THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES OR THE MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. A TALE OF OUR TIMES in are no: finely touched But to line IMUM." NEW YORK: OOULD, NEWMAN, AND 8AXTON, roRMIt Of rt'LTON A*D KAMAU rrBBBT* B O S T O N 1 VE8 AND D E N N E T . 1 841. Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1840, by GOULD, NEWMAN, AND SAXTOX, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of th e United States, for the Southern District of New York. S. W. BENEDICT, PRINT. TO ALL WHO ARE CHARGED WITH THE HIGH AND SACRED TRUST OF WOMAN'S EDUCATION, THIS LITTLE VOLUME IS RESPECTFULLY INSCRIBED. 1732005 ' I saw her upon nearer view, A spirit, yet a woman too ! Her household motions light and free, And steps of virgin liberty ; A countenance in which did meet Sweet records, promises as sweet, A creature not too bright or good For human nature's daily food, For transient sorrows, simple wiles, Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and smiles. And now I see with eye serene, The very pulse of the machine ; A being breathing thoughtful breath, A traveler betwixt life and death ; The reason firm, the temperate will, Endurance, foresight, strength and skill, A perfect woman, nobly planned To warn, to comfort and command, And yet a spirit still, and bright, With someting of an angel light." WORDSWORTH. PREFACE. The following narrative, the result of a few hours of leisure, gratefully occurring amidst the pleasing toils of a teacher's life, is offered to the public with a painful sense of its many imperfections, yet in hope that the claims of the truths it is designed to illustrate and enforce will ensure for it an indul gent reception. The incidents of the tale are wholly imaginary ; yet the author trusts that they will be found to be in accordance with the experience of the world. In the leading character of the work he has sought to embody his own views of the excellency, the dignity, and the moral power of the female character, elevated by high intellectual and moral culture. Conscious that he has but feebly dis charged the task he has chosen, he cannot but hope, that his effort may be the means of bringing higher powers than his own, to the illustration and enforcement of the same subject. CONTENTS. CHAPTER. PAGE. I. Evil Tidings 9 II. The Merchant in his Chamber . 24 m. A Family Scene .... 28 IV. Hopes and Fears .... 40 V. The Announcement Sorrow and Consolation . . . . .51 VI. A Tr ,>poal .".... 60 VII. A MotherYfcetter .... 68 VIIL The Proposal Answered . . 78 IX. The New Home .... 84 X. New Friends-^-Good and Bad . 96 XI. The Country Church . . .116 XII. The Sick Chamber New Trials 131 Xni. Death 141 XIV. Mary Gregory's Letter. Conclusion 151 I ' THE MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. CHAPTER I. EVIL TIDINGS. 1 The gift of strength in ifro ia thine Strength in the evil day.' AT a comparatively late hour for it was ten o'clock on a bleak evening in February, a hack drew up in front of a genteel-looking house in one of the more retired streets of New York. In a few moments the inmates were startled with the sudden and loud ring ing of the door-bell, followed, after a brief interval, with the quick tones of a manly voice, inquiring of the servant, * Is Mr. Barnwell at home V 1 He is at home, sir, but' Ha^te the family retired ?' * Not yet retired, sir.' ' Then say to Mr. Barnwell that I must beg 10 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. a few moment's conversation with him. Stay here is my card and mind, add to it very urgent business.' The servant disappeared, and in a few mo ments returned with the information that Mr. Barnwell would be happy to see his visitor in the parlor. The family had assembled for evening prayer. A sweet tranquillity an air of quiet domestic repose pervaded the apartment as the visitor entered it, welcomed by the cour teous advance and extended hand of Mr. Barnwell, by whom, with graceful but fitting words, he was announced, for an introduction was unnecessary, to the members of his fami ly, as Mr. Jones, of Savannah. ' I beg pardon, sir,' said the latter, as he took his seat, ' for intruding upon your family circle at so late an hour ; but my errand' at this word he hesitated. ' Whatever it be, is worthy of respect for bringing you hifher. Say no more, sir, I pray. To you my house is open whenever you may see fit to honor it with your pre sence. Perhaps you have some slight remem brance of my old aversion to business out of 11 UK- counting-house; I must say that I have not much improved in that resp Mr. Jones looked around him with a some- wha* ( -\pression, as if doubtful whe ther to request a private interview, or to hint the nature of his business. From this he was relieve^ by the frank, benignant smile of Mr. Barn well, as he added, ' I see, my dear friend, that you would have it between ourseKes. You will not object to joining with us first in our evening exercises. My daughter, Mr. Jones is no stranger, though an unfrequent visitor. Will you pro ceed with your reading V These last words were addressed to a young lady who occupied a reading-stand opposite to the centre-table, at which Mr. Barnwell was sitting. During the little interval that elapsed while she reverently turned over the pages of the family bible before her, Mr. Jones had a fair opportunity of remarking the change which a few years fiad made in her whom he had only known as a child. In- , to the most uninteivMrd and casual ob- T, there was something peculiarly prepos sessing in her appearance. Constance Barn- 12 --MERCHANT'S DADGHTKK. well just turned of nineteen was not extraordinarily beautiful, in the usual sense of hat term. In a fashionable assembly, she might have attracted very little notice. The first glance of the superficial would have passed on, in search of more dazzling fea tures and prominent manner. She might have been neglected by the crowd, which, on such occasions, estimates every thing by the degree of sensation produced, adoring its idols through the ' woven illusions ' of wax lights, waltz figures, and drapery. But in the quiet social circle, even though it should happen to be a fashionable one and still more in her own sphere, the little dear world of home, who could have rivalled her? The visitor remarked and felt the beautiful womanly grace of her manner, as with a look of blend ed reverence and modesty, she slightly press ed the open page before her, prepared to impart, in the tones of affection, the language of the Divine word to those she loved better than her own life. Why was it that he sighed involuntarily, but heavily as the first sweet tone melted upon his ear ? Alas ! he could not but think of his errand to that uniMis. 13 lovely family, and of the consequences it in volved. He had come, the precursor of a greater calamity than she, perhaps, was able to bear. His heart smote him as his 'eye lingered upon the almost angelic vision before him. That blue, serene, spiritual eye, too soft, too bright for human tears, must it be clondetl with sorrow? That delicate ched^ how long ere it should grow pale with pre mature care ? Those mild sweet lips, must they then quiver with agony 1 Was he to be the means of engraving the lines of an anxi ety hitherto unknown, upon that clear, se rene brow ? The kind-hearted Gabriel Jones almost wished himself back again in Savan nah. The subject of the evening's reading was the seventeenth chapter of the Gospel of St John ; and Mr. Jones, though not a religious man, felt its sublime tenderness and inimita ble pathos, as one by one its burning words of love fell from the lips of the fair reader. She ceased but Ijpr tones seemed yet to lin ger upon the ear, so gentle, so spirit-like, so exquisitely musical was the modulation. A moment's pause elapsed, and the visitor 2* 14 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. involuntarily cast a hasty, but observing glance around the circle. Mr. Barnwell, a handsome, dignified-looking man of fifty, occupied the table before him. The cares of manhood, and the toils of business, not un- mingled with sharp sorrow, had given a somewhat sad and thoughtful expression to his countenance, and sprinkled his black, clustering locks with premature grey. But his dark eye was mild and untroubled, and an habitual smile of benevolence lingered about his slightly compressed lips. Charles, his second son, of slight, graceful figure, and consumptive look, reclined as an invalid upon the easy chair, before the fire. Young as he was, for he had not seen eighteen summers, there were yet marks of high character upon his pale countenance. His dark, lustrous eye was fixed with an expression of deep affection upon his sister; and by his slightly parted lips, and half-suppressed breath, he testified the interest he felt in what she was reading. Little Josephine, the child, and the pet of the family, occupied an ottoman at her brother's side, and affectionately reposed her dark glossy curls, and sunny childish brow, upon i:\ii. TIP !." the right arm which hung over the chair. A maiden sister o( Mr. Barnwell, infirm through many years of trying disease, occupied the sofa. In a few words, simple, fervent, and heart felt, Mr. Barnwell presented the thanksgiv ings, the feelings, desires, and wants of his family at the throne of grace. A few mo ments of silence elapsed after he had con cluded, in which each individual might silently offer up personal petitions, and then they arose from their knees, and prepared to separate for the night With the instinct of good breeding, the vis itor withdrew from the centre of the apart ment towards the grate, to allow the parting salutations of the family to be exchanged without restraint. After an affectionate good-night to he r father and brother, and a respectful salute to the visitor, Constance gracefully offered her arm to her aunt, and taking little Josephine by the hand, left the room. She was soon followed by Charles, upon whom, as he pass ed the door, the father's eye lingered with a melancholy fondness. 16 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. 'And now, sir, we are alone,' said Mr. Barnwell, inviting his visitor to a seat. ' I see by the expression of your countenance, that something unpleasant has occurred.' ( Perhaps,' said Mr. Jones, hesitating, ' the topic for it is an unpleasant one might be better deferred until the morning. I am re luctant to disturb the feelings which such a scene as I have just witnessed has excited. Truly, Barnwell, you are a happy man.' ' Thank God, thank God !' replied the other, with some emotion. ' But in hours like these my heart is strong, and if you are, as I sus pect, the bearer of evil tidings, doubt not that I am prepared to meet them.' 'Really, you distress me, Mr. Barnwell,' said his visitor, rising from his seat, and pac ing the floor with a rapid step, ' it is not at a moment like this that I could be prepared ' ' Nay, Jones,' replied the other with an anx ious smile, ' you distress me by suspense. When did you arrive in town V ' I came an hour ago, and yours is the first house I have entered. My errand, as you may imagine, is urgent. The house of Stokes and Newell has failed.' K\IL 111' 17 ' Rumors to that effect have been circulat ed on 'change'but always stoutly contradicted *t>y their correspondents. There have also been whispers of a satisfactory adjustment of claims. The principal agent called upon me to-day to assure me that any anxiety which theae rumors might have excited in my mind was needless.' ' The villain knows better,' exclaimed Jones with sudden energy. ' It is a complete bank ruptcy, Mr. Barnwell ; not even an offer at a compromise the boasted assets, I assure you, are but so much wind and paper.' A sickly change passed over the counte nance of Mr. Barnwell, as he heard these words. The color rapidly fled from his cheeks, and a heavy sigh escaped him. He could not speak, but silently motioned to his visitor to go on. * Dear sir,' said he, * I have given you great pain. But my duty, as a correspondent of your honorable house, has compelled me to broach the subject of my visit thus plainly. !y regriUhat I see no way of saving the liabilities oi that house.' With a MI-PI;-.: < Hbrt, Mr. Barnwell control 1- 18 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ed his emotion, and said with some show of calmness, ' It is worse with us than you sus pect in these relations. Jones, your announce ment brings before me the prospect of certain ruin.' ' Gracious heaven !' exclaimed the other with unfeigned emotion, as he paced the floor : and then stopping short before Mr. Barnwell, added in a sinking voice, ( and your private endorsements ?' 1 Must be without provision also,' was the reply. ' My friend, you know that my confi dence in that house was unbounded, but you know not how very deeply I am involved, and then our severe losses by the wreck of the Wave, and Dolphin,- and the utter prostra tion of the stocks.' The kind hearted Mr. Jones sank upon a chair, beside the other, and covered his fore head with his hand. A few moments of si lence elapsed, during which, each in his own mind, rapidly ran over the painful consequen ces, which might follow these disclosures. The half-hour stroke upon the chronometer aroused Mr. Barnwell. * Pardon me my friend,' he said, ' if in the EVIL TIDINGS. 