the glamour of the south was astir again. Then came the cooler days of steady work, and then the winter, when working hours were few. David had to be back at the villa before the early fall of the night, for the lonely road outside the town was hardly safe after dark. But though she could not paint, she could draw, and she drew diligently through the long evenings. She did not want the spring; for the spring meant a return to England, and to the life which, though it held more variety than that which she led at the villa, held also less liberty. And David loved liberty. Had she but known it, it was freedom she desired, rather than artistic accomplishment; and as the PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 107 time to return home drew nearer, the thought of the lim- itations of home became more oppressive. At first it would be all right ; she honestly looked forward to seeing her father and mother, honestly thought it would be delightful to be with them again for a time ; her hon- esty was genuine enough to admit the qualification. And at first there would be friends to see, and she would be made much of, and would enjoy the parties and the theatres, the stir of London and the stimulus born of that stir. But the little excitements and interests of daily life in her father's house would soon lose their colour and sparkle, and the old chafing conditions would chafe her once again. For her father would never allow her to set up a studio of her own, or even to study, she feared, in the studio of a teacher. The doctor had given way before a sudden assault, but he would not daily forego his prejudices. To be sure, there was that money of Aunt Emily's; but to use that little private purse would mean daily defiance, and would be impossible. No, she would have to take the back seat of which she had spoken to Sidney Gale, and be obliged to hide her light under the bushel of the doctor's despotism. Yet she would make an effort to get her way ; she had won it once ; why not again ? She wrote to her father asking if she might arrange, after a visit home, to return for another autumn and winter to Lapelliere. CHAPTER XVII DAVID'S letter reached uie doctor m the grey light of a January morning. He read it without outward comment, and put it into his pocket to be considered in the privacy of his study. Mrs. Lowther was left sitting in emptiness at the break- fast table. The emptiness, as far as her stomach was con- cerned, was of her own choosing; but she could not eat, because her heart, too, felt empty, of sympathy .almost, of hope nearly, of courage quite. Last night's talk with her husband had exhausted the courage; that little fount of it which had sprung up, she hardly knew whence, and had caused her to speak plainly after eighteen years' silence. It was Cranley-Chance who had been the means of initi- ating a conversation between the husband and wife who spoke to each other daily, but never talked. The evening before, the professor had given a dinner party at which Lowther was a guest ; and, staying on after the rest of the company had gone, he had had a cigar, a whisky and seltzer, and a talk, alone with his host. In the course of the talk, Chance had expressed his admiration of Miss Lowther; had hinted at more than admiration; had indeed, indirectly but certainly, asked, and in the same way obtained, the doctor's approval and support of his intended suit. Lowther had come home elated. Cranley-Chance was more than a rising man; he had risen; his position was 108 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 109 secure and prominent, and Lowther could not desire a; more satisfactory son-in-law. There was a difference in- age of course, but Chance was a good ten years younger than him- self, and David was the sort of girl who 4 would be all the better with a husband who would take the upper hand. The doctor, with all his investigations- into the function of the brain in psychology, had not yet arrived at the discovery that age does not inevitably constitute authority. And David would settle down, too, when married to a clever, capital fellow like Chance, would give up those immature girlish ideas about being an artist, and take up the desirable position of an eminent man's wife. She might ha.ve married some long-haired chap Lowther's short-cropped head grew bristly as he thought of it who would have been a constant thorn in his side; whereas Cranley-Chance would add laurels to the crown, of his reputation. It was splendid ; he did not know when- he had been so pleased ; and he reached home in spirits which only required an outlet to become exuberant. Mrs. Lowther was hardly an outlet; but she had ears; and she was still sitting knitting by the drawing-room fire when Lowther, seeing a light beneath. the door, looked in on his way upstairs. Besides, she was David's mother, a fact which somehow only occasionally occurred to David's fa.tb.er; and well, all women were match-makers, and it would be a novel sensation to discuss a common interest with her, and see her face light up, perhaps as it used to do long ago *vhen she heard what he had to say. But Bertha Lowther's face, far from lighting up, fell with consternation; and her words, jerked out with the effort of uttering them, fell upon the doctor's ears with the shock of an unexpected explosion. "I will never give my consent," said David's mother. 110 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS Surprise held the doctor dumb ; for a moment or two he simply stood and stared at the little woman in the dowdy dress, with hands that trembled as they clasped each other across a mass of brown yarn. "Not give your consent?" was all he found to say at the end of the pause. Then, "What the deuce " he began, and paused again. "Bernard," said Mrs. Lowther. She kept her voice even ; she tried to go on knitting, but David, if she had been pres- ent, would have had the satisfaction of noting that she dropped more stitches than she caught up. "Bernard, you may think that I've changed, that because I'm passive I've given way in my own mind, or forgotten. It isn't so ; I I think just the same; and I will never allow David to run the risk of suffering as I have suffered/' Lowther looked down at his wife with a half-puzzled expression on his face. His surprise had given way to con- tempt, but with the contempt went a certain flavouring of curiosity. What was it in the little fool, he was thinking, that made her so persistent in regard to this one idea? Ah, one idea; that was just it; a sort of idee fixe that distorted her vision and absorbed the whole force of her mentality. Lowther shrugged his shoulders; she was hysterical of course, must be treated as a patient rather than an op- ponent; he caressed his clean-shaven chin with his left hand, a trick he had when thinking out a diagnosis. "David," said he, "is made of different stuff from you; she takes after me, and her views are no more morbid than mine are." "A girl has no views; she thinks as she's been brought up. It's when you run up against things you haven't under- stood that you begin to have views." PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 111 "As for understanding! Ever since ?he could think at all, I have explained and she has agreed " "It's different when you argue; but arguments don't make you understand, especially your kinds of arguments; they only stand in the way of your understanding. David's my only child, and I won't let her run any risks." "Pooh!" said Lowther. "Isn't she mine, too? and more mine than yours, because she's got more of my nature in her." He was losing sight of the patient in the tiresome woman. "She does take after you in many ways which might make it worse. She has your courage, Bernard, and she couldn't be quiet as Fve been." "And my common sense, thank God! There's no fear of her taking up with your ridiculous notions. You're wasting time over a thing that couldn't happen." "That's as it may be." Mrs. Lowther gave up her at- tempt at knitting. "But I I'll never agree to her marry- ing Cranley- Chance, Bernard. I couldn't." Then the doctor's temper went altogether, and he had no further thought of diagnosis. "And a damned lot of good may it do you!" he cried. "Do you suppose you've any chance against David and me?" He flung out of the room, and Mrs. Lowther, after a few minutes, during which she sat white and trembling by the fire, rose up and carried her knitting over to the blue work- basket in the corner. The knitting was no longer a stock- ing, but a mass of confusion, yet the fact hardly disturbed her. Within her was a thought that cheered her down- trodden self-respect. "I spoke up," she said to herself, "I did speak up." There was comfort, too, in another thought, one which apparently had not occurred to her husband : it was possible PRIESTS OF PROGRESS that David herself might not wish to marry Cranley- Chance. But the next morning came reaction and emptied her heart of hope. Bernard was so masterful, and David, with all her spirit and love of her own way, was, after all, a woman; therefore, as Mrs. Lowther argued, weak; and therefore, according to her experience of the world, destined to be sacrificed to the strong. She had seen her daughter's handwriting beside the doctor's plate and had hungered for a message; but Lowther had read the letter in silence and left the table without breaking it. So she felt very desolate as she sat looking forlornly at the tea-pot, and suf- fering, in addition to her anxiety, from that super self- consciousness known only to the reserved after their reserve has been, ever so slightly, broken through. Lowther, meanwhile, was in his study, re-reading David's letter. If his wife were going to make a fuss, the plan which David suggested was worthy of consideration. Bertha was longing, he knew, for the girl's return; her presence was the chief joy in her mother's life; and the possibility of her renewed absence would be a weapon in his hand. But then, he thought, what, after all, did his wife's opposition matter ? it would be too easily brushed aside to count as a factor in the situation. Besides, David must be on the spot, conveniently located for courtship; he decided that all idea of going back to Lapelliere must be stamped out of her mind. That mind must be left quite free to receive the idea of becoming Cranley-Chance's wife. David, when she got her father's reply, was hardly disappointed ; it was of the kind she had expected. Never- theless, she would still fight against the back seat. She returned home determined to win her way, at least to the extent of becoming a student at the Slade School. CHAPTER XVIII IT certainly was rather nice to be back in London. "And perhaps," said David to herself, "a complete change of mental atmosphere is good for one's work." Certainly the atmosphere of Harley Street was different from that of the villa; but what David really found ex- hilarating was the admiration of certain young men, whose attentions, she had told herself at Lapelliere, she could well dispense with, but whose allegiance, when renewed, was not other than welcome. That Cranley-Chance had joined the ranks of her suitors was not at first apparent to her; he was too old to enter such lists; and it was because she was her father's daughter that he sought her out and took so much trouble to put amusement and pleasure in her way. As regarded Sidney Gale, whom she found to be a fre- quent visitor in her mother's drawing-room on Sunday aft- ernoons, the case was different. It was natural that he should admire her; it would indeed have argued an in- ability to appreciate his opportunities had he failed to do so, since most young men who came in David's way rendered her a certain measure of homage. More than a measure she neither demanded nor desired; but Gale showed signs of exceeding the necessary meed, and David could not be said to discourage him. The young man interested her; a combination of boldess and diffidence in him ap- pealed to her woman's craving to be both worshipped and 113 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS upheld; and he impressed her, in that she could not take him up and lay him down at will, as was the case with most of those who knelt at her shrine. Gale, indeed, held her in such high esteem as to count her incapable of caprice, and so overrode the methods of minor flirtation as to lift his courtship of her to a level above coquetry. For his court- ship now was definite and purposeful, not an unrealisable dream, as it had seemed when he had seen her last. She was still to him as a star, but he was no longer disposed to play moth; he would rise on wings stronger than those of any moth, not indeed to her level, but high enough to make her his own. It was characteristic of him that it was the worth and charm of her nature, the purity and romance of her young womanhood, which caused him to set her on so high a throne; the superiority of her worldly position to his own offered no formidable bar to his daring. For he would win both fame and fortune; of that he did not doubt; diffident of himself as a man, he was confident as a doctor ; he would make his way. He had started in practice in timorous uncertainty as to how far his untried wings would bear him, but already, in the first nine months, he had learned that he need not be afraid. One or two sudden calls in urgent cases had brought him permanent clients and a widening circle of reputation. Cameron was right; he felt that he would succeed; and later on, when he had gained experience, he would specialise and set his face toward eminence. But all the time the thoughts of fame were veiled by the young man's dreams of love. Fame would be the portion of his middle age; but love was the glory of his youth and made the world wonderful. Chance, on the other hand, counted his fame as a valuable asset in his suit. His conception of women and his expe- PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 115 rience of them led him to the conclusion that money and position were amongst the most important lures of love; and it was in the eminent scientist that he placed his hopes of winning the girl who had charmed him. Certainly David was flattered by his evident interest. She ranked him according to the standard of that particular world in which, save the year at Lapellire, she had always lived ; and in that world Cranley-Chance was a peer. Flat- tered she was, even while she imagined that he sought her out for her father's sake; and increasingly so when it be- came obvious that the attraction she possessed for him was entirely her own. Even then she did not look upon him in the light of a lover ; it did not seem to her that it was as a woman she pleased him; but she was gratified that amongst eminent men who cared, according to her experience, to converse only with other eminent men, there was one who counted her so intelligent as to wish to talk to her whenever he was in her company. And he talked, not of scientific theories or progress, but of things in which she was interested; of pictures, of foreign countries, some- times of theatres even; a fogey in standing and in age, David admitted that he was, nevertheless, a pleasant com- panion. She was quite at her ease with him, as indeed she was with most people, and treated him with a frank friend- liness which both he and the doctor interpreted as a tacit acceptance of his suit. Lowther was in high feather; Bertha was anxious; Chance was radiant with hope. It was a joyful moment for the doctor when one morn- ing David entered his study with a letter in her hand, a letter on the envelope of which his quick eyes recognised the writing of Cranley-Chance. The crisis had arrived; he rubbed his hands and tried to appear unconscious of it. 116 PRIESTS OF PROGRESS "What on earth do you think has happened, father?" said David. "I'm sure I don't know," answered Lowther, his eyes sparkling at the thought of the knowledge he denied. "Well, you'd never guess, so I may as well tell you at once. Professor Cranley- Chance" David blushed a little; it really was so absurd as to be embarrassing "has asked me to marry him. To marry him !" "Indeed, my dear." "Indeed? Aren't you surprised? Aren't you as- tounded ?" "Well, hardly, considering that he has eyes for nobody else when you are in the room." "Oh, father!" David's tone was one of distressed en- lightenment. "I I thought he thought me intelligent," she said ruefully. "I was rather pleased." "And aren't you pleased now?" Lowther's tone and face were almost arch. "Not at all. It's most most tiresome." "Tiresome? I don't understand you." "Well, it makes things so awkward. You don't suppose I'm going to accept him ?" "I should certainly never suppose anything else after the way you've behaved." The doctor was no longer arch. "How absurd! I've behaved well, as if he were an uncle." "You behaved as if he were a favoured suitor. You astonish me, David." What David called the "take-a-back-seat" expression was on her father's face, but she was resolved not to sit on the seat. "We appear to be astonishing each other all round," she said, with an effort after lightness. "The professor PRIESTS OF PROGRESS 117 astonishes me, I astonish you, and I suppose, from what you say, I shall astonish the professor." "Don't be ridiculous ! Your conduct is " Lowther could not find a word which seemed to him adequate, and ended with "reprehensible." "You surely don't want me to marry a man old enough to be my^-to be yourself, father ?" "He's ever so many years younger than I am. And he's done you an immense honour. A man in that position! You'll never have such a chance again." "I've had them before," said David, with the mock meekness with which she often cloaked defiance. "Not a man like Chance. Why shouldn't you marry him?" "I could never feel at home with him." "Pooh ! you don't know what you're talking about. Once you begin to call him by his Christian name " "Oh, I couldn't," said David. "By the way, what is hia Christian name?" "It's er it's Sampson." "That settles it. I couldn't address my husband as Samson." "It's it isn't he spells it with a
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groundless anti-vivisectional calumnies. What authority
have you for such a statement ?"
"We'll leave my authority and the anti-vivisectional
calumnies for the moment, and take the question first. I
say, Why not? I know of no argument in favour of
vivisection which logically cannot be extended to the in-
clusion of human beings. Limit those human beings even
only to the degenerate, the criminal, the outcast; limit
them to those who are the terror and the curse of society.
If men are to be puinshed, why not punish them in a way
that will conduce to the well-being of their fellows ? Why
not inoculate them with the germs of disease ? The ortho-
dox medical world assures us that such inoculations cause
no more pain than a pin-prick. Why not send them to
places such as the research farms at Stansted in Essex,
instead of to a penal settlement ? If there is no immediate
pain, no after suffering, what is the objection? They
would really, if all that the vivisectors tell us is true, have
a high old time compared with what they go through on
Dartmoor."
"The objection is that one revolts from any sort of
experimenting on one's fellow-creatures."
"Yes; that's it; yes. There is no reason in your ob-
jection; it's pure emotional feeling. Emotion, sentiment,
should have nothing to do with the search for knowledge
(I speak as a scientist) ; yet you cannot eliminate them
(I speak now as an ordinary human being), because they
enter into all we do and think even into the attitude of
vivisectionists. Also they are amongst the factors which
prevent physiology from being or ever becoming an exact
science. For fear may vitiate experiments as sure as does
pain, and psychology affects physical function as well as
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moral conduct. But your feeling? Why do you have
such a feeling?"
"It's a natural feeling to object to experiments on
fellow human beings."
"I don't see why, if it's an experiment which you be-
lieve would cause them no pain and much less discomfort
than they endure in a prison. The truth is that in your
heart of hearts you don't believe it. You really believe
that the experiments performed on animals do cause pain ;
in spite of the physiologists' assurances to the contrary,
you have an inward conviction as to the suffering entailed,
and you shelter yourself where animals are concerned
behind what is nothing more or less than a comfortable
fiction."
"In any case, whether what you say is true or not, there's
a difference between giving pain to a fellow-creature and
pain to an animal."
"The animal is dumb, and even more defenceless than
that large contingent of fellow-beings whom society, in
the form of sweating and in other ways, ruthlessly and
constantly oppresses. But the step from animal experi-
mentation to human experimentation is as small as that
between the sublime and the ridiculous. Which brings
us back to what you call anti-vivisectional calumnies."
"Calumnies," put in David, "which have been so often
repeated that they have become traditional, and are accepted
unquestionably by anti-vivisectionists as part of their stock-
in-trade."
"Excuse me a moment," Judy said.
She left the room, and David heard the frou-frou of
her skirts rustling down the stairs. Presently she re-
turned, carrying a handbag.
"I happen to have these extracts with me," she an-
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nounced. "Part of my stock-in-trade is direct evidence;
part of my business is to collect it."
She sat down by David's writing-table and placed upon
it a sheaf of newspaper cuttings which she took from the
handbag. "Do you challenge me as to the truth of my
statements?" she asked.
David nodded her head.
CHAPTER XXVIII
* T! HIS is from the Morning Leader," prefaced Judy.
A Then she began to read. " 'It has been dis-
covered that the physicians in the free hospitals of Vienna
systematically experiment upon their patients, especially
new-born children, women who are enceinte, and persons
who are dying. In one case the doctor injected the bacilli
of an infectious disease from a decomposing corpse into
thirty-five women and their new-born children. In an-
other case a youth, who was on the high road to recovery,
was inoculated, and he died within twenty-four hours.
One doctor who had received an unlimited number of
healthy children from a foundling hospital for experi-
mental purposes excused himself on the ground that they
were cheaper than animals.' ' n Judith laid down the piece
of newspaper. "In Austria there are no restrictions on
vivisection," she said.
"It's a falsehood," exclaimed David, "a newspaper fabri-
cation. I don't believe it."
"It's always open to you to take that view about any
evidence; and it certainly simplifies one's point of view.
I don't know whether you carry it to the extent of dis-
believing a man's own words?"
"Even a man's words may be twisted and turned so as
to distort their meaning."
"Even when the man has written them down himself?"
'App. 5.
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Judy took from her bag a periodical. "This," she said,
"is the Bulletin of the Johns Hopkins Hospital for July,
1897. The first article in it is one of a series of studies
on the lesions induced by the action of certain poisons on
the cortical nerve cell. This one is Study VII: Poisoning
with Preparations of the Thyroid Gland, and it is written
by Henry J. Berkeley, M.D., Associate in Neuro-Pathology,
the Johns Hopkins University. His opening paragraph,
by the way, is rather remarkable. He says that, with
very few exceptions, only the favourable results of the
thyroid gland extract are written about in the medical
press, and that, reviewing some of those results, it is safe
to say that they would have been as brilliant had no
medicament been administered. The italics," said Judy,
looking up, and referring to the emphasis she had placed
on the last words, "are my own. 'The first portion of
the investigation was made upon eight patients at the
City Asylum.' I think you can hardly call that a news-
paper fabrication?" Judy held up the paper. "You can
come and read for yourself if you like."
"Of course I don't want to read it for myself. You
are absurd."
"You don't want the details of each experiment, I sup-
pose? I had better summarise."
"Yes."
"Out of the eight experiments, one was successful; in
all the others the patients suffered to no purpose (except,
of course, to prove that the treatment was fallacious). One
died; one became 'absolutely demented and degraded,' to
use the experimenter's words; all lost weight and became
mentally worse. 1 In America, also," remarked Judy, "vivi-
section is free from restriction."
App. 6.
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"You may find isolated instances of anything," said
David.
"This" Judy took up another paper "hardly sup-
ports that theory. It is the copy of a Bill, introduced by
Mr. Gallinger in the Senate of the United States, and is
called a Bill for the Regulation of Scientific Experiments
upon Human Beings in the District of Columbia. 1 I have
been told that when there is no restriction on vivisection,
the temptation to experiment on human beings is minim-
ised. What really happens is that callousness as to animal
suffering leads to callousness as to human suffering, too."
"Such things could never happen in England."
"Why not Is English human nature different from all
other human nature? I will send you round Dr. Sydney
Ringer's Therapeutics, and ask you to read the passages
I mark. For the moment, however, we will assume that
English scientists are made of different stuff from the
scientists of any other nation; and I will only draw your
attention to what unrestricted vivisection has led to in
other countries. This is an account of experiments in
connection with the spinal canal, performed and described
by Dr. A. H. Wentworth, senior Assistant-Physician to
the Infants' Hospital, Boston. They were performed on
children in that hospital, babies varying from four months
to three and a half years. 2 Many of them ended in death.
I have any number of things of the kind I could read you.
I have an account of experiments on six leper girls under
twelve years of age, who were inoculated with the virus of
a loathsome disease. 3 I have an account of Sanarelli's
yellow fever experiments, written by himself. 4 But I won't
ask you to listen to them, or to other instances, as bad or
worse. I will only ask you to listen to this one extract
J App. 7. *App. 8. App. 9. *App. 10.
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from an account written by Professor Schreiber, of Konigs-
berg. *I am sorry to say,' he says, 'that it is very difficult
to obtain subjects for such experiments. There are, of
course, plenty of healthy children in consumptive families,
but the parents are not always willing to give them up.
Finally I got a little boy for the purpose. My patient was
very susceptible to the poison. After I had given him an
injection of one milligramme, the most intense fever seized
him. It lasted three or four days; one of the glands of
the jaw swelled up enormously. I could discover no other
changes in the boy, who otherwise appeared healthy/ ' n
"The man was a brute," David said, as Judy paused.
"There are brutes everywhere, in everything. You can't
judge the honourable members of a profession by such
atrocities as these."
"Nor do I. There are hundreds thousands of men,
in the profession as well as out of it, who would condemn
such doings. Nor do I associate the bulk of medical men
in any country with the methods of the more famous (or
notorious) few. I don't suppose that any one can think
more highly than I do of the men who pass their lives in
what is considered the drudgery of the profession, whose
talents receive, perhaps, no recognition, their work no
reward, and who go on steadily, helping with their strength
and sympathy, their practical experience and knowledge,
to stem the tide of disease. But these men the vast bulk
of them know no more of vivisectionist practices and
reasoning than than you do. They accept vivisection
dogma with a faith which would be touching, were it not
at the same time criminal. Ignorance makes their bliss,
and few have the time, fewer the inclination, fewest, per-
haps, the enterprise to disturb that bliss by personal in-
'App. 11.
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vestigation. But now I want you to note something besides
what you term the atrocity of Schreiber's experiment; I
want you to note that an injection is not the momentary
and painless operation that we are assured by scientists that
it is. They talk of a pin-prick, soon over. So it is; but
the pin-prick itself is only the prelude to suffering which
lasts for days or weeks."
David did not answer; her thoughts were again with
Vi; her imagination, undeveloped in many directions, was
quick where the child was concerned, and she saw that
child in the hands of the Konigsberg professor.
Judy, divining the cause of her abstraction, was silent
for a while; but presently she turned to her papers again.
"Before we close this I don't know what to call it
discussion? conference? I want to I must point out to
you that though in America these cases I have instanced
were condemned by lay opinion, no single scientific society
has protested against such experiments. On the contrary,
some scientists have positively upheld them. One, writing
in the New York Independent, declares that 'A human life
is nothing compared with a new fact in science. . . .
The aim of science is the advancement of human knowl-
edge at any sacrifice of human life. ... If cats and
guinea-pigs can be put to any higher use than to advance
science, we do not know what it is. We do not know of
any higher use we can put a man to.' 1 There's another
writer who excuses human vivisections on the ground that
they are made for the good of suffering humanity. That
excuse has a very familiar ring about it."
"It could never happen in England," David said again.
When Judith had gone, she fled to the nursery.
"It could never be in England, it could never be,"
*App. 12.
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she repeated, as she held Vi in her arms. "And the
rest "
All the animal suffering in the world seemed to her as
nothing compared to the well-being, nay, the possibility
of well-being, of her own little child. She hugged the
little one close. "It's because she doesn't know," she
whispered. "She doesn't know. She doesn't know"
CHAPTER XXIX
" A ND now, Sidney, old chap," said Percy Burdon,
jLJL "I've got a piece of news for you."
The two men had dined, and had gone into Gale's study
consulting-room (it was sometimes called by the one
name, sometimes by the other) to smoke. A pleasant,
cosy little room it was, looking on to one of those tiny
back gardens in which London abounds. Dens of desola-
tion they often are, but may be spots where restfulness
hovers, and where beauty, in its lighter form of prettiness,
may be enticed to lodge. Gale's garden was pretty; and
restful, too. Very simple it was; just a space of gravel,
hedged round by shrubs ; and down the centre, great green
tubs in which, in their season, bloomed crocuses, daffodils,
and that unfailing friend of the London gardener, scarlet
geranium. It was trim and neat, for Gale rose early to
keep it so; and it was dear to him as the product of his
own hands' toil.
This evening the window overlooking the garden was
open, and by the open window a round brass tray, with
coffee and a tobacco jar, stood on a little table. For
Gale stuck to his pipe. Cigars, he maintained, were for
specialists.
"And I ain't a specialist, not yet, not by a long chalk,"
he said, as he crammed the tobacco into his briarwood.
"Besides, a pipe's more companionable. Cigars ? cigarettes ?
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Here to-day and gone to to-morrow? They're gone, by
Jove, just as you're getting on intimate terms with 'em.
But a pipe stands by you. And now, what's on your mind,
Percy?"
It was then that Percy made his announcement: "I've
got a piece of news for you."
Gale looked across at him, a smile in his yellow-brown
eyes. "/ know. You're going to get married."
"How the dickens " cried Burdon.
"A piece of news when a man's single always means
a marriage. The wonder to me is how you managed to
keep it in all dinner."
"Made up my mind I would."
"And Percy's mind," put in Gale, "is a devilish tough
thing."
"But I confess it was a struggle."
"I saw the struggle, but could not be sure whether you'd
poisoned an elderly patient or proposed to a young one."
"She's not a patient," said Burdon, with indignant pride.
"Keep your hair on, old chap ! I didn't mean to suggest
a chronic invalid."
"I do know people down there who aren't patients, you
know."
"Course you do; all the elite of the neighbourhood, I'll
be bound. Well, and what's her name?"
"Her name is Miss Mary Thompson. They they call
her Polly."
"They? And what do you call her?"
"Well, I call her Polly, too now. It seemed so
strange at first," said Burdon, with a sort of dreamy shame-
facedness.
"If I was going to get engaged to a girl called Polly,
Jove ! I'd get a parrot and practise on it," said Gale.
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"Oh, Sidney, you're just the same old rotter that you
always were!"
"Am I ?" Gale looked at his friend with a glance half-
laughing, half-rueful ; then shook his head evero slightly.
"Anyhow, I wish you luck," he said, "real, downright,
thundering luck. And there's my hand on it."
He stretched out his hand, and Burdon took it, and held
it a -moment, in a way that was almost a caress, in a way
that was typical of his attitude towards his friend.
"Have some more coffee," said Gale, edging away from
anything approaching to sentiment.
"No, thanks. I say, Sidney "
"Say on!"
"I wish you'd marry."
Burdon had not glanced upwards in the church that
day of David's marriage, as Mrs. Lowther had done, and
had not therefore seen Gale hugging his misery in the gal-
lery. He knew nothing of the extra shabby clothes which
Gale had donned, nothing of the very unkempt appearance
of his head, was uncertain, indeed, as to how far his cousin's
marriage had affected his friend. But conscious of the
false impression he had conveyed to Lowther, he had never
escaped from a sense of self-reproach, and was haunted by
an uneasy suspicion that his mistake had cost Gale dear. If
only Gale would marry his self-reproach would die down,
his uneasiness cease ; and now perhaps, in this confidential
hour, Gale would give him a hint that his heart was healed
of its boyish hurt by a love of more recent growth. But
Gale shook his head ; and so forcibly that his hair rebelled
successfully against the bondage imposed on it. by wet
brushes. He smoothed it into place again as he spoke.
"Not my line," he said briefly.
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"Nonsense. Why, you're cut out to make some woman
happy."
"If that's so, the woman and I haven't managed to get
introduced. But never mind me, old chap. Tell me about
Miss Polly Thompson. Why, man, you haven't mentioned
the colour of her eyes."
It was not difficult to get Percy to talk of his own affairs.
Polly's eyes were blue, he said, and her hair quite fair and
curling; in natural curls. "No tongs there," said Burdon
with chuckling pride.
"Tongs?" questioned Gale. His eyes turned towards
the fender.
"Curling tongs, you innocent; not fire-irons." Percy
laughed; then went on with a condescension born of su-
perior knowledge. "Most of the curls and waves you see are
done with tongs. Haven't you noticed when it's damp
they come out?"
"Lord!" said Gale, "so they do! In slums," he added
gravely, "they do it with curl papers. By the way," he went
on presently, "coming back from a slum to-day, I passed
Hall's old diggings. Heard anything about him lately ?"
"Oh, yes. Truth to tell, I'm rather fed up with Hall.
Every time I come up to London Uncle Bernard stuffs him
down my throat. He's this, that, and the other, going to
make a name and a career, and I don't know what all.
Well, he's clever, of course I suppose^ "
"Yes; much cleverer than you, old chap. Never mind;
I like you best. Well, what's he doing ? Still in Germany ?
He hasn't written me even the ghost of? a letter for I don't
know how long."
"ISTo; he's in Paris, at the Pasteur. Got a post there."
