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Blue Gingham Folks BY DOROTHY DONNELL CALHOUN THE ABINGDON PRESS NEW YORK CINCINNATI Copyright, 1915, by DOROTHY DONNELL CALHOUN TO MY FATHER AND MOTHER CONTENTS PAGE BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 11 Miss PATIENCE AND THE SAVAGES 33 HER PINK HOUR 51 A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 67 ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 85 LATE BLOOMING 109 SAIRY ANN'S DYING 129 THE LORD'S KIND 147 A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 165 JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 185 ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING . . . 207 ILLUSTRATIONS PAGE "You needn't tell me, Ma Potts I guess I know these pies." 2 With a flourish Tilly- Ann lifted the pot lid 44 Her eyes, peering into the shadowed recesses, sought out other treasures 104 He had her in his arms with breathless words 204 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "T ^ 7HOA, Dolly, wh-oa !" Pa gave the reins V V a reminding twitch and the old horse ambled to an obedient standstill in front of the barn door. The necessity of "whoa-ing" Dolly departed with a frisky colthood, but Pa still said it. Indeed, he did not know that the "colt" had long ago grown to be an old horse with graying hair and scanty mane. As he clambered stiffly out over the edge of the pung into the snowy yard the mild flurry of excitement in his heart contradicted the twinges in his legs and the protesting creaks of his old joints in the cold. In the midst of his unharnessing in the hay-sweet gloom of the barn his fingers often sought the corner of the stiff white envelope protruding from his great-coat pocket, as if warming themselves on it. "Land a-livin', Dolly," chuckled Pa, softly, into the great friendly ear nearest him, "ain't we brought home a su'prise to Ma, you'n' me? 13 14 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS To think we drove down town after a pound o' coffee and a yeast cake and come back with this!" Jubilantly Pa's lips puckered into whistling trim. The shrill cracked joyousness of "March- ing through Georgia" trailed across the snowy dusk of the yard to Ma, who was watching in the kitchen window. Pa always marched through Georgia when something pleased him. In the wake of the sound came Pa himself, shuffling the snow from his boots in cheerful stamps upon the floor of the porch. A warm whiff of good oven-odors hurried to meet him at the door a hint of mince pies, a promise of chicken stew and with them Ma, wiping her hands on her blue gingham apron in a plump little whirl of curiosity. "Something's happened you needn't tell me, Peter Potts !" she clamored, mildly insist- ent. "I guess I know the happening sound o' that whistle after bein' married to it goin' on forty years." Pa lingered pleasurably on the ragged edge of his news, making a great task of struggling out of his overcoat and knitted muffler. "I see Miss Piper in the post office," he re- marked, guilefully. "She wanted I should tell BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 15 you there was goin' to be a meetin' of the Ladies' Aid to her house come Thursday and to be sure to get down to it. The minister was shovelling off the front piazza of the parsonage when I drove by. The Carney young ones and Lou Tibbit's boy has cleared off part of the duck pond on the common, an' " "Peter Potts!" Ma's tone held gentle exas- peration. She reached up on tiptoe and cut off Pa's flow of news with a firm hand. "Now tell me." Pa's fingers, fumbling obediently in the cavern of his overcoat pocket, emerged with the square white envelope. Solemnly he held it out to Ma. Solemnly her water-reddened fingers came to meet it. "It it isn't? Pa, I'm afraid to look !" "Good news don't bite, Ma." Across the odorous kitchen the fussy hissing of the teakettle and the saucepan lids bobbing over the fire shared the friendly little silence with the drip, drip of the melting snow on the eaves outside. Suddenly Ma's hands sought her apron strings, untying them jerkily. "I've been wearing a blue-checked apron for forty years," she said, slowly. "Now I guess it's high time I took it off." 16 She smoothed out the strings with absent care and folded them primly, ceremoniously. At the same time she seemed to have untied the forty years of wearing it. Suddenly she drew a long breath. "I'm goin' to wear my second-best alpaca every day from now on," she cried, radiantly, "and I'll get me a new bunnit for meeting. Pa! Pa! I feel's if I could be a better Methodist in a velvet bunnit with a bunch o' pink roses on." She laughed up at Pa in trembling excitement. "We said when it got to ten thousand we'd stop savin' and scrimpin' and start in livin'. We set that as our stent, you remember, Pa?" Peter Potts nodded, his eyes vague with recollection. It had been a long time since they had gloated together over the first tiny entry in the blue bank book in Ma's hand. The figures had toiled across its waiting pages by slow stages. It is not easy to wring ten thousand dollars from a rocky little farm and a small carpenter's shop. In the wringing, Pa's back had grown bent and Ma's fingers housework-calloused. But now their stent was finished. Pa nodded solemnly down at Ma. "We'll retire from business, you'n' me, Ma. We've aimed the right to a little pleasurin' if BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 17 anybody has, I guess. I've done my last job carpentering you've baked your last pie " "Land!" Ma dropped the precious letter on the table in a panic of haste and hurried ovenward with agitated steps, catching up the blue gingham apron as she went. A pleasant, unburned smell oozed reassuringly out into the room and the tense anxiety of Ma's face relaxed into relief. "It doesn't pay to take your mind out o' the oven, when there's pies in it," sighed Ma, self- reproachfully. "I hope the maid'll remember that. You needn't laugh, Peter Potts, I guess I c'n call her maid if I want to. It sounds more like folksy than plain 'hired girl' !" Pa Potts was not laughing. Instead he stooped down awkwardly over defiant little Ma and in a clumsy, unaccustomed fashion kissed her on her cheek. The kiss surprised and embarrassed them both, lingering in the lamp-bright kitchen like a pleasant unfamiliar presence. In New England a kiss is an event. "Land sakes, Pa!" breathed Ma in soft amazement. Forty years ago Peter had kissed her, over the first entry in the little blue bank book. She looked up at him now in queer and tender 18 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS shyness, gently near-sighted to his bald spot and the crook in his shoulders from carpenter- ing. Then hastily she veered from the danger- ous edge of sentiment, bustling across the room to the stove with brisk rattling of saucepan lids and pots. "Mis' Deacon Clark was tellin' Sunday, about a likely girl from round Ragged Hill district that wanted to hire out," she called back matter-of-factly from the fragrant cloud of steam. "To-morrow you c'n hitch up Dolly and we'll drive round there and see. Now it's high time I got dinner dished up pa'snips won't wait for bank books I can't abide 'em when they get all mushed, standin'. And Pa" Ma's voice dropped to the level of solemnity fitting the occasion "you go to the spare room cupboard an' bring out a jar o' my premium damson preserves an' a loaf o' fruit cake. We'll celebrate, Pa!" The new life of Pa and Ma dated from the coming of Gussie Doolittle of the Bagged Hill district the next afternoon. At the first glimpse of her, Ma saw the cherished plan of a "maid" disappearing beneath a wide freckled smile. Gussie was a hired girl from the tight nub of her red hair to the broad soles of her BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 19 feet. She was unimaginable in a frilly cap and beribboned apron. Her name, too, filled Ma with grave doubts. Gussie Doolittle sounded as if she would forget the pies ! But she was hired and assumed her heritage of blue-checked gingham apron under Ma's critical eyes. The apron did not look at home on a hired girl, somehow. Accustomed to Ma's comfortable wideness of waist, it dangled limply about Gussie's sharp knees in dis- consolate folds. "But you can't hire a girl to fit an apron," sighed Ma later in the dim primness of the tiny front parlor, where she and Pa were sit- ting "like folks" in the strange luxury of idle- ness. Pa, stiffly erect on the uneasy edge of the haircloth sofa, beneath the crayoned eyes of a grim row of ancestors in black walnut frames, looked up from Fox's Book of Martyrs with obvious relief. The starched splendor of a white shirt bosom chafed his chin unaceus- tomedly, and his humble old shoulders sagged abashed beneath the broadcloth dignity of his Prince Albert coat. "I don't know why 'tis," pondered Pa over his Martyrs, "but a starched bosom always 20 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS sort o' rasps my mind. Likely I'm not edu- cated up to 'em yet." "You'll get used to 'em, Pa, gradual," nodded Ma across the marble-topped table. She creaked to and fro in the red plush rocker, looking down at the ample folds of the second-best alpaca with innocent elation. Be- ing a woman, Ma already was used to dressing up. The creak was suspended abruptly. "I been thinking, Peter," a sudden wistfulness of appeal lurked in Ma's voice, "it's real nice, isn't it, that little Joey'll have a chanct now to be proud o' his pa'n' ma?" "Yes, Ma, yes. 'Tis nice." The rocker took up its creaking again, with reminiscent pauses between jolts. Over the dishpans in the kitchen a shrill, bony soprano broke startlingly into the doxology above the rattling of cups and saucers. Pa and Ma Potts looked out across the snow- rimmed landscape beyond the parlor window, a sudden parent-look on their gentle old faces. It almost seemed as though they were watching a sturdy little figure toiling with joyous legs up the white slope of the pasture, dragging a sled behind him. The names, Pa and Ma, had really belonged BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 21 to them only four days ; but they fitted so well that they had stayed behind after the feeble being who had thus graced them had wailed his last tiny protest against the discomforts of life. Some people are born Pa's and Ma's. The pity of it that they are not always the ones to have children ! Often Ma had found a gingerbread horse or soldier growing under her hands on her molding board and hidden it in guilty haste lest Pa should come in and discover her making it; and across the cobwebbiest rafters of the shop Pa had hidden a clumsy little sled fashioned in his odd moments, fearful lest Ma should see. "Har-r-rk from th' To-o-om," sang Gussie piercingly in the kitchen, "a do-o-oleful so-o-ound." Closely following the words came a crash of crockery. The hymn trailed off into apprehensive silence. "Gussie," wailed Ma, "Gussie, what've you broke?" "Nothin', Mis' Potts." Gussie's tone was reassuring. "Nothing to mention 'cept just a teapot. Don't you fret yourself none, Mis' Potts." Heroically Ma sat back in the embrace of 22 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS the red plush rocker, gripping the arms, her lips set firmly in a straight line as one deter- mined to enjoy herself no matter what hap- pens. At that moment Ma too would have sympathized with the martyrs. "I was mar- ried with that teapot," she sighed, mildly un- complaining, "but it ain't her fault exactly. Likely if I'd a been named Gussie I should have broke it myself, long ago !" In the days that followed, M"a tried to get accustomed to her hands. She was not ac- quainted with them in their inactivity. In forty years of sweeping, darning, and baking they had never learned the trick of folding themselves; and now it was too late sixty is too late to begin to learn idleness. Hands that lie indolently in one's lap should not be knotted and brown, with little calloused spots in the palm that tell of hot ovens and rough- ened finger-tips that stand for patches in socks and trousers. "They're not the right kind," decided Ma regretfully. "Some hands was made white jest on purpose to look nice and pretty on a pianner, an' some was made to get a good holt on a broom. Mine's the broom-kind. Land! Seeni's if I just ache to red up things ! Gussie BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 23 means real well, but Ragged Hill folks are sort o' shiftless. She don't sweep under or behind. I'm ashamed to look my own pantry in the face !" Outwardly, however, Ma radiated placid satisfaction as she sat in the stilted primness of the little parlor and leisurely swayed to and fro in the rocking chair. "I'm doin' all the rockin' I never had a chance to do before !" she told Pa, whimsically. "It feels real prosperous rockin' does." In the new Sunday bonnet with the pink roses nodding prosperously on one side, she went to call on the minister's wife and newest baby; and drove beside Pa to church, behind old Dolly, plodding middle-agedly through the drifted roads with protesting asthmatic wheezes. Dolly had not retired, and distinctly resented it. Except for the Sunday jog down to the vil- lage Ma would have found it difficult to keep tab on the days of the week, all strangely alike to her from the point of view of the front- parlor rocker. When Monday no longer means wash tubs, nor Tuesday ironing boards when Saturday is not redolent with the good smell of spices and browning loaves what wonder 24 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS that one gets mixed in one's calendar of living? In her secret soul Ma worried a good deal lest some day she and Pa might drive to church on Monday by awful mistake, but she did not hint her fears to Pa. "I wouldn't have him suspicion that I was hankering to roll out a batch of pies this mortal minute, not for worlds I wouldn't," she thought, apologetically. "I don't know what's got into me, beiu' so restless-like lately. I guess women folks is cur'ous anyhow. Give 'em a gingham apron an' a kitchen to putter round in an' they can keep as happy an' con- tented as old Tilly, but a man takes a sight of comfort in just bein' Jike other folks." To see Ma creaking peacefully to and fro, her tired old hands painstakingly folded in her second-best-alpaca lap, one would never have guessed that inwardly her busy mind was tying a familiar blue-checked apron around her waist and briskly wielding a broom in the Gussie- neglected corners of the house "behind and under." Pa Potts, watching her wistfully, did not guess her thoughts. It did his heart good to see Ma resting. "Women folks is different," he reflected BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 25 wisely. "No woman ever gets too old to hanker after style." It was the first time he had ever admitted, even to himself, that he and Ma were growing old. His hands felt queerly stiff and useless, fretting for the good feel of his plane, the knotty toughness of a pine board under his saw. After three weeks of aimless wandering about the house, Peter Potts struck. It was on the afternoon when he drove Ma to a Ladies' Aid meeting in the village. At the door of the parsonage Ma turned to call back: "Pa Pa Potts you needn't mind about drivin' down after me I see the Willoughby girls' pung hitched to the back fence. I'll come home along o' them." "Jest's you say, Ma." Pa's tone was care- fully noncommittal, not a hint of his suddenly conceived plan breathed in it; but his heart thumped with excitement as he turned Dolly's willing head homeward with a flurry of loose snow under the runners and a confusion of sleigh bells. He could hardly wait to get back. Under his impatient reining the old horse broke into a faded resemblance of a trot, frisking her 26 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS ancient gray tail coltishly with wheezy snorts of excitement. "Ma don't jest understand how 'tis, Dolly," confided Pa as they turned into the dooryard under the drooping arch of gray elm boughs. "You can't expect a woman to feel same's a man does about sawin' and hammerin' it's agin nater. I reckon we hadn't better say any- thing to Ma about it, Dolly." In the familiar homey litter of the shop, Pa drew a long breath. His eyes, peering eagerly about the room, sought out old treasures be- neath the film of dust streaking everything here the rusty saw, there the yellow handle of the plane, there the hammer half hidden under a snarl of shavings. Pa laid aside the hammer, fondling its use- smoothed handle with reluctant fingers. A hammer does not keep a secret well. Fumbling about among the chips and sawdust on the carpenter's bench, he found a board, unsawed, unplaned, inviting. The handle of the plane leaped to meet the eager grasp of his fingers. Under the blade the shavings sprang up, curled over and twisted into warm brown spirals, redolent of clean wood odors. Pa's lips puckered happily into whistling BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 27 curves then, softly a low sound like the con- tented piping of a teakettle shrilled across the silence of the shop ; Pa was marching through Georgia. Through the cracks in the window casings the fine snow sifted into the shop in light feathery piles upon the floor, but Pa did not feel the cold. In his joyous absorption was no crack for chill to penetrate. The stiff seams of his Prince Albert hampered the sturdy swing of his arms, the starched collar scraped his neck unheeded. The short winter afternoon had faded into indefinite twilight, bringing to his absorbed ears the twitter of sleigh bells from the roadway, before Pa looked from his sawing to remember Ma with a guilty twinge of conscience. Hastily he brushed the tell-tall flakes of saw- dust from his sleeves and stole stealthily, round-aboutly, into the house through the woodshed. He was waiting there for Ma when she came in. Over the supper table Pa smiled across at Ma, guilelessly innocent. "Did a lot o' folks turn out to the meetin'?" he inquired, amiably. "I met old Lem Tibbitts drivin' Ann an' Lizzie down from the crossroads when I come back." 28 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Yes, 'twas a real nice meetin'," agreed Ma, absently. "We voted to send a missionary barrel to Africa an' to paper the parsonage bathroom." She paused, testing the pie on her plate with critical nibbles, then in a sort of resigned triumph she shook her head. "Other folks' cooking don't eat same's yours," she sighed, plaintively. "It's the nutmeg this time. I don't see why Gussie can't keep nutmeg in her mind long enough to bake a pie." It was that night that Ma made her dis- covery. Night-times, long after the rest of the household were asleep, Ma lay in a luxury of worriment, "supposing" terrible things to her- self, as : suppose Gussie's forgotten to put the milk pans in the cellar-way or to set the bread to rise on top of the stove; suppose, O, suppose she's left the back door unhasped and a tramp should come in and see the dust in the corner and behind the stove ! Ma's house- wifely soul shuddered at this suppose ! In the dim flicker of the kerosene night- lamp she slid cautiously out of bed and pat- tered across the shivery floor in search of her shoes. She must see whether the back door was unhasped or not. On a chair by the BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 29 bureau Pa's clothes lay huddled, man-fashion, in a crumpled heap. M& picked up the Prince Albert with anxious care-wrinkles sprinkled across her forehead. She had forgotten to "suppose" that Pa hadn't hung that up. As she smoothed out the tails, her fingers touched an unexpected something, vaguely familiar, dangling with the handkerchief from the back pocket. Ma carried it over to the table to in- vestigate. Then she gave a low exclamation, muffled on account of Pa. Trailing from Pa's pocket was a long pine shaving, freshly white, crisp, curling. For several minutes Ma stood there looking down at it, a plump little figure with the dingy yellow light of the night-light flicking shadows over her full cotton nightgown. "Land a-livin'!" she murmured, "Land a-livin'!" In the chill gray twilight of the following day Pa plodded through the drifts. The cold air, flecked with white wisps of snow, sent little unadmitted twinges crawling through his old legs and arms. He hurried his unharnessing, with mittened clumsiness over buckles and loops, and crossed the drifty yard toward the inviting little 30 twinkles of light in the kitchen windows. As he stamped the clotted snow from his feet and opened the door, a savory whiff of warm oven- odors rushed to meet his surprised nostrils : the familiar flavor of chicken stew, of Ma-pies and behind them, Ma, unalpacaed, smiling up at him over the edge of the blue-checked gingham apron. His brain staggered, seeking the support of an explanation. Maybe he'd only dreamed that he and Ma had retired. But no there was Gussie he could never have dreamed Gussie ! Suddenly he whirled on the radiant little Ma- person before him. "Something's happened," he laughed in quo- tation marks. "You needn't tell me, Ma Potts I guess I know these pies after bein' married to 'em for goin' on forty year !" "Gussie's gone." Subdued elation under- toned Ma's voice. "Her ma's been ailin' for awhile back an' to-day I told Gussie I thought she ought to be to Bagged Hill takin' care of her. 'She needs you worse'n we do,' I told her. So I got Lem Tibbitts to take her over long of him, when I see him drivin' by. I guess we can make out somehow without her, Pa, me and you." BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS 31 Pa paused, her tone taking on kindly retro- spection. "She meant real well, Gussie did," she said, charitably. Already she had forgot- ten the dust "behind and under." In a sudden important little flurry of haste she scurried kitchenward, her words trailing back as she went ! "Draw right up to the table, Pa," she called. "Everything's ready except a pan o' biscuit and they're ready too! O, Pa, before you sit down you go into the spare room and get a jar of my damsons the premium kind." Perhaps it was the ceremonial of the plums which gave the homely little supper table the air of festivity, perhaps it was the gentle satis- faction on the faces of Ma and Pa. "Deacon Tupper was by this afternoon," said Ma, casually over her cup of tea. "He was speakin' about shingling the loft to the meetin' house, where the weather leaks onto the choir's bunnits, wet spells. I s'pose since his Melia's joined the choir he feels a sort o' personal interest in the bunnits. The Deacon was wondering whether you couldn't do the job for 'em, as an accommodation," Ma paused, but continued, "I told him I didn't know's you'd feel to or not " 32 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Why, yes." Pa considered the matter thoughtfully. "I'd just as soon do it as not, Ma if they can't find anybody else." Over her cutting of the pie Ma Potts nodded across the table to Pa, the parent-look creeping once more across her old face, gentling her old voice. "I been thinking, Pa," she said, shyly, "that little Joey wasn't accustomed to seein' us sit- tin' around, dressed up an' all. Likely he wouldn't recognize us that way." She paused and laughed a little, softly. "After all, I guess you'n' me are the sort of folks that blue checked gingham shirts and aprons are be- comin' to, Pa !" MISS PATIENCE AND THE SAVAGES MISS PATIENCE AND THE SAVAGES MISS PATIENCE PINGKEE laid down her pen and sat bolt upright in the slender desk chair, every patrician line of her tense with listening. Along the walls in their prim walnut frames the dead-and-gone genera- tions of Pingrees seemed to listen too; their faded crayoned noses a-sniff with disapproval. So might have waited the Pingree colonists in their log fortress in Plymouth Town when the little brass cannon sounded the Indian alarm. Ancestrally, Miss Patience had heard much the same sound before. Outside, beyond the box hedge, the shrill whoop was taken up joy- ously by another voice two others, three! Miss Patience shuddered. "The Savages again !" she murmured. "The cotton don't keep them out a mite. Some- times lately I almost wish I hadn't inherited the Pingree ears !" Always had it been one of Miss Patience's innocent little boasts her good Pingree hear- ing that never missed a word of the sermon in 35 36 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS spite of the back-of-the-church family pew. Grandfather Jotham had sat there at eighty- five and listened. Miss Patience had a sudden disquieting vision of herself at eighty-five sit- ting as now with cotton in her ears trying not to hear the Savages ! "Tilly-Ann says there are only five," she sighed, gently, "but Tilly-Ann must have counted wrong. Five children could never make so much noise." On an impulse she got up and went over to the window, letting up the shade. In the yard of the little house across the hawthorn hedge a tangle of thin, black-stockinged legs and tousled towheads rolled ecstatically on the snowy ground. Miss Patience grew dizzy try- ing to count them two legs apiece, five chil- dren surely there were more than ten stock- ings! The heap careened into a snow bank and broke into units with shrieks of glee. "Wheel Wheel Betcher you can't make a snowman quick as me!" "Betcher I can so, Morrie Abbott !" "Dare you to try! Bobs, you run get the coal for the eyes tell mother we'll bring it back!" "Whee! Whee!" MISS PATIENCE AND SAVAGES 37 Miss Patience counted aloud, "There's the Red-Headed Savage, and the Girl-One, and the Savage Twins," she nodded, "and Bobs Tilly- Ann was right. There are only five, and they are all very young. It will take a good while for them to grow up She turned back into the room, facing the accusing line of ancestors sadly. "If I could have, I'd have bought the next door house," she told them, apologetically, "but there wasn't enough money. We'll just have to make up our minds to bear it. But you don't have to listen, poor things." She went about the room, turning the walnut frames face to the wall, with whimsical serious- ness. Midway of her task the front doorbell rang. A front door call at this time in the morning at Shady Valley spoke a matter of importance. In a little panic of haste Miss Patience took the cotton out of her ears and hurried down the hall. It was one of her con- cessions to the Pingree ancestors not to answer the bell herself. "The white apron, Tilly-Ann," she prompted anxiously, "and the best room, and you'll call Miss Patience immediately. And, Tilly-Ann, don't shake hands." 