THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES FROM THE LIBRARY OF FRANK J. KLINGBERG LUCILE, OWEN (MEREDITH CBCHEHT, U>RD LYTTON). ' Why, let the stricken deer go weep, The hart ungalled play ; For some must watch, while some must lf , Thus runs the world away." Hamlet. ILLUSTRATED. NEW YOBK : HURST & CO., <"X PUBIJSHKBS. STACK ANNEX PR DEDICATION. TO MY FATHER I DEDICATE to you a work, which is submitted tc the public with a diffidence and hesitation propor- Jioned to the novelty of the effort it represents. For in this poem I have abandoned those forms of verse with which I had most familiarized my thoughts, and have endeavored to follow a path on which I could discover no footprints before me, either to guide or to wa.n. There is a moment cf profound discouragement which succeeds to prolonged effort ; when, the labor which has become a habit having ceased, we miss the sustaining sense of its companionship, and stand, with a feeling of strangeness and embarrassment, before the abrupt and naked result. As regards myself, in the present instance, the force of all such sensations is increased by the circumstances to which I have referred. And in this moment of discourage- ment and doubt, my heart instinctively turns to you ; from whom it has so often sought, from whom it has never failed to receive support. I do not inscribe to you this book because it con- tains anything that is worthy of the beloved and nonored name with which I thus seek to associate it ; nor yet, because I would avail myself of a vulgar pre- 2231 840 4 DEDICATION. text to display in public an affection that i best honored by the silence which it renders sacred. Feelings only such as those with which, in days when there existed for me no critic less gentle than yourself, I brought to you my childish manuscripts ; feelings only such as those which have, in later years, associated with your heart all that has moved or occupied my own lead me once more to seek assur- ance from the grasp of that hand which has hitherto been my guide and comfort through the life I owe to you. And as in childhood, when existence had no toil beyond the day's simple lesson, no ambition beyond the neighboring approval of the night, I brought to you the morning's task for the evening's sanction, so now I bring to you this self-appointed task-work of maturer years ; less confident indeed of your approval, but not less confident of your love ; and anxious only to realize your presence between myself and the public, and to mingle with those eoverer voices to whose final sentence I submit my work, the beloved and gracious accents of your own. OWEN MEREDITH. PREFACE. THIS book represents the result of an experiment so alien to my present appreciation of the nature and conditions of verse that I could now, on this ground, have wished to withdraw it from print, if my so doing were not liable to be interpreted as an acqui- escence in the propriety of certain charges, for refer- ence to which the most fitting occasion is furnished by the reappearance of the book in the present Edi- tion. What I have here to say is rendered necessary by exceptional circumstances, and is explanatory, not of the contents of the book, but of the conduct of its author. Explanations of this kind need no apology, if they are brief. Mine shall be so. A portion of the narrative material of Lucile is taken from a prose romance,* by Madame George Sand; a writer, whose writings are familiar to the entire novel reading public of Europe, and whose wide and well-merited celebrity is, I conceive, suffi- cient to refute, and should have been sufficient to prevent, the imputation of any desire upon my part * Lavinia. 6 PREFACE. to conceal an obligation, the legitimacy of which ap- pears to me indisputable. In a preface, which was written for publication with the first edition of Lucile, the full extent of that obligation was mi- nutely stated, in connection with the reasons whict. had induced the author to borrow as much of hia narrative material as could be made compatible with the special purpose of his poem: reasons which I still believe to be sound, and for which, I think, high authority exists. That preface, I regret to say, was suppressed, partly in Consequence of a belief that the great popularity of the beautiful little prose tale from which some of the incidents in Lucile are bor- rowed was such as to render uncalled for any prefa-. tory reference thereto, and partly, also, in conse- quence of an apprehension, which I yet entertain, that, as a general rule, explanatory prefaces and notes to poems are out of place. In this case, however, I cannot too greatly deplore an error of judgment which has placed me under the necessity of saying now what might, with great propriety, have been said then, and replying, in the present edition of this book, to accusations which a very few words, prefixed to the first edition of it, would, I trust, have sufficed to prevent. I now desire to assure, first of all, that great vriter to whose genius I am a humble but not un- grateful debtor, and, secondly, those critics by whom Lucile bas been described as a mere PREFA CK 7 tion, that I exceedingly regret, not having bor- rowed so much but having only been able to bor- row so little of the narrative material of this poem from " Lavinia." If, campatibly with the purpose of the poem, I could have taken the entire narrative of it, either from " Lavinia," or from any other prose story, I would gladly have done so. That purpose, whether good or bad, is my own, and worked out in my own way. The whole amount of narrative ma- terial adopted from the prose story is confined to the opening portion of a poem consisting of twelve Cantos. Every character in Lucile is fundamentally different from any character in " Lavinia:" and, in consequence of this essential difference, it has been necessary to alter materially even those situations and incidents in which the narrative of the poem most closely follows that of the prose romance. I state this as a matter of fact, not as a matter of principle. The more or less of my obligation to the prose of Madame Sand in no wise affects the legiti- mac) of it. The immemorial privilege of the poet (or writer in verse) to take his narrative material, in whole; or in part, from the work of any prose writer, whether contemporary or antecedent, cannot, I think, be seriously questioned. Chaucer made narrative poems, and Shakespeare plays, out of contemporary novels. Nor did those great writers disdain the ut- most fidelity, compatible with the purpose of their own works, in the reproduction of materials borrowed 8 PREFACE. by them from contemporary fiction. It may be however, that what was lawful to Shakespeare and Chaucer, is not lawful to a modern poet ; because the state of literature, as well as of public culture, is now very different from what it was in the days of those poets. I need not discuss this opinion : because, whether it be right or wrong in a general way, it is inapplicable to Lucile. The French novel is now as noticeable and characteristic a feature of the current literature of Europe, as the Italian novel was in the days of Chaucer and in the days of Shakespeare. The attempt to embody in verse the sentiment and charac- ter of these contemporary fictions in other words, to poeticise the French novel, is as new now as the at- tempt to poeticise the Italian novel was new then. What was necessary, and therefore lawful, to the exe- cution of any such attempt in those days, is equally necessary, and therefore equally lawful, to the execu- tion of any similar attempt in these days. The ad- visableness, or propriety, of the attempt made in Lucile to poeticise the French novel, and the success of that attempt, are open to question. The legitimacy of the only means available for the attempt is not. As regards the charge of plagiarism brought against Lucile, I apprehend, therefore, that, neither in the fact of my obligation for narrative material to the prose of Madame Sand, nor in the fidelity with which I have endeavored to follow BO much of the pros* 1 story as was compatible with the purpose and char- PREFACE. 9 acter of the poem, any grounds exist for such a charge. I might, indeed, with far greater propriety and jus- tice, have been accused of plagiarising from Alfred de Muset ; some of whose best verses were closely though clumsily imitated by some of the worst verses in the first edition of Lucile. Of these thefts, into which. I was betrayed by the recollection of some lines recited to me by a French friend at a time when his visits were pleasant interruptions to the solitude of a sick bed, I was not conscious until it was, unfortu- nately, too late either to acknowledge or suppress them at the first publication of this book ; the greater part of which was composed on horseback, in the Pyrenees a fact to w r hich it probably owes whatever freshness or fidelity there may be in some of the de- scriptive parts of it. The verses have been expunged from the present edition. I regret that defects of this poeni, most apparent to myself, are of a kind which does not admit of cor- rection. The greatest of all is, in my own eyes, not that a portion of its narrative is borrowed from any particular prose work, but that the whole subject of it is fitter for prose than for verse ; not that the metre of it is slipshod, and interspersed with colloquialism (for roughness of form is not necessarily a fault in such a book as Lucile), but that the whole conception of the poem is inconsistent with the permanent conditions of poetic beauty. I am also conscious of another funda- mental defect in the book, which has not, so far as I 10 PREFACE. know, been noticed by auy of its critics. The charac- ters are described rather than revealed ; and, in the endeavor to enforce a moral purpose, sound in itself, but demanding more limitation and counterpoise than it receives in this poem, the psychical action of the personages, one upon another, as well as the influences of social circumstance, and external incident, upon the development of individual character, have been some- what exaggerated. These defects are radical, and cannot, I fear, be re- moved, except with the whole body of the poem. For this reason, it is with extreme reluctance that I have allowed the poem to reappear in the present edi- tion. The paramount consideration whereby that re- luctance is overcome has already been explained. I have, however, too much respect for honest criticism^ as well as for honest authorship, to regard as a suf- ficient excuse for the republication of a worthless book, the opportunity for personal explanation which has chiefly induced me to print a new edition of Lucile. Notwithstanding the faults I have mentioned, and many others which are equally apparent to me, I am assured by the previous sale of this book that it has not altogether failed to please many readers whose opinion cannot be impugned by me, without ingrati- tude. In this fact I hope that there is sufficient jus- tification for the republication of it. And with that hope is mingled, I confess, a memory: a memory purely personal to myself; but, as I am on the way PREPACK lx of personal explanations, I will not conceal it. The first publication of Lucile was accompanied by at least one record of its author's feelings which he can never wish either to alter or withdraw: and in his own niind the book thus remains associated with the re- vered Dame to which it has been unworthily in- scribed. LUCILE, PARTL OANTOL i. LETTER FROM THE COMTESSE DE NEVERS TO LORD ALFRED VARGRAVE. ' I HEAR from Bigorre you are there. I am told ' You are going to marry Miss Dakcy. Of old, ' So long since you may have forgotten it now, ' (When we parted as friends, soon mere strangers to grow,) ' Your last words recorded a pledge what you will ' A promise the time is now come to fulfil ' The letters I ask you, my lord, to return, ' I desire to receive from your hand. You discern ' My reasons, which, therefore, I need not explain. ' The distance to Serchon is short. I remain ' A month in these mountains. Miss Darcy, perchance, ' Will forego one brief page from the summer romance ' Of her courtship, and spare you one day from your place % At her feet, in the light of her fair English face. 14 LUC ILK [PART i. ' I desire nothing more, and I trust you will feel ' I desire nothing much. ' Your friend always, ' LUCELE.' Now in May Fair, of course, in the fair month of May When life is abundant, and busy, and gay : When the markets of London are noisy about Young ladies, and strawberries, ' only just out : * Fresh strawberries sold under all the house-eaves, And young ladies on sale for the strawberry leaves : When cards, invitations, and three-corner'd notes Fly about like white butterflies gay little motes In the sunbeam of Fashion ; and even Blue Books Take a heavy-wing'd flight, and grow busy as rooks ; And the postman (that Genius, indifferent and stern, Who shakes out even-handed to all, from his urn, /'Those lots which so often decide if our day \ Shall be fretful and anxious, or joyous and gay) Brings, each morning, more letters of one sort or other Than Cadmus, himself, put together, to bother The heads of Hellenes, I say, in the season Of Fair May, in May Fair, there can be no reason Why, when quietly munching your dry-toast and butter, Your nerves shall be suddenly thrown in a flutter At the sight of a neat little letter, address'd In a woman's hand-writing, containing, half-guess'd, An odour of violets faint as the Spring, And coquettishly seal'd with a small signet-ring. But in Autumn, the season of sombre reflection, CANTO i.] LUG ILK 15 When a damp day, at breakfast, begins with dejection ; Far from London and Paris, and ill at one's ease, Away in the heart of the blue Pyrenees, Where a call from the doctor, a stroll to the bath, A ride through the hiUs on a hack like a lath, A cigar, a French novel, a tedious flirtation, Are all a man finds for his day's occupation, The whole case, believe me, is totally chang'd, And a letter may alter the plans we arrang'd Over-night, for the slaughter of Time a wild beast, Which, though classified yet by no naturalist, Abounds in these mountains, more hard to ensnare, And more mischievous, too, than the Lynx or the Bear. I marvel less, therefore, that, having already Torn open this note, with a hand most unsteady, Lord Alfred was startled. The month is September ; Time, morning ; the scene at Bigorre ; (pray remember These facts, gentle reader, because I intend To fling all the unities by at the end.) He walk'd to the window. The morning was chill : The brown woods were crisp'd in the cold on the hill : The sole thing abroad in the streets was the wind : And the straws on the gust, like the thoughts in his mind, Rose, and eddied around and around, as tho' teasing Each other. The prospect, in truth, was unpleasing : And lord Alfred, whilst moodily gazing around it, To himself more than once - (vex'd in soul) sigh'd . ' Confound it I ' 16 LUC ILK [PARXL IV. What the thoughts were which led to this bad inter- jection, Sir, or Madam, 1 leave to your future detection ; For whatever they were, they were burst in upon, As the door was burst through, by my lord's Cousin John, COUSIN JOHN. A fool, Alfred, a fool, a most motley fool I LORD ALFRED. Who? JOHN. The man who has anything better to do ; And yet so far forgets himself, so far degrades His position as Man, to this worst of all trades, Which even a well-brought-up ape were above, To travel about with a woman in love, Unless she's in love with himself. ALFRED. Indeed I why Are you here, then, dear Jack 1 JOHN. Can't you guess itl ALFRED. Not I CANTO T.I LUGILE. 17 JOHN. Because I have nothing that's better to do. I had rather be bored, my dear Alfred, by you, On the whole (I must own), than be bored by myself That perverse, imperturbable, golden-hair'd elf Your Will-o'-the-wisp that has led you and me Such a dance through these hills ALFRED. Who, Matilda? JOHN. Tes ! she, Of course ! who but she could contrive so to keep One's eyes, and one's feet, too, from falling asleep For even one half -hour of the long twenty-four ? ALFRED. What's the matter t JOHN. Why, she is a matter, the more I consider about it, the more it demands An attention it does not deserve ; and expands Beyond the dimensions which ev'n crinoline, When possess'd by a fair face and saucy Eighteen, Is entitled to take in this very small star, Already too crowded, as I think, by far. You read Malthus and Sadler ? ALFRED. . Of course. 18 LUCILE. JOHN. To what use, "When you countenance, calmly, such monstrous abuse Of one mere human creature's legitimate space In this world ? Mars, Apollo, Virorum ! the case Wholly passes my patience. ALFRED. My own is worse tried. JOHN. Yours, Alfred? ALFKED. Read this, if you doubt, and decide. JOHN (reading the letter). 1 1 hear from Bigorre you are there. lam told 1 You are going to marry Miss Darcy. Of old ' What is this ? ALFRED. Read it on to the end, and you'll know. JOHN (continues reading). ' WTien we parted, your last words recorded a vow ' What you will' . . . . Hang it ! this smells all over, I swear, Of adventures and violets. Was it your hair You promised a lock of ? ALFRED. Read on. You'll discern. CANTO i.] L UCILK 19 JOHN (continues). ' Those letters I ask you, my Lord, to return.'. . . . Humph ! . . . . Letters ! . . . . the matter is worse than 1 guess'd ; I have my misgivings ALFRED. Well, read out the rest, And advise. JOHN. Eh? Where was I? (continues} ' Miss Darcy perchance ' "Will forego one brief page from the summer romance ' Of her courtship? .... Egad ! a romance, for my part, I'd forgo every page of, and not break my heart 1 ALFRED. Continue I JOHN (reading). 'And spare you one day from your place 'At her feet' Pray forgive me the passing grimace. I wish you had MY place ! (reads) 1 1 trust you will feel I 1 desire nothing much. Your, friend' .... Bless me! The Coratesse de Nevers ? 20 LUCILE. [PARTI. ALFRED. Yes. JOHN. What will you do ? ALFRED. You ask me, just what I would rather ask you. JOHN. You can't go. ALFRED. I must. JOHN. And Matilda? ALFRED. Oh, that You must manage ! JOHN. Must I ? I decline it, though, flat. In an hour the horses will be at the door, And Matilda is now in her habit. Before I have finish'd my breakfast, of course I receive A message for ' dear Cousin John /'.... I must leave At the jeweller's the bracelet which you broke last night; I must call for the music. ' Dear Alfred is right : ' The black shawl looks best : will I change it ? of course * I can just stop, in passing, to order the horse. ' Then Beau has the mumps, or St. Hubert knows what ; ' Will I see the dog-doctor ? ' Hang Beau ! I will not CANTO L] LUCILR 21 ALFRED. Tush, tush ! this is serious. JOHN. It is. ALFRED. Very \rell, You must think JOHN. What excuse will you make tho' ? ALFRED. Oh, tell Mrs. Darcy that. . . .lend me your wits, Jack !. . . . the deuce ! Can you not stretch your genius to fit a friend's use? Excuses are clothes which, when ask'd unawares, Good Breeding to naked Necessity spares. You must have a whole wardrobe, no doubt. JOHN. My dear fellow, Matilda is jealous, you know, as Othello. ALFRED. You joke. JOHN. I am serious. Why go to Serchon? ALFRED. Don't ask me. I have not a choice, my dear John. Besides, shall I own a strange sort of desire, 22 LUC ILK [PARTL Before I extinguish for ever the fire Of youth and romance, in whose shadowy light Hope whisper'd her first fairy tales, to excite The last spark, till it rise, and fade far in that dawn Of my days where the twilights of life were first drawn By the rosy, reluctant auroras of Love : T*? short, from the dead Past the grave-stone to move ; Of the years long departed for ever to take Ciie last look, one final farewell ; to awake The Heroic of youth from the Hades of joy, And once more be, though but for an hour, Jack a boy I JOHN. You had better go hang yourself. ALFRED. No ! were it but To make sure that the Past from the Future is shut, It were worth the step back. Do you think we should live With the lining so lightly, and learn to survive That wild moment in which to the grave and its gloom We consign'd our heart's best, if the doors of the tomb Were not lock'd with a key which Fate keeps for our sake? If the dead could return, or the corpses awake ? JOHN. Nonsense ! ALFRED. Not wholly. The man who gets up A fill'd guest from the banquet, and drains off his cup, CANTO i.] LUC ILK 23 Sees Ihe last lamp extinguished witn cheerfulness, gees Well contented to bed, and enjoys Its repose. But he who hath supp'd at the tables of kings, And yet starved in the sight of luxurious things; Who hath wateh'd the wine flow, by himself but hall tasted, Heard the music, and yet miss'd the tune; who hath wasted, One part of life's grand possibilities ; friend, That man will bear with him, be sure, to the end, A blighted experience, a rancour within: You may call it a virtue, I call it a sin. JOHN. I see you remember the cynical story Of that wicked old piece of Experience a hoary Lothario, whom dying, the priest by his bed (Knowing well the unprincipled life he had led, And observing, with no small amount of surprise, Resignation and calm in the old sinner's eyes) Ask'd if he had nothing that weighed on his mind : * Well, .... no,' .... says Lothario, ' I think not. I find, * On reviewing my life, which in most things was pleasant, ' I never neglected, when once it was present, * An occasion of pleasing myself. On the whole, * I have nought to regret ;'.... and so, smiling, his soul Took its flight from this world. "h is best? L UCIL& [PART i ALFRED. Well, Regret or Remorse, JOHN. Why, Regret. ALFRED. No ; Remorse, Jack, of course For the one is related, be sure, to the other. Regret is a spiteful old maid: but her brotlu:, Remorse, though a widower, certainly, yet Has been wed to young Pleasure. Dear Jack, hang Regret ! JOHN. JBref! you mean, then to go? ALFRED. Sref! I do. JOHN. One word .... stay ! Are you really in love with Matilda ? ALFRED. Love, eh? What a question ! Of course. JOHN. Were y*u really in love With Madame de Nevers ? CANTO i.J LUCILE. 25 ALFRED. What ; Lucile ? No, by Jove, Nerer really. JOHN. She's pretty ? ALFRED. Decidedly so. A S least, so she was, some ten summers ago. As soft, and as sallow as Autumn with hair Neither black nor yet brown, but that tinge which the air Takes at eve in September, when night lingers lone Through a vineyard, from beams of a slow setting sun. Eyes the wistful gazelle's; the fine foot of a fairy; And a hand fit a fay's wand to wave, white and airy ; A voice soft and sweet as a tune that "one knows. Something in her there was, set you thinking of those Strange backgrounds of Raphael .... that hectic and deep Rrief twilight in which southern suns fall asleep. JOHN. Coquette ? ALFRED. Not at all. 'Twas her own fault. Not she ! /\ had loved her the better, had she lees loved me. / The heart of a man's like that delicate weed Which requires to be trampled on, boldly indeed, \ Ere it give forth the fragrance you wish to extract. Tia a simile, trust me, if not new, exact. 26 LUG ILK [PART i. JOHN. Women change BO. ALFRED. Of course. JOHN. And, unless rumor errs, I believe that, last year, the Comtesse de Nevers * Was at Baden the rage held an absolute court Of devoted adorers, and really made sport Of her subjects. ALFRED. Indeed I JOHN. When she broke off with you Her engagement, her heart did not break with it ? ALFRED. Pooh! Pray would you have had her dress always in black, * O, Shakespeare ! how couldst thou ask ' What's in a name ? Tie the devil's in it, when a bard has to frame English rhymes for alliance with names that are French : And hi these rhymes of mine, well I know that I trench All too far on that licence which critics refuse, With just right, to accord to a well-brought-up Muse. Yet, tho' faulty the union, in many a line, 'Twirt my British-born verse and my French heroine, Since, however auspiciously wedded they be, There is many a pah" that yet cannot agree, Your forgiveness for this pair, the author invites, Whom necessity, not inclination, unites. CANTO i.] LUC ILK '27 And shut herself up in a convent, dear Jack ? Besides, 'twas my fault the engagement was broken. JOHN. Most likely. How was it ? ALFRED. The tale is soon spoken. She bored me. I show'd it. She saw it. What next'; She reproach'd. I retorted. Of course she was vex'd. I was vex'd that she was so. She sulk'd. So did I. If I ask'd her te sing, she look'd ready to cry. I was contrite, submissive. She soften'd. I hardn'd. At noon I was banish'd. At eve I was pardon'd. She said I had no heart. I said she had no reason. I swore she talk'd nonsense. She sobb'd I talk'd treason. In short, my dear fellow, 'twas time, as you see, Things should come to a crisis, and finish. 'Twas she By whom to that crisis the matter was brought. She released me. I linger'd. I linger' d, she thought With too sullen an aspect. This gave me, of course^ The occasion to fly in a rage, mount my horse, And declare myself uncomprehended. And so We parted. The rest of the story you know. JOHN. No, indeed. ALFRED. Well, we parted. Of course we could not Continue to meet, as before, in one spot. You conceive it was awkward ? Even Don Ferdinando Can do, you remember, no more than he can do. 28 LUCILE. [PARTI. I think that I acted exceedingly well, Considering the time when this rupture befell, For Paris was charming just then. It deranged All my plans for the winter. I ask'd to be changed Wrote for Naples, then vacant obtain'd it and so Join'd my new post at once; but scarce reach'd it, when lo ! My first news from Paris informs me Lucile Is ill, and in danger. Conceive what I feel. I fly back. I find her recover'd, but yet Looking pale. I am seized with a contrite regret, I ask to renew the engagement. JOHN. And she? ALFRED. Reflects, but declines. We part, swearing to be Friends ever, friends only. All that sort of thi?g ! We each keep our letters .... a portrait .... a ring .... With a pledge to return them whenever the one Or the other shall call for them back. JOHN. Pray go on. ALFRED. My story is finish'd. Of course I enjoin On Lucile all those thousand good maxims we coin To supply the grim deficit found in our days, When Love leaves them bankrupt. I preach. Slie obeys. She goes out in the world; takes to dancing once more CANTO i.J LUC ILK 29 A pleasure she rarely indulged in before. I go back to my post, and collect (I must own 'Tis a taste I had never before, my dear John) Antiques and small Elzevirs. Heigho ! now, Jack, You know all. JOHN (after a pause). You are really resolved to go back 7 ALFRED. Eh, where? JOHN. To that worst of all places the past. "N You remember Lot's wife ? . ALFRED. 'Twas a promise when last We parted. My honor is pledged to it. JOHN. Well, What is it you wish me to do ? ALFRED. You must tell Matilda, I meant to have call'd to leave word To explain but the time was so pressing JOHN. My lord, Your lordship's obedient ! I really can't do .... ALFRED. You wish then to break off my 80 LUCILE. [PART s. JOHN. Nt/, no ! But indeed I can't see why yourself you need take These letters. ALFRED. Not see ? would you have me, then, ureak A promise my honor is pledged to ? JOHN (humming). 'Off, Off,, '-And away ! said the strangest .... ALFRED. Oh, good ! oh, you scoff ! JOHN. At what, my dear Alfred ? ALFRED. At all things ! JOHN. Indeed f ALFRED. Yes ; I see that your heart is as dry as a reed : That the dew of your youth is rubbed off you : 1 ae You have no feeling left in you, even for me ! At honor you jest; you are cold as a stone To the warm voice of friendship. Belief you hare none ; You have lost faith in all things. You carry a blight About with you everywhere. Yes, at the sight Of such callous indifference, who could be calm ? CANTO i.J LUCILR 31 I must leave you at once, Jack, or else the last baur That is left me in Gilead you'll turn into gall. Heartless, cold, unconcerned .... JOHN. Have you done ? Is that all ; Well, then, listen to me ! I presume when you made Up your mind to propose to Miss Darcy, you weigh'd All the drawbacks against the equivalent gains, Ere you finally settled the point. What remains But to stick to your choice ? You want money : 'tis here. A settled position : 'tis yours. A career : You secure it. A wife, young, and pretty as rich, Whom all men will envy you. Why must you itch To be running away, on the eve of all this, To a woman whom never for once did you misp All these years since you left her ? Who knows what may hap ? This letter to me is a palpable trap. The woman has changed since you knew her. Per- chance She yet seeks to renew her youth's broken romance. When women begin to feel, youth and their beauty Slip from them, they count it a sort of duty To let nothing else slip away unsecured Which these, while they lasted, might once have pro- cured. Lucile's a coquette to the end of her fingers, I will stake my last farthing. Perhaps the wish lin- gers To recall the once reckless, indifferent lover To the feet he nas left ; let intrigue now recover 32 LUCILE. [PABTI. What truth could not keep. 'Twere a vengeance, no doubt A triumph ; but why must you bring it about ? You are risking the substance of all that you schemed To obtain ; and for what ? some mad dream you have dream'd ! ALFKED. But there's nothing to risk. You exaggerate, Jack. You mistake. In three days, at the most, I am back JOHN. Ay, but how ? . . . discontented, unsettled, upset, Bearing with you a comfortless twinge of regret ; Pre-occupied, sulky, and likely enough To make your betroth'd break off all in a huff. Three days, do you say? But in three days who knows What may happen ? I don't, nor do you, I suppose. Of all the good things in this good world around us, The one most abundantly furnish'd and found us, And which, for that reason, we least care about, And can best spare our friends, is good counsel, no doubt. But advice, when 'tis sought from a friend (though civility May forbid to avow it), means mere liability In the bill we already have drawn on Remorse, Which we deem that a true friend is bound to endorse. A mere lecture on debt from that friend is a bore. Thus, the better his cousin's advice was, the mow CANTO i.] LUCILE. 33 Alfred Vargrave with angry resentment opposed it. And, having the worst of the contest, he closed it With so firm a resolve his bad ground to maintain, That, sadly perceiving resistance was vain, And argument fruitless, the amiable Jack Came to terms, and assisted his cousin to pack A slender valise (the one small condescension Which his final remonstrance obtain'd), whose dimea- sion Excluded large outfits ; and, cursing his stars, he Shook hands with his friend and return'd to Darcy. Lord Alfred, when last to the window he turn'd. Ere he lock'd up and quitted his chamber, discern'd Matilda ride by, with her cheek beaming bright In what Virgil has call'd ' Youth's purpureal light ' (I like the expression, and can't find a better). He sigh'd as he look'd at her. Did he regret her ? In her habit and hat, with her glad golden hair, As airy and blithe as a blithe bird in air, And her arch rosy lips, and her eager blue eyes, With their little impertinent look of surprise, And her round youthful figure, and fair neck, below The dark drooping feather, as radiant as snow, I can only declare, that if ./had the chance Of passing three days in the exquisite glance Of those eyes, or caressing the hand that now petted That fine English mare, I should much have regretted Whatever might loose me on.e little half 'hour Of a pastime so pleasant, when once in my power- For if one drop of milk from the bright Milky Way 34 LUCILK [PART L Could turn into a woman, 'twould look, I dare say, Not more fresh than Matilda was looking that day. But, whatever the feeling that prompted the sigh With which Alfred Vargrave now watch'd her ride by. I can only affirm that, in watching her ride, A he turn'd from the window,, he certainly sigh'd. CANTO n, LETTER FROM LORD ALFRED VARGRAVE TO THE COMTESSE DE NEVERS. 'Bigorre, Tuesday. ' YOUB note, Madam, reach'd me to-day, at Bigorrc, ' And commands (need I add ?) my obedience. Before ' The night I shall be at Serchon where a line, ' If sent to Duval's, the hotel where I dine, ' Will find me, awaiting your orders. Receive * My respects. ' Yours sincerely, * A. VARGRAVE. ' I leave * ID an hour/ LVCILE. 35 Iiv an hour from the time he wrote this, Alfred Vargrave, in tracking a mountain abyss, Gave the rein to his steed and his thoughts, an<^ pursued, In pursuing his course through the blue solitude, The reflections that journey gave rise to. And her* (Because, without some such precaution, I fear You might fail to distinguish them each from the rest Of the world they belong to ; whose captives are drest, As our convicts, precisely the same one and all, While the coat cut for Peter is pass'd on to Paul) I resolve, one by one, when I pick from the mass The persons I want, as before you they pass, To label them broadly in plain black and white On the backs of them. Therefore whilst .yet he's in sight, I first label >ny hero. III. The age is gone o'er When a man may in all things be all. We have more Painters, poets, musicians, and artists, no doubt, Than the great Cinquecento gave birth to ; but out Of a million of mere dilettanti, when, when Will a new LEONARDO arise on our ken ? He is gone with the age which begat him. Our own Is too vast, and too complex, for one man alone To embody its purpose, and Jiold it shut close In the palm of his hand. There were giants in those Irreclaimable anypj but in these days of ours, 36 LUCIL& [PAKTL In divining the work, we distribute the powers. Yet a dwarf on a dead giant's shoulders sees more Than the 'live giant's eyesight avail'd to explore; And in life's lengthen'd alphabet what used to be To our sires x Y z is to us A B c. A Vanini is roasted alive for his pains, But a Bacon comes after and picks up his brains. A Bruno is angrily seized by the throttle And hunted about by thy ghost, Aristotle, Till a More or Lavater step into his place : Then the world turns and makes an admiring grimace. Once the men were so great and so few, they appear, Through a distant Olympian atmosphere, Like vast Caryathids upholding the age. Now the men are so many and small, disengage One man from the million to mark him, next moment The crowd sweeps him hurriedly out of your -.omment ; And since we seek vainly (to praise in our ssongs) 'Mid our fellows the size which to heroes belongs, We take the whole age for a hero, in want Of a better; and still, in its favour, descant On the strength and the beauty which, failing to find In any one man, we ascribe to mankind. Alfred Yargrave was one of those men who achievo / So little, because of the much they conceive. With irresolute finger he knock'd at each one Of the doorways of life, and abided in none. His course, by each star that would cross it, was set, And whatever he did he was sure to regret. That target, discuss'd by the travellers of old, CANTO ii.] LUGILE. 37 Which to one appear'd argent, to one appear'd gold To him, ever lingering on Doubt's dizzy margent. Appear'd in one moment both golden and argent. The man who seeks one thing in life, and but one. May hope to achieve it before life be done; But he who seeks all things, wherever he goes, Only reaps from the hopes which around him he sows A harvest of barran regrets. And the worm That crawls on in the dust to the definite term Of its creeping existence, and sees nothing more Than the path it pursues till its creeping be o'er, In its limited vision, is happier far Than the Half-Sage, whose course, fixed by no friendly star, Is by each star distracted in turn, and who knows Each will still be as distant wherever he goes. v. Both brilliant and brittle, both bold and unstable, Indecisive yet keen, Alfred Yargrave seem'd able To dazzle, but not illumine mankind. A vigorous, various, versatile mind; A character wavering, fitful, uncertain, As the shadow that shakes o'er a luminous curtain, Vague, flitting, but on it for ever impressing The shape of some substance at which you stand guessing: When you said, ' All is worthless and weak here,' be- hold ! Into sight on a sudden there seem'd to unfold Great outlines of strenuous truth in the man: When you said, ' This is genius,' the outlines grew wan. 38 LUC ILK [PARTI. And his life, though in all things so gifted and skill'd, Was, at best, but a promise which nothing fulfill'd. In the budding of youth, ere wild winds can deflower The shut leaves of man's life, round the germ of his power Yet folded, his life had been earnest. Alas ! In that life one occasion, one moment, there was When this earnestness might, with the life-sap of youth, Lusty fruitage hare borne in his manhood's ful/ growth ; But it found him too soon, when his nature was still The delicate toy of too pliant a will, The boisterous wind of the world to resist, Or the frost of the world's wintry wisdom. He miss'-j That occasion, too rathe in its advent. Since then, He had made it a law, in his commerce with men, That intensity in him, which only left sore The heart it disturb'd, to repel and ignore. And t-hus, as some Prince by his subjects deposed, Whose strength he, by seeking to crush it, disclosed, In resigning the power he lack'd power to support, Turns his back upon courts, with a sneer at the court, In his converse this man for self -comfort appealed To a cynic denial of all he conceal'd In the instincts and feelings' belied by his words. CANTO ii. J LUCILE. 39 Words, however, are things : and the man who accords To his language the licence to outrage his soul, la controll'd by the words he disdains to control. And, therefore, he seem'd in the deeds of each day, The light code proclaim'd on his lips to obey ; And, the slave of each \\ him, f ollow'd wilfully aught That perchance fool'd the fancy, or flatter'd the thought. Yet, indeed, deep within him, the spirits of truth, Vast, vague aspirations, the powers of his youth, Lived and breathed, and made moan stirr'd them- selves strove to start Into deeds though deposed, in that Hades, his heart, Like those antique Theogonies ruiri'd and hurl'd Under clefts of the hills, which, convulsing the world, Heaved, in earthquake, their heads the rent caverns above, To trouble at times in the light court of Jove All its frivolous gods, with an undefined awe, Of wrong'd rebel powers that own'd not their law. For his sake, I am fain to believe that, if born To some lower rank (from the world's languid scorn Secured by the world's stern resistance), where strife, Strife and toil, and not pleasure, gave purpose to life, He possibly might have contrived to attain Not eminence only, but worth. So, again, Had he been of his own house the first-born, each gift Of a mind many-gifted had gone to uplift A great name by a name's greatest uses. T3ut there He stood isolated, opposed, as it were, To life's great realities ; part of no plan , And if ever a nobler and happier man He might hope to become, that alone could be when 40 LUCILE. [PARTI. With all that is real in life and in men What was real in him should have been reconciled; When each influence now from experience exiled Should have seized on his being, combined with his nature, And f orm'd, as by fusion, a new human creature : As when those airy elements viewless to sight (The amalgam of which, if our science be right, The germ of this populous planet doth fold) Unite in the glass of the chemist, behold ! Where a void seera'd before, there a substance app( ^rs, From the fusion of forces whence issued the spheres J But the permanent cause why his life fa'l'd andi iss'd The full value of life was, where man should resist The world, which man's genius is called *.o command, He gave way, less from lack of the powy" to withstand, Than from lack of the resolute will to retain Those strongholds of life which ir feet if he flings it a bone.' The moon of September, now half at the full, Was unfolding from darkness and dreamland the lull quiet blue air, where the many-faced hills OASTO it.] LUC ILK 41 Watch'd, well-pleased, their fair slaves^ the light, foam-footed rills, Dance and sing down the steep marble stairs cf their courts, And gracefully fashion a thousand sweet sports. Lord Alfred (by this on bis journeying far) Was pensively puffing his Lopez cigar, And brokenly humming an old opera strain, And thinking, perchance, of those castles in Spain Which that long rocky barrier hid from his sight; When, suddenly, out of the neighbouring night, A horseman emerged from a fold of the hill, And so startled his steed, that was winding at will Up the thin dizzy strip of a pathway which led O'er the mountain the reins on its neck, and its head Hanging lazily forward that, but for a hand Light and ready, yet firm, in familiar command, Both rider and horse might have been in a trice Hurl'd horribly over the grim precipice. As soon as the moment's alarm had subsided, And the oath, with which nothing can find unprovided A thorough-bred Englishman, safely exploded, Lord Alfred unbent (as Apollo his bow did Now and then) his erectness ; and looking, not ruder Than such inroad would warrant, survey'd the in- truder, Whose arrival so nearly cut short in his glory My hero, and finish'd abruptly this story. The stranger, a man of his own age or less, 42 LUCILE. [PARTI. Well mounted, and simple though rich iii his dress, Wore his beard and moustache in the fashion of France. His face, which was pale, gather'd force from the glance Of a pair of dark, vivid, and eloquent eyes. With a gest of apology, touch'd with surprise, H lifted his hat, bow'd and courteously made Some excuse in such well-cadenced French as be tray'd, At the first word he spoke, the Parisian. I swear I have wander'd about in the world everywhere ; From many strange mouths have heard many strange tongues ; Strain'd with many strange idioms my lips and my lungs; Walk'd in many a far land, regretting my own ; In many a language groan'd many a groan ; And have often had reason to curse those wild fellows Who built the high house at which heaven turn'd jealous, Making human audacity stumble and stammer When seized by the throat in the hard gripe of Gram- mar. But the language of languages dearest to me Is that in which once, ma toute cherie, When, together, we bent o'er your nosegay for hours. You explain'd what was silently said by the flowers, And, selecting the sweetest of all, sent a flame CANTO ii.j LITCILK 4 Through my heart, as, in laughing, you murmur'd jt faime. The Italians have voices like peacocks ; the Spanish Smell, I fancy, of garlic ; the Swedish and Danish Have something too Runic, too rough and unshod, in Their accent for mouths not descended from Odin ; German gives me a cold in the head, sets me wheezing And coughing; and Russian is nothing but sneezing; But, by Belus and Babel ! I never have heard, And I never shall hear (I well know it), one word Of that delicate idiom of Paris without Feeling morally sure, beyond question or doubt, By the wild way in which my heart inwardly flutter'd, That my heart's native tongue to my heart had been utter'd. And whene'er I hear French spoken as I approve, I feel myself quietly falling in love. Lord Alfred, on hearing the stranger, appeased By a something, an accent, a cadence, which pleased His ear with that pledge of good breeding which tells At once of the world in whose fellowship dwells The speaker that owns it, was glad to remark In the horseman a man one might meet after dark Without fear. And thus, not disagreeably impress'd As it seem'd with each other, the two men abreast Rode on slowly a moment. 