LIBRAE CALIFORNIA SAN 0l6©O LONDON BOOK CO. | 224 West Broadway Glendale, Calif. 91204 244-0828 "O C^ ^ CZ &. . ^Z/fl - 3* — > "/> \ THE JOURNAL OP THOMAS CHALKLEY, H I A MINISTER OF THE GOSPEL IN THE SOCIETY OF FRIENDS. "Blessed is the man who walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful; but his delight ig In the taw of the Lord, and in his law doth he meditate both day and night." — Psalm i. 1, 2. STEREOTYPE EDITION. PHILADELPHIA: FOR SALE AT FRIENDS' BOOKSTORE, No. 304 ARCH STREET. TO THE READER. The Christian experiences of the faithful being useful to direct such as are desirous of following them in the path of true religion and virtue, and their good examples shining with the greatest clear- ness, when they have, with the flesh, put off all human infirmities; justice to their memory, and a concern for the benefit of their survivors, demand our grateful remembrance of them, and the contrib- uting of our endeavors to render their labors useful to posterity. These considerations engage us to preface the writings of this our esteemed friend and elder in the truth, with this testimony concerning him. He was a member of our Monthly Meeting above forty years, so that some of us had opportunities of being intimately acquainted with him, and of know- ing his fidelity and diligence in promoting the cause of truth and the edification of the church of Christ ; this having been the principal engagement and con- cern of his mind, and which he preferred to any other consideration, as will evidently appear to those l* ( v ) VI TO THE READER. who with an honest and unprejudiced intention pe- ruse the journal of his life and travels. By this it will appear, that he was in the early part of his life, sensibly affected with the visitation of divine life and grace, and by adhering thereto was preserved from the vanities and follies which often divert and alienate the minds of youth from a due remembrance and awful regard of their Cre- ator. Thus he was enabled to bear a testimony of Christian patience and self-denial in his youthful days, and by keeping under that exercise, as he advanced in years, attained to further knowledge and experience in the work of religion, in which he had a sight of the necessity of keeping in a state of humility, and of bearing the cross of Christ, which mortified him to the world. The loss which many sustain by the anxious pursuit of the lawful things thereof, appearing to him, he was concerned to avoid it, and, in obedience to the precept of Christ, to seek first the kingdom of God and his righteous- ness, having faith in his promise, that all things necessary for him should be added. Thus the love of God influencing his mind, and opening his understanding, he became concerned for the general good of mankind, and received a gift of the ministry of the gospel of Christ before he had attained the age of twenty-one years ; in the public exercise of which, he soon after travelled through many parts of England, and into Scotland. In the year 1697 he came to visit Friends in this TO THE READER. Vll and the adjacent provinces of America, where his ministry and conversation were to the comfort and edification of the faithful, as some of us can with satisfaction declare from our knowledge and remem- brance of him at that time ; and the near fellowship and union he then had with Friends here, we believe contributed to his more speedy determination of set- tling among us, which he afterwards thought it his duty to do, though leaving his parents and relations was no small cross to him, being of a dutiful and affectionate disposition. After fixing his residence among us, he persevered in his concern and labor for the edification of the churches, and gathering people to faith and depend- ence on the inward teachings of Christ, and for that purpose only he travelled many long journeys and voyages through the several English colonies on this continent, and most of the islands in the West Indies, and in Europe, through England, Wales, Scotland, Ireland, Holland, Friesland, and several parts of Germany, and the adjacent northern king- doms. In many of these places his ministry and religious labors were blessed with the desired suc- cess, of which there are yet some witnesses living, and others, who were convinced of the principles of Truth by his means, became serviceable members of the church, and continued therein to the end of their lives. But as the wise king Solomon formerly observed, that one event cometh to the righteous and to the viii TO THE READER. wicked, so it happened to this good man, who met with various losses and disappointments in his tem- poral estate; after which, the circumstances of his affairs engaged him to undertake some business, in the management of which he was obliged to cross the seas frequently. This, however, did not abate his zeal and religious care to make use of all oppor- tunities of visiting the meetings of Friends when among them, and of calling, at other times, to such who might be accounted as the outcasts of Israel, and the dispersed of Judah, or as sheep not yet of the fold of Christ ; and his services of that kind are worthy to be commemorated, having been often pro- ductive of good effects. His patience was remarkable in disappointments and afflictions, of which he had a large share ; and his meekness, humility, and circumspection in the general' course of his life and conversation, were conspicuous and exemplary. As he frequently ex- horted and admonished others to the observation and practice of the many excellent precepts and rules of Christ, our Lord and lawgiver, and more especially those expressed in his sermon on the mount, which contains the sum of our moral and religious duties, so he manifested himself to be one of that number whom Christ compared to the wise builder, who laid a sure foundation; so that his building stood unshaken by the various floods and winds of tribulations and temptations which he met with, both from within and without. TO THE READER. IX He was a lover of unity amongst brethren, and careful to promote and maintain it, showing the example of a meek, courteous, and loving deport- ment, not only to Friends, but to all others with whom he had conversation or dealings ; so that it may be truly said, few have lived more universally beloved and respected among us. It was manifest that this did not proceed from a desire of being pop- ular, or to be seen of man ; for his love and regard to peace did not divert him from the discharge of his duty in a faithful testimony to those who pro- fessed 'the truth, that they ought to be careful to maintain good works. He was often concerned zeal- ously to incite and press Friends to the exercise of good order and discipline, established in the wisdom of Truth, by admonishing, warning, and timely treat- ing with such as fell short of their duty therein, and by testifying against those who, after loving and brotherly care and endeavors, could not be brought to the sense and practice of their duty ; and thereby he .sometimes shared the ill-will and resentment of such persons. The several essays which he wrote on religious subjects while at sea, are further proofs that his mind was principally engaged in the great business and concern of religion; and as he continued under the same engagement to the end, we are fully persuaded the words with which he concluded his last public testimony in the island of Tortola, may be truly and properly applied to him ; that he had fought a good x TO THE READER. fight, and had kept the faith, and, we doubt not, he now enjoys a crown of righteousness. Much more might be truly said of his integrity, faithfulness, and worth, but we do not think it neces sary ; our ch'ef intention being to express our re- spectful remembrance of him, and our unity with his labors and services, and in order to assure those to whom he was not personally known, of the truth of what he hath himself written of his life and travels. We believe, as he was a man signally influenced with the spirit of universal love and good will to mankind, this was his chief motive for writing ; and we are sincerely desirous that his good design may be an- swered, and that the glory of every good and perfect work may be attributed to that divine power alone, which can qualify others to supply the places of those faithful ministers and servants of Christ who have been of late years removed from among us, and are of that number, of whom it is written, "Blessed are the dead, which die in the Lord, from henceforth ; yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labors, and their works do follow them." Signed on behalf and by appointment of the Monthly Meet- ing of Friends in Philadelphia, the 2&th day of tht Second month, 1749, by ISRAEL PEMBERTON. THE JOURNAL OP THOMAS CHALKLEY., CHAPTER I. 1675-1699. Birth and Education — Youthful Follies — Early Visitations — Broken Covenants — Change of Heart — Trial in regard to Plain Language — Pressed on Board a Man-of-War — Distinc- tion between the Voice of Christ and of Satan — Appears in the Ministry — Expiration of Apprenticeship — Visits Sundry Meetings — Death of his Mother — Travels into the North of England and Scotland — Visit to America — Incidents of Voyage — Lands in Maryland — Goes into Virginia — Pennsylvania — New Jersey — Rhode Island — Boston — Nantucket — Massachu- setts — Returns through' New York to Pennsylvania — Mary- land — Virginia. Having great cause to acknowledge the regard and protection of divine Providence in the several stages of my life, I think it may be of service to others to leave behind me the following account of my life and travels. I was born on the 3d day of the Third month, 1675, in Southwark, and descended of honest and religious (") 12 THE JOURNAL OF parents, who were very careful of me, and brought me up in the fear of the Lord ; and oftentimes coun- selled me to sobriety, and reproved me for wanton- ness ; and that light spirit which is incident to youth, they were careful to nip in the bud : so that I have cause to bless God, through Christ, on the behalf of •my tender parents. I may not forget the dealings of God with me in my very tender years. When between eight and ten years of age, my father and mother sent me nearly two miles to school, to Richard Scoryer, in the suburbs of London. I went mostly by myself, and many and various were the exercises I went through, by beatings and stonings along the streets, being distinguished to the people by the badge of plainness which my parents put upon me, of what profession I was : divers telling me, " it was no more sin to kill me than it was to kill a dog." About this time the Lord began to work strongly on my mind by his grace, insomuch that I could not forbear reproving those lads who would take the name of the Lord God in their mouths in vain, re- minding them of the third commandment, " Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain ; " and of Christ's saying, " Every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give an account thereof in the day of judgment ;" for which I was mocked and derided by some, and others would some- times refrain from such bad words when I reproved them. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 13 One time I remember being amongst some men, one of whom I had reproved, and he told the rest of it, and turned to me, and said, " that I was no Christian," and asked me, " whether I said the Lord's Prayer?" I asked him, if he said it. He replied yes. I then asked him, how he could call God father, and be so wicked as to swear and take God's name in vain; which I had heard him often do; and I told him what Christ said to the Jews, " Ye are of your father, the devil, because his works ye do ;" and that those that did the devil's work could not truly call God father, according to Christ's doctrine. Being convicted in their consciences that what I said was true, they were all silent, and wondered that I, being so young, should speak in such a manner ; in which I remember I had great peace and good satisfaction ; and from thenceforth these men let me alone. Notwithstanding I hated to hear wicked words, I loved play exceedingly, being persuaded that there was no harm in that, if we used no bad words. One time I was at play at a neighbor's house with the children, and in the midst of my sport I was reached with strong conviction, insomuch that I could not forbear weeping. The children's mother observing that I wept, said, "Why do you weep?" I told her I could not tell, except it was because I was a naughty boy. " Oh ! " said she, " don't believe him, for that's the devil tells you so, for you are the best boy in all our street." But I knew I was told the truth by conviction, and that she was mistaken : for I plainly 2 14 THE JOURNAL OP understood by clear conviction, and by the holy Scrip- tures, which I had been trained up in the reading of, that I was too vain and wanton ; for I loved music, dancing, and playing at cards, and too much delighted therein, and was followed with the judgments of God therefor in the secret of my soul. What I did in those sports and games I always took care to do out of the sight, and without the knowledge, of my tender parents ; for I was afraid of their, reproofs and cor- rections, the which I was sure to have, if they had any intelligence of it. I remember that, unknown to my parents, I had bought a pack of cards, with intent to make use of them when I went to see my relations in the country, where there was liberty in the family so to do, at a place called Woodford, about seven miles from London, where I got leave sometimes to go. At the time called Christmas, I went to see them, and five miles on my way went to a meeting, at a town called Wanstead ; at which meeting a minister of Christ declared against the evil of gaming, and particularly of cards; and that the time which people pretend to keep holy for Christ's sake, many of them spend mostly in wicked- ness, sports, and games ; even some pretending to be religious; and, generally speaking, more sin and evil is committed in this time than in the like space of time in all the year besides ; so that the devil is served instead of honoring Christ. From this meet- ing at Wanstead I went to the house of my relations, where the parson of the next parish lodged that night, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 15 who used to play cards with them sometimes. The time drawing near that we were to go to our games, my uncle called to the doctor, as he styled him, to me, and to my cousin, to come and take a game at cards; at which motidn I had strong convictions upon me not to do it, as being evil ; and I secretly cried to the Lord to keep me faithful to him ; and lifting up my eyes, I saw a Bible lie in the window, at the sight of which I was glad. I took it, and sat down, and read to myself, greatly rejoicing that I was preserved out of the snare. Then my uncle called again, and said, " Come, doctor, you and I, my wife and daughter, will have a game at cards, for I see my cousin is better disposed." Then he looked upon me, and said, " He was better disposed also." So their sport for that time was spoiled, and mine in that practice for ever ; for I never, as I remember, played with them more, but as soon as I came home, offered my new and un- touched pack of cards to the fire. I am certain the use of them is of evil consequence, and draws away the mind from heaven and heavenly things ; for which reason all Christians ought to shun them as engines of Satan ; and music and dancing having generally the same tendency, ought therefore to be refrained from. The sentiments of the Waldenses, a people in great esteem among Protestants, are worthy the considera- tion of all Christians ; which were, " That as many paces, or steps, as a man or woman takes in the dance, so many paces or steps they take towards hell." I very well remember the work of God upon my 16 THE JOURNAL OF soul, when I was about ten years of age ; and par ticularly at a certain time when I had been rebelling against God and my parents, in vanity and lightness : and as I had offended both, so I was corrected by both : for I had not ou-y felt the anger of my parents, but the Lord frowned upon me, insomuch that I trembled exceedingly, and was as though I heard a voice say to me, " What will become of thee this night, if I should take thy life from thee ? " At which I was amazed, and in great fear. Then I covenanted with God, that if he would be pleased to spare my life, — for I thought God would have taken it from me that very moment, — I would be more sober, and mind his fear more than I had done before. Nevertheless, I broke covenant with God my Maker, my adversary tempting me so to do, telling me I was but a child, and it was natural for children to be brisk and play, and that God would wink at my childhood and youth, and it was time enough for me when a man to become religious. But still God followed me with his chastising rod, and often put me in mind of my covenant which I made with him in my distress ; and that he had granted the request I then made to him ; and unless I would take up a cross to my own corrupt will and inclinations, he should take me out of the world. Then, oh, then ! I cried, " Lord, help, or I die ! Save me, or I perish for ever ! I cannot keep thy covenant, nor do thy will, without thy help and assistance ! " And indeed, if the Lord had not helped, I had b3en undone for ever. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 17 I continued bowed down in my mind, calling on the Lord ; thinking and meditating on heaven and heav- enly things : but as I am sensible I had an inward enemy that always sought my hurt and overthrow, I have cause to bless God, who by his grace, as mine eye was turned to it, helped me to do his will, as he was pleased to manifest it to me, so that thereby some change was wrought on me both inwardly and outwardly. I then began to delight in reading and sobriety, which before were irksome to me : and when I read the holy Scriptures, I desired, that God would open them to my understanding, which he did many times to my edification. I also begged earnestly of the Lord, that he would be . pleased to be with me, and make me like his children and servants, of whom I read in the holy Scriptures, who faithfully served him all their days. And when I read of the crucifixion of our blessed Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, it would break my soul into tenderness. I thought it was enough to awaken and humble any soul that was well meaning, and had any sense of the power, love, and grace of Christ. Thus I went on for several years, feeling that peace which passeth natural un- derstanding, which many times accompanied my poor a*hd needy soul : and being advanced to about fourteen or fifteen years of age, I remember that I used to shun the cross of speaking in the plain language, which I always read in the holy Scriptures, to those whom I conversed with, except my father and mother, 18 THE JOURNAL OF who would not allow me to speak otherwise. I was convicted in my conscience that it was not right to play the hypocrite after that manner ; and on a certain time I had occasion to speak with an officer, a great man in our neighborhood, and my heart moved within me for fear I should shun the cross of Christ; for it was Christ's language to all, as we may read in the New Testament; and all the Scriptures, from Genesis to the Revelations, speak thee and thou to a single person. So I took up the cross, and said thee to him ; and he was much affronted, and said, " Thee ! what dost thou thee me for ? " I soberly asked him if he did not say thee to his Maker in his prayers ? and whether he was too good, or too great, to be spoken to in the same language in which he addressed the Almighty ? To this he made no reply, but seemed to fall from his passion into admiration, as one smitten in himself. He bore me respect ever after; and I greatly rejoiced that I was preserved faithful. Though it may look a little thing to some, yet I found it good, as the Scripture saith, not to despise the day of small things. About the twentieth year of my age I was pressed and carried on board of a vessel belonging to a man- of-war. I was put down into the hold in the dark, not having anything to lie upon but casks : and what made it worse to me, I was among wicked, debauched men ; and as we were shut up in darkness, so was their conversation dark and hellish. In the morning, for which I longed more than the watchman, the lieu- tenant called us up on deck, and examined us, whether THOMAS CHALKLEY. 19 we were willing to serve the king? He called me to him, and asked me, if I was willing to serve his ma- jesty ? I answered, that I was willing to serve him in my business, and according to my conscience ; but as for war or fighting,. Christ had forbidden it in his excellent sermon on the mount ; and for that reason I could not bear arms, or be instrumental to destroy or kill men. Then the lieutenant looked on me and on the people, and said, " Gentlemen, what shall we do with this fellow? he swears he will not fis;ht." The commander of the vessel made answer, " No, no, he will neither swear nor fight." Upon which they turned me on shore. I was thankful that I was de- livered out of their hands ; and my tender parents were glad to see me again. As I grew in years, the world began to take too much root in me ; and my unwearied enemy would tell me that it was lawful enough ; and indeed I see that he hurts many with lawful things, with whom he knoweth unlawful things will not take ; and here I had been lost, if God had not been gracious to me. But He, in whose presence I delighted, withdrew, and deprived me of that enjoyment which was grateful and comfortable above all things to my soul. Then did I pray with tears, Oh, that it might be with me as it was at other times before ! and I was willing to let the world go, rather than grace and God's glory. The Psalmist saith, " No good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly." About this time there was a great concern on my 20 THE JOURNAL OF mini, rightly to distinguish between the vo'ce of Christ and the whisperings of Satan ; and thus it opened to me : that Christ, the truth, always speaketh good and for a good end, and that there is divine life to the soul in this speaking ; but the devil never speaks good, unless sometimes for a bad end, and then not good in reality, only colored with good or a fair show. Keeping under this exercise, the Lord appeared to me again, and many times t refreshed my heart with his goodness. When I was in my business amongst men, I witnessed the Holy Ghost, the Comforter, to be near me ; which was more to me than all the world, or the riches, glory, and beauty of it. The love of God being so sweet to my soul and spirit ; my breath- ings, prayers, and supplications were to the Lord, that my neighbors, acquaintance, and relations might also partake of the like precious faith and love which I enjoyed ; and that the children of men might answer that great and good end for which the Lord created them ; which is, that glory, honor, and praise might ascend and be given to Him. I had such a sense and fear of dishonoring God, that I often, with tears, cried, " Never let me live to dishonor thee. Oh ! it had been better for me that I had never been born, than that I should live to dis- honor thee, or wilfully reproach the name of Christ, who, with the Father, is only worthy of divine honor." In this concern I felt the gospel powe^ of our Lord Jesus Christ to work upon my soul, and the Word of THOMAS CHALKLEY. 21 God was as a seed in my heart, growing and opening in me, speaking to me, and making my understanding fruitful in the things of his kingdom; and in that ability which was given me of God, through his grace and holy Spirit, I exhorted people to repentance and amendment of life; and I always humbly desired the help and divine influence of God's eternal Word therein. Oh ! I did fervently pray that I might minister the gospel in the power of Jesus ; for I clearly discerned, in the light of the Son of God, that all ministering out of Christ's power was neither edifying nor efficacious unto, souls : therefore I did earnestly beseech God for the continuance of the gift of his Spirit, that I might be enabled to preach the gospel in the power of Christ Jesus. The concern that was upon me on this account at that time, is hard to be expressed in words. The latter end of the year 1695, my father sent me into Essex on some business, and when I had accom- plished it, I visited some meetings of Friends there, and my mind being much affected with the apprehen- sions of an impending storm, — the nation being about this time threatened with an invasion from France, in favor of the late King James, so that there was expectation of much bloodshed and confusion in the land, — I wrote a letter to my parents, and another to Friends of the Evening Meeting kept weekly at my father's house, expressing my thankfulness to the Almighty, in the remembrance of the many precious visitations of divine 'love and favor we had been 22 THE JOURNAL OF partakers of, uniting our hearts to him, and to one another; and my earnest prayers and supplications, that we might be preserved in true love, and the unity of the Spirit, which is the bond of everlasting peace ; and that the world might be made sensible of this true peace, which abounds in those who love and fear the Lord, and truly believe in the name of Jesus. Ohi surely, they would then depart from sin, and abandon iniquity, by which they incur the wrath of the Lord, and provoke the just One to anger; so that the line of confusion seems to be stretched over the city and nation, and the eyes of the faithful see it to the grief of their souls. Yet the mercy of the Lord, even of the just God, who will render a just reward to every one according to his deeds done in the body, is still handed forth to the land. Oh ! that the inhab- itants thereof would consider their ways, and be wise, and turn to the Lord with unfeigned repentance, while the day of mercy lasteth, before it be said, Now it is hid from thine eyes ; for the Lord, even the God and Father of spirits, hath said, " My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh." On the expiration of my apprenticeship, having served my father faithfully seven years, I entered more strongly into covenant with my heavenly Father and Master, to serve him all my days, through his assistance ; and was soon after drawn forth, in the spirit and love of Christ, to visit the meetings of Friends westward from London, viz., through Surry, Sussex, Hampshire, Wiltshire, Devonshire, and Corn- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 23 wall to the Land's-end ; in which journey I was ac- companied by William Hornould. At one of our meetings at Falmouth, in Cornwall, two men called gentlemen came from the inn to hear the strangers; and after meeting, they said they could take their oath that I was a Jesuit, and that they had heard me preach in a Romish chapel in France ; which was utterly false, for I never was in France. Besides, had I been a Papist, or popishly inclined, which I was not, I was too young to be a Jesuit. Indeed, I thought I was mean for the work of the ministry, but the good Remembrancer brought those truths to my remembrance, which strengthened me in the work and service of God. " The Spirit breatheth where it listeth. Out of the mouths of babes and sucklings thou hast perfected praise," etc. We having great peace in our labors in this journey, and being edified therewith, returned to London, after about four months absence from home. After J had been two weeks at home, my dear mother departed this life, in a sweet frame of spirit, praising the Lord. She was one who lived the life of the righteous, and whose latter end was like theirs, and left a good report behind her, being well beloved, I think I may safely say, by all our neighbors ; not only by those of our own society, but others also, to whom she was often very helpful. I went to my calling and got a little money, a little being enough, which I was made willing to spend freely in the work and service of my great master, 24 THE JOURNAL OF Christ Jesus. About this time I was concerned to travel into the north of England, and part of Scot- land, which I did in that ability God gave me ; and that dispensation which I had freely received, I freely handed forth to the people, devoting my strength and time to serve Him who had done so much for me ; and I had the satisfaction to find divers confessing the truth as it is in Jesus. In this journey I was from home about four months, being mostly alone as to any yoke- fellow in that work, travelling many hundreds of miles, as far as Edinburgh, in Scotland, where -our meeting was in the street, we being locked out of our meeting- house by the then power, and great numbers of people were there. This news being carried to the provost of the city, he said, " The Quakers would do more hurt out of doors than within," and he ordered Friends their key. Since which I have understood that Friends in that city have enjoyed their meetings in the meeting- house; and sometimes when the rabble have disturbed Friends, the magistrates have sent officers to disperse them. After I had visited the churches of Christ in divers parts of England, and had many sweet seasons of God's love, and many good opportunities with my Friends and others in this nation ; the word of life being declared in the simplicity of the gospel, in several places people were ver}' open-hearted, and received the testimony of it with gladness. After I had been at my father's, and at my calling, a little after this north-country journey, I found myself en* THOMAS CHALKLEY. 25 gaged in the love of the gospel to visit Friends in America ; and having acquainted my friends and re- lations of my mind, they being willing to give me up, in order for the voyage, Friends of the Monthly Meeting gave me a certificate, and I had another from the meeting of the ministers in London. My father, and several other Friends with me, took boat from London, and accompanied me to Gravesend, on the 21st of the Tenth month, 1697. I went on board the ship Josiah, Thomas Lurting, master, and sailed that day from Gravesend, and got to the Downs the next day, where we tarried some days for a fair wind ; in which time several others, who were concerned in the same gospel labor, came on board, viz., Thomas Turner, William Ellis, and Aaron Atkinson. In about four days' time the wind was fair for us, and we set sail, and in a little time we got out of sight of the land ; soon after which the wind was contrary, and we proceeded but a small dis- tance for several weeks ; the weather was rough and the sea boisterous, so that with the motion thereof most of the passengers were sick. In this time we lost a lad, who fell into the sea as he was drawing a bucket of water, and was drowned ; the ship running swiftly, he could not be saved, although it was speedily endeavored. Several others died before we got over ; but for the most part we were healthful. The Lord be praised, he was, is, and will be with those who faith- fully serve him to the end. « There were three ships in company, but by the dis- 8 26 THE JOURNAL OF tress of weather, soon after we came out, we parted. After we had been at sea about eight weeks, on the 25th of the Twelfth month we saw two vessels astern of us. One of them came up with us, and the people hailed us, and told us they came from Bristol, and had been out ten weeks. The other came up with us next day. The people informed us they had been at sea seven weeks, and had had a dreadful time of it. She had lost part of her topmast, and her spritsail topmast was gone. She was a new ship, and never at sea before, belonging to London, and bound for Virginia, as near as we could understand. Our ship lost none of her tackling, through the great mercy of God to us, though the wind and sea were wonderfully high at times ; the mate told me, I might go to sea all my life, and not see the like : he said he had been at, or used to, the sea for twenty years, and never saw it so rough and high before. We had meetings twice a week, several of which were comfortable and refresh- ing, to which most of the passengers, being in all about sixty, sometimes came ; and several of them were affected with the sense of truth, and the Lord strengthened our faith and hope in him. Oh ! forever blessed be the living and eternal God, who kept my soul above the fear of death, hell, and the. grave ; for my trust was in him, and he did bear up my spirit above the waves of the sea; and in the time of tossing with tempests, I was comforted and cheerful, praising the Lord in my heart, both in the daytime and in the night season. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 27 I was much concerned in my mind for many of the passengers, who, with the second mate and several of the seamen, were very sick, and by some were thought near unto death. I cried to the Lord, in the name of his dear Son, to heal them, and that it might be a means to convince- them of the efficacy of love to, and faith in Christ Jesus, the physician of value ; and the Lord was pleased to heal them. The mate of the ship desired that I would come and pray by him. I went to him, and prayed in the power and name of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Lord helped him, that he said' he was fine and easy, and thanked me for my love ; and in a little time he recovered. Several others of the seamen and passen- gers I was instrumental to help in their sickness. The Lord blessed my endeavors in supplicating him on their behalf, and administering what I had to them. One of the seamen said, he was bound to pray for me as long as he lived, and that the Lord would bless me. Another of the passengers said, that I was the blessed doctor; for there was not a surgeon or doctor in the ship. I was very free to communicate of what I had to any sick person in the ship, and several blessed the Lord on my behalf. In- deed, I thought I could scarcely do enough for, any that were in distress. I write not thus that I may seem popular, but with my mind bowed before the Lord. Many times in this voyage there were con- sultations in my mind, whether I had best write a memorandum hereof; but at last, conceiving in my 28 THE JOURNAL OP spirit that it might strengthen and excite love to God, and faith in his beloved Son, in true believers, I wrote as aforesaid ; and then I was satisfied, and gave the glory to God. Before we came to the land, we saw a ketch, which had saved the lives of some who belonged to a ship that was a little before foundered in the sea; who said also, that a fleet of New England ships which had been upon that coast, by stormy weather were forced to Barbadoes. Within a few days after, we saw the land of Virginia, and also a New England ship, which sailed from England three weeks before us. We arrived within the Capes of Virginia the 31st of the First month, 1698, and overtook the John and Margaret, a ship that came out of the English Channel with us, — the master, Thomas Salmon, being dead. Next day we anchored our ship at the mouth of Patuxent river, in Maryland, where our boats were hoisted out, and we were rowed up Patuxent river twelve miles, to Arthur Young's house, where we lodged that night ; and for our preservation and safe arrival we blessed the Lord our God, and my spirit praised Him who lives forever and ever. Our voyage was above twelve weeks, it being then winter tim#, and for the most part the winds so high that the ship could carry but little sail, which made our voyage the longer. About four days after we landed, we had a meeting near Patuxent river; and a blessed one it was ! When it was ended, we went that night to Daniel Eawling's, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 29 and from thence to the Cliffs, to Kichard Johns', a Friend who came with us from England, at whose house we had a meeting, wherein God's presence was powerfully felt. We had several meetings on that side the bay called the Westernshore, and then we sailed over to the east side of Chesapeake bay, with Thomas Everden, in his sloop ; went to his house and had a meeting, where many people came. Here we met with our friends, Jonathan Tyler, Henry Payton, and Henry Payton 's sister. While I was at this Friend's house, one Robert Cathing, being very ill, sent for Thomas Everden, and he, not being very well, desired me to visit the sick person. So I went, and the man was near to death. Howbeit, he said he was comforted much with the visit, and that he never had received so much benefit by the parish priest, although, said he, it cost me dear for what I had ; and if ever I live to get over it, by the assistance of God, I shall have nothing to do with them more. But he said he should not live three days. And before the end of three days he expired. He desired, if I were not gone, that I would be at his funeral. On notice hereof, about ten Friends went ; and there were a great many people, among whom we had a good opportunity, and many weighty truths were opened to them in the love of God ; and some of them were tender, and wept ; and the most, if not all, I think I may say, were solid and weighty. From Thomas Everden's we went to George Truit's, at whose house we had a meeting. This Friend and 3« 30 THE JOURNAL OF I went to an Indian town not far from his house, because I had a desire to see these people, having never seen any of them before. When we came to the town, they were kind to us, spoke well of Friends, and said they would not cheat them, as some others did. From George Truit's, in Maryland, we went down to Virginia; and in Accomack and Northampton coun- ties had large meetings. I hope they were effectual to many, and I think my hope is not without ground. In those parts we had several meetings, where we were informed Friends had not had any before. And really I cannot but bless the Lord for the opportuni- ties we had with the people ; for the goodness of God, through Christ our Lord, was great, both to us and them, and with tears they did acknowledge the truth. Thomas Turner, who had hitherto accompanied me, went by the sea-side, the nearest way to Philadelphia, and afterwards I had a meeting at George Truit's brother's, and on the First day, another near the court-house, and went to Thomas Everden's, and so to Leven Denwood's, and thence to Nanticoke. river, and visited Friends up the bay until I came to the river Choptank, about which there are many Friends. I went on and took the meetings till I came to Phila- delphia, in and about which place, and in other parts of the province of Pennsylvania, I had many large and precious meetings, the power of the eternal Son of God being wonderful; in which power we many times blessed his name together. It was much in my heart to exhort Friends to love God and to be THOMAS CHALKLEY. 31 at unity one with another, without which there is no fulfilling the law or gospel. There are many Friends in that province, and many sober young people, which greatly rejoiced my spirit, so that for their encourage- ment the Lord opened my mouth in a prophetic man- ner to declare unto them the blessings which he had in store for them, on condition of their walking in the truth. Glory to God on high ! untruth decays and the branches of it mightily wither ; the darkness is much past, and the true light shineth gloriously in many souls. Oh ! powerful praises be given to God, who is light forever. From Philadelphia I went to Burlington and to Crosswic^s, where we had a large meeting under the trees, and some were convinced of the truth. From hence I went to Shrewsbury and had meetings ; then to Woodbridge, Staten Island, and Long Island, being accompanied by several Friends. On Long Island we had several large and good meetings, wherein Christ was preached freely ; and after we had been two weeks there, we went on board a sloop bound for Khode Island, and by the way we touched at Fisher's and Block islands, and on the First day morning we set sail from Block Island to Khode Island, the Yearly Meeting being just over when we got there. That evening we sailed over to Connanicut Island, and on the Third day of the week had a meeting there. From thence we went over to Narraganset and had a meeting, and back to Khode Island, where Kuth Fry, a sober young woman, was convinced and re- 32 THE JOURNAL OF mained a Friend till her death. Here I met with several travelling Friends. From this island we went to the main, and had a large meeting on First day, at a place called Greenwich. It was thought there were about five hundred people present, and many of them were tender. We went the same night to the island ; and after several open times with Friends and others on PJiode Island, about twelve Friends of that island went with me to Warwick and Providence Yearly Meetings. We set sail about noon, and having but little wind, it was late in the night before we got there, and very dark, insomuch that we could neither see nor know one another, only by our speech, and the darkness occasioned us to run our vessel against the rocks ; but at last we got ashore with our horses, and after going over a very dirty slough, entered a dismal wilderness. These difficulties occasioned our not getting to the Friend's house till the next day, which being the last day in ^he week, we had a meeting ; and on the First day also we had a very large and satisfactory meeting. Many of us were so united in the love of God, that it was hard to part one from another. From Providence I went to Boston and Salem, where I had meetings, and from thence to Hampton. In those parts God Almighty hath shortened the power of persecutors, and brought his righteous judg- ments upon them for their unrighteousness. Oh ! that New England's professors might live in the sense of the same, and repent. I being a stranger and trav- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 33 eller, could not but observe the barbarous and un- christian-like welcome I had in Boston, the metropolis of New England. Oh ! what a pity it was, said one, that all of your Society were not hanged with the other four ! * In the eastern part of New England God hath a seed left of his people. From thence I returned in order to get a passage to the isle of Nantucket; and from a place called Cushnet we sailed over to the said island in about ten hours, where we tarried several days and had five meetings. The people generally acknowledged to the truth, and many of them were tender-hearted. Some of the ancient people said, it was never known that so many people were together on the island at once. After the first meeting was over, one asked the minister, so called, whether we might have a meeting at his house ? He said, with a good will, we might. This minister had some discourse with me, and asked, What induced me to come hither, being such a young man ? I told him I had no other view in coming there than the good of souls, and that I could say with the apostle, a necessity was laid upon me, and woe would be to me if I did not preach the gospel. Then, said he, I wish you would preach at my house in God's name. So next day we had a meeting at his house ; and on First day we had the largest meeting that we had on the island. It was thought there were above two hundred people. The * Marmaduke Stevenson, William Robinson, Mary Dyer, and William Ledra, who were put to death in 1659 and 1660. 34 THE JOURNAL OF Lord in his power did make his truth known to tha praise of his name. Oh ! how was my soul concerned for that people ! The Lord Jesus did open my heart to them, and theirs to him. They were also loving and kind to us. The chief magistrate of the island desired that I would have a meeting at his house, there being no settled meeting of Friends before I came; and after meeting he disputed with me about religion. I thought we were both but poor dispu- tants ; and cannot remember all that passed between us, but that in the close of our dispute he said, "I dis- puted with your friends in Barbadoes, and they told me that we must eat the spiritual flesh, and drink the spiritual blood of Christ; and," said the governor, " did ever any one hear of such flesh and blood ; for is it not a contradiction in nature, that flesh and blood should be spiritual?" "Oh, surely!" said I, "the governor has forgotten himself; for what flesh and blood was that which Christ said, ' Except ye eat my flesh, and drink my blood, ye have no life in you ' ? " " Why," said he, " I do not think they were to gnaw it from his arms and shoulders." I then told him he had answered himself; and thus our dispute ended. From that time forward they have continued a meeting, and there is now a meeting-house and a Yearly Meeting for worship ; it is a growing meeting to this day, and several public Friends are raised up amongst them, who preach the gospel of Christ freely. At this time a Friend was convinced whose name wa3 Starbuck, who became very serviceable on that THOMAS CHALKLEY. ' 35 island, and lived and died an eminent minister of Christ. Several scores of the people accompanied us to the water-side ; and when we embarked on board our sloop, they desired that I would come and visit them again. I recommended them to the grace of our Lord Jesus, and we parted in great love and ten- derness. In the evening of the next day we got to the main land, where we were gladly received. Now it was in my heart again to visit the eastern parts of New England before I left America; therefore I went to Boston Yearly Meeting, thence to Lynn and Salem, where we had a sweet comfortable time ; likewise to the Yearly Meetings at Dover, and to Piscataway, where we had several meetings, which were profitable opportunities to many. From Piscataway, James Goodbridge and I went over to the isle of Shoals. We had with us a church-member of the Presbyte- rians, whose brother invited her over with us to the said island, to the meeting which was at his house ; and while he was talking with her in the yard or gar- den, I saw a bible and took it and read therein. "When she came into the house, she asked me, What I did with, that book? I told her, if she was of- fended, I would lay it down. No, no, said she, do not think to come off so, for you disown or deny that book. I told her she was mistaken ; and asked who told her so. Why, said she, our minister in his pulpit. I replied, that it was a great abuse upon us, for I had been trained up from my childhood in the read- ing and belief of the Scriptures, and my father and 36 THE JOURNAL OP mother were Friends, that is, Quakers. She, willing to try me further, said, Did your father and mother suffer you to read the bible when you were a little boy ? Yes, said I, and gave me correction when I was not so willing to read therein as they would have me. Then, said she, our minister has belied you ; and since you say so, if it please God, I will go and hear you. She went with us to meeting ; and after it was over, one asked her how she would answer it to their minister for going to meetings ? She replied, it was truth she had heard, and she would stand by it, through the grace of Christ, and need not be ashamed of it, though we are of ourselves but poor weak creatures. This woman was sober and religious, and one of good report. By the foregoing we may see how slanders flow from some pulpits : the more is the shame and pity. We went on and preached the gos- pel of our Lord Jesus Christ, in that ability he gave us, with which the people were affected, and would have had us tarry longer, but we could not, although they much importuned us, because we had appointed a meeting at Oyster river. After having several meetings about Piscataway and Dover, we went to Hampton, where we had meetings; and at Salisbury we had a large open meeting, of about three hundred people, as it was supposed, which was at this time accounted a great concourse of people thereabouts. At Jamaica and Haverhill also we had meetings, and from thence went to Salem and Lynn again, where we had good service for Truth ; and then to Boston, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 37 and had a meeting at the meeting-house, and another at a Friend's house in the evening, at which there were many people. From Boston I went to visit friends about Cape Cod, till I came again to Rhode Island. By the way I met with Aaron Atkinson, who was on a visit to Friends in New England. I had several good opportunities and powerful meetings in those parts, and truth wrought a tenderness in divers at Rhode Island. The presence of Him who said, " "Where two or three are met together in my name, there am I in the midst of them," being sen- sibly witnessed by many ; for He was with us of a truth. From thence I went round the Narraganset country, and had meetings at several places, and was accompanied by John Rodman and William Beackley, through Connecticut to Long Island, which is ac- counted two hundred miles. We had one meeting by the way, in which Christ, the Light of the world, was preached to the people, at a place where we were told there had never been a Friends' meeting before. I came to Long Island about two weeks before the Gen- eral Meeting, and visited Friends in several places on this island, as at Hempstead, Jerusalem, Jericho, and Bethpage, where there were large meetings, and much openness among the people, and some were convinced. We had a meeting at a place called Matinicock, where I met with some of the people called Ranters, who disturbed our meeting. I may say as the apostle Paul, only altering Ephesus to Matinicock, that I fought with beasts there. I travelled to New York, 4 38 THE JOURNAL OF where we had two meetings ; from thence we went to the Jerseys, and had several serviceable meetings; and so to Pennsylvania, where there are many very large meetings of Friends, and the Lord is with his people, and prospereth them spiritually and tem- porally. Here I met with my dear friend William Ellis. From Philadelphia, Eichard Gove, of that city, and I travelled to Maryland, and visited Friends on the Western Shore and to Virginia. In Virginia, near James River, I met with an aged Friend whose name was William Porter : he was ninety-two years of age.* We had several meetings there amongst Friends and others, many being well satisfied con- cerning the truth, and spoke well of it. After we had had several good and open meetings in Virginia, we found ourselves clear of America, and in order for our passage, agreed with our friend F. Johnson, of the " Elizabeth and Mary," to carry us for England. * I saw him some years after, and he was weeding Indian corn with a hoe. He was then about one hundred and six years of age, and had upwards of seventy children, grand- children, and great-grand-children. Divers Friends of us went to see him, and he preached to us a short, but very affecting sermon, which was, as near as I remember, thus: "Friends, you are come to see me in the love of God ; God is love, and those that dwell in God, dwell in love ; I thank God I feel his divine life every day and^ every night." He died, aged one hundred and seven years. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 39 CHAPTER II. 1699-1706. Embarks for England — Incidents of Voyage — The Doctor's Dream — The Doctor Drowned — Arrives at Plymouth — London Yearly Meeting — Marriage — Remarkable Exercise of his Wife — Visits Ireland — Removes to America — Imminent Danger near Goodwin Sands — Return to Deal — Sail again — Terrible Storm — Land in Maryland — Settles at Philadelphia — Visits Barba- does — Conversation with the Governor — Returns Home — Visit to the South — Visits New England — Cruelties of Indians — Preservation of Friends — Remarkable Account by Mary Doe — Return Home — Visits New Jersey, Maryland, etc. — Dispute with a Priest. On the 11th of the First month, 1698-99, we were accompanied on board by several Friends, who abode with us all night ; and the next day being the First day of the week, we had a comfortable meeting, and then parted in much love, having the evidence of the power of the Almighty with us. We waited for a fair wind until the 20th of the aforesaid month, and left the Capes of Virginia that day, and at night got our ship into a sailing posture ; and I was glad in my spirit that I was setting my face towards my native land ; and more glad that I was returning with peace in my bosom. The power and presence of Him who 40 THE JOURNAL OF said, " Go, teach all nations," was sweet to my soul at that time, and now in some measure I enjoyed the fruits of having labored in that ability which God had given to me. Glory to God, through Christ, who is worthy for ever ! The presence of God was with us on the great ocean, and we were wonderfully strengthened through his goodness. "We had several good meetings on board our ship, and were very largely opened in the love of God to the poor seamen. When we launched forth into the deep, there were several ships in company ; but we had been but a little time at sea, before we lost sight of them all. Several ships passed by us about a week after we sailed ; and about this time we saw a very large whale, which lifted itself partly out of the water, with its mouth open, which looked like the entrance of a large cave. We likewise saw several other large sea-fish, such as grampuses, sharks, etc., all of which show forth the wondrous works of the great Creator pf all things. Elizabeth Webb and Elizabeth Lloyd went over with us in this vessel, both virtuous women. For about two weeks the winds were mostly fair, in which time we got finely on our way ; but for above a week afterwards the winds were mostly contrary, and the ship had a great motion, which caused some of us to be sea-sick, especially Elizabeth Lloyd,* who * She was the daughter of Thomas Lloyd, late Deputy- Governor of Pennsylvania. She lived and died a virtuous ■woman, and, I think, generally beloved by all who were ac- quainted with her. When she died she was the wife of Daniel THOMAS CHALKLEY. 41 was but weakly. One night our sailors thought that an enemy or pirate was near us, as a vessel fired two guns and passed by us ; but it being night, we could not certainly know what she was. I rather judged it , might be some ship in distress, for that evening we saw one of the ships that came out with us, and the next morning we could see none at all, and there was hardly any wind that night, so I feared that our com- panion had sprung a leak and foundered ; and when I told our master my opinion, he said he feared the same likewise. For nearly two weeks' time we beat about the sea, and made little progress. Howbeit, we had several good meetings, wherein we gave glory to God, our Saviour ; and forever let it ascend to him over all, saith my soul ! Contrary winds are com- monly tedious at sea, but especially to those that know not where to stay their minds ; but there being several Friends of us on board, we had oftentimes good meetings ; and if any of our ship's company came to meeting, they always were sober and some- times tender ; and truly God's love was extended towards them. When it was not our meeting-days, we spent not our time idly, but for the most part in reading the holy Scriptures, writing, etc., in which we were at seasons greatly refreshed, strengthened, and comforted. Oh ! my soul ! glorify God thy Maker, and Christ thy Saviour, for ever, in the sense of his goodness and mercy, both by sea and land, by night Zachary, a merchant of Boston, New England, and was well known and much beloved there for her piety and virtue. 4* 42 THE JOURNAL OF and by day ! After we had been almost seven weeks at sea, we thought that we were near the land, but we sounded several days and found no bottom, although we let out abundance of line, I think above three hun- dred yards. About this time our doctor dreamed a dream, which he related to me, to this effect : he said " He dreamed that he went on shore at a great and spacious town, the buildings whereof were high, and the streets broad ; and as he went up the street he saw a large sign, on which was written, in great golden letters, shame. At the door of the house to which the sign belonged, stood a woman with a can in her hand, who said to him, 'Doctor, will you drink?' He replied, ' With all my heart, for I have not drank anything but water a great while,' (our wine and cider being all spent, having had a long passage;) and he drank a hearty draught, which he said made him merry. He went up the street reeling to and fro, when a grim fellow coming behind him, clapped him on the shoulder, and told him that he arrested him in the name of the governor of the place. He asked him for what ; and said, ' What have I done ? ' He answered, ' For steal- ing the woman's can.' The can he had indeed, and so he was had before the governor, which was a mighty black dog, the biggest and grimmest that ever he saw in his life ; and witness was brought in against him by an old companion of his, and he was found guilty, and his sentence was to go to prison, and there lay forever." THOMAS CHALKLEY. 43 He told me this dream so punctually, and with such an emphasis, that it affected me with serious sadness, and caused my heart to move within me ; for to me the dream seemed true, and the interpretation sure. I then told him he was an ingenious man, and might clearly see the interpretation of that dream, which exactly answered to his state and condition, which I thus interpreted to him : " This great and spacious place, wherein the buildings were high and the streets broad, is thy great and high profession. The sign, on which was written shame, which thou sawest, and the woman at the door, with the can in her hand, truly represent that great, crying, and shameful sin of drunkenness, which thou knowest to be thy great weakness, which the woman with the can did truly represent to thee. The grim fellow who arrested thee in the devil's territories, is Death, who will assuredly arrest all mortals ; the governor whom thou sawest, representing a great black dog, is certainly the devil, who after his servants have served him to the full, will torment them eternally in hell." So he got up, as it were in haste, and said, " God forbid ! it is no- thing but a dream." But I told him it was a very significant one, and a warning to him from the Al- mighty, who sometimes speaks to men by dreams. In seven weeks after we left sight of the land of America, we saw the Scilly Islands, and next day the land of England, which was a comfortable sight to us ; in that God Almighty had preserved us hitherto, and that we were so far on our wav. We drove about 44 THE JOURNAL OF the Channel's mouth for several days for want of wind ; after which the wind came up, and we got as far up the Channel as Lime bay, and then an east- erly wind blew fresh for several days, and we turned to windward, but rather lost than got on our way, which was tiresome and tedious to some of us. About this time, being some days after the doctor's dream, a grievous accident happened to us. Meeting with a Dutch vessel in Lime bay, a little above the Start, we hailed her, and she us. They said they came from Lisbon, and were bound for Holland. She was loaded with wine, brandy, fruit, and such like com- modities, and we having little but water to drink, by reason our passage was longer than we expected, we sent our boat on board in order to buy a little wine to drink with our water. Our doctor, and a merchant who was a passenger, and one sailor, went on board, where they stayed until some of them were overcome with wine, although they were desired to beware thereof. When they came back, a rope was handed to them, but they being filled with wine to excess, were not capable of using it dexterously, insomuch that they overset the boat, and she turned bottom upwards, having the doctor under her. The merchant caught hold of a rope called the main-sheet, whereby his life was saved. The sailor not getting so much drink as the other two, got nimbly on the bottom of the boat, and floated on the water till our other boat was hoisted out, which was done with great speed, and we took him in ; but the doctor was drowned before THOMAS CHALKLEY. 45 the boat came. The seaman who sat upon the boat saw him sink, but could not help him. This was the greatest exercise that we met with in al.l our voyage; and the more so, because the doctor was of an evil life and conversation, and much given to excess in drinking. When he got on board the aforesaid ship, the master sent for a can of wine, and said, " Doctor, will you drink?" He replied, "Yes, with all my heart, for I have drank no wine a great while." Upon which he drank a hearty draught, that made him merrv, as he said in his dream: and notwithstand- ing the admonition which was so clearly manifested to him but three days before, and the many promises he had made to Almighty God, some of which I was a witness of, when strong convictions were upon him, yet now he was unhappily overcome, and in drink when he was drowned. This is, I think, a lively repre- sentation of the tender mercy and just judgment of the Almighty to poor mortals ; and I thought it worthy to be recorded for posterity, as a warning to all great lovers of wine and strong liquors. This exercise was so great to me,- that I could not for several days get over it; and one. day, while I was musing in my mind on those things relating to the doctor, it was opened to me that God and his servants were clear, and his blood was on his own head ; for he had been faithfully warned of his evil ways. We were obliged by contrary winds to put into Plymouth harbor, and from Plymouth I went by coach to London, where I was gladly received by my rela- 46 THE JOURNAL Or tions and friends. I got to the Yearly Meeting of Friends in Lcndon, in the year 1699, which was large, and was at divers public meetings for the worship of Almighty God. I may truly say, the Holy Ghost was amongst us, blessed be God our Saviour, for evermore. In this year I thought it my place to enter into a married state, and I acquainted my.father of my de- sign, and that I inclined to make choice of Martha Betterton, a religious young woman, whom I entirely loved for the piety, virtue, and modesty which I be- held in her. I was in the twenty-fourth year of my age, and she in her twenty-first. I likewise acquainted her father and mother with my intentions, to which both our parents consented ; her father saying, when I spoke to him, the Lord bless you together. And my father said, if I was worth my weight in gold, she deserved me. The heartiness of both our fathers in this matter was more to me than a portion of silver or gold of which we had but very little ; but our love to each other was very great, and being honorably grounded, it was not easily shaken. We proposed our intentions of marriage to the Monthly Meetings to which we belonged ; and because I had been travelling in America, I had certificates from my brethren there, not only of my industry and labor in the ministry, with the good effects thereof, but also of my clearness in relation to marriage. After having twice published our intentions, we had liberty of the said meeting to proceed to the solemnization of our marriage, which was accomplished at Devonshire Bouse, in iondon, at THOMAS CHALKLEY. 