'It is hard to enter the attic of the past and seek for fragments of ow to live for tomorrow." Pcigc 4 THE WAY OF THE WORLD BY KATHERIN VON DER LIN LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA 1921 Copyrighted, 1921 by KATHERIN VON DER LIN All Rights Reserved URL FOREWORD TT7HEN the telephone was first exploited as a means of inter- * * locution, prominent business men refused to invest cap- ital in it, for they looked upon the invention as a toy. In the matter of communication between this earth and dis- carnate minds, there is a diversity of opinion ranging from sheer negation to positive assurance. That huma^ personality survives bodily death is only an- other way of stating the doctrine, held even by ancient pagan philosophers, Plato among them, that the soul is immortal. The author of this volume abundantly witnesses that there are con- trols, or intelligences, that transmit messages through the me- dium, or automatist. The book is a narrative of personal expe- riences in which the phenomena of sensory and motor autom- atism and of clairvoyance are recounted by the writer, who is a noted automatist. The veracity of the highly dramatic incident in the New York court room and of what led up to it is attested by the generous publicity given the event in newspapers. But the truth of the numerous other happenings is not less incon- trovertible because less known to the public. To those interested in psychic research the author addresses herself, not in pages of theory and hearsay, but with concrete examples of the signal powers she exercises. The skeptic and the scoffer should bear in mind that many facts of physical na- ture, which to us have no element of novelty or surprise, our forefathers shrank from as manifestations of the black art, or as exceeding all possibility. A century hence what we now know only through a glass and darkly, will perhaps be as unmistak- ably clear as other disclosures in the arts, the sciences, and the life beyond, of which at present we have no inkling. The poem, used as an introductory, was composed by the author's daughter, the "Ronile" of the narrative, who at the time was twelve years old. The thought in it is that of an observant and imaginative child with whose right to happiness domestic mischances played mischief, and she rapidly set down her thoughts in the ungarnished form they came to her. LESLIE FRASER GORDON. 2133347 THE WAY OF THE WORLD For thus is the Way of the World, On whose billows a soul is tossed ; When smote by the whip of its will, The hope in that soul is lost. Yet, see ! A light is sighted afar ; And from it there comes a spark. A signal ! Beware, for the night is dark, And pirate ships may be prowling about! Black fears and horrors that soul doth taunt While grappling with itself in doubt. A blast and, lo, a ship is seen ! Yet pirate craft it cannot be, For a banner white from its flagstaff flows. Tis the good ship Salvation that cuts through the waves To rescue the souls from their watery graves. Some asleep from exhaustion, some struggling still, Yet none of them seem to give up with will. 'Tis true they'll be saved, but it is not all done, For the way of the world is not to succumb. It is hard to enter the attic of the past and seek for fragments of sorrow to live for tomorrow. THE WAY OF THE WORLD CHAPTER I ON THE EOAD OF DESTINY It was the Hudson-Fulton celebration which beckoned huge crowds to the metropolis of New York City, to watch the great parades both on land and water, and perceive how time with its progress changed from the sailing vessels to the mammoth steamers like palaces gliding through the waves. All trains were filled with crowds of enthusiastic people, chattering eagerly about the relative threads that weave back their ancestry to the Mayflower. If one could record their conversation it would link about half of the English- American population with the already overloaded Mayflower. The train had passed a small station in New Jersey. Among the crowd who eagerly pressed their way to the already filled train was a woman leading a little girl by the hand. In the other hand she carried a small handbag. They did not fit in among the merrymakers as the deep, dark rings around their eyes gave proof of intense soul- suffering. The child pushed her golden curls from her face and watched the crowd with questioning glances, won- dering why they all waved little American flags in gestures as they spoke. A look of admiration rested tenderly on the little symbols and a deep sigh was the salute from the sad heart of a little four-year-old citizen. Her eyes would hastily travel back to her mother as if in fear that she had failed to support her, as the mother tried hard to steady herself. There was quite a contrast between those pleasure- seekers and the Woman, with white face and teeth set, and at times a convulsive twist at the cheek-bones, her eyes looking into empty space. Some of the travelers knew them, yet there was no response from the Woman to their kindly greetings. She held herself swaying as if in tune with her reverie. 6 THE WAY OF THE WORLD A gentleman arose from his seat in the rear of the train and leaving his hat and flag in the seat to hold it, gently touched the Woman on the arm, then took the little ' ' pet, " as he called the little girl, in his arms and led them to the waiting seat. Another gentleman in the next seat gave up his place to make room for the child. Mr. Levir, for that was the gentleman's name, thanked him and sat down holding the child in his lap. He was the Woman's lawyer and he seemed highly pleased at this meeting, and although he tried to talk to her, she sat looking out of the window too far, it seemed, for him to find words to call her back from her reverie. He talked to Ronile, his pal, as he called the little girl and tried hard to make her smile by waving the little flag across her face. Then he turned abruptly to the woman and said some- what impatiently : ' ' Now, Mrs. Delien, there is no use in your losing your mind. He is not worth it. If you want me to be successful in winning your case, you must be cheerful. You will never beat him in this way; you will only beat yourself out of your health and Ronile." He stopped, thinking it was not right to remind her of losing her child. The Woman turned her head and looked him squarely in the eyes saying, "What do you mean?" "Well," he kept on, "if you want to know, he is now bringing a case against you on the ground that you are incapable of bringing up Ronile, and is trying to get her away from you. ' ' Deep wrinkles formed on the anxious mother's brow. Her baby was at stake, her main support to hold her on the raft of conditions. "What can he prove?" she whispered between her teeth. "Well," said the lawyer, laconically, "he charges that you have epileptic fits." "Can't you prove it is not so?" she said quite im- patiently. ' ' My heart is weak and my nerves are unstrung, but I am able to bring up the child I bore and I will. ' ' He smiled, little concerned about the deep sorrow ringing out with each word. With him it was like the ON THE ROAD OF DESTINY 7 butcher with a prize steer. He gets it, kills it, the best parts are sold to the one who can pay the most. Thus the lawyer worried little how it hurt his client to have her past happiness severed to the best advantage to himself. He pulled Ronile close to him and whispered, ' ' How would you like to go to your papa and play with your dogs and pony?" Her blue eyes sparkled for a minute at the thought of her pets. She nodded her head eagerly and said, "I want my Major and Marshall (her two pet collies), but I don't want my papa; he hurt my ear." She showed him the mark on her ear. Her father while in a drunken condition was holding the child in his arms and she in disgust at his breath tried to get away. He was not steady enough to hold her and let her slip down along his body. In doing so, the child's ear was caught on the sharp edge of a pencil sticking out of his top pocket, making a deep wound. With a sha*rp cry, the child ran to her mother, holding her hand over the bleeding ear. He thought the mother was trying to get the child away from him and staggering over, beat the Woman, throwing her against the wall. Her body still showed marks of brutality, her head many times bleeding like the baby's ear, and she resolved that rather than have that tender plant crippled by his abuse, it would be better for the child if she knew no father; that surely the world would be large enough for two tired souls to live in peace. Thus she left, consulting the gentleman at her side to start legal proceedings. Mr. Levir was still young and married, with nothing but a hedge running around his house. He held Ronile close to him, wondering why God did not place her in the lap of his wife, knowing she would be spared the hard road that was before her tender little feet to tread. He turned suddenly to the Woman saying, "We will take Ronile if you will let us have her and raise her well." There was a defiant flash in the eyes of the little one as she quickly released herself from his embrace and slipped over to her mother's lap, throwing her arms around her neck and kissing her tenderly. 8 THE WAY OF THE WORLD "Now, Ronile," said the lawyer, "you are not angry at me, I hope." "I want to stay with my mother," she said simply. "If you come back I will give you the flag," he said, coaxingly. She reached for the flag and stroked the silken fabric, the blue stars of hope, the white stripes of faith and the red stripes of charity, thus making a banner, a good enough symbol for the Island of Refuge, America. I wonder if the fairies know what I am thinking about? Page 43. CHAPTER II WHEEE BLOOD IS THICKEE THAN WATER The train stopped; more people got on. The name of the city seemed to remind the lawyer of something he wished to tell his client regarding the case. He suddenly pulled up the woman and child and led them out before the train started to proceed. He led them down the steps, stood Ronile on the pavement and, wiping his brow, said, "I am going to take you to get evidence for your case, such evidence as you will need to win your case in this state. ' ' They mounted a car which brought them to the factory site of the town, and stopped before a row of small frame buildings. The doors of the houses were open. He in- quired for a person with a Slavic sounding name, and the woman addressed, with many gestures and broad smiles, pointed to the second house. Mr. Levir took Ronile by the hand and begged Mrs. Delien to follow. They mounted a staircase, its plain boards scrubbed white, coming to the door of the upper chamber which was also ajar. In a room which looked like a kitchen and dining room together sat a young mother holding a flaxen-haired baby in her arms and humming a weird Slavic melody. At the sight of the gentleman and Ronile, the young mother stopped short, caught up her baby and with nervous fingers tried to button her waist, failing which she put the baby on the bare floor and looked aghast at her former mistress who stood bracing herself against the wall, her hand grip- ping her heart. The lawyer was the first to speak. He asked the young mother who the child's father was. She answered in a stammering, husky voice, "George Mikosh." "What," he thundered, "you know better!" She turned her face, looking down in shame. Then the lawyer asked her, "Where is Mr. Mikosh?" She replied with a frightened glance at her former mistress that he was at the mill. 10 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Seeing this the lawyer said, "Were you not in this lady's employ one year ago, and did she not discharge you. for this?" pointing to the child. "Your husband has been in this country only eleven months; how can you prove what you have just told me ? " Then he took Bonile and placed her beside the baby and pointed out the resemblance, which was most remark- able. The Woman looked reproachfully at her former house- maid, then at the children and with a voice choking with sorrow said, "Oh, Eva, why have you done this?" A red flush crossed the pretty peasant face of the young mother, and jerking her head pettishly she said, "He," meaning her former employer, "said you would soon die and I would be the mistress. ' ' Mrs. Delien closed her eyes to overcome her grief. To think what had cut the threads of happiness; set her afloat in the billows of conditions! Then she clenched her fists and said in bitter, anguished tones : "So you speculated upon my death to create another life, and you never considered the young, tender life of my child who never harmed a hair of your head! You broke up our home, our very life. ' ' She choked, overcome, for Ronile was kneeling before the baby petting it and trying to wipe away the mother's milk which still hung on its mouth. "Yes," thought the stricken mother, "their instinct tells them; then how dare I condemn the fruit of sin?" But bitterness seemed to rise in full power, knocking at the door of recompense, demanding balm for a breaking heart. She looked back at Eva, thinking, "Oh, how could she speculate on my death, when I had a child to care for?" She told Eva she would have to appear in court and testify and that she would have to bring the child with her. The young mother fell on her kness, wailing in torn bits of language, moving her head from the floor up to her former mistress, wringing her hands in despair, and cry- ing out, ' ' He leave me ; he leave me. ' ' The baby seeing her mother's distress looked first at the tall man with the heavy-rimmed, tortoise-shelled WHERE BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER 11 glasses, then at Ronile's mother with such a look of re- proach on her baby face that Ronile in confusion tried to console the infant and picked her up and carried her to her mother. Mrs. Delien clasped the poor innocent baby in her arms feeling the sobs and heart beats on her own breast. Suddenly a shrill whistle blew and Eva jumped up, running to the stove, forgetting everything but the duty of wife and mother. The Woman fought with her inclination to show mercy, as she clasped the weapon in flesh to her bosom. Should she fight for her freedom ? Slowly she set the child on the floor again and said, ' ' Eva, our home is gone, and our trunk is on the train without a destination. I hope you can keep a shelter for your baby. ' ' Slowly she glanced around what meant a kingdom to a homeless mother and child. There was a small path leading to the mill and hundreds of men walked vigorously toward their firesides. The woman paused, too weak to go on. She heard the foster father of that happy baby calling, ' ' Eva ! Baby ! ' ' Eva stood at the window, holding the baby and smiling back at him, for- getting her tears and past sin. Then Mister Levir became very irate, charging the unhappy woman with silly sentiment, telling her she had taken out of his hands the finest evidence he had ever procured, and all on account of a weeping servant, and snapping out other words of resentment at her actions, left her swaying on a broken ladder, only a step higher. CHAPTER III THE CLAIM OF YOUTH Mrs. Delien took Ronile by the hand and walked slowly toward the nearest railroad station to wait for the next train to Manhattan. The shades of night were already falling and they were soon walking on the deck of the ferry-boat, both absorbed in thought. Ronile at times looked sadly through the shining road of silvery substance the moon seemed to have paved on the water. Her mother leaned on the railing of the ferry-boat, clasping her hands in ardent prayer. Suddenly she seized the child and told her she was so tired and wanted to sleep in the cooling water. "God will take us if we go down into the water," she said. The child moved away in horror, shaking her head and reminding her mother of the stories she had told her of her little brother, who was now an angel, her Guardian Angel. "He will see and help us, mother dear, without our going into the black water, for that is too black to sleep in. Why, mother dear," she kept on pleading, "Mike killed the kitties in the water, and I don't want to die. I don't, mama dear." The moon by that time was coming full over the high towers of lower Manhattan. A distant strain of music came floating over the North River, the stars becoming less visible as the lights of the city began to penetrate the dark- ness. Yet the eager eyes that were the windows of the soul, so young and yet so strong, that soul must hold sal- vation for another. Those eyes roamed over the sky in search of a hold to connect a drifting life. Suddenly she clasped her hands and showed her mother the two little stars blinking peacefully in the sky. "See, mother dear, they are the eyes of my little brother and they will see us, the Angel eyes. ' ' Slowly the Woman gazed up in the direction which the child was pointing, and as she gazed long and earnestly, THE CLAIM OF YOUTH 13 slowly a form emerged ; a face was visible ; the eyes became those of a child of infinite beauty ; then two arms appeared through the form of a woman holding the child, a woman who, too, had suffered from mankind. This great Mother of Mercy looked at Ronile, then at the Woman ; then the child with glowing tenderness in its saintly eyes once more gazed at the water, then at the Woman and disappeared. It was a sacred moment of blessing which with gentle grace had put a new rung in the ladder of a wrecked life to lead it on the road of sacrifice to great exaltation. After they left the boat the Woman stood wondering where to go. She well remembered the words of her lawyer : "He is having you watched and is trying to get evidence against you by false charges. Don't stop at hotels if you can help it." She had friends to whom she could go but the parade had beckoned them out. The hotels were crowded as the city was filled with visitors and a room was not to be had. They sat in the lobby of the Waldorf- Astoria until the parade had gone by and crowds dispersed. The smell of food reached them and timidly the child said, ' ' Mother dear, I am so hungry, ' ' bringing the mother to the realization that they had had nothing to eat all day. She took Ronile into the dining room and ordered broth. She had but little money, so she tided the child's desire for some goodies over to a more prosperous time, telling her of their need of money for shelter. Ronile listened intently to the music and told her moth- er that some day she would like to play a harp. She loved that best, she thought. The mother paid little attention to the child 's chatter, her thoughts wandering back to Eva whose baby was by that time tucked in bed with perhaps its father rocking it to sleep. He looked so happy that clean Slavic peasant boy. She thought perhaps it might have been her duty to hold out for the sake of Ronile, but where was the father 's duty toward his child ? Where the respect ? Not all men are like George Mikosh. Perhaps there were more like that baby, and a shiver ran through her tired body. Come what may, there might be hunger in this turn of the road, but not abuse. They walked slowly up town through the crowds and 14 THE WAY OF THE WORLD after what seemed to the tired child a long distance, they rang the bell of a fairly good-looking apartment house. Just then the Waters came home from the parade and Ronile clung to .her Uncle Albert and Aunty Inez, as she called these friends. "Did Daddy come, too?" was their first question. "No, we are getting a divorce, mother and I," said Ronile, "and we will never see him again." "Well, well," said Albert Waters, laughingly. "So you are getting a divorce, Ronile; how do you make that out?" "Oh," said the child, "the lawyer said we will surely win." Mr. and Mrs. Waters were old friends of the Deliens and knew of the brutality Mrs. Delien had to contend with, but they did not think it would ever come to a break on account of the child. They both looked in alarm at Mrs. Delien. Her face told the tale. "Are you not well?" asked Albert's mother, who was then getting ready to go home. ' ' I would feel better if I knew where to lay my head, ' ' came the answer. "My tongue is parched and dry and my hands and feet are numb." "Well," said the old mother, "come with me, and you, Inez, keep Ronile so that Mrs. Delien will have com- plete rest." ' ' That 's fine ! ' ' said Albert. ' ' Now we have you with us at last and you will let your mother take a good rest. ' ' They made Ronile a bed on the couch, tucking her in snugly and trying hard to make her forget the hardships of the day. In her bedtime prayer Ronile thanked the Lord because He had sent the Little Saviour and His Blessed Mother to stop her mother from going into the water to sleep. "Did your mother want to do that?" they asked in alarm of the praying child. "Yes," she replied, "but I prayed for my little angel brother to help us, and he did." She then turned her head and fell asleep with a thankful look on her face that she was not sleeping in the cold, black water. CHAPTER IV THEOUGH A VALLEY OF DARKNESS The kind old lady had a small apartment in the Bronx which she tried to make comfortable for the tired visitor by giving up her own bed. It was past midnight when they retired and just as the hostess dropped into slumber, a sound like someone choking startled her, and hearing the same sound again she ran into her guest's room and found the woman in convulsions. Fortunately there was some hot water ready, Mrs. Delien having refused tea before re- tiring, complaining of the numbness of her tongue, and the water was still hot in the kettle. The old lady hurriedly mixed mustard with the hot water and placed the woman's feet in it, wiping the froth from her mouth and praying that God would help her. Soon the twitching ceased and the form of the woman lay motionless in a state of coma. "No wonder," said the old friend, Mrs. Waters, "just like a storm; the after effects of a fight." She sat all night by the bedside, thanking God that her son was a good man and did not drink. "Oh, dear," she thought as she stroked the "Woman's hand, "if her husband could see her now, perhaps it would cure him." Then she thought how brutal he was when they visited them occasionally; how the "Woman had no money of her own ; how she had to keep an account of every cent and if she did not, how he would beat her. "Well," she mumbled, ' ' she will always have that much even if she doesn't have a box at the theater and servants and a poor hungry heart." There were still black and blue marks on the Woman's body. With motherly care she pulled the covers closer to protect that body, still shivering at intervals, like the after- effects of a subsiding storm. The day was dawning ; a red ring began to line along the horizon, like a bloody band that ties up a wound. The elderly woman compared that signal with this body, a new day, a new hope, the tears of yesterday. She sat a 16 THE WAY OF THE WORLD long time with folded hands, slumbering, thus gaining the strength necessary to meet the burdens of each day. The days grew into weeks and still Mrs. Delien's condition seemed to linger between coma and apathy. She scarcely ever opened her eyes, and the poor old lady wondered why she never asked for her child ; why she did not care whether it was morning, noon or night. One day she resolved to have her daughter-in-law bring Ronile. They had dressed her in a new blue-and- white dimity dress with a black ribbon drawn through at the waistline, neck and sleeves. The optimism in a child is a wonderful thing ; she did not realize how her mother had battled with life and death. All she knew was the happiness of possessing a new dress, new friends who loved her and made her for- get. Would that we could take from children that keen optimism of today; forget yesterday and trust in to- morrow to the great law of good to come. Faith in fate is the foundation of the swaying soul. "Mother dear, are you not getting up?" Each word was a bracing breath which teemed with new life and sent new life through the drained veins. A warning of Right over Might to hold out on what is and must be, and not let it slip through our fingers. They were discussing Ronile 's danger, thinking the patient was still in coma; of how the child's father was trying to get her ; how he wanted to prove that the mother was unable to keep her and that he had more right than strangers. They heard a noise in the bedroom and a mo- ment later a figure thin and white, like one risen from the grave, stood on the threshold, only the fire in her eyes speaking of the strength and determination that she was ready to fight like a tigress for her own. Alas ! The body was too weak to stand the strain long and she swooned away and was again placed in the bed. They decided that it was better to leave Ronile with her mother as she seemed to have a reviving effect upon her. The tender little hands slowly pushed back the dark clouds of unconsciousness and brought her mother back to strive along the road of self-support. CHAPTER V "JUST YOU AND I, MOTHEE" A week later a small apartment was vacated which Mrs. Delien rented, the friends helping her to get some second-hand furniture, and soon a nest was built for mother and child, and how happy they felt in their little home, with peace as their daily guest! However, there was another visitor, a grim one, whose name was "NEED." He must be fought until the Woman was strong enough to work. She wrote her lawyer and asked him to try and procure an allowance for her, but there came back protests from the child's father, charging that his wife in leaving him had made him ill ; that he was suffering from lumbago and that his business was not paying him enough to support himself properly and that his brother was supplying means for his daily needs. He tried hard to show the vice-consul how he suffered by using a cane to hobble to the witness stand. The lawyer for the Woman asked him who was paying the salary of the maid he employed to keep house, and he answered that she was his nurse and that his brother paid her salary. There was a look of disgust on the face of the wife and she realized that henceforth she must fight alone and strug- gle for the child God had given them and that it would be useless to try further to obtain anything in the way of help from her husband. She rose to her full height and in a weak, trembling voice, said: "I would not take a penny from this man. I never want to see his face again, not even to be freed from him." The husband well knew the meaning of those words; he knew from past experience that she never spoke empty phrases and respected her for that, and felt if she got away from him now his last chance was gone. He thought lack of means would bring her back to him, but now he saw that she was prouder than before. Her pride and self- respect lashed him like a blade of steel ; it robbed him of his 18 THE WAY OF THE WORLD reason to hold out against her and play the part he had intended to bring her back. With fleetness of foot, the wife left the court room, the husband after her in a swift gallop, mounting the stairs and leaving the cane and lumbago behind him, much to the amusement and amazement of the court. The newspapers gave a lengthy account of how the husband forgot his lum- bago when he was trying to catch hold of his wife. He overtook her by jumping onto a fast-moving street car, but the wife begged the conductor to protect her from his an- noyance. For a long time, the words ran through her mind that she was his wife but that she was glad to brave the unknown road of the future alone. That night she told Ronile that they did not have to worry any more about black and blue marks on their bodies. "God will help us," said Ronile, as she clasped her hands for her bedtime prayer, "and, mother dear, just think we are alone and so happy ; just you and I, mother. ' ' Mr. Waters told her about a position at the Manhattan Beach Hotel assuring her that the work would be light and that the ocean air would help her regain her strength. "Inez and mother will spend the summer at Sheeps- head Bay, so you can see Ronile each day and they will have the pleasure of taking care of that little pet of ours. ' ' "How kind you are, my dear friends," said Mrs. Delien, one day as they were walking on the beach. "It makes me feel so happy when I lie in my bed at night up in that tower, with nothing but the stars above and the roaring of the ocean below. I feel so happy, so secure, so near to God." "Well," said the old lady, "it was the turning point in the road for you and He tested you, the Great Father in heaven. If you cling to Him now, you will never need to worry any more. He will brighten the way for you, my dear. I, too, brought up Albert alone, but his father was in heaven and God let him help me rear my boy and he is a good man today." She looked out toward the ocean and saw Ronile sitting on Albert's shoulder, clapping her hands ''JUST YOU AND I, MOTHER" 19 in glee. "He loves children, and why God doesn't send him a child, I cannot understand, but He knows best. ' ' That night the Woman thought of those words: "He will brighten the way for you, if you trust in Him. ' ' She stood by the tower window and reached out her arms try- ing to mark decided lines on God's registry, lines of wor- ship and gratitude. In the evenings she would sit in the park and listen to the music or the roaring of the ocean like a subsiding sound of past troubles. There was a gentleman who often sat near her accustomed retreat, of whom she took little notice at first, but she often wondered if he was not paid by her husband to watch her, but as she had decided to run her life on a single track, she had nothing to fear from him. Summer was nearing its close and with it the secure feeling of having meals served and getting a regular salary. She tried other employment but always feared for the safety of her child. One day as she was making Ronile a woolen cap an idea came to her. She purchased some yarn and made samples, crocheting day and night, but she had her baby by her side and they were happy. They had made a new friend at the beach. ' ' Just call me Josie," she said when they asked for her name, and Josie proved to be sunshine in their lonely lives. She would come with theater tickets or a toy for Ronile, always helped the Woman finish her orders, or took Ronile for a walk. Sometimes she brought her pet Pomeranian dog for Ronile to play with. One day she became alarmed and said that a gentle- man was asking the janitor if a little girl by the name of Ronile was living at the house ; that the janitor had asked her if this was the little girl the gentleman was looking for, and Josie had said, "No, this little girl's name is Albertina. ' ' "That was very witty of you, my dear," said Mrs. Delien, with trembling lips, and then called on the janitor to get a description of the gentleman who had made in- quiries about the little girl. The Woman knew from the description that the gentleman was Ronile 's father, and when she came back she said: "We must get away; I 20 THE WAY OF THE WORLD cannot rest since he knows where we are. I would like to go West, but where ? ' ' " That's not hard," replied Josie. "Go where they all go ! Reno, where you get the best salve to patch up broken hearts. ' ' Josie said she would like to go West, too, but that her work kept her there for awhile, and while she regretted losing her friends, she felt it was best for them to go. CHAPTER VI RENO, THE CITY OF HEART BALM Two years have passed. The Woman and child were once more on the train, but there is a brighter look in their eyes, a look of hope. There where the golden sun is setting, there must be rest. It was 3 A. M. when the train halted to let them off. There they stood chilled to the bone. It seemed that the black barren hills were caving in on them as she pulled the crying, sleepy child up in her arms and mounted the bus that brought them to the River Hotel. The Woman engaged an inside room because the price suited her means, put the child to bed and then sat down to think and wonder what she would do. "Oh, my baby," she thought, "it is well for you that you do not feel the pain that presses my heart and throat at this hour." She took her purse and counted out her earthly goods thirty-eight dollars. Her energy grew as her capital dwindled, and she immediately began making inquiries as to the prospects for securing employment. The clerk directed her to the newspaper office, where they often had inquiries for help. After breakfast they went to the newspaper office and received the address of a Mrs. Wilton on Maple Avenue, who was in need of a housekeeper. They walked along filled with great hopes. It was in May and everything was in blossom and how happy they felt as they passed along to their destination! Mrs. Wilton was very nice and would gladly have considered giving the Woman the posi- tion but as she had three children of her own, she felt that a fourth would make too much confusion, and therefore felt that she could not take her. The Woman looked at the lady in amazement as she had never felt that Ronile would be in anyone's way, but felt rather that where the child was, there were blessings and sunshine. Turning to go, her eyes rested on the picture of a little boy, with a pine branch draped around it, and a light seemed to flit around the face in the picture. 