THG UNIVGRSITY Oe CAUfORNlA LIBRARY CTSGUSH SCMINAR Mf Messrs. Roberts Brothers^ Publications. Jean Ingelow's Writings. " Except Mrs. Browning, Jean Ingelow ia first among the women whom the world calls poets." — The Indejie7ident. " Miss Ingelow's new volume exhibits abundant evidence that time, study, and devotion to lier vocation have both elevated and mellowed the powers of the most gifted poetess we possess, now that Elizabeth Barrett Browning and Adelaide Procter sing no more on earth. Lincolnshire has claims to be considered the Arcadia of England at present, having given birth both to Mr. Tennyson and our present Lady Laureate." — London Morning Star, "We have read and reread, always with a better and softer heart We wish everybody loved Jean Ingelow's writings, or, rather, that everybody would read them, for their admiration would follow." — Providence Post. POEMS. Illustr.atcd Edition, with One Hundred Pictures from Drawings by tlie first Artists in England. 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STORY OF DOOM AND OTHER POEMS BY JEAN INGELOW \\\ » J 3 ' 3 , , , > J > ' ' 3 •> ' ', , 3 , ' 3 3 J ' ', ' 1 ■>, 3 ' -, 1 3 ,3 ' 3 3 ' 3 3 3 3 3 J ' j ' , > ' ' BOSTON ROBERTS BROTHERS 1867 AUTHOR S EDITION. c « • «« t e««ic c . ; . < « c . . ,' . . . «.« University Press: Welch, Bigelow, & Co., Cambridge. CONTENTS. Page The Dreams that came true i Songs on the Voices of Birds. Introduction. — Child and Boatman ... 23 The Nightingale heard by the Unsatisfied Heart 25 Sand Martins 26 A Poet in his Youth and the Cuckoo-Bird . 29 A Raven in a White Chine 36 The Warbling of Blackbirds .... 38 Sea-Mews in Winter-Time 39 Laurance 42 Songs of the Night Watches. Introductory. — Evening 83 The First Watch. — Tired 84 The Middle Watch 91 The Morning Watch 96 Concluding. — Early Dawn 98 A Story of Doom 100 39SeS8 vi CONTENTS. Contrasted Songs. Sailing beyond Seas 201 Remonstrance 203 Song for the Night of Christ's Resurrection . 204 Song of Margaret 211 Song of the going away 212 A Lily and a Lute 214 Gladys and her Island 225 Songs with Preludes. Wedlock 259 Regret 263 Lamentation 265 Dominion 268 Friendship 271 Winstanley 275 Notes 2S9 ) >, ' ' 3 ■> ) ■> 3 3 3 3 3 3 J ) ,1 J > 3 3 3 , 3 3 3 ) " '" \ t 'V » s-- ' '3' ■^* -J "3*1 333 3 POEMS. THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. SAW in a vision once, our mother-sphere The world, her fixed foredoomed oval tracing, RoUinoj and rollina; on and restinir never, While like a phantom fell, behind her pacing The unfurled flag of night, her shadow drear Fled as she fled and huns; to her forever. o keatpi Great|Heaven ! methought, how strange a doom to share. Would I may never bear Inevitable darkness after me (Darkness endowed with drawings strong, And sliadovvy hands that cling unendingly), Nor feel that phantom-wings behind me sweep, As she feels night pursuing through the long Illimitable reaches of " the vasty deep." God save you, gentlefolks. There was a man Who lay awake at midnight on his bed, 1 .' ' 2 ." ' •' : i'fJE^ :L^'EMfS\ TEIA T CAME TR UE. Watching the spiral flame that feeding ran Among the logs upon his hearth, and shed A comfortable glow, both warm and dim, On crimson curtains that encompassed him. Right stately was his chamber, soft and white The pillow, and his q'lilt was eider-down, "What mattered it to him though all that night The desolate driving cloud might lower and frown, And winds were up the eddying sleet to chase. That drave and drave and found no settling-place ? What mattered it that leafless trees might rock, Or snow might drift athwart his window-pane ? He bare a charmed life against their shock. Secure from cold, hunger, and weather stain ; Fixed in his right, and born to good estate. From common ills set by and separate. From work and want and fear of want apart, This man (men called him Justice Wilvermore), — This man had comforted his cheerful heart AVith all that it desired from every shore. He had a right, — the right of gold is strong, — He stood upon his right his whole life long. Custom makes all things easy, and content Is careless, therefore on the storm and cold, As he lay waking, never a thought he spent, o THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. Albeit across the vale beneath the wold, Along a reedy mere that frozen lay, A range of sordid hovels stretched away. "What cause had he to think on them, forsooth ? "What cause that night beyond another night ? He was familiar even from his youth With their long ruin and their evil plight. The wintry wind would search them like a scout, The water froze within as freely as without. He think upon them ? No ! They were forlorn. So were the cowering inmates whom they held ; A thriftless tribe, to shifts and leanness born, Ever complaining : infancy or eld Alike. But there was rent, or long; a"0 Those cottage roofs had met with overthrow. For this they stood ; and what his thoughts might be That winter night, I know not ; but I know That, while the creeping flame fed silently And cast upon his bed a crimson glow, The Justice slept, and shortly in his sleep He fell to dreaming, and his dream was deep. He dreamed that over him a shadow came ; And when he looked to find the cause, behold Some person knelt between him and the flame : — A cowering figure of one frail and old, — THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. A woman ; and she prayed as lie descried, And spread her feeble hands, and shook and sighed. " Good Heaven ! " the Justice cried, and being dis- traught He called not to her, but he looked again : She wore a tattered cloak, but she had naught Upon her head ; and she did quake amain, And spread her wasted hands and poor attire To gather in the brightness of his fire. " I know you, woman ! " then the Justice cried ; " I know that woman well," he cried aloud ; " The shepherd Aveland's widow : God me guide ! A pauper kneeling on my hearth " : and bowed The hag, like one at home, its warmth to share ! " How dares she to intrude ? What does she here ? " Ho, woman, ho ! " — but yet she did not stir, Though from her lips a fitful plaining broke ; " I '11 ring my people up to deal with her ; I '11 rouse the house," he cried ; but while he spoke He turned, and saw, but distant from his bed, Another form, — a Darkness with a head. Then in a rage, he shouted, " "Who are you ? " For little in the 2;loom he misht discern. " Speak out ; speak now ; or I will make you rue The hour ! " but there was silence, and a stern. THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. 5 Dark face from out the dusk appeared to lean, And then again drew back, and was not seen. " God ! " cried the dreaming man, right impiously, " What have I done, that these my sleep affray ? " " God ! " said the Phantom, " I appeal to Thee, Appoint Thou me this man to be my prey." " God ! " sighed the kneeling woman, frail and old, " I pray Thee take me, for the world is cold." Then said the trembling Justice, in affright, "Fiend, I adjure thee, speak thine errand here \" And lo ! it pointed in the failing light Toward the woman, answering, cold and clear, " Thou art ordained an answer to thy prayer ; But first to tell her tale that kneeleth there." « Her tale ! " the Justice cried. " A pauper's tale ! " And he took heart at this so low behest, And let the stoutness of his will prevail, Demanding, " Is 't for her you break my rest ? She went to jail of late for stealing wood, She will again for this night's hardihood. " I sent her ; and to-morrow, as I live, I will commit her for this trespass here." " Thou wilt not ! " quoth the Shadow, " thou wilt give Her story words " ; and then it stalked anear And showed a lowering face, and, dread to see, A countenance of angered majesty. THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. Then said the Justice, all his thoughts astray, With that material Darkness chiding him, " If this must be, then speak to her, I pray, And bid her move, for all the room is dim By reason of the place she holds to-night : She kneels between me and the warmth and light." " With adjurations deep and drawings strong, And with the power," it said, " unto me given, I call upon thee, man, to tell thy wrong, Or look no more upon the face of Heaven. Speak ! though she kneel throughout the livelong night. And yet shall kneel between thee and the light." This when the Justice heard, he raised his hands, And held them as the dead in efligy Hold theirs, when carved upon a tomb. The bands Of fate had bound him fast : no remedy Was left : his voice unto himself was strange. And that unearthly vision did not change. He said, " That woman dwells anear my door, Her life and mine began the selfsame day. And I am hale and hearty : from my store I never spared her aught : she takes her way Of me unheeded ; pining, pinching care Is all the portion that she has to share. " She is a broken-down, poor, friendless wight. Through labor and through sorrow early old ; THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. y And I have known of this her evil plight, Her scanty earnings, and her lodgment cold ; A patienter poor soul shall ne'er be found : She labored on my land the long year round. " "What wouldst thou have me say, thou fiend abhorred ? Show me no more thine awful visage srim. If thou obey'st a greater, tell thy lord That I have paid her wages. Cry to him ! He has not much against me. None can say I have not paid her wages day by day. " The spell ! It draws me. I must speak again ; And speak against myself ; and speak aloud. The woman once approached me to complain, — ' My wages are so low.' I may be proud ; It is a fault." " Ay," quoth the Phantom fell, " Sinner ! it is a fault : thou sayest well." " She made her moan, ' My wages are so low.' " " Tell on ! " " She said," he answered, " ' My best days Are ended, and the summer is but slow To come ; and my good strength for work decays By reason that I live so hard, and lie On winter nights so bare for poverty.' " " And you replied," — began the lowering shade, " And I replied," the Justice followed on. 8 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. " That wages like to mine my neighbor paid ; And if I raised the was-es of the one Straight should the others murmur ; furthermore, The winter was as winters gone before. " No colder and not longer." " Afterward ? " — The Phantom questioned. " Afterward," he groaned, " She said my neighbor was a right good lord, Never a roof was broken that he owned ; He gave much coal and clothing. ' Doth he so ? "Work for my neighbor, then,' I answered. * Go ! " ' You are full