THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES ^'■-tnA/^-C ■/i^ >6f>^u"V > J 1 J . i -i > 3 * 3 5 a > ' > ,e 9^ C (. I • • 53' '^^^^A. THE WHOLE POETICAL WORKS OF JOHN WRIGHT, AUTHOR OF "THE RETROSPECT," &c. &c. WITH A PORTRAIT OF THE AUTHOR, AND A SKETCH OF HIS LIFE. AYR: PRINTED BY M'CORMICK & GEMMELL, ADVERTISER OFFICE. MDCCCXLIII, r i\/\ ^ 'i CONTENTS. Dedication, Preface, sketch of the aathor's life, PAGE iii T xi THE RETROSPECT Canto I., Canto II., Notes to Canto I., Notes to Canto II. 1 23 47 50 "^*.. MISCELLANEOUS PIECES. To the Queen — before her Coronation, . . . - On Temperance, .-.---- Epigram on Edward Grubb, Esq., . . . - - Friendship, - - - - - - Stanzas on the Destruction of the Cities of the Plain, - • The Wrecked Mariner, - • .... An Autumnal Cloud, - . . . - - Battle of Pentland Hills, - - - - - . - On the Departure— to America — of the Rev. John Barclay, Catrine, The Blue Devils, . . . . - Witch of Endor, . . . . - An Odd Character, ..... To my first-born Child, . - - - - Odd-Fellowship, . . . . • Glasgow Odd-Fellows' visit to the Land of Boms, A Noisy Subject, . . . - - Battle of Lanaside, ..... The Broken Heart, ..... Barr Castle, ....-- 55 59 61 62 63 66 67 69 72 75 78 82 87 90 93 97 98 100 101 Irv^iia- Sftiifc -''Ev{vcAvsV\> IV. Lines written in the house vfhere Professor Wilson was bora. - 104 To a Withered Rose, ....... 105 On a Hawihorn, ....... log Lines composed on visiting a Scene in Peebleshire, where a Church- Yard had been converted into a Pleasure. Ground, - - 107 Adam's Address to the Nightingale alter the Fall, ... 108 Epitaph on William Cowper, Esq. ..... 108 To the Street Reinarkers, ...... 109 The Clouds of the West, ...... m Lines written after visiting Corra Linn by Moonlight, ... 112 Lines on Prayer, ....... ng Extempore Lines, composed on reading Campbell's " Pleasures of Hope," 113 Sonnet, on seeing a Wedded Pair fondling their First-Born, - • 114 A Fragment, ........ lis Sonnet, ......... 115 Lines written in a wild seclusion of Nature, .... 116 To a Pebble, lound on the Grave of Burns's Father, • - 117 Lines to a Candle, on which tlie Name of a Young Lady waswiitfeo, 117 Lines on seeing a Lock of the Hair of ■' Highland Mary," - - 118 Lines composed over Robert Fergusson's Grave, ... 119 Epitaph on Wm. Tennant, author of "Anster Fair," ... 120 To Kyle, 120 Emelie, ---...... 122 Eliza, ---...... 424 Stanzas on the departure of a young man for Calcutta, • - 125 ToCoila, ........ 128 The Wind, ........ 12» The Bereaved Maiden, . . . • • • - 130 Mary o' Stanley Glen, ....... 131 To Mary, 133 The Joys of Love, ..... . . 134 SONGS. Anacreontic Song, The Home of Contentment, The Maiden Fair, The Parted, I love thee, Sweet Maiden, Can'st thou stay behind. Mary ? wert thou on some foreign shore. Here, in the Bankwood, Nancy, 1 married a wife, Lovely Jean, ... Jamie and Sally, Now Simmer comes in pride again. From the scenes of her childhood, The old blighted thorn, A bonny lass. The merry goblet, I marked thee pass, in maiden pride, • • - - 13» 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 14» 15t> 151 152 153 154 • • • • 155 • • • 156 TO THE KIND PATRONS OF UNFORTUNATE GENIUS, THIS VOLUME IS RESPECTFULLY DEDICATED. PREFACE. The flattering notices bestowed on former Editions of the Author's works — while they may exonerate him from a charge of ostentation — may not be considered as yielding him grounds for a third claim on the patronage of the public: hence the necessity of a few preliminary explana- tions respecting the inducements which have led him thus again to intrude himself on its kindness. Praise — though dear to almost every mind — has always been dis- tinguished for its emptiness ; something more is required, as Poets — like every one else — are constitutionally unfitted to derive a subsistence from the chameleon's food. That there has been more of reality than poetry in the events of several past years, has been experienced by many — by few has this lamentable fact been so intimately felt as by the author of the present work. Misfortune — aggravated by the errors which it but too often strews in the path of its victims — had "ridden roughshod" over his fondest • • • Vlll. hopes and schemes, blighting all, and crushing beneath its load a mind possessing qualities of no ordinary mould: Despair had usurped the seat of hope, and had left only a shadow of that vigour of intellect remaining, which has so brilliantly exhibited itself in the annexed pages, when it was suggested by a few individuals interested in the Poet's welfare, that a re-publication of his Works, with what additions he could make, would furnish the means of extri- cation from his difficulties. The trial has been made, and on the kindness of a generous and sympathising public rests his hope of success. To his immediate friends he certainly owes a debt of gratitude for the patronage already vouchsafed ; and, should Fortune again condescend to smile upon his lot, among her favours we feel assured — few would afford him higher satisfaction than the recollection of the kindnesses so cheerfully and so disin- terestedly bestowed. ' SKETCH or THE LIFE OF JOHN WEIGHT. SKETCH OF THE AUTHOR'S LIFE. Before entering on a detail of the events that have marked the path through life of the Author of the following Poems, we may be allowed to observe, that the road towards fame, over which the humble votary of the Nine must, in doubt and anxiety, pass, is seldom diversified by that stir- ring incident, which yields interest to the biographies of those whose genius is of a less elevated, but more active character. Calm, patient, and philosophical self-denial, endured by humble talent, aiming to rear its superstructure of future greatness, constitutes a section of existence devoid of events interesting to the busy world. True genius feeds upon itself. The spark of Nature's fire, fed by the mid- night oil, glows faintly, but with a pure ray, for a while, until fanned into a steady flame by the breath of popular applause, or extinguished by the rude gusts of adversity. The former lot of genius is the exception. Illustrious ex- amples are, alas! too rife of the melancholy reverse, where the spirit has sunk in helpless obscurity, to be revived only by the unavailing blaze of posthumous fame. Some, again, but chiefly of a lower standard of talent, have been drawn immaturely from their natural quiet, by the importunities xu. of friends, or the flattery of the indiscriminating — have lived to lament the ruin of those hopes which alone made exertion pleasant — have sunk under the burden of disap- pointment which that ruin brought with it — and their names* which might have adorned the roll of the "mind mighty,'' now tinge the book of oblivion with a shade yet darker than its own. Feelings, deep-rooted and unfathomable — sensibilities acute, generous, and noble — are the hereditary blessings, (or it may be curses) which operate in chequering the path- way of the Bard, The effect which the collision between these hidden impulses of the soul, and the blasting realities of the world, may have on minds highly tempered by poetry is variable ; in many instances it is certain the contact has proved fatal to the too sanguine hopes of those who had erst revelled in the glowing regions of fancy, and judged of the every day realities of life by the rules which an enthusiastic and over generous and sympathetic heart had culled among the paths of poesy. Refined and virtuous feeling is ill able to cope with the cold selfishness which pervades the busy transactions of this world's votaries. There is so little of poetry in the general constitution of man — such a univer- sal lack of that fellow feeling which the Bard expects every being to possess in common with himself — such a mass of immorality, uncharitableness, and chicanery, that the El Dorado of his former visions sinks into naught ; and, glad to escape from the disappointment which such a discovery engenders, he turns misanthrope, or — what is worse — seeks amid the pleasures of the wassail bowl a solace for the bright hopes lost or faded, which had hitherto urged him on to ex- ertion. Despair seldom lags far behind : it soon finds an opportunity of spreading its dark wing over the wrecked • • • XIII. mitid, and degradation seldom fails to find a resting place under its shadow. The peculiarities and delicacies which belong to the temperament of the sons of genins, render them especially liable to inordinate impressions ; while, at the same time, they lack that experience of the world necessary to guard them against even common temptations. Uncontrolled indulgence not unfrequently distinguishes and depreciates the characters of those, who, with a world of their own creating, join issue with the real details of this sublunary sphere. Unfitted to sustain the warfare, a solace for de- feat is often sought in the wine -cup — inebriation and its polluting and debasing consequences follow — and the re- sult is unmitigated, irretrievable ruin. Such has been the fate of many a child of song. The subject of the subjoined notice, like many others of his class, entered on life with but a very imperfect knowledge of its details. Sanguine of a success and a fame greater far than has been tangibly accorded him, disappointment has wrought its sad work on his conduct and circumstances. He has greatly erred — not, however, we hope, irredeemably ; and if a stern determination from henceforth to eschew these temptations, the past effects of which he has to lament, and a strong resolution to comport himself in such a manner as will yield gratification to himself, and satisfaction to others, can be held as a guar- antee of fulfilment, the consummation is not at all unlikely. Experience — with its sombre train of reflec- tion — has directed its argumentum judicium ; and though old habits — especially when expelled by violence — may return, yet the presumption is strong that his resolutions b XIV. may acquire strength in their progress to prevent a relapse. It may be necessary to premise that the following simple narrative has been drawn up from information fur- nished by Wright and his relations, and by a few friends who were intimate with him previous to, and at the most interesting period of his career — viz., that in which his " Retrospect," and other Poems were written. John Wright was born on the 1st September, 1805, at the farm house of Auchincloigh, parish of Sorn, Ayr- shire.