19 Mi antage ; but indeed, I cannot think of it in his present state of health. * I have heard,' said Mr. Jones, * incident ally, of Charles's fondness for literature. Et nos in Jlrcadui pardon me, 1 once had such a >n myself; and you will know how to excuse me if I express the h<>|ir that you will allow him to cultivate his taste.' 22 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' I have idolized that boy ;' replied the fond father : ' I have gloried in his talents ; his genius for genius, notwithstanding a father's partiality, I know him to possess. And now, in his feebleness, I would not deny one wish of his heart. But his intellectual labors, lightly as he esteems them, are daily robbing him of the vigor that remains. I fear that I shall soon be obliged to forbid him altogether the use of his books and pen. But we shall see.' In such half-pleasant, half-mournful conver sation, an hour passed away; and then the friends separated for the night. With an anxious heart Constance retired to her room, but not to rest. She had observed, with pain, the cloud upon the countenance of their unexpected visitor, and had hailed it as the harbinger of evil tidings. She knew that a terrible crisis in the commercial world had arrived ; and that, amidst the universal crash, the prudent and honorable were too often in volved in the same ruin with the speculator and the fraudulent trader. Even the quiet retire ment of her own lovely home had not entirely escaped an infusion of the gloomy atmosphere that pervaded the city and country at large. I. VII. TIDINGS. 23 And the circumstance of Mr. Jones' arrival, his language, his manner, wire sufficient to fill her mind with forebodings of approaching l>iruniary distress to her father. For a long and weary hour she heard her father's footsteps as he paced the floor of his chamber; and this, as she knew, betokened unusual trial. Commending him, and their common fortunes, to the God in whom she had always been taught to trust, she at length sank into a disturbed sleep. CHAPTER II. THE MERCHANT IN HIS CHAMBER. Be just, and fear not : Let all the endsthou aim'st al be thy country'*, Thy God's, and truth's ; then if thou fall'st Thou fall'st a blessed martyr. SHAKSPEARK. THE merchant sat alone in his chamber. The evidence of deep and anxious thought was upon his brow, as he leaned his head upon his hand, with his eyes fixed upon the expiring coals of the grate. The letter which he had received from Mr. Jones was open upon the table before him. ' No,' he at length exclaimed rising and pacing the floor. ' I may be ruined, I may be reduced to poverty, but I will never tamper with dishonest practices. I am offered securi ties which the law might allow me, but which my conscience would condemn me for ac cepting. The other creditors of this unfortu nate house shall not, through me. lose even THE MERCHANT. the miserable dividend to which they are en titled.' He continued for some time in silence. * Dreary !' he resumed, as a slight shudder passed through his frame, ' dreary, indeed, is tin- prospect ; but it is the will of God, and I cannot avert it^ And yet shall I have strength to meet this * armed man' of want to deny to my children the comforts and the privileges of that society in which they have hitherto moved; to subject them, perhaps, to depend ence upon others to the cheerless drudgery but how how to maintain even an honorable poverty ? Oh, God, thou alone canst direct me!' He knelt down by his bed-side, and con tinued for some time in silent prayer. When he arose, his brow was calm and his eye was clear. The excitement of fear, and of the agonizing contemplation of the future had passed away, and despondency, chastened by religious trust, and not altogether unillumined by the sweet rays of hope, alone remained. At the future, dark with uncertainties, pri vations, perhaps distresses, he brought him self steadily to look tre he closed his eyes in 3* 26 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. sleep. With every vision as it successively rose and faded before his mind's eye, there was blended the soft, spiritual countenance of Constance, rendered more touchingly beauti ful by sorrow patiently endured the pale face and burning eye of Charles the cherub features of Josephine, prematurely dashed with care, alien to her youth, and her gay, sunny, joyous nature. And then he thought of the circumstances which must attend his altered position in society the changes and the coldness to be expected in a community where wealth was the great standard of re spectability of the harassing pressure of debt incurred through the folly or the crime of others, yet weighing no less heavily upon him of the hard struggle with adversity amidst the stagnation of business, and the uni versal prostration of enterprise. From all this there was indeed one way of escape. It was not through the open path of dishonor. He might tread it amidst the smiles and encouragement of the world, and no breath of suspicion would rest upon his name. To all but himself, his immediate business connections, and his God, the circumstances THE MERCHANT. 27 would remain hidden. But the world's law was not his, nor was the letter of the statute his standard of morality. At the bar of con- < (-, the stain of dishonesty would rest upon the transaction. The struggle with the temptation had al ready been successfully waged. Now he re solutely closed his mind against it, and in the strength of Christian principle, dismissed the subject from his thoughts. Calmly reflecting upon the course he should pursue, and resolv ing to interpose no unnecessary delay in the public acknowledgment of his situation, he again silently commended himself and his interesting household to God, and found re lief in the sustained repose of an honest mind, and a heart free from guile. Conscious in- ;y can slumber peacefully amidst the storm that rends the guilty breast with t la- darkest fears. Christian principle can impart a glorious strenijth to the soul in difficulties \\hich brin^ the blackest despair to the mere man of the world. In thy mercy and thy wisdom, oh Lord, thou hast so ordained it, and happy is the man who, when earthly sup ports fail, can find and J\-d the blessedness of leaning upon the ROCK OF AGES. CHAPTER III. A FAMILY SCENE. There is a kind of character in thy life That to the observer doth thy history Fully unfold. SHAKSPKARE. 1 CHARLES, dear Charles,' exclaimed little Josephine, as she burst into the breakfast- room on the following morning, having es caped from the gentle hand of her sister, who followed her into the room ; ' I have had such a beautiful dream. I dreamed that you had got well, entirely well, and that we were all on board of a fine noble ship, and were sailing to Europe ; yes, to England and to France, and to lovely Italy, as you have often called it ; and then father seemed so happy, and Constance' ' Well, what of Constance ?' said her bro ther, as she buried her bright face in his bosom. ' Why, Constance sat by us all the time, and read pretty books to us, and painted pic tures, and sang her beautiful songs.' A FAMILY SCENE. 29 * Well, that is a pretty dream ; what would you give it' it should come to pass ?' * Give,' replied the child with her finger upon her lip, musingly, * give why give I would give even my dear little bird,' and away she skipped to attend to the morning wants of her little favorite. * Sister, I have received good news this morning,' said Charles, as he saluted Con stance, ' can you guess at its import V ' Perhaps I can,' she replied, smiling as she glanced at a number of a popular review, newly issued, which he held in his hand. The muses have been propitious, I suppose, ami you are basking in their golden favors.' ' You do me too much honor, but my ar ticle has appeared, and here/ drawing a let ter from his pocket, ' is a very flattering ac knowledgement from the editor, enclosing, what do you think ? a ten dollar note and a polite request for future communications. So my literary bark is fairly launched, and I have wind and tide in my favor.' ' Let me see, brother,' interposed Josephine, ".vho had returned, and bent her sparkling eyes upon the open page ; " let me see how 30 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. your writing looks in print. I am sure I read that piece of poetry in the Knickerbocker right out loud, and entirely to myself at least twenty times. But this is not poetry, is it Charles ?' ' No, dearest, it is prose, and heavy enough too. And now, Constance, what do you think of my prospects in the republic of let ters 1 See, this is not the light, volatile mat ter of which my previous attempts were com posed. It is an ambitious review on a very important subject ; and in short, Constance, have I not succeeded tolerably ?' ' Why, Charles,' replied his sister laugh ingly, but with sisterly encouragement of his blushing enthusiasm, ' you ask my opinion before I have read the article. You must take me for a prodigy of wisdom in supposing me to be able to pronounce critically upon your merits under such circumstances. An hour or two hence, I shall be enabled to en lighten you with my weighty judgment, perhaps.' ' True, my vanity is unpardonable,' said Charles, laughing, in return. ' You will read it, I know, and as you are well read on the A FAMILY ST! '.'A subject, I can depend upon your opinion. And now, what shall I attempt n-vt ? let me see. If this good-natured editor had only ex tended his kindness so far as to suggest some thing within the scope of my powers. But I will follow it up, sister !' * Not too eagerly I trust, my dear brother,' replied Constance, with an expression of ten der anxiety, as she saw the high flush upon his cheek, and the too strong fire in his eye ; * your health will not allow of this devotion to your study !' * But in such gloomy weather as this, Con stance, surely ' ' Surely not, Charles, recreation is as need ful in gloomy weather as in sunshine. Now, brother, promise to spend the morning with me. I will read to you talk to you sing to you play for you, do anything to al lure you, for ason from your books. Come, that interesting book of travels of Mr. Steveas has been kit g on your table for three or four days unopened. We will spend the morning in the deserts -Aaron's tomb, or flying from the Arabs.' ' Agreed, Constance, such a temptation I 32 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. cannot resist agreed, provided you allow me to escape for one short hour, before dinner, to my study, just to hunt up a subject, you know.' ' Nay ; did I not say the whole morning 1 so rest contented to be my good knight for the day. And, in good time, here comes fa ther, and I will appeal to him if I ask too much.' ' I heard your last words in the hall, Con stance, and Charles knows my wishes on this subject too well to doubt of my readiness to second you in so laudable a work. Seriously, my son, I have become very much alarmed for your health. Learn to consider it, my boy, as a sacred gift, for which you are re sponsible to God. Yours is a fragile consti tution the ardor of your mind, without the intellectual stimulus daily applied to it, is al most too much for the feeble frame work in which it is lodged. Sickness may soon de prive you of the enjoyment you find in litera ture. Why not husband your strength by occasional relaxation, for, depend upon it, the time you thus devote, will hereafter return it self fourfold." A FAMILY SC! 33 * Father, I am ready to obey you in what ever you command. But Mr. 