:;'V-?;-;*Ws!x:-;v;:.':- i ,„v ,'' 1?'* 'J >^ ll.> •^ , 'X^^ '-\^, l^HiVERSlTY OF CALIFORNIA. RIVERSIDE POEMS BY T. J. POWYS. LONDON: KEG AN PAUL, TRENCH, TRUBNER A- CO., Ltp. 1891. ERRATA. The aspirate ' in the second line of the Greek motto to the Dedication should be ' Page 20, line 4, for is his read in his Page 20, last line but one, for they read thy Page 69, line 1, for in all read all in ' Page 82, line 11, for fancies read Dreamland's Page 91, line 14, for looked read look Page 114, line 13, 7-ead In stocks within a pound impounded with Page 126, line 9, for smiled read grinne £^-^^C^ ^x-rr^ t, ^ '*^^^'^-*:^ y:y^^^!^ii^:^^ /^^^^^^^ /Z^c^ ' /^^ ^4^v^ /^^^ A^^ ^^^^ ^^^ /^ (/^^P-^ ^^^^ ^^'^ /^-^^ % r/^ ^ /^^ /Af /^ tft-^^ /^/ ^f^ /^^t^y -^H /f {/-^^^^^ /s^/ CONTENTS. PAGE. Starlight . .... 1 Sappho - - - - - - 2 For Cl ..... 3 For Alice Theodora Raikes - - - 6 Between Life and Death ... 9 Owen the Valiant - - - .13 The good news from Geralp - • - - 29 The Hall - - - - - 34 The Wood - ... - 39 vortioern - - - - - 42 DuLCE EST QUOD TERRA TEGIT - - - 47 British India, 1857 - - - - 50 Egeria ..... 53 The Martyr - - - - - 01 The Dream of Pilate's Wife - - - 71 The Damsel possessed - - - - 75 Never More ----- 77 Lake - - - - - - 82 Sea - - - - - - 83 "This LONGING after Immortality ' ' - - 84 Flux and Reflux .... 85 Partant pour la Syrie - - - - 87 Mount Carmel . . . , 94 PAGK, Nazareth - - - - . !)(; Mount Tabor - - - - 07 Sorrow without Hope - - - - !>!• "This is not your rest" - - - 103 Guy Grey - - - - - 107 Midnight ; Midwinter - . - - 131 lovelost ..... 136 The Grave of Burns - - - 145 Tay Bridge .... - 151 Fragment. Greece and Rome - - - 154 Fragment. Hills and Streams - - - 155 The Kilkenny Cats ... - 15G ERRATA, The accent ' in tlie second line of the motto to the Dedication should be ' . Page 120, line 9, for smiled read grinned. STAlUJGliT. Millions of worlds and ugcs,* spreiid in light, Space, time*' — depths undiviucd — Alike unfathomable, co-inlinite. And where the Mind ? And where, oh ! where the Heart ? — for \\hut the rest If that in vain we crave ? All is but measure of a wider waste, A deeper grave. * " We penetrate alike througli the boundaries of time and space ; we measure the former through the hitter .... the light of remote heavenly bodius [)rescnts us witli tlie most ancient perceptible evidence of tiie existence of matter." — liumbuldt, (A>s}uu^, vol. i., p. i-14-5 (vol. iv., p. ooO). SAPPHO. O ' She Las girded lier lyre, yet burning, To the throb of her bosom deep,* With the pressure of arms of yeaniiu And she poises her on the steep. There's a wavy while robe descending ; And a note like a sad song's ending. It is gone — the gleam, the singing : There is nothing near or far But a swan through the blue air winging Away to the western star, And a last note fleeting, dying, With the white swan starward Hying. *'" Bf(Oi'/io\;rov. For CL- "Was there no presage '? Had my restless heart, That stirred, I think, as with some dreamy sense Of dawn as yet unrisen, had it then No prescience, as we stood, that Julian morn. By the deep-flowing river, dark, strong Dee, Deep, but unresting, rapid, like the flow Of passionate thoughts that seek that other heart, That union, as the river seeks the sea ? — ^«o prescience of the new and better life, The world made brighter in the light than then Dawned from dark eyes, that speak the vivid mind With thought's mute eloquence, and speak the soul Of gentleness and goodness ? With that day. So darkened once,* and then, as years lagged on. Still dawning dark on memory, with that day Began new life, which never since has waned Prom that first light, and shall not set ; or if To set on this world's dim and circumscribed And ever near horizon, shall but set In hues prophetic of another day And brighter, hues reflected from afar. * 15th July, 1808. That summer day, that holiday, \\c went Among the hills, and all was fairy-land. That day ! — how oft have I recalled it, straying Among the mountains and the mountain streams' Love-murmuring waters, as they poured their tale, Sped through the flowery woodlands with the pulse Born in their lofty source ! how oft looked back, Tar hack, and then far forward, as with eyes Unsealed, and touched with holy eujjhrasy. Heart stilled and soothed, and mind attuned hy lie;irt, Looked hack with calmest scorn on all that once Had angered at the ingrate and malign,* liemitting, pitying all'^-" — full well content That they, unwitting, blindly shaping ends Of ever-present Providence, had wrought ^ly best deliverance, and, estranging me. Had thither turned my steps where I had found One that redeemed and blessed, won back, relumed That faith in goodness Avhich had been belied, That loving trust which had been so betrayed ; One that by all that friend on earth can show Of leal devotion, purest tenderness. Has taught how votaries see and how revere T'heir friends in Heaven, whom they as saints invoke; Has stablished in a sternly judging mind The boundless blessing of a boundless faith, And made my heart a shrine that shall endure Beyond the ages that outlast the hills. * " O pardun me, thou bleeding i)iece of earth, That 1 am meek and i?entlo with tliose butchers." — JuH'i.is Comir, Act 111., ac. 1. That word '"' Beyond /"--a mystic sonnd, a spoil— The far " Beyond "—it haunted me, a child. I gazed beyond those hills, that hounded then My world, and in the unexplored hcheld Another world— far other than my own, Or all my own, a world within my mind. And after lapse of long and trouhled years, I stood with her upon the mountain height, My childhood's false horizon, and we watched The summer day, that there had dawned, go down Beyond the further west, in kindling hues That seemed to glow with love, and gleam with hope. And well content was I with silent thoughts That followed lite and light beyond the bourn That Fancy fixes in its faithless awe At Time's departure, followed Love and Hope lieyond that western sky, the grave of day ; Full well content, and more, to think that she Then (for I go) alone, yet not alone. Shall watch the setting suns of future days. And take the parting light into her heart, Pledge of its sure revival in the east ; And breathe the summer morn among the flowers. Among the voices of the birds and brooks ; And stray in autumn evening in the wood, And tind the green blade and the earliest bud Glance through the white shroud of the re-born year, That stirs iu earth at whisper of the spring ; 6 And muse iu holy moouliglit as it lies Shed from blue midnight, through the solemn trees And shadows, on the grey historic walls Whence, age by age, the brave and fair have gone ; And think that I am with her still, and share Her thoughtSj'and share her hope, and know it sure. Fob ALICE XnEODOPtA RxiTKES.* CIIPvISTATAS, 1888. The stars of Christmas Eve shone smiling, bright As on that eve when star-bright choirs iu heaven Shed blissful influence on the earth in strains Undreamt of when the sage of old was fain To dream he heard the music of the spheres. But while the night sped on tow'rd Christmas morn Gloom gathered o'er me and the skies I watched ; And waned away the stars, and sank from sight, Though, in their far-off, unseen azure, clear And lucent as the thoughts of heavenly minds That, uneclipsed by death, still light our own Amid the mist and maze of mortal life. * V Now Mrs. Arthur Wilson-Fox. They waned away from sight, and seemed to sink, As many a human heart has felt its hopes And happiness depart when winter cloud Has overcast its sl^y, and seemed to quench The stars of Christmas, that to eyes which j?aze Through tears of " mortal yearnings" set on eai-tli So early, while in Heaven they burn and shine Serene and steadfast in th' eternal blue. Hark !— Karth has still, then, echoes in her heart Of hymns of Heaven : the very air of earth Is resonant with Christmas joy again. The dark and desert air of winter night Gleams constellated, glows with all the stars That gather in the Christian's festal Morn, Rendering their homage to the Light re-born Light of the world ; their choral Hail ! acelaim'd As at Creation's dawning, when they sang. And now the Day-spring, long a buried hope, Long promised by the prescient star of morn, Arises in the mystic, magic East, And earth and sky lie spell-struck, bare and briglit And all is Christmas Morning. And the Day Still grows, and brightens ; and the radiant shafts Pierce, and, perchance, dispel, the pale phantasms And darker memories of the haunted night Where weary thoughts strayed lone among the lost ; And through the melting mist rise tender hopes, 8 As flo^Yel•s from eartli where "Winter laid the loved, Xew hopes, if not for self, for those who come. Love-led, to win and wear a rose-wreathed meed — New pleasures in prophetic view of theirs, Of Jicr's, in following forth that fair young life Beyond my span, in restful trust that it Shall hroathe the sweetness and reflect the light Of this fair Christmas morn. Clear-mirrored now "Within my mind, that, as hefore her, lies Clear hecause calm, I seem her lot to see, Bright as her look, and as her nature sweet. That smiles upon the world, and ever comes To brighten and to bless. And now, in this The world's midwinter, hut the Zenith day Of the great Christian year, when slumbering Earth Already stirs with presage of the sun, In the sweet " turn," stirs with a dream of spring, Of mid-May greenwood and the breath of June, Ttises the thought, a Christmas flower of hope, Upspringing in the wintry wilderness. That ere another Christmas sun shall dawn, AVhethcr on me or on my place of rest, She from her girlhood's graced and happy home To one, her own, still happier, shall have passed : All loving thoughts attending her, and fain To lay them votive on her flowering path. BETWEEN LTEE AND DEATH "Ego (lorniio ot cor mourn vigilal." — Yulgatc. "I sleep, l)iit Tiiy heart wakotli." — Caniiclea, v., 2. Once, in a drefim, so s^Yeet that, while I dreamt, I feared 'twas but a dream, and, dreaming, said, " I fear I dream," and " But if this be so. It is a chance which docs redeem all sorrows That ever I have felt.""" — once, in that dream, I lived true life again. I woke too soon. Yet shall the dream prove truth ; perhaps ere long. And now I fain would dream again ; not wake, ]*>ut dream another life of dreams made real. These things of earth seem now to me less real Than those I dream. Not nature now to me, Xot hill or valle}', sea or sky, can seem Aught other than a land which I have left Far off, behind : tlie lovely lights and hues Have failed and faded ; and the melody No more makes echo. I shall breathe no strain To sunset hills or moonlight dells again. To Fancy's forms, or Passion's, or to Her. * King Lear, 10 Farewell the mountains, and farewell the stars, And farewell, fairest, last, and not for long. " A sleep and a forgetting," a long sleep, That is bat as a moment past, is his Who lies forgetting, and who wakes to find All real, regained, redressed, and nothing lost. I deem not that we read a mystic lore With dying eyes, or by the ebbing light Of sinking life ; but bending o'er the verge Of this the world we leave, we seem, perchance. To see some space beyond — nor dark nor void. I seemed to kno7v some things I had hnt felt, Or had but guessed, or hoped. Long hours I lay, And looked and listened through the breathless night, Through the calm starlight. I have lain, nay, stood Steadfast, I think, and strong in spirit, stood,* Once, twice, and yet again, well-nigh within The wide, dark portal, not to be repassed, "Which opens on eternity. And lights Gleamed through it. I have seen. And I have heard The sound of far-oft' music, far, but once More near, and sweeter still. I felt the flow, The pure waves lapping on my spirit's sense. Like the soft, languorous throb of Southern seas. And earth seemed passing, past ; and life was lulled To longed-for rest ; and I so well content To lie so lulled for ever, to be left — * " Imperatorem ait stantem inori oportere." Sueton. Vespas. 11 Pride, passion, all the fitful fever laid — AVitli but one meek memorial, Pardon, Peace ; Well, though hut all alone in that last hour. What if last lulled by murmured words of love, Last sounds of this world's life, half heard, perhaps, ^Vith some stranjije, hoverinc: doubt if last of earth, Or first of Heaven : and held by tender hands, Sweet as her voice, and loving as her words ? AVhat if borne far, through that dim land of sleep, To that fair land of rest, on angel wings Of some bright dream which I would die to dream, Some angel winging tow'rds the morn that wakes On unknown shores, on worlds that at His smile Rise in the blue Pacific of the stars ? Yain dreams — Atlantic realms in fai-ry seas, Cloud-built by sage or seer, still undiscerned. And still to be, alike by thought and eye ? Not so. Though eye nor ear have seen or heard, Deep things of God there arc.