welcome.' Then she mumbled out She hoped I was not angry ; hoped, forsooth, I would forgive her : and I turned about, And said I should be angry in good truth If this should be again, or ever more She dared to stop me thus at the church door." " Then ? " quoth the Shade ; and he, constrained, said on, " Then she, repi'oved, curtseyed herself away." " Hast met her since ? " it made demand anon ; And after pause the Justice answered, " Ay ; Some wood was stolen ; my people made a stir: She was accused, and I did sentence her." But yet, and yet, the di'eaded questions came : " And didst thou weigh the matter, — taking thought Upon her sober life and honest fame ? " THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. ^ "I gave it," he replied, with gaze distraught; " I gave it, Fiend, the usual care ; I took The usual pains ; I could not nearer look, " Because, — because their pilfering had got head. Wiuit wouldst thou more ? The neighbors pleaded hard, 'T is true, and many tears the creature shed ; But I had vowed their prayers to disregard, Heavily strike the first that robbed my land, And put down thieving with a steady hand. " She said she was not guilty. Ay, 't is true She said so, but the poor are liars all. O thou fell Fiend, what wilt thou ? Must I view Thy darkness yet, and must thy shadow fall Upon me miserable ? I have done No worse, no more than many a scathless one." " Yet," quoth the Shade, "if ever to thine ears The knowledge of her blamelessness was brought, Or others have confessed with dying tears The crime she suffered for, and thou hast wrought All reparation in thy power, and told Into her empty hand thy brightest gold : — " If thou hast honored her, and hast proclaimed Her innocence and thy deplored wrong. Still thou art nought; for thou shalt yet be blamed In that she, feeble, came before thee strong, 1* 10 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. And thou, in cruel haste to deal a blow, Because thou hadst been angered, worked her woe. " But didst thou right her ? Speak ! " The Justice sighed, And beaded drops stood out upon his brow ; " How could I humble me," forlorn he cried, " To a base beggar ? Nay, I will avow That I did ill. I will reveal the whole ; I kept that knowledge in my secret soul." "Hear him!" the Phantom muttered; "hear this man, O changeless God upon the judgment throne." With that, cold tremors through his pulses ran, And lamentably he did make his moan ; While, with its arms upraised above his head, The dim dread visitor aj^proached his bed. " Into these doors," it said, " which thou hast closed, Daily this woman shall from henceforth come ; Her kneeling form shall yet be interposed Till all thy wretched hours have told their sum ; Shall yet be interposed by day, by night, Between thee, sinner, and the warmth and light. " Remembrance of her want shall make thy meal Like ashes, and thy wrong thou shalt not right. But what ! Nay, verily, nor wealth nor weal From henceforth shall afford thy soul delight. Till men shall lay thy head beneath the sod, There shall be no deliverance, saith my God." THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. u " Tell me thy name," the dreamuig Justice cried ; " By what appointment dost thou doom me thus ? " " 'T is well that thou shoul Jst know me," it replied, " For mine thou art, and nought shall sever us ; From thine own lips and life I draw my force : The name thy nation give me is Rejiorse." This when he heard, the dreaming man cried out, And woke affrighted ; and a crimson glow The dying ember shed. Within, without, In eddying rings the silence seemed to flow ; The wind had lulled, and on his forehead shone The last low gleam ; he was indeed alone. " O, I have had a fearful dream," said he ; . " I will take warning and for mercy trust ; The fiend Remorse shall never dwell with me : I will repair that wrong, I will be just, I will be kind, I will my ways amend." Now the jirst dream is told unto its end. Anigh the frozen mere a cottage stood, A piercing wind swept round and shook the door, The shrunken door, and easy way made good. And drave long drifts of snow along the floor. It sparkled there like diamonds, for the moon Was shining in, and night was at the noon. Before her dying embers, bent and pale, A woman sat because her bed was cold ; 12 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. She heard the wind, the driving sleet and hail, And she was hunger-bitten, weak and old ; Yet while she cowered, and while the casement shook, Upon her trembling knees she held a book, — A comfortable book for them that mourn, And good to raise the courage of the poor ; It lifts the veil and shows, beyond the bourne, Their Elder Brother, from His home secure, That for them desolate He died to win, Repeating, " Come, ye blessed, enter in." "What thought she on, this woman ? on her days Of toil, or on the supperless night forlorn ? 1 think not so ; the heart but seldom weighs With conscious care a burden always borne ; And she was used to these things, had grown old In fellowship with toil, hungei", and cold. Then did she think how sad it was to live Of all the good this world can yield bereft ? No, her untutored thoughts she did not give To such a theme ; but in their warp and weft She wove a prayer : then in the midnight deep Faintly and slow she fell away to sleep. A strange, a marvellous sleep, which brought a dream, And it was this : that all at once she heard The pleasant babbling of a little stream THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. That ran beside her door, and then a bird Broke out in songs. She looked, and lo ! the rime And snow had melted ; it was summer time ! And all the cold was over, and the mere Full sweetly swayed the flags and rushes green ; The mellow sunlight poured right warm and clear Into her casement, and thereby were seen Fair honeysuckle flowers, and wandering bees Were hovering round the blossom-laden trees. She said, " I will betake me to my door, And will look out and see this wondrous sisrht. How summer is come back, and frost is o'er, And all the air warm waxen in a night." "With that she opened, but for fear she cried, For lo ! two Angels, — one on either side. And while she looked, with marvelling measureless, The Angels stood conversing face to face, But neither spoke to her. " The Avilderness," { One Angel said, " the solitary place. Shall yet be glad for Him." And then full fain The other Angel answered, " He shall reign." And when the woman heard, in wonderinj; wise. She whispered, " They are speaking of my Lord." And straightway swept across the open skies Multitudes like to these. They took the word. 13 14 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. Tliat flock of Angels, " He shall come again, My Lord, my Lord ! " they sang, " and He shall reign ! " Then they, drawn up into the blue o'er-head, Right happy, shining ones, made haste to flee ; And those before her one to other said, " Behold He stands aneath yon almond-tree." Tliis when the woman heard, she fain had gazed, But paused for reverence, and bowed down amazed. After she looked, for this her dream was deep ; She looked, and there was nought beneath the tree ; Yet did her love and longing overleap The fear of Angels, awful though they be, And she passed out between the blessed things. And brushed her mortal weeds against their wings. O, all the happy world was in its best, The trees were covered thick with buds and flowers, And these were dropping honey ; for the rest, Sweetly the birds were piping in their bowers ; Across the grass did groups of Angels go. And Saints in pairs were walking to and fro. Then did she pass toward the almond-tree. And none she saw beneath it : yet each Saint Upon his coming meekly bent the knee, And all their glory as they gazed waxed faint. And then a 'lighting Angel neared the place, And folded his fair wings before his face. THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. She also knelt, and spread her aged hands As feeling for the sacred human feet; She said, " Mine eyes are held, but if He stands Anear, I will not let Him hence retreat Except He bless me." Then, O sweet ! O fair ! Some words were spoken, but she knew not where. She knew not if beneath the boughs they woke, Or dropt upon her from the realms above ; " AYhat wilt thou, woman ? " in the dream He spoke, " Thy sorrow moveth Me, thyself I love ; Long have I counted up thy mournful years,' Once I did weep to wipe away thy tears." She said : " My one Redeemer, only blest, I know Thy voice, and from my yearning heart Draw out my deep desire, my great request, My prayer, that I might enter where Thou art. Call me, O call from this world troublesome, And let me see Thy face." He answered, " Come." Here is the ending of the second dream. It is a frosty morning, keen and cold, Fast locked are silent mere and frozen stream, And snow lies sparkling on the desert wold ; With savory morning meats they spread the board, But Justice Wilvermore will walk abroad, " Bring me my cloak," quoth he, as one in haste. " Before you breakfast, sir ? " his man replies. IS 1 6 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. "Ay," quoth lie quickly, and he will not taste Of aught before him, but in urgent Avise As he would fain some carking cave allay, Across the frozen field he takes his way. "A dream ! how strange that it should move mc so, 'T was but a dream," quoth Justice Wilvermore : " And yet I cannot ^^eace nor pleasure know, For wrongs I have not heeded heretofore ; Silver and gear the crone shall have of me, And dwell for life in yonder cottage free. *' For visions of the nisrht are fearful things, Remorse is dread, though merely in a di'eam ; I will not subject me to visitings Of such a sort again. I will esteem My peace above my pride. From natures rude A little gold will buy me gratitude. " The woman shall have leave to gather wood. As much as she may need, the long year round ; She shall, I say, — moreover, it were good Yon other cottage roofs to render sound. Thus to my soul the ancient peace restore, And sleep at ease," quoth Justice Wilvermore. "With that he nears the door : a frosty rime Is branching over it, and drifts are deep Against the wall. He knocks, and there is time, — THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. ly (For none doth open), — time to list the sweep And whistle of the wind along the mere Through beds of stiffened reeds and rushes sere. "If she be out, I have my pains for nought," He saith, and knocks again, and yet once more, But to his ear nor step nor stir is brought ; And