44 LUOILE, [PARTL XIV. STRANGEB. I see, Sir, you are A smoker. Allow me ! ALFRED. Pray take a cigar STRANGER. Many thanks ! . . . . Such cigars are a luxury here. Do you go to Serchon ? ALFRED. Yes ; and you ? STRANGER. Yes. I fear, Since our road is the same, that our journey must l>e Somewhat closer than is our acquaintance. You see How narrow the path is. I'm tempted to ask Your permission to finish (no difficult task ?) The cigar you have given me (really a prize !) In your company. ALFRED. Charm'd, Sir, to find your road lies In the way of my own inclinations! Indeed The dream of your nation I find in this weed. In the distant Savannahs a talisman grows That makes all men brothers that use it .... who knows? That blaze which erewhile from the Boulevart out- broke, CANTO n.] LUCILE. 41 It has ended where wisdom begins, Sir, in smoke. Messieurs Lopez (whatever your publicists write) Have done more in their way humankind to unite Perchance, than ten Prudhons. STRANGEE. Yes. Ah, what a scene ! ALFRED. Humph ! Nature is here too pretentious. Her mien la too haughty. One likes to be coax'd, not compell'd, To the notice such beauty resents if withheld. She seems to be saying too plainly, * Admire me!' And I answer, ' Yes, madam, I do : but you tire me.' STRANGER. That sunset, just now, though .... ALFRED. A very old trick ! One would think that the sun by this time must be sick Of blushing at what, by this time, he must know Too well to be shock'd by this world. STRANGER. Ah, 'tis so With us all. 'Tis the sinner that best knew the world At twenty, whose lip is, at Sixty, most curl'd With disdain of its follies. You stay at Serchon ? ALFRED. A day or two only. STRANGER. The season is done. 46 LUCILE. [PATTL ALFRED. Already ? STRANGER. 'Twas shorter this year than the last. Folly soon wears her shoes out. She dances so fast, We are all of us tired. ALFRED. You know the place well ? STRANGER. I have been there two seasons. ALFRED. Pray who is the Belle Of the Baths at this moment ? STRANGER. The same who has been The belle of all places in which she is seen ; The belle of all Paris last winter ; last spring The beUe of all Baden. ALFRED. An uncommon thing f STRANGER. Sir, an uncommon beauty !....! rather should MJF. An uncommon character. Truly, each day One meets women whose beauty is equal to hers, But none with the charm of Lucile de Kevers. Al8es CANTO ii.] LUG ILK 49 But the stupid and mischievous boy, that uproots The exotics, and tramples the tender young shoots, For a boy's brutal pastime, and only because He knows no distinction 'twixt heartease and haws, One would wish, for the sake of each nursliug so nipp'd, To catch the young rascal and have him well whipp'd I ALFRED. Some compatriot of mine, do I then understand, With a cold Northern heart, and a rude English hand, Has injured your Rosebud of France ? STRANGER. Sir, I know But little, or nothing. Yet some faces show The Jast act of a tragedy in their regard: Though the first scenes be wanting, it yet is not hard To divine more or less, what the plot may have been, And what sort of actors have pass'd o'er the scene. And whenever I gas;e on the face of Lucile, With its pensive and passionless langour, I feel That some feeling hath burnt there. .. .burnt out^ and burnt up Health and hope. So you feel when you gaze down the cup Of extinguish'd volcanoes : you judge of the fire, Once there, by the ravage you see; the desire, By the apathy left in its wake, and that sense Of a moral, immovable, mute impotence. ALFRED.- Bumph !....! see you ha\e finish'd, at last, youi cigar : 50 LUCILE. [PAETL Can I offer another ? STRANGER. No, thank you. We are Not two miles from Serchon. ALFRED. You know the road well i STRANGER. I have often been over it. Here a pause fell On their converse. Still v musingly on, side t>^ side. In the moonlight, the two men continued to ride Down the dim mountain pathway. But each, for thf rest Of their journey, although they still rode on abreast, Continued to follow in silence the train Of the different feelings that haunted his brain ; And each, as though roused from a deep reverie, Almost shouted, descending the mountain, to see Burst at once on the moonlight the silvery Baths, The long lime-tree alley, the dark gleaming paths, With the lamps twinkling through them the quaint wooden roofs The little white houses. The clatter of hoofs, And the music of wandering bands, up the walls Of the steep hanging hill, at remote intervals Reach'd them, cross'd by the sound of the clacking of whips, CANTO n.J LUCILE. 51 And here and there, faintly, through serpentine slips Of verdant rose-gardens, deep-shelter'd with screens Of airy acacias and dark evergreens, They could mark the white dresses, and catch the light songs, Of the lovely Parisians that wander'd in throngs, Led by Laughter and Love through the cool eventide Down the dream-haunted vallev, or up the hill-side. At length, at the door of the inn I'HEKISSON, (Pray go there if ever you go to Serchon ?) The two horsemen, well pleased to have reach'd it, alighted And exchanged their last greetings. The Frenchman invited Lord Alfred to dinner. Lord Alfred declined. He had letters to write, and felt tired. So he dined In his own rooms that night. With an unquiet eye He watch'd his companion depart ; nor knew why, Beyond all accountable reason or measure, He felt in his breast such a sovran displeasure. ' The fellow's good-looking,' he murmur'd at last, ' And yet not a coxcomb.' Some ghost of the past Vex'd him still. ' If he love her/ he thought, * let him win her.' Then he turn'd to the future and order'd bis dinner. O hour of all hours, the most bless'd upon earth, Blessed hour of our dinners ! 52 LUCILE. [PAETL The land of his birth; The face of his first love ; the bills that he owes ; The twaddle of friends, and the venom of foes ; The sermon he heard when to church he last went ; The money he borrow'd, the money he spent ; All of these things a man, I believe, may forget, And not be the worse for forgetting ; but yet Never, never, oh never ! earth's luckiest sinner Hath unpunish'd forgotten the hour of his dinner ! Indigestion, that conscience of every bad stomach, Shall relentlessly gnaw and pursue him with some ache Or some pain ; and trouble, remorseless, his best ease, As the Furies once troubled the sleep of Orestes. We may live without poetry, music, and art ; We may live without conscience, and live without heart; We may live without friends ; we may live without books ; But civilized man cannot live without cooks. He may live without books, what his knowledge but grieving? He may live without hope, what his hope but de- ceiving ? He may live without love, what his passion but pin- ing* But where is the man that can live without dining ? Lord Alfred found, waiting his coming, a note , From Lucila CANTO it.] LTTCTLR 53 * Your last letter lias reach'd me/ she wrote. ' This evening, alas ! I must go to the ball, ' And shall not be at home till too late for your call ; ' But to-morrow, at any rate, sansfaute, at One ' You will find me at home, and will find me alone ' Meanwhile, let me thank you sincerely, milord, ' For the honour with which you adhere to your word. ' Yes, I thank you, Lord Alfred ! To-morrow, then. I find myself terribly puzzled to tell The f eelings with which Alfred Vargrave flung down This note, as he pour'd out his wine. I must own That I think he, himself, could have hardly explain'd Those feelings exactly. ' Yes, yes,' as he drain'd The glass down, he mutter'd, ' Jack's right, after all : ' The coquette ! ' ' Does milord mean to go to the ball ? v Ask'd the waiter, who linger'd. ' Perhaps. I don't know ' You may keep me a ticket, in case I should go.' Oh, better, no doubt, is a dinner of herbs, When season 'd by love, which no rancour disturbs, And sweeten'd by all that is sweetest in life, Than turbot, bisque, ortolans, eaten in strife ? But if, out of humor, and hungry, alone, A man should sit down to a dinner, each one Of the dishes of which the cook chooses to spoil 54 LUC ILK [PARTL With a horrible mixture of garlic and oil, The chances are ten against one, I must own, He gets up as ill-temper'd as when he sat down. And if any reader this fact to dispute is Disposed, I say .... 'Allium edat cicutis ' Nbcentius /' Over the fruit and the wine TJndisturb'd the wasp settled. The evening was fine. Lord Alfred his chair by the window had set, And languidly lighted his small cigarette. The window was open. The warm air without Waved the flame of the candles. The moths were about. In the gloom he sat gloomy. Gay sounds from below Floated up like faint echoes of joys long ago, And night deepen'd apace ; through the dark avenues The lanps twinkled bright ; and by threes, and by twos, The idlers of Serchon were strolling at will, As Lord Alfred could see from the cool window-sill, Where his gaze, as he languildy tum'd it, fell o'er His late travelling companion, now passing before The inn, at the window of which he still sat, In full toilette, boots varnish'd, and snowy cravat, Gaily smoothing and buttoning a yellow kid glove, As he turn'd down the avenue. Watching above, From his window, the stranger, who stopp'd as he walk'd, CANTO H.] LUCILK 55 To mix with those groups, and now nodded, now talk'd To the young Pai-is dandies, Lord Alfred discern'd, By the way hats were lifted, and glances were turn'd, That this unknown acquaintance, now bound for the ball, Was a person of rank or of fashion ; for all Whom he bow'd to in passing, or stopp'd with and chatter'd, Walked on with a look which implied . . . . ' I feel flatter'd ! ' His form was soon lost in the distance and gloom. Lord Alfred still sat by himself in his room. He had finish'd, one after the other, a dozen Or more cigarettes. He had thought of his cousin : He had thought of Matilda, and thought of Lucile: He had thought about many things : thought a great deal Of himself : of his past life, his future, his present : He had thought of the moon, neither full moon nor crescent : Of the gay world, so sad! life, so sweet and so sour: He had thought, too, of glory, and fortune, and power : Thought of love, and the country, and sympathy, and A poet's asylum in some distant land : Thought of man in the abstract, and woman, no doubt, In particular ; also ho had thought much about IIi.s digestion, his debts, and his dinner: and last, 56 ZtfCTLE. He thought that the night would be stupidly pass'd If he thought any more of such matters at all : So he rose, and resolved to set out for the ball. XXVI. I believe, ere he finish'd his tardy toilette, That Lord Alfred had spoil'd, and flung by in a pet, Half-a-dozen white neckcloths, and look'd for the nonce Twenty times in the glass, if he look'd in it once. I believe that he split up, in drawing them on, Three pair of pale lavendar gloves, one by one. And this is the reason, no doubt, that at last, When he reach'd the Casino, although he walk'd fast. He heard, as he hurriedly enter'd the door, The church clock strike Twelve. xxvn. The last waltz was just o'er. The chaperons and dancers were all in a flutter. A crowd block'd the door : and a buzz and a mutter Went about in the room as a young man, whose fac< Lord Alfred had seen ere he enter'd that place, But a few hours ago, through the perfumed and warn. Flowery porch, with a lady that lean'd on his arm Like a queen in a fable of old fairy days, Left the ball room. The hubbub of comment and praise Reach'd Lord Alfred as just then he enter'd. Ma foi f LUGILE. 57 Said a Frenchman beside him, .... * That lucky Luvois 'Has obtain'd all the gifts of the gods ...... rank and wealth, * And good looks, and then such inexhaustible health! * He that hath shall have more ; and this truth I sur- mise, 'Is the cause why, to-night, by the beautiful eyes * Of la charmante JLucile more distinguish'd than all, * He so gaily goes off with the belle of the hall.' ' Is it true,' ask'd a lady aggressively fat, Who, fierce as a female Leviathan, sat By another that look'd like a needle, all steel And tenuity 'Luvois will marry Lucile ? ' The needle seem'd jerk'd by a virulent twitch As though it were bent upon driving a stitch, Through somebody's character. ' Madam,' replied, Interposing, a young man who sat by their side, And was languidly fanning his face with his hat, ' I am ready to bet my new Tilbury that, * If Luvois has proposed, the Comtesse has refused.' The fat and thin ladies were highly amused. 'Refused! .... what! a young Duke, not thirty, my dear, * With at least half a million (what is it ?) a year!' * That may be, ' said the third ; ' yet I know some time since * Castelmar was refused, though as rich, and a Prince ' But Luvois, who was never before in his life 'In love with a woman who was no* S ife, ' Is now certainly serious.' *>8 LTTCILB. f PART i. XXIX. The music once more Recommenced. Said Lord Alfred, 'This ball is a bore !' And return'd to the inn, somewhat worse than before. There, whilst musing he lean'd the dark valley above, Through the warm land were wand'ring the spirits of love. A soft breeze in the white window drapery stirr'd ; In the blossom'd acacia the lone cricket chirr'd ; The scent of the roses fell faint o'er the night, And the moon on the mountain was dreaming in light. Repose, and yet rapture ! that pensive wild nature Impregnate with passion in each breathing feature! A stone's throw from thence, through the large lime- trees peep'd, In a garden of roses, a white chalet, steep'd In the moonbeams. The windows oped down to the lawn; The casements were open ; the curtains were drawn ; Light stream'd from the inside ; and with them the sound Of music and song. In the garden, around A table with fruits, wine, tea, ices, there set, Half-a-dozen young men and young women were met. Light, laughter, and voices, and music, all stream'd Through the quiet-leaved limes. At the window there seem'd For one moment the outline, familiar and fair, CANTO ii. J LUC ILK 59 Of a white dress, a white neck, and soft dusky hair, Which Lord Alfred remember'd .... a moment or so It hover'd, then pass'd into shadow ; and slow The soft notes, from a tender piano unflung, Floated forth, and a voice unforgotten thus sung: * Hear a ong that was born in the land of my birth ! 'The anchors are lifted, the fair ship is free, And the shout of the mariners floats in its mirth ' 'Twixt the light in the sky and the light on the sea. 3 And this ship is a world. She is freighted with souls, ' She is freighted with merchandise : proudly she sails 'With the Labour that stores, and the Will that controls * The gold in the ingots, the bales. 'From the gardens of Pleasure, where reddens the rose, 'And the scent of the cedar is faint on the air, ' Past the harbours of Traffic, sublimely she goes, * Man's hopes o'er the world of the waters to bear ! 6 Where the cheer from the harbours of Traffic is heard, ' Where the gardens of Pleasure fade fast on the sight, ' O'er the rose, o'er the cedar, there passes a bird ; ' 'Tis the Paradise Bird, never known to alight. ' And that bird, bright and bold as a Poet's desire, ' Roams her own native heavens, the realms of her birth. 60 LUCTL&. [PARTI * There she soars like seraph, slio cn/i>es like a fire, * And her plumage has never beeu sullied by earth. * And the mariners greet her ; there's song on each lip, ' For that bird of good omen, and joy in each eye. ' And the ship and the bird, and the bird and the ship, 'Together go forth over ocean and sky. * Fast, fast fades the land ! far the rose-gardens flee, ' And far fleet the harbours. In regions unknown ' The ship is alone on a desert of sea, * And the bird in a desert of sky is alone. ' In those regions unknown, o'er that desert of air, 'Down that desert of waters tremendous in wrath ' The storm-wind Eurcoiydon leaps from his lair, ' And cleaves, through the waves of the ocean, his path. ' And the bird in the cloud, and the ship on the wave, * Overtaken, are beaten about by wild gales ; 1 And the mariners all rush their cargo to save, ' Of the gold in the ingots, the silk in the bales. ' Lo ! a wonder, which never before hath been heard, ' For it never before hath been given to sight; 4 On the ship hath descended the Paradise Bird, * The Paradise Bird, never known to alight ! * The bird which the mariners bless'd, when each lip * Had a song for the omen that gladdened each eye ; The bright frird for shelter hath flown to the ship ' From the wrath oix the sea and the wrath in the sky. CANTO ii.] LUCILE. 61 ' But the mariners heed iiot the bird any more. ' They are felling the masts they are cutting the sails ; ' Some are working, some weeping, and some wrang- ling o'er ' Their gold in the ingots, their silk in the bales. * Souls of men are on board; wealth of men in the hold; ' And the storm- wind Euroclydon sweeps to his prey ; * And who heeds the bird ? " Save the silk and the gold ! " 'And the bird from her shelter the gust sweeps away ! Poor Paradise Bird ! on her lone flight once more ' Back again in the wake of the wind she is driven 1 To be whelm'd in the storm, or above it to soar, ' And, if rescued from ocean, to vanish in heaven ! * And the ship rides the waters, and weathers the gale* : ' From the haven she nears the rejoicing is heard. 15 All hands are at work on the ignots, the bales, ' Save a child, sitting lonely, who misses the Bird!' 62 L UCILK /PART CANTO ITL WITH stout iron shoes be my Pegasus shod ! For my road is a rough one : flint, stubble, and clod, Blue clay, and black quagmire, brambles no few, And I gallop uphill, now. There's terror that's true In that tale of a youth who, one night at a revel, Amidst music and mirth lured and wiled by some devil, Follow'd ever one mask through the mad masquerade, Till, pursued to some chamber deserted ('tis said), He unmask'd, with a kiss, the strange lady, and stood Face to face with a Thing not of flesh nor of blood. In this Masque of the Passions, call'd Life, there's no human Emotion, though mask'd, or in man or in woman, But, when faced and unmask'd, it will leave us at last Struck by some supernatural aspect aghast. For truth is appalling and eltrich, as seen By this world's artificial lamplights, and we screen From our sight the strange vision that troubles out life. Alas ! why is Genius for ever a strife With the world, which, despite the world's self, it en- nobles ? CANTO m.] LUCILE. 63 Why is it that Genius perplexes and troubles And offends the effete life it comes to renew ? 'Tis the terror of Truth ! 'tis that Genius is true I Lucile de Nevers (if her riddle I read) Was a woman of genius : whose genius, indeed, With her life was at war. Once, but once, in that life The chance had been hers to escape from this strife In herself ; finding peace in the life of another From the passionate wants she, in hers, fail'd to smother. But the chance fell too soon, when the crude restless power Which had been to her nature so fatal a dower, Only wearied the man it yet haunted and thrall 'd ; And that moment, once lost, had been never recall'd Yet it left her heart sore : and, to shelter her heart From approach, she then sought, in that delicate a*t Of concealment, those thousand adroit strategies Of feminine wit, which repel while they please, /A weapon, at once, and a shield, to conceal \ And defend all that women can earnestly feel. Thus, striving her instincts to hide and repress, She felt frighten'd at times by her very success ; She pined for the hill-tops, the clouds, and the stars: Golden wires may annoy us as much as feteel bars If they keep us behind prison- windovjfe : impassioi.'d Her heart rose and burst the light cage she had fashion'd Out of gHttering trifles arouud it. Unknown 64 LUG ILK IPABTL To herself, all her instincts, withou, hesitation, /Embraced the idea of self-immolation. The strong spirit in her, had her life but been blended With some man's whose heart had her own compre- hended, All its wealth at his feet would have lavishly thrown. For him she had struggled and striven alone ; For him had aspired ; in him had transfused All the gladness and grace of her nature ; a? id used \ For him only the spells of its delicate power: Like the ministering fairy that brings from her bower To some mage all the treasures, whose use the fond elf, More enrich'd by her love, disregards for herself. But standing apart, as she ever had done, And her genius, which needed a vent, finding none In the broad fields of action thrown wide to man'* power, She unconsciously made it her bulwark and tower, And built in it her refuge, whence lightly she hmi'd Her contempt at the fashions and forms of the world. And the permanent cause why she now miss'd and fail'd That firm hold upon life she so keenly assail'd, Was, in all those diurnal occasions that place Say ' The world and the woman opposed face to face, / ' Where the woman must yield, she, refusing to stir, ' Offended the world, which, in turn, wounded her/ As before, in the old-fashion'd manner, I fit To this character, also, its moral : to wit, Say The world is a nettle ; disturb it, it stings: CANTO in.] LUC ILK 65 Grasp it firmly, it stings not. On one of two things, If you would not be stung, it behoves you to settle : Avoid it, or crush it. She crush'd not the nettle ; For she could not ; nor would she avoid it : she tried With the weak hand of woman to thrust it aside, And it stung her. A woman is too slight a thing To trample the world without feeling its sting. One lodges but simply at Serchon ; yet, thanks To the season that changes for ever the banks Of the blossoming mountains, and shifts the light cloud O'er the valley, and hushes or rouses the loud Wind that wails in the pines, or creeps murmuring down The dark evergreen slopes to the slumbering town, And the torrent that falls, faintly heard from afar, And the blue-bells that purple the dapple-gray scaur, One sees with each month of the many-faced year A thousand sweet changes of beauty appear. The chalet where dwelt the Comtesse de Nevers Rested half up the base of a mountain of firs, In a garden of roses, reveal'd to the road, Yet withdrawn from its noise : 'twas a peaceful abode. And the walls, and the roofs, with their gables like hoods Which the monks wear, were built of sweet resinous woods. The sunlight of noon, as Lord 'Alfred ascended The steep garden paths, every odour had blended Of the ardent carnations, and faint heliotropes, 66 LUCILE. [PARTI. With the balms floated down from the dark wooded slopes : A light breeze at the windows was playing about, 1 And the white curtains floated, now in, and now out. The house was all hush'd when he rang at the door, Which was open'd to him in a moment or more By an old nodding negress, whose sable head shineiH In the sun like a cocoa-nut polish'd in Ind, 'Neath the snowy foulard which about it was wound. Lord Alfred sprang forward at onoe, with a bound. He remember'd the nurse of Lucile. The old dame, Whose teeth and whose eyes used to beam when he came, With a boy's eager step, in the blithe days of yore, To pass, unannounced, her young mistress's door. The old woman had fondled Lucile on her knee When she left, as an infant, far over the sea, In India, the tomb of a mother, unknown, To pine, a pale flowret, in great Paris town. She had sooth'd the child's sobs on her breast, when she read The letter that told her her father was dead. An astute, shrew adventurer, who, like Ulysses, Had studied men, cities, laws, wars, the abysses, Of statecraft, with varying fortunes, was he. He had wander'd the world through, by land and by sea, And knew it in most of its phases. Strong will, Subtle tact, and soft manners, had given him skill To conciliate Fortune, and courage to brave PANTO ra.J LUCILE. 67 Her displeasure. Thrice shipreck'd, and cast by the wave On his own quick resources, they rarely had fail'd 7Iis command : often baffled, he ever prevail'd, In his combat with fate : to-day flatter'd and fed By monarchs, to-inorrow in search of mere bread. The offspring of times troubled-haunted, he came Of a family ruin'd, yet noble in name. He lost sight of his fortune, at twenty, in France; And, half statesman, half soldier, and wholly Free- lance, Had wander'd, in search of it, over the world, Into India. But scarce had the nomad unf url'd His wandering tent at Mysore, in the smile Of a Rajah (whose court he controll'd for a while, And whose council he prompted and govern'd by stealth) ; Scarce, indeed, had he wedded an Indian of wealth, Who died giving birth to this daughter, before He was born to the tomb of his wife at Mysore. His fortune, which fell to his orphan, perchance Had secured her a home with his sister in France, A lone woman, the last of the race left. Lucile Neither felt, nor affected, the wish to conceal The half-Eastern blood, which appeared to bequeath (Reveal'd now and then, though but rarely, beneath That outward repose that conceal'd it in her) A something half -wild to her strange character. The nurse with the orphan, a while broken-hearted, At the door of a convent in Paris had parted. But later, once more, with her mistress she tarried, When the girl, by that grim maiden aunt, had been married 68 LTTCILK [PART i. To a dreary old Count, who had sullenly died, With no claim on her tears she had wept as a bride. Said Lord Alfred, ' Your mistress expects me. ' The crone Oped the drawing-room door, and there left him alone. O'er the soft atmosphere of this temple of grace Rested silence and perfume. No sound reach'd the place. In the white curtains waver'd the delicate shade Of the heaving acacias, through which the breeze play'd. O'er the smooth wooden floor, polish'd dark as a glass, Fragrant white Indian matting allow'd you to pass. In light olive baskets, by window and door, Some hung from the ceiling, some crowding the floor, Rich wild flowers pluck'd by Lucile from the hill, Seem'd the room with their passionate presence to fill : Blue aconite, hid in white roses, reposed; The deep Belladonna its vermiel disclosed ; And the frail saponaire, and the tender blue-bell, And the purple valerian, each child of the fell And the solitude flourish'd, fed fair from the source Of waters the huntsman scarce heeds in his course, Where the chamois and izard, with delicate hoof, Pause or flit through the pinnacled silence aloof. Here you felt, by the sense of its beauty reposed, That you stood in a shrine of sweet thoughts. Half unclosed CANTO m.] LUCILE. 69 In the light slept the flowers : all was pure and at rest ; All peaceful ; all modest ; all seem'd self-possess'd, And aware of the silence. No vestige nor trace Of a young woman's coquetry troubled the place. He stood by the window. A cloud pass'd the sun. A light breeze uplifted the leaves, one by one. Just then Lucile enter'd the room, undiscern'd By Lord Alfred, whose face to the window was turn'd In a strange reverie. The time was, when Lucile, In beholding that man, could not help but reveal The rapture, the fear, which wrench'd out every nerve In the heart of the girl from the woman's reserve. And now she gazed at him, calm, smiling, per- chance Indifferent. VII. Indifferently, turning his glance, Alfred Yargrave encounter'd that gaze unaware. O'er a boddice snow-white stream'd her soft dusky hair; A rose-bud half- blown in her hand ; in her eyes A half -pensive smile. A sharp cry of surprise Escaped from his lips some unknown agitation, An invincible trouble, a strange palpitation, Confused his ingenious and frivolous wit; Overtook, and entangled, and paralysed it. That wit so complacent and docile, that ever Lightly came at the call of the lightest endeavour, Ready coin'd and availably current as gold, 70 LUC ILK [PART i. Which, secure of its value, so fluently roll'd In free circulation from hand on to hand For the usage of all, at a moment's command; For once it rebell'd, it was mute and unstirr'd, And he looked at Lucile without speaking a word. VIII. Perhaps what so troubled him was, that the face On whose features he gazed had no more than a trace Of the face his remembrance had imaged for years. Yes ! the face he remember'd was faded with tears : Grief had famish'd the figure, and dimm'd the dark eyes, And starved the pale lips, too acquainted with sighs. And that tender, and gracious, and fond coquetterie Of a woman who knows her least ribbon to be Something dear to the lips that so warmly caress Every sacred detail of her exquisite dress, In the careless toilette of Lucile, then too sad To care aught to her changeable beauty to add, Lord Alfred had never admired before ! Alas ! poor Lucile, in those weak days of yore, Had neglected herself, never heeding, nor thinking (While the blossom and bloom of her beauty were shrinking) That sorrow can beautify only the heart Not the face of a woman ; and can but impart Its endearment to one that has suffer'd. In truth Grief hath beauty for grief; but gay youth loves gay youth. The woman that now met, unshrinking, his gaze, CJLNTOIIL] LUCILE. 71 Seem'd to bask in the silent but sumptuous haze Of that soft second summer, more ripe than the first. Which returns when the bud to the blossom hath burst In despite of the stormiest April. Lucile Had acquired that matchless unconscious appeal To the homage which none but a churl would with- hold- That caressing and exquisite grace never bold, Ever present which just a few women possess. From a healthful repose, undisturb'd by the stress Of unquiet emotions, her soft cheek had drawn A freshness as pure as the twilight of dawn. Her figure, though slight, had revived everywhere The luxurious proportions of youth; and her hair Once shorn as an offering to passionate love Now floated or rested redundant above Her airy pure forehead and throat ; gather'd loose Under which, by one violet knot, the profuse Milk-white folds of a cool modest garment reposed, Rippled faint by the breast they half hid, half dis- closed. And her simple attire thus in all things reveal'd The fine art which so artfully all things conceal'd. Lord Alfred, who never conceiv'd that Lucile Could have look'd so enchanting, felt tempted to kneel At her feet, and her pardon with passion implore; But the calm smile that met him sufficed to restore The pride and the bitterness needed to meet The occasion with dignity due and discreet. 72 LUC ILK [PABTL ' Madam,' thus he began with a voice reassured, ' You see that your latest command has secured ' My immediate obedience presuming I may ' Consider my freedom restored from this day.' 'I had thought,' said Lucile, with a smile gay yet sad, ' That your freedom from me not a fetter has had. 'Indeed!. . . .in my chains have you rested till now? ' I had not so flatter'd myself, I avow ! ' ' For Heaven's sake, Madam/ Lord Alfred replied, ' Do not jest ! has the moment no sadness ? ' he sigh'd. 1 'Tis an ancient tradition,' she answer'd, ' a tale ' Often told a position too sure to prevail ' In the end of all legends of love. If we wrote, 'When we first love, foreseeing that hour yet re- mote ' Wherein of necessity each would recall ' From the other the poor foolish records of all ' Those emotions, whose pain, when recorded, seem'd bliss, ' Should we write as we wrote ? But one thinks not of this ! ' At Twenty (who does not at Twenty ?) we write ' Believing eternal the frail vows we plight ; ' And we smile with a confident pity, above ' The vulgar results of all pure human love : ' For we deem, with that vanity common to youth, ' Because what we feel in our bosoms, in truth, ' Is novel to us that 'tis novel to earth, ' And will prove the exception, in durance and worth, ' To the great law to which all on earth must incline, ' The error was noble, the vanity fine ! CANTO m.] LUGILE. 73 ' Shall we blame it because we survive it ? ah, no ; ' 'Twas the youth of our youth, my lord, is it not so ?' Lord Alfred was mute. He remember'd her yet A child the weak sport of each moment's regret, Blindly yielding herself to the errors of life, The deceptions of youth, and borne down by the strife And the tumult of passion ; the tremulous toy Of each transient emotion of grief or of joy. But to watch her pronounce the death-warrant of all The illusions of life- lift, unflinching, the pall From the bier of the dead Past that woman so fair, And so young, yet her own self -survivor ; who there Traced her lif e's epitaph with a finger so cold ! 'Twas a picture that pain'd his self-love to behold. He himself knew none better the things to be said Upon subjects like this. Yet he bowd' down his head : And as thus, with a trouble he could not command, He paused, crumpling the letters he held in his hand, 1 You know me enough,' she continued, ' or what ' I would say is, you yet recollect, (do you not, 4 Lord Alfred ?) enough of my nature, to know " That these pledges of what was perhaps long ago ' A foolish affection, I do not recall * From those motives of prudence which actuate all * Or most women, when their love ceases. Indeed, ' If you have such a doubt, to dispel it I need * But remind you that ten years these letters have rested 'Unreclaim'd in your hands.' A reproach seem'd suggested 74 LUCILE. [PARTI. By these words. To meet it, Lord Alfred look'd up (His gaze had been fixed on a blue Sevres cup With a look of profound connoisseurship a smile Of singular interest and care, all this while.) He look'd up, and look'd long in the face of Lueile, To mark if that face by a sign would reveal At the thought of Miss Darcy the least jealous pain. He look'd keenly and long, yet he look'd there in vain. ' You are generous, Madam,' he murmur'd at last, And into his voice a light irony pass'd. He had look'd for reproaches, and fully arranged His forces. But straightway the enemy changed The position. * Come ! ' gaily Lucile interposed, With a smile whose divinely deep sweetness disclosed Some depth in her nature he never had known, While she tenderly laid her light hand on his own, ' Do you think I abuse the occasion. We gain * Justice, judgement, with years, or else years are in vain. *From me not a single reproach can you hear. * I have sinn'd to myself to the world nay, I fear ' To you chiefly. The woman who loves should, in- deed, 1 Be the friend of the man that she loves, j She should heed ' Not her selfish and often mistaken desires, ' But his interest whose fate her own interest inspires ; ' And, rather than seek to allure, for her sake, ' His life down the turbulent, fanciful wake ' Of impossible destinies, use all her art CANTO m.J LtfCILfi. 75 * That his place in the world finds its place in her heart. ' I, alas ! I perceived not this truth till too late; ' I tormented your youth, I have darken'd your fate. ' Forgive me the ill I have done for the sake ' Of its long expiration ! ' XIV. Lord Alfred, awake, Seem'd to wander from dream on to dream. In that seat Where he sat as a criminal, ready to meet His accuser, he found himself turn'd by some change, As surprising and all unexpected as strange, To the judge from whose mercy indulgence was sought. All the world's foolish pride in that moment was nought ; He felt all his plausible theories posed ; And, thrill'd by the beauty of nature disclosed In the pathos of all he had witness'd, his head He bow'd, and faint words self-reproachfully said, As he lifted her hand to his lips. 'Twas a hand White, delicate, dimpled, warm, languid, and bland. The hand of a woman is often, in youth, Somewhat rough, somewhat red, somewhat graceless in truth ; Does its beauty refine, as its pulses grow calm, Or as Sorrow has cross'd the life-line in the palm ? The more that he look'd, that he listened, the mor He discover'd perfections unnoticed before. Less salient than once, less poetic perchance, 76 LUCILE. [PART i. This woman who thus had survived the romance That had made him his hero, and breathed him its sighs, Seem'd more charming a thousand times o'er to his eyes. Together they talk'd of the years since when last They parted, contrasting the present, the past. Yet no memory marr'd their light converse. Lucile Question'd much, with the interest a sister might feel, Of Lord Alfred's new life, of Miss Darcy her face, Her temper, accomplishments pausing to trace The advantage derived from a hymen so fit. Of herself, she recounted with humour and wit Her journeys, her daily employments, the lands She had seen, and the books she had read, and the hands She had shaken. In all that she said there appear'd An amiable irony. Laughing, she rear'd The temple of reason, with ever a touch Of light scorn at her work, reveal'd only so much As there gleams, in the thyrsus that Bacchanals bear, Through the blooms of a garland the point of a spear. But above, and beneath, and beyond all of this, To that soul, whose experience had paralysed bliss, A benignant indulgence, to all things resigned, A justice, a sweetness, a meekness of mind, Gave a luminous beauty, as tender and faint And gerene as the halo encircling a saint. XVI. Unobserved by Lord Alfred the time fleeted by. To each novel sensation spontaneously CANTO m.] LUCILE. 71 He abandon'd himself with that ardour so strange Which belongs to a mind grown accustom'd to change. He sought, with well-practised and delicate art, To surprise from Lucile the true state of her heart; But his efforts were vain, and the woman, as ever, More adroit than the man, baffled every endeavor. When he deem'd he had touch'd on some chord in her being, At the touch, it dissolved, and was gone. Ever fleeing As ever he neared it advanced, when he thought To have seized, and proceeded to analyze aught Of the moral existence, the absolute soul, Light as vapour the phantom escaped his control. From the hall, on a sudden, a sharp ring was heard. In the passage without, a quick footstep there stirr'd. At the door knock'd the negress, and thrust in her head, * The Duke de Luvois had just enter'd,' she said, * And insisted ' ' The Duke ! ' cried Lucile (as she spoka The Duke's step, approaching, a light echo woke). ' Say I do not receive till the evening. Explain,' As she glanced at Lord Alfred, she added again, ' I have business of private importance.' There came O'er Lord Alfred at once, at the sound of that name, An invincible sense of vexation. He turn'd To Lucile, and he fancied he faintly discern'd On her face an indefinite look of confusion. 78 LUCILE. [PART L On his mind instantaneously flashed the conclusion That his presence had caused it. He said, with a sneef Which he could not repress, ' Let not me interfere ' With the claims on your time, lady ! when you are free ' From more pleasant engagements, allow me to see ' And to wait on you later.' The words were not said Ere he wish'd to recall them. He bitterly read The mistake he had made in Lucile's flashing eye. Inclining her head, as in haughty reply, More reproachful perchance than all utter'd rebuke, She had merely, resuming her seat, ' Tell the Duke ' He may enter/ And vex'd with his own words and hers, Alfred Vargrave bow'd low to Lucile de Nevers, Pass'd the casement and enter'd the garden. Before His shadow was fled the Duke stood at the door. When left to his thoughts in the garden alone, Alfred Vargrave stood, strange to himself. With dull tone Of importance, through cities of rose and carnation, Went the bee on his business from station to station. The minute mirth of summer was shrill all around ; Its incessant small voices like stings seem'd to sound On his sore angry sense. He stood grieving the hot Solid sun with his shadow, nor stirr'd from the spot. The last look of Lucile still bewilder'd, perplex'd, And reproach'd him. The Duke's visit goaded and vex'd. CANTO m.] LUCILE. 79 He had not yet given the letters. Again He must visit Lucile. He resolved to remain Where he was till the Duke went. In short, he would stay, Were it only to know when the Duke went away. But just as he form'd this resolve, he perceived Approaching towards him, between the thick-leaved And luxuriant laurels, Lucile and the Duke. Thus surprised, his first thought was to seek for some nook Whence he might, unobserved, from the garden re- treat. They had not yet seen him. The sound of their feet And their voices had warn'd him in time. They were walking Towards him. The Duke (a true Frenchman) was talking With the action of Talma. He saw at a glance That they barr'd the sole path to the gateway. No chance Of escape save in instant concealment ! Deep-dipp'd In thick foliage, an arbour stood near. In he slipp'd Saved from sight, as in front of that ambush they pass'd, Still conversing. Beneath a laburnum at last They paused, and sat down on a bench in the shade, So close that he could not but hear what they said. LUCILE. Duke, I scarcely conceive .... 80 LUCILE. [PARTI. LUVOIS. Ah, forgive ! . . . . I desired So deeply to Bee you to day. You retired So early last night from the ball .... this whole week I have seen you pale, silent, preoccupied .... speak, Speak, Lucile, and forgive me !....! know that I am A rash fool but I love you ! I love you, Madame, More than language can say ! Do not deem, O Lucile, That the love I no longer have strength to conceal Is a passing caprice ! It is strange to my nature, It has made me, unknown to myself, a new creature. I implore you to sanction and save the new life Which I lay at your feet with this prayer Be my wif ej Stoop, and raise me ! Lord Alfred could scarcely restrain The sudden, acute pang of anger and pain With which he had heard this. As though to some wind The leaves of the hush'd, windless laurels behind The two thus in converse were suddenly stirr'd. The sound half betray'd Viim. They started. He heard The low voice of Lucile ; but so faint was its tone That her answer escaped him. Luvois hurried on, As though in remonstrance with what had been spoken. 