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 "La vie complete! C'est le programme de la renaissance. II est bon que Tame 
 essaie de toutes les attitudes. II est bon que 1'homme multiplie ses sentimens et ses 
 pense'es ; les esprits et les coaurs en friche ne sont pas agre'ables a Dieu. II est bon 
 que rhomme sache rire, aussi bien que pleurer ; si le travail et la douleur sont sacre's, 
 les plaisirs purs n'ont rien qui offense la supreme sagesse.'' 
 
 "Hast thou suffered?" 
 
 "No." 
 
 " Then this book is not for thee." 
 
 BOSTON: 
 JAMES R. OSGOOD AND COMPANY, 
 
 LATE TICKNOR & FIELDS, AND FIELDS, OSGOOD, & Co. 
 
 1871.
 
 Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1871, 
 
 BY JAMES R. OSGOOD & CO., 
 in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. 
 
 UNIVERSITY PRESS: WELCH, BIGELOW, & Co., 
 CAMBRIDGE.
 
 CONTENTS. 
 
 CHAPTER PAGE 
 
 I. HELMSFORD HALL 1 
 
 n. HELMSFORD RECTORY 2 
 
 III. THE HEIR OF HELMSFORD 4 
 
 IV. HOW CARELESSLY WE GO TO MEET pUR FATE .... 5 
 
 V. OXLY A DEAD LEAF 7 
 
 VI. " Two LIVES so NEARLY JOINED IN ONE " 9 
 
 VII. THE STORY OF MONA 10 
 
 VIII. " O LIFE, so STREET AND YET so SAD ! " 14 
 
 IX. " AND TIME SWINGS WIDE HIS OUTWARD GATE" . . . .16 
 
 X. CHATEAU LE COMPTE 19 
 
 XL AM I TO BLAME? 22 
 
 XII. TOMBS AND PICTURES 25 
 
 XIII. IN SEARCH F HAPPINESS 29 
 
 XIV. SANTO SPIRITO 33 
 
 XV. SAN MICHELE 36 
 
 XVI. VILLA ALDOBRANDINI '40 
 
 XVII. CAPELLA DEL CORO 42 
 
 XVIII. IL MAESTRO . . . 46 
 
 XIX. MP.S. TREMAINE AND THE PRINCE CONTI 49 
 
 XX. A USELESS QUEST 53 
 
 XXI. AM I WORTHY TO BE YOUR FRIEND? 56 
 
 XXII. WAS IT POVERTY OR SHAME ? 59 
 
 XXIII. LET ME LIVE IN THE PRESENT 61 
 
 XXIV. THE RETREAT OF A SUFFERING HEART 63 
 
 XXV. THE CHARITY OF THE WORLD . 65 
 
 XXVI. I SEEM TO HAVE HEARD THAT VOICE BEFORE .... 69 
 
 XXVII. LADY DINSMORE AND THE MAESTRO 70 
 
 XXVIII. ONLY A LITTLE MARBLE CROSS 73 
 
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 XXIX. THE TIDE THAT BEARS us ON 77 
 
 XXX. ALL is OVER BETWEEN us FOREVER 81 
 
 XXXI. WHY? ... 84 
 
 XXXII. BY THE SEA 86 
 
 XXXIII. SANS Souci 89 
 
 XXXIV. THE KOMANCE OF LADY DINSMORE'S LIFE .... 93 
 
 XXXV. HOW IT ENDED 96 
 
 XXXVI. I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM THE FIRST 98 
 
 XXXVII. THE BATTLE OF CASTEL FIDARDO 101 
 
 XXXVIII. AT LAST PACE TO FACE - 103 
 
 XXXIX. UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE MOON ....... 106 
 
 XL. RICHARD VANDELEUR'S REPARATION . . .' . . . 108 
 
 XLI. THE CONVENT OF THE SACRE CCEUR ... . . . .113 
 
 XLII. NEITHER POVERTY NOR* SHAME 116 
 
 XLIII. UNDER THE LIGHT OF STARS 120 
 
 XLIV. SHE SMILED IN THE FACE OF DEATH 124 
 
 XLV. HELMSFORD HALL .... . .126 
 
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 CHAPTER I 
 
 HELMSFORD HALL. 
 
 HELMSFORD HALL, and the family 
 of Vandeleur, dated back to the reign 
 of Henry VI. There seemed to be a 
 strange fatality connected with the birth 
 of sons, for never but one in each genera- 
 tion lived to reach his majority. It was 
 always Richard Vandeleur of Helmsford, 
 the name of father and son since the earliest 
 records of the family. 
 
 In remote generations there had been 
 many lovely daughters who had married and 
 given children to the noble house, but not 
 to the proud name. 
 
 It was a tradition in the family, that, when 
 the War of the Roses ended, and Henry VII. 
 presented his trusty servant and friend, 
 Richard Vandeleur, with the broad lands of 
 Helmsford, he had also offered him a title, 
 which the brave soldier sturdily refused, 
 preferring to be simply Richard Vandeleur, 
 gentleman ; and so it had been for all these 
 generations. 
 
 In all England there was not a more 
 beautiful estate than Helmsford, or a more 
 imposing country mansion than Helmsford 
 Hall, a substantial gray stone construc- 
 tion, of mixed architecture. Around its three 
 sides ran two rows of open porticos, the 
 lower Doric, the upper Ionic. A double 
 flight of massive stone steps led to the 
 grand entrance, on either side of which 
 were couchant lions, holding between their 
 paws tablets bearing the family coat of arms. 
 
 From its high position it commanded a 
 magnificent view of distant mountains, hills, 
 and valleys, and, far beyond, the broad, open 
 sea. In the middle landscape were miles of 
 rich meadow land, dotted here and there with 
 the white cottages of the happy farmers of 
 England. Directly under the eye the broad 
 park and terraced gardens of Helmsford, 
 ornamented with fountains and statues, in 
 the midst of which swept two broad carriage 
 drives from the terraces to the massive 
 gates, bordered on each side with stately 
 oaks and elms. Whichever way the eye 
 turned, one saw the verdant representatives 
 1 
 
 of every clime, pines from the dreary 
 north, magnolia and ilex from the sunny 
 south, and palms from the far-off tropics. 
 
 On this day, April 6, 18, there was the 
 confusion of excited expectation in the ap- 
 pearance of all that appertained to the 
 mansion. For eight years it had been closed, 
 but to-day windows and doors are thrown 
 open, and servants pass in and out with that 
 air of importance that plainly foretells a 
 coming event, for to-night Richard Vnnde- 
 leur, the heir and last of his name, returns 
 to Helmsford, after an absence of eight 
 years. Within the mansion are unmistaka- 
 ble signs of great joy : the furniture, pic- 
 tures, and mirrors have laid aside their linen 
 shrouds, and reveal themselves in all their 
 original freshness to the admiring eyes of 
 the new servants. The stately butler is 
 everywhere, giving orders in a kindly, pat- 
 ronizing tone, detecting with equal alac- 
 rity a speck of dust in the grand saloon or 
 an unsavory odor in the kitchen. 
 
 As the day draws to a close, the house- 
 keeper, in stiff silk, rustles from room to 
 room to see that'all is in perfect order. Slu 
 stops for a moment in the grand corridor, 
 where hang the family portraits, and as s-lu 
 regards the bewitching face of the last Mrs, 
 Vandeleur, she sighs and says audibly : 
 
 " This reminds me of thirty-four years 
 ago, when we were expecting Mr. Vande- 
 leur and his bride. My poor father was 
 butler then, and I was a slip of a girl wild 
 with delight because there was to be some 
 stir in the house. How lovely the looked 
 that night as ?he stepped out of the car- 
 riage and came tripping up to the door, with 
 a sweet smile and gentle word to all ! Ah, 
 how soon her bright eyes closed on her 
 young life, leaving the little wailing baby, 
 and my poor master heart-broken ! Though 
 he lived ten years after her death, I never 
 saw him smile in all that time. The day 
 she went out of the door in her coffin, sad- 
 ness seemed to enter, for ever since all has 
 been dull and gloomy. "If Mr. Vandeleur 
 were only bringing a young wife home with 
 him, things might bo different, but as it is I 
 fear he will be off again to foreign countries. 
 He 's not like his father, the quiet of the
 
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 old hall and the dull country life docs n't 
 suit him. He has only spent a few weeks 
 here since he left college, and then he was 
 always discontented and restless. The 
 Vandeleurs have always been so steady 
 and domestic, married young, and lived the 
 lives of quiet country gentlemen ; but Mr. 
 llichard is not like them, he prefers his 
 roving life and foreign hotels to his ewn 
 elegant home, and he has already passed 
 his thirtieth year, and yet seems no nearer 
 taking a wife than he did at twenty. If he 
 dies without marrying, what will become of 
 the estate ? There are no Vandeleurs to 
 inherit it. It must go to some distant fe- 
 male branch, and the name will become 
 extinct." 
 
 Just then the sound of carriage wheels 
 was heard on the gravel below, and the 
 old lady finished her soliloquy as she has- 
 tened down the stairs, that she might be the 
 first to welcome her master. 
 
 CHAPTER II. 
 
 HELJISFORD RECTORY. 
 
 THE slanting rays of the setting sun 
 stole into the west windows of Helms- 
 ford rectory, and rested for a moment like 
 golden arrows on the white hair of Mr. 
 Wilbreham, as he lay back in his arm-chair, 
 comfortably enjoying his after-dinner nap. 
 
 The room was furnished with comfort, 
 taste, and elegance. Pictures of no little 
 merit adorned the walls, and graceful stat- 
 uettes the niches. In the windows were 
 stands filled with rare flowers, that flooded 
 the room with a faint delicious odor. A soft 
 carpet in which the pervading color was a 
 warm mossy green, furniture of dark ruby 
 velvet, and curtains of the same rich hue, 
 made the whole as perfect in tone and 
 detail as English drawing-rooms usually are. 
 A bright fire burned in an open steel grate, 
 for the evening was chilly, and a beautiful 
 spaniel lay in the warmth on a tiger-skin 
 at his master's feet. 
 
 Mr. Wilbreham moved slightly in his 
 sleep as the door was softly opened and a 
 young girl entered. At first, in the half- 
 light, it was difficult to see what her face 
 was like ; but as she walked with a languid 
 grace toward the window, and stood with 
 her eyes fixed sadly and dreamily on the 
 distant clouds tinged with the last faint 
 radiance of the setting sun, there was 
 something in her tout ensemble that almost 
 startled one with its strange beauty and 
 gentle grace. She was dressed in rich 
 black silk that trailed behind her in heavy 
 folds ; a plain, tight-fitting corsage reveal- 
 ed the perfect proportions of the elegant 
 
 shoulders, bust, and round, slender waist ; 
 a collar of delicate lace fastened with a jet 
 pin encircled the throat, and cuffs of the 
 same finished the sleeves, tight fitting at the 
 Lands, which were perfect in shape, white, 
 and almost childish in their dimpled beauty. 
 How can I portray her face ? It had that 
 rare and subtile charm that always defies 
 description, a broad, low forehead, from 
 which was turned back like a coronet heavy 
 waves of* hair that, at the first glance, ap- 
 peared black, but in the light was a bronze 
 brown ; a complexion as lair and spotless 
 as a rose-leaf, with scarcely a tinge of color 
 in the cheeks ; eyes of bluish gray, long in 
 shape, with slightly drooping lids fringed 
 with lashes so dark they gave a shadowy 
 softness to that part of her face ; the brows 
 were the color of her lashes, slightly arched, 
 with that mournful droop at the temples 
 one notices in the lovely face of the French 
 Empress ; her nose was straight, and in the 
 high spirited curves of the nostrils was 
 just a little expression of scorn ; but perhaps 
 in her mouth lay the beauty, the rare 
 charm and fascination of her face. Her 
 upper lip, short and rather thin, but exqui- 
 sitely chiselled in arch curves, was almost 
 lost in iaint crimson lines in the dimpled 
 corners ; the under lip was full and passion- 
 ate, yet there was something inexpressibly 
 sad and sweet in the whole, something 
 of that grieved, childish expression that one 
 notices in the sad and touching face of the 
 Beatrice Cenci. 
 
 Constance Wilbreham, until her four- 
 teenth year, had lived a life of childish, 
 unalloyed happiness. To a sister six years 
 older, and a brother who was twelve when 
 she was born, she had been the idol and 
 pet. Her mother had died at her birth, 
 and her father, after the loss of the wife 
 whom he adored, had lived the life of a 
 stern-ascetic. He seldom went abroad, and 
 only as his clerical duties demanded, and it 
 was rarely that visitors came to the rectory ; 
 so in this brother and sister her whole 
 young life was centred ; every innocent 
 joy and pleasure was connected with them. 
 Within three years God took them both. 
 First, her sister ; she came home one day 
 from a visit to a poor woman who was ill 
 with what afterward proved to be a malig- 
 nant fever. She complained of feeling cold, 
 and went to her room with burning spots 
 on her cheeks and racking pains in her 
 head. For two weeks she tossed and ' 
 moaned in wild delirium, never for a mo- 
 ment recognizing the little sister who hung 
 over her in speechless agony. Then the 
 lamp waned, flickered, and went out, and 
 she Avas laid by her mother under the east 
 window of Ilelmsford church, with her feet, 
 that had so soon finished the journey of life, 
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 face upturned to God, there to rest until 
 that morning when the sun shall shine upon 
 her, to set no more forever. 
 
 For months Constance was inconsolable, 
 scarcely eating or sleeping, wandering from 
 her sister's grave to her chamber, weeping 
 with her head upon the pillow where she 
 had so often rested, or pressing her tear- 
 stained face almost frantically to the green 
 sod that covered the last resting-place of 
 the beloved dead. If it had not been for 
 her brother, who, fearing grief would kill 
 the child, left his studies at Oxford and 
 devoted himself to her, she surely must 
 have succumbed to her deep sorrow. As 
 he tried every means to divert her, she 
 gradually became more cheerful, but never 
 again the light-hearted, happy child she had 
 been before. 
 
 Two years after, that idolized brother, in 
 all the strength and glory of youth, was 
 brought from Oxford to his childhood's 
 home, hopelessly insane. Over-study in 
 preparing to graduate had affected a ner- 
 vous excitable temperament, and an already 
 overtasked brain, so as to extinguish for- 
 ever the light of reason. For six months 
 he lingered in that terrible darkness, some- 
 times gentle and tractable as a child, or again 
 raving in the strongest and wildest delirium. 
 
 Constance scarcely left him. Even at 
 the worst she could soothe and calm him 
 with her gentle voice and tender caresses. 
 Sometimes the poor soul, wandering in 
 gloom, would seem to draw near the light 
 for a moment, and she would believe he 
 recognized her ; then she would pray in an 
 agony of hope and desire that God would 
 restore his reason, if only long enough for 
 them to receive his farewell. But that mo- 
 ment never came. And as she looked upon 
 him rigid in death she would moan, " O, if 
 he had only known me before he died ! " 
 
 It was then that all the hei-oic in the 
 young girl's nature was called into action, 
 as she was obliged to turn from the death- 
 bed of her brother to the sick-bed of her 
 . father, who found no strength in his creeds, 
 neither in his ascetic life, to support him 
 under this last blow. Constance, in the 
 great fear that he too might be taken from 
 her, and she be left alone in the world, for- 
 got her own sorrow to minister to him, and 
 lure him back to life. Not until she found 
 her father once more in his accustomed 
 health did she pause to look on the utter 
 desolation of her heart. There was in her 
 nature great power ami strength of endur- 
 ance, yet deep abysses of sadness, and keen 
 susceptibilities of suffering. If no slonns 
 had passed over her, the ibrce of her char- 
 acter would never have been tested, and 
 she might have lived in ignorance of her 
 own heroic fortitude. Nevertheless, these 
 bitter experiences left a shadow on her life 
 
 that time and after happiness never entirely 
 effaced. 
 
 To Mr. Wilbrcham the loss of this son, 
 his pride and hope for the future, was un- 
 doubtedly the deepest sorrow of his life; 
 but it was a sorrow that softened him. He 
 came out of his affliction more charitable, 
 more gentle, and more companionable. 
 This was indeed a blessing to Constance; 
 the tendrils of her young life, which had 
 been so rudely torn from the supporting 
 tree, must needs find another trunk around 
 which to twine. So she became to her 
 father, now no longer stern and silent, but 
 almost childlike in his dependent clinging 
 affection, his constant companion, his only 
 earthly consolation, his last and sole hope 
 in life. 
 
 Poor child! there were hours when in the 
 sadness of her heart she thought of her shat- 
 tered idols, and wept in bitterness because 
 they could not be again restored to her : but 
 still she took up bravely the burden of life, 
 and never acknowledged, even to herself, 
 how weary she sometimes grew in bearing 
 it. It was, then, no wonder, that on this 
 April evening, as she stood gazing into the 
 deepening twilight, her lovely face bore the 
 marks of subdued sorrow and sad, sweet 
 patience. 
 
 Nearly three years had passed since her 
 brother's death, and neither outwardly nor 
 inwardly had she laid aside her mourning, 
 and there were times when she longed, with 
 an inexpressible longing, once more to hear 
 his voice, and to see his happy face, as she 
 remembered him before sorrow had dark- 
 ened their home ; but she tried resolutely to 
 stifle the yearning cries of her heart, and 
 to look steadily forward to the time when 
 she should see him again radiant with im- 
 mortality. 
 
 " How papa sleeps ! " she said softly, as 
 she turned from the darkened window and 
 paced slowly back and forth in the gather- 
 ing shadows. " Ah me, how sad I am to- 
 night! I wonder what new trouble is com- 
 ing upon me. I feel a foreboding I cannot 
 shake off. Or am I getting nervous ? or 
 perhaps I study too much. I know Dr. Bur- 
 nett would say I had taken German meta- 
 physics in too large doses. Well, it may 
 be ; but I like study ; it is my greatest re- 
 lief. This stagnant life would kill me in 
 a lit lit; while if I did not work. And I 
 believe it is better to wear out than to rust 
 out." 
 
 Walking languidly to the piano, she sat 
 down, and, touching a few minor chords, she 
 sang in a low voice, Una J-\>f//in, from // 
 'I'rurntore. And as she repeated the words 
 
 " II tuo destine tanto somiglia al mio " 
 
 the tears started to her eyes, and, covering 
 her lace with her hands, she wept silently.
 
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 Suddenly, on the evening air, from the 
 tower of Helmsfbrd church, sounded the 
 clamor of bells. Mr. Wilbreham, startled 
 from his sleep, inquired of Constance what 
 it meant. 
 
 " Why, papa," she said, " have you for- 
 gotten ? They ring to welcome Mr. Van- 
 deleur home." 
 
 CHAPTER III. 
 
 THE HEIR OF HELMSFORD. 
 
 fT>HE morning sun shone broadly over 
 J_ Helmsford as Richard Vandeleur walked 
 on the highest terrace, lazily smoking his 
 after-breakfast cigar, and looking with an 
 expression half of dissatisfaction, half of 
 pride, on the broad acres before him. There 
 was much in his appearance that denoted 
 his character. The broad, full forehead, 
 and square, firm chin, showed intellect and 
 power; the extreme sweetness of the blue 
 eyes, half mirthful and half sad, gene- 
 rosity and kindliness; the straight aristo- 
 cratic nose, pride, and contempt of the 
 world's opinion ; the mouth, which was 
 rather sensual, portrayed all the weakness 
 and love of pleasure that made him a Syba- 
 rite in his tastes and habits ; his form was 
 perfect, from his elegant shoulders to his 
 slender foot; his face was cleanly shaven, 
 save a heavy brown mustache, slightly 
 curved upward at the ends ; his hair was 
 several shades lighter, and, cut close, lay in 
 short thick waves, except around the fore- 
 head, which a premature baldness had left 
 a liltle bare ; the lower part of his face be- 
 ing browned by exposure to foreign suns re- 
 deemed his complexion from a whiteness 
 almost effeminate. 
 
 There was a sort of lazy grace in his man- 
 ner, a well-bred ease that marked him at 
 once as a man of fashion as well as a per- 
 son of wealth and leisure. His character 
 was one of those strange anomalous com- 
 binationsvof good and evil, - a sensuous na- 
 ture, alive to beauty in every form ; selfish 
 and indolent, yet brave and generous ; self- 
 ish if anything interfered with his self-grat- 
 ification ; generous, perhaps, because it cost 
 him no self-sacrifice ; brave, because it was 
 a natural inheritance of the Vandeleurs. A 
 keen, brilliant wit, that saw through the sub- 
 terfuges of life, and held up hypocrisy and 
 deceit to severe and withering scorn. What 
 he affected to despise in men was the cow- 
 ardice that made them fear to meet the con- 
 sequences of their own acts, and a cringing 
 subserviency to the opinion of the world. 
 
 In his life he had accomplished but little, 
 and denied himself but little. He had 
 seized the cups of pleasure as they were 
 
 presented to him, drained them to the dregs, 
 and flung them away, weary and disgusted, 
 because he found no sweetness in them. 
 He had graduated from Cambridge with 
 some honor, because, with good natural 
 abilities and a brilliant and decisive in- 
 tellect, he had found study but little labor. 
 With much wealth at his command, an 
 unstained name, a noble person, and agree- 
 able, winning manners, not a restraint on 
 his life, master of himself and his for- 
 tune, he was welcome everywhere. Pride, 
 and perhaps the latent good in him, had pro- 
 vented him from becoming a thorough profli- 
 gate, yet he had sullied the whiteness of his 
 soul in more than one scene of debauchery, 
 and he had known the worst of life in every 
 land, as well as the best; and perhaps in 
 his secret sonl was the memory of deeds that 
 would not bear the closest scrutiny of his 
 fellow-men, and even appeared ugly to his 
 own regard. Yet before the world Richard 
 Vandeleur, at thirty, bore an irreproachable 
 name. 
 
 There was much in the man, that, if cir- 
 cumstances had called it forth, might have 
 made him great and good. If he had been 
 poor, ambition would have spurred him on 
 to strenuous efforts for a name and position ; 
 but what need was there of exertion, when 
 birth and wealth had placed him on a high- 
 er pedestal than poor toiling genius ever at- 
 tains? One other thing might have been 
 the salvation of his life, it in his earlier 
 manhood he had found the true, strong love 
 of a noble woman, his equal in birth and 
 education, who would have encouraged him 
 to loftier aspirations and higher deeds, who 
 would have elevated him by her affection, 
 and taught him the purity and holiness of 
 love ; but such a saving angel never crossed 
 his path, or, if so, he had never understood 
 her. He had been inveigled by aspiring 
 mammas into tame flirtations with insipid 
 girls, and had been the principal actor in 
 not a few intrigues with married women, 
 and yet he had come out of the engagement 
 unwounded, but with a deep disgust for the 
 general frailty of the sex ; for, like the rest of 
 generous mankind, he expected to find in 
 the weaker vessel wine of strength enough 
 for both, and because he failed to do so, 
 he condemned all for the faults of a few, 
 and had decided many times, if it were 
 not for perpetuating the name, never to 
 marry. 
 
 As he sauntered back and forth on the 
 terrace this bright morning, one would nev- 
 er have imagined, from his passive face and 
 listless manner, how important and varied 
 were the thoughts that passed through his 
 mind. First came the far-off memories of 
 his childish days ; his father, always sad, 
 but kind ; his grief and loneliness when 
 death took him away; his studies at the
 
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 rectory, under Mr. Wilbreham, who had 
 been a second father to him; his college days 
 
 to Hehnsfbrd, the spirits of the Vandelcurs 
 would haunt me through all eternity with 
 
 their never-ceasing reproaches." 
 
 He was interrupted in his cogitations by 
 
 of grand opportunities, from which he had 
 gathered so few results ; then his eight 
 
 years of wandering in foreign lands; his | the appearance of his steward, with a pack- 
 first enthusiastic delight with the gayety of| age of papers and a portentous-looking book 
 Paris ; his deep draughts of pleasure, fbl- under his arm. 
 
 lowed by satiety and disgust ; his quieter 
 wanderings through Germany and Swit/er- 
 
 Good morning, Mr. Vandeleur," he said, 
 taking off his hat and making a low bow. 
 
 land; the glory of the castled cities ; the " I 'in on my way to the Hall to see if you 
 
 legends of the lovely Rhine ; the wild moun- 
 tains, cloud-capped; the dashing cataracts, 
 and the murmuring forests, that filled his soul 
 with deep and pure delight. Then iiis love 
 for Italy, the classic mourner who folds her 
 weeds about her and sits apart from the 
 world. There his heart had thrilled with 
 his first deep experience, as fragrant as 
 the wild brier, as rich and sweet as the blood 
 
 will have the goodness to coimnence looking 
 over the books as scon as possible, they have 
 been running so long." 
 
 " O, never mind the books ! " interrupted 
 Mr. Yandeleur. " They have done with- 
 out me for eight years, and I think a few 
 days won't make much difference. I dare 
 say they are all right. You have kept every- 
 thing in good order, and, as far as I can 
 
 of the purple grape. There his first noble | judge, the whole estate is in a flourishing 
 
 and enthusiastic desire for fame and glory, 
 touching every pulse of his life, and throb- 
 bing in every vein, brought to birth in 
 his young heart the ardent longing to do 
 something for the freedom of Italy. Then 
 was tha turning-point in his existence. If 
 a noble soul had been near him to have, 
 given impetus to his aspirations, he might 
 have done something for his fellow-men ; but 
 as it was, a demon in the form of a friend 
 urged him to a fatal mistake, that left its 
 blight on his whole life. 
 
 Italy was no longer to him the pure and 
 classic mourner for whom he longed to give 
 his heart's blood, bit in the secrecy of his 
 soul almost accursed from being the scene of 
 his first crime. Then he fled to Spain, with 
 its reckless debauchery, dark, lovely eyes, 
 bull-fights, and duels ; to Greece, with its 
 ruins and lost hopes ; and then to the sol- 
 emn East, with the shadows of ages hanging 
 over it. From the shores of the Nile to the 
 sepulchre of Christ he wandered, weary 
 and restless, seeking for forgetfulness and 
 happiness, but finding neither. O, how 
 many hours there were, in the lull of pas- 
 sion, in the midst of brilliant vice, when his 
 spirit longed to go back again to drink of 
 the pure, cool fountain of youth ! and yet, 
 lured o:a by some fatal spell, for eight 
 years he had wandered and sinned; and 
 now, in reviewing it all, there was noth- 
 ing from which he could glean one thrill of 
 joy or satisfaction. He only felt now that 
 it was all finished, th:it the best part of 
 his life was gone, and Time had found him 
 deeply his debtor. He must decide upon 
 some future course. He must give up his 
 old Bohemian life, so careless and free, 
 marry some good, patient English girl, and 
 settle down into a respectable country gen- 
 tleman. " Bah ! " he thought, with a feel- 
 ing of disgust, " what a life! I shall rust 
 out in no time. But I can't live always, 
 and if I should die without leaving an heir 
 
 condition. I have no time now. I must go at 
 once and pay my respects to Mr. Wilbreham. 
 Does he still continue in good health V " 
 
 " In tolerably good health, I believe, sir, 
 though a little feeble. He 's never been 
 quite the same since his son's death." 
 
 The steward waited for a reply ; but as 
 Mr. Vandeleur seemed lost in thought he 
 turned away with a sigh of disappointment, 
 for he dearly liked a gossip, and he felt he 
 had missed a chance. As he walked slow- 
 ly away, Mr. Vandeleur called after him, 
 ' I will look over the books some other day, 
 when I feel more up to it." 
 
 Then he added mentally, as he went 
 towards the Hall, " What a bore business is ! 
 I hate the sight of an account-book. Yes, 1 
 must go directly to the rectory. My little 
 pet, Constance, must be a young lady now; 
 I wonder what she is like. She was a love- 
 ly child. I dare say she is engaged to some 
 country curate before this ; if not. she is no 
 longer my little pet, but a dignified young 
 lady, visiting charity schools, making flan- 
 nel frocks for the poor, and tea for her 
 
 father, with 
 what a life ! ' 
 
 equal patience. Poor girl, 
 
 CHAPTER IV. 
 
 HOW CARELESSLY WE GO TO MEET OUIl 
 
 niCIIARD VANDELEUR sat in the 
 JL\ rectory parlor, awaiting the appear- 
 ance of Mr. Wilbreham. 
 
 How familiar everything looks!" he 
 thought, as he glanced around the 1 well-or- 
 dered room, so elegant, so refined, and so 
 tranquil. ''The same subduing influence 
 steals over me that always did when I came 
 here, a wild boy, to con my lessons. Can it 
 be that so many years have passed, and I 
 only am changed ? No, outwardly all is the
 
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 same, but where is the gentlewoman who 
 was all the mother I ever knew, the golden- 
 haired little girl, and the bright, active boy ? 
 Gone, all gone, one after another; and yet 
 her chair stands there in the very place it 
 used to, and there is the stool the child so 
 often knelt upon to lay her lovely head in 
 her mother's lap. And Mr. Wilbreham's 
 chair in the other corner, that we so often 
 hung over, our eager, boyish heads pressed 
 together above some book he held in his 
 hand, which amused while it instructed us." 
 
 His revery was interrupted by the slight 
 rustling of a dress, and through the open 
 garden door there entered a girl so lovely 
 that his astonishment almost startled him 
 out of his usual well-bred ease. As he arose 
 and bowed, she came calmly forward, with 
 graceful self-possession, and held out her 
 hand kindly, as to an old friend. 
 
 " Who can this lovely creature be ? " he 
 thought, as he looked at her with a troubled 
 doubt in his face. 
 
 " I see you do not recognize me, Mr. Van- 
 deleur," she said. " Can it be you have 
 forgotten your troublesome little playmate ?" 
 
 " Constance ! " he exclaimed. " Miss 
 Wilbreham ! Is it possible ? But do not 
 think me forgetful when I cannot discern in 
 the charming young lady before me one 
 trace of the little pet I left eight years ago. 
 I had not thought, I avow, that while time 
 had been buffeting and damaging me, he had 
 been more generous to you, and had un- 
 folded my little rosebud into the fairest 
 flower that ever bloomed." 
 
 " Pray do not flatter me, Mr. Vandeleur ; 
 you knew me too long ago to resort now to 
 the usages of fashionable society. Eight 
 years must have changed us all in some re- 
 spects, or else time were useless. Do be 
 seated. Papa will be with us directly. I 
 expect him every moment from the vestry." 
 
 Her manner was so calm, so quiet, so self- 
 possessed, and yet, withal, so frank and 
 sweet, that she completely disarmed the man 
 of fashion. He knew at once all his well- 
 turned compliments and polite phrases 
 would be wasted on the girl before him, in 
 whose face he saw an intelligence and sin- 
 cerity too exalted for the banter of ordinary 
 society. " Can it be possible," he thought, 
 "that this elegant young lady is the little 
 child I held on my knee, and romped and 
 played with, only a few years ago? Every- 
 thing about her is perfect, from the waves 
 of her glossy hair to the folds of her white 
 dress ; from the belt that encircles her 
 waist to the toe of her slipper ; so refined, 
 so pure, so simple." 
 
 While regarding her a new and strange 
 emotion swept over him, a feeling half of 
 awe and half of self-abasement ; a holy rever- 
 ence, such as one might experience in the 
 presence of an angel. And for the first 
 
 time in his life he felt that he could kneel 
 to the purity of a woman, the woman who 
 was henceforth to change his whole des- 
 tiny. 
 
 This new sensation troubled and entan- 
 gled his ever-available wit, so that he found 
 ! it difficult to frame the commonplaces he 
 ' always gave utterance to with such facil- 
 ity. 
 
 He was glad when Mr. Wilbreham en- 
 tered, and the conversation changed the 
 current of his thoughts. 
 
 The voice of the poor old rector was 
 broken with emotion, and he could scarcely 
 restrain his tears when he saw before him, 
 in the full flush of health and manhood, one 
 who had been the constant companion of 
 his dead son, who had shared with him 
 in all his boyish sports and more mature 
 studies. Their young heads had bent over 
 the same books, their fresh voices had min- 
 gled in the same free games. For three 
 years that beloved voice had been silent. 
 The brilliant intellect, the strong, vigor- 
 ous frame, had perished at a stroke, while 
 this man, who had wandered far and 
 wide, and encountered danger in every 
 form, stood before him, a strong contrast 
 to his own blighted hopes. 
 
 Richard Vandeleur felt a choking sen- 
 sation in his throat, and a dimness of vision, 
 as he witnessed the grief of his old tutor, 
 and the heroic efforts of Constance to con- 
 trol herself and soothe the agitation of her 
 father. 
 
 After a few moments Mr. Wilbreham re- 
 gained his calmness, and spoke witli resig- 
 nation of his deep affliction. Then the con- 
 versation turned on indifferent subjects, and 
 Mr. Vandeleur, more at his ease, gave charm- 
 ing accounts of his travels, of foreign life 
 and manners, of the people he had met, 
 the books he had read, the works of art he 
 had seen, of his wanderings in the East; of 
 his half-Arab life in Arabia, his half-gypsy 
 life in Spain ; and of his more refined asso- 
 ciations with the most brilliant cities in Eu- 
 rope ; to all of which Constance listened 
 with pleased interest, and he was not a little 
 surprised at the knowledge her questions 
 and remarks evinced. He saw at once 'she 
 had read and studied much, and that her 
 mind was as perfect as her person. 
 
 When the conversation turned upon mu- 
 sic, the girl became enthusiastic ; her cheeks 
 flushed, and her eyes beamed with interest, 
 as they discussed their favorite composers. 
 
 He asked her to sing. With modest readi- 
 ness she seated herself at the piano, and 
 sang with exquisite taste a difficult Italian 
 composition. 
 
 "You understand Italian," lie said when 
 she had finished. " You pronounce it with 
 the purity of a native." 
 
 " O no ! " she replied, smiling ; " but I
 
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 love the divine language of Dante, and I 
 try to mutilate it as little as possible." 
 
 " Constance has had a French governess 
 who lived many years in Italy, and sin- 
 speaks both French and It-dian with flu- 
 ency," observed Mr. Wilbreham. 
 
 After a little more desultory conversa- 
 tion, and an invitation to dinner, which 
 he accepted for the next day, Mr. Van- 
 deleur took his leave, and walked slowly 
 towards the Hall in deep thought; and 
 his thoughts put into words would read 
 like this : 
 
 "Is it possible that I, who have seen and 
 known the most celebrated beauties of Eu- 
 rope, and have not been troubled with any 
 twinges of the tender passion, should, after 
 one hour's interview, be in love with this 
 girl whom I have carried in my arms a 
 baby ? No, no ; it is too ridiculous, and yet 
 I cannot drive her from my thoughts. How 
 lovely she is ! A Carlo Dolce type of beau- 
 ty. By Jove ! she is as superior to any wo- 
 man I have ever met, as moonlight is to a 
 glow-worm. There is one thing certain, if I 
 can win her, she shall be my wile before the 
 next harvest moon." And then a hateful 
 memory wrenched his heart, and his face 
 grew white for a moment. " But what have 
 I to give worthy of that pure young life V 
 Nothing ! nothing but dregs ! My God ! 
 how she would shrink from me if she could 
 read the blurred page of my past ! I won- 
 der if it is ever possible to wipe out all and 
 begin anew ? Yes, with her I think I might 
 renew something of the purity of my youth. 
 O, if I were only twenty ! Why, I was an 
 angel then, compared to what I am now. It 
 is strange, but I believe for the first time I 
 see myself in my true colors, and they are 
 anything but lovely. But I will never de- 
 ceive her. No, I will tell her all, and then, 
 if she will marry me, she shall be my wife 
 before the next harvest moon." 
 
 And with this resolution his step grew 
 lighter, and he walked almost briskly up the 
 broad avenue to the Hall, thinking, as he 
 went, of the improvements he should make 
 when Constance became its mistress. 
 
 It was very strange how short a time had 
 reconciled him to living; at Helmsford. 
 
 CHAPTER V. 
 
 ONLY A DEAD LEAF. 
 
 NEARLY five months had passed since 
 Richard Vandeleur's return to Helms- 
 ford. It was the evening of an excessively 
 hot day in August, and he and Constance 
 were slowly walking back and forth on the 
 lawn before the open door, engaged in 
 earnest conversation. Mr. Wilbreham was 
 
 sleeping as usual at that hour and Ma'Iame 
 Landel, governess, friend, and companion to 
 Constance, was sitting near the open win- 
 dow, a book in her hand, but her eyes fixed 
 meditatively on tlie distant clouds. 
 
 She was a quiet little woman, neatly 
 dressed in black, with bands of soft gray 
 hair simply arranged under a plain cap. 
 The childless widow of a French ollicer, sin; 
 had known much sorrow, and had passed 
 the most of her life in journeying from one 
 country to another, never knowing a home, 
 and scarcely remaining long enough in one 
 place to form those friendly ties which are 
 so dear, and withal so necessary to a wo- 
 man's happiness; yet her placid brow and 
 patient face bore scarcely a sign of her sad 
 experience. For nearly eight years she had 
 found a congenial home in Mr. Wilbreham's 
 family, and an intelligent and affectionate 
 pupil in Constance. 
 
 The day had been sultry and oppressive, 
 but, now, refreshed by the dew and the soft 
 breeze, the languid flowers raised their bent 
 heads, and gave forth their delicious odor 
 with unsparing bounty. The west was all 
 aglow with the gorgeous evening drapery of 
 the sun ; and the full yellow moon rose se- 
 renely above the row of tall poplars that di- 
 vided the rectory garden from the church- 
 yard, and which Constance always likened 
 unto grim sentinels standing between the 
 living and the dead. It was one of those 
 hours when all nature, and even the unquiet 
 heart of man, is lulled into a dreamy pence ; 
 and Constance, leaning on the arm of Mr. 
 Vandeleur, and listening to his words of 
 tender devotion, felt that, at last, her rest- 
 less heart had found repose in his love. 
 Her sweet mouth had lost its curves of sor- 
 row, the limpid eyes their dreamy abstract- 
 ed expression ; and now her whole face 
 beamed with an almost childish gladness 
 as she listened to his plans for their fu- 
 ture. His tenderness and devotion filled 
 the void in her life that had been left deso- 
 late by the death of those she loved, and al- 
 ready her fond young heart clung to him 
 with that blind trust, that unsuspecting and 
 unquestioning confidence, which is a wo- 
 man's rarest charm. Her pure and stainless 
 nature knew nothing of the world, and she 
 supposed the past life of the man she lined 
 to have been as true and irreproachable as 
 the present seemed, under her ennobling 
 influence. 
 
 They were to<be married in September, 
 much to Mr. Wilbreham's satisfaction, who, 
 knowing himself to be failing daily, desired 
 to see his daughter happily married before 
 his departure. 
 
 If he had been permitted to select a hus- 
 band for his daughter from all young Eng- 
 land, Richard Vandeleur would have been 
 his choice before any other. As his tutor
 
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 and guardian, he always felt for the way- 
 ward boy something of the love of a father ; 
 and now that he was to be the husband of 
 his child, he outwardly gave him the place 
 of his dead son in his affection. Every cir- 
 cumstance in this case seemed to combine 
 to render the course of true love smooth, and 
 perhaps thcie was never a brighter prospect 
 for happiness than that of the lovely girl 
 who leaned so trustingly on the arm of the 
 man who she thought was to share her fu- 
 ture life. 
 
 And Richard Vandeleur, was he hap- 
 py ? Yes, at times supremely happy. Yet 
 there were moments in the stH night, in 
 the early dawn, when a hateful memory 
 tugged at his heart, until his cheek grew 
 white, and the dew of agony gathered on 
 his brow. 
 
 "Tell her! tell her all!" pleaded the 
 voice of conscience, with urgent importunity. 
 Then he would rise up exhausted with 
 the struggle, but resolved to tell her* all 
 his terrible history, and so test her love for 
 him. 
 
 " If she loves me truly and unselfishly," 
 he would reason, " she will forgive the follies 
 of the past, and trust me for the future. 
 Yes, it will be well to test her love ; if her 
 affection is sincere, she will Jove me none 
 the less, but will rather respect me more, 
 that I have had the moral courage to con- 
 fess all to her." 
 
 His resolution now was as strong as that 
 which he had made the first day of their 
 acquaintance. Yet, when once in her pres- 
 ence, his good resolves would vanish, and 
 he would say inwardly, ' No, no, I cannot. 
 I love her, O my God ! how I love her ! 
 The fear of losing her maddens me, and I 
 prefer any concealment, rather than to in- 
 cur her contempt. If I tell her, she may de- 
 spise and hate me. No, I cannot lose her ; 
 her love is the only pure affection I have 
 ever known, and I must keep it, even at the 
 price of concealment." 
 
 Yet this evening, stronger than ever, the 
 importunate voice was heard, even above 
 the clear tones of Constance, and for the 
 first time in her presence his brow dark- 
 ened with sombre thoughts. 
 
 " Why are you so serious, Richard ? " she 
 said, with a little laugh. " Are you regret- 
 ting that you shall lose your liberty so 
 soon ? " 
 
 " No, my darling," he replied with deep 
 tenderness. " I am only anxious ' to wear 
 your easy chains ; but I was thinking," he 
 cried, with a sudden burst of passionate 
 emotion, " I was thinking if there was any 
 circumstance, any possibility, that could sep- 
 arate us." 
 
 " Separate us ! What can you mean ? " 
 she said, with trembling anxiety. " No, 
 surely nothing, unless God should take one 
 
 of us ; and you know, dear, we must not 
 question his will." 
 
 They walked on in silence, down a shady 
 path, until they reached a low wall that di- 
 vided Helmsford Park from the rectory gar- 
 den. There they paused ; and Mr. Vande- 
 leur, drawing Constance to his side, and look- 
 ing earnestly into the lovely eyes raised to 
 his, said in a strangely troubled voice, " And 
 nothing could tear you from me, my sweet 
 darling ? " 
 
 " Nothing, dear, but death, or" she hesi- 
 tated " or the knowledge of some crime." 
 His cheek whitened as though a spasm of 
 mortal agony had passed over him. 
 
 " But why talk of this ? Are you too 
 happy, that you must cloud our joy by fan- 
 cying impossibilities '? As long as we love 
 each other, nothing can part us. But I 
 have been thinking, too," she said in a 
 lighter voice ; " I have been thinking how 
 strange you never loved before. In all the 
 countries you have visited, among all the 
 lovely women you have me't, it is strange, 
 certainly, you have never found one whom 
 you loved. Richard, are you sure," she 
 said, earnestly looking him in the face, 
 " are you sure you have never loved before? " 
 
 Then a memory rushed upon him, a mem- 
 ory as fragrant as the wild brier, as sweet 
 as the blood of the purple grape ; a pair of 
 dreamy, dark eyes, filled with the passion 
 of Southern climes, flashed fire through 
 every vein, and a voice of exquisite tone 
 startled him with its melody. " No, no," 
 he thought with a shudder. " That was not 
 love, it was passion. I have never loved be- 
 fore." And he replied, with a voice as 
 calm as though no mighty emotion had 
 swept over his soul : 
 
 " No, Constance, I have never loved be- 
 fore ; you are my first, as you will be my 
 only love. The human heart is capable of 
 such an affection but once ; and remember," 
 he continued, with a solemnity she thought of 
 long after, "remember, whatever may hap- 
 pen, I have loved only you. My life until 
 now has been useless, worse than useless. 
 I have wasted my best years, and lived only 
 for myself. You have awakened in me new 
 desires and new hopes ; and only with you 
 and through your love can they be fulfilled. 
 You are my redemption; through you I 
 shall be saved." 
 
 " Hush ! " she said softly, laying her hand 
 on his lips. " You overestimate my influ- 
 ence. I am but a poor simple child, whom 
 you are good enough to love. But it' my 
 life's devotion can render you happy, it 
 shall be yours." 
 
 " Thank God ! " he exclaimed, with pas- 
 sionate fervor, " thank God for such a 
 treasure ! I will try to be worthy of this 
 priceless gift. The dew is falling," he said, 
 pressing his lips to her damp hah-, " and
 
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 you may take cold after the excessive heat 
 of the day ; let us go in." And drawing her 
 arm through his, they passed out of the 
 shadow into the moonlight ; but a gloom had 
 fallen upon his heart which he could not 
 shake off. 
 
 " After all," he thought, " why should she 
 know anything of my past ? It does not 
 concern my future. It would only ease my 
 conscience to make her suffer, and it could 
 do no good. It i.s better that I did not tell 
 her. Why should she know ? Yes, it is 
 better as it is." 
 
 A few weeks later, a wet, windy day in 
 September, Constance stood apparently look- 
 ing from her window toward Helmsford, but 
 actually lost in deep thought. The next 
 morning she was to commence her new life. 
 They were to be married at an early hour 
 in Helmsford church, and then leave direct- 
 ly for a short stay in London and Paris, 
 after which they were to return, and settle 
 at Helmsford. About her usually orderly 
 room were strewn the indications of an in- 
 tended journey Open boxes and travelling- 
 bags, dresses, bonnets, boots, gloves, laces, 
 ribbons, in fact, enough to stock a mod- 
 erate millinery establishment. Conspicuous 
 among them was the rich white silk dress 
 and delicate veil, which had just arrived from 
 London. She had tried them on, and laid 
 them away with a sort of dreary dejection the 
 occasion little warranted, and which, in spita 
 of the excitement of the moment, she could 
 not overcome. 
 
 Madame Landel had left her, in the midst 
 of her packing, to give some orders below; 
 and almost before she was aware of it, Con- 
 stance found herself gazing from the win- 
 dow, as she had done for the twentieth time 
 that day, sad and oppressed, she could not 
 tell why. Was it the weather? A dull, 
 gray mist hung over everything; a slow 
 steady rain fell monotonously. A few dead 
 leaves swirled and turned in the wind until 
 they lodged in the little pools formed in the 
 garden path. She noted all this, as she re- 
 membered long after. 
 
 Turning from the window with a sigh, " I 
 suppose every one is a little sad the day be- 
 fore marriage. After all, it is a very serious 
 thing to change one's life so completely ; but 
 I must not waste any more time, when there 
 is so much to arrange, and Richard will be 
 here soon." 
 
 She walked around the room, taking up 
 in an aimless sort of way different articles, 
 and laying them down without any attempt 
 to put them in their respective places. A 
 book on the table attracted her attention. 
 " This," she said, " must be put into the box 
 to be sent to the Hall." 
 
 It was a large herbarium filled with beau- 
 tifully pressed flowers, which Mr. Vande- 
 leur had gathered in his wanderings, and 
 2 
 
 he had brought it for her to look at. Taking 
 it in her hand, some sudden feeling prompt- 
 ed her to glance through it again. Just as 
 she was doing so, she fancied she heard Mr. 
 Vandeleur's step on the garden walk. Turn- 
 ing hastily to the window, she opened it, 
 that she might see if he was entering the 
 door. Suddenly a gust of wind fluttered the 
 pages of the book; and a large, beautiful 
 leaf that had been imperfectly fastened with 
 gum was carried off' by the breeze cut of 
 the window beyond her reach. She made 
 no effort to recover it, but stood locking at 
 the page as mute and motionless as though 
 she had turned into stone ; for on the place 
 over which the leaf had been fas-tern d was 
 written in Italian, in a scarcely legible 
 hand : 
 
 " Gathered in the Villa Pamphili, and ar- 
 ranged for my dear husband. 
 
 " MOXA. 
 
 " ROME, April 6th. ' 
 
 Only a dead leaf had hidden this terrible 
 
 secret. 
 
 CHAPTER VI. 
 
 Two lives fo nearly joined in one, 
 So rudely rent in twain. 
 
 A HALF-HOUR later Madame I.andel 
 entered the room, and Constance was 
 still standing where she had left her, a 
 book clasped in her hand, and her eyes, 
 fixed and tearless, gazing straight before her 
 into the dull, leaden sky. 
 
 " Mr. Vandeleur is in the drawing-room, 
 my dear. Go down to him, and I will ring 
 for Jane to help me fin^b your packing." 
 
 As she spoke Constance turned, the book 
 fell from her hand, and throwing herself on 
 the bosom of her friend, she cried, wiih dry, 
 choking sobs, " It is all over, it is all over ! 
 I shall never be his wife ! " 
 
 " What do you mean, my child ? Are 
 you losing your senses V " and flie looked 
 with puzzled scrutiny into the white, rigid 
 face of the girl. She read enough there to 
 convince her that some terrible calamity 
 had occurred, and, clasping Constance in 
 her arms, she burst into tears. 
 
 " Tell me all, tell me all, my poor child, 
 and let me try to comfort you ; but do not 
 look so, you will break my heart ! " 
 
 " It is something dreadful, but I cannot 
 tell you now," she replied, in a voice of 
 forced calmness. " I must go to him. Is 
 papa with him ? " 
 
 " No, your papa is in the library. Mr. 
 Vandeleur is alone. But, my child, I en- 
 treat you to tell me what has happened." 
 
 "1 cannot now, dear madam; indeed. 1 
 cannot. Later I will tell you all ; but now* 
 I must go directly to him."
 
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 She stooped and picked up the book, and 
 turned to leave the room. When she reached 
 the door she looked back and said, in a calm 
 and far-off voice, " Put tny bridal dress out 
 of sight, I shall not wear it to-morrow ; and 
 don't do any more packing. I shall not 
 leave home." 
 
 Then, gently closing the door, she went 
 away, leaving Madame Landel half stupefied 
 with astonishment. 
 
 Mr. Vandeleur sat before the drawing- 
 room fire, awaiting the appearance of Con- 
 stance. The door was ajar, and he heard 
 the rustle of her dress as she descended the 
 stairs. Rising, he went forward to meet 
 her with extended arms and a smile of fond 
 welcome ; but the strange expression of her 
 face arrested his steps, and his arms fell mo- 
 tionless. Never in all his after life did he for- 
 get that white, sorrowful face, nor the stern, 
 tearless eyes that seemed to look upon him 
 with a scrutiny which read his inmost soul. 
 He knew in that moment, as well as he did 
 an hour after, that his sin had found him 
 out, and what he feared had come upon 
 him. 
 
 Constance closed the door behind her, 
 and turned the key ; then, approaching him, 
 she opened the book and pointed silently to 
 the inscription. 
 
 He read it ; a flush of crimson spread 
 over his face, and then faded away, leaving 
 him as pale as though Death had fanned 
 him with its white wing. Sinking into a 
 chair he gasped for breath, pressfng his 
 hands convulsively to his eyes ; for, even in 
 that moment, a dark, beautiful face rose 
 before him, and lips of childish sweetness 
 called him " husband," with the bewitching 
 accent of a foreign tongue. 
 
 " Speak," said Constance, in an imperial 
 tone of injured pride and innocence. " Tell 
 me, was that woman your wife ? " 
 
 " She believed herself to be," he replied, 
 in scarcely audible tones. 
 
 " Believed herself to be ! I do not un- 
 derstand you. Explain quickly 1 there is 
 no time to waste in enigmas." 
 
 " O Constance, forgive me ! " he groaned, 
 " forgive me ! I have deceived you ; I 
 have hidden from you this dark page of my 
 life, and now fate has revealed it." 
 
 " Can it be possible," she said, coming 
 nearer to him, and looking into his face with 
 stern sorrow, " can it be possible that you 
 Richard Vandeleur have won my love 
 and asked me to be your wife, if you are al- 
 ready married, and this woman still lives ? " 
 
 " No, Constance, as God is my witness, 
 she was not my wife ; but she believed her- 
 self to be." 
 
 " Oh ! " she gasped, " then there is hidden 
 a still darker history of crime ? " 
 i " Yes, a history too vile for your pure 
 soul to listen to. If I had not felt it to be 
 
 so, I should not have waited for fate to re- 
 veal it ? " 
 
 " O, why, why have you deceived me ? " 
 she moaned. " I was strong enough to have 
 heard the truth ; but tell me now, tell me 
 all. This is no time to talk conventionali- 
 ties. I alone must hear this story, none 
 other but me ; and I alone must decide on 
 the result." 
 
 " O my God ! " he cried, starting up and 
 pacing the floor almost frantically, " I can- 
 not, I cannot confess to you a crime that I 
 fear will separate us forever ! " 
 
 " Look at me," she said, calmly and gen- 
 tly. "I am young and a woman; my bur- 
 den will be heavy to bear, and I must soon 
 bear it alone. Then have pity on me 
 and spare me all useless agitation ; for, 
 indeed, I have need of strength and tran- 
 quillity." 
 
 " Poor, poor child, so young, so innocent, 
 how the knowledge of this will shake your 
 faith in the truth of humanity ! but I will 
 tell you all, and you shall be my judge. I 
 will receive my sentence from your lips, 
 whatever it may be, without a murmur ; but 
 O Constance, I beseech you to be merciful. 
 Remember how young I was, my motherless 
 childhood, my unrestrained life, and my 
 great temptation. These are the only ex- 
 tenuating circumstances I have to offer. 
 Listen, and, as you hope for mercy from 
 God, be also merciful to me.'' 
 
 He took her cold hand in his and led her 
 to a chair, and then, standing before her, 
 with his proud head bowed as one already 
 condemned, and his voice hoarse and broken 
 with emotion, he told her the story of Mono. 
 
 CHAPTER VII. 
 
 THE STORY OF MONA. 
 
 "FT was my first winter in Rome. I had 
 JL taken an apartment in an old palace, 
 with my friend, the Count de Villiers. I 
 had met him in Paris the year before, and 
 we had formed one of those friendships 
 which so often exist between a man of years 
 and experience and a youth new to the 
 world and its temptations. Hubert de Vil- 
 liers was fifteen years my senior, a calm, 
 clear intellect ; a cold brilliant wit ; fearless 
 and brave ; generous to a fault ; but without 
 the slightest belief in anything pure or good. 
 He laughed at virtue ; he styled religion an 
 ignorant superstition of bygone ages, and 
 love a fable and a myth ; he scoffed at what 
 he called the folly of self-restraint, and be- 
 lieved a man's chief duty was to enjoy the 
 good the gods gave him, without questioning 
 the result. 
 
 "It is needless to say he had an unbound-
 
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 11 
 
 ed influence over me. I worshipped him. I 
 believed him superior to any one I had ever 
 known. I confided in his judgment, I trust- 
 ed in his opinion ; and if at times I thought 
 his morals loose, I believed them to be but 
 the results of the world's teaching. 
 
 " I had come from Paris a little weary ; 
 and, disgusted with fashionable life, resolved 
 to pass my time more profitably in Rome by 
 studying the antiquities of its art and the 
 remains of its lost glory. I found our home 
 in the sombre old palace very congenial to 
 my taste. There was something in the 
 dreamy romance of the narrow stone mul- 
 lioned windows, the lofty frescoed ceilings, 
 and the faded antique furniture, that was in 
 harmony with my feelings at that period. 
 With my books, music, and Hubert de Vil- 
 liers for my companion, I anticipated pass- 
 ing the winter in delightful tranquillity. 
 
 " One evening, just at twilight, as I en- 
 tered the door of 1 the palace, a creature 
 flitted in before me, up the broad dingy 
 stairs, looking back over her shoulder as 
 sh.3 went, and smiling in an arch innocent 
 way. She was about sixteen, and of most 
 radiant beauty, waves of glossy hair clus- 
 tering above a low Greek forehead, eyes of 
 limpid clearness, straight delicate nose, and 
 a mouth of infantine sweetness. I soon 
 learned she was the daughter of the porter ; 
 and after that, as she often came to our 
 rooms with notes and messages, I found 
 many opportunities of talking with her. 
 She was as uneducated as a child of six years. 
 She could neither read nor write, but was 
 passionately fond of music, and sang with 
 wonderful taste and expression many ex- 
 quisite Italian romances. 
 
 " I cannot describe to you the charm that 
 innocent, sweet child of nature exercised 
 upon me. It is sufficient to tell you that in 
 a few days I fancied myself madly in love 
 with her ; but now, Constance, that I have 
 loved you, I know the sentiment I then ex- 
 perienced was only passion, wild and 
 sweet, but neither pure nor lasting. There 
 was a freshness, a romance, that pleased my 
 youthful fancy, and, before God, I swear to 
 you, in the first days of my delirious love, I 
 did not dream of the consequences ; neither 
 did I intend to injure, in any way, the con- 
 fiding creature who I soon knew loved me 
 with the unquestioning trust of a child. I 
 devoted a part of each day to teaching her 
 the rudiments of education, and I was more 
 than repaid when I discovered how intelli- 
 gent and docile she was, and how she en- 
 deavored to please rne in every respect. I 
 can see hor now before me, trembling with 
 eager excitement, blushing, and twisting her 
 slender fingers as she recited with passion- 
 ate emphasis some romantic story or heroic 
 poem ; or as she leaned over the table, with 
 a sort of graceful awkwardness tracing her 
 
 stiff characters, which she termed writing, 
 looking up in my face with a shy, pleased 
 smile if I approved, or turning away with 
 tearful eyes and pouting lips if I eluded. The 
 poor ignorant parents left us much together, 
 only too proud that the grand Xif/nore no- 
 ticed their child. De Villiers laughed and 
 jeered zit my Platonic affection, often asking 
 me how it would end ; and, indeed, it was a 
 question I often put to myself for I began 
 to learn that this simple child of nature was 
 necessary to my happiness, and also that 
 her virtue was stronger than her love. My 
 passion increased day by day, until even the 
 thought of leaving her made me miserable. 
 
 " Already De Villiers talked of our going 
 from Rome, as the winter was drawing to a 
 close, and urged upon me the need of mak- 
 ing some arrangements for our spring and 
 summer's diversion. 
 
 " One day I said to him that I did not 
 wish to leave Rome so early, as I was very 
 happy and contented. 
 
 " ' You mean,' he said, ' that you do not 
 wish to leave your inamorata. If you love 
 her, why don't you take her with you, away 
 from the eyes of her father and mother ? 
 They will begin to suspect something soon, 
 and then there will be a grand row. You 
 had better take her off quietly while there 
 is a chance ; for if the curato gets a hint of 
 this he will shut her up in a convent, and 
 kill her with penances, and then you may 
 whistle in vain for your bird.' 
 
 " ' What do ypu mean, De Villiers ? ' I 
 replied ; ' the girl is virtuous, and she will 
 never go with me unless I marry her ; and, 
 dearly as I love her, I cannot bring myself 
 to do that.' 
 
 " ' Marry her ! ' said De Villiers, with a 
 French shrug, ' marry her ! Are you in- 
 sane ? You believe her to be virtuous, 
 bah I I believe her to be cunning, and her 
 old mother has put her up to play that 
 game. But, if you don't want any trouble, 
 why not make her believe you have married 
 her, and then afterwards, if you become mu- 
 tually tired, as you are sure to do, you can 
 separate, settle a little income on lur, which 
 will heal all wounds, and so the matter will 
 end.' 
 
 " I cannot tell you how much the sugges- 
 tion of De Villiers shocked and disgiiM. d 
 me at first ; for then, in spite cf this igno- 
 ble, passion, my soul was struggling to tree 
 itself from its base selfishness, and I was 
 hoping and dreaming that 1 might do some- 
 thing for my fellow-men, something for the 
 freedom of Italy. 
 
 "But I was young, weak, nnd passionate. 
 Day by day the evil suggestion grew upon 
 me, until, fn an hour of madness, I consented 
 to the crime that has worked out for mo 
 such a fearful punishment. 
 
 " A mutual friend, who had masqueraded
 
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 during Carnival as a priest, agreed to per- 
 form the ceremony. 
 
 " I silenced my conscience with the re- 
 solve, that, after I had educated her, and 
 taught her some of the refinements of life, 
 I would marry her and acknowledge her as 
 my wife. 
 
 " 1 told the poor child, that, on account of 
 my being a Protestant, the marriage must 
 be performed by a priest secretly, in the 
 private chapel of a friend ; and until I was 
 ready to take her to England no one must 
 suspect it. At first she protested she could 
 not ba married without the knowledge of 
 her parents ; but, at last, her love and my 
 persuasion overcame her scruples, and she 
 consented. 
 
 "The farce was finished; and my self- 
 reproach and detestation were overwhelm- 
 ing when the innocent creature threw her- 
 self on my breast, and murmured, in her 
 sweet, rich tones, 'Marito mio.' But it 
 was too late to retract, and again I silenced 
 my conscience by renewing my vow, that, in 
 the future, I would make every reparation 
 possible. 
 
 " Than followed days of delirious happi- 
 ness, stolen interviews, and secret meet- 
 ings, whila Da Villiers, with wonderful 
 ingenuity, kept all suspicion from her par- 
 ents. It was during these days, and in 
 some of our stolen walks and drives to the 
 neighboring villas, that she gathered these 
 flowers, which she afterwards arranged with 
 much skill and taste. And thinking, no 
 doubS, to surprise me soma time with this 
 hidden inscription, she wrote, with much 
 care, thesa words that years afterwards 
 were to reveal my crime, and indaed sur- 
 prise me in a manner the child little thought 
 of. 
 
 " More than a month had passed after the 
 false marriage, and I had been so blindly 
 happy tint 1 dare not say I had felt any re- 
 morse, when, ona evening, Da Villiers rushed 
 into my room in breathless haste, exclaim- 
 ing, ' Make yourself ready as quickly as 
 possible ! you must leave Roma to-night, 
 and take Mona with you. If not, she will 
 be in a convent to-morrow morning. 1 
 have overheard a conversation between the 
 cura'o and bar mothar, which leads me to 
 suppose the little fool has told something at 
 confession. How mush, I do not know ; 
 but they have decidad to send her to a con- 
 vent to-morrow morning, no doubt, a plan 
 to make you acknowledge the marriage, 
 which, thay think, has been performed, or 
 to extort a handsome sum of money for the 
 Church. So, you see, you have no time to 
 lose.' 
 
 " Two hours later, aclosod carri<4ge passed 
 the Porta Santa Maria Mags;iore with all 
 the speed possible. Within it were Mona 
 and myself. The poor child lay on my 
 
 breast, sobbing convulsively with sorrow at 
 leaving her mother, whom she loved ten- 
 derly, without a word of adieu. It was a 
 delicious moonlight night of early spring; 
 and as the carriage rolled smoothly over 
 miles of Roman campagna, she gradually 
 became calmer, her sobs died away, and 
 she slept on my breast. God knows that, 
 when I looked at her pale, tear-stained face, 
 as she lay in my arms like a weary child, I 
 believed I loved her ; and if she had only 
 been true to me, she might, indeed, have 
 been my wife. 
 
 " I went directly to the little bathing- 
 town of Pescara, on the Adriatic, where I 
 took a cottage for the spring and summer. 
 O Constance ! I thought I was happy then. 
 The hours passed away in a sort of dreamy 
 sweetness, and each day added some new 
 charm to the dazzling beauty of Mona. 
 Her youth, her gentleness, intelligence, 
 and purity of character, her love of study, 
 and, above all, her almost slavish devotion 
 to me, increased my affection, and taught 
 meevery hour how necessary she was to my 
 happiness. I had firmly resolved never to 
 reveal to her the secret of the fake marriage, 
 but, after the summer was over, to take her to 
 Florence, marry her according to the rites 
 of the Protestant Church, which the differ- 
 ence in our religion made necessary, and 
 then go to England, and install her as mis- 
 tress of Helmsford. She was naturally 
 refined and delicate in her tastes ; and my 
 constant teaching and companionship had 
 so improved her, I felt she would grace any 
 position. 
 
 " In August the Count de Villiers came 
 to us. I cannot say he added materially 
 to my happiness, for my life during four 
 months had been so tranquil and dreamy, 
 that he, fresh from the gay world, with his 
 irrepressible noisy mirth, rather jarred upon 
 my spirits, and Mona did not appear at all 
 pleased with the intrusion. 
 
 " However, he was my friend, and had 
 rendered me essential service at the time 
 of my flight, so I welcomed him warmly, 
 and established him in the most com- 
 fortable manner possible in a cottage near 
 us. 
 
 " We spent some delightful days together, 
 riding over the hiils, sauntering among the 
 olive groves, fishing, bathing, or chatting of 
 the past, while we smoked under the vine- 
 clad trellis of our little garden. In the 
 evening we floated on the moonlit Adriatic, 
 li-tening to Mona while she fang the wild 
 sweet songs of the Marinaro, or the more 
 impassioned romances'or plaintive A ves of 
 the Eternal City. 
 
 " One day, near the end of September, I 
 received a letter from Florence, where my 
 immediate presence was de.-ired on a mat- 
 ter of much importance connected with a
 
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 bank where I had deposited a large sum of 
 money. 
 
 " I scarcely had time to say farewell to 
 Mona, and place her in the care of De Vil- 
 liers, before the carriage was at the door 
 ready for my departure. 
 
 " The girl clung to me in the most frantic 
 manner, imploring me not to leave her. say- 
 ing she should never see me again. 
 
 " I reassured her with the most tender and 
 loving words, telling her I should return in 
 a week, and then we should never be parted 
 again, and that she should receive a letter 
 from me each day. 
 
 " She made a courageous effort to be calm, 
 but there was something in her face that 
 haunted me long after, an expression of 
 agony and despair, so deep, so unaffected, 
 that when I think of .what followed I can- 
 not, with all my years and experience, find 
 a solution to the problem of the human 
 heart. 
 
 " At that moment I would have staked my 
 life on the truth and strength of her love 
 and virtue. 
 
 " I never saw her again. When we parted 
 then, we parted forever. 
 
 " My absence was prolonged to two weeks. 
 At first I received a letter every day from 
 Mona, expressive of the deepest love and 
 sorrow, and the most ardent desire that I 
 should return. Then a week of silence, 
 which was followed by a letter from De 
 Villiers, my friend, remember, a letter 
 which ran thus. I have not forgotten one 
 word, for a long time they were stamped 
 upon my brain, and I saw them day and 
 night before me in characters of fire. 
 
 " ' All is fair in love and war, Vandeleur. 
 Your immaculate, innocent Mona has proved 
 herself to be no better than the rest of her 
 sex. For a few days after your departure 
 she was inconsolable, then she wisely con- 
 cluded a lover near her was better than a 
 dozen absent one?, and so she has kindly 
 permitted me to comfort her with such little 
 attentions as I am only too glad to bestow. 
 Last night she begged me, with tears, to 
 take her away, as she feared your return. 
 I have promised to do so ; and when this 
 reaches you, your cage will be empty, your 
 bird flown. I know you will be furious at 
 first, but after a little you will come to your 
 senses, and see the folly of allowing a 
 woman to destroy our friendship. When 
 we meet, which will not be for the present, 
 we can arrange the little matter amicably. 
 " ' Yours as ever, 
 
 " ' DE VILLIERS.' 
 
 " For a few moments I was stupefied at the 
 cool villany of the letter ; but as I re-read it 
 the conviction took possession of my mind 
 that it Avas a fraud, some test to prove my 
 love and my confidence in Mona. No, I 
 
 could not believe it, it was too improba- 
 ble. 
 
 " I immediately ordered my carriage, and 
 started for Pescara. When I reached the 
 cottage the servant came out to meot me, 
 with a surprised expression on her withered 
 face. ' Had I not met the sifjnora ? She 
 had left three days before, with the Sn/nor 
 Francese, to go to me.' And so that was 
 the end of my romance, my love, my trust, 
 my good resolutions. 
 
 " Without entering the place where I had 
 passed the happiest hours of my life, I turned 
 away, and walked for hours on the sea-shore, 
 pouring out my rage and di ? appointmeut to 
 the unheeding waves, and revolving in my 
 mind fearful plans of vengeance. At last I 
 had matured them. I determined to follow 
 the guilty pair, and with my own hand add 
 the crime of murder to my other sins. 
 
 " I hurried from the spot that -reminded me 
 too forcibly of my lost happiness, mad with 
 the thirst for the blood of my rival. From 
 that moment my nature changed, I lost faith 
 in everything, 1 became fierce, almost brutal, 
 in my desire for the life of De Villiers. I 
 rushed frantically from one part of the 
 country to another, seeking for this man. I 
 spared neither time nor money, but I never 
 discovered a trace of him v nor of the girl 
 who had so deceived me. 
 
 " More than a year passed in this useless 
 fever of anxiety and then I began to be 
 calmer and more indifferent. 
 
 " Italy was hateful to me, and, ever thirsting 
 for some new excitement, I commenced my 
 wanderings. But there were hours in the 
 silent night when that face of infantine 
 sweetness would rise before me, and the soft 
 tearful eyes look reproach into mine, and 
 then 1 would suffer the keenest remorse for 
 having left her exposed to the snaies of a 
 villain. But gradually that too passed away, 
 and after years I came to look upon that 
 episode in my life as a sweet dream of my 
 youth, followed by a rude awakening, the 
 result of all delusions. 
 
 " Now you have heard all, Constance ; can 
 you forgive me 1 " 
 
 His face was white and worn, and his lips 
 quivered with agonized emotion as he asked 
 the question. 
 
 Constance had listened to his recital in 
 perfect silence, her face buried in her hands ; 
 but now, as he paused for an answer, she 
 nrose, and, pushing back the hair from her 
 face, she revealed in her calm, set features 
 all the strength of her heroic soul. 
 
 " Yes, Richard," she said gently, laying 
 her cold hand on his, " yes, 1 forgive you, I 
 dare not condemn you, but I can never, 
 never be your wife." 
 
 " O Constance," he groaned, "is it possi- 
 ble you can decide so hastily and so cruelly t " 
 
 " Hush ! you promised to receive your
 
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 sentence from my lips without a murmur. 
 Be equal to your word. I cannot be your 
 wife. It is impossible. You owe a solemn 
 duty to the poor injured child, who my 
 woman's heart tells me was innocent. O 
 man ! wise in your own conceit, but dull 
 and stupid to the voice of nature, do you 
 not know, can you not understand, that 
 she loved you, and, if she lives, loves you 
 still ? Then how could she deceive you ? 
 No, no, she was but the victim to the snares 
 and falsehood of a villain. I beseech you, as 
 you hope for mercy from God, to seek her 
 throughout the world, and, if you find her, 
 make her what reparation is in your power. 
 Nothing would induce me to become your 
 wife. You are no longer the Richard Van- 
 deleur I worshipped. In your new charac- 
 ter I cannot, I do not, love you. The hero, 
 the good, the noble, born perhaps of my own 
 imagination,' is no longer the man who 
 stands before me ; and, Richard, forgive me 
 if I wound you ; but I dare not unite my life 
 to one who has stained his soul with such a 
 crime. I freely pardon you, because you 
 have suffered, and you will suffer, but strive 
 to learn with me that self-abnegation brings 
 peace. Now listen to my last request, my 
 only prayer. Leave Helmsford this very 
 night, and do not return until we can meet 
 as friends. I will explain all to papa. I 
 can do it better than any other ; and, more 
 than all, I will keep this confidence sacred. 
 My father shall believe you what 1 have 
 thought you to be." 
 
 " O Constance ! " he cried, falling on his 
 knees, and clasping her cold hands in his, " I 
 beseech, I implore you, not to be so hasty 
 in your decision. Reflect, think what you 
 are doing; you are driving me from you 
 to endless despair. I am lost, utterly lost, 
 without your love." 
 
 " Rise," she said ; " this is weakness. 
 Be a man in your grief. Do not let it be 
 necessary for a woman to teach you how to 
 be strong. The future is before you. 
 Whether you ennoble or debase your soul, 
 your own acts will determine. If we can- 
 not be more to each other, make yourself 
 worthy to be my friend ; and believe me," 
 shs added, with a smile whose divine sad- 
 ness and sweetness entered his soul, " we 
 shall both find oi\r greatest happiness in 
 doing our duty, a.~\d time will teach us, 
 that, though youth and passion have passed, 
 friendship may endure." 
 
 " O Constance ! " he said, " O more than 
 woman ! O pure, strong angel ! Now, 
 that I have known you, why have I known 
 you too late? Here, on my knees, as in 
 the presence of God, I swear in my future 
 to strive to atone for the past ; and, when 
 we meet again, you shall say I am 
 worthy to ba your friend." He arose, a 
 ligrht beaming from his face. " And now 
 
 farewell," he said, pressing her hands to his 
 lips, while the hot tears rained over them, 
 "farewell; and when I have conquered 
 myself, you shall hear from me. Pray for 
 me, and watch over me from afar ; aiid if 
 you need me, nothing but death shall keep 
 me from you." 
 
 He clasped her one moment in his arms, 
 pressed a long kiss upon her cold lips, and 
 then, turning away, walked from the room 
 with a firm step. And when the door closed 
 upon him, and hid him from her sight, Con- 
 stance threw herself on her knees and 
 moaned aloud in her agony. 
 
 CHAPTER VIH. 
 
 life, so sweet and yet so sad ! 
 
 A FEW moments of bitter weeping, a si- 
 lent prayer, and Constance struggled 
 up beneath her burden, prepared to finish 
 the part she had undertaken. 
 
 The book still lay before her, open at the 
 fatal page. She took it to her room and 
 locked it in a drawer. She smoothed her 
 hair, bathed her eyes, and then descended 
 to the library to speak with her father. 
 
 When she entered he was sitting at the 
 writing-table, a book open before him, but 
 he was not reading. His face was buried in 
 his hands, and he seemed in deep thought. 
 
 " Papa," she said, going softly toward 
 him^ with a mouth that smiled in the mid- 
 dle but wept at the cornersA as Lamartir.e 
 so pathetically says, "papa, dear, may I 
 speak to you a moment?" 
 
 " Yes, my darling, what is it ? Why are 
 you so pale ? " 
 
 She knelt beside him, and, putting her 
 arms around his neck, leane'd her head 
 on his breast, and looked into his face with 
 a tender scrutiny. 
 
 "You are sad, papa, sad because you 
 think I shall leave you to-morrow." 
 
 " Yes," he replied, in a trembling voice, 
 pressing his lips to her white forehead, 
 " yes, I have been thinking of it, and I 
 must confess I shall be miserably lonely 
 without you." 
 
 She made an effort to throw all the 
 lightness and cheerfulness possible into 
 her voice as she said: "But, darling, I shall 
 not leave you to-morrow ; something has 
 occurred that makes it impossible. Rich- 
 ard must leave Helmsford to-night. It is a 
 matter of importance that forces him; in 
 fact, it is a secret that he cannot explain, 
 nor I either, dear papa ; but I am con- 
 vinced it is absolutely necessary lie should 
 go, and I am contented to remain a little 
 longer with you. It is better, is it not? 
 and you are very glad to keep your poor 
 child?"
 
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 15 
 
 She had spoken rapidly, as though to 
 prevent all questions or explanations, and 
 by her very lightness to disarm him of all 
 suspicion. 
 
 " I don't quite understand you," he said, 
 with an uneasy look, passing his hand over 
 his forehead ; " you don't mean that you 
 shall not be married to-morrow, and that 
 Richard is going away to-night without a 
 word of explanation to me ? " 
 
 " Yes, papa ; he must leave in an hour to 
 catch the train for London ; and you know 
 he had so much to say to me that he had no 
 time to speak with you. So I told him I 
 would explain it all, and then he felt so 
 badly to leave me in this sudden manner ; 
 and now, dear papa, don't ask me any ques- 
 tions. You can trust me, can't you? And, 
 indeed, I am so happy and contented to re- 
 main with you." 
 
 " Are you sure you are happy, my child ? " 
 he said, looking long and earnestly into her 
 face. " Are you sure you are happy V " 
 
 " How can I help being happy with you, 
 papa ? I have always been happy with 
 you," she replied. 
 
 " And what will Madame Landel and the 
 servants think ? " he questioned, with anxi- 
 ety. 
 
 " O, as to dear Madam, I will tell her all 
 that is necessary, and the servants are very 
 good. Whatever explanation I choose to 
 make will satisfy them ; beside, we must 
 not mind what they think. And now, papa, 
 you will have me to make your tea, warm 
 your slippers, cut your review, and be your 
 naughty little girl the same as ever. Won't 
 it be better '? " 
 
 " My child ! my child ! " he said, pressing 
 her to his heart with a sudden burst of ten- 
 derness; " I don't know what this means. 
 I don't understand why this secret is kept 
 from me ; I only know it is your wish, 
 and so I shall not insist ; but I hope, I trust, 
 you are not acting a part, that you are 
 not wrecking your future happiness by false 
 pride or mistaken duty." 
 
 " No, no, papa ! believe me, it is better as 
 it i?." 
 
 He looked into her face again and read 
 something there that told him it was indeed 
 better as it was. And so he said no more. 
 
 Then she kissed him very calmly and 
 tenderly, and went away, leaving him in the 
 twilight musing over the strangeness of this 
 event. 
 
 " Ah," she said, going slowly up the 
 stairs to the room of Madame Landel, "ah, I 
 how heavily this burden presses upon me ! I ; 
 wonder if I can bear up under it until the 
 evening is finished and I am alone in my 
 room. I shall tell Madame Landel she must 
 give whate.ver explanation she pleases to j 
 the servant?, and thea it is^finished. The ! 
 few friends who knew of my intended mar- j 
 
 riage will wonder at first, but in a little 
 while they will cease to think of it, and all 
 will be as before, only here " and she 
 pressed her hand upon her heart with a 
 dreary sigh. 
 
 Her conversation with Madame Landel 
 was much the same as with her father. 
 
 " And now," she said, when she had 
 finished, " put everything out of sight, and 
 let us forget this episode in our quiet life. 
 In a few days everything will be as it was 
 before." 
 
 But her heart gave her lips the lie. She 
 knew things could never be to her again as 
 they had been before. And Madame Lan- 
 del, although she did not question or preach, 
 knew by the suffering face, which laid aside 
 its mask before her, that a terrible blow had 
 fallen on the heart of the poor girl. 
 
 " We will try," said Constance to her 
 friend, before going down to dinner, " we 
 will try to be cheerful in dear papa's pres- 
 ence." 
 
 The evening passed away much as the 
 evenings had before Mr. Vandeleur made 
 one of their party. Mr. Wilbreham said 
 little, he seemed almost stupefied by the 
 suddenness of the change in their arrange- 
 ments, and he felt he must submit in un- 
 questioning silence to let things flow back 
 into their old channels. As he laid his head 
 on his pillow that night, he felt more than 
 ever how one by one the threads of his life 
 were relaxing, how weary he was of it all, 
 how he longed for rest. He sighed, and 
 said more than once, " If I could have seen 
 her happily married before I left her ! But it 
 cannot be, it cannot be." 
 
 And Constance alone in her room, with 
 her door closed and locked against intru- 
 sion, wrapped in a white dressing-gown, and 
 her long hair loosened from its fastenings, 
 sat before the dying embers, her cold hands 
 pressed to her throbbing temples, her sad, 
 tearless eyes looking inward at the ruin a 
 few hours had made in her hopes, in her 
 prospects. 
 
 " Oh ! " she thought, " if this one day has 
 seemed so long, how shall I pass all the 
 future days of my life ? In the morning I 
 shall say, Would to God it were night ! and 
 at night, Would to God it were morning ! 
 How shall I act wear a mask of smiles, 
 and struggle to put down every tender feel- 
 ing that will arise in my heart, drive from 
 me resolutely every sweet memory of the 
 past ? Yes, yes, there must be no past for 
 me ; I must forget it, and live only for the 
 future. But O the loneliness, the dreariness, 
 of the present, the longing for what can 
 never come again, the haunting memory of 
 a lost happiness, will they all combine to 
 render my days a burden ? Methinks it 
 would be the luxury of grief to lie in dnrk- 
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 born of disappointment and sorrow ; to find 
 my only consolation in the free indulgence 
 of suffering ; but no, no, I cannot. For 
 papa's sake I must act a part, I must strive 
 for forf etfulness, I must think only of what 
 will be 5 . I have read in some Eastern story 
 that two angels ever attend us, one with 
 wings of light and the other with wings of 
 darkness, and when we look up and smile 
 in the face of the angel of light, the spirit 
 of darkness quickly throws the shadow of 
 his black wing over us, fearful lest we 
 should forget in the light of our glorious 
 companion that for every joy there is an 
 equal balance of sorrow. For a little while 
 the white-winged angel of peace has walked 
 by my side. I have looked in his face and 
 smiled, thinking he would ever bear me 
 company ; but now the shadow of the dark 
 wing is thrown over me, and I fear it will 
 never pass away." 
 
 Long, long she sat there, until the gray 
 dawn stole into her room, the dawn of the 
 day that was to have witnessed her bridal. 
 With one glance at her pale, worn face she 
 crept shiveringly into bed, feeling as if she 
 could never rise again. 
 
 At that same hour a haggard, ghastly 
 face, with red, swollen eyes, looked from a 
 flying railway carriage out into the cold, 
 cheerless morning. 
 
 After a few days, life at the rectory re- 
 turned to the old routine. The servants 
 wondered and talked but little. Respect 
 and love for their mistress kept them silent. 
 Helmsford was again closed for an indefinite 
 
 Eeriod, much to the disgust of the butler and 
 ousekeeper. Constance went through her 
 duties with her usual regularity, but the 
 loving eyes of her father, who watched her 
 with an anxious scrutiny, detected a rest- 
 lessness and uncertainty in her deportment 
 which was entirely different from her placid 
 nature. She often started up suddenly in 
 the midst of a quiet conversation, or laid 
 down her book at the most interesting chap- 
 ter, and hurried from the room as though 
 inaction were unendurable ; or she would for- 
 get to answer when she was addressed, and sit 
 looking into vacancy, from which preoccu- 
 pation she would start as one awakening from 
 a painful dream. She worked with indefati- 
 gable industry, she visited the poor oftener 
 than ever, she took long walks and rides, 
 she read the most abstruse literature, she 
 practised perseveringly, and sang in a richer, 
 clearer voice than ever, always avoiding Mr. 
 Vandeleur's favorite music. She forced her- 
 self to fatiguing exertion, so that at night 
 she would fall into a heavy slumber, from 
 which she would awake with a sense of 
 some heavy calamity hanging over her. A 
 red spot often burned on her cheek, her 
 eyes were brighter and larger, she grew 
 thinner and paler, but none the less active ; 
 
 an inward fever and excitement seemed con- 
 suming her. 
 
 Madame Landel often remonstrated with 
 her, but she only replied with a dreary 
 smile, " My . only forgetfulness is in occu- 
 pation. 1 am young and strong, my system 
 can endure it, and by and by the cure will 
 come." 
 
 And so the winter passed away, and with 
 the spring Constance knew she had but 
 a little longer to act a part in order to de- 
 ceive her father; for each day he grew 
 weaker and less inclined for exertion, leav- 
 ing most of his duties to his curate, always 
 saying, " It will not be long ; I shall be bet- 
 ter soon." 
 
 She watched him with a sinking heart, as 
 he tottered, leaning heavily on his stick, 
 across the garden to the vestry, which now 
 he often neglected to do for several days 
 together ; when lie preached, all the congre- 
 gation noticed how confused his ideas were, 
 and how his voice failed and giew weaker 
 each succeeding Sabbath. Latterly he had 
 become very dear to his people, and they 
 often said, sadly, " This is his last Sunday. 
 Poor old gentleman, he is breaking up fast." 
 
 One Sabbath in early spring he indeed 
 preached his last sermon; but he did not 
 think it himself, saying, when he Avas too ill 
 to leave the house, " It is a slight indisposi- 
 tion, which will pass away. When the warm 
 weather comes, I shall be better." 
 
 When the warm weather came he was 
 indeed better, but in that land where they 
 no more say " I am sick." 
 
 CHAPTER IX. 
 
 " And Time swings wide his outward gate 
 To weary age." 
 
 ONE evening early in April Constance 
 sat at her father's feet, reading aloud to 
 him from the life of Thomas-a-Kempis. 
 
 He was very pale and thin, and as he lay 
 back on his pillow, with his Avhite hair fall- 
 ing on his shoulders, his eyes closed, a placid 
 smile on his lips, and his long, weary-looking 
 hands quietly folded, he appeared not unlike 
 a pictured saint of Perugino. 
 