's letter has excited me more than usual this morning and and you can pardon the ambitious vanity of a young author on his debut into the arena of high letters.' With a gratified look, Charles placed the Irtirr into the hands of his father, who perus ed it with sincere pleasure. * Really, my son,' he observed, as he re turned it, ' this speaks much for your pros pects. I consider such a testimonial from the Editor of the Review, as decisive on the merits of your production. And yet, Charles,' this he said half musingly, while an expression of sadness flitted over his coun- 1 1 -nance ' literature is but a precarious call ing a thorny road sometimes, and bootless labor, but' and he smiled again with sud- ( It-n animation f I will not discourage you, for it is your most valued resource.' * So we shall have Charles all the morning, father,' said Josephine, in her glad silvery ac re nls, rising on tiptoe to receive her father's morning kiss, ' Oh, how glad I shall be' * And your studies love V playfully inquir- 4 34 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ed Constance. ' No, no, sister/ she eagerly replied, ' you need not think that I shall neg lect them; for I shall study all the better when Charles is with us. Only I should like to peep out of my little closet now and then, just to ask him a question, you know, for the sake of hearing his voice and' ' Forgetting your task, is that it, daugh ter?' ' Well then, sir, I will be contented with asking only one question one little question.' ' Come, now, dearest,' said Mr. Barnwell, playfully, ' confess that it will be a hardship to remain shut up in your little closet, when Constance and Charles are pleasantly occu pied in the drawing-room. It is a dreary place, is it not ?' ' Oh, no, father,' said the little girl, ear nestly, ' not dreary, for mother's portrait is there, and when I have been studying hard, and begin to feel fatigued, I look up, and she smiles so sweetly upon me, that I go on again nicely.' The tenderest feelings of the FATHER, tried and anxious as he was at the moment, were thoroughly touched by this unexpected ap- A FAMILY SCI 35 peal from the happy and innocent child. The tears startnl to his eyes, and he did not seek to restrain his emotion. He caught the little cherub in his arms, and hiding her face in his bosom, wept as he stood. There are moments when it is a luxury to weep. There are moments when even sor row brings a gill ol exquisite blessedness, and \\hrn the grief which has been long restrain ed within the solitary bosom, finds relief in tears, which like the soft and balmy rams of spring, soften and bless whatever they touch. ' Your mother, dearest child, is an angel in la -iiven, I trust,' he replied, in a low and sub dued voice, as the child looked up wonder- ingly through her own brilliant tears, ' and will always smile upon you when you are (luin<4 your duty. But, my children, we for get our guest. Constance, will you order the servant to ring the bell for our morning de- voti< As Mr. Jones entered the room he could not forbear casting a hasty glance around the little family group, actuated by a desire to ascertain whether the melancholy announce- bis situation had been made to his 36 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. children by Mr. Barnwell. Apparently sa tisfied that such had not been the case, he re turned their morning salutations with a friend ly smile, and joined with heart-felt interest in the family devotions. The breakfast hour was occupied by plea sant general conversation, in which Mr. Barn- well and his guest seemed equally to avoid even the most distant allusions to the subject that most deeply interested their thoughts. At the accustomed hour of business they de parted together for the counting house, leav ing Constance and her brother alone. In a short time Josephine was quietly settled to her studies and drawing. Though the anxiety of Constance in regard to the subject of the visit of Mr. Jones, had been increased rather than diminished by the occurrences of the morning, she succeeded in confining it to her own bosom. Prudently considering that mental excitement of any kind would prove highly injurious to her bro ther, in his present state of health, she care fully avoided all allusion to the topic, resolv ing not to touch upon it till circumstances should render it absolutely necessary to do so. \M1LY SCI 37 Tli* interesting volumes whieh sin- had recommended to her brother were begun, and perused with tin- highest satisfaction. Music and drawing, with the recitations of Joseph ine, filled the intervals between the reading. Thus the morning hours passed rapidly and pleasantly away, and Charles for once felt happy in so long an absence from his study. Lit t It- did the inmates of that happy home dream of the dark cloud that was already descending upon them, laden with sorrow and unwonted privation. While the beloved fa ther, in the counting-house, was nerving him self to the most honorable course in his dis tressing circumstances, and the looks of the hard cold world had already begun to change upon him ; they as yet felt nothing, knew nothing of the threatening disasters. But the storm gathered no less certainly, and was about to break no less fiercely. Innocence, maidenly worth, and love, and gentleness, youthful ardor, and purity of soul, offered no protection against its outbreaking. And thus it is ever in this checkered scene <>f human lile. The same tempest that bears down the guilty, the ignoble, and depraved, 4' 38 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. overwhelms also the innocent, the high-mind ed, the pure in soul. Were it otherwise, this world would not be what God has ordained it to be, a scene of trial and of preparation for a better existence. Placed upon the nar row isthmus of time, and yet a probationer for eternity, girded round with the apparatus of trial, and plied by all the solemn inducements which eternity can offer to his hopes or to his fears, it is right that man should be obliged to struggle here to gain a meetness for the bliss of the future. ' Rest, rest,' said an emi nent Christian, whose praise is in the church es, ' we shall have rest enough in heaven.' Now is the season for striving, then shall be the high recompense of fidelity and the glo rious triumphs of faithfulness. Through the folly and guilty speculations of worldly and godless men, misfortune was brought upon this Christian family. Thus God often employs the worthless as instru ments in his hand to promote the discipline of his chosen people. But if he afflicts sharply, sometimes, he no less surely vouchsafes that consolation and support which can enable them to bear up under their sorrows. Let us A FAMILY SCI ' 39 then learn to interpret his providences aright, to * hear ' reverently and thankfully ' the voice of the rod, and who hath'appointed it' ' It it not better to lie Hill, Let him strike borne and blew the rod ; Never so wife u when our will Y it-Ida uodiKcrned by all but God.' CHAPTER IV. HOPES AND FEARS. Whence then, that peace So dovelike ; settling o'er a soul that loved Earth and its pleasures 7 Whence that angel smile With which the allurements of a world so dear Were courted and secured. MRS. SIOOURNEY. AT seven o'clock the younger members of the family were assembled, as usual, in the drawing room. Mr. Barn well, occupied by business during the whole day, had not yet arrived. A visitor was announced. The eye of Charles brightened, and Constance blushed a little at the bright, quick glance of her broth er, as a young gentleman, announced by the servant as Mr. Seaman, entered. He was possessed of a tall, noble fig ure, and open, handsome countenance, with an eye and forehead betokening great intelli gence, and generosity of disposition. ' Good evening, Miss Barnwell,' he observ ed, as he advanced and respectfully took her HOPES AND FEARS. 41 hand ; ' you see that I am true to my charac ter as a a constant visitor and, Charles, my dear fellow, allow me to congratulate you on your decided success in the splendid article in the Review. I have heard nothing but your praises all day. If I were not so deep in the statute books as I am, as a withered and soulless limb of the law, I might possi bly be disposed to feel a little jealous of my classmate and college competitor.' * I wish, heartily,' replied Charles, ' that a little jealousy, if you can find no better motive, could induce you to give more at tention than you do to general literature. Brougham, you know, and Scott, and Tal- fourd' * Quite right, my dear friend ; and I know what you would add, but I have very little inclination that way since I entered the office. You know that some of my amusements are literary, notwithstanding, but I shall scarcely aspire to the honors of an author.' 'Well he it so,' replied Charles; a little work upon the subject* * Any thing which you recommend, Miss Barnwell,' replied Edward, 'shall be faithfully aheacU ui\rn me, much pain. I 54 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. have requested Charles' absence, because I fear its effect upon his too susceptible con stitution. It can be more gently communi cated at a fitter opportunity, by yourself, per haps.' The color rapidly fled from the cheek and brow of Constance, and she involuntarily fas tened her eyes upon the floor. With as much firmness as was possible un der the circumstances, Mr. Barnwell briefly but distinctly detailed the occurrences which had taken place the numerous losses he had incurred, and the fact that he had that day been obliged to surrender all his property into the hands of assignees for the benefit of his creditors. ' After all my liabilities are met,' he con cluded, * we shall have a bare pittance left, hardly sufficient to support us in the very humblest circumstances. For my part, I can cheerfully submit to whatever allotments God, in his providence, shall see fit to bring upon me. The path of secure but honorable in dustry is yet open to me. But, my daughter, my heart bleeds when I think of the poverty to which you so admirably qualified to adorn ANNOUNCEMENT. 55 the highest circles, must be reduced by these sudden reverses.' * Of me, father,' exclaimed the noble girl, as her eyes filled with tears, and her voice trembled with emotion, 'think not of me. With you and aunt, and our dear brother and rtcr, I can be happy, very, very happy, any where.' * Bless you God bless you, my daughter,' replied her father, strongly affected. ' From what I know of your character, I am con vinced that this determination is not the off spring of romantic sentiment, which might give way at the first rude breath of misfor tune, but that it is the deliberate and self- sustained determination of your mind. But yet, Constance, what a cold, cold prospect is before you.' 'Any thing but that, dear father. You know me not, if you think that in the enjoy ment of your society I shall hereafter, for a moment, seriously regret the luxuries to which 1 have been accustomed. Father, the home will always be bright where domestic affec tion, like that which blesses ours, has a place. And as for Charles' 56 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. 'You have touched on another string of sorrow, my daughter. Charles has always felt, more than any of us, the pride of station. Can he stoop so easily to a farm-house or perhaps to worse ?' ' He can, father,' replied Constance, eager ly, ' he can he will.' Give him his books, and in our society, (for a profession, or an entrance upon business, is now, on every account, out of the question,) he will be happy. His lightest literary labors will at least afford him the means of supplying his literary wants and ours. Aunt Mary will be happier in the country than in New York, and little Josephine's heart will be gladdened by the constant intercourse with nature.' ' My daughter,' added Mr. Barnwell, as he took her hand, and impressed a fervent kiss upon her brow, ' you have given me new energy. Oh, how good has our heavenly father been to me, in giving me such a spirit in you. Strange but I could now almost weep for joy. The scenes through which I have passed this day have tried me sorely. There was a way open of averting these evils : even my honorable friends half counselled me . ANNOUNCEMENT. 57 1> adopt il : but, my daughter, it was a way more than upon the verge of dishonesty. My conscience my ('hn>tian principle would not allow me to adopt it In my present feelings I am more than repaid for my adherence to the strait path of duty. And now, my daugh ter, you may call in Charles and Josephine, and your aunt Mary, for I feel that I now have strength to make the announcement to them.' Charles received the tidings with less of emotion than Mr. Barnwell had expected. At first, indeed, his manly lip quivered, and his large dark eyes filled with tears, but one glance at the pale countenance of his beloved sister restored him, and he felt almost asham ed of his weakness. When his father con cluded he exclaimed with enthusiasm * And can I not do something, father, for our comfort in in our poverty ; indeed I do iot think we need be ashamed of the word.' 4 You will do what you can, my son ;' but my greatest happiness will consist in your ninii iit. and if it please God, in your ation to health. And what does our little Josephine think of 58 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' Oh, father, I for one am not ashamed of being poor ; and when we are in the country always, with the trees, and the birds, and the flowers, I shall be so happy, dear father. When shall we go ?' 'Soon, very soon, my child, when the spring comes. And now let us have our evening prayer, and then retire to rest. I am very weary with the labors and anxieties of the day.' Constance was again the reader of the evening Scripture. She chose that beautiful chapter, the 12th to the Hebrews, in which the Apostle imparts such glorious consolation to the minds of the disciples, under the pres sure of their severe afflictions. To those who heard it, on that memorable evening, around that quiet fireside, it seemed as if an angel's voice were speaking to them. ' If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons, for w r hat son is he whom the father chasteneth not? We have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence ; shall we not much rather be in subjection to the Father of Spi rits and live. For they verily for a few days ANNOUNCEMENT. 59 chastened us after their own pleasure ; but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness. Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous ; itheless, afterwards, it yieldeth the peaceable fruits of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby. Wherefore, lift up the hands that hang down, and strength en the feeble knees.' Under the influence of this exalted conso lation, they all knelt down, while Mr. Barn- well addressed the throne of grace. A bless ed spirit of peace settled within every heart as the eloquent words fell from his fervent lips ; and the family retired in possession of a joy which the world can neither give nor take away. CHAPTER VI. A PROPOSAL. Maiden, need I ask, I fear I need not is he dear to tliee ? 'Tis well. But tell me, hast thou ever noted Amidst his many shining qualities, Aught strange or singular ? HILLHOUSK . THINGS soon resumed their usual quiet course in the well regulated house of Mr. Barnwell. The bitterness of the trial was over, and the sustaining power of high Chris tian principle soon manifested itself in the ease by which its possessors could descend to the calm discussion and contemplation of the most forbidding details of the prospect now before them. The creditors of Mr. Barnwell were perfectly satisfied with the honorable conduct he had pursued in the adjustment of their claims, and one and all offered to accept such a diminution of their respective demands as would allow him a somewhat larger sum A PROPOSAL. ^ 61 than ho had anticipated from the wreck of his prosperity. Still, however, in its gross amount, it was a bare pittance, hardly secur ing to him the ordinary comforts of life in its most obscure stations. As it was, he felt pro foundly thankful that so much had been spared, and he could not but esteem it as an evidence of the goodness of God that the means of supporting his family had not been entire ly swept away from him. He was enabled, very opportunely, to pur chase a small farm in the vicinity of the city on very advantageous terms. Thither he con templated removing in the early part of the spring. A few weeks were all that necessary in order to complete the arrange ment of his affairs. A week had elapsed since the family had received a visit from Edward Seaman. He had indeed, regularly inquired after the health of its members every morning on his way to the office, but his evening calls seemed entirely suspended. Somewhat offended at this appa rent neglect in his friend, Charles forbore to verse with his sister and parent upon the probable reasons; and they, \vliat\i they 6* 62 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. might think of it, did not seem disposed to dwell upon the topic. At length, as the family were assembled in the parlor one evening, engaged in their usual pursuits, Mr. Seaman was announced. With a half-timid step he advanced towards his friends, as if conscious that his late conduct required explanation. But the frank, open smile of Mr. Barnwell, the calm sweet coun tenance of Constance, and the pleasurable glow upon the cheek of Charles, assured him of his accustomed welcome. With no allu sion to his absence, a pleasant hour passed away in conversation; until he arose, and with something of embarrassment requested a few moments' private conversation with Mr. Barnwell. The father led the way to the study, and without appearing to notice the confusion of his youthful friend, opened the conversation by some general remarks. But the impa tience of Edward, notwithstanding his embar rassment, disposed of these by monosyllables in reply, until he opened the subject of the interview by an allusion to Constance. 4 You cannot but have observed, my dear A PROPOSAL. sir/ he began, 'ray esteem nay, my affec tion for your daughter/ Mr. Barn well, making due allowance for the lover's state of feeling, made no reply, and allowed him to go on. ' It is an affection,' proceeded Edward, with some hesitation in his tone, * which has grown up with the many pleasant years of our intercourse since childhood; and I now Ire! that she is essential to my future happi ness. I have therefore come to the conclu sion,' he added, in quite a business-like man ner, ' to propose for her hand.' For a moment Mr. Barmvell shaded his forehead with his hands. In the present state of his affairs, this proposal from one who had hitherto stood on the same level with his laughter, but now infinitely above her in point of wealth, was calculated to surprise him, to say the lca>t. Although an intii knowledge of the character of Edward's fa ther, made him conscious that he was above the ordinary considerations which so often in duce parents to sacrifice the happiness of their children to the amassing of wealth on their Ml', he yet felt doubtful whether the son had made the father a party to his intended 64 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. proposal. As these thoughts passed through his mind, he replied, 'You must be aware, Edward, of the change which a few days have produced in our circumstances.' ' I know it all, my dear sir,' replied Ed ward ; ' and I value your friendship the more on account of the highly honorable conduct you have pursued.' ' But your father, Edward, is he aware of this proposal ?' ' He is, sir, fully ; and I have his approba tion and encouragement in the proposal I have made to you.' * You have taken me somewhat by surprise, Edward,' replied the father, ' but so far as I am concerned, you have my full permission to prosecute your suit with my daughter. You know how much I value her happiness, and that there are no earthly considerations to which I would sacrifice it. Upon her affec tions, or her views in regard to marriage, I shall never lay any restraint. Have you rea son to believe that my daughter is aware of your intentions ?' ' None, in the least, sir j my manner has, I A PROPOSAL. 65 know, been sufficiently guarded. I cannot hut think and hope that she knows that I love her ; and I have sometimes been inclined to hope that I am not altogether indifferent to her. With your consent I shall seek an in terview.' * You have my consent, Edward ; and let me assure you, that if her feelings are engag ed on your behalf, I shall be proud to ac knowledge you in the relation of her accept ed suitor.' ' Enough, sir and I thank you for your frankness. This interview I shall seek in the morning. In the mean time, it might prevent some embarrassment to us both, if you would hint to her the subject of this conversation. Please present my adieus to the family below, in my present state of feeling it might not be prudent for me to meet them again this evening. Adieu, sir, and God bless you. I shall call at twelve in the morning.' Before retiring to rest, Mr. Barnwell de tained Constance in the drawing-room, after the other members of the family had retired. He then mentioned the proposal which he li;td received from Mr. Seaman. 66 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' Rest assured, my daughter,' he said in conclusion, ' that in this important matter I desire you to act entirely in accordance with your own judgment.' ' My father,' replied Constance with much emotion, ' I feel that I cannot speak with you on this subject, as calmly as I ought to speak to-night. But I owe it to you to mention that I have one objection, which I think we will both feel to be a serious one, and that is on the score of his religious principles. ' His religious principles !' repeated Mr. Barnwell, in evident surprise. ' Yes, father, I am sincerely pained to learn from the tenor of several conversations which I have of late held with him, that his reli gious principles are not at all fixed. Indeed, I fear that he is inclined to scepticism.' ' To scepticism !' again echoed Mr. Barn- well ' Constance, you surprise me indeed. Of this I had not dreamed. I knew, indeed, that he had never made a profession of re ligion, but in all my intercourse with him I have discovered nothing but the most sincere respect, as I believed it, for Christianity and all its institutions.' A PROPOSAL. 67 ' I will not pronounce definitely on the sub ject, father indeed, I cannot do so in justice to Edward. But on this point, I must, in our interview to-morrow, use with him all Chris tian sincerity.' * Certainly,' he replied * it is what I ex pect from you ; and I confidently commit the whole matter to your hands. So good night, my daughter.' And they separated for the night. CHAPTER VII. A MOTHER'S LETTER. If aught of goodness or of grace Be mine, her's be the glory ; She led me on in wisdom's path, And set the light before me. WITHIN her chamber, long after the last sound of her father's footstep had ceased to fall upon her ear, sat Constance Barnwell in deep thought. The brilliant rays of the moon streamed through the openings of the upper blinds, and fell with checkered light upon the carpeted floor, and the chaste furniture of the room. Her lamp stood unlit, upon the small reading table upon which one arm gracefully rested. The dim light of the room, slightly relieved by the red rays from the coals in the grate, served to enhance the graceful ness of her figure ; the quiet and exquisite loveliness of her countenance yet retaining the flush which her father's conversation had occasioned. Now and then, a tear would A MOTHER'S LETTER. 69 start, as it were, unbidden from her eye, hast ily brushed away, yet returning, as if her bo som were stirred by sorrowful emotion* No eye but His who watcheth liis children alway, saw the emotion thus manifested, and He, also, saw the conflict which was going on within, between deep, fervent, unalterable love, and sacred duty. Constance loved Edward Seaman with a love of the depth and strength of which, until within a few days, she herself had been un conscious. Their intercourse had been to her as a pleasant and lovely dream ; gradually had her feelings of affection for him been deepened and strengthened ; and every suc ceeding visit had added new charms to his character and society. These feelings had grown up silently in the secret chambers of her bosom, without notice, for the most part, or questioning of their object and meaning. But the conversation in which they had en gaged at his last visit, had awakened her to a full sense of the nature of her feelings to- u.'.uK IT'in. The peculiar and pnwriiul anx iety which filled her mind, after the casual expression then made of his religious opinions, 7 70 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. disclosed to her the interest which she felt in his principles, his sentiments, and his feelings in short, of the empire which he had ob tained over her own heart. But, how pain ful were the doubts and fears attending this revelation ? She had long cherished the hope that his regular and respectful attention to the outward and public duties of religion, had im pressed his heart with a sense of its personal value and importance. She flattered herself that she discerned in him the elements of high religious character, and she had entertained the pleasing anticipation that she herself might be made the humble instrument of lead ing him to the altar of his God and Savior. How coldly, amid such hopes, had his words fallen upon her ear how bitterly had the fer vent wishes of her soul been blighted. And yet she could not believe that he had intended to express himself so strongly as the inferences which she had drawn from his lan guage, would warrant. Again and again, she recalled all that he had said patiently did she weigh every word, until the dimness of uncertainty rested upon it all, and amid hope and fear, she committed it to God, and to the future. A MOTHER'S LETTH.. 71 But the morrow was to bring a scene of trial, for which she felt feebly prepared. In a few moments, and by a few words it would be in her power to determine her own future happiness or misery to dispel, for ever, the f >nd dream in which she had so long indulged, or to give a reality to its sweetest visions. * But no,' she whispered to herself, ' if it is as I fear, better it is that I should at once re sign these too long cherished hopes, than sacrifice my own Christian character, or place my happiness in the keeping of one whose religious principles and sympathies are so widely different from my own. The heart which is tainted by scepticism, has lost its preserving principle. By slow, but sure de grees, the curse will gain upon it, until it be comes completely corrupted with callousness, selfishness, and indifference. But can I fear this of Edward Seaman '. Is such a moral state possible to one of such noble and gen erous principles such kind and ardent sus ceptibilities such rare strength and gentle ness of soul combined V Her eye fell, by chance, upon her mother's portrait. In thr calm and bright moonlight. 72 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. a heavenly radiance seemed to be spread over the beautiful and expressive features, and a semblance of life was given to the serene and placid eye. The glance inspired her with a new purpose. ' My mother's letter,' she exclaimed, as she arose and kindled her lamp, ' surely it was intended for such an hour as this.' With an eager and trembling hand she unlocked a private drawer hi her writing- desk, and took from it a folded sheet of paper, carefully sealed. The tears again start ed to her eye, as she dwelt upon the oft- perused inscription, ' To my Daughter,' in the handwriting of her sainted parent. During her last sickness, when separated from her beloved Constance, who was then at a dis tant boarding-school, this letter had been pen ned and delivered into the hands of Mr. Barnwell, with the wish that it should not be opened until the subject to which it referred the choice of a companion for life should be brought before the mind of her child. She had received many other epistles from her mother while at school, expressive of her wishes and views, in regard to her improve- A MOTHER'S LETTEK. 