22 Mrs. Wilton watched the strange look in the "Woman 's face and asked, "Does that picture attract you?" "Yes," said the Woman, "he is an angel; I saw his light." "Oh, my," said Mrs. Wilton, with tears in her eyes, ' ' he was an angel in life ; too good to live. I suppose that is why God took him away from me. ' ' Mrs. Delien gazed back at the picture and more to her- self and the picture, said: "I, too, have given God my first-born, my little boy. Just five days God left him with me, then took him, to make me a more patient and a better woman." Then she turned around, looked defiantly at Mrs. Wilton, and said, ' ' If fate threw you on your own re- sources, which one of your children would you give up ? " Mrs. Wilton looked up at the picture with tears in her eyes, saying, ' ' God only knows, we can hardly live without that boy ; my health is broken since he went. ' ' "Well," said the Woman, "we are both represented by God; we gave Him back the angels He placed in our arms ; we answer His call at all times in giving up what He desires. We always act and judge from a selfish stand- point ; not the way we are but the way our scale of justice holds out. Selfishness is a cloak which holds back the lit- tle sprouts that spring from our body of existence. We keep in close touch with ourselves only and shut down the shades of selfishness that keep the glorious light of the sun of God that shines through others and most of all when they are in sorrow. ' Give and thou shalt receive, for what- soever you have done to those in My name, that you have done unto Me.' " With these words as if in prayer, the Woman and child moved slowly away from the house, leaving the lady to her thoughts. They answered several other inquiries, but all objected to employing a woman with a child. The Woman had no more strength that morning. In the af- ternoon they again ventured out. On Virginia Bridge they met a tribe of Indians the squaws with papooses strapped to their backs, and the un- usual sight held their attention for some time, Ronile wish- ing to own one of the dear, chubby Indian babies, and ad- RENO, THE CITY OF HEART BALM 23 miring these healthy primitive children of God and Mother Nature who holds them all to her bosom. But, alas ! Then came civilization which co-operates with the haughty Mrs. Etiquette. She harbors but a few, giving them too much luxury and serving the body only, forgetting the dial that moves the compass on the ship of life into the harbor of salvation. Rich food and drink cripple the mind, making the eyes, which are the windows of the soul, grow dim, the tongue heavy. Only in sorrow doth the soul grow. As these words ran through the mind of the outcast Woman, she smiled cynically and she wished that she could join those nature-loving people, who smiled encouragingly at Ronile with a smile which seemed to say that with them there would be room for all; but with these people there is a boundary line, which civilization has created in her generosity for their education. These mothers have broad, radiant smiles, showing their even white teeth, their shiny braids of black hair glistening in the sunlight. They seemed so sincere and one felt that they were far from the valley of degeneration. As they entered the hotel, Mr. Gordon, the proprietor, spoke to Ronile. "Well," he said, addressing both, "have you seen the town? It is very healthful here among the mountains." Mrs. Delien introduced herself and said, smiling sadly, that they had covered most of the streets in looking for employment. "You must work?" he asked, and seemed quite aston- ished, remarking that she did not look like the working type. Then he walked over to an elderly gentleman with white hair and mustache, saying, "Judge, I want you to meet a lady over here," leading the judge over to Mrs. Delien. Mr. Gordon then informed the judge of the neces- sity for the Woman to obtain employment to support her- self and her child ; that she had come to the city to stay if it were possible to obtain the right kind of employment, where she could keep her child with her. The judge thought for a moment, then went to the telephone and called up his wife, knowing that she was in need of a housekeeper, and after hanging up the telephone, took out his card and wrote on it the address of one of the 24 THE WAY OF THE WORLD prominent families of Reno, telling the Woman to apply the next morning. The grateful look in her eyes seemed to appeal to the Judge, and after the Woman and child had gone to their room, he said to Mr. Gordon : "She is not the regular type of fish the tide brings in. We must help the little woman," and mumbled as he threw the ashes of his cigar away, "I don 't blame her for not wanting to give up that little girl ; wouldn't mind having her myself." A little later we find the two outcasts snug in bed with an expression of hope on their tired faces. They were the first to enter the dining room the next morning, and at nine o'clock we find them ringing the bell at one of Reno 's finest residences. On the left stood Mount Rose, still snow-covered, Moana in the distance, to the right Truckee River rushing in torrents through the town. "Oh, mother dear, I would love to live here. Just see the robin, he is not afraid of me, he wants me to stay here," and they thought they had at last found a place where they could live and work. The lady herself answered the door, which seemed to the Woman a good sign, as there would be no butler to object to the "brat" as she had heard one remark. The Woman handed her the card the Judge had given her the day before, and sizing them up with a scrutinizing glance, her eyes rested on the child and biting her lips the lady slowly shook her head and said that although she needed a housekeeper, she could not take the Woman on account of the - "Stop," cried the tortured mother. "Don't say that, for God 's sake. ' ' She knew that she must work and they had already wandered over the town, and she felt that this was her last chance. The lady said she was expecting a Chinaman from San Francisco, but the Woman offered to do the work of two if she would give her the position and let her keep her little girl with her, so the child could have the extra bed. The lady smiled cynically, saying: "Your hands don't look as though you had done much housework; how can you expect to do the work of two servants ? This is a large 'For thus is the Way of the World, on whose billows a soul is tossed." Page 4. RENO, THE CITY OF HEART BALM 25 house and when our daughter comes back we will entertain and need at least two servants." Well, ' ' said the Woman, ' ' I have my mind made up to work; we must live and will not beg. I need my child's companionship to keep me up." "Yes," said the lady, "all you divorcees do is to come here and take our husbands and sons. I would rather have a Chinaman." "But," said the Woman, "if a woman looks for honest work, agreeing to do the work of two people just to keep her baby with her, she does not come for anybody's hus- band; she can get them without working," and with a heavy heart she dragged herself away, glancing occasional- ly toward the river, her lips set with a determination to do or die. CHAPTER VII AND A LITTLE CHILD SHALL LEAD THEM The waitress who served them their lunch at the hotel told the proprietor that the lady with the little girl seemed to be sick; that she did not touch a bite of food, and she feared that she was becoming very ill. Mr. Gordon walked over to her and found her looking far beyond her food; that she was not conscious of anything around her. He talked to Ronile and told her to bring her mother to Mrs. Gordon's apartment after lunch. Mrs. Gordon was not well but seemed anxious to do good and they decided to make the Woman the head waitress. Once more the light of gratitude shone in the Wo- man's eyes, but her good fortune was of short duration, as shortly after she had started her work as head waitress, one of the divorce-candidates, a good-natured, half-the-time intoxicated gentleman became more than pleasant and slipped a note into her hand as he left the dining room. If a viper had stung her the effect could not have been more disgusting. "A date," he demanded. She crushed the paper in the palm of her hand and threw it into the waste-basket. This gave her a view of the side porch where the man sat with Ronile on his lap, kissing her continually, and she noticed that a glass filled with liquor stood on the table near him. How it brought back the trouble and suf- fering she had gone through, and now to see her baby be- ing fondled by this evil-minded man, and she not able to take her away from him, for she was on duty. She thought perhaps this man had been paid by her husband to get evidence against her, and that a public position such as she occupied in the hotel was not to her benefit until she was free. She feared that he might steal Ronile, for indeed after six months she found out that he had tried to do so. The Woman then told Mr. Gordon that she felt she would have to give up the position, and also told him about the note. He replied, ' ' That is why the position of head waitress AND A LITTLE CHILD SHALL LEAD THEM 27 is often open, ' ' but that he was unable to control the mor- als of his guests. The Woman took the child by the hand and they walked toward the river bank and sat down. Ronile was looking for four-leaf clovers, the mother for a way out of her misery. She pictured that if he stole the child she was without means to follow him, and thought what the child's future would be with a lawless father; and as she seemed to have failed TO DO, it was better to die ; that the child would be in God's care, and she would pay the penalty with her soul, and if Hell was worse than the misery she had suffered, she would take the consequences. "It is Ronile 's happiness, and oh, dear Lord, that gave her to me, I will return her to you. Perhaps she is misplaced here, but I love her so that I want to spare her my fate, a soul tossed on the billows of conditions." Ronile had found a four-leaf clover and joyously she ran to her mother. "Look, mama dear, I know we will have good luck," and turning she saw a massive building, where only yesterday she had cried out : ' ' The robin wants me here, but not mankind. The image of God through which the Father intends to manifest, for He too was born of woman when He came as Son of God Man, guided by the Holy Spirit to prove Faith, Hope and Charity ; what was His reward ? crucifixion. Still He forgave them, say- ing, 'Forgive them for they know not what they do.' " With those words on her lips she moved farther up the river bank. "God forgave them," she murmured, and her eyes rested on a bridge near Washington Street. There she wanted to give up their miserable bodies, for the waves to play into fragments rather than that man should tear their souls as well. She seemed entranced a body moving on to end a struggle, yet the child full of life was unaware of the mother's intention to seek rest for their weary bodies. "There is no rest," she thought, "for will we not be tossed by the waves into an ugly mass ? Yet, the soul loses hold of its house ; it tries to get away for it has missed in fate the faith. Oh, thou God, art Thou not nearest when 28 need is greatest ? ' ' Indeed, for through unseen powers the childish frame moved away from the mother's cold grasp. They came to a church, one stained-glass window showing a picture of the Good Shepherd holding a lamb in His arms. The child hastily climbed the steps and stood transfixed, then walked up the aisle of the empty church. The smell of incense still rested soothingly on the atmos- phere. It was Decoration Day and the cemetery was filled with people decorating the graves of their loved ones. The mother followed the child into the church. By that time she was standing before the altar of the Blessed Virgin. Suddenly, she heard the voice of her child raised im- ploringly to the dear Mother of the Saviour, as she held up the four-leaf clover: "Please, I give you this, if you will help us get work; nobody wants my mother because she has me. You will understand. You had to hide your Baby from Herod when he wanted to kill Him, but see," as she stretched her little arms upward, ' ' you had a daddy and a donkey, and we have nobody." Tears were rolling over the face of the child; the clover leaf trembled in her hand. Then the mother for the first time looked up at the Statue, and behold, "a little child shall lead them." The statue seemed to take life; the Babe in her arms took the clover and laid its hand on the child's head, say- ing, "Suffer little children to come unto me, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven." They moved toward the Wo- man and touched her brow, and a cold quiver ran over her form. The Blessed Virgin held the chin up, compelling the eyes to look into hers, thus establishing a union, com- pelling reason to return and transmitting the current between heaven and earth, pouring God's breath into a hungry soul. The look was radiant, it seemed that a magic spell had loosened the iron ring that held the Woman's heart and soul asunder, and soon hot tears were flowing down on the clasped hands, as if to wash away the stain left by the thought of self-destruction. Once more, hope through faith was awakened in a swaying soul, as they moved slowly out of the church and on toward the hotel. It was late when they arrived and some of the guests AND A LITTLE CHILD SHALL LEAD THEM 29 at the hotel were leaving the dining room after the evening ineal. Mr. Gordon walked rapidly toward them saying that Mrs. Neil had called up and wanted to see her at once. Mrs. Neil had been to the cemetery decorating the grave of her child, when a voice seemed to say to her : ' ' Oh, mother, why do you pay tribute to bones when you refused shelter to a living child? We are all serving at His altar and our duty is to watch over our loved ones, leading them toward the Father by doing good deeds for one another. I am very sad, for the lilies you gave me are filled with tears from a homeless child ; they cannot serve the altar of God with tears of sorrow in them." Mrs. Neil, who had refused shelter and work to the Woman, went home at once and tried to reach them, al- ways seeing before her the "lilies filled with tears." On the second visit of the Woman and her child, Mrs. Neil, moved by the voice she heard in the cemetery, agreed to employ the Woman and allow her to keep the child with her, giving her permission to play in the smoking den at certain times of the day, and so it came about that instead of allowing despair to conquer over faith, she had at last found food and shelter for herself and child when fate led her to the little church near the river. Mrs. Neil was right when she said there was work for two, but the Woman was determined to hold out. The robin held greater charm and the clover leaves had more attraction for the child than the smoking den. One day Senator Nixon passed in his car and took the little girl for a ride. On their return the lady for the first time took the little one and held her hand as she waved good-by to the Senator. After that Ronile was the chief attraction in the family, but the mother had more will power than strength and soon we find her ill and unable to do the work required of her. The Woman had never made any bargain as to salary, and after two weeks' time asked Mrs. Neil if she was satisfied with her work, and on learning that she was, ventured to ask her about her sal- ary, and was told that she would pay her thirty-five dol- lars a month. 30 THE WAY OF THE WORLD "But," said the Woman, "Judge Jarvis said you would pay forty dollars a month, and I am doing the work of two ! ' ' Then the lady told her that she was making the salary less on account of the child's board. The Woman offered to buy the milk which her child needed, but the lady told her she could get a Chinaman if she wanted to pay forty dollars. ' ' Oh, Mrs. Neil, ' ' she said, ' ' how can you compare me with a Chinaman," and resolved to leave at the first op- portunity. The following Sunday evening after dinner had been served, although she was very tired, the Woman felt that she must consult at least a druggist to relieve a queer sen- sation around her heart and severe pain when she took a full breath. Sometimes, too, her teeth became set and she was so weak she could scarcely do the work she was called upon to do. One of her tasks was to carry up scuttles of coal to keep a fire in the kitchen stove on account of the hot water. Poor little Ronile tried her best to help her, but the scuttle was too big for her and she took newspapers and wrapped them around the pieces of coal and carried them up one by one, sometimes looking as black as the coal itself. CHAPTER VIII AT THE FOUNTAIN OF DESPAIR In the drug store they met a sweet old lady from West Virginia, who was giving a little dinner at the Thomas Cafe, and begged them to join her. The Woman told her they had been to dinner, but she insisted, and as they en- tered one of the guests became alarmed because there would be thirteen at table, but the Woman assured them that they would not partake. Some of the readers may well remem- ber the little dinner party given by the dear old lady, Mrs. Kaufman, who died shortly afterward of heart disease. The Woman was introduced to a little "Butterfly Lady" who had just joined the "Colony of Broken Hearts," although many of the members of the colony did not suffer greatly from broken hearts. The chief pastimes of the divorce candidates were horseback riding and par- ties where the drink flowed freely. Mrs. Devitt was the Butterfly Lady, and she expressed a desire to leave the hotel and take a house, so it was arranged with the help of Mrs. Kaufman that the Woman and her little girl should take charge of Mrs. Devitt 's house, at a salary of forty dollars a month. This appealed to the Woman for she felt she could not stand much longer to hold out under the work she was doing in her present place with Mrs. Neil. When she told Mrs. Neil that she was going to leave, Mrs. Neil was very indignant to think the Woman would leave her to work for Mrs. Devitt, reminding her of the loose char- acters of the divorcees. Mrs. Devitt rented a ten-room house for forty dollars ; her horse cost her forty dollars a month, and the Woman's wages were forty dollars. The Mistress, as she called her- self, had in all two hundred dollars a month income, so there was eighty dollars left for food and the expenses of the little butterfly. It was a change for the better in a way. The work was not to be so hard for the Woman, as the little lady was out a great deal for she was getting quite popular, although she often held parties at her home. The 32 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Woman's room was far enough away from the scene of the parties not to interfere with her rest, but often in the morning on coming into the front of the house she would find the pictures turned, the piano on the porch and tur- moil throughout. Sometimes the guests could not go home and in the morning she would have to prepare break- fast for all with a disgust that was beyond description. One morning she came down and found the very gen- tleman who had slipped her the note mixing an absinthe frappe in the pantry. The smell of the liquor robbed her of all sense of obedience as a servant. She picked up the glass and threw it on the floor with a defiant look at the man ; then cried out, " If it were not for drink I would not be here." The man looked at her in amazement and left the room calling himself a fool. After the lady got up, the Woman spoke to her of her youth and the danger of her associating with people like that man, who did not care for her; that after he had picked the flower he would throw it aside discarded and class her with a field of daisies swaying in the breeze ; then when all the petals of sweetness were gone, the stem would be thrown by the wayside for the passer-by to tread upon. No one would care for the broken flower, but all would go into the field and pick while they lasted. Once the flower was broken it would be shunned by every one. Then remorse entered, and a pitiful story ran from those young sensuous lips. She had married, at fifteen, a young schoolmate who was unable to support her, and she went to New York seeking employment on the stage. One of the managers took an interest in her and she told him she had been married. He sent for the young husband, but the child-wife was not willing to live in the way he was able to support her. She told him he could not buy her pretty gowns and jewels, and she would not live with him. The boy told her he was too proud to beg but would work his way up, and showed her his worn-out shoes and clothes and that he could not buy new ones. She begged the rich friend to give him work. Instead the man put temptation in the boy's way and he fell, trying to get money to support his wife in the way she wanted to live. AT THE FOUNTAIN OF DESPAIR 33 The man had him watched and secured evidence against him, which resulted in five years' imprisonment for theft. This, however, was not grounds for divorce, so the rich friend sent the young wife west with the allowance re- ferred to of two hundred dollars a month. In horror the "Woman listened to the story told by the young wife who did not seem to be the least concerned about the life she was leading, and gave no thought appar- ently to her girlhood sweetheart who suffered in prison, with love for her still burning in his heart, counting each day with new hope, as the time drew nearer when he would be with her. She took out some of his letters which she said were the only love letters she had ever received; that her rich friend would not write her love letters fearing that he might be sued for breach of promise. The Woman sat awhile lost in thought and searching prisons in her mind to find some way to release a victim of circumstances. She said to the little lady : ' ' So, at eight- een you are through with love letters when they should only be beginning. Law is law, my dear, and we must abide by it, or pay the penalty with remorse. These men will boast of dragging you through the mire, and make love to you, but when they want to build a nest for the ONE woman they will seek out a good girl to be the mother of their children. In after years, when in company with his wife, he would not recognize you, and if you should hap- pen to meet them together, and he spoke to you, he would refrain from introducing you to his wife. If she made any inquiry as to who you are he would evade the question and would tell her he would not want her to speak to you ; that you are a disreputable character with whom he would not allow her to associate and that your husband was in prison." And so the Woman opened a new book of life to a crushed flower who was indeed lying on the floor sob- bing out her bitterness at the sacrifice of her youth and purity. The Woman told her she was seeking freedom, not because there was anyone waiting for her, but just to be free to hold Eonile alone and to be free from subjection. The blowing of a horn was heard and on going to the 34 door the Woman beheld a crowd calling for the young Mistress to come along; that there was a newcomer in the party, a lean, sporty, English-appearing man of about thirty. The little lady was soon ready to join them, run- ning out to meet them, the "Woman looking after, shaking her head. Forgotten were the love letters, husband, ad- vice and warnings. Like a butterfly she flitted on and would until her wings were broken. From that time on she was ever in the company of the newcomer, who took her on long trips alone, much to the chagrin of her other associates, who in malice and revenge wrote to her New York friend, resulting in his stopping her allowance. Mr. Rimpel, the Englishman, did not make any prom- ises to her as he was only waiting to be free so that he could re-marry. He introduced her to a wealthy man of San Francisco, who liked her very much but did not trust "a daisy in a big field," so to find her out he sent her a private maid, who stayed with her two weeks, and left with enough information to satisfy the man's suspicions and he did not call on the young Butterfly Lady again. Being without an income she went back east thinking she could become reconciled with her former friend, so we find the Woman again out of employment, but glad to be out of the glamour of it all. The Woman had saved a little money and took a small apartment, consisting of living room with wall-bed, a kitchenette and bath. It was an inside room, but peace was reigning and a chance to pray. She had no further thought of suicide a power seemed to hold her in patience and faith. She put Ronile in school and took a position as demonstrator at twenty dollars a week, which lasted for two weeks. Soon after Percy Rimpel called her up and asked her if she would cater for a party he was giving consisting of a cold lunch and punch. There was not enough liquor to make punch for the crowd, and when she told the host this he told her that they would soon get drunk and then they would not need any more. She followed his instructions, and thinking to make more punch she made a pot of tea AT THE FOUNTAIN OF DESPAIR 35 and added it to the punch, much to the disgust of the host, as it kept them all sober. He reproached her and she be- came so disgusted that thereafter she resolved not to ac- cept further employment of the kind, believing it would be better to economize on what money she could earn in other ways. She lengthened Ronile's dresses, and as she sewed the idea came to her of making fancy caps of silk and lace and was well paid for her time spent in this way. CHAPTER IX THE MIEACLB One night as she was working in the kitchen on the caps of silk and lace, and Ronile was asleep in the living room, there came to her a smell of roses, although it was near Thanksgiving and she was not fortunate enough to be able to keep flowers in the house, and had never cared for perfume. Suddenly, a brilliant light came before her, and through the light emerged a pink rose, then a hand, and then a form so sweet, dressed in a robe of bluish white with a golden border. The form smiled radiantly and taking the hand of the "Woman made an exact copy of the pink rose. Then the vision vanished but the rose remained. How she ever got to bed she could not recall. In the morn- ing it seemed as if she had been dreaming, but when she saw the rose she knew the silent visitor was again to give her strength. Ronile took the rose with open mouth and, gazing at her mother, tenderly kissed the flower, saying, "How sweet it smells, mother dear." There was indeed happiness prevailing. They would go to the Wigwam Theater on Saturday afternoons and enjoy the "Children's Show," which included a candy shower. Often they would go upstairs and sit where the Indians were and they were entertained as much by watch- ing them as they were by the play itself. In the evenings the Woman worked on the caps and flowers; in the daytime she would sell them. Even Mrs. Neil who doubted the character of divorcees knew by this time that not all divorced women were trying to get some other woman's husband. She helped by purchasing many dainty novelties. How different they felt as they climbed the hill to deliver some of their orders, which resulted in a nice visit and many friendships were formed in this way. On one such trip Ronile was given a small amount of money and she had a dozen places for it. First the Piggy Bank, which for so long had been empty, and she felt that to make the Piggy satisfied it would have to have money in its belly. THE MIRACLE 37 The mother gave her the choice of having an ice cream soda or going to a movie show. Ronile studied awhile and then said, "Which is the cheaper, mother dear?" and the Woman was so amused at her remark that she bought her the soda and took her to the show as well. Going home that day with light hearts and buoyant steps they had another companion, a collie dog that fol- lowed them every time they went down town. The Wo- man petted him gently and told him of the bone he could have now for they had their own home and were buying their own food and would surely have enough for him. Her thoughts wandered back to the time when she was employed by the little Butterfly Lady, who was giving an all-day party and she had kept Ronile out in the yard in order that she might not come in contact with the mass of drunken men and women. After the guests had gone she brought the child into the house and she was burning with fever, and asked to be put to bed. She said she had wanted a drink of water for a long time but was afraid to come in the house on account of the noise the guests were making. The mother put her to bed. The room was very warm but not knowing when the mistress and her friends would return she thought it best to leave her there. She took a peacock feather fan out of her trunk and used it to cool the air about the weary little child. Ronile had always wanted the fan but on account of the delicate feathers and the fact that it had been given her by her husband long ago, the Woman refrained from giving it to her until she had grown to be a young lady. But Ronile did not care about the fan now ; she turned her head and closed her eyes for a few minutes and then be- gan to toss and turn in the bed and her fever increased. The mother rushed down to get ice and found that it had all been used in the drinks at the party and she went back to the sick child and with her cold hands tried to soothe her burning brow. If the pleasure-seekers could have seen the mother as she knelt anxiously at the bedside of her sick child, perhaps they would have paused in their desire for lust and pleasure, but it seemed that the Father above 36 THE WAY OP THE WORLD heard her prayer, for a ray of light seemed again to cross the bed and from it emerged the figure of an old lady reaching for' the child. With one hand the trembling mother held her and with the other hand she waved back the form, saying : ' ' Oh, no, dearest God, let me keep her to keep faith in You. How can I live without her? I will ask nothing else, oh, Lord, just this one appeal; let me keep her, ' ' and looking at the vision she beheld the form of her husband's mother, with her eyes cast upward, repeat- ing, "Thy Will Be Done" and then she vanished. (Two years afterwards the Woman found out that the child's grandmother had died at that time.) For a long time the Woman knelt by the bed, half stunned, watching the sick child who was now sleeping peacefully. From downstairs there came a scratching sound as if some one was trying to get in. The Woman went down thinking perhaps it was her mistress, but no, it was the dog, Shep, wanting to get in to see his little mistress. She spoke gently to the dog, telling him he would have to be very quiet and that he could go up and see Ronile if he were good. She led him up the stairs and into the sick room. The child's hand hung over the edge of the bed and the dog touched it with his tongue, waking her up. The mother 's hands once more folded in earnest prayer and thanksgiving as she repeated also, "Thy Will Be Done." On Sundays they would walk out to the desert ; some- times to the reservation. Shep was then in his glory, breaking the stillness with his bark and chasing coyotes, running around the Woman and child and barking as if to say, ' ' Are you glad I am with you ? ' ' And they would pet him and assure him that they needed him always. CHAPTER X BACK TO THE FOLD The landlady of the house where the Woman and her little girl were living introduced her to a new guest in the colony. She knew the danger of newcomers and tried to have those who lived in her house meet a line of people of respectable standing. She asked the "Woman to caution the newcomer about being careful in making the acquain- tance of strangers. So the Woman told Mrs. McHenry, the new arrival, that if she ever needed advice to come to her and pointed out a few stations to her, telling her to be careful about entering those with red lights more than any other. Mrs. McHenry had an income of thirty-five thou- sand dollars a year, which the Woman advised and begged her to say nothing about. Sometimes when Mrs. McHenry saw the light still burning in the Woman's room she would knock gently and enter and after going to the bed and kissing Bonile would come into the kitchen and sit with the Woman, who by this time was making all kinds of flowers. She would look them over, admiring them, and wonder how she could have the patience to work so late. The Woman smiled sadly, pointing to the bed, saying : "We must all labor, my dear. I labor to keep my child with me ; you labor mentally by drowning your conscious- ness and forgetting your child. You see, Mrs. McHenry, we keep the same hours. I am tired but not weary; you are weary but not tired." "Yes," said Mrs. McHenry, "I think I shall have to ring up Dr. Charles and ask him to give me a shot in the arm, as otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight. I am broke ; we had such a good time at the Rix this afternoon and I paid the bill." The Woman put aside her work for the night and made them a cup of tea, and as they were sipping the re- freshing beverage, the Woman said: "You don't have to put that deadly drug into your system; make up your mind that tomorrow you will do something worth while. 40 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Think of your child. Beg your husband to bring it to you. I know he will gladly do this ; then your mother love will conquer your love of pleasure and you will be a bet- ter woman and a happier one. ' ' On another occasion, Mrs. McHenry became quite frightened over the death of a young woman member of the party who had died the night before. She was a victim of absinthe although only twenty years old. Mrs. McHenry said she hated the stuff, and wished she could get away from it. The Woman asked her why she did not get away from it ; that she had her baby and could make up her mind to leave it alone forever by spending her time in caring for her child. "Oh," interrupted the visitor impatiently, "why do you always mention the baby? My mother-in-law takes better care of her than I could." "But," said the Woman, "God gave you that baby to hold you firm to the path of duty. What will your daugh- ter think of you, if (and she emphasized that word if) you live to see her grown up? Would you like to see her fol- low your example? Why do you not be the stalk for that tender plant to grow upon? Without your help she will not be able to climb and there is danger of her being stepped upon. ' ' Then pointing to Ronile she said, ' ' There is my hold ; even though her frame is small, it steadied my swaying body many times until the storms of life had sub- sided." The Woman told her of her sad experience with her former employer, how she had submitted to much un- pleasantness to keep her child with her. Many times Mrs. McHenry would dress Ronile and wonder if she would be good enough to dress her own, and as she fondled Ronile a new robe of mother-love seemed to envelop her, and finally, with the help and encouragement of the Woman she returned to her former home, where there were waiting a child, a man and an elderly woman, waiting for a lost one to return to their loving arms, and that night she thanked Fate for bringing her home. She realized that the life of pleasure is often not what we pic- ture it. "First it fills us to the brim, sometimes running over,' 'Black fears and horrors that soul doth taunt While grappling with itself in doubt." Page 4. BACK TO THE FOLD 41 she said; "then we become hardened and calloused and disgusted with ourselves," she continued with an effort. She told them of the death of the young woman only twenty years old, dying a victim of drink ; another went to become reconciled with her sweetheart, who rejected her, and they found her dead from gas fumes in a cheap lodging house. "And," she continued, "I want to tell you about a woman who never got tired talking to me. She makes flowers through a vision, she said. I am ashamed now when I think of how I spent money on parties and this woman worked every night to make a flower or boudoir cap and would help me to bed when I knocked at her door after coming home drunk from a party. ' ' She hid her face on the shoulder of the man who had also prayed and taught the baby to pray for her mother who was sick, and ask God to bring her back to them. Then the man spoke : "You see, dear, God uses different ways to answer our prayers, but in most cases he helps us through His children here on earth by showing ns the way to help each other. ' ' CHAPTER XI THEY COULD NOT HEAE HEE THOUGHTS Christmas came, and we find our wanderers walking down town. They passed the church and Ronile was run- ning over to greet the kindly priest who was directing the placing of the Christmas trees to be used in decorating the church. Ronile wondered if the trees belonged to him and if he would place some on the altar of the Blessed Virgin, and one on the window showing the Lord with a lamb in His arms. "Oh, I hope you will give one to the little lamb for it stands for patience, mother says, and the pines too have patience; they keep their branches green and they don't mind the cold wind and snow." The Priest looked at the mother admiringly, and in his pleasant Irish way commended her on the nice way she was bringing up her child. "And all alone, ma'am," he said. "She is a credit to you." As he spoke he reached over and presented Ronile with a small Christmas tree. In her joy she hugged the leg of the laughing priest, then a sadness came over her face as she realized that she could not take the tree with her. They watched her bewilderment for a short time and soon beheld her running with the tree held above her head through the snow to the kitchen door of the parish house to give to Mary, the cook, for safe-keeping. In a moment, she came running back with a cooky which she broke presenting a piece to the priest and one to her mother, and as they left the good priest looked after them mumbling to him- self, "A nice little girl, indeed." A new item was on the list of purchases, and while Ronile was looking at picture books another package was added to the lot. No flowers were made Christmas Eve, and soon Ronile became sleepy and went to bed, first giv- ing another look out of the window to see if anything had been put on her Christmas tree, which had been sent to her home from the parish house. And as she prayed, she asked THEY COULD NOT HEAR HER THOUGHTS 43 God to send her some little angels for her tree, and if they were too busy to go where her father lived and bring her big doll Goldie, with golden curls, and the little princess doll if they could carry them both. She said she knew they would have no one to put them to bed and now that they had a home of their own, they could stay with her all the time. Then she glanced to the window again with a sigh for her lost playmates, and then climbed into bed and soon closed her eyes to human sights to open in a more brilliant light Fairyland. It was getting late on Christmas Eve, but the Woman got up and went out, gently closing the door, and hurried downtown before the stores were closed. She purchased a small doll, and hurried back home, hugging the little bundle as she went along, the clear cold wind biting her cheeks, giving new vigor to her body. When she reached home Ronile was still asleep and she went to the task of dressing the doll to take the place of the lost Princess and decided to dress it in pale blue satin, which she trimmed with a silver lace and long train. A Juliet head-gear added the finishing touch and there stood the Princess in all her glory. Now for Goldie, she took Josephine, a doll given Ronile by their good friend Josie, now living in New York, after whom Ronile had named the doll : By this time the steam in the building had been turned off, so she lighted the gas stove oven to furnish heat while she worked on the doll, and thinking to economize on the heat, she decided to bake a cake, which was the work of only a few minutes, and it would bake while she finished her work of dressing the doll. Soon the doll was dressed even to a knitted sweater and cap and all ready to be placed on the Christmas tree, which was soon trimmed with three glass angels, cotton and tinsel, the dolls underneath, and the cake, now baked and covered with icing and nuts. The Woman then retired for a few short hours of re- freshing sleep, a look of satisfaction on her face knowing she had done her best. Bright and early Ronile awoke and her first look was for the tree, which she beheld standing on the trunk in all 44 THE WAY OF THE WORLD its glory, and she jumped out of bed and stood before it, not knowing what to touch first. "The Princess!" she cried. "Oh, my dear little Prin- cess, the angels put a new dress on you." Then she saw Josephine, and ran to her mother who was still asleep, crying, ' ' Look mama, mother, deary, look ! Josephine has a new outfit ; the angels make the same stitch you do, and they used some of the silver cloth you make the caps of for my dolly. ' ' Then she saw the cake and wondered if the angels had baked it, too, and taking both dolls in her arms climbed back into bed. They stayed in bed until the steam was turned on and the house warm, and after breakfast went to church. Ronile studied the effect of the trees in the church first to make sure that they did not cover the little lamb, and when the priest was in the pulpit she felt like running up and telling him of the three glass angels and her doll, the Princess and all. Her heart was so full of thankfulness she felt that one Our Father was not enough. Her mother told her that God would hear her prayers of thankfulness, but she said, "The priest won't." After the service she ran to the sacristy and running back to take her mother's hand after thanking the priest in her own way, she felt satisfied. She felt that she had to tell "the man who owned the house of God," thinking the Lord would not hear her thoughts as she assured her mother she herself could not hear them no matter how quiet she was and how much she listened for her own thoughts ; there was not a whisper, she said. ' ' Well, my dear, some day you will hear your thoughts, and I am glad you snowed your gratitude to the good priest as well as by thanking God in your thoughts." CHAPTER XII THE LITTLE DUTCH PARTY It was February 15th and Ronile 's birthday. The first thing in the morning the mother kissed her tenderly, wishing her a happy birthday, and handing her a complete pencil box, which she had hidden from Ronile by holding it behind her. At lunch time Ronile 's dress was changed to a lace and net frock, with a blue China silk slip underneath it. It was the mother's custom to give Ronile a fancy dress on every birthday, thus keeping her supplied with a good dress all the year. With a promise to keep the dress clean, Ronile