BERKELEY LIBRARY JNIVEK TY OF CALHVRNIA HIGH STBEET SABBATH SCHOOL, TO For Early Attejtfaance, ff'rom /uty t8of to /wfy t - - $ RIDE IN THE PADDOCK. [page 51. MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. BY THE AUTHOR OF "THE LOST KEY," ''THE GOLDEN MUSHROOM," AND THE "LITTLE WATERCRESS SELLERS." LONDON: THE RELIGIOUS TEACT SOCIETY; Instituted 1799. DEPOSITORIES, 56, PATERNOSTER ROW, 65, ST. PAUL'S CHURCHYARD, AND 164, PICCADILLY ; AND SOLD BY THE BOOKSELLERS. IOAN STAC* 1 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. . CHAPTER I. NOT many years ago there stood, at a little distance from the dusty high road which passed through a quiet agricultural village in one of the midland counties of England, a pretty-looking house, known, from the circumstance of its having a thatched roof, by the name of "The Thatched Cottage." Over the front, as well as from the rustic porch, hung clematis, roses, and other climb- ing plants. Against one end was trained a large apricot tree, which, every summer might be seen thickly studded with rich golden fruit, while over the other ran a B 3 005 6 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, grape vine, reaching almost to the top of the tall kitchen chimney, on the sides of which the finest clusters of grapes were always to be found. At the front of the house was the lawn, laid out very prettily, with gravel walks and beds of flowers ; at the back were the small kitchen garden and the poultry yard. Such was the home of Mrs. Shirley and her little niece, Margaret Craven. Here it was that Margaret's life had been spent ever since she could remember ; for, though not an orphan, she had never known her parents. They had left England for India when she was very young, leaving her under the care of Mrs. Shirley, who was a widowed sister of Mr. Craven's. They did not then expect that their absence would exceed two or three years, but, from one cause or other, it had been so much extended, that Margaret, though she often talked of them, had from being repeatedly told that they were coming, and being then disappointed, at length almost ceased to expect that she should ever have any other home than the Thatched Cottage. BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 7 Mrs. Shirley had no children of her own, but faithfully did she fulfil a mother's duties towards her brother's child, at the same time lavishing upon her an affection which a mother's love could hardly have surpassed ; and Margaret, in return, loved her with all the warmth and devotion of an affectionate and confiding nature, hidden, though it was, from those who did not know her well, by manners timid, reserved, and retiring. She loved her parents, too, but it was in a different way ; it was as we love those whom we feel we ought to love, but whom we have never seen, and of whom we know but little. Mrs. Shirley herself conducted her education, carefully instilling into her young heart lessons of faith, truth, and holiness, and early leading her to the feet of that Saviour in whom she herself trusted, and whose example it was her own daily endeavour humbly to follow. The more ornamental parts of education were not neglected, but they were esteemed by Mrs. Shirley at their proper value; and, while pursuing them, Margaret was taught 8 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, never to forget that they would adorn her only for a time, while the love and favour of God, which, conscious of her own un- worthiness, she must seek 5 by a true faith in Christ, with constant denial of self, and a daily endeavour, by the aid of the Holy Spirit, to walk in the way of his com- mandments, would be her portion for ever. Thus instructed, it was no wonder that Margaret's was a happy childhood, her home a happy home. She had, it is true, no companions of her own age beyond the few young people who were occasional visitors at Mrs. Shirley's house, but she needed them not, for in her aunt she ever found a ready sharer in all her little sor- rows, a glad companion in all her joys, and she wished for no other. Things had gone on in this way until the time when our story commences, at which period Mar- garet had just entered her eleventh year. It was one bright morning in early spring, Mrs. Shirley was preparing breakfast, and Margaret was standing at the window, scattering crumbs for the robins, and re- BEAL'TY OF THE HEART. 9 gretting that they were now growing too independent to care for them, when the postman made his appearance, walking quickly up the gravel walk which led to the house. "Aunt Ellen," exclaimed Margaret, " there's the postman ; shall I go and get the letter ? " and, without waiting for a reply, she ran to the door, arid quickly returned with a letter in her hand. "It's an Indian letter, aunt Ellen," said she ; " I wonder if there's a little one inside for me." But Margaret soon saw that there was not, and that she must consequently be contented to take her news second-hand. She was well accustomed to read her aunt's countenance, and soon saw, by the change in it, ere she had read the first page, that the letter contained some unexpected intelligence. " Margaret, rny love," said she, " here is good news for you in this letter, your papa and mamma are coming home at last." " Coming home, aunt Ellen ? " exclaimed Margaret, and for some reason, quite un- known to herself, she burst into tears. 10 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " Yes, dear, your papa says that they will be here in a few months ; but why do you weep, Margaret ; you are glad, are you not ?" " Yes," said Margaret, " I am glad, at least I think I am ; I ought to be glad, ought I not, aunt Ellen?" " Yes, dear, certainly you ought ; you ought to love your papa and mamma better than any one else." "Not better than you, aunty dear, ought I ? " said Margaret, twining her arms round her aunt's neck and affectionately kissing her ; " at least, not till I have seen them ; I don't think I cair, aunt Ellen, love them better than I do you." "We shall see when they come," said Mrs. Shirley, smiling and kissing her again ; ts at all events, I do not think they will mind your loving me too, though they mean to take you away from me." "Take me away from you?" repeated Margaret, " I never thought of that ; could not they and Ada come and live here too ? " " I do not think it is very likely that they could, Margaret ; but you are not going yet, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 11 so we will not talk about it now, we will have our breakfast." Margaret obeyed this restriction for a little while, but her thoughts were still busy on the same subject. She noticed too that her aunt had not taken any thing for her break- fast but an occasional sip of coffee. Presently she looked up in the midst of eating her egg, and laying down her spoon said " Aunt Ellen, I am afraid I am not so glad as I ought to be." "You will be glad by and by, dear Margaret." " Well, perhaps I shall, but somehow it seems as if I could not be glad to go away from you, not even to papa and mamma, and Ada. I do like this old house so too, and the garden, and the chickens, and poor old Tiney, and everything else." Then, after a pause, she continued, " I suppose, aunt Ellen, that papa and mamma will have a much finer house than this to live in ? " "I should think it most likely, or they will not have a very fine one," replied Mrs,, Shirley, again smiling. 12 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " But fine houses don't make people hap- py," remarked Margaret in a wise tone. " Nor do they make them chappy/' replied Mrs. Shirley. "You remember what your little hymn says, Margaret, that ' Happiness dwells in the temper within, And not in the outward estate/ " "Is mamma like you, aunt Ellen? "was Margaret's next question. " No, she is much taller, and when I knew your mamma, Margaret, she was very beautiful." " Then I suppose Ada is beautiful too, as she has always lived with mamma." " I do not know that that would follow as a matter of course," said Mrs. Shirley, smiling ; " however, once when your papa wrote, I remember that he said Ada was very like your mamma/' " I am not at all beautiful, am I, aunt Ellen ? " said Margaret, glancing, as she spoke, at the chimney glass opposite. " God has not seen fit to give you any large share of outward beauty, my child," replied Mrs. Shirley; ".but if you strive for BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 13 it, you may gain a kind of beauty which is of far greater value. Mere beauty of face and form, unless there be love to Christ, with good- ness and virtue within, is as worthless as it is short-lived and deceptive ; but beauty of the heart and mind can make even the plainest face attractive, and will still retain its bloom when outward beauty is faded and gone." "Do you think Ada is good, aunt Ellen?" said Margaret. "I hope, dear Margaret, she may have learned to love and obey the Lord Jesus; certainly I know of nothing in her to the contrary. I hope that she and you will be sisters in Christ, and in all that is good and excellent, as well as sisters in name." "It will be very nice to have a sister certainly, won't it ?" said Margaret. " We can learn our lessons together, and play together, and save up our money to make clothes for the infant school children : yes, all that will be very nice, only I wish Ada could come and live here for you to teach us, aunt Ellen ; don't you think papa and mamma would let her?" 14 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, Mrs. Shirley sighed deeply as she answered that she thought such a thing was not likely. Margaret heard the sigh, but she little suspected its cause. She did not know that at that moment her aunt was taking a glance into the future, and that she sighed as she thought of the many temptations to err from the right path, which she feared might be in store for the child whom she had so long loved and cherished as her own. Mrs. Shirley was, as we have said, a sincere Christian, and had endeavoured to bring Margaret up in accordance with the princi- ples by which her own actions were guided. Her brother, though he both loved and ad- mired her for her goodness, differed widely from her on the topics which in her eyes were all-important ; while his wife, unless greatly changed from what she once was, she knew to be a thorough woman of the world, leading a sort of butterfly existence which fashionable life demands, and as unfitted for the task as she was unlikely to make the attempt to lead Margaret onward in the path in which her footsteps had hitherto been directed. She BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 15 sighed, too, as she thought of the difficult position in which the poor child would be placed, well knowing that many things which she had hitherto been taught to look upon as wrong or even sinful, because they were so in God's sight, would, in her father's