47 a meeting appointed for that end, on the 28th day of the Seventh month, in the aforesaid year, in the pres- ence of many hundreds of people, and many worthy brethren and elders. A day of days it was to my soul ! wherein I was made sensible of the love and goodness of God in a particular manner, which to me was an earnest of our future well-doing. My dear wife was one who truly loved and feared God, and had an excellent gift of the ministry given unto her, and was serviceable therein. [A paper coming to my hands of her own handwriting and composing, I transcribe it here. She calls it, An Account of the Exercise of Martha Betterton ; viz. : "As I was walking in the city of London, with a concern on my mind, in be- holding the abominable pride of the people, it opened upon my mind in this wise : "Woe, woe to the crown of pride ! And then I was deeply bowed in my spirit before the Lord, and it was said to me, I will yet spare a little longer. I have sheep which I will gather home to me, and there shall be one Shepherd and one sheep- fold. Then I said in my heart, Lord ! shall I be one of the sheep belonging to thy sheepfold of eternal rest ? And again it was answered me, My sheep hear my voice, and they follow me. Then a cry was raised in me, Cause me to hear thy voice ; and not only so, but enable me to obey the same. And then this charge was returned to me, Be thou faithful."] Soon after I was married, I had a concern to visit Friends in the counties of Surry, Sussex, and Kent, which I performed in about two weeks' time, and came 48 THE JOURNAL OF home and followed my calling, and was industrious therein. When I had gotten something to bear my expenses, and settle my wife in some little business, I found an exercise on my spirit to go over to Ire- land, to visit our friends and brethren on that island, in which William Townshend accompanied me ; and Friends in that nation were generally satisfied with our service among them. When we had been from home about ten weeks, and had visited most parts of that nation, having had many meetings among Friends and others, we found freedom in our minds to return home, which we did, being comforted in our service, and blessed the name of the Lord. After some few months, I acquainted my wife and my father, with her father and mother, that I thought it my duty to go over and live in America. To which proposal my father consented, though with tenderness of heart, considering that I must be so far separated from him. I also laid it before the Monthly Meeting of Friends, at Horslydown, in Southwark, of which meet- ing I was a member ; they consented to it, though some- what unwilling to part with us, and gave us their cer- tificate, to let our brethren know that we were in love and unity with them, and walked according to our pro- fession. When we were ready, and in order for going, we agreed for the freight of our goods and servants, with John Snowden, and shipped them on board the "Josiah," bound for Maryland. When the ship was at Gravesend, and ready to sail, several of our dear relations and friends accompanied us to the ship, on \ THOMAS CHALKLEY. 49 board of which we had a good meeting, and took our solemn leave of one another, as expecting never to see each other anv more in this world. It was a solemn time indeed ! We prayed for one another, and so parted, our ship sailing that evening, and we got to Margate-road, where we anchored, and the wind sprung up very fresh, and blew tempestuously, so that we broke our cable, and lost our best bower anchor, and drove violently towards the Goodwin Sands. We let go our sheet anchor and three more, which were all we had, but they did not stop her; upon which the master ordered the carpenters to stand by the mainmast, with their axes upon their shoulders, and when he gave the word, they were to cut the mast. The people in the ship — there being many passengers — were in great consternation, ex- pecting nothing but death: but for my part, being exceedingly sea-sick, and having been in many storms, I was not so much surprised with this, the sailors sometimes making a great- noise when there is but little danger ; but there was more danger than I was aware of, as appeared afterwards. One of the passengers came weeping, and said our case was very bad. The doctor also came in the same manner, and cried, " Oh ! Mr. Chalkley, we are all dead men ! " I thought with myself, I would go out on deck, and see what the matter was. I went to the pilot, who had the lead in his hand; he sounded, and cried out, " Lord, have mercy upon us ! she is gone, she is gone, she is gone ! " by which I perceived that we were very 5 50 THE JOUKNAL OF near the Goodwin Sands, on which many ships have been lost with all their crews. In this sense of danger, I sent for the passengers into the cabin, and told them that I thought it would be well for us to sit still to- gether, and look unto, and wait upon God, to see what he would please to do for us ; that, if death came, we might meet him in as good a frame of mind as we could, and that we might not be surprised beyond measure. As we were thus composed in our minds, a concern came upon my dear wife, and she prayed to God the Father, in the living power and sense of his Son ; and He heard from his holy habitation, and answered the prayer : for immediately after the wind abated, and our anchors held us. This was a great deliver- ance, which is not to be forgotten. When we saw the longed-for morning, we were very near the Sands, and the sea ran prodigiously high, and broke upon them mightily, so that we were forced to leave our cables and anchors, and make the best of our way to Deal, as well as we could. One of the owners being on shore, and seeing us in distress, sent off a cable and anchor to us ; and we anchored before Deal with our new cable and anchor, and sent a boat for our other anchors and cables, when it was calm, which brought them to us. After we had supplied ourselves with what we wanted, we put to sea again, and had fair winds till we got as far as the "Western Islands, where Captain Cant, being in company with us, spoke with our captain in the evening, and the two captains concluded it would be stormy that night, which ha,p- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 51 pened accordingly. They took in their sails, and we all but our mainsail; notwithstanding which, the storm was such that we lost our mainmast, sprung the head of our foremast, and broke our cross-jackyard, and thus lay rolling upon the sea for about two weeks : the ship "Bristol Merchant" coming by in that time, lent us a spare topmast, of which we made a main- mast, and a topmast of our top-gallant-mast, and so refitted as well as we could, and had a pretty good passage afterwards. We were about eight weeks from the Land's-end to the capes of Virginia; had meetings twice a week on board, and they helped to stay our minds on our Maker, though our bodies were tossed to and fro on the mighty waters. We went on shore at Patuxent river, and by land to Herring bay, where my family tarried that winter ; and I with my three servants followed my calling. In the spring we trans- ported ourselves, our goods and servants, from Mary- land to Pennsylvania, where we intended to settle when we came from our native country. At Philadelphia I bought a lot of ground upon the river Delaware, and there I followed my calling that summer. In the fall I had an inward call to visit Friends in Barbadoes, which I proposed to our Monthly Meeting, and they certified on my behalf that they had unity with me in my proposal, conversation, and ministry. I took ship at Philadelphia, about the 20th of the Seventh month, 1701, on board the "Abraham," Street, commander, and was about a month on the voyage ; Josiah Langdale was with me. We had several good 52 THE JOURNAL OF ./ meetings in the ship to our satisfaction ; and were well received, and had many meetings at Barbadoes, which were often very large and open, and some of the people loving and tender. We had several meet- ings at Bridge-town, Speight's-town, the Spring, the Thickets, and at Pumpkin-hill ; and after being there about six weeks, we went in a sloop to Bermuda, where we found but very few Friends, yet had meet- ings in several places, and at the houses of some people who were not of our profession. The longer we tar- ried, the larger our meetings were ; and many began to be affected, and spoke well of us and our devotion ; but some were disturbed, and spoke to the Governor to break up our meetings ; which at the desire of one of the inhabitants we had appointed at his house: upon which he sent orders by one of his colonels to break up our meeting, which troubled the sober people. After this I met with the Governor at the house of one Judge Stafford ; and he being a moderate man, we had the following discourse, viz. : Gov. How do you like our country ? We are but a little spot in the sea. T. C. I like it well for its moderate climate. If the people were moderate also, it would be well. Gov. Doth it answer your end in coming ? T. C. My end in coming was to visit the people in Christian love. Gov. Do you think the people will be brought over? T. C. If they are brought to truth and righteous- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 53 ness, it will be well for them. That is the end of our coming. Gov. If you had acquainted me with your design when you first came, you had done well. It was your duty. T. C. If we had known the Governor's will herein, or that thou wouldest have spoken with us, we should have readily answered it: but knowing nothing of it, we could not tell but that it might be taken for rude- ness in us, considering our homely way and manner of addressing such men. Gov. Then your design in coming here was to preach. Had you no other end ? T. C. Yes. As we found a concern upon us to preach, and a desire in the people to hear. Gov . Why do you not tarry with them ? that looks strange. Here the people are affected with you, and you go away and leave them : I blame you for that. T. C. We do not direct them to men, but to the Lord Jesus Christ, their teacher, and the bishop of their souls. And why should our leaving them look strange to the Governor ? It was the practice of the Apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ, and his own prac- tice and command to his followers. And further, the Apostles (which word signifies ambassadors or messen- gers) say, follow us, as we are followers of Christ. They travelled up and down the world preaching the gospel; and our great Lord himself had not whereon to lay his head. Gov. The Apostles were inspired men,* — inspired 6* 54 THE JOURNAL OF by the Holy Spirit to preach the gospel. I suppose you do not pretend to be inspired ? T. C. Every true Christian ought to pray for the pouring out of the Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost upon him. The Church of England* also prays for it, the receiving of which is inspiration. Gov. Your reasons being grounded on Scripture, you are well grounded; for no man can deny the Scriptures. Then you say you are inspired ? T. C. I hope I am. I pray for it with great ear- nestness. Gov. Then it is but ask, and have, you think ? T. C. If we ask in faith, without wavering, we shall receive, according to the doctrine of Christ and his apostles in the New Testament. Gov. Well, if any have a desire to hear you, you may preach and welcome. After I had this discourse with the governor, it was reported on the island, that he had given us a license to preach, which report was not true, further than the aforesaid discourse, and then we had larger meetings than before. We had a meeting at Judge Stafford's house, and one at a house not far from his. It is observable, that this island hath formerly been a very healthy and fruitful place. Eed-cedar, or sweet-wood, is all the timber they have, with which they build their houses, make their household goods, build their ships and sloops, and make their fires ; so that there is continually a fragrant and pleasant * Of which Church the governor was a member. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 55 smell, which we could smell at sea some ,ime before we saw the land ; and it is yet a pretty healthy and fruitful island, but not so much so as formerly. In one of the meetings I was concerned to let them know that it was the evil of their ways and doings that had caused the Almighty to withhold from them the fruits of the earth, and to make their island more unhealthy than it was formerly. After meeting, the judge told me I had said truly, for that was the cause ; and if I had spoken more on that subject, I had done well. Several were convinced at this time on the island. Soon after, an opportunity offered, in a sloop be- longing to this island, bound for Philadelphia; and being clear we embarked in her, and on our voyage had pretty good weather, only one hard gale of wind, which caused us to hand our jib. A mulatto man, named Stavo, the master's servant, went out upon the bowsprit to hand the sail, and there came a sea and washed him off; and the vessel ran over him; and in all probability he had been drowned, had he not been a good swimmer; for he swam, as we judged, three quarters of a mile before he got to the sloop, it not coming into any one's mind to lower the sails until I sharply ordered it to be done, which they then did readily; and the course of the vessel being stopped, he soon got on board, having stripped him- self of his clothes in the sea, and brought them in his mouth. I was very thankful for the poor fellow's life, and praised the Lord in the secret of my soui 56 THE JOURNAL OF for his preservation. In about two weeks' time we arrived at Philadelphia, and I had great peace in my labors in this visit, in which I was from home about five months. The Friends of Barbadoes were so well satisfied with this labor of love, that they certified the same by way of certificate, more than is proper for me to mention. But though they thought so well of me, yet I had occasion to think very meanly of myself, for I was emptied at times to exceeding great spiritual poverty. After I came home from Barbadoes and Bermuda, I followed my calling, and kept to meetings diligently; for I was not easy to be idle, either in my spiritual or temporal calling. At times I travelled in the work of the ministry in our own province, in which there are many large meetings of Friends, and they increase and multiply from time to time. Since my settling in this province, which is now about a year, some hundreds of people are come here to reside, and many meeting-houses are built ; and I do certainly know from above, that this province of Pennsylvania, and city of Philadelphia, will flourish both spiritually and temporally, if the inhabitants will love and live in righteousness and in the fear of God ; otherwise the hand that planted them can soon pluck them up. After some time, I was drawn forth to visit Friends in Maryland, Virginia, and North Carolina, and went with the unity of Friends ; having their certificate, according to the good order established among us. About the 26th of the First month, 1703, I went THOMAS CHALKLEY. 57 through Maryland, and visited Friends in Virginia and North Carolina, to the river Pamlico, where no travelling, public Friends, that ever I heard of, were before, and we had several meetings there on each side of the river. One day going out of our canoe through a marsh, I trod on a rattlesnake, which is accounted one of the most poisonous snakes ; but it only hissed at me, and did no harm. This was one de- liverance among many, which the Lord by his provi- dence wrought for me; and I bless his holy name for all his mercies. In going to, and coming from this place, we lay two nights in the woods, and I think I never slept better. It was the eighth hour in the evening when I laid down on the ground one night, my saddle being my pillow, at the root of a tree, and it was four o'clock in the morning when they called me. When I awoke, I thought of Jacob's lodging on his way to Padan Aram, when he saw the holy vision of angels, with the ladder, whose top reached to heaven. Very sweet was the love of God to my soul that morning, and the dew of the everlasting hills re- freshed me. I went on my way, praising the Lord, and magnifying the God of my salvation. In this journey I met with another remarkable deliverance. Going over a river eight miles broad, there being eight men and seven horses, we put the horses into two canoes tied together, so that they stood with their forefeet in one, and their hind-feet in the other. It was calm when we set out, but when we were about the middle of the river, the wind rose, and the seas 58 THE JOURNAL OF ran high, and split one of the canoes, so that with our hats we were obliged to cast ou£ the water ; and with much difficulty, at last, all of us, with our horses, got safely on shore, through the good providence of God. On our return through North Carolina, we had several large meetings, and an open time it was ; as also at Nancemond and Chuckatuck, and several other places in Virginia. When my service was over in those two provinces, I went back to Maryland, and visited meetings there, and then went home. As nearly as I can compute, I rode about a thousand miles in this journey; after which I stayed at home, following my business, in order to the maintenance of my family, being blessed with a wife, children, servants, and other things ; for which I am truly thankful. While I was at home, I visited the neighboring meetings, as I found a concern on my mind ; and on the 6th day of the Third month, 1704, I laid before our Quarterly Meeting of ministers and elders an exercise that was upon my mind, to visit our Friends' meetings on Long Island, Ehode Island, in New England, and the places adjacent. They gave me a good certificate, which I thought it my duty to en- deavor to live up to ; and being accompanied by sev- eral Friends to Burlington and Crosswicks, and Joseph Glaister being my fellow-laborer in the work of the gospel, at the two aforesaid places we had meetings, and then travelled to New York and Long Island, where we had divers meetings ; as at Flushing, West- V THOMAS CHALKLEY. 59 bury, Jerusalem, Jericho, Bethpage, Matinicock, and also at West Chester, on the main. From thence we travelled to Rhode Island Yearly Meeting, which was large and serviceable to many. Joseph Glaister then went towards Boston, the inland way, and I went by the sea-side ; and we met together, after I had been at meetings 'at Dartmouth and Nantucket Island, at which island there are large meetings, the people being mostly Friends, and sober and growing in the best things. Though not of our Society when they first received the truth, yet they received it with gladness ; and although the people called Presbyte- rians were very cruel in their expressions, and bitter in their spirits against us, yet there were others who went under that name, who were more open and charitable towards us, and received us gladly with tenderness ; and at some places we had meetings at their houses to our mutual satisfaction. We likewise had meetings at Suckanuset, Scituate, and Sandwich. About this time the Indians were very barbarous in the destruction of the English inhabitants, scalping some, and knocking out the brains of others, men, women, and children, by which the country was greatly alarmed, both night and day; but the great Lord of all was pleased wonderfully to preserve our friends, especially those who kept faithful to their peaceable principle, according to the doctrine of Christ in the holy Scriptures, in his excellent sermon which he preached on the mount, recorded in the 5th, 6th, and 7th chapters of Matthew, which is quite opposite 60 THE JOURNAL OF to killing, revenge, and destruction, even of our ene- mies. Because Friends could not join with those of fighting principles and practices, some were put into prison ; divers people railing, and speaking very bit- terly against their peaceable neighbors, and wishing the Quakers might be cut off. Some of the New England priests and professors were so bitter against Friends, that instead of being humbled under the mighty hand of God upon them, in suffering the Indians to destroy them, they ex- pressed their enmity against the poor Quakers on a day appointed for humiliation and a fast; and par- ticularly in a sermon preached by one of their priests, which he divided into three heads, viz. : First, That the judgments of God were upon them, in letting loose the savage Indians to destroy them. Secondly, In that he withheld the fruits of the earth from them, for there was a great scarcity. Thirdly, That the Quakers prevailed, and were suffered to increase so much among them ; which he said was worse than the Indians destroying them, and gave this absurd reason for it : the Indians destroy our bodies, but the Quakers destroy the soul.* This is an abominable falsehood ; for it is sin that destroys the soul ; and those who preach to the people that there is no free- dom from it in this world, contradict Christ's doc- trine, "Be ye perfect," etc., and that of the apostle, "He that is born of God cannot sin." And thus * This priest was soon after killed by the Indians, as I was told by a minister. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 61 their blind guides mistake light for darkness, and darkness for light. Among the many hundreds that were slain, I heard but of three Friends being killed, whose destruction was very remarkable, as I was informed : one was a woman, the other two were men. The men used to go to their labor without any wea- pons, and trusted to the Almighty, and depended on his providence to protect them, it being their princi- ple not to use weapons of war to offend others, or to defend themselves. But a spirit of distrust taking place in their minds, they took weapons of war to defend themselves ; and the Indians, who had seen them several times without them, and let them alone, saying, " They were peaceable men, and hurt nobody, therefore they would not hurt them," now seeing them have guns, and supposing they designed to kill the Indians, shot the men dead. The woman had remained in her habitation, and could not be free to go to a fortified place for preservation, neither she, her son, nor daughter, nor to take thither the little ones ; but the poor woman after some time began to let in a slavish fear, and advised her children to go with her to a fort not far 'from their dwelling. Her daughter being one who trusted in the name of the Lord, the mighty tower to which the righteous flee and find safety, could not consent to go with her ; and having left a particular account in a letter to her children of her and their preservation, I think it worthy to be inserted here in hsr own words; viz.: 62 THE JOURNAL OP " When the cruel Indians were suffered to kill and destroy, it was shown to me that I must stand in a testimony for truth, and trust in the name of the Lord, who is a strong tower, and that we should wait upon him. I often desired my mother and husband to sit down and wait upon the Lord, and he would show us what we should do. I could not prevail with him, but he would say it was too late now, and was in great haste to be gone ; but I could not go with him, because I was afraid of offending the Lord. Still he would say I was deluded by the devil, so that my mother would often say, ' a house divided could not stand ; ' and she could not tell what to do. Although she had most peace in staying, yet she had thoughts of moving, and said to me, ' Child, canst thou certainly say it is revealed to thee that we should stay ? if it be, I would willingly stay, if I was sure it was the mind of God.' But I being young, was afraid to speak so high, and said, ' Mother, I can say it is thus with me, that when I think of staying, and trusting in the name of the Lord, I find great peace and comfort, more than I can utter, with a belief that we shall be preserved ; but when I think of going, oh ! the trouble and heaviness I feel, with a fear some of us should fall by them ! ' And my dear mother sighed, and said, ' She could not tell what to do.' I said to them, if they would go, I would be willing to stay alone ; if they found freedom, I was very willing, for I was afraid of offend- ing the Lord. But still my poor husband would say, ' I took a wrong spirit for the right.' And he would THOMAS CHALKLEY. 63 say, ' How should I know ? For if I was right, I would be willing to condescend to him.' Then I said, in condescension to him I would move ; but I hoped the Lord would not lay it to my charge, for was it not to condescend to him, I would not move for the world ; and after I had given away my strength, in a little time there came men from the garrison, with their guns, and told us, ' They came for us,' a.nd said, ' The Indians they thought might be near;' and then away we went, and my mother went in with my brother-in- law, although I persuaded her not to do it. But she said, ' Why, my child is there ; and may not I be with her as well as thee ? ' And so we went along to Hamp- ton, to my husband's brother's. But, oh ! the fear and trouble I felt ! and I told my husband it seemed as if we were going into the mouths of the Indians. The next day was the first of the week; and our dear friend, Lydia Norton, came with my dear mother ; and in her testimony she said there was there that was very near to her life, who was very near to death. Oh ! then I was ready to think it would be me, be- cause I believed We had done amiss in moving, and great trouble was I in, and told dear Lydia of it ; but she comforted me as much as she could, and said, 'She did not think it would be me.' My dear mother went to my sister's again, to the garrison, where she found herself not easy ; but as she often said to many, she felt herself in a beclouded condition, and more shut from counsel than ever she ha J d been since she knew the truth. Being uneasy, she went to move to a (54 THE JOURNAL OF friend's house who lived in the neighborhood ; and as she was moving, the bloody cruel Indians lay by the way, and killed her. Oh ! then how did I lament moving ; and promised if the Lord would be pleased to spare my life, and husband, and children, and carry us home again, I would never do so more. But, oh ! the fear, ,*nd trouble, and darkness that fell upon me, and many more at that time ! and three or four of us kept our meeting : but although we sat and waited as well as we could, yet we sat in a poor beclouded con- dition, until we returned home again, then did the Lord please to lift up the light of his love upon our poor souls. Then I told my husband, although he had 'built a little house by the garrison, I couid not move again. So he was willing to stay while the winter season lasted, but told me he could not stay when summer came, for then the Indians would be about ; and told me that if I could not go to the garrison, I might go to a friend's house near it. I was willing to please him if the Lord was willing; and applied my heart to know the mind of Truth, and it was showed me, that if I moved again, I should lose the sense of Truth, and should never hold up my head again. Then I told my husband, he must never ask me to move again, for I durst not do it. Still he would say it was a notion, till our dear friend Thomas Story came, and told him, ' He did not see that I couli have a greater revelation than I had.' He satisfied my hus- band so well, that he never again asked me to go, but was very well cont ented to stay during all the wars ; THOMAS CHALKLEY. 65 and then things were made more easy, and we saw the wonderful works and the mighty power of the Lord, in keeping and preserving us, when the Indians were at our doors and windows, and at other times. And the Lord put courage in you, my dear children ; do not you forget it, and do not think that you were young, and because you knew little, so you feared nothing, but often consider how you stayed at home alone, when we went to meetings, and how the Lord pre- served you, and kept you, so that no hurt came upon you. I leave this charge upon you, live in the fear of the Lord, and see you set him always before your eyes, lest you sin against him. If I had not feared the Lord, and felt the comforts of his holy Spirit, I could never have stood so great a trial, when so many judged, and said that I was deluded, and that the blood of my husband and children would be required at my hands ; but the Lord was near to me, and gave me strength and courage, and faith to trust in him, for I know his name to be a strong tower, yea, and stronger than any in the world ; for I have oftentimes fled there for safety. Oh ! blessing, and honor, and everlasting high praises be given to the Lord, and to his dear Son, our Saviour and mediator, Christ Jesus. Amen. Mary Doe." A neighbor of the aforesaid people told me, that, as he was at work in his field, the Indians saw and called him, and he went to them. They told him, they had no quarrel with the Quakers, for they were a quiet, 6* 66 THE JOURNAL OF peaceable people, and hurt nobody, and that therefore none should hurt them. But they said, that the Pres- byterians in these parts had taken away their lands, and some of their lives, and would now, if they could, destroy all the Indians. Those Indians began about this time to shoot people down as they went along the road, and to knock them in the head in their beds, and very barbarously mur- dered many. We travelled the country, and had large meetings, and the^ good presence of God was with us abundantly, and we had great inward joy in the Holy Ghost in our outward jeopardy and travels. The people generally rode and went to their worship armed, but Friends went to their meetings without either sword or gun, having their trust and confidence in God. After having had divers good meetings in those eastern parts of New England, I returned to Salem, Lynn, Boston, and so towards Rhode Island, and at adjacent places, as in the Narraganset country ; we had meetings also at Dartmouth, Sandwich, and Scit- uate. As I was entering into the town of Boston, in company with many others, a man rode up to me and asked in a scoffing manner, " Whether I saw or met with any Quakers on the road ? " I pleasantly told him, we should not tell the Presbyterians, lest they should hang them. He not thinking of such an an- swer, went sneakingly away. Having thoroughly visited Friends in those parts, in company with my friend Thomas Story, I traveled through Connecticut government, and had several THOMAS CHALKLEY. 67 meetings in that colony ; and came to Long Island, where we had meetings to the satisfaction of ourselves and Friends. From Long Island, after we were clear of the service and exercise of the work of the minis- try, and had visited Friends' meetings as we travelled, and in many places found openness among the people who were not of our profession, who sometimes came in great numbers to our meetings, and several were convinced in a good degree, and many comforted, strengthened, and edified, in Christ our Lord, we came to Philadelphia, the place of our habitation. Let his name, saith my soul, have the praise of all his works forever. After being at home some time, I visited Friends' meetings in our county, and several parts of New Jersey, Maryland, and the lower counties on Dela- ware. At Jones' I appointed a meeting at a public- house near the court-house. General notice being given thereof, there came one Crawford, a priest, with many of his hearers, and in the begin- ning of the meeting he read a sermon, as they called it, which was a transcript of the works of some of our adversaries, which we desired to have from them to answer. They said, " If I would answer it myself, I should have it." I told them I should, if they would let me have it ; but though they promised it, they did not perform, but were worse than their word. We heard them read it patiently, and after they had done, had our meeting. The auditory was large, and most of the magistrates were at it. The priest's read- 68 THE JOUKNAL OF ing, and my testimony, occasioned this meeting to hold long ; after which, as we were getting on horse- back, the priest cried out among the people, " That he did not think we would go away so sneakingly." We having twenty miles to ride that night, and he near his home, and having the advantage in that respect, some thought it made him the bolder, for he let me get on horseback before he uttered that ex- pression. I told him to challenge was enough to set a coward to work, and we were no cowards ; for he knew we could venture our lives for our religion, which I questioned whether he would do for his. I dismounted, and he having the bible open in his hand, I being near him, chanced, against my will and knowl- edge, to touch it with my foot. " Look you, gentle- men," says he, " he tramples the "Word of God under his feet ! " For which gross abuse his own hearers openly rebuked him, and put him to shame. Then he said, " He would prove us no ministers of Christ." I bid him prove himself one, and he would do the business. " Well," says he, " how shall we know who are Christ's ministers ? " " Why," said I, " art thou willing to be tried by Christ's rule, for he hath given us a plain rule to know them by." " What is that rule? Let us hear it," says he. "It is short, but full, namely, ' By their fruits you shall know them ; for men do not gather grapes of thorns, nor figs of thistles:' wherefore by their fruits they are known." " I deny it," says Priest Crawford, — for that was the name he went by here, he going by another elsewhere, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 69 — "that they are known by their fruits." I answered, "Then thou deniest the plain and naked truth of Christ." So I called aloud to the people to take no- tice what a blind guide they had ; and indeed he was wicked, as well as blind, and his fruits not good ; which may make one suppose that he was not willing to be tried by his fruits. For soon after, news came that he had a wife in England, and as he had another here, his fruits were wicked with a witness ; and ac- cording to Christ's doctrine, no good could spring from his ministry, therefore he proved himself by his evil deeds to be no minister of Jesus Christ. Near the aforesaid place we got a meeting settled, which is called Little-creek Meeting; and about. the same time a meeting was established, and a meeting-house built at Duck creek. The people in those parts about this time began mightily to see through the formal preach- ing of such as preach for money, who love the hire, though they do not love to be called hirelings. 70 THE JOURNAL OP CHAPTER III. 1706-1710. Opposition by a Priest and Lawyer — Visits to West Indies and Europe — Arrival at Barbadoes — Religious Labors — Priva- teer — Jamaica — Travels through England — Holland — Wm. Sewel — Friesland — Germany — Rough Travelling — Return to England — London Yearly Meeting — Embarks for Philadelphia — Arrives at Home. In the year 1706, having some concerns in the province of Maryland, I had divers meetings as I travelled on the road, as at Nottingham, Elk river, North-east, Susquehanna, Bush and Gun -powder rivers ; at some of which places I do not know that there had been any meeting before. At one of these meetings were one Edwards a priest, and a lawyer, the attorney-general, and several justices of the peace. The priest was angry, and said, " It was an unlawful assembly, the house not being licensed by law." The justices told him, " That he and his people being there to hear, if any unwarrantable or false doctrine was preached, he had a fair opportunity to lay it open before all the people." So they desired him to hear patiently and quietly. He seemed to like the propo- sition, and sat down by me. We had not sat down long before I stood up, and spoke to the people a con- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 71 siderable time. The lawyer sat opposite to me, and took what I said in short-hand, for about half an hour ; but growing weary, he laid down his pen, and took out of his pocket a bottle of liquor, or spirits, and said, " Come, friend, here is to thee (or you) ; you have spoken a great while, you need something to refresh you." I made a stop, and said to the people, " Here is your minister, and here is some of the fruits of his ministry, of which he and all sober people may be ashamed." And then went on again without any opposition till I had done ; but afterwards they were in a rage, and threatened what they would do to me, if ever I came there again to have a meeting. But I told them, if they had power to take our lives from us, they were not dear to us for the sake of Christ and his gospel ; and that we did not regard their threatenings. I desired the lawyer to give me a copy of what he had written ; he went about it, but did not do it; neither was he candid in penning my words ; for several of the people then present bore witness that he had not written it verbatim, or truly taken the sense of what I spoke. I charged him to be just, otherwise he had many witnesses against him ; at which the priest bent his fist, and held it up to me, but did not strike me, and away they went in a fret. Soon after we had another meeting at the same place, which was large and quiet. The man of the house being an attorney at law, had got his house licensed, and though the priest and lawyer threatened hard, they came not. 72 THE JOUENAL OF Aquila Paca, high-sheriff of the county, living at the head of Bush river, near the main road, built a meeting-house, at his own charge, and had it licensed, at which we had many good meetings. About this time also a meeting-house was built at a place called Nottingham, which is a large meeting, and greatly increases. When I was travelling in those parts, I had a con- cern on my mind to visit the Indians living near Sus- quehanna, at Cones toga, and I laid it before the elders of Nottingham meeting, with which they expressed their unity, and promoted my visiting them. We got an interpreter, and thirteen or fourteen of us travelled through the woods about fifty miles, carrying our provisions with us, and on the journey sat down by a river, and spread our food on the grass, and refreshed ourselves and horses, and then went on cheerfully, with good will and much love to the poor Indians ; and when we came they received us kindly, treating us civilly in their way. We treated about having a religious meeting with them, upon which they called a council, and were very grave, and spoke one after another, without any heat or jarring; and some of the most esteemed of their women do sometimes speak in their councils. I asked our interpreter why they permitted the women to speak in their councils ? His answer was, " That some women are wiser than some men." Our interpreter told me, that they had not done anything for many years, without the counsel of an ancient grave woman ; who, I observed, spoke THOMAS CHALKLEY. 73 much in their council; for I was permitted to be present at it; and I asked what it was the woman said? He told me she was an empress; and they gave much heed to what she said amongst them ; and that she then said, " She looked upon our coming to be more than natural, because we did not come to buy, or sell, or get gain, but came in love and respect to them, and desired their well-doing both here and hereafter;" and further continued, "That our meet- ings among them might be very beneficial to their young people," and related a dream which she had three days before, and interpreted it, viz. : "That she was in London, and that London was the finest place she ever saw, it was like to Philadelphia, but much bigger; and she went across six streets, and in the seventh she saw William Penn preaching to the peo- ple, which was a great multitude, and she and Wil- liam Penn rejoiced to see one another; and after meeting she went to him, and he told her that in a little time he wo aid come over and preach to them also, of which she was very glad. And now she said her dream was fulfilled, for one of his friends was come to preach to them." She advised them to hear us, and entertain us kindly; and accordingly they did. Here were two nations of them, the Senecas and Shawanese. We had first a meeting with the Senecas, with which they were much affected ; and they called the other nation, viz., the Shawanese, and interpreted to them what we spoke in their meeting, and the poor Indians, particularly some of the young 7 74 THE JOURNAL OP men and women, were under a solid exercise and con- cern. We had also a meeting with the other nation, and they were all very kind to us, and desired more such opportunities ; the which, I hope divine Provi- dence will order for them, if they are worthy thereof. The gospel of Jesus Christ was preached freely to them, and faith in Christ, who was put to death at Jerusalem by the unbelieving Jews; and that this same Jesus came to save people from their sins, and by his grace and light in the soul, shows to man his sins, and convinceth him thereof, delivering him out of them, and gives inward peace and comfort to the soul for well-doing, and sorrow and trouble for evil- doing; to all which, as their manner is, they gave public assents ; and to that of the light in the soul they gave a double assent, and seemed much affected with the doctrine of truth ; also the benefit of the Holy Scriptures was largely opened to them.* After. this we returned to our respective habitations, thankful in our hearts to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Several of the Friends that went with me, expressed their satisfaction in this visit, and offered themselves freely to go again on the like service. * It is worthy of notice that at the first settling of Pennsyl- vania, William Penn took great care to do justice to the Indians, and bought his land of them to their satisfaction, and settled a trade with them ; so that whereas the Indians were destructive to the other colonies, they were helpful to Pennsylvania ; and to this day they love to hear the name of William Penn. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 75 I also was concerned soon after to visit the people about Egg Harbor and Cape May, and had meetings amongst them, and several meetings were settled in those parts, and the people somewhat reformed from what they had been before they were visited by Friends. They told me, after a meeting we had with them, that they used to spend the Sabbath days in sporting and vanity, until Friends came among them, and now they meet together to worship God and his Son Jesus Christ. At our coming amongst them, some backsliders and apostates were displeased. One, in a very bitter spirit, called us cursed and cruel devils. Another wrote against us. To him I sent an answer, for which he scandalized me in one of his almanacs, and publicly belied me in print ; which lies I swept away with "A small Broom," printed in this year, 1706, to which I never understood that he re- turned any answer, nor that he wrote against Friends afterwards, though he had made it his practice for several years. At Little Es-g- Harbor lived a Friend whose name was Edward Andrews, who, as himself told me, had been a leader of the people into vanity and folly, as music, dancing, etc., but the good hand of the Lord being upon him, wrought a wonderful reformation in him, and made him an instrument to lead people into truth and righteousness, and gave him an excellent gift in the ministry of the gospel of Christ ; so that he was made instrumental in gathering a large and growing meeting, most of the people thereabouts being 76 THE JOURNAL OF convinced, and a great reformation and change wrought in their conversations. This Friend told me that when he was very rude and wild, he was mightily reached to, at the meeting we had under the trees at Cross- wicks,* so that he could not go on with his vanity as before ; after which he had strong convictions on him, which wrought conversion in the Lord's time, after he had gone through many deep inward exercises. After these journeys were over, and I had cleared myself, I was some time at home, and followed my business with diligence and industry, and throve in the things of the world, the Lord adding a blessing to my labor. Some people would tell me that I got money for preaching, and grew rich by it; which being a common calumny cast upon our public Friends that are travellers, I shall take a little notice of it, and leave it to posterity. It is against our principle, and contrary to our known practice and rule, to take money for preaching the gospel of Christ, and pub- lishing salvation through his name unto the people; for according to Christ's command, we, receiving it freely, are to give it forth freely. I can say, without vanity or boasting, I have spent many pounds in that service, besides my time, which is as precious to me as to other people ; rising early, and laying down late ; many days riding forty, fifty, and sixty miles a day, which was very laborious, and hard for my flesh to endure, being corpulent and heavy from the twenty- seventh year of my age. I can truly say, that I never received any money or consideration on account of * See page 31. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 77 these services, either directly or indirectly ; and yet, if any of our ministers are necessitous or poor, we relieve them freely, not because they are preachers, but because they are needy ; and when we have done those things, we have done but our duty : and well will it be for those that have discharged themselves faithfully therein. Such will, besides the earnest of peace in their own souls in this world, have a blessed reward in the glorious kingdom of the Lord and his Christ in that world which is to come. It is well known that I have spent much of my time, since I have been free from my apprenticeship, in travelling and preaching the gospel, being out often many months, and sometimes a whole year, and more ; and at inter- vals I have been apt to think the time long till I got to my business and family ; and have at times made more haste than I should have done, which has brought trouble on my mind, and is a trouble to me unto this day. This may be a caution to those who travel in the work of the ministry hereafter, not to make too much haste from the' work of Christ ; and yet there ought to be discretion used ; for a minister may stay too long, as well as return too soon, which may be perceived as we keep the eye of our mind to our divine guide. After I had stayed at and about home for a con- siderable time, a weighty concern came upon me to visit Friends in the West Indies, and some parts of Europe, as it might please the Almighty to open my way; and as it was to be a long travel, both by 7* 78 THE JOURNAL OF sea and land, and hazardous, by reason that it was war time, and many privateers at sea, I settled my affairs by will and otherwise, that if I should not live to come home again, things relating to my outward affairs might be done honorably and well : for at this time, as at many others, I can truly say I gave up my life freely for my holy Master's sake, and in his cause, who said, " Go teach all nations," etc. On the 29th of the Sixth month, 1707, I had a certificate from the Monthly Meeting of Friends at Philadelphia, signifying their unity with my under- taking, and desires for my welfare; and a tender concern was on my mind that I might live according to what my brethren had certified concerning me. I likewise laid my exercise before the general meeting of ministers and elders, held for the provinces of Pennsylvania and New Jersey, on the 22d of the Seventh month, who also signified their fellowship with my intended journey, and recommended me to the grace of God ; and in much love and tenderness I parted with my dear and loving wife, and my near and affectionate friends and brethren. I had for my companion and fellow-latorer in the work of the gospel, my dear friend, Eichard Gove, who also had the approbation and unity of Friends in this journey and undertaking. We went on board a sloop at Philadelpl ia, bound for Barbadoes, John Knight, master, about the 27th of the Eighth month, in the aforesaid year. After a few days' sailing down the river Delaware, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 79 we put to sea, and in about a month's time we came within sight of Barbadoes, where we met with a pri- vateer, which chased, and had like to have taken us ; but the good providence of God preserved us out of the hands of those enemies; forever blessed be his name ! In this chase the seamen were uneasy, and belched out wicked oaths, and cursed the Quakers, wishing all their vessels might be taken by the enemy, because they did not carry guns in them; at which [evil conduct] I was grieved, and thus expostulated with them : " Do you know the worth of a man's life ? guns being made on purpose to destroy men's lives. Were this ship and cargo mine, so far as I know my heart, I do ingenuously declare, I had rather lose it all, than that one of you should lose his life." For I certainly knew they were unfit to die. " Lives ! " say they, " we had rather lose our lives than go to France." " But," said I, " that is not the matter; had you ra- ther go to hell than go to France ? " They being guilty of great sins and wickedness, and convicted in their own consciences, held their peace, and said no more about the poor Quakers'; and when we got within gunshot of a fort on Barbadoes, the enemy left chas- ing us. Next morning early we safely arrived at Bridge- town, in Barbadoes, where our friends gladly received us ; amongst whom we labored in the work of the gospel for about two months. After having had divers good and edifying meetings for the worship of God, we sailed for Antigua, and sUyed seme days 80 THE JOURNAL OF there, having meetings and visiting our brethren. From Antigua we sailed for Nevis, but the wind being contrary, we put in at Montserrat, an isle that has a great mountain in it, on the top of which is a hot spring of water, which boils up, and the mire of it is clear brimstone, some of which we carried on board our vessel ; which is admirable, and shows the won- derful works of God. They say that the spring is hot enough to boil an egg. From this island we sailed to Nevis, and had meetings with the few Friends there, with whom we parted at the sea-shore in great love and tenderness. We sailed to an island called An- guilla, and were civilly treated there by the generality of the people ; as also by the governor, George Leon- ard, at whose house we had meetings. I remember that after one meeting the governor went into his porch, and took the bible and opened it, and said, " By this book, if people believe the holy Scriptures, I am able to convince the world, and prove, that the people called Quakers are the people of God, and that they follow the example and doctrine of Christ, and the practices of the Apostles»and primitive Christians, nearer than any people in the world ; " i. e., generally speaking. At this island several people were heartily convinced, and confessed to the truth, among whom a meeting was settled. Here was never any Friend before, as the inhabitants said. I entreat the Lord Jehovah to preserve the sincere-hearted among them in his holy fear whilst they remain in this world ; and not them only, but all that love and fear him, in all THOMAS CHALKLEY. 81 kindreds and nations, and amongst people of all pro- fessions whatsoever. This, in the universal spirit of God's love, is the desire of my soul. From Anguilla we went to Nevis, and to Antigua; and notwithstand- ing our sloop was a dull sailer, yet we were preserved from the enemy, to the admiration of ourselves, friends, and others, our course being in the very road of the privateers. Just as we got into the harbor and were landed, a privateer came by with a prize, as we sup- posed, which excited oar thankfulness to the Lord for our preservation. Here we met with the packet-boat bound for Jamaica, and thence for England. We stayed a little at the island called St. Christopher's. In our way to Jamaica we saw a small privateer that gave us chase, and it being calm, she rowed up towards us. The master prepared the vessel to fight, hoisting up his mainsail and putting out our colors. In the interim some were bold and some sorrowful. One came to me and asked, " What I thought of it. and of the Quakers' principles, now?" I told him I thought I was as willing to go to heaven as himself; to which he said nothing, but turned away from me. Another asked me, " What I would do now ? " I told him, I would pray that they might be made better, and that they might be made fit to die. In the midst of their noise and hurry, I begged in secret of the Almighty, in the name, and for the sake of his dear Son, that he would be pleased to cause a fresh gale of wind to spring up, that we might be delivered from the enemy without shedding blood, well knowing 82 THE JOURNAL OF that few of them were fit to die. Whilst I was thus concerned, the Lord answered my desire and prayer, for in a few minutes the wind sprung up, and we soon left them out of sight, our vessel sailing extraordina- rily well, and the next day we got to Jamaica, and had meetings at Port Eoyal, Kingston, Spanish-town, etc. At a meeting at Spanish-town there were some Jews, to whom my heart was very open, and I felt great love to them for the sake of their fathers, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob ; and they were so affected with the meeting that they sent us some unleavened cakes, made with fine flour and sweet oil, it being a festival time with them. We had a meeting at Port Eoyal, in a place where the earthquake had destroyed a large building, in which meeting I had occasion to remind them of the righteous judgments of God, which had been justly inflicted on them for their wickedness. Some wept, and some were rude. The people here, as I was informed, were generally very wicked. After having had divers meetings, the packet in which we had taken our passage being obliged to stay but ten days, we went off sooner than we other- wise should have done ; and solemnly taking leave of those Friends that were there, we went on board our t vessel, in order for England, by God's permission. We got readily through the windward passage, which is between the islands of Cuba and Hispaniola ; and several times, after we left Jamaica, we were chased by ships, but they could not come up with us. One ship of twenty-eight guns gave us chase after a great THOMAS CHALKLEY. 83 storm, and was almost up with us before we could well make sail ; they being eager of their prey, sent their hands aloft to let their reefs out of the topsails, in order to make more speed, and came running to- wards us, and gained much upon us. We feared to make sail by reason of the storm, and the sea running very high, and our masts being in danger, we were some time in doubt whether we should escape or not : but whilst we were in this consternation, down came the French ship's three topmasts at once; so we escaped, and left her, and went rejoicing on our way, that we were thus delivered. This was one of the great and remarkable deliverances among many I met with, by the good hand and providence of the Lord, my great and good Master, whom I hope to serve all my days. After having been at sea about six weeks, we began to look out for land, and in two or three days we sounded, and found ground at about ninety fathoms ; after which we saw two French privateers, who gave us chase and pursued us vigorously; but sailing better than they, we ran them out of sight, and in about two hours after, we saw the land of Ireland. It being misty weather, with rain and wind, our master thought it best to lay by and forbear sailing, that coast being rocky and dangerous, by which means the two ships that gave us chase came up with us, and found us not in sailing order, and were within gunshot of us before we were aware of it. What to do now we could not tell, until they began to fire at lb ; but in this emer- 84 THE JOURNAL OF gency and strait, our master resolved lie would rather run the vessel on shore than they should have her, she being richly laden with indigo, silver, and gold, reckoned to the value of fifty thousand pounds. In this strait, we must either fall into the hands of the French, who were our enemies, or run among the rocks ; and we thought it best to fall into the hands of the Almighty, and trust to his providence ; so to- wards the rocks we went, which had a terrible aspect. The native Irish seeing us, came down in great num- bers, and ran on the rocks and called to us, saying, " That if we came any nearer, we should be dashed in pieces." Our master ordered the anchor to be let go, which brought the ship up before she struck; and with much ado he put his boat out into the sea, and put in all the passengers, in order to set them on shore, the waves running very high, so that it looked as if every wave would have swallowed us up ; and it was a great favor of Providence that we got to land in safety. The privateers not daring to come so near the shore as we did, after firing at us went away, and our master carried the ship into the harbor of Kinsale, in Ireland. Thus through many perils and dangers we were preserved, and got safely on the Irish shore, for which, and all other the mercies and favors of the Most High, my soul and spirit did give God glory and praise ! In this voyage we were about seven weeks at sea. When I came from my home at Philadelphia, I in- tended, the Lord permitting, to visit Friends in Ire- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 85 land, and being accidentally cast on shore there, I thought it my place first to go through that nation. I had been in Ireland about nine years before, and then being but young, and now being more grown in body, my old acquaintance and friends did not at first know me ; but we were kindly and lovingly received by our friends and brethren in that nation, where there is a numerous people that serve and worship the Father in spirit and in truth, and who have good and wholesome order established amongst them, in the unity and fellowship of the gospel. In this nation we had many and large meetings after our landing, visiting Friends' meetings along to the north, many not of our Society coming to them, among whom we often had good service, to our and their satisfaction, as they often declared, Richard Gove being still with me. Friends from their National Meeting certified to our brethren in America, of our service and labor of love among them, after we had travelled several hun- dred miles, and visited Friends' meetings generally, and some other places where it was not usual. While I was in Ireland, under a concern for the prosperity of truth and religion, I wrote an exhortation to the youth and others, which was afterwards printed there. We took ship in the north of Ireland at a town called Donaghadee, being accompanied by divers brethien, who brought us on our way after a godly sort. We got to Port Patrick, in Scotland, after about five hours' sail, in order to visit the few Friends that were scattered about in that part of 8 86 THE JOURNAL ( F the nation. People in those parts looked very shy on us, and did not care to discourse with us on mat- ters civil or religious, which I thought unreasonable. The first town or city we came to, in which we had a meeting, was Glasgow, accounted the second city in North Britain, where, in our meeting for the worship of the Almighty, we were shamefully treated by the people, who threw dirt, stones, coal, etc. amongst us, and by other actions unbecoming men, though heathens or infidels, much more people professing Christianity. I was constrained to tell them, that, though I had preached the gospel to many heathens, and to divers Jews, as also to Indians and Negroes, and had travelled in many countries and nations in the world, in several quarters thereof, and many thousands of miles, yet I never met with the like incivilities and such scurrilous treatment, not in all my travels. I also told them, that I had preached the gospel of Christ among their brethren in New England, and in Boston, where they formerly hanged the Quakers, and cruelly persecuted them for their religion, and yet they did not treat us so brutishly •■liven there. And further, I told them that I lived in those parts of America, and what account I should have to carry home to their aforesaid brethren, of our treatment in Glasgow, the second city in Scotland. I desired them to consider of it, and be ashamed, if they had any shame. This a little abashed them for the present, but afterwards they were as bad as ever. There were at this meeting some collegians, who were THOMAS CHALKLEY. 87 vei y rude. I asked if that was their way of treating strangers? and that I believed their teachers in the university did not allow of such ill manners, by which they scandalized themselves, their city, and country. From this city we went to Hamilton and Gershore, where they were more civil. At Gershore, a man of letters and sober conversation begged that I would pray to the Almighty, that he would establish him in the doctrine which he had heard that day. This being rare in those parts, I minute it here. We went on towards the North of Scotland, to Aberdeen, and thereabouts, where there is a tender-hearted people, among whom we had several large gatherings, and some that were not of us expressed their satisfaction. In the north I met with a gentleman who, coming from a nobleman's house, joined me, and asked me, " If I knew Robert Barclay ? " I said, not person- ally, but by his writings I knew him well. He told me, " That he [Barclay] had not left his fellow in Scotland." We afterwards travelled southward, where there were but few Friends and small meetings ; yet we may say, that the goodness, love, and presence of Him who said, " Where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I in the midst of them," were oftentimes witnessed to be with us, blessed be his holy name. Oh ! that the children of men would praise him in thought, word, and deed, for he is worthy. In great reverence and holy fear, we trav- elled along towards South Britain, had several meet- 88 THE JOURNAL OF ings at Edinburgh and divers other places ; also at Berwick upon Tweed, where there were many soldiers, who were very rude. The devil hath had many battles with us ever since we were a people, in order to hinder us in our worship, but we generally came off with vic- tory, as we did here also, through faith in His name who hath loved us, and manifested himself to us. Those rude soldiers threw their hats into the congre- gation, in order to disturb us, and hinder us in our service, but were at last ashamed and disappointed. At this place my dear friend and fellow-traveller, Eichard Gove, and I parted. I was going by the east sea-coast up to London, and he inclined towards Cumberland. We had travelled about a year in the work of the ministry, in great love and true friend- ship, in which work we were true helpers one of another ; and as we had labored together in the work of Christ, so we parted in his love. From Berwick I travelled to Newcastle ; had one meeting by the way, and good meetings at Newcastle, Sunderland, Shoten, and Durham, and several other places in the bish- opric of Durham. The winter coming on apace, it began to be bad travelling ; and I being already much spent by it, designed to go speedily up to London; and taking some meetings in my way, as at Stockton, Whitby, Scarborough, Burlington, Hull, and Brigg, and so on through Lincolnshire, where I went to visit a Friend who was prisoner in the castle of Lincoln, because for conscience' sake, — he could not pay an ungodly priest the tithes of his labor. From Lincoln THOMAS CHALKLEY. 