- . V >\ MAN PROPOSES. A NOVEL BOSTON: LEE AND SHEPARD, PUBLISHERS. NEW YORK: CHARLES T. DILLINGHAM. 1880. COPYRIGHT, 1880, BY LEE AND SHEI'AKD. All right* reserved. MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER I. THE warehouse of Prescott & Co. occupied the upper stories and lofts of a large granite build- ing in Devonshire Street. The vast floors were supported by iron columns, and were covered with cases of goods laid out in orderly streets and lanes. A portion of the first story near the broad front-windows was sequestered by a mahogany railing, and was filled with desks, at which a dozen or more clerks were at work upon ledgers, bills, and invoices. There were tall men with eye- glasses and gray martial whiskers, precise in man- ner, and oppressed with responsibility ; there were roly-poly boys that would be frisky if they dared ; there were slender youths with yellow mustaches and lofty aspirations ; and there were old fellows, stout and rubicund, who had long ago given up the hope of rising, and settled down to drudgery. Pens scratched away lightly and incessantly ; great folios were turned over ; letters were indorsed and filed. Without, a huge windlass raised and MAN PROPOSES. lowered cases ; and the trucks in the street below were coming and going all day. Prescott & Co. were selling-agents for a number of manufacturing companies, and carried on an immense business. The senior, Hugh Prescott, had a private room in one corner of the first floor ; and the junior, Adolphus Gibbs, had a simi- lar room opposite. In earlier days they had worked together : it was not so now. Mr. Gibbs had of late taken charge of the correspondence, and employed as private secretary Robert Pres- cott, a nephew of the head of the house. As Robert is a person of mark, he should stand for his portrait. Behold him. He is tall, sinewy, and robust. His chestnut hair, abundant and wavy, falls in loose masses around a face of a strong and manly character. The lines indicate courage, probity, reserve, and, above all, a fine intellect. These impressions are heightened by his singularly expressive eyes, which are steel-blue in color in repose, but are lighted up to blazing points in moments of excitement, or softened at times by a not unmanly tenderness. It is the por- trait of a person who should be considerably above the position of private secretary in a warehouse. At the bar, in the pulpit, or in a professor's chair, such a face and figure would have been in keeping with the place. Mr. Gibbs was short, and inclined to corpu- lence ; and, as he moved about, it was with an at- tempt to hold his solid and not very shapely head MAN PROPOSES. erect, or inclined slightly backward, as if he had been considering the scriptural question as to whether he could, by taking thought, " add a cubit to his stature," and had decided that he could. He might not have been ill looking twenty years before ; but club dinners, and " business " as he understood it, had been distorting his features, and had given his eyes an unlovely gleam. His stubbly beard, which he persisted in wearing closely clipped, as if to show the fulness of his cheeks, added to the prevailing repulsive impres- sion. He came by the desk where his secretary sat, threw him a careless nod, and ejaculated a grunt intended as a substitute for a good-morning. Robert calmly and silently bowed, and meanwhile his long nervous hands were stoutly wrestling, one with the other, on his desk. Mr. Gibbs had apparently forgotten something ; for in a moment he came out, and shut the door of his private room behind him. He walked between the desks, casting here and there a look that was like the ray from a burning-glass, or dropping a word that bit like a mineral acid. As soon as he was gone from the warehouse, there was a sigh of relief, so general, and exhaled in such perfect time, that one would think it had been rehearsed. Robert smiled, but mostly at the comic face of the nearest plerk, Gates Percival Amory, famil- iarly called Percy, or sometimes apropos of Gates nicknamed Bars. This young fellow had 8 MAN PROPOSES. full blue eyes that always seemed to be swimming when they were not winking; a segment of the arch of his round forehead was bordered by a ridge of backward-growing hair, such as rustics call a " cowlick ; " his lips were pulpy and red, like over-ripe strawberries, and his cheeks heavily rotund. But there Nature had hesitated, and be- came a niggard in bounty ; for his neck and chest were slender, and his figure dwindled from the shoulders downward, like a grotesque reflection from a convex mirror. He was not an Antinous, to be sure (somewhat grotesque, in fact), but had a look of intelligence and spirit. " Aren't you on speaking terms with your chum Gibbs?" inquired Amory of Robert. *' As much as ever." " That is, not at all, is it?" "Something like that. If I expected to stay here, I should say no more. But I think you are discreet, and I will " " Unfold the secrets of your prison-house. Go on." Robert, not heeding the interruption, continued gravely: "Kings fed their pride by having cap- tive kings as menials; Roman consuls decorated their triumphs by leading conquered princes in chains : Gibbs, who is more moderate, is satisfied with the practised pen and the enforced silence of a college graduate." " That sounds like a part in a play. You have been rehearsing this. It shows that you are galled," MAN PROPOSES. 9 Robert smiled in spite of himself ; for he had been making mental comparisons, and the formal sentences, though newly formed, were not sponta- neous. A rigid thinker, his utterances were apt to be bookish. He went on : " I am not only his secretary, I am his pen and penwiper, his chair, his footstool, his door-mat. I am to do only as I am bid." " ' Yours not to make reply, Yours not to reason why, Yours but to do and die,' " broke in the irrepressible Amory. " When he comes, I am not to speak to him, not even to say, ' Good-morning.' I am forbidden ever to address him on any subject, unless in direct reply to his question. When I have answered, I am dumb. I must ask no question in return, nor any explanation." " This is monstrous ! Why, the Sultan is more decent than that ! You are a slave. We will have you included in Lincoln's proclamation, and emancipated. Emerson shall write a hymn for you. Why, his chuckle-head ! Gibbs's I mean. I beg your pardon, I know you have studied divinity ; but really one must swear." " But this is not all," continued Robert. " He hedges himself with observances. There is a rule for every action. I haven't the liberty to move, to look at a newspaper, to touch a letter-file. In his presence I am not to sit, unless requested. I 10 MAN PROPOSES. stand at the window and wait while the great man, leaning back in his chair, meditates, or gives his orders. I come when he calls ; I stand silent until he speaks. Having heard what he has to say, I go. At my own desk, even, I am not to remain seated when he speaks to me. I rise to hear him." " Any thing more ? " " Yes. I have my orders, that, if any one in- quires for Mr. Gibbs, I am to make one of these three answers : ' Mr. Gibbs, is within,' ' Mr. Gibbs is out,' or 'Mr. Gibbs is engaged.' No matter what other questions are asked me, I surrender my rank as a free moral agent, and repeat, like a parrot, the same sentence as before, as the case may be, ' Mr. Gibbs is within,' ' Mr. Gibbs is out,' or ' Mr. Gibbs is engaged.' " "That's true. I heard you answer a man so the other day, and I remember thinking you were either uncivil or stupid. Well, upon my word ! " " You will think this a severe ordeal for a proud man ; but I have not been so much humiliated, even by these petty tyrannies as by my share in the moral transactions." " Moral transactions ? What have morals to do with selling goods ? " "True enough. That is an axiom. I should explain. Mr. Gibbs, I hardly need say, is far too shrewd to allow any lies to be written, out-and- out lies. But he would tear a secretary to pieces if he wrote the exact truth, unless the exact MAN PROPOSES. 11 truth were so improbable at the time as not to be believed. So the letters are skilfully studied. There is an evasion here, a slight false suggestion there, a reticence on some vital point beyond. There is a lie in the letter always, but so skilfully put!" "Ah! I see. In tuning a piano the difficulty is to dispose of the ' wolf,' the sum total of dis- cord between the upper and lower octaves. So the tuner distributes it from the top to bottom of the scale, making every chord slightly imperfect, but in the end getting rid of the '.wolf.' And you have to temper all your octaves, do you ? " " Something quite like it." "If lying and meanness were catching, like small-pox gracious, what a pickle you would be in " Catching or not, I am determined to leave. I shall go to Eaglemont, and help father get in his hay, and in the fall go back to Andover for my degree, or go abroad. You know I expect to become a missionary." " Yes," said Amory with a sigh, lamenting in his heart the sacrifice, as it appeared to him. Then, after a pause, " You speak of helping your father ; but $id it ever occur to you that you might do a good turn by helping your uncle ? " Robert looked fixedly at the clear blue eyes of his friend, as they alternately swam and winked ; and, without a word being spoken, a ray of intelli- gence was sent and returned. 12 MAN PROPOSES. Robert reflected. Then Araory, too, suspected the designs of Gibbs ! He thought of his good and generous uncle, a man so esteemed, that to be " as honest as Hugh Prescott " was a proverb on 'change. lie wondered if Gibbs did mean to ruin his old partner if he had the power. Then he remembered the troubled looks of his uncle. He had seen that Gibbs more and more took the direction of affairs, and quietly ignored the senior. He remembered the costly style of living in his uncle's house, the superb receptions, the profuse hospitality. He thought of the pride of Mrs. Prescott, of her carriage, dress, church, and concerts ; and he thought with indignation (as he had often done before) of the habits of her son Roderick, who was pleased with the distinc- tion of being the most extravagant member of the Arlington Club. Yes, these expenses for his wife ,and step-son had perhaps exceeded his uncle's income, large as it had been. But what could he, Robert Prescott, a poor the- ological student, do for this uncle in his emer- gency ? He had been willing to work for a year to recruit his finances ; but to continue under Gibbs in abject slavery, bound to a business that he had no taste for, to give up his manhood, his intellect, his moral nature, his mission as a preacher ? It was not to be thought of. Besides, his uncle had not taken him into his confidence, and evidently did not think him MAN PROPOSES. 13 enough of a man of business to be consulted. Yes, it was best that he should return to his pro- fession. What should detain him?. He felt at liberty to resign his position, and to leave on short notice. But, after all, he did not exert his will ; or, if he did, the universe was a solid wall around Bos- ton, and he could not get out. The divinity stu- dent was in love. He did not know it ; only at the thought of going away there was something tugging at his heart, some glistening lines, as fine as spider's threads, floating in air, yet potent as the invisible forces of nature ; and it required no long observation to perceive that the figure towards which the traction tended was a young lady just out of her teens, whose rich color of tea- rose, and soft dark hair and eyes, were like a dream of an Italian painter. The longer he medi- tated, the more tangible grew the lines that stretched out to him, and led back to the image. "Edwards on the Will" failed to elucidate the mystery. But the situation was a delicate one. He did not know the girl's parentage, nor any name for her but Phcebe ; for so she was called in his uncle's house, where she lived on terms of inti- macy, if not of equality, and where she had lived from early childhood. It was Phcebe simply whom he loved. She might be Phcebe Maloney, or Courtney, or de Guiscard, or Delia Torre. His uncle, Hugh Prescott, had not legally adopted 14 MAN PROPOSES. her ; yet he and his wife treated her as a daughter, and gave their hearts to her as few parents do. She was barely twenty, wholly unspoiled by the world, sweet and equable in temper, simple in manner and speech. So he had found her during the year he had been teaching her Latin. These traits occurred to him now in flashes of memory ; and above all he remembered an unwonted matu- rity of character, in which the charming dignity of the woman was blended with the joyous nature of the child. She was inaccessible as a star. Could he go to the uncle, without any settled purpose in life, and ask him for the darling of his heart? Could he ask Mrs. Prescott, who was a devotee of propriety, Boston's chief god, for a young girl with braids of hair down her back, still studying music and languages, and he without an establish- ment, or the means to set up one ? Dare he make his suit to Phcebe even? Would this fresli and lovely girl be content to share his lot as a poof preacher, or perhaps as a missionary to the hea- then? The desire alone Avas on one side, and a dozen solid objections on the other. And then Roderick, the gay impertinent what if his mother had plans for him? What if she had reared this charming young woman for her future daughter-in-law ? Between all these difficulties and dangers the young man was sufficiently perplexed. MAN PROPOSES. 15 The whole circle of doubts had, however, been traversed in an incredibly short time ; for, as he came down from the upper sphere, he saw Amory standing on the same foot, leaning on his tall desk, and contemplating a certain writing which was arranged in sections of four parallel lines, quite unlike any mercantile formula. Amory's large blue eyes turned towards Robert with a puzzled look. " It doesn't come. Three lines are passable ; the fourth is bad, incorrigible." Whereupon lie whipped the sheet of paper into a drawer. Robert was only partially recovered, and he wearily observed, " Mr. Gibbs is late in coming." Amory, however, was sailing on his own tack, blown by a. wind which Robert had not felt, and said bluntly, "If you go up to Eaglemont hay- ing, I have a mind to go with you." " You go haying ! You'd wilt sooner than the grass, and be glad to crawl under a windrow to get out of the sun." " Doesn't your father have help in haying ? " " Oh, yes ! sometimes. I have always helped him so far ; and sometimes Mary rakes after the cart." " Does she, indeed ? Ah, what a pretty idyl ! And haymaking is something so fragrant, grass all dewy, and mixed with sweet red and white clover. And then Mary rakes after the cart ? In a sun-bonnet, of course; and the sun-bonnets, are 16 MAN PROPOSES. so jolly, like sugar-scoops. Mary must look charming in a sun-bonnet. The scoop would look as if it had been successful." Robert meantime was far away. The long and shining lines were drawing at his heart again, and he was thinking of the peachy bloom that glowed and wavered upon cheeks of tea-rose. " I suppose I should have to go to church if I went to Eaglemont. It isn't respectable in the country not to go to church. Uncle Solomon and aunt Zeruiah always go, don't they ? " "My father and mother never stay away from public worship," said Robert, recalled from his vision. " In haying-time, though we are tired, and would like absolute rest, we go for the sake of example. Father sometimes nods on a hot day before the preacher gets to ' thirteenthly.' " " I like your father, Mr. Prescott," said Amory respectfully, " and I must beg pardon for calling him uncle Solomon." " Everybody calls him so, though he isn't old." "And your mother, too, seems wonderfully good and just; though I wish she" " I know what you would say : she has an Old Testament way with her. But the poetry and old- world stateliness of the Hebrew Scriptures seem to have taken possession of her." "And Mary well, the young ladies in these hill-towns have sweet and charming manners in a sun-bonnet, raking after a cart" The conversation came to a sudden close. As MAN PROPOSES. 17 a covey of partridges is hushed when the hawk sails overhead on widespread wings, so the small- talk ceased when the short, heavy step of Mr. Gibbs was heard. All were as diligent as if to enter figures in blank books had been the special end of their creation. The junior paused at Robert's desk, and asked if Mr. Prescott had come. Being answered in the negative, he said in an irritating voice, " Late. Better attend to business. Need for him." Robert and Amory exchanged glances, and went on with their work. 18 MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER II. IT was true, as Mr. Gibbs tersely remarked, that Mr. Prescott was late in getting to business. His breakfast was over ; and he sat in a small room ad- joining the open conservatory windows, smoking a cheroot while he looked over " The Advertiser." The house stood on Mount Vernon Street, fair to the sun ; and the windows would have been flooded with genial light, had not the rich but sombre Egyptian draperies interposed to make a fashiona- ble gloom. It was June, and nearly everybody had gone to Nahant, or Newport, or Mount Desert, every- body whom Mrs. Prescott cared to know, but up to this time Mr. Prescott had been unwilling to leave. Madam was seated near by, busy with a pile of soft Berlin wool, that looked as if it were the end of a rainbow that had been tangled in spooling. The air came in from the conservatory, cool, dewy, and fragrant; and the light on the lady's face was flecked with soft green shades. Mrs. Prescott was what people call a fine woman, with clear complexion, large humid eyes, and a well-rounded figure, so becoming to a dame of forty-five. Something in her manners and MAN PROPOSES. habitual expression testified to her English origin ; and in truth few women of American birth at her age retain such fresh features and elasticity of movement. Her luxuriant, ruddy-brown hair was lightly streaked with gray ; and, while a part of its abundance drooped on both sides of her face, the remaining strands were gathered and coiled above her head, and, with laces and a soft pink ribbon, formed a striking and becoming coiffure. Her husband was a man of near sixty years, of medium height, plainly dressed, but exquisitely neat, and remarkable only for the singular depth and brilliancy of his eyes. His features were sub- dued in expression, a habit formed by steady thought and by the exercise of caution in busi- ness ; but his eyes, and the lines about his mouth, showed at once the quickness of his intellect and the impulsive generosity of his nature. " Really, Mr. Prescott, it is time for us to leave town. The summer is coming in earnest, and we can't stay longer." " June, my dear, is the finest month in the year in Boston. Just think what a glorious resort the Common would be at this season if it were only in Newport." Here the cheroot was raised to an angle of forty-five degrees, bearing east by south towards the lady. " But it isn't in Newport ; and it might as well be built over, for all the good it does us. We can't walk there." " And why not, my dear ? " 20 MAN PROPOSES. " Why, you know the malls are always filled with country cousins, and strollers that have nothing to do, and people that go holding each other's hands; and the seats are occupied with queer, staring couples." There was a shrug or shiver of disgust. "Part of the entertainment, my dear. These strange folks make the walks a study. And they can't spoil all the fresh air, nor use all the green shade, nor monopolize the blue sky." " No ; but refined people like privacy. These low cads and shop-girls would make the finest park vulgar. No .lady in society is ever seen on the Common, except in crossing to St. Paul's on Sunday morning." " So much the worse for them." " But truly, Mr. Prescott, can't we go to New- port, or perhaps to Narragansett ? " " You can go, my dear." " Of course I shall not go without you. Is it business, or what is it, that makes you want to stay after everybody has gone ? " " I haven't a doubt that a census would show as many people in Boston now as in winter, per- haps more." " You know I don't mean that. Our set makes the world for us, our church, our club." "If the population were less by one, and I could name that one, I might go." " Is it a riddle ? ' Less by one ! ' What one ? " " Gibbs." MAN PROPOSES. 21 There was a volume of meaning in his look as he uttered the word. Mrs. Prescott looked at him with a puzzled expression, an expression that soon deepened into pain as she saw in the depths of his clear eyes the strength of his feeling. They were silent for a moment ; but swift cur- rents of sympathy, coursed to and fro. After a while he went on, as if talking to himself, " Gibbs is a devil-fish skulking at the bottom of the sea. His eye takes in the opportunities, and he has tentacles ready for unwary fish." " You frighten me. How can a junior partner harm the head of the house ? " " It remains to be seen which of us is the head. If he gets the upper hand, I don't look for any sentiment on his part, nor any forbearance. The interest of Gibbs is all that interests him." " So we must lose the summer for the sake of Mr. Gibbs?" " / must. I don't intend to be absent a day." Mrs. Prescott sat fuming in her feminine way, much like a large spoiled child ; and her husband went on smoking. In an alcove connected with the drawing-room, on the opposite side, an alcove of some size, lighted from above, and specially constructed for the grand piano, Phoebe was running over a new song, humming the air at times, and then dis- entangling knotty places in the accompaniment. Tints of rose in the draperies of the alcove cast a warm reflection upon her face ; and her luxuri- 22 MAN PROPOSES. ant hair showed fine points of light, relieved by deep masses of shade. Her fine soft eyes were fixed on the music, her lips curved apart in her eagerness ; and the exercise of her faculties, and her delight in the composition, were seen in a heightened but still refined glow, and in a rapt expression which painters strive to imitate, but which is never seen in life except as the sign and seal of genius. So she sang and played, by turns, with all her soul. Mr. Prescott, as he sat, could see the illumi- nated profile of his darling, although most of the alcove was in a rosy shadow. The music was interrupted now and then, and Phoebe's face would wear a look of impatience. By and by it appeared that the leaves of the song were turned by another. Was it a fancy, or did she once or twice raise her shoulder, with an urgent feminine shrug, as if to be rid of some annoyance ? The leaves were turned again, as if lay some meddle- some hand interfering with her practice. Then once or twice she turned her head as if to hear something, and meanwhile her face showed suc- cessive waves of color. More interruptions fol- lowed ; and soon all the variations in the scale of expression were seen, as if curiosity, vexation, dignity, shrinking, and then terror and anger, animated her in turn. Mrs. Prescott had put down her work, and was looking at the plants in the conservatory windows. Mr. Prescott still affected to smoke ; but the che- MAN PROPOSES. 23 root soon lost fire, and he chewed the end of it with silent fury, until it became a shapeless wad of tobacco. The piano had ceased, and the voice of song also ; but Mr. Prescott saw, rather than heard, Phoebe talking in a low voice, but with an electric energy of manner; and meanwhile her eyes lost their sweet look, and her cheeks grew velvety red. She was no longer a girlish St. Cecilia, but was on the eve of some angry outburst. Mr. Prescott, whose senses were sharp, and whose deductions were quick, was at first inclined to blaze out with an oath. But he thought of his wife, and he hated a scene, and therefore restrained himself. He only rose, and yawned audibly, and made some intentional bustle by overturning an ottoman, jarring his chair against the table, and then walking with some energy across the draw- ing-room, as if going to the alcove. He did not enter the alcove : it was not neces- sary. Phoebe came out with a swift step, and, half hiding her reddened and tearful face, slipped into the hall, and ran up the front-stairs. The step-son Roderick also came out from the recess, calm and self-possessed, whistling the air of the new song, and, sauntering towards the conserva- tory, took a cheroot, and lighted it. Then with a pleasant nod to his step-father, and a by-by to his mother, the young man crossed over to the hall, selected a fanciful stick, and went out. The most careful observer would have failed to detect any 24 MAN PROPOSES. sign of compunction, or any consciousness of impropriety. He looked as composed, and void of offence, as a cat just from a cream-pot. Mr. Prescott regarded him silently, but not with his usual calmness. On the contrary, his jaws were firmly set ; the full veins showed in his temples ; and his eyes were almost phosphorescent. But he sat down again, smoked rather furiously, and seemed struggling with painful emotions. " I wonder how long this is to go on," he said at length, thinking aloud. " What is it, my dear ? " asked Mrs. Prescott. " Roderick is twenty-five, isn't he ? " "Yes: twenty-five last October. You know his birthday is the anniversary of Trafalgar, when his great-grandfather, the admiral" "Yes, I remember. But he isn't an admiral, nor on the way to become one. And what he will arrive at is the question." Mrs. Prescott looked inquiringly at this abrupt turn. " As we have brought him up to do nothing," he went on, " I suppose the best thing we can do now is to get him married off. That is the phrase, I believe, married off, like the periodical sales of surplus live-stock." " I hope he will marry some time ; but he is young yet, and he should have his pleasure." " Oh, never fear ! he'll have that, married or single. Do you think he has any notion of set- tling down ? " MAN PROPOSES. 