38 Tilly- Ann's heavy footsteps jarred to the door, and presently back again. "It's the minister," she reported. "I steered him t' the wing cheer where the worn place in the carpet don't show, 'n' lusted up the shades. Tain't time for his reg'lar call for a month yet, so I guess he's got another heathen on his mind or mebbe a church social." "Good morning, Miss Pingree." The min- ister wore his official manner. "Fine Thanks- giving weather we're having. I told my wife this morning 'Thanksgiving isn't Thanksgiv- ing unless its white.' I said, 'It might as well be Fourth of July.' " He laughed pleasantly at his own humor and Miss Patience chimed in. "I think so too," she nodded. "It's more like the first Thanksgiving so." "Ah, the first Thanksgiving." Mr. Griscom leaned forward in his chair. "That is what my errand is about, so to speak. The ladies of the church are getting up a Thanksgiving sociable, and they have delegated me to ask you whether you will favor us with a paper on the Pilgrim Fathers, bringing in the elder Bradford and the Plymouth colony. I believe your own family was represented on that occasion?" "Waitstill Pingree and Patience, his wife," Miss Patience quoted. A faint flush of pride tinged her faded cheeks. Through the meager, dull-toned warp of her life ran but one bright thread. If she had been born in China, Miss Patience would have worshiped at the toinb of her ancestors. "Yes, we Pingrees came over on the May- flower," she w r ent on, consciously. "I've got a pewter spoon that came over with us, an' a horn book that belonged to Waitstill's little girl. I could show them at the sociable if you think they'd be of an interest." Ten minutes later Tilly-Ann looked up from her raisin -stoning at a gently radiant Miss Patience in the doorway. "Well, was it a heathen ?" she asked, crisply, "or did he want I should bake one o' my gold- 'n'-silver cakes for the sociable?" "Not this time, Tilly- Ann," said her mistress. "He come to ask me to write out a piece about the first Thanksgiving dinner. You'd better dish up lunch early to-day so's I can get a start on it this afternoon. It's only two days to Thanksgiving." All the afternoon and the next day Miss Patience sat over the mahogany secretary, his- 40 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS tory books piled about her, wielding an un- ready pen. Warm savory whiffs of oven odors crept in from Tilly- Ann's domain, the gingery hint of pumpkin pies, the fruity flavor of mince and apple. Miss Patience savored the whiffs critically. The Pingree Thanksgiving dinner was an institution, a solemn tradition. It was a matter of pride with her that each one of them should be royally complete, perfect from great, brown, fifteen-pound turkey down through the vegetables and cranberry jelly, the pies and plum pudding to the nuts and raisins. Every year in lonely dignity Miss Patience sat down to a dinner worthy of her ancestors. "The Pingrees have always had a family dinner Thanksgiving Day, and as long as I'm a family they always shall," she said, firmly, whenever some kindly neighbor asked her to share their turkey. "I wouldn't feel as though I was doing right by my forebears not to carve my own turkey on Thanksgiving Day." But this year across the pleasant bustle of preparation shrilled the discord of the next- door children. Miss Patience found it hard to count her blessings. "Though I suppose I ought to be thankful there aren't six instead of five," she sighed. MISS PATIENCE AND SAVAGES 41 "Ma used to say when I was a little tyke an' didn't like something, 'Remember your name, Patience, remember your name,' but I don't believe the recording angel would remember his name with that noise going on around him !" The whoops without mixed themselves up among the sentences of Miss Patience's piece. She found it impossible to unravel them. "I'm goin' to be cappen! I'm a boy! Who ever heard o' a girl bein' cappen !" "I'm the oldest, so there, Morrie Abbott ! An' I guess a girl could be a cappen if she tried! But I'd jus' as soon's be a Red Cross." "What'll we be? What'll we be?" The Twin Savages clamored. Their voices pranced up and down. "You're the cavalry an' you're the artil'ry, and Bobs is the infantry 'cause he's only a baby! Now! Shoulder arms (put your shovel over your shoulder, Clem ) Mark time ! For- ward, march !" Miss Patience rose and went into the kitchen. "Tilly-Ann," she said, long-sufferingly, "I want you should go out and suppress those children! I can't stand their noise another 42 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS minute, not another ! There's a special set of nerves they get onto. I don't see how you can hear yourself cook in this hubbub I sh'd put sage in the puddin' an' raisins in the stuff- ing if I were you !" She went back to the secretary and the Puri- tans set sail for America again. Ensued a blessed silence without. Evidently, Tilly-Ann was doing her work of suppression faithfully. For an hour the pen hovered spasmodically over the paper, then, unexpectedly, Miss Patience laid it down. "My land !" she exclaimed, fretfully, "I never heard such a stillness ! It don't sound natural. Where is everybody? Tilly- Ann! Tilly-Ann! Tilly- Ann !" She went down the hall to the kitchen and pushed open the door then shrank back into the shadows. "Land a-livin'!" she murmured. "Land a-livin' !" For there in a row on the railing of the back porch sat the Savages. Their long thin legs dangled uncomfortably against the palings, only one pair, the Girl Savage's, trailing on the floor. Ought little children's legs to be so thin? Miss Patience wondered uncomfortably. With a flourish Tilly- Ann lifted the pot lid. MISS PATIENCE AND SAVAGES 45 Above their shabby, out-at-elbows coats their five small faces shone happily through a film of cookie crumbs O Tilly-Ann ! Tilly-Ann ! That soft-hearted person herself stood at the stove, long iron spoon held aloft in the manner of a bandmaster's baton. Miss Patience eyed her in amazement. "Ready?" said Tilly-Ann, hand on the shin- ing lid of one of her pots. The Red-Headed Savage marshaled his crew. "Shut your eyes, everybody," he directed clearly. "Marjie has the first smell 'cause she's a lady, an' Bobs the next one 'cause he's little, then the Twins, then me. Now! One, two, three! Smell!" With a flourish Tilly-Ann lifted the pot lid. A warm savory steam issued forth into the kitchen. "M-m-mm-m !" sniffed the Girl Savage with ecstatic little nose. "Quick, the rest of you smell!" The Savages drew in long noisy whiffs, lean little chests rising and falling mightily. "What's that?" demanded Tilly-Ann. "Some o' you young ones had ought to know that it's an easy one !" "Onions!" guessed Morrie. 46 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Turnips !" the Hungriest Twin. "Land, no!" Tilly- Ann was plainly scan- dalized. "Didn't none of you never smell steamed squash before? Well, well, shet your eyes ! The next course is ready." This time there was no mistake. In one voice the Savages cried it aloud. "Turkey !" "And stuffin' !" added the Girl Savage, wist- fully. "My ! My ! ain't that a nice smell ! Sniff hard, Bobs-dearie, 'cause she's goin' t' shut the oven door pretty soon." "Want some more tur.key!" trembled Bobs on the verge of tears as Tilly-Ann shut the smell back into the oven. "Want t' smell turkey adain !" "Hush! Bobs, Hush!" reproved the Girl Savage, hurriedly. "They's some more things comin'. Do you want to miss the pun'kin pie?" Course by course the Savages sniffed their savory way through Miss Patience's Thanks- giving dinner, small snub noses wrinkled and anxious, small lean faces wistful with de- light. The strange little dinner ended with the smell of hot mince pie. The Red-Headed Savage drew a long breath. "Gee! But that was a bully dinner!" he MISS PATIENCE AND SAVAGES 47 cried, valiantly. "We've we've 'joyed it very much, thank you." "I don't believe I ever smelled a nicer Thanksgivin' !" added the Girl One, faintly. "We're very 'bliged !" "Ve-wy !" chorused the Twins, rubbing their small stomachs. One Savage alone did not return thanks for what he had just enjoyed. It was Bobs. He resisted the efforts of his sister to lift him down from his perch with angry kicks of his in- finitesimal legs. "No! No! No!" wailed Bobs. "Ise hun- gwy ! Won't do home won't be dood boy ! Ise hungwy !" "Bobs Abbott, you'd oughter be 'shamed most three years old !" reproved the Girl Sav- age. Red humiliation touched her colorless little face. "If you've got t' roar, roar soft for pity's sake. She don't like noise! Come on home now with sister an' she'll give you a nice slice o' bread an' butter." "Want Franksgivin' dinner!" wept Bobs frantically. "Ain't no Franksgivin' dinner at home !" "Don't you let Mama-Dear hear you," the Girl Savage's voice was taut with anxiety. 48 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS " 'S if she could help this being a bad time o' year for washings you'd ought to be thankful for bread an' butter ! Lots o' folks don't have the butter part. There, there, dearie! We'll pretend a Thanksgiving dinner with turkey an' squash " "An' cramberry sauce an' stuffin?" anxiously from the Hungriest Twin. "Yes, an' mince pie an' nuts an' raisings!" cried the Girl Savage, brightly. "Come on now, all o' you. An' don't you dast to let Mama-Dear hear you a-cryin' !" Back in the library Miss Patience faced her ancestors with wet eyes. "Well?" she questioned them, "Well?" The grim crayoned faces seemed strangely gentled seen through a film of shamed tears. "I'd ought to have been named Impatience !" quavered Miss Patience. "A Pilgrim Pather'd be ashamed to own me, and a Pilgrim Mother Land a-living! What would a Pilgrim Mother say?" She sank dow T n at the secretary and stared absently at the article she had been writing. Suddenly the last sentence of it sprang to her eyes clearly as though a voice had spoken. "And so on the First Thanksgiving Day the MISS PATIENCE AND SAVAGES 49 Pilgrims invited the Savages to sit down to dinner with them." Miss Patience gave a queer little laugh that was tangled up with a sob. She sprang to her feet with a gesture that seemed to draw the bygone pictured Pingrees down to her side. "Us Pingrees!" she cried. "Us Pingrees and those poor little thin-legged Savages, and their mother over next door. Praise be! The turkey'll stretch ! I'll run this minute and tell Tilly- Ann to bake up another pie !" HER PINK HOUR HER PINK HOUR be sure an' flounce me twict around the bottom, Abby." Mrs. Bemis paused at the gate, her large face taking on lines of pleased importance. "Sence Albion's been 'lected selectman,, I feel it's no more'n right 'n' fittin' that I sh'd have two flounces on my wrappers." The little dressmaker in the doorway watched the stout form of her visitor anxiously as it billowed and swayed in the tiny strip of path, threatening the pansy bed on one hand, the sweetpea vines on the other. "Don't you worry none, Mis' Bemis," she called, reassur- ingly, "I'll flounce you. Yes, you c'n drop in of a Tuesday week and try 'em on Yes, yes. Good evenin'." With a swan song of cautions and admoni- tions Mrs. Bemis heaved slowly away. Abigail Bliss drew a relieved breath that would have been a sigh if she had been the sighing kind. "Wrappers!" she said aloud in gentle resent- ment, "an' brown caliker ones at that. I was 53 54 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS sort o' lottin' on the next ones bein' pink, may- be, or red land sakes !" she broke into a de- lighted giggle at the idea "I hadn't ought to be uncharitable enough to wish Mis' Bemis in a red caliker wrapper, law no ! But sometimes I hanker to make somethin' pretty for some- body." "Evenin', Abby." Abigail Bliss peered nearsightedly through the dusk. "Why, if it ain't Mis' Timmins," she cried, heartily. "Come in an' wait a while, do. I ain't set eyes on you for a month o' Sundays." Mrs. Timmins rested her basket on the fence, her pleasant face creasing in humorous lines. "It's easy to guess you ain't married, Abby Bliss," she laughed, comfortably. "I just see the stage drive in an' my men folks can't abide supper bein' dished up late no, I can't stop in. I just thought I'd leave a message for Horace Walker as I was passin' by I s'pose likely he'll be droppiu' in this evening?" "Likely he will." Abby's voice was mildly conscious, but only mildly so. Whatever romance there might once have been in Horace Walker's calls had almost disappeared after fifteen years of staid, neighborly dropping in to talk of town meeting and the potato pros- HER PINK HOUR 55 pects. They had become a habit, an accepted matter-of-fact like mail-time and the inevita- bility of Thanksgiving and Conference. Fif- teen years erases so many things! "Well, I wish you'd tell him that Abner Timmins wants he should haul a load o' kindlin' wood from the wood-lot on a Monday thank you, Abby yes, I'm going to try to get around next week to see you about some gingham aprons for the next missionary barrel." "Pink gingham aprons?" demanded Abby, hopefully. Mrs. Timmins' surprise almost up- set the market basket from the top of the fence. "Land no, pink gingham for the heathen, Abby Bliss?" She was plainly scandalized. " 'Twouldn't be proper nor suitable. The Ladies' Aid has bought a whole bolt of brown checked we think it'll make up real nice and tasty. Well, so long, Abby. Don't forget to tell Horace about the w r ood." Abby Bliss looked after the hurrying market basket in gentle defiance. "If I were a heathen an' wore aprons, I sh'd want 'em pink," she murmured, stubbornly. "I believe pink ging- ham is more religious than brown-checked any- way. I shouldn't wonder if I'd 'a' been a 56 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS better woman this livin' minute if I'd ever had a pink satin dress with a train to it an' a lace collar." She gazed dreamily down the village street. A small, square boy was driving a straggling herd of cows across the common with important shouts of authority. By the Soldiers' Monument a shrill tinkle of child voices announced a game of follow-my-leader. Behind the chilly white square of the Meth- odist steeple a rose and yellow sunset was lingering, sprinkled across by drooping ara- besques of elm twigs. "It's a sightly evening," murmured the little dressmaker, happily. She often held mild little conversations with herself for lack of another audience. "I always think anything nice might happen when it gets all peace-colored and happy, like it is to-night. To-morrow I'll get up good and airly and get Mis' Silas Bean's second husband's shirts off my mind; then I'll start in on them wrappers. But I shan't touch 'em till then. I don't feel like a w r rapper to-night. Them posies down there smell just like like" her vocabulary faltered "just like that sunset looks! Land! Abby Bliss, how you do talk !" She smiled indulgently. Her own queer little HER PINK HOUR 57 fancies amused her and often startled her prosaic inheritance of New England common sense. It was the fancy part of Abigail Bliss that planted colorful pansies and a rainbow hedge of sweet peas where her neighbors pre- ferred well-weeded asparagus beds or the sprawling usefulness of rhubarb. But it was her traditional birthright of prose that bade her dress her gentle spinsterhood in prim dark prints and the dreary middle-aged common- places of chocolate-hued calicoes, when a young heart in her cried out rebelliously for colors, daintiness, and girlish pretties. She was like one who has passed the pleasant stopping- place of youth in the dark and now sought it wistfully when it lay behind. With a caressing movement she bent over the twisted unsightliness of the ancient rose- bush beside the path. It was weather-beaten and knotted, like a rheumatic old woman whom life has buffeted, but on its topmost branch it bore one small frail bud, almost open. "Ain't it wonderful?" she crooned, brushing it with gentle fingers. "That rosybush's most as old as I be, and it ain't never had a posy on it before. I hope it'll be a pink one seem's like it deserves a pink one waitin' so long !" 58 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS The cracked bell in the Methodist steeple began to clamor a summons to Thursday night prayer meeting in a wavering insistent series of jerks. In answer the soberly shawled forms of old Miss Parker and her mother came out of their yard and turned primly churchward across the common. The minister's wife with a swarm of ministerial children came out on the parsonage piazza to wave goodby to the minister. In guilty haste Abigail Bliss shrank back into the concealing shadows of the front hall and shut the door noiselessly upon the godly procession of churchgoers. "I ain't goin' to meetin' !" she drew a quaver- ing breath of excitement. "There ain't any chance of anyone's droppin' in durin' service and I'm goin' to get out The Dress and try it on !" The capital letter was apparent in her voice. Twin excitement spots flared in her cheeks what would folk think if folk knew? "Brother Peel'd read the 'Vanity of vani- ties' chapter and say 'twas wicked, but it ain't!" she declared, stubbornly, "an' I don't care if 'tis!" She w r as amazed at the daring of her own words, but she came of the reckless stock that had flung the tea into the patriotic waters of Boston Harbor and she did not hesi- HER PINK HOUR 59 tate. One of the solemn family portraits hang- ing in that very hall had signed the Declara- tion of Independence. "Women folks have got a right to a little vanity or the Lord wouldn't 'a' made 'em like they are," she reasoned. "An' it don't do any- body a mite o' harm not a mite !" She pulled down the green paper shades in her prim little parlor. The air of the room w r as clammy and unsunned, but the thought of using the warm everydayness of her sitting- room for trying on The Dress was not accord- ing to Abigail Bliss's ideas of fitness. She lighted the oil lamp with its green and purple glass on the center table. Beside the plush album lay a pile of nondescript calico. It was like a grim slap on her eager imagination. She bundled it out of sight with ungentle hands. To-morrow she would begin on wrappers, but to-night With anxious care she spread an armful of newspapers over the carpet. Then she un- locked the rusty hasp of the top drawer of the secretary and drew out a folded sheet. In some things Abigail Bliss, spinster, had never quite grown up. Now, like a child that dallies with a pleasure to make it spend longer, she stood 60 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS looking down at the white bundle, hesitating to open it, the color coming in jerks to her white cheeks. Then with lingering delight she unpinned the corners of the sheet and drew them apart, revealing a fluffy cloud of sheer white and a frostwork of embroidered sprays, hand-wrought with exquisite delicacy. In the common, stuffy room with its ancestral plush furniture, the dress shone like a bit of Paris and far-away, luxurious places. Little Abby Bliss, with her tight primness of hair and her poor figured percale gown, was an alien before this beauty, but Abby Bliss did not know that. In her glowing imagination she saw herself attired in the dress, young, graceful, pretty, like one of the lissome crea- tures of the fashion books, with waves of hair, puffs, curls, dimples. If she had been a poet, even a spinster poet in the "mute inglorious" concealment of a tiny country village, Abigail Bliss would have written one song with the pulse of youth and the ache of beauty in it but she was a dressmaker, so she had sewn her fancy into the fairy folds of this dress. It was her poem her one flight of imagination. It was a dress of Youth its dear, foolish raptures, its pretty frivolities. HER PINK HOUR 61 It stood to her for that night, years ago, when Horace Walker had taken her in his new buggy to ride through the summer fields. She had stitched into it a memory of a walk home from a church sociable, when Horace and she had lagged behind the rest and watched a copper moon loom hot and huge behind the ragged haystacks. Once before she had had a shy unspoken plan for such a dress, but that had been before Horace's mother had broken her hip, and his brother had left the sad legacy of his widow and babies to Horace's care on his little run-down farm. Since then there had been brown and gray wrappers, missionary aprons, coarse blue shirts and overalls, and stout little dresses for small folk to romp in. But she had never made anything soft, white, frilly no wonderful fine baby clothes, no party gowns, no wedding dress for a pretty country bride. So at odd moments stolen from her stripes and checks, she had worked on this dress, putting into it the humble best of her art as she understood it, prolonging the pleas- ure of its wee perfect stitches to make it last. And now it was done. Her New England in- heritance jeered at her scornfully. 62 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Land, Abby Bliss," it laughed with unkind directness, "how'll you look all tricked out in them furbelows at your time o' life I guess you've forgotten how old you be, ain't you?" "I'm thirty-five!" cried the young heart of Abigail, hotly. "An' I ain't never had a pretty youngish dress I think it's high time I had one if I'm ever going to." She shook out the loose folds and held The Dress up. Its soft lengths trailed a little graciously over the newspapers with a subtle suggestion of a long veil a shower bouquet. "I s'pose you know what it looks like?" ruth- lessly demanded her Inheritance. Abigail Bliss clasped the dress to her breast and whirled around with blazing cheeks and defiant eyes. "Yes, I do it looks like a wedding dress!" she cried aloud, stormily. "Well? It's the only chance I'll have to see how I'd look in one, an' I'm gain' to see!" Her fingers blundered over the unaccus- tomed frailness of tiny crochet buttons as she dressed herself in the dainty w r hite dress, thrusting her ugly print gown in a crumpled heap under the sofa, her thoughts in an un- bridled riot of pleasant fancies. Suppose it HER PINK HOUR 63 were fifteen years ago and Horace's mother hadn't broken her hip suppose when she looked in the glass she should see a wondrous fashion-plate Abigail Bliss with masses of hair, pink youngness of cheeks, a figure that was not thin and flat-chested suppose sup- pose So deep was she in her happy pretense that she had forgotten the passing of time. When one has rubbed out fifteen years in a breath, an hour more or less by the clock passes un- noticed. Slow footsteps plodded niiddle-agedly up the walk, creaked on the door-stone, but she did not notice. With eager fingers she jerked and pulled the tight strands of her hair until they fell in a loose frame about her little, pointed face. Then with a long breath of anticipation she faced the mirror hanging in the tarnished importance of a gilt frame on the wall. She gave a wordless little wail of disappoint- ment. The Abigail Bliss of her fancy had not had thin, graying hair, or fine lines in her soft cheeks. Her eyes searched the reflection wist- fully, but she saw w r ith cruel distinctness a faded plain face above a girl's fluffy dress. Her hands went out in a gesture as though she 64 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS were saying good-by to the other young Abi- gail. "No, I don't belong," she said in sad accept- ance. "I've waited too long. I guess maybe I never belonged. I was born an old maid and they made it worse by naming me Abigail. If it had 'a' been Evelyn or Mildred, now, maybe I'd 'a' had yaller hair and blue eyes." She laughed, but the attempt was rather a sorry failure with the misfit reflection of herself before her eyes. "The dress doesn't look ac- quainted with me. I don't feel introduced !" In the doorway Horace Walker gazed at the sight before him with dazed astonishment. This was not the Abigail Bliss, dressmaker, that he had been calling on, in staid dull calls, for fifteen years this was the Abby he had called on the first time. Once he had hoped she would wear a dress like that for him. Old dormant recollections stirred in Horace Walker's mind. Their awakening bewildered him. He and Abby were too old for such things old? Abby? Why, Abby was young in the frilly lace dress ! He started forward in the doorway with clumsy hesitating feet. The old boards squeaked beneath his steps and Abigail Bliss, HER PINK HOUR 65 startled from the sad little wreckage of her fancy, saw in his face the reflection that the mirror had denied her the pretty, girl- Abigail. "Why why Horace," she cried in her sur- prise. Shamed red burned in her cheeks. Her hands fluttered piteously to her loosened hair. "I didn't hear you I guess I'd forgotten what time it was." "The door was unhasped," the big man an- swered, slowly. His good, homely, bearded face turned toward her with a bewildered glad- ness. "Why, Abby!" he cried, huskily. His great ungainly hands clutched and twisted his soft hat in pitiful unease. "Abby, you look just like you used to when we went riding that time I always thought I meant " his words stumbled and tripped over each other in a helpless, unused sort of way. " 'Twas mother's fall and Sist' Libby's husband being took so sudden like I was poor then, Abby." A soft, gentle little silence waited in the room. Outdoors in the summer dusk a phono- graph, distance-sweet, prattled of "love" and "dove" and silly young sentiment. Feet of youthful stragglers on their way home from prayer meeting lingered along the sidewalk. 