89 1 j\ Dceeded to Huntingdon, about which place we had several large meetings ; then to Baldock, where I met with my father and John Gopsil, who came from Lon- don to meet me, which was a joyful meeting, for I had not seen my father for about nine years. The love and tenderness between us, and our gladness in seeing each other again, cannot well be expressed, but I be- lieve it was somewhat like Jacob and Joseph's meet- ing in Egypt ; it was affecting and melting ; blessed be the Almighty that gave me once more to see my tender and aged parent ! From Baldock we went to Hitchin, and .had a meeting there, as also at Hertford, from whence, with several Friends, I went to Enfield, where I met "with my dear and only brother, George, and several ot my relations and our friends ; and we were heartily glad to see one another. From Enfield we went to London, and by the way we met with several Friends of the meeting of Horslydown, to which I belonged from my childhood, who came to meet me, and accompanied us to London. I stayed in and about the city most of the winter, visiting meetings when I was in health ; for, through often changing climates, I got a severe cold, and was ill for several weeks, so that I was not at any meeting, which time was very tedious to me ; not so much because of my illness, as that I was deprived of the opportunities and meetings which occur in that city every day of the week, except the last. When I had a little gotten over this illness, I went into Hertford- shire and some parts adjacent, and had meetings at 8* 90 THE JOURNAL OF Staines, Langford, Uxbridge, "Walford, Hempstead, Bendish, Albans, Market street, Hitchin, Hertford, Hodgdon, and then returned again to London. After I had been in London a while, I visited several other country meetings, as Winchmore-hill, Totten- ham, Wansworth, Plaistow, Deptford, and Epping, and then stayed about London some weeks, waiting for a passage for Holland, which I intended to visit before I left my own habitation. On the 14th of the First month, 1708-9, my com- panion, John Bell, and I, after having acquainted our friends and relations, and having their consent, took our solemn leave of them and went down to Graves- end, where we stayed two or three days for a fair wind. We then went on board the ship "Ann," John Duck, master, bound for Rotterdam, in company with a fleet of vessels waiting for wind, etc. When the wind was fair we sailed for the coast of Holland, and when we arrived, the wind was contrary, and blew very hard, so that some of the ships in company lost their anchors, but in a day or two we all arrived safely at Rotterdam, in Holland ; being but two days on the passage. On First-day morning Ave went to meeting at Rotterdam, where Friends have a meeting-house ; and we stayed at this city seven or eight days, and had six or seven meetings, and were comforted with our brethren and sisters, and greatly refreshed in the Lord Almighty. At this city we spoke without an interpreter, because most in the meeting understood English. From Rotterdam we travelled by the Trek- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 91 skuyt, a boat drawn by horses, which is a pleasant easy way of travelling, to a large town called Harlem, where we had a meeting, and spoke by an interpreter; to which meeting came divers of those people called Menonists : they were very sober and attentive; stayed all the time of the meeting, and spoke well of it. From Harlem we went to Amsterdam, the metropolis of Holland, where Friends have a meeting-house. Here we had several meetings, and stayed about a week. On the First day we had a large meeting, to which came many people of divers persuasions and religions, as Jews, Papists, and others ; and we had a good op- portunity among them, and several were tender. A Jew came next day to speak with us, and acknowl- edged, " That Christ was the minister of that sanctuary and tabernacle that God had pitched, and not man ; and that he was sensible of the ministry of Christ in his soul ; and (said he) my heart was broken while that subject was spoken of in the meeting." I was glad to see the man tender and reached ; but too generally speaking, the poor Jews, the seed of good Jacob, are very dark and unbelieving. I have met with but very few of them in my travels who have been tender ; but I do love them for Abraham's, Isaac's, and Jacob's sake. At this meeting, William Sewel, the author of the " History of the Rise and Progress of the people called Quakers," a tender- spirited, upright man, interpreted for me. From Amsterdam we" went to North Holland, and John Clans and Peter Reyard went with us to interpret for 92 THE JOURNAL OF us ; so oy boat we travelled to a town calleu Twisk, where we had two meetings, Friends having a meeting- house there. We went back again to Amsterdam, and had two large meetings on First day; and on Second day in the evening we went on shipboard, in order to cross the South Sea to Harlingen, at which place we had two meetings, and we and Friends were glad to see one another ; and, indeed, we being as one family all the world over, are generally glad to see each other. From this place we travelled eastward, through East Friesland, and went through several great towns and cities, until we came to Embden, the chief city in East Friesland, where we had a comfort- able meeting by the bed-side of one of our friends who lay sick ; and several of her neighbors came in and stayed till the meeting ended; some of them were very tender and loving, and wished us well, and were well satisfied. After meeting we set forward for Ham- burg, it being four days journey by wagon, and passed along through divers towns and cities ; we also trav- elled through the city of Oldenburg, and a place of great commerce called Bremen. A magistrate of this city took notice of us, joined himself to us, and went with us to the inn, and then very lovingly took leave of us, and desired God to bless us. The people at our inns were generally very loving and kind to us, and some would admire at my coming so far only to visit my friends, without any view of advantage or profit outwardly. When we got to Hamburg, we had a meeting at Jacob Hagen's, and those who were there THOMAS CHALKLEY. 93 were well satisfied with the doctrine of truth ; blessed be God, who, I may say, was with us at that time and place ! At Hamburg there was at meeting one who had preached before the king of Denmark ; who, as I understood by our interpreter, was turned out of his place for declaring the same truths that we had preached that day ; at which meeting were Papists, Lutherans, Calvin ists, Menonists, Jews, etc. All of them were sober, and generally expressed their satis- faction. I had so much comfort in that meeting, that I thought it was worth my labor in coming from my habitation ; the answer of peace was so sweet to my soul, that I greatly rejoiced in my labor in the work of Christ. From hence I travelled to Frederickstadt, it being two days' journey, where Friends have a meeting-house. We stayed about ten days, and had nine meetings in this city. Some of the meetings were very large, and the longer we stayed, the larger they were. Frederickstadt is a city in the dominions of the duke of Holstein, and was the farthest place to which we travelled eastward ; and from thence I wrote a small piece, called, "A loving invitation unto young and old in Holland and elsewhere ;" which was trans- lated into the German and Low-Dutch languages : and divers impressions of it were also printed in England. We travelled in this journey through some parts of the Emperor of Germany's dominions, as also of the kings of Denmark and Swedeland, and of the Duke of Oldenburg, and Prince of East Friesland's territories, besides some parts of the seven provinces of the United 94 THE JOURNAL OF States. We parted with our friends of Frederickstadt in much love and tenderness, with our hearts full of good will one towards another, and went back to the city of Embden, a nearer way by two days' journey, than to go by Hamburg. We crossed the rivers Eider, Elfe, and Weser ; over which last we were rowed by three women. The women in these parts of the world are strong and robust, and used to hard labor. I have seen them do not only the work of men, but of horses ; it being common with them to do the most laborious, and the men the lightest and easiest work. I remember that I once saw, near Hamburg, a fair, well-dressed woman, who by her dress and appearance was a woman of some note, and a man whom I took to be her husband walking by her, and the way difficult, being up a very steep hill, and he did not so much as offer his hand, or give any assist- ance to her; which, however it might look to a man of that country, seemed very strange to me, being a Briton. For my part, I thought it unmanly, as well as unmannerly ; on which I observe, that I never in any other part of the world saw women so tenderly dealt by as our English women are, which they ought to prize highly, and therefore to be the more loving and obedient to their husbands ; which indulgence I blame not, but commend, so far as it is a motive to stir them up to love and faithfulness. In this journey between Frederickstadt and Embden we had four days' hard travelling, and were twice over- turned out of our wagons, but we received no harm, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 95 which was admirable to us ; for once we fell, wagon and all, over a great bank, just by the side of a large ditch, and did but just save ourselves out of the ditch. The next time we overset upon stones : we wondered that none of us were hurt, particularly myself, I being much heavier than any of the rest ; but through the mercy of God, we got well to Embden the second time, and had a meeting upon a First day, and imme- diately after we took ship for Delfzeel, which was from Embden about nine or ten English miles, by water, and with a fair gale of wind got there in less than two hours. "We spoke by interpreters all along, and were divinely helped to preach the gospel to the satisfaction of others, and our own comfort ; and the Friend who interpreted for us was sensible of the same divine assistance, to his admiration, for which we were all truly thankful. But notwithstanding we were so opened, to the satisfaction of ourselves, our friends, and the people, yet we were sometimes emptied to exceeding great spiritual poverty, and in the sense of our want and need we did many times pour out our souls in humble prayer and supplication to the Most High, for his help and strength, that it might be made manifest to us in our weakness ; and we found him a God near at hand, and often a present help in the needful time, and had a sweet answer to our prayers. that my soul, with all the faithful, may dwell near to Him, in whom alone is the help and strength of all his faithful servants and ministers ! Amen. 96 THE JOURNAL OF From Delfzeel we went to Groningen, the chief city in Groningland, and to a town named Goradick, where we had a meeting with a few Friends and some of their neighbors. It was to us a comfortable meet- ing, and they were glad of it, being but seldom vis- ited by Friends. From this place we travelled by wagon to Hervine, where we lodged that night, and next day went by wagon to Leuwarden. It happened that we had generally very fine weather while in those open wagons, in which we travelled several hundred miles, so that Jacob Claus, our companion and inter- preter, though he had travelled much, said he never had observed the like before ; which observation I thought good to make, with thanks to the Almighty. From the city of Leuwarden we came by water to Harlingen, where Friends were glad to see us, and we them. We had a good and comfortable meeting in Friends' meeting-house, blessed be the Lord for it! From hence we crossed the South Sea, and had a con- trary wind, which made our passage long and tedious. We were two days and two nights on this water before we got to Amsterdam, in all which, and the next day, I tasted no food, being three days fasting. I . was willing to keep my body under, and found it for my health, neither had I any desire for food in those three days, in which time we had two meetings. We arrived at Amsterdam about the sixth hour on First- day morning, and had two meetings that day, which were quiet, and many people came to one of them : but we could not be clear without going again to THOMAS CHALKLEY. 97 North Holland. So from Amsterdam we went to Horn, where we had a meeting in the collegian's meeting-house, and it was to satisfaction : the people were very loving, and divers very tender, even more than we have usually seen. They desired another meeting, but our time would not admit of it, we having appointed a meeting at Twisk the next day, which we had in the meeting-place, as also another at a Friend's house. Next day we returned to Amster- dam, and had a meeting, which began about the fifth hour, which was the last meeting we had in this city, and I hope it will not easily be forgotten by some. After it we solemnly took our leave of Friends, and departed for Harlem, where we were well refreshed in the love and life of Christ Jesus, our dear Lord and good Master. From Harlem we went with several Friends to Rotterdam, where we had two meetings, and in the evening visited a Friend who was not well, with whom we had an affecting time, and the sick Friend was comforted and refreshed, and said she was much better than before ; and we were edified, and the Lord our God praised and magnified over all, who is blessed forever. In those parts, viz., Holland, Friesland, Germany, etc., we travelled nine hundred and seventy-two English miles, all in wagons and vessels. We came not on a horse's back all the time. We stayed about nine weeks in those countries, travelling and getting meetings where we could, which were to the number of forty-five, thus accounted : at Rotterdam, ten ; Har- 98 THE JOURNAL OF lem, three; Amsterdam, ten ; Twisk, four; Harlingen, three ; Horn, one ; Hamburg, one ; Embden, two ; Frederickstadt, ten ; Goradick, one. All these are large cities, except Twisk and Goradick. From Rotterdam we took ship for London, and on the 30th of the Third month, 1709, sailed down the river Mouse to the Briel, in the ship "Ann," John Duck, master, but he missing the convoy, we took our pas- sage in the packet; and from Helvoetsluys sailed over to Harwich, and safely arrived in our native land, blessing Almighty God for his many preserva- tions and deliverances by sea and land. About this time, after a long continuance of war, there was great talking of peace ; but the old enemy to peace, truth, and righteousness broke it off by his evil working in man : neither can there be any lasting peace, until the nations, come to witness the peaceable government and spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ, set up and established in themselves. The Lord bring it to pass, if it be his blessed will, with speed, for his holy name's sake ! Amen. As I have had great peace and satisfaction in my travels in Holland and Germany, so, for inciting others under the like exercise, I may truly say, that there is encouragement for faithful ministers to labor in the work of the gospel. I know not that I ever met with more tenderness and openness in people than in those parts of the world. There is a great people whom they call Menonists, who are very THOMAS CHALKLEY. 99 near to truth, and the fields are white unto harvest among divers of them, spiritually speaking. Oh! that faithful laborers, not a few, might be sent of God Almighty into the great vineyard of the world, is what my spirit breathes to him for. After lodging one night at Harwich, we came to Ipswich, and from thence to Colchester, where we stayed on First day and had two meetings ; and had a meeting at Birch and Coggeshall, and then back to Colchester, where we took coach for London, to the Yearly Meeting of Friends, which was very large. I gave a short account of my travels to the said meeting, with which Friends were satisfied, and made a minute thereof. I had been about twenty months from my habitation, and from my dear and affectionate wife, and from any trade or business, being all that time wholly given up in my mind to preach the glorious gospel of God our Saviour, without any outward consideration whatever, taking my great Master's counsel ; as I had freely received from him, so I freely gave ; and had that solid peace in my labors which is of more value than gold, yea, than all the world. From the Yearly Meeting I travelled through some parts of most of the counties in England, and also in Wales: in which service I labored fervently, and often travelled hard, in body and mind, until the next Yearly Meeting, 1710; having travelled that year about two thousand five hundred miles, and had nearly three hundred public meetings, in many of which there were much people, and oftentimes great 100 THE JOURNAL OF openness. Being at so many Friends' houses and meetings, if I was to be particular, it would be too voluminous, for which, and some reason beside, I only give a general account thereof. In this year, 1710, my dear friend and fellow-trav- eller, Richard Gove, departed this life at Uxbridge, about fifteen miles from London, at our friend Richard Richardson's house. He died of a consumption. We travelled together in great love and unity, and the Lord blessed his work in our hands. We were in company in the West India islands, Ireland, and North Britain, till we came to Berwick on Tweed. We met together again at London, and he visited some other parts of Britain in the time I was in Hol- land and Germany. He was an inoffensive, loving Friend, and had a sound testimony, — which was ser- viceable and convincing, — and was well beloved in Philadelphia, where he lived. He left a good savor and report behind him, I think, wherever he travelled. At this General Meeting in London I had a good opportunity to take leave of my dear friends and brethren in my native land, not expecting to see it, or them, any more. Oh ! I may truly say, it was a solemn parting ! a solemn time to me indeed. After the Yearly Meeting was over, I took my passage in the "Mary Hope," John Annis, master, bound for Phila- delphia; and on the 29th of the Fourth month, 1710, at Gravesend, after having taken a solemn leave of our relations, and several of my dear friends, we set sail and overtook the Russian fleet at Harwich, joined THOMAS CHALKLEY. 101 it, and sailed as far as Shetland, which is northward of the Isles of Orkney. We were with the fleet about two weeks, and then left it, and sailed to the west- ward for America. In this time we had rouo;h seas, which made divers of us sea-sick. After we left Shetland, we were seven weeks and four days at sea before we saw the land of America, and glad we were when we got sight thereof. In this time we had divers sweet and solemn meetings, on First days and Fifth days, wherein we worshipped and praised the great Jehovah, and many things were opened in the spirit of love and truth, to our comfort and edification. We had one meeting; with the Germans or Palatines on the ship's deck, and one who understood both lan- guages interpreted for me. The people were tender and wrought upon, behaved soberly, and were well satisfied : and I can truly say, I was well satisfied also. In this voyage we had our health to admiration ; and I shall mention one thing worthy of notice. Some of my loving and good friends in London, fearing a sickness in the ship, as she was but small, and consid- ering there were so many souls on board, being ninety-four in number, for that and other reasons, advised me not to go in her ; for they loved me well, and I took it kindly of them. But I could not be easy to take their advice, because I had been long from my habitation and business, and which was yet more, from my dear and loving wife ; and notwith- standing the vessel was so full and crowded, and ako 9* 102 THE JOURNAL OP several of the people taken into the ship in the river Thames, yet they mended on board the vessel apace, and were soon all brave and hearty, being perfectly recovered at sea, and the ship, through the providence of the Almighty, brought them all well to Philadel- phia, in the Seventh month, 1710. I think I never was in a more healthy vessel, and I thought this a peculiar favor worthy to be recorded by me. We had a very pleasant passage up the river Delaware, to our great satisfaction, the Palatines being wonder- fully pleased with the country, greatly admiring the pleasantness and the fertility of it. Divers of our people went on shore and brought fruit on board, which was the largest and finest they had ever seen, as they said, such as apples, peaches, etc. I was from my family and habitation in this jour- ney and travel, for the space of three years, within a few weeks ; in which time, and in my return, I had sweet peace to my soul ; glory to God for evermore ! I had meetings every day when on land, except Second and Seventh days, when in health, and nothing extra- ordinary hindered, and had travelled by sea and land, fourteen thousand three hundred miles, according to our English account. I was kindly and tenderly received by my friends, who longed to see me, as I did them, and our meeting was comfortable and pleasant. After this long travel and voyage, I stayed at home and looked after the little family which God had given me, and kept duly to meetings, except something ex- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 103 traordinary hindered. Divers people when I came home, raised a false report of me, and said I had brought home a great deal of money and goods, which I got by preaching. This was utterly false and base ; for I brought neither money nor goods, so much as to the value of five pounds, except my wearing apparel. My case was so much the reverse, that I borrowed money at London to pay for my accommodations home, which I faithfully remitted back again to my friend who lent it to me ; and if I might have gained a hun- dred pounds per annum, it would not have tempted me to undertake that, or another such journey. Soon after my return home, I visited a few neighboring meetings, which were large and edifying, Friends being glad to see me ; and I did, as I had reason to do, bless the holy name of the Lord, for his many preservations and deliverances by sea and land. 104 THE JOURNAL OF CHAPTER IV. 1710-1721. Death of his Wife — Various Journeys — Dispute with a Priest — Charleston — Virginia — Second Marriage — Two Voyages to Bermuda — Destructive Hurricane — Voyage Home — Threat- ened Starvation — Remarkable Supply of Food — Service about Home — Voyage to Barbadoes and England — Writes "Scruple of Conscience about Prayer," etc. — Natural Curiosities — Writes "Observations on Christ's Sermon on the Mount" — Return Home — Sails again to Barbadoes and England — Con- siderations respecting Business — Incidents of Voyage — Re- turn Home. After some stay at Philadelphia, I went doAvn with my wife and family into Maryland, to a corn-mill and saw-mill which I had there, in order to live there some time and settle my affairs. While there, my dear wife was taken ill of a sore disease, and I was desirous of getting her up to Philadelphia. She was carried as far as Chester -in a horse-litter, where she continued for some months in extreme pain, at the house of our very kind friends, David and Grace Lloyd, "&hose kindness to us in that trying and ex^ ercising time was great, and is not to be forgotten by me. From Chester we removed her in a litter, accompanied by our friends, to Philadelphia, where she continued very ill all that winter, often thinking THOMAS CHALKLEY. 105 that death tarried long, and crying mightily to the Lord, " Oh ! come away ! come away ! " This was her cry day and nfght, till at last she couM speak no more. As we had lived together in great love and unity, being very affectionate one to another, so, being now left alone, I was very solitary, and sometimes sor- rowful, and broken into many tears, in the sense of my loss and lonesomeness. My dear wife was a vir- tuous young woman, and one who truly feared God and loved his dear Son ; from whom she had received a good gift of the ministry, and was serviceable to many therein. I had five children by her, four sons and one daughter, all of whom I buried before her, under three years old. At the Yearly Meeting before she died, she was so wonderfully carried forth in her ministry by divine grace, that divers of her friends believed she was near her end, she signifying some- thing to that effect in her testimony, and that she should not live to see another Yearly Meeting ; and so it came to pass ; for she died before another Yearly Meeting, being aged about thirty-five years, and a married woman about thirteen years. Her body was carried to the meeting-house in Philadelphia, and buried in Friends' burying-ground, being accompa- nied by many hundreds of our Friends in a solemn manner ; and my heart was greatly broken in consid- eration of my great loss ; and being left alone, as to wife and children, I many times deeply mourned, though I well knew my loss was hers and their gain ! I now gave up my time mostly to travelling, for 106 THE JOURNAL OF about the space of two years, in which I visited the meetings of Friends in the provinces of Pennsylvania, East and West Jersey, Maryland, Virginia, and North Carolina, back to Philadelphia, and then to New Jer- sey again : also to Long Island, Rhode Island, Conan- icut Island, Nantucket Island, and New England, and through those parts on my return to Philadelphia. In these journeys I travelled some thousands of miles, and had many large meetings, some in places where there had not been any before ; and some were con- vinced, and many would acknowledge to the testimony of truth which was declared by the help and grace of Christ ; and many times, by the assistance of that grace, my heart was wonderfully opened to the people. In Virginia I had a meeting at James river, where a priest of the Church of England, with some of his hearers, made some opposition after our meeting was over, and were for disputing about religion ; and he openly declared, " The Spirit was not his guide nor rule; and he hoped, never should be. But," he said, " the Scriptures were his rule, and that there was no need of any other; and that they were as plain as Gunter's line, or as one, two, three." I told him the Scriptures were a good secondary rule, and that it were well if men would square their lives according to their directions ; which we, as a people, exhorted all to : but that the holy Spirit, from which the holy Scriptures came, must needs be preferable to the letter that came from it. I also asked him how he, or any one else, without the light or influence of the holy THOMAS CHALKLEY. 107 Spirit, could understand the Scriptures, which were parabolically and allegorically expressed in many- places? And further, to use his own expression, how could any understand Gunter's line without Gun- ter's knowledge? or without they were taught by Gunter, or some other ? Neither can we be the sons of God, without the spirit of God. Which he an- swered not, but went away. In New England, one Joseph Metcalf, a Presby- terian teacher at Falmouth, wrote a book entitled, " Legal forcing a maintenance for a minister of the gospel, warrantable from Scripture," etc. This book, a Friend of Sandwich gave me, and desired I would answer it; and finding some exercise on my mind for the cause of Truth, I was willing to undertake it; and accordingly wrote an answer thereto, which I called, "Forcing a maintenance, not warrantable from the holy Scriptures, for a minister of the gospel." I endeavored to set the texts of Scripture in a true light, which he had darkened and misrepresented by his chimerical doctrines. In this year, 1713, I went from Philadelphia, in the " Hope" galley, John Richmond, master, to South Carolina. We were about a month at sea; and when it pleased God that we arrived at Charleston, in South Carolina, we had a meeting there, and divers others afterwards. There are but few Friends in this prov- ince, yet I had several meetings in the country. The people were generally loving, and received me kindly. What I had to declare to them, I always 108 THE JOURNAL OF desired to speak to the witness of God in the soul, and according to the pure doctrine of Truth in the holy Scriptures ; and there was openness in the people in several places. I was several times to visit the governor, who was courteous and civil to me. He said I "deserved encouragement," and spoke to sev- eral to be generous, and contribute to my assistance. He meant an outward maintenance ; for he would have me encouraged to stay among them. But I told him that, though it might be a practice with them to maintain their ministers, and pay them money for preaching, it was contrary to our principles to be paid for preaching, agreeably to the command of our great master, Christ Jesus, who said to his ministers, " Freely ye have received, freely give : " so that we are limited by his words, whatever others are : and those who take a liberty contrary to his doctrine and command, I think must be antichrists, according to holy Scripture. The longer I stayed there, the larger our meetings were ; and when I found myself free and clear of those parts, I took my passage for Vir- ginia in a sloop, Henry Tucker, master. I had a comfortable and quick passage to James river, it being about two hundred leagues. The master of the vessel told rne, " That he believed he was blessed for my sake." I wished him to live so as that he might be blessed for Christ's sake. Some reforma- tion was begun on him in our voyage ; which was the goodness of God, through Christ, to him, and not to be attributed to me any further than an instrument THOMAS CHALKLEY. 109 in the divine hand ; for of ourselves we cannot do anything that is good, it being by grace, through faith, that we are saved, which is God's gift to the soul. After I had been some time in Virginia, I got a passage up the bay of Chesapeake, and had several meetings in Maryland, Friends being glad to see me; and we were comforted in Christ, our Lord. I made some little stay at a place I had in that province, called Longbridge, and then returned to Philadelphia, where I lodged at the house of my very kind friends, Richard and Hannah Hill, and was oftentimes at divers neighboring meetings, and sometimes had good service therein. About this time I had an inclination to alter my condition to a married state; and Martha, the widow of Joseph Brown, appearing to be a suitable person for me, on the 15th of the Second month, 1714, we were joined together in marriage, with the unity of Friends in general. We had a large meeting at our marriage, the solemnization thereof being attended with the grace and goodness of God ; and for example sake we made but little provision for our guests ; for great entertainments at marriages and funerals began to be a growing thing among us, which was attended with divers inconveniences. My wife was a sober and religious young woman, and of a quiet natural temper and disposition ; which is an excellent ornament to the fair sex ; and indeed it is so to both male and female; for, according to the 10 110 THE JOURNAL OF i holy Scriptures, " A meek and quiet spirit is with the Lord of great price." I was at divers Yearly Meetings in 1715, viz., at Choptank, in Maryland; at Shrewsbury and Salem, in New Jersey ; all which meetings were very large and comfortable ; many things being opened therein, tending to convincing and establishing the people in the truth and doctrine of Christ. I was likewise at divers other meetings in those provinces, which were large and satisfactory. At Salem Yearly Meeting I was sent for to the prison, where there was a young woman who was to be tried for her life. She desired that I would pray for her, and charged me to warn the young people to be careful not to keep bad company; " for," said she, " it has been my ruin, and brought me to this shame and reproach." She had been tenderly brought up and educated. I knew her when she wore a necklace of gold chains, though now she wore iron ones. Upon which subject I had afterwards a large opportunity to speak to the people in a very moving manner ; which seemed very much to affect the youth and others in the meeting, which consisted of many hundreds of people. I saw this young woman afterwards, the jury acquitting her ; and I told her that her life was given her for a prey ; and reminded her how it was with her when she was in prison in chains; and I advised her to walk more circumspectly for the fu- ture ; which she said she hoped she should do. In the year 1716 I had some concerns which drew THOMAS CHALKLEY. HI me to the island of Bermuda, where I went twice that summer. My family increasing, I traded a little to sea for their support and maintenance ; and I can truly say, I carried on my affairs and business in the fear of God, having an eye or regard therein, more to his glory than to my own interest. We had a rough passage to this island in the first voyage, and were forced by distress of weather to cast some of our goods into the sea ; and the storm being very violent, some of the seamen thought we should be devoured by the waves. As for me, they had shut me up in the cabin alone, all in darkness, and the water came in so that they were forced to take it out in buckets. When the storm was a little over, the master came to me and asked, " How I did all alone in the dark?" I told him pretty well ; and said to him I was very willing to die, if it so pleased God ; and indeed I expected no other at that time. After this great storm was over, we arrived at Bermuda in a few days. Going into the harbor, the bottom of the vessel struck the rocks, but we got well in ; for which I was thankful to the Almighty. I stayed on the island about a month, and had several meetings ; to some of which many came who were not called Friends. They were all sober, and some well satisfied; and the people of the island generally received me lov- ingly, and were very kind to me. Our ancients, who bore the burden and heat of the day, met with very different treatment. I tenderly desire that we who 112 THE JOURNAL OP come after them, may be truly humble and thankful to the Almighty for all his mercies. By reason of my outward affairs, I had opportuni- ties with some persons of great note and business on this island, and sometimes opened the principles of Friends to their satisfaction ; some of them told me, " They never understood so much concerning our Friends before; and if what I said was true, they had been misinformed." Divers such opportunities I had with several on this island, there being but very few of our Society. These are called the Summer Islands, or Bermudas, there being many little islands in the midst of the main island, in form like a horse-shoe : they are about two hundred leagues distant from the Capes of Dela- ware. It is rare to see hail, snow, or ice there. After I had done my business, and had been for some time on the island, I had a ready and comfortable passage home, where I was joyfully received. After some little stay at home, I went a second time that summer to Bermuda, and then also I had some meetings, and did some business on the island. It was my constant care that my worldly affairs should not hinder me in my religious concern for the good of souls. It happened at this time there was a mighty hurricane of wind, that blew many houses to the ground, and very many trees up by the roots, and rent rocks asunder, of which I was an eye-witness : though it is to be observed, that those rocks in the Summer Islands are not so hard as in some other THOMAS CHALKLEY. 113 parts of the world, particularly to the northward ; for here they saw them with saws, and cut them with axes like wood. I was told there were sixty sail of vessels then at these islands, and all were driven on shore but three, and ours was one of the three that rode out the storm ; for which I was truly thankful. In this great storm, or hurricane, several sloops were driven upon dry land, so that, after the storm was over, one might go round them at high water, and several were blown off the dry land into the water. One that was ready to be launched, though fastened on the stocks with two cables and anchors put deep in the ground, yet the violence of the wind blew her into the water, and dashed her to pieces. About this time the Bermuda people had got a vast treasure of silver and gold out of the Spanish wrecks ; and at a meeting which I had on the First day of the week .before the hurricane, or storm of wind, it came weightily on my mind to exhort them not to be lifted up therewith, nor exalted with pride : for I declared to them, that the same hand which took it from the Spaniards, could take it from those who had now got it out of the sea; and if He pleased, by the same way; which was a storm that cast away the ships going for Spain. And indeed so it happened the same week ; for it was reckoned by men of experience and judgment, that they lost more by the storm than they had gained by the wrecks of the Spaniards. A sober old man, not of our profession, told me, the next day after the hurricane was over, that what I spoke 10* 114 THE JOURNAL OF in the meeting was soon come to pass ; and he added, I was a true prophet to them. Many houees that were not blown down were uncovered. My landlord's house being old, several thought it would be down ; but by the good providence of God, it was one of those which stood. I was in my store, which stood also, though I expected every minute when it would have been blown down. It was by the mercy of God we were preserved, and not for any merit of ours. I entreated the Lord in the midst of this great wind, that he would please to spare the lives of the people; for many of them being seafaring men, were very unfit to die ; at which time I thought I was sensible of the answer of my prayer, and he was pleased to be en- treated for them : for notwithstanding the violence of the s'torm, and the great destruction it made, yet not one man, woman, child, or creature was lost, that I heard of, in all the island, which was to me very admirable. The Friend of the house came to me after the storm abated, and said, " The Lord had heard my prayers for them." Although they could not, by any outward knowledge, know that I had prayed for them, yet they had a sense given them, that I was concerned for them before the Almighty ; which indeed was true. Oh ! that we may never forget the merciful visitations of the high and lofty One, who inhabits eternity ! While I was on the island I was invited to, and kindly entertained at, the houses of several of the gentry, and at the governor's, who invited me several THOMAS CHALKLEY. 115 times to his house. Once I was with him and some of his chief officers at dinner, with divers of the first rank, where I was treated very kindly ; and after dinner the governor's practice was to drink the king's health, and he hoped I would drink it with them. " Yes," said the rest at the table, " Mr. Chalkley (as they called me) will surely drink the king's health with us." So they passed the glass, with the king's health, till it came to me ; when they all looked stead- fastly, to see what I would do ; and I looked as stead- fastly to the Almighty, and said to them, " I love King George, and wish him as well as any subject he hath ; and it is known to thousands that we pray for him in our meetings for the worship of Almighty God; but as to drinking healths, either the king's or any man's else, it is against my professed principle, I look- ing on it to be a vain, idle custom." They replied, " That they wished the king had more such subjects as I was ; for I had professed a hearty respect for him : " and the governor and they all were very kind and friendly to me all the time I was on the island. After I had finished my concerns, I embarked in the sloop "Dove," for Philadelphia, she being con- signed to me in this and the former voyage. It being often calm and small winds, our provisions grew very scanty. We were about twelve persons in the vessel, great and small, and but one piece of beef left in the barrel; and for several days, the wind being contrary, the people began to murmur, and told dismal stories about people eating one another for want of provisions. 116 THE JOURNAL OF The wind being still against us, and, for auglit we could see, likely to continue so, they murmured more and more, and at last against me in particular, because the vessel and cargo was consigned to me, and was under my care, so that my inward exercise about it was great. Neither myself, nor any in the vessel, imagined that we should be half so long as we were on the voyage ; but since it was so, T seriously con- sidered the matter ; and to stop their murmuring, I told them they should not need to cast lots, which was usual in such cases, which of us should die first, for I would freely offer up my life to do them good. One said, " God bless you, I will not eat any of you." Another said, " He would die before he would eat any of me ; " and so said several. I can truly say, that at that time my life was not dear to me, and that I was serious and ingenuous in my proposition ; and as I was leaning over the side of the vessel, thoughtfully considering my proposal to the company, and looking in my mind to Him who made me, a very large dolphin came up towards the surface of the water, and looked me in the face. I called the people to put a hook into the sea and take him, for here is one come to redeem me, said I to them ; and they put out a hook, and the fish readily took it, and they caught him. I think he was about six feet long, and the largest that ever I saw. This plainly showed us that we ought not to distrust the providence of the Almighty. The people were quieted by this act of Providence, and murmured no more. We caught enough to eat plentiful of till THOMAS CHALKLE? 117 we got into the Capes of Delaware. Thus I saw it was good to depend upon the Almighty, and rely upon his eternal arm ; which, in a particular manner, did preserve us safe to our desired port. Blessed be his great and glorious name, through Christ, forever! I now stayed at and about home for some time; after which I was concerned to visit Friends in several places, and in the adjacent provinces, as Maryland, New Jersey, etc., and was at many marriages and funerals, at which, many times we had good opportu- nities to open the way, and also the necessity, to be married to Christ Jesus, the great bridegroom of the soul ; and also to exhort the people to consider and prepare for their latter end and final change ; which many times was sanctified to divers souls, and the Lord's name was glorified, who is worthy thereof. In the year 1717, I' went into Maryland to look after my affairs in that province ; and as I travelled, I had divers meetings at Nottingham, and at Bush river, about which time, at Bush river, several were convinced. The meeting I found in a growing con- dition in that which is good, several persons meeting together in silence to worship God, according to Christ's institution, which was, and is, and ever will be, in spirit and in truth. For the encouragement of all such, Christ hath said, that the Father seeketh such to worship him ; and again, " Where two 01* three are met together in my name, there am I in the midst of them." And if Christ be in the midst, there is no absolute need of vocal teaching, except it 118 THE JOURNAL OF be the will of the Lord to call any to it. Let the spiritual Christian read and judge. After my return I had several meetings in the country, near Philadelphia; and about the latter end of the Eighth month I was at several marriages, one of which was on the Third day of the week, about fifteen miles above Philadelphia, over Delaware river; the next was over the river again, about twenty miles below the city ; and the third was about twenty miles further down the river, and on the opposite side at Salem, on the following day; so that I crossed the Delaware river three times in three days, and rode about one hundred miles. The meetings were all large, and matter suitable to the occasion freely opened to the people. These remarks are not in- tended to set up man, or exalt flesh, but to stir up others to come up to the work of Christ in their generation. All the glory and goodliness of man is but as the grass, which soon withers, without we dwell in the root of true religion, and in the holy life of Christ. That God may have the glory of all his works, is the end of all the labors and travels of the servants and faithful ministers of Christ. In the Tenth month, 1717, divers considerations moving me thereto, I took a voyage to Barbadoes in the " Snow Hope," J. Curtis, master, and from thence to Great Britain and London ; partly on account of business, and hoping once more, if it pleased God, to see my aged father, my brother, relations, and friends; which voyage I undertook in the solid fear of God. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 119 I desired the concurrence of my wife, and my friends and brethren of the meeting to which I did belong, in this undertaking, the which I had in a general way, and the good wishes and prayers of many par- ticulars, with a certificate from our Monthly Meeting, signifying their unity with my conversation and min- istry, and present undertaking. I felt the love and goodness of God therein, but in many respects it was a great cross to me, especially leaving my beloved wife and children, and many of my dear friends, whom I loved well in Christ ; and crossing the seas was always troublesome to me, being sickly, especially in windy or stormy weather. The confinement was worse to me for the time than a prison; for it would be much easier to me to be in prison on land upon a good account, than in prison at sea, I always looking on a ship to be a perilous prison, though it was my lot to be much therein. As for my natural life, I always gave it up whenever I went to sea; and I thought that was the least part of the hard- ship, never putting much value thereon. But to sea I went, for the reasons mentioned, and got from Phi- ladelphia to Newcastle the first night in said vessel, and to Elsingburgh next day, where we lay for a fair wind about two days, then sailed to Bombay Hook, where we met with two other vessels bound to sea, who waited also for the wind. We lay there two nights, and on a First-day morning set sail, the weather being very cold, and the ice thick on the sides of our vessel and on our ropes, The day that 120 THE JOURNAL OF we left Bombay-hook we got out to sea, took in our boat, and went on our way ; and in four or five days we got into warmer weather. In this voyage I wrote something on the common prayer used by some of the Church of England, whose conversations were very loose and corrupt, which I entitled, " A truly tender scruple of conscience about that form of prayer called the common prayer, used by the Church of England and her members," etc. In this voyage we saw several ships, but spoke with none ; and in twenty-seven days from our capes we arrived at Barbadoes, and came to anchor in Car- lisle bay. I had been twice in Barbadoes before, but this was the quickest passage by one day. Here I was lov- ingly and tenderly received by my friends. I took my good friend Joseph Gamble's house for my quar- ters most of the time whilst I stayed on the island, and visited Friends' meetings several times over, there being five of Friends' meeting-houses in the island, and our meetings were sometimes large and open. Our stay was longer than we at first expected, by reason of a great drought, they having no rain for more than a quarter of a year, which was a great hinderance to trade on the island. While I was here, our ancient Friend, George Gray, died. I was at his funeral, at which there were many people; and on this occasion we had a large meeting at our meeting-house at Speights-town, where I had a seasonable opportu- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 121 nity with the people, opening to them the necessity of thinking of, and preparing for, their latter end; and pressed them earnestly thereto. They were gen- erally attentive and sober, and some were broken into tenderness. While we were burying the Friend, there appeared a dismal cloud hanging over the island, such an one as I never saw before. I thought it was of the color of the flame of brimstone ; and expected there would have been a great storm, or gust, and much rain, they having had very little for many weeks, or some months ; but it went over, and there was no rain or wind as I remember. Soon after, some people came in from sea, and said it rained ashes from that cloud ; and they brought some to the island, some of which ashes I now have before me : the taste of them seems to me to be a little sulphurous, and they have some glittering particles in them; in color and smell I think they differed little from common ashes. Herein the Almighty and Infinite Being signally showed his mercy and favor to poor mortals; for had not his mercy prevented, he could as easily have rained down the fire as the ashes. He rained fire and brimstone on the cities and inhabitants of Sodom and Gomorrah for their pride and idleness, much of which abounds among the inhabitants of Barbadoes, the people being very luxurious. Oh ! may the inhabitants of that isle, and all others, consider their ways and doings, and not provoke the great Lord, the Sovereign of heaven and earth, as many of them do by their evil lives and voluptuous conversations. May they kiss the Son, 11 122 THE JOURNAL OF though not with a Judas kiss of profession, 01 speak- ing well or fairly of him only, but with divine love manifested through obedience, while his wrath is but a little kindled against them, and before it break out into a flame. After this funeral I was sent for to Bridgetown, to the burial of a master of a ship, a young man, who was very fresh and well a few days before. There was a great appearance of people, and I was pretty largely opened in the meeting, on the words of the prophet, where he says, "All flesh is grass, and all the goodliness thereof is as the flower of the field. The grass withereth, the flower fadeth, because the spirit of the Lord bloweth upon it : surely the people are grass. The grass withereth, the flower fadeth; but the word of our God shall stand forever." I treated of this Word, its wonderfulness, its duration, and its work in man ; also of the fading constitution of mortal man, though young and strong, as that young man was a few days before, whose corpse was then before us. I was at several other burials on this island, which proves a grave to many new-comers, it being a hot climate, and those who are not accustomed to it being very thirsty, and it is not easy to quench their thirst; so that what is called moderate drinking, throws many strangers into a violent fever, and oftentimes is the cause of their death. I note this as a caution to those who may transport themselves there, that they may shun that danger ; which might be avoided by THOMAS CHALKLEY 123 drinking cool drinks, of which they have many sorts very pleasant, viz., cane, sugar-reed, and white sorrel, pine, orange, and divers others. I advise such, as they love their health, to refrain from drinking much hot drink or spirits. I saw several natural curiosities on this island, which among the great numbers of the works of God do show forth his praise and glory. One to the lee- ward part of this island, which is called the spout, sends up a vast body of water into the air, occasioned by a great cavity in the rocks under the water, which may be seen in calm weather, when the sea is low. "When the wind blows, a great body of water being pent in a large hollow place, it forces it up into the air, sometimes ten, fifteen, or twenty yards high, according as the strength of the wind is, and makes a report like a cannon, or thunder, a great way off. I believe I have seen it ten or twelve miles out at sea. I was also at a place called Oliver's Cave, which we got to with some difficulty in going down the steep and craggy rocks. There is on the outward part next the sea a very large vaulted place, in the form of a half circle, about one hundred feet high, as near as I could guess. In this large vault, behind a rock, is the mouth of the cave, not the height of a man at the first entrance; after going in a few yards, one may walk upright comfortably, the bottom being pretty plain and smooth for about a hundred yards, and then we come into a large cave which is formed arch- wise, and about ten or fifteen yards high, as we 124 THE JOURNAL OF thought, being much higher in the middle than at the sides, but almost as regular as if it had been done hy art, which we beheld with admiration, by the help of wax candles and other lights that we made and carried for that purpose. When I had done my business in Barbadoes, having been there about thirteen weeks, and loaded our ves- sel, we sailed the tenth of the Second month, 1718, for London. "We had a good passage, being five weeks and two days from Barbadoes to Great Britain, in which we saw several vessels at sea, but spoke with none. After sight of the land, we got in two days to Beachy-head, which is about fifteen leagues from the Downs or Deal. We sailed along the shore by Folk- stone, where we took in a pilot, and had a comfortable passage through the Downs, and up the river Thames to London, where I met with my dear and aged father, and loving brother, sister and cousins, and many others of my near and dear relations and friends. In this voyage I wrote some things which opened in my mind at sea, upon that excellent sermon of Christ's upon the mount, as it is recorded in the holy Scriptures of the New Testament, in the fifth, sixth, and seventh chapters of the evangelist Matthew, but have since heard that the same is better done by an abler hand ; and therefore it may suffice here to re- peat the advice, which in the course of my travels I have often had occasion to give, viz., that the pro- fessors of Christianity should frequently read this THOMAS CHALKLEY. 125 sermon, and be careful to practise the same; that they may not only be Christians in name, but in deed, and in truth. After visiting my relations and some meetings of Friends in and about London, having finished my business, and being ready to return homeward, divers Friends accompanied us from London to Gravesend ; and the wind not being fair,'we went to Eochester, and had a meeting there, then back again to Graves- end, and there took a solemn farewell of our Friends, recommending one another to the grace of Christ, having this time made but little stay in Britain. In the Fifth month, 1718, we sailed from the Downs in the aforesaid " Snow Hope," divers Friends, viz., John Danson, Isaac Hadwin, John Oxley, Lydia Lancaster, Elizabeth Eawlinson, and Eebecca Turner, being in company with us. After about nine weeks' passage from land to land, having had meetings on First and Fifth days on board, during the voyage, we came all safe and well to Philadelphia, through the blessing of God, where I stayed with my family a few months, and took another voyage for Barbadoes and Britain. I was under more than ordinary concern for the sup- port and accommodation of my family, the circumstances thereof being a little changed by the increase of chil- dren, remembering the words of the apostle, that those who had not this care and concern, were worse than infidels : my Lord Jesus, whose servant I profess my- self to be, also saying, " It is better to give than to receive." An opportunity offering of the consignment 11* 126 THE JOURNAL OP of a vessel and cargo, the "Snow Hope," Warner Holt, master, to Barbadoes, and from thence to London, and so to make returns home again, for Philadelphia, I embraced it ; though with reluctance to leave my very loving wife, children, and friends, all of whom I tenderly loved and respected. I also had in my eye an hope, through the blessing of God, to obtain where- with to accommodate my friends, who were strangers and pilgrims in this world for Jesus' sake, as I also had been myself; and that they might find a place or home, and refreshment under my roof; not to excess, but to comfort and edification ; which in sincerity is all the grandeur I covet or desire in this world. After due consideration, on the 2d day of the Eleventh month, 1718, we set sail from Philadelphia, many Friends taking their farewell of us for that voyage. Thus with hearts full of love and good will, we parted with our friends, and went down the river about five miles, where we ran aground, but got off next tide, and next day came to an anchor at Chester. On the 4th day of the month we set sail, and got to Newcastle about the eleventh hour ; it being meeting-day, we went to meeting, where our great Lord was pleased in some good measure to own us with his living pres- ence, and comfort us with his love ; blessed be his holy Name ! In the morning we sailed to Reedy Island, where we stayed for the tide, and in the night our cable parted, which we knew not of until morning, and then we had gone from the place where we an- chored about a league : but though the vessel drove THOMAS CHALKLEY. 127 about the river, yet she did not go aground. We dropped our other anchor, and sent the boat to seek for that which was parted from us, but could not find it until the next tide, and then could not get it up, and were unwilling to go to sea without it ; which oc- casioned us to stay several tides before we could get it up ; at last with much difficulty we weighed it, our men's clothes being much frozen, for it was very cold, and froze extremely hard. After this we went down to Bombay-hook x where was another vessel going out to sea. Next day the wind was against us, and it snowed much, and froze hard; and that night the river and bay were filled with ice as far as we could see, and it drove very hard against our vessel, so that we wished for day : for we thought sometimes it would have torn her bows into pieces ; but our anchor and cable held us, we thought, to a miracle, for which we were thankful to the great Keeper of all those who put their trust in him. When the tide turned for us, we got up the anchor, and so let her drive with the ice down the bay ; the other vessel did the same. It was now dangerous moving, go which way we would. The vessel in company with us attempted to go back again, but seeing that we did not, as we supposed, came to anchor again, and we both went down the bay together; and the wind springing up fair, we got clear of the ice in a few hours' time. By this hinderance we could not get to sea that day, but were obliged to come to anchor near the middle of the great bay of Delaware, and the night being fair 128 THE JOURNAL OF and calm, we rode it out safely, which, if it had been windy weather, would have been dangerous. Early in the morning of the 9th of the month, we got to sea, and soon lost sight of the land. Next day the wind was high, and the weather proved stormy for several days, insomuch that our main-deck was under water most of the time, so that we were forced to go before the wind for several days together. We also shut up our cabin-windows, and were tossed exceedingly, and I was very sea-sick ; and we began, in this storm to fear falling on the rocks of Bermuda, which we were near, as we imagined, and the wind set right on the island. When we had passed the latitude of Bermuda, we met with fair weather and winds, and all the remaining part of our passage was pleasant and com- fortable. Thus I was led to consider the vicissitudes which mortals may expect while in this unstable life, which is full of changes ; and I strongly desired to be rightly prepared for that world which is eternal, and its joy and felicity permanent ; at which blessed port, I hope in God's time, through his grace, safely to arrive. Through storms, tempests, ice and snow, we left those frozen climes, and crossed the tropic of Cancer, between which and that of Capricorn there is neither frost nor snow at sea, at any time of the year, and the wind always nearly one way, viz., easterly, except in hurricanes and violent storms, which some- times occur in those parts of the world. We arrived at Bridgetown, in Barbadoes, in twenty-one days, which was the quickest passage I ever had, this being THOMAS CHALKLEY. 