25 Mrs. Prescott was somewhat embarrassed. For her part, she had decided that her son should marry Phoebe, if she could bring it about; but she did not like to put her thought in words. " Since I have adopted him, and he is no longer a Courteney, but Roderick Prescott, I am respon- sible for him ; and I confess that I don't like to see the frivolous period spun out too long. He is a boy no longer." " His great-grandfather the admiral was a gay youth too." "So I have heard; but a sea-fight sobered him." "And made him glorious." " Yes, I know. You see, my dear, if I am to have a bout with Gibbs " "Must I always hear of that man? Isn't it enough that I give up Newport on his account?" "Not at all. I must consider those I have to lug with me. Roderick doesn't count for help. He is among those that have to be carried." Mrs. Prescott did not feel at ease. Her hus- band's remarks were barbed arrows in her soul. She did not exactly cry; but her breathing was short, and her color came in pulsing tides. " While you talk of what you have 'to carry,' you are grudging a share for Phcebe too, I suppose?" " I grudge nothing to any, neither to Phrebe nor Roderick. Every one, however, has to be con- sidered. And, speaking of Phoebe, what is she doing now ? " 26 MAN PROPOSES. " She reads Virgil twice a week with your nephew Robert, and she has lessons in music and Italian from Signer Belvedere : that is all." " Hm ! Robert is a fine fellow. Belvedere, too, seems a gentleman." " Phoebe is wonderfully prudent and self-respect- ing." " So I believe," thinking with renewed wrath of the recent scene. " I think she is fond of Roderick," this with some caution, in a tentative way. " Of Robert, did you say ? " " No, my dear : I said she was fond of Roder- ick." "Yes, I've no doubt. She ought to be very fond of him." "They have been brought up like children together." " Yes ; like a terrier and kitten, paw and claw." " And I have been thinking" " And I too." " Ah ! you think Robert should look for a rich wife?" "If I live, and struggle through with Gibbs, Phoebe will want nothing. I shall see to that," " She is a dear girl." " I have said a thousand times she is like my own flesh and blood." "And Roderick is not" (apprehensively). " No ; but I shall look out for him." MAN PROPOSES. 27 The steady look meanwhile was like the sight of a rifleman. Mrs. Prescott could not penetrate her husband's thoughts. All that he had uttered was open and free ; but still she felt there was something in his mind that she could not divine. She shifted the topic of conversation. " Don't you think we should make another effort to find out her parentage ? " "No, my dear. We should only come upon some good-for-nothing adventurer, who would want to sell her, and, if he could not drive a good bargain, tear her from us. But we have a right to adoj)t her, and in about a year she will be her own mistress. So she reads Virgil with Robert ? Well, she might do worse." "I suppose Robert will soon be leaving the office." " Probably. His year is about up." " I am sorry he doesn't join the church, and be ordained by a bishop, instead of throwing himself away. I can't bear to think of him as a as a sectary. How noble he would look in the robes ! lie has a better figure than father Carl ton. And such a charming spiritual expression ! " " Better not let his mother hear you ! Aunt Zer- uiah, as the country people call her, would tear the robes off his back. ' Mark of the Beast ' would be her mildest phrase." " I heard of some very unkind words she said because we had the altar candles lighted in our oratory at the solemn music on Good Friday/' 28 MAN PROPOSES. " Well, it was a little sentimental, wasn't it, to have a string quartet playing dolefully by candle- light, and the family and friends sniffing as if at a funeral?" Mrs. Prescott looked a mild reproach. " By the by, when Roderick comes in from his walk, ask him to step down and see me before dinner." When alone, Mrs. Prescott had plenty to think of. She was anxious for her son, whose hold upon her husband's regard and affection she saw was loosening. She lived chiefly for the graceless youth, and had shielded him often from his step- father's anger. She loved the girl Phoebe too : but it was interest that prompted her to desire her marriage with Roderick; for she felt sure that Phoebe would some day have a good share of Mr. Prescott's property, and it would be so comforta- ble not to let it go out of the family. Various reasons had combined to keep the girl in seclusion. She had not been acknowledged as a daughter. She was not a Prescott, nor any thing but " Phoebe." She attended no parties or balls, had no friends among the young ladies who lived in the neighborhood, no confidant nor intimate. Having a quick mind, perhaps more reflective than observant, she lived in an interior world of romance, peopled with great and heroic men as well as beautiful and brilliant women. The only persons of all the living she knew (besides her old foster-mother, Mrs. Maloney) were those of Mr. MAN PROPOSES. 29 Prescott's family, his nephew (her Latin teacher), and her music-master, Signer Belvedere. These were but few; but they formed Phoebe's world. In such a life the character of each friend becomes momentous. In such a life an ingenuous girl may become frank and outspoken like Miranda, with- out a thought of overstepping the line of delicacy. Mrs. Prescott knew little of Phosbe's interior world ; but she was conscious of having neglected a mother's duty towards her, and hoped to make late amends. But the chief subject of her thoughts, and the object of her fear and dislike, was her husband's partner Gibbs. This feeling did not arise from any real knowledge of the man : it was only because she saw the success of his schemes would lower the position of her family. And without her establishment, her church, her son, and the Plato Club, the world would be empty, and life not worth living. Gibbs, in this view, was the sum of all evil. Shs was in terror ; and what made it agonizing was the sense of utter helplessness. 30 MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER III. SIGNOR BELVEDERE'S apartments were on the third floor of a fine but old-fashioned house, whose windows opened upon a pleasant vista of grassy slopes and full boughed trees. Two rooms and a closet sufficed for his modest wants. In one was an upright piano in ebony case with gilt ornaments ; in the other a capacious sofa, that might be a bed in disguise. In both rooms there were book-shelves in every nook, and along the base-boards; brackets supported antique casts; pictures, sketches, and prints covered all available spaces upon the walls ; and, instead of curtains, exquisite flowering plants in pots of majolica filled the windows, not wholly obstructing the prospect, but tempering the light by soft green glooms, and filling the air with delicate scents. To a stranger the rooms were full of pleasant surprises. Though seemingly devoted to elegant ease, if not to luxury, they contained sufficient for the ministry of common needs. The porcelain stove (a German contrivance) had bright sauce- pans and kettles stored away in its pagoda-like top. In the wall there were panels that swung open when touched, and showed glass and china, MAN PROPOSES. 31 silver-ware, and table cutlery. An ottoman in a corner, if examined closely, proved to be both a wash-hand stand, and an ice-chest. Behind rows of books were receptacles for eggs, macaroni, canned mushrooms, truffles, and sweetmeats. A bamboo reclining chair was also a library table, with drawers for stationery and letters. The lit- ter and annoyance which usually attend house- keeping, and which make life odious to sensitive people, were wholly wanting. In short, the rooms, though packed with ingenious contrivances, like a London dressing-case, seemed to the casual visitor to be steeped in the air of delicious idleness. Signor Belvedere was above fifty years of age, tall and spare, but active and graceful. He wore a. full white beard, and his iron-gray hair was closely cut around swelling temples ; while above rose his bald head like a dome, a fitting crown for a noble figure. He would have been a vision of antique beauty, but for the large bulbous glasses that shaded his deep-set gray eyes. But not even the glasses could conceal the fire and softness of the orbs, nor the full, dark lashes that fringed them. It may be added that he had the exube- rant feeling and taste of an artist, and the serene manners of a prince. Something of finesse and caution belongs to all the race that produced Macchiavelli, and Signor Belvedere was naturally velvet-footed in movement ; but a more ardent soul than his was never pent in clay. He seemed to have stepped out of a picture of the middle 32 MAN PROPOSES. ages, at a time when art, poetry, and knightly courtesy were born. He had completed his morning toilet, though not without some trouble. The laundress had ironed off a shirt-button, and he was fain to secure the plaits of the bosom, white as snow, and unstarched, with a quaint mosaic brooch. The bit of color showed fairly under the soft waves of his snowy beard. " It is unusual," he said to him- self as he looked in a mirror ; " but it is not-a unbecoming." One black silk stocking had a hole in it. " ' A solution of the continuity,' as-a my friend the philosopher would say." He could mend it, if there were time, as he could turn his hand to any thing ; but breakfast was to be accomplished. He took another stocking : that had a hole also ; but luckily, as he observed, after thrusting his thin, nervous hand into it, "the apertures" were "not co-extensive nor co-terminous." So he drew the one long, slender, glossy stocking over the other, triumphant. "In-a my slippers," said he "the hole will not-a show." The slippers of leopard- skin were perhaps incongruous ; for every other part of his costume was black and unobtrusive. Opening one of the cupboards, of which the room seemed as full as a stage-scene made ready for a Christmas pantomime, he set a few dishes upon the table. His alcohol lamp was already burning, and there was a supply of boiling water ready to be dashed upon his fragrant coffee, MAN PROPOSES. 33 freshly roasted and pounded, and to fill the cod- dler for his eggs. He raised a small slide, fitted in grooves at the end of a wooden tube that inclined forward, and let an egg roll out. He looked at the date pencilled upon the shell, and saw that it was recent; then he let another roll into his hand. By this means every egg in the inclined tube that served for a repository had been turned over, a wise precaution, as every observ- ing housekeeper knows. An orange, the two coddled eggs, a roll, and a cup of coffee, a large Sevres cup, furnished him an ample breakfast. It was half-past nine, and time for his pupils. He did not indulge in smoking until after dinner. From the closet he brought a something that looked like a small churn operated by a crank. He put in it the few dishes, poured in hot water, and in a moment the cleansing was accomplished. His fingers were as delicate as a queen's, and his ingenuity had been devoted to saving them from contact either with dirt or hot water. Viands and dishes were put up ; the secret recesses were closed ; the room put off its workaday air, and, but for the faint lingering fumes of coffee, was as odorless as a gal- lery of sculpture. There was a slight tap at the door. Signer Bel- vedere rose and opened it, holding it open with stately politeness for his visitor. A tall and beau- tiful girl entered with a light step, and with only a faint smile of greeting. 34 MAN PROPOSES. " Good-morning, Miss Phaybe. You are quite-a punctual." " Yes, professor. I started early ; and, for a lon- ger walk, I came by the path under the lindens. I have been enjoying the fresh air, and I thought I might be late." " How oft-en must I request you, my dear youngg lady, not to call-a me ' professor ' ? Ever-y player of guitar, or snapper of castanets, or boxer, or hitter of shoulders, ever-y quack and boot-a- black in this great country, is ' professor.' " His speech was rapid and energetic ; but his eyes were corruscating in merry twinkles, and his white teeth glistened under the curves of his mustaches. On her part, there was an evident effort in her politeness and in her assumed cheer- fulness. " Pardon me ! " the said. " I spoke without thought : I know better. Yet you are generally called so." She was standing by the front-window, as if to turn her countenance away from the light. The brilliant greenery in the window, studded with blossoms, and flecked with sunlight, formed an ap- propriate background for an enchanting picture. This the quick eye of the artist saw ; but there was something in her manner that excited his sur- prise. " Take a seat, Miss Phaybe. You are perhaps agitated. It is far from the street, and there are many stairs. Your breath comes with-a difficulty. Please to take a seat." MAN PROPOSES. 35 She hesitated ; and her looks, though dark and sad, were inscrutable. The color seemed to heighten even while her teacher was regarding her. She was in girlish dress, a light fawn-color with scarlet edges ; but she had never seemed so tall before. She appeared to rise visibly to a stately height as she stood there, so that the rather short skirt began to look out of place. Her full and naturally brilliant eyes were now charged with emotion, but inflamed and tearless. The plain chip hat, and the full shining braids of black hair, did not seem to belong to her : it was as if some queen of tragedy had put on the head- dress of a schoolgirl. This was not the bright and cheerful creature whose coming had always been like a sunbeam. She was persuaded to sit; but she did not remove her hat, and she kept her roll of music in her hand. " Some-a thing troubles you, Miss Phaybe," he said. But here he checked himself, with the thought that it was not delicate to invite a young girl's confidence ; and, changing the intended sen- tence, he added, " but we will try the les-son. It is a lovely melody ; and, in the high and pure at- mosphere of Mozart, we will-a forget whatever is annoying." " I cannot sing, " she said. It was as if all the sorrows of all her sex had found expression in those three words. Her look was not so melan- choly as it was abstracted, or perhaps indicative of a slowly receding storm of anger, 36 MAN PROPOSES. Signer Belvedere was puzzled. He opened the piano, ran his fingers lightly over the keys, struck handsful of pathetic minor chords, and then, as if after struggling with them, wrested the secret sor- row, and turned them perforce into new and joyous combinations. Leading up to the melody of the lesson, the piano sang it like a prima donna. It was a call, he thought, that the heart of a singer could not resist. He looked at his pupil with an eloquent interrogation as he was ending the strain ; but she shook her head, and dropped her eyes. "I don't know that I shall take lessons at least now. I am going away I must leave my, that is, Mrs. Prescott. I I may have to care for myself, and there will be no money for les- sons." There were no sobs, only the same steady, unreadable looks. He left the instrument, and sat down near her, looking at her fixedly but tenderly. "And pray what has happen-ed ? Mistress Prescott loves you like a mother, does she not?" " Yes ; Mrs. Prescott is good to me. I ought to like her for mere gratitude, and I do like her. She is kind." " She is religious ? " " Yes, she is devoted to her church. I suppose you know she has a room with stained-glass win- dows, and religious pictures, and kneeling hassocks for morning and evening prayers, an oratory." " Engleesh ! " said the teacher with a comic shrug. MAN PROPOSES. 37 " I suppose so. You know she was born in England, and has relatives living in Lancashire. If you are much with her, you will hear of her famil}-, especially of her grandfather, the Admiral who fought at Trafalgar." This coldly critical tone was quite unusual. Phoebe was naturally affectionate, and inclined to playfulness; and it seemed now as if she were piqued, and seeking reasons to justify her ill tem- per. " Mr. Prescott is he not good also ? " " The dearest good man that ever lived. He is all goodness. I am sorry for him." " You are-a sorry for him, eh?" " Yes. His partner is Mr. Gibbs. Do you know him ? I think Mr. Prescott is afraid of him. Mr. Prescott is domestic, and cares little for fashion. And the stepson" As she paused, the teacher's eyes wore a keen look. " And-a the stepson ? " " The stepson Roderick, who now has the step- father's name, is a person of whom" She set her lips firmly, and was silent. "And-a the stepson is the person with whom Miss Phaybe is angry ? " What she thought was unutterable : what he was the course of the story may show. As he then appeared to her, he was a person for whom she felt something like contempt. His slight and elegant figure was before her, as when, dressed in faultless costume, he was sauntering towards the 38 MAN PROPOSES. club. She had marked his smiles for people of condition, and his polished indifference or inso- lence to others. She had seen his levity, and his respectful disrespect to his parents ; and she had felt an aversion to any personal contact with him which could be expressed only by inarticulate sounds and by certain urgent feminine adjectives. She believed him a smooth hypocrite, a selfish seeker of pleasure, without conscience or honor. Not that she had cultivated the power of analysis, or could have put in due phrases her view of his character. That was the way he had affected her. Her silence was significant, and the teacher made a tack. " You have been my pupil, Miss Phaybe, four-a years; is it not so? And before that before you lived with Mistress Prescott where was your home ? " " Mrs. Maloney, a washer-woman, brought me up. I do not remember my parents. I have only a faint recollection of the looks of my mother." "I shall-a respect Mistress Maloney from this time. There are many noble people of the Irish race, but it is evident that you are not-a one of them. Your figure, your eyes, the contour of your face, your complexion, are more trustworthy as evidence than a register of baptism. The Eng- lish have a blunt but expressive saying, 'Blood will tell.' You have, as I read you, the hair and eyes of an Italian mother, and the height, the MAN PROPOSES. 39 erectness, the profile, and the brilliant complexion of an English father. But it-a does not matter. You are a good girl, and my dear, splendid pupil ; and I am proud of you." Phoebe's eyes began to grow misty. The con- jectures as to her parentage did not interest her greatly ; as all previous inquiries in her behalf had been baffled, and she had settled into contented ignorance. But her teacher's sudden tenderness touched her. " And I shall give you lessons so longg as you will come. If the worst comes, and who but the All-Wise knows what is the worst? you can singg. You will have success. You will capti- vate." Phoebe still meditated. "I suppose," he continued, "that it has lately come to the knowl- edge of some young gentlemen, that you are no longer a tall and large schoolgirl, that you are a young lady, and handsome, a per-son to be lov-ed." His tone was airy and pleasant ; but the words brought a- deeper flush to her cheeks. She hastily sought to parry. "I might give lessons to beginners," she said, " or sing in a choir." " Ah, that is easy, if you do not-a get married. While you singg, you must give your life to your art. Per-haps you will prefer to marry ? There is a beautiful vista in the future for every young lady, her own especial private vista ; but at the end of ever-y one is a church with a bridal party coming out of it, and she knows who is wearing the orange-blossoms." 40 MAN PROPOSES. She almost smiled at his raillery, but soon became grave again. " I hope to get something to do, for I must. I cannot stay with Mrs. Pres- cott." " Don't be rash, my dear young lady ! We must not-a give the world more to talk about than we can-a help. The stepson Roderigo may be a gay impertinent ; but his mother " " It is his mother who schemes for him. If any one were likely to share Mr. Prescott's fortune, as, perhaps, I might, she would try to unite that share with her son's. She has even told me so." It was in a swift, angry way that she spoke, and to her great mortification the moment after. " What frankness ! It is-a like the sweet sim- plicity of the golden age ! And so you do not-a love him ? " "I detest him more every day. When he did not appear to notice me, I liked him better." "And so you have blossom-ed into his-a lord- ship's notice, eh? I am not-a your father con- fessor; but is this all?" She thought it was much, and more than enough ; but she did not answer his question. She remembered vividly that her protector's nephew, Robert Prescott, had manifested a most eager interest, not only in her studies but in her welfare, and had seemed bent upon giving himself the sole charge of her future, whether she would or no. Signor Belvedere was riot her father confessor, and she only blushed in silence. MAN PROPOSES. 41 Signer Belvedere observed her slight confusion, and forbore. But he returned with his fatherly advice. "My dear youngg-a lady, it is a very impor- tant step. I beg of you take-a time to think. Do not count on getting new friends like the old ones. A new social status is not always practica- ble, if desirable. There are per-sons now, old fellows, to be sure, who will-a consider your welfare as their own. Remain, I ask you, as a father, I ask you, remain with Mistress Prescott for a few days, a week. I cannot-a say what I will do ; but I will do something. Who knows but the young man Roderigo will go to the war ? All the young fellows are going ; capitanos, colo- nels, in plenty. Perhaps he, too, will march away, vhistling, ' The girl I left behind me.' " She did not answer. Her mind was so fixed in the idea of seeking a new home, that her teacher's arguments had no force. No matter at what cost, she must get away. She felt that she could not meet Mrs. Prescott nor her son. But her resolve, like the secret of her disquiet, was kept in her own breast. " And what of the other young man, the other Prescott ? I have seen him but once ; but I shall not-a soon forget his picturesque face, his athletic form, his flowing brown hair, and eyes of steel-blue." It was still in a light and pleasant tone that he spoke ; but the effect was evident. Phoebe's con- 42 MAN PROPOSES. fusion was increased ; but in a moment the expres- sion of her eyes visibly softened. " He has been a divinity student," she said with some effort, " and he intends to be a missionary." "A missionary! in partibus infidelium. And so you don't want to go to Asia, no, nor to Africa, nor yet to convert the heathens of Roma, or of Paris. And perhaps you do not Aspire to be the sposa of a priest at all ? " Phrebe struggled with some rising thought, but answered in a mild voice, " Perhaps I shall have a career of my own. I hope to follow my art." " Brava ! But I am afraid, after all, you will follow your heart." Phoebe laughed : her rigid ill humor had begun to soften. The master rose and went to the piano. Once more he played the chords of Voi che sapete, and looked wistfully at her. She came to his side, and began the song. The unusual excitement had given a new energy to her nerves. Her lovely face was radiant with the heightened feeling. Her breast heaved with deep and sustained respi- rations. Her voice poured out in grand volume, but obedient in every swelling wave to the con- trol of the mind. The phrases were exquisitely marked, and blended into an artistic unity. It was the magnificent utterance of a cultured singer, who, though long trained, had never before put forth her strength, and had never ap- parently been conscious of it. In one step she had reached the pinnacle. MAN PROPOSES. 43 When she ceased, there was a silence that tin- gled. The master had inadvertently moved side- wise to the sunny window, and was looking at a rare Japanese plant decked with sweet-smelling white blossoms. As he returned with a sprig of glistening leaves and blossoms in his hand, Phoebe noticed that he had furtively put away his hand- kerchief, and that his usually serene features showed the liveliest emotion. A mocking-bird, that up to this time had been good-humoredly pip- ing some simple notes over his seeds, now struck up a brilliant strain, shooting through scales and variations with dazzling rapidity, trilling as if his little heart were throbbing with ecstasy, and then lapsing into tones of delicious languor. It was a gay counterpart of the song, the bird's version of the sentiment against the young prima donna's. Signor Belvedere, pointing to the cage with an assumed gallantry (for in his heart he was so en- raptured that his joy was like a pain), exclaimed, " My bird, Miss Phaybe, saves me the necessity of compliment. What I could not utter, his songg has exemplified. It is not to every one that this intelligent feather-ed critic gives his praise. Be- lieve-a me, I never heard bird or damsel singg so before. Wear this little flower, if you will. It will fade ; but I shall not-a forget." He turned his back and whipped out his handkerchief, and then added, "I have something of cold in-a my eyes." She was so much affected by his sudden change 44 MAN PROPOSES. of manner and by the intensity of feeling in his tones, that she could not utter a word of reply. She silently grasped his hand, then flung a kiss to the bird, who was still trilling and caracoling gayly, and lightly stepped down the stairs as if descending from the heavens. " She is a good girl," he soliloquized, " and she is an inspir-ed singer, one born to reveal the glory of music to the world." He looked at his watch. It was eleven o'clock. "Two more pupils this morning. Oh the thick ugly voices ! I cannot-a bear them. After that song those notes of an angel ? No. The air is clear. The east wind has blown away the dull odors, and has left a sweet breath in heaven. I will promenade. No more lessons to-day." He selected a Malacca stick from the sheaf of fencing-foils suspended over the mantel, put on his invariable black coat, and walked out. MAN PROPOSES. 