walked hurriedly to school, sometimes running and then falling again into a walk step. Her mother had cautioned her about running, fearing that she would fall and soil the dress. It was agreed among the mothers of several of the children to give Ronile a birthday party and surprise the kiddies. They had arranged for eight couples, eight girls and eight boys. The table decorations were blue and white, Ronile 's favorite colors. As the day before had been Valentine Day they cut red crepe paper in the form of angels and strung them from one side of the room to the other and across the chandelier. The angels swayed about and looked as if they were flying around the room. The place cards were valentines, representing boys and girls holding bouquets of flowers, and standing at each plate as if waiting to join the little guests in their happy party. The cakes and cookies were made in the shape of hearts. Mrs. Wilton, the mother of one of the little girls, sent the ice cream, another brought some cake. The lunch consisted of chicken patties, hot chocolate, ice cream and cake. Each of the children brought a small cup and saucer, and Ronile had fancy baskets filled with candy for the girls, and balls for the boys. It is fitting to remark here that up to this time, 1920, Ronile has traveled twenty-five thousand miles and that she still has the little cups and saucers and carries with her as well the memory of her dear little friends who helped to make her birthday party a pleasant remembrance. CHAPTER XIII THE DIVORCE; THEN TO THE GOLDEN WEST AND NEW FEIENDS One day the "Woman met Judge Jarvis and after in- quiring how she was getting along, he asked her how long she had been living in Eeno. She informed him that they had been there eight months and he asked her if she had applied for a divorce, to which she replied that they had been so happy she had not thought about a divorce. "Well," he said, "I have a letter from your lawyer. You must have mentioned my name to him as he asks me to inform him of your whereabouts as he had heard that your husband was coming West. He also sent me the papers in your case and asked me to take it up. ' ' The woman became frightened as she had not given much thought of late to the danger of her husband finding her and taking Ronile, and asked the judge to hurry and file the papers. The judge then informed her that the lawyer in the East had told the husband that his wife could not be found, but had promised in a friendly way to try and get in touch with them. The papers were served on the husband but he refused to sign any agreement giving the wife the sole custody of the child. The lawyer told him the wife had a right to the custody of the little girl as she was supporting her without any help from him. The husband sat chewing the end of his cigar and spoke of going West to contest the ease. ' ' All right, ' ' said the lawyer, ' ' but be sure that you take from five to eight thousand dollars with you for there is your family and they have not had any support from you for a long time. The law will hold you responsible for all unpaid bills, besides court costs and lawyer 's fees. ' ' The lawyer who served the papers was a friend of both the husband and wife, and advised the husband to sign the paper, but with an insulting remark, he asked the lawyer what he had to do with the affair, how he knew THE DIVORCE 47 so much of the wife's business and if he was footing the bills. The case was delayed forty days waiting for the husband to contest it but he did not appear. The lawyer said he hoped he would never again have a mission of the kind to perform for a friend. The Woman suffered much anxiety during the forty days' delay waiting for her case to come up, fearing at every step she took to see the brutal face of her husband. She spent her spare time visiting the sick at the hospital, taking some flowers to a poor patient. A nurse led her to the room of a woman who had only a short time before come out of the operating room. They left the flowers there, promising to call again the next day, which they did. The patient was an eastern woman and she told them of her misfortune. She was ill, with no money and no home. The Woman's heart went out to her and she prom- ised to take her when she was well enough to leave the hos- pital. In the meantime, Ronile was sick with the measles and the doctor's bill and the cost of her divorce proceedings soon exhausted her savings. She left Ronile with the land- lady the day her fight for freedom came up. It was a short case requiring only a few minutes, as the judge knew her to be a permanent resident and striving for an honest living. She asked permission to assume her maiden name, which was granted. The judge congratulated her, saying she was a good example for the colony, and wished her better luck next time. As she left the court house, she removed the gold wed- ding band from her finger and a sigh escaped her lips as she placed the ring in her purse, her memory reverting back to that day when she felt that life held nothing but happiness for her. When Ronile recovered from the attack of measles, the doctor advised a change of climate, and they decided to go to San Francisco. The Woman thought that she could handle the silk flowers through the stores there to good advantage, and could be at home a good part of the time. Ten months had passed, when they again stood on the platform of the Reno station, though this time not alone. Many friends had come to bid them good-by. Among 48 THE WAY OF THE WORLD them there was a young druggist who insisted that the Woman marry him and that they would start life anew. The Woman rejected the offer, saying that she had been free only a short time and would have to find herself. He made her promise to write, and after a short time he left Reno for China. Ronile enjoyed the ride in the train more this time. The snow was still heavy above Truckee and the Sierra Mountains were covered with snow-sheds, and there was Donner Lake, named after the Donner family who had perished like so many of the early pioneers. It seemed only a short distance when they found them- selves in a warm climate. The orange trees were in full bloom and fruit and flowers abounded on all sides such a wealth of hills and mountains and clear blue sky. Little did they care where they would land, so long as the sky was blue and the trees in bloom. God was everywhere and they trusted to His love, their hearts filled with glad- ness, as they fell asleep, rocking along the mountain pass to a new and brighter life. The clock on the Ferry Building indicated eight as the boat from Oakland began to unload its passengers. They stood on the street wondering where to go to find a desirable place to stop. A bus from the Hotel Alten drew up, and not having any place in view they got in the bus and soon found themselves registered in this hotel on East Third Street, paying five dollars a week for their room. The Woman set to work at once buying new material and mak- ing up some samples of the ribbon flowers, which she took to the stores and soon received many orders. Thus the little ribbon flowers were soon to be found on the counters and pinned to the coats and dresses of many girls and women. A buyer in one of the stores, noticing the address of the Woman, told her that it was not a good neighborhood and advised her to move to the Regis, which she did. Soon after their arrival in San Francisco, the Woman wrote to their friend Hannah in Reno and told her she hoped soon to be able to send her money enough to come to her, as she was sure there was work for her there, and the first check she received went back to Reno to bring Hannah to them. On her arrival a cot was placed in their THE DIVORCE 49 room for her, and they were happy in the thought of helping each other. The Woman had originated the fancy evening caps and had a suit case filled with sample flowers and caps ready to show to a lady whose address she received from a store, the lady wishing a cap to match a certain gown. But in some way there was a mistake in the address, and she did not find the lady. She inquired at the next house and an old gentleman answered the call. On seeing her disappoint- ment he asked her if he could serve her in any way. She showed him the suit-case of flowers, and he started back at the sight of their beauty and on touching them was much surprised to find that they were made of silk. "You make them?" he asked. "Yes, I do," replied the Woman. ' ' Where do you live ? " he kept on. ' ' Are you alone ? ' ' ' ' No, ' ' she told him, ' ' I have a daughter and a friend. ' ' He said he was interested in such an interesting per- son and wanted to know her name, which she told him. At six o'clock the phone rang, and she was told that there was a gentleman who wished to see Mrs. Delien. A few minutes later he stood at their door, seeming to drink in a picture that he did not see every day. By the window in the rocking chair sat Hannah, and on the trunk Ronile with a book in her hand. The stranger walked over toward her, and she jumped down, taking his extended hand and making a curtsey worthy of the dames of old. He picked her up and kissed her on the forehead and called her "Little Princess. ' ' "Oh, no," she said, "the Princess is in the trunk, with silver lace on her dress." As she rubbed her fore- head where he had kissed her, he said, "Now you are wiping off the kiss I gave you." "No, I just wiped off. the tickle your whiskers made," which made all three laugh and seem like old friends. He told Mrs. Delien that he was alone and desired very much to have them join him at dinner. Looking at Hannah, who seemed willing, the Woman accepted the in- vitation and all went to a prominent place to dine. During the dinner, the gentleman ventured to suggest that their 50 THE WAY OF THE WORLD quarters were too small for three to live in ; that Hannah needed a separate room, inasmuch as she was convalescing from a recent illness. Taking out his card he wrote an address on it, advising the Woman to inquire there for an apartment saying he was sure she would get one that would be more suitable for them. The next day they went and found a large apartment house. Japanese porters were busy about the halls and the rooms were clean and inviting. The superintendent was very obliging and showed them a four-room apartment, beautifully furnished. The rent was reasonable and they took it, happy to be able to cook and keep house. Hannah had a relapse and the Woman took her to the German Hospital for another op- eration. Business was good, but as her expenses were quite heavy it kept her busy making ends meet. The oper- ation cost her two hundred dollars and she paid seventeen dollars and fifty cents a week for the room at the hospital for Hannah. This was an expense she was not prepared to meet. Mr. Bartells, the gentleman who had advised them to move into the larger apartment house, wanted to assist her but she declined, thinking if he wanted to help the girl he could have gone to the hospital and paid her bill there. He wanted to take the Woman to his ranch, which offer she refused. She felt that if his intentions were right in wanting to help her he could show his kind- ness by helping Hannah, and the next time he made an offer of assistance she told him to "help the helpless." He replied that the girl was an adventuress. "Be on your guard. Hannah plays on your sympathies, and I warn you against her. Human nature is an open book to me, I know them when I see them," he assured her. The Woman thought only of the sick, helpless girl, and thought by sowing seeds of kindness they could not help but thrive, so she let him talk and did what she thought was right and human. After three weeks Hannah was back with a good chance of regaining her health. The old friend expressed a wish one evening to play cards, but the Woman replied that she knew absolutely nothing about cards, and he offered to teach her. Hannah could play and was happy to get the opportunity. How THE DIVORCE 51 it amused our hero to see Mrs. Delien try to shuffle the cards, spilling them all over until he would take them and cleverly deal them for her. On one occasion he suggested a dinner at home, saying he would supply a chicken from his ranch. Hannah was a good cook. In fact she made her living cooking before she became ill, and she was anxious to show her skill. It was Wednesday evening when they had the dinner. While Hannah washed the dishes the Woman put Ronile to bed, the guest amusing himself by walking about the rooms from dining room to living room. He passed the bed- room door and saw Ronile saying her prayers as she knelt by the bed. He walked into the room and picking her up said, "It is not necessary for you to tire your dear little knees for something that doesn't exist; go to sleep and think of your Foxy Grandpa," as she called him. The Woman stood aghast, hardly able to speak, but quickly composed herself and ignoring the man, bent over the child and went over with her the prayer she had been saying. He left the room stroking his beard, and when the Woman came into the dining room he was sitting at the table dealing the cards. He tried to say something but the look the Woman gave him made him realize that he was outside of that sacred gate of faith and argument was not the password to enter there. There was some coolness between them for the re- mainder of the evening. They were playing cards and he tried to touch her hand but she pulled back as if a viper had stung her. On leaving, he asked if he might come to dinner on the following Wednesday, which she granted. The following Saturday they went to the beach, thinking the ocean breeze would be invigorating for Hannah. They climbed the hill at the Cliff House and made themselves comfortable, eating their lunch under the trees with much relish. It did not take Ronile long to make friends; she found them everywhere ; was never lonely ; a flower would amuse her for hours and seldom did she ever come home without a bunch of some kind of flowers, given her by some- one. In searching the hill now for flowers, she came to a 52 THE WAY OF THE WORLD woman knitting and asked her if she wanted the flowers she had already picked. The lady told her she did not want to rob her of the lovely bunch. Ronile pulled out the nicest ones and handed them to the stranger. "Oh," said the lady, "you have given me the best ones." "Well," said the child, "one time in Reno, there was a little boy I used to play with who moved away, and he asked his mother if he could give me something, and she said he could, so he gave me his ball, because he loved it, he said; so you see if I love these the best, you will love them, too. I never look at the ball without thinking of little Bobby and I love him, too." Hannah by this time had come to take the little chat- terbox back to her mother. The lady said she did not mind her a bit, and thought she was a very clever little tot. Then Hannah told the lady some of Ronile 's original remarks. They brought the stranger back to meet the mother of the wonderful child. The lady sat with them talking and knit- ting away, the needles keeping time harmoniously. The lady remarked about the Woman 's perfect form. She told them she was a masseuse, and looking at Hannah's strong hands and round finger tips, said that Hannah had missed her real profession. "Why, you were born to massage," she said. Hannah looked at her friend in an interested way, thinking that this was an opportunity to learn a new occupation. They asked the lady if she taught massage, and she agreed to teach Hannah the business on terms which were satisfac- tory to Mrs. Delien who offered to loan Hannah the money, thinking if Hannah earned as much as the lady assured her she could, she would soon pay back the money advanced. At the next dinner party, to which Mr. Bartells had been invited, the Woman told him of the wonderful oppor- tunity which had been presented to Hannah to learn a good paying profession. He did not seem much enthused over the prospect of the Woman advancing money to Hannah, and after sending her on an errand, he stood before the Woman with a deep frown on his brow. THE DIVORCE 53 "My dear little friend," he said, "you are not safe here alone ; your spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, and you will break down under the strain." He told her how he had traced Hannah's past as far back as he could and that her last employer had discharged her on account of a courtship with a Mexican tamale peddler. He showed the Woman why Hannah had no trunk or wearing apparel, while she had garments for all occasions. "She is imposing upon you, madam, and I want to spare you a sad awakening," and with trembling voice he said, "Why, I love you, and have loved you ever since I met you. Life seems perfect when I am with you. Send this person away ; she is not your equal, and should not be classed as a friend. She is so uncouth that people will misjudge you, saying that birds of a feather flock together. I would show you real people, society ; I have the password to all. You love beautiful things; let me take you to my castle and give me the pleasure of seeing you admire my treasures. ' ' The Woman listened attentively, carefully studying the step at this turn of the road, and asked him to give her time to think before answering him. He gladly agreed to this, and left with a triumphant look on his face. CHAPTER XIV AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH In thought the Woman stood at the cross-roads, one leading to a broad, well kept avenue, too broad and too long for weary feet to travel; its travelers sat languishing in limousines, with etiquette their critic, which sometimes seemed to lash them unmercifully. They did not seem to be free to act as they wished, lest the fast traveling tongue of slander might reach them through the lorgnettes and monocles of others as unhappy as themselves. She could see the tired faces smiling sweetly through the mask, inwardly harboring a volcano of desires and unsatisfied ambitions. One woman was weeping as she gazed at an emerald ring, and wished it were a ruby like that worn by a friend at a tea party. Another head was bent low with sharp pains at the temple, caused by wearing a heavy crown. Thousands pass the road of idleness leading to despair, leaving their children to servants, with a cold kiss and meaningless pet name ; always thinking of more capital ; tightening the grip ; holding the lower classes of mankind in the valley of H. C. L. She smiled sadly as she thought how the servants in her own home would call Ronile a gracious little lady, or ' ' as you please, miss, ' ' and then how a short time ago they refused her work and a home for that same child. She choked down a lump of bitterness that had arisen in her throat and resolved not to give up her freedom for admis- sion to such a road. But to give up one she must travel the other, a narrow lane full of briars and thorns, but some- times a shady place to rest and a cooling drink and there were many fragrant flowers they could pick with dewdrops in their tiny cups "tears from aching hearts." There were long stretches of barren land, such as they had passed. Her eyes lifted up to God for help, and as she gazed into that long stretch filled with innumerable stars shining in all their soothing brilliance, her thoughts wandered back to faith if he would believe as she and Ronile believed, the bargain would be made. AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 55 When Hannah returned the Woman told her of Mr. Bartells' desire to become a member of the family. Han- nah tightened her lips, an ugly look coming into her eyes, showing more clearly than words the feeling of jealousy which enveloped her. "So," she said, "that is why he sent me out, to get me out of the way." But the Woman stopped her, saying it was a very serious matter with her ; then dancing around the room Hannah said: "Yes, why don't you marry him? Then he can start me in a beauty parlor and sanitarium," thinking only of what she could get out of him, not of the Woman's sacrifice. Slowly Mrs. Delien realized that all is not charity, though given in true faith and agreed that Mr. Bartells was right in his opinion of Hannah. As an outsider he could see through her actions. She turned to Hannah saying : "Why don't you try to interest the man in taking you ? As far as I am concerned you can have him with all his wealth." At Mr. Bartells' next visit they resumed the card playing, and Mrs. Delien made slow progress at learning. The guest showed no impatience, but seemed to take pleas- ure in touching her hand in explaining the game. Hannah thought, "Now is my chance to let him know his attentions are welcome to me," so she slyly touched his foot, but he thinking it an accident paid no attention to her. She tried again, slightly tapping her foot on his. He looked around wondering whose foot was running astray, half wishing it to be an answer from the Woman. Looking at her he saw only a far-away look, half-appealing, half- worried and he knew that the signal was not from her. He laid down the cards and looked squarely at Han- nah, saying, "Why do you let yourself fly apart?" and pointing to his head with an amused expression and rais- ing his eyebrows said: "Something loose, eh, Hannah, poor girl? Keep your mechanism together and don't let your feet run away from you. ' ' The Woman joined in the laugh on Hannah, who, at the remark, sat biting her lips, too surprised to speak. On departing Mr. Bartells begged the Woman to re- 56 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ceive him the next day, and to be sure that she gave him a satisfactory answer, touching his pocket to remind her of his wealth that wealth is might and might is power to sur- mount all obstacles they might encounter. Before the Woman retired she opened all the windows to clear the room of the foul air and finding herself alone for a little while, she knelt on the floor by the window, rest- ing her arms on the sill. Looking up to the sky, only an occasional star was visible, as a fog was creeping along in the air. Fervently she prayed to the Almighty Judge and Adviser, asking for enlightenment, for guidance to know the right road. She called to her sacred visitor who came to her so often, and as she knelt, sobbing out the prayer, "Hail, Holy Queen, Mother of Mercy," a star approached showing a divine face, then disappeared. The next day a box of flowers came which she held to her bosom, sobbing into them, pitying their mission, to be the forebearer of good or evil. She kissed them tenderly, assuring them that they could not make her sell herself. When Mr. Bartells arrived, she greeted him in a sincere, composed way, and as he extended his hand he came near her as if to kiss her, but she moved back slowly and he made no further advances. After seating himself comfortably and asking permission to smoke, which was granted, he took a few puffs at his cigar and looking toward the Woman in an admiring glance, simply asked, "Well?" There was a long pause, during which he puffed on his cigar, and then smiled somewhat pertly as he asked, "Is it so hard to throw yourself into the arms of a man who loves you and wants to shield you from harm? You will be a lady; no more twisting your poor little hands on those flowers." "Oh," she said, "the flowers made me an artist." ' ' What of that ? Art keeps you starving ! ' ' "Well," she said, "we have never begged yet, and we three live on them." "We'll forget the flowers." "No," said the Woman, thinking now was her chance to tell him how she learned to make them, if he was sincere, which he seemed to be, but she could not go far with senti- " 'Tis the good ship Salvation that cuts thru the waves To rescue the souls from their watery graves." Page 4. AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 57 mental stuff, as he called it. He got up and walked around the room in a domineering way, the woman thought. "Remember," he said, trying to control his agitation, "I am a business man; a very positive nature, I assure you." "I realize that," the Woman replied, agreeing that she too was not negative when it came to one's choice of happiness. She was so far above him in faith that she could find no linking current of spiritual atmosphere to connect with the material planet in which he lived, so she gave up the idea of showing him the chamber of her soul 's refuge. Seeing he could not use force with her, he spoke of Ronile, how very necessary it was that she should have a good education. "Money is the key which opens the gate to the palace of education." "But," said the Woman, "you agreed that Ronile was exceptionally refined, without big resources to draw from for her education. So far I have not received much en- couragement from the educated people. ' ' ' ' I see you don 't like society ; then why not put Ronile in a first-class boarding school, and I will take you travel- ing ; on a trip around the world, ' ' describing a circle with his arm. "Have you never been abroad?" asked the Woman. "No," he replied, "I first had to make money, loads and loads of it, and now I wish to do something with it," looking at her with a slight bow. "Well," said the Woman, "I have been around the world, and the only reason I would wish to do it again would be to take Ronile." He pulled his hand out of his pocket, and with a ges- ture as if to shake off something unpleasant, he reminded her again of her position with a small income. There was a look almost of pity as she gazed at him and asked him how he could give her the love that Ronile gave. "You are even now impatient because I do not see things your way. We have seen poverty, so great, that our hearts ache to think of it now, but we found an inner con- science, even forgetting our own suffering to help others, learning the power of mind over matter, and not domineer- 58 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ing over those even less fortunate than ourselves. We learned to respect the law in all stages, and the law I am now respecting is the law of difference in ages. You try to reach back thirty years for a life partner. How can you bridge a thirty-year channel? You judge from the standpoint of a sixty-year-old man ; I from a thirty-year-old woman. If I follow the glitter of your gold, I am blinded and to be blind means darkness." She looked him full in the face. How he admired her as she fought, thinking she had the spirit of a tigress. ' ' But, I '11 break it when I get you. ' ' Her tongue was loose, speech came easily, and when he asserted that she had nothing to consider, she answered sharply, "Thirty years of my life." She walked toward the writing desk, on which lay some of the roses, her roses, and holding one up she said, "Perhaps in thirty years I will have as much as you. They took me out of misery once ; they will lead me on. ' ' He took his hat and left with a short good-by, saying, "I always get what I want and I don't stop until I get it." The next morning Hannah was doing the marketing, and he took this opportunity to come before Ronile went to school. Mrs. Delien went to answer a knock at the door, thinking Hannah had returned, but the sound of someone clearing his throat reached her ears and she ran back, tell- ing Ronile that Mr. Bartells was at the door and to tell him mother could not see him. But he was not so easily repressed, and thinking that he was unwelcome at such an early hour, he told Ronile to tell her mother he wanted to see her on important business. The mother sent Ronile back to the door to tell him she was not receiving visitors in negligee. He assured Ronile that he liked to see ladies in flimsy attire, and hearing this remark Mrs. Delien took it as a personal insult. She went to the phone and summoned the superintendent of the building, and in a loud voice asked him to come up as soon as possible. On hearing this, the indiscreet caller fled, and was out of sight before the superintendent, who was rapidly approaching, could reach their door. He rang the bell and asked politely what he AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 59 could do for her. In a trembling voice, she told him that if Mr. Bartells called again not to let him up as she did not want to be bothered with him any more. "Oh," wailed the man, "he is our boss, and we wondered why he had been so nice to us lately ; we thought surely you would belong here, ' ' looking around with a lost expression, and shaking his head. "Now he won't buy us that vacuum cleaner we need so badly. It will be hard for me to tell the owner of the building to mind his own busi- ness; I surely will lose my job." The Woman thanked him and said she would move as soon as she could get ready. When Hannah came home she told her of the event and that they would have to move as soon as possible if they wanted to live in peace. Hannah was pleased, as a change was always welcome to her adventurous nature and besides the old fellow had never been much in her favor. She told the Woman she did right in refusing to spend the rest of her life feeding bread and milk to an old man. However, Mrs. Delien's suspicions became aroused, and thinking she had done her duty in helping Hannah thus far, she told her that she would have to shift for herself, saying that the season was slack in her business and that she could do better in the east ; that she would go back as far as Chicago and try to get the flowers in the big stores. Hannah stood awhile in pensive thought, with a deter- mined look on her broad face. She was not willing to give up her ' ' meal ticket ' ' if she could help it ; but the Woman assured her that she had gone the limit and that she could not do any more for her. Hannah was somewhat angry and said: "Now just when I wanted and could pay you back you throw me aside. I have so many friends in the east. I cooked for two years at a summer resort and there were lots of peo- ple who would have taken massages. The season will soon be open and if you will lend me the fare, I promise you before God to send you every cent of money that I owe you, if I have to work my finger tips off to do it." The Woman smiled in a half -bored way, and in a sar- castic voice replied : "You half chew them off now. I have 60 THE WAY OF THE WORLD often told you to keep your fingers out of your mouth. I abhor such a habit, and you should break yourself of it. I don't care to have Ronile see such actions." Mr. Bartells called on the telephone many times, and in going out the Woman and little girl left through the servants' entrance to avoid meeting him, but when a deter- mined man makes up his mind to accomplish anything he will not rest until he has done so, and he watched he seemed to live there now, steadily. The Woman was under a great nervous strain ; a haunted look came into her eyes ; at the sound of a telephone or door-bell she would jump and run, not knowing where to go. Hannah managed to make excuses for her, and often the Woman wondered how she could lie to Bartells and find excuses so clever on the impulse of the moment. Often she would feel sorry for Hannah and wonder why she had not profited by her help as she had tried so hard to help her make something of herself, but in that coarse soil no tender plant will ever root, but the answer would ring back vividly: "Behold the Master healed ten of leprosy and only one returned to thank Him," but His deed is registered in the Book of Mankind, as an example to us, and those ex- amples will live forevermore and multiply to grow to mammoth trees in faith in many soils that live on earth. The superintendent informed the owner that they were moving and before Hannah, who answered the door-bell, could find time to make an excuse, Mr. Bartells pushed her aside and entered. The Woman was writing and her thoughts were still on her task, so when he appeared she met him quite calmly, and asked him to be seated. His body twitched with agitation. He didn't know how to begin. He got up and paced the floor for awhile, then stopping before her said: "Do I hear aright, that you are con- templating going away ? If my perseverance has in any way molested you, pray forgive me, for I did not intend at any time to hurt your feelings in the least," and he took out his handkerchief and wiped his brow as if to brush away troubled thoughts. After a little he continued: "Please don't think I am a brute, just because I want the dearest AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 61 little woman in all the world, and went at it the wrong way. I assure you it was intended in the utmost sincerity. ' ' She pitied him and looking straight at him said: ' ' Perhaps it is not to be, for if I was to have you I would want you and all the world could not interfere. Fate stands between us, guided by faith. They just seem to hold me. I cannot submit myself to the thought of belong- ing to you. ' ' ' ' Fate ! What is fate ? " he demanded. ' ' Why should anything control your mind and body but yourself? I would like to see anything but my own will power control me," and he laughed triumphantly at his might over himself. "Yes," said the Woman, "you would not let faith enter into your system, then why do you want to control another's soul and body? Why should I give up my faith just because you desire it ? If you did not want my inner self, why then do you want to tear down an altar I have built with tears of sorrow?" He did not interrupt her, and she continued: "Those tears have formed a seat for God. I call it 'Mother of Pearl,' and that does not break easily, does it?" she asked him sadly. "So strong is that place that He remains there ever with an all-seeing eye that sees the inner self more than the outer. Perhaps you have not wept much in your life." "It is not manly," he answered. "Women weep for both." "Yes," she answered, "if men would weep for their own sins and not pile all the blame on the woman they would not worship at the altar of selfishness to buy another woman's soul." The intelligence of her speech startled him and turning to her he said, "What books do you read?" "The Bible and I read fairy tales to Ronile." "Is that all? "he asked. "Yes," she said, "my time is mostly taken up in working to support us. My eyes are tired when I finish with the needle and therefore I just keep Ronile in a happy state of mind by reading something in large print about fairies. ' ' 62 THE WAY OF THE WORLD "But where do you get the idea of tears making Mother of Pearl?" "My inner self," she replied simply. "But where lives your No. 2?" he asked in a sarcastic way. "My No. 2? What do you mean?" "Why that inner self you are talking about." "Just ME," she said; "the woman you are trying with all your might to get ; the awakening of your soul is slowly manifesting itself. You crave companionship, but not seeing the road leading through deprivation to the light, you seek in vain in darkness of selfishness, to win a form gliding beyond your reach. Remember when once you travel that road of hardship and deprivation, you become accustomed to the pricks of thorns and briars, even learning to go without food at times, for you feed on the knowledge the soul gathers in serving hungry hearts. ' ' In return the soul brings gratitude, a wonderful food that keeps fresh and nourishes miraculously, and so the body feeds in a spiritual way, not claiming but giving, the soul using the body like a plant in a pot it grows there if kept from weeds and gnawing insects called temptation, and then when those spiritual blossoms bloom, the tie is bound by the Trinity divine.. You see, that is why the jewels and splendors of the material earth-plane have no charm for one who communicates with the stars; they co- operate in a divine union and charm its earthly trans- mitters more joyously than all the diamonds combined." There was a holy look on her face and he, thinking she suffered with religious insanity, changed the subject by inquiring when they would leave and what their des- tination would be. The Woman still lingering on a sacred plane in thought, told him she had no destination, perhaps would go back to Reno or Chicago. She had relatives in Nebraska and was thinking of paying them a visit, but did not mention that to the inquirer. "Are you taking Hannah?" he asked. "Perhaps," she replied. "Hannah wants to pay me back and is quite enthusiastic about treating people on the train to make money. ' ' AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 63 He looked amused, then laughed shortly and pointing to his eye, said, ' ' Do you see any money in my eye ? ' ' "No," she replied, "but I can almost hear it, that is all I see in you that emblem of the dollar. ' ' Ignoring her remark, he continued, "Well, just that much and less will you get from Hannah, not even a thank you." The Woman, however, thought his animosity was caused by jealousy, and said: "Well, I will try anyway. She was in the hospital and suffered much. I, too, was ill in Reno and ready to go, but God put me on the road to re- covery, because I asked Him to help me." "Well," he asked, "why didn't He help Hannah? You helped yourself with your will power and Hannah is a leech; she has no power of her own; otherwise she would not hang around and live on you. She is twice your size and able to help herself." ' ' Oh, ' ' wearily answered the Woman, ' ' I found the way to lead her to better living and make her see by keeping her in my environment and doing my best to help her. ' ' "Well," he said, "your plan has failed, for every chance she gets, out she goes. Where did you send her Tuesday night?" ' ' For her lesson, ' ' the Woman replied. "I am sorry to tell you she went to a show with the butcher's clerk. What did she tell you when she came home at one o'clock?" ' ' Why she told me she got an extra lesson as she wanted to finish so she could go back soon." "Have you the teacher's telephone number?" and he walked toward the telephone. He called up and after getting the connection asked if Hannah had been there Tuesday night, and then beckoned Mrs. Delien to take the receiver. The answer confirmed Mr. Bartells' statement that Hannah had not taken a lesson Tuesday night, and he had a half victorious smile