* His father — James Wright — is a native of Galston parish, but at present, and for several years back, has resided in Ayr, where he gains an honest livelihood by driving coals. He is far advanced in years ; and is a remarkably quiet inoifensive person, with a moderate share of intelligence. Wright's mother — whose maiden name was Grizzle Taylor, and who was a native of Mauchline — was the very antipodes of her husband. Lively, bustling, and cheerful, with more of acute pene- tration than falls to the lot of many of her sex in the same sphere of life, her language was characterised by an •Auchencloigli is traditionally believed to have been also the birthplace of Alexander Peden, of prophetic memory. Thehonse in which that famed Covenanter first drew breath has been pnlled down, and a new stead- ing erected on its site. On one aide of the kitchen chimney of the old tenement, there was fonnd, when the honse was taktn down, an aperture in the wall, the month of which had been filled by a square slab of stone. This receptacle had escaped the eyes of tbose resident in Auchencloigh for upwards of a century and a half, as was supposed. In the recess were fonnd several warlike weapons — including two swords, which since have been called" Peden's ewords," with what degree of truth let antiquaries say. Both are in the possession of the writer of this notice. XV. originality and force of expression, which reminded the listener strongly of her wayward son ; whose diction, especially when excited by the social bowl, is, even when applied to trifles, of a peculiarly graphic and comprehen- sive description. She died of fever about the beginning of December, 1842. The family — of whom John is the fourth — consisted of seven, five sons and two daughters. Two of the former and one of the latter are dead ; two brothers are at present with the 9 1st regiment at the Cape of Good Hope ; and the surviving sister is married, and is with her husband in Buenos Ayres. While yet a mere child, Wright's parents removed from Auchencloigh to the village of Galston, which liter- ally became his native town, and where he spent the few schoolboy days allotted to him — which in reality extended only to a few months. His literary attainments on leaving school embraced no more than a very imperfect knowledge of English reading, while as to writing he knew nothing : indeed, until he had_arrived at seventeen years of age, when he contrived to scrawl a few pot-hooks by dint of studying Butterworth's copy lines, he had no notion whatever of caligraphy. A remarkably retentive memory was the only striking quality of mind be exhibited at this early stage of his life. As a proof of his ability, we may mention an anecdote related to us by one who witnessed the incident, which singularly demonstrates the power of memory he possessed. He had for some time attended a Sabbath School established in the village, and had gained the ap- plause of his teacher for the fidelity with which his tasks were committed. On one occasion it had been announced that a school Bible would be given to the pupil in Wright's class who should commit to memory, and repeat the great- fa 2 XVI. est portion of the 119th Psalm. A fortnigat, we believe, was the time allowed, but John had been busy during the first week in assisting his father to supply the villagers with coals, and the Sabbath day found him as diligent in bird-nesting. By the middle of the second week — Poets are ever dilatory — he had not even looked at his task ; however, through the persuasions of his mother, and the hope of the reward acting as an incentive, he commenced to get the Psalm by heart. A few hours in the evenings, were the only time he could devote to his mental labour : still he applied himself perseveringly, and on the afternoon of the Sabbath, John set out for school with a smile of sa- tisfaction on his countenance. One or two of his rivals preceded him in the trial of mental strength, but they broke down ere they had made mere than a third of the way. It came to John's turn : be got up, and commenced with his eyes shut, and in bis peculiar drawling tone, fin- ished his task by reciting the Psalm from first to last, and that without even once requiring the aid of a prompter ! The operation — or, as it was considered, the infliction of such a lengthy yarn^ lasted for upwards of an hour and a half. The unusual length of the task and the sententious accuracy with which John thought proper to embellish its delivery, had their effect on his audience — the greater part — including all the other scholars, having stolen away : in fact, the minister and his elders, (who were the teachers) were all that braved it out, and these by their yawning, could gladly, by appearance, have followed the example of the others. John opened his eyes on victory, and the prize Bible, which he bore home to his father's house in tri- umph. This fact has given rise to a proverb, current among the good folks of Galston ; if they happen to meet XVll. with an individual addicted to prolixity in his discourse, they give vent to their ennui by declaring that, " they would rather by far listen to John Wright repeating the 119th Psalm." The beauty of the scenery around the quiet and retired village of Galston is peculiarly calculated to awaken the sympathies of the poetic mind ; these scenes — which are among the most beautiful of which Ayrshire can boast — and to describe which th* pens of a Ramsay and a Tanna- hill have been employed, could not but impress the heart of the embryo poet, with a feeling of their surpassing loveli- ness. When a mere boy, we find him foregoing the attractions of play, and the company of his merry com- panions, to wander in solitude, and gaze with certain inde- finable sensations on " Loudon's bonny woods and braes," clothed in the foliage of summer ; or the unsung, but not less beautiful, banks of the " woody Burnawn," whose fairy haunts had always a peculiar charm in the eyes of the youth, and are well fitted for the nurture and devel- opement of poetic genius. From infancy until he had reached the twelfth year of his age — saving the gift of memory before alluded to — nothing remarkable exhibited itself in the charac- ter of young Wright, if we except a strong pen- chant for boyish sports, at all of which he was an adept. His appearance was eccentric and ungainly, He even describes himself at this period as " a wild, wayward, reckless, and peculiarly odd boy in appearance and everything else : overmatching all his compeers at the various out-door employments, amusements, and pranks." At ball-playing — a favourite sport among the youth of Galston — he was an acknowledged proficient ; b 3. XVI 11. the hidden haunts of the feathered songster seldom escaped his prying eye ; bee hunting was also a favourite recreation ; and even at the present time, while enjoying his summer rambles, the wild bees " bizz oot wi' angry fyke," under the plundering hands of the Poet. Little wonder then, that so fond of bee-hunting, one should get under "his bonnet." Possessing a robust constitution,' and a lively and active spirit, it was not surprising that he courted these stirring enjoyments so congenial to the taste of youth. Ambition for physical as well as mental superiority — and that too of the most reckless and arbi- trary description — influenced his general conduct ; and many of his youthful associates recollect well that, if worsted in a game — even by fair play — he invariably knocked his opponent down, or had himself well buffeted for his audacity. From the time Wright had attained his sevenrh year up to the period of his being put to a trade, he assisted his father in driving coals for the villagers of Galston, conse- quently he had few opportunities of indulging in his favourite country rambles. The Sabbath day was gener- ally set apart by him for these excursions ; but as this desecration of the holy day did not coincide with the rules of his father's domestic establishment — a proper regard to the fourth commandment being strictly enjoined — his com- munings with Nature amid those scenes where she shines in her loveliest garb, were few and far between. Mo- ments were, however, snatched when he could gaze with rapture on the beauties of creation — moments sweeter because of their having been stolen ; and, when weary and hungry, the evening of the day sacred to rest found him at his father's threshold — reproof, correction, and XIX. advice awaiting him, he cheerfully endured his punish- ment listened to his parent's admonitions, but secretly vowed to deserve them more and more. Though a pure love of wandering among those scenes he has celebrated in his poetry, seemed alone to iufluence such conduct ; and though no motive definitely poetic could be said to prompt this passion ; yet, we cannot but rest the foundation of that vivid natural imagery with which his works are adorned, on the feelings immaturely engendered in his breast during these hours of wayward rambling amid, — " The beauteous scenes of nature ; where he found In shades and solitude, that true delight, Wealth cannot purchase, nor even sceptres yield." As a further proof of his strong attachment to the scenery of the hills and dales and bubbling brooks— the favoured haunts of the Muse — we may mention that — when all other means failed— his parents— in order to " keep their wayward child" at home, were sometimes in the habit of locking past his clothes, so as decency alone might compel him to pay a due respect to the Sabbath day. An open door was, however, with John an excellent equivalent for this deprivation ; and many an extended ramble has he indulged in while almost in a state of nudity. In one of his predatory excursions into the woods in search of wild fruit, he had the misfortune to get a fall from a very high wild-cherry tree, by which his skull was fractured. He was carried home, and for a time his life was despaired of. He, however, soon recovered, and set about his wonted pursuits. Shortly after the occurrence of this accident, he happened to engage in a quarrel with a playmate — John, as usual, being the aggressor. His opponent was forced to beat a retreat, but rallied, and lifting a great stone, hurled it at Wright's head, which it XX. struck, and almost killed him. He lay for two days insen. sible, and all hopes of his recovery had fled ; when, strange to say, he started to his feet on the third day, and the following Sabbath found him at his old occupation of wandering. From this period a visible change took place in his deportment : his roystering habits gave place to a sort of nervous melancholy, which, with an impaired equanimity of temper, have distinguished his character ever since: this change of disposition he himself attributes to the effects of the accidents narrated above. At thirteen the Poet was apprenticed to the weav- ing trade, to a Mr George Brown, in Galston, who, ac- cording to Wright's account of him, was a man of an excellent heart and sound understanding, and to whose kindness he was greatly indebted during his pursuit of knowledge. His memory yet lives in the minds of his contemporaries, associated with all those virtues that blend to form the upright man. Every information he could afford was freely granted to the Poet, who im- proved with wonderful rapidity under his tuition, and he never mentions his benefactor's name without expressing the warmest gratitude for his kindness and attention. It was customary with Mr Brown to have weekly meetings in his house, of such among his friends as were fond of literary pursuits, and among whom were several very in- telligent men. To these converzaiiones Wright had free access, as also to his master's library, which was