after pause, he doth unlatch the door And enter. No : she is not out, for see She sits asleep 'mid frost-work winterly. Asleep, asleep before her empty grate, Asleep, asleep, albeit the landlord call. "What, dame," he saith, and comes toward hei* straight, " Asleep so early ! " But whate'er befall, She sleepeth ; then he nears her, and behold He lays a hand on hers, and it is cold. Then doth the Justice to his home return ; From that day forth he wears a sadder brow ; His hands are opened, and his heart doth learn The patience of the poor. He made a vow And keeps it, for the old and sick have shared His gifts, their sordid homes he hath repaired. And some he hath made happy, but for him Is happiness no more. He doth repent, And now the light of joy is waxen dim, B 1 8 THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. Are all his steps toward the Highest sent ; He looks for mercy, and he waits release Above, for this world doth not yield him peace. Night after night, night after desolate night, Day after day, day after tedious day, Stands by his fire, and dulls its gleamy light, Paceth behind or meets him in the way ; Or shares the path by hedgerow, mere, or stream, The visitor that doomed him in his dream. Thy kingdom come. I heard a Seer cry, — " The wilderness. The solitary place. Shall yet be glad for Him, and He shall bless (Thy kingdom come) with his revealed face The forests ; they shall drop their precious gum. And shed for Him their balm : and He shall yield The grandeur of His speech to charm the field. " Then all the soothed winds shall drop to listen, (Thy kingdom come,) Comforted waters waxen calm shall glisten With bashful tremblement beneath His smile : And Echo ever the while Shall take, and in her awful joy repeat. The laughter of His lips — (thy kingdom come) : And hills that sit apart shall be no longer dumb ; THE DREAMS THAT CAME TRUE. jg No, they shall shout and shout, Rainuig their lovely loyalty along the dewy plain : And valleys round about, " And all the well-contented land, made sweet AVith flowers she opened at His feet. Shall answer ; shout and make the welkin ring And tell it to the stars, shout, shout, and sing; Her cup being full to the brim. Her poverty made rich with Him, Her yearning satisfied to its utmost sura, — Lift up thy voice, O earth, prepare thy song, It shall not yet be long. Lift up, O earth, for He shall come again. Thy Lord ; and He shall reign, and He shall reign, — Thy kingdom come." SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. INTRODUCTION. CHILD AND BOATMAN. i|AIlTIN, I wonder who makes all the songs." • You do, sir ? " " Yes, I wonder how they come." " Well, boy, I wonder what you '11 wonder next ! " " But somebody must make them ? " " Sure enough." " Does your wife know ? " " She never said she did." " You told me that she knew so many things." " I said she Avas a London woman, sir, And a fine scholar, but I never said She knew about the songs." « I wish she did." " And I wish no such thing ; she knows enough, She knows too much already. Look you now. This vessel 's off the stocks, a tidy craft." " A schooner, Martin ? " " No, boy, no ; a brig. Only she 's schooner rigged, — a lovely craft." 24 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. " Is she for me ? O, thank you, Martin, dear. What shall I call her ? " " "Well, sir, what you please." " Then write on her ' The Eas^le.' " " Bless the child ! Eagle ! why, yoa know naught of eagles, you. When we lay off the coast, up Canada way, And chanced to be ashore when twilight fell, That was the place for eagles ; bald they were, With eyes as yellow as gold." " 0, Martin, dear, Tell me about them." " Tell ! there 's nought to tell, Only they snored o' nights and frighted us." " Snored ? " " Ay, I tell you, snored ; they slept upright In the great oaks by scores ; as true as time, If I 'd had aught upon my mind just then, I would n't have walked that wood for unknown gold ; It Avas most awful. When the moon was full, I 've seen them fish at night, in the middle watch. When she got low. I 've seen them plunge like stones. And come up fighting with a fish as long, Ay, longer than my arm ; and they would sail, — When tliey had struck its life out, — they would sail Over the deck, and show their fell, fierce eyes, And croon for pleasure, hug the prey, and speed Grand as a frigate on a wind." « My ship. o SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. She must be called ' The Eagle ' after these. And, Martin, ask your wife about the songs When you go in at dinner-time." « Not I." 25 THE NIGHTINGALE HEARD BY THE UNSATISFIED HEART WHEN in a May-day hush Chanteth the Missel-thrush The harp o' the heart makes answer with murmurous stirs ; When Robin-redbreast sings, We think on budding springs, And Culvers when they coo are love's remembrancers. But thou in the trance of light Stayest the feeding night, And Echo makes sweet her lips with the utterance wise. And casts at our glad feet, In a wisp of fancies fleet. Life's fair, life's unfulfilled, impassioned prophecies. Her central thought full well Thou hast the wit to tell. To take the sense o' the dark and to yield it so ; 2 26 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. The moral of moonlight To set in a cadence bright, And sing our loftiest dream that we thought none did know. I have no nest as thou, Bird on the blossoming bough, Yet over thy tongue outfloweth the song o' my soul, Chanting, " forego thy strife, The spirit out-acts the life, But MUCH is seldom theirs who can perceive the whole. " Thou drawest a perfect lot All thine, but holden not. Lie low, at the feet of beauty that ever shall bide ; There might be sorer smart Than thine, far-seeing heart, "Whose fate is stiU to yearn, and not be satisfied." I SAND MARTINS. PASSED an inland-cliff precipitate ; From tiny caves peeped many a sooty poll ; In each a mother-martin sat elate. And of the news delivered her small soul. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 27 Fantastic chatter ! hasty, glad, and gay, Whereof the meaning was not ill to tell : " Gossip, how wags the world with you to-day ? " " Gossip, the world wags well, the world wags well." And heark'ninjT. I was sure their little ones Were in the bird-talk, and discourse was made Concerning hot sea-bights and tropic suns, For a clear sultriness the tune conveyed ; — And visions of the sky as of a cup Hailing down light on pagan Pharaoh's sand, And quivering air-waves trembling up and up, And blank stone faces marvellously bland. " When should the young be fledged and with them hie Where costly day drops down in crimson light ? (Fortunate countries of the firefly Swarm with blue diamonds all the sultry night, "And the immortal moon takes turn with them.) When should they pass again by that red land, Where lovely mirage works a broidered hem To fringe with phantom-palms a robe of sand ? " When should they dip their breasts again and play In slumberous azure pools, clear as the air, Where rosy-winged flamingoes fish all day, Stalking amid the lotus blossom fair? 28 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. " Then, over podded tamarinds bear their flight, While cassias blossom in the zone of calms. And so betake them to a south sea-bight. To gossip in the crowns of cocoa-palms " Whose roots are in the spray. 0, haply there Some dawn, white-winged they might chance to find A frigate standinsr in to make more fair The loneliness unaltered of mankind. " A frigate come to water : nuts would fall, And nimble feet would climb the flower-flushed strand. While northern talk would ring, and there withal The martins would desire the cool north land. " And all would be as it had been before ; Again at eve there would be news to tell ; Who passed should hear them chant it o'er and o'er, 'Gossip, bow wags the world?' 'Well, gossip, well.' " SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIEDS. 29 A POET IN HIS YOUTH, AND THE CUCKOO-BIRD. ONCE upon a time, I lay Fast asleep at dawn of clay ; Windows open to the south, Fancy pouting her sweet mouth To my ear. She turned a globe In her slender hand, her robe Was all spangled ; and she said, As she sat at my bed's head, " Poet, poet, what, asleep ! Look ! the ray runs up the steep To your rooi'," Then in the golden Essence of romances olden, Bathed she my entranced heart. And she gave a hand to me. Drew me onward, " Come ! " said she ; And she moved with me apart, Down the lovely vale of Leisure. Such its name was, I heard say, For some Fairies trooped that way ; Common people of the place, Taking their accustomed pleasure, (All the clocks being stopped) to race 30 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. Down the slope on palfreys fleet. Bridle bells made tinkling sweet ; And they said, " What signified Faring home till eventide : There were pies on every shelf, And the bread would bake itself." But for that I cared not, fed, As it veere, with angels' bread. Sweet as honey ; yet next day All foredoomed to melt away ; Gone before the sun waxed hot, Melted manna that was not. Rock-doves' poetry of plaint, Or the starling's courtship quaint ; Heart made much of, 't was a boon Won from silence, and too soon Wasted in the ample air : Building rooks for distant were. Scarce at all would speak the rills, And I saw the idle hills. In their amber hazes deep. Fold themselves and go to sleep. Though it was not yet high noon. Silence ? Rather music brought From the spheres ! As if a thought, Having taken wings, did fly Through the reaches of the sky. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 31 Silence ? No, a sumptuous sigh That had found embodiment, That had come across the deep After months of wintry sleep, And with tender heavings went Floating up the fii-mament. " 0," I mourned, half slumbering yet, " 'T is the voice of mi/ regret, — Mine ! " and I awoke. Full sweet Saffron sunbeams did me greet ; And the voice it spake again, Dropped from yon blue cup of liglit Or some cloudlet swan's-down white On my soul, that drank full fain The sharp joy — the sweet pain — Of its clear, right innocent, Unreproved discontent. How it came — where it went — Who can tell ? The open blue Quivered with it, and I, too, Trembled. I remembered me Of the springs that used to be, "When a dimpled white-haired child, Shy and tender and half wild, In the meadows I had heard Some way off the talking bird. And had felt it marvellous sweet, SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. For it laughed : it did me greet, Calling me : yet, hid away In the woods, it would not play. No. And all the world about, While a man will work or sing, Or a child pluck flowers of spring, Thou wilt scatter music out, Rouse him with thy wandering note, Changeful fancies set afloat, Almost tell with thy clear throat, But not quite, — the wonder-rife. Most sweet riddle, dark and dim, That he searcheth all his life, Searcheth yet, and ne'er expoundeth ; And so winnowing of thy wings. Touch and trouble his heart's strings. That a certain music soundeth In that wondrous instrument. With a trembling upward sent. That is reckoned sweet above By the Greatness sm'named Love. " 0, 1 hear thee in the blue ; Would that I might wing it too ! to have what hope hath seen ! O to be what might have been ! SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. " O to set my life, sweet bird, To a tune that oft I heard "When I used to stand alone Listening to the lovely moan Of the swaying pines o'erhead, . "While, a-gathering of bee-bread For their living, murmured round, As the pollen dropped to ground, All the nations from the hives ; And the little brooding wives On each, nest, brown dusky things, Sat with gold-dust on their wings. Then beyond (more sweet than all) Talked the tumbling waterfall ; And there were, and there were not (As might fall, and form anew Bell-hung drops of honey -dew) Echoes of — I know not what ; As if some right-joyous elf, "While about his own affairs, "Whistled softly otherwheres. Nay, as if our mother dear, "Wrapped in sun-warm atmosphere, Laughed a little to herself. Laughed a little as she rolled. Thinking on the days of old. " Ah ! there be some hearts, I wis, To which nothing comes amiss. 33 34 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. Mine was one. Mucli secret wealth I was heir to : and by stealth, When the moon was fully grown, And she thought herself alone, I have heard her, ay, right well, Shoot a silver messa2;e down To the unseen sentinel Of a still, snow-thatched town. " Once, awhile ago, I peered In the nest where Spring was reared. There, she quivering her fair wings. Flattered March with chirrupings ; And they fed her ; nights and days. Fed her mouth with much sweet food, And her heart with love and praise, Till the wild thing rose and flew Over woods and water-springs. Shaking off the morning dew In a rainbow from her winss. " Once (I will to you confide More), once in forest wide, I, benighted, overheard Marvellous mild echoes stirred. And a calling half defined, And an answering from afar ; Somewhat talked with a star. And the talk was of mankind. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 2>S " ' Cuckoo, cuckoo ! ' Float anear in upper blue : Art thou yet a prophet true ? Wilt thou say, ' And having seen Things that be, and have not been, Thou art free o' the world, for naught Can despoil thee of thy thought ' ? Nay, but make me music yet, Bird, as deep as my regret, For a certain hope hath set, Like a star ; and left me heir To a crying for its hght, An aspiring infinite, ■ And a beautiful despair ! " Ah ! no more, no more, no more I shall lie at thy shut door, Mine ideal, my desired, Dreaming thou wilt open it, And step out, thou most admired, By my side to fare, or sit, Quenching hunger and all drouth With the wit of thy fair mouth. Showing me the wished prize In the calm of thy dove's eyes. Teaching me the wonder-rife Majesties of human life, All its fairest possible sum. And the grace of its to come. 36 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. " What a difference ! Why of late All sweet music used to say, ' She will come, and with thee stay To-morrow, man, if not to-day.' Now it murmurs, ' Wait, wait, wait ! ' " A RAVEN IN A WHITE CHINE. I SAW when I looked up, on either hand, A pale high chalk-cliff, reared aloft in white ; A narrowing rent soon closed toward the land, — Toward the sea, an open yawning bight. The polished tide, with scarce a hint of blue, Washed in the bight ; above with angry moan A raven, that was robbed, sat up in view, Croaking and crying on a ledge alone. " Stand on thy nest, spread out thy fateful wings, With sullen hungry love bemoan thy brood. For boys have wrung their necks, those imp-like things. Whose beaks dripped crimson daily at their food. " Cry, thou black prophetess ! cry, and despair. None love thee, none ! Their father was thy foe. Whose father in his youth did know thy lair, And steal thy little demons long ago. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 37 " Thou maclest many childless for their sake, And picked out many eyes that loved the light. Cry, thou black prophetess ! sit up, awake, Forebode ; and ban them thi-ough the desolate night." Lo ! while I spake it, with a crimson hue The dipping sun endowed that silver flood, And all the cliffs flushed red, and up she flew, The bird, as mad to bathe in airy blood. " Nay, thou mayst cry, the omen is not thine, Thou aged priestess of fell doom, and fate. It is not blood : thy gods are making wine, They spilt the must outside their city gate, " And stained their azure pavement with the lees : They will not listen though thou cry aloud. Old Chance, thy dame, sits mumbling at her ease, Nor hears ; the fair hag. Luck, is in her shroud. " They heed not, they withdraw the sky-hung sign : Thou hast no charm against the favorite race ; Thy gods pour out for it, not blood, but wine : There is no justice in tbeir dwelling-place 1 " Safe in their father's house the boys shall rest, Though thy fell brood dotli stark and silent lie ; Their unborn sons may yet despoil thy nest : Cry, thou black prophetess I lift up ! cry, cry ! " 38 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. THE WARBLING OF BLACKBIRDS. WHEN I hear the waters fretting, When I see the chestnut letting All her lovely blossom falter down, I think, " Alas the day!" Once with magical sweet singing, Blackbirds set the woodland ringing, That awakes no more while April hours wear themselves away. In our hearts fair hope lay smiling, Sweet as air, and all beguiling ; And there hung a mist of bluebells on the slope and down the dell ; And we talked of joy and splendor That the years unborn would render. And the blackbirds helped us with the story, for they knew it well. Piping, fluting, " Bees are humming, April 's here, and summer 's coming ; Don't forget us when you walk, a man with men, in pride and joy ; Think on us in alleys shady. When you step a graceful lady ; For no fairer day have we to hope for, Uttle girl and boy. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 39 " Laugh and play, lisping waters, Lull our downy sons and daughters ; Come, O wind, and rock their leafy cradle in thy wander- ings coy ; When they wake we '11 end the measure With a wild sweet cry of pleasure, And a ' Hey down derry, let 's be merry ! little girl and boy!'" SEA-MEWS IN WINTER TIME, I WALKED beside a dark gray sea, And said, " world, how cold thou art ! Thou poor white world, I pity thee, For joy and warmth from thee depart. " Yon rising wave licks off the snow, Winds on the crag each other chase, In little powdery whirls they blow The misty fragments down its face. " The sea is cold, and dark its rim, Winter sits cowering on the wold, And I beside this watery brim. Am also lonely, also cold." 40 SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. I spoke, and drew toward a rock, "Where many mews made twittering sweet ; Their wings upreared, the clustering flock Did pat the sea-grass with their feet. A rock but half submerged, the sea Ran up and washed it while they fed ; Their fond and foolish ecstasy A wondering in my fancy bred. Joy companied with every cry, Joy in their food, in that keen wind, That heaving sea, that shaded sky, And in themselves, and in their kind. The phantoms of the deep at play ! What idless graced the twittering things ; Luxurious paddUngs in the spray, And delicate lifting up of wings. Then all at once a flight, and fast The lovely crowd flew out to sea ; If mine own life had been recast, Earth had not looked more changed to me. " "Where is the cold ? Yon clouded skies Have only dropt their curtains low To shade the old mother where she lies Sleeping a little, 'neath the snc^w. SONGS ON THE VOICES OF BIRDS. 41 " The cold is not in crag, nor scar, Not in the snows that hip the lea, Not in yon wings that beat afar, Delighting, on the crested sea ; " No, nor in yon exultant wind That shakes the oak and bends the pine. Look near, look in, and thou shalt find No sense of cold, fond fool, but thine ! " With that I felt the gloom depart. And thoughts within me did unfold, Whose sunshine warmed me to the heart, — I walked in joy, and was not cold. LAURANCE. I. E knew she did not love him ; but so long As rivals were unknown to him, he dwelt At ease, and did not find his love a pain. He had much deference in his nature, need To honor — it became him ; he was frank, Fresh, hardy, of a joyous mind, and strong, — Looked all things straight in the face. So when she came Before him first, he looked at her, and looked No more, but colored to his healthful brow. And wished himself a better man, and thought On certain things, and wished they were undone. Because her girlish innocence, the grace Of her umblemished pureness, wrought in him A longing and aspiring, and a shame To think how wicked was the world, — that world "Which he must walk in, — while from her (and such As she was) it was hidden ; there was made A clean path, and the girl moved on like one In some enchanted ring. LA URANCE. In his young heart She reigned, with all the beauties that she had, And all the virtues that he rightly took For granted ; there he set her with her crown, And at her first enthronement he turned out Much that was best away, for unaware His thoughts grew noble. She was always there And knew it not, and he grew like to her And like to what he thought her. Now he dwelt With kin that loved him well, — two fine old folk, A rich, right honest yeoman, and his dame, — Their only grandson he, their pride, their heir. To these, one daughter had been born, one child, And as she grew to woman, " Look," they said, " She must not leave us ; let us build a wing. With cheerful rooms and wide, to our old grange ; There may she dwell, with her good man, and all God sends them." Then the girl in her first youth Married a curate, — handsome, poor in purse, Of gentle blood and manners, and he lived Under her father's roof, as they had planned. Full soon, for happy years are short, they filled The house with children ; four were born to them. Then came a sickly season ; fever spread Among the poor. The curate, never slack In duty, praying by the sick, or worse. 