"I didn't know ; but it's quite his line. Suit him to a T."
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"David tells me Cranley saw him when he was over in
Paris in February."
" Ah ! Do he and Chance hit it off ?"
"Rather. Quite pally, I think. Hard lines about the
child, isn't it?"
"Very. She feels it terribly your cousin, I mean."
"She says very little about it to me."
"And nothing at all to me. Indeed, we very rarely meet.
But you can see it in her face."
"Can you? She looks very well, I think."
" Glad to hear it. I haven't seen her for some time."
"I suppose one gets used to everything."
"Possibly; or one stops kicking against it."
In Burden's mind the uneasiness stirred anew. Had
Sidney gone through a kicking process at the time of
David's marriage ? and had he ceased, not to feel, but just
to kick ? He stole a glance at his friend's face, but the face
was impenetrable. Gale's eyes were on the patch of garden ;
he was smoking steadily, leaning back slightly in his chair,
his legs crossed, and his right hand resting on the upper-
most knee. It was an attitude Percy knew of old, and gen-
erally meant that Gale was thinking. He, in his turn,
leaned back, and for a time both men were silent. Percy
was disturbed at first by self-reproachful qualms as to the
condition of Gale's heart; but his chair was a very com-
fortable one, conducive to reflection of a pleasing and tran-
quil nature, and soon his thoughts passed from that un-
toward interference of his (after all, it was ten years ago,
and Sidney must have got over it by this time, even if. there
had been anything to get over) to Polly, her blue eyes, and
her hair that curled without the aid of tongs.
Gale's thoughts were, as Burden's unquiet conscience had
at first suggested, with David, but not with the David of
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ten years ago. He was thinking of her as he had seen her
last. To Burdon he had said that her face showed how
much she felt her child's illness : his thought to himself was
that she bore on her brow the crown of motherhood, and held
within her eyes the shadow of its cross. He longed to com-
fort her ; but it was characteristic of him and the feeling he
had for her that he shaped that longing into a desire to help
the child. Perhaps from the present his thougths wended
their way back to the past ; perhaps, thinking of her as she
was now, he contrasted her with the girl he first had
known; and from thoughts of that girl and the scenes in
which she figured, passed to less pleasant memories. His
first words, breaking a ten minutes' silence, were
"Remember Sarah Jennings?"
"Remember Sarah Jennings? Rather!" It was but a
few minutes since she had been uncomfortably prominent in
Percy's mind.
"I saw her the other day. I've always seen her, poor
soul, from time to time, but it was a good six months since
we'd come across one another, and I was beginning to think
she'd gone under "
"I should have thought she'd have done that long ago,
drinking as she did."
"She didn't drink; that's the answer. She got drunk
more than once at one time; but that's a different thing,
and I she stopped it in time."
"Good for Sarah. Well, what about her?"
"Oh, nothing much. She's married again, that's all. A
swagger marriage from her point of view."
"Not from yours?"
"Oh, I don't say that. And it's a great thing for her
to be provided for and the children. But, by God ! Percy,
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there are some dirty sides to this scientific vivisection busi-
ness."
"What on earth has scientific vivisection got to do with
Sarah Jennings ?"
"Binney, she is now. She's married one of the men in
Bellows and Parr's, you know, the wholesale chemists;
and the husband I went down to pay a state wedding call
took me through the show, and I saw cocks with their
combs black with gangrene, and other pleasing sights; the
anti-toxin horses amongst them. Poor brutes!"
" You can't help it, you know. The stuff's got to be got,
and for the good of humanity "
"Oh, damn humanity!" burst in Gale. "Rhetorically
speaking, I say damn humanity !"
"Oh, I say!" cried Burdon, with round eyes.
"It seems to me that every blessed beastliness I come
across is said to be for the good of humanity. I sometimes
wonder" Gale was speaking more slowly now, and his
keen eyes grew a shade dreamy "if we shouldn't do more
for humanity, by trying to make it just simply clean. It's
precious dirty now, whichever way you look at it."
"The mass of people, all the lower classes, for instance,
are dirty, I suppose ; but "
"Lord, man, I'm not talking about the lower classes; nor
about the dirt that can be cured by soap and water. What
I mean is dirty blood, foul with all sorts of bad habits and
bad air and bad food."
"I don't know how you are going to clean it."
"I begin to doubt if we shall ever do it by pouring in
animal nastinesses. I begin to wonder whether, if we
preached clean living and clean feeding, we shouldn't do a
power more good."
"Good God, Sidney!" said Burdon, with a face of genu-
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ine consternation, "you're not going to turn into a crank
or a an A.-V.?"
Gale laughed. "Not to-night, anyhow. But look here,
Percy, I was talking, not long ago, to Herbert Snow, and
he told me that in all the years he has studied cancer he has
learned nothing, except from his clinical experience; that
any treatment which he has found to be of the slightest use,
palliative or ameliorative, has been the result of his clinical
experience. And more than tliat. Every theory advanced
by the Cancer Eesearch people he has found to be mislead-
ing, every remedy brought forward has been futile or worse. 1
These things make a man think. Especially when you con-
sider all the time and money and animals that have gone to
the making of the mistakes."
"Well, I shouldn't advise you to talk to David like that.
Any argument against research drives her wild."
"Why?"
"Because of little Vi. All her hopes are set on something
being found out that will do her good."
"Poor thing!" said Gale.
Presently he began to talk about the old student days,
and for the rest of the evening Percy's soul delighted itself
in laughter.
*App. 13.
CHAPTER XXX
SIDNEY GALE had a mind which was not made in
watertight compartments, but was constructed, so to
speak, in the form of one undivided tank. Disposed to
question, therefore, he could not limit inquiry; could not
shut off the probing faculty from certain subjects, while
he exercised it freely in others. But, looking round at the
men with whom he chiefly mingled, he found that what
was impossible to him was easy to them. Sceptical in cer-
tain directions, his professional comrades maintained in
others a blind faith. Questioning religion, morality, social
relations, even, occasionally, political institutions, they re-
mained, where conventional science was concerned, com-
pletely credulous. For Gale such mental reservations did
not exist; nevertheless, in the region of his profession he
held investigation in check; not complacently, as did his
fellows, but deliberately, half scorning the motives which set
shackles on his mind.
The motives were those of ambition; for at the age of
thirty-five ambition was the chief fiactor in Gale's life,
following on that love which had come almost as a religion
to his turbulent youth. That love still in a sense com-
panioned him, but was no longer dominant ; on the throne
of his being sat ambition, and imposed upon him the re-
strictions of expediency. He must restrain his scepticism,
stay his search for truth, lest, finding truth, he should find
himself at odds with all that makes for success, be com-
pelled to join the ranks of the rebels, the unorthodox. He
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knew well that, joining those ranks, he would run the risk
of substituting for success ignominy ; of losing his growing
reputation for ability, and finding that of a fool, a knave,
and probably a traitor; and knew that, eligible ostensibly
for every post of honour, he would, in fact, be debarred
from all. 1
Knowing all this, he was disposed to tread the safe way
that ambition pointed out: the way of limited logic, of
partial observation, of restricted inference; yet still was
haunted by an importunate spirit which suggested doubts
and propounded problems.
Hitherto he had been, so far as his profession was con-
cerned, what is called lucky. The little turns and chances
of life fell out to his advantage, and he had outdistanced
in the race for success many men who had started with
better prospects than his. Though to the circle of men who
divide the honours of the medical world he was almost
unknown, since his practice was general, and he had not at-
tempted to qualify for the prizes of the profession by vivi-
gectional experiments, amongst the men of his own standing
his reputation was spreading, and his opinion was con-
stantly asked for when the faith of patients or patients'
friends was not pinned to a prominent name.
It was, indeed, chiefly as a consultant that he was making
way, and the way widened, almost from month to month.
He lived now in Montagu Street ; he had a man-servant and
a brougham ; and though he had not for his wife the woman
who was his ideal of womanhood (and he would have no
other), ambition and the righting instinct which loves
contest for its own sake made work and striving and success
seem well worth while.
Yet, like all those who, with highly strung organisations,
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have not reached the supremacy of balance which controls
or conquers moods, he had his days of darkness ; days when
the ordinary inducements to work had lost their compelling
strength; days when success seemed unattainable, or, if
attained, worthless.
One of these days followed an evening on which he had
dined with Judith Home. His fellow guests were few in
number; Judith's great friend Mrs. West was there, and
Miss Barker, and John Cameron; and besides these and
himself, only one other, a philosopher and scientist, well
known in Europe and beyond it.
The talk had been unlike most dinner-party talk. Be-
ginning with a certain measure of formality, resulting from
the fact that some of the guests were strangers to the others,
it had seemed to leap suddenly from the beaten track of
ordinary conversation into byways unusual and to Gale
entirely unexplored; byways which led to a region of such
strange experience, such vast suggestiveness, that Gale's
mind, used to the cramped speculation of a single science,
panted, as it were, in the rarer and radiant atmosphere.
Then, as he listened, his mind attuned itself, and passed
from bewilderment to elation, to understanding, to acute
interest. Suddenly it seemed to him that theories which in
days gone by Cameron had hinted at or propounded, and
which he intellectually had glanced at and dismissed, had
become not only brilliant hypotheses but probable explana-
tions of actual facts. In his work-a-day life he had rele-
gated his inherent idealism to the background of his con-
sciousness ; but now he was on a plane where ideals became
living possibilities; where heroism, self-sacrifice, love, in
their highest forms, were not poets' dreams but practical
duties; where the touchstone of morality was unselfishness,
and knowledge was not an acquirement but a gift. Gale,
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with something in himself that answered to the ideas put
forward, was roused to enthusiasm; it seemed to him that
his mind, his whole being expanded, and life was higher,
finer, more splendid than he had ever conceived it.
He went home in a state of exaltation, lifted out of his
ordinary self, raised above the ordinary world; and awoke
the next morning to a cold and blank reaction. All day it
held him, casting scorn upon the fervour of the night be-
fore, and robbing the daily outlook of interest. Walking
home about six o'clock, its grip was upon him still. His
soul that had soared high on the wings of its potentialities,
lay low in the grasp of its limitations; he was weary and
dissatisfied; oppressed by a sense of emptiness and un-
reality.
Then into his world of gloomy, half -formed thought there
broke a sound; the sound of a voice that he heard but
seldom, but always loved to hear.
"Are you quite determined to cut me?" it said.
Gale started, and life and life's interests rushed back
upon him in a flood. "Mrs. Chance!" he exclaimed. "I
never saw you."
"You were up in the clouds, I think."
"No, down in the in the drains, rather."
"What an unsavoury simile! You live in this street,
don't you?"
"Yes, just there, over the way."
"I'll walk with you to the door. I wanted to ask to
know if you had seen my mother lately."
"No, not quite lately. I've been I was going to say
busy, and that's true but I've been remiss, too."
"I wish you would look in sometimes. You're one of
the people she cares to see, and it cheers her."
They had reached Gale's door now and stopped before it.
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"You won't come in?" he said.
He expected an instant and decided negative, but it
seemed to him that David hesitated.
"Do," he begged, "do come in !"
Standing on his doorstep, he realised that the rooms
within the house were lonely, and saw hi a flash that were
David to enter them, they would be sanctified for ever after
by the memory of her presence. Just here she had stood;
had sat in that chair; had turned her eyes on that book or
picture. The vision was compelling.
"Do come in !" he said again.
"Well for five minutes."
There was still a faint hesitation in David's voice, but
her words were a permission to turn the latchkey in the
door, and in a moment the door was open.
It was Gale's turn to hesitate now. Should he take her
to the sitting-room upstairs? or he wanted so much to
feel that she had been in the room where he did most of
his work. But, after all, the study was to some extent a
public room, the room where he saw his patients, and into
the room upstairs few went except himself. He stood aside,
and made a sign for David to precede him up the staircase.
When she entered the sitting-room she stopped and said,
"Oh, how charming!"
"You like it?"
"Who could help liking it?"
The walls of the room, except those which were broken by
the windows and the fire-places, were lined with book-
shelves, beginning about four feet from the ground and
reaching to the ceiling; and below the book-shelves ran
seats, wide, low, and cushioned. On the red-painted floor
one or two rugs were spread ; in the front part of the room
stood a couple of comfortable arm-chairs and a good-sized
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table; in the back part, before the window, was a smaller
table; over each mantelpiece hung a picture.
"Come and sit down," said Gale, "and I'll ring for tea."
"No, no tea, please. 1 mustn't stay. I think I should
like to sit on that seat. May I ?"
She seated herself on the divan, near the window, and
Gale brought a chair to the other side of the window and
sat facing her.
"Yes, it's all delightful," she said, looking round, but
to Gale's quick perception it was apparent that her thoughts
were not in her words ; her eyes, momentarily meeting his,
seemed to carry an appeal.
Diffident in thought, he was bold in speech. "Is any-
thing troubling you?" he said, with a directness which had
always pleased her.
David coloured slightly. "Yes; a foolish thing, perhaps,
but it does trouble me." She smiled. " I believe that's why
I came in."
"Because I can help you?" An eager light sprang into
Gale's eyes.
"I when I saw you coming along the street, I fancied
you might. I think," said David, with some inconsequence,
"if one doesn't speak of things, they grow inside one into
importance when perhaps they are not important at all."
"I think they do."
"I've been seeing a good deal of Mrs. Home," David
went on. "I think you've met her?"
"Yes." Gale's thoughts went back to the previous eve~
ning. "An interesting woman."
"Ye yes. Yes, she is interesting. And intelligent?"
Interrogation was but half developed in David's voice,
which divided statement with inquiry.
"Unusually intelligent."
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"Cranley doesn't like her."
"No?"
"That's why I can't speak about it to him."
"I see."
"You see she's a faddist; and Cranley can't bear fads.
No more can father. That is to say, certain fads. Of
course they have their own."
"Most people have."
"Now Mrs. Home's fad is just the fad that drives them
both mad."
"I see."
"I wish you'd you'd say something longer," said
David.
"I'll make a regular speech when I know what's the
matter."
David looked out of the window, then at Gale, then out
of the window again ; and then she began to speak, rapidly,
her words tumbling one upon the other as though she had
suddenly opened a door against which they had been striv-
ing for utterance.
"She's been talking to me, Judy has, and telling me
horrible things things than can't be true. And yet she
has proofs I can't sweep away. But they can't be true,
because they go against other truths things that I know,
things that are noble and pure, and that come before every-
thing else. I know I'm on the right side, the side that's
fighting against disease and suffering and death; and yet
the things she says haunt me. I can't get rid of them, I
can't answer them. I know there must be an answer, but
I can't find it."
David stopped speaking; her eyes were still upon the
street; she sat waiting; waiting, as Gale knew, for an an-
swer. That she should have come to him for that answer
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touched him almost to pain ; the longing to give it was in-
tense. But the desire that filled his heart found in his
mind no adequate support. All the arguments which he
had used and had heard used in support of practices which
he instinctively disliked and deliberately condoned were
ready to his mental handling; but they seemed to him, in
the face of David's prayer for a solid ground of righteous-
ness, and in the faint reflection of the light which he had
glimpsed last night, sophistical and poor. What availed
it to speak of the good of humanity, when he knew, and she,
too, must know, or she would not be held by her present
distress, that humanity's chief gain lay not in the direction
of bodily ease, but in the perfecting of its spiritual nature?
What use to urge the paramount claims of material science,
when they both sensed, however dimly, that there were
higher laws which overrode those claims ?
David seemed to know what was in his mind. "Don't
tell me the ordinary things," she said, turning her face
towards him. "I've heard them all so often, from Cranley
and father. There must be something" she sought for
a word "something fundamental which reconciles right
with right."
"Or right with wrong," said Gale, and then wished he
had not said it, for the distress in David's eyes seemed to
deepen.
"It's Vi, you see," she said. (As if he did not know the
source of her trouble!) "There's nothing, there can be
nothing, purer, holier than a mother's love. Am I to deny
that love, am I to let my little helpless child go on suffer-
ing for the sake of of brute beasts ?"
Should he merely soothe her; just say "No," and soothe
both himself and her? To his sense of logic it was abun-
dantly apparent that if the dictates of a mother's love, or
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any human love, were to be the test of morality, every
crime or cruelty, every meanness or treachery, would be per-
missible in the service of that love. But was it worth while
to talk logic ? Would he not merely add to her perplexity
by speaking his thought ? Then, looking at her, he realised
that though she had fenced with herself, she did not desire
to be fenced with by him ; and he told her what was in his
mind.
She listened with her eyes upon his face ; the interest in
them grew, but the trouble did not die. How should it,
when he gave her, not comfort, but sincerity ?
"You must just come back to what you call the ordinary
things," he ended; "there's nothing else. You must just
come back to the argument that man is higher than the
brutes, and that you must sacrifice the lower for the good
of the higher."
"Yes, I know," she said. "I say that to myself every
night after my prayers. And yet " David sat silent
for a moment, then rose. " I see you have nothing more to
say," she said. Her tone was almost resentful.
"Nothing that will be any good to you. I don't know
that there's anything that can be said in justification of
these things, except expediency. It's expedient, of course,
that people should suffer as little as possible and know
as much "
She held out her hand. "Thank you for letting me come
in, and for letting me bother you."
When she had gone Gale said to himself, "She asked
me for bread, and I have given her a stone. And it's the
only time she has ever asked me for anything; the only
time she ever will."
David, on her way to Manchester Square, was much of
Gale's opinion. She was regretting her visit; regretting
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that she had let this man, whom, after all, she knew so
little, look into the secret places of her heart. She had
acted on impulse. "And impulse," she said to herself, "is
sure to lead one wrong." If he had said anything that
would give her a surer foundation for her faith, it would
have been different; but he had given her nothing noth-
ing ! He had, indeed, but added to her uncertainty. Well,
one thing was sure : at home, in the nursery, Yi was waiting
for her, looking for her.
She hastened her steps.
CHAPTER XXXI 1
IT was soon after David's incursion into Gale's house and
life that Cranley-Chance brought out his great book,
The Future of Man. The Press fell down and, in glowing
reviews, worshipped it ; the scientific world patted it on the
back; the semi-scientific public read it with an admiration
evoked partly by the gifts of the author, and partly by the
readers' consciousness that they were capable of appreci-
ating the profundity of his thought, the brilliance of his
theories, the width of his knowledge.
The book, indeed, was written to kindle the popular
imagination; it was an appeal to the public spirit to support
with the public funds the work, practical and speculative,
of science. Cranley-Chance was, in science, a cosmopolitan ;
he was acquainted with it in all its branches, was an expert
in more than one; and he summed up the achievements
of its different activities in able pages. On questions of
ascertained facts he was an authority; in the theories by
which he accounted for those facts, in the deductions which
he drew from them, he was not, great man though he was,
quite great enough to be, in all respects, entirely logical.
Starting with the assumption that man's knowledge has
become so complete that it is possible to establish a theory
of evolution of the cosmos, with special detail in regard to
the history of the earth and the development of man from
animal ancestry, he was nevertheless unable to lift that
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theory altogether above the level of contradictory state-
ments.
To Cameron, to whom the period assigned for the course
of evolution by Chance and his peers was but as a day in the
aeons of sublime unfoldment, the contradictions seemed as
inevitable as they were obvious. To Gale, reading the book
without opposing theories of his own, but with a mind
equally keen in connecting the links of an argument and
detecting its flaws, they were disturbingly apparent. To
the mental observation of Percy Burdon they were not
visible. So long as he remained at Langborough in the
company of his Polly, he discoursed on the interest, the
ability, and the acute reasoning of the book to his and her
unblemished satisfaction; for Polly was one of the women
who take "an intelligent interest" in the pursuits of the
men with whom they are associated.
But it happened that Polly and Polly's mother came to
London on a week's trousseau campaign; and during that
week Percy twice made an excuse to come up by the after-
noon train and remain in town till the next morning. On
the first of these occasions he took Polly and Mrs. Thomp-
son to the theatre; on the second, Polly being engaged with
a godfather, he dined with Cameron and Gale at Gale's
house.
It was there that his enthusiasm over the book written
.by David's husband was, if not dauted, somewhat damped.
Old Cameron was a crank, of course, and would be ready
to find fault with every mortal thing from a theory to an
institution. But Gale, well
"We think so much alike on most things, you know,"
said Percy, "that I I'm staggered to find you don't agree
with me about this."
"But I do agree with you ; old chap, up to a certain
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point. The book's clever, and interesting, and plausible.
But it ain't logic in its main contention."
"Well, of course, you're a cleverer man than I am "
"Don't mention it," said Gale.
"But I'm blowed if I see what you mean."
"Well, he begins by saying that the modern scientific
definition of Nature includes the whole cosmos, and man
as part of it."
"So it does."
"Yes, so it does. I don't suppose even Mr. Cameron
wants to dispute that."
"When you deal with the cosmos," said Cameron, "you
can't very well leave anything outside."
"Good. But if man is a being resulting from and driven
by what Chance describes as the one great nexus of mechan-
ism which we call Nature, how can he defy the laws of that
mechanism? Even if he forms a new departure in Nature's
scheme, he is nevertheless still not rebellious, but obedient,
to that scheme."
"What I want to know," broke in Cameron, "is what he
means by spiritual emancipation. I know what I mean by
it myself, but seeing that he admits no factor other than
matter as he understands matter, what does he mean?"
"Oh, come," said Percy. "I didn't write the book, you
know."
"No," said Gale, "but you sort of went sponsor for its
logic; and I don't think the reasoning is satisfactory. He
says that the law of Natural Selection favoured the increase
of brain in a large ape and so man was formed. Well, take
it or leave it ; it's a theory, and the accepted scientific one.
But I object to the assumption that man, as soon as he be-
comes man, ceases to be part of Nature, is a rebel to Nature.
Jf he is the product of an orderly process how can he, at
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any point in that process, dissociate himself from it and
start a revolutionary process of his own ? The notions don't
seem to me to hang together."
"Unless," said Cameron, "you postulate in what Chance
calls the living matter which has given rise to man, an
inherent factor, originally latent, and developing in the
course of his evolution ; a factor either opposed or superior
to Nature or both ; a factor in any case necessarily super-
natural."
"He doesn't admit the supernatural," said Burdon. "He
distinctly says so."
"Precisely," agreed Gale, "which is why "
"Well, leave that for a moment," broke in Burdon. "His
main point is however he gets to it that the future of
man means the conquest of Nature, and that therefore to
return to Nature, as is advocated by certain schools of to-
day, to be her slave again instead of her master, is unreason-
able. I must say," said Percy, raising his wine-glass be-
tween his eye and the light, "I think there's something
in it."
"If you assume that anarchy is to supplant evolution,
and that the future of the universe is to be worked out by
the frustration of Nature's laws, there's a deal more in it,"
said Cameron, "than is seen by you, Mr. Burdon, or even
by Professor Cranley-Chance."
"There are people who seem to think," observed Gale,
"that going back to nature means living in a cave without
your clothes on. You might as well say it meant going
back to the Miocene period. Nature to-day has other coun-
sels than primitive Nature gave to primitive man, and to go
back to Nature means to go to the Nature of to-day."
"Well, I should say that civilisation is against Nature/'
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said Burden, "and it would be absurd to abandon civilisa-
tion."
"And I should say," answered Cameron, "that it is one
of Nature's processes, as relentless, in its superficial aspect,
as the process of natural selection."
"And what about disease?"
"It is the first result of man's rebellion against Nature."
"You admit, then, that he rebels."
"Certainly, but I deny that rebellion is the way of
progress."
"All the same," said Burdon, "I feel sure that Chance is
right. Having rebelled against Nature, we must master
her secrets and and resources, and progress by means of
science."
"All disease cured by sera," said Gale. "I don't know
that I'm prepared to swallow the serum doctrine whole."
"You can't test it properly, as things are. You can't
really test any scientific theory or pursue any discovery.
Chance says "
"I know," Gale broke in. "He advocates the support of
scientific research by the community that is to say, the
public funds."
"And I'm with him," said Cameron, "so long as the
research is strictly scientific, so long, that is to say, as the
means employed are legitimate."
"I don't know what you mean by legitimate," eaid Percy.
"I mean such means as, while advancing his material
knowledge*, do not delay his ethical development."
"I don't see what ethical development has to do with
science."
"Maybe not. You are not the only one who seeks to
put asunder things which are fundamentally joined. But
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I tell you it can't be done. The two must grow together,
or man falls back and loses ground. If you look back "
Cameron's manner, dry hitherto, became, as he went on
speaking, more and more animated ; into his voice came the
Scotch intonation, into his speech the Scotch accent; his
eyes grew keener. Gale, looking at him, smiled.
"If you could look back," Cameron said, "you would
see that nation after nation, race after race, has risen to a
certain pinnacle of knowledge, attained a certain power,
and then perished. Certain evidences of this past great-
ness remain; more and more are being discovered."
"By scientific exploration," put in Burdon.
"Quite so; by legitimate and praiseworthy scientific
work. There was a civilisation before our own, immensely
greater than our own; the men of that civilisation knew, in
some directions, immensely more than the men of ours;
they had under their control forces of Nature which we
have not yet discovered, and forces which, having discov-
ered, we do not fully understand how to use. But AVC stand
on the brink of a vaster knowledge, and we shall know what
they knew ; for the knowledge that they had is the heritage
of all races. But we shall perish, too, as they perished, if
that knowledge is used for selfishness; if our leaders seek,
as their did, to get power and knowledge at the expense of
morality ; above all, if they succeed, as the past leaders suc-
ceeded, in creating a dominant hierarchy, mighty in knowl-
edge, exploiting the weak and the many in the service of the
powerful and the few. Cranley-Chance speaks of spiritual
emancipation. I don't know how he defines spirit. I define
it as that component part of man's being which determines
his place in Nature. The races have perished because their
leaders have put that spirit in thrall, because their love of
knowledge has turned to lust, because, ceasing to woo
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Nature, they have outraged her. It is in the ethical sense
that the spirit of man is made manifest : man's progress is
measured by his ethical development. I think, even, you
will find that it is by that standard that the world estimates
the nations."
"I don't know whether it is so absolutely," said Gale.
"You see, intellectual and ethical development generally
go together."
"Always, up to a point. Then, if they are separated, if
ethics are sacrificed to the desire for knowledge, to intel-
lectual curiosity for intellectual aspiration, divorced from
ethics, loses the element of reverence, of humility, becomes
curiosity; if ethics are sacrificed, I say, then comes de-
generacy; the decline, brilliant in achievement always in
its first stages, of the nation or the race. The cosmic law
is immutable ; and those who seek to break it, who seek by
violence, cruelty, by the dark path instead of the path of
light, to gain knowledge, power, things good in themselves
and desirable, will be by that law inevitably broken."
There was a short silence; then Percy, who did not feel
at home in the atmosphere which Cameron had created,
filled up his glass, sipped its contents, and, recovering him-
self with the sip, said, "I suppose what you're chiefly down
upon is the vivisection business?"
"Ethically, yes; scientifically I object to arguing from
animals to man, and to the whole system of attempting to
destroy the poisons of disease by pouring in more poison.
Of course, we all know you can render yourself immune or
partially immune to almost anything. The morphia maniac
can take doses of morphia that would kill the ordinary man,
and the drunkard can take at a sitting an amount of alcohol
that would poison the sober man outright. But the drunk-
ard and the drug-taker are ruining quite apart from their
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individual bodies the health and strength of their de-
scendants; and the sera and the vaccines are lowering the
vitality of the race."
Burdon shook his head. "Well, I don't know. I have
great faith in science, and all the foremost men of the day
are in favour of these methods."
"The foremost men of many other days," said Cameron,
"have made mistakes."
CHAPTER XXXII
THROUGHOUT the summer David and Gale met but
once again. Gale was calling on Mrs. Lowther, who
was Lady Lowther now, the doctor's baronetcy having been
amongst the last Birthday Honours. He went oftener to
see her since David had asked him to go, and during one
of his calls David came in.
She greeted him pleasantly, in what he called her Mrs.
Cranley-Chance manner, the manner she had assumed to
him since her marriage ; the intimate note which had crept
into her relations with Gale previous to the ill-fated tea-
party, and which had shown itself again during the inter-
view in Montagu Street, had altogether disappeared. She
mad no reference to that interview ; nearly two months ago
it was now ; and Gale received the impression that she did
not wish him to speak of it before her mother.
When he took his leave she followed him out of the room
on to the landing.
"I wanted to tell you," she said, "that I've made up my
mind, and that I've chosen Vi."
The look in her eyes was almost a challenge, but Gale
was in no way disposed to take it up. Was he not of her
way of thinking? and was he not glad to know that she was
no longer disturbed by doubts ?
"I'm glad your mind is at rest," he said, and answered
her look gravely.
He was very glad, he told himself as he went down tbe
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street. The memory of her face as she had asked him for
help had been with him often, and he had been distressed
to think that he had had no help to give. Now it was all
right; yes, all right, in spite of Cameron. "Are ye not
of more value than many sparrows?" quoted Gale to him-
self; forgetting or ignoring that the teaching of the
parable is not that the sparrows should be sacrificed to
man, but that man should learn of the sparrows to be less
eager in the pursuit of his own material welfare.
He, like David, had made up his mind. Ambition pointed
to the orthodox path ; and as for thinking things out well,
he had very little time to think. It may be that that time
was purposely, though perhaps not consciously, curtailed;
that he worked, that summer, unusually hard because
thought was unwelcome. In any case, he was unremittingly
busy, utilising what might have been his leisure in studying
the diseases of childhood as childhood exists in the slums.