129 the fourth time of my coming hither, where I was always kindly received by my friends. About this time war being declared against Spain by the king of Great Britain, proclamation thereof was made in Bridgetown, which put such a damp on trade, that there was little business, and the markets low and dull, which made my stay longer than I would have chosen. But my friends, among whom I had many opportunities, seemed rather pleased than other- wise ; telling me, " That they did not care if I was to stay there always if it were my place:" and when I left Barbadoes, they gave me better credentials than I thought I deserved. A friend of mine giving me in- telligence that the market was better at Antigua than at Barbadoes, I despatched my affairs and took part of our cargo there, and was kindly received by our friends. We were about three days on our passage, and had fine weather. At Antigua I had several meetings : my business at no time hindered me in my more weighty service ; for I always, through divine help, made that give way to my religious duty, in which I ever found peace and inward satisfaction. In about five weeks I finished my business in this island, having no small satisfaction in coming to it ; and our vessel being now loaded, we took our solemn leave, and, with the good wishes of many, departed for Eng- land. Our friends there signified to their brethren, that they were glad of my company, and that I was ser- viceable to them, though I came upon business. My 130 THE JOURNAL OF hand, when need required, was to my business, but my heart was, and I hope is, and ever shall be, freely given up to serve the Lord, in that work whereunto I believe he has called me. We have liberty from God and his dear Son, lawfully, and for accommoda- tion's sake, to work or seek for food and raiment; though that ought to be a work of indifferency, com- pared to the great work of salvation. Our Saviour saith, Labor not for the meat which perisheth, but for that which endureth forever, or to eternal life : by which we do not understand, that Christians must neglect their necessary occasions, and their outward trades and callings ; but that their chief labor and greatest concern ought to be for their future well- being in his glorious kingdom. Why did our Lord say to his disciples, Children, have you any meat? and when they answered No, bid them cast their nets into the sea, and they drew to land a net full of great fishes ? Fishing being their trade, no doubt but they sold them, for it was not likely that they could eat them all themselves. Also the apostle of Christ says, ' He that doth not take care of his family, is worse than an infidel : and the apostle Paul, the great apostle of the gentiles, wrought with his hands, even while he was on his travels in the work of the gospel ; and others tasted of the benefit of his labor naturally, as well as spiritually. It is also written, he that will not work, shall not eat. By this, and much more, which might be noted, it appears that we not only have liberty to labor in moderation, but we are given THOMAS CHALKLEY. 131 to understand that it is our duty so to do. The farmer, the tradesman, and the merchant, do not un- derstand by our Lord's doctrine, that they must neglect their calling, or grow idle in their business, but must certainly work, and be industrious in their callings. We all ought to understand, that our hearts and minds ought to be out of the world, or above the nature and spirit of it. It is good and profitable for both soul and body, rightly to distinguish between earthly and heavenly things, and to be careful how we mix the one with the other ; for it is an eternal truth, that God and mammon cannot dwell together, or join together in the heart. If our love is more to God than the creature, or to heaven than earth, then will he dwell in us, and with us : but if our love is more to the creature than to Christ, or to earth than heaven, then will he not dwell with us, but will leave us to ourselves; for the Lord Omnipotent will not admit of any rival. On the 11th of the Fourth month, 1719, we left Antigua, stood close to the wind till we again crossed the tropic, and got into those latitudes where the winds are variable. Sailing in the great deep, we saw the wonders of the Lord, particularly in divers kinds of fish, they living upon one another in the sea, the great fishes on the small ones ; and mankind too much resemble them in that respect. About the lat- itude of thirty-three degrees north, our master, Warner Holt, seeing a school of porpoises about the ship, took his harping-iron and struck one of them, out of which 132 THE JOURNAL OF we go t eleven quart bottles of oil ; and most of us ate heartily of this fish, which agreed with our people very well. They fried the liver for our mess, of which I ate ; it was well tasted, and more like fresh beef than fish. I make this memorandum, that, if any should take them when their provisions are scarce, they may eat freely without danger, according to our experience. When we had been at sea about three weeks, being near the latitude of forty degrees north, and about the longitude of forty-two, though it was in the midst of summer, we saw an island of ice, at which we all marvelled, and judged that there had been a severely cold winter in those latitudes on the land of America. When we saw this island of ice, we judged ourselves not far from the banks of Newfoundland. Hitherto we had easy gales of wind and many calms, which made our passage seem long to us. We saw two sail of ships about those latitudes, but spoke with neither, being willing to shun them, as it was war time. We had in this voyage weekly meetings for wor- shipping the Almighty, in which the great Lord both of sea and land was pleased to manifest his name and truth amongst us, for which my soul often se- cretly and openly blessed and praised his divine and glorious name and truth ; for he bore up my drooping spirit, so that I could truly say with the royal psalm- ist, not because he spoke it only, but also from being an experimental witness thereof: "The floods have lifted up, Lord ! the floods have lifted up their voice : the floods lift up their waves. The Lord on THOMAS CHALKLEY. 133 high is mightier than the noise of many waters, yea, than the mighty waves of the sea." This the king wrote of his own experience in a spiritual sense ; but I may say, without boasting, I have witnessed the rage and noise of mighty waves and waters, both natural and spiritual : the one, as though it would swallow up my reputation among men, and the other, as though it would swallow up my person in this voyage ; but blessed be the name of Him who is holy and eternal, who indeed is stronger than the noise of many waters, or than the mighty waves of the sea, either inwardly or outwardly, I will through his strength magnify his name, because he is worthy : and may I do it forever ! About the 11th of the Fifth month we saw great flocks of birds, which we judged came from the Azores, or Western Islands, near which we reckoned ourselves to be. The 21st day we saw, and came up with a French ship, which had been fishing on the banks of Newfoundland, and was bound for Havre-de-Grace, in France, the master of which came on board of us, and our captain went on board of them. We ex- changed some rum and sugars, of our sea-stores, for French wine and cider, and some of our provisions for their fish. The captain was a Protestant, and very courteous to us : the Regent of France at this time being kind to the Protestants, so that they increased much in that kingdom. The Frenchman seeming desirous to know what religion I was of, I told him by an interpreter, that I was one called a 12 134 THE JOURNAL OF Quaker, or trembler, and that our principle was to do good to all men, and not to hurt any man, according to Christ's doctrine, not to render evil for evil, but to overcome evil with good. When they went away and took leave of us, they desired me to pray for them, the which I remembered with tenderness of spirit. Having but little wind, we kept company for several days ; but the wind springing fair, we wished them well, and went on our way, our vessel outsailing most we met with ; and a few days after we met with a New England ship, which came out six days before us from Antigua. We were then in latitude about fifty degrees north, and twenty-nine and a half longi- tude from the Land's-end of Great Britain. The 30th day of the Fifth month we sounded, and found ground at twenty-eight fathoms ; and on the 1st day of the Sixth month we saw the Land's-end of England, all our company being in health and well ; for which my heart was truly thankful to that great and infinite Being whose providence is over us poor mortals in all parts of the world, and who reigns over sea and land, and is worthy of adoration, worship, service, and liv- ing praise forever ! In a few days we came into the English channel, and while going up, there came one of the king's yachts, and pressed most of our men, taking from us our best hands and carrying them on board a man- of-war ; after which we came to anchor at Folkstone, where I left the vessel, and got a horse to Dover, and there took coach to London. In the coach were some persons who began to talk about the Quakers, and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 135 spoke against their plain way of living and clothing, and said, " They did not understand their unfashion- able way of conversation ; neither was it the way to gain proselytes." Upon which I asked them whether they understood Paul, the great apostle of the gen- tiles, who said, " Be ye not conformed to this world," i. e., the fashions of it, for this reason, the world and the fashions thereof pass away ; which is a great truth. We plainly see how fickle and changeable the world is in its vain fashions and customs, and to follow it in all its foolish cuts and turns, or changes, must make a man or woman very foppish and apish. I told them that our religion was agreeable to the holy Scriptures, which, if they did not understand, neither could they understand us ; for the doctrine of Christ and his apostles was generally very plain therein ; and the doctrine in Christ's excellent sermon on the mount is clear to very low or mean capacities. They discoursed no more of religion till we came to London. Here I met once more my loving and aged father, a man fearing God, and having a gift of the ministry of the gospel of Christ, and well beloved of his friends and neighbors, who, with others of my near and dear relations and friends, received me gladly. After some months' stay among my relations and friends in London, we sold our vessel, the "Snow Hope," and bought a ship which we called the " Trine Hope," Warner Holt, master; and when I had done my business, I sailed in her for Pennsylvania. We had meetings on board the vessel twice a week, in which 136 THE JOURNAL OP the Almighty was pleased to favor us wi th his good presence. Sobriety, 'and the fear of God, and faith in his beloved Son, Christ, were often recommended Jo the youth on board the vessel with us, of whom there were several going 'to America, in order to settle there. At one meeting I was tenderly con- cerned to remind them of Jacob, who in his youth left his country and relations to sojourn in a strange land, and how in that undertaking he sought the Lord and his blessing, more than any outward thing; and that he was greatly blessed with many favors from heaven above, and also of the earth beneath, and they were advised to take him for their example. Many other things were tenderly opened to them in the love of God, and in his fear and counsel they were exhorted from time to time. It being winter time, we sailed to the southward, and got into warm weather, and were on our passage seven weeks and some days, in which time we saw several vessels, and spoke one whose people said they were chased by a Turk, but got from him, at which they greatly rejoiced. We apprehended it was our ship that they saw overnight, for we saw a sail that crowded from us as fast as she could, and it being near night, we shortened sail, and she left us. In the morning we came up with her, and being pretty near, they and we put out our colors, and being both Eng- lishmen, we spoke to each other, and were glad to meet with some of our own nation upon the great ocean ; but our vessel sailing best, we took our leave of them, wishing them a good voyage. We met with THOMAS CHALKLEY. 137 rough seas and high winds in the latter part of our passage, till we came to the capes of Delaware, which we all rejoiced to see ; and had a pleasant passage up the bay and river to Philadelphia, where I had onoe more a comfortable meeting with my dear wife and family, which I gratefully acknowledged as a high favor from the hand of the Almighty. "We arrived at Philadelphia the 1st of the Second month, 1720; after which I stayed about home for some time, and was not idle, but kept to my business, and to meetings ; and having a desire to see Friends in the province of Maryland, at their General Meet- ing at "West river, I was accompanied by Isaac Nor- ris and Thomas Masters, both sober young men. It had been a time of much rain, and the waters being high, going over a ford of Brandywine, my mare got among the rocks, it being a very rocky creek, and fell down. The stream being very strong, she rolled upon me, and being entangled with the stirrup, I could not easily clear myself, but I gave a spring, and swam from her. "When I was clear I got to her again; and laid hold of her mane, and, through the good providence of God, got well out on dry land, which was a remarkable deliverance. In three days we got to "West river, to the Yearly Meeting, which was large; and Friends were glad to see me, I having not been there for several years. I was out on this journey about two weeks, and rode about three hun- dred miles ; and after coming home, I travelled much in the provinces of Pennsylvania and New Jersey. 12* 138 THE JOURNAL OF CHAPTER, V. 1721-1724. Several Religious Visits — Extraordinary Circumstance /elated by J. Dickinson — Loss of Children — Faith and Works — Ne- cessity for Adherence to Primitive Faith and Manners — Travels in New Jersey — Unjust Censures — Labors near Philadelphia — Epistle to Friends in Barbadoes — Journey to Long Island — Dispute about Conscience — Serious Accident — Letter respect- ing Baptism — Earthquake and Whirlwind — Sore Trials. In the year 1721, Thomas Lightfoot and I, with William Brown, went to a meeting at Bush river, and going over Susquehanna ferry, the people were fiddling and dancing. When the dance was over, I asked them, believing them to be Protestants, if they thought Luther to be a good man ? They replied, "Yes, there was no doubt of it." "Well," said I, " and so do I ; and I will tell you what he says con- cerning dancing, ' That as many paces as a man takes in his dance, so many steps he takes towards hell ; ' " which spoiled their sport, and they went away, and we went on ours towards the meeting; and a good meeting it was. After it we returned by way of Not- tingham, and had a meeting there, and one at New Garden, and so on to Philadelphia. I was from home about a week, and travelled in this journey about THOMAS CHALKLEY. 139 one hundred and fifty miles, and was well satisfied therein. From Philadelphia I went to the General Meeting at Shrewsbury, in East Jersey, where I heard of J. G.'s being wounded by a young man with a sword, of which he died, lamenting that he did not take the counsel of his friends, — as young men who slight the counsel of those that wish them well commonly do, either sooner or later, if the day of their visitation be not over. Some few days after this meeting at Shrewsbury, I visited Friends on Long Island, and returned home again, having travelled about three hundred miles. During my stay at and about home, I wrote something concerning Perfection, in answer to a nameless author : also something- concerning; Pre- destination, or Election and Reprobation. In the year 1722, I went back in the woods to Buckingham, the Great Swamp, Perkioming, Mana- tawny, and Oley, where I had meetings, travelling over mountains, from which we could see many miles. After staying some time at home and visiting neigh- boring meetings, I went to the Yearly Meeting of Friends on Long Island, which was very large, many people not of our persuasion being there, who were very sober. Many things were opened in the love of Christ, and his great love was largely declared to the congregation. The parable concerning the prodigal son came before me to speak of in a very moving manner, and strongly to invite the youth to lay hold of the love of the Father in his Son to poor souls : 140 THE JOURNAL OF and indeed it is a wonderful parable, setting forth the infinite love of the great Lord of all to his poor crea- tures. Many were affected and reached at this meeting, and the Almighty was praised and glorified, who alone is worthy. I had a meeting at New York, and then set forward to Woodbridge, where we had a comfortable meeting. Naaman, the Assyrian, was the subject of that day's work ; and that anything, loved and esteemed more than Christ, whatever it be, is to be avoided, and the people were warned to be careful to keep close to the God of spiritual Israel, and to give up all which is contrary to his nature, and to take up Christ's cross and follow him ; for it is those who follow him in the regeneration, that are to be heirs of his kingdom. In this year I was at the burial of our friend Jona- than Dickinson, at which we had a very large meeting ; he being a man generally well beloved by his friends and neighbors. In the meeting held on the occasion, a passage which he had often told me in his health, was brought to my remembrance, and I think it worthy to be recorded, which is as follows : " It hap- pened at Port Koyal, in Jamaica, that two young men were at dinner with Jonathan and several other people of account in the world, and they were speaking about earthquakes, there having been one in that place formerly, which was very dreadful, and destroyed many houses and families. These two young men argued that earthquakes and all other things came by nature, and denied a supernatural power, or deity, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 141 insomuch that some persons, surprised at suet wicked discourse, and ashamed of their company, left it. At the same time the earth shook and trembled exceed- ingly, as though astonished at such treason against its Sovereign and Creator, whose footstool it is. When the earth thus moved, the company which remained were so astonished, that some ran one way and some another, but these two atheistical young men stayed in the room, and Jonathan with them, he believing that the providence of Almighty God could preserve him there, if he pleased, and if not, that it was in vain to fly. But the hand of God smote these two young men, so that they fell down ; and as Jonathan told me, he laid one on a bed and the other on a couch, and they never spoke more, but died soon after. This w r as the amazing end of these young men." A dreadful example to all atheists and dissolute and wicked livers. Oh ! that young people might be warned, that the hand of God migjrt be upon them for good, and that they would be tenderly concerned for their salvation. On the 30th of the Fourth month, 1723, my tenth child, named Thomas, died about midnight, having before buried nine. It was some exercise to me thus to bury my children one after another ; but this re- flection a little mitigated my sorrow, viz., I knew that if I could have all things relating to them according to my desire, could I see them grow up to be sober men and women, well married, have a competency in the world, etc., yet it was safer and better for them, and they more out of danger, to be taken away in their 142 THE JOURNAL OP infancy and innocency. I fervently begged the Al- mighty, that he would be pleased to take them away while innocent, rather than that they should live to be vicious or unrighteous men and women, and to bring scandal on the holy name of Christ, and upon our Christian profession ; which considerations tended to settle and quiet my mind in my sorrowful exercise. The great Lord of all sanctify the sorrows and afflic- tions of his people and children, and grant them the fulfilling of that blessed portion of holy Scripture, that all things shall work together for the good of them that love and fear him : even so be it, saith my soul. In the Sixth month of this year I removed from the city into the country, to a small plantation I had at Frankford, in order to be more retired, and for health's sake, etc., finding some decline in my bodily strength, which I take to be very much owing to the severe colds and hardships I have sustained in my long and hard travels, especially in the wilderness pi America. Without vanity I may say, that I always loved tem- perance, and have been sometimes zealously concerned to preach against intemperance ; and though I cannot now take as long journeys as formerly, my spirit ear- nestly travels for the welfare of Zion, and the peace and prosperity of all those who love, fear, and serve God, and believe in his Son. On the 6th day of the Eighth month, it pleased God to give me another son, whom I named George, after my father, brother, nephew, and king ; and though this name is now a great name among men, I consid- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 143 ered that no name can preserve life, so I gave him up to the will of Him who gave him to me, and desire, if I have no name through children to posterity, I may have a name in the Lamb's book of life, which I have ever esteemed far above a name amongst men. After my removal to this place I was not idle, but visited neighboring meetings, and in the Eighth month I went to Shrewsbury General Meeting, where there were many hundreds of people, and the truth declared had good impression upon the minds of many ; some after meeting, who were not of our Society, acknowl- edged to it, and that they were glad they were there. In this meeting I was concerned for the welfare of mankind, and the exaltation of the holy name of the Almighty, to declare the universal love of God to man, from several texts of holy Scripture, as that passage of Jacob and Esau, and Peter and Cornelius, and something concerning the objection made against us, the people called Quakers, that we do not acknowl- edge the holy Scriptures to be the word of God ; for though we believe that the Scriptures came by divine inspiration, yet we are clearly convinced by their testimony, and by the spirit of Truth in our hearts, that Christ is the eternal Word of God, by whom all things were made and created, and do still exist. From Shrewsbury, with divers other Friends, I rode to Crosswicks, where, on the Fifth day, we had a very comfortable meeting, in which the ancient love and goodness of our heavenly Father was with us, tendering our hearts into tears of joy, some of us 144 THE JOURNAL OF being likewise affected in remembrance of the good- ness of the Almighty to us, in the meeting we had in this place under the trees, about twenty-five years since. The great subject of faith and works was spoken to; as, that the Koman Catholics seemed to lay too much stress on works, and the Lutherans, Calvinists, and others, too little : but our principles led us to join both together; the Almighty having joined them together, none ought to separate them. This subject of faith and works having been much in debate amongst professed Christians, it is on my mind here to mention a few things deduced from the best authority : The first is, "Without faith, it is impossible to please God." Second, " Faith is the gift of God." Third, "Faith works by love." Fourth, " Faith is the evidence of things not seen, and the substance of things hoped for." Fifth, " Faith without works is dead." Sixth, "The just live by faith." Seventh, " Ye believe " or have faith " in God, be- lieve also in me." The author to the Hebrews speaks excellently con- cerning the power of faith, and the mighty wonders wrought by it. This living, saving, true and divine faith must be in the heart, through and in Jesus Christ, the Son of the living God, who is, and always will be, the author and finisher of it in every true believer. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 145 After I came from Shrewsbury, I visited neighbor' ing meetings, and in Chester county, where I had meetings for nine days successively, some of which were very large, particularly at Providence and Goshen ; in which I was opened to exhort them to keep to that plain, honest way of life and conversation which our fathers and elders were found in, and to remind them of the sufferings they endured for their testimony to the blessed truth, in the first breaking forth thereof in the last age. I was also concerned to show them, that the Almighty, who had blessed us with plenty of temporal blessings, would continue the same to us, if we were careful to live in his fear ; but that otherwise we might expect his judgments for disobedience. And after my return, I continued about home for some time, it being the winter season and bad travel- ling, and I not so capable of travelling as formerly ; but I had great peace and tranquillity of mind in that I had freely given up my youthful days to serve my Creator, and the same love and zeal was yet fresh and warm in my heart, for the glory of his great name ; and I still have a full resolution through his strength and grace to serve him, the great Lord of all, during the remainder of my days, according to the light and strength given to me. Our Yearly Meeting at Philadelphia this year was large, in which our friend Benjamin Kid, from Eng- land, being with us, had good service. I cannot forget a concern which was upon me at this meeting, that 13 146 THE JOURNAL OF the universal love of God, through Christ, might pre- vail amongst mankind, and to press Friends to mani- fest to all people the influence thereof, by their exemplary lives and conversation. In the Second month, 1724, 1 went into New Jersey, as far as Shrewsbury, where, on a First day, we had a large meeting to general satisfaction ; and the next day we had another, wherein the love and good will of God, through Christ, was opened freely to the people, and our duty to forgive one another was largely treated of; and it was plainly shown, that without forgiving others, we could not be forgiven of God, as Christ saith, " If ye forgive men their tres- passes, your heavenly Father will also forgive you : but if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your heavenly Father forgive your trespasses." Much more was said to the same effect on that subject; as also Christ's answer to Peter, who asked, how often a man should forgive his brother if he trespassed against him ? Peter says, till seven times : our Lord Jesus answers, " I say not unto thee, until seven times, but until seventy times seven." And again, Christ says, " If thy brother trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again unto thee, saying, I repent, thou shalt forgive him." Which hard-hearted people think a great hardship, but Christ's cross must be taken up and borne daily, if we will be his disciples and followers in deed and in truth, as well as in profession. After we had reconciled some differences at Shrews- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 147 bury, we went to a place called Manesquan, and had a good, open meeting, and most of the people of that place were there. It was a good time, and I hope the opportunity will not soon be forgotten by divers. From this place we travelled to Crosswicks, and had a good meeting, after which a Friend told me some would say, " I spoke by information, because I had opened some matters which were exactly to the state of some there." But I knew nothing of their con- dition, otherwise than as it was then immediately opened in my mind; neither had I been told any- thing concerning them, directly or indirectly. From thence we travelled to Burlington, where the Monthly Meeting of Friends had desired that I would assist in ending a difference which had happened through mistake, and continued for about seven years. Through divine, assistance, our hearts being filled with the love of Christ, we so prevailed upon the differing persons, that they gave each other satisfac- tion, with hopes that they should live in love for the future ; and Friends of the place greatly rejoiced at the end of that difference. As I went along this town, some Friends told me of a religious people a few miles distant, with whom they desired I would have a meeting. I requested them to see if it would be granted, and let me know ; which was done ; and we had a meeting, and were kindly received, and the divine nature of the gospel of Christ was freely opened to them, and in great love we parted from one another. I travelled in this journey about two 148 THE JOUENAL OF hundred miles ; and when I came home, my dear wifa and family gladly received me with hearts full of love. And this testimony I think proper, for several solid reasons, to leave behind me, of my virtuous and lov- ing wife, that since we were married, she never hin- dered me in the service my great Master called me to, in all the time of our living together; we always parted for the sake of the gospel of Christ, in pure love, and in the same love met again. Soon after this time I met with several great losses by sea and land, and myself and my daughter were dangerously sick, so that our recovery seemed doubt- ful ; yet, through the mercy of God, we both recov- ered, for which I praise his name. After some stay at home, I was moved in the love of Christ to visit the General Meetings of Duck Creek and Salem. At Duck creek we had a large and satisfactory meeting, and I appointed one at George's creek, which was a good meeting. The next morning we went over to Elsinburgh, and so on to Cohansie, where I met wfth two of my fellow-la- borers in the work of Christ, Thomas Lightfoot and Benjamin Kid. We had a meeting together at Co- hansie, in which the people were exhorted to sobriety and just dealing. The contrary of both is too obvious at such times as fairs ; there being divers people there from the fair, as well as others : the nature of Christ's work in the heart was somewhat spoken to, but it was not so open a meeting as some others, the people thereaway being too slack and dull as to religion. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 149 Next day we had a meeting at Alloway's creek, where we all three had some pretty close work ; and from thence we went to the General Meeting at Salem, which was larger than common, on account of the said Friend Benjamin Kid being there : who, in the love of Christ, came from England to visit the churches in this part of the world. There were so many Friends and others here at this time, that some houses were so filled, there was not room for all who came to lodge. After this meeting I returned home, and in a few days went into Chester county, and trav- elled about a hundred miles ; and when I came home, I understood that some for want of a true sense of the work of Christ, had been censuring me for my much travelling and hard labor in the work of the ministry of the gospel of Christ; though by the same rule of judging, the apostles of Christ and our ancient Friends, who travelled much, cannot escape their censure ; for in all my travels I have had an especial regard to the unity of the brethren, and never know- ingly went abroad witkout it. Let this caution be recorded for the instruction of all such forward judges; let them be careful of judging Christ's servants, lest their words become their burden : " Judge not that ye be not judged," saith our great Lord, " for with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged." Soon after my return from Chester county, I was at a marriage at Abington, which was one of the most solemn I have been at ; and on the 15th of the Third month, attended the youths' meeting at Germantown, 13* 150 THE JOURNAL OF to my great satisfaction. On the 23d of the same month I went to the General Meeting of ministers and elders at Burlington ; at which meeting several things relating to the gospel ministry were declared ; as its being a free, a clear,. and a powerful ministry, reaching to the conscience, and convincing of the danger of continuing in sin : and divine charity was much recommended, without which all ministry is but as sounding brass, etc. From this meeting I went with Walter Herbert into Bucks county, and at Neshaminy we had an open, tender meeting. From thence I went to Buckingham, and was at a marriage of a son and daughter-in-law of Thomas Canby. The meeting was large, and Friends well satisfied; and it was observable, though I was very hoarse, through a cold I had taken, and could hardly speak in common conversation, yet it was much taken away in my min- istry, so that I was carried through the service to our admiration, for which I was truly thankful. After this meeting I returned home with true satisfaction, such as is much more valuable than silver and gold, two mighty idols in the world. After a little stay at home I went on a First day to North Wales, or Gwynnedd, where was a pretty large meeting and many young people, to whom I was concerned to show that Christ is the way by which we must come into the true church, through regeneration, and that all who invent other ways are thieves and robbers. I rode twenty-five miles that day, and the next day came to Frankford, and was THOMAS CHALKLEY. 151 at the burial of an ancient Friend, Joan Orpwood, at which was our friend John Salkeld, with whom I was the next day at Philadelphia, at our Third-day meet- ing, which was a good one. On the 4th day of the Fourth month, intending soon to take a journey to Long Island, and consider- ing the uncertainty of life, I thought it a proper time to alter my will, as I had kept one by me for divers years before. On the 5th of the Fourth month, I went to Merion to visit an ancient Friend, John Roberts, who was sick near unto death, where I again met with John Salkeld. The Friend expressed his satisfaction in this visit, and we had a reward of peace in the exercise of that Christian duty of visiting the sick, which is recommended by the apostle to the primitive Churches of Christ. After we had been some time with our said sick friend, we went to a meeting appointed for us several days before, which was large and satisfactory, for which favorable visita- tion we blessed the great name of the Almighty, and parted tenderly in Christian love and good will. The Friend we went to visit, died the next day. He was a helper of the poor, and a maker of peace in the neighborhood ; of such Christ said, " Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God." On the 10th of the Fourth month, 1724, I had a concern to write the following epistle to Friends in the island of Barbadoes. 152 THE JOURNAL OF "Frankford, 10th of Fourth month, 1724. "Dear Friends, — In the tender love of God, our heavenly Father, and of our Saviour, Jesus Christ, do I, your orother, at this time greet you, and wish you health and salvation. Understanding by a con- cerned Friend, that of late several of our Friends have been taken away from you by death, a concern came on me to put you in remembrance of your latter end, and of the cause of Christ ; and also of the prosper- ity of his blessed light and truth in your (in that respect poor, though in some others, rich and luxu- rious) island. The posterity of many who have been taken away there, as well as in divers other places, having gone astray ; let a weighty concern come upon you, that it may not be so with those who are left behind. Oh ! dear Friends ! let your practices and expressions manifest to the rising generation, that the welfare of their souls, more than of their bodies, is at heart with you ; and do not indulge them in that which you were convinced to be of an evil ten- dency, when your hearts were first reached by the power of Truth. How many youths have been lost through the looseness of the example of their elders, and through an undue indulgence of them in vanity, folly, pride, and idleness ! woful experience doth but too much declare that they are many. Oh ! they are many indeed, who have been lost by so doing ! wherefore, dear Friends, clear yourselves of your children ; and if they will obstinately go astray, faith- fully bear your testimony against them, in life, doc- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 153 trine, expressions, and conversation, which will wit- ness for you when you are dead and gone, and your heads laid in the silent grave. Thus will your youth, through the blessing of God and your endeavors, come up in your places, or at least you will be clear, and their blood will be upon their own heads. A pure, strict watch is required of you in conversation, in all those relations. First, that God may be glori- fied. Secondly, that your children may be exampled. Thirdly, that your neighbors may be edified, or built up in pure religion. And fourthly, that you may die in peace with Him that created you and died for you ; remembering the blessed doctrine of Christ Jesus, 'Let your light so shine before men, that others seeing your good works, may glorify your Father which is in heaven.' And again ; ' Ye are as a city set on a hill, which cannot be hid.' As you thus train up your children in the way which they should go, when they are young, you may have reason to hope they will not depart from it when they are old; for many have been convinced of the truth, as it is in Jesus Christ, through the good conversation of his followers. And how can we expect to die well, if we do not live well ? Or can we expect the answer of ' well done,' if we are not in the practice of doing well ? " I do desire and earnestly exhort Friends to read the holy Scriptures, and wait to feel the Power from which they sprung, through the holy writers ; and also to teach them to their children. And, dear Friends, let me prevail with you in the love of God, 154 THE JOURNAL OF and his dear Son, to keep close to your meetings for the worship of Almighty God, and for the well order- ing of your Society ; and do it in the meek spirit, for that is of great price with the Lord; and when in yoar meetings, get into a religious exercise and lively concern for God's glory, and your soul's peace and prosperity. I pray the holy Lord of sabbath, to open your hearts to him in the reading of this epistle, as mine is open to you, my beloved friends, that you and I may be edified, though outwardly separated, as we were when together ;- and if we should never meet more in this world, that we may meet in the kingdom of God, where we may never part more. Amen. Hallelujah, saith my soul! " I desire this may be copied and read at the close of one of each of your particular meetings, and if it could be readily, in every family of Friends; to all of whom is my very dear love in Jesus Christ' whose servant I am, and hope to be to the end, and I am an entire lover of souls, and a well-wisher of Sion's pros- perity. Thomas Chalkley." On the 11th of the Fourth month, I left home on a journey to Long Island, in order to visit Friends' meet- ings, and also to negotiate some business I had there. The first meeting I had was at Burlington, where I had occasion to advise them to keep in remembrance that ancient love which first united our Society to- gether, and in which, in times of cruel persecution, some freely offered to suffer the imprisonment of their THOMAS CHALKLEY. ■ 155 bodies, to obtain the liberty of their friends in con- finement. From thence we travelled to Amboy, and over to Staten Island. The day being very hot, and the evening cold, I got a severe cold, which I did not get clear of for about two weeks, notwithstanding which I went to meetings, though ill in body. The first meeting I had on Long Island, was at Flushing, on a First day, and a comfortable meeting it was ; in which was closely pressed the taking up the cross of Christ by all who desire to be his disciples, and that without it we could not be true Christians. From Flushing we went to Mosquetto cove, and had a meet- ing there on Third day, which was large, and to general satisfaction, and some were there who were newly convinced. I seeing the openness of the meet- ing, advised Friends to build a meeting-house there, of which they approved. On Fourth day we had a meeting at "Westbury, and Fifth day, at Cow-neck. From Cow-neck I went to the south side of the island, and had a meeting at Captain Hicks'. The neighbors who were not of our Society came generally to this meeting, and were pressingly exhorted to come to Christ and the way opened unto them. It was a good time, and I thought a day of love to us all. Be- fore the meeting I was exceedingly shut up in myself, so that it was very beneficial to, me, among the rest, to see how the Lord could work by his power, and unlock his treasury, as in a moment, as he did for my poor soul at times. Oh ! may I, with Christ's follow- ers and ministers, ever depend upon him, is my 156 * THE JOURNAL OF petition ! From Rockaway, for so is the place called, we went to Westbury, and had a very large meeting on a First day ; and, as I was informed, some were convinced. From hence I went to a place called Fos- ter's Meadows, where we had a large meeting in a barn. After this I went over to the main land, and had a meeting at a place called Westchester. From thence we went to Flushing, and had a large meeting on a Fifth day of the week, in which the right training up of children, and careful education of youth, were zealously recommended. From Flushing I went to Huntington, where some were lately convinced of the principle of truth as it is in Christ Jesus, some of whom were excommunicated by the Presbyterians, with whom they had formerly joined. We had a pretty large meeting in a Friend's barn, where a priest op- posed me, as he also had my friend Benjamin Kid, some time before, of which I gave ah account by letter, to my dear friends Thomas Lightfoot and Benjamin Kid, desiring them, in their return from New England, to have an evening meeting there. The ground of this priest's cavilling, or dispute, was my declaring, that it is the light of Christ, or his spirit, which con- vinceth the world of sin, and not a natural light, or the light of a natural conscience ; from whence he took occasion to charge me with denying a natural conscience, the falsehood of which I charged upon him before the auditory, and desired him, if he had any- thing on his mind, to write to me, to which I promised to return him an answer. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 157 From Huntington I went to the General Meeting of Friends held at Newtown, which was so large that the meeting-house could not contain the people, and the weather being extremely hot, some of the people without doors were uneasy, and went to and fro ; but those that were in the house, and so near that they could hear, were very attentive, and as far as I could learn, generally satisfied. Our next meeting was at New York, which was the quietest meeting I ever had there ; and the few Friends at New York, and some that were there from Long Island, parted with us in the love of Christ, and in the fellowship of his blessed gospel. I travelled homewards, having good satisfaction in visiting my friends ; and when I came there, found my dear wife and children in health, for which I bless God. After this journey I kept to meetings at and about home as usual, and was at the Fifth day meeting in Philadelphia, when Samuel Preston was married to Margaret Langdale, the widow of my dear friend and fellow-traveller, Josiah Langdale. The meeting was large, and the parable of the virgins and the bride- groom coming at midnight, was opened, with an exhortation to the people to be ready against that hour, and that they should take care to have the holy oil of divine grace in their hearts. After this meeting I had some affairs which called me into Chester county, and on the road my horse gave a sudden and violent start out of the path, and threw me down, and before I could get up again, he 14 158 THE JOUKNAL OF struck my face, and trod on my right eye with his foot, being newly shod, which stunned me for the present. As soon as I opened the eye which was unhurt, I perceived that I lay on my back, under my horse's belly, with my head between his forefeet. He stood still, and I got on my hands and knees, the blood streaming out of my nose and right eye, and while I was bleeding, a man and woman came by, and stayed till I was done bleeding, and saw me mounted on my horse again. I went forward about two miles, to the house I intended to go to, and after riding about a mile, I met with a Friend who knew me, and was surprised to see me so bloody, and went with me to Eandal Malin's, a faithful, honest Friend, who was upwards of eighty years of age, and had suffered much for his profession of the truth in his younger years, where they dressed my wounded eye. I was truly thankful to the Lord for his providence towards me in this deliverance, among many others, which he in his goodness hath vouchsafed to me. I stayed at the Friend's house three nights and mended apace, and he accompanied me to my house at Frankford, where my loving wife, with some surprise, received me very affectionately ; and through her care, I recovered so that I could see pretty well with spectacles, which I was obliged to use for some months. Such accidents plainly show us the necessity of preparing for sudden death, as we know not when, or how, we may go off the stage of this life. On the 25th of the Fifth month, I received a letter THOMAS CHALKLEY. 159 from a person in the county of Burlington, relating to water baptism, to which I made answer as follows : "Thy lines I received last night, in perusing of which, there was a Christian love in my heart towards thee, though unknown by face, and I have much free- dom of mind to answer thine, according to thy request, and my small ability. " First, then, we are near in sentiment to each other, in the grand Christian principle of saving religion, which is the work of the Holy Spirit of Christ upon the soul, for that is the baptism which is Christ's and is truly saving, and absolutely necessary to salvation. Christ's baptism is but one, which is with the Holy Ghost, and with spiritual fire or water ; John's being, the element, or figure ; and Christ's being the spirit, power, and divine substance, is to be with the church of Christ, and with his true ministers, to the end of the world. " Secondly, in answer to thy query, Was not water baptism, that is, the element, commanded by Christ himself, in Matt, xxviii. 19 ? I answer, I believe not. My reason is this, because the Holy Ghost, or Spirit, is mentioned in the text, in express words, and water is not; and therefore we omit going into outward water, and for other reasons as follow : 11 Thirdly, that water baptism, which was John's, was practised by the apostles, is true ; but it was not practised by Christ, who, no doubt, would have done it, if it had been absolutely necessary ; for he disdained 160 THE JOURNAL OF not to wash his disciples' feet, a much more despicable office than that of the baptismal ceremony : so because Christ did not himself practise it, nor, as we conceive, commanded us to go into material water, we there- fore forbear it. " Fourthly, that the apostles did baptize with water, we deny not; and that they were circumcised, and did circumcise, is also undeniable. Now, must we circum- cise because the apostles did, and were themselves circumcised? Consider this carefully, and I hope that will give thee some sight or light, concerning the dispensation of water baptism, which was John's baptism, and was glorious in its day and dispensation, in pointing at Christ's baptism, until it came, which .was the substance, and was with spiritual fire and spir- itual water, and will continue forever. To Christ and his baptism, I heartily direct thee for further instruc- tion, in whom is life, and that life is the light of men. " I would write a little further concerning water baptism, on some texts of Scripture, being Christ's own words, viz. : ' He that believeth, and is baptized, shall be saved, and he. that .believeth not, shall be damned, or condemned.' This must needs be under- stood of the Spirit's baptism ; for it would be absurd to say, or believe, that all who are baptized with water, are saved, or that all who are not baptized with water, are damned ; therefore it is the Spirit's baptism that all professing Christianity ought to come unto, in order to witness salvation. Again, Christ says, ' Except a man be born of water, and of the THOMAS CHALKLEY. 161 Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.' Some will have this to be a mixture of the element water and of the Spirit ; but Christ says, ' It is the Spirit that quicken eth, the flesh profiteth nothing. The words that 1 speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life.' ' That which' is born of the flesh, is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit, is spirit.' According to which doctrine, I have faith to believe, that outward, fleshly, or elementary water baptism profits little or nothing to the soul. Again, why should water in that place be understood of the ele- ment, any more than fire in the other, viz. : To be baptized with the Holy Ghost and with fire, since Christ said, 'My words they are spirit and life.' Eemember the well of water that springs up to eter- nal life in the believers, and the water that Christ gave, whosoever drank of which, was never to thirst more. This is all spiritual, which the carnal mind cannot comprehend or enjoy, but is witnessed by the spiritual man. And further, if we consider what confusion there is in the world about water- baptism, it may well put a tender seeking soul upon further search into the nature of holy, saving baptism. The Papists have one way ; the Lutherans and Calvinists another ; and the Baptists have another ; and all differ so widely, that, generally speaking, they will not worship together ; neither are they ever likely to be reconciled, except they come to the holy Spirit and divine power of Jesus, the good Saviour and precious guide of souls. That saying of his has often been a 14* 162 THE JOURNAL OF comfort to me in deep exercises and distresses of mind, when he said to his disciples, ' It is expedient for you that I go away ; for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come ; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.' I will pray the Father, and he will give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you forever, even the Spirit of Truth. And when he is come, he shall guide you into all truth ; he shall take of mine, and show it unto you, and shall bring all things to your remembrance, that I have spoken unto you. He was to convince the world of sin, and to abide with Christ's disciples forever. May the precious gift of the Spirit be given to thee, and to all true seekers of God, his Christ and kingdom, is my real desire and humble prayer to the Most High. [See the four Evangelists for this promise, they not wording it alike.] " Having answered most parts of thy letter, I would add a few lines more, viz. : I have known some who could not be satisfied with words about this point of baptism with water, until Christ had by his spirit given them satisfaction in themselves ; and as thou comest more and more into close communion with his grace and spirit in thy own soul, I hope thou also wilt have better satisfaction than that of words only. I have known some of the people called Baptists, who have been convinced of the truth, according to our way and principle, to whom all the writing and dis- puting, and reading, and preaching about this point, could never give full satisfaction, until they had it THOMAS CHALKLEY. 163 inwardly and immediately from Christ, manifested to them by his holy spirit in their hearts, as aforesaid. I would not, however, be understood to be against satisfying one another as much as lieth in our power, and as we find openness in the love of God and Christ. And further, I never understood that our Society were absolutely against those persons practising it, who could see no further, or did really think in their conscience that it was their duty so to do ; but we believe, that we see beyond the figure or shadow, and are come to the substance, for the reasons mentioned, and many more which might be given. Several treatises have been published upon this subject, one of which is very full, written before we were a people, by William Dell, a wise and learned man, and one who had a large sense of the power of God: and among us, Barclay's Apology, and a treatise by John Gratton, who had been a Baptist preacher, and one by Joseph Pike. There is also a little book of Thomas Upsher's, who was a Baptist preacher before he came to join with us, which I send thee, with whom I was well acquainted, as also with those men who subscribed it. If thou applies thyself to Richard Smith, of Burling- ton, he is as likely as any person I know, to help thee to those books, all which are larger on the subject, and have given satisfaction to thousands about it ; though some, as I have said, could never be satisfied with words. In reading the latter part of thy letter I was tenderly affected, and my prayers to the Al- mighty were, that he would please to direct thee by 164 THE JOURNAL OF his power and spirit, and the grace of his dear Son, who hath said, ' He that cometh unto me, I will in no wise cast off.' Now, tender friend, Christ is the true light, that lighteth every man that cometh into the world, by which light thou must walk to the kingdom and city of God. He is the door into the true sheep- fold : he is the truth, in whom thou must believe : he is the divine life and light of the soul : he is the true Christian's all in all. And as the kingdom is within, as said Christ, so the king is within, and without also. He is God, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, the immortal Jehovah, and is God over all, blessed for- ever. And, as a servant of his, I recommend thee, with my own soul, unto him for preservation and direction; for it is the great work of Christ's true ministers and servants, to direct the seeking, trav- elling souls to him ; to whom with the Father, and the eternal Spirit, be glory, now and evermore. Amen. " From thy assured friend in Christ, "Thomas Chalkley." The person to whom I wrote this letter, some time after informed me, that it gave him great satisfaction. After I had stayed at home some time, and pretty well recovered of the hurt I received by my fall, I visited some meetings about home, as Philadelphia, Abington, and Germantown. In several of those meetings I was concerned to exhort Friends, as our meetings and worship in this province of Pennsyl- vania were a kind of national worship, to beware THOMAS CHALKLEY. 165 that they did not indulge themselves in the sins of the nations, but to be careful to keep to the holy, self-denying life of Jesus. On the 5th of the Sixth month, between the hours of nine and ten at night, there was an earthquake, of which many people were sensible; and about this time many were taken off with a violent fever. I was concerned in several meetings to put the people in mind of their mortality, and the shortness and uncertainty of time ; and of the necessity of speedy preparation for their final change and future well- being. In the aforesaid month I was at our Youths' Meeting in Philadelphia, where I was concerned to advise parents to do justly to their children, in the divers relations of a child's state ; to be just in cor- rection, and to be sure to give them learning, and train them up in reading the holy Scriptures, they being able, through faith in Christ, to make us wise unto salvation. I also was earnest in exhortation to the youth, to obey and honor their parents, and to have a care not to be disobedient to their fathers and mothers. I had a concern also to remind that large congregation, that the Almighty had stretched out his arm, with his rod, and had given the people of this land three strokes therewith, as a gentle admoni- tion towards heart preparation to meet him, and to be ready for their latter end : which were, First, a sickness, or pestilential fever, which carried off many of the people. Secondly, an earthquake, of which divers in town and country were sensible. Thirdly, 166 THE JOURNAL OF a terrible whirlwind, such as we never before heard of in this land, that I remember. They were ad- monished to take particular and special notice of these gentle strokes of the divine hand; for if he pleased, he could as soon take away many by sick- ness, as a few, and could make us a desolation, as well as the country about Mount JEtna, or Port Soyal, in Jamaica, not very far from us; and he could also blow us away with the whirlwind of his wrath, and could as easily have blown down all our city as those few houses in the country. Next day after this meeting I went with John Eodman to the Quarterly General Meeting of wor- ship in the county of Chester, which was large and satisfactory. The 25th of the Sixth month I was at the burial of the wife of Richard "Wain, a virtuous and good woman. Some of her last words were, " Some men's sins go beforehand to judgment, and some follow after them ; and that her sins were gone before, which was a great comfort to her, now she was going to leave the world." It was a large meeting, and a seasonable opportunity at the funeral. The people were called upon to work while it is called to-day, because, as our Saviour said, the night cometh, wherein no man can work. In this and the foregoing year I met with various trials and exercises, as, First, great inward poverty and want. Secondly, great losses in outward affairs. And, thirdly, the evil spirits of some were stirred THOMAS CHALKLEY. 167 up against me, to report falsehoods concerning me, with many other sore exercises, both inward and outward. As to the first, I had often been tried that way, and found by experience, that I must wait upon God my Saviour for fresh and renewed visita- tions from above; in which exercise I had always, in the Lord's time, received comfort from him, and by the same exercise I had now the same comfort also ; but I thought it very long, and the enemy did now greatly endeavor to break in upon my patience more than usual : but my heart still depended in faith and hope upon the Lord, my Redeemer and Saviour, and in his time he was pleased to help me, blessed be his holy arm and power forever ! Many blessed saints and servants of Jesus were brought to my mind, who were in the like condition, so that I had a secret joy in their company, who met with the like in their travels to the holy city. Secondly, as to my outward losses, I thought with myself, peradventure it might be best for me : and I remembered that many, through the increase of out- ward riches, were exceedingly hurt as to their inward state ; and though I, or any good man, might be con- cerned for our children, to get and leave something for them, yet I plainly saw, that, generally speaking, much riches does much hurt to youth. This was a melancholy observation that I had made in my life and travels, and I see at this day, that it is an universal distemper, a very few excepted; wherefore I cried mightily to God that he would give to me and mine 168 THE JOURNAL OF the gift of his grace and holy Spirit, whatever our circumstances might be in the world. In this also I saw that patience was an excellent virtue, and that the meek had the best inheritance of the earth, if they had ever so little of it ; and that true happiness did not consist in earthly things, which my experience had largely taught me. And thirdly, as to the base and evil treatment I met with, which was more than I had ever met with in all my life before, great endeavors were used to lessen my reputation, as a man and a Christian ; all which proved false and fruitless, and in due time my innocence was made manifest. I considered that they could not use me worse than they had done my Lord and Master, and that the devil was angry with any who endeavored to dethrone him and pull down his kingdom, at the foundation of which, through the help of my master, I had made many a stroke, with such weapons as he was pleased to furnish me withal. The last of the Sixth month, and the 1st of the Seventh month, was the Quarterly and Youths' Meet- ing at Burlington, at both of which I was present. At the Quarterly Meeting I was concerned to open how the church of God was governed by his spirit, in the time of the law, and Moses was an instrument therein ; and that when it was too hard, and too much work for Moses, he was advised to get the assistance of the elders ; and that the same power and spirit of God which was with Moses, was upon the elders who assisted him in the affairs of the church THOMAS CHALKLEY. 169 and congregation of the Lord's people ; so that it was governed by God's spirit, and is to be governed by the same still, and not by the will of man, nor according to the will of man, in his corrupt nature. And when Israel went from God's power and spirit, the Lord left them, but at last sent to them his only-begotten Son, our dear Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ ; and he was, and ever is, to be governor of his church, through his holy Spirit, of which he told his disciples, that he would pray the Father, and he should send unto them the Comforter, the Holy Ghost, or holy Spirit, the spirit of truth, and that he should abide with them forever, and should lead and guide them into all truth; which sweet and precious promises the true believers do witness to be fulfilled at this day. Glory to his name forever, he is the wonderful Counsellor, mighty Saviour, and Prince of peace ! of whose peace and government there shall never be an end, and upon whose shoulder the government is to be forever. Friends were exhorted to pray and wait for His holy power and spirit, and to be sensible of it in the dis- cipline and government of the church now in this gospel day, in which is a brighter manifestation of God's love, through his Son, than in the time of the law. The Youths' Meeting was also large, and divers testimonies were borne, by way of exhortation and counsel to the youth. They were with much tender- ness advised to take counsel of their elders, and were shown how it fared with some young men, who slighted the advice and counsel of the elders ; and that one, 15 170 THE JOURNAL OF when on a dying-bed, cried out in the bitterness and agonies of his spirit, " Oh ! that I had taken the counsel and advice of my friends, for then I had not been here, nor in this condition." They were advised to beware of keeping bad company, and spending their precious time in taverns, which hath undone many fair and promising youths : and it was shown how a young man might cleanse his ways, by taking heed thereto, according to the Word of God, which liveth and abideth forever, and which the holy Scrip- tures proceeded from ; and they were earnestly ex- horted to read and practise what was written therein. A very tender time we had in prayer to God, through his dear Son, to preserve us all in his fear, both youth and aged; and so our meeting broke up, and we parted in the sweet love of God, and his Christ, our holy * Saviour. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 171 CHAPTER VI. 1724-1725. Correspondence — Losses and Troubles — Letter to Elizabeth Levis and Jane Fenn — Letter respecting the Ministry — Family Visit — Services near Home — Visit to New Jersey and Chester County — Visit in Burlington Quarter — Separation in Barbadoes — Letter to the Leader — Danger of Riches — Rewards and Pun- ishments — Letter to a Young Man under Conviction — Criterion for Judging of following the Holy Spirit — Serious Accident. My troubles in the world, and in the things of it, being many, and my outward losses great; as also was my inward poverty of spirit, I took my pen and wrote one day as follows : " Oh ! if it be right in the sight of God, how do I long to be unclothed of this frail, mortal body, that my soul might mount up to the ethereal plains, and repose itself in the arms of its Maker and most sweet Saviour forever." Being at and near home some time after I came from Burlington, I visited the meetings of German- town and Philadelphia, which were large, and some sense of truth was in the hearts of divers. I was concerned at that meeting at Philadelphia, to let the people know, that, as God had blessed the people of that city, and the province, with spiritual and tem- poral blessings, and made the land fruitful, enriching 172 THE JOURNAL OF many of the inhabitants, he now expected from them fruits of piety and virtue ; and that if there was not a stricter walking with God in Christ Jesus, they might expect his divine hand, which had visited them with favors from heaven above, and from the earth beneath, would visit them with a rod, with which he had already given them some gentle strokes. Our Yearly Meeting was this year at Burlington, for the provinces of New Jersey and Pennsylvania, to attend the service of which, our Quarterly Meet- ing appointed me, with divers others. It was a large and comfortable meeting, and many went home thank- ful to the holy name of God and Christ, that they were there. I shall here transcribe part of a letter which my dear father wrote to me, when above eighty years of age, he having been a minister of Christ above forty years ; viz. : " Loving Son, Thomas Chalkley, — Thine dated the 11th of the Tenth month, 1723, I received, and was very glad to hear of your welfare, and that the Lord hath given you children : and I pray the Al- mighty God, that he may preserve them with you, that they may be a comfort to you in your latter days ; and that if the Lord may be pleased to con- tinue them with you, they may, as they grow in days,* grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ; and that the Lord may be pleased to preserve us all to the end of those few THOMAS CHALKLEY. 173 days we may have in this world, that we may lay down our heads in peace, and in the full assurance of everlasting blessedness, forever and evermore. " I bless the Lord that he hath preserved me sen- sible of his blessed and holy Spirit, whereby my un- derstanding is clear and well, considering my age ; and the Lord in his great loving-kindness, I do feel to help me to my great satisfaction, in my little ser- vice for him. " With repeated love to you all, I rest thy aged, and thereby, through pain, afflicted father, " George Chalkley "Southwark, London, 5th of Sixth month, 1724." To see my dear father's handwriting, now he was above four-score years of age, was very affecting to me; and the more, because I expected it might be his last, which it was. The answer I sent to my dear father's letter is as followeth : " Frankford, 22d of Eighth month, 1724. "My dear Father, — Thine, per James Wilkins, I received with joy, and was greatly comforted to hear that thou wast yet alive ; and especially that thou art favored, now in thy old age, with a sense of the gift of God, through the holy Spirit of his dear Son, our blessed Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. " The reading of thine did refresh and tender my heart, not expecting many more such epistles from thee, by reason of thy great age. But, my very dear 15* 174 THE JOURNAL OF and truly honored father, if we should never hear from nor see one another more in mutability, yet are we, while here on earth, as living epistles in one another's hearts, written by the finger of God. I have hope also, that we shall meet where we shall never part more, in the glorious kingdom of God and his Christ. " With unspeakable love from self and wife, to thee, my dear and aged father, and all relations and friends, " I remain thy loving and dutiful son, "Thomas Chalzley." In this year, 1724, I met with various trials, afflic- tions, and tribulations ; and had not the secret hand of the Lord, which I felt underneath, borne up my spirit from sinking, I think I could not have waded through them. I was now removed, as already related, into the country, for retirement, which I greatly loved and delighted in ; but as soon as I was a little settled there, the enemy of all good endeavored to disquiet my repose, by stirring up some bad people against me, who lived near, and in time past had fawned upon me. To add to my afflictions, I lost a vessel, in which, I suppose, I had upwards of five hundred pounds ; another vessel came in almost a wreck, in which I suffered in my interest several hundreds more, and a third I heard of, in which I had the like loss ; and about the. same time I had also a good new THOMAS CHALKLEY. 175 barn burned to the ground in a few minutes, so that I was exceedingly stripped that way. To add yet more to my exercise, I was sorely afflicted with sick- ness, having a swelling in my jaws, mouth, and throat, that I could neither speak nor swallow for some time, nor eat, nor sleep, for about*seven days, as I remem- ber, without great difficulty. What the distemper was, we could not be certain. Some supposed it to be the quinsy, others an imposthume ; also my only daughter at the same time was likely to die ; and as for my own part, I was very willing to go, if it so pleased God ; for I saw through the deceit of the world, and that the friendship of it was not perma- nent. And in my sore afflictions of body, mind, and interest, it fared with me as with Job, for divers of my pretended friends added to my afflictions by undue reflections ; whom I pray the Lord to forgive for his Son's sake ! At these times, the remembrance of that saying of Christ, that the very hairs of your head are numbered, supported me in hope that all would work together for good. "When I got better, so that I could go to meetings, I went to Germantown, Abington, Philadelphia, and Darby. My first going abroad was to Philadelphia, where, on a First day, we had a large meeting, and divers things were opened in my mind. I told them they had Moses and the prophets, and Jesus Christ, who has arisen from the dead ; for neither death, hell, nor the grave could detain the Lord of life and glory. And I was opened to declare to them, that they had a 176 THE JOURNAL OF great advantage of the coming of Christ, not only in his appearance at Jerusalem, but as he came to, and spoke in the heart, by his inward and spiritual appear- ance; and that this gospel dispensation was, by his coming, made more conspicuous, bright, and glorious, than that which went before. Friends were very glad to see me abroad again, they having expected daily to hear I was dead, and there was tenderness over the meeting, and God over all, through his dear Son our Lord Jesus Christ, was praised and glorified, who is v/orthy for ever. In this year two sober young women, Elizabeth Levis and Jane Fenn, were concerned to visit Friends in the Island of Barbadoes, and they meeting with some discouragement, in Christian love, I wrote them the following letter to encourage them in the work of Christ. " Frankford, 1st of Twelfth month, 1724-25. " My dear Friends, Elizabeth Levis and Jane Fenn, — Understanding by our friend, Grace Lloyd, that you have proposed your intention of visiting the few Friends in the Island of Barbadoes, and that you meet with some discouragement inwardly and out- wardly, it is in my mind to comfort and strengthen you in so great and good an undertaking, and honor- able work, as is the cause of Christ, who, for our sakes, crossed himself abundantly beyond expression, more than is possible for us to do for his sake, or the sake of his people, whom we may so entirely love as to lay THOMAS CHALKLEY. 177 down our lives for his and their sakes. But what are our lives to the life of the only -begotten Son of God ? And truly, we must give them up often, if we have the cause of souls at heart ; and then he often gives them to us again, glory to his holy name for ever ! As Christ said, 'He that will save his life, shall lose it, and he that will lay down his life for my sake and the gospel, shall find it ; ' which reacheth your case in this undertaking. And indeed, some of our lives, in our own sense, are hardly worth mentioning, consid- erins; the cause of Christ. " And, dear children of our heavenly Father, I may, through some good experience, truly inform you, that there is much openness in many people on that island, and good encouragement I have had from above, in my visiting the people there ; though, true it is, the inhabitants too generally are luxurious, and much given to vanity : yet I have this seal in my heart, that the Lord hath a seed in that place who desire to serve him, and that seed will surely join with you in your exercise, and you will be comforted one in an- other, and in the Lord. And that there are differences among them, is also true ; but they have the more need of being visited by such, who are, through their wise conduct and restoring disposition, likely to heal those breaches which are, or may be among them. Some, indeed, have gone among them, and have done hurt, by a rash and turbulent management, and by so doing have rather made the breaches wider, than 178 THE JOURNAL OF by a meek and loving, as well as lowly disposition, lessened their differences and healed them. " And, tender friends, though it may seem hard for you in several considerations, to give up to go to sea, and also to divers who love you, and are nearly re- lated to you, know ye and such so concerned, that the Lord is stronger than the noise of many waters, and than the mighty waves of the sea. And I really believe that you, as well as my soul, with all the servants of Christ, will experience it to be so, as David did, whose words they are. "I remember the words of our great Lord and Master, Jesus Christ, when he sent forth his servants to preach his gospel ; ' I send you forth as lambs among wolves.' No question but you, like innocent lambs, before your return, if it please God to give you to us again, may meet with the wolf's spirit, or the spirit of the beast, in some among whom you may travel ; then will the counsel of Christ, added to his commission, be good for you to keep close to : 'Be ye wise as serpents, but innocent or harmless as doves.' " And, dear maidens, as your cross is great* you being two innocent young women, in giving up your names to cross the sea, which I know is a great trial, the seamen too generally being rude, dissolute people ; so your crown will be great also. I have known that by keeping near to Christ, and his truth and power, there hath been a wonderful reformation sometimes in several of those rude seamen ; and some have been so far convinced as to be exceedingly kind, and to THOMAS CHALKLEY. 179 Bpeak well of Friends and their conversation, when it has been coupled with the fear and wisdom of God. When I have gone to sea, I always found a religious and Christian concern upon me, for the poor sailors, the good effects of which have been much more than I may speak of; but give this little hint for your encouragement and information. " Well, dear souls, if you go, I believe the Lord will go with you ; and sure I am, that my spirit will also go along with you, which will not hurt you, if it do you no good. And although my exercises and tribulations of late have been very great, both spirit- ual and natural, yet my very heart within me affects the cause of Christ, according to the best of my un- derstanding : and I heartily wish well to all my fellow- laborers, who are faithful, painful servants of Christ, and disinterested, except as to the interest which they desire in Christ and his kingdom, for the sake of which, they love not their lives unto death. " I must now take leave, after putting you in mind to remember your poor friend and brother, when be- fore the throne you are supplicating the Father of mercies in secret, even as my heart is tenderly bowed and broken into tears on your behalf at this time. The Lord be with you, and sanctify the present ex- ercise and concern that is v,pon you, and you to himself, with all the faithful lovers and followers of the Lamb, ' through his word, whose word is truth.' I am your friend and brother, in the fellowship of the gospel of Christ Jesus, our great Lord and good 180 THE JOURNAL OF Master ; and blessed are all those who, ©y their fearing to offend him, manifest him to be their Master, and by their honoring him, manifest him to be their Lord. " Thomas Chalkley." In the Twelfth month I went to the Quarterly Meeting of Friends, held at Providence, in Chester county, for discipline and worship. It was large, and a concern came upon Friends to suppress excess in eating and drinking, and great entertainments at marriages and funerals, and spending time idly in tippling houses ; also in several other things for the well ordering our Society, in which there appeared great love and unanimity. The people were reminded of God's love to them, and many favors were recount- ed to them, which he had showed the inhabitants of the land, which were very singular, and that he expected they should bring forth fruits answerable to the labors of love, which the Lord had bestowed upon them. About this time I had it in my mind to write to one who was conscientiously concerned to preach the gospel of Christ, but was under great exercise on that occasion. " Frankford, 24th of Twelfth month, 1724-25. "My Friend, — Since I last saw thee and con- versed with thee, thou hast often been in my mind, and thy exercise has come before me ; and not having an opportunity to converse with thee personally, I THOMAS CHALKLEY. 181 take this way of communicating my mind, hoping, in Christ, thou wilt reap some satisfaction and advan- tage thereby. I think I know thou art concerned for Christ's cause, as also was thi.t eminent minister Apollos, who yet was instructed more perfectly by good Aquila and Priscilla. The subject on which I have it in my mind to write to thee, is the ministry of the gospel of Christ Jesus, which I believe to be very different from that which it is taken for in most parts of the world, by many professing Christianity. First, the greatest part of Christendom, so called, calls and elects its ministers, and will not call them unless they have school learning, although Christ called and chose unlearned men, as to that sort of learning, and the apostles were called, ' Not according to the will of man, but by the revelation of Christ Jesus.' Christ thanked his Father that ' He had re- vealed the mysteries of his kingdom to babes and sucklings.' The wise Jews, the scribes and pharisees, admired at the apostles, who so powerfully preached Christ, and were so wonderfully carried forth in their ministry, and yet few of them were men of learning. The call, election, and wages of Christ's ministers, are spiritual, and not carnal ; and therefore, their ministry is with divine life and power, by which they are qualified for this service, without either study or pre- meditation ; though it is not denied that Christ may show a minister beforehand, what he shall, or is to speak, at such a" time or place, as he may see meet. But studying, or writing sermons, and afterwards 16 182 THE JOURNAL OF preaching, or rather reading them to the people, is not the practice of the true minister of Jesus, our great Lord and Master; of which, I do believe thou hast a real sense. " I shall impart to thee something of my own expe- rience for thy edification in this great work, viz. : As in the work of conversion or regeneration there is a growth and increase from the state of a child to that of a man in Christ, so in the work of the min- istry, or preaching the gospel, there is also a growth from a babe to an able minister, in all which the power and grace of the holy Spirit must be our guide, our help and support. Keeping close to this, we shall increase in divine wisdom and sound judg- ment, and our hearts and understandings will be more and more opened and enlarged. The apostle Paul said, ' When I was a child, I spake as a child, understood as a child, and thought as a child ; ' and yet he was a child of God and minister of Christ; and as he grew in his gift, and in Christ's grace, he became an eminently serviceable instrument in the hand of God. Now a child's state in the ministry is too much overlooked by many, some thinking to be men as soon as they are brought forth into the ministry; and according to my observation, divers have been at a loss, and some quite lost, for want of a patient continuing in well-doing; and not waiting to feel a growth and increase from above, have gone on in their own strength and will, perhaps against the advice and instruction of a sound and honest THOMAS CHALKLEY. 183 Aquila or Priscilla, and have been hurt ; and some who had received a gift, have had that same gift taken from them, even by the Lord, who gave it them. "A true minister of Christ is to take no thought what to say, but in the same hour that which he should speak to the people, will be given him, that is, in a general way, and if it is not given from above, I believe he or she ought to be silent; for they receive freely, if they do receive anything from Christ, and so they ought freely to administer ; and where little is given, little is required, all which is plain from Christ's own words in the New Testament; and Christ's cross is to be taken up by his ministers in their preaching, as well as in their conversation. " It is a practice with which the holy Scriptures have not acquainted us, that the ministers of Christ should take a verse, or a line, out of the holy Scrip- tures, and write, or study, beforehand, a discourse on it, and preach it, or rather read it, to the people. The holy men of old, as we read both in the Old and New Testament, spoke as they were moved by the Holy Ghost, and by it they were gifted for convin- cing, converting, and reforming the world, and for comforting and edifying the saints, quite contrary to the latter practice of modern reading divines, who dispute, write, and preach against the immediate rev- elation of the spirit of Christ, and therefore cannot be his ministers, but must be the ministers of anti- christ, and ministers of the letter, and not of the 184 THE JOURNAL OF spirit of Christ, or of his gospel. And where the apostle says, ' When I was a child, I spake as a child,' I take him to point at being brought newly into the work of the ministry, as well as the work of conver- sion, and that he useth those expressions by way of comparison, and therefore I compare it thus : a child when it first begins to speak, speaks but a few words, and those stammeringly sometimes, and its judgment is weak, and he must be put upon speaking by his father over and over, if he be a backward child ; otherwise, if he be forward, and speaks too much, he is 'curbed by a wise father. Thus, according to my observation, it hath pleased our heavenly Father to instruct his children in the ministry, and as a child in Christ, I would speak a little of my experience to the children of God. When I first felt a necessity on me to preach the gospel, I had but a few sentences tc deliver, in great fear and tenderness, with some trem- bling, with which my brethren were generally satisfied and edified. After some time I felt a concern to preach the gospel in other countries, and to other nations, than that in which I was born, which to me was a very great cross ; but feeling the woe of the Lord to follow me in not giving up to it, after some time I took that cross up for Christ's sake and the gospel's ; and in taking it up I experienced the truth of the apostle's doctrine, that 'The gospel of Christ is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth.' Thus, through a continual labor and spir- itual travel, I witnessed a growth in experience and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 185 an enlargement in expression and heavenly doctrine ; and my heart was mightily enlarged to run the waya of God's commandments, and divers were convinced, and some, I hope, thoroughly converted, and many comforted, and God, through the ministry of his dear Son, glorified, who only is thereof worthy forever. " In all this I have nothing to boast of or glory in, saving in the cross of Christ; for what is Paul, or Apollos, or Cephas, but 'an instrument? I would not be understood to compare myself with those apostles, but to endeavor to follow them as they followed Christ. Christ is all in all : he is the great teacher of teachers, and the highest schoolmaster of all : and he says, ' Whosoever doth not bear his cross and come after me, cannot be my disciple.' " We do not find anywhere in the New Testament, that Christ's ministers or messengers were only to speak or preach to one meeting of people, or that they were called or hired by men ; for then it would have been necessary that man should pay them ; but Christ says, ' Freely ye have received, freely give ; and go forth,' etc. " And, my friend, I find to this day, that it is safe for me when I am ministering to the people, when the Spring of divine life and power, from which sound truths and edifying matter spring and flow into the heart, abates, or stops, to stop with it, and sit down, and not to arise, or speak publicly to the people, without some spiritual impulse or moving, and open- ings. 16* 186 THE JOURNAL OF " I would have this taken no otherwise, but as one friend and brother opening his state and condition to another for edification, and for strengthening each other in Christ. And as I fear lest I should exceed the bounds of a letter, therefore shall conclude thy real friend in Jesus Christ ; "Thomas Chalkley." The 25th of the Twelfth month I was at the burial of the wife of Kandal Speakman. It being our Fifth- day Meeting, divers sober people not of our persua- sion, were there, and I was drawn to speak of the death of Christ and his merits, and to show them that there is no merit in the works of man, as he is man, or in a formal righteousness or holiness. In our Yearly Meeting at Burlington it was agreed that the families of Friends should be visited, and soon after, our Monthly Meeting appointed me, with other Friends, to visit the families of our meeting; : in which visitation many were comforted and edified, both of the youth and aged ; and we could truly say, that the power and grace of God, and the sweet love of Christ, accompanied us from house to house, to our mutual comfort. We were so extraordinarily opened and guided to speak to the states of the people in their families, who were unknown to us, that some of them were ready to think we spoke by information, when in truth we were clear of any such thing, and only spoke from what was immediately given to us, without any information from man or woman ; which THOMAS CHALKLEY. 187 to us was sometimes very wonderful, and caused us to praise the great name of the Lord. The General Meeting held at Philadelphia in the First month, was a solid good meeting, and ended in a sense of grace and truth, which comes by Jesus Christ. Next day being our Week-day Meeting, our dear friends Elizabeth Levis and Jane Fenn, took leave of us, they intending for the island of Barba- does; and it was a parting meeting that will not soon be forgotten by some of us then present. After this meeting I went to Burlington to visit one who was sick, and under some trouble of mind for going astray, and greatly desired to come into the right way, with whom I had a good seasonable meeting, to her comfort and my own satisfaction. Upon this visit I would remark, that it is a great pity that youth, when in health and strength, should put off the work of their salvation, and forget the Most High, till either sickness or death overtakes them. And then, oh ! the bitter piercing cries and groans, and terrible agonies the soul is in ; which, by timely repentance and amendment of life, might b$ avoided. I was afterwards at meetings at Philadelphia, Me- rion, Germantown, etc., and had some service and satisfaction therein. On the 2d of the Second month, the Friend whom I visited, as above, was buried, and the relations of the deceased sent for me to the burial. The person being well beloved, there was a large ap- pearance of people of divers persuasions, and we had 188 THE JOURNAL OF an 0] portunity at this funeral to exhort the people so to live that they might die well ; and that the way to die in the favor of God, was to live in his fear. Char- ity to those who dissent from one another, was press- ingly recommended from the apostle's words, that, " If we had faith to remove mountains, and to give all our goods to the poor, and our bodies to be burned, yet if we wanted charity, we were but like sounding brass, and a tinkling cymbal." And also our belief of the doctrine of the resurrection of the dead was asserted, in contradiction to that gross calumny cast on our Society, of denying it. The latter end of the Second month, I was at a marriage at Horsham, at which was present William Keith, our Governor, and I was concerned to speak of the end of that great ordinance, and of the hap- piness of those married persons who fulfil the cove- nants they make in marriage, and what strength and comfort the man is to the woman, and the woman to the man, when they keep their covenants, and that they are the contrary when they break them. I also opened the methods prescribed by our discipline, to be observed in marriages, and our care to prevent any clandestine marriages amongst us. After this meeting I returned home, without going to the mar- riage-dinner, as I generally avoided such entertain- ments as much as I could, having no life in, or liking to them, being sensible that great companies and pre- paration at weddings were growing inconveniences among us, which I was conscientiously concerned to THOMAS CHALKLEY. 189 discourage. A few days after my return home, at our meeting at Frankford, I was concerned particu- larly to exhort Friends to keep to plainness in lan- guage, dress, etc., according to the examples given us in the holy Scriptures, particularly that of Daniel and his companions ; and to caution against vain and indecent fashions, which, with concern, I have ob- served to prevail too much among some who make profession with us. In this Second month I went to the Yearly Meeting of Friends at Salem, and by the way had two meetings at Woodbury creek. At Salem we had a large meet- ing, and our gracious Lord was with us, bowing many hearts before him ; and many testimonies were given of the goodness, love, mercy, and grace of God and his dear Son, our Lord Jesus Christ. From Salem we travelled to Alloway's creek and Cohansie, and from thence to Elsinburgh, and ferried over the river Delaware with our horses to George's creek, and had meetings at all those places. At George's creek, one not a Friend came to me after meeting, and said he thanked me for my advice and counsel, and seemed heartily affected with the doctrine of Christ. From George's creek we travelled to Nottingham, and had a large meeting on a First day, and another, very large, on a Second day, where were many people of divers persuasions. The house could not contain us, so that we met in an orchard. A solid meeting it was, wherein the mighty power of the Creator was declared, as also the divinity of Christ and his man- 190 THE JOURNAL OF hood, and the people were exhorted to be careful of forming any personal ideas of the Almighty ; for the holy Scriptures do plainly manifest, that God is a wonderful, infinite, eternal spirit, and therefore is to be worshipped in spirit and in truth, and outward representations of the Lord Jehovah border on idol- atry. Much was delivered on that head ; and I was told after meeting that divers Papists were there, though I knew nothing of it. From Nottingham I went to Newcastle, had a meeting there, and then visited a sick Friend, with which he expressed much satisfaction ; and then went on to Center, Kennet, and Marlborough, and so to the Monthly Meeting at New Garden, where we had a large open meeting, wherein was shown, that those who meddled with our discipline, in the will, nature, spirit, and wisdom of man only, could do but little service; and that our discipline, as also our worship and ministry, ought to be per- formed in the wisdom and power of God, through the grace and spirit of Christ. From New Garden we went to Birmingham, had a large meeting, and I was much drawn forth to the youth, of whom many were there. We then went to the Quarterly Meeting for discipline and worship at Concord, in Chester county, which was larger than I had ever seen there before. In the meeting for discipline, Friends were exhorted to keep to the cross of Christ, and to speak to matters in the fear of God, and to avoid and shun, as much as in them lay, self-will, humor, pride, and passion ; showing that the rough, crooked, unhewn, unpolished THOMAS CHALKLEY. 191 nature of man, could never work the righteousness of God, and is contrary to the meek, self-denying life of Jesus. John Salkeld and Jacob Howell then sig- nified that they were going to visit Friends on Long Island and Rhode Island. The sense of the call, labor, and work of the ministry of the gospel and of the love of Christ, in the freeness of it, to mankind, took some good hold on divers in that meeting, and the great name of God, and his dear Son, through the Holy Spirit, was glorified. From this meeting I came home, having been out on this journey nearly three weeks, was at twenty meetings, and travelled more than two hundred miles, and found my wife and children in health, and we rejoiced to see each other; but my rejoicing was in fear, even almost to trembling, lest I should be too much lifted up when things were agreeable to me. After my return home I went to several neighbor- ing meetings, and on a Fifth day was at Philadelphia, at the marriage of Richard Smith and Elizabeth Powell. The meeting was large, and the marriage solemnly celebrated, and the people were earnestly entreated to love Christ above all, and to manifest that love by keeping his commandments, and that not in show or words only, but in the heart and affections. About the latter end of the Third month, I went to the Quarterly Meeting of ministers and elders for the county of Burlington ; and from thence to Stony- brook ; where, on a First day, we had a large meeting in Joseph Worth's barn, which was crowded with peo- 192 THE JOURNAL OF pie, and was a solid, good time. From Stony-brook I went to Crosswicks, and was at their Youths' Meet- ing, which was the largest I had seen in that place. I told them they might say as the sons of the prophets did, that " the place was too straight for them," and advised them to enlarge it. I was glad to see such a large appearance of sober people, and so great an increase of youth, in this wilderness of America, and exhorted them to live in the fear of God, that his blessings might still be continued to them; and an exercise was on my mind for the welfare of the young people, to show them the danger of sin and vanity, and of keeping ill company, and following bad coun- sel ; and that the young king, Rehoboam, Solomon's son, lost the greater part of his father's kingdom by following the company and counsel of vain young men ; and that many young men in this age had lost and spent the estates their fathers had left them, by the like conduct, and brought themselves to ruin, and their families to poverty and want. Divers lively testimonies were delivered in this meeting, and it ended with adoration and praise of Almighty God; and although the meeting held more than four hours, the people did not seem willing to go away when it was over ; for indeed it was a solid, good time. The business of the Quarterly Meeting was carried on in peace and love, that being the mark by which the disciples of Jesus were to be known, and Friends were exhorted with a great deal of tenderness to keep it. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 193 In this journey I travelled about ninety miles, and was at four meetings, being from home four days, and was much satisfied in my journey; but met with some exercise when I came home, hearing of some losses and damage to my estate; so that I found after I had, according to my best endeavors, done the will of God, I had need of patience, that I might receive the promise. I was sensible of the messenger of Satan, the thorn in the flesh, of which the apostle speaks. About this time a loving friend of mine informed me that one whom I very well knew in Barbadoes, a minister of our Society, had gone into an open separa- tion, so as to keep meetings separate from his brethren, and contrary to their advice. I was concerned in love to write a few lines to him, to remind him of the un- happy state and end of such who, notwithstanding the brotherly 'love and kind treatment of Friends, had separated from us, and losing the sense of Truth which had made them serviceable in the church, were actuated by a rending, dividing spirit, by which the enemy of our happiness had so far obtained his end as to make some disturbance for a time ; but few, if any, of these separatists, have had further power than to promote and maintain their separate meetings dur- ing their own lives ; such meetings having, in every instance I have known, except one, and that lasted not long, dropped on the death of the founders. And though we think it our duty to testify against, and disown all such, yet this disowning is only until the 17 194 THE JOURNAL OF persons offending, from a real sense of, and sorrow for, their faults, acknowledge and oondemn the same; then the arms of Christ, and of his church, are open to receive and embrace them. I therefore earnestly besought him to consider the danger of offending any who love and believe in Christ, though ever so little in their own. or other men's esteem, for we cannot have true peace in departing from the pure love of God, his truth, and people ; to which I added the fol- lowing sentences out of the New Testament : 1. " By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Do not lose this mark. 2. " We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother, abideth in death." 3. " He that loveth not, knoweth not God ; for God is love." 4. " He that dwelleth in love, dwelleth in God, and God in him." About the latter end of the Fourth month I was at a meeting at Abington, occasioned by a burial ; and in the beginning of the Fifth month, I was at a mar- riage in Philadelphia; and was soon after, on a First day, at two meetings at Germantown, where I went to visit a Friend who had not for some months been at meeting, being in a disconsolate condition. I in- vited her to meeting, where the love and goodness of Christ to the poor in spirit was largely manifested, and the Friend after meeting said she was better, and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 195 afterwards recovered, and kept to meetings. I was frequently at the Week-day Meetings at Philadelphia; for I thought that week not well spent, in which I could not get to Week-day Meetings, if I was in health. In this month I was at the burial of George Cal- yert, who was one of a sober life and just conversation, and being w T ell beloved by his neighbors, left a good report behind him. Soon after which I was at Merion meeting, which was large and solid : the people were tenderly exhorted, that neither outward favors, nor spiritual blessings, might make them grow forgetful of God ; but that in the sense of the increase and enjoyment thereof, they might be the more humble ; and forasmuch as the Christian church in former ages was corrupted by temporal riches and power, it was intimated, that, as we had favor shown us from the government, and increase of outward things, we should be very careful not to abuse those privileges by grow- ing proud and wanton, or envious and quarrelsome ; but "to do justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with God." In this month I was at Middletown, in Bucks county, at the burial of my dear and intimate friend, John Rutledge, who died very suddenly, at which there were above one thousand people : he was well beloved among his neighbors, and was a serviceable man where he lived. I admired to see such a number of people collected upon so short a notice, he dying one day in the afternoon, and being buried the day follow- 196 THE JOURNAL OF ing ; divers testimonies were borne concerning the wonderful works and ways of God. It was a pclid. bowing time, wherein many hearts were broken an<3 melted into tenderness. After meeting a young man came to me trembling, and begged that I would pray for him, for he had spent much of his time in vanity, and had strong convictions for it, and had been greatly affected and wrought upon that day. I exhorted him to deny himself, and to take up his cross, and to follow Christ, who hath said, he would in no wise cast off those who came to him in true faith. He went from me very tender and loving, being broken in his spirit. From thence I went to Gwynned, or North "Wales, and on the First day of the week had a very large meeting. In the morning of the day a voice awoke me, which cried aloud, saying, " Eewards and pun- ishments for well and evil doings are sealed as an eternal decree in heaven," which confirmed me that mankind are happy or unhappy in that world which is to come, according to their deeds in this life; if their deeds be good, as Christ said, their sentence will be, " Come, ye blessed ;" if their deeds be evil, " Depart from me all ye that work iniquity," and "Go, ye cursed," etc. And, " If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? And if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door." And again, " I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way, and live." These, with many more texts of the same nature, contained in the holy Scriptures, are contrary to the doctrine o? ^vxrwl THOMAS CHALKLEY. 197 election arid reprobation, as some hold it. We had a meeting in the afternoon of the same day, which was satisfactory to many; our hearts being filled with the love of God, for which we thankfully praised him. The next day we had a meeting of ministers, in which they were exhorted to wait for the gift of the Holy Ghost, without which there can be no true minister or ministry. I was concerned to put them in mind to keep close to Christ, their sure guide and bishop ; to be cautious of going before, lest they should miss their way, and of staying too far behind, for fear we should lose our guide; and to be careful to keep a conscience void of offence towards God, and also to- wards man ; that we might say to the people truly, follow us as we follow Christ ; that our conversation might confirm and not contradict our doctrine, for our Saviour says, "By their fruits ye shall know them; men do not gather grapes of thorns," etc., and he charged his followers not to be like such as say, and do not. The next day we had another very large meeting there, in which many things were opened and declared, tending to establish and build us up in our faith in Christ. After this meeting, parting with my friend John Cadwallader, who accompanied me, I came homeward, lodging that night at Morris Morris's, whose wife was very weakly, with whom we had a tender time. The 9th of the Fifth month, I was at the General Meeting at Germantown, which was a large and good meeting. Next day I went to visit Jane Breintnall, 17* 198 THE JOURNAL OP who was seized with the palsy, and the Lord was pleased to comfort us together, as she expressed, to our mutual satisfaction. On the 30th of the said month, was our Quarterly Meeting of ministers at Philadelphia, where humble walking with God was recommended and prayed for, and it was desired that ministers might be exemplary therein, having Christ for their pattern. On the 1st of the Sixth month, I was at our meeting at Frankford, which was dull to me and divers others, a lively exercise of spirit being much wanting among many, and close walking with God in conversation. If we would really enjoy the love and presence of Christ in our religious meetings, we ought to keep near to him in our daily conversation ; and that we might do so, was humbly desired in supplication and prayer to God. The young man who came to me under great con- cern of mind, after the funeral of John Kutledge, wrote to me, that he was followed with the judgments of God for his manifold transgressions, desiring that I would pray for him. In answer to his letter, I wrote to the following effect. " Frankford, 7th of Sixth month, 1725. " Thine from Burlington, of the 26th of Fifth month, I received, by which I perceive the hand of the Al- mighty hath been upon thee for thy vanity and folly. I desire that thou may be very careful to keep close to that hand, and do not go from under it, but mind THOMAS CHALKLEY. 199 the light of Christ that hath discovered God to be great and good, and his dear Son to be thy Saviour, and sin and Satan to be evil, which evil, if thou follows it, will certainly bring thee to destruction and eternal woe ; but if thou follows Christ, and walks according to that light by which he hath manifested sin to be exceedingly sinful ; in his time, as thou waits in patience, he will bring thee through his righteous judgments unto victory. " Wait, oh ! wait in patience upon God, if it be all thy days ! ' I will bear the indignation of the Lord, because I have sinned against him.' Again, 'All the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come.' " Thou art young in years, and young in experience in the work of grace, wherefore advise with solid, good men, if thou meets with inward or outward straits and difficulties, for the enemy will not easily let go the hold which he hath had of thee ; therefore walk cir- cumspectly, and shun evil company. As to praying in a form of words, without the Spirit helps, in order to open them according to thy state and condition, that will not avail : a sigh or groan, through the help of the Spirit, is much more acceptable to God, than any forms without it. " That in the Lord's time thou may est enjoy the reward of peace^ is the desire of thy friend, " Thomas Chalkley." The young man took this counsel well, and kept to 2(70 THE JOURNAL OP meetings, and behaved soberly for a time, but after- wards ran out, kept bad company, took to drinking to excess, ran himself in debt, and at length into a jail, which haih been the unhappy case of many unstable youths, who, " when they knew God, glorified him not as God, neither were thankful, but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish hearts were darkened." In thib month I was at Byberry and Abington meetings, ia which we were favored with the imme- diate power and presence of Christ, to our great comfort and edification, the visitation of divine love to the youth, having a good effect on some of them, and the latter meeting ended with praise to the Al- mighty, after supplications for all men, from our king on the throne to the meanest of his subjects. In my travels I met with a person, who queried of me, how he should know which society had most of the holy Spirit, since most of the professors of Christ do believe in the Holy Ghost, or spirit ? to whom I made the following answer. Let the rule of Christ determine this question : he says, " By their fruits ye shall know them ; do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles ? " The fruits then of the Spirit of Christ are, love, faith, hope, patience, humility, temperance, godliness, brotherly kindness, and charity, with all manner of virtues. Therefore the society of Christians, which brings forth most of the fruits of the holy Spirit, consequently have most of Christ's grace and spirit. But some THOMAS CHALKLEY. 201 object and say, we will not believe that any society have the Holy Ghost now, or the immediate revelation or inspiration of the Spirit, unless they work miracles. To which it is answered, that right reformation from sin, and true faith in Christ, cannot be wrought without a miracle, neither can we bring forth the fruits of the Spirit without the miraculous power of Christ. Men by nature bring forth the works of nature, and that which is contrary to nature is mirac- ulous. Sin is natural; but divine holiness, or the righteousness of Christ, wrought in man, is spiritual, supernatural, and miraculous. And as to natural men, who are in a state of nature, seeing outward miracles, if they will not, or do not believe what is written in the holy Scriptures of the Old and New Testament, neither will they believe, although one were to rise from the dead. Notwithstanding Christ wrought outward miracles, and did the works which none other could do ; though he cured all manner of diseases, and fed many thousands with a few loaves, and a few small fishes ; and what remained when all had eaten, was more than there was at first ; though he raised the dead, and himself arose from the dead, yet few, but very few, believed in him so as truly to follow him. His birth, his life, his doctrine, his death, his resurrection, are all miraculous ; and since all this was done in the person of Christ, and at the first publication of his religion to men, there is now no absolute necessity of outward miracles, though his power is the same now as ever ; but he said to his 202 THE JOUKNAL OF disciples, " He that believe th on me, the works that I do, shall he do also, and greater works than these shall he do." Upon which, W. Dell says, " this must be understood in relation to sin ; for Christ had no sin in himself to overcome, but we all have sinned," and to overcome sin is the greatest of miracles. This will try the notional or nominal Christian, who says we can never overcome sin in this world. Where then is our faith in the Son of God, who for this purpose was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil. Therefore let not Christians be slow of heart to believe in the glorious gospel of Christ; and if we truly believe therein, and live in the practice of his doctrine, we shall see miracles enough to satisfy us for ever. The 16th of the Sixth month, I was at the weekly meeting at Frankford, which, though small, was sweet, reviving, and comfortable to some of us ; so that we had a sufficient reward for leaving our business, it being the time of our harvest. Week-day meetings are much neglected by many ; more is the pity. The apostle's advice is necessary for men in our age, even of professed Christians, viz. : " Let us consider one another to provoke unto love and good works, not forsaking the assembling of yourselves together, as the manner of some is." The 23d of the Sixth month, my cart-wheel, being iron-bound, ran over me, and my horse kicked me on my head; the wheel put my shoulder out, and the horse wounded my head so that the skull was bare, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 203 and my leg was sorely bruised. The same day Dr. Owen and Dr. Graham, with the help of two of our neighbors, set my shoulder and dressed my wounds ; and the Lord was so merciful to me, that the next day I was enabled to write this memorandum of this won- derful deliverance and speedy cure, for which, added to many others I have received from his gracious hand, I have occasion to be truly thankful. I was obliged to keep at home some time, and I thought it long, because I could not go to meetings as usual; but many Friends came to see me, which was a com- fort to me. One day upwards of thirty persons came from several parts of the country to see how I did, and were glad I was likely to recover. The day before I was so hurt, being the first of the week, I was at meeting at Philadelphia, and was concerned to speak of the uncertainty of life, and the many accidents we are incident to in these frail bodies, and exhorted Friends to live so, that they might have a conscience serene and clear of offence towards God and man, and then they might expect the comforts of the Holy Ghost, which in such seasons of difficulty would be a great help and benefit to them. Of this I had sweet experience the next day, under great extremity of pain ; and though the pain of my body was such that I could not for several nights take my natural rest, yet I had comfort, through the sweet influence of the Holy Spirit, which Christ promised his followers. 204 THE JOURNAL OP CHAPTER VII. 1724-1726. Travels on Eas em Shore — General Visit on Long Island, Con* necticut, and New York — Letter to Friends on Long IslaDd — Services at Burlington, Philadelphia, and Neighborhood — Visit to New Jersey — Journey to Oley, etc. — Death of Thomas Chalk- ley's Father — Account of his Death. On the 18th of the Seventh month began our Yearly Meeting at Philadelphia, which was large, and our friends John Wanton and William Anthony, from Rhode Island, and Abigail Bowles, from Ire- land, had good service therein. From this meeting an address was sent to King George, acknowledging his favor to us as a people, in giving his assent to a law made in this province, prescribing the forms of declaration, affirmation, etc., instead of those hereto- fore used. The beginning of the Eighth month, being a little recovered from my hurt, I had a desire once more to see my friends on the eastern shore of Maryland, at their General Meeting at Choptank. The first day I set out, I travelled about thirty miles, and at night was very weary, being weak in body, and I was almost ready to faint in my mind about proceeding further. Next day George Robinson, at whose house I lodged, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 205 offering to accompany me, we travelled about forty miles to Sassafras river, and though much tired, we were comforted in each other's company and conver- sation. On the following day we travelled nearly twenty miles to the General Meeting in Cecil county, in Maryland; where we met with two Friends from B-hode Island, and two from Pennsylvania, who were there on the like occasion. The meeting was large and quiet, many people being there not of our Society, who were very sober. It held several days, and the gospel dispensation was set forth, and the love of God in Christ, exalted. From Cecil we went to Chester river, and had a meeting there, at which the people were exhorted to come to Christ, the eternal rock and true foundation, and to build their religion on him, against whom the gates of hell can never prevail ; and they were so much affected, that they did not seem forward to leave the house after the meeting was over. From Chester river we went to Third- haven to the General Meeting of Friends for Mary- land, which was very large, some Friends from Penn- sylvania and Virginia being there, and many people of other societies. Many testimonies were borne to the work of Christ by his spirit in the soul, and Friends were earnestly desired to be diligent in read- ing the holy Scriptures, and to keep up the practice of our wholesome discipline; by the neglect of which, a door would be open to loose living and undue liber- ties. From Third-haven we travelled into the Great Forest, between the bays of Chesapeake and Dela- 18 206 THE JOURNAL OF ware, and had a satisfactory meeting. There was no public meeting-house in this place, wherefore I told the people of the house, I was obliged to them for the use of it ; but they tenderly answered, they were more obliged to me for my kind visiting of them : and truly we had a solid, good meeting there; the people being generally poor, they had but little notice taken of them by the money-loving teachers, who preach for hire. From the Forest I went to Little creek, in the territories of Pennsylvania ; where was a General Meeting for the counties of Newcastle, Kent, and Sussex. The meeting was large, and Friends parted in great love and tenderness. I went forward to Duck creek, where we had a meeting, divers persons of note being there, and all were quiet and heard with attention. From Duck creek I went to George's creek, and had a meeting; where a man of a sober conversation said he had never heard things so spoken to before ; but that he could witness to the truth of all that was said. It was a good meeting before the conclusion ; but I was very low and poor in my spirit in the beginning of it. From this place we set for- ward to Newcastle, where we had a meeting ; it was the, time of the sitting of the General Assembly, and several members of the house were at meeting. The governor, who had from our first acquaintance been very respectful to me, hearing that I was in town, sent to desire me to tarry all night in Newcastle ; but being engaged to a meeting over the rivers Christiana and Brandywine, and it being near night, I could not THOMAS CHALKLEY. 207 stay, but went away that evening and sent my love to him, desiring to be excused. That night I lodged at John Richardson's, and next day went to George Robinson's, at Newark, where we had a meeting on First day, and on Second day another at Providence; and went from thence to Darby, to visit our worthy, aged friend, Thomas Lightfoot, who lay very weak in body, none expecting his recovery. I had called as I 'went from home, and then he was very ill, and told me, " He thought that illness would conclude his time in this world, but said that all was well ; and that he had a great concern upon his mind for the growth and prosperity of truth in the earth, and desired with tenderness of spirit, that I would give his dear love to all Friends ; " and he now said, " I thought never to see thee more, but am glad to see thee." I stayed there all night, and in the morning we had a comfortable, heart-melting time together, in which was revived the remembrance of the many favorable sea- sons of God's love we had enjoyed in our travels in the work of the ministry of the gospel of Christ, and we tenderly prayed, if we never met more in this world, we might meet in that which is to come, never more to part, but forever live to sing with all the saints and holy angels, hallelujah to God and the Lamb. From Darby I went to Philadelphia Third- day meeting, and from thence to my house, where my dear wife and children with open hearts and arms received me, and I them with joy ; at which time I had a gracious reward of peace for my labor of love, 208 THE JOUKNAL OF which far exceeded silver or gold. In this journey I travelled above three hundred miles, had nineteen meetings, and was from home above three weeks, in which time I recovered of my lameness to admira- tion, so that I had with satisfaction to remember the apostle's saying, that "All things work together for good to them that love God." After my return I was at the General Meeting at Frankford ; and in the beginning of the Ninth month I was at meetings at Abington, Germantown, and divers times at Philadelphia, particularly at the Youths' Meeting, wherein several testimonies were borne, and the youth exhorted to piety and humility. On the 5th day of this month in the morning, being under a consideration of the many sore exercises and trials I had met with from my childhood, I was much affected ; but the following portions of Scripture being brought to my remembrance, afforded me some relief: " Whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth." " If ye be without chastisement, ye are bastards, and not sons." " In the world ye shall have tribulation, but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world." So that I patiently bore my affliction and praised God under it. In this month I was at the funeral of our worthy, ancient Friend, Thomas Lightfoot. He was buried at Darby ; the meeting was the largest that I had ever seen at that place. Our dear friend was greatly beloved for his piety and virtue, his sweet disposition and lively ministry : the Lord was with him in his life and death, and with us at his burial. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 209 I was also about this time at German town, and at a General Meeting at Plymouth, to my great satisfac- tion, being accompanied by my ancient friend Row- land Ellis ; and at the Third-day meeting in Philadel- phia, at the time of our fall fair ; there were fervent desires and prayers in several of us, that the youth might be preserved from the evils prevalent at such times of liberty and profaneness. About the 20th of the month I went for Long Island, being drawn in true love to make a general visit to Friends there ; and likewise having some business to transact. On the Fifth day of the week, Thomas Masters and I set out from Frankford, and in the evening we got to a Friend's house, near the falls of Delaware, where we were kindly entertained, and our horses taken good care of: to take due care of travellers' horses is a commendable thing, and more grateful to some travellers than to take care of themselves. From the falls of Delaware we trav- elled next day to Piscataway, and lodged at an inn ; and on the next day we went to Woodbridge, to John Kinsey's, where on the First day we had a satisfactory meeting with Friends and others. On the following day John Kinsey went with us to Long Island, and that night got to John Rodman's, and next day we rested, being weary with travelling so far in the cold. Our dear friends in that island very lovingly received my visit to them ; so that I had occasion to remember that saying of the holy Scripture, " Iron sharpeneth 18* 210 THE JOURNAL OF iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend!" The Fifth day of the week we had a large meeting at Flushing, and another in the evening at Obadiah Lawrence's, which was an open, tender time. From Flushing we went to Cow-neck, to Joseph Latham's, who went with me to Westbury meeting, which, con- sidering the cold, was much larger than I expected. From Westbury, Nathaniel Simmons, Samuel Under- bill, and Phebe Willet, went with us to Bethpage, where we had a comfortable evening meeting at the house of Thomas Powell, who went with us next morning to a town called Setawket ; it was as cold a day's travel as ever I went through in all my life ; the wind was in our faces, and northerly. I do not remember, though I had been a traveller above thirty years, that ever I endured so much hardship by cold in one day ; my chin and jaws were much affected with the frost for several days ; but we had a good meeting that made up for all. After which we went ten miles to Amos Willet's house, where we had a serviceable meeting ; he invited his neighbors, who came and received us with hearts full of good will ; and those not of our Society were well satisfied with the meeting ; so that we went on our way rejoicing that we were favored with the good presence of God in our journey. Amos Willet and his wife went with us to Huntington, where we had a quiet, peaceable meeting, and the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ was with us, as many can witness that were there. From THOMAS CHALKLEY. 211 hence we went to Samuel Underbill's, and visited his weak brother ; in which visit the Lord mightily re- freshed us together, and we blessed his holy name, for "He is good to all them who put their trust in him." Next day we had a large meeting at Matini- cock, and had an evening meeting at Thomas Pear- sail's. The next day being a snowy, stormy day, and one of the shortest in the year, we went, being eighteen in company, to Cow-neck, where we had a good meeting, and much larger than could be expected. After meeting we went to Joseph Latham's, and had a tender, open evening meeting, in which we were edified and refreshed in Christ Jesus. From Cow-neck I went to Flushing, had a large meeting on the First day of the week, and on Second day went over the sound which divides Long Island from the main continent, to Horse-neck, and had a meeting where I understood there never had been one before : the people were sober and attentive, and some expressed their satisfaction. That evening we had a meeting at an inn near Byram river, where divers people came, and were attentive; the innkeeper, his father, brother, wife, and several others, took our visit very kindly ; though there was one restless man, who seemed to be out of order with drink before he came into the house. When we were sitting in silence waiting for the gift of Christ, and worshipping in spirit, as Christ instituted, he sitting by me, jogged me, and said, " It is time to begin, for there are as many come as will come to-night;" he was 'mistaken 212 THE JOURNAL OP in that ; but not having patience to watch and pray, he went away ; after which we had a good meeting. These two meetings were in the Government of Con- necticut, where they formerly made a law imposing a fine of five pounds on those who should entertain any of our Society, which law I was informed was re- pealed in Great Britain. From thence we travelled into New York government, and had a meeting at Rye, and another at Mamaroneck; then to "West Chester, and had a meeting there on a Sixth day of the week, intending to go over the ferry next day to Long Island ; but the wind being high and boisterous, so that we could not get over, we tarried three nights at the house of John Stephenson, where we were lov- ingly and generously entertained. On First day we were again at West Chester meeting, which ended comfortably, though I was in a low state both of body and mind in the beginning of it. On Second day we all got well over the ferry to Long Island, parting with our friends at the ferry in much love and good will. Joseph Latham having been my fellow-traveller on the main, I went to his house ; then to Westbury to a large meeting, and next to Bethpage, and had a meeting there; and in the evening, accompanied by Samuel Bowne and Joseph Latham, I went to Jeru- salem, and had a large and satisfactory meeting: many of the people of the town who were there, came the next day to our meeting at Hempstead, which was large. The great Lord of all was good to us that day, which I hope many who were there will not THOMAS CHALKLEY. 