'Nay, I know it, Lucile! but your heart was not broken ' By the trial in which all its fibres were proved. ' Love, perchance, you mistrust, yet you need to be loved. CANTO m.] LUG ILK 81 ' You mistake your own feelings. I fear you mistake ' What so ill I interpret, those feelings which make ' Words like these vague and feeble. Whatever your heart ' May have suffer'd of yore, this can only impart ' A pity profound to the love which I feel. ' Hush ! hush ! I know all. Tell me nothing, Lucile.' ' You know all, Duke ? ' she said ; ' well, then, know that, in truth, I have learn'd from the rude lesson taught to my youth ' From my own heart to shelter my life ; to mistrust ' The heart of another. We are what we must, ' And not what we might be. I know that one hour ' Assures not another. The will and the power 'Are diverse.' * O, madam ! ' he answer'd, ' you ibnca ' With a feeling you know to be true and intense. ' 'Tis not my life, Lucile, that I plead for alone : ' If your nature I know, 'tis no less for your own. ' That nature will prey on itself ; it was made ' To influence others. Consider,' he said, ' That genius era tea power what scope for it here ? ' Gift8 less noble to me give command of that sphere * In which genius is power. Such gifts you despise 1 ' But you do not disdain what buch gifts realize ! ' I offer you, Lady, a name not unknown * A fortune which worthless, -without you, gro"wn ' All my life at your feet I lay down at your feet ; A heart which for you, and you only, can beat.' 82 LUCILE. LUC1LE. That heart, Duke, that Hfe I respect both. The name And position you offer, and all that you claim In behalf of their nobler employment, I feel To deserve what, in turn, I now ask you LUVOIS. Lucile ! LUCILE. I ask you to leave me LUVOIS. You do not reject T LUCILE. I ask you to leave me the time to reflect. LUVOIS. You ask me * LUCILE. The tune to reflect. LUVOIS. Say One word ! May I hope ? The reply of Lucile was not heard CANTO in. J LUG ILK 83 By Lord Alfred; for just then she rose, and moved on. The Duke bow'd his lips o'er her hand, and was gone* Not a sound save the birds in the bushes. And when Alfred Vargrave reel'd forth to the sunlight again, He just saw the white robe of the woman recede As she enter'd the house. Scarcely conscious indeed Of his steps, he too follow'd, and enter'd. He enter'd Unnoticed ; Lucile never stirr'd : so concentred And wholly absorb'd in her thoughts she appear'd. Her back to the window was turn'd. As he near'd The sofa, her face from the glass was reflected. Her dark eyes were fix'd on the ground. Pale, de- jected, And lost in profound meditation she seem'd. Softly, silently, over her droop'd shoulders streamed The afternoon sunlight. The cry of alarm And surprise which escaped her, as now on her arm Alfred Vargrave let fall a hand icily cold And clammy as death, all too cruelly told How far he had been from her thoughts. All his cheek Was disturb'd with the effort it cost him to speak. ' It was not my fault. I have heard all,' he said. 84 LTTGILE. ^PART the letters and farewell, Lucile ! When you wed ' May ' The sentence broke short, like a weapon that snaps When the weight of a man is upon it. * Perhaps/ Said Lucile (her sole answer reveal'd in the flush Of quick color which up to her brows seem'd to rush In reply to those few broken words), ' this farewell ' Is our last, Alfred Yargravo, in life. Who can tell ? ' Let us part without bitterness. Here are your letters. ' Be assured I retain you no more in my fetters !' She laugh'd, as she said this, a little sad laugh, And stretch'd out her hand with the letters. And half Wroth to feel his wrath rise, and unable to trust His own powers of restraint, in his bosom he thrust The packet she gave, with a short angry sigh, Bow'd his head, and departed without a reply. And Lucile was alone. And the men of the world Were gone back to the world. And the world's self was furl'd Far away from the heart of the woman. Her hand Droop'd, and from it, unloosed from their frail silken banJ, Fell those early love-letters, strewn, scatter'd, and shed At her feet life's lost blossoms ! Dejected her head On her bosom was bow'd. Her gaze vaguely stray'd o'er Those itrewn records of passionate moments no more, CANTO m.] LTTC1LE. 85 From each page to her sight leaped some word that belied The composure with which she that day had denied Every claim on her heart to those poor perish'd years. They avenged themselves now, and she burst into tears. CANTO IV. LETTER FROM COUSIN JOHN TO COUSIN ALFRED. Bigorre, Thursday. * TIME np, you rascal ! Come back, or be hang'd. * Matilda grows peevish. Her mother harangued 'For a whole hour this morning about you. The deuce ! * What on earth can I say to you ? nothing's of usa 'And the blame of the whole of your shocking be- haviour ' Falls on me, sir ! Come back, do you hear ? or 1 leave your * Affairs, and abjure you for ever. Come back ' To your anxious betroth'd ; and perplex'd ' COUSIN JACK.' LUC ILK [PART?. Alfred needed, in truth, no entreaties from John To increase his impatience to fly from Serchon. All the place was now fraught with sensations of pain Which, whilst in it, he strove to escape from in vain. A wild instinct warn'd him to fly from a place Where he felt that some fatal event, swift of pace, Was approaching his life. In despite his endeavour jo think of Matilda, her image for ever flfas effaced from his fancy by that of Lucile. From the ground which he stood on he felt himself reel. Scared, alarm'd by those feelings to which, on the day Just before, all his heart had so soon given way, When he caught, with a strange sense of fear, for assistance At what was, till then, the great fact in existence, 'Twas a phantom he grasp'd. in. Having sent for his guide, He order'd his horse, and determin'd to ride Back forthwith to Bigorre. Then, the guide, who well knew Every haunt of those hills., said the wild lake of Oo Lay a league from Serchon ; and suggested a track By the lake to Bigorre, which, transversing the back Of the mountain, avoided a circuit between Two long valleys ; and thinking, 'Perchance change of scene 'May create change of thought/ Alfred Vargrave agreed, CANTO iv.] LUC ILK 87 Mounted horse, and set forth to Bigorre at full speed. flis guide rode beside him. The king of the guides ! The gallant Bernard ! ever boldly he rides, Ever gaily he sings ! For to him, from of old, The hills have confided their secrets, and told Where the white partridge lies, and the cock o ; erthe woods ; Where the izard flits fine through the cold solitudes ; Where the bear lurks perdu ; and the lynx on his prey At nightfall descends, when the mountains are grey ; Where the sassafras blooms, and the blue-bell is born, And the wild rhododendron first reddens at morn ; Where the source of the waters is fine as a thread; How the storm on the wild Maladetta is spread ; Where the thunder is hoarded, the snows lie asleep, Whence the torrents are fed, and the cataracts leap ; And, familiarly known in the hamlets, the vales Have whisper'd to him all their thousand love-tales ; He has laugh'd with the girls, he has leap'd with the boys; Ever blithe, ever bold, ever boon, he enjoys ATI existence untroubled by envy or strife, While he feeds on the dews and the juices of life And so lightly he sings, and so gaily he rides, For BEBNABD LB SAUTEUK ia the king of all guides ! But Bernard found, that day, neither song nor love tale, [PAKTI Nor adventure, nor laughter, nor legend avail To arouse from his deep and profound reverie Him that silent beside him rode fast as could be. Ascending the mountain they slackened their pace, And the marvellous prospect each moment changed face. The breezy and pure inspirations of morn Breathed about them. The scarp'd ravaged moun- tains, all worn By the torrents, whose course they watch'd faintly meander, Were alive with the diamonded shy salamander. They paused o'er the bosom of purple abysses, And wound through a region of green wilderness : The waters went wirbling above and around, The forests hung heap'd in their shadows profound. Here the Larboust, and there Aventin, Castellon, Which the Demon of Tempest, descending upon, Had wasted with fire, and the peaceful Cazeaux They mark'd ; and far down in the sunshine below, Half dipp'd in a valley of airiest blue, The white happy homes of the village of Oo, Where the age is yet golden. And high over-head Th^ wrecks of the combat of Titans were spread. Red granite and quartz, in the alchemic sun, Fused their splendours of crimson and crystal in one And deep in the moss gleam'd the delicate shells, And the dew linger M fresh in the heavy harebells; The large violet burn'd; the campanula blue; LVCILE. And Autumn's own flower, the saffron, peer'd through The red-berried brambles and thick sassafras ; And fragrant with thyme was the delicate grass ; And high up, and higher, and highest of all, The secular phantom of snow ! O'er the wall Of a gray sunless glen gaping drowsy below, That aerial spectre, reveal'd in the glow Of the great golden dawn, hovers faint on the eye And appears to grow in, and grow out of, the sky, And plays with the fancy, and baffles the sight. Only reach'd by the vast rosy ripple of light, And the cool star of eve, the Imperial Thing, Half unreal, like some mythological king That dominates all in a fable of old, Takes command of a valley as fair to behold As aught in old fables ; and, seen or unseen. Dwells aloof over all, in the vast and serene Sacred sky, where the footsteps of spirits are furl'd 'Mid the clouds beyond which spreads the infinite world Of man's last aspirations, unfathom'd, untrod, Save by Even and Morn, and the angels of God. Meanwhile, as they journey'd, that serpentine road, Now abruptly reversed, unexpectedly show'd A gay cavalcade some few feet in advance. Alfred Vargrave's heart beat ; for he saw at a glance The slight form of Lucile in the midst. His next look Show'd him, joyously ambling beside her, the Duke* The rest of the troop which had thus caught his ken He know not, nor noticed them (women or men). 90 LUC ILK [PARTL They were laughing and talking together. Soon after His sudden appearance suspended their laughter. ' You here ! .1 imagined you far on your way ' To Bigorre !' said Lucile. * What has caused you to stay V ' I am on my way to Bigorre,' he replied, 'But, since my way would seem to be yours, let me ride ' For one moment beside you.' And then, with a stoop, At her ear, 'and forgive me !' By this time the troop Had regather'd its members. Lucile was as pale As the cloud 'neath their feet, on its way to the vale. The Duke had observed it, nor quitted her side, For even one moment, the whole of the ride. Alfred smiled, as he thought ' he is jealous of her ! ' And the thought of this jealousy added a spur To his firm resolution and effort to please. He talk'd much ; was witty, and quite at his eas. After noontide, the clouds, which had traversed the east Half the day, gather'd closer, and rose and increased. The air changed and chill'd. As though out of the ground, CANTO iv.] LUCILE. 91 There ran up the trees a confused hissing sound, And the wind rose. The guides sniff'd, like chamois the air, And look'd at each other, and halted, and there Unbuckled the cloaks from the saddles. The white Aspens rustled, and turn'd up their frail leaves in fright. All announced the approach of a tempest. Ere long Thick darkness descended the mountains among ; And a vivid, vindictive, and serpentine flash Gored the darkness, and shore it across with a gash. The rain fell in large heavy drops. And anon Broke the thunder. The horses took fright, every one. The Duke's in a moment was far out of sight. The guides whoop'd. The band was obliged to alight; And, dispersed, up the perilous pathway, walk'd blind To the darkness before from the darkness behind. And the Storm is abroad in the mountains ! He fills The crouch'd hollows and all the oracular hills With dread voices of power. A roused million or more Of wild echoes reluctantly rise from their hoar Immemorial ambush, and roll in the wake Of the cloud, whose reflection leaves vivid the lake. And the wind, that wild robber, for plunder descends From invisible lands, o'er those black mountain ends; He howls as he hounds down his prey ; and his lash Tears the hair of the timorous wan mountain ash, 92 LVCTLR [PARTI. That clings to the rocks, with her garments all torn, Like a woman in fear ; then he blows his hoarse horn, And is off, the fierce guide of destruction and terror, Up the desolate heights, 'mid an intricate error Of mountain and mist. There is war in the skies ! JJo ! the black- wing'd legions of tempest arise O'er those sharp splinter'd rocks that are gleaming below In the soft light, so fair and so fatal, as though Some seraph burn'd through them, the thnnderbolt searching Which the black cloud unbosom'd just now. Lo ! the lurching And shivering pine-trees, like phantoms, that seem To waver above, in the dark; and yon stream, How it hurries and roars, on its way to the white And paralyzed lake there, appall'd at the sight Of the things seen in heaven ! Through the darkness and awe That had gather'd around him, Lord Alfred now saw, Reveal' d in the fierce and evanishing glare Of the lightning that momently pulsed through the air, A woman alone on a shelf of the hill, With her cheek coldly propp'd on her hand, and as still Aa the rock that *he sat on, which beetled above OANTOIV.] LUG ILK 93 The black lake beneath her. All terror, all love Added speed to the instinct with which he rush'd on. For one moment the blue lightning swathed the whole stone In its lurid embrace : like the sleek dazzling snake That encircles a sorceress, charm'd for her sake And lull'd by her loveliness ; fawning, it play'd And caressingly twined round the feet and the head Of the woman who sat there, undaunted and calm As the soul of that solitude, listing the psalm Of the plangent and labouring tempest roll slow From the caldron of midnight and vapour below. Next moment, from bastion to bastion, all round, Of the siege-circled mountains, there tumbled the sound Of the battering thunder's indefinite peal, And Lord Alfred had sprung to the feet of Lucile, XIV. She started. Once more, with its flickering wand, The lightning approach'd her. In terror, her hand Alfred Vargrave had seized within his ; and he felt The light fingers that coldly and ligeringly dwelt In the grasp of his own, tremble faintly. * See ! see ! * Where the whirlwind hath stricken and strangled yon tree ! ' She exclaimed, . . . . ' like the passion that brings on it* breath, 'To the being it embraces, destruction and death ! ' Alfred Vargrave, the lightning is round you ! ' 'Luoilel 94 LUG ILK [PARTI. 'I hear I see nought but yourself. I can feel * Nothing here but your presence. My pride fights in vain * With the truth that leaps from me. We two meet again * 'Neath yon terrible heaven that is watching above ' To avege if I lie when I swear that I love, ' And beneath yonder terrible heaven, at your feet, * I humble my head and my heart. I entreat * Your pardon, Lucile, for the past I implore * For the future your mercy implore it with more 'Of passion than prayer ever breathed. By the power * Which invisibly touches us both in this hour, ' By the rights I have o'er you, Lucile, I demand ' 'The rights ! '. . . .said Lucile, and drew from him her hand. ' Yes, the rights ! for what greater to man may belong ' Than the right to repair in the future the wrong ' To the past ? and the wrong I have done you, of yore, 1 Hath bequeath'd to me all the sad right to restore, 'To retrieve, to amend ! I, who injured your life, 1 Urge the right to repair it, Lucile ! Be my wife, ' My guide, my good angel, my all upon earth, 'And accept, for the sake of what yet may give worth * To my life, its contrition ! ' XV. He paused, for there came O'er the cheek of Lucile a swift flush like the flame CANTO IT.] LUG ILK 95 That illumin'd at moments the darkness o'erhead. With a voice faint aad marr'd by emotion, she said, f And your pledge to another ? ' * Hush, hush 1 ' he exclaim'd, My honour will live where my love lives, unshamed * 'Twere poor honour indeed, to another to give * That life of which you keep the heart. Could I liv ' In the light of those young eyes, suppressing a lie ? 'Alas, no ! your hand holds my whole destiny. ' I can never recall what my lips have avow'd ; ' In your love lies whatever can render me proud. J For the great crime of all my existence hath been 'To have known you in vain. And the duty best seen, ' And most hallow'd the duty most sacred and sweet * Is that which Lath led me, Lucile, to your feet. ' O speak ! and restore me the blessirg I lost 1 "vv"hec. I lost you my pearl of al' pearls beyond cost ! ' And restore to your own life its youth, and restore 'The vision, the rapture, the passion of yore ! 'Ere our brows had Ire^u dimm'd in the dust of the world, 'When our souls tlkeir V'Vite wings yet exulting unfurl'd *For yon eyes rest no more on the unquiet man, The wild star of whose course its pale orbit outran, ' Whom the formless indefinite future of youth, ' With its lying allurements, distracted. In truth 'I have wearily wander'd the world, and I feel 'That the least of your lovely regards, O Lucile, 1 1* worth all the world can afford, and the dream ' "vVhich, though f ollow'd for ever, for ever doth seem 96 LUCILE. [PAETI. ' As fleeting, and distant, and dim, as of yore 'When it brooded in twilight, at dawn, on the shore * Of life's untraversed ocean ! I know the sole path ' To repose, which my desolate destiny hath, * Is the path by whose course to your feet I return. { And who else, O Lucile, will so truly discern, ' And so deeply revere, all the passionate strength, ' The sublimity in you, as he whom at length ' These have saved from himself, for the truth they reveal { To his worship ? ' XYH. She spoke not; but Alfred could feel The light hand and arm, that upon him reposed, Thrill and tremble. Those dark eyes of hers were half closed ; But, under their languid mysterious fringe, A passionate softness was beaming. One tinge Of faint inward fire flush'd transparently through The delicate, pallid, and pure olive hue Of the cheek, half averted and droop'd. The rich bosom Heaved, as when in the heart of a ruffled rose blossom A bee is imprigon'd and struggles. XVIII. Meanwhile The sun, in his setting, sent up the last smile Of his power, to baffle the storm. And, beholc? I O'er the mountains embattled, his armies, all gold* CANTO TV.] L UVILE. 97 Rose and rested : while far up the dim airy crags, Its artillery silenced, its banners in rags, The rear of the tempest its sullen retreat Drew off slowly, receding in silence, to meet The powers of the night, which, now gathering afar, Had already sent forward one bright, signal star. The curls of her soft and luxuriant hair, From the dark riding-hat, which Lucile used to wear, Had escaped ; and Lord Alfred now cover'd with kisses The redolent warmth of those long falling tresses. Neither he, nor Lucile, felt the rain, which not yet Had ceased falling around them ; when, splash'd, drench'd, and wet, The Due de Luvois down the rough mountain course Approach'd them as fast as the road, and his horse Which was limping, would suffer. The beast had just now Lost his fooling, and over the perilous brow Of the storm-haunted mountain his master had thrown ; But the Duke, who was agile, had leap'd to a stone, And the horse, being bred to the instinct which fills The breast of the wild mountaineer in these hills, Had scrambled again to his feet ; and now master And horse bore about them the signs of disaster, As they heavily footed their way through the mist, The horse with his shoulder, the Duke with his wrist, Bruised and bleeding. XIX. If ever your feet, like my own, O reaaei, Lave traversed these mountains aione, Have you felt your identity shrink and contract At the sound of the distant and dim cataract, 98 LUCILE. [PARTI. In the presence of nature's immensities? Say, Have you hung o'er the torrent, bedew'tl with its spray, And, leaving the rock- way, contorted and roll'd, Like a huge coucharit Typhon, fold heap'd over fold, Track'd the summits, from which every step that you tread Rolls the loose stones, with thunder below, to the bed Of invisible waters, whose mystical sound Fills with awful suggestions the dizzy profound ? And, laboring onwards, at last through a break In the -walls of the world, burst at once on the lake ? If you have, this description I might have withheld. You remember how strangely your bosom has swell'd At the vision reveal'd. On the over-work'd soil Of this planet, enjoyment is sharpen'd by toil; And one seems, by the pain of ascending the height, To have conquer'd a claim to that wonderful sight. Hail, virginal daughter of cold Espingo ! Hail, Naiad, whose realm is the cloud and the snow, For o'er thee the angels have whiten'd their wings, And the thirst of the seraphs is quench'd at thy springs. What hand hath, in heaven, upheld thine expanse ? When the breath of creation first f ashion'd fair France, Did the Spirit of 111, in his downthrow appalling, Bruise the world, and thus hollow thy basin while falling? Ere the mammoth was born hath some monster un- named C.VXTOIV.] LUCILK 99 The base of thy mountainous pedestal framed ? And later, when Power to Beauty was wed, Did some delicate fairy embroider thy bed With the fragile valerian and wild columbine ? But thy secret thou keepest, and I will keep mine ; For once gazing on thee, it flash 'd on my soul, All that secret ! I saw in a vision the whole Vast design of the ages ; what was and shall be ! Hands unseen raised the veil of a great mystery For one moment. I saw, and I heard ; and my heart Bore witness within me to infinite art, In infinite power proving infinite love ; Caught the great choral chant, mark'd the dread pageant move The divine Whence and Whither of life ! But, O daughtei Of Oo, not more safe in the deep silent water Is thy secret, than mine in my heart. Even BO. What I then saw and heard, the world never shall know. The dimness of eve o'er the valleys had closed, The rain had ceased falling, the mountains reposed. The stars had enkindled in luminous courses Their slow-sliding lamps, when, remounting their horses The riders re-traversed that mighty serration Of rock-work. Thus left to its own desolation, 100 LUGILE, [PABTL The lake, from whose glimmering limits iho last Transient ponip of the pageants of sunset had pass'd, Drew into its busom the darkness, and only Admitted within it one image a lonely And tremulous phantom of flickering light That follow'd the mystical moon through the night. It was late when o'er Serchon at last they descended. To her chalet, in silence, Lord Alfred attended Lucile. As they parted she whisper'd him low, * You have made to me, Alfred, an offer, I know ' All the worth of, believe me. I cannot reply ' "Without time for reflection. Good night ! not good bye.' ' Alas ! 'tis the same answer you made ' To the Due de Luvois but a day since,' he said. ' No, Alfred ! the very same, no,' she replied. Her voice shook. ' If you love me, obey me. Abide ' My answer, to-morrow.' XXIV. Alas, cousin Jack . Tou Cassandra in breeches and boots ! turn your back To the ruins of Troy. Prophet, seek not for glory Amongst thine own people. I follow my story. CANTO v.J LUCILE. 101 CANTO V. \ UP ! forth again, Pegasus ! ' Many's the Blip/ Hath the proverb well said, ' 'twixt the cup and the lip!' How blest should we be, have I often conceived, Had we really achieved what we nearly achieved ! We but catch at the skirts of the thing we would be, And fall back on the lap of a false destiny. So it will be, so has been, since this world began ! And the happiest, noblest, and the best part of man Is the part which he never hath fully play'd out : For the first and last word in life's volume is Doubt. The face the most fair to our vision allow'd Is the face we encounter and lose in the crowd. The thought that most thrills our existence is one "Which, before we can frame it in language, is gone. O Horace ! the rustic still rests by the river, But the river flows on, and flows past him for ever ! Who can sit down, and say . . . . ' What I will be, I will?' Who can stand up, and affirm . . . . ' What I was, I am still?' Who ia it that must not, if question'd, say ' What 102 LUC ILK [PAKTI. /* I would have remain'd, or become, I am not ?' / We are ever behind, or beyond, or beside Our intrinsic existence. For ever at hide VAnd seek with our souls. Not in Hades alone Doth Sisyphus roll, ever frustrate, the stone, Do the Danaids ply, ever vainly, the sieve Tasks as futile does earth to its denizens give. Yet there's none so unhappy, but what he hath been Just about to be happy, at some time, I ween ; And none so beguiled and defrauded by chance, But what once, in his life, some minute circumstance Would have fully sufficed to secure him the bliss Which, missing it then, he forever must miss. And most of us, ere we go down to the grave, Life, relenting, accords the good gift we would have ; VBut, as though by some strange imperfection in fate, The good gift, when it comes, comes a moment too late. The Future's great veil our breath fitfully flaps, And behind it broods ever the mighty Perhaps. Yet ! there's many a slip 'twixt the cup and the lip ; But while o'er the brim of life's beaker I dip, Though the cup may next moment be shatter'd, the wine Spilt, one deep health I'll pledge, and that health fihall be thine, / O being of beauty and bliss ! seen and known / In the deeps of my soul, and possess'd there alone ! My days know thee not ; and my lips name thee never. Thy place in my poor life is vacant for ever. We have met : we have parted. No more is recorded In my annals on earth. This alone was afforded To the man whom men know me, or deem me, to be. CANTO v.J LUCILE. 103 But, far down, in the depth of my life's mystery, (Like the siren that under the deep ocean dwells, Whom the wind as it wails, and the wave as it swells, Cannot stir in the calm of her coralline halls, 'Mid the world's adamantine and dim pedestals ; At whose feet sit the sylphs and sea fairies: for whom The almondine glimmers, the soft sapphires bloom) Thou abidest and reignest for ever, O Queen Of that better world which thou swayest unseen ! My one perfect mistress ! my all things in all ! Thee by no vulgar name known men do I call : For the seraphs have named thee to me in my sleep, And that name is a secret I sacredly keep. But, wherever this nature of mine is most fair, And its thoughts are the purest belov'd, thou art there ! And whatever is noblest in aught that I do, la done to exalt and to worship thee too. The world gave thee not to me, no ! and the world Cannot take thee away from me now. I have furl'd The wings of my spirit about thy bright head; At thy feet are my soul's immortalities spread. Thou mightest have been to me much. Thou art more. And in silence I worship, in darkness adore. If life be not that which without us we find Chance, accident, merely but rather the mind, And the soul which, within us, surviveth these things, If our real existence have truly its springs Less in that which we do, than in that which we feel, Not in vain do I worship, not hopeless I kneel ! For then, though I name thee not mistress or wife, 104 LUCILK [PAKTI. Thou art mine and mine only, O life of my life ! And though rnany's the slip 'twixt the cup and the lip, Yet while o'er the brim of life's beaker I dip. While there's life on the lip, while there's warmth in the wine, One deep health I'll pledge, and that health shall be thine ! This world, on whose peaceable breast we repose Unconvulsed by alarm, once confused in the throes Of a tumult divine, sea and land, moist and dry, And in fiery fusion commixed earth and sky. /Time cool'd it, and calm'd it, and taught it to go The round of ita orbit in peace, long ago. The wind changeth and whirleth continually : All the rivers run down and run into the sea : The wind whirleth about, and is presently still'd: All the rivers run down, yet the sea is not fill'd: The sun goeth forth from his chambers : the sun Ariseth, and lo ! he descendeth anon. All returns to its place. Use and Habit are powers Far stronger than Passion, in this world of ours. The great laws of life read just their infraction, And to every emotion appoint a reaction. Alfred Vargrave had time, after leaving Lucile, To review the rash step he had taken, and feel What the world would have call'd 'his erroneous position? CAKTOV.] LUCILE. 105 Thought obtruded its claim, and enforced recognition Like a creditor who, when the gloss is worn out On the coat which we once wore with pleasure no doubt, Sends us in his account for the garment we bought. fEv'ry spendthrift to passion is debtor to thoughtA He felt ill at ease with himself. He could feel Little doubt what the answer would be from Lucile. Her eyes, when they parted her voioe, when they met, Still enraptured his heart, which they haunted. And yet, Thought, exulting, he deem'd himself loved, where he loved, Through his mind a vague self-accusation there moved. O'er h's fancy, when fancy was fairest, would rise The infantine face of Matilda, with eyes So sad, so reproachful, so cruelly kind, That liis heart fail'd within him. In vain did he find A thousand just reasons for what he had done: The vision that troubled him would not be gone. In vain did he say to himself, and with truth, ' Matilda has beauty, and fortune, and youth ; ' And her heart is too young to have deeply involved ' All its hopes in the tie which must now be dissolved, ' 'Twcre a false sense of honor in me to suppress * The sad truth which I owe it to her to confess. ' And what reason have I to presume this poor life ' Of my own, with its languid and frivolous strife, ' And without what alone might endear it to her, * Were a boon all so precious, indeed, to confer, ' Its withdrawal can wrong her?' 106 LUCILE. [PAKTI. ' It is not as though ' I were bound to some poor village maiden, I know, ' Unto whose simple heart mine were all upon earth, ' Or to whose simple fortunes my own could give worth. 'Matilda, in all the world's gifts, will not miss * Aught that I could procure her. 'Tis best as it is ! ' v. In vain did he say to himself, * When I came 'To this fatal spot, I had nothing to blame ' Or reproach myself for, in the thoughts of my heart ' I could not foresee that its pulses would start 'Into such strange emotion on seeing once more ' A woman I left with indifference before. ' I believed, and with honest conviction believed, ' In my love for Matilda. I never conceived ' That another could shake it. I deem'd I had done ' With the wild heart of youth, and look'd hopefully on ' To the soberer manhood, the worthier life, ' Which I sought in the love that I vow'd to my wife. ' Poor child ! she shall learn the whole truth. She shall know ' What I knew not myself but a few days ago. ' The world will console her her pride will support' ' Her youth will renew its emotions. In short, ' There is nothing in me that Matilda will miss * When once we have parted. 'Tis best as it is P VI. But in vain did he reason and argue. Alas ! i CANTO V.} LUCILE. 107 He yet felt unconvinced that 'twas best as it was. Out of reach of all reason, for ever would rise That infantine face of Matilda, with eyes So sad, so reproachful, so cruelly kind, That they harrow'd his heart and distracted his mind. VII. And then, when he turn'd from these thoughts to Lucile, Though his heart rose enraptured, he could not but feel A vague sense of awe of her nature. Behind All the beauty of heart, and the graces of mind, Which he saw and revered in her, something unknown And unseen in that nature still trouble his own. He felt that Lucile penetrated and prized Whatever was noblest and best, though disguised, In himself ; but he did not feel sure that he knew, Or completely possess'd what, half-hidden from view, Remain'd lofty and lonely in her. Then, her life, So untamed, and so free ! would she yield, as a wife, Independence, long claim'd as a woman ? Her name, So link'd by the world with that spurious fame Which, the beauty and wit of a woman assert, In some measure, alas ! to her own loss and hurt In the serious thoughts of a man ! . . . . This reflection O'er the love which he felt cast a shade of dejection, From which he for ever escaped to the thought Doubt could reach not .... 'I love her, and all else is nought ! ' 108 LUCl^,^. [PARTI. His hand trembled strangely in breaking the seal Of the letter which reach'd him at last from Lucile. At the sight of the very first word that he read, That letter dropp'd down from his hand like the dead Leaf in autumn, that, falling, leaves naked and bare A desolate tree in a wide wintery air. He pass'd his hand hurriedly over his eyes, Bewilder'd, incredulous. Angry surprise And dismay, in one sharp moan, broke from him. Anon He pick'd up the page, and read rapidly on. THE COMTESSE DE NEVERS TO LORD ALFRED VARGRAVE. 'No Alfred! * We two met, rose the glamour and mist of the past ? 'It hath now roll'd away, and our two paths are plain, * And those two paths divide us. ' That hand which again ' Mine one moment hath clasp'd, as the hand of a brother, ' That hand and your honor are pledged to another ! ' Forgive, Alfred Vargrave, forgive me, if yet ' For that moment (now past !) I have made you for- get " What was due to yourself and that other one. Yes, ' Mine the fault, and be mine the repentance ! Not less, CANTO v.] LUC ILK 109 ' In now owning this fault, Alfred, let me own, too, ' I foresaw not the sorrow involved in it. ' True, ' That meeting, which hath been so fatal, I sought, ' I alone ! But, oh, deem not it was with the thought ' Or your heart to regain, or the past to rewaken. ' No ! believe me, it was with the firm and unshaken ' Conviction, at least, that our meeting would be ' Without peril to you, although haply to me 1 The salvation of all my existence. ' I own, 'When the rumor first reach'd me, which lightly made known ' To the world your engagement, my heart and my mind ' Suffer'd torture intense. It was cruel to find ' That so much of the life of my life, half unknown ' To myself, had been silently settled on one ' Upon whom but to think it would soon be a crime. ' Then I said to myself, " From the thraldom which time ' " Hath not weaken'd there rests but one hope of escape. : " That image which Fancy seems ever to shape ' " From the solitude left round the ruins of yore, ' " Is a phantom. The Being I loved is no more. fVTiat I hear in the silence, and see in the lone ' ' Void of life, is the young hero born of my own ' " Perish'd youth : and his image, serene and sublime, ' "In my heart rests unconscious of change and of time. ' " Could I see it but once more, as time and as change ' " Have made it, a thing unfamiliar arid strange, 110 LUGILE. [PART i. 4 " See, indeed, that the Being I loved in my youth ' " Is no more, and what rests now is only, in truth, '"The hard pupil of life and the world: then, oh, then, * " I should wake from a dream, and my life be again '"Reconciled to the world; and, released from regret, ' " Take the lot fate accords to my choice." ' So we met. ' But the danger I did not foresee has occurr'd : ' The danger, alas, to yourself ! I have err'd. ' But happy for both that this error hath been 'Discover'd as soon as the danger was seen ! 'We meet, Alfred Vargrave, no more. I, indeed, ' Shall be far from Serchon when this letter you read- ' My course is decided ; my path I discern : ' Doubt is over ; my future is fix'd now. ' Return, ' O return to the young living love ! Whence, alas ! ' If, one moment, you wander'd, think only it was ' More deeply to bury the past love. And, oh ! ' Believe, Alfred Vargrave, that I, where I go ' On my far distant pathway through life, shall rejoice ' To treasure in memory all that your voice ' Has avow'd to me, all in which others have clothed 4 To my fancy with beauty and worth your bethrothed 1 ' In the fair morning light, in the orient dew ' Of that young life, now yours, can you fail to renew ' All the noble and pure aspirations, the truth, ' The freshness, the faith, of your own earnest youth ? ' Yes ! you will be happy. I, too, in the bliss ' I foresee for you, I shall be happy. And this CANTO v.] LUC ILK 111 ' Proves me worthy your friendship. And so let it prove ' That I cannot I do not respond to your love. ' Yes, indeed ! be convinced that I could not (no, no, ' Never, never !) have render'd you happy. And so, ' Rest assured that, if false to the vows you have plighted, ' You would have endured, when the first brief, excited * Emotion was o'er, not alone the remorse ' Of honor, but also (to render it worse) ' Disappointed affection. 'Yes, Alfred; you start? ' But think 1 if the world was too much in your heart, ' And too little in mine, when we parted ten years ' Ere this last fatal meeting, that time (ay, and tears !) ' Have but deepen'd the old demarcations which then ' Placed our natures asunder ; and we two again, ' As we then were, would still have been strangely at strife. ' In that self-independence which is to my life ' Its necessity now, as it once was its pride, ' Had our course through the world been henceforth side by side, ' I should have revolted for ever and shock'd, ' Your respect for the world's plausibilities, mock'd, ' Without meaning to do so, and outraged, all those ' Social creeds which you live by. ' Oh ! do not suppose ' That I blame you. Perhaps it is you that are right. ' Best, then, all as it is ! ' Deem these words life's Good-nigbt ' To the hope of a moment; no more ! If there feU ' Any tear on this page, 'twas a friend's. 112 LUCILK [PARTI. (* So farewell ' To the past and to you,^ Alfred Yargrave. ' LUCILE.' (So ended that letter. The room seem'd to reel Round and round in the mist that was scorching his eyes With a fiery dew. Grief, resentment, suprise, Half choked him; each word he had read, as it smote Down some hope, rose and grasp'd like a hand at his throat, To stifle and strangle him. Gasping already For relief from himself, with a footstep unsteady, He pass'd from his chamber. He felt both oppress'd And excited. The letter he thrust in his breast, And, in search of fresh air and solitude, pass'd The long lime-trees of Serchon. His footsteps at last Reach'd a bare narrow heath by the skirts of a wood. It was sombre and silent, and suited his mood. By a mineral spring, long unused, now unknown^ Stood a small ruin'd abbey. He reach'd it, sat down On a fragment of stone, 'mid the wild weed and thistle And read over again that perplexing epistle. In re-reading that letter, there roll'd from his mind The raw mist of resentment which first made him bli ud CANTO v.] LUCILE. us To the pathos breathed through it. Tears rose in hig eyes, And a hope sweet and strange in his heart seem'd to rise. The truth which he saw not the first time he read That letter, he now saw that each word betray'd The love which the writer had sought to conceal. His love was received not, he could not but feel, For one reason alone, that his love was not free, True ! free yet he was not: but could he not be Free ere long, free a air to revoke that farewell, And to sanction his own hopes ? he had but to tell The truth to Matilda, and she were the first To release him: he had but to wait at the worst. Matilda's relations would probably snatch Any pretext, with pleasure, to break off a match In which they had yielded, alone at the whim Of their spoil'd child, a languid approval to him. She herself, careless child ! was her love for him aught Save the first joyous fancy succeeding the thought She last gave to her doll ? was she able to feel Such a love as the love he divined in Lucile 'f He would seek her, obtain his release, and, oh ! then, He had but to fly to Lucile, and again Claim the love which his heart would be free to command. But to press on Lucile any claim to her hand, Or even td seek, or to see her, before He could say, ' I am free ! free, Lucile, to implore ' That great blessing on life you alone can confer.' 'Twere dishonor in him, 'twould be insult to her. Thus still with the letter outspread on his knee He follow'd so fondly his owa reverie, 114 LUGILE. [I-AKTI That he felt not the angry regard of a man Fix'd upon him ; he saw not a face stern and wan Turn'd towards him; he heard not a footstep that pass'd And repass'd the lone spot where he stood, till at las( A hoarse voice aroused him. He look'd up and saw, On the bare heath before him, the Due de Luvois. With aggressive ironical tones, and a look Of concentrated insolent challenge, the Duke Address'd to Lord Alfred some sneering allusion To ' the doubtless sublime reveries his intrusion ' Had, fee fear'd, interrupted. Milord would do better, ' He fancied, however, to fold up a letter 'The writing of which was too well known, in fact, * His remark as he pass'd to have fail'd eo attract/ It was obvious to Alfred the Frenchman was bent Upon picking a quarrel ! and doubtless 'twas meant For him to provoke it by sneers such as these. A moment sufficed his quick instinct, to seize The position. He felt that he could not expose His own name, or Lucile's, or Matilda's, to those Idle tongues that would bring down upon him the ban Of the world, if he now were to fight with this man. And indeed, -hen he look'd in the Duke's haggard face, CANTO v.] LUCILE. 115 He was pain'd by the change there he could not but trace. And he almost felt pity. He therefore put by Each remark from the Duke with some careless reply And coldly, but courteously, waving away The ill-humor the Duke seem'd resolved to display, Rose, and turn'd, with a stern salutation, aside. XIV. Then the Duke put himself in the path, made one stride In advance, raised a hand, fix'd upon his eyes, And said .... * Hold, Lord Alfred ! Away with disguise 1 ' I will own that I sought you a moment ago, ' To fix on you a quarrel. I still can do so ' Upon my excuse. I prefer to be frank. ' I admit not a rival in fortune or rank ' To a hand of a woman, whatever be hers ' Or her suitor's. I love the Comtesse de Nevers. 'I believed, ere you cross'd me, and still have the right ' To believe, that she would have been mine. To her sight 1 You return, and the woman is suddenly changed. ' You step in between us : her heart is estranged. ' You ! who are now betroth'd to another, I know : 'You ! whose name with Lucile's nearly ten years ago Was coupled by ties which you broke : you ! the man : I reproach'd on the day our acquaintance began : 116 LUCILE. [PARTL 1 You ! that left her so lightly, I cannot believe ' That you love, as I love, her; nor can I conceive 'You, indeed, have the right so to love her. < Milord. ' I will not thus tamely concede, at your word, ' What, a few days ago, I believed to be mine ! 'I shall yet persevere: I shall yet be, in fine, * A rival you dare not despise. It is plain ' That to settle this contest there can but remain ' One way need I Bay what it is ? ' Not unmoved With regretful respect for the earnestness proved By the speech he had heard, Alfred Vargrave replied In words which he trusted might yet turn aside The quarrel from which he felt bound to abstain, And with stately urbanity, strove to explain To the Duke that he too (a fair rival at worst ! ) Had not been accepted. ' Accepted I gay first Are you free to have off er'd ? ' Lord Alfred was mute. * Ah, you dare not reply !' cried the Duke. * Why dispute, CANTO v.T LITCILE. 117 * Why palter with me ? you are silent ! and why ? ' Because, in your conscience, you cannot deny ' 'Twas from vanity, wanton and cruel withal, ' And the wish an ascendency lost to recall, 'That you stepp'd in between me and her. If, milord, ' You be really sincere, I ask only one word. 