* A dream was dreamt With open ej'es, and things far off were seen Which men belowf beheld not. Not in vain Has Nature's poet breathed his noble faith, " Knowing that Nature never did betray 'n 1 Cor., ii„ 0, 10. t Num., xxiii., 28. 12 The heart tlmt loved hor." Not in vain shall hearts That trust in Nature's Lord believe that they Know whom they trust. So .s//e shall live ; and siJie Be blest, beloved of Him who sees and knows All that she is and shall be : she His own, Who gave her beauty, and who guards her heart And guides her mind. What care if I lie low, Forgotten or remembered, so she live Her happy life at last, and so I rest In silence and in darkness, sight nor sound Of earth Isuown there, where earth to earth returns ? What if no dream of love, love strong as death, Of light in darkness, dawn that wakes the dead, ^lay yet revive and visit that long sleep ? The dream, the thought, the thing has once been mine. The thought that has been life shall still be mine, Still gleaming through the deepening gloom, a star, (" Fairest of stars, last in the train of night. If better thou belong not to the dawn ") And lidit me whither I must go alone.* * " Wc must all die alone." — Pascal. 13 OWEN THE VALIANT. "Tlicycarc 1108 . . . , Catlogan ap Bktliyn made a fireat feast iu Chiistmas, and had all tlie Lords of the countrie to Ills house ill Dyuct, among ■whom came Owen his sonne, wlio . . . . hearing the beautie of ^Xest wife to Gerald, Steward (if Peubrooke ])raiscd above tdl the women in the land, was meruelons desirous to sec hir .... & hading the trutli to sunnount the fame, he came home till inliamcd Avith hir loue, and in that doting moode the same night returning thither again, with a sort of wild companions .... took hir and hir two sons and carried them awaie to I'owys, and so burning tlic castcll tlicy spoiled all tlie countrie. Kow when Cadogan hard this, he was verie sorie, and feared the king's displeasure, and forthwith Avent to Powys, and willed his sonne to send, home to Gerald, his wife and children willi liis goods : but Owen in no wise would depart with the woman, yet at liir lequcst he sent to Gerald liis children again." — Chronicle of the Princes of Wales, p. IGo, 4. ed. 1.384. A slab, laid in the live rock, in a wood at Eglwyseg Manor House (formerly called '* Havod Cadwgan " = " Cadogan's Summer Dwelling-place "), is inscribed as follows : This 2^oth was, according to local tradition, a road along which Owen son of Cadogan {son of Bleddgn ah Ci/ncyn, Jcing of North IVales and Powys \.d. MLXIV. — Ml^XXIIl.) led his men to rear. He hurncd P^mbro/ce Castle and carried away Nest wife of Gerald de Windsor A.n. !MCV11I. and was slain heading his men against seven to one A.n. MCXVI. The"seauen to one ^^ {Chronicle, y. 182) -were licaded by the much- wronged Gerald, p. 181. 14 I. "Lord Owcii, tliou'rt The Valiant; tli}^ lofty, far-sped name Is blazoned like the war-fire, the beacon's brightest flame. Born warrior, true Pendragon, ever boldest of the bold, Thou has faced the yelling wolf-pack in the snow upon the wold ; Thou has checked the mighty boar's rush, crashing on thee through the wood ; "With thy quicker spear and deadlier thou hast broached his fiery blood : Ever foremost, from thy boyhood, in the fight as in the chase, First to win the bristling rampart, first to cede to us the praise. Thou has pierced the Xorman hauberk, and cloven helm and brain : Thou hast but delight in danger, and for death hast but disdain. But this, the deed thou wiliest, this wild and dark emprise, This night-assault on stronghold that storm or siege defies, On Gerald's guarded fortress, the warder on the wall — No wakeful ban-dog warier, and roused and ready all ; We, these few glaives and javelins, wild, wildered in the night, 'Gainst those mailed Norman numbers, well ranged as well bedight — Well — be it : lead. Lord Owen : wc follow at thy word ; At thy least word we follow ; 'tis as the clarion heard. What man may do we give thee — we shall but strive and die ; And all in vain, and only shamed, thou, these, thy friends, and I ; 15 Hurled licadloug from the battlements, cruslicdj mauglcd, we sbull lull : And thou, our best and bravest, as ever, first of all. And we shall not avenge thee ; and be, the Norman high, Will mock thee ; and the lady — she shall but smile or sigh. She, still his own, shall hear him exultant in our avoc, Within his strong arms lying, while thou and these lie low. Our cold, dishonoured bodies by dogs and ravens torn ; Our hot souls by the tiends : their fangs less keen than Gerald's scorn. Thus be it, if thou will, then — not else than thus it may, Though thou, that art The Valiant, dost lead and light the way." II. " Yea, Madoc ; yea, 'tis peril ; dark, deadly peril 'tis : Ye know it well, my warriors ; ye love it well, I wis. And thus, thus Avould I win her, thus perilling my life. My soul, my friends, my honour — my honour ! t/icrc's the strife — All, all for her ; and, winning — and win I will or die — Such deed, such crime of passion, that soared so strong and high, May seem less crime than passion in the gentle lady's eye. And if, full fain, believe it — I spare your bright young blood, I'riends tried so well already in field, and fire, and flood, Then I alone will win her or I alone will fall ; This single sword shall seek her, and find, in bower or hall. Before yon setting crescent, now piercing hills and sky, Shall shine an orb, that lady within these arms shall lie ; 16 Or I shall lie nndrcamiiig of nights upon her breast, And the heart that burns within mc shall in holy earth have rest. And be it that I perish, when this little life is o'er, Then the thoughts that thrill and tear mc shall thrill and throb no more." III. Then another : " Not of danger, not of death, to thee we speak, We to thee, our chief, Lord Owen, thee, with whom wc both would seek. Born of Britain's high Pcndragons, thou wouldst that rich blood outpour As to bard thy lordly largess, or in bounty all thy store. Thou art noble, and thou knowest what the noble man should be. iS^ot of peril, but of honour, speak I, my chief, to thee. Less to thee than aught is peril ; so should honour still be more ; More than aught that saint or singer can in faith or hope explore ; More than aught on earth, or yonder ; more than life, or death, or love — Yea, than Jove, than love. Lord Owen ; yea, than her's thou dreamest of. I will speak, my chief. Thou earnest good Sir Gerald's honoured guest ; xit his own board thou hast pledged him ] and his frank hand thou hast pressed. 17 Thou art kin ; in thee the lady saw the brother, he the friend. Yea, they saw thy noble nature ; be it thine unto the end. "Were it not dishonour deeper than the danger, than the grave, To revisit him at midnight as a felon — sheath thy glaive. Sheath it here ; my heart is open ; I will speak my thought or die. Would I live to see my chieftain all his lofty self belie. To hear, to know, dishonoured, and in him his friends and race, Him, the champion, him the hero — to behold him branded base, "Who for Gerald's Christmas welcome, slunk back to steal his wife. To requite his trust with outrage on his love and on his life ?" IV. " Oh, Mervyn ! well I know it : I knew it all full well. It uill be deep dishonour; 'twill darken earth and hell ; For I to hell shall bear it : a heaven on earth I seek, And God, if here I gain it, His wrath in hell will wreak. Yea, Mervyn, 'tis dishonour ; and or I win or die, Dishonoured I shall stand, or dishonoured I shall lie. Deed of daring — but the daring shall not atone the deed ; Nor all my blood shall purge me, though at her feet I bleed ; Nor though my lone, lost spirit shall weep its burning tears Throughout the weary ages, beyond the tale of years. Yet, Mervyn, I will have her, or striving for her die. I live but for the venture : that only thought have I. 18 Tlio noble Norman has her ; but her he shall resign. All else be his, all honour ; and she and shame be mine. I leave him life and glory, and I have her alone — Well won, in wreck and ruin, so she be all my own." V. Then Idwal, priest, but noble, and boldest warrior's peer, Lord Owen's foster-brother, and more than brother dear ; And late his fellow, foremost in each wild path he trod. In peril or in pleasure ; now changed, and brought to God, Long time laid low, and tended by holy ones and fair. Where battle-hurts and sin's remorse had all their Church's care. Came he this night unbidden '? or not unsought by some Who bent on deed of daring, and facing instant doom, Might somewhat fain half bow them before the priest, that he ]Miglit hear most frank confession, and shrive them fresh and free ? Thus Idwal — " Not of peril, which to thee seems beacon bright. Not of enrthly shame or honour, speak I to Ihee to-night. I, though the most unworthy of all that serve and laud, And wield His awful warnings, I speak to thee of God. Thy soul is His ; and angels and fiends around it stand, And what if tliej* this midnight thy soul of thee demand ?" The Authorised Version fails to render the solemn force of the original ; and tlie Revised only refers to the Greek in the margin. 19 VI. *' I think tbcy will, my brother; and I to God and Her Will yield it up ; and, haply, my fate her heart may stir." VII. " Say, to God and to Oar Lady." VIII. " To Gerald's. She is his ; But his she shall not long be, if I " IX. " "What man is this — The weak, wild-raving lover, whose heart can only boat With throb of evil passion at a woman's dreamt-of feet — And she the matron-consort of another, and thy kin, She whom thou canst hope for never but with triple crime and sin .'' What man art thou becoming if thy heart and soul of fire Sink from bright and soaring passion to the glov/ of base desire ? Shall the slimy tempter lure thee, and drag thee to the dust, And subdue thine eagle-spirit with the clinging curse of lust ? Thou art Owen, born of Powys : unto whom but man like thee Should thy Cymru"^ look for champion, for the far-seen King to he? Upon thee we saw her gazing with hope and trust and pride; And — shalt thou not soon show it .'* — thou hast not her hope belied. * Cambria. 20 To t'linc ardent, lofty spirit, to thy strong, skilled, con- quering hand, To thy genius, swift and subtle, keen and piercing as thy brand, Turns in trust the fair, torn, bleeding, trampled life of this thy land. Wilt thou say — the foe prevailing, resistless is his weight, Or we so rent and broken, that ourselves we make our fate — Wilt thou say that more thou canst not than thou vainly hast essayed, That chiefs and warriors all in vain have glorious story made ? But not in vain, warrior-chief, Christ's warrior if thou be. To give thine heart and all to God, Who gave Himself for thee ; For whom the best and bravest of every Christian race, Have fought and died in Holy Land, and won His brightest grace. Far off in Holy Laud they lie, in holy earth they sleep. Who won His sacred Sepulchre, and bowed them there to weep ; There bowed them, blood- dyed warriors, there laid them down to die Where He whose cross they wore had lain, and rose beyond the sky. Once, twice, thyself hast almost willed to spread Crusader's sail. The brighter Red Cross blazoned upon thy shining mail ; And, vowed upon the sacred sign that consecrates they steel. To strike the valiant Paynim, and at the Tomb to kneel ; 21 Aud, if so willed on high, to take tby kst and blessed rest Where sleep tlie champions of the cross, the bravest aud the best. Far rather so, my brother, for thou art noble aye, Far rather so than perish in some ignoble fray — Strife and source alike ignoble, the force as base as fraud — Slain hot in sin, sent sudden before the judging God ; Slain as vilest midnight felon, as outlaw red of hand. In foul attempted outrage on a lady of the land ; She, consort of the gracious lord who hailed thee guest and friend ; Thyself a noble sprung from heights whence thou sliould'st ne'er descend. Sucb shame as that, such scorn and hate as all, and cbiefest she. Should ever brand thy name withal, — shall such be sought by thee ?" X. •* Ah ! that, e'en that — I know it — may me beful, to die, Struck down, down-trodden, at his feet, shamed, scorned, at hers to lie ; Scorned, loathed, in memory yet to live, undying as a name Made mock through