He learned much ; more than he was, at the time, aware
of. He learned much in those swift work-laden days, be-
cause he studied, side by side with children's diseases, child-
hood ; side by side with childhood, environment ; side by side
with both, the effects of individual temperament. Un-
consciously but surely, his physiological conclusions, his
diagnostic observation, were tempered, broadened, modified,
by consideration of the psychological element which, con-
stantly ignored by physiologists, is inseparably connected
with physiology.
He became cognisant, too, not by direct investigation, but
by the unanalysed daily experience, the casual observation,
by means of which the facts of life are borne in upon most
of us, of many of the causes of disease ; of the seeds of those
evils which the leaders of his profession were attempting
to combat by studying the rottenness of the full-formed
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fruit. He saw the monster Want, hydra-headed, each head
a vice or a disease, sucking away the future of the race; he
saw dry-breasted women, half-starved and over-worked,
feeding white babies, flabby or thin, on food unfitted, even
if pure, for infant stomachs, and largely made up, more-
over, of that adulteration which a great statesman has de-
clared to be one of the factors in the competitive system;
he saw and smelt rooms, alleys, districts whose foul at-
mosphere was charged with death rather than vitality. And
seeing all this, not of set purpose, but inevitably, thought
refused to be stifled, waxed clamorous, potent, argumenta-
tive, sequential.
What was medical science, to which the vast bulk of the
public bowed in unquestioning faith and reverent admira-
tion, doing for all these people? One or two of its prom-
inent men, to be sure, had lately pronounced against alcohol
and urged the necessity for hygiene, had sat on boards and
presided at committees : but were there any who had gone
to the root of the matter, so deep down as not to mistake
results for causes; to whom medical inspection was not
more important than improved conditions ; the coping with
disease not more interesting than the destruction of its gene-
sis? He thought of the laboratories and their work; labora-
tories all over the world in America, France, Austria,
Russia, England where men toiled, immensely patient,
indefatigably keen, thinking out, concocting, perfecting,
sera and sera and still more sera, till immunity should be
procured against all disease. Was it that way salvation lay ?
Was it so those tired women were to rest? those children,
tubercular, rickety, anaemic, syphilitic, to capture health?
Immunity ! "Great God !" cried the driven mind of Sidney
Gale, "have they not acquired immunity from much that
would kill the average healthy man? and does it profit
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them? Immunity from semi-starvation many of them
living on when a normal man would die; immunity from
foul air, in which, for more than a few minutes, I could
not breathe ; immunity from dirt. And what do they gain ?
Immunity in their case is paid for by degeneracy."
His mind, tentative still, but persistent, questioned : " Is
immunity, such as modern methods aim at, ever purchased
at a lower price ?"
He turned to surer ground. "Thank goodness!" he
thought, "for the rank and file of the profession, who harm
neither man nor beast; who go on steadily, day by day,
doing what good they can, bringing the help and hope that
a doctor who is worth his salt and hasn't mistaken his
calling always brings. Thank goodness!" he had almost
added, "that I am still of the rank and file !" But ambition,
slumbering awhile, roused herself now and spoke. In the
rank and file, she told Gale, he could not remain. Did he
not aspire, intend, to be a leader ? And those who rise, rise
not by rebellion, by independence of thought and action,
but by obedience to the tactics and the policy of the men in
the front ranks. Nay, even where he stood now he was not
on neutral ground ; for he could not get away from the new
treatment, the fashionable remedies, the modern methods;
could not get away from serumtherapy and organotherapy ;
and must either accept or refuse them. Deep within him
lurked doubt of the animal drugs, the animal poisons ; but
he would not recognise the doubt; and when it took vehe-
ment shape, ambition pointed to the diplomatic path. Win
your way and make your name, she counselled, ere you,
hardly a deacon yet, dare to attack the priesthood. Climb,
she urged, by the ladder you don't believe in, in order from
a commanding height to proclaim the truth.
Gale frowned mentally, stopped his ears to the contend-
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ing voices, consigned doubt to the devil, and plunged deeper
into work than ever; exercising his brain so persistently
with the immediate problems of his cases, that he was too
tired to consider the deeper ones which underlay cases and
treatment alike. The summer was an unusually hot one,
and in the slums where Gale piled the Ossa of almost hon-
orary labour on the Pelion of his now heavy consulting
practice, smells were rife. His splendid health was proof
against heat, smells, and fatigue ; he toiled on, proud of his
own strength, immersed in the interest of professional ex-
perience. Nevertheless, when August drew to a close, he
became aware that his strength was flagging, his interest
less keen, that he needed respite, leisure, rest; and, with
the practical wisdom which ran side by side with his imag-
inative capacity, he decided to strike work and take a three
weeks' holiday in Switzerland.
CHAPTER XXXIII
UP amongst the mountains Gale put his perplexities far
from him. He found it comparatively easy, in new
surroundings, to escape from the problems which pursued
him at home. Ordinary life seemed far away, half unreal,
hardly important. After the fashion of the true holiday
maker, he threw himself with zest into matters of the mo-
ment. He walked, he played tennis, he danced, he even
flirted ; or it would be truer, perhaps, to say, allowed him-
self to be flirted with. The girls and women who, by way of
a change, were amusing themselves abroad instead of amus-
ing themselves at home, were all disposed to be kind to Gale,
some divining the chivalry which was inherent in his na-
ture, others realising that, though quick to respond, he was
difficult to win, and finding attraction in the difficulty.
He enjoyed it all; the dancing and Gale's dancing, it
must be owned, was more vigorous than artistic the play-
ing at love, the games, at which he always wanted to win ;
not least, the long climbing walks with Percy Burdon. For
after he had been a few days at Caux, he saw, on coming
down to dinner, Percy and his bride seated at a table not
far from his own. Gale was afraid at first that his presence
in the hotel would seem to Percy like an intrusion on the
privacy of the honeymoon; but Percy soon reassured him.
He was a man who liked an audience, and his happiness
was enhanced by the fact that he could parade it, together
with his Polly's excellences and beauty, before his friend.
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"I feel rather a brute, you know," he remarked to his
wife, "flaunting our good fortune before old Sidney's eyes.
I'm afraid I rub it in sometimes too much; and being
well, as he is, you know, he's bound to feel rather envious
and forlorn."
"I dare say Mr. Gale could have had a wife if he'd
wanted^one," answered Polly. "I'm not sure he couldn't
find one here."
"Ah, but the right one?" said Percy. In his mind was
the old doubt as to whether he had cheated Gale of his
happiness.
"I can't say I think he looks like a disappointed man,"
observed Polly.
"You don't?"
"Certainly not."
"Well, no, perhaps not; perhaps you're right."
"Everybody doesn't want to be married, you know."
"Poor, poor fools!" said Percy.
The walks that the two friends took sometimes kept the
husband longer away from his wife than he cared to be ; but
Sidney had never lost his charm for Burdon, who was too
glad of the chance of his companionship to forego the
expeditions they made together. Mrs. Polly was good-
natured, too, and urged him to go ; she was popular in the
hotel, and managed to amuse herself pretty well in his
absence.
Gale, on his side, was well suited with Percy as a com-
panion. For Percy was a man you could talk with if you
wanted to, and if you didn't, all you had to say was, "Hang
it, old chap, stop jawing for a bit. I want to be quiet."
Gale often wanted to be quiet when he got high up, into
the snow region ; to be quiet, and let the white stillness sink
into him, JJo weary questions came to vex him in those
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pauses ; the world and its complexities were too far away ;
in the keen, pure air, with the snow peaks all about him,
success and failure seemed not to matter. But sometimes,
in his spaces of silence, Gale thought of David Cranley-
Chance ; of her troubled face, of her suffering motherhood,
of her defiant eyes that last time he had seen her. He won-
dered where she was; in England, of course, for she never
went anywhere, he knew, where she could not take Vi. The
professor, so Burdon had stated, was abroad ; but Gale was
hardly interested in the professor and his movements ; only
in so far as Percy's statement caused him, in his thought of
David, to picture her alone, always alone, with the child
whose pain she could not ease.
When the picture grew too clear, "Percy, man," he would
say, "why on earth don't you say something?" and Percy,
only too pleased to be released from the bondage of silence,
would hold forth again.
Burdon, looking back upon these walks, remembered
them as being amongst the many joys of his honeymoon;
Gale remembered them as a white rest, apart somehow from
the light-hearted holiday-making at the hotel ; a rest which
braced and fortified him in his after struggle in the wilder-
ness.
Sometimes the friends spoke of that other friend who, on
the waves of circumstance, as it seemed, had drifted away
from them Edgar Hall. Gale was going to see him on his
way back.
"I thought of it, too," said Burdon; "but my wife was
at school in Paris and doesn't care for the place ; so we shall
go right through from Basle to Boulogne."
It was generally dusk when the two men got back to the
hotel ; Percy filled with delight at the sight of his Polly and
the warmth of her welcome; Gale not disinclined for fe-
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male society, more numerous, though less devoted, than a
single Polly.
Little self-contained worlds are soon formed, separate
centres of joint life and common interests. Gale, like most
of his companions, was, after a few days, immersed in the
life of the Caux Hotel, in its politics, its projects, its news.
During his walks he went sometimes so far afield as to meet
David; and sometimes, when he was alone in his room,
David came to him; otherwise he lived altogether in the
little merry-making world about him. That world had its
great events, such as the private theatricals, stage-managed
and coached by a noted professional ; its tragedies, as when
Miss Bonar-Brown, pre-eminent at tennis, hurt her right
hand the day before the great match with the Vevey Club ;
its Daily Mail, not printed on paper, but circulated by
word of mouth. The Mail told the news and the scandal,
not only of Caux, but of Territet, Montreux, of all places
in the neighbourhood where news could be generated and
scandal manufactured. Usually this intangible publication
was flippantly scandalous or suavely censorious; occasion-
ally it was malevolent; now and again, melodramatic, as
when it thrilled its supporters by an account of the dog,
reputed mad, who had bitten two Englishmen at Lea
Avants. One had been bitten in the leg, through trousers
of tolerable thickness ; the other, on his bare hand ; and one
had started off at once for Paris to undergo the Pasteur
treatment, while the other had sucked his wound and re-
mained at Les Avants.
"How difficult to suck a wound in your leg," said some-
body.
"Especially if you're stout," said another.
"But he didn't," corrected the Special Correspondent.
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"If s the leg one that's gone to Paris. The one who did the
sucking business is the one who was bitten in the hand."
"Oh!" This was in chorus, and then came solos, treble
and bass: "How rash!" "How foolish!" "How fool-
hardy!" "Tempting Providence!"
"He didn't believe the dog was mad, you see," said the
Special Correspondent.
"And was it?"
"Ifs been killed," said another member of the staff, a
lady who contributed paragraphs.
"And opinions are divided," said the Special Corre-
spondent.
"Well, I'm glad of it," said Miss Bonar-Brown, looking
at her finger-stall, and reflecting that there was nothing
so bad but that it might have been worse. "Supposing it
had come up here."
And then there was another chorus, the leit-motif of
which was, "How dreadful !"
Two days later Gale left the heights and depths of
the Grand Hotel world, and was whirled through the
darkness to Paris.
He had come to Paris for the express purpose of seeing
Edgar Hall ; he had looked forward to meeting him again ;
yet, as he puzzled out his way to the Pasteur Institute,
something that was almost like nervousness began to creep
in upon him.
It was some years now since he and Hall had met, and
previously to their last interview their meetings had been
only occasional and short; and "Chaps change," thought
Gale. Besides They had been intimate, of course, he
and Hall, in the old student days, and in the days when
they had first paddled, so to speak, in the ocean of pro-
fessional practice ; he and Hall and Percy had formed a trio
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in friendship which had caused them to be commonly
spoken of amongst their, comrades as "the triangle." But
had the intimacy been more than a surface one ? or had they
been, he and Hall, not so much portions of a single chain,
inevitably adhering one to the other, as two chains of differ-
ent metals, joined by the connecting link of Percy Burdon ?
And besides, after all these years of separation
"Hot !" said Gale to himself. "Percy and I are different,
yet we're still pals, though we don't see much of each other ;
and why shouldn't it be the same with Hall ?" Yet, at the
same time, he could not help wishing he had written to Hall
to say he was coming.
His acquaintance with Paris was but slight, the acquain-
tance, that is to say, of the passing tourist, so that he had
to ask his way many times in order to reach his destination ;
but finally he found himself in the Boulevard Pasteur, and
then soon came to the Rue Dutot. The street is in itself
small and insignificant, but is distinguished in that it con-
tains two monuments, or two divisions of one monument
the original Institut Pasteur and the opposite building of
the Chimie Biologique to the memory of a Frenchman,
who is one of the most revered and admired, the most fa-
mous and widely known of his nation.
Pasteur, meeting at the beginning of his career with a
measure of opposition, incredulity, and contempt, was yet,
while he still lived, a prophet in his own country. He was
born, not out of due time, but in the very era when the
work that he did appealed most forcibly to the minds and
emotions of his fellow-men. The modern fear of death and
shrinking from pain were on the increase ; the modern spirit
of exhaustive inquiry was awake and keen ; the modern at-
titude towards physiology, an attitude which admits no
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difference, in the pursuit of knowledge, between insensible
matter and sentient organisms, \vas stiffening itself into a
principle. Pasteur, sigle-hearted, with ideals which were of
his age and not beyond it ; with a mind acute and powerful,
but of the kind which views particular pursuits apart from,
and not in relation to, the universe as a whole, achieved in
his work results which invited and received the homage of
his time. In his generation he was supremely wise ; in his
lifetime he received his reward ; he still sits upon a throne.
Yet that part of human nature ignored of physical science
may ultimately condemn the morality of his methods; the
growing experience of humanity may contravene his con-
clusions; science itself may happen upon that principle of
unity which forbids in the service of one portion of the
whole the violation of another. Throned idols have not
always a lasting divinity; it is the stoned prophets whose
words sound on through the ages.
A building of dark red brick, with plaster grown yellow ;
four windows on either side of the centre door, and a high
steep roof broken by another row of windows; such is the
Jnstitut Pasteur. It stands back from the street, divided
from it by a strip of garden wide enough to admit of a
carriage drive.
Up the drive went Sidney Gale, reverently ; for to him,
as to so many, the Institute was a temple dedicated to the
salvation of humanity.
Yes, Monsieur Ahl was there, in the Institue. If
Monsieur would wait a minute or two
"Certainement," said Monsieur, thinking how lucky it
was that there were some French words not so very far
removed from English ones. He had not long to wait in
the light and lofty room: presently Hall came in; Edgar
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Hall, Gale knew him at once and yet a stranger. The
man who entered was small, below the middle height;
broad, but not lofty, of brow; with a pale face tapering
towards the chin. The nose was pinched, with suddenly
widening nostrils; the lips were thin, the eyes observant.
The expression was that somewhat absorbed one common
to men the force of whose intellect, the current of whose
interests, is compressed into a channel narrow and deep.
It was the expression perhaps that had changed in Gale's
student friend, for the features were the same, as was also
the figure, alert and spare; but it seemed to Sidney that
the whole personality had altered, and also that that per-
sonality had become more French than English.
"Gale! I could hardly believe my eyes when your card
was brought me. Sit down, please, my dear fellow. But
why didn't you write to say you were coming? I would
have contrived, or done my best to contrive, to have a spare
hour. And now I have but a few minutes."
"So busy, eh ? Jove ! you look as if you were working."
"I'm working very hard. This is the place to give a man
ideas; and the place to work them out in."
"All sorts of facilities, I suppose."
"The French are much more logical than the English.
If they found an institution, they provide everything to
carry on the work for which the institution was founded."
"Well, are you going to settle down here altogether?"
Gale was half joking, but Hall's answer came with com-
plete seriousness: "I hope so."
"Altogether? Be an exile?"
"Exile!" Hall's lip curled in the old way "A cosmo-
politan is never an exile."
"Always seems to me like a sort of Wandering Jew."
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"Just the contrary. The Wandering Jew was never at
home; the cosmopolitan always is."
"I'll take your word for it. And so you're a cosmo-
politan?"
"Science is cosmopolitan, and I'm a scientist."
"I see. Well, look here, you're busy now, you say "
"So sorry," murmured Hall.
"Come and dine with me this evening and we'll have a
regular good old gossip."
"Excuse me; in Paris, / am host. Meet me at Frederic's,
Quai de la Monnaie, at seven-thirty. I'll ask one or two
men you'll be interested to meet."
"Awfully good of you, but look here, don't trouble to
ask a lot of other fellows. What I'd like "
"Not at all, not at all; no trouble. I should like you
to meet them."
Then, in a twinkling, as it seemed, Gale found himself
in the street again. "Because I'm on a holiday, I can't
expect all the other chaps not to be busy," he thought, as
he went back towards his hotel. "All the same, I'd like to
have seen through the place." Disappointed he was not,
he told himself, since he had two or three days to spend
in Paris, and he could see through the Institute to-morrow
or next day. But Hall was changed certainly. Changed
had he, though or simply developed? "He was always a
rum, cool sort of chap, even in the days when I used to sit
upon him," reflected Gale. "Now, by Jove! he's inclined
to sit upon me. Wonder how he and Percy would hit it off ?
Percy was always thicker with him than I was. Wish he
hadn't asked those Frenchies. Such a bore talking their
jabber."
Yet he was dimly conscious that a tete-a-tete dinner with
Hall might- not be altogether so enjoyable as he had picture^
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it in the train from Geneva; there were threads dropped in
the past, not to be picked up by the present Edgar ; perhaps,
after all, the presence of other guests was not entirely to be
deplored.
CHAPTER XXXIV
OF the half-dozen men whom Edgar Hall presented to
Gale that evening, five were well known in Paris,
and the names of three were familiar to Gale through the
medium of medical journals. One of these names belonged
to a German, known in Paris, as in London, by reputation,
and one to a man who came from the south of. France. Gale
himself was the least distinguished man of the party, and
Gale, as has been indicated, was not, in his own country,
entirely unknown. The least distinguished he was in re-
gard to fame, yet his face, with its strong vitality, its keen
eyes, and its frame of tawny hair, was perhaps the most ar-
resting of those gathered round the restaurant table. David
Chance, when she had been David Lowther, had said once
that Mr. Gale had the face of a predestine; and it is true
that there was in Gale's face, mingled indescribably with
the vividness of its expression, that elusive melancholy,
often to be observed in the faces of those destined to early
death, to the endurance of heroic disasters, or to the silent
tragedy of failure.
At first the conversation was not general, and Hall, see-
ing that his guests were occupied with each other, spoke to
Gale in English.
"By the way," he said, "who do you think is under
treatment at the Institute just now?"
"Never was good at guessing."
" Cranley-Chance."
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"Cranley-Chance? By Jove! What on earth has hap-
pened to him ?"
"He was bitten by a dog in Switzerland, it seems. He
was travelling with Carey you know Carey?"
"Sir James of that ilk?"
"Yes; and they were both bitten."
"Not at Les Avants, by any chance?"
"Yes, it was. Chance took the first train through."
"Why, I was quite close there, and heard all about it.
Fancy it's turning out to be those two! If I'd known,
I'd have gone down and seen Carey. He stayed on where he
was, I hear."
"Chance says he came to the Institute partly for the
example."
"Good old Chance! Was he badly bitten?"
Hall shook his head. "Not he; the skin wasn't even
broken. I'm not sure, if I'd been him, I shouldn't have
followed the other chap's example and sucked the wound."
"He couldn't do that," said Gale, "if there wasn't a
wound to suck. How's he going on?"
"Oh, all right; the thing's taking the normal course.
It makes you uncomfortable, of course, for a time."
Hall turned to the man on his left, and Gale was left to
try and ctch scraps of the talk going on about him.
Presently the talk became general, but Gale, whose ears
received French without difficulty, but whose tongue was
not fully master of it, listened at first considerably more
than he spoke; listened with both diffidence and interest,
for these were famous men, and their ideas and opinions
carried weight; listened till interest overpowered diffidence,
overpowered the* disabilities of speech in a foreign tongue,
overpowered all but the imperative necessity of saying what
was in his mind. But this stage was not reached till the
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dinner was over, and coffee, liqueurs, and cigars had taken
its place. Gale smoked but little now. He found that to-
bacco as well as alcohol interfered with the steadiness of his
hand and nerve, and had sacrificed both to the perfection
of his surgical work. At home he smoked one after-dinner
pipe ; to-night he played with cigarettes while his host and
fellow-guests puffed at cigars.
The talk turned naturally to what is called "shop," and
discussion waxed keen. There were rival theories on many
points; experiments pointed to different conclusions; and
the as yet unreached solutions of various problems were the
subjects of contradictory prophecies. Gale was struck with
the deference accorded to Hall. He not only spoke as one
having authority ("that was always rather his way") but
was listened to on the same basis; it was obvious that he
was a much bigger man than his student friend had im-
agined. It was Hall who finally kindled the fire which,
smouldering through Gale's musing as he listened to the
eager talk about him, caused him at last to speak with his
language-hampered tongue.
The fire first began to smoulder during the narration of
certain experiments. Vivisectors are not cruel, the public
is told; and if by cruelty is meant that the infliction of
pain is in itself pleasing to the inflictors, cruel they are
not; but if by cruelty is meant an utter indifference as to
whether pain is or is not given, a disregard of suffering if
suffering be necessary to prove a certain point, of cruelty
the large majority of them must undoubtedly stand con-
victed. It was the cold callousness of his fellow-guests
which first stirred the burning in Gale's heart; living or-
ganisms were not other to these men than geological speci-
mens; their only care obviously was that the subject of their
experiments should be motionless, and so not interfere with
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the success of their investigations. But as yet he kept
silence. His pulses stirred, but the consciousness of his
imperfect French still held him.
"Yet," said h docteur Detaille, "all this experimenting,
interesting as it is,' is abortive, unsatisfactory. The only
decisive proof, the final experiment, must be always in
connection with the human being."
"Exactly," agreed Beauregard. "Such a method might
be perfect if one were concerned exclusively with the pa-
thology of the guinea-pig or the rat. It may be defective if
one argues from animals to man. In any case it is inade-
quate." 1
"I am quite of your opinion," said Professor Leibholtz;
"but in our country we not only hold opinions, we act
upon them, and if you are logical, you must admit that, if
the end is all important, every means of arriving at it is
defensible."
"Certainly; but public opinion "
"Oh, public opinion !" The Viennese shrugged his shoul-
ders. " Sometimes the Press spurts out some humanitarian
cant, but we are not interfered with. We command the
hospitals, and the outside public is, as a whole, indifferent."
"There was trouble over the Doyen business," observed
Gale.
"Doyen of Rheims and his cancer-grafting? 2 Yes, all
Europe professed to be interested ; but it died down, it died
down. Certainly the German Press is not universally hos-
tile. I remember reading in the Vossische Zeitung the
argument that as a general sends a regiment to certain
death to gain the victory for the rest of the army, so a
doctor should be allowed to act in a similar way."
"The sentiment seems to me to tell more against war
>App. 16. *App. 17.
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than in favour of human- vivisection," said Gale in his
halting French; and everybody laughed; not at his French,
since foreigners are rarely amused, or rarely show their
amusement, at the language blunders of strangers, but be-
cause his remark was supposed to be the Englishman's
idea of a joke. Everybody laughed but Hall, and he, know-
ing that Gale had no intention of joking, frowned.
"Do you think that Schreiber did much for humanity by
his injections of Koch's tuberculin into new-born chil-
dren ?" asked Giraud. He was the man from the provinces,
and had not spoken much.
"I cannot quite recall the experiments."
"He injected fifty times the maximum dose prescribed by
Koch into forty new-born infants." 1
"I do not remember the results. But no doubt he gamed
knowledge. It is, as Monsieur Beauregard has remarked,
the only sure method."
"Is it the general practice in your country to use the
hospitals as centres of investigation?" asked Gale.
"In most hospitals, I should say, patients are made use
of in the cause of science. And not in my country alone.
1 think you will find this sort of thing is carried on in
Berlin and Paris and also in London."
"Not in Lon " began Gale, and stopped short. Had
not Sarah Jennings been made use of ?
"Ringer undoubtedly experimented on his patients," 2
said Hall, "and I think myself that a man is justified in
getting some return for the time and skill he gives with-
out payment, especially as the sacrifice of the few is for
the advantage of the many. But in England, in the present
state of public opinion, acknowledged experimentation
would not be tolerated. Though it is just in England,
J App 18. 2 App. 19.
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where science is hampered by the canting outcry of anti-
vivisectionists, that men are likely to be tempted to gain
their knowledge from the human subject."
"On the other hand, it is possible," said Giraud, "that
if that outcry ceased, if experiments on animals were unre-
stricted, that the result might be to introduce or increase
human experiments to the extent which prevails in coun-
tries where there is no restriction."
"Hein!" Everybody turned to the speaker.
"My friends," said Giraud. He was a massive man, big
in body and in feature ; his eyes, of a dark, dull grey, were
deep set beneath a wide high brow. "My friends, I am
not sure whether we are not all wrong, whether the course
we have followed so assiduously has- not brought us as much
error as knowledge ; whether the system- we have evolved of
injecting disease to procure health* is not a false one. I
have been a persistent experimenter, as you all know, and
enthusiasm in the cause of science I may say in the
cause of humanity has carried me* unflinchingly through
everything which seemed to promise any new light on the
problems with which we cope. But I ask myself, after
thirty years' work not mine alone, but the work of hun-
dreds of others what have we done? Are people better?
Is the race stronger? Has disease decreased? To all these
questions I must answer, No."
"But knowledge "
"But science "
"But the surgical art "
Giraud raised a large hand.
"Pardon. I know all you are going to say; I have said
it many times to myself. It does not answer in the affirma-
tive those questions I have asked. As for the knowledge
gained, is it more than academic ? As for practical knowl-
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edge I tell you that when students come down from tKe
Paris hospitals and are faced with ordinary illnesses, they
are helpless. They know nothing of diagnosis, nothing of
initial symptoms ; they can inoculate and they can carve
that is all. Their clinical work they have to learn." 1
"You have not become a renegade, by any chance?"
asked Beauregard.
"No, only a thinker."
"A dreamer perhaps," suggested a small, dark man called
Loret.
"No, but a free thinker."
"As for me," said Michelin, one of the best known men
present, "I am not afraid to avow myself a dreamer. I
dream of what may be and also of what shall be."
"Is it permitted to ask how you make your division?"
asked Loret.
"Certainly. What may be is that we may discover the
principle of life itself "
"And they call me a dreamer!" muttered Giraud.
"That is to say, we may be able to solve the problem,
compared with which all other problems are insignificant
and preparatory only: how do nervous impulses so flit to
and fro within the nervous system as to issue in the move-
ments which make up what we sometimes call the life of
man ?" 2
"Monsieur," said Giraud, "the principle of life will
never be discovered through the practice of pain."
"For my part," said Detaille, "I am not concerned with
the nature of life. My aim is to prolong it."
"And mine," agreed Hall. "I am with Monsieur Miche-
lin only as regards what shall be."
*App. 20. *App. 21.
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"And you think it will be possible to discover a means
of extending life beyond its normal limits ?" asked Giraud.
"Undoubtedly," said Hall and Detaille together.
"By eliminating disease," said Michelin, "or, what is the
same thing, by providing an antidote to every disease m
"Pardon me," broke in Giraud, "the two things are not
the same. A child who has never had diphtheria is a much
healthier child than a child who has passed through the
disease and the anti-toxin treatment. Those who have
escaped both vaccination and small-pox have a surer and
greater vitality than those who have been subjected to
either. That must be allowed."
"Then how, pray, may I ask, are you going to stamp out
disease ?"
"That, Monsieur, is a question which is not likely to be
answered so long as the intellect of the profession is en-
grossed by the present methods."
"But according to the intellect of Monsieur, which is
not so engrossed?" questioned Loret.
"It has occurred to me that it might be by the cultiva-
tion of health," answered Giraud; and met the storm of
derisive dissent with unmoved countenance.
"There are diseases so rooted in the race," began Detaille.
"In civilised races," put in Gale. Giraud looked at him
across the table, and said :
" Parf aitement."
"In civilised races if you will," continued Detaille, "that
only science can stamp them out."
"In conjunction," amended Giraud, "with nature."
"And is not science perpetually engaged in the study of
nature?" asked Michelin.
"I am not sure that science physiological science has
J App. 22.
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not become the bully rather than the pupil of nature," an-
swered Giraud, and again evoked a storm of inarticulate
dissent.
"He is incorrigible," said Detaille, and Giraud answered
him only with a slow smile.
"The barrier to our complete success consists in the lim-
itations imposed upon us," affirmed Beauregard. "It is a
fact that there is an unbridgable gulf between the animal
and human kingdoms, and results ascertained in the one
remain problematical in the other. The inadequacy of ex-
periments upon animals only is indisputable when you
consider that there are certain maladies peculiar to man
alone, and that some of them cannot be reproduced in
animals."
"As, for instance?" added Hall; and Beauregard named
the unnameable disease.
"As yet," Hall conceded, "we have failed."
"And you will never succeed," said Leibholtz. "Believe
me, the only sure material for the experiment is the human
subject. And such material is not difficult to obtain. I
myself inoculated eight girls with the malady under dis-
cussion, and obtained most interesting results. 1 That is
much better than wasting your time trying to reproduce in
animals diseases exclusively human."
It was then that Gale forgot both himself and his im-
perfect command of the French tongue. "You did that?"
said he. "Well, I call it devilish." The badness of his
French somewhat obscured the expression of his feeling, but
his face spoke, while the bang of his hand upon the table
formed a language that all could understand. The face of
the Viennese professor assumed an expression of affronted
'App. 23.