45 CHAPTER IV. ROBERT PRESCOTT in his heart was chiefly a poet. He was devoted to his intended calling, and sincerely religious ; but he looked at religion, as he did at nature, through the medium of imagi- nation ; and with him truth and beauty were har- monized. He had never wrought out a stanza; but duty in any guise to him looked noble, and the world was always a pictured poem. The bright flower of poetry in youth is love ; but before this the severe student had not recognized it. His pupil in Virgil was but lately developed from a tall and rather awkward girl into a magni- ficent woman ; and the amateur grammar-master fancied himself the first to observe the phenome- non. There is a spring every year; but when the warm days come, and the poplars have a sheen of silver, and the horse-chestnuts are seen in an emerald haze, when the pear-trees are studded with white clusters, and the apple-trees spread their tops like huge pink bouquets, it seems dways as miraculous as if it were a special display of the Lord of gardens. Year by year, too, these ungainly schoolgirls, with short dresses and long braids, with unshapely arms, and apparently large 46 MAN PROPOSES. feet, are developed into the roundness, the sweet dignity and grace of young womanhood ; and every one witnesses the change with a new sur- prise. Robert Prescott thought from the first that he had never seen a girl that promised to become so fine a woman. She appeared sensible, modest, delicate to a fault, and capable of enthusiasm. Through the year this conviction had grown stronger; and now, at the time of this morning walk, he was conscious of trying to suppress a glowing and all-absorbing passion. It is apparently the belief of some that every man when in love loses his intellectual character and power of expression, and that he must neces- sarily stammer out his passion in short pointless sentences, such as the shallow and thoughtless use. It was not so with Robert Prescott. Accus- tomed to silent meditation, animated by one great and absorbing purpose, accustomed to blend all thoughts and delights with the service of God, accustomed, too, to thinking in set phrases, as if framing homilies or prayers, his exuberance of poetry and piety appeared to have been thought out beforehand ; when, in fact, his strong and steady flow of speech was but the fusion of all feelings and ideas in a solemn yet uplifting love of the Divine Being. It was not for such a man, when once aroused, to content himself with timid monosyllables in the presence of his beloved. He had broken away MAN PROPOSES. 47 from the office of Prescott & Co. by some resist- less impulse, and strode out for a walk. As he neared the Common, the elms seemed to wave him a welcome, and the long brown malls opened invit- ingly. Cool airs played with his hair as he raised his hat under the shade ; and the peace of the blue heaven came through the open-work of leaves. He was mentally putting things in order for a return to his higher duties. The image of his pupil, spelling her way through the Latin lesson, or singing in her grand and natural way, he would not allow himself to contemplate. He compelled himself to think of his preparations and his depart- ure, perhaps- to a foreign land. But there was a figure not far distant, moving with a graceful step, and it began to grow famil- iar. Should he turn, and walk the other way ? Phoebe, after leaving the master, walked briskly along, her steps keeping time to the inspiring strains that still rang in her ears. She' did not wish to meet the family in such a state of excite- ment, for she knew her cheeks were like blood peaches; and, in truth, the more she thought of it, the idea of returning home at all was insup- portable. She had no definite purpose beyond that of enjoying a walk and of considering what she was to do ; and she entered the Common, and turned into a narrow path that led to a broader mall under old trees veiled in tender green. The birds overhead sang incessantly : it seemed to her that they knew their auditor, and rejoiced in her. 48 MAN PROPOSES. Sparrows hopped along on either side, looking up at her saucily, and now and then stopping to flutter over a dusty spot as if taking a sand-bath. Nursery-maids with stout arms, and with faces unwriukled by care, were pushing jolly young aristocrats about in perambulators. Pigeons cooed and loitered, or strutted and sidled, and came up fearlessly to get the crumbs which the children threw. But Phosbe met no one whom she knew ; and she enjoyed the luxury of the grateful shade, and the cooling wind upon her still glowing cheeks. If one wishes to be unobserved by the world of fashion, a shady mall among the loveliest sights and most soothing sounds is the safest re- treat. She had not brought her meditations to any point, but was still drifting in a sea of revery, when she was aware of a firm, springy step behind her, every moment coming nearer. In- stinctively turning, she saw Robert Prescott. Phoebe's look, as she paused for a moment, was unmistakably one of frank surprise and pleasure ; but Robert was disconcerted and unready. The sense of coming difficulties oppressed him. The very sincerity of his respect for womanhood, and the fervor of his hidden affection, made him hesi- tate awkwardly. He had always envied in men of the world their easy and triumphant approach to women, and was vexed with himself that he, who had a right to be unabashed, and frank in manner, in the presence of the best, should never be able to do as he would. MAN PROPOSES. 49 Hs took off his hat, bowed, and smiled ; but a tutor in " deportment " would have seen much in him to criticise. " You come from your lesson, I suppose ? How delightful that I meet you, and on this day, too, when I am about going away from from Bos- ton ! " It was out, though he had just resolved to leave that piece of news till the last. She answered with a sweet gravity, "Are you going away ? Isn't it sudden ? " " Yes, my going is rather sudden ; though I have long intended it." " Just think ! I shall miss the last of the ec- logues ! " " How happy I should be in parting with you to miss nothing more than the eclogues ! " "Oh, surely I didn't mean that I shouldn't miss you too ! You have always been very kind. I thank you very much." " I don't deserve the least thanks, if you are thinking of the lessons. It was pure pleasure, and I was wholly selfish. I wish the lessons had been twice as many, and " As he paused to look at her, she cleverly avoided the expected turn of the sentence. " Does Mr. Prescott, your uncle, know of your going?" " Perhaps not yet. I have just written my res- ignation, and left it on Mr. Gibbs's desk.' " They will miss you at the office." "In business, Phoebe, no one is missed. Another 50 MAN PROPOSES. man will sit at my desk. Every thing will go on as before. Among friends the case is different. It is pleasant, and sad too." They walked on in silence for a moment. The self-denial he had imposed upon himself began to give way before the rising current of feeling. Hardly knowing what he said, or whither his pas- sion was leading him, while a luminous paleness overspread his face, he faltered out in a helpless way, " If I might hope, Phcebe yes, I am sure you must know my secret : I must have told it a thou- sand times as we read together. My eyes have betrayed me, I know, and my voice. O Phoebe ! while I taught you Latin, I was studying a far deeper lesson, a lesson so absorbing, so momen- tous ! A life-time wouldn't be enough. You must have seen it. I have struggled against my feelings in vain. I thought I could be brave ; but . now, with my solemn duty before me, and upon the point of separation, I am the most wretched of mankind." He looked at her beseechingly as if he would read her soul, and find there some encouragement. She did not speak. With a still more earnest tone, he went on, " If I were thinking of myself alone, I would risk every thing, but the favor of my Divine Mas- ter, for your sake. But I have to consider others. You are the idol of my uncle, and I would not win the heart of his darling without his full con- MAN PROPOSES. 51 sent. May I ask him, Phoebe ? With all my soul in my words, may I go to him, and ask his for- giveness for robbing him of you ? " The situation was delicate. She could not tell him of the occurrence of the morning, and what was now in her mind ; but she said earnestly, "Don't, I beg of you, don't go to Mr. Pres- cott!" "But he would not object, not long, if if he knew your happiness were at stake." " I cannot say that cannot say that my happi- ness depends upon any one. I am not happy." There was a sense of loneliness in the tone. " My dear Phcebe, you don't know yourself. If ever woman was" He checked himself. "I mean to say that love and marriage are divinely appointed, and belong of right to the purest souls. Your noble nature will know, must know some time, what it is to love." " I don't know how it may be. I haven't thought of it." This in a low and innocent tone. " May I not hope that at least I do not repel you, that you would think me deserving in a measure of your affection ? " With perfect sincerity she answered slowly, " I have not thought of you, not in the way you speak. You do not repel me ; for I respect you, and trust you. I have not thought of any other feeling towards you." What she did not say was, that she felt herself at a distance from him; that with her respect 52 MAN PROPOSES. and trust was blended the reverence due a supe- rior being ; that his powerful mind and high prin- ciples, to say nothing of his grave ways, made him unapproachable ; and, above all, that his chosen profession was associated in her mind with painful solemnities, with the repression of music and natural gayety, and with the shadows of unending gloom. If she thought of him with admiration, it was blended with awe. Now was the moment when the want of sympathy was a barrier almost like that between the seen and the unseen world. " And so you look up to me ? " "Yes, I must." "I might say the same. I have perhaps some gifts that impress you ; but I am very flesh and blood, brother to the humblest ; and, when I see a pure and gentle soul like yours, I look up to it with the longing of a child for a star." " You don't do justice to yourself. Your whole life is above mine." " This is the inexperience of youth, Phoebe. You are cultivated in your own way. Your feelings are the same." " I don't think so. I have often listened to you. You read as no one else does ; and you find what others do not see, even in a sunset. You seem to have a world of your own." " This is cruel, to place me on an eminence where I do not belong, and to leave me there alone. If you please, I'd rather come down from the pedestal." MAN PROPOSES. 53 Nothing was so stimulating to Robert as the idea of a comparison or of some form of reasoning ; and for the moment his feverish pulse subsided while he endeavored to argue with her about the harmony of different " spheres." " Even if I were such a being I won't say such an idol as you set up, should I find my other self in a woman of masculine force and fibre ? Not so, my dear Phoebe. It is a beautiful para- dox the Creator sets before us, that the touch of a gentle girl's finger is as potent as the grip of an athlete. Did you ever read Jonathan Edwards's letter to the young lady whom he afterwards mar- ried ? and you know what a Titan in mind he was. There is nothing more tender, more beau- tiful, even in Shakspeare. It breathes the fra- grance of love, and you seem to see blossoms of poesy springing up among the simple words." While Robert was philosophizing, Phoebe's agi- tation had time to subside. She delighted in his talk, except when it took a strong personal turn. She had nothing against clergymen in the pul- pit. The rustle of a black gown, when too near, made her shiver. " Perhaps you think me gloomy. I may appear so ; but my thoughts are bright to me ; my soul's horizon is all glorious. I say it with all my heart, only the religious man has the full sense of the loveliness and the poetry of nature ; and it is he who has the highest and least selfish love for woman. Gloomy as you may think me ? I am full 54 MAN PROPOSES. of rapture, even to be near you. For you are so beautiful as I look at you, your noble head, your sensitive eyes every fibre in me is trem- bling with delight." She felt strangely moved by his impassioned manner ; but still with every sentence there was a rustle of the black gown. He, too, felt that he had been sailing on the, wrong tack ; but his strong soul would not mind the helm. He was not urging his suit wholly as a man: though con- scious of the disadvantage, he seemed trying des- perately to carry his theological opinions, his chosen profession, and himself, all together, and win her acceptance of the whole. As Phcebe appeared absorbed in contemplating the smooth gravel of the mall, he went on : " I often think of the Providence that led me here, and to meet with you, the one I would have chosen from among all living. My leaving off study for a year was a cross ; but now I see it was a blessing. My parents you will go some time to Eaglemont, and see them have toiled and saved and prayed for me, not that I might be rich or great, only for the glory of God. For my suc- cess nothing was considered too great a sacrifice. They were content to live meanly, so that I could be fitted for the ministry. I don't feel worthy of such love." It was in a tender, almost pathetic tone he spoke ; and sentence had succeeded sentence as if \& were impelled by some unseen power. But MAN PROPOSES. 55 Phoebe still felt no sense of neawess, and mani- fested no wish to reply. He began to think again that such a high and holy strain might not be the means to win the heart of a bright young woman just out of her teens. "I don't know that I should repeat these things ; but I can't help it. I seem to be un- twisting the inmost strands of my being; and I find my love for the dear ones, and for you, for you, my darling " (somewhat falteringly spoken), are twined with the greater Love which is given us from on high. There they are, all the strands together. I cannot simply say I love you. I do love you ; but I seem to be held with you in the Almighty arms. "Tell me," at length he said, almost despair- ingly, " tell me how I can touch your heart ! I know you are not cold. I am the one at fault. I am the drifting iceberg, bringing a chill into your sunny atmosphere. You have different asso- ciations. God has been for you an awful name perhaps, and you shudder at hearing it, while I am warm in his pervasive light." " I don't think I look at things as you do," she said ; " but the Creator does not seem to me an awful being." "Even the highest natures differ in their con- ceptions of the Infinite : to some his power is revealed ; to others, his love. Two souls may not have an identical view, but they may yet love each other fervently. But why can't we drop 56 MAN PROPOSES. theology? and let me say once more, 'I love you.'" She had been quite willing that theology should be dropped, but not desirous to hear his confession over again. " I can't help thinking of one thing," she said with some hesitation. " I think of the future, yours and mine. I can't think the Creator is less pleased to hear me sing than to hear the birds." " Surely not. Music in itself is pure, refining, ennobling. But I want you first to feel an in- terest in me ; and, if you think my purpose holy, you would have an interest in that too. But I don't even press that now. I want first your love. I will leave the future to take care of itself under the guidance of Divine Wisdom. Believe me, Phoebe, I could die for you. ' Greater love hath no man than this, to lay down his life for his friend.' You see, I can't help quoting Scripture." "But I don't want any one to die for me," she answered with a faint smile. " If I ever have a lover, I want him to live for me." "My dearest, I cannot give you up. I wish I could show you my heart of heart : it has but one image, except my blessed Lord's. Every thing about you suggests beauty and perfume and good- ness. I have seen you visibly blooming like a rosebud. I love you. I have never felt the thrill before, and it can never come again." " I wish I could thank you. I hope I am grate- ful ; but love, they say, comes unbidden. If I MAN PROPOSES. 57 don't love you, how can I ? " She felt a little twinge here, as if this were an unmaidenly ex- pression ; but he had pressed her sorely, and she was driven to frankness. She did not wait for him to reply, but continued, " I beg of you, don't urge me ! While I listen, I am a bundle of feelings ; but that must pass. I must be myself. I should be miserable as a cler- gyman's wife. You almost take away my breath ; you are so earnest; but I fear that you are your- self the reason I don't love you." "But in time you would sympathize with me, and have the same joy that I do." "I don't know. But, Mr. Prescott, this is hardly fair, is it ? I mean, it is not kind to con- tinue this. It is hard to bear." Hitherto she had walked slowly, generally with her eyes fixed on the ground, and had spoken in low and tremulous tones. Now that she had be- gun to make a more active resistance, or self-asser- tion, she raised her head, and, for the first time in her life, confronted the tall lover with something of a courage like his own. " Did you ever think," she continued, " that I may have my own necessity, and perhaps my aspi- ration? that I might have the feelings of an artist, and that I may become a public singer? While you were attending a prayer-meeting, I might be on the stage of the concert-hall or opera." His countenance fell. She saw her advantage. 58 MAN PROPOSES. "My teacher has praised me this morning, praised me to vanity, perhaps, and I feel sure I shall sing. I may have to earn my own living." " Why, you couldn't think of it ! You surely will never leave my uncle ? " " I am sorry to say it ; but I think I shall try to find another home. Even if I stay, I might be unwilling to give up my ideal. You would feel pained, would you not, if any one were to ask such a thing of you? It would be as if your father and mother, and your sweet sister, had lived for you in vain." This was a new view. In the conception of two beings becoming gradually alike in thought and life, it is generally the woman that is expected to assimilate. The young man tried to think how it would look for him to give up the ministry to become the husband of an opera-singer. It was dreadful. In all his previous meditations, if there had been any moulding to be done, woman repre- sented the clay, and man the potter. It was with a great gasp that Prescott said, " I see the gulf between us. I have already said too much. I had hoped your feelings would change ; but I see that cannot be. I shall go into the Mas- ter's field ; but I shall go alone. Birth and death, and a love like mine, happen but once. Fare- well!" " Don't ! " she said eagerly, " don't say those despairing words. You will be happy, as you deserve to be." MAN PROPOSES. 59 His face resumed its solemn expression, but seemed to be illumined by an inward light. His voice faltered. "Do not leave my uncle," he said : " you have a home with those who love you. As a singer, and among strangers, I dread to think what may happen, what indignity you may suffer." " One may suffer indignity anywhere." The words brought an explosion like a thunder- bolt. " What ! Roderick ? Has he dared " She felt her head droop, partly in regret that she had allowed such a hint to escape. " I beg you, be silent," she said. " Infamous, silken reprobate ! " he continued, grinding his teeth. " But perhaps he will get a commission, and go to the war: I have heard it intimated. But I pray you, don't leave my uncle. He doats on you, depends on your love. I don't know what the future is to bring forth; but I have misgivings. I suspect and fear Gibbs. I am afraid the time is near when uncle will need the aid and sympathy of all who love him. Sing, my dear Phoebe, if you must, but don't leave him." Here he halted for a moment. " You just now said ' Farewell.' You are not going to leave at once ? " " Yes, at once. We have rambled wide ; but here is the end of our path. Here I must leave you forever. Pardon me if I don't come to the house to say good-by. I shall drop out of the city quietly, and be forgotten." With a sudden rush 60 MAN PROPOSES. of emotion he said, " May the great Father of us all have you in his hoty keeping ! May your heart be always like a lily in his sight ! God in heaven bless you ! " It was like the invocation of a saint. His eyes were tearless, but unspeakably tender, and the glowing light came again to his face as he turned away. A sensation almost of awe fell upon her as she heard his parting blessing, and saw his rapt soul in his eyes ; and she exclaimed, half aloud, " Oh ! why could I not love that noble man ? " MAN PROPOSES. 61 CHAPTER V. IF Phoebe had lingered, she would have seen on the mall two persons in earnest conversation, whose meeting at such an hour, and away from the business quarter, would have given her cause for thought. Hugh Prescott, her kind protector, and his stepson Roderick, were slowly pacing the walk. The elder walked slowly, as if carrying some un- usual burden. Of the young man some hint has already been given. He was a pattern of the reigning mode in dress and manner. Elegance and an air of studied indifference were plainly visible in his features and carriage. The conver- sation was a long one, and it need not be wholly reproduced. It covered the usual topics of dis- cussion between rich parents and prodigal sons ; such as horses, billiards, clothes, jewelry, wines, cigars, clubs, and accommodation notes. The elder was vehement : the younger was provok- ingly cool. The elder wished the yo uth to know that "the last straw" was not a fabulous growth, but an actual entity : the younger, who had passed through many similar crises, believed that his mother would bring the enraged step-father round, as she had often done before. He made vague 62 MAN PROPOSES. promises of amendment : but the father put no faith in him ; he felt that the youth could be pinned to nothing ; it was time that he should know the worst. " Roderick," said the elder with a deep and earnest tone, " I blame myself greatly for what you are. You are an aimless boy, without fixed principle, or sense of responsibility, without useful education, and contributing nothing to the world, not even a good example." " Fruges consumere natus," interposed the youth, with a satisfied smile. "I am glad you remember three words of Latin," said the father sharply. " I wish I had put you in the counting-room, given you a moder- ate salary, and made you live on it. The time has come when you might have been of use. You have naturally good parts, and I need help. I am pressed to the wall. But you, you are a butterfly ; and I need a man with energy, soul, stability." There was something in the tone of this speech that awakened the young man's curiosity, and repressed the gibe that he was about to utter. " Yes," continued Mr. Prescott, " if you had been trained to business, and had given to it half the zeal you have wasted on extravagances, you might perhaps even now do something." The young man remained silent ; and the elder went on : " I took Mr. Gibbs as a partner, because he had MAN PROPOSES. 63 shown ability as a business man, and because I thought that gratitude, if nothing more, would attach him to my interest. I took him, without capital, fifteen years ago. To-day he has three hundred thousand dollars ; and I I hate to say what I have. You have spent a mint of money. And your mother well, I won't reproach her : she thought my purse had no bottom. She spent for flowers alone, for that last reception, nearly a thousand dollars ; and next day I had to go, hat in hand, to a bank director to have a note extended. What the clergy manage to get out of her for charity, I groan to think of. Our house is the resort of professors, foreign celebrities, un- settled preachers, and the talkers of the Plato Club. But all things have an end. We have spent our income, and more too. It has come to me through my nephew, and, by the by, I am sorry such a level-headed young man is going to be a preacher, it has come to me that Gibbs, who has long been secretly plotting to get me ur,der his thumb, has been intriguing with the corporations owning the mills, whose accounts we have, and expects to force me out, and be himself the sole agent. This he will do, when he is ready, by demanding that the partnership cease, and calling on me to buy or sell. He thinks I can't buy ; and, as mat- ters now look, I surely can't. The result will be that I shall have to retire, an old man without business, without capital, the husband of a once fashionable lady, and the father of a prodigal son." 64 MAN PROPOSES. Roderick hoped the matter was not quite so serious. Mr. Prescott went on : " It is just so serious. The information my nephew gives me, though only vague as to details, tallies exactly with the observations of Amory the clerk, an honest though scatter-brained fellow, and explains some cautious suggestions I have had from friends in the business. In short, Roder- ick, my ruin, your ruin, the ruin of the family, is near at hand. For myself I have a little place in the town where I was born, not far from my broth- er's farm on the old hill in Eaglemont. I can live there. But your mother ? and you ? Now, while I have the money, I offer you a draft of five hun- dred pounds to go to Europe with, or," he con- tinued hesitatingly, " if you should want to go to the war, mind, I don't advise it: God knows I would not put you in the way of a rebel bullet, not half so soon as I would risk it for myself. But many of your set have gone ; and, if you do want to go, I will get you a commission, that is, if I can, and give you a handsome outfit. I don't want to have you here walking about, or tap- ping your boots with a Malacca cane, when I have to suspend payment. I wish you to make your choice. You can go up to Eaglemont (the house shall be your mother's, and I will furnish it comfortably) ; you can take your five hundred pounds, and go abroad ; or, if you feel inclined, freely and without any urging of mine, to volun- teer, that course is open to you. But something is to be done at once." MAN PROPOSES. 