'Say at once you renounce her. At once, on my part, ' I will ask your forgiveness with all truth of heart, ' And there can be no quarrel between us. Say on I ' Lord Alfred grew gall'd and impatient. This tone Rousing a strong irritation he could not repress. ' You have not the right sir,' he said, ' and still less 'The power, to make terms and conditions with me. ' I refuse to reply.' As diviners may see Fates they cannot avert in some figure occult, He foresaw in a moment each evil result Of the quarrel now imminent. There, face to face, TVIid the ruins and tombs of a long-perish'd race, With, for witness, the stern Autumn Sky overhead, And beneath them, unnoticed, the gr^es, and the dead, Those two men had met, as it were on the ridge Of that perilous, narrow, invisible bridge, Dividing the Past from the Future, so small That, if one should pass over, the other must fall. XIX. On the ear, at that moment, the sound of a hoof, 118 LVCILR [PABTI. Urged with speed, sharply smote ; and from under the roof, Of the forest in view, where the skirts of it verged On the heath where they stood, at full gallop emerged A horseman. A guide he appear'd by the sash Of red silk round the waist, and the long leathern lash With the short wooden handle, slung crosswise be- hind The short jacket ; the loose canvas trowser, confined By the long boots ; the woolen capote ; and the rein, A mere hempen cord on a curb. Up the plain He wheel'd his horse, white with the foam on his flank, Leap'd the rivulet lightly, turn'd sharp from the bank, And, approaching the Duke, raised his woolen capote, Bow'd low in the selle, and deliver'd a note. The two stood astonish'd. The Duke, with a gest Of apology, turn'd, stretch'd his hand, and possess'd Himself of the letter, changd color, and tore The page open, and read. Ere a moment was o'er His whole aspect changed. A light rose to his eyes, And a smile to his lips. While with startled surprise Lord Alfred yet watch'd him, he turn'd on his heel, And said gaily, ' A pressing request from Lucile ! ' You are quite right, Lord Alfred ! fair rivals at worst, ' Our relative place may perchance be reversed. LUCILK ' YO-J are not accepted nor free to propose ! ' I, perchance, am accepted already ; who knows ? ' I had warn'd you, milord, I should still persevere. ' This letter but stay ! you can read it look here 1 It was now Alfred's turn to feel roused and enraged. But Lucile to himself was not pledged or engaged By aught that could sanction resentment. He said Not a word, but turn'd round, took the letter, and read . THE COMTESSE DE NEVEBS TO THE DUG DE LUVOIS. ' Saint Saviour. Your letter, which follow'd me here, makes me stay ' 'Till I see you again. With no moment's delay ' I entreat, I conjure you, by all that you feel ' Or profess, to come to me directly. 'XiUCILE.' ' Your letter ! ' He then had been writing to her ! Coldly shrugging his shoulders, Lord Alfred said, 'Sir, ' Do not let me detain you ! ' The Duke smiled and bow'd , Placed the note ia his bosom ; address'd, half aloud, 120 LtfCILR A few words to the messenger . . . . ' Say your des- patch ' "Will be answer'd ere nightfall ; ' then glanced at his watch, And turn'd back to the Baths. Alfred Vargrave stood still, Torn, distracted in heart, and divided in will. He turn'd to Lucile's farewell letter to him, And read over her words : rising tears made them dim ; ' Doubt is over : my future is fix 'd now,' they said, ' My course is decided! Her course ? what ! to wed With this insolent rival ! With that thought there shot Through his heart an acute jealous anguish. But not Even thus could his clear worldly sense quite excuse Those strange words to the Duke. She was free to refuse Himself, free the Duke to accept, it was true : Even then, though, this eager and strange rendezvous How imprudent ! To some unfrequented lone inn, And so late (for the night was about to begin) She, companionless there ! had she bidden that man? A fear, vague, and formless, and horrible, ran Through his heart. At that moment he look'd up, and saw, Riding fast through forest, the Due de Luvois, CANTO vj LVCIL& 121 Who waved his hand to him, and sped out of eight. The day was descending. Pie felt 'twould be night Ere that man reach'd Saint Saviour. XXV. He walk'd on, but not Back toward Serchon : he walk'd on, but knew not in what Direction, nor yet with what object, indeed, He was walking ; but still he walk'd on without heed. The day had been sullen; but, towards his decline, The sun sent a stream of wild light up the pine. Darkly denting the red light reveal'd at its back, The old ruin'd abbey rose roofless and black, The spring that yet oozed through the moss-paven floor Had suggested, no doubt, to the monks there, of yore, The sight of that refuge where, back to its God How many a heart, now at rest 'neath the sod, Had born from the world all the same wild unrest That now prey'd on his own ! By the thoughts in his breast With varying impulse divided and torn, He traversed the scant heath, and reach'd the forlorn Autumn woodland, in which but a short while ago 122 LTTCILR [PAETI. He had seen the Duke rapidly enter ; and so He too enter'd. The light waned around him, and pass'd Into darkness. The wrathful, red Occident cast One glare of vindictive inquiry behind, As the last light of day from the high wood declined, And the great forest sigh'd its farewell to the beam, And far off on the stillness the voice of the stream Fell faintly. O Nature, how fair is thy face, And how light is thy heart, and how friendless thy grace 1 Thou false mistress of man ! thou dost sport with him lightly In his hours of ease and enjoyment; and brightly Dost thou smile to his smile; to his joys thou in- clinest, But his sorrows, thou knowest them not, nor divinest. While he woos, thou art wanton ; thou lettest him love thee ; But thou art not his friend, for his grief cannot move thee; And at last, when he sickens, and dies, what dost thou? All as gay are thy garments, as careless thy brow, And thou laughest and toyest with any new comer, Not a tear more for winter, a smile less for summer ! Hast thou never an anguish to heave the heart under That fair breast of thine, O thou feminine wonder ! For all those the young, and the fair, and the strong, CANTO v.] LtTCILE. 123 Who have loved thee, and lived with thee gaily and long, And who now on thy bosom lie dead ! and their deeds And their days are forgotten ! O hast thou no weeds And not one year of mourning, one out of the many That deck thy new bridals for ever, nor any Regrets for thy lost loves, conceal'd from the new, O thou widow of earth's generations ? Go to ! If the sea and % the night wind know aught of these things, They do not reveal it. We are not thy kings. CANTO VL 1 THE huntsman has ridden too far on the chase, ' And eltrich, and eerie, and strange is the place ! 'The castle betokens a date long gone by. * He crosses the courtyard with curious eye : ' He wanders from chamber to chamber, and yet 'From strangeness to strangeness his footsteps are set; ' And the whole place grows wilder and wilder, and less 124 LUCILR [PARTI. Like aught seen before. Each in obsolete dress, Strange portraits regard him with looks of surprise, Strange forms from the arras start forth to his eyes ; ' Strange epigraphs, blazon'd, burn out of the wall : ' The spell of a wizard is over it all. ' In her chamber, enchanted, the Princess is sleeping ' The sleep which for centuries she has been keeping. ' If she smile in her sleep it must be to some lover ' Whose lost golden locks the long grasses now cover : ' If she moan in her dream, it must be to deplore ' Some grief which the world cares to hear of no more. ' But how fair is her forehead, how calm seems her cheek ! 'And how sweet must that voice be, if once she would speak ! * He looks and he loves her ; but knows he (not he !) ' The clue to unravel this old mystery ? ' And he stoops to those shut lips. The shapes on the wall, 'The mute men in armor around him, and all * The weird figures frown, as though striving to say, ' " Halt ! invade not the Rist, reckless child of To-day ! ' " And give not, madman I the heart in thy breast * " To a phantom, the soul of whose sense is possessed ' " J3y an Age not thine own ! " ' But unconscious is he, ' And he heeds not the warning, he cares not to see ' Aught but one form before him ! 'Rash, wild words are o'er; ' And the vision is vanish'd from sight evermore ! ' And the gray morning sees, as it drearily moves ' O'er a, land long deserted, a madman that roves 'Through a ruin, and seeks to recapture a dream. CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 125 ' Lost to life and its uses, withdrawn from the schema ' Of man's waking existence, he wanders apart.' And this is an old fairy-tale of the heart. It is told in all lands, in a different tongue; Told with tears by the old, heard with smiles by the young, And the tale to each heart unto which it is known Has a different sense. It has puzzled my own. Eugenie de Luvois was a man who, in part From strong physical health, and that vigor of heart Which physical health gives, and partly, perchance, From a generous vanity native to France, With the heart of a hunter, whatever the quarry, Pursued, it, too hotly impatient to tarry Or turn till he took it. His trophies were trifles : But trifler he was not. When rose leaves it rifles, No less than when oak trees in ruins, the wind Its pleasure pursues with impetuous mind. Both Eugene de Luvois and Lord Alfred had been Men of pleasure: but men's pleasant vices, which, seen Floating faint, in the sunshine of Alfred's soft mood, Seem'd amiable foibles by Luvois pursued With impetuous passion, seem'd semi-Satanic. Half -pleased you see brooks play with pebbles ; in panic You watch them whirl'd down by the torrent. In truth, To the sacred political creed of his youth Th entury which he was born to denied 126 LUCILE. [PARTI. All realization. Its generous pride To degenerate protest on all things was sunk ; Its principles, each to a prejudice shrunk. Down the path of a life that led nowhere he trod, Where his whims were his guides, and his will was his god, And his paetime his purpose. From boyhood possess'd Of inherited wealth, he had learn'd to invest Both his wealth and those passions wealth frees from the cage Which penury locks, in each vice of an age All the virtues of which, by the creed he revered, Were to him illigitimate. Thus he appear'd To the world what the world chose to have him appear, The frivolous tyrant of Fashion, a mere Reformer in coats, cards, and carriages ! Still 'Twas this vigor of nature, and tenison of will, That found for the first time perchance for the last In Lucile, what they lack'd yet to free from the Past, Force, and faith, in the Future. And so, in his mind, To the anguish of losing the woman was join'd The terror of missing his life's destination, Which in her had its mystical representation. And truly, the thought of it, scaring him, pass'd O'er his heart, while he now through the twilight rode fast. CANTO vi.] LUCILK 127 As a shade from the wing of some great bird obscene In a wide silent land may be suddenly seen, Darkening over the sands, where it startles and scare* Some traveller stray'd in the waste unawares, So that thought more than once darken'd over hia heart For a moment, and rapidly seem'd to depart. Fast and furious he rode through the thickets which rose Up the shaggy hill-side ; and the quarrelling crows Clang'd above him, and clustering down the dim air Dropp'd into the dark woods. By fits here and there Shepherd fires faintly gleam'd from the valleys. Oh, how He <>*:vied the wings of each wild bird, as now He urged the steed over the dizzy ascent Of the mountain ? Behind him, a murmur was went From the torrent before him a sound from the tracts Of the woodlands that waved o'er the wild cataracts, And the loose earth and loose stones roll'd momently down From the hoofs of his steed to abysses unknown. The red day had fallen beneath the black woods, And the Powers of the night through the vast solitudes Walk'd abroad and conversed with each other. The trees Were in sound and in motion, and mutter'd like seas In Elfland. The road through the forest was hollow'd. On he sped through the darkness, as though he were follow'd Fast, fast by the Erl King ! The wild wizard-work Of the forest at last open'd sharp, o'er the fork 128 LUC ILK [PART i. Of a savage ravine, and behind the Mack stems Of the last trees, whose leaves io the light gleam'd like gems, Broke the broad moon above tho voluminous Rock-chaos, the Hecate of that Tartarus ! With his horse reeking white, he at last reach'd the door Of a small mountain inn, on the brow of a hoar Craggy promontory, o'er a fissure as grim, Through which, ever roaring, there leap'd o'er the limfe Of the rent rock a torrent of water, from sight, Into pools that were feeding the roots of the night. A balcony hung o'er the water. Above In a glimmering casement a shade seem'd to move. At the door the old negress was nodding her head As he reach'd it. * My mistress awaits you,' she said. And up the rude stairway of creaking pine rafter He follow'd her silent. A few moments after, His heart almost stunn'd him, his head seem'd to reel, For a door closed Luvois was alone with Lucile. In a grey travelling dress, her dark hair unconfined Streaming o'er it, and toss'd now and then by the wind From the lattice, that waved the dull flame in a spire From a brass lamp before her a faint hectic fire On her cheek, to her eyes lent the lustre of fever: They seem'd to have wept themselves wider than ever, Those dark eyes so dark and so deep ! CAXTOVI.] LUCILE. 129 ' You relent ? ' And your plans have been changed by the letter I Bent?' There his voice sank, borne down by a strong inward strife. LUCILE. Your letter ! yes, Duke. For it threatens man'g life- Woman's honor. LUVOIS. the last, madam, not t JUCILE. Both. I glanM At your own words ; blush, son of the knighthood of France, A.S I read them ! You say in this letter .... * Why now you refuse me; 'tis (is it not so /) ' For the man who has trifled before, wantonly, ' And now trifles again with the heart you deny ' To myself. But he shall not ! By man's last toiftl law, 1 1 will seize on the right ' (the right, Due de Luvois !) 4 To avenge for you, woman, the past, and to give ' To the future its freedom. That man shall not live ' To mak* you as wretched as you have made 130 LUCILE. [PARTL LUVOIS. Well, madam, in those words what word do you see That threatens the honor of woman ? LUCILE. See ! . . . . what, What word, do you ask? Every word ! would you not, Had I taken your hand thus, have felt that your name Was Boil'd and dishonor'd by more than mere shame If the woman that bore it had first been the cause Of the crime which in these words is menaced ? You pause ! Woman's honor, you ask ? Is there, sir, no dishonor In the smile of a woman, when men, gazing on her, Can shudder, and say, 'In that smile is a grave?' No I you can have no cause, Duke, for no right you have In the contest you menace. That contest but draws Every right into ruin. By all human laws Of man's heart I forbid it, by all sanctities Of man's social honor ! The Duke droop'd his eyes. ' I obey you,' he said, ' but let woman beware * How she plays fast and loose thus with human de- spair, 1 And the storm in man's heart. Madam, yours was the right, 'When you saw that I hoped, to extinguish hope quite, O-ANTOVI.J LUCILE. 131 ' But you should from the first have done this, for I feel ' That you knew from the first that I loved you.' Lucile This sudden reproach seem'd to startle. She raised A slow, wistful regard to his features, and gazed On them silent awhile. His own looks were down- cast. Through her heart, whence its first wild alarm wa now pass'd, Pity crept, and perchance o'er her conscience a tear, Falling softly, awoke it. However severe, Were they unjust, these sudden upbradings, to her ? Had she lightly misconstrued this man's character, Which had seem'd, even when most impassion'd it seem'd, Too self-conscious to lose all in love? Had she deem'd That this airy, gay, insolent man of the world, So proud of the place the world gave him, held furl'd In his bosom no passion which once shaken wide Might tug, till it snapp'd, that erect lofty pride? Where those elements in him, which once roused to strife Overthrow a whole nature, and change a whole life T There are two kinds of strength. One, the strength of the river Which through continents pushes its pathway for evef To fling its fond heart in the sea; if it lose This, the aim of its life, it is lost to its use, It goes mad, is diffused into deluge, and dies. 132 LUCILE. [PARTI The other, the strength of the sea ; which supplies Its deep life from mysterious sources, and draws The river's life into its own life, by laws Which it heeds not. The difference in each case is this: The river is lost, if the ocean it miss ; If the sea miss the river, what matter ? The sea Is the sea still, for ever. Its deep heart will be Self-sufficing, unconscious of loss as of yore ; Its sources are infinite ; still to the shore, With no diminution of pride, it will say, 'I am here; I, the sea ! stand aside, and make way !' t Was his love, then, the love of the river ? and she, I Had she taken that love for the love of the sea ? A.t that thought, from her aspect whatever had been Stern or haughty departed ; and, humbled in mien, She approach'd him, and brokenly murmur'd, as though To herself, more than him, ' Was I wrong ? is it BO ? ' Hear me, Duke ! you must feel that, whatever you deem ' Your right to reproach me in this, your esteem 1 1 may claim on one ground I at least am sincere. ' You say that to me from the first it was clear ' That you loved me. But what if this knowledge were known ' At a moment in life when I felt most alone, And least able to be so ? a moment, in fact, * When I strove from one haunting regret to retract ' And emancipate life, and once more to fulfil ' Woman's destinies, duties, and hopes ? would you still ' So bitterly blame me, Eugene de Luvois, ' If I hoped to see all this, or deem'd that I saw ' For a moment the promise of this, in the plighted CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 133 ' Affection of one who, in nature, united 'So much that from others affection might claim, ' If only affection were free ? Do you blame * The hope of that moment ? ( I deem'd my heart f rea 4 From all, saving sorrow.) I deem'd that in me * There was yet strength to mould it once more to my will, 'To uplift it once more to my hope. Do you still Blame me, Duke, that I did not then bid you refrain 'From hope? alas ! I too then hoped !' LUVOIS. O again, Yet again, say that thrice blessed word I say, Lucile, That you then deign'd to hope LUCILE. Yes ! to hope I could feel, And could give to you, that without which, all else given Were but to deceive, and to injure you even : A heart free from thoughts of another. Say, then, Do you blame that one hope ? LUVOIS. O Lucile ! Say again,' ' Say again She resumed, gazing down, and with faltering tone, 4 Do you blame me that, when I at last had to own 134' LVCILE [PAKTI. (' To my Heart that the hope it nad cherish'd was o'er,") 'And for ever, I said to you then, "Hope no more?" * I myself hoped no more ! ' With but ill-suppress'd wrath The Duke answer'd . . . . * What, then ! he recrosses your path, This man, and you have but to see him, despite e Of his troth to another, to take back that light 'Worthless heart to your own, which he wrong'd years ago !' Lucile faintly, brokenly murmur'd . . . . ' No ! no ! ' 'Tis not that but alas ! but I cannot conceal ' That I have not forgotten the past but I feel ' That I cannot accept all these gifts on your part, ' In return for what .... ah Duke, what is it ? .... a heart ' Which is only a ruin ! ' With words warm and wild, 'Though a ruin it be, trust me yet to rebuild ' And restore it,' Luvois cried ; ' though ruin'd it be. ' Since so dear is that ruin, ah, yield it to me ! ' He approach'd her. She shrank back. The grief in her eyes Answer'd ' No ! ' An emotion more fierce seem'd to rise And to break into flame, as though fired by the light Of that look, in his heart. He exclaim'd, 'Am I right ? 'You reject me I accept him T ' I have not done so/ She said firmly. He hoarsely resumed, ' Not yet no! ' But can you with accents as firm promise me ' That you will not accept him ? ' CANTO vi.] LUCILK 135 * Accept ? Is he free ? ' Free to offer ? ' she said. ' You evade me, Lucile,' He replied; ' ah, you will now avow what you feel ! ' He might make himself free ? Oh you blush turn away ! * Dare you openly look in my face, lady, say ! ' While you deign to reply to one question from me ? ( I may hope not, you tell me: but tell me, may he? ' What ! silent ? I alter my question. If quite ' Freed in faith from this troth, might he hope then ?' 'He might,' She said softly. VI. Those two whisper'd words, in his breast, As he heard them, in one maddening moment releast All that's evil and fierce in man's nature, to crush And extinguish in man all that's good. In the rush Of wild jealousy, all the fierce passions that waste And darken and devastate intellect, chased From its realm human reason. The wiM animal In the bosom of man was set free. And of all Human passions the fiercest, fierce jealousy, fierce As the fire, and more wild than the whirlwind, to pierce And to rend, rush'd upon him: fierce jealousy, swell'd By all passions bred from it, and ever impell'd To involve all things else in the anguish within it, And on others inflict its own pangs ! At that minute What passed through his mind, who shall say ? who may tell 136 LUCILK [PARTI. The dark thoughts of man's heart, which the red glare of hell Can illumine alone ? He stared wildly around That lone place, so lonely ! That silence ! no sound Reach'd that room, through the dark evening air, save drear Drip and roar of the cataract ceaseless and near ! It was midnight all round on the weird silent weather ; Deep midnight in him ! They two, lone and to- gether, Himself, and that woman dereuceiesa r>efore him ! The triumph and bliss of his rival flashed o'er him. The abyss of his own black despair seem'd to ope At his feet, with that awful exclusion of hope Which Dante read over the city of doom. All the Tarquin pass'd into his soul in the gloom, And, uttering words he dared never recall, Words of insult and menace, he thunder'd down all The brew'd storm-cloud within him: its flashes scorch'd blind His own senses. His spirit was driven on the wind Of a reckless emotion beyond his control ; A torrent seem'd loosen'd within him. His soul Surged up from that caldron of passion that hiss'd And seethed in his heart. His l~*i* stake. vn. He had thrown, and had mi&a'd vm. For, transfigured, she rose from the place CANTO Yi.] LUCILE. 137 Where ho rested o'er-awed: a saint's scorn on her face: Such a dread vade retro was written in light On her forehead, the fiend would himself, at that eight, Have sunk back abash'd to peridition. I know If Lucretia at Tarquiu but once had look'd so, She had needed no dagger next morning. She rose And swept to the door, like that phantom the snows Feel at nightfall sweep o'er them, when daylight is gone, And Caucasus is with the moon all alone. There she paused ; and, as though from immeasurable, Insurpassable distance, she murmur'd 'Farewell!,' ' We, alas ! have mistaken each other. Once more ' Illusion, to-night, in my lifetime is o'er. ^_^-^" ' Due de Luvois, adieu !' From the heartbreaking gloom Of that vacant, reproachful, and desolate room, He felt she was gone gone for ever ! rr. No word, The sharpest that ever was edged like a sword, Could have pierced to his heart with such keen accu- sation As the silence, the sudden profound isolation, In which he remain'd. ' O return : I repent I* 138 LUCILK [PABTI. He exclaim'd ; but no sound through the stillness was sent, Save the roar of the water, in answer to him, And the beetle that, sleeping, yet humm'd her night- hymn: An indistinct anthem, that troubled the air With a searching, and wistful, and questioning prayer. ' Return,' sung the wandering insect. The roar Of the waters replied, ' Never more ! never more !' He walk'd to the window. The spray on his brow "Was flung cold from the whirlpools of water below ; The frail wooden balcony shook in the sound Of the torrent. The mountains gloom'd sullenly round. A candle one ray from a closed casement flung. O'er the dim balustrade all bewilder'd he hung, Vaguely watching the broken and shimmering blink Of the stars on the veering and vitreous brink Of that snake-like prone column of water ; and listing Aloof o'er the languors of air the persisting Sharp horn of the grey gnat. Before he relinquish'd His unconscious employment, that light was extin- guish'd. Wheels, at last, from the inn door aroused him. He ran Down the stairs ; reach'd the door just to see her depart. Down the mountain the carriage was speeding. His heart Peal'd the knell of its last hope. He rush'd on ; but whither CANTO vi.J LUCILK 139 He knew not on, into the dark cloudy weather The midnight the mountains on, over the shelf Of the precipice on, still away from himself ! Till, exhausted, he sank 'mid the dead leaves and moss At the mouth of the forest. A glimmering cross Of grey stone stood for prayer by the woodside. He sank Prayerless, powerless, down at its base, 'mid the dark Weeds and grasses ; his face hid amongst them He knew That the night had divided his whole life in two. Behind him a Past that was over for ever ; Before him a Future devoid of endeavor And purpose. He felt a remorse for the one, Of the other a fear. What remain'd to be done ? Whither now should he turn ? turn again, as before, To his old easy, careless existence of yore He could not. He felt that for better or worse A change had pass'd o'er him ; an angry remorse Of his own frantic failure and error had marr'd Such a refuge for ever. ( The future seem'd barr'd By the corpse of a dead hope o'er which he must tread To attain it.) Life's wilderness round him was spread. What clue there to cling by ? He clung by a name To a dynasty fallen for ever. He came Of an old princely house, true through change to the race And the sword of Saint Louis a faith 'twere disgrace To relinquish, and folly to live for ! Nor less Was his ancient religion (once potent to blew 140 LUC ILK [PARTI. Or to ban ; and the crozier his ancestors kneel'd To adore, when they fought for the Cross, in hard field With the Crescent) become, ere it reach'd him, tradi- tion; A mere faded badge of a social position ; A thing to retain and say nothing about, Lest, if used, it should draw degradation from doubt. Thus, the first time he sought them, the weeds of his youth Wholly fail'd the strong needs of his manhood, in truth ! And beyond them, what region of refuge ? what field For employment, this civilized age, did it yield, In that civilized land ? or to thought ? or to action ? Blind deliriums, bewilder'd and endless distraction ! Not even a desert, not even the cell Of a hermit to flee to, whjerein he might quell The wild devil-instincts which now, unreprest, Ran riot through that ruin'd world in his breast. XI. So he lay there, like Lucifer, fresh from the sight Of a heaven scaled and lost ; in the wide arms of night O'er the howling abysses of nothingness ! There As he lay, Nature's deep voice was teaching him prayer ; But what had he to pray to ? The winds in the woods, The voices abroad o'er those vast solitudes, Were in commune all around with the invisible Power That walk'd the dim world by Himself at that hour. CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 141 But their language he had not yet learn'd in despite Of the much he had learn'd or forgotten it quite, With its once native accents. Alas ! what had he To add to that deep-toned sublime symphony Of thanksgiving ? .... A fiery finger was still Scorching into his heart some dread sentence. Hi* will, Like a wind that is put to no purpose, was wild At its work of destruction within him. The child Of an infidel age, he had been his own god, His own devil. He sat on the damp mountain sod, And stared sullenly up at the dark sky. The clouds Had heap'd themselves over the bare west in crowds Of mishapen, incongruous portents. A green Streak of dreary, cold, luminous ether, between The base of their black barricades, and the ridge Of the grim world, gleam'd ghastly, as under some bridge, Cyclop-sized, in a city of ruins o'erthrown By sieges forgotten, some river, unknown And unnamed, widens on into desolate lands. While he gazed, that cloud-city invisible hands Dismantled and rent ; and reveal'd, through a loop In the breach'd dark, the blemish'd and half -broken hoop Of the moon, which soon silently sank ; and anon The whole supernatural pageant was gone. The wide night, discomforted, conscious of loss, Darken'd around him. One object alone that grey cross 142 LUC ILK [PARTI. Glimmer'd faint on the dark. Gazing up, he de- scried Through the void air, its desolate arms outstretch'd wide, As though to embrace him. He turn'd from the sight Set his face to the darkness, and fled. xn. When the light Of the dawn greyly flicker'd and glared on the spent Wearied ends of the night, like a hope that is sent To the need of some grief when its need is the sorest, He was sullenly riding across the dark forest Toward Serchon. Thus riding, with eyes of defiance Set against the young day, as disclaiming alliance With aught that the day brings to man, he perceived Faintly, suddenly, fleetingly, through the damp- leaved Autumn branches that put forth gaunt arms on his way, The face of a man pale and wistful, and grey With the grey glare of morning. Eugene de Luvois, With the sense of a strange second sight, when ha saw That phantom-like face, could at once recognize, By the sole instinct now left to guide him, the eye* Of his rival, though fleeting the vision and dim, With a stern sad inquiry fix'd keenly on him. And, to meet it, a lie leap'd at once to his own ; A lie born of that lying darkness now grown CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 143 Over all in his nature 1 He answer'd that gaze With a look which, if ever a man's look conveys More intensely than words what a man means, con- vey'd Beyond doubt in its smile an announcement which said, ' I have triumph' d. The question your eyes would imply 1 Comes too late, Alfred Vargrave I ' And so he rode by, And rode on, and rode gaily, and rode out of sight, Leaving that look behind him to rankle and bite. And it bit, and it rankled. XIV. Lord Alfred, scarce knowing, Or choosing, or heeding the way he was going, By one wild hope impell'd, by one wild fear pursued, And led by one instinct, which seem'd to exclude From his mind every human sensation, save one The torture of doubt had stray'd moodily on, Down the highway deserted, that evening in which With the Duke he had parted ; stray'd on, through rich Haze of sunset, or into the gradual night, Which darken'd, unnoticed,- the land from his sight, Toward Saint Saviour: nor did the changed aspect of all 144 LUGILE. [PARTI. The wild scenery round him avail to recall To his senses their normal perceptions, until, As he stood on the black shaggy brow of the hill At the mouth of the forest, the moon, which had hung Two dark hours in a cloud, slipp'd on fire from among The rent vapours, and sunk o'er the ridge of the world. Then he lifted his eyes, and saw round him unfurl'd, In one moment of splendor, the leagues of dark trees, And the long rocky line of the wild Pyrenees. And he knew by the milestone scored rough on the face Of the bare rock, he was but two hours from the place Where Lucile and Luvois must have met. This same track The Duke must have traversed, perforce, to get back To Serchon ; not yet then the Duke had return'd ! He listen'd, he look'd up the dark, but discern'd Not a trace, not a sound of a horse by the way. He knew that the night was approaching to day. He resolved to proceed to Saint Saviour. The morn Which, at last, through the forest broke chill and forlorn, Reveal'd to him, riding toward Serchon, the Duke. 'Twas then that the two men exchanged look for look- XV. And the Duke's rankled in him. He rush'd on. He tore His path through the thicket. He reach'd the inn door, OANTOVI.] LUCILB. 145 Roused the yet drowsing porter, reluctant to rise, And inquired for the Countess. The man rubb'd his eyes. The Countess was gone. And the Duke ? The man stared A sleepy inquiry. With accents that scared The man's dull sense awake, ' He, the stranger,' he cried, ' Who had been there that night ! ' The man grinned and replied, With a vacant intelligence, ' He, oh ay, ay ! ' He went after the lady.' No further reply Could he give. Alfred Vargrave demanded no more, Flung a coin to the man, and so turned from the door. ' What ! the Duke then the night in that lone inn had pass'd ? ' In that lone inn with her ! ' Was that look he had cast When they met in that forest, that look which re- main'd On his mind with its terrible smile, thus explain'd. The day was half-turn'd to the evening, before He re-enter'd Serchon, with a heart sick and sore. In the midst of a light crowd of babblers, his look, By their voices attracted, distinguished the Duke, Gay, insolent, noisy, with eyes sparkling bright, With a laughter, shrill, airy, continuous, 146 LUCILE. [PARTI. Eight Through the throng Alfred Vargrave, with swift sombre stride, Glided on. The Duke noticed him, turn'd, stepp'd aside And, cordially grasping his hand, whisper'd low, ' Oh, how right have you been ! There can nevei; be no, ' Never any more contest between us ! Milord, ' Let us henceforth be friends ! ' Having utter'd that word, He turn'd lightly round on his heel, and again His gay laughter was heard, echoed loud by that train Of his young imitators. Lord Alfred stood still, Rooted, stunn'd to the spot. He felt weary and ill. (Out of heart with his own heart, and sick to the soul With a dull stifling anguish he could not control. Does he hear in a dream, through the buzz of the crowd, The Duke's blithe associates, babbling aloud Some comment upon his gay humor that day ? He never was gayer: what makes him so gay? 'Tis, no doubt, say the flatterers, flattering in tune, Some vestal whose virtue no tongue dare impugn Has at last found a Mars who, of course, shall be nameless. The vessel that yields to Mars only is blamless ! Hark ! hears he a name which thus syllabled, stirs All his heart into tumult ? . . . . Lucile de Nevers With the Duke's coupled gaily, in some laughing, light, CANTO vi.] LUGILE. 147 Free allusion ? Not so as might give him the right To turn fiercely round on the speaker, but yet To a trite and irreverent compliment set ! Slowly, slowly, usurping that place in his soul Where the thought of Lucile was enshrined, did there roll Back again, back again, on its smooth downward course O'er his nature, with gather'd momentum and force, THE WORLD. XIX. ' No ! ' he mutter'd, ' she cannot have sinn'd I ' True 1 women there are (self -named women of mind !) ' "Who love rather liberty liberty, yes ! ' To choose and to leave than the legalized stress ' Of the lovingest marriage. But she is she so ? ' I will not believe it. Lucile ? Oh no, no 1 * Not Lucile ? * But the world ? and, ah, what would it say ? ' O the look of that man, and his laughter, to-day ! ' The gossip's light question 1 the slanderous jest 1 ' She is right ! no, we could not be happy. Tia best ' As it is. I will write to her write, O my heart ! ' And accept her farewell. Our farewell ! must we part ' Part thus, then for ever, Lucile ? Is it so ? ' Tes ! I feel it. We could not be happy, I know. a dream ! we must wakeft \ ' LUCILE. [PARTI With head bow'd, as though By the weight of the heart's resignation, and slow Moody footsteps, he turn'd to his inn. I/rawn apart From the gate, in the courtyard, and ready to start, Postboys mounted, portmanteaus pack'd up and made fast, A. travelling-carriage, unnoticed, he pass'd. He ordered his horse to be ready anon ; Sent, and paid for the reckoning, and slowly pass'd on, And ascended the staircase, and enter'd his room. It was twilight. The chamber was dark in the gloom Of the evening. He listlessly kindled a light, On the mantelpiece ; there a large card caught his sight A large card, a stout card, well printed and plain, Nothing flourishing, flimsy, affected, or vain. It gave a respectable look to the slab That it lay on. The name was Sm KIDLEY MACRAE. Full familiar to him was the name that he saw, For 'twas that of his own future uncle-in-law, LUC1LE. 149 Mrs. Darcy's rich brother, the banker, well known As wearing the longest-philacteried gown Of all the rich Pharisees England can boast of; A shrewd Puritan Scot, whose sharp wits made the most of This world and the next ; having largely invested Not only where treasure is never molested By thieves, moth, or rust ; but on this earthly ball, "Where interest was high, and security small. Of mankind there was never a theory yet Not by some individual instance upset : And so to that sorrowful verse of the Psalm Which declares that the wicked expand like the palm In a world where the righteous are stunted and pent, A cheering exception did Ridley present. Like the worthy of Uz, Heaven prosper'd his piety. The leader of every religious society, Christian knowledge he labor'd through life to pro- mote With personal profit, and knew how to quote Both the stocks and the Scripture, with equal ad- vantage To himself and admiring friends, in this Cant-Age. Whilst over this card Alfred vacantly brooded, A waiter his head through the doorway protruded ; ' Sir Ridley MacNab with Milord wish'd to speak.' Alfred Vargrave could feel there were tears on his cheek ; He brush'd them away with a gesture of pride. He glanced at the glass ; when his own face he eyed, 150 LUCILE. [PARTL He was scared by its pallor. Inclining his head, He with tones calm, unshaken, and silvery, said 4 Sir Ridley may enter.' In three minutes more That benign apparition appear'd at the door. Sir Ridley, released for a while from the cares Of business, and minded to breathe the pure airs Of the blue Pyrenees, and enjoy his release, In company there with his sister and niece, Found himself now at Serchon distributing tracts, Sowing seed by the way, and collecting new facts For Exeter Hall ; he was starting that night For Bigorre : he had heard, to his cordial delight, That Lord Alfred was there, and, himself, setting out For the same destination : impatient, no doubt ! Here some commonplace compliments as to 'the marriage ' Through his speech trickled softly, like honey : his carriage Was ready. A storm seem'd to threaten the weather: If his young friend agreed, why not travel together ? With a footstep uncertain and restless, a frown Of perplexity, during this speech, up and down Alfred Vargrave was striding ; but, after a pause And a slight hesitation, the which eeem'd to cause Some surprise to Sir Ridley, he answer'd ' My dear * Sir Ridley, allow me a few moments here ' Half an hour at the most to conclude an affair ' Of a nature so urgent as hardly to spare 'My presence (which brought me, indeed, to this spot), ' Before I accept your kind offer.' CANTO vi.] LUC ILK 151 'Why not?' Said Sir Ridley, and smiled. Alfred Vargrave, before Sir Ridley observed it, had pass'd through the door. A few moments later, with footsteps revealing Intense agitation of uncontroll'd feeling, He was rapidly pacing the garden below. What pass'd through his mind then is more than I know. But before one half -hour into darkness had fled, In the courtyard he stood with Sir Ridley. His tread Was firm and composed. Not a sign on his face Betray 'd there the least agitation. 'The place 4 You so kindly have offer'd,' he said, 'I accept.' And he stretch'd out his hand. The two travellers stepp'd Smiling into the carriage. And thus, out of sight, They drove down the dark road, and into the night. XXII. Sir Ridley was one of those wise men who, so far As their power of saying it goes, say with Zophar, * We, no doubt, are the people, and wisdom shall die with us ! ' Though of wisdom like theirs there is no small supply" with us. Side by side in the carriage esconced, the two men Began to converse, somewhat drowsily, when Alfred suddenly thought ' Here's a man of ripe age, ' At my side, by his fellows reputed as sage, 1 Who looks happy, and therefore who must have been wise : 1&2 LVCILK [PARTI. ' Suppose 1 with caution reveal to his eyes 'Some few of the reasons which make me believe 'That I neither am happy nor wise? 'twould relieve 'And enlighten, perchance, my own darkness and doubt.' For which purpose a feeler he softly put out. It was snapp'd up at once. ' What is truth ?' jesting Pilate Ask'd, and pass'd from the question at once with a smile at Its utter futility. Had he address'd it To Ridley MacNab, he at least had confess'd it Admitted discussion ! and certainly no man Could more promptly have answer'd the sceptical Roman Than Ridley. Hear some street astronomer talk ! Grant him two or three hearers, a morsel of chalk, And forthwith on the pavement he'll sketch you the scheme Of the heavens. Then hear him enlarge on his theme ! Not afraid of La Place, nor of Arago, he ! He'll prove you the whole plan in plain ABC. Here's your sun call him A; B'S the moon; it is clear How the rest of the alphabet brings up the rear Of the planets. Now ask Arago, ask La Place, (Your sages, who speak with the heavens face to face!) Their science in plain A B c to accord To your point-blank inquiry, my friends ! not a word Will you get for your pains from their sac. lips Alas! Not a drop from the bottle that's quite tull will pass. fleeting, L&4 found, 'In its transient and ignorant gladness, -che bliss 'Which his science divine seem'd divinely to miss. ' Alas ! you may haply remember me yet ' The free child, whose glad childhood myself I foi get. 'I come a sad woman, defrauded of rest: ' I bear to you only a laboring breast: * My heart is a storm-beaten ark, wildly hurl'd ' O'er the whirlpools of time, with the wrecks tf m world : ' The dove from my bosom hath flown far away : 4 It is flown, and returns not, though many a day 'Have I watch'd from the windows of life for it* coming. ' Friend, I sigh for repose, I am weary of roaming. { I know not what Ararat rises for me ' Far away, o'er the waves of the wandering sea : ' I know not what rainbow may yet, from far hills, ' Lift the promise of hope, the cessation of ill: ' But a voice, like the voice of my youth, in my breast 'Wakes and whispers me on to th East 1 to th$ Bast! 158 LTTCILR [PAKT i. Shall I find the child's heart that I left there ? or find 'The lost youth I recall with its pure peace of mind? ' Alas ! who shall number the drops of the rain ? * Or give to the dead leaves their greenness again ? * Who shall seal up the caverns the earthquake hath rent? * Who shall bring forth the winds that within them are pent ? 1 To a voice who shall render an image ? or who 'From the heats of the noontide shall gather the dew? ' I have burn'd out within me the fuel of life. 'Wherefore lingers the flame? Rest is sweet after strife. ' I would sleep for a while. I am weary. ' My friend, ' I had meant in these lines to regather, and send * To our old home, my life's scatter'd links. But 'tis vain ! 'Each attempt seems to shatter the chaplet again; 'Only fit now for fingers like mine to run o'er, * Who return, a recluse, to those cloisters of yore 4 Whence too far I have wander'd. ' How many long year* ' Does it seem to me now since the quick, scorching tears, ' While I wrote to you, splash'd out a girl's prema- ture ' Moans of pain at what woman in silence endure ! ' To your eyes, friend of mine, and to your eyes alone, * To that now long-faded page of my life hath beeg ehowq CANTO vi.] L VCILE. 