house, not only be lightly regarded, but even spoken of with admiration, while the amiabilities and excellencies of her disposition, which she had so carefully nourished and fostered as lovely flowers, hereafter to blossom in beauty and fragrance, would meet with no encourage- ment, but on the contrary would, she feared, soon be suffered either to run waste, or be left to be overgrown with unlovely and hurtful weeds, whose seeds, notwithstanding all the pains she had hitherto taken to destroy them, she well knew still remained within her heart "But it is wrong of me, very wrong," thought she, as she sat thus meditating within herself, " to be thus distrustful of the love and care of my heavenly Father ; cannot he who kept Noah in the midst of an ungodly world, who watched over Daniel, surrounded as he was by all the pomp and splendour of 16 MARGARET CRAVEN. a court, keep her, too, safe from harm, and unspotted by the world ? Can he not, will he not, grant her the aid of his Spirit, to keep her back from sin, and to enable her to withstand temptation, in one place as well as in another ? I have, it is true, guided her hitherto, but I have been but the instrument in his hand ; why should I grieve that she is to be taken from me? How can I tell but that it may be for some wise and good end, which I am not yet permitted to see? I will pray for greater faith, and strive to leave her unmurmuringly in his hands to do what scemeth him good," CHAPTER II. Six months had passed away, and now Mar- garet had been folded in the arms of her long absent parents, had received the first kiss of her beautiful sister Ada, and had heard end- less accounts of the new home to which she was soon to go. Mrs. Shirley was busy making preparations for her departure ; as for Margaret, she did not know, as she herself said, whether she felt happy or unhappy, glad or sorry. In the short interview she had had with them, her papa and mamma seemed very kind and good ; and Ada yes, she liked Ada very much, and she should like to go and live with them all, because it was right that she should live with them ; but then she did not like leaving her aunt Ellen and the Thatched Cottage ; she could not like that if she tried ever so much. Her papa had c 3 18 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, taken a beautiful house near London, and Ada said that they were to have everything in the world that they wanted ; that would certainly be very nice, but then aunt Ellen, well, aunt Ellen would of course come very often to see them, and they should, of course, go to see her ; this was a bright thought, and with it Margaret at length tried to comfort herself as well as she could. The last day on which she could call the thatched cottage her home, came. The next morning her papa would be there to take her away. Margaret had spent the afternoon in going with her aunt to say good-bye to a few friends in the neighbourhood, as well as to the old women in the almshouses, with whom she was a great favourite, and in pay- ing a last visit to the infant school, to distri- bute among the children a few little pinafores, which she had saved up her money to buy, and which she had been busily employed in making for the last fortnight. " After tea, aunt Ellen," said she, as they walked home, " I shall have to pack up my BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 19 work-box, and then I shall have done every- thing." " And I shall finish knitting your muffa- tees," replied her aunt, " and then I shall have done everything." Tea had not been long over before Mar- garet's work-box was brought out. She arranged and re-arranged the contents many times, before she could place them entirely to her satisfaction ; at length she declared that she should not take them out any more. " Look, aunt Ellen," she said, turning round to her aunt at whose side she was sitting, " do you not think this will do ? " Mrs. Shirley had not spoken for some time, and as Margaret uttered the words she saw three or four bright tears fall down on the muffatee which she was just completing. She jumped off her seat, and throwing her arms round her aunt's neck exclaimed "Aunt Ellen, dear aunty, don't cry, I wish I was not going away, I wish I might stay with you ; but I will ask papa to bring me to see you very often, I will indeed ; and I shall never forget you ; I will think of you 20 MARGARET CRAVEN; OK, every day, and I will love you too, oh ! so very much ! " " You are a dear child," said Mrs. Shirley, fondly pressing her to her bosom ; " I know you will love me, Margaret, and remember me ; and will you try to remember all I have taught you as well?" " Yes, indeed I will, aunt Ellen ; I will remember everything, I will never do any thing that I think you would not like." "That is, if you can help it, my dear child. But remember that you must not trust to your own strength to do what is right." " No," said Margaret, " I must ask God to help me ; I will remember that too." " And you will try to please God, Mar- garet. It is right of you to try to please me, and to please your papa and mamma, but first of all you must try to please God; for sometimes, you know, the things which please him do not please others who are very dear to us." Margaret looked up, as if she did not at all understand what her aunt meant. " Don't they? "she said. BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 21 "No, my love. I mean that all do not think alike; what some people think to be very wrong, others consider there is no harm in ; so that, if we are guided only by a desire to please our fellow creatures, we may sometimes go very wrong ; whereas, if we strive to do only those things which please God, and ask him to help us, we shall be quite sure of going right." " I think I understand what you mean, aunt Ellen; you mean that if anybody I loved very much were to wish me to do things which I knew displeased God, and I did not do them, I should be quite certain that / was right and they wero wrong." " Exactly ; but I hope, dear Margaret, that you will never be placed in such a case." " Oh, no!" said Margaret, as if she thought such a thing quite impossible. " I was only supposing, you know. Do you think, aunt Ellen," she continued, "that mamma will teach Ada and me the same as you have done ? " "I think it most likely that you will 22 MARGARET CRAVEN. have a governess/' replied her aunt ; " but, of course, you will be as obedient to her, Margaret, and attend to all she says, as you would to me or your mamma." " Yes," said Margaret ; " but I hope she will be very kind, and teach me as you have done, and Ada. I wonder if Ada likes learning as much as I do." "If she does not, you must try to like it better," said Mrs. Shirley. " She is nearly two years younger than you are, remember, and therefore you must set her a good example, not only in learning, but in other things." (S In other things, aunt Ellen ? " said Margaret, inquiringly. " Yes, you must be kind, and gentle, and forgiving towards her, making allowances for her faults, if you expect her to make allowance for yours." "Do you think Ada has faults, then, aunt ? " said Margaret. "She would be a very wonderful child if she had not," replied her aunt. " Do you not recollect those verses in the Bible which MAKGAKET AND AUNT ELLEN. BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 25 say, c There is none righteous, no, not one 3 f All have sinned, and come short of the glory of God 5 ?"* "Yes, I recollect that/' said Margaret; "but I hope Ada is not ill-natured." " I certainly should think that there is little reason to fear that, at least, from her appearance, Margaret; but, of course, you must expect to have sometimes to give way to her; you cannot expect to have things run on so smoothly when there is the will of another to consult, as when you can follow your own inclination with- out any one to contradict you." "1 do not think I shall mind giving up to Ada, if she will give up to me some- times in return/' said Margaret. " Then you must, as I said before, being the elder, set her the example, striving your- self to follow Him, who left * us an example that we should follow his steps,' and remem- bering the words of the apostle, when he says, ' Be ye kind one to another, tender- hearted, forgiving one another, even as * Rom. iii, 10, 23. 26 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, God, for Christ's sake, hath forgiven you.' "* Margaret sat for some little time in silence on her aunt's knee ; she seemed to be think- ing : at last she said, as if thinking aloud "I wonder what old Goody Mills will do without me to go and tell her the texts on Sundays." "I suppose I must go and take them to her instead ; do you think that will do ? " said her aunt smiling. " Oh, yes ! that will do very nicely if you will, aunt Ellen ; but I shall miss poor old Goody too. I wonder if there are any almshouses, or any Infant School, where mamma lives. Ada said she had never heard of one; was not that funny? But I sup- pose they don't have Infant Schools in India?" " Very likely not," said Mrs. Shirley ; " at least not in all parts ; but you must not expect to find everything in your new home that you have been accustomed to here, Margaret. You will have so many fresh * 1 Pet. ii, 21 ; Eph. iv, 32. BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 27 pleasures that you must make up your mind to lose some of the old ones." "Yes," said Margaret, thoughtfully ; "only I should like an Infant School. I was thinking, aunt Ellen, that if there should not be one, I shall have too much pocket money. I shall not know what to do with what I used to save for our little children, and for the old women's tea and sugar at Christmas." "Well, you had better wait and see; there are always plenty of good uses to which money can be applied." "Only I shall not have you to tell me," said Margaret. "Aunt Ellen," she ex- claimed suddenly, " would it not be a nice plan if I might write to you sometimes, and if you would write to me, and tell me all about everything ? " " A very nice plan indeed ; I was going to propose it if you had not thought of it, Margaret. You can write to me as often as your mamma will allow you, and tell me everything you do, and all about yourself." " Oh ! how very pleasant that will be ! and then I shall have a letter back from 28 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, you. But, aunt Ellen," she added, speak- ing in a lower tone, and putting her face closer to her aunt's, " suppose I should be tempted to do what is wrong, as I am now sometimes, may I tell you that, too?" " Yes ; you may tell me that, too, my love; but remember to tell it to God also. Remember that you must go to him and confess to him all your faults, asking his forgiveness for the sake of Jesus Christ your Saviour. And you should ask those also against whom you have offended to forgive you." "Yes; I will indeed," said Margaret, " and I will ask the Holy Spirit to help me to be good. Aunt Ellen, do you know, I think if it were not for you I should often be a great deal naughtier than I am. I seem sometimes to feel as if I liked to be naughty." " Do you know what it is that makes you feel so, Margaret ? " "No, aunt, not exactly; I know it is God's Holy Spirit that makes us wish to be good, and puts good thoughts in our wicked hearts; and I know we all have wicked hearts." BEAUTY OP THE HEART. 