65 " I will volunteer," said Roderick suddenly. " God bless you ! " said the father, with a dash of emotion. "You have the pluck of the old admiral, your mother's grandfather. I will see the governor at once, and get you a commission." But here Mr. Prescott's face assumed a serious look : his eyes began to glow, and his breath came fast. "There is one matter which I must speak of ; but it wrings my heart. I am deeply pained to confront you : I would rather lose all I am worth. While it was doubtful what your decision would be, I would not bring it up. I would not use this this wickedness that I suspect you of I would not use it as a weapon against you, to force you away, to expose you to danger. But when you manfully accepted, when you showed that you had some good stuff in you, I thought I must say it must give you a warning, I will call it, in place of an accusation. For it is something that touches the very core of my heart. I mean Phoebe, my darling, my pride. This morning I saw you saw something that staggered me. Your manner was gay and off-hand ; but it did not deceive me. The girl has beauty and modesty ; but she is a woman, and has a heart. You were trifling with her. What you said, God only knows. I don't inquire : I don't wish to know. I know what you did, and that you made the quick color come in her cheeks, made her eyes drop in shamefacedness, continued your advances or 66 MAN PROPOSES. innuendoes, or whatever they were, until she rose in wrath, until she cast upon you the swift glances of anger, of mortified, insulted, indignant virtue, and rushed away. I saw it all, sir. I cannot be mistaken. I fear to lose her. I fear you have outraged her feelings so that she will leave us. And this, sir, was the one strong, irresistible motive I had to separate you from the sweet girl whose tender feelings you have injured. All I have said about my affairs is true to the letter ; but if I had millions I should require you for the present to live elsewhere. A man of my age and standing, sir, does not permit a dependent woman, either of high or low degree, to be trifled with, if he knows it." All this invective came like the torrent that rolls down the valley when a dam gives way. The stepson could do no less than quail before the angry looks and vehement reproaches. He tried to excuse himself, insisted that his conduct was misunderstood, and that he meant no dishonor. " I take you at your word," said Mr. Prescott stoutly. " You meant no dishonor. Then tell her so, in the words and with the deference of a gentleman. You are going away : let the girl and your mother and myself have cause to think kindly of you. You are to be a soldier: be without re- proach, as without fear. God knows I wouldn't be rough to my wife's only son. Let us be united in feeling at home. The outside world has trials enough for us without these." MAN PROPOSES. 67 "I will apologize to Phoebe, and with all due deference," said Roderick earnestly. " Do it, my dear boy, and make me happy. I must leave you : I have an appointment with Gibbs." If Roderick was not the darling his mother thought him, he surely was not quite the villain that Phoebe supposed. As his step-father had inti- mated, his useless life and indefensible conduct were in a great measure owing to his neglected education and to the absence of good influences. He had associated solely with young men who had no duties to perform, and no responsibilities to bear. In their company he had learned the flip- pant speech and supercilious manners that mark fops and profligates. The dignity of labor, the worth of character, the virtue of man and of woman, the duty owing to society, these were topics never mentioned in his set, except with gibes and laughter. So Roderick had grown up, ignorant of every thing useful, familiar only with elegance, learned in club amusements and etiquette, wearing the cool manners of old reprobates and young dandies, regarding his mother as a person to be flattered and cozened, and his step-father as one to be treated with just enough respect to secure the regular allowance. As for Phoebe, he had never be- stowed upon her a thought, any more than upon a pretty servant-maid, not, at least, until her dawn- ing beauty had given some emphasis to his moth- 68 MAN PROPOSES. er's prudent suggestions. Then he began to notice her, to admire her in his lawless fashion, and to delight in bringing blushes to her cheeks. He was a tolerably worthless person as he stood ; but he was not without some good impulses, and it would have been possible even then to make him an honest and reputable member of society. But his mother was occupied with her visiting- list, her church, her oratory, and the Plato Club ; and she did not know that she was rearing a pol- ished heathen in her own house. Roderick be- haved well at table, was never drunk, in her sight, went to church with her on Sunday morn- ings, and performed well his butterfly parts in the refined circles which made her heaven upon earth. That was all she knew. She was ignorant as yet of his conduct towards the orphan under her charge. She had come to admire the girl, and, as we have seen, had set her heart upon her marriage with Roderick. She supposed that the young Sultan had only to throw his handkerchief ; for, of course, no girl in any sta- tion would think of refusing an offer from a young man with such personal and social advantages. Now Roderick must let his mother know that he had not only got a deserved repulse, but had for- feited the girl's respect, and, moreover, that he was going to join a regiment for active service. It was a sad message he had to carry. The situation sobered him, and set him to thinking of various practical matters in new lights. MAN PROPOSES. 69 CHAPTER VI. ROBERT walked swiftly at first, but soon short- ened his steps, and, with bowed head and bent shoulders, slowly traversed the malls, making a long circuit, and returning without premeditation to the place where he had parted with Phoebe. The uprooted tree floating in the current of a river, when it reaches the broad and deep eddy where the black water lazily circles, yields to the force, and all day describes its planetary orbit, rushing down on one curve to be swept slowly back on the opposite one. Robert's mind was such a whirlpool, deep and uncontrollable ; and upon it floated the flower of his love plucked up by the roots. Still swept the black eddy ; and, though the contemplation was maddening, he could not for one moment free himself. It was as if a requiem were chanted in the recesses of his brain, mournful chords that never would modu- late, melodies like the wail of a mother over her first-born, and all blended in a never-ending, always-beginning movement. While in this mood, he was unconscious of the lapse of time, of his own surroundings, of bodily wants, and of the presence of mankind; but he 70 MAN PROPOSES. was made aware of companionship in his walk. Roderick, fresh from the meeting with his step- father, and at once sobered and softened in feel- ing and manner, came up with Robert, and touched him lightly on his arm. Robert's eyes while in repose had something of the vague and wonderful depth which elderly people remember in the look of Webster. They were contem- plative, humorous, or tender, by turns ; but in moments of excitement they blazed with an intol- erably fierce lustre. For one instant the habitual deep and melancholy expression was' turned upon the new-comer ; then, as the parting came to mind, and the terrible hints given by Phoebe were re- called, and it became evident that this was the sleek beast of prey that she was fleeing from, the fierceness shone like an electric flash. " Is it YOU ? " he said. They were simple words ; but Roderick probably never forgot them, nor the look and the tone that accompanied them. The glance was like flashing a sudden light upon a burglar, and the tone was contempt, wrath, and defiance. It was certainly more like the spirit of the pugnacious Peter than of the gentle John. There was still a good deal of the "old Adam " in this young Christian. Practised man of the world as he was, Roderick was surprised, stunned ; but policy and inclination combined to make him patient. " Why, Robert, Mr. Prescott, I should say, you go off like a torpedo ! We have been friends. Can't we re- main so ? " MAN PROPOSES. 71 " A torpedo isn't intended to hoist its friends," said Robert coldly and deliberately. " Then let us see why we are not friends." " I cannot be a friend to one who would sully maiden innocence." Roderick felt the thrust, and began wondering how his rough and luckless wooing had been noised abroad. Not by his step-father, certainly not; his mother did not know it: then by the girl herself! The process of reasoning was short; or rather conscience, like lightning, ran over the lines to the inevitable conclusion. Roderick had the power of thinking on his legs ; or rather his natural sprightliness played in the inner chamber of thought a kind of running accompaniment to his speech. Even as he began his excuses and deprecatory exclamations, his mind was darting back, and making wonderfully acute deductions as to the meaning and implication of the confidence between a rather sedate young preacher, and a tender, shy, and thoroughly mod- est girl, such as he knew Phoebe to be ; a confi- dence, too, that admitted the possible mention or the hint of an indelicacy. The intimacy was cer- tain ; and the fact was not calculated to inspire courage, or fluency of speech. When Robert launched his arrow, he had paused, and was leaning against a tree, throwing out mean- while the light of his steel-blue eyes. Roderick was determined not to be angry, but to stand on guard, to parry, and at last to palliate and belittle 72 MAN PROPOSES. the offence. So, without wincing, he exclaimed, " As a general principle nothing could be more correct. Your friend could not sully maiden inno- cence." "But haven't you attempted it? " There was a dangerous directness about this man. " By no means. I, a destroyer of innocence ! On my soul, no ! Pardon me, you are a clergy- man, or soon to be ; and I am not, and must speak in the way of the world that is not over nice. I don't pretend to have been a Joseph." " I believe you have not been." " But don't wear that awful frown. You look like a prosecuting attorney harpooning a lying witness. I am not the criminal you think." "Have you not driven a friendless girl from your father's house and your mother's protection by your shameful treatment ? " " Not that I know of. Of course you mean Pho3be, a young lady that I am very fond of, one that my mother loves as her own daughter. And, with the feelings I entertain, I shouldn't be very likely to attack rudely the lady I hope to marry." During the last sentence, which was uttered more slowly, the " harpooning " was done by the other party. Roderick watched the effect of his stroke, and was pleased to see that it touched a vital point in his adversary. All the poetry, purity, affection, and pride in Robert's strong MAN PROPOSES. 73 nature, rallied for the defence of Phoebe against this monstrous claim. Though lost to him for- ever, the thought of her in the arms of this rival was worse than the doom of Jephthah's daughter. " You" exclaimed he in a sudden fury, ''you to win the heart of an angel like her ! She is a lily ; and your hands are foul. She has a soul ; and your heart is a void. If all the world con- spired with you, God himself would interfere to prevent the unnatural union." " You preachers have a comfortable way of keep- ing God as a kind of reserve-corps. But you will have to fight your own battles without divine aid. You know you can't win the girl, and I assure you I will. We can at least understand each other. Let me add that a pint of wine at a late breakfast sometimes makes the blood a little unruly: that is all. I was a little hasty. I don't mind saying it, since you know so much. But a woman easily forgives an impulse which her beauty provokes. Don't be uneasy about me. I will make it all smooth. I should like to be friendly with you. I have not known you as a rival. I did not know that you felt called upon to defend the lady's honor." Give Roderick time enough, and he would talk down even Satan. He had flanked the adversary, but now feared he had pushed his triumph too far, and he hastened to conciliate. Robert was drawing deep breaths, and was con- templating the easy escape of his wily foe. His 74 MAN PROPOSES. strong convictions were unchanged. He did not regard what Roderick said, and he did not care much for what he did ; but his whole soul ab- horred what he believed Roderick was. " You make a very plausible statement. You are not deficient in tact and cunning. I have my opinion, nevertheless. As you say, I may not win the girl; but I pray devoutly she may be deliv- ered from you." "Don't trouble yourself about me. I don't need your prayers, nor does Phoebe. I shall shake off the habits of a man about town ; and when I come back all new, with a star or two on my shoulders, we shall see. Girls are not impla- cable. Let us see, is it to India you are going ? " Robert would have been puzzled to explain his sensations. Physical violence was not to be thought of. Christian meekness was quite out of place. He simply drew himself up, and replied, " My intentions, I believe, do not concern you. I shall go where duty leads me." " Quite sorry to leave you under such a cloud ; but it would be cowardly not to let you know my aspirations. I could sneak in, you know, and cap- ture the girl without fair warning, especially as you had shown your hand. I bear no malice. You'll think better of me when you know me. And so you won't shake hands ? Well, I for one won't be uncivil. You have my best wishes in every matter except one." Roderick walked off with almost all his old MAN PROPOSES. 75 gayety, leaving his rival fixed to the spot where he stood, and full of the most maddening reflections. Robert had yet to learn that the fine-spun theo- ries of poets and ethical philosophers with regard to the triumph of truth and sincerity are delusive. The habitually false, who have the art of making the worse appear the better, get along quite as well in the world. As the high souls are uncom- mon, and as people in general know nothing of the absolute purity of such characters, their simple and direct speech is regarded as an affectation. Men do not credit the existence in others of a higher standard of truth than their own. There- fore the plausible insincerities of Roderick were as likely to gain credence as the unswerving nobility of Robert. The rigid virtue that could not accom- modate itself to the sinuosities of Mr. Gibbs, and give a fair outside to lies in trade, was only mocked at. Even Mr. Prescott the senior proba- bly considered his nephew squeamish. But no one, probably, not even the sorely-tried Phoebe, could understand the grand self-truth which would not allow of any wavering from duty to gain the prize more coveted than any object this side of heaven. From the hated world of business as repre- sented by Gibbs, from the false social world of which Roderick was a type, and from the unap- preciative soul of the girl he had chosen, Robert turned away to commune with himself and his Creator. 76 MAN PROPOSES. Roderick went to his usual haunts, to the Minerva Library to see what new novel had come out, to the hotel where out-of-town friends called, and, lastly, to his luxurious club, the Arlington. There, among kindred spirits, the affairs of the day were talked over, and the military news was discussed. It is but just to say that he seemed to have a more earnest tone, a sounder fibre in him, and a sobriety of judgment that was vastly to his credit. He met returned officers, some wounded, some invalids, and the incidents of the service were discussed. It was soon known that he was going to have a commission in a regiment, a regiment of blacks ; and the ordinary banter was hushed. He was becoming a hero. He saw it in the eyes of his friends, and the conscious- ness re-acted upon himself. He was steadied by thought of the weight he was to carry. But still his thoughts often returned to the fair girl; and he wondered, if, after all, he would carry out his plans. " Who knows a woman's wild caprice? " MAN PROPOSES. 77 CHAPTER VII. IF Mr. Gibbs was not in a good humor when he went out, he was still more grim on his return ; for, on going to his desk in his private room, he picked up a letter, and read the resignation of Robert Prescott. " Humph ! " said he, running over the lines, "resume my theological hm business wearisome ; will settle with my uncle ; expect to go abroad hm canting fool!" He tore the letter to shreds, and put them in the waste-basket. It was not the gracious air he wore when he entered his " swell " church, or when, arm in arm with a man who had a grandfather, he walked through the fashionable streets. He mused : " So young Prescott has gone. Well, he had brains, and wrote for us in a style that did credit to the house ; but too honest, too squeamish. Letters needn't be honest : they should only seem so. Prescott wouldn't swerve a hair. Troublesome. Wanted always to tell the whole. Bad to show your whole hand. One card at a time ; let your adversary play to that. Time enough then to play another. But I wonder who will take his place ? Shall I try Scraggs ? No : he owes me on a mort- 78 MAN PROPOSES. gage ; mustn't let him get too near ; couldn't squeeze him if there was any intimacy. Dobson ? No : he is too sharp. If he got any points in the business, he'd use 'em for himself. Borie ? No : he goes out for a cocktail at twelve. Cocktails are for after-hours, and at the club. Amory? Yes, Amory: why not? He is vain; but he writes well. Honest ? yes ; and not so sharp as to make his honesty a thorn." Mr. Gibbs went out towards Amory's desk, and motioned to him. Amory shivered. The truth was, he was ambitious to shine as an author ; and, though he had never neglected his duties as clerk, his desk contained no end of sonnets, epigrams, and couplets in various stages of evolution, besides (if the truth must be told) a variety of studies for advertisements, a species of composi- tion which the prudent youth found more profita- ble than writing verses gratis for the newspapers. He feared that his secret delights had been observed, and that he was now about to get a raking. Moreover, he had been absent two after- noons a week, for some time, on his own business, without formal leave, although he believed that Mr. Prescott had either sanctioned his absence, or condoned the offence. Amory felt much like a schoolboy summoned to the master's private room ; but Mr. Gibbs had been considering his policy, and was almost cheerful in his greeting. He even motioned to his clerk to sit, an un- precedented condescension. Full of wonder, Amory seated himself, and waited. MAN PROPOSES. 79 " Well," said the great man, " strange things are happeiiin'. Robert Prescott's gone." The clerk nodded. " Goin' to preach ; goin' to the heathen hm. Boston's good 'nough place for me." No reply appeared to be called for to such a self- evident statement. " I sh'd like to travel, though. Went to Yerrop once, about twenty years ago. Was hauled about to see ol buildin's, all out of repair, rickety from top-ston to under-pinnin'. If I go again, I sh'd try to enjoy myself, go to the operer, hear music, and see the people. The Bible says the proper study of mankind is men and Avomen. They ain't heathen, though, them broonets in the Hague and Brussels ! Silky hair, like corn- silk, skins that show the blood clear through, an' pale blue eyes, them s my colors. The women in Italy with rhubarb complexions, and eyes like great blackberries, make you think of the pictures by Michel Anglosaxon. Too much development. Didn't like 'em, pictures nor women." As Mr. Gibbs was never to be corrected, not even when he made 2 -f- 2 = 5, Amory did not venture- to comment upon the eccentric views of nature and art. The merchant appeared to have some idea of establishing a basis of sympathy between himself and a man of known taste for literature and the arts. " You don't paint, I s'pose ? " Amory shook his head smilingly. 80 MAN PROPOSES. " If I had time, / sh'd like to patronize music. Some people run wild about paintin'. Talk about a thousan' dollars a square yard ! Wy, there never was any such vallue in any square yard of paintin'. You can sometimes git good picters on the sidewalk in State Street for ten dollars, all framed, with clouds and woodses an' water an' boats, jest as good, jest as good. I take more to music. I s'bscribed for the big orgen" (here he felt of his pocket sympathetically). " Makin' tunes is like makin' somethin' out o' nothin'. Try to whistle, and you get into somebody's tune : if you get outside on't, you're nowhere, lost. You can say somethin' new; but, when you whistle, it's somethin' old. It's a smart feller that picks up the notes layin' round, and puts 'em together so as't they stick." Mr. Gibbs had been watching his clerk ; but the face before him was as if it had been made of china. He had not struck the young man's fancy yet. " I've a mind to bring up one of my boys to be a Be-thuven. Why not ? Don't you think that's an idea? I might have him write histry, like Motley ; or potry, like Longfeller : but it's more of a thing to be a Be-thuven, more grand like, more kinder distangay. Do you ever compose any music ? " " Not at all." " Thought I'd seen things in rows like gridirons, on your desk, long gridirons with peeps on 'em ? MAN PROPOSES. 81 Oh, ah! somethin' else? Potry, I've no doubt. I know you have somethin' here (tapping his cor- rugated brow with a pudgy finger). Amory blushed, and replied rather nervously that he had written a few verses now and then, out of office-hours. " You study too ? " " Yes, a little natural science." ' Well, I'm glad it's nateral science. There's a lot that's unnateral. Histry, too ? " Amory nodded, curious to know how this ex- cursion through the arts and sciences was to end. "I've been asked to take hold of a new bank (I'm drector in three now) ; and they said some of em they was goin' to call it the Sam Adams Bank. Now, I want know who in was Sam Adams? Any relation to young Sam on Battry- march Street, or to them stuck-up Adamses down to Quiney? Amory modestly gave the desired information, and added that it was proposed to set up a statue of the orator. " Oho ! A statoo ! Why, that'll give the bank a good send-off. Histry doos come in now an' then. And you can write somethin' sensible about com- merce an' the like ? "I hope so," said Amory. " Hm. And so you can rattle off on paper in good style ? Put in long words that 1 sound well, and don't mean any thin' ? Let a feller down easy that we wouldn't wanter trust? Keep people 82 MAN PROPOSES. from gettin' too familiar and over-drawin' ? Oh, I know. Style's every thin'. Manners and cere- munny keeps vulgar folks at a distance : so doos style in writin', somethin' in that. Yes, writin' has its place. Couldn't do without it. Though genrally, when a feller writes too Avell, he can't do nothin' else ez well. It hurt Choate, this beiii' litry, and it hurts Hillard. The quiet ones that don't spread themselves on paper 's too much for the litry fellers. No offence to you. We shall run the machine " (tapping once more the ugly brow), "and I think yourn's the hand for the pen. What d'ye say?" The end of this oration was signalized by a keen look from the twinkling eyes, and a forward movement of the bulky body ; while two stout hands came down as props upon the short chunks of knees. The sloping line of the back, the pose of the head, and the expression of face, reminded Amory of a toad. But the question was none the less embarrassing for its comic aspect. The first impulse was to refuse bluntly. Mr. Gibbs repre- sented nearly every thing that he detested. Even at a distance the decent hypocrisy due to an employer was difficult : to keep up the show of respect at close quarters would be a hard task. Mr. Gibbs did not merely inspire silent aversion, but active dislike to the very border of hate- Amory felt almost like fighting when the head of the enemy was thrust toAvards him. Mr. Gibbs, who had expected an instant and MAN PROPOSES. 83 joyful acceptance of the offer, was surprised to find Amoiy hesitating. To make the declination less offensive, the young man expressed doubt of his ability, especially as the successor of so able a correspondent as Mr. Prescott's nephew, the divin- ity student. Mr. Gibbs blurted out " Pshaw ! " and " Nonsense ! " But, the longer he talked, the stronger the aversion grew in the soul of the hon- est little man ; and at last, being pushed to the wall to answer yes or no, he said no civilly but decidedly. Mr. Gibbs was naturally angry, and started up. He was not in the habit of being opposed. He drew himself up to his full height of five feet six, pursed out his cheeks, and, while the color deep- ened in his coppery nose, he exclaimed, " Very well, sir. You leave this house. The cashier will set- tle with you. Go ! " He opened the door, and pointed outward with a short stout finger. Amory was quiet and firm. "I believe," said he, " I am entitled to a notice, and am not to be put out of doors in this way. I was hired by Mr. Prescott, and I don't believe he would see me dis- missed without cause." " I will let you know that / am master. That for Mr. Prescott. Get out, you beggar ! " The next instant Mr. Gibbs was lying on the floor with a contusion on the back of his head, caused by the edge of the desk which he struck in falling. Amory did not follow up his advan- 84 MAN PROPOSES. tage, but stood on the defensive, with his fists clinched, glaring in every way at the clerks who had rushed towards the scene. There was pain or surprise on the faces of some, but suppressed merriment was evident in more. The elder men got Mr. Gibbs up, looked at his head to see the extent of the injury, and placed him in a chair. His rage and astonishment, to say nothing of the fall, had literally made him speechless. Meanwhile Amory held his ground, disdaining a word of explanation, until presently Mr. Prescott appeared. The sharp look of inquiry which the senior cast upon the group was answered at once by Amory. " He had just discharged me for no cause, and without notice. I thought that was enough ; but he then called me a beggar, and I knocked him over." " Very wrong," said Mr. Prescott, but without any great emphasis. Mr. Gibbs had recovered enough to gurgle out, " Call a policeman ! " " No need of that," said Amory. " I'll appear at court, and pay my fine with pleasure." " Arrest him ! " said Mr. Gibbs fiercely. " What is all this about ? " asked Mr. Prescott. " I dismissed him," said Mr. Gibbs. " And for what cause ? " inquired Mr. Prescott, nettled at the assumption. " Because I chose," replied the junior, straight- ening up, and settling his chin in his collar. MAN PROPOSES. 