213 forget; and some convincement was wrought on some who were of account in the world, at these last-men- tioned meetings; one who lived at Jerusalem, with tenderness of spirit, desired my remembrance, whom I pray God to preserve to the end, with all those who love and fear him, and believe in his Son. From Hempstead I went to Matinicock, where, on a First day of the week, we had a large and good meeting; then to Thomas Townsend's, on the Plains, at whose house we had an evening meeting. Next morning many Friends from the Plains went with us to the south side of the island, to a place called Eock- away, where we had a meeting at Hicks's, the neighbors coming to it pretty generally; there was great open- ness to receive the doctrine of truth in those not of our Society, and they were very kind to us in those parts. This was the second meeting I had been at in this place, Benjamin Holme having the first there, since which they had not been visited by any Friend in the ministry except myself. From Eockaway we went to Foster's meadow, where was a large gathering of people, and Christ filled our hearts with divine love. I then went to Peter Titus's, and had a meeting at his house, to which came the neighbors, and were well affected ; and next day we had a meeting in the meeting-house at Westbury, which was very large and to our satisfaction. From Westbury, in the evening, we went to visit a young woman who had been in a despairing condition for several years. The family came together, and we put up our prayers to 214 THE JOURNAL OF the Almighty, in the name of his dear Son ; it was a good time to us all; and the young woman and some others expressed their satisfaction. This evening we went to see another young woman who was in a deep consumption, but in a very com- fortable state of mind ; having a great desire to see me before she died, she sent for me to come to her, and her desire was answered, her spirit being revived with a fresh visitation of the love of Jesus Christ, the holy physician of value, and our supplications were, that the Lord would be pleased to be with her, and support her to the end, and grant her an easy passage from this life to his glorious kingdom, when it should please him to remove her; which prayer we have cause to hope was answered. Though the days were short and the weather ex- ceedingly cold, we rode about fifteen miles and made these two visits, after that great meeting at Westbury ; but our good Master supported us, and was with us in our exercises and service for his name and truth's sake. I lodged this night at Joseph Rodman's, and was next day at Flushing week-day meeting, which was very large and satisfactory ; had a meeting the same evening at Samuel Bowne's, and the next day went to New York, and had a quiet, good meeting in the evening at Samuel Harrison's, and on the morrow had an evening meeting at a place called the Kills, at the house of Richard Hallet, and the next day being First day, had a large meeting at Newtown, to the edification of Friends and other sober people. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 215 It being now generally known that I was on the island, the people flocked to meetings, though the weather was extremely cold, for the Lord in the riches of his love manifested himself unto us in our meetings for the worship of his holy name. The next meeting was at James Jackson's, at Eocky-hill, where was Judge Hicks, the high sheriff, and a jus- tice of the peace, with several other persons of note, with whom, and our friends, we had a good time to set forth the work of grace and reformation, I think, to general satisfaction, for which we blessed the holy name of God, and humble prayer was put up to him for all men, and particularly for our King George, as also for all in authority under him, and that they might be a terror to evil-doers, and the praise of them that do well. The next meeting was at Jamaica, which was also large, and several in authority were there, and were very loving and respectful. The next First day we had a large meeting at Cow-neck, which was somewhat crowded. Though my exercises were very great, I was glad that there was such openness and room in people's hearts to receive the doctrine which I had to declare unto them, in the name and power of Christ; afterwards we had an evening meeting with the widow Titus, to which divers Dutch people came, and were very attentive and sober. On the Third day of the week we had a meeting near the place called Hurl-gate, a narrow passage in the great sound or bay, between Long Island and the main land. Several justices and their wives attended it, 216 THE JOURNAL OF one of whom had disowned his son and turned him out of doors for coming among us ; but beholding his son's sober conversation, he grew more moderate, and after meeting he and his wife invited us to dine with them ; but we were engaged to visit the widow Ste- phens that evening, at whose house we had a meet- ing. Going thither, it being very cold and stormy, my hands were touched with the frost, and perceiving it when I came to the fire, I called for a basin of cold water, which soon cured them : I note this that others may reap benefit thereby. Next day we went to the week-day meeting at Newtown, and on Fifth day to Flushing meeting, which was large and to edification, and in the evening had a meeting at our ancient friend Hugh Cowperthwait's, which was acceptable to him, as he expressed when it was ended ; and to us also. On Seventh day we had a very large evening meeting at Thomas Pearsall's, and likewise a large, good meeting, the day after, being First day, at Matinicock, wherein the kingdom of Christ was ex- alted, and the deformed state of sin and iniquity represented, and the example and doctrine of Christ closely recommended, in order to the overcoming of sin, this being not only possible, but the duty of Christians, through the power of Christ and true faith in his holy name. The danger of believing that it is impossible to overcome sin was opened to them, and that such a belief is contrary to, and against Christ and his doctrine, and darkens and blinds the hearts of men ; but the love of Christ enlightens the THOMAS CHALKLEY. 217 soul, and strengthens it to believe that all things are possible with God ; for this great work cannot be done in the will, wit, and power of man, but through the power and grace of Christ, which he promised to true believers in him. I was faint after this meeting, but resting a little, soon grew better, so that we had an evening meeting at James Cock's, where one came and told us, we must not eat any flesh, and produced Thomas Tryon's works for his proof. I took the bible and showed him proof to the contrary, and told him we were resolved to believe our book before his, and showed him from the apostle, that the kingdom of God is not meat and drink, nor divers washings, but righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost. Though at the same time, according to the doctrine of Christ and his apostles, I was for temperance in meats and drinks, as well as moderation in apparel. The next day we had a very large meeting at Oyster bay, many being there who were not of our Society, who steadily gave attention to what was declared; and there being many young people, they were persuaded to give up their blooming years to do the will of God, and to remem- ber him their Creator, in their youthful days. Friends said there had not been such a meeting there a great while, for which opportunity I was humbly thankful to the Lord. After meeting we went to Samuel Underbill's, and had an evening meeting with his brother, who, through sickness and lameness, could not get out for a long time. Next day Samuel Bowne 19 218 . THE JOURNAL OF being with me, we went to visit a young woman who was weak in body, but lay in a comfortable frame of mind ; she was thankful for our visit, and said the visits of her friends were comfortable to her. Next day being the Fourth of the week, we had a meeting at the widow Taylor's, who desired it on account of her father, then in the eighty-eighth year of his age, and so infirm, that he could not get to meetings ; he was very clear in his understanding and memory, and was much refreshed with this meeting, as were divers of us also. Next day we had a meeting at Flushing, which was large and open, and the grace and power of Christ was with us in the ministration of the gospel. After this meeting we had an evening meet- ing with our ancient friend Joseph Thorne, who by reason of his age and infirmity could not go abroad as far as the meeting-house :' many of his neighbors and friends came, and we had a solid, good time together. While at Flushing, I went to visit a young woman who was a most sad spectacle to behold, an object of great pity : her face, hand, and foot being much eaten away by the king's evil; our prayers were, that now in her great misery, the Almighty would be pleased to support her soul by his grace and spirit, and sanctify her affliction to her, that it might work for her a more exceeding weight of glory in that world which is to come. The next First day we had a large meeting at Flushing, wherein many weighty truths were opened to the satisfaction and edification of the auditory, and in the evening we THOMAS CHALKLEY. 219 had a meeting with the wife of Matthew Farrington, who was too weakly to go abroad ; the neighbors came in, and we had a seasonable opportunity. On Third day was the Youths' Meeting at Flushing, in which we were concerned to exhort them to obedience to God and their parents, and to follow their parents as they follow Christ; for where any leave Christ, there we are to leave their example, though they were our fathers or mothers ; and the right honoring of our parents was set forth, and they exhorted not to despise the day of small things ; the happy state of the obedient, and the unhappy state of the disobe- dient, with many other weighty truths were deliv- ered to them in that meeting, by several experienced Friends. From Flushing I went to the week-day meeting at Newtown, and in the evening we had a meeting at the widow Way's ; the neighbors coming in, we had a good time with them : the parable of the ten virgins was treated of, and the great disad- vantage of wanting the divine oil of grace in our vessels, was shown to them. The next day being the Fifth of the week, we had a very large, satisfactory meeting at the widow Al- sop's, at the Kills ; and from thence with several Friends went to New York, where we had three meetings to our edification, the weather still remain- ing very cold, but we felt the love of Christ to waim our hearts, and though I think I never felt it colder, I never had my health better. Several Friends ac- companied us to the boaf at New York, the water 220 THE JOURNAL OF being open on that side, we took our leave of each other, and put out for the other shore ; but before we got there, we were blocked up in the ice, and it was a considerable time before we could work our way through, but at last got well on Long Island, where I waited some hours for company, who through some difficulty got on shore. We went to the Nar- rows through a storm of wind and snow, but the wind being high, we could not get over that night nor the next day, the ice having come down and filled the bay : when the tide had driven away the ice, we put out and got well over, and lodged at the ferry-house on Staten Island. Next morning we went to the ferry at the Blazing Star, over against Woodbridge, but it was all fastened with ice, and we not daring to venture over it, went to the ferry at Amboy, and got comfortably over, stayed there that night, and next day went to Trenton and lodged at Captain Gould's, who treated me very kindly, I being much tired with travelling. Next morning I went over Delaware river on the ice, as we had done the day before over the Rariton, and that day being the 5th of Twelfth month, I got safely home to my loving spouse and tender children, where I found all well and a hearty reception, having travelled six hundred miles, and attended above sixty meetings. After having been at home, at our own meeting at Frankford, I went to the Quarterly Meeting at Phi- ladelphia, where Friends were glad to see me. On the next Fifth day I was at the marriage of THOMAS CHALKLEY. 221 Thomas Masters and Hannah Dickinson, where were many sober people not of our Society. Having been lately among Friends at Long Island, • and been comforted in the many opportunities we had together, it came into my mind to visit them with an epistle at their Quarterly Meeting at Flushing, which was as followeth : " Frankford, Twelfth month, 1725. "My dear and well beloved Friends, — Be- lieving it might be acceptable to you to hear that I was got well to my habitation in such a difficult time of the year as that in which I set out from you ; and also feeling the sweet influence of the love of the heavenly Father, and his dear Son our Lord Jesus Christ, to arise and spring in my heart, and flowing towards you, it came into my mind to write a few lines to the Quarterly Meeting of Friends at Flush- ing, by way of epistle, well knowing also that many of us are as epistles written in one another's hearts by the finger of the Most High ; and those characters of divine love so written will not easily be erased. I could willingly have been at your Quarterly Meeting, but had been so long from my family, that I was much wanted therein, and my coming home was sea- sonable and acceptable, both to them and my friends ; and I humbly thank the Lord, I found all well. That which is on my mind to your Quarterly Meeting, is concerning the government of the church of Christ, of which he is the holy head and lawgiver ; wherefore 19* 222 THE JOURNAL OF we are to seek and wait for counsel and wisdom from him, in all our Monthly and Quarterly Meetings, for the well ordering of our little Society, which is grow- ing and increasing in the earth, and also in your island, notwithstanding the invidious attempts of some men of corrupt minds; and it will grow and increase more and more, as we keep our places, our heavenly places in Christ Jesus. "Dear Friends, the good order of truth and the government of Christ in his church, is a great help to us and our children, when carried on in Christ's spirit; [pray observe or mind that;] for if our order and church government be carried on in the spirit of man, as he is mere man, though he is ever so crafty or cunning, it will do more hurt than good in the church of Christ. Christ's spirit must govern Christ's church; and when and where that is over all, then and there Christ's church and kingdom are exalted, of whose kingdom and peace there will be no end ; and happy will all those be whose end is in it. Moses, that man of God, governed in the Jewish church in the spirit of God, and when he found the work too heavy for him, the Lord put his spirit on seventy more, who were help-meets in the govern- ment ; so that it was God's spirit that governed ; and while that ruled, all was well ; but when they went from that, they fell into error and disobedience. At length the Messiah came, and he governed his own little flock himself; and when he ascended up on high, he promised that his spirit should be with and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 223 in his church forever, and be their holy guide into all truth, in which he would also comfort them : and Christ fulfilled this his promise ; for when his disci- ples waited at Jerusalem to be endued with power from on high, according to the advice of their Lord, they were filled with the gift and grace of the Holy Spirit. And when the brethren and elders met to- gether about the affairs and government of the church, they gave forth rules and orders from that general meeting to the particular, ones ; and the Holy Ghost presided amongst them, which they signified to the other meetings, saying, ' It seemed good to the Holy Ghost and to us, to put you in mind of such and such things.' And while this Holy Ghost, or Spirit, gov- erned in the primitive Christian Church, all was well ; God and Christ was glorified, and his church and people edified ; but by going from that the apostasy came in. " Wherefore, dear Friends, keep close to the spirit, power, light, and divine life of Christ Jesus, in your Monthly and Quarterly Meetings for the government of the church, as well as in your meetings for the worship of the Almighty ; for if we go from that he will go from us. "And, dear Friends, the testimony of Jesus, in the spirit of prophecy, opens in me after this manner, that if our Society keep and live up to the spirit and truth of Christ, which hath been manifested to our forefathers, and to us also in this age, the great Lord of all will prosper his work in our hands, and bless 224 THE JOURNAL OP both us and our children, as we and they keep therein. "And as we have kept close to this our heavenly guide, how hath the Lord sweetly manifested his love and power to us in our meetings for the well ordering of our Society? which many times hath filled our hearts with pure praises and holy thanksgiving to the high and lofty One who inhabits eternity, and dwells in the highest heavens, and is light forever : to whom, with the Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world, I recommend you, my dear and well beloved friends, brethren and sisters in Christ, with my own soul. Thomas Ohalkley. " P. S. Since my return I have been thankful to God for the many favorable visitations and good op- portunities he was pleased to grant me with you and divers sober people on your island, in which there is an open door among many to receive the testimony of Truth. I commend your nobility in building good houses, and making room for your sober neighbors to sit with you in your meetings ; this is of good report concerning you, both far and near, and if I apprehend right, there is more work of that kind for you to do. I thought often, when among you, and now also, that there would be a large gathering, if there were a house built at the upper end of the Great Plains, not far from Foster's meadow ; but every one may not think or see alike ; though I know some solid Friends among you, thought the same with me, about the THOMAS CHALKLEY. 225 prospect of a large gathering thereaway, if a house -were built ; to which Friends and well inclined people might come from Hempstead, Rocky-hill, Rockaway, Foster's meadow, etc. Thomas Chalkley." After my service on Long Island, I had great sweet- ness upon my spirit for some time, which sometimes caused my heart to sing for joy ; and yet I rejoiced in a trembling frame of spirit, and had the true sense of what is written in the holy Scriptures, where it is said, " Serve the Lord with fear," I take it to be filial fear, " and rejoice with trembling," for fear of losing that precious sense of the love of God which is in Christ. On the 20th of the Twelfth month, the First day of the week, I was at Abington meeting, in which the love of Christ was manifested to us, in the opening of his saying, "If I be lifted up, I will draw all men unto me." The next day I was at Germantown, at the burial of a son of Dennis Conrad, at which also was our friend Abigail Bowles. On the Sixth day following, I went to the General Meeting of ministers and elders at Burlington, where I again met with our said friend and divers others. The First day meeting was large; and on Second day was the Quarterly Meeting for the county ; and on Third day was their Youths' Meeting, where many weighty truths were delivered. On Fourth day we were at a meeting at Springfield ; the house was pretty much thronged, and Friends were exhorted thankfully to commemo- 226 THE JOURNAL OP rate the mercies and favors of the Almighty to them, and desired to enlarge their meeting-houses as their number increased; for in those parts there was such an openness in the hearts of the people and increase of their number, that Friends had already agreed on building two meeting-houses between Crosswicks and Burlington ; their zeal and unanimity therein, were worthy of commendation. Fifth day being the week- day meeting at Burlington, Friends of the town desired I would stay at it. I thought we had just before had divers good opportunities, and my own inclination seemed to lead to my family ; but Friends being desirous of my staying, I did so, and we had a good meeting. After it, a solid Friend said, " he thought we had the best wine at last ;" and indeed the love of God, through Christ, is so sweet to his people, that the last often seems the best, when it is only a renewed visitation of the same love to his children. I went home rejoicing that I was in some measure accounted worthy to serve so good and so gracious a Master. On the 6th day of the First month, being the first of the week, I was at the morning and afternoon meetings in Philadelphia, wherein those who call themselves freethinkers, were exhorted to be careful of drinking too freely, lest they might justly be called free-drinkers ; for many times such, when they drink too freely of strong liquor, think and speak too freely their own corrupt notions to the dishonor of God, and to the scandal of religion in general. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 227 In this month I went to the Jerseys, and was at three large meetings in company with Abigail Bowles, in which our said friend had good service, to the com- fort of Friends, convincing of gainsayers, and con- firming the weak, and the people were glad of our visit. The 15th day of this month I was at Burlington, at the burial of my good friend and old acquaintance, Abraham Bickley, at whose funeral were great num- bers of people, he being well beloved of his neighbors. Christ's raising Lazarus out of the grave, and his tenderness and weeping there, were spoken of, in order to stir people up to a tender, religious exercise of mind, which is much wanting among many of the professors of his holy name, who have too little sense of that which should bring true tenderness over their minds, being more in earth than heaven ; so that they are dry and barren, as to the things of God. The meeting ended to satisfaction, with supplications to the Almighty. xi few days after I was at our General Spring Meeting in Philadelphia, which was large ; where our friends Kobert Jordan and Abigail Bowles had good service. This week I was at four very large meetings at Philadelphia, Frankford, and Abington, much to my satisfaction, though I had no vocal service therein ; yet my heart was broken into tenderness and tears, under several weighty, solid testimonies, that were borne by living ministers, qualified to preach the 228 THE JOURNAL OF gospel in the demonstration of the Spirit, and with power. The 26th of the First month, 1726, I went to Ger- man town meeting, which was large, and I was opened therein to speak of the vision of the prophet Ezekiel, of the holy waters, which proceeded from under the threshold of the sanctuary, which the angel measuring, they grew deeper and deeper, until they became a river to swim in. Which showeth the work of grace, conversion, and regeneration; and that these holy waters, of which the soul must drink and be washed, and baptized in, are spiritual and supernatural, and therefore not to be measured by the spirit and will of man, in his natural state, according to the prophet Isaiah. Man, before he can swim therein, must be stripped of all his self-righteousness and artificial religion, though as splendid and beautiful as a gallant ship, or galley with oars, in which respect it is agree- able to the state of men swimming in elementary water, where the most skilful have sometimes lost their lives, for want of being unclothed. Those who had not yet attained much experience, were advised not to go out of their depth, but to wait in patience and humility, to enjoy the medicinal virtue of the trees growing by the side of this river, whose fruit is for meat and its leaves for medicine. The people of this meeting were generally Germans, several of whom stayed in the house after it was over, and were broken into tenderness, in a sense of the presence and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 229 love of God unto us, for which I was also humbly- thankful and bowed in spirit. I was at the Third-day weekly meeting in Phila- delphia, which was but small, considering the large number of those professing to be of our Society in this city ; those present were closely and tenderly exhorted to be zealous for good works, and against bad works; not respecting the person of any man. The abominations committed by some under our pro- fession in this city and province, call for humiliation ; and as the promise of God's favor was to those who mourned with sighs and cries for the abominations among his people formerly, so now, as many as are under the same concern, may hope for preservation and salvation, if He should in like manner visit us, as at this time he doth some of our neighbors; there being a great sickness and mortality in some of the adjacent places. ■ In the Second month I visited the meetings of Friends at Haverford, Newtown, Bad nor, and Merion; which meetings consist chiefly of ancient Britons, who are a religious, industrious, and increasing people ; among whom my service was, as they expressed, to our mutual satisfaction. After my return home, I went to visit Friends at the falls of Delaware, and was at a large meeting in their new meeting-house. After a satisfactory meeting at Frankford, on the Fifth day of the same week I went with Ennion "Williams to his son's marriage ; next day he and several other Friends accompanied me to Woodbury creek, and had a good, 20 230 THE JOURNAL OF open meeting, and that night went to James Lord's, and next morning towards Salem, and lodged at Isaac Sharp's ; where I was informed of a great mortality at Cohansey. The 24th of the Second month was the General Meeting at Salem, which was a large gathering of people of different persuasions, from many parts of the country, where the doctrine of the gospel was preached in great love to the people, which they heard with solid attention. From Salem I went to Alloway's creek and Cohansey, and had meetings there. I was informed that more than seventy per- sons had lately died here of a malignant distemper, though it seemed to abate, none dying while we were there. At Cohansey the meeting was large and solid, though but few of our Society reside there ; and they were earnestly admonished to a proper disposition of mind, to fit them either for life or death, and remind- ed of the regard of the Almighty to such as live in his fear, who will have peace in their death, and their change will be glorious, when they are taken out of this life ; but with the wicked it is not so. From Cohansey I went through the wilderness over Maurice river, accompanied by James Daniel, through a miry, boggy way, in which we saw no house for about forty miles, except at the ferry; and that night we got to Richard Townsend's, at Cape May, where we were kindly received. Next day we had a meet- ing at Rebecca Garrison's, and the day after a pretty large one at Richard Townsend's, and then went down to the Cape, and had a meeting at John Page's, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 231 and next day another at Aaron Learning's ; several expressed their satisfaction with those meetings. I lodged two nights at Jacob Spicer's, my wife's brother. From Cape May we travelled along the sea-coast to Great Egg Harbor, had another meeting much larger than the first, at Rebecca Garrison's, and here I was much concerned to promote the settlement of a monthly meeting, for the well ordering of the affairs of our Society. We swam our horses over Egg Harbor river, and went over ourselves in canoes, and afterwards had a meeting at Richard Summers', which was as large as could be expected, considering the people live at such a distance from each other. The next meeting we had at John Scull's ; on First day we had a large one at Peter White's ; on Second day at Japhet Leeds' ; and then we went five miles through a marsh to Little Egg Harbor river, and had a meeting in their meeting-house on the Fourth day of the week, and 11th day of the month, which was larger by the addition of the owners, masters, and mariners of two sloops from New York, who, hearing of the meeting, came to it. Next day we had another meeting at the same place, and lodged at Jarvis Faro's. After these two meetings I left Egg Harbor, accom- panied by several Friends, and travelled about forty miles before we came to any house. In the evening we reached a Friend's house, where we were kindly entertained, and next morning got to Burlington, and 232 THE JOURNAL OF so home, where I found all well, and was thankful therefor to the Almighty. In this journey I travelled about three hundred miles, had twenty-one meetings, and was from home about three weeks. In the Third month I stayed at and about home, visiting the meetings at Philadelphia, Germantown, Abington, and Frankford. In the Fourth month I left my family, and went back in the woods as far as Oley. I was from home nine days, travelled about one hundred and fifty miles, and had six meetings at Oley, Perkiomen, and divers other places, chiefly in barns and open places, there being large companies of people, and few meeting-houses yet built in those parts of the country. In this journey I suffered much through the heat. The first meeting was at the iron works settled a little beyond a place called Mount Misery. I was concerned for those people, having heard of their rude doings before I left my habitation ; and although some were rude, others behaved themselves soberly, and expressed their thankfulness for that visitation, as I do for the opportunity I had of clear- ing myself to them. On my return homewards, I crossed Schuylkill, and went to Samuel Nutt's iron works, where I had a large, quiet, solid meeting; and the next day called to see my old friend David Meredith, who being about eighty-nine years of age, I thought it probable I might not have another oppor- tunity of seeing. He met me with gladness, and told me it was their meeting-day ; so I stayed, and was THOMAS CHALKLEY. 233 much comforted and tendered by the power of Christ ; after which I came home that night. On the next First day after my return I went to Philadelphia, and then to a Yearly Meeting in Chester county, held at Goshen ; though the season was wet, this was a large, good meeting ; at which there were three young men, who had lately been called to the work of the ministry, whom I was glad to hear declare the truth in the power and simplicity of the gospel of Christ, being of the mind of Moses, when he said, in answer to Joshua, " Would God that all the Lord's people were prophets, and that the Lord would put of his spirit upon them." After this meeting I went to Springfield, and the next day returned home. On the 22d of the Fourth month I went to the marriage of John Lee's daughter, at Springfield, in Chester county. I was concerned to speak mostly to the young people, advising them to seek the Lord in that great affair of marriage, that they be careful on whom they set their affections, and not to draw out one another's minds, if they did not intend an honor- able marriage ; reminding them of the ill tendency of courting several at a time, or suffering several to court at once, and that they be chaste and true in their proceedings, duly regarding the advice of the apostle, " Be not unequally yoked ; " for all such mar- riages are unequal, when those who marry are of different principles of religion. The meeting ended with tender supplication for preservation through whatever exercises, further troubles or trials, tempta- 20* 234 THE JOURNAL OF tions or afflictions, we might meet with in the world, that so we might end well at last, and live forever to praise and glorify God and the Lamb, who, through the holy, eternal Spirit, is worthy forever. On the receipt of the last letter from my dear father, which I some time since mentioned, I was apprehensive it might be his last, which it proved to be ; for the next letter from my dear brother gave me intelligence of his death, which I received the 25th of the Fourth month this year. The news of my dear father's decease took such hold of my mind, though I daily expected it, that for some time I was hardly sociable. Oh ! how have I been sometimes comforted in his loving and tender epistles ! at the receipt of which I have cried to the Lord, that if it pleased him, I might have a double portion of the spirit which he gave to my father. But now I must never hear more from him in this world ; yet in this I have some inward comfort, that I hope we shall meet where we shall never part. Here follows a part of my affec- tionate brother's account of my father's death and burial. "Edmonton, 25th of the First month, 1726. " Dear Brother, — This comes with the sorrowful account of our dear father's decease, who departed this life the 7th instant, after having been indisposed about a fortnight. I have herewith sent a particular account of some remarkable passages, and his last expressions in his sickness ; that part relating to his THOMAS CHALKLEY. 235 convincement, he desired should be committed to writing, which I have done, and sent it to thee. " I was with him several times in his last illness, and most of the last two days of his life, as thou may est perceive by the contents. Our worthy father was honorably buried on the 11th instant, being car- ried from his own house to the meeting-house at Horsleydown, accompanied by his relations, where was a large meeting of as many people as the meet- ing-house could well contain, and many testimonies were borne to the innocent, exemplary life, integrity, and honest zeal of our dear father, so concurrent and unanimous, that I have hardly known any such occa- sion more remarkable : he was accompanied from thence to the grave very solemnly, and there in like manner interred, where a further testimony was given to his honest life and conversation, and lively zeal for the holy truth, whereof he made profession. " Dear brother, though it be a sorrowful occasion of writing, yet herein we may be comforted in consid- eration that our father went to his grave in peace in a good old age : he had his understanding and memory to the last. I believe, as I have sometimes said, that he embraced death as joyfully as ever he did any happy accident of his life. I remember one passage of his cheerful resignation; — finding him fine and cheery when I came to see him, a week before his decease, and he showing me how well he could walk about the room, and would have gone out of it, though he was very bad the day before, I said, ' Father, I 236 THE JOURNAL OF hope thou wilt get over this illness ;' but he answered me pretty quick and loud, ' No, but I don't though.' It is not long since he was at my house, and was cheerful and well, but spoke as if he thought it would be the last time. My wife said, ' Father, thou mayest live some years ; but he replied, ' Is it not better for me to die, and go to Christ ? ' So, dear brother, with dear love to thee, my sister, and thy dear children and our relations, I conclude with earnest desires for thy health and welfare, " Thy affectionate brother, "George Chalkley." THOMAS CHALKLEY. 237 CHAPTEB VIII. 1726-1727. Convincement and Last Sickness of George Chalkley — Testimony respecting him by Thomas Chalkley — Christians may not Swear — Grievous Declension among some of the Youth — The Blessings of Temperance — Unusual Mortality — Divine Dis- pleasure with the People — Religious Labor in Barbadoes — Convincement that the Use of the Sword is Unchristian — In- struction to a Schoolmaster — Letter to a Son-in-law — Con- tinued Losses. An Account of my Father's Convincement, and of his Last Sickness and Dying Words. My father was born of religious parents at Kemp- ton, near Hitching, in Hertfordshire, the 1st of. the Ninth month, 1642; his father's name was Thomas Chalkley, by trade, a dealer in meal ; by profession, of the Church of England, and zealous in his way, as was also his wife. They had four sons and three daughters, John, George, Thomas, and Eobert ; Elizabeth, Sarah, and Mary. My father being the third son, was convinced very young at a meeting by Enfield-Chace-Side, near Winchmore hill, through the powerful ministry of William Brend, who was an eminent minister in 238 THE JOURNAL OF the Lord's hand in that day, and had been a great sufferer for his testimony in New England. He was preaching, as I heard my father several times say, upon the words of the preacher, " Rejoice, young man, in thy youth, and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thy heart, and in the sight of thine eyes ; but know thou, that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment." Upon this subject he spoke so home to my father's state and condition, that he was convinced, and two others of his companions were reached and affected with the testimony of Christ's truth and gospel. My father and two young men had been walking in the fields, having religious conversation together, and were providentially directed to the meeting, by observing some Friends going to it, whom they followed thither : one of his companions was Samuel Hodges, who lived and died a faithful Friend, at whose house in succeeding times a meeting was settled, and is there continued, and a meeting-house built at this day at Mims in Hertfordshire. My father was the first of the family who received the testimony of truth as it is in Jesus, after which his father and mother were convinced, and all his brothers and sisters, who lived and died honest Friends ; except one who died young, continuing in the Church of England persuasion. Soon after the convin cement of my father and his two companions aforesaid, they met with a trial of their faith and patience ; for being taken at a religious meeting of THOMAS CHALKLEY. 239 Friends, they were all three committed to the new prison in Whitechapel, where having continued pris- oners for some time, the magistrates observing their Christian courage, boldness, and innocency, and being touched with tenderness towards them, considering their youth, discharged them. My father about the twenty-fifth year of his age, married my mother, a virtuous young woman, who was the widow of Nathaniel Harding, a Friend who died under the sentence of banishment for his pro- fession of Christ; the above account I had from my father's own mouth ; what follows fell within my own observation. My dear father met with great exercises and dis- appointments in his early days; he, dealing in his father's business, sold meal to some who broke in his debt, which brought him low in the world, in which low estate he was an eminent example of patience, resignation, and industry, laboring with his hands for the support of his family, and conscientiously answering all his engagements; so that it may be justly said of him, he was careful that he might owe nothing to any man but love. He was very constant in keeping to meetings, being a good example therein, though in very hot times " of persecution; for when Friends were sorely and severely persecuted on ac- count of keeping their religious meetings, and the prisons filled with them through the nation, and their goods taken away, and much spoil and havoc made about the years 1680 to 1684, my father constantly 240 THE JOURNAL OF attended meetings, and never missed, as I remember, when well. He was sometimes concerned to speak by way of exhortation to Friends in their public meet- ings, when they were kept out of their meeting- houses by the then powers, to stand faithful to the truth, and testifying of the solid comfort and satis- faction those had who truly waited on the Lord, which the faithful enjoyed, notwithstanding their deep and many sufferings for Christ's sake and his gospel ; and it pleased the Lord to preserve him by his divine providence, that he did not suffer imprison- ment, though the wicked informers were very busy in that time of severe persecution. I may further add, that when my father was about sixty years of age, he had a concern to visit Friends in the north of England, and some other parts of the nation ; and in the seventy-fifth year of his age he travelled to Chester, and from thence, in company with James Bates, a public Friend of Virginia, went over for Ireland ; in all which services he had good satisfac- tion, and was well received of Friends : divers other journeys and travels he performed, not here noted; but this journey into another nation at seventy-five years of age, shows that age had not quenched his love and zeal for his Lord's work and service. Our father's old age was attended with very great exercises : about his seventy-seventh year, as he was assisting his men in the dusk of the evening, he missed his footing, fell down and broke his leg; and soon after his leg w\s well, he met with another THOMAS CHALKLEY. 241 accident by a fall, which disabled him, and made him lame to his death, never recovering the hurt, which was after this manner : he was sitting in a chair by his door, on a plank, which not being set fast, it fell, and he, to save himself from the stroke of the plank, fell with his hip on the stones, and got hurt exceed- ingly. Notwithstanding this, he was remarkable for his activity ; he would walk, though so aged, and also lame, as far as the work-house, Devonshire house, and Bull and Mouth meetings, two or three miles from home. The last bad accident that befell him was about three weeks before his death, when, being walk- ing in the timber-yard, a single plank, which stood against a pile, fell down, and striking him on his side, threw him down. He complained not much of the blow till about a week after, when he was taken with a violent pain in his side, on the place where he re- ceived the stroke, and when his cough took him, with which he was often troubled, the pain was very great. Through the means used for his relief, he received some ease, the pain of his side abated, and the cough went off; but a violent flux followed, and brought him very low, so that it was thought he could not continue long; but he revived. He continued all the time of his illness in a patient and resigned frame of mind ; on First day, in the afternoon, he took his bed, being the 6th of the First month, and in the evening, after the afternoon meeting, which was the First day before his death, several Friends came to visit him, who finding him very weak, after a little 21 242 THE JOURNAL OF stay went to take their leave of him, whom he de- sired to sit down, and after some time of silence, he broke forth in declaration in an intelligible and lively manner, to this effect, saying, " We have no continu- ing city here, but seek one to come, which hath foun- dations, whose builder and maker is God : Friends, may we all labor to be prepared for our last and great change, that when this earthly tabernacle shall be dissolved, we may have an habitation with the Lord, a building not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. And that it might be thus, the Lord hath showed thee, oh ! man, what is good, viz. : To do justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with thy God. I do not expect but that this will be the last night I shall have in this world, and I desire these things may be remembered as the words of a dying man ; oh ! that we may labor to be clothed upon with our house that is from heaven, so that when the finishing hour comes, we may have nothing to do but to die." About one or two o'clock the next morning, he began to change, and desired to see me ; I came to him and found him very sensible, but expected his end quickly to approach ; he saying he was waiting for his change. About the fourth hour in the morn- ing he prayed fervently after this manner : " Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, for mine eyes have seen thy salvation, which thou hast pre- pared before the face of all people. Thou hast given thy Son, a light to enlighten the gentiles, and to be the glory of thy people Israel; and now, Lord, be THOMAS CHALKLEY. 243 with thy people and servants, and preserve my near and dear relations, and keep them from the snares and temptations of the enemy, that in thy truth they may fear thy great name." After a little time of silence he desired me to remember his dear love, in the life of Christ Jesus, to my dear brother, Thomas Chalkley, in Pennsyl- vania, and to all his old friends and acquaintance. After some time he spoke cheerfully out aloud, so that all in the room might hear him, " I shall go off about five; " his man said, " Master, how dost know? " To which he answered, " I do not know, but I believe it." About noon, the apothecary, one of his neigh- bors, among whom he was well beloved, came to see him, and asked him how he was. Father answered, that for three or four hours in the night he thought he should have gone. Why, said he, it will be no surprise to you, I hope. No, no, said my father very cheerfully. He taking leave of father, said, The Lord be with you. To whom he answered, And with thee also. The doctor having ordered him a cordial to drink, he drank it willingly, and then said, I do not think to drink any more in this world ; but I hope I ahall drink plentifully of the river of life. Finding his strength fail, there being a cord at the bed's feet, he raised himself up thereby as long as he had strength ; when last lifted up, he spoke very low and faltering, and said, now I am going, and about an hour after, laying all the while without sigh or groan, departed this life, as in a slumber, in sweet 244: THE JOURNAL OF peace, just as. the clock struck five, in the enjoyment of that legacy which our Saviour left his followers ; " My peace I leave with you," etc., leaving us, of the succeeding generation, a good example to follow. He died like a lamb, in the eighty-fourth year of his age, the 7th day of the First month, 1725-26. George Chalkley. To which account I shall add the following short testimony concerning my dear and greatly beloved father, George Chalkley, viz. : I have a great deal in my heart, more than I can write concerning my dear father's life, it having been a remarkable life to me from my youth up. His early care of me, and counsel to me, when I was too thoughtless and wild, melts me into tears now in the remembrance of it; and my tender mother was a partner with him in the same exercise, and she died in like peace. The last words I heard her speak were, I long to be dissolved. And as to my tender father, I would record a little briefly in memory of him, that he was a true and faithful servant of Christ, and a tender and affectionate husband. I lived at home with my parents about twenty years : their life was a life of peace and love, and they were an excel- lent example to us their children. Oh ! may we follow them therein to the end ! He had a fatherly care for his children, in tender prayers for us, and in good advice to us, and in giving THOMAS CHALKLEY. 245 us learning according to his ability, and teaching us by his example, as well as precept, industry, humility, and the true religion of our blessed Saviour, endeavor- ing to plant it in us betimes, and to destroy the evil root of sin in us, while young. I was his servant as well as his son, and I can truly say his service was delightful, and his company pleas- ing and profitable to me; and he was also beloved much by his other servants. He was universally beloved by his neighbors, and I do not remember any difference between him and them, in the many years I lived with him ; but all was peace and love. He was very loving to his relations, and true to his friends, and a hearty well-wisher and lover of his king and country. Thomas Chalkley. Our General Meeting held at Frankford the 30th of Fourth month, was large, our friend, William Pigot, from London, being there, in the course of his visit to Friends in America, and had close work and good service. In the Fifth month, 1726, I visited the meetings of Friends at Philadelphia, Germantown, Byberry, and Frankford, and had very comfortable satisfaction. My testimony was sometimes pretty sharp to trans- gressors, and therefore some of them hate me, as the Jews did my great Master ; because I was concerned to testify, that their deeds were evil, and to excite my friends to manifest a Christian zeal, by openly denying ungodly men while they continue in their ungodly 21* 246 THE JOUENAL OF works; but when they become truly penitent, and reform their lives, the arms of Christ and his church will be open to receive them. Being under some melancholy thoughts, because some persons for whom I wished well, and to whom I had been of service, were so envious and malicious as to tell false stories of me, tending to defame me : as I was riding to our meeting, it opened with satisfaction to my mind, the more my enemies hate me, the more I will love, if that can be. I had hearty desires to come up in the practice of this resolution ; and I then thought I should come up with them all, for if a man loves and prays for his enemies, if they are gained, he is instrumental to their good, and so hath cause of rejoicing ; and if they are not gained, he heaps coals of fire upon their heads ; so that every true Chris- tian, by keeping under the cross of Christ, and in the practice of his doctrine, gets the better of his enemies. In the beginning of the Sixth month, I was at the burial of Eobert Fletcher, a worthy man and one universally beloved by all sorts of people, as far as ever I heard. There was a large meeting at his funeral, wherein several testimonies suitable to the occasion were borne : some of his last words were mentioned, which were, that he had lived according to the measure of grace given him. The doctrine of the resurrection was maintained according to the Scripture, and the people were exhorted to prepare for their final change. The death of this Friend was THOMAS CHALKLEY. 247 a loss to the country, to our Society, and to his neighbors, as well as to his family and friends. After meeting I travelled towards Uwchland, had a meeting there on First day; on Second day, one at Lewis Walker's, and on Third day was at the General Meeting at Haverford. Friends were exhorted to dwell in the love of God, one towards another ; for if they lost their love they would lose their religion, their peace, and their God ; for " God is love, and those that dwell in God, dwell in love." My neighbor, Daniel Worthington, accompanied me in this rough travel, some part of the way being hilly, and very stony and bushy, and the weather wet. "We had four meetings, and rode about four- score miles ; and though I had travelled much in this province, I had never been at some of those places before. A few nights before I set out, I had a plain prospect of them in a dream, as I saw them afterwards, which I thought somewhat remarkable. The people inhabiting this province are now become numerous, and make many settlements in the woods, more than I have observed in my travels in any other •of the British plantations ; and there hath long been a desire in my mind that they might prosper in the work of true and thorough reformation. A godly fear and concern being upon me, I have sometimes put them in mind of the state of this land, when their fathers first came and settled in it; and cautioned them against growing careless, and forgetting the Lord, lest he should forsake them, and turn their now 248 THE JOURNAL OF " fruitful fields into a barren wilderness," as this was so lately; which it is easy with him to do, if he pleases, for the sins of the people. After my return home, I visited Abington Youths' Meeting, and the meetings at Philadelphia and Ches- ter. At Chester I was concerned to direct the people to that power in themselves, which is the life of religion, and exhorted them to be careful not to rest in the best forms without it ; for if we had only the form of godliness, and had not the life and power of it, it might be as reasonable for people to turn away from us, as it was for our forefathers to turn away from other societies. In the Seventh month I was at our Yearly Meeting held at Burlington, for the provinces of New Jersey and Pennsylvania, which was a very large meeting, there being Friends from New England, Rhode Island, and Europe. First-day morning I went to Evesham, to the burial of our serviceable friend Jervice Stockdale ; he being in good esteem, there was much people. The meeting was in a good, tender frame, and continued several hours, in which divers testimonies were deliv- ered, in order to stir up people to truth and right- eousness, and godly living, that they might die well. I lodged the night before at Peter Fearon's, and in the morning I was awakened out of my sleep, as it were by a voice, expressing these words : " He that liveth and believeth in me shall never die." This I took to be the voice of Christ ; I do not know that THOMAS CHALKLEY. 249 it was vocal, but it was as plain as if it were. From these expressions I had to observe to the people, the happy state and privilege of those who live and be- lieve in Christ, and that such must not live in sin. During the time of our Yearly Meeting, some rude people came up the river in a small sloop provided by them for that purpose, and spent their time in drink- ing, carousing, and firing of guns, to the grief and concern of Friends, who were religiously discharging their duty, in serving and worshipping the Almighty. It is observable, that one of these disorderly persons had his hand shot off at that time, and that the chief promoters and actors in this riotous company were soon after cut off by death, in the prime of their days. After the General Meeting was over, which ended well, Friends, in the love of God, departed in peace for their several habitations, praising and glorifying God. In the beginning of the Eighth month, having some business at Cape May, I ferried over to Gloucester, and went the first night to James Lord's, lodged there, got up before day, it being First-day morning, and rode near thirty miles to Salem, where we had a good meeting, and so went to Alloway's creek, Cohan- sey, and through a barren wilderness to Cape May, where we. had one meeting, and returned home by way of Egg Harbor ; travelling upwards of two hun- dred miles. At Cape May I was concerned to write a few lines concerning swearing, as follows : 250 THE JOURNAL OF "Christians ought not to swear in any case, for these reasons : First, because Christ, their Lord, for- bade it ; un to whom the angels in heaven must be subject, and doubtless, so must mortal man, to whom he gave the precept. We must and ought to be sub- ject to Christ, who is Lord of lords, and King of kings, and the Judge of quick and the dead : to him all mortals must be accountable for their disobedience. He says, in his sermon on the mount, ' I say unto you swear not at all ; ' wherefore, how can Christians, or such who are his friends, swear, since he says also, ' Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you ; ' consequently, those who disobey his commands must be his enemies. To this command it is objected, that Christ only spoke against common or profane swearing : but this must needs be a great mistake, because Christ says, ' It was said in old time, thou shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths,' alluding to the law of Moses, which oaths were solemn and reli- gious ; therefore Christ did not only prohibit vain and profane swearing, but all swearing. If we un- derstand the word all, and what all signifies, then all and any swearing whatsoever is not lawful for a Christian, according to Christ's law and command, which is positive to his followers. " Second ; James, the holy apostle of Christ, our lawgiver and our king, says, ' Above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath.' Christ says, ' Swear not at all ; ' and James, his disciple and apostle, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 251 says, ' Swear not by any oath ; ' wherefore, if swearing on the Bible be an oath, or is swearing at all, it is contrary to the express doctrine of Christ and his apostle James, as is plain from the above cited texts. " Third ; the primitive Christians did not swear at all, in the first ages of Christianity. Query, whether our modern swearing Christians are better than the primitive ones, who, for Christ and conscience sake, could not swear at all, even before a magistrate, though legally called ? " Fourth ; many Christians have suffered death, because for conscience sake they could not swear, and so break the command of Christ their Lord ; and do not our modern Christians trample upon their testimony and sufferings? some of whom suffered death for not swearing before the heathen magistrates, and some were martyred by the Papists ; judge then whether the persecuted or persecutors were in the light. " Fifth ; many of our worthy Friends and fore- fathers, since the former, have suffered to death in jails, for not swearing, when required by persecuting Protestants, because for Christ's sake and sayings, as above, they could not swear at all : and this is a testimony which our Society hath constantly borne ever since we have been a people, for the reasons above, and more also, which, if there were occasion, might be given." The 23d of the Eighth month I was at the morn- 252 THE JOURNAL OF ing meeting at Philadelphia, on a First day of the week, which was large, and I was concerned therein to exhort Friends to labor to purge and cleanse our Society of those under our profession who live in open profaneness, and are riotous in their conversations. I was at the Bank meeting in the afternoon, where we had a comfortable time : and the next Sixth day of the week, I was at our Monthly Meeting, where it was unanimously agreed, in consideration of some late indecent conduct of some persons pretending to be of our profession, that a testimony from that meeting should go forth against such disorderly doings and unchristian practices ; and that all such persons, who were irregular in their conversations, be disowned to be of our community, until they, by repentance, manifest their reformation ; which was accordingly soon after published, and read in our First-day morning meeting,, and in our youths' meeting. About this time our governor issued a seasonable proclamation against drinking to excess, gaming, swearing profanely, revelling, night-walking, and disturbing the peace, and other immoralities ; which afforded some satisfaction to sober and well inclined Friends and others : yet there remained a great ex- ercise and concern upon my mind, that some young people, whose parents had been careful in training them up, were grown so wicked, that by their extrav- agant conduct they not only disturbed our religious meetings, but likewise became obnoxious to the peace- able government we live under. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 253 In the Ninth month I was at meetings at Merion, Gerrnantown, Fairhill, Abington, and Philadelphia, in which were several marriages solemnized in a re- ligious manner. In the Tenth month I went into the county of Salem, about my affairs : it happened to be the time of the Quarterly Meeting for Salem and Gloucester counties ; but I did not know it, until I came to Salem, where Friends were glad to see me, as I also was to see them ; there were some of us whose hearts were knit together as Jonathan's and David's, the love of God being much shed abroad in our hearts at that meeting. When it was over, and I had finished my business, I could not be clear in my mind without having some meetings ; and though it was a sickly time, and people died pretty much in those parts where we were going, James Lord and I, in the love of Christ, visited the meetings at Allo- way's creek, Cohansey, Pilesgrove, Woodbury, New- ton, and Haddonfield, having meetings every day in the week, except the last, and sometimes riding nearly twenty miles after meeting, the days being at the shortest, and the weather very cold ; but the Lord was with us, which made amends for all the bodily hardships we met with. I got home well but weary ; and was joyfully re- ceived by my loving spouse, children, and servants ; and I was truly thankful to the Most High, for his presence and goodness continued to me; so that, though I perceived my bodily strength to decline apace, my sight, hearing, and voice failing much, I 22 254 THE JOURNAL OF have occasion to believe, at times I was helped even beyond nature in the work of Christ, my dear Lord and Master. The 27th of the Tenth month, I heard the news of the death of my dear friend John Lee, by one sent to desire my company at his burial ; it affected me with sorrow, he being an old acquaintance and friend of mine, with whom I had travelled many miles. He was a living, serviceable minister of the gospel of Christ, and instrumental to convince divers of that principle of divine light and truth which we profess. I could not be at his burial, because of my indisposi- tion, and the unseasonableness of the weather ; yet I think it my duty to say this concerning him: that our love and friendship were constant and entire unto the end, having been acquainted about thirty-five years, as near as I can remember. In the Eleventh month, as I was meditating in my closet, on the duty and beauty of that great virtue of temperance, it appeared very bright to the view of my mind, and the great benefit of it to those who loved and lived in it. First, as to religion, it tends to keep the mind in an even temper, which is a help to devotion and the practice of religious duties. Second, it is a great preservative to health and a good constitution. Third, it is a blessing to poster- ity, in many considerations. Whereas, intemperance destroys the health, stains the reputation, hurts pos- terity, in respect to a healthy constitution of body and estate, ruins many families, brings to poverty THOMAS CHALKLEY. 