 When Constance had finished the chap- 
 ter she glanced up in his face ; he seemed 
 to be sleeping, and so she read no more, but 
 let the book fall from her hands, and, leaning 
 her head against the arm of the chair, she 
 looked anxiously into her father's face, 
 anxiously, as she was wont to do of late, 
 and retraced again and again the ravages 
 that time, sorrow, and sickness had im- 
 printed there. 
 
 " How strong our hold must be on life," 
 she thought, " when we can suffer so much 
 and yet live so loag ! I have not lived one
 
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 third of papa's years, and yet I feel so old. 
 
 darling, if you could only fold mo in 
 your arms and take me away with you ! I 
 am so tired, and 1 so need the long, sweet 
 rest of eternity. You will go away to infi- 
 nite happiness and leave me here. And what 
 for ? Only to long and pine to be with you. 
 
 1 cannot unite again the threads of life 
 where they were broken ; no, the web is 
 sadly entangled ; I cannot repair this con- 
 fusion. Soon I shall be alone, and then 
 there will be no necessiby to keep up this 
 appearance of interest. What shall I do ? 
 sink into a melancholy nonentity ; live 
 day after day, like Mariana in the moated 
 grange, sighing, 
 
 1 .... I am aweary, aweary, 
 I would that I were dead '. ' 
 
 If God wills I should live, he wills it for 
 some purpose, and yet my future looks to 
 me like a sluggish, turbid pool, sleeping for- 
 ever beneath dark shadows, with never a 
 ray of sunlight or breath of wind to ripple 
 its surface." 
 
 Her father stirred, and awoke from his 
 light doze. " What are you thinking of, 
 my child ? " he inquired, tenderly, as he 
 laid his trembling hand on her head. " O, 
 how this stupor oppresses me when I can- 
 not keep awake during the reading of my 
 favorite books ! Well, it seems to warn me 
 of the last sleep that will soon fall upon 
 me." 
 
 " Don't speak so, dear ; you know this is 
 the usual time for your daily nap, and you 
 have slept so little of nights lately, certainly 
 you must have some repose in the day. 
 Don't you think," she said, looking at him 
 earnestly, and speaking with a little trem- 
 ble in her voice, " don't you think you are 
 somewhat stronger and have more appetite 
 since the warm days came ? the winter has 
 been so severe." 
 
 " No, no, my darling, I am no stronger. 
 You must not deceive yourself; I have but 
 a little time to remain with you, and I have 
 much to say, my child. This seems a fitting 
 time. I thought to have left you happy under 
 the protection of the man you loved; but 
 God seems to have willed it otherwise, 
 and I must not complain. I should like 
 to know, before my death, something of 
 the mysterious circumstance that has sep- 
 arated you from one I thought in every 
 way worthy of you, and whom I had every 
 reason to believe you loved." 
 
 " I did love him, papa," she said, in a 
 low voice ; " I did love him, but he owed a 
 solemn duty to another. Was I wrong to 
 insist upon his performing it, even at the 
 sacrifice of my own happiness ? " 
 
 " No, my noble-hearted child ; you did 
 
 right, and your reward will be peace and 
 
 happiness at last. I will speak no more of 
 
 3 
 
 it. I understand and approve of the prin- 
 ciple that teaches you to spare me the 
 knowledge of any wrong act on the part of 
 the man you have loved. There arc other 
 things I wish to speak of connected with 
 your future. You know after I am gone, 
 dear as this home is to you. it will bu yours 
 no longer ; my successor must have the rec- 
 tory ; but wherever you may choose to fix 
 your residence, it is my wish that Madame 
 Landel should remain with you. Your 
 mother's fortune, with what little I shall 
 leave, renders you independent. As I have 
 no near relatives to whom I can intrust so 
 precious a charge, I have written to Lady 
 Dinsmore to recommend you to her kind- 
 ness and protection. Many years ago your 
 dear mother and myself rendered her an 
 essential service, for which she is not un- 
 grateful. She is a most noble and tender- 
 hearted woman, and she has suffered deeply ; 
 so she will sympathize with you. If she 
 invites you to make your home at Dinsmore 
 Castle, accept, if you wish, and do not feel 
 under any obligation, as it will be a pleasure 
 to her to repay in this way what she consid- 
 ers a debt of gratitude. She has only one 
 daughter, a few years younger than your- 
 self, who is an invalid, but amiable and in- 
 telligent. I hope you will become friends; 
 ani in your future intercourse with Lady 
 Dinsmore I am sure you will learn to love 
 her as much as I esteem and respect her." 
 
 " Certainly I shall, papa; I have always 
 wished to know her, and I can form some 
 id^a of her character by her letttrs, which 
 you have often read to me ; she must be a 
 very sweet, gentle person ; but who can take 
 your place in my heart V " she cried, with a 
 sudden burst of emotion. " Who can fill 
 the void in my life after you are gone ? " 
 
 " It is true, my child, no one can be to 
 you the same as your father. No earthly 
 friend can love you as he does ; but I leave 
 you in the care of One whose love exceeds 
 my own. May you be worthy of the hujh 
 inheritance he has prepared for you ! Fol- 
 low, as you ever have, the dictates of your 
 conscience, and you will learn that happi- 
 ness does not always come with the roali/.a- 
 tion of our earthly desires, but rather that 
 the truest peace is born of the sacrifice of 
 self." 
 
 " Yes, papa," she said, with tears in her 
 voice ; " I am beginning to understand it. 
 We are all dull scholars, and it is a les- 
 son difficult to learn ; I often wonder why it 
 is so easy for us to follow the selfi-li im- 
 pulses of nature, and so hard to deny our- 
 selves the happiness that our nobler feel- 
 ings tell us was not created for our good. 
 But do not let us talk fo sadly. See what 
 a glorious sunset 1 How long the days 
 are now, and how fast the sun goes north I 
 It already shines on the tower of Helms-
 
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 ford at sotting. Do you remember, when I 
 was very little, you used to tell me that by 
 the touch of gold on the tallest tower I could 
 always know spring had returned? " She 
 paused, and looked long and earnestly on 
 the massive turrets flooded with yellow 
 light. " Papa/' she said at length, " who 
 is the next heir to Hebnsford after Mr. Van- 
 deleur ? " 
 
 " I think Lady Dinsmore must be," he 
 replied, " for her mother was a Vandeleur, 
 and in default of male heirs it goes to the 
 nearest heiress." 
 
 " Strange, and Lady Dinsmore has no sons ; 
 you say she is kind and charitable, papa ; if 
 she ever came in possession, how much good 
 she might do ; the parish needs so much a lady 
 at Helmsford." She sighed, and fell again 
 into deep thought ; " And it might have been 
 my home. I might have passed my life there, 
 beloved and honored. This happiness was 
 within my reach, but with my own hand J 
 put it away from me ; but I did right, and 
 at last peace will come, if not joy." 
 
 " Now, papa," she said, trying to throw a 
 little cheerfulness into her voice, " you are 
 looking tired ; lean against me for a few mo- 
 ments, and we will watch the sun until it is en- 
 tirely gone ; then I shall ring for Thomas to 
 help you to bed. I fear you have sat up tco 
 long, and talkec. ircre than an invalid ought." 
 
 He leaned his weary head against her 
 shoulder, and watched the sun sink calmly 
 to rest, as calmly as he was drifting 
 from time into eternity. The golden por- 
 tals had closed upon the god of day, the 
 shadows and darkness gathered around him, 
 but soon, soon he should see the refulgent 
 light of a new morn, and rest forever in its 
 glory. 
 
 Such thoughts as these passed through 
 his mind as he turned, with a peaceful 
 smile, .and kissed his daughter, saying, with 
 more than his wonted tenderness, " Good 
 night, and God bless you, my child." 
 
 It was the last time he ever sat at the 
 west window, the last time he ever saw the 
 sun sink behind the towers of Helmsford. 
 
 A few weeks later Constance wrote the 
 following letter to Lady Dinsmore : 
 
 " MY BEAR FRIEND, I trust you will 
 kindly pardon me for my seeming inattention 
 to your tender and comforting letter, but since 
 my dear father's death I have been so bewil- 
 dered and stupefied by grief as to be almost 
 incapable of the least mental exertion. Dear- 
 ly as I loved him, necessary as I knew him 
 to be to my happiness, I never imagined the 
 utter emptiness of my life without him. 
 One by one those so dear to me have been 
 taken away, and now, indeed, I feel the 
 entire desolation of a life from which all 
 natural support and protection have fallen, 
 and 1 stand appalled and trembling on the 
 
 threshold of a future that stretches drearily 
 before me. I am young in years, but al- 
 ready I seem to have drained to the very 
 dregs the cup of sorrow ; and though I have 
 scarcely known happiness, and life has not 
 fulfilled its promise, yet so weary am I that 
 I shrink from any further acquaintance 
 with the future, and cannot forbear com- 
 plaining that I have not been taken with 
 the others. Do not deem these the first weak 
 complainings of an undisciplined spirit, of an 
 untutored will. No, since my early child- 
 hood I have been taught in the school of 
 sorrow, and like my dear father I have tried 
 to learn resignation to the Divine will. Nev- 
 ertheless, I feel that I have accomplished 
 but half of my work ; I must live and 
 strive for something beyond the selfish in- 
 dulgence of my grief. Like one standing 
 on the confines of two worlds, I mus t live 
 fcr one, I must cor.quer the other. I must 
 karn to bear the will of God patiently, and 
 without leaving earth must understand that 
 heaven is my promised inheritance, and that 
 present happiness is not the only supreme 
 good to which we may aspire. Often, alter 
 hcurs of the deepest discouragement anil de- 
 jection, there succeed a few moments of 
 calm, or rather of spiritual exaltation, when 
 my heart is filled with a joy impossible to 
 describe. Sometimes, as if separated from 
 myself, my soul springs with a bcund into 
 the regions of eternal beauty, of which all 
 that exists is but a faint anel imperfect copy. 
 Again, illumined by a prophetic light, time 
 disappears, the veil falls, and I sec far into 
 the future ; a soul pure, free, and happy, 
 healed from all earth's ills, seems to float in 
 the presence of God as a birel in the air. 
 Then I ask myself why I should sink into 
 dark despair when such happiness is attain- 
 able, whzn I am immortal, and life all too 
 short to prepare for my eternal future. 
 
 " Mercifully Time heals the bleeding 
 wounds of our hearts ; and although the 
 scars remain, they remind us that we have 
 suffered, and they may serve to teach us hu- 
 mility. 
 
 " I have lived until now in the narrow 
 circle of my own home, sheltered and pro- 
 tected by the gentle love of my father. I 
 know nothing of the world save what books 
 have taught me ; now I desire to enter the 
 arena and see for myself the conflict men 
 call life. My future plans are fixed. I 
 have decided to travel for some time, to 
 seek in change of scene and climate health 
 for my sick and suffering heart. 1 have no 
 ties to bind me to England, only the graves 
 of those I love. Distance will soften my 
 sorrow and clothe the sod that covers them 
 with a more tender green, as Time flinjj.s his 
 mantle of ivy over the rough and crumbling 
 ruin, hiding the harsh outlines beneath its 
 graceful beauty.
 
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 " I cannot express Low deeply the tender 
 sympathy of your letter has touched my 
 heart, nor can I sufficiently thank you for 
 your kind offer of a home at Dinsmore Cas- 
 tle. Believe me, my dear friend, it would 
 not be best at present. Nothing but an 
 entire change of country and climate can 
 arouse me from the lethargy into which I 
 have sunk since my dear papa's death. My 
 friend and companion, Madame Landel, will 
 always remain with me ; it was my father's 
 wish, and it is also mine. She has trav- 
 elled much in foreign countries, and her ex- 
 perience will be invaluable. We propose 
 to pass the summer in France, and the fol- 
 lowing winter in Italy. Where I shall then 
 wander, circumstances will determine. 
 Would not a winter in the south of Italy be 
 beneficial to the health of your daughter ? 
 Why not arrange to come abroad also ? 
 Before I leave England, which will be in a 
 few weeks, I shall write to you further de- 
 tails respecting my intended journey, and in 
 the mean time I hope you will have decided 
 to act upon my suggestion, as the society of 
 one for whom my dear papa had so deep an 
 esteem and affection would add greatly to 
 my happiness during my absence. Never- 
 theless, if I cannot enjoy that pleasure, may 
 I be allowed to hope for a regular corre- 
 spondence, as your counsel and advice will 
 always be a favor beyond expression ? 
 
 " With many kind regards toyourdaugh- 
 " ter, whom I hope soon to know personally, 
 and heartfelt thanks for your affectionate in- 
 terest in me, believe me gratefully yours, 
 
 " CON'STAXCE WlLBREIIAJI. 
 " To LADY DIXSMORE, Dinsraore Castle." 
 
 Early in June Constance had concluded 
 her arrangements, and was about to leave 
 forever the home where she had suffered 
 and wept and smiled under the wing of the 
 white angel called Peace. But it was all 
 finished now. Every record of the past 
 was to be re-read under foreign skies and 
 among strange scenes. She would no more 
 walk the shady garden paths, where her 
 heart had thrilled and trembled with joy at 
 the first sweet words of passionate love. 
 Forevermore to her those scenes must be 
 only as a warm bright picture or a tender 
 dream, whose beauty and grace would haunt 
 her memory with magic power. The rooms 
 where she had sat at her father's feet while 
 she studied, read, or talked as he smoothed 
 with gentle hand her hair, or whispered 
 some tender word of affection ; the west 
 window, where she had watched with him 
 fur the la<t time the sunset, while his dear 
 head rested on her shoulder ; the nursery, 
 where she had passed her baby years, the 
 pet and plaything of her brother and 
 sister ; the old church, where, nearly every 
 Sabbath of her life, she had heard his serious, 
 
 impressive voice from the pulpit ; and, more 
 than all, the dear graves, over which she had 
 wept with the uncontrollable passionate sobs 
 of a child, and later with the deep, subdued 
 grief of a woman, all these she mur-t 
 leave, and perhaps forever. For who of us 
 can tell, if we go forth in the morning, 
 whether we shall return at night ? 
 
 With a terrible sinking of the heart she 
 watched each familiar scene fade from her 
 sight as she leaned from the carriage win- 
 dow, aad she turned to Madame Landel, 
 saying, with a sob, " Farewell, dear, dear 
 home ! Where shall I find a love so tender 
 and true, so patient and wise, as I have 
 known here? Ah, my heart is breaking 
 because I know it can never be mine again." 
 
 "Patience, dear, patience; God only knows 
 the future," said Madame Landel, tenderly 
 clasping the hand of the weeping girl. 
 " When you return, you may be happier 
 than your imagination ever pictured even 
 in your most peaceful moments." 
 
 I 
 
 CHAPTER X. 
 
 CHATEAU LE COMPTE. 
 
 N Paris, near the Champs Elysees, at the 
 corner of the Rue de stands an an- 
 tique, irregular pile of buildings, which was 
 once, before Paris had extended itself to 
 Passy, the maison de campayne of the Dukes 
 du Compte. At one time it had been sur- 
 rounded by gardens and parks, which had 
 gradually disappeared to swell the number 
 of boulevards and streets in that vicinity. 
 However, there yet remained enough to 
 make a most charming modern garden, and 
 the passer-by never dreamed that behind 
 the rude, time-stained pile, with its little 
 windows and forbidding gate, was a spot 
 of rural loveliness seldom found in a city 
 like Paris. Above the ponderous door, 
 thickly studded with iron spikes and bars, 
 was a stone entablature still bearing the 
 family coat of arms, with the name " Chateau 
 le Compte," and underneath hung a neat 
 black sign, on which was painted in white 
 letters, Pension Antjlaite. 
 
 One afternoon in June, when the sun threw 
 the long shadow of the Arc de Triomphe 
 down the Champs Elysees, and the gay, 
 brilliant throng passed out of that sh:idow 
 into the beauty and brightness of the Hois 
 de Boulogne, a travelling carriage drew up 
 before the gate of the Chateau le Compte, 
 and Constance Wilbreham looked with 
 something like misgiving at the gloomy 
 entrance. While the, servant pulled at the 
 iron chain which served for a bell-rope, she 
 -aid to Madame Landel, " What a dismal- 
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 prison. What ever could induce any one 
 to advise us to come here ? I am sure I 
 shall not like it." 
 
 " Wait, my dear, until the gate is open. 
 You have no idea how much beauty is 
 hidden behind these uninviting exteriors, 
 especially in France, and then you know 
 we have already written to engage our 
 rooms." 
 
 While Madame was speaking a good- 
 natured face appeared at the grating. The 
 coup d'ceii seemed satisfactory, for in a 
 moment, as if by magic, the great portal 
 swung open and displayed a scene of beauty 
 which caused an involuntary exclamation of 
 delight from Constance. A smoothly paved 
 court, with statues, flowers, and fountains, 
 hospitable-looking doors right and left, and 
 beyond a sunny vista of garden. 
 
 In a moment several white-aproned ser- 
 vants bustled out to attend to the luggage, 
 and Constance was met at the door by a 
 tall, elegant-looking woman, who smiled 
 kindly, and said, in an exceedingly refined 
 and sweet voice, "Miss Wilbreham and 
 Madame Landel, I presume? Allow me 10 
 show you to your rooms myself; they are 
 all prepared, and I hope you will find 
 them comfortable and pleasant." 
 
 Constance returned, with many thanks, 
 the kind greeting of the lady, whom she at 
 once understood to be Madame de Marc, the 
 proprietress of the pension. The daughter 
 of a poor English clergyman, she had 
 married a French officer, who left her at 
 his death no other resource than to become 
 a governess, or open a pension ; she pre- 
 ferred the latter, and finding the Chateau 
 le Compte to let, furnished, she hired it, and 
 established herself most satisfactorily, mat- 
 ing her house a home to her patrons, as well 
 as a comfortable and orderly pension. 
 
 Constance' followed her up a flight of 
 polished oak stairs, to a pretty suite of 
 rooms overlooking the garden, which in- 
 deed promised to be both pleasant and com- 
 fortable. 
 
 " We dine at seven, table d'hole, and it is 
 now six," said Madame de Marc, looking at 
 her watch. " Perhaps you would prefer din- 
 ing in your room to-day, as you must be 
 very tired after your journey ; if so, you can 
 be served here. But use no ceremony, we 
 are quite enfamille, thirty persons ; rath- 
 er a large number, to be sure, but all 
 agreeable acquaintances." 
 
 Constance thanked her, saying they would 
 prefer dining alone for that day, but after 
 dinner they would take a turn in the gar- 
 den, when they hoped to meet some of her 
 family. 
 
 Madame Landel was already busy open- 
 ing the boxes and arranging the ward- 
 robes. 
 
 Constance leaned from the window and 
 
 inhaled a delicious breath of flower-perfumed 
 air, which, after the hot, dusty carriage, was 
 most refreshing. She heard the "merry 
 voices of men and wo:r.en talking in the 
 garden below, and caught glimpses of white 
 dresses flitting to and fro among the trees. 
 There was something homelike and cheerful 
 in the surroundings, that soothed her weary 
 heart and brain. 
 
 " Is it not a delightful spot ? " she said to 
 Madame Landel as they seated themselves to 
 a delicate, well-cooked French dinner. " I 
 already feel as though I should be contented 
 to pass some months here ; and this garden, 
 is it not charming? I am so glad to be 
 among trees and flowers ; they remind me of 
 dear Helmsfbrd." 
 
 The tears started again to her eyes, for 
 she had wept almost constantly during their 
 journey, and her friend felt the necessity of 
 directing her thoughts, if possible, to some 
 new channel. . Here she would at least have 
 young and cheerful society, and the amuse- 
 ments and sight-seeing of the gayest city in 
 the world would so divert and occupy her 
 as to leave her little time to brood over her 
 sorrow ; so it was with something like satis- 
 faction in her voice that Madame Landel re- 
 plied, " Yes, my dear, it is all very pretty and 
 pleasant. You know I have always told you 
 Paris was the most charming city in the 
 world^and I am sure you will entirely agree 
 with me after you have passed a few months 
 here." 
 
 An hour after, when the long June day 
 was drawing to a close, and the sun threw 
 golden arrows at random among the trees, 
 quivering, dusky, golden arrows, that trem- 
 bled, fainted, and fell in soft shadows above 
 the nests of tender birds singing their ves- 
 pers of love ere they folded their tiny wings 
 for ,-leep, Constance satin alittle arbor under 
 some flowering acacias and clustering roses, 
 talking calmly but sadly with Madame de 
 Marc of her recent bereavement, for the 
 kind-hearted woman felt irresistibly drawn 
 toward the sorrowful and lovely young 
 stranger. Suddenly they Avere interrupted 
 by the sound of a clear musical voice call- 
 ing, " Madame, Madame, where have you 
 hidden yourself? I want you directly ! " 
 
 " I am here, dear," replied Madame, smil- 
 ing ; and then, turning to Constance, she 
 said, " Here she comes, our beauty, we call 
 her." 
 
 Constance raised her eyes and saw stand- 
 ing before her a form that realized Tenny- 
 son's dream of fair women, 
 
 A daughter of the gods, divinely tall, 
 And most divinely fair." 
 
 " Miss Wilbreham, allow me to present to 
 you Mrs. Tremaine, a compatriot of yours," 
 said Madame de Marc. 
 
 Constance, who was rather cold in her 
 manner, gave her hand with unusual warmth
 
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 to the lovely creature, who took it, with 
 many protestations of delight at making 
 the acquaintance of one who promised to be 
 such an agreeable addition to their party. 
 " And now, dear Madame, since I have inter- 
 rupted your tele-a-tele" she said, gayly, " I 
 must tell you why I have done so. Mr. 
 Carnegie has just received tickets for the 
 opera, and as it is the last night of Alboni i 
 I am crazy to go, but I shall not go without j 
 you; indeed, I shall take no refusal, you I 
 must accompany me," she insisted, with a j 
 pretty air of authority. " Miss Wilbreham [ 
 will excuse you for this evening " ; and, put- 
 ting her arm around Madame de Marc, she 
 attempted to draw her away. 
 
 " Certainly," said Constance, " I was just 
 decided to go in, as the dew is falling ; and, 
 indeed, I am so weary that I shall retire al- 
 most immediately." 
 
 The three lad'ies walked down the long 
 shadowy gardan path together, and they 
 made a fair picture as they went, for nothing 
 human could be fairer than Helen Tremaine. 
 Tall, but beautifully proportioned, a slender 
 waist, full bust, shoulders and arms like a 
 Greek statue, a small head heavy with 
 masses of golden blonde hair, skin white I 
 and pink as the sea-shell, eyes grayish- 1 
 green with long dark lashes, nose slightly j 
 retrou^e, and pouting, smiling mouth, all j 
 these charms, joined to manners careless 
 and gay as a child's, made her the idol of 
 * those who loved her, and the innocent vic- 
 tim of the envious and malignant. She had 
 been two years in the pension of Madame 
 de Marc, but who she was and .whence 
 she came few knew. That she was married 
 was no secret, but all concerning her hus- 
 band was a profound mystery. She never 
 mentioned him, neither did Madame de Marc, 
 who seemed to be acquainted with the his- 
 tory of her life; yet she always spoke of her 
 future quite as one would of a single woman's, 
 although every one knew she was not a 
 widow. The Mrs. Grundy of the establish- 
 ment often shook her head dolorously over 
 her unavailing efforts to solve the mystery 
 of Helen Tremaine's life ; but after two years 
 of wondering and speculating she was no 
 nearer unravelling the knotted skein than at 
 the beginning. 
 
 The next day at dinner Mr. Carnegie was 
 presented to Constance ; he was a tall, pale, 
 intellectual-looking man about thirty, black 
 hair and stiff side beard ; long, straight 
 nose ; long upper lip ; a somewhat large 
 mouth ; deep-set, thoughtful gray eyes ; and 
 square, massive brow; altogether a strong, 
 expressive face, which, in spite of a certain 
 shyness and nervousness of manner, made 
 him interesting. He was Scotch, of good 
 family, and rich ; an author, for he had 
 written several romances ; an amateur musi- 
 cian ; a lover of old picture?, old china, old 
 
 cabinets, and other articles of virlu. He 
 had studied much, read much, travelled 
 much ; was au fait on all subjects, could 
 converse with intelligence on mu;-ic, art, 
 and literature, as well as the last race at 
 Longchamp, the finest and fastest horses 
 in Paris and London, the beauty of the last 
 ballet-dancer or opera-singer, the last style 
 of hats and dresses, the last religious excite- 
 ment or political change. In fact, he was 
 a man of the world. Yet beneath all was a 
 good heart, a rather eccentric but noble na- 
 ture, a clear judgment, and a firm will. But 
 in spite of the strength and resolution of his 
 character he loved with " the love of love " 
 Helen Tremaine, and she played with Elm 
 in the same way a child would sport with an 
 ugly but faithful dog. She declared to her- 
 self a dozen times a day that she hated him, 
 and yet, for the three months they had been 
 almost constantly together, scarcely an hour 
 had passed that she had not demanded 
 some little service or favor, which he was 
 only too happy to grant, in spite of her 
 caprices. 
 
 After some conversation, Constance learned 
 that he was intimately acquainted with Lady 
 Dinsmore. 
 
 " Yes," he said, " I have often heard 
 her speak of your father as one of her 
 best and dearest friends, and also of Van- 
 deleur of Helmsford, who, I believe, is 
 in some way related to her. By the way, 
 did I not hear he was going to marry a 
 young lady at Helmsford and settle down 
 at last ; and, later, some sort of a story of 
 the engagement being broken off, and he 
 starting suddenly for the Danube 1 " 
 
 " It was quite true," said Mrs. Rawdon, 
 an English lady, who sat near them. " I 
 remember, some nine months ago, he came 
 back to London, every one saiil quite a 
 changed man. He shunned society, and 
 was never seen in any of his old haunts. I 
 recollect meeting him one day in Hyde 
 Park ; he looked pale and thin, and alto- 
 gether very miserable. You must have 
 known something of the affair, Miss Wil- 
 breham, as it happened at Helmsford. Can- 
 not you give us the particulars ? " 
 
 "I do remember hearing something of 
 the story, but I am unable to give you any 
 further information," replied Constance, 
 calmly, but with sudden pallor. 
 
 " How romantic ! " said Mrs. Tremaine. 
 And then Madame Landel made some re- 
 mark that turned the convcisation to an- 
 other subject. 
 
 Very soon Constance, Mrs. Tremaine, and 
 Mr. Carnegie, became almost constant com- 
 panions. They spent their days in riding, 
 walking, or sight-seeing, and the warm 
 moonlit June evenings in sauntering back 
 and forth on the lawn, or sitting under the 
 wilderness of roses, listening to Mrs. Tre-
 
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 maine's lively conversation or Mr. Carne- 
 gie's more abstruse discussions, which he 
 sometimes varied by an air on the mando- 
 lin or guitar, while Helen sang a light Span- 
 ish serenade, or passionate Italian romance. 
 
 So the days passed away, and Constance 
 was often surprised at the interest and 
 pleasure she was beginning to find in life. 
 Not that she had ceased to mourn, ah, no ! 
 for often in the stillness of night she 
 would stifle the passionate sobs that rose to 
 her lips as she stood watching from her 
 window the round white moon rising above 
 the lindens and acacias, flooding fountain 
 and statue with its soft white light, and 
 turning the dew-wet lawn into a sheet of 
 silver studded with diamonds. 
 
 " Oh ! " she thought, " the throbbing stars, 
 the serene moon, and the silent heavens hang 
 over the new-made grave at dear Helms- 
 ford, and throw long shadows of the church- 
 spire across the lawn where I have so often 
 walked with one who is now a lonely, sor- 
 rowful wanderer over the deserts of the 
 far East 1 " 
 
 CHAPTER XL 
 
 AM I TO BLAME? 
 
 ONE evening Constance and Mrs. Tre- 
 maine had wandered away from the 
 others, down a long, shady walk to a little 
 arbor concealed among the trees, and over- 
 hung with ivy and fragrant Paestum roses ; 
 there they seated themselves to watch a 
 flock of white doves that were cooing and 
 fluttering about among the flowers, mur- 
 muring their good-nights to Nature before 
 taking flight to their cot, which stood near, 
 half hidden by the embowering trees. 
 
 The two girls formed a striking picture 
 as they sat there, relieved by the rich back- 
 ground of foliage and flowers, Constance 
 with her pale, sweet face, dusky hair, and 
 mourning robes heavy with crape; Mrs. 
 Tremaine, her waves of gold tied back with 
 a blue ribbon, a thin, airy white dress with 
 innumerable little ruffles of lace, confined at 
 the waist with a blue sash, a bunch of scar- 
 let geraniums in her bosom, and a scarlet 
 silk cloak thrown carelessly around her 
 shoulders. She was a little paler than 
 usualand very grave. Constance observed, 
 for several days, that she had avoided Mr. 
 Carnegie, and that he, too, seemed to be 
 laboring under some sudden depression. 
 
 " How serious you are ! " said Constance, 
 after a few moments of thoughtful silence. 
 " I did net know you were ever sad." 
 
 " Ah, that is just what every one thinks," 
 she replied, with a little pettishness in her 
 Toice. "I wonder why I cannot be sad, 
 
 few people have had more to make them 
 so." 
 
 " I did not think you had ever known 
 sorrow, you are always so cheerful and 
 happy," said Constance, gently ; " will you 
 not tell me what your trouble is ? Perhaps my 
 sympathy may be a little consolation to you. 
 I have been well taught in the hard school 
 of disappointment, and I can understand the 
 suffering human heart better than many." 
 
 " You are very good, dear," Helen re- 
 plied ; " but, after all, it is not so very 
 serious a matter. Only that stupid Mr. 
 Carnegie must fancy himself in love with 
 me ; and because I cannot return his love 
 he imagines he is very miserable, and so 
 mopes and looks melancholy, and that I 
 cannot endure." 
 
 " How wrong ! " exclaimed Constance, in 
 a tone of reproof. " How can you trifle 
 with the deep, true love in a human heart? 
 You are wrong, believe me, you are wrong." 
 
 " Am I to blame ? " she inquired, scorn- 
 fully, " am I to blame because he has 
 been such a goose as to fall in love with 
 me ? I never encouraged him, never I 
 O, men are such difficult things to manage ! 
 Just as you get well acquainted with them, 
 and fancy you have taught them the beauty 
 of a Platonic affection, they suddenly assume 
 the character of lovers, and so are no longer 
 useful. J am dreadfully sorry, for Mr. Car- 
 negie was so useful. Now I can never ask 
 him to do any more little commissions for 
 me." 
 
 " Are you sure you understand your own 
 heart ? Are you sure you do not love him ? " 
 inquired Constance, with some anxiety in 
 her voice ; " I believe under all this badi- 
 nage there is some deeper feeling ; and per- 
 haps you really love him." 
 
 " Love him ! No indeed, that I do not ! 
 I love him as a friend, nothing more. I 
 know dear Madame de Marc desires this 
 marriage ; but for all I love her, and wish 
 to please her, and my own worldly wisdom 
 tells me it is a desirable alliance, yet nothing 
 will ever induce me to marry again a man I 
 do not love. I have had one experience," 
 she said, with a touch of pathos in her voice ; 
 " I know the horror of a marriage without 
 love. No, nothing Avill ever induce me to 
 take such a step again. I will tell you," she 
 continued; "I don't mind telling you, you 
 are so good, and I know you will not repeat 
 what I say. I keep my secret close enough 
 from the charitable old spinsters in the 
 house, for I would rather be torn to pieces 
 by rat than to fall into the merciless hands 
 of these amiable creatures of uncertain age. 
 
 " My mother was the daughter of a poor 
 country curate and the widow of a spend- 
 thrift English officer. I was the eldest of 
 five daughters, and the beauty of the family ; 
 and as my father left us no inheritance but
 
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 his debts, it was expected that I, by my 
 marriage, should rescue them all from pov- 
 erty. It was always dinned in my ears, 
 ' Helen, you must marry young, and you 
 must marry a ricii man,' until I began to 
 look upon myself as a chattel to be sold for 
 the benefit of the others, and so accepted 
 my fate with an uncomplaining sort of in- 
 difference. When I was nineteen I was 
 sent to London to be exhibited and sold to 
 the highest bidder. At the house of a 
 friend 1 met Mr. Tremaine, a rich banker, 
 a stern, taciturn man, and old enough to be 
 my father. I need not say that from the 
 first he was repulsive to me; yet the mar- 
 riage was arranged to take place in three 
 mouths. The more 1 saw of this man, the 
 more I detested him ; I felt a strange fear 
 and horror of him*; there was something in 
 his regard that froze my blood, and if he 
 laid his hand upon me 1 felt like screaming 
 or going into convulsions. Yet I knew I 
 must accept my fate, that complaints were 
 useless, and God only knows how I tried to 
 conquer my dislike. It was only a few 
 days before my marriage, when one after- 
 noon as I sat alone in the drawing-room, 
 sadly thinking of my hopeless future, a vis- 
 itor was announced. Jt was a young gentle- 
 man whom I had met much in society during 
 the season, and who had formed a warm 
 attachment for me. ' Ah,' he said. ' I am glad 
 to find you alone, for I wish to speak with you 
 on an important matter. Accept what I 
 shall say to you as a proof of my deep inter- 
 est in your future happiness, and I Beseech 
 you to consider well the importance of my 
 communication. Do you know there is 
 insanity in the family of the man you are 
 about to marry, that two brothers have 
 lately died in an asylum ? and many say 
 and persons who know him intimately 
 that Mr. Tremaine has recently shown un- 
 mistakable signs of mental aberration.' 
 
 " ' O my God ! ' I cried, ' is this true ? Then, 
 indeed, my worst fears are confirmed; I 
 have felt it ; I have known it ! ' I thanked 
 the gentleman for his friendly interference, 
 and promised to listen to his timely warning. 
 That night my mother and sisters arrived 
 to witness mylhcvifice. I was to be married 
 from the house of my friend in London, and 
 
 S) directly to a magnificent mansion in 
 ryanstone Square ; the settlements were 
 all arranged with princely liberality, the 
 presents were not unworthy the nuptials of 
 a queen. Everything exactly suited the 
 ambition of my mother, who, when I knelt 
 before her, and laid my head upon her lap, 
 pouring out the story of this odious dis- 
 covery and my horror of the marriage, only 
 refused to listen, declaring it to be the 
 malignant slander of an interested party. 
 I saw it was useless ; I must submit. I was 
 too weak to stem the tide of opposition, and 
 
 the marriage must take place. At times I 
 resolved to put an end to my miserable 
 existence ; again, to fly before the fatal day, 
 and conceal myself in some secluded spot. 
 But at that time I had not strength of char- 
 acter to put either resolve into execution. 
 So I drifted on helplessly to the hour of my 
 sacrifice. It was finished, and 1 was in- 
 stalled mistress of my noble maiii-inn. 
 
 " Whether my husband, knowing the 
 wrong he had done me, and wishing to atone 
 in some measure, acted from gt.'neroi-ity 
 1 cannot say, but he insisted that my mother 
 and sisters should make their home with me. 
 For them all was arranged satisfactorily, 
 but for me, poor victim, how can 1 describe 
 my fear, my horror and agcny, when 1 was 
 left alone with that man, who-e every pecu- 
 liarity I magnified into madness '? Of course, 
 my misery exaggerated the evil. Though 
 my mother, sisters, and friends pretended 
 to be blind to the fact, he was even at that 
 time the victim of the first symptoms of in- 
 sanity. A week passed away, and I could 
 endure my terrible situation no longer; real 
 necessity gave me strength. 
 
 " One morning, alter having passed a 
 night of indescribable horror, I determined 
 to leave him. Madame de Marc was the 
 daughter of uiy father's dearest friend; with 
 her I resolved to seek a home and protection. 
 Before night I was on my way to Paris. I 
 left a letter tor my husband on his dressing- 
 table, telling him of my true feelings, en- 
 treating him not to follow me, and recom- 
 mending to his kindness my mother and 
 sisters. I cannot tell you what I suffered, 
 even after I found myself free from his pres- 
 ence. I felt there was no further hope nor 
 aim for me in life, and all that remained 
 was to lie down, fold my hands, and sink 
 into the forgetfulness of the grave. 
 
 " You wonder my face bears no signs of 
 my suffering. I was young, and the strueirle 
 was brief. Like the sapling on the hillside, 
 1 bent while the storm passed over me, and 
 when the calm came I raised my head 
 again and looked to Heaven. Ah, but the 
 memory still remains ! It is two years since, 
 and I cannot think of it nowwithout a shudder. 
 Whether it was that the disease had already 
 made rapid progress or from disappointment 
 caused by my sudden flight I cannot say. 
 In less than three weeks alter my marriane 
 my husband was carried to the same asylum 
 where his brothers had died hopelessly in- 
 sane. My mother and sisters went back to 
 their poverty and seclusion, and I have re- 
 mained here ever since. A year aj;o, a 
 lawyer in London, a friend of our family, at 
 the instigation of my mother, petit iniud that 
 my marriage might be annulled by an act 
 of Parliament, which, in consideration of 
 my youth, and the sad circumstance, was 
 granted, and 1 was allowed the income,' my
 
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 husband settled upon me, which I divide 
 with my mother and sisters. 
 
 " Now you have heard my miserable his- 
 tory, do you think me to blame that I will 
 not marry a man I do not love ? To think 
 of it," she said, with a shudder, "brings 
 back all the old suffering. I like Mr. Car- 
 negie, I respect him, but I do not love him. 
 Am I to blame that I do not love him ? " 
 
 " No, certainly," replied Constance, " you 
 are not to blame. The human heart is 
 a mystery few can understand ; it is impossi- 
 ble to control it and teach it submission. 
 Let me advise you to tell Mr. Carnegie 
 honestly your true sentiments, and if he is 
 the noble man I believe him to be, he will 
 not be the less your friend because he can- 
 not be your lover. Now let us go in. The 
 sun has set, and the stars are already shin- 
 ing like diamonds on the brow of night. 
 They teach us, even in the hours of darkness 
 and distrust, that there are gleams of God's 
 mercy mingled with all." 
 
 They arose and, arm linked in arm, saun- 
 tered slowly towards the house. Entering 
 the principal garden walk, they saw Mr. 
 Carnegie pacing back and forth, his hands 
 clasped behind him, his head bent, and his 
 whole air sad and preoccupied. In a mo- 
 ment Helen was at his side, her lovely face 
 aglow, and her eyes beaming with earnest 
 sympathy. 
 
 " O Mr. Carnegie," she said, " I am very 
 unhappy to sse you so sad. Let us forget 
 the miserable conversation of the other day, 
 and be the same as before. I so much need 
 your friendship ; but indeed I can love 
 you only as a friend, a brother. Do not 
 ask anything more from me, for I cannot 
 love you, and yet I cannot be happy with- 
 out your friendship ! " 
 
 " You have my deepest, truest friendship, 
 Helen," he replied, taking both her hands, 
 and looking with intense love into the clear 
 eyes raised to him. " Yes, I am too happy 
 if I can be even so much to you as a friend. 
 I will forget what has passed, and never re- 
 fer to it again. Only command me. My 
 greatest pleasure is to be at your service." 
 
 " Wei), then," she said, passing her arm 
 through his in her free, childish way, " now 
 you are very good, and your old self. Do 
 you know Madame de Marc has decided to 
 accompany us to Fontainebleau for a week ? 
 and we go to-morrow; but we cannot go 
 without you. Say you will make one of the 
 party." 
 
 " Certainly, if you wish it ; but of whom 
 is the party composed ? " 
 
 " Only Miss Wilbreha-m and Madame 
 Landel, Madame de Marc and me. Are 
 these a sufficient inducement ? " she in- 
 quired with a shy little laugh. 
 
 The next day they all arrived at Fontaine- 
 bleau in excellent spirits. Even Constance 
 
 enjoyed the charming scene, and often a 
 smile trembled around her mouth, but dis- 
 appeared quickly, as though it were treason 
 to the dead to laugh and be happy. 
 
 They found excellent rooms at the Aigle 
 Noir, a pretty little hotel near the palace, 
 and spent the most of their time in the beau- 
 tiful gardens that surround this most exquis- 
 ite of all the royal chateaux of France. 
 
 They wandered through the long avenues 
 of clipped yew and laurel, sitting on flow- 
 ery banks amidst a wilderness of roses, 
 watching the ever-changing colors of the 
 many fountains or the graceful swan float- 
 ing majestically on the bosom of the placid 
 lake, and the little painted boats, with 
 white sails and silken pennons fluttering in 
 the breeze. Sometimes they would gath.tr 
 around the immense marble basins filled 
 with aquatic plants, amongst whose shad- 
 ows sported myriads of gold and silver fish, 
 and wonder if it were the same to which 
 Louis XIV. came, with all his court, to feed 
 his little finny friends, an amusement the 
 feeble old king was childishly fond of, while 
 Madame de Maintenon sat in her sedan-chair 
 surrounded by her lovely maids of honor, all 
 forgetting for a moment court intrigue and 
 scandal to take a part in this innocent pleas- 
 ure. 
 
 Then there were days when all the world 
 
 came to listen to the music of the Emperor's 
 
 | band,fbrthecourtwasthen at Fontainebleau, 
 
 | and the lovely Eugenie often walked among 
 
 j her people, leaning on the arm of the Em- 
 
 \ peror or a count cavalier, locking like a 
 
 queen in a fairy tale, bowing and ,'iniling to 
 
 all, and received with enthusiasm wherever 
 
 she went, for she was then in the first flush 
 
 of her power and beauty, and the bourgeois 
 
 worshipped her. 
 
 To Constance it was a scene of bewilder- 
 ing enchantment, and she often felt that if 
 she should close her eyes it would all vanish, 
 and she would open them to find hert-elf 
 sitting quietly with her book under a shady 
 tree in the garden at Helmsford. There 
 on the left was the vast irregular pile of 
 architecture, half Gothic, half Norman, 
 the historical palace of Fontainebleau ; be- 
 hind, the grand forest, wowd renowned, 
 stretching away in long sunny vit-tas and 
 rock-crowned summits for more than fifty 
 miles ; before her, the gardens and park, the 
 sunlit lawns, the trees cut in strange, fan- 
 tastic shapes, the statues, fountains, and 
 flowers, the miniature lakes with their 
 painted miniature boats, the elegant crowd 
 of courtiers passing to and fro, the lovely 
 Empress followed by her brilliant suite, the 
 strains of exquisite music from a hundred 
 instruments quivering and trembling on 
 the perfumed air, mingled with the cool, 
 fresh splash of the fountain?, and the blue 
 sky and summer sun shining over all.
 
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 On other days they wandered through 
 the grand and magnificent apartments of 
 the pdace, each rich with historical and 
 traditional interest, they studied the rare 
 pictures that adorned the walls, they lis- 
 tened to Mr. Carnegie's interesting sketches 
 of each century. Here was the room in 
 which the sad and disappointed Napoleon 
 signed his abdication ; where the unfortu- 
 nate Josephine bade adieu forever to earth- 
 ly happiness ; where Louis XIV. and Ma- 
 dame cle Maintenon played out their drama 
 of love ; where Marie Antoinette enjoyed 
 for a little time the fatal power of royalty, 
 youth, and beauty ; where Christina, Queen 
 of S \veden, unmercifully put to death her 
 chamberlain, whom she had loved with the 
 mad pas.-iira of her strange nature, but who 
 had deceived and betrayed her, a crime 
 the proud, cruel woman could only blot out 
 with blood. Each room, each spot, has its 
 own tragic history, over which Constance 
 lingered and dreamed, and wondered what 
 were the thoughts and feeling? of the actors. 
 
 Often they rode and walked under the 
 grand trees of the forest, penetrating into 
 the depths of the shadowy recesses, pluck- 
 ing the shrinking blue mimosa and the deli- 
 cate ferns and harebells, scaring from their 
 haunts the wild rabbit and partridge or the 
 shy, graceful deer. Mrs. Tremaine was 
 always straying away from the others, and 
 losing herself, causing Mr. Carnegie no 
 end of trouble and distress. When, after 
 much running about and shouting, he would 
 come upon her quietly seated in some shady 
 nook, weaving with graceful fingers wreaths 
 of ivy, ferns, and holly, she would break 
 into a mocking laugh at his pale face and 
 anxious manner ; then, seeing him look real- 
 ly distressed, she would throw the garland 
 around his neci, and, holding it by the ends, 
 lead him oiF like a captive Bacchus. 
 
 One morning Constance, Mrs. Tremaine, 
 and Mr. Carnegie were riding slowly under 
 the interlaced branches of some huge elms 
 that formed aa almost impenetrable shade, 
 only broken lure and there by slender rays 
 of sunlight that shot like arrows through 
 the thick foliage. Mrs. Tremaine was 
 mounted on a suparb white horse ; her dark 
 green hibit displayed the beauty of her 
 figure, th.3 white plumes of her hat mingled 
 with ths golden curls that had escaped from 
 their fastenings, hsr cheeks were slightly 
 flushed, her eyes soft and dreamy. Con- 
 stance rode quietly by her side. Her pale 
 face, dirk hiir, black hat and feathers, and 
 the severe simplicity of her mourning habi!, 
 formed a striking but no less beautiful con- 
 trast. S:;;l len'.y there was a crash among 
 the un:l:>.nvo:>d, the shrubbery parted, and a 
 magnificent deer, with his antlers laid back, 
 his nostrils distended and white with foam, 
 his eyes starting from their sockets, and 
 
 every muscle quivering with fear, sprang 
 across the road with one bound and disap- 
 peared on the other tide. 
 
 " The hunt ! the royal hunt ! " cried Mr. 
 Carnegie. As he spoke, a turn in the road 
 'showed them all the gay cavalcade tearing 
 madly along with their dogs, in lull pursuit 
 after the poor trembling animal who was 
 straining every limb to escape. First came 
 the Empress, her golden hair and white 
 feathers flying in the wind, her scarlet and 
 white costume, jewel-handled whip, and 
 gayly caparisoned, full-blooded hunter, with 
 not a spot or fleck of foam on his glossy 
 hide. Next came the Emperor, a most 
 commanding figure in the saddle; then the 
 gay courtiers, with a flutter of feathers, a 
 Hashing of jewels, loud, gay laughter, mingled 
 with the snorting of the horses, the clatter- 
 ing of their hoofs, and the panting of the 
 dogs as they flew by like the wind. More 
 than one head was turned for another glance, 
 and even the Emperor bowed low in his 
 saddle to the vision of quiet beauty that 
 met his admiring gaze. In a moment they 
 were out of sight, and Constance s-Lhed as 
 she said, " I hope they will not bring 
 down the poor thing. It is strange how all 
 these people can find pleasure in hunting a 
 helpless, timid animal to death."' 
 
 " O, how tame you are ! " cried Mrs. Tre- 
 maine, her cheeks aglow, and her eyes 
 bright with excitement. " 1 only wish I 
 might ride with them." 
 
 " Your view is right, Miss Wilbreham," 
 said Mr. Carnegie; "it is indeed a cruel 
 pastime, though all the world share it." 
 
 " Nevertheless, it was a brilliant scene," 
 returned Helen. " Let us make a short cut 
 across this narrow bridle-path, and perhaps 
 we may meet them again." 
 
 That evening they sat around the little 
 table in the beautiful garden of the hotel, 
 eating their ices, discussing the adventure 
 of the morning, and expressing their re j rets 
 that they must return to Paris the next day. 
 
 " Dear Madame de Marc, stay another 
 week," cried Helen. 
 
 "No, it is impossible, my dear; 1 cannot 
 neglect my duties any longer," replied 
 Madame, decidedly. So the next morning 
 they went back to Paris. 
 
 CHAPTER XII. 
 
 TOMBS AND PICTURES. 
 
 "TTERE is an affeetiiin termination to 
 Jll true love," said Mrs. Tree aine, turn- 
 ing to Mr. Carnegie, as they stood one. day 
 bv the tomb of Abelanl and HeloiM', at 
 Pore la Chaise, " a sad monir.iu'iil ; two 
 disappointed hearts united only in death. "
 
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 " But they were happy for a time," re- 
 plied Mr. Carnegie ; " they had their fore- 
 taste of paradise in the retreat they had 
 chosen, before old Fulbert separated them. 
 I often think of the lonely Heloise pining 
 in her com r ent cell, dreaming foiever of her 
 dark-eyed Abelard, her poet, her singer, 
 her reality of all that is noble and beauti- 
 ful in humanity ; and the poor, sad, heart- 
 broken Abelard, pacing the long, dim cor- 
 ridors of St. Gildas, gnawing his very heart 
 in the bitterness of his sorrow, or pouring 
 out wild lamentations to the unheeding 
 waves, as he walked for hours on the 
 rugged shore, mad with thinking of his 
 lost Heloise and his ruined life, or shedding 
 scalding tears over the memory of the sweet 
 but brief days of their happy love, which he 
 knew were lost to him forever ; again, sit- 
 ting in his abbe's dress, stern and gray, be- 
 fore the rude harp in his cell, pouring out 
 the pent-up passion of his life in a wild 
 sweet song of longing love and regret." 
 
 " And this is all," said Constance, " all 
 that remains of one of the saddest trage- 
 dies of the human heart. Two stone figures 
 placidly sleeping side by side, one in the 
 dress of a nun, the other in that of a monk, 
 stony crosses clasped to their stony breasts, 
 and stony eyes looking calmly and patiently 
 toward the blue heavens ! ' After life's 
 fitful fever, they sleep well ! ' " 
 
 " Do you know," inquired Mrs. Tremaine, 
 " that this is the shrine of all unhappy lov- 
 ers ; they have hung these withered garlands 
 on the tomb. They wet the unsympathizing 
 stone with their tears, and pray to the spirits 
 of the united lovers, now happy in paradise, 
 believing they will intercede with the mother 
 of God to pity them in their sorrows. They 
 bring an offering of fresh flowers, clasp their 
 hands above the cross, make a solemn vow 
 of fidelity, which they seal with a kiss, and 
 then go away, believing all will be well." 
 
 Mr. Carnegie turned an eloquent glance 
 upon her as she spoke, and, leaning his 
 forehead against the tomb, remained silent 
 for a moment. Was he praying, or was he 
 thinking ? ,1 do not know, I cannot declare, 
 for his placid face revealed nothing as he 
 turned away from the spot. 
 
 They paused for a moment to regard the 
 place where rest the remains of Marshal 
 Ney, Napoleon's brave, noble, and beloved 
 general. It is a simple enclosure around a 
 mound of grass and a few mournful neglected 
 flowers. No storied marble tells of the great 
 and heroic acts of a life devoted to its country. 
 
 " N'importe ; the solitary sadness of the 
 place is more eloquent than the proudest 
 monument," said Mr. Carnegie, as he 
 plucked a few leaves for his herbarium. 
 
 Near the simple but massive tomb of the 
 Rothschild family, in the Jews' cemetery, is 
 the tomb of Rachel, a plain granite pile, 
 
 about the size and form of an English dog- 
 kennel. Mrs. Tremaine lingered near it in 
 deep thought. " How strange," she said at 
 length, " that so frail a body should imprison 
 genius which could magnetize and electrify 
 the multitude until they forgot that the part 
 she was playing was not reality ! And 
 stranger still that a form so classically beau- 
 tiful, a face so lofty and pure, could conceal 
 a character so at variance with her intel- 
 lect and appearance." 
 
 " I remember," remarked Mr. Carnegie, 
 " seeing her in Medea many years ago, 
 and her agonized expression, her passionate 
 utterance, are as vividly before me as though 
 it were but yesterday. It is not difficult to 
 understand how a soul all restle.-sm ss and 
 fire should find these frail barriers of cloy 
 insufficient to retain it. She poured out her 
 life and vitality to the adoring world with 
 heedless prodigality. Her years were few, 
 but she lived months in each day, and ages 
 in each year. At one time she had the 
 world at her feet, and now what remains ? 
 A handful of dust, a neglected tomb, a repu- 
 tation unmercifully handled by her biog- 
 raphers. These are all save the fame of 
 her genius ; that was a spark of immortality 
 which nothing could extinguish." 
 
 " Let us go," said Mrs. Tremaine. " It is 
 late, and the surroundings are rather gloomy. 
 I think an English country churchyard 
 much to be preferred for a burial-place. 
 Pere la Chaise is vast, grand, and solemn, a 
 silent city of the dead. It speaks only of 
 decay, never of resurrection." 
 
 One bright day in August they wandered 
 through the magnificent park of Versailles, 
 down long avenues of stately elms, festooned 
 with ivy and climbing roses, over lawns 
 green and smooth as velvet, by babbling 
 rustic brooks, sparkling fountains, and shady 
 arbors, until they reached the charming 
 Trianon of Marie Antoinette, the Swiss cot- 
 tages, the little gardens, the tiny ponds, 
 rustic bridges, and vine-covered bowers, all 
 as they were arranged nearly a century ago 
 for the pleasure of that young and lovely 
 queen, whose will was law, whose smile was 
 more potent than the frown of a nation. 
 They walked through the pretty simple 
 rooms where she had played her role of 
 peasant, when she served with her own fair 
 hands the adoring courtiers who gathered 
 around her, loving her better that she could 
 descend from her royalty to seek happiness 
 in a simple pastoral scene. 
 
 " Do you think it possible she has slept in 
 this bed ? " exclaimed Mrs. Tremaine, paus- 
 ing to examine a simple couch overhung 
 with muslin drapery ; " and are these pretty 
 pastoral scenes the same pictures that first, 
 met her gaze when she awoke in the morn- 
 ing?" 
 
 " Certainly, the very same," replied Con-
 
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 stance, " or at least I love to think so, it 
 brings one so much nearer the life of the 
 woman." 
 
 " I dislike to leave a place of such calm 
 and simple beauty for the magnificence of 
 the palace," said Madame Landel. " Poor 
 queen ! how her heart must have ached 
 when she looked upon it all for the last time ! " 
 
 " I think the saddest of all the remains 
 of departed glory, life, and joy is this 
 theatre," observed Mr. Carnegie as they 
 followed the guide to the deserted shrine of 
 Melpomene and Thalia. " Here is the large 
 and beautifully arranged stage, where the 
 queen, cavaliers, and ladies oi the court 
 played their mimic parts, which were but 
 rehearsals for the last fearful tragedy tnat 
 ended the lives of the greater part of the 
 gay throng. Dust and mould have gathered 
 and obscured the brilliancy of the exquisite- 
 ly painted scenes. Spiders spin their web.-; 
 among the drops and gilded curtains year 
 after year undisturbed. Solemn, unearthly 
 echoes resound where once mirth, laughter, 
 and joy held their wild revel." 
 
 " 1 can fancy," said Mrs. Tremaine, as 
 she turned to the richly decorated royal 
 box, ' " the whole enchanting scene, the 
 beauty, the youth, the rustling silks, dancing 
 plumes, and sparkling jewels, the blight 
 eyes, the snowy bosoms, the glowing cheeks, 
 that were so soon faded and darkened by 
 despair and death. I can see Louis XVL, 
 his placid, benevolent face beaming with 
 pleasure and expectation, surrounded by his 
 ministers, all looking eagerly for the curtain 
 to rise, when their queen would appear as 
 first lady in some light French comedy. 
 Those were merry days for the^court of 
 France, careless days of mirth and pleas- 
 ure, followed by a reign of despair and 
 terror." 
 
 They left the theatre to its silence, dust, 
 and darkness, and went through suites of 
 rooms, and magnificent state apartments, 
 all furnished royally ; they lingered to look 
 on the rare pictures, a gallery in them- 
 selves, the statues, old china, tapestry 
 glowing with colors as fresh and vivid as 
 when it left the loom, and the curious clock, 
 on which, when the hour strikes, a door flies 
 open and a number of little figures in the cos- 
 tume of the time dance a minuet. In the pri- 
 vate rooms of Marie Antoinette they found 
 much to interest them, her library, her 
 writing-table, and chair ; they looked with 
 something like reverence at the books she 
 had read and studied, still bearing the marks 
 placed by her fingers. 
 
 When they reached the private boudoir 
 lined with "mirrors, Mrs. Tremaine ex- 
 claimed, " Ah ! I can well understand why I 
 Marie Antoinette clasped her throat with | 
 her hands when she entered this room for 
 the first time. Look, I have no head." 
 
 They all started in astonishment at the 
 singular appearance Mrs. Tivmaine pre- 
 sented, sans tele. Owing to some arrange- 
 ment of the plates of glass, in cm-tain 
 positions the body seems to stand without 
 a head. 
 
 " Certainly the poor queen's after fate 
 seems to warrant in a measure the verity 
 of the tradition," said Mr. Carnegie. 
 " Though we have no reason at present to 
 think Mrs. Tremaine will be beheaded, yet, 
 if the tradition is true, no one ever finds 
 himself accidentally in that position with- 
 out coming sooner or la'er t:> the /juillotine." 
 
 " How horrible ! " said He!ej, turning 
 away with a shudder ; " but I suppose the 
 poor queen believed in it then as little as 
 1 do now." 
 
 From the boudoir they passed into the pri- 
 vate cabinet, the door of which the brave 
 Swiss guards defended while the unfortunate 
 queen made her escape down the secret 
 stairs. A little room less than ten feet 
 square^ what a scene of carnage it must 
 have presented ! Twelve brave soldiers cut 
 down by the infuriated mob ! 
 
 " How they must have loved their queen," 
 remarked Constance, " when they so willing- 
 ly gave their lives for her ! " 
 
 They looked from the balcony, where she 
 had courageously held up the Prince Im- 
 perial to the blood-thirsty mob, entreat- 
 ing them, with all the strong love and 
 tenderness of a mother's heart, to spare and 
 protect her child. 
 
 " Poor mother ! " said Madame Landel, 
 with tears in her eyes, "in her natural 
 affection she forgot her royalty, and would 
 have knelt at the feet of the lowest fish- 
 woman in the crowd to have saved those 
 she loved." 
 
 " Now," said Mr. Carnegie, looking at his 
 watch, " let us go into the garden to see the 
 world-renowned fountain, which precisely 
 at four o'clock sends up its sparkling waters 
 from five hundred jets." 
 
 Scarcely had they reached their seats 
 under some overhanging branches, when 
 here and there from the immense semi- 
 circle started up tiny streams, that in- 
 creased in size and height until they seemi-d 
 to reach almost to the heavens, dazzling, 
 sparkling, many-colored rays, rainbow- 
 tinted, slanting sunbeams, overshot with 
 trembling, changing mist. It was more like 
 some scene conjured up by the ma^ic of an 
 enchanter than the cunning device of man. 
 Fur a few moments only this wonderful 
 effect lasted ; even while their eyes were 
 fixed on it, it disappeared, and nothing re- 
 mained but the dull gray stone of the 
 fountain. 
 
 " How beautiful, but how brief! " said 
 Constance, with a sigh ; " it is an emblem 
 of joy, entrancing but evanescent, fauod and
 
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 gone even while we are exulting over its 
 possession ! " 
 
 Poor girl ! while she spoke the memory 
 of the rose-tinted hours of her life started 
 up suddenly from the still fountain of the 
 past, glorified and irradiated her clouded 
 sky, and then vanished, leaving nothing but 
 the hard, cold reality, the dull grayness of 
 the stone she had rolled over the grave of 
 her love. 
 
 They all left this spot, so replete with 
 beauty and historic interest, sadder, if not 
 wiser, and little was said by any of the 
 party during the drive home; each one 
 seemed absorbed in thought, or perhaps 
 they were all too tired for conversa- 
 tion. 
 
 They spent many days in the gallery of 
 the Louvre ; there, with the aid of Mr. 
 Csrnegie's knowledge and taste, they studied 
 the exquisite productions of the greatest 
 masters. 
 
 Constance lingered longer, and examined 
 with a more profound interest those pure 
 but half-conceived aspirations of Cimabue 
 and Giotto. She often fancied the shep- 
 herd-boy neglecting his sheep to gaze with 
 dreamy eyes over the distant Pisan hills, or 
 with more intense earnestness into the blue 
 ether, perhaps tracing in the varying and 
 tender tints' the pale, sweet -face of a saint 
 or suffering martyr. Poor pained aspira- 
 tions, half wrought, but powerful with the 
 stamp of genius and. .soul, with all their 
 faults of execution they attained to what 
 the later masters sought and toiled for in 
 vain. The suffering heart of the girl found 
 companionship and sympathy in .the tearful, 
 patient faces that looked at her from the old 
 canvases, made sacred by the golden glow 
 of Time. Crude, almost grotesque, yet how 
 powerful in their appeal to the purest and 
 Holiest in our natures. 
 
 " Here is a picture I want you to look at 
 carefully," said Mr. Carnegie, " St. Fran- 
 cis of Assisi in ecstasy. It was painted 
 by Filippo Lauri. The story is that St. 
 Francis, being ill, thought music might 
 relieve his sufferings, but being too humble 
 to grant himself the pleasure, God rewarded 
 his virtue by sending a choir of angels to 
 sing to him. See, the poor saint, worn out j 
 by watching and fasting, has fallen asleep j 
 on a rock, holding a cross to his breast, j 
 What a seraphic vision he beholds ! what 
 enchanting sounds burst upon his ears ! His 
 whole body expresses the lassitude of pro- 
 found repose ; the ineffable peace and joy 
 depicted on his face show that angels are 
 ministerinsr to him. To me it is a wonder- i 
 ful picture. I am never weary of looking | 
 at it. 
 
 " Here is a portrait that pleases me more 
 than all your saints," said Mrs. Tremaine, 
 "this picture of an ancient coquette, the 
 
 Mona Lisa of Leonardo da Vinci ; she is 
 not lovely, and yet she is conscious of her 
 power, and sits there as proudly as though 
 she were born to command the world. 
 She has a very ugly nose, and no eyebrows, 
 and yet her face fascinates ; perhaps it is the 
 expression of her wicked eyes." 
 
 " No," replied Mr. Carnegie, laughing, 
 " it is the power of coquetry ; every line 
 of her face, the languishing eyes, the se- 
 ducing mouth, the imperious smile, all show 
 she was a heartless flirt." 
 
 " I don't like the picture," said Con- 
 stance, turning away ; " here is one I prefer, 
 this beautiful Conception of Murillo. The 
 Virgin seems to float in the clouds ; and can 
 anything be more exquisitely lovely than 
 the rapt, holy expression of her face, or 
 the innocent sweetness of the angels and 
 cherubs surrounding her? " 
 
 " You have selected for your especial 
 approval the finest picture in the collec- 
 tion, or perhaps I should say the one 
 which cost the most money," observed Mr. 
 Carnegie; "it was bought in 1852 at the 
 sale of the collection of the Duke of Dalma- 
 tia for the sum of 515,300 francs. Is not 
 1 that a proof of its merit ? " 
 
 " Net entirely,", replied Constance. " The 
 Mona Lisa cost almost as much, beside 
 causing no end of trouble between the Ital- 
 ian and French governments, and I do not 
 1 think the pictures at all to be compared in 
 j regard .to merit or beauty." 
 
 " Ah, Constance ! " laughed Mrs. Tre- 
 maine, " you look at the portrait of the 
 unfortunate La Jaconde with the eyes of a 
 j virtuous woman, and you are prejudiced 
 i against her picture because of her life. Is 
 it not so ? But I have no such scruples. I 
 think it the most remarkable thing in the 
 Louvre." 
 
 Each day brought with it eome new amuse- 
 ment and distraction, and Madame Landel 
 rejoiced secretly at the happy change in 
 her beloved charge. Gradually the smile 
 returned to her lips, and chased array the 
 sad, unquiet expression that had too often 
 rested there ; the indifference she had shown 
 to life had given place to a cheerful and 
 hopeful interest in everything connected 
 with her future. 
 
 The summer was passing away rapidly ; 
 August was nearly over. The heat had 
 been very oppressive, and one day, late in 
 the afternoon, they had all gathered in the 
 garden. The ladies, in loose white dresses, 
 reclined languidly on the low rustic seats, 
 fanning themselves to produce the faintest 
 breath of air. Mr. Carnegie Jay stretched 
 at full length on the grass, reading to them 
 from Lamartine's Fior d' Alizn. II u read 
 well and with much expression the exqui- 
 sitely beautiful introductory remarks of the 
 author. When he had finished he remained
 
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 a few moments in deep thought, and then 
 said, " Why is it that the most simple 
 thing Lamartine has written is a poem in 
 itself? " 
 
 " Because he -writes from his own experi- 
 ence," replied Constance ; " all he portrays 
 he has felt and suffered, and he has written 
 a series of dramas, in every one of which he 
 has been the principal actor. *No one can 
 so well describe to us stage-life as he who 
 has seen it in its different phases, as he 
 who has appeared for an hour before an ad- 
 miring audience, flushed with success and 
 bewildered with music and light. Then he 
 turns behind the scenes ; the lamps are 
 extinguished, the throbbing pulse of melody 
 is still, the applause of the crowd no longer 
 sounds in his ears, he sees the gorgeous 
 transformations are nothing but painted 
 boards and paper in fact, reality is before 
 him in all its dreary ghastliness, and he 
 wonders how, for even one moment, he 
 could hare been dazzled by the illusion. 
 At times Lamartine forgets, for a little, the 
 pathos and sadness of life ; his mournful 
 experiences fade away and are clothed in 
 the softening drapery of time, and the 
 murmuring voices of his dreamy youth are 
 deadened by the strife of the world. Its 
 pride, ambition, and pomp lure him from 
 the past, offering him in exchange less of 
 sweetness and purity, more of fame and 
 glory. Suddenly he remembers he has 
 lived and suffered ; then he dips his pen 
 deep into the fountains of his heart, and 
 writes a poem overbrimming with the pathos 
 and tender majesty of a life-long sorrow." 
 
 " You are an ardent admirer of Lamar- 
 tine," said Mr. Carnegie ; " am glad I have 
 selected this work from all his others to read 
 this afternoon. There is such a rustic sweet- 
 ness and simplicity about it, so appropriate 
 to the time and scene." 
 
 Constance did not reply ; she was think- 
 ing of the words he had read, and how ap- 
 plicable they were to her own experience. 
 
 An hour after, when she was sitting alone 
 with Madame Landel, she said, " Is it not 
 strange how a little time changes our whole 
 lives, and even our feelings ? I seem to have 
 lived more in this last year than in all my 
 life before. I wonder if this discipline has 
 improved and strengthened my character. 
 I hope dear papa, from his home above, 
 looks with approval on my efforts to be 
 
 Ratient and resigned. I have done very 
 ttle good to any one, only I have tried not 
 to make those around me unhappy. Do you 
 think 1 have entirely failed ? " she inquired, 
 with a little touch of anxiety in her voice. 
 
 " No, my dear," replied her friend ; "you 
 have at least made me happier by trying to 
 be cheerful, and I know, if your papa is 
 permitted to watch over you, he will rejoice 
 that you are renewing your interest in life, 
 
 and trying so sweetly and patiently to learn 
 the hard lesson of submission. Believe me, 
 in time you will be happy. You are younir ; 
 your life is all before you. What can pic- 
 vent you, if you do your duty to youivelf 
 and your fellow-creatures, from finding your 
 reward in a calm and peaceful future ? " 
 
 " I know," she said, " my life has still 
 many blessings ; but yet there aie times 
 when such a sense of utter bereavement 
 fills my heart that I cannot support it un- 
 murmuringly. I will endeavor to be what 
 dear papa would wish ; I will try to live for 
 something beside myself. I see now more 
 clearly into the ills of life. The sorrows of 
 the heart are like well-read books to me ; I 
 have learned their characters, and I know 
 them, no matter how well concealed, for I 
 look far below the surface, and I fee the 
 poor soul tempted, struggling, suffering, and 
 I long to do something to aid it, that it may 
 gain the victory." 
 
 CHAPTER XIII. 
 
 IN SEARCH OF HAPPINESS. 
 
 ONE morning Constance entered Madame 
 Landel's room with an open letter in 
 her hand. 
 
 " I have just received this from Lady 
 Dinsmore," she said, ' such a long, kind 
 letter ; and I am so glad she has decided 
 to spend the winter in Italy, or at least a 
 portion of it. Hear what she says : 
 
 " ' Do not wai' in Paris for us, as my du- 
 ties will detain me in England until the 
 commencement of the winter. Go on to your 
 destination, Florence, Rome, or Naples, 
 whichever it may be, and we will join you 
 there. There are many reasons why I 
 should not leave England, but a longing de- 
 sire to see again the land of art and song, 
 and the benefit it may be to my child, in- 
 duce me. to do so.' 
 
 " I had hoped," continued Ccnstance, 
 " that she would join us here, but as she 
 cannot leave England at present, I have de- 
 cided, if it meets with your approval, to go 
 directly to Rome, where I wish to spend the 
 winter. I think Mrs. Tremainu will accom- 
 pany us ; she told me yesterday she had 
 about decided to do so ; and you know Mr. 
 Carnegie spends all his winters in Rome ; 
 fo we shall be a very pleasant party. Does 
 this arrangement suit you, dear Madame ? " 
 
 " Yes, my child, perfectly. How soon do 
 you intend to leave ? " 
 
 " I think, if Mrs. Tremaine is ready, we 
 must start by the first of October, and it is 
 now the middle of September ; so it will be 
 in a fortnight." 
 
 " Very well, my dear, you :::uit flni.rh
 
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 your sight-seeing with Mrs. Tremaine, and 
 I will remain quietly at home. 1 have seen 
 all the places of interest years ago, and 
 nothing is new to me in Paris. Then there 
 is a little shopping to be done, which I will 
 attend to; so you will have your time entire- 
 ly free until we leave." 
 
 " Do always just as you think best, dear 
 Madame," replied Constance, kissing her 
 fondly as she left the room to find Mrs. 
 Tremaine. 
 
 Mr. Carnegie was delighted with the de- 
 cision. He was anxious to get back to 
 Rome, which he declared was paradise com- 
 pared with any other place. Madame de 
 Marc, at first, could scarcely be brought to 
 consent to Mrs. Tremaina's leaving her. 
 
 " You are my child," she said, " and I 
 cannot get on without you. It is cruel to 
 abandon me for new friends." 
 
 Helen kissed her, wept over her, and pet- 
 ted her, declaring nothing would induce her 
 to go, only her hualth required it. 
 
 " It is absolutely necessary that I should 
 spend the winter in Italy. You remembsr 
 last year how I suffered from this dreadful 
 climate. I am sure if I remain another 
 twelve months hare, at the end of the time 
 I shall be a fit subject for Pere la Chaise." 
 
 Madame da Marc looked at her smiling, 
 rosy face, and did not seem at all convinced 
 by her reasoning ; however, after much pro- 
 testing and debating, she finally acquiesced 
 sadly and reluctantly. After she had done 
 so, she felt as though a shadow of coming 
 evil had Mien upon her. 
 
 Every hour of the succeeding days was 
 employed in visiting the remaining places of 
 interest, chopping, and keeping appoint- 
 ments with milliners and dressmakers, until 
 Mr. Carnegie declared they intended opening 
 a module's establishment in Rome. 
 
 " 1 have bought very little," Constance 
 would say. " It is Mrs. Tremaine to whom 
 all these belong. I have no need of fine 
 things, as I shall not go into society be- 
 cause of my mourning." 
 
 The evenings were too chilly and the 
 days too short to allow them to spend much 
 ti.mii in the garden ; now they all assembled 
 in the salon instead, where they sipped 
 their tea ancl chatted before the fire, or 
 listened to Helen's sweet voice. 
 
 " Do sing for us, Miss Wilbreham," said 
 Maiame de Marc, "just one song before 
 you leave. I have never even heard your 
 voice." 
 
 Much to the surprise of Madame Landel, 
 she seated herself at the piano, and com- 
 menced in a sweet but tremulous voice La \ 
 P.irtenza of Schubert ; but before she had I 
 finkhel sha burst into tears and left the 
 room. It was the first time she had sung 
 f ia'je her father's death, but she never re- 
 i'-.i e J afterwards. Indeed, she seemed to 
 
 find a relief in pouring out the sorrows of 
 her heart in pathetic music. 
 
 At last all was arranged, and the morning 
 came for .their departure. The ladies bade 
 Madame de Marc adieu with tearful eyes. 
 Mrs. Tremaine burst into sobs, and, with 
 real sorrow at leaving her friend, protested 
 at the last moment she would not go. 
 Madame de Marc gently soothed the weep- 
 ing girl, with a strange agony at her own 
 heart, a feeling of coming calamity, that 
 the circumstance little warranted. 
 
 The luggage was arranged, the last fare- 
 wells were said, and Mr. Carnegie, flushed 
 and tired from his unusual exertion, gave 
 the coachman the order to start. 
 
 Constance and Mrs. Tremaine leaned 
 from the window, bowing, smiling, and 
 wiping away the tears, until the carriage 
 turned and they caught the last glimpse of 
 Madame de Marc standing in the court sur- 
 rounded by her servants. Then Helen 
 threw herself back on the seat, and cried, 
 with a choking sob, " I cannot tell why, but 
 I feel I shall never see her again." 
 
 The day proved to be rainy and foggy, 
 and they were very glad to remain at Lyons 
 over night. They found little to interest 
 them in this Manchester of France, and the 
 next morning they continued their jour- 
 ney. 
 
 It was a delightful day, fresh and clear 
 after the rain. The blue Rhone flashed 
 and quivered in the sunlight, and far away 
 on the distant mountains, whose summits 
 were still capped with fleecy clouds, net- 
 tled smiling vineyards, yellow villages with 
 bright-tiled roofs, spires, turrets, and ruined 
 towers, one succession of pictures, stately 
 Avignon, once the stronghold of the Papal 
 power, now showing decay amid the gran- 
 deur of its castellated summits and ruined 
 palaces; Valence, where the weary lace-mak- 
 ers toil all day over the dainty web, to adorn 
 idle beauty in far-away countries. On they 
 sped with lightning-like velocity, past an- 
 cient cities, beautiful villages, fair plains, 
 and flashing rivers, until suddenly the blue 
 Mediterranean burst on their si<;ht, studded 
 with islands and dotted with uhito.-aiU'd 
 boats. 
 
 The heart of Constance beat with sudden 
 joy at the lovely scene spread before her. 
 " At last, at last," she thought, " I am 
 drawing near classic ground ; I behold the 
 sea whose waves touch the land of art, 
 music, poetry, tradition, and romance." 
 
 Her musing was interrupted by tin ir ar- 
 rival at Marseilles, the oldest city in France, 
 founded six hundred years before Christ. 
 Travellers seldom find much to interest 
 them in Marseilles, but to our party, who 
 were prepared to see beauty in everything, 
 it seemed a most charming place. 
 
 They drove through the magnificent
 
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 Rue Noailles to the Chateau Barelly, and 
 there a scene of surpassing beauty spread 
 before them. 
 
 In front wa-; the old gray chateau, rich 
 in pointed turrets, porticos, and quaint carv- 
 ing, surrounded by grounds laid out in the 
 most elaborate designs; long drives m;,d.- 
 dark and sombre by interlacing branches, 
 festooned with ivy, graceful vines, and 
 climbing rose?, b"ds <;f gorgeous tropical 
 flowers, among which (lamed the oleander 
 and blood-red cactus, fountains flashing in 
 the sunlight, statues gleaming among the 
 ; lakes and cascades, rustic bridges, 
 ic temples, brilliant pagodas, and half- 
 concealed towers ; in fact, everything in 
 nature and art to render the .scene as near 
 paradise as the devices of man can fashion 
 earth. Away in the background rose the 
 mountains, purple against the blue sky, with 
 little white villages nestling; in all their 
 gorges, and dotted over with patches of 
 emerald green and gold, as the r-un painted 
 a field of grain, or a yellow vineyard ; and 
 away to thy right sparkled and flashed the 
 wide, free Mediterranean. Whatever has 
 been said or sung in praise of the b'ucr.ess 
 of its waves has not been exaggerated ; 
 there is something truly indescribable in 
 the depth and tenderness of th3 color, a 
 warmth, a limpid ness, that partakes of the 
 tone of the sky smiling above it. They 
 drove along a beautiful road, built around 
 the head of a deep bay. On one side is 
 the sea, covered with majestic ships under 
 full canvas, steamers leaving far behind 
 a trail of smoke, like touches of dusky 
 bronzs against the clear sky, and little 
 dancing white-sailed boats, some bearing 
 gay streamers and prows painted in as 
 many colors as a bouquet of flowers ; 
 on the other side are high perpendicular 
 cliffs of yellow clay, brilliant with wild 
 cactus and oleander, and crowned on the 
 summit with gay villas and overhanging 
 gardens. A little distance from tiie shore, 
 and making a grim, dark blot on the sunny 
 sea, is the castellated rock known as Chateau 
 d' If, the scene of the romance of Monte 
 Cristo. At the right of that a ledge of j 
 gray Iim3stone extends far into the sea, and 
 at its base on sunken rocks rise two small 
 lighthouses, so small and so far below that 
 they look like painted toys ; and perched 
 so high above, on a perpendicular cliff, that 
 the turrets seem to touch the sky, is the 
 Church of Notre Dame de la Garde, and 
 at its base the whole great city, watched 
 over by thh sacred edifice. 
 
 " O, what a scene of beauty ! " said Con- 
 stance, " and how refreshing after the din 
 and bustle of Paris ! " 
 
 " Look there, below," cried Mr?. Trc- 
 maino, whose eyes were fixed on the beach, 
 where a number of people were gathered. 
 
 '' Do you sec that woman sitting on a rock, 
 with her face buried in her hands V Poor 
 I thing ! what can be the matter 1 .'' '' 
 
 "Let us go down and inquire," said Mr. 
 Carnegie, " or, if you prefer, remain here, 
 and I will go alone." 
 
 " No, let us all go," said Constance ; " if 
 she is suffering we may be able to help her.'' 
 
 As they drew near the spot they saw 
 before them a forlorn-looking girl, poorly 
 dressed, crouched on the shore, her face 
 buried in her hands, and her straight black 
 hair unfastened and trailing in the sand, 
 while near her stood an infirm old man, re- 
 garding her with the most profound sorrow. 
 
 " What is the matter with her V " inquired 
 Mr. Carnegie, as the old man took ell' his 
 red cap. 
 
 " Ah mon Dicu ! Ma pauvrc Marie. / " he 
 replied, in the trembling tones of age. " A 
 happier, gayer child than she was YOU never 
 saw. Two weeks ago to-day she was married 
 to Pierre, the handsomest lad on the coast. 
 A few days after he went out to fi.-h, a 
 squall struck the boat within hailing dis- 
 tance of the diorc ; she went down before 
 our eyes, and that night his poor body was 
 washed ashore, here in this very spot, dead." 
 At the sound of the word ' dead," the girl 
 raised a haggard face, lighted up. with n 
 pair of wild black eyes, and repeated slowly, 
 " Dead, yes, dead," and then sank back into 
 her former position. 
 
 " We cannot keep her away from this 
 spot; she will come here to stay d;;v a;.d 
 night. mon Dicu ! Ma ]Hiuvr> 
 
 "Poor thing," said Constance, laying her 
 hand tenderly on her head, " how 
 ble ! You must take her away direct!- 
 this place ; she will be better for a chiin^c " ; 
 and, opening her purse, she poured ii 
 tents into the hand of the astonished old 
 man, who had never seen so much gold 
 before. 
 
 " Dieu mix bc'niffc, Mademoiselle! I will 
 do so, and it may save my child." 
 
 "I do not know which to pity the most, 
 the girl or the poor old mnn," said Helen, 
 a*s they turned away. " Who would have 
 expected to witness such a scene of sorrow 
 here, where all seems so gay and cheer- 
 ful?" 
 
 " It is a sad ending to our drive," re- 
 marked Madame Landel; "but it w 
 to teach us the uncertainty of life and 
 earthly happiness." 
 
 As they mounted the hill toward N-itre 
 Damede la Garde, they met a nu rr\ wedding 
 party descending. They were ymnri and 
 handsome, but brown and r>>u:.di with sun, 
 wind, and lab.ir, dressed in their holiday 
 finery, surrounded by their friends, tluir 
 broad brown faces beaming wi.'h happiness 
 and good-humor. 
 
 "Life looks very bright to them at this
 
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 moment, remarked Mr. Carnegie ; " let us 
 hope a more fortunate fate for the bride 
 than that of the poor girl below." 
 
 " I have found out by sad experience that 
 the Mediterranean can be rough and stormy 
 as well as blue and calm," said Constance, 
 as she crept to the deck, leaning on Mr. 
 Carnegie's arm, after a bad night between 
 Marseilles and Civita Vecchia. " Put me 
 in a safe place near Mrs. Trernaine, and then 
 please go down for Madame Landel ; she is 
 almost helpless from sea-sickness." 
 
 " O what a night, thunder and light- 
 ning, wind and rain, and such a sea ! I 
 thought the ship would be lost," said Helen, 
 piteously. " I never will go on the sea again. 
 What could have induced us to come this 
 way ? " 
 
 " Never mind, dear, it is all over now," 
 replied Constance, " and the sea is lovely 
 this morning. See, we are passing between 
 Elba and Corsica. How strange that these 
 two islands should be, one the birthplace, 
 and the other the prison, of Napoleon ! 1 
 fancy the poor captive must have looked 
 often with longing eyes toward the spot 
 where he had passed the glad days of child- 
 hood, wishing he could forget all the cares 
 and sorrows of his ambitious life, to be a 
 free, happy child in his old home." 
 
 " I think it would have cured him of his 
 ambition if he had been sea-sick a little," 
 said Helen, languidly raising her head and 
 glancing around. " I am sure I should be 
 willing to be even a prisoner if I could only 
 land at once." 
 
 The next morning all were on deck early, 
 for Civita Vecchia was in sight, and they 
 were as anxious to see the place of their 
 destination as though they had been on the 
 sea for weeks. All the passengers now 
 came on deck, some for the first time during 
 the voyage, and indeed they were a motley 
 crew. There was a bishop surrounded by 
 some twenty monks and priests ; they were 
 in the midst of a warm discussion, talking 
 in several languages at the same time, and 
 gesticulating freely. Among them were 
 several Carmelite priests, large, dark men, 
 dressed in picturesque loose white robes 
 with large sleeves and pointed hoods, and 
 their heads shaved to a narrow ring of hair, 
 strong, handsome men, fit to do battle with 
 the world, spoiled by these womanly robes 
 and bald heads. The others in black looked 
 like gloomy ravens ; they talk, take snuff, 
 and glance at their breviaries at the same 
 moment, excited and eager for the first 
 sight of the Eternal City. They come, pil- 
 grims from far away, to worship at the great 
 shrine, the centre of the Catholic world, St. 
 Peter's. 
 
 Here is a group of nuns, pale, meek, 
 devout women robed in black, with heavy 
 rosaries, their hands folded and their eyes 
 
 downcast. They too are about to realize 
 a long-anticipated joy. The remainder of 
 the passengers are made up of different na- 
 tions, Italians, Greeks, Spaniards, Ger- 
 mans, and English, coming from different 
 lands, each to worship in his own way at 
 the same shrine. 
 
 The sea is as blue and calm as though no 
 tempest had ever ruffled its placid surface, 
 and the long low line of Tuscan shore lies 
 bright and beautiful in the morning sunlight, 
 Civita Vecchia, aged, quaint, and dreary, 
 perched in sombre gravity on the edge of 
 the blue sea. A little bustla of importance 
 is imparted by a frigate and a garrison, 
 otherwise the most important seaport in the 
 papal dominions would be as deserted and 
 silent as mined Pompeii. 
 
 Mrs. Tremaine and Constance amused 
 themselves by giving sous to the beggars, 
 while Mr. Carnegie went through the an- 
 noyance of opening trunks and boxes for 
 the custom-house inspectors. 
 
 At last all is arranged, and they are seat- 
 ed in the quaint, rattling carriage, drawn 
 by two scrubby horses, ornamented with 
 plumes and jangling bells; the postilion 
 cracks his whip, gives an unearthly yell, and 
 away they go, followed by the shouts of 
 beggars and the barking of dogs. 
 
 They stopped a few moments at Palo to 
 change horses. 
 
 " What a dreary, romantic place 1 " cried 
 Mrs. Tremaine. 
 