on his face as the Woman- told him that he was right. "Exposing the tricks of this impostor will bring her down from her spiritual perch," he thought. As the Woman slowly seated herself he stood with his 64 THE WAY OF THE WORLD back toward the windows, facing her, drinking in eagerly the satisfaction of seeing a soul in sore distress. He did not have to hide his face from the light for the Woman was far away, and a sad sigh was all he heard. Coming forth he said, "I have told you, but expe- rience seems to be your only teacher, as you pay no atten- tion to warnings." She sighed again pondering over the word ' ' warning. ' ' In her heart she could not give up trying to save a decay- ing plant. Had she not found her between life and death ? Did she not transplant her in new soil? If the old plant should succumb, would not the sprouts thrive and cover the dry remains of the once living plant? If God gave her patience and meant to help Hannah, why not continue ? If she lost, well, then, did she not lose seven years of labor, love, youth and health on an unworthy husband? Should she now give up this universal sister-love because she found her friend unworthy ? What if she won ? Like Mrs. McHenry, in helping to give a child its mother and a husband the answer to ardent prayer; God must use her as a channel to work through, therefore, she would serve Him at all times. Then she said, "What do you mean by warning?" "Just a signal to beware, that is all, to make you heed the consequences of ingratitude. Are you not afraid of the future, the pain and disappointment this person will lead you to?" "No," said the Woman, "there is no fear where justice reigns. Righteousness and justice go to the gallows rather than submit to weakness. Why did Joan of Arc try in her primitive way to free her country ? She was only a slip of a girl, a peasant, who hardly knew how to read or write, yet in that form was enough power to conquer a nation. Why did not King Charles of France hear the call? Because he was blinded by lust and pleasure, over- fedtoo much wine and women to hear the call. It was left to the power of a little frail woman, ignorant of what was before her, yet willing to proceed wherever fate led her through her faith." "It was love for her country," the man said. AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 65 "Well, why can I not do something for mankind? My country is universal ; is it not possible for God to embody in woman the power to labor for peace ? ' ' "Joan of Arc is history," said the man. "Yes, and so are we," answered the Woman, sharply. "It is the duty of mothers to bring up their children to love one another and give each one a chance to unfold its talents, as well as a right to live in harmony, not some in the valleys and others in state. Take your servants, for instance. You said that you liked books and you know them, but you keep them behind glass doors, away from those who live to serve you, and in the end they lay down their tools and pass into another life, with nothing but the bow of obedience or the mark of Cain on their brow." "What do you mean by that?" "A bugle call," she answered. "When finance ties the hands of justice and commerce blindfolds her, and greed for more oils the machinery with human blood and specu- lates with lives on the money market. Then with a banner of national colors, a song of the country, they fall blindly in the holes they dug for each other, only realizing in their dying breath that they had killed a brother and so they die smiling at each other, these enemies as they join hands to knock at the gateway of the East where every morning the sun rises with rays of love and life, not forgetting any saint or sinner, each day a new chance. There they meet the Shepherd of the fold gathering them in for He has bled for mankind and many have forgotten Him." Standing with hands in his pockets, Bartells sized her up, highly amused, saying, "Why does not God stop these bloody wars?" The Woman said : ' ' He tried it by becoming man but they crucified Him and after they knew He was the Saviour, just as they did Joan of Arc. Why don't these mighty men produce instead of speculating; why don't they work on a universal basis, treating all alike? Is not America called God's country? Why, because it is the Island of Refuge, its shores are open to everyone, and the immi- grants have proved worthy. They tilled the soil, finding wealth everywhere. If ever the gates are closed and the 66 THE WAY OF THE WORLD shores no longer bear the sign of refuge, they will stop digging and think more, which they have not done so far. Living came easy, the efficient newspapers do the think- ing and they will give the bugle call; the masses assem- ble and go where directed. When they get to the end and devastation they will think of the false alarm, like the herder that called the townspeople the first time and laughed at their approach. When the wolf came and the cry came again they paid no heed, for once a liar always a liar." "Oh," said the man. "You hit it. Hannah will never stop and you will eventually get left." "Well, I will just fail on one person and when she meets the other kind a remembrance will remain. She will think of me, like the Nation thinks of Abraham Lincoln. Tell me, ' ' she said, ' ' why do we love Lincoln best ? ' ' "I suppose because he freed the slaves," he answered. "Ah," she said. "Freed the slaves, and now the world is filled with them. How many young women tread the streets with painted lips waiting for the bidder of the slave market?" "It is their own fault, there is plenty of work for all but they are too lazy to work ; they would rather have nice dresses and jewels." "Who charms them?" asked the Woman, to which he made no reply. "Man," she said. "They are all lured slowly, like a child who is lured by a stick of candy, and most of them fall in the attempt to accomplish an ambition and man preys on them, promising assistance but does not stop until he accomplishes their downfall. Being stripped of the wings of innocence and purity the slave has no more ambition to try and so leads more victims to the valley of despair. Believe me, " she said, sadly, as though she were suffering with them, "the wages of sin is death, and some of these men wonder why their sons and daughters go astray, never thinking that they are following in the old man's path. There is no other way for them to go; a turnip will not grow where a carrot is planted." He touched her head and said, "My poor little AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 67 philosopher, why do you rack your brain by worries and cares of the outside world?" "Because I am one of its inhabitants," she replied. "But, my child, you must not worry for others. Who worries for you?" "That is true," she replied. "Many will follow my trail if they see me smiling. You know the saying : ' Laugh and the world laughs with you, weep and you weep alone. ' I have done my share of weeping, and now I am going to smile alone. Therefore I do not worry about destination. If I give, I will receive, and my intention is to give if only a smile." ' ' Take me with you, ' ' he said. "No, but I will write to you," and he left, thinking she would come back and forget all about her socialistic views. In a short time, the business was arranged, and taking Hannah with them, the Woman and little girl were soon on the ferry ready to make the overland trip. Mr. Bar- tells was there, feeling sure he would find out where they were going. Hannah saw him and whispered, ' ' There he is. ' ' Fear- ing that he might follow, Mrs. Delien did not want him to see the tickets. He was close behind as they passed the gates and she had to show her ticket to the gateman. Han- nah was behind the old gentleman, and noticing him put- ting on his glasses with the intention of looking over the Woman's shoulder at the tickets, she dropped to the floor with a cry of pain as she said, ' ' Oh, my foot. ' ' He turned around quickly to help her. She looked at him in a half- painful, half -am used way and hobbled on through the gate. In the meantime the Woman had the tickets safely tucked away in her hand-bag and the old gentleman had quite a deep frown on his face, giving Hannah anything but a blessing. He tipped the porter, cautioning him to take good care of the little party, especially the child, and asking him to see that she did not meet with any harm in getting on or off the train at some desolate station. Another farewell and a promise from the Woman to write him and 68 THE WAY OF THE WORLD the train rolled on leaving an old heart sad and disgusted and a young soul proud of victory. Passing through Wyoming, Ronile showed signs of fever; it grew as the night went on, and next day she was quite ill making it necessary to stay over at Grand Island. The Woman gave Hannah her ticket to New York with enough money to give her a start, saying it was bad enough to take a sick child to visit relatives. When they were comfortably settled at the home of relatives, they called a physician who on examining the child pronounced it smallpox. Seeing the frightened look on the mother's face he assured her that it was a varioloid case and that if she did not scratch herself there might not be any scars left. The good Dr. Penn did his best but by the bedside of a very ill child knelt the mother, quarantined, holding the twitching hand of an agonized sufferer even the eyes had blisters filled with matter. She would herself make the mask over the child's face and for five days and nights no sleep entered those anxious eyes, as she knelt mostly by the bed of her child, suffering as she did, laying her head close to hers, singing, with tears rolling down her cheeks, "Jesus, Little Shepherd, Hear Me, Bless Your Little Lamb Tonight." She thought of how He healed the lepers, and that He would heal Eonile. Food was un- touched for days. She only prayed; not alone, however, for many transparent forms were around the bed admin- istering to child and mother, always saying, "Thy Will Be Done." Their gentle touch thrilled her and forgotten at times was her task of weaving at the robe of patience. Well did she stand her test and the first time Ronile sat up the mother looked her over and found not a scar. Then for the first time she ran out with clasped hands praising God and all His spiritual co-workers. There was plenty of fresh milk, honey and eggs, and after five weeks Ronile was quite herself again. The folks, good religious people, were glad that it just happened so that they had a long visit. They took them over their large ranches and poultry yards and showed them what they accomplished with homesteads. There were large alfalfa and wheat fields like an ocean. The young wheat swayed gently as though AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 69 blown by an unseen breath, a holy breath, the Woman thought. On account of the season they left, with hopes of com- ing to stay the next time when they came west again to go to the World's Fair. "Anna," the cousin said, "isn't it funny? She'll tell you years ahead what she is going to do and goes and does it. To think she goes scooting across the continent making her way as she goes on. Well, good luck to you and God bless you, till we meet again." So they parted crying on all sides, the folks remarking, "Just when we get used to them they leave us." "Well," said the Woman, "it is better to stop when things taste best than to be overfed and battle with indi- gestion. ' ' They smiled through their tears, waving another good-by and good luck, as the train rolled out of sight like a black line cutting through the thickness of today to bring its load to a better tomorrow. There were some friends at the station when the train pulled up in Chicago. After their greeting the men decided to go for some refreshments, eyeing Ronile with critical looks, however, wanting to be on the safe side of a drink first. If any of those smallpox germs were running astray it would be better to take a brandy. As Ronile had no marks they finally decided that it could not have been smallpox. The Woman only said, ' ' We are in an era of time when science, skill and prayer have found a way to keep perfect as your Father in heaven," and she smiled pensively as she went on, ' ' We lived with God in that trying time ; why then can she not return perfect in His name?" After a few days' rest with good friends, the Woman soon had an ambition to lead her flowers to the Chicago counters. She bought some materials and to the surprise of her friends with flying fingers, the beautiful flowers grew. Then she went and bought a dress for herself, a white silk poplin with black satin collar and cuffs em- broidered in red silk, and a row of white buttons graced the simple little frock. She trimmed a white Milan straw hat with different shades of silk roses, matching the Tea, 70 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Marshall Neil and American Beauty roses cleverly to good advantage for her brown eyes and hair. Then she bought a pair of black pumps, with white silk stockings and with a red rose pinned to her waist, she looked like she had come newly created from some Paris shop. She took a small box and placed the samples in it and made her way to the largest store. One friend told her that the morning would be a better time, but the Woman said the flowers would find their way any time and so they did. Coming back she waved a large order list and when they asked her how she did it, she said, "Well, I just asked for the head buyer and then I went and opened the box, that's all I ever have to do." One of the gentlemen said, ' ' Why some people have to wait around for days to see that man ; that shows you that ignorance is bliss." "No," said the Woman, "novelty has the lead, for everybody wants something new." One of the gentlemen, an old friend who knew her be- fore her marriage, and the mistake of her choice, as they called it, winked at the rest, and in a jolly tone asked her why she did not make up her mind to get married again. "I never thought she could beat him," meaning the hus- band. "Nor did I," replied the other. "Say, did you hear that? He is now living with his niece, and they have a little boy. A friend just told me who met him at the Club as he stopped over in Pittsburgh. ' ' "Whose little boy?" asked the other. Shrugging his shoulders, and raising his brow, the first gentleman replied, "Don't know." "How does he explain the origin of the boy, when he refused, faking lumbago, to get out of supporting his own child?" "Well," said the other, "he seems very fond of that boy, who is kind of idiotic." There was a startled expression on all sides. The Woman looked down at the finger where once the band had clung, that means so much, the ring that binds two for AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 71 better or worse, and she stroked the hand as if in a sooth- ing way to tell it, that the step they took was a wise one. "Idiotic?" echoed the party. "Yes," said the speaker, "he wants to have the boy operated on: thinks it would loosen the tongue." "Does he claim to be the boy's father?" asked one of the women. "No," said the man, "he says he adopted him just because he can't see his own child." "Oh," said the other, "had to, I suppose. That white- slaver. He is a detriment to the race. How good it is for her (pointing to the Woman) that she left him in time. I would not trust that scoundrel with his own child." It seemed none of them had the courage to jolly the Woman further about being married again. They saw her lips tremble and the paleness of her face. Frank Bedford seemed sorry he spoke of Ronile's father in the Woman^s presence and to change the subject he advised a farewell dinner with May Bowl. ' ' There is a place where we can get some Waldmeister, a wonderful herb, for the punch," and smacking his lips, he called out, "How about it?" and all agreed, so the news of the husband was forgotten by all except Mrs. Delien. It was a happy party. They drank to the Woman's good luck and courage. One said, "For a better partner, when you get married again," but Mrs. Delien smiled sadly as she was eating the delicious Russian salad for which the hostess was awarded the blue ribbon at a bazaar. She seemed to ignore the answer and complimenting the hostess on her success in having received such a lovely award said it surely was the best she had ever tasted. "Now here," said Frank, "we are not talking about any blue ribbon ; we want to know if that finger there has not a solitaire hidden somewhere, and you are keeping us in the dark." Frank got up with his glass in his hand, the rest doing likewise, and gave a toast to the hidden treasure, but the Woman had only a large emerald with diamonds around it, also a carat and a half Canary diamond, surrounded by fifteen blue and white, and a small solitaire, but they all 72 THE WAY OF THE WORLD knew she had received that on her birthday. She held up her hands and laughed. "Well," said Frank, "did you ever hock any?" "What do you mean?" she asked. ' ' I want to know if you ever visited ' Uncle, ' ' ' and he formed with two hands a ball. "Oh," she said, "you mean to pawn them? No, not yet. Why I never thought you could do that." "No, you wouldn't do that," said the other. "I re- member the time when we were in Saratoga; we played a lot at Kane Fields and tied a great deal on the horses' tails, and say, she wouldn't part with a ring, to pawn it. She just went home and he had to borrow the means to follow her." "Well," she said, "if he spent in three weeks what we had planned to spend in enjoying a six weeks' vacation, he would have in another day used up all the rings and lots more, so I thought it was better to go, knowing he would then be out of temptation." "Now," said Frank, "if you can lead them out of temptation, how many poor fellows need a woman like you, to help them get courage and quit." "Why can't they quit without relying on some one else?" she asked. "I am not inclined toward reforming men." "If you loved him you would," said the hostess. "Yes," replied the Woman, "but I can't love anything with a weakness of habit, and don't intend to ever fall for a mission of that kind." "Is your heart so broken that you can't love any more?" asked Frank. "I can't say that," she replied. "There is love that travels, linking up with everything a universal love." "Now," said Frank, "you can't have them all." "No," said the hostess, "not Frank, anyway." "You do not understand." "No," said Frank, "your heart is like a prune." "Well," laughed the Woman, "it keeps better dried up." Looking at the blue ribbon, Mrs. Delien thought a "The hours 1 spend with thee, dear heart, are but a string of pearls to me. 1 count them over, everyone apart." My Rosary. AT THE CROSS-ROADS WEALTH OR FAITH 73 while, then she said, ''Some day my flowers will bring me one like that, for I love them and as I join each leaf in a loving way they can't help but leave a sweet condition with the purchaser." The hostess said, ' ' I saw one of your flowers on the hat of a very aristocratic lady, with a smaller one on the lace of her collar." "Oh," said the flower-maker, as she took the large spray apart, and happily she kept on, ' ' See, they begin to respond to the loving greeting I send them on with." Mr. Frank Bedford rose, saying, "You can love your flowers, but why did God take the rib out of Adam ? ' ' and dramatically recited: "It is not well that you should live alone." "What about Ronile?" asked the Woman. "All the more reason, she needs authority as she grows up. You will see that when she stops reading fairy tales. She won't want to confide in you all the time." "But suppose she does," said the Woman. "We are now very much attached bound together by the rope of experience. We have traveled over many obstacles; why should we separate if we agree ? Our happiness lies in our peace peace that means more to me than a man's love and wealth. Now let us talk of something else," she said im- patiently, ' ' I don 't want to look over myself always. ' Thy Will be Done, ' is my motto. It brought me to the last goal, the harmony of soul. I am happy as I am." "That's right," said Frank. "Now when we go to the country, will you come along, or will you stay in our house and take care of it?" "Why don't you come?" asked the hostess. "Camp- ing is just what you need for your nerves especially after taking care of Ronile." "Yes," interrupted Frank, "you could have kissed a goat between the horns, so thin was your face when you arrived. There is a chance for you, make up your mind." It was midnight when they retired ; one of those sultry, hot nights and an east wind was blowing, and in spite of living near Evanston the odor of the stockyards was an 74 THE WAY OF THE WORLD occasional visitor. The Woman thought a long while, weighing carefully the sweet country air of Spider Lake, Wisconsin, and the heavy odor of the stockyards. At last she realized that there was a chance to earn money and it takes time to make the flowers. Thus viewing the situation she came to the conclusion that she would take advantage of her friends' invitation to remain in their home and work. With that resolution she fell asleep, blessing all that were good to her. At breakfast she told her friends that she would like to remain in their home as she would feel more at ease to work, and she had a big order to finish. She needed the money as she wanted to start a Novelty Shop in New York, so that when the Western buyers came, she could eventually establish a nice business. They agreed with her, knowing that up to that time she had never borrowed money from her friends. Often they asked her if she needed anything, telling her not to hesitate about asking, for they realized that a woman raising a child must at times face a low financial tide. "Yes," said the Woman, "when that comes in we cast our eyes upwards to the One who makes the evolution, the sunshine and storm just to purify the air. After the storm subsides there is more magnetism in the air. If I borrowed from my friends the form of debtor would take the place of cordiality, often pushing poor friendship out of existence. See, I prefer the dear good Mrs. Friendship, to the frowning, cruel, heartless Mr. Debt." "Where do you get that stuff? Putting everything into form?" asked Frank, as he rolled up his napkin and started to light a cigar. "Why," she replied, "Experience brings them to me." CHAPTER XV MY SOUL'S DOMAIN "When I sit twisting flowers, my soul models these forms and my soul's abode is filled with that kind of stat- uary. Energy is the superintendent, ' ' she smiled. ' ' Cau- tion stands by the gate of the soul 's domain. This Caution is a very old man full of mars and wrinkles blaming Ex- perience for his deep furrows. He, however, rejects the blame as Duty marks the daily road sign to lead them on. 'I stand alone against Desire, Adventure, Greed, and must follow from the cradle to the grave, ' said Experience. Her gateway is always open; they seek her most in Pleasure and when they come to the gate, the soul's domain, Mr. Caution is not always heeded. Love, for instance, doesn't know him. She flies over the gate, knows no bounds until she meets Disappointment, a fellow with remorseful eyes, and pouting lips. He wanders on with her to sip the sweetness out of the cups of purity, leaving her at times to know him better. He communicates with her through Longing, a gray misty form that turns the sunshine into rain. With Love's garments wet from tears caused by Disappointment, Vengeance urges her to meet Caution who with Experience tries to bring her Patience. But Longing has a stronger hold and leads her to Adventure ; there she meets him. A union follows ; they assemble in the Festival Hall. Hope appears at times. A short appeal to Faith, however, failed to win Love as she is in the palace of Ad- venture and meeting Mirth, the wife of Lust. Advised by Adventure they climb the high mountain called Plea- sure, stopping at times at the inn of Mr. Brutality and his wife, Intoxication. At sunrise comes Awakening, touching her gently with a golden beam, beckoning, whispering through the birds, flowers and rippling waters. Alas, Brutality is Love's host and he jars Love's sweet sentiment as he introduces Love to his son Destruction. He does not heed her cry to spare the birds and flowers. She weeps tenderly, holding the dying bits of God's creation. Thus 76 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Sympathy holds firm Love's hopeless cry. Mirth and Lust regard not Sympathy. They follow Pleasure, while Love repudiates Brutality and Destruction. She clings to Faith a little while, who tries with Tenderness to bring her back to Caution. Alas, Longing comes with orders from Adventure, to meet Disappointment on top of Mount Pleasure. She runs with Longing from the Inn of Bru- tality, Intoxication and Destruction, but meets Fear on the threshold a giant, black form that works in the dark, carrying his missions under cover. He with firm tyran- nical hold leads Love and Longing to his wife Forgetful- ness into the hut of Darkness. There Sorrow is born to Love. Longing administers, reminding her to forget Disappointment. Faith calls for Dr. Hope and his wife, Charity. They lead Love to Caution. Sorrow is baptized 'Joy' by tears of Remorse, held in a shell of Mother of Pearl, that Experience gathered as they fell from the eyes of weeping Love, looking for Disappointment. "Faith pours the shining drops on the head of Sor- row. Hope brings him to the Altar of Sacrifice; Charity clothes him in a new garment, made from the light that shines from within. "Advice, the daughter of Caution, leads Love toward the great Hall of 'Thy Kingdom Come.' Sweet Intention presents Love with lilies with which Love decorates the altar of Sacrifice. With outstretched arms, Joy greets Love as Past removes the former name of Sorrow and the Light from within writes illuminatingly all over Joy." With outstretched arms, Frank cried, "For heaven's sake, if your soul made all the stuff you just mentioned, then we will adopt Joy, ' ' laying his hands on the Woman 's shoulder, saying wistfully : ' ' There is no use talking, there is something to it; I wish I could see things the way you do. A mighty fine world you are living in, old girl." Taking out his watch and realizing that he was late, he bid a hasty good-by and rushed to the Argyle Station. A few days later the friends departed for a month's camping in Wisconsin, remarking as their car purred its way through farms and forests : ' ' Why she looked so happy MY SOUL'S DOMAIN 77 and not bitter. Keno is a good place after all; it took all the bitterness out of her." ' ' Oh, no, ' ' said the wife, ' ' not Reno. Experience and faith took it out of her." They kept the Woman as their main topic, still remaining with her Soul's Domain, won- dering how they could build their statuary of faith. "Give up your habit of smoking," said the wife. "There are sixteen dollars' worth of cigars, a month's supply." He figured up that only four cigars a day (fifty cents), would amount to $182.50 a year. "Yes," said the wife, "just think of the poor woman with a tubercular husband and five children living in a basement without a bed; how the neighbors keep them alive. For $182.50 we could clothe all the children and get a bed for them and here you blow it in the air." "Ah, but think of the satisfaction of sitting in your easy chair blowing the smoke of a good Havana through your nostrils, gazing after, forming plans as they form ringlets and vanish." "Vanish," echoed the wife. "You said it, Frank dear; there is a dried leaf rolled up and sold for lots of money and smoked into ringlets to vanish." ' ' But it keeps lots of people in employment. ' ' "And puts lots of nails into their coffins," answered the wife. "If they would plant food instead of tobacco there would be other means of making a healthier living for those employed." "Yes," said Frank, "that's right. A pasture for goats would be even better; it would mean milk for the children." Thus it happened that Frank smoked just half the usual amount, telling his wife of the plan to get those kid- dies some shoes when they went back, which they did. So with vibrating, good thoughts of harboring charity, the clean fresh air and God's good sunshine brought a happy family closer to the gates of heaven. CHAPTER XVI WITH FATE ALONE The Woman sat from morning until night by the win- dow, working untiringly on the silk flowers as if she wanted to rival Nature herself. The orders were turned in at the promised time. Ronile played with her little friend Karl and many times the Woman laughed at the sturdy little fellow as he played Percy, the mechanical man. Ronile would touch the button and Percy would perform all kinds of tasks with great patience. "If he had to stand in that position, as I behold him now, for at least ten minutes for punishment or force he would deem it torture. It evident- ly shows," thought the Woman, "that patience thrives better in the mellow soil of freedom than on a rock of com- pulsion. ' ' Karl's mother, a dear good woman, helped her friend make leaves and applied at every store in the neighborhood for boxes to pack the flowers in. She marveled about California, hoping that some day they could live there. Without looking up the Woman said, "You will." Karl's mother jumped in delight, almost upsetting all the small lots of wires and ribbons she held in the box cover on her lap. ' ' Do you think so ? " she cried. "Why not?" said the Woman, "if your wish is cen- tered there. A magnet must draw that desire from you." ' ' If you say so, I know we will, ' ' replied Karl 's mother, ' ' for whatever you said before came true, and we often re- marked how you knew things, and how easy it is for you to make up your mind and go." "Well," said the Woman, "most people are afraid to advance for fear. I go in good faith ; it awaits me at every station. Fear, I do not know." "But," said her friend, "don't you fear God?" "No," replied the Woman, "I love Him too much. Perhaps if I loved Him less I would fear Him, but knowing WITH FATE ALONE 79 Him in His mercy of being nearest when need is greatest I cannot help but just devotedly love Him without fear." "But the Bible says to fear God," the friend inter- posed. "It is true," said the Woman, "but I follow Christ's teachings to love one another. Just look at the seventeenth chapter in the Evangelium of John, when Christ said, 'I am one with Thee, oh Father, and Thou art One with Me ; may they be one with Us. That all the world will know that Thou hast sent me forth to do Thy will and that Thou lovest them as Thou hast ever loved me. Thy word is truth, oh God, and by thy word let them be sanctified.' How, then, can we feel anything but divine love and de- votion for such a glorious appeal from the Son to the Father for us ? In those words we feel a hold so strong just love, and no fear," she concluded. A ring from the back door bell interrupted the sacred argument. The friend examining the box the expressman brought clasped her hands in delight, and cried, "Fish from Spider Lake!" It resulted that the two families joined in a delicious fish dinner, blessing that bunch up there in Wisconsin. Two weeks later Mrs. Delien finished, planning to take the steamer over the Great Lakes to Buffalo. She set the house in perfect order, blessing each room, and they left on Saturday saying it would be better to be out before the folks came back thus avoiding confusion, and so as not to overstep the generosity of their good friends. As they went on board the boat Ronile was presented with a large basket of fruit from one of the uncles, as it was her habit to address all male and female friends as aunty and uncle. They waved joyously as the boat glided through the clear water. A cool wind swept over the tired form of the Woman and knowing Ronile could not get lost on the ship she was about the first to go to her berth to relax both in mind and body. They stayed on board as the boat landed at Detroit, but went ashore at Mackinac Island, where the mother purchased Ronile a small Indian doll. They arrived at Buffalo early in the morning. The Woman first checked her baggage and purchased her tick- 80 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ets to New York. Then they took a car to Niagara Falls and enjoyed a wonderful day. In the evening they took the train to New York. At the first breakfast call they were ready to partake and when the train passed New Rochelle they sat with eager eyes watching the familiar scenery. A presentiment seemed to manifest itself to the Woman, for she took all her valuables and tucked them carefully into her bag, re- gretting at times that she had come back east. It was very hot when they arrived on Forty-second Street. The city was smoky and uninviting but she did not tarry with the vague feeling that seemed to worry her. She banished the thought and with determined step she walked along Lexington Avenue to rent a modern parlor floor for her intended Novelty Shop. They took a small temporary apartment on the ground floor, and Ronile sighed and said, "There are no birds singing in this place, and no trees, or flowers." Her mother told her that in a few days they would get a better home with at least a tree in the back yard. Then they looked for Hannah, leaving their address with the house- keeper, who informed them that Hannah was out with a gentleman friend. Holding Ronile by the hand, the Wo- man looked at many For Rent and To Let signs, and finally after climbing many stairs she found a suitable place. She then took her savings and went to purchase the furniture. A.las, Ronile became very tired and lifting up her foot she showed her mother how it hurt and indeed there was a blister on the heel. If Hannah was home she could leave Ronile with her but now she must take her home and finish tomorrow, she thought. They ate a simple supper, then she bathed Ronile and put her to bed. They prayed ardently. A weakness seemed to overcome the Woman. She thought of Hannah and her friend as she sat by the bed still holding the hand of the sleeping child as if she needed support. Her thoughts wandered to the Garden of Gethsemane, where Christ had prayed and begged His disciples to watch just a little while with Him. "Oh, my Father," she prayed, "why should I enter WITH FATE ALONE 81 into Gethsemane? Have I not finished the cup of bitter- ness?" Her chest began to heave; drops were standing on her forehead. With shaky fingers she loosened her gar- ments, and kneeling before the bed she rested her head on her clenched fingers, calling out for her daily bread, and not to be led into temptation and to be delivered from evil. Thus putting soul and body into the hands of the Father she went to bed and soon she slept peacefully with her savings under her pillow. It was rather late in the morning when they were awakened by a baby carriage being wheeled down three flights of stairs. They had to look around getting ac- customed to the dingy quarters and, recollecting her task of a busy day, the Woman quickly jumped out of bed. Ronile followed suit and as she buttoned her Mary Jane slipper she said. "Why doesn't Hannah come, mother dear?" With a sad look on her face the mother said: "If we think strongly enough, dear, she must come as we have up to now been the giver. She is our debtor if in nothing else but gratitude. I need her now, ' ' she continued as she loosened the shoe and sock again looking at Ronile 's heel. It was a large spot where the skin had come off in the bath. She took some salve and a piece of cotton, put it gently over the heel and then slipped the sock on and Ronile agreed that if Hannah did not come she would go with her mother, to see the tree in the back yard. Then she cried, "Maybe there will be sunshine and then I will take my shoe off and let the sun make a new skin over my heel." With stern eyes and set face the Woman silently went about her task. She counted her money (eight hun- dred dollars), then took the locket from Ronile and the bracelet she always wore and put all in a bag. Eagerly the child pulled out the bracelet and slipped it over her hand, begging her mother to let her wear it. "But you are too small, yet, dear, you may lose it; you know I am so worried about these things and it would seem terrible to lose this," she continued rather painfully. "Yes," said Ronile, "if we lost it then we would lose 82 THE WAY OF THE WORLD our luck." She fondled the little hearts that jingled around the gold band. Each was engraved with the name of the giver; at the end was a small cross on which was written in tiny letters : ' ' May your cross of life never be heavier than this." Turning it she said: "Mother, when did grandma give you this, and the little hearts ? ' ' ' ' Oh, ' ' sighed the Woman, ' ' on my sixteenth birthday. Don't you remember? I have told you so often." "Yes, mother dear, but the more you tell me the older I am and when I am sixteen you will give it to me, won't you?" "Yes," said the mother, "you may have it as I am feeling now the jar of those little hearts as they jingle on my arms. Besides, it is better in this neighborhood not to show any jewelry," and thus speaking she placed the rings in the corner of a chamois bag, tucked it in and laid every- thing on the table. They went into the bathroom to wash up when Ronile cried, "Oh, here comes Hannah!" They listened and not being dressed the Woman opened the door and rushed to the bathroom. Ronile hurried and soon came back ready to jump into Hannah's arms, but no one was there. Run- ning to her mother Ronile cried, "Why, mother, there is no one here!" The Woman went to the door; it was wide open and coming back, she looked around calling, "Han- nah, come on, we are in a hurry, no fooling now! " Ronile looked up at her mother anxiously, as the latter slowly and with piercing glance looked over the room. Her eyes rested on the empty table; the purse was gone. In a husky voice she asked, "Did you take the bag from the table, Ronile ? ' ' "No, mother, I did not see it. You put it on the table when we went to the bathroom." The Woman dropped into a chair, folding her arms tightly