all the ages, who dreamt of deathless fame ; I, brave Cadogan's heir, who felt the blood that oft has dyed Oar well-won fields, beat higher still than with Pendragon pride, I, who, tliou say'st, liave thought and willed the better things and days Than these of proud and reckless youth, or warrior's clanging praise ; Who once and yet again, thou kuow'st, as brother, not as priest, Have turned from strife and riot, my burning heart appeased ; Lain soothed with blessed dreamings as his whose heart was pure, The good knight Galahad (but his, because he was, were sure), Bright dreams of deeds of daring for God in Morn-Land done, Of surging hosts encountered, and fields from Paynim won : The Red-Cross borne and brandished as the meteor-sword of God, Borne high on Zion's ramparts, to fling its blaze abroad. Who shall storm thy ramparts, Zion ? who f^hall say, ' That deed be mine ?' Who shall grasp the Red-cross banner, crying, ' Follow !' ?" XL ** That be thine." XII. " Not yet ! not yet ! Not Heaven's, but Her's, I reck not aught till she Has lain long hours within these arms, nor till she turn to me ; Once all mine own, mine own at last : all else beneath the Bky— Earth, hell, and Heaven— alike to me. I win her, or I die. 2^ No more ! Whose licarts are mine, whose hantls for warriors' hearts can speak, And know to find the Saxon's or the Norman's when they seek, — Up, Cyravy ! hither ! hither ! and thither, where she lies ! Not long shall he — We parley ! He holds her, and ho dies." XIII. They are rushing through the darkness : 'tis hiackcst midnight there ; But darker their fell purpose, to daze it with a glare. With the glare of conflagration, that shall light the land and deep, And flaming turrets, whence they think to see white maidens leap : Not many, these hlack bandits, but they the boldest, worst, Of that fierce race, hot-blooded, deep-glowing, aye as erst : Hearts higher than their mountains, than the peak where winter lags Till the Bel-Tan sun is setting, and sterner than their crags ; Hard as the steel that quivers, eager in their clutching hands, And keen their flashing spirits as their bright, fresh-grinded brands ; Sped by that kindling ardour, caught by that contagion strong. Of the fiery heart of Owen, where careering demons throng. 24 l)arkly on they plunge ; Priest Idwal beboldiug as they go Dark devils their track pursuing, through the fair, pure Christmas snow ; On, on ! the fiends may follow, or may front them : on they press ; Strongly breast the blast, and strongly stem, and strike through all its stress. XIV. It is done, the deed of darkness : it is writ in blood and fire. *Tis writ in hell ; and there shall he recall fulfilled desire. They have ravaged halls and bowers with rapacious sword and flame : He that feasted them scarce 'scapes them, stoops to 'scape with ruth and shame ; Perhaps of that day thinking, that one day worth a life, That shall see him strike for vengeance, sure and full, in fairer strife. When his sword or shaft, that glance not from hauberk howso tried. Shall find the false, foul felon who bears away his bride ; Who tore her, pale and trembling, from her sweet and sacred rest, And XV. Life or death — what recks it ? He has won her, he is blest. He beheld her in her beauty, and shall ever see her so. Living, dying, that contents him : it endureth evermo. 1>5 lie beheld her perfect beauty : he made her all his own. That alone he souj:;ht. lie has it. He has all in that alone. XVI. Away ! away ! the brave black steed, that knows no lord but one, And knows or needs no goading heel, comes flashing and is gone; And flashes through the darkness, and thunders through the night ; And bears his lord, who bears his prey, far on with eagle- flight, Far northward, where the seven bright stars, that shine where Powys lies, Shall shine again for him when he shall garner there his prize ; There lay at last the priceless spoil he won in Gerald's bower ; And plead for pardon, plead for more, in some sweet starlight hour. XVII. They meet strong Teivi, hurling his waters to the deep — Down rushing he, they wending up Ceredig's dreary steep. They gaze on swollen Ystwith, and seek the doubtful ford. 1'hey breast black, thundering Rheidol, and she clasps her gladdened lord. Let it rage, the roaring river, strong as all its kin, that spring From the heart of wild Plinlimmon,* so the lady closer cling ! *The Severn, the Wye, and the Rheidol rise in Plinlimmon. 26 Fairer Bovey, smiling, meets them, tlie lover and the briJe ; ]) right Dovey hastes to welcome the chieftain in his pride. It is Powys here, his Powys : it is homeward that they go. That is Dinas of the princes : that is Aran's crown of snow. *' Thou seest yon wandering waters, twin streams, that soon shall meet And mingle — and shall murmur love-homage at thy feet — Know'st thou, love, that ancient river? hast heard of holy Dee? 'Tis our own ancestral river : shall it not be dear to thee ? Through the lake that lies before thee, as the moonrise meets thee now, Stray the gentle blended waters, fain to mirror thy fair brow." But onward yet ! and onward ! Edernion's placid vale, And Glyndwr's (long hereafter made theme that shall not fail) Alike in vain would woo them on-speeding to their goal. Along dark Berwyn's ridges and their river's rush and roll. And at last they leave their river. Not yet, but soon, the pause. 'Tis the Stone of blood-bought Powys--' ; 'tis the Valley of the Cross, That lies among the valleys where heroes f died and rest. In Rhiw V'elen, in Llau Gollen, laid unknown, but not unblest. * The inscription on the " Pillar of Eliaejf " (properly Elised), now almost effaced, appears to have recorded that Elised recovered his inheritance, Powys (Povosia), by his sword (" HEREDITATEM PUVOS . . . GLADIO sue ").—Goui,di's Camden, vol. III., p. 215. Pennant, writing about Eliseg and tlie Pillar, makes three of his gross and ridiculous blunders within the space of a few lines ; and they remain uncorrected and unnoticed in the last edition. t " Bedh Guell yn y Rhiw Velen, Bedh Sawyl yn Llan Gollen." Llowarch Hen. 2? XVIII. " Not to yon grim strongliold frowning from the height where tempests dwell, Not to Din-Bran will I bear ihee ; but it still shall guard us well. We will follow yet, some bow-shots, those Northern stars that wheel O'er the mighty hill that rises where the mingling waters peal, That shall lull thee in the stillness when thou layest that dear head Where thou lindest home, and ownest, and the blessed word hast said. We shall find it soft and smiling where the stern rock- barriers stand, And the narrowed vale ends sudden, but we no pass demand ; And we rest, and ask no wider, and ask no fairer, land. To the deep heart of the mountains, to the inmost vale we come ; In the depths of rock and forest we find our mountain home ; That vale of rest rock-sheltered, that hill-side forest-clad, Each month seems there the fairest, and every season glad ; In Cadogan's summer-pleasance* we will winter ; and the night Of the dying year shall speed it like a revel ; but the light Of thy sweet presence only would make all seasons bright." XIX. Is it conscience-haunted darkness that gathers o'er their way '? Do they see pale spectres peering in the ghostly crag-walls grey? * flavod Cadwgan. 28 Xot the bantlit-cbief, not Owen : lie bids ber look and see How tbe lordly Rock of Artbur, King tbat was and is to be, Stands among tbe stars of morning, and asserts its noble name ; Stands stately, kingly, mystic ; tbrougb tbe ages still tbe same. XX. Happy valley ! * Husbed in slumber tbey tbeir bappy vale bave found ; Husbed in boly calm as solemn as tbe dreamy beigbts around : Not a ripple in tbe silence, save tbe rippling of tbe rill. Hark ! tbe distant falling water, beard fitful. All is still. Hark ! tbe lone owl in tbe forest — tbe fox upon tbe bill. XXI. And tbe moon, tbat long bas wandered, belated in ber quest, O'er tbe wide-spread, lawny mountains tbat rise against tbe east, Comes, and looks o'er lofty Forwyn ; and be tells bis love tbat ne'er Has rising moon or setting sbed rays on face so fair ; And tells ber — be bad said it— "I reck not augbt till sbe Has lain long bours witbin mine arms, nor till she turn to me." xxn. " Nay, Owen — nay, Lord Owen " # « » « « * The vale uf Eglwyseg is somewhere called " The Happy Valley." 29 THE GOOD NEWS FROM GERALD. I. To the sweet spouse of Gerald, who— fie the foul wrong! — Had lain in the fierce grip of Owen so long. To the fair one by grace of Our Lady restored, All blushes and tears, to her still loving lord, They bear the glad tidings that vengeance at last Hath stricken the strong arms that held her so fast; That at last the day dawned on the vigil of bain, Wherein, with the fire in his heart and his brain, lie had brooded and bided — the day that so bright Shewed the mail of the foeman, and lit the keen flight Of Sir Gerald's sure shaft, that so soon slaked its thirst, And found the false heart of the felon who erst On the joyance of Christmas, which late he had shared, ]5urst with sword and with flame and the fiends that ne'er spared, And tore the pale lovely one forth as his prize, And beheld her white beauty, and smiled at her cries. They tell her that Owen lies low, in his blood, That his band lie around him, each man where he stood ; That Gerald the noble fares homeward with speed, Unscathed and exultant, to claim a sweet meed, 30 "When the lady shall spring to the arms of her knight, And haste to unbuckle his quiver so light, His arrows well spent where they rust in the dead, For whom not a prayer, not a sigh shall be sped. And they leave her, to pour her thanksgivings, they ween, To Gerald's Preserver, Avenger, and Queen, To the holy Maid-Matron, who sees from on high, And hath bless'd her ; nor note they her lip nor her eye. II. ** And Owen The Valiant lies low in his blood ; And his true men around him, each man where he stood, And Sir Gerald the noble (my maidens, 'tis ye That dub him) Sir Gerald fares homeward to me. Unscathed and exultant. Sir Gerald stood high, And watched the far flight of his shaft with calm eye ; Stood firm, well away (praise the Saints !) from the sweep Of the sword of The Valiant that made widows weep. Ay ! 'tis thus, then ! — the Norman deals death from afar, Or whelms with mailed legions the true sons of war f^ * " Yet not even under circumstances so adverse did the descendants of the ancient Britons renounce tlieir defence, or forfeit their old hereditary privile<^e to be called The Bravest of Mankind."— Scott, The Betrothed, ch. 9. Giraldus Cainbiensis (Gerald de Barri, son of William de Barri and Auyharad, daui^hter of Nesta, wife of Gerald de Windsor) says {Descriptio (Jamhriai, lib. I., c. 8, written 1204-5,) " King Henry the Second, on answering enquiries of Emanuel, Emperor of Con- stantinople among other remarkable circumstances, mentioned the following : That in a certain part of the island there was a people called Welsh, so bcjld and so ferocious, that when unarmed they did not fear to encounter an armed force, being ready to shed their blood in defence of their country, and to sacriticu their Uvea for renown." — Sir II. C. Iluare, vol. II., p. 290. 31 And thus that the ]]riton, true lord of the hmd,* Dies with scorn in his eye, and with sword in his hand. And here, in the bower that the Norman hath built, Whose stones have been laid in the blood he hath spilt, I, daughter of Dynevorf — thrall of th' abhorr'd, Wait the slayer of Owen of Powys, my Lord ; Must hiiil him, and — horror ! — here, now, when my heart, That shrinks from his look, and would welcome his dart, Speeds far from this hold of the Norman, and strays In the vale that I love, in the flowery wood-ways. In the lone happy valley, tliat now, as so oft, Lies fair in the moonlight, as sweet and as soft As then — that for-ever blue midnight — when * ice ' (Ah, the word ! — do I say it ?) when Owen and she \\^hom he bore through the slaughter and fire, bore away, From the poor haughty Norman, the bold Briton's prey ; When first we beheld it, our long, fiery flight At last at its goal, whoic our Christmas shone bright. In the home of his race, which they won by their might. III. *' Not there ! oh, not there !— not on beauty or bliss, Not on hours that, now gone, shed but darkness on this ; Not with thee dwell my thoughts, though the memories come o'er. Oh, vale of Saint Egla ! miue now never more. * See the very curious passage in Giraldus Itin. Cambr. 