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displeasure; on the other faces surprised inquiry was the
feeling chiefly displayed, Giraud regarded the excited
Englishman with a sort of reflective sympathy.
"Don't make an ass of yourself," said Hall quickly, in
English, "or of me. My friend," he continued in French,
"is not accustomed to converse in any language but his
own, and is unable to choose his expressions. In England,
as you know, there is a widespread feeling against experi-
menting on human subjects, and Mr. Gale sides with the
bulk of his professional country-men. Did he speak French
as well as you do, professor," he said, turning to the Ger-
man, "he might be able to argue the subject with you. But
I," he went on, "will show you all that if experiments on
man are not superfluous, it is nevertheless possible to dis-
cover an antidote to this scourge of the race by means of
the animal world."
"But animals cannot be infected with it," said two men
together.
"As yet all animals have proved immune even monkeys.
But I am convinced that amongst monkeys there must be
certain species in which it could be engendered. Gentle-
men, I propose to devote myself to the discovery of the
particular species and the particular method."
Then the fire already kindled in Gale leapt up in flame.
He sprang to his feet. "It's the damnedest idea I ever
heard of," he cried. "To take the brutes that are by nature
pure, and deliberately infect them with man's impurity ! If
that is science, may science go to the devil and you, Hall,
with it !"
For a minute every eye was upon Gale; waiters, cus-
tomers, everybody in the place looked at the tall English-
man with the shining eyes, and the mane of hair, shaken
out now to its wildest extent; and for a moment Gale's
personality dominated the situation. His fellow-guests
were held by it ; abashed for the moment ; unable to decide
whether to be angry, scornful, or amused. Then, as the
vehement instant passed, there succeeded to it a short un-
comfortable space in which nobody quite knew what to do.
Gale himself put an end to the tension. "Je vous de-
mande pardon, messieurs," he said simply in his English-
translated French, "d' avoir interrompu 1'harmonie de la
soiree; mais j'ai connu Hall quand il etait etudiant, et si
je n'avais pas dit cela, je serias creve."
"Then I congratulate you on having spoken," said
Giraud. "As for me, I like an honest man, and I am sure
these gentlemen are of my opinion."
"These gentlemen" bowed, but the party had come to an
end; and presently, in ones and twos, the guests took their
departure.
When Hall and Gale found themselves alone Gale turned
to his host.
"I'm sorry," he said. "Of course, you were not serious ;
and I I was too British to see it. I have made an ass of
myself. The only consolation is, I don't suppose I shall
ever see any of those chaps again."
"But I shall," said Hall with rueful displeasure.
Then Gale laughed, and, "Thank God!" said he, "my
sense of humour's coming back to me."
CHAPTER XXXV
DAVID stood at the nursery window and looked out
into Manchester Square.
The troubled look that had haunted her face all summer
had gone ; the look that had escaped her husband, had been
noted by her mother, had impressed itself on Gale's ob-
servation the day she had come to his house. The irreso-
lution and questioning had gone; David's face had fallen
back into its old decided lines, because David's mind was
made up. The training of her girlhood, the mental atmos-
phere of her married life, had had their effect, and the
mother's love which was to her the touchstone of morality
had been an overwhelming weight in the scale of her de-
cision. That decision arrived at, she had refused to con-
sider any more Judy's arguments or her own misgivings;
doubts had been dismissed, scruples banished; and the
vivisectionist plausibilities of anaesthetics, absence of pain,
advantage to science, and benefit to humanity were glib on
her tongue.
And recently she had been strengthened in her attitude,
since recently she had had practical, almost personal, proof
of the efficacy of one, at any rate, of the discoveries of
vivisectional science. For Cranley had come back from
Paris well and strong, saved from the consequences of what
might have proved a tragic accident, had not the Pasteur
Institute been ready to receive him. If the dog had really
been mad and it was impossible now to know it was
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horrible to think what that slight graze of the skin might
have entailed, had not the antidote been discovered. Sir
James Carey, to be sure, was well, too so far ; but the peril
was not yet over, and were she Lady Carey, she would never
feel comfortable.
Yet, though David's face was calm and her mind free
from doubt, that pain which Gale had called the martyrdom
of motherhood was still a sorrow in her heart, a cloud in
her eyes. For Vi was no better. The disease developed as
time went on, and science, so far, had been powerless to
arrest it. Cranley-Chance, in that laboratory where he had
made his name, had been working now three years to find
a means of salvation. Experiment had followed experi-
ment, and animal after animal had been sacrificed on the
altar of Vi's possible recovery; yet nothing had been dis-
covered that was of any use ; and Vi grew worse. That the
disease was making progress David was hardly aware ; cus-
tom, which blinds most vision, dulled her watchful eyes ; and
to her, Vi, constantly prostrate now, becoming ever more
helpless, ever more suffering, seemed always much the same.
So much indeed does custom deaden not only sight but feel-
ing, so much does human nature acommodate itself to the
environment, that David, miserable when the child was
first taken ill, was now often merry. The thought of Vi
and of Vi's suffering was rarely altogether absent from her
consciousness; but continued depression was impossible to
a nature naturally so buoyant as hers, and there were days
when she was as gay as in her girlhood.
To-day was one of those days; standing at the window,
looking out at the leafless trees, her heart was light. She
stood drumming on the window-pane, whistling a little tune
(Vi liked to be whistled to), and was turning away to cross
the room to the child when a servant brought in a note.
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"It's from gran'pa, Vi," said David, opening it. "He
wants me to go with him to-morrow night to a play. I
must just go and write him a note, dear."
"Of course I shall love to go with "you," she began to
write, and then stopped short. "Oh, dear! how tiresome,"
she was thinking; "to-morrow is that horrid old soiree at
the Eoyal Institution, and Cranley expects me to go with
him. I wonder I wonder if he would let me off?"
She went downstairs to the hall.
"Tell Sir Bernard," she said to the man who was wait-
ing, "that I'll send him a note this afternoon. I hope to
be able to go, but I must see Mr. Chance before I can give
a decided answer."
She went upstairs to put on her outdoor things. She
had ordered the brougham at eleven o'clock, with the inten-
tion of doing some shopping; but the shopping could wait;
she would drive over and see Cranley, and ask him to let
her off the soiree.
David had been frequently to the Empire Institute. Con-
stantly she called for her husband as she returned from
her afternoon's round, and was familiar with the little
waiting-room curtained off from the wide corridor; fa-
miliar with the two rooms in which Cranley-Chance did his
physiological and chemical work; familiar with the class
and other rooms in that high-up portion of the building
conceded to the college to which her husband was attached.
Familiar she was, too, with the oblong brass slab on whu-h
Cranley did his vivisections ; so familiar that it had lost for
her the air of half-repugnant mystery with which at first
it had been clothed; and had become, indeed, so changed
in significance by the views in which she had entrenched
herself, the knowledge she had acquired, that it seemed to
her now that her nerve was strong enough, her convictions
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profound enough, her understanding sufficiently firm, to
enable her to witness a physiological experiment, unham-
pered by selfish and sentimental shrinking; upheld by that
spirit of scientific inquiry, of broader humanity, with which
she had learned to associate vivisectional inquiry.
But Cranley-Chance had steadily refused to allow her to
be present at even the simplest of his investigations; nor
had his decision been affected by her argument that if she
had the positive evidence of an eye-witness wherewith to
confront the accusations of Judy and her kind, if she could
vouch from personal knowledge that those accusations were
malicious and false, it would give her statements a validity
and a force which nothing else could assure to them. Low-
ther, appealed to, had chaffed David on her scientific cu-
riosity. He was pleased at the positive attitude which his
daughter's opinions had assumed, but supported her hus-
band in his view; and David had perforce continued to
maintain her own convictions and to do battle with Judy's
on second-hand evidence.
But as she was borne upwards in the lift to-day, there
was no thought in her mind of experiments or convictions,
no wish to gain knowledge or confute testimony; she was
thinking, and thinking only, of her father's invitation, and
her strongest desire for the moment was to induce Cranley
to release her from her engagement.
The youth who admitted her to the broad corridor fan-
cied the professor was engaged. Would Mrs. Cranley-
Chance wait for a minute while he went to see ?
"No, never mind," said David, impatient. She would
go along and tap at the door; it would be all right.
She was used to go direct to the professor's room, used
to what she called bearding him in his den. He knew her
particular little knock, and his answering "Come in, dear,"
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was a joke between them. "For if it should be somebody
else," said David, "how surprised that somebody else would
be 1" When he could not let her in he would call out, "No
admittance," or come to the door and tell her how long she
would have to wait before he was ready ; and now, receiving
no answer to her knock, she stood waiting, expecting to
hear his step cross the floor within. But there was no
sound; and presently, having knocked a second time in
vain, she ventured to open the door and peep in.
The room was empty, as she had expected, and she was
vexed by the thought that the young man she had spoken
to had made a mistake, that her husband had gone away,
and that she had missed him. Then, in the inner room,
beyond the half-open door, she heard voices, and one the
professor's voice. Instantly the little feeling of hopeful
excitement revived, for she was inwardly convinced that
Cranley would let her have her way ; and with it, in the re-
action from momentary annoyance, came a return of the
merry mood of the morning.
David, since the days when she had played at being an
artist, had never quite lost, though the faculty had been
often latent, the child's instinct of play. There was in her
a perennial child-germ which, when favoured by mood and
circumstance, was wont to spring suddenly into blossom;
and now she was seized and fascinated by the idea of giv-
ing Cranley a surprise. At the far end of the room was a
cupboard with its door invitingly ajar; she would hide in
it, and when her husband had become absorbed in his work,
would suddenly present herself at his side. "Your 'Come
in, dear/ is superfluous to-day," she would say.
CHAPTER XXXVI
A QUARTER of an hour later Cranley-Chance had
entered the room and had carried out his part of
the programme so far as to be absorbed in his work ; so ab-
sorbed that David might have opened wide the door that
stood ajar, have left the cupboard without carefulness of
movement, have crossed the room without softening of
footsteps, and he would not have heard her. But David
had not moved.
Coming into the room, she had not noticed that the row
of bright instruments which usually lay on a shelf beneath
the brass slab, was ranged by its side; hiding herself, she
had had no idea of what the professor's work that morning
was to be. And now in her mind there was no room to
consider that she was defying her husband's wishes by re-
maining where she was; that she was, in fact, if not in in-
tention, a spy upon that which he had forbidden her to
witness; her consciousness was caught up in a crisis of
experience which held the whole of it.
When the dog a bitch and pregnant which now lay
upon the slab, had been brought into the room, David had
had her moment of consternation, bewildered, undecided,
regretful ; and ere that moment had passed, ere the conflict
between suddenly presented opportunity and loyal obedi-
ence could even definitely declare itself, the time for action
had gone by, the very idea of action was annihilated. For
David was swept right away from the consciousness of her-
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self as herself, right away from the consciousness of those
ties, ideas, affections, circumstances, by means of which
we relate ourselves to life as we know it; swept on to a
plane of new and acute realisation which her experience
ihad never suggested and her imagination had never
touched.
She had entered that plane first by means of a swift and
graphic picture, a sudden memory. Ere paraldehyde and
morphine had rendered the dog motionless, a movement of
its body, a tremor, had called up an incident of the days
spent at the Villa, a scene in which Wuppums had hurt
her paw and had had it bound up by Judy. The trust of
the dog in her mistress had not failed, since she had licked
the hand from which she yet shrank ; but she shrank never-
theless, shaken with a nervous trembling which embraced
the whole docile form. And Judith had said: "They're
so nervous, even though they trust you, and especially the
bitches." The little scene had lain hidden away in the
background of David's recollection, without significance,
meaningless; and now, suddenly, it started forward into
life, a fact from which deduction was to be drawn, and
which bore direct upon that other fact, the dog on the brass
slab; the servant (it was a term Cranley-Chance had used
once) the servant of science.
It may be that the picture, suddenly upheld, would have
passed as quickly as it rose, have been relegated to the store-
house of those doubts and scruples which David had rHs-
missed, and left no trace in the mind where it showed
itself, had it not been followed by other pictures, not revived
from the past, but painted, strong and clear, in the present.
As it was, it formed, as has been said, a key to realisation.
These are the pictures that David watched in the paint-
ing.
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She saw the dog firmly secured by straps and clamps so
firmly that, conscious or unconscious, it could not have
moved; saw an incision made in its neck; saw the windpipe
bared with dissection knives, and the edges of the wound
held apart with chain hooks. As she watched, the involun-
tary shrinking in her fought with the thought: "It is an-
assthetised, of course, doesn't feel"; and then came the
echo of the professor's words to the assistant, words in
which paraldehyde and morphine occurred; and with the
echo the remembrance that he himself had once told her
that certain drugs were not true anassthetics, but only
narcotics. Of these drugs paraldehyde was one, and mor-
phine yes in that article of his she had helped him to
correct the proofs of it he had certainly said that morphia
only lessened, did not abolish pain. 1
But the pictures or the one picture that changed from
moment to moment went on. There had been in the first
phase of it a dash of vivid red; but now the blood flow was
checked by the assistant, who clamped the cut arteries and
veins with steel self-locking forceps, which tightly pinched
the vessels and flesh as they closed, and, thus closed, re-
mained a permanent part of the picture.
The picture was not quite like ordinary pictures, which
are silent things, for from this picture came sound; a low
sort of whistling, as through the incision made in the wind-
pipe the animal's breath rushed forth, ere the canula was in-
serted, and the artificial breathing apparatus was complete.
And all that happened, happened, as it were, to an
accompaniment of words that were repeated again and
again in David's mind, a refrain of statement and question.
"For the good of humanity," said one soundless voice; and
another asked continually, "What is good?" Thus it went
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on while a fresh wound was made in the dog's neck ; while
the pulsating carotid artery was severed, clamped, and the
end near the heart connected by a glass and rubber tube to
a mechanical contrivance for the record of blood pressure:
thus it went on while the jugular vein was laid bare, and
so prepared that it could be easily dealt with later on.
And now the dog on the brass slab, strapped and
clamped, with wounds held open by hooks, with the severed
blood-vessels held secure from blood-letting in the grasp
of the forceps, was ready for the experiment proper. David
knew no difference between preparatory and directly experi-
mental w.ork ; and in spite of the knowledge on which she
prided herself, the knowledge which in conversations with
her husband she had gradually gained, that which her eyes
beheld was only parly intelligible to her understanding.
Yet she knew, as the picture changed again, knew and
realised that what was drawn out now from the incision
made in the dog's abdomen, was the womb ; though she did
not know, at the time did not know, that that womb held
the ripening germs of incipient life. The appeal made to
her later on by the outrage on maternity, on the function
sacred throughout all nature, was not made to her then.
And indeed, as regards emotion, it seemed to her, on
looking back, that she had been singularly unmoved; that
she had had no concern with feeling; that she had simply
stood and watched.
Watching, she saw the dog, mangled, dissected, powerless
in the hands of man; and the man, who had wrought the
mangling and dissection; and who performed his task as
coolly, as quietly, as deftly, as he performed those other
portions of his work which had to do with chemistry. And
looking at him, he became to her sinister, terrible, hardly
human, hardly even devilish ; but a soulless being, obeying
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automatically impulses of irresponsible force. What, in
truth, she saw was that which the love of knowledge, noble
in itself, pure in itself, can become when, divorced from
that higher morality, which is one of love's integral ele-
ments, it degenerates into lust. For the man she looked
upon was not consciously cruel, but only completely callous.
Pity was as far away from him as was anger or pleasure or
pain; the only emotion he was conscious of was the desire
to know, the intense, irresistible curiosity of the scientist
whose humanity is sunk in his science: and possessed by
that curiosity he was ruthless.
In the ftrange calm that held her, David noted the deli-
cacy of his manipulation; how deftly he attached the ex-
tracted womb to levers arranged so as to record upon a drum
the period and magnitude of contractions. She noted the
certainty of touch with which he severed the nerves; the
calm with which he compared the record of their action
with a previous record ; the absence of haste or flurry which
characterised his movements, as, in order to prevent the
dog dying from the shock and collapse caused by the magni-
tude of the operation, ere the experiment was complete, he
transferred it to the bath in which salt and water, kept at
blood heat, covered all wounds save that in the neck.
The experiment was nearly over now; there remained
but, what was, indeed, the chief end and gist of it, the
injection of a drug in solution into the jugular vein by
means of a syringe, and the recording of the drug's effect.
David, watching, did not know that the records of the
many similar experiments which her husband had per-
formed gave bewildering and opposing results; nor did it
occur to her, in those watching moments, to ask herself if
the administration of drugs to animals in a way, and in
conditions, which could never be possible in the case of a
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human being, could have any practical bearing, even if the
results had added to accurate scientific knowledge by being
always the same. She did not think or reason at all; she
only looked at that picture of the motionless dog and the
emotionless man ; changing always like the evolving picture
of a cinematograph, but with one element in it that never
changed: the utter helplessness of "the servant of science."
Only once, quite at the beginning, she had a desire to cry
out; never once was she brought near to faintnees; never
once was she able to close her eyes. At the end, when it was
over, when she saw that it was quite over, she became con-
scious of a great longing; to get away; but knew, and re-
signed herself quite quietly to the knowledge that she must
wait 1
"Home!"
"The master's not coming, ma'am?" asked the coachman.
"No."
It was David's wont always, when she came home, to go
straight to the nursery. She went there to-day. It was her
wont when she had been away to put her arms about Vi, to
kiss and pet her. Her arms went round the little form to-
day, longingly, lovingly. Sometimes, in the intensity of
her desire to help the child, sometimes in the passion of her
tenderness, the tears came to her eyes and wet the face
close to her own. But to-day she did not cry.
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CHAPTER XXXVII
DAVID did not go either to the theatre or to the soiree
at the Royal Institution. To her father she wrote
that her evening was engaged ; to her husband she said that
she did not feel able to accompany him. When Cranley-
Chance had started, she put on a hat and cloak and. walked
to Harley Street. Lowther would be at the theatre, she
knew, and she should find her mother alone. She went up
to the drawing-room unannounced, and opened the door.
Lady Lowther was sitting by the fire, in her usual place,
dressed in her usual dress, knitting.
She looked up. "David!" Then in a different tone:
"Darling !" For David's face, as she crossed the room, had
changed.
The calm which had come upon her in the Empire Insti-
tute had endured through the rest of the day and through-
out the day which succeeded it. She had lain awake all
night, sleeping only a little when the late morning dawned ;
lain awake at her husband's side, listened to his regular
breathing, turned her cheek to him when he came to her,
and again ere he rose. Cranley-Chance, who was not ob-
servant where human nature was concerned, had noticed no
difference in her demeanour. She was quiet, certainly, but
she had her quiet days ; and when she said she did not feel
up to going out with him, he supposed that her head ached.
And David, sitting at table, sewing at a garment for Vi,
lying still, with eyes that stared out into the darkness, did
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not know if she had changed or no. For she did not think ;
she looked at pictures. And when she turned away from
the pictures she felt as if she were in a desolate place, a
long way off from everybody and from ordinary life; and
she had a sense that before she could come back again she
must go through a process; intellectual was it? or emo-
tional ? or just the recognition of certain fundamental prin-
ciples of her own nature?
But into the cold area that surrounded her came a little
warm breath ; not a picture, but a feeling ; a desire, faint at
first, but growing, to see, to be with, her mother. David
had been tempted to despise that mother; had said to her-
self that she lacked character and independence ; had called
her colourless. But now she thought of her as tender,
gentle, patient ; not questioning much, but listening ; barren
of argument, but prodigal of sympathy. It was when she
came into that mother's presence that her face changed;
moved and worked; and when the voice said "Darling!"
David came back from the desolate place in a rush, in a
whirlwind of battling emotions, in a storm of tears. Kneel-
ing, she laid her arms upon her mother's knee, her head
upon her arms, and wept as if her heart would break.
Lady Lowther drew her knitting aside; she did not
speak, but stroked the brown head that lay upon her lap;
her face wore an expression of distressed bewilderment. It
was not till the crisis had passed, till the sobs had died
down, and David sat upright on a footstool at her feet, that
Lady Lowther said
"What is it?"
Then David told her, was able quite easily to tell her;
the narration came in swift graphic words that, conveying
the pictures to her mother's brain, relieved the biting pres-
sure of them on her own.
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Bertha, silent through all the narration, was, when it
ceased, for a minute silent still. Then she said: "Long
ago, when you were quite a little thing, I made a compact
with your father that I would never speak to you, never
seek to influence you, on- these subjects. I think I thought
at the time that I was wrong. A stronger woman, per-
haps, would have held on her course; but I was not I
never have been and at the time I was nervous, broken
down and your father was always masterful. Now that
this has happened I can speak to you, I can tell you all
about it. There is no use in not speaking, and I will tell
him what I have done before I go to bed to-night. I haven't
always been honest to myself, but I have been always honest
I think with Bernard. David, don't you think you'd
better get up and sit properly in a chair? You'll get
cramped down there."
The suggestion, so characteristic and BO prosaic, did
David good, and made her smile.
"No, thanks. I'm comfortable here. I'll lean against
you."
She rested against Bertha's knee, sideways, looking into
the fire. Lady Lowther was looking into a cupboard to
which nobody but herself and Isabel Barker had the key ; a
cupboard which she was about to unlock, showing to her
daughter its recesses, and the skeleton of remorse which,
shut in there, had weighted her spirit so long.
"When you were a little bit of a thing," she said pres-
ently, "between three and four, I went through a severe
operation; I had to have what they call a floating kidney
taken away. I am a coward, as you know, but I was not the
least nervous about that operation. I'd had an easy time
when you were born, and I remembered the effect of the
chloroform ; and the thought that they would give me an
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anesthetic took away all my dread. Anaesthetics were a
sort of religion to me in those days ; I believed in them, I
think, quite as much as I believed in God, and trusted in
them more. I'd been brought up, you see, to be what Ber-
nard calls sentimental. Your grandfather loved animals,
all kinds of animals ; he never would have the birds killed,
I remember ; he said he would rather lose his fruit ; and I
was brought up to love them, too. Dogs and cats and rab-
bits we had pets of all kinds, and I was afraid of nothing
in that way, not even toads. Well, and then, when I grew
up, I married your father."
"Oh, mother, how could you?" The words came quick-
ly, almost before David knew the thought was in her mind.
"You see, I didn't know. Vivisection was only coming
into fashion then, and I didn't understand it. I hated
what I first heard about it, but Bernard told me my ideas
were all wrong, and the way he explained it made it seem
as if it were the best thing for animals as well as human
beings. Father was dead then, or perhaps I should have
heard the other side, and your grandmother was quite as
easily persuaded as I was. Though I must say," said Lady
Lowther in parenthesis, "that I have known a great many
people since, who were supposed to be much cleverer than
me and yet believed things that were told them just in the
same way."
"Comfortable things," said David, "yes, because one
wants to believe them."
"The anaesthetics were the chief things, of course. You
first made an animal unconscious, Bernard said, and found
out something wonderful, and then it got quite well and
knew nothing about it ; or else it was killed before it could
feel again. I didn't quite like the idea of the killing; but
then, when he pointed out to me that it was a much more
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merciful way of killing than by sport, I agreed, and it
seemed all right."
"It's much better when they're killed much. Go on!"
"Yes, I know it is, but I didn't know then, and didn't
think much about it. It was the operation made me think.
I went to it quite happily; I remember walking into the
room where the doctors were and saying good morning.
Isabel told me afterwards that everybody said I was so
brave ; but I wasn't really, you know, dear, because Bernard
had told me I was sure to get over it, and I trusted him
absolutely ; and as for the pain, I knew I shouldn't feel it.
I didn't feel it, at the time. It was when I came to oh,
the agony ! I shall never forget it, and it went on and on.
It was a shock to me to find I had to suffer so much; I
had never expected it which was stupid, of course, but I
had never thought about anything but the operation itself.
I remember saying to your father: 'I never imagined it
would be like this,' and he answered: 'Well, you couldn't
expect to be cut about as you've been, little woman (he used
to call me that in those days), and not feel it.' And then,
after he'd gone, I remember it all rushed into my mind
the thought of the animals that were operated upon and
not killed. At one time I had thought it was so much
worse to kill them, and now I was cared for, nursed,
petted; I had narcotics to dull the pain; everything was
done to help and ease me. But they When the thought
came to me, I forgot my own pain for a time. I sent for
Bernard, and I told him I was very open with him in
those days I told him what was in my mind. I remember
he laughed, and told me not to worry. That laugh was the
first thing that came between us; I couldn't forget it."
Bertha paused, but the figure at her feet did not move,
and presently she went on speaking.
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"I didn't say anything more till I was well, but I went
on thinking. I thought of the animals coming out of the
anaesthesia to pain like mine; and I thought how Bernard
and his friends had always said there was no pain in vivi-
section ; and I thought about the certificates Bernard held
which dispensed with the use of anaesthetics. I had always
believed everything I was told up till then. Now I began
to doubt. I knew that not feeling pain at the time of an
operation did not mean no pain after it; and I knew that
all vivisection couldn't be painless; I began to doubt
whether the men who did these things really cared or not
whether the animals suffered."
"They don't," David said. "They don't want to hurt,
but they don't really care, if it interferes with what they
want to know."
"When I got well I spoke to your father again, and that
time he got angry. Then I spoke to Isabel Barker, and
found that she hated vivisection as much as I hate it now.
Well, when Bernard saw how really upset I was, he tried to
soothe me down again. He brought forward all sorts of
arguments, and he assured me that all the things anti-
vivisectionists said were lies. Isabel, of course, was an
A.-V., and I knew she was not a liar ; but Bernald said the
lies were not always intentional, that they often came from
silly women not understanding. I don't know how it might
have ended whether for a time Anyhow, just at
that time we moved. We had been living at St. Leonards,
and we came up to London and took a house in Campbell
Square. What I went through there I cannot say. Night
after night I was kept awake by the howls and groans of
the animals belonging to the Campbell Street Hospital. 1
I believe something has been done now to deaden the
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sounds, but in those days you heard them plainly. At first
I did not know what it was. When I found out you will
know why I could not sleep. To think of them, hour after
hour, helpless and in pain, recovered from the anaesthetics
(those who had had anaesthetics), but not from the oper-
ations ! I had been through an operation myself, you see,
and knew what it meant. It was Campbell Square that
brought things to a crisis. I couldn't stand it. I told
Bernard so, and I begged him and I remember that I
really had the hope that I might be able to influence him
I begged him to give up the experiments and be a doctor
and not a physiologist."
"And ?" David half turned as her mother paused.
"He was only amused at first; then he was angry. You
were a little bit of a thing, two years old, and I begged him,
for your sake, not to do things that, as you grew older, you
would hate. Then" Bertha paused for a moment "then
came the struggle. He said he would not have his child
taught ridiculous notions; rather than that, he would sep-
arate from me altogether ; that a hysterical woman was not
a fit person to bring up a child. I don't know of course
he could have separated from me, for I should never have
tried to stay in his house against his will but I don't know
whether he could have kept you from me."
"Of course he couldn't."
"Isabel said he couldn't, but he said he could. He came
in one day when Isabel was with me, and they had a fearful
row. It was patched up later on, in a sort of way, but they
never meet if they can help it. I always wondered your
father let you go to Lapelliere to a friend of hers."
"I suppose he thought all her friends were harmless
dowdies. And of course it's only lately he has realised
what a part Judy plays in the A.-V. movement."
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"Yes. Well, as I said, I wasn't sure whether he could
take you from me, and I didn't get the length of consulting
a lawyer. I I was foolish enough and weak enough to
dread the scandal and the being cast adrift, and I knew,
too, that a girl whose parents are separated has a slur upon
her. People always think it's the mother's fault, and that
the daughter will be like her."
"What am I to say?" asked David, as the low voice
ceased. "I don't know whether you were right or wrong."
"Yes, you do. You know I was wrong. I know it, too.
I agreed never to speak to you about what I felt so strongly,
to let you be brought up to believe in things I hated, to
take no active part in the movement which Bernard had
taught me to despise and which I longed now to join. And
when I had done it, I felt like a traitor, like Judas."
"Poor little mother!"
"The feeling seemed to kill the youth out of me. I gave
up caring about pretty clothes (I was very fond of them
once) ; I gave up caring to look my best; I seemed to sink
down into what I am. The only thing that has been a sort
of comfort to me has been this" she laid her hand upon
the knitting by her side "the work that sometimes used
to vex and irritate you. I got into touch, through Isabel,
with a firm that sells hand-knitted goods, and I have
worked for it regularly for years. The money I earn is my
own, not Bernard's, and I give it all to the one thing. It
makes me feel especially going on working when I am
tired a little less of a a coward."
David's eyes were wet again. "Dear mother, if I'd only
known !"
"But it was just what you might not know."
"You must have been so lonely, and I gave you no sym-
pathy."
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"I had you with me, dear; I had what I had bargained
for. A sort of wall between us there must always be, I
knew, unless something happened like what has happened,
and I never knew quite whether to hope or fear it."
"You should have hoped."
"It is your relations with Cranley. I know I know
that you will never give way like me."
"I don't know what I shall do. No, that's not true. I
didn't, when I came here. Now I think I do." David got
up. "Good night, mother!"
CHAPTER XXXVIII
WHEN David got home she went into her husband's
... study; the book-lined room, with the huge,
leather-covered writing-table, and the capacious arm-chairs,
in which, to be comfortable, she could not sft, but had to
curl herself up in cat fashion.