255 and disgrace, and, what is yet worst of all, is a great let to religion and the true fear of God, and is a great scandal to any who make profession of the Christian religion. In this month I accompanied William Pigot, who lately arrived from London, on a religious visit to the meetings of Friends in America. From Philadel- phia we went to my house at Frankford, and from thence to North Wales, and had two large satisfac- tory meetings on the First day ; next day we were at the Monthly Meeting at Abington, Third day at Frankford, and Fourth day at German town. Fifth day I went to Philadelphia week-day meeting, and the said Friend to Abington General Meeting, and a few days after we met again at the Quarterly Meet- ing of ministers and elders at Philadelphia. The 8th of the Twelfth month was our Youths' Meeting at Frankford ; and many persons dying about this time, I was concerned in the meeting to put Friends in mind of their mortality ; and that I had told Friends lately, at their meetings at Abington and Philadelphia, that as I was riding from my house to Philadelphia, about a mile from the city, I saw in the vision of life, the hand of the Lord stretched over the city and province, with a rod in it, in order to correct the inhabitants for their sins and iniquities. This sight affected my mind greatly, and although I did not hear any vocal voice, nor see any visible hand, yet it was as plainly revealed to me as though I had. I understood some slighted that testimony, yet I ob- 256 THE JOURNAL OP served to them, that since that time, mere people were taken away than common, as they now might see; and indeed that inward sight and sense I had of the displeasure of God, for the sins of the times, made great impression on my mind; and that no flesh might glory, the Lord took, from the evil to come, several sober, well-inclined young people, as well as others whose lives and conversations were evil and vicious ; so that all had need to be watchful and turn to the Lord, lest he come at unawares, and call us suddenly out of the world unprepared. In the Twelfth and First months many died, of all ages and professions; and .now some, who would hardly give credit to what I had delivered in several meet- ings, began to see the fulfilling of it, and great talk there was about it : and many solid and large meet- ings we had with the people at divers funerals about this time, exhorting them not to slight the present visitation of the Almighty, but to prepare for eter- nity, to meet the Judge of quick and dead, who stands at the door. Among many that were taken away by death, were some few of my particular friends ; and first, dear Hannah Hill, who was a bright example of piety and charity ; she was like a nursing mother to me in my afflictions, and her husband was more like a brother than one not related, whose generous enter- tainment I may not forget. Thomas Griffith, and Elizabeth his wife, died also about this time. Thomas was a serviceable man, and well esteemed in our So- ciety ; and his wife, a noted woman for being helpful THOMAS CHALKLEY. 257 to, and visiting the sick : she chose the house of mourning, rather than the house of mirth. These were worthy ancients, who made peaceful and good ends, and to whom may be properly applied that remarkable text of Scripture, " Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright, for the end of that man is peace." In the Second month, 1727, I proceeded on a voy- age to Barbadoes, on account of business, for the support of my family, and in order to discharge my just debts, which were occasioned by great losses by sea and land. Many of my friends were kind to me, and sent a cargo of goods, in the sloop "John," Anthony Peel, master, consigned to me for sales and returns. When the vessel was loaded, she proceeded down the river, and I went by land to Salem, and was at meet- ing there on First day, and on Third day went on board the sloop at Elsenborough. On the eighth of the Second month, we took in our boats and anchors, and proceeded to sea. From Elsenborough and the Capes, I wrote to my wife, giving her an account how it was with me, and encouraged her to bear my ab- sence with patience : it was indeed very hard for us to part. I may not omit taking notice of an exercise which I felt one night as I lay on my bed in Philadelphia, on the 21st of the First month, my sleep being taken from me, which I recollected and wrote down on board the aforesaid vessel, and was in this manner : " That the Lord was angry with the people of Phi- 22* 258 THE JOUKNAL OF ladelpliia and Pennsylvania, because of the great sina and wickedness which were committed by the inhabi- tants in public-houses and elsewhere. That the Lord was angry with the magistrates also, because they use not their power as they might do, in order to suppress wickedness ; and do not, so much as they ought, put the laws already made into execution against profaneness and immorality : and the Lord is angry with the representatives of the people of the land, because they take not so much care as they ought to do to suppress vice and wickedness, and wicked houses, in which our youth are grossly cor- rupted : and also the Lord is angry with many of the better sort of the people, because they seek after and love the things of this world, more than the things of his- kingdom. It was shown me that the anger of the Most High would still be against us, until there was a greater reformation in these things." It is worthy of commendation, that our governor, Thomas Lloyd, sometimes in the evening, before he went to rest, used to go in person to public-houses, and order the people he found there to their own houses, till at length he was instrumental to promote better order, and did, in a great measure, suppress vice and im- morality in the city. For some days after we were at sea, the weather was pleasant, and we had our health, for which my heart was truly thankful. I exhorted the sailors against swearing; and though they had been much used to it, they left it off, so that it was rare to hear THOMAS CHALKLEY. 259 any of them swear ; for which reformation, so far, I was glad. I lent and gave them several good books, which they read, and showed much respect to me ; but soon after the wind was contrary for some days, and some in the vessel were quarrelsome. I asked them what they thought of the saying of Christ, " If a man smite thee on one cheek, turn to him the other also ; " at which they were silent, and of a better dis- position to one another afterwards, and we had some reformation both from fighting and swearing. During this voyage I was not so sea-sick as I formerly had been, which I took as a peculiar favor from heaven. About the latitude of twenty degrees north, we met with calms and contrary winds, which were very hard for some in the vessel to bear, they putting themselves much out of temper about it. For my part, I had been used to disappointments, and therefore did not so much mind it. I spent pretty much of my time in reading and writing, and God being gracious, it was, in the main, a comfortable time to me ; and I enjoyed my health as well as ever I did at sea in my life, for which I often breathed forth inward thanks to the Almighty. On the fifth of the Third month we arrived at Barbadoes, and I was lovingly received by our friends, but came to a very low market for my goods. I visited Friends' meetings on the island, and had several open meetings at Bridgetown, and Speight's- town, and likewise at Pumpkin-hill, and the Spring. On the day of Pentecost, so called, we had a meeting 260 THE JOURNAL OF at Bridgetown, in which was shown the work and operation of God's spirit on the old world, and under the law ; and the everlasting duration and operation of the same Holy Spirit under the gospel dispensa- tion, which Christ said should abide forever. At the Quarterly Meeting at Speight's-town, were Judge Allen, and the captain of a man-of-war stationed there, with several others not of our Society. I was much drawn forth in this meeting to speak of the power of the Father, Son, and the Spirit, opening to the people how we had been misrepresented in respect to our belief in the Trinity, or the holy Three, which bear record in heaven, the Father, Word, and Spirit, which three are one ; for that it was clear and plain we are more orthodox in our belief in the Deity, than those who do not believe in the operation of the Holy Ghost ; as also that none could be true Christians without it. It was queried, how could they be clear in their belief in the holy Trinity, or the Three that bear record in heaven, who believe the Holy Spirit has ceased his operations, gifts, or immediate revela- tions, and if ceased, when, and where, to whom, and how ? The people were very sober and attentive, and stayed some time after the meeting was done, and divers expressed their satisfaction with what was said. My good friend Peter Sharp, of Maryland, was with me at this meeting, on whose account some of the people came. He had good service in the meeting, and I was glad of his company in this island, where we joyfully met an i parted in the love of Christ. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 261 At this meeting we had each of us a certificate from Friends, signifying their unity with our conversation and services. The last meeting I had at Barbadoes was at Speight's-town, on a First day. It was a solid, good meeting, in which I took my leave of Friends there, and exhorted them to believe in and hear Christ, he being a teacher that could not be removed from them, as men often were ; and though they were but few, they were desired to meet in Christ's name ; and I had to show them the difference between us and other Christian professors, who hold no public worship, if there be no outward teacher : whereas, if but two or three meet in the name of Christ, he has promised to be in the midst of them ; and he is the best teacher we can have. On the 14th of the Fourth month we set sail from this island, and for the most part, had fair weather and fair winds, and saw several ships, but spoke with none. I was one evening leaning over the side of the vessel, being very lonesome, and having little conver- sation with any in the vessel, for divers reasons, I turned from all outward things to the Lord, and was glad to feel his presence and goodness, which was a comfort to me in my lonesome state ; and as my travels and concerns had called and caused me to be much on the seas, it also pleased my good and gra- cious God, to support me thereon many times, in trials, temptations, and exercises ; for all which, I bow in awful reverence before him, and return thanksgiving and praise to his great name. 262 THE JOURNAL Of The 1st of the Fifth month, about noon, we came to the Capes of Delaware, and sailed up the bay ; but in a little time, we touched the ground with our ves- sel several times ; there being little wind, we got no harm ; but two hours after, or thereabouts, a gust, or storm of wind took us, which, if it had met with us on the shoals where we struck, in all likelihood we must have perished ; which I took to be a remarkable deliverance. Next tide we got to Newcastle, and it being First day, I had a meeting with Friends there, with which we were greatly refreshed in the Lord, and in one another. After meeting I went on board the sloop, and having a fair wind, we sailed for Phila- delphia, where we arrived about the eleventh hour, lodged that night at Paul Preston's, and next day went home to my family at Frankford, where my wife, children, and servants received me with much rejoicing. While I was in Barbadoes, P. M., who accompanied me from Bridgetown to counsellor Weeks', told me, that when I was in the island before, he and I had some discourse concerning the use of the sword ; he, then not being of our Society, wore a sword, but now had left it off, and his business also, which was worth some hundreds a year. I had reminded him of Christ's words, that " Those who take the sword, shall perish with the sword." "Resist not evil, and if a man smite thee on one cheek, turn the other also ; love your enemies, do good to them that hate you, pray for them who despitefully use you, and persecute THOMAS CHALKLEY. 263 you." After I had used these arguments, he asked me, if one came to kill me, would I not rather kill than be killed ? I told him, no ; so far as I knew my own heart, I had rather be killed than kill. He said that was strange, and desired to know what reason I could give for it. I told him, that I being innocent, if I were killed in my body, my soul might be happy ; but if I killed him, he dying in his wickedness, would consequently be unhappy; and if I were killed, he might live to repent ; but if I killed him, he would have no time to repent ; so that if he killed me, I should have much the better, both in respect to myself and to him. This discourse had made so much impression, and so affected him, that he said he could not but often remember it. And when we parted at Bridge- town, we embraced each other in open arms of Chris- tian love, far from that which would hurt or destroy. After I had been at home some time,. I visited the meetings at Philadelphia, Burlington, and German- town ; in which places I had service of divers kinds, and was lovingly received by Friends and others. In the Fifth month, Joshua Fielding and John Oxley had a large and satisfactory meeting at Frank- ford. Joshua came from London on a religious visit to America, and having been on divers islands, he landed on the main at South Carolina, and from thence travelled through the wilderness four hundred miles, or more, where no public Friend had ever trav- elled before : the journey was perilous, but the Lord was with him ; who may, in his own time, make way 264 THE JOURNAL OF for his servants in those desert places. John Oxley came on the same account from Barbadoes, and had good service among Friends in his public ministry. In this month we thinking it convenient to send our little children to school, and not having a school- master of our Society near us, concluded to put our son and daughter under the care of Nathaniel Walton, to whom I thought it my duty to write a few lines about the salutations and language I would have them trained up in, which were on this wise : "Frankford, 30th of Fifth month, 1727. " Loving Friend, Nathaniel Walton, — I hope thou wilt excuse the freedom which I take with thee, in writing this on account of my children, in these particulars, viz. : Eespecting the compliment of the hat and courtesying, the practice thereof being against my professed principle : First, because I find nothing like it in the Bible ; but, as I think, the contrary. Thou knowest the passage of the three children of God, who stood covered before a mighty monarch ; and Mordecai, who could not bow to great Haman : Second, I believe those practices derived from vain, proud man. And as to language, I desire my children may not be permitted to use the plural language to a single person ; but I pray thee to learn them to say thee, and thou, and thy, and to speak it properly, many using it improperly, and the rather I desire it, because it is all along used in the divine, inspired, holy writings. I suppose thou art not a stranger to THOMAS CHALKLEY. 265 its rise, being from the grandeur and apostasy of the Eomish Church ; and also, that you, to a single person, is not consonant to the book of God, or the true rules of grammar. I know it is generally ob- jected, that the end of speech is to be understood ; but it is understood better in and according to the lan- guage of God, Christ, and the Holy Ghost, in the Bible, and the language of kings, and all people, as we read it in the holy Scriptures ; why then should we be ashamed of it, or shun it, and bring in and up- hold a custom contrary to it ? The same care I would have thee take about the names of the days and months, which are derived from the names of the gods of the heathen, and are not found in the Bible. I suppose I have the mind of all those of our Society in the above, it being consonant to our principle and profession, and I write in a motion of divine love to all. "As to the school learning of my children, I leave it to thy management, not questioning thy ability therein ; and if they want correction, spare not the rod. " I hope thou wilt observe this direction in teaching my children, in which thou wilt oblige thy assured friend, Thomas Chalkley." The latter end of- the Fifth, and the beginning of the Sixth months, the weather was exceedingly hot, so that several people died suddenly of the heat, as it was supposed. The beginning of the Sixth month, I was at the Youths' Meeting at Abington, which was large, and 23 266 THE JOURNAL OF open to many ; and I not having been there since I came from sea, divers expressed their gladness to see me ; and we were that day favored with some showers, both celestial and elementary, to our comfort. In the same month I was also at the Youths' Meet- ing in Philadelphia ; it had been a sickly time, but many had recovered. That passage opened on my mind, to speak of in the meeting, concerning the lepers whom Christ cleansed and healed, being ten in number, and that but one came to return thanks to God, for being healed and restored to health. Friends were exhorted to prize their health, and to show their thankfulness to God the giver of it, by fearing and serving him, and taking heed to Christ, the Word, in their hearts. The meeting was in a good, solid frame, and we praised the Lord together, and gave him thanks for his merciful visitation. About this time I heard of the death of our king, George I., a prince whom I loved and honored ; which news was very sorrowful to me on divers accounts ; his love and kindness to our Society was well worthy of our grateful remembrance. On a Third day, being our week-day meeting at Frankford, Elizabeth Whartnaby and Mary Smith were there ; it was a comfortable opportunity : they were two nights at my house. Elizabeth was pre- paring to leave this land for Barbadoes and Europe, intending a religious visit to Friends. The 20th of the Sixth month, going into my closet, I there met with a paper of my son-in-law, Isaac THOMAS CHALKLEY. 267 Brown's, and finding the contents were religious, as I had done of several of his late writings, I found it on my mind to write to him after this manner : " My dear Son, Isaac, — By several writings of thine, of late, I perceive that a good thing is at work in thy mind, the which I pray the all-wise and infi- nite Being to promote in thy heart, to thy eternal salvation, and his glory. I now begin to be in some hopes that my prayers and tears for thee, in the Lord's time, may be answered ; and I do believe, if thou keepest low in thy mind, that God will more and more visit thee. The advice of David to his son Solomon, when he also gave him the kingdom, comes before my mind to give thee : ' My son, know thou the God of thy father, and serve him with a perfect heart, and with a willing mind ; for the Lord search- eth all hearts, and understandeth all the imaginations of the thoughts ; if thou seek him, he will be found of thee : but if thou forsake him, he will cast thee off for ever.' Dear Isaac, this was counsel from one of the greatest and best of kings, to a wise young prince who petitioned the Almighty for divine wisdom, before riches, or honor, or long life ; which petition so pleased God, that he answered his request, and over and above, blessed him in an extraordinary manner. " I perceive thou art inclined to read pretty much; I pray thee, that thy chief study in books may be the holy Scriptures. Let all other books, though of use, and good in their places, be subservient to them ; for 268 THE JOURNAL OF their authority, of all other writings, to the true be- lievers in Christ, is most divine ; they having a super- natural spring and divine evidence in them to virtuous and pious readers. Thou, my son, wilt much comfort the heart of thy tender mother, and of me thy loving and careful father, if thou followest and perseverest in the ways of virtue and truth ; which, that thou mayest, is the prayer of thy affec- tionate father-in-law, Thomas Chalkley." The latter end of the Sixth month I went to the General Meeting of ministers and elders for the east part of New Jersey, and to the Quarterly and Youths' Meeting at Burlington, and to a General Meeting at Stony-brook, and to the Quarterly Meeting of the county of Bucks. John Oxley, of Barbadoes, and Joshua Fielding, of London, were at divers of those meetings ; wherein we had open, seasonable opportu- nities ; and I had a large, affecting account from Joshua, of his long and difficult travels in the service of Truth to the West India isles, and thence to South Carolina, from whence he came through the wilder- ness, by land, through North Carolina, Virginia, etc., to this province. The 16th of the Seventh month began our Yearly Meeting at Philadelphia,which was attended with the gracious presence of God, to the comfort and great satisfaction of many souls. In this meeting divers young men and young women appeared, who were lately come forth in the ministry, and as I believe, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 269 Lad received a measure of the gift of Christ's gospel ; which was cause of rejoicing to the faithful among us, and excited our thanksgiving and praises to the Al- mighty Lord of heaven and earth. At this meeting we had the company of four minis- ters from Great Britain, and one from Barbadoes, and many from divers other parts, it being a very large gathering of some thousands of people, as was believed, in which many were strengthened in their faith in Christ, and comforted through the power of the Holy Ghost, that blessed Comforter, which Christ promised to his Church, who should be with them for ever, and guide them into all truth. Next First day after the Yearly Meeting, I, with several of my neighbors, went over Delaware to a meeting up Pensawken creek ; in which the wonderful love of God was declared, in sending his Son upon earth, who, as he was man, died for man, and is now by his spirit present with all those that truly believe in him ; he being the messenger of the covenant of God to mankind. On Second day, the 25th of the Seventh month, I had the sorrowful tidings of the death of my beloved friend James Lord, who on his death-bed desired that I might be sent for to his burial. In the consideration of that Christian love which was between us, I think I may truly note, that we were always glad to meet each other ; therefore the thoughts of this so sudden change and final part- ing, brought for the present a sadness and heaviness over my mind ; considering his station in that neigh- 23* 270 THE JOURNAL OF borhood, and service in that congregation to wliich he did belong; for therein he was well beloved, and very serviceable. And, oh ! the loss that his dear wife and tender children will have of him, really affects me with sor- row in penning these notes ; but the sorrow, in these things, is all on our side ; for he, without doubt, is at rest with his great Master in heaven. We had a larger meeting at his funeral than ever was known to be there before, as an ancient Friend told me, which was solemn and serviceable to many. Some time after, having been at divers meetings about home, John Oxley and I, in company, visited Friends on Long Island. At Flushing we were at the burial of Jonathan Dickinson : many people of divers persuasions were at the meeting on that occa- sion, and were very sober and attentive. I was at the Yearly Meeting for the south side of the island, at a place called Sequetague, which meeting was large, many Friends and others coming to it over the Plains. I was afterwards at the Yearly Meeting at Shrews- bury, in East Jersey, which held three days, and was very large, and the last day the people were very still. Joshua Fielding was at this meeting, and was therein concerned to preach the gospel of Christ with good authority, and matter suitable to a true gospel minister ; John Oxley was ill of a fever, so that he could not be there ; but there were brethren from divers parts, and the power and presence of the Most High were with and among us ; blessed be his name. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 271 I was also at Eahway river, where was a solid, good meeting. From thence I returned home, having been abroad about a month, and at above twenty meetings, and travelled above three hundred and fifty miles. In the Eighth month, at Frankford, we had three burials out of one house, at one time; the mother, daughter, and grand-daughter, of which I had never known the like instance before. On this occasion we had the company of many neighbors, and a very solemn meeting at our meeting-house at Frankford. About this time I was at meetings at Philadelphia, Abington, and Burlington : we had an evening meeting at Burlington, with Richard Smith, jr., who had been so ill that he could not get out to meetings for some months : it was such a satisfactory meeting, that he and I, and others who were there, will not easily forget it, our hearts being broken together. The world still continued to frown upon me ; but though this was the case, yet at times I had great consolation in Christ ; and in the midst of my troubles, when I looked back, I could truly say that I had. not been extravagant, but frugal ; not covetous, but char- itable; not idle, but industrious; not willing to be such an infidel as not to take care for my family. This was some solid comfort to my mind ; and I bless the Almighty, that I always preferred his work and service to my own, and therein had great peace. This I. can also say, if it were the last I should say, that I never wilfully, or knowingly, wronged any man, 272 THE JOURNAL OF woman, or child, since I came to years of discretion; and yet I have nothing to boast of; it is the Lord's grace and mercy which saveth us. Having occasion to make another voyage to Bar- badoes, I wrote to the teacher of my children as followeth : " Frankford, 10th of Tenth month, 1727. " Loving Friend, — Being about to embark for Barbadoes, I leave the charge of my little children to thy care, not doubting thy management of them, by their growing in their learning. Please to instruct them to sobriety and the fear of God, and faith in Christ ; and if I should never see them nor thee any more, our lives being uncertain in this World, pray let them know that it was their father's will and de- sire that they should mind their learning, and above all things, mind the fear of the Most High. When my little daughter hath read her testament through, I would have her go to writing ; and George the same, on the same terms. Please to learn them the use of chapter and verse, that if any ask them where they are. learning, they may tell. And, kind friend, inas- much as I perceive thou hast followed my former directions, I look on myself obliged to thee ; therefore am so much the more free to impart my mind to thee now on my departure ; which, with real love, is from thy loving friend, Thomas Chalkley." " P. S. Although my care is great for my children's learning their books, yet it is much more so as to their learning true piety and virtue." THOMAS CHALKLEY. 273 CHAPTER IX. 1727-1730. Repeated Voyages to the West Indies — Religious Labors there and at Home — Ministerial Labor in Philadelphia — Narrow Escape from Death — Care to banish Swearing and Drunkenness from his Ship — Condemnation of Dancing — Concern respecting the Youth — Loud Call to Consistency of Conduct — Stormy Voyage — Services about Home — Terrible Hurricane in Barbadoes — Providential Deliverances. On the 25th of the Tenth month we set sail from Philadelphia in the sloop " Dove," Oswald Peel, master; having taken a solemn farewell of my dear wife, chil- dren, and friends, in order for the support of my family, and answering my just debts, which I had contracted. On the 27th day of the month, in the evening, we took in our boat and put to sea ; had some rough weather in our passage, but lived com- fortably ; we being all loving and obliging one to another. On the 15th of the Eleventh month, we safely arrived at Speight's-town, in Barbadoes ; and the 18th, between the hours of five and six in the morning, we felt the greatest earthquake that I had ever felt; having been sensible of three, one at Lon- don, one at Jamaica, and one at Frankford, in Penn- sylvania. I was thankful in my heart to the Lord 274 THE JOURNAL OF for my safe arrival, and that we were all preserved safe in our stormy passage, and deeply-loaded vessel ; one vessel being lost that came out a little time before us; and another, which came from our port to this island a few days sooner than we, lost three men by the violence of the storm, and received much damage otherwise; one of them being a neighbor of mine, with whom I was well acquainted, it affected my mind very much. I visited Friends' meetings in Barbadoes, and some divers times over ; and had occasion in some meetings to mention the earthquake, which I told them I did believe was a visitation from the Almighty in order to put people in mind of mortality, and to reform them from the evil of their ways, and call them to repentance. While I was in Barbadoes, Francis Gamble died, whom I went to visit several times in his sickness : at his funeral was a large gathering of his neighbors and others ; and divers, not of our Society, expressed their satisfaction with the meeting. The people in and about Speight's-town, in Barbadoes, were very loving and kind to me, more than I ever had observed before ; even some vile, profane men, whom I could not forbear to reprove for their swearing, and taking the sacred name in vain, yet they showed respect, notwithstanding I reproved them sharply. Who can take the sacred name of God into their mouths in vain, and be guiltless ? or who can hear it, and for- bear reproving it, without being remiss in their duty ? This great evil is too frequently practised in this rich THOMAS CHALKLEY. 275 (poor) island of Barbadoes ; rich in earthly, but poor in heavenly treasure, which caused me many times to mourn in secret before the Almighty, praying him for the reformation of the people, for Christ's sake, and for the glory of his own eternal name. The 27th of the First month, 1728, having done my business in Barbadoes, and seen Friends gener- ally, an opportunity offered for my return home, in the brigantine " Sarah and Mary," Samuel Gallop, master, bound for Burlington, in company with Wil- liam Dury and "William Callender, both of Barbadoes. Our master was exceedingly kind to us in the voyage. The wind hanging northerly, we could not go to windward, but drove to leeward, and sailed by the isles of Lucia, Martinico, Dominica, Guadaloupe, An- tigua, Montserrat, Bodondo, Nevis, Christopher's, Eustatius, Saba, Martin's, Anguilla, Bartholomew's, Sombrero, and four other small islands, which are called the Saints. It was very pleasant sailing by these islands, only some of them were so exceedingly high, that in some places we were becalmed, and the clouds appeared below the tops of the mountains. At Christopher's, which is counted the highest of them, there being a small river of good fresh water, we sent our boat on shore for some, having none very good on board : we lay off and on about two hours, but did not come to. I was thankful for this water, it being my constant drink ; it was also very service- able to the people on board. After we left the isle of Sombrero, we saw a sail, which we thought stood 276 THE JOUKNAL OP after us, and hearing at Christopher's that several Spanish privateers were on that coast, our master, and some others on board, were a little surprised ; but we soon left her out of sight, and we afterwards went pleasantly on our way, till we came to the lati- tude of Bermuda, where the winds blew fresh, and much against us ; and this winter having been very hard, we felt the sharp blasts of the latter end of it. We had a passage of about thirty days, and came very pleasantly up the bay and river ; and it pleased God that I got home once more to my beloved wife and children, and was joyfully received by all my family, whom I found in a good degree of health ; for which I did, as I had occasion to do, bless and praise the great name of the Most High, who is worthy forever. After I came home I was at many meetings in Pennsylvania and Jersey, viz. : at Philadelphia, Bur- lington, Bristol, Byberry, Frankford, Germantown, New Hanover, Crosswicks, etc., in all which meetings I had some service to Friends' satisfaction, and was comforted with the goodness of God in the midst of my afflictions. My business lying much at Burling- ton, I spent pretty much of my time there for several weeks;. where my friends manifested a tender and hearty respect towards me, and sympathized with me in my troubles and travels ; and there I prepared for another voyage; for I was fully resolved, through divine assistance, to pay all my just debts, which I contracted, and lay on me, through many losses, or THOMAS CHALKLEY. 277 else to die in the pursuit of it; in which resolve I had inward peace and satisfaction; though such labor, travel, and separation from my family, was a great cross to nature. On the 14th of the Fifth month we went on board the brigantine " Sarah and Mary," Samuel Gallop, master, for Barbadoes ; and on the 16th we sailed down the bay and put to sea, and I wrote a loving, tender letter to my wife and family > and another to my friends at Burlington. "We had fair winds for about two weeks, after which they were contrary for several days, during which two of our men had a fever, and our vessel proved leaky, though tight in 'smooth water, which was some ' concern to us, and obliged us to pump every half hour; but the leak being much the same while at sea, we were the more easy about it : I took care of those two people that were sick, who soon recovered. The 3d and 4th days of the Sixth month it was very windy, with lightning, thunder, and rain ; in which rough weather one of our best sailors put his shoulder out of joint, and they brought him to me to see if I could do him any service. I was not forward to meddle ; but the man and the people believing if I would undertake for him, I might help him; I told them that, though I did not understand bone-setting, I would instruct them the best I could; then I ordered him to sit down upon the deck, and to be stripped to the waist, and got a round piece of wood as thick as his arm, and wrapped a piece of cloth about it, that it might 24 278 THE JOURNAL OF not bruise his flesh, and put it under his arm, and ordered two men, one at each end of it, to lift up strongly, and a third man to stretch his arm out, and keep it down withal; which being done, the bone went into its place ; for which I was thankful in my heart to the Almighty. About the 10th of the Sixth month we safely arrived at Speight's-town, in Bar- badoes, being the First day of the week. From whence I had an opportunity, by Alexander Seaton, master of a vessel bound to Pennsylvania, to send an account of our safe arrival. I had many meetings in the island, and made sev- eral visits to sick persons, one of which was particu- larly to the satisfaction of the person visited and his relations : he died, and was buried at Hethcott's bay, and we had a large meeting at our meeting-house, where were many people, and it was a good, season- able opportunity ; in which I had occasion to remind them of their mortality, and press them to a holy life, the way to a happy immortality. I had divers meetings at Bridgetown, Speight's-town, and the Spring ; where the testimony of Christ's gospel was well received. After a stay of three weeks, I left Barbadoes on the 1st of the Seventh month, and took my passage in the "Amity," Charles Hargrave, mas- ter, who was very friendly to me in my passage, as were all on board. We arrived at our port without casting anchor in all our voyage, and laid the vessel to the wharf at Philadelphia; and on my landing, I immediately went into the meeting of ministers and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 279 elders, it being just meeting- time, where we were much comforted together in Christ; after which I went home, being lovingly received by my wife and family, having been from home about ten weeks. After I came home from this voyage, I visited the meetings of Friends at Philadelphia, Frankford, Grer- mantown, the Falls of Delaware, Burlington, New Hanover, Mount Holly, Fairhill, etc. The 2d of the Ninth month I was at the Quar- terly Meeting of ministers and elders at Philadelphia, where I met with Joseph Taylor, a Friend who had visited our meetings pretty generally on the continent of America, in the ministry of the gospel, and was now on his return homewards; with whose visit Friends had good unity, and certified the same to our brethren of the meeting where he lived in Great Britain. After this I was at divers meetings in. Pennsylvania and Jersey ; and the latter end of the Ninth month, Sarah, the wife of Jeremiah Elfreth, died very sud- denly ; having been the day before walking in her garden : she was a sober young woman, and her death was much lamented. Her burial occasioned my stay at Philadelphia, which I had shunned, because a con- cern had been on me for some time, to declare to the people of that city, that the Lord was angry with the legislators of Pennsylvania, because they were not so much concerned to promote religion and piety, as they ought, and to make such laws as might prevent" the excessive increase of public-houses, which often 280 THE JOUKNAL OF prove seminaries of Satan; but strove to promote parties more than religion : and that the Lord was angry with the magistrates, because they did not so much as they might, and ought, to put those good and wholesome laws in execution, which were already made, against vice and immorality ; and that the Lord was angry with some of the better sort of people, because they seek and mind the things of this world, more than the things of God and his kingdom. But I was helped to clear myself in the morning meeting to the satisfaction of many of the honest-hearted, and unburden my mind of a great exercise that I had long laid under. f In the afternoon we had a large meeting at the Bank meeting-house, occasioned by the aforesaid burial ; the resurrection of the dead was declared in that meeting, according to the doctrine of our Saviour, Jesus Christ, the great author of the Christian reli- gion, and also of the eminent apostle, Paul; and the old and false calumny, that our Society denied the resurrection of the dead, was publicly denied and refuted. The people were exhorted to live well, that they might die well ; and then they need not doubt, but that they would rise well at the resurrection in the last day. The meeting concluded with praise to the Almighty for all his mercies, and prayer to him that he would sanctify that day's service to the people. In the Tenth month I prepared for another voyage to the island of Barbadoes, and had the ship " Bristol THOMAS CHALKLEY. 281 Hope" consigned to me, but the winter setting in sooner than common, caused our stay much longer than we expected, whereby I had the opportunity to visit divers meetings, as Burlington, the Falls of Delaware, Neshaminy, Wright's town, and Philadel- phia. In this city" a concern was on my mind to declare to the people, that the Almighty had showed me, that he had often visited those in Philadelphia and Pennsylvania with his own hand, and with his rod ; but if that did not work the designed end for which he visited them, of which they were told also before it came to pass, he then would chastise them with the rod of man, and this was as plainly spoken to me in my own habitation, as if it had been the voice of man, though it was not vocal. The 12th of the Eleventh month, being First day, I was at Horsham meeting, and had a tender, bowing time therein ; and in my way home visited some Friends who were sick, it being a time of general visitation in those parts ; and the next Seventh day I was at the meeting of ministers and elders at Philadelphia, where we had a good meeting. Here I was earnestly desired to be at the funeral of Edmond Orpwood, the eldest Friend belonging to Frankford meeting; but was in a strait, this Friend being my neighbor, and I had before engaged to be at the burial of one with whom I had been acquainted nearly forty years. I did my endeavor to be at both, being each of them buried in the afternoon, and five miles distant; the days being short also, divers told me it was imprac- 24* 282 THE JOURNAL OF ticable. I told them they might be mistaken, as they were ; for though we had a large meeting, and the company of Rowland Wilson, from Britain, who had large and good service therein, yet after meeting we mounted, and got to Philadelphia about a quarter of an hour after the corpse was brought into the meeting- house, as I was informed. We had a large, and as I thought, a good meeting ; after which I went home, being weary in my body, but thankful in my heart, that the Almighty had been with us, and helped us to perform that day's service. On the 20th of the Eleventh month, and Second day of the week, I went into a piece of ground, which I was clearing for meadow, in order to give directions to the workmen ; one of the trees fell contrary to the kerf, and also to the wind, which was then at north- west, and when I saw it falling towards me, I ran from it, but before I could get out of the way, it fell upon me, across my back, from my shoulder to my hips, and struck me down to the earth, where for some time I lay speechless, and in all likelihood I should have been immediately killed, if I had not been provi- dentially preserved by the body of the falling tree laying on a stump, which prevented its crushing me, as I lay on the ground. A Friend who was near me, with a horse, desired the wood-cutters, when they were recovered from the surprise, and I to the use of my speech, to help me on his horse, and I rode home, but in extreme misery, and I was under great concern, lest I should surprise my wife and children THOMAS CHALKLEY. 283 suddenly. "We sent to Philadelphia for Dr. Griffith Owen, who came in about two hours, and let me blood, and ordered several things to be applied and taken, which through divine favor proved very ser- viceable to me; notwithstanding which, I was in great pain many days, and the nights were long and tedious, not being able either to feed myself, or to turn in my bed, for a great while. In this confinement I was at times favored with a very comfortable sense of the presence of God, whose providence is over all his works ; and as his love to me was great, so the love of his people was also, many of whom, and of my neighbors, came to see me, sympathizing with me in my distress ; but among them I had one of Job's com- forters, who wickedly abused me in this low state. I can scarcely forbear mentioning his name, having example for it in holy Writ, but through the Lord's help, I will put on charity. The 9th of the Twelfth month I got abroad the first time to our meeting at Frankford, with which divers expressed their gladness to see me there again. In this meeting I exhorted them to think on eternity, and to prepare for it, by living to-day as though they were to die to-morrow ; for I found it by expe- rience to be needful, and then if sudden death comes, it will not surprise us. As I now found it my business to go to sea for a livelihood, I undertook the charge of the ship " New Bristol Hope," as master, though it was a way of living to which I did not incline. I took care in our 284 THE JOURNAL OF vessel that there should be no swearing in my hearing, nor drunkenness, to my knowledge, without reproof; and if I could not be instrumental in that way to break them from swearing and drinking to excess, my manner was, to put them away, so that we gen- erally had a pretty quiet ship. We left Philadelphia the 13th of the Twelfth month, but storms and con- trary winds detained us in the river and bay, so that we did not get out to sea till the 21st of said month, when the pilot left us, by whom I wrote to my wife and family. And now I thought I felt the benefit of the good wishes of my beloved friends whom I had left behind, which did me a great deal of good, as it often hath done on the like occasion : for faithful friends and good Christians are as epistles written in one another's hearts. In our passage we took several dolphins, which were very welcome to us, we having a long passage, and our fresh provisions being nearly spent. The 19th of the First month we saw the island of Barbadoes, having had several meetings on board the ship in this voyage : of the good effects I could see but little, only for that day they would be a little more sober, and some of them, addicted to swearing, did not swear so often as they did before. The day following we safely arrived at Speight's-town, where we had the next day a very comfortable meeting for the worship of God. The Fifth day following I was at Bridgetown, at their week-day meeting ; and next First day, being the 30th of the month, I was at a meeting at Pumpkin-hill, where I was enlarged on the doctrine of faith. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 285 After this I went to the Bridge with a Friend from New England ; we had two good meetings, it being the General Meeting for the Friends of the island; and afterwards with several Friends, I went again to Speight's-town, and on the 12th of the Second month I was at the Thicket meeting, at which were Counsellor "Weeks, Colonel Charnock, and Justice Sims. I dined with them at Judge Weeks', and they discoursed of what was said in the meeting about dancing, I quoting Luther's words, " That as many paces as the person takes in the dance, so many paces or steps they take towards hell." I told them I had heard that several had used that vain exercise in our meeting-house, which was appointed for the worship of God; and said I hoped for the future it would be so no more; two of those persons who danced in our meeting-house, were then in the meeting, though I did not know it. This testimony so wrought on the colonel, that he said he could scarcely feel his legs since I^spoke it; and the justice said if these words were true, he had taken many steps towards hell; and the counsellor and judge said it was home doctrine to some who were there : divers of them seemed to be touched with the testi- mony of truth, though not so solidly as I desired. Soon after, I went with Joshua Birch to visit the governor of the island, Colonel Worsley, who treated us with much freedom and civility ; he desired me to sit down bv him, and then called for a decanter of wine, of which he kindly offered me a glass, but I told him I chiefly drank water ; he said water is cer- 286 THE JOUKNAL OP tainly the best drink in the world, and told me I was a credit to my drink, as I looked as well, or better, than most who drank wine. In the Second month I was at meeting on a First day at Bridgetown, which was somewhat larger than usual ; it was a good open time in the morning, but more so in the afternoon. At this meeting there was a merchant of the town, not of our profession, who sent to know if our friends would make a contribu- tion for me, in consideration of my losses. He said he would contribute as much as any, although he had heard me only that one time ; but he was informed that we received no money or pay for our preaching ; yet his good will I acknowledged. The 4th of the Third month I was at meeting at the Spring, where I met with Joseph Gamble, and John Oxley and his wife, and several others not belonging to this particular meeting, and we were edified together in the love and life of Christ. I was concerned to speak of the divers visitations and speak- ings of God to the people since the world began ; quoting the words of holy Writ, that " God, who at sundry times, and in divers manners, spoke to the fathers by the prophets, hath in these last days spoken unto us by his Son, whom he hath appointed heir of all things : " and that this dispensation is the last and brightest dispensation of all, and is the greatest and most glorious manifestation of God's love to mankind; and that beside this vocal speaking of Christ, when in the body on earth, he now speaks spiritually : which THOMAS CHALKLEY. 287 spiritual speaking of Christ, in and to the true church and true believers, will outlast time, and endure to all eternity ; the great Lord of all, for his unspeakable benefit therein, was praised and glorified, as being alone worthy. I had other meetings on the island, which I pass by, not being willing to be prolix. After a stay of about nine weeks, we proposed sailing. Judge Gray, a very noted man, and much esteemed among the people, took passage with us ; also Joshua Birch, of Bridgetown, for his health, and William Callender, and several others, as merchants. Though I came on account of trade, our friends gave me a certificate that I had good service among them, and in my out- ward affairs had gained esteem among the people, as well as in my service in preaching Christ ; all which I acknowledge to be the effects of divine grace. Sev- eral Friends and acquaintance came to the sea-shore at Speight's-town and in a great deal of tender Chris- tian love and good desires, we took leave, and com- mitted one another to the protection of the Almighty. We had a comfortable passage, and arrived at Phila- delphia, where I was lovingly received by my wife and friends. In this voyage a great and weighty concern came on my mind, on account of the young and rising generation, desiring that they might be happy in this world, and in that which is to come. And first, as to this world, I have taken notice that divers of the youth are too apt to waste their outward substance, 288 THE JOURNAL OF which is given to them, for when they get it themselves, they are for the most part more saving of it, and this wasting and spending, they call generosity, liberality, good nature, gentility, fine breeding, and abundance of other fine names ; not considering the labor and industry, frugality, care and watchings, of their parents or ancestors, to get what they have. May parents note this well, and not be anxiously concerned to get much wealth, which jnay be a means to ruin their posterity ; and truly most of these spending, drinking, company-keeping, gaming, chatting, tip- pling youngsters, take a great deal more care how they may get money from others, that they may spend it, than how to earn it, or faithfully labor for it themselves. They will beg, or borrow, or run in debt, but take little or no solid thought to pay ; by which means divers of those topping, beggarly beaus and spenders, have brought both themselves and rela- tions, parents and friends, to shame and disgrace, and sometimes to poverty, where their relations and par- ents have been too liberal. Let all indulgent parents note this also. And if any concerned person should advise those inconsiderate youths of their evils, it is much if they gain not their lasting ill will, and the epithets of nig- gards and covetous, ill-natured, censorious, sour, morose, etc. However, I shall venture to stand the shock of their displeasure, and in as moving terms as I can, consistently with the matter on my mind, en- treat them to consider the end of their spending, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 289 slothful life, which if continued in, must needs end in their ruin, and they may repent when it is too late, crying out, Oh ! that I had hearkened to the advice of my father and my indulgent mother ! Oh ! that I had taken the counsel of my good friends in time, then I had not been in this condition, nor in those straits I am now in. This, or worse, must at last inevitably be the condition of those unthinking, time- wasting, money-spending, and evil company-keeping, young people of both sexes. Some of whom, if they can get it, will spend more in a few hours, than their parents can get in so many days, which is very un- reasonable, as well as unthinking ; for if the indulgent parents do not hold their hands, truly they must all sink together ; and where the parents have been what these youths call liberal, whole families have by such liberality been undone, which is a case to be lamented. I pray our spending youths to consider, how many brave, fine young men and women, whose parents have left them estates and handsome incomes, have by such extravagances soon spent all, and sometimes more than all, and disgrace and a jail have been their portion ; and how many, by living too fast have died too soon, much sooner than might be expected according to the course of nature. Wherefore, I would advise them to regard what the wise king Solomon said, " Go to the ant, thou sluggard, consider her ways, and be wise ; she gath- ereth her food in the summer;" i. e., she prepares against the winter. Though this may be despicable 25 290 THE JOURNAL OF in the eyes of our fine gentlemen and wits, yet there appears more wiscbm in these little industrious ani- mals, than in those great spenders, who in the spring and summer of their years, take so little thought of saving what hath been with so much care gotten for them, or of getting more against their winter or old age; which, if they live, will certainly overtake them, when their youth or summer is gone. But many youths object against this advice, crying out, as I have often heard, ""The aged give this advice when they are old, but did as we do when they were young as we are." Although this may be true in some, yet it will not hold good in the general; and if it does in some, is not that maxim good, " Let others' harms learn us to beware, before it be too late, that we fall not into the same snare, which hath en- tangled or caught thousands, to their great shame and reproach?" Again, those who have been so overtaken in their youth, and are escaped out of the snare, are more fit to caution or advise how to escape it, or to show those paths which lead them into that labyrinth of woe and misery. The author of all evil useth his utmost skill and power to promote the practice of excessive drinking, etc., among mankind, it being a mighty support to his kingdom ; for when the nobility of the under- standing is clouded thereby, then, oh ! how many wicked oaths, what corrupt language, what unhand- some, unbecoming words and actions, are brought forth ! ■ How is the sober, chaste soul offended, and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 291 above all other considerations, how is God dishonored, and the end of our creation frustrated, and man condemned ! When people are in those excesses, how do they take the sacred name in vain, and so bring themselves in guilty before God and man ; for he has positively said he will not hold those guiltless who take his name in vain ; so that let him plead ever so many ex- cuses, he is pronounced guilty by the Judge of heaven and earth : therefore, let me persuade the youth to remember what the Lord by his servants said con- cerning drinking to excess : " Woe to the drunkards ;" and that " no drunkard shall inherit the kingdom." Again, "Woe to them that are mighty to drink wine, and men of strength to mingle strong drink," etc. If it be objected, as it often is, when such poor souls are reproved, and their sins set in order before them ; we trust in the mercy of God and the merits of Christ ; I say this is a good trust and hope, if upon a good foundation ; but the wicked must forsake their ways, and the unrighteous their evil thoughts; but what forsaking is that, when strong conviction is upon the soul, to make covenants, vows, and promises, and break them from time to time? And though Christ hath satisfied the justice of the Almighty for sinners, it is for those who forsake their sins, not for those who plead for the practice of them, and en- deavor, by many vain excuses, to justify themselves in them. ... Since then the salvation of the soul is precious, and 292 THE JOURNAL OF hath cost the precious blood of the Lamb of God, and is much more precious than health or wealth, why should any be so cruel and hard-hearted to themselves as, for a little vanity, mirth, toys, trifles, vain sports, and evil pastime, to plunge and sink themselves into the gulf of eternal woe and misery ; pray, oh ! pray consider it, dear youth. After my return from Barbadoes in the Fourth month, I visited Friends' meetings at Burlington, the Falls of Delaware, Abington, Germantown, and was divers times at Philadelphia and Frankford; which meetings were much to my satisfaction ; the Lord being pleased to manifest his goodness to many, as also to my poor exercised soul ; for which I was truly thankful unto him. In the Sixth month I was at the General Meeting of Friends at Darby, in Chester county, which was a large and good meeting, divers Friends appearing there in a lively ministry. About this time, some thousands of people came from Ireland, and also many from Holland; among whom, it was reported, were Komans, or Papists, several of whom, it was said, gave out threatening speeches, which caused some consternation among the people. At this large General Meeting) I exhorted them to trust in the Lord, and not to distrust that hand which had hitherto preserved us by his providence without outward force; and that though the people who came among us were many in number, yet we having the Lord on our side, were more than they, in a mystical THOMAS CHALKLEY. 293 sense ; putting them in remembrance of the prophet, who, when his servant was afraid, prayed to the Al- mighty to open his eyes, and when they were opened, he saw the mountain full of chariots of fire, and horses of fire, and that they were more than their enemies. I was also concerned to exhort Friends to be good examples to those strangers who came among us in such great numbers ;' and that our lights in our con- versations, might so shine, that those people seeing our good works, might glorify our Father which is in heaven, according to the doctrine of Christ ; and then we should do them good, and they would do us no hurt, but good also. But on the other hand, if we keep not our places, and do not live in the fear of God, nor according to our holy principles and profession, then it might be just with the Lord God, to make them a scourge to us. Many were comforted in this meeting, and God was praised, who is worthy. On the 15th of the Sixth month, having loaded the ship " New Bristol Hope " a second time, I sailed in her from Philadelphia, and having a concern to visit the meeting of Friends at Salem, I left the ship at Gloucester, under the care of the pilot, and went by land to the First-day meeting at Salem, and from thence to Elsenborough, and stayed till the ship came down ; and on the 20th of the month we got to sea, and had a fair wind for several days, and lived very lovingly on board, being respectfully treated by my sailors. In this voyage we had several meetings on board, 25* 294 THE JOURNAL OF the first of which was at the request of my second mate, to call the sailors together in the cabin ; I not being forward to propose it to them, lest they should suspect me of some vanity, in desiring to preach to them ; they not knowing the cross of Christ in that exercise. On the 24th day of the Seventh month, at noon, our ship by observation, being exactly in the latitude of Barbadoes, we steered away west for the island, and on the 26th we saw it, five weeks and one day after leaving sight of Cape Henlopen ; we having, after the first few days, light winds, calms, and head winds, which made our passage long, and our sea-stores al- most spent ; but now the sight of land made the people forget all uneasiness, and for this favor, my heart was thankful to the great Preserver of men. This time we came to a tolerable market with our provisions, which made our stay short ; yet I was divers times at Bridge meeting of Friends, as also at Speight's- town, where my concerns chiefly lay; and once at Pumpkin-hill meeting, in which it was ob- served to the people, that the salvation of the soul is precious, and that true religion is a solid thing, a thing of the greatest moment to both body and soul, and that people ought to be very serious and solidly concerned about it, taking special care to lay, or build, their religion on a sure foundation. It was showed them, that Christ Jesus is the sure rock and foundation of all the righteous, in all ages ; that he was the Kock that followed Israel, which they drank THOMAS CHALKLEY. 295 of; and that any other foundation than him, no man can lay ; who is, in the truly T-eligious, and the true believers, the hope of their glory. Many other pre- cious truths were manifested to us in that meeting, for which we praised the Lord. Soon after I went to Bridgetown to clear out the vessel, and was at their week-day meeting ; the sub- ject-matter I had to treat of in that meeting, was that " The Lord bringeth low, and he raiseth up again ;" and that in divers respects, as to kingdoms, families, and particular persons ; and as to health, wealth, honor, etc., divers in that meeting were ap- pealed to as witnesses of it. After this meeting I went to visit the governor, who was courteous to me, and took my visit kindly, and desired to be remembered to our governor and several others, and wished me a prosperous voyage, and well back again, which he hoped would be in about three months ; he said, " Whoever lived to see it, Pennsylvania would be the metropolis of America, in some hundreds of years." He said " He loved downright honest men, but he hated deceit and hypocrisy." The 21st of the Eighth month, 1729, we having done our business, weighed anchor and went to sea; and on the 26th we had a good meeting with the ship's company, for the service and worship of God ; in which the gospel of Christ was deckred without partiality, and the reigning sins of sailors openly exposed, according to the doctrine of the gospel, and the most high Lord entreated to carry on in the 296 THE JOURNAL OP earth the great work of reformation. Hitherto we have had fine, pleasant weather. The beginning of the Ninth month we had a very blustering, stormy time for many days, so that we could not carry sail, but sometimes lay by, and sometimes went with a reefed mainsail and foresail ; the ship had such a violent motion, that it broke our glasses and about a dozen bottles of wine, and our earthen- ware, and strained our hogsheads and casks, so that we pumped out molasses into the sea, and beat us back many leagues, and blew our sails out of the bolt-ropes. After those storms we had a calm, and the wind sprung up westerly ; our course being north-west, or thereabouts, we could barely lay it ; yet it being mod- erate, we had cause to be thankful. The 12th of the Ninth month we found ourselves in the latitude of thirty-six degrees, seventeen min- utes, north ; but the wind was ahead, and our fresh stock of provisions almost expended, and winter com- ing on apace, the nights dark and long, made it seem tedious to our people ; the which I was helped to bear with patience. The 14th day, about eight o'clock at night, John Plasket, one of the best of our sailors, through the violent pitching of the ship, fell into the sea from off the bowsprit ; one of the sailors seeing him fall, nimbly threw a rope to him, which he caught hold of, and the people helped him into the ship ; though in all probability he had perished in the sea, if he had THOMAS CHALKLEY. 