about her, as if she had to keep something together, body, faith, hope. "Oh, God," she cried. "Not that, not that; only You know how hard it was to earn it." Ronile fell on her knees imploring her mother : ' ' Why did you not let me have the bracelet? Now it is gone." WITH FATE ALONE 83 She sobbed as she touched her neck and cried, ' ' My locket, too, and the ring with the little diamond, the Forget-Me- Not ring, with the blue stones around the little diamond." Suddenly the Woman arose to her feet like a shot, throwing out her arms, holding them apart, and calling out : ' ' My crucifixion lead me to it. ' ' Came the cry from a dying soul, "My God, why hast thou forsaken me?" A bitterness seemed to possess the tortured victim, and she ran out the door up the street toward Third Avenue. Coming out of the side entrance of a saloon she beheld a policeman. Approaching him she stammered out her loss. He told her to report at once to the Thirty-fifth Street Station. She ran without a hat, forgetting poor little Konile, who stood on the corner crying as much for the locket and bracelet as for her mother. The policeman talked kindly to her, holding her hand and getting further particulars from the anxious heart-tested young soul. "Where is your father?" he asked. "Dead and worse." ' ' What do you mean by worse when he is dead ? ' ' "Well," said the child, "if he were dead he could help us now, but he is worse," she cried, her little frame shaking with sobs. Looking up at the sturdy Irishman, she quieted, forgetting her sobs for a minute. "Are you a daddy?"' "I sure am," he said, straightening up, "and please God, I hope I'll never be a worse one, rather dead. Sure, who could leave a nice little girl like you ? ' ' "Well," she said, "they all do. Hannah, too, has left us now." In the meantime Mrs. Delien, breathless, entered the police station, and telling the sergeant of her loss he noted down particulars, then looking at her in an unsympathetic way he said gruffly, "What made you keep all that money and jewelry with you in a place like this?" ' ' Well, ' ' said the Woman, ' ' I needed it today, ' ' point- ing a few blocks down in the direction of the shop she in- tended to open that day for which she had paid the rent the day before. Trying to console her, he said: "There are a lot of 84 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Greeks living around here and ye want to be careful. There is the post-office, why didn 't ye put it there ? ' ' The Woman recalled a Postal Money Order for a hundred and thirty-five dollars, and she told the sergeant about it. He said: "That's safe at least. Go right over and tell them. Perhaps we'll land them with that." After giving the post-office authorities an account of her loss, she was told it would take a little time, and then realizing her hopelessness she stretched out her arms again like on the cross and said, "I have not a penny left," and the gentleman assured her of attending to it at once. She went back crossing Third Avenue. The elevated road above and the noise of the traffic on the cobblestones seemed too much for the Woman and she swayed as she crossed. A pedestrian saw her fall and grabbed her just in time, saving her from the wheels of a car. He led her toward the corner where Ronile came running anxiously, supporting the staggering form, taking long steps to keep up the gait. The gentleman was a detective who had fol- lowed the Woman looking for a clue. He asked her where the place was that she had rented. The address was in the stolen purse. Then he asked her if she would recognize it if she saw it, but the woman was dazed, her eyes were far away and she did not answer. ''You'd better lie down; I'll be back in a little while; you will feel better. In the meantime, we may get the thief on the money order. ' ' Two hours had elapsed when he returned. The Woman sat in the same position. Ronile was eating an orange out of the basket of fruit from Chicago. When the detective returned he asked if they had had breakfast and Ronile shook her head in a meaning way that they and breakfast did not belong together. "We have no money," she said. He turned to the Woman and asked if she had paid anything on the rent. "Yes, one month," she said. "Well," he proceeded, "that's fine, we will get that at once. Come, kiddie, get your mother's hat. We'll get some money." Ronile got the hat and slipping the elastic of her own WITH PATE ALONE 85 hat under her chin she stood ready to go. Taking her mother by the arm, she helped her. Then they walked along Lexington Avenue, toward their intended future home. On the corner of 43rd Street Ronile stopped and looking past the rear of the houses she cried, "There it is with the trees in the back yard ! " A moment later the three climbed the steps to get back the one month 's rent of their intended future home. The detective suggested they had better eat something, and pointing to Ronile he said : "A nice little kiddie like that needs you. No use giving up. We may land them tonight yet." The Woman had a lump in her throat ; she felt that no food would go down. There was an empty feeling; a barren existence; some cruel hand had pulled out all the plants that surrounded her; those sprouts called deeds. Giving her encouragement each day they made sunshine linger longer and held in their tiny cups the tears she wept when sorrow came to visit. CHAPTER XVII ON THE ROAD OF GOOD DEEDS "Faith in fate," she thought. "Oh, cruel companion, Mr. Fate, you are the only one that directs our lives now for faith has left me." Ronile went to the door with the detective, then she timidly asked her mother for something to eat. Mechanically the Woman opened the handkerchief she held with the money rolled in it. She told Ronile to get what she wanted at the store. A minute later, a little figure was running across the street, her little handker- chief tied around the silver coin. She looked around suspiciously as if in fear of having someone take it from her. Entering the store, she just glanced around, then going to the clerk she held up the coin, saying, "What can I get for this?" ' ' Well, ' ' said the grocer, ' ' what do you want ? ' ' "Oh, I want so many things. My mother needs ever so many, ' ' and looking sadly down at the fifty-cent piece she realized that not much could be gotten, so she asked for a bottle of milk and a box of crackers. After the storekeeper gave her back the change, she sized it up and jumped saying as she went out: "Oh, goody ! I have lots of money left. ' ' As she entered the room she wanted to hand the change to her mother, but seeing her resting her head on the table she laid it carefully beside her and went to eat some crackers and milk. After a long time she thought, "Mother must eat something," and poured out a glass for her, but there was no response. She sighed and sipped a little herself, then put it away. With her hands clasped, her little feet crossed, she sat a long time watching the crushed form before her, wondering why Hannah did not come, looking at the door, trying to think strongly, bending her head forward and setting her jaws firmly, but no Hannah came. She touched her mother gently, stealing her arm around the form, saying : ' ' Dear, don 't be so still ! I don 't want the ON THE ROAD OF GOOD DEEDS 87 bracelet any more ! " No response, not even a breath. She wanted to open the trunk that had arrived in the meantime but the key was in the stolen bag. She sat down, crossing her little arms over her chest, trying to think out a way to get a key. She wanted to go to the corner and ask the big policeman who wanted to be dead rather than worse, but looking at her mother she felt it unwise to leave her. Then she took the fruit basket ; there she had a pencil and pad the uncle in Chicago gave her as he handed her the basket, to write him a letter. She knew without a stamp and envelope it would not reach him, so she thought of everybody but they all needed a stamp. With a lost expression, she gazed out of the window into a gray yard. There were no stars, or sun or moon to appeal to. She thought: "How can I reach God? Mother says He is every- where, but I don 't know if He would like to live here where the birds don't sing. But everywhere is here, too," she philosophized. "I will just write Him a letter; if every- body has left us, maybe He won't." She recalled her mother's answer to her remark at Christmas time: "Why did not God put Jesus in a nice bed, when He owns everything, instead of a manger and stable?" She wished that God would put her in a stable now, there are at least animals that will lick your hand, and holding her palm up she stared at it sadly. Then she looked around the room again recalling the mother's an- swer that God dwells more in humble quarters than in palaces, otherwise He would not have sent His beloved Son to a stable. She recalled a remark from one owner as they looked for a room saying the neighborhood was now a regular Jerusalem, and clasping her hands in joy she thought, "Well, Christ was crucified in Jerusalem, and mother, too, said, 'My crucifixion !' Oh, then God is near," she said, "for He was with Christ when He died, and an angel brought Him the cup to drink from. Oh, dear angels, please bring my mother a cup of something to let her speak to me!" Big tears were rolling down her pale cheeks as she sat alone, appealing for help. She took the pencil and wrote many little notes. On one she wrote, "Dear God, please come in," and wetting the 88 THE WAY OF THE WORLD note with her tongue, she pasted it on the door. On another she drew a little bunch of forget-me-nots, then a little girl sitting on a chair. Underneath she wrote, "Dear angels, forget me not," which she pasted on the window. Then she drew her mother lying with her head on the table; above it she made an eye and underneath she wrote, ' ' Dear Jesus, maybe my mother has no cross but she got cruci- fied, too; she fell under it; does the eye of God see her?" That she laid on the table. Then she waited a while for some Angel or Jesus, perhaps God Himself, to come. It was very warm and poor Ronile became drowsy waiting for an answer to her letters. She lay down on the bed and fell asleep. After the mother had given Ronile the money, she hopelessly laid her head on the table in despair. She felt a swaying so gentle it lifted her up. Before her stood a man with a long white robe and beard. There were many forms attending to his direction. Lining up on both sides each had a banner across his chest with a picture, the Woman recalled, of familiar scenes. She asked, as she ascended, "What does this mean?" The angels sang, "Adeste Fideles." She beheld one angel whose banner showed the deed of equality, another the deed of patience. Then one approached with a glittering garment made of tears ; each seemed as he drew nearer to grow larger like a crystal. It was indeed a review of deeds that this great form of sorrow, turned to joy, exhibited. Every kind deed the Woman ever per- formed became manifest in that garment of crystal. An- other had a light around his head. The rays formed golden letters, shooting out through the universe. As the letters passed her eyes the Woman read: "Good thought is a purifying element that crystallizes the cloudy depressing atmosphere. It removes the spider-web of lies from the eyes of your opponents, breaks the briars and thorns bad intention has planted ; will remove the tight, clinging hands of selfishness, thus finding the spirit of the souls and will leave a kernel to sprout for eventual uplif tment. ' ' She beheld the uncountable forms, each lining up, making a wonderful road leading into endless space. Ronil "They were the happy times in Reno, when Pansy Wilton would give her pet. Often they would take a trip to the desert." Page 38. ON THE ROAD OF GOOD DEEDS 89 The further they came the more glorious it looked. Her journey sometimes came to a standstill ; she felt drawn and slipped back at times. A look from the eyes of her escorts would draw her up again. She asked the great spirit beside her to explain why she always slipped. He turned her around and she beheld the great road that led to herself in flesh by the table. She saw Ronile shaking her body in flesh, thus making her soul slip. There was nothing spoken ; they seemed to talk through their eyes and noticing a look of understanding among all, she beheld a beautiful form with a garment part white, blue, pink and gold. As she came closer the garment consisted of forget-me-nots. They formed into eyes, then little children's faces, beam- ing with joy. It was mercy who was descending to the room and gently picked up Ronile and put her to bed. Remaining by the bedside, she stroked the child's head, as the Woman drawn magnetically, turned back to pro- ceed on the journey. They came to a great hall. Its pillars were like alabaster. She beheld the Scripture above read- ing, "Hope, Thy Kingdom Come." They placed her in a wonderful chair made in the form of a shell. It was made from Mother of Pearl, originally tears, but hardened into an eternal seat. In her happiness she tried to touch the arms but they seemed transparent. She clasped her hands but they went through each other. There was not a care. Inexpressible joy prevailed over her as she sat in the chair on a platform of sacrifice. That platform had many steps; she again beheld her form far away lying on the table. Alas, there came a feeling like a breath that drew her back. She beheld two wings, part flesh and part spirit, moving slowly. "My lungs," she thought. A slow tap, like a beat mak- ing her descend a step lower with each throbbing call of the heart. The call was sudden; she had no time to say farewell and to thank those great guides who showed her the road of good deeds. What a contrast it was as she felt the heavy weight of the tired body ! She lifted up her head and looked around. Before her lay the letter to Jesus with the eye above. She read the line and smiled 90 THE WAY OF THE WORLD sacredly, then once more tried to make the trip by way of recollection. She stood up, raising her arms above her head, palms upward, saying in a vibrating, sacred tone : " I will be Thy water-bearer, Great Host of all the universe. Thou hast given me the strength to carry Thy lost sheep back to the fold. Oh, Great King, Master in Mercy, I grieve not for the gold after beholding 'Thy Kingdom Come.' All the precious stones on this earth cannot form the size of the key to fit that jewel gate of hope! From now on I will decorate myself with the light of thy stars and the gold of thy sun, the silver of thy moon. I will spend my time in seeking thy lost children, to bring them nearer to Thee. Oh, Father, let me humbly serve at the fountain of despair to meet those looking for strength. ' ' Going toward the window she looked up ; no sky was visible; a gray wall met her gaze. Yet there was a note pasted there, with an appeal to the angels and forget-me- nots. No wonder Mercy was by the bedside. Thus going toward the sleeping child she kissed her tenderly. Ronile woke up, and seeing her mother smiling she threw her arms about the changed form and cried in glee : "Oh, mama dear! I am so glad God answered my letter. See ! I put His eye on the note and that is why He saw it, and brought you back to me, mother. Oh," she went on, "I had a dream. Grandma was here," and smacking her lips she seemed to still relish the goodies the fairies had given her in the dream. "Mother," she said, "I had the cutest little golden cup, but I could not feel it. I I," stammered the child, ' ' asked the angels to bring you a cup of something and they brought me some, too. Oh, and the cookies! I had such wonderful ones with nuts on them. Mother, if ever we have a stove with an oven, I am going to put a note on the window for the fairy baker to give you the recipe." "Yes, dear," said the mother, "we are well provided for God is everywhere ; we never felt Him closer than now. ' ' To herself she said, "And I had accused Him of for- getting me. What a wonderful sensation to leave the body and travel that road of good deeds, lined up with the 91 thankful faces. That is the wealth that shines through the eyes and the good on earth will know my sign of good intention at all times. Oh, Divine Father, Thou hast shown me my station as a transmitter between heaven and earth and I pledge myself faithful to serve at that altar of good deeds and will lead your breath in to hungry souls. Thou hast released me of the last bit of selfishness, therefore, I am Thy servant; Thy bidding shall be my pleasure not command, for Thou dost not command in Thy great mercy. Free will was installed in our being but, oh, Lord, we forget the One that gave us all. For our weakness we blame Thee, oh, Father. For every error we commit in selfishness we reproach Thee. If Thou re- lievest a sufferer and callest him home to the land of Thy Kingdom, 'Spirit repose,' we weep and call Thee unjust; just because Thou knowest best and lovest best in relieving pain and sorrow. "We kill the birds that praise Thee and break the flowers that grace Thee, and kill Thy children that serve Thee. "With all that on our record staring in our face at all times, we blindly go to Thine house, to commune with Thee, exhibiting a devoted countenance and a black heart. Let me be one that knows Thy power, to know the meaning of the thunder and lightning as well as sunshine, rain and dew. Let me in truth abide ; my crucifixion through selfish- ness is overcome. Thy force is omnipotent. Oh, God, Thy will is great. If I can be one with Thee, my Father, Thy breath will rest within my flesh. Then I can find the strength to help mankind and certainly they with me will reach the deific life. All must in time come back to Thee. As the rain forms into mist it rises and returns again in single dewdrops through Thy mighty law as one develop- ing into the other. "Each one must find a way that leads to redemption. The masses do not heed the lesson of Thy Son, our Master, but they know Him everywhere. He manipulates through every channel, directing from the River of Life. They are aware of His presence. Alas, they too are sure of His mercy and regard Him not as He stands at the door and knocks ! Let us have faith in one another to become more 92 THE WAY OF THE WORLD perfect in helping each other, for whatever we have done amiss we must perform again and again till all selfishness is overcome. "There is no darkness where truth prevails. At night Thy stars gleam through the darkness. Thou knowest best to give the body rest, while the soul proceeds to explore and serve and then returns with encouragement and we call that dreaming. If through abuse we cripple that great mechanism of nerve and blood fuse we regard not Thy law of nature but take to the artificial stimulant that sets a spark for a little while, only to give it a more deadly blow in the event and render us to darker sur- roundings. "Thy love is so great it manifests itself the same through every being regardless of color or creed. I know Thou wilt not give us a stone when we ask for bread, there- fore I will put myself in Thy care. Lead Thou me on " CHAPTER XVIII ON WITH THE LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR TOMOEEOW It was indeed a holy hour and Ronile sat listening intently to every word her mother spoke, her hands clasped. However, she was glad when her mother was through. A desire for fresh air seemed to manifest itself strongly in Ronile. She begged her mother to take her out. Twenty- four hours had passed since the Woman ate her last meal and she began to feel a strong desire for food. They went to a restaurant and ate heartily. She saw the blue rings around Ronile 's eyes and realized that we cannot live with- out food and she begged Ronile to eat. Looking quite happy they found a locksmith who fitted the necessary keys; then the "Woman told Ronile of the picnic, the next day, at Kenwood, New Jersey. She knew it would take perhaps a week to get the money from the post-office. "But, mother!" said Ronile, "suppose the detective comes with the bag?" And the mother smiled sadly, shaking her head. "I am afraid we shall never see it again, as I feel it beyond my reach. In fact it seems a long ways from here now and we have no money to follow. But," she said, "we are going to the country where you will see Hazel and Ethel." "And perhaps, old Victor, our dog, which we gave the gardener!" cried Ronile in delight. That night they slept better than they had for a long time ; a sense of relief seemed to possess the "Woman as she thought of Hannah. Many nights she had lain awake wor- rying about the girl just a weed that would not bear good fruit no matter where she was transplanted. She cuddled closer to Ronile and clasping their hands in each other they slept sweetly and soundly. They awoke early, not noticing the dark wall. They were out almost with the sunrise, had some breakfast and then went to the elevated station. It was cool as they rode down Third Avenue. Ronile eagerly watched the sights. 94 THE WAY OF THE WORLD At times she forgot the men on the train and cried out : ' ' Oh, mother, look, there 's a baby asleep on the fire escape. Poor baby, I wish I could take you to Kenwood to see the green lawns, the trees and the flowers." At the Battery they took the boat to Staten Island. "It was cheaper," thought the Woman. There they took the car to the little ferry taking them to Elizabethport. Ronile did not mind the continuous change of cars and after a long ride they arrived at Kenwood. No one knew that they had returned and there were many surprised faces as they saw Ronile and her mother on the car. There was Ebenezer, the con- ductor, still on the job. He marveled at Ronile 's size, smiling all over as he told her how a few years ago he had tried to buy her dogs, and gave her two cents ; how she agreed on the price and after she had gone a block with the money called the dogs, and running back full speed returned the two cents. "Them was the happy times, all right," he went on, as the car was coming to their destination. The Woman's dear old friend, Mrs. Hilbert, was sweep- ing the front steps as they walked along. She steadied her glasses as if she wanted to see more clearly. There was not much time to ponder, for a minute later tears were running down the cheeks of both women. The good friend wiped her eyes with the corner of her apron and leading the Woman up the steps she reproached her for not letting her know she was coming. ' ' Well, ' ' said Mrs. Delien, ' ' a sad occurrence arranged matters so quickly that we decided at the last minute to come." It was getting quite warm so they sat in the cool living room with a gentle breeze blowing past the Woman that thrilled her like a "dear one welcoming her home," she said. "Yes," said Mrs. Hilbert, "we certainly missed you," and getting up she exclaimed, "You must be hungry." A minute later a noise was heard coming from the chicken house, and coming back she held some fresh eggs in her hand, which she prepared in a motherly way. She called for Ruth, the daughter, to get a fresh glass of jelly out of the cellar. LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR TOMORROW 95 "Oh, for what?" came the answer from the upper floor. "There is some down there." "Well," said Mrs. Hilbert, "just come down and see whom I want it for." Ruth grumbled about the darn old beggars, and that she could never stay at anything, but when she beheld the Woman who had taught her the first stitch of embroidery, she stopped short, her mouth wide open, more petrified than anything else. Ronile ran over and hugged her, they kissed her numbness away and Ruth was flying down the cellar steps bringing even dill pickles in spite of the early morning hour. "My," said Mrs. Hilbert, "what a good thing you came. In another day I would be in Pennsylvania visiting the folks." "Yes," said Ruth, "just think, they are going to leave me here all alone, all on account of the darned old chickens and miserable old garden." "Ruth dear," said the Woman, as she accepted her plate with crisp bacon and a lovely fried egg on it, "if I could take care of a garden and the dear chickens that give you these lovely eggs, I would be the happiest woman on earth." "What!" said Ruth. "When I look at the cards you sent me from California, with the Golden Gate Park and all, why I get so mad at mother for not letting me go out into the world." "But, my dear," interrupted the Woman, "you are too young to understand. Try to keep your feet under your mother's table as long as you can." Then the Woman told in a condensed way of the robbery. "Oh, the mean thing!" cried Ruth. "If I ever get my hands on that Hannah I'll snatch her baldheaded. To think of your bringing her all that way and now see. If you had taken me I sure would stick around as long as you wanted me. ' ' "Oh, keep still," interrupted Mrs. Hilbert, and turn- ing to the Woman she looked worried and sad, saying, ' ' Will your troubles ever end ? ' ' "Yes," said the Woman, with a sad expression, "they 96 THE WAY OF THE WORLD are ended." Holding up her empty hands she continued, ' ' There is nothing left to worry about. ' ' "Well," echoed Ruth, "Mrs. Job, stay with us. Oh, gee, ma, I wouldn't want to go to Pennsylvania if that poor Job would stay with me." A light came into Mrs. Hilbert 's eyes and looking beseechingly at the Woman, she said: "Yes, that's a good idea. Stay here and rest while I am away; then I will feel at ease, ' ' and pointing to Ruth, she said : "I could not feel quite easy, knowing that she was loose; she is getting wilder every day, as she grows older. Just look, there is hardly any more hair on her head; all singed off. She is a fussing all day on that little wig of hers. ' ' "Well," sneered Ruth, "I can't help it, that I haven't a horse 's tail instead of a wig ! ' ' "Oh, keep quiet," said the mother. "It surely would do Ruth good to have some one around that is gentle." "All right, ma, I'll make a good Aunt Polly some day." The Woman laughed heartily. It was quite a con- trast, this harmless argument, to the grim face of the out- side world. Ronile looked lovingly at Mrs. Hilbert as she ate the jelly the good hostess put on her plate. The poor child was overcome with gratitude. She kissed the hand of the dear woman as it passed her face to give her more. Mrs. Hilbert 's heart went out to the poor little girl from that cruel, big, wide world, and laying her hand on Ronile 's shoulder, she returned the kiss, even on the jelly mouth, and remarked to Ruth, "See how Ronile appreciates even a little jelly; it wouldn't hurt you to get a taste of the outside world, you wouldn't get so fresh." "Well, ma," replied Ruth, "I will be your little poodle for a while yet, and if it makes you happy if I kiss your hand for something, why I'll (here she kissed the palm of her hand and blew it over to her mother) kiss you all day long." "Oh, stop your nonsense," said the mother half amused. "There is no cure for the like o' her," she went on. "Well," said the Woman, "I am mighty glad Ruth LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR TOMORROW 97 is just as she is, otherwise she would not be natural. The world needs these types more than any other," she con- tinued. "They are the spice of life." She took Ruth into her arms and kissed her healthy red cheeks on each side. This was a sign of devotion from the Woman. Ronile remarked, "Ruth, if mother kisses you like that she loves you; I know, for when I am very good she does it to me. And when I am really, truly good she kisses me four times." "Oh!" cried Ruth, "that's a meal, four times." "No," said Ronile,- "that is happiness. I feel good after four kisses. One on the forehead means a blessing, one on each cheek means attention on all sides, one on the chin means love." Ruth pulled in her lips tight, frowned a little, then blurted out: "But where does the mouth come in? I thought love meant a kiss on the mouth ! ' ' "It is not healthy," interrupted the Woman. "Well," said Ruth, mischievously, "you don't believe in mixing the breeds." "What breeds?" asked the Woman, amused. "Germs," answered Ruth emphatically. "Exactly, one must be careful." "Now," said Ruth, teasingly, "do you mean to tell me that you never kissed him (meaning Ronile 's father, then pointing to her mouth) on the ?" She saw the Woman turn pale; her good little heart was sorry that she had made such a thoughtless remark, yet a very sore spot was touched with her friend. Quick-witted, as she was, it was not hard for her to change the subject, so she grabbed the Woman around the neck and said lovingly, "Slap me on the mouth." "Yes," said Mrs. Hilbert, "that loose tongue of hers needs slapping ; she never thinks of what she says. ' ' "Well," said Ruth, "the feller that'll make love to me will have to rub noses to show his affection, if kissing is dangerous. ' ' "His eyes will tell you, Ruth dear. Cupid is a stub- born little fellow; he finds his way to impress his sincerity at all times." 98 THE WAY OF THE WORLD There was a rattle of wheels outside; Ronile begged permission to leave. Then running to the bay window and looking out, she cried, ' ' Oh, there is Austin ; he has a wheel- barrow and a soap-box wagon." She looked beseechingly at her mother, who seemed to understand her desire. The Woman looked out and greeted Austin, and told Ronile to join him. Ronile tried to shake hands with her childhood companion. He, however, had no time to shake hands, there was too much to demonstrate. He turned somersaults ; then ran the wheel-barrow into his auto-car, as he called it, breaking off the fly-wheel in the front that he had patiently made out of a cigar box. Ronile stood watching, her hands clasped behind her. She became alarmed as he in his excite- ment broke some of his self-manufactured toys. There was a tent all painted up with Indian emblems. A big chief was at the front. Austin told Ronile all the particulars, but sighed, "Ma wouldn't buy me an Indian suit, an' how can we play if we don't look like 'em?" "Well," said Ronile, "I always pray and God gives me just what I need. ' ' Grabbing him by the arm she told in a wistful way that if both prayed God surely would hear. She sized up the tent, then an idea came to her. Making Austin her confidant, she advised him to paint the eye of God on it. "How can I?" pouted Austin. "I never saw Him, nor even His eye." Ronile raised herself on her tiptoes, then she stretched out her arms saying, "Why, He is everywhere and if we paint His eye He must look, for He can't help seeing His own eye." She made a form of a triangle with her hands and put it over her mouth. "See, like that," she said. He gave her a piece of charcoal, and Ronile made the shape of the eye, then asked him for a piece of chalk, which he gave her. It seemed easy to Ronile, for in a few strokes she had made quite a good-shaped eye. "See, it's easy," she said. "Oh, gee!" said Austin, "that's all right for a girl, but you couldn't make a wheel like that one," pointing to the discarded wheel that once belonged to his baby buggy. LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR TOMORROW 99 "Well," said Ronile, ignoring his remark, "we want some Indian suits and I know God will help us get them." She gave the eye on the tent another look; then gazed up at the sky smiling familiarly as if she knew God's grace upon her. Then Austin helped her into the soap-box auto- mobile, with an old piece of tin around the front covering the engine. An old coat hanger was fastened across with a large nail to give it room to move. On each end of the hanger was a piece of rope to steer her, as he described the different parts to his guest. ' ' Now when you turn this way you pull this rope," he went on. "I know," said Ronile, "I used to ride Jill, the little horse, that belonged to Pansy Wilton in Reno, and you just had to do the same." This was a novelty in sport for Ronile. She, however, realized it was not a very ladylike thing to do, so she told Austin she would rather keep house, and let him do the riding. The Woman watched them, seemingly as happy as they were. She too looked up to get a response. "If I only had the money I would buy them suits," she sighed as she walked out on the porch. Mr. Hilbert was just coming home; both hands outstretched to greet her. "Well, well," he said, "if we didn't talk about you a half an hour ago. You remember when we built the little town hall and were short of funds, you gave us one hundred dollars, without asking any interest." "Oh," said the Woman, "I never thought of that, for I don't know what I did with the receipt." "Well," said Mr. Hilbert, "we are all paid up but you, and we wondered where to find you. You see you left us so quickly that time and I did not want to mention it to (pointing down to a familiar place, but never mentioning a name). I got the money," he said, "and was going to bring it to the bank for you. ' ' The Woman sighed in a relieved way, saying, "How wonderful, Mr. Hilbert, I do need it badly for I was robbed of eight hundred dollars and all my jewelry." Mr. Hilbert was just going up the steps but stopped short as 100 THE WAY OF THE WORLD the Woman told him of the theft. He rested his hand on his knee as if to support himself. He thought a while, then asked kindly, "Got any clue ? ' ' Mrs. Delien shook her head sadly. "Well," said her friend, "don't be afraid, little woman, to ask, for what 's ours is yours. Welcome to every- thing, eh, ma?" He put his hat on the rack, then sat on the porch, getting more details of the robbery. Cheerfully the Woman said, "On the whole, Mr. Hil- bert, if I had the money you would perhaps not have seen us for some time, as I just wanted to start a shop. That would have kept me busy. And Ronile needs this wonderful air after the smallpox." "You are right," he said, "all things happen for the best." Then he pulled out his wallet and gave her one hundred and twenty-five dollars." ' ' But, ' ' said the Woman, as she counted the sum, ' ' you give me too much." "No," said he, "only five per cent interest makes twen- ty-five dollars in five years. ' ' "Is it that long?" asked the Woman. "Why sure, look at the building now; it needs a coat of paint again badly," Mr. Hilbert replied. ' ' I hear you are Mayor here now ; I congratulate you. ' ' "Never mind about myself," said the good man. "I want to know all about you. ' ' And he went on, ' ' To think we are going to Pennsylvania in the morning." "We will have plenty of time to talk," said Mrs. Delien, "but having this money I would like to return to the city and get some necessary articles." ' ' Well, have your trunk sent out here for the summer, then ma can take a long vacation, ' ' said Mr. Hilbert. "I will," replied the Woman, a warm feeling rising to her throat, as she gratefully looked at her friends, and said, ' ' God surely arranges all things to a wonderful advan- tage. A home!" she said, looking around admiringly, caressing with a loving glance the well-kept grounds and the clean house, with no servants, but oh, such wonderful people. She clasped her hands in silent prayer, as she went to get her hat to go back to the city. Ronile remained, having a splendid time with Austin. How she enjoyed the big piece of bread and jelly on the back porch, with her little chum, he trying to take a deep bite so the jelly would leave a rim around his mouth "a mustache," he called it. Mr. Hilbert was trying out his car for the trip through the mountains, so he suggested taking the Woman, thus making the trip easy for her, to transfer her luggage. Just as Mrs. Hilbert was setting the table for supper, they tooted up the street, the children standing on both sides of the running board. They carried the heavy satchels, but Ronile spied a large box containing something she had never seen, she thought, and looking at her mother, she begged to carry the box in. Austin, too, had a presenti- ment for he looked at Ronile with an expectant expression, as they hurriedly brought it in. The Woman said they might open the box. One could see the pulse beat on Austin's throat from excitement. ' ' Chee, ' ' he said, ' ' if it was the Indian suit, I 'd jump, ' ' and he did. The chief's headgear was on the top. He put it on, jumping and crying like an Indian. Ronile took the other, then both ran upstairs and pretty soon came back introducing themselves as Minnehaha and Hia- watha. A war dance followed, that looked more like the jungle, Ruth claimed. "Children must have freedom," said Mr. Hilbert. "Really," said Mrs. Delien, "I have not laughed so much in a year as I have today. Believe me, real joy reigns here; God surely loves you." "Yes," said Mr. Hilbert, "we love Him, too, and another thing we leave each other alone, mind our own busi- ness, that 's why God has no trouble with us. ' ' "Very good logic," said the Woman. "You are satis- fied ; that means all. ' ' Mrs. Hilbert came in complaining that dinner was getting cold, so they all sat down to enjoy a good home dinner. Afterwards they all helped to clear the table ; one washed, the other dried the dishes, and another put them away. Then they sat on the porch watching the sun set. It was a holy hour for all. The Woman felt in a 102 THE WAY OF THE WORLD shrine, her eyes resting over the hill by the apple orchard where the moon was slowly coming up. A sweet smell of mignonette and heliotrope filled the air. She told Mrs. Hilbert how well she kept up the lovely bush. "Well," said the hostess, "the mignonette is my mother's favorite flower, and the heliotrope I like." "What flower do you like best, Mrs. Job?" asked Euth. "Stop calling her that horrid name! It's all right for the Bible," said Mrs. Hilbert. "Well," said Ruth, "what did you want to call me Ruth for? You certainly did not look for that in Web- ster's Dictionary. I want to tell you, ma, you could just as well have called me Rebecca as Ruth. If I have to follow Ruth, I will some day take care and rub noses with a mother-in-law instead of a loving husband. Rebecca at the Well has a better chance of meeting another feller. ' ' They all laughed at the witty Ruth and the Woman answered the question as to her favorite flower by saying she had none. "All," she said, "are symbolic of something. When I am sad, I like a violet ; when I feel sacred, I want a lily. A rose takes a proud part, well defying with her thorns as she serves her mission." "What do you want for love?" asked Ruth. "A forget-me-not," said the Woman simply. "That's right," said Mr. Hilbert, "if love is forgotten the world looks mighty dark, eh, ma ? ' ' "Yes," said Mrs. Hilbert," if two only understand each other, then love wins." Turning to the Woman, Mrs. Hilbert kept on : "I am glad you came back still free. He (pointing in the direction of the Woman's former home) said you were married, and now here you are proving him a liar." "Nobody believed him anyway, but it's a mighty nice thing to see you around," assured Mr. Hilbert. They made plans for their trip while the Woman put Ronile to bed, and soon everybody in the Hilbert house- hold was happy in Slumberland. LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR TOMORROW 103 At sunrise everybody was up, for the folks were going to make a one hundred and thirty-six mile trip that day and ' ' some mountain climbing, too, ' ' said the boss of the house. Austin cried ; he wanted to stay with Ronile, and they prom- ised to let him come back in two weeks with Mr. Hilbert, as "ma" would stay as long as she liked. Everybody felt light-hearted. Mrs. Hilbert felt sure now that the chickens would be fed and the baby chicks get proper care when it rained. She knew from Mrs. Delien's garden that it was always in perfect order and how she had always pre- served everything. Ruth surely would have let some things go to waste. CHAPTER XIX WITH THE PANSY-FACED GABDENEB Thus the robbery lead Mrs. Delien and Ronile to a change of unexpected happiness, freedom and home sur- roundings. Ronile took music lessons and practiced two hours every day, with the remark that she would have more time to play when Austin came back. Then she would walk to the tent and pat the eye of God, thanking Him again and again for the Indian suits. Often she would run over to the gardener to see Vic- tor, the big dog. Her delight was great as she saw him perform all kinds of tricks. He would lie down pretending he was dead, then go into the shed to get wood for the fire. When they sprinkled the lawn he would change the hose from one place to another. Ronile even offered the gardener her Indian suit for Victor but the good man told her that Victor was very happy in his big home and maybe he would not like to rove around like a tramp. "But," retorted Ronile, "we are not tramps, just because we travel around! Was Christ a tramp?" she asked. "He traveled!" "Well," said the old gardener, "Christ was the Son of God, He had to so that the world could learn the words of God." Looking at Ronile with a kind expression, he pointed to the hothouse, saying : " If I take out these plants now they will not do so well. Everything has a place, even you, little partner. That place is right here. We just think that a new star shines in the daytime when we have you around." "Then," said Ronile, eagerly, "if you keep these flowers in the hothouse, you will sell them and somebody will pull all their lovely petals off and they will die sooner than those on the outside on the bushes." "That's right, my dear, but they will have served their mission. ' ' "So have I!" answered Ronile. "What is your mission?" he humorously inquired. "Look, mother, deary, look ! Josephine has a new coat and cap. The angels made the same stitch you do," cried Ronile, joyously. Page 44. WITH THE PANSY-FACED GARDENER 105 She thought a while, then looked around as if to find a way to express herself; her eyes rested on the sky and then she said, "I will lead God's breath into hungry souls." "By Jove," cried the gardener, "who told you that?" "My mother!" she said. "That's pretty wise talk for a little lady like you." "Well," said she, with an earnest look at the flowers, "everything must die; so must we; and mother says every morning I should stretch out my arms like the birds 'wings. Then I should look up to God and ask, while I take deep breaths, to have His breath enter in. ' ' "What is God's breath?" asked the interested gar- dener. "Air," replied the girl. "But how are you going to teach hungry souls to feed on that air called God 's breath ? ' ' "By telling them it is!" "Is what?" "That air is 'God's breath,'" she answered impa- tiently. "Oh, Mr. Forster, you don't understand," and she started to leave him, but the good man knew well the meaning of that child's soul, yet he took keen delight in her sincerity. He picked a small bunch of pansies and handed them to her, saying: "Keep it up; feed the souls, while I raise floAvers. The world never did you any harm, I dare say." ' ' Oh, thank you ! ' ' she exclaimed. ' ' The darling faces. I wonder if God made these after you?" and she went on, "He must have, because they look like you, Mr. Forster. I always used to think your face was in every pansy. ' ' "Why?" asked the giver. "Just look at your face! This pansy has a beard just like yours, all around its darling face." "Well, well," replied the gardener, "you certainly gave me the best compliment. My girls call me a hairy beast." She looked at him pityingly, then stroked his beard, say- ing, "Never mind, I like you that way!" "Well, then," he answered jovially, "I won't worry about them any more, as long as you think I am all right." 