There was one chair, stiff and straight, which stood be-
fore the writing-table, and it was to this chair that David
went. Sheets of the sermon paper on which Cranley wrote
his articles for scientific and medical periodicals lay on the
table, some blank, some covered with his close, somewhat
cramped handwriting. David was used sometimes to scan
the loose sheets that often lay thus; sometimes she would
alter a word or add a comma, and would say jestingly that
she did her best to improve her husband's English. To-
night her eyes, absently at first, glanced along the written
page ; and then she saw that the professor had been writing
an account of the experiment of yesterday.
"The changes in the uterus induced by drugs are so
important from a practical point of view," she read, "that
I have taken up the question afresh and have performed
a large number of experiments on dogs, rabbits, and cats." 1
David turned away. "A large number of experi-
ments " A large number!
She rose, took a cushion, and placing it before the fire,
sat down there and thought. She thought for an hour;
short, because the time passed unheeded; long, because
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there were so many thoughts in it. Words came back to
her that she had listened to unheeding and dismissed with
contempt ; words, too, that she had listened to with irritated
discomfort and dismissed with decision; other words that,
in a discussion she had ventured upon with John Cameron,
had been uttered by him, and that she had never been able
quite to dismiss.
"There is something more precious," he had said, "than
knowledge, even accurate knowledge; more precious than
physical gain, even assured gain; the spiritual progress of
man. Any method of acquiring anything, whether it be
knowledge or ease, material advantage or mental power, any
method which inflicts pain upon any sentient creature,
save for the creature's benefit, is against that progress.
Vivisection appeals to the two basest instincts of humanity
selfishness and cowardice; instincts which delay man's
march, and degrade his nobility. Shall man take knowl-
edge of his body, comfort of his body, in exchange for his
soul?"
And she thought of Claude Bernard, one of the fathers
of modern vivisection, whose daughter had left him, refused
to live with him, because of the cruelties he committed. 1
"But you must remember the point of view." Cranley-
Chance's arguments, which had soothed or satisfied her, rose
up and did battle for his cause. "The character of a deed
is in its motive." And then came Judy's words, when, at
second-hand, David had advanced Cranley's argument.
"All very well for the man who does the deed," Judy
had said, "but it has no validity for the man, woman, child,
or animal who is hurt. A man may knock me flat on the
road, bash my head in and make off with my purse. His
motives may be of the purest; his wife and children may
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be starving, and what more commendable than to feed
your children and your wife ? But my head hurts me just
as much as if he had wanted to get drunk on my money, or
prove scientifically that a head hit with a certain force will
bleed. Motive is all very well, my dear, and an individual
may be absolved by his motives for all I know. But if, safe
in his own purity, he lowers the standard of the community
by the morality of his acts, I say he is a pest to that com-
munity, even though his acts should result in the discovery
of a gold mine."
And she thought of the words which in her girlhood had
puzzled her; which all her life had haunted her; which
baffled still her understanding: "This present life is not
the end where much glory doth abide; therefore have they
prayed for the weak." The glory of science ; would it not
abide? The weak ?
David moved her head. The door of the study was open,
and she could hear the latchkey turn in the front door.
But she did not rise. Then, as the latch lifted and the door
turned on its hinges, she got up quickly; for Cranley-
Chance was speaking ; it was evident that he was not alone.
She got up, conscious both of relief and vexation. Per-
haps Cranley was going to Glasgow to-morrow to give two
lectures on the progress of physiological knowledge during
the last decade; perhaps she would have to defer what she
had to say till his return.
Then into the study came Lowther.
"David!" he exclaimed; and "David!" echoed Cranley-
Chance behind him.
"How did you meet?" was all David said.
"I wanted to see him," answered Lowther, "and as I had
a card, I got rid of Mallison, who was with me, and went
round by the Institution, thinking to bring you both home.
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He told me you were not very fit, and I expected you'd
have gone to bed."
Chance was looking at the hat and cloak flung down on
a neighbouring chair.
"Where have you been?" he asked.
"To Harley Street." There was a dryness in David's
throat, a thumping in her chest that made her voice sound
constrained and queer.
Both men looked at her.
"What's the matter?" asked Lowther.
For a moment David was tempted to answer, "Nothing."
She was not a coward, but she dreaded her father's tongue,
shrank from the derisive spirit which, when his prejudices
were combated, sat in his eyes and gave a biting tone to his
voice.
She had arranged what she was going to say to her hus-
band, and, strung up as she was, she had thought she would
have no difficulty in saying it. But with Lowther it was
different. She had imagined that when she saw him again
he would have learned from her mother what had befallen
her, and how, by that befalling, she had been affected. She
would meet his sarcasms, steel herself to meet them, but
she would not have to give him the information from which
those sarcasms would spring. It would be strain enough
simply to meet them; a strain all the harder in that, in a
sense, limited to be sure, but actual, her father had been a
hero to her. Though she had opposed him sometimes in
matters of personal plans and wishes, though in certain di-
rections she had maintained her own views in defiance of
his, his mental standpoint had been nevertheless the stand-
ard by which she had measured mental capacity; in ques-
tions of intellectual discernment and scientific judgment,
she had reverenced his opinion and craved his approval.
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She had been flattered by the footing of equality on which
of late years he had discoursed to her of his professional
interests; had applauded his sweeping denunciations of all
that was maudlin, sentimental, and reactionary; and had
prided herself on being ahead of those futile folk whose
heads, in Lowther's phrase, were as soft as their hearts.
Now she must lose her place in her father's estimation;
not only lose it, but witness the process of forfeiture; see
the eyes that had glanced approval grow hard and jeering;
hear the jibes that had evoked her laughter turned against
herself; feel herself sink from being "a woman of uncom-
mon sense" into a member of that contempt-laden company
which Lowther comprehensively designated as "women and
fools."
Feeling all this, she hesitated ; only for a moment. She
had always had the courage of her convictions ; it faltered,
but did not fail her now.
"Just this," she answered. She did not move as she
spoke, but turned her eyes from face to face, as she ad-
dressed first one man and then the other. "When your
invitation came yesterday morning, I felt I must speak to
Cranley before accepting it. I drove down to see him and
went up as usual. They told me" her eyes turned to
Cranley-Chance "that it was doubtful whether you were
not engaged "
"I never heard you were there, never heard anything
about it. I was engaged, but they ought "
"It was nobody's fault. I said I'd go to your room
and see; and I went and found it empty." David stopped,
to swallow something that seemed rising in her throat
"I was probably in the inner room. If you'd called, I
should have heard you.'*
"You were there; I heard your voice. I thought I'd
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play you a trick surprise you hide myself and and
come out later, when you were at work."
Cranley-Chance gave vent to an exclamation, took a
step backwards; but David did not heed him; her eyes
turned and met her father's eyes, critically, acutely ob-
servant.
"I did hide."
"And saw him do a vivisection, and were upset by it. So
much for disobedience!" said Lowther. "Now perhaps
you'll admit I was right?"
"You were there all the time?" cried Chance. "Good
God ! David, I find it hard to forgive you."
David answered her father. "You were right in one
way; but in another quite, quite wrong."
"Indeed?"
"It wasn't the least a fit experiment for you to see,"
broke in the professor. "For a novice for a woman "
"Don't you think you'd better go to bed and sleep it
off?" asked Lowther. "I should give her a little bromide,
Cranley. Nerves a bit upset ; tendency to hysteria."
This time David answered her husband, before he had
time to reply to her father's suggestion.
"It's just because I'm a woman, I think, that I was
specially interested; just because I'm a woman that I was
specially appalled."
"Ha !" said Lowther, in a tone that implied "Now it's
coming. This is what I expected."
"Don't try to discuss things you can't possibly under-
stand," said Cranley-Chance. "To follow that experiment
you would require a training and an experience "
"I dare say; and I don't want to discuss it; I want as
little discussion as possible. I only want you to under-
stand, both of you" it was Lowther's eyes she looked
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into "that when you talked to me about vivisection, and I
talked too, and listened, I didn't in the least realise what
it meant."
Lowther's lower lip went out. " Half a lifetime of logic
annihilated by the sight of a drop of blood ! That's wom-
an," said he. "And she wants the franchise!"
"I knew you'd jeer," said David. "I was prepared
for it." Now that the storm had come, now that her
father's face actually wore the look she had dreaded, she
felt that it was easier to bear than she had expected. The
sense that it is impossible to go back sometimes supplies
the courage to go forward. "As for logic these are things
that cannot be reasoned about until they are thoroughly un-
derstood."
"I fully agree," put in Lowther. "And the proposition
that you advance is, if I mistake not, that you now thor-
oughly understand the scientific aspect of vivisection. On
that, Cranley, I think I'll have a cigar. You don't object
to smoke, I think?" he said, addressing David.
She handed him the matchbox from the mantelpiece.
"I realise something that I had not realised before; I
make no claim to understanding. I believe I accepted
your opinions, and" her eyes turned to Chance "and
your assurances, because it was so much more comfortable
to accept them. It made me seem in my own eyes, and
in yours" she glanced from face to face "a clever, ad-
vanced woman, capable of appreciating the scientific spirit.
I dare say there are women, medical women, who really
think as you do, who have been so trained, as you say,
that they can realise what these things mean and still
uphold them. No, I don't want you to speak, Cranley, till
I have finished. And I dare say there are experiments
quite different from the one I saw; it may be that there
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are experiments quite as I have been often told quite
painless. That hardly seems to me to come in. What I
feel is that a system which includes the kind of thing I
saw yesterday, is a system that goes against something
which is more important than anything and everything
that system may find out or acquire. I mean," David
said, losing a little her manner of calm statement, and
speaking now with a slight tremor in her voice, a note of
appeal in her tone, "that there is something in me which
would rather suffer pain than benefit by doing to an animal
what you what was done yesterday."
She glanced from face to face with eyes that said
"Don't you understand ?"
Cranley-Chance, angry with his wife, was, nevertheless,
more distressed than angry; Lowther was only angry.
David perceived intuitively the difference of attitude, and
her look rested on her husband.
"If you'd only obeyed me," he said, and said it testily,
"this wouldn't have happened, and it would have been all
right."
"I didn't deliberately disobey you. And I I'm glad
it happened. It wouldn't have been 'all right.' I should
have been happier, perhaps, in a way, going on thinking
that vivisection could be done without cruelty, but "
"Cruelty!" broke in Lowther. "Pooh! She's learnt
the language already, Cranley; cruelty, torture, inhuman
monster. Well, it's an easy vocabulary being so limited.
And so we are cruel, Cranley and I? an inhuman father?
a monster of a husband ? How ? Why do you call us cruel ?"
"Because you do cruel things."
"To you?" asked Chance.
"No. But many men who have done all sorts of things,
have been kind to their wives and children."
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"And children," echoed Lowther. "How about Vi? Is
the chance of her recovery to be sacrificed to anti-vivisec-
tionist principles?"
"I will do for Vi what I've always done," David an-
swered, "all I can. But I don't want you," she said to
her husband, "to go on making experiments. It has done
no good; nothing that you have done has given her even
five minutes' ease ; and apart from that, I " She made
an effort, and looked Lowther full in the face. "You know
what it means to me to see Vi suffer ; or it hurts, perhaps,
more than you know. But there are prices that one can't
pay, however much one may want what they would buy;
things one can't do. This scientific way of trying to
escape from suffering is one of them. It's not only the ani-
mals, but the women and children little children "
Her voice faltered.
She had spoken, not defiantly, not with any assumption
of heroic sentiment, but in a low voice, almost deprecat-
ingly. But Lowther had no pity.
"You have it all very pat. Who's been coaching you ?"
"It's that Home woman who's at the bottom of it all,"
said Chance.
David answered her father. "I suppose the thoughts
must have been in me for a long time, only I wouldn't listen
to them. I think there was a part of me that knew always
it was cowardly to take advantage of defenceless things;
but I hid away from it; I wouldn't let myself know what it
meant. But I can't hide any more. And so " David
broke off. "I think I'll go upstairs now." She turned to
the professor. "You and I will talk this out when you
come back from Glasgow."
David spent the night in the room with Vi. She told
the nurse, who slept in an adjoining room with the door
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open, that she could shut the door; and she herself at-
tended to the child's wants, the emotion in her finding
vent in an added tenderness.
"Vi," she said more than once, "we'll bear what we
have to bear as best we can; but we'll keep to the clean
ways, dear, you and I."
Most of the night she knelt by the child's side, but in
the early morning lay down upon the couch and fell asleep.
She was still asleep when Cranley-Chance came into the
room.
His entrance roused her, and she sat up, rubbing her
eyes and trying to define the weight that clung to her con-
sciousness.
"I've come to say good-bye to Vi," said Chance. He
bent down and kissed the child; then turned. "And to
you," he added, "though I was tempted, by Jove ! though
I am more vexed with you, David, than I can say."
David had remembered now; she had risen from the
couch, and was standing beside it. Her impulse was to
turn away; but she remembered that she had not yet
made her appeal to him, that it was still possible he might
listen to that appeal ; and the sense of justice in her caused
her to stand still, to let him take her hand and kiss her
cheek.
Afterwards, looking back, she was very glad.
CHAPTER XXXIX
THE days that followed were to David like a dream a
dream that had begun in a nightmare, and that
ended in like fashion.
But between the graphic scenes of start and finish waa
a space; of dreaminess rather than a dream, because so
little happened in it. The days went by, seeming not quite
real; the daily routine was followed, seeming not quite
actual; but the days were commonplace, and the routine
unbroken. The only thing that was different in David's
outer life was that she did not go out during the day and
denied herself to visitors.
But though dreaminess lay upon the surface of her life
and, touching the tangible side of it, made the tangible
vague, her mental world was vividly alive; pulsating with
thought; thickly peopled with those emigrant reflections
and sentiments which she had banished at the birth. She
did not seek to see Judy: she did not go to her mother
again, save once for a very short time : she sat in the room
where Lowther had loosed at her the shafts of his contempt,
and read books which till now she had refused to read.
She read in Sydney Ringer's Therapeutics, 1 the book
which Judy had asked her to study, and which she had, on
one excuse or another, arranged to ignore, of experiments
on human subjects, patients in London hospitals.
She read in a number of the Revue des deux Mondes,
*App. 29.
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which Judy had sent her, and which she had never opened
till now, the words of the distinguished scientist, Dr. Charles
Richet, these words : "I do not believe that a single experi-
menter says to himself . . . 'Here is an experiment
which will relieve or will cure the disease of some man/
No, in truth he does not think of that. He says to him-
self : 'I shall clear up an obscure point; I will seek out a
new fact/ And this scientific curiosity which alone ani-
mates him is explained by the high idea he has formed of
science. This is why we pass our days in foetid laboratories,
surrounded by groaning creatures, in the midst of blood
and suffering, bent over palpitating entrails." 1
And she read, seeing Crile's name on the professor's
bookshelves, Crile's own account of his experiments on dogs.
Many of those experiments had been performed, she
knew, in her husband's laboratory, lent for the purpose, and
were therefore, by her husband, approved and counte-
nanced.
She learned now what they were, or some of them ; heart
and nerve failed when she had read but a few of the hun-
dred and forty-eight experiments recorded. For many of
these experiments consisted of almost unspeakable mutila-
tions: of the "manipulation," after the dogs were cut open,
of the intestines, the whipping of the intestines, the pouring
of boiling water on the intestines; of the .crushing of
testicles ; the crushing of paws ; the application of a Bunsen
burner to nose and paw; the pulling out of the eye and
burning of the socket; the tearing out of organs; the
dilation of acutely sensitive parts. From time to time she
came across the statement that "the dog was not .under
complete anaesthesia," or that "the animal struggled on ap-
plication of the flame"; and she turned from the accounts
>App. 30,
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of the experiments, lasting, some of them, for two and
three hours, to seek out the summing up of results. What
knowledge, what benefits had been bought at such a price?
"Surgical shock, then," she read, "is due mainly to a
vasomotor impairment or breakdown. The cardiac and
respiratory factors may be of considerable importance.
However, the main effect is on the vasomotor mechanism.
If the foregoing be true, it will be seen how much more
important is prevention than treatment. Prevention of
shock may best be accomplished by taking into account all
the known physiological functions of every tissue and organ
of the body in a way that would suggest itself to any prac-
tical surgeon. While the cause may be local, the treatment
must be general. It would seem to be desirable to direct
special attention to the distinction made between collapse
and shock. The result of action is reaction: of rest is
restoration." 1
There were no italics on the printed pages, but David's
mind italicised certain portions of the experimenter's con-
clusions as she read; and then returned with astonishment
to consider them. The futile puerility of it all amazed
her. Prevention more important than treatment! And
that prevention to be accomplished in a way that would
suggest itself to any practical surgeon ! Action would re-
sult in reaction, and rest in restoration! Were these the
scientific data that had been gained by a hundred and fifty
barbarous experiments? Gained? No, for the most ele-
mentary knowledge, the crudest common sense, could surely
have pronounced these platitudes without resorting to such
means.
That all vivisectors were not like the author of the book
she was well aware; even in the reaction of her present
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attitude she preserved a sufficient impartiality of judgment
to remember that there were men marching under the
same flag as that author, whose motives seemed to them-
selves humane, whose methods were not wilfully barbarous,
whose scientific achievements were not grotesquely out of
proportion to the suffering they entailed. But remembering
all this; retaining still, even to a greater extent than she
was conscious of, that reverence for science which had been
instilled into her as a child and fostered throughout her
life; and longing, indeed, to find justification for the acts
and the principles of her father and her husband, she found
herself unable to doubt that a system, a body of men, which
countenanced such cruelties as those which she had just
read about, was a system more productive of abuses than
advantage; a company whose vision, individual and cor-
porate, had been perverted by the aims which controlled it.
And she realised, reading and thinking during these
strange days, that there is in man something more im-
portant than the desire for material, commonly called scien-
tific, knowledge; that there is for man a higher destiny
than the conquest of pain, or even the conquest of Xature.
Vaguely, to be sure, and slowly, the realisation dawned" in
her consciousness that the spirit of man is a reality and not
a theological conception, and that the development of that
spirit means the only real advance of humanity.
In the evenings, when the curtains were drawn within
and the gas lamps glimmered without, when Vi had been
read to, soothed, and, if possible, amused, David went out
into that region, peopled, solitary, teeming with contra-
dictory elements and antagonistic forces, known as the
streets of London; the region which Sidney Gale in his
student days had frequented ; facing, defying, hiding from,
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the same problems which David now was facing; to find
and accept her soul's solution of them.
And walking thus, choosing the quieter, half-deserted
streets which lay around her home, not only the problems,
but her own course in regard to them, became clear to her.
She would not lead such a life as her mother had led ; she
would not sacrifice her convictions to conventions, or ac-
quiesce In practices which had become abhorrent to her.
On the other hand, she was convinced of the entire hope-
lessness of seeking, in any way, to alter her husband's views.
One of three things therefore must happen. Either she
must be allowed openly to declare her opinions and to work
in support of them; or, holding fast to those opinions
while Cranley maintained his, she would abandon active
propaganda if he would abjure vivisectional experiment;
or, she must do as Claude Bernard's daughter had done,
leave him. The question of the custody of Vi hardly dis-
turbed her ; she would have the child, of course, for Cranley
would not know what to do with her.
There were times when she seemed to see herself living
away from her husband ; times when she cherished' the hope
that he would consent to compromise; rare moments when
she dreamed that she might win him away from the ugly
side of science to the standpoint to which she had herself
been brought. Such moments died almost before she knew
they were in existence; but one evening, as she entered
Manchester Square from Hinde Street, the sense that it
might be possible definitely to influence her husband lifted
her for a few instants to a pinnacle of hope! In the house
the pinnacle perished, and she fell into a gulf of tumultu-
ous foreboding, shrinking from- the contest which lay ahead
of her, dreading the day of Cranley's return.
In Vi's room she found no consolation, for Vi was in
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pain, restless and unhappy. She was able at last to give
some ease to the poor little body, to soothe in a measure the
strained nerves; and seeing that the child was disposed to
doze, she went into the next room to stand for a few min-
utes by an open window.
Outside, in the strtets, sire had had a glimpse of hope;
she longed again to look forth into the night. She would
find, perhaps, if not hope, courage; if not courage, calm;
for, as she walked, calm had seemed' to' her to be the
evening's special attribute. Calm it still was, but there was
movement too, and, besides the street sounds, a low soft
pattering. A thin rain dropped; a faint wind wandered;
the night was full of sighs.
CHAPTER
NEXT morning came the telegram:
"Your husband very ill. Come at once.
STKACHAN."
Strachan was the name of Cranley's host, David knew.
Had the message been less peremptory, she might have
hesitated, uncertain whether to stay with the child whom
she never left, or to go to the husband from whom she
was half estranged; but the words on the thin piece of
paper were a command, and after the first instant's doubt
she did not think of disobeying it.
She sent a message to Harley Street, told her maid to
pack a portmanteau, rushed out and bought a fresh con-
signment of toys for Vi> and soon was on her way to Euston
to catch the two o'clock train north.
Borne along in that train, all her thoughts were at first
a question. Was it an accident, or illness, in the ordinary
meaning of the word, illness sudden and severe, that was the
cause of her summons ? Questions such as these, question;?
separated from reply by hours of suspense, will go on
knocking at heart and. brain, all the more peristent in that
they find no answer. But in David's mind, at this time,
were many problems ; and after a time she passed from sur-
mise to reflection.
It was twelve years since she had married Cranley-
Chance, and she went again through those years, treading
the quick path of memory. In the light of greater experi-
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ence, she recognised how far she had been from what is
ordinarily called love when she became his wife; she had
known it at the time; she knew it more surely now. She
had respected her husband, and been flattered by the fact
that she had been able to attract so celebrated a man. The
position he had won for himself appealed to her pride and
ministered to her ambition; and he had evoked in her the
admiration which she always accorded to strength and ca~
pacity. But love, on her part, had been altogether absent
from her married life, and affection, during the first years
of it, meagre. Then had come Vi's illness, the hope of her
recovery, the drawing nearer to Cranley on the common
ground of that hope. The hope had never blossomed, but
the sympathy which was an offshoot of it had bloomed into
a fuller affection than Chance, in the first days of disap-
pointed longing, had dared to hope for.
In the glaring light 'of her experience at the Empire
Institue, thinly veiled, slightly softened by the mist and
mystery of those hours so near and so obscure which lay
before her, David looked at thnt affection. It had been
real; not vastly deep, but ess*.. atially true; so much she
recognised. Was it dead ? Had it been destroyed with the
belief on which, partly, it had been founded? She sought
the answer' horiestly, and found it : No. For David, know-
ing full well that the man who was her husband was the
same man- whom she had watched at work in his laboratory,
was unable, actually, to identify the two : in her feeling, if
not in her thought, Yi's father was distinct from the famous
vivisector. To her, that vivisector remained an actual
being, indeed, yet partaking of the nature of a phantasm ;
of the essence of the nightmare in which he had figured;
living, terrible, potent, but hardly a man.
And in truth, the feeling in her was justified by fact;
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since man, overstepping certain limits of his being, becomes
either more or less than himself. Within those limits lie
the attributes of humanity, and he may strike the gamut of
the whole, from brute instincts to sublimity. Beyond those
limits stretches, on the one hand, the region of divinity ; on
the other, the realm of that spiritual wickedness which can
have its habitat only in high places. The one region is
entered" when intellect, touching the highest point attain-
able by human brain, transcends, in love made perfect, the
confines of mortality; the other is reached when intellect,
in the pride of its own possibilities, divests itself of all
relationship with love.
It was with that dehumanised atmosphere about him that
David had seen her husband in the laboratory, and, seeing
him thus, had found him, in some indefinable way, different
from the man who was her daily companion. She did not
seek in these waiting hours to puzzle out the reason of the
difference; she tried only to shut out from her mind the
pictures which were bound up with it, and to reinforce
with other pictures the tenderness which she had once
given to her husband.
Rugby, Preston, York. People got out of the train;
trays, cups, and baskets were borne up and down the plat-
form. Would she have tea ? No, David wanted no tea.
At last Glasgow !
A manservant was waiting, looking out for her. Was
she Mrs. Cranley-Chance ? He had a carriage.
The professor? He was very ill, no doubt; and no
better. The man was vague in his replies, unsatisfactory,
seemed not to know what was the matter.
When she reached Mr. Strachan's house, Mr. Strachan
himself met her in the hall, took her into a room at the
end of it, begged her to sit down.
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Her husband was no better; he, Mr. Strachan, was afraid
in fact, they had decided, he and the doctors, that it was
better it would be only painful She could not see
him.
"Why? What is it? Tell me, please," said David, "at
once."
Then he told her; of the suffering, the hopelessness, the
inevitable end. He did not tell her, because no one could
tell her, since no one knew, save Cranley-Chance alone, of
the worse suffering which intervened between the first stab
of suspicion and the certainty of despair.
In the last few days David's husband had been through
a martyrdom, all the more acute in that the meaning of
his symptoms was made plain to him by professional knowl-
edge. That slight mark caused by the teeth of the dog at
Les Avants had entirely passed away, leaving no trace to
vision or sensation. It was at the point of the Pasteur
inoculation that the pain declared itself, the tingling, the
redness, and the swelling; it was from the poison becoming
active at that point, that the discomfort, the difficulty in
swallowing, all the signs which Chance knew and recog-
nised, drew their being. 1
Strachan thought his guest changed, melancholy, ill at
ease ; this man of morose manner and strange ways was not
the man he had known. He had looked forward to this
visit, to talking over old times and future discoveries; but
the deeds of the past, the science of the future, had no more
interest for the miserable man, who strove to hide his
misery.
Cranley-Chance's first lecture was lacking in coherence,
feeble in delivery; his host and the brilliant audience as-
'App. 32.
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sembled to listen to him were alike disappointed. The
second lecture was never given.
Downstairs David waited, unoccupied, appalled, with
nothing to do but wait. Waiting through those last days,
she was rent with pity for the man she might not see.
Those pictures he had painted in her mind were wiped out,
for the time being, by another picture, dim with the mys-
tery, weird with the horror, that clings to the unknown;
the picture of her husband in the grasp of the disease which
had seized him as he sought to flee from it. Now and again
Mr. Strachan came in with vague reports, which gave no
distinctness to the picture : once or twice sounds from that
room at the top of the house cast flashes of terrible light
upon it.
If in those hours David, by giving her life for her hus-
band, could have saved him, she would have given it. She
had no thought of him in that waiting space, save the
desire to comfort, the longing to aid him in his agony. Had
she been allowed, she would have braved the mystery of
that picture which was all she had to look at, and gone to
him ; but Strachan and the doctors would not listen to her
pleas. She could do no good, she was told, would only be
in the way. The patient that was what they called him
now the patient himself, would rather she did not come.
Pity and terror possessed her all the while the tragedy
went on. When it was over she wept as she had wept not
long before at her mother's knee.
CHAPTER XLI
JUDY was jubilant. Her dear David had come abroad
with her, and she and her dear David were at one on
the question which lay nearest her heart.
They did not discuss the question ; did not often refer
to it even; the horror of that which had brought about
David's change of attitude was still dark in her memory,
and it was Judy's desire, and her constant endeavour, to
lead her friend's mind away from the thoughts which dis-
tressed her. David, appreciating that endeavour, did her
best to back it up. She was not, by nature, morbid; her
healthy physique and abundant vitality helped her through
much that might have wrought havoc in a mind hampered
by a weakly body; and the keynote of her personality was
joyousness.
Yet she was keenly sensitive, acutely impressionable, and
as she walked up the long straight road which leads from
the town of Cannes to the Hotel d'Angleterre, her face
showed signs of the suffering she had passed through. She
was dressed in deep mourning, but no longer wore her
widow's weeds. At first she had worn them in their com-
pleteness, for Lady Lowther, who had never liked her son-
in-law, was particular in the matter of posthumous respect,
and David accepted, without question, her mother's decree.
Horror was still upon her, and the fact that whenever she
drove out she was hampered by a veil which she constantly
sat upon, did not seem either to add to or detract from it.
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Then, seven months later, when the inconvenience of her
garments was beginning to obtrude itself upon her atten-
tion, she wore them in an altered spirit, with a sense of
congruity, with an almost eager willingness. But she wore
them, not for Cranley, but for Vi. And it was of Vi she
was thinking now, and of the blank, wide and dark, which
the little suffering child had left behind her.
David's soul had been dark for a time, and the craving
tenderness which had no longer any outlet, was as a tu-
multuous flood engulfing her consciousness. Then, when
the winter months added their dreariness to her inward
desolation, came Judy and carried her off by force; and,
having conveyed her safely to clear skies, sunshine, and an
azure sea, sought to lift her out of the flood with counsels
of robust wisdom. Judith did not speak of Cranley-Chance,
of his death or the scenes which had preceded it; but she
spoke constantly of Vi, knowing well that it was just of Vi
that Vi's mother found it hard to speak; till at last, in
answering words, the flood at David's heart found vent.
It was the end of April now, eight months since Vi had
died, and spring, in this forward southern land, was hurry-
ing into summer. It was time to be moving to a cooler
climate, and David and Judith had decided to spend a few
weeks in North Italy before going back to England. David
had been taking her last look at the Mediterranean in the
cooler hour that comes with the sunset, and came back to
the hotel intending to finish the preparations for to-
morrow's journey.
But when she reached her room, the preparations were
delayed, for she found a letter from Lady Lowther waiting
for her, and sat down to read it before taking off her hat.