 And indeed it was, a perfectly level 
 stretch of marshy ground ; a castle by the sea ; 
 a few cottages scattered here and there ; 
 herds of horses and sheep tended by their 
 respective shepherds, who now and then 
 droned out a wild, plaintive wail on their 
 pipes, which was taken up by one and an- 
 other, and repeated far away, until it died 
 into distance and silence ; a white mist, 
 rising spectre-like over the land, and the 
 sad twilight brooding over all. 
 
 Near the little osteria was an immense 
 cactus, said to be over a hundred years old ; 
 it was fifteen feet high, and the leaves were 
 ten or twelve inches thick, and were com- 
 pletely covered with names and dates cut 
 into the surface. 
 
 " What a strange record ! " said Mr. Car- 
 negie, laughing, "a unique way to regis- 
 ter one's same. However, it is likely to be 
 more lasting than simple paper and ink ; and 
 I see many autographs the writers of which 
 have been famous for the last fifty years. But, 
 poor old book, you must soon close up, for 
 your leaves are all full." However, he Ibund 
 a little place on a sprouting leaf, and added 
 his initials, which he said would grow and 
 increase in size long after he was dust and 
 ashes. 
 
 So they went on their way, leaving Palo 
 by the sea to mist and darkness. A few
 
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 hours afterward they entered the gloomy 
 Porta Cavallegieri, and suddenly came un- 
 der the colonnades and into the square of 
 St. Peter's. The vast pile, outlined against 
 the blue-black sky, seemed more immense 
 and impressive than when seen under the 
 full light of day. 
 
 " Now," they all exclaimed, simulta- 
 neously, " we know we are in Rome ! " 
 
 CHAPTER XIV. 
 
 SANTO SPIRITO. 
 
 ' The poet in a golden clime was born, 
 
 With golden stars above, 
 
 Dowered with the hate of hate, the scorn of scorn, 
 The love of loviv' 
 
 IN the autumn of 1834, some twenty-five 
 years before the opening of our story, 
 the nuns of the foundling hospital of Santo 
 Spirito at Rome were gathered in the re- 
 fectory taking their comfortable supper. 
 
 " What a hard day this has been ! " said 
 Sister Agatha, the sweet-looking nun who 
 sat always in the camera delta rota'. 
 " Thirty-five little innocents, and none of 
 them over a day old ! " 
 
 " Are all the wards full ? " inquired the 
 Superior, a benevolent nun of forty years or 
 more. 
 
 " All are full," replied Sister Seraphina, 
 the guardian of the wards ; " not a place for 
 another, unless a little one who came Sun- 
 day drops off to-night, and I think he will 
 before another hour. Six to-day ! It is 
 really a pretty sight to sea them all lying in 
 the chapel side by side like so many little 
 marble figures, sweot innocents ! " Sister 
 Seraphina was interrupted by the sudden 
 and imperative sound of a bell. Sister 
 Agatha, starting up, exclaimed, " Madonna 
 mia ! there is the bell again. Thirty-six 
 times it -has rung to-day, and not a place 
 for another child." And, taking a small 
 lamp, she hastened to the camera della rota, 
 followed by Sister Serajphina. 
 
 The wheel turned, and there, in the lit- 
 tle velvet-lined basket with the golden em- 
 blem of the Santo Spirito on the canopy, 
 lay a child of a few days old, so lovely that 
 Sister Agatha, in all the hundreds she had 
 transferred from the rota to the ward 
 basket, had never seen one so beautiful. 
 
 "Angela mio L" she exclaimed, bending 
 over it, entranced. " What eyes, and such 
 soft little curls ! and how fair and white ! 
 Does any one wish to speak ? " she inquired 
 at the grating. " They have gone," she 
 said, " and in a hurry," as no answer came. 
 " How could any one abandon such an 
 angel as this But let us examine him to see 
 if there is any mark or name by which he 
 may be known." 
 
 5 
 
 " Nothing, I declare, said Sister Sera- 
 phina ; ' but see how fine his linen is, and 
 what rich lace! This is no 'common lial.y. 
 We must keep watch over the child ; there 
 is some mystery connected with him. But 
 what shall we name him ? I am sure I can 
 think of nothing." 
 
 " To-day is San Clemcnte ; but we can't 
 name them all after the same saint, thirty- 
 six Clementes in one day is too many." 
 
 While they were talking the child lay 
 quite still in the lap of Sister Agatha, look- 
 ing in her face with large, solemn brown 
 eyes. Suddenly he broke into a little pitiful 
 wail ; the nun pressed him to her In-art and 
 soothed him gently. " I have decided," she 
 said, after a few moments' thought, and her 
 eyes were filled with tears as she spoke. 
 " I will name him for my only brother, 
 who died a few weeks ago ; yes, I will 
 name him Guido, Guide Bernardo." So 
 she opened the book and registered it, 
 No. 36, October 23, md stamped it with 
 the seal of the Holy Spirit. 
 
 " Now," she said, " tell Padre Filippo 
 there is another to baptize, and we will 
 take him to the chapel." 
 
 They found a priest waiting, a dull, fat 
 man in a dirty surplice, and rather cross 
 because he had been interrupted in the 
 midst of his supper. When he saw the 
 child ne muttered, " Another ! " and crossed 
 himself as if he feared contamination from 
 the innocent who smiled in his lace. He 
 took the oil from the altar-boy and rubbed 
 it behind the ears, and crammed his 
 finger covered with salt into the dear little 
 mouth, at which the child wailed piteously. 
 He then sprinkled it freely with water, 
 mumbled over the name Sister Agatha had 
 given him, made the sign of the cross on its 
 forehead and breast, and then went away to 
 finish his supper, feeling that he had added 
 one more lamb to the fold of Christ. 
 
 As they turned to leave the chapel they 
 were- met at the door by one of the nurses, 
 who carried a little cold, stark figure; it 
 was the baby who was brought on Sunday, 
 and had died just in time to leave its bed 
 to the new-comer. Sister Seraphina took it 
 from the woman, and, turning to a sort of 
 shelf before the altar covered with a white 
 sheet, she laid it down side by side with six 
 other little marble figures, their pinched 
 baby faces wearing a look of prematut 
 pitiful to behold. They composed its ten- 
 der limbs, and Sister Seraphina, bending 
 over it, said, softly, " Sicjnor mio, have 
 mercy on this little soul, and may it be with 
 Thee to-night in paradise ! Seven more 
 angels to sing before the Madonna. Thank 
 God they are gone!" And sighing softly. 
 =he turned away and left the little sleepers 
 before the altar, with the dim light from the 
 swinging lamp falling over them. Tho next
 
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 morning they would ba laid away in a cold, 
 dark grave in the Campo Santo, with a 
 little nameless white cross above the spot. 
 
 Sister Agatha selected the healthiest, 
 sweetest-tempered nurse for her little charge, 
 and did not leave him until she saw him 
 sleeping in the most comfortable bed. She 
 kissed him over and over, and drew the 
 curtains together with a lingering fond- 
 ness. 
 
 Many poor little abandoned children 
 came, suffered a few days, and then died, or 
 were taken away from the hospital to be 
 nursed ; the number of the arrivals did not 
 decrease, neither did the number of deaths. 
 Yet the little Guido grew and flourished, 
 and every day added something to his in- 
 fantine loveliness. Sister Agatha and Sister 
 Seraphina tried which could exceed the 
 other in attention and affection. And ths 
 nurse declared it was never a mortal baby, 
 but a little angel sent from heaven to make 
 them all batter and more patient. " It smiles 
 always, and yet there is something in its 
 face that haunts me, and I can never for- 
 get it, even when I close my eyes in the 
 night." 
 
 One day, about six weeks after -the child 
 had come, Sister Agatha sat alone in the 
 camera della rota, engaged in arranging 
 her books for the approaching examfhation 
 of the directors. Soune one tapped at tho 
 door. "Entrate,'' she said without looking up. 
 When she raised her eyes a short, dark 
 woman stood before her, a rather plain, 
 but honest face, with a large crimson mark 
 on the left cheek. She was neatly and 
 plainly dressed as a servant, in a shawl, 
 with a white kerchief over her head ; she 
 looked sad, and her eyes were red with 
 wesping. 
 
 " Well, Filomena, what can I do for you ? 
 Are you in trouble again ? Have you lost 
 another baby ? " 
 
 " Ah, Madonna mia I I have lost my 
 only one, my last baby, and he was so 
 bright and healthy until a few hours before 
 his death. It is the fourth, and I have no 
 courage to bear it patiently. I dislike to 
 put another baby to my breast, but I must ; 
 rny milk will not dry up, so I have come for 
 a nursling. Ah, misera me .' it is the fourth 
 time I have come." 
 
 " The wards are very full, and we are 
 glad to send some of the children out. Come 
 in and select one ; but I suppose if you have 
 another child you will bring it back." 
 
 " Yes," replied the woman. " I am too 
 poor to keep a child long that is not 
 mine." 
 
 They entered the ward, and Filomena 
 passed from one bed to another, raising the 
 curtains and looking with close scrutiny at 
 each little sleeper, until she paused at the 
 cot of Guido and exclaimed, " Here is 
 
 one I will take ; it is like the child I have 
 lost ! " 
 
 " No, no ! " said Sister Agatha almost 
 fiercely, " not that one ; we can 't spare him, 
 he is our little pet. Take any other " ; and 
 she bent over the child as if to shield him 
 from danger. 
 
 The little creature awoke and smiled in her 
 face. "Angela mio," she said, "they shall 
 not take thee away " ; and kissing it over 
 and over she left the bed. 
 
 As she turned she saw the woman leaving 
 the ward. 
 
 " What ! " she exclaimed, " are you not 
 goins to take a child ? " 
 
 " No," she replied, sullenly, " not unless I 
 can have that; he is like my dear baby, and 
 I could love him. I can 't take another ; 
 beside, you said I could have my choice." 
 
 " It is true, -Filomena, it is true, you 
 can have your choice. It is one of the laws 
 of the institution to show no partiality, and I 
 have no right to interfere between you and 
 your choice," replied Sister Agatha with 
 tears in her eyes. " But I love (his little 
 thing, and I can't bear to lose it. The 
 Blessed Virgin is kind ; she knows I am fixing 
 my affections, that should all belcng to her 
 and her dear Sen, on this child, and so she 
 sends you to take him away to save me from 
 further sin. To-night 1 will repeat forty 
 times ' Hail Mary,' and the Mother of God 
 will forgive me. Yes, Filcmena, you may 
 have the child, but be good to him." 
 
 She took the sweet baby in her armp, 
 pressed her pale cheek against his rosy little 
 face, kissed over and over the rings of his 
 glossy hair, then, making the sin of the 
 cross on his breast, she wrapped him in a 
 warm, thick blanket and gave him to Filo- 
 mena. " Bring him to me once a week, so 
 that I may see that he is doing well," she 
 said, in a husky voice. 
 
 The woman premised to do so, and went 
 away with her precious burden. 
 
 Poor Sister Agatha walked slowly back 
 to the camera della rota with a great va- 
 cancy in her heart; mere than once she 
 pressed her crucifix to her lips and mur- 
 mured earnestly & pater nosier. Alter that, 
 the nurses noticed that she did not visit 
 the wards as often as when the little Guido 
 was there. 
 
 Every week Filomena brought the child 
 to Sister Agatha, who found him more love- 
 ly and interesting each time. The poor 
 nun's sad face lighted up with joy when she 
 pressed him to her bosom, and if by chance 
 his little caressing hand touched her thin 
 cheek, a flush would rest there a moment 
 and then die away, leaving her paler than 
 before. She would put the child suddenly 
 from her as though she had been guilty of 
 some crime because she had listened to the 
 yearning cries of her woman's heart.
 
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 One day, when he was a few months old, 
 Filomena brought him back and ' gave him 
 into the arms of Sister Agatha, saying, with 
 choking sobs, that her husband would not 
 allow her to keep him any longer, because 
 she had procured a situation in an English 
 family that required all her attention. 
 
 " I cannot bear to part with him an hour, 
 I love him so, and he is so good and gentle. 
 Angela mio, Guido mio," she said over and 
 over, pressing pussiimate kisses on his little 
 hands and face before she left him. 
 
 Sister Seraphina's rosy, good-natured face 
 broke into radiant smiles when she saw the 
 child brought back to the ward again ; and 
 Sister Agatha said more pater no-tiers than 
 ever that night, but still there was a look of 
 sweet contentment on her face that had not 
 been there for some time. 
 
 From that hour the little Guido, in spite 
 of the laws of the institution, became the 
 pet of the whole sisterhood ; even the Su- 
 perior often had him for hours in her room, 
 and when he commenced to walk, dozens 
 of loving hands were stretched out to support 
 his tottering steps and guard him from all 
 danger, and the first utterance of those 
 baby nothings, those meaningless little 
 sounds, were often converted into words of 
 profound wisdom. O^her poor, ugly, pitiful 
 little babies came and went, with scarcely 
 proper attention, while this little baauty 
 was pampered and petted as much as was 
 ever the only heir to a noble house, and yet 
 no one knew aught of his birth. Sister 
 Agatha spent hours in dreaming of the 
 probable future of this -child, for she never 
 doubted that he was of noble or even 
 princely birth ; and never did a grand car- 
 riage drive up to the hospital, and an ele- 
 gant-looking lady or gentleman alight, to 
 visit the institution, but her poor heart 
 would throb with an agony of fear that his 
 parents had come to claim him, or some 
 rich, childless people would wish to adopt 
 him. Her first impulse would be to hide 
 him, then she would remember how sinful 
 such thoughts were, and impose an extra 
 penance on herself. But no one claimed 
 him, neither did any one offer to adopt 
 him. Perhaps the casual glance of the visit- 
 or did not detect the beauty in the child 
 that the poor nuns saw when they, in 
 their thoughts, likened him. to the infant 
 Jesu. 
 
 Every week Filomena- came to see him, 
 bringing with her toys and bvnbon*, to pro- 
 cure which she had often robbed herself 
 of the very necessities of life. She always 
 spoke of him with strange authority, saying 
 that when matters went better with them 
 shs should take him again. 
 
 So time passed on, and Guido reached his 
 eighth year, as beautiful and intelligent 
 a child as ever was seen. He came and 
 
 went, wandering at will through the wards 
 and long corridors, prattling French with 
 the French nuns and Italian with the Ital- 
 ians. Sister Agatha taught him in 
 and the happiest hours of her life wore. 
 when she held the child on her lap, and 
 heard his sweet innocent lips murmur some 
 little verse or prayer s-he had taught him. 
 He was not a gay child ; he seldom laughed 
 aloud, and was never noisy at his play, but 
 was always gentle and docile. It seemed 
 as though some sorrow had marked him 
 before his birth and still rested upon 
 him. 
 
 The nun would often look into his face, 
 with .its broad intelligent Ion he ul. around 
 which clustered curls of soft brown hair, its 
 straight aristocratic features and melan- 
 choly eyes, and wonder what talent was 
 pent up in the little brain; for she m -u-r 
 doubted that he would prove to be a <ii cat 
 genius, and would one day astonish the 
 world. 
 
 One afternoon he was in the garden alone, 
 kneeling before the fountain and dabbling 
 his little hands in the water that overran 
 the basin. Sister Agatha watched him 
 from the window, while he played in an ab- 
 stracted sort of way unusual in children, 
 moving his hands up and down in rhythmic: 
 motion, while his eyes were fixed dreamily 
 on the blue sky. 
 
 " The little angel, what can he be think- 
 ing of? I dare say the blessed Madonna is 
 speaking to him," she said, foftly. " She 
 will not leave such a cherub long to us poor 
 sinners." 
 
 At that moment a bird alighted on the 
 edge of the fountain, and, turning its head 
 on one side, began to warble a clear, sweet 
 song. 
 
 The child regarded it a moment, and then, 
 without changing the dotion of his hands, 
 he commenced to imitate the notes; at first 
 low and sweet, then clearer and louder, until 
 his voice rose to the shrill soprano of the 
 feathered fonister. 
 
 Sister Agatha listened enchanted. "Ah," 
 she said, " it is music he loves. I will teach 
 him, and one day he will become a great 
 maestro." 
 
 That same evening when the setting sun 
 was painting a golden aureole around the 
 head of the Madonna over the altar in the 
 little chapel, the nun took Guido by the 
 hand and led him to the picture to say his 
 Ave Marih. A sudden thought seemed to 
 enter her mind, for she seated In r-elf at the 
 orian, which was rarely used, and played 
 s il'tly a few bars of one of Beethoven's sym- 
 phonies, all the while watcliin-i (lie face of 
 the child. A hundred varying ex;n->'nns 
 pa.-1-ed over it, and when she finished be 
 said in a suppressed voice. ' .-1 >,i;.r<i." 
 She repeated it several times, then, much to
 
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 her astonishment, his little fingers strayed 
 over the keys, touching almost always the 
 same notes she had played. From that 
 nit*ht dated the commencement of his musi- 
 cal instruction. Sister Agatha devoted 
 every spare moment to this new pleasure. 
 It was astonishing how rapidly he learned 
 to repeat everything he heard. Sometimes 
 the Superior took him to the Church of 
 Santo Spirito to hear vespers. He would 
 go into the little chapel after his return and 
 repeat correctly nearly all he had heard. 
 
 One day the Pope came to say high 
 mass at Santo Spirito, and Guido sang 
 with a choir of little boys. It was a scene 
 he never forgot. The great church was 
 hung with crimson and gold, and aglow with 
 hundreds of lighted tapers ; the pictures 
 were all uncovered, and the high altar was 
 adorned with flowers and with gold and sil- 
 ver candlesticks. When the Pope entered, 
 followed by the long procession of cardi- 
 nals, bishops, priests, and guards, the child's 
 delight knew no bounds. When the mu- 
 sic began, and the chorus of young voices 
 joined, the little soul* rose, pulsed, and 
 throbbed with the first aspiration of genius, 
 and overflowed in a strain of such pure and 
 liquid soprano that every eye was turned 
 to the orchestra, and all said that some 
 little angel had descended among them, for 
 never before were such heavenly strains 
 heard on earth. When the mass was finished 
 the Pope asked for the little singer, and 
 Guido was brought, trembling with excite- 
 ment, into the presence of his Holiness, who 
 blessed him, and told him he must go to the 
 College of San Michele to study, and in a 
 few years he should become one of his choir 
 and sing for him always. 
 
 The child went back to the hospital, his 
 little heart bounding with joy ; but when he 
 told Sister Agatha she only pressed him to 
 her bosom and burst into tears. 
 
 CHAPTER XV. 
 
 SAN MICHELE. 
 
 A FEW days after Guido sang before the 
 Pope a cardinal's carriage drew up at 
 the door of Santo Spirito, and a cardinal 
 entered and asked for an interview with the 
 Superior. After a little conversation Guido 
 was sent for, and he was told tosing before 
 bis lordship. He instantly complied, filling 
 the dingy little room with such a flood of 
 melody that his listener was astonished, and 
 exclaimed, " It is true, he has a wonderful 
 voice, and he must begin to study at once 
 in the College of San Miehele. To-morrow I 
 will send him a permission to enter, and will 
 speak to the maestro to devote himself partic- 
 
 ularly to the cultivation of this exquisite tal- 
 ent." He patted the boy on the head, and 
 looked into the soft brown eyes with inquir- 
 ing interest, which at once won the child's 
 confidence and love ; and from that time 
 he became the warm friend and patron of 
 Guido. 
 
 The next day the boy bade a lingering 
 adieu to Sister Agatha, the nuns, the wards, 
 the garden, and the long corridors where 
 his baby feet had trod, the only home he 
 had ever known. Filomena was there, hold- 
 ing by the hand a little dark-eyed girl of nine 
 years, who was born a few months after she 
 brought Guido back to the hospital. The 
 children in their frequent but short inter- 
 views had become last friends, always call- 
 ing each other " brother " and " sister." 
 The boy kissed her over and over, filled her 
 little apron with, his worn-out toys, and said, 
 fondly, " Addio, sorella mia. When I have 
 left the college I shall come to live always 
 with you." 
 
 Sister Agatha led him reluctantly to the 
 priest who was waiting to accompany him, 
 gave him many last words of advice, and 
 impressed upon him to come as often as 
 once a week to see her. 
 
 He promised all she asked in a voice 
 choked with sobs, kissed her with deep 
 affection, that never changed or diminished 
 in all his after life, and, taking the hand of 
 the priest, the child went out from under 
 the shadow of Santo Spirito to begin the 
 life of the man. 
 
 When he had laid aside his little jacket, 
 and put on the straight black frock, the man- 
 tle, and the broad-brimmed hat of the in- 
 stitution, he already looked some years old- 
 er. Every- one would have singled this 
 child out from all the others as something 
 superior. His delicate, spiritual face, his 
 large, melancholy eyes, his soft, curling 
 brown hair, his small hands and feet, and 
 his graceful and dignified bearing, separated 
 him from the vulgar herd. The very per- 
 fections that set him aside from the others 
 also made him a butt for petty jealousy and 
 envy, which arc as apparent in children as 
 in older persons. Then commenced for the 
 poor boy a series of annoyances and perse- 
 cutions which he, petted and cherished as he 
 had been by the good sisters, found it difficult 
 to endure patiently. However, he seldom 
 complained ; if he found his music-copies torn 
 and blotted, his favorite books hidden, the 
 stops of the organ filled with paper ; or if he 
 was saluted with shouts and laughs of deris- 
 ion ; if, instead of joining in their rough games 
 at recreation, he preferred to sit apart with 
 a book, yet there was something in the boy, 
 that, in spite of their petty malice, inspired 
 them with a sort of respect and fear that 
 kept them at a certain distance. And he 
 even had his followers ; some few who dared
 
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 to show their preference were devoted, and 
 almost slavish, in their attachment. He 
 found his bed hard and dirty, his cell 
 dark and damp, his food poor and scanty ; 
 yet he cared for none of these things. Mu- 
 sic was his passion, and he applied himself 
 with never-wearying industry. 
 
 The maestro, although he was a cruel, 
 coarse man, was nevertheless a good teacher, 
 developing to the utmost the talent that had 
 been placed under his charge by one of the 
 
 eatest patrons of music in Koine. The 
 
 boy grew slighter and more spiritual each 
 day, and Cardinal Catrucci, when he visited 
 the institution, would say, " He studies 
 too hard, he must have more exercise and 
 amusement. Why does he not play with 
 the other boys during the hours of recrea- 
 tion ? " 
 
 " He never will," replied the priest. 
 " While the others are shouting and halloo- 
 ing, running and racing, he walks slowly up 
 and down under the trees, his head bent 
 over a book, or sits in the garden, with his 
 arms folded, looking at the sky; and in- 
 stead of sleeping he gets out of bed, and 
 goes stealing down the stairs, and through : 
 the dark passages to the chapel, where he | 
 plays all sorts of odd wild tunes ; but now 
 the maestro has put a stop to that ; he won't 
 have us disturbed at night by the freaks of 
 this half-uiad boy." 
 
 "E un rajazzo tanto curioso" said the 
 Cardinal, slowly walking away and shaking 
 his head thoughtfully. 
 
 Guido's chief happiness was to sing in the 
 churches on festa days ; there was some- 
 thing intoxicating in the decorations, the 
 lights, the flowers, the pictures, the crowds 
 of people, and the strains of the orchestra, 
 that almost made him forget he was on ! 
 earth. And indeed he sang as though he 
 were already an angel in heaven. People 
 came from far and near to hear the boy 
 sing, and before he was twelve years old he 
 was looked upon as a prodigy. 
 
 One day, when Guido was fifteen, there 
 was a great festa in Santo Spirito, where he 
 had first su'ng before the Pope. The church 
 was crowded to overflowing. Sister Agatha 
 and Filomena were there, both looking with 
 pride at their boy, who stood in the orches- 
 tra, his arms folded, his head thrown back 
 with an air of conscious superiority, waiting 
 for his solo. 
 
 In all his after life.Guiio Bernardo never 
 forgot that day. The memory of the lights, 
 the crowd of eager, upturned faces, the sud- 
 den hush of expectation, the first strains of 
 the orchestra, and the dim blank that fol- 
 lowed, often made a cold sweat start on his 
 brow, and a choking sensation fill his throat 
 for a moment, when, years from that time, he 
 arose to sing before a large audience. 
 
 The leader raised his baton, the stringed 
 
 instruments wailed out a few notes ; Guido 
 glanced at his music and opened his mouth, 
 but instead of sweet liquid strains t!i 
 sued only harsh, discordant sounds; In- 
 paused, cleared his throat, made another 
 effort, but in vain ; his voice was gone ! 
 Alas, he could not sing ! The loader looked 
 at him severely^ a murmur rose from the 
 crowd, the orchestra sounded miles awav, 
 the lights danced and whirled, and then 
 everything grew black and indistinct, and 
 the boy fell, pale anl unconscious, into the 
 arms of a singer behind him. 
 
 They carried him to the hospital, where 
 he lay for many weeks ill with l.\. 
 delirium. Sister Agatha and the nuns 
 tended him day and night with um\v 
 care. At last he was convalescent, but the 
 shadow of himself, more spiritual, more 
 melancholy than ever. It was the fir-: 
 disappointment of his life, the first check to 
 his ambitious dreams. He had fancied hU 
 future a scene of successes : he had looked 
 forward eagerly to the time when, his Miid- 
 ies ended, he should enter the service of the 
 Pope, his proudest desire. Xow what had 
 he to live for ? His voice was gone, hi.- 
 ended before it had scarcely begun. He 
 thought with agony of the lost homage and 
 flattery of his audiences, the murmurs of de- 
 light and admiration that he rdiotild hear no 
 more ; his fellows had worshipped him t'or a 
 little while, and the boy was not insensible 
 to the allurements of fame. Now it was fin- 
 ished, and perhaps the bitterest drop in his 
 cup was the thought of the exultant triumph 
 of his fellow-students, many of whom, 
 while tlu'y cringed and fawned to him in the 
 days of his prosperity, hated him with ail the 
 strength of envy and jealousy. He \r 
 to himself the severity and unkindness of 
 the maestro, whose interest in him would 
 en because he no longer had l ! 
 do him credit. And sometimes ];> even 
 feared he should lose the friendship and 
 patronage of the Cardinal. 
 
 Poor boy, after he was fully recovered he 
 went back to San Michele, little caring 
 what became of him. If it had not 
 for the patient encouragement, the wise and 
 tender counsel of Sister A;_aiha. and the 
 unchanzin-JT affection of Filomena. he would 
 have sunk entirely under his terrible (li-aj)- 
 pointment. As it was, his nature seemed to 
 have changed. He was no lonjyr sweet 
 and gentle, but silent, moody, and 
 sullen; he seemed to have, grown taller and 
 older by years during the lew weeks of ill- 
 ness and mental suffering. Hi;' lir.-t act 
 when he entered the College was i<> collect 
 together his nmsic-b . half- 
 
 finished compositions, and put them all 
 away out of his sight. 
 
 " I shall renounce the study of music and 
 devote myself to something else," he .-aid
 
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 to the maestro, who paid little attention 
 to him since he had ceased to be a prod- 
 
 " As you please," he replied, coldly ; " but 
 losing your voice does not prevent you 
 from" becoming a creditable performer if 
 you study closely." 
 
 " I have no desire," said the boy, gloom- 
 ily. " In fact, I hate the sound of mu- 
 sic." 
 
 There was no more stealing down dark 
 passages at midnight into the chapel, no 
 more hours of dreamy twilight devoted to 
 sweet and tender harmony, that had filled 
 his voung soul with ecstasy. Something 
 seemed to have gone out of his life ; all the 
 greenness and beauty had faded into dull 
 cold gray. He was like Beethoven, who, 
 after he had lost his hearing, seemed also 
 to have lost his sight. 
 
 In this College, where the sciences as well 
 as the fine arts were taught, he had no diffi- 
 culty in finding some other employment for 
 his thoughts and time. Now books became 
 his only companions ; he struggled with 
 Greek, Latin, metaphysics, and philosophy ; 
 he experimented in chemistry and geology ; 
 he triad to turn the desires of his life into 
 now channels. But in vain; foijever in his 
 ears sounded almost mockingly sweet strains 
 of bewitching melody, and ever before his 
 eyes were passing combinations of notes 
 that he knew would produce harmonious 
 sounds ; but still he turned resolutely away 
 from . their temptations, saying, " No, no, 
 you have proved a fickle mistress ; you have 
 disappointed me once, and I now renounce 
 you forever." 
 
 He lived a life apart from his fellow- 
 students, he held no more intercourse with 
 them than was absolutely necessary. Nei- 
 ther did he endure any longer with pa- 
 tience their sneers and taunts. A sudden 
 pallor, a flash of lurid, portentous fire from 
 the brown eyes, warned them that there 
 was a lion slumbering under the fleece of 
 the lamb, which it was best not to arouse. 
 So gradually they fell off, avoided him, 
 and left him entirely to his own devices. To 
 no one but Sister Agatha and the Cardinal 
 did he express the disappointment of his 
 retired life. The nun would soothe him 
 gently, telling him if he never sang again 
 on earth he would sing more sweetly before 
 the Madonna in heaven. And the old Car- 
 dinal, whose friendship and kindness never 
 abated, would with more worldly wisdom 
 encourage him to be patient, and later his 
 voice would return to him sweeter and 
 stronger than ever; but Guido would only 
 shake his head mournfully and reply, his 
 eyes overflowing with tears, " No, no, it is 
 gone forever." 
 
 Through the influence of Cardinal Ca- 
 trucci he had had a small cell ajskjned to 
 
 him alone, and there he often spent most 
 of the night in chemical experiments, or 
 trying resolutely to solve some scientific 
 problem, which too often resulted in failure 
 and disappointment. Still he found in it a 
 sort of unsatisfactory satisfaction, if one 
 might use the term, for it served to distract 
 his thoughts from the one absorbing sub- 
 ject. The other students mockingly called 
 him matto, and left him to live out his days 
 in loneliness and sadness. The two years 
 that followed the loss of his voice were 
 years of bitter trial, hopelessness, and de- 
 spair to poor Guido ; but nevertheless the 
 discipline served to strengthen and develop 
 his character, and his studies opened new 
 avenues of knowledge that would have re- 
 mained forever closed if he had devoted 
 himself only to his beloved art. 
 
 From the very first hour Guido entered 
 the College he understood and telt that the 
 maestro's interest in him was not sincere, 
 only assumed to please the Cardinal, whose 
 patronage he desired. After the loss of his 
 voice, as / he had no longer any motive for 
 acting the part he Ifad undertaken, he let 
 no opportunity pass that offered a chance 
 to insult or impose some new burden on the 
 poor boy, who at last determined to endure 
 it no longer. He was an exquisite copyist 
 of music, and for a long time the maestro, 
 unknown to the principal of the College, 
 had been in the habit of taking manuscript 
 from the different churches to rewrite and 
 arrange. This he gave Guido to do, who 
 at first complied willingly ; but when he 
 saw that his task increased each day, and 
 interfered with his studies, it grew very 
 irksome, and at last became a thorough 
 drudgery. 
 
 One morning he sat at his desk with a 
 scientific work open before him. He was 
 not studying ; his head ached and throbbed 
 in an unusual manner. His eyes were hot 
 and tired, for he had not slept the night be- 
 fore until nearly dawn, and these vigils were 
 telling upon him. " How will all this end ? ' 
 he thought, taking a gloomy retrospect of 
 the last two years, " how will it end ? I 
 am wasting my health and youth in pursu- 
 ing a shadow ; my life is aimless. I shall 
 arrive at nothing because I strive for noth- 
 ing. The only pursuit I really loved, and 
 would have devoted my life to, is impossible 
 to me now. Why did God give me that 
 
 florious voice and then take it away just as 
 had learned to prize it ? " His sad cogi- 
 tations were interrupted by the maestro, 
 who laid before him some sheets of music, 
 bidding him, in a harsh, authoritative tone, 
 to copy them immediately. 
 
 " I cannot," replied Guido, firmly ; " my 
 studies require all my time, and you have 
 no right to exact this of me." 
 
 The maestro looked at him a moment m
 
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 mute astonishment, and then said, in a voice 
 choked with rage, " Insolent ! How dare 
 you disobey me '{ Give it to me completed 
 before night, or you will repent not having 
 done it." 
 
 Guido pushed the manuscript away from 
 him with a look of proud determination on 
 his face as he said, " I will not touch it ! I 
 will never copy another bar of music for 
 you again ! " He had scarcely finished the 
 sentence when a stinging blow in the face 
 staggered and almost blinded him. 
 
 Before the hand that dealt the blow had 
 fallen, he sprang at the throat of the maestro 
 with the agility and strength of a young 
 tiger, his face deadly pale, his nostrils dis- 
 tended, and his eyes like glowing coals of 
 fire. 
 
 " Canct'i'la ! '' he said, between his clenched 
 teeth ; and he tightened his grasp until the 
 priest's face grew purple and his eyes rolled 
 in their sockets, then, with a long look of 
 scorn* and contempt, he threw him heavily 
 to the ground. 
 
 The noise brought a half-dozen priests 
 to the spot in a moment, and Guido was 
 dragged away to a small dark cell, a 
 place of punishment for all unruly stu- 
 dents. 
 
 There, his whole soul struggling with rage 
 and indignation, his face still smarting 
 from the stinging blow, he threw himself 
 on the pile of straw that served for a bed, 
 and gave vent to his overwrought feelings 
 in convulsive sobs. 
 
 " O Christ ! " he moaned, " hast thou for- 
 gotten the suffering of thy life that thou 
 hast no pity on me ? I would have pre- 
 ferred to be good and patient and gentle if 
 this cruelty had not been thrust upon me. 
 I have tried to bear the reproach of my 
 birth, my lost hopes, my ruined career ; but 
 why must I endure insult ? Ungrateful 
 that I am ! Sweet Jesus, wert thou not buf- 
 feted, spit upon, and smitten in the face ? 
 and yet thou hast not complained, while I, 
 for one blow, one insult, have forgotten all, 
 and been in my rage like a wild beast ! O 
 Holy Mother, forgive me ! " and he pressed 
 almost frantically to his lips the little cruci- 
 fix Sister Agatha had given him, and prayed 
 with more tervor of entreaty than ever be- 
 fore in his life. 
 
 When he aro.ve from his knees he was calm 
 and subdued. The tempest had swept over 
 a hot and arid dj.-eri-, and now succeeded a 
 rain of tears. The dry, parched soil was 
 moistened and cooled, and the hungering, 
 thirsting soul was filled with peace. 
 
 One morning, six days after his confine- 
 ment, Guido lay on the straw in his cell, 
 his eyes half closed and dull, his hair matted 
 and damp, his lips black and parched, and 
 the fever spot burning hot and red on his 
 wasted cheeks. The black bread that had 
 
 been served to him from time to time lay 
 on the floor beside him. He had not tatted 
 any lor several days. But the j: 
 had been drained with eager ha-u , ;.:,d m.v 
 he was dying with thirst and it would not 
 be replenished for some hour.-. The yellow 
 morning light stole into the narrow . 
 window, and lingered lo\i:i'jl\ <\< 
 haggard lace of the" boy. The heavjfclids 
 drooped lower and lower, and he l;.p.-td lulu 
 a sort of half delirium, hall* stupor, in which 
 he was unconscious of his pmt ui II.IM : 
 loneliness, for he believed l<i:i:;c!t': 
 child in the garden of Santo Spirito, and ho 
 babbled faintly of fountains ami li 
 " How cool and fre^h is the sound oi the 
 water as it splashes in the La^n, and my 
 bird sings always the eame tong"; then 
 again he setmed to be in the little chapel, 
 and his fingers strayed over the ke\ s < 1 the 
 organ, while he sang sweet ;md mournful 
 Ave Marias; or he fancied Liin.-ilf in St. 
 Peter's, where the painted angels in the 
 dome acd the marble angels on the pillars 
 all became living, floating, and moving ; and 
 all the figures in all the pictures came < ,ut 
 of the frames and knelt at the altar . 
 passed to and fro, and joined in the great 
 procession of white-robed {iik.'l-, \\hi!e he, 
 high above all, floating in a golden haze, 
 seemed to sing and ting, ui.til (.very part of 
 the vast cathedral was filled with wondrous 
 melody. Then arote from all the dense 
 crowd below great waves oi , like 
 
 the sound of many waters ; and the : 
 gathered around him and murmured words 
 of love and welcome, for they told him he 
 had come to join them and to be with them 
 forever. Suddenly all changed, and he 
 seemed to be sinking slowly, slowly down 
 from a great height of bliss intj darkness 
 and despair. With the fall he awoke, and 
 turned his heavy eyes first on the empty 
 jug, then on the small barred window, 
 black, bare walls, and heavy, iron-spiked 
 door. 
 
 " All," he moaned, " this is the end of all, 
 to die in this narrow cell, alone, with 
 no one to speak a last word of comfort or 
 to moisten my lips! O for one di; 
 of pure cold water, one breath oi 
 morning air ! How soon to die, how 
 young to finish life ! but it is well." The 
 old smile of infantine -- 
 
 up his face, and he clasped his hands in 
 a sort of ecstasy. " It is well ; 1 shall sing 
 again." 
 
 Suddenly there was a noise of many 
 voices outside; the door opened, and Gu'ub 
 saw Cardinal Catrucci on the threshold, 
 followed by several prie.-ts. 
 
 " Father in heaven ! " he exclaimed. 
 " What does this mean '! Why did you nt 
 tell me the boy was dying iu this miserable 
 hole?" '
 
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 CHAPTER XVI. 
 
 VILLA ALDOBRANDINI. 
 
 ONE evening in June Guido stood on the 
 balcony of the Villa Aldobrandini, 
 leaning on the arm of Cardinal Catrucci. 
 He was very pale, and wasted almost to a 
 shadow, but as he gazed on the lovely scene 
 before him his face lighted up with an ex- 
 pression of joy and contentment that gave 
 promise of returning health and happi- 
 ness. 
 
 The setting sun painted with golden glory 
 all the broad campagna, and brought out 
 here and there spots of emerald green or 
 rich warm brown; touched with dusky 
 bronze the old tombs and ruined aque- 
 ducts, the decaying monuments of past 
 glory ; the mountains were bathed in violet 
 light ; the west was all aglow with streaks 
 of crimson and gold ; the dome of St. Peter's 
 stood distinctly outlined against the gor- 
 geous background ; the seven-hilled eity was 
 before him. She who had once been the 
 mistress of the world reclined, aged and 
 sad, with her robes of antiquity folded in 
 stately dignity about her. 
 
 " How exquisitely beautiful ! " exclaimed 
 Guido, after a long, intense gaze. " It is 
 strange I have never before felt the beauty 
 of nature as now ; perhaps it is because my 
 heart is at rest and I am happy." 
 
 "Poor boy," said the Cardinal, kindly, 
 " you have suffered so much that comfort 
 and peace seem like paradise to you. The 
 evening air from the campagna is too chilly 
 in your present feeble condition. Let us go 
 into the garden ; the sound of the cascade 
 and fountains have a peculiar charm for me 
 at this hour " ; and, supporting Guido tender- 
 ly, they passed through the grand hall and 
 out into the court, where the cascade from 
 the hillside leapt down its marble stairs, 
 and fell into the immense basin with a cool, 
 splashing sound, that made the boy's slug- 
 gish blood bound and flow through his veins 
 with syns of returning health. 
 
 Terrace rose above terrace, crowned with 
 ilex, olive, and acacia; against the waxy 
 blossoms of the orange-trees glowed in 
 strong contrast the crimson clusters of the 
 granito. In the midst fell the silvery sheet 
 of water, white with foam, white as the 
 new-fallen snow. Above the opening in 
 the trees hung the crescent moon, with her 
 lovely attendant gently following in her 
 wake. The marble statues gleamed against 
 the dark background, the flowers, heavy 
 with dew, gave forth their varied and deli- 
 cate perfume, the birds on tired win^s 
 whirled and circled and sang a few clear 
 sweet strains ere they dropped down into 
 their nests for the night. 
 
 " How can I thank you enough for brin"-- 
 
 ing me here ! " said Guido, sinking down, 
 pale and exhausted, into a garden chair. 
 
 " By getting well and strong as fast as 
 possible," replied the Cardinal. " During 
 these two weeks I find you have gained 
 much, and you look a little less like a spirit 
 than the day I brought you here. Poor 
 boy, I thought you would not live a week ! " 
 and the tears glistened in the speaker's 
 eyes. 
 
 " I had suffered so much," replied Guido. 
 " I thought I should die alone in that dread- 
 ful place, shut out from the air and light of 
 heaven. It seemed about amended for me, 
 when you came, like an angel of God, to 
 save me." 
 
 " Canaylia ! " said the Cardinal, with an 
 expression of the deepest disgust. " They 
 tried to prevent me from seeing you; they 
 told me twenty lies before I found out where 
 you were. But never mind talking about 
 that now, my boy ; it is all over, an^ you 
 will not go back to San Michele again." 
 
 " O, thanks, thanks ! " said Guido, kissing 
 the hand of his benefactor with an expres- 
 sion of the deepest gratitude. " I can do 
 nothing there ; but let me remain with you, 
 1 shall be so contented and happy." 
 
 " Don't think of the future now, the first 
 consideration is to get well, and then we 
 shall do what is best. You must not remain 
 here any longer ; the sun has set, and there 
 may be poison in this balmy air." 
 
 Guido arose, and, throwing back his head 
 with a sigh of happiness, he exclaimed, " I 
 know my voice will come back to me ; my 
 heart tells me I shall sing again. Yes, even 
 now, I think I could sing." 
 
 And, trembling with excitement, he walked 
 hastily to the house, scarcely leaning on the 
 Cardinal. Entering the grand salon, dim in 
 the twilight, he seated liimself at the piano, 
 and drew forth a few timid, wavering sounds ; 
 then his touch became firmer, and he played 
 the prelude to an Ace Maria. Suddenly 
 his voice broke forth in a plaintive strain. 
 " Viryine santa, Mad re di Dio," he sang, but 
 no more in the clear liquid soprano of other 
 days ; his voice had changed to a rich 
 contralto. At first it was a little broken and 
 uncertain, but as he continued it gained in 
 strength and purity, rising in sweet and 
 noble pathos, filling with wonderful melody 
 every corner of the vaulted apartment. The 
 Cardinal listened in mute astonishment 
 until the last strain was finished, and then, 
 springing forward, he clasped Guido in his 
 arms, almost beside himself with delight. 
 
 The boy withdrew himself from the em- 
 brace of his friend, and raising his eyes to 
 heaven, with a touching expression of 
 gratitude, he said, solemnly, " I thank thee, 
 O God, because thou has been better to me 
 than I dared hope. Now indeed I am happy." 
 
 From that moment Giudo recovered his
 
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 health rapidly. The sorrow that had so 
 long preyed upon him was removed ; his 
 old sweetness of manner returned; his lips 
 again wore their gentle but half melancholy 
 smile ; his eyes beamed with joy and grati- 
 tude. The hope of his childhood was re- 
 newed to him. The two years that had 
 intervened were like a dark, troubled dream, 
 which he tried to forget. 
 
 He practised and studied constantly, 
 seeming contented only when engaged in 
 his labor of love. 
 
 Cardinal Catrucci often smiled with satis- 
 faction to see how light and firm his step 
 grew, how clear and happy his voice sound- 
 ed, as he passed through the gardens and 
 long corridors of the villa. One day he said 
 to Guido, ' I have decided as to your future 
 studies, and have arranged for you to enter 
 the Conservatory of Bologna, where you are 
 to remain until you are twenty. Now your 
 health is re-established we mu>t return to 
 Rome to make the necessary preparation 
 for your immediate departure." 
 
 Guido heard this news with delight, for it 
 had been his secret wish to study in this 
 school, famed throughout Italy. Then close 
 upon his joy came the sad thought that he 
 must leave the friend who had been a father 
 to him, and to whom his heart was bound 
 by the strongest ties of gratitude and affec- 
 tion. 
 
 AVhen he expressed his sorrow, the Cardi- 
 nal smiled a little sadly and sai-l,'"I shall 
 miss you, it is true ; but, my dear boy, you 
 will find many things in your new life to 
 distract your thoughts from me; an 1 (hi: 
 strongest proof you can give me of your 
 love is to make yourself a career worthy 
 your talents and noble nature. I ask no 
 other reward." 
 
 When Sister Agatha heard of the change 
 in the boy's prospects, and when he sang to 
 her, her joy and gratitude to the Madonna 
 were expressed with mingled prayers, smiles, 
 and tears. lt Oli ! " she s lid, looking at him 
 fondly, "how goo I our Blessed Mother has 
 been to you ! She has restored your voice, 
 stronger' sweeter, and more wonderful than 
 ever. I hope you will show your gratitude 
 by devoting it entirely to the service of the 
 Santo PailrK. Forget the world, Guido ; do 
 not strive lor the applause of men, sing only 
 to praise God." 
 
 Filomena and the nun both busied them- 
 selves in preparing his linen, and adding 
 what they c mid to his slender wardrobe. 
 
 The little Mona had grown into a mo-t 
 charming girl, and Guido loved her very 
 tenderly, lint always with the affection of a 
 brother. lie often said to himself, ' When I 
 make a name, and become rich, I will place 
 her in a. position worthy of her beauty?' 
 
 After a little time his arrangements were 
 completed, and he wen* forth to his new 
 6 
 
 life, loaded with the good wishes and bless- 
 ings of his friends. 
 
 It was a proud and happy day for Guido, 
 when, after two years' absence, he returned 
 to Koine with all the honors of the Conser- 
 vatory heaped upon him, 
 
 A fine, manly form, a bearing proud and 
 <l':t''iii<jui\ a i'ace that expressed tin; ; 
 and most noble Fcntinicnls, manner:- elegant 
 and refined, a character calm mid sch-sus- 
 tained, neither taciturn nor g.-:v. but grave 
 and gentle. A wonderful talent th. 
 admired and appreciated placed him at 
 once in a position that entirely satisfied the 
 most ambitious wish of his kind patron, the 
 Cardinal. 
 
 Sister Agatha and Filomena r< 
 him with infinite pride and ti in!en;i -: . He 
 as no longer to them Guido mio, but il 
 maestro. 
 
 Filomena and her husband had pros: 
 in a worldly point of view during the ab- 
 sence of Guido, but a heavy H now had 
 fallen upon them. Their only child, iheir 
 lovely, gentle Mona, had suddenly disap- 
 peared shortly after his departuie, and since 
 that time s-he had !'e< n as one dead to tin m. 
 They believed s-hc had strictly nuuiied and 
 then left her home with a wealthy , v 
 //,<;!' >r, with whom s-he. was !i\ing 
 where in elegance and comfort ; nut :die had 
 abandoned, without a word of farewell, the 
 parents who loved her to idolatry, and that 
 was an overwhelming cal; mity to the poor 
 mother, who had lost all her < hildreii save 
 this one. Often she would exclaim, " O, if 
 she had only died with the othei s ! " 
 
 Shortly after her di?aj ] c; i M . c a large 
 sum of money had come to them fiom ;:n 
 unknown donor, which tl - d to 
 
 be a penitential offering f'icm their child, 
 so they used it to furnish an apartment, 
 the rent of which suppi.rtt d il.cm in c< m- 
 fbrt. 
 
 ' Xow," said Fileiv.ena. alter re-counting 
 her sad story to Guido. \\l:o listened mourn- 
 fully, his heart filled with sorrow at the un- 
 certain fate of the sweet <jirl ulu.m he had 
 loved as a sister, "now ihat we have no 
 child, we hope you will live vith us. 'I hi-ve 
 is a room we never use, which will do nicely 
 for you, and it is y< nrs always. It i- truest 
 overlooks the court, but the sun shim s in 
 pleasantly all day, and the flowers on the 
 balcony make a pretty bit of color n< m the 
 window, and you can hear the fountain al- 
 ways with its "gentle murmur, which i 
 soothing when one is tired." 
 
 Guido thanked the. kind-hearted woman 
 for her generous oiler, which 1 
 without hesitation, and when he was finally 
 settled under her care l-'iloincna seemed al- 
 most to forget her trouble, for certainly she 
 was ha;, pier. After holing ;:t Guido. she 
 would say, with a thoughtful smile, ' Perhaps
 
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 now I shall hear from my child, for you have 
 always Drought me 'good luck." 
 
 Sister Agatha came to visit them as often 
 as her duties permitted her. These were 
 happy hours for the poor nun ; her heart 
 was at rest; the child she had so loved and 
 cared for was settled in life, poor, it was 
 true, but with an honorable and respectable 
 career before him. 
 
 Shortly after his return, the dream of 
 Guide's childhood was realized, he became 
 one of the Pope's singers. His voice during 
 his studies had developed and strengthened, 
 and he now sang a pure rich tenor, which 
 lacked nothing of the expression and pathos 
 of the soprano with which he had fascinated 
 the public in his childhood. 
 
 It was Easter Sunday when Guido first 
 sang in the papal choir, and all the angels 
 in heaven seemed to sing with him as he 
 walked before the Pope in the imposing 
 procession. It was a day of rejoicing to the 
 world, the day of Christ 's resurrection and 
 triumph, and he joined with his whole soul 
 in the exulting song of Christus resurgens. 
 Among the crowd of spectators was Guide's 
 old enemy, the maestro of San Michele, who 
 looked at him with the same feelings of envy 
 and jealousy. 
 
 And Sister Agatha and Filomena were 
 there. Now, indeed, their proudest desires 
 were realized. How handsome and noble 
 he looked in his purple silk robes and lace 
 surplice ! and Cardinal Catrucci glanced at 
 him more than once, well satisfied with the 
 result of his patronage. 
 
 From that time Guide's position was as 
 sured. Through the influence of the Cardinal, 
 and by the charm of his talent ani gentle 
 manners, he was received into the best 
 Italian and foreign society. Although he 
 had reached what then seemed to him the 
 greatest height to which he could attain, yet 
 he was not entirely happy. There was a 
 melancholy, proud reserve in his nature that 
 kept him from intimate association with 
 those around him, and he lived almost the 
 same life of seclusion as in the days of his 
 scholarship at San Michele. The uncer- 
 tainty connected with his birth served in a 
 manner to separate him from the world ; 
 and although he was accepted and flattered 
 for his talent, he well knew there was a 
 barrier between him and society which 
 could not be levelled. Then the rules of the 
 papal choir exacted from the members, out- 
 wardly, the same forms and restrictions that 
 governed the lives of the clergy ; they were 
 under vows of celibacy while in the service 
 of the Pope, and wore the dress of a priest. 
 This had never been at all irksome to Guido, 
 on account of his quiet, retired life, and he 
 had never thought of marriage because he 
 had never loved. He was a student, no 
 longer an experimenter; he pursued his 
 
 beloved profession with enthusiasm and de- 
 votion, desiring to gain distinction, not only 
 as a singer, but also as a composer. 
 
 One day, five years after he had entered 
 the service of the Pope, Guido sat alone in 
 the same little room that Filomena had 
 ottered him after his ictum from Bologna. 
 Outwardly, nothing had changed around 
 him. The same flowers bloomed on the 
 balcony, the same fountain sparkled and 
 splashed in the court below, and the same 
 sun threw its slanting rays over the picture 
 of the Madonna that hung above his piano. 
 But, inwardly, -that great change had come 
 to him that comes to us but once in a life. 
 He sat before his piano, but his fingeis only 
 strayed in dreamy idleness over the minor 
 notes, his eyes, melancholy but infinitely 
 sweet, were fixed on vacancy, and a tender 
 smile played around his mouth. 
 
 That day a vision had crossed his path, a 
 face of delicate beauty haunted him, and a 
 gentle voice filled with a peculiar melody 
 every chamber of his heart. 
 
 CHAPTER XVII. 
 
 CAPELLA DEL COEO. 
 
 T was Sunday, and crowds were pouring 
 into St. Peter's, to listen to the vespers 
 that the choir were singing in the Capella 
 del Coro. Being nearly Ave Maria, the vast 
 building was in half-gloom. The last rays 
 of sunlight illumined with indescribable 
 radiance the emblem of the Holy Spirit above 
 the tribune. The great dome, side chap- 
 els, and vaulted nave, peopled with marble 
 and pictured figures, seemed larger and 
 more mysterious because of the shadowy 
 and indistinct outlines. The massive bal- 
 daccldno of bronze covering the high altar 
 appeared a temple in itself. The light from 
 the hundred silver lamps around the tomb 
 of St- Peter threw long slanting rays across 
 the polished marble fioor. Here and there 
 kneeling, motionless figures gave an aspect 
 of quiet solemnity to the whole scene. Al- 
 though a crowd surrounded the dcor of the 
 Capella del Coro in the left aisle, the vast 
 nave was almost empty, and the strains of 
 the choir singing there could scarcely be 
 heard by those praying in the tribune. 
 
 It was one of those moments when the 
 soul was best fitted to feel and understand 
 the sublimity of the place ; when one could 
 not contemplate long this achievement of 
 the immortal genius of Michael Angelo and 
 Raphael without feeling that the God who 
 reigns in this immensity, and who alone can 
 fill it*is not only the God of men, but the 
 God of gods. 
 
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 through the mind of Constance as she stood ! 
 in the tribune, her eyes wandering from 
 pillar to pillar down the shadowy length 
 of the nave, and in some such words did she i 
 express her feelings to Madame Landel, who 
 stood near her looking at the beautiful mau- 
 soleum of Paul III., with its exquisite figures ; 
 of Prudence and Justice, which the false \ 
 delicacy of modsrn taste has covered with 
 a drapery of painted lead. Mrs. Tremaine 
 and Mr. Carnegie paced slowly back and j 
 forth, discussing the merits of this world-re- ; 
 nowned temple of the Most High. It was ' 
 th.3 first visit of Constance and Helen, and 
 nothing could exceed their delight, astonish- 
 ment, and admiration. 
 
 " I am very glad you have seen St. Peter's 
 for ths first time at this hour," said Mr. 
 CarnQvie; "no other impression can be so 
 profound and lasting. The illusion of the 
 half-light blends and softens all the project- 
 ing lines that somewhat disturb the harmony 
 of the whole, making it appear more im- 
 mense, more solemn, and more mysterious 
 than under the broad light of day. How 
 effective' are the golden beams streaming 
 through the stained window of the tribune 
 contrasted with the silver rays of the lamps 
 around the altar, Avhile all the vast dome 
 and vaulted nave are in shadow ! and see, far 
 down at the door the people passing in and 
 out look like tiny moving shadows, and one 
 can judge something of the size by the far- 
 off sound of the choir, which is only half 
 the length of the church from us." 
 
 " Let us go nearer," said Constance. " I 
 prefer to listen to sacred music at this hour, 
 and in this place it has a double charm ; a 
 tender melancholy seems to float in the very 
 air, as though the spirits of the past brushed 
 with their shadovvy wings the moving forms 
 of the present." 
 
 And so, talking softly as they went, they 
 walked toward the chaps! where the choir 
 were singing vespers. Every seat was filled, 
 and around the door was a dense crowd, 
 quiet, orderly, but evidently expectant. 
 With some little effort they pushed their 
 way into the chapel, and stood leaning 
 against some massive pillars opposite the 
 singers. 
 
 Constance, who had never bsforcAvitnessed 
 the gorgeous ceremonies of the Catholic 
 Church, watched with curioua attention the 
 priests in their white and gojflen robes, 
 passing slowly before the canons in their 
 stalls, swinging the censers and chanting 
 inharmoniously, while the perfumed smoke 
 enveloped them all in a cloud that gradually 
 arose, floated, and dispersed like a silvery 
 mist into the vaulted pictured roof. She 
 noted all this with a strange interest, scarcely 
 heeding the choir, until there burst Upon 
 her ear a strain of melody, a single voice 
 so rich and clear, so filled with tender 
 
 harmony, that the memory of it never left 
 her in all her after life. She raised her 
 eyes, and before her in the low orchestra, 
 outlined against the golden pipes of the 
 organ, like a saint of Cimabue, stood a 
 young man in the classic black robes of a 
 Roman priest. His arms were folded and 
 his head slightly thrown back, while over 
 his pale, earnest face beamed an expres- 
 sion of deep enthusiasm that, lighted up a 
 pair of sad dark eyes and lingered around 
 a mouth of peculiar sweetness. His form 
 was a little above the medium li> 
 slight and graceful; his neck ro.-e fr.im th .; 
 narrow white band like a marble column ; 
 the head was small, the brow broad and 
 high, from which the waving brown hair 
 was thrown back in careless grace, falling 
 to the shoulders and over the broad collar 
 of his black mantle, as he stood before them. 
 He appeared an inspiratiftn of youth and 
 genius, an almost divine impersonation of 
 manhood. His face was stamped with the 
 glowing spirituality of Raphael as well as the 
 more tender melancholy of his worshipper. 
 Parmigiano. He teemed unmindful of ail 
 around him as he poured forth strains the 
 power and pathos of which touched and 
 thrilled every heart, bearing the soul with 
 the mournful pleading melody almost into 
 the presence of the Holy Mother whose 
 praises he sang. Constance, with her up- 
 lifted face and earnest eyes, seemed drinking 
 in every tone of the wonderful voice. When 
 he had finished his solo, without as much as 
 glancing at the crowd below him he turned 
 and left the orchestra. 
 
 " O, what an exquisite voice ! " exclaimed 
 Mrs. Tremaine. " I think I never heard 
 any one sing with such expression." 
 
 " Do you know his name, Mr. Carnegie ? " 
 inquired Constance. 
 
 " I do not remember, although I heard it 
 often last winter. He is the Pope's most 
 celebrated singer." 
 
 Quietly the crowd dispersed, and spread 
 over the church, some kneeling at the dif- 
 ferent altars, some pacing slowly back and 
 forth, while others regarded the pictures, 
 tombs, and statues. 
 
 Constance lingered near the monument 
 of the unhappy Pretender, James the last 
 of the Stuart kings, thmking sadly of the 
 poor exile dying far from his own land, of 
 his vain struggles, his lost and ruined liojx's. 
 all ending in this record of the uncertainty 
 of human greatness. 
 
 "He rests beneath the shadow of a world- 
 renowned temple," said Mr. Carne-ie; ' and 
 his monument is the work of Canova. I 
 think it nri<iht reconcile one to dying in 
 exile, if his last resting-] >l;'<>e could !> im- 
 mortalized by the productions o! ihc. most 
 Mi'iilime genius of every a-e. Whichever way 
 we look we see the divine imprint of Michael
 
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 Angelo, Raphael, Canova, Thorwaldsen, and threateningly at her, while his eyes beamed 
 a host of other luminaries that have beamed | with pleasure at the memory of a happy 
 from time to time upon the world with more | day. 
 
 or less radiance." And so the carriage rolled on swiftly to- 
 
 " I have formed many vague fancies re- j ward the Pincio, by the grim old castle of St. 
 specting this edifice and its surroundings," Angelo, crowned with the glorious archangel 
 remarked Constance, as they walked down of Wenschefeld, over the noble bridge built 
 the gradual de? cent of broad steps that lead by Hadrian, and disfigured by the exagger- 
 to the piazza ; " but nothing, no matter how ' ated statues of the school of Bernini, and 
 grand and stately, has ever approached the j through the narrow, irregular streets, grow- 
 reality. Look back, and contrast the height j ing gray and gloomy in the gathering twi- 
 of the people with the entrance. Why, j light. 
 
 they are mere pigmies in comparison ! And 
 how imposing is this great square, with the 
 antique obelisk in the centre, that once 
 threw its long shadow over some temple of 
 
 Suddenly Mrs. Tremaine exclaimed, after 
 what seemed a long silence for her, " I am 
 always thinking of the wonderful voice and 
 wonderful face of that wonderful sins;er. 
 
 Heliopolis, and the two massive but simple ! Have you ever seen such sad eyes f and the 
 fountains' on each side, throwing up their j enthusiastic expression of his face while he 
 silvery spray to the top of the stately col- ' sang made me think of Apollo and all sorts 
 onnade that encloses all in a vast semicircle ! ! of musical divinities." 
 
 The statues seem like a solemn procession The sweet lips of Constance did not echo 
 of figures that ever march in single file upon j the words of Mrs. Tremaine, but her heart 
 the summit. How clearly every outline isde- | did, for she had already wondered why she 
 fined against the sky, as quietly and calmly j thought so much of this singer. 
 
 the gray twilight settles over all ! " 
 
 " There is something touching in the 
 
 It is very grand and magnificent, and j pathos cf his voice ; it seems filled with 
 all that," said Mis. Tremaine, with an tears," was the only remark she hazarded, 
 affected shiver; "but it strikes me with 
 a cold melancholy, that makes me wish 
 for the carriage and a turn on the Pincio 
 before it is quite dark. 1 desire to see 
 something of the beauty and fashion of 
 
 Rome as well as its antiquity." 
 
 " I was particularly struck by his noble 
 air and remarkable face," said Madame 
 Landel. "I am sure, let him be who he 
 may, he has a history." 
 
 " O, how brilliant, how gay, how beauti- 
 ful ! " exclaimed Mrs. Tremaine, as the car- 
 
 " You will see enough of the Pincio, my j riage passed through the gates, and up the 
 
 dear, before the winter is over," replied 
 Madame Landel, " as every day's drive ter- 
 minates there. It is very brilliant and gay, 
 I believe ; but I must say I prefer places 
 that the crowd of fashionables do not care 
 to visit." 
 
 " And I like the quieter drives also," said 
 Constance ; " but if Helen is so amiable as to 
 allow herself to be dragged about all day 
 to see antiquities, which she affects not to 
 like, we must indulge her with a little pleas- 
 ure at the end." 
 
 " We almost forget it is Sunday, my dear," 
 gently remonstrated Madame Landel. " It 
 seems hardly right to drive on the Pincio." 
 
 ascent to the Pincio. 
 
 Far above them rose a succession of mar- 
 ble terraces, ornamented with statues, foun- 
 tains, flowers, and odorous f-hrubs ; the feath- 
 ery acacia drooped in verdant luxuriance ; 
 the magnolia unfolded its creamy blossoms, 
 and made the faint air almost sick with 
 their perfume ; the oleander flung down 
 showers of crimson leaves mixed with the 
 waxen petals of the orange ; the gor- 
 geous cactus flamed fire against the dark 
 ilex, while the oriental palm, the stately 
 stone pine, and the solemn cypress, united 
 to form beauty, greenness, and shade. The 
 massive flight of marble steps ; the -water 
 
 " O, I can assure you every one does it. falling over moss-covered rocks into the 
 It is quite the thing, and Mrs. Tremaine time-stained, moss-covered basins ; the 
 wishes it so much," interposed Mr. Car- """" fi ' 1 * ,, Q iVa v>nWWi>d -u-uVi 
 
 negie. 
 
 " I think we will for this once," said Con- 
 stance, with a little smile, "but I am sure 
 none* of us will wish to make a habit of do- 
 ing it, if we think it is not right." 
 
 " O, how ridiculous ! " laughed Mrs. Tre- 
 maine. " I hope none of us will spoil the 
 day's pleasure by an affectation of piety. I 
 have lived so long in Paris I never think 
 of such things. Why, Mr. Carnegie, we went 
 to the race at Longchamps on Sunday ! " 
 
 " O you foolish child, to expose our wick- 
 
 winding walks bordered with 
 hedges of roses and ivy intwincd ; the 
 t-moothed clipped turf the beds of tropical 
 flowers, flaunting in robes of every hue ; the 
 soft balmy air ; the golden glow of the set- 
 ting sun ; 'the merry chatter of children ; the 
 lip-lit laughter of the gay thron?, mingled 
 with the clear strains of the band, all 
 formed a ecene of enchanting beauty easier 
 to imagine than to describe. 
 
 "I thought," said Mr?. Tremaine, PS they 
 stood on the highest terrace, and looked far 
 below them into the Piazza del Popolo, with 
 
 edness ! " and Mr. Carnegie shook his finger its twin churches, obelisk, and marvellous
 
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 fountain, "I thought there could be no 
 other park or garden so beautiful as Hyde 
 Park or the Bois ; but I believe this is more 
 charming than either. I am sure it is more 
 interesting because we have the city of the 
 world at our feet ; and is it not strange how 
 near the dome of St. Peter's appears to us 
 now ? " 
 
 " Yes," replied Constance, " I was just 
 thinking of it, and speculating on the 
 singularity of atmospheric effects. As the 
 sun sinks, and darkness surrounds it, it 
 seems larger and higher ; and how gray and 
 sad and sombre the plain is below us ! 
 One might say all the life and light had 
 centred here, and the great city was de- 
 serted, pulseless, and still." 
 
 '.' Look yonder on Monte Mario," ex- 
 claimed Mr. Carnegie. " Turner's pine 
 and all the grim cypresses are outlined 
 against a background of gold ; like the pic- 
 tures of Giotto, the middle distance is black 
 with shadows, and the foreground is gray 
 and dull where the Tiber floats across it. 
 How peculiar the effect is with all the light 
 behind ! " 
 
 " itow Claude Lorraine would have ex- 
 ulted in such a scene ! " said Constance, 
 who stood, with all her soul in her eyes, 
 gazing into the distance, tracing a thousand 
 lovely forms and tints in this divine pic- 
 ture, touched with the glory of the great 
 Master. 
 
 " Do tell us who a few of these people 
 are, Mr. Carnegie," interrupted Mrs. Tre- 
 maine. " You have been in Rome so many 
 seasons you ought to know every one of 
 any importance. Who are these elegant 
 girls in such magnificent toilets, leaning on 
 the arm of the old gentleman ? and who is 
 that Adonis in immaculate gloves who 
 walks by the side of the prettiest, whis- 
 pering sweet nothings in her not unwilling 
 ear? " 
 
 " The old gentleman is an American 
 banker, immensely rich, and the girls are 
 his daughters, who are to be sold to some 
 young scion of nobility. The young gentle- 
 man is the Prince Conti, the last of one of 
 the oldest and most impoverished Roman 
 families ; one of his palaces was sold under 
 the hammer of the auctioneer a year ago, 
 and it is said his last was recently mort- 
 gaged. It seems that last season Conti was 
 fairly caught by this lovely miss, but the 
 papa would not pay enough for the title, 
 and so the Prince holds off, hoping he will 
 come to better terms later. 
 
 The party they were speaking of turned 
 at that moment and walked toward them, 
 and as they met all noticed the marked 
 glance of admiration with which the Prince 
 favored Mrs. Tremaine. She blushed 
 slightly, and said as they passed, " He is 
 handsome, is he not ? and indeed he has 
 
 the air of a prince. I should have known 
 he belonged to the old Roman nobility if 
 you had not told me." 
 
 " I cannot perceive that he is different 
 from the other young Italians louu'jmir 
 about here," remarked Mr. Carne-ne, un- 
 easily ; at which Mrs. Tremaine laughed 
 maliciously, with a sly glance at Constance. 
 
 ' Who are those strange-looking people 
 in that magnificent carriage, witli servants 
 in such striking livery ? " inquired Madame 
 Landel. 
 
 " O, that is a parvenu Roman prince with 
 his family ; he is as rich as Rothschild, and 
 has bought his title with his money. The 
 wife by iris side is half mad, and those two 
 inane, expressionless girls on the front seat 
 are nearly idiotic. He desires to find hus- 
 bands for them among the real nobility ; as 
 he has no sons, he will dower them well. 
 Is it not a strange menage 1 " 
 
 " What frights ! '' exclaimed Mrs. Tre- 
 maine, putting her handkerchief to her 
 mouth to conceal her laughter, as tliree 
 slim and not youthful girls, in yellow gray, 
 looking as much alike and as stiff as three 
 wax candles,' passed by in the rear of their 
 dragon, an old lady with spectacles, little 
 white tufts of hair sticking on each side of 
 her head, and a long, sharp nose that gave 
 indication of frequent and earnest libations 
 to the god Bacchus. She marched ahead 
 like a wary general, keeping a good look- 
 out for the enemy, in the shape of dark- 
 eyed, smooth-tongued young Italians. 
 
 " By George ! the ' Three Graces ' again," 
 said Mr. Carnegie, as they sailed out of 
 sight. " For six winters these fair creatures 
 have been in Rome. They are victims to 
 respectability, English, of respectable family 
 and respectable fortune ; they go about with 
 respectability written on their prim i 
 and their chief mission is to discover a 
 want of respectability in their fellow-crea- 
 tures. The dragon who guarded the golden 
 fleece of >Etes never was more watchful 
 than this old horror, who always forms the 
 vanguard, well prepared to do battle with 
 any number of fortune-hunters." 
 
 " I think she gives herself unnecessary 
 trouble; their faces will repel what their 
 fortunes attract," remarked Constance, with 
 a quiet smile. 
 
 " Come, my dears," interrupted Madame 
 Landel, " it is getting late ; most of the 
 carriages have gone down, and we must 
 follow. Mr. Carnegie will defer his amus- 
 ingbiographies until another day." 
 
 Every eye followed the two beautiful 
 crirls as they walked slowly back to the 
 carriage, both so lovely, yet so diverse in 
 their beauty. Constance, in deep mounting 
 with pale sweet face and dark hair, was very 
 interesting; but Mrs. Tremaine, fair and 
 tall, with her white feathers drooping over
 
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 her luxuriant golden hair, vras certainly the 
 more attractive. They differed as do the 
 soft twilight and the rosy dawn. 
 
 As they rode slowly down the descent in 
 the long train of carriages, Constance con- 
 trasted the warm balmy air and the luxu- 
 riant vegetation with the wild October 
 winds that were sweeping down showers of 
 dead leaves over her beloved graves at 
 Helmsford. For a moment tears dimmed 
 her eyes, but suddenly the memory of a 
 thrilling voice and a pale, inspired face 
 started up before her and drove the other 
 thought from her heart. 
 
 Guido Bernardo, his services finished at 
 St. Feter's, walked slowly down the grand 
 piazza, under the colonnade, to the Porta St. 
 Angelo, and out ' into the country to the 
 quiet, dreamy chores of the Tiber. There, 
 with his arms folded and his head bent, lost 
 in profound contemplation over a combina- 
 tion of notes that should pioduce an ex- 
 quisite Ave Maria if he could only find the 
 words, he followed almost mechanically the 
 winding of the river. It was his favorite 
 walk after his Sunday duties in the chapel ; 
 but to-day he hurried that he might get 
 home quicker to write down the vague 
 sounds that were floating through his brain. 
 He did not pause, as usual, to glance at the 
 picturesque buildings on the other shore, 
 their windows all aflame with the glow of 
 sunset ; neither did he notice the different 
 tints and harmony in the coloring around 
 him, or his favorite birds that wheeled and 
 circled above his head with a fearlessness 
 that showed their instinct taught them his 
 nature was loving and gentle. He went on, 
 crossing the Ponte Molle without thinking 
 of the different scenes of conflicts that had 
 been enacted there ; of one calm, lovely 
 evening when the ghastly body of Maxen- 
 tius was hurled from its parapet, alter his 
 defeat by Constantino ; nor of the struggle 
 of the brave insurgents against the French 
 invaders in 1849. No, he thought of none 
 of these things, for his hymn to the Virgin 
 was floating through his brain in sweet, 
 sad, minor notes. He entered the Porta 
 del Popolo just as the carriages were rolling 
 out of the Pincian gate ; a face that seemed 
 to him of divine beauty, ay, as lovely as 
 the Blessed Virgin, flitted by him and 
 passed out of sisht. Guido went home, and ! 
 that face mingled with the music that j 
 floated around him, while he wrote nnd 
 dreamed far into the night. And Mrs. 
 Tremaine laughed lightly and chatted 
 freely of her admiration for the Adonis, as 
 she termed the Piince Conti. And Con- 
 stance more than once started to find her- 
 self thinking of the voice that had sung 
 Ave Maria; and so more than one charac- 
 ter in this chapter had met her fate 
 without knowing it. 
 
 CHAPTER XVIII. 
 
 IL MAESTRO. 
 
 A WEEK after their arrival in Rome, 
 Madame Landel, Constance, and Mrs. 
 Tremaine were settled for the winter in a 
 magnificent old palace near the Pincio, and 
 Mr. Carnegie had found a comfortable bach- 
 elor apartment in the neighborhood. They 
 had searched everywhere, and had turned 
 away disgusted more than once at the dark, 
 dirty, ill-furnished rooms that were shown 
 them, when one day they were passing this 
 palazzo, whose gray time-worn exterior pre- 
 sented very little attraction until they 
 caught sight of a large sunny court, nicely 
 paved and ornamented with flowers and 
 shrubs in stone pots, while in the centre a 
 curious old fountain threw up streams of 
 clear cool water, that fell again into the 
 basin with a gentle murmur, Constance 
 glanced over the door and saw the usual 
 sign : " Appartamento mobiliato al terzo 
 piano" 
 
 " Come," she said, " let us go up and in- 
 spect this place ; it certainly looks more 
 inviting than anything we have seen." 
 
 They passed up a flight of broad marble 
 stairs, not ever-clean, ornamented with 
 heavy balustrades of elaborately carved 
 stone, and rang at a door barred and spiked 
 with iron, like the entrance to a prison. 
 An honest-locking, well-dressed woman, with 
 a red mark en her cheek, desired them to 
 enter. 
 
 They passed through a rather dreary, 
 cold, and stately ante-room, paved with 
 square blocks of marble in black and white. 
 Around the walls were arranged with stiff 
 precision antique carved chairs, dark and 
 grim with the stains of time. In each cor- 
 ner stood a piaster cast from seme ancient 
 well-known statue, and en the wails hung 
 several black, dingy copies from the old 
 masters. The woman opened an inner 
 door, and, throwing aside sorre heavy crim- 
 son curtains, with evident pride and self- 
 satisfaction displayed the interior of a charm- 
 ing salon, large enough to make four ordi- 
 nary English drawing-rooms. From lofty 
 windows, through curtains of crimson and 
 lace, streamed in the warm noonday sun, 
 over stands of fragrant flowers, liphting up 
 the colors in the rich carpet. The walls 
 were hung with crimson and gold, and on 
 the painted ceiling floated r.ymphs, cherubs, 
 and cupids, sporting with garlands of lilies 
 and roses. Heavy, comfortable furniture, 
 large inviting sofas, and cosey arm-chairs, 
 were arranged with much taste around the 
 ivemi. Two hcavy-cnvvt (1 coiKoYs, ^ith an- 
 tique marble tops covered with lric-u-brac 
 of all sorts, a number of rather good pic- 
 tures, alabaster statuettes on pretty pedes-
 
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 tals, and some heavy silver candelabra, gave j 
 the room an elegant as well as a cheerful i 
 appearance. 
 
 " Oh ! " exclaimed Mrs. Tremaine, at the 
 first glance, "this will suit us exactly. Is it { 
 not beautiful ? " 
 
 " Wait a moment, my dear, before we de- 
 cide,"iuterruptcd the more practical Madame 
 Landel ; " we must first know if there are 
 sleeping-rooms, dining-rooms, and other con- 
 venience?." 
 
 " Sea what a charming view ! " said Con- 
 stance, as she looked out on the sunny 
 crest of the Pincio. " It' there are chambers 
 enough, nothing could be more delightful. 
 Really this xa'tjn is quite regal." 
 
 " It is the size and height and the painted 
 ceiling that sive it the air magnificent," ob- 
 served Mr. Carnegie, who was attentively 
 examining a piece of peculiar old china. " I 
 believe this is a vase of senuine Capo di 
 Monti. Is it not beautiful, Mrs. Tremaine ? " 
 
 "No, really I cannot say I think it is," 
 replied Mrs. Tremaine, laughing. " These 
 chubby red cherubs blowing soap-bubbles, 
 and the dirty yellow background, are not 
 particularly pleasing." 
 
 Mr. Carnegie said nothing, but pot it down 
 with a sigh at her bad taste, and went on 
 inspecting what he fondly believed to be a 
 collection of Buen Retiro, Vienna, Dresden, 
 and I know not what else, while the ladies 
 examined bedroom?, which they found to be 
 the exact number wanted ; looked over linen, 
 china, and silver ; bargained for service, rent, 
 fuel, food, and all the other necessaries of 
 life, which were finally agreed upon satis- 
 factorily, and they turned to leave, de- 
 lighted with such an agreeable acquisition. 
 
 As they were going out, Mr. Carnegie 
 asked the waixian how she had come in pos- 
 se; sion of all these curious old things. 
 
 " O Sir] nor mlo" she said, with a sigh, 
 " it is a long story to tell, how we got the 
 money, my Benedetto and me. But when 
 we wanted to take the apartment we found 
 it just as it is now. An old contessa had 
 died, and left nothing but this furniture. 
 Poveru contcssv, she was entirely ruined by 
 her nephew, who was a cattivo ragazzo. 
 After his aunt died ha wished to leave 
 Rome and go to Paris ; so, as we had the 
 ready money to pay, he leL us have it all for 
 very little. Once the whole palace belonged 
 to his family, but long ago it was sold to 
 pay his debts, and all the furniture and pic- 
 tures of all the rooms, except this suite, which 
 the poor contcssa kept for herself. We 
 were fortunate to get it, for it is a favorite 
 apartment with all the foresticri, and we 
 always let it early in the season. But my 
 poor Benedetto and me, we have had trou- 
 ble enough, so it is time now to be blessed 
 with fome good luck." And she sighed 
 heavily as ehe opened the door. " A rive- 
 
 dere. I hope to make you very comfort- 
 able to-morrow." 
 
 The next day, when they s:t down to 
 dinner in their well-arranged dining-room, 
 with antique sideboard, straijil carved 
 chairs, curious old silver and china, and 
 the huge brass scnldino^ filled with coals to 
 take the chill off the air, which alter 
 was uamp, Mrs. Tremaine declared she was 
 perfectly happy, and that living in a palace, 
 and being surrounded by what had belonged 
 to a countess, made her fancy herself an an- 
 cient Roman lady in her paternal palace, 
 attended by all the pomp and magnificence 
 of the moyen age. ffc 
 
 Constance said little ; she was quiet and 
 serious, as she always was at even ch m^e 
 they made, for she thought much of her lost 
 home. It was not easy for her to lay aside 
 the old life, with its regular English routine 
 so formal and strict, and adapt herself at 
 once to the new, with the freedom and 
 Bohemianism incidental to Continental wan- 
 dering. However, the change in all was 
 not unpleasant, and they congratulated 
 themselves more than once that they were 
 so agreeably settled for the win 
 
 "So near my dear Pinci<>." .- i 1 Helen; 
 " and such a nice large salon ! We can give 
 little receptions and tea-parties. And we 
 must find out and cultivate all the desirable 
 people, all the lions, musical, artistic, and 
 literary. With dear Madame and Mr. Car- 
 negie for onr chaperons we can go every- 
 where and do everything." 
 
 ' You forget," said Constance, sndly glan- 
 cing at her mourning dress, "I cannot <; > in- 
 to society this winter." 
 
 " O, I can assure you it is quite the thing 
 on the Continent to go to small : 
 concerts, and such innocent atnusenic 
 one is in mourning. Of cour-c. <:;>.-r.is and 
 balls are quite another thing." 
 
 " But I have not the desire," replied Con- 
 stance, with tearful eye-; ; ' YOU mu 
 member how much I have, raftered recently. 
 You can always go with Madame Lndel.and 
 I will stay at home quietly and study music 
 and archaeology." 
 
 " We won't talk of that now, my dears," 
 said Madame Landel, gently ; " we will take 
 everything as it comes, and dispose of it as 
 we think best. In our own home w> 
 always surround ourselves with d - : 
 society, and yet not be very gay or ia?hion- 
 able." 
 
 " But I do want to be gay ! " <: ie 1 Mrs. 
 Tremaine. " I want to see all the f.i^lii' > 
 society of Rome. I want to go to lulls, to 
 the opera, to the hunt, and all that, and. 
 when it is finished, for Lent I will be a 
 ons as you please." 
 
 Mr. Carnegie entered at that moment, and 
 Mrs. Tremaine appealed to him. 
 
 " Is it not too bad 1 Ma daine and Con-
 
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 stance are going to shut themselves up all 
 winter, so I cannot go into society ! " 
 
 "That will be a great loss to society," 
 replied Mr. Carnegie ; " but don't make 
 yourself unhappy on that account. I see 
 you are determined to break the hearts of 
 a score of these dark-eyed princes and 
 count's, and you shall have a fair chance. 
 If the ladies are determined to remain in 
 seclusion, I shall find some friend to chape- 
 rone you ; and you shall not waste your 
 sweetness on the desert air." 
 
 He sighed and laughed together at her 
 rapturous thanks, wishing in his heart that 
 she was not so beautiful. " What chance is 
 there for me ? " he thought. " She will be 
 sought after, surrounded, and flattered ; her 
 grace, youth, elegance, and wit will make 
 her the adored of one sex, while she will be 
 the victim of the other. The world will be 
 hard on her. She is so independent, free, 
 and frank, they will mistake it for lightness, 
 and while they flatter her to her face, they 
 will slander and wound her when she has 
 turned away." He felt a stern sort of pleas- 
 ure in knowing that he should always be 
 near her to teach her by his devotion the 
 difference between his love and the hypoc- 
 risy of the world. " After they have de- 
 ceived and disgusted her by their falsehood 
 and insincerity, perhaps she will turn to me. 
 I can wait. Yes, I love her truly and deeply, 
 and I can wait." Such were his thoughts as 
 he watched her, with earnest love in every 
 glance, flitting here and there about the 
 great dimly lighted room, her fair hair, 
 lovely face, graceful figure, and pale blue 
 dress making of her a model lor a me- 
 diaeval saint. 
 
 She insisted that Constance should sing 
 while she tried the piano, which had been 
 brought in during the day ; and as she sat 
 running her fingers lightly over the keys, 
 her face upturned to her friend, who was 
 leaning on her shoulder, he thought a more 
 lovely inspiration for an artist could not be 
 desired. 
 
 Madame Landel and he sipped their tea 
 by the bright wood fire while the girls sang ; 
 and Guido Bernardo, alone in his dull room, 
 smiled as he tore open and read a note 
 which he found on his table. 
 
 When Mr. Carnegie wished them good 
 nrght, Constance exclaimed, "Did you in- 
 quire to-day about a master for me ? " 
 
 " Yes, indeed I did. Have you ever known 
 me to forget a commission ? I have found 
 the best master in Rome, and despatched a 
 note to him desiring him to call on you to- 
 morrow at eleven. I hope you will like 
 him." 
 
 " Is he young or old, handsome or ugly ? " 
 demanded Mrs. Tremaine. 
 
 " I am sorry, but I cannot inform you on 
 that point. As I did not suppose his looks or 
 
 age were of importance, I made inquiries 
 only respecting his merits as a teacher, and 
 I have been told that he is the first master in 
 Rome." 
 
 " O, if he should prove to be that angelic 
 singer of St. Peter's, I too should become a 
 student at once," lightly rejoined Mrs. 
 Tremaine. 
 
 And Constance, long after she had laid 
 her head on her pillow, thought, " What if 
 he should be that angelic singer of St. 
 Peter's ? " 
 
 The next morning she was awakened by 
 some one singing near her. She listened 
 half in a doubt whether it were a dream or 
 a reality; but she was fully awake, the sun 
 shone into her room, and die could hear the 
 murmur of the fountain in the court below. 
 Yes, some one was singing to the accom- 
 paniment of a piano, and she thought she 
 had heard the voice before, a voice most 
 rich, clear, and triumphant. Sometimes it 
 would fall into a low, plaintive strain, and 
 then break forth joyously, as though happy 
 birds were let loose from the heart of the 
 singer. Almost breathless, she followed the 
 voice through all the intricacies of sound, 
 thinking always in her heart, " It must be ; 
 there can be no other voice like his." She 
 arose, threw on her dressing-gown, and 
 opened the window. The fresh morning 
 breeze, the odor of flowers, and the warm 
 sunshine greeted her lovingly. Almost op- 
 posite, on the other side of the court, was 
 an open window, and from that floated the 
 voice that was like the sound of angels 
 singing in paradise. 
 