73 raent of the high advantages she enjoyed, con- containing salutary advice in regard to the formation of her character, and the direction of her conduct in after life. These admonitions she had sacredly treasured up and faithfully observed ; and experience had long ago taught her their high value. With streaming eyes Constance sat down to the perusal of this last testimonial of her mother's love. It was dated at Key West, the place of her death, whither she had been obliged to resort in the winter of 1832, for the restoration of her health. " From my sick chamber, my beloved child, I send to you these last words of advice which, in all probability, you will receive from me, for I feel my constitution gradually, but surely, sinking under the disease with which it has pleased God to visit me. To day I feel unwonted vigor ; whether it is the presage of improving health, or the deceitful harbinger of speedy death, is known to God alone. For the former I cannot hope. Of the latter I am in continual expectation. The influence of this delightful climate has enabled me to undertake a task to which a week ago my strength would have been entirely inadequate. " There is one subject, my daughter, which I have not alluded to in the many letters you have 7* 74 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. received from me during the period of our separa tion, as I wished to reserve it to the last. This subject is the choice of a husband. You know what are my views of the character, the duties, and the earthly destiny of woman. I have already described to you the standard of intellectual and moral attainment, and religious character, to which every well educated Christian lady should aspire. What I have said on these topics I feel assured that you will not esteem lightly. My counsels have been sanctified by prayer, and I trust they will be brought home to your heart and deeply im pressed there by that Divine Spirit, whose guiding and strengthening influences I have so often sup plicated on your behalf. What I am now about to say has been very strongly suggested by the melan choly death of a beautiful and highly accomplished young lady, who arrived here but a few months since, and whose remains were yesterday com mitted to a lonely grave. To her a broken heart, the result of deep and true affection wasted upon an unworthy object, was the cause of ruined health and an early death. Her history is a melancholy one, but how sad is it to think that it is but one among thousands daily transpiring. " A woman, my child, can never safely trifle with her affections. Her love is far too deep and too strong when once thoroughly aroused, to ' bend lightly to other tendencies,' than those which it has recieved once and forever. When a woman surrenders her heart, she surrenders her whole earthly existence to the keeping of the object of A Mi>lH!.i:V LETTER. 75 her affections. It is true that indifference, harsh ness, infidelity, may crush the affections where they spring; but in this case, we can look for no genuine after-growth ; the hand of the ruthless destroyer leaves after it, a hard and blasted surface, which the bright flowers and the gentle dews of love can never again revisit. " How important then how solemnly important is it, that her affections should be given to a wor thy object. How important that he, into whose keeping she resigns her earthly destiny, should be one of congenial spirit a being capable of the self-sacrifice which the married state continually enacts, of tender and generous susceptibilities, and above all, of exalted moral character. Without the latter, indeed, every other qualification should be esteemed insufficient. With it, even a cold and feeble heart may confer happiness. " It is upon this latter qualification alone that I would speak, as I trust that your own sense of what would prove most essential to your happiness in regard to the others, will suggest all that I could say. But, my dear Constance, I trust that you will never be induced to listen to the addresses of a suitor who does not possess high moral nay, I must add, religious character. Truly I blush for my sex, when I think how little these qualifications are regarded. Well has it been said, that if the worldly find the wealth, and the intellectual tin- jutclligence, which they sock in a companion, there are few who will ni -hut their e\c- in wil ful and convenient blindness to the want of such 76 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. recommendations. Surely, my daughter, if the voice of experience in this matter were regarded at all, there would be throughout female society, an instantaneous recoil from the guilty indifference now so generally maintained. " But, as a Christian and a mother, I would press upon you my dying counsel never to accept as your husband, a man in whose religious character you cannot place confidence. Depend upon it, that it is a fearful risk even for one of most ardent piety, to link herself with one who is careless or hostile in regard to heartfelt religion. But for one whose religious character has not yet acquired that firm ness which is generally imparted only by actual struggle with the temptations and cares of the world, what can we expect but that the example of the husband should become all-powerful in eradicating all true Christian principle and pious feeling from the soul ? " And when the wife does remain firm inhe r pro fession, and true to Her vows, who can tell the un- happiness she daily feels, springing from the cold ness or the contempt of sacred things manifested by her husband ! For grief of this nature there is no earthly cure. The wounded spirit must bleed on inwardly and silently, until death shall heal it. " It is but little, my daughter, that my failing strength will allow me to add, but I feel assured that the suggestions I have made will be carried out in your own reflections. I have signified to your father that it is my wish that this letter should not be opened by you until there was a necessity of A MOTHER'S LETTKK. 77 your coming to a decision in regard to the subject of which it treats. Now, therefore, while deliberat ing upon this, the most important transaction of your life, let me direct you to commit the subject in faith and prayer to God, asking of him the knowledge and strength requisite to enable you to come to a decision. To God's gracious keeping, I commend you, my beloved daughter. The Lord bless you and keep you, the Lord cause his face to shine upon you, and give you peace now and for- fvermore." * How sincerely do I rejoice, my sainted mother,' said Constance, as she finished the perusal of this letter for the second time, * that my own determinations are so much in uni son with your advice.' She knelt down by her bedside, in the silence of her chamber, and fervently suppli cated the blessing of God, to enable her to <-arry into execution the resolution she had formed. As she arose from her knees, she cast another tearful glance towards the por trait, :is it' rxp.rtinir to read in it the approval vlu k;d sonirht ; and then happy in the con- isness of duty performed, she sought her pillow, and was soon wrapped in peaceful sluml CHAPTER VIII. THE PROPOSAL ANSWERED. Marriage is a matter of more worth Than to be dealt in by attorneyship. SHAKSPEARE. TWELVE o'clock came, and with it, on the wings of love, came Edward Seaman. He found Constance alone in the drawing-room, simply attired in her ordinary morning-dress, and engaged with her work. She had never appeared to him so lovely, so engaging, as at this moment His first glance assured him that Mr. Barnwell had been faithful to his promise, and that he had already opened the way for a frank communication of his feelings and purposes. ' May I hope, Constance Miss Barnwell but you will perhaps permit me to call you Constance that the object of my visit is not altogether disagreeable to you.' To these words, hastily uttered, as he took his seat by her side, she replied only by a THE PROPOSAL. 79 blush. Encouraged by this, Edward ventured to take her hand in his own. She did not withdraw it. 'You have already, perhaps, more than suspected, dear Constance,' he hesitated at his own boldness, but went on ' that my feelings towards you are deeper than those of a mere acquaintance, or a friend. May I hope for acceptance in the light of a lover can you can I hope for an interest, as such, in your affections V With the impulse of affection, yet with vir gin modesty, Constance raised her beautiful eyes to the countenance of her lover. With difficulty, she replied, * Christian sincerity, Mr. Seaman nay, Edward obliges me to confess, in requital of the frank and honorable avowal you have made to my father and myself, that my feel ings towards you' and she hesitated. * Say but one word more,' exclaimed the ardent youth, sinking upon his knee, ' and I am supremely happy, or supremely miserable. May I, dear Constance, hope for a return of affection V 1 Nay, sir, rise, I beg,' she added, with an 80 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. embarrassed smile, yet in a firm tone, c I can not allow this.' ' I will deal frankly with you, Edward,' she added, as he arose and resumed his seat, still retaining her hand. ' You are not indifferent to me far from it. You hold a deep too deep a place, I fear, in my affections.' * You fear, Constance, too deep a place ?' ' Pardon me : I fear I shall give you pain. But while I confess that your love is not un requited, there are circumstances which will, I think, present a barrier to your hopes.' The effort, intensely painful, was too much for her. She could not restrain her emotion, but fell, almost insensible, into the arms of her lover. Agitated by the liveliest joy, strangely mingled with a dread of hearing more, Ed ward respectfully supported her head upon his arm, until she recovered in a measure her composure, and then added, with a look that thrilled to his very heart, ' It would be weakness not to say guilt for me to attempt to conceal from you the feelings I entertain towards you. But I must I must be plain with you and if my words seem harsh' THE PROPOSAL. 81 ' Harsh, Constance after what I have heard, nothing can seem harsh from your lips.' * There is one point, Edward, which has caused me sincere pain. You recollect our conversation on religious truth a few evenings since. Did I do you injustice, when I inferred that you had adopted the views of the so- called rationalists in religion in short, that your religious principles are unsettled, and especially so, in regard to what Christians generally consider the cardinal doctrines of Christianity, the doctrine of the Trinity, the atonement, and those connected?' ' Constance,' replied her lover, * I will not attempt to impose upon you by concealment or subterfuge. On those points, I confess, my principles, if principles they can be called, are not in unison with what I take to be your own.' A slight shudder passed through the frame of the lovely girl as she heard this frank an nouncement, and she replied ' I thank you, Edward, for your sincerity and frankness, in this matter. Will you par don me if I add, that the knowledge of this 8 82 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. fact will prevent me from entertaining your proposals ?' ' Can it be, Constance, that a slight differ ence upon speculative points of faith, will thus influence your decision ? My opinions have been the result of circumstances, per haps they are not firm, for my studies have been directed to far different topics but' ' But, Edward, I know what you would add. My duty forbids me, however, to en trust the happiness of my life to one, whose religious principles are unsettled, and whose religious feelings are feeble. But, Edward,' she added, as she observed the paleness that overspread his countenance, ' I have given you great pain,' and her eyes filled with tears as she spoke. ' Admirable woman,' said her lover, slightly turning away his face to conceal his emotion. f You have taught me a lesson which I shall never forget henceforth I cannot but know and feel something of the loveliness of prac tical piety, a thing which I have sometimes ridiculed, and whose existence I have alw r ays more than half doubted. May I hope, Con stance, for an interest in your prayers. I am THE PROPOSAL. 