1. I., c. 23 ; Hoare, vol. 1., p. 37-8. t Nesta was daughter of Rhys ab Tudor, Prince of South Wales (Dinevawr Dynevor), slain in battle 1091 ; and her mother was cousin of Owen's falhei', Cadogan, 32 But there, where tby lord, who was light and was life, Thine Owen The Valiant, unmatched in the strife. Lies stricken by hand that with his never strove. Lies far from his valley, his home, and his love ; Lies lone, with the barb in the heart that beat high, Lone and cold on the dark earth, beneath the dark sky ; There, where Gerald the Norman hath bidden his kind. The wolf and the raven, to glut his own mind. IV. " And when Gerald the slayer comes home in his pride. Shall I say, ' Where is he from whose face thou didst hide ? Where is Owen The Valiant, the vanquishless ? where Hast thou left the high chieftain, the hundred kings"" heir ?' V. "And shall not I tend him, my kin, though he lie Where he fell, by the dart, with his face to the sky. As aye to the foe, when the foe dared to face ? (Bold Gerald dared look, across broad middle space) And shall not he sleep the last sleep of the brave In the long-hallow'd earth that his forefathers gave ? And shall not the fane that they raised, and that rings With the loud pealing anthem o'er warriors and kings, * " Because he at whom I aimed my blow," said the Briton, his eye glancing fiei'cely from the King to De Lacy and back, "had spilled the blood of the descendant I of a thousand kings ; to which his own gore, or thine, proud Count of Anjou, is but as the puddle of the highway to the silver fountain." — Scott. T/te Bd rothed, oh. 31. See also Girald. iJescr. Carnbr., lib. II., c. 10. Hoare, vol. II., p. 360. t Gwenwynwyn, Prince of Powys, kinsman of Owen ab Cadogan, 33 Resound the deep Requiem, though Jie shall not hear Till tho trumpet onco more thrills the warrior's car ? VI. " That thou shalt — thou shalt yet take thine only true rest In the holiest earth that the Church ever bless'd. Yet, dearer — oh ! dearer how far ! — now to lie There, where thou, love, art lying, beneath the cold sky, To be torn by the wolf and the raven, and, strewn On the glade in the wild wood, where now the pale moon Beholds thee, to whiten and waste into dust. Than to live, as for one holy duty I must ; Than to live but to lay thee in earth, and to know That there, even there, we shall meet never mo ; That, though love would fail fain seek the dark by its light. Thou wilt still lie alone, as thou licst to-night. VII. " Thou shalt lie in my heart till it lies 'neath the stone. Thou shalt shine on my dreams, that shall make thee mine own ; Thou shalt shine in my soul when I wake from this dream, This life that is no life, these things that but seem. And where'er thou may'st wander, a spirit, or lie. In light or in darkness, there, Owen, would I." 'M THE HALL. I. Rose the bard, a bard of battle, who bad pierc'd as far in fight As the bard of King Cadvvallon when the Dragon blaz'd so bright. As the bard of dread Cadwallon, bold Avan*, bard of blood, When they thunder'd on the Northland, and flash'd from flood to flood. Rose the bard before the chieftain ; then sat and harp'd and sang, Long and loud, until the rafters like a tower at storming rang. And the gleaming arms around him rang choral on the wall, And the steel hearts of the warmen rang high reverberant all, Rang as oft on helm of Saxon had rung the Brython blade, Which not the Saxon buckler and not the helm had stay'd, As oft on mail of Norman had clash'd the brazen mace, Which not the Dane's broad axes had warded from his face. And the hand was on the hilt, and the steel throbb'd for the word. And they turned them to the chieftain ; and the chieftain sat and heard. * Avan of the Bloody Spear, bard of Cadwallon ap Cadvan, 35 II. And the bard rose in his fury, and soar'd with fiery speed To the viewless upper ages, to the height of fabled deed ; Then descended in the whirlwind to the dawn within his ken, And adown the generations, to the days of godlike men. And he sang of ancient empire, that had wan'd but had not ccas'd ; Of the immemorial Sun-king of the mighty, mystic East ; Of the first bold westward voyagers who had track'd him o'er the waste, Far across the world of waters, to the evening-land of rest. And he sang the glorious Belyns of the sunbright orient crown,* And the golden sunbright blazon that with their race came down ; Of the Sun and orient Dragon,! borne high, in beacon light, To the isles of utmost ocean, to the Occident and Night. And he bade the loud Gododin of the stormy North resound ; And he sang of Cymric conquest, and of Cymry conquest- crown'd. And the Cymric sword comes flashing, and the lands their true lords hail ; And the Twelve dispart the kingdoms; and Caswallon smites the Gael ; * "In former times they wore Crowns in form of the Suns Beams, because they were Suns, and as flaming Lights, for the whole workl was led by them and their Examples. Jupiter 3 such Crowns in Pale Sol born by Bely Maure, the last king of Britain." — Randle Holme, Academtf of Anno nj ami liUc.un. t See Gwarchcui Maelderw, 2. Davies, Mytliologij and Bites oj the British Dniids, p. 583, 4 ; but also the note t p. 584. Davies, Mythdoijii, P- 437. ;36 And be saug the song of triumph that had rung in Cymric halls Ere the bolt had scath'd Deganwy,'" or the Saxon tried its walls. And he sang the slaughter'd Saxon, the ruin far and wide, When the sword of Ehun the royal swept the land like Conway's tide, When the men of stern, strong Arvon, where the tempest dwells on high, Bore the thunders of Eryri, and fir'd the morning sky. And he sang of Cymric Mervyn, and of thrice-great Eodri's might, And the battle-deaths and heirship, and of Rodri'sVengeancef bright ; And of Tudwal thron'd in Dyved, and of himt who smote the Dane When the dire black pagan's§ Raven swooped on lone Menevia's fane. * A.D. 812. " Decantorum " {v.l. Degannoe) " ictu fulmim's comburit." — AnnaJe.-^ Cambria'. t Rodii Mawr (Roderic the Great) was slain in battle by the Saxons, a.d. 877 (Bint y Tjuvij-iogion, Aiuudes CarnbrUt), as was his father Mervyn, a.d. 844 {lb. ib.) Anarawd, his son, obtaining a victory, in 880, called it "Dial Rodri," " Vengeance of Rodri." (" Gueit Conguoy digal Rotri a Deo.'' — Ana. Camh. " Weith Conwy y dial Rodri o Duw." — Brut.) * Gwaithvoed, ancestor of Oliver Cromwell, and of several Welsh families. He is said to have been wounded in defending the temple of St. David against a ScytJilan. infidel. — Noble's Memoirs of the Protectoral House of Cromwell, vol. i., p, 3. § In the Annales Cambriie the Danes are usually styled gentiles, or gentiles nigri; and in the Brut, Pagaiiyeit genedyl, pobloed, and hencdloed duoii (the Normans, Nordmani and Normanycit dnon.) 37 III. So he sang a race of heroes — the long race heroic all Since the royal Cumbrian wautkrcr sang his peerless heio's fall—* Kings and bardsf and well-sung warriors, men whose spirits songs had stirr'd, And whom song had borne to glory ; and the chieftain s:it and heard. IV. " ! the land is Wales as ever, and the land is Britain's boast ; And the hills are high and huught)-, and they spurn each surging host. And the children of the mountains shall sally from on high With their thunders and their torrents that are born in purple sky.+ And the moonlight lies as lovely o'er the lovely land below, O'er the wide Powysiau Marches, as a dreaming maiden's glow. And the fords of Dee and Severn lie bright among the woods : And the thousand brave would breast them though they foam'd with all their floods. And the plains of warlike England lie ripe and broad and fair. And the flower of English maidens breathes ripe as harvest there. * Gwen, son of Llowarch Hen. t Several Welsh princes were distinguished bards. {"The deep aerial bhies " of North Wales, t^c., — " those deep blues which Londoners think unnatural in pictures." — Life of atothard. 38 And watchful is the Norman, and a nohle foe withal ; And strong are Norman castles and high the Norman wall. And proudly waves his banner ; and proud in topmost tower Sat the lovely Norman lady with the sunset in her bower. And she smil'd on knightly champion ; and folded now in rest Lies the lovely Norman lady, with the moonlight on her breast. And the bard should sing her vespers in the shade of yon dim grove. And the red lips of the maiden should glow to British love." So he sang, and aim'd his song-shafts, he the bard who had not err'd, So they said, in many aimiugs ; and the chieftain sat and heard. And again the bard rose mighty, rose in storm and rose in fire, Like a prophet in the spirit, like a prophet in his ire ; Strong and fierce as swollen torrent when it sweeps away the flocks. When it whirls away its barriers and raves around the rocks ; Fierce as fire that tears the forest, as the thunder on the hills When it launches flaming glances and a gather'd wrath fulfils, So the Awen''' rose within him, so it swell'd and so it sped. And they saw the bard of battle in the glory of the dead. * Bardic inspiration. 39 Then it sauk ; tlicu liovcr'd, floatcil, in the air, that trembllDg Uiy : 'Twas the wailing of a spirit that must licet and pass away. Then it tbrohb'd along the harp-stiings, that had thrill'd as thrills a heart : 'Twas the moaning of a spirit that must to its fate depart. Then it died upon the harp-strings like a last, sweet dying word. And it iinger'd, and it fleeted ; and the chieftain sat and heard. THE WOOD. It was earliest summer morning, and the halls were hush'd at last. And the chieftain sought the woodlands, and thro' the silence pass'd. Better this the balmy morning and the waking bird's low trill Than the roar of heated revel or the bard's tumultuous thrill. Better yet were fiery tempest the dark oak-forest rending, Or the rush of swollen waters from the savafjc hills descending, 40 Or the black, stern, brooding stillness of the tarn that none explore, Or the thuijcler-voice of ocean warring on a rocky shore. But he walked among the shadows, spray and bole of antique mass. Where the white, melting moonlight lay along the dewy grass. Oh the sweetness and the sadness of the beauty of the dawn, Of the dreamy golden star-night waking, waning, into morn ! Oh the darkness of the spirit that, in sleepless soul-disease, Not in thought and not in action can its aching need appease ! " Now no more the toil or daring — day of deed no more for me ! And what is thought but anguish, when I can but think of thee? I have ridden deep -in battle : I have tried — I could not die. I have watch'd by night beside thee : the cold night-wind went by. I have heard the soaring anthem : it sank upon thy grave. I heard the hollow Requiem, which to her who rests they gave. I have heard the priest, and heard ihem all — the preaching and the prayer. Did they tell me I should meet her ? did they bid me wait ? and where ? Did they tell me uhere to seek her, and hoic to bide the while ? And ivheii that Resurrection shall restore her buried smile? 11 Bid tlicy tell mc she lovgavc him who was happy far away, That her heart was mine and with mc when in lonely death she lay '? Lost for me, and lost for ever !— I will live the loss to hear. I will live because 'tis bitter. I will live because I dure. Would'st thou bid me think of solace, if thou this hour could'st see ? And where shall I lind solace ? for where shall I lind thee ? Shall I seek thee where thou slecpest in thy lowly, lovely faith ? Ah ! but ichere in all the darkness, in the vast dark land of death ? I may lose the very memory — all that now to me thou art. I would press it and its anguish still closer to my heart. I may lose thee if I follow, lose all that yet I have. I must cherish this the one thought that blooms upon the grave. This that now is all ray being, all that in the wide world's dearth Breathes of her that was divincst and is now a thing of earth. I must live : my one meet penance is to bear this heart alone. Could she see it, she would bid mc die now upon her own." 42 VORTIGERN. " Voriiqeni's Valley, the immense hollow, to which Vortigern is reported to have fled from the rage of his subjects, and where it was said that he and his castle were consumed with lightning. . . Fancy cannot frame a place more fit" — etc. "Embosomed in a lofty mountain, on two sides bounded by stony steeps, on which no vegetables appear but the blasted heath and stunted gorse ; the third side exhibits a most tremendous front of black precipice, with the loftiest part of the mountain Eifl soaring above ; and the only opening to this secluded spot is towards the sea, a northern aspect !" etc. Pennant, Tour in Wales. Vide Nenn. Hist. c. 37, 39, sqq. Gild. Hist. c. 23. H. Huntendun. Hist. Angl. lib. 2. 