43 44 LAU RANGE. Burying the dead, when all the air was clogged With poisonous mist, was stricken ; long he lay Sick, almost to the death, and when his head He lifted from the jjillow, there was left One only of that pretty flock : his girls, His three, were cold beneath the sod ; his boy, Their eldest born, remained. The drooping wife Bore her great sorrow in such quiet wise, That first they marvelled at her, then they tried To rouse her, showing her their bitter grief, Lamenting, and not spai-ing ; but she sighed, " Let me alone, it will not be for long." Then did her mother tremble, murmuring out, " Dear child, the best of comfort will be soon. O, when you see this other little face, You will, please God, be comforted." She said, *' I shall not live to see it " ; but she did, — A little sickly face, a wan, thin face. Then she grew eager, and her eyes were bright When she would plead with them : " Take me away, Let me go south ; it is the bitter blast That chills my tender babe ; she cannot thrive Under the desolate, dull, mournful cloud." Then all they journeyed south together, mute With past and coming sorrow, till the sun, In gardens edging the blue tideless main, Warmed them and calmed the aching at their hearts. LA URANCE. 45 And all went better for a while ; but not For long. They sitting by the orange-trees Once rested, and the wife was very still : One woman with narcissus flowers heaped up Let down her basket from her head, but paused With pitying gesture, and drew near and stooped, Taking a white wild face upon her breast, — The little babe on its poor mother's knees, None marking it, none knowing else, had died. The fading mother could not stay behind, Her heart was broken ; but it awed them most To feel they must not, dared not, pray for life. Seeing she longed to go, and went so gladly. After, these three, who loved each other well, Bi-ought their one child away, and they were best Together in the wide old grange. Full oft The father with the mother talked of her, Their daughter, but the husband nevermore ; He looked for solace in his work, and gave His mind to teach his boy. And time went on. Until the grandsire prayed those other two " Now part with him ; it must be ; for his good : He rules and knows it ; choose for him a school, Let him have all advantages, and all Good training that should make a gentleman." With that they parted from their boy, and lived 46 LAURANCE. Longing between his holidays, and time Sped ; he grew on till he had eighteen years. His father loved him, wished to make of him Another parson ; but the farmer's wife Murmured at that : " No, no, they learned bad ways, They ran in debt at college ; she had heard That many rued the day they sent their boys To college " ; and between the two broke in His grandsire : " Find a sober, honest man, A scholar, for our lad should see the world While he is young, that he may marry young. He will not settle and be satisfied Till he has run about the world awhile. Good lack, I longed to travel in my youth, And had no chance to do it. Send him off, A sober man being found to trust him with, One with the fear of God before his eyes." And he prevailed ; the careful flither chose A tutor, young, — the worthy matron thought, — In truth, not ten years older than her boy. And glad as he to range, and keen for snows, Desert, and ocean. And they made strange choice Of where to go, left the sweet day behind, And pushed up north in whaling ships, to feel What cold was, see the blowing whale come up, And Arctic creatures, while a scarlet sun Went round and round, crowd on the clear blue berg. Then did the trappers have them ; and they heard LA URANCE. Nightly the whistHng calls of forest-men That mocked the forest wonners ; and they saw Over the open, raging up like doom, The dangerous dust-cloud, that was full of eyes, — The bisons. So were three years gone like one ; And the old cities di'ew them for a while, Great mothers, by the Tiber and the Seine ; They have hid many sons hard by their seats, But all the air is stirring with them still, The waters murmur of them, skies at eve Are stained with their rich blood, and every sound Means men. At last, the fourth year running out, The youth came home. And all the cheerful house Was decked in fresher colors, and the dame "Was full of joy. But in the father's heart Abode a painful doubt. " It is not well ; He cannot spend his life with dog and gun. I do not care that my one son should sleep Merely for keeping him in breath, and wake Only to ride to cover." Not the less The grandsire pondered. " Ay, the boy must WORK Or SPEND ; and I must let him spend ; just stay Awhile with us, and then from time to time Have leave to be away with those fine folk With whom, these many years, at school, and now, During his sojourn in the foreign towns, He has been made familiar." Thus a month 47 48 LA URANCE. Went by. They liked the stirring ways of youth, The quick elastic step, and joyous mind, Ever expectant of it knew not what, But something higher than has e'er been born Of easy slumber and sweet competence. And as for him, — the while they thought and thought A comfortable instinct let him know How they had waited for him, to complete And give a meaning to their lives ; and still At home, but with a sense of newness there, And frank and fresh as in the school-boy days, He oft — invading of his father's haunts, The study where he passed the silent morn — Would sit, devouring with a greedy joy The piled-up books, uncut as yet ; or wake To guide with him by night the tube, and search. Ay, think to find new stars ; then risen betimes. Would ride about the farm, and list the talk Of his hale grandsire. But a day came round, When, after peering in his mother's room. Shaded and shuttered from the light, he oped A door, and found the rosy grandmother Ensconced and happy in her special pride, Her storeroom. She was corking syrups rare, And fruits all sparkling in a crystal coat. Here after choice of certain cates well known. He, sitting on her bacon-chest at ease. Sang as he watched her, till right suddenly, LA URANCE. 4q As if a new thought came, " Goody," quoth he, " What, think you, do they want to do with me ? "What have they iDlanned for me that I should do ? " " Do, laddie ! " quoth she faltering, half in tears ; "Are you not happy with us, not content? Why would ye go away ? There is no need That ye should DO at all. 0, bide at home. Have we not plenty ? " " Even so," he said ; " I did not wish to go." " Nay, then," quoth she, " Be idle ; let me see your blessed face. What, is the horse your father chose for you Not to your mind ? He is ? Well, well, remain ; Do as you will, so you but do it here. You shall not want for money." But, his arms Folding, he sat and twisted up his mouth With comical discomfiture. « What, then," She sighed, " what is it, child, that you would like ? " « Why," said he, " farming." And she looked at him. Fond, foolish woman that she was, to find Some fitness in the worker for the work. And she found none. A certain grace there was Of movement, and a beauty in the face. Sun-browned and healthful beauty that had come 3 D 50 LA URANCE. From his grave father ; and she thought, " Good lack, A farmer ! he is fitter for a duke. He walks ; why, how he w^alks ! if I should meet One like him, whom I knew not, I should ask, And who may that be ? " So the foolish thought Found words. Quoth she, half laughing, half ashamed, " We planned to make of you — a gentleman." And with engaging sweet audacity She thought it nothing less, — he, looking up, "With a smile in his blue eyes, replied to her, " And hav'n't you done it ? " Quoth she, lovingly, " I think we have, laddie ; I think we have." " Then," quoth he, " I may do what best I like ; It makes no matter. Goody, you were wise To lielp me in it, and to let me farm ; I think of getting into mischief else ! " " Is ! do ye, laddie ? " quolh the dame, and laughed. " But ask my gi-andfather," the youth went on, " To let me have the farm he bought last year, The little one, to manage. I like land ; I want some." And she, womanlike, gave way Convinced ; and promised, and made good her word. And that same night upon the matter spoke, In presence of the father and the son. " Roger," quoth she, " our Laurance wants to farm ; I think he mio;ht do worse." The father sat Mute but right glad. The grandson breaking in LA URANCE. 5 1 Set all his wish and his ambition forth ; But cunningly the old man hid his joy, And made conditions with a faint demur. Then pausing, " Let your father speak," quoth he ; " I am content if he is " : at his word The parson took him, ay, and, parson like, Put a rehgious meaning in the work, Man's earliest work, and wished his son God speed. II. Thus all were satisfied, and day by day. For two sweet years a happy course was theirs ; Happy, but yet the fortunate, the young Loved, and much cared-for, entered on his strife, — A stirring of the heart, a quickening keen Of sight and hearing to the delicate Beauty and music of an altered world ; Began to walk in that mysterious light Which doth reveal and yet transform ; which gives Destiny, sorrow, youth, and death, and life, Intenser meaning ; in disquieting Lifts up ; a shining light : men call it Love. Fair, modest eyes had she, the girl he loved ; A silent creature, thoughtful, grave, sincere. She never turned from him with sweet caprice, Nor changing moved his soul to troublous hope. Nor dropped for him her heavy lashes low, 52 LAURANCE. But excellent in youthful grace came up ; And ere his words were ready, passing on, Had left him all a-tremble ; yet made sure That by her own true will, and fixed intent, She held him thus remote. Therefore, albeit He knew she did not love him, yet so long As of a rival unaware, he dwelt All in the present, without fear, or hope, Enthralled and whelmed in the deep sea of love, And could not get his head above its wave To reach the far horizon, or to mark Whereto it drifted him. So long, so long ; Then, on a sudden, came the ruthless fate, Showed him a bitter truth, and brought him bale All in the tolling out of noon. 