159 ' Which recorded my heart's birth, and death, as you know, ' Many years since, how many ! ' A few months ago ' I seem'd reading it backward, that page 1 Why explain ' Whence or how ? The old dream of my life rose again. * The old superstition I the idol of old ! * It is over. The leaf trodden down in the mould 1 Is not to the forest more lost than to me ( That emotion. I bury it here by the sea ' Which will bear me anon far away from the shore ' Of a land which my footsteps shall visit no mor ' And a heart's requiescat I write on that grave. ' Hark the sigh of the wind, and the sound of the wave, ' Seem like voices of spirits that whisper me home ! * I come, O you whispering.voices, I come ! ' My friend, ask me nothing. Receive me alone ' As a Santon receives to his dwelling of stone ' In silence some pilgrim the midnight may bring : ' It may be an angel that, weary of wing, ' Hath paused in his flight from some city of doom, ' Or only a wayfarer stray'd in the gloom. 'This only I know: that in Europe at least ' Lives the craft or the power that must master our East. c Wherefore strive where the gods must themselves yield at last ? ' Both they and their altars pass by with the Fast- 160 LUC ILK [PABTX. 'The gods of the household Time thrust from the Bhelf; ' And I seem as unreal and weird to myself ' As those idols of old. ' Other times, other men, 4 Other men, other passions ! ' So be it ! yet again ' I turn to my birthplace, the birthplace of morn, 'And the light of those lands where the great sun is born! Spread your arms, O my friend ! on your breast let me feel The repose wkieh hath fled from my own. ' Your LIUCILB/ CANTO J. LUCILK 161 PABT H. CANTO L HAIL, Muse ! But each Muse "by this time has, I know, Been used up, and Apollo has bent his own bow A.11 too long ; so I leave unassaulted the portal Of Olympus, and only invoke here a mortal. Hail, Murray ! not Lindley, but Murray and Son. Hail, omniscient, benificent, great Two-in-One ! In Albemarle Street may thy temple long stand ! Long enlighten'd and led by thine erudite hand, May each novice in science nomadic unravel Statistical mazes of modernized travel ! May each inn-keeping knave long thy judgments re- vere, And the post-boys of Europe regard thee with fear ; While they feel, in the silence of baffled extortion, That knowledge is power! Long, long, like that portion 102 LUCILE. [PART ir Of the national soil which the Greek exile took In his baggage wherever he went, may thy book Cheer each poor British pilgrim, who trusts to thy wii Not to pay through his nose just for following it ! May'st thou long, O instructor ! preside o'er his way, And teach him alike w r hat to praise and to pay ! Thee, pursuing this pathway of song, once again I invoke, lest, unskill'd, I should wander in vain. To my call be propitious, nor, churlish, refuse Thy great accents to lend to the lips of my Muse ; For I sing of the Naiads who dwell 'mid the stems Of the green linden-trees by the waters of Ems. Yes ! thy spirit descends upon mine, O John Murray.- And I start with thy book for the Baths in a hurry. * At Coblentz a bridge of boats crosses the Rhine ; ' And from thence the road, winding by Ehrenbreit stein, ' Passes over the frontier of Nassau. (*N. B. 'No custom-house here since the Zollverein.' See Murray, paragraph 30.) c The route, at each turn, ' Here the lover of nature allows to discern, ' In varying prospect, a rich wooded dale : 'The vine and acacia-tree mostly prevail ' In the foliage observable here ; and, moreover, ' The soil is carbonic. The road, under cover ' Of the grape-clad and moimtainous upland that hems ' Round this beautiful spot, brings the traveller to 'EMS. CANTO i.] LUCILE. 163 ' A Schnellpost from Frankfort arrives every day. 'At the Kurhaus (the old Ducal mansion) you pay 'Eight florins for lodgings. A Restaurateur ' Is attached to the place ; but most travellers prefer ' (Including, indeed, many persons of note) ' To dine at the usual-priced table d'hote. ' Through the town runs the Lahn, the steep green banks of which ' Two rows of white picturesque houses enrich ; ' And between the high road and the river is laid ' Out a sort of a garden, call'd " THE Promenade." ' Female visitors here, who may make up their mind 'To ascend to the top of these mountains, will find ' On the banks of the stream, saddled all the day long, 'Troops of donkeys sure footed proverbially strong ; ' And the traveller at Ems may remark, as he passes, Here, as elsewhere, the women run after the asses. in. 'Mid the world's weary denizens bound for these springs In the month whn the merle on the maple-bough sings, Pursued to the place from dissimilar paths By a similar sickness, there came to the baths Four sufferers each stricken deep through the heart, Or the head, by the self-same invisible dart Of the arrow that flieth unheard in the noon, From the sickness that walketh unseen in the moon, Through this great lazaretto of life, wherein each Infects with his own sores .the next within reach. First of these were a young English husband and wife, 14 LUCILE. [PABTH, Grown weary ere half through the journey of life. O Nature, say where, thou grey mother of earth, Is the strength of thy youth ? that thy womb brings to birth Only old men to-day ! On the winds, as of old. Thy voice in its accent is joyous and bold; Thy forests are green as of yore; and thine oceans Yet move in the might of their ancient emotions : But man thy last birth and thy best is no more Life's free lord, that look'd up to the starlight of yore, . With the faith on the brow, and the fire in the eyes, The firm foot on the earth, the high heart in the skies ; /But a grey-headed infant, defrauded of youth, \ Born too late or to early. The lady, in truth, Was young, fair, and gentle, and never was given To mre heavenly eyes the pure azure of heaven. Never yet did the sun touch to ripples of gold Tresses brighter than those which her soft hand un- roll'd From her noble and innocent brow, when she rose, An Aurora, at dawn, from her balmy repose, And into the mirror the bloom and the blush Of her beauty broke, glowing ; like light in a gush From the sunrise in summer. Love, roaming, shall meet But rarely a nature more sound or more sweet Eyes brighter brows whiter a figure more fair Or lovelier lengths of more radiant hair Than thine, Lady Alfred ! And here I aver (May those that have seen thee declare if I err) That not all the oysters in Britain contain A pearl pure as thou art. CANTO i.J LUC ILK 15 Let some one explain, Who may know more than I of the intimate life Of the pearl with the oyster, why yet in his wife, In despite of her beauty and most when he felt His soul to the sense of her loveliness melt Lord Alfred miss'd something he sought for : indeed. The more that he miss'd it the greater the need ; Till it seem'd to himself he could willingly spare All the charms that he found for the one charm noi there. For the blessings Life lends us, it strictly demancie The worth of their full usufruct at our hands. And the value of all things exists, not indeed In themselves, but man's use of them, feeding mar' need. Alfred Vargrave, in wedding with beauty and youth Had embraced both Ambition and Wealth. Yet ii* truth Unf ulfill'd the ambition, and sterile the wealth (In a life paralysed by a moral ill-health), Had remain'd, while the beauty and youth, unredeem'd From a vague disappointment at all things, but seem'd Day by day to reproach him in silence for all That lost youth in himself they had fail'd to recall. No career had he follow'd, no object obtained In the world by those worldly advantages gain'd From nuptials beyond which once seem'd to appear, Lit by love, the broad path of a brilliant career. All that glitter'd and gleam'd through the moonlight of youth 166 LUCILK [PART IT. "With a glory so fair, now tnat manhood in truth Grasp'd and gather'd it, seem'd like that false fairy gold Which leaves in the hand only moss, leaves, and mould! v. Fairy gold ! moss aid leaves / and the young Fairy Bride ? Lived there yet fairy-lands in the face at his side ? Say, O friend, if at evening thou ever hast watch'd Some pale and impalpable vapor, detach'd From the dim and disconsolate earth, rise and fall O'er the light of a sweet serene star, until all The chill'd splendour reluctantly waned in the deep Of its own native heaven ? Even so seem'd to creep O'er that fair and ethereal face, day by day, While the radiant vermeil, subsiding away, Hid its light in the heart, the faint gradual veil Of a sadness unconscious. The lady grew pale As silent her lord grew: and both, as they eyed Each the other askance, turn'd, and secretly sigh'd. Ah, wise friend, what avails all experience can give? True, we know what life is but, alas ! do we live? The grammar of life we have gotten by heart, But life's self we have made a dead language an art Not a voice. Could we speak it, but once, as 'twas spoken When the silence of passion the first time was broken! Cuvier knew the world better than Adam, no doubt-' But the last man, at best, was but learned about CANTO L] LUCILE. 167 What the first, without learning, enjoy 1 d. What art thou To the man of to-day, O Leviathan, now ? A science. What wert thou to him that from ocean First beheld thee appear ? A surprise, an emotion ! When life leaps in the veins, when it beats in the heart, When it thrills as it fills every animate part, Where lurks it ? how works it ? .... we scarcely de- tect it. But life goes : the heart dies : haste, O leech, and dissect it I This accursed sesthetical, ethical age Hath so finger'd life's horn-book, so blurr'd every page, That the old glad romance, the gay chivalrous story With its fables of faery, its legends of glory Is turn'd to a tedious instruction, not new To the children that read it insipidly through. We know too much of Love ere we love. We can trace Nothing new, unexpected, or strange in his face When we see it at last. 'Tis the same little Cupid, With the same dimpled cheek, and the smile almost stupid, We have seen in our pictures, and stuck on our shelves, And copied a hundred times over, ourselves. And wherever we turn, and whatever we do, Still, that horrible sense of the deja connu I VI. Perchance 'twas the fault of the life that they led ; 16f LUCILK [PARTIL Perchance 'twas the fault of the novels they read ; Perchance 'twas a f ault in themselves ; I am bound not To say : this I know that these two creatures found not In each other some sign they expected to find Of a something unnamed in the heart or the mind j And, missing it, each felt a right to complain Of a sadness which each found no word to explain. Whatever it was, the world noticed not it In the light-hearted beauty, the light-hearted wit. Still, as once with the actors in Greece, 'tis the case, Each must speak to the crowd with a mask on his face. Praise follow'd Matilda wherever she went. She was flatter'd. Can flattery purchase content ? Yes. While to its voice, for a moment, she listen'd, The young cheek still bloom'd, and the soft eye still glisten'd ; And her lord, when, like one of those light vivid things That glide down the gauzes of summer with wings Of rapturous radiance, unconscious she moved Through that buzz of inferior creatures, which proved Her beauty, their envy, one moment forgot 'Mid the many charms there, the one charm that was not: And when o'er her beauty entraptured he bow'd, (As they turned to each other, each flush'd from the crowd,) And munnur'd those praises which .vet seem'd more dear Than the praises of others had growu 10 nr ear, She, too, ceased a while her own fate to regret : CANTO i.] LUC ILK 169 ' Yes ! lie loves Hie,' she sigh'd ; 'this is love, then and yet /' VII. Ah, that yet ! fatal word ! 'tis the moral of all Thought and felt, seen or done, in this world since the Fall! It stands at tho end of each sentence we learn ; It fits in the vista of all we descern ; It leads us, for ever and ever, away To find in to-morrow what flies with to-day. 'Twas this same little fatal and mystical word That now, like a mirage, led my lady and lord To the waters of Ems from the waters of Marah ; Drooping pilgrims in Fashion's blank, arid Sahara ! At the same time, pursued by a spell much the same. To these waters two other worn pilgrims there came : One a man, one a woman: just now, at the latter, As the Reader I mean by and by to look at her And judge for himself, I will not even glance. IX Of the self-crown'd young kings of the Fashion in France, Whose resplendent regalia so dazzled the sight, Whose horse was so perfect, whose boots were so bright, 170 L UGILE. [PART n. Who so hailed in the salon, so mark'd in the Bois, Who so welcomed by all, as Eugene de Luvois ? Of all the smooth-brow'd premature debauchees In that town of all towns, where Debauchery sees On the forehead of youth her mark everywhere graven, lu Paris I mean, where the streets are all paven By those two fiends whom Milton saw bridging the way From Hell to this planet, who, haughty and gay, The free rehal of life, bound or led by no law, Walk'd that causeway as bold as Eugene de Luvois ? Yes ! he march'd through the great masquerade, loud of tongue, Bold of brow : but the motley he mask'd in, it hung So loose, trail'd so wide, and appear'd to impede So strangely at times the vex'd effort at speed, That a keen eye might guess it was made not for him, But some brawler more stalwart of stature and limb. That it irk'd him, in truth, you at times could divine, For when low was the music, and spilt was the wine, He would clutch at the garment, as though it oppress'd And stifled some impulse that choked in his breast. What ! he, . . . .the light sport of his frivolous ease ! Was he, too, a prey to a mortal disease ? My friend, hear a parable : ponder it well : For a moral there is in the tale that I tell. One evening I sat in the Palais Royal, CANTO i.] LUGILK 171 And there while I laugh'd at Grassot and Arnal, My eye fell on the face of a man at my side ; Every time that he laugh'd I observed that he sigh'd. As though vex'd to be pleased. I remark'd that h sat 111 at ease on his seat, and kept twirling his hat In his hand, with a look of unquiet abstraction. I inquired the cause of his dissatisfaction. ' Sir,' he said, ' if what vexes me here you would know, 'Learn that, passing this, was some few half -hours ago, ' I walked into the Frenqais, to look a Rachel. ' (Sir, that a woman in Phe"dre is a miracle !) Well, ' I ask'd for a box : they were occupied all : ' For a seat in the balcon : all taken ! a stall : * Taken to : the whole house was as full as could be, ' Not a hole for a rat 1 I had just time to see ' The lady I love tete-a-tete with a friend 'In a box out of reach at the opposite end: ' Then the crowd push'd me out. What was left me to do? ' I tried for the tragedy .... que voulez vous f ' Every place for the tragedy book'd ! . . . . mon ami, ' The farce was close by : .... at the farce me void f * The piece Is a new one : and Grassot plays well : ' There is drollery, too, in that fellow Ravel : ' And Hyacinth's nose is superb ! . . . . yet I meant * My evening elsewhere, and not thus, to have spent ' Fate orders these things by her will, not by ours ' Sir, mankind is the sport of invisible powers.' I once met the Due de Luvois for a moment; 172 LUC ILK [PARTH. And I mark'd, when his features I fix'd in my com- ment, O'er those features the same vague disquietude stray I had seen on the face of my friend at the play; And I thought that he too, very probably, spent His evenings not wholly as first he ha<2 meant. O source of the holiest joys we inherit, O Sorrow, thou solemn, invisible spirit ! Ill fares it with man when, through life's desert sand, Grown impatient too soon for the long promised land He turns from the worship of thee, as thou art, An expressless and imageless truth in the heart, And takes of the jewels of Egypt, the pelf And the gold of the Godless, to make to himself A gaudy, idolatrous image of thee, And then bows to the sound of the cymbal the knee. The sorrows we make to ourselves are false gods : Like the prophets of Baal, our Bosoms with rods We may smite, we may gash at our hearts till they bleed, But these idols are blind, deaf, and dumb to our need. The land is athirst and cries out ! . . . . 'tis in vain ; The great blessing of heaven descends not in i-ain. It was night ; and the lamps were beginning to gleam Through the long linden-trees,f olded each in his dream, From that building which looks like a temple .... and is CANTO i.] LUGILE. 173 The temple of Health ? Nay, but enter ! I wish That never the rosy-hued deity knew One votary out of that sallow-cheek'd crew Of Courlanders, Wallacs, Greeks, affable Russians, Explosive Parisians, potato-faced Prussians ; Jews Hamburghers chiefly ; pure patriots, Sua- bians ; ' Cappadocians and Elamites, Cretes and Arabians, 1 And the dwellers in Pontus ' . . . . My muse will not weary More lines with the list of them .... cur fremuere ? What is it they murmur, and mutter, and hum ? Into what Pandemonium is Pentecost come ? Oh what is the name of the God at whose fane Every nation is mix'd in so motley a train ? What weird Kabala lies on those tables outspread ? To what oracle turns with attention each head ? What holds these pale worshippers each so devou, And what are those hierophants busied about ? Here passes, repasses, and flits to and fro, And rolls without ceasing the great Yes and No : Round this alter alternate the weird Passions dance, And the God worshipp'd here is the old God of Chance. Through the wide-open doors of the distant saloon Flute, hautboy, and fiddle are squeaking in tune; And an indistinct music for ever is roll'd, That mixes and chimes with the chink of the gold, From a vision, that flits in. a luminous haze, Of figures for ever eluding the gaze ; 174 LUCILE. It fleets through the doorway, it gleams on the glass, And the weird words pursue it Rouge, Impair, et Passe! Like a sound borne in sleep through such dreams as encumber With haggard emotions the wild wicked slumber Of some witch when she seeks, through a nightmare, to grab at The hot hoof on the fiend, on her way to the Sabbat,. XIV. The Puc de Luvois and Lord Alfred had met Some few evenings ago (for the season as yet Was but young) in this selfsame Pavilion of Chance. The idler from England, the idler from France Shook hands, each, of course, with much cordial pleasure : An acquaintance at Ems is to most men a treasure, And they both were too well-bred in aught to betray One discourteous remembrance of things pass'd away. 'Twas a sight that was pleasant, indeed, to be s^en, These friends exchange greetings ; the men who had been Foes so nearly in days that were past. This, no doubt, Is why, on the night I am speaking about, My Lord Alfred sat down by himself at roulette, Without one suspicion his bosom to fret, AUhough lie had left, with his pleasant French friend, Matilda, half vex'd, at the room's farthest end. CANTO i ] LUCILE. 175 Lord Alfred his combat with Fortune began With a few modest thalers away they all ran The reserve follow'd fast in the rear. As his purse Grew lighter his spirits grew sensibly worse. One needs not a Bacon to find a cause for it: 'Tis an old law in physics Natura abhorret Vacuum and my lord, as he watch'd his last crown Tumble into the bank, turn'd away with a frown Which the brows of Napoleon himself might have deck'd On that day of all days when an empire was wreck'd On thy plain, Waterloo, and he witness'd the last Of his favorite Guard cut to pieces, aghast ! Just then Alfred felt, he could scarcely tell why, Within him the sudden strange sense that some eye Had long been intently regarding him there, That some gaze was upon him too searching to bear. He rose and look'd up. Was it fact? Was ic fable? Was it dream ? Was it waking ? Across the green table, That face, with its features so fatally known Those eyes, whose deep gaze answer'd strangely his own What was it ? Some ghost from its grave come again? Some cheat of a feverish, fanciful brain ? Or was it herself with those deep eyes of hers, And that faceunforgotten? Lucile de Nevers I Ah, well that pale woman a phantom might seem, Who appear'd to herself but the dream of a dream ! 176 LUC ILK [PAKTU those features so calm, that fair forehead so hush'd, That pale cheek for ever by passion unflush'd, There yawn'd an insatiate void, and there heaved A tumult of restless regrets unrelieved. The brief noon of beauty was passing away, And the chill of the twilight fell, silent and grey, O'er that deep, self -perceived isolation of soul. And now, as all round her the dim evening stole, With its weird desolations, she inwardly grieved For the want of that tender assurance received From the warmth of a whisper, the glance of an eye, Which should say, or should look, ' Foer thou nought, I am by !' And thus, through that lonely and self-fix'd existence, Crept a vague sense of silence, and horror, and distance : A strange sort of faint-footed fear, like a mouse That comes out, when 'tis dark, in some old ducal house, Long deserted, where no one the creature can scare, And the forms on the arras are all that move there. In Rome, in the Forum, there open'd one night A gulf. All the augurs turn'd pale at the sight. In this omen the anger of Heaven they read. Men consulted the gods : then the oracle said : ' Ever open this gulf shall endure, till at last ' That which Home hath most precious within it be cast.' The Romans threw in it their corn and their stuff, But the gulf yawn'd as wide. Rome seem'd likely enough To be ruin'd, ere this rent in her heart she could choke, CANTO i.] LUVILE. 177 Then Curtius, revering the oracle, spoke : 'O Quiritcs ! to this Heaven's question is come: ' What to Rome is most precious ? The manhood of Rome.' He plunged, and the gulf closed. The tale is not new; But the moral applies many ways, and is true. How, for hearts rent in twain, shall the curse be de- stroy'd ? 'Tis a warm human life that must fill up the void. Through many a heart runs the rent in the fable; But who to discover a Curtius is able? Back she came from her long hiding-place, at the source Of the sunrise; where, fair in their fabulous course, Run the rivers of Eden: an exile again, To the cities of Europe the scenes, and the men, And the life, and the ways, she had left: still op- press'd "With the same hungry heart, and unpeaceable breast. The same, to the same things ! The world, she had quitted With a sigh, with a sigh she re-enter'd. Soon flitted Through the salons and clubs, to the great satisfac- tion Of Paris, the news of a novel attraction. The enchanting Lucile, the gay Countess, once more To her old friend, the World, had re-open'd her door ; The World came, and shook hands, and was pleased and amused With what the World then went away and abused. 178 LUCILE. [PABTIL From the woman's fair fame it in nought could de- tract : Twas the woman's free genius it vex'd and attack'd With a sneer at her freedom of action and speech. But its light careless cavils, in truth, could not reach The lone heart they aim'd at. Her tears fell beyond The world's limit, to feel that the world could respond To that hearts deepest, innermost yearning, in nought 'Twas no longer this earth's idle inmates she sought: The wit of the woman sufficed to engage In the woman's gay court the first men of the age. Some had genius ; and all, wealth of mind to confer On the world : but that wealth was not lavish'd for her. For the genius of man, though so human indeed, When call'd out to man's help by some great human need, The right to a man's chance acquaintance refuses To use what it hoards for mankind's nobler uses. Genius touches the world at but one point alone Of that spacious circumference, never quite known To the world : all the infinite number of lines That radiate thither a mere point combines, But one only, some central affection apart From the reach of the world, in which Genius is Heart, And love, life's fine centre, includes heart and mind. And therefore it was that Lucile sigh'd to find Men of genius appear, one and all in her ken, When they stoop'd themselves to it, as mere clever men; Artists, statesmen, and they in whose works are un< furl'd CANTO i.] LUCILE. 179 Worlds new fashion'd for man, as mere men of the world. And so, as alone now she stood, in the sight Of the sunset of youth, with her face from the light, And watch'd her own shadow grow long at her feet, As though stretch'd out, the shade of some other to meet, The woman felt homeless and childless : in scorn She seem'd mock'd by the voices of children unborn; And when from these sombre reflections away She turn'd, with a sigh, to that gay world, more gay For her presence within it, she knew herself friend- less; That her path led from peace and that path appear'd endless ! That even her beauty had been but a snare, And her wit sharpen'd only the edge of despair. With a face all transfigured and flush'd by surprise, Alfred turn'd to Lucile. With those deep searching eyes She look'd into his own. Not a word that she said, Not a look, not a blush, one emotion betray'd. She seem'd to smile through him, at something be yond: When she answer'd his questions, she seem'd to re spond To some voice in herself. With no trouble descried To each troubled inquiry she calmly replied. Not so he. At the sight of that face back again 180 LUCILE. [PAETH. To his mind caine the ghost of a long-stifled pain, A remember'd resentment, half-check'd by a wild And relentful regret like a motherless child Softly seeking admittance, with plaintive appeal, To the heart which resisted its entrance. Lucile And himself thus, however, with freedom allow'd Two old friends, talking still side by side, left the crowd By the crowd unobserved. Not unnoticed, however, By the Duke and Matilda. Matilda had never Seen her husband's new friend. She had f ollow'd by chance, Or by instinct, the sudden half-menacing glance Which the Duke, when he witness'd their meeting, had turn'd On Lucile and Lord Alfred ; and, sacred, she discern'd On his feature the shade of a gloom so profound That she shudder'd instinctively. Deaf to the sound Of her voice, to some startled inquiry of hers He replied not, but murmur'd, ' Lucile de Nevers ' Once again then ? so be it ! ' In the mind of that man, At that moment, there shaped itself vaguely the plan Of a purpose malignant and dark, such alone (To his own secret heart but imperfectly shown) As could spring from the cloudy, fierce chaos of thought By which all his nature to tumult was wrought. So I ' he thought, ' they met us : and reweave the old charm ! CANTO i.] LUCILE. 181 'And she hangs on his voice, and she leans on his arm, 'And she heeds nie not, seeks ine not, recks not of me! ' Oh, what if I show'd her that I, too, can be ' Loved by one her own rival more fair and more young?' The srpent rose in him : a serpent which, stung, Sought to sting. Each unconscious, indeed, of the eye Tix'd upon them, Lucile, and my lord saunter'd by, In converse which seem'd to be earnest. A smile Now and then seem'd to show where their thoughts touch'd. Meanwhile The muse of this story, convinced that they need her, To the Duke and Matilda returns, gentle Reader. The Duke, with that sort of aggressive false praise Which is meant a resentful remonstrance to raise From the listener (as sometimes a judge, just before He pulls down the black cap, very gently goes o'er The case for the prisoner, and deals tenderly With the man he is minded to hang by and by), Had referr'd to Lucile, and then stopp'd to detect In the face of Matilda the growing effect Of the words he had dropp'd. There's no weapon that slays Its victim so surely (if well aim'd) as praise. Thus, a pause on their converse had fallen : and now Each was siient, preoccupied, thoughtful. You know There are moments when silence, prolong'd and un- broken, 182 LUC ILK [PAETH. / More expressive may be than all words ever spoken. [ It is when the heart has an instinct of what V In the heart of another is passing. And that In the heart of Matilda, what was it ? Whence came To her cheek on a sudden that tremulous flame ? What weigh'd down her head 1 All your eye could discover Was the fact that Matilda was troubled. Moreover That trouble the Duke's presence seem'd to renew. She, however, broke silence, the first of the two. The Duke was too prudent to shatter the spell Of a silence which suited his purpose so well. She was plucking the leaves from a pale blush rose blossom Which had fall'n from the nosegay she wore in her bosom. 'This poor flower,' she said, ' seems it not out of place * In this hot, lamplit air, with its fresh, fragile grace ? ' She bent her head low as she spoke. With a smile The Duke watch'd her caressing the leaves all the while, And continued on his side the silence. He knew This would force his companion their talk to renew At the point that he wish'd; and Matilda divined The significant pause with new trouble of mind. She lifted one moment her head ; but her look Encounter'd the ardent regard of the Duke, And dropp'd back on her flowret abash'd. Then, still seeking The assurance she fancied she show'd him by speak ing, She conceived herself safe in adopting again The theme she should most have avoided just then. CANTO i.J LVCILK 183 XXI. * Duke,' she said, .... and she felt, as she spoke, her cheek burn'd, ' You know, then, this .... lady ?' Too welll' he return'd. MATILDA. True ; you drew with emotion her portrait just now. LUVOIS. With emotion? MATILDA. Tes, yes ! you described her, I know, As possess'd of a charm all unrivalTd. LUVOIS. Alas I You mistook me completely ! You, madam, surpass This lady as moonlight does lamplight ; as youth Surpasses its best imitations ; as truth The f airest of falsehoods surpasses ; as nature Surpasses art's masterpiece ; ay, as the creature Fresh and pure in its native adornment surpasses All the charms got by heart at the world's looking- 4 Yet you said,' she continued with some trepidation, 184 JLtfCILR [PART it ' That you quite comprehended ' .... a slight hesita tion Shook the sentence, . . . . ' a passion so strong as '. . . r Ltrvois. True, true I But not in a man that had once look'd at you. Nor can I conceive, or excuse, or .... 'Hush, hush!' She broke in, all more fair for one innocent blush. ' Between man and woman these things differ so ! ' It may be, that the world papdons .... (how should I know?) 'In you what it visits on us ; or 'tis true, ' It may be, that we women are better than you.' LUVOIS. Who denies it ? Yet, madam, once more you mistake. The world, in its judgement, some difference may make 'Twixt the man and the woman, so far as respects Its social enactments ; but not as affects The one sentiment which, it were easy to prove, IB the sole law we look to the moment we love. MATILDA. That may be. Yet I think I should be less severe. Although so inexperienced ia such things, I fear CANTO I.] LVCILR 185 I have learn'd that the heart cannot always repress Or account for the feelings which sway it. ' Yes ! yes ! * That is too true indeed !' .... the Duke sigh'd. And again For one moment in silence continued the twain. At length the Duke slowly, as though he had needed All this time to repress his emotions, proceeded : ' And yet ! . . . . what avails, then, to woman the gift * Of a beauty like yours, if it cannot uplift ' Her heart from the reach of one doubt, one despair, ' One pang of wrong'd love, to which woman less fair ' Are exposed, when they love f With a quick change of tone, As though by resentment impell'd, he went on: ' The name that you bear, it is whisper'd, you took ' From love, not convention. Well, lady, that look * So excited, so keen, on the face you must know 'Throughout all its expressions, that rapturous grow ' Those eloquent features significant eyes ' Which that pale woman sees, yet betrays no pur prise,' (He pointed his hand, as he spoke, to the door, Fixing with it Lucile and Lord Alfred). .' before, 'Have you erer once seen what just now you may view 'In that face so familiar?. . . .no, lady, 'tis new. 186 LUGILE. [PAETU. * Young, lovely, and loving, no doubt, as you are, * Are you loved ? ' He look'd at her paused felt if thus far The ground held yet. The ardor with which he had spoken, This close, rapid question, thus suddenly broken, Inspired in Matilda a vague sense of fear, As though some indefinite danger were near. With composure, however, at once she replied : ' 'Tis three years since the day when I first was a bride, ' JVjid my husband I never had cause to suspect; '' N"or never have stoop'd, sir, such cause to detect. ' Yet if in his looks or his acts I should see ' ftee, or fancy some moment's oblivion of me, ' } trust that I too should forget it, for you 1 Must have seen that my heart is my husband's.' The hue On her cheek, with the effort wherewith to the Duke She had uttered this vague and half-frighten'd rebuke, Was white as the rose in her hand. The last word Seem'd to die on her lip, and could scarcely be heard. There was silence again. A great step had been made By the Duke in the words he that evening had said. There, half-drown'd by the music, Matilda, that night, Had listen' d, long listen' d no doubt, in despite Of herself, to a voice she should never have heard, CANTO i.] LUCILR 187 And her heart by that voice had been troubled and stirr'd. And BO, having suffer'd in silence his eye To fathom her own, he resumed, with a sigh. you suffer me, lady, your thoughts to invade * By disclosing my own ? The position,' he said, * In which we so strangely seem placed may excuse ' The frankness and force of the words which I use. * You say that your heart is your husband's : you say * That you love him. You think so, of course, lady nay, 1 Such a love, I admit, were a merit no doubt. ' But, trust me, no true love there can be without ' Its dread penalty jealousy. ' Well, do not start ! ' Until now, either thanks to a singular art ' Of supreme self-control, you have held them all down 'Unreveal'd in your heart, or you never have known * Even one of those fierce irresistible pangs ' Which deep passion engenders ; that anguish which hangs r On the heart like a nightmare, by jealousy bred. * But if, lady, the love you describe, in the bed * Of a blissful security thus hath reposed 'Undisturb'd with mild eyelids on happiness closed, 'Were it not to expose to a peril unjust, ' And most cruel, that happy repose you so trust, 1 To meet, to receive, and, indeed, it may be, 188 LUCILK [PART n. ' For how long I know not, continue to see ' A woman whose place rivals yours in the life 1 And the heart which not only your title of wife, ' But also (forgive me !) your beauty alone, ' Should have made wholly yours ? You, who gave all your own ! ' Reflect ! 'tis the peace of existence you stake 'On the turn of a die. And for whose for hig sake ? ' While you witness this woman, the false point of view 'From which she must now be regarded by you 'Will exaggerate to you, whatever they be, 'The charms I admit she possesses. To me 'They are trivial indeed; yet to your eyes, I fear ' And foresee, they will true and intrinsic appear. ' Self -unconscious, and sweetly unable to guess ' How more lovely by far is the grace you possess, 'You will wrong your own beauty. The graces of art, ' You will take for the natural charm of the heart ; ' Studied manners, the brilliant and bold repartee, ' Will too soon in that fatal comparison be ' To your fancy more fair than the sweet timid sense ' Which, in shrinking, betrays its own best eloquence, ' O then, lady, then you will feel in your heart ' The poisonous pain of a fierce jealous dart ! ' While you see her, yourself you no longer will see, ' You will hear her, and hear not yourself, you will be ' Unhappy ; unhappy, becaiise you will deem 1 Your own power less great than her power will seem. ' And I shall not be by your side, day by day, * In despite of your noble displeasure, to say * " You are fairer than she, as the star is more fair CANTO i.] LUGILE. 189 ' " Thau the diamond, the brightest that beauty can wear ! " ' This appeal, both by looks and by language, increased The trouble Matilda felt grow in her breast. Still she spoke with what calmness she could * Sir, the while ' I thank you,' she said, with a faint scornful smile, ' For your fervor in painting my fancied distress : 4 Allow me the right some surprise to express ' At the zeal you betray in disclosing to me : The possible depth of my own misery.' 1 That zeal would not startle you, madam,' he said, * Could you read in my heart, as myself I have read, * The peculiar interest which causes that zeal Matilda her terror no more could conceal. * Duke,' she answer'd in accents short, cold, and severe, As she rose from her seat, ' I continue to hear; ' But permit me to say, I no more understand-' * Forgive ! ' with a nervous appeal of the hand, And a well-feign' d confusion of voice and of look, 'Forgive, oh, forgive me !' at once cried the Duke. ' I forgot that you know me so slightly. Your leave 'I entreat (from your anger those words to retrieve) 1 For one moment to speak of myself, for I think ' That you wrong me ' His voice, as in pain, seem'd to sink; And tws in his eyes, as he lifted them, glisten'd. 190 LUCILK [PARTII. Matilda, despite of herself, sat and listen'd. Beneath an exterior which seems, and may be, * "Worldly, frivolous, careless, my heart hides in me,; He continued, ' a sorrow which draws me to side * With all things that suffer.. Nay, laugh not,' he cried, ' At so strange an avowal. ' I seek at a ball, * For instance, the beauty admired by all ? ' No ! some plain, insignificant creature, who sits ' Scorn'd of course by the beauties, and shunn'd by the wits. ' All the world is accustom'd to wound, or neglect, 'Or oppress, claims my heart and commands my respect. 'No Quixote, I do not affect to belong, 'I admit, to those charter'd redressers of wrong; ' But I seek to console, where I can. 'Tis a part 'Not brilliant, I own, yet its joys bring no smart/ These trite words, from the tone which he gave them, received An appearance of truth, which might well be believed By a heart shrewder yet than Matilda's. And so He continued . . . . O lady ! alas, could you know ' What injustice and wrong in this world I have seen I 'How many a woman, believed to have been ' Without a regret, I have known turn aside CANTO i.J LUC ILK 191 : To burst into heartbroken tears undescried ! ' On how many a lip have I witness'd the smile 'Which but hid what was breaking the poor heart the while ! ' Said Matilda, ' Your life, it would seem, then, must be ' One long act of devotion.' ' Perhaps so,' said he ; tBut at least that devotion small merit can boast, ' For one day may yet come, if one day at the most, 'When, perceiving at last all the difference how great ! ' 'Twixt the heart that neglects, and the heart that can wait, * 'Twixt the natures that pity, the natures that pain, 'Some woman, that else might have pass'd in disdain * Or indifference by me, in parsing that day ' Might pause with a word or a smile to repay 'This devotion, and then' .... xxrni. To Matilda's relief At that moment her husband approach'd. With some grief I must own that her welcome, perchance, was express'd The more eagerly just for one twinge in her breast Of a conscience disturb'd, and her smile not less warm, Though she saw the Comtesse de Nevers on his arm. The Duke turn'd, and adjusted his collar. Thought he, ' Good ! the gods fight my battle to-night. I foresee ' That the family doctor's the part I must play. * Very well ! but the patients my visits shall pay.' 192 LUC ILK [PART n. Lord Alfred presented Lucile to his wife ; And Matilda, repressing with effort the strife Of emotions which made her voice shake, murmur'd low Some faint troubled greeting. The Duke, with a bow Which betoken'd a distant defiance replied To Lucile's startled cry, as surprised she descried Her former gay wooer. Anon, with the grace Of that kindness which seeks to win kindness, her place She assumed by Matilda, unconscious perchance, Or resolved not to notice, the half-frighten'd glance That follow'd that movement. The Duke to his feet Arose; and, in silence, relinquish'd his seat. One must own that the moment was awkward for all : But nevertheless, before long, the strange thrall Of Lucile's gracious tact was by every one felt, And from each the reserve seem'd reluctant to melt; Thus, conversing together, the whole of the four Through the crowd saunter'd smiling. XXIX. Approaching the door Euge'ne de Luvois, who had fallen behind, By Lucile, after some hesitation, was join'd. With a gesture of gentle and kindly appeal Which appear'd to imply, without words, ' Let us fee! ' That the friendship between us in years that are fled, ' Has survived one maCi moment forgotten/ she said, ' You remain, Duke, at Ems ? ' CANTO i.] LUG ILK 193 He turn'd on her a look Of frigid, resentful, and sullen rebuke ; And then, with a more than significant glance At Matilda, maliciously answer'd, ' Perchance. ' I have here an atti-action. And you ? ' he return'd. Lucile's eyes had follow'd his own, and discern'd The boast they implied. He repeated, ' And you ? ' And, still watching Matilda, she answer'd, ' I too.' And he thought, as with that word she left him, she sigh'd. The next moment her place she resumed by the side Of Matilda; and soon they shook hands at the gate Of the selfsame hotel. XXX. One depress'd, one elate, The Duke and Lord Alfred again, through the glooms Of the thick linden alley, return'd to the Rooms. His cigar each had lighted, a moment before, At the inn, as they turn'd, arm-in-arm, from th door, Ems cigars do not cheer a man's spirits, experto (Me miserum quoties /) crede Roberto. In silence, awhile, they walk'd onward. At last The Duke's thoughts to language half-consciouily joaesd. LUVOI& Once more ! yet once more ! 194 LUC ILK [PAET ix. ALFRED. What? LTJVOIS. We met her, once mor, The woman for whom we two madmen of yore (Laugh, mon cher Alfred, laugh !) were about to de- stroy Each the other I ALFRED. It is not with laughter that I Raise the ghost of that once troubled time. Say ! can you Recall it with coolness and quietude now ? LUVO1S. .Now ? yes ! I mon cher, am a true Parisien : Now, the red revolution, the tocsin, and then The danoe and the play. I am now at the play. ALFRED. At the play, are you now ? Then perchance 1 now may Presume, Duke, to ask you what, ever until Such a moment, I waited ... CANTO i.J LUGILE. 195 LUVOIS. Oh ! ask what you wilL Franc jeuf on the table my cards I spread out. Ask! ALFRED. Duke, you were call'd to a meeting (no doubt You remember it yet) with Lucile. It was night, When you went; and before you return'd it was light. We met : you accosted me then with a brow Bright with triumph : your words you (remember them now?) Were ' Let us be friends ! ' LUVOIS. Well? ALFRED. How then, after that, Can you and she meet as acquaintances ? LUVOIS. What! Did she not then, herself, the Countess de Nevers, Solve your riddle to-night with those soft lips of hers? 196 LUCILE. [PAKTH ALFRED. In our converse to-night we avoided the past. But the question I ask should be answer'd at last: Bj you, if you will ; if you will not, by her. LUVOIS. Indeed ? but that question, milord, can it stir Such an interest in you, if your passion be o'er? ALFRED. Yes. Esteem may remain, although love be no more. Lucile ask'd me, this night, to my wife (understand To my wife /) to present her. I did so. Her hand Has clasp'd that of Matilda. "We gentlemen owe Bespect to the name that is ours : and, if so, To the woman that bears it a two-fold respect. Answer, Due de Luvois ? Did Lucile then reject The proffer you made of your hand and your name T Or did you on her love then relinquish a claim Urged before ? I ask bluntly this question, because My title to do so is clear by the laws That all gentlemen honor. Make only one sign That you know of Lucile de Nevers aught, in fine, For which, if your own virgin sister were by, From Lucile you would shield her acquaintance, and I And Matilda leave Ems on the morrow. UANTOI.J LUVILE. 