extensive and well selected, and in a couple of years — as he himself states — " he had got so much of general information that he determined to set up thinking for himself." Consider- ing that he was yet comparatively a youth, and that extreme bashfulness had taken the place of his former XXI. resolute disposition, this determination may appear to have been premature : but it must also be kept in m'.nd that his powers of memory were still most extensive, and his judgment generally acute ; besides, by the conversation of a few congenial spirits among his acquaintances, he received much information and expansion of mind, inde- ])endent of the sources mentioned above. Books of all descriptions be devoured with avidity, but poetry had always for him a peculiar charm. With this love of read- ing came the " sin of rhyme" — they were begotten simultaneously — they were twin born. It has often been proven that first love has been the primary incentive towards the developement of the latent energies of the mind, producing that true poetry of the soul, breathing all that is virtuous, pure, and sincere. Though he had jingled puerile rhymes almost from infancy, these had been unmixed with feeling ; his first love called forth his heart in its earliest song. The object of the Poet's youthful affection was a worthy girl of modest deportment, with a happy though subdued wit, and an easy sprightliness, combined with imitative talent of no ordinary quality. Though not by any means attractive in the eyes of the fairer part of creation — from his morose, or rather misanthropical, habits, more than from his per- sonal appearance — John yet became the accepted of the lively girl, and with all the enthusiasm of inexperience, they plighted their vows ere either had reached their sixteenth year. Their love was truly reciprocal, and the Poet sang his hopes ana joys unalloyed by those tantaliz- ing fears which generally mark the course of the tender passion. Many a soul breathing strain has his memory contained — for he could not write at this period — the xxu. greater part of which have faded with those feelings first love awoke in his mind. As he attached himself to the Nine, the " luve o' life's young day" gradually wore off, and his inamorata, whether jealous of the power which the daughters of Jupiter and Nnemosyne had usurped over the heart of her betrothed, or from some other cause un- known, we are not enabled to say : yet certain it is the correspondence broke off abruptly, and at a period when the whisperings of ambition, and the desire of putting forth to the world his clainis as a poet, had be- gun to engross his almost every thought. A suitor less apathetic soon presented himself, and his " flame" shortly afterwards married. The grave has now closed over her — *' the perfection of whose liveliness and beauty" — to use bis own words — " infused poesy and passion into his heart, and scattered bloom and fertility over the parched and barren desert of his existence." An effusion (valuable only as being the first effort of the untaught muse) inspired by those feelings which first love calls into existence, will be found in this volume. Plying the shuttle for fifteen hours per day cannot be considered as an effectual spur to a poetic mind : yet, notwithstanding this labour, Wright found oppor- tunity to string his thoughts together in rhyme ; or, in the company of a few amiable and intelligent associates, whose kindred feelings recommended them, to wander among their favourite haunts on the delightful banks of the Irvine, or the fairy margin of the secluded Burnawn, making a paradise of the present, while their thoughts of the future were visions of unclouded pleasure. Poetry was a passion with the more select of his companions, but to him it wsis all in all of his existence — his day-dream and XXIU. his night reverie. He had already commenced a Tragedy, which he entitled " Mahomet ; or the Hegira", at which he wrought with unceasing study until it had extended to upwards of 1500 lines, all of which he retained on his memory, which he was necessitated to do owing to his in- ability to write it down. On repeating it to his friends they passed sentence of condemnation upon it owing to its almost total want of stage effect — a circumstance solely to be attributed to the fact that the author had never, at that time, seen a dramatic representation. He continued, however, to add to it, feeling persuaded that injustice had been done to it by its critics ; but through the acute per- ception and gentle persuasion of a young girl — a mere child — and her repeated assertions that it was " immeas- urably dull", the author was at last forced reluctantly to see this defect. Whether proceeding from intense application, or the hitherto dormant effects of the accidents already described; or from the disappointment arising from the failure of his first effort, we are unable to demonstrate, but a deep melancholy took possession of, and settled down on his mind at this period. Gloomy and troubled thoughts — a general depression of spirit — confusion of ideas — a nervous anxiety and proneness to irritation — accompanied by an overpowering and indefinable fear, gradually usurped his mind, and threatened to undo his purposes for ever. By the advice of his friends, he was induced to suspend his poetic labours, and seek in recreation the means of bracing his shattered nerves, when he might again set himself to his mental toils with renewed energy. This monomania took possession of his mind at the commencement of a dull winter ; but, by dint of constant and severe exercise in XXIV. the fields, and a course of judicious medical treatment, the following Spring found him in full possession of his mental faculties.* It may be here stated that he man- aged during this unhappy period to instruct himself in writing by the means previously mentioned. So soon as his mind had resumed a healthy tone, he addressed himself to his literary labours with an application that even exceed- ed in intensity that of the foregoing summer. His first ob- ject was to re-model his Tragedy of " Mahomet," making such alterations as would produce the required stage effect ; but, after labouring assiduously for several months, he was at last forced to abandon the subject as one ill adapted for the purpose intended. The melancholy that had before seized him, returned at intervals. For a few years afterwards he but occasionally " perpetrated poetry," but applied himself with divided diligence to his loom — the study of nature — and the general improvement of his mind. The Retrospect was announced in the year 1824. At the outset, the Poet formed a resolution that he should com- pose not less than two stanzas daily, which, under all cir- cumstances he continued to do until it was nearly finished. The whole of the first Canto he retained on his memory until an opportunity should occur when he might get it committed to paper. The woi-kshop was his study, and the loom his desk. His poetical exertions were greatly marred by the persuasions of some individuals who were nevertheless excellent friends — but who decried every thing in the shape of poetry, from a mistaken notion of *While thus in search of health, the Poet sjyahe, in the winter monthti, indulged in the novel paatime of bathing in a favourite pool in Bnmawn, »Dd thinki it aid«d his recovery. XXV. its inutility. Their representations, however, only served to damp his ardour for a time, and he continued to add to the poem until it had been nearly finished, his natural intelligence always pointing to such exertion as the way to popularity — now his exclusive ambition. A period of four years was suffered to elapse, during which the Poet seems to have given his Muse a jubilee. At the end of that time, a few friends, whose enlarged understandings, extensive information, and critical acumen, rendered them pretty good judges of poetical merit, had the manuscript of the " Retrospect" submitted to their correction. They read, reviewed, censured, and praised as they saw fit — suggested a few improvements, of which the author took advantage — and filially recommended him to publish ; but, in the first place, they thought it advisable that he should carry the work to Edinburgh, and make an effort to obtain an opinion as to its merits from some of the literati there. Wright instantly set about the preparations for carry- ing this suggestion of his friends into effect ; and, having procured some writing materials, he went home to his father's house, where he carefully transcribed the "Retro- spect," and a few smaller pieces, which occupied him about a fortnight. He then left Galston with his manuscript in his breast, and with only one halfpenny in his pocket. He had been disappointed of some money owing him, but having fixed on a time to begin his adventure, he was not to be diverted from his purpose ; he had put his hand to the plough, and scorned to turn back. On his arrival at Glasgow he was introduced to Mr John Struthers, the author of " The Poor Man's Sab- bath," and the late Dugald Moore, Esq., author of " The c # XXVI. African," &c., both of whom received him in a kindly manner, and treated hira with all the warmth of poetic friendship. They perused his manuscript, and approved of his intention to seek a patron in Edinburgh. They also gave him some money, and he set out for Auld Reekie with a light heart, and the most sanguine hopes of future fame. He had taken his passage in one of the canal boats; and among the passengers was a character belonging to L , a messenger-at-arms — who, seein? something peculiar in Wright's appearance, hobbled (for he had a wooden leg) up to the Poet, and entered into conversation with him. John explained his business, and the views be entertained of ultimate success, should he only be fortunate enough to obtain an audience of some of the leviathans in the literary woild, who were domi- ciled in Modern Athens. His new acquaintance was graciously pleased to promise the Poet that he would use the utmost exertion to procure him an audience of his friend Walter Scott, his bosom crony Professor Wilson, and his talented cZm^ <:o?