'T was thus : Snow-time was come ; it had been snowing hard ; Across the churchyard path he walked ; the clock Began to strike, and, as he passed the porch, Half turning, through a sense that came to him As of some presence in it, he beheld His love, and she had come for shelter there ; And all her face was fair with rosy bloom, The blush of happiness ; and one held up Her ungloved hand in both his own, and stooped Toward it, sitting by her. her eyes "Were full of peace and tender light : they looked One moment in the ungraced lover's face LA URANCE. i While he vras parsing ia the snow ; and he Eeceived the story, while he raised his hat Retiring. Then the clock left off to strike, And that was all. It snowed, and he walked on ; And in a certain way he marked the snow, And walked, and came upon the open heath ; And in a certain way he marked the cold. And walked as one that had no starting-place Might walk, but not to any certain goal. And he strode on toward a hollow part, Where from the hillside gravel had been dug^ And he was conscious of a cry, and went Dulled in his sens-e, as though he heard it not ; Till a small farmhouse drudge, a half-grown girl, Rose from the shelter of a drift that lay Against the bushes, crying, " God ! O God, my good God, He sends us help at last." Then looking hard upon her, came to him The power to feel and to perceive. Her teeth Chattered, and all her limbs with shuddering failed, And in her threadbare shawl was wrapped a child That looked on him with wondering, wistful eyes. " I thought to freeze," the girl broke out with tears ; " Kind sir, kind sir," and she held out the child. As praying him to take it ; and he did ; And gave to her the shawl, and swathed his charge 54 LAU RANGE. In the foldings of his plaid ; and when it thrust Its small round face against his breast, and felt With small red hands for warmth, — unbearable Pains of great pity rent his straitened heart, For the poor upland dwellers had been out Since morning dawn, at early milking-time, "Wandering and stumbling in the drift. And now. Lamed with a fall, half crippled by the cold, Hardly prevailed his arm to drag her on. That ill-clad child, who yet the younger child Had motherly cared to shield. So toiling through The great white storm coming, and coming yet, And coming till the world confounded sat With all her fair familiar features gone, The mountains muffled in an eddying swirl, He led or bore them, and the little one Peered from her shelter, pleased ; but oft would mourn The elder, " They will beat me : my can, I left my can of milk upon the moor. And he compared her trouble with his own. And had no heart to speak. And yet 't was keen ; It filled her to the putting down of pain And hunger, — what could his do more ? He brought The children to their home, and suddenly Regained himself, and wondering at himself. That he had borne, and yet been dumb so long. The weary wailing of the girl : he paid Money to buy her pardon ; heard them say, LA URANCE. " Peace, we have feared for you ; forget the milk, It is uo matter ! " aud Avent forth again And waded in the snow, and quietly Considered in his patience what to do With all the dull remainder of his days. With dusk he was at home, and felt it good To hear his kindred talking, for it broke A mocking, endless echo in his soul, " It is no matter ! " and he could not choose But mutter, though the weariness o'ercame His spirit, " Peace, it is no matter ; peace, It is no matter ! " For he felt that all Was as it had been, and his father's heart Was easy, knowing not how that same day Hope with her tender colors and delight (He should not care to have him know) were dead ; Yea, to all these, his nearest and most dear, It was no matter. And he heard them talk Of timber felled, of certain fruitful fields, And profitable markets. All for him Their plans, and yet the echoes swarmed and swam About his head, whenever there was pause ; " It is no matter ! " And his greater self Arose in him and fought. " It matters much, It matters all to these, that not to-day Nor ever they should know it. I will hide The wound ; ay, hide it with a sleepless care. 55 56 LAURANCE. What ! shall I make these three to drink of rue, Because my cup is bitter ? " And he thrust Himself in thought away, and made his ears Hearken, and caused his voice, that yet did seem Another, to make answer, when they spoke, As there had been no snowstorm, and no porch, And no despair. So this went on awhile. Until the snow had melted from the wold, And he, one noonday, wandering up a lane, Met on a turn the woman whom he loved. Then, even to trembling he was moved : his speech Faltered ; but when the common kindly words Of greeting were all said, and she passed on, He could not bear her sweetness and his pain. "Mui'iel!" he cried; and when she heard her name, She turned. " You know I love you," he broke out : She answered " Yes," and sighed. " O pardon me, Pardon me," quoth the lover ; " let me rest In certainty, and hear it from your mouth : Is he with whom I saw you once of late To call you wife ? " "I hope so," she replied ; And over all her face the rose-bloom came. As thinking on that other, unaware Her eyes waxed tender. When he looked on her, Standing to answer him, with lovely shame, Submiss, and yet not his, a passionate, A quickened sense of his great impotence LAURANCE. 57 To drive away the doom got hold on him ; He set his teeth to force the unbearable Misery back, his wide-awakened eyes Flashed as with flame. And she, all overawed And mastered by his manhood, waited yet, And trembled at the deep she could not sound ; A passionate nature in a storm ; a heart Wild with a mortal pain, and in the grasp Of an immortal love. " Farewell," he said, Recovering words, and when she gave her hand, " My thanks for your good candor ; for I feel That it has cost you something." Then, the blush Yet on her face, she said : " It was your due : But keep this matter from your friends and kin, We would not have it known." Then cold and proud, Because there leaped from under his straight lids. And instantly was veiled, a keen surprise, — " He wills it, and I therefore think it well." Thereon they parted ; but from that time forth, Whether they met on festal eve, in field, Or at the church, she ever bore herself Proudly, for she had felt a certain pain, The disapproval hastily betrayed And quickly hidden hurt her. " 'T was a grace," She thought, " to tell this man the thing he asked, And he rewards me with surprise. I like No one's surprise, and least of all bestowed 3* 58 LAURANCE. Where lie Dcstowed it." But the spring came on : Looking to wed in April all her thoughts Grew loving ; she would fain the world had waxed More happy with her happiness, and oft Walking among the flowerj woods she felt Their loveliness reach down into her heart, And knew with them the ecstasies of growth, The rapture that was satisfied with light, The pleasure of the leaf in exquisite Expansion, through the lovely longed-for spring. And as for him, — (Some narrow hearts there are That suffer blight when that they fed upon As something to complete their being fails, And they retire into their holds and jDine, And long restrained grow stern. But some there are That in a sacred want and hunger rise. And draw the misery home and live with it. And excellent in honor wait, and will That somewhat good should yet be found in it. Else wherefore were they born ?), — and as for him. He loved her, but his peace and welfare made The sunshine of three lives. The cheerful grange Threw open wide its hospitable doors And drew in guests for him. The garden flowers, Sweet budding wonders, all were set for him. In him the eyes at home were satisfied, And if he did but laugh the ear approved. LA URANCE. What then ? He dwelt among them as of old, And taught his mouth to smile. And time went on, Till on a morning, when the perfect spring Rested among her leaves, he journeying home After short sojourn in a neighboring town, Stopped at the little station on the line That ran between his woods ; a lonely place And quiet, and a woman and a child Got out. lie noted them, but walking on Quickly, went back into the wood, impelled By hope, for, passing, he had seen his love. And she was sitting on a rustic seat That overlooked the line, and he desired "With longing indescribable to look Upon her face again. And he drew near. She was right happy ; she was waiting there. He felt that she was waiting for her lord. She cared no whit if Laurance went or stayed. But answered when he spoke, and dropped her cheek In her fair hand. And he, not able yet To force himself away, and never more Behold her, gathered blossom, primrose flowers, And wild anemone, for many a clump Grew all about him, and the hazel rods Were nodding with their catkins. But he heard The stopping train, and felt that he must go ; His time was come. There was nought else to do 59 60 LAURANCE. Oi' hope for. "Witli the blossom he drew near, And would have had her take it from his hand ; But she, half lost in thought, held out her own, And then remembering him and his long love, She said, " I thank you ; pray you now forget, Forget me, Laurance," and her lovely eyes Softened ; but he was dumb, till through the trees Suddenly broke upon their quietude The woman and her child. And Muriel said, " What will you ? " She made ansAver quick and keen, " Your name, my lady ; 't is your name I want, Tell me your name." Not startled, not displeased, But with a musing sweetness on her mouth, As if considering in how short a while It would be changed, she lifted up her face And gave it, and the little child drew near And pulled her gown, and prayed her for the flowers. Then Laurance, not content to leave them so. Nor yet to wait the coming lover, spoke, — " Your errand with this lady ? " — " And your right To ask it ? " she broke out with sudden heat And passion : " What is that to you ! Poor child ! Madam ! " And Muriel lifted up her face And looked, — they looked into each other's eyes. " That man who comes," the clear-voiced woman cried, " That man with whom you think to wed so soon. You must not heed him. What ! the world is full LAURANCE. 