rilRSES OF VARIED LIFE ^'^':'-^1'^ZZ^-^^y/^y'^/^-^/^.>yyyt malkenzje bell THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES FREDERIC THOMAS BLANCHARD ENDOWMENT FUND -^B*lfe ^W ','V'S& .=4iiiy sjV* ^^.^mi^Mj£,^.,jJ§&'W^r.ST.M- (, VERSES OF VARIED LIFE. VERSES OF VARIED LIFE BY H. T. MACKENZIE BELL AUTHOR OF 'the KEEl'ING OF THE VOW." ELLIOT STOCK. 62 PATERNOSTER ROW, E.G. 1882. CONTENTS. MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. I'AGB THE RIVER OF THOUGHT 3 A RALLYING SONG 6 WHISPERING WINDS . 8 HELPFULNESS lO THE SOURCE OF SONG II A STORM SONG I3 A SONG FOR POLAND IN 1 878 1 6 WHAT ALL MAY DO ....... iS WAITING FOR THE DENTIST ...... I9 REWARD OF PARLIAMENTARY DOCILITY .... 22 SONNETS ON THE POWER OF THOUGHT .... 23 SONNET IN MEMORY 2^ DECEMBER DAISIES AND DECEMBER DAYS ... 29 VIOLET 30 HEART ECHOES 36 THE poet's POWERLESSNESS 39 764S11 vi Contents. PAGK THE poet's thoughts 4O THE OMNIPRESENCE OF POETRY 42 FRAGMENT FOR MUSIC 44 AN EVENING LANDSCAPE 47 THE GUERDON OF TRIBULATION NOT INCURRED BY GUILT 48 BY AND BYE 50 THE TRUE TREASURE 51 A mother's SOLILOQUY ON HER NEWLY DEPARTED CHILD 53 A MATIN MELODY 55 LORD, TEACH US HOW TO PRAY 57 ASPIRATIONS 59 EDGAR VANNING,— A SKETCH . 61 VERSES OF TRAVEL. A BISCAYAN SUNSET AFTER SUNSET OFF PAUILLAC, FRANCE , ON A DISTANT PROSPECT OF THE PYRENEES . ON SEEING SOME PYRENEAN WILD ROSES THE SOUTHERN NIGHT A DIRGE OF DECAY LINES, — ON LOOKING UP THE VALE OF BAREGES 91 93 94 96 98 100 102 Contents. Vll FLOWERS FROM LA RAILLiRE TO PONT d'eSPAGNE ON LOOKING UP THE VALE OF CAUTERETS BY NIGHT AT ORTHEZ THE CITY OF THE CID .... THE ESCORIAL TOLEDO IN 1879 LINES ON PASSING THROUGH BADAJOZ . MOONLIGHT ON THE TAGUS . CINTRA IN 1879 VERSES ON A VASE FILLED WITH BEAUTIFUL A LESTfi SUNRISE IN MADEIRA MADEIRA — MOONLIGHT .... AT SANTA CRUZ DE TENERIFE . SUNDAY MORNING OFF MAZAGAN, MOROCCO GIBRALTAR, 1880 GRANADA PALMS BY MOONLIGHT AT ALICANTE A SPOT IN SWITZERLAND LINES SUGGESTED BY SEEING A SMALL GREY STONE ON THE SUMMIT OF THE SIMPLON THE CERTOSA OF PAVIA 104 107 109 IIO "3 n6 119 121 122 124 127 129 131 133 135 138 140 142 143 146 MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. \ MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. THE RIVER OF THOUGHT. The strong River of Thought has an aye- changeful course, Yet for ever it springs from the same changeless source Where God-given Truth in its grandeur doth reign, The regal physician of Man's mental pain. Sometimes in high joyance it glideth along With glamour of music and gladness of song : — While borne on its bosom gay pleasure-boats sail, Rejoicing a while in the light laughing gale. 4 Miscellaneous Pieces. Sometimes like the stream which has sunk under ground, Yet still keeps its course mid the darkness pro- found, Unknown and alone it must hold on its way, Till emerging at length in the full light of day. Sometimes like the mountain's fierce torrent it flows, And all that can hinder its progress o'erthrows ; — Possessing the power of immutable right, And strong in the strength of invincible might. Crass Ignorance surely succumbs to its sway. As boldly it takes its all-conquering way, — While keen-sighted Knowledge appears in its train, The sweetener of pleasure, the soother of pain. Unceasingly hated by many, yet some Unceasingly love it, though oft they are dumb. Yet whatever betides, and wherever it flows, 'Tis the noble who love it, the weak who oppose The River of Thought. 