29 "And Satan, the wicked Spirit, puts wicked thoughts into our hearts. We learn from the Bible that Satan seeks to destroy souls by tempting them to sin that they may be lost for ever." " That is very dreadful," said Margaret. " I will try always to think of it when I feel as if I should like to be wicked again. But people cannot help doing wrong things some- times, can they, aunt Ellen ?" " Not of themselves, as I told you before, Margaret ; but by God's help they can. It is only when we neglect to ask for, and trust to, this help, that he permits us to fall into sin; for the Bible expressly tells us that God 'will with the temptation make a way to escape, that we may be able to bear it/* You know what that means, Margaret." " Yes, aunt, I think I do ; it means, does it not, that if Satan tempts us to do a wrong thing, and we feel as if we should very much like to do it, yet if we ask God he will help us not to do it, as he helped me not to take * 1 Cor. x, 13. D3 30 MARGARET CRAVEN. that large peach off the garden wall, though I had got my hand on it and was almost going to pick it last summer." " And when I was in the summer-house watching you, though you did not know it until afterwards," said her aunt smiling, " and saw you run off indoors, as if you were frightened." " Well, I was frightened," said Margaret, " so frightened lest I might go back again ; and oh, I remember I felt so thankful when I went to bed at night, arid thought that I had not done it. I know it was God who helped me not to take it ; I recollect so well just how I felt when my fingers touched the peach. I seemed to feel all in a moment that he was looking at me, and then I seemed in my heart to ask him to help me, and then I ran away." Mrs. Shirley folded her once more in her arms, and Margaret felt the warm soft tears fall upon her face as she said, "God bless you, my darling child; and ever grant you his mighty aid in every temptation to which you may be exposed." CHAPTER III, WHEN Margaret awoke two mornings after, she looked around in amazement, and it was some moments before she could recol- lect how it was that she found herself in a place so different from her own little room, papered with green, at the Thatched Cottage. By degrees she recalled the dif- ferent circumstances of the previous day, finally recollecting that she had been too tired and weary to take notice of anything when she came to bed. She now saw that the room was much more elegantly fur- nished than any of her aunt's rooms at the Thatched Cottage had been, and that the two little beds which it contained, as well as the windows, were hung with sky blue damask. She pushed the curtain of her own bed aside, and saw her sister Ada fast 32 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, asleep in the other. Ada, at that moment, looked very beautiful, and Margaret was so attracted by her appearance, that she slid out of bed, and, creeping silently towards her, imprinted one gentle kiss upon her cheek. The child woke, and rubbed her face with a gesture of impatience. "It was only I, Ada dear," said Mar- garet ; " won't you give me another kiss ? " "I thought it was a mosquito," said Ada; and, again closing her eyes, she was soon fast asleep. Margaret did not think this a very gra- cious salutation; for though she was not quite so well acquainted with mosquitos as Ada, she knew that they had stings, and she did not at all like her first kiss being taken for a sting of any sort. However, she forgave Ada, supposing her to be, as she really was, very sleepy, and amused her- self by making a quiet tour of the room, and peeping out under the corners of the blinds to see what the outside view might be. Then she again crept into bed, and employed herself, until the servant came to BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 33 call them, in counting the little silken bobs which hung down from the fringe around her bed. Susan (for this Margaret discovered the servant's name to be) had some difficulty in arousing Ada, and still more in inducing her to get up, and Margaret, who had al- ways been accustomed to treat her aunt's servants with proper respect, could not help feeling astonished at the manner in which Ada, as soon as she began to dress, or- dered Susan about, never condescending to thank her for any of the services she per- formed. At length they were both dressed, Margaret having had to wait some time before her frock could be fastened, on account of Ada's insisting upon wearing one which she had torn, and which Susan was con- sequently obliged to sit down and mend. "Now," said Ada, "let us go down, and I will show you the new pony." " But we have not said our prayers yet/* said Margaret. " Oh, no more we have ; but we can say them afterwards. Come along," said Ada. 34 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, "I would rather say mine now," said Margaret, drawing back. " Very well," said Ada, " it will soon be over, to be sure," and she knelt down by the foot of her bed. Margaret knelt down by the side of hers, but did not rise for a long time after her sister. " What a time you are," said Ada, " I could have said my prayers twenty times while you have been saying yours. I always make great haste with my prayers," " But that is not right," replied Marga- ret ; " we ought not to be in a hurry when we are speaking to God." Ada gave her an amazed look, and they went down stairs together. Mr. Craven was in the breakfast room ; he kissed them both, and upon Ada inquiring about the new pony, he said he would take them to see it himself, at the same time forbidding them ever to go into the stable, alone. As they were going along he looked at Margaret and said, " Why, Margaret, you are not a bit like Ada ; you are something like your BEAUTY OF THE HEART, 35 aunt Ellen, but I hope you're not so good as she is," he added, in a half joking way. " No ; I am not nearly so good as aunt Ellen," said Margaret, very seriously. " Well, I am very glad of. it, my dear," said her papa, apparently amused at her answer; "you would be a great deal too good for me if you were. I don't think your aunt Ellen was ever a naughty girl once in her life." " But I have been naughty many times," said Margaret, in the same serious way. " So much the better, my dear ; I tell yon, you would be too good for me if you had not." " But, papa," said Margaret, looking up to his face, " don't you like good people ? I love aunt Ellen dearly." " So do I, Margaret," he replied, seeing that he had gone a little too far; "and I hope you always will love her, for I am sure she deserves it." Margaret felt satisfied that her papa had only been joking; and as they had now 36 MARGARET CRAVEN ; OR, arrived at the stable door, the pony, a beautiful little cream-coloured creature, soon drew their attention from other subjects. Ada was impatient for a ride. Margaret stood by and admired. " Margaret must have the first ride, she is the eldest," said Mr. Craven, drawing her forward as soon as the side saddle was adjusted, but Ada endeavoured to mount, and said that she would have the first. " I don't mind, papa," said Margaret, as her father attempted to pull Ada down. " 1 can have a ride afterwards." "Aunt Ellen all over," murmured Mr. Craven to himself, but he allowed Ada to have the first ride nevertheless. When they returned to the house Mrs. Craven was down and waiting breakfast for them. She kissed Margaret, and after ask- ing her how she liked the new pony, bade her and Ada stand up together that she might see the difference in their height. " Ada is nearly as tall as you, Margaret," said she, " although she is more than a year and a half younger. I am afraid you have a BEAUTY OP THE HEART. 37 habit of stooping, you have not begun dancing I can see." Margaret replied that she had no dancing master at her aunt Ellen's, upon which her mother said that Ada had learned some time, and could already dance very well. " You must begin too," said she ; " your new governess will be here next week : she is a very accomplished lady, and I hope you will both of you be good girls, and make the most of her instructions/' After breakfast, Ada, who seemed to delight in being of importance, took Margaret all over the grounds, then into the different parts of the house. " And now," said she, " we will go upstairs, and I will show you all my frocks and pretty things, and afterwards, when Susan has unpacked your boxes, I can see yours." The room was soon strewn with articles of dress of every description. Ada evidently took great pride in displaying her finery; Margaret remarked that she thought some of her frocks were very pretty. " Yes/' said Ada, " those are what I wear 38 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, when there is company, and I go in to dessert after dinner; you will have to go as well now, but I suppose you haven't any frocks so handsome as these." "No," replied Margaret; "aunt Ellen never wears such smart things herself, so she did not buy them for me. I always used to wear white in the evening, if aunt had any friends/' tf Ah ! but you won't now ; mamma likes to see people nicely dressed, and of course you will have the same things that I do," said Ada, in a patronizing way. " Shall we fold all these up now, and put them away again?" said Margaret, who really began to feel quite tired of look- ing at so many dresses. " Oh, no ! Susan can do that," said Ada ; " I never fold up my own things." " But she is unpacking my boxes," replied Margaret ; " besides, Ada, we pulled them all out to amuse ourselves, and it is not fair that she should have to put them away again." 