106 THE WAY OF THE WORLD She looked at the bunch of pansies in her hand again and said, ' ' I must put them in water ; otherwise they may die before their time." "All right," said the kind gardener, "now don't for- get to come over often. I want you to put a little of God 's breath into me, too!" and shaking his head he pulled out his tobacco and filled his pipe. He watched his little friend as she ran across the empty lot holding the pansies care- fully, mumbling to himself, ' ' A mighty clever little girl. ' ' In the evening he told his women-folks, as he called them, about the wise talk of the little girl. "Well," said one daughter, a spinster of broad and wholesome ideas, ' ' seems to me the Woman is not as bad as he made her. If she had another man she would not be here for good." "Yes," said the other, "one would think she would never want to see this miserable old place again after all she suffered." "Well," said the father, "the past doesn't seem to bother them. They have a wonderful way of looking at things, at least Ronile has, and surely the mother has too, otherwise the child would not say such things. ' ' He laughed broadly as he told them about her saying that God made the pansies after him, with a beard on their darling faces. ' ' Well, ' ' said Rose, the older daughter, ' ' when she was a tiny thing I remember how Georgie Adams carried her to Sunday School and if I recollect right she was not over two years old. Why she recited that piece, 'Hush, my pretty little dear,' just wonderfully, and say, she would not do it though without a stage. We had to put a newspaper on the floor so she could have her platform." "Poor little Georgie Adams," said the younger sister, "how long has he been dead now?" "About four years," said the father. "I remember the time he was killed, poor boy, touching that live wire after the awful storm. Why, it killed the crops in most places, and blew one of my hothouses to splinters." "Yes," said Rose, "and do you remember how Ronile came with her bank in her hand to buy some flowers for Georgie?" WITH THE PANSY-FACED GARDENER 107 "I'll never forget," said Alice, the younger sister, "when I took her back, bank and all. No one knew about her even leaving the house." "Yes," said the father, "she wanted to buy lots of flowers, I remember, and knowing that that was her bank she was willing to give me bank and all for Georgie's flowers. ' ' ' ' She was always an odd child, ' ' said Rose, looking into space recalling some of Ronile's pranks. After that evening the two sisters made it a point to be present when Ronile came again to give her pansy friend more "wise talk," as they called it. So the gardener's people received lots of in- formation from their little "world-rover," as they some- times called her, just to see a defiant flash in her eyes. "Well," said Ronile, "if you sit here, how can you think different? Did you ever see an amphitheater?" "No," said the sisters. "Well, then, it takes a rover to tell you about it, doesn't it?" asked Ronile. "Yes," said Alice, "tell us what you saw there." "Well, some sweet singers." "What did they sing?" "Oh," said Ronile, raising her brow, "the Stabat Mater Dolorosa." "What does that mean?" asked Rose. ' ' That means the heart-cry from Christ 's mother. ' ' 1 ' You don 't say, ' ' answered Rose. ' ' Where was that ? ' ' "Oh, at the amphitheater in Berkeley," she replied. "When?" kept on Rose. "Holy Week, on Good Friday." "You are a lucky girl," said Alice, "and we want you to tell the Sunday School class all about it, will you ? ' ' "Yes, I will, gladly," said Ronile. "But can I tell them about the buffalos and kangaroos at Golden Gate Park? You know," she went on, "the kangaroos carry their babies in a pocket that grows right on them." ' ' Well, ' ' said the old gardener, ' ' you will have to make an allowance in your class next Sunday and give the chil- dren a lecture on the beasts in Golden Gate Park." "But, Mr. Forster!" said Ronile eagerly, "kangaroos 108 THE WAY OF THE WORLD are not beasts. They are very lovable. Sometimes you can only see the ears of their babies sticking out as they hop along with them tucked in.'* "Right you are," said the gardener, "a beast is a ferocious animal," and Ronile nodded in a satisfied way. She told them about the concerts every Sunday in Golden Gate Park. ' ' And it is lovely, ' ' she said. ' ' In the summer the trees in the sunken garden before the music stand have all their leaves to keep the sun away because it is hot. Then in the winter, when it gets cooler, the leaves fall off to let the sun warm the people. ' ' "God certainly finds a way of warming old people's backs when they want to hear good music," said the old gardener. "By the way," said Rose, "do you play?" "I do, but not many pieces, just one called Violet," said Ronile. "She is bound to stick with the flowers," laughed the gardener, as they watched her playing with Victor. "There," said Rose, "when she don't want to keep up, you can't make her." "Well," said the father, "that's what I call a strong mind, and besides it isn't right to keep pumping too much out of her. She may get tired and not come over so often. ' ' "That's right," said Alice, "we must not lose her for we do enjoy her talk." Thus they humored her each day with cake and flowers just to get a bit of her wisdom, gained in roving the world. Mrs. Delien and Ruth kept busy sewing, to Ruth 's great delight. There came only a few "darns" from Ruth, as the days passed, for she promised to act very ladylike. She also manicured her finger nails and many times wished the work were not so dirty. There was great fear of break- ing a nail when she weeded the garden, for she had ad- mitted to Mrs. Delien, as she held her hands toward the light, fingers down, that the nails looked like drops of water. She was more careful not to let pots get burned for fear of breaking her nails in scouring them. After two weeks there was a pretty display of summer frocks. Ruth looked her best as she went to church in a WITH THE PANSY-FACED GARDENER 109 flimsy, soft, dotted swiss, with light blue ribbon around her waist and on the sleeves, bringing the short puff to a neat finish above the elbow. She wore a pair of long silk gloves for the first time and if God was not quite satisfied with her devotion that Sunday, thought Ruth, He could hardly blame her for feeling so proud. During the ser- mon she felt an envious look from her old school enemy, Minnie Finch. She raised her head airily and ignored the envious look from that ' ' freckled-faced minx, ' ' as she called her. There was no attention paid to the sermon, for she was too busy sitting prim, or touching her hat with the new silk flowers. ' ' My, ' ' she thought, ' ' if that minx ever sees them ! ' ' Then she would raise her arms slightly to show her long gloves. After the services she told the Woman how glad she was to show that spiteful old cat Minnie Finch how to dress. She did not notice the distressed look on her friend's face as she went on, saying that Minnie's father would have to sell the old cow to get her an outfit like that. Mrs. Delien took Ruth firmly by the shoulders and looked sadly into her eyes, saying, "If I had known that this outfit would create spite instead of thanks to God, I would never have made it." "Well," said Ruth, "can't I get a chance to show that spiteful, old thing how nice I can look ? ' ' "No," said her friend, "you showed God how weak you are in being spiteful yourself. Oh, deary, now your dresses don't seem the same to me. They have lost their beauty and wholesomeness. You attracted the envious look from what you term a rival, thus putting her mentally on your basis. ' ' "I didn't touch her," cried Ruth, almost in tears. "No, you didn't," said the Woman, "but in the house of God you made sure that another mind was away from worship by drawing attention to yourself, thus causing an envious vibration instead of pure, simple devotion. I am ashamed before God that I used the powers He gave me to create such beautiful things and then caused distur- bance in the hour, the only one in all the week that He expects us to commune with Him. See, dear, we expect 110 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Him to be ever near us and help us, but what do we do to get nearer to Him? He is so merciful and forgives, therefore, if you make up your mind to be nice and think of Him only while in His house of worship, I am sure He will forgive you this time." "But," said Euth, "I saw her look at me, the horrid old thing." "Now, dear," said Mrs. Delien, "don't use those words. If you had smiled nicely at her and not spitefully in a haughty way, she would have been happy to see you look so nice." "Not she!" said Ruth, gruffly, "you don't know her. Why she already goes out with the boys." "And she will pay the consequences," said the Woman. "If she is weak, Ruth dear, you must be strong to help her by giving a good example. ' ' "That girl doesn't know what example means. She has always been a dunce in school!" "There we have it," said the Woman. "Perhaps her bringing up was not what it should be. You see, dear, not everybody has the good fortune to be born in the lap of brilliant parents like yours. God will judge her less for her wrongs because she was not raised on proper soil, yet she may adorn a high place in God's garden some day." "She'd have to be a tiger lily," said Ruth, pouting, "with her freckles." The Woman laughed at Ruth's perception of God's garden, and said: "Are you not thankful that you were chosen for me to make things for ? God might have picked her. Poor Minnie. She doesn't know how a silk glove feels." "I should say not; her hands are like a cow's tongue; you could grate a potato on them for pancakes, ' ' said Ruth spitefully. "Has she no piano?" asked the Woman. "The washboard is all she plays on, the poor simp." "Now, Ruth, please don't use any more slang," and there was a determined look on the Woman's face as they were washing the dinner dishes. Ruth looked worried; she loved her friend and did WITH THE PANSY-FACED GARDENEE 111 not want to hurt her feelings. She looked out, wishing her father would come home or a thunder storm would come up anything to make a change in the situation, even thunder, and that she hated, but she would not mind if something struck her meanness, she thought. Her heart was big, but her tongue loose, Mrs. Hilbert had said once. The "Woman smiled as she thought of those words, and Ruth saw that smile. She threw down the dish-cloth, wiped her hands on her apron, and held on to her friend in glee. "Oh, I know," she cried happily, "you are not mad at me, are you?" "Only dogs get mad," said the Woman. "Angry," corrected Ruth, and looked her friend squarely in the eyes and said: "I would sooner die. I could not stand it. Why, I hate storms and wished for one so you would talk to me. I am sorry that there is so much spitefulness in me, but I promise you to be like you even if it is hard. If Minnie were here now I would kiss her just to show you how I mean it." The Woman took her little friend in a tender embrace and kissed her ardently, then said: "You don't like me to be angry with you because you respect my sincerity. I am only a woman like you and think of the great omnipo- tent power of God; how terrible it is to disobey Him and arouse His anger. Is it not better to respect Him when He owns everything, even us? For when He calls us we must obey. We leave our body and join Him and if we don 't know the way we cannot find Him ; then we wander in darkness." She put her arm around Ruth and led her to the porch. Pointing up to the sky, she said, "Sup- pose the Father should call you now." Ruth shuddered as she looked hopelessly at her adviser. "I hope He won't," she cried, with tears in her eyes. "I I," she stammered, "want to make good. If I could only get hurt to suffer some, so God would forgive me." "Oh, my dear little girl," said the Woman, "I will show you a way to make good without suffering." They took off their aprons, then gave the chicks fresh water and taking their parasols, strolled along the country road. They passed some farm houses and Ruth wondered where she 112 THE WAY OF THE WORLD was going, when she beheld Minnie standing by the gate, holding a flower and talking to a neighbor boy named Ed. Mrs. Delien walked over and took her hands in hers, hold- ing them a while and looking into the tiger lily face with supreme love and tenderness. She made a low bow of solemn respect to the awkward Ed, then looking at the bewildered Ruth, said, "How would you like to entertain these young people at your house this afternoon, deary?" Minnie looked at her old enemy in surprise but Ruth put her arms around her old school chum's shoulder and begged her to come and bring Ed, too. There was a curious expression on Minnie's counte- nance as she listened, and seeing that the invitation was a serious one, she threw both her arms up in the air and ran back to the house, calling to her invalid mother, "Oh, Marm, Ruth asked me to come to her house, can I go ? " A smile supreme greeted the Woman, as she walked over to the house to speak to the sick mother, who lamented that Minnie never had a chance to go anywhere and that she had cried while she ate her dinner because Ruth snubbed her in church. "Ruth did not mean it," explained the Woman, "these girls simply did not understand each other; they are both wonderful girls." In leaving she told the farmer's wife to pray for her ailments as God was near where nature was so abundantly beautiful. "Oh," said the weary farmer woman, "I don't know. He seems to have forgotten me." "It is exactly the same," said Mrs. Delien, "as when you telephone and the other party does not take off the receiver you cannot get connected. So with us; if we don't know the Father, how should He know us?" Look- ing around she beheld hundreds of fruit trees and wonder- ful patches of crops. She pointed to them, saying: "He is everywhere here with you. Don 't you know Christ 's saying, 'Be ye perfect as your Father in heaven?' How splendidly your crops are cared for. You keep them free from weeds. That is why they stand erect in all their strength, because no weeds absorb their vitality. There are weeds in you; WITH THE PANSY-FACED GARDENER 113 they are like two worms called disgust and distrust. They gnaw on the vital cord of your being, making you helpless. Then you blame God. Here you have carefully removed the weeds but have forgotten yourself. Try it ; we all need overhauling at times. Faith is the only weapon you need to remove those worms." "How can I go to church when I can hardly walk across the room?" asked the invalid. "It is not church you need to see into yourself. Most people go to church for a purpose some to let the minister do the praying, others to display their garments." Ruth walked away at that and the Woman saw only how red her ears looked as she made haste to reach the gate. The Woman continued: "Mrs. Finch, you have been planted here to serve Him ; He put you on these grounds and now you sit and complain, causing God to make you ill. It is rheumatism you have, is it not?" "Yes," replied the invalid. "Well, I remember ten years ago we bought all our berries and fruit here, and in the early spring you were out all kinds of weather. I told you at that time that some day you would have rheumatism, as after one gets his blood chilled it forms into lumps, and stops circulation, thus causing that part of the body to congest, making it swell and causing great pain." "Ten years ago," replied the invalid, "I was well and did not mind it, but now I am not good for anything." "You did not abide by the law of nature. See, the men had rubber boots on and they are spared these pains : but you thought there was no end to your strength, and yet nature teaches how far one can go." A light came into the eyes of the stricken woman. She held out both hands and said: "If you were here longer, why there wouldn't be anyone sick. You'll just talk it out of me, I dare say." "Well," replied Mrs. Delien, happily, "try to talk yourself out of it I showed you the way. Good-by. God be with you " ; so saying Mrs. Delien left with her happy party, a look toward heaven for grace and thanks for the power to sow another good seed. 114 THE WAY OF THE WORLD They took the awkward, clumsy farm-children into the parlor. Ruth played the piano and the Woman served root beer and some cake Mrs. Hilbert had made before she left. "Minnie had the broadest smile on her freckled face I ever saw," said Ruth as they watched their guests hurry over the hill "to help get the milk strained," as Minnie said. "Oh, you darling!" cried Ruth. "Is that the way you punished me to make me good ? ' ' "Yes," said the Woman, "I know God will forgive you now for you made poor Minnie so happy. ' ' ' ' I never thought she was so nice, ' ' said Ruth. "Because you never looked for her good qualities," answered the Woman. "How does an echo sound?" she asked Ruth. "As you call," answered Ruth. ' ' Well, there you are. She is just as good as you make her, and her life is not so easy, my dear. You must help her bear up. Look at the difference in your sweet mother and her bitter lump of flesh to contend with all day long. ' ' "Yes," said Ruth, "I am going to give her a piano lesson every Sunday afternoon." "I knew it," smiled the Woman. "You are just the best little pal for her," and kissing her three times she showed her how she meant it. CHAPTER XX THE PRESENTIMENT; WITH A TRIP TO CONEY ISLAND Going into the kitchen, Mrs. Delien prepared a cold lunch and put it on the dining-room table. "What are you doing that for?" asked Ruth. "Oh," replied the Woman, "your father and Austin and some one else will be here shortly." "Who can the someone else be?" thought Ruth; then turning to her friend she asked, "How do you know Pa is coming?" ' ' I feel it, ' ' replied the other. "But how?" "Well, I just feel him coming nearer and I picture him to be in Plainfield by now. It just appears to me that way and I hear him talking to a woman; it sounds like your Aunt Emma's voice." Ruth jumped in glee. ' ' Oh, my aunt, ' ' she said. ' ' What a good time we will have if she comes." Before long they were running down the street to meet the party from Pennsylvania. Aunt Emma was there, much to Ruth's surprise, and she thought: "HOW did she know? Well, I'll be good ; that will be my motto." There were happy days following. A trip to Coney Island was planned. "By boat," suggested Ruth. So they all got ready after Aunty had a few days' rest. It was the first trip Aunt Emma had ever made by boat, and every little jerk set her jumping up nervously, but the music seemed a good remedy to quiet poor aunty's nerves. Ruth had smuggled a small baby-faced toy with a whistle at the end. She would hold the baby 's mouth shut and then blow it open, thus creating a perfect baby cry. She held the mysterious baby carefully wrapped in the end of her veil. Aunt Emma seemed greatly alarmed at the mysterious cry and kept lamenting about the ridiculous people who did not know how to take care of a baby. ' ' Catch me bringing a poor little baby on a boat of this kind, ' ' she said. ' ' Gracious sakes alive, this is my first boat 116 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ride, as old as I am, and it came too soon. There 's a feeling in me now as if I want to turn inside out. Oh, dear, I wish I were at home on the hill. Land sakes, if I could only see the child ! No wonder it cries, if it feels as sick as I do. " There was not a smile on Ruth 's face as she at rapid in- tervals uttered the mysterious baby cries. Not only poor aunty was alarmed; many other people on the boat looked around, some holding the food in their mouths as they lis- tened and forgetting to partake of their picnic goodies. Mrs. Delien noticed how pale Aunt Emma's face was getting and thought of bringing an end to the mysterious sounds. Sitting behind Ruth, she watched her chance. When the mischief-maker blew the whistle again, she pushed her, thus making a regular squall out of the wailing cry. Some thought an accident had happened and ran leaving their lunch behind. Poor aunty was hanging over the railing thinking the ship was going down, as she murmured in a choked voice, "God help me, I want to look death in the face if it must be." Mrs. Delien grabbed her and pushed her carefully into her seat ; then she pulled the mysterious trouble-maker from under Ruth's arm. At the sight of the little toy, Aunt Emma looked fiercely at her niece, too angry to speak. The Woman noticed this and remarked, ' ' If those eyes of yours were daggers now, poor Ruth would be stabbed." In Aunt Emma's generous nature, daggers and malicious objects had no place and she did not wish to be classed as harboring such horrid things as daggers in her looks, so she smiled, consoled at the thought that there was not a poor little baby in it after all. She took great delight, however, in seeing others get fooled by the silly little whistle, as she called it. On arriving at the long pier in Coney Island, the Woman held Aunt Emma by the arm as she did not watch where she was going. Her eyes were following the shoot-the- chutes, turning around to see where they went, and never watching where she was going. ' ' So many people ! Where do they all come from ? ' ' she stammered nervously. "Goodness gracious sakes alive, why there are more people on this pier alone than in our whole town. ' ' THE PRESENTIMENT 117 The Woman asked her why she stopped and stared at a policeman. ' ' Well, ' ' she said, ' ' I want to remember his face. Sakes alive, we may get lost and not find the ship to go back. ' ' "Oh," laughed Mrs. Delien, "he will be off duty by the time we are going home. Never mind, dear, don't worry, we will find our way back. ' ' So they marched toward the beach. Aunty could not at first partake of the lunch. In her clean, good mind, she was too absorbed by the ' ' brazen things ' ' who had the nerve to dress so scantily. "What would our minister say if he saw me here in a crowd of this kind? Sakes alive! I hope no one is here from up home. I 'd be ashamed to show my face. ' ' They all tried to explain that it is customary to have such suits, as it gives more benefit to get the electricity out of the water into the body. "Well," said aunty, "I'd be afraid God would strike their miserable bare bodies if they have no modesty and shame in 'em. ' ' The invigorating ocean air, however, crept slowly into that mountain girl's lungs, filled them up with fresh vigor, thus compelling her to eat with great appetite, and enjoy the day after all. Austin and Ronile wanted to go bathing, but Mr. Hil- bert w r anted them to wait until noon, so they took in the sights. He purchased a set of tickets for Luna Park, giving them tickets for the "Bowl of Joy," and suggesting that Aunt Emma take the one for the "Helter Skelter." She scolded him for spending so much money. ' ' Well, it 's your first time and we might as well make a good day of it," he replied. Poor Aunt Emma watched the children getting thrown from one side to the other in the bowls. "Well," said her brother-in-law, "you had better use the ticket; no use wasting any." Mrs. Delien said she would go with her, so she was willing. They sat on small mats. Mrs. Delien carefully tucked her skirts under and slid along, holding on to the mat. She told her partner to do the same, then went rapidly down the chute. Aunt Emma followed, but in the excitement forgot to hold on to the mat, and throwing her arms over her head, she came 118 THE WAY OF THE WORLD down in somersaults. There was an awful scream when she recovered. First she looked around for a chance to disap- pear. They followed her, overcome with laughter. "Why did you not hold on to the mat?" asked Mrs. Delien, trying to console her. "How could I?" said the poor girl, still shivering. "Oh, Lord, forgive me, that's what I get in a sinful place of this kind. Wish to goodness I had never seen it. ' ' At this re- mark she looked around giving the impression of a victim in a lion's den. She rubbed her knees and elbows, but would not give in to her brother-in-law's remark that it hurt. "You're a poor sport; just look how they all come down, ' ' but Aunt Emma would not look back, her attention being centered on the gate. They sat by a large pond. Suddenly they heard a splash, and turning around Aunt Emma threw up her arms in despair. The children were coming down in a boat from a high platform at great speed. The boat glided into the water, bringing its happy, shouting contents to the shore. Emma took Mr. Hilbert by the arm and shook him vigorously. "You have no sense," she scolded; "if the boat had capsized, they'd all be drowned." She looked at the book in her hand, wishing that no more tickets were left. ' ' Well, ' ' he said, ' ' the worst is over ; only two more left and we will all be together. ' ' Aunt Emma went, glad to put an end to those tickets. Then they had an ice cream and went back to the beach, and all went in bathing except aunty, who could not be coaxed as she said someone must watch the lunch baskets and apparel. At eight o'clock they took the boat home, looking back at the wonderful brilliant sight. "A City of Lights," said Aunt Emma. Then she agreed that it had been a nice day in spite of the shocks. "You would make a good sport, after all," said her brother-in-law. ' ' Well, ' ' she answered, ' ' I am glad I went. Now when the folks ask me about Coney I '11 have it all over them. ' ' CHAPTER XXI THE SIGN OP THE CROSS A few days later, they received a letter from Mrs. Hilbert, who was still visiting in Pennsylvania, saying that one of the neighbors, a friend of Aunt Emma's, was crazy. ' ' Oh, ' ' cried the latter, ' ' I knew it ; she 's been smitten by that Ouija Board ever since her mother died. The poor girl! After she's supported the old lady, and now could have it easy, she goes crazy. ' ' Mrs. Delien looked concerned, but said nothing. In the evening she suggested that all sit in silence and pray as it might help the poor girl. All hurried to get the table cleared. The Woman w r ent out alone. They saw her climb College Hill. Slowly she walked in silent meditation. After sundown she returned with a mild, patient look on her face. She asked if all were ready. They were. The Woman laid the Bible on the table, and a vase with mixed flowers; also a glass of water. They watched her silently, as she sacredly went about the performances. When all were seated around the table, she took the Bible and read from the Fourteenth Chapter of St. John: "Let not your heart be troubled; ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions. If it were not so I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you; And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also, and whither I go ye know, and the way ye know." She closed the book and looked up, saying: "Thou wilt come again, oh Lord. Then we beseech Thee in Thine truth. We, Thine children, are assembled here to plead for another. If its mind is ill, something controls that mind, and Thou art the healer of minds in darkness. A blind lamb who labored for a loved one. In our Father's house are many mansions, wherein that loved one also dwells. A hungry heart needs comfort, a mother's gentle touch. Thou didst recall the spirit of many and they profit- ed by thine return, a communion with loved ones departed. We, therefore, know that in Thy power lies the light for darkened mind." 120 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Thus concluding she turned out the lights and still the room was illuminated. Mr. Hilbert closed the shutters and blinds but the light remained. Sometimes it traveled along the wall or ceiling; then it remained still in the center of the circle. The Woman sang, "Lead Kindly Light, 'Mid the En- circling Gloom," in a sacred tremor. All joined and as the choir of enchanted singers became louder a cross seemed to manifest itself so brilliantly that it dazed them, as it slowly rose up to the ceiling and disappeared. The Woman stretched out her arms, singing, "Lead Thou Me On." Then all sat in silence for a long time. After closing the sacred meeting, Mr. Hilbert said: "Now I believe in what you told us about that astral trip. No electric power could produce such brilliancy as that lighted cross." "Yes," said the woman, "the power of the cross. It pays to be crucified; that is the only road where we meet the Master in all His mercy." Aunt Emma could not speak for a long time. Ruth looked at the Woman with a mixed expression of awe and fear, resolving not even to think wrong, for lately the Woman had told her what she was thinking about. The next letter came, telling about the insane girl ; how the minister said she was possessed of an evil spirit, and the doctors suggested removing her to an asylum. Aunt Emma was inconsolable, saying that if the minister and the doctor could not help her, she was lost. Looking straight at Aunt Emma, the Woman said: "Why have you more faith in your minister and doctor than in Christ? Did not the cross Drove His presence?" "But He said nothing," replied the former. "I did not ask Him to speak," replied the Woman. "All I appealed for was the light and it came, therefore I know the Master will help your poor friend." "To think," wailed Aunt Emma; "the best girl I know. Why she never said a wicked word in all her life, and now to think that the evil controls her." She was too much grieved and afraid to mention even that wicked fellow controlling hell. Thus the silken fabric was twisted into a huge basket of flowers. Page 48. THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 121 "Well," said the Woman in a consoling tone, "evil always tries to enter the good ; with the wicked it doesn 't have to try. There evil influence always has admission, is even sought. Christ had to battle with the evil and He won. Job was ruined by evil but rewarded by God. When Solo- mon was troubled by evil spirits, David would play the harp to drive them away. This shows that evil doesn't like harmony. Our harmony is built right in us, but we lose control of that wonderful harp called Nerve System. We fly apart, looking for a hold, losing our main hold on the nerve control. If, when the great shock comes, like a loved one departing, we could only keep quiet and steadfast. The journey for that loved one, called by the Angel of Resurrec- tion, is often interrupted by a loud shriek of an unreason- able member. The soul must return and has to labor all over again, making the response of, 'Why did you call me back?' Reason is at such times most important. If they by the bedside could see how hard it is for some of the souls to proceed. In reproaching, you only draw a bitter, reproachful element in spirit and the poor soul has to battle with them." "Oh, my God," said Aunt Emma; "I can't think of it. Why were we ever born ? ' ' "For a purpose," replied the Woman. "You were born to take my place here for a while and I was born to go up to your home and help that sick friend of yours. ' ' Aunt Emma's eyes and mouth opened wide, and she stared at the Woman quite speechless. "Yes," she continued, amused at the surprised girl. "How wonderfully it has all been arranged by the divine law. You had to come and take my place, so I could go, and I will do so in the morning ; otherwise the poor girl will be put into an asylum and I will lose the chance to help her." Mr. Hilbert offered to take the Woman, but she knew he was too busy, so she just let him take her to the ferry and then went alone on the train. He wanted to telegraph Mrs. Hilbert of her coming, but she told him it would frighten the poor woman as she always saw only an evil omen in a dispatch. Unfortunately some people only resort to such 122 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ways of transmitting messages in times of disaster. In joy they most always refrain from circulating news hastily, which is a great error as it then will have the effect Mrs. Hilbert always feared. It was two o'clock in the afternoon when the Woman climbed the big hill. She knew the little white house way up from the correct description Aunt Emma gave her. Coming closer she beheld most of the inhabitants outside looking toward the top of the hill. She followed their gaze and be- held some figures on the highest point. One stood erect, the others were kneeling on the ground weeping and praying. The Woman hurried to the scene. Mrs. Hilbert recognized her western friend. Explaining to those nearest her she ran to meet the Woman. "Oh," she said, "for five days that poor thing hasn't eaten a mouthful of food. She will not even drink water now. The Woman went into the house and asked for a glass of water. Then escorted by her friend they went up to the stricken girl. There was not a sign of life in that form as it stood with eyes cast up. "A