5 Great River of Thought ! our strange world doth not know The evil you check, and the good you bestow : — May Time teach the lesson, 'twill then comprehend How well and how often you prove its true friend. A RALLYING SONG. Doubting, trusting, hoping, fearing, Are we in this world of wrong — Yet whilst o'er Life's ocean steering. Let this be our rallying song — Aye, in sadness And in gladness, Nobly act, in God's strength strong. When oppressed by deep soul-sorrow, Joy departing like a dream, Let us still some brightness borrow From this heart-sustaining theme — Aye, in sadness As in gladness, Nobly act, what e'er may seem. A Rallying Song. When to stain our honour tempted Some ignoble end to buy, From such cowardice exempted Let us resolutely cry — Evil sow not, That it grow not, Nobly act, for God is nigh. For, befall what may, with Conscience Satisfied shall we be blest ; So mid all Life's strange mutations Still this motto must be best — Aye, in sadness And in gladness. Nobly act, and tncst the rest. WHISPERING WINDS. Whispering winds strange musings carry- To our hearts as they sweep by : — Thoughts that often thrilling tarry Though the winds may wailing die. To the sailor, watchful pacing On the deck of ship at sea, Bring they dreams of danger facing, Mid the tempest's mockery. To the exile, hoping, fearing, Wandering on an alien strand, Bring they memories endearing Of his much-loved Father-land. Whispering Winds. To the weary heavy-hearted Often bring they thoughts of peace, Of the peace where, pain departed, Woe and weariness shall cease. Sometimes bring they only sorrow To the stricken in their train, Imaging a dread to-morrow Which will but augment their pain. Bring they unto some new pleasure And each trace of care destroy, While to others yield a measure Of distress that mars their joy. Yet these forms of varied feeling In this feature all agree, That o'er every soul is stealing Thought of an Eternity. HELPFULNESS. Behold a fine tree growing in a field, Apart from any other, and alone, With nothing to preserve it or to shield It from the wind, yet it is ever known To thrive as well as trees whose lot is thrown In sheltered woods, saved from the wintry blast. And first from it in spring is heard the tone Of singing birds ; for, while its branches last, It is a blessing where its lonely lot is cast. How well if often thus with man it were, For surely cheering others on their way Would wondrously relieve our ceaseless care, And dissipate the gloom of Life's drear day, By teaching us that Love will truly pay An hundredfold again what we bestow Upon our brother toilers ; none can say The blessings that we reap when thus we show O r sympathy for men by sharing in their woe. THE SOURCE OF SONG. What maketh the true poet sing ? Is it sense of deep injuries thrown On the weak by the strong, which sting His heart, till to song he is prone ? Is it sight of some beautiful lake All aflame with the dying sun's rays, — O'er whose breast the acacias shake Soft tresses of feathery sprays ? Is it thought of some beautiful form That fays well might deign to assume ; Displaying with ardour full warm, How noble is youth's early bloom ? Is it thought of his dear mother-land, — The deep longing that she be supreme : Aspiration as loyal as grand, Which to sons should be more than a dream ? 12 Miscellaneous Pieces. Is it pleasure in physical health — The supreme unacquirable dower, Far greater in blessing than wealth, And almost as mighty in power ? Is it simple desire to excel ? Or ambition that 's highest and best, Which longs among mankind to dwell, To show by true life what is blest ? With such things the poet must strive, And sometimes they impel him to sing, Till in fortunate hour they may drive Him for aid to re-touch his lute's string. But the primary cause which impels, — More resistless than aught of these things,- Is this : that within him there dwells A soul which but lives when he sings. A STORM SONG. The surges in anger are beating On the rocks and the shingle-strewn shore, And though with a hiss aye retreating, They come in fierce fury once more. Most sternly the billows are breaking In wreaths white with purest of spray, — Still further their great wrath awaking, As forward they dash on their way. The wild wailing wind that is blowing, The dreariness far out to sea, The feelings that come without knowing In truth what their nature may be. 14 Miscellaneoits Pieces. All these, and much more now oppress me As musing I gaze on the strand : — Yet though in some sense it