66 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Abby!" cried Horace Walker and held out his arms. She drew back in tremulous agita- tion before the unspoken words of his eyes. "Be careful the dress you'll crush it, Horace!" she cried; but the outflung, needle- rough hands, the wistful eyes, the whole little fluttering self of her invited him. "Go an' put on another dress, then quick," he cried, impatient. "I guess I've waited long enough fifteen years is long enough Lord, Abby, what a fool I been !" His voice caught in a groan. With the mother-instinct of comfort she went to him. "Never mind the dress, Horace," she whis- pered. Later in the evening Abigail Bliss stood on the worn door-stone and leaned over the old rosebush. In the faint blur of moonlight the bud on the topmost branches swung open-eyed and perfect. It seemed an echo of the joy that had bloomed for her in the wonderful evening. "See, ain't it beautiful?" she cried, softly. "It waited for a posy for a long time, but when it came 'twas worth waitin' for. Look, Horace it's a pink one !" A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY EUPHRASIA TIBBITTS sugared and creamed her husband's coffee with com- pressed lips. It was a very important cup of coffee. Large issues hung on its flavor. A mite too much cream or too little sugar, now ! Her thin, knuckley hands almost trembled as she pushed it across the red-checked cloth toward Samuel, in total eclipse behind the local paper. His broad, stubby fingers came groping out to meet the cup, lifted it an appreciative gurgling sound behind the paper, and the cup returned to the level of her anxious gaze empty. Euphrasia drew a gaspy breath. Her hands clutched the table edge as though to keep her- self from running away. It was, to her, a desperate thing she was about to do. In nearly twenty-five colorless years of wifehood she had never tested Samuel before. Between him and Shady Valley's estimation of him she had erected her pitiable barrier of pretense, and with petty little economies and brave shams 69 70 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS had built a decent wall about his stinginess, trying loyally to hide it even from her own eyes. "Thrifty, that's what Sam'l is," she had taught herself in her long years of schooling. "I ain't never asked him for anything he didn't give me, hev I? If I ever did, I guess folks would see !" And now she was going to ask. She had come to the end of her resources, but an inner voice warned her not to go on. With all the strength of her soul she did not want to see Sam'l as others saw him. Yet it was now or never it was now. "Sam'l!" it came out with a little rush, "Sam'l" "M-m-rn what say?" The paper did not lower. Samuel was reading the market reports with pleased calculating eye. Flour two cents lower potatoes firm. His lips made little gruff, twittery noises, reckoning it up in dollars and cents. "I want I will you hev 'nother cup coffee?" At the last moment her courage had balked. She filled the cup, aquiver with shame at her- self. Did she doubt Sam'l, then, that she was 71 afraid to speak out plain? She drew back the refilled cup with a sudden sharp jerk that splashed a brown stain across the cloth. "Sam'l, won't you please put dow r n the paper, jest for a minute?" she said, palely. "I there's somethin' I want to speak to you about." The paper rustled with impatience. "Well I'm a-listening." "Sam'l," she said, then, clearly, "I want you should give me a hundred dollars." The words had the odd effect of an explosion, bringing the front legs of Samuel's chair crash- ing down. His broad red face, ludicrous with amazement, peered over the lowered News. She met his gaze calmly, though beneath the cloth her knees chattered together. "I guess you better let me hev it to-day, Sam'l," she went on, steadily. "You could git it soon's the bank opens up, an' send Willie Pratt over with it. Or I c'n stop at the store if Willie's busy " "Send Willie Pratt over with it," he re- peated, heavily, "or you c'n stop at the store a hundred dollars be you stark, ravin' crazy, Euphrasia Tibbitts?" She gathered herself in hand and stood up, 72 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS a lean, blue-ginghamed little figure of revolt that he hardly recognized. "No, I ain't crazy, Sam'l ;" her voice was low with the effect of shrilling ; "I'll tell you what I want it for to buy me a new parlor set cov- ered with red rep, an' a new flowered Brus- sels rug for the front room that's what I want it for. I guess mebbe you don't know how long I've hed that haircloth set, Sam'l." " 'Twas mother's," said Samuel Tibbitts with a tightening of the heavy red muscles of his jaw. "I guess what was good 'nough for mother is good 'nough for us. I guess we got no call t' go spendin' our hard-come-by money on such foolishness. Why, Euphrasie, I never heerd the like! D'ye s'pose money grows on trees?" "But you got it ain't you, Sam'l?" she trembled, doggedly persistent. "O, Sam'l, I want to hev the Ladies' Aid all the other women has hed it 'cept me, time an' again. They think it's queer, you the biggest grocer in town, an' able t' git the refreshments at cost, so. An' the sofy's worn clean through to the bones, Sam'l, an' they ain't one of the chairs I'd resk Mis' Silas Bean sittin' down on, heavy as she be. O, Sam'l, I ain't never ast A HAIKCLOTH MUTINY 73 for anythin' afore an' I won't agin ! Just this oncet, Sam'l. It's been a good year to the store, ain't it? Mebbe I could do with some less. I seen an advertisement in the Centerville Gazette where rugs was marked 'way down you wouldn't believe how cheap they was, Sam'l. I I guess I could make seventy-five stretch, only seventy-five, Sam'l O, Sam'l!" Her husband pushed back his chair noisily and rose. She watched him take down his alpaca store coat, and struggle into it, and knew by the stubborn set of his shoulders that she had failed. Slow difficult tears filmed her faded eyes. "I ain't got money to throw away, Euphra- sie," said Samuel Tibbitts, with not unkindly firmness, "an' it's just as well the Ladies' Aid shouldn't meet here; they's plenty of folks to hev it, without their eatin' us out of house and home." He went out, then paused in the door- way. "You take the rest o' that mutton ? n' turn it into a stew for dinner," he directed, briskly. "I'll be home 'bout one or ha' past. An' don't you go to frettin' over red rep sofys, Euphrasie. You'd ought to be thankful we c'n keep out o' the poorhouse, livin' 's high as 'tis these days." 74 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Euphrasia Tibbitts stood a long while after her husband's heavy footsteps had plodded down the gravel walk, a dull flush reddening her thin cheeks. Suddenly she felt ashamed. It was not for herself, not for her shabby, form- less clothing or unlovely home, but for Samuel. She remembered Mrs. Bisbee's covert glance in her direction at the last Aid meeting, and the whisper she had overheard : "Samuel Tibbitts could buy out any of us twice over, but he wouldn't give a red cent toward sendin' the gospel to the Chinee." And the reply, barbed with malice : "When the Ladies' Aid sets in the Tibbitts's front room, an' drinks the Tibbitts's fifty-cent tea, an' eats the Tibbitts's layer cake the mil- lennium'll be pretty nigh due." It had been the sting of this eavesdropping that had prodded her on to ask Samuel, and now Samuel had refused. Her pitiably built ideal of him lay in shattered fragments about her feet. She had an impulse to get broom and dust pan and sweep them up in a hurry so that no one else should see. "Though I don't know's it makes much dif- ference what other folks think," she cried in a sudden flare of bitterness aloud. "It's what / A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 75 think that matters ! Here I be, forty-three, an' what hev I got for all my scrimpin' an' savin' an' goin' without all these years! A rug so faded you can't see the pattern, an' a broken- down haircloth sofy, an' mutton stew!" She laughed out harshly over the last item. The accumulated revolt of twenty-five years was upon her in a whirl of forbidden thoughts and ideas. "Sam'l's got so he likes stews better 'n sirloin steak !" she stormed on inwardly. "He likes bread puddings, an' tapioca, an' biled rice, but I don't! I been starvin' slow these twenty- five year !" A knock at the back door called her to the kitchen. The butcher's boy stood on the steps, pencil poised perfunctorily over his order book. To her suddenly sensitive vision there seemed to be derision in the hovering pencil, waiting to write down "a pound 'n' a half of mutton," or "corned beef, the twelve-cent kind." A sud- den wild impulse to confound it seized her in its grip. "Mornin', Mis' Tibbitts something for you to-day?" nodded the butcher boy, politely. He was making ready to shut up his book. "Mornin', Johnny," said Euphrasia Tibbitts with a kind of ferocity twin excitement spots 76 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS blazed in the hollows of her cheeks. "Yes, I do want somethin' for dinner to-day. Let's see. "S'pose you bring me a couple pounds your best top sirloin you got some real nice and tender, Johnny?" The pencil wavered with surprise. Johnny hesitated. "Best sirloin's thirty cents a pound," he ventured. "We got some round steak, now, at twenty-four " Euphrasia's lips tightened. "If there's anythin' I can't abide its cheap cuts o' steak," she sniffed. "Two o' the sirloin, Johnny and, Johnny never mind about put- tin' in the trimmin's !" Alone in the kitchen she faced herself defi- antly. "Sixty cents !" she said aloud in slow, luxurious syllables, as though she liked the taste of the words. "I ain't spent sixty cents on dinner sence I was a girl." Her eyes shone. "An' I'm goin' to hev lemon pie for dessert," she cried. "Eggs is thirty-five cents a dozen, an' lemons is awful high I could use corn starch an' extract, but I ain't a-goln } to!" She bustled about her morning's work, revel- ing guiltily in the sense of the unusual. When Willie Pratt, her husband's delivery boy, went by the house on his morning rounds she hailed A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 77 him with a list of groceries that quite paled his brickish complexion under its freckle film. "Send 'em right over, Willie," she bade him, briskly. "An' don't bother Mr. Tibbitts about 'em he's goin' to be dretful busy this mornin' makin' out bills." Rebellion is apt to go to the head a little. Euphrasia was intoxicated with her sip of it. She broke open a whole dozen eggs for the pure joy of hearing the crisp crack of their shells. She measured out butter and sugar and lemon juice with a lavish hand. The pie, finished at length, steamed in a huge succulent golden circlet on the pantry shelf. She gloated gently over it as over a work of art. "What'll Sam'l say?" asked her conscience, sharply. "I guess you ain't thought about that, hev you?" "I don't know what Sam'l will say, an' I don't care!" cried the new Euphrasia, mili- tantly. She caught up a broom and bustled into the front room to evade the accusing voice. Somewhere under the tingle of her daring she was aghast at herself, but she would not pause to think. "I been sorter workin' an' spilin' inside, like a jar of preserves," she thought, breathlessly. 78 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "I been screwed down an' bottled up so long that somethin's liable to happen." She had reached the front room door, and paused, broom suspended in midair. The whole shabby, starved room seemed to cry out to her with a hundred silent little clamors: the curtains she had patched and repatched, the napless carpet with the bloom worn off its fruits and flowers, the ugly oil paintings in their carved black walnut frames, the hair- cloth raveling and prickly, the old sofa with its stuffing protruding from unmendable rents in its arms, like an out-at-elbows tramp who has seen better days. "I've mended till there ain't anything but a hole left to mend !" she murmured, hopelessly. "It ain't fit for anything now but the bonfire." She sank down on one of the rickety chairs, quite faint at the wild idea that had flashed through her mind. The grandfather's clock in the hall ticked five minutes, apprehensively and warningly, before she stirred. Then she stood up straight and pale, and gripped the chair by its unsure arms. "There ain't nothin' in the marriage cere- mony or the Bible about not burnin' up a hair- cloth parlor set," muttered Euphrasia Tibbitts A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 79 through compressed lips. "Mebbe it's ag'in' the law but I'll risk it !" She carried the chair, bumping awkwardly against her thin knees, across the hall and into the front yard. The Tibbitts' house stood at the end of the village, a vacant lot on either side. Into one of these lots Euphrasia and the chair toiled painfully and halted under a gnarled oak tree. She put the chair down and hurried back to the house for another. Six trips she made back and forth. On the last one the curtains and rug were added to the pile. When she came at length to the sofa she was limp and breathless. She sank down on it a moment to rest. About her the dismantled room looked oddly large and unfamiliar. Square spots of color on the faded wall paper showed where the pictures had hung. "His Aunt Emmeline painted 'em," she thought, hardily. "They was wedding pres- ents, 'cause she could do 'em cheaper than buyin' anything. She was a Tibbitts through and through. The 'Spanish Fishermaiden' one took the first prize at the art booth at the country fair. I allers thought 'twas dretful ugly myself. She never traveled any nearer furren parts than Boston, Aunt Emmeline 80 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS didn't. Queer how folks that live amongst apple orchards an' piney woods an' Yankees all their lives choose Alps an' Eyetalians an' out- landish clothes when they come to do some art" The clock striking half-past eleven brought her from her reflections to her tired feet in a panic of haste. She bent her whole frail strength to the sofa, and it moved ponderously, with protesting rheumatic squeaks and groans, as though conscious it was headed toward its doom. Through doorways, down steps, across the lawn Euphrasia's determination generaled the unwieldy thing. Gray wisps of hair hung streakily against her damp cheeks, her bony wrists and middle-aged joints protesting twing- ingly, but she panted on. Five minutes later a shocked voice from the gate aroused her from her work of destruction. She turned, kerosene oil can in her hand. "Land o' Goshen ! Euphrasie Tibbitts, what air you doin'? You clean out o' your mind, I want to know?" Mrs. Bisbee looked from Euphrasia's resolute figure to the parlor set, already spouting flames, and back again to Euphrasia, mouth ajar. Indeed, there was something almost uncanny about the sight. A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 81 Against the bright destruction of her house- hold goods Euphrasia's bony form, in its blow- ing gingham skirts, and the wisps of gray hair tangled about her face, took on the aspect of some old Druid sorceress performing an un- hallowed rite to strange deities. But Euphra- sia's tone Avas quite matter-of-fact, as though burning haircloth parlor sets was a natural part of the day's work. "O, it's you, Mis' Bisbee," she called, cheer- ily. "Walk in and set, won't you? I'll be through here in a jiffy." Mrs. Bisbee gave a frightened look at her. She had never heard that sudden insanity ran in the Bennett family, and yet "But, Euphrasie ain't that your parlor set?" she faltered. "An' there's one o' Emine- line Tibbitts's oil paintings jest catchin' an' your rug O, Euphrasie, I never heerd of sech a thing !" "They look real pretty burnin', don't they?" said Euphrasia Tibbitts calmly. "Those paint- ings burn specially nice. I was sick an' tired of 'em." She bent over to poke one of the chairs fur- ther into the flame. Her eyes sparkled de- fiantly as she faced her visitor again. "They 82 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS was gettin' dretful shabby," she said, largely. "Sam'l's goin' to buy me a red rep set an' a body Brussels next week, an' I thought I might as well git this one out o' the way. I despise to clutter up my attic with old trash, don't you?" The tide of her invention swept her on reck- lessly. She held her head higher. They thought Sam'l was stingy, did they? She would show them ! "And just as soon's it comes I'm goin' to hev the Ladies' Aid to a supper social," she fin- ished, briskly. "I been meanin' to for a long spell." Samuel Tibbitts came home to dinner early, with a grievance. He carried it in his hand with him the list of groceries his wife had ordered that morning. Below it was the amaz- ing, incredible total, "$1.85." The figures drove his feet in angry thuds along the side- walk. He would find out what Euphrasie meant by such doin's; he would tell her once an' for all, plain At the gate of his home he stopped. It was not from intention, but because his legs would not bear him further. They actually wabbled under him. By the great Horn Spoon, what A HAIRCLOTH MUTINY 83 was Euphrasie up to now? He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came, and he forgot to close it. His wife glanced up and saw him. For an instant she quailed, feeling the new mantle of her independence slipping from her stooping shoulders, under SamTs furious gaze. Then her spirit put up determined fingers and jerked it on again. With careful lack of haste she poked the Spanish Fisherniaiden into the heart of the flame and dusted her hands daintily on her apron. Then, head high, she crossed the lawn to Samuel. He watched her helplessly, big jaw wagging without sound. "I've burnt up the parlor set, Sam'l," said Euphrasia, gently. "I knew you'd want I should if you reely stopped to think. 'Twas gittin' so old it warn't hardly respectable. To- morrow you an' me'll drive over to Center- ville an' pick out a new one. I've allers said red rep, but if you'd rather w T e'll get green." Samuel Tibbitts gazed at his wife in a kind of awe. Was this the meek, fluttering Eu- phrasie he had sat across the table from for twenty five years, this bright-eyed, pink- cheeked, eager little woman person with the 84 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS straight backbone? Why, she looked more like the Euphrasie he had gone a-courting long ago. His wondering glance fell on her bony little hands and thin wrists protruding from her scanty sleeves, and suddenly, unaccountably, his eyes filled. " 'Twas too heavy for you, Euphrasie," he muttered, difficultly. "You'd ought to hev got me to help you move 'em." Euphrasia looked up at him in sudden queer shyness. The distressed helplessness in his big flabby red face called to the mother of her for comforting. She laid a timid hand on his alpaca sleeve. "Come in an' I'll hev dinner ready, quick as you can say Jack Robinson!" she said with a brisk striving for commonplaceness. "It won't take a minute to fry the steak. I guess mebbe you're hungry, ain't you, Sam'l?" "Euphrasie ! Honey !" She felt his awkward kiss on her forehead and her cheeks flamed like a girl's. "Sam'l!" she reproved him, joyously. "O, Sam'l, what will the neighbors say?" ANCESTORS AND PRATHER "T BELIEVE Great Aunt Em'line '11 just JL about cover that new spot." Paula Pren- tiss surveyed the damp patch on the faded rose and gold of the wall paper, head doubtfully a-tilt. "It's sort of square, and Aunt Em'line's round, but I guess she'll stretch" a faint sug- gestion of an unsighed sigh undertoned the words. She moved across the dim little parlor to the cupboard with a slow r , gracefully stilted step it was as if one of her own slender straight old Chippendale chairs had taken on motion. From the prim miscellany of old pic- tures beneath the shelves she drew out an oval frame of black w r alnut carved into varnished bunches of grapes, and dusted it off tenderly. "It's real lucky," smiled Paula, whimsically, "to have so many ancestors they come in handy, ancestors do, in covering up spots in folks' lives. But I do sort of wish I could get clapboarded and painted up, or else that Shady Valley didn't have quite so much weather." 87 88 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS This time the sigh was unmistakable. Paula Prentiss looked about the dingy little parlor with eyes that tried their wistful best not to see the patternless parts of the woven rug, the scratches webbing the ancient highboy, the quaint card table, toppling on three spidery legs, and the Webster's Dictionary. Ancestors were about the only things she did have, ancestors and the dim dignity of the Prentiss name and the gentle heritage of the Prentiss pride that hovered over the thread- bare gentility of the room like a vague odor of dried lavender flowers. It was pride that untied her dusting apron, now, in a panic of haste at the shrill warning of the front door bell. In Shady Valley morning calls are ordi- narily made through the friendly unceremony of back doors, or over neighborly fences the ringing of the bell augured the unusual. At the same time on the boards of the porch shuffled impatiently the black, cloth-gaitered feet of one bearing ill tidings. Paula whisked the apron out of sight, smoothed her hair, and hurried to the door. They were Mrs. Bisbee's feet ; and from Mrs. Bisbee's rolled-up wrapper sleeves and the steamy redness of her elbows it was apparent ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 89 that the news had seized her unexpectedly over her Monday wash tubs. "I suppose you've heard tell?" asked Mrs. Bisbee, breathlessly, before the door was quite open. "No, Paula, don't ast me in I'm in soak this minute and I haven't no kind of faith in the new-fangled washin' powder I'm usin' I must hurry along back. But when Mr. B. told me about the trolley scheme I says to him, I says, 'I'm goin' straight over to Paula Pren- tiss' I know how bad she'll feel to hear it,' I says, 'seein' how she's one of the first settlers on her grandfather's side, an', anyhow, I shouldn't wonder a mite if Paula used to know Prather McDowell,' I says to Mr. B." Mrs. Bisbee paused for breath. "Prather McDowell !" Faint consciousness vied in Paula's voice with utter bewilderment. "I ain't heard of Prather McDowell in years I went to 'Cademy with him, and he was real smart and up-and-coming, Prather was." Mrs. Bisbee smiled grimly. "He still is, then," she nodded. "They say he invented a new suspender buckle and made a pile o' money out o' it. Now he's bought up the Centerville street car company an' aims to run a trolley line through Shady Valley straight through 90 the middle o' the street, past the Methodist meetin' house, an' by the Soldiers' Monument on the Common." "Land a mercy, you don't say !" The two women looked at each other in a subdued elation of distress, Mrs. Bisbee plain- tively triumphant over the effect of her words. "Folks is consider'ble worked up," she said. "Mr. B. claims he ain't seen so much excite- ment sence Doctor Whipple voted Democratic back in the 'lection of ninety-five." "It's dretful." Paula's voice quavered with gentle indignation. "It hadn't ought to be allowed noisy cars clanging by and strange folks staring out at us. Why, I always set my clock by seeing Ben Crosby driving the Center- ville stage up to the post office, nights, with the mail." After Mrs. Bisbee had hurried away tubward Paula stood looking distressfully down the elm-arched street vista where a grocer's cart ambled sleepily, leaf -flecked with shadows. To her troubled imagination it was a trolley car, blatantly yellow, disturbingly inappropriate to a quiet old-time village in the contented back- water of life. "Mrs. Bisbee can't feel it same's if she was ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 91 an old resident," thought Paula from the gentle superiority of her grandfather. In Shady Valley people were still "new folks" after fifteen years. And Prather McDowell the name had a flavor of youngness about it, a memory of honest freckles and big blunder- ing boy's hands that carried her strap of books home from the Academy, an echo of sing-song voices droning through the second conjugation, "Moneo, moneas,, moneaf." Paula's hands stole to her hair, touching it tentatively as though they almost expected to find tightly braided pigtails strained back and tied with stiff, wide ribbon bows. Through unwilling finger tips she could feel the gray. "Likely he's bald-headed and got grand- children," sighed Paula with a whimsical little shake of the head. "Twenty-five years is a dretful long hyphen between times." She turned back into the house w r ith brisk haste. "I'll go finish dustin' off Great Aunt Em'line and hang her," she planned. "Then I'll pick a bunch of cinnamon pinks to set on the front room table in case any of the neighbors should happen in." In the hall on the way to Aunt Em'line Paula paused before the hatrack, peering into 92 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS the dusky depths of the mirror with wistful eyes. She was searching for a reminding trace of pigtails. But Prather McDowell saw them. On the edge of dusk that afternoon he strode accus- tomedly up the tiny strip of path to the porch where Paula was sewing under the honeysuckle fringe. Twenty-five years had covered the freckles with a Vandyke beard, but the hands that seized Paula's heartily in a firm friendly grip were the same that had carried the book strap for her she would have known them anywhere. "Why, Prather McDowell, if you don't look real lifelike!" cried Paula, quaintly. She gazed up at him in a little flutter of excite- ment. "Have you studied your Latin lesson for to-morrow?" The big man fitted his great bulk carefully into the chair beside her, shaking his head. "It's the subjunctive again, and I hate sub- junctives!" smiled Prather, old-timily. "I tell you what, Paula, you write my sentences for me an' I'll take you fishin' in Shaller Crick, honest an' true, black an' blue, I will." It is a very little way from Yesterday to To- day, after all ! ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 93 "We've got a lot of remembering to do, Paula, you and I." Prather settled back in Ms chair in comfortable preparation. "I want to know what everybody's been doing since I went away who's got married, and who hasn't. I suppose Hiram Saunders is still courting Lydia Ann Smith, up on the Cross Roads." "Land, Prather, he isn't payin' her attention now they've been married twenty years come next Christmas !" Prather's eyes twinkled appreciatively. "And Amos Todd the old rascal?" "O, Amos got converted right after the San Francisco earthquake he's real steady now, Prather. They 'lected him First Selectman, last town-meetin'. Mrs. Amos is real set up, bein' First Selectwoman after folks have spent so much time pitying her on account of mar- ryin' Amos." The talk rambled on through the pleasant byways of reminiscence, detailing the quiet chronicles of Shady Valley. In the crannies of conversation Paula stole sly glances over her sewing at the big man opposite, noting the indefinable air of success in the broad, square shoulders the spruce prosperity of his busi- ness suit. 94 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS The evening stage rattled up to the post office in an important cloud of dust. Along the wooden sidewalk under the elms, a few couples strolled toward the drug store soda fountain ; a man in overalls, bent under the weight of a clumsy ladder, plodded by, pausing to light the kerosene street lamps behind their dim glass frames. Prather McDowell watched the smoky flame of the lamps flicker down the street in the wake of the ladder. "By Jove, if that isn't natural!" he cried, boyishly. "Same old lamps we used to shy stones through same old holes the stones made, I do believe! Shady Valley hasn't changed much, Paula, since I've been away." "O, yes," Paula corrected him, gently. "We've shingled the meetin' house twice and painted the school building yellow, and last year the Ladies' Aid fenced in the cemetery with an oyster supper and put a cupola on the Town Hall with a strawberry festival. They's been quite a lot of improvements, Prather." In the dimness of the hall the grandfather's clock on the stair quavered seven strokes, agedly, bringing Prather to his feet in guilty haste. "Don't tell me I've worn out my welcome," ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 95 he laughed, ruefully, "because I'm coming again, soon, Paula." Long after he had gone, striding erectly away in the evening light, Paula sat looking vaguely out into the dusk over her idle sewing. "I'd really ought to have a new dress of some kind," she pondered aloud. "If it wasn't such a chore to get over to Centerville, I believe I'd go shopping. But when the trolley gets to running it'll be easier." At these revolutionary words a long line of Prentiss ancestors shuddered in their respect- able frames. Every prim line of Paula's sedate parlor ex- pressed its disapproval of Prather McDowell's visits in the weeks that followed ; the straight- backed chairs had the effect of standing more stiffly rigid when he lounged in them careless, man wise; the shaky center table trembled in- dignantly on its aristocratic legs under his emphatic hand; from their black walnut grapes and wreaths of wooden roses the forefathers and foremothers looked down haughtily, faded crayon noses atilt, as though sniffing the new, strange tobacco scent in the unaccustomed air. Prather, pampered by his years of city ease, found the cramped, stilted 96 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS place inexpressibly hideous pitiful in its shabbiness, its moldy dignity, its faded relics of a prosperous long ago. If he had been at all subtle, he would have discerned the ex- quisite care that breathed through the room, the fine darns in the old lace curtains, the patient polish on the mahogany. It was as though Poverty itself had paused genteelly on the threshold of Paula's home to wipe its feet upon the mat before entering. But his eyes, seeing man-fashion, darkly, traced its dingy tracks over everything. "I went away too soon," Prather McDowell thought, self-reproachfully, "or I didn't come back soon enough." He watched Paula moving gently among her time-scarred Lares and Penates, a faint, indefinable youthfulness about her, uncontra- dicted by the time-colored hair, as if she had grown up unwillingly before she had gotten through being young. And as he smoked and told her tales of his city life, his great bulk cramped uncomfortably in the unfriendly angles of the Chippendale rocker, an idea grew slowly in Prather McDowell's mind and it was not an idea connected in the least with trolley lines. The neighbors put gossipy heads together over back fences, discussing the affair with significant little nudges and nods. "To think of a Prentiss marrying suspender buckles/' sighed Mrs. Bisbee, mournfully. "An' she a first settler on her grandfather's side!" "O, well, suspenders is respectable/' Mrs. Deacon Tupper's tone was doubtful. "I expect when you come right down to it her grand- father wore 'em. But I don't believe she'll marry him. Paula's sort o' got into the habit o' bein' an old maid." Mrs. Deacon, an undisputed authority on strawberry preserves, was no matrimonial prophet. In late August, when the first stray maple leaves, pricked with scarlet, came float- ing lazily down across the common and the burrs of the horse chestnuts began to show their satin linings, Prather McDowell asked Paula to marry him, his big, brisk voice shaky with honest anxiety. Paula did not answer him at once. For several moments she looked before her raptly, as at the visibling of a cherished dream. Then she drew a long breath. "I've always hankered to go on a wedding trip!" cried Paula, un- 98 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS evenly. "That and a pink silk parasol seern's if I was born wantin' 'em!" "You shall have them both," laughed Pra- ther, tenderly, "the pinkest sort the wed- dingest kind Washington Niagara Falls." "Have you ever been there?" she asked him, anxiously. "Of course not I've never been married be- fore !" he reassured her. "Then I'd rather Washington," chose Paula. "I've seen Shallow Crick Falls and the mill- dam, but I never saw a President." They were married in the parsonage, very quietly, as though to get it over before the Prentiss ancestors could hear of it, and then they started out to see the President. Before he left Prather set his surprise in motion. It w r as to be his wedding present to Paula. "The nicest thing about going away is the coming home part!" Paula leaned forward in the swaying red plush seat, urging the car on with little jerks of impatience. "All the time I was seeing Congress and the Supreme Court in Washington I kept wondering what the Carneys had named the baby, and whether they'd 'lected Mrs. Bean president of the ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 99 Foreign Missions or not. Washington's a real sightly place to look at, Prather, but Shady Valley's sightlier to be born an' raised in, an' buried in I shouldn't enjoy bein' buried any- wheres else, seems though." Her eyes wan- dered to the flying hills contentedly. "I hope they decided on Emma Marie, after the baby's grandmother," she mused. "It's no more'n right an' fitting to hand down a grandmother to your children." All the way down the afternoon-shadowed street from the station Paula found little ex- citements to exclaim over mildly. Mrs. Deacon Tupper must have company the spare room blinds were open. Silas Penny had painted his pump blue seems as if it was sort of a pity he hadn't chose red to match the barn; Mrs. Bisbee's geraniums were looking real thrifty, there in the window; and here they were home! Paula paused incredulously. Even in the mantling dusk the house shone out dazzling, cheery with clean white paint and new clapboards. Paula's hands went out to it joyously. "Prather O, Prather !" she cried. "Just you wait a jiffy." He was hurrying her up the path, fumbling with the key. Then 100 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS the door creaked open and he drew her inside. An odor of newness came to meet them, the mingled tang of varnish and unused up- holstery. On the threshold of the parlor Paula paused with a little cry, staring before her unfamiliarly. In place of the sober line of ancestors, bright oil paintings flaunted their gilt frames on the wall, a flowered carpet smothered the floor with a riot of roses and foliage. Unw r eathered paper covered the walls. The damasked furniture, plump, puffy, unsit- table, had the haughty appearance of staring coldly at her through supercilious lorgnettes. The whole gay modern little room was un- Prentissed, refurbished, vaguely terrifying. Then through her bewilderment Paula saw Prather smiling at her across the folded arms of achievement in every broad sturdy line of him she could read his satisfaction. It shone around the edges of his Vandyke beard and lurked pridefully in the tones of his voice. "Well, honey," smiled Prather, "rather an improvement what? Guess I know what kind of a parlor a woman likes even if I haven't been married long or often !" With sudden wedded intimacy of under- standing Paula ran to him, her heart's dismay ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 101 transmuted by some miracle of woman-alchemy into a semblance of delight. "It's beautiful, Prather," she whispered against the rough frieze of his coat. And the recording angel, weakly tender to love's divine forgeries, did not dip his pen into the ink to make an entry here. "It makes me feel as though I had new kid gloves on my mind!" Paula hesitated on the outskirts of the rejuvenated room, the next afternoon. Prather was away, trolley-tending. Lacking him, the bald, shiny prosperity of the parlor was a thing to dazzle eyes that longed homesickly for old loved worn places, shabbi- ness, weather spots on the walls. "It don't look hardly respectab le V sighed Paula. With sudden determination she turned and hurried away up the staircase. From the attic the old furniture, the ancestors in their walnut frames seemed to be calling her to them piteously. Breathlessly she panted up the steep stair and pushed open the squeaky door at the top. Through the afternoon win- dow, webbed across by spider webs, vague with dust, the faint fall sunlight fell in a stain of gentle light across the attic miscellany, quiver- ing on the limp pathos of dangling garments, 102 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS shattered into misty little pools of reflection on the polished mahogany of the ancient high- boy, the center table leaning dejectedly against the eaves, the shabby dignity of the Chippen- dale chairs, erect and stately even in their banishment like proud old gentlewomen, aristocratic in rags. Paula's arms went out to them in an ecstasy of welcome. Motherwise she hovered over them, crooning gentle little words. Her eyes peering into the shadowed recesses sought out other treasures here the chipped blue Wedgwood bowl, there her wax flowers, there Aunt Em'line tilted rakishly against the wall. It was Aunt Em'line that suggested the plan. In the grip of it Paula stared about the attic, arranging it swiftly in her mind washing the tiny windows, rolling the woven carpet across the bare rough boards, here beside the door the highboy, there the table, on that cross-beam Aunt Em'line. "It'll be a place to set while Prather's away, afternoons," planned Paula, joyously. "I couldn't rest easy on the roses and peonies downstairs !" Ideas are much more easily moved than heavy chests and highboys. It took several secret afternoons, damp with soapsuds, brisk Her eyes, peering into the shadowed recesses, sought out other treasures. ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 105 with brooms and dusting cloths before the old parlor appeared again, reconstructed under Paula's busy hands. The tall old furniture had the effect of bumping its head uncomfort- ably against the rafters under the sloping eaves, on the low beams the ancestors seemed to be trailing long ancestral legs on the floor, and the uneven planking, billowed into unex- pected hillocks, fell into unexpected hollows beneath the faded, familiar rug. Blit Paula's eyes had learned to be nearsighted to imperfec- tions. From the point of view of the Chippen- dale rocker she reviewed her work with gentle satisfaction. "When you miss something it's like having a toothache in your mind," she reflected, whimsically. "It's sort of hard work living up to a gilt parlor at my time o' life." In the evenings with Prather reading his newspaper under the garish blaze of the new brass reading lamp, Paula sat in heroic unease, perched on the slippery edge of the damask sofa, her sewing clutched tensely in her fingers. It hardly seemed fitting to darn stockings or put in patches in the dressed-up atmosphere of the room. The afternoons were her safety valves. The trolley, grudgingly accepted at 106 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS last by Shady Valley, called Prather away for long hours at a time. Then Paula, gathering up her mending basket, hurried up the narrow attic stairs to her little haven of shabby con- tent under the eaves. Through the crannies of the window casings the brisk autumn air crept in, rattling the starchy bones of the worn old lace curtains, swaying the red-stained woodbine ropes in long shadows across the floor. Unconfessed, Paula shivered over her darning, bending low to catch the short fall sunshine before it blazed out into a frosty sun- set behind the stark-ribbed maple boughs. It was this way that Prather came upon her on the dusky edge of a chill November evening when he returned early from his work. A little Paula trail led him upstairs a hook and eye a scrap of white muslin and up he went, following them to the half-open attic door. In the Chippendale rocker sat Paula swaying peacefully to and fro among her be- loved household goods. The creak, creak of the rocker shared the gentle silence with the scuffle of drying leaves across the roof and the drone of the evening wind among the rafters. In its unfamiliar setting the old fur- niture looked pathetically out of place. One ANCESTORS AND PRATHER 107 brief glance told Prather the whole story. He tiptoed down the stairs in clumsy haste. That evening he glanced guilelessly over his teacup. "By the way," said Prather, off- handedly, "Mrs. Deacon Tibbits told me to be sure to remind you of the missionary meeting in the vestry this evening." Paula sighed gently. "It's on Torquay. Somehow I can't seem to get up much interest in Torquay," she confessed ; "it seems like such a dretful ways off. But I ought to go, seein' it's Mrs. Tibbits' night to lead." It was late when the missionary society sepa- rated with a gentle clatter of conversation at the church door. Paula hurried along the side- walk, bending against the sturdy wind that whirled the gnomelike leaves, brown, wrinkled, in gusty flight across her path. Over the church yard a half-erased, blurry moon smeared across by thin clouds glowed sulkily. The warm shine of the windows along the street cast cheery little flickers of home into the lonely night a sudden need of Prather sent Paula's feet hurrying up the path. In the lighted square of the parlor door, she paused amazed. About the room in their old places stood the stately dignity of Chippendale chair 108 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS and mahogany table, familiar, friendly, and among them Prather, shirt-sleeved and warm, smiling at her over his folded arms. "Prather!" cried Paula, inadequately it was a little syllable of joy. "Rather an improvement eh, honey?" Pra- ther nodded. He pointed a rueful finger at the wall. "But I managed to scrape off a good bit of the wall paper with a corner of the high- boy." Paula surveyed the torn place, head thought- fully atilt. The pleasant gleam of planning crept into her eyes. "I believe Aunt Em'line will just about cover it!" cried Paula, joyously. "It'll seem more like home, Prather, to have Aunt Em'line covering a spot!" LATE BLOOMING LATE BLOOMING THE funeral was over. Shady Valley had put on its Sunday-an'-funeral best with decorous solemnity and followed Lizzie May- fair's plain, grimly unadorned casket to its last resting place "If Lizzie could rest any- wheres," as Mrs. Bisbee sighed, doubtfully, on the way home. Beneath the mournful jet of her best bonnet her broad, flabby pink face settled into gossipy, everyday curves. Her companion, Paula McDowell, nodded seri- ously. "Yes, poor Lizzie was a great hand to fret an' fuss over her work," she said. Her gentle eyes were pitying. "She never seemed to take any real comfort in livin'; I only hope she'll like dyin' better. Somehow, she always seemed to me as if somethin' was driving her some- thin' inside. That's the way her face ust t' look drove." "Well, land knows there warn't no reason for it," sniffed Mrs. Bisbee, tartly, "well off as ill 112 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Lizzie Mayfair was all her life. I s'pose old Judge Mayfair must of left her all of ten thou- sand dollars though nobody ever found out jest how much. Lizzie was dretful close- mouthed about her affairs. Anyhow, I guess the girls is well fixed. An' they deserve it too. Not to be hard on the dead, Lizzie Mayfair was a stern woman. She didn't make life any too easy for 'em." "She was a good woman," said Paula, justly, "but I don't believe anybody ever saw her smile. I've always held smilin' was kind o' oilin' the wheels of life to keep 'em from raspin'. But she was a good woman, Lizzie was." "O, yes, she was good," agreed Mrs. Bisbee, dryly. "She never broke any o' the Ten Com- mandments that I know of, nor nothin'." In the hushed Mayfair parlor the "girls" Lizzie and Kitty faced each other solemnly. Both faded faces looked oddly startled and strained above the harsh black of their shabby gowns. Yet, though sisterly alike, the two faces were different. Kitty's thin blond hair was arranged with a looseness denied to the older sister's prim gray braids. There was a wistful echo of youth about her like that of a LATE BLOOMING 113 frail spring flower that has budded late in the fall. She was even pretty in a dim, frightened way, though just now her cheeks were drained of color and her childish chin quivering. Her sister regarded her grimly, black gloved fingers clutching the rusty key that had just locked their aunt away behind the iron palings guard- ing the Mayfair lot. "What you crying about, Kitty?" she asked, dryly. There was no softening of her voice to the somber level of the occasion. Her light- blue eyes were bright and tearless. "I don't see's we've got any call to cry, you'n' me." "O, Lizzie," quavered Kitty. She rummaged in her bag and drew out a coarse folded hand- kerchief, which she pressed to her eyes. "It don't seem right not to Aunt Lizzie's dead O, dear ! O, dear ! I s'pose I'm dretful wicked not to want to cry more'n I do !" "We don't cry in this world for folks we've never loved," said Lizzie, coolly. She took off her hat and coat with fierce little jerks. "Aunt Lizzie didn't want us to love her. We'd 'a' done it fast enough lonesome little tikes we was when we came here! Land a livin', we tried to love her, but it warn't no use ! I give up years ago. She did her Bible duty by us, and 114 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS we did ourn by her. I guess the account evens up well 'nough. We don't owe her no tears." "O dear ! O dear !" fluttered Kitty, mopping her eyes. "O, Lizzie, warn't it a sort o' lone- some funeral? I don't mean folks didn't come out, but seem's though they had all left their hearts to home. An' o' course, bein' fall so, there weren't hardly any flowers to speak of, an' flowers make a funeral so much cheerf uller O, Lizzie, what are you doin'?" Aghast, she watched the older w^oman as she opened the blinds and flung the windows wide. A watery flood of pale autumn sunshine wrought the pattern of the lilac bush outside on the bright colors of the body Brussels. The crisp October air breezed into the stale room with an odd effect of laughing. Kitty shivered under her sister's defiant gaze. "She she wouldn't have liked it," she mur- mured, helplessly. "She was awful choice of that carpet it'll get all faded with the sun on it so. O, Lizzie, hadn't you better shut them blinds?" "No, I hadn't," said Lizzie Mayfair, hardly. She drew a long gloating breath. "Kitty, this is the first breath o' freedom we've drawed for twenty-eight years. We've been livin' in LATE BLOOMING 115 the dark, shet away from the good clean air an' sunshine and human bein's, screwed down an' afraid to call our soul our own. We ain't never had no youngish times, nor pretty clothes, nor beaux!" The word came out harshly as though torn from her New England reticence. A tide of red mounted to Kitty's thin ash-colored hair. In her heart a pitiful, long-slumbering memory stirred from its patient, dutiful sleep. Once, long ago, in Kitty's flowering, there had been the promise of a beau. Aunt Lizzie had driven him away before there had been much to re- member a walk home from prayer meeting under a long- waned summer moon, a few blun- dering, boy words, and then that dreadful call and Aunt Lizzie's stinging scorn. He was the tenor in the Methodist choir now a thin, silent, timid man who did a helpless bachelor housekeeping above his carpenter shop. Kitty had not looked at him for fifteen years, yet there was not a clumsy man-patch on his shiny coat sleeves she had not seen. Lizzie's sharp gaze interpreted the blush aright. "She's still rememberin' Charlie Hutchins," she thought, with a tightening of her lips. 116 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "But I've got better plans for her then him. It warn't for nothin' that the new minister come over an' talked with us so long after the service. With her hair crimped an' some new clothes " "O, Lizzie ! Lizzie !" trembled Kitty, aghast before this upheaval of her world, "what you goin' to do? You scare me most to pieces, talkin'so!" "I'm goin' to begin livin', an' so are you," said Lizzie. She put out an awkward, tender hand in shy caress on her sister's thin arm. "We're goin' to take some o' the money that Aunt Lizzie hoarded so careful all her life, an' buy us some new clothes clothes that won't wear well, clothes that'll fade, an' spot, an' look pretty for a little while. An' we're goin' to go to church sociables an' fairs an' join the Ladies' Aid. An' mebbe mebbe we'll have the new minister to tea !" "O, Lizzie!" gasped her sister again, but there was frightened admiration in her eyes. Rampantly Lizzie strode across the room and paused in the doorway. "After supper we'll bring down the tin lock- box an' open it," she said, firmly. "We'll find