83 not ashamed to ask it, for I can now realize the value of such intercession.' * My prayers, Edward 1 if the prayers of one so sinful, can avail before the throne of Grace, have been yours but permit me to add, that the subject must be made a per sonal one. A cordial and earnest heart an open, teachable, and childlike spirit, God will bless with the communication of his sav ing truth.' * And yet, how to begin,' replied the lover. Constance you can, you will direct me.' 1 Your first resort, then, must be to the word of God with prayer there are certain reli gious works which I could recommend to you, but I trust you will feel disposed to go at once to the Divine fountain rather than to the streams.' They parted that night the one to find consolation, strength, and peace in the con sciousness of painful duty conscientiously dis charged the other to seek for himself at the throne of Grace, a portion of that spirit of religion, whose influences upon the clia: - r and heart of her he loved, he could not l.iii deeply admire. CHAPTER IX. THE NEW HOME. ' Guarded by love, and blessed by happy hearts.' IT was a brilliant morning in the latter end of May. A beautiful spring had suddenly succeeded to a long and cold winter, and the foliage and flowers already wore their deep est green and brightest hues. On the banks of the Hudson, a few miles from the city of New York, was the small, but pleasant farm which Mr. Barnwell had purchased, and where he now dwelt. It consisted of a few acres of the most fertile land, extending for some distance along the shore, and stretching back with a gentle undulating rise, relieved by a pleasant little valley, to a range of hills which formed its eastern boundary. Around it to the north and south, were tracts of wood land and green meadow, finely intermingled with cultivated fields and the gardens of the proprietors and tenantry. The farm-house stood at some quarter of a THE NEW HOME. 85 mile's distance from the shore, almost com pletely embosomed by trees. The passengers upon the river might catch, at intervals, be tween the trees, glimpses of its grey walls, huge dormer windows, and woodbine-covered portico ; of the neat little lawn, edged with flower-beds in front, and of the rustic sum mer-houses flanking either termination of the footpath that wound through the grove to the door of the house. In the whole aspect of the place there was a combination of the most beautiful rural scenery, with complete retirement and repose. In the early morning for the sun had scarcely yet risen above the eastern hills Mr. Barnwell and Constance sat upon the seats of the portico, while Josephine, blithe and happy as the spring birds that twittered in the branches above her head, was diligent ly employed in planting some flower seeds in a bed of newly prepared earth, assigned by her father to her own purposes. An expression of happiness and content lingered upon the countenances of both father and daughter, as they watched the motions of the cheerful little girl at her pleasant work. 8* 86 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. To the mind of Constance the scene strongly recalled the days of her own sunny childhood, when, in the long summers, the seasons of retirement from the city, she had been equally happy in similar employments under the eye of her mother. The same interesting recol lections dwelt in the mind of her father ; and as his eye returned from the graceful and ac tive form of Josephine to the countenance of her sister, he said, with a smile 4 Really, Constance, I have hardly yet been able to realize our altered circumstances. Were it not that I occasionally miss my for mer employments in the counting-house, I should be inclined to pronounce the transac tions and occurrences of the few months just past as dreams.' * Are we not as happy as we ever were, father ?' said Constance, in reply. ' I mean, as we ever have been since the death of my mother. Yes, we are, and I knew it would be so. How strongly does this place remind me of our old country seat in New Jersey. It is equally retired, equally rural, and, I think, all the better for being humbler.' * Nay, my daughter,' replied Mr. Barnwell, THE NEW HOME. 87 with a smile, ' you have a faculty of gilding poverty.' % A peaceful mind and happy heart can hide it, lather rob it of all its roughness and darkness, and throw around it the sunshine of content, without which a paradise would be a wilderness.' At this moment Charles issued from the door with a cheerful salute, and a self accus ing complaint of his own indolence. He was much improved in his appearance. His countenance had lost much of its pale and sickly hue ; his eye shone with a softer and more healthy lustre, and his step had ac quired firmness and vigor. * What, Charles so early astir for an in valid ! But you are right, my son. There is health in this bright sunshine and balmy air. What say you for a walk along the shore ? Constance, I am sure, will accompany us ; and who can tell whether we may not find for you a subject for a new poem, or descrip tive essay, in our rambles. To be sure my own imagination has had its day, and I can not say much for its strength or its brilliancy, but it may serve to chasten the flights of your own.' 88 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. Notwithstanding his own occasional self- delusions, Mr. Barnwell was far from feeling, as yet, happy in his new abode. The aching void which the absence of his accustomed bu siness engagements had left in his bosom was not fully occupied by the calm and leisurely employments of his farm. There was a yearn ing for the crowded streets, the exchange and the counting room ; a yearning which daily diminished, indeed, but which he had not yet been able to dismiss. At times the change in his circumstances would weigh upon his mind with peculiar force ; and as he felt his mental energies sinking under these visita tions of sorrow, he would look forward to the future a future, in which his children, bred in affluence, might be exposed to all the evils of poverty with an aching heart. But his Christian principles soon obtained the mastery over these suggestions of the man and the father. In such moments, the soci ety, the sweet angelic serenity and holy con fidence of his daughter were invaluable to him they brought hope again to his heart and composure to his spirit. In a thousand little ways, and by a thousand delicate atten- THE NEW HOME. 89 tions, seemingly trifling in themselves, but all valuable as the efforts of a daughter's love, and the contributions to a lather's comfort, she sought to beguile and relieve those hours which, for want of active employment, would else have hung heavily upon his hands. These ministrations of love were blessed in the gra dual but sure production of the results to which they trnili-d. His daughter soon had the satisfaction of witnessing that her efforts were not in vain. Day by day his spirits acquired more of their former tone, and the intervals of ennui were less frequent and pro tracted. This morning he felt peculiarly happy. A day of storms, during which the family had been confined to the farm-house, was suc ceeded by the brilliant dawn and balmy morning I have described. There seemed to be a spirit of joy and love in every created thin*:. Kven the bright leaves as they flashed in the early sunbeams, the dew upon the rich green grass, and the silvery-crested ripples of the river, might have been imagined to par take of tin- stirring spirit of life, which had issued with the sunrise from the golden gates of heaven. The grove was peopled with tho 90 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. merry spring birds, singing joyously in the * fayre greenwood tree,' and every note went to the hearts of those early worshipers of God in the great temple of his works. A sudden curve of the beach, sweeping around at the northern extremity from the edge of a grove of elms, brought before them the brilliant expanse of the river, bounded in the distance by the Palisades. As they emerged from under the shade of the trees, and exchanged the soft smooth sward for the sparkling sands, a boat shot from a little cove, artificially constructed upon the shore of their neighbor's property, and made for the middle of the broad stream. The oar was plied by the vigorous arm of a young man of prepossessing appearance, who seemed fully equipped for a fishing excursion. No sooner had his eye caught the forms upon the shore, however, than he hesitated in his course, and after a few leisurely strokes of the oar forward, he suddenly changed the direction of his vessel, and in a few moments ran it Aipon the beach where they stood. Somewhat accustomed to the friendly free dom of country life, Mr. Barnwell advanced and returned a polite ' good morning,' to the THE NEW HOME. 91 gay salutation of the youthful stranger, who soon sprang upon the sands, and casting his light fishing-rod into the boat, said * A fine morning, sir, for the disciples of Izaak Walton. Have I the honor of address ing our new neighbor, Mr. Baniwell V Mr. Barnwell replied in the affirmative, and bowed to the stranger's announcement of himself as Mr. Gregory. The ceremony of introduction to Charles and Constance being over, the party entered into a conversation which served to impress them favorably in regard to the good humor and intelligence of their new acquaintance. George Gregory was a young man of twenty, uniting, with the advantages of a tall, muscular, yet graceful figure, the ease and polish of a gentlemanly address, and a coun tenance indicative of open dispositions and generosity of nature. His complexion bore the clear and healthy hue which country air and exercise confer, his light gray eye spark led with vivacity and youthful fire, and his clustering brown locks, falling, with no pre tensions to the mode, about his brow and temples, added expression and grace to his features. 92 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. His first glance at the figure and face of Constance had been sufficient to interest him. To her, after a few remarks contributed as his share to the conversation which Mr. Barnwell was holding with his son, in relation to the scenery of the opposite shore, he par ticularly addressed himself. Like her he had long been an inhabitant of the city, and was now, indeed, only spending a few months in the country as a relaxation from severe aca demical engagements during the winter. Their discourse naturally turned upon the re lative advantages and pleasures of country life, and he was pleased to find that the sen timents of the fair stranger were so much in unison with his own. Constance was equally interested in his lively appreciation of the charms of rural life, of the retirement and re pose which it confers, and the freshness and purity which an habitual intercourse with na ture imparts to the moral sentiments and the feelings. Attracted by some incidental remarks which his new acquaintance had dropped upon the subject of literary pursuits, Charles soon came in for his share of the conversation. For one so young, his familiarity with general litera- THK NKW HOME. 93 hire seemed surprising ; nor was this favor able impression diminished by the appearance of any tiling like pedantry, or pretension to superior acquirement. His remarks flowed from him easily and gracefully, with no effort, as if in the ordinary expression of his thoughts. * My father, >ir.' he observed to Mr. Barn- well, as he prepared to depart, ' will be proud, I am assured, to cultivate your acquaintance. He confines himself entirely to the country, and the advantages of society here, as you may believe, are but small. He will hail with pleasure such an acquisition to the circle of his tri< With a graceful acknowledgment of the courtesy thus politely offered, Mr. Barnwell, in reply, slightly alluding to his humble mode of life, expressed his gratification at the pros pect of agreeable intercourse thus held out to him. The history of his misfortunes, and intend ed removal to the country had, as is usual in such cases, preceded the arrival of Mr. Barn- well's family < \\ residence. In the family circle at Mr. Gregory's, the knowledge oi' his honorable conduct, his manly character, 9 94 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. and high respectability, had awakened a de served sympathy ; and its members were pre pared to welcome him, not only as an agreea ble neighbor, but as an intimate and honored friend. Under these circumstances a friendly and pleasant intercourse between the families im mediately commenced. Mutual respect soon deepened into mutual esteem ; and a similarity of tastes and habits induced a participation in the pleasing pursuits and relaxations of a country life. The necessary personal atten tion which Mr. Barnwell was obliged to give to his farm, now formed only one among many inducements to exertion ; and before another month had passed, he had entirely ceased to regret his absence from the busy engagements of the city. A letter, which Charles received about this time from Edward Seaman, announced his intention to spend a few days at an uncle's, in the immediate vicinity; during which he hoped for the pleasure of frequent intercourse with his old friends. With mingled feelings of hope and anxiety Constance heard this an nouncement, as it promised a final determina- THE NEW HOME. 95 tion of the matter which now so deeply interested her affections. The months of absence which had intervened since their re