66 Why not ? " said Ada ; " she's my scr- BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 39 vant our servant, at least," she added, correcting herself; "what's the use of her if she is not to wait upon us ? " This was quite a new style of things to Margaret, and Ada shortly after going down stairs, she took the opportunity of asking Susan if she could assist her in taking the things out of her trunks. "Thank you, Miss," replied Susan, "if you would come to these drawers and show me how you like your things put, it would save me the trouble of altering them after- wards ; Miss Ada is so very particular about hers." " I am very sorry, Susan," said Margaret, as she helped to place some of her things in the drawer, " that you will have the trouble of putting away all Ada's things, for she only got them out to show me ; I would fold them up myself only I do not exactly know how she would like them done." "I don't think it will ever be a trouble to me to do anything for you, Miss Mar- garet," said Susan. She would have added, 40 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " 1 wish Miss Ada were like you ; " but thought she had better leave the words un- said. Margaret thanked her for her kindness, and then said, " Shall you want this little top drawer for anything, Susan ? " Susan thought not ; upon which Margaret added, " Then I think I should like to keep my books in it; Ada says that there is a book case in the school-room, where I can put them, but I would rather keep some of them here my Bible, and Prayer Book, and Hymn Book, and a few other little books ; they will be easier for me to get at ; my Bible, you know, I shall want every night." " Every night, Miss ? " said Susan, in a tone of slight astonishment. " Yes/' said Margaret. (( I always read a chapter, or part of one, to my aunt Ellen every night before I went to bed, and she used to explain it to me ; but she said, that as she thought mamma might very often be engaged, and not able to hear me, I had better make it a rule always to read to myself now, for fear of missing sometimes." BEAUTY OP THE HEART. 41 When Susan went down stairs she told her fellow-servants that she thought Miss Margaret much too good for that house, and that it was a pity she had ever come into it. With Margaret the day passed quickly ; away ; there was so much to hear, and so many things to see, that she thought she should never come to the end of them; yet amidst all, true to her promise of never forgetting her aunt Ellen, her thoughts many times wandered back to the Thatched Cottage, and in her heart was a fond, half regretful recollection of the happiness she had left behind her there. When bed-time came, Ada was dreadfully sleepy, she having, on the strength of its being Margaret's first day at home, petitioned to be allowed to sit up an hour later than usual. Margaret was tired too, but as soon as they were undressed, she threw her dressing gown around her, and taking out her Bible, sat down and began to read. "What are you about, Margaret," said Ada; "why do you not get into bed? I want to go to sleep." E3 42 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " I am only reading a little, Ada dear," replied Margaret, " I shall not disturb you if you go to sleep/' " But I cannot go to sleep while the light's burning," said Ada, pettishly ; " and you cannot want to read to-night ; there will be plenty of time to-morrow." "There, Miss Ada, you cannot see the light now, if I draw the curtain," said Susan ; " so go to sleep like a good girl." But Ada kept on talking and grumbling, so that at last Margaret was obliged to close her book and put it back in the drawer. She then went up to Ada's bed to wish her good night. " Susan can put the light out now, Ada," said she, "but please do not talk to me for a little while, dear; I am going to say my prayers." Ada's sleepiness alone prevented her non- compliance with this request, and Margaret, her thoughts in a complete whirl, and her heart full of new and strange feelings, knelt down to pray. After a while her ideas became more collected, and she prayed earnestly that God would bless all who BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 43 were dear to her, her father and mother, her dear sister Ada, and last, but not least, her beloved aunt Ellen. She prayed for herself too, that she might be enabled, by the Holy Spirit's help, to put all her trust in the Lord Jesus Christ, to love God and to keep his commandments, that she might be watered with the dew of his grace while here on earth, and finally received, through the merits of her Saviour, into the ever- lasting kingdom which he has prepared for those who love him. When she rose from her knees, Susan, who was still in the room, whispered, " It takes you longer than your sister to say your prayers, Miss Margaret." "Yes," said Margaret; "because you know, Susan, I have so many things to ask for ; but I don't the least mind being in the dark another night, if it keeps you too long, Susan." "No, Miss Margaret, I would not mind waiting twice as long for you," she replied, as she helped her into bed. " I would not have put the candle out, only I knew 44 MARGARET CRAVEN. Miss Ada would go grumbling to your mamma." " Thank you, Susan," said Margaret, " I am very much obliged to you for being so kind to me; you have tucked me up just as aunt Ellen used; she always came to kiss me every night after I was in bed." And two or three tears dropped on Mar- garet's pillow as she thought how long it might be before she should see that dear face bending over her again. CHAPTER IV, THE sabbath had indeed ever been "The Pearl of Days" in the Thatched Cottage. Margaret had generally been accustomed to accompany her aunt immediately after their early breakfast to the Sunday school, where she stood by her side as she taught her class. They then went to church. In the afternoon it was always Mrs. Shirley's practice to assemble around her as many as chose to come, and the number was frequently not small, of the children of the little farmers, and others in the village, who considered themselves just a grade too high to attend the parochial school. With these she read the Bible, explaining the more difficult parts, and encouraging them to its study, by many little plans of her own. Sometimes Margaret joined this class, 46 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, but more frequently she went to the alms houses close by, to read for an hour or two to blind Goody Mills, the expected loss of whose society we found her regretting. In the evening they went to church again, and the day was closed with pleasant and useful conversation, or a little reading, and, finally, evening worship. To Margaret it was always a happy one, but she was now destined to spend her Sundays in a very different way. In Mr. Craven's house breakfast was always late on Sunday morning; so late, that Mrs. Craven was often late at church, too, in consequence of it. Mr. Craven accompanied her there sometimes, but only sometimes. It was one of his opinions, that as people who went to church were often quite as wicked as those who stayed at home, there was very little use in attending church at all; and so, instead of going in the hope of growing better, he remained away, and grew, if not worse, at least, more careless and indifferent. On the first Sunday morning of her BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 47 residence at home, Margaret noticed that new frocks and bonnets were laid out for her and Ada, much smarter than any she had ever yet worn. Ada was delighted, and spent much time in looking at herself in the glass ; but Margaret, to say the truth, felt rather out of her element. When they joined their mamma at the hall door, where the carriage was waiting for them, she looked at them both with evident satisfaction, and said, " You do look a little fit to be seen now, Margaret ; I can't think how your aunt could have dressed you in such dingy things ; but make haste, and get into the carriage, or we shall be too late." Margaret, however, did not like her new dress any the better for hearing her aunt's taste so disparagingly spoken of. When they came out of church, Ada made remarks on the people whom she had seen there. " Did you see that lady that sat three pews before us," said she to Margaret, "in a blue bonnet and feathers? that was Lady F . Mamma knows her." 48 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, "No," replied Margaret, "I did not notice her." " You saw those two young ladies in white, then, just across the aisle ; they are the Clergyman's daughters; mamma says they look regular frights in those great bonnets." " No, I do not think I saw them/' said Margaret; " I did not look across that way." " What did you do with your eyes then ? " said Ada, " I do not think you saw any- body." " Aunt Ellen always says it's not right to look about in church," replied Margaret. " Well, but you need not mind now what she says," said Ada. Margaret was going to reply that she liked minding vrhat her aunt said, when her mamma interrupted her by saying, " Margaret is quite right, Ada ; it is extremely vulgar to stare about in church in the way you do, you never see the Miss F s do so, and I must beg that you will correct this habit." Ada pouted, and Margaret could not help thinking that the reason which her mamma BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 49 had assigned for its not being right to stare about in church was a very different one to that which her aunt Ellen would have given. "There is to be company to dinner to- night," said Ada, as she and Margaret were taking off their things ; " I heard mamma giving orders about the dessert; we shall have to go into the dining room after dinner." "Company to-night ?" repeated Margaret in a tone of astonishment, "why it is Sunday!" "Well, what does that signify?" said Ada, " papa likes to have company on Sundays, it is so dull without, he says." In the afternoon the two sisters were in the drawing-room together. Mr. Craven came in. " Come, Margaret/' said he, " I have not heard you play yet, and aunt Ellen gave me a flourishing account of your music; sit down and play me a tune." Margaret immediately went to the piano, and commenced a hymn tune. "That is not a very pretty tune, I think," said her father, 50 MARGARET CRAVEN ; OR, " although you played it very nicely ; do you not know something rather merrier, Margaret ? " " I do not think there are any merry hymn tunes, papa," said Margaret, looking round. "No, I don't suppose there are," said her father, "but I do not want hymn tunes; play me something else, something lively." u But it is Sunday, papa," said Margaret timidly. " Well, and may not people play lively tunes on Sunday ?" said he ; " come, sit down ; I am sure you know some." " I would rather not, papa, please," said Margaret, drawing back, as he attempted to place her again on the music stool. " Ah ! I see how it is," said her papa, "your aunt has made a regular little Methodist of you, in spite of all the direc- tions I gave her to the contrary ; has she not, Margaret?" he continued more kindly, and patting her shoulder as he spoke. " I don't know, papa," she replied ; " I don't know what a Methodist is." BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 51 " Well, and I am sure I cannot tell you," said her father; "only you need not look so scared about it, for they are very good sort of people ; at least, so your aunt Ellen would say." Soon after this Margaret went up stairs to her own room, and taking out her Bible and some of her little books began to read, feel- ing all the while very lonely and sad at heart indeed. She thought of her aunt Ellen, of how she was