'Twas late in autumn evening : storms had pass'd, And the sunk sun a pale, faint farewell given. Dark clouds lower'd o'er bis fall, dark, weighty, vast, Like fates of empire pois'd in angry heaven. And the cold, sullen sea, its wrath scarce o'er, Surg'd heavily along the wild, worn shore. And drear and dark along the drear, dark sea Rose the great mountains to their triple height ; Then, for one moment, like lost royalty, Touch'd by the gleam, a diadem of light. Bare the lone hill that heaves as " Maiden's Breast " Lay to the lurid sky that on it press'd. 43 There, to the utmost verge of his wide land, With steps long stay'd in many a field of strife, With long-tried warriors, still his own true hand, With sore-tried heart, still strong in pride and life, Came the doom'd king, steel'd to endure and dare. Came as comes decp-gor'd lion to his lair ; Came Vortigern, the royal and tli' accurs'd. The proud Pendragou, Britain's hoast and hale, Her tyrant and hetrayer, all-aspers'd, And twice acclaim'd her lord, whate'er the talc — Talc of wild passion, dark with deadly war, And since, alas ! yet more unhallow'd far. He came, and by him, leaning to his heart, Came one — one nearest, who had come too near— So young, so fair — so fair that gazers start. And, ah ! so like her lover that they fear. And on his regal front th' imperial child Bent eyes of pride and love that glow'd and smil'd. He came as exile to the wildest West ; But king, and not as king discrown'd, came he ; Nor darken'd yet of aspect, if of breast : 'Twas Yortigcru, twice lord of land and sea ; Fear'd oft and sought ; the subtle one and strong ; And steadfast now, in ruin and in wrong. 44 Firm now, fix'il there,'''' be fronted swooping Fate, With brow that seem'd to brave the thunder-flame ; And kingly in the calm of ancient state Bore the dark glories of his evil fame ; Bore high that broad, thonght-throbbiug brow which sin And cares and toils that blasted from within. The}' walk'd apart, the lover and his child, "While camp'd their warriors on the hill-side high. They sought the shore — their hearts the wide and wild ; They gaz'd upon the waters and the sky — Gaz'd, and on them the stormy hills gloom'd down. The soaring Eivl cast his haughty frown. Strength, pride, and sin, the darkness and the splendour Of some great fate, the forefelt fate severe Of fiery hearts and natures fine and tender — Love, anguish, desolation — all were there. And there tliey stood, and fac'd their destiny. In the cold nightfall, by the surging sea. Then each on other look'd the love each gave. And looked their then one thought, " We come to die ;" Then darkly on the valley of their grave, On the dark valley, on the lowering sky. Then rose the brow that he to her had given. As rose the mountains 'gainst the gloom of heaven ; * Juv. xiii., 240. 45 Still, haught, indom'tablc— far up, away : No shown defiance there, nor aught unmeet In mien of true born-nobles high as they : Theirs blood too proud for plaint, or boast, or threat — Deep hearts all will, great hearts that, torn and broken, Die in stern silence, die and give no token. Love, pride, ambition, guilt — love over all — Ev'n o'er his guilt — oh ! only too much love — Those things made that strong self, and those his fall. And she — she was his own, but far above. She look'd into his face, and, looking, laid Her hand upon his hilt, and nothing said. He spoke : " And now upon the marge we stand ; And now the western waters 'gainst us flow. This, this, then, is my last of British land ; And here my last of Britons bide the foe. And all is passing, all is pass'd, from me ; And I have all, and more, for I have thee. And let them come — come all, come conquering Fate. And let the churchmen praise their heavenly hosts, And curse us by their gods with Christian hate, And doom us to the hell their mercy boasts, And charge their chronicles with monk-made wares As true as tales of fire from heaven or bears."''' *Vortigern, in a recognised spirit of prophecy, alludes, \yith affected indifference, to his own chronicled fate, and with undisguised profanity to 2 Kings, i., 10-12, and ii., 23-4. 46 Not these nor those — nor monks, nor warriors — now Shall vex us long ; nor perils of the day, Nor loud alarms hy night, nor toils of hrow, Nor throes of heart, nor loss of ancient sway — Memory nor future— no, nor — no, nor aught Unquiet in our own self-searching thought. Here may we bide our evening, here our night. Our sunset hills shall yield us space for rest, And space for many a foeman. Eyes of light Shall watch us, with the fair star of the West. And we shall sleep a deep, sweet sleep, and «'e Lie long i' the valley by the sounding sea. We shall not rest the less for what men say. Though all the hollow ages echo blame : And once some far-off time of others' sway, When still may beat this blood as whence it came, Shall echo us, 'neath some dark autumn sky, To lone one lingering o'er us where we lie." 47 DULCE EST QUOD TERRA TEGIT. [Near Syracuse, January, 1876.] nXor'TO? aftronoStill a Avider, deeper darkness as the limits wider loom ; ytill a deeper depth of darkness as the bounds of sight expand. While the night when no man worketh descends o'er all the land. 58 VI. Oh thou dream of an Egeria ! be reality at last : Be there yet some revelation, tho' the clay of dreams be past. Tho' the truth of things be searchless, and all that may be known Must be sought in science only, in Nature's ways alone, Tho' the many golden key-thoughts be reserved for workers slower, Yet, oh ! yet, be something ceded to the poet's lawless power. Let the hope forestall the ages and antedate their gains, And high o'erleap the thinker left to perish in his pains. Let it overtake the toilers with its subtle fire and light, \yith the force and with the fleetness of fire of Heart bedight ; And thread the maze of mysteiies with an intuition sure. And traverse trackless starlands and the starless void obscure. And career beyond the cycles that measure spirits' time. And beyond the grave of Nature, if it ken another clime, Far beyond the world of elements, the change of forms, the play Of forces, forms of motion that own'd but Fate's self-sway. VII. Oh the fair, fond, fled Eeligions, that have gone as shadows go, Bream of Naiad, Muse, and Oread, of Egeria's midnight glow ! beheld in moonlight beauty beneath the mystic shade, How ye pale as golden Morning gleams arrowy down the glade ! 59 How ye fade and fleet and vanish at the stern uprise of Tbougbt ! Be, then, Thought the Truth redeeming all the ruin it has wrought. Give us, Thought, the truths that Fancy docs but image on a stream ; Shew us broad and bright the story of tbe ancient ages dim, Of the mighty past of nations, of the old Italic days, Tale of Ligur, Umbrian, Oscau, of Ausonia's primal race, \YhoEe times had past from memory ere we fabled Saturn's birth, ^Vho have perish'd, if aught perish ; who were men and who are earth — Tale of wide Pelasgian wanderings, of vast Pelasgian walls, Of dark Etruria's marvels, her buried and their halls. Of the rush from Rha'tian valleys over lands of corn and wine. Of the Sabine and the Latin, the arx, the Palatine, Of unspelt brazen archives, of trackless Tyrian sails, Of Alban hills and forests, Sicilian shores and vales. Of many a tameless hero, of many a nameless king. Of many a maiden's musings where Egerian waters spring. VIII. Thou that swcep'st the soul of poet as the master smites the lyre, Be thou more than thought, strong Spirit ; Aspiration, grasp thy fire ; 60 From the spirit weave a body, cliarge the cloud with flume and force, Give the poet-heart puissance, give it conquest, give it course. Bring a waking to our dreaming ; of our winter make a May Like this bright resurgent verdure, this divine Italian day. Be the herald, be the presence, of the long'd-for loftier life : Let a vernal resurrection dawn o'er all the world of strife. Bear afar the thoughts of thinkers who have far outsped their time ; Bear them on, across the ages, to some clear, genial clime. To the true ones, who to true thoughts may strength and growth afford. Bear the prophecy, the promise, that has long for them been stor'd. Bear the thoughts that rose in silence from a source in some dim dell When the thinker's soul sat brooding by the bright Egerian well ; Where he mus'd on past and future, and seem'd to see within What the beauty, what the knowledge, that the afterdays may win. What the power that once from Nature shall be won by stress of thought, What the power of heart and spirit, and the work that shall be wrought. What the one and true religion of a " glorious liberty,"* * Horn. viii. 61 If ever a religion one anil pure and sure shall be ; What shall still endure of buried love when yet ten thousand years Shall have set on mortal passion in the mist of human tears ; What thoughts of an Egcria mny in varying forms remain When he that watched her waters shall long unknown have lain. THE MAKTYR. -" pcrtinaciam certe et inflexibilem obstinationem " — Plin. Ej^i^i' X. 07. I. " Then, to-morrow to the lions ; — let the red arena shake With the fiercer roar of thousands, who the Christian's soul would break, With the yell of hate and triumph, that shall rend the sky for him W^ho shall gaze on things of glory as the things of earth grow dim. So, to-morrow, in the noon-glare, 1 fall that I may rise ; And to-morrow eve the starlight and the dews of Paradise. 62 Fare tlicc well, then, thee, the fairest of our fair Ionian clime, Of the flowers that bloom for Heaven in the tearful vale of Time. We have liv'd our hour of love-light : thou hast bless'cl me, and I go : Let us think that He shall lead us where the living waters flow. Live — it is thy lot — live, yielding the pure incense of thy life. I to Christ my God go glorious, as a warrior through the strife." II. " I can go with thee, my warrior: — that I can and that I shall. Yet, oh! yet, would I thus hold thee, ere by such a fate wc fall. I would think that yet for us, yes, for us, might life rise blight. In a realm beyond the Roman, in a land of purer light. Oh ! our life was sweet and holy, when our spirits free could rove In the lovely lore of Hellas, in the lovelier lore of love. Oh ! the flowery world is fairer, and the starry sky is higher. Than the gloom and glow of deadly faith, that makes of earth a pyre." III. " Would, O God of my salvation, would that myriad lives were mine So might I to Thee outpour them, as didst Thou for sinners Thine ! 03 Thou, the Victim— Tliou, the Victor, Thou has bid mc rise and come ; Take, oh ! take us to Thy hosom, where the weary find their home. Thou, that here to me arc dearest, and art this world's only worth, "Would'st thou win from Him His rausom'd, win me back from heaven to earth ?" IV. " Oh, if thou wcrt leading onward, for right and truth to die. If for freedom, if for Hellas, would I stay thy step ? would I ? my hero ! I would deck thee, and our sires should give the wreath. They that kept the straits of CEta against the Mode till death, They that made their grave a landmark by the mountains and the sea, And that made their blood-bought Marathon a watchword for the free That shall rise beyond the mountains and shall spread beyond the wave. Till the skies forget their splendours and mankind forget the brave. For the cause of ancient honour, for a hope of glories gone, I would bid thee pour thy best blood, as freely as my own. But, for this thy faith — oh ! tell me, dost thou read it writ on high ? Look ! the stars of God are shining — there's scripture in the sky. 64 ! His world is not Judea, not the thing that sects decree ; Not so dark and not so strait as you Essenian Galilee. In the sunbright sky of Hellas, in the heaven of poet- thought, There's a wide and fair religion, there's a sense of God untaught. ^Ye may cast some grains of incense on an altar humbly rais'd To the God Unknown of Athens, whom the Greek has lov'd and prais'd, To the bright superne ideal, by what name soe'er it shine, To the universal Father, to the Lord of light divine. They, the Jove that smiles in summer-day, the Apollo Jove-endued, They are not cold, gloomy demons sworn to covenants of blood. Thou may'st think a thought in honour of the glorious Titan Bound On the Calvary of Imaus with gazing gods around, Of the bearer of the life-light, the champion of our race. And of him, the far-borne"'-" Saver, whose coming brought release, Him, the victim-victor hero of the zodiac-splendent toils. Him who smote and spoil'd the lion and dissolv'd the dragon's coils, Him, the God-like man, most mighty, who his anguish quench'd in fire. From the mountain-altar rising to the seat of Jove his sire." * See Bacon, Wisdom of the Ancients, Prometheus. V. " Would'st tliou mate the uames of idols, tliiugs of hollow phantasy, With the God who spake from Siuai and who came as man to die. Came among us, wept the sleeper where the tears of sisters fell. Sat and pour'd His living truth by the deep Samariau well ; Who was seen of eyes adoring as He rose. Who rose and reigns, And has left His quickening Spirit, and in spirit still remains ? " VI. " He was good and he was holy, and his heart was pure and high; And he taught the truth he gather'd, and he died as true ones die. He arose against the priesthood and the rule of form that kill'd f And they killed him, and he perish'd for the good he gave or will'd. And he lies in earth, and passes, while his thoughts roll thron'd sublime : And the talc of that ascension was a tale of sequent time. 