85 "Mr. Gibbs," said the senior in a deprecatory tone, " any thing in reason, you know. And, after what has happened, of course he must go. But you will hardly desire if you think of it to give such an answer to me. Amory was entitled to a fair notice until his act of violence ; and I am entitled, as the head of this house, to a respect- ful answer." The face of the junior, which had been paler than usual on account of the shock, seemed to blaze, all at once, with recollections of limitless burgundy and brandy. The rigid wrinkles about his eyes encroached upon ' the limited surface above his stubbly beard. Perpendicular furrows shot up between his eyebrows. His temper was un- controllable ; and, with a husky voice, he shouted, " The head of the house be d d ! This firm is dissolved. Time will show who is master." "This is extraordinary language," said Mr. Prescott; "but I am not altogether unprepared for it. Remain, Mr. Amory, a moment. An in- terview that begins with a storm like this should have a witness. So, Mr. Gibbs, the mask is thrown off. You announce the dissolution of the partnership. It is a little sudden, but, perhaps, just as well. Notice to the public, of course. Usually the notice gives the new arrangements also." " The new arrangement will be ' Gibbs & Co.,' ' said the junior, with protruding lips. " Possibly," said Mr. Prescott. " But there are 86 MAN PROPOSES. a few preliminaries, such as an inventory, a tran- script from the books of the assets and liabilities of the firm." " All prepared, Mr. Prescott. The whole thing is ready in my desk, inventory to date, schedule of bills payable and receivable, private account of Mr. Prescott, ditto of Mr. Gibbs." " A little time may be necessary to verify state- ments ^covering so many items." " As much time as you want. But the dissolu- tion is a fact. Your rights are what they are. Figures will show. Confound that desk ! How my head aches ! " " What do you propose ? " " I might say that to you. Buy, or sell." " When would you expect the payment to be made, if I conclude to buy ? " "I won't be unreasonable. It's a large sum. It would take some time, say a week." " Monstrous ! " said Mr. Prescott. " You know the richest man on the street would find it a task to produce so much money, money, I say. Peo- ple talk of such sums, but they don't often see them. There hasn't been such a sum paid over in settling a firm's accounts, in money, mind, I say in money, for years." " Well, make it a month." "Call it three." " It's all the same. Let it be three." " If the old Corinthian had not given out," said Amory aside, speaking now for the first time. MAN PROPOSES 87 Mr. Gibbs heard the remark, and, sore as he was, howled with derision, " The Corinthian I a humbug copper-mine ! Why, I've got certificates enough to line a trunk. By George, I'll sell 'em to my barber for shaving-paper ! " Mr. Prescott winced. It was he who had per- suaded Gibbs to invest with him in that disastrous venture. The shares that Mr. Prescott had "placed" with his friends had left marks every- where like blisters. Some actually thought he had "unloaded," had knowingly sold the stock after its worthlessness had been proved, just as the promoters of the Pewter File Company did, swin- dling credulous friends out of their hard earnings. This was a very sore subject with Mr. Prescott ; for he was a man of honor, and not a man to "unload." He had fully believed in the Corin- thian, and had not only put his money in it, but had persuaded his friends to do so. But it had given out, as Amory said. There was not an ounce of copper in the hill that would not cost the price of two ounces to get it to market. It was a hopeless wreck. The certificates were pretty specimens of engraving; and people kept them, as they kept Kossuth's Hungarian bonds, mementoes of a pleasing delusion. No wonder Gibbs sneered. " Gather 'em," said he. " You are out of busi- ness, Amory. Gather the bonds. Get 'em all together ; and perhaps the paper will help pay your fine, you puppy ! " 88 MAN PROPOSES. Mr. Prescott was going to speak ; but Amory respectfully waved him back, saying, " I am not quite without resources. I can pay the fine, and I can earn a living. I should be better pleased to serve Mr. Prescott without a salary than his part- ner with. I am glad to take my leave. Good- by, Mr. Prescott. May we meet under happier auspices ! " Mr. Prescott was so much absorbed in this sud- den turn of affairs, that he scarcely listened to Amory, and scarcely returned his farewell. "The mill accounts," said he to Gibbs, "are they at your beck and call? May not the direct- ors of the Pequot, or the Miantonomo and other mills, possibly have something to say ? " " Let him carry the accounts that can get "em," said Mr. Gibbs doggedly, rising, and sopping his wet handkerchief upon his head. " Amen ! " replied Mr. Prescott. " You are playing for a large stake. You may win, because I may be unable to raise such a sum of money. But I don't believe you will get the mill accounts; and, if you don't, you will have lost the game. You will Have shown your bad temper, your ingratitude, your baseness, in vain." The attitude of Mr. Prescott as he uttered these words was neither aggressive nor petulant. The words came from his lips in tones that were free from the exaggeration of wrath. Mr. Gibbs was full of rage, almost ready for violence ; but as he cautiously looked about, standing within sight of MAN PROPOSES. 89 the clerks, lie saw that something of the conversa- tion had been overheard, and that he was closely watched ; and he knew that an assault upon the " head of the house" might lead to very unpleas- ant consequences. So the two men separated, the one to rejoice over the success of his first move, the other to meditate on the chances left him. The younger man affected no sense of delicacy, no sentiment of honor, no feeling of gratitude. He had neither. He was a rich man, and he had become rich in the usual way ; namely, by always taking the biggest slice in the dish. A fme-souled man with regard for his fellows, one who waits that others may have their share from the bountiful platter that Nature sets out, will be apt to see the dish swept clean before his turn comes. And the elder was too proud, too well ac- quainted with the way of the world, to make a single reference to the past. It was of no conse- quence that he had given Gibbs the opportunity to rise, or that Gibbs owed every thing to him : the only question was, what Gibbs's interest was now. In dealing with such a " business man" in the present year of our Lord, if one has the advan- tage over him, it isn't advisable to throw it away. 90 MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER VIII. IT was nearly time for dinner, and Mrs. Prescott was weary of looking at the clock. After Phcebe went to take her singing-lesson, a foreign bishop, one of the celebrities of the time, called, but only long enough to exhibit some relics which he designed to carry to the next meeting of the Plato Club. He had a bit of stone from the holy sepul- chre, the dagger and a lock of hair of Lord Byron, and a roll of parchment from a monastery on Mount Athos, containing a fragment of a pseudo- gospel in Greek, in which were related the spor- tive miracles wrought by the infant Jesus while at play with his fellows. The stone was a fraud, the relics doubtful, and the manuscript a forgery ; but Mrs. Prescott had a surfeit of piety and senti- ment in looking them over. The day had waned. Roderick had not come home,^ though that was not unusual. Mr. Prescott was also late. But Phcebe had never failed to return to lunch before. It was surprising, and was becoming a matter for alarm. Phcebe, as we know already, had few acquaint- ances, and scarcely any friends, outside the family. If she had a relative living, she did not know it. When Mrs. Maloney formally surrendered the MAN PROPOSES. 91 charge of her, it was understood that visits were to be as infrequent as Christmas and Easter. The barefoot and ragged regiment in Mrs. Maloney's neighborhood had, of course, lost sight of their old companion ; and the young ladies of her own age in society knew little more of her than if she had been an upper servant or seamstress. The position of a dependent had its trials ; but they had not only been borne without complaint, but had been ignored. Beside her protector's family and her teachers, she was absolutely alone in the world. Some dim consciousness of this had begun to form itself in Mrs. Prescott's mind. As she had virtually assumed the place of a mother, she felt that she could not much longer delay public acknowledgment and a formal presentation of Phoebe to her circle of friends. But where could she be now ? She had sent a servant to Signor Belvedere, and had learned that he was not at home. She was beginning to be nervously anxious. Mr. Prescott and Roderick happened to enter the house together. Not having rehearsed their parts, each threw a meaning glance at the other as they passed into the sitting-room. " How late you are ! " said Mrs. Prescott, rising, and greeting her husband with the usual kiss. " Quite sorry, my dear," he replied ; " but it couldn't be helped. Business has been trouble- some to-day." Roderick, fearing that a scene would ensue if 92 MAN PROPOSES. his step-father were to be precipitate, gave him another warning look. Mr. Prescott, who was still greatly agitated, observed the caution and returned it. " There is something between you two," said Mrs. Prescott. " You look at each other strangely." " Have patience," said her husband : " there is no cause for alarm." Her expression indicated extreme distress. Ashy pallors and shadows trembled over her face ; pain- ful wrinkles gathered and stiffened upon her fore- head and around her eyes ; and her lips seemed ready to utter a moan. She turned to her son, and, with a pathetic voice, explaimed, " Roderick, tell me what is this ? Suspense will kill me." Mr. Prescott drew her to the sofa, and tried to soothe her ; but the nervous agitation increased. " Won't you wait, dear mother," said Roderick, "and let us talk of affairs in the morning?" Her reply was scarcely articulate ; and it was evident that something must be told her, either she must hear the truth, or be put off by some evasion. " My dear mother, if your ancestor the admiral were living, and if he were, as I am, an American, if he were twenty-five years old, and without wife or child, and his country needed his sword, what do you think he would do ? " The mother looked at him wildly, but continued sobbing. MAN PROPOSES. 93 "I have no doubt what you will say, my clear wife," said the elder, "when you have time to reflect. Roderick has stated the case well, and we shall see if you have not some of the old Anglo- Saxon spirit." At length she found words to say, a gasp at a time, " It may be a proud thing afterwards, but terrible while the danger is near and I can't give up my boy no, not for the fame of Nelson and my ancestor too. Stay with me, Roderick ! " " I didn't intend," said Mr. Prescott, " to let this matter out this evening. I meant to take a proper time and a smoother way. But we men are not very artful ; and, while we thought we were as secret as quails under a bush, you read us both at a glance. But it is out. Be cheerful, my dear. All our young men are volunteering. Roderick will go with the best youth of the city. He will come back with the stars of a general. How proud we shall be of him ! He couldn't stay at home. Pray what excuse would he have? He will have a captain's commission in a new regiment. When it is organized, he will probably be major or lieutenant-colonel. You will get over your nat- ural trepidation, and will rejoice that he inherits the spirit of your grandfather." The mother felt a secret thrill at these words : but the sensation was transitory ; the natural instinct was too strong, and she could not repress her thick-coming sobs. It is not well to attempt 94 MAN PROPOSES. to repeat the disjointed phrases, or portray the unreasoning grief of a mother's heart. Roderick moved his seat next to her, and held her hand, while her head fell on his shoulder, and the tears rained down. Mr. Prescott walked the room, and wondered whether he had been too stern, whether he should have favored the young man's volunteer- ing, whether any lack of affection had mingled with the sense of duty in his talk that morning. His own lip quivered, and his breath came short, as he saw his wife's distress. Jt was useless to say, " Cheer up ; " for the current of sacred grief, like the summer rain, must have its course. He waited, uttering now and then a soothing word, until Mrs. Prescott raised her head, calmer, though still tear- ful, and asked him if he had seen Phoebe. The question stabbed him to the heart ; but he was more on his guard, and he resolved not to show his secret thought to her again. By a great effort he replied that he had not seen her since breakfast. He did not look at his wife as he spoke, still less did he look at his stepson. Not if he could help it, should she drain this other cup of grief in which there would be such a mingling of shame. The situation of the young man was pitiable. His mother was already prostrated with her sorrow, and it needed all his and his step-father's care to soothe her. The morning's conversation with the elder left no doubt in his mind as to the cause of MAN PROPOSES. 95 the girl's absence ; but he could only remain silent, since the worst conjecture could hardly be more painful to the mother than the truth. Mr. Pres- cott maintained a steadfast silence also ; while his wife recalled every incident of the last few days, set up one baseless theory after another, and, find- ing none satisfactory, finally lapsed into a gloom from which nothing could rouse her. One grief she might have overcome, but the two weighed her down. Mr. Prescott wondered what would have happened to her if the third tremendous fact, their impending ruin, were also to be made known. " This must come to her gradually," he thought. "I will be wise. I will fit up the old house in Eaglemont ; and, after Roderick is off, I will per- suade her to go up and spend the summer there. We will be cheerful. We will have some young people ; " and then his fancy came to a halt, for he thought of Phoebe, and was again in the slough of despond. At length Mrs. Prescott rose mournfully, and walked slowly into the hall, and up the stairs to her chamber. Both the husband and son by a common instinct respected her grief, and let her pass without a word ; only the young man, steal- ing into the hall, caught her hand tenderly as it rested upon the baluster-rail, and kissed it. It was a gloomy dinner. Flowers fresh and dewy were in the large silver dish in the centre of the table, and miniature bouquets stood by each plate. The man-servant stood in respectful silence, 96 MAN PROPOSES. as the two men, with heavy hearts, took their places. The two women whose beauty and spirit had always enlivened the table, and made the din- ner-hour the brightest of the twenty-four, were absent. The one was stricken with an incurable wound ; and the other where was she ? Mr. Prescott after a time motioned away the servant, and said, " This is a bad business, this of Phoebe's going away. We must find her. I will find her, and I will bring her back if I bring her in my arms." He spoke low, but his eyes glowed with strong emotion. " But don't think I will betray you. You have behaved handsomely. Only let me find her. I will make all things smooth. We must have -her back, for your mother's sake and mine." In the space of an hour Roderick had done more serious thinking than in all his life before. Still he could riot talk. The family was encompassed with troubles that were largely due to his own faults and errors. He could say nothing in face of the present and the coming calamities ; and the ordinary topics of conversation seemed foolish and impertinent. But he had made up his mind to do his devoir as a son and a soldier. He was deter- mined, as far as he could, to atone for his follies, to implore the forgiveness of Phrebe if he could only find her, and to leave behind him the mem- ory of duty and honor. Still he could not talk. A deep sense of regret for his extravagance and his aimless life, a sense MAN PROPOSES. 97 of burning shame for his lawless conduct towards a pure and high-minded girl, filled all his soul. The step-father saw the struggle in the young man's face, and brooded over the gloomy situation, feeling that the one gleam of hope for the future was to arise from the chivalric deeds of the re- pentant prodigal. " Roderick," he said at length, " I think you are wise to go in the infantry. You are scarcely strong enough for cavalry service. Your command will be black, but perhaps more tractable. You will have much to do in the next few days. You are to get your equipment, and begin the study of tactics. You will have no time for any thing else. I will set on foot every possible inquiry for the poor girl." His voice choked as he spoke. He went on in a calmer tone, "I thought of your wants after we parted. I drew a check for you, and then, when I came to reflect, it seemed small ; and as I am getting old, and am beyond the little vanity of jewelry, I thought the diamond studs your mother bought for me were of no use to an old fellow, and especially to one who is soon to be a hermit in Eaglemont, and I sold them. So here are the two checks, enough, I hope, to pay your bills, and fit you out as an officer, and my son, should go." Roderick looked at his father's shirt-front. True enough, there was a set of plain ivory studs in the place of the brilliant gems he had been used to wear. He sobbed aloud, "This is too much. I don't deserve it." 98 MAN PROPOSES. " Pooh, pooh ! " ejaculated the elder, striving to carry it off as a matter of no consequence : " I don't need the things ; better they should serve some useful purpose/' In fact, the sacrifice was little to him, as he had worn the bawbles to please his wife. To the young man it seemed quite dif- ferent, for he tried in vain to imagine such self- denial on his own part. "I never saw how grand and good you were before," faltered the youth. "If I live, I will deserve your regard, your affection, my dear, dear father ! " " Oh, don't cry I " said the father, brushing off two or three glistening drops from his awn cheek. "It isn't worth a tear, nor a thought. Don't cry ! " And his own features were struggling to keep up an outward semblance of stoicism. They sat long at the table. Their hearts had been opened each to the other. They discussed the momentous events of the day. Roderick saw himself, his step-father, and the world with new eyes. Tears sometimes clarify the vision. Mr. Prescott looked at the changed face, and again and again reproached himself that he had not, years ago, by daily intercourse and by the power of sympathy, seized hold upon the boy, and retained his influence up to manhood. He judged rightly that it was in a measure his fault that he had let go his grasp, and allowed a difference to grow between them, until their lives were unal- terably divided. MAN PROPOSES. 99 For this passionate repentance which we have seen, and these sudden good resolutions, were not feigned. The youth, though he may have broken every moral law, was not wholly base. His life was the result of a vicious education. His habits had been formed in the society of dandies, idlers, and spendthrifts. His notions of the honor of man and the purity of woman were such as too often prevail among our gilded youth. It is only in a virtuous home that young men see the true and the immutable relations of society, and learn to live for noble ends. Heaven pity the youth whose training has been solely in a fashionable club! " Now, if we can only find Phoebe ! " said Mr. Prescott. "I know, Roderick, this is a painful subject. I don't refer to it to harrow up your feelings, but I can't keep her out of my mind. Not that I think she will come to serious harm, she is too circumspect and too high-spirited ; but I fear she will do some quixotic thing, try to teach or sing, or even go into some house as a serv- ant. I ache to think what she must suffer. And by to-morrow your mother will be frantic." Roderick was silent. "We won't continue this conversation," said the father. "Leave me to break the matter to your mother. We may not meet in the morning. I must have an early breakfast, and prepare for what is coming. Gibbs will be fierce after his knock-down. Plucky little fellow, Amory, though 100 MAN PROPOSES. I am afraid he precipitated matters for me when he sent Gibbs reeling. Good-night." Roderick rose, and grasped the friendly hand, stammered some inaudible words, and then fell back into his chair to reflect. MAN PROPOSES. 101 CHAPTER IX. MR. PKESCOTT went early to his office. The sweeper had scarcely finished dusting the office furniture. The morning letters lay on the chief clerk's desk, unopened. Amory was at his desk, of which the lid was propped up, and the drawers out, clearing the receptacles of his private papers. There was a look of half-comic resolution on his face. His ripe and pulpy lips seemed to have grown solid. Even the cowlick on his broad round forehead appeared to stand up more de- fiantly than usual. " Ah ! " said he. " Good-morning, Mr. Prescott. I was afraid it was Gibbs." " And so you are really going ? Have you any thing to depend upon ? " "It is very kind of you to think of that. Gibbs wouldn't care if I had to go to the Island." " Do you want any thing for your fine and costs ? After all, it was my battle you fought." Amory laughed. " No, I thank you, I have plenty ; and, if the judge is reasonable, I sha'n't complain. The knock was worth all it will cost. I am comfortably well off. My mother owns a little house. We have been very prudent, and I am glad to say I have saved something." 102 MAN PROPOSES. " On a thousand a year ? " " Yes, on a thousand a year. And I have spent a hundred the last year for lectures at the Poly- technic School too. But then I have earned something," here his tone grew confidential, " by writing. I was named for a poet, a dangerous experiment on the part of parents. Napoleon was made a butcher by getting a present of a. toy can- non when a child, and I got a fatal lurch towards poetry by being called Percival. The toughest thing that can happen to a man is to have a long- ing and taste for something he has not the talent for. My poems were published in ' The Evening Tea-Table ; ' but I never could sell one for a six- pence. Thinks I, this will never do. No talent is worth any thing that doesn't bring in some- thing, that doesn't bear on the question of bread and butter. The sky over me was full of butterfly thoughts ; but they didn't light. The actual lines I wrote were a great ways from the unspeakable things I imagined. But I am boring you with my gabble ? " " No : go on. It's early. I like to hear you. It is a relief." " Well, I'll be short ; though generally, when a man says that, you may look out for a long stretch. I want to show you how helpless a fellow is when he can't catch his butterflies. Look at that scrib- bled sheet of paper, its usefulness gone as paper. Some fellows wouldn't show it, because it is a record of failures. But I'm not ashamed to MAN PROPOSES. 103 show it, for there is an idea in it, without form, but not void ; and that is more than you can say for many finished verses. There are four lines together. There are three. Then see the scrawls, the erasures, the blots. That's me ! Do you want the history of that effort? Read that first quatrain : pcfclicil oc ' Brave little birds on the telegraph wire, ' Motionless dots on an air-spun line, ' Breasting the wind as its surges rise higher, ' Would that your trust and your patience were mine. " Not bad, are they ? only the last line is rather pious and humdrum ; but I couldn't get the rhyme in any other way. Well, now look at that group of lines, and that : buries ' Snow crowns the window caps, ice paves the street 'Elm branches groan o'er the desolate malls, ' Still on your airy line hold your firm seat, 4 Waiting the signal ; Now on the portico fluttering come springing ; Tiny feet hopping, sharp eyes askance ' Warily pecking 104 MAN PROPOSES. ' Trees writhe & moan like the maniac king ay goer 'hr laah -UK! 