 A strange feeling of exaltation filled her 
 heart. She raised her eyes to the blue 
 sky, to the waving trees, on the face of the 
 hills, to the long stretch of mountains 
 bathed in golden mist, and she murmured, 
 " O my God, I thank thee, because the 
 world is so beautiful. Darkness has endured 
 for the night, and now with the morning 
 cometh light and joy." With that song 
 there entered into her heart a new peace, 
 strange and sweet. What it was she knew 
 not, but the shadows that had hung over 
 her so long seemed to have arisen, floated 
 away, and disappeared in the clear blue of 
 the distant heavens. 
 
 On the impulse of her new happiness she 
 wrote a long letter to Lady Dinsmore, tell- 
 ing her of her changed feelings, her new 
 ho'me, and her first impressiors of the Eter- 
 nal City. Just as she was closing it a 
 servant knocked at the door, and told 
 her some one was waiting for her in the 
 salon. 
 
 She glanced in the mirror, smoothing a 
 little the waves of her hair, and arranging 
 the cord that confined her black cashmere 
 morning-dress, and then entered the salon. 
 
 A tall graceful figure in the robes of a
 
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 priest, stood with his back to the door look- 
 ing at a picture over the piano. He did not 
 see her until she was by his side and spoke. 
 Then he turned, and she saw before her the 
 noble face, the dark melancholy eyes, and 
 the gentle smile of Guido Bernardo, the 
 ginger of St. Peter's. A faint flush passed 
 over his face, but he bowed calmly, and, she 
 thought, a little proudly, and then waited 
 for her to speak. 
 
 There was a strange agitation in her 
 heart that she could not control as she 
 desired him to be seated, and began to 
 speak in regard to her studies. His grave, 
 refined manner, the intelligence and simple 
 sincerity of his remarks, placed her at once 
 at her ease, and convinced her that she was 
 talking to a person of no ordinary charac- 
 ter and talent, and to one in no way inferior 
 to herself. 
 
 After a little conversation, he desired her 
 to sing, that he might judge of her style. 
 When she had finished he did not flatter 
 her in the least, but told her simply that her 
 voice was very flexible and sweet, yet she 
 had fallen into some serious faults of execu- 
 tion which she must correct at once. There 
 was a force and gravity in his words that 
 impressed her with a belief in his superior 
 genius ; and although he was young, his face 
 and manner inspired her with a sort of 
 reverence. And she felt from that moment 
 that the least wish expressed by his lips 
 would be law to one who loved him. 
 
 He still sat at the piano, and often, in ex- 
 planation of some remark, he sang a few 
 notes. Then she recognized the voice she 
 had heard in the morning. She was much 
 puzzled by this coincidence, but dared not 
 ask for an explanation. 
 
 After naming an hour for her lessons, he 
 said, " I hope my practising at so early an 
 hour in the morning does not disturb you." 
 
 " Why," inquired Constance, " do you 
 live near ? and was it you I heard singing 
 this morning ? " 
 
 " Yes," he replied, with a quiet smile, "I 
 live very near, in fact, in the same house, 
 on the other side of the court. This old 
 palace has been my home for five years." 
 
 As he was leaving the room Mrs. Tre- 
 maine entered. She could scarcely conceal 
 her astonishment until Guido had closed 
 the door, then she broke forth : 
 
 " What a romance in real life ! He is the 
 singer at St. Peter's. I believe Mr. Carnegie 
 knew it all the time, and only wished to 
 surprise us. And he is even handsomer 
 near than at a distance, and there is some- 
 thing so aristocratic and high-bred in his 
 air. I am sure he is some ruined noble who 
 is not too proud to earn his living honestly." 
 
 " He lives very near us," said Constance, 
 with a slight blush, " in the other part of 
 this house, across the court." 
 
 " In this very house ! well, that <s strange. 
 You are fortunate, because your room is on 
 the court, where you can always hear him 
 sin<r. Now see how I am ptmi.-hed for my 
 selfishness in taking the best room because 
 it was on the street." 
 
 Constance laughed, and replied that she 
 had always preferred the court, tor the rea- 
 son that it was more quiet than the street. 
 
 " Any way it is delightful," continued 
 Helen, " because we shall see him often. I 
 think," with a sly glance at Constance, 
 " you will find music a delightful study with 
 such an interesting master." 
 
 That evening while Filomena gave Guido 
 his supper she talked incessantly of the two 
 lovely girls. " The dark one is so sweet 
 and gentle, and the fair one is so gay ?he 
 is like a dancing sunbeam. But which dost 
 thou think the fairest, maestro mi<> ! " 
 
 Guido's eyes grew softer, and his smile 
 more tender, as he replied, " The dark 
 one." 
 
 CHAPTER XIX. 
 
 MRS. TREMAINE AND THE PRINCE COXTI. 
 
 RS. TREMAINE had been to a recep- 
 tion at the French Ambassador's with 
 Lady Charlotte Lennox, a friend of Mr. 
 Carnegie. Constance sat up to wait for 
 her, and when she came she was not at all 
 tired, never had looked more bewitc-hingly 
 lovely, and was perfectly wild with the ex- 
 citement and triumph of the evening. The 
 Prince Conti had been presented to her by 
 the Ambassador, and he had danced with 
 her twice, and paid her such marked atten- 
 tion that the American heiress had turned 
 green with jealousy, and the old banker 
 had immediately decided to add another 
 hundred thousand to the proposed marriage 
 settlements. 
 
 Indeed, as Constance afterward learned 
 from Mr. Carnegie, Helen was the belle of 
 the evening, and had attracted quite enough 
 attention to turn a steadier head than hers. 
 After he had recounted her triumphs with a 
 sad face and nervous, uneasy manner, he 
 added, as though to console hinwlf, that he 
 had just discovered a rare old collection of 
 nHtjv/ica, which he hoped to get possession 
 of at a reasonable price. 
 
 The more Mrs. Tremaine danced and 
 flirted and laughed, the more Mr. Carnojie 
 poked into dusty, musty, old lir'n--ti-l>ra,: 
 shops, and explored out-of-the-way places 
 from the Ghetto to the Babuino, in hopes 
 to discover something unit/lie to console him 
 for the treasure lie could not have. He 
 began three different novels, and got as 
 far as the third chapter: but all his char- 
 acters had fair hair and large blue eyes,
 
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 ' 'T i.- licttcr to hnvo loved and lost 
 Thau never to luivo loved at all.'' 
 
 and \voro, in fact, pen-portraits of sweet of the dead heart, " "Woe to that being on 
 ! Tremaiii.'. Ho tried to paint; but whom this knowledge dawns too late I 
 i-k Roman models all | Woe for the hunger and thirst of the soul 
 :he same features, and, in spite of him- ; that has once feasted at the heavenly ban- 
 Mack hair became gold, the dusky | quet, for nothing after can satisfy its long- 
 In-ow white as a tender rose-leaf, the ing ! " Is it better never to have drunk from 
 line of the rfimji'if/iia a delicate the cup of Ganymede because we must 
 with long, graceful folds, and he thirst again ? Is it better never to have 
 him a faint outline of one of Fra had a glimpse of the rose-gardens of Eden 
 :icd's saints. It was of no use; the because the gates are closed to us forever ? 
 stream of his life was changed, and he could I believe 
 not make it flow back into its old channel. 
 All that remained for him was to watch his 
 
 ,'.nd wait. But Constance did not know she loved this 
 
 And a new life had opened before Con- young singer. She did not pause to ana- 
 stance, a soft, sunny, verdant vista, down lyze her feelings. She only knew she was 
 which she looked with glad eyes and smiling : happy, happier than she had ever been in 
 lips. Her feet lingered lightly in the rose- her life. Was it the blue sky, the balmy 
 etrewn way, and she inhaled new odors j air, of Italy, the thousand beautiful things 
 that were not of earth. The trees were of | in nature and art that surrounded her ? 
 a more tender green, and the boughs were She did not know, she did not inquire ; 
 filled with singing birds. There was music j she only felt the lightness, the buoyancy, of 
 everywhere; there was music in her heart, a heart at rest. 
 
 and the f oft air around her breathed music. Her musical studies were to her a source 
 She awoke to its sound, and she slept with I of never-ending delight. She practised 
 that voice reverberating in her ears. For | indefatigably, following every gentle hint 
 all the chambers of her heart were filled of her master, striving only for his approval, 
 with a delicious melody. It was the birth and quite contented if she saw that he was 
 
 of that experience which comes to us but 
 once. 
 
 Let philosophers and sages say that love 
 is a myth, or that the human heart is capable 
 of more than one grande passion, and I affirm 
 and maintain, on the evidence of every 
 living FOU! that has loved, the reality of 
 lovgfcaml the utter impossibility of loving 
 more than once. All that has preceded, 
 all that may come after, is but friendship ; 
 or, call it what you may, it is not the flame 
 kindled by the divine spark that God has 
 
 pleased with her efforts. Scarcely a day or 
 an evening passed without her seeing him. 
 Indeed, he had become at once a iavorite 
 Avith all. His noble face, his gentle, high-bred 
 manners, the charm of his talent, and his 
 pure simple nature, left their impression on 
 all whom he encountered. Madame Landel 
 loved him very soon with a motherly sort of 
 affection ; and even Mr. Carnegie, proud 
 Englishman though he was, with all an Eng- 
 lishman's prejudices against Italians, found 
 nothing to condemn in Guido. Mrs. Tre- 
 
 our souls. 
 
 A vear before Constance believed 
 
 given to us as a sign of the immortality of I maine petted him much as one would a 
 
 younger brother, demanded all sorts of little 
 she services of him, praised, scolded, or coun- 
 had loved, but she had only felt that cold sclled him, as she felt in the humor. It was 
 affection which so many poor mistaken evident Guido liked her, and admired her, 
 creatures consider the heaven-born passion, but with the same admiration one bestows 
 She might have married Richard Vandeleur ' on a lovely picture. Between him and Con- 
 and gone through life happy and contented, 
 because in all probability she never would 
 
 ve met the one being created to explain 
 to her this mystery of love. She would 
 have been comparatively happy, because she 
 never would have missed what she had 
 never known. But there would have been 
 no strains of divine melody ringing like 
 il bells to blend and harmonize the 
 discords of lift- ; no pinning birds in all the 
 green shade ; no an<rel faces in the blue 
 ether. No breath of paradise would have 
 blown across her path, to stir the inmost 
 depths of her soul with an ecstatic thrill, 
 Fiich as the free spirit feels when some 
 '1 morning it beholds the gl 
 
 tor its admission. Neither 
 can I say, with the cold, keen philosophy 
 
 stance there was that grave but sweet re- 
 serve that marks the first stage of the tender 
 passion. They did not converse much with 
 each other, there were no light words of 
 jesting banter between them ; but often 
 their eyes met for an instant, and in that 
 instant how many revelations were made, 
 how many secrets were betrayed that 
 neither had acknowledged to themselves ! 
 They often sang together, the pure, fresh 
 voice of Constance mingling and harmoniz- 
 ing with the glorious tones of her master, 
 sometimes in impassioned romances, but 
 more frequently in the grand and solemn 
 music of the Church. Guido had at last 
 found one who thoroughly understood and 
 sympathized with him in his love for his 
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 together, and formed between them a per- 
 fect bond of union. 
 
 Often in the quiet of his own room, in- 
 stead of writing late into the night, as had 
 been his custom, Guido would sit with his 
 arms folded, lost in de?p thought. Some- 
 times his eyes would lose their sadness, and 
 bea.u with the light of joy ; a smile of ten- 
 derness would tremble on his lips, and he 
 would seem transfigured for a moment by the 
 power of this new experience. Then sudden- 
 ly the light would fade away and gloom over- 
 spread his face ; tears would dim his eyes, 
 and he would murmur, with pale, compressed 
 lips, " No, no, it is madness ; J must not 
 dream of that joy, it is not for such as I ! " 
 
 Mrs. Tremaine was very gay and happy. 
 Scarcely an evening passed that she was 
 not the chief attraction of some fashionable 
 circle. Lady Charlotte Lennox, who was 
 always ready to chaperon a lovely young 
 lady, found herself in demand; for Helen 
 did not hesitate to make her friends useful, 
 exacting all sorts of attention with a good- 
 natured selfishness none could resist. Then 
 Mr. Carnegie and Lady Charlotte were fast 
 friends, and they went everywhere together, 
 guarding between them the treasure, one 
 with pride, the other with love. 
 
 There was no one so popular that season 
 as Helen. All the young Italian nobles 
 coveted her slightest smile, would have fall- 
 en at her feet and worshipped her, would 
 have died to gratify her lightest caprice, 
 or, at least, so they said in their anonymous 
 billets and impassioned serenades ; but she 
 treated all with the same saucy scorn anrl in- 
 difference, except the Prince Conti. There 
 were times, when he approached her, that 
 she would have given worlds for the power 
 to subdue the fluttering of her heart and 
 control her rising color. All her other 
 young adorers called her cold, heartless, 
 beautiful, superb, but only a marble.statue. 
 The Prince Conti had seen the warm (lush 
 dye her lovely cheek, and felt the little 
 hand tremble in his, and he knew he was 
 the Pygmalion that was to inspire this love- 
 ly creation with the life of pa?sion. It was 
 evident he loved' her. He hung upon her 
 steps like a ' shadow . and % Heien, how 
 could she resist him 1 Was he not a prince, 
 and the Apollo of princes ? 
 
 It was Helen's birthday ; and there came 
 among the dozens of bouquets one of rare 
 flowers, and in the centre of a lily was fas- 
 tened a small hoop of diamonds, on the in- 
 side of which was engraved the word *' X/.r- 
 ranza" She turned very pale, and placed 
 it without a word upon her finger ; and 
 long after, when those lovely hands were 
 folded for their eternal rest, that ring still 
 sparkled where she had placed it. Through 
 the day all her young friends came "!tli 
 flowers and gifts to wish her buonafestu, aud 
 
 among them the Prince Conti. Constance 
 stood near Helen when he took her hand, 
 and she thought she detected an expression 
 of triumph when his eye tell upon the ring. 
 He was as sure then, as in all that ] 
 after, that she loved him. From that day 
 he became a frequent visitor, and begged to 
 be allowed to join them in their excursions 
 and rides. He found the safest and fastest 
 horses, and showed them the most delight- 
 ful roads in the campagna, and he knew 
 where were the most interesting ruins, and 
 all the traditions and histories of them. 
 Constance, Helen, Mr. Carnegie, and the 
 Prince rode together, while often Lady 
 Charlotte, Madame Landcl, and Guido 
 would accompany them in the carriage. 
 These were delightful days to all the party, 
 except poor Mr. Carnegie, who always rode 
 with Constance, pale and silent, now and 
 then casting furtive, wistful glances at Mrs. 
 Tremaine, whose light, clear laugh was borne 
 back to them by the breeze as she cantered 
 joyously by the side of the Prince. 
 
 One morning they all set off, full of life 
 and spirits, to visit the fountain of Egeria. 
 When they reached the old ruined temple; 
 at the termination of the carriage-drive 
 they dismounted, and, after lunching mer- 
 rily under the shade of the Sacred Forest, 
 started to walk across the valley of the 
 Almo to the spot where tradition says that 
 Numa held intercourse with his favorite 
 nymph. 
 
 The morning had been delightful ; but 
 now, about midday, suddenly the sun 
 clouded over, and a strange, hissing sound 
 seemed to run along the earth, and the old 
 trees behind waved their weird branches 
 with a portentous solemnity. Mr. Car- 
 negie glanced up at the darkening sky, and 
 said, " We must hurry ; there will be a 
 heavy shower soon." 
 
 " I think not very soon," observed the 
 Prince, who had just offered his arm to Mrs. 
 Tremaine. " If \ve-walk fast we shall have 
 ;ime to reach the fountain and return " ; 
 and off they started at a brisk rate, far in 
 advance of the others. 
 
 Constance and Guido were walking to- 
 gether, while Mr. Carnegie was behind with 
 the other ladies. She glanced at her com- 
 panion more than once. He seemed sad 
 and abstracted ; his arms were folded, his 
 long, black mantle floated behind him in 
 the wind ; his head was bare, for he carried 
 his hat in his hand, saying he liked the cool 
 air on his forehead. There was an expres- 
 sion on his face that she had never before 
 seen, a weary, troubled look, as of one 
 who had waged a hard battle with self, and 
 had been vanquished when he had most de- 
 sired the victory. 
 
 " You are very sad and silent to-day," she 
 said, after a few indifferent remarks ; " this
 
 
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 scene of desolation and ruin depresses 
 
 voo." 
 
 " O no," he replied, with an eloquent 
 
 glance, " I am not sad, I am too happy. I 
 
 am alwav* silent when I am most happy. 
 
 Neither do 1 find it dreary li.re; there is a 
 
 charm in this :-pot difficult to describe, and 
 
 iy ;-ky and ri>ing wind are in 
 
 fog \\ith the scene. See yonder shep- 
 
 ralliiiu: his flock U-gcther, to seek 
 
 a re tup 1 from the threatening heavens. How 
 
 plaintive is the sound of his pipe ! it is like 
 
 a wail that foretells the coining tempest. 
 
 And I fear it will be upon us before we can 
 
 reach a shelter." 
 
 She glanced back. Mr. Carnegie and the 
 ladies had turned and were hastening to the 
 Sacred Forest. Helen and the Prince were 
 far ahead, utterly oblivious, in each other's 
 society, of the storm about to break upon 
 them. 
 
 " Let us remain here for a moment," said 
 Guido. as they reached the foot of the hill 
 on which stand th ruins of the temple of 
 Bacchus. " Here in this shallow cave is a 
 little shelter." 
 
 Even as he spoke the gust swept by them, 
 and the great drops fell with a heavy patter 
 on the dried earth at their feet. For a few 
 moments the wind was fearful, and the 
 place offered little protection against the 
 fury of the elements. Guido glanced into 
 the pale face at his side, and he saw her 
 turn paler and tremble as a vivid flash of 
 lightning shot by them, followed by a deaf- 
 ening crash of thunder. With a sudden im- 
 pulse of tenderness he threw his mantle 
 around her and drew her close to hi? heart. 
 A moment of silent rapture, a moment of 
 more than bliss, in which their souls knew 
 <-:irh other and rushed together; though no 
 word was spoken, though no vow passed 
 their lips, yet the great secret that each 
 had hidden from the other was revealed in 
 all its strength and fervor. They loved 
 each other, and henceforth their fouls could 
 never be separated, even though their 
 bodies were parted forever ; through all 
 time, through all eternity, the immortal part 
 would remain one. 
 
 This revelation burst with startling power 
 upon the mind of Constance, as she rested 
 for one moment against the heart that beat 
 ?o tumultuously for her. Then, deadly pale, 
 (ho disengaged herself from his embrace 
 and turned away coldly and haughtily, say- 
 ing, in a constrained voice, "The strength 
 t the storm is passed, let us go on." 
 
 For a moment Guido looked at her like 
 one stupefied ; then a scornful, bitter ex- 
 pression passed over his face, but he said, 
 gently and calmly, " Pardon me, Siynorina, 
 1 meant but to shelter you from the storm. 
 Yes, let us go on ; the worst is over." 
 
 The rain still fell heavily, but after a few 
 
 moments of hurried walking, during which 
 neither spoke, they reached the grotto where 
 Helen and the Prince had already arrived, 
 wet and tempest-tossed, it is true, but chat- 
 ting and laughing as merrily as ever. 
 
 " Here we will remain until the shower is 
 entirely over," said Guido, as he folded his 
 mantle and laid it on a wet stone to form a 
 seat for Constance. " You are pale and 
 tired from your rapid walk ; sit here, and 
 I will bring you some water to refresh 
 you." 
 
 He gave her a cool draught in a little 
 silver cup Mrs. Tremaine had brought to 
 drink from ; then he stood looking at her 
 with a sad, dreary expression of mingled 
 pain and disappointment. It told more 
 than words could how deeply she had 
 wounded him. 
 
 As she gave him back the cup, her eyes 
 lilled with tears, -and she said softly, laying 
 her hand upon his for a moment, " Forget 
 what has passed ; I, too, will forget it. Now 
 tell me about this mysterious place." 
 
 The Prince was twining graceful maiden's- 
 hair and ivy into a wreath for Helen, who 
 had laid aside her hat and was arranging 
 her dishevelled gold, which the wind had 
 torn from its fastenings. 
 
 " I can believe this to have been the abode 
 of all the nymphs since the Creation," she 
 said. " It seems to be the very spot for the 
 dwelling-place of the light-footed creatures. 
 How lovely it must have been when the green 
 moss of the spring was sprinkled with am- 
 brosial drops that fell from the damp tresses 
 of Egeria ! and how strange to think that 
 this same fountain sparkles and bubbles 
 and runs over the margin into the basin 
 among the maiden's-hair fern and wild ivy 
 as it did in the irreclaimable days when 
 gods and goddesses descended to hold inter- 
 course with mortals ! But then," she said, 
 with an arch smile, " men were half gods, 
 and all women were nymphs." 
 
 "And now," replied the Prince, with an 
 ardent glance of admiration, " all men are 
 mortal ; and all women are angels, and much 
 lovelier than these beings of an ideal cre- 
 ation." 
 
 " One might fancy," said Guido, pointing 
 to the mutilated recumbent statue, " that 
 pome presuming mortal had dared to pene- 
 trate into the enchanted shade, and an 
 indignant goddess had transformed him into 
 this dumb marble." 
 
 " Very poetical, Signer Guido, but more 
 poetical than real, as in all probability this 
 romantic spot was nothing more than a liath 
 where the lusty contadini came to lave 
 th;:ir tired limbs after their day's toil in the 
 neighboring fields." 
 
 " O," cried Constance, " how can you de- 
 stroy our cherished illusions by such a 
 commonplace explanation ! The beauty and
 
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 seclusion of the spot make me desire to be- 
 lieve in the truth of the tradition." 
 
 " Pardon me," he said, " but would you 
 teach me that fiction is better than truth ? 
 But see, the rain is over, and the wind 
 has gone to rest like a tired child. Let us 
 get to the horses before there is another 
 shower." 
 
 Guido walked by the side of Constance, 
 silent and grave, and she was too much ab- 
 sorbed in her own thoughts to make any 
 effort to converse. The wind had fallen to 
 rest, as the Prince said, like a tired child 
 that had raged and moaned until its 
 strength was spent, and now all was calm 
 and still. That silence, almost stupor, had 
 succeeded which is so suggestive of ex- 
 hausted, worn-out passions. 
 
 They found the ladies sitting in the car- 
 riage, and Mr. Carnegie pacing back and 
 forth with bowed head and moody face. 
 
 " Are you wet ? " he inquired anxiously, 
 f.s Mrs. Tremaine approached. 
 
 " A little," she replied, smiling, " but a 
 sharp canter will set us all right " ; and, 
 scarcely touching the proffered hand of the 
 Prince, she sprang into the saddle. 
 
 That evening Helen did not go out, and 
 the Prince came, as he usually did when 
 she was at home. They sat apart from the 
 others, talking in low tones, while they 
 turned over a book of drawings. Mr. Car- 
 negie and Madame Landel sipped their tea 
 in silence by the fire, and Constance and 
 Guido were at the piano. In spite of the 
 episode of the morning they both seemed 
 happy, and Guido's face had recovered its 
 usual serene expression. They sang, yet 
 did not select the impassioned romances of 
 Italy, but rather the noble compositions of 
 Mozart and Beethoven, and parts of Cheru- 
 bim's Slabat Mater, and the tender, exquisite 
 Ave Maria of Cerissimi. 
 
 That night, after Constance went to her 
 room, she walked the floor for long hours, 
 searching into the depths of her heart with 
 troubled earnestness, trying to decipher 
 what was written there. One by one the 
 words came out cl(r and distinct, and stood 
 before her in letters of fire, and grew, and 
 increased, and repeated themselves, but al- 
 ways in the same form, "1 love him, I love 
 him." 
 
 And Guido, on his knees before the pic- 
 ture of the Madonna, his long black robes 
 falling around him, with pale uplifted face 
 and extended hands, looked like some suf- 
 fering saint, imploring mercy from the 
 Mother of God. 
 
 " Oh ! " he moaned, " T love her, I love her, 
 and I muse tear her from my heart. She 
 does not know what I am, she does not know 
 the barrier of disgrace that separates us. 
 Yes, I love her, but I must forget her or 
 
 CHAPTER XX. 
 
 A USELESS QUEST. 
 
 IX a small, neatly furnished apartment on 
 the Lung' Arno, in Florence, sat a 
 gentleman deeply engaged ill writing. It 
 was Richard Vandeleur, but how changed 
 from the Richard Vandeleur of Ilchnsibrd ! 
 His face was ihin, almost haggard ; his mouth 
 had those downward curves of melancholy 
 depression which tell so plainly of the deep 
 thought and suffering that have marked a 
 life ; his eyes were sad but gentle, and his 
 brow lined and contracted ; his hair was 
 thinner, and mixed around the temples with 
 gray ; his face was brown from exposure to 
 the sun of Eastern deserts, and the lower 
 part was entirely covered by a long grizzled 
 beard. His whole dress betokened a care- 
 lessness of the world's opinion, an utter in- 
 difference to appearance ; and yet he looked 
 a gentleman in spite of all, but so weary and 
 worn, so old and changed, that Constance, 
 had she seen him, would scarcely have rec- 
 ognized him as the elegant man of fashion 
 she had known a year and a half 1> 
 It is true he had lost some of his former 
 almost effeminate refinement, but he had 
 gained much in its stead. There, was a 
 certain earnestness and resolution in his 
 expression that told he was no longer an 
 idler, but a constant, unwearied actor in the 
 great drama of life. A few months !> 
 he h:ul returned from the East, where he 
 had sought in vain for happiness and \'~ 
 fulness. lie had returned to the ciii 
 Europe, to the same men, to the same 
 places, to the same things he had left, still 
 oppressed with the same hungering heart, 
 the same unpeaceable soul, ever pursued 
 by the thought of his lost ye.irs and the 
 remorse that had so blighted his lite. In 
 almost every hour, in everv place, the words 
 of Constance still sounded in his ears : 
 " Seek her throughout the world, and, if she 
 still lives, make her what reparation is in 
 your power." lie had sought her, and. the 
 more he sought, the more the memory of 
 those days of wild sweet joy, when she had 
 been all to him, entered and took possession 
 of his heart; and the, more lie thought of 
 her innocence and purity, lie.- gentle nature, 
 the more difficult he found it to believe that 
 she had indeed sinin'd so deeply. Time 
 and suffering had softened his heart, and 
 taught him to be more merciful. There 
 were hours when a suspicion, too horrible to 
 be endured, would (lash across his mind, 
 what if that man whom lie had trusted had 
 deceived him and the poor child he left in 
 his charge '.' I will seek tor him." In- would 
 cry, in a paroxysm of rage, " I will find 
 him and wring the truth from him, or I will 
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 storms of passion would succeed a gloomy 
 reaction, when he would reason coolly to 
 hiiiiM-lf in this wise: "Jf she had loved me 
 aiyl l.ecn true to me, nothing could have 
 turn her 1'rom me. It' she. had been deceived 
 and decoyed from the home where I left 
 her, she knew my name, she could have 
 found me. In all these years, if she were 
 innocent and living, I should have heard 
 from her. O, if I could but find her, and 
 know 1 had been deceived, and she was the 
 same sweet child I worshipped in those 
 golden days of youth and love, life might 
 still be something to me, I might yet be 
 happy ! " 
 
 This evening, as he sat alone in his room 
 steadily writing, he was striving, as he al- 
 ways was now, to find distraction in labor, 
 never in pleasure. For several weeks he 
 had been wandering along the Adriatic 
 coast, stopping in every small town and 
 hamlet, searching by every means possible 
 for some information concerning his earnest 
 quest. He had visited again the scene of 
 those happy hours ; he had sat in the little 
 garden, under the same orange-trees where, 
 ten years before, the golden summer days 
 had gone on like an idyl of Arcadia. And 
 such a summer he had never known since, 
 because he never again had the fame fresh 
 heart, the same faith and trust ; and now, 
 looking back through the dark and tangled 
 vista of all the years, he could truly say, 
 " Those were the blessed days of my life ! " 
 The cottage was empty' and closed, but he 
 readily gained permission, to enter ; the ser- 
 vant who had been in his employ was dead 
 or gone, hone knew which. He could learn 
 nothing there ; but still he wished to see 
 once more the place so filled with sweet 
 associations, the little rooms where they 
 had lived, day after day, in the closest of all 
 the relations of life. He threw himself on 
 his knees before the window where they 
 had sat hour after hour; where she had 
 stood so often by his side, her arm around 
 his neck, her soft cheek resting on his hair, 
 while he read or wrote ; where she had knelt 
 before him. gazing into his face with adoring 
 eyes, calling him her angel, her saint, and 
 every sweet endearing diminutive her lovely 
 language possessees. There was the little 
 niche in the wall, with the ill-painted Ma- 
 donna, where she had insisted upon having 
 a desk, with a candle and prayer-book, and 
 a crucifix over it, before which she knelt 
 night and morning in her loose white robes, 
 her small brown hands clasped, her soft eyes 
 uplifted to the image of the suffering 
 Saviour, pleading for; forgiveness, she who 
 had never then sinned. 
 
 O, how the remembrance of those scenes 
 lacerated and tore the heart of the weary 
 suffering man ! for he had been the cause of 
 the ruin of that angel of purity ; he had left 
 
 her unprotected to the snares of a villain. 
 Where was she now ? perhaps, cast of! and 
 forsaken, she had sunk lower and lower, un- 
 til neither earth nor heaven had any refuge 
 for her, and the fair face and glorious eyes 
 might have been hidden for years in the 
 darkness and dreariness of an unknown 
 grave. Covering his face with his hands, 
 he wept long and bitterly ; then he arose 
 and went away, like one who had taken 
 the last look of an idolized being before the 
 coffin-lid closed upon it forever. Again he 
 walked on the mournful shores where, years 
 before, in the first, fury of his disappointed 
 love, he had poured out his impotent rage 
 and scorn to the unheeding sea. Now with 
 a profound sadness he watched the continual 
 succession of waves, that broke one after 
 another on the smooth sand with a fain-t 
 murmuring plaint like the moajis of invisible 
 sorrows. " Why do you complain and mur- 
 mur forever," he thought, "you who have 
 the strength that nothing can resist ? Even 
 we who are human have no power against 
 you. How like life ! how like fate ! We 
 struggle madly, blindly, against our desti- 
 sies, and yet the waves roll on and on, and 
 we cannot stay them in their course, neither 
 can we resist them." 
 
 O human hearts ! groping like wounded 
 worms in the dust, with a blind instinct of 
 pain^ why in your maimed and helpless as- 
 pirations do ye not look to the great Healer? 
 His balm of Gilead, his balsam of life, 
 would be so freely poured on your bleeding 
 wounds. 
 
 Kichard Vandeleur had not yet that faith 
 in the unlimited power, in the unchangeable 
 justice and goodness, of the Father who 
 pities us in our weakness and folly, that 
 faith which leads us to higher and nobler 
 ends.' that faith without which our lives 
 are but the most deplorable of all decep- 
 tions ; still he was blindly groping in the 
 darkness, with his hands before his face, to- 
 ward the great light, which, if it once 
 beams upon our souls, drives away forever 
 the shadows of doubt and despair. 
 
 Many and varied weie,the thoughts that 
 passed through his mind in quick succes- 
 sion, as he stood looking out on the sea, 
 over which hung a dull gray sky. Earth 
 and heaven seemed veiled alike in a cold 
 neutral tint, and always distinct from the 
 confusion of thought sounded those words, 
 " Reparation, reparation " The waves that 
 broke at his feet seemed to demand it ; the 
 wind that waved the boughs of a dreary 
 willow and moaned among the branches of 
 a pine against which he leaned, the sea- 
 birds with slow circles and plaintive cries, 
 took up the refrain and repeated it over and 
 over. The memory of a pair of dark tender 
 eyes dimmed with tears, a face glorious 
 with youth and beauty, quivering lips, and
 
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 clinging .hands was eloquent with the same 
 prayer. 
 
 Then a solemn phantom seemed to pass 
 before him, with hollow eyes, in which the 
 fires of life and passion were forever ex- 
 tinguished, a face white and worn, lips 
 on which no smile rested, mournful folded 
 hands over an immobile breast, a ghastly 
 contrast to that incarnation of warm, fresh, 
 living loveliness he had known. And that 
 phantom seemed to cry louder and more 
 imperatively than all the voices of nature, 
 " Reparation ! reparation ! " 
 
 " O my Go;l ! " he cried, " I have striven, 
 and I will still strive. I will give myself 
 neither peace nor rest until I know some- 
 tiling of her fate." 
 
 And so he had gone on through every 
 city and town of Italy, often discouraged, 
 often hopeless, but still ever seeking, even 
 when he felt ic was a useless quest. 
 
 He had returned to Florence after this 
 weary search, worn out in body and mind, 
 yet resolved to leave immediately for Paris, 
 hoping there to find some clew to the where- 
 abouts of De Villiers. That seemed to be 
 the only resource left, and he determined 
 to ac* upon it at once. 
 
 But at that time a malignant fever had 
 been raging among the poor, in a squalid, 
 dirty part of the city, where few foreigners 
 dared penetrate. '-Here," he thought, "is 
 something for me to do, by which I may 
 make some atonement foithe past." And so 
 for several weeks, instead of starting on his 
 intended journey, he had been going the 
 rounds of the infected district, a very angel 
 of mercy. He had freely given food and 
 money, and procured the best medical ad- 
 vice. He had watched day after day and 
 night after night by the bed of the dying, 
 giving them the cooling draught, moistening 
 the parched lips, and often closing with his 
 own hands the eyes that had ceased to 
 weep. In all the abodes of misery the pale 
 solemn face, the sad but kind eyes, the 
 gentle voice, were known and welcomed. 
 But now the crisis of the epidemic had 
 passed, already there was a change for the 
 better, and again he decided to leave. This 
 evening, after writing for some time, he 
 started up su 1 lenly and laid down his pen, 
 as though some iie\v resolution had taken 
 possession of him. 
 
 " Have I been insane that I have never 
 thought of this before ? Yes, I will go at 
 once to Rome, I will seek for her father and 
 mother ; she may have returned to them, 
 what is more likely ? or at least, if she has 
 not returned, they may know something of 
 her fate. Yes, I will leave in the morning. 
 Now I must go to see my sick ; I must know 
 they arc provided for during my absence." 
 
 He took a basket from a cloget, filled 
 with wine and fruit, and, opening his desk, 
 
 drew from a roll a number of small bills 
 
 in paper; these he put into his pocket-book, 
 and, taking his basket and cane, started 
 on his errand of mercv. Le-iving behind 
 him the broad, brilliantly light i-,l Lim^' 
 Arno, he crossed the Ponte Yeeehin. and 
 entered the dark, dreary suburbs. Passing 
 through a narrow, dirty street, he saw a 
 wounded dog lying on the pavement, howling 
 piteously. Stooping down, he took the dirty 
 little animal in his arms, and carried it to a 
 butcher's stall near ; on examining it, he 
 found its hind legs were broken. " Poor 
 thing !" he said, with genuine pity in his 
 voice, as lie put some money into the man's 
 hand, "take care of it until it is well. 
 Mind you take care of it, and feed it ! if hot, 
 I shall know how to treat you when I sec 
 you again." The man promised readily, 
 but at the same time looked with bewildered 
 astonishment at this eccentric person, who 
 could care for the sufferings of a dog ; and 
 as he went out, the butcher muttered to 
 himself, " Ah, this must be the forrnlicre 
 who has been so good to the sick. May the 
 Madonna and all the saints bless him ! " 
 
 On he went from one house to another, 
 speaking words of kindness and encourage- 
 ment, giving money, wine, or bread, as they 
 were needed. In one room of a distressingly 
 miserable place was a little girl of eight or 
 nine years, who had been, with her old 
 grandmother, just to the verge of the grave, 
 but both had now turned back to tread a 
 little longer the paths of life, one with 
 the trembling feet of age, the other with 
 the unheeding steps of childhood. He loved 
 this dark-eyed child ; she was very patient 
 and docile, and he had seen her often during 
 her illness. Now he leaned over the mis- 
 erable bed, and said gently, ".1 no la /n!<t, I 
 am going away for a few days. I have come 
 to say addlo, and you must be quite well 
 when I return." 
 
 The child threw her thin arms around his 
 neck, and, drawing his bearded face close to 
 hers, she murmured, " O cam >'////- 
 love you, and I will pray to the blessed 
 Madonna to bring you hack quickly." 
 
 The tears filled his eyes and fell on her 
 pale cheek as he stooped to kiss her: then 
 he turned away, to continue his work of 
 mercy far into the night. 
 
 When he reached his room he threw him- 
 self into an arm-chair weary and e.\h;i 
 yet feeling he had done a little to lighten 
 his own burden, as well as that of oth- 
 ers. 
 
 And this was Richard Vandeleur, the fas- 
 tidious man of the world, the giv idler in 
 the haunts of fashion and vice, the scoll'er, 
 the sceptic, who had years before cea>eil to 
 believe in the purity of any motive, that in- 
 fluenced the heart. 
 
 That ni<2'ht he had carried a wounded
 
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 dirty animal in his arms from pity, and had 
 wept over the: sick-bed of a pauper. 
 
 CHAPTER XXI. 
 
 AM I WORTHY TO BE TOUR FRIEND ? 
 
 rpHERE was a great festa in St. John 
 J_ Lateran, at Borne, that beautiful basilica 
 which stands like a sentinel before the gates, 
 and whose marble Christ and ten Apostles 
 seem to keep watch and ward over the great 
 city, wide campagna, and distant moun- 
 tains. 
 
 This day, over all the long flight of steps 
 and at all the entrances were strewn the 
 odorous box and bay, and all the doors were 
 hung with fluttering silk curtains bordered 
 with gold, and around all the massive pil- 
 lars were twined and interlaced festoons 
 of crimson and white. Thousands of can- 
 dles burned before the altars, and flowers 
 loaded the air with perfume. Crowds were 
 passing in, from the magnificent Roman 
 princes, with their liveried lackeys, to the 
 poorest contadini, all received alike in the 
 temple of God. 
 
 The mass of people swayed back and 
 forth as the guards made way for the pro- 
 cession of cardinals, bishops, priests, and 
 then the Pope, with his gorgeous retinue. 
 Guido sang, and every one crowded to hear 
 him. In fact, he went, like the beloved 
 Raphael in other days, followed by his 
 throng of imitators and admirers. All the 
 young musicians loved him and copied him ; 
 he was now far above those who had envied 
 him in the early days of his career. So 
 friend and foe bowed alike at the shrine 
 where the world worshipped. 
 
 He sansr, with all the pathos of his won- 
 derful voice, that touching prayer, 
 
 " Signer, pieti '. se ate giunge il mio pregar 
 Non mi puuisca. il tuo rigor." 
 
 And he sang with the same power that, 
 nearly two hundred years before, had soft- 
 ened the hearts and changed the purpose 
 of the assassins who had entered that sacred 
 edifice to take the life of the unfortunate 
 Stradella. Even as the crowd were then 
 ready to fall down and worship that ill-fated 
 younjr sincrer, so now was the great mass of 
 people filled with tho same enthusiastic de- 
 light at Guide's marvellous execution. 
 
 Constance sat near the choir with her 
 friends, who freely expressed their admira- 
 tion ; but she said nothing. Her face was 
 unusually pale, and her eyes had a solemn 
 expression, blended with adoration, as she 
 gazed at the noble form of the young singer. 
 Sometimes Guide's eyes would meet hers 
 for a moment, and express all his gratitude 
 and joy at her evident appreciation. 
 
 It was through music their souls held in- 
 tercourse and comprehended each other ; 
 consequently the moments she listened to his 
 voice were the happiest of her life. 
 
 Before one of the altars, surrounded by 
 several nuns, knelt Sister Agatha, rapt in 
 a sort of trance as she listened to Guide's 
 voice and at the same time looked on the 
 pictured Christ in the last agony of his 
 mortal struggle. She was paler, older, and 
 more worn, but still the same placid face 
 beamed under the stiff white cap and black 
 serge veil. She was no longer in the camera 
 della rota at Santo Spirito, for when the 
 sisterhood of the Sacre Ctxur established 
 their convent in the Villa Lanti, the position 
 of mother assistant had been piven her, a 
 more honorable position than that which she 
 held at Santo Spirito, but cften she longed 
 for the -old wards, and the baby faces, and 
 the Warm little living hands that strayed 
 over her face and clung around her neck. 
 She had a woman's heart, this poor nun ; 
 at d her life there afforded her some outlet 
 for the tender feelings, that cannot be turned 
 inward to feed upon self, or even be given 
 all to God. Her life now was colder, more 
 austere, mere dignified, but less satisfactory. 
 She still loved Guido with the, same deep 
 affection, which she never could quite un- 
 derstand. In spite of all her prayers to the 
 Madonna to remove it from her heart if it 
 were unlawful, it still flourished as green 
 and fresh as on the night when he first smiled 
 in her face under the shadow cf Santo 
 Spirito. For the Santa Madre was a wo- 
 man and loved her dear son, and wept, and 
 fainted at the cross, as any earthly mother 
 would have done to see her dear child 
 suffering the agonies cf death. And Sister ' 
 Agatha loved Guido as a child, ar.d so the 
 dear Madonna did cot wither or crush this 
 affection, but left it to grow, and blossom, 
 and bring forth fruit. 
 
 And Filomena was there listening, with all 
 her heart in her eyes, to the divine voice 
 of il caro maestro. She was no longer the 
 poor dejected creature who had brought 
 him under her shawl back to Santo Spirito, 
 weeping bitterly because she was too poor to 
 keep him. Now she was well dressed and 
 healthy, and if it had rot been for the red 
 stain on her cheek she would not have been 
 ill-looking. As it was, she had the air of 
 one well satisfied with the world ; but, if 
 you examined her face moie closely, there 
 was an expression which told plainly that 
 she was not altogether satisfied with herself. 
 
 Near her stood a tall, bearded man, who 
 scarcely removed his eyes from her, and, 
 whichever way she turned, he too turned 
 in the samo direction, as if to keep her al- 
 ways in sight. 
 
 When the service was finished and the 
 people passed out, he followed close
 
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 behind her, until they gained the piazza, 
 where the crowd was not so dense ; then he 
 advanced to her side, and said, in a voice 
 slightly tremulous, " Your name is Filome- 
 na, is it not ? " 
 
 " Yes," she replied, starting and turning 
 pale ; " but why do you wish to know V " 
 
 " I have something to say to you ; when 
 and where can I see you ? " 
 
 " To-night, at my house, if you wish " ; 
 and she added tho street and number. 
 
 " Very well," he said, " I will be there at 
 seven " ; and, without adding another word, 
 he turned away. 
 
 " lie brings me some news of my child, 
 my Mona," said the poor mother, following 
 him with her CVLS. " O, if God has but put 
 it into her heart to acknowledge her poor 
 parents, it will be a happy day for my Be- 
 nedetto and me ! I am sure it'sheoeuld see 
 us, how our condition is chanrtpa, she 
 would be no longer ashamed of us. But eld 
 sa ? perhaps it is the good news he has come 
 to bring us." 
 
 At ceven o'clock, punctually, some one 
 rang. Filomena opened the door, and there 
 stood the stranger. She invited him into 
 her little room, closed the door, offered him ; 
 a seat, and then stood before him, trem- 
 blingly, waiting for him to speak. 
 
 " Do you not know me ? " he said, after a ! 
 moment's pause, stroking his beard slowly, 
 and looking her steadily in the face. 
 
 " No, no," with a puzzled ah*, returning 
 his penetrating gaze, " and yet your eyes 
 are familiar. But Signor mio I " she 
 cried, cla -ping her hands, " tell me if you 
 have any news of my child." 
 
 A sudden pallor passed over his face, and I 
 then he said, " Do you remember the 
 re Inylene, who lived ten years ago in the I 
 palace where your husband was porter ? " 
 
 " Dio mio .' I do remember him. He it 
 was who robbed ns of our child, curses on 
 him!" 
 
 "Hush! hush! I am he; it was I who 
 took her from you ; and now I am come to 
 you to learn something of her." 
 
 " You ? " she cried, starting back. " Nev- 
 er ! never ! But where is my child ? " and 
 the woman advanced toward him and shook 
 her clenched hand menacingly in his face, 
 while her black eyes and the crimson stain 
 on her die' I: !>urned like fire. "Tell me 
 quickly, tell me what have you done with 
 my child ? Where is she ? " 
 
 " I do not know," he said, taking her 
 hands and forcm:; her gently into a chair. 
 "Becalm, I implore you; 1 have much to 
 say to you ; be calm, and listen to me." 
 
 " You, the villain who has robbed me of 
 my only child! you tell me to be calm. 
 Ah, you do not know a mother's heart, i will 
 have your life's blood if you do not bring 
 back my child." 
 
 8 
 
 " O, hush ! I beseech you ! If you will 
 not listen to me, I can do nothing," he said, 
 in a sad, discouraged voice. " Jt is true, I 
 deserve all your reproaches, all your indig- 
 nation and anger ; but that cannot undo 
 what has been done. I wish now to make 
 all the reparation in my power, if it is not 
 too late. Listen, while 1 tell you all, and 
 then, perhaps, you may pity me." 
 
 His humble, sad voice touched the not 
 unfeeling heart of the woman, and seemed 
 to subdue her fury. She buried her lace in 
 her hands, and waited in silence lor him to 
 begin. 
 
 Then he told her all, from the hour of 
 the false marriage to the last effort he had 
 made at Pescara, a few weeks before. She 
 often interrupted him during the recital 
 with cries of auger, indignation, and sor- 
 row, and exclamations of " O ji;/li" 
 mingled with sobs and curses on her seducer. 
 
 " And you have heard nothing from her? " 
 he inquired, wistfully, when he had fin- 
 ished. 
 
 " Nothing ! she has been dead to us since 
 the night she left us. Shortly after, we re- 
 ceived a large sum of money, and since, at 
 different times, smaller amounts; so we 
 knew it must come from our child ; and we 
 thought she was rich and happy, but did 
 not wish to come back because she was 
 a>ha-ned of her poor, ignorant parents." 
 
 " I sent the money," he said ; " first at 
 her suggestion, and after because I wished 
 in some way to atone for my sin. Did you 
 think she had married the man she had fled 
 with ? " 
 
 " Certainly. I who knew the pure, in- 
 nocent heart of my child, and the strength 
 of her virtue, knew, also, that nothing would 
 induce her to listen to any other proposal : 
 and you, who had had the sxre 'test proof of 
 her purity, how could you doubt her because 
 one whom you knew to be a villain de- 
 ceived you? O man, blind, stupid, hive 
 you not yet learned to know that there 
 has been some fearful wroirj; in all tbis ? 
 My child was innocent ; I know it as well 
 as though she told me so before the face of 
 the Madonna. That bad man in whose care 
 you left her has Icvcivcd you and wi- 
 the ruin of both ! " and, covering her 
 she rocked to and fro as though a mighty 
 wind had passed over her, always moaning, 
 " O my poor child, you aiv io for- 
 
 ever ! I know that nothing but death could 
 keep you from your mother's he-ir; I " 
 
 " Patience, patience, my poor friend ! " he 
 said, gently taking her livmblin: hands in 
 liis; -let us still seek her. tru-tin'_' in (lod 
 to aid us, and if we find her, and she is 
 free, she shall be my wife, honored ami be- 
 loved, and you may yet b happy with your 
 child. I cann;)l think die i- 1 ad ; neither 
 can I now believe she is with that man. O,
 
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 I had hoped that in all these years you 
 uii-lil have heard something from her ! " 
 
 "I will serk i'or her im>elt," said Filo- 
 mena; " the heart of a mother will lead me 
 to her. Yes, to-morrow J will begin my 
 search, and 1 will not rest until I find her. 
 I forgive you," she said, laying her hand 
 heav'ilv on his shoulder, "1 Ibrgive you, but 
 on the" condition that if I discover my child, 
 and she is free, you will at once make her 
 your wife." 
 
 '' 1 swear it," he said, starting up, with a 
 new light in his eyes ; li the hour I can make 
 that reparation will be my first hour of true 
 peace since I committed that crime." 
 
 " We all have sinned," said the woman, 
 and a strange expression passed over her 
 face ; " and every sin brings its punishment, 
 but every sin is not a crime. For this, no 
 reparation can be too great." 
 
 " Jt is true ; your words are just, and I de- 
 serve your bitterest reproaches ; but all 
 that human power can do I will do to atone 
 for this great wrong. You know how I 
 have sinned ; but God only knows how I 
 have suffered." 
 
 The woman's face softened, and she said 
 gently, " Pazienza, and we will hope for the 
 best." 
 
 Richard Vandeleur arose, and, taking a 
 roll of bank-notes from his pocket, he laid 
 them on the table with a card, saying, " Use 
 this in your search, and spare no expense. I 
 shall leave here directly for Paris, where I 
 hope to learn something of De Villicrs. 
 Here is my address ; if you have anything 
 to communicate, write to me at once." 
 
 He opened the door to go, when the voice 
 of some one singing in an adjoining room 
 fell upon his ear ; he started, turned pale, 
 and inquired almost breathlessly who it was. 
 
 " It is a young English lady, the Signo- 
 rina Wilbrcham," replied Filomena. 
 
 Without a word he stepped toward the 
 door. It was ajar, and he entered. Con- 
 stance was alone in the salon, and at the 
 piano. When she saw this tall, bearded 
 man in the door, she arose, and came for- 
 ward to know his wishes. Suddenly she 
 stopped, arrested by his eyes, whose ex- 
 ;:iv>Mon she always remembered. She 
 leaned with one hand on the back of a chair, 
 and, holding out the other, said, calmly, 
 " This is a surprise, Mr. Vandeleur, but you 
 arc nevertheless welcome." 
 
 " Thank you," he replied ; " I heard your 
 voice, and I could not resist the desire to 
 speak with you." 
 
 " I am very glad to have the opportunity." 
 She spoke calmly and truthfully. She could 
 meet tin- man without emotion, whom she 
 had parted from but a year and a half 
 before nearly brokeq-hearted. " I thought 
 you were in the East," she continued. 
 
 "I returned some months ago." And 
 
 then, sitting down by her side, as an old 
 fiiend after a long parting, he recounted to 
 her all his wanderings, his useless quest, 
 his bitter disappointment at the interview 
 with Filomena, and his resolves for the fu- 
 ture. Then, holding out his hand, he said, 
 with a grave smile, " And now am I wor- 
 thy to be your friend ? " 
 
 She took the proflered hand in both hers, 
 and, looking into his eyes that beamed with 
 calm friendship, she replied, " Yes, yes, and 
 this is the most satisfactory moment of my 
 life. I have thought of you, and prayed 
 for you, that you might see your duty and 
 perform it ; and in the trying are you not 
 happier ? Do you not find that your abne- 
 gation of self is bringing its rew;,r<l." 
 
 "In a measure," he replied s-okmnly; 
 " but I can know no real peace until I have 
 made ofcue reparation." 
 
 " Yon are (iohig all you can. < 'n.<\ is mer- 
 ciful ; - will accept the ardent desire for 
 the fulfilment. Trust in him, and the peace 
 will ccme in his own time." 
 
 " And you," he inquired, looking earnest- 
 ly into her face, " are you happy ? " 
 
 " Ah, yes ! as happy as I can be without 
 my dear father. You, who knew him, can 
 understand what I have lost." She spoke 
 of his death with tearful eyes, then of her 
 new home, her different pursuits, her vari- 
 ous engagements, but never a word of that 
 episode in their lives, the strange discovery 
 on that dull September day, that had led to 
 such unexpected results. Then they had 
 parted with bleeding hearts, each to take up 
 separately the burden of life which they had 
 thought to bear together ; neither daring to 
 pray to see again the face of the other, 
 only feeling a strong conviction that they 
 must put distance between them, and leave 
 to Time, the great healer, to cure the wounds 
 that Fate had made. 
 
 Scarcely a year and a half had passed, and 
 they had met, but not as either expected, in 
 a foreign land, each with a separate purpose 
 in their lives. 
 
 O, how inscrutable is the destiny that 
 ever goes before us with veiled face 1 It is 
 well for us that the veil is never drawn 
 aside, for what is hidden is not to be re- 
 vealed until our journey is done and the 
 shadows fall behind. 
 
 When Madame Landel entered the salon, 
 she could scarcely conceal her surprise at 
 finding Mr. Vandeleur and Constance sit- 
 ting side by side, and talking as calmly as 
 friends who had met after a day's parting. 
 
 " I find y<yu so much changed I hardly 
 recognized you," she said, after a rather 
 troubled greeting. 
 
 " Yes, I am changed," ho replied, a little 
 sadly. "Exposure to burning Eastern euns 
 and desert life does not improve one's 
 looks."
 
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 After a few remarks on indifferent mat- 
 ters he arose to take leave, saying he must 
 start for Florence in the ten o'clock train. 
 
 " Then you do not remain in Rome," ex- 
 claimed Madame Landel, with some surprise 
 in her voice. 
 
 No, 1 have work that calls me away. I 
 am no longer an idler," he said, with a sad 
 smile, as he shook hands. " You may see 
 me again later in the season." 
 
 Constance looked after him, as he left the 
 room, with a mournful presentiment that she 
 should see him no more as then. Her 
 thoughts were prophetic. Poor heart ! No- 
 ble to the last, he found peace, but only 
 when the wing of the white angel had 
 waved over him. 
 
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 CHAPTER XXII. 
 
 WAS IT POVERTY OR SHAME 
 
 THE next morning after her interview 
 with Mr. Vandeleur, Filomena entered 
 the room of Guido. Her face was very 
 pale, and her eyes red and swollen from a 
 sleepless night and almost constant weep- 
 ing. 
 
 Guido was writing, but he started up, and, 
 giving her a chair, inquired anxiously the 
 cause of her trouble. He had always felt 
 for the woman a sort of affection and re- 
 spect, and had ever listened patiently to 
 the recital of every sorrow or annoyance, 
 advising and sympathizing with her in the 
 most tender manner. Indeed, she looked 
 upon him as an oracle, and whatever he 
 suggested she immediately acted upon, 
 believing implicitly it was best in every 
 way. 
 
 This morning, before beginning her story, 
 she began sobbing; so it was necessary to 
 use all sorts of gentle words to calm and 
 console her. After the first burst of pas- 
 sionate grief she became more quiet, and re- 
 cited intelligibly all the details of her inter- 
 view with Mr. Vandeleur. 
 
 Guido could not refrain from expressing 
 his deep indignation at the great wrong 
 that had been practised upon the innocent 
 girl, and his real grief at her uncertain 
 fate. He had grown, like her parents, to 
 think of her as the wife of the rich English- 
 man, living somewhere in luxury, happy 
 and respected. And now this news changed 
 all. If the poor wanderer were still alive, 
 where was she, and in what position ? 
 
 ' Yes," he said, after a few moments' deep 
 thought, " yes, she must be found, and 
 you are the one to seek for her. Begin at 
 once, and my prayers and best wishes go 
 with you. If you need me, you have but to 
 say so, and I am ready to assist you in any 
 
 way possible. And this cruel, base English- 
 man, can God let him go uiipuni-li^ilV" 
 Guido' s cheek flushed, and the old fire of 
 San Michelc shot from his eyes. " Curse 
 him ! If I could name his expiation, it should 
 be bitter to endure." 
 
 " Hush,jiylio mio I " said Filomena. " He 
 has been punished by much suffering. Re- 
 morse and regret are stamped on every line 
 of his worn face. I, her mother, pitied him 
 so that I could not find it in my heart to 
 curse him when I had heard "his story. 
 And he loves her, he loves her yet; after 
 all these years, he pines to look upon her 
 face." 
 
 " Enough," said Guido. " If he has suf- 
 fered, I forgive him. I, also, pity every one 
 that suffers." Then he gave her many direc- 
 tions in regard to her search, counselled and 
 encouraged her, telling her to let him know 
 from time to time of her progress, and, bid- 
 ding her " God speed," they parted. 
 
 After she had gone, he sat long in an at- 
 titude of deep dejection and painful thought. 
 His face was pale and worn, his eyes heavy 
 and sad ; in fact, his whole appearance be- 
 tokened a fierce mental struggle. Since 
 the day of the visit to the fountain of 
 Egeria, nearly a month before, he had been 
 miserable. He saw at once that all his fu- 
 ture happiness depended upon his driving 
 this passion from his heart. It must be 
 done with a firm, unflinching will. He 
 believed he had strength to do it. But he 
 had not yet learned the power of love. 
 Before he had known Conetance he had 
 been comparatively contented vdth his lot, 
 happy in his devotion to his beloved art, 
 and believing life had nothing more in 
 store for him than the every-day duties 
 that devolved upon him. lie had thought 
 little of love, and never dreamed of mar- 
 riage, because he had never loved. And 
 he had never loved, because the being to 
 call forth that passion in the pure, devout 
 heart of the young man had never until 
 then crossed his path. Now an uncontrol- 
 lable fate had brought them together. 
 Their souls, created for each oth'.rr, had 
 recognized the truth, and demanded impera- 
 tively that union of all others the holiest. 
 But Guido dared not tell his love, be- 
 cause the barriers that separated them 
 seemed to him impassable. Fir^t, his situa- 
 tion in the service of the Pope was held 
 under vows of celibacy. If he mnrrii'd, 
 he must renounce it. Then his poverty, 
 and, more insurmountable than all, his ob- 
 scure birth, and the evident dishonor at- 
 tached to it. All this he understood and 
 felt as he never had before ; and the more 
 he thought, the more he felt how impossible 
 it, wns that Constance could return his love. 
 And if she could, would not her pride re- 
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 F ilence of the night, and during the occupa- 
 tions of the day, he brooded over these 
 difficulties until his spirits and healti: were 
 seriously affected. Then, sometimes, he 
 would think, almost joyfully, if this mystery 
 attending his hirth could be explained the 
 other obstacles might be surmounted. For 
 something in his heart told him this girl 
 loved him, and when she loved, no worldly 
 interest could keep her from the man to 
 whom she had given her heart. " For her," 
 he thought, " I could resign my much cov- 
 eted position, could leave my dear Italy, 
 and make for myself an honorable career in 
 some other land ; and then I could ask her 
 to share my lot. If I could but penetrate 
 this mystery, and know at least that I was 
 not the fruit of sin. But O, it is impos- 
 sible ! I have no means, no power, to bring 
 to light this secret hidden by time and 
 silence." 
 
 One day Sister Agatha sat alone in her 
 little private room in the convent of the 
 Sacre Cceur. She looked sad and old, but 
 placid and patient. Before her, on a table, 
 were a number of papers, which she was 
 busily assorting and arranging. There was 
 a knock at the door, and Guido entered. 
 Throwing his broad-brimmed hat on a chair 
 with a gesture of irritation and impatience, 
 altogether unlike his gentfe manner, he fell 
 on his knees before the nun, and, burying 
 his face in his hands, he cried out in sharp, 
 passionate tone?, " madre mia, I am so 
 miserable ! I cannot endure this suffering 
 any longer ; I am come to thee for consola- 
 tion." 
 
 Sister Agatha gently drew his hands 
 from his face, and, pushing back the soft 
 hair from his forehead, she looked long and 
 anxiously into his eyes, saying all the virile, 
 " Guido mio, thou must not forget that I am 
 human, and can do very little for thee ; I 
 love thee and pity thee, but it is to the 
 Mother of God, the Blessed Virgin, thou 
 must carry thy sorrow. Remember, my 
 child, that it is she alone who, by her 
 merciful intercession, can aid thee." 
 
 " Ah ! I know that, my mother, I know 
 all that ; but this sorrow is something re- 
 ligion cannot cure," he replied, with more 
 irreverence in his voice than she had ever 
 heard before. 
 
 She looked surprised, and somewhat 
 grieved, but she continued gently, never- 
 theless, ' My Guido knows it is only the Ma- 
 donna who can help him ; but tell me thy 
 trouble, and I will pray to our Blessed Lady 
 for thee." 
 
 Then Guido, with bowed head and 
 softened voice, told her of his love for Con- 
 stance, its hopelessness, and his dcspiir. 
 
 " Poor boy 1 " she said tenderly, when he 
 had finished, "I pity thee; but "thou must 
 have patience, and if she loves thee she will 
 
 ignore these circumstances that separate 
 thee from her. Perhaps I should say to 
 thee that love and marriage arc not thy 
 highest calling, that thy life should Lo en- 
 tirely consecrated to God and the Holy 
 Mother ; but I cannot, no, I cannot. If thou 
 lovest with the true and pure love that 
 comes from God, it is thy vocation to ac- 
 cept it. The holy passion that he hath 
 given thee should not be chilled or crushed. 
 And if it is meant only for discipline, it is 
 because thou hast need of it, and he will in 
 time remove thy idol and gently draw thy 
 suffering heart to him, to teach thee with 
 pain and chastening that his love is better 
 than earthly passion. My Guido must look 
 at it in this way, and then whatever comes 
 will be best." 
 
 the soft eyes of the nun ; 
 of her youth returned 
 her, her girlish passion for her 
 lover ; those eyes that were so 
 soon disliked iu death: li;;;t. sn.iii.! of infi- 
 nite sweetness that even now, after all 
 these years, sometimes came between her 
 and her prayers ; her wild agony when 
 they were parted; her despair, her hope- 
 lessness ; her renunciation of the wcrld, to 
 enter her living tomb; the weeks, months, 
 and years of struggling to tear his memory 
 frcni her heart, that she might give it all to 
 God, bleeding and lacerated though it was. 
 
 Guido remained lost in thought for a 
 few moments, and then, clasping bis hands, 
 while the tears fell from his eyes, he cried, 
 " No, no, I cannot be resigned to lose 
 her. I have never but half lived until she 
 smiled upon me. If I must be separated 
 from her forever, life is finished for me. 
 Henceforth there is nothing but elaikness 
 and despair." The nun clasped his hands 
 in hers, and pressed her pale lips to them 
 without a word. What more could she 
 say? 
 
 " But, my mo'Jier," continued Guido, with 
 eagerness in his voice, " is there no way I 
 can fathom the mystery that envelopes my 
 birth ? If I could but know I was abandoned 
 from poverty, and not shame, I would not 
 fear to ask for her love. Tell me what you 
 believe ; was it poverty or shame ? " 
 
 " It was not poverty, my Guido," replied 
 the nun, in a low voice. " I am sure you 
 came of gentle parents. Look!" And, open- 
 ing a drawer in a cabinet, she took there- 
 from a bundle of baby-linen, on which was 
 fastened a card bearing the number 36, 
 and the date October 23. The linen was 
 of the most costly fabric, trimmed with deli- 
 cate lace and embroidery. ' ; Look/' she 
 said, "these were upon thee when they 
 brought thee to Santo Spirito. A child of 
 poverty could not be swathed in such fine 
 linen." 
 
 "Then," cried the young man, with a 

 
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 groan of agony, " it could only have been 
 shame that caused the concealment of my 
 birth. It is useless ; we are separated for- 
 ever; I cannot struggle against the destiny j 
 that overwhelms me. I must keep silent, ! 
 I must never tell her of my love ; and then j 
 what is there in life for me ? Nothing. My | 
 art has lost the power to console me, my | 
 religion ah ! she is my idol, my saint ; 
 when I count my rosary and repeat my 
 paternosters, her face comes between me and 
 the Madonna." 
 
 " Guido," said the nun, sternly, " thy 
 words are almost blasphemy. Go to the 
 nearest church, and there on your knees be- 
 fore the image of the suffer ing Christ, pray 
 for pardon. Remember we are not chil- 
 dren whom the blessed Lord bribes to good- 
 ,nes3 by the promise of some desired object. 
 Be good and patient first, and the Madonna 
 will intercede for thee, that thy reward may 
 be given thee." 
 
 Guido took the nun's hand, and pressing 
 it reverently to his lips, and murmuring 
 some half-inaudible promises of penitence 
 and prayer, he went away with bowed head 
 and gloomy brow, like the poor wretches 
 who left the chamber of the Council of Ten 
 to cross the Bridge of Sighs to the prison of 
 condemnation ; for to him hope had fled, 
 the death-warrant to his happiness had been 
 signed, and was he not doomed to a greater 
 suffering than the axe of the executioner or 
 the rest and forgetfulness of the grave ? 
 
 CHAPTER XXIII. 
 
 LET ME LIVE IN THE PRESENT. 
 
 NE evening, Constance and Mrs. Tre- 
 maine sat by the drawing-room fire, 
 chatting on all sorts of subjects. The Prince 
 and Mr. Carnegie had just left, and Madame 
 Landel had gone to her room with a head- 
 ache. 
 
 Helen had been in the most brilliant flow 
 of spirits all the evening. She had sung, 
 laughed, and talked with increasing vivaci- 
 ty, while both the Prince and Mr. Carnegie 
 had been unusually sad and abstracted. 
 
 To Constance, Helen was an enigma 
 which she in vain tried to solve. And now, 
 as she leaned back in an arm-chair, her gold- 
 en hah* pushed away from her forehead, her 
 feet on the fender, and her arms lazily folded, 
 her gayety seemed in no whit to abate. 
 Her eyes sparkled, and the red spot burned 
 on her cheek with an almost feverish bright- 
 ness. Was she acting a part? I do not 
 know, I cannot declare ; but from what oc- 
 curred afterwards, one might say she was. 
 
 " I wonder why Signer Guido never comes 
 now in the evening," she said. " You know 
 
 there was a time he came nearly always, and 
 now I never see him, except when I steal in 
 at the end of your lessons. And then he 
 looks so pale and melancholy, he certainly 
 is quite changed these few weeks pa-t. I 
 think he must be in love with one of us, and 
 is determined to keep out of temptation. I 
 wonder which it is, for I am sure he is in 
 love ; I never mistake the signs. I think it 
 must be you, dear, for I am certain I never 
 would suit him, I am much too wicked." 
 
 Constance colored a little, but laughed 
 and said, "I think he is too wise to fall in 
 love with either of us, and besides you for- 
 get he is quite the same as a priest." And 
 then, to change the subject, " But what was 
 the matter with the Prince to-night ? He cer- 
 tainly seemed quite depressed, an unusual 
 thing for him." 
 
 " Did he, indeed ? I did not observe it," 
 replied Helen. " I suppose his affairs are 
 not in ti very prosperous condition. Lady 
 Charlotte told me to-day that he had offered 
 his most valuable picture for sale, a splendid 
 Giorgione. Fancy a prince so poor that he 
 is obliged to sell his family pictures 1 " 
 
 " Helen, you will not be displeased if I 
 ask you a question ? " said Constance, after 
 a few moments' thought. 
 
 " No, indeed ; ask as many as you wish, 
 only don't lecture. 
 
 " Do you love the Prince ? Because you 
 know, dear, he must marry an heiress, and is 
 it right to go on in this way if you can never 
 be his wife?'" Constance sat on a low 
 ottoman at her friend's side, and as she 
 spoke she took one of the white hands and 
 pressed it gently to her cheek, looking ear- 
 nestly into the inscrutable blue eyes, bent in 
 mock gravity upon her. " Tell me, do you 
 love the Prince ? " 
 
 " I love him ? yes, certainly ; but I sup- 
 pose I have loved twenty others in the same 
 way. How can I tell whether this is the 
 divine passion or not ? " 
 
 " O Helen ! do not speak lightly of this ; 
 I am sure we love but once." 
 
 "Nonsense, moonshine, stuff'! we love as 
 often as we meet any one simpatico, as the 
 Italians say. Why, only fancy, vulgar lit- 
 tle wretch that I was ! when I was twelve 
 years old I was madly in love with the butch- 
 er's boy, an urchin a little older than my- 
 self, so fat, with rosy cheeks, curly hair, and 
 black eyes. And how do you think this grace- 
 ful creature expressed the first budding of the 
 tender passion ? Why, by bringing me pigs' 
 tails, which the cook secretly roasted for me 
 in the ashes ; and I can assure you it v> as 
 food fit for the gods, for at that period I was 
 always hungry. One day mamma entered 
 the kitchen unawares, and caught him surrep- 
 titiously slipping a fine large pig's tail into 
 my apron, which he had stolen from his 
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 and confusion were terrible when mamma, 
 with a not very gentle shake, ordered me to 
 the nursery, threw the delicious morsel into 
 the sink, exclaiming ' Nasty thing ! ' and told 
 the butcher's boy never to show his rosy 
 visage on her premises again. Would you 
 believe it ! I cried for several days and 
 nights for the loss of my dark-eyed cherub, 
 or the savory pigs' tails, I don't remember 
 which." 
 
 Constance could not refrain from laugh- 
 ing a little, but she said very gravely, " Dear 
 Helen, don't turn this subject into ridi- 
 cule. 1 am sure you do not mean what you 
 say." 
 
 " I quite mean it," she replied, smiling 
 mischievously. " My own experience teaches 
 me the instability of the tender passion. 
 And then how one's taste changes ! My 
 first love was fat and rosy. Then there 
 succeeded a liking for pale slim lads with 
 long hair, lawyers' clerks and apothe- 
 caries' apprentices. When I was sixteen 
 nothing pleased me but fast, distingue young 
 men, who sported gold chains, diamond 
 studs, and eye-glasses, who simpered and 
 bowed and grinned, and twisted their mus- 
 taches. Then a little later, I thought all 
 middle-aged men divine ; those who wore 
 mourning hat-bands and black gloves, 
 scholarly-looking, melancholy individuals, 
 whom I always fancied 1 o be poets that the 
 world did not appreciate. I doted on gray 
 hair, and grizzled beard, and declared I 
 would rather be an old man's darling than 
 the remainder of the proverb. Now that I 
 have arrived at the age of discretion, with 
 all these experiences to teach me, how can 
 I believe in the stability of love ? " 
 
 " Then you have never loved, dear," said 
 Constance, softly, and with a slight blush. 
 " If you had, you would know that all the 
 preferences of which you have spoken are 
 nothing but a girl's foolish fancies. But I 
 believe the experience must come to us all 
 once in a life. If you have escaped, it will 
 come later, and then you will believe what 
 I say to be true ; but, Helen, if you do not 
 love the Prince, is it right to show such a 
 decider! preference for his society ? One can 
 see his heart is all yours ; how can you trifle 
 with him so ? " 
 
 " Trifle with him ! " she exclaimed, with a 
 sudden burst of emotion, covering her face 
 with 4mr hand?, " trifle with him ! Good 
 Heavens ! cannot you see how madly, how 
 entirely, I love him ? " 
 
 ' ; Hush, dear," said Constance, tenderly, 
 " let us talk of this calmly. I have always 
 believed you loved him, but your own words 
 contradicted your actions. Do you under- 
 stand each other ? Does he know you love 
 him ? " 
 
 " Certainly he knows it, and he also 
 knows how hopeless our future is, poor 
 
 darling ! It is for that he is so sad, it is for 
 that he is almost in despair." 
 
 " Why, " said Constance, " when you 
 have known from the first the utter hope- 
 lessness of this love, why have you encour- 
 aged it ? and is it not better now to break 
 off at once all intercourse, and try by every 
 means possible to forget him ? " 
 
 " To forget him ! Never ! If forgetting 
 him would save me from years of torment, 
 I would not forget him for one moment ; 
 neither will I separate myself from him one 
 hour sooner than is absolutely necessary. 
 No, no, do not preach. Let me live in the 
 present ; there is no future for me ; all that 
 will come after can be nothing but a desolate 
 blank. The only joy that can -vivify it will 
 be the remembrance of these hours you so 
 coolly advise me to give up. I know wa 
 must part, and part ' orever. I know it well. 
 1 have known it from the mcmcnt we first 
 met ; yet 1 would rather give twenty years 
 of my life than never to have seen him, or 
 than to lose one hour of the present." 
 She spoke very calmly now, and her eyes 
 were dimmed with tears and tender sadness. 
 " Yes, I have been happy ; I have known 
 the bliss of loving and being loved. What 
 does it matter i? we lose a few years of 
 the future ? We shall meet, and live, 1 trust, 
 forever in eternity. I think God permits 
 us to carry with us to paradise some sweet 
 memory of earth, to show us what Eden was 
 before the fall. This precious memory will 
 be mine. I cannot expect a lifetime of 
 such bliss. It is not allowed to mortals. 
 In a lew weeks I have enjoyed more of 
 happiness than is given to most lives ; there- 
 fore, darling, I cannot complain. It is best 
 as it is ; we have met and loved, and we 
 must part ; the future," a light shiver 
 passed over her, and she turned deadly 
 pale, " it may be dreary, but it cannot be 
 long. I know it cannot be long. Prisoners 
 die sometimes for need of light. It will be 
 so with me. I cannot live in darkness. But 
 I shall be contented if I may die in his 
 arms, and be the first to welcome him to 
 eternal love." 
 
 " Forgive me, dear," said Constance, with 
 tearful eyes, " forgive me ; for I bavc not 
 understood you. I have not known how good 
 and patient you are. But why, if you love 
 each other with such fervor and strength, 
 is it imperative that you should part? 
 What does it matter if you are not rich? 
 You can be happy together if the Prince 
 does not regain the palaces of his ancestors. 
 Do not speak so sadly ; I am sure all will 
 yet be well." 
 
 " No, no, dear/' gently laying her fingers 
 on the lips of Constance, " you must not 
 speak of it. I shall never be his wife ; it 
 cannot be. I shall always love him, and 
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 in the present ; God will take care of the 
 future. It is one o'clock," she said, looking 
 at her watch, " we must go to bed ; indeed, 
 I am very happy with his love and your 
 friendship and sympathy, and I cannot be 
 altogether miserable." Then, smiling half 
 sadly and halt' sweetly, she said "good 
 night," and, taking her candle, left the 
 room. 
 
 CHAPTER XXIV. 
 
 THE RETREAT OF A SUFFERING HEART. 
 
 GUIDO had invited them all to accom- 
 pany him to Sant' Onolrio, the retreat 
 
 tors, as judges, as sculptors, as painters, as 
 poets. 
 
 " What had become of that enthusiasm 
 which was the soul of the Jerusalem De- 
 livered? It was gone. Adieu to that living 
 fire, that spirit of joy, which the poet, in love 
 with liis own work, imparts to all his crea- 
 tions. To what penitence the Church made 
 his genius submit ! That muse, by turns so 
 human and so celestial, that muse, which 
 knew how to take every tone and unite 
 them in one delicious harmony, that muse 
 which painted with words of fire the fever of 
 love and the accents of peace and gentle- 
 ness, the presence of God in the heart of the 
 just, must expiate the crime it had com- 
 mitted by repeating upon its lyre all the 
 
 of the heart-broken Tasso, when, weary of I songs of the soul. And for daring to find 
 
 the world and its injustice, mourning for the 
 loss of his beloved Leonora, ill in body and 
 mind, he entered to leave no more the place 
 he had chosen of all others in which to 
 pass peacefully the remainder of his sad life. 
 They first visited the church, and looked 
 upon the tomb where rests all that was inor 
 tal of the great poet. Under a gorgeous 
 monument, above which his statue, with 
 youthful, earnest face, ever looks up, as if 
 seeking Divine inspiration, lies the heart 
 that so longed for the rest of death. The 
 weary, tormented soul, the restless spirit, 
 tlia mortal languor, the deceit and vanity of 
 all things, the coriuptiou of the flesh, the 
 weakness and insufficiency of human rea- 
 
 son, the power of the prince of darkness, 
 and the belief in the anger of an avenging 
 God, all weighed heavily on the suffer- 
 ing, sensitive heart, until they crushed and 
 consumed it. 
 
 " He was a great poet." said Guido, 
 
 sadly, " but a most unhappy man. Toward . 
 
 the close of his life he sank into a state of j joyed neither. They could not sink to the 
 deplorable religious fanaticism. He main j world, because they were not of it ; nor 
 tained that all systems and all thoughts of j could they mount to heaven, because the 
 the human heart are but a long succession ' wings that desired to rise were borne down 
 of contradictions. His essay on Idols bears j by the weight of day." 
 
 something of God in the clay of which our 
 passions are moulded, penitent sinner, see 
 him pass before us, uncrowned, his head 
 covered with ashes, hiding his captive wings 
 under the sackcloth." 
 
 " Why is it," said Constance, " that great 
 genius is so often at war with the simplicity 
 of life ? Does God design, when he clothes 
 it with common clay, that it should forget 
 its humanity and aspire to be equal with 
 the Creator ? Has not an unlawful ambition 
 been too often the cause of suffering to 
 these great hearts ? " 
 
 " They saw more than we," replied 
 Guido. " They sometimes penetrated into 
 the sublime mysteries of the soul ; they 
 
 wrapped themselves in a mantle not alto- 
 gether woven of the. common woof of earth, 
 and which shrank tremblingly away from 
 the incongruities of life ; and the nearer 
 they approached the divine, the more the 
 mortal combated with what it could not 
 resist. So they in their dual existence en- 
 
 the seal of the most sombre asceticism. 
 He condemns all the poems that cannot be 
 accepted by the Church. He says idolaters 
 are those poets who give place in their 
 verse to the gods of Olympus : idolaters are 
 
 Ah, Signor Guido," said the Prince, 
 who stood near with Mrs. Trcmaine on his 
 arm, " your theory is very pretty. But it 
 is 
 
 my belief that half their sorrows were 
 imaginary. I dare say, on the whole, they 
 
 they who sing of love, the most guilty of, were a set of jolly old fellows. Look at 
 idolaters; and he confesses that he himself Byron and Shakespeare, for example, 
 was in other times an idolater, for all souls your greatest poets, Miss Wilbreham ; they 
 that are attached to earth are temples con- did not disdain to partake of the comnmn 
 secrated to idols. Idolaters, again, are j enjoyments of life, nor to take deep 
 they who search for swift dogs for the chase, j draughts from the cups of illicit plea-nre. I 
 to pursue and worry their prey, and those must say that I am astonished myself that 
 who desire noble horses to shine in the men who, by the power of their gi 
 tournament, those who love the birds of j might have aspired to the purity or' an-els, 
 song, the gardens and the palaces, the mur- .-h .mid have so trailed their wings in the, 
 muring waters and the flowery hills, the 
 
 precious cloths, the perfumes of Arabia, the 
 
 mire of earth." 
 
 " Yet we know," replied Constant. 
 
 stones of the Orient ;* idolaters are those who j they were at times the prey of a devour- 
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 "You have talked here long enough," 
 said Mrs. Tremaine. " Let us go into the 
 garden ; I wish to see the oak under which 
 Tasso loved to sit during the last days of 
 his deplorable life." 
 
 " Is it a legend that the veritable oak of 
 Tasso was destroyed by lightning ? " in- 
 quired Madame Landel of Guido. 
 
 " I cannot say ; but I suppose it matters 
 little. We know in these gardens the poet 
 has walked with trembling steps, the fever 
 in his veins and the pallor of death upon 
 bis lips. He has rested under the shade of 
 the tree? ; and from this hill has contem- 
 plated, for the last time, the Eternal City." 
 
 It was near sunset when they crossed the 
 church, and entered the cloister surrounded 
 by graceful antique columns, sad, and gray, 
 and moss-covered. From these they passed 
 through a wicket gate into the garden. 
 Nothing could be more simple and rustic 
 than that rather, small enclosure, situated 
 upon the summit of the Janiculum, a field 
 of tomatoes, a few vines and fig-trees, an 
 ancient fountain, with moss-covered basin, 
 shaded by roses and laurel. 
 
 The slight murmur of a little rivulet, hid- 
 den entirely by the wild tangled grass, 
 flows at the foot of the hill, that rises sud- 
 denly and is surrounded by a mound of 
 turf. Near the convent is a grotto, the en- 
 trance to which is covered by shrubs and 
 vines, and above a niche ornamented with 
 a broken urn. Here everything is left to 
 desolation. The wild fern and acanthus 
 grow undisturbed, the ivy, nettle, and 
 thistle entangled with a fantastic vine that 
 runs over all. 
 
 On the side of the hill that overlooks 
 Rome is a small hemicycle of stone, sur- 
 rounded by a row of cypresses. It is there 
 that Filippo Neri assembled his young 
 pupils and taught them a style of church 
 music entirely new, those sacred works 
 called Oratorios. At the foot of the ter- 
 race is a little wall in ruin, and on the left 
 rises the enormous trunk of the oak of 
 Tasso. Ah, what a picture was spread out 
 before the eyes of the divine poet ! At the 
 right the long circle of the Janiculum, with 
 Trartavere at its feet ; its gardens, its vine- 
 yards, and its terraces crowned with 
 churches. At the base the Aventine, that 
 descends suddenly to the Tiber, whose course 
 can scarcely be seen save by the long line 
 of houses, high, narrow, irregular, and yel- 
 low as the water that bathes their feet, 
 pierced with little deep windows from which 
 flutter, like banners, rags of many colors. 
 Beyond is Rome, immense; from the 
 Piazza del Popolo to the pyramid of Ces- 
 tus ! Rome, with its tiled roofs covered 
 with faded and yellow moss, Rome, with its 
 splendors that nothing can equal, superbly 
 towering above all, its domes and cupolas 
 
 : painted with dusky gold ; and, far beyond, 
 the shady heights of the Pincio, the gardens 
 of Sallust, and the long verdant ravine that 
 separates the Quirinal from the Esquilin, 
 overshadowed by Santa Maria Magaicre. 
 Nearer, the tower of the Capitol, the Pala- 
 tine with its cypresses, myrtles, and pome- 
 granates trailing their abundant foliage 
 over the immense arches of the ruined pal- 
 aces of the Ceesars. The deserted Aventine, 
 with its solitary churches surrounded by 
 stunted olives ; the Coelian, with its long 
 sweep, terminated by the sublime basilica 
 of St. John Lateran. In spite of the dis- 
 tance, one could see outlined against the sky 
 the statues that surmount it. In the limpid 
 air they seemed like spirits who had poised 
 there a moment to take breath before their 
 flight to heaven. Farther away the cam- 
 pnyna, one long undulating sweep, destitute 
 of all verdure, save here and there a hoary 
 pine ; and farther still the Alban Moun- 
 tains, bathed in purple light. Then the 
 faint outline of the Sabincs, their summits 
 lost in the hazy atmosphere. Turning, 
 one sees Mount Vatican, St. Peter's, a row 
 of pines designed upon a gorgeous sunset 
 sky, the fig-trees and aloes impregnated 
 with a golden dust, and nearer the fountain, 
 a mass of liquid silver, on which trembles 
 long rays of rosy lights. 
 
 " Let us sit at the foot of the oak," said 
 Guido, " and fancy Tasso is sitting here 
 with us, pale and trembling with fever. ' To- 
 
 ! night,' he says, ' I shall go to bed never to 
 rise again. I will look now at Rome for 
 the last time. There is the palace of Monte 
 Giordiano, where I lived in my early youth ; 
 r.nd beyond, the convent of Santa Maria 
 del 'Popolo, the asylum opened to my old 
 
 I age. Without the aid of those good 
 
 | brothers I should have died of hunger 
 long ago. Behind me is the Vatican, 
 where I have passed many hours of mortal 
 anxiety, always to be disappointed. Here 
 is the Capitol, where they prepared my 
 crown, a preparation, alas ! useless. The 
 fever that devours me had told too much. 
 Ah ! I will turn my eyes from that city 
 where I have so suffered, and contemplate 
 the mountains, the supreme ornament of 
 that vast picture. They communicate to the 
 soul infinite aspirations mixed with the 
 sweetness of eternal repose. That repose 
 begins for me. I have a foretaste of it. 
 I feel the overshadowing of ineffable peace.' " 
 All were silent for some moments, lost, in 
 thought, or contemplating the lovely scene 
 with mingled feelings of melancholy and 
 admiration. 
 
 Then the Prince said, " If I had the mis- 
 fortune to be a poet, I should not seek an 
 asylum here, lest the memory of the unhappy 
 Tasso should work the same disorder in me. 
 I believe his diseased mind magnified trifling
 
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 ills into great realities, and that exaltation 
 was accompanied by an access of fever and 
 delirium, until, weakened by his own vio- 
 lences, the spirit of revolt gave place to 
 meek resignation. If I should write his elegy, 
 I should conclude it in these words: <T<i>so 
 owed one Inlf of his misfortunes to the 
 weakness of his character, and the other half 
 to the beauty of his genius.' " 
 
 As the Prince finished, a monk approached 
 to tell them it was Ave Maria, and time to 
 close the gates. They gave a lingering look 
 at the lovely scene, and then slowly walked 
 down the silent garden, and by the sombre 
 cloister, out from the retreat of a suffering 
 heart into the gay, glad world. 
 