spending the day, and of all she had said to her about trying to please God, and that he would help her to keep in the right path if she asked him ; and then she lifted up her heart to her Father in heaven and felt comforted. In a little while her father's voice was heard calling to her to come out in the garden. When she went down she found him giving Ada rides round the paddock on the new pony. " Come, Meggie," he said, as soon as he saw her, " put away that solemn face, and have a ride. Ada is only going round once more." Margaret did not answer, but as soon as she saw that his attention was again 52 MAKGAHET CRAVEN ; Oil, taken up with Ada, she slipped away and ran back to her own room. In the evening she and Ada were both dressed with every possible care to go in to dessert. Ada was a child whom any one could love and caress ; her beauty was so striking, and her manners, when she was in a good humour, so engaging, that few could help being attracted by her. Mar- garet's manners, on the contrary, were timid, reserved, and perhaps from her having been so unaccustomed to society, a little awkward. She was not long in feeling the difference in the notice taken of her and of Ada, by her father's guests. Ada, who had seen them all before, was petted, flattered, and caressed by every one, and laughed and talked without the least sign of bashfulness, but to Margaret they were strangers ; few spoke to her, and to those few she seemed as if she could not find a single word to say in return. Often in the course of the evening she felt the tears almost ready to rise into her eyes, and oh ! how often did she wish herself back again in the quiet parlour BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 53 of the Thatched Cottage, reading her evening portion of Scripture to her aunt Ellen, or singing the evening hymn, with which, and family prayer, their sabbath duties always closed. At length, to her great relief, the time came for them to say good-night, and when Margaret laid her head upon her pillow, in the dark, gentle stillness of the night, she for the first time since she had left her aunt, indulged in the luxury of a good cry. After this, she again asked God to bless her, and a secret feeling of peace and happiness stole over her ; the everlasting arms were beneath her ; and she slept sweetly under the shadow of his wing, who has said, as of his vine- yard, so of each, even the weakest vine planted in it, " I the Lord do keep it ; I will water it every moment : lest any hurt it, I will keep it night and day.' 1 * * Isa, xxrii. 3. r3 CHAPTER V. THE next week Miss Gregory, the new governess, came. Margaret had built very much upon the thought of her coming; for never having been taught by any one but her aunt Ellen, an idea had taken possession of her mind that Miss Gregory would be something like her and teach like her. In this, however, she was doomed to be greatly disappointed, for Miss Gregory and Mrs. Shirley were in nearly every respect as un- like as two persons could well be. Miss Gregory was a person of stiff and rather haughty manners, and of a dashing, stylish appearance, while Mrs. Shirley, as our young readers will have concluded from what they already know of her, was exactly the opposite in all these respects. On the day of Miss Gregory's arrival, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 55 Margaret in the evening happened to be in the drawing-room when the governess and Mrs. Craven were talking together. Mar- garet had no intention of listening, but she could not avoid over-hearing what they said, although she was seated at some distance from them. " I have brouuht Ada up under my own eye," said Mrs. Craven, " but Margaret, on account of her being then a delicate child, was left, when we went abroad, under the care of a sister of Mr. Craven's, who until this time has entirely conducted her education." " Indeed ! " said Miss Gregory, " she is very different in appearance from her sister." " Oh yes ; they are different in every respect," replied Mrs. Craven, " and I very much regret that we were compelled to leave Margaret so long as we did with her aunt, as, although I have no doubt that she is a most excellent person, she has given her such strange, odd notions on some points, that I fear vou will have a little trouble in 56 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, getting them out of her ; you may observe, too, that she is awkward in her manners, and not at all stylish in her movements; but those things I hope you will soon be able to correct." Miss Gregory replied that she had not a doubt of it, as her two last pupils, the daughters of Sir James H , were considered to be exceedingly awkward when she first went to them, but now every one noticed them as most graceful and elegant girls. Margaret felt that she had no right to hear any more, and with her heart all in a flutter, moved off to the farthest end of the room. Nothing could be more contrary to the system in which Margaret had hitherto been educated than that adopted by Miss Gregory. All her endeavours were directed towards making her pupils proficient in showy and outside accomplishments, and in imparting to them what she considered fashionable and stylish manners and movements. Margaret was at first in frequent disgrace for not holding her head that way, and her shoulders BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 57 this, while Ada was as constantly com- mended for her superior grace and elegance. By this time Margaret had ceased to be considered as a stranger in the house, and Ada's character began to come out in its true light. Susan said, that no one, to see them together, would ever suppose that Miss Margaret was the elder, for Ada did nothing but domineer over her, and order her about, always insisting upon having her own way in everything. At first Margaret had borne all this very amiably, but when she found that Ada considered it as a matter of course that she should always give way to her, she grew less patient, and often felt exceedingly irritated against her sister. There were other things, too, which made her at times feel very unhappy. Her father, if he did not exactly laugh at her aunt Ellen for being religious, would often throw out jests about her which Margaret could well under- stand, but did not at all like. She saw, too, that Ada was much more thought of and considered than herself; and though, as far 58 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, as outward circumstances went, they were treated exactly alike, yet that the place which she held in the hearts of her parents, especially of her mother, was much smaller than that assigned to Ada. Yet she loved Ada nevertheless, and tried hard not to feel envious of the love which all seemed anxious to shower down upon her. Margaret tried hard too to banish other sinful feelings, and wrong thoughts, which she became conscious were by degrees en- deavouring to obtain access to her heart, and as long as she watched and strove and prayed, she came off conqueror ; but many temptations were around her, and more than once she felt herself on the point of falling, more than once her foot slipped, and she no longer stood upright in the narrow way. By slow degrees she grew less watchful over herself, and her trust,, in the Saviour, and the desire to please God within her heart, seemed to be less earnest than they had once been. Sinful thoughts and passions were allowed after a time to grow up un- subdued within her, and though in her BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 59 better moments she sought God's help, yet the whisperings of the Spirit in her con- science were often unheard ; or, if heard, were unheeded or forgotten. At first she had written long letters to her aunt, faithfully relating whatever hap- pened to her, pouring, as she had been ever wont to do, all her short-comings and temptations into that faithful bosom, and receiving in return words of warning, help, or encouragement, as the case might be. Her mother took no notice of this corres- pondence. One day, however, she took up one of Mrs. Shirley 's letters, but soon threw it down again, saying that she could not think what in the world Margaret could want to write such long letters for, if she always had such dull ones in return. But by and by Margaret's letters to her aunt became shorter* and less frequent; she did not love her less, but she seemed to have less to say to her, or perhaps less that she liked to say. Ada was for her age much more back- ward in her education than Margaret, and 60 MARGARET CRAVEN ; OR, being besides both idle and inattentive, was frequently in disgrace with Miss Gregory about her studies. Margaret, on the con- trary, who, as much from inclination as habit, always performed her tasks well and punctually, was soon on that account, not- withstanding her awkward manners (which Miss Gregory, however, declared to be con- siderably improved), in high favour with that lady. Margaret's heart, when she heard the praises and commendations bestowed upon her, began to be lifted up, and she would feel pleased within herself that in one respect, at least, she was superior to Ada. One wrong feeling seldom finds its way into our hearts without making room for more, and as this feeling of pride kept growing within Margaret, others equally hurtful and per- nicious began to spring up around it. She became less kind to Ada, less gentle and obliging in her manners towards others, less careful to obey her parents, and render them due honour. That Ada did the same was no excuse for her, and yet she made it one. "Ada does not do what mamma tells her BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 61 directly," she would say to herself sometimes, when chidden for acts of disobedience, " and mamma is not angry with her; I do not see why she should be with me." When Miss Gregory first came, Ada, who was, as we have said, often in trouble with the tasks which she had to perform out of school hours, had always met with a ready helper in Margaret ; but when Margaret found, after a time, that Ada had no incli- nation to return this kindness, by showing her kindness in other respects, she made up her mind that she would not help her any more, or, at least, not so often as she had done. Miss Gregory always desired that their books and other things should be arranged on the table before she came into the school-room after breakfast; this they took it in turn to do, week by week, but Ada, unless reminded of it or assisted by Margaret, as often forgot it as not; now, however, Margaret left off reminding her of this also, and the consequence was, that Ada often had a long lesson to learn as a punishment for her negligence. 