6 1 Of men, and some are good, and most, God knows, Better than lie, — that I should say it ! — ftir Better," And down her fece the large tears ran, And Muriel's wild dilated eyes looked up. Taking a terrible meaning from her words ; And Laurance stared about him half in doubt If this were real, for all things were so blithe, And soft air tossed the little flowers about ; The child was singing, and the blackbirds piped, Glad in fair sunshine. And the women both Were quiet, gazing in each other's eyes. He found his voice, and spoke : " This is not well, Though whom you speak of should have done you wrong ; A man that could desert and plan to wed "Will not his purpose yield to God and right. Only to law. You, whom I pity so much, If you be come this day to urge a claim, You will not tell me that your claim will hold ; 'T is only, if I read aright, the old. Sorrowful, hateful story ! " Muriel sighed, With a dull patience that he marvelled at, " Be plain with me. I know not what to think. Unless you arc his wife. Are you his wife ? Be plain with me." And all too quietly. With running down of tears, the answer came, " Ay, madam, ay ! the worse for him and me." Then Muriel heard her lover's foot anear, 62 LA URANCE. And cried upon liim with a bitter cry, Sharp and despairing. And those two stood back, With such affright, and violent anger stirred He bi'oke from out the thicket to her side. Not knowing. But, her hands before her face, She sat ; and, stepping close, that woman came And faced him. Then said Mux'iel, " O my heart, Herbert ! " — and he was dumb, and ground his teeth, And lifted up his hand and looked at it, And at the woman ; but a man was there Who whirled her froia her place, and thrust himself Between them ; he was strong, — a stalwart man : And Herbert thinking on it, knew his name. " What good," quoth he, " though you and I should strive And wrestle all this April day ? A word. And not a blow, is what these women want : Master yourself, and say it." But he, weak With passion and great anguish, flung himself Upon the seat and cried, " O lost, my love ! O Muriel, Muriel ! " And the woman spoke, " Sii', 't was an evil day you wed with me ; And you were young ; I know it, sir, right well. Sir, I have worked ; I have not troubled you, Not for myself, nor for your child. I know We are not equal." " Hold ! " he cried ; " have done ; Your still, tame words are worse than hate or scorn. Get from me ! Ay, my wife, my wife, indeed ! All 's done. You hear it, Muriel ; if you can, O sweet, forgive me." LAURANCE. 6^, Then the woman moved Slowly away : her little singing child Went in her wake : and Muriel dropped her hands, And sat before these two that loved her so, Mute and unheeding. There were angry words, She knew, but yet she could not hear the words ; And afterwards the man she loved stooped down And kissed her forehead once, and then withdrew To look at her, and with a gesture pray Her pardon. And she tried to speak, but failed, And presently, and soon, 0, — he was gone. She heard him go, and Laurance, still as stone, Remained beside her ; and she put her hand Before her face again, and afterward She heard a voice, as if a long way oflf. Some one entreated, but she could not heed. Thereon he drew her hand away, and raised Her passive from her seat. So then she knew That he would have her go with him, go home, — It was not far to go, — a dreary home. A crippled aunt, of birth and lineage high, Had in her youth, and for a place and home, Married the stern old rector ; and the girl Dwelt with them : she was orphaned, — had no kin Nearer than they. And Laurance brought her in, And spared to her the telling of this woe. He sought her kindred where they sat apart, And laid before them all the cruel thing, 1^ 64 LA URANCE. As he had seen it. After, he retired : And restless, and not master of himself, lie day and night haunted the rectory lanes ; And all things, even to the spreading out Of leaves, their flickering shadows on the ground, Or sailing of the slow, wliite cloud, or peace And glory and great light on mountain heads, — All things were leagued against him, — ministered By likeness or by contrast to his love. But what was that to Muriel, though her peace He would have purchased for her with all prayers. And costly, passionate, despairing tears ? O what to her that he should find it worse To bear her life's undoing than his own ? D She let him see her, and she made no moan, But talked full calmly of indifferent things, "Which when he heard, and marked the faded eyes And lovely wasted cheek, he started up With " This I cannot bear ! " and shamed to feel His manhood giving way, and utterly Subdued by her sweet patience and his pain. Made haste and from the window sprang, and paced, Battling and chiding with himself, the maze. She suffered, and he could not make her well For all his loving ; — he was naught to her. And now his passionate nature, set astir, LA URANCE. 65 Fought with the pain that could not be endured ; And hke a wild thing suddenly aware That it is caged, which flings and bruises all Its body at the bars, he rose, and raged Against the misery : then he made all worse "With tears. But when he came to her again, Willing to talk as they had talked before. She sighed, and said, with that strange quietness, " I know you have been crying " : and she bent Her own fair head and wept. She felt the cold — The freezing cold that deadened all her life — Give way a little ; for this passionate Sorrow, and all for her, relieved her heart, And brought some natural warmth, some natural tears. III. And after that, though oft he sought her door, He might not see her. First they said to him, " She is not well " ; and afterwards, " Her wish Is ever to be quiet." Then in haste They took her from the place, because so fast She faded. As for him, though youth and strength Can bear the weight as of a world, at last The burden of it tells, — he heard it said. When autumn came, " The poor sweet thing Avill die : That shock was mortal." And he cared no more To hide, if yet he could have hidden, the blight E 66 LA URANCE. That was laying waste his heart. He journeyed south To Devon, where she dwelt with other kin, Good, kindly women ; and he wrote to them, Praying that he might see her ere she died. So in her patience she permitted him To be about her, for it eased his heart ; And as for her that was to die so soon, What did it signify ? She let him weep Some passionate tears beside her couch, she spoke Pitying words, and then they made him go, It was enough they said, her time was short, And he had seen her. He had seen, and felt The bitterness of death ; but he went home, Being satisfied in that great longing now, And able to endure what might befall. And Muriel lay, and faded with the year ; She lay at the door of death, that opened not To take her in ; for when the days once more Began a little to increase, she felt, — And it was sweet to her, she was so young, — She felt a longing for the time of flowers, And dreamed that she was walking in that wood With her two feet among the primroses. Then when the violet opened, she rose up And walked : the tender leaf and tender light Did solace her ; but she was white and wan, LAURANCE. 6/ The shadow of that Muriel, in the wood Who listened to those deadly words. And now Empurpled seas began to blush and bloom, Doves made sweet moaning, and the guelder rose In a great stillness dropped, and ever dropped, Her wealth about her feet, and there it lay, And drifted not at all. The lilac spread Odorous essence round her ; and full oft, When Muriel felt the warmth her pulses cheer, She, faded, sat among the Maytide bloom, And with a reverent quiet in her soul. Took back — it was His will — her time, and sat Learning again to live. Thus as she sat Upon a day, she was aware of one Who at a distance marked her. This again Another day, and she was vexed, for yet She longed for quiet ; but she heard a foot Pass once again, and beckoned through the trees. " Laurence ! " And all impatient of unrest And strife, ay, even of the sight of them, When he drew near, with tired, tired lips, As if her soul upbraided him, she said, " Why have you done this thing ? " He answered her, " I am not always master in the fight : I could not help it." " What ! " she sighed, " not yet ! O, I am sorry " ; and she talked to him eS LA URANCE. As one wlio looked to live, imploring him, — " Try to forget me. Let your fancy dwell Elsewhere, nor me enrich with it so long ; It wearies me to think of this your love. Forget me ! " He made answer, " I will try : The task will take me all my life to learn, Or were it learned, I know not how to live ; This pain is jDart of life and being now, — It is myself; but yet — but I will try." Then she spoke friendly to him, — of his home, His father, and the old, brave, loving folk ; She bade him think of them. And not her words, But having seen her, satisfied his heart. He left her, and went home to live his life, And all the summer heard it said of her, " Yet, she grows stronger " ; but when autumn came Again she drooped. A bitter thing it is To lose at once the lover and the love ; For who receiveth not may yet keep life In the spirit with bestowal. But for her, This Muriel, all was gone. The man she loved, Not only from her present had withdrawn. But from her past, and there was no such man, There never had been. He was not as one Who takes love in, like some sweet bird, and holds The winged fluttering stranger to his breast, LA URANCE. 6g Till, after transient stay, all unaware It leaves him : it has flown. No ; this may live In memory, — loved till death. He was not vile; For who by choice would part with that pure bird, And lose the exaltation of its song ? He had not strength of will to keep it fast. Nor warmth of heart to keep it warm, nor life Of thought to make the echo sound for him After the song was done. Pity that man : His music is all flown, and he forgets The sweetness of it, till at last he thinks 'T was no great matter. But he was not vile, Only a thing to pity most in man, "Weak, — only poor, and, if he knew it, undone. But Herbert ! When she mused on it, her soul Would fain have hidden him forevermore. Even from herself: so pure of speech, so frank, So full of household kindness. Ah, so good And true ! A little, she had sometimes thought, Despondent for himself, but strong of faith In God, and faith in her, this man had seemed. Ay, he was gone ! and she whom he had wed, As Muriel learned, was sick, was poor, was sad. And Muriel wrote to comfort her, and send, From her small store, money to help her need, With, " Pray you keep it secret." Then the whole Of the cruel tale was told. What more ? She died. 70 LA URANCE. Her kin, profuse of thanks, not bitterly, "Wrote of the end. " Our sister fain had seen Her husband ; prayed him sore to come. But no. And then she prayed him that he would forgive. Madam, her breaking of the truth to you. Dear madam, he was angry, yet we think He might have let her see, before she died, The words she wanted, but he did not write Till she was gone — ' I neither can forgive, Nor would I if I could.'" " Patience, my heart ! And this, then, is the man I loved ! " But yet He sought a lower level, for he wrote Telling the story with a different hue. Telling of freedom. He desired to come, " For now," said he, " O love, may all be well." And she rose up against it in her soul. For she despised him. And with passionate tears Of shame, she wrote, and only wrote these words, — " Herbert, I will not see you." Then she drooped Again ; it is so bitter to despise ; And all her strength, when autumn leaves down dropped. Fell from her. " Ah ! " she thought, " I rose n^ once, I cannot rise up now ; here is the end." And all her kinsfolk thought, " It is the end." But when that other heard, " It is the end," LAURANCE. 