distress me, How noble a storm is, — how grand ! The ships in the bay are so swaying. Their cables can scarce bear the strain :- Their beams with the water are playing While sailing is utterly vain As the gale is against them completely ; The rain how it ceaselessly falls. Clouds scud o'er the sky, ah how fleetly! And harsh are the sea-birds' shrill calls. The storm is now spent and departed And yet its effects still remain, — Two mothers are made broken-hearted, Their boys will not greet them again. A Storm Song. 15 How wondrous it is that Creation Is aye in perpetual strife, And shows not, for man's emulation, How calmness should regulate life ! Can it be that when Man in his madness To Evil at first became thrall, All Nature was forced with sore sadness To join his unspeakable fall ? A SONG FOR POLAND IN 1878. Ah, how cruel the thraldom and bitter the bonds Of our wretched and down-trodden nation ! Not a throb of our hearts but in anguish responds To the sight of such dire desolation : And in scarce-spoken words we are heard to declare Woe hath made us wellnigh broken-hearted, Dark and dreary the prospect ; dear Poland, despair. Since thy liberty now hath departed. Other peoples get freedom, while we in the dust Alone and forsaken are lying ; Ever lower and lower continually thrust, Men's love of their country fast dying. While the Government check with malicious intent Any change for our good which is started. Dark and dreary the prospect ; let Poland lament, Since her liberty's light hath departed ! A Song for Poland in 1878. 17 No ! Revenge on the tyrants who work us such ill Mid their bland hypocritical prating •} — And arouse ye, undaunted, remembering that still Retribution is certainly waiting. Let our nation awake which now slumberine lies ! Not a moment be longer down-hearted ! For rejoicing may come if proud Poland arise, And her freedom return which departed. ^ The writer had in his mind when writing these lines the many protestations of the Russians in favour of Freedom on commencing the war with Turke)-. B WHAT ALL MAY DO. Our past life must perish, Our future arise, And oft what we cherish Most speedily dies : — There are griefs for whose changing We helplessly long, Though we feel our arranging Is hopelessly wrong : — But if we live rightly, We have in our power To gather up brightly, From each fading hour, A thought-woven treasure Of justly-earned joy. Whose bountiful measure No grief can destroy. WAITING FOR THE DENTIST. ^ Though many dismal years I've been To dull old Care apprenticed, The worst of the small woes I've seen Is — waiting for the dentist ! How dreary is the cheerless room In which you bide his pleasure, The very chairs seemed steeped in gloom, And sorrow without measure. As if so wild mute-molar grief, I So uncontrolled its swelling, — That its fierce tide had sought relief By deluging the dwelling. * As lines have recently been added, this piece is here re- printed. 20 Miscellaneous Pieces. What though of literature a store Is lying on the table, You only think the books a bore ; To read you are unable. What from the window, though, perchance, You see forms full of graces. They merely make you look askance, And think how sore your face is. On many chairs and sofas, too, More martyrs round you languish. You glance at them, they glance at you, And give a groan of anguish. You deem it hard, their turn arrives Before you in rotation. Or they wax wroth that your's deprives Their case of consolation. You muse upon the ruthless wrench Which buys a tooth's departing — Waiting for the Dentist. 