'Till out of my window the signal I fling Iti Aolt luiij, alccp arc 'aid. - ' Insect and worm out of reach are asleep A " But they wouldn't come into shape. You see, I was looking out one day at the sparrows that rode on the wire opposite my window. No food for them ; insect and worm asleep ; the earth in icy mail. When I raised the sash and whistled, they fluttered down to the roof of the portico, hopped saucily up to the window-sill, gobbled the crumbs with such a funny voracity, and then flew back to swing in the wind again. Then I thought how the messages of love and death, of crime, battles, politics, and business from all over the world, were coming under those tiny feet, and the little souls were unconscious of the momentous thoughts that were rushing like lightning over the wire they clung to. And then I thought that men here on this planet, which is only a great electrical machine through which the thoughts of God are pulsing, creating diamonds, it may be, or causing earthquakes or tidal waves, were really uncon- scious as the birds. Well, a great many such fan- cies flitted over head, butterflies, I have called them, and I wanted to catch them. As I said, MAN PROPOSES. 105 they wouldn't light. See how I wrestled here, and here ! No use : I was stuck, like a fly in honey. I kept the thing three months. I sat down to it every few days, and vowed I would accomplish it. But I didn't, and there is the sorry-looking sheet." " They say that poets only express what other men feel," said Mr. Prescott. " Yes ; and after a while I concluded to leave the job to them. For myself I gave it up. As I'm going away, I don't mind saying, that, in the cause of bread and butter, I made a more effective use of my faculties. You see how the great tailors and the furniture-and-carpet men come out in rhymed advertisements : well, that pays, pays as well as the poetry of the ' Pacific.' Mr. Prescott laughed immoderately. "Why, you don't say that flowery flummery stuff is yours?" " Perfectly willing you should laugh. I know what it is: I don't flatter myself a particle. I know it is bosh. But I am not above earning an honest penny. I have paid for the Polytechnic Lectures by that bosh, and saved a good bit be- sides. And the lectures are not bosh." " Pray what have you been learning at the Polytechnic School?" " To use my eyes and my faculties. I have been digging into natural science. But never mind now. I am a fool to be talking of my non- sense when you must have so much upon your mind. My papers are gathered, a precious lot 106 MAN PROPOSES. they are, and I am going. I think I shall take a trip out West. Perhaps, in that region of vast distances, my faculties may have a late expansion, and my mother may not have named me Gates Percival in vain." " If I should carry on the business alone, would you come back to me ? " " I don't know. I am afraid you won't vanquish the beast (beg pardon), won't get the better of Mr. Gibbs. I think of you more than you will ever know. There is nothing under heaven I wouldn't do for you. But I can do you no good here, perhaps not anywhere." Amory here as- sumed a .reflective air, and talked in a tone that sounded like philosophy. "Besides, I am not satisfied with business. What is business ? Self- ishness. Any Christianity in it? Any honor, such as even a Pagan like Cicero would approve ? Not any. Three partners are together: two of them think they can get along without the third, and they crowd him out. He is crippled, and his life's prospects gone. Do the two care ? Not much. I have never seen a transaction in this house, never seen a letter written (begging your pardon), that was not based solely upon self-interest. Natural, you say ; but where does the Christianity come in? Mr. Gibbs is merely acting on this rule, ' Look out for yourself, and devil take the hindmost. Make what you can out of every man, and, when you can get no more out of him, drop him, kick him out.' Mr. Gibbs owed every thing MAN PROPOSES. 107 to you. What does that matter? Business is business. He has capital enough of his own, and doesn't need you. Brains he can hire ; not mine, however. He can't hire me for the tenth part of a second. I think of Falstaff, and his catechism about honor, and I say about ' business,' ' I'll none of it.' If you succeed, it is because you are not troubled by Christian principles, nor hedged in by honor, nor softened by sentiment. Cussedness wins, with the cutting edge kept dead ahead." "And this is what you have learned in my counting-room ? " said Mr. Prescott seriously. " Not here especially, and never from you ; but these notions, though men don't advocate them, because they have an ugly sound nakedly stated, these notions, I say, are in the air. Your great merchant, like Stewart, is only the one overgrown pickerel in the pond, swallowing every smaller fish he can seize. I say, in short, that the rule in business is to look at every question solely as it affects your own interest." "You may say the burglar and pickpocket do that." " Oh ! that is extremely silly on the part of the thieves. There are laws against what are called crimes, and prisons for the fools that are caught. Your good business man doesn't break the law, unless he can do it safety, not he ; and he has his lawyer to tell him how far he can go." " Well, well ! " said Mr. Prescott, " this is a sin- gular commentary. It seems that I am rightfully 108 MAN PROPOSES. overthrown, that I am only the engineer ' hoist with his own petard.' " " Don't for a minute think, Mr. Prescott, that in this way I justify Gibbs. Dash him ! I should like to knock him over again, and then wring his neck, an ungrateful, treacherous, arrogant beast ! But I see how men like him construe the law of business, which is only selfishness, and how they count their very baseness an honor. I don't know that I shall ever go into business again : if I do, I'll come to you. If there is a Christian man in the street, it is you ; and I am afraid that is what's the matter." " Thank you, Amory. I knew I was sure of your good wishes." "There is another matter, Mr. Prescott," and the young man spoke in a lower tone. " You may remember or, I should say, you have heard, per- haps your niece in Eaglemont, Miss Mary, your brother Solomon's daughter. I saw her here last Christmas ; and, before I go West, I might take a run up there. Picturesque old place, isn't it? I think I might fill out that mutilated poem if I were on the old hill, looking down." "And with Mary sitting beside you for a muse ! " "Don't jest, please, when her name is men- tioned." " Well, and as to the young lady ? " " I have a letter from her. It seems they are looking for Robert. He left here yesterday ; and I MAN PROPOSES. 109 suppose is going to sail for India, or China, or some other heathenish place " " To introduce ' business ' views among the inno- cent natives," suggested Mr. Prescott. " Oh ! he's in dead earnest. Your nephew is a man of a million. He is as lovely as John, as fer- vent as Paul, and brave as Peter. His head is above the clouds like a mountain-top ; and the light of heaven shines on it." " That sounds like a quotation from one of your poems." Amory actually blushed. It was, in fact, a thought from a sonnet he had sent to the fair maid of Eaglemont. Mr. Prescott thought a moment. " Amory, you can do me a favor. Tell my brother Solomon that we are going to pass the summer in the old house, the one half way down the hill. Ask him to get Bissell the carpenter to go over it, and put it in order, and then let Lane give it a coat of paint outside and in. I would have the garden spaded and raked, and the fences mended. See that the whole place is in decent order. You might give them the benefit of your advice, though I have no doubt the mechanics will be faithful : ' busi- ness' views, as you state them, have not yet reached Eaglemont." Amory was only too happy to be of service to the man to whom he was bound by so many ties, and whom he regarded with a feeling that was little short of veneration. He now was ready to 110 MAN PROPOSES. go. His hand-bag of letters and manuscripts was strapped, and yet he lingered. "Mr. Prescott," said he, "you have three months in which to decide. Suppose you try to find a partner, and make a new combination? You may raise the money, and euchre Gibbs." Mr. Prescott shook his head. " I am afraid not. I am getting old. As you have been saying, I fear I don't understand business. It was different when I began. I got the seven companies for whom we sell when my word was as good as my bond, and every mill-agent and treasurer knew it. Now affairs are changed. The mills need money, and the selling agents have to raise it for them. It is, a case of the servant becoming greater than his nominal master. The corporations have got to give their affairs into the hands of those who can supply their wants, and their wants grow every year. Gibbs can raise five dollars to my one. He is lucky, believes in himself, and others trust to his star. I shall have, perhaps, some sym- pathy ; but I shall have to quit the street, sell the house that my wife thinks so much of, and go into the country. Exit Prescott." "Still I beg of you hold on to your three months. You can never tell what is going to hap- pen. Gibbs may die." " No chance of that. He is tough as a bull." " So was Eben Fancher ; but dinners at the club, and a carriage back and forth, did for him. Sur- feit and laziness, physical inactivity, I mean, will MAN PROPOSES. Ill do for any man. Gibbs will go the same road, and they'll find him some day a dead load in his coupe"." " I can't speculate on such chances." " No ; but you bide your time, and take the chances that come. Good-by, Mr. Prescott. You will hear from me. God bless you, sir, good-by ! " The resolute little man walked off stoutly, but with a quiver on his lip that Mr. Gibbs, who was coming in, attributed to an emotion which the dis- charged clerk never once felt. The partners, rec- ognizing each other with a nod, withdrew to their several rooms. Mr. Prescott marshalled his beg- garly assets, and, after trying in vain to put his mind to business, went out to take a stroll. Mr. Gibbs watched the senior through the crack of the door, and chuckled as he saw his heavy step, and noted the deepening lines about his eyes. Does the stock operator sorrow for the man caught in his toils ? Does the hunter sorrow for the stag brought down by his rifle ? 112 MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER X. UP to the moment that Robert Prescott left her with that tender benediction, Phoebe had been uncertain what she would do. When she left home in the morning, she had determined not to return, but to find some other place to live. The advice of Signor Belvedere made a strong impres- sion upon her, and she was almost persuaded to go back to Mrs. Prescott. Then came her interview with her lover, Robert, and it was very trying to her. His personal magnetism was very strong. His intellectual character gave his love-making a tone which might seem unreal ; but to her it was sincere and spontaneous. The spoken words had a tender and winning quality, something that is beyond types to represent. So strenuously had he pressed the matter, that she was utterly weary and overcome when left to herself. Furthermore, with the recollection of this man, strong in mind and heart as in body, with the sense of his purity, straight-forwardness, and generosity, the contrast between him and Roderick, the elegant sensualist, was too painful to be considered for a moment. With every remembered trait of the one, the idea of the other grew more repulsive. She had parted MAN PROPOSES. 113 with the man whom she reverenced: could she return to a companionship that she loathed ? The strong and poetic man was solemn, and perhaps repellent : the gay and graceful man was corrupt and insincere, and they were the only admirers she had ever known. She walked on, unobserv- ant of streets, while these thoughts revolved in her mind. She thought of Mrs. Prescott's concern for her absence, of her alarm perhaps, and of a search being made for her. She thought of Mr. Prescott's surprise and distress. Once or twice she half resolved to turn, and find her way back. Then came the thought of the unspeakable ; and her eyes flashed again, her mouth was firmly com- pressed, her bosom heaved, and she strode on among foul faces and evil eyes, through districts as unknown to her as Africa. In a narrow street, now mostly filled with shops of mechanics, there was an old-fashioned brick dwelling, whose ample doorway and carved pilas- ters bore witness to the wealth and position of its original occupants. The house seemed to have withdrawn from the noise of the neighborhood, relying upon the grim brick wall at the street-line as a barrier. Through the open fret-work of the iron gate in front, the windows might be seen closely blinded. There was no bell-pull, only a grim lion's-head knocker. There was once a paved carriage-way at the side ; but grass and weeds had covered the regular lines of cobble- stones with thick, dusty tufts, and the great gate 114 MAN PROPOSES. that used to be opened for carriages had been nailed up for a generation. A brick building at the rear of the yard, on the right of the house, held the old family coach ; but it had been fastened in an original way by a contrivance of nature's own. A horse-chestnut tree had grown up in front of the door to a goodly size, and closed it effectually. However, it was no matter; for the ancient yellow coach within was the home of rats, and was festooned with cobwebs. No one had seen it, apparently for years, except a few urchins, who at times had scaled the fence, and looked in at its faded splendor through the crack of the door. Phoebe stood and looked in at the gate. This was better than to go back to the poor and com- fortless home of Mrs. Maloney. This was a place of which she had often heard ; because it was the residence of an eccentric lady, Miss Thorpe, who was a friend of Mrs. Prescott, and had sometimes attended the sessions of the Plato Club. A sud- den impulse seized the girl. Of all the women she had ever known, Miss Thorpe seemed to her one of the most original -and most attractive. Not that she felt the sympathy of likeness : she knew that Miss Thorpe was in every respect a contrast. But she knew that Miss Thorpe lived alone, with only one servant, and that she was regarded as the most actively, indefatigably charitable woman in town. Phoebe opened the gate and walked up the path, and then with a sensation of dread raised the pon- MAN PROPOSES. 115 derous knocker, and let it clang against the solidly panelled door. She was admitted by a good-natured looking Irish woman, with broad shoulders, ample chest, wavy chestnut hair, and mild blue eyes, the very counterpart of her old friend, Mrs. Maloney. The servant evidently recognized Phoebe's face as being a familiar one, and showed her into the drawing- room. A serene little woman came into the room. She was perhaps forty years old. Her features were smooth, and her complexion delicate almost to transparency: her gray hair was brushed back from her face, and its luxuriance gathered in a classic coil behind. Very slight in figure she seemed, but not weak or fragile. Her face wore a look of dignity and gentleness. Her dress was a neutral-tinted silk, plainly made. Her linen col- lar was fastened by an antique cameo brooch ; but, excepting a plain seal-ring on her right hand, she wore no other jewelry. But these details, which occupy so much space in description, came to the eye at a glance ; for never was there a picture more harmonious than the stately little lady pre- sented. Figure, face, expression, carriage, and costume belonged together, and had been fore- ordained from the beginning. How to address such a person ! What could a homeless girl say ? Fortunately Miss Thorpe remembered her vis- itor, and with thoughtful kindness made her wel- 116 MAN PROPOSES. come. The few minutes of preliminary common- places often serve an important purpose ; and Phoebe was very soon able to turn the conversa- tion into the channel in which her tumultuous thoughts were tossing about. So she told Miss Thorpe what she remembered of her earlier years, and of her residence with Mrs. Prescott. She spoke with enthusiasm of Signer Belvedere and of her progress in music. She spoke modestly of her hopes and of her vague plans for her own support, and added that, first of all, she wished to get a home, and then to get pupils in singing. "Does Mrs. Prescott know of this, of your coming to me?" Miss Thorpe had noticed the expression of pain in her face, and now saw it grow more intense. " Oh, no ! My coming here was a pure acci- dent. I had heard of your house, and knew it from description, and I came in because I had a pleasant recollection of you. If I had not hap- pened to pass here, and to think of you, I don't know where I might have gone." " Then I infer that you are leaving Mrs. Pres- cott?" " Yes. And this is the most painful thing, that I can't tell you why. I beg of you don't ask me. But I must say, for fear you will think ill of me, that I don't leave for any fault of mine, not for any quarrel or difference. I know Mrs. Prescott is looking for me at this moment, and will be sur- prised and grieved that I don't return." The tears began to start. MAN PROPOSES. 117 " But you will not go back ? " Phoebe shook her head in silence. " This is very singular," said Miss Thorpe, as if in soliloquy, " and I don't know but I ought to see Mrs. Prescott." " I pray you don't think of it. If you wish it, I will leave you. If you distrust me, I must leave you. I only want a short time to think, to plan, to get a good home, and get started as a teacher. I don't wish to be dependent upon any one. Pray don't speak of going to Mrs. Prescott. I cannot bear it. I am not a runaway child." Her sobs increased. " Pray how old are you, miss? " " Nineteen, nearly twenty." " Old enough, certainly, to know your own mind. And I do trust you, and will help you, not perhaps wholly in the way you expect." Miss Thorpe had been rapidly making a super- ficial analysis, and it ran something like this : " A good face, as well as a handsome one. Eyes clear and truthful. Head fine, large, and well-balanced ; temperament, though, is very sanguine. A dan- gerous glow of feeling. Tendencies towards sen- suous art. Susceptible to pleasure, and liable to its retributions. Good reasoning faculties. May escape the weakening of moral tone caused by indulgence in music." " The truth is, Miss Phoebe," she went on, " I am not sure about your career as a singer, I mean I couldn't advise you to follow it. Music 118 MAN PROPOSES. should be only an occasional amusement. It is re- bellion against reason, because it is an indulgence in an emotion. An emotion may control an infant, a savage, a Southern negro ; but reason alone con- trols an intellectual being. Without the control of reason, the soul is at sea. There are musical emotions, and emotions of the beautiful in art ; there are so-called religious emotions, and others still stronger, not so often mentioned. I am not sure that all emotions are not correlated, and glide into each other like the forces of nature. But this is a philosophy you have yet to learn. To teach piano yes; and the art of singing yes, up to a certain point. But the delirium of song, especially of the passionate sort, is to be avoided." She looked as steadfast as a piece of sculpture as she uttered these sentences. Phcebe felt that she was encountering a new force. Mr. Prescott was always sensible, and sometimes energetic ; Mrs. Prescott's nature was receptive, easily pleased, fond of superlatives, too indolent for consecutive thinking; but Miss Thorpe was quite another person. Here was a woman, who, with the sweetest tones and the most delicate feminine emphasis, was letting fly definitions and distinctions, and creating a new metaphysical world. Phoebe was at once interested, piqued, and nonplussed. She tried to measure herself against this active, tireless nature. It was impos- sible. In " thought's interior sphere " Phoebe had almost every thing to learn. MAN PROPOSES. 119 "But you look fatigued," said Miss Thorpe, "and I dare say you are hungry. I envy you fresh and hearty young people your appetites." She led the way, and they walked into the next room, and sat down to lunch. Miss Thorpe took a cup of tea, a slice of toast, and a small piece of honey in the comb. Phoebe was indeed hungry, and could have devoured the delicate portion given her in a moment; but she instinctively paused when she noticed Miss Thorpe's slow and dainty manner, and she could not help wondering what those full rows of beautiful teeth could be doing so long with those little bits of bread. Miss Thorpe had brought herself to regard appetite as something not quite in harmony with a spiritual organization, and therefore to be repressed, brought to a minimum, like the other unavoidable accidents of this mortal life. But, now that she looked more closely at Phoebe, she said, " I don't believe you breakfasted, either. You need food and rest." She rang a bell; and, when the servant appeared, she ordered a slice of steak broiled, and would hear of no objection on Phoebe's part. " I cannot quite make up my mind to do with- out animal food, Phcebe, we will drop the ' Miss,' if you please, though I seldom eat it more than twice a week. But I must say I have some com- punctions about eating flesh. I feel that I am an abettor of murder when I taste it. I have never seen any answer to the gentle creed of Goldsmith's hermit: 120 MAN PROPOSES. ' Xo flocks that range the hillside free To slaughter I condemn : Taught by the Power that pities me, I learn to pity them.' " Here the slice of steak came in, not a very for- midable one as it seemed to Phrebe. Miss Thorpe went on. "Eat, my dear girl. I like to see you enjoy it. Some Malthus of herds will give us the other side of the argument, as to flesh-eating, I mean. But it is against our finer instincts, against mercy, and, I am afraid, against justice, to take life without necessity. But I for- get that my philosophy may spoil your appetite." Phoebe wondered who Malthus was, and why he was opposed to eating beefsteak; but she thought she would not inquire then. There were books everywhere in the rooms; and she prom- ised herself she would read some, enough, at any rate, to enable her to understand what Miss Thorpe was talking about. After lunch Phuebe refreshed her tear-stained eyes with water; and, as the sorrowful look faded, her beauty shone out like Cowper's rose "just washed in a shower." It was settled, that, for the present, she was to remain with Miss Thorpe, and that a letter should at once be sent by Phoabe to Mrs. Prescott. The arrangements for the future were to be afterwards discussed. A boy was found to carry the letter ; but as he was thoughtlessly paid beforehand, and quite liberally, he could not cross to the fashion- MAN PROPOSES. 121 able quarter where the Prescotts lived; until he had "treated" a number of the gamins of the neighborhood to peanuts and ginger-snaps, and had cut up a number of antics besides. When fairly ready, the little rascal could not find the letter, but was not honest enough to make known the loss. For this reason Mrs. Prescott (as we have already seen) did not hear from Phoebe. Lest it might be thought that Miss Thorpe's mode of life was dictated by parsimony, the reader should know, that, though the lady had an ample income, she spent little of it upon herself; and, as she kept a minute account of every day, diary and petty cash-book together, the entries for the day just closing will best show her character. "MEM. To market: beef, thirty cents; bread, ten cents; one pound butter, fifty cents; two oranges, ten cents. Shoes for Bridget's sister, three dollars. Tickets to Hertz's Concert (blind) one dollar. 'Loaned' the Rev. (a good man and bad manager) ten dollars. Gave Phoebe for spending-money (till she earns some) five dol- lars." All the pages of that diary show a like dis- parity, a linnet's rations for herself, the bulk of her daily expenditure in bounty to others. When evening came Phoebe was shown to her chamber. It was neatly furnished with a fine old- fashioned dressing-bureau, easy-chairs with chintz covers, and handsome curtains. A cool and pure air pervaded the room, renewed by a swinging 122 MAN PROPOSES. window-pane and an open fireplace. There was a portrait in oil on one of the walls, somewhat resembling Miss Thorpe, though younger and rosier. On the white counterpane were a wo- man's garments, too large for the slender hostess, and apparently made for a fuller and statelier figure. In spite of all she had gone through, Pho?,be slept peacefully. The face in the portrait smiled on her as she woke ; the eyes followed her as she made her toilet, and put away the delicate cam- bric robes she had worn ; and the lips pouted out a kiss as she left the chamber. MAN PROPOSES. 123 CHAPTER XL THE civil war had been for some time in prog- ress : the line of battle stretched half across the continent. It seems now like a hideous night- mare to recall the havoc that attended those eventful years. The alternations of hope and despair, the continued filling-up of shattered regi- ments to be again decimated, the capture of forts, the loss of men-of-war, the awful but indecisive struggles between armies such as no European cap- tain ever led, this has been an experience which even now is hardly realized, except by the actors in the terrible drama, and which all good men must hope will never come again to us, nor to our children. The two contending sections were equally matched in muscle and endurance ; and, if there had not been a disparity in numbers and in resources, the struggle might have been protracted as long as a man was left on either side to fire a gun. The first alarm called off the adventurous, the .unemployed, the ambitious. As the war went on, the plough went deeper into the soil. Men of maturer years and established position enlisted. Lawyers and judges, merchants and gentlemen of 124 MAN PROPOSES. leisure, felt the solemn call. Studious and schol- arly men listened to the boding drum-beat, and felt their hearts throbbing in response. Silken gallants left their clubs and their social pleasures, and cantered off gayly to the rendezvous with death. One may be certain that the excitement was deep and pervading when a youth like Roderick Prescott was ready to go into the field, and con- tent himself with a soldier's fare. However, a good number from his club had already gone. Some were still in service as staff and line officers ; some were at home wounded; some were recruit- ing ; some were in captivity ; and quite as many were lying under Southern soil. Roderick was naturally brave, and the thought of danger was almost an attraction ; but he had never before exhibited so much activity or spirit. He knew that his acceptance of a command in a negro regi- ment put him in double peril ; because the enemy had proclaimed that no quarter would be given to the colored troops, whether officers or men. Rod- erick had not chosen this service ; but at the time no other new infantry regiment was forming ; and, as for the old regiments in service, the great and wise governor rarely gave commissions except by promotion. Roderick, like the majority of young men in society, had no politics, least of all any senti- mental politics. His company consisted of so mairy rows of machines to load and fire muskets : theii color was of no consequence. There were othera MAN PROPOSES. 