out just how much we've got an' where we LATE BLOOMING 117 stand. An' now I'm goin' to dish up supper, an', Kitty, I'm goin' to open a jar o' damson preserves !" Two hours later the sisters faced each other again over a litter of yellowing papers and musty deeds ; both faces were pale. In Kitty's faded blue eyes was the wistful grief of a child from whom has been snatched some promised boon. Across the sad little silence ticked the tall clock, like a grim, impersonal voice. "That was why she scrimped," it seemed to say over and over. "There wasn't any for- tune but she didn't want folks to know." "I suppose Gran'father Mayfair was un- lucky the Mayfairs never were any hands at business," said Lizzie, drearily, at last. "This house an' a thousand dollars that's all we got." The words trailed. She sat limply over the wreckage of her plans, every thin, sloping line of her sagging in defeat. Then her backbone stiffened with sudden resolve. She looked at her faded, frail sister and her eyes shone un- dauntedly. "It was too late for me, anyways," she de- clared, vigorously. "How'd I look at my time o' life, most thirty-eight, riggin' myself up in 118 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS youngish togs? I'd be a sight for crows to laugh at ! But you're not too old yet thirty- two is young these days. Why, the new minis- ter is all o' forty, an' I heard Mrs. Bisbee speakin' of him as a 'young man' jest to-day." She brought it out triumphantly. Kitty watched her in pale bewilderment. "O, Lizzie!" she cried, feebly, "O, "Lizzie, I don't know what to make o' you when you talk that way ! What are you goin' to do?" "I'm goin' to see that you don't get cheated out o' a little taste o' life anyhow," said Lizzie, fiercely. "I'm goin' to see that you get some new gownds an' hats an' a pair o' high-heeled shoes. You're goin' to places like other folks, an' act youngish while you got time." "O, no ! O, I couldn't ! O, what would you do?" Kitty wrung her hands helplessly, know- ing even as she did so that Lizzie would have her way. Kitty's was a pale, swaying flower soul, blown about by the wind of other people's wills. "We'd ought to mourn Aunt Lizzie; it ain't decent not to what would folks say?" "I'll do the mournin'," said her sister, de- cidedly. "They's enough black clothes hang- ing up in the attic so's I can mourn a good long spell, an' mourn thorough. But you ain't LATE BLOOMING 119 got no time, Kitty. You got to start right in bein' young. To-morrow's Sunday. You're goin' to put your hair up in curl papers this livin' night." "O, I can't ! I can't !" wailed Kitty. "Aunt Lizzie didn't believe in crimps. It ain't no earthly use tryin' to make me over, Lizzie; I'm old too, an' you can't make old goods up in new styles." But under her nervous tears her cheeks had taken on the faint pink of a blush rose. Lizzie watched her proudly. No earthly power could have wrung from her the fact that she thought her sister pretty New England folks do not admit such things. There was a kiss on her lips but she denied it sternly. "You do well 'nough," she said, shortly, with an attempt at carelessness; "an', Kitty, I don't know but what I'd join the minister's Bible class if I was you. He seems like a dret- ful interestin'-spoken sort of a man." Shady Valley accepted the divided mourn- ing charitably. "As long as Lizzie does it so thorough" they hesitated "an' then, of course, Kitty is younger, an' young folks is thoughtless. We'd most forgot Kitty was so young, I guess. She looks real pretty in that 120 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS pink voile, don't she? An' they do say the new minister " Wilfred Strong, the new minister, was, his congregation said, "a real human sort of a man in spite of his calling." Big of body and mind, he loomed above the tiny oak pulpit in the Baptist church, the center of many girlish imaginings. Shady Valley matrons opined he must have been disappointed in love early in life; Shady Valley maids wondered roman- tically who could have refused such handsome dark eyes and hair; Lizzie Mayfair alone thought to wonder anxiously whether he wore thick enough flannels this sharp weather, and whether he kept camomile tea handy in case of colds. In her rusty, out-of-date black silks she sat in the Mayfair pew beside the rejuve- nated Kitty, and watched the fine expressive face of the minister turn more and more often in their direction. Kitty, her light hair fluffed about her face, a new shy radiance of color in her cheeks, was almost a girl in her un- wonted daintiness of attire. It made Lizzie feel oddly old and faded to look at her. "He's takin' notice," she told herself, when one Sunday Wilfred had walked home with them and stood for a few moments chatting, LATE BLOOMING 121 framed in the porch pillars for all the congre- gation to see, "an' I don't know why he shouldn't Kitty is a picture in that blue silk. It sets her off real w r ell. That used to be my color jest that same shade o' blue robin's egg, they used to call it. I w r onder " Sudden red drowned her cheeks. She ran away from the thought in a panic of haste. But in the dark of night it returned to stand beside her bed and whisper unkind things. "I guess you've forgot how old you are, haven't you?" jeered the Thought; "I guess maybe you'd better get up an' light the lamp an' look in the glass." Poor Lizzie Mayfair, lying wakeful on her hard goose-feather pillows, put up sad fingers to her face and hair. "O, I don't need to see," she said ; "I can feel the gray an' the wrinkles, I can feel every one of the thirty-seven, most thirty-eight, years, plain as plain. Men folks like young things, an' I'm old. But tain't too late for Kitty. I'd ought to be thankful for that. I'd ought to be glad the minister looks at her an' I am glad too!" she flung down her little gauntlet of defiance at the foot of the unkindly Thought, but it lingered still. 122 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Maybe you're glad you've fallen in love with your sister's beau," it jeered, impishly; "maybe you're glad of that huh !" Lizzie Mayfair, thirty-seven, unlovely, un- loved, and lovable, sat up in bed and faced herself unashamed. "Maybe I am glad o' that too!" she said, softly. There was something in her face, in her voice that mothers have. At that moment she too was young and pretty, but she did not know r that. "It won't hurt anybody, my carin' for him, an' it's something to have. Nobody'll ever know but me, an' I'll jest take it out o' my heart now and then an' look at it, an' put it back again. I ought to thank the Lord that he's given me something to grow old on." She slid out of bed and knelt down in her scanty unbleached cotton gown, but the prayer that faltered at last from her lips was not for herself, but for Kitty, that she might find her happiness before it was too late. As the days passed by it seemed to Lizzie's anxious gaze that her prayer was being an- swered. Wilfred Strong came to call, then again, then many times, and Kitty's faded prettiness blossomed and glowed like a starved plant blooming at last under the warm knowl- LATE BLOOMING 123 edge of love. But in the minister's presence she sat silent with shy eyes and restless hands. "Land! I'm all out o' patience with her," fretted her sister one evening after he had left. "I'd go out an' leave 'em alone, natural an' proper, but she wouldn't open her mouth if I did. I don't know what to make of her ! I've a good notion to give her a piece o' my mind !" She crossed the hall on impulse and pushed open the door of Kitty's room. In the moon- lit square of the window knelt her sister, look- ing away into the soft sky with a clear light on her lifted face that was not born of the moon. As the door creaked she sprang up guiltily and faced Lizzie with a piteous blush. "Land! Kitty, you'll catch your death in this night air !" bustled the older woman, mak- ing a great show of shutting the window, in tender shame of the revelation of Kitty's face. Yet Duty spurred her to speak her mind out. Grimly she faced her sister. "Kitty Mayfair, I 'spose you know that the minister comes here to see you, don't you?" she said. "Why don't you speak up an' do some of the entertainin' I'd like to know?" "O, Lizzie!" quivered Kitty, crimson, "O, Lizzie ! Don't speak so !" 124 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Don't you suppose I know when a man's in love, even if I be an old maid?" Lizzie's tone was dry and hard, much as she wished it to be tender. "Why do you suppose he calls time an* again? Why do you suppose he walks home with us after meetin' in front of all the folks, an' preaches straight to our pew? He'd speak out in a minute if you gave him the least bit o' encouragement, but there you set an' let me do the talkin'! I haven't a mite o' patience with sech doin's, not a mite. Modesty's all right, but there ain't no call to be too modest !" "O, Lizzie, I wish you wouldn't talk so!" begged Kitty, tremulously. "Do you really think O dear me ! I you don't understand !" "I understand well 'nough," said Lizzie, dryly, tightening her lips across a secret stab of pain. "Now, to-morrow week we're goin' to have the minister to tea, an' afterward you're goin' to set in the parlor with him while I do the reddin' up. Don't you argue with me, Kitty May fair. I guess I know what I'm doin'!" A week later she was not so certain. In her rusty black best she stood in Kitty's empty room and read and reread endlessly the note LATE BLOOMING 125 she had found on the bureau, under the camphor bottle. "Dear Lizzie," it began in a little tremble of ink, "I don't know what you're going to say to me, but I just couldn't marry the minister. It's Charlie Hutchins it always was Charlie, sister I don't know why, but it was. I s'pose you'll think I'm awful ungrateful, an' I guess I am, but I knew if I stayed I'd do as you wanted I should O, Lizzie ! I'm scairt to write it but Charlie and me are going to run away and get married. I've always hankered to run away to get married I s'pose that's silly too. I never did anything you didn't want me to afore O, Lizzie, won't you please forgive me? Kitty." "P. S. I've left the blue dress hanging in my closet it won't have to be much changed for you, and it's just the color you'd ought to wear. Lizzie, I don't think thirty-seven is so awful old. "P. S. S. Somehow I don't believe the minister felt like you thought he did it didn't seem so to me." "P. S. S. S. O, Lizzie ! Lizzie ! Is it wicked for me to be so happy, do you suppose?" The slip of paper fluttered from Lizzie's 126 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS nerveless fingers to the rug, as the front door bell pealed its summons through the silent house. She drew a long quivering breath. "The minister!" she gasped. "O, what'll I say to him? What will I say?" Wilfred Strong was genuinely startled at the tragic little figure that trembled in the doorway before him. His good, gentle face took on lines of concern. "Why why, Miss Lizzie!" he cried, "you look I trust you are not ill ?" "No, I'm well, 'nough," said Lizzie with dry tongue. "Come in, Mr. Strong. I've got to break it to you best I can, though I'd rather take a sound whippin'. Something's hap- pened something dretful !" In the front parlor she faced him, her own pain forgotten in the hurt of giving him pain. "Kitty's gone!" she said, breathlessly. "She's run away to marry Charlie Hutchins. I never guessed ! I never even dreamed o' sech a thing." "I guessed it long ago," smiled the minister. "The wind had been blowing all the straws in that direction. They both belonged to my Bible class, you know." He looked at Lizzie's white, startled face and his own suddenly LATE BLOOMING 127 sobered. "Poor Miss Lizzie!" he said, softly. He came toward her across the fading Brus- sels. "I suppose it is a great shock to you. You cared so deeply for your sister I watched your devotion to her and marveled. In my pleasure at Miss Kitty's happiness I was forgetting your loss." "But but you're ylad she's married? you you don't care?" gasped Lizzie. Her be- wildered eyes seeking his face, read there, not grief or disappointment but a something that made her heart trip strangely in the beating. In a panic she hurried on : "I you came so often she was so pretty I thought " "You thought that perhaps I cared for her?" asked the minister, gently; he came close to Lizzie and put both hands over her cold trem- bling ones in a strong clasp. "Why, you dear blind woman, you! Look at me! Don't you know?" Her hands went up in a pitiful gesture touching her graying hair. "Not not me?" whispered Lizzie Mayfair, incredulous before the wonder of it. "I'm so old. You couldn't mean me?" "Ah, but I do mean you, you blessed, self- sacrificing, wonderful woman !" cried Wilfred 128 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Strong. "You old? Nonsense! You're the youngest woman I know !" And with his kiss on her lips the starved heart of Lizzie Mayfair stirred to life and put forth springtide leaves and bloom. SAIRYANN'S DYING SAIRYANN'S DYING SARAH-ANN BIDDLE she that was a Blynn was dying. Shady Valley put it baldly thus, without its usual kindly softening of the phrase into "passing away" or "going into a decline." There was nothing softened or indefinite about Sarah-Ann Biddle, unless it were her husband Albion, who was, as Mrs. Tucker, the postmistress, said, "too meechin' and pindlin'-minded to cast a real healthy shadder." No one had ever dreamed of shortening Sarah-Ann to Sally, or of leaving off the Ann. Her scanty drab hair had never been eked out with a switch, nor her serviceable black bombazines adorned with the weakly feminine ornaments of fancy buttons or lace frills. She was simply Sarah-Ann Biddle middle-aged, uncomely, plain prose from head to foot. And now Sarah-Ann Biddle was dying. "An' if Sairyann makes up her mind to die, she's goin' to die, Dr. Jonas or no Dr. Jonas," sighed Mrs. Bisbee, her broad, pleasant face 131 132 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS taking on its mournful Sunday lines as it nodded through the square post office window. "She's the beatenest for makin' up her mind an' keepin' it made up like 'twas a spare room bed or somethin'." "She's set, Sairyann is," agreed the post- mistress. "I suppose you remember when she 'n' Albion went to church Sunday afternoon, don't you? or, yes, I guess 'twas before your time. Well, Albion had just bought a new horse an' this was the fust time they'd ever drove him. About half way to church, right spang in the middle o' Squire Maltby's hill, he began to balk. Albion he tried every way he knew to make him start up ; he'd left the whip home, 'count o' its bein' the Lord's Day, but he slapped the reins, an' coaxed an' argued, an' the horse jest stood stock still in the middle o' the road. Pa an' Ma Potts passed 'em standin' there, an' drew up alongside. " 'Don't look's though you'd git to church to-day not behind that critter,' Pa Potts says, jokin', like. But Sairyann never turned a hair. " 'I've set out for church, an' I'm goin' to church,' she says, real firm. 'Albion, you give me the reins.' SAIKYANN'S DYING 133 "About an hour an' a half later, sure enough, that horse trotted into the churchyard, meek as Moses, all the gimp taken out o' him. The congregation was just comin' out, but that didn't hender Sairyann none. She tied the rig up in the shed and marched up the steps into the church, Albion follerin' along behind, lookin' kind o' frightened, but sayin' nothin', as usual. " 'I started out to church an' I'm goin' to church,' Sairyann told folks. An,' sure enough, she an' Albion set there in that empty church one mortal hour by the clock, then come out, unhitched, an' drove home. Yes, Sairyann is set, there's no gettin' around it." "Here's Albion now." Mrs. Bisbee pointed a black silk forefinger. "I wonder what he'll do without Sairyann. I've always said men folks was all helpless, but Albion Biddle is the helplessest one I've ever set eyes on." "Yes," said Mrs. Tucker. "Afore he was married he was allers the Widder Biddle's Al, an' sence he's been married he's been Sairy- ann's husband. I don't know what he'd do if he had to stand on his own feet an' be jest Albion Biddle, I declare I don't." The post office door opened apologetically 134 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS and Sairyann's husband slid his spare form through as narrow a space as possible. He was a dim, vague man with an unfinished look about his chin and forehead, and a habit of sidling up to objects "walking on the bias" Abby Bliss, the dressmaker, called it. Now he approached the post boxes circuitously by way of the cracker barrel. He carried two letters in his hand, which he deposited with anxious care in the mail slit. "How's Sairyann to-day, Al?" The postmis- tress peered over benevolent spectacles. "She'd ought to be doin' better this sightly weather." "She ain't though," said Sairyann's hus- band, heavily. Under the straggling whiskers his irresolute chin shook. "She jest lies there gittin' weaker an' weaker right along. She don't eat nothin' hardly, an' us with that big spring killin' done an' all. Dr. Jonas says he don't give much hope 'less she'll rouse herself an' try t' git well." "I suppose you're writin' to her folks over Greenfield way?" asked Mrs. Bisbee, sympa- thetically. Sairyann's husband looked almost frightened. "Yes, I be. I didn't tell her what I was doin' neither !" His own daring dismayed him. "I SAIRYANN'S DYING 135 figured out that they'd ought to hear how bad off she was her sister Lyddy and her Aunt Blynn, anyhow but I dunno Sairyann didn't say t' tell 'em." As he jogged homeward, his errands done, Albion Biddle's doubts of the wisdom of his course grew. He knew by heart Sairyann's opinion of her relatives. Hadn't she told him over and over that sister Lyddy was slack and Cousin Essie queer, and Aunt Blynn too fond of her own way? Maybe their appearance would throw Sairyann into a spell! His doubts and dismay accompanied him into the barn, dogged his slow unharnessing, and trooped with him across the yard into the kitchen. The faint hope that his wife might be asleep was dispelled by her shrill nervous voice from the bedroom : "Albion! Albion Biddle! You come right in here!" Sarah-Ann lay in a gaunt rigid line of counterpane in the center of the four-poster bed. Stiff goose-feather pillows bolstered her gray head at a sharp angle. There were no concessions to ease or grace in the bare little room. Sarah- Ann Biddle would not allow her- self even to die comfortably. She turned her 136 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS head now sharply on the pillows toward her husband. "Land a massy, if you ain't slower 'n cold molasses, Albion Biddle," she complained. "Seem's if I sh'd go wild lyin' here listenin' to the clock tickin', waitin' for you to git home, and knowin' everything's goin' to rack and ruin in the house. What you got there in that package?" Albion looked apologetically at her. "Jest some oranges an' a few little fixin's from the store, Sairyann," he said. "Dr. Jonas wants you should eat a little an' git up some strength. I didn't git much of any thin'." "Albion Biddle, what use has a dyin' woman got f'r oranges, I'd like to know?" Sarah-Ann snapped. "Ain't we got expenses enough comin' on without wastin' our money on sech doin's? Funerals are expensive. I allers planned to hev solid silver trimmings to my casket, an' I'm a-goin' to hev 'em !" "O, Sairyann, don't talk like that it ain't right. You ain't goin' to die!" Albion went crookedly to the bedside. His light-blue eyes watered as he patted her hand. "Dr. Jonas, he says there's no reason why you shouldn't git well he says " SAIRYANN'S DYING 137 "Dr. Jonas, nor nobody else can't tender the will o' the Lord, Albion," Sarah-Ann said, solemnly. "My time has come. I ain't got no more strength than a new-born babe. I ain't complainin', though I'd like to have lived through hayin' you allers forget to keep a w r et pad in your hat, Albion, an' like as not you'll git a sunstroke. Mother, she went just this way, and Granma Haslaw before her took to their beds and in a couple o' weeks they was gone. No, Albion, it's wrong to put an orange ag'in' the will o' God." Albion tiptoed heavily into the kitchen and set out a cheerless lunch of cold beans and bread on the kitchen table. He ate slowly with long pauses, representing thought, between mouthfuls, looking away out of the window across the uncut hay fields. The thought of performing the ordinary duties of life without Sarah-Ann to keep him going was appalling, and yet the will o' God. "I'll ask the minister to see her," resolved Albion. "Seems like he'd know better about sech things than me." But the minister himself was helpless before Sarah- Ann's conviction. "Though I'm glad you happened in, Rever- 138 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS ent Griscom," she told him calmly. "I've been thinkin' over some o' the things I'd like to hev you put in the funeral sermon. I can't abide the cut an' dried ones you generally preach. You don't make any difference between de- parteds at all." So, instead of arguing with Sarah-Ann over the necessity of obeying the doctor's orders and making an effort to get well, the minister spent his call making notes for Sarah-Ann's funeral sermon. But when he rose to go he clutched his courage in his long nervous hands. "Dear Mrs. Biddle, I hope you will er-er" he had almost said "reconsider" "will be er spared to us for many years of usefulness. I trust I sincerely trust you are mistaken as to the seriousness of your case." "Reverent Griscom, I'm not one to shilly- shally over a job, and never was," said Sarah- Ann Biddle with a sort of feeble ferocity. "When I make up my mind to a thing I don't fret over it an' put it off. If I'm goin' to die, I'd enough sight rather do it my own way, nice and prompt, and not spread it out over ten years like Ann Barrows over on the cross- roads. Good-by, an' don't forget the p'ints I want brought out at the funeral." SAIRYANN'S DYING 139 Late the next afternoon a surrey with three occupants drove into the Biddle yard. A few white Leghorns scratching listlessly among the burdock were the only signs of life around the place. Far down in a potato field beyond the barn a spot of blue jeans shirting located Albion and his hoe. It was very hot. The air was steeped with the odor of verbena and sweet peas from the drooping flower garden behind the house. "I declare if I ain't as tuckered as if I'd been pullin' the surrey instid o' drivin' it !" declared Mrs. Lizzie Blynn, rubbing her florid face with a pink-bordered handkerchief as she jumped out of the carriage. She was an erect, middle- aged woman whose aggressive spine seemed to spring back to perpendicular whenever she stooped, as she did now to fasten the horse to the porch palings. The other two descended more slowly. Lyddy, Sarah-Ann's sister, was a heavy, flabby woman in an untidy old black silk with a rip in one elbow which she was con- tinually attempting to hide. Cousin Essie was thin and bonily coquettish in a pink-figured lawn, trimmed defiantly with pink ribbon bows. She held the skirt tenderly away from contact with the wheel as she clambered down. 140 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "My goodness, ef you ain't got your skirt all over dust, Lyddy!" she tittered in a high- pitched voice. "Here, stand still an' let me brush it off." "It don't matter," expostulated Lydia feebly, but she stood still nevertheless. "I only wore it out of respect. I s'pose I'll hev to git me a new one made up for the funeral ; Sairy- ann's the only sister I've got in the world." "Milk pans not scoured!" sniffed Mrs. Blynn, drawing her finger across the surface of one experimentally. "If men folks aren't the slackest ! Well, girls, we'll walk right in." In the bare bedroom Sarah-Ann sat up in bed with a sudden nervous jerk. Her face with its frame of thin gray hair looked oddly pinched and small above the flat collar of her unbleached cotton gown. She glanced swiftly about the room. "Company, an' everythin' dusty 'nuff to write your name on," she thought, bitterly. "Now who it ain't yes, 'tis too. It's the Greenfield folks. I'd know Essie's giggle any- wheres." "Sairyann ! Sairyann !" "Well, I'm here." The sick woman's tone was ungracious; she lay grimly back on the SAIRYANN'S DYING 141 pillows, pulling the quilt up under her chin. "I suppose you may as well come in, now you're here." The visitors filed into the bedroom, filling it. "O, Sairyann," wept Lydia, "why didn't you let us know before? An' me the only livin' sister you got in the world !" "Well, niece, how air you?" Mrs. Blynn went briskly to the window and opened it with a jerk. "Land a-livin'! I sh'd think you'd smother in here." "The flies'll git in," protested Sarah-Ann, feebly. "I can't abide to hey 'em 'round spottin' up the paper." "My, you're lookin' awful bad, Sairyann," commiserated Cousin Essie. She gave a com- placent glance at her resplendent self in the bureau mirror. "They's somethin' sailer about your skin, jest like your poor mother in her last sickness. Don't you see it, Lyddy?" "I'm goin' jest like her," said Sarah- Ann. "I ain't much longer for this world." There was