7 1 His heart was sick, and he, as by a power Far stronger than himself, was driven to her. Reason rebelled against it, but his will Required it of him with a craving strong As life, and passionate though hopeless pain. She, when she saw his face, considered him Full quietly, let all excuses pass Not answered, and considered yet again. " He had heard that she was sick ; what could he do But come, and ask her pardon that he came ? " "What could he do, indeed ? — a weak white girl Held all his heartstrings in her small white hand ; His youth, and power, and majesty were hers, And not his own. She looked, and pitied him. Then spoke : " He loves me with a love that lasts. Ah, me ! that I might get away from it, Or, better, hear it said that love is not. And then I could have rest. My time is short, I think, so short." And roused against himself In stormy wrath, that it should be his doom Her to disquiet whom he loved ; ay, her For whom he would have given all his rest, If there were any left t.o give ; he took Her words up bravely, promising once more Absence, and praying pai'don ; but some tears Dropped quietly upon her cheek. 72 LA URANCE. " Remain," She said, " for there is something to be told, Some words that you must hear. " And first hear this ; God has been good to me ; you must not think That I despair. There is a quiet time Like evening in my soul. I have no heart, For cruel Herbert killed it long ago, And death strides on. Sit, then, and give your mind To listen, and your eyes to look at me. Look at my face, Laurance, how white it is ; Look at my hand, — my beauty is all gone." And Laurance lifted up his eyes ; he looked. But answered, from their deeps that held no doubt, Far otherwise than she had willed, — they said, " Lovelier than ever." Yet her words went on, Cold and so quiet, " I have suffered much. And I would fain that none who care for me Should suffer a like pang that I can spare. Therefore," said she, and not at all could blush, "I have brought my mind of late to think of this : Tbat since your hfe is spoilt (not willingly, My God, not willingly by me), 't were well To give you choice of griefs. ■" "Were it not best To weep for a dead love, and afterwards Be comforted the sooner, that she died Bemote, and left not in your house and life LA URANCE. 73 Aught to remind you ? That indeed were best. But were it best to weep for a dead wife, And let the sorrow spend and satisfy Itself with all expression, and so end ? I think not so ; but if for you 't is best. Then, — do not answer with too sudden words: It matters much to you ; not much, not much To me, — then truly I will die your wife ; I will marry you." What was he like to say, But, overcome with love and tears, to choose The keener sorrow, — take it to his heart. Cherish it, make it part of him, and watch Those eyes that were his light till they shoukl close? He answered her with eager, faltering words, "I choose, — my heart is yours, — die in ray arnas." But was it well ? Truly, at first, for him It was not well : he saw her fade, and cried, " When may this be ? " She answered, " When you will," And cared not much, for very faint she grew, Tired and cold. Oft in her soul she thou^-ht, " If I could slip away before the ring Is on my hand, it were a blessed lot For both, — a blessed thing for him, and me." But it was not so ; for the day had come, — Was over : days and montbs had come, and Death, — 4 74 LA URANCE. Within whose shadow she had lain, which made Earth and its loves, and even its bitterness. Indifferent, — Death withdrew himself, and life "Woke up, and found that it was folded fast. Drawn to another life forevermore. O, what a waking ! After it there came Great silence. She got up once more, in spring, And walked, but not alone, among the flowers. She thought within herself, " What have I done ? How shall I do the rest ? " And he, who felt Her inmost thought, was silent even as she. "What have we done?" she thought. But as for him, When she began to look him in the face, Considering, " Thus and thus his features are," For she had never thought on them before, She read their grave repose aright. She knew That in the stronghold of his heart, held back, Hidden reserves of measureless content Kept house with happy thought, for her sake mute. Most patient Muriel ! when he brought her home. She took the place they gave her, — strove to please His kin, and did not fail ; but yet thought on, " What have I done ? how shall I do the rest ? Ah ! so contented, Laurance, with this wife That loves you not, for all the stateliness And grandeur of your manhood, and the deeps In your blue eyes." And after that awhile She rested from such thinking, put it by LAURANCE. 75 And waited. She had thought on death before : But no, this Muriel was not yet to die ; And when she saw her little tender babe, She felt how much the happy days of life Outweigh the sorrowful. A tiny thing, "Whom when it slept the lovely mother nursed With reverent love, whom when it woke she fed And wondered at, and lost herself in long Rapture of watching, and contentment deep. Once while she sat, this babe upon her knee, Her husband and his father standing nigh. About to ride, the grandmother, all pride And consequence, so deep in learned talk Of infants, and their little ways and wiles, Broke off" to say, " I never saw a babe So like its father." And the thought was new To Muriel ; she looked up, and when she looked, Her husband smiled. And she, the lovely bloom Flushing her face, would fain he had not known. Nor noticed her surprise. But he did know ; Yet there was pleasure in his smile, and love Tender and strong. He kissed her, kissed his babe. With " Goody, you are left in charge, take care " — "As if I needed telling," quoth the dame ; And they were gone. Then Muriel, lost in thought, Gazed ; and the grandmother, with open pride. Tended the lovely pair ; till Muriel said, 76 LAURANCE. "Is slie so like ? Dear granny, get me now The picture that his father has " ; and soon The old woman put it in her hand. The wife, Considering it with deep and strange delight, Forgot for once her babe, and looked and learned. A mouth for mastery and manful work, A certain brooding sweetness in the eyes, A brow the harbor of grave thought, and hair Saxon of hue. She conned ; then blushed again, Remembering now, when she had looked on him, The sudden radiance of her husband's smile. But Muriel did not send the picture back ; She kept it ; while her beauty and her babe Flourished together, and in health and peace She lived. Her husband never said to her, "Love, are you happy?" never said to her, "Sweet, do you love me?" and at first, whene'er They rode together in the lanes, and paused. Stopping their horses, when the day was hot, In the shadow of a tree, to watch the clouds, Ruffled in drifting on the jagged rocks That topped the mountains, — when she sat by him, Withdrawn at even while the summer stars Came starting out of nothing, as new made. She felt a little trouble, and a wish LA URANCE. jy That he would yet keep silence, and he did. That one reserve he would not touch, but still Respected. Muriel grew more brave in time, And talked at ease, and felt disquietude Fade. And another child was given to her. "Now we shall do," the old great-grandsire cried, "For this is the right sort, a boy." " Fie, fie," Quoth the good dame ; but never heed you, love, He thinks them both as right as right can be." But Laurance went from home, ere yet the boy Was three weeks old. It fretted him to go, But yet he said, " I must " : and she was left Much with the kindly dame, whose gentle care "Was like a mother's ; and the two could talk Sweetly, for all the difference in their years. But unaware, the wife betrayed a wish That she had known why Laurance left her thus. "Ay, love," the dame made answer; "for he said, * Goody,' before he left, ' if Muriel ask No question, tell her naught ; but if she let Any disquietude appear to you, Say what you know.' " " What ? " Muriel said, and laughed, "I ask, then." " Child, it is that your old love, 7^ LA URANCE. Some two months past, was here. Nay, never start : He 's gone. He came, our Laurance met him near ; Pie said that he was going over seas, 'And might I see your wife this only once, And get her pardon ? ' " " Mercy ! " Muriel cried, "But Laui-ance doas not wish it?" " Nay, now, nay," Quoth the good dame. " I cannot," Muriel cried ; "He does not, surely, think I should." " Not he," The kind old woman said, right soothingly. " Does not he ever know, love, ever do What you like best ? " And Muriel, trembling yet. Agreed. " I heard him say," the dame went on, "For I was with him when they met that day, 'It would not be agreeable to my wife.'" Then Muriel, pondering, — " And he said no more ? You think he did not add, 'nor to myself?'" And with her soft, calm, inward voice, the dame Unruffled answered, " No, sweet heart, not he : What need he care ? " " And why not ? " Muriel cried. Longing to hear the answer. " O, he knows. He knows, love, very well " : with that she smiled. "Bless your fair face, you have not really thought He did not know you loved him ? " LAURANCE. 79 Muriel said, "He never toU me, goody, that he knew." " Well," quoth the dame, " but it may chance, my dear, That he thinks best to let old troubles sleep : "Wliy need to rouse them ? You are happy, sure ? But if one asks, ' Art happy ? ' why, it sets The thoughts a-working. No, say I, let love, Let peace and happj' folk alone. " He said, 'It would not be agreeable to my wife.' And he went on to add, in course of time That he would ask you, when it suited you, To write a few kind words." " Yes," Muriel said, "I can do that." " So Laurance went, you see," The soft voice added, " to take down that child. Laurance had written oft about the child. And now, at last, the father made it known He could not take him. He has lost, they say. His money, with much gambling ; now he wants To lead a good, true, working life. He wrote. And let this so be seen, that Laurance went And took the child, and took the money down To pay." And Muriel found her talking sweet. And asked once more, the rather that she lon