 Once Constance found herself near Guido, 
 who certainly had avoided her of late. She 
 glanced timidly into his face. It was sad 
 and gloomy, and he no longer met her eyes 
 with that tender intelligence that had been 
 so dear to her. 
 
 As they descended the long steep hill to 
 the carriage, Guido looked back at the sol- 
 emn pile, growing darker and more solemn 
 in the gathering twilight, and said, " All is 
 calm and tranquil there. How unlike the 
 strife and discord, the restless passions, of 
 the world ! I think a little later, when I 
 have grown entirely weary of life, I too shall 
 seek a refuge there. Some people are barn 
 at strife with happiness. I am one. Mel- 
 ancholy has been my inseparable companion. 
 The future has nothing to give me either of 
 love, honor, or happiness. Such a retreat 
 would- at least be a tranquil ending to a 
 weary life." 
 
 " O Signor Guido ! " she returned ear- 
 nestly, " you mistrust your own power. God 
 has given you a wonderful talent by which 
 you may win honor. The future is yours to 
 make yourself a noble career, if you will. 
 Why do you speak so despondingly ? " 
 
 " Because I have no motive, no aim, to 
 make me ambitious. I am alone in the 
 world, and there is none to care whether I 
 rise or fall. We cease to desire distinction 
 when there is no one to share our honor." 
 
 He spoke more bitterly than she had ever 
 heard him. And it was his first reference 
 in any way to himself. She longed lo say 
 soine'hing comforting to him, but they had 
 reached the carriage, and there was no op- 
 portunity. Neither she nor Guido took any 
 part in the conversation during the drive 
 home. Both seemed immersed in deep 
 thought. 
 
 CHAPTER XXV. 
 
 THE CHARITY OF THE WORLD. 
 
 " \^7 HERE is Si Snor Bernardo ? " said a 
 T T tall, thin lady, with a sharp nose, 
 and a little crimson line for lips, to anothcr- 
 9 
 
 distressingly fat, with nez retrousse, and shag- 
 gy eyebrows, from under which po-re 1 a pair 
 of hard steel-gray eyes. " How is it ? lie 
 used to be your chevalier at all the concerts, 
 and I never see him now." 
 
 It was in the concert-room of the Sala di 
 Dante that the thin lady a-kcd this question 
 of the fat friend at her i-ide. And Constance, 
 with Madame Landel, occupied the seat 
 directly behind, while Mrs. Tremaine, the 
 Prince, and Mr. Carnegie sat a few seats in 
 front of them. For the room was well filled 
 when they arrived, and it was impossible to 
 find places together. 
 
 " I don't know," replied the fat lady, in a 
 coarse, vulgar voice, " but I suppose he is 
 dangling after that English girl they say he 
 is in love with. The rest of her party are 
 here, and she is not with them. It is more 
 than likely she has stayed at home to enter- 
 tain her lover ! " 
 
 " Who are her party ? " 
 
 " Why, do you not know the yellow-haired 
 woman that all Rome is talking of, with her 
 two lovers, the Prince Conti, and that 
 stiff Scotchman, Carnegie ? They are al- 
 ways together." 
 
 " All ! this lady in the pearl satin, in the 
 third seat in front of us, between the Prince 
 and Mr. Carnegie ? " 
 
 "Yes, that is the lovely Mrs. Tremaine 
 that all the world is raving about. But is 
 n't it shocking the way she goes on with 
 Conti ? Every one knows he will never 
 marry her, and yet they make no secret of 
 their preference, but go into society openly, 
 as though they did not care what the world 
 thought." 
 
 " She is very lovely, certainly," observed 
 the thin lady. " But who is she ? Is she 
 one of the Tremaines of Sussex ? " 
 
 " I don't know. Nobody knows much 
 about her. But I believe she is of com- 
 mon family, and, besides, she his a hus- 
 band living from whom she is divorced, or 
 something of that sort. I dare say it was 
 her fault. Her manners are not those of a 
 proper person." 
 
 " But she goes into good society, does she 
 not ? " 
 
 " Yes, certainly. Though I was told the 
 other day that Lady Laura Cavendish 
 turned her back upon her at ail assembly.'' 
 
 " Lady Laura Cavendish ! Well, that is 
 too good. It was not more than a year a'jjo 
 that the Queen refused to receive her at her 
 drawing-rooms. Well, such people usually 
 take the initiative in these matters. How- 
 ever, they should remember the old proverb 
 about those whtf live in glass houses* Bui 
 what did Mrs. Tremaine say ? " 
 
 " O, nothing ! She tossed her hf-ad, 
 laughed, took the arm of Conti, and walked 
 off. But hear how Conti took his revenue. 
 You know ho is a great friend of the Bor-
 
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 ghese princes. So when they gave their 
 grand ball Lady Laura was not invited, 
 about the only foreigner of any note who was 
 left out. She was furious with rage. But this 
 Mrs. Tremaine was there in all her glory, 
 and received the most marked attention 
 from the Prince and Madame the Princess. 
 Of course, people do not like to offend Conti, 
 so that is the reason she is tolerated. But 
 it is a reproach on respectable families to 
 receive such a person." 
 
 " And her friend, the girl Signer Guido is 
 in love with, is she pretty ? " 
 
 " I have not seen her, but I have been 
 told she is one of the pale, interesting beau- 
 ties. Just the face to catch such a silly fellow." 
 
 " And her family ? " 
 
 " She is a clergyman's daughter at Helms- 
 ford. You remember Vandeleur? Well, 
 Helmsford is his estate. And I have it 
 from the best authority that he was en- 
 gaged to marry this girl, and that on the 
 very eve of the wedding he went away and 
 left her, without a word of explanation to 
 any one. So you see she is not above re- 
 proach. However, I don't care for that ; 
 but is n't it too tiresome, when I have done 
 so much for that young man, that he is so 
 ungrateful ? Just now, when I need him 
 to make my musical soirees attractive, he 
 keeps away, and nothing will induce him to 
 sing. It is always the way. I am so tired of 
 patronizing artists ; for as soon as they find 
 themselves in the position I have helped 
 them-to attain, they directly forget they owe 
 anything to me, and affect airs of indepen- 
 dence that are absolutely intolerable." 
 
 " But do you really think this girl is in 
 love with him ? " 
 
 " They say he is always with her. I know 
 no more than that ; but, for a certainty, no 
 well-bred young English lady should encour- 
 age her music-master, especially when he is 
 under the rigorous rules of a priest. And 
 that is not the worst ; his birth would surely 
 prevent any one from marrying him. You 
 have heard the story? Illegitimate, you 
 know, and a foundling." 
 
 Constance turned deadly pale and looked 
 imploringly at Madame Landel, while she 
 whispered, " Let us go, I can endure this no 
 longer." 
 
 , " It is impossible, my dear; we must not 
 leave Mrs. Tremaine. ' Attend to the music, 
 and do not listen to such ill-bred people, 
 , who ought to remember that some one be- 
 sides themselves may understand English." 
 
 Just then a celebrated pianist began 
 Beethoven's seventh symphony, and they 
 forgot their scandal to listen. 
 
 Guido met them in the dressing-room, 
 after the concert was over. A reception at 
 the Cardinal Catrucci's had prevented him 
 from coming before. He hurried forward to 
 assist Constance in putting on her cloak, but 
 
 she, without looking at him, turned toward 
 Mr. Carnegie. At that moment the fat and the 
 thin woman entered the room. Guido went 
 to speak with them, and Constance said to Mr. 
 Carnegie, as he put on her cloak, " Can you 
 tell me who that lady in the yellow satin is ? " 
 
 " O, that is Mrs. Parlby, the widow of a 
 Manchester cotton-merchant. She is very 
 rich, lives in a splendid palace, keeps liv- 
 eried servants, and is a powerful patroness 
 of Signer Guido. She is intensely vulgar. 
 Indeed, it is said she was one of the factory 
 spinners, whom the old merchant educated, 
 and then married. Whether that be true 
 or not, there is one thing certain, she is not 
 a lady ; and I would rather fall lace down- 
 ward into a nest of wasps than to incur her 
 dislike, for she stings without mercy." 
 
 "1 am sure she does," replied Constance, 
 " from some remarks I have just overheard. 
 But let us hurry. I do not wi:>h her to see 
 me in the company of Signor Bernardo." 
 
 She went home with a sick and weary 
 heart. When she reached her room, she 
 sat down to think over what she had heard. 
 And so her name was already coupled with 
 his. People had spoken lightly of her in 
 connection with this unfortunate young man. 
 Illegitimate! how terrible the word seemed 
 to her ! That accounted for the silence in 
 regard to his family and past history which 
 they had often noticed and spoken of. But 
 she could not blame him that he had never 
 told her. He had never tried lo win her 
 love. He had never by word professed any 
 attachment for her. It was true, during the 
 first days of their acquaintance, they had 
 been almost constantly together. And then 
 his looks; those thousand unspoken evi- 
 dences of affection ; and that day when he 
 had sheltered her from the storm, under his 
 mantle, that brief moment, could she 
 ever forget the tumultuous beating of his 
 heart ? The memory of it now maddened 
 her. Yes, he had loved her then. Suddenly 
 she understood it all, and something like a 
 thrill of joy shot through her heart. He 
 loved her, but the disgrace of his birth pre- 
 vented him from confessing his love. Poor, 
 brave, noble heart ! He was trying, by 
 coldness and indifference, to deceive him- 
 self and her. That explained his sadness, 
 his sudden change of manner. " Poor soul ! " 
 she murmured, " poor, sad, unhappy heart ! 
 why has fate placed such barriers between 
 us ? O, if it were but anything else, 
 poverty or humble lineage ! But this is im- 
 possible ; I must forget him. It is madness to 
 think of him. It is useless for me to dream 
 of happiness, 1 am never to be happy." 
 
 Then the memory of that dull September 
 day crossed her heart with a pang. " So 
 the world knows that secret of my life ; and 
 how charitable it is in the construction it 
 puts upon our separation ! It is well ; God
 
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 knows all, and judges us more mercifully 
 than our fellow-creatures. I thought then 
 the wound' I had received would never heal. 
 But it has healed ; and this will too, I sup- 
 pose, if I can only wait. But I am so tired, 
 in fact, I have been tired all my life. O 
 dear, darling papa, why did you not take me 
 with you ? " 
 
 And a burst of bitter, passionate weeping 
 soothed her somewhat, after which she 
 prayed for herself, but more earnestly for 
 him, that God might make him happy, 
 adding the thought, " Poor darling ! how he 
 has suffered ! O, if anything had parted us 
 but this terrible circumstance of his birth, 
 how soon would I put aside all other ob- 
 stacles and become his wife, if he wished it ! 
 I know he loves me ; yes, I am sure he loves 
 me in spite of all." And with this thought 
 in her heart she fell into a peaceful sleep, 
 and dreamed that she stood on one of the 
 terraces of Helmsford looking out toward 
 the sea. The sun shone, the birds sang, 
 and Guido was by her side, no longer sad 
 and solemn, but so glad and happy. And 
 then she knew she was his wife, and they 
 were to be parted no more forever. 
 
 She awoke with a feeling of deep hap- 
 piness nestling like a tender bird in her 
 bosom. And happiness is often as rest- 
 less as sorrow. She could not sleep, so 
 she arose and looked at her watch. It was 
 two o'clock. She opened the curtains and 
 stood in the window. The night was clear 
 and warm. Diana was dreaming in rap- 
 ture on the distant hills ; the breeze just 
 stirred the leaves of the orange-trees ; and 
 the oleander-blossoms trembled and shivered 
 as though a spirit had passed over them 
 in its silent flight to the serene heavens. 
 The water of the fountain fell with a monot- 
 onous and gentle murmur into the marble 
 basin below, and a lone cricket chirped in 
 the wall. All was silence and repose. 
 
 She threw a dressing-gown around her, 
 and stepped out upon the balcony, where 
 she could see on the opposite side of the 
 court the window of Guido's room. " I 
 wonder if he sleeps," she thought, as she 
 walked forward. 
 
 But, much to her surprise, the curtains 
 were open, and a faint light streamed over 
 the vines and flowers that adorned his bal- 
 cony. " He cannot sleep, he is studying or 
 writing " : and she leaned softly forward, 
 that she might look into his chamber. 
 
 Before an antique reading-desk, on which 
 lay open an ancient illuminated missal, 
 knelt Guido. His long black robes fell 
 around him, his hands were clasped on the 
 book, and his cheek rested on his folded 
 hand-. His eyes were closed, but his face 
 was turned toward the pictured Madonna 
 that smiled upon him from the wall ; and 
 the light from a waxen taper that burned 
 
 above fell full upon his pale forehead. He 
 was either in silent motionless prayer, or, 
 worn out and exhausted by his conflict- 
 ing feelings, had fallen into a heavy slum- 
 ber. 
 
 Was he praying, or was he sleeping ? 
 She could not determine. But &he felt, as 
 she stole back to her room, that he only- 
 needed the aureole above his brow, to look 
 like a saint. 
 
 " Dear angel," she said, half weeping ; 
 " a little while the thorns, the bleeding feet, 
 the aching heart, and then God, I trust, will 
 give us both eternal peace." 
 
 The next morning, at the breakfast-table, 
 a note was handed to Constance. She 
 opened it. It was dated Hotel de Home, 
 and was from Lady Dinsmore. She wrote : 
 " We arrived late last night, and are too 
 tired to go out to-day. Will you come to 
 us directly ? " 
 
 An hour later Constance and Madame 
 Landel were shown into the private parlor 
 of Lady Dinsmore, who entered in a few 
 moments, followed by a fair delicate girl of 
 seventeen. She took Constance in her 
 arms and kisFed her tenderly, and then pre- 
 sented her daughter, whom she called Flor- 
 ence. " I hope you will like each other, 
 and become fast friends." Then, taking 
 a seat on the sofa near Madame Landel, 
 she began an earnest conversation with 
 her, leaving the young ladies to make the 
 acquaintance of each other. But while 
 Constance listened to the somewhat uninter- 
 ! esting account of Miss Dinsmore's journey 
 i from London to Paris and from Paris to 
 Borne, her eyes were reading the face of 
 her father's friend. She was not old, cer- 
 tainly not over forty- five : rather thin and 
 slight, brown hair a little streaked with 
 gray, low full forehead, soft blue eyes, 
 straight nose, and rather thin lips, droop- 
 ing at the corners in sorrowful curves. 
 She must have been very lovely in her 
 early youth, for she was lovely now. It 
 was a face that one could not see and pass 
 without turning for another glance, calm, 
 gentle, sweet ; that transient, undefinable 
 shade of sorrow, like the silvery haze that 
 softens the beauty of a summer sunset ; 
 something that told you she had drunk 
 deeply of the brimming cup of joy and love, 
 as well as the bitter draught that so often 
 follows. 
 
 There are some faces which plainly show 
 that a tragedy has formed some part of their 
 experience, and although we have not r ad 
 the argument, it is not difficult to determine 
 something of the plot by the actors that 
 pass over the scene. In some eyes the fires 
 of passion seem forever burned out, and 
 one can judge something of their intensify 
 by the ruin and ravage that is left. In 
 others, desire and joy are gone forever, but
 
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 hope and faith still remain. They live on 
 the past, on sweet memories that they nour- 
 ish ;viid keep green with secret, silent tears ; 
 or they look forward with patient, unques- 
 tioning trust to the union that shall be eter- 
 nal. Such faces bear the impress of the 
 thoughts and feelings that have swept over 
 them! Such eyes look through misty tears 
 beyond the veil into the beautiful unseen. 
 Such natures never grow old or hard, but 
 are always gentle, pitiful, and charitable. 
 
 Such a character was Lady Dinsmore. 
 No one knew her who did not love her. Her 
 daughter worshipped her as something be- 
 yond frail, feeble humanity. Her servants, 
 her poor dependants, her friends, even her 
 ordinary acquaintances, found in her a com- 
 bination of perfections seldom united in the 
 same person. Some refining process had 
 taken place in a character naturally noble 
 and beautiful ; and Constance, as she studied 
 her face, knew that behind that placid ex- 
 terior was hidden the history of a life. 
 What was it ? The same old story that has 
 known no change since the birth of time. 
 
 Constance longed for her confidence and 
 love, and for a moment almost envied the 
 girl at her side the possession of such a 
 mother. And Lady Dinsmore, while she 
 had been talking with Madame Landel, had 
 also been regarding Constance. 
 
 "I feel it a pleasure," she said, " as well 
 as a sacred duty I owe to her father, to take 
 her into my heart and love her as my own 
 child ; and I am sure her sweet face de- 
 clares her worthy the utmost affection." 
 
 " Yes," replied Madame Landel, " she is 
 indeed worthy your ladyship's esteem. I 
 have known her inmost life for eight years, 
 and I have learned how noble and beautiful 
 a nature she has. She has suffered much, 
 but so patiently and quietly that one can- 
 not but admire and respect her." 
 
 " Poor child ! and she is quite alone in the 
 world but for you. Her father was a man 
 of great discrimination, and his confidence 
 in you is justified by the fidelity with which 
 you Have discharged your duty. He was 
 fortunate, dear Madame, in finding such a 
 companion for his child." 
 
 " What I have doire, I have done for 
 love. She is very dear to me," replied 
 Madame Landel. " In the future I hope we 
 shall be much together, and I will try to 
 make her forget that she has never known a 
 mother's love." 
 
 From that day their friendship increased 
 rapidly. They naturally liked each other, 
 and the addition to their party of Lady 
 Dinsmore and her daughter was indeed 
 pleasant to all ; and, beside, Mr. Carnegie 
 was a very old friend of her family. 
 
 As soon as Lady Dinsmore had heard the 
 sad and strange history of Mrs. Tremaine, 
 and of her unhappy attachment to the 
 
 Prince Conti, she at once took her with 
 Constance under her especial protection, 
 and tried by every gentle and thoughtful 
 attention to teach her that there could be 
 other loves and hopes in life aside from that 
 absorbing passion. Not that Helen was 
 ever sad, gloomy, or complaining. No ; she 
 seemed to live in a sort of delusive happi- 
 ness, which she did not wish disturbed by 
 any reference to the future. Mr. Carnegie 
 seemed to have forgotten to be a lover. A 
 kind, thoughtful brother could not have 
 been more devoted than he. Sometimes 
 when he looked at her, as she leaned on the 
 arm of the Prince, and listened to his words 
 of flattering adoration, he would think sadly, 
 " Poor child ! if I could only save her from 
 the sorrow that must be hers in the future. 
 Can she not see that each day she passes 
 in the society of this weak, unprincipled 
 man adds another link to the chain that 
 binds her to him?" 
 
 From the night that Constance had over- 
 heard the conversation in the Sala di Dante 
 her manner had entirely changed toward 
 Guido. It was true she seldom saw him 
 now, except at her lessons ; and then she was 
 the dignified, attentive pupil, nothing 
 more. Those little half-confidences were 
 over. There were no more adoring glances 
 from the dark eyes of Guido, as he sang 
 with her sweet, impassioned romances ; no 
 more timid, trembling smiles from Con- 
 stance. She was grave, almost severe. If 
 her heart ached under the light grasp with 
 which she held it, she only increased the 
 pressure, because she felt she must then and 
 there crush that love, or later it would 
 crush her. 
 
 There were no more evenings passed to- 
 gether in sweet but dangerous dallying at 
 the piano, or with heads bent over some 
 Italian poem which too often expressed 
 their own tender love. For everything con- 
 nected with Guido seemed to her imagina- 
 tion poetry and music. The very words 
 of his beautiful language breathed passion. 
 The sound of his voice, the sweet, sad smile, 
 the tender melancholy nature, all made his 
 presence too dear and too seductive. 
 
 And Guido also knew and avoided the 
 danger he experienced in the presence of 
 this lovely, pure English girl, so different 
 from the dark, passionate beauty of his own 
 countrywomen. To him she was a saint, an 
 angel, something far above even his adoring 
 eyes. " Ah ! '' he sometimes thought, " she 
 cannot be mine on earth, but I will enshrine 
 her in my heart as Dante did his Beatrice, 
 as Petrarch his Laura, as Ta?so his Leonora, 
 and she shall be my only love. It is 
 better to worship her memory than to be the 
 idol of any other woman. Then, after a lit- 
 tle waiting, I shall see her forever in the 
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 And so he lived, and worked, and sang, 
 and dreamed his sweet dream with smiling 
 lips and tearful eyes, and the world noticed 
 that there was a sweeter, more touching pa- 
 thos in his voice than ever before. 
 
 CHAPTER XXVI. 
 
 I SEEM TO HAVE HEARD THAT VOICE 
 BEFORE. 
 
 fJ^HE Christmas festivities had commenced, 
 JL and nearly every day Lady Dinsmore 
 and her daughter, accompanied by Con- 
 stance and ill's. Tremaine, were seen at the 
 ceremonies, concerts, and receptions. Ma- 
 dame L an del rarely went with them ; now 
 that she was no longer needed as chaperon, 
 she preferred remaining quietly at home. 
 
 To Florence Dinsmore the world was 
 new, bright, and beautiful, and her mother 
 rejoiced to see in the buoyant spirits of her 
 child signs of returning health. Although 
 her heart was not in any of the gay scenes, 
 she willingly made the sacrifice of inclina- 
 tion to increase the innocent happiness of 
 her daughter. 
 
 Constance, who studied closely every 
 change in the gentle i'ace of the lady, often 
 saw her eyes grow dreamy and tearful, and 
 a far-off expression, that seemed to look 
 into the past or future, would fall over her 
 like an impalpable veil, and she would be 
 oblivious of all around her. Then the girl 
 would gently lay her hand on hers, and 
 smile into her face a look of intelligence, as 
 though she understood her thoughts. Be- 
 tween them there seemed to be that tacit 
 sympathy, that deep comprehension, that 
 showed there was something akin in their 
 natures and experiences. 
 
 Often during some brilliant reception, 
 while Mrs. Tremaine, the Prince, Florence, 
 and Mr. Carnegie were dancing, laughing, 
 and talking together, Lady Dinsmore and 
 Constance would sit apart in a quiet 
 corner, absorbed in grave, and sometimes 
 sad conversation. There were times when 
 she desired to open her heart to her friend, 
 and tell her of this new trial, which, in spite 
 of every effort to lighten it, seemed to be 
 the heaviest she had ever endured. Do all 
 she would, distract herself with all the 
 interests of life, enter into the world with 
 a feverish eagerness, search ever after 
 some new enjoyment, yet amid all that love 
 haunted her, and filled every moment of 
 her life ( to the exclusion of duty and pleasure. 
 . Although she seldom saw Guido, yet she 
 heard him. In the morning, when she 
 awoke, his matins were the first sound that 
 fell upon her ear. In all the church cere- 
 monies he seemed to sin" alone to her. 
 
 How could she forget him, when she was 
 always under the influence of that wonderful 
 voice V She felt that distance was her only 
 hope, and sometimes she longed for her 
 quiet home and her far-oil' graves, that she 
 might kneel above the dust of her father, and 
 implore strength from Him who would know 
 and understand the sufferings of his child. 
 
 It was very evident to Lady Dinsmore, 
 that the Prince, in spite of his preii-rence 
 for Mrs. Tremaine, had placed his a.-piring 
 eyes on Florence as one of the richest 
 heiresses of England. From the first she 
 had shown no liking for, but rather an indif- 
 erence to him 
 
 " Does he dare think," said Lady Dins- 
 more, during a confidential chat with Con- 
 stance, " does he dare think I will give my 
 child to one whom I know to be mercenary 
 and unprincipled, and whose affections are 
 already bestowed upon another woman ? I 
 cannot understand Helen's infatuation for 
 that man. Truly he is as handsome as 
 Apollo, and of a most fascinating address; 
 but when she knows his love is not superior 
 to his avarice, how can she worship him as 
 she does ? If he were unselfish and coura- 
 geous, and did not fear to face poverty with 
 her, then I could understand her devotion; 
 but as it is, I cannot," and she sighed. 
 " What a mystery is the human heart ! My 
 child shall marry the man she loves if he 
 is worthy of her, no matter what his birth 
 or position may be. If he loves her, and is 
 good and noble, she shall be his wife." 
 
 ' What," said Constance, with a lit tie 
 tremble in her voice, " if he was of lowly 
 birth, illegitimate, for example, would 
 you be willing then ? " 
 
 u I cannot tell," the replied ; " but I think 
 my child would scarcely love one who had 
 sprung from such an ignoble source." 
 
 Constance said no more, but her heart sank 
 heavily, and she thought, " Even she, so good 
 and charitable, and so much above the pre- 
 judices of the world, could not ignore that!" 
 
 It was Christmas day, and St. Peter's was 
 magnificent in commemoration of the birth 
 of the Prince of Glory. The imposing pro- 
 cession li ad passed'to the high altar, the 
 priests, the canons, the singers, the hi:-hops, 
 the cardinals, and then the Pope, borne 
 aloft on his gold and velvet throne, sur- 
 rounded by all the pomp and maje-ty of a 
 religion almost Pagan or Oriental in the 
 gorgeous forms of its ceremonies. 
 
 The ladies, in their black dres-es md 
 veils, Were seated in the tribune near the 
 choir. And Constance listened, unmindful 
 of all else, to the voice of (Juido, that TOM-. 
 and floated, clear and thrilling, and distinct 
 above the others, as they s:ing the sublime 
 anthem of praise, (ilurio I I >> ! 
 
 She knew his voice so well that she could 
 distinguish it in its softest and most :
 
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 inflections. Indeed, she seemed to hear 
 that alone in all the variations of melody 
 that floated around her. 
 
 Suddenly Lady Dinsmore laid a hand on 
 her arm, and said in a choked whisper, 
 while her face was deadly pale, "I seem to 
 have heard that voice before. How strange- 
 ly familiar it is!" 
 
 " Which ? " inquired Constance, with a 
 faint flush, for to her there was but one 
 voice, yet she did not wish Lady Dinsmore 
 to know it. 
 
 " I cannot tell you, I do not hear it now ; 
 but it was wonderful, and so familiar, it re- 
 minded me of something heard long ago in 
 my youth." 
 
 Again the mist of tears dimmed her eyes, 
 and she fell into a deep revery. 
 
 Constance, who sat next her, watched 
 her closely, and she was sure she never once 
 glanced at the Pope, in his magnificent 
 robes and mitre, performing mass at the 
 high altar, surrounded by all the emblems 
 of that glorious day. Neither did she turn 
 her soft eyes toward the majestic dome with 
 its painted angels floating so far above, that 
 one almost fancies he is. looking through 
 a rent into heaven. Nor did she remark 
 all the vast, swaying, palpitating mass 
 before her. Only at the elevation of the 
 host, when all alike, impressed with the 
 solemnity of the scene, fell prostrate before 
 the Most High, Constance heard distinctly 
 below the thrilling strains of the silver 
 trumpets a choked, convulsive sob. Where 
 had the woman's soul strayed? What 
 memories had that voice awakened in her 
 heart ? 
 
 CHAPTER XXVII. 
 
 LADY DINSMORE AND THE MAESTRO. 
 
 " T HAVE taken tickets for the Braschi 
 
 J. ball on the 30th," said Lady Dinsmore 
 one day to Constance and Mrs. Tremaine, 
 who were sitting with her. "I supposed 
 you would both like to go, so I subscribed 
 for four tickets." 
 
 " O, thanks ! " cried Helen, eagerly. " I 
 am so glad. I did not dare hope for such a 
 pleasure, as Constance all the season has 
 resolutely set her face against balls, and it is 
 useless to expect Madame Landel to go with- 
 out her. So since Lady Charlotte went to 
 Naples I have been a prisoner." 
 
 " Indeed, I cannot go," said Constance, 
 sadly. " I have not the desire, and then I 
 cannot lay aside my mourning even for one 
 evening." 
 
 " My dear," replied Lady Dinsmore, " I 
 think you need have no scruples about it ; 
 it is to be a charity ball and concert together, 
 music first and dancing after. If you do 
 
 not wish to remain, we can leave when the 
 concert is finished." 
 
 " And so spoil my pleasure, you naughty 
 mamma," said Florence, pouting. " You 
 know I only care for the dancing." 
 
 " And I also," laughed Mrs. Tremaine. 
 " But Constance will find the music most 
 interesting, as I hear the Pope has given 
 Signer Guido permission to sing. The ob- 
 ject being to raise funds toward finishing 
 the new hospital, which is likely to be need- 
 ed, as there are rumors of political troubles 
 in this vicinity at no distant time." 
 
 " Who is Signor Guido ? " inquired Lady 
 Dinsmore. 
 
 " What ! have you not seen him ? He is 
 the most celebrated singer in Rome, the 
 first tenor of the Pope, and Constance's 
 master," with a sly smile. " If you had 
 been here a month or two ago you would 
 have seen him in some of your visits to us, 
 as he was almost always in our drawing- 
 room of an evening ; but now he has taken 
 a whim to stay away, and all my efforts to 
 induce him to come as usual are useless, he 
 will persist in being stubborn ! " 
 
 Constance changed the subject as quick- 
 ly as possible, by saying she would go, add- 
 ing some inquiries respecting her toilet for 
 the evening. Mrs. Tremaine, when once 
 launched upon the theme of dress, forgot her 
 teasing propensity, and Constance breathed 
 freely again. 
 
 The evening of the 30th came, and at nine 
 o'clock Lady Dinsmore and her daughter, 
 Constance and Mrs. Tremaine, alighted from 
 the carriage, and passed between the double 
 line of dragoons up the broad marble stair- 
 case of the grand entrance to the palazzo 
 Braschi. 
 
 Rare old tapestry hung on each side of 
 the lofty corridors, and the. regal apartments 
 were festooned with silk of every hue, bril- 
 liant with golden fringe and studded with 
 stars and emblems. Flowers bloomed in 
 marble vases ; statues of exquisite work- 
 manship supported antique candelabras, 
 from which sprang jets of light ; graceful 
 fountain?, surrounded by fragrant lilies 
 slumbering on beds of damp green moss, 
 threw up tiny streams, which fell with soft 
 liquid ripples into the marble basins; al- 
 coves filled with orange-trees, whose creamy 
 blossoms made the air heavy with delicious 
 odor. Strains of bewildering music rose 
 and fell on the perfumed air. Diamonds 
 sparkled on fair besoms and snowy brows, 
 pearls gleamed amid dark tresses, and 
 gems of the Orient flashed and scintillated, 
 half hidden in meshes of burnished gold. 
 The grand salon seemed a bed of rare 
 tropical flowers, bending and waving under 
 a breeze wafted from the rose-gardens of 
 Araby. Beauty, light, and laughter, waves 
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 faces that had always smiled, and lips that 
 had always uttered gay nothing.*, and 
 smiles alike on lips that had quivered but 
 a few hours before in grief and anguish or 
 uttered dark words of hate and revenge. 
 There the wife leaned with infinite sweet- 
 ness on dij arm of the husband she de- 
 tested, while she smiled in the face of the 
 lover she loved ; and the husband in his 
 heart longed to be by the side of a dark- 
 eyed beauty who received the ardent com- 
 pliments of a gay cavalier with evident 
 pleasure and satisfaction. 
 
 Mammas, stately in velvet and diamonds, 
 intrigued with proud delicacy to place in 
 the most noticeable positions their mar- 
 riageable (laughters. Young offshoots of 
 Roman nobility paid court to red hair and 
 freckles with wonderful assiduity, because 
 they were gilded by the filthy lucre made in 
 trade, which they affected to despise and dis- 
 dain ; n'importe, the gold would not soil 
 their white hands if it did bear the stain of 
 shops and mart?. It is safe- to say that the 
 greater part of the distinguished throng- 
 wore masks of smiles and robes of well-bred 
 politeness over deceit and hypocrisy. 
 
 Every eye was turned upon Lady Dins- 
 more as she entered, leaning on the arm 
 of Mr. Carnegie, followed by her daughter, 
 Constance, and Mrs. Tremaine. Murmurs 
 of admiration greeted them as they passed 
 up the long salon. Helen was most love- 
 ly in pale blue moire antique, her yellow 
 hair gleaming through the meshes of a gold 
 net, escaping here and there and falling in 
 waves of sunshine over her shoulders and 
 dress. 
 
 Constance, in plain white silk, without 
 ornament, her abundant dark hair simply 
 arranged, formed a striking contrast to 
 Helen. The one resembled a delicate steel 
 engraving, the other a glorious Watteau. 
 Florence was very sweet and innocent, in 
 tulle and rosebuds ; and Lady Dinsmore 
 more fair and delicate than ever, in laven- 
 der silk and black lace. 
 
 In a moment the Prince was at their side, 
 gay, animated, and handsome as the god 
 of beauty. 
 
 "You are just in time," he said; "the 
 curtain will rise in a moment, and Liszt 
 will play one of Beethoven's sonatas, and 
 afterwards Signor Guido will sing. See, 
 there are but five pieces on the programme, 
 all exquisite, and by first-rate artists ; so 
 we can have a little patience until the danc- 
 ing begins. Mrs. Tremaine, remember you 
 promised me the first waltz ; and Lady 
 Dinsmore, may I have the honor of Miss 
 Dinsmore's hand for the first quadrille 1 And 
 Miss Wilbreham, I hope also " " Thank 
 you, I do not dance," interrupted Con- 
 stance ; " I shall be only a spectator after 
 the music is finished." 
 
 A murmur ! A hush ! The green velvet 
 curtain is drawn aside?, and Liszt takes his 
 place at the piano. He regards the au- 
 dience long and steadily from under his 
 heavy brows, with cy; -s -r;;y, h;,rd, and al- 
 most metallic. He adju.-ts, wiili ;m impa- 
 tient twitch, his wristbands ; tLruv.'s Lack 
 his long iron-gray hair ; rai>es his thin lithe 
 hands above the keys. Then for a mo- 
 ment he seems to be invoking the aid of 
 some supernatural power ; for a strange ex- 
 pression passes over his face, something 
 inscrutable, mysterious. Then the hands 
 descend, and one forgets there is anvthing 
 mechanical in music ; they are inspired, 
 each finger seems a separate soul, and each 
 soul expresses itself with force ai.d j a^imi. 
 The metallic eyes light up. Fires of divine 
 genius burn under each cavernous brow. 
 The square, massive chin is thrust for- 
 ward. The flexible mouth quivers and 
 trembles. The Dantesque profile is more 
 clear and cutting in its outline. The broad 
 brow beams with a scrt of transparency. 
 The long locks dance and writhe. The 
 fingers fly and float from key to key. The 
 stern, sad face is transformed. The divinity 
 of genius has made sublime the human, and 
 for a moment the mantle has descended 
 from above and hidden the mortal. 
 
 It was the first time the ladies had heard 
 this great artist, and they listened spell- 
 bound. It seemed to Constance as though 
 every puke had ceased to beat, as she fol- 
 lowed him through all the intricacies of 
 sound, now high, now low ; now passion- 
 ate, thrilling, bewildering ; then hushing all 
 the senses into a silent rapture ; 
 wailing forth in strains of irresistible force, 
 bearing the longing soul into swift currents, 
 toward unknown seas. 
 
 O great composer, who hast touched 
 heights to others unattainable, in the calm 
 and silence of thy life, when earthly dis- 
 cords were forever shut out, thou hast hoard 
 the songs of angels, and hast embodied 
 thy tranced thoughts in notes that never 
 before fell on mortal ears ! O incompara- 
 ble artist, who hast so worthily rendi-ml 
 the inspiration of the sublime master, who 
 shall say that in thy inner and better life 
 there are no revelations from above, to 
 teach thee so to influence and subdue the 
 hearts of a multitude with thy divine mel- 
 ody ? 
 
 As he moved from the piano, little white 
 gloves were laid together in rapturous r.p- 
 plause ; and bright eyes welcomed him with 
 delight as he descended nmonir the au- 
 dience, bowing, smiling, and tulkiiur gayly 
 witlrall. Constance followed him with her 
 eyes, scarcely remembering that (luido was 
 to sing next, until Ilc-len touched lu-r arm 
 and said, " See, the conquering hero c< 
 
 A burst of welcome greeted him as he
 
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 walked across the stage to the piano. He 
 looked a little paler than usual, but rather 
 triumphant, as though he was aware he had 
 a place in the hearts of his compatriots 
 equal to the great artist who had preceded 
 him. He sang that exquisite canzonette of 
 Rolli, " Solitario loxco ombroso," that Raff 
 sanf more than a hundred years ago, on 
 that lovely moonlight night in the orange 
 garden of Naples, to the Princess Belmonte. 
 And Guido sang with the same pathos and 
 power of expression to one, and that one 
 was Constance. Although his eyes never 
 once turned upon her, she felt that each word 
 was addressed to her heart. She was ab- 
 sorbed, lost in the tender thoughts the song 
 inspired, when a low exclamation from 
 Florence startled her. 
 
 " O mamma ! what is it ? " 
 
 She looked at Lady Dinsmore ; her hands 
 were tightly clasped, her face deadly pale, 
 and her eyes fixed with a sort of stare on 
 Guido. ' " Are you ill, dear Lady Dins- 
 more ? 'J inquired Constance, anxiously. 
 
 " No, no ! " and she made a supreme 
 effort to compose herself; "but that song, 
 that voice, how strange ! Who is this young- 
 man ? " she said, in a hoarse, suppressed 
 whisper, grasping Constance's hand and 
 looking imploringly into her face. 
 
 " It is the singer of whom Mrs. Tremaine 
 spoke the other day, Signor Bernardo." 
 
 " Bernardo," she repeated, " Guido 
 Bernardo." And then, pressing her hand to 
 her eyes in a bewildered manner, she re- 
 mained a few moments as if in deep 
 thought, while Florence regarded her anx- 
 iously. When she looked up every sign of 
 emotion had passed from her face, and she 
 smiled as she said, " How foolish I am ! but 
 a strain of music, a passing resemblance, a 
 name that reminds me of a dear friend of 
 my youth, quite unnerve me." 
 
 At that moment Guido finished his song, 
 and stood bowing and smiling in acknowl- 
 edgment of the enthusiastic applause re- 
 peated again and again. 
 
 In a moment he was at the side of Con- 
 stance, flushed, happy, excited ; and as he 
 took her hand he said, " Were you pleased 
 with my song ? " 
 
 Unawares she let her heart look through 
 her eyes, as she replied, " O so much ! it 
 is a lovely composition, and you sang it 
 with expression and feeling." 
 
 " I sang it for you," he replied, with an 
 earnest look and a smile of deep tender- 
 
 " Thank you, I feel flattered," she re- 
 turned, coldly, for again the heart was 
 pressed down under the curb of pride. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore's eyes were fixed earnest- 
 ly on Guido while he spoke, and when he 
 turned suddenly at Constance's rep'y to ad- 
 dress some remarks to Mrs- Trernaine she 
 
 said, " Present this young man to me, my 
 dear, I wish to know him." 
 
 Constance introduced him, and Lady 
 
 | Dinsmore gave him her hand with more 
 
 | than her usual kindness, as she made room 
 
 | for him beside her, and entered at once into 
 
 an earnest conversation. 
 
 Constance had just taken the arm of a 
 most elegant guard "M nobile for a short 
 promenade during the pause in the music. 
 This young man had worshipped her at a 
 distance all the ?ea?on, but she had never 
 | so much as -encouraged him with a smile. 
 This evening, from some strange perversity, 
 she was most gracious. 
 
 Mrs. Tremaine was as usual engrossed 
 with the Prince, and Florence was listening 
 to one of Mr. Carnegie's quaint and amus- 
 ing criticisms on the society around them. 
 So no one observed the purport of Lady 
 Dinsmore's conversation with the maestro, 
 but they all remarked that he never left 
 her side for the evening. When they re- 
 turned home, at an early hour, he escorted 
 her to the carriage. 
 
 After the concert was finished, Lady 
 Dinsmore and Constance wished to leave at 
 once ; but Mrs. Tremaine and Florence en- 
 treated so earnestly for just two dances 
 that they agreed to remain a little longer. 
 They entered the brilliantly decorated ball- 
 room just as the band began a waltz 
 of Strauss. In a moment Mrs. Tre- 
 maine and the Prince, Florence and Mr. 
 Carnegie, were floating among the gay bub- 
 bles of fashion. Constance, leaning on the 
 arm of the young Marchese, made the tour 
 of the magnificent suite of rooms ; admired 
 the rare old pictures, china, and statuary. 
 More than once ehe passed the manufac- 
 turer's fat widow and her lean friend, who 
 were as busy as ever anatomizing somebody's 
 character. 
 
 Mrs. Parlby's red shoulders gushed out 
 of her yellow satin corsage, and her vul- 
 gar face was distressingly flushed, as she 
 watched Guido with Lady Dinsmore, who 
 seemed to monopolize him to the exclusion 
 of every other friend. 
 
 " I don't see that Signor Guido is very 
 empresse in his attentions to this girl," 
 observed the long-nosed lady ; " he seems 
 rather to devote himself this evening to 
 Lady Dinsmore. What a delicate, refined- 
 looking woman she is ! " 
 
 There was a little malice in the remark, 
 for though outwardly the fat and thin 
 ladies were the best of friends, secretly 
 they hated each other, and one never let 
 an opportunity pass to give the tender feel- 
 ings of the other a sly stab. < I think you 
 said on the evening of the concert (hat Miss 
 Wilbreham was not of very good origin. 
 She surely must be, or Lady Dinsmore, a 
 daughter, as well as the wite, of a peer of
 
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 the realm, would not chaperon her into so- 
 ciety." 
 
 " O, that does not follow!" and Mrs. 
 Parlby gave her pug nose a more upward 
 in<f!in-Uion. " You know what her father, 
 Lord RadclifFe, was, not a faster man in 
 the United Kingdom." Then she added, 
 in a lower and more confidential voice, 
 with many mysterious grimaces, " I have 
 heard even hints of some cxrdjitnl,' in her 
 youth, and I know it was said at the time 
 of her marriage that there must have been 
 sonu'llung wrong to induce a young and 
 pretty woman, and rich as she was, to j 
 many old Lord Dinsmore, three times her 
 age, 1 believe. However it is certain she 
 can't be very particular in her moral?, or 
 she n.'.ver wjuld allow her daughter to be 
 always in ths society of that improper Mrs. 
 Tremaino and Conti, who every one knows 
 is a libertine ! " 
 
 " Conti a libertine ! Why, my dear Mrs. 
 Parlby, don't you know it was generally 
 believed you were most anxious to marry 
 him to your niece last season, only the 
 settlements were not sufficient to purchase 
 the title, even with your dot ? " 
 
 " Marry him to my nief e ! I would rath- 
 er give her to an African." And her red 
 face grew a shade redder with mortification, 
 as she repeated, " What a falsehood ! Soci- 
 ety ought to b3 punished for circulating un- 
 truths." 
 
 " O, my dear, remember / don't say it was 
 so ; I only say every one thought so." And 
 the thin creature gave a malicious chuckle 
 as she glanced obliquely at her fat friend to 
 see the result of her stab. 
 
 Just at that moment an exquisitely lovely 
 lady, very de'collete'e, passed, leaning on the 
 arm of a Zouave officer. 
 
 " Ah, there is the MnrcTiesa and her lover, 
 as usual. II w can her husband support 
 such an open intrigue ! He mn*t\>Q a fool or 
 blind. But ih ;y do say his is a little touched 
 here," and the speaker tapped her forehead 
 significantly ; " wine and women, you know. 
 But have you heard the last story of the 
 Marches? It is rich, I can assure you." 
 
 " No, what is it 1 Do tell me." And the 
 long nose quivered with eagerness, like a 
 hungry dog's at the sight of a dainty bit of 
 meat. 
 
 " Well, th'3 other night, at tho ball of the 
 
 Frenah Ambassador, she gave her fan to 
 
 the youn r Viscount Ls Carnic to hold while 
 
 she danced with DL % Liborde. The foolish, 
 
 awkward fellow dropped it, and, hnppily for 
 
 the Kfarchesa, broke it. When tho waltz 
 
 was finished he gave it to her, with many 
 
 "us and regrets for his i/n:if/n-r!f . 
 
 Whsranpon the lovely angel turned red 
 
 v:i:h r:i ;cr, declaring it was an antique 
 
 i i (Irvisand francs, and he had ruined 
 
 it. The Viscount turned pale with mortifi- 
 
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 cation, but immediately, with more pride 
 than delicacy, drew out his pocket-book, and 
 laid a thousand-franc bill in her hand. She 
 instantly threw it in his face, stamped her 
 little foot with rage, demanded of De La- 
 borde how he could see her so intuited, and 
 then, bursting into tears of airjvr, she ap- 
 pealed to her husband, who at that moment 
 appeared on the scene. The next day there 
 was a challenge, but no duel followed, as it 
 is said the Mari-!,i-.<c arr.inaed it with the 
 Viscount, by borrowing a hundred thousand 
 francs, which the victim was only t^o glad 
 to lend, to get out of the scrape. A few 
 evenings after this they were all together at 
 the opera, as friendly as ever." 
 
 " Well, that is about a fair sample of the 
 conduct of half the people who go into re- 
 spectable society," remarked the listener, in 
 an acid voice. " What protection can we 
 who are proper have from euch impos- 
 ture t " 
 
 " Look ! they arc leaving," exclaimed 
 Mrs. Parlby, as Lady Dinsmore, leaning on 
 the arm of Guido, and followed by the oth- 
 ers of her party, lefl the ball-room. 
 
 " Have you ever seen anything so cool? 
 That impertinent Bernardo has never been 
 near me this evening. He quite forgets all 
 I have done for him, and runs after titles. 
 Well, he will get no more invitations to my 
 dinners." 
 
 "And you will get no more music, my 
 dear, nor the society of the Earl of Cross- 
 lands, who says, with all due dif -rence to 
 your good dinners, he only accepts your in- 
 vitations to hear Signer Guido sin - after- 
 wards. So it does not pay to cut off your 
 own nose." 
 
 Mrs. Parlby winced, turned her back on 
 her friend, and walked away in a towering 
 passion, half doubting the sincerity of her 
 devoted hanger-on, who wns poor and lived 
 in a little apartment, and liked to share her 
 carriage and eat her good dinners. 
 
 " I believe she only pretends thi< friend- 
 ship for what she gets out of me," was her 
 conclusion, more truthful than elegant. 
 
 CHAPTER XXVIII. 
 
 ONLY A LITTLF, MAUBLi: CKOSS. 
 
 FROM the evening of Guide's introduc- 
 tii n to Ladv Diiir-morc then- seemed to 
 exist between them n stron? fri- nd-hr>. He 
 was an almost con.-tant visitor :'t lier hotel, 
 and in all their drives and exenr-ions oc- 
 cupied a seat in her , Florence 
 ;i.nl hi', too, seemed net arewe i<> e;Hi oth- 
 ci's society. She commanded, ad vi.-ed, pet- 
 ted, and blamed him, much as she would
 
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 have done a brother. It was always Guido 
 who must be consulted if any plan of amuse- 
 ment was proposed. And she would say, 
 with an ah- of importance, " You know 
 it is no use to decide until we have asked 
 Signer Guido whether he will accompany 
 us." 
 
 She had little talent for music, and a 
 rather weak voice ; but she was so anxious 
 to sing, that with constant practice and the 
 greatest patience on the part of Guido, she 
 was becoming a tolerably fair musician, and 
 Lady Dinsmore seemed to favor their grow- 
 ing interest and affection for each other. 
 Constance was secretly glad of this intimacy, 
 although it sometimes cost her a pang ; she 
 feared Guido might learn to love, with a 
 deeper feeling than friendship, the gentle 
 oirl whose charms were so constantly before 
 him. Still there was a freedom and frank- 
 ness in their preference, a brotherly and sis- 
 terly sort of manner, very different from the 
 shy expressions of love. 
 
 "I wonder if Lady Dinsmore knows the 
 secret of his birth," she often thought. 
 
 One day, when they were speaking of 
 Guido, her mind was set at rest on that 
 subject by Lady Dinsmore herself, who 
 said, " It is unaccountable the interest I feel 
 in this young man. How I should like to know 
 the history of his life ! I have tried, but in 
 vain, to induce him to speak of his past. 
 It is a subject evidently painful to him, and 
 which he always avoids. Has he ever 
 spoken of himself to you, my dear ? " 
 
 " Never," replied Constance, " but once, 
 and then he said he had not a relation in 
 the world that he knew of." 
 
 " How strange ! " replied Lady Dinsmore, 
 musingly. And then Constance changed 
 the conversation. She could not bring her- 
 self to repeat the vulgar gossip she had heard 
 from Mrs. Parlby on the night of the concert. 
 
 One morning Lady Dinsmore ordered the 
 carriage and went out alone, after telling 
 Florence that if Constance and Mrs. Tre- 
 maine called for her she might drive with 
 them, as she should be absent some time. 
 She ordered her footman to stop at the near- 
 est flower-shop, and there she selected an 
 exquisite wreath of white lilies and purple 
 campanula. 
 
 " Drive to the Campo Santo," she said, in 
 a quivering voice, as the servant laid it on 
 the empty seat of the carriage. 
 
 When she reached the gate she alighted, 
 and, after exchanging a few words with the 
 custodian, she desired the servants to re- 
 main until she returned. Taking the wreath 
 in her hand, she crossed the large square, 
 with a slow, weary step, toward the chapel, 
 and passed into the cemetery alone. She 
 stood for a moment, looking around with a 
 bewildered, undecided air, and then said, 
 " How all is changed here ! But it must 
 
 be on this side ; yes, I am sure it is on this 
 side, near that tall cypress." 
 
 She threaded her way among the little 
 black wooden crosses, decorated with faded 
 garlands and the many tawdry offerings of 
 the poor to their cherished dead, never stop- 
 ping until she reached the foot of the tall 
 cypress, near which was the object of her 
 search. Was it a stately monument ? No ; 
 only a little cross, a nameless little marble 
 cross, over a child's grave. 
 
 She fell on her knees before it, and, bury- 
 ing her face in her hand?, sobbed audibly. 
 She remained a long time in that position, 
 even after her moans of grief had died away 
 into silence. Then, gathering some wild- 
 flowers and tangled vine from the little 
 mound, she pressed them over and over to 
 her lips, murmuring all the while, " O my 
 darling, my darling, have you grown weary 
 with waiting for me ? But patience ! I shall 
 come to you soon." She laid the garland 
 on the little grave, and, placing a few of 
 the wild-flowers in her bosom, stooped and 
 kissed the sod as tenderly as though it were 
 confcious of her love and sorrow. Then 
 she arose and walked slowly away, looking 
 worn and weary, ut still pausing often to 
 cast a lingering glance at the little cross 
 glistening in the sunlight. 
 
 When Florence returned from her drive 
 she found her mother lying on the sofa in 
 her room, the blinds closed, and a handker- 
 chief, wet with aromatic vinegar, bound over 
 her temples. 
 
 " Are you ill, darling ? " inquired the 
 affectionate girl, as she knelt by her side 
 and kissed her tenderly. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore drew her daughter to her 
 almost convulsively, and, laying her hand 
 on her shoulder, replied, " Not really ill, 
 my dear, only tired and nervous ; but leave 
 me alone. I am better alone." 
 
 As Florence softly closed the door she 
 said to herself, "What can be the matter 
 with this darling mamma ? She has seemed 
 a little strange ever since she came to 
 Italy." 
 
 One evening Mrs. Tremaine and Con- 
 stance were walking back and forth in the 
 moonlight on the balcony, engaged in a con- 
 fidential chat, when Florence burst out upon 
 them. , 
 
 " Mamma is in the drawing-room with 
 Signer Guido and Mr. Carnegie ; we are 
 on our way to the Coliseum, and have 
 called for you to accompany us." 
 
 " O, how delightful ! " exclaimed Helen ; 
 " but you must wait until the Prince comes. 
 I told him I should be at home this evening. 
 However, he will he very glad to make one 
 of the party, and the more (he merrier ! " 
 
 " O, there is plenty of time ! " replied Flor- 
 ence ; " the view is the finest when the 
 moon is at a certain height."
 
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 They all entered the drawing-room to- 
 gether. Constance had not seen Guido since 
 the night of the ball, as, for some reason, 
 he had asked to be excused from giving her 
 a lesson on the usual day. When she looked 
 at him she was startled by the change in 
 his face. He was paler than ever before ; 
 his eyelids red and swollen, as though with 
 sleepless nights and weeping, and there was 
 such an expression of subdued sorrow around 
 his mouth that her heart ached for him. 
 She spoke gently, asking him if he were ill, 
 that he hail omitted her lesson the day 
 before. 
 
 His face lighted up a little, and he 
 replied, " No, not ill exactly, only a little 
 weak and tired. In fact," he said, lowering 
 his voice, " I thought it was better not to 
 come yesterday." 
 
 Poor Guido ! he was suffering the pangs 
 and. torments of jealousy. Since the night 
 of the ball he had scarcely eaten or slept ; 
 and all because Constance had smiled on the 
 iju'inlia no'jile. If she had known the cause 
 of his sadness, her heart would have ached 
 less, and she would not have made herself 
 miserable with wondering what could ail him. 
 
 A half-hour afterward, the Prince came, 
 and they started for the Coliseum. It was one 
 of those nights too exquisite to describe ; 
 a full moon rode in splendor through the un- 
 clouded heavens ; and as they entered the 
 vast and gloomy ruin, they were all impressed 
 with its majesty as they had never been 
 before. 
 
 They sat down on the steps that lead to 
 the cross which Christianity has erected in 
 the broad arena, to mark the spot where 
 her noble champions perished nearly two 
 thousand years ago. Then the moon did 
 not knk down on rent and ruin, darkness 
 and silence ; but the yellow sun glared all 
 day over the wild, restless Roman populace, 
 unawed by the gorgeous splendor of the 
 court, and untouched by the agony of the 
 quivering lip, the ghastly brow, and writhing 
 limbs of the dying martyr. 
 
 Guido and the Prince knelt to kiss the 
 cross, as is the custom, hoping thereby to 
 gain an indulgence ; while the others, not 
 quite understanding the motive that prompt- 
 ed them, did the same ; perhaps each felt 
 it not inappropriate to offer that mark of 
 reverence to the emblem of the Christian 
 religion. 
 
 As Constance arose from her knees she 
 met the eyes of Guido fixed upon her with 
 a strange earnestness, but suddenly, with a 
 sigh, he turned away, and walked by the 
 side of Florence. 
 
 They found a guide with a flaming torch, 
 who conducted them through the gloomy 
 vaulted corridors to the upper pnrap<'t. 
 
 " What a ghostly place ! " said Lady Dins- 
 more, who with Madame Landel and Mr. 
 
 Carnegie followed the guide, while Florence 
 walked behind with Guido. Constance 
 was with Mrs. Tremaine and the Prince. 
 She was pale and silent, and her eyes 
 scarcely left the two who were in advance 
 of her. She heard Florence say, " I am 
 afraid here, it is so dark and mysterious"; 
 and, like a timid child, she slipped her hand 
 into Guide's, who drew it through his arm 
 ! with a smile of deep tenderness, saying, 
 | " Do not fear, I will protect you against 
 I every evil that haunts these silent chambers ; 
 they are not real, they are only imaginary, 
 and my courage is equal to a host of such 
 adversaries." 
 
 Florence smiled confidingly as she clung 
 to him, and Constance's heart beat heavily 
 as she thought, " I have been mistaken, it 
 is she he loves. How foolish I have been to 
 imagine he cared for me ! " 
 
 When they had passed through the 
 ; damp gloomy galleries lighted only by 
 | the red glare of the torch, and came out 
 ! suddenly on to the moonlit terrace, all ex- 
 claimed involuntarily, " How lovely ! " For 
 I beneath them lay Rome, ancient and 
 modern, bathed in a flood of silvery 
 light, the harsh rugged outlines softened 
 and blended. The dusty red tiles and 
 gray time-stained walls, touched by the 
 mystic white beams, seemed a city of marble 
 palaces. Far away the outline of the Al- 
 ban and Sabine mountains rose dark and 
 solemn against the clear sky. The low 
 level sweep of the camparjna was dotted here 
 ; and there with dark masses of ruins ; and the 
 long line of crumbling aqueducts wound 
 like a funeral procession, the first hooded 
 mourners gliding from the sight into dis- 
 tance and darkness. Tall cypresses stood 
 like grim sentinels over the tombs of the 
 dead kings, and a hoary pine raised its 
 crowned head until it seemed to touch the 
 limpid sky. From the orange-trees and 
 acacias that wave among the ruined pala- 
 ces of the Caesars came the long, mournful 
 hoot of the owl mingled with the s\vcct, 
 thrilling strain of the nightingale. In the 
 arena below, the moonlight glistened on the 
 steel helmets and pikes of the motionless 
 sentinels. And the people, walking back 
 and forth, or kneeling at the foot of the 
 cross, looked like puppets performing a 
 pantomime. The long trailing vines and 
 branches in the broken arches waved and 
 beckoned like phantom arms from the dis- 
 tance. 
 
 " Will you not sing, Signer Guido ? " 
 exclaimed Florence. 
 
 " Yes, do sing something for us," added 
 Lady Dinsmore ; " pathetic music would be 
 so effective now." 
 
 " Do not let it be sad," said Constance ; 
 " let it be triumphant, a Laudate Domir 
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 " Or go down into one of those subter- 
 ranean vaults and sing a De Profuudi.-;" 
 laughed Mrs. Tremaine. 
 
 " No," said Guido, " I will go up nearer 
 heaven and chant a Jubilate Deo ! " 
 
 He turned away, and in a moment ap- 
 peared on the upper parapet, where he 
 stood, his tall, dark-robed figure clearly 
 outlined against the deep blue of the sky. 
 Waving his hand to them, his glorious voice 
 broke forth in the sublime Cantate Domino 
 of Cherubmi. As the deep thrilling tones 
 fell on their ears they could distinctly hear 
 the exulting words, " With his "own right 
 hand and his holy arm hath he gotten him- 
 self the victory." 
 
 It seemed as though the triumphant 
 spirit of some young martyr had returned 
 for a moment to review the scene cf his 
 earthly passion and suffering, and was again 
 repeating to the listening angels the story 
 of his conquest over sin and death. 
 
 Lady Dinsmcre fell pn her knees, and, 
 covering her face with her hands, wept 
 silently. The others stocd with towed 
 heads and subdued hearts, listening intently 
 until the last tones died away into the still 
 air. 
 
 The emotion that Constance experienced 
 was so overpowering that she felt the need 
 of being alone fcr a ic-w moments. Turning 
 away, she walked to the end of the terrace, 
 and, stepping into an interior arch, fhe sat 
 down on a broken column, and fell into a 
 deep revery. 
 
 First, there passed before her mental 
 vision a long procession of captives, with 
 gloomy brows and compressed lips, the fires 
 of hate and scorn burning under their down- 
 cast lids, their hands fettered, their heads 
 bent on their laboring breasts, and their 
 hearts filled with the anguished meir.cry cf 
 the free, glad life on the Judeean hills and 
 amid the green groves of Olivet. Then a 
 vast multitude, naked, emaciated, worn 
 with fever and famine, scorched with the ; 
 burning sun, toiling under the cruel lash of j 
 a taskmaster, and longing ever with irre- j 
 pressible desire for one cooling draught of j 
 the limpid stream that rippled through the 
 vale of Kedrcn. The old man with the 
 hoary beard on his breast had been a pa- 
 triarch in those days; and the youth with 
 the form like Apollo had sat at his feet, 
 and listened to his teaching. Now, chained 
 together, they were hewers of stone under 
 a foreign sky, slaves to the proud Emperor 
 Flavius, who sat in his golden palace 
 overlooking the vast arena where they 
 toiled and languished. But see ! the old 
 man sinks under his labor; his limbs refuse 
 to bear the weary body ; the day is nearly | 
 done, and his task unfinished. He tries to 
 struggle to his feet ; the terrible fear of the 
 torture, and the wild beasts, with gleaming 
 
 teeth and bloody fangs, urge him to one 
 more effort. Suddenly before him appears 
 a youth clad in the rich robes of a lloman 
 noble, with the signet of his birth upon his 
 white hand. " Rest, father, rest," he says, 
 " and I will labor and complete thy task.'' 
 
 Then the shout arises on the hot air, 
 " Behold the Christian ! take him, and bind 
 him, and plunge him into the darkest cave." 
 " Wait," cries the youth, with divine en- 
 thusiasm beaming from his brow ; " wait 
 until 1 have completed the old man's task, 
 and then thou shalt do with me as thou 
 wilt. It is true I am a Christian, and I am 
 ready to die fcr my faith." 
 It is high neon, and the sun locks down 
 on the proudest pile ever raised by human 
 ambition and dedicated to tcrture and crime. 
 In tl:e j^rand Pcdium sits the Emperor, sur-; 
 rcunded by his ccurt, in all the pcmp and 
 magnificence of that pericd. Above and 
 below are a vast crowd, with eager, excited 
 faces ; the wild beasts in Ihtir der.s, waiting 
 fcr their prey, sre cot mere cruel and fero- 
 cious. Ihe sweetest pleasure to them is to 
 beheld the ccmbat, the peril, the incertitude 
 cf tie struggle. the bleed, the aicny, and 
 (he death. A wild joy spaikles in each eye. 
 Eager, palpitating, impatient, they leek to- 
 ward the grating that ccnfnes the savage 
 panther, as if they tco wculd drirk the LIce.d 
 so tccn to redden the arena. Suddenly there 
 is a crash cf music and a shout like the 
 vcice cf many waters. 
 
 "Beheld him who.ccmes to die!" A 
 youth beautiful as the sun cf the mcrning ; 
 en his lip is a sn:i!e of eternal peace, and 
 his brow beaming with the lijht of divine 
 enthusiasm. He locks far bey end; he ;ccs 
 net the clamorous multitude ; he bears not 
 their cries, nor the roar cf the wild beast 
 that springs upon him. No ; fcr tLe soul is 
 so rapt in the vision cf heaven that he 
 seems to have left the pain of death far be- 
 hind. A mcment of ageny, a brief struggle, 
 and all is over. The bcely cf the ycung 
 martyr is thrust into the ^j.aiiai'iiii:, and cne 
 more name is added to the Icng list of 
 those who have come cut cf gn.at tribu- 
 lation. 
 
 And to the scenes enacted there for the 
 gratification of a depraved and licentious 
 monarch followed the contrast of the pres- 
 ent. A rude wooden cress erected over the 
 spot that had been bathed in the blocd of 
 its defenders, a prccessicn of barefooted 
 Capuchin monks, followed by a few pale, 
 sad Sisters of Charity, paupers, ard stran- 
 gers, is all the ceremony that tells cf its dedi- 
 cation to the Prince of peace. 
 
 Such were the thoughts that ] 
 through the mind of Constance while sl.e sat 
 there, too absorbed to notice that the vciccs 
 near her had ceased, and that s-he was alone. 
 
 Suddenly she started up and turned to-
 
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 ward the spot where she had left her friends ; 
 but they were gone, and not a person was 
 on the terraces, above or below. She 
 called, but no one replied. " They have 
 gone," she thought ; " they have forgotten 
 me, or they think I am with Mrs. Tremaine 
 and the Prince, who are always behind the 
 othars. I must remain here alone, or I must 
 go through those terrible galleries until I 
 reach the door by which we entered. There 
 I can perhaps make the sentinels hear me." 
 Still she shuddered and shrank from de- 
 scending the long flights of broken steps 
 that led to the dark caves. But she was not 
 a coward, and the necessity was great ; so 
 she nerved herself to the trial, and went 
 down into the mysterious darkness below, 
 She hurried along a few paces, the silence 
 broken only by the unearthly echoes of her 
 light foDtsteps. The dense darkness, peo- 
 pled with imaginary horrors, appalled her. 
 She felt she could go no farther, and turned 
 to regain the steps by which she had de- 
 scended ; but in her fright and confusion she 
 went in the wrong direction, and, after grop- 
 ing a few moments helplessly in the dark, 
 she was convinced that she was indeed lost. 
 " If they return for me now, they will never 
 find me, for my cries will never penetrate 
 beyond those thick walls, and I cannot hear 
 them if they call me. O my God, I shall go 
 mad if I have to remain here until morning ! " 
 She thought of all the dark stories she had 
 hear.l, of these caves being the haunts of rob- 
 bers and assassins. From all the black vaults 
 a thousand shadowy forms seemed to start, a 
 thousand unearthly voices seemed to sound 
 in her eavs, and a thousand mysterious foot- 
 steps seemed to hasten toward her. She 
 covered her face, and leaned half fainting 
 against the damp stona of the cave, praying 
 and weeping convulsively. Suddenly she 
 knew she heard real footsteps, and the quick 
 breathing of some one hastening toward her. 
 A moment more, with a cry of relief and 
 joy, unconscious of what she was doing, she 
 threw herself on the breast of Guido. 
 
 " Thank God that I have found you ! " he 
 said, pressing her to his heart and kissing 
 her tearful eyes and quivering lips over and 
 over. She was weeping and trembling in 
 his arms like a terrified child, and there in 
 the gloom and darkness he wiped away her 
 tears, and soothed her with every loving, 
 tender word his gentle heart dictated. 
 
 When she was calmer he said,' li Come dar- 
 ling, let us hasten to Lady Dinsmore ; she is 
 in a terrible sta'e of anxiety ; we thought 
 you were with Mrs. Tremaine and the Prince 
 until we all reached the carriage, then we 
 missed you for the first time. The thought 
 occurred to me, while the guide and Mr. 
 Carnegie went in another direction, that 
 you might be at the other end of the ter- 
 race, and so I was hastening thers. I can- 
 
 not tell you what I suffered," he said, as 
 they came out into the moonlight. " I 
 feared you might have fallen down some of 
 those dark holes, or that the edge of the 
 crumbling walls had given way under your 
 feet. Let me look at you for a moment, to 
 assure myself that you are not hurt." Tak- 
 ing her hands in his, and press-ing them to 
 his heart, he gazed long and tenderly into 
 her face with an expression she never forgot, 
 saying earnestly, " Thank God ! you are 
 safe"; then, drawing her arm through hi.-, 
 he gently led her down the long steps and 
 through the silent galleries out into the calm 
 night, under the stars and the glorious moon. 
 
 The ladies were sitting in the carriage, 
 waiting anxiously. Alter many questions 
 and explanations, Guido went in search of 
 Mr. Carnegie and the Prince, and as they 
 drove away the bells rang out the hour of 
 midnight. 
 
 " What an adventure ! " said Florence. " I 
 am sure you rather liked it; you look as 
 calm and composed as though we had not 
 been suffering the most excruciating anguish 
 for the last hour." 
 
 Constance assured them she was dread- 
 fully frightened at the time, but as it was 
 over, and she was safe, she did not feel in- 
 clined to be miserable at the remembrance. 
 On the contrary, although she did not ex- 
 press it, she felt rather happy ; for she still 
 seemed to feel the tender kisses of Guido on 
 her lips and eyes. But before she reached 
 home, a feeling of mingled uncertainty and 
 anger took possession of her. He could not 
 love her, for even in that moment of joy, 
 when he had pressed her to his heart and 
 kissed her, he had not told her so ; no, no, 
 he could not love her, or he would have told 
 her, and yet he had dared to kiss her. Her 
 cheek burned with indignation, and she re- 
 solved to surround herself with a colder 
 mantle of pride than ever. 
 
 CHAPTER XXIX. 
 
 THE TIDE THAT BEARS US ON. 
 
 nPHE current that bears us on whether we 
 JL will or not, that irresistibly lom-s us 
 down the stream of time to the broad ex- 
 panse of unexplored seas, oi'ten wrenches 
 from our unwilling hands the gods we have 
 clasped with fondest idolatry, and tears 
 from our ruined lives the hours we hava 
 worshipped, yet only half enjoyed, because, 
 we have felt they were pas.-ing awa\ for- 
 ever. Often when the storms of pas>ion 
 and anguish tear and shiver our souls, like 
 frail boats in a tempest, we look ihr be- 
 yond where we see a calm and smiling 
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 for the moments to pass which bear us on- 
 ward too slowly for our impatient souls. 
 But sometimes the waves go in before us, 
 and our trail harks are shattered on the in- 
 hospitable shores. Then we look back and 
 wonder why Ave had longed to leave the 
 sale! v of the broad seas. Again we stand 
 shrinking and trembling under the shade 
 of the green trees of life, looking over a 
 wide desert before us. The sun scorches ; 
 the sand is hot and dry ; there is no shadow 
 of a great rock, no feathery palms, no green 
 oasis. We dread to leave the cooling shade ; 
 the music of the rippling stream sounds in 
 our ears ; the fragrant vines caress us, and 
 the soft breeze and the singing birds woo 
 us to remain. Yet; pilgrim like, we set forth, 
 leaning on our staff, with aching heart and 
 many longing looks behind. Perchance 
 beyond the arid expanse may be other val- 
 leys as still and fair that we know not of; 
 but yet our souls desire what we have left. 
 No streams can be so sweet as those at 
 which we have drank, no shade so refresh- 
 ing as that which has sheltered us ; no 
 music like the birds that sang in the 
 boughs, no fragrant flowers like those that 
 have bent beneath our caressing hand. We 
 have rested on the breast of Love, and he 
 has fanned us with his wings until the 
 faint spark has kindled to a divine flame, 
 which burns and consumes long after we 
 have lost sight of the glowing vision ; and 
 our worn and weary companions seem but 
 beasts of burden after we have feasted with 
 the gods. O unquiet heart, longing and thirst- 
 ing, knowest thou not there is a paradise for 
 thee, fairer than the Eden thou hast left ? 
 
 One day Mrs. Tremaine stood on the 
 balcony, leaning her elbows on the stone 
 balustrade, and resting her chin on her 
 open palm. Before 'her lay the sunlit ter- 
 races of the Fincio, and over all beamed a 
 blue and cloudless sky. Yet she noticed 
 nothing of the beauty around her, for her 
 eyes were fixed on vacancy, and her lips 
 compressed as though she were absorbed in 
 deep and painful thought. 
 
 " What are you dreaming of, Helen ? " 
 
 She started and turned. Mr. Carnegie 
 stood at her side. Holding out her hand, 
 the sad look passed away from her face, and 
 she said, smiling, '' I was wondering if those 
 white pigeons lying on yonder roof in the 
 sun were not happier than I." 
 
 " What ! are you not happy ? " he in- 
 quired anxiously, as he drew her arm 
 through his, pacing slowly back and forth. 
 
 " No," she replied, looking him steadily 
 in the face, while the tears filled her eyes, 
 " no, I am very miserable." 
 
 " Poor child ! Is it possible ? I thought 
 you were happy. I would give ten years of 
 my life to save you one hour's sorrow," he 
 said, with deep feeling. 
 
 " Truly ? do you love me so deeply ? " 
 
 " Yes." 
 
 She looked into his face searchingly, and 
 then said, in a weary voice, " I am so glad 
 to know that you really love me. It will be 
 a grea* comfort to me later; the time is 
 coining when I shall need a strong, true love 
 like yours to help me bear the burden of 
 life." 
 
 " Why do you speak so despondingly ? 
 What do you foresee ? " 
 
 She pointed upward. " Look at that little 
 cloud. It is very small and light, but hidden 
 in it are thunderbolts ; it will spread and 
 grow black and lurid, and cover all the 
 smiling heavens. Then the tempest will 
 burst ; but you will be my refuge, my shelter, 
 will you not?" and she clung to him as 
 though she already needed his protection 
 against some real danger. 
 
 " Yes," he said, earnestly, " while my life 
 lasts it is yours; only give me the right, 
 Helen, only give me the right." 
 
 " Hush ! " she said, while a gleam of anger 
 shot from her blue eyes ; " do not speak of 
 that, do not repeat the old story again. 
 Remember what you promised me in Paris," 
 and, turning from him, she went hastily into 
 the house. 
 
 Mr. Carnegie stood a long time lost in sad 
 thought, wondering how this would all end. 
 At last he said softly to himself, " I will 
 never speak of it again to her, but I shall 
 always love her the same. My heart is full 
 of the same infinite love and tenderness, 
 and I can wait. Poor child ! she is suffering 
 now, and she does not understand her own 
 heart; I will not annoy her by speaking 
 of it again. By and by, when she is cured 
 of this misplaced attachment, she will turn 
 to my heart for a refuge, as she has said 
 herself, and then she will prove the strength 
 and unselfishness of a true love. Yes, I can 
 wait." 
 
 Poor man ! he fed his hungry heart with 
 chafF. He had yet to learn that when the 
 soul has once been touched with the di- 
 vine flame, like Orpheus it will follow its 
 Eurydice even into the Stygian realm, and 
 if the cruel Fates forbid their union, it will 
 sit pining apart, singing its complain! s to 
 dumb nature, which is often more, sym- 
 pathizing than the dull cold heart of man. 
 No other love will fill the void ; no other 
 can hold intercourse with the lonely, isolated 
 soul. It desires and pines for one voice only, 
 one smile, one touch that will draw nu-.sic 
 from a chord silent to all others. I\Iore 
 than blest are those whom the gods love, 
 and unite early in the Elysian fields, where 
 they may roam together throughout eternity. 
 
 It is truly a wearisome and intricate, task 
 to follow through all its perplexing windings 
 the vagaries of the human heart. Some- 
 times we feel a sort of impatient pain be-
 
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 cause those we love cannot shield them- 
 selves from suffering. If they have been 
 wounded once, and that wound has healed, 
 why should they allow the dart to pierce 
 them the second time? Such thoughts 
 passed through the mind of Madame .Lan- 
 del, as she noticed with anxiety that Con- 
 stance's old restlessness was returning. She 
 was no longer the calm, happy girl she had 
 been during the first weeks of their arrival 
 in Rome, A constant change of purpose; a 
 constant der-ire to do something different, 
 to visit some new scene, to find some new 
 excitement ; a feverish restlessness, that 
 would not allow her to sit quietly with her 
 books and drawing ; neither did her hither- 
 to beloved study of music afford her any 
 enjoyment, it seemed to have lost its charm. 
 Suddenly, only giving as a reason that she 
 was tired, she discontinued her lessons, and 
 scarcely ever sang. She avoided as much 
 as possible the society of Lady Dinsmore 
 and Florence, because Guido spent most of 
 his time with them. She passed whole days 
 in the early part of the spring wandering 
 through the picture-galleries with Madame 
 Landel. 
 
 One day she sat in the Corsini Palace 
 before those three marvellous pictures, the 
 Ecce Homos of Guido, Guercino, and Carlo 
 Dolce, studying with sad, tearful eyes each 
 impressive face of the dying Christ. 
 
 ' Tell me, please," she said, turning to 
 Madame Landel, "which picture do you 
 prefer ? " 
 
 " I can scarcely explain my impressions ; 
 but say, my dear, what are yours ? " 
 
 " I find," she said, " in the head of the 
 Guereino, too much of human suffering. The 
 Christ is a dying gladiator who only feels 
 the agony of physical pain. The thorns 
 pierce and fret the quivering brow, and the 
 whole strong nature seems about giving way 
 under the accumulation of bodily suffering. 
 The Carlo Dolce is the type of an exh i 
 worn man, weak and feeble, with infinite 
 sweetness and patience in every line of his 
 almost effeminate face. He seems to say, 
 ' See how lamb-like I bear my buffeting, 
 my scourging, my thorns ! ' The weary head 
 sinks on the quiet breast; beneath the down- 
 cast lids gather the tears of tender sorrow ; 
 he bows, he succumbs; in unappealing sub- 
 mission to the Divine will. Now look at the 
 Guido, feebler perhaps in drawing, poor in 
 color ; but the divinity of the God-man is 
 stamped in every line. He does not feel 
 the piercing thorns, the nails, the spear. 
 The firm, but sweetly suffering lips seem to 
 say, ' I die to atone for the sins of the world. 
 On me rests the burden of every agonized 
 human heart, in all time past, in all time to 
 come. I die as a man, but I endure as a 
 God.' The artist has not tried to touch the 
 coarser nature with streaming blood and 
 
 1 quivering wounds ; he has striven to portray 
 rather the mental than the phy>ical siilTcr- 
 ing of the Son of (Jod, and in that In- has 
 succeeded while the other two have failed. 
 Therefore to me. although the Guercino is 
 the most forcible, and according to all rules 
 of art the finest picture, yet the Guido is 
 beyond comparison the most powerful." 
 
 "You have expressed my opinion, dear, 
 better than I could have done myself, al- 
 though I have seldom dared disagree with 
 the decision of competent ciitics, that the 
 Guercino is the best picture." 
 
 " The best is not what appeals to the eye, 
 it is what touches the heart. Look at this 
 ill-drawn Virgin of Fra Angelico, gentle 
 creature. She is poor and ignorant, -lie 
 has walked over the rough paths of li; 
 hands are hard with toil ; but her heart is as 
 soft and innocent as the mysterious child 
 upon her knee. In her eye is an expression 
 of Inly awe and love, on her lip a smile 
 of divine sweetness and reserve. What a 
 contrast to the common dark woman, with 
 passionate eyes, and hard bold face, which 
 Murillo has chosen for his type ! Verily the 
 man's life is stamped upon his work. Fra 
 Angelico in his convent cell, without an 
 earthly model, working from the ideal he 
 had formed in his pure heart, achieved more 
 than Murillo with the teaching of nearly 
 three centuries of improvement. How can 
 a man whose life is stained by contact with 
 the world select for his model a type of 
 sensual beauty, and leave upon his picture, 
 which he names a Madonna, any impress of 
 divine purity and innocence ? " 
 
 The hours spent in the study of these 
 creations of immortal genius were the most 
 peaceful Constance experienced. Scarcely 
 a day passed that she did not say to Madame 
 Landel, " Let us go to some gallery for a 
 few hours." She spent much time at St. 
 Peter's and the Vatican, where she would 
 gaze with enraptured eyes at the Trans- 
 figuration, which so beautifully combines the 
 touching story of man's impotence and help- 
 less suffering with the power and love of 
 God. Or she would wander, with a sort of 
 aimlessness, through the tapestried halls 
 and pictured stanze of the immortal ma~!er; 
 oilen too preoccupied with her own sad 
 thoughts to fully understand their beauties. 
 Sometimes she knelt before the high altar 
 under the vast dome, and raised her tearful 
 eyes to the pictured saints above, as though 
 she would invoke their aid to help her bear 
 the burden of life, which at times w 
 unendurable. Again she would bow her 
 head in self-abasement, and murmur, (Jod 
 forgive me that I complain, and weakly 
 suffer this passion to fill all my lite. (Jive 
 me strength that I may conquer this 
 love, or I shall sink into deeper sorrow and 
 despair."
 
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 No one but Madame Landel dreamed 
 of the struggle that was passing in the 
 poor girl's heart. Outwardly she strove to 
 appear happy, and in the presence of Guido, 
 whom she avoided as much as possible, she 
 wore her visor of pride, which rendered her 
 face inscrutable. Still, since the night she 
 had thrown herself, half unconscious with 
 terror, into his arms, Guido had been hap- 
 pier ; he felt she loved him, and he some- 
 times dared to hope that she might yet be 
 his wife. The deep friendship and evident 
 interest of Lady Dinsmore in every concern 
 of his life made him feel that, with her in- 
 fluence in his favor, even the disgrace of his 
 birth might be forgotten. Still he was too 
 proud and sensitive to risk the displeasure 
 of Constance by a proposal that she might 
 consider presuming, even though she loved 
 him. He did not know that love eventually 
 levels all barriers and distinctions, ennobling 
 the object, no matter how unworthy. 
 
 The lovely winter months passed away, 
 and the tide of time bore them to the verge 
 of spring. 
 
 Filomena was still absent on her useless 
 quest. Sometimes Benedetto showed to 
 Guido an ill-spelled scrawl, written by some 
 public scrivone, in which she would express 
 a hope that in the next town cr city she 
 might find or hear something from her 
 child. 
 
 A letter from Mr. Vandeleur to Constance, 
 dated Florence, told her he had returned 
 from France, where he had failed to find 
 any trace of De Villiers. He spoke of clouds 
 already darkening the political horizon of 
 Italy; and said that the murmuring sea, 
 and the murmuring wind, and the unquiet 
 heart of man all joined in the same cry, 
 " It is time some one died for Italy ! " 
 
 " I cannot," he said, " take part in a 
 struggle that will only rivet anew the chains 
 of those who groan in bondage ; for Italy 
 free, for Italy a republic, I would gladly 
 give my worthless life. Where the powers 
 of darkness struggle together, there will be 
 suffering humanity, and there is my place, 
 independent of party, power, or faction. I 
 must be ready to alleviate pain, to nurse 
 the sick and wounded, to aid the poor, to 
 feed the hungry, to put the cup of cold 
 water to the dying lips, whether it be of 
 friend or foe. The reparation I would 
 make to one who I fear is lost to me for- 
 ever, I must make to all mankind. Pray 
 for me, my cherished friend, my good angel, 
 that God may accept it." 
 
 Constance wept when she read the letter, 
 and thought, " While this man, to whom I 
 pointed out the path of duty, is heroically 
 trying to conquer self, and atone for a past 
 sin, I am idly folding my hands and luxuri- 
 ating in a sorrow that is unworthy of me " 
 Then she took a sudden whim, as Mrs. 
 
 Tremaine said, to become a ministering 
 angel ; for, at the risk ot'taking the lever, she 
 dragged poor Madame Landol into horribly 
 dirty lanes and alleys to seek for the suffering 
 poor, which she ibund in abundance ; sent 
 bread and wine, soup and meat; gave 
 away unheedingly any number of baiocchi 
 to the miserable herd of ragazzi that sur- 
 rounded her; and one day astonished the 
 woman who clipped dogs on the Spanish 
 steps by slipping a five-franc piece into her 
 hand, for which extraordinary performance 
 all the blessings of the Santa Madonna were 
 showered upon her head. " 1 cannot do 
 much," she would say, " but if a little 
 money can aid these poor creatures, they 
 shall have it willingly." 
 
 Poor restless heart! she longed to do 
 something whereby she might gain peace. 
 She denied herself her greatest pleasure, 
 that of attending the Catholic ceremonies 
 where Guido sang, and went instead to the 
 Protestant Church, where the impressive 
 service was badly read, the singing a farce, 
 and the sermon a combination of dogmatic 
 platitudes, that did not touch her heart into 
 reverence, as did the pictured saints, the 
 ascending incense, and the glorious music at 
 St. Peter's. Still she felt it to be her duty, 
 and so she struggled through it with a sort of 
 dreary longing for one of her dear lather's 
 sermons, thinking, " O, if I could but sit hi 
 the old church at Helmsford, and IOOK into 
 his serene face, that never was stern or cold 
 to me ! " 
 
 Toward the last of April the warm 
 weather came on, and they began to discuss 
 their plans for the summer. Lady Dinsmore 
 found the health of Florence improving so 
 rapidly under the influence of the soft cli- 
 mate that she resolved to remain abroad 
 another year. Very often she said, " I wish 
 to spend the summer in one of the lovely 
 villas that surround the Bay of Naples " ; so 
 it was decided that the two families should 
 unite, and hire for the summer Sans Souci, 
 a pleasantly situated villa half-way between 
 Castelamare and Sorento, on one of the 
 lovely heights that overlook the fairest spot 
 on earth, the enchanting Bay of Naples. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore had invited Guido and 
 Mr. Carnegie to visit her, and when she said 
 to Mrs. Tremaine, with her usual care for 
 the happiness of others, " Shall I invite the 
 Prince V " much to her surprise, Helen, 
 turning a little pale, replied, " No, thank 
 you, I would rather you did not; it is much 
 better that he should not be invited." 
 