moval from the city, had served to reveal to her, more thoroughly, the true state of her feel ings. The struggle through which she had passed, had left a sense of exhaustion, some times deepening into despondency, which time had not began to mitigate. The prospect of a speedy meeting excited her beyond her wont, and produced not an unpleasing interruption to the course of her thoughts in regard to him. That he still felt for her all the affection he had once expressed, she could not doubt, from the manner in which he had written to Charles. That he had conscientiously and faithfully m- gaged in the consideration of the nature and claims of practical Christianity she also knew ; and a long letter to her father had informed her that he was much interested in the inquiries he had commenced. But of the effect which these studies had produced, or were producing, sin knew nothing. It was natural, therefore, that she should look forward to his visit to the country with much intm>t and anxiety. CHAPTER*. NEW FRIENDS, GOOD AND BAD. ' Look on this picture and then on that.' Here woman reigns, the mothtr, daughter, wife, Strews with fresh flowers the narrow way of life. MONTGOMERY. Instead of shutting herself up in her nursery she strove to bring her nursery down to her drawing room, and instead of modestly denying her friends entrance into her purgatory, she had a foolish pride in showing herself in the midst of her ansfls. Mi?s FERRIER. THE family mansion of Mr. Gregory was one of those noble old fashioned structures, which are now so rarely to be met with in the vicinity of the metropolis. Modern taste, and the rage for splendor and display, are fast destroying every such monument of the good old times, and of the easy and generous hospitality of the earlier days of our republic. The mansion was built before the Revolution, and had always been in the possession of the family, whose descendants still dwelt in it. A few days after the events narrated in the NEW FRIENDS. 97 commencement of the last chapter, Mr. Barn- w t- 11, his son, and daughter, called to return the visit of their neighbors. As they ascend ed the noble avenue towards the dwelling, they remarked, with satisfaction, the air of complete retirement and quiet which pervad ed the place. A double row of elms, the growth of half a century, protected the high ly cultivated garden, laid out with much taste on either side of the avenue, at the extremity of which, and immediately in front of the well shaded portico, was a beautiful lawn, surrounding a fountain and spacious marble basin, supplied with water from a spring on the elevated ground, beyond the mansion. On the left of the building, almost entirely concealed by the luxuriant shrubbery, stood the gardener's cottage, and in a corresponding situation on the right was a summer house, commanding a partial view of the river. A riding course wound through the grove that cted the mansion on the north, and an ar tificial pond, fed by springs fronHabbve, and emptying into the river by a serpentine canal, whose banks were covered with water cress es, occupied the back ground. 98 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. They found the family, enjoying their after noon relaxation under the pleasant shade of the grove. The group which presented itself as they approached was so beautifully in keeping with the scene, that Constance more than half uttered an exclamation of joyful surprise, and the enthusiastic Charles whis pered in the ear of his father, ' If first impressions may be depended upon, sir, yonder group will fully justify the expec tations we have formed from our slight ac- O quaintance with a few of its members.' Mr. Gregory, a dignified looking man of fifty, occupied a rustic seat, constructed around the huge trunk of an elm, whose spreading branches touched the front of the portico on the one side, and nearly mingled with the bright jet of the fountain on the other. At his side sat his eldest daughter, reading to him from a work in which they both seemed so deeply engaged, as not to notice the approach of their guests. His son, before introduced to the notice of the reader, was busily occupied in explaining to his two younger sisters the mysteries of a new geographical puzzle ; while Augustus, a rosy-cheeked, flaxen-haired NEW FRIENDS, 99 boy of eight years, was eagerly watching, with repeated exclamations of delight, the evolutions of the gold and silver fish in the basin of the fountain. Over him stood the watchful mother, younger, by a few years, than her husband, affectionately restraining him from too venturesome an inclination over the marble rim, and ever ami anon casting a . glance of pleasure towards her elder son, and his prattling pupils. * You find us at our ease, my dear sir,' said Mr. Gregory, rising from his seat and ad vancing towards the visitors. ' Let me assure you of the ^reat pleasure which I feel in your visit Mr. Barnwell, Mr. Charles Barnwell, Miss Barnwell, Mary,' he added, introducing them to his daughter. ' Mrs. Gregory and George already enjoy the pleasure of your acquaintance. Will you take seats with us IK rt for a moment, my friends, or shall we adjourn to the house.' ' This grove is too tempting, sir,' replied Mr. Barnwell, ' not to induce us to wish to enjoy its coolness and shade. Have I the pleasure of seeing your whole family? he added, with a delighted look around the circle. 100 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' We are all here, sir, each one, as you see, pursuing his own pleasure. Our little girls have for a few days past delighted themselves with the prospect of a playmate from your house, as Emily here is ready, I dare say, to tell us.' ' Is she coming, Father ?' said Emily, anxiously looking down the avenue, while Julia elevated herself on tiptoe to command a more extensive view of the approach to the house. ' All in good time, my daughter. I had indeed hoped, Miss Barnwell,' appealing to Constance, ' that you "would bring your inter esting little sister with you on your first visit. Will you allow my little ones to go for her ?' The permission was willingly accorded, and away tripped the little girls, hand in hand, to fulfil their pleasing commission. Mary Gregory, whom we must now intro duce to the reader, was a young lady of six teen. She had no pretensions to beauty, be ing possessed of plain features, of which a gentle and modest sadness was the predomi nant expression. An accident in childhood had deprived her of the use of her left arm, and the traces of the suffering she had en- NEW FRIENDS. 101 dured were still visible in the awkward and painful habits of motion, which, in conse quence, she had contracted. Having thus been, in a great measure, deprived of the or dinary active enjoyments of youth, she had been thrown upon the resources of a mind naturally ^il'tt-d with hiIvinf the religious inquiries, in which he liad been recently en^a'jvd and of their result. lie dwelt without disguise upon the conflict l: 130 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. he had undergone ; of the darkness through which he had passed ; of the light and com fort which had followed. He spoke as a penitent sinner, to whom the way of pardon and of peace hadbeen mercifully opened ; and in the sincerity of his self-accusings, and the depth of his humility, and mistrust of self, his friends believed they discerned the genu ine ope rations of the Spirit of God. 'Thank God! thank God!' exclaimed Charles, rising and taking his friend's hand in his own, while his noble heart swelled with emotion. The tears started to the eyes of Constance at this sudden expression of her brother's hap py feelings. Surely, to her, this was a day of unmingled happiness. The afternoon, for there was but one ser vice at the Church, was spent in conversa tion and reading. The evening was occupied by Mr. Barnwell in the religious instruction of his youngest daughter, in the presence of the household, of which the catechism formed OHAPTEB XII. mi: su K UIAMBKU M:\V TI:: 'Tli. .0111, Thine rqurr Jooin r linlc day.' all a* one as F should lovr n bright particular star.' DAI. jrfl than the\ had yet experienced were in store tor the family. Hithcrlo, they had bri-ii tiii-d only on the side of their worldly interests: and the storm which iniu'ht have A). i lined others with despair, had passed their heads succeeded l,y the sunshine. Charles, whose rapidly improving health had inspired him with the hope that lie mi^ht safely return to his literary labors, had 1 few weeks earnestly de\oted hii new poem, on a subje. 'ed by one of his friend-, v, ,1 opinion he highly prixed. Tin- excitement attending its composition, for a tone, seemingly sustained, while, in re ality, it \\. \lnmstini_: his strenirtli. 132 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. Mr. Barnwell, though somewhat fearful of the result, was also deceived by the tempora ry effects which the country air and exercise had produced on his son's health. The de ception however was soon painfully cor rected. A few days after the short visit of Edward, who had left them in hope of a speedy return, a violent attack of pain confined Charles to his bed. His strength was immediately and thoroughly prostrated ; and it was fearful to remark the rapid progress of his disease. A physician was consulted, whose opinion, though expressed with as much encourage ment as he dared to hold out, was such as to deepen the painful anxiety of his friends. A melancholy foreboding of the result, founded upon his observation of the course of the same disease in his wife, weighed upon the spirits of Mr. Barnwell, who never left his bedside except when urgently demanded by the neces sary business of his farm. Constance, also, unremitting in her attentions, and dividing her care between her aunt and brother, except when engaged in the duty of instructing Jo sephine, seemed like a sweet angel of love, THK SICK t M \MRKK. cheering his dependency, n-lifvin-r 1, ness, and ministering to his \va: The termination, however, was not yet at hand. Reduced to a stale ofVi the invalid lingered OH ; and tin- disease, at first | . ;i station ary character. Onsomeofthe pleasant siim- iner days he was enabled to sit lor a short time at the open window of the apartment, and even to bear the fatigue of removal to O the jxjrtico. Hope once more faintly dawned in the bosom of his sister, as these favorable symptoms became more and more frequent in their recurrence, but they were not able to dispel the cum iction of his speedy dissolution from the mind of Mr. Barnwell. The bright sunny countenance of Josephine, s;> suddenly clouded, became once more radiant with <_j;lad- ness; and the keen anguish of her little heart at the sullerinirs of her brother, dav by day, gave place to hope and jratitude. By a thousand delicate attentions, Mr. Gre gory and his family testified their interest to wards the aillicted household. Scarcely a day had pass, d in which (Jeor^e had not --pent ari hour at the bedside of the friend 134 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. whom he he had so soon learned to respect for his talents, and to love for his high-souled and manly virtues. Mary always accompanied him in these visits, and after her brother had departed, would solicit the privilege of divid ing with Constance the pleasant duty of read ing to the invalid, or of amusing him by con versation ; a task in which, notwithstanding her timidity, she soon admirably succeeded. Days and even weeks passed on, and still the invalid lingered on in the same state. If there w T as any change, it appeared to be for the better. The physician became less fre quent in his visits, and Mr. Barnwell, resign ing the charge of his attendance to Constance and her friends, was enabled to give himself more thoroughly to the superintendence of his farm. One morning, as Constance and George and Mary Gregory were assembled in the parlor, to which Charles had been enabled to descend, Mr. Barnwell entered, and with a smile an nounced the reception of a letter from Edward Seaman, who had left the city for the south, a short time after his visit at their house, on bu siness for his father. THF SICK ( 11AM! ' K'f> ' And what think yon, Charles '.' he added: ' hr will In- with us in a lew d; Tin- liirlit of pleasure gleamed in the of thf invalid, as lu- received the open letter t'roni the hand of his father, and eagerly coni- ineneed its perusal. Mary observed the blush which overspread the countenance of Constance, as she heard the announcement, and alter a hasty glance at her brother, took her hand and softly en quired k Who is this Mr. Seaman, Constance, you have never mentioned him to me ?' The question arrested the attention of iliar and painful expression might have been detected upon his counte nance, tor a moment, as he awaited the reply. ' He is a friend of Charles,' replied Con- stanee, and she blushed more deeply as she added, ' and of all of us.' The mild e\e of MIMA (ire> i li:ivc In aril. It iMfins tu I .: lh.it iiicii r-hnii!.: Seeing that draiii, a m i >-..-. r\ MI!. Will mini-. \|I.