«;9arezo« Henry Glassford Bell; and, from the intimacy existing between him and those exalted personages, there was no doubt whatever but Wright's views as to an audience, and more, would be fully borne out. The worthy also condescended to call in bottle after bottle of porter, which he graciously allow- ed Wright to pay, until the Poet's finances had dwindled down to sixpence ; and, to sum up the aggregate of his many kindnesses and condescensions, he bolted the moment the boat arrived, leaving John to find access to his dear friends in whatever manner he chose. The man of sum- monses, poindings, hornings, &c. &c., having thus given the Poet his first lesson in the ways of the world, by abruptlj 1.XVU. leaving him with no other companion than that which too often constitutes " the badge of all his tribe," — viz., an empty purse. John's natural timidity and heartless situation had nigh overcome him, and many a time and oft he glanced towards the canal with the thought that in its muddy waters might be found a relief from the pains of this " his first real grief," — as he himself expresses it. However, after battling with his mental afflictions, the love of life and fame gained the victory over his suicidal notions, and he determined on the instant to call on that patron of merit and miracle of genius, Sir Walter Scott ; and thus re- solved, he enquired his way, and found himself at the domicile of the mighty Wizard. Much to the chagrin of our Poet, Sir Walter had left town the preceding day for Abbotsford. Wright then set out with the intention of visiting Sir Walter at his favourite villa, and had reached the extreme boundary of the city of Edinburgh, when fatigue, want of sleep, and the cheerless prospect of a pennyless journey of sixty miles, overpowered his resolu- tion, and his heart gave way under the burden of his afflic- tion. He hesitated — stood still — then threw himself down on the ground — drew his manuscript forth from his bosom — and cast it from him in despair, like Hagar when she abandoned her child in the wilderness ! After indulg- ing in a burst of disappointed feeling, he determined to return home, and resign his ambitious views for ever. While in this mood he bethought him of a friend who lived at Leith, and thither he went at early dawn, and was well received, and remained until he had fully recruited his bodily fatigues, when the desire of popularity returned with tenfold force. Another kind townsman, to whom Wright was known, also enacted the part of the good c 2 XXVIU. Samaritan towards him; and, among other kindnesses, introduced him to the notice of several students belonging to the Edinburgh University — among the rest a Mr David Hastings, a native of Dumfriesshire — who particularly at this, besides subsequent periods, interested himself in Wright's behalf, and perseveringly carried him through many formidable difficulties, especially in the matter of preparing his work for the press. It was through this gentleman's instrumentality that he was ultimately intro- duced to the favour of Professor Wilson, Dr M'Crie, H. G. Bell, Esq., of the Literary Journal, and other distin- guished men of letters, to whose good opinion our Poet was mainly indebted for the success that followed ihe issue of his first edition. Mr Hastings — who was well known as an excellent general scholar, and who possessed genuine poetical talent — died a few years ago of sniall-pox in Watson's Hospital, Edinburgh, where he held an official situation. He was respected for his abilities, beloved on account of his warm hearted kindly manner, and left many friends to mourn over his loss, and none more sincerely than he who forms the subject of this sketch. Through the intercession of Mr Hastings and his friends. Professor Wilson condescended to peruse, and give his opinion regarding Wright's poem. For this purpose the MS. was delivered to him, and after a few days Wright was sent for, in order to have an interview with " Christopher," who spoke flatteringly of the merits of the production, and gave the author, at his departure, the following testimonial : — " Professor Wilson has read with much pleasure Mr Wright's M.S. volume of Poems. They display great feel- ing and fancy, and are assuredly most creditable to the head and heart of the Author. Should Mr Wright think of XXIX. publishing by subscription, Professor Wilson begs that his name may be put down for eight copies ; and, in the mean- time, wishes him to be assured of his esteem." At his request another visit was paid to the illustrious author of "the Isle of Palms," who gave our Poet a most cordial reception. He entered freely into conversation regarding Poetry and Poets, — Cowper, Byron, Words- worth, Campbell, and Burns — spoke of the general litera- ture of the day, but never once alluded to his own produc- tions. The Professor proffered his patronage in various ways, and strongly urged Wright to set about the publica- tion of his works by subscription, and he would do all in his power to further the sale of the impression — a promise, it is needless to say, he fulfilled to the letter. Before tak- ing leave, Wright was furnished with several recommenda- tory letters to gentlemen in the West Country, expressing in high terms the Professor's sense of the talent which dictated the " Retrospect," and those documents tended greatly to promote the sale of the work. H. G. Bell, Esq., also, with a kindness characteristic of that gentle- man's nature, did much to forward Wright's interest. He corrected several errors in the M.S.; paid its author the subjoined compliment in the Literaiy Journal^ and behav- ed towards him in a manner which has earned his lasting gratitude : — " Gentle feeling and acute sensibility to all the charms of nature, are the characteristics of Mr Wright's Poetry." After a stay of about three months in Edinburgh, during which period Wright had seen a good deal of life ia cir- cles to which he had not before or since that time a means of access — had benefited much by the advice and direction of his patrons there — and had procured nearly XXX. one thousand subscribers for his work — he set out for the West Country full of hope, and sanguine of a success far beyond probability. Estimates were taken in, and the first edition of his Poems was published by Messrs. Curl and Bell, Glasgow. The impression sold rapidly, a cir- cumstance mainly attributable to the flattering notices bestowed on the work by the Periodical and Newspaper Press, Metropolitan and Provincial. It may not be out of place here to give a few of these : — " Volumes of better poetry have lately been written by persons more illiterate than any of Southey's uneducated Poets. In particular we allude to John Wright, who though illiterate in the largest sense, and confined to the most severe labour in a cotton factory,* somewhere in Ayrshire, has embodied in his works a system of rural images, and a train of moral reflections, that would have done honour to more distinguished names." — London Quarterly Review, " We read on with delight ; we are astonished at the originality and power of the Author ; we pause over the achievements of his unassisted mind, and wonder, with all the difficulties be has struggled mth, that he has produced so much." — London Montldy Review. The following extract is from a critique on Wright's poems, which appeared in Blackwood's Magazine ; — " Many of the poems of John Wright, an industrious weaver somewhere in Ayrshire, are beautiful, and have received the praise of Sir Walter Scott himself ; who, though kind to all aspirants, praised none to whom nature had not imparted some portion of creative genius. One of John's pieces we have committed to memory, or rather, without try- ing to do so, got by heart ; and as it seems to us very mild and touching, here it is." (The Poem alluded to, entitled " The Wrecked Mariner," will be seen in this volume.. • This is a mistake — Wright never was employed in a cotton factory. XXXI. The Poet, after the sale of his first edition, remained for some months in his native village ; but, instead of being lionized, as his anticipations had led him to expect, he found in place a verification of the proverb that a prophet has no honour in bis own country ; and, being tired of an inactive life, he resolved to seek a change of scene as a cure for that bilious feeling which prompted him to write the " Street Remarkers." With this view he set out for Cambuslang, near Glasgow, a place where he was not known, and having gone thither he commenced to work at his trade of weaving. Very shortly after settling there, he married Margaret Chalmers, a young woman of excellent character, who had received a more than ordinarily liberal education under the care of her grand- father, the teacher of the parish school. Having naturally a turn for literary pursuits, she and John lived very happi- ly together, their tempers and dispositions according well. After the birth of their first child, which was still born, Mrs Wright experienced an attack of bad health. The double advantage of making a little money, and of reno- vating Mrs Wright's health by travel, induced our poet to think of publishing a second time, and he therefore enter- ed into a contract with Messrs Bell and Bain in Glasgow for a thousand copies. The Poet, accompanied by his wife, then set out for Greenock, whore ho had good suc- cess, having sold as many copies there, and in Port- Glasgow, as defrayed the expenses of printing the edition. He also found a number of subscribers in Dumbarton and Stirling shires; and many copies were sold in Glas- gow and its neighbourhood. Every encouragement that could be given the Poet in his exertions was freely vouch- safed by many kind individuals, among whom were the XXXll. Rev. Mr. Anderson of Dumbarton — a gifted votary of the Muses — Capt. Mackieson, now of the Dundee Pohce — Mr Tennant, author of " Anster Fair," — and several others whose genius has not slumbered, although their efforts have not been made public. Wright speaks of the goodness of Tennant with gratitude. While at Dollar, many long and earnest conversations took place between them on the merits of the most popular poets. Tennant's opinions were tinctured with a charitable feeling which shielded the blemishes attributable to character or style. Byron's faults were glozed over by the many beauties of his poe- try — Burns's errors were sheltered under the splendour and versatility of his talents — to all the sons of the Muse he was a friend, and advocated even their failings with a zeal and earnestness that would almost make them '' lean to virtue's side." He was of an unpretending character, and without even a shadow of that egotism, which is chargeable on many, who, with slighter claims to genius, have more assurance. When he died, Wright — with a lively sense of his worth — composed the epitaph which will be found in the body of this volume. On leaving Dollar our author made a tour through the "kingdom of Fife," thence by the east coast into Dumfries shire and by Galloway to Ayrshire. He Mas greatly indebted to the kindness of John M'Diarmid, Esq., Editor of the Dumfries Courier, for the patronage he received in that quarter, and, as a mark of gratitude, dedicated his miscel- laneous pieces to that gentleman. The wandering sort of life which he had led for a season, while it advanced his interest in one respect, resulted in what may be justly termed the destruction of his health — mental and physi- cal. His name had been wafted abroad on the pinions xxxni. of adulation, and in almost every town or village he visit- ed during his peregrinations, he found some individual to take him by the hand and afford him that attention which genius always commands when inclination leads it to seek. praise. The innate bashfulness of John's nature was often forced aside by the influence of the intoxicating bowl, and succeeding indulgences soon conspired to beget a habit that has clung to him with a pertinacity which — it is to