197 The Duke Hesitated and paused. He could tell, by the look Of the man at his side, that he meant what he said, And there flash'd in a moment these thoughts through his head : ' Leave Ems ! would that suit me ? no ! that were again 'To mar all. And besides, if I do not explain, * She herself will . . . . et puis, il a raison ; on est Gentilhomme avant tout /' He replied therefore, Nay' 'Madam de Nevers had rejected me. I, ' In those days, I was mad ; and in some mad reply ' I threaten'd the life of the rival to whom ' That rejection was due, I was led to presume. ' She fear'd for his life ; and the letter which then ' She wrote me, I show'd you ; we met : and again ' My hand was refused, and my love was denied. ' And the glance you mistook was the vizard which Pride ' Lends to Humiliation,' ' And so,' half in jest He went on, ' in this best world, 'tis all for the best ; ' You are wedded (bless'd Englishman !) wedded to one ' Whose past can be cal'd into question by none : 'And I (fickle Frenchman !) can still laugh to feel ' I am lord of myself, and the Mode : and Lucile ' Still shines from her pedestal, frigid and fair ' As yon German moon o'er the linden-tops there ! c A Dian in marble that scorns any troth ' "With the little love-gods, whom I thank for us both, 198 LUCILK [PAETIL ' While she smiles from her lonely Olympus apart, ' That her arrows are marble as well as her heart; ' Stay at Ems, Alfred Vargrave 1' xxxn. The Duke, with a smile, Turn'd and enter'd the Rooms which, thus talking, meanwhile, They had reach'd. xxxm. Alfred Vargrave strode on (overthrown Heart and mind !) in the darkness bewilder'd, alone : ' And so,' to himself did he mutter, ' and so ' 'Twas to rescue my lif e, gentle spirit ! and oh, ' For this did I doubt her ? a light word a look ' The mistake of a moment ! . for this I forsook ' For this ? Pardon, pardon, Lucile ! O Lucile !' Thought and memory rang, like a funeral peal, Weary changes on one dirge-like note through his brain, As he stray'd down the darkness. xxxrv. Re-entering again The Casino, the Duke smiled. He turn'd to roulette, And sat down, and play'd fast, and lost largely, and yet CANTO i.] LUCLIK J99 He still smiled: night deepened: he playd hia last number ; Went home : and soon slept : and still smiled in his slumber, XXXV. In his desolate Maxims, La Rochefoucauld wrote, ' In the grief or mischance of a friend, you may note, 'There is something which always gives pleasure.' Alas! That reflection fell short of the truth as it was. La Rochefoucauld might have as truly set down ' No misfortune, but what some one turns to his own 'Advantage its mischief: no sorrow, but of it "There ever is somebody ready to profit: 'No affliction without its stock-jobbers, who all ' Gamble, speculate, play on the rise and the fall ' Of another man's heart, and make traffic in it.' Burn thy book, O La Rochefoucauld ! Fool ! one man's wit All men's selfishness how should it fathom? O sage, Dost thou satirize Nature ? She laughs at thy page 200 LUG ILK [PABTII. CANTO H. COUSIN JOHN TO COUSIN ALFKED. 'London, 18 . 1 MY DEAB ALFRED, ' Your last letters put me in pain. ' This contempt of existence, this listless disdain ' Of your own life, its joys and its duties, the deuce ' Take my wits if they find for it half an excuse ! 'I wish that some Frenchman would shoot off your leg. { \ud compel you to stump through the world on a P L 'g- I wish that you had, like myself (more's the pity !) 'To sit seven hours on this cursed committee. * I wish that you knew, sir, how salt is the bread ' Of another (what is it that Dante has said ?) ' And the trouble of other men's stairs. In a word, 'I wish fate had some real affliction conferr'd ' On your whimsical self, that, at least, you had cause * For neglecting life's duties, and damning its laws ! ' This pressure against all the purpose of life, * This self -ebullition, and ferment, and strife, ' Betoken'd, I grant that it may be in truth, * The richness and strength of the new wine of youth. CANTO II.] LUC ILK 201 ' But if, when the wine should have mellow'd with time, * Being bottled and binn'd, to a flavor sublime, ' It retains the same acrid, incongruous taste, ' Why, the sooner to throw it away that we haste ' The better, I take it. And this vice of snarling, * Self-love's little lapdog, the over-fed darling ' Of a hypochondriacal fancy, appears. ' To my thinking at least, in a man of your years, ' At the midnoon of manhood, with plenty to do, * And every incentive for doing it too, * With the duties of life just sufficiently pressing * For prayer, and of joys more than most men for blessing; * With a pretty young wife, and a pretty full purse, * Like poltroonery, puerile truly, or worse ! ' I wish I could get you at least to agree ' To take life as it is, and consider with me, .-* If it be nqgall smiles, that it is not all sneers; * It admits honest laughter, and needs honest tears. 'Do you think none have known but yourself all the pain ' Of hopes that retreat, and regrets that remain ? * And all the wide distance fate fixes, no doubt, "Twixt the life that's within, and the life that's without ? ' What one of us finds the world just as he likes ? 'Or gets what he wants when he wants it? Or strikes ' Without missing the thing that he strikes at the first? ' Or walks without stumbling ? Or quenches his thirst ' At, one draught ? j^ah ! I tell you ! I. bachelor John, 202 LUG ILK [PAET n. f ' Have had griefs of my own. But what then ? I push on ' All the faster perchance that I yet feel the pain ' Of my last fall, albeit I may stumble again. * God means every man to be happy, be sure. * H* sends us ne sorrows that have not some cure. * Our duty down here is to do, not to know. v/4J>I3te as though life were earnest, and life will be so. * Let each moment, like Time's last ambassador, come: * It will wait to deliver its message ; and some ' Sort of answer it merits. It is not the deed ' A man does, but the way that he does it, should plead * For the man's compensation in doing it. ' Here, * My next neighbor's a man with twelve thousand a year, 'Who deems that life has not a pastime more pleasant ' Than to follow a fox or to slaughter a pheasant. ' Yet this fellow goes through a contested election, 'Lives in London, and sits, like the soul of dejection, ' All the day through upon a committee, and late ' To the last, every night, through the dreary debate, ' As though he were getting each speaker by heart, ' Though amongst them he never presumes to take part. * One asks himself why, without murmur or question, ' He foregoes all his tastes, and destroys his diges- tion, ' For a labor of which the result seems so small. ' " The man is ambitious," you say. Not at all. { He has just sense enough to be fully aware 1 That he never can hope to be Premier, or share CANTO n.] LVCILE. 203 * The renown of a Tully ; or even to hold * A suborbinate office. He is not so bold ' As to fancy the house for ten minutes would bear ' With patience his modest opinions to hear. * " But he wants something ! " * What ! with twelve thousand a year? * What could Government give him would be half so dear ' To his heart 4* a walk with a dog and a gun * Through his rwn pheasant woods, or a capital run ? * " No ; but vanity fills out the emptiest brain ; 'The man would be more than his neighbors, 'tis plain ; * And the drudgery drearily gone through in town ' Is more than repaid by provincial renown. * Enough if some Marchioness, lively and loose, * Shall have eyed him with passing complaisance ; the goose, * If the Fashion to him open one of its doors, 4 As proud as a sultan, returns to its boors." * Wrong again ! if you think so, ' For prime; my friend ' IB the head of a family known from one end ' Of his shire to the other, as the oldest ; and there- fore * He despises fine lords and fine ladies. He care for ' A peerage ? no truly ! Secondo ; he rarely 'Or never goes out: dines at Bellamy's sparely, * And abhors what you call the gay world. 'Then, I ask, 'What inspires, and consoles, such a self-imposed task * As the life of this man, but the sense of its duty ? 'And I swear that the eyes of the haughtiest beauty 204 LUC ILK ' Have never inspired in My soul that intense, ' Reverential, and loving, and absolute sense ' Of heart-felt admiration I feel for this man, 'As I see him beside me; there, wearing the wan ' London daylight away, en his humdrum committee ; 1 So unconscious of all that awakens my pity ; 'And wonder and worship, I might say. 'Tome ' There seems something nobler than genius to be *In that dull patient labor no genius relieves, 'That absence of all joy which yet never grieves; * The humility of it ! the grandeur withal 'The sublimity of it ! And yet should you call ' The man's own very slow apprehension to this, ' He would ask, with a stare, what sublimity is ! ' His work is the duty to which he was born; ' He accepts it, without ostentation or scorn ; 'And this man is no uncommon type (I thank Heaven !) 1 Of this land's common men. In all other lands, even The type's self is wanting. Perchance, 'tis the reason ' That government oscillates ever 'twixt treason ' And tyranny elsewhere. ' I wander away 'Too far, though, from what I was wishing to say. ' You, for instance, read Plato. You know that the soul ' Is immortal ; and put this in rhyme, on the whole, ' Very well, with sublime illustration. Man's heart ' Is a mystery, doubtless. You trace it in heart : ' The Greek Psyche, that's beauty, the perfect ideal : ' But then comes the imperfest, perfectible real, ' With its paia'd aspiration and strife. In those pale CANTO n.J LUCILE. 205 ' El-drawn virgins of Giotto you see it prevail. * You have studied all this. Then, the universe, too, ' Is not a mere house to be lived in, for you. Geology opens the mind. So you know ' Something also of strata and fossils ; these show ' The bases of cosmical structure : some mention ' Of the nebulous theory demands your attention ; * And so on. ' In short, it is clear the interior ' Of your brain, my dear Alfred, is vastly superior In fibre, and fulness, and function, and fire, ' To that of my poor parliamentary squire ; ' But your life leaves upon me (forgive me this heat ' Due to friendship) the sense of a thing incomplete. 'You fly high. But what is it, in truth, you fly at? 'My mind is not satisfied quite as to that. ' An old illustration's as good as a new, * Provided the old illustration be true. ' We are children. Mere kites are the fancies we fly, 'Though we marvel to see them ascending so high; ' Things slight in themselves, long-tail'd toys, and no more ! ' What is it that makes the kite steadily soar * Through the realms where the cloud and the whirl- wind have birth, ' But the tie that attaches the kite to the earth ? ' I remember the lessons of childhood, you see, ' And the hornbook I learn'd on my poor mother'* knee. 'In truth, I suspect little else do we learn 'From this great book of life, which so shrewdly we turn, ow to apply, *rith a good or bad grace, 206 LUCILE. [PART n. 'What we learn'din the hornbook of childhood. * Your case ' Is exactly in point. ' Fly your kite, if you please, ' Out of sight : let it go where it will, on the breeze j * But cut not the one thread by which it is bound, 1 Be it never so high, to this poor human ground. { No man is the absolute lord of his life. 'You, my friend, have a home, and a sweet and dear wife. ' If I often have sigh'd by my own silent fire, ' With the sense of a sometimes recurring desire 1 For a voice sweet and low, or a face fond and fair, ' Some dull winter evening to solace and share 'With the love which the world its good children al. lows 'To shake hands with, in short, a legitimate spouse, 'This thought has consoled me: "at least I have given ' For my own good behavior no hostage to heaven." ' You have, though. Forget it not ! faith, if you do, ' I would rather break stones on a road than be you. 'If any man wilfully injured, or led ' That little girl wrong, I would sit on his head, ' Even though you yourself were the sinnor ! ' And thia ' Leads me back (do not take it, dear cousin, amiss ?) ' To the matter I meant to have mention'd at once, 'But these thoughts put it out of my head for the nonce. ' Of all the preposterous humbugs and shams, ' Of all the old wolves ever taken for lambs, 'The wolf best received by the flock he devours CANTO ii.] LUCILE. 207 ' Is that uncle-in-law, my dear Alfred, of yours. ' At least this has long been my settled conviction, ' And I almost would venture at once the prediction ' That before very long but no matter ! I trust ' For his sake and our own, that I may be unjust. ' But Heaven forgive me, if cautions I am on 1 The score of such men as, with both God and Mam- mon, ' Seem so shrewdly familiar. * Neglect not this warning. ' There were rumors afloat in the City this morning ' Which I scarce like the sound of. Who knows ? would he fleece ' A* a pinch, the old hypocrite, even his own neice ? * For the sake of Matilda I cannot importune ' Yonr attention to early. If all your wife's fortune * Is yet in the hands of that specious old sinner, * Who would dice with the devil, and yet rise up winner, ' I say, lose no time ! get it out of the grab ' Of her trustee and uncle, Sir Ridley MacNab. ' I trust those deposits, at least, are drawn out, ' And safe at this moment from danger or doubt. ' A wink is as good as a nod to the wise. ' Verbum sap. I admit nothing yet justifies ' My mistrust ; but I have in my own mind a notion 'That old Ridley's white waistcoat, and airs of devo- tion, ' Have long been the only ostensible capital 'On which he does business. If so, time must sap it all, ' Sooner or later. Look sharp. Do not wait, ' Draw at once. In a fortnight it may be too late. ' I admit I know nothing.' I can but suspect ; 208 LUCILE. [PASTIL ' I give you my notions. Form yours and reflect. ' My love to Matilda. Her mother looks well. ' I saw her last week. I have nothing to tell 'Worth your hearing. We think that the government here 'Will not last our next session. Fitz Funk is a peer, 'You will see by the Times. There are symptoms which show ' That the ministers now are preparing to go, ' And finish their feast of the loaves and the fishes. ' It is evident that they are clearing the dishes, 'And cramming their pockets with bon-bons. Your news ' Will be always acceptable. Vere, of the Blues, 'Has bolted with Lady Selina. And so, ' You have met with that hot-headed Frenchman ? I know ' That the man is a sad mauvais sujet. Take care ' Of Matilda. I wish I could join you both there; ' But, before I am free, you are sure to be gone. ' Good-bye, my dear fellow. 'Yours, anxiously, 'JOHN.' This is just the advice I myself would have given To Lord Alfred, had I been his cousin, which, heaven Be praised, I am not. But it reach'd him indeed In an unlucky hour, and received little heed. A half -languid glance was the most that he lent at That time to these homilies. Primum dementat Quern Deus vult perdere. Alfred in fact CANTO n.] L UCILE. 209 Was behaving just then in a way to distract Job's self had Job known him. The more you'd have thought The Duke's court to Matilda his eye would have caught, The more did his aspect grow listless to hers, And the more did it beam to Lucile de Nevers. And Matilda, the less she found love in the look Of her husband, the less did she shrink from the Duke. With each day that pass'd o'er them, they each,, heart from heart, Woke to feel themselves further and further apart. More and more of his time Alfred pass'd at the table ; Play'd high ; and lost more than to lose he was able. He grew feverish, querulous, absent, perverse, And here I must mention, what made matters worse, That Lucile and the Duke at the selfsame hotel With the Vargraves resided. It needs not to tell That they all saw too much of each other. The weather Was so fine that it brought them each day all together In the garden, to listen, of course, to the band. The house was a sort of phalanstery ; and Lucile and Matilda wpre pleased to discover A mutual passion for music. Moreover The Duke was an excellent tenor : could sing ' Ange si pure' in a way to bring down on the wing All the angels St. Cicely play'd to. My lord Would also at times, when he was not too bored, Play Beethoven, and Wagner's new music, not ill; With some little things of his own, showing skill. For which reason, as well as for some others too, Their rooms were a pleasant enough rendezvous. Did Lucile, then, encourage (the heartless coquette !) 210 LUCILE. [PABTH. All the mischief she could not but mark ? Patience yet \ In that garden, an arbor, withdrawn from the sun, By laburnum and lilac with blooms overrun, Form'd a vault of cool verdure, which mad, when the heat Of the noontide hung heavy, a gracious retreat. And here, with some friends of their own little world, In the warm afternoons, till the shadows uncurl'd From the feet of the lindens, and crept through the grass, Their blue hours would this gay little colony pass. The men loved to smoke, and the women to bring, Undeterr'd by tobacco, their work there, and sing Or converse, till the dew fell, and homeward the bee Floated, heavy with honey. Towards eve there was tea (A luxury due to Matilda), and ice, Fruit, and coffee. "Q."E6itp,itdvTa (pspei? Such an evening it was, while Matilda presided O'er the rustic arrangements thus daily provided, With the Duke, and a small German Prince with a thick head, And an old Russian Countess both witty and wicked, And two Austrian Colonels, that Alfred, who yet Was lounging alone with his last cigarette, Saw Lucile de Nevers by herself pacing slow 'Neath the shade of the cool linden-trees to and fro, And joining her, cried, ' Thank the good stars, we meet! ' I have so much to say to you ! ' CANTO ii.] LUC ILK 211 ' Tea ?'.... -with her sweet Serene voice, she replied to him . . . . ' Yes ? and I too ' Was wishing, indeed, to say somewhat to you.' She was paler just then than her wont was. The sound Of her voice had within it a sadness profound. ' You are ill ? ' he exclaim'd. ' No !' she hurriedly said, No, no!' ' You alarm me !' She droop'd down her head. 'If your thoughts have of late sought, or cared, ta divine ' The purpose of what has been passing in mine, ' My farewell can scarcely alarm you.' ALFRED. Lucile ! Your farewell ! you go ! LUCILE. Yes, Lord Alfred. ALFRED. Reveal The cause of this sudden unkindness. LUCILE. Unkind? ALFRED. Yes ! what else is this parting? 212 LUCILE. [PARTIL LUCILE. No, no ! are you blind ? Look into your own heart and home. Can you see No reason for this, save unkindness in me ? Look into the eyes of your wife those true eyes Too pure and too honest in aught to disguise The sweet soul shining through them. ALFRED. Lucile ! (first and last Be the word, if you will !) let me speak of the past. I know now, alas ! though I know it too late, What pass'd at that meeting which settled my fate. Nay, nay, interrupt me not yet ! let it be ! I but say what is due to yourself due to me, And must say it. He rush'd incoherently on, Describing how, lately, the truth he had known, To explain how, and whence, he had wrong'd her before, All the complicate coil wound about him of yore, All the hopes that had flown with the faith that wa fled, * And then, O Lucile, what was left me,' he said, 4 When my life was defrauded of you, but to take ' That life, as 'twas left, and endeavor to make ' Unobserved by another, the void which remained ' Unconceal'd to myself ? If I have not attain'd ' I have striven. One word of unkindness has never ' Pass'd my lips to Matilda. Her least wish has ever ' Received my submission. And if, of a truth, ' I have f ail'd to renew what I felt in my youth, CANTO n.] LUCLIR 213 ' I at least have been loyal to what I do feel, ' Respect, duty, honor, affection. Lucile, ' I speak not of love now, nor love's long regret : I would not offer you, nor dare I forget e The ties that are round me. But may there not b ' A friendship yet hallow'd between you and me ? ' May we not be yet friends friends the dearest ?' 'Alas! 1 She replied, ' for one moment, perchance, did it pass ' Through my own heart, that dream which for ever hath brought To those who indulge it in innocent thought So fatal and evil a waking ! But no. ' For in lives such as ours are, the Dream-tree would grow c On the borders of Hades : beyond it, what lies 1 ' The wheel of Ision, alas ! and the cries ' Of the lost and tormented. Departed, for us, ' Are the days when with innocence we could discuss ' Dreams like these. Fled, indeed, are the dreams of my life ! ' Oh trust me, the best friend you have is your wife. ' And I in that pure child's pure virtue, I bow ' To the beauty of virtue. I felt on my brow ' Not one blush when I first took her hand. With no blush ' Shall I clasp it to-night, when I leave you. < Hush ! hush ! ' I would say what I wish'd to have said when y*u came. ' Do not think that years leave us and find us the same ! 'The woman you knew long ago, long ago, 4 Is no more. You yourself have within you, I know 214 LUCILE. [PABTIL * The germ of a joy in the years yet to be, ' Whereby the past years will bear fruit. As for me, ' I go my own way, onward, upward ! ' yet, * Let me thank you for that which ennobled regret, * When it came, as it beautified hope ere it fled, 'The love I once felt for you. True, it is dead, 1 But it is not corrupted. I too have at last 'Lived to learn that love is not (such love as is past, 'Such love as youtL dreams of at least) the sole part ' Of life, which is able to fill up the heart ; ' Even that of a woman. ' Between you and me ' Heaven fixes a gulf, over which, you must see, ' That our guardian angels can bear us no more. 'We each of us stand on an opposite shore. ' Trust a woman's opinion for once. Women learn, ' By an instinct men never attain, to discern ' Each other's true natures. Matilda is fair, ' Matilda is young see her now, sitting there ! ' How tenderly fashion'd (oh, is she not, say,) 1 To love and be loved ? ' IT. He turn'd sharply away 'Matilda is young, and Matilda is fair; 'Of all that you tell me pray deem me aware ; ' But Matilda's a statue, Matilda's a child ; ' Matilda loves not ' Lucile quietly smiled As she answer'd him: 'Yesterday, all that you say oANTon-1 LUC ILK 215 'Might be true; it is false, wholly false, though, to-day.' 1 How ? what mean you ? ' ' I mean that to-day,' she replied, ' The statue with life has become vivified : 'I mean that the child to a woman has grown: ' And that woman is jealous.' 'What ! she?' with a tone 1 Of ironical wonder, he answer'd ' what, she ! ' She jealous ! Matilda ! of whom, pray ? not me P ' My lord, you deceive yourself ; no one but you ' Is she jealous of. Trust me. And thank Heaven, too, ' That so lately this passion within her hath grown. ' For who shall declare, if for months she had known, 'What for days she has known all too keenly, I fear, 'That knowledge perchance might have cost you more dear ? ' ' Explain ! explain, madam ! ' he cried in surprise ; And terror and anger enkindled his eyes. * How blind are you men ! ' she replied. ' Can you doubt ' That a woman, young, fair, and neglected 'Speak out!' ' He gasped with emotion. ' Lucile ! you mean what? 1 Do you doubt her fidelity ? ' ' Certainly not. ' Listen to me, my friend. What I wish to explain ' Is so hard to shape forth. I could almost refrain * From touching a subject so fragile. However, M6 WCILK ' Bear with me a while, if I frankly endeavor, ' To invade for one moment your innermost life. ' Your honor, Lord Alfred, and that of your wife, c Are dear to me, most dear ! And I am convinced * That you rashly are risking that honor.' He winced, And turn'd pale, as she spoke. She had aim'd at his heart, And she saw, by his sudden and terrified start, ' That her aim had not miss'd. 1 Stay, Lucile ! ' he exclaim'd, * What in truth do you mean by these words, vaguely framed 'To alarm me? Matilda? my wife? do you know ? ' * I know that your wife is as spotless as snow. * But I know not how far you continued neglect * Her nature, as well as her heart, might affect. ' Till at last, by degrees, that serene atmosphere 1 Of her unconscious purity, faint and yet clear, * Like the indistinct golden and vaporous fleece ' Which surrounded and hid the celestials in Greece * From the glances of men, would disperse and depart * At the sighs of a sick and delirious heart, 'For jealousy is to a woman, be sure, ' A disease heal'd too oft by a criminal cure ; * And the heart left long to its ravage, in time ' May find weakness in virtue, reprisal in crime/ v. 'Such thoughts could have never,' he falter'd, '1 know, CANTO n.1 LUC ILK 217 ' Reach'd the heart of Matilda.' 'Matilda? oh no! * But reflect ! when such thoughts do not come of themselves ' To the heart of a woman neglected, like elves * That seek lonely places, there rarely is wanting j* Some voice at her side, with an evil enchanting *To conjure them to her.' O lady, beware ! ' At this moment, around me I search everywhere ' For a clue to your words ' ' You mistake them,' she said, Half fearing, indeed, the effect they had made. ' I was putting a mere hypothetical case ' With a long look of trouble he gazed in her face. ' Woe to him,' .... he exclaim'd . . . . ' woe to him that should feel * Such a hope ! for I swear, if he did but reveal ' One glimpse, it should be the last hope of his life ! v The clench'd hand and bent eyebrow betoken'd tht strife She had roused in his heart. ' You forget,' she began, 'That you menace yourself. Yon yourself are the man ' That is guilty. Alas ! must it ever be so ? ' Do we stand in our own light, wherever we go, \ ' And fight our own shadows for ever ? O think ! 'The trial from which you, the stronger ones, shrink ' You ask woman, the weaker one, still to endure ; 'You bid her be true to the laws you abjure; 'To abide by the ties you yourself rend asunder, 218 LUCILK [PARTH. ' With the force that has fail'd you ; and that too, when under 'The assumption of rights which to her you refuse, * The immunity claim'd for youselves you abuse ! ' Where the contract exists, it involves obligation ' To both husband and wife, in an equal relation. 'You unloose, in asserting your own liberty, ' A knot, which, unloosed, leaves another as free. 'Then, O Alfred ! be juster at heart: and thank Heaven ' That Heaven to your wife such a nature has given 'That you have not wherewith to reproach her, albeit ' You have cause to reproach your own self, could you see it ! ' In the silence that followed the last word she said, In the heave of his chest, and the droop of his head, Poor Lucile mark'd her words had sufficed to impart A new germ, of motion and life to that heart Of which he himself had so recently spoken As dead to emotion exhausted, or broken 1 New fears would awaken new hopes in has life. In the husband indifferent no more to the wife She already, as she had foreseen, could discover That Matilda had gain'd, at her hands, a new lover. So after some moments of silence, whose spell They both felt, she extended her hand to him .... 'Well? GA.NTO ii.] L UCILK 219 ' Lucile/ he replied, as that soft quiet hand In his own he clasp'd warmly, ' I both understand ' And obey you.' ' Thank Heavan !' she murmur'd, 'Oh yet, ' One word, I beseech you ! I cannot forget,' He exclaim'd, 'we are parting for life. You have shown ' My pathway to me : but say, what is your own ?' The calmness with which until then she had spoken In a moment seem'd strangely and suddenly broken. She turn'd from him nervously, hurridly. 'Nay, ' I know not,' she murmur'd, ' I follow the way * Heaven leads me ; I cannot foresee to what end. ' I know only that far, far away it must tend ' From all places in which we have met, or might meet ' Far away ! onward upward !' A smile strange and sweet As the incense that rises from some sacred cup And mixes with music, stole forth, and breathed up Her whole face, with those words. Wheresoever it be, ' May all gentlest angels attend you !' sighed he, ' And bear my heart's blessing wherever you are !' And her hand, with emotion, he kiss'd. IX. From afar That kiss was, alas ! by Matilda beheld With far other emotions : her young bosom swell'd, 220 LUC1LR [PART it And her young cheek with anger waa crimson'd. The Duke Adroitly attracted towards it her look By a faint but significant smile. Much ill-construed, Benown'd Bishop Berkley has fully, for one, strew'd "With arguments page upon page to teach folks That the world they inhabit is only a hoax. But it surely is hard, since we can't do withoutthem, That our senses should make us so oft wish to doubt them ! CANTO m. WHEN first the red savage call'd Man strode, a king, Through the wilds of creation the very first thing That his naked intelligence taught him to feel Was the shame of himself; and the wish to conceal Was the first step in art. From the apron which Eve In Eden sat down out of fig-leaves to weave, To the furbelow'd flounce and the broad crinoline Of my lady .... you all know of course whom I mean . CANTO ni.J LUCILK 221 This art of concealment has greatly increased, y^. whole world lies cryptic in each human breast ;\ And that drama of passions as old as the hills, Which the moral of all men in each man fulfils, Is only reveal'd now and then to our eyes In the newspaper-files and the courts of assize. In the group seen so lately in sunlight assembled 'Mid those walks over which the laburnum-bough trembled, And the deep-bosom'd lilac, emparadising The haunts were the blackbird and thrush flit and sing, The keenest eye could but have seen, and seen only, A circle of friends, minded not to leave lonely The bird on the bough, or the bee on the blossom ; Conversing at ease in the garden's green bosom, Like those who, when Florence was yet in her glories, Cheated death and kill'd time with Boccaccian stories. But at length the long twilight more deeply grew shaded, And the fair night the rosy horizon invaded. And the bee in the blossom, the bird on the bough, Through the shadowy garden were slumbering now. The trees only, o'er every unvisited walk, Began on a sudden to whisper and talk. And, as each little sprightly and garrulous leaf Woke up with an evident sense of relief, They all seem'd to be saying . . . . ' Once more we're alone, ' And, thank Heaven, those tiresome people are gono!' LUC ILK [PARTIL Through the deep blue concave of the luminous air, Large, loving, and languid, the stars here and there, Like the eyes of shy passionate women, look'd down O'er the dim world whose sole tender light was their own, When Matilda, alone, from her chamber descended, And enter'd the garden, unseen, unattended. Her forehead was aching and pai ch'd, and her breast By a vague inexpressible sadness oppress'd: A sadness which led her, she scarcely knew how, And she scarcely knew why .... (save, indeed, that just now The house, out of which with a gasp she had fled Half -stifled, seem'd ready to sink on her head) .... Out into the night air, the silence, the bright Boundless starlight, the cool isolation of night ! Her husband that day had look'd once in her face, And press'd both her hands in a silent embrace, And reproachfully noticed her recent dejection With a smile of kind wonder and tacit affection. He, of late so indifferent and listless ! .... at last Was he startled and awed by the change which had pass'd O'er the once radiant face of his young wife ? Whence came That long look of solicitous fondness ? . . . . the same Look and language of quiet affection the look And the language, alas ! which so often she took For pure love in the simple repose of its purity Her own heart thus lull'd to a fatal security ! Ha ! would he deceive her again by this kindness? CANTO ni.] LITCILE. 223 Had she been, then, O fool ! in her innocent blindness The sport of transparent illusion ? ah folly ! And that feeling, so tranquil, so happy, so holy, She had taken, till then, in the heart, not alone Of her husband, but also, indeed, in her own, For true love, nothing else, after all, did it prove But a friendship profanely familiar ? 'And love?. . . 'What was love, then? ... not caln?, not secure- scarcely kind ! ' But in one, all intensest emotions combined : 4 Life and death : pain and rapture.' Thus wandering astray, Led by doubt, through the darkness, sne wander'd away. All silently crossing, recrossing the nignt, With faint, meteoric, miraculous light, The swift-shooting stars through the infinite burn'd, And into the infinite ever roturn'd. And silently o'er the obscure and unKnown In the heart of Matilda there darted and shone Thoughts, enkindling like meteors the deeps, to expire, Leaving traces behind them of tremulous fire. IV. t She enter'd that arbor of lilacs, in which The dark air with odors hung heavy and rich, Like a soul that grows faint with desire. 'Twas the plaot In which she so lately had sat, face to face With her husband, and her, the pale strangm detested, 22* LtTCILE. Whose presence her heart like a plague had infested. The whole spot with evil remembrance was haunted. Through the darkness there rose on the h^art which it daunted Each dreary detail of that desolate day, So full, and yet so incomplete. Far away The acacias were muttering, like mischievous elves, The whole story over again to themselves, Each word, and each word was a wound ! By degrees Her memory mingled it8 voice with the trees. Like the whisper Eve heard, wnen she paused by the root Of the sad tree of knowledge, and gazed on its fruit, To the heart of Matilda the trees seem'd to hiss Wild instructions, revealing man's last right, which is The right of reprisals. An image uncertain, And vague, dimly shaped itself forth on the curtalu Of the darkness around her. It came and it went; Through her senses a faint sense of peril it sent : It pass'd and repass'd her ; it went and it came For ever returning; for ever the same; And for ever more clearly defined ; till her eyes In that outline obscure could at last recognize The man to whose image, the more and the more That her heart, now aroused from its calm sleep of yore, From her husband detach'd itself slowly, with pain. Her thoughts had return'd, and return'd to, again, As though by some secret indefinite law, The vigilant Frenchman Eugene de Luvoisi CANTO in.] LUCILE. 225 A light sound behind her. She trembled. By some Night-witchcraft, her vision a fact had become. On a sudden she felt, without turning to view, That a man was approaching behind her. She knew By the fluttering pulse which she could not restrain, And the quick-beating heart, that this man was Eugene. Her first instinct was flight; but she felt her slight foot As heavy as though to the soil it had root. And the Duke's voice retain'd her, like fear in a dream. ' Ah, lady ! in life there are meetings which seem ' Like a fate. Dare I think like a sympathy too ? ' Yet what else can I bless for this vision of you ? ' Alone with my thoughts, on this starlighted lawn, ' By an instinct resistless, I felt myself drawn ' To revisit the memories left in the place Where so lately this evening I look'd in your fac. ' And I find, you, yourself my own dream ! ' Can there be ' In this world one thought common to you and to me ? 1 If so, .... I, who deem'd but a moment ago ' My heart uncompanion'd, save only by woe, ' Should indeed ba more bless'd than I dare to believe ' Ah, but one word, but one from your lips to receive' .... Interrupting him quickly, she murmur'd, ' I sought, 226 LITGILK [PART n. ' Here, a moment of solitude, silence, and thought, 'Which I needed.' ' Lives solitude only for one ? ' Must its charm by my presence so soon be undone ? ' Ah, cannot two share it ? What needs it for this ? ' The same thought in both hearts, b it sorrow or bliss; ' If my heart be the reflex of yours, lady you, ' Are you not yet alone, even though we be two ?' ' For that,' .... said Matilda, . . . . ' needs were, you should read ' What I have in my heart.' . ' Think you, lady, indeed, ' You are yet of that age when a woman conceals ' In her heart so completely whatever she feels ' From the heart of man whom it interests to know ' And find out what feeling may be ? Ah, not so, ' Lady Alfred ! Forgiye me that in it I look, ' But I read in your heart as I read in a book.' ' Well, Duke I and what read you within it ? unlea ' It be, of a truth, a profound weariness, * And some sadness ?' ' No doubt. To all facts there are laws ' The effect has its cause, and I mount to the cause.' Matilda shrank back ; for she suddenly found That a finger was press'd on the yet bleeding wound! She, herself, had but that day perceived in her breast. ' You are sad,' .... said the Duke (and that finger yet press'd CANTO m.] LUCILE. 227 With a cruel persistence the wound it made bleed) ' You are sad, Lady Alfred, because the first need ' Of a young and a beautiful woman is to be ' Beloved, and to love. You are sad : for you see ' That you are not beloved,- as you deem'd that you were . ' You are sad : for that knowledge hath left you aware ' That you have not yet loved, though you thought that you had. ' Yes, yes ! . . . . you are sad because knowledge is \ sad!' He could not have read more profoundly her heart. ' What gave you/ she cried, with a terrified start, ' Such strange power "?'.... ' To read in your thoughts ?' he exclaim'd. ' O lady, a love, deep, profound be it blamed ' Or rejected, a love, intense such, at least, ' As you, and you only, could wake in my breast !' ' Hush, hush !....! beseech you .... for pity !' she gasp'd, Snatching hurriedly from him the hand he had clasp'd In her effort instinctive to fly from the spot. ' For pity V he echoed, 'for pity ! and what ' Is the pity you owe him ? his pity for you ! ' He, the lord of a life, fresh as new-fallen dew ! * The guardian and guide of a woman, young, fair, 'And matchless ! (whose happiness did he not swear 'To cherish through life ?) he neglects her for whom? ' For a fairer than she ? No ! the rose in the bloom 'Of that beauty which, even whenhuUVn, can prevail 228 L UCILE. [PART IL 1 To keep sleepless with song the aroused nightingale, ' Is not fairer; for even in the pure world of flowers ' Her symbol is not, and this poor world of ours * Has no second Matilda ! For whom ? Let that pass ! "Tis not I, 'tis not you, that can name her, alas ! * And /dare not question or judge her. But why, 1 Why cherish the cause of your own misery ? ' Why think of one, lady, who thinks not of you ? ' Why be bound by a chain which himself he breaks through ? ' And why, since you have but to stretch forth your hand, ' The love which you need and deserve to command, ' Why shrink ? Why repel it ? ' 1 O hush, sir! O hush I' Cried Matilda, as though her whole heart were one blush. 'Cease, cease, I conjure you, to trouble my life ! 'Is not Alfred your friend? and am I not his wife?' * And have I not, lady,' he answer'd, . . . . ' respected ' His rights as a friend, till himself he neglected ' Tour rights as a wife? Do you think 'tis alone ' For three days I have loved you ? My love may have grown ' I admit, day by day, since I first felt your eyes, ' In watching their tears, and in sounding your sighs. ' But, O lady ! I loved you before I believed ' That your eyes ever wept, or your heart ever grieved. "Then I deem'd you were happy I deem'd you possess'd CANTO m.] LITCILE. 229 ' All the love you deserved, and I hid in my breast ' My own love, till this hour when I could net but feel ' Your grief gave me the right my own grief to reveal! * I knew, years ago, of the singular power ' Which Lucile o'er your husband possess'd. Till the hour { IIL which he reveal'd it himself, did I, say ! ' By a word, or a look, such a secret betray ? ' No ! no ! do me justice. I never have spoken ' Of this poor heart of mine, till all ties he had broken ' Which bound your heart to him. And now now, that his love 'For another hath left your own heart free to rove, ' What is it, even now, that I kneel to implore you ? ' Only this, Lady Alfred ! .... to let me adore you ' Unblamed : to have confidence in me : to spend ' On me not one thought, save to think me your friend. 'Let me speak to you, ah, let me speak to you still ! ' Hush to silence my words in your heart, if you will. ' I ask no response : I ask only your leave 'To live yet in your life, and to grieve when you grieve ! ' 'Leave me, leave me !'.... she gasp'd, with a voice thick and low From emotion. ' For pity's sake, Duke, let me go ! ' I feel that to blame we should both of us be, ' Did I linger.' ' To blame ? yes, no doubt !'.... answered he, ' If the love of your husband in bringing you peace, ' Had forbidden you hope. But he signs your release ' By the hand of another. One moment ! but one 1 230 LUC ILK [PAKTH. ' Who knows when, alas ! I may see you alone 'As to-night I have seen you? or when we may meet ' As to-night we have met ? when, entranced at your feet, ' As in this blessed hour, I may ever avow ' The thoughts which are pining for utterance now ? ' ' Duke ! Duke !'.... she exclaim'd . . . . ' for heaven's sake let me go ! ' It is late. In the house they will miss me, I know. ' We must not be sen here together. The night ' Is advancing. I feel overwhelm'd with affright ! * It is time to return to my lord.' 'To your lord?' He repeated, with lingering reproach on the word, 'To your lord? do you think he awaits you, in truth? ' Is he anxiously missing your presence, forsooth ? ' Return to your lord ! . . . . his restraint to renew ? * And hinder the glances which are not for you ? ' No, no ! .... at this moment his looks seek the face * Of another ! another is there in your place ! * Another consoles him ! another receives 'The soft speech which from silence your absence relieves ! ' * You mistake, sir !'. . . .responded a voice, calm, severe, And sad, . . . . ' You mistake, sir ! that other is here.' Eugene and Matilda both started. 'Lucile!' With a half-stifled scream, as she felt herself reel From the place where she stood, cried Matilda. CANTO m.] LUUILJS. 