125 who were moved by AN IDEA, among them, con- spicuously the hero for whom Fort Wagner will stand as a monument forever. Roderick went into training with eagerness. It is astonishing how much can be done in a short time by one who gives his whole soul to the task. In a very few days he mastered the elementary facts of mili- tary discipline ; and then he followed up resolutely the practice of a sergeant, a lieutenant, and a captain. The great hall where much of the pre- liminary drill went on was his home : afterwards he lived in the suburban camp with his soldiers. Temperate, earnest, and indefatigable, he ad- vanced in knowledge and in the development of a soldier's character, till he won the admiration of all. There was no talk of "blue blood," nor of "playing soldier." Every man who handled a musket respected this severe and resolute officer. The stoutest radical had to admit that this man of birth and breeding, with soft hands, and effemi- nate manners, had the sturdy Saxon pluck in him. The metamorphosis of the dandy into the officer was complete. Mr. Hugh Prescott was the person most aston- ished by the change. He had frequently visited the armory, and afterwards the camp, in company with his stepson, and was gratified by his profi- ciency, and proud of the respect he saw accorded to him. Roderick was so much occupied, that he had little time for his mother's society ; but his demeanor towards her was tender arid respectful. 126 MAN PROPOSES. She gradually became accustomed to the idea of parting from him, and was able to converse with him calmly; and she devoted her time to the preparation of elegant and useless conveniences which, she supposed would adorn his tent. Roderick's opportunity to make his peace with Phoebe had not yet come. He was naturally re- luctant to make his apology conspicuous by calling on her at Miss Thorpe's house ; and his step-father, on further consideration, had thought best not to insist upon the girl's return until after the regiment had left for the seat of war. Daily the town was stirred up by the beating of drums ; and the fife's shrill music rose over the noise of the streets. Squads of serious, eager men, paraded, carrying the beautiful national flag, and followed by all eyes as they passed. The war was a tremendous fact, and was brought home in all its weight and terror to every human being. At length the colored regiment was filled up, the commissions were issued ; and Roderick, who had been promised a captaincy, was appointed major. The day came when the regiment was to leave for the seat of war. A stand of colors was to be presented by the State authorities, and there was to be a review and a glorious "send off." The regimental flag had been made by ladies, the mothers, sisters, and wives of the officers. Quar- ter-masters and commissaries had completed their long and tedious preparations. The line was formed ; and, amid the long roll of drums and the MAN PROPOSES. 127 piercing notes of wind instruments, the grand salute was given ; and while a thousand muskets and a thousand dark faces gleamed at "Present arms ! " the governor and staff came forward. With them came a great orator to make the pres- entation speech, a man somewhat past his prime, but still in the maturity of his brilliant powers. He took the silken flag, and addressed the officers and men. His voice and his enthusiasm rose with the occasion, until his thoughts took form in glow- ing words. He touched the chords that have swayed men in all times. His face was pale, in- spired by great thought and strong emotion ; and many of the officers shed unwonted tears as he finished. Every listener fancied himself a hero while under the spell of this eloquence. The ceremony was over. The regiment was allowed half an hour's recreation. Arms were stacked ; and soldiers went to the lines in the rear to say a good-by to wives, daughters, parents, and brothers. In those precious, terrible moments, what agonies of love and anguish were suffered ! Of the thousand brave men that stood at the lines, looking forward cheerfully to the grim future, and soothing the grief of those left behind, how many now are wakened to any music ! Most of them lie in far off-humble graves, many without a stone, their last resting-places known only to the infinite pitying One. Meanwhile the officers, their friends, and the authorities, were to meet in a marquee for the final 128 MAN PROPOSES. leave-taking. The marquee was pitched on the brow of a gentle hill overlooking the parade- ground ; and thousands of citizens men and women, who had gathered to witness the thrilling scene were in close ranks on the grass near by. The officers had dismounted, and were approach- ing the line against which the multiude swayed. Conspicuous among them for his graceful form and soldierly carriage was Major Prescott. His step-father was near the tent, and the two met in silence with a strong hand-grasp. For a moment neither could speak. At length the elder, pointing to the tent, said, " Your mother, at the last moment, changed her mind, and came." "She is here, then?" said her son. He was rather sorry. He had parted with her in the morning, and he feared a scene. " Let us not sit down to cry," said Mr. Prescott. " We don't want any refreshment, and it is better to pass the time in a way to divert your mother's attention. Go to her, and propose a walk on the parade-ground." The suggestion was a good one. The young- man hastily collected his faculties, and, in a light and jaunty manner, entered the tent, and ap- proached his mother. Taking her hand, he pro- posed to saunter about in the open air. She looked like one without will or self-control. Her face told of unutterable things. She took her son's arm, and the three walked slowly out into MAN PROPOSES. 129 the open plain. They passed for some distance along the line without speaking. It was a perfect day. The grass was a beautiful carpet, and the trees around were still in their freshest robes of green. Suddenly Roderick was aware of the pres- ence of persons who recognized him. Within arm's length, but outside the line, stood Miss Thorpe and Phoebe. He was surprised, and deep- ly moved. The elder lady wore the usual pearl- gray suit of silk, and a bonnet that would have become a fair Quaker. Phoebe, whose fine classic features, cream-tinted complexion, and lustrous dark hair, made her so conspicuously beautiful, was attired in a gauzy robe that it would be pro- saic to call yellow, but which borrowed the deli- cate hues of the jessamine, and, where the folds hung in masses, had the rich, deep color of the dandelion. Her ornaments were pale coral. She was a vision such as nature repeats once or twice in a generation, to show that beauty is not the creation of the painter, and to keep alive the tra- dition of the golden age. So might Egeria have appeared to the ravished Numa. So Clytie looked, bursting from the heart of the sunflower. So Diana was revealed to Endymion. The lover re- creates the past ; and nymphs, naiads, and graces people his waking dreams. It takes but a glance to sweep over these details. But Roderick probably did not see them at all, but only perceived the harmony and the instant total impression. His position was most 180 MAN PROPOSES. painful. He -was beset with difficulties. He felt that he really ought to love Phcebe, in spite of the wrong he had done her. He would have fallen on his knees abjectly to ask her forgive- ness. This was his only opportunity. But there stood his mother, and there was the placid but vigilant Miss Thorpe. The mother had never known of the indignity, for the two men had kept their counsel. Mr. Prescott exclaimed, " Why, Phcebe, you wicked, perverse creature ! Come in here ! Rod- erick, let the guard pass the ladies in ! Why, you runaway, you naughty girl ! you have broken my heart. My respects to you, Miss Thorpe ; but you can't love this ungrateful darling as I do. You are not a childless old man : you don't need her." He apparently was determined to admit no reply, but kept the reins in his own hands, and went on: "To think, Phcebe, that I see you again, and looking so charming ! I was .afraid you might have fared ill. God only knows what might have happened to a friendless girl in the streets. Now, after this ceremony is over, you will go back with us. No compulsion, only you must. I am Sir Anthony to-day, and put up with no nonsense." Mrs. Prescott meanwhile had seized Phoebe's hand with fervor, while her features were strug- gling with hysterical emotion. Phcebe scarcely uttered a word ; and, though she showed in her eyes a warm affection, the color mounted to her MAN PROPOSES. 131 face, and crimsoned even her ivory neck. The memory of her fierce wrath was coming back. Mrs. Prescott saw this, and noticed, too, that Rod- erick was moody and silent. She did not cor- rectly interpret the scene. In her opinion Roder- ick had proposed marriage to Phcebe, and had been rejected. The theory received confirmation in her mind from every look of the young people. This, then, was the cause of Phoebe's leaving the house, and this the reason why her darling son was going to the war. All for a girl's black eyes he was going away to be shot. She had not trusted herself to speak, but kept her mouth rigidly shut. Her breath came quicker. The tide of feeling swelled higher, and surged in her heart. More and more her expressive features told of the struggle within. It could end in but one way. She burst into an uncontrollable passion of weep- ing, and between her sobs exclaimed, " O Phrebe ! is it for you, that I am going to lose my son ? " Her husband and Roderick in vain strove to soothe and quiet her. The current could not be checked; and Mr. Prescott, not to imbitter the little time remaining with unavailing cries and reproaches, led her a short distance away, hoping that she would recover her composure. Roderick seized the moment, unmindful of Miss Thorpe, although her presence colored his phrases, and put a check on the expression of his feeling. It was an effort such as he had never made before. "Miss Phcebe," said he in a tender and respect- 132 MAN PROPOSES. ful tone, " I am going away, and may never return. I hope for the best ; but I know the risk, and mean to face it without fear. I wish to leave behind me in the memory of friends a I wish them to think of me as one whose errors as one who meant better than he sometimes did. There are things that a man don't forget, can't forget, can't excuse himself for." Here Miss Thorpe said simply, " Phoebe, if you will excuse me, I think I will join Mrs. Prescott." Roderick was properly grateful ; but Phoebe was less so, in fact, she appeared rather annoyed. " O Phoebe ! " he went on, " you have come to a beautiful womanhood so suddenly. I thought of you only a short time ago as a schoolgirl : now you are so stately in your ways. I can't tell you how you affect me as I am with you. I could worship you. But when you are away, as often as I try to think of you, there comes a cloud over your face, I see you turning away in anger. I confess to myself that your anger is just ; but it kills me. There are things I should like to wash out with my tears; and, if they didn't do it, I would pour out my blood." Phoebe had listened pityingly. She was think- ing more, however, of the distressed mother, and feeling that her resentment had actually driven the young man to despair. " Say to me that you forgive me," he said. " I do forgive you," she replied solemnly ; " but to forget is sometimes out of our power." MAN PROPOSES. 133 " I know," he said almost bitterly. " But when one says, ' I forgive, but can't forget,' it shows that the forgiveness is not very hearty." " I do forgive you," she repeated, " and I shall try to think of you as you are to-day. You won't be offended, will you, if I say you haven't always been so? It isn't the fashion for young men to be serious. I used to think you studied to be disagreeable, it was such a thoughtless manner you affected. This is the time for truth, and you must bear it. But to-day, Roderick,- I can't say You are like another man. It was not this Roderick that grieved and wounded me." There was a tremor in her tones that he inter- preted as a softening of her feelings towards him. If he dared ? Yes, he must follow his feelings, or his purpose, or both. " Do you think, after all you have suffered on my account, if you really believed I had changed, and had become what you wished, do you believe your feelings would change? I don't speak of respect simply, for I mean to deserve that, but to any warmer regard ? " " Roderick," she said, " in this moment, when you have so much to think of, don't you think it better to leave this, to avoid what would pain us both ? " " But in this last moment I am selfish enough to want to speak of the one thing that is dearer to me than life." " You are excited, Roderick. You are heartily 134 MAN PROPOSES. sorry, I can see. You wish to atone for your wrong, and your feelings carry you beyond. Isn't it enough that I forgive you ? " " No, Phoebe, not enough. My conscience makes a coward of me, or I would follow this up, yes, I would take your hand, and lead you to my father and mother. I would not let you go. As it is, I will prove my sincerity by my conduct. I will shed my blood to prove it. If I return, Phoebe, I shall return to claim you. You won't deny me ? This thought will comfort me in tent, on the march, in the battle. Phoebe, my life belongs to you. I think more of the hope of being worthy of you than of my country or my God." This vehemence almost overpowered her. She felt strangely perplexed. She did not doubt his repentance, although she could not in her heart thoroughly trust him. She did not wish to have him go away feeling that he had not been for- given. She was quite sure, that, but for his remorse at her flight, he would have staid at home to comfort his mother. And how much she owed to that mother! Should she send him away in despair? Like most women, she temporized. " This is very sudden, Roderick. I can't say that I am sure of my own mind. I don't know how I shall feel when this terrible struggle is over, and you are away. I sha'n't forget your generous words. I shall think of you, and pray for you. I grieve to think that it was that I was the iimo- MAN PROPOSES. 135 cent cause. And you don't know how your moth- er's anguish touched me. It seems that I am your fate and, if you should fall" She could go on no farther. " Let me hope that I shall live for you. You must pardon my mother. She is unreasoning, and to-day there is but one subject in her mind. But, Phoebe, don't let me go without hope. Pray return home with my mother and comfort her ; be a daughter to her." " If she asks me, I will return." " Let me tell her something to make her cheer- ful, tell her that you will be her dear daughter." Phcebe shook her head. "These things must shape themselves : we can't control them." They were now at the farthest part of the parade-ground. The men had been refreshed with a bountiful collation, and were getting on their knapsacks, and taking their guns. All about the large quadrangle the people waited, forming a dense background for the moving picture. The officers were coming out of the marquee, servants came up with the horses ; and then the thrilling tantara of the trumpet called Roderick from his ideal world. " God's will be done, Phoebe ! " said he. " I can say no more. Let us walk rapidly back. Father and mother and Miss Thorpe are on the brow of the hill. I will leave you with them, and then" Phcebe was greatly agitated. Her eyes were misty, and she almost lost her footing as they 136 MAN PROPOSES. pressed on. Roderick's servant followed him with his eyes ; arid, by the time the family met, the horse was waiting. He flung his arm about his mother's neck, and kissed her, bade farewell stoutly to his step-father, shook hands with Miss Thorpe, and, with a soul full of anguish, gave a parting hand-shake to Phoebe. Mounting his horse, he spurred to his place in the line. Shouts arose from all sides of the quadrangle, tumultuous and incessant, like the sound of waves. The cannon thundered ; the band played a lively melody. Flags streamed in the air, and white handkerchiefs fluttered on every side, looking in the distance like white blossoms shaken by the wind. Another cannon was heard ; then all was still. The line was formed. The adjutant re- ported. The colonel shouted the order to forward. Then, amid roars of cheers, the drums and fifes struck up, sounds once inspiring to us, but now associated with all that is terrible in war. The line broke into platoons ; and with a steady step the th regiment passed from the beautiful field to the wharf where the transport steamer lay. What the men felt, few returned to tell ; but every spectator struggled with a lump in his throat, and from men and women alike there was a sudden gush of tears like Tain. They were black men going to fight for a country in which they had no part, a country in which they were aliens and strangers. MAN PROPOSES. 137 CHAPTER XII. THE sound of the drums was dying away in the distance, and the crowd had mostly dispersed ; but Mrs. Prescott remained in the marquee half uncon- scious, and sobbing hysterically. A consultation was had, and it was determined that Phoabe should for this day return with Miss Thorpe, but should shortly revisit her home when Mrs. Prescott was restored. By the help of a policeman, Mr. Pres- cott got a carriage for his wife. Miss Thorpe and Phoabe preferred to walk. When they reached the house, they were admit- ted by Mrs. Maloney, who explained that she was keeping house while her sister Bridget was gone to see the soldiers. Mrs. Maloney was overjoyed to meet her darling Phoebe, whom she had seen but seldom since Mrs. Prescott took charge of her. The scenes of the day had been very trying to Phoebe. Continually rang in her ears the ago- nized cry of Mrs. Prescott, " It te for you that I have lost my son ; " while in her fancy endless files of men in blue, with glittering arms, marched to the sound of drum and fife, and handsome officers led the way to death or glory. 138 MAN PROPOSES. Her whole being throbbed with the fierce excitement. She thought of Mr. Prescott's fa- therly kindness, and of his wife's unaffected good- ness towards her for so many years, and the debt of gratitude seemed beyond reckoning. In Rod- erick's repentance she had forgiven his fault. As fire burns out plague, she believed love had con- sumed the old lawless impulses. Roderick was a hero. He would come back as famous as his great-grandfather the admiral. And what then ? That made her pause. For he was coming for her : so he said. Did she love him ? She pitied him for his sufferings, for his self-abasement, and for his mother's sake : beyond this she did not con- sciously go. Miss Thorpe asked no questions about her inter- view on the parade-ground with Roderick ; for she saw that the girl was sorely troubled. But Phoebe volunteered the remark that Major Prescott had been rude to her on an occasion, but that he had apologized, and she had forgiven him. To relate this was easier than to be cross-examined. When supper was over, Miss Thorpe, desiring to change the current of thought, said, " Phoebe, I suppose Mrs. Maloney seems something like a mother to you, and perhaps you would like to have her come in for a while. Do you remember your own mother ? " "I scarcely remember her. There is a faint recollection of a delicate woman with creamy com- plexion and great melancholy black eyes, not MAN PROPOSES. 139 quite so tall as I am, looking quite ill and dejected. This is the way it comes to me ; but the image is faint, and, as it were, distant. I should like to see Mrs. Maloney; though 1 have never got much from her. She doesn't even know my mother's full name. She thinks my father died while I was a babe." "Then she had seen your father?'" " I think not, but am not sure. Certainly she had heard about him." " You have no memento, or relic of them ? " " Nothing." "It may not be very important to your future life, for that must lie much in the sphere of your own will ; but it is a pardonable curiosity to know the source of one's being, the ancestral traits and tendencies. One of your parents was musical, I suppose." " Oh, yes ! my mother. There is a sound that comes to my ears when I think of her, a low, sweet tremulous tone, a cradle-song that was wor- ship and lullaby both. I imagine it a hymn to the Virgin, and a mother's blessing blended with it." Mrs. Maloney came in, and went over the sad story she had so many times repeated to Phcebe. It was little she knew. A friendless woman with a young child with a sweet and sorrowful face, and a slight foreign accent in her speech, with manners that belong only to a lady had hired a room in a large tenement-house. She had a name which the good simple woman could not catch, and 140 MAN PROPOSES. therefore could not now remember. The forlorn mother had picked out the stitched letters on her handkerchief: evidently she was covering her traces. No one came to see her, not one, until, as she fell sick, the city physician attended her. She left not a single letter. Her few clothes (only a small trunk full), Mrs. Maloney was fain to sell to get money to help support the child ; for the good woman took the child as her own, and bestowed upon her all a mother's love. It was about all she had to bestow, except a share in the milk, bread, and potatoes she earned by washing. As time wore on, Mrs. Maloney began to think that the girl, who should have been a lady, ought to go to school, and ought, in fact, to have a "bring- ing up " beyond what a poor woman like herself could give her. Providence led Mrs. Prescott that way; and, as she proposed to take and educate the girl, the heroic woman gave her up, though it almost broke her heart to do it. "You knew the child's name?" asked Miss Thorpe. " Oh, yes ! Her mother called her Phayba ; and, besides, she had written out all her names some- where in a book." "What was the book?" " A mass-book." " In English ? " " No : in such as the priest talks. They call it Latin, I b'lieve." " And what became of that book ? " MAN PROPOSES. 141 " It was sold with the mother's clothes, and I disremember who to." Miss Thorpe took the woman into the library, and, pointing to various books, got her to designate the shape, size, and style of binding. It is need- less to say that Mrs. Maloney was not a connois- seur; but Miss Thorpe finally got hints enough to make it probable that it was a prayer-book in Latin or Italian, eighteen mo, gilt-edged, though worn, bound in black morocco, with a clasp. Such a book, she meditated, would not probably have been destroyed. It was likely to be in existence. And in it was Phrebe's full name ! Perhaps it was in some second-hand bookstore, or in the hands of some collector of curiosities. Dismissing Mrs. Maloney with thanks, and some- thing more, she said, " That book must be found." " But I am afraid it is a hopeless task," said Phcebe." " Nothing is hopeless. I will advertise it ; offer a handsome reward, that will cause a search to be made." Phoabe only looked gloomy and thoughtful. " Your poor mother ! " continued Miss Thorpe. "Do you know I think we shall find she was a singer, perhaps a great one, certainly beautiful and cultivated; that she married some man of fashion who mistreated her; that his friends cast them off; that, after he died, she was broken in spirit and in fortune ? That is the way with sing- TS. Emotional beings, they surrender will, for- 142 MAN PROPOSES. tune, life itself, to a transient impulse. They marry badly : their husbands always live on their earnings, and love them only while flowers and dia- monds are plenty, and the career of success contin- ues. You have noticed the picture in your room ? That is the portrait of my sister, my half- sister I should say. The sketch I have drawn for your mother was substantially that sister's history. It is the common fate of those bright creatures. Her clothes are in your wardrobe ; you have no- ticed their size. She was not a thin, insignificant creature like me. Her beautiful night-dresses you have worn ; and this rich yellow tissue you are wearing was hers. But my poor sister, so we heard, was never blessed (or burdened) with a child. She went abroad, and died there. I don't know where her body rests. We have only her beautiful image here. At one time she was com- ing home, so it was said, and a trunk came with a portion of her clothes." Phoebe heaved a deep sigh of sympathy. The story was full of pain to her ; yet she could not keep her mind upon it, for every moment the thought of Mrs. Prescott's sharp cry returned, and she saw the writhing muscles that told of the mother's agony. Yes, she had driven the young man away : she had made her protectors wretch- ed for life. Miss Thorpe's face was a study while she touched lightly on these sacred topics. She seemed a being all nerve, resolve, and will, yet MAN PROPOSES. 