-M ii mil . ACTI viT.n by the purpose which he liail adopted, George ( i uu'ht an interview with Mr. Barnwell on the same evening. Christian linnnrss had obtained the m;r . and it was with a heart ,ii.iti\t-!y calm that lie stood upon the portico, awaitintr tlie answer to the bell. The scene liefoiv him, beautiful at all times, was now softened into exquisite lo\eli- ness by the mild radiance of the summer moonlight. Tree, rock, and wave lay bathed in itv ^.litest s|ilendoi>. The peaceful bosom of the ii\er \\.iv tracked by a broad line ot :-y lirht : and the indistinct and broken outline of the opposite shore, relieved here and there by a Kolitary tree, or a lone farm- 19 142 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. house, contributed to the magic dreaminess of the picture. As he entered the hall, sobs were distinctly audible from the chamber of the invalid. The servant stole up stairs with a noiseless step, as if fearful to disturb the silence that reigned in the house, and presently returned with an invitation to the sick-room. What were his emotions, when, instead of the happy and hopeful group he had seen in the morning, he now saw a strickened band of mourners, weeping over the dying bed of a son and a brother ! The clergyman w r as kneeling at the bed side as he entered, holding one hand of the invalid in his own, and offering up the visita tion prayer. George immediately dropt upon his knee, and as the half-uttered response, and anxious, fervent ' amen ' was heard from one and another of the beloved group, he wept as he knelt. Presently the voice of the clergyman ceased ; and as they arose from their knees, he heard the sweet, mild tones of Constance, breathing into the ear of her brother. ' Sister,' he whispered, in reply, but his DEATH. roken. and some-times indistinct. 4 you would not fear to die I' The sound of weeping was tin- only an swer. Y:\.-wet1 Constance beloved sifter,' he continued, ' why do you weep ? 1 leel that God supports me. Yes, the e\erl;istin>_- arms blessed Savior, how wonderful thy siraceto to a poor sinner !' At this moment Josephine came to the bed side, and buried her face in her sister's bo- Mnii. A peaceful, amrdic over the features of the d\in^ youth, id, * Dear Josejihine, why do you weep SO?' ' Herause, Charles.' she sobbed, fixing her swimming eyes upon his counten; She could say no more. ' Jovephine. I do not fear to die. I am gO- LWSJ from \oii, but if you will bo a li'uod child, and belie\e and love the Savior, and live a holy life, we shall meet airain. My ' I die." The child raised her head, and with a won dering and atleclionate look, in which lo\e, >orrovv, and hope, were strangely intt nnin- the bloodl- .;her. 144 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' Josephine, whenever you look at mother's picture, think that I have gone home to her home to heaven where we will wait for you, and for all I am leaving now.' ' Oh, Charles !' was the only answer of the child. ' And now, Constance,' he said, ' I feel that I have strength enough to hear once more that beautiful letter from Edward. Read it, sister, for it will give me happiness in death.' With a faltering voice Constance com menced the reading of the letter received that morning. It was addressed to Charles, and detailed the interesting circumstances attend ing his religious inquiries and his conversion. ' And now, my dear friend,' was the lan guage in which it concluded, ' I have given you a faithful history of my Christian expe rience. I have had, as I have said, many hours of darkness, doubt, and despondency. Mine was a high and proud spirit, but the wonderful grace of God has subdued it. My heart had grown hard in its selfishness, and the religious views I previously entertained, had only served to deepen that selfishness. Misled by the false but plausible reasonings III. 1 1 I of mm, I conceived that the fundamental ines of ii vhibitinu; ;i Triune God interposing <>n our behalf a Divine sacri fice fnr sin, a Spirit of sanciificatiou dwelling in the In-art, \veie in* > ^itli the fa n- ci. d moral purity ami dignity of man. ver luninu: known the evil of sin, and never having contrasted its fearful effects, and ne- ,ilv awful penalties, with the attributes of a perfect and holv Clod a beink his seat. Constance turned, and for the first time became aware of his presence. ( lently disengaging her hand from that of her brother, who lay with his eye lived upon the face of his kneeling father, and the same sweet smile still upon his coun tenance, she approached him and whisper ed M,. ( i;-< -Lfory. you behold a sad change since this morning. This disease has deceived us all. and 1 fear my brother is dying.' In generous sympathy with the sorrows id him. the unhappy youth forgot himself and his own feelings. He was about to ad vance to the bed-side, when the voice of the iiiNalid, much changed, arrested him. ' So father Constance Josephine I I am dyinir.' Instantly they were at his side.' ())i, sir,' he asked, a* the cleiwman 148 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. commended his departing spirit to God, in a few touching words ' God bless you. Dear friends, it is not hard to die.' ' Shall I say any thing to aunt Mary' whispered Constance, as she gently supported his head. ' Tell her tell her that I have sweet peace here ;' and he endeavored to lay his hand upon his heart ; ' I wished that she my death but come nearer Constance my lips sweet peace.' And in another moment he slept in Jesus. A dreadful pause succeeded, which was at length broken by the voice of the clergy man ' It is over.' The stricken group started, and felt all the reality of death. For a few moments the feelings of nature prevailed, and they lifted up their voices together, and wept. ( Brother !' sobbed Constance, as she fas tened her lips upon his high pale brow, in a kiss in which was concentrated all the tenderness of the woman, all the love of the sister, and all the grief of the Christian mourner. DEATH. 149 Josephine laid her i loss pale than that of the corpse, upon her bosom, and wept as if her heart would break. The father gently raising the child from her position, laid his hand upon the bosom of his . and k':eh down to pray. Few and simple, but oh ! how touching, were the words of his prayer. The Lord ira\e, and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord.' 'In the midst of life, we are in death : of whom ma\ Mr succor but of thee, Lord holy () Clod most mighty O holy and most merciful Savior.' And then lie blessed his God for the hope which he had shed around that dying hour for the Christian life, the peaceful death of his son. He asked for >tren-j;th under their bereavement for 'jrace to profit by the ex ample of the departed one for peace and comfort amid future trials. ds of the burial service were heard in the secluded church yard, and Kdwanl Seaman stood BCTS at the (rrave. 150 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. ' Earth to earth ashes to ashes dust to dust.' They laid the mortal remains in the fresh damp earth, and they rounded the green sod over him, and strewed the summer flowers upon his tomb ; but with their grief was min gled the sweet thought of a Christian's rest in the bosom of his God ; and the light of Chris tian hope made their tears radiant as they fell. CHAPTER xiv. MARY GKKGOKY'S LETTER CONCLUSION. is Indeed too short to be wasted in brooding over disappoint ment ; a:iJ t am conviiintl that there is niucli mure of selfishness than or sensibility! in this brooding. Tin' affections arc given to us for activity :mil diilu*ion ; ttwy arc the lire to warm, not to consuin Miss SXDOWICK HOMK. Tin. spring returned, and time had sancti fied and hallowed the bereavement which the family of Mr. Barmvell had sustained. The imaire of Charles dwelt in their hearts, and his name often lingered upon their lips, but the bitterness of grief had subsided into the (.aim sorrow for the loved and sainted dead. The necessary expense attending his ill ness and death had drawn heavily upon the \ income of Mr. Barnwell, and for the first time, want, ' as an armed man,' threat ened him with the removal of those \\-\\- com forts nay, indispensable necessaries of life, which had hitherto remained to him. It w.is then that the daughter, happy in an opportu nity of testifying her love, displayed once 152 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. more the beautiful strength and self-devotion of character, in engaging in an employment from which too many well educated females, of half her qualifications, have shrunk with disgust. The family of Mr. Gregory had been for many months without a governess. Every means had been used to secure the services of one properly qualified, but without success. Many, indeed, had applied for the situation ; but the requirements of the parents, anxious not only concerning literary qualifications and accomplishments, but concerning moral and religious character also, had not hitherto been met. Their minds had often been turned towards Constance, but delicacy had restrained them from suggesting their wishes to her or to her father. They were sincerely gratified, therefore, when, at his daughter's request, which he had at first resisted, Mr. Barnw T ell proposed her as a candidate for the situation. A satisfactory arrangement was soon made. The three daughters of Mr. Gregory, for Mary was proud of becoming the pupil of such a teacher, came CONCLUSION. 153 to the farm-house to receive their lessons for a few hours every day. The anxious wish of Fanny Briscome, to become one of the class of 'her sweet MiN. 157 t"M.'.s of Constance were low, sweet, tremu lous, vet clear and silvery. They were per fect music. I saw a 1e;ir start to the eye of Mr. r>;:inue!l as lie presented her to the cler gyman, and I wondered what it meant while I almost wej>i in sympathy. I cannot tell you how unhappy I am at the prospect of losing our interesting teacher. But it must be so. " Did I tell you that Mr. Seaman had com menced building a country seat for his son, immediately adjoining the farm-house 1 It is arranged that the newly married pair shall spend the present summer at the farm, and that during the winter season, when obliged to live in town, they will come out on Satur day, spend the Sunday here, and return on Mon " Constance is determined still to conduct the education of Josephine, in conjunction with her father. Dear little girl, I almost envy her happiness. Gentle reader, the author lays down his pen in the humble hope that the simple tale i58 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. he has told is not without its moral. The fact of female influence, for good or for evil, is unquestionable. Shall we not then, in wo man's education, have constant and anxious regard to this fact 1 Shall she not be placed intellectually, in such a position that the pow erful agency which mind excites over mind, shall be her strongest instrumentality in bring ing back the reign of truth and principle, of unselfish devotion to the cause of virtue, of generous self-forgetting, self-sacrificing ardor in working out the regeneration of society. Shall she not be fitted morally, and, (under God), religiously fitted, to occupy that sphere, which, without her, is an unlovely waste, sun less and barren, the domestic circle, the world of home ? Again. Take away religion from the sphere of woman's enjoyment and destiny, and what do you leave her 1 ' Last at the cross, and earliest at the grave,' why has she been made peculiarly alive to religious impression, if she is to be kept for ever wandering blindfold upon earth, far from heaven's light and blessedness ? Oh, remem- CONCLUSION. 159 ber, that there are seasons of deep endurance, through which the most favored child of for tune and indulgence may be called to pass, which man never knows ; that there are wa ters of deep affliction, whose waves are fire to try her spirit that there are often bitter dregs of sorrow mingled in her cup of life, even though that cup be a golden one. But, at the best, what is woman without religion ? Let her soul go out over all earth's pleasant* nesses, its pomps and its witcheries ; yet, if her originally noble nature is true to itself, it will hover over them all, like Noah's dove, with weaiiid wing, seeking true rest and find ing none, and looking anxiously for shelter to the ark of God. Her tendencies are heaven ward let us beware how we bind her to earth. The plumage of the bird of Paradise may be beautiful and lustrous in the desert, but it is only when restored to its native bow ers, that we are made glad with the pure lit'r and joyousness that are in its heart, and are enchanted with its richest hues. Without re ligion, earth is but a desert to us all, though sin's deceitful mirage may show it in the dis tance like an enchanted Armida palace, a 160 MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER. clime as green and bright as old Arcady of the poets, a perfect Atlantis, rising beautiful upon the waves of time. Without religion, it is a desert indeed for woman, wherein the hot sands wither her best affections, and where she sighs evermore for ' the green pastures ' and ' the still waters.' UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. 20m-7,'67(H3149s4)