lost soul has possession of that body, trying to redeem itself, ' ' said the Woman. She walked briskly toward the girl, spilling some of the water in her hand and sprinkled it over the rigid figure. "Now, I am lost," they heard the victim say. The Woman then took the hand of the girl, who slowly cast her eyes at her. There was a strong look from the Woman hold- ing that glance. Then she took the glass and held it up to the girl's mouth and gave her three swallows, repeating, "In the Name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit that prevails. ' ' There was another look that met her eyes, one that told of much anxiety, but the Woman gave her three more swallows, then three more, repeating each time the name of the Holy Trinity. Then she put her arm around the girl's waist and led her down the steep hill, much to the amazement of the eager neighbors, who were all watching the sights of Crazy Mary as they called her by now. The Woman looked accusingly at them as she passed, but did not speak. Her look, however, seemed to say enough for they went home with bowed heads. She lead the worn, staggering girl into the house, took off her shoes that had been on for five days as no one could undress her, THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 123 Then she ordered warm water and put a handful of salt in the foot tub. In the meantime, she had her dressed in a clean nightgown and sat her on the bed, never letting her go; she always held one hand on her as if she wanted to hold fast on something. When they brought the foot tub she ordered another glass of water. While the girl held her feet in the soothing foot bath she again gave her three swallows of water. The Woman put the glass with water on the left side of the bed, asking a member to cover it with a white kerchief. She dried the girl's feet and pushed the water under the bed ; then she carefully laid her down and asked if there was something blessed in the house. They did not know what she meant. ''Just a Bible or something," the Woman explained. ' ' Oh, yes, ' ' they said. ' ' We have mother 's prayer book here." "That's fine," said the Woman. She opened it and read a while aloud. "My," said one of the sisters, "that was mother's favorite prayer; if she didn't always pray that!" After awhile the Woman closed the book and laid it under the pil- low of the girl, who lay with closed eyes like one who had paved the last road on life's journey. She then pulled the bed from the wall and slowly 'walked around it, three times, praying silently. She then opened the windows and told them all to leave the room and let the girl rest. "Oh," said the brother, a big country boy, "we closed the windows because she wanted to jump out." The smile that greeted him from the strange woman, who had done more than all the town, assured him that he need not fear because the girl was in good care now. "But she is alone now," he protested. "Oh, no," said the Woman, "you could not count all in that room. ' ' They sat in the living room and the Woman proved that Mary was not alone by naming all the departed and told them how they passed out. It was not the right place to tell such proofs, for some of them walked out looking at the Woman as if she herself were possessed. Once in awhile she would look into the bedroom and find the girl peace- fully sleeping. In the evening they all sat at the supper 124 THE WAY OP THE WORLD table, Mary at her usual place, fussing about the old rag carpet getting wrinkled under the chair. They all sat on the porch watching the sunset, when one of the neighbors came over, making her way straight to Mary, saying : ' ' How are you ? Do you know me yet ? ' ' The Woman just pushed her arm in front of the ad- vancing busybody, and said, "Who could ever forget you when once they saw you?" There was a fiery, hateful look from the neighbor, who was led back to the steps by the "brazen, imposter of a strange woman, who had come to rule the hill," she flung back at the Woman. It did not seem to affect the stranger, however, she just told her that the show was over and there would be no more acting on Mary's part ; that they, pointing around the neighborhood, would have to look for amuse- ment elsewhere. Then she left the angry woman, who joined the other gossiping groups and by the way her hands flew all agreed that if they ever went through the head of anyone now, there would not be much hair left. Mary's brother smiled all over his broad face as he pushed a chair over for the Woman to sit down. "Gee," he said, "that's the time she got it, that old sinner ; she had to get the news for the rest. Now she got left and it serves her right." "She can't help it," said the Woman; "she knows no better. I would not want to live her life, as she is never herself, always in other vibrations, thus suffering with others, not in sympathy, but in inquisitiveness. " Turning to Mrs. Hilbert she told of the trip to Coney Island, care- fully avoiding Emma's ride on the Helter Skelter. They all laughed, much to the surprise of the neighbors who were constantly on the jump, wondering what Crazy Mary would do next. As soon as the stars came out the Woman told Mary to take a glass of milk and go to bed. "Yes," replied the girl, "I am tired and want to sleep." She kissed the Woman as she left and thanked her again and again. "Funny," said one of the members, "she never calls for mother any more on the Ouija." THE SIGN OP THE CROSS 125 ' ' Let me see that board, ' ' said the Woman. She looked at it carefully and then handed it to the brother and told him to burn it. ' ' What will the neighbors say if we destroy the board ? Why Mary was the only one it worked for." "Yes," said the Woman, "and worked her almost into her grave. If Mary had been alone at it with good thinking people it would never have harmed her, but there they Absorbed all her strength in having their fortunes told, and thus in a weakened condition she could not keep her body and soul together. In trying to get her mother on the board, someone else tried to impersonate that loved one, just to get the sympathy of the victim and held on to that worn- out body, to work out its own salvation. It was never Mary who said, 'I am lost.' You all know how her face changed in expression as her ow r n self returned. That is why so many insane people harbor just one mania, some for murder, or religion, or for self-destruction. Just note that one suicide in a family has mostly other members follow in the same mania of self-destruction. The spirit of the first sui- cide claims the others. Take, for instance, a murderer. They seldom know what they do when they commit the crime. In some cases it is called temporary insanity. They are insane at the time; they brood a long time, then they take intoxicating drinks, in most cases to deaden self- consciousness, and after the crime is committed they wipe their foreheads and say: "My God, what have I done?" "You don't believe in capital punishment?" asked one of the party. "No," said the Woman, "I could not agree at any time on taking a life for another. ' ' "You are right," said the brother. "Well, I will burn the darn thing, and if those gossips need more for- tunes told, I will tell them with a pitchfork, by gum, rather than have Mary act like that again. ' ' "Yes," said the Woman, "if anyone wishes to com- municate with spirits, it is a very dangerous road unless one is well guided by angels. They are ready but do not come unless we go half way in calling them. No prayer is unanswered. We get according to our appeal. The Father 126 THE WAY OF THE WORLD gave us free will and law. There is a law sign on every corner of the mystery path 'Beware,' it is called. If we resort to material ways of reaching into higher realms we lose. Materially, we connect with earthbound spirits who never care to elevate." "They must be saved," said one. "Yes, they will in time if we just live a good, whole- some life. They see our freedom and want to do the same. This way we will help them more than in giving them our body to corrupt. If a soul does not spare a body and tor- tures the victim, then it is not fit for elevation. Many people get headaches at certain times; they come quickly and go the same way. That is sometimes a soul entering a body that shot itself through the brain. As we live, so we die. Such a soul is poor indeed. It doesn't know where to go, for it has no magnetic compass to lead it on. It violated God 's law in self-destruction, then the spirit remains around hanging on some member of the family driving that one also to destruction. In time, however, they can manifest again by getting new brain cells to think and work their way toward salvation. ' ' "Gee," said the brother, "if that is the way, I would never commit suicide. ' ' "Then why," asked another, "did Jesus let Judas hang himself?" "He knew it before," the Woman answered. "It was the consequences of Judas' desire that led to it; greed for money made him sell his Master. Christ could not prevent wages of sin ; He was fair. ' ' "Then capital punishment ought to be fair," said the boy. ' ' No, otherwise Christ would not have forgiven the man on the cross," replied the Woman. "That's right," said they. "Let's all do the best we can," said the Woman, as she rose to retire. It was a wonderful night ; the stranger was led into a room facing the east. It was furnished in white. The lamp with its mellow light gave the new inhabitant a warm welcome. She gazed slowly around the simple clean fur- THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 127 nishings, took up a book to read awhile, and then undressed. After blowing out the light she opened a door which led to the adjoining room where Mary and a sister had retired. They called out, asking if she was comfortable. "Yes," answered the guest, "I am very contented. It is just the spot where I am lying that your dear mother breathed her last. ' ' "Gracious sakes," said Anna, "who told her that mother died in that room ? Now she may not sleep well. ' ' And calling out she said, "Who told you that mother died there?" ' ' She did, ' ' replied the Woman. "But you never knew her." "I do now. Why I just felt her breath and I'll tell you what she looks like. ' ' The Woman described fully the details of the departed soul, even her teeth ; that there were only three left on the upper jaw. "Now go to sleep and worry no more ; all is well. Your dear mother is free to be with you any time, thanks to her good way of living," she concluded and turned over to sleep. A grateful look went out toward the Maker and Keeper of those stars that rules so gently and fairly. She fell asleep, although a strange pillow would at times keep her awake all night, but the good thoughts of those plain people were like balm in which she slumbered until the first rays of sunshine entered and greeted her, joyously announcing one more day added to the record of time to do the best. When the folks came down the Woman had already gone for a walk. "How strange! She is not like other folks," they re- marked as they went about preparing breakfast. Mary stood on the porch with outstretched arms to greet the Woman as she came down the lane with an armful of wild flowers. She kissed Mary and asked for a vase to put the wonderful creations of the Father in. Then she placed them before the picture of their spirit mother, saying: "This is the best monument you can build for her. Fresh flowers, with a fresh memory from all make her stay with you a happy one." They went into the dining room. The Woman walked 128 THE WAY OF THE WORLD to the place where the mother used to sit and said, ' ' Come, dear one, and partake if thou still hast desire for material food." She folded her hands and said grace. When she finished they remarked how she knew their mother's place at the table. "I saw her go to it," she answered, "and for awhile you will have to ask her to eat with you until she has over- come the desire for food." After breakfast they went out to work in the garden, and the Woman proved quite handy with the hoe. They re- marked about it. She smiled happily and said, "If people only knew what a benefit it gives the body to do a little exercise of this kind in the open air." "It surely does seem to do you good," said Anna, "for you have such nice pink cheeks this morning. Last night you looked as pale as death." "Well, my friends," replied the Woman, "I fought death. Insanity," she whispered, so Mary could not hear, ' ' is an awful death and doing such work leaves the body in a weak condition." She straightened up and smiled, say- ing: "See, I recuperate very quickly, thanks to you good people. I am feeling better than I have in a long time. You ought to be very happy living in such a wonderfully healthful place as this." Anna sighed and said, "The trouble in our home is that everyone is dissatisfied; one holds on and the other won't let go; there is fighting all the time." Looking to- ward the house she said : " It does look kind of nice. I never saw it so pretty. It seems you just make it look nicer. ' ' " It is the way with everything, ' ' said the Woman wist- fully. "Take, for instance, a person telling you about some- one doing something evil. You may meet that person after- wards and the first thought that enters your mind is, ' that wicked person,' yet you never knew her to do anything wicked, you only heard it from a gossip and believed. In time the person may appeal to you, and in the course of time you yourself cannot find a trace of wickedness, yet you wait for it. Every time you see the poor soul you spring that thought on her and if she is not a positive nature she will be affected by your accusing thought and feel antagonistic THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 129 toward you by treating you in the same manner, thus causing hostility instead of friendship." "If that isn't true," said Anna, the oldest of the family. "And say," she kept on soberly, "this town is just full of that kind they never have a good thought for any- body. If a girl leaves town, she runs away ; if she goes out with a fellow, there is something doing right then and there. You don't know what to do. I always was afraid of those gossips. That's why I never had the chance to marry, because I did not want them to give me a bad name." "Poor Anna," said the Woman, "don't worry about remaining single, the Father wished it so. If you had met the right sort you would not have cared for anybody's re- mark. Love has a law of its own. It builds its own bridges and tears them down." Looking down the street, Anna noticed the doctor's carriage and looked in alarm at Mary who was busy pulling weeds. The "Woman saw the distressed look on Anna 's face and motioned her not to disturb Mary and went down to the house with Anna. Anna introduced the Woman to the doctor. He made a slow bow, mumbled a few words and then looked at her in a scrutinizing manner. He raised his brow and said, "I have heard of you from some of the people down below. By the way, ' ' he kept on, "there is another one who said she saw the devil up here on the hill, and that this woman brought him." "Who was it?" inquired Anna. He thought a moment and said, "Why, Mrs. Watkins. " The Woman smiled and said, "Is it not the one I told to leave last evening?" "Sure," answered Anna, decidedly. "How do you know?" "Well, I knew she would plant some poisonous seed of some kind, but it will dry up in time. ' ' The doctor ignored the Woman and asked to speak with Anna alone. After a few minutes, the poor girl came out with an alarmed expression on her face telling her that the doctor had made arrangements to send Mary away. In a second the Woman stood before him and said, "You had better transfer to another house; your work is done here at present." 130 THE WAY OF THE WORLD ' ' I am a scientific man, and have no use for your ghost affairs," the doctor replied. "I did not ask you to interest yourself in my affairs," answered the Woman, "but you from your scientific point of view must prove that that patient whom you declared insane yesterday is sane today. Therefore you must leave her here." "I want to see her," he said gruffly. "Very well," answered the Woman, leaving the room and a few minutes later returning, talking quite sociably with what he called the insane girl. Mary walked over and greeted the old family friend as well as physician in a warm, cordial manner. His eyes softened as he stretched out both hands to greet her. There was a look of satisfac- tion on the face of the Woman, as she beheld the change in the doctor's feelings toward the girl. He glanced at the stranger, she returned a sweet smile and then went over and shook his hands, saying, "You see, dear doctor, you are a physician for the body, I am for the soul," and pointing to Mary she said, "This happened to be my case." He shook his head, smiling as he sized her up and said, "From the way the folks described you I thought you had the very fire of hell in your eyes, and here I find the most remarkable little woman. Where did you study this here a what do you call it, psychic power ? ' ' ' ' I don 't know what you could call it, ' ' said the Woman simply. "I learned it through experience, doctor; Faith in Fate. Sometimes I feel as if I had seven eyes instead of two in my head. ' ' "My," said Anna enthusiastically, "she's been a-tell- in' us all kinds of wonderful things," and with her gray eyes glowing she related to the doctor all that had happened since the strange friend arrived. Turning to the Woman, the doctor said, "Who sent you here?" "Jesus Christ in His mercy," answered the Woman solemnly. "How? Where did you see Him?" "In Kenwood, New Jersey." A look of mixed feelings THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 131 swept over the queer stranger, but a candid smile answered the assured truth. Then she told them of the sitting in communion for the help of the stricken girl. "Have you ever seen Him before?" ' ' I have, always, in times when I needed Him and called Him." " Is it possible ? ' ' said the doctor. "Why not?" answered the Woman. "He returned to His disciples and remained with them forty days; they believed in Him and in His return, and so do I." "But," said the doctor, raising his finger cautiously, ' ' cannot Satan ever come in form to tempt ? ' ' ' ' I never call him, nor do I know him, ' ' a slight frown forming on her brow as she spoke. "It seems to me," she said impatiently, "you people mention the names of evil ones more often than good ones. Thus you open the gates for evil to dwell. If you would only mention Christ in a sacred way as much as you do the devil. But in most houses His name is only used in an oath. I tell you, doc- tor," she said gravely, "scientific men, like you and the minister, have a great responsibility. The people de- pend upon you in everything; they don't think for them- selves. You can drive them like a herd of sheep." "How do you make that out?" he asked sharply. ' ' Well, ' ' she said pointing down the street, ' ' you came here, after you heard these people drag me through the mire, to persecute me also. You did not know me, nor were you willing to meet me; you scorned me. After finding out that I spent my money to come here, leaving my child, to help a distressed sister of mine, without charge ; just because I was sent to answer a prayer that these good people sent to heaven. I had enough sympathy in man- kind to tackle even what they call a devil with just a heav- enly gain in view." ' ' Have you a husband ? " he asked, interested. ' ' I hear you have a child." "No," she answered. "Dead?" "No." "Divorced?" 132 THE WAY OP THE WORLD "Yes." "Does Christ believe in divorce?" he kept on, think- ing of taking some weapons out of her. "Yes," she said without losing any of her poise. "He believes in anything that is wholesome. A sinful married life makes sinful children. They are bred in such environ- ment and can 't help the instinct and desire born in them. ' ' "When does that start?" he kept on amused. "At the time of conception," she answered. "You're right there," he said. "If parents lived a more harmonious life there would not be much for physi- cians to do." "Don't you think, doctor, that a lot of ailments origi- nate from lack of harmony, worry and imagination?" ' ' Oh, yes, ' ' he said slowly, looking at Mary in a fatherly way as he stroked his beard. "Mary, you certainly look different than you did yesterday at this time. ' ' ' ' See, ' ' said the Woman, ' ' there was nothing used but clear water. Christ had great faith in it. I have, for the way I studied it out is this : that it is the only thing that falls from the sky above to keep us alive, the only thing we cannot duplicate or live without, so I just use it in faith of healing virtue. ' ' ' ' I never thought of it in that way, ' ' he said, thought- fully. "But you agree there is something in it?" "Oh, yes," he replied. For the first time, Mary spoke and turning to the doctor she remarked how good that foot bath had been that the Woman gave her the night before. "No wonder," said Anna," she did not have her shoes off for five days." "Well," said the doctor, "it started the blood to cir- culating. ' ' "Yes," said Mary, "it seemed as if all the tired heaviness left me as I put my feet into it." "Well, do it every night, Mary," he said in a jovial voice and turning to the Woman said, "If you find time come and see us ; my wife would be glad to meet you. ' ' "Yes," said Anna, "she could do your wife lota of good by telling her of Richard." THE SIGN OF THE CROSS "Yes," he replied, "since that boy was drowned, wife has never been the same," and he left remarking that he had many morning calls to make before the noon office hours. Passing by the Woman as he went out he said, "I am not a bit sorry over the delay and hope to see you soon." "Will be very happy to call," answered the stranger, waving another good-by. It was getting too hot to work in the garden. Mrs. Delien had dinner with Emma's folks but had promised to bring Mrs. Hilbert for supper. Either the doctor or the Woman seemed to have worked a miracle on the hill, as soon one after another of the neighbors passed the house, looking interested, not inquisitive, as they politely in- quired how things were. The Woman greeted them in a loving way. "Why," said one neighbor, "one would think to talk to her that we had known her all our lives." Mrs. Delien visited the doctor and found the wife to be a very sad, sweet woman. After the test she asked if it would not be a good idea to hold a meeting on the hill for all to see her work. She looked concerned as she went on to say that her visit was limited and that she must return soon. It was arranged and on the fourth day they held a meeting. The doctor and his wife attended, giving the rest of the people a feeling of encouragement for they had faith in whatever he said. When all were assembled, the Woman rose, folded her hands, looked up and prayed ardently. Tears of gladness ran over her cheeks as she thanked the Almighty Father for His grace in bringing so many of His children together in love and harmony. Some of them also wept ; others would carefully watch each other saying: "My God! She prays like a minister. ' ' After prayer she spoke to them of good thought. "See," she said sadly, "unfortunately, I came to you unannounced. If the dear doctor had known and told you about my mission in advance you all would have received me gladly. In distress, with evil environments, you saw 134 THE WAY OF THE WORLD in me evil. But," she stretched out her arms smilingly and went on, "I came in faith, sent by our Father who is in heaven and on earth and found you, when evil was over- come by my blessing and loving thoughts. A good seed will thrive and it shows you all are good soil. Bless you ! Just a misunderstanding creates all evil. We unfortunately judge from our own standpoint; the way we feel, not the way they deserve. Did not Christ, our Master, say, ' Judge not, that ye be not judged?' We build our monuments with stones of kindness." She laid her hand on Mary's shoulder, saying, "Here is your transmitter, no longer with a board, but just in prayer." She turned out the light and told them the reason; also how she came to bring God's blessing to all. "It was in a circle of this kind when the cross arose and the Voice said to come here. I came in faith and stood your rebuke because I had the patience through the unseen power behind me. You all know, my sisters and brothers, that before even Christ was born, there were prophecies of His coming and He came. Moses went up on Mount Sinai to talk with God and brought back the Ten Commandments, which we all know today. After Moses came from the Mount he was filled with power and by hitting with his stick on the rock he performed the miracle of the water, thus proving to the discontented Israelites the power God gave him that was greater than the golden calf. But Moses went to God in faith, because he loved his people and knew if he appealed the Almighty Power would charge him full of strength to perform and he did. There is not a breath or a sigh in vain, all doings are registered in the Book of Life. You, my friends, would not say things about others in their presence that is underhanded and cowardly. Yet we are never alone. God's breath is always with us, otherwise we could not live. I will prove that to you now although you are seemingly alone with material eye. ' ' She then pointed around the room and called by name some of the strangers she had never seen before, and told them of some departed loved one, naming them also. In a natural, simple way she uttered at times dying words of a depart- ing soul, even in their dialect and voice. THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 135 She reached each one, then said, ' ' Now we will test the psychic powers of the individuals." She sat down and began to sing, "Nearer My God to Thee," in a very low voice. Soon they all joined. As they sang lights began to flit around. Sometimes between the song one could hear a quick, excited exclamation of, "Oh, my God!" It was when one of the lights would reach toward her face. When they finished singing the Woman explained the meaning of the lights. ' ' They belong to you, ' ' she said, ' ' so divinely arranged that you cannot be offended. Each light is a loved one; the white lights are angels, holy lights. They live in the highest realms. The blue lights are deity. Mothers most have them that have crossed the Mountain of Patience." The doctor said, "I saw a golden light; it rested on your head." "It is the light of good deeds; in giving to you, I receive in return from your loved ones departed, ' ' she said. "You, doctor," she kept on, "will some day have a golden light, for you are constantly giving to mankind, if you do not harbor too much material gain." "How is that?" he asked. "In giving to the sick good cheer, attention, sympa- thy, as well as medical aid, you get the constant thought of the patient, at times the admiration from the whole family, and those thoughts are golden beams. By each good deed we add a golden vein into our system. Gold radiates, thus causing a wonderful vibration that makes halos around your heads." "That's a nice way of looking at it," said the doctor, satisfied. "Oh," said Mary, for the first time, "I saw most wonderful faces with such laughing, beaming eyes." "Yes," answered the Woman, "that is your band of guides, to shield you, my dear, henceforth. But you must never try to communicate unless in a circle of this kind, where you are materially protected and never open unless in prayer. Evil does not like prayer. It is therefore a wonderful weapon of protection. We are all protected by a shell. If you look toward the sun, you will note at a 136 THE WAY OF THE WORLD distance flitting lights, sometimes near, other times far away. Only spirits divine should open and enter. In dis- tress we tear that shell apart and lose at times our reason, then someone else enters and controls that body mechanism and you are as though in a stupor or dream, roaming about without a hold. Many people who start with spiritualism, and are eager to demonstrate these mysterious powers at a time when they are not protected, invoke the wrong kind of controller earthdwellers who know not how to elevate. They bring such eager mediums into the asylum." "You are right," said the doctor. "Now," continued the instructor, "I wish your friend here," pointing to the physician, "would sit each week at this hour with you. If he should be detained by a patient, then just sit with him in mind, attending to protect you. And please, no more Ouija Board. It is good enough for a person who has great will power and keeps a certain time that the guides know, to come and protect. I want Mary to write me how you get along and please keep harmony above all, for bad conditions in thought-vibration are like poison in a sitting." Anna then spoke of a message Mary once received on the board, about a neighbor getting killed in a barn, and rushing to the place found that very person eating his supper very much alive and happy. "It was a very low soul; they lie like people just to pass the time, and when the trouble is done they go else- where. But if you all pray earnestly and sing, no one but a wholesome guide can administer." She then closed the meeting, shaking hands with all those who only a few days before meant to burn her at the stake as a witch. She remained seven days, then returned to the home of Mr. and Mrs. Hilbert. Mary carried her suit-case and most of the hill people were at the station waving her a happy journey and to be sure and come back soon, telling her they needed her to teach them more. "You must find that just as I did," she called back, with a happy smile and grateful look at them all, as the train pulled out of the station. It was evening when she arrived at Kenwood. Ronile THE SIGN OF THE CROSS 137 was near the car watching if her mother was there and jumped with joy as she ran toward her. ' ' Oh, my darling mother, I missed you so, ' ' she cried. "Yes, sweetheart, I was so busy I did not get time to think strong enough to take that longing from you. But I thought strong on the way coming; that is why you are here to meet me." "Yes," said Ronile, "it is the first time I've come to the car. Did you have a good time, mother, dear?" "Splendid, and you?" ' ' Oh, just fine ! I taught Victor a new trick, mother. ' ' "My, Mr. Forster must be very much pleased." "Yes, mother, he gives me flowers every day." Emma was just coming out of the back door with chicken feed. She dropped it on the steps as she saw the Woman coming along. "Oh, you wizard, what did you do up there? I am getting letters from everybody raving about you. ' ' "They are not so wild as to rave, Emma," said Mrs. Deli en, smiling. "I mean they are in love with you. Anna writes all the men are wild about you. Yes, you bewitched them. ' ' "Oh, a love divine, not passion," she concluded as she went upstairs to prepare for supper. Coming back to the table she greeted Mr. Hilbert, who was all smiles at her wonderful success as he called it. She took the glass of water and held it up telling each to do the same. Then Ronile said grace, adding a little more to the usual prayer of "Dear Lord, thank you for bringing mother back safely." She told all to take three swallows. ' ' Perhaps the divine blessing is still with me and you will all feel the benefit." After supper she told them that they would sit home on the same evening to give the others, up there in Pensy, strength. Thus the summer passed. Mrs. Hilbert came home, glad to attend the sittings. She told them how it improved all of them and that the doctor was not so busy any more, claiming that the people were healthier, but he did not mind as he was getting too old, anyway. The Judge had less to do but the churches were filled every Sunday. 138 THE WAY OF THE WORLD "My, you ought to keep this work up, it helps mankind so much," said Mrs. Hilbert. School began and the Woman considered Ronile's chances of advancement; also her own career. She told her friends about her plan of going back to New York, as she must earn money. "See here," said Mr. Hilbert, "why don't you do that work here? I'll get up a class for you." "And I'll pass the hat around and do the collecting and, by gosh, the ones that give less than a quarter, I'll stab with a hat pin," said Ruth. "Same old Ruth," said the Woman laughing. "No, my dear friends, this is soul work, I cannot collect for that. Christ did not and I can't." "But you earn it," said Mr. Hilbert. "Well," said the Woman, "if the Master tells me, I will stay." They sat that evening and the Woman re ceived the answer to go, which she did. CHAPTER XXII THE POWEB OF THE THIRD EYE Two more years have passed. Ronile was quite a big girl of ten with golden brown curls. She attended school every day. They lived near Central Park, where early in the morning they strolled before breakfast, and after supper hastened down to the pond to feed the ducks, looking very happy. One day Ronile came running home in great ex- citement, saying a man had followed her. "What did he look like?" asked the anxious mother. "Oh, he was short, stubby and wanted to talk to me but I ran fast and went into the house at No. 42 and ran over the roof to No. 6 to lead him wrong. ' ' ' ' That was very clever, dear, ' ' said the mother, as she stroked her hair. "Calm yourself, dear, you shall belong to God and me as long as you wish." Ronile threw her arms around her mother's neck and pleaded, ' ' You would never give me away, mother dear ? ' ' ' ' Never, ' ' answered the mother. Going to the park in the evening they saw a man of that description standing before No. 42. Ronile quickly took her mother 's hand and stammered, ' ' There he is ! " "Don't worry, dear, it is only your father's brother. I do not know why they want to waste time watching." Ronile shivered. It w 7 as cold, yet the Woman felt it to be mere nervousness. She walked toward the man, instead of running from him, and asked him what he wanted hang- ing around that neighborhood. When he saw the Woman he ran down toward Colum- bus Avenue, shouting, ' ' We '11 get her yet. ' ' The next morning she looked out of the window before Ronile left for school and beheld the two brothers, one on each corner, and an automobile a few houses below in which another man sat, looking over at the house they lived in. Coming back to Ronile, she looked quite pale and told her not to go to school as is was not wise to risk it. Then she telephoned to the teacher explaining Ronile 's absence. 