231 'Oh, oh! ' "What ! eaves-dropping, madam ? ' .... the Duke cried . . . . * And so ' You were listening ? ' * Say, rather,' she said, ' that I heard, ' Without wishing to hear it, that infamous word, ' Heard and therefore reply.' * Belle Comtesse,' said the Duke, With concentrated wrath in the savage rebuke, Which betray'd that he felt himself baffled . . . . ' you know 'That your place is not here.' ' Duke,' she answer'd him slow, 'My place is wherever my duty is clear; ' And therefore my place, at this moment, is here. ' O lady, this morning my place was beside * Your husband, because (as she said this she sigh'd) * I felt that from folly fast growing to crime 'The crime of self -blindness Heaven yet spared me time ' To save for the love of an innocent wife * All that such love deserved in the heart and the life ' Of the man to whose heart and whose life you alone ' Can with safety confide the pure trust of your own.' She turn'd to Matilda, and lightly laid on her Her soft quiet hand. . . . * Tis, O lady, the honor * "Which that man hath confided to you, that, in spite ' Of his friend, I now trust I may yet save to-night 'Save for both of you, lady I for yours I revere; 'Duo de Luvois, what say you? my place is not 232 LUC ILK [PABT n. And, so saying, the hand of Matilda she caught, Wound one arm round her waist unresisted, and sought Gently, softly, to draw her away from the spot. The Duke stood confounded, and follow'd them not. But not yet the house had they reach'd when Lucile Her tender and delicate burden could feel Sink and falter beside her. Oh, then she knelt down, Flung her arms round Matilda, and press'd to her own The poor bosom beating against her. The moon, Bright, breathless, and buoyant, and brim-full of June, Floated up from the hill-side, sloped over the vale, And poised herself loose in mid-heaven, with one pale, Minute, scintillescent, and tremulous star Swinging under he.r globe like a wizard-lit car, Thus to each of those women revealing the face Of the other. Each bore on her features the trace Of a vivid emotion. A deep inward shame The cheek of Matilda had flooded with flame. With her enthusiastic emotion, Lucile Trembled visibly yet ; for she could not but feel That a heavenly hand was upon her that night, And it touch'd her pure brow to a heavenly light. ' In the name of your husband, dear lady,' she said; ' In the uame of your mother, take heart ! Lift your head, * For those blushes are noble. Alas ! do not trust * To that maxim of virtue made ashes and dust, ' That the fault of the husband can cancel the wife's, i Take heart ! and take refuge and strength in your life's CANTO m.J LUG LIE. 233 ' Pure silenee, there kneel, pray, and hope, weep, and wait ! ' 'Saved Lucile!' sobb'd Matilda, 'but saved to what fate? ' Tears, prayers, yes ! not hopes.' . ' Hush !' the sweet voice replied. ''Fool'd away by a fancy, again to your side ' Must your husband return. Doubt not this. And return, 'For the love you can give, with the love that you yearn ' To receive, lady. What was it chill'd you both now ? ' Not the absence of love, but the ignorance how ' Love is nourish'd by love. Well ! henceforth you will prove 'Your heart worthy of love, since it knows how to love.' ' What gives you such power over me, that I feel ' Thus drawn to obey you ? What are you, Lucile ? ' Sigh'd Matilda, and lifted her eyes to the face Of Lucile. There pass'd suddenly through it the trace Of deep sadness ; and o'er that fair forehead came down A shadow which yet was too sweet for a frown. (' The pupil of sorrow, perchance ' . . . . she replied. ' Of sorrow ? ' Matilda exclaim'd . . . . ' O confide ' To my heart your affliction. In all you made known *I should find some instruction, no doubt, for my own !' 234 LUC ILK f PART IL ' And I some consolation, no doubt ; for the tears ' Of another have not flow'd for me many years.' It was then, that Matilda herself seized the hand Of Lucile in her own, and uplifted her; and Thus together they entei'd the house. 'Twas the room Of Matilda. The languid and delicate gloom Of a lamp of pure white alabaster, aloft From the ceiling suspended, around it slept soft, The casement oped into the garden. The pale Cool moonlight stream'd through it. One lone night- ingale Sung aloof in the laurels. And here, side by side, Hand in hand, the two women sat down undescried, Save by guardian angels. As, when, sparkling yet From the rain, that, with drops that are jewels, leaves wet The bright head it humbles, a young rose inclines To some pale lily near it, the fair vision shines As one flower with two faces, in hush'd tearful speech, Like the showery whispers of flowers, each to each Link'd, and leaning together, so loving, so fair, So united, yet diverse, the two women there Look'd indeed, like two flowers upon one drooping stem, In the soft light that tenderly rested on them. All that soul said to soul in that chamber, who knows ? CANTO ni.J LUC ILK 235 All that heart gain'd from heart ? Leave the lily, the rose, Undisturb'd with their secret within them. For who To the heart of the flowret can follow the dew ? A night full of stars ! O'er the silence, unseen, The footsteps of sentinel angels, between The dark land and blue sky were moving. You heard Pass'd from earth up to heaven the happy watch-word Which brighten'd the stars as amongst them it fell From earth's heart, which it eased . . . . ' All is well 1 all is well ! ' CANTO IV. THE Poets pour wine ; and, when 'tis new, all decry it, But, once let it be old, every trifler must try it. And Polonius, who praises no wine that's not Massic, Complains of my verse, that my verse is not classic. And Miss Tilburina, who sings, and not badly, My earlier verses, sighs, ' Commonplace sadly ! ' As for you, O Polonius, you vex me but slightly ; But you, Tilburina, your eyes beam so brightly In despite of their languishing looks, on my word, That to see you look cross I can scarcely afford. Yes ! the silliest woman that smiles on a bard 236 LUCILE. [PART 11. Better far than Longinus himself can reward The appeal to her feelings of which she approves , And the critics I most care to please are the Loves. Alas, friend ! what boots it, a stone at his head And a brass on his breast, when a man is once dead ? Ay ! were fame the sole guerdon, poor guerdon were then Theirs who, stripping life bare, stand forth models for men. The reformer's ? a creed by posterity learnt A century after its author is burnt ! The poet's ? a laurel that hides the broad brow It hath blighted ! The painter's ? Ask Raphael now Which Madonna's authentic ! The statesman's ? a name For parties to blacken, or boys to declaim^! The soldier's ? three lines on the cold Abbey pave- ment ! Were this all the life of the wise and the brave meant, All it ends in, thrice better, Neaera, it were Unregarded to sport with thine odorous hair, Untroubled to lie at thy feet in the shade And be loved, while the roses yet bloom overhead, Than to sit by the lone hearth, and think the long thought, A severe, sad, blind schoolmaster, envied for nought Save the name of John Milton ! For all men, indeed, Who in some choice edition may graciously read, With fair illustration, and erudite note, The song which the poet in bitterness wrote, Beat the poet, and notably beat him, in this The joy of the genius is theirs, whilst they miss CANTO iv. J LUVILE. 237 The grief of the man : Tasso's song not his madness ! Dante's dreams not his waking to exile and sadness 1 Milton's music but not Milton's blindness ! . . . . Yet rise, My Milton, and answered, with those noble eyes Which the glory of heaven hath blinded to earth ! Say the life, in the living it, savours of worth : That the deed, in the doing it, reaches its aim : That the fact has a value apart from the fame : That a deeper delight, in the mere labor, pays Scorn of lesser delights, and laborious days : And Shakespeare, though all Shakespeare's writings were lost, And his genius, though never a trace of it cross'd Posterity's path, not the less would have dwelt In the isle with Miranda, with Hamlet have felt All that Hamlet hath utter'd, and haply were, pure On its death-bed, wrong'd Love lay, have moaa'd with the Moor ! n. When Lord Alfred that night to the salon return'd He found it deserted. The lamp dimly burn'd As though half out of humor to find itself there Forced to light for no purpose a room that was bare. He sat down by the window alone. Never yet Did the heavens a lovelier evening beget Since Latona's bright childbed that bore the new moon I The dark world lay still, in a sort of sweet swoon, Wide open to heaven; and the stars on the stream Were trembling like eyes that are loved on the dream Of a lover ; and all things were glad and at rest 238 LUOILE. [PART n. Save the unquiet heart in his own troubled breast. He endeavor'd to think an unwonted employment, Which appear'd to afford him no sort of enjoyment. * Withdraw into yourself. But, if peace you seek there for, 'Your reception, beforehand, be sure to prepare for/ Wrote the tutor of Nero ; who. wrote, be it said, Better far than he acted but peace to the dead ! He bled for his pupil : what more could he do ? But Lord Alfred, when into himself he withdrew, Found all there in disorder. For more than an hour He sat with his head droop'i like some stubborn flower Beaten down by the rush of the rain with such force Did the thick, gushing thoughts hold upon him the course Of their sudden descent, rapid, rushing, and dim, From the cloud that had darken'd the evening for hirn At one moment he rose rose and open'd the door, And wistfully look'd down the dark corridor Toward the room of Matilda. Anon, with the sigh Of an incomplete purpose, he crept quietly Back again to his place in a sort of submission To doubt, and return'd to his former position That loose fall of the arms, that dull drop of the face, And the eye vaguely fix'd on impalpable space. The dream, which till then had been lulling his life, As once Circe the winds, had seal'd thought ; and hi wife And his home for a time he had quite, like Ulysses, Forgotten ; but now o'er the troubled abysses CANTO iv.] L UCILE 239 Of the spirit within him, seolian, forth leapt To their freedom new found, and resistlessly swept All his heart into tumult, the thoughts which had been Long pent up in their mystic recesses unseen. IV. How long he thus sat there, himself he knew not, Till he started, as though he were suddenly shot, To the sound of a voice too familiar to doubt, Which was making some noise in the passage without. A sound English voice, with a round Engh'sh accent, Which the scared German echoes resentfully back sent; The complaint of a much disappointed cab-driver Mingled with it, demanding some ultimate striver ; Then, the heavy and hurried approach of a boot Which reveal'd by its sound no diminutive foot : And the door was flung suddenly open, and on The threshold Lord Alfred by bachelor John Was seized in that sort of affectionate rage or Frenzy of hugs which some stout Ursa Major On some lean Ursa Minor would doubtless bestow With a warmth for which only starvation and snow Could render one grateful. As soon as he could, Lord Alfred contrived to escape, nor be food Any more for those somewhat voracious embraces. Than the two men sat down and scann'd each other's faces; And Alfred could see that his cousin was taken With unwonted emotion. The hand that had shaken His own trembled somewhat. In truth he descried, At a glance, something wrong. 240 LUG ILK [PAETU. * What's the matter ? ' he cried * What have you to tell me ? ' JOHN. What ! have you not heard ? ALFRED. Heard what ? JOHN. This sad business ALFRED." I ? no, not a word JOHN. You received my last letter ? ALFRED. I think so. If not, What then? JOHN. You have acted upon it ? ALFRED. On what ! JOHN. The advice that I gave you ALFRED. Advice ? let me see ! CANTO rv/l LUCILE. Ml You always are giving advice, Jack, to me. About Parliament was it ? JOHN. Hang Parliment ! no, The Bank, the Bank, Alfred ! ALFEED. What Bank? JOHN. Heaveng ! I know You are careless; but surely you have not for- gotten, Or neglected .... I warn'd you the whole thing was rotten. You have drawn those deposits at least ? ALFRED. No, I meant To have written to-day ; but the note shall be sent To-morrow, however. JOHN. To-morrow ! too late ! Too late ! oh, what devil bewitch'd you to wait ? ALFRED. Mercy save us ! you don't mean to say .... JOHN. ALFRED. What! Sir Ridley?.... 242 LUCILE. (PART 11: JOHN. Smash'd, broken, blown up, bolted too ! ALFRED. But his own neice? .... In heaven's name, Jack JOHN. Oh, I told you The old hypocritical scoundrel would .... ALFRED. Hold! you Surely can't mean we are ruin'd ? JOHN. Sit down 1 A fortnight ago a report about town Made m most apprehensive. Alas, and alas ! I at once wrote and warn'd you. Well, now let that pass. A run on the Bank about five days ago Confirm'd my forebodings too terribly, though. I drove down to the City at once : found the dooi- Of the Bank close : the Bank had stopp'd payment at four. Next morning the failure was known to be fraud: Warrant out for MacNab; but MacNab was abroad: Gone we cannot tell where. I endeavor'd to get Information : have learn 'd nothing certain as yet Not even the way that old Ridley was gone : Or with those securities what he had done : Or whether they had been already call'd out : CANTO iv.] L TTCILE. 243 If they are not, their fate is, I fear, past a doubt. Twenty families ruin'd, they say : what was left, Unable to find my clue to the cleft The old fox ran to earth in, but join you as fast As I could, my dear Alfred ? * He stopp'd here, aghast At the change in his cousin, the hue of whose face Had grown livid; and glassy his eyes fix'd on space. ' Courage, courage ! ' .... said John, .... * bear the blow like a man ! ' And he caught the cold hand of Lord Alfred. There ran Through that hand a quick tremor. ' I bear it,' he said, ' But Matilda? the blow is to her ! ' And his head Seem'd forced down, as he said it. JOHN. Matilda? Pooh, pooh! I half think I know the girl better than you. She has courage enough and to spare. She cares less Than most women for luxury, nonsense, and dress. ALFRED. , The fault has been mine. These events, it is needless 'to Bay, Mr. Morse, Took place when Bad News as yet travell'd by horse; Ere the world, like a cockchafer, buzz'd on a wire, Or Time was calcined by electrical fire; Ere a cable went under the hoary Atlantic, Or the word Telegram drove grammarians frantic. 244 LUCILK [PAKT n. JOHN. Be it yours to repair it: If you did not avert, you may help her to bear it. ALFRED.] I might have averted. JOHN. Perhaps so. But now There is clearly no use in considering how, Or whence, came the mischief. The mischief is here. Broken shius are not mended by crying that's clear ! One has but to rub them, and get up again, , And push on and not think too much of the pain. And at least it is much that you see that to her You owe too much to think of yourself. You must stir And arouse yourself, Alfred, for her sake. Who knows ? Something yet may be saved from this wreck. I sup- pose We shall make him disgorge all he can, at the least. { O, Jack, I have been a brute idiot ! a beast ! i A fool ! I have sinn'd, and to her I have sinn'd ! ' I have been heedless, blind, inexcusably blind ! 'And now, in a flash, I see all things ! ' As though To shut out the vision, he bow'd his head low On his hands ; and the great tears in silence roll'd on, And fell momently, heavily, one after one. John felt no desire to find instant relief For the trouble he witness'd. CANTO iv.] L UCILE. 245 He guess'd, in the grief Of his cousin, the broken and heartfelt admission Of some error demanding a heartfelt contrition : Some oblivion perchance which could plead less excuse To the heart of a man re-aroused to the use Of the conscience God gave him, than simply and merely The neglect for which now he was paying so dearly. So he rose without speaking, and paced up and down The long room, much afflicted, indeed, in his own Cordial heart for Matilda. Thus, silently lost In his anxious reflections, he cross'd and recross'd The place where his cousin yet hopelessly hung O'er the table; his fingers entwisted among The rich curls they were knotting and dragging: and there, That sound of all sounds the most painful to hear, The sobs of a man ! Yet so far in his own Kindly thoughts was he plunged, he already had grown Unconscious of Alfred. And so for a space There was silence between them. vn. At last, with sad face He stopp'd short, and bent on his cousin awhile A pain'd sort of wistful, compassionate smile, Approach'd him, stood o'er him, and suddenly laid One hand on his shoulder 'Where is ghe?' he said. Alfred lifted his face all disfigured with tears And gazed vacantly at him, like one that appears 246 LUCILE. [PAR-TIL In some foreign language to hear himself greeted, Unable to answer. ' Where is she ? ' repeated His cousin. He motion'd his hand to the door ; * There, I think,' he replied. Cousin John said r more, And appear'd to relapse to his own cogitations, Of which not a gesture vouchsafed indications. So again there was silence, A timepiece at las Struck the twelve strokes of midnight. Roused by them, he cast A half look to the dial ; then quietly threw His arm round the neck of his cousin, and drew The hands down from his face. 'It is time she should know ' What has happen'd,' he said, ' let us go to her now.' Alfred started at once to bis feet. Drawn and wan Though his face, he look'd more than his wont was a man. Strong for once, in his weakness. Uplifted, fill'd through With a manly resolve. If that axiom be true Of the ' Sum quia cogitoj I must opine That ' id sum quod cogito : ' that which, in fine, A man thinks and feels ; with his whole force of thought And feeling, the man is himself. He had fought With himself 4 and rose up from his self-overthrow CAISTOIV.] LUCIL& 247 The survivor of much which that strife had laid low. At his feet, as he rose at the name of his wife, Lay in ruins the brilliant unrealized life Which, though yet unfulfiU'd, seem'd till then, in that name, To be his, had he claim'd it. The man's dream of fame And of power fell shatter'd before him ; and only There rested the heart of the woman, so lonely In all save the love he could give her. The lord Of that heart he arose. Blush not, Muse, to record Than his first thought, and last, at that moment was not Of the power and fame that seem'd lost to his lot, But the love that was left to it ; not of the pelf He had cared for, yet squander'd ; and not of himself, But of her ; as he murmur'd, ' One moment, dear Jack ! 'We have grown up from boyhood together. Our track ' Has been through the same meadows in childhood : in youth 'Through the same silent gateways, to manhood. In truth, There is none that can know me as you do ; and none ' To whom I more wish to believe myself known. ' Speak the truth ; you are not wont to mince it, I know. ' Nor I, shall I shirk it, or shrink from it now. ' In despite of a wanton behaviour, in spite ' Of vanity, folly, and pride, Jack, which might ' Have turn'd from me many a heart strong and true : As your own, I have never turn'd round and miss'd YOU 24$ LUGILE. [PART*!. ' From my side in one hour of affliction or doubt ' By my own blind and heedless self-will brought about. c Tell me truth. Do I owe this alone to the sake ' Of those old recollections of boyhood that make ' In your heart yet some clinging and crying appeal ' From a judgment more harsh, which I cannot but feel ' Might have sentenced our friendship tc de^th long ago? * Or is it (I would I could deem it were no !) * That, not all overlaid by a listless extericr, ' Tour heart has divined in me something superior ' To that which I seem ; from my innermost nature ' Not wholly expell'd by the world's usurpat^ire ? ' Some instinct of earnestness, truth, or desire * For truth I some one spark of the soul's native fire ' Moving under the ashes, and cinders, and dust ' "Which life hath heap'd o'er it ? Some ono fact to trust * And to hope in ? Or by you alone am I deem'd ' The mere frivolous fool I so often have seem'd ' To my own self ? ' JOHN. No, Alfred ! you will, I believe. Be true, at the last, to what now makes yon grieve, For having belied your true nature so long. Necessity is a stern teacher. Be strong ! 'Do you think,' he resumed. . . .'what I feel whP I peak ' Is no more than a transient emotion, as weak 'As these weak tears would seem to betoken it?' CAtfTO rv.j LUC LIE. 249 JOHN. ALFRED. Thank you, cousin ! /our hand then. And now I will go Alone, Jack. Trust jo me. vm. JOHN. I do. But 'tis late. If she sleeps, you'll not wake her ? ALFRED. No, no ! it will wait (Poor infant !) too surely, this mission of sorrow ; If she sleeps, I will not mar her dreams of to-morrow. He opeu'd the door, and pass'd out. Cousin John Watch'd him wistful, and left him to seek her alone, His heart beat so loud when he knock'd at her door, He could hear no reply from Avithin. Yet once more He knock'd lightly. No answer. The handle he tried : The door open'd : he entered the room uudescried. No brighter than is that dim circlet of light 250 LUCILE. [PARTH. Which enhaloes the moon when rains form on the night, The pale lamp an indistinct radiance shed Round the chamber, in which at her pure snowy bed Matilda was kneeling; so wrapt in deep prayer That she knew not her husband stood watching her there. With the lamplight the moonlight had mingled a faint And unearthly effulgence which seem'd to acquaint The whole place with a sense of deep peace made secure By the presence of something angelic and pure. And not purer some angel Grief carves o'er the tomb Where Love lies, than the lady that kneel'd in that gloom. She had put off her dress ; and she look'd to his eyes Like a young soul escaped from its earthly disguise ; Her fair neck and innocent shoulders were bare, And over them rippled her soft golden hair; Her simple and slender white bodice unlaced Confined not one curve of her delicate waist. As the light that, from water reflected, for ever Trembles up through the tremulous reeds of a river, So the beam of her beauty went trembling in him, Through the thoughts it suffused with a sense soft and dim, Reproducing itself in the broken and bright Lapse and pulse of a million emotions. That sight Bow'd his heart, bow'd his knee. Knowing scarce what he did, To her side through the chamber he silently slid, And knelt down beside her and pray'd at her side. CANTO iv.] LVCILR 251 XI. Upstarting, she then for the first time descried That her husband was near her; suffused with tho blush Which came o'er her soft pallid cheek with a gush Where the tears sparkled yet. As a young fawn uncouches, Shy with fear, from the fern where some hunter ap- proaches, She shrank back ; he caught her, and circling his arm Round her waist, on her brow press'd one kiss long and warm. Then her fear changed in impulse; and hiding her face On his breast, she hung lock'd in a clinging embrace With her soft arms wound heavily round him, aa though She f ear'd if their clasp were relax'd, he would go : Her smooth naked shoulders, uncared for, convulsed By sob after sob, while her bosom yet pulsed In its pressure on his, as the effort within it laved and died with each tender tumultuous minute. 1 Alfred, O Alfred ! forgive me,' she cried * Forgive me ! ' ' Forgive you, my poor child ! ' he sigh'd ; * But I never have blamed you for aught that I know, ' And I have not one thought that reproaches you now.' From her arms he unwound himself gently. And so He forced her down softly beside him. Below The canopy shading their couch, they sat down. And, he said, clasping firmly her hand in his own, * When a proud man, Matilda, has found out at length 252 ZtTCILM [PASTIL * That lie is but a child in the midst of his strength, ' But a fool in his wisdom, to whom can he own ' The weakness which thus to himself hath been shown? 1 From whom seek the strength which his need of is sore ' Although in his pride he might perish, before * He could plead for the one, or the other avow ' 'Mid his intimate friends ? Wife of mine, tall me now, l Do you join me in feeling, in that darken'd hour, 'The sole friend that can have the right or the power * To be at his side, is the woman that shares ' His fate, if he falter ; the woman that bears 'The name dear for her sake, and hallows the life ' She has mingled her own with, in short, that man's wife?' ' Yes,' murmur'd Matilda, ' O yes ! ' ' Then,' he cried, ' This chamber in which we two sit, side by side, (And his arm, as he spoke, seem'd more softly to press her) ' Is now a confessional you, my confessor ! ' 'I?' she falter'd, and timidly lifted her head. 'Yes ! but first answer one other question,' he said: ' When a woman once feels that she is not alone ; ' That the heart of another is warm'd by her own ; 'That another feels with her whatever she feel, ' And halves her existence in woe or in weal ; ' That a man for her sake will, so long as he lives,. ' Live to put forth his strength which the thought oi her gives ; * Live to shield her from want, and to share with hei sorrow ; CANTO iv.] L UCILK 253 'Live to solace the day, and provide for the morrow; * Will that woman feel less than another, O say, * The loss of what life, sparing this, takes away ? ' Will she feel (feeling this), when calamities come, * That they brighten the heart, though they darken the home ? ' She turn'd, like a soft rainy heaven, on him Eyes that smiled through fresh tears, trustful, tender, and dim. 'That woman,' she murmur'd, indeed were thrice blest!' ' Then courage, true wife of my heart !' to his breast As he folded and gather'd her closely, he cried. ' For the refuge, to-night in these arms open'd wide 'To your heart, can be never closed to it again, ' And this room is for both an asylum ! For when ' I pass'd through that door, at the door I left there ' A calamity, sudden, and heavy to bear. ' One step from that threshold, and daily, I fear, 'We must face it henceforth: but it enters not here, ' For that door shuts it out, and admits here alone .'A heart which calamity leaves all your own !' She started. . . . ' Calamity, Alfred ! to you ?' 'To both, my poor child, but 'twill bring with it too ' The courage, I trust, to subdue it.' ' O speak ! ' Speak ! ' she f alter'd in tones timid, anxious, and weak. ' O yet for a moment,' he said, ' hear me on ! 'Matilda, this morn we went forth in the sun, 'Like those children of sunshine, the bright summer flies, 'That sport in the sunbeam, and play through tin- skies 254 LUCILE. [PART n. 'While the skies smile, and heed not each other: at last, ' When their sunbeam is gone, and their sky overcast, ' Who recks in what ruin they fold their wet wings ? ' So indeed the morn found us, poor frivolous things { ' Now our sky is o'ercast, and our sunbeam is set, 'And the night brings its darkness around us. Oh, yet, ' Have we weather'd no storm through those twelve cloudless hours ? ' Yes ; you, too, have wept ! ' While the world was yet ours, ' While its sun was upon us, its incense stream'd to us, 'And its myriad voices of joy seem'd to woo us, 'We stray 'd from each other, too far, it may be, ' Nor, wantonly wandering, then did I see ' How deep was my need of thee, dearest, how great ' Was thy claim on my heart and thy share in my fate ! ' But, Matilda, an angel was near us, meanwhile, 'Watching o'er us, to warn, and to rescue ! ' That smile ' Which you saw with suspicion, thai presence you eyed ' With resentment, an angel's they were at your side ' And at mine ; nor perchance is the day all so far, ' When we both in our prayers, when most heartfelt they are, ' May murmur the name of that woman now gone ' From our sight evermore. ' Here, this evening, alone, I seek your forgiveness, in opening my heart ' Unto yours, from this clasp be it never to part ! 'Matilda, the fortune you brought me is gone, ' But a prize richer far than that fortune has won CANTO iv.] LUG ILK 255 ' It is yours to confer, and I kneel for that prize, ' 'Tis the heart of my wife ! ' With suffused happy eyes She sprang from her seat, flung her arms wide apart, And tenderly closing them round him, his heart Clasp'd in one close embrace to her bosom ; and there Droop'd her head on his shoulder; and sobb'd. Not despair, Not sorrow, not even the sense of her loss, Flow'd in those happy tears, so oblivious she was Of all save the sense of her own love ! Anon, However, his words rush'd back to her. * All gone, ' The fortune you brought me ! ' And eyes that were dim With soft tears she upraised : but those tears were for him. ( Gone ! my husband ? ' she said, ' tell me all ! see 1 I need, - . ' To sober this rapture, so selfish indeed, ' Fuller sense of affliction.' ' Poor innocent child I ' He kiss'd her fair forehead, and mournfully smiled, As he told her the tale he had heard something more The gain found in loss of what gain lost of yore. ' Rest, my heart, and my brain, and my right hand for you; -' And with these, my Matilda, what may I not do ? ' You know not, I knew not myself till this hour, ' Which so sternly reveal'd 'it, my nature's full power/ ' And I too,' she murmur'd, ' I too am no more 'The mere infant at heart you have known me before- * I have suff er'd since then. I have learn'd much in life ' O take, with the faith I have pledged as 2, wife* 256 LUCILE. [PAST n, ' The heart I have learn'd as a woman to feel ! ' For I love you, my husband ! ' As though to conceal I^ss from him, than herself, what that motion ex- press'd, She dropp'd her bright head, and hid all on his breast. * O lovely as woman, beloved as wife ! * Evening star of my heart, light for ever my life ! 'If from eyes fix'd too long on his base earth thus far * You have miss'd your due homage, dear guardian star, * Believe that, uplifting those eyes unto heaven, * There I see you, and know you, and bless the light given ' To lead me to life's late achievment ; my own, 'My blessing, my treasure, my all things in one I How lovely she look'd in the lovely moonlight, That stream'd thro' the pane from the blue balmy night ! How lovely she look'd in her own lovely youth, As she clung to his side full of trust, and of truth ! How lovely to him, as he tenderly press'd Her young head on his bosom, and sadly caress'd The glittering tresses which now shaken loose Shower'd gold in his hand, as he smooth'd them 1 O Muse s Interpose not one pulse of thine own beating heart Twixt these two silent souls ! There's a joy beyond art, And beyond sound the music it makes in the breast. CANTO iv. J LUVILIil. 257 Here were lovers twice wed, that were happy at least ! No music, save such as the nightingales sung, Breath'd their bridals abroad ; and no cresset, uphung, Lit that festival hour, save what soft light was given From the pure stars that peopled the deep-purple heaven. He open'd the casement: he led her with him, Hush'd in heart, to the terrace, dipp'd cool in the dim Lustrous gloom of the shadowy laurels. They heard Aloof the invisible, rapturous bird, With her wild note bewildering the woodlands : they saw Not unheard, afar off, the hill-rivulet draw His long ripple of moon- kindled wavelets with cheer From the throat of the vale ; o'er the dark-sapphire sphere The mild, multitudinous lights lay asleep, Pastured free on the midnight, and bright as the sheep Of Apollo in pastoral Thrace ; from unknown Hollow glooms freshen'd odors around them were blown Intermittingly ; then the moon dropp'd fror*. their sight, Immersed in the mountains, and put out the light Which no longer they needed to read on the face Of each other's life's last revelation. The place Slept sumptuous round them ; and Nature, that never Sleeps, but waking reposes, with patient endeavor Continued about them, unheeded, unseen, Her old, quiet toil in the heart of the green L:58 LUGILE. [PAKTII. Summer silence, preparing new buds for new blossoms, And stealing a finger of change o'er the bosoms Of the unconscious woodlands ; and Time, that halts not His forces, how lovely soever the spot Where their march lies the wary, grey strategist, Time, With the armies of Life, lay encamp'd Grief and Crime, Love and Faith, in the darkness unheeded ; maturing, For his great war with man, new surprises ; securing All outlets, pursuing and pushing his foe To his last narrow refuge the grave. XV. Sweetly though Smiled the stars like new hopes out of heaven, and sweetly Their hearts beat thanksgiving for all things, com- pletely Confiding in that yet untrodden existence Over which they were pausing. To-morrow, re sistance And struggle ; to-night, Love is hallow'd device Hung forth, and proclaim'd his serene armistice. .JASTOV.J LUCILE. 269 CANTO V. WHEN Lucile left Matilda, she sat for long hours In her chamber, fatigued by long over- wrought powers, 'Mid the signs of departure, 'about to turn back To her old vacant life, on her old homeless track. She felt her heart falter within her. She sat Like some poor player, gazing dejectedly at The insignia of royalty worn for a night ; Exhausted, fatigued, with the dazzle and light, And the effort of passionate feigning ; who thinks Of her own meagre, rushlighted garret, and shrinks From the chill of the change that awaits her. From these Oppressive, and comfortless, blank reveries, Unable to sleep, she descended the stair That led from her room to the garden. The air, With the chill of the dawn, yet unris'n, but at hand, Strangely smote on her feverish forehead. The land Lay in darkness and change, like a world in its grave r No sound, save the voice of the long river wave, And the crickets that sing all the night ! She stood stillj Vaguely watching the thin cloud that cuiTd on the hill 260 LUC ILK [PABTIL Emotions, long pent in her breast, were at stir, And the deeps of the spirit were troubled in her. Ah, pale woman ! what, with that heart-broken look ; Didst thou read then in nature's weird heart-breaking book? Have the wild rains of heaven a father ? and who Hath in pity begotten the drops of the dew ? Orion, Arcturus, who pilots them both ? "What leads forth in his season the bright Nazaroth ? Hath the darkness a dwelling, save there, in those eyes And what name hath that half-reveal'd hope in the skies? Ay, question and listen ! What answer ? The sound Of the long river wave through its stone-troubled bound, And the crickets that sing all the night. There are hours Which belong to unknown, supernatural powers, Whose sudden and solemn suggestions are all That to this race of worms, stinging creatures, that crawl, Lie, and fear, and die daily, beneath their own stings, Can excuse the blind boast of inherited wings. When the soul, on the impulse of anguish, hath pass'd Beyond anguish, and risen into rapture at last ; When she traverses nature and space, till she stands In the Chamber of Fate ; where, through tremulous hands, Hum the threads from an old-f ashion'd distaff uncurl'd, And those three blind old women sit spinning the world. CANTO v.] LUCILK 261 The dark was blanch'd wan, over-head. One green star Was slipping from sight in the pale void afar ; The spirits of change, and of awe, with faint breath, Were shifting the midnight, above and beneath. The spirits of awe and of change were around, And about, and upon her. A dull muffled sound, And a hand on her hand, like a ghostly surprise, And she felt herself fix'd by the hot hollow eyes Of the Frenchman before her ; those eyes seem'd to burn, And scorch out the darkness between them, and turn Into fire as they fix'd her. He look'd like the shade Of a creature by fancy from solitude made, And sent forth by the darkness to scare and oppress Some soul of a monk in a waste wilderness. ' At last, then at last, and alone 1 and thou, 'Lucile de Nevers, have we met? ' Hush ! I know ' Not for me was the tryst. Never mind ! it is mine ; ' And whatever led hither those proud steps of thine, * They remove not until we have spoken. My hour 'Is come; and it holds thee and me in its power, 'As the darkness holds both the horizons. 'Tis well ! ' The timidest maiden that o'er to the spell ' Of her first lover's vows listen'd, hush'd with delight, ' When soft stars were brightly uphanging the night, 262 LUC ILK [PABTIL ' Never listen'd, I swear, more unquestioningly. ' Than thy faith hath compell'd thee to listen to me !' To the sound of his voice, as though out of a dream, She appear'd with a start to awaken. The stream, When he ceased, took the night with its moaning again. Like the voices of spirits departing in pain. * Continue, she answer'd, ' I listen to hear.' Foi a moment he did not reply. Through the drear And dim light between them, she saw that his face Was disturb' d. To and fro he continued to pace, With his arms folded close, and the low restless stride Of a panther, in circles around her, first wide, Then narrower, nearer, and quicker. At last He stood still, and one long look upon her he cast. ' Lucile, dost thou dare to look into my face ? * Is the sight so repugnant ? ha, well ! Canst thou trace ' One word of thy writing in this wicked scroll, 'With thine own name scrawl'd through it, defacing a soul ? ' In his face there was something so wrathful and wild, That the sight of it scared her. He saw it, and smiled, And then turn'd him from her, renewing again That short restless stride ; as though searching in vain For the. point of some purpose within him. ' Lucile ' You shudder to look in my face : do you feel ' No reproach when you look in your own heart ? ' CANTO v.] LUCILE. 263 1 No, Duke, ' In my conscience I do not deserve your rebuke : ' Not yours ! ' she replied. 'No,' he mutter'd again, ' Gentle justice ! you first bid Life hope not, and then ' To Despair you say " Act not ! " ' v. He watch'd her awhile With a chill sort of restless and suffering smile. They stood by the wall of the garden. The skies, Dark, sombre, were troubled with vague prophecies Of the dawn yet far distant. The moon had long set, And all in a glimmering light, pale, and wet With the night-dews, the white roses sullenly loom'd Round about her. She spoke not. At length he resumed, ' Wretched creatures we are ! I and thou one and all! * Only able to injure each other, and fall, * Soon or late, in that void which ourselves we prepare ' For the souls that we boast of ! weak insects we are! * O heaven ! and what has become of them ? all 'Those instincts of Eden surviving the Fall: * That glorious faith in inherited things: ' That sense in the soul of the length of her wings ; * Gone ! all gone ! and the wail of the night wind sounds human, ' Bewailing those once nightly visitants ! Woman, * Woman, what hast thou done with my youth ? Give again, * Give me back the ^oung heart that I gave thee .... in vain ! ' 264 LUCILE [PABT r, ' Duke ! ' she falter'd. ' Yes, yes ! ' he went on, ' I was not ' Always thus ! what I once was, I have not forgot.' As the wind that heaps sand in a desert, there stirr'd Through his voice an emotion that swept every word Into one angry wail ; as, with feverish change, He continued his monologue, fitful and strange. ' Woe to him, in whose nature, once kindled, the torch ' Of passion burns downward to blacken and scorch ! ' But shame, shame, and sorrow, O woman, to thee ' Whose hand sow'd the seed of destruction in me ! ' Whose lip taught the lesson of falsehood to mine ! ' Whose looks made me doubt lies that look'd so divine ! ' My soul by thy beauty was slain in its sleep : ' And if tears I mistrust, 'tis that thou too canst weep ! ' Well ! . . . . how utter soever it be, one mistake ' In the love of a man, what more change need it make ' In the steps of his soul through the course love began, ' Than all other mistakes in the life of a man ? ' And I said to myself, " I am young yet : too young 'To have wholly survived my own portion among ' The great needs of man's life, or exhausted its joys; ' What is broken ? one only of youth's pleasant toys ! * Shall I be the less welcome wherever I go, * For one passion survived? No ! the. roses will blow * As of yore, as of yore will the nightingales sing, 'Not less sweetly for one blossom cancell'd from Spring ! ' Hast thou loved, O my heart ? to thy love yet remains CANTO v.] LUCILE. 265 * All the wide loving-kindness of nature. The plains 'And the hills with each summer their verdure renew. ' Wouldst thou be as they are ? do thou then as they do. 'Let the dead sleep In peace. Would the living divine 'Where they slumber? Let only new flowers be the sign ! ' Vain ! all vain ! .... For when, laughing, the wine I would quaff, ' I remember'd too well all it cost me to laugh. ' Through the revel it was but the old song I heard, 'Through the crowd the old footsteps behind me they stirr'd, ' In the night wind, the starlight, the murmurs of even, In the ardors of earth, and the languors of heaven, ' I could trace nothing more, nothing more through the spheres, ' But the sound of old sobs, and the tracks of old tears ! * It was with me the night long in dreaming or waking, ' It abided in loathing, when daylight was breaking, ' The burthen of the bitterness in me ! Behold, ' All my days were become as a tale that is told. ' And I said to my sight, " No good thing shalt thou see, ' For the noonday is turned to darkness in me. ' In the house of Oblivion my bed I have made." ' And I said to the grave, " Lo, my father ! " and said ' To the worm, " Lo, my sister ! " The dust to the dust, 'And one end to the wicked shall be with the just I He ceased, as a wind that wails out on the night, 266 LUCILK [PART n, And moans itself mute. Through the indistinct light A voice clear, and tender, and pure with a tone Of ineffable pity replied to his own. 'And say you, and deem you, that I wreck'd you; life? * Alas ! Due de Luvois, had I been your wife ' By a fraud of the heart which could yield you alone * For the love in your nature a lie in my own, 4 Should I not, in deceiving, have injured you worse ? * Yes, I then should have merited justly your curse, ' For I then should have wrong'd you ! ' ' Wrong'd ! ah, is it so ? You could never have loved me ? ' ' Duke ! ' ' Never ? oh no ! ' (He broke into a fierce angry laugh, as he said) 4 Yet lady, you know that I loved you : you led 4 My love on to lay to its heart, hour by hour, 4 All the pale, cruel, beautiful, passionless power ' Shut up in that cold face of yours ! was this well ? ' But enough ! not on you would I vent the wild hell ' Which has grown in my heart. Oh that man, first and last He tramples in triumph my life ! he has cast ' His shadow 'twixt me and the sun .let it pass ! 'My hate yet may find him ! ' She murmur'd, ' Alas ! 1 These words, at least, spare me the pain of reply. 4 Enough, Due de Luvois ! farewell. I shall try To forget eveiy word I have heard, every sight 4 That has grieved and appall'd me in this wretched night CANTO v.J LTTCILR 267 ' Which must witness our final farewell. May you, Duke, ' Never know greater cause your own heart to rebuke ' Than mine thus to wrong and afflict you have had 1 ' Adieu ! ' * Stay, Lucile, stay ! ' he groan'd, ' I am mad, ' Brutalized, blind with pain ! I know not what I said. ' I meant it not. But' (he moan'd, drooping his head) ' Forgive me ! I have I so wrong'd you, Lucile ? 'I .... have I .... forgive me, forgive me ! ' 'I feel ' Only sad, very sad to the soul/ she said, ' far, ' Far too sad for resentment.' ' Yet stand as you are ' One moment,' he murmur'd. ' I think, could I gaze ' Thus awhile on your face, the old innocent days ' "Would come back upon me, and this scorching heart ' Free itself in hot tears. Do not, do not depart ' Thus, Lucile ! stay one moment. I know why you shrink, ' Why you shudder ; I read in your face what you think. ' Do not speak to me of it. And yet, if you will; 1 Whatever you say, my own lips shall be still. ' I lied. And the truth, now, could justify nought. ' There are battles, it may be, in which to have fought ' Is more shameful than, simply, to fail. Yet, Lucile, * Had you help'd me to bear what you forced me to fppi ' ACCJ. ' Could I help you,' she murmur'd, but what can I say ' That your life will respond to ? '* My life ? ' he sigh'd, 'Nay, ' My life hath brought forth only evil, and there ' The wild wind hath planted the wild weed : yet ere 268 LUCILK [PART n. 1 You exclaim, " Fling the weed to the flames, " think again 4 Why the field is so barren. With all other men ' First love, though it perish from life, only goes 4 Like the primrose that falls to make way for the rose. 4 For a man, at least most men, may love on through life: * Love in fame ; love in knowledge : in work : earth is rife ' With labor, and therefore with love, for a man. ' If one love fails, another succeeds, and the plan 4 Of man's lif e includes love in all objects ! But I T ' All such loves from my life through its whole destiny 4 Fate excluded. The love that I gave you, alas ! * Was the sole love that lif e gave to me. Let that pass ! ' It perish'd and all perish'd with it. Ambition ? ' Wealth left nothing to add to my social candition. 