143 the most delicate and womanly of women since Eve. One could but wonder if she were utterly cold on the physical side of her nature ; if her intellect were really built up of geometrical fig- ures, like the architecture of the frost, in perfect symmetry, capable of sustaining itself, and proving its right to be, and finished with a Q. E. D. at the pinnacle. Phoebe, beside this statue of reasoning alabas- ter, reminded one of a tropical plant in blossom. But whoever looked at Phoebe twice saw that the luxuriance of nature in her had no element of weakness, none of the soft over-ripeness that be- longs to the Helens and Cleopatras. The elderly maiden received the homage due to pure intel- lect. Phoebe was indescribably attractive : every one who saw her was her slave from the first. But both equally commanded respect, and seemed equally entitled to the most chivalrous service. "I rather dread to meet Mrs. Prescott," said Phoebe, "and I want you to go with me. Her reproaches I cannot bear. I left her house because because it was hard to keep self-respect. I could not help it if her son wished to make him- self unhappy about me, and did not wish to be myself unhappy about him. But he seemed very different when he went away. Truly, Miss Thorpe, at the last, he was grand." "I can imagine," said Miss Thorpe reflectively, "as a gay young person, he has had no motives but selfishness and vanity. There is a refined 144 MAN PROPOSES. cruelty in all that they call good-breeding. One grasp of a backwoodsman's hand such as I had when I left the Adirondacks is worth all the cool and polished civilities that we meet here in a whole season. But the simpering dandy face to face with terrible realities is coerced or frightened into downright sincerity. As the young men say, it drives the nonsense out, this preparing to meet, man to man, foot to foot, steel to steel. Yes, war is a terrible teacher ; but useful lessons are taught. Perhaps it was worth while, even if that fop should be killed, to have lived a month of pure manliness. I am not hard. I know he is a sorrowing mother's son ; but every one who takes the chances of bat- tle is some mother's son. But I will go with you : we will see how she stands. If there is any thing, the least ' if,' you will return with me. And, my dear Phcsbe, whatever she may say, I don't wish to give you up altogether. I am not so young as I was. I begin to feel that I want to sun myself, as old people do, in the light of some young face. I want you to stay with me as much as you can. We will make a compromise. You shall be the light of two sunless houses by turns." " My dearest friend," said Phoebe, " I am grate- ful, believe me, not only for your kindness, but for the strength you give me. Your thoughts in- spire me. I have learned much with you that I can never forget. I am not quick, like you, and I don't keep up with your thoughts; but I know MAN PROPOSES. 145 you will forgive me. I must be myself I can't pretend and I do love music and I love my grand old teacher and I want to see him. I want to pour out my soul sometimes. How would the bird feel if he were shut up, and told not to sing? It is emotion, I know; but I have the emo- tion, although you think it is unworthy ; arid the emotion belongs to me, it is me. I wish I had a piano this moment. Isn't it better to sing than to cry ? And I am so full of trouble and I don't know how to bear it; and, if I could sing, my soul would rise on wings. Is it wrong? Then why did God give me a voice, and sympathy, and a soul to delight in music ? " " You are eloquent when your feelings prompt you, and I cannot blame you for insisting on being yourself. The Master, who forbade us to look for grapes from thorns, or figs from thistles, knew that I should love philosophy and you music. Be it so. But yet I would try to save you from the dreadful trials and temptations of a public career. My dear Phoebe, sing, if you must (I see it is pleasure, worship, life itself, to you), but sing to me, to Mrs. Prescott, and your other friends. Shun the intoxication of public applause. It exhilarates, but maddens. It unfits one who has felt it for the repose of domestic life. Save your s,weetest notes for him whom you are to love. A. song to your husband (provided he is worth sing- ing to), or a lullaby to your first-born in a cradle, is something nobler than the greatest, efforts of the bejewelled prima donna." 146 MAN PROPOSES. Phoebe hardly felt able to grapple with this topic as she would. She thought that this was rather a stern repression. "Because I arn a woman," she said, "am I to be silent when the Creator has given me power to sing? Will you say to the artist, ' Paint only for your wife ' ? Should Longfellow sing only to his children ? " "I know, my dear," said Miss Thorpe, "that my single life might be turned against me. I have never known the feeling that would make me desire to surrender my personality, or blend it with that of another. I have spoken of emotions before. This is one of them. If I had ever felt it, I would have trampled it out. But, for my sex in general, I see their duty and their destiny. They are to be wives and mothers. They are to create homes. Now, though there may be excep- tions, I must take ground against any pursuit or aspiration that tends to disqualify woman for the great function of maternity. Of what a public career does in this respect we have unhappily too much evidence." " But suppose one has the inspiration and the art?" " Then she should consider whether she has the strength to renounce marriage and motherhood. If she can live for her art, she may be spotless. But, my dear, we know what temperaments and faculties are joined. Tell me, have you ever known a great singer that was not emotional, greatly so ? The voice that breathes the song of MAN PROPOSES. 147 passion belongs to the heart that craves love. Philosophical people don't sing." Here Miss Thorpe turned over a volume of Buckle merrily, and read aloud some half-dozen abstruse sen- tences. " Fancy a woman reading that, and then shriek- ing, ' Involami, t'amo, t'amo ' / " But Phoebe said she was not fixed upon making singing a profession, nor did she feel sure she should ever marry. This with a rather innocently grave tone. " Oh, yes ! you will marry," said Miss Thorpe, looking with almost a lover's delight over the girl's sweet reserved face and eloquent eyes, and noting the whole atmosphere of attraction that surrounded her. " You will marry. It requires no witch or fortune-teller to predict that. If in no other way, some one will carry you off a Sa- bine captive. But we won't go on with this. You are fatigued, I see, and have much to think upon. I will read Spencer a while, and you can look in the evening paper for the roster of the th regiment." Miss Thorpe wheeled a chair to the centre- table and was soon buried in philosophy. Phoebe skimmed the newspaper, then walked about, noticing the stately rows of books in rich bind- ings, the busts on corner brackets, and the superb head of Pallas over the central bookcase, on which no boding raven nor Promethean vulture had ever perched. She was soon tired, and went 148 MAN PROPOSES. to her room. The portrait, unchanging in its loveliness, looked down on the beautiful girl, and seemed to send a good-night across the darkening room. The moment she closed her eyes, there were endless files of soldiers passing ; officers spurred oil with orders, drums beat, colors waved, and cannons roared. Then the scene was changed. There was a vast amphitheatre of hills enclosing a battle-ground. White specks of tents dotted the green slopes near the borders of the woods. White pufflets of smoke rose from the distant earth-works where the cannon were planted. Cavalry rode into the dense clouds of dust in the central plain. Long thin lines of infantry were posted on every vantage-ground, keeping up incessant fire. Over all rose an awful din, as if every sound of horror, rage, and pain, had blend- ed. Phoebe looked and shivered, and could not look away. Mrs. Prescott was beside her, and evermore asked, " Was it for you that I have lost my son ? " Then this vision faded. Untold leagues of country swept by ; and she saw a man, in the rags of a uniform, sunburnt, torn by briers, now skulking among bushes, skirting water- courses, and now on a log drifting towards the sea. His face was averted from her, and he floated away. Then she walked through a hospi- tal. Pale faces on every side, dying and dead, and still the line of white beds stretched inter- minably. Once or twice she saw Major Roderick, MAN PROPOSES. 149 but at a distance, his arm in a sling. Before she got near where he had stood, there was a vacancy ; and then, while her flesh crept with terror, she looked around only to see Mrs. Prescott follow- ing her, and again exclaiming, "Was it for you that I have lost my son?" Then came a trans- port of wounded men. A bright torch flashed at the landing to show the bearers of the stretchers where to step. At this new agony Phoebe could bear it no longer, and screamed. Gentle Miss Thorpe stood at her bedside with a light ; though it was some time before the fright- ened girl could collect her faculties, and be sure that she had been dreaming. " I heard you moan- ing, Phoebe," she said, "and guessed the cause. You have had a terrible strain to-day. I will give you these little pellets. You will soon be tran- quil. Bridget shall draw a couch into your room, and sleep near you; and you can have a taper burning if you choose." Phoebe was too much exhausted by her ideal terrors to say more than a few words. Her face was pale, and her brow cov- ered with perspiration. The hour of troubled sleep was an age of suffering. Bridget bathed her face, and rubbed her hands, and she was soon in a gentle, dreamless slumber. Miss Thorpe concluded that she did not know all that was passing in Phoebe's mind, and she pondered how she might change the painful cur- rent of feeling. 150 MAN PROPOSES. CHAPTER XIII. Miss THORPE waited anxiously to observe Phoebe at breakfast ; for it was evident that some deep grief or burden rested on her mind. Phoebe came down, looking rather pale, but cheerful, and expressed regret that her haunting dreams had caused so much disturbance ; but she added, that, as women could not fight, they must have their share of distress in some way. Miss Thorpe began to see that the girl had something of the heroic in her nature, that her imagination was active, and that, more than all, there was something in the recesses of thought as yet undeveloped. But Miss Thorpe did not once allude to the handsome young officer, nor to the interview of the preceding day. She consented to go with Phoebe to see Mrs. Prescott, but suggested that she should afterwards take her music, and pay a visit to her old teacher. This was the concession she made in the hope that her coveted amusement would be the means of bringing the high-spirited girl nearer to the ordinary level of life. They were received cheerfully, but with an unusual earnestness, by Mr. Prescott, who had lin- gered that morning to console his wife. He was MAN PROPOSES. 151 in the back-parlor near to the conservatory, smok- ing fiercely, and chewing the end of his cigar, as was his habit when disturbed. The morning paper lay beside him unread. Seeing Miss Thorpe, and knowing her aversion to tobacco, he dropped his cigar, and made himself wretched for her sake. There was so much to be said about the late events that he did not know where to begin. He concluded to wait ; and, learning that a call on Signer Belvedere was proposed, he in- vited both Miss Thorpe and Phoebe to return to dinner, and thought, that, in the evening, he could have his intended explanation with the runaway. Presently Mrs. Prescott entered from her ora- tory, all in robes of white, and with her beautiful hair negligently disposed under a lace cap. But her grief was real, if her dress and manner were studied. She came forward slowly, with the port of Lady Macbeth in the sleep-walking scene, and extended coldly a white hand to Phcebe and to Miss Thorpe in silence. Her tears had been dried, and she wore the look of one who trusted to no earthly consolation. " I have but one thing to live for now," she said, *' and that is to pray for our dear sons in the field." " Oh, pshaw ! " said Mr. Prescott. " Better live to work for them, and to help their widows and sweethearts and children." Mrs. Prescott looked unutterable things. Miss Thorpe said she trusted Mrs. Prescott would now become interested in the Sanitary Commis- sion. 152 MAN PROPOSES. " I have subscribed for tracts and Bibles to be sent to the army," said Mrs. Prescott solemnly. u Tracts and Bibles are well enough," said her husband ; " but the poor fellows in hospitals also need shirts and biscuit and tea and brandy." u Yes," added Miss Thorpe ; " and the best friends of the soldiers say they have better suc- cess in touching their hearts after carrying a sup- ply of good food and clothing." " ' Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and its righteousness,' " said Mrs. Prescott. " Pooh, pooh ! " said Mr. Prescott, " the people that Christ said that to hadn't been shot to pieces. They didn't need bandages and gruel and nurs- ing. I can't believe he wouldn't do just what /we do in the hospitals, and give a meal to the hungry soldiers, and a dressing for their wounds, before he plied them with tracts. The kingdom of heaven, with all due respect, wants a physical basis." " But we won't make a discussion now," said Miss Thorpe. " When you are sufficiently recov- ered, Mrs. Prescott, we will go to the rooms of the society, and you will see what we are doing, and learn the results of our work." " I have asked Miss Thorpe and Phoebe to dine with us," said Mr. Prescott, " and the protocol is signed. It waits for your approval, my dear." Mrs. Prescott expressed her pleasure, and, hav- ing bowed courteously to Miss Thorpe, turned a half-searching, "half-tender glance upon Phoebe. MAN PROPOSES. 153 The poor girl, who still shivered at the recollec- tion of last night's dreams, looked as if she expected to hear once more the agonizing ques- tion, " Was it by you that I lost my son ? " Miss Thorpe saw that there was no prospect of much genial conversation, and soon rose to go, saying cheerily that her pensioners and constitu- ents were doubtless wondering at her neglect. As soon as she left the room, the reason of Mr. Prescott's disturbed state of mind became mani- fest. He took out a letter he had just received from his former clerk Amory, and glanced over it. The first pages referred to the repairs upon the house in Eaglemont, suggested in a conversation mentioned in a former chapter. That portion he did not read to his wife. " I have a letter here from Amory," he said, " a fine fellow, by the way, written at our old home in the country. He is going West, but took Eaglemont on his way, or out of his way. My niece, I fancy, was the magnet. The part that will interest you I will read." And he read, with occasional comments and shrugs and expres- sive but inarticulate sounds : '"I have had a delightful time here, especially in going to various points on the hills to see the scenery' yes, espe- cially in the scenery. ' We see mountains in three States, those on the north standing like walls of faint blue, and those on the south resting on the horizon's verge like masses of purple and gray. Your charming niece has been my guide and com- 154 MAN PROPOSES. panion,' of course ! ' and has shared and dou- bled my pleasure. I have learned that her brother Robert has just made a flying visit here, and, from various scattered hints, I am sure he was a heart- broken man. It seems that he had a grand pas- sion.' I did not know that clergymen were affected that way : I thought such desperate attacks were confined wholly to the laity. 'But the lady was unkind, and he is in despair. He bade his father and mother and sister farewell, told them they would hear of him in India, or China, or in some other heathen country.' This is quite extraordinary, unclerical, to be so put back for a woman. 'The family are in doleful dumps. They don't know who the lady is, and though I may guess, like a Yankee, still I shall hold my tongue. Your brother Solomon chews fearfully over this matter ; and his wife (whom all the neighbors call aunt Zeruiah) knits and sews with the utmost resolution, both of them looking as if they had buried their first-born. " ' They will expect you' Hm ! no matter about that." As he read, Phoebe's face underwent every pos- sible change of expression. It was a terrible blow, and none the less painful that it was not unex- pected. " Well, Phoebe," said Mr. Prescott, " it seems as if you must soon have all the family at your feet. Two young Prescotts, as I conjecture, have been slain ; and now, unless you come back to live with us, my wife and I will be your next victims." MAN PROPOSES. 155 " Pray don't jest," she replied : " I am broken down. I seem to carry nothing but sorrow with me, and am fated to make every one wretched who cares for me. But, if you and Mrs. Prescott want me to return, I will come, though I have prom- ised Miss Thorpe that I will stay part of the time with her." " Then come, Phoebe," said Mrs. Prescott. " We cannot alter what is past. It is a desolate heart that you will find. But I will try to be a mother to you still." " Come," said Mr. Prescott. " You will cheer us up. I want you to sing to us in the evenings. I sha'n't be happy unless I see you about the house. Never mind the the. And my wife won't be half so desolate as she thinks." It was singular that both had instinctively avoided asking Phcebe any question about the cause of her going away. There are many recog- nized facts about which very little is said, and which people tacitly agree not to look at. Insensibly the gloom began to wear off, and Mrs. Prescott was more serene. Still, Phoebe could not be wholly at ease. The loss of Rod- erick was too recent, the wound in the mother's heart was too new, and Phoebe was of a nature so sympathetic, that she felt the void and the anguish as if they had been her own. Time only would restore perfect harmony. But the three sat by the window, through which came a fresh breeze laden with odors from 156 MAN PROPOSES. the flowers, and enjoyed an hour of unruffled pleasure. Mr. Prescott had never known the delight of having children of his own, and he felt all his impulses moving towards this beautiful and noble girl. He determined now to be a father to her, and, with her consent, to adopt her by form of law. He did not mention it, however ; for he thought it better to learn the state of her feelings in a private interview. The postman rang, and a servant brought in a letter for Mrs. Prescott. It was a bulky letter with a foreign stamp and an old-fashioned, heavy seal of wax. Mrs. Prescott became agitated as if she feared to cut the envelope. With instinc- tive delicacy Pho3be rose, and said, " I intend this morning to call on Signor Bel- vedere, and perhaps sing a little. Will you excuse me if I go now? I may call on Miss Thorpe at lunch-time, and we will both come here in season for dinner." Mr. Prescott assented cheerfully, while his wife still sat silent, holding the letter. Phoebe extended her hands to both, kissed Mrs. Prescott on her pale cheek, and took leave. A walk of some ten minutes brought her to the apartments where we first saw her. Signor Bel- vedere was giving a lesson ; and she .remained in the adjacent room, while the ambitious pupil, like a tireless bird, soared and swooped, and beat against the wind, through the billowy variations of an operatic air. It was a brilliant specimen of MAN PROPOSES. 157 execution, but Phcebe was not stirred. Her taste did not approve of ornament for ornament's sake. She thought of the amazing vocal difficulties, and that was fatal. The great singer not only over- comes difficulties, she does not let you perceive that there are any. Phoebe looked at the books, the casts, bronzes, and pictures, and chirruped at the mocking-bird, the " intelligent feath- ered critic " that had given her the compliment of a rival song. In due time the lesson was ended ; and the pupil, a full-blown rose of a woman, plump, radiant, and self-assured, passed out. Signor Belvedere entered with a grave but indescribably winning smile. He seemed to con- vey the idea that he had just been a bit of a hypo- crite in commending the labored effort of his last jDupil, though it would be difficult to say how he did it. His figure was erect, clothed all in black, and devoid of ornament ; but his dome-like head was crowned with a small, closely-fitting purple velvet cap. He touched it uneasily as he came, as if it were an anomaly, but dropped his hand as if to say, " You have seen it, and I will wear it." His fine gray eyes sparkled as he spoke. " My dear-a young lady, and so I see you again I You are welcome as the sun after rain. Come, tell me all about it. And-a so the young man has gone; and you don't-a leave Mistress Prescott? I was afraid you had run away, and had got your- self lost. What a loss it would be ! But you don't-a speak ! " 158 MAN PROPOSES. "How can I," said Phoebe, laughing, "when you are saying it all ? " " Ah ! I am a garrulous old a-fool. But I am only bubbling over with joy. And so you will n ^t be triste any more ? And you will singg, of course you will sing ? " " Certainly ! But let me recover my breath. I did intend to leave the Prescotts forever. I found a home with Miss Thorpe, and should have been content to stay with her, only I should have to escape sometimes. She doesn't like music, or rather thinks it belongs to an inferior order of minds. She is all spirit, a pure intelligence, and lives in the clear light of reason. Any emotion she thinks only clouds the soul." " Ah, Miss Thorpe ! Yes, I remember, a di- minish-ed copy of Pallas, just from the brain of Jove. A steady and bright woman, I remember. I was once at the Plato Club. She was there, listening sharply. She might have been a type of mind, without mortal en-avironment, as she herself would say. And so 'emotion clouds the soul,' does it? Then-a the mother's soul is clouded by her love for her son? Christ's soul was-a clouded when he drove the money-changers in wrath from the temple? David's soul was-a clouded, both in his abject penitence and in his - fervid psalms of praise ? The souls of Augustine, Thomas a Kempis, Francis d'Assisi, John Bun- yan they were clouded also ? And Handel was clouded when he wrote the Messiah, and so was MAN PROPOSES. 159 the majestic Palestrini, whose litanies I hope to hear in-a heaven? And Beethoven too, his soul was-a clouded, when, retreating from external sense, he fashioned in the solitary chambers of his great soul those symphonies which seem to have existed from eternity, and will go sounding on in scecula sceculorum ? Ah, no ! Miss Phaybe it is only intellectual pride that-a disdains emotion, and talks of the rule of reason. The race is in sexes. 'Male and female created he them.' And the nature of man, I will-a not call it either mind or soul, the nature of man is complex. We per- ceive, we think, and-a we feel. That is all we know about it. The wisest of the philosophers, if he takes you through a do-zen volumes upon what he calls mental philosophy, which is all scoria^ rubbish, will get no farther than when he started, namely, that we perceive, we think, and we feel. True, a person all feeling is pulpy, with no more backbone than a jelly-fish. That is a passionate child, a soft and good-for-noth- ing woman, a silly idiot. But a person with no feeling Grand Dio, what a creature ! Thought and feeling ; and what-a God hath join-ed together, let-a not Miss Thorpe put asunder ! " Signor Belvedere looked like an ancient prophet in a vision : he had never made so long a speech before in his life. Pho?be listened in silent tri- umph. She had not felt convinced by Miss Thorpe's reasoning, and she could not share her contempt for emotional natures ; but she had not 160 MAN PROPOSES. the power to confute her : and it was with a glow- ing, irrepressible joy that she saw the emotion con- nected with the reason, the marriage of feeling and thought. She was sure Signer Belvedere was a great man, and need only write one small, elo- quent treatise to demolish all the philosophers of Miss Thorpe's school. *' As I love music, I like to feel that it is not wrong, and that it is not unworthy. I have fre- quently wanted to ask Miss Thorpe why she thought the angels were represented as singing with harps." " She would have-a told you that these thinggs are symbols, images adapted to the comprehen- sion of children and-a the common people." " But I like to believe in the singing and in the real harps of gold. I have never felt so near heaven as in listening to a great mass such as Cherubini's." " Ah, well ! my dear Miss Phaybe, we shall-a know a great deal better about heaven when-a we get there. Let us come to mundane affairs." They talked then of what had happened. Phoebe extolled Miss Thorpe, and sympathized with Mrs. Prescott, and declared that she could not do without either of them. She did not refer to her interview with the major on the parade- ground. She remembered what she had said of him to Signor Belvedere, and did not care to explain the causes that had led her to forgive the offence, and to a different view of his character. MAN PROPOSES. 161 She related artlessly the few reminiscences which Mrs. Maloney gave of her mother, and told of her faint recollection of a mother's lullaby. All the Italian in the master was aroused. He went to the piano, and touched the keys, " Beginning doubtfully and far away, And let bis fingers wander as they list, To build a bridge from dreamland for his lay." Then the music began to rock, and the master's head swayed with the rhythm ; and presently, with the rather husky tones of a voice that had once been fine, he looked at Phoebe, and began to sing, still as if rocking, and moving his head caressingly as if to a tired child : Nel seno materno Riposa, cor mio, Ti salvi di Dio La somma piet& ! La vergin ti guardi, Membrandosi il figlio, E piova dal ciglio Beniguo fulgor. Ti cuoprin