140 THE WAY OF THE WORLD The principal told the Woman that a man had been there the day before claiming Ronile, saying he was her father. "I will take her west," replied the Woman. "Please send her transfer to Chicago," giving her address there. The principal assured Mrs. Delien of her sympathy and regret at losing such a splendid pupil. "Well," said the Woman, "we wanted to go for the World's Fair anyway; it takes a long time to make my exhibit." "I hope to see you there next summer," replied the teacher. "Just come to the State Normal School. You will find us through that as I will enter Ronile there. Good luck, thank you," answered the Woman, and hanging up the receiver, she clasped Ronile in her arms, saying, "Deary, sunshine and flowers await us; we are going back." She telephoned her address to the different places of business and ordered her reservations at the railroad station. Then they packed for two days, watching with amusement the two men at the corner. At 10 P. M. she took Ronile along with a well-packed suit-case, and went to Kenwood, telephoning ahead. The snow was too high for an automobile, so they took a car, arriving after midnight. Everybody was up, even Austin, looking at Ronile like one arisen from the grave. "Gee," he said, "that's like a story when you get kidnapped. ' ' Ruth stood there with both hands resting on her hips, saying, "You just leave her to me. Jack, my feller '11 break every bone in his body if he ever gets around here." "Who is Jack?" asked the Woman. "Oh, met him at High School. He is head of the baseball team and some beau. I wanted Ronile to come and be flower girl at my wedding," said Ruth, pouting, "and now you are going away." "Well," said her father, "you are not going to marry yet; your mother needs you." "We are only going to stay eighteen months, then we will come back," said the Woman. "After a world's fair THE POWER OF THE THIRD EYE 141 it is better to leave as business somehow always slackens up. Anyhow, we are going to get our laurels." She left Ronile with her friends, and went back to finish up some business. "Oh, but perhaps they will steal you, mother dear." "No, my darling, they don't want me or you, either, it is only spite." Two days later the Hilberts brought Ronile over to the station where they met the Woman. Ruth said, after kissing her, "Were you afraid we would not bring her?" "No, I knew you would." It was time to leave and Mr. Hilbert shaking hands again told the friend not to hesitate if she ever needed anything. "What's ours is yours, you know," he said, as they slowly pulled out of the station to start on the journey toward another end of existence. CHAPTER XXIII WHEKE SUNSHINE AND GLADNESS COMBINE In Chicago they had a real good time for a week. Then they took the Golden State Limited, saying in a letter to the folks in Nebraska that they would visit them on the way back. "We take a different route each time on account of geography, ' ' she told them. In El Paso they wrote postal cards. "Land sakes, " said Mrs. Hilbert on receiving one of the cards, ' ' we read every day of those savage Mexicans robbing trains. Austin, ' ' she called out as he went upstairs to bed, ' ' don 't forget to pray for Ronile and her mother. ' ' "All right, ma, I won't, for I want her to come back and bring me a pair of chappes and a real cowboy outfit. ' ' Ronile clapped her hands in glee at the first sight of the orange trees. There were blossoms and fruit such a difference from what they had left in the East. They stopped a few days in Los Angeles to warm up, as the Woman said, making trips to Hollywood, Laurel Canyon, Beverly Hills and Pasadena. It was all so wonderful ! But duty came first, so they went to San Francisco without further delay. The trunks had arrived ahead of them and in claiming them they told the Woman that there were charges of thirty-two dollars and eighty-three cents for ex- cess weight. She said it was not possible as she had paid it all in New York. She looked at her money and saw that she did not have a great deal left. Then she told the agent of the railroad station that she would find her receipt from New York. She could not find the receipt in her purse and thought perhaps she had lost it at the station in New York when she was saying good-by to her friends. She felt that she would not be able to pay five dollars a week for a room if she was forced to pay the extra charges on the trunks. They walked around near a school on Haight Street. The Woman prayed, "Lead Thou Me On." They walked down Webster Street and saw a "For Rent" sign in a window of a house on a sunny corner of the street. They went in and rented the room adjoining the parlor. SUNSHINE AND GLADNESS COMBINE 143 "Oh, a piano!" said Ronile. ' ' Can you play ? ' ' asked the nice Spanish landlady. ' ' May I show you ? ' ' asked the eager girl. "Yes, do," replied the lady. So Ronile sat down and played off two dollars of the rent and herself into the good woman's heart. She told them her folks were out all day and she was lonesome. A child was very welcome as it made the place lively. So they paid ten dollars a month and fifty cents for the dinner each day, Mrs. Delien plan- ning to cook the rest of their meals herself. "We are getting ready for the fair and hope as soon as I get my trunk to begin and work," said the Woman, "and this sunny room overlooking Twin Peaks and the Mission gave me great courage to begin. ' ' There was Alfred, the son, who went to school. He came home first and then the daughter Frances came home. She was a smiling, sweet girl of eighteen, and they seemed happy to surprise their Dad when he came home. They all sat at the table when he entered. "Hello, what's this," said he, kissing his women, as he called them. "Our new members," said Amelia, his wife. "I did not know you had a sign out, woman?" said the frank westerner. "Well, it wasn't out two minutes, when they came in and took the room," said the wife. "We liked you and the piano," said Ronile. "Well, I hope you will like us all," remarked Mr. Lesser, "for since Frances has grown up, we have missed having a little girl around." When he sat down to eat Ronile folded her hands and said grace. First they were all startled, then bowed their heads, listening to this strange little girl praying. It was not customary for them to do so. After she had finished, she began to eat the delicious tuna salad, saying, "I like that too," then looking around the table she said, "I love you all, you are such nice people." During the dinner the Woman told Mr. Lesser about the extra charges on her trunks and that she could not find the receipt for the money she had paid in the east. 144 THE WAY OF THE WORLD "I'll pray to St. Anthony, mother, he will help us!" said Ronile, with a wistful look. After dinner Ronile went and brought back the heavy winter coat belonging to her mother, and reaching into the pocket she found the receipt. "See, here it is," she cried. "You are good luck to us," said Ronile, meaning the Lesser family. Next morning, they went to order the trunks brought to the house. They had to look around as other baggage was piled in front. Ronile climbed over some but could not find them. One of the men said, ' ' They have been put into the other building." Going up the steps Ronile slipped and fell on the floor crying about her leg. The mother picked her up and saw a large wound on the shin cut deep into the bone. The sight of the wound robbed her of her senses and she fell back in a faint. An express wagon was called, on which the mother and child were loaded and they were taken to the Emergency Hospital, where they were given attention. In the evening when Mr. Lesser came home he looked around for Ronile, and not seeing her he ran into the kitchen with an alarmed expression, saying: "I knew it, Molly ! If I didn 't think it was our little woman and girlie that Jim was telling me about getting hurt this morning." Mrs. Lesser dropped the cooking spoon and grabbed her husband by the shoulder, crying: "What! You mean they were hurt? No wonder I was so nervous all day. I just could not get away from the window and every jitney that came up the hill I felt they must be in. Oh, my God ! Where are they?" "Now, see here, woman, it ain't goin' to help them or you to whine around," patting his wife gently on the cheek, then ran to the phone, calling out, "Oh, ma, where are the nickels or slugs for that phone?" There was quite a tumult in the Lesser household. Alfred reproached his mother for not buying him the bicycle he had wanted, saying, "I could spin around to the different hospitals in a jiffy." "Yes," said Frances, choking down a sob, "and break your neck, up and down these hills. ' ' SUNSHINE AND GLADNESS COMBINE 145 After pushing the third nickel in the slot, Mr. Lesser came over hastily reaching for his coat, saying, "They are in the German Hospital right up here. So long," as he hastily went toward the door; "hold the dinner, woman, I '11 be back soon. ' ' Alfred looked a minute, then ran after his father, say- ing, "I can't eat now; no use staying home, anyway," he mumbled to himself as he hastened to catch up with his father, "dinner wouldn't taste the same. I just love to watch that kid pray before she eats." At Dubois Avenue, Alfred reached his father. They walked hastily up the hill, each one busy with his own thoughts. Thus they arrived almost breathless at the hos- pital where they were led into a ward, toward the end of which they beheld a woman sitting at the bedside of a sleep- ing child. Her eyes were cast out of the window into space. Her face was very white. The nurse told the visitors that the Woman had sat there in the same position for hours, but that the little girl was doing very nicely and was rapidly recovering from the effects of the ether. Mr. Lesser touched the Woman gently on the shoulder, saying, trying to hide the husky feeling in his throat which arose at the sight of his pale little friend who had just come into their household by divine law, "Now that's the way you try to play hooky on Molly's dinner, by getting into another boarding house." Alfred stood gazing at the sleeping little friend who seemed to turn slightly at the sound of. Mr. Lesser 's voice. "Papa don't talk so loud, you will wake her up," whispered the boy to his father. The Woman laid her hand on Mr. Lesser 's hand as he stroked her shoulder, and turning to him she looked him full in the face, saying, "I wanted to call you up but did not know it was so late." "Is her leg broken?" "I hardly think so, Mr. Lesser, but " the Woman held her hands over her face and shivered, then pointing to Ronile she stammered, with dry lips, "There was such a deep hole in the bone." "Oh," said he, with an easier feeling, "if the bone 146 THE WAY OF THE WORLD is not broken, I'll carry her right home." He turned to his son and told him to go right home and tell his mother to get the folding bed down. Alfred looked once more toward Ronile, who slowly opened her eyes, trying to collect herself, then she returned the smile of her new friend, who stooped over her saying, "Want to come home, honey?" Ronile looked around and saw the big, good man, then her mother and the different beds, then reached out her arms to him. He bent over and patted her hands, saying: "I knew she wanted me to carry her home. Won't we surprise Frances and Molly if I bring you right in on them?" "Can you?" asked the Woman with a hopeful look in her eyes. "Can I?" he answered, assuredly, then turning he went to the office and soon came back Avith the doctor, talking eagerly. "All right," said the latter, "if it isn't far I can come down and dress the wound every day." Mr. Lesser looked at the Woman with a victorious smile, saying: "Can I? Well, I should say so, the less that child sees of the hospital the better off she is, ' ' then turning he called to the nurse, "Hurry up and take your time. I rlon 't want to hurry you but my woman is waiting with din- ner and a darn bad dinner it would be if we had to eat alone, knowing these two were in the hospital. Well, as long as no bones are broken, it is all right." Soon he held Ronile in his strong arms and hastily carried her down the hill, telling the mother to hang on to his arm ; that he could carry her, too. When they reached the house Mrs. Lesser was waiting at the door. She ran toward the Woman and kissed her, then led her up the stairs. Mr. Lesser placed Ronile gently on the bed and told her to sleep, as the doctor had said food was not to be given her that day. Frances brought in some of her toys and placed them on the side of the bed. Then all went into the dining room to eat their dinner. Ronile 's prayer seemed still to linger for each one looked at the other. The Woman knew what they were SUNSHINE AND GLADNESS COMBINE 147 thinking about so she made a grateful prayer of thanks- giving not from a book but from a mother's heart for she felt it was the Father's hand which so wisely led her to this humble circle of His children. Frances wanted to ask Mrs. Delien how Ronile happened to get hurt, but the father's warning look told her not to remind the stricken mother. ' ' This is no time to go over rips and tears, this is feed- ing time. What do we care about this morning and its woes, which might have been lots worse?" he said, and in an effort to change the subject turned to his wife, saying, "Molly, where did you get the dandy fish? It is fine." He knew he could benefit the Woman more by praising the food than by condemning fate with bitter reproaches. "Gee," said Alfred, "you've got an extra dish, ma." "Well, we get fifty cents extra for dinner, that gives us a dainty dessert," replied his mother. ' ' Oh, ' ' said Alfred, ' ' why do they have the best things last? If I had my way I'd eat the dessert first for that always tastes the best." "Yes, and your pimples would look better, too," said his mother. "Just look at his nose; he's been picking at it again. ' ' "Well, how can I get rid of the old blackheads if I don't pinch them out?" "You can," said Mrs. Delien. "Before you retire take good warm water with a little bicarbonate of soda dissolved in it and a good castile soap. Wash your face well, using plenty of soap, and rinse with cold water. If you do this every night and morning you will soon get rid of them." "I will do it; will it make hair grow on my face?" and bending over his sister he rubbed his cheek briskly over her face. She slapped him in a playful way, saying, "Your face is getting like a scrubbing brush. ' ' "That means a razor, pa," he said laughingly. "Don't be too anxious, boy, it's a lifetime job when you once start, so hold off these stubs as long as you can," replied his father. CHAPTER XXIV WHEEE LAUGHTER EINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD A ring from the door bell broke up the laughing party. Alfred announced an old gentleman who wished to speak to Mrs. Delien. The Woman went into the living room and found herself confronted by Mr. Bartells. He still held his hat in his hand and was looking into the adjoining room, watching Ronile as she lay fast asleep. At the Woman's approach he turned swiftly around and grasped her hand raising it tenderly to his lips. Then he looked at her, saying half -sympathetically, "You did come back!" The Woman pointed to a Morris chair, and said, "Won't you sit down?" "Thank you, but, my dear child," he addressed her, as he looked admiringly at her slender form, "what is it I read in the evening paper about your getting hurt ? ' ' ' ' Ronile was hurt, ' ' answered the Woman, as she calmly pointed to the adjoining room. "I was trying hard to find you. My first visit was to the Emergency Hospital, then they told me you were at the German Hospital. But tell me, my dear, how did you come to this common place to live?" "Why, Mr. Bartells, this is a Godsend. They are wonderful people! We could not find better ones in the whole world." "I must differ with your taste. I would have thought your high ideals at any rate would have led you to a place where the people would not have been quite so uncouth." "Oh, there is sunshine within, and besides I could not afford a more luxurious place. However, this looks golden to me, as I need the smiles of these people. They are workers; so am I." "Precisely the right kind of soil to plant yourself in," and saying this he glanced over to the piano and pointing to a rag time piece of music, asked sarcastically, ' ' Do you intend to educate your daughter on the Bag Time Road?" "Not exactly, but if Ronile develops as good a heart LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 149 and disposition, I will feel that her education is not a failure." He shook his head sadly and looking toward Ronile he said: "Poor dear little Princess. It would be a great pleasure to me if I could do something for you or Ronile. I wanted to secure a private room which would have been more pleasant for the sick child. ' ' He arose and walked into the sick room and fondly stroked the hair of the sleeping patient. He watched her pensively and then returned, saying, "How big and beautiful she has grown, and to think she is compelled to live in such a place." ' ' We are happy here ; that is one thing you cannot buy ; it must come. Therefore we see a perfect paradise here. ' ' ' ' New York must have treated you unkindly, as you are contented with so little." ' ' I cannot say that a city could treat one unkindly, but through sorrow our soul grows and our body does not require much to stimulate happiness." He looked at her appealingly and stretching his hands toward her he said: "I waited for you, my dear, and knew you would come back to me. It grieves me greatly that you should look for a place of this kind when I live so near and am willing to open the innermost door of my heart to you." "But," said the Woman, half hoping, "with all of us?" "Who is all?" he asked. ' ' Oh, I have grown spiritually and we are a large band now and cannot be separated. If you want the flesh you must make room for the spirit." He jumped up from his seat and said, half alarmed: "I am afraid, my dear, that deprivation has caused you to be slightly unbalanced. Let me help you ! If it takes my last dollar I would spend it to cure you of those horrible ideas of dealing with something that is not." "What would you do if I let you take care of me?" she asked, smilingly. He paced the floor, then stopped in front of her, say- ing: "I would put you in one of the finest sanitariums 150 THE WAY OF THE WORLD until your nerves were healed. Then take you home and have a daily whist party all by ourselves." "Well," said the Woman, "it is indeed my good for- tune that. I am not ready to be led by the command of your dollars to an institute for helpless masses of degenerates who must resort to such confinement because they lack will power. And that is the best you could do for me ! Even- tually, I would be molded to conform to your ideas and my days of activity would be limited to a game of cards." She sprang to her full height and looking him squarely in the face, said : ' ' I thank you for your interest in us but we prefer a poor but free life. I will confine myself to the competition among the workers in art and seek a price, a world's reward. Therefore, dear Mr. Bartells, I am very busy, indeed, and do not require your kind assistance in leading me to an asylum." He arose heavily and taking up his hat, bowed and moved toward the door, saying: "I am very sorry to have kept you from your friends, pray forgive me. I shall see that I don't bother you in the future." Ronile called for a drink of water and when her mother brought it, she said: "Oh, my dear, good mama, I am so glad that he has gone. I wanted a drink before, but was afraid to ask you for fear he would come in and tickle me with his beard. I would not like it today, mother dear, ' ' she shuddered as she handed the glass back to her mother. "Don't you like him?" asked the Woman. "No, I don't want to hate him but I can't help it. He just makes me feel as if he wants to catch a lovely wild bird and keep it under a net to look at." "You are right, dear," replied her mother, "we will try hard to get along without him. If he wants to do some good, why doesn't he, but he just demands our souls, and they don't belong to us. They are God's property given to guide us and we shall please God at all times." Here she stooped down kissing the pale lips which still smelled from the ether. ' ' See, dear, God tests us ; it means wealth or faith. If Mr. Bartells could only see how wealthy we LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 151 are in finding such good people that seem to love us already. ' ' There was a slight knock on the door, which the Woman answered by calling out, "Come in." The door flew open and there stood the whole Lesser family each holding on to the other's shoulders, as they marched in the room sing- ing. They stood around the bed laughing just to see if Ronile had forgotten her laugh. Alfred came over to the Woman and asked: "Do you know that old guy ? Gee, he is rich ! But, say, stingy ? He wouldn't go out after dark for fear some one would hit him over the head. I know the son of his manager, and when they got twins he roasted the poor father for enlarging his family with such speed, as he could not pay the salary they would need to feed them. Remember, ma, when I told you Christmas he did not give the man a penny for the kids? Some stiff!" "Yes," said Mr. Lesser, "he has not much good from his wealth, not even the good things such as Molly cooks for us. What do we care for money ? I bet he is the lone- liest man in town." Looking at Ronile he cried out, "Hello, there, my pal, all better? When you can sit up in a chair I will tell you all about the bears in Alaska." "I can sit up now, Mr. Lesser, if you want me to," said Ronile eagerly. ' ' I would love to hear about the dear little bears. Why, I had a big bear in the Bronx Park trained. He would sit up for me and do lots of tricks." They all sat around the bed listening to Mr. Lesser 's talk about Alaska, where he had been sent to make surveys, and had taken his family with him. The Woman compared a game of cards to this happy group, then sighed wearily. On hearing this, Mrs. Lesser got up and pushed her family out, saying, "It is time to leave, the poor Woman should be asleep." It was five weeks before Ronile could walk well enough to go to school. She sat by her mother twisting silk leaves onto little wires, then she would begin to make buttercups and forget-me-nots. Every evening the folks would look over the flowers they had made during the day. 152 THE WAY OF THE WORLD Mr. Lesser never came home without bringing some little token, saying awkwardly, as he handed the toy to Ronile, "Oh, see what I found!" One day he brought her a miniature bale of cotton. "See, some old nigger mammy tied this up," and made a big story of how hard it was for him to get it. "Oh, you did not have to hurt anyone for it?" said Ronile alarmed. "I don't think I could care for it if that was the case." "No," said he, "not so bad." He pulled a dime out of his pocket and assured the mother that the bale of cotton had only cost ten cents. One evening Ronile had the hiccoughs from laughing. Mr. Lesser went out to his Molly, saying, ' ' Woman, do you know a way to stop that youngster from hiccoughing ? ' ' "Sure," said Amelia, and she walked in to Ronile, saying quite concerned: "I know you will be angry with me. I only thought after it was gone how much you loved it, but it's gone and I don't know how to get another." "What?" cried Ronile in dismay. "Your bale of cotton; I threw it away," answered Mrs. Lesser. Mr. Lesser thundered at his wife, asking her what right she had to throw away what he had fought for from a poor old colored lady. The fright caused by Mr. Leaser's pre- tended anger stopped Ronile 's hiccoughs and soon Mr. Lesser came back with the little bundle, saying he had to beat up the scavenger to get it back. Ronile took the bale of cotton and tucked it away, saying, "I had better keep you out of sight if the poor people get beaten up just on account of a dear little bale of cotton," but it helped to stop the hiccoughs. After two months of hard work the Woman had fin- ished her basket for the great, magnificent World's Fair. There were all kinds of flowers in a huge gilded French basket. She had a glass case made and lined with a wis- teria shade of chiffon. On the draping she put wreaths of pansies, empire style. Then two weeks before the great gates opened she went to the officials with her flowers. They sent her to the Arts and Crafts Section, referring her LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 153 to a Mr. Angerson. He, however, gave her little encourage- ment, saying the space would cost at least one hundred dollars. ' ' But they tell me the space is free, ' ' said the Woman, with a worried expression, "and it is a credit to San Francisco, as I make them here." Mr. Angerson put the Woman off for ten days. She went from one official to another, every day paying out sixty cents for carfare and admission to the exposition grounds, and her funds were getting very low, but the good people told her not to worry about the rent and board until she got on her feet. "Oh, Father, do not leave me now," she prayed. One day she went to the California Building, but was told that silk flowers belonged in the Fine Arts. She went there and was told that only paintings belonged there. She went to the French Building, which was not completed, but was told that only gowns would be displayed there. An- other day she went to the Liberal Arts Building. She walked past Leichner 's Exhibit and asked the young lady in that section if she could not take in the basket of flowers. "Yes, we can, but the goods must be imported," she replied. "Well, I can prove to you with labels that most of my material will comply with that demand. Come and see me and assure yourself," said the Woman. "I will," replied the other. "Being an exhibitor, have you a pass ? ' ' "No, if they only knew how hard it is for me to pay the admission each day, they would give me a pass. ' ' The good girl went with her and secured a permit for her, thus saving her fifty cents a day. The next evening, Miss Hybenth came to see the basket of flowers. She clasped her hands in astonishment as she viewed the basket, saying, "This is a masterpiece." "Yes," said the Woman, "and I had to go to a for- eigner to help me out." "You see," said Miss Hybenth, "they all go abroad to finish art, as this country is too young and vigorous to content itself in studying the finer lines of art. But you 154 THE WAY OF THE WORLD wait, I will see that you get a space of your own. It will not cost you much as your exhibit is small and will not take over five square feet of space. ' ' Thus it was arranged that at the opening, the whole Lesser family accompanied Mrs. Delien and Ronile to the great Panama-Pacific Inter- national Exposition. When they came down Fillmore Street, Ronile clasped her hands in delight. "A Fairyland," she cried. "My, such a sight! I am glad I waited for the open- ing day," said Mr. Lesser, "it would have been just like tasting pie crust before it was baked. This is sure the prettiest sight I ever saw." They first visited the Liberal Arts Building, to see the basket of flowers, and stood a long time lost in thought. Then seeing how the crowd came over admiring the wonder- ful display, Mr. Lesser retreated and drank in with great satisfaction the different remarks about such work. Once in a while, if he caught the eye of an admirer he would point with this thumb toward the Woman, priding himself that he knew her and that she was living with them. A few weeks later a space was made for the basket in the Varied Industries Building. It had a wonderful display between the Marienthaler China Section and the Lion & Weismueller Jewelry. One Sunday as the Woman entered she beheld Mr. Bartells standing before the glass case, lost in thought and stroking his beard as he carefully studied every detail of the work. There were large crowds admiring the flowers ; some thought they were made of china, others from wax. Another woman thought they were made of butter. Mr. Bartells smiled, amused, but did not say from what material. He rather enjoyed their puzzled views. "Oh, dear," said a newcomer. "How wonderfully those flowers have kept. Every time I come I have to look at the gorgeous creation. ' ' "And the dewdrops get me," said her husband. Point- ing to a fuchsia he said, ' ' That 's my favorite ; just see how the drop seems to roll off and yet it hangs in the same place all the time." Mrs. Delien came forth and greeted the crowd, telling LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 155 them that the flowers were all made of silk and chiffon, and that the dewdrops were rhinestones. "Some clever work," said the men, "wonderful! You must live in a palace." The Woman turned and saw Mr. Bartells, who felt quite safely concealed in the crowd, then she said: "No, my friends, if I had chosen a palace I would today sit in a sanitarium, just because this power to give is within me. It is a little garden where these flowers grow, but well cared for by love of God and good- will to men. ' ' She looked around but Mr. Bartells had vanished. "Oh, I struck the nail on the head," she thought. All week the Woman worked to supply the stores. On Sundays they went to the Fair. ' ' What 's your hurry today ? We are not ready ; wait for us," said Mr. Lesser. " No, " said the Woman, " I can 't. I feel as if Beachy, the aviator, were going to get hurt and if I get there soon enough, perhaps through concentration I can help him." As they came to the hill at Fillmore Street they beheld Beachy already up in a new Taube. The Woman's heart began to beat faster and she rushed through the gates. Ronile saw the doctor who had dressed her wound and called him over. "Oh, doctor," said Mrs. Delien, "go toward the wharf; you will be needed," and taking Ronile 's hand she hastily walked along looking up at times as they neared the wharf. There were thousands of people watching the thrilling flight, when suddenly a cry of "Look out!" burst forth from the crowd, as they looked up and saw one wing fall down. The aviator seemed to see the danger of falling on the closely packed crowd. He steered the machine toward the Bay and fell like a bird that had a wing shot off. Reaching the Bay the Woman begged to be taken out to help him, but the men thought she was hysterical. One hour later they found the dead aviator at the exact place she had pointed out. In the evening Mr. Lesser said, ' ' Funny how you could feel that accident before it happened." "Some people do," said the Woman simply. She felt 156 THE WAY OF THE WORLD that in his home she need not tell of the power she gained by self-denial. "They are good loving people, so I like them, ' ' she thought. One evening Miss Hybenth came with a mysterious look on her face. She kissed Ronile and the Woman, then said, "I have good news for you." ' ' Oh, tell me, ' ' said Ronile eagerly. A weakness over- came the Woman, as she sat down. There had not been many visitors in her life who came, saying, "I have good news for you." She folded her hands and waited patiently, rather enjoying the suspense. Miss Hybenth went to the piano and struck the great notes, and with full contralto voice she sang, "Grosser Gott wier loben dich, Herr wier preis- sen deine Staerke (Great God, we worship Thee, we praise Thy power)." The Lessers came rushing in. "What's up?" asked the boss of the house. "Friends," cried the visitor, "your little boarder was awarded a high honor in the Book of Art, a Gold medal." The Woman grew pale, tears were rolling down her cheeks. A big hand grasped hers and held them both in his, saying, "Little Woman, that medal found the right place, you deserve it and I am proud of you." There were kisses coming from all sides, even Alfred wiped his mouth on his sleeve before he paid his tribute to the Woman. Miss Hybenth was requested to play more folk-songs, but the Woman asked for classic pieces, saying, "It is war-time and we can be just as happy by having some- thing that will not arouse someone's antagonism." On leaving, the German girl asked the Woman to be sure and come to the Fair the next day as they wanted to see her. "Well, there's a happy girl," said Mr. Lesser. "She's well educated." "Yes, she can speak five languages," said Ronile, stopping to rub her sleepy eyes. "I can swear in two," said the boss. "And pray in none," put in his wife. "He smiles all the time, and that is as good or better sometimes," said the Woman as she bid them good night. The next day being Saturday there was no school for Bonile. Mrs. Delien dressed her up in her net party dress with the silk slip. She herself put on a white Charmeuse silk dress and white hat trimmed with feathers, white pumps and stockings. A bunch of mixed flowers was the only color visible. As they entered the gate there was a leap in the Woman's heart she had not felt since she boarded the ship on her honeymoon trip to Saratoga. A door seemed to open then to a new life, a veil lifted the girlish brow and gave it a passport to the road of maternity. "Oh, what a stormy path it was," she thought. Ronile spoke about something which awoke her from the past and grasped the hand that now held her arm, for Ronile was almost to her mother's shoulder. "Oh," thought the Woman, "for Ronile, I would face that road again." By this time they were up to the great entrance of the Varied Industries Building. As they en- tered Miss Hybenth presented her with a large bouquet of American Beauty roses. On the top of her basket of silk flowers was a blue ribbon. All the good people of the German Section came and congratulated her and some of the enthusiastic young men grabbed her and carried her around. A banquet was served at the old Heidelberg Inn in the Zone. Ronile clasped her hands as she sat at the beautifully decorated table and silently mumbled her prayer. A look of appreciation reached the girl from the eyes of the mother which said so much and Ronile under- stood. "What are you doing?" asked Erich Von Pelten, as he saw Ronile in silent meditation. She looked up at him and said, "I just asked the Lord to bless this food and its giver." "Well," said Erich, "the Lord will bless a big, bad bunch." He stood up and took his glass, the rest follow- ing his example, except Ronile and her mother. They drank to the health and prosperity of the new artist. "Why don't you stand up?" asked Henry von Reel, 158 THE WAY OF THE WORLD another youth as he held his glass toward the little lady. "Well, I helped to make the flowers, too, and that is why I don't want to shout." "You are right, dear," said Miss Hybenth, and turn- ing to the gentlemen she said that all the forget-me-nots, buttercups and lilies of the valley in the basket had been made by those small hands. "Well," said Ronile, "we did not have much money and mother wept most every day when we were alone be- cause we did not know how to pay for the glass case or get room for the basket to stand on." "That is why the tears glitter as they roll over the flowers when you look at the basket," said Doctor Edel, who was exhibiting radium and some curios from the South Sea Islands. "It is rather peculiar that every time I look at the flowers a sadness comes over me," said another member of the party, and turning to the flower-maker he said, "Madam, why do you work such sad vibrations into that garden of yours?" "It is their preservation; they keep better it seems. Each flower that blooms bears a dewdrop in its cup." "Then you were bound to compete with Nature and you rivaled her very well," said Doctor Edel. ' ' You know that the Jury of Awards placed the exhibit of the flowers in the Palace of Horticulture, ' ' remarked Miss Hybenth. "Then they agreed that it was part of nature," said Erich happily. Here he looked at the Woman, this hand- some blonde youth with keen blue eyes, and taking his glass to his lips drank its full contents with meaning eyes bent on the flower-maker. Then he smacked his lips and sang, "My Heart is a Beehive. ' ' "You said it," laughed Mrs. Delien. From the tower of the building came the sound of a trumpet. A girl dressed in a Hussar costume stood blow- ing from "The Trumpeter von Saeckingen," "Es ist im Leben haesslich, eingericht, das bei den Rosen gleich die LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 159 dornen bluehen. " (It is a sad arrangement in this life, that thorns grow where the roses bloom.) ''That's a lie," said Erich, "since madam's creation; there are no thorns on her roses. ' ' "Yes, but the wires often get into our fingers and make them bleed," said Ronile. "But we try to cover them well so they don't stick the purchaser," said her mother, smiling. As the last great sounds thrilled through the air, "Behuet dich Gott es waer so schoen gewesen, behuet dich Gott es hall nicht sollen sein," the party got up to dance. They asked Mrs. Delien to join them, but she declined, say- ing that it had been so many years since she had danced she was afraid she did not know how, but Ronile danced. She felt quite big as she passed her mother with flushed cheeks. The mother smiled encouragingly, and thought, ' ' Well, my dear, if I can keep a cloud from your future life, I will prevent it as your childhood road was too stony for your tender feet. ' ' After dinner they took in the sights on the Zone. "My, what a difference between today and last Sun- day," said Ronile. "Then we had no money and just walked until we were so tired. If we had a fine time like today every day. wouldn't it be grand?" "No, my sweet little girl, you would be very tired of that, ' ' said her mother. ' ' Joy is very filling and causes in- digestion so easily. However, this was the grandest day that I can remember. Just think, of all the ladies you see, there are perhaps not one in a thousand who received a Gold Medal." As the sun was going down they parted, blessing that party of people who were so nice and kind. When they reached home they heard Frances playing and her father with his impossible voice singing, "There's a Hole in the Bottom of the Sea. ' ' As they went in, he shouted, "Oh, Molly, they're here ! ' ' Then he led them into the dining room. "Now, daddy," said Frances, "you make me sick, you spoiled it all ; that 's no surprise ! ' ' 160 THE WAY OF THE WORLD But it was. The good hearted man could not wait any longer. "Why," said he, ''if it took much longer I'd bust," and there was another dinner party waiting, and Molly Lesser did her best to bring out her culinary ability. A home-made shortcake was placed in the center of the table, on which the words "Good Luck" had been written with equal sized berries, and a pretty arrangement of flowers and fern leaves peeping out from under the cake. "This is very pretty," said the Woman, "I don't know how we are ever going to repay you. ' ' ' ' Well, ' ' said the boss, ' ' if you knew how hard it was to get these things, ' ' pointing to the red carnations and ferns, "why, I had an awful time," looking mischievously at Ronile, as he soberly went one, "You know, I just had to break down a fence and smash the fellow, but I got my way all right." "You could not hurt a fly," said Ronile. "Why, one time I gave Jimmy an awful thrashing because he was hopping from one plate to another eating all the lettuce. ' ' "You could not whip poor, dear little canary bird; could he, Jimmy?" said Ronile, as she walked over to the cage, where the little fellow was chirping gleefully. Then Mrs. Lesser came in and they sat down to eat once more. No wine was served, but a ripple of laughter filled the place. When they served the duck Mr. Lesser put on a sad expression, as he said: "Oh, how hard I tried to get you! Do you know, Ronile, this was the wildest sea-gull in Ala- meda ? Two men were after her and I had to thrash them senseless to get her. I hope they didn 't drown, but I could not wait to see as Molly had to have the bird for dinner. ' ' "Do you thrash everything before you eat it?" asked Ronile, who by this time was getting on to his thrashing stories. "Don't you?" he asked her. "No, I could not," answered Ronile with a pout. "Yes, you do; you have the bird's poor little heart in your mouth now and are thrashing it between your teeth." LAUGHTER RINGS CLEARER THAN GOLD 161 "Now, papa, stop," said Mrs. Lesser, "you will spoil the poor young one 's appetite, she is almost choking now. ' ' Ronile begged permission to leave the table, as she could not swallow the heart of the duck, and Pa Lesser felt very badly, saying, ' ' She is an awful sensitive kid ; got to be careful what you say." ' ' Well, ' ' said Mrs. Delien, ' ' she really is not hungry ; too many good things all day. Her stomach is only used to one big meal a day and she really has had enough. ' ' "Oh, but my nice cake!" said Amelia. "I'll come back for some of that," came a voice out of the living room, which made Mr. Lesser feel happy again. He helped clear off the meat, saying, "She must not see any of it ; reminding her would spoil her appetite for the cake." Alfred called for a second piece, saying, as he threw out his chest and pushed back his curly hair, his big brown eyes gleaming: "Gee, if you only got a gold medal every day. I hope you will stay here always. ' ' A sad look came into the eyes of the Woman as she shook her head slowly, saying, "My good people, I know it will be only a short time before we must part, not as friends, but from your home. ' ' Here she looked at Frances who was casting her eyes down on her plate, avoiding the Woman's gaze. "You will have a surprise here and we must make room. A new member will claim our share of your splendid cooking, my dear Mrs. Lesser. ' '