2 1 Or how the stopping-pangs to quench, In which you may be starting ; Or haply on these ivory chips Harsh Nature may deny you, — But which the * golden key' equips Man's genius to supply you. No words your mood of mind express, 'Tis a state devoid of quiet, — In which pain, pleasure, and distress Mingle in hopeless riot. Yes, though much sorrow one must know. While to old Care apprenticed, The greatest unheroic woe Is — waiting for the dentist. REWARD OF PARLIAMENTARY DOCILITY. A Brother to a Sister. My dear As words though sincere, Are at best but * small beer,' My party (in office) have made me a peer : A step which the press I do hope won't deem queer, Nor question its justice, nor slightingly sneer, (What I've done to deserve it is not very clear, Save doing as bid, when divisions were near — Thus causing our Whip's drooping spirits to cheer,) But be that as it may, I subscribe myself here John Anthony Snobbins, {jiow) Lord Abinmere. SONNETS ON THE POWER OF THOUGHT. In Converse. Who can predict what power for distant days Toward good or ill lies centred in a Thought Which flashing through the mind unmeant, unsought, Is uttered suddenly in careless phrase ? Ill that no future good can stingless make In the effects wrought by its blighting force ; — Great good that floweth from the all-good Source, The Fount from which all purity we take. Sometimes thought's mighty aims in secret lurk And labour silently, their aim concealed, Until the crisis comes ; sometimes revealed They zealously pursue their varied work. Reflecting wisely thus may we be taught Not rashly to express each flippant thought. In Writing. If so it be with speech, how much the more With written language ! Speech perforce decays, 'Neath Time's destroying touch. Ere many days Gone is mayhap the fruit which wise words bore : That written doth remain, — its import not Dependent on frail Memory's brittle thread To keep it safe, or number with the dead At her capricious will. None can say what Momentous destiny may be assigned To some brief trivial letter. Authors too Who lightly pen, to please the public view. Works strenuous and yet stained with vice, will find A day of certain retribution come When all their loud excuses will be dumb. In Art. The power of Thought in art ! Who has not found And marked its subtle influence ? We see Its magic in a picture wondrously, Whose canvas by its presence made renowned Bears witness to the fact. When we behold A stately building, and perceive the skill Which shapes each column at the sculptor's will Till it attains at length th' exquisite mould That he has long desired. When we are thrilled By some soft cadence rippling on the ear Of sweetest music, — as though far and near With a celestial choir the air were filled : — Then, and then always, may we truly find What power of thought lies in the human mind ! In Proverbs, &c. The power of Thought in Proverbs ! — oftentimes We find its glittering essence centred there, All crystallized, as if indeed it were A bright and flawless diamond. — Silly Rhymes Which oft we hear repeated are not dross Entirely, — here and there rare pearls of thought Appear upon their surface, genius-wrought ; Had they not been, we must have borne a loss. O mighty power of Thought, it may not be Within the sphere of any man to find Thought undiscovered by a brother-mind, Though deep and boundless is thy shoreless sea : — And yet thy potent pathway is the groove In which, by thee propelled, the change-girt world doth move. IN MEMORY OF The gallant men who fell fighting at Isandhhvana, South Africa, in a surprise by the Zulus, 2}id January 1879. Steadfast they stood, — nor feared to face the foe Though twenty-fold outnumbered, — calm, alone They bore the brunt of battle on them thrown, And bravely strove against the ignoble blow : Yet doubtless mid the din of deadly strife Came softened thoughts of home and loved ones dear : And many a prayer was prayed in faith sincere That they might meet anew in deathless life. We mourn their loss (a wound Time scarce can heal)— 28 Miscellaneous Pieces. Yet we are proud such courage doth remain Among us. May we soon efface the stain From England's flag, — while more and more we feel A sense of joy, which in our hearts will stay, That Britain still can boast these ' heroes of to-day.' Feb. 22d, 1879. DECEMBER DAISIES AND DECEMBER DAYS. December 3rc*.!-?l "'!•.•. !i." ii "^. .i'^*' th