grudging pride, as of one set apart, in her tones. "Well, well, we must all be prepared, an' keep our lamps trimmed an' burnin'," said Mrs. Blynn, sighing. "You've been a good 142 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Methodist for nigh thirty years, Sairyaim, an' I don't see why you ain't as ready to go as most. I suppose I shall hev the Blyun tea spoons an' the Gran'mother Ellen coffeepot, when you're through with 'em, niece?" "Why, Aunt Hattie!" interposed Lydia, in an injured tone. "I should think 'twas only right an' fittin' I sh'd git them, seein' I'm Sairyann's own an' only sister an' you jest married into the Blynns !" "I allers did think my side o' the family ought to hev had them spoons," said Cousin Essie, slowly, "bein' how mother was the only darter, an' silverware is woman-fixin's. How- somever, I don't reely need 'em. I guess I got as nice knives an' forks an' spoons as most, if I do say so who shouldn't." Sarah-Ann opened her mouth to speak, then shut it again. A fleck of red snapped into her hollow cheeks. "Well, well, we can settle that later," said Mrs. Blynn, pacifically. She unpinned her straw hat and hung it on the footpost of the bed. "The thing f'r us to do now is to pitch right in an' red things up. I'm goin' to roll out a batch o' my sugar doughnuts an' a couple o' apple pies. I seen three-four bean cans on SAIRYANN'S DYING 143 the kitchen table men folks allers lives in cans when they're put to it to shift for them- selves." "Albion can't tech a mouthful o' pie," pro- tested Sarah-Ann, inwardly, "an' doughnuts ain't no kind o' hayin' vittles." But aloud she said nothing. She watched the three women bustle out in a frenzy of usefulness, with some- thing akin to resentment smoldering in her faded blue eyes. "Takin* the family spoons right out o' my mouth afore I'm done with *em!" she mut- tered. "They won't none of 'em set the store by them spoons that I did." She lay rigidly on her hard pillows, listen- ing tensely to the sounds of redding up outside. Through the open window buzzed a fly, then another three. Sarah-Ann's agonized gaze followed them around the room. "Them curtains that I just done up!" she fretted. "Land, seem's though dyin' wouldn't be so bad if folks wouldn't try to take care o' you! If it's Lyddy sweepin' the front room she'll be mortal sure to bang the broom straight into the table legs she's all elbows when she gets holt of a broom, Lyddy is an' O dear me suz, 'tis Lyddy too!" 144 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS She lifted her head off the pillows to hear better. "I s'pose nobody'll mind if I take the parlor set?" It was Lydia's voice lifted shrilly above the racking progress of her broom. "It ain't much to look at, but it'll furnish my front room till I can see my way clear to get me a golden oak set. I'll hev the haircloth took off an' Abner Barrows '11 do it over in red plush for me reasonable." Sarah-Ann started up indignantly red plush! The solid mahogany sofa and chairs that had been Ma's wedding furnishings and which she had kept so choicely all these years. She had not even allowed Albion to sit on them except when the minister called. Why, Lyddy would have it ruined in a week! "That'll look real nice, Lyddy," approved Mrs. Blynn. The thump of a rolling pin punctuated the words. "I s'pose Albion'll sell most o' the things off at auction an' move to his brother's place down in the village. But we'd ought to hev what we want first, own folks like we be. I been thinkin' I'd run up- stairs after I get these pies in the oven an' look over the blankets an' comfortables an' quilts. My closet is gittin' right down low." SAIRYANN'S DYING 145 Sarah- Ann was sitting bolt upright in bed now. The red speck had widened in her cheeks. She almost forgot she was dying. "She'll let the moths git in !" she thought, wildly. "She'll spile all my quilts the Risin' Sun one that took the prize at the fair, an' the Crazy Quilt I made out o' Blynn weddin' dresses! She shan't hev 'em! Land! What be I sayin'! I hadn't ought to keer so much for airthly things on the brink o' the grave " "Yes, Albion'll live with his brother," agreed Cousin Essie's shrill voice, " 'less he takes it into his head t' git married again !" "Land, Essie, how you do talk !" said Lyddy, scandalized. "An' poor Sairyann not in her grave yit ! Still I don't know Walt Biddle's wife is real sickly " "Albion ain't so old/' commented Mrs. Blynn, judiciously, "not as men go. And he's one o' the helpless kind that show why the Lord hed to create women. But poor Sairy- ann's done for him faithful. I'll say that for her, an' I shan't hev any kind of patience with him 'less he mourns a proper time." A sudden sound from the bedroom startled them. It was that of a window slammed down. In the doorway, unexpectedly appeared a 146 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS small defiant figure in a scant white cotton nightgown, a blue checked-gingham apron tied hastily around its waist. "O, Sairyann !" gasped Lydia, feebly, "O, Sairyann !" "I'm feelin' some better," said Sarah-Ann. "You give me that broom, Lydia Blynn !" She looked around the old familiar room with gloating eyes, then grimly at her startled, speechless relatives. "I've put off dyin' a spell," she said, dryly. "I guess I'll go on takin' care o' the Blynn spoons, an' Ma's parlor set, an' the weddin' quilt an' Albion a while longer, after all." THE LORD'S KIND THE LORD'S KIND THE REV. NATHAN GRISCOM came up the parsonage walk, gaunt and tall of figure in his black ministerial coat, with a little bend to his shoulders, as though some invisible burden of discouragement lay upon them. The clear lamplight, reaching warm hands into the darkness, touched the care lines in his face with gentle fingers. In the peaceful little dining room his wife Jewel put on cheeri- ness as a garment at the sound of his heavy step. "Poor Nate!" For an instant the brave smile flickered, then flashed on again splen- didly. "Another bad meeting I guess I know that step. I'm glad I thought to warm up the oyster stew; it's real heartening, oyster stew is" She bustled softly to the door to meet him, to take off his shabby coat and smooth back the thick gray lock that would stick up rakishly above his forehead. The rebellious 149 150 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS lock gave Nathan Griscom's ascetic face the odd, hurt look of a big, blundering boy. It was the only unministerial thing about him, unless it was Jewel. Years ago they had been accus- tomed to laugh a little youngly over the joke of her worldly name. With sudden swift wist- fulness she wondered whether it was because they were growing old that they laughed so seldom together now. Then resolutely she donned the smile again, refusing to see the trouble in his eyes. "I've got a surprise on the oil stove a-boil- ing!" she cried gayly. "Isn't that a nice but- tery, pepper-'n'-salty smell? Sit down, you poor tired preacher boy, you, and I'll bring you something guaranteed to warm the cockles of your soul. You just wait and see !" She was hurrying kitchenward in a little whirl of cheeriness, but he drew her back. "I don't want anything to eat, Jewel, not to-night," he said, heartsickly, "not unless you've got some manna for my spirit a-boiling on the stove. Jewel, Jewel, how many do you suppose were at the meeting to-night? I advise you to guess twelve !" He laughed harshly, sinking into a chair and staring absently down at the red-checkered THE LORD'S KIND 151 tablecloth. "Twelve! That's a record night even for me! And they were the good old standbys. Nobody under sixty-five, Jewel old Mrs. Tucker and the Potts and Deacon Mayhew and widow Betts, the salt of the earth that hasn't lost its savor. What need they of a minister, I'd like to know? O, no, I don't mean that, of course, but the others the ones that need the church so bitterly they don't come." "There's a moon to-night, Nathan; it's the full o' the moon and August. The young folks are all out courting and walking, dear," she comforted him gayly. "Why, I remember a full o' the moon once when you didn't go to prayer meeting yourself, Nathan Griscom! Don't you dare to tell me you've forgotten!" Guilefully she strove to lead him away from the thought of that terrible twelve, but he would not follow. "But where were the rest?" he demanded, fiercely "Tom Jenkins, that is drinking him- self into the poorhouse, and the Tuppers and the Tibbitts and all of the others who crowded the church to hear my first sermon, and who haven't crowded it since? They've been drop- ping out one by one. It isn't the fault of the 152 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS moon they weren't there to-night, is it? Whose fault is it, I'd like to know?" "It's right in the middle o' canning season," she cried, militantly, "and the men folks are all worn out with the haying. I saw Mrs. Tib- bitts to-day, and she said she would try to get to meeting if she wasn't too dead to move one foot after another she's just put up six dozen jars of currant and raspberry jelly " "No, no, my dear." The minister shook his head with a sad smile. "It isn't the moon, nor the haying, nor the raspberry and currant jelly that's to blame for my empty church nor the Word o' God. It's myself. I guess you've married a failure, Jewel." "Then I like failures !" she laughed to hide her tears. With a mother gesture, as though he were little Honey Bunch, she caught his head to her breast ; the hot feel of it frightened her. "O, boy o' mine, you've got to stop worry- ing or you'll be sick. I'll count three and you stop quick as you can say Jack Kobinson one two three !" The big man got slowly to his feet, looking down into her sweet tilted face. "How can I help worrying, Jewel?" he groaned. "To fail and not to know why it's maddening not to THE LOKD'S KIND 153 know what is the matter. My sermons seemed to suit the city, but Shady Valley needs some- thing else I don't know what Shady Valley needs. I have tried to awaken them to a sense of their duty to see the error of their ways. I have preached nothing unorthodox or un- doctrinal, yet only those who are too deaf to hear me come to church! And then you say not to worry, Jewel." "Seem's though worrying was just another way of disbelieving, Nathan," said his wife, solemnly. "It's as if you were afraid God wouldn't know what to do. Now, I'm going to put you straight to bed, so you'll get a good night's sleep ; a nice sleep will cheer you up maybe I shouldn't wonder if to-morrow morning you remembered there were fifteen folks at the meeting! And then to-morrow's sermon day." In the doorway Nathan Griscom turned abruptly. His good, worn face was very stern. "You are right; you are always right, dear," he said. "I may be an unworthy messenger, but as long as I am a minister of the gospel I must preach the fear of the Lord without weakly laying down my burden. To-morrow I shall continue my sermon on the Ten Com- 154 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS mandments. 'Remember the sabbath day to keep it holy,' that shall be my text, Jewel, and if no one else comes on Sunday to the house of the Lord, I shall preach before God alone." Jewel listened as the big steps tiptoed clumsily up the stairs, and then in the safe knowledge of aloneness took off the garment of cheerfulness and laid it away for the next time of need. To the eyes of her whimsical imagination it was threadbare and worn in places. "The fear of the Lord, Nathan said," she murmured, troubled. "If it were only the pity of the Lord and the mercy of the Lord and the tenderness of the Lord instead of the fear. Nathan's a sort of Old Testament preacher, but Shady Valley isn't Sodom or Gomorrah. It's just kind of human and friendly and every- day I wonder " She went about the little house, fastening the doors, putting away Honey Bunch's play- things, but above the soft clatter of nightly chores clamored the disquieting new thought. It seemed almost disloyal to Nathan to think it and yet "There's another commandment a New Testament one," she told herself shyly "the THE LORD'S KIND 155 one about loving one another. I wish Nathan would let me pick out his texts for him !" A hoarse cough from the room above sent her flying to the medicine closet, texts and commandments forgotten. "O dear," she sighed as she reached a-tiptoe for the camphor bottle. "He sounds as though he were coming down with one of his grippy colds. When Nathan gets to worrying it always settles on his chest. There's the dread- fullest draught in the pulpit too. The church needs to be clapboarded. It's a sin and a shame! O dear!" It was evident the next morning that Nathan Griscom would preach no sermon this week at least. His valiant attempt to rise and dress sent him back on his pillows in a fit of coughing that brought Jewel to the bedside with an ultimatum. "Not a foot do you step on the floor to-day, my dear," she told him, firmly. "Not one !" "You talk as though I were a centipede!" gasped Nathan, weakly humorous. He looked up at her, brow knotted with anxiety. "But the sermon. It's Saturday, sermon day. What shall I do?" "You can say it to me and I'll write it 156 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS down," she told him, implacably. "Deacon Mayhew can read it for you to-morrow; he's been a minister himself, hasn't he? Now I'm going to beat you up an egg-nogg without the nogg and you're going to drink every last drop of it before you can preach even to me !" "Ou tan dwink it out o' my birfday cup, papa-preacher," offered Honey Bunch mag- nificently, "an' pwetend it was lemingade an' ice-cweam !" So, propped on his pillows, the minister gasped out his sermon between coughing spells, and Jewel took it down faithfully in her small, precise hand. It was a merciless sermon, full of sin and punishment and wrath and judgment day. It argued and threatened and thundered. Jewel's pencil wavered over some of its harsh phrasings, but she wrote them down conscientiously. "Now read me what you have," he directed at its end. He listened with grim appreciation to his words, nodding now and then, with a gesture of his bony hand. "You took it very nicely, dearest," he told her. "It ought to be a a warning don't you think? If that won't bring the people of the church back into the fold I do not know what THE LORD'S KIND 157 will." He sighed wearily and turned over on his pillow. When she knew him to be asleep Jewel tip-toed from the room, carrying the sermon in her hand ; the words of it seemed to scorch her fingers. She laid it upon the dining room table and stood looking down at it thoughtfully a long while. "Muzzer!" whined Honey Bunch presently, clutching her skirts, "come play wiv me ! Fse lonesum !" "Sh-sh, dear!" said Jewel, gently. "Daddy is asleep. I'll get you a party, Honey Bunch cookies and milk and a little weeny glass of currant jelly, and you can invite Nehemiah and Esther the beautiful queen and Job." Honey Bunch's dolls, being ministerial dolls, bore biblical names. The mother saw the party in full swing and then returned to the manuscript on the table. She drew a long slow breath of resolution. "If I'm doing wrong God'll forgive me, be- cause I want to do right so hard!" she mur- mured a little whitely. "But O I don't know as Nathan ever will !" Then with trembling courage she took up her pencil, drew a blank sheet of paper toward her and began to write. 158 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "How did you like the sermon?" Shady Valley asked, bewilderedly, the next afternoon. "Sort of unexpected, wasn't it, an' different. But I declare I liked it real well !" "There warn't s'much meat to it as usual," Mr. Tucker told his wife as they walked home, "but there was a powerful lot more o' the milk o' human kindness than Brother Griscom gen'lly gives us. It didn't rub you the wrong ways, like he does sometimes." Mrs. Tucker looked up at her husband soberly. She was a sharp-featured, sharp- tongued woman, who seldom agreed with any of her husband's opinions from principle, but now her tired, harassed face was fallen into gentled lines. "That red necktie sets real well on you, Lemuel," she commented, amiably. "What was you sayin'? O the sermon. Yes, 'twas pleasanter-spoken than usual, I thought. I do' know but what we'd ought to try to get to church more regular, Lemuel." "I generally come out o' church feelin' I was a poor, miserable sinner 'n' most too wuthless 'n' no-count to live," said burly Tom Jenkins to his wistful little wife Olivia. For the first time in months he had allowed her to persuade THE LORD'S KIND 159 him to go to service with her. "But to-day I dunno seem's if I could be some account by tryin' 'sif somebody had kind o' slapped me on the shoulder 'an' said, 'Brace up, Tom, I'm with you.' " Olivia Jenkins gazed at her husband with the loyal pride that ten years of married disillu- sion had not been quite able to destroy. It seemed to her that he carried his slouching shoulders a bit straighter, walked a little more erectly, like a man; then he disappeared be- hind a film of patient hopeful tears. "God bless the minister's sermon!" she thought. "Ain't it jest Providence we went to-day 'stead o' last week?" "It warn't so doctrinal," hesitated Samuel Tibbitts, judiciously, "but I do' know's I sh'd call it unorthodox exactly, though it might 'most as well 'a' been a Baptist sermon." "S' long as 'twas Christian, what difference does it make?" ventured his wife, boldly. "Us ladies hev let the missionary society drop dret- fully lately. Mis' Tucker jest told me she was goin' to post a notice f 'r it to meet Wednesday at her house an' git things into shape f 'r run- nin' again." Samuel Tibbitts fumbled the change in his 160 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS trousers pockets reflectively. He was known as the stingiest man in Shady Valley, but the sermon had filled his soul with a painful un- willing spirit of generosity. "The church had reely ought to be clapboarded," he frowned. "Mebbe " Nathan Griscom was sick for three weeks. And for three sermon days Jewel sat beside him and jotted down his austere sermons with troubled, guilty fingers. Shamed red burned her cheeks as she wrote. "I feel as though I wasn't honoring and obeying!" she groaned to herself, "but O, it's working. It isn't Nathan's way of going about things, but seems though it's a little more like the Lord's way." She went to church with Honey Bunch and watched it work, watched tired faces relax as they listened, watched grim lines grow a bit less grim, harsh looks gentled. But, O O what would Nathan say? On the fourth Sunday the minister rebelled. "I've been sick long enough," he said, firmly. "I'm going to preach my own sermon to-day, Jewel." "Not to-day !" she cried, faintly, and sudden terror filled her heart at the thought of what THE LORD'S KIND 161 she had done. Desperately she strove to put off the moment when he must know. "You're white as a sheet white as two sheets, boy o' mine I won't let you go !" But in the end he had his way. Silently she helped him into his preaching trim, tied his necktie lingeringly as though for the last time ; buttoned his coat and smoothed down the be- wildered lock of hair on his forehead. "Where is the sermon?" he asked, fretfully. It was a matter of secret shame to him that he must read his sermons instead of speaking them, but it was a habit he could not change. Jewel brought it and stowed it away in his pocket. "It's written plainly. I guess you can read it all right," she said, slowly. "I copied it twice to make sure." She reached up, clutching his coat lapels with a queer sobbing laugh. "I don't want you to kiss me before you go this time, preacher man," she cried. "I'd rather wait till you get home. Promise me you'll want to kiss me after you get home !" She watched the tall black-clad figure waver away through her tears. Nathan was a stern man, a pitiless man. How would he judge her? 162 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "O Honey Bunch! Honey Bunch!" she sighed against the child's fluff of soft hair. "We wish church time was over don't we, and daddy had come home." Nathan Griscom faced his congregation be- wilderedly. For one panic-stricken instant he wondered whether he had not come into the wrong church by terrible mistake. But no, they were all his people, the same people who had gathered to hear his first Shady Valley sermon a year ago. Not since then had the church been so well filled. There were the young people he had longed for so bitterly, serious girlish faces like flowers under flowered hats, boys with cordial, intent gaze; there were tired mothers and fathers entering into the service with new zeal; he saw Tom Jenkins's face in a back pew oddly humble and eager, and something like awe gripped him. They were his people! They were here to listen to him! They were glad to have him back again! A sudden distrust of himself seized the minister as the time for the sermon drew near. It was a hard sermon, he remem- bered, a stern one. He almost wished that he had not made it quite so stern. While the choir was singing, he unfolded THE LORD'S KIND 163 Jewel's clearly written sheets and glanced at them. And with the first words he understood. The congregation did not quite recognize their minister as he faced them that day. There was a queer humbleness about him, a new gentleness in his voice that matched the new gentleness of his sermons. "As if," they said afterward, "he was sort o' lighted up in his heart an' it shone through !" The new light was still on his face for Jewel to see as she met him at the door. And her heart sang a psalm of thanksgiving when his kiss fell on her trembling lips. "Nathan Nathan boy dear," she faltered against his cheek. "I can you see why I did it" "Hush, dear," he said. "Do you suppose I don't understand?" He drew a long quiet breath, looking down into her happy, quivering face. "It was a dear sermon, Jewel a good sermon," he said, slowly. "I've been preaching my kind all my life. Now I'm going to begin all over again. And this time I'm going to preach the Lord's kind, Jewel !" A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON "TT don't seem as if I'd ever been real J. youngish, but I suppose I must of," mused Parrnelia Tucker. The horn-handled knife hung over the pan of apples balanced on her pointed knees. Neighbors said that Par- melia wasted a sight of time thinking, and this was one of the times. "If they'd named me Pamela, 'stead of Par- melia, now," she thought on whimsically, "likely I'd 'a' had yaller curls and pink cheeks likely I'd have wrote a hull book o' poems by now. Land ! If ma'd just realized how much depended on a name !" The red rocker bumped unevenly over the porch floor in an odd, creaky tune of revolt. Parmelia Tucker, spinster, fifty and unbeauti- ful, did not look like a poet, yet at times she felt like one "Pamela-times," she called them secretly. Now, idling over her homely task on the back porch, she looked out through the fringe of honeysuckle and saw, not the green old pump or the broken chicken coop, 168 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS but a world in meter, with rhyming sunshine and clover fields and placid woods and sky. Her fingers ached for a pencil. She did not know precisely what she would write if she had one, but she was certain that it would be poetry good poetry if it wasn't for Car'line Parmelia jerked her thoughts hastily back to the apple dish and fell to work, determin- ation in every spare line. She had baked many an unwritten poem in an apple pie. Perhaps that was why her cooking was the envy of Shady Valley housewives. "Ain't it queer," they often marveled among themselves, "how talented both the Tucker girls is: Car'line in poetry an' Parmelia in pies?" For a brisk space the rocker suspended its bumping. Parmelia peeled her apples with careful conscientiousness. In the strict New England code of housewifery, waste is rated as the unforgivable sin. Parmelia had in- herited the code, the pies and Caroline, be- fore she had learned to be young. That had been almost forty years ago. "Good mornin', Melia! You're doin' jest exactly what I'd ought to be an* ain't!" laughed a fat, comfortable voice unexpectedly. In the rear of the words panted Mrs. Cap'n Moxey, wearing the look of importance befit- ting the chairman of the Ways and Means Committee of the Ladies' Aid on official duty. "Lands, Mis' Moxey, if you don't look all het up!" sympathized Parmelia. "Set down an' I'll get a glass o' my shrub an' a palm leaf fan. It's real comfortable out here. I tell Car'line the church cellar an' our back porch are the two coolest places in town." "No, Melia, this ain't a settin'-down visit." The newcomer fanned her broad flushed face with her apron. "I got bread in the oven an' the Cap'n to watch it, which is jus' the same as bread in an' nobody to watch it ! I jus' ran over to ask Car'line whether she'd feel to write us a poem for the Peter Browns' weddin' anni- versary the silver 'tis. Us ladies think it would give a real tone to the occasion." The knife clattered to the porch floor from Parmelia's blundering fingers. But her face was radiant with family pride. "Why, yes, she'd admire to help you, I'm sure," said Parmelia. "She's laying