be feared — will never be effectually removed. Had prosperity always lingered around his footsteps, it might have been otherwise ; but, alas, we regret to say that his has become a wreck among the many noble minds that have been stranded on the rocks of intem- perance. We would fain have denied ourselves the task of recording this blight among the flowers which his fancy has called into existence ; truth, however, directs the pen, while friendship mourns over the page. After resting three months from the toils of his journey, which had brought on a disease in his ankle joints, and had kept him rather unwillingly at home in Ayr, he set off for Cambuslang, and recommenced his old trade of weav- ing. Some exertion was by this time necessary, as the profits of his second edition had been spent. Mrs Wright's health had been completely re-established, and both set to their domestic duties with a will that promised future prosperity. But the depression which had long been felt in the weaving trade had — shortly after the Poet settled at his loom — arrived at a climax ; and, as its effects came to press heavily on his endeavours, he lost heart, and allowed his pent-up inclinations to take sway over his reason. His literary friends plied him with his favourite beverage — domestic squabbles usurped the place XXXIV. of peace ; and John's habits becoming daily confirmed in intemperance and its evils, a separation ensued. Mrs Wright and her two boys continue still to reside at Cam- buslang, and the Poet's conduct, until lately, has been such as to hold out few hopes of a reunion. His view in publishing the present volume is to provide the means for effecting this purpose — an end to which his wishes have been directed for some time past. From the period of his separation from his wife and family, up to the present moment, to describe bis life would be a hopeless task, and the picture would not tend to advance the cause of morality, or shew human na- ture in any thing but its most lamentable aspect. Home- less, comfortless, but not aimless, on his success in the present undertaking depends, in a great measure, the happiness he has anticipated to experience in future. To the friends of Genius in Misfortune he has made a first appeal; but, should he fail, and what remains of a spirit within him be crushed amid its last and most lively hopes, those who now befriend him will at least have the happy reflection of having exerted themselves to the utmost to save the wreck of a noble mind from being engulphed in poverty and despair. In conclusion, it may be expected that we should say something of the character of Wright's works, and the claims which may be advanced in his behalf on the score of genius. These have already been shewn to be of a very superior character ; and we would point to the testimo- nies of a Scott, a Wilson, and a Bell in proof of this fact, rather than give a preference to our own opinion, which. — favourable as it might be — would not serve in the smallest degree to illustrate the truth of theirs. THE RETROSPECT OE YOUTHFUL SCENES. IN TWO CANTOS. THE RETROSPECT. CANTO I. I. Life, Pre by Reason swayed, its joys I sing, — A theme still searched and sung, and still inviting ; Now that the Muse again is on the wing. After a long blank pause, all undelighting— A sterile wreck. Fame, Hope, Ambition, blighting; By passion brought, that brought despondence dire, The darkened heart with fancied ills affrighting; — Poetic vision quelled, and quenched its fire,— So now with trembling hand I touch life's early lyre. II. Oh ! for the winning sorcery of those When in their bright career they first did start, At once to Fame's proud pinnacle who rose. And deified themselves in every heart ! To brook no more oblivion's bitter smart, Have I not warred with joy, or baffled pain ? And still all efforts fail the gloom to part. And show a path that so I may attain Hope's promised eminence, again and still again. A THE RETROSPECT, canto i. III. Yet, but its due bewitching Glory give. As soon as found 'tis stale, the dear-bought boon : The Flower we plant and rear, and o'er it live — And jet 'tis left to wither when full blown — Pressed immature, matured, its perfume gone ; Allow we relish what it may bestow, 'Tis all a hazard, and can ne'er atone For those bereavements — all we must forego, Ere scaled the rising height, we long to reach below. IV. Thus will I tune my unambitious song To Childhood, cherished in the rural shade; Nor form again a wish, nor ever long The dizzying height to reach, nor fawn for aid. The flowers that I will gather soon may fade; The gems that glitter in their native dell May lose their lustre, to the world displayed ; Yet will not I 'gainst frowning fate rebel ; Sharp, festering, sad regrets shall ne'er be mine to quell. From every stage of life we love to look Through the dim backward distance, to the day Ere time had planted, and the heart did brook. The ills that bear o'er life their bitter sway ; When through the blissful scenes we used to stray Of Fairyland unfabled, and full slow Approach where Hope first led our steps away To richer realms, where brighter pleasures flow; — Bewitched the tale to trust, how wrong were we to go ! PANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 3 VI. Much from remembrance falls, and fades away. Like leaves blown from the bough when winds beat keen ; But youth's endearments, gemmed in heavenly ray. Still bloom and brighten there, as evergreen That lovelier still appears, more verdant seen, In nature's wreck, in winter's sunless gloom : We may not, eannot be as we have been, Yet still in thought sweet Boyhood we resume, Press the light foot-prints o'er, and mitigate our doom. VII. In youth's bright summer, when I skimmed along On rapture's rolling tide, 'twas sweet to try. In buoyancy of soul, to weave sweet song. While searching nature with unsullied eye : — The aggregated charms of earth and sky, — The bUght of winter, and the bloom of spring, — The green and golden mantle and soft sigh Of gentle autumn, — all alike did bring Fresh beauty to the mind on Adoration's wing. VIII. Then sweet to wander through the leafless grove. While yet Spring's infant anthems rang, to wake Earth into life — with winter now she strove. Now would the hue of summer beauty take. Now autumn-drapery, and then all forsake, To shine herself alone ; nor loved the less ; And as we gazed, above the late fallen flake, Seemed gei'm of spring, that sunbeam loved to kiss — Chasing the clouds away, to hasten vernal bliss. THE IILTROSPZCT, canto I, IX. And sweet to roam o'er yet snow-cbequered scene Along the hilly rise, and there behold Earth — one vast gem of sparkling white and green ; And down the steeps streams dashing bright and bold, Noisy, innumerous — half from winter hold Their short duration, yet impetuous, proud. As through all lands, all ages they had rolled : — Ephemeral offspring of the fleeting cloud. Foam on ! the upstart streams of life yet i-age more loud, X. And sweet to wander forth at glimmering dawn Ere, echoing, heard brown labour's pond'rous tread, — Or flock or herd, uncouched. spread o'er the lawn : Where'er ye turn, by love the soul is led ; The tuneful lark has left her dewy bed — Seems hung from heaven ; enchanting music floats Along the vale from bushes high o'erhead ; Whilst the grey mock-bird 1 trills its varying notes As 'twere a dulcet choir from thousand different throats. XT, The yellow-hammer mounts the birch tree hoar. With melancholy dead-deploring wail ; And now, shrill harping, wren and red-breast pour Their mingling melody adown the vale ; And thrush, with song voluptuous, loads the gale ; Impatient all of leaflets' long delay, Slow shooting verdure, and — that still assail — Slight frosts, and blighting \\inds, that build may they In open field secure, tree, hedge, or hedge-side gray. K CANTO 1. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. O XII. Thou comost, Spring ! like an o'er-fondled child, That frets, and brawls, and weeps, and knows not why ; Straight smil'st, with cheek all beauty, dimpling mild ; And now, to tempt pursuit, afar dost fly; And in thy absence with each other vie To seize thy sceptre, frost, snow, wind, and rain ; And opening flowerets drop their heads to die : — With wreath of beams and joyous flowers, again Thou com'st, to rout abashed stern Winter's hostile train. XIII. Thou com'st like maiden in her earliest bloom. That young hearts homage with impassioned glow ; Thou com'st like day-star diving through the gloom, The hope of morn on mortals to bestow ; Thou com'st like manhood struggling with the throe Of seeming dissolution ; like a dream That fills the fluttering soul with an o'erflow Of every bliss, delights that brightest seem. And then in heart-ache ends at morning's dawning gleam. XIV. , t How rich, how lovely, in thy flowery prime. Fair Spring ! oh, would this were thy radiant home Too fleet thy sojourn in our pallid clime. Sweet wanderer I when thou leav'st thy native dome. For ever on the wing like warning Gnome ;2 In Paynim solitudes why love to smile. Or where barbaric hordes embruted roam. Unprized, with all thy peerless charms — the while Thou leav'st to storms a prey this our else favoured isle ? A 3 6 THE RETROSPECT, canto i. XV. Thou op'st a storehouse for all hues of men : To hardihood, thou, blustering from the north, Roll'st dark; hast sighs for those that would complain; Sharp winds, to clear the head of wit and worth; And melody, for those that follow mirth ; Clouds for the gloomy ; tears for those that weep 5 Flowers, blighted in the bud, for those that birth Untimely sorrow o'er ; and skies, where sweep Fleets of a thousand sail, for him that ploughs the deep. XVI. As one awaked from sweet reviving sleep. O'er renovated nature, looks abroad, — Himself transformed, he drinks, and drinks more deep Of gladness, gathered round his bless'd abode. That, for a space, withholds the accustomed load Of ills indigenous — he wondering feels Youth's fairy-ground beneath him, long untrod : Much more, sweet Spring ! thy loved approach reveals Of all that glads the heart — which winter's breath conceals. XVII. Of all the seasons. Summer ! thee I hail ! Congenial most with manhood, youth, and age ; When fragrant verdure crowns the sheltered vale. And hill, and wood, and stream, so strong engage; Youth bursts the lonely prison, that the rage Of wintry, vernal storms immured so long. To greet thee. Summer, in thy fairest stage. Amid the green exuberance, and the throng Of birdsj from every bough, that wake symphonious song. CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. XVIII. And many a nameless pleasure winged those hours Of halcyon beauty, — sweet the search to find Gay coronal of convoluted flowers. The brow of vestal innocence to bind ; Untouched and pure, and like the cultured mind That opes not all its treasures at first view ; As sparkling gems, by silvery bar confined, — Without attractive — more to wander through The labyrinth of folds, so fair that hidden grew. XIX. The sight, how charming I whatsoe'er it be, Though not in mould of song or beauty cast, That in our early days we used to see, — Straightforth before us rolls the pleasing past, And life's first lovely visions gild our last ; Thus would I spurn imperial couch — reclined On trunk of long fall'n tree, decaying fast. That moss enwraps, and weeds and wild-flowers bind. And ivy shoots, that knit the sear and sapless rind. XX. The sight enchanting ! wheresoe'er beheld, (Attractive most beside our early home,) Of hoai'y ruin, Time hath long upheld In beauty ; now, as with the weight o'ercome. Has left to perish ; ever would we roam Its misty annals o'er, and fancy new, And still of its young glories — hence its gloom Of age endears, that, otherwise to view. Were oft as desert drear we think to traverse through. 