 " But, my dear, you have become so ac- 
 customed to his society, can you be happy 
 without it ? " 
 
 " I must endeavor to be so," she said, in 
 a hard, cold tone,\ " for I am not likely to 
 have much of it in the future." Then, turn- 
 ing impulsively to Lady Dinsmore, she
 
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 took her hand in hers and kissed it. " O 
 how pood you are ! If I could only be like 
 you ! " 
 
 " My dear girl, I have suffered, and I 
 understand your sorrow. I pity you, and 
 wish it were in my power to make you 
 happy. You are right : if you must part, it 
 is better to do so at once." Then with 
 tearful eyes she kissed Mrs. Trernaine's 
 cheek, and said softly, " Cheer up, dear 
 heart, you will not be unhappy always. 
 Time will heal the wound." 
 
 " Or Death will gently touch it with his 
 cold finder, and it will cease to bleed," re- 
 plied Helen. 
 
 CHAPTER XXX. 
 
 ALL IS OVER BETWEEN US FOREVER. 
 
 MRS. TREMAINE sat before the dress- 
 ing-table in her room. Her watch lay 
 open near her, and her eyes were fixed 
 upon it with a strange, agonized expression. 
 " Nearly three o'clock," she said, with 
 an inflection of despair in -her voice. 
 " In ten minutes he will be here. Then 
 my happiness ends, and I must begin to 
 bear the weight of a ruined life. Ten 
 minutes more and I must say farewell to 
 this sweet dream, I must engage in a con- 
 Aict which will be the transition from bliss 
 to misery. With my own lips I must utter 
 the worus that will be the death-warrant 
 to my happiness. With my own hand I 
 must put away the scarcely tasted cup of 
 joy. Forever, forever, as long as God 
 burdens me with weary days and sleepless 
 nights, I shall bear about with me a wound, 
 a blight, that none must know of; and I 
 must live a constant lie. O the weariness 
 of hypocrisy and deceit ! If in all the fu- 
 ture I could wear sackcloth, and sit in the 
 ashes and weep, life would be more endur- 
 able. Three o'clock," and she pushed 
 away her watch, and started up paler than 
 death as she heard a servant approaching 
 her door. 
 
 " The Prince is in the salon, Signora." 
 " Say I will be with him directly." 
 She glanced at the mirror, arranging her 
 waves of gold. She would be as lovely as 
 possible, that the memory of her beauty 
 might haunt every hour of his future life. 
 
 " Heavens ! how pale I am ! " and she 
 rubbed her cheeks with feverish energy to 
 redden a little their almost ghastly white- 
 ness. Then, adjusting the delicate lace 
 around her throat, and smoothing the abun- 
 dant folds of her pale blue dress, she left 
 the room with a calm, proud step. 
 
 Something of the courageous despair of 
 Sappho, mingled with the sorrow of Iphi- 
 genia, filled her heart with a stern resolve to 
 11 
 
 meet this man, and then and there to put 
 an end forever to this chapter of her life 
 by sacrificing her happiness to the worldly 
 interest of the one she loved. 
 
 He arose and took her hand as she en- 
 tered the salon, and, looking into her lovely 
 face, said softly, " ( '- ."', you do 
 
 i not meet rne with a smile." 
 
 She drew away, and, leaning against a 
 marble console, as though she could derive 
 some strength from contact with the cold 
 stone, she said, in a voice of forced calmness, 
 " Prince Conti, do you know why I have 
 asked for this interview to-day ? " 
 
 The blood mounted to his handsome 
 face as he replied, " How should 1 know 
 what has induced you to grant me such a 
 pleasure ? " 
 
 " It is because to-morrow I leave Rome, 
 as you already know, and I would take my 
 last farewell of you." 
 
 " Your last farewell ! " he repeated, vague- 
 ly. "I beseech you to choose some other 
 subject for pleasantry." 
 
 u I assure you this is not a pleasantry, I 
 am most solemnly in earnest. From this 
 hour all is over between us forever." 
 
 A mortal paleness overspread his face. 
 " Then you have never loved me ?^' 
 
 " I have loved you." 
 
 " And you love me no more V " 
 
 " Yes, I love you, and I shall love you 
 until my heart is stilled forever." 
 
 " Then, Helen, why must we part? I 
 love you deeply. I love you as I can never 
 love another. Why must we part ? " 
 
 " Because," she replied, in the same voice 
 of forced calmness, " as dearly as I love 
 you, I love my honor still more. Our 
 names are already connected. And the 
 cruel misjudging world orders this parting, 
 or I must pay the penalty of a ruined repu- 
 tation." 
 
 " Ah," he said, with something of scorn 
 in his voice, " there can be little love in 
 this cold worldly prudence." 
 
 " Look at me, Ortensio." She drew 
 nearer, and, laying her soft white hand on 
 his arm, she raised her blue eyes to his. 
 " Look in my face, and tell me if you see 
 aught but truth there, and do not dare 
 to say I have never loved you. I would 
 willingly lay my dead body in the dust at 
 your ieet if over it you could walk to for- 
 tune and fame. I am young, and yon say 
 beautiful. If I might die in your arms this 
 moment, I would say to the darkness and 
 corruption of the grave, ' Behold your 
 sister ! ' I would welcome with joy the 
 consoler, and his cold breath would be the 
 kiss of peace. What am I to do in all the 
 dreary years to come ? How am I to live 
 without your voice, your smile ? O that 
 my heart would die within me, and feel no 
 more this corroding pain ! But it will live ;
 
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 like a poor body half palsied, it will live 
 only to be conscious of its suffering." 
 
 " O Helen ! " he cried, falling at her feet 
 and covering her hands with tears and 
 kisses, "do not say we must part. We 
 need not part. Be my wife. With thee 
 I will forget my poverty; happy in thy 
 love, I will forget my ruin. I will labor for 
 thee. In same other land far from here I 
 will cease to remember that the blood of the 
 princes of Conti flows in my veins. I will 
 forget the lost palaces of my ancestors, and 
 my base wish to regain them at the cost of 
 my happiness and the integrity of my man- 
 hood. No ; a desire so unworthy of me has 
 passed away forever. Everything in com- 
 parison with thy love is insignificant. With 
 thee life will have enough of joy. I can 
 well dispense with wealth." 
 
 " Dear Ortensio," she said, leaning her 
 golden head on his shoulder, and laying her 
 arm around his neck, " dear noble darling, 
 I am proud that you are superior to the 
 selfishness the world accredits to you. In 
 this moment I love you as I never have be- 
 fore, because now I know how true and 
 strong your heart is. Now I find you above 
 the avarice which I feared was the only 
 blot, on a being the most perfect God ever 
 created." 
 
 Adoring woman ! Even while she spoke, 
 if she could have looked into the heart of 
 her lover, she would have seen that a gloomy 
 reaction had already taken place. For 
 scarcely had bis lips repeated the words 
 which his cooler judgment told him were 
 rain to his prospects before he repented 
 having made an offer which he never for 
 one moment doubted would be accepted. 
 But his fond, passionate eyes, as they looked 
 into hers, did not betray his secret ; neither 
 did his voice, as he repeated, with every 
 variation of tenderness, the expressive terms 
 of endearment with which bis lovely lan- 
 guage abounds. 
 
 For one moment Helen leaned on his 
 breast in a. sort of ecstatic dream. For one 
 moment their lips met in a kiss of deep, fer- 
 vent passion ; and then, white and cold, she 
 drew away from his encircling arms, and 
 stood with clasped hands and compressed 
 lips, looking at him. He came near her, to 
 fold her again to his heart, but she waved 
 him away. 
 
 "No, no," she paid, with a sickly smile; 
 " no more weakness, for I have much need 
 of strength. Did you think, my darling, for 
 one moment, that I could accept your sacri- 
 fice, that I could be the weight to drag 
 you down ? No, no, I love you too well for 
 that. I love you better than myself or my 
 own happiness. And it is because I love 
 you that I can never be your wife." 
 
 He interrupted her with passionate pro- 
 testations. 
 
 " Hush ! " she said, almost sternly, 
 " hush, and let me speak ! I understand 
 you better than you understand yourself. 
 A moment of weakness has betrayed you 
 into saying what your cookr judgment 
 would condemn. I am comparatively poor. 
 I could not assist you to maintain the posi- 
 tion to which you were born ; neither could 
 I endure to see you grow weary day by day, 
 your brow contract and lower with gloomy 
 care, your gay, happy nature change with 
 regret and disappointment. You talk of 
 labor in another land ! O my poor darling ! 
 what do you know of dull, uninteresting 
 labor ? you, a child of the South ; born to 
 sport like a butterfly on the breeze of pros- 
 perity ! Heretofore poverty has been but 
 a name to you. You have lived in elegance 
 on the remnants of the glory of your ances- 
 tors. But gradually it is diminished, until 
 the future has, little to give you. You must 
 look to another source for wealth. There 
 are many women, rich, lovely, and young, 
 who will gladly ally themselves to your 
 noble name, and through whom you can 
 redeem your lost estates. Unfortunately I 
 have not wealth ; for with wealth I could 
 make you happy, but without it I should 
 make you miserable. Therefore you see I 
 cannot be your wife, and we must part." 
 
 " O Helen ! " he exclaimed, with a feeling 
 of mingled relief r.nd sorrow, "why do you 
 torture me so ? If, as you say, you cannot 
 be my wife, why need we part ? Cannot 
 we love each other the same ? " 
 
 She locked at him a moment, flushing and 
 paling. Then, tossing back the waves of 
 gold from her brow, and drawing her 
 queenly figure to its full height, while a 
 glance of scorn flashed from under her 
 white lids, she replied, " You are the Prince 
 Conti, and I am simply Mrs. Tremaine, 
 the daughter of a poor English cffi- 
 cer. But I am very proud, and my fair 
 fame is more precious to me than my 
 love. Already the charitable world has 
 united our names not any too kindly. An 
 entire and irrevocable separation is the 
 cnly thing that can stop the vile mouth of 
 slander. You, as well as myself, must see 
 the necessity of this. Whether in the fu- 
 ture we are entirely apart from each other, 
 or whether we may meet in society, I am to 
 you henceforth only Mrs. Tremaine, and you 
 to me are the Prince Conti ; nevi r again 
 Helen and Ortensio, two loving, passionate 
 souls, that have met together for a lew briefj 
 blissful hours, only to be separated by the 
 cruel circumstances of life. I think you 
 have loved me, and I believe you will love 
 me. But you are strong enough to wear the 
 iron mask, to hide beneath the joy of life 
 whatever you may feel of regret and sorrow. 
 And I, Ortensio, I will forever bless the fate 
 that brought us together. I have loved.
 
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 Through you and with you, I have known 
 as much of happiness in this brief time as 
 usually falls to the lot of mortals. I have 
 feasted with the gods. I have drunk the 
 wine of the grapes of Eden. I have eaten of 
 the fruit ripened under the walls of Paradise. 
 The amaranth and the asphodel have crown- 
 ed for a moment my brow, and henceforth I 
 am immortal. Shall I then murmur, now 
 the feast is finished, because it did not last 
 forever ? No, no ; it has been, and that 
 is enough. The memory of it will be a sing- 
 ing bird that will nestle forever in my heart. 
 I cannot agree with Tennyson, that ' a sor- 
 row's crown of sorrow is remembering hap- 
 pier things.' How I shall suffer, God only 
 knows ; but there will be moments when the 
 gentle showers will refresh the burning soil 
 of my heart, and buds and blossoms will 
 spring into life fragrant with the odor of the 
 past. And who knows," she said, press- 
 ing her hand to her heart, with a little shiv- 
 er, " who knows if it will be long. I think, 
 in the years to come, when you are sitting in 
 your gloomy old palace with your stately 
 wife at your side, and your children rever- 
 ently surrounding you, the golden hair of 
 poor Helen Tremaine will have been soiled 
 with grave-mould many a year." 
 
 " Hush, Helen ! Have pity on me ! " he 
 cried, with passionate sobs. " You break my 
 heart. We cannot part, we shall both be 
 miserable forever. No, I swear to you, if 
 you will not be my wife, to remain as I am. 
 You are the only woman I love, and I will 
 have no other." 
 
 She smiled in his face, and, taking his 
 hand in hers, pressed her soft lips upon it, 
 while the large tears rolled over her cheeks. 
 "Now farewell, darling! God bless you! 
 May you be very happy with some good 
 noble woman ! " 
 
 He clapped her in his arms, and said in 
 a voice choked with emotion, " Why this 
 sad farewell ? One would think we were 
 never to meet again." 
 
 " We may meet again, Ortensio, but not 
 as now. This is the last time my head will 
 ever lie upon your breast unless it i- in 
 doa l h. If you are near me, I shall pray to 
 die in your arms." 
 
 She clung to him, silently sobbing. Per- 
 haps each felt with prophetic force that it 
 was indeed the last time heart wuiild throb 
 against heart, warm wi'.h life and love. For 
 their faces were as solemn, when they parted, 
 as though they had been in the presence of 
 death. 
 
 The Prince looked gloomy and thoughtful 
 as he walked down the Corso at an unusual- 
 ly languid pace, towa:d the Cafe di Roma, 
 where he had an appointment with some of 
 the young nobility, never heeding the lovely 
 faces that, smiled at him from the line of car- 
 ritises that were rolling down the Pincio. 
 
 " What can be the matter with Conti ? " 
 exclaimed a gay donna. ' He looks most 
 disconsolate." 
 
 " Certamente he has proposed, and la b<=.Ua 
 bionda has refused him," replied her com- 
 panion. 
 
 It was true he was very unhappy, but only 
 at the thought of parting from '.Mrs. Tre- 
 maine for what he believed to be a few 
 months ; he consoled himself by thinking that 
 she would return to Rome the next winter. 
 She loved him, and all would be renewed ; 
 women were always a little sensational; 
 perhaps it was gotten up to make their brief 
 parting more effective, lor the surely could 
 not mean entirely what she said. " But she 
 is a splendid creature ; few would have had 
 the courage to refuse me, for fear I should 
 never ask them again She is the first dis- 
 interested woman 1 ever met. I wonder 
 if she suspected my feelings. However, 1 
 was sincere when 1 said 1 loved her ; but 
 she is right, my love could not st;;nd the 
 test of poverty. Per Bacco ! if she were 
 rich I would marry her at once, but, as it is, 
 I cannot. Yet there is no reason, because 
 we can't marry at present, that we should 
 not see each other the game as we have 
 done. Perhaps, now, she meant v.hat she 
 said ; but she never will have strength to 
 keep to such a resolve ; women never are 
 strong." 
 
 Mrs. Tremaine tottered to her room; 
 life, hope, joy, all seemed to have left her 
 suddenly and forever. She closed the door, 
 sank into a chair, and, burying her face in 
 the pillows of her bed, tat without mo- 
 tion, sob, or sigh. " It is the beginning of 
 the half-life," she thought, ' the deadness 
 and stupor of the soul, the reaction that 
 follows a strong excitement, the sensation 
 of a body thrust from a great height, that 
 feels no pain at first because of the numb- 
 ness produced by the fcrce of the shock. I 
 do not realize it quite at this moment, I 
 shall suffer more in the time to ci me. Now 
 I seem to hear his voice, I leel the clasp 
 of his arms around me, my face is yet warm 
 with his tender kist-es. The agi.ny will be 
 in the future, when I shall hunger and thirst 
 for his voice, when I shall pine for his 
 smile. Ah ! I know the time will come 
 when I would willingly give half the years 
 of my life for one caress. But why think of 
 this ? It is finished. All is over forever. 
 He is as dead to me for the future as though 
 the grave had hidden him." She arc.- 
 walked slowly back and forth, pressing In r 
 hand to her side, while a dreary smile trem- 
 bled around her lips, a smile like that we 
 tomot imes see on the face of the dead. 
 
 " This pain is a premonition of pence. I 
 think I thall not suffer long, and he will al- 
 wavs see me before him, as I was in tin- glow 
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 and grow old, but I shall always be young to 
 him ; 1 shall always be golden-haired Helen 
 Tremaine, 'sweet Helen,' as he so often 
 named me." 
 
 She repeated the words with a lingering 
 tenderness, as though she derived some con- 
 solation from them. Pausing before a vase 
 from which drooped some blue campanula 
 that he had gathered for her from a ruin the 
 day before, she took them from the water, and, 
 pressing them reverently to her lips, folded 
 them in his last note to her, and laid them 
 in the bottom of her desk. 
 
 " Poor little flowers ! " she said, " you 
 bloomed amid ruin and desolation until he 
 gathered you to place you upon my breast. 
 You are delicate, you aje lovely, your color 
 speaks of fidelity. Yes, I will be faithful, 
 too faithful, to a memory." 
 
 Perhaps a resemblance to her own fate 
 crossed her mind, as she laid them away, 
 withered and faded, hidden forever from 
 the wooing kisses of the breeze and the sun. 
 
 Although she had decided long before 
 that this hour must come, that nothing 
 could induce her to become the wife of 
 Prince Conti, even if he wished it with all 
 the fervency and forgetfulness of a grande 
 passion, yet, now that he had accepted her 
 refusal, there was a mingled feeling of regret 
 and disappointment because he had done 
 so; but the thought never for a moment 
 dawned upon her mind, that perhaps, after 
 all, her idol's feet might be clay. No, sha 
 could make all necessary excuses for his 
 supreme selfishness and avarice ; for love 
 always invests its object with a thousand 
 noble attributes to which it has no claims. 
 
 It would have been better if she could 
 have believed him less perfect; but as it 
 was, she enshrined him in her heart as the 
 reality of the most beautiful ideal a roman- 
 tic woman ever portrayed. 
 
 CHAPTER XXXI. 
 
 WHY? 
 
 f"PIIE dinner-bell rang and Mrs. Tremaine 
 JL hastened to arrange her dress. Lady 
 Dinsmore, Florence, Mr. Carnegie, and 
 Guido dined with them this last 'day, and 
 she must take her place among them as 
 usual. " Now," she said, with a heart- 
 breaking sigh, " I must put on my mask, 
 never to lay it aside one moment in the 
 presence of others. The world shall not 
 say that Helen Tremaine is dying for love. 
 Happily I shall not always be with the 
 world. There will be hours when I can be 
 by myself, hours of silence and loneli- 
 ness, when I can weep and moan unheeded. 
 But no, I must not weep, for tears leave 
 
 their traces, and nothing betrays a hidden 
 sorrow like red eyelids, and ruins one's 
 beauty so. If I mourn, the world will not 
 know it ; for it will be my heart that will 
 weep tears of blood. There," she added, 
 glancing at the mirror, " none will imagine I 
 have come out of great tribulation. There 
 are no signs of it on my lace ; my mask fits 
 well and conceals all." So, with her usual 
 light step and gay smile, she entered the 
 drawing-room. Constance, Guido, and 
 Florence were at a table, sorting ai;d it:-- 
 ranging some photographic views of Rome, 
 while they laughed and chatted over the 
 probable adventures of their next day's 
 journey. Lady Dinsmore, Madame Landel, 
 and Mr. Carnegie were talking seriously of 
 the political state of the country ; and Mr. 
 Carnegie held in his hand a journal, from 
 which he had just read an account of the 
 insurrection at Parma. 
 
 " We certainly could not go north at 
 present," said Lady Dinsmore ; " how fortu- 
 nate that we have arranged to spend the 
 summer in the south ! I think there is HO 
 part of Italy whei-e we shall bo safer." 
 
 " Do you believe we shall be able to enter 
 Rome in the autumn ? " inquired Madame 
 Landel, with some anxiety. 
 
 " O certainly," replied Mr. Carnegie. 
 " The northern Adriatic states will be the 
 scene of the conflict. Rome will not be at- 
 tacked at present ; the time has not come. 
 The Papal states must be gradually dimin- 
 ished by uniting them to Italy before they 
 can dare hope to add Rome. This strong- 
 hold of the Pope will stand in solitary 
 grandeur many a year." 
 
 " But eventually it must succumb," said 
 Lady Dinsmore. 
 
 " Yes, eventually, but not yet ; the time 
 has not come." 
 
 " Dinner is waiting, Constance," said 
 Madame Landel ; and they all entered the 
 dining-room. 
 
 " Please don't talk any more of political 
 troubles," exclaimed Mrs. Tremaine, as they 
 seated themselves at the table. " Let us be 
 merry, for who knows if we shall all dine 
 together again ! " 
 
 " Now you have started a subject for sad 
 thoughts ; how unlike you ! " said Mr. Car- 
 negie, smiling gently as he helped her to a 
 glass of Orvieto. 
 
 " Certainly we shall all dine together very 
 soon, shall we not, mamma?" inquired 
 Florence. " Mr. Carnegie and Signer Guido 
 have promised to come to us in three weeks ; 
 then what merry times we shall have ! O 
 the boating, bathing, and the donkey-riding 1 
 Won't it all be delightful ? " 
 
 " O the sand-flies and the mosquitoes 
 and the burning sun ! " said Mrs. Tremaine, 
 laughing. " I doubt if we shall find our 
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 " Ah, that is because the Prince won't 
 be there ! " retorted Florence, thoughtlessly. 
 
 The expression of Mrs. Tremaine's lace 
 never changed as she said lightly, " But 
 perhaps some other destroying angel will 
 deign to alight in our midst. Lady Char- 
 lotte told me yesterday that the young Duke 
 of Fitzhaven, whom you admire so much, 
 intends spending the summer in Sorento." 
 
 " O, that will be jolly ! what a gay party 
 we shall have ! " 
 
 And so* in light badinage the dinner 
 passed off, and no one but Mr. Carnegie no- 
 ticed that Mrs. Tremaine sent away plate 
 after plate almost untasted. 
 
 An hour afterward they were gathered 
 around the piano for a farewell " concert," as 
 Florence called it. Guido had just finished 
 playing that exquisite but incomprehensible 
 Warum ? of Schumann. 
 
 "Warum? what does it msan?" in- 
 quired Mrs. Tremaine, who did not under- 
 stand German. 
 
 " Why," replied Constance. 
 
 " Why," laughed Mrs, Tremaine ; " why 
 did he write it ? and why did he call it Why ? " 
 
 " Because," said Mr. Carnegie. " at the 
 time he wrote it he was desperately in love 
 with Clara Weeks, whom he could not mar- 
 ry. I suppose what he intended to de- 
 mand by that passionate outburst was, 
 ' Why cannot I marry the woman I love ? ' 
 It is said to have had the desired effect, 
 for it so softened the hitherto obdurate heart 
 of her father that ha at once gave his con- 
 sent to the marriage, and the unfortunate 
 Robert Schumann was made happy after 
 much patient waiting." And Mr. Carnegie 
 glanced shyly at Helen. 
 
 " Yet his happiness seems to have come 
 almost too late," observed Guido ; " for the 
 sorrow of his life weighed so heavily on his 
 sensitive temperament that it accelerated 
 the mental disease which terminated his 
 brilliant career so early." 
 
 " Ah," s ad Lady Dinsmore, with a strange 
 pathos in her voice, "how many rebsllious, 
 unsatisfied souls have wailed out almost in 
 the same despairing tones, ' Why ? why ? ' " 
 But little she thought, among the seven per- 
 sons present, four unhappy, -suffering hearts 
 were even in that moment silently asking 
 Why? 
 
 "Why," thought Constance, "has fate 
 separated mo from the only person I can 
 ever love ? " and Guido, lost in thought, put 
 the same question to his own heart. " And 
 why," mentally ejaculated Mr. Carnegie, 
 why cannot I win the love of this divine crea- 
 ture ? " And the divine creature, her mind 
 a prey to the most torturing thoughts, her 
 soul filled vjith rebellion and sorrow, almost 
 cried tiljiv.l in her sliarp anguish, " Why has 
 this cruel destiny cut me off forever from 
 hope and peace ? " 
 
 How many pale lips and streaming eves 
 have been uplifted to Him who hears for- 
 ever, as the voice of many waters, the mur- 
 muring of suffering humanity, rolling wave- 
 like into his presence the innumerable whys 
 of every questioning heart ! And he, the 
 Son, who sitteth near the Father, in that 
 dark hour when he knelt in the grove of 
 Gethsemane, crying, in the extreme of men- 
 tal anguish, " Why cannot this cup pass 
 from me ? " bore in that moment the burden 
 of all the whys that have fallen from each 
 human heart in all time. 
 
 And doth he not often, he the divine, 
 whisper to us who are listening for the still, 
 small voice, " Wait, I see the end from the 
 beginning. Lite is solving for thee the prob- 
 lem, and my Father will answer thy ques- 
 tions in his own good time " ? 
 
 "What shall I sing?" said Guido at 
 length, raising his eyes to Constance with 
 earnest inquiry. 
 
 " I am not in the mood to choose," she 
 replied ; " and if I were, my selection might 
 not please the others. I am very sad at 
 this moment." She spoke in a low voice, 
 and the words fell from her lips befare she 
 was aware of how much meaning they might 
 contain. An eloquent glance shot arrow- 
 like to her heart, as Guido turned over the 
 music and selected the simple but exquisite 
 Addio of Schubert, and his loving heart 
 looked from his eyes as he sang with touch- 
 ing expression, 
 
 " Addio mio bene, addio donna del primo amor." 
 
 " Bravo ! " exclaimed Mr. Carnegio, when 
 he had finished. " If we were a fashionable 
 audience in a London concert room, your 
 fortune and reputation would be made be- 
 yond a doubt." 
 
 Guido smiled his thanks, but he did not 
 covet the applause of a London audience ; 
 he only sang to one heart, mid if that had 
 understood him it was enough, he was more 
 than contented. 
 
 As Constance bade him good nij;ht, and 
 good by for a time, he fancied there was 
 a little warmth in the light pressure of her 
 hand, and a little tenderness in the smile 
 that lingered around her mouth; hov 
 he went to his room happier than lu> had 
 bsen for a long time, kissed his ivory cruci- 
 fix with more devotion than usual, ivpcatcd 
 more than his usual number of paternosters, 
 and looked with a little more than religious 
 affection at his pictured Madonna, which 
 he fancied resembled Constance, and then 
 slept calmly and peacefully. 
 
 Mrs. Tremaine being in her room, her ne- 
 cessity for acting was laid aside with her 
 evening dress, and no longer compelled her 
 to smile ; her lips were compressed, her brow 
 was contracted, her face set, and white as 
 enow under moonlight. Her golden hair
 
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 unbound and falling over her like a veil, she listening in stately silence; the children 
 paced to and fro in the dimly lighted room rolling and tumbling in the foam that gently 
 like a lovely restless spirit. No tears, no lapped the shore ; a tiny boat, with a single 
 \mn<nn<T of the hands, no bursting sobs ; I boatman standing in the bow, and using his 
 only the blue eyes looked forth into the one oar with peculiar grace arid power, 
 night, a deep longing agony in their gaze, j rose and fell, a toy on the inrolling waves, 
 The little hands were pressed hot and dry j but nevertheless came swiftly and surely 
 against her throbbing heart, and now and toward the shore ; the glorious ravs of the 
 
 then she tottered as though weariness or 
 weakness were gaining upon her. One 
 o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock ; all are 
 silent, the world is lapped in repose, she 
 pauses like one exhausted with a long 
 march, and, throwing herself heavily into a 
 chair, she says, " O, I hoped weariness of 
 body would bring sleep, but it will not. And 
 I must sleep, or I shall have no strength for 
 to-morrow." 
 
 Taking a small phial ftom her dressing- 
 table, she poured a few drops of a dark 
 liquid into a glass of water. After drink- 
 ing it she threw herself on her bed, and 
 was almost immediately wrapped in a 
 profound slumber. 
 
 
 
 CHAPTER XXXII. 
 
 BY THE SEA. 
 
 N the beach near a little hamlet between 
 Sinigaglia and Ancona sat a group of 
 fishermen. The day was nearly done ; the 
 yellow sun dropping down behind the Ap- 
 ennines flung rainbow tints over the sea, and 
 lighted up the bronzed faces of the sailors. 
 Their day's labor was over ; their boats were 
 drawn up on the shore for the night, the 
 red and orange sails flapping loceely against 
 the masts, which were painted in rings of 
 many colors. The brown, weather-stained 
 planks, fastened with nails that time and 
 much dragging over the sand had worn to a 
 silvery brightness ; the patches of red, white, 
 and green ; the rude figure-head of the 
 Madonna ; the Latin inscription around 
 the painted bow, in black letters on a white 
 ground ; the festoons of rags of unnamable 
 shades ; the stones of the beach golden in 
 
 sun lighting and gilding all with wondrous 
 beauty, formed a picture, the cclor and 
 arrangement of which would have delighted 
 Vernet, and which only his pe'ncil could 
 have rendered with strength and fidelity. 
 
 " Sant' Antonio mio ! " exclaimed a fierce, 
 wild-looking man, the oldest of the party, 
 starting up and pacing the beach with long 
 furious strides. " Let them come, the 
 Francesi and Tedeschi ; we will give them 
 enough before they finish. They {hall have 
 hot work, ay, as hot as the inferno. It will 
 give strength to every true Italian to know 
 he is cutting down one of these cursed in- 
 vaders. A malediction on them ! may they 
 perish by the plague and the swcrd ! " 
 
 " Figlio mio ! " said he, addressing a 
 boy of sixteen, who stood gazing at him 
 with wide-open eyes, ' will you fight for 
 Italy?" 
 
 " Yes," replied the boy, eagerly ; " but I 
 would rather fight with Garibaldi." 
 
 " <Sz,*.sl, caro Garibaldi. But let us drive 
 out these cursed forestieri that are eating 
 up the land, and then his time will come. 
 Let Italy be united before she can be free. 
 If we had Garibaldi for a leader, instead of 
 Cialdini, we should fight with one heart, 
 every man would die for him." 
 
 " Yes, every man would die for him ! " 
 they all exclaimed. 
 
 " Ah, he is a hero," said a ycung man, 
 with eyes of fire. " Do you remember the 
 story his men told cf him when he was 
 fighting down in Calabria ? After the battle 
 the officers looked fcr their general, but he 
 was missing ; and where do you think they 
 found him ? " 
 
 " Where ? where ? " inquired all. 
 
 " Why, en the ground with his tired 
 soldiers, his head on a saddle, and a crust 
 of black bread that he was too tired to eat 
 
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 the yellow light ; the background of clay j clasped in his hand, and there he was sleep- 
 hovels, and the hills behind clothed with ing like a child." 
 
 When the speaker finished, they all 
 shouted " Bravo ! viva Garibaldi ! " 
 Have you heard this story ? " 
 
 the gray grren of the olive and the tender 
 green of the vine ; on the right the for- 
 tressed heights of Ancona, and on the left 
 
 the picturesque, sombre old town of Sini- 
 the trroup of rough rugged sailors, 
 
 another ; but what it. was they did not wait 
 
 r , to hear, for one of the women exclaimed, 
 
 their short linen trousers and blue shirts, " // Signore ! U Signore ' " and darted away 
 their brown muscular limbs, their straight] toward a tall man who was ccming down 
 clear-cut features, piercing eyes, and black, the beach. He was thin and pale, with a 
 
 long grizzled beard and gentle blue eyes 
 
 uncombed hair falling from under thp'ir red 
 caps ; their naturally expressive positions as 
 they lounged against the boats, smoking, 
 and gesticulating violently while they talked; 
 the women standing near with folded arm 
 
 His coarse gray suit had a careless, neg- 
 lected look, but the fine white linen and 
 small hands and feet betrayed the gentle- 
 man. In his arms he carried a little brown
 
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 spaniel, that looked in his face with most 
 loving eves, as he addressed it from time to 
 tima in terms of affection that it evidently 
 understood. He had scarcely reached the 
 group when he was surrounded by all the 
 women and children, each clamoring for 
 some mark of favor ; while the men arose, 
 and, pulling off their red caps, bowed re- 
 spectfully, and one, covering a rock with a 
 coarse blanket, asked him to sit and rest. 
 
 " Bat first, S ignore, come to the cottage 
 and see my little Beppo," said a haggard, 
 swarthy woman ; " he has cried for you all 
 day, povcro bambino, and I can do nothing 
 with him, he only asks for il Signore" 
 
 " My poor Angela is dying, Jigho mio," 
 trembled out an old white-haired man, hob- 
 bling up and taking hold of his coat timidly. 
 " Will you come and say a word to her ? 
 She would rather see you than the curato." 
 
 " Yes, yes, in a moment, Giuseppe, but let 
 me go to the poor baby first. I have brought 
 some medicine, which he must have direct- 
 
 iy" 
 
 " Bless you ! " replied the woman, clasp- 
 ing his hand and kissing it. " Perhaps he 
 may live." 
 
 " Speriamo," he said gently, as he turned 
 toward the cottage, followed by all the chil- 
 dren. 
 
 There on a few dirty rags lay a little 
 emaciated creature, with eyes like great 
 spots of ink on a sheet of blank paper ; he 
 smiled in the man's face, and held out his 
 arms for the little dog. 
 
 " But Bappo must take the medicine first," 
 he said, raising the child, and putting the 
 cup to his lips. The boy made a very wry 
 face, but heroically gulped down the bitter 
 dratight, and thc-n pressed the little spaniel 
 in his arms with delight. After exchanging a 
 few kind words with the mother, and laying a 
 little money and some oranges on the dirty 
 deal table, he said he would go to Angela, 
 and take the dog as he returned. 
 
 Passing alon;; a little farther, he came to 
 a hovel so low that he was obliged to stoop 
 to enter, and tliL're lay a creature almost 
 hideous in her ghastly old age. Yet a smile 
 of pleasure flitted over har face, and stirred 
 the skin that hung like wrinkled paper, as 
 he took h;>r horny black fingers in his, and 
 asked her kindly if she were better. 
 
 " No, no, Si;/nor mio, Angela will never be 
 any better until the Santa Mi/'/:tn> smiles 
 on her, and bids her come to her. She has 
 been waiting so lon-;>-, for ten suffering years, 
 but pazienz't, tha en 1 will come soon. Now 
 tell me a little about the Santo Cristo when 
 he was on earth. The curato tells me I 
 must pray and do penances because my 
 Lord is aniry with mo,, but you tell me he 
 loves m2 ; then pray to him that my poor 
 soul may haye a short punishment in purga- 
 tory." 
 
 "My poor woman, T am a sinner like you, 
 and can do little for your soul ; ]>r;n to 
 Christ yourself, be will hear you." li 
 curtly but kindly, as he laid a flask of wine 
 and some money on the bed, and turned 
 away. 
 
 The men surrounded him on the beach 
 with innumerable eager questions ;:b jut the 
 political state of the country ; ibr as none 
 of them could read, they depended entirely 
 on verbal accounts, which often came to 
 them incorrect and exaggerated ; but what- 
 ever information he gave them they knew 
 they could rely on. 
 
 " When will the Italian troops march 
 upon Ancona? Is there a lar^ pontifical 
 army in the field ? Where will the fir.-t en- 
 gagement take place that will free Umbria 
 and the Marches? Will Garibaldi attack 
 Rome during the absence of the Pope's 
 troops ? " and many more such questions, 
 all of which he answered to the bes,t of his 
 knowledge. 
 
 A handsome but melancholy -looking 
 young man, who had stood apart during the 
 conversation, with his eyes fixed gloomily 
 on the ground, now turned, and, with a 
 heavy sigh, walked down t) the edge of 
 the beach, and looked sadly out on the 
 sea. 
 
 " What is it, Antonio ? " and a hand was 
 laid kindly on the dirty sleeve of the blue 
 jacket. 
 
 " O Madre di Dio," he replied, with al- 
 most a sob, " I am very miserable ; we were 
 to be married, Francesca and I, the next 
 fcsta ; bat now it can't be when we hoped, 
 and the Santa Madonna only knows if it 
 ever will be." 
 
 " For what reason, my poor Antonio?" 
 
 "Ah, Sir/nor mio, I am so poor; I had 
 saved enough money in six years to buy a 
 few things for my cottage and to pay the 
 curato, but last week, when we had the 
 heavy storm, my boat went adrift and was 
 lost, povera barchetta. So I must take all 
 the money I have put aside to b:iy another, 
 and I must work six years more before I 
 can save enough to marry. My Francesca 
 does nothing but weep, for her father is 
 dead, and she is alone." 
 
 " Conqgio ! Antonio, you are a good 
 lad, I will help you ; how much money do 
 you need to make you happy ? " 
 
 The young man raised his splendid eyes 
 
 ! to the kind face, and said, while a glow of 
 
 surprise and joy flushed his brown check, 
 
 ' <> Sir/nnrfi .' you are very good; but it is 
 
 a great deal, it is thirty scuili ! " 
 
 " Come to n?8 to-morrow, and you sh:ill 
 have it." 
 
 Antonio dropped on his knees and rained 
 tears and kisses on the h::nd of hi- 1>; 
 tor, who turned away with mui-t c\ os, amid 
 a torrent of thanks.
 
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 He took his little dog from the arms of 
 Beppo's mother, for the child had fallen into 
 a gentle slumber ; and, followed by thanks 
 and blessings, Richard Vandeleur turned, in 
 the gathering twilight, to walk back by the 
 shore to Ancona. The moon rose large and 
 cloudless, and threw long lines of trembling 
 light over the sea. The perpetual murmurs 
 of the sad Adriatic, mingled with the mem- 
 ory of the sorrows that pierce the hearts of 
 God's humble creature?, filled his soul with 
 tender melancholy, and the tears fell from 
 his eyes, and dropped one by one on the 
 soft hairs of the little spaniel that lay in his 
 arms. 
 
 " O suffering humanity ! " he thought, 
 " O poor, worn, weary hearts, that lie under 
 the iron heel of the oppressor, ignorant 
 toilers, who eat your black bread unmur- 
 muringly, and bow your necks under the 
 yoke like patient dumb beasts ! are there 
 aspirations in your breasts 1 are there de- 
 sires for better things struggling in your 
 simple souls t will time mature your hopes 
 and strengthen your confidence 1 Alas ! 
 your country groans for deliverance, but 
 the time of her travail is not yet come. 
 More noble hearts must break, more fresh 
 warm blood must bathe your soil, before the 
 flower of freedom can spring forth and 
 blossom." 
 
 Perched high on a lonely rock above his 
 head was the convent of the Sacra Madre, 
 and the nuns were singing their vespers. A 
 voice, sweet and rich, but touched with a 
 strange sorrow, floated out of the grated win- 
 dow of the little chapel, and fell through the 
 still air down into the inmost depths of his 
 heart, a voice that brought back to him 
 the memory of a moonlit sea, where he 
 floated in a little bark, while his head rested 
 fondly on a gentle bosom, a pair of glorious 
 eyes looked love into his, and soft, tender 
 fingers smoothed back the brown curls from 
 his boyish brow. How long ago that was ! 
 The brown hair was streaked with gray ; 
 he was old and worn, older than his 
 years; the youthful freshness and enthusi- 
 asm had all passed away forever ; his heart 
 never throbbed now with passion, only with 
 keen, sharp sorrow ; and that voice, and that 
 warm, beating heart, he feared they were 
 silent forever, at least, they were silent to 
 him. " O moon and stars ! O blue and 
 shining sea 1 canst thou not tell me where 
 she is? canst thou not lead me to her? " 
 
 But all the voice that replied to him out 
 of the silence of the night was the murmur 
 of the ea, like the plaint of invisible sor- 
 row?, and the sad sweet strain of the nuns 
 sinking their A vc. Maria. 
 
 When he reached the town the Piazza 
 del Mercanti was already filled with a 
 crowd, and the band was playing an in- 
 spiriting military air. Among the throng 
 
 near the music-stand was a middle-aged 
 woman, a sad worn face, with a large red 
 scar on her left cheek. She seemed restless 
 and anxious, regarding every one with a 
 curious scrutiny. As her gaze wandered 
 over the mass of people, it fell on the face 
 of Richard Vandeleur. In a moment she 
 was at his side. 
 
 " Filomena," he exclaimed, " where have 
 you come from ? " 
 
 " I have been here several days," she re- 
 plied sadly, " and I am now on my way 
 home." 
 
 " Have you heard anything ? " he in- 
 quired, with ill-concealed anxiety. 
 
 " Nothing," she said gloomily, " nothing ; 
 it is useless to continue the search ; she 
 cannot be living, or, if she is, she is lost 
 to us." 
 
 " You look HI ; come with me to the hotel, 
 it is very near; we can talk there unob- 
 served while you rest and take some sup- 
 per." 
 
 " I am ill, worn out, and disheartened. I 
 shall never find my child, never," she cried, 
 with emotion. 
 
 " Be calm, try to control yourself until 
 we reach my rooms." 
 
 She followed him to the hotel, but she 
 scarcely tasted the abundant supper he set 
 before her, preferring to tell him of all 
 her wanderings. For six months she had 
 searched in nearly every town in Italy, car- 
 ried hither and thither by some idle report 
 or suggestion, but all in vain. 
 
 " I have not found my poor Mona," she 
 said, " and my Benedetto has need of me. 
 I must go home to him, but I thought to 
 have taken my child with me when 1 re- 
 turned. It is impossible. I shall never see 
 her again, never ! " 
 
 " Do not despair entirely ; I still have the 
 hope that De Villiers will yet cross my path, 
 and I will then wring the secret from his 
 heart if it cost me my life." 
 
 A flush burned on his cheek, and the lion 
 looked from under his bent brows. Then a 
 sad, penitent expression succeeded, and he 
 murmured, " O my God, that hellish hate 
 is not yet dead within my heart ! How can I 
 hope for mercy when my soul is filled with 
 that dark passion ! " 
 
 " Can you still hope ? " said the poor 
 mother ; " for me all hope is gene, my 
 heart hopes no more," and indeed her 
 worn face and downcast eyes declared 
 it. 
 
 " Yes, I still hope," replied Mr. Vande- 
 leur. " I think I shall find her at last." 
 
 Opening his desk, he took from it a roll 
 of bank-notes, and, laying aside the thirty 
 scudi for Antonio, he gave the n mr.inder 
 to the woman. Then with many expres- 
 sions of kindness he sent her away, telling 
 her she was weary and had need of rest.
 
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 After she had gone he opened again his 
 desk, and, taking from it a package of letters 
 addressed to him in a scrawling childish 
 hand, he read them over and over, pn-:--in<_ r 
 them to his lips and wetting them with his 
 tear?. 
 
 " Ah," he said, " it has needed all these 
 years of suffering to soften my heart suffi- 
 ciently to believe her innocent, and now, 
 when at last the conviction has dawned 
 upon me, it is too late to make any repara- 
 tion. '-But thank God, to-night 1 do feel 
 that she was innocent, and if she lives she 
 loves me still." 
 
 CHAPTER XXXHI. 
 
 SANS SOTJCI. 
 
 OOK!" exclaimed Mrs. Tremaine 
 to Florence one afternoon, as they 
 stood on tha loygia at Sans Souci, watching 
 the ves-els that glided by into the little 
 marina bslow. " Look ! there comes Fit;:- 
 haven's boat for the third time this week. 
 You must be the attraction that brings him 
 here. I should think Guido would ba 
 jealous." 
 
 ' 1 an sure I don't want to see him," 
 said Florence, blushing and pouting. " Mam- 
 ma and I were going down to the beach to 
 meet Guido, and now I shall not be_able to 
 go, because Fifczhaven will think 1 have 
 come to welcome him, and I am not glad 
 at all that he has come." 
 
 Constance sat under the shade of the 
 trellis with a book in her hand, and as she 
 listened to Florence's reply, she thought, 
 " She certainly loves Guido ; yes, she 
 loves him ! Dear child ! I will never come 
 between her and her happiness. If for a 
 little time he fancied he cared for me, it is 
 over now, and he is becoming very fond of 
 Florence ; they are always together, and 
 Lady Dins:norti see-us to encourage it." 
 
 At th it mxn.mt Lidy Dinsmore appeared 
 on the /.'/'/ ''"> her hat and parasol in her 
 hand. " Are you ready, Fiorenca, for your 
 walk 1 and are you not going, girls t We 
 promise! Gjido to come do*n and walk 
 back with him after he had finished 
 fishing." 
 
 " O, here they come ! " exclaimed Helen, 
 " Fitzhaven and Guido together, run- 
 ning and springing up the rocks like two 
 goats." 
 
 " Gaido never walks up the steps," said 
 Florence, " unless he has mamma on his arm ; 
 he prefers coining up the shorter, siee-pe-r 
 way ; an;l lu>, is so full of spirits here he 
 does not se-.'ni at all as he did in Rome." 
 
 "Pool 1 b;>y !" remarked Lady Dinsmore, 
 looking d.)\vn on the two young men as they 
 came scrambling up the steep ascent, laugh- 
 12 
 
 ing and shouting. " lie is free from the 
 restraint of the prieste* drese and their sur-^ 
 veillance ; no wonder he is happy. I hope 
 he will never put his robes on a^: in." 
 
 In a moment they appeared < n the 
 lor;yia, Guido no longer drei-sed in b!ack, 
 sad and pale, but in a white lir.cn fuit, 
 scarlet tie, and broad-biin,u.tel t-iraw hat; 
 his face darkened by the tun, ar.d lii> 1 rown 
 hair in curly disorder. Ik- elM ii.elecd look 
 different from the Guido of Re me. 
 
 But for some rca?cn Ccns-t: i: j leferred 
 him in his gown and mat tic, rale and 
 sad. She did not like to MC him tin 
 happy, for then the the ught he vas not 
 pining for her. Fcolith girl ! the tl:culd 
 have known that thcte wire the vi ryh: } \ ie-t-t 
 hours cf his Hie because he was always in 
 her fcciety, because he was e'.en e tiieated 
 under the f erne reef with her, and taw her 
 fmly and without leMrair.t. 
 
 Fitzhaven was a irr.r.k, genial ycung 
 Scotchman, who wrs Breeding (he f tinner 
 at Sorento with Ins guaidian. He certainly 
 found the ecciely ctcm-icg at Srrs- Sici. if 
 ore could judge by the lreei:ciey with 
 which his litt'e let, with if:- <_:.\ sfiijed 
 awning and blue-thiiled sailers lowed into 
 the marina. 
 
 And the kdies all liked him, he was so 
 gay and cmuting, ar.d l.is tr at \\a> to ecm- 
 lortable for their evenings en the bay. 
 Guido and he were fafthiecds, red. ttrange 
 to say, if he loved Flcutco, : i d Florence 
 was evidently the attiaeiicr. toFi(:l,avcn, 
 Guido was net a bit jealous oi 1m. 
 
 Nearly three rtcEtls h: el ja;fid since 
 they carte to Sfns Fcvei. ;iei ,liv were 
 now in the middle cf July; \et i one of 
 them cculd realize Lew so nnh i'n.e had 
 gone except JMrs. Tren.aire, vLo cften 
 steed locking to\\?.id Rcir.e, end Urging 
 fcr wings Ibat the ni< Lt fly brek to (he old 
 palace under the Pircio. rod sit for rn heur 
 in the presence cf ere' :1 e s-liil v<i 1 : j ] iel. 
 Outwardly the teen eel h; ] ] y, il 01 ;. h Mr. 
 Carnegie, who watcl.cc! Icr vi.l 11 starv- 
 ing care, noticed a* certain i> > in 
 her manner. 
 
 She liked to go en the rea vl.en the wind 
 blew and the oiler ladies e'ncd not ven- 
 ture. When (ley v. eic balking en the 
 beach, twiee the- 1 t'ei walkt el ml 1 e ye nd her 
 depth, and would ha'ie ttcn diowied if 
 Guido, who was a or] i(al tvin in r. 1 ::d not 
 ^ave > d her. Then fhe would ]er.-i:t in <:oing 
 prrilously near tin- } i 1( ' '1 ' tlC8 > 
 
 and, loeiking into ihe j.l: e'e! vnie i :.i be-low, 
 she would ssy, wiih (H i e- < n her 
 
 t;:rc. and a lemj>in-j; !e:ok in l.t-r ejes, " How 
 ucaceful all is elown iheiv ! Il veuld not 
 be so \crv terrible- to be rcekiil lei s-\ i p on 
 ihosei bliie-. wavi s" The-n Mr. C;ii 
 1 would put his arm around Le-i , and eh aw her 
 | away forcibly, saying sternly and teve-re-ly,
 
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 while his face grew white with some hidden 
 emotion, " Why will you expose yourself to 
 such danger ? " 
 
 " Nothing seems danger here," she would 
 reply, " the sea is so calm and lovely ; but 
 it is like the face of humanity, one does not 
 know what is concealed beneath." 
 
 She always preferred Mr. Carnegie's 
 society to any other ; she clung to him like a 
 spoiled, ailing child, and he was intensely 
 happy to be the slave of every whim. 
 
 " What an enigma Mrs. Tremaine is i " 
 said Madame Landel to Lady Dinsmore. 
 " She seems as much in love now with Mr. 
 Carnegie as she did last winter with the 
 Prince. 1 sometimes think she has no 
 heart." 
 
 But Lady Dinsmore, who saw further 
 than Madame Landel into Helen Tremaine's 
 character, sighed as she said, " Poor girl ! I 
 fear she is not happy. Yet I think she will 
 marry Mr. Carnegie in time." 
 
 That same evening Mr. Carnegie and 
 Helen walked slowly back and forth alone 
 on the loggia, the others having gone for a 
 moonlight row in Fitzhaven's boat. She 
 suddenly broke the silence by looking up in 
 his face and saying, " Mr. Carnegie, you 
 remember a year ago in Paris you asked 
 me to bs your wife ; I refused you then, but 
 if you still love me, and wish it, I will 
 marry you." 
 
 " O Helen ' " he exclaimed joyfully, " do 
 you mean it ? " 
 
 " Wait," she said, interrupting him, " wait 
 until you have heard all I have to say. I 
 do not mean that I would wish to marry you 
 just yet, not for a year or two perhaps, but 
 I should like to be engaged to you publicly 
 before we go back to Rome. Don't be sur- 
 prised that I speak to you in this strange 
 manner. You remember that day when we 
 were talking on the balcony in Rome ? I 
 told you a storm was about to burst upon 
 me, and when it came I should fly to you 
 for protection. The storm has broken over 
 my head, and I need the shelter of your 
 name, your love. But I must not, I cannot 
 deceive you. I love another, and I have 
 seen nothing beyond that passion for a long 
 tune. 1 hope I shall conquer it at last, and 
 come to love you, not as I love this other, 
 but enough to make you a good wife, and 
 to be very happy with you. Can you be 
 contented with that affection ? Indeed, it is 
 all I shall ever have to give." She looked 
 in his faoe with wistful eyes and quivering 
 lips, waiting for his reply. 
 
 There was a terrible struggle going on in 
 the heart of the man ; his face was ashy 
 pale, and his brow contracted. What she 
 had said seemed to wring his soul. At 
 length the words burst from him as though 
 compelled by a power superior to his own 
 strength and judgment. 
 
 " Helen, I love you so madly, so entirely, 
 that though it breaks my heart to hear you 
 say you cannot love me as you love this 
 other man, yet I will be satisfied with what 
 you have to offer me. I would rather have 
 your friendship than any other woman's 
 love. If my deepest devotion and tender- 
 ness can lighten your burden, come to my 
 heart and arms, as a weary, suffering ehild 
 to a mother. I will be to you only what 
 you wish, as I told you long ago. If my 
 name and position can lie arty protection to 
 you, they are yours, with my heart and 
 life ! " 
 
 She nestled close to him, like a wounded 
 bird that had at last dropped down into the 
 shelter of its nest, and said, as she pressed 
 his hand to her lips, " Dear, true heart, 
 I will try to be worthy of your love." 
 Just then a cloud passed over the moon, 
 and Mr. Carnegie could not see the ghastly 
 pallor of the 'face that nestled against his 
 shoulder, for a dark shadow had lallen over 
 both. 
 
 The next morning they announced their 
 engagement. Lady Dinsmcre silked as she 
 said she hoped they would be very happy, 
 but for some reason none of the congratula- 
 tions seemed cheerful. 
 
 No spot was ever more appropriately 
 named than this villa; it was indeed sansKouci, 
 for the days seemed to fly off without a care. 
 It was almost impossible to be very unhnppy 
 in this lovely retreat, surrounded by the 
 most beautiful scenes in nature. The bluest 
 sea, the bluest sky, the vine-clad hills, the 
 purple mountains, Vesuvius stretching out 
 his smoky hand over the, lovely xuin below, 
 Pompeii and Herculaneum revealing to the 
 eye of day and the wondering eyes of man 
 their long-hidden treasures of beauty and 
 art ; the fairy isles lying on the bosom of 
 the sea, like jewels dropped from the hand 
 of God; the white sails of the ships passing 
 far below ; the tiny beats, with their float- 
 ing pennons and gay sails ; the clear thril- 
 ling voice of the sailor, singing the wild 
 sweet songs of his lovely land, ail formed 
 an endless variety to interest the sad heait 
 and delight the wearied eye. 
 
 Lady Dinsrnore seemed to live during 
 these days in a sort of double existence, 
 and Constance often wondered Florence did 
 not notice her mamma's dreamy abstraction ; 
 but the girl was young and happy, and had 
 never been acquainted with sorrow. How 
 could she understand its signs in another? 
 
 Far below them, on a little peak, nestled 
 a tiny white villa. Lady Din ? more would 
 sit for hours on the loggia, her eyes fixed in- 
 tently on that spot ; sometimes, when she 
 believed herself to be unnoticed, the large 
 tears would fall slowly, and drop, one by 
 one, on her folded hands, and almost invol- 
 untarily, while an expression of ineffable
 
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 tenderness passed over her face, she would 
 murmur, " My darling, my darling ! " Tin-re 
 was certainly some hidden history connect- 
 ed with the life of this adorable woman 
 that had influenced her whole nature, a 
 memory that filled her gentle heart with 
 pity for all humanity. 
 
 One day she made a pilgrimage to this 
 little villa alone. The house was closed, 
 but the old gardener admitted her, wonder- 
 ing why this lovely lady gazed at him with 
 such a longing expression in her eyes. As 
 ghe entered, she looked >ack at the man, and. 
 shaking her head, she said mournfully, " No, 
 no, it cannot be the same ; it is so long, and 
 time changes one so." She crossed a little 
 salon, with worn, faded furniture, and, enter- 
 ing a small bedroom with a gay-tiled floor 
 and a strip of faded carpet before the white- 
 curtained bed, sank on her knees, and, 
 burying her face in the pillows, sobbed con- 
 vulsively, moaning between her sobs. 
 
 " After all these years it is as fresh in my 
 memory as though it were but yesterday. 
 O my darling ! ail is unchanged, but you are 
 no longer here. If 1 could see you for one 
 moment, if I could but hear you speak 
 in the only tones that ever thrilled my 
 heart ! " 
 
 The wind gently waved the white cur- 
 tains, a trailing vine rustled and shivered 
 in the sunlight, a bird sailing by on light 
 wing uttered a shrill joyous song ; but still 
 the gentle woman knelt there, forgetful of 
 the present. Her soul had wandered back, 
 far back into the silent past. She was liv- 
 ing over those hours that are given to us but 
 once in a life. 
 
 The old gardener wondered why she re- 
 mained so long, and looked at her almost 
 awe-stricken as she came out, hsr pale face 
 illumined with a light not of earth, and a 
 smile of deep peace on her lips. She had 
 held communion with the spirit of the past, 
 and a voice of thrilling sweetness had whis- 
 pered to her, " Patience, patience, my be- 
 loved ! a little longer, and thou shalt coine 
 to me." 
 
 And so she went back to her child and 
 her other lift, the life she lived before the 
 world, and none imagined, save Constance, 
 that to her each day was a double existence, 
 the duality of the present and the past. 
 
 So peaceful was their retreat, so retired 
 from the world, that they knew very little 
 of the political struggle that was going on 
 in the north of Italy. Parma, Modena, and 
 Milan had arisen in amass, driven out their 
 princes and dukes, and united themselves 
 under one government. The great cry of 
 the nation was union, union first, and 
 after union liberty. 
 
 They read the papers that came irregular- 
 ly, and afterward Guido would remain very 
 thoughtful for some time, and then he would 
 
 exclaim, " Poor, poor Italy ! O, if I could 
 do something for my suffering country ! " 
 
 At that period it was dangerous for any one 
 to express a patriotic sentiment, especially 
 any one in the service of the Pope ; and what- 
 ever desires failed his heart, he felt the time 
 was not come to act. But sometimes he would 
 say in confidence to Lady Dinsmore and Con- 
 stance, "I fed a terrible s>-ll-reproach to re- 
 main here in idleness and luxury when my 
 suffering country has need of my young life 
 and strong arm ; but later J will make 
 amends. If Garibaldi needs me, 1 am ready. 
 It is for the liberty of Italy I would light. 
 Yes, I would give my heart's blood if Italy 
 were free." 
 
 They were spending a few days on the 
 enchanting island of Capri, and one lovely 
 morning three small boats containing the 
 party started to vi?it the world-famed blue 
 grotto. The entrance is so low that even 
 in a calm ?ea it is necessary to lie quite 
 flat in the bottom of the boat, to prevent 
 coming in contact with the rocks. They 
 all passed in safely, with much laughing 
 and protesting on the part of the ladies 
 at the apparent impossibility of accoinodat- 
 ing themselves to the small space. But 
 when they had once entered the charmed 
 precincts, all sense of discomfort was for- 
 gotten, and simultaneous exclamations of 
 " What a heavenly blue ! Have you ever 
 seen such a blue t " arose from every lip. 
 " The sky that bends above Paradise, and 
 the waters of the River of Life," said Lady 
 Dinsmore. 
 
 "It must have been a, favorite haunt of 
 sea-nymphs, the very abode of Amphitrite," 
 remarked Mrs. Tremaine. 
 
 " Fancy Neptune coming on his dolphin 
 to sue for the hand of the most beautiful of 
 all the nereids," said Mr. Carne^i . 
 
 " What an ungainly figure the old fellow 
 must have made, entering by that low door ! " 
 laughed Fitzhaven. 
 
 " O," said Florence, seriously, " you don't 
 think he came in as we did ! What a funny 
 sight, lying flat on the back of his dolphin, 
 or dodiring his head about, that his crown 
 and trident might not be injured by the 
 rocks ! How do you think he entered ? " 
 turning to Guido, who usually settled all 
 disputed matters. 
 
 " I will tell you all about it," replied Gui- 
 do. " Do you see that rock m the form of 
 a great chair? Well, in those irreclaimable 
 days that was a throne, covered with coral 
 nn'l precious stones. The lovely Amphitrite 
 sat there in her gauzy robes, her golden locks 
 dripping with diamonds of tin 1 :e:i. j earls on 
 her neck and bosom, and crystal san- 
 dals on her little feet. She heard afar <>lf 
 the horn of her lover, as he approached, all 
 the monsters of the de:-;> following in his 
 train. With one touch of his trident the
 
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 rocks flew open like magic doors, and he en- 
 tered into the presence of his beloved with 
 the dignity befitting a god." 
 
 " How do you know all this, Guido ? I 
 am sure mythology does not tell us so," said 
 Florence. 
 
 " No," he replied, laughing, " the birds of 
 the ah* and the fishes of the sea have told me. 
 The serpents have licked my ears as they 
 did those of Melampus, and I understand 
 the language of dumb nature." Putting 
 his hand into the water, he drew from the 
 rock a crab, and, holding it to his ear, he 
 said seriously, " It has spoken to me, and 
 told me this grotto is still visited by nymphs 
 and angel's." He stood up in the boat as he 
 spoke, and Florence, in return for his compli- 
 men f , dipped her white hand into the water 
 and flung some in his face. Starting back 
 to evade it, he lost his balance, and before a 
 helping hand could be stretched out he fell 
 heavily back ward, his head striking a project- 
 ing rock as he went down. Constance caught 
 a glimpse of his white face, white as carved 
 marble, as he sank in the blue depths, and 
 a piercing cry escaped from her livid lips, 
 a cry of such anguish that it revealed her 
 secret to all, " O my God, he is dead ! " 
 
 " No, no," said Mr. Carnegie, " he is only 
 stunned by the force of the blow." 
 
 Two sailors had already gone down, and 
 in a moment they appeared, supporting him 
 between them. With some effort they laid 
 him in the boat, his head on Constance's 
 lap ; his eyes were closed, and indeed he 
 did look as though life had left him. 
 
 " His heart beats," said Mr. Carnegie, lean- 
 ing forward and unfastening his waistcoat. 
 
 Constance sat as pale and still as he, his 
 cold hand clasped in hers, and her eyes de- 
 vouring his face. 
 
 " Oh ! " said Florence, bursting into tears, 
 " it was my fault ; if I had not thrown the 
 water, he would not have fallen ! " 
 
 " Hush, darling," said Lady Dinsmore, 
 with lips so white and trembling they could 
 scarcely frame the words ; " let us hope it is 
 nothing serious, he will be better in a mo- 
 ment." 
 
 While she spoke, Guido opened his eyes 
 and looked around rather confused ; then 
 putting his hand to his head, they noticed 
 his hair was wet with blood. Constance 
 gave a little cry of horror, and pressed her 
 handkerchief to it. 
 
 "It is nothing," said Madame Landel, 
 parting his hair, " nothing but a scratch." 
 
 Guido did not speak ; he lay pale and 
 silent, looking into the face bending above 
 him. There was no longer any disguise, a 
 moment of danger had revealed what they 
 both had tried to conceal. 
 
 They went out of the grotto more quietly 
 than they had entered, their spirits subdued 
 by the little adventure. Guido tried to in- 
 
 sist on walking from the boat to the hotel, 
 but Lady Dinsmore would not move until 
 she had seen him placed in a chair, and car- 
 ried by two sailors. It was true he was 
 very weak and very wet, and his head ached 
 terribly, but he was, nevertheless, very 
 happy. 
 
 The next morning he was as well and gay 
 as ever, so after breakfast the younger mem- 
 bers of the party climbed to the top of a 
 ruined fortress. There, in a little hut built 
 of loose stones, blocks of marble, and broken 
 capitals, they found an old man, .so old and 
 withered that he too seemed a fragment of 
 the remains of the past. On the summit of 
 the hill was a rustic Campo Santo, and 
 within the crumbling fortress a few graves, 
 overgrown with brambles and deadly night- 
 shade. The old man hobbled after them, 
 gazing with a, sort of awe into the faces of 
 the lovely girls, who, in their pure white 
 dresses, seemed to him like angels, who had 
 alighted for one moment among the ruins of 
 past grandeur. 
 
 " What a contrast," said Fitzhaven aside 
 to Guido, " these lovely girls and the old 
 man, age and youth, the past and the 
 present, hideousness and beauty ! 1 wish I 
 were an artist, that I might make a sketch." 
 
 " Why are these graves apart from the 
 others?" inquired Guido of the old man, 
 pointing to the forlorn-locking mounds. 
 
 "Oh!" he replied, "suicides are buried 
 here ; you should know it by these," touch- 
 ing with his stick the nightshade. 
 
 "Perche?" asked Fitzhaven, with curi- 
 osity. 
 
 "Perche, Signore," said the old man ; " after 
 our bodies are dead they return to the earth, 
 and spring up in one form or another; look 
 how all the rest of the graves are covered 
 with flowers, but never a flower grows over 
 the guilty, only brambles and poisonous 
 weeds. Come with me, and I will show you 
 the contrary on the grave of the innocent." 
 
 He led them to a mound under a graceful 
 acacia. " Here," he said, " lies one who 
 was as fair as she with the dark hair," point- 
 ing to Constance. " Ah, Santa Madonna ! 
 she died fifty years ago, and I have watched 
 this spot ever since." He uncovered his head 
 ar-d knelt reverently, pressing some white 
 azalias to his lips. 
 
 " Signor mio ! how I loved her ! every 
 one of tliese flowers are a part of her, and 
 I love them. I shelter them iroin the 
 wind and sun, and water them with my 
 tears. She was too young to die, only six- 
 teen, and so lovely. I used to think she 
 must be like the Blessed Madonna, her smile 
 was so sweet, and she was so holy." There 
 was a pathos in the old man's voice, a real 
 grief in his quivering tones, that filled their 
 eyes with tears as they turned awr.y. 
 
 " What strong contrasts there arc in life ! "
 
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 93 
 
 said Mrs. Tremaine. " This old man stand- 
 ing among the ruins, so old that he seems 
 never to have been young;, talking to us of 
 his buried hope?, buried fifty years ago, and 
 we, his listeners, on the verge of life, with 
 the dawn of hope in our hearts, listen, and 
 wonder at the endurance of love." 
 
 They stood for a moment looking out over 
 the broad blue sea that surrounded them. 
 The free morning breeze fanned their 
 cheeks and nestled in their hair ; it spoke 
 of the youth and freshness of nature, the 
 eternal renewing of all but man's desires 
 and joys. Yes, the fresh wind and the blue 
 sea, danced and frolicked in the glad sun- 
 light as it did more than eighteen hundred 
 years ago, when the tyrant Caesar looked 
 over the lovely scene from the summit of his 
 proud palace, that now lay in crumbling 
 ruins, the grave of despair, ambition, 
 love, and hope. 
 
 They filled the old man's hand with silver, 
 and, turning, went down the mountain, 
 Constance leaning on the arm of Guido, and 
 Florence dancing before them like a sun- 
 beam, sending back bright smiles and gay 
 words to Fitzhaven, who followed. 
 
 Youth, bsauty, and love, hand in hand, 
 descended to the valley below, leaving the 
 old man to watch, as he had done for fifty 
 years, the grave of his dead love among 
 the ruins of a long-vanished glory. 
 
 CHAPTER XXXIV. 
 
 THE ROMANCE OF LADY DINSMORE'S LIFE. 
 
 GUIDO had gone to Rome for a few days 
 to sing at the feast of the Assumption, 
 and they were all mourning over his absence. 
 Constance did not say the days seemed long 
 and dull without him, but she thought so 
 every hour in the twenty-four, and Lady 
 Dinsmore was always saying, " I wish Guido 
 were back, I cannot tell you how I miss 
 him." 
 
 Then Florence would say, laughing, but 
 with affected displeasure, " I am really 
 glad he is gone, 1 am so jealous of him. I 
 am sure mamma loves him better than she 
 does me." 
 
 " Selfish child, are you not willing I should 
 give a little affection to this poor boy, who 
 has neither mother nor sister? " And then, 
 when Florence was out of hearing, she 
 would say, " I think with all the dear girl's 
 apparent indifference, she loves Guido, and 
 I know he is very fond of her. If they 
 really love each other, I shall never separate 
 them ; she shall be his wife, she has wealth 
 enough for both." 
 
 Constance would smile quietly to herself, 
 and think, " Dear mother, you are a little 
 
 blind ; cannot you see that Florence is be- 
 coming every day more intere-tcd in Fitz- 
 haven ? " But we are apt to think what we 
 wi-h will be, and Lady Dinsmore loved 
 Guido with a deep affection, and would 
 have been happy to have called him her 
 son. 
 
 For some weeks a sure, but almost imper- 
 ceptible, change had passed over the gentle 
 woman. None noticed it as Constance did, 
 for no one patched her so closely, and be- 
 fore no other person did .'he throw aside the 
 veil that hid her inmost heart. Her child, 
 ignorant of the signs of sorrow, only thought 
 mamma a little weak and languid, a sort 
 of debility that would pass away with the 
 warm weather. But Constance knew a 
 hidden corroding grief, in some way con- 
 nected with this spot, was consuming the 
 strength and life of her adored friend. 
 
 One evening they were all on the sea 
 except Lady Dinsmore and Constance, 
 who preferred remaining on one of the 
 heights in the garden of the villa, where 
 there was a rustic seat under some orange- 
 trees. 
 
 The nightingales sang ; the air was heavy 
 with perfume ; the sea flowed at their feet, 
 golden with sunset, overshot with silver 
 rays from the rising moon. The voice of a 
 marinaro singing the songs of Santa Lucia, 
 while he mended his nets on the f-hore, 
 mingled with the clear laugh of Florence, as 
 the gay little boat, with its merry party, 
 pushed off toward the purple islands. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore sat by the side of Con- 
 stance, her head resting on the shoulder of 
 the girl, who lately was her inseparable 
 companion. Both were silent. Constance 
 was thinking of a low marble slab, above 
 which the tall rank grass nodded and 
 rustled in the evening air ; a row of dark 
 linden-trees, and the round yellow moon 
 floating above the spire of Hehnsford church ; 
 an old man with long white hair and weary 
 folded hands, a voice feeble and gentle, 
 saying tenderly, " My child ! " then a 
 younger face, with glorious dark eyes, and 
 a smile of deep affection upturned to hers, 
 as he lay pale and exhausted with his head 
 in her lap, while their boat floated out from 
 the grotto of mystic blue. 
 
 O, how happy she had been since that 
 morning when a blessed accident had iv- 
 vealed to her the strength of her cwn love 
 and the heart of the one she worshipped I 
 Although no words had been exchanged 
 between them, a thousand little acts and the 
 language of the eyes had toll her all she 
 wished to know. She felt Guido was only 
 waiting until his return from Rome to ask 
 her to become his wife. Now s-he had re- 
 solved to put aside every barrirr of pride 
 and the world's opinion, to unite her des- 
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 her heart was lightened of a heavy burden, 
 and she was happy. Absorbed in her own 
 pleasant musings, she was almost unmindful 
 of the presence of her friend until a long- 
 drawn, weary sigh caused her to look up. 
 Lady Dinsmore's eyes were filled with tears, 
 and the sad mouth quivered with the effort 
 of self-control. Gently putting her arm 
 around her shoulder, and drawing her a lit- 
 tle nearer, Constance said, with a voice of 
 touching interest, " You are unhappy ; will 
 you not tell me the cause ? Perhaps my j 
 sympathy may be of some comfort to you." 
 
 " Ah, my dear, I have long wished to tell 
 you, and yet I hesitate to speak of an 
 episode in my life that is passed and for- 
 gotten by all. For all who were actors in 
 that drama are sleeping with the secret shut j 
 close in their still hearts, and I too thought j 
 I had buried it so deep that resurrection | 
 were impossible ; but to-night it rises before | 
 me with all the force and vividness of the j 
 hour in which 1 said, ' I shall live no more, 
 for life is dead within me.' Yes, my dear, 
 I will open to you this book of the past, and 
 we will read its pages together, and then 
 we will close it again forever, and only you 
 will know how I have suffered, and that my 
 heart has bled as well as yours. 
 
 " My mother was a Vandeleur, a cold, 
 proud woman, entirely devoted to the world 
 and its fashion. My father, Lord Radcliffe, 
 was one of the most dissipated men in all 
 England ; warm-hearted and generous, but 
 extravagant and unscrupulous to a fear- 
 ful extent ; loving society, his club, racing, 
 and the hunt better than his wife or home. 
 I was the only fruit of this ill-assorted 
 union ; my father never cared for me because 
 he wished in my place a son ; and my 
 mother less, because she was too selfish to 
 love anything but herself, or, perhaps, be- 
 cause I was the child of the man she did not 
 love on the day of her marriage, and whom 
 she had come to despise and hate long be- 
 fore my birth. What ever was the cause I 
 know not, but, as soon as I was old enough 
 to understand, I felt that my mother did not 
 love me. Nay, her entire neglect showed she 
 disliked me. In my infancy I was given to 
 a nurse ; when a little older, to a French 
 governess of rather doubtful morals, un- 
 scrupulous, indolent, and insincere. Instead 
 of instructing me and developing what was 
 good in my character, she spent most of her 
 time at her toilet, or in reading French 
 novels of a most questionable kind. I can- 
 not describe to you how lonely, neglected, 
 and unconsjenial my childhood was, nor 
 how sadly demoralizing the influences that 
 surrounded my early youth. 
 
 " When I was about sixteen, my mother, 
 discovering that I was pretty, decided that 
 I rhould bo very accomplished ; then com- 
 menced a system of drudgery, by which I 
 
 was expected to acquire all the knowledge 
 I should have gained during the yeais of 
 neglect and indolence passed umler the 
 charge of my unfaithful governess. Dancing, 
 music, singing, riding, and drawing masters 
 were crowded upon me until my Hie became 
 a burden and my health began to give way 
 under this constant application. Then, as 
 my voice promised to be wonderful, my 
 mother concluded to take me abroad and 
 place me under the tuition of the best 
 master Italy could produce. I longed for a 
 change. I was restless and unsatisfied with 
 my life. In my heart was a constant yearn- 
 ing for love and companionship. No one 
 understood me, no one sympathized with 
 me. I had a warm, passionate nature, 
 tenderly alive to beauty and nobility of 
 character. I had formed my ideal of manly 
 perfection, as all young girls do, and it was 
 very different from my father and the friends 
 who surrounded him. I saw that wealth 
 and title did not bestow happiness, and I 
 early determined, if I married, to marry a 
 man I could respect for his talents or his 
 nobility of nature. 
 
 " I often fancied myself in a vine-clad cot- 
 tage, hidden in the bosom of a murmuring 
 forest, where the birds sang all day and the 
 waters leaped from rock to rock sparkling in 
 the sunlight ; where the floAvcrs bloomed in 
 never-fading beauty, untrodden by any foot 
 save the wild gazelle or the timid hare ; and 
 there with my ideal lover I thought it would 
 be sweet to dream away my life. 1 wns so 
 weary, even at that age, of my tun windings,; 
 the world and the fashion thereof, the pomp 
 and splendor, the hypocrisy and wickedness, 
 the coldness and hollowness of every tender 
 relation of life, disgusted and disenchanted 
 me ; and then I longed for something good 
 and true, something pure and calm, far from 
 the excitement and lever of the world. 
 
 "I was scarcely seventeen when, after 
 spending the winter in Florence, we went to 
 the baths of Lucca for the summer ; there 
 I was placed under the charge of a talented 
 young master, a Roman, who was spending 
 the summer in that lovely lesort. 1 need 
 not tell you how noble, handsome, rnd 
 fascinating he was. Guido is strangely like 
 him, nd, stranger still, he bears the same 
 name, Guido Bernardo. Now you can 
 understand my interest in him, and my ill- 
 concealed agitation the first time I heard 
 his voice, and the first time my eyes fell upon 
 him. It seemed as though the fhost of my 
 long-buried love arose and stood before me. 
 
 " Scarcely had we met when we loved 
 each other. I was young and lovely, he was 
 young, handsome, and talented ;' anel such a 
 noble, gentle nature has never since crossed 
 my path until I met Guido, this youth who 
 so strangely reminds me of my io'-t elr.rling. 
 O Constance, I wish I could describe to
 
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 you the blissful hours I passed in his so- ! 
 ciety. I was passionately fond of music, 
 and his voice filled every pulse of my j 
 being. When he sang, I worshipped him. J 
 have heard no music since but that voice, 
 it has filled every chamber of my life. I 
 hear it always, above the day's discordant 
 sounds ; at midnight, when all is silent ; in 
 the morning, mingled with the shrill songs 
 of birds and tin murmuring of the breeze, 
 with the laugh of my child, the voice of my 
 friends, in every place, in every hour ; and 
 the roar and din of life marreth not its 
 melody. I shall hear it again when, some 
 blessed morning, the golden gates shall open 
 to admit me, into the eternal city; amonw 
 the angels who sing before the throne I 
 shall know him by his voice. God had 
 need of him to complete his heavenly choir, 
 and so he took him, leaving me to long for- 
 ever for the time when I shall hear him sing 
 again. 
 
 " The summer passed away in blissful 
 happiness to both. I saw him often, for 
 there was little restraint on my life. I was 
 left entirely to my governess, and she was 
 much too iJIe to watch me ; and my mother, 
 too proud and cold herself to love any one, 
 much less a parson beneath her in social 
 position, never dreamed her daughter could 
 commit such a folly, or that there could bo 
 any danger in exposing her to the society 
 of a young man, of whom older and wiser 
 hearts had owned the superior attractions. 
 I saw him flattered and welcomed every- 
 where, and it was said a Russian princess 
 was dying of love for him. I cared nothing 
 for the diiFerence in our social position. I 
 only knew I loved him, and I determined 
 from the first that nothing should sepa- 
 rate us. 
 
 " In the autumn, after spending a month 
 in Venice with a large fashionable party j 
 of which he wa< the greatest attraction, we 
 went to Komi for the winter, that I still 
 might have the benefit of his instruction. 
 Our delightful* meetings were somewhat in- 
 terrupted, and I only saw him during the 
 hours of my lessons, or when I met him in 
 society. Perhaps my mother began to 
 suspect thit in public he was too often at j 
 my sida, f jr her m inner changed toward ! 
 him ; she was colder and less cordial, and , 
 my governess was ordered always to re- ! 
 main in the room during my lessons, j 
 Sometimes, whan my mother had gone out j 
 on her round of fashionable calls, I would ; 
 enjoy a few blissful moments alone with ! 
 him while the French woman lounged in j 
 her room ancl read her romances. On one 
 of these rare and too happy occasions, when 
 we believed we were safe from intrusion, 
 we forgot to sing, as we often did, and fell 
 into an absorbing conversation, of which 
 protestations of eternal love formed the 
 
 topic. Like Paulo and Francesca da Rimi- 
 ni, we read no more that day, but 1, stand- 
 ing by Guldo, with my chevk resting on his 
 dark hair, and encircled by his arm, li 
 with trembling joy to that old, old story 
 that will never end while the stars of the 
 morning sing together. 
 
 " The door opened suddenly, and my 
 mother, pale with rage, stood before us ; her 
 white lips uttered no words, but her eyes 
 burned with a terrible fury that seemed to 
 scorch and Vither me. Taking me by 
 the arm with so strong a grasp that her 
 delicate fingers left purple marks on my 
 flesh, she led me to my room, and, closing 
 the door upon me, turned the key and left 
 me alone, a prey to the deepest anguish. 
 Then she returned to Guido, who, as soon 
 as she entered his presence, calmly and 
 simply told her the story of our love, and 
 implored her to sanction our union. She 
 listened to him in haughty silence, and 
 when he had finished, she rang for the 
 servant to open the door, and, without a 
 word, turned and left him. 
 
 " For a few days 1 was kept a close pris- 
 oner in my room, seeing no one but my 
 mother's maid, a hard cruel woman, from 
 whom I learned that my governess had 
 been sent away immediately, and t-he for 
 the present was to wait upon me. 
 
 " I sent many messages to my mother, a. c k 
 ing for an interview, that by my entreaties 
 I might soften her heart if she were capable 
 of compassion ; but she refused to see me. 
 I felt keenly my separation from Guido, 
 even for a few days, but 1 resolved it should 
 not be long. After a week of imprisonment 
 I was allowed the freedom of the house. 
 One day, as I was passing through the 
 corridor alone, a young Italian .-crvant, 
 who was very fond of me, approached, with 
 her finger on her lip, and, drawing from 
 her bosom a letter, smilingly placed it in 
 my hand and passed on. I flew to my 
 room and tore it open. As I expected, it 
 was from Guido. I covered it with tears 
 and kisses before I read it, and tlien I de- 
 voured every word. It was clear, concise, 
 and truthful". He said he was suffering 
 deeply from the separation, as he knew I 
 must be ; that life without me was but an 
 intolerable burden, and tjhat it was useless 
 ever to hope for the sanction of my mother 
 to our union. Was 1 willing to renounce 
 wealth and position, to be his wife at once ? 
 If so, he had made all necc^ury arrange- 
 ments, as he felt there was no time to l<>.-c 
 in putting his plans into effect. Tin- next 
 evening, if I could escape from the house 
 unobserved at seven o'clock, 1 should find a 
 woman waiting at the corner of the (li>t 
 vicolo, near our horse, who would conduct 
 me to a carriage a little farther off. The 
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 as quickly as possible to a little chapel in 
 an obscure street, where he would await me 
 with a priest to perform the ceremony ; we 
 should then leave immediately for Naples. 
 He added that I need not wait to take 
 my wardrobe with me, but the servant who 
 brought the letter would arrange to put a few 
 necessary articles into the carriage. I did 
 not for one moment hesitate in accepting 
 his offer. During the day I found an oppor- 
 tunity of filling a travelling-bag with some 
 clothing, jewelry, and toilet articles, which 
 the girl carried from my room in a bundle 
 of soiled linen. 
 
 " A few moments before seven, while my 
 dragon was dressing my mothei's hair for a 
 dinner-party, 1 stole out of my room, in 
 a gray travelling-dress, with a thick veil 
 over my face, through the corridor, by my 
 mother's door, that mother whom I never 
 saw again, and who never forgave her only 
 child, down the long stone stairs out into 
 the twilight, where I found the woman wait- 
 ing for me. An hour afterward I lay on my 
 husband's breast, sobbing with joy, while 
 two swift horses bore us away from Rome 
 as rapidly as possible. Immediately after 
 reaching Naples we were married again by 
 a Protestant clergyman, and Guide's first 
 act was to send a copy of the certificate to 
 my mother, to which we received no reply." 
 
 CHAPTER XXXV, 
 
 HOW IT ENDED. 
 
 attempt was made to molest us, and 
 after spending a few weeks in 'Naples, 
 we selected for our home yonder little white 
 villa on the point below. There I passed 
 the first days of my blissful married life, 
 days that, when I look back on them, seem 
 like a dream of paradise. Guido had re- 
 ceived an order to write an opera for the 
 principal theatre of Bologna, and after the 
 first months of delightful idleness he be- 
 gan to work in earnest. All his morn- 
 ings were passed in writing, while I sat by 
 his side fabricating dainty little pieces of 
 embroidery ; for a blessed truth had dawned 
 upon me, another link would one day unite 
 us more closely in our passionate idolatry. 
 After his day's labor was finished, our after- 
 noons were spent in blissful nothingness; 
 he read a little, while I lay in his arms, my 
 cheek resting on his bosom, listening to 
 some sweet Ilalian poem, which seemed 
 sweeter from his lips. But the book was 
 often laid aside, while he pressed me to his 
 heart, and looked into my eyes with a love 
 that never for one moment wearied or 
 changed. Sometimes, in the warm days, he 
 would fall asleep with his head on my lap, 
 
 while I gently fanned him, and smoothed 
 back the dark waves of hair from his white 
 foreheadc He never opened his eyes upon 
 me but with a smile ; and I never in all 
 those days saw a shadow for one moment 
 cross his face. How happy we were all 
 through the days of summer ! 
 
 " When the sun began to decline we lived 
 upon the sea ; floating with our single rower 
 from island to island, from purple peak to 
 more remote headland, gliding along under 
 the rocky walls over the lapis lazuli sea, 
 listening to the drowsy murmur of the waves 
 as they lapped the shore, or the far-off song 
 of the boatmen. Sometimes Guido sang to 
 me whi! my head rested on his bosom, but 
 oftener we sat in silent rapture looking into 
 each other's faces. O my darling, my 
 darling ! But the evening came when we 
 floated for the last time on the tranquil 
 sea. I remember it as though it were but 
 yesterday. It was nearly sunset, and we 
 stood on the little loggia overlooking the 
 ea ; as he folded a light shawl around me, 
 he raised my face for his usual caress, a 
 kiss en my forehead, both eyes, and my lips, 
 which he called the sign of the cross. 
 ' Now,' he said, ' darling, after to-day you 
 wili walk no more down these long steps to 
 the shore, it is too fatiguing for you ; the 
 boatmen must carry you in a chair.' I only 
 laughed, assuring him I was as strong and 
 well as ever, and not tired at all. 'You 
 are a delicate little thing, and must be cared 
 for,' he replied, almost carrying me down 
 the steps and putting me into the boat; 
 then, arranging the cushion so that I might 
 half recline, he sat at my feet and laid his 
 head in my lap. 
 