62 MARGARET CRAVEN ; OR, " There, Miss Ada," said Miss Gregory, as she one morning crossed Ada's French exercise from top to bottom, " I desire that this exercise may be written over again before you go to bed to-night; if I do not find it properly written, and on the table to-morrow morning, you will have one double the length to write next time. I shall not remind you of it, remember; so you must recollect for yourself." When Margaret went to the closet in the evening to get her lesson books, she saw that Ada's exercise remained untouched ; it would have been kind in her to have reminded her of it, and probably, had Ada been in the room, she might have said to her, " Ada, you have not written your exercise." But she would not trouble herself to seek for her. " I am sure Ada would not take so much pains for me," she said to herself, as she sat down to learn her lessons, forgetful of the beau- tiful precept, to " do good, hoping for nothing again." In the morning Miss Gregory, as Mar- garet had expected, was very angry, and BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 63 Ada was in disgrace the whole day, while on Margaret she bestowed several little indulgences, and made a point of holding her up as an example for Ada to follow. If Margaret had received these praises with humility, and kindly endeavoured to help Ada out of her trouble, the bond of sisterly affection between them would have been more closely cemented, but she did not do either ; she behaved coldly and proudly towards the humbled Ada, not only on this occasion, but on many others of a similar kind, and the consequence was that Ada began to take a dislike to her, and to delight in teasing and vexing her in every way that she could ; and so the breach between them, begun by very trifles, grew wider and wider every day. And Margaret, did she feel happy with all this? Oh no; the testimony of an approving conscience was no longer hers, and she often felt very wretched and miserable indeed. Mr. and Mrs. Craven were frequent witnesses of the disputes and bickerings which took place between her and 64 MARGARET CRAVEN. Ada; and more than this, Ada frequently carried to her mother exaggerated or mis- stated accounts of many things which Mar- garet had done, as she alleged, out of unkindness to her ; and as Mrs. Craven seldom took the pains to examine into the matter, Margaret was very often blamed much more than she deserved, and scolded for things which were no fault of hers, while Ada's domineering and self-willed ways were taken no notice of. All these little circumstances fretted Margaret's temper, and instead of asking God, as she had at first done, to help her to bear them meekly, she went on resisting, and often returning evil for evil, thus making bad worse, and growing more unhappy every day. CHAPTER VI. ONE evening Margaret and Ada were invited to a juvenile party in the neighbourhood, Ada, who thought quite as much of her appearance as if she had been a grown-up lady, begged of her mother to let them have new frocks for the occasion. She had one day happened to overhear one of her mamma's friends say to another, " How well Ada looks in pink/' But she had not a pink evening frock, and ever since then her desire had been to possess one, and Mrs. Craven, though without knowing her reason, now complied with her desire, and bought them each a rose-coloured silk, trimmed with white lace. Ada was so impatient to wear her frock that she could hardly wait for the evening to arrive. It came, however, at last. The frocks were laid out, and Susan came up to dress the sisters. a 3 G6 MARGARET CRAVEN. " Susan," said Ada, taking up her frock to examine it, "there is not so much lace on my frock as on Margaret's/' " I don't think there's any difference, Miss Ada," said Susan. " Yes, there is," replied Ada, " there are two rows round Margaret's sleeves, and only one round mine ; I know there's some more lace, in one of mamma's drawers, just like it; I shall go and fetch it for you to tack round for me." Mrs. Craven happened to be out, so Margaret interposed, "Ada, I don't think mamma will like you to go to her drawers when she is out." " Oh yes, she will," replied Ada, and off she ran, Susan fastening Margaret's frock the meanwhile. When she returned she had the lace in one hand, and a bottle of what appeared to be scent in the other. " Here's the lace, Susan," said she, " make haste and do it; and I've brought this scent," she added ; (i will you have some, Margaret?" PREPARING FOIl A VISIT. BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 69 " We may not take mamma's scent, may we ? " said Margaret. " Oh yes/' replied Ada ; " I asked her before she went, and she said I might take the bottle off her dressing table." Margaret held out her handkerchief, then, putting it to her face, exclaimed, " It's not scent, Ada, I don't know what it is," and she threw down the handkerchief in dis- gust, "Not scent!" exclaimed Ada, snatching up the bottle, but by some mischance it slipped from her hand, emptying its contents upon the beautiful frock which lay in Susan's lap. " Oh, dear ! " cried Ada, " what have I done ; will it stain, Susan ? " " I'm sure I don't know what it was in the bottle," said Susan ; " but yes ; oh, look if it has not taken every bit of colour completely out and such great patches too, all over the front." " Oh ! what shall I do? " said Ada, burst- ing into tears of vexation. " You must wear one of your India muslin 70 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, ones, Miss Ada, with a pink sash," said Susan. " No, I will not," cried Ada passionately ; " I will not wear anything ; I will not go at all." "But you must, Ada," said Margaret; " now we have been invited." U I will not, then," returned Ada; "and I am not going to be ordered about by you, Margaret ; for though you are the eldest, nobody thinks half so much of you as they do of me." The colour rose to Margaret's face at this unprovoked impertinence on Ada's part, and she walked away into the school-room. " Come, Miss Ada," said Susan, coaxingly, " let me put on this white frock ; I am sure it looks very nice." "No; I will not," said Ada, "I will not go in white, and Margaret in the pretty rose- colour that I wanted so much; I do not choose her to be better dressed than I am ; I would not care if she were going to wear white too." Susan slipped into the school-room after BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 71 Margaret. "Miss Margaret," she said, "I do not know what I shall do with Miss Ada ; she says she will not wear a white frock, and I know your mamma will be so angry if you do not go." " Well, I cannot help it," said Margaret ; " it is Ada's own fault. I did not throw the bottle down." " No ; I know you did not, Miss ; but Miss Margaret, dear, do you think you would mind wearing a white frock too, just this once? It would be right enough, then, with Miss Ada." Margaret paused a moment ; the good and the bad were contending within her; alas! the bad prevailed : she replied, " No, indeed, Susan; I do not see why I should wear white just to please Ada; if she were not so unkind to me I would not mind, but if I go at all to-night I shall wear this frock, and perhaps Ada will see that people think something of me too, as well as of her." " Well, I am sure I cannot blame you, Miss Margaret ; Miss Ada is very pert, and you do look uncommonly nice in that frock." 72 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, After much coaxing on Susan's part, Ada was at length prevailed upon to suffer her- self to be dressed in the white frock, and once at the party, soon forgot her troubles amidst the pleasures of the evening. She was a beautiful dancer, and was, moreover, passionately fond of the amusement. Mar- garet was not nearly so fond of it, and be- sides, having learned but a short time, danced very indifferently : no other amusement was provided for the young people, and after having danced a short time, she went and sat down on a window seat, being almost concealed by the curtains which fell over it. After a time two ladies took possession of a sofa just in front of her; she sat watching the dancers, and presently saw Ada, full of life and spirits, at no great distance. " What a lovely little creature that Ada Craven is," said one of the ladies to the other; "do you see her in white, with a pink sash?" "Yes," replied the other; "I think she is one of the sweetest children I ever saw ; quite a little fairy ; and she is so prettily BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 73 dressed, too, to-night. Her mamma sometimes loads her a great deal too much with finery. What a different girl the other is Margaret, I think, they call her; is she here to- night?" " Yes ; I saw her somewhere just now," was the reply, " in a rose-coloured silk dress trimmed with lace ; such a ridiculous dress for a girl of her age, and not at all suited to her complexion either; she would have looked three times as well if she had been dressed like Ada." "Does she dance well?" inquired the other lady. " Oh, no ; very badly indeed ; but it is not to be wondered at, for until the last six months, you know, she has been with an aunt in the country. I dare say she will improve after a time, but she will never be anything to compare with Ada in point of appearance." This was enough for Margaret ; she crept away from her seat ; but there was no more pleasure for her that evening. She wished she could have gone home that very moment 74 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, to have taken off the hateful pink silk frock, and every time Ada came near her she could hardly bear to look at her, for the lady's words still kept ringing in her ears, "She will never be anything to compare with Ada." " Oh ! " said she to herself, as with a bitter feeling in her heart, she lay down on her bed that night, " oh that I could go again and live with aunt Ellen ! She loved me ; she does not love people because they are beau- tiful. Oh, if I had been beautiful like Ada !" Ah ! Margaret, Margaret ! but where is that beauty of the heart which that dear friend so earnestly bade you cultivate? have you forgotten her words? have you not left it, like a neglected plant, to wither and die of itself? Why is it that you now so seldom pray that your heart may be watered with heavenly dew from the Holy Spirit? why is it that you now so seldom seek, in the pleasant pastures of God's holy word, for food whereby it might be nourished and strengthened? Ah, Margaret! desire not beauty, for it is vain, but seek rather the BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 75 ornament of a " meek and quiet spirit, which in the sight of God is of great price."* Confess to God the sinfulness of your heart; look with faith to Jesus Christ his Son ; and ask for pardon through his blood, which cleanses from all sin : " If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteous- ness. w t * 1 Peter ill 4. f 1 John i. 7. 