Her mother did not write long letters, and this letter was
not long ; yet she sat with it in her hand till the bell rang
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for table d'hote, and when Judy knocked at her door, was
not ready to go down.
"What have you been up to packing?" Judy asked,
coming into the room.
"No, just lazing, I'm afraid."
"Any letters?"
"One from mother, that's all. Had you?"
"Nothing personal; official ones, of course. It's high
time I was back, David. Deputies are all very well, but
they really give one almost as much work certainly quite
as much writing as if one were on the spot."
"I should feel guilty," said David, "if I did not know
that you needed a change quite as much as I did."
"Perhaps. I was getting a bit stale, I do think. But
I'm quite ready now to plunge into the fray again."
"Would you rather go straight home give up Italy ?"
"No, because I think it's better for you to see a little
of Italy before you go back. You'd like it, wouldn't you?"
"Oh, I? I believe I should like never to go back at all.
So a few weeks more or less won't make much difference."
"I'll tell you what we'll do," said Judy after a minute's
silence. "We'll go to Venice for a week, then just have a
look at Florence and Pisa, and then make for Paris. There
is a good deal I can do there, ai)d while I work, you can
sight-see. You don't know Paris at allj do yu?"
"Hardly at all, so I should like that very much."
David gave a little sigh of relief; she was in the mood
to like anything which put off her return to England ; and
she left Cannes the next day feeling that a sure barrier of
weeks lay between her and home.
Judith knew Venice well, but it was new to David, and
the delight she took in it lifted her for a time above the
level of troubled and troublesome thoughts. She had
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sketched a little at Cannes, and here she was fired to greater
effort, more careful endeavour. Painting day by day, her
girlhood's years, her girlhood's ambitions and intentions
leapt up at her out of the past. Sometimes the bridge
between then and now; her wifehood, motherhood, the
pictures that flamed out in her memory, seemed like the
phantoms of a dream, unsubstantial, illusory; and youth
looked no further back than yesterday. Sometimes she
wished that it might be so, that the bridge might crumble
into nothingness, that she might find her girlhood a reality
and her life all before her; and then again she knew that
there were parts of her past she could not bear to lose. She
was able now to face that past impartially, and, looking
back, found herself able, too, to look forward.
Yet here at Venice, she chose rather to look back than
forward. The waves of past storms were sinking out of
sight; but ahead were ripples or so it seemed to her
which might raise themselves to billows and sweep her from
the still waters of her present peace into the tumult of fresh
emotions. In Lady Lowther's letter she had first caught
the murmur of those waves, and the sound bore a subtle
charm ; but it was just the charm, the hint of magic in the
murmur, which caused her to shrink from the waves' ap-
proach. Storms she felt that she could face, and she was
prepared to brave her father's sarcasms and her friends'
disapproval by espousing an unpopular cause. She was not
without the fighting instinct, or the chivalry which prefers
to fight with the minority; and in battle she hoped to find
an interest which would help to fill her life. Happiness she
did not deliberately look for; and now happiness stood, as
it were, at the side of the life she had planned out; stood
and beckoned.
Long ago, happiness of the kind that to a woman is
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supreme had shown itself in swift, dissolving vision ; it was
linked in her mind with a balcony that overlooked a London
street, and the scent of flowers floating out from a room
behind. She had refused all through the years of her mar-
riage to look back at it; though the sordid curtain which
had at first hidden it from her eyes had long ago been rent
into nothingness; and though it had come from time to
time and peeped, as it were, over her shoulder. And now,
lo! instead of standing behind her, it was there ahead; a
dim outline, to be sure, but an outline that showed a raised,
inviting hand.
Lady Lowther had sketched the outline first, with a
stroke or two of her pen, a couple of sentences hi the letter
which David had received on the evening before she left
Cannes.
"Dr. Gale was here this afternoon, and we talked of you.
I am sure he cares for you still." Those were the sentences
which David had read with a little sudden rush of joy, and
which, as she had re-read them, as she had thought about
them since, had caused her to shrink from the thought of
going back to London. For she could never marry Sidney
Gale; he belonged to one camp and she to the other; they
could meet only to cross swords.
For the second time she must turn her back on the hap-
piness she had missed long ago ; and, knowing what she had
to do, she shrank from what she might undergo in the
doing it. It had not been very hard to crush that girl's
love, hardly developed beyond the bud of fancy, and a cur-
rent of opposing feeling had helped to sweep it away. But
now, if it should rise afresh, it might be of robuster growth,
strong with the strength of her own maturity, hard to
destroy. The only way was to fight it from the first, not
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to give in to the thought of it; to avoid, above all things,
everything which might initiate or aid its growth. David,
setting her face towards England, determined that she
would have nothing at all to do with Sidney Gale.
CHAPTER XLII
AFTER the old-world atmosphere that clings to Italy,
the attractions of Paris seemed, all and only, those
of luxury, of convenience, of stir and movement, of modem
brilliance. That was at first. By and by David made
acquaintance with the museums and galleries, with streets
and quarters which lie outside the range of the shopping
tourist, with the encircling beauties of St. Cloud, of Ver-
sailles, of Fontainebleau.
She was partly aided, partly hindered, in her expeditions
and rambles by Edgar Hall, whose card was brought to her
two days after she and Judy had arrived at the Hotel
St. James.
"How tiresome!" was her first thought; and her second:
"I wonder how he knew I was here?"
She gave vent to this latter thought almost as she shook
hands with Hall.
"I had a letter from Percy Burdon, and he told me."
"The irrepressible Percy!" exclaimed David to herself;
aloud she said: "Do you still correspond with him?"
"He corresponds with me, and occasionally I write to
him. That, I'm afraid, is the position."
"It was very kind of you to come."
"I could not let you be in Paris without paying my
respects. I have always had a great admiration and respect
for your father. I respected and admired your husband."
Hall spoke accurately; David had always been for him
Lowther's daughter, Chance's wife ; never the girl who had
been Burden's favourite companion, the woman whom both
Gale and Chance had loved. He had come to see her simply
because he looked upon her as a sort of female appendage
of two scientific men, to whose gifts and work he desired
to pay tribute. But, as he talked, her own individual per-
sonality began to dawn upon him ; something of the charm
which, years ago in her girlhood, had appealed to Cranley-
Chance, appealed now, vaguely, to Edgar Hall. He had
intended to pay her a formal visit, feeling that when that
visit was paid the whole duty of a busy man had been
accomplished ; he found himself, before he went away, ask-
ing her if she would like to see through the Pasteur Insti-
tute.
He was three quarters relieved and one quarter disap-
pointed when David refused. On the way home he found
himself wondering why she had flushed over her refusal,
why in her speech, easy and direct throughout the inter-
view, there had been a spasm of hesitation.
"No, thank you." The flush had come as she began to
speak. "I don't care" and here had come the hesitation
"to to see such things."
Yet Cranley-Chance, and Lowther too, had always told
him that she was more keenly and more intelligently inter-
ested in science than most women. "I don't care to to
see such things." Ah, perhaps Hall laughed to himself
perhaps she thought she was going to be shown the sub-
jects of his experiments. What an idea ! Should he write
and tell her that visitors to the Institute saw nothing that
could shock the most delicate sensibilities? He did not
think any the worse of her for shrinking from the sight of
pain : she was a woman, and in women nothing much mat-
tered. But what an absurd idea !
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When David told Judith of the invitation, Judith said
at once, "You should have gone. Always see everything
you can."
"I don't suppose I should have seen much."
"No, of course you wouldn't. Nobody ever does, any-
where. You may go through the laboratories of the big
wholesale chemists and through the Stansted farms, and
come out saying, 'How painless! how delightful! how
beautifully kept! how admirably managed!' and for all
that has been shown you, so they are. Nevertheless, it is
useful sometimes to see even the outside of the cup and
platter."
"I thought it might lead to controversy, and I don't
want controversy with Edgar Hall. No doubt Percy has
told him what has happened, but there's no good in dis-
cussing it."
"Still, discussion "
"I'll do," David broke in, "whatever you like, and I'll
talk too, when talking is likely to be of any value. But
ifs absolute waste of energy to talk to people like Edgar
Hall."
"I agree, so I'll say no more, though if it had been
I " Judith laughed. "But of course, he would never
have paid me the compliment."
But Percy Burdon, in writing to Hall, had not men-
tioned his cousin's change of attitude, and Hall, when he
saw David again, did not speak of his scientific interests,
and did not, therefore, discover it for himself. For he did
see her again; not once, but many times. There was a
lull at this time in his labours; that is to say, that he was
more engaged in thinking out processes, weighing possibili-
ties, than in performing actual experiments; and he found
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it in no wise inimical to reflection to escort David to remote
parts of the city and its surroundings.
The joint rambles began by his offering to pilot her
through all that remained of the once famous Latin Quar-
ter, and David, touched by what she considered his gener-
osity towards her pervert self, accepted the offer. Then he
suggested, in such hours as his professor's work left free,
expedition after expedition, and David, finding no plausible
excuse for refusing his company, accepted it sometimes
when she would rather have been alone. She was a woman
who, when intent upon observation, spoke little, who, when
enjoying artistically, cared to speak of her enjoyment only
to a companion with whom she was entirely in sympathy;
and there was a fundamental difference of outlook between
herself and Edo-ar Hall which forbade, she felt, any but a
purely surface intercourse. Nevertheless, seeing that he did
not approach controversial topics, seeing that he was con-
tent to be silent when silence was the only satisfactory
substitute for intimate speech, she did not find it in her
heart to refuse the escort he offered.
To tentative remonstrance on Judy's part she turned a
deaf ear. "What harm am I doing?" she asked. "It isn't
as if there were any principle involved in walking down
a boulevard with a man who recognises that you hate what
he most approves of ; it isn't as if I denied my convictions.
But I no more compromise my cause by putting up with
his company for that's what it comes to than he injures
his unfortunately by frequenting mine. If Pm doing
anything, I'm doing good, by showing him how nice an
anti-vivisectionist can be."
Judy shook her head, and David did not appreciate the
significance of her rejoinder that she might perhaps have
taken the same view at David's age.
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Hall, meanwhile, was quite unconscious that in avoiding
the mention of his particular interests, he was avoiding
pitfalls of opinion. He cared to discuss science only with
scientists, and the fact that David did not try to talk up to
him, as he would have put it, impressed him favourably.
He had always told himself that there were but two kinds
of women he could marry : one possessing the qualities of
a domestic mistress and no others; the other, one of those
rare women who would sacrifice sex to science and enter
into his pursuits with the zeal and hardihood of a comrade.
Now he began to think that there might be a third type;
a woman independent enough to have pursuits of her own,
intelligent enough to follow them without making demands
on his time and attention ; feminine in her allures (he used
the expressive French word to himself) ; discreet and tact-
ful; physically desirable.
Hall, occupied with the study of the human body as a
complex organism, had had no time to give to the consider-
ation of relations between the sexes other than those directly
animal. He was acquainted with the secrets of a woman's
frame, but ignorant- of those appertaining to her nature;
he could discourse upon her physical instincts, but knew
nothing of her intuitional tastes. It was then, perhaps, not
to be wondered at that he was imperceptive of David's at-
titude towards him; that he measured her feelings by his
own ; that he construed her passive acceptance of his com-
panionship into an active wish to perpetuate it. Borne on
by desire, he failed to recognise that she remained station-
ary in indifference; becoming restless, her tranquillity
seemed to him the counterfeit calm of unavowed expecta-
tion.
Yet his heart beat as it beat when fresh discovery was
imminent, the day that he entered her presence with the
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intention of definitely ratifying what seemed to him the
bond between them.
It was late afternoon, and David eat in the window, the
clear spring light falling on her brown hair and charming
face, on the daintiness of her gown and the bunch of violets
she wore at her breast. Hall was not artist enough to know
that the violdts were fastened with an artist hand, that the
black dress with its touches of white was prettily made and
prettily worn : he only knew that the woman in the window
was sweet to look upon, and that he all man for the
moment, and scientist not at all wanted her for his own.
David rose, gently ruffled ; she was interested in her book,
and did not want to be disturbed. But the book was pres-
ently forgotten, and the vexation swamped in amazement;
an amazement so obviously genuine that Hall could not
doubt its honesty.
"That you should think," said David, "of marrying a
woman with my views, seems to me almost as extraordinary
as that you should imagine for a moment that I could
dream of marrying a man with yours."
"I am stupid, I suppose, but I don't understand."
"Didn't Percy tell you, when he wrote?"
"Nothing about you, except that you were here."
"I'm sorry, because you've misunderstood all along. I
should have told you if I'd thought for an instant
But I supposed you wished to ignore it all, and to meet
on neutral ground."
Then she told him, and saw his lip curl in the way she
remembered; yet he was mad enough in that moment of
disappointment to plead that as neutrality had availed so
far, it might prove a permanent meeting-place.
But there was in David no answering madness to
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strengthen the plea, and she dismissed it at once with a
decision there was no mistaking.
"I suppose," said Hall, standing before her, "that to
Mrs. Home belongs the honour of this conversion."
"No. Mrs. Home tried to influence, me, but I set my
face against her influence. It was two men who converted
me ; my husband and yourself."
"Ah?"
"Yes, I saw him I can't, and I needn't, go into it now
I saw him at his work. He died as the result of yours.
Oh, I don't mean," she said in quick apology, "yours per-
sonally. I mean the system you represent this Pasteur-
ism."
Then Hall forgot his love. He drew a step nearer.
"How dare you-?" he said. "How dare you?"
"Surely you heard how he died and why. And Sir
James Carey who was really bitten, but not inoculated
is alive and well."
"To charge an individual case a mistake, probably, a
blunder to a system, is infamous."
" A scientist should discount no single case. But I don't
mind. How is it that in* India, since the introduction of
Pasteurism, the mortality from- hydrophobia has gone up ?
How is it that in every country, even- in this, the country
of its birth, Pasteurism and an increased death-rate from
hydrophobia always go hand-in-hand?" 1 Suddenly David's
voice changed, and from her eyes, which met those other
eyes that blazed, the anger died out. "Don't let us quarrel.
What's the good? You see," she said, with a half smile,
"how little suited I am to be your wife."
Hall turned away; he made no answer; in that instant
he hardly knew whether he loved or hated her.
*App. 33.
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Afterwards he told himself that in a life such as his, a
woman could hold no large or lasting place; and in truth
the pang that David had inflicted left no abiding hurt;
by and by he reached the point of assuring himself that he
had had a fortunate escape.
David, left alone, passed a wretched hour, reproaching
herself first for her blindness, and then for having lost her
temper; and Judy's "I expected it" did not tend to soothe
her.
That night she lay long awake, but her thoughts were
not all of Hall. It was chiefly that sentence in Lady
Lowther's letter which came between her and sleep. It had
been easy to say no to Hall. It would not be easy yet
fully as imperative to say no to Sidney Gale. Yet was
she not disturbing herself unnecessarily ? She would never
be called upon to answer one way or the other : for even if
her mother were not mistaken, if he did "care still," he
would see as clearly as she did that there was an impassable
barrier between them.
CHAPTER XLIII
GALE, in truth, was prepared to take the course which!
David had mapped out, but for a reason far other
than that which she assigned to him ; far other, and yet, in
a sense, the same.
During her absence, Gale had been driven out into the
wilderness and there tempted of the devil; and, returning
to the beaten ways of men, he had returned, as it seemed to
him, to a path which led far away from that which David
had elected to tread.
Not into every life comes this crisis, for the spirit must
have reached a certain stage of growth ere it be strong
enough to drive a man forth from his familiar haunts into
,the lonely place where he finds only himself ; a dual mani-
festation, higher and lower; and between the two a decisive
parting of the ways. The spirit had cried for long to Gale ;
faintly at first, then louder ; but he would not heed it. He
sought to shut his ears, to close his eyes ; yet the eyes would
not be blinded, nor the ears grow deaf ; and at last he was
driven forth from the city of conventional standards to
face the sum of his lower longings, called, in the language
of concrete presentment, Satan.
This Satan endowed him first with an added power of
imaginative vision : he saw, as from a pinnacle of conscious-
ness, all that, would he but make Satan his god, he might
achieve. Ambition, as has been said, was one of the strong-
est forces in Gale's character; and he saw himself famous.
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Already he stood upon the lower slopes of the mountain of
success ; he had but to pursue his present path and he could
not fail to mount to the very summit, said the devil softly,
and Gale knew the words were true. Fame might be his,
with its double crown of successful achievement and the ad-
miring esteem of other men ; and, at fame's feet, wealth.
Eiches for mere riches' sake he hardly desired, but there
are few men to whom wealth in one guise or another is not
welcome, and Gale was not of these. Money was presented
to him, here in the wilderness, as a means of accomplish-
ment : he could accomplish a vast deal more of value to the
world if he went on in his present way, than could possibly
be achieved by taking up the arms and accoutrements of a
crank. He could do more good with the wealth he would
win, than by vain protestations against an established
order. Then said the god within him: "What is good?"
and the devil, for. answer, showed him from his pinnacle
failure instead of fame ; failure that could not but be bitter ;
more bitter to Gale, perhaps, than to most men, since he
held already the title to success. Was it imperative to court
it? necessary to proclaim aloud theories which would pro-
voke its descent?
He knew well that there were numbers of medical men,
doubting as he had doubted; numbers convinced of the
immorality, and even, certain of them, of the inefficacy of
modern methods of research ; numbers, again, as careless of
the whole subject as is the generality of the lay public : and
he knew that all these men, silent, some as to their doubts,
others as to their convictions, went on with the practical
work of healing, leaving the question of research to those
chiefly concerned with it. He knew that their silence was
due, when it was not the result of indifference, to the fear
that speech would mean failure, if not in the lower ranks
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of the profession, certainly in its higher branches. He
knew that the priests of that progress on whose altar are
sacrificed blood sacrifices, would refuse admittance, even to
the outer court of their temple, to all who were not prepared
to worship in like fashion with themselves. And he knew
that, standing where he now stood, the mere absence of
denial would be construed as an affirmation of belief.
But for Gale there was no middle course ; the choice that
lay before him was to qualify deliberately for priesthood or
definitely to declare himself a rebel. Rebellion meant fail-
ure for a man with a consulting practice. And what else?
Beside the splendid heights to which ambition pointed,
he saw a dearer prospect, a sweeter gain. He had lost David
once, but he might win her now ; in his manhood the dream
of his youth might find fulfilment. Unknown then, he was
spoken of now as a man with a future, a career; Lowther
himself would no longer despise him as a son-in-law, and
David there was that in her attitude towards him which
surely he could kindle into love.
But this could be only if he subscribed to the professional
creed, followed the professional practice. To abandon these
meant to abandon David. He knew nothing of what she
had gone through, nothing of the change which experience
had wrought in her; he only knew what she herself had
told him nearly two years ago in Harley Street. All that
he cared for lay within the area of orthodoxy ; and he was
of the men who care much. His love was as compelling as
his ambition was strong; into it was gathered all the ro-
mance of a nature in which the Highland blood of ancestors
still wrought a spell; and in the glamour of that spell he
looked on David's face and longed after it.
Then in the wilderness, beset with longing, beguiled by
hope, there was shown to him, in the mirage that comes
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only in desert places, a vision. He saw the covering of
cant, convention, custom, rent from the usages of vivisec-
tional science, and those usages clear in. their nakedness.
He saw might scorning right, scoffing at chivalry, despising
pity; discerning in weakness nothing save advantage to
itself; finding in trust no hindrance to betrayal. He saw
knowledge seeking to understand all mysteries, puffed up,
vaunting itself, dazzling men's eyes with prophecies of
wonders to come. He saw laid upon the altar of man's
suffering, a barrier in man's pathway of progress which no
made the victims of his tyranny ; saw them, a veritable army
of martyrs, born as man is born, to work their way through
the evolutionary process, and forming, in their defenceless
suffering, a barrier in man's pathway of progress which no
knowledge can overthrow. And laid with them upon that
altar, he saw the principles of justice and of mercy; not
girt about with the garments of expediency or gain or rel-
ative values, but bare principles, as they lie at the heart of
nature; as they shine in the diadem of that love whose
transmutation of all baser tilings into itself is the supreme
achievement of a vaster science than is known to the
slaughtering priests; "the dim, far-off event, to which the
whole creation moves."
Seeing all this, the god in him came forth boldly; and
lo ! the desert was a garden, and after the fierce heat, it was
the cool of the evening.
CHAPTEK XLIV
A STRANGE and wondrous thing befell soon after
David had settled into the small house in Con-
naught Street, which she had chosen in preference to living
on in the large one in Manchester Square. Lady Lowther
gave a tea-party.
A school friend of hers and Miss Barker's had returned
to England after long residence in Canada, had looked
up her old acquaintances, and had been entertained by Miss
Barker at lunch; and Bertha Lowther felt that it was in-
cumbent upon her also to offer a measure of hospitality.
Dinner was out of the question, for Lowther, fastidious in
regard to women, as are many of the men who rate them
low, was disposed to be contemptuous of his wife's friends,
and could not be expected to be interested in, and conse-
quently courteous to, a stout lady whose greying hair had
a tendency to stray from hairpin limits, and who looked at
the world through spectacles. Luncheon, for the same
reason, was not to be ventured upon; so Bertha was con-
strained to ask her friend only to tea ; and in order to make
the entertainment more of an entertainment, invited, be-
sides David and Miss Barker, some six or eight of the ladies
with whom she had a visiting acquaintance.
Since David had come on that troubled evening to Harley
Street, and the long reserve between mother and daughter
had been broken, Bertha had been conscious of a keener
interest in life, a renewal of spirit. Perhaps the sense
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that she was free of the bond under which Lowther had
placed her, had something to do with the change in her; or
it may be that, finding courage to tell him of the under-
standing between herself and David, courage had never
ebbed so low again, as in the days when she had been cut
off from the sympathy of both husband and daughter. In
those days a tea-party would have been an unmitigated trial
to her shrinking shyness; now it was more than half a
pleasure. She was mildly excited over the number and
nature of the cakes to be provided ; she was wholly pleased
when, on the day of the party, David arrived soon after
breakfast with an armful of flowers, and proceeded to place
them in vases about the room.
David had to promise to return early, very early, in the
afternoon, so that no alarming guest might precede the
support of her presence; and in order to preserve her
mother's mind from perturbation, she reached Harley
Street an hour before anybody was invited.
She met Lowther .on the doorstep. Since Cranley-
Chance's death, and more especially since the death of Vi,
his anger towards her had lost much of its bitterness. See-
ing that she did not speak of her opinions, had not in. any
way proclaimed them, he had mentally removed her from
the region of treacherous antagonism to that of harmless
lunacy; and knowing the profound grief she had suffered
in the loss of Vi, his real affection had constrained him to
treat her with gentleness. But his pride; in her was gone,
and she knew that she had sunk for ever below the level of
his intellectual recognition-.
He greeted her kindly, her -black dress and a pathos
which was now often in her eyes somehow making appeal
to him; and David answered him gaily, glad of the smile
on his face.
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"I've come to the tea-party," she said. "Are you aware
that her ladyship is at home this afternoon?" Lowther
liked his title, she knew, and any allusion to it.
"At home ? Good Lord ! Who to ?" asked he.
"An old friend of her own, and the wives of certain
friends of yours; and me."
"That Home woman's not coming, I hope? I've told
your mother I wouldn't have her in the house."
"The Home woman is not the least likely to come where
she isn't welcome even if she had been asked, which she
hasn't been. So don't be afraid."
la spite of all that had happened, David had not quite
lost the habit of standing up to her father, and for the re-
tention of that habit Lowther, in his soul, respected her;
it was, in his opinion, the sole claim to respect which she
still possessed.
"Well, I suppose women like to be shut up together, and
drink tea and chatter. Bad for their nerves, but "
The wave of his hand proclaimed the sex's impervious-
ness to reason.
"So different from men," said David. She was thinking
of the coterie to which her father belonged, who met to-
gether, not, to be sure, in. drawing-rooms, but in studies
and clubs; and Lowther knew her thought, and laughed.
Then, as he got into his brougham, he sighed. If only his
daughter hadn't made such a fool of herself !
Upstairs Lady Lowther was waiting, a lace fichu soften-
ing the hard lines of her stiff bodice. A fain colour came
into her cheeks as David's eyes fell on the fichu, but she was
reassured when David cried out
"Why, mother, how nice you look!"
She began to wish she had left her hair a little fuller in
the front. She had loosened it ere she put on her cap, and
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surveyed the effect for half a minute with pondering eyes,
then had brushed it back into its usual flat tightness. Now
but it was too late.
"I'm glad you don't think I look too much got up," she
said; and David laughed aloud.
"Is she a widow, this Mrs. Chandler?" she asked pres-
ently, "or is there a Mr.?"
"Yes/there's a Mr., but he hasn't come over with her.
She thought she'd like to come home and see her family and
her friends, and he couldn't arrange to come with her."
"Were you very intimate as girls?"
"Oh fairly. She was rather pretty, and very poetical,
and I used to admire her. She had fancy names for all
the girls, and I thought it so clever of her to invent them.
Though I don't know," added Lady Lowther, "that they
were always very appropriate."
"What did she call you, mother?"
"She called me Dawn it sounds so absurd now be-
cause she said I was so rosy (I had rosy cheeks as a girl)
and innocent."
"Some dawns are horrid," said David; "not rosy at all."
"Yes, of course; but Claire Selby, as she was then, never
thought of anything of that kind. She used to say, I
remember, that the true poet was joyful ; and her name for
herself was Optima. She said it was the feminine of op-
timist, and I dare say it was. I have sometimes wondered
what sort of a life she has had."
David soon discovered that Mrs. Chandler's life, whatever
it had been, had allowed her to remain poetical, for one of
the first questions she asked her school friend's daughter
was whether she was fond of nature.
David felt that her reply, "Yes, very," was one of inade-
quate banality.
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It appeared, however, to satisfy Mrs. Chandler, who
surveyed her smilingly. "I love nature," she said, "sun-
sets and birds and the tints of autumn, especially birds!
But alas ! cold winter kills so many of them."
"Yes, I always put out crumbs," said David, wfth the
pleasurable sensation of treading on firm ground.
But Mrs. Chandler shook her head, and laid two fingers
in gentle reproval on David's hand. "No, no, my dear.
Nature gives and withholds. I never run the risk of
bronchitis in order to thwart her plans."
"What nonsense, Claire!" exclaimed Miss Barker, who
drew near with a sugar basin in one hand and a milk jug
in the other. "You might just as well say that we ought
to camp out because nature hasn't provided us with houses."
"Dear Isabel !" said Mrs. Chandler, "you always took
such a prosaic view. I used to call her East Wind," she
said to David, "because she was so cutting."
Miss Barker gave a little grunt; a sound that David was
used to call "Doggie's growl." "It seems to me," she said,
"that whenever people want to be selfish or unkind they
always quote nature. No offence to you, Claire, for I
know you don't mean to be unkind; you never did. But
as a girl you were apt to talk over your own head."
For the first time Mrs. Chandler looked ruffled, and
David was thankful when her mother's timid voice recalled"
Miss Barker to the tea-tray.
Mrs. Chandler very soon recovered herself.
"I adored that woman," she said presently. "As girls
we were almost inseparable, though I was often wounded
by her sweeping denunciations. We were like the ivy and
the oak she rugged, I clinging. When I lunched with
her the other day we seemed to resume our old relations
without an eifort."
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"How delightful!" said David.
" She never had my sensitiveness," Mrs. Chandler purred
on, "but her proeaic common sense controlled my perhaps
too ardent imagination. I required, I dare say, the bracing
influence of my East Wind friend."
A lady crossed the room and took the vacant chair on
David's other side.
"I've been longing for a word with you," she said. "I
know how progressive you are, and I want you to come and
support my husband on the ninth. I don't know whether
you've heard ! He's going to* hold a debate with the no-
torious Mrs. Home."
"A debate between a man and a woman? Dear me!
How interesting !" said Mrs. Chandler. "May I inquire the
subject ?"
"Oh, vivisection, of course," answered Mrs. Betterton,
in a tone and with a look which said, "Where on earth do
you hail from that you should need to ask?" "You will
come, dear Mrs. Chance?"
"I quite mean to go." David hesitated for a bare
instant. "Mrs. Home is an old friend of mine."
"Dear me! I hope I haven't Of course, when I
said notorious I dare say she may be quite genuine ;
but so many of those anti-vivisectionist women take it up
simply to get themselves noticed."
"Yes, you may take it from me that she's quite genuine,"
said David.
"How distressing for you that she should have gone in
for these views ! I'm thankful to say I have no friends who
do not agree with me. I almost wonder, dear Mrs. Chance,
that you can bear to go to the debate."
Again, for a fraction of a minute, David hesitated ; there
are few people who are able without some shrinking to
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brave the public opinion of their own particular world.
David, in hers, had ranked as being unusually intelligent
and advanced, as having a logical mind and a balanced,
judgment ; it was not without a pang that she stepped down
from the position she had gained. But she stepped, when
she did step, firmly.
"I am going," she said, "to support Mrs. Home, because
I have come to her way of thinking."
Mrs. Betterton looked so completely bewildered that
David, in her nervousness, nearly laughed. Mrs. Chandler
took advantage of the pause in the conversation.
"Surely," she said, "your father's daughter cannot hold
such views. Sir Bernard's name is known to us in Canada,
and all that it implies."
"I can't answer for father's daughter," said David, try-
ing to speak lightly. "That abstract creature no doubt
ought to think precisely as he does. Fm speaking now as
a concrete self, an individual in its own right."