down right now, or I'd call her. But I'll tell her, Mis' Moxey " 170 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "Thank you, Melia. I made certain she would. I dunno what Shady Valley'd do with- out Car'line to put us into poetry." Mrs. Moxey shook her head, so that the curling pins nodded respectfully. "It would be a worse chore than housecleanin' for me to drop into poetry now," she sighed, "but it comes as natural to Car'line as curly hair or religion. You'd ought to be proud to have a genius for a sister, Melia." "She took it from ma's side," said Parmelia, with gentle satisfaction. "She was a dretful reader, ma was, spite o' seven children. I can see her now makin' tomato pickles with one hand and readin' one o' E. P. Roe's books with the other. She'd have thought a sight o' Car'line's poetry if she'd lived, ma would have." Mrs. Moxey nodded solemnly. She was plainly relieved at having delivered her mes- sage second-hand. Secretly she was rather in awe of Caroline Tucker, in spite of the other's limp old black silk and darned lace. It was the involuntary tribute of matter to mind. Mrs. Moxey was never quite certain how to spell "Con-stan-ti-no-ple" in Car'line's presence. She moved down the path, like her husband's A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 171 schooner under full sail, pausing at the gate for her postscript. "O, yes, an', Melia, ask her if she can't work in somewheres about Mr. Brown's bein' a re- spected grocer for twenty years," she called back. "We thought that would touch him, mebbe, an' sugar is gettin' awful high !" "All right, Mis' Moxey, I'll tell her," nodded Parmelia. She finished the apples and took them into the kitchen, where two plates of pie- crust awaited them. As she closed the oven door, a halting footstep sounded overhead. "Melia! O, Melia!" "Yes, Car'line, you 'wake?" Parmelia hurried to the stair-foot. The tall drooping woman looking over the banisters waited expectantly. Everything about Car'line Tucker drooped like, a wilted flower her nar- row shoulders, the long loops of yellow hair against her faded cheeks, her mouth, even her voice. "When Car'line Tucker gets to heaven the angels'll have to help her fly," the neighbors said, sometimes, humorously. "That is, 'less Parmelia gets there first. She ain't never had to hang up her own nightgown, Car'line ain't, sence she was born." 172 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Parmelia looked at her fondly. There was a ma-expression in her eyes, and her voice was all a-tremble with pride. "Mis' Moxey was over, jes' now, Car'line; they want you should write 'em another poem ! Ain't that nice?" The drooping figure took on consciousness like a garment. Car'line had once had her picture in the Centerville Herald, under the magic caption, "The Talented Bard of Shady Valley." Ever since then, in moments of liter- ary significance, she was in the habit of falling into this pose. Life to her had been unfavored save for this occasional humble seasoning of fame, and she rolled it now, like a pleasant morsel, under her tongue. "What is it this time, Melia?" "The grocer Brown's silver anniversary " Car'line sighed gently. "I was sort o' hopin' 'twould be a fun'ral next," she said, a hint of reproach in her tone. "I ain't done a fun'ral since Addie Lewis was buried. This is the greatest town for weddin's! I'd thought up a lovely way to begin, 'Our sobs arise to meet the skies,' but it wouldn't do for the Browns." "Maybe you could work it in," said Par- melia, briskly, "though sobs arisin' does sound A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 173 sort o' damp for a weddin'! Well, I'll hurry an' dish up dinner so's you can get right at the poem while you're in the spirit. An' I'll make you a dish o' good strong tea there's nothin' so inspirin' for poetry as a cup o' tea !" In the odorous kitchen she found Pamela, her second self, waiting. It was very hard to keep her mind in stew pots when it wanted to run away into the gold and green noonshine visible through the tiny-paned window. Her water-reddened fingers halted for long spaces on the edge of their duty, while with the eyes of her soul she watched a poem beckoning to her, begging to be written down a gentle, tender little poem, about a silver wedding. "Car'line can have her fun'rals," mused Parmelia, a faded flush creeping over her sallow cheeks, "but I'd rather weddin's. An' silver ones; why, seems as if they are poetry, livin' together so long, bringin' up the chil- dren, buryin' 'em, an' marryin' 'em off, an' always together. It's a real poetical word, together is. Land ! Land !" The boom of the grandfather's clock in the hall, like the voice of Duty, crashed through the -frail web of her dreaming. With a little start Parmelia drew down the window shade, 174 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS shutting out her Pamela thoughts and tempta- tion, and turned to her dinner-getting. No one unless it were her guardian angel knew that Parmelia Tucker was a poet. She had dreamed a thousand poems and written none. To her mind that would have savored of dis- loyalty to Car'line. Forty years ago the death- stricken little ma had laid a tiny helpless girl- child in Parmelia's sturdy twelve-year-old arms and whispered, smiling faintly : "She's yours, Melia. I will her to you. I guess I'm too tired to bring up another one." Ever since then Parmelia had taken care of her legacy, rejoicing generously over Caroline's small triumphs and attainments, never even to herself admitting that she could do better if she tried. Yet it was the dread of this that kept her poems unwritten. Suppose, O sup- pose she should write a better one than Car'line ! In the course of a week the grocer Browns were written, and copied in violet ink in Caro- line's sloping pen strokes. Parmelia, as audi- ence of one, listened to its first reading in the front parlor. Caroline would never have in- sulted her art by giving it a kitchen presenta- A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 175 tion. Privately she thought that "Wedded Bliss" surpassed all her previous efforts. The loops of yellow hair trembled against her hollow cheeks, and in the pathetic parts joyful tears filmed her childish blue eyes. "It's lovely, Car'line, lovely," applauded Parmelia. She looked at her sister in honest admiration. "Whittier couldn't have done better, I don't believe! I shouldn't be a mite surprised if the Herald would want to print it on the first page." "It might be better," deprecated Caroline, modestly. "They's two words too many in the third verse, but I guess I can sort o' hurry over 'em, so's nobody'll notice. I thought that part where it says, 'Twenty-five years ago to- day a maiden with golden hair' was a real pretty bit if I do say so who shouldn't." "But Mis' Brown's hair's fire red, Car'line." The poetess smiled superiorly. "Land sakes, Melia," she reproved, "how'd red hair sound in poetry? It's poetic license to say golden." She fingered the paper with tender touch. "It'll be another page in the book, Melia " "It's most full, now, Car'line we'll have to start another soon." They bent together over the plush picture 176 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS album on the center table, turning the leaves slowly. Over the photograph holes were pasted Caroline's poems, all primly copied and autographed. Here and there in places of honor were printed verses cut from the Poet's Corner of the Centerville Herald, and in one place read so often that the book would have opened to it itself was the "interview" with the talented bard of Shady Valley. "There ain't scarcely been a person die or get married for the last twenty years in Shady Valley that I ain't married or buried," Caro- line gloated, gently. "You remember this one for old Mis' Jacob's fun'ral, Melia? She was a dretful onpopular woman, 'count of always tellin' folks what she thought o' 'em, an' it looked like 'twas goin' to be a pretty cheerful fun'ral. But when the minister finished readin' the poem there wasn't hardly a dry eye in the church, and afterward Mis Bisbee come up to me an' says, she says, 'Car'line, I don't know when I've enjoyed cryin' at a fun'ral as much as I have to-day,' she says." "An' here's your graduatin' poem, 'Setting Sail Upon the Sea of Life.' That was a real good one, sister ; and this : ' 'Tis Sad to See Youth Pine Away.' You wrote that when A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 177 Sally James was so sick with the measles, an' then she got well after all; and the 'Vernal woods and purling stream' one in the Herald they're all splendid, Car'line. I only wish ma could see 'em." A little silence stole over the prim room. Then Caroline coughed hoarsely. Her thin figure sagged more helplessly over the open book. Her sister glanced at her sharply, then with unnecessary bustle she jumped up and jerked aside the window curtains. "If there ain't the Bisbees' five-o'clock cows !" she said. "I'd no kind o' notion 'twas so late. Now I'm goin' to fix you up a plate of hot milk toast, Car'line, and open a jar o' currant jell. You're all run down, writin' so hard. That's what ails you." On her way out she stopped beside the table to lay an awkward hand on her sister's bony shoulders. It was as near a caress as her New England training dared. "I been thinkin' maybe you'd ought to get a new dress an' go over to Centerville an' get your picture taken again, Car'line," she said, cheerfully. "Likely as not the Herald'll want to print one, an' that old picture don't do you justice a mite." 178 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS But Caroline never had the picture taken. Under the merciless heat of the next two weeks she faded gently out of life, so easily that Parmelia did not realize her going. In Shady Valley folk are not accounted ill unless they "take to their beds" and have the doctor, and Caroline went about her days as usual, droop- ing a bit more perhaps, but uncomplaining. It was on the edge of a hot July evening that Parmelia found her lying on the lounge with closed eyes, as though she were asleep. But as she started to tiptoe away Caroline opened her eyes and smiled up at her sister wistfully. "I been lyin' here sayin' over all my poems," she whispered, shyly. "An' I been thinkin', somehow I guess they aren't much for poetry after all I know folks here thinks so Shady Valley folks don't understand about poetry but ma'll like 'em ; I'm goin' to say 'em all over to ma when I see her up there, Melia." An hour later Caroline slipped away to ma. "I'm dretful glad I never wrote mine," said Parmelia. It was a month later and the house seemed strangely large and empty, she herself oddly useless. Caroline had been her excuse for being for so long, that left alone she felt like a shadow that has lost its body. The A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 179 scuffle of falling leaves on the porch roof echoed her sigh. Somewhere a shutter banged monotonously against the clapboards and the long shadows of the porch woodbine trailed along the wall-paper. Parmelia stirred rest- lessly and the sewing fell into her lap. "Poetry was all she had," she thought drearily, aloud. "She warn't like me, Car 'line warn't, able to piece out with pies an' stockin'- darnin'. Everybody's got to have a reason for livin' hers was poems, an' mine was Caroline. Now she's gone there don't seem anything " The words trailed into sudden silence. For a long while Parmelia sat motionless in the grip of a new idea. Caroline was gone. There was no reason now why she shouldn't write her poems at last. It was as though a door within her had been opened suddenly to let in a flood of light. Yet she did not spring up suddenly to find her long-delayed destiny. The moment was too solemn for haste. "Land ! Land !" she murmured with a slow breath. "To think I'm goin' to write 'em at last! I shall sign 'em Pamela Pamela Tucker. It'll be poetic license, but Parmelia looks more fittin' signed to a pie ! An' before 180 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS I write a single livin' word I'm goin' to clean the house ! I hadn't any heart to red up lately, but seems as if 'twould be more proper to begin clean." For three days Parmelia Tucker put her little house of life in order. She swept and washed, dusted and cleaned. As she toiled, a spare, angular creature in her sad black gown, the poem that she would write went singing through her brain. She had no fears lest after all her waiting she should have nothing to say. Had she not been getting ready to write that poem for nearly fifty years? "Fun'rals an' weddin's aren't the only poetical things," she reflected over her happy task. "It isn't so much what happens to folks as what don't. Why, they's a heap o' poetry lying around everywhere if you can only see it. I shouldn't be a mite surprised if I sh'd find some in the spare room closet, or down cellar." At last her little ceremony of purification was complete and the tiny house shining throughout. Last of all Parmelia put on her best black silk gown and crimped her hair painfully before the wavery mirror in her under-the-eaves bedroom. A MUTE INGLORIOUS MILTON 181 "Folks would think I was crazy, dressin' up like this on Wednesday mornin'," she thought, defiantly, "but then, folks couldn't understand. Even the minister couldn't." She got out the violet ink and the best note- paper, arranging them primly on the parlor table, and sat down. Now that her moment had come she was quite pale. The sound of the doorbell was almost welcome. "Good mornin', Melia." Mrs. Moxey stood on the porch, wearing her best shawl over her everyday gingham. Her voice held the solemn note reserved for funerals and Sunday school. "No, I can't stop, Melia. I come on an errant about Car'line." Her double chins shook with honest feeling. "The Ladies' Aid think that 'twould be nice to do somethin' to show how proud Shady Valley is of her. We've got two hundred dollars we were savin' for missions, but they's always plenty o' heathen an' there won't ever be but one Car'line Tucker in Shady Valley, Melia. We thought o' havin' her poems printed in a book. Ben Orrin over t' the Centerville Herald ought to do it for us reasonable, seein' how often he's published Car'line " 182 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS Mrs. Moxey shook her head solemnly. "She was a real genius," she finished simply. "We thought a weepin' willer'd be nice an' tasty for the cover, but o' course we didn't want to do anythin' till we found out how you felt." "I think it's a lovely idea, Mis' Moxey," said Parmelia, quietly. "I'll help you all I can it it would o' made Car'line very proud." Long after her visitor's broad back had dis- appeared behind the rusting woodbine hedge, Parmelia stood staring away into the autumn distance to where, beyond the church, a glimpse of white headstones showed on the hill- side. "No," she said aloud, slowly. "No, I didn't think o' it before, but 'twouldn't be fair to her memory. It belonged to Car'line, the po'trying o' Shady Valley did, an' I haven't any right to what's hers." The wind fluttered her thin silk skirt about her knees remindingly. A little whirl of red and golden leaves danced out of the gate, look- ing to her fancy oddly like a slender figure with yellow hair. It seemed to be glancing back wistfully to her, wa.ving. Her lips moved unconsciously. Parmelia was saying good-by to Pamela, A MUTE INGLOKIOUS MILTON 183 "I'll just get into my blue gingham, and go straight out to the kitchen an' roll out a batch o' pies," she cried, cheerfully, aloud. "Some- how I feel sort o' hungry for an apple pie !" But in the door she paused. The fire of her faith blazed a moment in her eyes. "But if I had written a poem, it would have been a good one !" cried Parmelia Tucker, stub- bornly. JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST I JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST F the crops are good," said John Junior, handles of his plow and the broad wet backs of his horses he sent a straight, unsmiling glance over the rocky slopes and hollows of the farm. The chill May day lent no illusions to the view of boulder strewn fields and ancient orchard, bleak, bare, unpromising under the gray sky ; but with the eye of imagination John Junior saw a very different scene there on the southern slope bronze oats, beyond pota- toes, there in the valley corn, and here in the nearby fields clover, two crops, maybe, if it were not a dry summer. It had taken the sweat and muscle of three generations, three lifetimes of bent backs and twisted, callous hands to coax a yield from the barren acres. And the backs and hands had not all belonged to men. New England women plod sturdily side by side with their men folks through life's better or worse. John Junior 187 188 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS thought suddenly of his mother, who had died an old, tired woman at forty ; of the neighbor women faded and joyless in their limp calicoes ; and then, with a pang, of Joyce Larrabee's straight, shapely young shoulders and slim, white hands. When John Burt, Senior, lay dying in the low, unpainted farmhouse of his fathers, he had called Young John and broken painfully a lifetime of reserve. "If ye ever get married, John Junior," he had whispered, "get her a hired gal. I always 'lowed t' get your mother one, but somehow it warn't ever jest so's I could sickness an' the mortgage, fust one thing an' then another. But I've been thinkin' lyin' here mebbe 'twould have lengthened out her life some. John Junior, don't ye ever get married 'less so be it ye can get her a hired gal." "And I shan't," said John Junior, with a deep breath. His fingers gripped the plow handles fiercely. "But if the crops are good this year " The sweetness of the thought sent Mm crash- ing onward along the slope, in a flurry of in- dustry, as though his heart's desire lay at the end of a long furrow and he must plow his way to her. From the crest of the ridge he could look across the smooth Larrabee fields to the big, comfortable white house where Joyce lived. Jothan Larrabee was a select man in Shady Valley and accounted "well off" by his neigh- bors. There was a mahogany piano in his front room and his wife and daughters always dressed well. Joyce had even been away for a year at a fashionable boarding school, and since her return there had been few Saturday evenings the evening when Shady Valley goes a-courting on which the lamp with the red silk shade had not been lighted in the Larrabee front parlor. John Junior tramped back and forth across the long fields, cleaving his furrows with patient care. A warm steam crept from the moist, overturned earth, like the breath of the living things beneath the sod. He drew it into his lungs with eager whiffs. "The winter is over," he chanted in deep, untutored bass. "The rain is over and gone; the time of the singing of birds is come " In the fields, with only the brown earth and the sky and the sleek w r ork horses to hear, John Junior was something of a poet. The gray dawns often heard the majestic words of the 190 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS psalms rolling above the clatter of his mowing machine or the flash of his scythe. He trembled through all his gaunt awkward six- foot length when he met Joyce Larrabee and could find no words to say, but to the rocks and the wet earth and the greening trees he spoke his love for her in the age-old words of Solomon. A harsh horn blast crashed through his lyric mood, and he sighed as he turned the horses' heads toward their noonday oats. There was no poetry in Aunt Sophronia. The psalms to her meant church and Sunday school, and she felt privately rather nervous when the Song of Songs w r as mentioned. She stood now at the stove stirring a kettle of boiled dinner with aggressive jerks of her sharp elbows a capable and unbeautiful figure from her wispy white hair in its small tight knot to her flat, down-trodden soles. She did not look up when John Junior came in, but listened to his splashings at the sink with lips grimly set. At length she spoke snappishly over her shoulder : "I seen Joyce Larrabee ridin' by this mornin' with that young sprig o' a doctor over to the Corners. They was laffln' an' carryin' JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 191 on like they'd knowed each other all their lives." The splashings ceased. A silence while John Junior groped for the roller towel, then, muffled in its folds, an indistinguishable sound of assent. His aunt peered across the kitchen with exasperation in her faded eyes. "Folks do say as how there's an under- standin' between 'em an' they're only waitin' till his practice picks up. Abby Bliss says Mis' Larrabee was in to bring her three dozen linen huck-a-back towels t' hem, an' land knows towels gen'lly mean somethin'" John Junior sat silently down at the white scrubbed pine table and attacked his dinner. His unresponsiveness nagged his aunt to the unreasoning cruelty we often use toward those we love. "I'd be 'shamed to hold my head up if I'd a been cut out by a young upstart from nobody knows where," she remarked, as she sank heavily into her seat opposite, a spot of red flickering in her flabby cheeks. "I guess the Burts is as good as any folks in Shady Valley if we ain't got a pianny an' a set of gold-edged chiny to eat off of. I declare for't, John Junior, it gits me all riled up to see you hang- 192 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS ing round that Larrabee gal, meechin' an dumb as a pertater. Ef you'd had the gump- tion of a hopper-grass, you'd ha' been married long ago !" "I haven't had the money," said John Junior, simply. His tone left no room for argument, but his aunt unearthed a buried grievance in the words. "I'd like to know why you ain't hed the money," she fretted ; "if it's me that's standin' in your light, I'm ready an' willin' to go to the town farm whenever you hitch up an' take me there. No, you can't tell me, John Junior. You've hed plenty to keep a wife like your father kep' his, an' his father afore him, but you ain't got enough to git fuss an' feathers for Joyce Larrabee! Jest 'cause she's got curly yaller hair an' chiny blue eyes an' white hands to strum 'The Maiden's Prayer' on the pianny she's too good to cook an' wash dishes like common folks." John Junior pushed back his plate and rose heavily. He glanced across at the shapeless figure in its baggy calico and tried to imagine Joyce in the hideous panoply of drudgery. The news his aunt had brought him ached dully in his silent soul. Would he be too late JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 193 if he waited till harvest time? He set his young jaws grimly. "I got to get back to plowing," he said, tak- ing up his straw hat. In the door he paused to look back. "Look's now as though the crops might be pretty good," he said slowly. "Maybe, Aunt 'Phronie, I can get us a hired girl 'long about Thanksgiving time." That evening he put on a clean shirt, combed back his thick, dark hair in wet spirals, and strode across the fields to the Larrabees'. Clouds of dim-winged night things fluttered up from the damp grass, brushing his face. The evening was warm for the season, and a faint silver moon of spring was caught in the budding branches of the elm by the stone wall. It was a night of romance, but, strangely enough, John Junior was thinking of his aunt's knobby, work-twisted, seamy, brown hands. Even when the white blur on the veranda be- came Joyce, running to meet him, the vision persisted. On the top step he sat looking up at her, listening to her gay chatter and drinking in wistfully the warm young beauty of her vivid face. In his heart the things he did not mean 194 BLUE GINGHAM POLKS to say were so mingled with the things he did that he hardly dared trust himself to speak at all. She was so little and dainty perched up there above him ! He could have held the tiny white shod foot swinging near him in the hol- low of one big brown hand. Resolutely he tore his thoughts from the dangerous to the com- monplace. "I came over to ask if you'd go to the neigh- borhood picnic next Tuesday week with me" he fumbled with his hat-brim "if you aren't promised already." "Too late!" smiled Joyce. "Dr. Wilson asked me only last night. If you'd been a better neighbor, you'd have got in first !" Her eyes were suddenly serious above the mischiev- ous smile. "I haven't seen you for ages, but I suppose you've been busy." "It's planting time," said John Junior, simply. He got awkwardly to his feet and stood towering over her, great hands knotted together. "It hasn't been because I haven't wanted to come." He drew himself up sharply. "Well, I must be going. It's a sightly evenin', isn't it? I always did think this was the purtiest time of year." JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 195 Joyce arose with a delicate swaying motion like that of a flower on its stem. She looked up into the brown rugged face above her, and sud- denly one slim, white hand went out and rested on his arm. It made him think of the little white winged things that had fluttered up in the fields. "I I'm sorry about the picnic, John honest I am !" she said, shyly. "Joy !" She felt the