297 missed taking hold of the rope. I was thankful to the Almighty for this young man's life, and took it as a great favor from heaven. The next day it was dreadfully stormy, the wind blew violently at south- west, with lightning, thunder, and much rain; the seas ran so high, and the ship had such a great motion, that the goods, or casks, shifted in the hold, and we lay by till next day ; our sails also were much torn, and in many places blown out of the bolt-ropes, so that we were half a day mending them, and then proceeded on our voyage home, where we arrived the latter end of the month. After I came home from this voyage, during the small stay I made on shore, I was divers times at meetings at Philadelphia and Frankford, and also at Germantown, at the burial of our ancient friend Den- nis Conrad, who was one of the first settlers of this town, as I understood the first meeting of Friends, for worship, was kept at his house ; he was a man of an inoffensive life, much given to hospitality, and left a good report behind him. The meeting was large, and many of the first settlers of the country were there. I was also at the burial of Catharine, the daughter of Thomas Lightfoot, and wife of James Miller, a worthy woman, who died soon after their arrival from Ireland, and was buried from our great meeting-house in Philadelphia, in a decent and exem- plary manner. The latter end of the Tenth month, Samuel Harri- son, of New York, and Obadiah Lawrence, of Long 298 THE JOURNAL OF Island, favored me with their company all night at our house, where we called the family together, and had a seasonable time to take leave, they of me, and I of them, and my family also ; and the next day divers very dear friends came with me to the boat, to the river-side, to take leave, and we parted with hearts full of love and good will to each other. I went on board at Wiccacoe, and had a cold pas- sage down the river and bay, and left the Capes the 1st of the Eleventh month, being the third voyage as master, and the 17th we passed the tropic of Can- cer. Hitherto we had a comfortable passage, and though we had a crowded ship, yet we had peace and quietness to a greater degree than I expected; for men that use the seas are too generally inconstant as the winds and waters they pass through. We had several meetings on board the vessel, and were at sea about four weeks before we arrived at Barbadoes, where the markets were dull, which occasioned our staying about twelve weeks. During this time I had divers religious and good opportunities, with those of our own and other socie- ties, I believe to general satisfaction; having the good wishes of people of all ranks, from the governor to the poor negroes ; all of whom I profess to love for Christ's sake. In our return home we had a full ship and upwards of thirty passengers, and were on our passage about a month, and had good comfortable weather therein. Soon after I came home from Barbadoes in the THOMAS CHALKLEY. 299 Third month, 1730, I went to a meeting at Burling- ton, at which Thomas Evans was married ; Margaret Preston was also there. It was a good meeting. I crossed the river Delaware twice, visited a sick per- son, and rode thirty miles that day. I also went to the Falls meeting, and after it, appointed another at Neshaminy the same day. I went with Joseph Kirk- bride to William Paxton's, and lodged, and next morning Joseph Kirkbride rode with me home, and thence to Philadelphia. I was divers times at Phi- ladelphia, Frankford, and German town, and at the General Meeting at Frankford, where our friend John Cadwallader was married ; Isaac Norris, Samuel Pres- ton, and Margaret his wife, and John Oxley, were at this meeting, with many other Friends, a good share of whose company I had at my house, of which I was glad, ever loving and coveting the company of good men and women. I was now preparing for the fourth voyage, as master of the "New Bristol Hope," for Barbadoes; but it grew harder and harder for me to leave my family, which, for many considerations, was very ex- ercising ; yet I was obliged to continue going to sea, upon an honorable account; i. e., that no person might suffer by me, if I could help it ; and having got our vessel loaded, we sailed from Philadelphia the 9th of the Fifth month. Next day came to anchor at Ches- ter, and visited my old friend David Lloyd, who, with his good spouse Grace, treated me with tender, Chris- tian love : the Judge and I being old acquaintances, and both of us in years, and he not well, we took 300 THE JOURNAL OF leave as if we were not to see one another any more, which happened accordingly, for he died before I returned. "We weighed anchor at Chester, and got down to Elsenborough, and went to Salem meeting, with some of our passengers and sailors, it being the First day of the week and 12th of the month. The meeting was pretty large, and I was earnestly concerned for their welfare, as I had often been when I was absent, and was glad I was with them that day. After this meeting we proceeded on our voyage, and left the Capes the 15th of the aforesaid month ; had small and contrary winds, and sometimes calms, until the 2d of the Sixth month; and First day of the week, when the wind was at south, and a hard gale, the sea high, and the ship having a great mo- tion, we had not a meeting as usual : many of the pas sengers were very sea-sick. For my part, I thought if the Almighty was but with me, that would make up for all difficulties ; for in him was, and is, my life and chiefest joy ; and as an answer of peace in my tossed condition, I sometimes had comfortable times; being inwardly refreshed with the love and presence of God ; not only in the day, but also in the night, in my sleep ; out of which I was awakened one mora- ine: with these comfortable words, " He took me to his banqueting-house, and his banner o -T er me was love." These expressions were so fresh in my mind for some days, that I could not forbear but bless the holy name of the living Lord secretly in my soul. The 16th of the Sixth month we arrived at Bar- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 301 badoes. The 17th there arose about midnight a hard gale of wind, which the Barbadians call a hur- ricane, or tornado, and blew more than ten vessels ashore, great and small, which were wholly lost ; and our ship was very near the rocks, people looking every minute when she would come on shore : but through divine favor we escaped, with only the boat stove against the rocks. I would have got on board, but that was impracticable ; but I got on the highest place I could, from which I could see them in the ship, and they me on shore; but we could not, for the violence of the wind, hear one another ; yet they were so near the fort where I stood, that I could discern them one from another, and they me from the multitude of people, many being in the fort with me. I seeing the chief mate look towards me, waved my hat towards him, and he in answer, his to me; then I made a signal to him to go to sea, which they immediately did, letting slip their cables and went to sea, without either boat, anchor, or cables, and came in the next day, and got their cables and anchors again, to the great joy of many of the inhabitants, whose hearty prayers were for our safety, as many of them told me. This among many others, I put in my calendar of deliverances and preservations from imminent dangers, by the hand of divine Providence. We stayed this time in Barbadoes about five weeks leaving the island the 27th of the Seventh month; and there I met with Kobert Jordan, my friend and brother in the work and fellowship of the gospel of 26 302 THE JOURNAL OF Christ, who took his passage with us for Philadelphia, whose company was pleasant and comfortable. The 4th of the Eighth month we met with a hard gale of wind, which broke the tiller of our rudder, and split our bowsprit and mainsail, and overset many of our chests ; Robert Jordan narrowly missed his, chest falling on him from one side of the ship to the other, which escape we looked upon as a merciful providence, and spoke of it to one another. In this passage we saw three vessels only ; it was a blustering time, but the shortest from land to land that ever I had, being but fourteen days and fourteen hours from the sight of Barbadoes to the sight of the mainland : we arrived at Philadelphia the 16th of the Eighth month. In the Ninth month I proceeded on a fifth voyage to Barbadoes, as master, and went down the river Delaware on a Seventh day, and on First day was at Chester meeting, at which time there was a burial of a child, and a large meeting. Our friends at Chester were glad to see me, and I them ; and after meeting we set sail and went down the river to Elsenborough, where we came to and landed Robert Worthington, whose son Ezra was on board, and went to Barbadoes for his health, being in a deep consumption. "We were on our passage about thirty-three days before we arrived at Barbadoes, when after doing my business, and visiting Friends' meetings about five weeks, we put to sea on the 10th of the Twelfth month, and sailed along to the leeward of several islands, till we came to Anguilla, where we landed io THOMAS CHALKLEY. 303 expectation to get salt, but at this time there was not any to be had there. We came to an anchor here in the night, hoping to get to a harbor before it was dark ; but it soon being very dark, and coming into shoal water, we saw a large rock, and came to by the side of it, in about five or six fathom water, taking it to be a ship, and when it was day we saw our mis- take, and that instead of a vessel, we were too nigh a rock, and the wind coming about, tailed our ship towards it, so near that we were sensible of touching twice; I ordered the men to heave a little further ahead, and so we lay clear till morning. When morning came, of which we were glad, several boats with a cable came to us, and the people advised us to put a spring on our cable and cut it, that she might cast the right way ; which accordingly we did, and it had the desired effect ; so that we soon got into a very fine harbor, it being about a mile off. Thanks were given to the Almighty by many of the people, for this deliverance. George Leonard, the governor of the island, heard in the morning, that a vessel was on the rocks, and the people were running with saws and axes, in order to break her up, if she could not be got off: the governor seeing them, sent a lieutenant with orders that, let her belong to what nation soever, they should help to get her off, if it could be, and if she was likely to be made a wreck, he charged them at their peril not to meddle with her, nor anything belonging to her, until they had first come to teims with the master; which is worthy to be recorded. 304 THE JOURNAL OF We stayed several days before we could get our anchor; for after we were in the harbor, it blew very hard for four or five days ; so that with our four oars we could not row our boat ahead, but watching for a calm one night, our people went out and got it, and then we went into the principal road or harbor in the island, called Croaker's bay. The name of that we came from was Rendezvous bay, where lived a very kind friend of ours, named John Rumney, who, with his wife and family, treated us with great love, and courteously received us into their house, and he went with me to the governor's, who was my old acquaint- ance and friend, who with much love and tenderness, when he knew me, took me in his arms and embraced me, saluted me with a kiss of charity, and thanked God for our deliverance, and that he had lived to see me once more, I having been there some years before : he was seventy odd years of age, as I remember, and had more than eighty who called him father; the people living much on roots and pulse, are very healthy in this island. I was here nine days, and had seven meetings with the people; the longer I stayed the larger the meetings were ; so that I had some difficulty to leave them. Through the grace and gift of God I was helped to preach the gospel of Christ freely, and they received it both freely and thankfully, divers, if not all; for their hearts and mine were very open one to another, the Lord's holy name be praised forever. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 305 CHAPTER X. 1731-1734. Continued Voyaging — Small-Pox in Philadelphia —Hurricane in Barbadoes — Storms at Sea — Troubles from Ice — Religious Labors about Home — Concealed Sorrow — Heavy Gales — Need for Patience — First Friends' Meeting in Christopher's — Insur- rection of Negroes in St. John's — Death of Thomas Chalkley's Son George — George's Character and last Sickness — Voyage to Ireland — Return Home. The 3d of the First month Ezra Worthington died, and the 4th in the afternoon, he was buried on the plantation of John Rumney, near his house ; the gov- ernor and his son-in-law were at the burial, where I told them that he was an inoffensive, innocent, sober young man, and that death was to be the end of us here, putting them in mind to remember their latter end. After I had done speaking, the governor said that death was a debt due to nature, and that we must all pay it, and blessed is the man who in time truly prepares for it. This was a good expression for a man in his post, and worthy of my notice, as I thought. I was at one meeting, where were the governor and his daughter, with divers of the best and soberest people of this island: it was a satisfactory meeting, 26* 306 THE JOURNAL OF which ended in prayer ; and when I arose from my knees, I found the governor on one side and his daughter on the other side of me, both on their knees; a posture in which people are too seldom found in this degenerate age of the world. On the 10th of the First month we departed from the island of Anguilla, with a pleasant gale, and had fair weather and winds for several days. I spent some time of this voyage in reading, and met with a passage concerning friendship. The comfort and beauty of it was set forth therein, yet most who treat upon that noble subject, place the felicity thereof in humanity ; whereas true and lasting friendship is of a divine nature, and can never be firmly settled with- out divine grace. Christ Jesus is the prime friend of mankind, from whom all true and lasting friend- ship flows, as from a living fountain, himself being the head spring thereof. " Henceforth," says he, " I call you not servants, but friends, and ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you." And again, "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye love one another." Oh, holy expres- sions ! much to be admired, and worthy every man -and woman's imitation and practice. Observe that when they had done whatsoever Christ had com- manded them, then they were to be his friends, and they were not only to be his friends, but one another's friends, as he was theirs ; and if occasion were, as he died for them, so they would die for one another. By this mark and true seal of the truest friendship, THOMAS CHALKLEY. 307 all the world should know they belonged to Christ, that they were united to him, and in him united to one another. Nothing but disobedience and sin can ever separate this friendship. Against this friendship which is in Christ, and grounded and founded upon him, the gates of hell can never prevail; but all friendship founded upon any consideration merely human, is brittle and un- certain, and subject to change or mutability, as expe- rience hath taught in all ages. If any person has a desire to have a faithful friend, let that person be sure to make choice of Christ ; for such as choose him have a friend in whom are lasting peace, comfort, and delight, joy and pleasure, and in him alone are they to be enjoyed forever. The 20th of the First month being the first of the week, we had a comfortable meeting for divine wor- ship, in which the goodness of God was extended to us as we were rolling on the mighty waters of the great deep, after which we had pleasant weather and a fair wind for several days. On the t!6th the wind sprung up at E. N. E., a hard gale, which lasted several days ; for about thirty hours it blew so hard that we could dress no victuals. I thought on the words of Job, when he spoke to his impatient wife, saying, " Shall we receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil also ? " cr that which is accounted or looks like evil in the eyes of man. In this time of exercise, the love and heav- enly life of God, in his beloved Son, filled my heart, 308 THE JOURNAL OP and caused an overflowing of praises to his holy, glo- rious, and blessed name. Oh ! it was exceedingly precious to my soul at that time. The 1st of the Second month we saw land, being driven to the southward nearly two hundred and fifty miles in this last hard weather; but we soon after arrived at our desired port. I visited the meetings of Friends at Philadelphia, Burlington, the Falls, Abington, Germantown, Bris- tol, and Frankford, and found the people had been under a general visitation of the small-pox, insomuch that many hundreds, especially of children, were taken off the stage of this life, in the city of Philadelphia ; and I was concerned to exhort Friends in that city ,to bring their children to meetings, and to educate them when young, in the way they should go, that they might not depart from it when old ; and that He who had taken many away, could, if he pleased, take many more ; for though he had laid down his rod at present, the distemper in the city being much abated, yet he could soon take it up again. It is my belief that the Lord Almighty will still continue to visit the city and people, if there is not a reformation, with further, if not sorer visitations, because he hath known them to do them good, and make them a bless- ing to many islands and people ; giving them the fat- ness of the earth, and that which is far more, the dew of heaven ; so that he may justly say to us, aa to Israel of old, " You have I known of all the fam- ilies of the earth ; therefore I will visit you for all your iniquities." THOMAS CHALKLEY. 309 In the beginning of the Fourth month, Robert Jordan was married to Mary, the widow of Richard Hill, all three worthy Friends. The meeting on this occasion was large, and the marriage solemnized in the fear of God. Divers Friends were concerned to speak to ihe people, and it was greatly desired that those present, who were then spoken to, might be married to Christ, the great lover of souls, who laid down his life, the most precious life that ever was on earth, and shed his precious blood for our salvation. A few days after, I again took shipping for the island of Barbadoes, being the sixth voyage, in the "New Bristol Hope," and left the Capes of Delaware the 8th day of the Fourth month. The 22d of the month, being weary, I laid down to rest, and falling asleep, was awakened with these words, " Oh, heart in heaven ! it is an excellent thing to have an heart in heaven ! " These words were comfortable to me, and left a sweetness on my mind all the day after, for which I was thankful, and greatly desired that my heart might be set and fixed more and more on heaven and heavenly things, and that my treasure might be in heaven, that my heart might be there also, according to the doctrine of my Saviour: "Lay up for yourselves treasure in heaven, for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." The 27th being the First day of the week, we had a comfortable meeting, the weather being moderate ; and on the 7th of the Fifth month we arrived at Bridgetown in Barbadoes, where we unloaded part 310 THE JOURNAL OF of our cargo, and from thence we went to Speight's- town ; where, after a stay of about five weeks, we accomplished our affairs. I also visited all our Friends' meetings, and some several times, in which we were edified and comforted, and divers of us had occasion to bless the holy name of God for his mercy to us. Before we left the island, there happened a great storm or hurricane, which did much damage to the ships and to the island, blowing down many houses and spoiling much provisions, destroying almost all the plantain-trees on the island, which is a very wholesome and pleasant fruit, and much used by many instead of bread. I was clearing out the vessel when this storm hap-' pened, and being twelve miles off, could not hear concerning her, but thought it altogether unlikely that she should ride out so great a storm, in so bad a harbor or road, it being open to the sea, and the storm such as had not been known for many years, and some said, never but once, to their knowledge, though more damage had at some other times been done to the shipping, by reason that the hardest of the wind was not that way, which was most dangerous to them in Carlisle bay, where they mostly lay ; they all got out to sea, except two or three that were lost by the vio- " Lence of the weather. It was indeed a very dismal time ; the vessels which rode it out were much dam- aged, and one being loaded, ready to sail, sunk down, and was lost in the bay. When I had cleared our ship, I set forward in order to see what was become THOMAS CHALKLEY. 311 of her; but the floods were so great, and the ways were so bad, I could not without some danger get to her that night ; but next morning set out from Joseph Gamble's, and to my admiration, from the top of a hill on which a house was blown flat to the ground during the storm, I saw our ship at anchor, having rode out the storm, with one sloop by her, for which cause my soul was humbly thankful. On the 17th of the said month, with some more than ordinary fatigue, we got up our anchor and took in our boat, and got our passengers and provisions on board, the sea breaking high on the shore, so that several of our people and our boat were in jeopardy of being lost ; but at length we set sail, and having sailed slowly about six or seven miles, we met with a sloop which had lost her mast in the storm, and next morning met two large London ships, which had put out to sea, not venturing to ride it out. We had fine pleasant weather for several days after we left the island, and on the 22d of the Sixth month, being the First day of the week, we had a meeting for the worship of God, which was comfort- able and satisfactory to us. The 4th and 5th of the Seventh month, we had very fresh gales from the north-east to the north, and were near a water-spout about a stone's-throw off, which surprised some on board, on which I came out of my cabin, and saw the water run up out of the sea into the cloud, as plainly as ever I saw the water run into the river, till it filled the cloud with blackness, and then it would break 312 THE JOURNAL OF in great quantities into the sea, which is dangerous, when falling on vessels. The 5th of the month being First day, we had a good religious meeting for divine worship, wherein our people were earnestly exhorted to a holy life, and to be earnestly concerned for the true faith, which is in Christ ; that faith which works by love, which is the evidence of things not visibly seen, and is mani- fest by works of piety and virtue. In this voyage we were twenty-two days from the island of Barbadoes to the sight of Cape Henry, in Virginia, and had a pleasant passage, in the main, to Philadelphia, where, in the Seventh month, was held our Yearly Meeting, at which I had a desire to be, my watery employment having hindered my being at one for several years. At this meeting I met with my old acquaintance and dear friends, John Richardson, of Yorkshire, and Paul Johnson, of Dublin, both on a gospel visit to the brethren and Friends in America. The meeting was large, and attended with divine grace and goodness, and ended with thanksgiving and praise to God and the Lamb. While our ship was loading, I was at meetings at Abington, Germantown, Fairhill, and Frankford, in Philadelphia county ; and at the Falls of Delaware, Buckingham, Neshaminy, and Bristol, in Bucks county. I was also at Burlington, at the marriage of William Callender, Jr., of Barbadoes, with Catharine Smith, daughter of Daniel and Mary Smith, of Burlington. On the 16th of the Ninth month, I proceeded on THOMAS CHALKLEY. 313 the seventh voyage to Barbadoes, in the ship " New Bristol Hope," having on board several passengers, one of whom, Elizabeth Martindale, was convinced of the principles of truth on the passage, and afterwards suffered in divers respects, for making profession with us. We had a long passage down tne river, the wind b?ing high and boisterous. On the 22d of the Ninth moTith we left the Capes of Delaware, and saw the island of Barbadoes on the 21st of the Tenth month, before it was day, and in the afternoon came to anchor in the bay of Speight's-town. In this voyage I met with a painful and troublesome accident, which hap- pened in a hard gale of wind : I being to the windward, and the ship having a large motion, missed my hold, was canted from my place to the other side of the vessel, against the edge of a chest, and so bruised my leg that I could not do my business as usual, which was a great hinderance and disappointment to me. • But in about a month's time, with the assistance of some of my friends there, I got indifferently through it, and also rode to Bridgetown and had several meetings there. I was also at several good and com- fortable meetings at Speight's-town, where we had one the day we sailed, being the 21st of the Eleventh month ; and on the sea-shore parted with our friends in great love, and set sail, the wind being north-east, so that we could weather the island of Martinico ; we therefore sailed along by the islands of Dominico and Guadaloupe, and had calms under the islands, and 27 314 THE JOURNAL OF sometimes the eddy winds from the mountains or high lands, would take the sails, and carry the ship round, which made it tedious. The 23d and 24th we passed by several islands, the winds and weather being fair and pleasant. The 25th in the evening, it began to be hazy ; and in the night we split pur main- top-sail, which cost us a great deal of labor and loss of time, before we could get it mended and set again. We had pretty fair weather about twenty days, until we came on our own coast and into soundings, when a hard gale of easterly wind springing up and blowing on the shore, was dangerous, and we had a long night coming on ; but through the favor of the Almighty, we got off from the land. In the midst of the danger of this storm, my soul sung praises to the Lord. The 12th of the Twelfth month we had another easterly storm, being in about thirty fathoms water; it blew and rained very hard, and was exceedingly cold, and our coming from a hot climate made it more' hard to bear. In this storm we saw the lights which the sailors call corposants, one of them was exceed- ingly bright, and sat about half an hour on our main- top-mast head, plain to the view of all the ship's company, divers of whom said they never saw the like, and I think I never heard of or saw the like before. The storm continued all night till day, when it abated ; and it being the first of the week, we had a comfortable meeting, in which the people on board were advised to get divine and heavenly learni jg, and THOMAS CHALKLEY. 315 not to be fools in religion, or in the things of God, nor to hate true knowledge ; for if they had all the natu- ral knowledge and brightest natural parts in the world, they would be but fools without the true fear of God, which the wise King Solomon says is the beginning of wisdom. The 27th of the month we saw Cape Henlopen, having been twenty-seven days from the island of Barbadoes : this was a close, foggy day, we could see but very little before us, and had like to have been aground on the shoals, which they call the hen and chickens, but went between it and the Cape, in three fathom water ; the wind blowing hard at south, we went up the bay by the lead, for we could not see land ; and the gale being so fresh, we got to Bombay- hook from our Capes, in about six hours, which is accounted twenty leagues ; where we came to anchor, and met with abundance of ice. Merciful was the deliverance and preservation we met with from the hand of the Almighty in this voyage ; may we ever gratefully remember it ! About a league above Bom- bay-hook, when the fog broke up, we found ourselves close on the Jersey shore ; and the wind sprung up at north-west, and obliged us to come to an anchor ; whare the ice came down upon us, which surprised some of us much. Coming out of so hot a climate, into one so severely cold, had a bad effect on most of our ship's company.. I had a sore fit of the phthisic, and was at times almost breathless, and thought I must die, for I could hardly breathe or speak ; but yet 316 THE JOURNAL OF I resolved as long as I was capable of reflection, I would think of God and my beloved Jesus ; in which thoughts and meditations I found some comfort and consolation. I sat up for several nights, not being able to lie down for want of breath ; and drank sage tea, which was very helpful to me. The next day the ice came down more and more upon us, and we feared to put back, because if we had gotten aground in the bay, the ice might have demolished us ; so we took the most convenient time we could, and got up our anchor with some difficulty, and stood for Eeedy Island, one of the best harbors upon the Delaware ; but the wind and tide failing us, we could not get in ; and the ebb brought down the ice mightily on us; so that it took away the head of our vessel, and cut her sides very much. The next tide we got into the harbor, and lay close to Reedy Island, making the ship fast on shore. While we lay here, several vessels came to us and fastened on shore as we did. The ice drove one vessel on us, and broke our spritsail-yard. Here I went on shore, where the people were very kind to us, particularly the sheriff of the county, John Gooding, and his wife and family. I went also to the house of John M'Cool, who with his wife were very tender in their care and love to- wards me ; bathing my swelled and benumbed limbs until the frost was pretty well out of them. The good will and tender love and care I here met with, affect my mind in the noting of it : I pray the Most High, whom I love and serve, to be their rewarder. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 317 I had two meetings at our meeting-house at George's creek, where were people of divers persuasions, who gave good attention. For these meetings I was truly thankful ; for though through the extreme cold, I could hardly speak when on board, I now spoke freely, much to my admiration, and I believe to the people's satisfaction, more than is proper for me to mention ; wherefore I praise God. When the weather was a little more open and the ice gone, we sailed up the river to Philadelphia, where I was joyfully re- ceived by my friends ; and while the vessel was re- pairing and fitting for another voyage, I was not idle, but visited Friends' meetings at Philadelphia, Burlington, Abington, Germantown, Byberry, Fair- hill, and Frankford ; being sometimes at four or five meetings a week. I was also at Haddonfield and Evesham meetings, in West Jersey ; both good and comfortable meetings, which will not easily be for- gotten : for therein God was graciously pleased to visit us with his word ; blessed b% -his name ! The 4th of the Third month we again set sail for •Speight's-town, in Barbadoes; and the 6th of the month, about six o'clock in the morning, left the Capes of Delaware. From this time until we got sight of Barbadoes, was twenty-five days, which was the quickest voyage I ever had in this ship ; in which time we had three meetings for the public worship of Almighty God, and to me they were beneficial ; and for God's goodness, I could do no less than return praise to him, who alone is worthy forever. 27 * 318 THE JOURNAL OF After I had done my business at Barbadoes and visited Friends' meetings, on the 5th of the Fifth month I sailed for South Carolina, touched at the island of Christopher's, and landed some passengers there. From thence we went to sea, and the same night had a storm, though we suffered but little, the wind being for us, so that we went before it, and after it was over, we had a pleasant passage of about four- teen days to the coast of Carolina ; and when we saw the land, the wind came against us, which made some of our passengers very uneasy ; but in meditating on the infinite Being, I was favored with inward com- fort and strong consolation, so that I was humbly thankful, and praised God. We were prevented by contrary winds, and a strong current, from getting into Charleston ; and while we were beating about the coast, we met with a vessel, which came from thence, and gave us intelligence that many people died suddenly, and that they buried ten or twelve in a day. Hearing such news, and the wind being still against us, our passengers, who in- tended for Carolina, concluded to go for Philadelphia : so we tacked about, and stood for Delaware bay, and then we had a fresh gale ahead again for several days, and spending so much time on the coast, our water was far expended, and we agreed to come to an allow- ance of it, a quart each man, for twenty-four hours, for several days before we get in. We were about five weeks on our passage from Barbadoes to Dela- ware river. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 319 Soon after our arrival at Philadelphia, we got our ship on the ways, in order to refit and sheathe her, in ■which time I travelled into several counties, and had many religious meetings, in which I had good satis- faction ; and my old acquaintance and friends said they rejoiced to see me again, after my sea-voyages. I was thankful in my heart for the good will of my good Master, and of my friends, in those journeys, which was, and I hope ever will be, better to me than choice silver or fine gold. The winter setting in about a month sooner than usual, many vessels were detained from going to sea, and frozen up ; and many vessels could not come from sea up the river, so that a great damp was put on trade, and the frost coming suddenly, many people were taken with colds and died, in both the provinces of New Jersey and Pennsylvania. My dear friend *and kind landlord, Paul Preston, died about this time, who on his dying-bed, said, " He had no desire to live but to do good, and that it had been his care to keep a conscience void of offence towards God and to all men, which now was his comfort." The hard weather continuing, I found a concern on my mind to visit Friends' meetings in the county of Bucks, in Pennsylvania, and the county of Burlington, in West Jersey ; and was at above twenty meetings in about twenty days. In this journey I was favored with the grace and goodness of the divine hand to a greater degree than I was worthy of, though I was sometimes exceedingly poor in my spirit, and in my own judg- 320 THE JOURNAL OF ment, very weak for service and labor, both in body and mind ; our meetings, considering the severe sea- son, were large, and I hope they were to general edification. On the 25th of the Tenth month, being the reputed birthday of our Lord Jesus Christ, at a little town near the Falls, called Bordentown, we had a meeting, where none had been held before by Friends, in one of the houses newly built by Joseph Borden, the pro- prietor of the place : he entertained us lovingly at his house, and generously offered ground for a grave- yard, and to build a meeting-house on, and a hand- some sum of money towards building it, though he did not make profession with our Society. Some that were at this meeting, who did not profess with us, came over the creek on the ice to Isaac Horner's, in the evening, where we had a satisfactory meeting, in which God through Christ was glorified. Daniel Stanton, my wife's sister's son, accompanied me in this journey, whose company and ministry were ac- ceptable, both to me and Friends, and we "had meetings at the Falls, Bristol, Middletown, Wright's- town, Bordentown, Crosswicks, Mansfield, Upper and Lower Springfield, Mount Holly, B,ancocas, Evesham, and Chester, and divers evening meetings at several Friends' houses. It being a sickly time, I was often sent for to visit the sick, in which visits we were comforted, and God's holy name was praised. On the 18th of the Eleventh month I was sent for to Bristol, to visit En n ion Williams, who was danger- THOMAS CHALKLEY. 321 ously ill, and to Burlington, to the burial of Eliza- beth, the wife of Jonathan Wright, who was buried from the great meeting-house. The meeting was very large, she being well beloved by her neighbors and acquaintance, being a woman much given to hospi- tality, and indeed many of the Friends of Burlington have exceeded in that respect the most that I have ever observed in my travels. She was a pattern of piety, a loving, obliging wife, and a tender, careful mother, a kind neighbor, a loving and faithful friend, and so continued to the end ; some of her dying words were, that she desired her love might be remembered to all her friends, which was done openly in the said meeting, and tenderly affected many. After I came home I was at the marriage of Wil- liam Parker and Elizabeth Gilbert, at which marriage was our worthy, ancient friend, John Richardson, with divers other European Friends. The meeting was large and edifying. The river still continuing frozen up, I had a desire to visit my friends and brethren in Chester county, whom I had not seen for some years ; and in order thereto, in the beginning of the Twelfth month, I with my kinsman, Daniel Stanton, set out from Phi- ladelphia, and went to Newtown, where we had a meeting next day, being the first of the week, and afterwards an evening meeting at Evan Lewis's. From thence we went to the Monthly Meeting at Providence, on Third day to Middletown, Fourth day to Concord, Fifth day to Birmingham, Sixth day 322 THE JOURNAL OF to London Grove; after which we had an evening meet- ing at a widow's house ; from thence we travelled on Seventh day to Nottingham, and were at a large meeting there on First day, and had an evening meeting at a Friend's house, where some persons came, who had never been at a meeting of Friends before. On Second day we had a meeting at Susque- hanna ferry, to which divers people came over the ice, and it was a good opportunity to many of them. Third day we had a large meeting at West Notting- ham, and in the evening at William Brown's, and next we had a large meeting at New Garden,. and at Michael Liehtfoot's house we met with two Friends from Ireland, Mungo Bewley and Samuel Stephens, who were now proceeding on their religious visit to Friends in Maryland, Virginia, and North Carolina. From thence I went to visit my old friend and ac- quaintance, Ellis Lewis, who had a desire to see me ; and we had an evening meeting in his chamber to our mutual comfort and refreshment. Next day we had a very large meeting in the meeting-house at Kennet; after which we went to Concord to the Quarterly Meeting for the county of Chester, and were at three meetings there, and likewise had three evening meetings at Friends' houses ; at which meet- ings we had the company of my kinswoman Alice Alderson, and her companion Margaret Coupland, who were lately come from the north of England to visit Friends in this and the adjacent provinces. We went on Third day to the General Meeting at THOMAS CHALKLEY. 323 Providence, which was very large; Joshua Fielding and Ebenezer Large were there; and we had an evening meeting at Rebecca Minshall's; and next went to Chichester, where we had a larger meeting than I expected, considering the season; we lodged at John Salkeld's. On Fifth day we had a good, open meeting at Chester, and in th« evening, another at Grace Lloyd's ; next day had a meeting at Springfield, which I believe will be remembered by»some that were there, when we do not see one another ; after- wards we travelled to Philadelphia. In the year 1732, arrived Thomas Penn, one of the proprietors of Pennsylvania, and son of the truly honorable William Penn, governor and proprietor of this province. A wise man, a good Christian, and a mild governor : a great promoter of piety and virtue, and of good men. May this his son walk in his steps ! In the First month was our General Spring Meeting, at which were several public Friends from England, viz. : John Richardson, Alice Alderson, and Margaret Coupland. The meeting was large and edifying, the said Friends having service therein to general satis- faction. The 2d of the Second month I proceeded on a voyage to Barbadoes, it being the first in the " Snow " Barbadoes packet, a vessel built on purpose for me-. We got to the Capes on the evening of the 20th of the Second month, and were obliged to come to anchor. On the 21st we put out to sea, but the wind being against us, and looking like windy weather, I concluded to come 324 THE JOURNAL OF to under our Cape, and wait for a fair wind : as soon as our " Snow " came to, we got our boat out and went to Lewistown ; and next day being First day, had a meeting in the court-house ; the people were glad of a meeting, and I had a good opportunity with them. After meeting I went on board and weighed anchor, and had a fair wind for above a week. Near the latitude of Bermuda, we had smart gales of wind, which obliged us to carry our topsail double-reefed ; and after having been at sea twenty-seven days and one night, in which time we had several meetings, we saw the island of Barbadoes ; though for the most part we had contrary winds, yet all was well, and God blessed, who is forever worthy. The 20th of the Fourth month, having done my business, and also visited Friends' meetings, we sailed for Philadelphia ; and on the 25th, being First day, we had a seasonable and serviceable meeting, wherein the Almighty was worshipped and praised, and the people exhorted to sobriety and temperance. We were about twenty days from Barbadoes to Philadelphia. After having stayed at home about six weeks, and visited the meetings of Friends in divers places, to mine and their satisfaction, on the 28th of the Sixth month I proceeded on another voyage for the island of Barbadoes, and left sight of our Capes on the 31st. The winds were for the most part contrary, and be- fore we got into the trade wind, we met with two hard gales ; the last of which was a kind of hurricane, in which we could carry no sail at all, but let the THOMAS CHALKLEY. 325 vessel lie to the mercy of the seas, or rather to the mercy of Him who made the seas and all that is therein, and in the earth also. In this storm we lost a square topmast, and divers other things belonging to the vessel ; but all our people were well and safe. This voyage we had several comfortable religious meetings on board, in which we were exhorted to prepare for another and better world, this being so very uncertain and momentary, and full of various exercises, temptations, and afflictions. I had on board three Whitehaven sailors, William Towerson, William Trimble, and William Atkinson, and I do not remember that I heard any of them swear an oath during the whole voyage, which I thought worthy to stand on record, because it is so rare in sea-faring men. About the beginning of the Eighth month, being in the latitude of Barbadoes, the thoughts of leaving my family and habitation, and many of my loving relations and near and dear friends, as at divers other times also, made me pensive and sorrowful ; but it being on a principle of justice, and sometimes meeting with the presence and goodness of God, I was enabled to do my affairs and business, and forbore to appear sorrowful as much as I possibly could, or to be of a sad countenance in the sight of men ; but to Him who knows all things, and sees in secret, I poured out my soul in all my afflictions, for He only is able to help me. I met with some who un- truly censured me, as covetous of the things of this world, or to be rich ; and that for the sake of these 28 326 THE JOURNAL OF outward things, I might venture ray life, until I might lose it. As to my life, it hath long been my desire to be ready to resign it, and is so still ; and as to those outward things, so far as I know, my heart is clear. Food and raiment, and to be clear and even with the world, having rather to give than receive, is all the grandeur I desire ; and if that be not granted, I hope to be contented without it, and to be thankful. I look upon crowns and sceptres, and all the fine things of this world, but as trifles, and diminutive, in com- parison of a house and kingdom eternal in the heav- ens. In this voyage, as usual, I read in the holy Scriptures, and met with strong consolation therein, especially in the New Testament; I also read much in the works of that eminent judge and good Christian, Matthew Hale. On the 7th of the Eighth month we arrived at Barbadoes, stayed three weeks and one day, and had several religious meetings. I hastened to accomplish my affaiis before winter, it being a time of the year when it is dangerous sailing on our coasts. On the 30th of the Eighth month we left the island of Barba- does, bound to Philadelphia; and on the 11th of the Ninth month it pleased God to favor us with a gra- cious opportunity to worship him; wherein was de- clared to the ship's company the nature and advantage of good, and the Fountain from whenGe it flows ; also the nature and disadvantage of evil ; the one springing from God, and the other proceeding from Satan, or the devil, who is the root of all evil : and that men THOMAS CHALKLEY. 327 might be left without excuse, God hath sent the divine and supernatural light of his holy Spirit, to show to mortals what is good and what is evil ; in order that they might embrace the good and refuse the evil. The 21st of the Ninth month we had a very hard gale of wind at north-west, which blew so hard that we were obliged to lay the ship to the wind ; for by the violence thereof we could not carry any sail, and it was so dark that we could neither see stars nor one another, nor hear one another, without we were very near, the seas rising very high. Indeed, the long, stormy, and dark nights, were very dismal, and- some of our goods got loose in the hold. In the beginning of the night, about the seventh hour, Philip Kearney, my apprentice, fell into the sea and was lost, which was a deep affliction to us. The 25th we saw land, and next day came to anch- or in Delaware bay. The loss of this lad was a cause that we were not so joyful as is usual for people to be when come to the shore. The latter end ofctlie Tenth month I went the third voyage, commander of the Barbadoes packet from Phi- ladelphia, bound to Barbadoes : we were towed through the ice by two boats from Thomas Master's wharf, and in two days got to Reedy Island; from whence we sailed down Delaware bay, where we lay two nights, the wind being contrary, and blowing hard. We left our Capes in the night, it being dangerous lying in the bay ; and after being out several days, had favorable winds and pleasant weather ; . but when we got into 328 THE JOURNAL OP the trade wind, it blew hard and mostly against us. The first land we saw was the island of Christopher's, where we arrived in twenty days from our Capes ; and the market for provisions being at that time bet- ter than any other of those islands, and the property of the vessel mostly belonging to me, and the cargo generally consigned to me, I disposed of part of it. Here being no meeting of our Society on this island, I had meetings on board the vessel in the harbor, and divers from the shore and several masters of ves- sels came to them, the Snow having large accommo- dations for such an occasion ; and so far as I could understand, the people were generally satisfied. Of late times, and also in this voyage, meeting with many losses and crosses, and much affliction and va- rious exercises, I was ready to say in my heart, Lord, why am I thus afflicted, now in my declining years, since, thou knowest, I love thee above all things, and that I would not willingly or knowingly offend thee, my great and dear Lord ? It was answered, as though vocally spoken, My only-begotteif and beloved Son, who never offended me, suffered much more. This word being such an evident truth, I begged patience to go through all my sufferings and afflictions, so that at last I might live with Christ in the glorious king- dom of God forever, where I might always bless and praise his holy name. Five or six days after our arrival at this island, a vessel that came out five or six days before us, ar- rived, she meeting with the same boisterous weather THOMAS CHALKLEY. 329 as we did, yet we made our passage ten or eleven days sooner. Several other vessels bound to Barbadoes, put in here, through these contrary winds ; and when I saw others in the like circumstances with us, I was the more thankful for being preserved safe, and so soon to this place ; yet it was a considerable loss and trial not to get to Barbadoes, the island I was bound to. At this island a person whose name was Galloway, a man of a great estate, hearing that I kept meetings on board the vessel, kindly invited me to have a meeting at his house, and said he would give notice of it to divers of the gentlemen, as he called them, of the island, telling $ne that I should be welcome to his house, which was much more convenient than the vessel. I was not very forward to accept of my friend Galloway's kind offer, being sensible of my own weak- ness and inward poverty, so that I made several excuses to evade it ; but he obviated them all. First; I asked him," If he could bear the reproach of having a Quakers' meeting at his house ? " He answered, " Yes ; there are good and bad of all societies." Sec- ondly; I asked, " If his wife would like it, or be willing that a meeting should be in the house ? " He said, " She desired it, and would be very willing." Third- ly ; I asked, " If he thought he could sit in silence ? " He told me, " He believed he could." I then told him, " I was obliged to him for his kind and friendly offer, and God willing, I intended to come, and tell my people of the ship's company to come also, and 28* 330 THE JOURNAL OF desired* him to give notice of it;" which he did : aud there was a large, satisfactory meeting. Oh ! may the Almighty sanctify it to some souls, is my desire. He and his wife were very courteous to me, and invited many of his rich friends and relations. His wife's father was a judge in this island, of good repute. People of several professions were at this meeting, and many expressed their being glad of it. An attorney- at-law said, " He was thankful for the words he heard that day, and if I would stay with them, he would always come to our meetings." One Judge Mills was at this meeting, and very kindly invited me to his house. Some meeting me next day, said "They were sorry they were not there." The mistress of the house told come of the people, who were persons of note, " That they should remember what they had heard ; " and spoke it with a religious concern, as it seemed to me. When I went to this meeting I was very poor, and in much fear, speaking with a great concern oo my mind for the people's salvation, and that God, through Christ, might be glorified. After this meeting it was as though a voice said unto me, " How dost thou know but for this cause, and for this meeting, thou art brought to this island, though against thy will?" The people told me they« did not remember that there ever was a meeting of Friends before on this island. The meeting had this effect, that the people had a better opinion of our Society than they had before. The subject I spoke cf was, the excellency of the gospel dispensation above THOMAS CHALKLEY. 331 that of the law, in that it brought us to the law, went through the law, and was above the law, and so far from destroying the law, fulfilled it; for proof of which, they were referred to Christ's most excel- lent sermon, which he preached on the mount. From the island of Christopher's, I purposed, God willing, for Barbadoes ; which I apprehended would be a troublesome voyage, it being about one hundred leagues to windward, and a strong current against us. On the 19th of the -Twelfth month we sailed towards Barbadoes ; and the wind being ahead and blowing hard, we tarried two nights at the island of Lucia, where we took in wood and water : the people here are mostly French, and were very civil to us. The 21st we put out again to sea ; but the wind and current being against us, obliged us to go into the harbor from whence we came, and tarry for an opportunity more favorable. While we were in this harbor, which is a very good one, several vessels came in on the like occasion ; and a vessel that left Chris- topher's about three hours after us, came here three days since we did. "We went out again in order to proceed to Bar- badoes, but as before, the current was so strong against us, and the wind also, that we could not get forward on our way ; wherefore we put back again to Christopher's, and by the way called at Antigua, where I had an open, satisfactory meeting, for which I was truly thankful, and so were some not of our 332 THE JOURNAL OF Society, of whom there were divers, and some who had not been at our meetings before. The next day we arrived again at Christopher's, and there unloaded the remainder of our cargo, though much against my mind. After having sold the most of our cargo at Basseterre, we went to Sandy point, and there sold the remainder, and took in our load- ing for Philadelphia. In loading our vessel, Judge Brown was my very good friend, and helpful to me therein, for which I think myself much obliged to him. While we lay here I had a meeting on board our vessel, to which came five masters of vessels. It was a good meeting, though I spoke to them in much misery and pain, having very angry, painful sores on my legs, occasioned by a fall in getting out of the boat ; the seas running high through the violence of the waves, I fell across the boat, and broke both my shins very grievously. The 31st of the First month, 1734, we had another meeting on board our vessel, to which came several from other vessels, and some from the shore, among whom was a young baronet and his host, a tavern- keeper, who at first behaved airily, but after some time he was more sober, and seemed respectful at parting^ I was invited to have a meeting next First day on board the ship "King George," a large vessel; the master told me his cabin was large, and would accom- modate many more than mine ; but we did not stay so long as till the First day. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 333 After this meeting was over, the master of the large ship came on board, and said he was sorry he had not come sooner, so as to have had the opportu- nity to be at the meeting. From Christopher's we set sail for the island of Anguilla, and had a meeting at the governor's house on a First day. We stayed at Anguilla three days, and there took on board some bags of cotton on freight, and sailed from thence the 10th of the Second month. The governor of this island, whose name was George Leonard, told me that he should live and die in our principles, saving that he must defend his people. But he did not consider that his defence might destroy both him and them, and that such defence was directly contrary to Christ's doctrine and practice. Not far from Anguilla is an island they call St. John's, the inhabitants of which are Dutch : the ne- groes there lately rose and took the island, killed the people, spoiled their plantations, and burnt their houses. I lodged at the house of a person who went to subdue those negroes, who were too strong for him and his company, and the negroes killed divers of them, and among them killed this man's two sons, for which their mother and sisters were in bitter . mourning, when I was at their house. The thoughts • of the bloodshed and vast destruction which war makes in the world, caused me to cry in my heart, "How long, Lord! thou holy, just, and true God, 334 THE JOURNAL OF will it be till nation lift up the sword no more against nation, and the people learn war no more." When I came home from this voyage, which was the 30th of the Second month, I met with the sor- rowful news of the death of my only son, George, a dear youth, who was but ten years and seven days old when he died, and as he was much beloved for the sweetness of his nature and disposition, so he was greatly lamented by many who were acquainted with him. I have this account to leave concerning him, not so much that he was my son, as to excite other youths to serve and fear the Lord, and to love him above all, and that they may remember their Creator in their youthful days, that it may be well with them in this world, and when time here to them shall be no more. He was a lad much inclined to read the holy Scrip- tures and other good books, especially religious ones ; and was always obliging, obedient, and loving to his parents, and ready and willing to do any service he could to his friends; any little services in his power he cheerfully performed and took delight in ; he was very diligent and ready to go to religious meetings^ and an entire lover of religious people. In his sick- ness he behaved himself more like a wise man than a youth of that age, bearing his pain and sickness with a great deal of patience. I being in another part of the world, he would gladly have seen me, but said he should never see me any more, and therefore desired his mother to remember his dear love to his THOMAS CHALKLEY. 335 father, and tell him he was gone to his heavenly Father. He was very fervent in prayer in the time ' of his sickness, and prayed that God would preserve his people all the world over. One time, when in great misery and pain, he prayed to Christ, saying, " Sweet Jesus ! blessed Jesus ! give me patience to bear my misery and pain, for my misery is greater than I can well bear ! Oh ! come, sweet Jesus, why art thou so long coming ? I had rather be with thee than in the finest place in all the world." Many other reli- gious expressions he spoke on his death-bed, greatly to the satisfaction and melting of his friends and re- lations who came to see him. One day he said, " My misery and pain are very great, but what would it be if the wrath of God was in my soul ? " He believing in the love of God in Christ, made him desirous of being with him, and seeing the joy that was set before him, thought the time long to be with Jesus, as know- ing that then he would he out of all misery and pain. His heart was full of love to his relations, acquaint- ance, and friends, who came to see him in his illness ; and full of tender sweetness and divine love, he took his last leave of them, which greatly affected many. This was one of the most pinching exercises I ever met with ; but as he said in his illness, so I now write : The wisdom of the Lord is wonderful. One time in this dear child's sickness he said, " Oh ! the good hand of the Lord help me, give me ease, and conduct me safely," i. e., to God's kingdom, uttering this verse : 336 THE JOURNAL OF Sweet Jesus, give me ease, for mercy I do crave ; And if thou 'It give me ease, then mercy I shall have. Although this was a great exercise and deep afflic- tion to me, in losing this promising youth, and my only son, yet considering that he went off the stage of life like a solid, good Christian, it was made toler- ably easy to me ; for he departed this life in much brightness and sweetness, and more like an old Chris- tian than a youth of ten years of age. It was usual for me to advise his mother not to set her affections too much upon him, thinking he was too good to live long in this world, and too ripe for heaven, to stay long on earth, in this world of sorrow and misery. This dear and tender youth, when read- ing, to which he was much inclined, if he met with anything that affected him, either in the Sacred Writ- ings or other good authors, would write it down, and get it by heart. He was more than common affection- ately concerned for his mother, doing whatever he could freely and cheerfully to serve her, and told her not to do some things which he thought too much for her, saying, Mother, let me do it ; if 1 were a man, thou should not do anything at all ; meaning as to labor. She being affected with his filial love and care for her in his father's absence, it caused her some- times to turn about and weep. I thought a little memorandum of the life and death of this religious lad was worthy of recording, in order to stir up other youth to obedience and love to their parents, who carefully and tenderly nourished and brought them THOMAS CHALKLEY. 337 up ; and also to love and obey God, from whom they have their life, breath, and being ; and to believe in Christ, who died for them ; who is the glorious light of all the nations of them that are saved, and walk therein, according to Sacred Writ. He got several pieces by heart out of the Bible and other religious writings, first writing them with his pen. One which much affected my mind, was die fifteenth verse of the fifty-seventh chapter of that evangelical prophet Isaiah : " For thus saith the high and lofty One, that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is holy, I dwell in the high and holy place ; with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the con- trite ones." I have now one only daughter, Rebecca, left me, out of 'twelve children, except my wife's son and daughter. After this long and tedious voyage, which ended in the Second month, I stayed but a few weeks at home, and loaded with wheat and flour for Dublin, in Ire- land ; Alice Alderson, my kinswoman, and Margaret Coupland, were passengers. We had a very comfort- able, pleasant passage, fair winds and weather, and good religious meetings. I think it was the most pleasant time that ever I crossed the seas. About Nantucket we saw several sloops whaling, and spoke with one, by which opportunity we inquired of the welfare of our friends on that island, and sent our 29 338 THE JOURNAL OF lovss to them. Not many miles from the sloops we saw a shoal of whales ; I counted eight in a row lying side by side in the water. We were four weeks and six days from our Capes to Cape Clear, in Ireland : coming near the land, we met with fishing-boats, and got plenty of choice fresh fish ; in the evening we got into Kinsale, took in a pilot for Dublin, and sailed next day from Kinsale and were out one night at sea, got next day to Dublin bay, where we went ashore, and were kindly enter- tained by our friends. We were at several large meetings in that great city, which some of us, while we live, at times I believe, shall remember. My stay in Ireland was about seven weeks, in which time I visited several meetings in the country, and at Eden- derry, the Moate of Greenough, Carlow, Ballytore, etc. We set sail from Dublin with a fair wind, in com- pany with the ship "Neptune," and our friends sent many prayers and good wishes after us. We were about forty persons, sailors, passengers, and servants, on board, and had a good passage, all things consid- ered. We had religious meetings on board, and were on our passage, from the sight of Ireland to the sight of our land, five weeks and six days : it was the quickest voyage I ever made to Europe and back again to Philadelphia. THOMAS CHALKLEY. 339 CHAPTER XL 1734-1737. Voyage