8 THE RETROSPECT, canto i. XXI. To Lockhart's Tower-^ now flocked we forth — the prey. The wreck of ages, and the pride of song ; Where many a gambol circled round the gray, Dark, feudal vestige, and its dells among ; But o'er all sports athletic, nimble, strong, Was hand-ball pastime ; young, mid-aged, and old. As equals mingled, after practice long ; And scarce a neighbouring village was so bold As struggle with our own, the sovereignty to hold.'' XXII. Now sloe and sounding nut, raspberry wild, Allure our footsteps to the hazelly height ; Haw, juniper, and bramble-berry mild, And clustering fruit of mountain ash invite ; And hip mellifluous, after evening's blight Uf hoar-frost bland ;— and ever as we went. By the dark stream's worn eddy, foaming white ; Our bathing place of pastime — we gave vent To joys aquatic — life with pleasure truly blent. XXIII. oh ! there, around the old gray ash that hangs O'er the stream's rapid whirl — where, 'tis said, Wrung by despairing love's transfixing fangs. To its far top light scaled the maniac maid,^ And thence with ringlet band, all undismayed. Herself suspending, swung ; the sapless bough Hurled with her headlong down the dark cascade ; Whence her wild scream of agonizing woe Each night, as legends tell, comes bubbling from beiow ! CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. XXIV. In this lone scene of beauty, our chief joy — Surviving youth itself and all its charms — Was with the wilding Bee, but not to cloy, From its sweet stores, the heart, nor spread alarms. Assailing ruthlessly with murderous arms : These from the soft heath, those from flowry sward Transplanted we, fond from autumnal storms, To rush-wove glass-roofed bovver, — our rich reward, Their movements to behold, their labours not retard. XXV. We roamed the wild wood ; searched the sunny dell ; Explored the foggy hedge-side round and round ; Scaled the acclivious banks of mountain rill ; Paced every nook of land where flowers abound — Where the dark freckled wild bee still was found : And leaped the lightened heart, crowned was desire With fall fruition, when they sought the ground : To learn their strength, stamped we the turf on fire — AH instantly rushed forth with buzzing vengeful ire. XXVI. When woods would shower their foliage, and the wave Roll dark with summer's beauty, forth we'd stray, O'er rustling ruin, to some lonely cave. And pass, with pleasing themes, the night away; Or tracing, by the moon's romantic ray. The undiscovered charms of haunted scene, Where down the woodland's gray declivity Hurled the clear gliding brook, that elves did screen With curving underwood, to lave their limbs unseen. 10 THE RETROSPECT, canto i. XXVII. For ever lovely, thy deep thoughtful hue. Soft Autumn eve ! these clouds thy spirit fair, Like necromantic chariots posting through The blue expanse, in life and beauty ; there Serpents seem billowing forth with speckled glare; — Here, a huge mammoth rests upon the snow Above, and belches down abrupt through air, A burning fire-flood to the plain below. And o'er an azure deep, where little skiffs float slow. XXVIII. Here towers a golden statue, borne in air By pebbly rock, and poised by gentlest wind ; There witch-forms scamper 'mongst the moonbeams fair. Or sail along^ on hills, their charms unbind. As they withdraw, relaxing, like the hind, In overseer's wished absence, or removed. An army, from its leader : now reclined On the horizon hills ;— and now, unmoved. Unnerved, the cold, pale moon, less lovely, yet beloved. XXIX. As lovers lingering in each other's sight. The more apart, more fixed the fettered eye ; As Bard the eagle in its upward flight Surveys, through air, cleft clouds, and yielding sky ; As INIariner tossed on ocean, surging high, His bark o'erset, hails land, afar unfurled : Thus greet we these fair forms, and still descry Enchantment there — live emblem of the world ! Passion and poesy by fits to madness whirled. CANTO I. OU YOUTHFUL SCENES. 11 XXX. Though fettered to the spot we life begin, We live, and die — the world unknown by sight — The beauty and sublimity therein ; And though our hearts ne'er heaved on Alpine height, Nor sailed on iceberg through the Polar night. Oh ! deem not thou, aloft where fortune shines, Our day-spring darkness, our enjoyments slight, — 'Mid lovelier, loftier scenes the Bard reclines — These dread stupendous forms his Alps and Appennines. XXXI. Kind Heaven to reimburse the shackled limb, A world of wonders at our feet lets fall ; As is the light that gilds them as they skim — As is the hand that shaped them— seen by all — Obsequious still to fancy's forming call : The pleasure ground of Poet's boundless home ; Spirits of thunder ! and the lightning's pall ! When dark from ocean's bed, abroad ye roam, With half its waters drenched, o'er earth to fret and foam. XXXII. Spring's verdure fades, and Summer's flow'rets die ; Ye never — Nature still keeps watch o'er you, Ministrant delegates of the Most High ! Still marked with joy and gratulation due, Whate'er your embassy, or form, or hue : To few a blessing, and to all a bane, Who may avow ? ye seel, not to undo Existence, but primeval life maintain ; Hope, Love, and Mercy bear these fire-bolts o'er the plain. 12 THE RETROSPECT, canto XXXIII. Again ye roll in beaut}', and again My soul mounts onwards with you, as 'twould melt Into your essence. "Who might him arraign. Whose more than childhood o'er such beauty knelt; Who would not reckon that the spirit dwelt Of Poesy w ithin you ; — what so grand Of all that brightest genius ever felt. And breathed upon the world, in whisper bland, Or loud as ocean's roar, against the rocky strand ? XXXIV. That broken circle of huge forms abrupt. Now most resemble thy infernal band. Creative Milton ! When with lightnings whipp'd Through hell's unfathomed gulph,— they wait command, The Arch-fiend rears aloft his snaky brand ; Now, in array of battle, up the steep Of heaven they rush, as nought might them withstand ; Save one, on whose dark front sits anguish deep — And now he lags behind, and now begins to weep. XXXV. 'Tis divination ! — round the silvery moon Transformed are all — this, grown the dome august Of monarch on whose head is placed a crown — And that, an old tower mouldering into dust. Its brazen portals mantled o'er with rust — Who seemed the mightiest, towered most high, now shrinks Into a cascade — curiously embossed Its waters, as the moon upon it blinks — I'ut one, of form unchanged, that from the current drinks. CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 13 XXXVI. Ag one who looks, with eye-lid close compressed, 6 Through fancy's haze, and sees, as prompts desire. Before him rise the regions of the blessed ; Or, wrapped in twilight dai'kness, spirits dire, Shapes never formed before, and that expire. For ever undefined ; still whatsoe'er You wish, you see ; — thus these loved forms inspire Like pleasure to the mind ; thus wild appear, And still, as most uncouth, the more our hearts reTcrc. XXXVII. Who would not from him charm most potent cast, Each tie terrestrial, and of heaven partake ? Who that beholds these wonders, and can waste Such hours in slumber, ought not to awake ? From earliest youth I've drunk, in vain, to slake Desire from these ambrosial floods that flow Along the sky, when, Autumn, thou dost shake From hill and dell thy mellowed charms below — That all may upward look, reflect, and wiser grow. XXXVIII. The child is his sire's image ; thus am I, Thine, lonely Autumn, portraiture of thee; Grief, more I've sometimes loved — to list the sigh Suffused from swelling breast, than laughter free ; The softened accent and the cheek to see Embathed in tears, and sighed when sunbeam drew The pearly pleasure from me ; sweet to dree The tender pang, that, like a seraph, flew From heart to heart, with love showered forth as summer dew. 14 THE RETROSPECT, CANTO I. XXXIX. Show not the world thy heart ! if thou therein Hast treasured up a joy thou would'st preserve ; All panting to besiege the prize and win, — Not foe alone will arm — but friendship swerve. Yet, weep its flight ; — the streaming tear will carve Its passage to their soul, the dreaded arm Upreared against you, instantly unnerve ; And now themselves will weep their own wrought harm : "With nature thus, even woe comes not without its charm, XL. The world's a counterfeit — not what 'twould seem : Unsifted virtue oft but vice asleep. Hate's burning brand was once fair friendship's beam; And love — now envy — weaving malice deep, Wakes wormwood fountains for the heart to weep; This I have felt, and found it good to sheath The heart within itself, and silent reap The wild-flowers scattered o'er the mountain heath, — Nor blend with, nor inhale, the world's contagious breath. XLT. Thus far thou'st led me. Autumn ; it may be I have stolen from thee like a playful child, At times to wander ; 1 have breathed of thee. And drunk thy spirit till the heart was soiled With other sadness, lasting and more wild ; I DOW must drink less deeply — thy own hue, With mine, seems changed and changing, and less mild Even as I trace thee — hast thou known how few Of youthful friends are left, of youthful prospects true ! CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 15 XLII, Once in such scene — not thus as now I seem — I hailed thee, Autumn ! nor with tear nor sigh, Birth-place of Hope ! and many a blighted scheme That reared its tender stem, and flowered too high ; And yet, methought, was strong, I longed to try Its height to scale, to mount aloft thereon. And reach the flower that blossomed in the sky ; But, while I watched the day-star that led on, A cloud rolled dark between — 'twas night that came anon. XLIII. It came, like lui'king Death beneath the bloom Of untouched beauty, not yet mellowed quite. Light-hearted, laughing o'er a lovely doom, And, in the eye, (undreaded coming blight,) Lay Love amidst his lightnings to invite ; — It came like desert lake,^ reflecting heaven, 'Midst sandy wreath and simoom ^ sparkling bright. That, after pilgrim long to reach has striven. Becomes a stifling ridge of dust, against him driven. XLIV. At once we weep, and smile, and sigh, and sing; Our song of morn bathed in the tears of even ; Not far the spirit mounts on buoyant wing. Till by some leaden thought 'tis downward