shake of his arm under her fingers, heard his long, hard-drawn breath ; but what he might have said only the Moon of Lovers knows. For in an instant's prophetic vision he seemed to see on his sleeve, not her slim white hand but one grown shapeless, big- jointed like Aunt Sophronia's. "I'm sorry too," he said, slowly ; "I was kind of lotting on it, but I hope you'll have a real nice time. It ought to be all leafed out in Eppleby's Grove if this weather holds." He moved down the steps, then at the bottom turned with a queer eagerness. It was as though his love must speak out in spite of the lock he had set on his lips. "It looks like a good crop year, Joy," he said, and she wondered at the sudden quiver of 196 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS his voice. "I don't know when I've seen things take hold an' grow like they have this spring !" He strode home through the sweet-breathed fields with their soft insect whirrings and flutterings, and fumbled under the mat on the back stoop for the key. In the moonlight the old house seemed to have possibilities of beauty that he had not seen before. "A bay window, mebbe, toward the road, for posies, and two coats o' paint," he mused, "and the southeast bedroom papered." The southeast bedroom was the guest room, hoarded, in the thrifty New England fashion, for the guests that seldom came. But no other room would do for Joyce. "If the crops are only good," he muttered as he creaked, tiptoeing clumsily, up the back- stairs to his tiny under-the-eaves room. Aunt Sophronia, across the hall, lifted her curl-papered white head from the pillows, lis- tening. "He's been traipsin' over the medders," she thought, fiercely, "hangin' 'round that high- faluten Larrabee gal. An' I ain't no idee he's spoke, jest sot an' so*. My patience ! I don't hold for corkin' up feelin's where they'll turn sour an spile your disposition! But there, I JOHN JUNIOR'S HAKVEST 197 s'pose I 'd ought to leave it in the hands o' the Lord an' John." As the summer slipped by the radiant promises of May were unfulfilled. A scorching June ruined the hay crop. The oat field on the hillside shriveled into worthless straw. John Junior, struggling mightily with fate, sang no more psalms of rejoicing to the earth and sky. In October he stood on the edge of his stubble fields and faced the poor wreckage of his hopes. "Not this year," he told himself, heart-sickly. "I can't ask her this year." The rattle of a passing buggy on the road below came to his ears. It was Dr. Wilson's, and Joyce Larrabee sat in it laughing and talking so busily that she did not notice him. John Junior watched the buggy until it rounded the hill, and his face was very white and set. "And next year'll be too late," he muttered, heavily. "He's book-larned, and wears good clothes. I haven't got a chance if I wait. Maybe if I asked her now " His somber gaze swept the bare fields, and with sudden keen new vision he saw their rocks and unevennesses, the twisted limbs of the old 198 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS orchard, the low farmhouse, forlorn and grace- less under the falling leaves. He flung back his head with a deep breath that lifted the blue checked shirt across his great chest. "I got my row to hoe and I'm going to hoe it," he said, slowly, "but it isn't a job for little bits of women things to tackle, and it would be a pretty poor sort o' loving, John Burt, that would ask it remember that !" And then and there he put away his hope from him. Aunt Sophronia watched her beautifully cooked dinners go uneaten, and nodded fierce little nods. "Jes' 's I surmised," she told herself. "She's give him the go-by f'r that sissified city feller. Well, I guess he don't keer I guess they's jest as good fish that ain't caught. But he don't seem t' relish his eatin's none." She turned anxiously to her pots and pans. In New England members of a family do not express their love for one another in words but in inarticulate deeds. Aunt Sophronia baked her sympathy into marvelous pies, stirred her grief and pity into nourishing stews. As Thanksgiving drew near she commenced her preparation for a gala dinner. And then sud- denly, two days before, she was stricken down. JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 199 John Junior, coming home from the village, found her lying in the southeast-room bed, the best quilt pulled smoothly up across her lean old chest. "Don't you worrit, John," she told Mm, calmly. "I been livin' on borrered time for two years. The Lord's called me an' I'm ready an' willin' to go. The turkey's fixed to pop straight int' the oven don't forget t' baste him every half hour. Eat the punkin pies first; the mince keeps better. I kind o' wish I could hev cooked dinner for you, this Thanksgiving, but 'twarn't ordained." On Thanksgiving morning John Junior drove up the winding hill toward home. He sat loosely bent forward in his seat, holding the reins between lax fingers, big shoulders drooping forlornly under the wrinkled black Sunday suit. Behind in the bleak little Shady Valley churchyard he had left tired old Aunt Sophronia, ahead waited a silent, empty house and it was Thanksgiving Day. "She'll get a chance to rest, now," he thought, drearily. "I oughtn't to begrudge her but it's goin' to be powerful lonely. She was good to me, Aunt Phronie was." Visions of long ago, forgotten gingerbread 200 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS men and sugar cookies that had delighted his boyish days returned to his mind, and tears filled his eyes. "I'll just pick up a cold bite," he told him- self, hastily. "It isn't worth the trouble to make up a fire in the stove. This afternoon I'll get at the corn shucking." The buggy creaked and jostled among the frozen ruts. On either side of the road lay his fields, shorn and bare, with two or three corn shucks flapping in the wind. John Junior looked across them to where a curling feather of smoke marked the Larrabee house. This morning he had heard that Joyce and Dr. Wil- son were engaged. Up the home lane creaked the buggy, be- tween the Lombardy poplars on either side, and into the barn, built, according to New England fashion, facing the road, with the house beyond. John pottered about his un- harnessing, putting off as long as he could the moment of going into the house. When there was nothing more to be done he crossed the frozen yard and fumbled under the porch mat for the key. It was gone. Amazed, he turned the knob and stepped into the house. A warm wave of spicy odor JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 201 greeted him : turkey odors, odors of turnip and squash, and mince and pumpkin pies. The table in the long room was covered with a white cloth, set with the best dishes from the spare-room cupboard. Some one had rubbed the silver into brightness and placed a pink spray of Martha Washington geranium in a glass vase in the center. It was a homey table, and the warmth and fragrance of the whole swept and garnished room was home. John Junior stood very still, trying to under- stand. It was all so much like something he had dreamed of before the crops had failed. Some good neighbor woman, taking pity on his loneliness, had slipped across fields to do this for him, and he was grateful, but somehow it hurt a little it was so much like the hope that he had put away. A queer little sound from the kitchen drew him across the room. He stood awe-struck in the doorway gazing at his dream come true. "I I didn't think you'd be back so soon," fluttered Joyce Larrabee. Almost lost in the capacious folds of Aunt Sophronia's gingham apron, she stood by the opened oven door, bast- ing spoon poised over the browning turkey. A wave of bright color ran over her sweet, 202 BLUE GINGHAM POLKS downcast face, and she would not meet his eyes. "I hope you're hungry he's such a monster of a bird ! He's almost done, then I'll run back. I didn't expect you'd get back so soon." The words tripped over her unsteady tongue. Still he could not speak. The sweet wonder of her in his kitchen struck him dumb. "I ran away!" laughed the girl, in panicky gayety. "We don't have dinner till night at our house. There ! Isn't your mouth watering this living minute? I I'm quite a talented turkey-cooker if I do say so who shouldn't." "Joy! Joy!" He was stumbling toward her across the room. The spoon slipped from her unsure fingers to the floor with a soft clatter, but she did not run away. "Yes, John." He had her in his arms with breathless words "Joy ! Little girl my little girl ! O, Joy! Joy! Joy!" He could not speak her name enough. His big hands were about her cheeks lifting her face to his hungry gaze. Suddenly they fell away. "I I was forgetting." He shaded his eyes. "I was forgetting about Wilson." He had her in his arms with breathless words. JOHN JUNIOR'S HARVEST 205 "Dr. Wilson is just my friend," said Joyce, slowly. "It was a mistake, that report I'm not going to marry him, John." But he held his arms rigidly at his sides, his young jaw set sternly. "Even if you aren't going to marry him I haven't got the right to ask you. If the crops hadn't failed I could have, honest, but not now. It was seeing you in the apron, and all." "I like aprons, John." In the gentle little silence the bubbling of the savory pots and the soft hissing of the browning turkey were the only sounds. He looked down somberly at the sweet up-tilted face, across the gulf of his duty, struggling for right words. "Listen, Joy," he said at last, dully, "listen you're sorry for me but I've got no right to take advantage. Do you know what it would be like marrying me? Getting old and worn out afore your time, drudging to make both ends meet, wearing common clothes, blistering your hands at cooking and sweeping. I I love you too well to spoil your life, Joy." She moved a step nearer with a little trem- bling laugh. "You've left out one thing, John," she whis- 206 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS pered, "the important thing. The rest don't count if this thing is true suppose, just sup- pose I happened to love you, John." A sharp hissing from the unbasted turkey called her to the stove, but not before she had caught the joy that leaped into his eyes. "See! He's done to a turn," she cried. "John, John, aren't you going to invite me to eat Thanksgiving dinner with you?" With a glad cry he took her into his arms. ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING folks the good Lord sets in families, and some he sets in flower-gardens," mused Rosemary Sweet, over her lapf ul of fine cambric and lace. The needle slipped from relaxed fingers as she swayed to and fro mus- ingly, tender eyes on the Freckled Family straggling by to the swimming-hole in a cloud of dust and twinkling brown legs. "Now, when Myra Louise Holly gets to heaven, she'll give the angel at the gate a long list of the stockin's she mended, an' the trousers an' little dresses she's patched, an' the bumped heads she's kissed. But when I go I'll have nothin' more'n a bunch o' lavender an' sweet-peas to give him. Land! land! ain't it queer how it happens! I believe I'd 'a' been a real talented stockin'- mender an' bump-kisser, mebbe, if I'd 'a' been set that way." The creak-creak of the rocker punctuated the little silence that trailed in the wake of her words. A golden-thighed bee droned by, full-fed from the hollyhocks. Before her, in 209 210 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS long, fragrant, crooked rows, burned her flowers : extravagantly colored, streaky purple- and- white baby-pansies ; flaunting hussies of scarlet poppies; nasturtiums in vivid, sappy crimsons and oranges. Her garden was Rose- mary's imagination. With the seeds she planted her old, hoarded girl-dreams of ro- mance, her shy, secret joys, regrets and hopes, watching them blossom into visibleness before her eyes. But she never confided her fantasy to any one. In New England one does not con- fide. "Sometimes," said Rosemary, suddenly, so gently violent that the startled bee postponed his attack on the rambler rose by the porch step and boomed reproachfully away, "some- times I wish I could do more in life than pickin' flowers for weddin's an' buryin's, an' makin' baby clothes for other folks' babies. There, Rosemary Sweet, I sh'd think you'd be ashamed o' yourself, talkin' so, an' you a church member an' the treasurer of the Ladies' Aid! I don't know what's got into you, I don't!" She laughed as she scolded herself, but the eyes above the edges of the laugh were wistful. Then they crinkled into sudden pleasure. ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING 211 "Good-aft'noon, Dora-child," she called, anticipatively. "You're comin' up an' make me a real nice long visit, I hope?" The girl at the gate shook her head. "Not jus' now, Miss Rosemary." She rested a brown-paper bundle on the fence wearily. "I'm flttin' Miss Tibbitts an' cuttin' out the minis- ter's wife to-day but I'm comin' around soon. I been plannin' to a long while back. What you doin', Miss Rosemary? You're so nice an' cool an' peacefullike up there." Miss Rosemary held the work in her lap for the girl to see. It was very tiny, dainty baby-frail. The girl looked at it silently ; then her eyes met the older woman's in a strange intimacy of woman understanding, and the shy, sweet color stained her clear, girl's skin. "It's for Jennie Gordon's baby, when it comes," said Miss Rosemary, softly. Impulsively the girl's hands went out, in a little gust of tenderness. "Miss Rosemary you're the dearest!" she cried. "It always rests me to come by. I've never seen you when you weren't makin' a little dress like that." "There's always babies in Shady Valley, Dora babies an' flowers," smiled Miss Rose- 212 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS mary. She leaned forward, suddenly solemn. "I hope I'll be makin' one like that for you before I die, Dora-child," she half -whispered. The girl at the gate fumbled with her bundle confusedly. "Land ! Miss Mary, I guess not me!" she smiled pinkly. "Well, I mustn't be lettin' grass grow under my feet. If you're still settin' out when I come back, mebbe I'll stop up a moment, if it isn't too late." "It's never too late by the clock for me to be glad to see you, dearie." Miss Eosemary watched the slender figure hurry away through a fine mist of white dust, nodding to herself wisely. "Land ! land !" she breathed, softly. "Think o' bein' eighteen an' pretty an' in love ! Ain't it wonderful !" She paused, awed by the age- old miracle of youth. A boyish young fellow, in smart flannels and tennis-shoes, waved his hand in passing; then looked anxiously ahead and disappeared Doraward. Miss Rosemary's smile deepened, while the rocker took up the burden of her reflections in excited creaks over the uneven flooring. "He's a real good boy, Harry is, an' she'll make him a splendid wife. I'm glad Dora ain't goin' to miss livin'. It ain't likely flowers ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING 213 could make it up to her like they do to me. But I wonder his mother's willin', with all her notions. She had her heart set on his marryin' that Evelyn-girl from the city that was visitin' 'em a piece back. Laws! she was real up-'n'- comin' an' fixed-jes'-so-lookin', with them narrer skirts of hers an' fol-de-rols, but I don't s'pose she could 'a' baked a pie or swep' a room to save her life. She was jes' like a magazine- cover real nice to set 'n' look at, but no use on airth." The drowsy afternoon jogged comfortably across the moments. Miss Rosemary's gray head drooped forward, and the white heap lay loosely in her lap under lax, folded hands. Sudden footsteps crunched up the gravel walk; a hand touched her shoulder convul- sively. Her startled eyes flew open. "Why, Dora-child, how you startled me! I guess I must of dropped off, kind-of " "Miss Rosemary" the girl's voice was queerly hurried and strained "will you I mean can't we go into the house a moment? I go't somethin' I want to tell you." But she could not wait for the telling. In the dim, prim little parlor, dropping limply on the slippery, horse-hair sofa, she began to 214 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS cry in fierce little jerks, as though the sobs came bleeding from her pride. Miss Rosemary hurried out into the kitchen and returned bear- ing a glass spicily odorous. "There, drink a drop o' my elderberry cordial, an' then finish your cry out, nice an' comfortable," she said cheerfully. "That's right ! I don't b'lieve in corkin' up tears. Bet- ter out with 'em an' get it over, says I. Now, dearie, what is it all about? You tell me, an' we'll fix it up somehow." "It's it's Harry." Rosemary Sweet laughed in soft relief. "Land sakes! is that all?" she cried. "Why, I was 'fraid mebbe somethin' had happened to hear you take on so." "It has, somethin' has." Dora sat up and turned her tragic young face to the older woman, her slender, needle-pricked fingers stained and twisted in her lap. "We were down to the old bridge jus' now, lookin' at the falls an' talkin'. An', suddenly, Harry turned to me an' an' O, O, Miss Rosemary ! he said he said he loved me." For an instant the joyous memory made the girl's face too sacredly bright for the other to look at; then it clouded over pitifully. "An' jus' as he ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING 215 finished tellin' me that, Miss Rosemary mind you, jus' after his father came along the path an' ordered him to leave me an' go home an' an' Harry went he went, Miss Rose- mary " Absorbed in her luxury of grief, the girl did not see the sudden, sharp pain twist the face opposite her. Rosemary Sweet caught her breath. Her faded eyes, staring at the painted china vase on the center-table, seemed looking down forgotten aisles of Long Ago. A loud rapping on the front door brought her back to the Present with a start. She got to her feet stiffly, as if she had suddenly taken on years since she sat down, and went to the door. "Is she here? Tell me quick!" The words tripped over one another eagerly. "Harry Morrison," said Rosemary, sternly, "what you want to know for? Tell me that!" Her eyes sought the boy's, asking, challeng- ing. And his, haggard, honest, answered her. "Because I love her, Miss Rosemary, that's why," was all he said straightly. "Now may I come in please." She opened the screen door, pointing. "There," she told him, briefly. He went, tall 216 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS and tender, like a young god or a little, sorry child. Even with her back turned, the gray- haired woman could see the looks of the two as he stooped to the girl and caught her hands. "Sweetheart forgive me!" Then the low sound of a kiss. The maiden-heart of the old woman in the hallway thrilled with the ghostly touch of bygone kisses on her lips. The air was a-rustle with memories laid away in laven- der these thirty years. They crowded about her now, the echo of long-forgotten words vocal to her ears. Like an accompaniment, the low voices in the parlor crooned and murmured across the sympathetic air. "Miss Rosemary!" She started guiltily. "Yes yes, I'm here." She hurried across to the parlor and stood there behind them, smiling at their clasped hands and radiant eyes. There have been great discoveries made early and late in this world ; none greater than the commonest of all, love. To each two that find it together, it is a thing new, amazing, unique, unknown to the rest of the world. "Miss Rosemary," said Harry, solemnly, "she's said she loves me loves me!" He flung back his head, with a long, slow breath at the wonder of it. "I want to marry her right away, Miss Rosemary now." His voice was argumentative, as though meeting unspoken opposition. "Father and mother have got a fool notion in their heads that I'm to marry one of those Miss Fuss-and-Feathers, with a pot of tainted money and a brewer-father, that they have up here from the city, week-ends. But they're dead wrong I'm going to marry Dora ; and what's more, I'm going to marry her this afternoon." "Wait, children!" Miss Rosemary smiled. "Wait till I get my breath an' my thinkin'- cap on." She looked thoughtfully away into the yellow afternoon. The mellowing light touched her soft face like gentle fingertips caressing the wrinkles. "Where is your father now, Harry?" she asked, suddenly. "Down by the bridge when I left him," an- swered the boy. He hesitated, flushing. "We had quite an argument I guess likely he's there yet. Father always stays put when he's mad." Shamed laughter trickled through the words. "I know" She nodded rememberingly, un- noting their surprise. "Listen to me, you chil- 218 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS dren," she said, whimsically. "Do you think you'll be able to entertain yourselves while I step out a minute? Because there's a picture- album to look at if you get lonesome, or the Tleasant Thoughts for All the Year.' I'll be right back. Now don't you stir till I come, an' then we'll see." The flower-petals swirled in mad little eddies of color-flecks as her skirts brushed rudely by them; the dust spurted like liquid powder under her quick feet. In her eyes ached re- membrance and the shadow of past-shed tears. He was sitting as his son had left him, stiffly, on the rustic bench by the stream. At the rustle of her coming, he turned, startled, and got slowly to his feet. "Why good-afternoon Miss Sweet," he said, awkwardly. She did not answer at once ; only stood look- ing at him, smiling sadly through the wrinkles and the pitiful scars of age, until she saw the big hand begin to tremble on the seat-back, and a painful red stain his cheeks under the white thatch of his hair. "Rosemary!" the old man cried, slowly. The name sounded rusty on his tongue. He ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING 219 took a step forward; then paused at her ges- ture, waiting. "Listen to me, John Morrison," she cried. "I'm goin' to say my say, an' you're goin' to listen while I say it. Then it's between you 'n' the Lord." She pointed abruptly back along the way she had come. "They's a boy an' a girl at my house this livin' minute, sittin' in my parlor, makin' love. At least, I hope they are. The boy's your son. He'd ought to do it well." He shrank visibly from the dreary humor of her words. "The girl is Dora King, as nice a girl as you'll find in seven counties. An' they love each other. Now what you goin' to do about it?" The bullfrog in the rushes shrilled an entire aria before he answered doggedly: "Harold must make a good match. A young man has no chance these days without position and wealth. I shall not allow him to throw himself away." "Throw himself away!" Her voice cut like an edged thing through the grim little silence following his words. Suddenly she stepped forward, holding out wrinkled, shaking hands. Her softened face, upturned to his, w r as almost a girl's face again, flushing, virginal, shy. 220 BLUE GINGHAM FOLKS "John" the words were a shadow of sound "have you forgotten everything?" The man made an uncouth noise of pain. His twisted face begged her mutely; but she shook her head, strangely exalted. "No, we got to remember it's the only way." She gestured quaintly to her gray hair. "We're gittin' old, you V me, John. But we weren't always old. That time we went mayflowerin' in Eppleby's Grove an' you kissed me we weren't old then. Nor yet when we uster come home through the fields from prayer meetin' an' watch the haystacks all ragged against the big, red moon. Mebbe you've forgot those times but I ain't. I shall remember 'em till I die an' after." "Don't Kosemary!" he begged her. "I've hoped that mebbe you'd forgotten after all these years." "Thirty years is long enough f'r a woman to grow old an' white-haired an' wrinkled in, but it ain't long enough f'r her to forget her first kiss, John." She shook her head, smiling. "I ain't askin' f'r pity land, no! But I'm tryin' to make you understand. Your father said the same identical thing that you've just said, an' you listened to him. You know what ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBERING 221 happened. I ain't blamin' you. I been happy enough with my posies an' makin' dresses f r other women's babies." She broke off, peering into his working face with tear-blinded eyes. "Why, I b'lieve you do remember, John." "There ain't been a harvest moon in th' last thirty of 'em that I could bear to look on," he said, solemnly. "I ain't never been may- flowerin' since then." He paused, prodding his courage. "We be old folks, Rosemary mebbe th' good Lord's give me this chanct a purpose to say 'I'm sorry' in." The sunset glow caressed them, like peace made visible. There was yielding in the soft- ened look of his face, and, seeing it, she turned, smiling, to the path, groping for it through the mist that dimmed her vision ; then paused an instant on the edge of flight. "It's between you an' the Lord what you're goin' to do, John," she said, gently. "I guess the matter's in pretty safe hands. You'll come back 'long of me to my house an' make those young folks happy. An' they's one thing I want you sh'd remember. I been thankin' God f'r those walks an' that kiss every day f'r nigh on thirty years !" 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