'Twas but in the hours ' fultUled ' of begirt Jerusalem "O' That evangelists remembered what the gone had told to them. ' " The letter that killeth." 06 'Tis but now that myth and mystic have transfigur'd in their haze To a God the nobler manhood whom as Son his Paul would praise — Sou — * for we too are the children,' of his Father and his God— 'First,' we say, ' of many brethren,' and co-heir of empire broad." VII. *' Stands He not in starry splendour o'er the world which He has won, In the glory of the Father, with whom the Son is one ? See'st thou not the equal Saviour as Creator beaming bright ? Shine, God of God ! upon her — let her see Thee in Thy light." VIII. " ! believe it, we may raise us to the godlike e'en as man. We can rise beyond the mortal : thou can'st that, and woman can. Never nobler, holier nature may have sprung of David's line Than the freedman Epictetus, than Aurelian Antonine, Than the Greek who died bequeathing to his Plato and all time Thoughts that light the soul like prescience of its destiny sublime. Man has earth and sky before him ; he has strength and he has scope ; And his future shall be fairer than the Promised Lands of Hope. 07 Be thou wliat thou art : forget not tLy diviuo Lumunity. Kise bcyoud yon dark Moriali ; live tLo life that is for tlicc. Do wc honour to the true God, or to one who by llim wrought, When wc deify ideals and ordain what He did not V IX. " What be human, heathen virtues, and the vain self- strength of man ? What avail von few weak twiuklers '? would thev lead the Morning's van ? God hath come, and light lies dawning o'er the dim world's heaving sleep, As Elohim's brooding Spirit o'er the waters of the deep. He hath come to break down idols, and to quell the pagan's pride. And to bear good-will and blessing to all hearts of will aUitJtI. And he died in glorious darkness, quenching yon great sun in blood ; Aiid to Ilim shall die His martyr, and in Him shall rise renew'd." X. " There's a truth, a deep and solemn, that in that faith seems to dwell, And inspires a now new impulse flowing far with spring- tide swell. And may touch the heart of suflcriug, and may seem to bring release ; And the worn and weary bow them, and sink and dream of peace. 68 But 'tis still, alas ! too human : it is not aught divine, It is mixed with human falsehood, and shall wane, and cease to shine. And the nohle once and vivid shall effete and faint be seen, And become but as the faiths that have long religions been. And the children of the ages all too soon, too well shall see How belief may grow idolatrous and a bloody tyranny. And the city of the Csesars shall enshrine it and shall dower, As a thing of state imperial, and ascribe to it her power. And at last — oh ! very weary, men shall find the far-oflf Cause, And shall see their God through Nature, and their Sinai in its Laws, And a glorious revelation in the truths that Time shall yield. And the Logos* in Experience— so, and only so, revealed." XL "Art thou, tJwu, the evil prophet? dost thou darken counsel thus ? Must I curse thee, who must bless thee ? must my God, Who hears, curse us ?" XII. ** Oh ! I fear it ; but it shall not, and it cannot. Him belie, Cannot fail or rot if real— by its fruit we it may try— Cannot but be warp'd and blighted if of godless growth it be, Konie shall show if God be with her, and the martyr'd world shall see. Reason. Oersted, Soul in Nature, The Spiritual in the Material. 69 And when Rome shall sink from state-strength, Faith shall sink, and in all vain Cast across the rising waters the broken links of chain. She may scourge, but shall not bind, them when the arm of flesh shall fuil her. And the Truth shall come unclouded, and man at last shall hail her." XIII. " I have truth in God's great mission to the world of sin and lies. 'Tis the holy lore of Suffering, 'tis the creed of Sacrifice. 'Tis the faith and strength of martyrs when they perish unsubdued. Wilt thou doubt the truth they witness when they seal it with their blood ?" XIV. " ! I know that to the noble, to him whose heart's on high. To the warrior, to the martyr, it is not much to die ; That the soul has exaltations when the presence of a Thought Makes the world and time as shadows, turns the sense of Self to nought. Men will die for anyfixncies,foreach cause, though but a word; They will die as well for idols as can Christian for his Lord. Myriad martyrs to thy Martyr shall die well, in many an age, As the thousand for him perish by the present pagan's rage. There shall long be willing martyrs who for only truth shall look Down their shatter'd lives of trial, and nor bribe nor threat shall brook ; 70 "Who in lone and brave long-suffering shall — ! not as Qiristians — hear Hate of priests and scorn of people proud its chains of lead to wear, And the grief of friends and dearest, taught to shrink from all lov'd best, And perhaps the curse in dying — but it shall not reach their rest." XV. " Must I curse thee in my dying ? — let the Christian's curse be this — To behold him die as martyr, and to hope a death like his, And to love his Christian memory, to remember that he died In the strength of God his Grlory, of Christ the Crucified. Go, and live a life of lyrics in thy dreams of heathen Greece. Go, and gain the height of Plato : try if tliat will yield thee peace. Take thy flowers, and bear them votive to thy dim Lucretian gods: See if tJtey will give thee answer from their echoless abodes. See if yon cold soul of Nature will accord response to thine When thou seek'st her in thy sorrow, when thy chill 'd heart owns decline. Tliinlc if ^Jir will lull its throbbings to a sleep as sweet as theirs "Whom the love that passeth woman's to the Father's bosom bears." 71 XVI. "Now the last dark day is looming along the blood-strcak'd sky; And we leave the world its mystery, its gloom and glare, and die. Shall not Nature fair enfold us, though wo gain no grave in Rome ? Shall not One receive His children in His universal home ?" THE DEEAM OF PILATE'S WIFE. Dare thou not to deal on him "Whom I met in vision dim, AVith a presage, with an awe — Him whom in my sleep I saw, Him whom in my dream I felt, And to whom my spirit knelt. Many things I suftered there, In that heavy midnight air. Many woes of One apart Came upon me, crushed my heart — Shames and sorrows, toils and pains — Meed that bold and true one gains — 72 Striving still for others' good, Still by them and hell withstood ; Hunted to the hills and rocks, To the homes of kite and fox ; Haunted in the deadly gloom By the evil ones that come With the sense of coming doom ; AVhere his very soul, one wound, "Wept hot blood upon the ground ; Sold, betiay'd to priestly hate, Scourg'd and borne to felon's fate. And I heard that agony. And I heard that last, loud cry. And I felt the darkness fall O'er the dying Grod, his pall. And I felt the earthquake's tread, Felt the earth give forth its dead. Earth shuts o'er him : him they lock In the darkness of the rock. Oh the black abysm of death ! Oh the formful void beneath ! And I felt the third day's rise. Felt the air and felt the skies. And I throbb'd with some strange strife In some agony of life ; Borne beyond our mortal sphere, Hearing things that spirits hear. Oh ! I sufTered many things. Years and ages spread wide wings 73 Darkly onward, and I saw Things of horror, things of awe. All rcviv'd in Roman power, Yon Jew Priesthood rul'd the hour, Rul'd the world in Name divine. Made that very name a sign Of whate'er is most malign. And I felt the long, strong strife Of the heart for its true life — Pangs of brain and spirit riven. Yearnings for the day of Heaven, Hopes forlorn of noble will, Still on-striving, baffled still ; While the churchmen and their kind Trail'd through all the breadth of mind, Coil'd around the world's young heart, Wrung it, piere'd it as with dart, Pierc'd it through with lethal lore, Striking poison to its core. Oh ! I felt the pang that grew, Like the Titan's ever new, In the heart of Him the true, While He writh'd, still crucified By the priests of hate and pride. And I sank. That darkest night Own'd at last some lines of light : Some slow signs of some new vision Dawn'd along the far horizon. And I started from my sleep, 74 From that dreaming wild and deep ; And I woke with " Is it so ?" And the tumult rang below — Clang of arms and harsher cry, And the priest-taught " Crucify !" And I saw — I see it now — That broad, pale, heroic brow, That calm sphere of heavenly light, Gemm'd with heavy blood-drops bright. And I shrank, with hands in vain Clasp'd across my eyeballs' pain, Press'd upon the visual brain. I have suffer'd : hear thou me : Suffering bears me up to thee. Not on us be that pure blood : He is holy, he is good. Shall it fall for priestly greed ? Roman, be not thine the deed. Leave to Jews the crime and curse. Be not thou their tool and worse. Rather, Roman, lay thine hand On that altar rais'd to stand Undefil'd within the breast — Heart of Roman, not of priest : Vow Ihee there to duty : there Thou thine oracle slialt hear. Be thou noble as thou art : my Roman ! act thy part. Bid yon priests and other base 75 Crouch before him, crave his {:jrace. Comes he not their promised King ? Is not Eight the royal thing ? Doth not Sufiering's wisdom gain Sovereign strength and grace to reign ? I have suffer'd : I have learn'd Many things, and something earn'd. I have spoken : hear thou me. He is just : be thou aa he. THE DAMSEL POSSESSED WITH A SPIRIT OF DIVINATION. "11 ri'f ol cv^it/uv)] 7ro\i>ap>]70smitii. -" I would also deem That goodness is no name, and liai)pines3 no dreini." — BvRON. " Although a subtler sphinx renew Riddle3 of death Thebes never knew."— Shelley. T. The mystic midiiigbt of the world of man, The dawn still far away, the stars of morn Still unawaking, sunk in pierceless gloom II. Fain would I tiud within my wildcred thought Some guiding gleam, relumed as consciousness Gains re-possession, in reviving sense Of that perpetual Presence, which to all "Who own it as the heart may learn to own, Is light, and universal light would he Though all the suns evanished as a spark. 132 III. Fain would I staunch the surging doubts that wako Like midnight fears, and throb against my heart, That tries to arm it* and repel the tide. Fain would I stem the darkness of the hour, Thus haunted by the foe, whose hour it is,f Fain rest in loving faith, and wait the light. lY. But dark. to me, and darker (nor alone In this dark, lonely hour of night, but oft In garish, worldly day, full oft, when I Have brooded on my sorrows, and on theirs, The humble, harmless creatures, that endure Without the strength of reason or of hope Sustaining, all the ills they never earned. Cold, hunger, pain, all pains that baser man, Their " lord," unworthy and unjust, can wreak Upon their mute, meek helplessness), to me In many an hour, both in the world of men By day, and midst the worlds of God by night. Darker to mind, and deeper far to heart. That moral mystery of His work than aught That tries our reason in the rugged realms Of Scripture, science, history, whereof I know the mazes, rocks, and storms, and syrts, The depths and shallows, having long and far ''• 'Ols\!^ov, Ka^h'a.