9. CHAPTER VII. IT was about two months after the party that Mrs. Craven, one morning, called Margaret into her dressing room, and said, " I have had some news this morning which you will like to hear, Margaret; guess what it is." Margaret looked up, wondering much what it might be. Mrs. Craven went on : " I have had a letter from your aunt Ellen, and she is coming to see us." Margaret burst into tears. " Why, Margaret," said her mother, " what a strange girl you are ; I thought you would be so pleased." " So I am," sobbed Margaret ; " but oh ! mamma," she said, "I'm so afraid aunt Ellen will never love me any more." " Never love you any more, child ; why BEAUT r OP THE HEART. 77 what do you mean?" said her mother, regarding her with a look of astonishment "Not if you tell her how how wicked I have been since I have been here, " said Margaret, "and how Ada and I quarrel sometimes." " Then, why have you been so naughty ?" said her mother ; " yes, you certainly do behave badly, very badly sometimes, Mar- garet." " Oh ! I don't know," said Margaret, still sobbing, " sometimes I can't help it ; but you won't tell aunt Ellen, will you mamma ?' "Not if you promise to behave better for the future," said Mrs. Craven. " I will, indeed I will," said Margaret, throwing her arms round her mother's neck and kissing her ; " oh ! thank you, mamma. When will aunt Ellen come?" " In a few weeks," replied Mrs. Craven. "I believe you think a great deal more of your aunt Ellen than you do of me, Margaret. There, go away now, and do not make any disturbances with Ada before she comes." " She is a strange child," said the mother, ii 3 78 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, as Margaret closed the door after her, " and certainly has more feeling than I supposed, after all." Margaret now made an abundance of good resolutions, and determined so to behave during her aunt's visit that she should be unable to discover any alteration in her ; but, alas ! these resolutions were made in her own strength, consequently they were broken almost as soon as formed, and every niglit conscience told her of some fresh transgres- sion, or some new violation of the rules she had laid down for herself. At length Mrs. Shirley arrived, and for the first two or three days nothing occurred to mar the happiness which their meeting occasioned to both ; but as aunt Ellen became by degrees to be more and more regarded as one of the family, little circumstances occurred now and then which induced her to fear that things were not with Margaret quite as she had hoped to find them. Ada lost the desire of showing herself off to the best advantage as to a stranger, and Margaret, unaccustomed to appear before her aunt BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 79 as anything but what she really was, grew careless in keeping the constant watch over her words and actions which she had at first done, and consequently often committed herself in Mrs. Shirley's presence in ways which she was afterwards sorry for. Mrs. Shirley noticed all in silence. She loved Margaret far too fondly to wish to judge her harshly, or to blame her unde- servedly, while this very love made her most anxious, if she were indeed wrong, to endeavour, as far as lay in her power, to guide her once more in the path which she so earnestly desired she might tread. Mrs. Shirley had been in the house about a week, when one morning, Miss Gregory having, on account of her great attention, dismissed Margaret a quarter of an hour before Ada, she entered the library where her aunt usually spent her mornings, and with a pleased countenance said that she was come to stay with her until luncheon time. Mrs. Shirley, who was always glad to have her by her side, was not less pleased; she laid aside her book, and taking up her work, 80 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, said, "Now then, Margaret, dear, we can have a nice chat together; what is that you are doing ? " "It is a bead purse, aunty, which Miss Gregory has taught me how to make ; do you like it ? I am so fond of bead work." " It is very pretty," said her aunt ; " is the purse for your mamma ? " " Oh no, not for mamma," replied Mar- garet, "she has several purses. I cannot tell you whom it is for yet, aunt Ellen," she added, looking up with a smile. They had not chatted thus many minutes, before Susan entered the room and said, " Miss Margaret, your mamma has sent me to tell you that you have forgotten to put any fresh flowers in the drawing-room, this morning; and she expects some ladies to call rather early to-day." " Very well, Susan," replied Margaret, in no very gracious tone. " Shall I ask Robins to bring you in some flower s. Miss ? " said Susan. " No ; I like to get them myself best," replied Margaret, in the same tone. She was BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 81 evidently put out by being sent to see about flowers just then. Susan left the room. " So it is still your task to arrange the flowers, as it used to be at the Thatched Cottage, Margaret," said her aunt. "Yes," replied Margaret, still going on with her bead-work, "Ada never does them." " You were always so fond of the employ- ment yourself, Margaret," said Mrs. Shirley, " that I should think you would hardly wish to give it up to any one ; surely you have not lost your taste for flowers in the midst of this beautiful garden." " Oh, no," said Margaret, " I like them as" much as ever, but still I think Ada might offer to help me, there are so many vases and baskets to fill sometimes ; " and again she went on with her work. In about five minutes she looked up and caught the glance of reproof from her aunt's eye, which had once held such sway over her. She imme- diately began to put up her things, but it was full a quarter of an hour from the time she received her mother's message before she 82 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, left the room. In an hour she returned ; her eyes were red and swollen with weeping. " What is the matter, my love ? " said her aunt, " you have been crying." " Mamma has been so angry with me, aunt Ellen," replied she, her tears again falling. " Perhaps you deserved it, Margaret," said Mrs. Shirley, very quietly. "I could not help the flowers not being ready," said Margaret ; " I only staid in the hall a minute to play with the kitten, and then somebody came, and went into the drawing-room, and I could not get the vases, and now mamma has been angry with me about it." " But you remained in this room more than ten minutes after your mamma sent for you, Margaret," said her aunt. Margaret did not reply. Everything seemed to go wrong with her for the remainder of the day. Mrs. Shirley had brought her a great many pieces for some silk patchwork which she had begun, but noticing that Ada was also busy making pin- cushions and needle-books, she gave the packet BEAUTY OP THE HEART. 83 between them, saying, that they must divide it themselves. They took it up into the school-room, and that evening stood by the table looking over its contents which were spread out before them. Miss Gregory was not there. " I shall have that piece," cried Ada, seizing a piece of bright blue brocade ; it will just do to make a needle-book for my new work-box." "No, you cannot have that, Ada," said Margaret, " I want it for my patchwork." "But I will have it," retorted Ada, "it is as much my right as yours." "No, it is not," said Margaret; "aunt Ellen did not mean you to have had any of the pieces, at first, and you ought to be contented with what I choose to give you/' "No, I ought not," returned Ada, "for aunt Ellen said we were to divide them fairly between us, and if you do not let me have that piece,* I will go and tell her this very minute." " I don't care," said Margaret, " you may 84 MARGARET CRAVEN ; OR, tell her if you like ; " and she snatched the disputed piece from Ada's hand ; and as she did so she turned towards the door, and there, to her astonishment, in the open doorway stood Mrs. Shirley. If ever Mar- garet felt utterly ashamed of herself she did at that moment ; she would not have cared half so much if it had been her mother ; she would have looked very angry, have scolded her for not letting Ada have the silk, and there would have been an end of it, but her aunt Ellen did not look angry she never did look angry ; neither did she speak one word of blame, she only took hold of her hand and led her out into the garden. Margaret walked tremblingly along, ex- pecting every moment that her aunt would say something; but, on the contrary, she began to talk about the flowers, and so Margaret comforted herself with the idea that she had either not witnessed the quarrel, or else that she considered that Ada was wrong and she right. Mrs. Shirley occasionally begged permis- sion of Miss Gregory to sit in the school-room BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 85 for an hour or two in the morning, saying that it gave her great pleasure to watch her little nieces at their studies. It was Margaret's week to arrange the table. Ada was looking over her lessons, which she never learned till the last moment. Mrs. Shirley came in with her knitting in her hand and took her seat at the window; Miss Gregory not being very well that morning, had not yet joined them. " Ada," said Margaret, taking up Ada's slate as she placed the books on the table, " there is your sum not done, nor your exercise either." " Oh, dear ! " exclaimed Ada, " what shall I do ? I do not quite know my lessons, and that foolish exercise, I shall never get it done, and Miss Gregory said I should not go down to dessert if there were a single mistake in it, and she will be here in a minute." For- tunately for Ada, however, Miss Gregory did not come quite so soon; she had time to finish her sum, but the exercise, which was one in geography, seemed to puzzle her beyond everything. Margaret saw her turn 86 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, over first one leaf of her atlas and then another in her bewilderment, but she had no objection that her aunt Ellen should see how superior she was to Ada in some respects, and knowing that if left to herself the exercise would be full of mistakes, she took no notice of her troubled countenance, but pretended to be very deeply engaged in learning a French verb, which she knew quite well the night before. "You seem to be in great perplexity, Ada," said Mrs. Shirley, after a while, it is some time since I have written an exercise, but, perhaps, if you bring your books and slate to me I may be able to help you a little." t Oh, thank you, aunt Ellen," said Ada ; "I cannot tell which map to look in for these rivers." But aunt Ellen happened to be able to tell ; and so in a very short time the exercise was completed. Notwithstanding that her lessons were per- fectly learned, and all her tasks performed entirely to Miss Gregory's satisfaction, Mar- garet did not feel comfortable, or at all BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 87 satisfied with herself that