 " The boatman pushed off, and we glided 
 out silently from the shore. After a few 
 moments' thought, Guido looked up and said, 
 'Darling, do you know this is the 20th, and 
 we have been married nine monf hs t ' ' No,' 
 I replied, ' Angela mio,' that was my pet 
 name for him, ' I should have said it was 
 but one month, the time has passed so 
 swiftly.' ' There is only one thought that 
 ever saddens me,' he said, ' and that is be- 
 cause our life at the longest wili be all too 
 short for our happiness.' I laid my hand 
 on his lips, and my eyes filled with tears. 
 ' Poor little darling ! ' he said, wiping them 
 away, ' we will not speak of that any more. 
 Do you know to-day I have finished the 
 third act of my opera t another month, and 
 then it will be done, and after that I shall 
 take a long rest ' ; then he pinched my fin- 
 gers, that lay in his, and whispered something 
 that brought the hot blood to my cheek. 
 Another month, yes, another month. Again 
 we fell into silence. I was thinking of tender 
 little baby-fingers touching my neck and 
 bosom, of a little cooing voice, and soft dark 
 eyes looking into mine with the same ex-
 
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 pression of my husband. Suddenly I 
 glanced down at the face in my lap, and to 
 my surprise he was sleeping, sleeping 
 rather heavily, I thought, and with a hot 
 flush on his cheek. ' Poor dear,' I said 
 softly, while I laid a shawl over him, ' he is 
 so tired.' I pressed his hand to my cheek ; 
 ' how strange ! it is burning like one with 
 fever, but then the day has been so warm.' 
 
 " The sunset faded out of the sky, and the 
 moon rose serenely, and fell white and soft 
 as the light from the wing of an angel on 
 the dear sleeping face upturned to mine. 
 How closely I watched him ! The white 
 forehead, around which clustered waves of 
 damp dark hair ; the straight, delicate eye- 
 brows ; the nose as perfect as chiselled 
 marble ; the silky dark mustache slightly 
 shading the mouth, around which lingered 
 the smile of love, how perfect he was in 
 his young lithe manhood ! Endymion, as 
 he slept on Mount Latmos, never was more 
 beautiful, and Di^na never gazed at the 
 youth more worshipfully than I, as I bent 
 in silence and rapbure over my cherished 
 idol. 
 
 " I wondered why he slept so heavily, and 
 why the fresh evening air did not cool his 
 hot cheek and burning hands ; but still I 
 forbore to awaken him, until I could endure 
 my cramped position no longer. He started 
 up confusedly, putting his hand to his head. 
 ' My darling,' he said, with real sorrow in 
 his voice, ' why have you allowed me to 
 sleep so long ? You have fatigued yourself 
 holding my head, and you have covered me 
 with your shawl. I fear you have taken cold.' 
 I assured him I was neither tired nor chilly, 
 but expressed my anxiety about his hot 
 hands and flushed face. 
 
 " ' I think I am not quite well,' he replied, 
 ' I may have a little fever' ; and then he gave 
 the boatman the order to turn toward home. 
 
 " We lingered a moment on the shore and 
 looked out on the sea. Sudden clouds had 
 gathered and covered the face of the moon. 
 ' We shall have a storm before morning,' 
 he said, as he put his arm around me and 
 led me up the steps. 
 
 " All that night I sat by the bed of my 
 darling, and watched him as he moaned and 
 tossed in the heavy stupor and half-delirium 
 of the first stages of fever. And all night 
 long the tempest raved and roared around 
 our little home, that had never known a 
 shadow or a storm before. On the black 
 wings of the wind and the tempest the 
 darkness came that spread pall-like over all 
 my life. With the early dawn I awoke the 
 servant and sent for the nearest physi- 
 cian. The storm had passed away, the sun 
 shone, and the birds sang, and so I thought 
 the cloud that had gathered around me 
 through the gloom of the night would also 
 disperse ; but it never did. 
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 " Day after day the fever burned and con- 
 sumed him. I think in all the time he did 
 not fully recognize me, but his hand scarcely 
 left mine, and my bosom was the pillow 
 for his dear head. For nine days I s;it al- 
 ways by his bed, watching with agoni/ed 
 anxiety every change, every movement, 
 every pulse-beat. But, my dear child, I 
 cannot linger over this ; it tears my heart to 
 shreds. The ninth day he died in my arms, 
 his precious head on my bosom ; for one 
 moment he knew me and smiled in m\ 
 
 a smile of childish sweetness and peace; 
 then, raising his weak hand upward, hi 
 closed, and he breathed no more. It was 
 night when he died, and for years after co 
 day broke for me. 
 
 " They took me insensible from his bed, 
 and all through the hours of darkness I slept, 
 mercifully overcome by a weariness and ex- 
 haustion too profound to admit the reali/a- 
 tion of my bereavement. In the morning I 
 was again by his side, looking at the belo\ id 
 face over which Death had already scattered 
 his pale lilies. The sea flowed on as free 
 as ever, the birds sang, the morning breeze 
 waved the drooping vines under which we 
 had so often stood. O, how could nature 
 rejoice after such a calamity ! 
 
 " For several days I rested immobile, numb, 
 unconscious. Then the thought dawned 
 upon me that soon would be given into 
 my keeping another life, a life derived from 
 him, and that I must arouse myself from this 
 stupor for the sake of my child, his child. 
 During these hours of my bereavement I 
 began to long for a woman's sympathy, a 
 woman of my own nation and tongue, on 
 whose kind breast I might lean my head 
 during the hours of suffering that were com- 
 ing upon me. I knew a dear old Engli.-h 
 lady in Rome, a friend of my father's family. 
 I thought if I could but reach her I should 
 be safe, during my illness, under her care. 
 Then another anxiety, which I had never 
 known in all my life, was thrust upon me, 
 
 poverty. After my husband's burial the 
 little he had saved by economy, and which 
 he hoped to increase with the price received 
 for his opera, was exhausted, and there re- 
 mained little or nothing for my future ex- 
 penses. This decided me to hasten at once 
 to Rome, where there were many English 
 residents who knew my father, and who 
 'would assist me in my hour of need. 
 
 " I reached Rome one night, a fortnight 
 after my husband's death, ill, alone, and al- 
 most penniless. I went immediately ro ;i 
 little apartment my physician had written 
 to engage, and that night my child was 
 born. My journey had brought on a pre- 
 mature illness. For three weeks after I was 
 delirious with fever, and knew nothing that 
 passed during that time. When at last I 
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 asked for my child, that I remembered to 
 have looked upon but for a brief moment, I 
 was told by the woman who nursed me that 
 he had died seven days after his birth, and 
 that they had buried him in the Campo San- 
 to, where I could see his little grave when I 
 was better. 
 
 " And that was all ; in less than one year 
 the life of my life was ended. A childless j 
 widow at eighteen, I stood on the brink of ! 
 life, but behind me were long, long shadows. | 
 My husband had no family, only one sister 
 who was a nun, and I did not even know by | 
 what name she was called, nor in what con- 
 vent she lived. There was nothing to hold 
 me to earth. If my child had lived, my 
 little dark-eyed darling, I could have taken 
 up again the burden of life and endured it 
 for his sake ; but he had gone to paradise 
 with his father, and forever they were both 
 calling me to come to them. O, how I 
 longed for heaven, there was so much of me 
 there ! It was early in the season, Rome 
 was empty, and my old English friend was 
 still absent. 1 had sold my last article of 
 jewelry to pay the expenses of my illness 
 and my baby's burial ; the proceeds of that 
 were nearly gone, and in a few days I must 
 stand face to face with actual want. Then 
 the thought of writing to my father occurred 
 to me. J told him of my sorrow, my loneli- 
 ness, my poverty, and entreated him to send 
 me enough money to enter a convent, that 
 being my only desire. Some time passed 
 away, and I was almost in despair of receiv- 
 ing a reply, when one evening as I sat in my 
 miserable little room alone, breaming, as I 
 always did, of my lost happiness, some one 
 knocked at my door. A moment after I was [ 
 folded in my father's arms, and we were i 
 weeping together. Then, for the first time j 
 in my life, I felt I had a father. 
 
 " Immediately after receiving my letter, 
 which he said nearly broke his heart, he left 
 England to bring me home. After visiting 
 my child's grave, and placing a little marble 
 cross over it, I left the spot indifferent to 
 everything; my heart was buried in the 
 grave of my Guido, and all the world was 
 the same to me. 
 
 " When we reached Radcliffe Castle my 
 mother sternly refused to see me, or to re'- 
 ceive me into the same house with herself. 
 Lord Iladcliffe and your father were college 
 friend?, and through the interest of my 
 mother he had just been appointed to the 
 living of Helmsford. There my father took 
 me after our arrival in England. 
 
 " My sad history touched the heart of your 
 angelic mother, to whom I at once clunw 
 with a sisterly affection. It was that dear 
 and gentle friend who helped me to reunite 
 again the broken threads of my life, and 
 taught me new duties and new interests. 
 You can now understand my friendship for 
 
 your father and my affection for you. For 
 four years I lived at Helmsford Rectory, 
 when the sudden death of my mother, who 
 never forgave me, enabled me to return to 
 my childhood's home. My father, who was 
 always after my trouble most kind and gen' 
 tie to me, installed me mistress of Radclifle 
 Castle, where I lived quietly and tranquilly 
 until Lord Dinsmore asked my hand in 
 marriage. He was a good, noble man, 
 many years older than myself. He knew 
 the history of my love, and had wept with 
 me over its gad ending ; he also knew I 
 could not love him as I had loved my 
 Guido, but he was content with my friend- 
 ship and wifely duty. We were quietly 
 happy together ; and when Florence was 
 born something of the olden joy awoke in 
 my heart. For often when I closed my eyes 
 I would fancy it was the little dark-eyed 
 darling that had nestled in my bosom for a 
 moment, the child of my Guido." 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVI. 
 
 I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM THE FIRST. 
 
 WHEN Lady Dinsmore had finished, 
 Constance, who was quietly weeping, 
 gently pressed the hand that lay in hers, 
 and said in a voice of the deepest sympathy, 
 "I knew you had suffered; one who has 
 pined under a malady knows well the si^ns 
 of the same disease in another. I wish I 
 could do something to soothe and alleviate 
 your sorrow ; however, sometimes the re- 
 cital of our suffering lightens a little its 
 weight." 
 
 " Yes, I have often wished to speak to you 
 of those days, since I have been here in this 
 spot, looking at the same scenes and hear- 
 ing every hour the name that death has 
 made sacred to rne. I am glad I have told 
 you. I have rolled away the stone and let 
 the stagnant waters flow free ; who knows 
 but in their course they will refresh and cool 
 the burning soil of my heart 1 Sometimes, 
 as I stand here and look en the same bay 
 where our little boat floated more than 
 twenty-five years ago, on the same golden 
 sunlights, the same silver moonlights flood- 
 ing the waves, the same groves of olive 
 and orange, and the same yellow vineyards, I 
 think nothing but myse.!f has changed; for 
 the girls, as they gather their figs, chant the 
 old, monotonous song, am! the fisherman 
 plies his oar and sings afar off. 
 
 ' And the stately ships go on to their haven under the hill, 
 But for the touch of a vanished hand, and the souuil 
 of a voice that is still <. ' 
 
 Through all these years I have thought of 
 him, never, never forgetting him. And he 
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 be patient until I could go to him. If there 
 is anything in my nature strong and noble, 
 tender and charitable, it is the memory of 
 him that has taught me to be so. For years 
 I looked into every face with a profound pity, 
 thinking that under the disguise each one 
 wore must be hidden an aching heart, that 
 every one bore about with him the burden 
 of a recent sorrow. But at last I learned to 
 discriminate between real and affected suf- 
 fering; I learned to be gentle with the 
 nature disappointment had imbittered, or 
 inconstancy and deception hardened, always 
 remembering that few have had the example 
 of such a perfect character, and the soften- 
 ing influence of such a love, made holy by 
 death and sorrow." 
 
 She arose as she spoke, and, raising her 
 eyes upward, she said, " To-night the stars 
 are shining in the heavens that must be his 
 blessed home, and I am waiting here on 
 earth, contented to see each sun set and 
 each moon rise, because I know that each 
 brings me one day nearer to him. Now, my 
 dear child, forgive me if I have saddened 
 you ; I will go to my room ; I need to be 
 alone. I hope they will not remain too late 
 on the bay, for the evening air is chilly." 
 
 They walked up the garden path between 
 the rows of shining ilex, the cricket chirped 
 in the fragrant acacia, the perfume of the 
 orange-blossom fell faint on the air, and 
 the moon flooded the hills with sweet, pen- 
 sive light. All was silence around them, as 
 Constance kissed Lady Dinsmore, and bade 
 her good night. 
 
 "I hope she will live over her past joy in 
 her dreams," she thought, as she leaned 
 above the balcony, and looked out on the 
 bay toward the sapphire isles, where the 
 little boat floated, a speck on the silvery 
 sea. 
 
 A hurried step on the walk below made 
 her start and turn, and in a moment Guidb 
 was at her side. Whether it was the sur- ! 
 prise and joy of seeing him at that moment ; 
 or because the history of Lady Dinsmore's , 
 love had softened her heart she never knew, 
 but before she was aware of it sKe was in his 
 arms, pressed close to his heart, and sobbing 
 with her cheek resting against his. 
 
 " Be calm, my dnrlinir," he said, softly 
 smoothing her hair, " be calm, and listen 
 to me, for T have much to say." 
 
 She raised her happy eyes to his, and 
 sighed, " O Guido, I am so glad to see you ! 
 I feared all sorts of danger for you." 
 
 He took her face between both his hands, 
 and, turning her head so that the moonlight 
 fell full upon brow and lips, he said, " Con- 
 stance, do you love me ? " 
 
 The white lids drooped for a moment as 
 she replied, " Yes, Guido, I love you; have 
 you not known it from the first ? I have 
 loved you from the first." 
 
 " Thank God," he said, pressing her hands 
 to his lips, " thank God that you l,fir<- love-l 
 me ; but is your love strong enough to bear 
 the test to which I shall put it ''. " 
 
 " Yes," she replied, firmly, " it is strong 
 enough to bear any test. Nothing can 
 change it now." 
 
 II- smiled fondly, still his face was very 
 sad and serious. " Let me begin from the 
 first day I saw you. I loved you then, as I 
 love you now, with the first, the only love 
 of my life, and I knew I should always love 
 you. A great barrier separated us, and 
 prevented my telling you of my love. I 
 firmly resolved to hide my secret in my 
 heart and never confess it, when t! 
 pression of your face as you bent over me 
 that day in the grotto revealed to me the 
 strength of your affection. Then I de- 
 termined to speak. I deterred it until my 
 return, as I wished to make one more effort 
 in Rome to discover a secret, and remove 
 if possible one obstruction to our union. 
 But I have failed, as I always have, rmd 
 now, my darling, I cannot keep silent, my 
 passion is too strong for me ; but tha barrier 
 still exists, a barrier so high I fear your 
 love cannot level it." 
 
 He bowed his head, a hot flush burned 
 on his cheek, and his eyes filled with tears. 
 " It is not alone the barrier of povci ty, it is 
 the barrier of shame. Constance, I am 
 a foundling of Santo Spirito, and I fear a 
 child of sin. My birth, my parentage, is a 
 mystery which Go:l alone can reveal. I 
 had hoped it might have been poverty alone 
 that abandoned me, but I have reason to 
 know it was not poverty; what could it have 
 been but the desire to conceal disgrace ? 
 I have told you all. I have told you the 
 worst. Can you love one so unworthy ? " 
 
 " Guido," she replied, looking in his face 
 with eyes that revealed all her lo\ 
 knew it, I knew it long ago." Then she 
 told him of the conversation she had over- 
 lie :inl in the Sala di Dante, and her decision 
 at that time; "but now." she said. " all is 
 changed, I find my love stronger than my 
 pride. Believe me, you would be no dearer 
 to me if you were the son of a king. I love 
 you for yourself, yourself alone. I am the 
 mistress of my own acts, my own future. 
 Why should I sacrifice my happiness for 
 the base and sordid opinion of the world ? 
 Is a diamond the less a diamond because it 
 is imbosomed in meaner soil ? Is the ivy 
 een because it grows from ruin and 
 rubbish? No, Guido, no; you are Nature's 
 child, but God has dowered you with a 
 greater inheritance than name or wealth, 
 lie has given you genius, and the true 
 nobiyty of nature ; you are his child, and I 
 am proud of you." 
 
 lie clasped her in his arms, calling her by 
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 thanksgiving. It was a moment of rapture 
 for both. At last they bad found what they 
 had so nearly missed. And each, looking 
 in the face of the other, wondered how 
 they had kept silent so long, when their 
 hearts had been united from the first hour 
 of their meeting. 
 
 As they paced slowly back and forth 
 under the light of moon and stars, with 
 clasped hands and eyes brimming with love, 
 the night seemed filled with a new peace 
 and beauty. All was serene around, above, 
 beneath, and from the happy heart of each 
 went up through the still air toward the 
 angel sentinels on the battlements of para- 
 dise the watchword of peace. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore lay on her sofa in a white 
 dressing-gown ; the door was open on the 
 loggia, and the only light in the room was 
 the moonlight. She heard the clear voice 
 of Florence, as she came up the steps, 
 mingled with the deeper tones of Fitzhaven. 
 " Lately they are always together," she 
 thought. " It is strange, but 1 did hope she 
 would have loved Guido. I should have 
 been very happy to have seen her bis 
 wife. However, it is evidently not to be. 
 Fitzhaven is in every way, as far as the 
 world sees, the more suitable husband for 
 her. Yet cannot tell why, but I would 
 rather she had loved Guido." 
 
 At that moment a slight, white-robed 
 figure slipped into the room, dropping her 
 hat and shawl as she came. Her mother 
 held out her arms, and the girl flew to her, 
 laughing and almost sobbing in the same 
 breath. 
 
 " Dear, dear mamma, have I done wrong ? 
 but I am so happy. Fitzhaven has told me 
 he loves me, and has asked me to be his 
 wife, and, mamma dear, I have promised ; 
 have I done wrong to promise without con- 
 sulting you ; but it was so unexpected, and 
 I like him so much, I could not wait until 
 I had asked you if it was best ; have I done 
 wrong, mamma ? " 
 
 Lady Dinsmore looked earnestly into her 
 daughter's face. " Are you sure, my darling, 
 you love Fitzhaven ? If you are sure you 
 love him, it is right, and will meet with my 
 full approval." 
 
 " O mamma, you must know I love him ; 
 I thought you had known it all summer, al- 
 though I have tried so hard to hide it that I 
 have often made the poor dear fellow un- 
 happy. Yes, I am sure I love him better 
 than any other person on earth except you." 
 Dear little hypocrite, she knew she loved him 
 better than her mother i " He will speak to 
 you, mamma, in the morning, and you must 
 not scold him because he has told me first ; 
 he did not intend it, but but . 
 
 " never mind, darling," and Lady Dins- 
 more smiled " I understand it all", and I 
 will speak to FitzLaven in the morning with- 
 
 out scolding him. I shall be very glad to 
 see you happy, but you must not' expect to 
 marry yet, you are both too young. Fitz- 
 haven, according to the laws of Scotland, is 
 not of age until he is twenty-five." 
 
 " No, mamma, I do not wish to marry 
 yet," she replied, coloring ; " only I shall be 
 happier lo know it will be gcme day." 
 
 "It shall be Borne day, eo be happy, my 
 dear; but," she added, a little musingly, "I 
 had thought you loved Guido." 
 
 " Loved Guido ? so I did, and so I do now 
 dearly, but not as I love Filzhaven. I love 
 Guido as I would a brother, if I had one ; but 
 did you not know he was back, mamma? he is 
 walking on the west loggia with Ccnstance." 
 
 *' Is he ? " exclaimed Lady Dinsmore, joy- 
 fully, " I did not expect him before to-mor- 
 row. He did not disturb me because he 
 thought I had retired for the night. But 
 send him to me, dear, I wish to speak with 
 him." 
 
 " Why are you back to-night, Guido ? " 
 inquired Lady Dinsmore, as the young man 
 kissed her hand affectionately. 
 
 " Because," he replied, " 1 could not stay 
 away another day, ycu have made me too 
 happy here. I found my Reman home dull 
 and gloomy ; so I left directly after my ser- 
 vice was finished, and hastened over the 
 road as fast as possible, scarcely expecting 
 the joyful reception that awaited me ; but is 
 it too late, and are you too tired to listen to 
 me?" 
 
 " No, my dear boy," replied Lady Dins- 
 more, " you know my great interest in any 
 matter that concerns you, and how glad I 
 am to have your confidence." 
 
 Then Guido. holding his friend's hand in 
 his, told her all the history of his life, the 
 shame connected with his birth, the trials and 
 sufferings of his childhood, his ambition and 
 poverty, his love for Constance and his joy at 
 finding it returned. " But," he said, " even 
 now that I know she loves me, 1 hesitate to 
 ask her to become my wife. I feel it is tco 
 great a sacrifice to demand of her. I am 
 poor, and if I marry I must resign my situa- 
 tion in the service of the Pope, and the in- 
 come I can command as a teacher will be at 
 the most very little. What sort of a destiny 
 is that to ask a woman to share, one born 
 and reared in luxury ? " He spoke bitterly, 
 and his eyes were filled with tears. 
 
 " My dear boy," said Lady Dinsmore, with 
 real affection, * you exaggerate the evils of 
 your position. You must leave Italy and go 
 to England. There you will have a wider 
 sphere for your talents. There you can gain 
 wealth and" a position. Beside, Constance 
 is not poor. 1 know the noble heart of the 
 girl so well that I do not hesitate to say she 
 will never think a marriage with you a sac- 
 rifice. Your love will make her happy." 
 
 She arose from her reclining position, and,
 
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 resting oil her elbow, looked earnestly into 
 the face of the young man, on which was 
 imprinted the diverse expression of anxiety 
 and joy. 
 
 "(Juido, my dear boy," she said, "it is 
 not necessary for me to tell you how deep 
 my interest is in you, nor how strong is iny 
 affection for you. You must have felt both. 
 Your name, your face, your voice, all remind 
 me of one I loved so well that since I lost 
 him the greater part of my life has been 
 buried in his grave. A son was born of that 
 union. If he had lived he would have borne 
 your name, and would have been now about 
 your age. God took the little angel to 
 heaven with his blessed father. I cannot 
 tell why. but I feel that he has sent you 
 in the place of the babe I lost, to comfort 
 my old age. I am rich, and Florence has 
 more money than she will ever need. Be to 
 me a son. Let me think you the child who 
 nestled but an hour in my bosom. Your life 
 has been lonely and sad, you have suffered 
 much. Forget it, and be happy. Your fu- 
 ture is assured to you. I shall immediately 
 settle upon you an income sufficient for every 
 want, and after my death you will share my 
 property equally with Florence." 
 
 " Do not speak of that," he said, with emo- 
 tion ; " I am young, I can work, and am rich 
 in the love and esteem of two adorable wo- 
 men. I will be your son in affection ; in- 
 deed, I am now. I have often fancied what 
 a mother should be, and I would choose you 
 from all the world as the reality of my pre- 
 cious ideal." 
 
 He stooped and kissed her white forehead, 
 and, smoothing her silvery hair, he said fond- 
 ly, " Good night, dearest mother 1 may you 
 have happy dreams ! " 
 
 And she did, for all night long in her 
 sleep, floated with every variation of sound, 
 like strains of far-off music, " Mother, dear 
 mother ! " 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVII. 
 
 THE BATTLE OF CASTEL FIDARDO. 
 
 IT is necessary here, in order to better 
 understand this history, to give a slight 
 sketch of the political state of the country 
 at that period, September 1, 1860. 
 
 Garibaldi, believing the first need of Italy 
 was union, under the protection of Victor 
 Emanuel, landed in Sicily, and passed 
 through the entire south, greeted every- 
 where with enthusiasm by the people, who 
 rose in a mass against the army of Francis 
 II., and even, in many cases, the soldiers of 
 the Bourbon deserted, and joined themselves 
 to the great general. 
 
 After centuries of discord, division, and 
 despotism, the Italians had at last awakened 
 
 to the knowledge that the first step to liberty 
 is union. Lombardy had just been wrenched 
 from the power of the Austrians, and 
 already burning hearts were longing and 
 ready to strike a blow for the freedom of 
 Venice, to rescue from the chains of the, 
 invader their proud queen of the Adriatic. 
 
 One by one, state after state had arisen, 
 and declared with a unanimous voice in 
 favor of the federation of all the provinces 
 under the King of Sardinia, to whom they 
 would give the title of King of Italy. All 
 were working in the north with magnificent 
 ardor for the reconstruction of the nation. 
 
 Garibaldi entered Calabria at the head 
 of fifteen thousand men. There he was re- 
 ceived with frantic ovations by the popula- 
 tion. The morning of the 3d of September 
 it was known in Naples that ten thousand 
 of the Bourbon soldiers had deserted and 
 joined his army. General Basco arrived at 
 the capital, and, after a long conference with 
 the King, returned to Salerno, where he was 
 stationed with six thousand troops, without 
 any precise instructions ; this incertitude 
 caused confusion and disagreements. The 
 ministry resigned for the third time, and 
 every effort to form another was useless. 
 
 The day of the 5th it was known that 
 Garibaldi was at Eboli, and that the Neapol- 
 itan troops had evacuated Salerno without 
 a single engagement. The rumor circulated 
 that the King had called General Desauget, 
 successor to the Prince of Ischitella in the 
 command of the National Guards, to announce 
 to him his decision to abandon the capital. 
 This news was received at the exchange by 
 a rising of three points. In the evening it 
 was known that Gaeta was the a 
 selected by the King, where he hoped to t a';e 
 with him forty thousand soldiers. On the 
 morning of the 6th contradictory rumors 
 spread. It was said that he had decided to 
 remain, and endeavor to defend himself by 
 trying his fortune in a decisive battle on 
 the plains of Nocera. But very soon this 
 report was known to be untrue, for at six 
 o'clock in the evening the King departed 
 for Gaeta, with all the foreign ambassadors, 
 and no demonstration was made. 
 
 He passed the night on board the royal 
 yacht in the naval port. In the morning he. 
 tried to persuade the fleet to accompany 
 him, but they refused, and the royal yacht 
 left alone. 
 
 Six hours only passed between the de- 
 parture of the King and the arrival of < laii 
 baldi. The Dictator entered Naples half 
 an hour after noon by the railroad, without 
 any escort, five or six officers alone ac- 
 companying him. lie descended irom his 
 carnage at the Piazza Castello Reale, and 
 took Iod:_ r in2;s in the apartments de-i-ned 
 for royal guests. Called by the population, 
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 on the balcony and said a few words, in 
 vvhk'lt ho announced to them that the term 
 of their slavery was finished. 
 
 The tricolored flag was unfurled from all 
 the forts of the city amid the firing of 
 cannon. The balconies were draped with 
 tricolored banners and filled with gay faces. 
 The streets were crowded with the citizens, 
 shouting " Viva Garibaldi!" and in the 
 evening , the city was illuminated, and dem- 
 onstrations of rejoicing were everywhere 
 visible. The night passed with cries and 
 songs of joy, but in the morning all was 
 tranquil ; the laborers returned to their labor, 
 and the merchant to his merchandise, while 
 Garibaldi appointed his new ministry. 
 
 Pie assumed the title of Dictator of the 
 two Sicilies, under the King Victor Eman- 
 uel, annexing the Neapolitan army and 
 navy to the Piedmontese. Libario Romano, 
 Minister of the Interior, signed the decree 
 of the Dictator. 
 
 Toward the evening of the 9th he went, 
 in company with two or three friends, to 
 the Castel St. Elmo, -where some few of the 
 officers, more faithful to the cause of Francis 
 II., had arrested several soldiers suspected 
 of a desire to give the castello to the nation. 
 At the sight of Garibaldi the soldiers im- 
 mediately abandoned the fort, refusing to 
 protect it any longer; he then called the 
 National Guards, who occupied it at once. 
 
 That same day he issued the following 
 proclamation : 
 
 TO THE NEAPOLITAN ARMY! 
 
 If you do not disdain Garibaldi for a 
 companion-in-arms, he desires nothing bet- 
 ter than to fight at your side against the 
 enemy of your country. A truce then te 
 discords, the everlasting evils of our nation. 
 Let Italy, treading on the fragments of her 
 chains, point out to us in the north the path 
 of honor toward the last refuge of her tyrants. 
 
 I can promise you nothing but fighting. 
 GARIBALDI. 
 
 NAPLES, September 9, 1860. 
 
 All these events had transpired with such 
 rapidity and so silently that the residents 
 at Sans Souci knew nothing of the occupation 
 of Naples by Garibaldi until they were in- 
 formed by one of the servants?, who had been 
 told by the sailors of the market-boat that 
 stopped at the little marina twice a week. 
 
 Meanwhile, another scene of the great 
 drama was about developing itself in the 
 Pontifical states. From various cities depu- 
 tations came to Victor Emanuel, soliciting 
 protection against the foreign soldiers of 
 the Pope, for an interior agitation was man- 
 ifested just in those cities where General 
 Lamoriciere had placed his troops, in order 
 to prevent a revolution. 
 
 Already a greater part of Umbria and 
 the Marches was in possession of the Pied- 
 
 inontese army. Foligno, Spoletto, Orvieto, 
 and Perugia had just been taken with little 
 resistance. The same disposition was shown 
 in the Pontifical states as in the other parts 
 of Italy. 
 
 Ancona, then the last seaport of any im- 
 portance belonging to the Papal government, 
 was the only stronghold on the Adriatic in 
 which the Pontifical troops, who were al- 
 most surrounded by the Italians, could take 
 refuge. 
 
 The Musone, a small river which enters 
 the sea a mile and a- half below Loreto, 
 flows through a valley about five hundred 
 yards wide, dotted with a few trees and in- 
 tersected with ditches for irrigation. A mile 
 from Loreto, this stream receives from the 
 left the Aspio, a river of more importance. 
 These two currents and a chain of hills, on 
 which is situated Castel Fidardo, form an 
 angular plain, on which was fought the 
 short, bloody, and decisive battle that wrest- 
 ed Ancona and the neighboring cities from 
 the power of the Pope. 
 
 Going from Ancona, one follows the Mu- 
 sone, crossed by a light wooden bridge, a 
 mile from the city. Nearly opposite, en the 
 Aspio, is another, better constructed, of 
 stone. A mile farther, the Valetto crosses 
 the Musone, a very deep and rapid river, it 
 presents a formidable obstacle for the pas- 
 sage of infantry, and utterly impracticable 
 for cavalry and guns. At this point a Pied- 
 montese regiment of infantry', after having 
 cut away the bridge, stationed two pieces of 
 cannon, which on the evening of the 15th 
 had driven back the scout of General Lamo- 
 riciere, who, finding himself cut off from 
 crossing the river, awaited the attack at 
 Loreto with four or five thousand men, while 
 Cialdini, General of the Italian army, had 
 posted two divisions of six thousand men 
 each, one at Ancona, the other at Castel 
 Fidardo. 
 
 On the morning of the 18th, Lamoriciere, 
 believing he could force his way to Ancona, 
 where he hoped to receive some reinforce- 
 ments and provisions by sea, attacked the 
 extreme position of the troops of Cialdiui 
 stationed at Castel Fidardo, who, after a 
 short but bloody engagement, drove the 
 Pontifical army into the plains below. 
 There, reinforced by the first line of General 
 Pimodan, who arrived shortly after the 
 struggle commenced, they did not do spa; r 
 of driving the Italians back, or, at the worst, 
 of being able to retreat to Ancona after they 
 found it impossible to fall back on Loreto. 
 
 At this crisis the artillery, which had not 
 been able to leave the road on account of 
 the high embankments, were taken with a 
 panic of fear, some of the leaders cutting 
 the harnesses of the horses and abandoning 
 their guns. This confusion threw Lamori- 
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 he endeavored to reunite his troops, while 
 General Pimodan covered them from the fire 
 of the enemy. For some tune they fought 
 bravely, remaining under a merciless fire of 
 the Piedmontcse, until General Pimodan, 
 struck by two balls, tell, mortally wounded, 
 by the side of Lamoriciere, who, shaking 
 hands with him for the last time, and ex- 
 changing a few sad words, saw him carried 
 to the rear. Now the fate of the day rested 
 on a battalion of bersaylieri, a few companies 
 of Zouaves and Swiss, who resolutely forced 
 their way to the Musone, where they found 
 themselves face to face with the guns of the 
 Piedmontese. Then the greater part threw 
 away their arms and baggage, and fled in 
 the wildest confusion, taking refuge among 
 the tall canes that grew ou the bank of the 
 river, and some even plunging into the rapid 
 stream, that soon carried them, stiff and 
 stark, out to the sea. The few that remained, 
 seeing the day was lost, fought with a des- 
 perate fury, retreating toward the sea,, where 
 they were met by the troops of Cialdini, sta- 
 tioned at Ancona. 
 
 The foreign soldiers of the Pope, finding 
 themselves surrounded and cut off from re- 
 treat on every side, before surrendering, 
 fought with a frenzy of madness, face to face 
 with the Italians. And it is even said that 
 the wounded and dying hirelings struck their 
 daggers into the hearts of the soldiers who 
 came to their assistance. Lamoriciere es- 
 caped from the enemy by taking refuge in 
 the convent of Loreto, where he was con- 
 cealed until an opportunity offered for him 
 to fly to Rome. 
 
 The result of this battle was the fall of 
 Ancona ; six hundred Pontifical prisoners, 
 among whom were thirty officers, many pieces 
 of artillery, all the guns and baggage of those 
 who fled, and the wounded, dead, and dying, 
 were left in the hands of the Italians. 
 
 So ended the last struggle of Umbria and 
 the Marches. Curtailed and diminished 
 almost to the very walls of Rome, the Papal 
 government, protected by its hirelings, still 
 smiled in scornful security from this strong- 
 hold of the world. But patience, faith in 
 God and in the future ; eventually her 
 chains will fall off, and a new Rome will 
 arise from the ashes of the old, more noble, 
 more glorious than ever in her palmiest 
 days, and future generations shall yet point 
 to her as the polar star of the world. 
 
 clashing bayonets, in the very thickest of 
 the carnage, a tall slight man in gray was 
 seen carrying water and wine to the ex- 
 hausted, dying soldiers; treating alike Pon- 
 tifical and Italian, bearing with almost su- 
 perhuman strength the wounded beyond 
 the line of fire and the tramp of horses; 
 taking no part whatever in the action, 
 j neither encouraging by word or deed the 
 soldiers on either side ; looking alike with 
 indifference on the conquered retreating or 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVIII. 
 
 AT LAST. FACE TO FACE. 
 
 ALL day during the noise and roar of the 
 battle, in the fury of the engagement, 
 amid the rain of shot and shell, under the 
 
 the triumphant advancing; never heeding 
 the cries of despair or the shouts of victory ; 
 only sometimes, when he came fai-e to face 
 with a man on whose compressed lips was 
 stamped the hellish strength of his hate a.-* 
 he was about to plunge his dagger into the 
 heart of a fair-haired German, with a lear- 
 i ful blow he would turn the weapon aside, 
 and disarm the murderer with a look. 
 
 The sailors and fishermen of Ancona who 
 had volunteered, rushing into the fray like 
 bronzed fiends, knew him, and their shouts 
 of praise, prayers, and benedictions followed 
 him everywhere. They called him St. 
 Michael, the patron saint of the city ; they 
 cried, " He is watched over by our Holy 
 Lady of Loreto ; no harm can befall him, 
 for all the blessed angels guard him." 
 There was something in his calm, pale face 
 and tender blue eyes that won love and 
 reverence from all. Fearless of his own 
 life, he rushed into the midst of the carnage, 
 that he might rescue from the feet of the 
 crowd and the tramp of the cavalry some 
 poor wretch borne down by the stress of 
 the battle. 
 
 " Who is that man in gray ? " inquired a 
 French general. " He seems to bear a 
 charmed life ; I should think him the patron 
 saint of Ancona, protected by our Lady of 
 Loreto ; he performs wonderful feats" of 
 strength and courage. I just taw him dracc 
 a dragoon from under the horse that had 
 fallen on him. By Jove ! an action worthy 
 Hercules ! " 
 
 "They say he is an Englishman, mon 
 ', and he treats all alike," replied the 
 ; Zouave to whom the question was ad- 
 dressed ; "just now I saw him tearing off 
 the sleeves of his shirt to bind up fil- 
 tered arm of a poor Swiss who was bleeding 
 to death." 
 
 " A splendid fellow ! " muttered the officer 
 under his grizzled mustache. " There is 
 something familiar in his figure and air; [ 
 believe I have seen him before." A sti 
 expression passed over his face, ami, i-lnkin^ 
 his spurs into his horse, as though panned 
 by a fiend, he plunged into the thickest of 
 the battle. 
 
 The day wore on, and the panic innvuM-d ; 
 retreating toward the sea, the few who re- 
 mained to fight were fallin* one by one 
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 artillery. Many who plunged into the 
 Musone were followed by the pitiless shot ; 
 staining the water with their blood, they 
 floated'out to the broad sea, fea.r, despair, 
 and passion alike ended forever. 
 
 " No rnercy ! no mercy ! " cried the Italian 
 soldiers. " Our Lady of Loreto behind, and 
 St. Michael before ! the victory is ours be- 
 cause the Madonna watches over us from 
 yonder shrine on the hill. We will not 
 spare these invaders ; death to the Francesi ! 
 death to the Tedeschi .' " Many poor wretches 
 sold their lives dearly, fighting with gleam- 
 ing daggers and bloody hands, going into 
 eternity with curses on their lips. And 
 everywhere went the tall man in gray. 
 Having thrown aside his hat in the begin- 
 ning of the 'Struggle, his hair was matted 
 with sweat and dust, his face and hands 
 grimy with smoke, his clothes torn and 
 stained with blood, and yet he never flinched, 
 never grew weary, heeded not the burning 
 sun, or the hail of shot and ball. Many a 
 poor Zouave blessed him with his last 
 breath, as he died with the kind, pitying 
 face bending over him. And a fair-haired 
 German murmured, as the soul passed from 
 the lacerated, bleeding body, " You are like 
 the Christ my mother told me of when 1 
 was a child." 
 
 A battalion of Piedmontese had just 
 launched a deadly hail of burning shot into 
 a remnant of a Zouave regiment, who were 
 struggling with desperate energy and fury 
 against an Italian brigade. A howl of rage 
 and despair burst from them, as their 
 general, a fine stately man, struck by two 
 balls, staggered and fell under the feet of 
 his retreating soldiers. 
 
 In a moment a strong arm drew him be- 
 yond the line, and the man in gray stood 
 looking horror-stricken on his ghastly face. 
 All expression of tenderness and pity had 
 vanished, and from his eyes gleamed a hate 
 terrible to behold. 
 
 " At last, at last," he muttered between 
 his clenched teeth, " at last face to face ; 
 but he is dying, he is unconscious, and I 
 cannot wrench the secret from him. I have 
 found him, but it is too late. O my God, 
 let him live but to reveal to me what I so 
 long to know, and I " He paused; the 
 words seemed to choke him, for he gasped 
 as one in mortal agony. Then, suddenly 
 falling on his knees, he bowed his head be- 
 side the dying man, and prayed vehemently, j 
 Still the hate and desire for revenge had | 
 not passed from his heart, and he looked j 
 coldly on the red stream that welled from 
 the breast, staining the sod around him. 
 
 " I wished for his heart's blood once," he 
 said. " Now it flows before me, but my 
 hand has not shed it. He will escape me ; 
 in a few moments more he will be beyond 
 the reach of my revenge. my God, my 
 
 God ! " he cried, with almost frenzy, " and 
 has it all been useless, all these struggles 
 with self, all these prayers, all these efforts 
 to make some atonement ? Yes, it has 
 been in vain, for I have not conquered this 
 deadly hate ; I thought it was laid to rest 
 forever, and I could meet him calmly. But 
 no, no, it is not. The demon stirs within 
 me, and rises with double strength. He is 
 dying before me, and I would not stretch out 
 my hand to save him. O, if I could have 
 heard him speak ! If he had told me she was 
 innocent, I would have forgiven him, and 
 he should have died with his head upon my 
 breast." His face fell into his hand, and he 
 remained again for a few moments silently 
 imploring God for strength to gain this last 
 victory, this victory over his own soul, when 
 on his ear fell a voice, a faint and feeble 
 voice ; yet familiar, a voice that spoke to his 
 heart with the tones of other days, " Water, 
 water." He raised his head, and the dying 
 man's eyes were fixed upon him with a sort 
 of horror and fear. Struggling to his elbow, 
 and pushing back the hair from his ghastly 
 forehead, he gasped, " Yes, it is he. I am 
 dying, Vandeleur, it is too late for ven- 
 geance." 
 
 " Hush. De Villiers," he said, with a voice 
 of extreme gentleness, and a light on his 
 face like one who had been in the presence 
 of the Deity. " God knows that now I do 
 not desire vengeance ; a few moments ago 
 I did, but now the hate in my heart is dead 
 forever." 
 
 He raised the head of the dying man to 
 his breast, and, putting a flask of wine and 
 water to his lips, he said in a voice of ago- 
 nized anxiety, " Tell me but one thing, De 
 Villiers, tell me but one thing, and all is 
 forgotten from this moment between us. 
 Tell me, was she innocent ? " 
 
 De Villiers raised his eyes to the face 
 bending above him, eyes already filled 
 with the mysterious light of eternity, and 
 said, in a weak but impressive voice, " Yes, 
 she was innocent. The letter I wrote you 
 was as false as the fiendish heart that 
 dictated it." 
 
 " My God, I thank thee ! " And Richard 
 Vandeleur raised his eyes upward with a 
 look so eloquent of gratitude that the angel 
 who registered it must have blotted out for- 
 ever from the book of life the record of many 
 of his sins. 
 
 " Let me do something to stop this blood," 
 he cried, tearing open the coat of the dying 
 man. 
 
 " It is useless, the wound is mortal ; I have 
 but a moment to live." 
 
 " Then tell me, I implore you, where is 
 she ? Is she living ? " 
 
 " I know not, 1 cannot tell you ; I have 
 not seen her since she fled from me in the 
 niaht and darkness."
 
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 " O, explain ! " pleaded Vandeleur, in a 
 voice of trembling eagerness. 
 
 " Raise me a little, so that the blood will 
 not choke me, and I will try to tell you all. 
 From the first I had conceived a violent 
 passion for the girl ; as soon as you left, I 
 began my base attempts to win her froin 
 you. 1 soon saw it was useless ; she was 
 too pure and innocent to understand my 
 hints and insinuations, and loved you too 
 entirely to think for a moment of another. 
 I then determined to separate you, thinking, 
 IL >he believed you unworthy, she would tuni 
 to me ; wrote that base letter to you, after 
 which I told her of the false marriage. She j 
 would not believe it ; I protested it Avas true, 
 but she was still incredulous until I showed 
 her a letter you had written to me, in which 
 you referred to it, as you often did in your 
 fits of remorse, regretting the crime you had 
 committed. When she saw it in your own 
 writing, she believed it. At first she seemed 
 horror-stricken, then almost mad with rage 
 and indignation at the deceit and wrong you 
 had practised upon her. She implored me 
 to take her away to some retreat where she 
 never could see you again. I wished to 
 leave the place, fearing you might suspect 
 some villany and return at once before I ! 
 had succeeded in my object. I agreed read- 
 ily to her proposal and left the cottage, tell- 
 ing the servant we were going to you. 
 
 " That night we stopped at a poor inn, at 
 a little hamlet near Ancona. Alone, with 
 this unprotected, suffering creature entirely 
 in my power, a demon took possession of me, 
 and I made advances to her which she re- 
 pulsed with the indignant pride and scorn 
 of an outraged angel. In the darkness she 
 fled from me ; I pursued, but failed to find | 
 her. In tbe morning I continued my search, 
 but could di.-cover no trace of her. Think- i 
 ing she had fled to you, and your vengeance i 
 would be terrible if you overtook me, I left 
 the country. I have never seen her face 
 since that night she looked reproach and 
 scorn into mine." 
 
 The hot tears fell one by one on the 
 upturned face of the dying man, and the 
 strong finders clasped tighter the damp 
 cold hand that rested in his. 
 
 "I forgive you, God knows I forgive you ! 
 How she must have suffered, poor hunted, 
 tortured creature ! O, if I could but look 
 into her face for one moment, and know she 
 was sate, I should be willing to die in your 
 stead, De Villiers ! " 
 
 " If she is not on earth she is safe in para- 
 dise ; such angels as she are not lost. But if 
 she still lives and you ever see her, implore 
 o forgive me; tell her i asked it 
 dying." 
 
 " A film gathered over his eye?, large 
 
 and se.archin'.!:, with the intense expression 
 
 of those who stand on the boundary line of 
 
 14 
 
 a new country, striving to look farther than 
 is allowed to mortal \ ision ; and he said in 
 a voice sinking far down below the level of 
 life, " How I have sinned ! but of all my 
 crimes that was the greatest. I h;ue been 
 punished, fearfully punit-hed. I have lost 
 all, friends, wealth, and love ; and I am 
 living, with a wasted life behind, and a dark 
 and terrible uncertainty before me. I have 
 fought like a demon to-day, ;:nd the blood 
 I have shed has cried for. vengeance against 
 me, and it has followed me close and sure. 
 Ah, if I had fought for a cause I loved ! but 
 I have not. I have been but a hireling in 
 the hands of others. Still, Vande'cur, you 
 have forgiven me; you whom I have so 
 wronged. In those old days I loved you; 
 yes, believe me, I loved you as well as I 
 could love anything. But the evil in me 
 was stronger than the good, and I could not 
 resist the promptings oi' the fiend. Ah, what 
 a weak fool I have been ! 1 have poured oil 
 on the fire of my own passions. You re- 
 member how I scoffed at virtue. She 
 taught me its strength ; and now that I can 
 die in your arms, as>ural of your forgiveness, 
 convinces me that there is some divinity 
 moulded into our base clay. Look into my 
 face with your gentle eyes, mon ami, and let 
 me see for a moment the old smile there. 
 Do you remember those nights on the 
 Adriatic when she sang to us, ' J\'on ti 
 scordar, non ti scordar di me ' ? Angels and 
 Mother of God, have mercy on me I I see 
 Christ far above me, extended on the cross, 
 and though there is agony on his I now there 
 is pity in his eyes, j;ity like yours, Van- 
 deleur. If I might but reach up through the 
 darkness and touch his feet, I should be 
 saved." 
 
 He raised his arms for a mom-cnt. With 
 a long, straining gaze he loolud in to the blue 
 heavens ; but he saw nothing MI\ e a ] ityin<j 
 face bending from the darkness above and 
 around, into which his pcor scul ventured 
 timidly. Who can follow it beyond the line 
 of vision? The horizon dips down into the 
 sea, but we know not if beyond there may 
 not be an island of peace for such tempest- 
 tossed pilgrims. 
 
 He died, the memory of his sins before 
 him, the roar and din of battle around him, 
 and his head on the bruut of the man who 
 had once been his deadly enemy. \Vhc n sin 
 and sorrow, penitence and renu i>e, life and 
 death, meet in Mich s-harp i \trcmes, we 
 know not what lorious results are born of 
 such agonized travail. 
 
 Richard Vandclcur knelt gn/ing into the 
 ghastly face, that b.*re the mavks of a terrible 
 conflict, long after the breath ha 1 left the 
 cold lips. An ineffable peace had fallen 
 upon him ; he scarcely heard the roar :Mid 
 fury of the battle that" Mill rauvd at a little 
 distance. One thought filled all his -.ml
 
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 with joy, she was innocent, and if she 
 lived she loved him .'till ; yes, in spite of the 
 wrong he had done her, he i'elt she had for- 
 given him and loved him still. 
 
 Suddenly through the hot air came a seeth- 
 ing, hissing emissary of death. Something 
 pierced his lungs with a sharp pain. He 
 threw up his hands, and fell forward sense- 
 less on the cold breast of De Villiers. 
 
 CHAPTER XXXIX. 
 
 UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE MOON. 
 
 THE struggle of life ! O the sharp- 
 ness of the conflict in which we engage 
 against the world, our fellow-creatures, and 
 ourselves ! From the cradle to the grave we 
 find living a contest, and the earth a vast 
 battle-fiald covered with the slain. We 
 spring into being with a wail, and, face to 
 face with Nature, we find in her an unpity- 
 ing adversary. Her suns scorch us, her 
 frosts t freeze us, her winds tear us from every 
 shelter, her seas ingulf us, her rocks are 
 hurled upon us, her thunderbolts cleave the 
 heavens and descend in fury to wrench from 
 us the feeble existence she has bestowed. 
 Men prey upon men with the ferocity of wild 
 beasts; envy, jealousy, pride, and ambition 
 are the motives that impel men to pursue 
 and hunt each other with unwearying hos- 
 tility ; the more feeble, the more appealing 
 for protection and support, the quicker we 
 are borne down, trampled on, and passed 
 over hy the hurrying feet of our enemies. 
 
 Poor butterflies ! we go forth and sport a 
 little while in the sunlight of the morning ; 
 the flower's woo us, the breeze bears us on 
 buoyant pinions, the songs of birds fill the 
 air around us, and we rejoice in the life of 
 life. But the storm comes, and who heeds 
 us when our wings are soiled and torn, and 
 we are beaten into the mire ? The flowers 
 that wooed us turn away their languid heads, 
 the birds sing for other gay flutterers, and 
 the breeze that bore us up to heaven on glad 
 wings serves but to impel us downward; 
 the myriads of toilers and strugglers who 
 have fallen in the strife make the world one 
 vast tomb. One generation passes away, 
 and another arises on its ashes ; and who 
 shall know or care in the succeeding ages 
 what hearts have suffered, beat, and'bled, 
 or how many weary heads have ached with 
 painful thought, how many hungry souls 
 have striven to lift the curtain that hid from 
 them the great unknown ? Not one discov- 
 ery in art or science has been made but 
 some one has fallen a victim to the truth he 
 upheld, and has bought with his own blood 
 the achievement of his life-long efforts. Of 
 all the enemies that besiege us, the most 
 
 difficult to vanquish is self; we stand ap- 
 palled, face to face with an adversary 
 against whom many have striven, but striven 
 in vain. They have iuund the rebel heart 
 and the stubborn brain too strong icr human 
 strength to crush; some have conquered. 
 but more have died before the conquest. 
 We all have struggled and suffered, and 
 whether we overcome or are overcome, still 
 on the battle-field of life we must not lie 
 down on our shields to rest until the final 
 victory is won, until the last trump of the 
 archangel is sounded. 
 
 The moon looked down with pitying face 
 upon the deserted hattle-field of Castel Fi- 
 dardo, deserted save by the dead and 
 dying, and the angels of mercy who went 
 here and there binding up the wounds and 
 holding the cup of cold waier alike to the 
 lips of friend and fee. 
 
 Everywhere went two Benedictine monks, 
 and with them a Sister of Charity, her face 
 pale and sweet as a sorrowing angel carved 
 over the tomb of a saint. Eyes large and 
 soft, from which the fires of passion seemed 
 burnt out forever, looked from the project- 
 ing hood of serge with infinite tenderness 
 and pity ; and lips that once must have 
 whispered words of love drooped in mourn- 
 ful curves, as she murmured an Agnus Dei 
 over a dying soldier. 
 
 Tenderly she washes away the clotted 
 blood from the feverish wounds ; with skilful 
 fingers she binds up the shattered limbs ; 
 the cold water she places to the parched 
 lips seems nectar, and the ccol soft hand 
 pressed upon the dust-stained brow is like 
 the tender touch of a cherub's wing. Every- 
 where she bears with her a sense of calm 
 and refreshing, and many dim eyes are 
 turned in blessings upon her as she passes. 
 
 Near the trenches on the ground sits a 
 young girl with dishevelled hair and ghastly 
 brow. Against her bosom rests the bronzed 
 face of a young man. He has been some 
 hours dead, but she does not know it ; the 
 thinks him sleeping from exhaustion and 
 weakness, and she sways back and forth, 
 and murmurs to him as a mother would to 
 a weary child. It is poor Antonio, the fish- 
 erman of Sinigaglia, to whom Richard Van- 
 deleur had given thirty scudi that he might 
 be united to his Francesca. But a mightier 
 than poverty has come between them now ; it 
 is death, and the bride of a few weeks does 
 not know it, for the fear and agony of the day 
 have benumbed and clouded her reason. 
 And she sits there murmuring the same* 
 words of love, always ending with the ques- 
 tion, " Antonio mio, why dost thou sleep so 
 heavily ? " 
 
 Sister Agnese draws near, and stands for 
 a moment gazing on the group with eyes of 
 intense pity. Then, softly laying her hand 
 on the girl's head, she says, "Francesca
 
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 mia, why do you sit there on the damp 
 ground ? Your Antonio is very weary ; he 
 has need of rest ; let these men take him to his 
 home. And you, pnvera jif/lia, go yonder to 
 the shrine of the Madonna, and pray that 
 he may awake. Padre Hypolito," beckoning 
 to the monk, " cannot you persuade her to 
 leave him for a moment? He is dead and 
 she does not know it, her reason is quite 
 gone." 
 
 " Figlia mia" said the monk, putting his 
 arm around her, and gently endeavoring to 
 remove the dead, " come with me to the 
 shrine of our Lady, we will pray for your 
 Antonio." 
 
 ' My Antonio ! " she cried wildly, press- 
 ing him to her heart, and kissing again and 
 again his cold lips, " why do you not 
 awake ? " 
 
 " He will awake no more," said the nun, 
 "unless you say many paternosters to our 
 Lady of Loreto." 
 
 " 1 will go then, I will go quickly, that he 
 may open his eyes and smile on me, that I 
 may hear his voice calling me, ' Carissima 
 mia.' " Gently she laid him down, folding 
 her apron for a pillow, and crossing his al- 
 ready rigid hands on his breast. " Caro 
 bello," she murmured, as the monk led her 
 away toward Loreto, " I will return to you 
 directly." Then Sister Agnese made a sign 
 to the men to raise him and carry him 
 away. 
 
 The moon rose higher in the heavens and 
 floated in serene splendor above the scene 
 of suffering and death, revealing the ghastly 
 upturned faces, with wide-open eyes. They 
 seemed by their fixed intensity even yet to 
 implore pity from heaven. The river mur- 
 mured and rippled and sparkled between 
 its reed-covered banks, where the spirit of 
 night whispered mysteriously to the double- 
 dyed crimson "papavero, that gently dropped 
 its soporiferous petals on the pallid brows 
 of the silent sleepers, who needed neither 
 mandragora nor poppy to lull them to re- 
 pose, for after the frenzy and fury of the 
 day they slept well. 
 
 Mingled with the sad murmur of the 
 Adriatic came at regular intervals the 
 booming of the cannons, as the enemy bom- 
 barded the hilly fortress of Ancona, and 
 across the transparent blue air flashed and 
 flickered the baleful light of the returning 
 fire. From the city above came the roar 
 and din of the battle; for although Night 
 had dropped her sable curtain and lulled 
 " nature to repose, yet the unquiet heart of 
 man, filled with hellish hate, still struggled 
 'for victory with unabated fury. 
 
 Sister Agnese passed here and there over 
 the field, wherever a dark outline or a con- 
 fused heap told her some poor remnant of 
 humanity needed aid. pity, or prayer. Sud- 
 denjy she stopped, and, clasping her hand to 
 
 her heart with a suffocating cry, she fell on 
 her knees before a ghastly heap, the bleed- 
 ing forms of two men, one in the uniform of 
 a French colonel, the other in a citizen's 
 dress of ;jray. 
 
 She did not see the face of the man in 
 gray, for it was hidden on the breast of the 
 other, but on one finger of the outstretched 
 hands clasped above his head glittered a 
 ring of singular device and brilliancy. With 
 a frenzy of strength she raised the body, 
 and, turning the face toward the light, ex- 
 amined the features closely. 
 
 What was there in the worn bearded face, 
 the ghastly brow, the tangled blood-stained 
 hair, to remind her of the fresh boyish cheek, 
 the clear blue eyes, the brown curls of the 
 head that had so often rested on her bosom ? 
 Scarcely a trace. Yet it was the same ; 
 she knew it with the power by which one 
 soul recognizes another in eternity, though 
 separated from the form and face it bore on 
 earth. 
 
 " My God ! " she said, " both here, one 
 lying dead on the breast of the other. Is it 
 thus, after all these years, I meet the men 
 who have worked out for me such a terrible 
 destiny, who have branded my life with 
 such a sin ? Riccardo mio ! " she moaned, 
 as she laid his head on her knee, and clasped 
 her hands as one in prayer, "I had hoped 
 that at the last thou would st have had time 
 for repentance and absolution, so in paradise 
 I could have met thee, and lived with thee 
 forever. But thou hast died here without 
 confession or sacrament, and now indeed 
 thou art lost to me for eternity. How 
 changed, how changed ! " she continued, 
 gazing at him with the pathos of pity in her 
 eyes and voice ; and as she gazed a new ex- 
 pression passed over her face, and a new 
 light beamed from the depths of her mourn- 
 ful eyes. Clasping his head to her breast, 
 and pressing her cheek against his, she 
 cried : 
 
 " Pieta, Signore ! I thought this love was 
 dead forever; but no. it has only slumbered, 
 and n\)w it stirs, awakes, and springs to life 
 with its olden fervor. O, if he were but 
 living before me I would forget all, even the 
 crime that separated us, and follow him for- 
 ever, until he smiled upon me I My woman's 
 heart cries to me. My love, my life, I re- 
 member those old days of bliss. Of what 
 use have been my prayers and fasting, the 
 gloomy walls of my cell, the cold Mor.e where 
 I have slept, the scourge, the penance, and 
 tlu mortification ? It is all forgotten. I re- 
 member only the hours I lay on your Im-.T-t, 
 the moonlit seas where we Boated, 'the 
 still, green places where we met.' I would 
 give up my hopes of eternal happiness in the 
 presence of the Madonna for one hour of 
 the olden bliss. O sinner that I am ! O 
 blasphemer ! what do I say ? Mother of
 
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 Christ, forgive me ; thou who wast a woman, 
 intercede for me ! " 
 
 Praying and weeping, while the scalding 
 tears fell on the dear face pressed to her 
 heart, she fancied a faint sigh fluttered to 
 her ear like the wing of a dying bird. With 
 frantic haste she tore open his clothes, and, 
 pressing her hand to his heart, she ex- 
 claimed, " He lives, he lives ! " 
 
 The transformation from despair to joy 
 was sudden, and her voice rang out clear 
 and shrill on the air as she cried, " Padre 
 Benedetto, send hither some men with a 
 litter." In a moment a monk and two 
 fishermen were at her side. 
 
 " Lift him gently," she said, with a smile 
 of almost joy ; " he still lives, and we may 
 save him." 
 
 " Ah ! it is our Signore Inglese," they said, 
 as they raised him tenderly. " He has 
 risked his life for us many times to-day ; we 
 will save him if we can." 
 
 " And this Francese ? " inquired one, 
 spurning the body of De Villiers with his 
 foot. " Let the ravens eat him." 
 
 " Hush ! " cried Sister Agnese, sternly. 
 " Are ye men or brutes that ye speak so ? 
 He has injured me more than any of you, 
 and I forgive him. Let his body be decently 
 cared for." 
 
 Pressing one of the cold hands of Richard 
 Vandeleur to her lips, she walked by his 
 side while they carried him to the nearest 
 cottage. She visited no more the battle- 
 field that night, but after the surgeon had 
 dressed his wound and rendered him as 
 comfortable as possible, she knelt by his 
 bed and prayed with passionate fervor that 
 he might be restored to consciousness long 
 enough to know her, if only for one mo- 
 ment. 
 
 As the rosy dawn stole through the little 
 window of the hovel where he lay, it found 
 the pale nun still kneeling by his bed. She 
 had thrown aside her hood and mantle of 
 serge, and torn off the white bandage that 
 confined and concealed her hair. She wished, 
 if he awoke, he might see her as in .those 
 olden days. With her crucifix clasped in 
 her hands like the penitent Magdalene, she 
 prayed that she might be forgiven because 
 she had loved much. 
 
 Slowly, slowly the red tide of life drifted 
 back to the white lip and cheek of the suf- 
 fering man. He opened his eyes with a 
 confused memory that Mona had been the 
 last in his thoughts, and now his lips first 
 murmured her name. With a cry of rap- 
 ture she clasped his hands, saying, " I 
 am here, Riccardo mio, I am here; your 
 Mona is by your side. Do you not know 
 me?" 
 
 He looked long and searchingly into her 
 face, then a smile of recognition trembled 
 on his lips, and, raising his weak arms, he 
 
 drew her to him and pressed her closely to 
 his heart without a word. 
 
 The golden sunlight flooded the dingy 
 room ; the birds shook the dew from their 
 wings and floated up to heaven with jubilant 
 songs. But these two poor souls, united at 
 last after so many years of weary waiting, 
 heeded not the awakening of nature, neither 
 the shadow of a dark wing that rested upon 
 them. Oblivious of all but that heart beat 
 to heart, and lip was pressed to lip, they 
 lay weeping in each other's embrace. 
 
 CHAPTER XL. 
 
 RICHARD VANDELEUR'S REPARATION. 
 
 ^FOWARD the last of September, one 
 JL delicious morning, Constance, leaning 
 on the arm of Guido, and talking in a light, 
 lively strain, wandered through the winding 
 paths of the orange-gardens at Sans Souci. 
 They were 'as happy as two children, living 
 in each other's society, surrounded by con- 
 genial friends, in the midst of a paradise of 
 beauty, enjoying to the full the dolce far 
 niente. 
 
 Guido had sent in his resignation to the 
 chapel, which had been reluctantly accepted, 
 and now he was free to marry. It was 
 Lady Dinsmore's wish, that, after spending 
 the next winter in Rome, they should all 
 return to England together, and the wed- 
 ding should take place at Dinsmore Castle. 
 Constance was too happy in the present to 
 desire any change ; yet she sometimes a?ked 
 herself, " Is this to end as my other hopes 
 have ? Am I too secure ? Is there even 
 now a dark cloud gathering in my horizon, 
 that may break over me at any moment ? 
 No, it cannot be ; I have suffcred so much. 
 I feel now it is ended, and my future will 
 be happier than my past. He loves me ; 
 then what have I to fear ? " 
 
 She rarely indulged in siich thoughts, for 
 Guido was so joyous, so contented ; and his 
 sweetness of disposition seemed infectious, 
 it was impossible to be sad with him. This 
 morning there was no cloud in their heaven. 
 They were talking, in the security of a joyful 
 present, of an undoubted, blissful future. 
 
 " I shall not be idle always, dear," Guido 
 said. " I shall strive to become a composer 
 that the world will not refuse to recognize. 
 And you shall be proud of me, my dar- 
 ling." 
 
 " I am very proud of you now," she re- 
 plied, with a shy, sweet smile ; " and noth- 
 ing you can do will make me love you any 
 better." 
 
 " Bella mia ! " he said, with a look of 
 deep love and gratitude, " what have I done 
 to merit such an an^el ? "
 
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 And, so talking, they turned a winding 
 path and came upon Helen Tremaine sitting 
 alone upon a garden seat, her face buried in 
 her hands, absorbed in deep thought. 
 
 " Ah, Mrs. Tremaine ! " cried Guido, " we 
 have caught you planning some new mis- 
 chief. The brightest, sweetest rose I can 
 find for a full confession." 
 
 " AVell, I will confess then," she said, 
 starting up, and revealing for an instant a 
 most sad and pained expression, which 
 passed away as she spoke. " I am horridly 
 bored in this stupid place and with this 
 monotonous life. I am sick of your sweet 
 society, I am surfeited with moonlighr, love, 
 and flowers. I long to get back to some 
 city. I am pining for a drive in the Bois 
 or on the Pincio. O my life in Egypt 1 O 
 the flattery and the strife ! " and, like 
 Cleopatra, she would have added, " O my 
 Roman Antony ! " "I was born for excite- 
 ment, I was not created to vegetate in rus- 
 tic simplicity. I am tired of white dresses 
 and straw hats ; in fact, I would like to make 
 a gorgeous toilet, and go to an ambassador's 
 ball." 
 
 Poor unquiet heart ! A red spot burned 
 on her cheek, and she flung herself back in 
 her old position with impatient weariness. 
 
 " I fear Mrs. Tremaine is not happy," said 
 Constance, as they continued their walk. 
 
 A servant approached them. " A letter 
 for the Signorina." She took it, and, before 
 breaking the seal, said quietly, "It is from 
 Mr. Vandeleur." 
 
 She had told Guido of that episode in her 
 life which had cost her such pain ; never- 
 theless his cheek flushed slightly, and a 
 bitter pang of jealousy shot through his 
 heart, when he saw the terrible pallor of 
 her face as she read. 
 
 " O Guido, what shall I do ? " she said, 
 giving him the letter when she had finished. 
 It was very short, only a few lines. 
 
 " Constance, I have found her, but I am 
 dying. I have only a few days to live. 
 Will you come to me ? I wish to see you 
 once more, and you may be able to comfort 
 her when I am gone." 
 
 " What shall I do? " she said again, look- 
 ing anxiously in his face. 
 
 " We will go to him directly, my darling," 
 he replied. " Poor Mona, I loved her as a 
 sister ; I remember our childhood ; now she 
 needs me, and my place is by her side. 
 Let us seek Lady Dinsmore, she will ac- 
 company us." That same day they left 
 Naples for Ancona. 
 
 In one of the largest rooms of the Hotel 
 della Pace, overlooking the Adriatic, lay 
 Richard Vandeleur, supported by pillows, 
 emaciated and pale ; his eyes looking out 
 from their deep hollows with a startling 
 intensity ; his whole appearance that of 
 one on the very confines of eternity, yet 
 
 over all the pale worn face was an expres- 
 sion of infinite calm and content. His 
 wound, which was through his ri'_rlit lun'_ r . 
 refused to heal, and frequent hemon-ha-.:*' had 
 so reduced him that nothing could po~il>Iy 
 raise him from the weakness and exhaustion 
 consequent. By his side sat Mona, no 
 longer in the dress of a Sister of Charity. 
 That morning she had told all her sad 
 history to a kind-hearted priest, and at the 
 earnest request of Richard Vandeleur he 
 had performed the sacrament that made 
 I them indeed man and wife. 
 
 He was listening to her now ; his hand 
 I clasped in hers, and her sad eyes fixed on 
 him with adoring love. 
 
 " We will say nothing of the poor sinner 
 who so deceived you," she said, with a little 
 I shudder. " He has gone to be judged by 
 One who is most merciful. It is true, my 
 darling, he parted us, but that should have 
 been, it was necessary. And though the 
 means were wrong, perhaps the result has 
 not been all bad. It was just that we 
 should perform some penance to atone for 
 our sin." 
 
 " Our sin," he repeated, sadly. "My sin, 
 not yours, my poor child. You were inno- 
 cent." 
 
 "No, no, I was not entirely innocent, 
 for I loved you then better than the dear 
 Madonna, and for a long time after; and 
 even now," she said in a low voice and with 
 a sudden flush, " I love you before the dear 
 sisterhood who have done so much for me, 
 and among whom I have found a shelter for 
 all these years. Riccardu mio, I will forget 
 them. I will go with you and be your 
 slave. It may be a sin, but I shall be hap- 
 py to sit at your feet and look into your 
 face." 
 
 His eyes filled with tears as he said 
 solemnly, " Monn, my beloved, you nm*t 
 not think of any future with me. You will be 
 spared that sin, if it be a sin. In a few days 
 I shall be where your thoughts can follow 
 me without disloyalty to your religion. Can 
 you not see I am dying? My dnrliivjr, I 
 cannot remain long with you, but in a little 
 while you will come to me." 
 
 " Do not speak of dying," she cried, with 
 sharp anguish in her tones. " You wiil not 
 die. I will pray to the Madonna day and 
 night. I will cling to her feet and implore 
 her to spare you. I will do any penanre. 
 I will make a pilgrimage over the rough 
 stones with bleeding feet; I will scourgi: 
 myself; I will fast, like St. Jerome; I will 
 waste my poor body to a skeleton until 
 the Mother of God hears and grants my 
 prayer." 
 
 There was a fierce light in her eyes and a 
 strange compression of her lips, as she 
 clasped his bands to her heart with almost 
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 " I thought that night," she continued, 
 " when I fled from that wicked man in the 
 darkness, that our Lady had no pity on 
 poor suffering women like ine ; but the next 
 morning, when I found a shelter in the con- 
 vent on tlie hill, and the good nuns were so 
 kind and tender to me, my feelings changed, 
 and I was all gratitude to our blessed 
 Mother. I think, darling, we are all so 
 much better when God is good to us ; and 
 then when my dear little baby was born the 
 sisters stood over me, never scorning or 
 despising me, although they had just cause 
 to think me a sinner, for I would tell them 
 nothing. I felt then such a love for our 
 Lord, that, like the Magdalene, I could have 
 washed his feet with my tears. But when 
 the child died, a few days after, the evil spirit 
 took possession of me, and for a long while 
 1 hated everything. The sunlight, the blue 
 sea, the soft breeze, the fragrant flowers, all, 
 all were hateful to me, and even the good 
 padre who ordered fasting and the cold stone 
 for my pillow. Think of it, after pillowing 
 my head so long on thy breast ! O, it was 
 very hard then ! I thought the pictured 
 Madonna in my cell mocked rue with her 
 smile of pity. And then I turned it to the 
 wall until the padre insisted upon my look- 
 ing at it and praying before it. Like an 
 angry tiger I used to rush back and forth 
 in my narrow dark cell, striking my head 
 against the stones, and scourging my self un- 
 til the blood flowed over the knotted cord, de- 
 lighting in the pain because the agony of my 
 body relieved somewhat my mental misery. 
 It was years before I was subdued, and 
 then what an infinity of pain and penance 
 and strife it cost me ! But at last gentler 
 feelings came. It was at the time of the 
 cholera, when many were dying, and I tried 
 to do something for my fellow-creatures, 
 that the cure came, or perhaps I should say 
 the partial cure, for I think I was not 
 wholly cured until the night I held you in 
 my arms under the light of the moon, and 
 felt your breath on my cheek. Then all the 
 angels of God sang in the air around me, 
 and I loved our blessed Saviour with suffi- 
 cient fervor to admit me into his presence. 
 But now, now if he takes you away, the dark 
 spell will come again. I feel it, I know it. 
 Nothing can avert it. I shall die of mad- 
 
 A lurid fire burned in her eyes, and a 
 fierce expression passed over her face. 
 
 Mr. Vandeleur drew her gently toward 
 him, and, pressing her cheek to his, while 
 the hot tears fell from his eyes, said, with 
 inexpressible tenderness, " Sposa mia, will 
 not the thought of my love for you calm and 
 soften your grief when I am gone ? I un- 
 derstand your suffering ; I too have passed 
 through it all ; but now the anguish of it is 
 lifted from me forever. I have not been a 
 
 1 good man ; the greater part of my life has 
 
 | been spent in sin and sell-gratification, and 
 
 I once 1 was mad with the desire for the life 
 
 : of the man who separated us ; but for him 
 
 j you might have been my wife years age, and 
 
 | my child would have died in its iather's 
 
 i arms. It was a great wrong, and when he 
 
 lay dying before me, for one moment I 
 
 hated him, and would not stretch out my 
 
 hand to save him ; but soon better feelings 
 
 came, and I forgave him freely and fully, 
 
 and he died with his head on my breast. I 
 
 have gained the last victory over self, 1 have 
 
 found you, and you still love me ; I have 
 
 made my reparation, as far as it is in human 
 
 power. There is but one thing more that 
 
 distresses me, but one thing, my Mona, 
 
 and you can remedy that ; then I shall die 
 
 infinitely happy." 
 
 " What is it V " she cried, " what is it ? I 
 will give every drop of my heart's blood for 
 you." 
 
 " I only ask," he said, folding her closer 
 to his heart, "I only ask that ycu will let 
 the memory of my love and suffering drive 
 from your heart every dark thought; that 
 you will not murmur nor complain against 
 the power that has taken me from you after 
 this short reunion ; live calmly and patiently 
 as long as God wills it, and be assured al- 
 ways that even in heaven I shall be happier 
 if I know my Mona tries on earth to do as I 
 have wished." 
 
 " Oh ! " she sobbed, " I will try ; but you 
 cannot, you must not, leave me." 
 
 Constance was not prepared for such a 
 change in Mr. Vandeleur, and when she en- 
 tered the room she was so overcome by the 
 shock as scarcely to be able to reply to his 
 calm greeting. 
 
 " I am so glad you have come ; I feared 
 you would not arrive in time." Holding out 
 one hand, and placing the other on the head 
 of Mona, while he turned his earnest eyes to 
 Constance, he said, " This is my wife, and, 
 Mona, this is the dear and gentle lady who 
 first taught me my duty to you. If 1 have 
 done aught of good to my fellow-men, if I 
 have gained any conquest over self, it is to 
 her I owe the first impulse. You will al- 
 ways love her, and she will be kind to you 
 for my sake." 
 
 Mona raised her wistful eyes to the gentle 
 face bending over her, and said, with trem- 
 bling anxiety, " Do you think him so very 
 ill ? O, tell me he will not die ! " 
 
 " We will hope for the best ; wewi 1 ! pray 
 to God together," Constance replied, a. she 
 drew a chair near the. bed. "Let me watch 
 by him to-night, while you take a little 
 rest." 
 
 " No, no," she cried, almost fiercely ; " I 
 shall not leave him a moment ; my place is 
 here while he lives." 
 " Poor child ! " said the sickman with a gen-
 
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 tie smile, " she has watched over me day and 
 night, without food or sleep ; but her labor 
 of love will soon be over. Open the blinds 
 a little, darling, that I may look on the sea. 
 How calm and still all is, after the tumult 
 of the battle that has raged around us ! " 
 
 His eye fell on the ruined fort at the en- 
 trance of the harbor, its walls blackened 
 and crumbled by shot and shell. 
 
 " How like the life of man ! " he said. " A 
 few days ago it stood a strong, noble struc- 
 ture, defying wind and wave and the rava- 
 ges of time; towering in solitary grandeur 
 above the sea that now almost breaks over 
 its ruined walls. What nature hath spared, 
 the hellish passions of the human heart have 
 accomplished. It is fallen, a wreck, a 
 ghastly remnant of power; and I, lying 
 here and looking upon it for the last time, 
 with the waves of eternity almost flowing 
 over me, feel myself to be but the wreck of 
 my own passions and follies. 
 
 " O, how the past comes back to me ! 
 those days of golden opportunity, of buoyant 
 hopes, the desires and dreams of my youth 
 unfulfilled in the long years wantonly squan- 
 dered, until the disgust, the weariness, the 
 heartache, the pain of remorse and regret, 
 gathered upon me a burden that was once 
 heavier than I could bear; but, thank God, 
 it has fallen away from me forever, and I 
 now stand on the threshold of eternity, as I 
 once stood at the dawn of life, eager and 
 longing to spring into the unknown. Con- 
 stance, since the day you pointed out to me 
 the weary path of duty, stripped from false- 
 hood the flimsy disguise I had called truth, 
 saying, with all the earnestness and fervor 
 of youthful virtue, ' Plappiness begins with 
 self-immolation,' God knows how I have 
 tried to prove the truth of your words, and 
 I trust it has not all been in vain. If I have 
 gained from the Father of infinite goodness 
 one smile of approval, I am content that my 
 labor is finished, yes, content. To-day, 
 when all is ended for me, and I am disinter- 
 ested in the things of earth, I speak with the 
 solemnity of one already on the confines of 
 eternity. If it were given to me to return 
 to the morning of my days, I would not re- 
 trace my steps, I would not renew again a 
 struggle with the world that never has in 
 any case given me the victory. It is a labor 
 as useless as Ixion's or the daughters of Da- 
 naus. Alas, no ! I am too weary ; I long for 
 the calm rest of eternity; I have tried to 
 school my heart and bend my stubborn will 
 to the Divine law, and I must now acknowl- 
 edge a superior justice and wisdom in all 
 this before which I am compelled to bow. 
 In this hour mercifully all remorse and re- 
 gret are taken from me, and I feel it sweet 
 to lie in the arms of God, as a child on its 
 mother's breast, leaving him to do whatso- 
 ever he wills." 
 
 \VLiK. Mona slept for a few moments by 
 his side, briefly and with much effort he told 
 Constance of his future arrangements for 
 her. " I have left her all my persona! prop- 
 erty," he said, "excepting some jewelry, 
 pictures, and statuary at llelmsfbnl, which 
 I beg you to accept as a remembrance of 
 one who, if fate had permitted, would have 
 loved you with the only love of his life. 
 You will be kind to this poor child after I 
 am gone, and strive to direct her sorrow in 
 the right channel; I fear for her; I never 
 knew the strength of her affection until now. 
 Ah ! if I had but made her my wife before, 
 what a noble, beautiful character she would 
 have become, how happy I might have been, 
 and Helmsford would not have been without 
 a Vandeleur ! But there is no one whom I 
 Avould rather leave its mistress than Lady 
 Dinsmore ; she is a perfect character, and 
 the parish will find in her a better friend 
 than I have been." Smoothing the hair of 
 Mona gently as she slept on his pillow, he 
 said again, " Be kind to her, and try and 
 soften her grief by your friendship and sym- 
 pathy. Poor darling ! I hope she will find 
 some consolation in her religioi." 
 
 Constance, with tearful eyes, promised all 
 he asked. Then, with flushing anu trem- 
 bling, she told him of her love for Guido and 
 of her engagement. Mr. Vandeleur pressed 
 her hand, and said fervently, " I am thankful 
 you have found happiness with another ; I 
 sometimes feared I had cast a shadow over 
 your life, and robbed you of your trust in 
 humanity." 
 
 " I did suffer very much at first," she 
 said in a low voice ; " but now I see it 
 was all for the best, for I never could 
 have loved you," she faltered, " as I love 
 Guido." 
 
 " Yes, dear, it was all for the best," he 
 replied, with a little sadness in his smile. 
 " We lay the axe to the root of the old 
 tree, and a new one springs up in its 
 place." 
 
 He said no more, but fell into a revery 
 that seemed to be happy, because of the 
 peace that brooded over his face. 
 
 Neither Lady Dinsmore nor Guido saw 
 him until the next morning; then their in- 
 terview was brief and sad ; he recommend- 
 ed Mona earnestly to the love and protec- 
 tion of her foster-brother, saying, " 1 know 
 that once your heart was filled with bitter- 
 ness against me, but now the, pressure of 
 your hand tells me I am forgiven." 
 
 " Do not speak of it," said Gr:ido. gently ; 
 " I forgot my enmity long ago ; Constance 
 taught me." 
 
 "You will bs mistress of Ilelm^ford," he 
 said, pressing with loeble fm_ v ers the, hand 
 of Lady Dinsmore; '-be kind to my poor 
 people, kinder than I have been." 
 
 "Yes," she replied, weeping, "I will
 
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 strive to be -what you would have been if 
 God had spared you longer." 
 
 "Promise me one thing," he continued 
 earnestly, "promise me that the first heir 
 born to Helmsford shall be called Richard 
 Vandeleur. Here on my death-bed I -will 
 leave him my name, and wish for him only 
 the good in my nature without the evil. 
 May his life be more worthy of his inherit- 
 ance than mine has been ! " He paused 
 from weakness, but after a moment he said 
 again to Lady Dinsmore, " And also promise 
 me to live in the old Hall half the year, and 
 speak of me sometimes to my tenantry. O 
 that I had done more for them, that my mem- 
 ory might have lived in their hearts ! " and 
 then, drawing Mona to him with a look of 
 love and anxiety, he placed her hand in 
 Lady Dinsmore's, saying, " Remember I 
 loved her, and she was worthy of it." 
 
 " I will remember it," she said, folding the 
 trembling weeper in her arms, and kissing 
 her tenderly ; " she too shall have a place in 
 my heart with those I already love." 
 
 " Thank you," he murmured drowsily ; 
 " now all is finished, I will sleep." 
 
 A few days passed, and they all knew his 
 hours were numbered ; each one augmented 
 his weakness, and drew to the finest fibre 
 the thread on which his life was suspended. 
 All united in affectionate care to render his 
 last hours calm and peaceful. Mona scarcely 
 quitted his pillow ; tender, eager, desperate, 
 her strength was almost superhuman ; she 
 seemed to have overcome the weakness of 
 nature ; not for worlds would she have lost 
 for one moment the loving gaze of the dear 
 eyes that were always fixed upon her face. 
 One day he felt a rain of hot tears on his 
 forehead, and, looking up, he said, " My dar- 
 ling, why do you weep to see me die ? I do 
 not suffer; let me lean my head on your 
 bosom." 
 
 She raised him tenderly, not allowing any 
 one to assist her, and, laying her tear- wet 
 cheek on his hair, she soothed him with 
 low whispers of love, mingled with strains 
 of music he had heard in other days. 
 
 He fell into a light slumber, and a smile 
 of joy passed over his face as he murmured 
 a fragment of an old song they had sung to- 
 gether years ago on the moonlit Adriatic. 
 All the intervening time of sorrow and suf- 
 fering was swept away forever, and now, dy- 
 ing^ on the bosom of the woman he had loved 
 in nis early youth, his soul floated back to 
 the calm and sweetness of those old days, 
 and like a child that smiles in its sleep at an 
 angel vision, he gave his hand to the great 
 Consoler, and stepped unhesitatingly beyond 
 the portal of life. 
 
 It was some time before they knew he had 
 ceased to live, for Mona sat like a statue re- 
 
 farding the immobile face long after the spirit 
 ad passed away. She did not moan nor cry. 
 
 Her tender, passionate grief seemed to have 
 ended with his life. Like Niobe, her face bore 
 the stony impress of a fixed anguish. With 
 a power which none could resist, she forced 
 them all to leave the room, performing her- 
 self the last offices necessary to the poor clay. 
 When the limbs were composed, and the 
 quiet hands folded over the pulseless breast, 
 she returned to her old seat by his side. 
 With her elbows on the, bed and her hands 
 pressed to her temples she gazed in stony 
 silence upon the face on which the angel of 
 death had set his seal of peace. Night and 
 day she watched over him while Guido made 
 the arrangements necessary for the trans- 
 portation of the body to England. 
 
 On the afternoon of the second day, the 
 funeral procession, under a military escort, 
 followed by the population of the city, amid 
 the tolling of bells and firing of cannon, 
 wended its way to the shore, where a ship, 
 with a black flag at half-mast, waited to re- 
 ceive the body. 
 
 The shore was lined for miles with men, 
 women, and children, all straining their 
 tearful eyes' for a last glimpse of the ship, as 
 she steamed swiftly out of the bay, bearing 
 the remains of one who in a brief time, by 
 his deeds of benevolence and kindness, had 
 won so deep a place in the affections of a 
 thousand poor hearts. 
 
 " Madonna santissima give his soul a quick 
 journey to paradise," said a woman, holding 
 her child up above the crowd, that he might 
 see the last flutter of the black flag. " He 
 gave his life for us. When shall another 
 noble heart like his come among us ? " 
 
 And so, followed by blessings and bene- 
 dictions, the ship passed out of sight, lost be- 
 tween the sky and the sea. And more gen- 
 uine and universal sorrow was felt for the 
 death of Richard Vandeleur than for all the 
 hundreds who had fallen in the battle. 
 
 Mona, locked alone in a room overlooking 
 the bay, with her cold hands clenched over 
 her forehead, a stern, set expression, around 
 her mouth, and her eyes wide' and tearless, 
 followed with intense gaze the way the ship 
 had taken until it grew a speck on the 
 waves, and the darkness hid it from her 
 sight. 
 
 Then, like Halcyone after her vision of 
 Ceyx, she arose, pacing frantically her nar- 
 row room, wringing and clenching her hands, 
 tearing her hair, and calling upon the de- 
 parted by every endearing name, repeating 
 it over and over, as though her voice could 
 penetrate the dull ear of death, " The 
 grave shall not separate us long. I will go 
 to thee. To live without thee I should be 
 more cruel to myself than death has been 
 to thee." 
 
 The dark spell she feared had indeed come 
 upon her, and nothing but the infinite power 
 and love of God could exorcise it.
 
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 CHAPTER XLL 
 
 THE CONVENT OF THE SACUE* CCEUR. 
 