—Mcd. 1242. t Luke xxii., ho. 133 Sought strength aiul light, sought " treasure," which to win I staked all care and cost and hope, staked all For truth, and won it, as I still will deem. V. " We see in part " — alas ! how much we see Of suffering and its mj'stery, which is. Among so much, a pang the not least keen. " We know in part " — how little do we know Of God's great scheme ! how much that mind of man Can never, never save as evil see ! We cannot, oh ! we cannot understand How such a world of woes (not ours alone, Which man, we hear, has merited, but theirs — "What have they done, these sheep ? "*--thc things of life That live to suffer and to die and go). How such a world, with ceaseless anguish racked Through ages unimaginably vast, Can stand in His bright presence, can in Him Live, move, and have its being. Well I know Full many a beauteous system theorized By seers who of the purpose saw so much And felt so little of the pain. Full well I know and loathe them ; and full fain would frame Some other, which should less perplex the mind. Less vex the heart. * 2 Sam., xxiv., 7. Cf. Ovid. Mdam. xv. "Quid meruistis, ovcs, placidum pccus ?" ISi -" Shall see it, but not now.* Thou art so near, and yet so far away. VI. The Muslim worships The j\Iost Merciful ; The bard of Judah sang — and echoing hearts Rise resonant — His mercy over all. But this mid-winter midnight and the woes That cry where none but kindred wretches hear, And none can succour, this the present world, That lies, this Yule, in midnight black and frore ^Vhere *' little ones," God's creatures, harmless things That never sinned, lie perishing — What word Of comfort comes ? — " How long ? oh, Lord ! how long '?" VII. To whom, then, shall we turn, unless to Thee ? And can we but cry, " I believe : help Thou Mine unbelief?'' Thou knowest. What Thou doest We know not noAv ; but Thou Thyself hast said That we shall know hereafter. So I gaze Through the black midnight and the starless gloom, And seek some source of light, light uncreate, Far, far beyond the sun, the light of love That yet may kindle faith ; though still, oh ! still, I find so much in this wide howling waste Too hard for reason, all too hard for heart — Almost for faith ; but faith, whose name is trust. Trust loving, generous, brave, could find no scope 135 If reason, bargaining for solid proof, Saw certitude. Wc strain dimmed, weary eyes Tow'rds where, 'tis told, all tears arc wiped away. There must they rest ; or where ? Where, save in love ? Love trusts in Love ; and trust is Faith, and Faith Holds all our hope ; and hope may bear with life, And rise remanded to Redress above. VIIL And Love Divine has walked the world of man, And smiled upon " these little ones," and said That what we do for one " the least of these " Is done for Him ; that not a sparrow falls Unmarked of God ; that unto Him live all. IX. No, puss : I did not leave you at the door, Out in the cold, while I with blank, blank verse Echoed your cry, so much more mewsical. 136 LOVELOST. An August sunlight slanted from the west Over broad, long-rang'd roofs of squares and streets In a far suburb — many a glittering pane Spangled the early evening — streaming rays Came smilelike through the chamber where she lay, That fair, pale, dying girl. Sunward she look'd Through the shut window : then she look'd on him Who sat beside her ; and she spoke : her voice — A sweet voice — tremulous at once and calm, Like ri':any galher'd whispers summ'd to speech. " You must be very weary. You have now Sat six hours by me, six long, silent hours. And it must irk you : no, it irks you not, For you are very good ; the more that, as I know too well, it is not love — not love Such as was once our love. Ob, no ! no ! no ! You do not love me now ; and it is long, Long since you could." — " Not love you now ? " — " No, not. Ah ! what a sad, faint smile ! You have not yet Learnt to smile false ; you shall not so for me. Yes, you are very good to try to seem 137 Still mine ; but uo, my friend ! I see too well. We see so mucli, we dying ones." And then She smil'd, and laid a linger on his lips, And sadly shook her head ; and then took back Her linger from his lips, and then again There laid it, with a kiss upon it. Then She look'd along the sunlight to the west, Look'd, and lay silent : then she seem d to sum Her failing spirits — summ'd herself, it secm'd, To some new firmness— found some inner force. And, after yet some musing silence, rais'd Her bare, bright head a little, turu'd her eyes Upon him, gaz'd far into his, and spoke. " Oh that fair, distant West ! that lovely land — Your lovely land, and mine — yes, mine, once mine — Yours then and mine at once. Ah, tJiOi .' — those times. Those lovers' golden days ! — Do you remember ? You took me with you through the summer hills ; And I — oh, yes ! I was so happ}- — I Was well content to veil me, or to turn My face aside, when some I knew might see, And often almost well content to seem What — what I was, and almost uuabash'd : — It was such pleasure, and I was so young. Ah ! those bright mornings — born of summer nights— Those ramblings by the rivers and the lakes — The lone, dark gorges and the loud, white falls ! — How boldly did we press our still fresh search For something still more beauteous — some far nook 138 Of wilder, rarer charm, some secret dell, Some cave or chasm, or summit hid in heaven ! You ever lov'd to seek, and so we found. Do you remember when we cHmb'd, and I Look'd back and shudder'd, and would yet look down Once more — it was so wondrous — and I then Grew faint and dizzy, and you bore me up And laid me on the moss — do you remember ? " And then she stopp'd, and crimson'd. — *' How I talk !— I know not what " — And then she paused some space. " I wish you loved me still ; I wish you could Love yet a little while. But 'twas enough — It shall be so — it will be — that you once Lov'd as you did — oh, yes ! you lov'd me then. And I lov'd then, as now, and evermore. 'Tis meet I should. How much I owe you ! — nay"— (For then he turn'd his head and wrung her hand) " Indeed I owe you much of happiness. And much of knowledge." Then she sigh'd ; then said " 'Tis well to know, and what has been was well. And if 'twere yes, it should be so again — I know it would. Why, what a peasant girl, A simple child, I was when first you came And took and taught me ! — Ah ! you taught me much— Too much — but much of good. You brought me light, And made me love the light : and light is good. And love of light is good. You bore me up, And bore me on : and 'twas from you I learnt 139 * The love of bi^lier thing's and bettor clays ': And if I gain them not, at least I hop'd, And rose in hope, and liv'd awhile in hope. That happy time ! — those hours when first I came Among Ravenna's pines, when first I read : * Ah ! surely nothing dies, hut something mourns ' {Shall something mourn 'J) — those hours when first I came ^Vith Lambro tow'rds his home, and stood and look'd — "When first I watch'd Ilaidce, there where she lay AVhen ' to the wall she turn'd, as if to warp Her thoughts from sorrow through her heart re-sent,' And where ' no dirge except the hollow sea's Mourns o'er the beauty of the Cyclades ' ! I wander'd with Alastor, and I sat By Adonais, by the graves in Rome. I heard that ' nightingale,' that ' word ' 'forlorn.' 'Twas you that brought me through the golden gates Of Eden, you that (' gliding through the even,' Like Uriel) brought me to the moonlight glades When spiritual creatures walk'd the earth with song ; 'Twas you that led me down the cypress walk "When lay the earth all Danae to the stars ; And you that led me to the level lake And the long glories of the winter moon. You show'd me all, show'd all that I could see — The pale, worn Dane, the royalty of Lear, Verona, Venice, and th' enchanter's isle ; And something of the thrice great Florentine, 140 The lovG-lit voyager to the three vast spheres ; And something of the uohlcness of Rome, And something of the gloriousness of Greece ; And all that was the true life of my life, And all that is my solace in my death." Again a silence. And she laid her hand, And then her cheek, upon his arm ; and lay Long time, with drooping lashes, lips apart. And soft, slow hreathing ; 'twas not sleep, but rest. Placid, hut pensive : then she mov'd and spoke. "And now " — she paused — " now teach me some- thing more. You know " and then she slowly raised her head, And spoke with alter'd accent, very low, ]}ut all distinct — " They say — I heard it well, Last night, although they whisper'd it — they say That I am dying ; and 'tis true. Feel here. Your hand — what, lips too ? — does it throb to them ? Now, tell me what it is to die, and how. I would die well. I would remember now (Where are they ?) those brave sayings, those great thoughts, Which once I lov'd to hear and read. And now I much forget. Ah ! must I die and go ? Oh ! whither, whither ? Y^es, I fear that now I almost fear. And must I not believe, And can I not — methinks I would and could— In a sweet Saviour, in his words of love — A Father's bosom and a heavenly home, 141 Ecst for the weary, ransom for the lost ? And was it all but Hrrment, what I knew By heart anil cherisli'd ? — what my childhood learnt, AVas it hut childish '? — what my mother taught, Was it but evil ? lell me. Yes, I know — I now remember yes, you taught me true ; You taught me well : you show'd rae what it was, That Book, those writings— how they grew divine By grace of emperors, votes of Councils — how The true Church argued and prevail'd, and how The hydra Faith so 'stablish'd still survives, Such as it is, and still has so much sway. Oh ! then, what have I ? — whom on earth have I, If none in heaven ? — whom now ? — Not you — oh, no ! You are not mine : I know it. Can I choose But think 'twere sweet to lay me and my sins There were the Love that fails not folds its flock ? And I have sinn'd, and we have sinn'd : oh ! yes, Those happy hours — and then — that, that was sin. Why would I listen ? — ah ! those echoing words — That * pleasure and a dark but sweet ofience ' That ' glowing guilt exalting keen delight ' I want my faith in One that will forgive, My trust in a Redeemer, who to me Would speak sweet words and bring sweet hope again. And have you taken that too from me — that, That too, and all ? Forgive me. I talk wild. I gave, and shared, and would not now recall. But if I may not dream of love divine, 142 Oh ! let me dream of thj love. Shall I ? no. And is not that, then, cruel ? Must I die Unlov'd and nnforgiv'n ? — Indeed it seems A strange, hard thing to die. How cold, how lone, Shall she lie there who Bat the once warm breast May there forget its heartache, and the lips The kiss that died away ere she could die. Oh ! but — to ' sleep in Jesus ' (do you know The stone i' the churchyard — there, beneath the elm, Where she, my sister, lies alone ? — those words Are graven there) to sleep, to rest in God ! You ought to love me, you, who yes, you ought. And yet you cannot. Yet you love 1 know Whom : and I cannot blame you : what am I ? And she will hear the birds and watch the flowers ; And she will walk among your trees with you. I only saw the tree-tops from far off. I, who but what am I ? — I have but love. I have lov'd vou : but my fathers long had serv'd And long lov'd yours : I have lov'd you long and well. What matter ? I should be a stranger there. 'Tis a strange world : 'tis well to leave it soon. 'Tis a hard world. I cannot hate, but I Would leave it now. But whither do I go ? Oh, yes ! you ought to be to me what now None other can — none other — no ! not God. And do you tell mc of some charmless name Of Nature, some far, actless deity. Some fix'd, inexorable Force or Law ? 143 I cannot understand it with my heart : And 'tis my heart that knows the need of God : And 'tis my heart that must receive my God. I want tu hear of His love. I am now No stronger and no wiser than T was When first you found me weak and innocent. I am but merest woman ; and to her The timid and the pious sex, to wliich The sneerer said Rehgion owes so much Ixeh'gion is much : 'tis her instinct still : And is not woman's instinct ever true ? Can yon your airy heights, that tower beyond All temples, hold 'gainst all the storms of life, 'Gainst thought and sorrow ? you— how will you die ? Ah ! not with me : she, she will live, and she Will die, with you : I see death may be sweet — Not sweet to me — nor death nor life to me, Poor child ! — \\ hy did you win me from my home, "Where I was good and happy? You knew well That you could never love me, or not long. And she will die within your circling arms. And lie with you among your hard, high race. But then this heart shall be as cold as theirs. Come nearer — and forgive me. I have said I know not what. ^Yhat was it '? What am I '? And where ?— and whither ? 