"May I inquire," asked Mrs. Betterton, passing slowly
from stupor to irony, "what has caused this if I may so
put it volte-face'?"
"You certainly have a right to ask, since I was once so
strong on the other side. It is simply that I am persuaded
that vivisection is cruel, and persuaded also that of all
immorality cruelty is the most immoral."
"You forget," said Mrs. Betterton, "the seventh com-
mandment."
"Nature is cruel," purred Mrs. Chandler.
"I don't forget, either nature or the seventh command-
ment. But adultery is a sin of the flesh, and cruelty is a
sin of the spirit. As for Nature, she has never wrought a
tithe of the cruelty caused by civilisation."
"It is absurd," said Mrs. Betterton, bristling, "to say
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that vivisectors are cruel. Just think of the splendid men
who employ vivisection, of the famous names !"
The other conversations had ceased by this- time, and
the attention of the company was confined to the disputants.
Lady Lowther, looking very nervous, longed for her knit-
ting, but David had hidden it carefully away before the
arrival of the guests, and the tremulous hands could only
crumple folds in the grey dress.
"To call such men cruel," said the wife of a famous
surgeon, "is a libel."
" Cruel to be kind," murmured the voice of her who loved
nature.
The platitude roused something in David which changed
her half-deprecating attitude into one of distinct aggression.
"Cruel to the defenceless to be kind to the strong," she
said. "I call that the coward's way. You might as well
praise a man who robs a weaker than himself in order to
give a Christmas present to his wife."
She got up ; it seemed easier somehow to speak standing
than sitting, and stood with her hand resting on the back
of the chair from which she had risen. "They say that a
convert, or a pervert, is always better or worse as you
choose to view it than an .original holder of any faith;
keener, at any rate. I think that must be because people
who change think more about the thing they change in than
those who accept creeds without questioning. I thought
once as you all think here."
Lady Lowther swallowed something in her throat, half
opened her mouth, and shut it again in silence.
"Except me," said Miss Barker.
"And just because of that, I suppose, I feel particularly
strongly on the other side. It's difficult to speak in a com-
pany like this without going into what may seem like
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personalities; but, as I have to explain the change in my
views, I'd like to say some of the things I think; and I
don't mean to be personal I want to speak generally. It
is argued, I know, that if a man is famous and clever and
distinguished and and domestic, nice to his wife and all
that, he can't be cruel. I know, because I used to argue
that way myself. But in thinking it over, I see that men,
have been all those things; good to their wives and chil-
dren, and clever and amiable and charming; and yet have
done all sorts of things that are considered wrong. Some-
times they've been making away with money entrusted to
them, for years before they've been found out, and some-
times they've been leading a double life, and sometimes
they've been the prey of a secret vice. But if they are found
out, nobody says that because they were good fathers and
husbands or great statesmen or what not, the things they
did couldn't have been wrong. When they have done any-
thing that society recognises as a crime, society has no
mercy on them; it doesn't judge the things that are done
by the men who do them, but it judges the men by the
things they do. It is only, I have noticed, where cruelty is
concerned that the judgment is turned upside down; and
it is, I am sure, because so few people really feel that
cruelty is wrong. They think it wrong to steal or to murder
or to dance on Sundays, but they don't think it wrong to
hurt animals if they're going to get anything by hurting
them. They only think cruelty is wrong if it is wanton, if
there is nothing to be gained by it; indeed, unless it is
wanton, they won't even call it cruelty. And that is why
vivisection is propped up by the names of the men who do
it; not that it isn't cruel, but that people ddn't realise that
cruelty, in its very self, apart from whether you gain or
don't gain by it, is a sin. I've thought about this for a
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long time now, and I feel it so strongly that I I'm obliged
to say it."
David's voice faltered at the end, and her last words
came lamely. When she sat down she was trembling all
over and her face burned painfully.
Her seating herself was the signal for all the guests, ex-
cept Mrs. Chandler and Isabel Barker, to rise.
"I am surprised," said Mrs. Betterton, "and I must
say, shocked. Such an attack on the profession !"
"I agree with you," said the surgeon's wife. "And I
am so sorry," she added, advancing with outstretched hand
to Lady Lowther, "for you."
Lady Lowther's face justified the name with which Mrs.
Chandler's poetic fancy had in their school days endowed
her, for she flushed a vivid pink. She tried to speak, then
choked, then tried again, and this time succeeded.
"I I I side with my daughter," she said; and looked
past her guesfs to David.
When most of those guests had melted away, Mrs.
Chandler was disposed to discuss the situation with regard
to its bearing on nature, but Miss Barker had a cab called,
and succeeded in luring her into it. While she was engaged
in this process, Bertha Lowther, left alone with her daugh-
ter, stretched out her hands.
"Oh, David!" she said. "Oh, David!"
"It can't be helped, mother. It had to come. And a
crash is better than crumbling."
A faint smile illumined Bertha's face. "I spoke out
at last."
"At any rate," said Isabel Barker, coming back, "it
wasn't dull."
CHAPTER XLV
OUTSIDE the Portman Rooms was an excited crowd,
consisting of medical students, prepared and eager
to support, with every weapon at their disposal, Professor
Betterton in his debate with Mrs. Home. They jeered at,
or cheered, as the fancy took them, every member of the
audience as those members passed into the building; they
were ripe for mischief for mischief's own sake ; they looked
forward to high jinks in the way of shouts, smells, and
other disturbing expedients.
Inside, in the hall, when David reached it twenty minutes
before the time fixed for the debate, most of the seats were
full, and in the atmosphere was that sense of expectation
and of contending influences, always present when a ques-
tion of keen interest and opposing issues is to be discussed.
She chose her place carefully, listening to scraps of con-
versation ere she seated herself in one of the few chairs
which were still vacant in the front part of the hall; for
she felt that she must be, as far as possible, in sympathetic
surroundings. She placed herself finally on the left side
of the hall, between the band-stand and the platform.
And sitting there, she saw Sidney Gale come in. He
was known to some of the students as a doctor; as such
was hailed as a member of the vivisectionist camp ; and was
greeted with shouts. David turned at the sound, and saw
him coming up the centre gangway, then turned away
again. She did not want him to see her there; in this
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building they met as foes ; and a surface attitude of friend-
ship between her and Gale was impossible.
Gale had seen her almost the instant he entered the hall,
but seeing, looked away. He was not a man for half meas-
ures; having come to his decision, the next inevitable step
was to announce it openly, and he meant to show his colours
that night. After that, David would look upon him as an
enemy, and it was not worth while in the meantime to hold
her hand for an instant and exchange a few formal phrases.
He walked up to the front there was a seat kept for him
there and sat down near the platform. David, as the
people turned and twisted their heads, caught now and
again a glimpse of his tawny hair.
The hall had filled up, even to the doors, and now, with
a rush of hurrying feet, with snatches of songs and laugh-
ter, the students entered in a body. They ranged them-
selves behind David, on the band-stand and in a space
below it which had been allotted to them, and betook them-
selves forthwith to the manufacture of evil smells, a
substitute for argument which they employed many times
in the course of the evening. David, unused to the device,
gave them the satisfaction of turning round; but most of
the audience had been to meetings of the kind before, and
did not allow themselves to show any sign of disturbance.
Presently the students broke into shouts, derisive and
acclaiming; a stir went through all the hall, and loud
clapping broke out, as the chairman, the debaters, and their
supporters appeared on the platform.
David had never heard her friend speak in public, and
she sat with quickly beating heart while the chairman made
his introductory remarks and announced the rules of de-
bate. But when Judy, having waited till the applause and
groans which greeted her had died down, came to the front
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of the platform and began to speak, David's nervousness
disappeared; and "I might have known," she said to her-
self, "that she would be able to do anything she undertook."
For Judy was entirely mistress of herself, her tongue, her
ideas, and her arguments. She did not once falter for a
word or confuse a strain of reasoning. When interrupted,
as she frequently was, by derisive shouts, hisses, and cries
of "No" from the students, she waited till she could make
herself heard, then went on calmly with the point she was
making or the argument she was engaged in.
She began by stating that vivisection was not a modern
innovation, peculiar to advanced science; that it had been
practised in pre-Christian eras, and had been practised not
only on animals but on human subjects, and that the only
novelty in connection with its practice to-day was the out-
cry against it; an outcry unheeded, despised, or condemned,
as are all initial protests, by the orthodox majority; raised
by men and women of advanced morality, to conquer in the
end, as truth always, in the end, conquers.
"No!" shouted the students, "No!" and side by side
with the shouts came a counterblast of applause.
"The signs are already there," said Judy. "I think we
can safely prophesy that the next fifty years will bring more
and more of the decline of what Pawlow calls the acute
experiment."
She went on to question the necessity of vivisection to
the advancement of science, basing her negative answer first
on what is known in Darwinian literature as "variation"
in animals ; that is to say, the extreme divergence in results
obtained by experiments on different animals ; and support-
ing her argument by quoting Professor Starling, Sir
Michael Foster, Huxley, and other known authorities;
secondly, on the fact that physiology, the science of normal
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life, is studied, by means of vivisection, always under ab-
normal conditions. The fundamental fault of vivisection
as a scientific method, she declared, was the fact that it
forgets the unity of the organism ; the correlation of func-
tions, the mysterious and delicate harmony of the body as
a whole; and that it was only when physiology grew more
philosophical, when it entered again into contact with
what, for want of a better term, is called natural history,
that it could be raised to the rank of a more exact science
than it was at present.
The cries and counter-cries broke out again; the atmo-
sphere was charged with the forces of antagonistic feelings ;
David's nerves were strained to acute tension by the clash
and jangle of them. The antagonism deepened, the cries
were charged with jeers and laughter, when Judy spoke of
the relation between vivisection and medicine ; when she de-
clared that future progress lay in the direction of prevent-
ing disease by those hygienic and sanitary measures which
alone had rid Europe of the terrible scourges of the Middle
Ages; that the physician of the future would become more
and more a teacher of health, less and less a believer in the
efficacy of the drug and the knife; that the more rational
methods of healing by air, water, and electricity would
supersede the coarser medication of poisonous draughts and
injections ; and that diet, physical culture, and the general
rules of health would attract the attention of progressive
science.
The loud laughter of the students in no wise disconcerted
the speaker; the Irish blood in her rose always when she
was confronted with a fray; and she turned to her oppo-
nents with vigour.
"That may seem laughable," she said, "to those who
have never thought of the progress of medicine, to those
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who go through life in a narrow groove of accepted ideas
and prejudices and never trouble to step outside that
groove. But any one who takes the trouble to acquire a
wider mental outlook will see these tendencies, since they
are marked everywhere."
She went on to point out that the Royal Commission on
Tuberculosis sat on year after year, wasting time and
money, sacrificing animal life, producing no sure result
but pain. And then: "There is primarily no scientific or
medical aspect of this question," Judy said. "The question
is fundamentally a moral one. Throughout the evolution
of social morality there is one thing, one red thread, which
is very conspicuous; and it is that wherever mankind has
judged the rights and wrongs of a thing, there has been
what I may call the lower, immediate utility which has had
to be put aside for the greater, the higher, the further
utility; and that moral victories have always ultimately
been victories and triumphs on the physical, on the material
plane also."
She was obliged to pause here till the storm of inter-
ruption by the students, who opposed considerations of
mercy or morals with more vehemence than any others, had
been partly allayed by the chairman's intervention, had,
partly of itself, died away.
"Stealing," she went on, "is a practice which can be
defended from certain points of view. There are many poor
people in the streets who might like to rob some millionaires
who seem little to deserve their affluence and their pros-
perity. But society does not allow it. Society, though able
to see the smaller utility of feeding the hungry, of giving
bread to the child that has nothing to eat, of bringing joy
and happiness to the home that is sunk in misery ; society,
though it may see these things, forbids stealing, because it
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sees the further, the greater, the wider morality, and knows"
that that wider morality will ultimately lead to greater
physical benefit, to greater physical harmony in the great
social unit. In the same way I maintain that vivisectional
utility is the lesser, the smaller, the seemingly necessary
one which, if discarded, will ultimately bring about greater
moral and social health, and thereby also greater physical
health. For if the ultimate aim is to reach a state where
mankind is governed by the inner and cultivated instincts
of doing to others only what you would like to have done
to yourselves, then vivisection is doomed to extinction, and
the result will be the production of a humanity which is
morally whole and intellectually sane."
CHAPTER XLVI
AS Judy sat down, applause, jeers, shouts, hisses, broke
forth in opposing tumult; and through the tumult,
informing, intensifying it, swept the conflicting passions
which, springing from the hearts of the audience, held and
swayed it. David, tossed on the tide of battling emotions,
clapped with hands that trembled. Judy was her friend;
her love for her in those minutes was charged with pride ;
while her zeal for the cause she pleaded was rendered
intenser and at the same time less pure by the narrower
spirit of the partisan.
Turning, she saw the students, derisive, antagonistic, yet,
as was borne in upon her even in the confused consciousness
of the moment, inspired, not by convictions but by tradi-
tions; lads hot with loyalty to their leaders; boys for
most of them were hardly more loving a row for its own
sake. Surely if tradition had handed them a different creed,
they would have held it with- equal fervour !
The noise they delighted in broke forth anew when Pro-
fessor Betterton rose ; in the form now of hurrahs, of cheers,
of the singing of "For he's a jolly good fellow." So great,
indeed, was their enthusiasm, that it considerably interfered
with their leader's opening sentences.
The professor could hardly be said to reply to Judy's
speech, since he took up a different ground from hers. For
him, in the question, there was no moral issue, such an issue
being, as he implied, dependent on certain conditions, the
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existence of which he refused to admit. He made some
personal remarks on Judy, reflecting on her capacity for
opposing him. He allowed that experiments belonging to
an earlier period, and which were no longer performed, had
been cruel, but asserted that the vivisection of the present
was painless. He declared that anti-vivisection was a lost
cause.
He argued that because doctors as a body are not cruel,
physiologists cannot be cruel either; but later on he ap-
peared to adopt as his definition of cruelty that given in an
Act of Parliament which lays down that "The mere in-
fliction of pain, even of extreme pain, is not sufficient to
constitute cruelty."
Hd based his defence of vivisection entirely on expedi-
ency, and supported the utilitarian argument by references
to the diminution of rinderpest and by an appeal to the
fears and the selfish instincts of his hearers. "What will
happen when your child is dying of diphtheria, with the
membrane slowly encroaching? Will you not then take
the benefits that have been derived from experimentation ?
Will you let your children die for the sake of a rabbit?"
The students cheered vociferously, and" David, listening,
recalled the days when words such as these would have
caused her to join in the cheers. But now she longed to
cry out: "And what if I save my child from starvation by
robbing or prostitution or any of the ways that society
recognises as wrong? Is there morality, or is there not? or
is self-interest the only test of right?" As for the rhetorical
rabbit, the picturesque limitation had no power to affect her
imagination-; she knew well that the true name of that one
rabbit was legion.
The professor adduced statistics from the Metropolitan
Asylums Board Hospitals to prove that the case mortality
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from diphtheria had decreased since the introduction ol
anti-toxin. He did not mention that the actual mortality
had increased, that the tendency of the disease was to
spread, to claim ever more victims ; nor did he state that the
report of the Metropolitan Asylums Board showed that of
the cases on which the statistics of case mortality were
based, nine hundred and eight had been in one year falsely
diagnosed as diphtheria. 1
He brought forward a further argument with which
David was well acquainted, and which, even when she
shared the views of the man to whom she now listened, had
always struck her as fallacious; the argument that, since
other cruel practices were rife in the world, vivisection,
even though cruel, was justified.
The professor concluded by stating that Judy was im-
perfectly equipped for the discussion of the subject under
debate, and the assertion that vivisection was as necessary to
physiological discovery as is any one part of the machinery
of a watch to the working of the whole.
All through, the students had supported and interrupted
him by cheers and comments ; now they gave vent to a pro-
longed burst of cheering and the repetition of their favour-
ite song; and again the battle of warring forces which was
waged all that evening in the emotional consciousness of
the audience swelled to fiercest contest. When the physical
sound of it was stilled, the chairman announced that the
meeting was open to general discussion, and that six per-
sons desirous of speaking had sent up their names.
David knew who one of them was ; she had seen Gale rise
from his seat and hand a slip of paper to the chairman. It
was natural, of course, that he should speak in support of
his friend. He and Professor Betterton were acquainted,
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she knew; and even if they were no more than acquaint-
ances, it was to be expected that Gale would uphold his
profession. But oh ! how she wished he would not speak !
Not that it made any difference; it would be no worse to
hear him state his views than to know, as she knew already,
that he held them ; but nevertheless she shrank from hear-
ing him utter them publicly. As each speaker left the
platform she dreaded to hear in the next name called the
name- she knew ; but it was not till the other five debaters
had spoken that the chairman said, " Dr. Gale."
She saw Gale rise and mount the platform; she saw
Professor Betterton smile at him; she saw him turn his
eyes towards the place where she sat, and knew that they
rested on her and that he recognised her. He supposed, no
doubt, that she was in sympathy with him. If he could
only have known how she shrank from what he was about
to say!
Gale, on his part, was aided by a sense of desperation.
He had come, knowing that there would be present many
men with whom he was acquainted; knowing that, were
that by chance not the case, the fact that he spoke on Bet-
terton's platform against Betterton's cause was quite suffi-
cient to advertise his change of attitude throughout the
profession. He was prepared to "face the music," and he
shrank hardly at all from doing it. The shrinking had
been done out in the wilderness.
But David ! She would have known, to be sure, in any
case, very soon ; but he would rather not have had her eyes
upon him as he spoke, and feel that those eyes would lose
their friendliness as she listened. And her anxious face, as
he saw it there, distinct amidst the sea, of faces, touched
him, tempted him, all the more because of the trouble in it ;
calling out that longing to protect, to help her, which had
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been a dominant desire in him all through the years of
crushed passion and banished hope. And now he was about
to cut himself off from any chance of losing that longing
in the attainment of its end; to cut himself off by un-
less
For a moment he was caught up, swept from the plat-
form, set on a great height, saw the kingdom of love and
the glory of it ; just while the students, recognising, as they
thought, an advocate, struck up, "For he's a jolly good
fellow." Then, as they paused, he began to speak.
"Don't sing, gentlemen, till I have said my say. Mr.
Chairman, ladies, and gentlemen ! I've come up here to
say that from the time I was a medical student, the ques-
tion of vivisection has been an insistent one with me. I
didn't want to think about it, but I couldn't help myself;
I had to think, I had to go into it. I think I may say that
it's a question I've looked at from every point of view
the utilitarian, the humanitarian, the moral, the scien-
tific. In my practice I've applied the principles laid down
by vivisectional research; or tried to apply them. For"
Gale gave the little gesture that David knew, and his hair
rebelled in the old way "for, over and over again, my
clinical experience has opposed my vivisectional teaching,
and times and again in cancer cases especially I've
found that teaching not only ineffective, but misleading."
A great shout went up ; the air was rent with the volume
of it. Gale waited a minute while the sound surged round
him; then his voice struggled with the hooting and the
groans, the cat-calls and the hisses which greeted him from
the students' stronghold; with the cheers and clapping that
sprang up from all parts of the hall ; struggled, and in the
end for it was as strong in its way as his hair conquered.
"I haven't much more to say ; you may as well hear it. For
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that reason and others others that have been ably stated
by Mrs. Home to-night I need not repeat them I take
my stand with the party she represents ; and, standing in its
midst, I believe I stand with that section of thinkers and
actors whose saner and wider outlook will, in the long run,
sweep the present system into the limbo of mistakes."
Of the confusion that followed Gale's words David was
but half aware ; she did not hear the debaters' replies ; she
did not know that a resolution on the question debated was
taken, and that the anti-vivisectionists carried the day. She
sat quite still, till the crowd about her had partially ebbed
away ; her strong desire was to see Gale, and to tell him of
her relief and sympathy.
But Gale, seeing her rigid attitude, her pale, moved face,
had drawn his own conclusions from her bearing, and had
gone away without coming near her.
By and by David rose and joined Judy, who was waiting
for her as had been arranged, and the two women left the
hall together. But it was Judy who talked, all the way in
the cab, of the evening's last episode. David spoke little,
and not at all of Gale. 1
*App. 35.
CHAPTER XLVII
DAVID did not sleep much that night. The currents
of feeling which had swept through the meeting
seemed still about her : still she was moved by the passion
of desire to win victory for her cause; still she faced the
storm of angry derision which had greeted Gale's announce-
ment. She felt that storm, indeed, more fully in the quiet
of her home than in the minutes of its raging; for now
she could realise the impression then made, and obscured
at the moment by a haze of profound emotion.
Gale had met the storm calmly ; he had not left the plat-
form till it had subsided, but had stood, smoothing down
his air, and looking straight at the howling students with
those queer, keen eyes of his. And this central figure of
the picture had, for David, filled the canvas, and she had
been conscious of but one sensation gladness. The shock
of surprise caused by the first words of Gale's recantation
had been followed by a rush of excitement; and then had
come the gladness, and had held her ever since; held her
now, as she moved about her room, doing the things she
did every night
Lying down in bed, with eyes closed for sleep, the eve-
ning repeated itself in simultaneous presentments of all
that had taken place; vivid, graphic, entirely destructive
of the possibility of rest. David fought with the visions
for a time, then left her bed and seated herself in an arm-
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chair by the open window. From that window she could
look into Connaught Square, could see a clear space of
starry sky, and, in the faint starlight, motionless trees.
It was a warm night, and the still air was soft and
soothing; every now and again a cab turned the corner of
the Square and rattled past; and the hum of traffic came
up from the Edgware Road. Gradually David's spirit was
released from the Portman Booms; gradually her limbs
relaxed, till she lay back with her head resting on the
cushion of the chair; gradually she fell asleep.
When she awoke it was light, with a pale morning light,
gilded with faint sunshine. She awoke with a little shiver,
for it was chilly now ; a little sense of bewilderment at find-
ing herself in an unwonted position, an unwonted place;
and the usual little pause of shrinking memory, before she
took up again the burden of knowledge which had been
hers since the iron of realisation had entered into her soul.
All her life David kept her buoyancy of temperament ; but,
like all those who have once heard the cry of pain, from
whatever part of the vast kingdom of being that cry may
come, she could never again forget it.
There axe some who, hearing the cry with the outward
ears only, weep for a night and find joy again in the morn-
ing. There are some who, hearing thus, shrink from the
sound and stop their ears, declaring they cannot bear it ;
and these are the sentimentalists, who think more of their
own pain than the relief of the suffering. And there are
some who, hearing in this outer way, care not at all. But
those who have heard truly, with the inner ear, never forget
the cry; its sound is in their souls; its appeal is continual.
These know that it can never cease till all men listen, all
men have heard, and all men unite to still it; and these
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work unflaggingly, finding greater rest in work than in
inaction.
The cry was with David now as constantly as the memory
of her lost child ; not always dominating her consciousness,
but swaying her heart ; and it was there this morning, com-
pelling, insistent, hut with, as it seemed to her, a new trem-
bling note in it, the faint promise of a far-off deliverance.
Up till now she had lived in a land of hostility, a land
where all her fellow-countrymen, save only her mother and
Judy, were set in a solid phalanx of opinion which 'she,
singly, must defy; and defying it, she had felt as though
she beat the air. But last night she had met, as it were, an
allied army, pledged to the cause which was her own ; had
felt the support of companionship; realised the vitality in
a movement which she had been accustomed to hear branded
as futile. A lost cause? Nay, a dawning power, destined
to become dominant; despised and rejected of the mighty
amongst men, yet compassed about with a cloud of witness
in the prophecies of seers, the songs of poets, the service of
the pitiful.
And now, amongst those servants stood Sidney Gale,
whose friendship she need not refuse, whose love for
David was frank with herself she was free to accept.
It was the thought of that love, of which she could not
be confident, that caused her to hesitate about writing to
Gale. So long as there had been a barrier between them,
she had felt sure that he loved her : now that the barrier
was broken down, she began to doubt. He had left the hall
last night without speaking to her. Surely if he cared at
all and knowing now that they thought alike But
did he know it? How indeed, when she came to think of
it, should he know it ? It was possible, more than possible,
more, even, than probable, that he knew no more of her
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change of attitude than she had known of his. And if he
didn't ?
In the end she wrote :
"DEAR DR. GALE,
"I thought when you went on to the platform last
night that you were going to speak on the other side, and
I, like you, have left that side, and come over to the
minority. To find a friend where one looked for a foe is
a rare pleasure, and I feel myself obliged to congratulate
both you and myself.
"Yours sincerely,
"DAVID CRANLEY-CHANCE."
i
When she had written and sent the letter, she was seized
with panic, and went out. Supposing he were to come?
Gale did come, but not, as it happened, till she had
returned.
He had arrived home on the preceding night in that
state of exaltation which often carries a man triumphantly,
nay joyfully, through an act of abnegation; for the wine
of sacrifice has an intoxication of its own. But the morn-
ing, according to the undeviating law of sequence, brought
with it reaction, and Gale left home to go through his daily
round in a depression unrelieved by any consciousness of
heroism. He had thrown everything away, and yet had felt
at the time that much remained ; a magnificent much ; but
this morning it seemed that there was nothing left. When,
therefore, coming in to a delayed lunch, he found David's
note on the hall table, he expected to find in it the disdain-
ful reproach which he fancied he had read upon her face.
What he actually found, reward instead of punishment,
sympathy and not disdain, seemed, in the first great revul-
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sion of feeling, impossible to believe. It could not be, was
his first thought ; the desire of his heart distorted his sight
and gave a false sense to words which would presently
reveal themselves as messages of cold reproach. He had
said good-bye to love ; and here was love, radiant, bidding
him good-morrow ! It could not be.
Yet there stood joy's credentials, plainly written, in the
handwriting that he knew ; the words did not change as he
read them again and again. This marvel was a verity after
all. He had thrown away his mess of pottage ; but he had
found was it not his birthright? the right to win the
love of the woman who had been for him always the one
woman, apart from and above all others in the world.
He would answer the letter at once. No, he would go to
Connaught Street. He had been as anxious hitherto to
avoid David as David to avoid him ; but there was no need
to avoid har any more.
He did not reach Connaught Street till late, for he was
a bus} r man now, and consultation after consultation filled
his afternoon. It was after half-past six when David heard
his knock, and knew that it was his.
"I am very late," said Gale. "I meant to come before."
"It is good of you to come, busy as you are."
"I wanted to answer your note by word of mouth."
"I am very glad to see you." David, who had been,
filled, when she heard Gale's knock, with delightful expec-
tation, found herself sinking into the feeblest commonplace.
But Gale, who had come with the full intention of being
commonplace, was lifted out of himself by the sight of her
face, the fact of her presence.
"I should have come long ago," he said, "but that I
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imagined we belonged to opposite camps, and I supposed
you would not have anything to do with me."
Then, suddenly, he said the words that he had thought
he might perhaps say in a month's time. "I've cared for
you always, David. Is there any hope for me?"
Now that the words were said, it seemed fitting, in the
natural order of things, to David, as well as to Gale, that
they should be uttered then and there, before the discussion
of aught else.
David did not speak, because her lips were tremulous;
but her gaze sought Gale's, and he, meeting it, read his
answer in her eyes.
"But you must realise," Gale said later, "that you are
marrying a sort of pariah. And goodness only knows what
will become of my practice."
"And you must realise that you are marrying a sort of
pauper. All that Cranley left me goes to a cousin if I
marry again. I have only my aunt's legacy and the settle-
ment money. It comes to under two hundred and fifty a
year altogether."
"Thank the Lord!" said Gale, "that they can't say I'm
marrying you for your money. All the same, two hundred
and fifty a year seems to me uncomfortably much."
"They'll probably say that you're marrying me because
nobody but an anti-vivisectionist would have you," David
assured him.
He stayed with her all the evening. She gave him a little
impromptu dinner, in the recess in the dining-room where
the stained window was. David always dined in that recess,
at a tiny table, except when she had company ; and Gale
delightful thought! was no longer company. He thought
the dinner perfect. Every dish was excellent. (The pud-
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ding was a trifle burnt, but Gale took two helpings.) What
a clever housekeeper David must be!
David's housewifely feeling was strong enough to draw
the line of approval at burnt pudding; nevertheless she
omitted the next morning to remonstrate with the cook.
They were supremely happy, these two people, who stood
on the edge of storms and thought they had reached a last-
ing haven ; who had touched hands, as it were, as boy and
girl, and now, as man and woman, might let those hands
meet in an abiding clasp. To Gale, that evening, came back
much of the boyish gladness of bis youth; but David rested
in her woman's happiness. It was the sweeter possession.
THE marriage of David and Gale and their joint heresy
made a nine days' wonder in that corner of the world
to which they both belonged; and a variety of scandalous
tales kept that corner actively employed in speech and hear-
ing for many weeks.
It was said that Gale had always been a secret foe to his
own household, that he had Jesuitical tendencies and had
only spoken out by reason of pressure applied from high
quarters; that he had made love to and perverted David
during her husband's lifetime; and that Cranley-Chance
had been spared much sorrow and scandal by his untimely
end. For all this Gale cared little, and David not much;
the only serious trouble that David suffered was on her
father's account.