 IN a gloomy stone cell for penitents, in the 
 convent of the Sacre Cceur at Rome, sat 
 a nun on the edge of a narrow, hard bed. 
 By her side was a little wooden table, on 
 which lay a skull, a crucifix, and a knotted 
 cord. A small lamp threw a faint circle of 
 light around her and revealed a ghastly face, 
 large sunken eye?, and thin worn hands, that 
 held a rosary ; while with restless, nervous 
 fingers she counted one after another the 
 beads, muttering, in a hard, cold tone, Pater 
 noster and Hail Mary. 
 
 Nearly three months had passed since she 
 discovered Richard Vandeleur on the battle- 
 field of Castel Fidardo, and what ravages 
 that brief time had made in her face and 
 figure ! Every sign of youth seemed to have 
 vanished and left in its place a premature 
 old age, pitiful to look at. The few locks 
 of hair that escaped from the white bands 
 of her cap were streaked with gray ; the 
 skin was drawn over her forehead, leaving 
 the bones almost as visible as those of the 
 skull at her side ; her cheeks were hollow 
 and haggard ; her eyes, sunken into their 
 orbits, burned with a strange wild light ; her 
 lips, parched and drawn, revealed the dis- 
 colored teeth, from which tho gums seemed 
 to have receded ; her long, emaciated 
 fingers had the restless, writhing motion so 
 significant in those laboring under some 
 mental disease. From a neighboring tower 
 on the Janiculum soundec' the hour of mid- 
 night. Starting up and throwing the rosary 
 on the bed, she began pacing the floor and 
 talking rapidly to herself. 
 
 " It is no use. it is no use ; all this fast- 
 ing and penance, all the indulgences, all 
 the absolution, will not soften or purify my 
 heart. It is hard, hard as stone. 1 hate 
 every one and everything. If they would 
 not trouble me; if they would leave me day 
 and night alone with the memory of my 
 darling. I could kill those who tell me it is 
 a sin to think of him. Padre Stefano will 
 drive me to madness with his entreaties. 
 What have I to confess 7 Forever the same 
 thing, that my heart is filled, filled with 
 deadly hate for everything on the earth, and 
 everything in heaven but him. I hate man- 
 kind because one of the wretched race 
 parted us, and I hate God because when I 
 found him he would not spare him to me, 
 although I prayed as none ever prayed be- 
 fore, although I implored the Madonna 
 every moment while I bent over him, watch- 
 ing the life go away that I had ho power to 
 keep. And Padre Stefano tells me God is 
 merciful and the Madonna all love, and that 
 she answers our prayers when we ask for 
 her intercession. She has never heard me. 
 15 
 
 The hosts of heaven were deaf when 1 cried. 
 1 thought my agony would have moved the. 
 pity of the Father on his throne, but he has 
 no mercy for me. They have all eon-pired, 
 the powers of heaven and earth, to drive 
 me to eternal ruin. O," she cried, clamping 
 Jr.T h;mds above her head with an imploring 
 gesture, "my darling, my darling! it' it 
 were not for the fear of being shut out from 
 thee forever, I would end this qui<-kly and 
 come to thee. I believe this suH'erini: will 
 atone for my sins, and that after death (iod 
 will open the door and let me creep in, even 
 to thy feet." 
 
 Then, throwing herself on her knees be- 
 fore the crucifix, she poured out a torrent of 
 vehement, passionate prayers, that seemed 
 to exhaust the wasted body, for the lar_re 
 drops of sweat stood on her forehead, and 
 she leaned, panting for breath, against the 
 edge of the stone shelf that served fora bed. 
 Gradually the eyes closed, and the weary 
 head fell forward. She slept, but only a 
 moment, for she started up with a cry, and, 
 seizing the knotted cord, scourged herself 
 until her lips grew livid with pain. Then, 
 sinking back again on her bed, she mur- 
 mured, "Is this wasted and bleeding body 
 the thin"; he loved and worshipped once? 
 He would not let the winds of heaven visit 
 me too roughly, and now I cannot make my- 
 self suffer enough to deaden the agony of 
 my soul. But I shall leave this poor shell 
 behind mo. Happily I shall not take it into 
 his presence. Ah ! would he recognize in 
 me now the Mona he once loved 1 " 
 
 Going near the light, she drew from her 
 bosom a little bag of silk, and, taking from it 
 a folded paper, she opened it, and gazed with 
 intense fondness on two locks of hair, one 
 brown and slightly streaked with gray ; the 
 other of a darker hue, but soft and fine as the 
 threads of a silkworm. 
 
 " Ah," she said, " my precious treasure ! I 
 have not seen thee for three days because 
 Sister Agatha advised me to deny myself 
 that gratification and it would gain for me 
 an indulgence ; but it is folly to promise me 
 such impossibilities, to cheat my poor soul 
 out of a little happiness." She pressed the 
 two curls to her lips, cheek, and brow, and 
 then, putting them back reverently in their 
 silken cover, she concealed them under the 
 folds of her serge dress. 
 
 And so the long night wore away to the 
 wretched woman. Sometimes a few mo- 
 ments of broken sleep, then restless pacing 
 to and fro, or vehement praye> that surely 
 must have pierced the ears of the Almighty 
 as it ascended like a wail of anguish through 
 the silent air. 
 
 For several days after the death of Rich 
 
 ard Vandeleur, Lady Dinsmore, Constance, 
 
 ! and Giu'do devoted themselves with untiring 
 
 1 patience to the half-insane creature. But
 
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 rJl their efforts to win her back to the in- 
 t( Tests of life were unavailing. The only 
 desire she ever expressed was to leave 
 Ancona, where everything reminded hei too 
 forcibly of the terrible scene through which 
 she had passed. Lady Dinsmore at once 
 acted upon this, and as it was of no interest 
 to Mona where she went, they all turned 
 their faces toward Rome. She met her 
 parents with the utmost indifference, scarcely 
 recognizing them, and utterty refusing to 
 pass one night under their roof. The only 
 place of refuge she desired was the walls of 
 a convent ; and so they took her directly to 
 the Sacre Cceur, that she might be near 
 Sister Agatha 
 
 They often visited her, but came away 
 more shocked each time by the terrible rav- 
 ages grief had made upon her. 
 
 Filomena would wring her hands and 
 say to Sister Agatha, with a burst of tears, 
 "1 have found her, but only to lose her 
 again in a more horrible manner. If some 
 relief does not come to her she will be Eiad, 
 but I am punished, I am punished justly." 
 It was evident remorse for some hidden sin 
 was preying upon her mind, which she either 
 had not the courage or the desire to confess. 
 
 One lovely morning Sister Agatha entered 
 the cell of Mona, and found her, as usual, 
 pacing restlessly its narrow limits. " Come," 
 she said, putting her arm around the poor 
 mourner, and gently drawing her down by 
 her side, "come and rest here for a few 
 moments, and then we will go into the garden 
 for a little while The day is so lovely, the i 
 sky so blue v the sun so bright ana the j 
 birds sing so joyously. Let the great loving j 
 heart of Nature soothe and heal your suffer- ; 
 ing soul. You can pray to God as well ! 
 under the blue dome of heaven as here in j 
 this narrow cell. 5 ' 
 
 " No, no," she replied, shuddering, and 
 drawing away from the nun's encircling arm, ; 
 " I hate the day. I hate the sun and the 
 songs oi birds. My soul is dark ; all is dark 
 within me. I love not the great heart of 
 Nature, it does not beat for me." 
 
 " My poor child," said Sister Agatha, sol- 
 emnly, " you are selfish in your grisf, you 
 are wilfully blind to the consolation of your 
 religion. Believe me, there is no sorrow 
 Christ cannot cure. You turn away from 
 his pure pitying love, and cling to the mem- 
 ory ot a sinner." 
 
 " Hush ! " she cried, while a terrible look 
 shot from her eyes. " do not call him a sin- 
 ner. He died in the endeavor to save his 
 enemy. What more did Christ do than 
 that? It is useless labor to talk to me. 
 What do you know of joy or sorrow, you 
 who have never loved " 
 
 A furtivo flush passed over the patient 
 .ised tace ot Sister Agatha, as ehe replied : 
 " I have sufk'ted eveu as you suffer, and I 
 
 can pity you When 1 outwardly left the 
 world and hid my young- suffering life in a 
 convent, I did not put away the passion and 
 desire of a liuman heart. I could not tear 
 at once from my soul all the tender ioncdno- 
 for love and the glad sweet liie 1 had left. 
 
 " There were three of us, my sister, my 
 brother, and myself. We came of a noble 
 but impoverished family. It was early de- 
 cided that my sister, who was the eldest, 
 should marry, and I should take vows, as 
 our scanty means were only sufficient to 
 dower one. The husband selected for my 
 sister was a young man who had grown up 
 in our society. I cannot tell jou when I 
 loved him. I always loved him" My moth- 
 er died early ; my father was a stern, proud 
 man. There was no appeal, our fates were 
 fixed by our parents. I saw him married to 
 my sister, and then I hid my broken heart 
 in a living tomb. Not long after her mar- 
 riage my sister died. Then I might have 
 been his wife, but my vows separated us for- 
 ever. Mercifully that temptation was soon 
 over ; he died a year after his wife. But he 
 did not die in my arms ; that consolation 
 was denied me. 1 was striving to find peace 
 in our blessed religion. As I told you, when 
 I left the world I did not leave with ii the 
 unquiet, restless heart, the Icnping and 
 pining for the love I had known. My stern, 
 cold life was a poor substitute for the bright 
 happy home 1 had left. Not long alter, my 
 father died ; then my brother followed him 
 (o the silent land, my brother whom I 
 loved, and my last tie to earth. I could not 
 tee him, I could not close his eyes, I could 
 not receive his farewell. He died in Naples, 
 and only after seme days the sad news came 
 to me that he was no more. It was not un- 
 til every tie and idol was rent away, and I 
 stood alone before Cod, that I began to 
 lean upon him. I need not tell you of the 
 struggles, the prayers and penances, the 
 days and nights of sorrow, that filled up the 
 sum of my life. It was labor, constant, un- 
 remitting labor (or others, that healed, and 
 at last cured, my wounds. Or, perhaps, I 
 should say, it was because at that time 1 had 
 something to love ; for Guido was sent to 
 the hospital, and (o me he was an angel vis- 
 itant. I took him into my inmost heart. 
 What a comfort the child was to me ! My 
 interest in him has always been something 
 to live for. God sends us the cure we most 
 need. He saw an affection for some living 
 thing was necessary to soften my nature and 
 lead me to him, so he gave me that child. 
 Through him I was enabled to renew niy in- 
 terest in life, and was led patiently to strive 
 for an inheritance beyond." 
 
 When she had finished, Mona raised her 
 hollow eyes, and looked searchingly into the 
 face of her companion. 
 
 '' And is it possible thou hast so outlived
 
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 such sorrow that thou canst speak calmly of 
 it? No, no! my nature is not like thine. 
 Such hearts as mine break, they do not bend. 
 Nothing but death can heal my sorrow. 
 Time only augments it. I shall never again 
 smile in peace until the M'hite angel touches 
 me with his cold finger and stills my pulse 
 forever. Some one comes," she said, as 
 steps approached the door. " It is Padre 
 Stefano, and I hate him; he would teach 
 me to be faithless to Riccardo's memory." 
 
 But it was not Padre Stefano ; it was 
 Filornena. She entered nervously and sadly. 
 Going toward her daughter, she embraced 
 her and said, " Cam fiylia, the doctor has 
 come, wilt thou see him?" 
 
 " No," she replied, sternly, " I will not 
 see him. I am not sick in body, and who 
 can cure the malady of the soul ? No, I will 
 not see him. Why dost thou trouble me, 
 mad re mia ? " 
 
 Filomena clasped her hands in despair, 
 and said, with real anguish in her voice, 
 " The child will not save herself, neither 
 will she suffer us to help her." 
 
 At that moment Padre Stefano entered. 
 Mona buried her face in her hands, and re- 
 mained in stubborn silence. 
 
 " Hast thou scourged thyself, fasted, and 
 said thy fifty paternosters, my daughter ? " 
 
 Mona replied not. 
 
 " Hast thou tried to drive from thy heart 
 the memory of a sinner ? Hast thou cen- 
 tred all thy thoughts on the suffering son 
 of God ? Hast thou worn on thy breast the 
 relic of San Francesco ? " 
 
 " No," she said, starting up, " not the 
 relic of San Francesco, but another infinite- 
 ly more precious. Wilt thou see it? " and 
 she drew from her breast, with a defiant ex- 
 pression, the little silken bag. They all 
 gathered around her in silent expectation, 
 but started back in horror when they saw 
 the two locks of hair. 
 
 " There," she cried, " there are my relics, 
 more precious to me than saint's or Sav- 
 iour's." 
 
 " Daughter, daughter," said the priest, 
 sternly, " thou blasphemesfc. I fear neither 
 pr.iyer aor penance can atone for such sin. 
 Give me this object of idolatry, cast it from 
 tlvee as th >;i wouldst a loathsome thing; it is 
 that which keeps thy soul from God," and 
 as he spoke ha advanced to take it from her 
 hand. 
 
 With a piercing shriek she pressed it to 
 her breast, crying, " Do not touch me ! do 
 not touch this sacred relic, the only thing I 
 have of him ! No, no, let God curse me, but 
 I will not giye it up." 
 
 An ui'ly expression passed over the "ace 
 of Padre Stefano as he muttered, " She is 
 incorrigible. She merits excommunication." 
 
 " Pazienza, //m/re ?(o,"said Sister Agatha, 
 gently. " The poor soul is half mad with 
 
 suffering, and it is only love and kindness 
 that ran win her i^ack to the fold. Lc.ive 
 her to me. I soothe her, but you and Filo- 
 mena only irrita* 
 
 The priest left the cell with an angry 
 countenance, and soon after Filomena Ibl- 
 lowed. Again Sister Agatha drew the wo- 
 man to her side, and led her to talk of those 
 hours of happiness she had known in the 
 morning of her love. She smoothed and 
 kissed the silken ring of hair, gently direct- 
 ing her thoughts to the innocent little cherub 
 who waited tor her in the land of the blest. 
 j Gradually she became calm, and an hour 
 after, when Sister Agatha lefl her, she was 
 sleeping peacefully. 
 
 Filomena was waiting in the corridor, and 
 when the nun appeared, she clasped her 
 hands and said with eager excitement, " Let 
 me speak to you alone, I have something 
 to confess." 
 
 " Why do yoir not go to your confessor ? " 
 inquired the nun. 
 
 " Because I would rather speak to you, 
 I would rather ask your advice ; you are a 
 woman, and can understand me better. God 
 is angry, and he /rill not forgive me until I 
 have made some compensation for a wrong 
 I have committed." 
 
 She remained closeted lon<* with Sister 
 Agatha, and when she left the room her 
 eyes were red and swollen with much weep- 
 ing, but her manner was calmer and more 
 confident. At parting, Sister Agatha said, 
 " I fear it is too late, but we will do all that 
 is possible to discover the person." 
 
 A few days after. Guido held a long con- 
 ference with Sister Agatha, and when he 
 left her room his face was very happy, as 
 the face of one who has just known the ful- 
 filment of a long-cherished wish. He went 
 directly to the cell of Mona, for as her foster- 
 brother he had the privilege of sec-ing her 
 at any time. He found her sitting on the 
 edge of the bed, her head bent, and her 
 hands clasped with an air of the utmost 
 dejection. She looked up when he entered, 
 and her face lighted a little. 
 
 " Come sta, sorella mia ? " he inquired, 
 with his usual sweetness, as he drew a bench 
 near her, and took her wasted hand in his. 
 
 She sighed wearily and replied, " The 
 same, always the same, Guido." 
 " Why do you stay in this gloomy cell ? 
 A room lighted and more cheerful would 
 be less depressing." 
 
 '' No, no," with a movement of impa- 
 tience. "The light huris me, I am better in 
 gloom and darkness." 
 
 " Do you ever think, earn mia, of those 
 old days when we played together in the 
 garden at Santo Spirito?" he said Mittlv. 
 " It was lung ago, but they were happy days, 
 were they not ? " 
 
 " I have forgotten," she replied, with in-
 
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 difference ; " I only remember the hours I 
 passed with him ; all else is a blank." 
 
 " Tell me something of him ; you have 
 never told me of the time you passed with 
 him." 
 
 Her face softened as she recounted, almost 
 minutely, the history of the sweet peaceful 
 hours that she had lived with him, believing 
 herself to have been his wife ; for she seemed 
 to have forgotten the revelation that parted 
 them, and always spoke of him as marito 
 mio. With gentle thoughtfulness Guido led 
 her to speak of the scenes that would soften 
 her heart, thinking all the while if she would 
 but weep she might be saved. 
 
 "And in those days you always desired 
 to please him you loved, did you not ? " 
 
 " O yes i 1 obeyed his slightest wish." 
 
 " Then why have you not obeyed the wish 
 he expressed* when he lay dying in your 
 arms ? " 
 
 " What wish ? " she said, vaguely. " I do 
 not know. J do not remember." 
 
 " The wish that the memory of his love 
 should make you happy even after he had 
 left you." 
 
 " Happy ! " she repeated ; " how can I be 
 happy when he is dead ? " 
 
 " Remember how he loved you, how kind 
 and gentle he was. He would not like to 
 see his darling so hard and cold. He would 
 rather she would weep tender tears, remem- 
 bering always his love, and thinking always 
 of him as a happy spirit in paradise." 
 
 " I cannot weep," she said in softer tones. 
 " O Guido ! my brain is dry and burning. 
 Tears would cool and refresh me, but I can- 
 not weep." 
 
 " Listen, my sister ; do you know that, 
 though you cannot see him, your beloved 
 is ever near you ? It is my belief that the 
 spirits of our precious dead linger around 
 us always, until our freed souls join theirs ; 
 then together we take our flight, to the para- 
 dise of the blest." 
 
 A dimness passed over her eyes, and her 
 lips quivered as she said with eagerness, 
 " Do you think he is near me ? and does he 
 know what I suffer ? If so, why does he not 
 comfort me ? " 
 
 " Mona," replied Guido, solemnly, " you 
 repel him ; you drive him from you by your 
 hardness an stubborn grief. In life* he 
 would not have loved such a nature ; and 
 now his spirit, made more gentle and patient 
 by the love of God and the light of eternity, 
 finds no sympathy, no fellowship, with your 
 dark thoughts. Try to be angelic as he is, 
 and you will understand and know he is near 
 you." 
 
 " O Guido, Guido 1 " f he cried, clasping 
 her hands, while her whole being trembled 
 with a new emotion, " I bless you for such a 
 hope. It may be my salvation." 
 
 Guido felt that then was the moment to 
 
 work his charm. Whether by the power of 
 illusion or the mercy of God, his only desire 
 was to lead this poor wandering soul to the 
 light. Fixing his soft eyes upon her, ten- 
 der with the yearning pity of his soul, and 
 concentrating all the sweetness and pathos 
 possible in his marvellous voice, he sang 
 the song that Richard Vandeleur had best 
 loved, a few notes of which had trembled on 
 his lips as his soul took its flight. 
 
 It was strange to watch the varying ex- 
 pressions that passed over her face as the 
 power of light and darkness struggled to- 
 gether for the victory. But the demons 
 were subdued and the Furies wept when 
 Orpheus sang in the Stygian realm ; and 
 now, as the waves of sound arose and floated 
 around her, the dews of emotion gathered 
 and fell in a rain of tears oVer her pale 
 cheeks and burning hands. 
 
 Guido bent his knee before the crucifix a 
 moment in silent prayer, and then went out, 
 leaving her to weep alone. 
 
 CHAPTER XLIL 
 
 NEITHER POVERTY NOR SHAME. 
 
 was great astonishment expressed 
 JL in society when it was known that Mrs. 
 Tremaine was the affianced wife of Mr. Car- 
 negie. 
 
 Mrs. Parlby shook her head dolorously, 
 and said, " What a pity for such a nice man 
 to sacrifice himself so completely ! " And 
 many of her disciples remarked with sugges- 
 tive ncds and grimaces, " What a fool a 
 man must be to marry a woman who has 
 flirted with the Prince Conti ! If Carnegie 
 does not want a scandal, he had better not 
 allow her to remain in Rome this winter. 
 Of course she does not love him. Her en- 
 gagement is only a protection for her repu- 
 tation. She will carry on the same disgrace- 
 ful intrigue as before." 
 
 These remarks may have been true t some 
 extent, though vulgarly expressed. But in 
 vain the Argus eyes of society watched her, 
 and could discover nothing. Slander, like 
 the unsatisfied maw of Erisicthon, prowled 
 about for something to appease the craving 
 of its terrible appetite, but Mrs. Tremaine 
 furnished nothing. Calm, serene, and more 
 lovely than ever because of the slight veil 
 sentiment, as the romantic called it, threw 
 over her dazzling beauty, she was always 
 with Mr. Carnegie, and a more undemon- 
 strative, self-sustained lover never pleased 
 the good taste of exacting Madame Eti- 
 quette. Helen met the Prince Conti when 
 it was unavoidable, but with a certain man- 
 ner which seemed to say, " Thus far shalt 
 thou come, but no farther." At first he had
 
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 noi believed it when she said " All is over 
 betiveea us forever." But now the truth 
 bagan to dawn upon him. Wounded van- 
 ity, and perhaps the loss of the truest love 
 he had ever known, mingled with a sense of 
 defeat, gnawed at his very heart with disap- 
 pointment, regret, and remorse, that made 
 him but the semblance of his proud, impe- 
 rious self. All noticed the change, and those 
 who had suffered some pangs caused by his 
 manly beauty exulted silently that now the 
 tables were turned, and the destroying angel 
 was being himself destroyed and consumed 
 by the ardent flame the mischievous little god 
 had kindled in his hitherto obdurate heart. 
 
 " Ah ! he is really in love now," they said. 
 " Bravo ! La bella bionda has revenged our 
 wrongs. He has walked over many a heart 
 and crushed it under his proud foot. Let 
 him suffer a little ; it will do him good." 
 
 And so the tide turned in favor of Mrs. 
 Tremaine, who went on her own way proud- 
 ly and serenely, sufficiently employed in 
 wearing her mask in a way to hide her real 
 feelings, and in hushing and subduing the 
 clamorous cries of her heart, so that the 
 world around her might not suspect that she 
 was acting a part. Mr. Carnegie was quietly 
 happy, contented to wait, believing that 
 when the old love had died a natural death, 
 Phoenix-like, a new would spring from its 
 ashes. 
 
 Ludy Dinsmore had often wondered how 
 society would receive Constance when it 
 knew she was the affianced wife of one 
 against whom, in spite of his talents and 
 noble life, it had raised its unjust barriers. 
 Sometimes she was a little anxious, fearing 
 Constance might be wounded by imperti- 
 nence or coldness ; but when she saw how 
 indifferent the parties most concerned were, 
 she let matters take their course, giving 
 herself no further uneasiness. 
 
 In the beginning of the season a clique 
 headed by Mrs. Parlby, who had never for- 
 given Guido, and a few other parvenus, de- 
 cided to place its ban on the gentle girl 
 who had listened to the voice of affection 
 rather than pride. The manner in which 
 they showed their petty intention was by 
 no longer including Constance and Guido 
 in their invitations to balls and assemblies 
 where the attendance of Lady Dinsmore and 
 her daughter was solicited. 
 
 " Why do you refuse so many invitations 
 this winter, mamma ? " inquired Florence, a 
 little pettishly, for Lady Dinsmore invariably 
 sent a regret when Constance and Guido 
 were not included. 
 
 "My dear, you forget I am wearing 
 mourning for poor Mr. Vandeleur, and I do 
 not wish to go much into society." 
 
 " O mamma, he was only a second or 
 third cousin, and no one wears deep mourn- 
 ing for such distant relatives." 
 
 "Nevermind, my darling, he was one of 
 our family, and I choose to respect his mem- 
 ory." 
 
 Fitzhaven, young, immensely rich, and 
 noble, was an excellent fish lor aspiring 
 mammas to angle after. But, strange : 
 all their seductions were in vain, ibr he 
 never appeared in society except in company 
 with Lad\- Dinsmore and her daughter. Be- 
 fore half the season was over this disinter- 
 ested clique began to discover they had 
 made a terrible mistake, for the rank and 
 wealth of Lady Dinsmore gave her 
 into society they dared not aspire to; so by 
 banishing a poor Italian maestro and an un- 
 pretending girl they had lost the acquaint- 
 ance of the most eligible of the English 
 nobility in Rome. 
 
 Guido was aware of all this, and secretly 
 grieved a little, but said nothing to Con- 
 stance, who was so happy and contented in 
 his love, that, if she noticed it, it never 
 caused her a pang. 
 
 " Dear noble heart," he often thought, 
 looking at her with adoring eyes, "I 
 wish I were a king on a throne for her 
 sake." 
 
 Sometimes he did speak to Lady Dins- 
 more of the change in society. She would 
 smile, and say gently, "Never mind, my dear 
 boy, it will be differ, nt in England. There 
 the history of your birth will not be gi n- 
 erally known. I shall see you yet in a posi- 
 tion none will despise." 
 
 One morning Lady Dinsmore sat alone 
 in her drawing-room. Florence had gone 
 to ride with Air. Carnegie and Mrs. Tre- 
 maine. A servant brought her a liote ; she 
 opened it and read : 
 
 "DEAR LADY DINSMORE, Shall you 
 be alone at five o'clock ? I wish to talk 
 with you on a matter of importance. May I 
 come to you at that hour ? 
 
 " GUIDO." 
 
 " What can it be ? " she thought, as she 
 hastily wrote an answer, which she gave to 
 the servant, who immediately left the room. 
 At that moment the thought occurred to her 
 to tell him to come directly, as by five o'clock 
 her daughter would have returned, or she 
 might have visitors. Hastening after the 
 servant to change the reply, she opened the 
 door jusfras he was giving it into thi' hand 
 of a respectable-!ooking,wi>ll-;hvssed woman. 
 It was Filomena, who had brought (luido's 
 note. Lady Dinsmore uttered an exclama- 
 tion of surprise, and desired her to enter the 
 drawing-room. When she had closed the 
 dour against the curiosity of the fo, 
 she directed Filomena to sit dov.-n, and, 
 drawing her arm-chair near her. I 
 
 :;.(! str:ulily at tin. 1 ml rtain on the 
 woman's ii'e:-. 
 
 Lady Dinsmorc was very pale, and her
 
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 voice shook as she said, " Filomena, do you 
 remember me ? " 
 
 " No, Signora mia," she replied, a little 
 doubtfully, ' ; I think I have never seen you 
 before." 
 
 " Do you not remember the poor English 
 girl you nursed once through a long illness, 
 and whose baby died in your arms ? " 
 
 " Dio mio ! " she cried. " Yes, I remem- 
 ber her too well. I would search the world 
 over to find her. Do you know her ? Can 
 you tell me where she is ? " 
 
 " I am she," replied Lady Dinsmore, with 
 quivering voice and tearful eyes ; for the 
 sight of this woman, whose not unkind face 
 with its red stain had bent over her hour af- 
 ter hour of her weary convalescence, brought 
 back too vividly many painful memories. 
 
 Filomena passed her hand over her eyes 
 as if to clear her vision, and then looked with 
 an intense scrutiny into the pale face before 
 her. " It cannot be the same," she said, " it 
 cannot be ! But I forget, it was so long 
 ago, and time changes us all. Are you in- 
 deed the same ? Do not deceive me." 
 
 " 1 am the same," replied. Lady Dinsmore, 
 with a sudden pulsation of the heart. " But 
 why are you so excited ? " 
 
 " O my lady 1 " she cried, falling on her 
 knees and clasping her hands, " I have a 
 confession to make to you, a strange con- 
 fession ; but first promise me you will forgive 
 me, and I will tell you all." 
 
 " Certainly, I will forgive you, my poor 
 woman ; only tell me, do not keep me in 
 suspense," she said, struggling to maintain 
 her composure. 
 
 " O Signora ! your child did not die ; I 
 deceived you, he did not die." 
 
 " Did not die," she echoed, in a voice 
 between a cry and a prayer. " Oh ! tell me, 
 does he live now 2 " 
 
 " Ye*, he lives." 
 
 " Where is he ? Who is he ? " 
 
 " He is the maestro, Signor Guido." 
 
 " O Guido, my child ! " she cried, raising 
 her eyes beaming with gratitude, " my heart 
 knew you and acknowledged you the first 
 moment I saw you. Thank God that in 
 spite of time and mystery my child still 
 lives." Then, controlling her rapture, she 
 said more calmly, " My good woman, are 
 you prepared to prove this ? Are you sure 
 there is no mistake ? " 
 
 " I am sure," replied Filomena. " I have 
 every proof. But listen, Signora mia, and I 
 will tell you all the story. After you were 
 taken so ill with fever you were unable to 
 nurse the child. The doctor ordererl a wet- 
 nurse, and I was the one chosen. My only 
 child, a boy, was seven days old when I 
 went to you. He *as a lovely child, but so 
 delicate and small, he seemed no older than 
 the new-born babe. They looked much 
 alike, and sometimes only for the dress 1 
 
 could scarcely tell one from the other. I 
 had lost three ; my poor Benedetto was very 
 miserable because they all died, and when 
 this little thing was born our hearts were 
 bound up in it. But alas ! we were very 
 poor, so poor that I was obliged to go into 
 service to get food for myself to nouri.-h my 
 child. It was sick and very fretful, crying 
 almost constantly. In fact, it occupied to 
 much of my time that I could neither attend 
 to you nor nurse your child properly. Then 
 the doctor told me I must send my baby to 
 the hospital or leave my situation. Sig- 
 nora ! it was a dreadful trial for me. I loved 
 this poor little feeble sick thing, and I could 
 not bear to send it away from me. Then 
 the thought entered my mind to send your 
 child instead, and keep mine with me. You 
 were unconscious and would never knoAv it, 
 and I thought in all probability you would 
 die, and your child would then have to be 
 sent to the Foundling Hospital, but in case 
 you lived I would bring it back, and you 
 never need know it had been away from you. 
 I was not long in acting upon this tempta- 
 tion. Just as I had finished dressing my 
 child in a suit of the delicate little clothes 
 belonging to you, the doctor entered, and I 
 had no time to change the rich robe of the 
 other for the coarse poor things I had taken 
 off my baby. Fearing I might be detected 
 in my deception, I folded it in a shawl and 
 hastened away, leaving my baby in its deli- 
 cate robes sleeping by your side. 
 
 " When I reached ihe hospital I dared not 
 present myself before Sister Agatha, who 
 knew me well, with a child dressed in costly 
 linen and lace ; flic would know at once it 
 was not mine, and suspect some fraud. So 
 I rang the bell, placed it in the basket, and 
 hurried away without a word. Seven days 
 after, my baby died with cramps ; it was 
 only sick a few hours. My <.riiet was terri- 
 ble, for I considered it a just punishment 
 from God for the sin I had committed. But 
 I determined after you died, for I expected 
 your death momently, to take your child 
 from the hospital, and love and care for it 
 as though it were my own. Much to my 
 astonishment you lived and returned to con- 
 sciousness, and your first words were a demand 
 for your child. Then, too afraid to confess 
 what I had done, I was obliged to tell you it 
 wns dead. You were so quiet, and never wept 
 nor moaned for it, so I thought pardon 
 me, Signora, I thought it was sonic dis- 
 grazia, and you were glad it was gone. 
 
 " Then you know what followed. The 
 gentleman came to take you away, but be- 
 fore leaving you wished to sec the grave 
 of your child. I accompanied you to the 
 Campo Santo, and showed you the little 
 mound that covered my baby ; and all the 
 while my heart was breaking with remorse 
 and grief at the deception.
 
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 " As soon as you were gone I went to the 
 hospital and asked for a child to nurse, toll- 
 ing Sister Agatha mine was dead. J saw at 
 once she was very fond of the little Guido, 
 who was as lovely as an angel. She did not 
 wish me to take it away, bat 1 would have no 
 other, and so she reluctantly consented. I 
 loved it dearly ; in a little while it took the 
 place of my dead baby. I cared for it tenderly, 
 perhaps more tenderly because of the re- 
 morse that was work in-- in. my heart. But we 
 were so poor I could not keep it long ; 1 had 
 to go into service again, and my Benedetto 
 mnrb me carry it back to the hospital. 
 Then my Mona was born, my last child, 
 but I never lost sight of Guido. I did all I 
 could for the little angel in my poor way. 
 He did not need me ; he was the pet of the 
 institution, and the especial charge of Sister 
 Agatha. I saw him grow up talented, be- 
 loved, and respected ; still I knew I had 
 committed a great sin in keeping him from 
 his family, but after you were gone it was too 
 late to restore him to you. I did not know 
 your name, nor where you had gone, and 
 each year that passed made it more impossi- 
 ble to discover you. 
 
 " When my Mona was taken away from 
 me, and all my trouble came, I knew it was 
 a punishment from God, who would not for- 
 give me -until I had made confession and 
 reparation. Yet for some reason I could 
 not go to a priest. I preferred to tell Sister 
 Agatha, and she promised to do all that was 
 possible to discover the parents of Guido, 
 and also to tell him the whole story, which 
 she did this morning. It was to speak of this 
 to you that he wished to see you to-day. It 
 seems to me that the blessed Madonna has 1 
 heard my prayer, and with my first effort 
 to do right, she has -.-wisted me by bring- 
 ing me to you. Now I '* ; i jve my child will 
 be cured ! " 
 
 Lady Dinsmore had listened to Filo- 
 mena's recital in breathless silence, and 
 when the woman had finished she said, 
 " Was aqy other person acquainted . with 
 this secret but yourself? " 
 
 " Only my Benedetto, Signora ; the people 
 in the house and the doctor believed it 
 was your child that died." 
 
 " But there is one thing that I cannot 
 understand, how he bears the name of his 
 father." 
 
 " Ah, Sir/nnrrt, no one knew it to be the 
 name of his father. His name was given to 
 him by Sister Agatha; she called him Guido 
 Bernardo for her only brother, who died in 
 Naples a few weeks before." 
 
 u How mysterious are thy ways, O God ! " 
 said Lady Diusmore. " This woman who 
 was so kind to my darling child must b; 1 H.V 
 husband's sister, the nun he so often spoke 
 of." L >::king steadily into the eyes of Filo- 
 mena, she; said, almost sternly, "I believe 
 10 
 
 you have told me the truth. 11>e'ieve thi.s 
 young man is indeed my child, my hc.irt 
 tells me so, but are you prepared with your 
 husband to assert this on your oath V " 
 
 "Yes, with a thousand oaths if it is ne- 
 cessary; but O tiiynora mid! tell me you 
 forgive me, and will not punish me ! " 
 
 " Yon did me a great wrong, 'n 
 j you fully and 1'reely. My heart is too full 
 I of gratitude to cherish resentment. Now 
 | go, 1 need to be alone ; go, and si u 1 Si .'nor 
 i Guido to me directly ; do not speak to i 
 | what has occurred. I wish to be the first 
 to tell him he is my child." 
 
 An hour after, when Guido en ten- 1 the 
 room, Lady Dinmore came toward him with 
 extended arms, and, throwing herself on his 
 breast, amid tears and sobs, >he exclaimed, 
 " My child, my darling child ! " 
 
 Guido thought for a moment she was la- 
 boring under some mental derangement, 
 until with a great effort she calmed herself 
 so as to speak coherently. Then she drew 
 him down by her side, and with his hands 
 clasped in hers, she told him all the. story 
 that Filoinena had just related to her. Jt 
 is needless to dsscribe the explanation*, the 
 surprise, the joy and rapture of the mother 
 and child, who loved each other tenderly 
 bafore they knew of the tie existing between 
 them. Lady Diasmoro pushed back the 
 hair from Guide's forehead, and, looking into 
 his face, believed she discovered a luiii- 
 | dred traces of resemblance to the 1>: 
 dead that she had not noticed before. 
 i As she leaned her head on the shoulder of 
 her child, the past came back so vividly 
 I that she almost thought it to be the Guido 
 I of her youth who caressed her, instead of his 
 : son. 
 
 Florence's astonishment was no sweater 
 i than her delight when she knew (Juid.) was 
 j her brother. What an infinity of quest loin 
 had to be answered, what expla 
 revelations, before all were satisfied and 
 convinced ! But at the end of a week it was 
 ' known throughout Rome, both in Italian 
 'and foreign society, that the poor young 
 I singer, the foundling of Santo Spirito. was 
 legally acknowledged as the legitim::' 
 ! of a noble English lady. Then how Mrs. 
 Gr.indy regretted, and Mrs. Parlby and her 
 clique sighed, because they had not had 
 ; discernment enough to discover the blue. 
 b!o:xl ! But it was too late; society lia I 
 made one of its stupid mistakes, wlti.-h it, 
 tried to atone for afterwards by ci : 
 and fawning and r.seles-; sycophancy. 
 
 Constance did feel a little exnlnrion in 
 her heart, but she looked into (liiMY 
 with the same true eyes, and said, 
 must not think I love you any better, or (eel 
 any more pride in you, now I ki\'>w 
 lie Lidv Din.-.more's son, than I did luvbiv. 
 It is you I love, your own dear, noble sell."
 
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 " Ah, my darling," he replied fondly, " it 
 is a beautii'ul reward for your disinterested 
 love : 1 am so thankful, now I can give you 
 a position worthy of you." 
 
 There was a visit of the whole happy 
 party to Sister Agatha, and an affecting in- 
 terview between her and Lady Dinsmore. 
 The little bundle of linen and lace was 
 brought out, examined, and wept over with 
 tears of mingled joy and sadness. Then 
 Sister Agatha put them reverently away, 
 for they seemed a part of the little angel 
 who had nestled so lovingly to her lonely 
 heart. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore would scarcely spare her 
 son from her sight. She was not contented 
 until he was living under the same roof, sat 
 opposite her at table, was the first to wel- 
 come her in the morning, and the last to say 
 good night. If Florence had been less amia- 
 ble, and if her affections had not been be- 
 stowed on another, she might have been a 
 little jealous ; but as it was, she only assisted 
 her mamma to pet and spoil her new-found 
 brother. 
 
 Guido was supremely happy. One by 
 one the sorrows of his life had been taken 
 away, and now he seemed endowed with 
 every blessing ; a mother, sister, love, 
 friends, wealth, and birth were all bestowed 
 upon him by the munificent hand of the 
 Giver of good. He acknowledged it all with 
 solemn gratitude, and in the true piety of 
 his nature prayed for humility, lest his pros- 
 perity should cause him to forget the sad 
 discipline of his life. 
 
 There was a festa at the Sacre Cceur, and 
 Guido had promised the Superior to sing 
 the vespers. Lady Dinsmore and Constance 
 were there, and before the altar knelt Filo- 
 mena, apparently praying devoutly, but at 
 the same time glancing anxiously at the 
 private door which led from the chapel to 
 the convent. All the nuns had entered, and 
 were kneeling in their respective places, 
 their black-veiled heads bowed over their 
 rosaries. The altar-boy was lighting the 
 candles around the altar, and the officiating 
 priest, in his robes of lace and gold-embroi- 
 dered stole, was muttering in an indistinct 
 voice the prayers. It was an hour before 
 A ve Maria, and the golden sunlight fell in 
 long, slanting rays through the pictured 
 windows of the little chapel, turning into 
 dusky gold the branched candlesticks of the 
 altar. All was silence, save the murmuring 
 of the priest, the tinkling of the swinging 
 censer, and the low solemn tones of the 
 organ. 
 
 Filomena's face lighted as the door softly 
 opened and Moca entered, leaning on the 
 arm of Sister Agatha. Her face was as 
 ghastly pale as ever, but her lips had lost j 
 their hard expression, and her eyes their j 
 wild, restless stare. She knelt between j 
 
 her mother and Sister Agatha at the altar, 
 and, burying her face in her hands, re- 
 mained as motionless as a statue. 
 
 The little chapel was filled with the sweet- 
 est harmony as Guido sang. The streams of 
 sunlight grew dusky and faint. The white 
 cloud of incense rose and floated away into 
 the arched roof, like the soft flutter of an an- 
 gel's wing. The face of the marble Madon- 
 na beamed with infinite love as she bent 
 over the sleeping child in her arms. The 
 wounds of the crucified Christ Deemed to 
 bleed afresh, and the tears to flow down his 
 worn face. All was pity, tenderness, and 
 calm. The twilight hour, the exquisite mu- 
 sic, and the solemn silence of each kneeling 
 worshipper, were a spell of peace that could 
 not fail to soothe and calm the restless heart 
 of the mourner. Gradually the dark cloud 
 that had enshrouded her so long rose and 
 floated away, and she saw the blue heavens 
 pierced with angel faces, which all smiled 
 compassion and pity upon her. And one 
 who bore the likeness of him she had loved 
 on earth stretched out his arms, seeming to 
 draw her up even to the throne of Him who 
 sitteth in the heavens. 
 
 Sister Agatha saw a smile of almost ecs- 
 tasy pass over her face, as she clasped her 
 hands and raised her eyes to the pictured 
 Christ bending above her, and Filomena, 
 who was watching her, knew that her child 
 was saved. The consolation of her holy re- 
 ligion, and the power of music, blessed by 
 God, had exorcised the dark spirit, as when 
 the youthful David touched his harp and 
 sang before Saul. 
 
 CHAPTER XLIII. 
 
 UNDER THE LIGHT OF STARS. 
 
 " YTOU are not well this evening, Helen," 
 JL said Mr. Carnegie to Mrs. Tremaine, 
 who was waiting in the drawing-room for 
 the carriage. She looked exquisitely love- 
 ly as she stood, the toe of her satin slipper 
 on the fender, and her round white arm 
 resting on the velvet cover of the mantel- 
 piece. Her dress, the most delicate shade of 
 Rembrandt green, set off to advantage her 
 golden hair and fair complexion. 
 
 As Mr. Carnegie looked at her in undis- 
 guised admiration, perhaps the regret that a 
 thing so lovely must fade caused his remark 
 respecting her health. " You dear silly 
 goose," she said, lightly tapping his cheek 
 with her fan, " why .do you think I am not 
 well? I was never in better health and 
 spirits in my life." 
 
 ' 1 hope you speak the truth, Helen." he 
 replied gravely, u but that strange white- 
 ness around your mouth, and thote fitful red
 
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 spots on your cheeks, do not denote health. 
 1 think the excitement of the winter i- wear- 
 ing you out. I am glad the season is nearly 
 ended, I hope we shall be quieter after it." 
 
 " Yes, I hope so," she replied in a low 
 voice, pressing her hand to her side, for a 
 sharp spasm almost wrenched a cry from her 
 lips. 
 
 The servant announced the carriage and, 
 a moment after, Constance and Madame 
 Landel entered the room, b5th in evening 
 dress. They were going to a ball at the Tor- 
 Ionia Palace, the crowning magnificence 
 of the season. Lady Dinsmore, since the 
 discovery of her son, as she was anxious to 
 present him to the best society, accepted in- 
 vitations where she had declined before. It 
 was an evening of triumph for Guido, for 
 among the many distinguished guests none 
 received more nattering attention. His 
 youth and talents, connected with his sin- 
 gular and romantic history, excited in the 
 minds of all a lively interest. The Mrs. 
 Pari by clique were not admitted to this re- 
 chei'c/tc assembly, so there were few to make 
 envious and malicious remarks. His old 
 iriend and patron, Cardinal Catrucci, was 
 present, and his congratulations were most 
 sincere and cordial. " I always thought the 
 dear boy was made of something more than 
 common clay," he said to Lady Dinsmore, 
 in reply to her almost tearful thanks for 
 the interest he had taken in her son. 
 
 And Constance commanded a due share 
 of admiration, principally for her beauty and 
 grace, but also for her unselfish loyal love, 
 that had accepted the young man when he 
 had nothing to recommend him but his no- 
 ble, gentle character. " What a beautifiil 
 proof of love ! " many said admiringly, " and 
 how justly her devotion is rewarded ! " Con- 
 stance would have been happy and contented 
 with her choice if there had been no change 
 in his position ; but I must avow her wo- 
 man's heart throbbed a little with gratified 
 pride when she saw Guido surrounded by 
 the most distinguished persons present. 
 
 Lady Dinsmore seemed to have renewed 
 her youth ; she was smiling, almost brilliant, 
 and Florence trembled anil blushed like an 
 opening rose under the admiring gaze of 
 Fitzhaven, who scarcely lefc her side. 
 
 " What a charming group of youth and 
 beauty ! " said the old Prince Torlonia. 
 " Lady Dinsmore, I congratulate you ; you 
 have under your charge three, of the most 
 lovely Indies in the assembly, different 
 types, but 1 cannot tell which I admire 
 most." 
 
 "Thanks," said Lady Dinsmore, smiling, 
 "I call them all my children, and I canuol. 
 tell which I love best." 
 
 ' Ilri;>;>y children, to be blessed with such 
 a mot'u'i," he replied, bowing gallantly as 
 ..e,d away. 
 
 16 
 
 Scarcely had Mrs. Tremainc entered the 
 ball-room when the Prince Conti was at her 
 side, card in hand, soliciting for a wait/.. 
 
 ' You must excuse me," she said, de- 
 cidedly, but sweetly, while ^he clunj, to .Mr. 
 Carnegie's arm. " I shall only waltz once 
 this evening, and with but one person." 
 
 " Then a quadrille ? " he continued, ea- 
 gerly. 
 
 " I am already engaged to the Duke of 
 Fitzhaven for the single quadrille 1 shall 
 dance." 
 
 His brow lowered, and he bit his lip as he 
 turned away without a word. 
 
 "Why did you not dance with him ju-t 
 once, Helen? "said Mr. Carnegie. "The 
 refusal seemed a little singular ; I think it 
 would be more politic to dance with him 
 once." 
 
 "If I dance with him at all, I shall dance 
 with him more than once," she replied, rais- 
 ing her truthful eyes to his face. ' Pray, do 
 not question my decision. Believe me, it is 
 best." 
 
 He said nothing, but sighed heavily, look- 
 ing after her, and sighing again and a'j;ain, 
 as Fitzhaven led her away for the quadrille 
 she had promised him. Then he went to 
 seek Florence, to whom he was engaged for 
 the same dance. 
 
 "Leave me alone for a moment," said 
 Mrs. Tremaine, as Fitzhaven, after the qua- 
 drille, led her to a seat in an alcove, where a 
 large window opened on a balcony. " Let 
 me sit here and dream a little ; it is so cool 
 and refreshing." 
 
 " Just as you wish," he replied. " I am 
 engaged to Miss Wilbreham for the next 
 dance ; after that I will bring her to you." 
 
 So he went oft' gayly to find Constance, 
 and Mrs. Tremaine, glancing around to see 
 that no one observed her, stepped out <m the 
 balcony, and, leaning over the stone balus- 
 trade, looked down into the r.-xe-^irdeu 
 below. It was a moonless ni^ht, but the 
 heavens were radiant with the liuht of stars. 
 The heavy air lay in a level calm around 
 her; nature seemed reposing in a languid 
 sort of swoon, faint and oppressed v.-'nh the 
 odor that Flora showered from her open 
 hand. The sad, silent city was slir.nl), -ring 
 beneath her, like an aged, exha^'ed mourn- 
 er, who composes her limbs and f;>l.! 
 weeds about her, sleepin r, as she had 
 slept for centuries, pnlsele-s. p:^ e.nle^s, 
 ;<n 1 serene. The music floated out on the. 
 perfumed air; the s:>und of r-vehy, the 
 merry voices, the Ihht ! '! as 
 
 sumed strange weird tones (! 
 scarcely human to her morbid mind. She 
 th uuh't, " They are likj the mocking voices 
 of fiends." 
 
 A demon stirred the lu-ivy air, ami b 
 serpent-like in her ear, " <> 'he ' 
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 not that each gay reveller is but a ghastly 
 skeleton ; that youth, beauty, and mirth are 
 but the masks men wear ; that under the 
 smiling exterior is the heart filled with 
 hot and seething passions, envy, malice, 
 hate, revenge, falsehood, deceit, and incon- 
 stancy ; that life is but a mad masquerade, 
 that will end suddenly when the great bell 
 of doomsday sounds, and in the presence 
 of the stern Judge every passion of the 
 human heart shall be laid bare, every secret 
 of the soul exposed to the searching white 
 light of eternity ? " 
 
 Thoughts like these rolled and surged 
 through her brain until she clasped her 
 hands to her head, and murmured, " O my 
 God ! I believe madness is coming upon me. 
 Above the excitement, the pomp and fashion 
 of life, these dark thoughts ever assert them- 
 selves. O, it is true when we drive from 
 our hearts the angels of love and peace, 
 demons take possession of the empty cham- 
 bers, holding mad revels that waste and 
 destroy the frail tenant ! " She pressed 
 her hand with a gesture of agony over her 
 heart, and raised her eyes as if to draw pity 
 from the silent stars. 
 
 At that moment a man stepped out of a 
 door at the farther end of the balcony. It 
 was the Prince Conti. In spite of the dark- 
 ness he recognized her instantly,and, coming 
 toward her, said, with eager joy in his voice, 
 " At last I have found you alone. All the 
 saints be praised for this opportunity 1 " 
 
 She did not reply, but, sweeping back her 
 robes with an imperious motion, and raising 
 her head haughtily, she turned to enter the 
 ball-room. 
 
 " For God's sake, Helen, stop a moment, 
 I have much to say to you ! " he cried, in a 
 suppressed voice, seizing her hand. 
 
 " What can the Prince Conti have to say 
 to me ? " she inquired, in a tone that con- 
 tained not an inflection of tenderness, 
 calm, clear, and cutting, as the light of the 
 moon reflected from an icicle. 
 
 " What can I have to say to you ? what 
 can a heart mad with passionate love have 
 to say to the object of its adoration ? " 
 
 " Oh ! " she answered, with a little scorn- 
 ful laugh. " But the same old story you re- 
 peated long, long ago. It has lost its interest, 
 because it contains nothing original, nothing 
 new." 
 
 He looked at her a moment in mute aston- 
 ishment. " Madre di Dw, can this be the 
 woman who less than a year ago told me 
 she loved me ? " 
 
 " The very same," she replied, lightly. 
 
 " Helen Tremaine, do you dare to trifle 
 so with me ? " Coming nearer, he grasped 
 her arm with a force and passion that left 
 the imprint of his fingers on her white flesh. 
 
 She drew herself away with a look that 
 made him tremble. Her mouth quivered, 
 
 and something like tears started to her eye$ 
 as she cried in a voice filled with the strengtk 
 of scorn, "Love is not won by brutality, 
 neither is respect ! Prince Conti, nearly a 
 year ago I told you all was over between us 
 forever; and when I spoke those words, I 
 spoke them with the truth of one standing 
 in the presence of God. They admit of no 
 change, no equivocation ; they are as final, 
 as irrevocable, as the sound of the trumpet 
 at doomsday. They were not words spoken 
 from lip to lip, but from soul to soul. If 
 you have not understocd them, it is because 
 there is no germ of truth in your nature ; I 
 told you I loved you then, I did love you 
 then, but but I love you no more." She 
 stopped; her voice was cut cff suddenly, as 
 suddenly as a thunderbolt descends from the 
 sky ; the words seemed to cleave the air 
 around her, and die in the essence of siler.ee. 
 Neither spoke for a moment, but each stood 
 looking into the face of the other, demons 
 struggling in the forms of angels. 
 
 " And you love me no more V " he srid at 
 last, in a voice of mingled scorn, grief, and 
 incredulity. 
 
 " I love you no more," she replied between 
 her set teeth, with a sort of gasp that ended 
 in a sob. 
 
 " O fair and false, you lied to me ! You 
 never loved me." 
 
 She grasped the railing a moment for sup- 
 port as she replied, in a voice that seemed to 
 be sinking lower and lower, " I thought I 
 did ; do not reproach me, 1 thought I did." 
 
 " Curse you ! " he cried, with smothered 
 wrath. " You are all false. Curse you again 
 and again ! " 
 
 ^Fcr a moment she forgot herself. Spring- 
 ing forward, she clasped his hands, crying, 
 " O Ortensio, do not say that ! it is too ter- 
 rible." 
 
 All the fierce passion of his nature was 
 aroused withim him, and, flinging off her 
 hands, he hissed out, " Try no more of 
 your blandishments en me. There are 
 others, who do not know you, to be your 
 victims. You have played with me, and 
 now you fling me away like a ruined toy." 
 
 A strange expression passed over her 
 face. She folded her arms and drew herself 
 up to her most queenly height, and h oking at 
 him with a little light laugh, she said, "Why 
 do you blame me that I have taken the initi- 
 ative in my own hands ? If I had not de- 
 ceived you, you would have deceived me, 
 n'est-ce pas, mon ami ? Rather admire me 
 that I was clever enough to be so good an 
 actor." 
 
 All the passion faded cut of his face. He 
 stepped away from her and regarded her 
 a moment with something like contempt. 
 Then he said in a voice a? calm and clear as 
 hers, " Is it possible you are Helen Tre- 
 maSne, the woman who less than a year a^o
 
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 clung to my breast, and spoke to me in 
 words sweet, pure, and tender as an angel's, 
 words that lifted my heart for a moment 
 from the baseness of earth to the truth and 
 holiness of heaven, words that have ever 
 since sounded in my ears as the prayers my 
 mother breathed over my cradle, words 
 that mado me believe there were truth and 
 purity in the heart of a woman ? And they 
 were false ? and all that scene was but 
 acting ? I had enshrined you in my heart 
 as the most noble, as well as the most beau- 
 tiful. Why, why have you undeceived me ? 
 You have done yourself an irreparable in- 
 jury, for I now despise what I have wor- 
 shipped." For a moment he covered his 
 face with his hands, and something like a 
 sob burst from his full heart. Then he 
 raised his head, his eyes gleaming like 
 fire, and shaking his hands menacingly at 
 her, he cried, " O woman, beware how you 
 kindle this hell of passion in the heart of a 
 man, and then strive to extinguish it by : 
 falsehood and scorn ! Your day of punish- j 
 ment will come when there will be none to ! 
 listen to the cries of your needy soul. I j 
 despise you as much as I once loved you, ! 
 and 1 never wish to behold you again." 
 
 With a last glance of mingled scorn and 
 anger, he turned and strode away. 
 
 She stepped forward, reached out her j 
 arm?, and tried to speak his name, but her i 
 lips refused to utter any sound. Then I 
 her arms fell, her head drooped heavily on | 
 her breast ; she seemed to collapse, to sink ; 
 together, as one suddenly smitten with old j 
 age. Some one spoke her name, but the 
 voice sounded far away ; a supporting arm j 
 was placed around her just in time to pre- : 
 vent her falling. And fainting, for the first 
 time in her life, she sank senseless on Mr. 
 Carnegie's breast. 
 
 " Helen is not well ! I shall take her 
 home," he said to Lady Dinsmore a half- 
 hour later. " But do not hurry Miss Wil- 
 breham on her account. She only needs 
 rest and sleep." 
 
 " It is very late, and we shall all go as ?oon 
 as that madcap finishes her dance," she re- 
 plied, glancing at Florence, who was floating 
 like a zephyr on the arm of Fitzhaven. 
 
 The tiny clock on Mrs. Tremr.ine's mantel- 
 piece struck the hour of three as some one 
 tapped at her door. It was Constance, who 
 had just returned from the ball, and could 
 not retire until she knew if Helen was 
 better. " If she sleeps I will not awaken 
 her," she thought, as she knocked again 
 softly. There was no answer. Tho light 
 was still burning. She tried the door; it 
 was not locked. Slie opened it and went 
 in. Helen sat huddled up in an arm-chair, 
 still in her baH-dre^, her arms folded on 
 ! bent forward so as to 
 Cjn^tance went to her i 
 
 and put her hand on her shoulder before she 
 seemed aware that any DUO was in the n,o:n. 
 Then she- started and" rai-cd a far.- - 
 gard and worn with suffering -that hrrlricud 
 cried in astonishment, " O Helen, what is 
 it ? what has happened ? " 
 
 " Enough," she replied, in a hard, cold 
 voice. " lie despises me, and that is enough 
 to madden me." 
 
 " Who despises you ? " 
 
 " Who ? " she repeated bitterly. " There is 
 but one person in the world whose scorn or 
 contempt would matter aught to me. O Or- 
 tensio, why, why did I dcciive you ? 1 love 
 you, I have always loved you, and yet I told 
 you a cruel, deliberate falsehood." Sh; 
 ed up and commenced pacing hurriedly back 
 and forth, her hands clasped over her fore- 
 head and the red spot burning on her cheek. 
 
 Then, pausing before Constance, she laid 
 a hot hand on hers and said, ' I am con- 
 suming with fever. My brain is on fire. I 
 am mad, and yet I cannot die. O, I 
 thought my heart would break before this 
 sacrifice was required of me ! I thought 
 God would mercifully heal me with dralh. 
 
 Constance, to-night I stood alone with 
 him under the light of the stars, with none 
 but the stern eye of God upon me ; and I 
 would have given all the future years of my 
 life to have laid my head upon his breast for 
 a moment and heard him say ' darling ' as 
 he once paid it. Yet coldly and scornfully 
 
 1 looked him in the face, and told him I no 
 longer loved him. But I did it torlii> sake. 
 I knew how he suffered, and I thought if I 
 taught him to despise me he would cease to 
 love me. I tried to cure one wound by in- 
 flicting another. But I fear by doing it I 
 have driven myself to madness. J can be a 
 hypocrite no longer. Let the world know I 
 am dying of a broken heart. Helen Tre- 
 maine is no more; in her s(. ad is but a 
 shadow, a cold, lifeless shadow. I shall 
 never smile a<jain until I smile in the fare of 
 death. O Ortensio 1 the memory of your 
 curse, your scorn, your contempt, will haunt 
 me day and night. It will follow me beyond 
 the gate of time, and I shall hear it even 
 above the roar of the dark river. There is 
 nothing in Ufa or death for me. Poor body, 
 poor soul, drift where thou wilt ! 
 
 " Go, Constance," she said, " leave me 
 alone; you but intrude upon my sorrow; 
 you are happy, and there is no sympathy 
 u joy and suffering: go to ; our bed, 
 to your sweet dreams of love aiid happi- 
 ness." 
 
 " Poor Helen, dear friend," said Con- 
 stance, clamping her in her arm.*, " I love 
 you as a si-tor, we nil love you; try and 
 this fatal passion, and be hupp; 
 ho worship you." 
 
 "The worship of a thousand hearts is 
 nothing ; I would rather have one smile from
 
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 him now than the adoration of the whole 
 world." 
 
 Constance glanced back at her as she left 
 the room ; with her dishevelled hair, crushed 
 dress, swollen eyes, and pale, despairing 
 face, she. did indeed seem another person 
 than the Helen Tremaine who had left her 
 room a few hours before in the flush and 
 glory of her beauty. 
 
 CHAPTER XLIV. 
 
 SHE SMILED IN THE FACE OF DEATH. 
 
 T^IIE next morning Mr. Carnegie called to 
 inquire after Helen's health. Pie found 
 Constance in the drawing-room, and she 
 came forward to meet him with a troubled 
 face. 
 
 " How is Helen this morning ? " he in- 
 quired, anxiously. 
 
 " O Mr. Carnegie, I am very unhappy 
 about her ; she has not left her room, and 
 she refuses to see any one." 
 
 "Perhaps she will see me," he said, ring- 
 ing the bell. He gave his message to the' 
 servant, and in a few moments she returned, 
 saying the Signora would see Mr. Carnegie 
 if he would wait. He paced the room ner- 
 vously, glancing from time to time out of the 
 window, or exchanging a few words with 
 Constance on ordinary subjects; neither 
 referred to Helen again. In a half-hour she 
 entered, scarcely noticing Mr. Carnegie or 
 Constance. She passed by them, walked 
 straight to the window, and stood silently 
 looking out. There was something in her 
 appearance that startled them both, and 
 they exchanged uneasy glances as they 
 looked at her. Dressed in black, her masses 
 ot golden. hair tied carelessly back with a 
 black velvet band, from the contrast she 
 seemed clear and colorless as carved alabas- 
 ter; around her eyes were heavy shadows, 
 and her white, firmly closed lips told of the 
 mental struggle going on within. Constance 
 left the room, saying softly to Mr. Carnegie 
 as she went, " I am sure she will listen to 
 you ; try to comfort her." 
 
 Helen still stood looking perseveringly out 
 of the window. It was not a pleasant scene ; 
 the rain fell heavily, and Rome, on a rainy 
 day ; is most depressing. The sharp gusts of 
 wind drove around the corners of the streets 
 and the few pedestrians who were exposed 
 to its force folded their cloaks about them, 
 and bent their heads as they labored along. 
 Although her wide-open eyes seemed to be 
 taking in everything without, actually she 
 saw nothing ; and if one had asked her if 
 the dr-.y was dull or pleasant, she could not 
 I old. Her mind was filled, absorbed, 
 with that one terrible thought. A thousand 
 
 times since she had uttered that falsehood, 
 since she had perjured her soul, she had re- 
 gretted it bitterly ; she had even wished her 
 tongue had been palsied before she had said 
 the fatal words that had taught him to de- 
 spise her. She seemed to be unconscious of 
 Mr. Carnegie's presence, and he spoke twice 
 to her before she turned sharply upon him 
 with an angry " Why do you trouble me ? 
 Cannot you see I am occupied with my own 
 thoughts ? " 
 
 " i do not wish to annoy you, Helen ; you 
 said you would see me, and I hoped you 
 might need me in your trouble," he replied, 
 almost humbly. 
 
 " In my trouble ! what trouble ? Ah, I 
 forgot ; you played the spy last night, and 
 listened to my conversation. It was an im- 
 pertinent, cowardly act," she continued, with 
 fierce anger ; " but don't think I meant what 
 I said when I told him I did not love him ; 
 no, for at this moment I love him a thousand 
 times better than before." 
 
 " O Helen, why do you misjudge me? 
 You know me incapable of acting the spy. 
 Fitzhaven told me you were there alone, 
 and I stepped upon the balcony just at the 
 moment when the Pri:;ce turned away." He 
 spoke sorrowfully and reproachfully ; but in- 
 stead of soothing her excitement it seemed 
 to increase it, for she went on in a hard, al- 
 most insolent tone, " I do not believe you. 
 You presume upon the right our engage- 
 ment gives you to follow me and listen to 
 me ; but I hope you understand me when I 
 say the words 1 addressed to the Prince 
 Conti were not true ; they were utterly 
 false, as false as all my life has been, as 
 false as the words I repeated to you when I 
 said I would be your wife, and that I hoped 
 in time to come to love you. When I said it 
 I knew I was lying ; I knew I could never 
 love you, never. It was a farce, but it is 
 now played to the end and finished, and the 
 time has come when I must tell you so. I 
 know you will despise me ; I do not care 
 what your opinion of me is ; since he hates 
 and scorns me, I wish all the world to do 
 the same. I never loved you, I never could 
 love you ; and more, I never intended to be 
 your wife ! " 
 
 " O Helen," he interrupted, " why did 
 you say you would be my wife ? It was un- 
 necessary ; I would have been your friend 
 always, and I had determined to trouble you 
 no more with my entreaties." 
 
 " I feared myself, I feared I was not strong 
 enough to keep the resolve I had made. I 
 thought my engagement to you would be a 
 restraint and a protection. But I never be- 
 lieved the sacrifice would be required of me," 
 she said, drawing near him, and fixing her 
 eyes on him with a strange solemnity. ' I 
 did not think I should live to be your vrife. 
 I hoped to die before the year had expired,
 
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 and then you never would have discovered 
 my deception. For a long time I have suf- 
 feivd much here," pressing her hand to 
 her heart. " A year ago 1 consulted a phy- 
 sician, and he told me I could not live 
 long; he deceived me. I thought to have 
 gone before, but I am still here. Now let 
 me make a clean breast of it, and then we 
 will part, you with deep scorn and con- 
 tempt for me, and I freed from a vow 
 that has pressed heavily upon me ever since 
 I made it. It is useless to wait, to hope ; I 
 shall never be your wife, never. The 
 thought of it turns my friendship, my liking, 
 for you into positive hate. O, how expedi- 
 ency and deception have blighted my life ! It 
 has all been a falsehood from the beginning," 
 she cried in tones of sharp anguish. " I hate 
 the world, but I hate myself more. And if 
 you do not leave me, I know I shall hate you 
 also." 
 
 A flush of wounded pride passed over the 
 face of Mr. Carnegie as he turned away 
 from her, but he said nevertheless, very gen- 
 tly, "Helen, it is not necessary to tell me 
 this so cruelly. I have always told you I 
 should be to you only what you wished. If 
 you have no further need of my friendship, 
 my kindness, I will cease to afflict you with 
 my presence." He had reached the door, 
 but he turned to look at her again, as he 
 thought for the last time. Perhaps some- 
 thing in his face, or the thought that she 
 was losing forever her bast friend, caused a 
 sudden revulsion of feeling. Springing for- 
 ward, and throwing herself almost prone, and 
 clasping his feet, she raised her eyes, wild 
 with an agony of entreaty, crying, " Do not, 
 do not leave me ! I have no friend but you. 
 O, have pity on me! I was mad! Forgive 
 me, I was mail to speak such cruel words ! " 
 
 " My poor child," he said, in a voice broken 
 with emotion, as he raised her from her pros- 
 trate position, "I implore you to be calm. 
 " Do not think of me, think only of yourself. 
 It is unnecessary for me to tell you what I 
 have repeated so many times. I am your 
 friend through everything. Do with me as 
 you will, I am always the same." 
 
 " But you understand I can never marry 
 you," she moaned. 
 
 " Yes, yes, I understand it. I do not ask it. 
 I do not wish it if your feelings oppose 
 it. We will say no more about it." 
 
 He led her to a sofa, gravely and kindly, 
 as though there was no wound in his heart. 
 
 " Rest here," he said, " and calm yourself 
 by thinking of the peace and repose that 
 await us all after the agony of life." 
 
 He drew a chair near her, and, taking her 
 trembling hands in his, he held them gently 
 and firmly ; neither spoke. She lay quiet 
 with her eyes closed. Gradually her con- 
 vulsive moans died into silence, the lips 
 ceased to quiver, and she slept from ex- 
 
 haustion. Then, looking at her long and 
 | tenderly, his eyes dim with tears, Li 
 heaving with suppressed sobs, In- t. 
 with his lips one of the golden < 
 < quietly left the room. 
 
 Jt was a glorious morning in Man 1 
 j dozens of carriages were passing out <if the. 
 I Porta San Sebasiiano to the meet near the 
 i tomb of Cecilia Metella. The pn ater | art 
 of the occupants of the c ere in 
 
 their riding-dresses, and near thim cantered 
 the grooms with their hones. (Jentli n:i-n 
 : in top-boots and red coats talked <:ayly to 
 fair girls with sparkling eyes, white 
 lets, and jewelled whips. Conspicuous 
 the horses waiting for their fair bifrtJens 
 j was a superb black English hunter, that 
 | pranced and pawed, impatient under the 
 restraining hand of the groom. Fitzhawn 
 had sent to Scotland for this splendid crea- 
 ture as a gift for Florence ; but when he saw 
 the sharp upright ears, small head, and 
 wild eyes of the beast, he decided she was 
 unsafe for a lady to ride. This morning, 
 with a stubborn determination none could 
 resist, Mrs. Tremaine insisted on mounting 
 her. Mr. Carnegie implored, Fitzhaven ad- 
 vised, but she only replied, smiling, ' I am 
 sure of myself. I promise you lean manage 
 her." She never looked more lovely, 
 calmly sat on the prancing, pawing creature, 
 scarcely controlled by the strong hand of 
 the groom, surrounded by a dozen or more 
 of her admirers, who lauded her in the most 
 extravagant terms for her courage and spirit. 
 Excitement had lent a flush to her cheek, 
 that had been paler than marble for many 
 days ; and only a close observer could have 
 detected a restlessness in the glance of her 
 bright eye and a hard, determined expres- 
 sion around her smiling mouth. 
 
 The hounds were away with a whoop and 
 halloo, and swift as lightning, freed from 
 the restraining hand of the groom, the black 
 hunter was off. The Prince Conti, riding 
 by the side of the American heiress, fLulu <1 
 by Helen, and all noticed he did not salute 
 her; but she alone saw the look of cold 
 scorn and contempt that shot frcm his 
 
 Perhaps in all the world there is not more 
 dangerous hunting-ground than the Roman 
 campagna, avast iindtilat ing plain ( ; 
 with almost impenetrable hedges, and 
 intersected with deep ditches. Innumerable 
 ruins of tombs, temples, and aqueducts, 
 partially covered with mounds of earth, 
 weeds, and tangled vines, render the surface 
 deceptive and dangerous ; while unknown 
 and abandoned excavations furni.-h openings 
 and embankments down which the im-us- 
 pecting rider is often plunged headlong. 
 
 There was plenty of game to be brought 
 down. The hunters and hounds were soon 
 scattered in different directions. Mr. Car- 
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 of Helen until she entirely outstripped him 
 and was lost in the distance. 
 
 The Prince Conti, a prey to the most 
 uncomfortable thoughts, soon left the com- 
 pany of the heiress, whom he had only joined 
 to pique Mrs. Tremaine, and, striking his 
 t-purs into his horse, dashed off, he knew 
 not whither. He felt no interest in the hunt. 
 He did not care whether he was in at the 
 death, or whether an animal was brought 
 down or not. So on he rode over miles of 
 country, recklessly and rapidly, objectless 
 and aimless. 
 
 It was about noonday when he found him- 
 self entirely separated from the others. Not 
 a trace of horse or rider, hound or fox. He 
 listened, not the faintest whoop or halloo 
 sounded on his ear. All was silent a?> the 
 ruined tomb near which he stopped. He 
 must have ridden very far, for the dome of 
 St. Peters made but a faint blot on the blue 
 sky, and the tomb of Cecilia Metella was 
 miles and miles behind. 
 
 Perhaps the tranquillity of the scene, the 
 beauty of nature, the solitude and loneliness, 
 touched the not entirely ignoble heart of 
 the man, for his face grew soft and sad as he 
 gazed into the distance, and tears, real tears, 
 dimmed his eyes as he said, " Why did she 
 undeceive me ? Why did she not leave me 
 always to believe her the angel I thought 
 her to be ? There is nothing so cruel as to 
 be rudely awakened from an illusion. She 
 has taught me to doubt all humanity." 
 
 Suddenly on a rising ground before him 
 appsared a rider coming swiftly and surely 
 in his direction. Striking the spurs into his 
 horse, ha sprang forward saying, " My God ! 
 it is a woman, and her horse is unmanagable. 
 Shs has no control over him, and he is 
 making straight for the excavations. Per- 
 haps I can intercept her and avert a ter- 
 rible calamity." 
 
 With his eyes fixed on the advancing rid- 
 er, he dashed toward her. A moment after 
 he grew livid as death, and a cry burst from 
 his lips: " Madre di Dio, it is she; I will 
 save her, or die with her." 
 
 Yes, it was she, Helen Tremaine. A calm 
 white face, back from which streamed rays 
 of golden hair, eyes lit up with a sort of rap- 
 turous enthusiasm, lips which smiled the di- 
 vinest smile he had ever seen, small hands 
 grasping tightly the bridle, a slight upright 
 figure firmly seated, a flying horse with eyes 
 of fire and distended nostrils, shot by him 
 straight and swift as an arrow from a bow. 
 He ma<!e one desperate effort to throw him- 
 self before the animal, to grasp the bridle, 
 but it was ineffectual. He saw her pass 
 straight on to certain destruction. But as 
 the passed she smiled a loving, tender smile. 
 Although she was face to face with death, 
 sho had smiled on him again, and that was 
 enough. With a terrible cry of grief he 
 
 turned and flew after her. He remembered 
 calling out to her in passionate tones , of 
 warning her of the danger ; of imploring her 
 to save herself ; and that even while he spoke 
 both horse and rider had disappeared down 
 the embankment into the excavation be- 
 low. 
 
 When he reached her she was leaning 
 against a broken column, her hand pressed 
 to her heart, gasping as one in the last strug- 
 gle. 
 
 On her face were the unmistakable signs 
 of death, yet around her sweet lips still lin- 
 gered the divine smile. 
 
 " O my darling ! " he cried, kneeling be- 
 side her, and taking her head on his breast, 
 " tell me, where are you hurt ? '' 
 
 " I am not hurt," she gasped, " I am 
 healed. Cannot you see I am healed ? " 
 
 Then, nestling closer to him, and laying 
 her hand against his cheek with a caressing 
 touch, she said, " You know now, darling, 
 do you not ? that when I said I loved you 
 no more it was an untruth. I loved you then 
 as I always loved you, as I love you now. I 
 said those words for your sake, because I 
 thought if you despised me you would cease 
 to suffer ; but it broke my heart, Ortensio." 
 
 He could not reply because of his sobs. 
 
 Her little soft hand strayed over his face, 
 and she murmured, " I am happy, so happy ! 
 You will think of me sometimes, darling ? " 
 Turning her face to his breast, with a sud- 
 den strength she clasped her hands around 
 his neck. He held her thus close to his 
 heart, and with mingled sobs and prayers 
 implcred her forgiveness. 
 
 How long she lay in that last embrace he 
 never knew. When he looked into her face 
 the blue eyes were still open, the sweet lips 
 still smiled, but the spirit had passed away 
 forever. 
 
 Hours after, one of the huntsmen, who had 
 ridden far from the others, peered curiously 
 down this abandoned excavation, and saw 
 there, on a green mound by a broken col- 
 umn, the Prince Conti bending in a sort of 
 stupor over the inanimate form, the dead 
 face, of lovely Helen Tremaine. 
 
 CHAPTER XLV. 
 
 HELMSFORD HALL. 
 
 TWO years ago, I, the writer of this little 
 history woven of so many threads, re- 
 turned to England after an absence of some 
 years. Among the letters awaiting my ar- 
 rival was one from Lady Dinsmore, inviting 
 me to Helmsford, to celebrate the anniver- 
 sary of the marriage of her daughter to the 
 Duke of Fitzhaven. This invitation I glad- 
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 little of the characters that had interested 
 me so much some years before. 
 
 It was near the close of a delightful June 
 day that I arrived at the Helmslbrd station. 
 I had scarcely touched the platform when I 
 was clasped in the warm embrace of (iuido. 
 now the perfect type of a handsome English 
 country gentleman. 
 
 " Come," he said, " the servants will at- 
 tend to your luggage, my mother and Con- 
 stant, aiv impatient to see you." He led 
 me to a handsome trap, I seated myself, the 
 groom sprang up behind, and Guido, tak- 
 ing the reins, drove swiftly toward Helins- 
 ford. 
 
 I was interested, as well as pleased, to 
 notice the. respect and evident affection 
 with which the tenantry greeted this young 
 man, as we. passed over the estate lying 
 between the station and the Hall. Although 
 he was not a Vandeleur, he seemed to have 
 found a warm place in their hearts. 
 
 Twenty years before, I had visited IL.-hns- 
 ford with poor Richard Vandeleur, then 
 fre*h from college, with all a boy's ardent 
 hopes for the future. I had loved him well, 
 and tears dimmed my eyes as I thought of 
 him, with all those hopes unfulfilled, lying 
 in his silent grave, and a stranger occupying 
 his place. 
 
 As we drove up the avenue I felt a little 
 saddened by these th visits, but when I saw 
 the charming group that awaited me on the 
 terrace, old memories vanished, and I was 
 prepared to enjoy the present. 
 
 There w.is Lady Dinsmore looking scarce- 
 ly a day older than she did eight years 
 before, when she toll me with tears of joy 
 that she ha I discovered her son, and the 
 singular history of the deception that had 
 been practised upon her. By her side stood 
 Constance, a little more matronly, but love- 
 lier, if possible, than in her girlhood. Near 
 them Fitzhaven and Florence, a merry, come- 
 ly couple, and a little behind, arranged, as 
 Florence said, like the tableau of a play, 
 stool Ma lame Lan lei, and by her side a 
 pale mournful woman, dressed in wi low's 
 weeds, with the most glorious eyes I had 
 ever seen, lidding by the hand a lovely boy 
 of three years. The woman was Mona, and 
 the little boy was (inid /s son, whom they 
 brought forward an I pre~entel as Richard 
 Vandeleur. Quid > caught him up in his 
 arms with the fondest look I have ever seen 
 in a father's fice. " Ts he not a fine boy ? 
 lie is Vandeleur of Ilelmsford, and I think 
 he will be a worthy representative of the 
 family. All the people idolize him, they 
 always call him Vandeleur. In fact, I think 
 they forget he has any other name." 
 
 After dinner, when we all sat on the ter- 
 race, Guido, Fitzhaven, and myself smoking 
 our fine Havanas, the conversation naturally 
 turned to the old days. 
 
 '' Tell me first," I said, " what has become 
 of Mr. Carin 
 
 ' We- invited him here for a month," re- 
 plied Lady Dinsmore, "but he did not 
 accept. He has lived almost the !!; 
 recluse at Carnegie Hall, ever MHCC the 
 death of dear Helen. Did you know that 
 none of the ph\M< ian-. believed her death 
 to be caused by her fall? There was ]: 
 of an injury either internal or external." 
 
 "Indeed," 1 replied, " 1 am astonished. I 
 thought she was killed almost in-tantly bv 
 being thrown from her ho 
 
 "No; the doctors have decided that slie 
 died of heart-di:-easc, from which she had 
 suffered for some time, unknown to any of 
 her friends. Of course, the iear and excite- 
 ment of the moment caused the sudden and 
 fatal result." 
 
 ' We have all mourned deeply for her," 
 said Constance. " In spite of her wayward- 
 ness, she was very sweet and noble, and I 
 loved her as a sister." 
 
 " You saw the monument Mr. Carnegie 
 hr.s erected to her memory at Came^ie 
 Hall, did you not, Fitz ? " inquired Florence 
 of her husband. 
 
 " Yes. dear, and there is not a more 
 beautiful thing in all Scotland. It was made 
 in Italy at an immense cost, they say, the 
 half of his fortune. With the consent of her 
 mother she was buried at Carnegie, and he 
 spends his lime, poor heart-broken man! 
 watching over the remains of her he wor- 
 shipped. It is said he has a room n 
 ever enters filled with her portraits that he 
 has painted from memory. lie never leaves 
 Carnegie Hall. All he loves is there. He 
 told me nothing would induce him to vi.-it 
 Rome. He set-ins to have a horror of it and 
 all connected with it. Madame de Marc 
 and Helen's mother and sisters spend some 
 part of every year with him. He is much 
 attached to her family, and has dowered two 
 of her sisters handsomely, and man led them 
 to young Scotch m hies. The fn>t daughter 
 of the eldest is (ailed Helen, and Mie will 
 be his heiress, without doubt." 
 
 " And the Prince Conti, he mourned 
 deeply for her, did he not ? " 
 
 "O yes, indeed he did." replied Lady 
 Dinsmore. " For a long' time after her death 
 he remained in a sort of Mupor : hi- friends 
 feared for his reason. However, he travelled 
 two or three years, and when he returned 
 home he was more cheerful, although he has 
 never been quite the same. Two years ago 
 we spent the winter in Rome, and 1 
 among the first to call upon us. He was 
 dressed in deep mourning, which lie says he 
 shall always wear, and scarcely spoke on 
 any other subject beside his sonow lor lei- 
 loss, lie told me that shortly sifter her 
 death one of his family left him a sm.dl 
 fortune, by which means he hud regained
 
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 two of his palaces and the most of his family 
 jewels ; but he added, with the dreariest 
 sigh 1 ever heard, ' It came too late to 
 make me happy ; I do not value it, she can- 
 not share it with me.' 1 thought he would 
 neves marry, but some time ago I heard he 
 was engaged to a wealthy Italian countess, 
 a stern, dark woman, some years older than 
 himself, and an exact contrast to our Helen." 
 
 "I have something to tell you," said 
 Guido, laying his hand on my shoulder. 
 " Last summer we had the honor of enter- 
 taining my dear old friend, the Cardinal. 
 He came with his chaplain and servants, 
 and stayed some time. He seemed delighted 
 with everything, but I think he was a little 
 disappointed because I had not converted 
 all the family to the Catholic religion. He 
 consoled himself, however, by thanking the 
 Madonna that I had not turned Protestant 
 through the powerful influence of these 
 charming creatures. We tried to entertain 
 him in the most sumptuous manner possible. 
 It was a great pleasure to me to be able to 
 return even to some small extent his kind- 
 ness of other days." 
 
 " But we were all nearly driven to insanity 
 during his stay," said Florence, laughing 
 heartily at the recollection. '' Our good 
 country people, not being accustomed to the 
 dress of a Roman dignitary, surrounded the 
 carriage of the poor old Cardinal, and stared 
 at him in such a way that we almost died 
 of mortification, and one day he said mass 
 in the little chapel Guido built on the estate 
 for the Irish laborers, and they all came 
 from far and near, as though it were a great 
 spectacle." 
 
 " I think," said Constance, " he regretted 
 more than anything that our baby was to be 
 brought up a Protestant. Dear old gentle- 
 man, I am very fond of him, but I cannot 
 change rny religion to please him. Although 
 I am perfectly contented that Guido is a 
 Catholic, because he has always been one, 
 yet neither of us wishes our baby to be. He 
 is the representative of an English Protes- 
 tant family, and so must follow the religion 
 of his forefathers." 
 
 " We will go to-morrow and see the new 
 school-house my precious mother has built 
 for the poor, and all the other improvements 
 she has made. They worship her as though 
 she ware an angel," said Guido, looking 
 fondly at Lady Dinsmore. 
 
 " I think my people love me," she said, 
 " but they love Guido and Constance equally 
 well. And Mona and our baby are adored 
 because they bear the name of Vandeleur. 
 We live the most of our time here. I prefer 
 
 Helmsford to Dinsmore Castle, Constance 
 is at home in sight of the rectory, and Guido 
 is always happy where we are. Yet we 
 spend most of our winters in Rome, as we 
 cannot be 'entirely separated from Si?ter 
 Agatha, and Mona wishes to be with her 
 mother some of the time, but she will not 
 be parted from our boy for a day. She fan- 
 cies he resembles her dead husband. So we 
 arrange it to please all ; we spend four 
 months in Rome, two at Dinsmore Castle, 
 and the other six here. We are such a 
 happy, contented family now, I can scarcely 
 realize we have all passed through so many 
 vicissitudes and sorrows." 
 
 " What was it I heard the other day in 
 London of a talented singer who gave a 
 concert in Covent Garden to raise funds for 
 a foundling hospital ? " and I glanced at 
 Guido as I spoke. " Also of a new opera 
 that has met with such a success ? All the 
 world is going crazy over it, and the com- 
 poser, they say, enjoys a greater reputation 
 than any celebrity of the day." 
 
 "If there is any merit in anything I do, 
 give Constance the credit," said Guido, with 
 his old sweet smile, as he encircled his wife 
 with his arm, and drew her very near to 
 him, while he pressed his mother's hand 
 tenderly to his lips. " I owe all my success, 
 all my happiness, to these two angels." 
 
 The little Richard was brought around 
 for his good-night kiss, and was sent away 
 in the arms of his nurse, followed by Mona. 
 One by one we fell into silence and happy 
 musing, while we watched the round white 
 moon rise behind the row of tall lindens, 
 touching with silver the spire of the old 
 church, and flooding with soft light the park, 
 garden, and terraces of Helmsford. 
 
 Travellers who have visited Rome, do you 
 remember in a small cabinet of an old 
 
 palace on the Via a picture covered 
 
 with a blue silk curtain, which the custodian 
 sometimes draws aside at the request of a 
 visitor, and reveals the smiling face of a 
 lovely woman ; the slight, elegant form robed 
 in pale blue satin, pearls on her arms and 
 bosom, waves of golden blonde hair, and 
 limpid blue eyes ? 
 
 " Is she not lovely ? " inquires the custo- 
 dian. " It is the portrait of a young Eng- 
 lish lady who was killed some years ago at 
 the hunt." 
 
 Often as the last rays of sunset flood the 
 little cabinet, a grave, handsome man, clad 
 in black, enters, draws back the curtain 
 reverently, and gazes with tear-dimmed 
 eyes long and tenderly on the face of Helen 
 Tremaine. 
 
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