morning; some- thing in her aunt's manner towards her told her that she had noticed more than Margaret wished her to see. For some days, indeed, ever since the affair of filling the flower vases, she had had a sort of dread which she had never felt before of being left alone with her ; but as time passed on, and, though several other incidents of the same kind occurred, no notice was taken of them, she began to feel less uneasy, and to think, as she wished to persuade herself was the case, that her aunt saw plainly that these little disagree- ments arose entirely from Ada's selfishness and bad temper. She did not know that all this time Mrs, Shirley was carefully studying the position in which she saw her placed, in order that she might, without being severe or unjust, endeavour the more effec- tually to use the influence which she felt she still possessed over her, in correcting those faults and blemishes in her character which every day made more apparent to her view, and more painful to her to witness. CHAPTER VIIL MRS. SHIRLEY'S visit was fast drawing to a close, but as yet she had said nothing which could lead Margaret to suppose that she had discovered the change which had crept over her. But nothing is more diffi- cult than dissimulation to those who have always been accustomed to act only as they feel. It was so with Margaret, and frequently, when she was not at all aware that she did so, words, looks, and actions escaped her, of which, had she thought for a moment, she would have been ashamed, but which did not pass unnoticed by the eye of affection which was now again daily watching over her. One day Mrs. Craven was going out to make some calls, and intended to take Margaret and Ada with her, but as her aunt Ellen was not very well, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 89 Margaret petitioned to be allowed instead to remain at home with her. They chatted pleasantly awhile about old times, for Mar- garet was never tired of making inquiries, and listening to anecdotes of every person and thing, animate or inanimate, which she had left behind in her " other home," as she always called the Thatched Cottage. " And my myrtle by the drawing-room window, is that growing, aunt Ellen ? " said she, after she had inquired about the welfare of almost every flower in the garden; "oh dear ! I wonder if I shall ever see it again." " I hope so, my darling," replied Mrs. Shirley, (i if it please God to spare you and me both for another year, I hope you will come and stay with me." " Oh, aunt Ellen, how glad I shall be ! Do you think mamma will let me stay for a long time ? " " I hope so," replied her aunt ; " are you sure that you shall be glad to come, Mar- garet?" " Oh, aunty ! how can you ask me, " said Margaret, " when I love you so ? " i 3 90 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " Because, dear Margaret, I have thought sometimes, since I have been here, that you do not love me now so well as you once did ; if you did, I think you would not so often do things which you know must grieve me," -said Mrs. Shirley. A sort of chill came over Margaret ; her eyes fell as she answered in a low voice, " I have not meant to grieve you, aunt Ellen." " But I have been grieved, much grieved, Margaret, nevertheless, at many things which I have seen," replied her aunt. " I know what you mean, aunt Ellen ; you mean about the flowers that day, and the pieces of silk, and Ada's exercise." "Yes, I certainly noticed these things among others, but Margaret, dear, it is not only the actions themselves which have grieved me, it is the change which I fear must have come over your heart to produce them. I am afraid, my love, that you have forgotten or much neglected your promise to me that you would strive earnestly to be one of God's children, and to serve and please him." BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 91 Margaret's heart was touched ; she burst into tears, and throwing her arms round Mrs. Shirley's neck, exclaimed, " Oh ! aunt Ellen, you don't know how wicked I have been, for this long time ; if you did, I don't think you would ever love me again." " I should love you, my child, the same as ever," said Mrs. Shirley tenderly, and drawing Margaret towards her as she spoke ; " come, now, and tell me how all this has come about, and how it is that you are not quite the same Margaret that you once were." " Oh, aunt Ellen, I do not know how to begin," said Margaret, wiping away her tears; "everything is so different here to what it was when I was with you ; it does not seem as if I could be good." " You mean, my love, that you have more temptations now to do wrong than you had when you were with me ; but remember, Margaret, there is no sin in being tempted ; the sin is when we give way to the temp- tation." " Yes, I know that," said Margaret, " but 92 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, Ada is so domineering, and vexes and teases me so sometimes; and then " " And then you feel that you like to vex and tease her in return." " Yes/' replied Margaret half reluctantly, " I did not at first ; I used to help her and give way to her very often, and then we did not disagree nearly so much ; but nobody took any notice or seemed to think it was good of me, and so I grew tired at last of caring to keep friends with her." "Then you did good, not so much for the sake of pleasing God as from the desire to get praises for it, was that it, Margaret ? " Margaret was silent for a moment, then she said, " I suppose it was, aunt Ellen ; but I did not think about it ; yet I did try to be good very often ; but somehow I always got bad again." " Perhaps, Margaret, you tried to be good in your own strength ; perhaps you did not feel that you needed help, and forgot to ask God for the aid of his Holy Spirit to strengthen you in what was right; and perhaps sometimes you resisted his pleadings, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 93 and went on doing what was wrong in spite of the gentle voice within you, telling you that it was so." Margaret's heart once opened, she told her aunt, with all the freedom of by-gone days, and without the least attempt either at concealment or self-justification, of the many difficulties she had had to contend with, and of her many backslidings ; how she had at first begun by giving way to small temptations to do wrong, then to greater ones, until at length she had grown quite careless and negligent, as to whether what she did was right or not. " And have you gone on reading your Bible, all this time, Margaret,'" said Mrs. Shirley, rt looking and trusting to Christ for pardon, and praying for God's help and guidance ? " " No, aunt Ellen," replied Margaret, sor- rowfully ; " I did read and pray at first, but Ada teased me so, and laughed at me, and told papa, and he laughed at me too, and called me queer names, and mamma said that the Bible was too difficult for me 94 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, to understand; and then I began to read a little less and a little less, till at last I did not read it at all sometimes, excepting a little bit on Sundays just to say that I had read it, when Ada was out of the way ; and then I said my prayers much quicker, and did not try to think about them, and what I should ask God for, as I used to do." Mrs. Shirley saw the difficult position in which poor Margaret was placed; she hesi- tated a moment, and prayed silently that she might answer wisely ; then she said, " I see how it is, Margaret dear; you have indeed many more temptations to do wrong than you once had, but you must try to over- come them. You must ask God to help you not to mind being laughed at, and to enable you to bear with humility and meekness whatever may be said to you. Your papa and mamma, dear Margaret, think differently from me on these subjects, but you must not on that account love and honour them the less ; all that you can do at present is to pray that God will bless them, and lead them to love him, and by the meekness, BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 95 gentleness, and humility of your own con- duct, to show them the beauty of the religion of that Saviour whose child you would seek to be." "I do love papa and mamma," said Margaret; "I know that I ought to love them better than anybody, for papa, though he does laugh at me, is very kind, and buys me a great many things, and so does mamma; but I know they love Ada better than they do me, and I cannot help loving you better than I do them, aunt Ellen, I cannot indeed ; is it wicked of me ? I would not tell anybody but you." ff I do not think that it is wicked, my love," replied Mrs. Shirley; "you have not yet lived with your papa and mamma so long as you did with me; when you have you may love them quite as dearly." " Still," said Margaret, " I do wish I might come back and live with you again at the Thatched Cottage ; I was much happier then, though we had not a carriage and a pony, and so many fine things ; I could come often and see papa and mamma, and Ada, you know." 96 MARGARET CRAVEN; OR, " You must not wish that, dear Margaret ; for however much I might like to have you, I know that it is neither right nor natural that you should be separated from your parents and sister, even if they would permit it, which I am quite sure they would not. Besides, Margaret, you must remember that God places us all in those stations which it is best for us to occupy ; if it were not for some right and good purpose, you would not be here with difficulties to overcome, and temptations to withstand, any more than I should be living alone in the Thatched Cottage, often regretting that you are not still there, to help me make clothes for the poor people, in the long winter evenings, or to go on Sunday afternoons to read the Bible to poor old Goody." Margaret smiled at this allusion to her old friend, and said, " Aunty, I wish I had something to send Goody when you go back." " Well, cannot you buy her something ? I recollect that before you came, you were afraid that you should have too much pocket money ; liow have you spent it ? " BEAUTY OF THE HEART. 97 " Well, at first, " said Margaret, " I began to save it, and thought I would give some to an old woman who weeds in the garden, to buy her a new gown ; but Ada laughed at me, and mamma said that she would give her a new gown if she wanted one, and then I thought I would still save it up for the Missionary Society without saying a word to anybody, but somehow 1 did not do it, and I have spent it every week ever since ; that was not right either, was it, aunt Ellen ? " "You had power to do as you pleased with your own, my love," replied her aunt ; " still I think that if you had applied a part of your money, at least, to good or useful purposes, instead of spending the whole on yourself, you would have done right and have felt more satisfaction ; what have you bought with it?"