4 Fame ? But fame in itself presupposes some great 4 Field wherein to pursue and attain it. The State r ' I, to cringe to an upstart ? The Camp ? I, to draw 'From its sheath the old sword of the Dukes of Luvois 'To defend usurpation? Books, then? Science. Art? * But, alas ! I was fashion'd for action : my heart, 4 Wither'd thing though it be, I should hardly com- press ' Twixt the leaves of a treatise on Statics : life's stress * Needs scope, not contraction ! what rests ? to wear out 4 At some dark northern court an existence, no doubt, 4 In wretched and paltry intrigues for a cause 4 As hopeless as is my own life ! By the laws CANTO v.] LUC LIE. 269 ' Of a fate I can neither control nor dispute, ' I am what I am ! ' vin. For a while she was mute. Then she answer'd, ' We are our own fates. Our own ' deeds ' Are our doomsmen. Man's life was made not for men's creeds, ' But men's actions. And, Due de Luvois, I might say 'That all life attests, that " the will makes the way." ' Is the land of our birth less the land of our birth, ' Or its claim the less strong, or its cause the less worth ' Our upholding, because the white lily no more ' Is as sacred as all that it bloom'd for of yore? ' Yet be that as it may be ; I cannot perchance 'Judge this matter. I am but a woman, and France ' Has for me simpler duties. Large hope, though, Eugene ' De Luvois, should be yoursf There is purpose in pain ' Otherwise it were devilish.% I trust in my soul ' That the great master hand which sweeps over the whole ' Of this deep harp of life, if at moments it stretch ' To shrill tension some one wailing nerve, means to fetch ' Its response the truest, most stringent, and smart, ' Its pathos the purest, from out the wrung heart, 1 "Whose faculties, flaccid it may be, if less ' Sharply strung, sharply smitten, had f ail'd to express 'Just the one note the great final harmony needs. * And what best proves Uiere's life in a heart ? that it bleeds ! 270 LTTCILE. [PART IL ' Grant a cause to remove, grant an end to attain, ' Grant both to be just, and what mercy in pain ! ' Cease the sin with the sorrow I See morning begin ! ' Pain must burn itself out if not f uell'd by sin. ' There is hope in yon hill-tops, and love in yon light. ' Let hate and despondency die with the night ! ' He was moved by her words. As some poor wretch confined In cells loud with meaningless laughter, whose mind Wanders trackless amidst its own ruins, may hear A voice heard long since, silenced many a year, And now, 'mid mad ravings recaptured again, Singing through the caged lattice a once well-known strain, Which brings back his boyhood upon it, until The mind's ruin'd crevices graciously fill With music and memory, and, as it were, The long-troubled spirit grows slowly aware Of the mockery round it, and shrinks from each thing It once sought, the poor idiot who pass'd for a king, Hard by, with his squalid straw crown, now confess'd A madman more painfully mad than the rest, So the sound of her voice, as it there wandered o'er His echoing heart, seem'd in part to restore The forces of thought: he recaptured the whole Of his life by the light which, in passing, her soul Reflected on his : he appear'd to awake From a dream, and perceived he had dream'd a take: His spirit was soften'd, yet troubled in him: He felt his lips falter his eyesight grow dim, But he murmur'd .... CANTO v.J LUCILK 271 ' Lucile, not for me that sun's light 'Which reveals not restores the wild havoc of night. 'There are some creatures born for the night, not the day. ' Broken-hearted the nightingale hides in the spray, ' And the owl's moody mind in his own hollow tower ' Dwells muffled. Be darkness henceforward my dower. ' Light, be sure, in that darkness there dwells, by which eyes ' Grown familiar with ruins may yet recognize * Enough desolation.' 'The pride that claims hert ' On earth to itself (howsoever severe ' To itself it may be) God's dread office and right ' Of punishing sin, is a sin in heaven's sight, ' And against heaven's service. ' Eugene de Luvois, " Leave the judgment to Him who alone knows the law. * Surely no man can be his own judge, least of all ) 'His own doomsman.' Her words seem'd to fall With the weight of tears in them. He look'd up, and saw That sad serene countenance, mournful as law And tender as pity, bow'd o'er him : and heard la some thicket the matinal chirp of a bird. x. ' Vulgar natures alone suffer vainly. 'Eugene,' She continued, * in life we have met once again, 272 LUCILE. [PAT n. ' And once more life parts us. Yon day-spring for me 'Lifts the veil of a future in which it may be 'We shall meet never more. Grant, oh grant to me yet ' The belief that it is not in vain we have met ! ' I plead for the future. A new horoscope 'I would cast : will you read it ? I plead for a hope : 'I plead for a memory; yours, yours alone, 'To restore or to spare. Let the hope be your own, ' Be the memory mine. ' Onc of yore, when for man 'Faith yet lived, ere this age of the sluggard began, ' Men, aroused to the knowledge of evil, fled far ' From the fading rose-gardens of sense, to the war ' With the Pagan, the cave in the desert, and sought 1 Not repose, but employment in action or thought, ' Life's strong earnest, in all things ! oh think not of me, * But yourself ! for I plead for your own destiny : ' I plead for your life, with its duties undone, ' With its claims unappeased, and its trophies unwon : ' And in pleading for life's fair fulfilment, I plead ' For all that you miss, and for all that you need.' Through the calm crystal air, faint and far, as she spoke, A clear chilly chime from a church turret broke ; And the sound of her voice, with the sound of the bell, On his ear, where he kneel'd, softly, soothingly fell. All within him was wild and confused, as within A chamber deserted in some roadside inn, Where, passing, wild travellers paused, over-night, To quaff and carouse; in eacli socket each light CANTO v.J LUC ILK 273 Is extinct; crash'd the glasses, and scrawl'd is the wall With wild ribald ballads : serenely o'er all, For tfce first time perceived, where the dawn-light creeps faint Through the wrecks of that orgy, the face of a saint, Seen through some broken frame, appears nothing meanwhile The ruin all round with a sorrowful smile. And he gazed round. The curtains of darkness half drawn Oped behind her ; and pure as the pure light of dawn She stood, bathed in morning, and seem'd to his eyes From their sight to be melting away in the skies That expanded around her. There pass'd through his head A. fancy a vision. That woman was dead (le had loved long ago loved and lost ! dead to him, Dead to all the life left him ; but there, in the dim Dewy light to the dawn, stood a spirit; 'twas hers; And he said to the soul of Lucile de Nevers: ' O soul to its sources departing away ! 'Pray for mine, if one sonl for another may pray. ' I to ask have no right, thou to give hast no power, ' One hope to my heart. But in this parting hour ' I name not my heart, and I speak not to thine. * Answer, soul of Lucile, to this dark soul of mine, ' Does not soul owe to soul, what to heart heart denies, 'Hope, when hope is salvation? Behold, in youi ckies. 274 LUCILE. [PART n. 'This wild night is passing 'away while I speak: ' Lo, above us, the dayspring beginning to break ! ' Something wakens within me, and warms to the beam. ' Is it hope that awakens ? or do I but dream ? 1 1 know not. It may be, perchance, the first spark ' Of a new light within me to solace the dark ' Unto which I return ; or perchance it may be 1 The last spark of fires half extinguish 'd in me. ' I know not. Thou goest thy way : I my own : * For good or for evil, I know not. Alone 'This I know; we are parting. I wish'd to say more, ' But no matter ! 'twill pass. All between us is o'er. ' Forget the wild words of to-night. 'Twas the pain 'For long years hoarded up, that rush'd from me again. 'I was unjust: forgive me. Spare now to reprove ' Other words, ether deeds. It was madness, not love, 'That you thwarted this night. What is done ia now done. ' Death remains to avenge it, or life to atone. 'I was madden'd, delirious ! I saw you return 6 To him not to me ; and I felt my heart burn ' With a fierce thirst for vengeance and thus .... let it pass ! ' Long thoughts these, and so brief the moments, alas ! ' Thou goest thy way, and I mine. I suppose ' 'Tis to meet never more. Is it not so? Who knows ? ' Or who heeds, where the exile from Paradise flies ! ' Or what altars of his in the desert may rise? ' Is it not so Lucile ? Well, well ! Thus then we part CANTO v.] L UCILE. 875 i ' Onoe again, soul from soul, as before heart from heart ! ' And again, clearer far than the chime of the bell, That voice on his sense softly, soothingly fell. ' Our two paths must part us, Eugene; for my own ' Seems no more through that world in which hence- forth alone 'You must work out (as now I believe that you will) * The hope which you speak of. That work I shall still 4 (If I live) watch and welcome, and bless far away. ' Doubt not this. But mistake not the thought, if I say, ' That the great moral combat between human life * And each human soul must be single. The strife ' None can share, though by all its results may be known. ' When the soul arms for battle, she goes forth alone. ' I say not, indeed, we shall meet never more, ' For I know not. But meet, as we have met of yore, 'I know that we cannot. Perchance we may meet ' By the death-bed, the tomb, in the crowd, in the street, ' Or in solitude even, but never again 'Shall we meet from henceforth as we have met, Eugene. ' For we know not the way 'we are going, nor yet ' Where our two ways may meet, or may cross. Life hath set * No landmarks before us. But this, this alone, ' I will promise ; whatever your path, or my own, 276 LUCILE. [PART IL ' If, for once in the conflict before you, it chance ' That the Dragon prevail, and with cleft shield, and lance : Lost or shattered, borne down by the stress of the war, 1 You falter and hesitate, if from afar 1 1, still watching (unknown to yourself, it may be) 'O'er the conflict to which I conjure you, should see 'That my presence could rescue, support you, or guide, In the hour of that need I shall be at your side, ' To warn, if you will, or incite, or control ; ' And again, once again, we shall meet, soul to soul ! ' The voice ceased. He uplifted his eyes. All alon He stood on the bare edge of dawn. She was gone, Like a star, when up bay after bay of the night, Ripples in, wave on wave, the broad ocean of light. And at once, in her place, was the Sunrise ! It rose In its sumptuous splendor and solemn repose, The supreme revelation of light. Domes of gold, Realms of rose, in the Orient ! And breathless, and bold, While the great gates of heaven roll'd back one by one, The bright herald angel stood stern in the sun ! Thrice holy Eospheros ! Light's reign began In the heaven, on the earth, in the heart of the man. The dawn on the mountains ! the dawn everywhere/ Light ! silence ! the fresh innovations of air ,! CANTO v.J LUCILR 277 O earth, and O ether ! A butterfly breeze Floated up, flutter'd down, and poised blithe on the trees. Through the revelling woods, o'er the sharp rippled stream, Up the vale slow uncoiling itself out of dream, Around the brown meadows, adown the hill slope, The spirits of morning were whispering ' Hope I ' He uplifted his eyes. In the place where she stood But a moment before, and where now roll'd the flood Of the sunrise all golden, he seem'd to behold, In the young light of sunrise, an image unfold Of his own youth, its ardors its promise of fame Its ancestral ambition ; and France by the name Of his sires seem'd to call him. There, hover'd in light, That image aloft, o'er the shapeless and bright And Aurorean clouds, which themselves seem'd to be Brilliant fragments of that golden world, wherein he Had once dwelt, a native ! There, rooted and bound To the earth, stood the man, gazing at it ! Around The rims of the sunrise it hover'd and shone Transcendent, that type of a youth that was gone ; And he as the body may yearn for the soul, So he yearn'd to embody that image. His whole Heart arose to regain it. '* And is it too late ? ' No ! for Time is a fiction, and limits not fate. Thought alone is eternal. Time thralls it in vain. For the thought that springs upward and yearns to regain 278 LVCILE. [PART n. The pure source of spirit, there is no Too LATE. As the stream to its first mountain levels, elate In the fountain arises, the spirit in him Arose to that image. The image waned dim Into heaven ; and heavenward with it, to melt As it melted, in day's broad expansion, he felt With thrill, sweet and strange, and intense awed, amazed Something soar and ascend in his soul, as he gazed. CANTO VL MAN is born on a battle-field. Round him, to rend Or resist, the dread Powers, he displaces attend, By the cradle which Nature, amidst the stern shocks That have shatter'd creation, and shapen it, rocks. He leaps with a wail into being ; and lo ! His own mother, fierce Nature herself, is his foe. Her whirlwinds are roused into wrath o'er his head : 'Neath his feet roll her earthquakes: her solitudes spread To daunt him : her forces dispute his command : Her snows fall to freeze him : her suns burn to brand : Her seas yawn to engulf him: herrocks rise to crush: And the lion and leopard, allied, lurk to rush On their startled Invader CANTO TL] LUCILE. 279 In lone Malabar, Where the infinite forest spread breathless and far, 'Mid the cruel of eye and the stealthy of claw (Striped and spotted destroyers !) he sees, pale with awe, On the menacing edge of a fiery sky Grim Doorga, blue-limb'd and red-handed, go by, And the first thing he worships is Terror. Anon, Still impell'd by Necessity hungrily on, He conquers the realms of his own self-reliance, And the last cry of fear wakes the first of defiance. From the serpent he crushes its poisonous soul : Smitten down in his path see the dead lion roll 1 On toward Heaven the son of Alcmena strides high on The heads of the Hydra, the spoils of the lion : And man, coquering Terror, is worshipp'd by man. A camp has this world been since first it began ! From his tents sweeps the roving Arabian ; at peace, A mere wandering shepherd that follows the fleece ; But, warring his way through a world's destinies, Lo from Delhi, from Bagdadt, from Cordova, rise Domes of Empiry, dower'd with science and art, Schools, libraries, forums, the palace, the mart I Now realms to man's soul have been conquer'd. But those, Forwith they are peopled for man by new foes ! The stars keep their secrets, the earth hides her own, And bold must the man be that braves the Unknown 1 Not a truth has to art or to science been given, But brows have ached for it. and souls toil'd ano striven ! 280 LUC ILK And many have striven, and many have fail'd, And many died, slain by the truth they assail'd. But when Man hath tamed Nature, asserted his place And dominion, behold ! he is brought face to face With a new foe himself ! \ Nor may man on his shield Ever rest, for his foe is for ever afield, Danger ever at hand, till the armd Archangel Sound e'er him the trump of earth's final evangel. Silence straightway, stern Muse, the soft cymbals of pleasure, Be all bronzen these numbers, and martial the measure ! Breathe, sonorously breathe, o'er the spirit in me One strain, sad and stern, of that deep Epopee Which thou, from the fashionless cloud of far time, Chantest lonely, when Victory, pale and sublime In the light of the aureole over her head, Hears, and heeds not the wound in her heart fresh and red. Blown wide by the blare of the clarion, unfold The shrill clanging curtains of war ! And behold A vision I The antique Heraclean seats ; And the long Black Sea billow that once bore those fleets, Which said to the winds, ' Be ye, too, Genoese ! ' And the red angry sands of the chafed Chersonese ; And the two foes of man, War and Wintc r allied Round the Armies of England and France, side bj side CANTO VI.] ttTCILE, <&l Enduring and dying (Gaul and Briton abreast :) Where the towers of the North fret the skies of the East. Since that sunrise, which rose through the calm linden stems O'er Lucile and Eugene, in the garden at Ems, Through twenty -five seasons encircling the sun, This planet of ours on its pathway hath gone, And the fates that I sing of have flow'd with the fates Of a world, in the red wake of war, round the gates Of that doom'd and heroical city, in which (Fire crowning the rampart, blood bathing the ditch !) At bay, fights the Russian as some hunted bear, Whom the huntsmen have hemm'd round at last in his lair. IV. A fang'd, arid plain, sapp'd with underground fire, Soak'd with snow, torn with shot, mash'd to one gory mire, There Fate's iron scale hangs in horrid suspense, While those two famish'd ogres the Siege, the Defence, Face to face, through a vapor furor, dismal, and dun, Glare, scenting the breath of each other. The one Double-bodied, two-headed by separate ways, Winding, serpentwise, nearer; the other, each day's Sullen toil adding size to, concentrated, solid, Indefatigable the brass-fronted, embodied, 282 LUCILE. [PART n. And audible avroS gone sombrely forth To the world from that Autocrat Will of the north I In the dawn of a moody October, a pale Ghostly motionless vapor began to prevail Over city and camp ; like the garment of death Which (is formed by) the face it conceals. Twas the breath War, yet drowsily yawning, began to suspire ; Where through, here and there, flash'd an eye of reu fire, And closed, from some rampart beginning to bellow Hoarse challenge ; replied lo anon, through the yellow And sulphurous twilight : till day reel'd and rock'd And roar'd into dark. Then the midnight was mock'd With fierce apparitions. Ring'd round by a rain Of red fire, and of iron, the murtherous plain Flared with fitful combustion ; where fitfully fell Afar off the fatal, disgorged scharpenelle, And fired the horizon, and singed the coil'd gloom With wings of swift flame round that City of Doom. n. So the day so the night ! So by iright, so by day, With stern patient pathos, while time wears away, In the trench flooded through, in the wind where it wails, In the snow where it falls, in the fire where it hails Shot and shell link by link, out of hardship and pain, Toil, sickness, endurance } is forged the bronze chain CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 283 Of those terrible siege-lines ! No change to that toil Save the mine's sudden leap from the treacherous soil, Save the midnight attack, save the groans of the maim'd, And Death's daily obolus due, whether claim'd By man or by nature. VII. Time passes. The dumb Bitter, snow-bound, and sullen November is come. And its snows have been bathed in the blood of the brave : And many a young heart has glutted the grave : And on Inkerman yet the wild bramble is gory, And those bleak heights henceforth shall be fainoui in story. VIII. The moon, swathed in storm, has long set : through the camp No sound save the sentinel's slow sullen tramp, The distant explosion, the wild sleety wind, That seems searching for something it never can find The midnight is turning: the lamp is nigh spent: And, wounded and lone, in a desolate tent Lies a young British soldier whose sword .... In this place, However, my Muse is compell'd to retrace Her precipitous steps and revert to the past. The shock which had suddenly shatter'd at last 284 XVCILR [PART it Alfred Vargrave's fantastical holiday nature, Had sharply drawn forth to his full size and stature The real man, oonceal'd till that moment beneath All he yet had appear'd. From the gay broider'd sheath Which a man in his wrath flings aside, even so Leaps the keen trenchant steel summon'd forth by t blow. And thus loss of fortune gave value to life. The wife gain'd a husband, the husband a wife, In that home which, though humbled and narrow'd by fate. Was enlarged and ennobled by love. Low their state, But large their possessions. Sir Ridley, forgiven By those he unwittingly brought nearer heaven By one fraudulent act, than through all his sleek speech The hypocrite brought his own soul, safe from reach Of the law, died abroad. Cousin John, heart and hand, Purse and person, henceforth (honest man ?) took his stand By Matilda and Alfred ; guest, guardian, and friend Of the home he both shared and assured, to the end, With his large lively love. Alfred Vargrave mean- while Faced the world's frown, consoled by his wife's faithful smile. Late in life, he began life in earnest; and still, With the tranquil exertion of resolute will, Through long, and laborious, and difficult days, Out of manifold failure, by wearisome ways, Work'd his way through the world ; till at last he began CANTO vi. 1 LUCILE. 285 (Reconciled to the work which mankind claims from man), After years of unwitness'd, unwearied endeavor, Years impassion'd yet patient, to realize ever More clear on the broad stream of current opinion The reflex of powers in himself that dominionN Which the life of one man, if his life be a truth, May assert o'er the life of mankind. Thus, his youth In his manhood renew'd, fame and fortune he won Working only for home, love, and duty. One son Matilda had borne him ; but scarce had the boy, With all Eton yet fresh in his full heart's frank joy, The darling of young soldier comrades, just glanced Down the glad dawn of manhood at life, when it chanced That a blight sharp and sudden was breath'd o'er the bloom Of his joyous and generous years, and the gloom Of a giief premature on their fair promise fell: No light cloud like those which, for June to dispel, Captious April engenders ; but deep as his own Deep nature. Meanwhile, ere I fully make known The cause of this sorrow, I track the event. When first a wild war-note through England was sent, He, transferring without either token, or word, To friend, parent, or comrade, a yet virgin sword, From a holiday troop, to one bound for the war, Had march'd forth, with eyes that saw death in the star Whence others sought glory. Thus, fighting 1 , he fell On the red field of Inkerman ; found, who can tell 283 LUCILE. [PABT IL By what miracle, breathing, though shatter'd, and borne To the rear by his comrades, pierced, bleeding and torn. Where for long days and nights, with the wound in his side, He lay, dark. DC. But a wound deeper far, undescried, In the young heart was rankling : for there, of a truth, In the first earnest faith of a pure pensive youth, A love large as life, deep and changeless as death, Lay ensheath'd : and that love, ever fretting its sheath, The frail scabbard of life pierced and wore through and through. There are loves in man's life for which time can renew All that time may destroy. Lives there are, though, in love, Which cling to one faith, and die with it ; nor move, Though earthquakes may shatter the snrine. Whence or how Love laid claim to this yong life, it matters not now. Oh is it a phantom ? a dream of the night t A vision which fever has f ashion'd to sight ? The wind wailing ever, with motion uncertain, Sways sighingly there the drench'd tent's tatter'd curtain, To and fro, up and down. CANTO vi.] LUCILE. 287 But it is not the wind That is lifting it now : and it is not the mind That hath moulded that vision. A pale woman enters, As wan as the lamp's waning light, which concentres Its dull glare upon her. With eyes dim and dimmer There, all in a slumbrous and shadowy glimmer, The sufferer sees that still form floating on, And feels faintly aware that he is not alone. She is flitting before him. She pauses. She stands By his bedside, all silent. She lays her white hands On the brow of the boy. A light finger is pressing Softly, softly, the sore wounds : the hot blood' stain'd dressing Slips from them. A comforting qwetude steals Through the rack'd weary irame: and, throughout it, lie feels The slow sense of a merciful, mild neighborhood. Something smoothes tho toss'd pillow. Beneath grey hood Of rough serge, two intense tender eyes are bent o'ei mm, And thrill through and through him. The swee* form before him, It is surely Death's angel Lifes last vigil keeping A soft voice says . . . . ' Sleep !' And he sleeps : he is sleeping He waked before flaw?. Still the vision is there : Still that pale woman moves not. A minist'ring care Meanwhile has been silently changing and cheering; The aspect of all things around him. 288 LUCILK [PABT n. Revering Some power unknown and benignant, he bless'd In silence the sense of salvation. And rest Having loosen'd the mind's tangled meshes, he faintly Sigh'd . . . . ' Say what thou art, blessed dream of a saintly ' And minist'ring spirit ! ' A whisper serene Slid, softer than silence l The Soeur Seraphine, ' A poor Sister of Charity. Shun to inquire ' Aught further, young soldier. The son of thy sire, For the sake of that sire, I reclaim from the grave. Thou did'si not shun death : shun not life. 'Tis more brave ' To live, than to die. Sleep ! ' He sleeps : he is sleeping. He awaken'd again, when the dawn was just steeping The skies with chill splendor. And there, never flitting, Never flitting, that vision of mercy was sitting As the dawn to the darkness, so life seem'd returning Slowly, feebly within him. The night-lamp, yet burning, Made ghastly the glimmering daybreak. He said, ' If thou be of the living, and not of the dead, ' Sweet minister pour out yet further the healing ' Of that balmy voice; if it may be, revealing 'Thy mission of mercy ! whence art thou?' ' This voice from the grave ! ' ' Hush ! ' he moan'd. ' I obey ' The Sceur Scraphine. There, Lucile ! let this pay ' Every debt that is due to that grave. Now lead on: ' I follow you, Sceur Seraphine !. . . .To the son ' Of Lord Alfred Vargrave .... and then,' .... As he spoke He lifted the tent-door, and down the dun smoke Pointed out the dark bastions, with batteries crown'd, Of the city beneath thorn 320 LUCILE. [PARTII. ' Then, there, under ground, ' And valete et plaudite^ soon as may be ! ' Let the old tree go down to the earth the old tree, ' With the worm at its heart ! Lay the axe to the root : ' Who will miss the old stump, so we save the young shoot ? ' A Vargrave ! . . . this pays all .... Lead on 1 .... In the seed ' Save the forest ! . . . . 'I follow. . . .forth, forth ! where you lead/' The day was declining; a day sick and damp. In a blank ghostly glare shone the bleak ghostly camp Of the English. Alone in his dim spectral tent (Himself the wan spectre of youth), with eyes bent On the daylight departing, the sick man was sitting Upon his low pallet. These thoughts, vaguely flitt- ing* Cross'd the .silence between him and death, which seem'd near. ' Pain o'er-reaches itself, so is baulk'd ! else, how bear ' This intense and intolerable solitude, ' With its eye on my heart and its hand on my blood? 'Pulse by pulse ! Day goes down; yet she comes not again. Other suffering, doubtless, where hope is more plain, 'Claims her elsewhere. I die, strange ! and scarcely feel sad. CANTO vi. L UCILE. 321 'Oh, to think of Constance thus, and not to go mad ! 'But Death, it would seem, dulls the sense to his own 'Dull doings . . . .' Between those sick eyes and the sun A shadow fell thwart. 'Tis the pale nun once more ! But who stands at her side, mute and dark in the door? How oft had he watch'd through the glory and gloom Of the battle, with long, longing looks that dim plume Which now (one stray sunbeam upon it) shook, stooop'd To where the tent-curtain, dividing, was loop'd ! How that stern face had haunted and hover'd about The dreams it still scared ! through what fond fear and doubt Had the boy yearn'd in heart to the hero ! (What's like A boy's love for some famous man ?).... Oh, to strike A wild path through the battle, down striking per- chance Some rash foeman too near the great soldier of France, And so fall in his glorious regard ! .... Oft, how eft Had his heart flash'd this hope out, whilst watching aloft The dim battle that plume dance and dart never seen So near till this moment ! how eager to glean Every stray word, dropp'd through the camp-babble in praise Of his hero each tale of old venturous day? 322 LUC ILK [PABTIL In the desert! And now.... could he speak out his heart Face to face with that man ere he died 1 With a start The sick soldier sprang up : the blood sprang up in him To his throat, and o'erthrew him : he reel'd back : a dim Sanguine haze fill'd his eyes ; in his ears rose the din And rush, as of cataracts loosen'd wilhin, Through which he saw faintly, and heard, the pale nun (Looking larger than life, where she stood in the sun) Point to him and murmur, ' Behold ! ' Then that plume Seem'd to wave like a fire, and fade off in the gloom Which momently put out the world. XXXIV. To his side Moved the man the boy dreaded yet loved . . . c Ah !' ... .he sigh'd, ' The smooth brow, ihe fair Vargrave face ! and those eyes, 4 All the mother's ! The old things again I * D act rise ' You suffer, young man ? ' TOE BOY. CANTO vi.] LUC ILK 323 THE DUKE. > Not so young ! THE BOY. So young? yes ! and yet I have tangled among The fray'd warp and woof of this brief life of mine Other lives that my own. Could my death but untwine The vext skein .... but it will not. Yes, Duke, young so young ! And I knew you not ? yet I have done you a wrong Irreparable ! . . . . late, too late to repair. If I knew any means .... but I know none !....! swear, If this broken fraction of time could extend Into infinite lives of atonement, no end Would seem too remote for my grief (could that be !) To include it ! Not too late, however, for me To entreat : is it too late for you to forgive ? THE DUKE. You wrong my forgiveness explain. THE BOY. Could I live ! Such a very few hours left to life, yet I shrink, I falter ! . . . Yes, Duke, your forgiveness I think Should free my soul hence. Ah ! you could not surmise That a boy's beating heart, burning thoughts, long- ing eyes Were following you eyerie (heedecl ftqtl) 324 L, (TvILE. [PART n. While the battle was flowing between us : nor what Eager, dubious footsteps at nightfall oft went With the wind and the rain, round and round your blind tent, Persistent and wild as the wind and rain, Unnoticed as these, weak as these, and as vain I Oh ! how obdurate then look'd your tent ! The waste air Grew stern at the gleam which said . . . ' Off ! he is there ! ' I know not what merciful mystery now Brings you here, whence the man whom you see lying low Other footsteps (not those !) must soon bear to the grave. But death is at hand, and the few words I have Yet to speak, I must speak them at once. Duke, I swear, As I lie here, (Death's angel too close not too hear 3) That I meant not this wrong to you. Due de Luvois, I loved your niece loved ? why, I love her ! I saw, And seeing, how could I but love her ? I seem'd Born to love her. Alas ! were that all ! Had I dream'd Of this love's cruel consequence as it rests now Ever fearfully present before me, I vow That the secret, unknown, had gone down to the tomb Into which I descend .... Oh why, whilst there was room In life left for warning, had no one the heart To warn me ? Had any one whisper'd . . , . ' Depart ! ' CANTO vi. J LUCILK 323 To the hope the whole world seem'd in league then to nurse ! Had any one hinted. . . .'Beware of the curse ' Which is coming ! ' There was not a voice raised to tell, Not a hand moved to warn from the blow ere it fell, And then .... then the blow fell on both ! This is why I implore you to pardon that great injury Wrought on her, and, through her, wrought on you, heaven knows How unwittingly ! THE DUKE. Ah !. .and, young soldier, suppose That I came here to seek, not grant, pardon ? THE BOY. Of whom f 1HE DUKE. Of yourself. THE BOY. Duke, I bear in my heart to the tomb No boyish resentment; not one lonely thought That honors you not. In all this there is nought 'Tis for me to forgive. Every glorious act Of your great life starts forward, an eloquent fact, To confirm in my boy's heart its faith in your own. And have I not hoarded, to ponder upon, 326 LUCILK [PARTII. A hundred great acts from your life? Nay, all these, Were they so many lying and false witnesses, Doe* there rest not one voice which was never untrue ? I believe in Constance, Duke, as she does in you ! In this great world around us, wherever we turn, Some grief irremediable we discern : And yet there sits God, calm in Heaven above ! Do we trust one whit less in his justice or love? I judge not. THE DUKEL Enough ! Hear at last, then, the truth. Your father and I foes we were in our youth. It matters not why. Yet thus much understand : The hope of my youth was sign'd out by his hand. I was not of those whom the buffets of fate Tame and teach : and my heart buried slain love in hate. If your own frank young heart, yet unconscious of all Which turn's the heart's blood in its springtide to gall, And unable to guess even aught that the furrow Across these grey brows hides of sin or of sorrow, Comprehends not the evil and grief of my life, 'Twill at least comprehend how intense was the strife Which is closed in this act of atonement, whereby I seek in the son of my youth's enemy The friend of my age. Let the present release Here acquitted the past ! In the name of my niece, Whom for my life in yours as a hostage I give, Are you great enough, boy, to forgive me, and live? Whilst he spoke thus, a doubtful tumultuous joy Oi *sed its fleeting effects o'er the face of the boy : CANTO nj LUC LIE. *27 As when some stormy moon, in a long cloud confined, Struggles outward through shadows, the varying wind Alternates, and bursts, self-surprised, from her prison, So that slow joy grew clear in his face. He had risen To answer the Duke; but strength fail'd every limb; A strange happy feebleness trembled through him. With a faint cry of rapturous wonder, he sank On the breast of the nun, who stood near. ' Yes, boy ! thank ' This guardian angel,' the Duke said. ' I you> ' We owe all to her. Crown her work. Live ! be true ' To your young life's fair promise, and live for her sake ! ' 'Yes, Duke: I will live. I must live live to make ' My whole life the answer you claim,' the boy said, ' For joy does not kill \ ' Back again the faint head Reclined on the nun's gentle bosom. She saw His lips quiver, and motion'd the Duke to withdraw And leave them a moment together. He eyed Them both with a wistful regard; turn'd, and sigh'd, And lifted the tent door, and pass'd from the tnt. xxxv. Like a furnace, the fervid, intense Occident Fro jr. its hot seething levels a great glare struck up On tiie sick metal sky. And, as out of a cup Some witch watches boiling wild portents arise, Monstrous clouds, mass'd, misshapen, and tinged with strange dyes, Hover'd over the red fume, and clanged to weired shapes 328 LUC ILK [PART n As of snakes, salamanders, eftg, lizards, storks, apes, Chimeras, and hydras : whilst ever the same In the midst of all these (creatures fused by his flame, And changed by his influence !) changeless, as when, Ere he lit down to death generations of men, O'er that crude and ungainly creation, which there With wild shapes this cloud-world seem'd to mimic in air, The eye of Heaven's all-judging witness, he shone, And shall shine on the ages we reach not the sun ! Nature posted her parable thus in the skies, And the man's heart bore witness. Life's vapors arise And fall, pass and change, group themselves and re- volve Round the great central life, which is Love : these dissolve And resume themselves, here assume beauty, there terror; And the phantasmagoria of infinite error, And endless complexity, lasts but a while; Life's self, the immortal, immutable smile Of God on the soul, in the deep heart of Heaven Lives changeless, unchanged ; and our morning and even Are earth's alternations, not heaven's. While he yet Watch'd the skies, with his thought in his heart; while he set CANTO vi-1 LUCILR 320 Tims unconsciously all his life forth in his mind, Summ'd it up, search'd it out, proved it vapor and wind, And embraced the new life which that hour had re- veal'd, Love's life, which earth's life had defaced and con- ceal'd ; Lucile left the tent and stood by him. Her tread Aroused him ; and, turning towards her, he said : ' O Sceur Seraphine,. are you happy ? ' ' Euge" ne, 'What is happier than to have hoped not in vain ?' 8he answer'd, ' And you ?' 'Yes.' 'You do not repent?' 'No.' ' Thank heaven ! ' she murmur'd. He musingly bent His looks on .the sunset, and somewhat apart Where he stood, sigh'd, as though to his innermost heart, ' O blessed are they, amongst whom I was not, ' Whose morning unclouded, without stain or spot, 'Predicts a pure evening; who, sun-like, in light ' Have traversed, unsullied, the world, and set bright !' But she in response, ' Mark yon ship far away, ' Asleep on the wave, in the last light of day, 'With all its hush'd thunders shut up ! Would you know 'A thought which canie to me a few days ago, ' Whilst watching those ships ? . . . . When the greaf Ship of Life, 330 LUCILE. [PABTIL 1 Surviving, though shatter'd, the tumult and strife ' Of earth's angry element, masts broken short, ; Decks drench'd, bulwarks beaten drives safe into port, 'When the Pilot of Galilee, seen on the strand, ' Stretches over the waters a welcoming hand ; ' When, heeding no longer the sea's baffled roar, ' The mariner turns to his rest evermore ; ' What will then be the answer the helmsman must give? ' Will it be .... " Lo our log-book ! Thus once did we live In the zones of the South ; thus we traversed the seas ' Of the Orient ; there dwelt with the Hesperides ; ' Thence f ollow'd the west wind ; here, eastward we turn'd; 'The stars fail'd us there; just here land we dk- cern'd 'On our lee; there the storm overtook us at last; 'That day went the bowsprit, the next day the mast; ' There the mermen came round us, and there we saw bask ' A siren ? " The Captain of the Port will he ask ' Any one of such questions ? I cannot think so ! ' But .... " What is the last Bill of Health you can show ? " 'Not How fared the soul through the trials she pass'd ? ' But What is the state of that soul at the last ? ' ' May it be so ! ' he sigh'd. 'There ! the sun dropi, behold!' CANTO vi.] LUC ILK 331 And indeed, whilst he spoke all the purple and gold In the west had turil'd ashen, save one fading strip Of light that yet gleam'd from the dark nether lip Of a long reef of cloud : and o'er sullen ravines And ridges the raw damps were hanging white screens Of melancholy mist. ' Nunc dimittis ! ' she said. * O God of the living ! whilst yet 'mid the dead ' And the dying we stand here alive, and thy days ' Returning, admit space for prayer and for praise, 1 In both these confirm us ! 'The helmsman, Eugene, ' Needs the compass to steer by. Pray always. Again ' We two part : each to work out Heaven's will : you, I trust, * In the world's ample witness ; and I, as I must, In secret and silence; you, love, fame, await; * Me, sorrow and sickness. We meet at one gate 'When all's over. The ways they are many and wide, And seldom are two ways the same. Side by side ' May we stand at the same little door when all't done ! * The ways they are many, the end it is one. * He that knocketh shall enter : who asks shall obtain : 'And who seeketh, he findeth. Remember, Eugene J' She turn'd to depart. ' Whither ? whither ? ... .he said. She stretch'd forth her hand where, already outspread On the darken'd horizon, remotely they saw The French cainp-fires kindling. 332 LVCTLE. [PARTU ' Due de Luvois, ' See yonder vast host, with its manifold heart ' Made as one man's by one hope ! That hope 'tis your part 'To aid towards achievement, to save from reverse: ' Mine, through suffering to soothe, and through sick- ness to nurse. 'I go to my work: you to yours.' Whilst she spoke, On the wide wasting evening there distinctly broke The low roll of musketry. Straightway, anon, From the dim Flag-staff Battery bellow'd a gun. ' Our chasseurs are at it ! ' he mutter'd. She turn'd, Smiled, and pass'd up the twilight. He faintly discern'd Her form, now and then, on the flat lurid sky Rise, and sink, and recede through the mists : by and by The vapors closed round, and he saw her no more. Nor shall we. For her mission, accomplish'd, is o'er. The mission of genius on earth ! To uplift, Purify, and confirm by its own gracious gift, The world, in despite of the world's dull endeavor To degrade, and drag down, and oppose it for ever. The mission of genius : to watch, and to wait, To renew, to redeem, and to regenerate. The mission of woman on earth ! to give birth CANTO vi.J L UCILE. 333 To the mercy of Heaven descending on earth. The mission of woman : permitted to bruise The head of the serpent, and sweetly infuse, Through the sorrow and sin of earth's register'd curse, The blessing which mitigates all : born to nurse, And to soothe, and to solace, to help and to heal The sick world that leans on her. This was Lucile. A power hid in pathos : a fire veil'd in cloud : Yet still burning outward : a branch which, though bow'd, By the bird in its passage, springs upward again : Through all symbols I search for her sweetness in vain ! Judge her love by her life. For our life is but love In act. Pure was hers : and the dear God above, Who knows what His creatures have need of for life, And whose love includes all loves, through, much patient strife Let her soul into peace. Love, though love may be given In vain, is yet lovely. Her own native heaven More clearly she mirror'd, as life's troubled dream Wore away ; and love sigh'd into rest, like a stream That breaks its heart over wild rocks towards the shore Of the great sea which hushes it up evermore With its little wild wailing. No stream from its source Flows seaward, how lonely soever its course, Put what some land is gladden'd. No star ever rose And set, without influence somewhere. Who knows 334 LUCILE. [PABX u. What earth needs from earth's lowest creature? No life Can be pure in its purpose and strong in its strife And all life not be purer and stronger thereby. The spirits of just men made perfect on high, The army of martyrs who stand by the throne And gaze into the Face that makes glorious their own, Know this, surely, at last. Honest love, honest sorrow. Honest work for the day, honest hope for the morrow ; Are these worth nothing more than the hand they make weary, The heart they have sadden'd, the life they leave dreary ? Hush ! the sevenfold heavens to the voice of the Spirit Echo : He that o'ercometh shall all things inherit. The moon was, in fire, carried up through the fog ; The loud fortress bark'd at her like a chain'd dog. The horizon pulsed flame, the air sound. All without. War and winter, and twilight, and terror, and doubt ; All within, light, warmth calm ! 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