driven : Not many joys allure that are not riven From our fond grasp, ere we the boon partake ! Elate ambition wings his flight to heaven. And weaves his starry wreath, and makes earth quake- Anon he sinks, he bleeds, amid the briery brake. B 2 IG THE RETROSPECT, CAKTO 1. XLV. Each season brought its change, pervading all, That varied but our joys, that else had thriven Not long, enwrapt in surfeit's leaden pall; Sweet ! when rough Winter lashed the surge to heaven. Ship-crested ; the deep-rooted oak was riven From its fixed base, in the afifrighting glare Of wrathful tempest fiend, its branches driven From their aerial home — like offspring fair, O'er earth soon scattering wide, reft of parental care. XLVI. Sweet ! Spring's approach, and Summer's maiden hue. That onward dance to timbrel, harp, and song ; But fairer flow'rets, dipped in brighter dew. And other sounds that thrill the heart more strong. Spirit-awaking Power ! to thee belong : Thou fillest the streams that parching Summer drained. The soul's dried springlets, that now bound along; — Look round ! behold each to its height regained 1 What fountain now may tell heaven hath not richly rained ! XLVII. I've thought not always thus, else could I trace Of boyish feeling more, into thee wove ; But now I view thy sear and wrinkled face With that unwavering, uncoquettish love Which follows fluctuation — when we prove. Perchance, a thousand — and the first withal, Becomes again our choice — no more to rove : Yet not in youth unloved thy wizard call, Mid lonely night-wind's howl, and storm and snow-stream's brawl. CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 17 XLVIII. For then I was all Poesy, and would breathe Song of my own awaking, and still loved. In vapours, clouds, and storms myself to sheath — From these alone the sweets of being proved — Partook their spirit, and perchance promoved My own, it may be, higher than its height — Loftier than darkening destiny behoved; — Yet wheresoe'er a star of earth shone bright, Or heaven, there was my home, my heart and my delight. XLIX. And, lapped in bliss, not seldom have I sought, Along thy shivering nakedness, the linn,^ Up the steep mountain, when to madness wrought, By Kelpy '" foaming with convulsive grin, Far down the crannying crag ; shrieking therein. Blood-craving cry ! yet not with blood appeased — Mingling with woodland spirit's warring din — The heart that quakes with terror is released By the blessed sight sublime — with awe and wonder seized. L. Lo ! where it thunders down the dark abyss. Its jaws wide opening, deeper and more deep. With boiling, bursting, bellowing heave and hiss- Starts up like horror from unhallowed sleep — Shoots, like a fire-bolt, down the winding steep. All winged with speechless terror ! yet not long, Till from its fright recovered, it doth creep, O'erspent, unspirited, and — the woods among — Is quickened into life with ousel's amorous song. B 3 18 THE RETROSPECT, canto t. LI. That eddy, all infulging on its brink. And dizzying to destroy, unfathomed seams — A passage to perdition,— and does shrink Even from itself; and when the pale moon beams At midnight lone, who hears and sees it, deems A hive of warring demons therein yell, And hies him home all terror-stricken — dreams Of shapes, of which he dares not think nor tell. That never were surpassed in most appalling hell. LII. Above, how bright and beautiful ! the billow Whirls tremblingly along, as it foreknew What lay before, and lingers by the willow. Twining itself around it, as it grew Like yonder ivy round the margin yew ; Now slanting from the sluggish shallower brink The waves concentre, rushing madly through The rocks, deep channelled, as 'twere vain to shrink. Till downward dashed to spray, in uproar wild they sink. LIIL No Iris, watered by the rising shower Of foam, rests o'er you— ye no realms divide : — I would not have ye : o'er my rock-hewn bovver. Alone for me thou pour'st thy dark'ling tide, — No other sceptre reared to quell my pride ; 'Twixt cliff and curve I stand, and call thee mine. And, all enchanted, throws the veil aside Of thy transparent billows, that so shine- As poured from heaven, to bathe with baptism divine. CANTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 19 LIV. And art thou not a river of the blessed 1 So livingly serene thy crystal wave ; Untainted here his wing might seraph rest, And look, and love, embrace, and round him lave The bright mortality, and not dread a grave : Surely some spirit, bright as his blue home, Hath breathed o'er thee, and blessed thy gurgling cave Of gushing waters, thus to be the dome Of one whose love leads not with the vile world to roam. LV. Blessed spot ! where love in heaven's tranquillity Bathes his expanding spirit ; the bright home Of beauty, mellowed, melting in the glee Of upland melody, above the tomb Of village vapours — joy repelling gloom : I seem, thus high, a link above the line Of being underneath ; the cannach's bloom That whirls around — like happy spirit's shine — Like the pure thoughts that teem o'er this, my home divine. LVI. Here, where the ravished soul and swimming eye Walk, leap, and bound together to the shore — Here will I live, and here, if death comes, die, — Though this eternity, wherein I soar Already, scarce can be extended more ; The distant azure hills of other land Seem almost at my feet, in this pure air ; Distinct I trace stern Time's uplifted hand Wide crannying sea-girt tower on its remotest strand." 20 THE RETROSPECT, canto i. LVII. Wild, witching scene ! yet shall it be that I From thee shall part ? thy waters still roll on, Leap, burn, and blaze with poetry — thy sky Its drapery of clouds and stars enthrone In everlasting loveliness thereon. All beautifying, beautified, — the while Above my bones, sepulchral ashes strown, Shall hide thet from me ? can it be, this hill. That wood, these dells shall glow, and I lie cold and still ? LVIII. Thus much I've sung, and still the exhaustless treasure Glitters of golden youth, 'mid sufferance sad ; 1 may complete it in my hours of leisure. From penury's hard grasp if these be had — And dreaded evils blacken still the bad ; Yet dost thou oft — adversity — unlock And sharpen wit, making dark prospects glad; — As sweeps the swoll'n stream pebbles from the rock. That hidden lay beneath its gentle summer shock. LIX. Fond, yet more fond, I've traced my youthful way Through the rich rolling year, on raptured wing ; Though well I ween but dimly I pourtray The radiant forms remembrance still would bring ; And yet for Bard, youth's potent sp'rit to fling, Through its tombed tenement, till all, or one, Saw, felt, and heard as his own soul did sing In silent harmony, by sound undone — "Were holding out a lamp to light the unclouded sun. i CANTO n. THE RETROSPECT. CANTO II. I. Belov'd, fair, fleeting paradise of life, We still would linger o'er thee and adore ; So beautiful thy flowers, so rich, so rife — Dear, dear departed Youth! behind, before, And all aroand etherial ! 'midst the roar Of life's loud surging sea — thou land alone ! Of scanty bloom, weeds cankered to the core, Is hence each coming stage — no ray thereon ! Untempting in the bud— poison and death when blown. IT. All-chai-ming Youth ! of loveliest visions brought By thee— sights, sounds, too beautiful to stay, — Too bright for clay-bound spirit — this I caught :— All underneath huge cataract I lay, On hill whose summit held, apart from day. Communion with the stars ; on the far height Of ever-vernal green, that grew alway. Skimmed up and down etherial beings bright, Towards earth, and their loved home, of living azure light. 24 THE RETROSPECT, canto i. III. The moon shone sweetly, and the waters seemed — Of spiritual life — an uncorrupted mass, And breathed supernal song — and my soul streamed Away in wonder-worship, tears of bliss, And love that flamed more high than hot caress Could kindle — gaze unsating 1 till from thence, With kindred spirits bounding bodiless, My own seemed fluttering o'er me, and, with glance Of sympathy allured, I rose — when all at once IV. The stream stood still, and sparkled o'er it Sprite Yet more divine, adorned with deathless crown Of heaven-wrought flowers, and robe of flowing light, That seemed a bright star shed, dilating on In beautiful adoration, and skimmed down The illumined waters with pervading blaze. " What marvel these floods pause ! and thou thereon. Fair Spirit !" I exclaimed; "how shall I raise My burning prayer to thee, thou goddess of all praise ?" « The Genius I of Youth," mellifluous, bland, The Goddess whispered ; " I have watched thee long With love maternal, seen thy soul withstand The world, stern fortune, and, amid more strong Unbafiled hate still carol forth her song — This be thy guerdon ;" straightforth in her hand She held a shining mirror, large and long, Whereon was writ " Remembrance," that like wand Of wizard, deepened more the spell august and grand : CAXTO H. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 25 VI. " See, brightened into beauty what seemed dark, The lost, the latent shed forth glowing day ; This grown a sunbeam thou did'st deem a spark; And that an ocean dashing forth its spray, Thou deemed'st a little brooklet on thy way ; The tree become a forest, and the rose A garden of delight ; see Autumn gray Laughs itself back to Spring, and o'er the snows Of Winter, to adorn thy brow, the violet blows." VII. As thus I wondering stood, soft breathed the maid, Soft as sweet whispering love, on love reclined ; And instantly the fleeting visions fade Before me. Turn your eyes, and look behind — There crowding bards, from lord to lowly hind, A locust swarm, came bounding up the hill Each seemed already summitted in mind. And spurned his fellow, — one asleep and still. Came plodding ever on, and rose with wakeful skill — VIII. A wreath in's hand of thistle, fern, and broom, — He wrung its perfume forth, and scampering, to An Eden hied — of bramble flowers in bloom — 'Mid prickly penance, dashed from thence the dew Upon his brow, his spirit to imbue And blend with nature — a blood shower o'erstreanii His face, and opes a wished-for passage through, The cliff before him, now some Muse he deems, Embraces, and beats out a thousand rainbow dreams. 2G THE RETROSPECT, CANTO li. IX. O'er his fallen fellow, mark yon dreadful form, The while his eye-ball burns with living gore, Escargatoire with brandished fire-bolt storm — The thunder list, to echo forth its roar. And ocean drag with all its waves ashore ; 'Gulfed in an earthquake at full stretch he lies. And shakes astounded nature, as with oar Skims the light skiff ;— his nostrils' fume forth flies, Fair mantling earth, and forms the drapery of the skies — X. Anon he stalks by the Lethean stream, Bard, patriot, seer, and sect — and systems grave. Forgotten, from oblivion to redeem ; With eagle's swoop divides the darkling wave. Dives to its bottom — youthful glory's grave — Drags forth and brings to life, and gilds more fair. The learned, the witty, and long latent brave ; Before him bow Wolfe, Washington, Voltaire ; Newton, Napoleon drenched, on the banks re-appear. XI. Another yet behold, more grand, sublime, In whose bright beam all others look aghast; He comes from tour through fair Elysian clime. To unroll all wonders yet to come or past — Himself a prodigy shall ever last; Spans with the rainbow, ocean, earth, and sky. Soars far, where sunbeam ne'er might pry, nor trust His wing might noteless seraph ; and, thus high. The stars in vassalage holds, like steer couched on small fly. • CANTO II. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 27 XII. Himself thus rates he, phrenzied in the bright And burning beams of beauty, and the glow Of scenes unfurled— the loveliest, most to blight ; Thus dreams elate— whilst all the world avow Such scribbling dog should whipped be to the plough ; Upborne on false wing, he awhile may soar, Yet down at length shall dash— already, lo ! His dripping pinion's drenched with his own gore — The o'erblown bubble bursts, he sinks, and all is o'er. XIII. But see ! uprising from yon orient stream, Wreathed Bard, with looks of sympathy and love ; Shining', and shedding forth a glorious beam ; 'Tis his with tales of woe the heart to move. And sing of hill and dell where nations strove, And fire with amorous flame — spread thou thy wing, No more through lone oblivion's shades to rove. And drink of our unsating, sacred spring. Till echo of thy fame through every isle shall ring. XIV. Up the far steep of science thou didst climb Unaided, unassuming child of nature! Though tossed by adverse fate, with step sublime, And unsuppressive soul ; most noble creature ! That time will beautify, as these defeature. Glory to thee ! thou art not borne on whim; Than all combined, of more Titanic stature — Eeach forth thy hand to heaven, quell these clouds dim, Thy cup of coming bliss shall sparkle o'er the brim. c 2 28 THE RETROSPECT, canto ii XV. These, disappearing, into shapes recede. Dark and again more dark, till, blent with night, I turned me round the soul with its first meed To cherish — when above the beauteous Sprite Misshapen Phantom rose upon my sight. Lank, meagre, and appalling ; with stern look. Slow shooting through the Goddess deep death-blight,- But not dismay — I gazed till her frame shook With dissolution's pang, and then no more could brook, XVI, " On me wreck forth thy fury ! spare ! oh, spare The guiltless! god of ruin," I exclaimed; " Thou hast torn from me all life deemed most dear, With agonies, immedicable, maimed, — And is my sole remaining solace claimed To glut thy gorging appetite ?" — for known To Bards the unsightly form, who most are tamed Beneath his talons ; I awoke — not gone The spectre, Penury, that lowered when morning shone. XVII. Stern Poverty ! how heavy and how hard — The struggling heart down pressing even to death — Thou lay'st thy icy fingers on the Bard — Thy daggers. Poesy did first unsheath. Transfix, pale heaving Hope at every breath ; No voice to soothe — of all the world even one Were bliss ; by early friends now deemed beneath Their high-flown love, their kind consolement gone — 'Mid the still black'ning storm, unsheltered and alone. CAKTO I. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 29 XVIII. Before thy freezing breath we shrink afar, And when removed, to stand or fly we pause, Thou roll'st upon us like the rush of war, And down we sink in Ruin's earthquake jaws ; And, since ourselves have been the bitter cause, No arm to aid, no eye to pity, near ; And what in happier life might find applause, Brings but the rude reproach, and vulgar sneer, To blight the bleeding heart, and sharpen doom severe. XIX. Shower on me all thy plagues ! yet not aghast Will I sink underneath thee ; the wild wave Shall sleep beneath thee — tower o'ersetting blast — Or e'er I shrink before thee to a slave. Or bend beneath thee to a timeless grave ; Creation fails not with the bright day gone ; Fair flowers outlive the spring ; and in its cave The diamond wars with darkness, ripening on ; The tree stands, and thus I, in bloom 'mid winter lone. XX. For ever loved whate'er our youth revered. Familiarized with heart, or ear, or eye ; The scene, however wild, in which upreared ; The tree that with us grew to manhood high ; The bush that screened us from the summer sky j Upon its limber bough, the birds that hymned, Blent with the bee's unchangd monotony : The wild fowl o'er the lake that flew or skimmed ; The caterwauling owl, by darkness unbedimmed ; c 3 30 THE RETROSPECT, CANTO n. XXI. The stream attracted zephyr ; the long whine Of night breeze, bathed in redolence, astound Like strong ; the bosom-chord, with touch divine. That thrills through life amid the ruin round : As germ, of plant long perished, under ground Is wrapped in death, yet lives, awaiting spring ; — Thus dear the dell with broom and thistle crowned ; The gently heaving height, whose golden ling A sweeter perfume breathes than evening's roseate wing. XXII. For ever loved whatever may have been Our youthful sports and prowess, friendships bland, Encounter fierce with rivals of stern mien. And wrathful rolling eye, and firm clenched hand ; We, haply, all their efforts would withstand For victory, and win the bloodless field. And village glory, and for aye, command O'er them— o'er those that to the vanquished yield,— The thought delights us still, and yet with heart unsteeled. XXIII. War's boyhood this; thus rose the fire-eyed chUd, So soft, so mild throughout, as if allied To peace, and love, and virtue ; now more wild As near approaching manhood, he has hied Abroad, with dagger, dress, and feature dyed In blood, to blaze his nature and his name ; Like eagle, hung upon himself, descried. All heedless of the world— and now we blame Our boyish thirst of war, and blot those scenes with shame. c ANTO II, OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. 31 XXIV. O'er earth he roams, with crown, and covering formed Of clotted crimson, life's sclectest shower Still thickening o'er him — monarchies alarmed, And states, to yield the still extorted dower Of blood, the ocean, earth, and sky deflower ; And is thy doom unwritten, dreadful fiend ! No fitting scoui'ge prepared to sack thy power ! — With God's red-rolling wrath yon heavens shall bend, For ever thee to blast, thy bone-built throne to rend. XXV. To quell the fiend, to lop this limb from death. And maim earth's mortal foe, the good may strive ; Yet these to thwart, power pants till out of breath— When fall the mighty, mightier props survive ; Even bards, though craven-hearted the whole hive, And shrink convulsed at sight of bloody brand. Have sung it from its scabbard ; fame wont thrive, (Its blasted branches bare and naked stand,) That takes not root in blood, and drinks from War's red hand. XXVI. Upon an ocean dark of gathered tears. Drained from war- wasted lands, War's blood-hounds floatj Seek they its haven, earth still backward steers ; Their doom — no more to find a resting spot ; But sympathy be yours whose wayward lot. To bathe in life-warm waves of smoking gore, Has led reluctant or from tower or cot. Commanding or commanded, evermore Beloved be ye, with half your deeds forgot when o'er. 32 THE RETROSPECT, cikto ir. XXVII. That sympathy be thine, who ploughs the ware, From home, and love, and him, whose agony Intense, had rested lighter on thy grave, Than then the dear, the living loss to dree. As 'kerchiefs waved farewell to shore — to sea; Then all creation's loveliest objects seemed The shadows of an idle dream to me : From lip, no sound ; from eve, no tear-drop streamed ; The heart withheld the bliss, — I stood as one that dreamed. XXVIII. 1 looked, till like a cloud thy dear bark seemed, Pale on some distant summer sky at even ; — Delirium's fevered flash then o'er me gleamed, I stared on vacancy, I felt as riven From life, and love, and bliss, and hope, and heaven ; For one fond look, one word, one short fembrace, A world of paltry gold I would have given; Who in this bosom e'er can fill thy place ? Who, charming e'er so high, thy memory dear efface ? XXIX. The live long nifjht I lingered on the strand, 'Mid roarinj.v waters and the sea-f jwl's cry ; Of home 1 thought not — couM nor sit, nor stand, Nor rest recline:!, nor heave the lightest sigh, Nor greet liglit-lie;irted mariner passing by, Nor gaze — but on the deep : I sent forth Hope, That looked, and looked, and then lay down to di«, Upon the billow ; earth had now no prop For me to lean upon, nor plant nor flower to crop : CANTO II. OR YOUTHFUL SCENES. ' 33 XXX. Upon a cliff at length I threw me down. As feeling with quick rush had reached liCe's bourne ; Grief quelled, by its own blight ; yet seemed I lone As the wild wind that sung through cliinks wave-worn From ocean's breast below — I seemed forlorn — Yet knew not why nor where ; — a gushing stream ^ Joined its eternity as 'twere in scorn, And would not mingle — I myself did seem The same, nor slept nor woke — a dark delirious dream ! XX XL A speckled flock of sportive clouds were borne — A ruffian wind their shepherd — o'er the sky ; As hurrying to withhold the coming morn. And I did bless them with a thankful sigh, And wished, if not already dead, to die ; For agonizing memory's fitful flash Again would sparkle o'er me, and then fly ; And while of nothingness the deep dark hush Prevailed, conflicting waves of passion on would rush. XXXII. That rushing storm, o'erblown, hath left behind Wrecks that must still remain — when grief's turmoil Still seeks the soul the balm it used to find ; Possessed of fortune's boon — to share the spoil. Judge of my youthful song ! whose fav'ring smile And kindling aspect bade me not despair j Thy parting presage, seated by the rill. Of more than village glory, died not there. But much ere this hath cost, oh ! many a hidden care. 34 THE RETROSPECT, canto ii. XXXIII. To be thyself a tyrant, or to crouch, Alike revolting— ill thou would'st sustain Compulsion stern, or bear the foul reproach, That brought to others— if not joy, not pain; Thy cheek ne'er wore disguise, thou could'st not feign Submission, when thy proud heart did rebel ; To bare the sword, to trample o'er the slain As stones that cumber ; fitted worse to dwell With those such deeds who boast — that were to thee as hell. XXXIV. Thou would'st return ! thy broken spirit longs To be renewed with one sweet draught of home ; To lift the rusted lyre, forget thy wrongs, And deem the cottage more than earthly dome, Nor ever from the sweet seclusion roam ; — Thou decm'st not youth's fair portraiture, still drawn. Is but a likeness of the dead — not from Thyself alone, but from the world withdrawn. The joys thy dreaming heart still hoards by sweet Burnawn." XXXV. Clear, wild, romantic rill ! at sound of thee How thrilled affection throbs through every vein ! A lovelier fountain search were vain to see ; From hills so rich, ne'er leaped into the main Thy likeness yet, nor rolled through wealthier plain. The genius of thy waters is the maid That moistened Eden — and, unhurt, here reign Peace, love, primeval purity, arrayed In garb that peccancy to stain yet never strayed.