Lowther's prejudices were outraged, his pride wounded
to the quick, by his daughter's attitude and conduct. They
constituted what he felt to be a personal disgrace, and his
affection for David was turned into a bitterness which for-
bade all intercourse with her. Lady Lowther, the desire of
whose heart found fulfilment in David's marriage, was
robbed of half fulfilment's sweetness by Lowther's for-
bidding his daughter the house. She could go to see David,
but David might not come to see her; and she went to the
wedding in surreptitious splendour, making a compromise
with her husband's known wishes by dispensing with the
carriage and conveying herself and a new lilac silk dress to
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the church in a cab. She had the unique experience of
being the most gorgeously attired person present; for
David, deeply and sharply grieved by the breach with her
father, had arranged that the wedding should be, in every
respect, as little conspicuous as possible ; and Gale did not
care in what fashion he was married, provided, as he said in
answer to David's suggestions, the ceremony was legal.
Percy Burdon was in the church, faithful but disap-
proving. He had come up to London some weeks before,
when he first heard of the engagement, and had talked, as
he told Polly afterwards, very seriously to his cousin. Gale
still attracted him, and seemed indeed very little different
from what he had always been ; but it was the attraction of
forbidden fruit; Percy felt there was an heretical flavour
in the apple of Gale's companionship. His counsels to
David were those of filial duty combined with prudence.
"Uncle Bernard feels it terribly, you know, and I don't
wonder. He's getting an old man now, too. Besides, ten
to one, he doesn't leave you a halfpenny."
"I'm sorry. I wish I could make him younger. As for
the halfpenny, I can't help it. Let's hope you'll benefit by
my destitution."
" For shame, David ! As if I thought I'm speaking
for your good; I'm so afraid you haven't thought it over."
"I have, I assure you. Will it relieve your mind if I
tell you that I lie awake at night, thinking it over ?"
"You do?" Percy looked doubtful.
"I do indeed. And the more I think, the happier I am."
"Oh, David! But it's so rash, you know. Supposing he
loses his practice? A consulting practice like his, you
know. Are you quite sure you're not making a mistake?"
"I would so much rather risk making a mistake," said
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David, "than be quite sure I was wrong." And that was
all Percy had to take back with him to Langborough.
He returned for the wedding, alone; the presence of
Polly might have appeared to countenance the disloyal
eccentricity of the two people whom he could not dislodge
from his heart, and he felt that he gave the right touch
by appearing in solitary benevolence.
The only other persons in the church were Gale's half
brother, who acted as best man, Judy, and a woman with
a disfigured face, the erstwhile Sarah Jennings, resplendent
in a large hat with red feathers.
Lady Lowther, sitting beside Judy in a front pew,
thought of that other wedding day of David's when she
had caught sight of Gale's miserable face in the gallery,
and, for all her husband's wrath, rejoiced. To Gale too
the memory came, placed itself side by side with the present
and made that present ineffable. And to David it presented
itself, but was by her refused admittance, since to her it
brought a train of other memories, too sad or too terrible
to face.
Three years after her second marriage, David was sent
for by her father. He had never spoken to her since the
dreadful day on which he had forbidden her his house, con-
firmed in his anger against her, his dislike of Gale, by the
fact that they both took an active part in the movement
which he hated. Had they chosen a neutral way, his dis-
pleasure might have dwindled to contempt; but Gale was
not the man, nor David the woman, to be content with
neutrality. "And besides," said Gale, "we may as well be
hung for a sheep as a lamb."
David's sheep consisted in taking over a considerable
portion of the work which had been done by Judy; for
Judy, soon after David's marriage, found herself obliged
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to loosen her hold upon some of the reins which she had
held so firmly until now; and it seemed to David that the
chance of semi-reconciliation with her father was not a
sufficient ground for refusing to do definite work.
But now Lowther was dying, and desired to see his
daughter before he died.
David came tremblingly. Her love for him had outlived
his bitterness; her girlish admiration still persisted; his
refusal to see her or her children had been a perpetual cloud
on the happiness she found with Gale. She brought the
children with her now ; a boy and a girl ; the girl a baby but
a few months old. But Lowther, having glanced at the
children, motioned them away.
"I can't do with babies," he said; "and that boy" he
glanced at the little fellow clinging to David's skirt "is
too like his father. You don't suppose I'm going to for-
give Gale?"
"I don't suppose anything. I'm only glad to see you
again."
"Dying. I haven't left you anything, David."
David's face flushed at the proof of his persistent enmity.
"Do you think I'm going to have Gale battening on my
money?" Lowther's lip went out in the old way. "Pooh !"
"We don't want your money, father."
"Don't you? I should have thought you did. Gale's
practice is going down hill as fast as I could wish, I
hear."
"Father, why did you send for me if this is all you have
to say?"
"Because I had a fancy to see you again. I shall have
another attack soon. / know. It's no good these other
fellows coming and rubbing their hands over me; I know
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tte tricks of the trade. And then I shan't be able to see
anything or anybody."
The wounded feeling and the anger which had sprung
from it melted out of David's heart. She was his only
child, he had been proud of her, and she had disappointed
him. She knelt down beside him.
"I'm so sorry, so very sorry."
The falter in her voice touched him ; or his brain, clear at
times, became clouded. He looked at her with softer eyes.
"I always liked your face, Girlie," he said. It was a
name he had not used since her childhood; perhaps he for-
got how deeply she had offended him. "It was never a
tiresome face; and you were never a tiresome woman." The
cloud deepened on his brain, lifted from his heart. "I was
very proud of you before you married. He's a good deal
older of course, and you were very young. As if I didn't
know you were young ! I knew your age as well as she did.
But your mother was always a fool. . . . But a good posi-
tion he's made his name. With a position like that and
your brains and your face, you might be a leader a leader
of society."
It was evident that he had forgotten Cranley-Chance's
death, forgotten what had come just before it, forgotten
what had happened since. By the time he remembered, by
the time his mind came back to him, and, with his mind,
his bitterness, David had gone ; and he did not send for her
again.
It was not long before his prediction was fulfilled; he
had diagnosed his own case with accuracy; and a month
after David's visit the neswpapers gave a column to the
" Death of Sir Bernard Lowther."
Lowther was extolled as a great man, one who had
benefited humanity and advanced science. "Hia range of
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subjects," said the Morning Messenger, "was limited to
those branches of science and medicine of which he had
made himself master, but his outlook was wide. He put
progress before prejudice, and knowledge before sentiment.
The work that such men do is of incalculable benefit ; their
lives are lives of self-sacrifice."
Later on, under "Wills and Bequests" appeared an ac-
count of the way in which Lowther had bequeathed his
money. His words to David had been no empty threat ; he
had left her not a farthing ; nor her children, because they
were also Gale's. Lady Lowther was provided for by a life
interest in fifteen thousand pounds. Percy received ten
thousand; Edgar Hall another ten "to aid him in his
beneficent work" ; and the remainder of the sixty thousand
which Lowther had made and saved went to the Medical
School of the hospital on the staff of which he had been for
so many years.
David had spoken truly when she told her father she did
not want his money ; she had no thought of currying favour
with him when, in answer to his message, she had come to
Harley Street; nevertheless, when the contents of the will
were made known, she could not entirely suppress a sense
of disappointment. The absence of her name was a public
repudiation of her ; she felt that, in spite of that last inter-
view, Lowther had not really forgiven her; and then, in
the Gale household, money was far from plentiful.
Lowther's jibe had the sting of truth in it; his son-in-
law's practice was undoubtedly declining. His diagnosis
was as acute and accurate as ever, his treatment as intelli-
gent, his skill as great; but he was no longer invited to
consultations. It became necessary for David to do what in
all her life she had never done, to be careful in the spending
of shillings, to deny herself the little indulgences, the small
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extravagances which she had eajoyed without thinking
about them. Gale knocked off the whole of his wine mer-
chant's bill (a bill chiefly incurred on behalf of his friends)
and half his tailor's; and at the time of David's visit to her
father it was a serious question between the husband and
wife whether they should give up the brougham.
"Not that I mind walking now I've got the time," said
Gale; "but it's a confession of failure and may lead to
bankruptcy in patients."
"We'll keep it on, and save in other ways."
"The puzzle is to find the ways."
"Oh, we could do with a servant less; and my dress-
maker is absurdly extravagant."
"You haven't had a new dress at all this summer, sweet-
heart. Do you think I don't notice?"
"What I wear?"
"Yes, what you wear and what you do everything."
"I consider," said David, surveying herself in the glass,
"that I look very nice. Besides, losing all your patients
won't conduce to reckless expenditure in the matter of
clothes."
"There's the children's education to think of."
"Oh, don't let's think of educating them yet, Sidney,
poor little mites."
"No, but it's got to come. I used not to care a hang
about what was going to happen and all that. But now,
by Jove ! "
"We'll keep the carriage for a bit, at any rate. Let's
make a good fight of it, Sidney. And don't, for heaven's
sake, make me feel that you would have got on better with-
out me and the children."
"All right. We'll keep it on, make a hollow show and
blow the expense ! And here's to the health of David Gale
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and all the little Gales !" Sidney drank up his tea, kissed
David, and made for the door. "There's a poor benighted
patient, who don't know I am an A.-V., coming at five-
thirty," he said. "Lef s hope he won't find it out till he's
cured."
"Is he curable?"
"Eather. Lord! I could cure him and dozens like him
if they'd only listen or hearing, understand. But people
won't stop taking what's bad for them. What they want is
to stuff themselves with poisons and then be given an anti-
dote. Patch them up and they love and pay you. Try
to cure and they go and pay somebody else."
When Gale had gone David went and stood before the
mirror, a long narrow one that hung between the two win-
dows and showed her the greater part of herself. Her gaze
was critical, but it relaxed in satisfaction. "So long as I
don't look dirty or dowdy, what does it matter ?" she said.
CHAPTER XLIX
THOUGH Lowther had bequeathed his daughter noth-
ing, indirectly she benefited by the money he left, for
Bertha contrived to spend a large proportion of her five
hundred a year on the Gale household.
"I could not stay on in Harley Street, even if I wanted
to,"' she said, "and I am tired of those great roomst I
should like the smallest house I can find."
So she established herself in one of the tiny houses in
Portsea Place, with a former housemaid, now widowed, who
was willing, on condition of being called her housekeeper,
to undertake the functions of a "general"; and every day
Lady Lowther, usually with the aid of a friendly policeman,
crossed the Edgware Road and lunched in Montagu Street.
For this "partial board," as she termed it, she insisted upon
paying a guinea a week; insisted, too, upon buying all her
grandchildren's clothes and on making frequent presents to
their mother. Bertha always found an excuse for her gifts ;
it was Christmas or New Year's Day, Easter, Midsummer
or Michaelmas; or somebody's birthday; and David, after
the first demur at the new order of things, accepted the
gifts as freely as they were given, realising that in prac-
tising petty economies and helping her and Gale, her
mother was happier than she had been during the greater
part of her life.
The help eased them in the struggle to maintain that out-
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ward token of prosperity, the carriage; and though Gale's
professional visits grew fewer, he still paid them in state.
As for Bertha, having reached the stage of realising that
she was free, she immensely enjoyed her freedom. It
seeaned strange at first to be able to do as she liked, and
then less strange than delightful. She dropped away from
most of her old acquaintances; an easy thing to do when
the dropping process was a mutual one ; but she made new
friends, and went to meetings with David, and heard David
speak, her heart almost bursting with pride the while ; and
stood, indeed, upon a summit of content.
David, taking a part in propaganda, working actively for
the cause she had taken up, met with divers disillusion-
ments. She had thrown herself into that cause with the
fervent enthusiasm of a whole-hearted nature, and with all
the confidence of those who fight for truth with truth's
pure weapons. She found enthusiasm indeed ; but a fervour
not always discriminating; weapons marred often with the
mire of misstatement. She learned what so many have had
to learn before her, that movements inspired by truth are
constantly greater than their makers, while the causes
which depend for their vitality on the men who lead or
follow them are often weak or worthless. But David, when
she started her campaign, did not know this; and it was
pain and grief to her to meet, amidst the nobility of pur-
pose, the courage^ keen intellect and self-sacrifice of many
of her fellow-workers, with the exaggerations, the calum-
nies, and the unbalanced bigotry which are worse foes to
any principle than its direct enemies. Often, when facing
a platform, she was filled with shame by the unfair and
inaccurate statements which were hurled from its boards,
by the perversion of facts or the exaggeration of wrongs*;
and she longed to substitute the clean cut of truth for the
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^
jagged- wounds more damaging to supporters than oppo-
nents.
Having lived all her life amongst those who were now
opponents, she knew well that in their ranks were many
men humane in thought and noble in intention ; many who,
approving of the system of vivisection, found themselves
unable to practise it; many who, actually practising it,
shrank from conscious- cruelty. She knew, too, that there
were experiments involving no positive pain, either at the
time of experiment or after, to the animal operated upon ;
that there was much classed under the head of scientific
vivisection which was infinitely less cruel than many of the
barba-rities of the farmyard, the slaughter-house, or the fur
and feather trades.
Knowing all this, shamed and indignant at the denial of
it, she was doubly careful, when she herself stood upon the
platform, to be just to the enemies of her cause, and so just
to the cause itself. That cause needed, she knew, no aid
from exaggeration or falsehood; the inherent justice of it
was sufficient to bear it through the ridicule, contempt,
active antagonism, and paralysing indifference which have
met all movements springing from a conception of morality
nobler than the standard of their time; was sufficient to
vitalise and support it till the majority of the advancing
community could recognise and accept its truth. There
was no need to state that all experiments were painful, since
by and by men would agree that a system founded on the
rights of might must be a system which could recognise no
dividing line between use and abuse; since later still it
would be conceded that the selfish use of weaker beings,
human or sub-human, is in itself an abuse; till finally it
would be seen that man, raciallv, gains more by cultivating
courage than acquiring ease, by developing love than
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amassing knowledge. Then, as Cameron maintained, when
the selfish ways were closed, new avenues would be opened :
to knowledge, to health, to the understanding by man of
man's true origin, nature, and fate. Men, turning from
the blind alleys of disease commissions, would perceive that
the one cure for disease is health, not the substitution for it
of attenuated maladies ; and that health is won, not in spite
of that nature of which man forms a part, but by a more
subtle study of the laws of being than is possible by vivi-
sectional methods.
David, speaking, insisted always upon the big issues, on
ultimate as well as on immediate results ; and her instances
of cruelty or failure on the part of her opponents were
instances which rested on first-hand testimony. "What is
the use of exaggeration," she would ask, "when the truth is
more than sufficiently terrible?"
Gale, meanwhile, had come to the conclusion that the
carriage must go. His practice, robbed of the consulting
element, was small, and did not increase. People had be-
come imbued with the idea that he was not "up to date";
and though most of his old patients remained to him, their
ranks were not swelled by new ones. Having decided that
it would be absurd to keep on the carriage, he had to tell
David of his decision. He did it on a day of biting east
wind, when David, coming in, had sought warmth in his
study. There was not often a fire in the drawing-room
now.
When he had said his say, she held out a foot to the
flames. " Certainly, if your 'carriage practice' has all gone,
there's no use in having a carriage. We'll just descend,
gracefully, to a lower sphere."
Gale caught her in his arms; his heart was miserable
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with the thought that he had dragged her down from wealth
to share his sordid fate.
She knew the thought; felt it, perhaps, in the clasp of
the arms about her ; and answered it in French words that
were favourites with her; leaning back from him, so that
she could look into his eyes.
"Quand meme," she said.
The next night the two went to the play. "Because,"
said David, "we shall be so much richer now without that
.horrid carriage gnawing at our vitals; and because it's so
delightful to spend money on vain pleasures when you feel
you ought to buy a new coal-scuttle for the dining-room."
The giving up of the carriage eased considerably the
strain of adapting ways to means, and as long as Lady
Lowther was able to help them, the Gales stayed on in
Montagu Street.
But, two years after the brougham had been abandoned,
Bertha died, passing out of life as unostentatiously as she
had passed through it. The last part of that life was
fraught with pain ; but she who had been always weak was
now strong. She bore the bodily torture with a courage
which had failed her during the long years when she had
felt herself to be a traitor; for now, as she expressed it,
she could look herself in the face. And all the time she
was haunted by the thought of the hundreds of animals
subjected year after year, vainly and remorselessly, to suf-
fering such as hers; inoculated with the disease which
claimed her; unaided by the narcotics which soothed its
agonies. The little frail woman, dying of cancer, knowing
of science only certain of its methods, unskilled in ethical
argument, unlearned in theology, was cognisant of the great
truth that there is no valid sacrifice save that, self-offered,
of the sacrificed; none other from which ultimately evil
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will not spring in greater measure than good. She reasoned
out no theory, discerned no law; felt only that it must be
so ; and suffered with added poignancy in the knowledge of
deliberately inflicted suffering.
Her last articulate words were of those which long ago
had struck David's attention, and which Bertha applied to
herself and to all beings who, like or unlike herself, were
the victims either of moral cowardice or physical tyranny :
"Pray for the weak!"
CHAPTER L
SIDNEY GALE sat in his study reading the book which
made the name of Edgar Hall famous throughout the
world. A little bit of a study it was, in a house none too
big ; but Gale, as he read, was so deeply interested as to be
blind to his surroundings. Generally he was all too con-
scious of them, the hall-mark, as it seemed to him, of
failure.
It had cost him more than it had cost David to leave
Montagu Street. She, to be sure, had her sad hours, dis-
mantling the home of her greatest happiness ; packing some
of her treasures, parting with others; recognising the fact
that poverty had come to her and Gale, not as a passing
guest, but as a perpetual companion, and demanded con-
cessions to its claims. But there had been no bitterness in
her renunciation. Years ago, when she had married Gale,
she had counted the cost, knowing well that though, in
proclaiming her own views, she ran the gauntlet of criticism
and lost caste in her own particular world, the risks she
took in casting in her lot with his were of graver kind.
Gale himself had put those risks before her, and she had
answered: "Am I not called David, and shall I fear to
fight Goliath ?" Moreover, she had the consolation that a
woman always finds when her heart is satisfied. She had
been ambitious once, but it was sweet to sink ambition in
the right to share the lot of the man she loved; she had
given homage to strength, admired success; but Gale,
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staunch to his colours, had shown no weakness, and though
he had sunk in his profession, in purpose he had not failed.
But Gale, with his hand firm to the plough, permitting
himself no backward glance, passed, in the transference of
his household from Montagu Street to the neighbourhood
of the Harrow Eoad, through a valley of despondency, in
which were bitter spaces. Though he had said good-bye to
fame, he had not been able to oust ambition from his tem-
perament ; and the consciousness of his capacity to make a
name for himself, formerly so uplifting, was galling in cir-
cumstances which limited the area of competition. And
then there was the old thought that he had dragged David
down. Though she would not let him utter it, it was active
in his mind; and side by side with it went the thought of
his children (there were three now), their education, their
after lives.
David because she was less responsible, Gale said was
bolder. Lady Lowther's death had made a change impera-
tive, and it was better, David declared, to face it in all its
bearings, to grasp the nettle firmly and so stultify its sting.
"If the boys are clever, they must get scholarships; if
not, they must live on the level of their intelligence. We
will do all we can for them; and, after all, it is the men
who stand on their own legs and not on their fathers*
shoulders who often make the best of life."
Her robust reasoning made Gale laugh, and revived the
courage which in his younger days had risen superior to
risks ; nevertheless it had gone hard with him to move from
the pleasant house whose upper windows faced a garden
space, to the semi-gentility of Falmouth Street. Here his
skill, and the personal magnetism which is an essential
attribute of the born doctor, won him by and by a fresh
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repute; but those days were not yet; and when Hall's book
appeared Gale had plenty of time to read it.
During the last few years, while Gale had been descend-
ing the ladder which stretches from fame to failure, Hall
had mounted it rung by rung. In his younger days he
had studied in various places, under various teachers, many
branches of science ; patient labour had made him a master
in some. Now he was a professor in the Institute which he
had entered as a student, and his printed utterances bore
the stamp of authority.
His book The New Gospel, it was called was widely
read, outside as well as within scientific circles; the Press
hailed it as a work of genius; scientists, as a complete
philosophy. "These piquant and learned 'Studies on
Human Nature/ " said The Seasons, "are the recreations
of a naturalist, the porerga of a thinker who, having sought
and found in more than one department of human knowl-
edge . . . sits down for awhile to rest by the wayside of
the via sacra, in order to reflect on the vanity of received
opinions."
"Those who read this remarkable work," said the
Stethoscope, "can convince themselves that the story and
the message of hope which it conveys are not the vain im-
aginations of megalomania, but the logical inferences to be
drawn from observed facts." 1
Gale, reading the "message of hope," marvelled, first at
the wide and deep knowledge displayed by the writer, sec-
ondly at the conclusions he drew from it. He knew that
his student friend had been steadily rising in the estimation
of the scientific world; he had not realised how thorough
had been the study which justified that rise. He under-
stood and appreciated it now; while on the other hand he
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was unprepared for the arguments based by Hall on his
accumulated facts. It seemed wonderful that, mastering
so much, he should infer so little; Gale found himself dis-
appointed that his former friend's conceptions had not
grown with his knowledge.
The theory which Edgar Hall advanced was based on
the disharmonies existing between man and his environ-
ment, and in these disharmonies he found the source of
the troubles by which man is perplexed. He began by
stating that a general uneasiness disturbs the world to-day,
man finding himself at a loss in determining the course of
his life and in explaining his true relation to family, nation,
race, and humanity. Sicence, he said, had been reproached
with inability to solve moral and philosophical questions,
with merely destroying the foundations of religion, and
failing to replace them with anything more exact or en-
during. Nevertheless it was to science, and science alone,
that man must look for hope, happiness, and the solution of
all problems.
The first part of the book discussed the origin of man ;
together with that which is commonly called human nature ;
and man's material body, its organs and their functions.
It was preluded by a wonderful chapter on what Hall
termed beings inferior to man, but dealing chiefly with in-
sects and their habits. Here the magnitude of his knowl-
edge was displayed, and the patient thoroughness of his
investigations; Gale, reading it, felt his pulses quicken
with admiration and interest.
Of facts, acquired by diligent and painstaking inquiry,
Hall was a master; it was when he proceeded to draw de-
ductions from those facts, when he departed from narration
to inference, that Gale's attitude changed from satisfied
ecquiescence to critical disappointment.
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When Hall .affirmed, as Cranley-Chance had affirmed,
that Nature, in producing man, had made a sudden leap in
evolution, Gale's mind refused to accept the assumption;
nor did the arguments from analogy cited by the author
appear to him logically sufficient. Suddenly obtained va-
rieties in the evening primrose, and the case of Inandi, the
calculator, did not, for him, warrant the conclusion that
"man is a case of the arrested development of some simian
of ancient days," who, having become varied in specific
characters, produced offspring endowed with new char-
acters ; and that from this being, a monster from the zoo-
logical point of view, sprang a new race, the human. Inandi
did not produce a race of calculators; nor did it appear to
Gale that any number of varieties obtained from a single
plant, transmitting, indeed, their specific characters to their
descendants, but exhibiting characters, initiating species,
peculiar only to the original kingdom of the plant that
is to say, the vegetable formed a just basis for Hall's argu-
ment that it was possible by development of specific char-
acters to leap from one kingdom to another.
Having determined the origin of man, Hall went on to
survey those organs of man's body which he considered
superfluous, inefficient, or functionally at fault. It was to
what he termed the disharmonies of the body that he as-
signed a large part of man's unhappiness ; not his physical
sufferings only, but also his mental perplexities, his fore-
bodings, his discontent. For indeed, as Gale found, reading
on, not a part only, but the whole of man's unhappiness,
was, in this new gospel, charged to the account of the dis-
harmonious body ; since the fear of death, which, according
to Hall, was the arch destroyer of the enjoyment of life,
had its root in the physical disharmony. This fear, he
affirmed, had caused the creation and the failure of all
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religions and philosophies: men, fleeing from the fear of
death, sought to build up a belief by which they might look
forward to continuous life.
He parsed those philosophies and religions under review,
and in the review gave evidence of careful and extensive
study in a field to which Gale would not have expected him
to penetrate; giving proof at the same time, that he had
failed constantly to grasp the true meaning, the real sig-
nificance of many, if not most, of the theories which he
criticised. He condemned them all; as failures, as inade-
quate to combat the fear and misery by which man is beset.
Then, said he, came the youngest daughter of knowledge,
science, and marched with the weapon of scepticism upon
the fortresses of religious dogma, till between science and
religion open war was declared.
In Edgar Hall's philosophy there could be no truce be-
tween the two, far less a lasting agreement. Disease, which,
he averred, was the basis of philosophies interpreted by
him as pessimistic; physical disharmonies; and the fear of
death; these were the factors in man's discontent. Any
system which admitted others was unreasonable. Poets,
prophets, saints, were alike dreamers; their utterances and
experiences the outcome of brains unbalanced by the
spectacle of man's lack of harmony with his environment;
all evidence to the contrary was untrustworthy.
That was Hall's position; a position impregnable to
argument, since it precluded all hypotheses save the one
on which his own philosophy was founded. Viewed from
that position, the problem of hew to absolve man from
unhappiness found its solution in the mere statement of
the causes of that unhappiness. For, since disease and the
fear of death produced suffering, the destruction of both
must secure happiness.
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And then, having arrived at the theoretic solution of the
problem, Hall set himself to find the means by which that
solution might be put in practice. It was but logical, since
in the welfare of the body lay man's salvation, that he
should ignore all sentiment save such as is directly con-
nected with that welfare, and to that welfare subordinate
all that would appear to strengthen it. Why take into
account the pain of the animal world, justice in relation to
that world, when the sole consideration was how to obtain
immunity from disease, how to escape the fear of death?
Why contemplate pity, advocate courage, when in ruthless-
ness lay deliverance ; and man was to shape his course, not
towards the vanquishing of fear, but hi subservience to it?
This was the new gospel : that man was to abandon all
dreams of immortality, divinity, unselfish love, and cleave
to science alone; and that science, isolating herself from
religion as well as creeds, from philosophy, from all the
forces, actual if not tangible, which have swayed mankind
through the ages, should in that emancipated isolation use
all and every means to one sole end: the complete knowl-
edge of man as an organism, in order, through that
knowledge, to arrive at the discovery of antidotes to all
diseases.
The message of hope was this: that men should escape,
not death indeed, but the fear of death, by the prolongation
of life to an extent which would make death welcome when^
it came. Man would drink so largely of the cup of life, as
to long for the end of the draught ; become so satiated with
living, as to crave extinction as a boon.
In describing the manner of this prolongation, Hall pro-
pounded his famous phagocyte theory of senile degenera-
tion; of the atrophy of the higher and specific cells of a
tissue and their replacement by hypertrophied connective
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tissue; and of the possibility of preventing degeneration
by strengthening the higher elements. The strengthening
was to be accomplished by means of the favourite child of
physiological science, the serum ; and, having discussed the
effects of certain sera as demonstrated by experiments,
'There seems here," he wrote, "a rational method by which
we may strive to strengthen the higher elements of the
human body, and so prevent them from growing old."
And the task seemed at first sight such an easy one, so
simple of fulfilment. All that was necesary was to mince
to fine atoms the organs of a dead human body ; the heart,
brain, liver, kidney or any other organ, the higher elements
of which, in living bodies, required strengthening ; to inject
these atoms into an animal ; and in a few weeks to draw off
sera which would act in the desired way. In reality the
difficulty of removing organs from dead bodies, sufficiently
soon after death to be in a suitable condition for injection,
presented, as Hall observed, a serious practical obstacle;
and even were this obstacle overcome, much time would be
required, many experiments, before the method could be
perfected.
Gale, held by interest, influenced by the persuasive atmos-
phere which the sincerity of the writer had infused into his
book, passing from the probable to the possible, from the
possible to the plausible, was arrested here by the protest
of his reason.
Dreams of immortality, of man's divinity and God's
reality, were they wilder than this scheme for the preserva-
tion of the body? Was this all logical inference from ob-
served facts, as the Stethoscope claimed ? Was there in it
nothing of the vain imaginations of megalomania? Was
science, isolated from all points of view save the material,
admitting no reality save physical phenomena, no hope
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save in the understanding of those phenomena, free indeed
from phantasy, entirely exempt from, the bias of an un-
related attitude?
And for the message of hope? If this latest prophet
were a true one, if this new gospel were to realise itself in
practical fulfilment of its promises, would man find con-
tentment, happiness, peace, the answer to all his question-
ing, the satisfaction of all his desires, in the prolongation
of physical life till such time as he should tire of it? That
life would be cut off from contact with the great ones of
the past; from the conceptions of philosophers, the "fine
frenzy" of poets, the contemplation of states of conscious-
ness other than the material. For man, emancipated, free
from the fear of death, would find no interest in exploded
theories, founded on that fear. Of mental interests there
would remain science; of art, the branches that appeal to
the senses; of pleasures, physical enjoyment. The soul of
literature, of art, of imagination, would perish with the
soul of man.
Was the gain worth the price? Did the end commend
the means.-' Would man, trampling on those weaker than
himself, denying his higher intuitions, abjuring the im-
mortal to put on an added mortality; would man gain
much?
Gale, questioning, formulated his answer in yet another
question: "What shall it profit a man if he gain the whole
world and lose his own soul?"
CHAPTER LI
AND as he sat thinking of Hall's great book, the door
opened, and Hall himself came in.
"Hall!" Gale leapt to his feet. To him, in his aston-
ishment and his subjection to the traditions of unscientific
thought, it seemed for the moment as if it were the ghostly
and not the actual presentment of his former friend who
stood there looking at him.
"The last man you were thinking of, I suppose?"
"No, I happened just to be thinking of you. But the
last man, certainly, that I expected to see. Come and sit
down. How on earth did you get here?"
"Cab."
"Yes but the cab Don't answer me by saying