1 am far away. And it is very late. And And my thoughts, And now my eyes, grow dim ; but you are here. Come closer . . . That is well. But closer still ; 144 For I must whisper ... Do you hear me now ? Do you remember ? Yes, you lov'd me then. AikI now And do you ? Yes, you love me now. Now let me go. AVhy should I live again ? We lov'd, and we love now ; and what is Death That Love should shrink from death ? And there were words — I know not where, but I have heard those words. And hear them now . . . IViis mortal shall 'put on That immortality . . . and she lov'd much. And she, the lovelost, is by Love redeemed.'' 145 THE GKAVE OF BUKNS. I. To him, to this, the true homo, where ho rests After his hard life-task, " his weary way," Son of the soil — star-bright, but born of earth, Its lover and its poet (for he loved, And sang its beauty, in the free blue air. In the broad sunlight, and beneath the moon. In glade or glen), quick Nature's child, and now Given back to her not " unmaternal breast," And lulled among the gracious elements. This sweet spring-time, and all the varied months, Should bring their tribute, bring to this, his grave. For ever green. But if we bid sweet spring And sweeter summer bring their brightest bloom, And hues of morn and sunset, for the wreath To bind the brow that ached with brighter thoughts, Yet shall sere autumn follow, with the step Of one that follows what she loved and lost, And lay her votive tresses, as of old The Greek laid lovely locks, upon the tomb. And winter, too, must come ; for there he lies 146 '' In cold oLstructiou." But the winter-gloom Shtill yield that fairest, first-born flower of earth, Whose spring-bright verdure and whose snow-bright bloom Gem the wild darkness of the dying year With pledge of starry resurrection soon. II. Here and afar his name gleams writ in gold : He lies in earth, but hallows all his land : We leave ** him with his glory." Look again : A heavy heart lies there : he lived, he died, A man of many sorrows, born to bear The pains of passion and the shames of pride. That man must sleep if he would cease to dream, And die if he would rest : 'tis there — so low — The heart that beats so high must seek its peace. First give him tears, if you must tread his grave ; For he was born a poet ; he was born To the true poet's wide inheritance Of suffering in a cold and straitened world ; And he was sternly cast on evil days. Days dim and chill, where all was rude or false ; And he was great of nature, grand in heart, And flushed with passion like his fiery power, And steeped in human sweetness, wasted oft As Arab odours wafted o'er the deep, O'er the waste waters or the darker wilds ; And what he was, the world but little knew ; 147 And what he felt, the silent, searchless heart, That knoweth its own bitterness, knew well. III. But he sleeps well ; and long shall thoughts of love And fond heart-fancies tend him where he lies. And the white moon, that beams like angel-love From heaven, shall watch him with her heavenly smilc- The bright, sweet summer moon that smiled on youth And truth and rapture while the lover's plea Passed through the ripe, rich, golden, maiden heart As passed his swift steps through the wavy corn — The wan moon that beheld him when he gazed Far up the skies " to Mary," who from earth Had waned away, and who was his " in Heaven," His, but far oft" in Heaven, far up the skies — Then when all sense of earth or Heaven was lost In mortal anguish, all save love : all sunk And quenched that poet-spirit bright and keen "Whose strains so oft have gladdened, quickened, fired Leal hearts and busy brains in far-oft" lands — Wing'd words sown wide as Britain's spark-like seed ]^eyond the waters — all forgotten then By Mary's grave ; forgotten e'en the scorn. Aye unforgotten by the spite of cant, The scorn for all that, strong in strength of eld, Stood, spectral-sham, meet mark for poet's mirth. Stood, solemn lie, between mankind and Heaven, Between man's conscience and a God of Love. 148 IV. Yes ! he sleeps well in earth as e'er he slept Embowered in summer dreams of happy love. He lies in earth ; but 'tis his shrine : he lies Lapp'd in the starry darkness, with his fame Gathered about him like a purple robe Thick-sown with gold. He sleeps, but all night long His song flows on, along the listening world, And echoing hearts keep watch in either sphere. And knows he not, and knew he not in life. And felt he not, at least in prescient death, Some portion of the inborn destiny Of that which was not mortal, that which lives Among us yet, and is himself indeed ? Has not he now some placid consciousness, Which soothes, but stirs him not, of what he is In this his better, this his truer life — Of influences sweet, of lovely lays. Perhaps like music heard in summer night Far off, or spirits floating in the air — Of fiery thoughts sublimed to subtle flame, And passionate zeal for freedom, truth, and right. Achieving the fruition in its day ? V. We will believe it : we will dream that he. The buried, lies not lone and dreamless there Where men laid what was man. The poet sleeps, But not in darkness, not unvisited 149 By bright ones from bis own far native land. And bis, ^Ybo loved so ^Yell all lovely tilings, Are things of beauty, things of glory, yet — Some still sweet sense of flowers of spring above, Of soaring song efl'used through wide blue air ; And fairer still and brighter — fair and bright As poet's dream of golden days of love, As visions of the happy after-time When poet-thought, with Macedonian march Shall gain its utmost Ind, that Future far. The life-to-come of poets, sought through death, The kingdom that they conquer for their race, Who follow, dazed and blind, the sword of fire — The Land of Promise, rather, which he sees In the dim distance, blended with the blue, In the bright Orient, and beholding, dies. He dies upon his height, and leaves his bones Among us : be they as the talisman"' Which the doomed Thcban gave, when to the earth He went so weary : be they pledge of peace. True peace, sure pledge of victory in the grave. VI. Pilgrims, from far-off realms, we humbly stand Beside the lowly, lofty poet's grave. What if of that dark tomb his darkened life Was the low, frowning portal ? Let us rise. *Soph. CEd. a 150 Look we far forward, through the cloucllancl waste, Tinged with bright fancies, lit by poet-fire, Up to the soaring heights of Morning-Land, Land of high truths, truths human and divine, Touclied first, and first revealed, hy poet-light, Seen first below as visions, ere we own The poet's priesthood and his Day-god's glow. There, in that light, should we the poet seek ; There the true poet should be seen at last ; There, in that highland of the dawn, the dawn Of glorious Truth and love like poet's love. There should he sit, our laurels at his feet ; And there should beaming Beauty smile his meed, And consecrate and crown th' heroic brow : There the true poet's true apotheosis : Long time, perchance, a fancy wild as dreams, But bright as dream poetic, bright as hope. And sure as Science on her star-strewn path ; And, to the steadfast heart, assured as Faith, As faith in man's great future and in God. 161 TAY BKIDGE. December, 1879. The winter night, the sterr, sepulchral gloom, The savage hlast, the crash, the terror, all "VYill pass away, and spring and summer come, On soft wings, with the sweet South's dying full ; And calm and heauty and delight shall be Sought, found, among the mountains and the sea. Then sobs shall cease, and tears he staunch'd, and then The sorrows for the lost shall silent dwell ; And broken hearts shall be at rest again, If in the green and quiet earth, 'tis welL And then no more shall dying words be breath'd Such as those hearts to heartless ones bequeath'd. What words ? Perchance such murmurs as invoke Stern judgment on the Corporate Unhung, On homicidal thrift that never woke To sense of guilt till sense of cost was stung ; On giddy recklesness, on lack of skill, On lack of thought, " sae sib " to evil will 152 Those sobs, those tears, those silent broken hearts, Those utterances of anguish and despair, May pass, and vanish all, as life departs. And leave no mark behind, no deeper care Thau on the thrifty souls, the giddy brain, That mourn the reckonings which for them remain. And the fair flow of Tay shall meet again Fair scenes, and happy looks, and mirror true In smiles ; and, if perchance remember'd then, The deadly blast that dire December blew. Shall be but as a rippling thought among Light fancies, bright, serene, that glide like song. And statelier, stronger, nobler arches there May span the summer sea's slow-wandering wave. And few recall the rush like dark despair Into the howling jaws of that deep grave, Into the stormy water where they rest, The lost — not lost, lull'd on the Loving's breast. Nor lost the moral, if we watch and wait ; Nor if we scoff, nor if unconscious be. What moral here ? Not that blind chance or fate, Or others' sin, their doom by dark decree, Whelm'd those poor lost ones in the flood— we know Who warn'd us not to judge disaster so— ^ 153 Still less, if less might be, that aught was there Of that harsh "judgment " on the hapless few Which issues, as hyiena from its lair, From the dull brain and darker heart that, through The storm of woe and horror, dron'd and yell'd, And Sawbath wrack with gloating eyes beheld. Blind Pharisees ! " fou " leaders of the blind- Let them pour forth, and Hock and herd imbibe, And, in the demonolatry they iind The true religion of their hearts, ascribe Man's wrath, caprice, injustice to the God Who brought true Sabbath to the world He trod, And clear proclaim'd, " Man not for Sabbath made, But Sabbath made for man ;" and sternly said, " Judge not ; condemn not." Moral "? Theirs be laid Among the limbo of their dogmas dead, Or where their Calvin's fancy lov'd to dwell, With infants crawling on the floor of hell. Our moral this, that though the gracious Power " Which wields the world with never-wearied love/' And weaves the stars in cycles, and the flower That bends beneath the bee, the Power above. Below, around,— though He, for complex cause Far, far beyond us, order all by laws, 154 And now controls, now not arrests, the course Of law-sLapcd causes, He to final good Shapes all, in fittest mode ; with subtle force Unseen ; and so, while we, thus darkling, brood On chance and change, evokes from foil}-, guilt, Disaste]:, misery, from the blood so spilt. Evokes the moral which His prescience wrought Among His viewless web of things decreed. And which now grows and fructifies in thought, And acts, in fertile thought and honest deed, In better rule and care and works, when we See "judgments " 2vhere and as we ought to see. FHAGMENT. GREECE AND ROME. To wing yon heights, so distant now and dim- Ionian epos. Victory's soaring Hymn ; To share the loftier life in that weird wild Of crags by Titan ^'l^^scliylus up-pil'd — The vision where he saw her wild and pale. And heard Cassandra pour her wondrous wail — To render forth from all those ages gone Thoughts, things, by quest, by intuition won — 155 Tlie glow, the rush, the Hght of form anfl face, And all the stately, all the lovely grace — That early strain (gone back to Gods so long) Of Hellas in the sweet spring-time of song — That dying fall, those fire-writ Sapphic sighs — The dark, soft fire of Sappho's languid eyes — The tones of all that thoughts or hearts dictate, The thunderbolt iambics' volley'd weight — The death-doora'd Spartan's silent, steadfast pride, Who kept the straits of Q5ta and who died ; The Roman's heart at Zaina, ranks outdrawn. The Roman Otho's in the lone, dim dawa"^' — The empire spread from Mo na to the Morn, The boundless spirit of Olympus born.f * *- * * * FRAGMENT. HILLS AND STREAMS. " Hills beyond Pcntland !" rise in starrier blue. " Streams beyond Forth !" your purer waters flow " With a sweet inland murmur ;" and I hear. Waters of Israel ! weary I return From rivers of Damascus. ■X- ■;.--::■!} * * "Luce prima."— Tacit. Hist ii. 49. + " linperiuin terris, animos a;quabit Olympo." " Genus qui ducis Olympo." 156 THE KILKENNY CATS. Kilkenny Electox, December, 1890. Cats of Kilkenny ! blessings on your heads, And tails ! and double on your teeth and claws ! Bethink ye of the time when on the leads Historic felines (then, as now, the *' cause " Was, doubtless, that " teterrima ") discussed The question so exhaustively that morn Found nothing (if an Irish tale we trust ; Which who but would ?) — found on the field forlorn Of glorious strife, no sign at all, at all, Of either warrior-puss, save two poor tails, And one poor whiff of " flue " ('tis so they call What ice call/«r. Sure, some strange, mingled wails Were heard that night ! Kilkenny Cats of War ! 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